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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/39417-8.txt b/39417-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ce13627 --- /dev/null +++ b/39417-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,15873 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of A Gamble with Life, by Silas K. Hocking + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Gamble with Life + +Author: Silas K. Hocking + +Release Date: April 10, 2012 [EBook #39417] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A GAMBLE WITH LIFE *** + + + + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Sue Fleming, Lindy Walsh and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + A GAMBLE WITH LIFE + + SILAS K. HOCKING + + + [Illustration: "OPEN YOUR EYES," HE CRIED, "AND SPRING."] + + + A GAMBLE WITH LIFE + + BY + + SILAS K. HOCKING + + AUTHOR OF + + "Pioneers," "The Flaming Sword," "God's Outcast," + "One in Charity," "The Heart of Man," etc. + + London + JAMES CLARKE & CO., 13 & 14 FLEET STREET E.C. + 1906 + + + _All rights reserved_ + + + + +CONTENTS + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I. A STRANGE COMPACT 7 + + II. DREAMS AND REALITIES 15 + + III. THE VALUE OF A LIFE 26 + + IV. PAYING THE PENALTY 35 + + V. A PERILOUS TASK 44 + + VI. FAITH AND PHILOSOPHY 54 + + VII. THE NICK OF TIME 63 + + VIII. THE SOUL'S AWAKENING 72 + + IX. THE CAPTAIN'S LETTER 82 + + X. A VISITOR 92 + + XI. A TALK BY THE WAY 101 + + XII. FAIRYLAND 112 + + XIII. THE AWAKENING 123 + + XIV. EVOLUTION 134 + + XV. MISGIVINGS 145 + + XVI. GROWING SUSPICIONS 157 + + XVII. RETROSPECTIVE 168 + + XVIII. THE OLD AND THE NEW 178 + + XIX. AFTER THREE YEARS 189 + + XX. FATHER AND SON 200 + + XXI. GERVASE SPEAKS HIS MIND 211 + + XXII. A HUMAN DOCUMENT 222 + + XXIII. MEANS TO AN END 232 + + XXIV. THE JUSTICE OF THE STRONG 243 + + XXV. THE END OF A DREAM 254 + + XXVI. QUESTIONS TO BE FACED 266 + + XXVII. THE VALUE OF A LIFE 277 + + XXVIII. THE RETURN OF THE SQUIRE 288 + + XXIX. GETTING AT THE TRUTH 299 + + XXX. THE TOILS OF CIRCUMSTANCE 310 + + XXXI. OLD FRIENDS 320 + + XXXII. FACING THE INEVITABLE 331 + + XXXIII. WAS IT PROVIDENCE? 342 + + XXXIV. DISCOVERIES 352 + + XXXV. CONFLICTING EMOTIONS 363 + + XXXVI. HIS HEART'S DESIRE 373 + + + + + A GAMBLE WITH LIFE + + + + + CHAPTER I + + A STRANGE COMPACT + + +"Well, of all the hare-brained proposals I ever listened to, this takes +the bun"; and Felix Muller adjusted his pince-nez and lay back in his +chair and laughed softly. + +"But why hare-brained?" asked his companion, seriously. "Singular, I +admit it may be; startling if you like, but I do not see that there is +anything in it to laugh at." + +"You don't?" and the lawyer's face became suddenly grave. "Do you +realise what your proposal implies?" + +"I think I do," and Rufus Sterne's face flushed slightly; "but you are +thinking of a contingency that will never arise." + +"Perhaps I am; but every contingency must be guarded against," and Felix +Muller took off his glasses and wiped them meditatively. "You say you +are confident of success, and I am bound to admit, from what I know of +you and your scheme, I think your confidence is well founded. But you +know as well as I do, that nothing is certain in this world but death." + +"Well?" + +"You may fail. Something may happen you cannot foresee." + +"I grant it, as a remote--an exceedingly remote--possibility. But in +such an event you will be covered by my life assurance policy." + +"But you may live for another fifty years." + +Rufus Sterne shook his head and smiled gravely. + +"If I fail," he said, "I shall have no further use for life. You need be +under no apprehension on that score. The money for which my life is +insured will be paid into your hands without any unnecessary delay. I +know the company." + +"But it would be a direct contravention of the law, and would entitle +the company to refuse----" + +"My dear sir," Sterne interrupted, sharply, "there are many roads into +the land of oblivion. Exits can be arranged, if the parties so desire, +in a perfectly natural manner. You need not fear that trouble will arise +on that score." + +"Nevertheless, I confess I do not like the proposal." + +"You seem to have grown suddenly very squeamish," Sterne said, with a +slight curl of the lip. "I have always understood that you set no +particular value on human life. Indeed, I have heard you argue that a +man's life is his own to do as he likes with--to continue it or end it, +as seems good in his own eyes." + +"I am still of the same opinion. No, I am no sentimentalist. The rubbish +talked by parsons and so-called humanitarians makes me ill. All the same +I would prefer that someone else----" + +"There is no one else," Rufus Sterne broke in, irritably. "You are my +last hope. A thousand pounds now will lead me on to fame and fortune. +You have the money. You can lend it to me if you like, and for security +I make you my sole legatee." + +"But the money is not mine, and must be paid back by the 31st of +December of next year without fail." + +"That gives eighteen months and more," and Sterne laughed. "My dear +fellow, six months or a little more will see the thing through." + +"I like to see a man confident," Felix Muller said, a little uneasily. +"But there is such a thing as over-confidence, as you know. I should be +better pleased if you were a little less cocksure." + +"But man alive, I have been working at this thing for years. I have +tested every link in the chain, if you will allow me to say so. I have +faced every possible contingency. I have gone over the ground so often +that I know every inch of the way. I have anticipated every objection, +every weakness, every flaw, and have provided against it. All I want now +is a thousand pounds in hard cash, and in a year's time I shall be able +to repay it ten-fold." + +"You hope so." + +"I am sure of it; as far as a man can be sure of anything in this stupid +world. The more or less unpleasant contingency that you persist in +looking at will never occur." + +"But it may occur," Muller persisted. + +"Well, if it does you will not suffer; and I shall be glad to hide +myself and be at rest." + +"You say that now." + +"Do you doubt my courage or my honour?" Sterne demanded, sharply. + +"No, I doubt neither," Muller said, slowly; "but the instinct of life is +strong--especially in the young." + +"When a man has something to live for--some great purpose to achieve, or +some proud ambition to realise, he naturally wants to live. But take +away that something, and life is a squeezed orange which he is glad to +fling away." + +"People still cling to life when they have nothing left to live for," +Muller said, reflectively. + +"Sentimentalists and cowards," Sterne broke in, hastily. "Men who have +been robbed of their courage by priestly superstitions. But you and I +have thrown off the swaddling clothes in which we were reared. Your +German philosophers have not reflected and written for nothing." + +"I am an Englishman," Muller broke in, hastily. + +"I do not dispute it for a moment," Sterne said, with a laugh. "But let +us not get away from the subject we have in hand. The question is will +you accommodate me or will you not?" + +"If I do not you will curse me to-day," Muller said, with a drawl; "and +if I do, you may curse me more bitterly eighteen months hence. So it +seems to me it is a choice between two evils." + +"There you are mistaken," Sterne replied. "I certainly shall curse you +if you refuse me, but if you become my friend to-day I shall never cease +to bless you." + +"Not if you fail?" + +"Why will you persist in harping on that one string? I shall not fail. +Failure is out of the reckoning. I am as certain of success as I am of +my own existence." + +"'Let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall.'" + +"Please, Muller, don't quote the Bible to me." + +"It is sound philosophy wherever it is taken from. Besides, the Bible is +good literature." + +"So is Dante's 'Inferno.' But if you were dosed with it morning, noon +and night, for the space of fifteen or twenty years, you would be glad +to have a little respite. But we are getting away again from the subject +in hand. Let's stick to the one point till we've done with it. If you've +made up your mind that you won't help me, say so." + +"My dear fellow, all that I've been anxious to do is to enable you, if +possible, to realise all that such a contract implies." + +"Well, if I didn't realise it before, I do now. You've been very +faithful." + +"And you still wish to enter into the arrangement?" + +"Of course I do. What do you take me for?" + +"Remember, I am no sentimentalist, and whatever may happen to you, I +shall be compelled in the end to claim my bond." + +Sterne laughed a little bitterly. "You do not mean to insult me, I know. +Nevertheless your words imply a doubt that I cannot help resenting. If +the worst comes to the worst, you will have no need to _claim_ your +bond. You will get your own back without effort, and with compound +interest." + +"I have no desire to insult you, certainly. But equally am I desirous of +preventing any misunderstanding later on. In a business transaction of +this kind one cannot be too explicit. The time-limit I am compelled to +insist upon." + +"It is quite ample," Sterne broke in, impatiently. "I shall know my fate +long before the end of next year." + +"I hope you will succeed even beyond what you hope for." + +"Let me tell you for the twentieth time that I am bound to succeed. When +shall I have the money?" + +"The day after to-morrow." + +"That will do. Now I am a happy man." + +"I hope you will never have cause to regret the bargain." + +"You shall not, in any case." + +The lawyer smiled, and lowered his eyebrows. "From a professional point +of view," he said, reflectively, "it is not, of course, good business." + +Sterne looked up suddenly. "I see what you mean," he said, after a +pause. "You are not covered against any failure of courage or honour on +my part?" + +The lawyer nodded assent. + +"I appreciate your trust in me," Sterne replied, with a touch of emotion +in his voice. "I do indeed. You are lending me the money without any +legal security." + +"And the money is not mine," the lawyer added. + +"I understand; and when the time comes you shall be rewarded," and +Sterne rose to his feet and picked up his bowler hat, which had been +lying on the floor. + +The lawyer rose also, and held out his hand to his client. "The money +shall be ready for you the day after to-morrow." So they parted. + +Rufus Sterne went out into the street feeling as though all the world +lay at his feet. No thought of failure crossed his mind. The thing he +had been working for for years was at last to be realised. His invention +would not only put money into his own pocket, but it would revolutionise +the chief industry of his native county, and find work for thousands of +willing hands. + +In imagination he saw himself not only prosperous, but honoured and +respected and hailed as a public benefactor. He had a long walk over the +hills to the village in which he resided, but it seemed as nothing to +him that evening. His heart was beating high with hope, his eyes +sparkled with eager anticipation. + +From the crest of the second hill the wide sweep of the Atlantic came +into view, and for several minutes he stood still, with bared head. He +had spent all his life in sight and sound of the sea, and he never tired +of it. Relatives, friends, acquaintances by the dozen, slept their last +sleep far out in its cool embrace. He had a feeling sometimes that he +would like, when his day's work was done, to pillow his head among the +seaweed and sleep for ever, while the waves sobbed and sang above him. + +The sun was slowly sinking in a sea of molten gold. The window-panes of +the scattered farmhouses were flashing back the evening fire. From the +valley behind him came the bleating of lambs and the answering call of +the mother sheep, and with the cooling of the day a breeze stirred +faintly in the tree tops and through the hazel bushes. + +He replaced his hat, and was about to continue his tramp when he was +arrested by the sound of carriage wheels behind him. A sharp bend in the +road hid the vehicle from sight, but he knew it would be on him in a +moment. So he stepped aside, as the road was narrow, and waited for it +to pass. + +The horse came first into sight, and then the Squire's waggonette. Two +people sat on the front seat, the coachman and a lady. The back of the +vehicle was piled almost to the level of their heads with luggage. The +horse came on slowly, which gave Rufus Sterne an opportunity of scanning +the face of the lady. + +"Evidently a stranger," was his first reflection. "Greatly taken with +the view of the sea," his second. After that his reflections were of a +very mixed character. + +Two or three points, however, stood out in his mind with great +distinctness. The first was the lady was young--"not more than twenty if +she is a day," he reflected. The second was that she belonged to a type +he had never seen before. "She's not Cornish, that's certain," he said +to himself. "I question if she is English." The third was that she was +most becomingly dressed. Whether she was richly or expensively attired +he did not know. He had had no experience in such matters. But that her +dress became her there could be no doubt. The hat she wore might have +been designed by an artist for her alone. On some people's heads it +might look a fright, but on the head of this fair creature it was a +picture. + +He stood so far back in the shadow of the hedge that she did not notice +him. Besides, her eyes were fixed on the distant sea, which flashed in +the sunset like burnished gold. + +"Isn't it just too lovely for words?" Whether she addressed the +coachman, or whether she was speaking to herself, he did not know. But +her words fell very distinctly on his ear, and touched his heart with a +curious sense of kinship or sympathy. + +"No; she's not English," he said to himself. "An Englishwoman never +speaks with an accent just like that. But wherever she comes from she's +the loveliest creature I ever saw. I wonder who she is?" + +He came out into the middle of the road, and followed in the wake of the +vanishing vehicle. After a few minutes it disappeared completely, and he +did not see it again. + +"I wonder who she is?" The question occurred to him several times as he +tramped steadily on in the direction of St. Gaved. It even pushed into +the background his recent interview with Felix Muller, and the strange +compact he had made. + +The twilight was deepening rapidly by the time he reached the cottage in +which he rented two tiny rooms. A frugal supper was laid ready for him +on the table, but there was no one to give him welcome, no one to say +good-night when he retired to rest. Yet no feeling of loneliness or +friendlessness oppressed him. He felt that the day had been an eventful +one, and that a future of unmeasured possibilities was opening up before +him. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + DREAMS AND REALITIES + + +Rufus Sterne awoke next morning with a feeling of buoyancy and +hopefulness such as he had never before experienced. The sun was +streaming brightly through the little window and gilding the humble +furniture of the room with thin lines of gold; the house-sparrows were +chirruping noisily under the eaves; the fishermen, early in from their +night's fishing, were calling "Mackerel" in the winding street below; +whilst the memory of pleasant dreams was still haunting the chambers of +his brain--dreams in which his own identity had got mixed up in some +curious fashion with that of the fair stranger he had seen the evening +before. + +Mrs. Tuke, his landlady, laid his breakfast in silence. It was very +rarely now that she spoke to him. On her face was a look of injured +innocence or pained resignation. She had done her best in days gone by +to lead him to see what she called the error of his ways, but without +success. Now she had given him over--though not without considerable +reluctance--to the hardness of his heart. She sometimes wondered whether +she ought to keep as a lodger a man who was claimed neither by church +nor chapel, and whose religious opinions not a man in the entire village +would endorse. + +However, as he paid his bill regularly and gave no trouble, and as +moreover he had no bad habits, and was exceedingly gentlemanly both in +manners and appearance, she concluded that on the whole she was +justified in giving him shelter and taking his money. + +Rufus did not notice Mrs. Tuke's resigned look and pathetic eyes this +morning. His thoughts were intent on other things. At last he was on the +road to fame and fortune, so he honestly and sincerely believed. +To-morrow he would walk into Redbourne and take possession of a thousand +pounds. Then life would begin in earnest. He would give up his position +at the Wheal Gregory Mine and devote all his energies to the completion +of the great scheme, which would take the whole county by surprise. + +What a relief it would be to get away from the common-place and humdrum +tasks that had filled his hands for the last three or four years--tasks +that any young man with a School Board education could discharge without +difficulty. He did not despise the work--no honest labour was to be +despised. But the work was not of the kind that appealed to him. It was +monotonous, mechanical, uninteresting. There was nothing in it to call +out latent skill or originality. He might go on doing it till his brain +stagnated and the springs of imagination ceased to flow. + +He was called the secretary of the mine--a high-sounding name +enough--but the name was the only important thing about it. He was +time-keeper, clerk, and office-boy rolled into one. + +The salary was just enough to keep him in a position of respectable +poverty. The only way he could hope to save any money was by insuring +his life until he was a certain age. But there were times when he was +half disposed to let his policy lapse. It was such a pinch to find the +money to pay the premiums. + +At last, however, he believed the struggle was over. His thoughts were +going to take tangible shape; his nebulous dreams were to be reduced to +concrete form. The lines he had so carefully traced on paper would be +seen in brass and steel; the mental travail of years would end in the +birth of a great invention. + +He walked away from the house humming a popular waltz, and his steps +kept time to the music. Wheal Gregory lay over the hill more than a mile +away. Taking a field path he skirted the park of Trewinion Hall, the +residence of Sir Charles Tregony, the squire of the parish and the +largest landowner in the district. It was Sir Charles's waggonette that +passed him the previous evening when returning from Redbourne. + +He slackened his pace almost unconsciously, and looked over the tall +thorn hedge in the direction of the squire's mansion. An opening in the +belt of trees brought a portion of the terrace into view, with a strip +of lawn and a glimpse of the rose garden. At the moment, however, Rufus +saw neither the garden nor the lawn. It was a graceful girlish figure +clad in white that arrested his attention. She was flitting in and out +among the standard roses with a pair of scissors in one hand and a large +bunch of blooms in the other. She stood still at length and looked +towards the house, then waved her hand to someone Rufus could not see. +Then she turned right about face and looked in his direction. Rufus +lowered his head in a moment and peeped at her between the branches of a +tree. It might not be the height of good manners, but he could not help +it. She was so fair a picture, so graceful, so piquant and fresh, that +he would be almost less than human if he did not make the most of his +opportunity. + +A few minutes later she was joined by the squire's daughter, Beryl, and +together they walked away till the thick foliage hid them from view. + +Rufus heaved a little sigh, and then continued his walk in the direction +of Wheal Gregory. + +"I wonder if people who live in big houses, and have lovely gardens and +lawns and all the other pleasant things of life are happier than +ordinary folks," he said to himself. "I wonder if that girl is happy. I +wonder if she knows how pretty she is? I wonder where she came from? I +wonder who she is? I wonder if she has come to stay?" + +He laughed at length quite loudly, for no one was near to listen. It was +strange that he should be interested in anyone who had come to stay at +the Hall. Sir Charles was one of the proudest and most exclusive men in +the county. There was no one in the parish of St. Gaved, excepting +perhaps the vicar, that he considered good enough to associate with, and +Sir Charles's visitors were generally as exclusive as himself. + +The rattle of the "fire stamps" down in the valley called him back at +length to more mundane affairs. It was nothing to him who the new +visitor at the Hall might be, and whether she stayed a week or a year +was no concern of his. He had his own work to do, and just now that work +would fill his thoughts night and day. + +He did his best to give all his attention to his ordinary duties, but it +was no easy matter. He had lost all interest in Wheal Gregory Mine. His +resignation as secretary would be handed in on Saturday morning: for the +future he would live on another plane, and more important issues would +claim his thought and attention. + +The day seemed interminably long, but it came to an end at length, and +he turned his face towards St. Gaved with a light heart. Every day now +would shorten the period of his exile and inactivity. He was eager to +get his own great enterprise under weigh, eager to show the people among +whom he lived the stuff of which he was made. + +On the following day he opened a banking account with a thousand pounds +to his credit, and the day following that he handed his resignation in +as secretary of Wheal Gregory Mine. + +He walked homeward slowly in the glow of the evening's sun, taking a +wide sweep round by the coast. The sky was almost cloudless, but the +warmth was tempered by a cool breeze from the West. A pathway skirted +the edge of the cliffs which was rarely used by anyone after sunset, for +the cliffs were treacherous and a false step might mean instant death. + +On one of the highest points he sat down on the spongy turf and looked +westward. The sun was sinking in a lake of burnished gold. The sea was +like glass mingled with fire. He could not help wondering if these +bright days and glorious sunsets were an augury of his own future. + +As yet no cloud dimmed the brightness of his vision, no thought of +failure flung a shadow across his path. He was as confident of success +as he was that the Atlantic was rolling at his feet. It was this +confidence that had blinded his eyes to the moral obliquity of his +contract with Felix Muller. + +"If I fail," he had said, "you shall have my insurance money," and he +had said it in the most light-hearted fashion, for he never suspected +for a moment that he would fail. + +Moreover, if he did fail the defeat would be so crushing that he was +quite sure he would not want to live. And as he had lost the faith of +his childhood, and death meant only an endless and a dreamless sleep, +dying gave him no concern. + +But there was one thing he had never considered, and that was the rights +of the insurance company. He did not see that it was a felony he +proposed in case of failure. The idea had never crossed his mind. He had +laid stress on his honour in making his appeal to Muller, and he failed +to see that in case his schemes came to nothing he was proposing an act +of deliberate dishonesty. He would save his honour at the expense of his +honesty. + +It was not of failure, however, he thought, as he looked towards the +sunset. The future was opening out before his imagination in widening +vistas of success. + +"I shall astonish everybody," he said to himself, a bright, eager smile +spreading itself over his face. "Muller believes in me, but he has no +idea how great my scheme is. I don't see the end of it myself, for one +thing will lead to another. Oh! I shall have a crowded life; for one +success will beget other successes, and so I shall go forward--never +idle--till my day's work is done." + +He was roused from his pleasant reverie by a light footstep near him, +and looking round quickly he saw the fair stranger who had interested +him on two previous occasions. She did not hesitate for a moment in her +walk, but came briskly forward till she was directly opposite where he +sat. + +"Pardon me," she said, in a voice that was distinctly musical in spite +of its unfamiliar accent, "but can you tell me if there is a path +anywhere hereabouts leading down to the beach?" + +He was on his feet in a moment, and raising his hat he said, with a +smile, "The nearest point is down Penwith Cove; that is at least half a +mile further on." + +"And is the path easy?" + +"Quite easy." + +"Not dangerous at all?" + +"Not a bit," he answered, with a smile. + +"You will excuse me speaking, won't you?" she said, with a mirthful +light in her eyes. "I'm not at all sure that it's a bit proper. Sir +Charles has read me several lectures already about speaking to people I +don't know, but if I only speak to people I know I shall never speak at +all when I'm out of the house." + +"You are a stranger in St. Gaved?" he questioned, nervously. + +"I come from across the water," she answered, with delightful frankness. +"I never saw your country till four days ago." + +"And do you like it?" he questioned. + +"Well, yes--up to a certain point. I shall get used to it in time, no +doubt. But at present it seems a bit dull and slow." + +"You've lived in a city, perhaps?"--he was astonished at his boldness, +but her whole manner seemed to invite conversation. + +"That's just it," she replied. "And after New York this place seems a +trifle dull and quiet." + +"I should think so," he said, with a laugh. "Why, even natives like +myself find it almost insufferable at times." + +"Then why do you stay here? Why don't you go right away where the pulse +of life beats more quickly?" + +"Ah! that question is not easy to answer," he said, looking out over the +fire-flecked sea. "Our home is here, our work lies here. Beyond is a +great unknown. Many have gone out and have never returned." + +"Got lost, eh?" she questioned, with a musical laugh. + +"Lost to us who have remained," he answered. "Some have prospered, I +have no doubt. Some have failed, and died in obscurity and neglect. +Better, perhaps, endure the ills we have than fly to others we know not +of." + +"Well, yes, I guess there's truth in that," she answered, raising +frankly her soft brown eyes to his. "Yet there's always fascination in +the unknown, don't you think so?" + +"No doubt of it." + +"That's the reason, I expect, why I'm just aching to explore these +cliffs, and the caves of which Sir Charles says there's any number." + +"That won't take you very long," he answered, "though it would hardly be +safe for you to go alone." + +"That's what Sir Charles says; but would you mind telling me just where +the danger comes in?" + +"Well, you see, the rocks are often slippery. And if you are not +acquainted with the tides you might get caught." + +"Ah! that would be interesting." + +"Well, scarcely. Strangers have been caught and drowned before now." + +"They could not swim?" + +"It would take a very strong swimmer to clear St. Gaved Point and get +into the harbour." + +She turned her eyes in that direction and looked grave. + +He studied her face a little more closely and allowed his eyes to wander +over her graceful and well-knit figure. She was very simply dressed, +without ornament of any kind. A large picture hat shaded her pale face. +Her eyes were large and dark, her forehead broad, her nose straight, her +lips full and red. + +She caught him looking at her and he blushed a little. "I don't think I +could swim that distance," she said, turning her eyes again in the +direction of St. Gaved Point. + +"I don't think you would be wise to attempt it." Then he blushed again, +for she turned on him a swift and searching glance, while her lips +parted in a smile that seemed to say, "I did not ask you for advice." + +For a moment there was silence, then she said, "Do you know the sea has +been calling me ever since I came." + +"Calling you?" he questioned. + +"Well, I mean it fascinates me, if you understand. I want to get close +to it, to paddle in it. It is so beautiful. It looks so cool and +friendly. Beryl says she cannot bear the sea; that it is not friendly a +bit; that it is cruel and noisy, and treacherous." + +"Ah! she has lived near the sea most of her life." + +"And yet you can scarcely see it from the Hall." + +"But it can be heard on stormy nights, and when a westerly gale is +raging its voice is terrible." + +"You have lived here all your life?" and her lips parted in the most +innocent smile. + +"Here, and in a neighbouring parish," he answered, frankly. + +"And do you like the sea?" + +"Sometimes. On an evening like this, for instance, I could sit for hours +looking at it, and listening to the low murmur of the waves. But in the +winter I rarely come out on the cliffs." + +"I have never seen the sea real mad," she said, reflectively; "but I +expect I shall if I stay here long enough." + +"Do you expect to stay long?" he questioned. If she asked questions he +did not see why he might not. + +"Well, I guess I shall stay in England a good many months anyhow," she +answered slowly, and with an unmistakable accent; and she turned away +her eyes, and a faint wave of colour tinged her pale cheeks. + +He would have liked to have asked her a good many other questions, but +he felt he had gone far enough. + +"I fear I shall have to go back now," she said at length, without +looking at him, "or they'll all be wondering what has become of me." + +"You could not easily get lost in a place like this," he said, with a +laugh. + +"No, nobody would kidnap me," she said, arching her eyebrows. + +"No, I don't think so," he answered in a tone that was half-mirthful, +half-serious. + +She raised her eyes to his for a moment in a keen searching glance, +then, with a hasty "Good evening," turned and walked away in the +direction she had come. + +He stood and watched her until she had passed over the brow of the hill +in the direction of Trewinion Hall. Then he slowly resumed his journey +towards St. Gaved. + +That night he awoke from a dream with a feeling of horror tearing at his +heart. He dreamed that his great scheme had proved a failure, and that +Felix Muller stood over him demanding the immediate fulfilment of the +contract. + +So vivid had been the dream that, for the moment, he seemed powerless to +shake off the impression. He sat up in bed, and stared round him, while +a cold perspiration broke out in beads upon his brow. + +For the first time he realised, in any clear and vivid sense, the nature +of the compact he had entered into. The possibilities of failure had +seemed so infinitely remote that he had never seriously tried to realise +what failure would mean. + +Now that awful contingency forced itself upon his heart and imagination +in a way that seemed almost to paralyse him. It was as though some +invisible but powerful hand had pushed him to the edge of a dark and +awful precipice, and compelled him to look over. His knees shook under +him, his head seemed to reel, he struggled to get back to safer ground. + +The feeling of horror passed away after a few minutes, and he lay down +again. + +"Of course, I shall not fail," he said to himself. "The contingency is +so remote that I need not give the matter a second thought." + +And yet the impression of that dream was destined to remain with him in +spite of all his efforts to shake it off. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + THE VALUE OF A LIFE + + +During the next few weeks Rufus Sterne was kept so busy that he had very +little time for either retrospect or anticipation. His great complaint +was that the days were all too short for the work he wanted to crowd +into them. He had told Felix Muller that six months would see his scheme +well on its way to completion. But he had not been at work many weeks +before he began to fear that twelve months would be much nearer the +limit. Contractors were so slow, workmen were so careless, and +accidents--none of them serious--were so numerous, that delays were +inevitable, and the days grew into weeks unconsciously. + +He maintained, however, a brave and hopeful spirit. Delays and +disappointments were, no doubt, inevitable. No one ever carried out a +great scheme without encountering a few disappointments. Later on, when +victory was assured, they would seem as nothing, and would be quickly +forgotten. + +He saw no more of the beautiful stranger who had so much interested him. +For several days he kept a sharp look out, and wondered if by any chance +he would cross her path. Then he heard that Sir Charles and all his +family had gone to London till the end of the season, and he assumed +that she had gone to London with them. + +He had had a second interview with Felix Muller, which had left an +impression that was not altogether pleasant. Muller was in his most +cynical and ungenerous mood. He had not a word of encouragement to give +to his client. On the contrary, he appeared to take a delight in +pricking Rufus with pointed and unpleasant suggestions. + +"It is well, no doubt, to hope for the best," he said to Rufus; "but it +is equally well to be prepared for the worst." + +"I really think you would not trouble much if I should fail," Rufus +said, in a tone of irritation. + +"Then you do me an injustice," was the suave and tantalising answer. "If +you were to fail I might have trouble in getting my own." + +"You mean that I would back out of the contract at the last?" + +"No, I don't mean any such thing. I know you are not only a man of +honour, but a man of courage; but if you should bungle----" + +"Look here, we need not go any further into details," Rufus said, +impatiently. "My point is you are not a bit troubled about me as long as +you get your money back." + +"Oh, but I am! I would rather you prospered than that you failed, any +day. Still, if in the order of chance you should fail--well----," and he +shrugged his shoulders, "It would be in the eternal order, that's all." + +"You would not fret, of course?" + +"My dear fellow, why should I? We must all pass out into the great +silence sooner or later. And now, or next year, or next century for that +matter, matters little. You and I have got beyond the region of +sentiment in such things. Nature sets no value on human life. We take +our place among the ants and flies, and the human is treated as +remorselessly as the insect. The wind passeth over both, and they are +gone." + +"Yes, that is true enough," Rufus answered, looking out of the window. + +"Besides," Muller went on, as if he read his thoughts, "in the business +of life we are bound to take risks." + +"You mean money risks?" + +"Not only money risks. A man who drives to market, who explores a mine, +who crosses the sea in the interests of commerce, who fights for his +country, not only risks his property, but he risks his life." + +"Not always intentionally." + +"Well, not always, perhaps. But in the greatest and noblest enterprises, +yes. And what is more, it is counted to a man an honour when he risks +his life in a great cause. If you become a martyr for a great ideal I +shall revere your memory." + +Rufus winced, and looked uncomfortable. "I am not risking my life in the +public interest," he said, "but in my own." + +"It all amounts to the same thing," Muller said, cynically. "You are +part of the public, and anything that benefits a part benefits, more or +less, the whole. I am taking risks myself on the same chance of doing +good." + +"Doing good to whom?" + +"To myself in the first place. Charity should always begin at home." + +"And don't you think also that it should stop there?" + +"Well, in the main, I do. I am no sentimentalist, as you very well know. +Every man for himself is the first law of life." + +"So while Nature sets no value on human life, you think that each +individual should set great value on his own?" + +"No, I don't. Everything depends on the individual, or on his +circumstances. If a man thinks his life is worth preserving, well, let +him preserve it by all means. But if he thinks it is worthless, why +should he not let it slip?" + +"There seems no particular reason," Rufus answered, reflectively. + +"There's no reason at all," Muller went on, dogmatically, "while a man +is doing something, something useful I mean, something that is of +benefit to himself and to others, he ought to keep agoing as long as he +can. But when he is a failure, when he becomes a burden to himself and +his neighbours, it is cowardly to hang on, and why should anybody fret +because he makes himself scarce?" + +"You mean this as a little homily to myself?" Rufus questioned. + +"Oh, not a bit of it! I am not afraid of you not doing the right thing! +Besides, you are not going to fail," and he laughed, cynically. + +"No, I am not going to fail," Rufus answered, rising from his seat; "I +am going to succeed." + +"That's right. I hope you will. But don't forget that there is nothing +certain in this world but death," and he smilingly bowed Rufus out of +the room. + +In the street Rufus purchased an evening paper, that he might get the +latest news of the war. He did not open it until he got into the quiet +lanes outside the town. There had been another big battle in which there +had been an appalling loss of life. The work of extermination was going +on rapidly. Modern civilisation was showing what it could do in +preventing the too rapid growth of the human race. + +Rufus hurriedly glanced down the columns, then folded the paper and put +it into his pocket. "Yes, Muller is right," he mused. "Nature sets no +value on human life, neither do governments, and neither does religion. +I wonder how many thousands of human beings have been sacrificed during +the last few weeks, and who gives to the matter a second thought. +Religion accepts it as inevitable and even meritorious. Governments +approve and applaud, and make provision for slaughter on a larger scale +in the future. Nature, not to be outdone, tries her hand at earthquakes, +or famine, or disease. It is only the individual who thinks his own life +is of value, and he, of course, is a conceited prig." + +He paused when he reached the hill-top from which the sea came into +view. The days were beginning to shorten a little. The light of the sun +was less brilliant, and the green of the fields had given place to +harvest gold. + +"It is curious that we should cling to life so much for its own sake," +he said, reflectively. "Curious that the law should label a man a +criminal who takes his own life when he has no longer any use for it. +What hypocrites men are, especially those who make our laws. The +weaklings and worthless they preserve, the able-bodied and useful they +destroy. The single life, however pitiful, must be protected. The crowd +is mowed down like grass to gratify some coward's insatiable ambition. +The creatures who talk about the glory of dying for one's country are +careful to keep out of the danger line themselves. The man who fails, +after an heroic struggle, and takes his own life rather than be a burden +to others, they brand as a coward or dub insane; while he who grows rich +by trafficking on the weakness or vices of his fellows is made a Right +Honourable, or given a seat in the councils of the State. It is all very +sickening, and I refuse to be bound by such traditional falsehood and +hypocrisy." + +He hurried on at a more rapid rate, as if to get away from his thoughts, +but his brain persisted in working in the same groove. The possibility +of failure obtruded itself with obstinate persistency. + +"I'm glad Muller does not doubt either my courage or my honour," he went +on. "And really if I fail it will not matter to anyone but myself. I +have no ties, neither father nor mother, brother nor sister, wife nor +child. I am happy in that----" + +Then he moved to the side of the road for a closed landau drawn by a +pair of horses to pass him. + +"Going to fetch the Hall people from the station very likely," he said +to himself, and he turned and looked after the retreating vehicle. + +"I wonder if she will return?" and a far-away expression came into his +eyes. "I should like to see her again," he went on, "she is wonderfully +fresh and natural." + +For the rest of the way home he walked very slowly. Now and then he +paused, and turned his head, and listened. But the sound of wheels, +which he expected to hear, did not break the evening's stillness, nor +did he see the face that he hoped to see. + +It was nearly a fortnight later that he went out one afternoon on the +cliffs alone. A somewhat difficult and complicated problem had +unexpectedly presented itself to him, and he fancied he would be better +able to see his way through it in the open air than in his workshop or +study. Generally speaking, he could think best on his feet, and the +sights and sounds of nature, instead of distracting him, soothed him. + +It was a warm, drowsy afternoon. The wind slept, and a soft impalpable +haze imparted a new mystery to the sea. The tide was coming in slowly +and imperceptibly, and rippling like silver bells on the shingly beach. +The distant landscape was an impressionist picture in which all the +sharp outlines melted into space. The sunshine filtered through a veil +of gauze. Half-way to Penwith Cove he sat down on a ledge of rock on +the very edge of the cliff, and looked seaward. He saw nothing +distinctly, heard no song of the sea. He was too intent on the problem +that was baffling his brain. + +Suddenly he started and opened his eyes wide. Was it a human voice he +heard, or was it merely fancy? He looked round him swiftly in all +directions, but no one was in sight. "It was only the cry of a sea-gull, +I expect," he said to himself, and he half closed his eyes again. The +next moment he was on his feet and staring round him in all directions. +"Surely that was a cry for help," he said, and he looked over the edge +of the cliff and swept with his eyes the narrow stretch of sand, but +there was no one in sight in any direction. + +For a moment or two he stood irresolute, listening. "There it is again," +he said, with blanched cheeks, and he lay flat on the ground and dragged +himself forward slowly till his head and shoulders overhung the cliff. + +"Help! oh, help!" came a feeble voice from the abyss below. + +"Where are you? What is the matter?" he called, searching in vain for +any sign of life. + +"Oh, save me!" was the quick response. "I cannot possibly hold on much +longer." + +"Have you fallen over the cliff?" he called. + +"No, no. I tried to climb up, and I cannot get back again." + +"Then shut your eyes and hold tight," he called. "I'll be round in a few +minutes." + +"Oh, do be quick, for I'm getting faint." + +"If you faint you're lost," he called. "Hold on like grim death and +don't look down. I'll be with you directly." + +It was a long way round by Penwith Cove, but there was no nearer way. He +ran like a man pursued by wild beasts. The path was narrow and uneven, +and followed the irregularities of the cliffs. A dozen times he came +within an ace of breaking his neck, but he managed to keep on his feet. +The question of his own safety never once occurred to him. Someone was +in deadly peril, and a moment later or earlier might be a matter of life +or death. + +The path into the cove was by a series of zigzags; but he took a +straight cut in most instances to the imminent risk of life and limb. A +few cuts and bruises he did not mind. His clothes might not be fit to +wear again. Tobogganning without a toboggan might not be elegant, but it +was certainly exciting, and if it did nothing else it would find work +for his tailor. + +He was never quite certain whether he reached the beach head foremost or +feet foremost. He found himself stretched full length on the sand, +bleeding from innumerable cuts and quite out of breath. + +There was no time, however, to make an inventory of his own hurts. +Indeed, he was scarcely conscious that he had received any damage +whatever. Picking himself up, he began to run with all his remaining +strength. He limped a good deal, but he was not aware of it; neither did +he make any attempt to pick his way. He swept eagerly the face of the +cliff as he ran, and feared that he was too late. + +At length he caught a glimpse of something white perched high above the +beach. + +"Good heavens; how did she get there?" he said to himself; and pausing +for a moment he drew in a long breath, then shouted: "Hold tight, I'm +coming!" though even as he spoke his heart failed him. + +How was he to get to her, and even if he succeeded in reaching her side, +how was he to get her down? The face of the cliff was almost +perpendicular, the footholds were few and treacherous. Empty-handed, he +might climb up and back again without very much difficulty; but with a +half-fainting woman in his arms the descent would be practically +impossible. + +He was still running while these thoughts were passing through his mind, +his breathing was laboured and painful, his bruised limbs were becoming +stiff and obstinate. + +He came to a full stop at length, and the fear that had haunted him from +first hearing the cry became a certainty. + +"Can you hold on a little longer?" he called. + +"I guess I'll have to try," came the cheery answer, though there was the +sound of tears in her voice. It was evident she was making a desperate +effort to keep up her courage. + +"Don't lose heart," he said, with a gasp, "and keep your eyes shut." + +Then he shut his teeth grimly and began the ascent. "I'll save her or +die in the attempt," he said to himself, with a fierce and determined +look in his eyes. + +Then something seemed to whisper in his ear: "Why trouble about a single +life? One life more or less can make no difference. If people like to +fling away their life in foolish adventures, let them do it; why should +you worry?" + +But his philosophy found no response in his heart just then. His own +life might be of little consequence, but this fair creature must be +saved at all costs. + +He made his way up the face of the cliff surely and steadily. "It is +easier than I thought," he said. Then he came to a sudden stop, while a +groan escaped his lips. + +"I cannot do it," he gasped; "nobody can do it. Without ropes and +ladders she is doomed." + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + PAYING THE PENALTY + + +When Madeline Grover got used to the cliffs they did not seem nearly so +forbidding or dangerous as at the first. Exploring the caves and +crannies for sea shells and lichen and gulls' eggs became a favourite +pastime of hers. To stay within the precincts of Trewinion Park she +declared was like being in prison. To wander across the level lawns, or +through the woods by well-kept paths, was an exercise altogether too +tame and unexciting. She loved something that had in it a spice of +adventure. To do something that nobody else had ever done was very much +more to her taste. + +Sir Charles took her to task gently on several occasions. It was not +quite the proper thing to go out alone and unattended. She would need to +put a curb on her exuberant and adventurous spirit. She would have to +remember that she was no longer in America, where, in his judgment, +girls had far too much freedom. She must learn to fall into English ways +and customs, with a good deal more to the same effect. + +Madeline always listened patiently and good-humouredly to all Sir +Charles had to say, and even promised him that she would be all he could +desire; but she generally forgot both the lecture and the promise five +minutes later. She had been used all her life to go her own way. At +home, in America, she received her own friends of both sexes without +reference to her father or mother. A liberty of action had been allowed +her that seemed almost shocking to Sir Charles and Lady Tregony, and now +that she had come to live in England for an indefinite period it was all +but impossible for her to drop into English ways at once. + +As a matter of fact, she did not try very much. She told Beryl Tregony +that she had no desire to be a tame kitten, and since she was +responsible to no one, she followed in the main the prompting of her own +heart. + +It was by no means difficult to slip away unobserved, and to be absent +for hours on the stretch without being missed. She had her own rooms at +the big house, and often when she was supposed to be quietly reading +somewhere, she was out on the cliffs or down on the shore searching for +rare flowers or shells, or else talking to the fishermen. + +She found life terribly dull after her return from London. Yet, on +the whole, she was not unhappy. The great sweep of the Atlantic had +an unfailing attraction for her. The cliffs were glorious, and +offered infinite scope for adventure. While the people of St. +Gaved--particularly the fishermen--caught her fancy amazingly, and +she became a prime favourite with them all. + +Here was a young lady of the upper circle, a distant relative of the +squire, who was not in the least exclusive or proud; who went in and out +among the ordinary toiling folk as though she was one of them, and who +had always a smile and a cheery word for the humblest. It was so +different from the Tregony tradition, that it took their honest hearts +by storm. + +Rufus Sterne considered himself particularly unfortunate that when she +came into St. Gaved he always missed her. Three or four times he heard +of her being in the town--it was really only a big village, but the St. +Gavedites all spoke of it as a town; but he was either in his workshop +or away directing the operations of others; consequently, she came and +went without giving him a chance of renewing their acquaintance. + +"Not that it mattered," he said to himself. She was nothing to him. She +belonged to a circle far removed from his. Yet for some reason he was +curious to look again into her bright, laughing eyes, and listen to her +naive and unconventional talk. Moreover, when he heard people talking +about her, and praising her good looks and charming freeness of manner, +he had a feeling that he had been cheated out of something to which he +was justly entitled. + +What added to the interest excited by the pretty young American was the +fact that nobody had been able to find out the exact relationship in +which she stood to the Tregony family. Neither had anybody been able to +discover why she had come, or how long she intended to stay. + +Any number of guesses had been hazarded, but they were only guesses at +best. Some said she had been sent to England by her parents simply to +learn society ways and manners. Others, that her parents were dead, and +that her mother being related to Sir Charles, the latter had taken her +out of charity. Mrs. Tuke, who, in the one glimpse she got of her, had +been greatly impressed by the richness of her attire, ventured the +opinion that she was an heiress in her own right, and that Sir Charles, +who was not noted for his generosity, had not undertaken to be her +guardian for nothing. But all these guesses lacked the essential thing, +and that was authority. Sir Charles was as close as an oyster about his +own family affairs. Moreover, he would no more think of talking to +anyone in St. Gaved about his visitors than of taking a journey to the +moon. And if he thought they were so impertinent as to desire to know, +that would be a double reason why he should, under no circumstances, +allude to the matter. + +Madeline might have given the information desired if her new +acquaintances had had the courage to question her. But they were +a little shy in her presence as yet; in some instances they were +completely over-awed. She was so bright, so quick, so confident, +that she almost took their breath away. They felt like fools in +her presence. + +This was how matters stood when Rufus discovered her on a narrow ledge +of rock high up the cliffs, unable either to advance or retreat. She had +slipped away from the Hall unobserved after going to her own room +ostensibly to write letters. Consequently, she had not been missed, and +was not likely to be until the family met for dinner. + +As usual the sea had been "calling her," as she expressed it; and after +a short ramble on the beach she turned her attention to the serrated +cliffs that loomed high above her. A sea-gull first attracted her +attention, then a large patch of lichen, then a path that seemed to +zig-zag to the top of the cliff. + +Wise people think first and act afterwards, but wisdom comes with +experience and experience with age. Madeline was quite young, and made +no pretension to wisdom, hence she frequently reversed the recognised +order, and acted first and did the thinking afterwards. + +Seeing the path she began to climb. It was an exhilarating ascent. Had +it been free from danger it would have been humdrum and fatiguing. And +yet it was neither so dangerous nor so difficult as to frighten her +away. Indeed, the higher she got, the less dangerous it seemed, and the +more she was fascinated by the adventure. She did not think of looking +back. Had she done so she might have been warned in time. + +Looking up, the rim of the cliff came perceptibly nearer, and she +conceived the wild idea of reaching the top. Why not? Because nobody had +ever done it that was no proof that it could not be done. If fifty feet +could be scaled, why not a hundred? Besides, it would be an achievement +to be proud of. If she could do what never had been done before she +would become something of a hero in her own eyes, and perhaps in the +eyes of other people. + +The path took a horizontal turn at length along the uneven face of the +cliff. She was higher up than she knew, and the foothold was less secure +than she suspected. It was all over in a moment. She had not time even +to scream; before even her thoughts could take shape she was brought up +with a jerk, and when she dared turn her head she discovered that she +was perched on a narrow ledge of rock with the cliff shelving away +underneath her. For a moment she felt sick and faint, and was in +imminent danger of falling off the ledge, which would mean almost +certain death. + +After a while she made an effort to regain her feet and reach the path +from which she had slipped, but almost with the first movement her head +swam and a mist came up before her eyes that blotted out everything. +There was nothing for it, therefore, but to remain perfectly still until +she had recovered her nerve. + +But every minute seemed an hour as she lay perched on that dangerous +ledge, and yet every time she opened her eyes and looked into the +yawning gulf below, her heart failed her, and she became more and more +convinced that she would never get down alive. Instead of her nerve +steadying she got increasingly excited and terrified. + +She had plenty of time for reflection now, but her reflections brought +her no satisfaction. She discovered--what most people discover sooner or +later--that it is easy to be wise after the event. + +"Oh, how foolish I have been," she said to herself. "Why did I refuse to +take advice? Sir Charles warned me, and that handsome young man I met on +the cliffs told me how dangerous they were. Now I am paying the penalty +of my foolishness and obstinacy." + +She became so terrified at last that she screamed for help at the top of +her voice, but the only answer that came was the weird and plaintive cry +of the gulls startled from their perches. + +She began to wonder, at length, how long her strength would hold out, +and whether, if consciousness left her, she would roll off into +eternity. The ledge was so narrow that she dared not move in any +direction, and she was becoming stiff and cramped from remaining so long +in one position. + +For the most part she kept her eyes tightly shut, and tried to forget +the yawning gulf beneath her. Every time she looked down her head grew +dizzy. It scarcely seemed possible to her that she had climbed to such a +height. + +She began to count her heart-beats so that she might get some conception +of the flight of time. The Tregonys dined at half-past seven; until that +hour the chances were she would not be missed. Then a search would be +made through the house and grounds--that would take up the best part of +an hour. By the time anybody reached the cliffs it would be well on to +nine o'clock, and too dark to see a single object. + +"I shall never hold out till then," she said to herself; "never! I +believe I am slipping nearer the edge all the time. I wonder if the fall +will kill me outright?" + +She clutched at the rough wall of rock with desperation, and at length +found a narrow crevice into which she thrust her hand and held on with +the tenacity of despair. The fear of falling off the ledge was less for +a little while, but in time her arm and hand began to ache intolerably, +and the old terror came back with redoubled force. So appalling was the +situation that she was severely tempted to end it at once and for ever. +The deep below fascinated while it terrified. She shrank back with +horror from the brink of the ledge, and yet the abyss seemed to draw her +like a magnet. If she opened her eyes she felt certain that no power of +will she possessed would keep her from falling over. + +She called at intervals for help, but her voice became as feeble as that +of a tired child. Then suddenly the blood began to leap in her veins and +her heart to throb with a new hope. From the heights above an answering +voice came to her cry--a strong, resolute voice that seemed to beat back +her fears and to assure her of deliverance. She recognised the voice in +a moment, and the warm blood surged in a torrent to her neck and face. + +She could be patient now. She lay quite still and waited. How her +deliverance was to be effected she did not know. She did not trouble to +debate the question. She gave herself up unconsciously to a stronger +will and a stronger personality. He had heard her call and _he_ was +coming to save her. + +Who the _he_ was she did not know. She had seen him only once. She did +not even know his name. But she felt instinctively that he was a brave +man. He had a strong face, a stern yet tender mouth, and kind and +sympathetic eyes. + +The task might be difficult, but, of course, he would succeed. He was +strong of limb as well as resolute in purpose. Moreover, a face like +his bespoke a resourceful mind. He was no common man. She felt that the +moment she saw him; her instinct told her also that he was an honourable +man, or she would never have dared to speak to him. Women know without +being told when they are in the presence of bad men. + +She had thought of him scores of times since their one and only meeting. +Had wondered who he was and what he was, and had speculated on the +chances of meeting him again. He was the only man she had met since her +arrival in England who had impressed her. She had enjoyed her +conversations with the fishermen and the farmers and the small +shopkeepers, had sampled the curate and the vicar and the few county +people who had called at the Hall; but her second thought and her third +thought had been given to the lonely man who sat on the cliffs, with his +big dreamy eyes fixed on the sunset. + +She was glad for some reason that it was he who had found her, and not +Sir Charles. Sir Charles would fume and scold and declare there was no +possible way of saving her. The "lonely man" might not talk very much, +but he would act. + +It seemed a long time since he had responded to her cry, but she was not +in the least impatient. Confidence was coming steadily back into her +heart, and the fascination of the abyss was slowly passing away. She did +not dare open her eyes yet. She would wait till the stranger called her +again. Her hand and arm were very cramped; she was uncomfortably near +the lip of the ledge. Her strength--in spite of the new hope--was a +steadily diminishing quantity, but she was quite sure she would be able +to hold on a good many minutes yet. + +Then clear and distinct came the voice again--from below this time, +instead of from above. How wildly her heart throbbed in spite of all her +efforts to be calm, but she flung her answer back as cheerily as +possible. She would not make herself appear a greater coward than she +really was. + +"How did you get there?" The question was abrupt, and the voice sounded +almost close to her ears. + +"My foot slipped and I fell," she replied. + +"You fell?" he questioned, in a tone of incredulity, and he swept the +face of the cliff above her. + +"Oh! I see," he went on a moment later. "You took a path further to the +south." + +"Cannot you reach me?" she called with an undertone of anxiety in her +voice. + +For a moment he did not answer. He was anxious not to discourage her, +and yet he could see no chance of getting her down alive. + +"Can you hold on much longer?" he asked at length. + +"Not much," she replied, frankly. "I guess I'm near the end." + +"No, don't say that," he said, encouragingly; "keep your heart up a +little longer. I must try another tack." + +"You cannot reach me?" the question ended almost in a cry. + +"Not from this point," he answered, cheerfully. "But we've not got to +the end of all things yet," and he began to retrace his steps. + +"Are you leaving me?" she called, feebly. + +"Never," he answered, and there was something in his tone that made her +heart leap wildly. + +"I see the path you took," he said a moment later, but though he spoke +cheerfully he had no real hope of saving her. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + A PERILOUS TASK + + +Rufus reached a point at length from which he was able to look down on +the prostrate figure of Madeline Grover. She was lying almost flat on +her face, with her right hand thrust into a cleft of the rock. + +For several minutes no word had passed between them. She was afraid to +ask any more questions lest she should hear from his lips that her case +was hopeless. He was afraid to buoy her up with empty words that would +end in nothing. + +She could hear distinctly the sound of his footsteps as he threaded his +way in and out among the pinnacles of rock, she could even hear his +breathing at times. She knew when he stood above her without being told. + +That there was peril in his enterprise she knew. He was risking his life +to save hers. He, a stranger, upon whom she had not the smallest claim. +It was a brave and generous thing to do, and she began to doubt whether +she ought to allow him to take such risk. + +His life was of infinitely greater value than hers--at least, so she +told herself. He was a man and might accomplish something great for the +race. She was only a girl, and girls were plentiful, and a good many of +them useless, and she was not at all sure that she did not belong to the +latter class. At any rate, she had never done anything yet, had as a +matter of fact, never been expected to do anything, and if she lived +till she was a hundred she was not sure that she would ever be able to +do anything that would be of the least benefit to the world. + +She was the first to break the silence. "Don't risk your life for my +sake," she said, and she managed to keep all trace of emotion out of her +voice. + +"And why not?" he asked. + +"I am not worth it," she replied. "I had no business to get into +danger." + +"You did not know the risks you ran," he replied, kindly. + +"I might have known; I had been warned often enough." + +"We have all to learn by experience," he said, with a short laugh. "Now +let us get to work." + +"What do you want me to do?" she asked. + +"Get on to your feet, if possible. Don't open your eyes, and keep your +face towards the cliff. Do you understand?" + +"Yes, I understand, and I will try." + +"Take your time over it," he said, cheerfully. "I expect you feel pretty +stiff, don't you? Slip your right hand up the crevice. I will be eyes +for you, and tell you what to do." + +She obeyed him implicitly. His firm, resolute voice gave her courage. +The nearness of his presence imparted strength and determination. If she +felt a coward she would not let him see it. He might not feel any great +admiration for her, that was not at all likely, since she had acted so +foolishly, but she hoped he would not feel contempt. + +She stood at length upright with her face against the cliff. + +"Now don't open your eyes," he said, "and please do what I tell you." + +"I am in your hands," she replied. + +"You will be directly, I hope," he answered, with a laugh, "but in the +meanwhile move slowly in this direction." + +"That's right," he continued, a little later. "Come on, I will tell you +when to stop." + +She sidled on steadily inch by inch, while he watched her with +fast-beating heart. + +"That will do," he said at length. "Now reach out your left hand as far +as possible." + +She obeyed at once, and a moment later he held it in his own firm grasp. + +The colour came into her face when she felt his fingers close round +hers, and her heart beat perceptibly faster. + +"So far, so good," he said, cheerily. "Now the next step is not with +your hand, but with your foot. It will be a very long stride for you, +but you've got to do it. Don't open your eyes. And in the first place +lean as far as you dare in this direction." + +She obeyed him instantly. "That will do," he called. "Now just on a +level with your chin is a hole in the rock. Get your right hand into it, +if you can, and hold tight." + +"That's right," he said, brightly. "Now for the long stride." + +She began very slowly and carefully. Her heart was thumping as though it +would come through her side. She knew that beneath her was empty space. + +"That's right," he went on, "just a little farther--another inch--a +quarter of an inch more; there you are! Don't speak and don't open your +eyes. When you are ready let me know. Push your foot a little farther on +the ledge if you can--that is it. It will be a big effort for you, but I +have you fast on this side. Bend your body forward as much as you can. +When you are ready, say so, and give a lurch in this direction, letting +go with your right hand at the same moment. Do you understand?" + +"Yes." The answer came in a whisper. + +It was an awful moment for both. She drew a long breath, and cried +"now." For a second she seemed poised in mid-air. + +"Lean forward," he almost shrieked. + +She clutched eagerly at the bare rocks in front of her, but there was +nothing she could grasp. + +Rufus felt his heart stop. + +"Open your eyes," he cried, "and spring." It was her last chance, the +last chance for both, in fact, for if she fell she would drag him with +her. + +Her confidence in him was absolute. She did in a moment what she was +told. He pulled her towards him with a jerk that nearly dislocated her +shoulder. Then both his arms closed round her, and he sank back into a +deep and safe recess behind a large pinnacle of rock. + +For several minutes she lost consciousness. Her head drooped upon his +shoulder, her cheeks became as pale as the dead. + +He would have given all he possessed at that moment to have kissed her +lips. It was the strongest temptation that ever came to him. It was the +first time in his experience that so beautiful a face had been so close +to his own, and the impulse to claim toll was all but irresistible; but +he fought the temptation, and conquered. He felt that it would be a +cowardly thing to do. + +His reverence for women was one of the strongest traits in his +character. Felix Muller had told him more than once in his cynical way +that he reverenced women because he did not know them. Rufus admitted +that it might be so; but his reverence remained. It was nearly all that +was left of his early religious faith--a remnant of a complicated creed, +but it influenced his life more profoundly than he knew. + +He watched the colour come slowly back into Madeline's pale face with +infinite interest. How beautiful she was, how finely pencilled were her +eyebrows, how perfect the contour of her dimpled chin. Her hair had +become loose, and a long rich tress sported itself over the sleeve of +his coat. The slanting sunlight played upon it, and turned it to bronze, +and then to gold. + +Her eyelids trembled after a while, then she opened them slowly, and +looked up into his face, with a wondering expression, then her lips +parted in a smile. A moment later she sat up, while a wave of crimson +mounted suddenly to her face. + +"I am so sorry to have given you so much trouble," she said, hurriedly. + +"Let us not talk about that until we get safe down from this height," he +said, with a smile. + +"Oh! I was forgetting," she said, with some little confusion. "But the +rest is comparatively easy, isn't it?" + +"Comparatively," he replied. "But there are several very awkward places +to be negotiated." + +"It was wicked of me to put any one to so much trouble and risk. I do +hope you will forgive me," and she looked appealingly up into his face. + +"I hope you will not talk any more about trouble," he answered. "To have +served you will be abundant compensation." + +"It is kind of you to say nice things," she answered, looking at the +yellow sand below; "but I feel very angry with myself all the same. You +told me when we met on the top weeks and weeks ago that the cliffs were +very dangerous. I don't know what possessed me to think I could climb to +the top." + +"You are not the first to make the attempt," he answered. "A visitor was +killed at this very point only last summer." + +"A girl?" + +"No, a young man." + +"I shall never attempt to do anything so foolish again, and I shall +never forget that but for you I should have lost my life. It was surely +a kind providence that sent you; don't you think so?" + +"Do you think so?" he questioned, with a smile. + +"I would like to think so, anyhow," she answered, seriously. "And yet it +sounds conceited, doesn't it? If I were anybody of importance it would +be different. I don't wonder you smile at the idea of providence +interfering to save a chit of a girl after all." + +"I don't know that I smiled at the idea," he answered, turning away +his head. "If there is any interference or any interposition in human +affairs, why should not you be singled out as well as anybody else?" + +"Well, you see, it would presuppose, wouldn't it? that I was a person of +some value, or of some use in the world?" + +"You may be of very great use in the world." + +"Ah! now you flatter me. What can an ordinary girl do?" + +"I do not know," he answered. "We none of us can tell what lies hidden +in the chambers of destiny. You may be----" + +"What?" + +"I cannot say." + +"But you were going to mention something." + +"Second thoughts are sometimes best," and he turned his head, and smiled +frankly in her face. + +"Now you are tantalising," she said, with a laugh; "but I will not find +fault with you. I cannot forget how much you have risked for my sake." + +"Had we not better try and complete the journey?" he questioned. "We are +not out of the wood yet, and the tide is coming in rapidly." + +She rose slowly to her feet, and steadied herself against the cliff. She +was very stiff and cramped, and a good deal bruised. + +He followed her example with a hardly suppressed groan. + +"Are you hurt?" she asked, looking at him eagerly. + +"Not at all," he answered, gaily. "A few scratches, but nothing to speak +of. Now let me walk in front, and you can lean on my shoulder." + +Neither spoke again for a long time. Rufus picked his way with great +caution, and she was too frightened to run any more unnecessary risks. + +They were within a dozen feet or so of the beach, and he with his back +to the sea was helping her down a slippery bit of rock, when suddenly a +stone gave way beneath his foot, and he was precipitated to the bottom. +Feeling himself going he let go her hand, or he would have dragged her +with him. With a little cry of alarm she sat down to save herself, while +he disappeared from sight. + +She was on her feet, however, in an instant, and scrambled quickly down +to his side. He was lying on a broad slab of rock with his right leg +doubled under him. + +"Are you hurt?" she asked, eagerly and excitedly. + +"A little," he answered with a pitiful smile. + +She came and knelt by his side, and took his hand in hers. "Cannot I +help you to get up?" she inquired. + +"I am not sure," he said, pulling a very wry face. "I'm very much +afraid I shall have to lie here until you can get assistance. You see it +is my turn now." + +"But what is the matter?" she asked, eagerly. + +"I fear my leg is broken," he said, knitting his brows, as if in pain. +"Something went with a snap, and I'm afraid to move." + +"But you cannot lie here," she said, "for the tide is coming in. Oh! let +me help you to get up. Do try your best." + +"I will, for your sake," he answered, and he smiled at her in a way she +never forgot. + +"Oh, I shall never forgive myself," she said, chokingly, and the tears +filled her eyes, and rolled down her cheeks. "All this comes of my +stupid folly!" + +"No, you must not blame yourself," he insisted. "You could not help the +stone giving way. Now give me your hand. How strong you are! There, I'm +in a perpendicular position once more," but while he spoke he became +deathly pale, and the perspiration stood in big drops on his brow. + +"Lean on me," she said; "lean all your weight on me." + +He smiled pitifully, but he could not trust himself to speak. + +He put his right arm about her neck, and used her as a crutch. This was +no time to stand on ceremony. But the pain was too intolerable to move +more than a few steps. With a groan he fell against the sloping foot of +the cliff. "You must leave me here," he said, with a gasp. + +"Leave you here?" she cried. "Why you will drown." + +"We shall both drown if you stay," he answered. + +"It doesn't matter about me a bit," she wailed, and she brushed away the +blinding tears with her hand. "But you--you--oh! you must be saved at +all costs." + +"Perhaps, if you make haste you will be able to get help before it is +too late," he said. + +"But how? Oh! I will do anything for you. Tell me what I can do for the +best." + +"Make your way into town as fast as you can. Tell the first man you meet +how I am situated. Let one party come round here with a boat, and +another party come over the cliffs with a stretcher. Everything depends +on the time it takes." + +"Oh! I will fly all the distance," she said, with liquid eyes; "but who +shall I say is hurt? I do not even know your name." + +"Rufus Sterne," he answered. "Everybody in St. Gaved knows me." + +She looked at him for a moment, pityingly, pleadingly, then rushed away +over the level sand in the direction of Penwith Cove. She forgot her +bruises and stiffness, and did not heed that every step was a stab of +pain. + +Rufus Sterne was lying helpless--helpless because he had risked his life +to save her from the consequences of her folly. And all the while the +tide was coming in, and he would be watching it rising higher and +higher, and if help did not reach him before the cold salt water swept +over his face, he would be drowned, and she would be the cause of his +death. + +How she climbed the zig-zag path out of Penwith Cove she never knew. She +ran and ran until she felt as though she could not go a step farther +even to save her life, and if her own life only had been at stake she +would have lain down on the cliffs and taken her chance. + +But it was _his_ life that was in jeopardy, and to her excited +imagination his life seemed of more value than the lives of a hundred +ordinary people. + +She had read of heroes in her girlhood days, and thrilled over the story +of their exploits, but no hero of fact or fiction had ever so touched +her heart as this lonely man who was lying helpless at the foot of the +cliffs, watching with patient and suffering eyes the inflowing of the +tide. + +"Oh! he must be saved," she kept saying to herself, "for he deserves to +live. And I must be the means of saving him." + +She stumbled into St. Gaved rather than ran. Her hat had disappeared, +her glorious hair fell in billows on her shoulders and down her back, +her eyes were wild and tearless, her lips wide apart, her breath came +and went in painful gasps. She nearly stumbled over one or two children, +and then she pulled up suddenly in front of a policeman. + +Constable Greensplat stared at her as though she had escaped from Bodmin +lunatic asylum. + +"There's--not--a--moment--to--be--lost," she began, and she brought out +the words in jerks. "Rufus Sterne is lying with a broken leg at the foot +of the cliffs half-way between here and Penwith Cove." + +Then she staggered to a lamp-post and put her arm round it. A small +group of people gathered in a moment. + +"How did he break his leg?" Greensplat asked, putting on an official +air. + +"He slipped over a rock," she answered; "but there's no time for +explanations. The tide is coming in, and if he's not rescued quickly +he'll be drowned. He told me to ask that one party go round with a boat, +and the other go over the cliffs with a--a stret----" But she did not +finish the sentence. The light of consciousness went out like the flame +of a candle before a sudden gust of wind. She reached out her hands +blindly and appealingly, staggered toward the nearest house, and before +anyone could reach her side she fell with a thud, and lay in a dead +faint on the floor. + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + FAITH AND PHILOSOPHY + + +Rufus watched the rising tide with as much composure as he could +command. It was the first time in his life that his philosophy had been +put to the test, and the strain brought it near to breaking-point. He +found it easy enough to pick holes in the creed in which he had been +reared, and had rather prided himself that he had shaken himself free +from what he called the bondage of ecclesiastical superstition. But +there was something that still remained and which he was scarcely +conscious of until now--something which he could not very well shape +into words; something for which he could find no name. + +His landlady, Mrs. Tuke, called him an unbeliever, and he accepted the +description without demur; but a negative implies a positive. Unbelief +in one direction means belief in the opposite. He certainly did not +believe the dogmas his grandfather insisted upon with so much passion +and vehemence. He had laughed to scorn the thunderings of the little +Bethel to which he had been compelled to listen as a lad. He had torn +the swaddling clothes of orthodoxy into tatters, and cast them from him +as though they were unclean. He had wandered for three or four years in +the realm of pure negation, scorning all creeds and denying all +religion. Yet now, when life seemed narrowing to its final close, he +discovered as in a sudden accession of light, that the last word on the +subject had not been spoken. + +For the first time in his life he realised that religion is not a creed, +nor an ordinance; that it is not something apprehended by the exercise +of the mind, and that it is only remotely related to ecclesiasticism. +Its roots went deeper. It is instinct; it is of the very substance of +life. + +He had drawn himself as far up the shelving cliff as possible, though +every movement was torture, and with steady eyes he watched the tide +rising higher and higher. There was something fascinating in its steady +approach. It was not an angry tide, breaking and foaming and struggling +to reach its prey. It came on with slow and tranquil movement. There was +scarcely a ripple on its surface. Far out in the line of the sinking sun +it was like a great sheet of gold. Its voice was a low monotone, as it +washed the pebbles in a slow and languid way. Here and there it raised +itself like a sleeping monster taking in a long breath, but the swell +never broke into sound or foam. + +And yet to Rufus Sterne it never seemed more relentlessly cruel. Its +stealthy creep and crawl seemed positively vindictive. Its voice was no +longer the tinkle of silver bells, but the cynical laughter of fiends. + +He made a desperate effort to pull himself still higher up the cliff, +but that proved to be impossible. He could only lie still and wait. When +the tide reached its flood it would be a dozen feet above where he lay. +Would he sleep soundly or would dreams disturb his rest? + +He had very little hope of being rescued alive. It was a long way round +by Penwith Cove to St. Gaved, and even if the beautiful girl he had +rescued--he did not know her name--ran all the distance, and men with +the stretcher ran all the way back, it seemed scarcely possible that +they could reach him in time. + +He would like to live. The desire for life was never stronger than now. +It was not so much that he was afraid of death--he was a _little_ +afraid of it, he was compelled to be honest with himself--but two things +seemed to intensify his desire for life. The first was his great +invention, which was now in process of being perfected; and the other +was---- + +Well the other was an indefinable something which he was not able to +shape into words. Something vaguely connected with the sweet-eyed girl +whom he had that afternoon rescued from death. He did not understand +what subtle influence had been set in motion; did not comprehend the +nature of the spell, but the fact remained that the world seemed a +brighter place since she came to the Hall, and life a richer +inheritance. + +It was not a matter that he could discuss even with himself. It was too +shadowy and elusive. To attempt to reason the matter out would be to +destroy a sweet illusion--for that it was illusion he had no doubt. And +yet the illusion, or the impression, or the sensation, or whatever it +might be, was so delightful that he had not the courage to touch it. + +Life had not possessed so many pleasures for him that he could afford to +scorch with the white flame of logic even the faintest and most shadowy +of them. He had had a hard and unloved childhood, a youth from which all +sympathy had been excluded, and a manhood of badly compensated toil and +unrealised ambition. And now when life's stern and dusty way seemed +opening out into the green pastures of success, and there had strayed +across his path a sweet-eyed stranger whose very smile breathed hope and +peace, it was not at all surprising that the desire for life burned with +an intenser flame than ever. + +He counted his heart beats, and watched the tide creeping higher and +higher. The nearer it came the swifter appeared to be its approach. The +gold on the sea was giving place to grey, the fire was dying out of the +Western sky, a chill wind sprang up and whispered in the crevices of the +cliffs. The gulls circled high above his head, and cried in melancholy +tones. He shivered a little, perhaps with fear, perhaps because the +evening was growing cold. + +Did he regret saving the stranger's life and losing his own in doing it? +On the whole, he did not think he did. It was surely a noble thing to +save a human life. + +"But why?" The old question pulled him up with a suddenness that almost +startled him. + +"Wherein lay the nobleness?" Nature set no store on human +life--earthquake, tempest, pestilence, famine, swept human beings into +the jaws of death by the thousand and tens of thousands. And mankind was +as contemptuous of human life as nature herself. It's professed regard +was but a hollow sham. + +Was not the first law of life that every man should look after himself? +What had he gained by the sacrifice? What had the world gained? Was not +the life sacrificed of infinitely greater value than the life saved? His +great discovery would now never see the light, the toil of years would +be wasted, the travail of his brain would end in darkness and silence, +and in return a foolish girl would dance her heedless way through life. + +But in the great crises of life logic perpetually fails, and philosophy +proves but a broken staff. Neither logic nor philosophy comforted Rufus +in that solemn and trying hour. He could not reason it out, but deep +down in his soul he felt that death was far less terrible than being a +coward. Better die in the service of others than live merely for self. + +The tide had reached his feet, and was beginning to creep round his +legs. He drew up the foot that he still had the use of, for the water +felt icy cold. All the gold had gone out of the sky by this time, and +the sea was of a leaden hue. Moreover the monster seemed as if waking +from his sleep. Here and there the long swell broke into a line of foam, +and the waves began to leap over the low-lying rocks. + +He began to talk to himself; perhaps to keep his courage up, for it was +very weird and lonely lying under the dark cliffs, while the cruel sea +crept steadily higher. + +"I wonder if dying will be so very painful," he said. "I wonder if the +struggle will last long, and when it is over, and I am lying here with +the cold waves surging above me, what then? Of course, I shall know +nothing about it, for there is nothing beyond. Science can find nothing, +and pure reason rejects the suggestion. I shall be as the rocks and the +seaweed." + +He shuddered painfully and tried to drag himself higher up the cliff, +then with a groan he laid his head against the rock and closed his eyes. + +It was foolish to struggle. He had better meet his fate like a man. The +tide was rising round him rapidly now. The cold seemed to be numbing his +heart. The struggle could not be long at the most. + +"She will think of me," he said to himself, and a smile played round the +corners of his mouth. "I have earned her gratitude and she is not likely +to forget. Not that her gratitude can do me any good. And yet----" + +He opened his eyes again and looked out over the darkening sea. + +"If one were only sure," he said, with a gasp. "Why does my nature +protest so violently? Why this instinctive looking beyond if there is +nothing beyond which can respond to the look? Why this longing for +reunion, for vision, for immortality?" + +His lips moved though no sound escaped them. Creeds might be false, and +yet religion might be true. The Church might be a sham, and yet the +Kingdom of God a reality. Prayer might be degraded or its meaning +misunderstood, and yet it might be as natural and as necessary as +breathing. Philosophy might be an interesting hone on which to sharpen +one's wits, but utterly useless in the crucial moments of life. + +He swept the horizon with a despairing glance, then closed his eyes once +more. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile St. Gaved was in a state of considerable excitement. Madeline +Grover's breathless story had set every one on the _qui vive_, and for +several minutes everyone was wondering what all the rest would do. + +Several clumsy, though willing pairs of hands carried the unconscious +girl into Mrs. Tuke's cottage, which happened to be the nearest at hand. +The policeman hurried down to the quay, to convey the news to the +fishermen, after which he made for the police-station and fished out +from a lumber room an antiquated ambulance. All this took considerable +time, and Madeline had nearly recovered consciousness again when the +little procession started out over the cliffs in the direction of +Penwith Cove. + +Madeline might have remained in a state of faint much longer than she +did, but for Mrs. Tuke's extreme measures. Sousing the patient's face +with cold water appeared to produce no effect. But when she placed a +saucer of burnt or burning feathers under her nostrils the result was +almost instantaneous. + +Mrs. Juliff, who assisted in the operation, declared it was enough to +make a dead man sneeze, and there was reason for the remark. Madeline +came to herself with violent gaspings and splutterings, and stared round +her with a look of terror and perplexity in her eyes. + +"There, my dear, I hope you feel better now?" Mrs. Tuke said, +encouragingly, giving the patient another sniff of the pungent odour. + +"Better," Madeline gasped. "Why you suffocate me," and she made an +attempt to reach the door. + +"No, no, don't try to walk," Mrs. Tuke said, soothingly. "You can't do +no good to nobody by being flustered." + +"But Mr. Sterne is drowning by slow inches," she cried, "and I +promised----" + +"Yes, my dear," Mrs. Tuke interrupted, "and everything is being done as +can be done. I'm terribly upset myself. But I always feared evil would +befall him." + +"Why did you fear that?" Madeline asked, in a tone of surprise. + +"Well, my dear, it's a serious thing to remove the ancient landmarks, to +deny the faith, and to put the Bible to open shame as it were." + +Madeline could hardly help smiling in spite of her anxiety, as Mrs. Tuke +further enlarged on Rufus Sterne's moral and spiritual decadence. + +"Not that I wish to bring against him a railing accusation," Mrs. Tuke +said, pulling herself up suddenly; "far be it from me to judge anyone." + +"But you appear to have judged him very freely," Madeline said, a little +indignantly. + +"But not in anger, my dear, but only in love. He is a good lodger in +many ways, pays regular and keeps good hours. But the Sabbaths! Oh, my +dear, it cuts me to the heart, and he the grandson of a minister." + +"He is a very brave man, anyhow," Madeline said, warmly, "and I owe my +life to him. Oh, I do hope he will be rescued before it's too late." + +"And I hope so, too. It will be terrible for him to go unprepared into +the other world, and as a lodger he would not be easy to replace." + +Madeline darted a somewhat contemptuous glance at Mrs. Tuke, then made +for the door again. "I cannot stay here doing nothing," she said, "while +he may be drowning," and she rushed out into the rapidly-growing +twilight. + +She wondered why she should feel so weak and exhausted, forgetting that +she had tasted no food since lunch. In spite of weakness, however, she +hurried on back over the cliffs. She could not rest until she knew the +best or the worst. She felt acutely the burden of her responsibility. +She was the cause of all the trouble. If she had not run in the teeth of +everyone whose advice was worth taking this would not have happened. It +was hard that the penalty of her foolishness should be paid by another, +and if this young man were drowned, she believed she would never be able +to forgive herself to the day of her death. Away in front of her the +cliffs were dotted with people who had come out from St. Gaved on +hearing the news. Some were standing still and looking seaward, others +were hurrying forward in the direction of Penwith Cove. A few were +crouched on the edge of the cliff and were peering over, to the imminent +risk of life and limb. + +Several fishing boats were rounding St. Gaved's Point, and some were +hugging the shore so closely that they could not be seen unless one +stood on the very edge of the cliff. + +Madeline's lips kept moving in prayer as she walked. Her chief concern +was lest the burden of this young man's death should be upon her soul. +There were other considerations no doubt. She would be sorry in any case +for a life of so much promise to be so suddenly cut off. But as she had +seen him only twice she would soon get over a very natural regret, so +long as no blame attached to her. + +The thought crossed her mind at length that her prayer was a very +selfish one. She was concerned only for her own peace of mind. The +welfare of Rufus Sterne apart from her own responsibility was not a +matter that troubled her. + +Then a question slowly entered her brain, and the warm blood mounted in +a torrent to her neck and face. + +The next moment all the people on the cliff began to run in the +direction of Penwith Cove. She stood still and pressed her hand to her +side to check the violent throbbing of her heart. She felt as though she +could not walk a step further, even if her life depended upon it. + +"They have found him," she whispered to herself. "I wonder whether alive +or dead." + +And she sank down on the turf and waited. The sea was surging among the +rocks below with a dirge-like sound, the stars were coming out in the +sky above, the distant landscape was disappearing in a sombre haze. + +A little later her attention was caught by the sound of running feet, +and looking up she saw the people who, a few minutes before, were +hurrying in the direction of Penwith Cove, were now retracting their +steps with all possible haste. + +She rose slowly to her feet and waited. A swift-footed lad had +out-distanced all the rest. + +"Have they found him?" she questioned, eagerly, as he drew near. + +"No, Miss," he answered. "The tide is too high; there's no getting along +under the cliffs." + +"Then he's drowned," she said, with a gasp. + +"Well, it looks like it unless a boat has got to him in time. I want to +get down to the quay to see," and without waiting to answer any further +questions he hurried away at the top of his speed. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + THE NICK OF TIME + + +On the return journey to St. Gaved Madeline lagged painfully behind. Her +strength was completely spent. She was as eager as any of the others to +know if the fishermen had rescued Rufus Sterne, but her limbs refused to +render obedience to her will. But for her intense desire to know the +fate of the man who had rescued her, she would have laid down on the +spongy turf, fearless of all consequences. + +What her friends at the Hall might think of her absence had never once +occurred to her. The events of the afternoon had been so painful and +startling that all minor matters had been driven out of her mind. Hence +when the voice of Sir Charles sounded close to her ear she looked up +with a start of mingled inquiry, and surprise. + +"Madeline, Madeline," he exclaimed. "What have you been doing with +yourself? We've been hunting all over the place for you." + +"Oh, I am so sorry," she answered, wearily. "I'd forgotten all about +you. I've had such a--a--such a terrible adventure." + +"Such a terrible adventure," he exclaimed, with a note of alarm in his +voice. "Has anyone dared----" + +"No, no," she interrupted. "No one would molest me in these parts, but I +have come near losing my life," and she sank to the ground, feeling she +could not go a step further. + +Sir Charles blew a policeman's whistle which he carried in his pocket, +and a few minutes later several of the Hall servants came running up. + +"Miss Grover has met with an accident!" he explained. "One of you go and +fetch the brougham at once, and another run into St. Gaved and fetch the +doctor." + +Madeline was too exhausted to protest. She was barely conscious where +she was or what had happened. The events of the afternoon seemed more +like a dream to her than a reality. She heard other voices speaking near +her, Beryl's among the rest, but she was too utterly exhausted to pay +any attention. She found herself lifted into a carriage at length, and +after that she remembered no more until she opened her eyes and +discovered that she was lying snug and warm in her own bed. + +Meanwhile the little quay had become black with people waiting the +return of Sam Tregarrick's boat. Sam had been the first to grasp the +purport of Constable Greensplat's message, and without waiting to ask +questions or consult with his neighbours, he and his son Tom had bent to +their oars and pulled with all possible haste in the direction +indicated. + +Rounding St. Gaved point they hugged the coast as closely as possible, +keeping a sharp look out all the time for any moving figure on the dark +line of rocks. The beach was completely under water by the time they had +rounded the point. + +"It's us or nobody, father," Tom said to his father, as he gave to his +oar a swifter stroke. + +"What do you mean by that, sonny?" Sam asked, staring hard at the coast +line. + +"I mean that those who've gone over the downs will never be able to get +round Penwith Cove way in time." + +"It looks like it, sartinly," Sam answered. + +"Why the tide is two foot up the cliffs already," Tom protested. "And +Greensplat ain't the sort to wet his feet, if he knows it." + +"Fortunately there ain't no sea running," the elder man remarked after a +pause. "So if he can drag hisself up the rocks a bit, he may come to +nothing worse than a bit of a fright." + +"Rufus Sterne ain't the sort of chap they make cowards of," Tom replied, +doggedly. "And if he's got to drown he'll drown, and he won't make no +fuss 'bout it, nuther." + +"Nobody wants to drown, sonny, afore his time," Sam answered, mildly. +"It's aisy enough to talk 'bout dying when you're safe and sound and out +of danger; but when you're face to face with it--well, a man is on'y a +man at best." + +"I say nothing agin that, father," Tom answered; "but heaps of folks +squeal afore they're hurt, and send for the parson to pray with 'em +afore the doctor's had time to feel their pulse. But Rufus Sterne don't +belong to that class." + +"I fear he wouldn't send for the parson in no case," Sam answered, +thoughtfully; "but do you see anything, sonny, just to the right of that +big rock?" + +Tom slackened his oar for an instant; then he shouted at the top of his +voice, "Ahoy there! Ahoy!" + +A moment later a white handkerchief was fluttered feebly for an instant, +and then allowed to drop. + +"It's he sure 'nough," Tom said, excitedly; "but he's got to the far +end. If we don't pull like blazes, father, we shall be too late." + +From that moment father and son wasted no more of their breath in talk. +They felt as though they were engaged in a neck to neck race with death. +The distance seemed no more than a stone's throw, and yet though they +pulled with might and main it appeared to grow no less. Tom was stroke, +and the elder man bravely kept time. + +The wide Atlantic swell rocked them gently. Now the grey speck on the +face of the cliffs disappeared as they sank into a hollow, and now it +came into full view again as they rose on the gently heaving tide. + +"Ahoy!" Tom called once or twice as they drew nearer, but there was no +response, and both men began to fear that they were too late. Moreover, +as they neared the cliffs they had to pick their way. Hidden rocks +showed their dark pinnacles for a moment in all directions. + +There was no time, however, for excess of caution. If they were to +succeed they must be daring, even to the point of recklessness. + +They could see Rufus now, reclining against a rock; he appeared to be +clutching it tightly with both hands. Now and then the swell of the tide +surged almost up to his neck. + +"Pull like blazes, father," Tom shouted, excitedly, and they ran the +boat, defying all risks, close up to Rufus' side. + +"Hold tight, mate," Tom called, encouragingly; "father and I'll do the +job, if you keep a steady nerve." + +"I'll try," was the feeble response. + +"Leave the getting him in to me, dad," Tom said, turning to his father. +"You keep on this side, or we shall capsize in two jiffeys." + +The elder man obeyed. The boat drifted almost broadside on. Tom laid his +oar aside and watched his opportunity. It was clear enough that Rufus +had no strength left. Nevertheless his brain was clear still. + +Tom explained the _modus operandi_ which he proposed, and Rufus smiled +approvingly. It was a ticklish operation, the boat was not large, and an +inch too near the rocks might prove the destruction of all. + +At a signal from Tom, Rufus let go his hold of the rocks and reached out +his hands to his rescuer. The next moment he felt himself floating on +the tide. Sam, with his oar, pushed into deeper water, and then began +the delicate operation of getting a half drowned man, handicapped by a +broken leg, into the boat. + +To Rufus it was torture beyond anything he had ever felt or imagined. He +felt so sick that he feared he would lose consciousness altogether; even +pain at that moment was better than oblivion. Now that life was in sight +again, the passion for existence seemed to burn with a stronger flame +than ever. + +Tom dragged him over the side of the boat as tenderly as he was able. It +was a breathless moment for the two fishermen. The little craft came +within an ace of being capsized, and nothing but the skill of the older +man saved her from turning turtle. Rufus was too far gone to realise the +danger. The sickening torture was more than he could endure, and +unconsciousness mercifully intervened. + +Father and son laid him in as easy a position in the bottom of the boat +as they knew how, then they took their oars again and pulled for home. +It was growing rapidly dark by this time, and a cool and grateful breeze +was sweeping across the wide expanse of sea. + +They saw the little harbour black with people when they rounded the +point, accompanied by a dozen other boats that had come too late upon +the scene to be of any service. + +A shout went up that could be heard at the far end of the village when +it became known that Rufus Sterne had been rescued alive, for though +many people regarded him as "a cut above his station," as they expressed +it, yet he was with the majority of the villagers exceedingly popular. + +Besides, it had got to be known by this time that the accident which had +brought him into a position of such imminent peril had been caused by +trying to save the life of another. + +In what that effort consisted was as yet by no means clear. But +sufficient had been told by the lady visitor at the Hall to leave no +doubt that it was through helping her he had met with his accident. +Hence, for the moment, Rufus was regarded in the light of a hero, and +some people went so far as to suggest that if there was such a thing as +gratitude in the world, Sir Charles Tregony would do something handsome +for him. + +It was fortunate, perhaps, for Rufus that he heard none of the +irresponsible chatter that went on round him while he was being conveyed +from the quay to Mrs. Tuke's cottage. Momentary glimmers of +consciousness came back to him, but accompanied by such insufferable +torture, that his very brain seemed to stagger under the shock. + +Dr. Pendarvis had just returned from a long round in the country, and +was listening to a more or less incoherent story told him by his wife, +when there came a violent ring at the surgery bell. + +"You say that Chester has gone to the Hall to see Miss Grover?" the +Doctor questioned. + +"That is as I understand it," his wife replied; "though I confess the +story is a bit complicated." + +"In which way?" + +"Well, late this afternoon Miss Grover rushed into the town considerably +dishevelled and in a state of breathless excitement, and told the first +man she saw, which happened to be Greensplat, that Rufus Sterne was +lying at the foot of the cliffs near Penwith Cove with a broken leg, and +that if he wasn't rescued quickly he would be drowned." + +"And has he been rescued?" + +"I don't know. But some considerable time after one of the Hall servants +came hurrying here for you, saying that you were wanted at once as Miss +Grover had met with an accident, and as you were not at home, of course, +Mr. Chester went." + +"I don't see how the two things hang together," Dr. Pendarvis said, with +knitted brows. + +"Neither do I," replied his wife; "but there goes the surgery bell +again." + +Five minutes later Dr. Pendarvis was hurrying down the long main street +in the direction of Mrs. Tuke's cottage. He found Rufus in a state of +collapse, and with the broken limb so swollen that he made no attempt to +set the bone. + +"We will have to get the swelling down first," he explained in his +old-fashioned way. "Meanwhile, we must make the patient as comfortable +as possible." + +What he said to himself was, "This is a case for Chester. These young +men, with their hospital practice and their up-to-date methods, can make +rings round the ordinary G.P." + +When he got back to his house he found his assistant waiting for him. + +"So you have been to the Hall, I understand?" he questioned. "Nothing +serious, I hope?" + +"Oh, no! an attack of nerves mainly. A few cuts and bruises, but they +are scarcely more than skin deep. She's evidently had a narrow squeak +though." + +"Ah! I tried to get something out of Sterne, but he's in too much pain +to be very communicative." + +"What was troubling Miss Grover most when I got there," Chester replied, +"was the fear that he had not been rescued." + +"An attachment between them already?" the elder man queried, with a +twinkle in his eye. + +"I don't think so," was the reply, "though naturally if a man saves a +woman's life she becomes interested in him." + +"Unless he happens to be a doctor, eh?" + +"Oh! well, doctors do not count," Chester said, with a laugh. + +"Perhaps women have no faith in our ability to save life," Dr. Pendarvis +questioned. + +"Oh, yes, I think they have," the younger man replied, slowly; "but then +you see, we do it professionally. There is no touch of romance about it, +and we are not supposed to take any risks." + +"We take the fees instead," the older man laughed. + +"When we can get them. But do you know in what relationship Miss Grover +stands to the Tregony family?" + +"Not the ghost of an idea. Sir Charles is as close as an oyster on the +subject, and as far as I can make out, the girl is not in the habit of +talking about herself." + +"She's distinctly American," Chester said, thoughtfully. + +"And therefore piquant and interesting?" + +"I prefer English girls myself; that is, in so far as girls interest me +at all." + +"You think you are proof against their wiles?" + +"I hope I am, though it is a matter on which one does not like to +boast." + +"Better not," Pendarvis laughed, "better not. I've heard many men boast +in my time, and seen them go down like ninepins before the whirlwind of +a petticoat." + +"It's a bit humiliating, don't you think?" + +"It all depends on how you look at it. You see, we have to take human +nature as it is, and not how we would like it to be. It is just because +we are men that women triumph over us." + +"Then you admit that they are our masters?" + +"Not the least doubt of it. Of course, we keep up the pretence of being +the head and all that. But a woman who knows her business can twist a +man round her finger and thumb." + +"I believe you, and for that reason I do not intend to get entangled in +the yoke of bondage." + +"Be careful," the older man laughed. "There are bright eyes and pretty +frocks in an out-of-the-way place like St. Gaved. But let us get back to +something more practical. I want you to call round and see Sterne first +thing to-morrow morning." + +"He has broken his leg, I suppose?" + +"I fear it's a very bad fracture, and being tumbled about so much since +the accident has not tended to mend matters. I hope by to-morrow morning +the swelling will have subsided." + +"It seems very unfortunate for him, for I understand he has some big +scheme on hand which he is labouring to complete." + +"So it is said. But I have no faith in these big schemes. Young men +should keep to their legitimate work. It may be a mercy for him if his +scheme is knocked on the head." Saying which he bade his assistant +good-night and retired to his own room. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + THE SOUL'S AWAKENING + + +Two people did not sleep at all that night. Pain kept Rufus Sterne +awake--an active brain banished slumber from the eyes of Madeline +Grover. Possibly some subtle and intractable current of sympathy ran +between the cottage and the mansion--some occult and undiscovered +movement of the air between brain and brain or heart and heart, some +telepathic communication that science had not scheduled yet. Be that as +it may, neither Rufus nor Madeline could woo a wink of sleep. All +through the long hours of the night they lay with wide-open eyes--the +one weaving the threads of fancy into all imaginable shapes, the other +fighting for the most part the twin demons of pain and fear. + +Madeline lived through that fateful afternoon a thousand times. She +recalled every incident, however trivial it might be. Memory would let +nothing escape. Things that she scarcely noticed at the time became +hugely significant. Simple words and gestures seemed to glow with new +meanings. + +She was not superstitious--at least she believed she was not. Neither +was she a fatalist, and yet she had a feeling that for good or ill, her +life was in some way or other bound up with this stranger. It was not +his fault that he had come into her life. He had not sought her. The +beginning of the acquaintanceship was all on her side. She had made the +first advance, and the whirligig of chance or the workings of an +inscrutable providence had done all the rest. + +In some respects it was scarcely pleasant to feel that she was so much +in debt to a stranger. Whatever might happen in the future, or wherever +her lot was cast, she would never be able to get away from the feeling +that she owed her life to this Rufus Sterne. To make matters all the +worse, he was suffering considerable pain and loss on her account. How +much this accident might mean to him she had no means of knowing. All +his immediate prospects might be wrecked in consequence. For a young man +dependent on his own exertions to be incapacitated for two or three +months might be a more serious matter than she could guess. + +Sometimes she wished that some homely fisherman or ignorant ploughboy +had rescued her. She might in such a case have given material +compensation, and it would have been accepted with gratitude, and her +obligation would be at an end. + +But Rufus Sterne was a gentleman--that fact was beyond all dispute--and +doubtless he had all the pride that generally attaches to genteel +poverty. The obligation, therefore, would have to remain. There was, as +far as she could see, no possible way of discharging it. To speak of +compensation would be to insult him. + +Behind all this there was another feeling: What did he think of her? Did +he resent her intrusion into the quiet sanctuary of his life? Did he +wish that she had never crossed his path? Was his thought of her at that +moment such as her cheeks would redden to hear? She wished she knew what +he thought of her--what in his heart he felt. It would be humiliating if +he regarded her with contempt, or even with mild dislike. + +She would not live to be regarded by him even with indifference. Her +cheeks grew hot when she made this confession to herself. If he had been +a fisherman or a ploughboy it would not have mattered, and she would not +have cared. But he was one of the most noticeable men she had ever seen. +A man who would win a second look in any crowd. A man who--given a fair +chance--would make his mark in the world. + +She hoped that he was not very angry with her, that he was not writing +her down in his mind as a foolish and headstrong girl. She would like, +after all, to have his good opinion--like him to think that in saving +her he had saved a life that was worth saving. It might not be true in +fact, but she would like him to think so all the same. + +To what end had he saved her? As she looked at her life stretching +forward into the future she saw nothing great or heroic in it. It had +all been mapped out for her, and mapped out in a very excellent way. The +exhortation "take no thought for the morrow," was not needed in her +case. Everything was being settled to everyone's satisfaction, her own +included. She had only to fall in with the drift and current of events +and all would be as she would like it to be. + +Other women might have to plan and struggle, and labour and contrive; +but in the scheme of her life such unpleasant things had no place. All +contingencies had been provided against. She did not need to take any +thought for to-morrow. + +"I'm not sure that my life was worth saving after all," she said to +herself, a little bit fretfully. "It seems an aimless, selfish kind of +thing as I look at it now. A poor woman who inspires her husband to do +some great deed, even if she is incapable of any great deed herself, +surely lives a nobler life than that which seems marked out for me." + +Her cheeks grew red again. How proud she would be if she could be the +inspiration of some great achievement! To give hope to some great soul +struggling amid adverse circumstances would be an end worth living for. +To stand by the side of a man she could look up to, and help him to win +in the hard battle of life--that would be the crown of all existence. + +She began to wonder, after a while, why such thoughts came to her. Why +the future should look different from what it had always done. Why a +thread of a different hue should show itself in the pattern that had +been woven for her. Why a doubt should arise in her heart as to whether +the absolutely best had been marked out for her. + +Until to-night she had been quite content to take things as she found +them. Of course, she had had her troubles, like other girls. It was a +trouble to her that she had never known the love of her mother, a +trouble that she had never been able to get on with her step-mother, a +trouble when her father died--though, as she had seen very little of him +for seven years previously, the sense of loss was not so keen as it +might have been. It was a trouble to her to say good-bye to her +schoolfellows and friends, and cross the seas to a new home in England. + +Of course, the last trouble had its compensations. To an American girl +whose forebears were English, "The Old Country," as it is affectionately +termed, is the land of romance, the home of chivalry, the cradle of +heroes and of history. To see the things she had read about in her +childhood, to visit spots made sacred by the blood of the heroic dead, +to tread on the ground where kings have stood, to pay homage at the +shrine of poets and seers--that would be worth crossing a thousand +oceans for. + +It is true she had been more than a little disappointed. Trewinion Hall +was so far away from everywhere, and the people who visited it from time +to time were very little to her taste. She would have liked to live in +London always. Life and colour and movement were there. Its very streets +were historic. Many of its public buildings were hoary with antiquity, +and "rich with the spoils of time." The men and women of rank and name +and power moved in and out amongst the crowd. History was being made +from day to day in its Halls of Assembly. + +St. Gaved seemed to her like a little place that had got stranded in the +dim and distant past. The rest of the world had run away from it. It +lived on its traditions because it had no hope of a future. Like the +granite cliffs that stretched north and south, it never changed. Its +business, its politics, its morals, its religion, were what they had +been from time immemorial. A man who said anything new, or advanced an +opinion that was not strictly orthodox, was regarded with suspicion. + +St. Gaved had its charm, no doubt. The charm of antiquity, the charm of +leisureliness, the charm of immobility. Moreover, it was beautiful for +situation. The cliffs were magnificent beyond anything she had ever +dreamed. The great ocean was a never-failing source of interest. The +valleys that cleft their way inland, the streams that lost themselves in +tangled brakes of undergrowth, the hillsides rich in timber, the +hedgerows that were masses of wild flowers, the moorlands yellow with +gorse--all these things were a set off against its dull and slow-moving +life. + +Then, besides all that, life would not always be dull. Gervase was +returning from India in the spring, and a great many things might happen +then. + +Gervase was Sir Charles' only son, and heir to the title and estates. He +was a handsome soldier of the genuine military type, tall and straight, +and not over-burdened with flesh. His hair was pale, his complexion +ruddy, his voice harsh, his manner that of one born to command. + +Madeline had met him three years before at Washington, and as he was in +some far-off and round-about way related to her, he had escorted her to +any number of receptions, and danced with her more times than she could +count. She thought him then the most handsome man she had ever seen, +especially in his uniform. She liked him, too, because he was so +dogmatic and masterful; there was nothing timid, or feeble, or retiring +about him. He was a man who meant to have his own way, and generally got +it. + +His courage and daring also touched her heart and imagination. His talk +had been mainly about shooting dervishes in Egypt and hunting tigers in +India, and some of his exploits had thrilled her to the finger-tips. It +puzzled her that he could talk so light-heartedly about the slaughter of +human beings, even though they were Arabs and Hindoos, but then he was +trained to be a soldier, and soldiers were trained to kill. + +It was one of those things she had looked forward to with the greatest +interest in coming to England. She would see Gervase Tregony again. It +seemed to her like a special providence that Sir Charles Tregony should +be her trustee until she was twenty-one, and of course nothing could be +kinder than that he should invite her to stay at the Hall as long as she +liked--to make her permanent abode there if she chose to do so. + +She was glad to accept the invitation for several reasons. In the first +place, it was impossible to live with her step-mother, who for some +reason appeared to resent her very existence. In the second place, she +longed, with all a school-girl's longing, for change, and to see England +and Europe had been the very height of her ambition. And in the third +place--and this was a secret that she safely guarded in her own +bosom--she would the sooner see Captain Tregony; for if she were in +England she would be among the first to give him welcome on his return +from India, and she imagined with a little thrill at her heart how his +face would light up and his eyes sparkle when he saw her standing behind +the rest, waiting to give him the warmest welcome of all. + +This little secret added a peculiar charm and zest to life, and all the +more so because every arrangement had been made respecting her future, +as though Captain Tregony had no existence. She imagined sometimes that +her father had been under the guidance of a special providence when he +made Sir Charles Tregony her trustee, that Sir Charles was under the +same kindly influence when he accepted the responsibility and took her +to the shelter of his own home. + +Had she known the scheming and man[oe]uvering that went on at an earlier +date, her faith in providence would have been rudely shaken. But she had +no idea that she was only a pawn in a game that was being played by +others. It was some solace to John Grover, even when dying, that his +only child would mix with the English aristocracy and probably become +"my lady" before she had finished her earthly course. + +To John Grover, who had started life with empty pockets, who had +struggled through years of grinding poverty, who had "struck oil," as he +termed it, in middle life and made a huge fortune before he was +fifty--to such a man the thought of his daughter marrying an English +officer who was also heir to a baronetcy was a distinction almost too +great to be shaped into words. + +To have married the President of the United States would have been +nothing comparable to it. It was a proud day for John Grover when he +discovered that his first wife, the mother of Madeline, was remotely +connected with the Tregonys of Trewinion Hall, Cornwall. He wrote +claiming relationship with Sir Charles on the strength of it, much to +the Baronet's annoyance and disgust. But several years later, when John +Grover had become a millionaire, Sir Charles decided to hunt him up. A +penniless man was one thing, a man with a million was another. + +Sir Charles himself was as poor as a church mouse, that is taking his +position into account. His son and heir, Gervase, was a young man of +very expensive tastes and very lax notions of economy. Hence if their +ancestral hall could be refurnished by American dollars, and Gervase's +debts paid off out of the savings of this John Grover, it would be a +happy and an ingenious stroke of business. + +Of course, diplomacy would be needed, and diplomacy of the most delicate +and subtle kind. Sir Charles took Gervase into his confidence, and +Gervase confided to his father that he was prepared to marry anybody in +reason so long as she had plenty of the needful. + +Sir Charles took a voyage to the United States and interviewed his +relatives. A few months later Gervase went across and paid court to +Madeline, and with remarkable success. Madeline was in her seventeenth +year at the time, romantic, inexperienced and impressionable. Then came +the death of her father, the discovery that Sir Charles Tregony was her +trustee, and the option of spending her minority in Trewinion Hall. + +So far everything had happened as anticipated. There had been no hitch +anywhere, and to all appearances the little scheme would be brought to a +successful issue. + +Sir Charles kept Gervase well posted up as to the course of events. + +"She has not the remotest idea that we have any designs upon her," he +said, in one of his early letters. "If she got the smallest hint I fear +she might jib. She has grown to be a remarkably handsome girl, high +spirited and intelligent. There is nobody here to whom she will lose her +heart, and I am keeping her as secluded as possible till you return. I +trust to you to put as much warmth in your letters to her as you think +advisable. At present she thinks the world of you. I am sure of it. You +impressed her mightily when you were in the States. She regards you as a +sort of saint and hero rolled into one. She thinks also that you are +immensely clever. Hence it is rather a difficult _rôle_ you will have to +play. By letter you can do a great deal between now and the new year. +Keep up the idealism. She is very puritanic in some of her notions. +Don't shock her, for the world. If you can arrange an engagement before +you return so much the better. A long courtship, I fear, might spoil +everything. She has sharp eyes; and yet you have to guard against being +too precipitate. So far, I flatter myself we have both handled the +matter with great delicacy. A few months more, and--with care and +judgment, you may snap your fingers at the world." + +Sir Charles had rightly estimated her character in one respect. If +Madeline had had the smallest suspicion that he and his son had designs +upon her--that a deliberate plot was being hatched--her indignation +would have known no bounds. + +But her own little secret had been, perhaps, the best safeguard against +any such suspicion. To her ingenuous mind the world was the best of all +possible places. Her friends had so arranged her life and her lot that +everything appeared to be working together for the best. She had not to +worry about anything. The Captain's letters had as much warmth in them +as she could desire. Her future, shaped for her without any contriving +of her own--shaped by friends and by Providence, left nothing to be +desired. + +It was clear what the Captain wished. It would have pleased her father +had he been alive, it would be satisfactory to Sir Charles, it would fit +in with her own conception of life. So she would dance along the +primrose way without a want, without a care, without a responsibility. +There would be gaiety, and mirth, and music, balls and crushes, and +social functions of all sorts and kinds. She would get into social +circles she had never known before, and be "Lady" Tregony before she +died. + +It was all as straight as a rule, and as clear as a sunbeam. + +Why had it never seemed empty and sordid and selfish until to-night? Why +did her inward eyes look for a sterner and more heroic way? Why did +pleasure look so uninviting and duty wear such a noble mien? Why was all +her future outlook changed as in a flash? + +These were questions she was debating with herself when a new day stole +into the room. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + THE CAPTAIN'S LETTER + + +A few days later, Madeline received a letter from Captain Tregony, which +contained a carefully-worded, though very definite, proposal of +marriage. Gervase had been only too pleased to carry out his father's +suggestion. The prospect of fingering at an early date a few of her +surplus dollars was a very tempting one. He was not particularly in love +with her. He had got through the sentimental age, so he believed. +Moreover, he had seen so much of life and the world, and had had such a +wide and varied experience of feminine kind that he was not likely to be +carried off his feet by a pretty face or engaging manners. + +Nevertheless, if he was to marry at all--and since he was an only son +and heir to a title and estates, marriage seemed a very obvious +duty--then there was no one, all things considered, he would sooner take +to his heart and endow with all his worldly goods than Madeline Grover. +She was very young, very pretty, very sweet-tempered, and, best of all, +very rich; and he knew no one else who possessed such a combination of +excellencies. + +It had been a great relief to him when he went out to America to make +the acquaintance of John Grover's daughter, to discover that she was +such an unspoiled child of nature. He had been haunted by the fear that +she might be ugly or ignorant or uneducated. Hence, when he found a +charming school-girl, ingenuous, unsophisticated, impressionable, he +heaved a big sigh of relief, and set to work at once to make a +favourable and an abiding impression. + +He would have proposed then and there had he considered it politic to do +so. His father, however, who was his chief adviser, would not hear of +it. "You will spoil the whole game if you do," Sir Charles insisted. +"Make a good impression now, and let time and absence deepen it. She +will put a halo round your head after a few weeks' absence, and eagerly +look forward to the next meeting." + +In this Sir Charles showed his knowledge of human nature, especially of +feminine human nature. + +Gervase had hinted that, if he was not getting old, he was getting +distinctly older, that the crows'-feet were very marked about his eyes, +and that his hair was getting decidedly thin. + +"My dear boy," Sir Charles said, affectionately, "that is all in your +favour. If she were eight or nine and twenty, she might cast longing +eyes on the youths, but a girl of seventeen always dotes on an elderly +man. Always! I don't know why it should be so, but I simply state a +fact. Girls have not a particle of reverence or even respect for youths +of twenty-one or two. They sigh for a man who bears the scars of years +and battle." + +So Gervase went away to India, leaving his father to work the oracle for +him at home. On the whole, Sir Charles's forecast had proved correct. +Things had turned out much as he anticipated they would. + +Madeline read the Captain's letter with a distinct heightening of +colour. She was still weak and a little inclined to be hysterical. Her +adventure on the cliffs had shaken her nerves to an extent she was only +just beginning to realise. + +She closed her eyes after she had put the letter back in the envelope, +and tried to think. The Captain's proposal had not surprised her in the +least, while the manner of it was just what she had expected. He had +used just the right words and said neither too much nor too little. + +She admired him for his reticence, and for his strength in holding +himself so well in check, and yet there was a passionate earnestness in +his well-chosen words that revealed the depth of his affection, as well +as his determination to win. + +Very adroitly and diplomatically also he had hinted of the good time +they might have together. They would not settle down in a sleepy place +like St. Gaved. They would have a town house, and perhaps a +shooting-box in Scotland, and when tired of the United Kingdom they +would travel on the Continent--Paris, Vienna, Monte Carlo, Florence, +were delightful places to visit, and to tarry in for a few weeks or +months. The common work-a-day world might roar and fret and toil and +perspire, but they would live in a serener atmosphere, undisturbed by +the jar and strife that went on around them. + +It was a very fair and enticing picture that his words conjured up, and +one that she had often pictured for herself. This was the future that +her friends, in conjunction with a kindly Providence, had shaped for +her. There seemed nothing for her to do but say "Yes." It was all in the +piece. Her life had been beautifully planned, and planned without effort +or contrivance by anybody. The current had borne her along easily and +gently to the inevitable union with Gervase Tregony. + +His face and form came up before her again as she last saw him. How +handsome he looked in his uniform! How fierce his eyes were when he +looked at other people, how gentle when he looked at her! Some people +might think his voice harsh and raucous, but there was an undertone of +music in it for her. It was the voice of a hero, of a man born to +command. Its echoes seemed to be in the air even now. + +And yet for some reason her heart did not respond as it once did. Was it +that her nerves had been shaken--that she had not quite got over the +shock of the adventure? Something had happened during the last few days, +but what it was she could not quite understand. The life of pleasure, to +which she had looked forward, undisturbed by a single note of human +pain, did not appeal to her, for some reason, as once it did. A new +ingredient had been dropped into the cup, a new thought had come into +her brain, a new impulse had shaken her heart. + +Had she looked at death so closely that life could never be the same to +her again, or was it that she looked at life more truly and steadily? +Had a change come over other people, or was the change wholly in +herself? That something had happened she was certain, but what it was, +was a question she could not definitely answer. + +Of one thing, however, she was sure. If the letter had come three or +four days sooner, it would have found her in a wholly different frame of +mind. Hence, whatever the change was, it was compassed by these few +days. + +Her meditations were disturbed by a knock at the door, and a moment +later Dr. Pendarvis entered. "Ah! you are better this morning," he said, +in his bright, cheery fashion. "Now, let me feel your pulse." And he +drew up a chair and sat down by her side. + +"A little inclined to be jumpy still, eh? Ah, well, you had rather a +nasty experience. But you'll be all right again in a few days." + +"I think I am all right now," she said, with a smile. "Don't you think I +might go out of doors?" + +"Well, now, what do you think yourself?" he questioned, stroking his +chin and smiling. + +"I'm just a little shaky on my feet," she answered, "but I guess that +would go off when I got into the fresh air." + +"And how about the bruises?" + +"Oh, they are disappearing one by one." + +"And how far do you think you could walk?" + +"I don't know, but I do know it's awfully dull being in the house." + +"And do you want to go anywhere in particular?" he asked innocently, and +he glanced at her furtively out of the corner of his eye. + +"Oh, no!" she answered, blushing slightly; "or, at any rate, not just +yet. Of course, when I get stronger I shall be glad to walk into St. +Gaved again." + +"You ran into it last time," he said, laughing. "What a day of +adventures you had to be sure!" + +"I was compelled to run," she said, averting her eyes and looking out of +the window; "he would have drowned if I hadn't." + +"Exactly. And it was touch and go by all accounts. He couldn't have held +out many minutes longer." + +"And is he going on all right, doctor?" She turned her eyes suddenly +upon him, and waited with parted lips for his answer. + +"Well, about as well as can be expected," he answered, slowly, "taking +all the circumstances into account." + +"And is he suffering much pain?" + +"A good deal I should say. In fact, that is inevitable." + +"He must wish me far enough." + +"It depends how far that is, I should say," and the old doctor chuckled. + +"You've not heard him heaping maledictions on my defenceless head?" + +"No, I have not," he answered, with a satirical smile; "but then you see +he's not given to expressing his thoughts in public." + +"Exactly. I guess his thoughts about me would not bear repeating in any +polite society." + +"That is possible," the old doctor said, pursing his lips, and looking +thoughtful. + +"I suppose no one sees him yet?" + +"Well, Chester or I myself see him every day--sometimes twice." + +"I intend seeing him myself soon." + +"You do?" + +"Yes I do. There's nothing wrong in it, is there?" + +"Why do you ask that question?" + +"Because you've got such stupid notions about propriety in this country. +In fact, few things seem to be regarded as proper except what is highly +improper. I'm constantly stubbing my toes against the notice tablets, +'keep off the grass,' the dangerous places are left without warning." + +The doctor laughed. + +"Isn't it true what I'm saying?" she went on. "Half the people seem to +be straining at gnats and swallowing camels. Directly you propose to do +some perfectly innocent thing, if it should happen to be unconventional, +you are met with shocked looks and outstretched hands and cries of +protest. I'm getting rather tired of that word 'proper.'" + +"But Society must have some code to regulate itself by," he said, with +an air of pretended seriousness. + +"Aren't the Ten Commandments good enough?" she questioned. + +"Well, hardly," he said, in a tone of banter. "You see they are a bit +antiquated and out of date. Society, as at present constituted, must +have everything of the most modern type. And modernity is not able to +tolerate such an antiquated code as the Decalogue." + +"What do you mean by Society?" she questioned. + +"Ah! now you have cornered me," he said, with a laugh. "But just at the +moment I was thinking of the idle rich. Men and women who have more +money than they know how to spend, and more time than they know how to +kill. The people who have never a thought beyond themselves, who live to +eat and dress, and pander to the lowest passions of their nature. Who +will spend thousands on a dinner fit only for gourmands, while the +people around them are dying of hunger. Who waste in folly and luxury +and vice what ought to go for the uplifting of the downtrodden and +neglected. It is a big class in England, and a growing class, recruited +in many instances from across the water----" + +"You mean from my country?" she questioned. + +"Yes, from your country," he said, with a touch of indignation in his +voice, "they come bringing their bad manners and their diamonds, and +they hang round the fringe of what is called the 'Smart Set,' and they +bribe impecunious dowagers and such like to give them introductions, and +they worm their way into the big houses, and God alone knows what +becomes of them afterwards. I have a brother who has a big practice in +the West-end. You should hear him talk----" + +"If people are rich," Madeline retorted warmly, "they have surely the +right to enjoy themselves in their own way so long as they do no wrong." + +"Enjoy themselves," he snorted. "Is enjoyment the end of life?--and such +enjoyment! Has duty no place in the scheme of existence? Because people +have grown rich through somebody else's toil----" + +"Or through their own toil," she interrupted. + +"Or through their own toil--if any man ever did it--are they justified +in wasting their life in idle gluttony, and in wasteful and wanton +extravagance?" + +"Extravagance is surely a question of degree," she replied. "A hundred +dollars to one man may be more than ten thousand to another." + +"I admit it. But your idle profligate, whether man or woman, is an +offence." + +"What do you mean by profligate?" + +"I mean the creature who lives to eat and drink and dress. Who shirks +every duty and responsibility, who panders to every gluttonous and +selfish desire. Who hears the cry of suffering and never helps, who +wastes his or her substance in finding fresh sources of so-called +enjoyment, or discovering new thrills of sensation." + +"But we surely have a right to enjoy ourselves?" + +"Of course we have. But not after the fashion of swine. We are not +animals. We are men and women with intellectual vision and moral +responsibility. The true life lies along the road of duty and help and +goodwill." + +"Yes, I agree with you in that. But I do not like to hear anyone speak +slightingly of my country people." + +"For your country and your people as a whole, I have the greatest +respect. But every country has its snobs and its parasites; and it is +humbling that our own great army of idle profligates should receive +recruits from the great Republic of the West." + +When Dr. Pendarvis had gone Madeline sat for a long time staring out of +the window, but seeing nothing of the fair landscape on which her eyes +rested. She tried to recall what it was that led their conversation into +such a serious channel. To say the least of it, it was not a little +strange that he should have taken the hazy and nebulous efforts of her +own brain, and shaped them into clear and definite speech. The life of +ease and pleasure and self-indulgence to which she had looked forward +with so much interest and with such childish delight, he had denounced +with a vigour she had half resented, and which all the while she felt +answered to the deepest emotions of her nature. + +She took the Captain's letter from the envelope and read it again. It +was a most proper letter in every respect. There was not a word or +syllable that anyone could take the slightest exception to. The +love-making was intense and yet restrained, the pleading eloquent and +even tender, the prospect pictured such as any ordinary individual would +hail with delight. What was it that it lacked? + +It seemed less satisfying since her talk with the doctor than before. + +The Captain pleaded for an answer by return of post. He wanted to have +the assurance before he left India for home. He was tired of roughing it +and wanted to look forward to long years of domestic peace. If the +engagement were settled now they would be able to set up a house of +their own soon after his return. + +She put away the letter after reading it through twice, and heaved a +long sigh. + +"If it had come a week ago," she said to herself, "I should have +answered 'Yes' without any misgiving. But now, everything seems +changed. Perhaps I shall feel differently when I get out of doors +again." + +On the following day she took a ramble in the rose garden, and sat for +an hour on the lawn in the sunshine. On the second day she strayed into +the plantation beyond the park, and on the third day she ventured on to +the Downs, and came at length to the high point on the cliffs where she +first met Rufus Sterne. Here she sat down and looked seaward, and +thought of home and all that had happened since she left it. + +The plan of her life which had looked so clear was becoming more and +more hazy and confused. Was Providence interposing to upset its own +arrangements? Was she to tread a different path from what she had +pictured. + +The fresh air brought the colour back to her cheeks again, and vigour to +her limbs, but it did not clear away the mists that hung about her brain +and heart. The Captain's letter remained day after day unanswered. + +"If I were engaged to the Captain," she said to herself, reflectively, +"It might not be considered proper for me to call on Rufus Sterne. But +while I am free, I am free. He saved my life, and it would be mean of me +not to call. So I shall follow my heart"; and she rose to her feet and +turned her steps towards home. + + + + + CHAPTER X + + A VISITOR + + +Mrs. Tuke came into the room on tip-toe, and closed the door softly +behind her. There was a mysterious expression in her eyes, and she began +at once to straighten the chairs and re-arrange the antimacassars. Her +best parlour had been turned, for the time being, into a bedroom. To +carry Rufus Sterne up the steep and narrow staircase was a task the +fishermen refused to undertake, especially as Rufus had pleaded to be +allowed to remain on the sofa. So a bed had been set up in the +parlour--not without serious misgivings on the part of Mrs. Tuke, though +she admitted the convenience of the arrangement later on. After Mrs. +Tuke had arranged the furniture and antimacassars to her satisfaction, +she advanced to the side of the bed. + +"A lady has called to see you," she said, in an awed whisper. + +"A lady?" Rufus questioned, with a slight lifting of the eyebrows. + +Mrs. Tuke nodded. + +"To see me or simply to inquire?" + +"To see you." + +"Do I know the lady?" and a faint tinge of colour came into his cheek. + +"I suppose so. You ought to do at any rate. It's that scare-away +American as is staying at the Hall." And Mrs. Tuke turned and looked +apprehensively toward the door. + +Rufus felt his heart give a sudden bound, but he answered quietly +enough: "Is she waiting in the passage?" + +"No, I turned her into your room. Are you going to see her?" + +"Most certainly. I think it is awfully kind of her to call." + +"I suppose being a furrener explains things?" + +"Explains what, Mrs. Tuke?" + +"Well, in my day young ladies had different notions of what was the +proper thing to do." + +"No doubt, Mrs. Tuke; but the world keeps advancing, you see." + +"Keeps advancing, do you call it. I am thankful that none of my girls +was brought up that way." And Mrs. Tuke walked with her most stately +gait out of the room. + +Rufus waited with rapidly beating heart. For days past--ever since the +pain had become bearable, in fact--he had been longing for a glimpse of +the sweet face that had captivated his fancy from the first. That she +would call to see him he did not anticipate for a moment. That she had +made inquiries concerning his condition he knew from his conversations +with Dr. Pendarvis. More than that he could not expect, whatever he +might desire. Hence, to be told that she was in the house, that she was +waiting to see him, seemed to set vibrating every nerve he possessed. + +He heard a faint murmur of voices coming across the narrow lobby, and +wondered what Mrs. Tuke was saying to her visitor. He hoped she would +not feel it incumbent upon her to unburden her puritanical soul. When +Mrs. Tuke was "drawn out," as she expressed it, she sometimes used great +plainness of speech. At such times neither rank nor station counted. To +clear her conscience was the supreme thing. + +On the present occasion, however, Madeline got the first innings. She +guessed from the set of Mrs. Tuke's lips that she did not altogether +approve. Moreover, she was afraid that on the occasion of her first +visit--when Mrs. Tuke revived her with burnt feathers--she had not made +a very good impression. + +Madeline came, therefore, fully armed and prepared to use all her wiles. +She waited with a good deal of trepidation until Mrs. Tuke returned from +her lodger's room. + +"What a noble, generous soul you must be, Mrs. Tuke," she said, and she +looked straight into the cold, blue eyes and smiled her sweetest. + +Mrs. Tuke drew herself up and frowned. + +"And how lovely you keep your house," Madeline went on, "and what taste +you have shown in arranging your furniture." + +Mrs. Tuke's face relaxed somewhat, and she gave the corner of the table +cloth a little tug to straighten it. + +"I think people stamp their character on everything they do, don't you, +Mrs. Tuke? If a woman is a lady the house shows it. Look at these +flowers how beautifully arranged they are," and Madeline bent down her +head and sniffed at them. + +"Some people never notice such things," Mrs. Tuke said, in an aggrieved +tone. + +"Oh, Mrs. Tuke! how can they help it; I am sure you would recognise +taste and beauty anywhere." + +"So many of the women hereabouts have no taste," Mrs. Tuke replied. +"They keep their houses any fashion. I always say you can tell what a +house is like by the window curtains. You need not put your head inside +the door." + +"I quite agree with you, Mrs. Tuke. May I ask where you send your +curtains to be got up so beautifully?" + +"I get 'em up myself." + +"No?" + +"I do, indeed," and Mrs. Tuke smiled upon her visitor most benignantly. + +"How clever you must be. Do you know I think we should become quite fast +friends? We seem to understand each other so well. Some people never +understand each other. Now, if you were like some narrow, uncharitable +people you would not approve of my calling to see Mr. Sterne." + +Mrs. Tuke started, and took a sidelong glance out of the window. + +"And I have no doubt," Madeline went on, "if some of the people in St. +Gaved got to know that I was in the habit of calling here they would say +all sorts of uncharitable things." + +"I've not the least doubt of it," Mrs. Tuke said, severely. + +"It is so nice to think you are not one of that sort," Madeline said, +with a winning smile. "If I came here fifty times I know you would not +talk about it. You see you understand people, Mrs. Tuke. And in America, +as you know, girls have so much more freedom than they have in this +country." + +"So I've heard." + +"It's natural, perhaps; they go to the same State schools together, and +they grow up to respect each other. The girls learn self-reliance, and +the boys chivalry." + +"That sounds very nice," Mrs. Tuke remarked, with an interested look. + +"It ought to be so everywhere. I don't think much of a girl who is not +able to take care of herself." + +"But men are not to be trusted, my dear," Mrs. Tuke said, with a pained +expression in her eyes. + +"Then they should be avoided and ostracised." + +"Yes, I quite agree with you," Mrs. Tuke said, doubtfully; "but had you +not better go and see Mr. Sterne now? Between ourselves, I believe he +will be terribly impatient." + +"And we'll renew our interesting conversation some other time." + +"It's kind of you to want to talk to an old woman like me." + +"You must not call yourself old, Mrs. Tuke," and Madeline tripped across +the hall, and knocked timidly at the parlour door. + +"Come in," called a clear, even voice, and Madeline turned the handle +and entered. Her heart was beating considerably faster than usual, and +directly she caught sight of Rufus a choking sensation came into her +throat. + +It was painfully pathetic to see this strong, handsome man lying pale +and helpless on his narrow bed, and all because of her. If she had not +been foolish and headstrong it would not have happened. And yet a great +wave of gratitude surged over her heart at the same moment. His life had +been spared. If he had been drowned she would never have forgiven +herself to the day of her death. + +He greeted her with a smile that was all brightness and sunshine. For +the moment all the pain and disappointment and foreboding of the last +week were forgotten. The presence of this beautiful girl was +compensation for all he had endured. + +"It is good of you to come," he said, in a tone that vibrated with +unmistakable gratitude. + +"No, please don't say that," she answered, a mist coming up before her +eyes. "I was afraid you might hate the very sight of me." + +He smiled at her for answer, and pointed to a chair. + +"I've been wanting to see you for days," she went on; "wanting to ease +my heart by telling you how grateful I am, and how terribly I regret +causing you so much loss and suffering." + +He smiled again. What answer could he make to such words of +self-revealing? He would simply have to let her talk on until she gave +him something to reply to. + +"I told Dr. Pendarvis that I expected in secret you were heaping +maledictions on my defenceless head." + +"Have you so poor an opinion of me as all that?" he questioned, looking +steadily into her sweet, brown eyes. + +"Well, you see, I calculate I was judging you by myself somewhat." + +"And if you had saved me, and slightly damaged yourself in the process, +would you have been very angry with me?" + +"Oh! I am only a girl, and if I were disabled for a year, nobody would +be the loser. But with you it is different. I wish it had been the other +way about." + +"I don't." + +"No?" + +"No, I am glad things are as they are." + +"But your invention is at a standstill." + +"Who told you about my invention?" + +"Dr. Pendarvis, I think. Oh no, it was Dr. Chester; he said you would be +a great man some day." + +"Dr. Chester will have to cultivate the habit of thinking before he +speaks," he said, with a laugh, "If I can be a useful man, I shall be +content." + +"Is it better to be useful than to be great?" she questioned, naïvely. + +"Oh, well, that all depends, I expect, on the meaning you attach to +words," he answered, with a broad smile. "If a man is truly great, he +is, of course, useful, while a man may be very useful without being +great." + +"Oh, then, I shall back Dr. Chester," she said, with a pretty shrug of +her shoulders. + +"You had better not," he said, soberly. "Not that it will matter, of +course. For whether I win or lose, you cannot be affected by the one or +the other." + +"Why not?" + +"Oh, for fifty reasons." + +"Please give me one." + +"I would rather not." + +"But I insist upon it." + +"And if I still refuse?" + +"I shall stay here till you do answer." + +"Oh, that will be delightful," he answered, laughing. "How quickly the +days will pass." + +"Oh, Mr. Sterne, I did not know you could be so provoking," she said, +with a little pout. + +"Do you really want a reason?" he said, looking gravely into her eyes. + +"Really and truly." + +"Well, then, my invention will affect only the toilers--the poor people +if you like. Its success or failure will not matter one whit to Sir +Charles Tregony, for instance, and you belong to the same circle, do you +not?" + +"But its success or failure will matter to you, won't it?" + +"It will matter everything to me." + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"Just what I say. Everything means everything. I've staked my all." + +"Oh, no, you have not," she said, brightly. "You may have staked your +fortune, and your reputation as an inventor, and your immediate +prospects. But life is left." + +He caught his breath sharply. "But what is life worth when all you have +lived for is swept away?" + +"And have you nothing else to live for?" she questioned, seriously. + +"Nothing! I'm a lonely soul in a lonely world." + +"But there is still life," she persisted. "And no great soul gives up at +one failure or at ten." + +He felt the hot blood rush to his face and he averted his eyes +instinctively. He did his best to recover himself before she should +notice, but her keen eyes were quick to see the look of pain and +distress that swept over his face. + +"Now I have said something foolish--something that has hurt you----" she +began. + +"My leg hurts me occasionally," he answered, with a poor attempt at a +smile. + +"I have been very thoughtless," she said, rising suddenly to her feet. +"I did not think how I must be tiring you." + +"But you have not tired me at all," he persisted. "You have done me +good. You cannot think how intolerably irksome it is lying here helpless +day after----" then he checked himself suddenly. It was his turn now to +see a look of distress come into her eyes. + +"And it is all my fault," she interrupted. "Oh, if I could only atone in +some measure." + +"You have atoned, if atonement were needed, by coming to see me. Will +you not come again?" + +"May I? Really and truly it would do me good if I could serve you in +some way. I might read to you if you would let me, or write your +letters." + +He felt himself shaken as if with a tempest. He knew, as if by instinct, +that he had reached the most fateful--perhaps the most perilous--crisis +in his life. He had only to say the word and this beautiful girl would +come and sit by his side day after day, come out of pure goodness and +gratitude, never dreaming what her presence might mean to him. + +He was only too painfully conscious that he was half in love with her +already. She had touched his heart and imagination as no one had ever +done before. From the time he caught that first glimpse of her face as +she was driving from the station until now, she had been almost +constantly in his thoughts. It was as though the fates--malicious as +usual--had conspired to throw them together, for if he learned to love +her, only misery and heart-ache could be the result. She would think of +him only as someone she ought to be kind to. She was out of his circle. +Whoever, or whatever she might have been in America, here she was the +ward of Sir Charles Tregony, one of the proudest and most exclusive men +in the county. Besides, for all he knew, she might be engaged already. + +Beyond all, there was the fact that his life was at stake. If his +project failed he was bound in honour to see that Felix Muller suffered +no loss. The rights of the Life Assurance Company had not occurred to +him even yet. There must be no human ties to make the struggle harder. +If the worst came to the worst--a possibility that would persist in +haunting him--he must go unmourned and unmourning into the darkness. + +The brain works quickly in times of excitement and emotion, and all +these considerations passed through his mind as in a flash. Should he +tell this sweet-eyed girl that she must not come to see him again, and +let her go away believing that he disapproved of her coming at all? + +Better so. Better a few hours or days of sharp pain now than a life-long +agony after. + +"I must be brave," he said to himself. "The first lesson in life is +self-conquest." + +The form of words he decided to use shaped themselves quickly. The more +explicit the better. + +He turned his head toward her with resolutions full grown in his heart, +and their eyes met again. + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + A TALK BY THE WAY + + +Generally speaking, Rufus Sterne was not lacking in courage, either +physical or moral. But no man knows his strength till he is tested. Many +a man has passed through tempest and flood, fire and sword, unscathed +and undaunted, and in the end has gone down helplessly and ignominiously +before a pair of soft brown eyes. + +When Rufus turned his head he meant to say firmly but kindly that it +would be better if they did not meet again. And then he would soothe the +hurt--if hurt there should be--by telling her how grateful he was for +her visit and how much he appreciated her kindness. + +He was quite sure she would understand. She was not a child and her eyes +were more than ordinarily sharp. If she chose to take offence, of +course, he would be sorry; but better she should be offended than that +he should break his heart. + +He was bristling all over with courage when their eyes met, and then all +his strength departed. Madeline had no thought of conquest. She only +wanted to be kind. She felt infinitely pitiful toward this strong man +who had been brought low through her, and her pity shone in her eyes and +vibrated in every tone of her voice. + +It was her artlessness, her sweet ingenuousness that broke Rufus down. +In addition to which she was so exquisitely beautiful, while the +unfamiliar lilt and intonation of her voice were like music in his +ears. + +"It will be just heaven if you will come and read to me sometimes," he +heard himself saying, and then he wondered whether he was awake or +dreaming. + +"Then I will come to-morrow. It will be perfectly lovely to do some +little bit of good in the world." + +The room seemed to grow dark when she took her departure, as though a +cloud drifted across the face of the sun. For a long time he lay quite +still, looking at the door, behind which she had disappeared. His heart +was in a strange tumult, but whether pleasure or pain predominated he +did not know. What he did know was that the intoxication of her presence +was the sweetest thing he had ever known, but below the sweet and +struggling to get to the top, was a sense of something exceedingly +bitter. + +He felt like a drunkard steadily gravitating toward the tap-room. His +moral sense, his better judgment, urged him to turn aside or turn back; +his appetite, his desire for excitement or forgetfulness lured him with +irresistible force. + +"I know I am a fool," he said to himself, "and I shall have to pay +dearly enough for my folly later on, but I can't help it." + +He had rather prided himself on his courage, and this confession of +weakness, even to himself, was distinctly humiliating. + +It was the kind of thing for which he would have allowed no excuse in +any other man. It was a pet theory of his that a man ought to be always +master of himself, and that any man who allowed himself to be dominated +and conquered by a human passion was not worthy of respect or even +sympathy. + +Men who fail to live up to their theories are generally prolific in +excuses. To own himself beaten out and out was too much for his +self-respect. He had taken a step down, he knew, but there was a +reason for it. Perhaps, if he searched diligently enough, he would be +able to justify his conduct to the full. + +[Illustration: "IT WILL BE JUST HEAVEN IF YOU WILL COME AND READ TO ME +SOMETIMES"] + +Before the day was out, he found any number of excuses. This life, he +told himself, was all, and youth was the best part of life, in fact, the +only part in which enjoyment could find a place, and if a cup of delight +was placed to his lips, was it wise to dash it to the ground and spill +all its contents, because it was possible and even probable it would +leave a bitter taste in the mouth. But even though he was sure the +bitter taste would follow, was he not justified in taking the sweet when +he had the chance? Had not somebody said: + + "'Tis better to have loved and lost + Than never to have loved at all"? + +Besides, he had not to consider only himself. That would be selfish. +This sweet-eyed girl wanted an outlet for her gratitude and generosity, +and if he rudely pushed aside the hand that was outstretched to help, +and churlishly refused her sympathy, how hurt she would be. And a man +would be a brute to give pain to so sweet a soul; he would rather cut +his hand off than do it. + +Also it did not follow that because he saw more of her he would become +more deeply in love with her. He would recognise, of course, all the way +through that she was out of his circle--that was a fact he would never +allow to pass out of his mind. And keeping that in mind, he would be +able to keep guard over his own heart. + +So before the day was done, he was able to extract all the poison from +his surrender. He might not have done the heroic thing, but it did not +necessarily follow that he had done a foolish thing. Chance had flung +this girl across his path, why should it be an evil chance? Why might +there not grow out of the acquaintance something for the good of both? + +Having arrived at that position, he ceased calling himself a fool, and +gave himself up to pleasant dreams and even more pleasant anticipations. +Closing his eyes he recalled their conversation, recalled every +expression of her sensitive face, every tone of her musical voice. + +He fancied her sitting again by his bedside. How dainty she was, how +unobtrusively and yet how exquisitely attired. Things he had been aware +of in a sub-conscious way now clearly defined themselves. He remembered +her teeth, even and white, her ears small and coloured like a sea-shell, +her eyebrows dark and straight, her eyelashes long, her mouth like +Cupid's bow. He remembered, too, how her rich brown hair grew low in her +neck, while a massive coil seemed to balance her shapely head. + +He smiled to himself at length. "How much I noticed," he said, "without +seeming to notice. I wonder if other people think her so good to look +upon." + +He slept better that night than he had done since his accident, and +through all his dreams Madeline seemed to glide, a healing and an +inspiring presence. He awoke with his nerves thrilling like harpstrings, +and a happy smile upon his lips. + +He had dreamed that his invention had realised a thousand times more +than he had ever hoped or imagined, that it had lifted him into the +region of affluence and power, that he took his place among the +successful men of his generation by right of what he had done, and that, +thrilling with the knowledge of his success, he had laid his heart at +the feet of Madeline Grover. "You have been my inspiration," he said to +her. "But for my love for you I could not have wrought and striven as I +have done," and for answer she laid her hands in his and lifted her face +to be kissed; and then the twittering of the sparrows under the eaves +awoke him. + +"Dreams are curious things," he said, the smile still upon his lips. +"Now I dream I fail, and now that I succeed. Both dreams cannot be true, +that is certain. I wonder. I wonder." + +He was still wondering when Mrs. Tuke brought him an early cup of tea. + +"Have you slept well?" she asked, and there was a sympathetic note in +her voice that he did not remember to have heard before. + +"The best night I have yet had," he said, cheerfully. + +"Then you don't think having so much company yesterday did you any +harm?" + +"It did me good, Mrs. Tuke. I was beginning to mope." + +"She is a beautiful creature." + +"You called her a scare-away American yesterday." + +"Did I? Oh, well, you see, I didn't know her so well then. Besides, I +never denied that she was good-looking." + +"But looks are only skin deep, I have heard you say." + +"And that I sticks to. But Miss Grover has sense and judgment. You +should have heard her talk yesterday. I never heard a girl of her age +speak with so much wisdom. We've quite taken to each other." + +"I'm very glad to hear it." + +"She's not to be judged by the ordinary foot-rule either." + +"No?" + +"In America girls have more freedom. You see, they've no king there, +only a president." + +Rufus laughed. + +"And everybody grows up equal, as it were. Girls learn to look after +themselves and men to respect 'em." + +"That's as it ought to be." + +"But the women of St. Gaved would be envious enough to bite their thumbs +off if they knew she made a friend of me; and would talk abominable. I +know 'em, and what they are capable of." + +"Some of them can gossip a bit," he said, reflectively. + +"And if they know'd I allowed her to see you," Mrs. Tuke went on. + +"The fat would be in the fire," he interrupted. + +"But they're not going to know. Do you think I don't know a lady when I +sees her, and know also what's due to her? You should hear Miss Grover +talk." + +"She has a taking way with her." + +"No, 'tisn't that. There's no chaff with her, and as for myself, I can't +abide flattery. But I do like common-sense," and with a self-satisfied +smile lighting up her severe face, Mrs. Tuke bustled out of the room. + +Rufus closed his eyes and laughed softly. "The little scare-away +American got in the first shot, that's evident," he chuckled, and he +kept on smiling to himself at intervals during the day. + +The afternoon was beginning to wear away before Madeline put in an +appearance. She came into the room like a breath of spring--gentle, +fragrant, energising. She was not at all shy, neither was she obtrusive. +There was never anything self-conscious in her movements. She was trying +to be kind, trying to pay in some measure a big debt of gratitude she +owed, and she was supremely happy in making the attempt. + +"Do you know, I feel real pleased with myself to-day," she said, in her +quaint American way. + +"Do you?" he questioned. + +"Seems to me living up in a big house like Trewinion Hall, one has +scarcely a chance of being kind or neighbourly, and when the chance does +come, it seems great." + +"Do you think exclusiveness and selfishness mean the same thing?" + +"I don't know. That's a sum I haven't figured out yet. But what would +you like me to read to you?" + +"Anything you like. I fear you will not consider my stock of books very +interesting." + +"Have they all to do with science and mechanics, and that sort of +thing?" + +"No, not all." + +She rose from her chair and went to a table on which several volumes +lay, and began to read their titles. "Principles of Western +Civilisation," "The Earth's Beginning," "Facts and Comments," "Education +and Empire," "Philosophy and Life." + +"Ah! here is a story book I expect. 'The Buried Temple,' by Maurice +Maeterlinck," and she picked up the book and began to turn over the +pages, then with a faint sigh she laid it down again. + +"Would you rather I talked to you?" she questioned, turning her face +toward him with a smile. + +"I think I would," he replied. "I am not much in the mood for philosophy +to-day." + +"But why vex your brains with philosophy at all? What you need when you +are ill is a real, good story. The next time I come to see you I'll +bring a book along with me." + +"What will you bring?" + +"I don't know yet. Do you like poetry?" + +"When it is poetry." + +"Are you sure you know it when you see it?" and she laughed good +humouredly. + +"Well, I would not like to dogmatise on that point," he answered. + +"You've read Whittier, of course?" + +"No." + +"Oh, I'm sorry for you. Whittier is great. I like him heaps better than +your Browning." + +"Why?" + +"Because I understand him better. I expect poetry is like beauty, in the +eye of the beholder, don't you think so? Now if poetry don't touch me, +don't thrill me, why, whatever it may be to other people it isn't poetry +to me. Do I make myself plain?" + +"Quite plain." + +"Now Whittier just says what I feel, but what I haven't the power to +express; just sums up in great, noble words the holiest emotions I have +ever known." + +"Yes." + +"Then Whittier is a man of faith and vision, as all poets must be if +they are to be great. I like Browning for that. He sees clear. He +doesn't merely hope, he believes. He not only 'faintly trusts the larger +hope,' he builds on the rock. A man who has no faith is like a bird with +a broken wing. Don't you think so?" + +"But what do you mean by faith?" he asked, uneasily. + +"Ah, now you want to puzzle me," she said, with a smile. + +"Oh, no I don't," he replied, quickly. "I only want to get your meaning +clearly." + +"But I'm not a poet," she answered. "I'm only a girl, and I can't find +the right words. But I just mean faith. Seeing the invisible, if I may +say so. Realising it. Being conscious of it." + +"The invisible?" he questioned. + +"Yes, God, and heaven, and immortality. Believing also in goodness and +humanity and the sacredness of human life." + +"Do you believe that human life is a very sacred thing?" + +"Why, of course I do! What a question to ask." + +"Does it seem so very strange?" + +"Why, yes. Think of the care that is taken of everybody, even the +worthless. Think of all the hospitals and asylums----" + +"Yes, that is one side of the question," he said. "What we may call the +sentimental side. But place human life in the scale against money or +territory or human ambition." + +"Well?" + +"We mow men down with machine guns or blow them up with dynamite--not in +twos or threes, but in thousands and tens of thousands, and the more we +kill the more satisfied we are." + +"Oh yes, I know. That is all very terrible," she said, with a puzzled +expression in her eyes. + +"But why terrible?" he questioned. + +"I can't explain myself very well," she answered, slowly; "but, of +course, we must defend our country." + +"Therefore country is more sacred than life." + +"Oh no, you are not going to catch me that way. To die for one's country +must be great, heroic." + +"Exactly. Therefore, in comparison with what we call country--that is, +our particular form of government, or our particular set of rulers, or +our particular stake in it--what you call the sacredness of human life +occupies a very subordinate position." + +"But you would risk your life in defence of your country?" she +questioned, evasively. + +"Most certainly I would," he answered, promptly; "but then you see I am +not hampered by any notions respecting the sacredness of human life." + +He was sorry a moment later that their conversation had taken the turn +it had. He felt that he would bite his tongue out rather than give this +sweet-eyed maiden pain; and that he had pained her was too evident by +the look upon her face. And yet, having gone so far, he was bound to be +honest. + +"If I held your views," he went on, "nothing would induce me to take a +human life--neither patriotism nor any other ism." + +"Oh, but," she said, quickly, "there are some things more sacred even +than life, honour for instance, and truth." + +"No doubt. But there is surely a difference between losing one's life, +giving it up for the sake of some great principle, and taking the life +of another." + +"Then you would not be afraid to die for something you valued much?" + +"Why should a man be afraid to die at all? Of course life is sweet while +you have something to live for, but to rest and be at peace, should not +that be sweet also?" + +"You want to live?" + +"Now I do. For the moment I have something to live for. Something that +gives zest to existence and fills all my dreams." + +"I am so sorry to have delayed its execution. Perhaps you will come to +it with more zest and insight after the long rest." + +"I think I shall," he answered, slowly, looking beyond her to where the +day grew red in the west. + +"I wish I could help you," she said, as if thinking aloud; "but women +can do so little." + +He withdrew his eyes from the window and looked at her again. + +"You will do much," he said, speaking earnestly. + +"How?" + +"By inspiring someone to be great. A clod would become a hero with +your--your----" then he broke off suddenly and withdrew his eyes. + +"Won't you finish the sentence?" she questioned, looking at him shyly. + +"Not to-day," he answered, and a few minutes later she rose to go. + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + FAIRYLAND + + +Madeline did not put in an appearance the next day or the day following +that. But on the third day she came into the room like a ray of +sunshine. + +"Well, I'm here," she said, in her bright, eager fashion; "but I was +just terribly afraid I wasn't going to get--there now, isn't that a +sentence to be remembered?" + +Rufus showed his welcome in every line of his face. It was a dull, rainy +day, with a blustering wind from the west and a sky that had not +revealed a speck of blue since morning. He had lain mostly in one +position, looking through the small window, watching the trees on the +other side of the road swaying in the wind, and listening to the fitful +patter of the rain. + +His thoughts had not been always of the most cheerful kind. The days and +weeks were passing surely, if slowly, while the great scheme on which he +had set his heart and his hopes was at a standstill. He was conscious, +too, of a new and terrible hunger that was steadily growing upon him--a +hunger for companionship, for sympathy, for love. The coming of Madeline +had changed his life, changed his outlook, changed the very centre of +gravity. Nothing seemed exactly the same as it did before. Even death +had changed its face, and the possibility of a life beyond forced itself +upon his brain with a new insistence. + +To win success had been his ambition--the one dream of his life. The +only immortality he desired was to live in a beneficent invention he had +wrought out. Now a new desire possessed him. There was something better +than success, something sweeter than fame. If he could win love. If he +could know the joy of a perfect sympathy. If--if----. + +His thoughts always broke off at a certain point. It seemed so hopeless, +so foolish. Until he had won some kind of position for himself it was +madness to think of love. At present he was working on borrowed capital, +and there was always before him the grim possibility that he might fail, +and failure meant the end of all things for him. Felix Muller should +never have reason to doubt his courage or his honour. + +Then he would start again, dreaming of Madeline. The two preceding days +had seemed painfully long. He had listened for her footsteps from noon +to night. He had watched for her coming more than they who wait for the +morning. He had pictured her smile a thousand times, and felt the warm +pressure of her hand in his. + +When at length she glided into the room his heart was too full for +speech. How bright she was, how winsome, how overflowing with life and +vivacity! The gloom and chill of autumn went out of the room as if by +magic, and the air was full of the perfume of spring violets and the +warmth of summer sunshine. + +She pulled off her gloves and threw them on the table and seated herself +in a chair near him. + +"Have you been very dull these last two or three days?" she questioned. + +"Rather," he answered. "You see, the fine weather has come to a sudden +end." + +"But I guess it will soon clear up again, though I am told your English +climate is not to be relied upon." + +"The only certain thing about it is its glorious uncertainty." + +"Well, there may be advantages in that; there's always a certain +interest in not knowing. Don't you think so?" + +"Most things have their compensations," he said, with a smile. + +"Then there's a chance of your being compensated for this long spell of +suffering and idleness." + +"As a matter of fact I have been compensated already." + +"No! in which way?" + +"Ah, that is not easy to explain," he said, turning away his eyes. "And +you might not understand me if I tried." + +"Am I so dense?" + +"I don't think you are dense at all. But I am not good at saying things +as they ought to be said. You will sympathise with me in that, I know." + +"Oh, that is mere equivocation. You simply don't want to tell me." + +"I would tell you a lot if I dared." + +"Dared?" + +"Yes. I should not like to drive you away or make you angry. Your +friendship is very sweet to me--that is one of the compensations." + +"The friendship of a mere girl is worth nothing to a grown, busy man, +who is fighting big problems and aiming at great conquests. If I could +only help you that would be just fine. But it is of no use hankering +after impossible things, is it? So I am going to read to you." + +"What are you going to read?" + +"A piece called 'Snow Bound.' Now listen," and for half-an-hour he did +not speak. Her voice rose and fell in musical cadence. He closed his +eyes so that he might catch all the melody of her voice. The lines she +read did not interest him at first. All his interest was in the +sweet-eyed reader. + +But he grew interested after awhile, and was touched unconsciously by +the beautiful faith and tender humanity that flashed out here and there. + +When she reached the end he opened his eyes and looked at her, her lips +were still apart, her eyes aglow with emotion. She was no longer the +bright, merry irresponsible girl. She seemed to have changed suddenly +into a strong, great-souled woman. + +"Would you mind reading a few stanzas over again?" he questioned, after +a pause. + +"With pleasure." + +"Beginning, 'O time and change.'" + +"Yes, I know," and she opened the book again. He listened with intense +eagerness. She dropped her voice a little when she came to the words: + + Alas for him who never sees + The stars shine through his cypress trees! + Who, hopeless, lays his dead away, + Nor looks to see the breaking day + Across the mournful marbles play! + Who hath not learned in hours of faith + The truth to flesh and sense unknown, + That Life is ever Lord of death, + And Love can never lose its own! + +She closed the book again and waited for him to speak. + +"It is a beautiful thought," he said, without opening his eyes. "If one +could only be sure it is true." + +"Be sure that what is true?" she asked, in a tone of surprise. + +"That Life is ever Lord of death. That Love can never lose its own." + +"Why do you think there can be any doubt about it?" + +He opened his eyes again and looked at her, and his heart smote him. It +would be a cruel thing to disturb her serene and simple faith with his +own doubts. Almost for the first time in his life he felt the utter +futility of the agnostic's creed. It had nothing to offer but a +catalogue of negations. To the parched and thirsty lips it placed an +empty cup, and before tired and longing eyes it held up a blank canvas. + +He had grown out of his religious creed as he had grown out of his +pinafores. His heart and his intellect alike had revolted against the +narrow orthodoxy of his grandfather. He had been driven farther into the +barren desert of negations by the pitiful parody of religion exhibited +by ecclesiastical organisations, and to complete the work Felix Muller +had inoculated him with the views of German materialists. He fancied, +like many another man who had followed in the same track, that he had +got to the bed-rock at last, that after much delving he had found the +truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. + +Yet it was truth that brought no hope, no comfort, no inspiration. He +was not eager to proclaim it to others. Men would be just as well off if +they never reached this _ultima Thule_--perhaps, better off. To persuade +men that there was no God, nor heaven, nor immortality, that this life +was all and the grave the end, was not the kind of thing to inspire men +to great deeds or heroic achievements. + +His intellect might mock at the simple faith of the sweet-eyed maiden. +He might honestly believe that she was living in a fool's paradise. But +if it was a paradise and there was nothing beyond it, why disturb her? +If death ended everything, let her enjoy her paradise as long as +possible. If it was the only paradise she would ever have, it would be +sheer cruelty to drive her out of it. + +If he destroyed her faith, what had he to give her to fill its place? +There was nothing in a string of negations to satisfy the hunger of a +human soul. Granted that her faith was folly, that her religion was pure +superstition, there was no denying that it was a very beautiful +superstition, that it invested life with a grandeur that nothing else +could give to it. + +And, after all, was he so sure that he had found the ultimate truth? He +had inscribed on his little banner _Ne plus ultra_, but had he any right +to dogmatise more than others? There might be a farther "beyond" which +faith could pierce. There might be truth which flesh and sense could +never apprehend. There might be spirit as well as matter. + +"I should like you to read me more from the same book," he said, at +length. + +"Oh! I will do that with pleasure," she said, eagerly. "I knew you would +like my dear old Quaker poet." + +"He has the gift of expression," he answered, cautiously. + +Then she began to read "The Eternal Goodness," slowly and reverently. + +He closed his eyes again, and listened with wrapt attention. The +beautiful faith of the poet seemed to strike a new chord in his being. +Moreover, the religion in which he had been reared, and from which he +had broken away, seemed a nobler and a Diviner thing than it had ever +appeared to him before. Stripped of its human glosses and paraphrases, +released from the rusty fetters of dogma, stated in simple language, it +awoke a dormant emotion in his nature that had never been touched until +now. + +"Would you mind leaving the book with me when you go?" he questioned, +when she had finished. + +"Of course I will leave it," she answered. + +"I am afraid I shall not see so much when I read it for myself," he went +on. "There is so much in the right emphasis being given." + +"Do you mean me to take that as a compliment?" she questioned, +playfully. + +"Not as an empty compliment," he answered, gravely. "You read +beautifully." + +She did not reply to that, but her eyes glowed with pleasure. + +During the next week or ten days he lived in a kind of fairyland. Every +now and then he had an unpleasant feeling that he would wake up sooner +or later with a start to discover that the gold was only tinsel, that +the rippling streams were dry, and the green and shady meadows a hot and +arid desert. + +Every day or two Madeline came to see him--came quite naturally and +without ceremony. She did not hide from herself the fact that she liked +to come. She frankly admitted that she liked the invalid. She told +herself that she would be an ungrateful little wretch if she didn't. He +had saved her life, and saved it at terrible risk to himself and +terrible suffering, and it would be selfish, indeed, on her part if she +did not try to cheer and brighten the long days that he was enduring, +and enduring so patiently on her account. + +Moreover, Rufus Sterne was no ordinary man. He belonged to a type she +had not met before. As yet she did not know how to describe him. He was +more or less of a mystery to her, and that in itself kindled and +sustained her interest. Most of the young men she had met she "saw +through" in ten minutes, and in half-an-hour had weighed them up, +classified and labelled them. + +But Rufus Sterne baffled her. He was altogether too complex for her +simple and easy method of analysis, too massive for her six-inch rule. +At times he seemed to her a huge bundle of contradictions. His face +could be as stern as the granite cliffs, his smile as sweet and winning +as spring sunshine. At times he was as silent and mysterious as the +sphinx, at other times brimming over with mirth and merriment. His +passion for truth and right filled her with admiration, his apparent +indifference to all religion struck her with dismay. He was a man of the +people in theory, in practice he lived alone, remote and friendless. + +It seemed to her sometimes a wonderful condescension on his part that he +deigned to notice her at all. Like most of her sex, she did not in her +heart think much of girls. She would defend them readily enough if they +were attacked, and if driven into a corner would acclaim their +superiority over men; but in reality she thought little of them. In the +main they were small and niggling, and not particularly magnanimous. +Neither did she place herself an inch higher than the average girl. She +was as conscious of her own limitations as anybody. + +Hence, that this strong, self-reliant man, who was fighting the world +single-handed, and toiling to complete some great invention, should make +her his friend, tell her that her friendship was very sweet to him, was +a compliment greater than had ever been paid to her before. + +She had never placed Rufus Sterne for a moment in the same category with +Gervase Tregony. Gervase was on her own level. He was not to her a +mysterious and unexplored country. She knew him thoroughly, knew what he +was capable of; had sounded all his depths and tabulated all his +qualifications. + +Hence, Gervase never over-awed her; never made her feel small or +insignificant. On the whole, she thought she liked him all the better +for that. Gervase might not be profound--that was hardly to be expected +in a soldier; he might not be morally sensitive--that also was +incompatible with the profession. But he was a good sort, so she +believed. A bit rough and over-mastering, but generous at heart. Not +vexed by social or political problems, but fond of life, and intent on +having a good time of it if he had the opportunity. + +She had never doubted for a moment that she and Gervase would get on +excellently together. Indeed, they appeared to have been designed for +each other, and yet she had hesitated to accept his proposal, and every +day her hesitation grew more and more pronounced. + +The fascination of Rufus Sterne's personality intensified as the days +passed away. Her admiration for his character increased. There was +nothing small or petty or niggling about him. She did not compare him +with Gervase Tregony, and yet unconsciously she found herself +contrasting the two men--contrasting them to Gervase's disadvantage. + +And yet in her heart she was very loyal to the man who had proposed to +her--the man who had captivated her girlish imagination by his splendid +uniform and masterful ways. + +Her feeling towards Rufus was of a different order. At first it was +merely a sense of gratitude; later on gratitude became suffused with +sympathy; but as the days passed away, other ingredients were added, +the most marked being admiration. His strength, his patience, his +reticence, all called forth her approval, till in time he became +something of a hero in her eyes. + +And all this time Rufus yielded himself more and more to the witchery of +her presence, and felt in some respects a better man in consequence. +There were compensations, no doubt. Her very presence created an +atmosphere that softened and humanised him. His hard, defiant cynicism +melted before her smile like snow in spring sunshine. Their +conversations touched and unlocked springs of emotion that had been +sealed for years; the books and poems she read to him broadened his +horizon and led him to re-open questions that he imagined were closed. +Her smile, her voice, her look, set all his nerves to music, and made +life a more beautiful thing than ever it had seemed before. + +But he knew all the time that there would come an awakening sooner or +later. They were like two happy children sauntering through green and +pleasant glades, screened from the storm and recking naught of the +desert beyond. + +For himself he avoided looking into the future. He would enjoy the +sunshine and the flowers as long as possible. In the long intervals +between her visits he recalled their conversations, and re-read the +pieces to which her voice had given so much meaning and melody. +Moreover, he turned the pages of the books she had lent him and +committed to memory some of the passages she had marked. They were sweet +to him because she loved them. + +So all unconsciously he strayed back from the hard desert of negations +in which he had wandered so long. Because he loved this sweet flower, he +loved all flowers for her sake. Indeed, love became the medium through +which he looked at all things; far distances became near, and new and +wider horizons loomed beyond. + +Whatever pain might come to him later on, the memory of these days would +remain an inspiration to him. To have loved so truly was surely in +itself an ennobling thing. Nothing would ever take out of his life these +golden threads that had been woven into its texture. The song might +cease, the voice of the singer be hushed, but the echo of the song would +remain in his heart to the very last. + +So he enjoyed those bright, peaceful days to the full, and tried not to +anticipate the future. "Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof," he +said to himself. But the day of awakening was nearer than he thought. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + THE AWAKENING + + +Rufus had not seen Madeline for three whole days, and had begun to +wonder what had happened. On the fourth day, however, she came during +the forenoon. + +"It was now or never," she said, by way of explanation; "the house has +been full of people during the last three days, and this afternoon some +others are coming. So I had to pretend!" + +"Pretend?" he questioned. + +"I'm afraid they're getting suspicious," she replied. + +"Suspicious of what?" + +"That I'm not so great a student, or so devoted to my books, as I seem +to be. So I had to pretend I was going to write to the Captain!" + +"What Captain?" + +She laughed. "Oh! there's only one Captain, as far as the Tregonys are +concerned, and that, of course, is Gervase. Do you know him?" + +"I've seen him, of course; but I have never spoken to him." + +"He's very handsome, isn't he?" + +"I really don't know," he answered, bluntly; "it had never occurred to +me." + +"I suppose men don't notice such things where men are concerned," she +said, reflectively; "but in his uniform he is just superb." + +"Then you think fine feathers make fine birds?" + +"Well, in some respects, yes," she answered, slowly, "though Gervase +looks handsome in ordinary evening dress." + +Then silence fell for several seconds. The subject was one in which +Rufus was not greatly interested, and as yet not a suspicion of the +truth had dawned upon him. "Do you like Gervase?" she said at length, +speaking abruptly. + +The question took him by surprise, and almost threw him off his guard. +As a matter of fact, he did not like him, and was on the point of saying +so, but checked himself in time. "Why do you ask that question?" he +stammered, evasively. + +"Well, you see," she answered, quite frankly, "they want me to marry +him." + +"To marry him?" he questioned, raising his eyebrows in astonishment. + +"You won't think it strange my talking to you about the matter, will +you?" she said, with perfect simplicity. "You see, apart from the +Tregonys, I haven't a friend in all England except--except you." + +"It is kind of you to look upon me as your friend," he said, with +heightened colour. + +"No, no; it is the other way about," she answered; "all the kindness is +on your part." + +Then there was another moment of silence. He felt stunned, bewildered, +and was almost afraid to speak lest he should betray his feelings. + +"I ought to have written days and days ago," she went on, at length. +"You see, he expects to be home by the New Year at latest. Sir Charles +hopes that he will be able to eat his Christmas dinner with us. +And--and--Sir Charles, and Gervase also, would like to have the matter +settled before he comes home." + +"Yes?" + +"Oh, well! I hardly know why I have hesitated. I expect it is that I am +naturally obstinate. When nobody said a word about the matter, and I +thought nobody cared very much--why--why, I looked upon the matter as +good as settled," and she blushed quite frankly and smiled as she did +so. + +"And have they become anxious all at once?" + +"Oh! I don't know. Sir Charles tells me that it was a wish of my +father's long before he died, and that nothing would please him so much, +and all that. And really it looks as if Gervase and I were meant for +each other." + +"Do you believe in fate or destiny?" he questioned, moistening his lips +with the tip of his tongue. + +"No, but I believe in Providence," she answered, promptly. + +"But how can you be sure what Providence means?" he asked. "If +Providence speaks how do you know you have interpreted the message +aright?" + +"Yes, there is something in that," she said, reflectively. "On the other +hand, one must be careful not to fly in the face of Providence." + +"Admitting your theory of a Providence," he said, slowly, "is not the +true Providence our heart and judgment? Must we not in the last resort +fall back on what we feel and believe to be right?" + +"Yes, go on," she said, eagerly. + +"And if one goes against his own heart--his own instincts if you +like--if one ignores his own clear judgment, would not that be flying in +the face of what you call Providence?" + +"But is our own heart to be trusted?" she questioned; "and is not our +judgment often blind?" + +"Should we be wiser in trusting to somebody else's heart and judgment?" + +"We might be. You see, I am only a girl. I have had no experience. I +know very little of the world or its ways. On the other hand, here is +Sir Charles. He is getting old. He knows a good deal more than there is +in the copy-books. Then there was my father; he did not talk to me about +the matter, but from what I know now he talked freely to Sir Charles. +Then there is Gervase, he's over thirty, and has seen a good deal of the +world, and he's quite sure. And then there is myself, and I think +Gervase is one in a thousand. So, you see, all the streams appear to be +flowing in the same direction, and that looks a clear indication of +Providence. Now, doesn't it?" + +"If you are convinced I should say nothing else matters," he answered, +with averted eyes. + +"Well, there's only one thing that worries me," she said, thoughtfully; +"and that's only worried me lately." + +"Yes?" + +"I used to think nothing else mattered so long as one could enjoy +himself or herself. That to have a good time was the chief end of life. +Gervase is retiring from the Army, and intends to do nothing for the +rest of his days." + +"Well?" + +"It seems to me a much nobler thing to do something. You told me once +that I should inspire somebody to great deeds. But that would be rather +hard on Gervase after he has roughed it for so many years." + +"If you inspire him, it will not be hardship," he answered. + +"I am not sure that I could," she said, turning her head, and looking +out of the window. "He is very brave and fearless, and all that. But the +great things that work for human good--well, you see, he is not an +inventor like you." + +"Do not mock me," he said, almost fiercely. "My poor scheme may never +see the light." + +"Oh, yes it will. You are bound to succeed. You are not the kind of man +to give up in despair." + +"Give up what in despair?" + +"Anything on which you have set your heart. You're like Gervase in that +respect, and it is a quality I admire immensely in a man." + +"But what if two strong men set their hearts on the same thing?" + +"What thing?" + +"Oh, anything. A woman, for instance," he said, with a forced laugh. + +"Ah, then I expect the stronger and the worthier would win." + +"Do women admire strength and worth so much? Do they not rather admire +position and name and title? Has the poor man a chance against the rich; +the plain man any chance against gold lace and epaulets?" + +"No one can speak in the name of all women. But I must run away now or +Sir Charles may go to my room in search of me." + +"Will you write your letter to-day?" + +"I don't know. Very likely I shall if I can find time." + +"And will you say 'Yes?' Pardon me being so inquisitive." + +"Oh, I expect I shall," she said, with a smile. "It seems the proper +thing to do. Gervase and I appear to have been meant for each other." + +"I hope you will be happy," he said, holding out his hand to her. +"Good-bye." + +Half-an-hour later Mrs. Tuke found him staring fixedly out of the window +as though he had been turned to stone. The trees were still swaying in +the wind, but he did not see them. Through breaks in the clouds bright +gleams of sunshine shot into the room every now and then, but he did not +heed. From over the cliffs came the faint roar of the sea, but he did +not hear. The world had become suddenly dark and silent. The fairy +garden had vanished, leaving a bleak cold desert in its place; his heart +seemed to have stopped beating. For the moment all interest had gone out +of life. He almost wished that he could close his eyes in sleep and +never awake again. + +"Are you getting impatient to get out of doors?" Mrs. Tuke questioned. + +"It will be a relief to get out again," he answered, absently. + +"Well, I'm bound to say you've been wonderfully patient, all things +considered. But then, as I often say, what can't be cured must be +endured." + +"Yes; that's sound philosophy." + +"And then you've been well looked after." + +"Yes; you are an excellent nurse, Mrs. Tuke, and I shall always be +grateful." + +"Oh, I was not thinking of myself in particular," Mrs. Tuke said, with +humility. "The doctors have attended to you as if you were Sir Charles +himself. And as for that sweet creature Miss Grover, she's just a +sunbeam." + +"Yes; she's delightful company." + +"You know, it's my belief," Mrs. Tuke said, mysteriously, "that the +folks at the Hall haven't the ghost of an idea that she's been coming +here to see you." + +"What leads you to think that?" + +"Oh, well, from little 'ints she's dropped now and then; but of course, +time will tell," and Mrs. Tuke began to make preparations for his midday +meal. + +Time did tell, and tell much sooner than anyone anticipated. The next +morning's post brought a letter from Madeline which scattered the last +remnants of fairyland. + + "I'm afraid I shall not be able to come and see you again," it + began. "Sir Charles has found out, and he's angrier than I've ever + seen him. He says it's most improper, and that I ought to be + ashamed of myself. Such a lecture he's read to me as I guess you + never listened to. If he hadn't been so grave and serious I should + have fired up and given him a piece of my mind. I suppose, + according to English customs, I've done something real awful. + Anyhow, my heart doesn't condemn me, and if I've lightened your + suffering with my chatter ever so little I'm real glad. As long as + I live I shall be in your debt, and I shall never forget it either. + It seems real stupid that just because I'm a girl I'm not allowed + to play the part of a decent neighbour. England is awfully behind + in some things, and your Mrs. Grundy is a terror. + + "However, I've got to obey, I suppose. You see, Sir Charles is my + trustee till I'm twenty-one, and he's angrier than a snake at the + present moment, and as I'm here by his favour, why I can't quite do + what I would like. But I shall think of you every day, and pray for + you, and when you get well and your great invention has astonished + everybody, none of your friends will rejoice more or be prouder of + you than I shall. I don't know if it's a proper thing to say, but + I've said it, and it'll have to stand. One has to be constantly + looking round the corner in this old country of yours. I hope you + will be as well as ever soon, and that you won't think too hardly + of the foolish girl who caused your accident. If you would like to + keep my books for yourself, I shall be real glad. Whittier is + great, don't you think so? Good-bye till we meet again. + Yours very sincerely, + + "MADELINE GROVER." + +Rufus read the letter with very mingled feelings. There were touches in +it that almost brought the tears to his eyes. The assurance that she +would think of him every day and pray for him moved him strangely. He +would have told Mrs. Tuke, or the vicar, or anyone else that he had no +faith in prayer; that the whole network of religious belief was an +ingenious superstition. Yet, with curious inconsistency, the thought of +Madeline praying for him was undoubtedly comforting. The general effect +of the letter, however, was like that produced by a heavy blow. Coming +after her own simple and naive confession of the previous day it seemed +almost to paralyse him. He scarcely realised how much her visits had +been to him till now, and the knowledge that she would not come again, +that her face and smile would no more brighten that little room, was +like the sudden falling of night without the promise of rest and sleep. + +As the day passed away and he was able to think over the matter a little +more calmly, he tried to persuade himself that Sir Charles's +interposition was the best thing that could have happened. That since +any vague hope he might have cherished of winning her love was now at an +end, it was desirable from every point of view that he should not meet +her or even see her. + +"The awakening was bound to come," he said to himself, trying hard to be +resigned. "I knew, of course, from the beginning that she was not for +me, I would have kept myself from loving her if I could; but it was just +beyond me. She won my heart before I knew." + +And yet the bitterest drop in the cup was not that she was beyond his +reach, but that Gervase Tregony, would possess the prize. He had no wish +to be censorious, and it might be quite true that Gervase would compare +favourably with most young men in his own walk of life. He had not been +brought up on puritanic lines. Moreover, as the only son of the Squire +and heir to the title and estates it was generally conceded in an +off-hand way that some latitude ought to be allowed. The rich claimed a +larger liberty or a larger licence than the poor, and however much the +poor resented it in their hearts, usually they said nothing. Protests +did no good, and to get into the black books of the Squire was not a +matter to be regarded with indifference. + +If people with grown-up families looked a little anxious when it was +known that Gervase was to be in residence at the Hall, and raised the +domestic fence a few inches higher than usual--there was reason in the +past annals of St. Gaved's history. + +Rufus, with his innate chivalry, and his romantic reverence for women as +a whole, recoiled with a feeling almost of loathing at the thought of +Gervase Tregony taking so sweet and pure a soul to his heart as Madeline +Grover. Was it true, he wondered, that women did not care what a man's +past had been; that they accepted without demur a social order that +condoned any and every offence so long as no public scandal was +produced? Or, was it that young women were deliberately kept in +ignorance of what was common knowledge? + +He spent several more or less wakeful nights in striving against his own +heart, and in trying to cultivate a philosophic attitude which should +give the impression of a supreme unconcern. Fortunately, the broken +bone was so far knit that his doctors allowed him to hobble about on a +pair of crutches, and though he was not able yet to do any work, he +could contemplate some of the things he had done, and shape in his mind +what yet remained to be accomplished. + +He got out of doors as much as possible, but he was still weak, while +his crutches were such unwieldy things that he quickly got tired. His +favourite resting-place was by the garden gate, he could see the people +as they passed up and down the street, and often have a few minutes' +chat with his neighbours. He scarcely dared to admit the truth to +himself, but there was always a lingering hope in his heart that +Madeline might come into the village for some purpose, perhaps to do a +little shopping, and that his heart might be cheered by a sight of her +face. + +Mrs. Tuke's cottage stood at a point where the "town" ended and the +country began. Toward the Quay the houses were generally close together, +and abutted on to the side walk, but in the other direction, there were +more trees and fences than houses, and nearly all the cottages had +gardens in front of them. Hence, when Rufus stood or sat at the garden +gate, he looked down "the street" in one direction, and up "the lane" in +the other. + +The lane led away in the direction of Trewinion Hall, and if Madeline +came into the town she would more likely than not pass Mrs. Tuke's +cottage. In any case, she would come very near to it. + +Rufus looked up the lane fifty times a day, and sometimes his heart +would flutter for a moment as some girlish figure came into sight. But +Madeline never came. + +Then, one evening, while chatting with Dr. Chester, the doctor mentioned +incidentally that the Squire had left the Hall and had taken up his +residence in London till the middle of December. + +Rufus heaved a little sigh, but he did not pursue the topic. It seemed +to him like the last nail in the coffin wherein lay hidden all the wild +dreams and unexpressed longings and hopes of his heart. Madeline was to +be strictly guarded until the return of Gervase from India, and then, +perhaps, before she had fully realised what she was doing, or before she +had an opportunity of getting a true estimate of his character, she +would be tied to him for life. + +"It is no business of mine," he said to himself; "she is entirely out of +my sphere, and even if she were not, it would be foolish of me, under +present circumstances, to think of any woman." + +But his heart protested all the same. For Madeline to marry Gervase +Tregony seemed to him an offence against all that was sacred in human +life. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + EVOLUTION + + +It wanted a week to Christmas. Rufus sat in his easy chair with his feet +on the fender and an open book on his knee. He had been hard at work +till dark, after which he had taken a mile's walk into the country, and +was now waiting for his supper to be brought in. He was not impatient, +however. The book he had been reading was one that Madeline Grover had +left with him. A volume of Tennyson, containing nearly all the poet's +published work, and, as was nearly always the case, the writer had set +him thinking on the problems of life and death and immortality. + +Outwardly there had been no change in his life during the last two or +three months. Directly his doctors gave him permission he turned again +to his invention, glad of the relief that work afforded. As far as he +could judge, he was moving, slowly but surely, to complete success. The +thought of failure very rarely crossed his mind. + +But while outwardly there was no change, inwardly there was a distinct +evolution. He found himself unconsciously viewing life from a different +standpoint. It was easy to laugh at the claims of priests and prelates, +and to poke fun at musty and worn-out creeds. Easy to riddle with +merciless logic the stupendous dogmas of the Churches, and the +monumental follies of so-called theologians, but when all that had been +done to his complete satisfaction, he was no nearer the solution of the +riddle of life. + +Moreover, he became painfully conscious of the fact that a philosophy of +denials was not sufficient. He wanted something definite and something +positive. An iconoclast might be a very useful individual; but when the +destructive process had been completed, was there nothing more to be +done? Were there no positive blocks of truth with which to erect a +temple? There were questions instinctive in the human soul which asked +for an answer. Had the broad universe no answer to give? Had faith no +place in the eternal and immeasurable scheme. + +If science could not prove, if philosophy halted and broke down, was +there nothing left? Was religion a thing to be dismissed with a sneer? +Might not faith be as truly a faculty of the human soul as reason? + +So all unconsciously he retraced his steps from the barren realm of +negation to the region of inquiry. He ceased to be dogmatic. Materialism +did not explain everything. Theology, like other sciences, might be +empirical, and yet its groundwork and framework might still be truth. + +When a man begins to inquire he begins to grow, when he ceases to +inquire the winter of decay sets in. Moreover, it is not the province of +the human will to determine the direction of growth. It may be upward or +outward, in this direction or in that. The mind pursues its way with an +unerring instinct as the roots of trees follow the courses of the +springs. + +Rufus had been reading "Crossing the Bar" for the fiftieth time, and now +he sat with the open book on his knees, wondering where he was +intellectually and religiously. He refused however, to question himself +too closely. He preferred for the present to drift. Some day he might +sight land, and find a safe anchorage. + +Yet one or two things were becoming daily more clear. One was, that in +any perfect scheme a future life was necessary to the completion of +this. Another was, that human life, if only because of its relationships +and possibilities, was a more sacred thing than he at one time had been +willing to grant. And a third was, that love was not a mere physical or +mental affinity. It was something that went farther and struck deeper. +It was a soul relation that remained untouched and independent of time +and change. + +He had not seen Madeline Grover for considerably more than two months. +No message or whisper had passed between them. In the chances of human +life he knew that he might never speak to her again. Yet his love +remained fixed and unshaken. It was not something that he had put on as +an extra garment, and that in the wear and tear of life he might lose +again. It was part of himself--woven into the fibre of his being. + +Perhaps his love for Madeline, more than anything else, made him think +of the problem of immortality. Whittier had said: + + Life is ever Lord of Death, + And Love can never lose its own. + +How well he remembered that afternoon when Madeline read "Snow-Bound" to +him, in which these lines occurred. He had never been able to get them +out of his mind since. They had followed him like a haunting echo of +something long forgotten, had stirred his heart with a thousand vague +hopes and dreams. + +If Love could never lose its own, Madeline might yet be his. In some +far-away region beyond the reach of human vision, beyond the stress and +passion of earth, beyond the darkness and the doubting, beyond the +ravages of time and trouble, they might meet again--the soul finding its +mate and life its eternal complement. + +Madeline had a habit of marking with a pencil the passages in a book she +liked, and in one of the volumes she left behind he found these words +marked with a double line down the margin: + + I sometimes think that heaven will be + A green place and an orchard tree, + And one sweet Angel known to me. + +Could he have put his wildest dreams and longings into words, nothing +could have fitted better. It expressed all the heaven he wanted--all the +beauty, and all the companionship his soul desired. + +He was disturbed in his meditations by a knock on the outer door, and a +minute or two later he heard a familiar voice in the passage inquiring +if he were at home. + +He rose to his feet in a moment, and pushed Tennyson into a dark corner +out of sight. Then the door of his sitting-room was flung open, and +Felix Muller entered unannounced. Rufus greeted him with a look of +inquiry in his eyes--an inquiry, however, which he did not attempt to +shape into words. + +Muller made his way to the fire at once, and spread his hands over the +grate. "It's a glorious night," he said, "but cold. The roads are as +hard as iron, and the moon makes it almost as light as day." + +"Have you driven over?" Rufus inquired. + +"Yes, I had to see Farmer Udy at Longridge, and so I thought as I was so +near, I would drive a little farther and see you. How have you been +getting on this long time?" + +"Fairly well on the whole, I think. Of course, my accident upset all my +calculations for a while, but at present things are moving steadily and +in the right direction." + +"That's right, I'm glad to hear it. And when do you think the thing will +be properly launched?" + +"Well, it is not easy to say positively, but I should give six months as +an outside limit." + +"You expected at first that the whole thing would be completed in six +months." + +"That is true, but I had not reckoned on the contingency of a broken +leg." + +"But apart from your accident you were out of your calculations." + +"A little. When you are dependent to so large an extent upon other +people, it is impossible to be absolutely sure as to dates." + +"Then your six months may run into nine months?" + +"Oh, no; six months more gives a wide margin for every contingency." + +Muller withdrew from the fire and dropped into an easy-chair that Rufus +had pulled round for him. + +For a moment or two there was silence, then Muller, diving his hand into +his breast-pocket, said in his most casual tone, "You don't mind my +having a smoke, do you?" + +"My dear fellow, I beg your pardon," Rufus said, hurriedly, "but the +truth is I was waiting for supper; won't you have something to eat +first? The cold drive ought to have given you an appetite!" + +"Well, now that you mention it, I think I do feel a bit peckish." + +"You will have to be content with simple fare, but such as I have, +etc.," and he went out of the room to hunt up Mrs. Tuke. + +Rufus watched his guest narrowly while he ate, and felt sure that he +owed this visit not to the proximity of Longridge, but to some other +cause that had not yet been revealed. + +Conversation flagged during the meal. Muller ate like a man whose +thoughts were engaged somewhere else, and on something vastly more +important than eating and drinking. + +Rufus began to have an uncomfortable feeling that his visit boded no +good, and yet he had not the courage to precipitate matters by asking +impertinent questions. + +As soon as the supper-tray was taken away, Rufus produced a box of +cigars, and for a minute or two they blew smoke in silence. + +Muller was the first to speak. Looking at his cigar carefully, as if +examining the brand, he said in his most casual manner, "I suppose, +Sterne, you have never considered the possibility of being forestalled +in your invention?" + +"Well, no," he said slowly, but with a startled look in his eyes. "I +cannot say that I have ever seriously considered such a possibility." + +"And yet it is notorious in the realm of discovery and invention, that +the same idea has been hit upon by different men in different parts of +the world almost at the same time." + +"I do not remember that fact being brought clearly to my mind," Rufus +said, wondering if someone had forestalled him. + +"It is true, nevertheless. I could give you illustrations if I had time. +But what is important at the present moment is that a man away up in +Westmorland has got ahead of you." + +"No!" Rufus said, in a tone of alarm. + +"Well, perhaps I ought to have said that he appears to have got his +claim in first. I do not understand all the technicalities of the case, +but he appears to me to have achieved, or to have achieved very +largely, the thing you are aiming at," and he took a newspaper cutting +out of his pocket, and passed it on to Rufus. + +Rufus unfolded the cutting with hands that trembled in spite of himself. +If he had been forestalled then life with him was at an end. The greater +part of the thousand pounds was spent or pledged already. Failure meant +that he would have now to employ his ingenuity in devising a method of +escaping from the world in a way that would not awaken suspicion. + +Muller adjusted his _pince-nez_ and watched his companion while he read. +Rufus summoned to his aid all the resolution he possessed and preserved +a perfectly impassive face. + +"Well?" Muller questioned, when Rufus had got to the bottom of the slip. + +"It's a little disconcerting," was the answer. "But I shall not fling up +the sponge yet." + +"But he has got hold of your idea!" + +"Not exactly." + +"At any rate he has got uncomfortably near to it." + +"He has got nearer than I like, I admit. But the greater part of what he +claims is mere bluff." + +"But his objective and yours are precisely the same?" + +"No, not precisely. I go much farther than he does, as Stephenson went +farther than Watt." + +"That is in your application of the principle. But is not the principle +the same?" + +"It is similar, though not identical. I have gone all over the ground he +is travelling now." + +"And in another month he may be all over your ground." + +"There is danger, of course, but I think still I shall get in first." + +"I hope you may. But I confess when I tumbled across that article this +morning it made me feel mightily uncomfortable." + +"It is a little upsetting, no doubt." + +"You see, he must have secured himself pretty well, or he would not have +permitted so much of the scheme to get into print. Don't you see it +largely discounts anyone else who comes after, though he may have +something better." + +"Yes, I admit the force of all you say," Rufus answered slowly. "But my +game is not up yet." + +"I hope not, indeed. I should regard it as nothing short of a calamity +were you to fail." + +"If the worst comes to the worst it will have to be faced, that is all. +In any case, you will not suffer loss." + +"There you are mistaken. You are my friend. And friends are not so +plentiful that one can contemplate the disappearance of even one of them +with equanimity." + +"That may be true. But mercifully, the dead are soon forgotten. You will +soon get used to my absence." + +"I sincerely hope the occasion will not arise," Muller said, speaking +slowly and gravely. "Indeed, as I said before, I should regard your +failure as a calamity. Still, there is no getting over the fact that +what you regarded as impossible less than six months ago has come very +definitely within the realm of possibility." + +"Yes," Rufus said, with some hesitation. "I am bound to admit that the +chance of failure seems less remote than it did." + +"I am sorry to have to discuss this matter with you again," Muller went +on, after a pause. "I can assure you it is almost as painful to me as it +must be to you. Still business is business, and I have to think of my +own position. If I were a rich man, I would not mention the matter--upon +my soul, I wouldn't." + +"I thought you had no soul," Rufus said, with a pathetic smile. + +"Oh, don't joke over mere figures of speech," Muller said, staring into +the fire. "I tell you I feel terribly upset." + +"But my cause is not lost yet," Rufus said with forced cheerfulness. + +"No, it may not be. But, on the other hand, it may be. If your +competitor has gone so far, he may during the next week or month go all +the rest of the distance." + +"I must take my chance of that." + +"The point with me is--supposing the worst comes to the worst, have you +anything on which you can raise a loan? I hate the thought of your +slipping out of life in the flower of your youth." + +"Look here, Muller," Rufus said, summoning to his aid all his strength +and resolution. "We discussed this matter at the beginning. I counted +the cost and took the risk. If the worst comes to the worst I am not +going to show the white feather." + +"I do not doubt your courage for a moment," Muller said. "But I want to +point out that it will take a little time to realise your estate. I +presume you have made your will." + +Rufus went to a drawer and took out a large envelope which he passed on +to his companion. + +Muller opened the envelope and drew out the paper slowly. Then he +adjusted his _pince-nez_, and began to read. "Yes," he said, after a +long pause, "this is quite in order--quite." + +"And in case I am driven to take my departure," Rufus said, in a hard, +even voice, "I will give you sufficient time to wind up my small estate +before the end of next year." + +"You think there is no other way of meeting the case?" Muller +questioned. + +"In case my scheme fails there is no other way," Rufus answered. "Now +let us not discuss the matter again. I understand your anxiety. I should +be a bit anxious if I were in your place. But you have my word of +honour. Let that be enough." + +"It is enough, my boy--it is enough!" Muller said, gushingly. + +"Meanwhile we need not count upon failure until forced to do so. I shall +not fail if effort and determination can avert it." + +When Muller had gone, Rufus sat for a long time staring into the dying +fire. Then he picked up the newspaper cutting, and read through the +article very carefully a second time. + +"No, he has not got my idea quite," he muttered, "but he has come +uncomfortably near to it." + +Then he drew a long breath and shut his teeth tightly. Life had grown a +more precious thing of late, and hope had taken new shapes and forms. +Moreover, the possibility of a conscious existence beyond the shadow of +death had been looming larger and larger for months past, and with that +possibility other possibilities had come into view. What if the +consequences of conduct followed men into the unseen? What if sin should +separate a soul from the soul it loved? What if this life were a trust +for which we should be held responsible? What if suicide should be as +heinous a crime as murder? What if dying by one's own hand should stain +the soul with deeper dishonour than any broken vow or unfulfilled +promise? He drew away his eyes from the fire and shuddered +slightly as these thoughts passed through his mind. In whatever +direction he turned his thoughts he was faced with possibilities that, +to say the least, were not a little disconcerting. + +"If I had only known six months ago what I know now," he reflected, "I +should not have put my head into this noose with so light a heart. I +should have been content to have gone on with my work as time-keeper at +the mine. But I was impatient for success, and quite certain that death +was the end of all things." + +Then across the frosty air the parish clock fixed high in the church +tower struck the hour of eleven. + +Rufus counted the strokes as they vibrated solemnly through the night. + +"Do the dead ever hear, I wonder," he said to himself, and he shuddered +again. + +Then his thoughts turned to the book that he had been reading earlier in +the evening and he began to repeat almost unconsciously one of the +stanzas that Madeline had marked: + + Twilight and evening bell, + And after that the dark, + And may there be no sadness of farewell + When I embark. + And though from out the bounds of time and space + The floods may bear me far, + I hope---- + +Then he stopped suddenly and rose hurriedly to his feet. "I am growing +morbid," he said. "I wish Muller had kept the article to himself. In a +case of this kind ignorance is bliss." And he turned out the lamp and +climbed slowly upstairs to bed. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + MISGIVINGS + + +The day after Felix Muller's visit to Rufus the squire and his family +returned to the Hall. The news soon spread through St. Gaved that the +big house was alive once more, and that the captain was expected home in +time to eat his Christmas dinner with the family. Rufus heard the news +with a curious thrill, but whether of pain or of pleasure it would be +hard to say. + +His heart had been aching for a sight of Madeline's face ever since she +went away. And yet there were times when he desired above all things +that he might never look into her eyes again. Pain was not to be cured +by additional pain. To see Madeline would not appease the hunger, it +would only increase it. Hence to keep out of her way would be the wise +thing for him; to avoid the field-path in front of the park, and the +familiar road across the downs and round by the cliffs. If they met she +would be sure to speak, and the very sound of her voice would awaken +into life all the wild longings of his soul once more. It was far +better, therefore, for him that they never met. + +Besides, it was more than probable that by this time she was the +promised wife of Gervase Tregony. He was coming home to claim her and +coming home at express speed. Was he delighted at the prospect, he +wondered. Did he love her as she deserved to be loved? + +"Oh, if it had only been my lot to win so sweet a soul," he said to +himself. "Is it true, I wonder, that we always long most passionately +for the impossible?" + +For several days he kept close to business, never venturing out of doors +till after sunset. Once he thought he passed her in the bright +moonlight, and his heart almost stopped, but he never paused in his +walk, never looked back; indeed he strode on with a longer and quicker +stride, and did not breathe freely again till a sharp bend in the road +prevented any possibility of recognition. + +When he yielded to the witchery of her presence before, there was some +excuse for his doing so, but all the circumstances were different now. +He had no excuse to-day, no right. His tenure of life hung on a thread. +His chance of success was growing less hopeful day by day. + +Even if Madeline were free and within his reach he would have no right +to speak to her of love. While this sword of Damocles was suspended over +his head he was bound in honour to be silent. But since she was neither +free nor within his reach, and he was walking across a volcano that at +any moment might burst open beneath his feet, it would be the part of a +madman to put himself in her way if there was any chance of keeping out +of it. + +So he pursued his work with all the earnestness and intensity he could +command, but he was conscious all the time that something had gone out +of his life. The enthusiasm that springs from certainty had left him, +the chill and lethargy of doubt had crept into his blood. Instead of +constantly dwelling on the delights of success, he found himself +brooding over the prospect of failure, and wondering what lay beyond the +grim shadow of death. + +By a curious combination of circumstances both life and death had become +doubly hard to contemplate. Success had once been his dream. To-day +success of itself seemed nothing. The one thing that was of value, that +would have turned earth into heaven was love. He would have courted +failure--gloried in it--if failure would have given him Madeline. But +since Madeline was denied him, neither success nor failure mattered +much, and life and death were both robbed of the light of hope. He told +himself one minute that he did not care to live since Madeline could +never be his, and the next minute he dreaded the thought of death, since +death would blot out the sight of her and the thought of her for ever +and ever. So, in whatever direction he looked, he found neither solace +nor inspiration. + +The thing that spurred him on from day to day was not so much the hope +of victory as the humiliation of defeat. There was any number of people +in St. Gaved who had no sympathy whatever with him in his ambitions, +whose invincible creed was that a man ought to be content to remain in +that state of life to which it had pleased God to call him. These people +had expressed themselves with great freedom and candour on his folly in +giving up a good position at the mine, and devoting all his time and +energy to something in the clouds; and which, in all likelihood, would +never be of any benefit to man or beast. + +Rufus used to smile at the criticisms of these people, and anticipate +the day when he would stand proud and triumphant before them. Now he +began to fear that the day might come when they would triumph over him, +when they would expand their chests and smile wisely, and say to their +neighbours: "There, didn't we tell you so?" It was rather with the +object of preventing such a triumph than of winning any triumph for +himself that he toiled on from day to day, throwing into his work more +of the energy of despair than the inspiration of hope. + +Meanwhile Madeline had been suffering from what she called "an acute +attack of the blues." For no sufficient reason, so she admitted to +herself, she became restless and peevish, and generally discontented. +She was not ill. Generally speaking, her appetite was as good as it had +been, while her energy was greater than ever. But for some reason +nothing satisfied her--things that at one time she would have gone into +ecstacies over barely interested her. She was in the mood to be pleased +at nothing, and to find fault with everything. + +That this condition of things began on the day Sir Charles took her to +task for visiting Rufus Sterne she was well aware; but why it should +have continued was a puzzle. She had been angry with Sir Charles at the +moment it was true, but after a day's reflection she had been led to see +that he was perfectly in the right. Moreover Sir Charles had behaved +very handsomely all the way through. She was convinced that it was very +largely on her account that they went to London for the autumn, and +while in London she had scarcely a wish that was not gratified. She had +gone to receptions and balls and dinners by the dozen. She had been +taken to every place of interest she wanted to see. She had blossomed +out into what she termed "a tame celebrity," and had had more +compliments showered upon her than ever before in her life, yet, in +spite of all this, she was not happy. Indeed, after a few weeks, she +tired utterly of London and wanted to return again to Trewinion Hall. +That however, was shown to be an impossibility. The house had been taken +practically till the end of the year, and the servants at Trewinion +Hall had been put on board wages till Christmas. + +"Are you sure you are quite well, Madeline?" Sir Charles said to her, +when she preferred her request. + +"Quite sure," she replied. "In fact I was never better in my life." + +"Then why do you want to go back to the Hall?" + +"Oh! I don't know. This endless whirl and excitement has got on my +nerves, I think." + +"But you complained of Cornwall getting on your nerves some time ago." + +"Did I? Well, it did seem rather flat and tame at first." + +"No, it was not at the beginning. You were delighted with it on your +arrival----" + +"And I am still," she interrupted. "I think it is just too lovely for +anything." + +"But have you really got tired of London life?" + +"I think it is too stupid for words. Oh! no, I don't mean that exactly. +Pardon me, Sir Charles"--seeing the pained look in his eyes--"I won't +complain any more if I can help it, I won't really." + +"I am very anxious that you should enjoy yourself all you possibly can. +Beryl is dreading the time when she will have to go back again." + +"She knows so many people," Madeline said, reflectively. + +"And you have made hosts of acquaintances, have you not?" + +"Yes, acquaintances, but they don't mean anything. I never realised +before, I think, how many people there are in the world, and how many +things there are in the world I can do without." + +"That oughtn't to be a very startling discovery," he said, with a +smile. + +"But you don't feel it in a place like St. Gaved," she said. "There +everybody seems necessary to everybody else." + +"Indeed?" he questioned, dryly. + +"Well, I mean that in a little community where each one plays his part, +and each one's part is known to all the rest----" + +"Yes?" he questioned, seeing she hesitated. + +"Oh! I can't explain myself very well, but you must know very well what +I mean." + +"No; really you flatter me," he said, in a tone of banter, "for in +reality your meaning is quite beyond me." + +"Then I must be stupider than I thought," she answered, with a pout, and +relapsed into silence. + +Sir Charles was not only perplexed, he was more or less troubled. If he +dared he would have been angry, but he knew that anger would defeat the +particular end he had in view. Whatever Madeline might or might not be +she was not the kind of person to be coerced. She might be led in many +directions, but no one could drive her. At the least suggestion of the +lash, she would jib and back, and nothing short of physical force would +move her a step forward. + +Hence Sir Charles had felt from the first that his task was one of +extreme difficulty and delicacy. Moreover, every day as it passed +increased the difficulty. Madeline was swiftly growing out of girlhood +into womanhood, and the things that fascinated her as a girl quickly +palled upon her as a woman, and Sir Charles was growing desperately +afraid lest when she saw Gervase again she might be disillusioned, as +she evidently had been in other matters. + +He was more troubled also than he liked to confess over her intimacy +with Rufus Sterne. He could not forget the romantic circumstances under +which they had met, the signal service he had rendered her, and the long +weeks of suffering and idleness that followed as a consequence, and on a +romantic and generous nature like Madeline's, these things would make an +abiding impression. For that reason he had got her away from St. Gaved +as quickly as possible after he had made the discovery that she was in +the habit of visiting him, and for the same reason he intended to keep +her away until within a few days of his son's return. + +Sir Charles had counted so long on annexing the American heiress for his +son, that any thought of failure now was too humiliating to be +entertained. It was his last hope of rehabilitating Trewinion Hall, and +the historic name of Tregony. Gervase's record was of such a character +that no English heiress would look at him unless, indeed, he consented +to marry the daughter of a tradesman, and even in such case as that his +chances would be very doubtful. + +The beautiful thing about an American heiress was that nobody inquired +into her antecedents. So long as she had the requisite number of dollars +nothing else mattered. Her father might be a pork-butcher, or a +pawnbroker, or an oilman; that was no barrier to his daughter becoming a +countess or even a duchess. + +Poor as Sir Charles was, he would have fainted at the idea of Gervase +marrying the daughter of a Redbourne tradesman, however rich or +beautiful or accomplished she might be. The very suggestion of "trade" +was an offence to his aristocratic nostrils. But Madeline came from a +country where the only aristocracy was that of cash, hence by virtue of +her uncounted millions she was eligible for the highest positions on +this side the water. The logic might not be very sound, but it was +satisfying. If the Earl of this and the Duke of that had regilded their +coronets with American dollars, why might not he refurbish the Tregony +coat of arms with the same precious metal? The reasoning appeared to him +to be without a flaw. + +Moreover, there was the additional argument of necessity. In consequence +of the low price of corn along with nearly all other articles of food, +agriculture was in a terribly depressed condition. In other words, the +farmer could pay only about half the amount in rent that he would be +able to do if wheat and barley, and bacon and butter, stood at twice +their present prices. + +Sir Charles always grew white with anger when he thought of the foolish +men who, in a previous generation, abolished the corn-laws and gave +cheap food to the people. + +"Look at me," he would say; "my rent roll is only about one-half of what +it was in my father's day, and there are hundreds and thousands of the +best families up and down the country who have been reduced in +circumstances by the same means. What the Government ought to do is to +put a high duty on all imported corn and foodstuffs, that would send up +the price of English wheat, and English beef, and everything else that +is English, and so give the English nobility a chance of getting out of +their estates all that they are capable of producing." + +The logic of this, if not quite sound, was also satisfying from his +point of view. There seemed, however, no prospect just then that the +food of the people would be taxed for the benefit of the noble and +indispensable class to which he belonged. The working classes for some +selfish reason, appeared to object to it. They were possessed by the +stupid idea that the higher their wages and the cheaper their food, the +better off they would be; and against such unreasoning prejudice as +that, logic spent its strength in vain. + +Failing, therefore, any Government help in the shape of protection, he +would have to guard his interests in some other way, and Madeline +appeared to be an excellent way out of the difficulty. In fact, she +almost reconciled him to the idea of free imports. If England had +suffered loss through the importation of American wheat, it was only +fair that England should be compensated by having the pick of America's +richest and fairest women. Since there was no duty on corn, it was only +just and right that heiresses should be free. + +But as the time drew near when Sir Charles hoped to see the full +fruition of his little scheme, he grew increasingly nervous. Until the +last few weeks everything had gone as smoothly as heart could desire. +Madeline seemed like a ripe apple that would drop directly the tree was +touched. Without any undue influence, with scarcely a suggestion from +anyone, she was inclining in the very direction most desired. + +Then suddenly she had become captious and uncertain. The moment she +reached the point when she was desired to make up her mind definitely +she drew back. The increasing warmth of the Captain's letters she had +appeared to reciprocate to the full. She had talked about him with a +simple ingenuousness that had delighted the baronet's heart. The +proposal seemed to have arrived in the very nick of time. She had +gathered from Sir Charles, in detached fragments, the full story of her +father's wish in the matter. She had been given one glimpse of London, +with its life and gaiety, she had been supplied with every newspaper +cutting that spoke of Captain Tregony's prowess as a hunter of big game, +and she had tacitly accepted the situation, as though Providence had +shaped her lot, and shaped it to her entire satisfaction. And then she +hesitated, and became silent, and demanded time for further +consideration. + +Sir Charles had broached the subject in the most delicate manner +possible when they happened to be alone. Gervase's letter to the family +had been left on the drawing-room table. The Baronet picked it up and +read it again. + +"Gervase seems terribly impatient to get home this time," he remarked, +casually. + +Madeline glanced up from her book, but did not reply. + +"I really do not wonder," Sir Charles went on. "Poor old boy, it is +nearly three years since he saw you, and he must be pining for a sight +of your face." + +"He seems a little home-sick," Madeline said, indifferently. + +"I don't think it is that altogether. Now that he has definitely +proposed to you, it brings all the longing to a head, if I may say so. I +hope you have written to him and put an end to his suspense?" + +"No, I have not replied yet. I thought of writing this afternoon." + +"I wish you would; I am sorry you have not written before." + +"I have been too busy with other things, Sir Charles." + +"Oh, well, I am not complaining, my dear. Take your own time, of course. +But, naturally, I feel for my son, and I know how anxious he will be. It +will be nice for him to meet you here in his ancestral home as his +affianced wife." + +"I suppose it would simplify matters, wouldn't it?" + +"It would simplify matters a very great deal," Sir Charles said, in a +tone of relief. "There is no reason why you should not go away on the +Continent in the early spring for your honeymoon, and so escape our +bitter east winds." + +"That would be lovely, wouldn't it?" + +"Lovely! Ah! well, I almost envy you young people. If one could only be +young a second time how much he would appreciate it! But I will not +detain you now if you are going to write letters," and he thrust +Gervase's epistle into his pocket, and walked slowly out of the room. + +Later in the day he discovered that instead of writing letters she had +been visiting Rufus Sterne at St. Gaved, and his anger almost got the +better of him. By a tremendous effort, however, he kept himself well in +hand, and talked to her with a seriousness that did full justice to the +occasion. + +Two days later he learned that she had not yet replied to Gervase's +letter; he made no remark, however, but on the following day he made a +proposition that they should spent the late autumn in London. + +The experiment, however, had not been altogether satisfactory. Madeline +had not been at all like her old self. She was moody and absent-minded, +and by no means easy to please. That she had written to Gervase he knew, +and written more than once, but she gave no hint to anyone of the nature +of her communications. + +Sir Charles hoped for the best, but he was troubled all the time by +serious misgivings. Her very uncommunicativeness was a disturbing +factor. Several times he was strongly tempted to put a point-blank +question to her; but when it came to the point his courage failed him. +Moreover, his reason told him that the more anxious he appeared to be +the more stubborn and intractable she would become. The only thing he +could do was to wait patiently until Gervase's return, and trust to +luck or Providence for what would follow. + +Madeline welcomed the morning of their departure from London more +eagerly than any of the others. She was tired of the big city, with its +murk and gloom, its dreary streets and muddy crossings, and its +never-ceasing roar and turmoil. She longed for the "clean country," as +she expressed it, with its quietness and peace and far distances. In +truth, she hardly knew what she longed for. Some day her desire would +take definite shape, then she would understand. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + GROWING SUSPICIONS + + +In the big house there were many things to be done in preparation for +Christmas. Mottoes had to be selected and cut out of coloured paper, and +surrounded with evergreens and hung in the hall, and naturally this task +fell to the lot of Madeline and Beryl. Then, it was decided to have a +house-party the day but one after Christmas Day, and invitations had to +be sent out to all the gentry of the neighbourhood. Lady Tregony +undertook this pleasant duty, but soon found the work of filling in +cards and addressing envelopes altogether too exhausting; so Madeline, +who was swift with her pen, was pressed into the service. In addition to +all this, various tokens of affection and regard had to be sent to the +extremely poor of the parish--nothing of very much value, it is +true--still, the simplest parcel took time to make up and address. + +The result of all this was that the house was kept in a state of bustle +from morning till night, and Madeline had no time to pay a single visit +to any of her acquaintances in the village. + +She did steal out of the house one evening after dinner, and tramped in +the bright moonlight nearly to St. Gaved and back again, but the walk +did not yield her much satisfaction. She had an uncomfortable feeling +that she passed Rufus Sterne on the way, and that he took pains not to +be recognised. She turned and looked after the retreating figure, and +felt certain she was not mistaken, but he did not halt for a moment or +look back. + +It was a simple and trifling thing in itself, but it set her thinking. +Of course, he might not have recognised her, as she for the moment had +not recognised him. On the other hand, her face was toward the +moonlight, his was in shadow. She scarcely saw his face at all, her face +would be plainly visible. Moreover he hurried past, with his hat pulled +low, as if he had no wish to be recognised. What did it mean? + +The more she thought about the matter, the more she was convinced that +the man she met was Rufus Sterne, and that he deliberately avoided the +chance of recognition. Was he offended with her, then? Was he sorry that +they had ever become acquainted, and wished the acquaintanceship to end? +Did he regard her as a sort of stormy petrel, heralding bad weather and +bad fortune? Did he think that safety and success could be secured only +by keeping out of her way? + +That he would have good reason for cherishing such sentiments there was +no denying. She had been his evil genius in the most critical period of +his life. She had thrust him back into idleness and helplessness when +every day was of the utmost value to him. + +"I really don't wonder that he shuns me," she said to herself, +regretfully. "I really don't, and if his invention should fail, he will +hate me more than ever." + +Under ordinary circumstances her pride would have asserted itself, and +she would have resolved--since he had ignored her--never to speak to him +again. But the circumstances were not ordinary. The ties of gratitude, +if nothing else, bound her to him for all time; the loss that he had +suffered on her account made it impossible for her to treat him as she +might have treated an ordinary acquaintance. He had good reasons, no +doubt, for ignoring her, but that only made the pain the harder to bear. + +Two days before Christmas it became evident to her that there was a +little conspiracy on foot to prevent her going into St. Gaved. She had +not noticed at first any significance in the fact that there was always +someone at hand to run errands for her and Beryl. But when, for the +sixth or seventh time in succession, her suggestion that she should run +into St. Gaved was met by the reply, "Oh, don't trouble, dear," or "You +are too tired, dear," or "Peter will see to that, dear," or, "We shall +not require it to-day, dear," she began to think that solicitude on her +account had become a trifle overstrained. + +When once her suspicions were aroused, she began to put the matter to +the test. During the morning of Christmas Eve she discovered on four +separate occasions that she was short of something that she particularly +needed, and each time, when she suggested that she should run into St. +Gaved and get it, a servant was dispatched with most unusual haste to +make the purchase. + +Madeline smiled to herself, but said nothing. But it set her thinking on +fresh lines. She began to recall all that had happened since her last +visit to Rufus Sterne, then her thoughts travelled farther back still, +and after a very little while she saw, or fancied she saw, a tolerably +consistent purpose, not to say conspiracy. When once she had got a clue, +or what she fancied was a clue, it was easy to read meanings into a +thousand little circumstances that otherwise would have had no +significance whatever. + +She had been under the pleasing delusion that she had gone her own way, +that practically she had followed her own wishes in everything--that her +own wishes happened to exactly coincide with the wishes of her friends +was simply a matter for congratulation. No attempt had been made to +bring pressure to bear on her at any point. When Sir Charles had talked +seriously to her, it was nearly always on questions of English etiquette +and customs--subjects she was profoundly ignorant of. If she decided to +go into St. Gaved now, she felt sure no direct attempt would be made to +stop her. + +To test the matter, she went to her room, put on her hat and jacket, and +announced to Sir Charles, whom she met in the Hall, that she was going +into the town for her own amusement. + +"All right, Madeline," he said, with a smile; "this is Liberty Hall, you +know." + +She was a little bit taken aback by his answer; it was so frank and +spontaneous that it almost disarmed her. + +She walked very slowly toward the village, her thoughts being intent on +the new problem. Ever since her meeting with Gervase Tregony nearly +three years ago, her life had moved steadily in the same direction, and +toward the same seemingly inevitable end. This she had regarded in the +past as providential, and had accepted the omen with thankfulness. + +But she fancied now she saw a human motive running through all. Since +her meeting with Gervase, she had practically never a chance of becoming +acquainted with another man. As a matter of fact, the only man she had +become intimate with was Rufus Sterne, and directly that intimacy was +discovered, she was whisked off to London and kept out of his way. She +was being guarded and protected until Gervase's return. + +Gervase was expected home that very day. He had landed at Marseilles the +previous day, and was coming straight through without a break. For a man +like Gervase such rush and hurry was most unusual. + +That a man like Gervase wanted to marry her was, no doubt, very +flattering. He was a great soldier, a man of immense courage, and a +distinguished-looking man to boot. On the other hand, she was a nobody, +her father had been an ordinary working man--that he had "got on" late +in life she knew. But what his financial position was she would not know +till she was twenty-one. So that looking at the matter merely from a +social point of view, it was a great condescension on the part of +Gervase. + +But not only did Gervase want to marry her, but it had become extremely +clear of late that Sir Charles was as eager as his son. In fact, events +were being rushed. It was understood when she arrived in England that +Gervase would not be home till the New Year. Now he was risking his neck +in an eager rush to be here by Christmas. Why all this haste? Why was +everybody so anxious she should marry the heir to a baronetcy, or, to +put it the other way about, why were all the Tregonys so eager to marry +the heir to an unknown American girl? + +That American girls by the shoal had married titled Englishmen she knew, +and titled foreigners of all sorts and conditions. But it was clear and +obvious to outsiders generally that the attractions had been dollars on +the one side and titles on the other--a fair exchange, no doubt. There +had been a _quid pro quo_ in each case. + +But in her case----! + +Then she pulled herself up suddenly, and a hot blush mantled her cheeks. +Was she any better than the rest? Had not her girlish imagination +been carried away by pictures of a baronial hall, ivy-grown and +weather-beaten? and had not the thought of being "My Lady Tregony" +dominated nearly everything else? + +"No," she said, at length, "I admired Gervase for his own sake. He is +brave and distinguished-looking and--and--oh! I like a man who is strong +and masterful." + +But the other question still remained unanswered. Why did Gervase want +to marry her? He belonged to one of the oldest families in the county. +Why did he not seek a wife in his own circle? Lord this and the Duke of +that who went to America for their wives, married dollars. But----She +stopped again, and looked round her, but no one was in sight. A keen +north wind was blowing, and the pale wintry sun had not yet melted the +hoar-frost from the grass, and yet she felt as hot as though she had +been thrust suddenly into a Turkish bath. + +Was it possible that dollars lay at the bottom of all this haste and +anxiety? For some reason she had been kept in ignorance of her father's +financial position. He had never talked to her about the matter. She was +at school when he died, and remained at school long after he was laid in +his grave. Why she had been kept at school so long was always something +of a puzzle to her. + +That she would have enough money to live upon comfortably she knew. She +was allowed a thousand dollars a year now as pin-money--a sum much too +large for her needs in St. Gaved, though in London she could easily +spend it all. But that she was rich, or in any sense of the word an +heiress, was an idea that had never occurred to her. It did not seem at +all likely that she could be, or her allowance would be very much +larger. On the other hand there might be method in the modest pittance +that was meted out to her. To keep her in ignorance of the extent of her +possessions might be part of the game. If she were rich and knew it she +might be too ready to discover a reason why Gervase wanted to marry her. + +"I wonder if suspicion always comes with knowledge and experience," she +said to herself. "Is it one of the penalties of being grown up? When I +was a girl I wasn't suspicious of anything or anybody. Now I'm certain +of nothing, not even of myself." + +She walked on more rapidly after awhile, but she took no notice of +anything on the way. She was too absorbed with her own thoughts. + +"I am glad, at any rate, I did not give Gervase a definite promise," she +said to herself. "I hardly know why I didn't, for I meant to at first. +But it is best I should see him again before deciding. Best that I +should find out everything I can. I think he wants me for my own sake. +I'm almost sure he does, but it's well to be quite sure." + +"Well, anyhow, I shall see him again this evening," she said to herself, +after a long pause. "I wonder if he has changed? I wonder if I have +changed?" + +She reached the outskirts of the village, then turned back, and in a +moment or two came face to face with Sir Charles. The meeting was +unexpected, and the Baronet looked a little confused. + +"What, turning back so soon?" he questioned, nonchalantly. + +"I only came out for a little exercise and fresh air," she answered. + +"And you find the air too keen, eh?" + +"Oh! not at all; I am enjoying it immensely." + +So they passed each other. But a little way on, Madeline paused and +looked back, but Sir Charles was out of sight. + +"Now, I wonder if he followed me on purpose?" she said to herself. "Has +he begun to suspect me? Did he imagine I had gone to call on Mr. Sterne +in defiance of his wishes? I wish I hadn't grown suspicious; it spoils +everything." + +She was so busy with her thoughts that she scarcely noticed the turn in +the road leading back to the Hall. Also there was no particular reason +why she should return at once. So she tramped on into the country. The +roads were dry and frosty. The keen wind hummed in the bare hazel bushes +that crowned the tall hedges, the too brief glimmer of sunshine was +fading on the hillside. + +Her thoughts alternated between the Squire, Gervase and Rufus Sterne. It +seemed to her as though a big stone had been dropped into the still and +placid pool of her life and that the troubled waters refused to settle +again. It seemed but yesterday that the plan of her life lay before her +like an open book. Everything was just as it ought to be and there was +no hitch anywhere. Now the book was shut, the map was destroyed, and her +future lay before her a treeless, trackless, mist-shrouded desert. What +was the reason of it? Was Sir Charles to blame, or Gervase, or Rufus +Sterne? Or should she take all the blame to herself? + +She was disturbed in her meditations by the sound of a quick and firm +step behind her. Her first impulse was to turn her head, but she +resisted it. The steps drew nearer; the hard road echoed distinctly. She +drew slowly to the side of the road, so that the pedestrian, whoever he +might be, might pass her. It was time she turned round and retraced her +steps to the Hall, but she would wait a few minutes longer, until the +man had passed her. Now he was almost by her side. She turned her head +slightly and their eyes met. In a moment her face brightened, and her +lips parted in an eager smile. He dropped a small bag he was carrying, +so that he might grasp her outstretched hand. It was fate or destiny, +and there was no use fighting against it. + +"I have been wondering if I was ever to see you again," she said, in her +bright, unconventional way. "You are quite well again, I see. Oh, I am +so thankful! I would have called round, only--well, you see the +conventions of this old country have to be observed even by an +American." + +"And you find them rather irksome?" he questioned, an eager light +brightening his eyes. + +"Well, on the whole I fear I do. But we have to take things as we find +them, I suppose. Discipline, they say, is good for us." + +"I believe that is a generally accepted doctrine," he said, with a +laugh. + +"But you doubt it?" she asked, looking coyly up into his face. + +"I did not say so," he answered, jocularly. "Do you think I am such a +doubter that I doubt everything?" + +"Well, no," she answered, slowly. "I will not go quite so far as that. I +guess there are still a few things you stick to." + +"We all believe what we cannot help believing," he answered, +enigmatically. + +"Oh, what a profound utterance!" she said, laughing brightly in his +face. + +"It is rather profound, isn't it? But how have you enjoyed yourself in +London?" + +"Oh! moderately well. For the first two weeks or so we had rather a gay +time, then things got flat, or I got flat. And then the weather, you +know, was atrocious. Those London fogs are a treat!" + +"So I've heard. I've had no experience of them." + +"Well, you needn't be envious. But how about your invention? I've been +looking for your name in the papers. When are you going to astonish us +all?" + +His face clouded in a moment and his eyes caught a far-away look. "It is +never safe to prophesy," he said, after a pause. + +"But you are still quite sure of success?" she questioned, a little +anxiously. + +He smiled a little bit sadly, and answered, "A friend of mine sometimes +encourages me by telling me that there is nothing certain in this world +but death." + +"Your friend must be a pessimist," she said, "and I don't like +pessimists. But tell me candidly, has your success been imperilled in +any way by--by--your accident?" + +"No, I do not think so," he answered, quickly. "My work has been delayed +a little, that is all. If I fail, it will not be on that account." + +"But you are not going to fail, of course you are not." + +"I hope I shall not," he answered, seriously. "But in the chances of +life there must be a great many failures. Think of the millions of +toiling people in England to-day and how few of them have reached their +hearts' desire." + +"Yes, I suppose that is so," she answered, thoughtfully, "or perhaps the +bulk of them have never had any large desires. But don't you think that +most of the great men who have striven long enough have won in the end?" + +"I was not thinking of the great men," he answered. "It is given only to +a few men to be great, and of the rest, if they fail once, their chance +is gone." + +"And do you mean to tell me that if you don't succeed this time you +won't try again?" + +"If circumstances would let me, I would never cease trying," he +answered. "But we are all of us more or less the slaves of +circumstances, some more than others." + +"You told me once that you had staked your all on the success of this +enterprise." + +"That is true." + +"And if you fail, you will lose everything?" + +"Everything!" + +"You mean, of course, your time and your money, and your labour!" + +"Yes, I mean that," he said, smiling wistfully. + +"Oh, well! that is not everything, after all," she answered, brightly. +"You are young enough to begin again. And, after all, what we call +failures may be stepping-stones to success, and you will win in the end, +I know you will. God will not let you fail." + +"I wish I believed in God as you do," he said, with downcast eyes. + +"So long as God believes in you it won't matter so much," she answered, +cheerfully. "But I must be going back now. You are going further, I +presume?" + +"I am going to spend Christmas with my grandfather, at Tregannon." + +"Is that far?" + +"About six or seven miles." + +"And are you going to walk all the distance?" + +"I expect so, unless someone overtakes me who can give me a lift by the +way." + +"I hope you will have a very happy Christmas." + +"Thank you. Let me wish the same wish for you." + +"We shall be gay at any rate," she said, with a little sigh. "The +Captain returns this evening." + +"Ah! then you are sure to be happy. Good-bye!" + +He took her outstretched hand and held it for a long moment, looking +earnestly the while into her sweet, fearless eyes. Then without another +word he picked up his bag and hurried away. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + RETROSPECTIVE + + +Rufus tramped the seven long miles to Tregannon like one in a dream. Up +hill and down dale he swung his way, heedless of the milestones and +untroubled by distance. The short winter's day faded into darkness +before he had covered half the journey. A little later the moon sailed +slowly up in the eastern sky and flung weird shadows across the road, +but he paid no heed. Through sleepy villages and hamlets he tramped, by +lonely cottages and splashing water-wheels, but his thoughts were back +in the quiet lane outside St. Gaved, and the warm hand of Madeline +Grover still trembled in his. + +He had tried to forget her, tried to keep out of her way; but what was +the use? She had come into his life for good or ill, and she had come to +stay. Until he ceased to draw breath she would dominate his heart, and +it was only waste of strength and energy to fight against his fate. + +He hardly knew whether he was sorry or glad. If he had to leave the +world, loving her would make it all the harder, he knew. If his +enterprise succeeded and his life stretched out to its natural span, the +burden of an unrequited love would always press heavy upon him. And yet +to love at all was worth living for. The thrill of her touch, the glance +of her sweet, honest eyes, made heaven for the moment. Let the future +go. Sufficient unto the day was the evil thereof. Twelve months hence +he might be sleeping in the dust, and she might be the wife of Gervase +Tregony. It was foolish, therefore, to anticipate the future. To-day +alone was his, and he would make the most of it, and let his heart go +out in free, unfettered affection, giving all and asking for nothing in +return. It was in the inspiration and exaltation of this feeling that he +swung along the quiet country lanes. No one could hinder him from +loving, and love was its own reward. The joy was not so much in +receiving as in giving. When love became selfish it ceased to be love. +Madeline might never be his in the conventional sense. She might never +know how much she had been to him, might never guess how much he loved +her. That might not be all loss; it might, indeed, be gain. He felt +already that he was a better man for this great passion that had come +into his life--less selfish, less self-centred, less bitter and +infinitely more pitiful. + +He found his grandfather, Rev. Reuben Sterne, still active and alert, in +spite of the eighty-four winters that had passed over his head. He was +no less sure of his election now than he was sixty years ago, when he +was first called to the ministry, and he was as anxious to remain a +little longer on the earth as he was in the flowery days of his youth. + +He extended to his grandson a grave and unemotional welcome, and then +led the way into the little sitting-room, where his wife sat deep in an +easy chair, a little, shrunken thing, who looked as if all the sap had +dried out of her veins. Her welcome, however, was much warmer than her +husband's, and the tears came into her faded eyes when he bent down to +kiss her. + +While supper was being got ready Rufus stretched himself in an easy +chair before the fire and listened while the old people talked. + +"Ah me, Rufus," Mrs. Sterne said, in her thin, quavering voice. "It is +just sixteen years ago yesterday since news came that your father was +dead. How time flies, to be sure, and your poor mother survived the +shock just six months and a day." + +Rufus had heard the story recalled nearly every Christmas Eve since. +Whoever might forget, the little grandmother remembered, Joshua +Sterne--Rufus's father--was her firstborn and only child, and the wound +caused by his death never seemed to heal. + +Rufus listened with no poignant sense of grief. His father had crossed +the Atlantic to seek his fortune when he, Rufus, was little more than +out-of-arms, and he had never returned. Rufus fancied that he remembered +him. But he was never quite sure. The recollection--if such it was--was +so vague and indistinct that it seemed little more than the shadow of a +dream. + +He remembered well enough the day when the news came of his father's +death. Remembered the grief and anguish of his mother, which, boy-like, +he did his best to soothe, but which he could not understand. + +Six months later the broken-hearted mother slipped unexpectedly away +into the land of shadows, and Rufus, bewildered and rebellious, was +taken away from the silent house to live with his grandparents. That +seemed like the beginning of all his griefs. He had often wondered since +what his life would have been like if his mother had lived. How he would +have rejoiced to toil for her and fight her battles. But it was not to +be. In the cold and gloomy shadow of his grandfather's home it seemed to +him that the better side of his nature had never a chance of developing. +The sunshine was absent. The real joy of existence was unknown. + +Reuben Sterne was a disciplinarian of the severest type. A minister of +the Gospel who had no real Gospel to preach. A theologian who had no +true vision of God. A man severe and stern by nature, and made doubly so +by an austere and loveless creed. "God was a jealous God." That lay at +the foundation of all his beliefs and coloured all his actions. The +burden of the Divine decrees lay heavy upon his heart in the brightest +days, and touched every song to sadness. Of his own election he did not +doubt. Of his call to preach to the elect he was equally sure. But his +only son, Joshua, the child of many prayers, gave no evidence of saving +grace, and died uncalled to the favours of the heavenly fold, while his +grandson, Rufus, appeared, even from boyhood, to be as pagan as his +name. This was a great grief to the old man, though he would not have +made any sign of it for the world. It was his place to bow, not only in +submission, but in thankfulness to the heavenly will. To kiss the hand +that smote, and adore the unrelenting power that consigned to eternal +burning those who were dear to him as his own life. + +At bottom his heart was better than his creed, but he was afraid of +showing tenderness or affection lest he should be running counter to the +Divine Will, or giving encouragement to the enemies of the cross to +blaspheme. + +Twice every Sunday Rufus was led to the Baptist chapel to hear his +grandfather preach, and early indicated the fate to which he was +predestined by falling asleep under the old man's most terrible sermons. +Among the memories that stood out most clearly in his brain was that of +his grandfather in the pulpit. A tall, straight man, with clean-shaved, +severe face, and eyes that never smiled. He always wore a frock-coat, +tightly buttoned, a tall, stiff collar, and a large white bow, the ends +of which touched the lapels of his coat. His grey hair was brushed +smoothly from his forehead, his mouth was set in severe lines, his +shoulders squared as if for battle. And indeed, every sermon was a +battle. He was appointed of God to fight "spiritual wickedness in high +places." He asked no quarter and gave none. His voice rang with the +thunders of the law. Sinai was nearer to his heart than Calvary. + +Rufus gave evidence of intellectual revolt before he had reached his +teens. + +"What is the use of preaching, grandfather?" he asked the old man, one +Sunday morning, over the dinner table. + +"The use of preaching?" the Rev. Reuben questioned, aghast at the +audacity of the young speaker; while Mrs. Sterne laid down her knife and +fork, and stared. + +"Well, suppose you didn't preach, what would happen?" the boy went on, +unconscious of the storm he was raising. + +"Happen? Happen? Be silent, boy; you know not of what you are speaking." + +"But if you didn't preach, would the elect be lost?" the boy persisted. + +"Of course not. How could they be lost? 'Whom He did foreknow, He also +did predestinate.'" + +"And will you save any of those who are not elected by preaching to +them?" the boy went on. + +"It is not in man's power to save at all," the old man said, severely. +"Salvation belongeth unto the Lord." + +"Well, then, I don't see a bit of use in preaching or in going to +chapel." + +The old man raised his eyes and stared. "You ungrateful, unregenerate +youth," he said. "How dare you speak in such a way, and at my table?" + +"But, grandfather," said the boy, with astonishment in his eyes, "why am +I ungrateful because I ask questions?" + +"Why? Because your questions savour of an unregenerate and unbelieving +heart; because they make light of the Word of truth; because the Spirit +of God is not in you." + +"But how can I help that, grandfather? Do you think it is that I am not +called?" + +"I fear you are not," he said, with a groan. "I fear you are not." + +"But you are not sure, grandfather?" + +"No, I am not sure; but there is no evidence of saving grace in you." + +"But if I am elected I shall be all right in the end, sha'n't I?" + +"Yes, yes; the gracious Spirit always finds those who have the mark of +the seal." + +"Then, I don't think I shall go to chapel to-night." + +"Not go to chapel!" and the old man's eyes flashed fire. "Not go to +chapel? Did my ears deceive me? Is it for this I have cared for you +since the death of your mother? Boy, boy, be careful how you disobey +me!" + +"But, but----" + +"Not another word," the old man said, raising his right hand in a +threatening attitude. "Not another word, or I will punish you as you +were never punished before. How dare you blaspheme, and at my very +board?" + +That was the beginning of open strife and rebellion. The boy went to +chapel that night, and for many years after, but never in the same +spirit again. Scarcely a Sunday passed that both his heart and +intellect did not revolt against his grandfather's teachings, and there +was no one to show him the other side of the shield. Had some whisper +come to him in those days that truth was many-sided, that the Kingdom of +God was broader than Church or Creed, and that the heart of the Eternal +was not to be measured by an ecclesiastical tape-line, he might have +been saved many long years of darkness and doubt. But in the village of +Tregannon, teachers and seers were few, and books that would have helped +him were out of his reach. + +So he grew first into the belief that he belonged to the non-elect, and +later into the belief that the whole fabric of the Christian religion +was a delusion and a snare. + +Yet no cloud of unbelief dimmed for a moment the purity of his soul. He +loved goodness none the less because he hated human creeds. Right was +right, whatever preachers preached or failed to preach; and wrong was +wrong though stamped with the Church's approval. + +It was a great grief to the Rev. Reuben and to his wife when Rufus +demonstrated by open and unabashed revolt that he belonged to the +non-elect. They had suspected it early in his career; they had prepared +themselves for the blow when it should fall. The tender-hearted little +grandmother had hoped and prayed till the last, and even continued to +pray when she believed that praying was vain and feared that it might be +an offence to the Lord. + +The Rev. Reuben was made of sterner stuff. "Ephraim," he said, "is +joined to his idols, let him alone." + +So the quiet, uneventful years passed away, and the boy grew into a man. +A man of fine presence, of considerable intellectual attainments--for +Reuben Sterne gave the lad the best education he could afford--and of +unblemished character. + +Rufus wanted to be an engineer, but that was beyond his grandfather's +means. His grandmother wanted to apprentice him to a draper, but the boy +protested so vehemently that that laudable desire was never carried out. +In the end, he found his way into a Redbourne Bank, where he became +acquainted with Felix Muller, who was a solicitor's clerk in the town, +and who later on succeeded to his master's business. From Redbourne, +Rufus removed to St. Gaved as Secretary to the Wheal Gregory Tin Mining +Company, Limited, and it was while there that he conceived a scheme for +the bettering of his own fortunes and those of the county as a whole. + +Rufus could not help recalling the past as he stretched his legs before +the fire and listened in dreamy fashion to the talk of the old people. +All the years that had fled and gone seemed to live again. All the +people that he knew in his boyhood's days gathered round him once more. +Voices long since hushed in the great silence spoke to him as they used +to do; and eyes that long since had fallen into dust smiled with all +their old sweetness. + +He always felt a boy again when he came home to Tregannon. The old +people were unchanged. They did not look a day older than ten years +previously. The house and its ways had been stereotyped for a +generation. The same coarse rug was before the fire, on which he had +sprawled as a lad. The same kettle sang on the hob, the same poker and +tongs shone in the firelight. + +The old people still talked on, recalling the events of other years, the +one supplying what the other had forgotten. Rufus interposed a +monosyllable now and then, but his thoughts in the main were far away +from theirs. Suddenly his interest was aroused by an allusion his +grandfather made to some wasteful and abortive lawsuit that followed his +father's death. + +"The ways of the law may be crooked in this country," he said, with +energy; "and English lawyers may be blood-suckers in the main, but in +America things are fifty times worse." + +"Why do you think that?" he questioned, raising his eyes with interest. + +"Why, because I've proved it. Your father's title was clear enough, +there's no doubt about that. He made his money honestly too. If he'd +lived a month or two longer he'd have returned home a rich man." + +"Well?" + +"Well, just because some swindler disputed his right, and a blackmailer +presented a bogus account, and somebody else claimed on the estate, on +the ground of a letter which was clearly a forgery, the lawyers went to +work with glee, and the State judge or attorney, or whoever he may be, +aided and abetted the plunder. A grosser piece of corruption there never +was in this world." + +"And they ate it all up between them?" + +"Every dollar. At least, I presume so. It was postponed--I mean the +settlement--and postponed month after month, and year after year; and +taken to this court and that, the lawyers licking their lips all the +time--What cared they for the widow and the fatherless? And when there +was nothing left of the estate, why the litigation ceased." + +"That's usually the case, isn't it?" + +"But in our English courts there is a chance of an honest man coming by +his rights." + +"Not much if he should happen to be a poor man." + +"Then you believe we are as bad as the Americans?" + +"Every whit. Lawyers and law courts, all the world over mean the same +thing." + +"But isn't one of your best friends a lawyer?" + +"You refer to Felix Muller? Well, yes. Muller has been a very good +friend to me. But when it comes to business, like the rest of them, he +will have his pound of flesh." + +"Ah, well!" the old man answered, with a sigh. "It's a sad world. Though +many may be called, few are chosen, and Satan must work his will till +the appointed time." + +"He seems to have had a pretty long innings," Rufus said, with a laugh. + +"And yet, beyond his chain he cannot go," the old man answered. And then +supper was brought on to the table. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + THE OLD AND THE NEW + + +Rufus awoke next morning to the sound of Christmas bells ringing wildly +down the valley and out across the hills. It was a pleasant sound, and +awoke many tender memories in his heart. Instinctively his thoughts +turned back to the Gospel story, and to the Christ who had changed the +history of the world. Whatever might be said of the doctrines and dogmas +that his grandfather had preached for fifty years with so much vehemence +and energy, there could be no doubt as to the ethical value of Christ's +life and sayings. + +He had not looked into the New Testament for a good many years now, but +it suddenly occurred to him that it was scarcely fair to hold Christ +responsible for all the foolish things done and taught in His name. He +recalled without effort whole paragraphs of the Sermon on the Mount, for +he had been compelled, as a boy, to get off whole chapters both of the +Old and New Testament by heart, and he felt that nothing nobler had been +taught in all the history of the world. Besides all that, there was +something infinitely beautiful and touching in the tragedy of Christ's +life and death. He was a martyr for scorned ideals. He gave up his life +rather than compromise with evil, or be a party to the hypocrisies of +His time. He was, undoubtedly, the friend of the poor, and outcast, and +oppressed, and was the only religious man of His time who had the +courage to speak a kind word to publicans and harlots. + +Rufus began to have an uncomfortable feeling that he had scarcely +treated this sacred figure with ordinary chivalry or fair play. The very +ideals he stood for and advocated were among those the Man of Nazareth +lived for and died for. From what, then, had he revolted? Against what +had he protested? + +He closed his eyes while the bells rang on, and tried to think. He could +recall no word of Christ to which he could take exception, no single act +that was not in itself a message of goodwill to men. Here was a life +absolutely unselfish, and sacrificed in the pursuit of the noblest +ideal. Here was teaching that struck at the greed and hypocrisy and lust +of a corrupt age. Here was an influence, if taken by itself, which must +always be for the common good. + +Why, then, had he revolted? He had called Christianity a delusion and a +snare. A benumbing superstition, an invention of priests for the +enslavement of men and women. In his defence of the position he had +taken up he had pointed out that Christianity had stood for slavery, for +war, for oppression, for persecution, for greed, and for the rule of the +strong over the rights and consciences of the weak. Had he been wrong in +this contention? And if not, where was the discrepancy? + +Could it be true that Christ stood for one thing, and Christianity for +another? In other words, was the thing that bore the name of +Christianity, Christianity at all? Did it bear anything but the most +distant resemblance to that sweet and ennobling influence that Jesus +breathed into the life of the world? + +He became interested in the problem. The bells ceased their wild revel, +and a little company of carol singers broke out in the front garden: + + Hark! the glad sound, the Saviour comes, + The Saviour promised long, + Let every heart prepare a throne, + And every voice a song. + +They sang well and tunefully, sustaining all the parts, and throwing +heart and enthusiasm into the exercise. He listened with interest and +pleasure. A new chord seemed to have been struck in his nature. A fresh +window had been opened in his mind. A year ago the carol might have +irritated him, and he would probably have laid the flattering unction to +his soul, that he had outgrown a mouldy and moth-eaten superstition. + +He wondered if loving Madeline Grover had made his heart sensitive to +new influences, or if it was the possibility of a speedy escape from +life that had turned his heart anew to these questions. + +The carol-singers had come to honour his grandfather. He was no longer +their pastor. He had preached till he was eighty--preached till his once +crowded congregation had dwindled down to a mere handful, and the glory +of "Zion," as the chapel was called, had become but a memory. Yet his +name was revered still. For fifty years and more he had lived in +Tregannon, and had lived a life of strict and severe integrity, and, +though the younger generation had drifted away from his ministry, and +"Zion" was no longer enthusiastic about the terms of its title-deeds, +yet there was no one who had not a good word to speak of the +white-haired supernumerary. + +He heard the door open at length. The old servant had gone down to let +the singers in, and he knew there would be cocoa and saffron cake, and a +word of welcome and exhortation from his grandfather. It was pleasant, +after all, to be remembered with so much affection after a life of +eighty-four years. + +Rufus wondered if his name would ever be held in any degree of esteem by +his fellows, or if he would live unhonoured, and die unlamented. Why was +it his grandfather's name was so much revered? Was it the manner of his +life or the character of his preaching that had touched the heart and +imagination of Tregannon? + +He had not much difficulty in answering that question. Nobody cared +about his sermons now. The few that were remembered, were remembered +only to be discussed and discarded. His criticisms of Luther, his fierce +attacks on Arminianism, his deadly assaults on Darwin and Huxley, who +were beginning to be talked about, his righteous scorn at infant +baptism, his ponderous defence of verbal inspiration, his laboured +expositions of the prophecies of Daniel, his flounderings in the deep +waters of the Apocalypse, his weighty disquisitions on foreknowledge and +predestination, and his nicely-balanced definitions of such terms as +atonement, justification, regeneration and the like--what did they all +amount to now? Who recalled them or were made the better by them? The +thing that mattered was goodness. In so far as he had set an example of +uprightness of character, of simplicity of aim, of unselfishness in his +dealings with his fellows, he had lived to purpose. The sermon that all +Tregannon remembered was his upright life. Austere he had always been, +carrying himself with a certain reserve that no one could break down, +but beneath a cold and placid surface there had beaten a genuinely human +heart. To the poor and suffering and heartbroken he had proved himself +through two generations a genuine friend. Hence it was that though he +had lived in retirement for the last four years his name was held in +reverence still. + +Rufus found himself debating the question from a fresh standpoint. Was +Christianity what his grandfather preached, or what he lived? He had +heard him declare from the pulpit, with passionate vehemence, that good +works were filthy rags, and that morality might be a millstone around +the neck to sink the soul in deeper perdition. Yet who cared for his +grandfather's theology in Tregannon? The thing that made his name +revered was that very morality which he had so often warned his hearers +against. + +"There's a screw loose somewhere," Rufus said to himself, with a smile. +"Perhaps I had better read the New Testament again and try to find out +what Christianity is. What passes in its name I like as little as ever I +did. Its priestly assumptions, its grotesque dogmas, its truculent +grovelling at the feet of wealth, its pitiful squabblings about forms +and orders, its defence of oppression and war, and most other +abominations, its silence and helplessness in face of public corruption. +Great Scott! what does it all mean? Think of Christianity in Russia +siding with the brutes who rule that unhappy land; think of it in +France, where the people in disgust are trying to kick it out; think of +it in England, allied to the State, intriguing for power and resorting +to every kind of sharp practice to gain its own ends, and think of Jesus +dying for a great ideal. I'll give up the problem, it's beyond me." And +he got out of bed and began to dress. After breakfast he rather +astonished the old people by announcing that he would go to chapel. + +"I hope you will go, Rufus, in a proper spirit," the old man said, +severely. + +"I hope so," was the answer; "though I am bound to confess I am prompted +mainly by a desire to hear your new minister." + +The Rev. Reuben looked grave. "It is possible he may say something you +may approve of. I grieve to say that even the pulpit is touched by what +is called the modern spirit." + +"But I hear that 'Zion' is regaining some of its former glory." + +"The congregations are large, I admit; but I fear in these days the +people have itching ears." + +"That has been true, I am told, of every generation." + +"It may be so. Yet thirty years ago--aye, twenty years ago--the people +endured sound doctrine even when it was galling to the flesh." + +"And to-day, grandfather?" + +The old man shook his head and smiled sadly. "I fear me they have no +stomach for strong meat," he said, pathetically. + +"Well, it is not a bit of use trying to swallow what we cannot digest," +Rufus said, with a laugh. "However, I will hear this Rev. Marshall Brook +for myself." + +He felt painfully conspicuous as he walked into the chapel behind the +stooping form of his grandfather--the little grandmother was too feeble +to attend. He thought that everybody was eyeing him with an unnecessary +amount of curiosity. He slipped into the far corner of the pew, the +place where he had spent many a weary and painful hour in the years gone +by, and for awhile he kept his eyes fixed upon the floor. A quiet, +slow-moving voluntary was being played on the organ, around him was a +faint rustle of silks and the shuffling of feet. From the vestibule came +a subdued hum of voices as acquaintances met and exchanged Christmas +greetings. + +Rufus was carried back again to the days of his boyhood and youth. The +present was forgotten. He had never been away from Tregannon. He was +still a lad. He had a jack-knife in his pocket and a white alley and a +piece of cobbler's wax and several yards of string. That was Billy +Beswarick's suppressed cough coming from a neighbouring pew, and he was +sure Dick Daddo was behind him waiting to pull his hair. + +He raised his eyes at length, and the illusion partially vanished; but +not altogether. There was the same organ--how often he had counted its +gilt dummy pipes; new brass book-rests had been placed in the gallery +front for the convenience of the choir--that was an innovation, and +brought him down to more modern days. The iron pillars that supported +the galleries were festooned with evergreens, and over the arch of the +organ loft was a text of Scripture, conspicuous in white against a +scarlet background:--"On earth peace and good will toward men." + +The text set Rufus thinking again. He rather wondered that anyone had +the courage to put it up. Perhaps the young people had done it, +unthinkingly, for no sentiment could be more incongruous or out of +place. The air was full of the clash of arms, the newspapers contained +little else than records of battle and slaughter. Ministers all over the +country were preaching sermons on patriotism and Imperialism. Churches +and Sunday-schools were organising boys' brigades, and children were +being taught how to shoot. Here and there a solitary voice protested +against all war as unchristian, but the voice in the main was unheeded. +How could war be unchristian? How could killing on a large scale be +anything but an ennobling occupation? How could defending homes that +were not attacked and destroying homes that were not defended, be +anything less than heroic? How could stealing your neighbour's +birthright and possessing his inheritance be anything but righteous? + +"There's evidently a screw loose somewhere," he said to himself, with a +smile. "If that text sets forth the objective of Christ's mission, then +a good deal that passes muster as Christianity to-day is loathsome +hypocrisy." + +Then his attention was arrested by the entrance of the minister into the +pulpit. A young man with a frank, boyish face, large, square forehead, a +wide mouth, strong chin and jaw--all this he took in at a glance. A +moment later he noticed that his dress was unclerical, his hands small +and brown, his eyes deep-set and dark. + +Rufus felt interested in the man. Accustomed as he had been during all +the years of his boyhood and youth to seeing the tall, stiff, clerical +figure of his grandfather in the pulpit, there seemed something +delightfully free and unconventional about this young man. The pulpit +"tone" was absent from his voice, the pulpit manner he had evidently not +yet learnt, the pulpit expression had to be acquired. + +Rufus got far back in his childhood days again during the singing and +prayers. But directly the text was announced and the minister began to +preach he felt wide awake and interested. To begin with, all his early +notions about preaching were rudely upset. Taking his grandfather as a +model this young man did not preach at all. He just talked and talked in +a most delightfully easy and quickening way. + +The farther he advanced the more interested Rufus became. There were no +attempts at oratory, no flights of rhetoric, no simulated passion, no +declamation, but just earnest, lucid talk. He forgot that he was in a +chapel and this man in a pulpit. They might be anywhere--in a workshop +or by the fireside--and the man was talking to them on a subject of deep +and perennial interest. He did not dogmatise; he did not ignore +objections and difficulties. He faced every problem fairly and +fearlessly, and gave his reason for the faith that was in him. + +"The desire of all nations shall come," was the text. What was the +desire of all nations? What was the deep, passionate longing of all +thoughtful, serious people of all ages and of all countries? And how was +that longing met in Jesus of Nazareth? + +On the first point he touched Rufus to the quick. He described every +mental emotion through which he had passed, and showed how every merely +human philosophy had failed to satisfy the need of the human heart. +Every word of this part of the discourse was absolutely true to Rufus's +own experience. + +But when the preacher came to deal with the second part of his subject, +Rufus felt all his old scepticism returning with a rush; and yet so +reasonably did the preacher talk that he was compelled to listen. He did +not speak like an advocate with a bad case. There were no evasions, no +special pleadings, no attempts to browbeat witnesses, or to sail off on +side issues. He spoke as one who had fought his way through every phase +of doubt, and had reached the serene heights of absolute conviction. + +Christ had met his needs, and had answered his questions, had solved the +riddle of life. + +Rufus shook his head more than once unconsciously. The argument from +experience might be satisfactory enough to those who had the experience, +but he wanted proof. The experience of another man was of very little +value to him. + +If he could be sure that Christ spoke with absolute authority on these +questions that vexed the human mind, then would he find rest also, but +how was he to get that assurance. + +He walked home from chapel by his grandfather's side in silence. The old +man was as little disposed to talk as Rufus, but for a different reason. + +After dinner Rufus went for a long walk alone. He wanted to shake off +the effects of the sermon. Some of the conclusions of the preacher had +made him feel distinctly uncomfortable. The possibility of life being a +sacred trust for the use, or abuse, of which he would be held +responsible by a Supreme Being was distinctly disquieting, especially in +view of the unpleasant possibility that was hanging over his head. + +If life were not his own to do as he liked with--to spend or end how or +when seemed good in his own eyes--then his attempt to gamble with it was +more immoral than for a trustee or a lawyer to gamble with his client's +property. Rufus had always prided himself on his honour. It was his +sheet-anchor in all the mental storms through which he had passed; but +if in throwing his life into pawn he had pawned his honour at the same +time what was there left to him that was worth possessing? And if the +worst should come to the worst, if, as he sometimes feared, his +invention had been forestalled--not only a part of it, but the whole of +it--if the demands of what he called honour should necessitate the +giving up of his life, in what sort of moral dilemma would he find +himself? + +His compact with Muller began to appear in a more unpleasantly lurid +light than it had ever done before. Could a man steal money to pay his +debts with, and then boast of his honesty in paying? Could he discharge +a debt of honour by an act that in itself was criminal? + +It was dark when he got back to his grandfather's house, but the +influence of the sermon was still upon him. He had passed cottages by +the dozen from which had come sounds of mirth and festivity. Tregannon +appeared to be enjoying itself to the full. The young people, untroubled +about the future, were making merry in the hope and gladness of to-day; +while he, having lost the faith of his childhood, had drifted into +regions not only of hopelessness, but of peril. + +"It seems but a poor exchange," he said, sadly, "but I shall have to +make the best of it." + +When he opened the door he was surprised to hear the voices of his +grandfather and the Rev. Marshall Brook, in what seemed to him a very +animated and even heated discussion. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + AFTER THREE YEARS + + +After her meeting with Rufus Sterne, Madeline walked slowly back to the +Hall with a very thoughtful look upon her face. She knew that this +Christmas Eve was to be a fateful time for her, her whole future seemed +to be hanging in the balance. On what happened during the next few +days--perhaps, during the next few hours--would depend in all +probability the happiness, or the misery, of all the years that would +follow. + +The point to which her life had been steadily drifting would be reached +to-night. The man who had been waiting for her would ask her to come +into his arms, the consummation of her girlish dreams was about to be +realised. Why did she shrink from the fateful moment? Why did she +contemplate the meeting with Gervase with something like alarm? Before +she reached the Hall she put a question boldly to herself that she had +never dared ask before. Had Rufus Sterne anything to do with this +half-defined fear that haunted her. Suppose he had never crossed her +path--had never awakened her gratitude by his courage and chivalry, had +never touched her sympathy by his vicarious suffering--would she at this +moment be almost dreading the appearance of Gervase Tregony on the +scene? + +Till she met Rufus Sterne, Gervase had been her ideal. His bigness, his +masterfulness, his fearlessness, his daring had awakened in her a sense +of awe. He was her ideal still in many respects. She never expected to +see a more soldierly man, never expected to hear a voice that was more +clearly meant to command, never anticipated a stronger arm to lean upon. + +And yet there was no denying the fact that the brightness of the image +had been somewhat dimmed of late. In point of bigness, in point of +masterfulness, and, above all, in point of social position, Rufus Sterne +was not to be mentioned in the same day with Gervase Tregony, and yet +Rufus Sterne, poor and friendless as he was, had touched her heart and +her imagination in a way that Gervase had never done. + +Her fingers were tingling still under the pressure of his hand. The +tones of his voice were still vibrating through the chambers of her +brain, the colour mounted to her cheeks whenever she thought of him. + +"Perhaps, when I see Gervase," she said to herself, "all my forebodings +will vanish. It will be a comfort to know that I have been worrying +myself for nothing. If he loves me for my own sake--and I shall soon +find out if he doesn't--and if I--I--like him as I have always done, why +there is no reason at all why we should not be two of the happiest +people in the world. Nevertheless, I wish Sir Charles was not in such a +hurry to arrange things." + +She found Lady Tregony and Beryl pretending concern at her long absence, +but very little was said, and Madeline did not explain why she had been +so long. + +"We have ordered dinner, my dear, for half-past seven," Lady Tregony +said, in her blandest tones. "We have had another telegram from dear +Gervase while you have been out. It was handed in at Bristol. He seems +terribly impatient to be at home. I suppose you would not care to drive +into Redbourne with Sir Charles to meet him?" + +"No, indeed. I would prefer to meet him here, thank you." + +"I am sure it would be quite proper, my dear, if you would care to go, +and really Gervase seems dying to see you." + +"I don't think it would be proper at all," Madeline answered, quite +frankly. + +"Oh, yes, my dear. Everybody now looks upon the engagement as a settled +thing." + +"Indeed. I did not know people took so much interest in our affairs, or +indeed, knew anything about the matter." + +"Oh, yes, my dear; it is impossible that such things can be kept a +secret. I expect you will get tons and tons of congratulations on +Friday." + +"Why on Friday, Lady Tregony?" + +"Why, because we shall have the house full of people on Friday, to be +sure. I wouldn't that there should be a hitch for the world." + +Madeline walked upstairs to her room, feeling very perturbed, and not a +little annoyed. It seemed now as if everybody was beginning to show his +or her hand. Now that the game was practically won there was not quite +so much need for caution or finesse. Indeed, to take the engagement for +granted might be a good way of settling the matter once and for all. + +"But it is not settled yet," she said to herself, a little bit +indignantly; "and what is more I will not have my affairs settled for me +by anybody." + +It had been her intention to dress herself with the greatest care that +evening, to don the smartest and most becoming frock she possessed. But +she concluded now she would do nothing of the kind. + +"I am not going to lay myself out to make a conquest as though I were a +husband hunter," she said to herself, with heightened colour; "and what +is more I am not going to let anybody take things for granted," and she +dropped into a basket chair before the fire. + +It was the first time Lady Tregony had so openly shown her hand, and it +made Madeline think more furiously than ever. + +Her maid came a little later and lighted the lamp and drew the blinds, +then quietly withdrew. Madeline sat staring into the fire, watching the +faces come and go, and conjuring up all kinds of visions. She heard the +brougham drive away; heard the Baronet's voice for a moment or two, then +all grew still again. In another hour he would be back again, +accompanied by his son. She wanted to get up and walk about the room, +but she held herself in check with a firm hand, and sat resolutely +still. She did not attempt to hide from herself the fact that she was +painfully excited. Her heart was beating at twice its normal rate. She +was longing to see Gervase, and yet she dreaded the moment when she +would again look into his eyes. + +She did her best to put Rufus Sterne out of her mind. She had a vague +kind of feeling that she was disloyal to her girlish ideals. The hour, +to which all the other hours of her life had steadily and consistently +moved, was on the point of striking. She ought to be supremely happy. +One face only should fill all her dreams. She had grown to believe that +Gervase Tregony had been ordained for her and she for him--until the +last few months not a doubt had crossed her mind on this point, and +now---- + +She got up and began to walk about the room. She could sit still no +longer. The very air had become oppressive. She felt as though a +thunderstorm was brooding over the place. + +Her maid came in at length, much to her relief, and began to help her +dress for dinner. While her hair was being brushed and combed she +listened intently for the sound of carriage wheels. The roads were hard, +and sounds travelled far on the still frosty air. + +She caught the sounds she had been listening for at length, and her +heart seemed to come into her mouth. The beat of the horses' hoofs +became as regular as the ticking of a clock. Nearer and nearer drew the +sounds, till the maid stopped her brushing, and listened. + +"They are coming," she said, with a little catch in her breath. "I did +not think they would be here so soon," and she dropped the brushes, and +began to twist Madeline's glorious hair into a large coil low on her +neck. + +"You need not hurry," Madeline said, quietly; "I shall not go downstairs +till just before dinner." + +"Her ladyship is dressed already," the maid answered. + +"Naturally," she answered, significantly, and relapsed into silence. + +A few minutes later they heard the gritting of the carriage wheels on +the drive. It curved round under Madeline's window, and pulled up at the +front door. + +She listened for the sound of voices, but Sir Charles and his son +alighted in silence. Then a little shrill cry of delight was wafted up +from the hall as Lady Tregony fell into her son's arms. The next moment +the harsh, raucous voice of the captain echoed distinctly through all +the rooms. + +Madeline felt her heart give a sudden bound. How often she had heard +that voice in her dreams, and thrilled at the sound--not a musical +voice, by any means, not a voice to lure and soothe, but a voice to +command; a voice to inspire confidence and awaken fear at the same +time. + +Then a knock came to the door, and Beryl rushed in. "Gervase has come, +dear," she said, excitedly. + +"Yes, I heard his voice." + +"But are you not coming down at once?" + +"I cannot very well," she answered, with a smile. + +"But he will be terribly disappointed. His first inquiry was for you." + +"We shall meet in the drawing-room before dinner is announced." + +"But what must I tell him?" + +"Anything you like, dear." + +Beryl departed with a pout, and a look of disappointment in her eyes. A +little later there was a sound of heavy footsteps on the stairs. + +Madeline disappointed her maid by insisting on wearing her least +becoming evening gown, and the only ornament she wore was a bunch of +holly berries in her hair. + +She went downstairs alone, and was surprised to find the drawing-room +empty. Where Lady Tregony and Beryl had taken themselves to she could +not imagine. A big fire of logs was blazing in the grate, and in all the +sconces candles were alight. She expected every moment that either Beryl +or Lady Tregony would come to her; they were both dressed, and there was +no reason whatever that they should remain in their rooms. + +After several minutes had gone by she began to suspect the truth. They +were keeping away so that she might meet Gervase alone. It was very +thoughtful of them certainly, but it was taking rather too much for +granted. She disliked so many evidences of management and contrivance. +If Providence was arranging all these matters she could not see why +Providence might not be allowed a free hand. So much human assistance +did not seem at all necessary. + +She was beginning to feel a little bit resentful when the door was +thrown suddenly open, and Gervase entered. For a moment she started back +with unfeigned surprise. She had expected seeing him in all the glory +and splendour of his uniform, and here he was in ordinary evening dress, +looking as common-place as any average country squire. The only splendid +thing about him was his moustache, which was waxed out to its fullest +dimensions. + +"Madeline," he said, huskily, coming hurriedly forward, with +outstretched hands. "This is the supreme moment of my life." + +She placed both her hands in his, and looked him steadily in the eyes. +She was quite calm again now. Her heart had ceased its wild gallop. + +"It seemed as if I should never get here," he said, in the same husky +tones. "Oh! how impatient I have been to look into your dear eyes." + +"If you had missed this train you would not have got here for your +Christmas dinner," she said, artlessly, "and that would have been +horribly disappointing." + +"Would you have been very much disappointed?" he questioned, trying to +throw a note of tenderness into his voice. + +"Of course, I should have been disappointed," she answered, frankly; +"I've been quite consumed with curiosity to see what you look like." + +"Not with curiosity only, I hope, Madeline." + +"Why, isn't curiosity bad enough without having any other feeling to +torment you?" + +"Did you think I should have changed toward you?" he said, in hurt +tones. "Did you regard me as one of the fickle mob, who hold love so +lightly?" + +"Nay, I have always regarded you as a brave, strong man who would place +duty above everything." + +"In that, I trust, I shall never disappoint you," he said, humbly. +"Henceforth my duty and my joy shall be to serve you." + +"I am only one," she said, quickly. "Is not your first duty to your +country and your King?" + +"My first duty is to my queen," he answered gallantly, "and that is +you." + +She drew her hands from his suddenly, and stepped back a pace. "Had we +not better understand each other better before we talk so confidently?" +she said, in hard decided tones. + +"What, after three long years?" he questioned, in an aggrieved voice. +"Is it possible that there is anything left unexplained? Have I not +opened all my heart to you in my letters? Do I need still to prove my +devotion?" + +"No, no. You have been very candid and very loyal," she said, quickly. +"But a matter of so much importance should not be decided in an hour." + +"But we have known each other for years, and did we not understand each +other from the very beginning?" + +"Perhaps we did," she answered, with downcast eyes. + +"And everyone else understood," he went on. "It is true little or +nothing was said at the beginning, for you--you--were--were--very young. +But I was of full age, and when the proper time came I wrote plainly to +you." + +"Yes, I know." + +"And you were not surprised? You expected I should write in that way, +did you not?" + +"Yes, I think I did." + +"And yet now you talk of our understanding each other better. Oh, +Madeline! Let me assure you that no other woman has crossed my path, +that no other face has caught my fancy, that my heart has been true to +you from the first, and I am prepared now to devote the rest of my life +to you." + +"But is there not another side to the question?" she asked, seriously. +"You said when first we met I was very young. But I have grown to be a +woman now." + +"That is true, by Jove!" he answered, with a harsh laugh, "and a very +lovely woman, too. But that only adds force and weight to what I have +already said. If you had grown to be ill-favoured or plain, you might +hesitate, thinking my heart would change. But no, Madeline, I am not of +the fickle sort. If you were not half so handsome as you are I should +still come to you eager, devoted, and determined." + +"You fail to understand my point," she said, quickly. + +"Not I, indeed," he interposed, with a laugh. "It is natural, I suppose, +for a woman to have some doubts about a soldier. I know among the pious +folk we have rather a bad reputation, and that we are supposed to have +as many wives as Brigham Young. But that's a gross libel. I don't +pretend that soldiers are saints, and some of them, I grant, change the +objects of their affections frequently. But, Madeline, believe me, I +have been true to you. True to that last smile and look you gave me in +Washington. I come back offering you a complete and whole-hearted +devotion. Now, come and let me kiss you, and settle the matter before +dinner." + +She drew back a step further. "I think we understand each other less now +than when we began our talk," she said, in hard, unnatural tones. + +"Well, by Jove, Madeline, you do astonish me," he said, in a tone of +well-feigned surprise. "You surely don't think I'm insincere--that I'm +putting it on, as it were; that I'm pretending what I don't feel? Let +me assure you I'm absolutely certain of my regard for you. Even if I +were in doubt before I got here--though, to tell you the candid truth, I +never have been in any doubt. But even if I were, the sight of your +face, the loveliness of your ripened womanhood, if you will allow me to +say so, has drawn out my heart to you more strongly than ever." + +"I don't think we shall gain anything by pursuing this subject any +further just now," she said, quietly. "And we shall have many +opportunities for quiet talks later on." + +"And you are not going to let me kiss you?" + +"Most certainly not," she said, the colour rising in a crimson tide to +her cheeks and forehead. + +"Then all I can say, it is a cold welcome," he said, using an adjective +that need not be written down. + +"You do not understand me, Gervase," she said, a pained look coming into +her eyes. + +"By Jove! I don't," he said, "and what is worse still, you persist in +misunderstanding me." + +"I am sorry you put it in that way," she answered; "but there goes the +dinner-gong," and the next moment the door was pushed open, and Lady +Tregony bustled into the room. + +"So you have met!" she said, with a little giggle, "and no one to +disturb your _tête-à-tête_. Well, that is delightful." + +Gervase frowned, but did not reply, and Madeline took the opportunity of +escaping out of the room. + +In the dining-room she frustrated Lady Tregony's little design, and +instead of seating herself next to Gervase she sat opposite him. She had +not seen him for so long a time, that she wanted an opportunity of +studying his face. Her first feeling of disappointment was confirmed as +she looked at him more closely. In his uniform he looked magnificent--at +least, that was the impression left on her mind; but in ordinary +swallow-tail coat and patent leather slippers he looked common-place. +There was no other word for it. Moreover, three years under the trying +skies of India had aged him considerably. His straw-coloured hair no +longer completely covered his scalp. The crow's feet about his eyes had +grown deeper and more numerous. The skin of his face looked parched and +drawn, his cheek bones appeared to be higher, his nose more hooked, and +his teeth more prominent. + +Moreover, under an ordinary starched shirt-front the well-rounded chest +had entirely disappeared. Perkins, the butler, could give him points in +that respect. + +Madeline felt the process of disillusionment was proceeding all too +rapidly. She wished he had come downstairs arrayed in scarlet and gold. +As a study in black and white he was not altogether a success, and it +was not pleasant to have her dreams blown away like spring blossoms in a +gale. + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + FATHER AND SON + + +It was a great disappointment to the Tregonys that they were unable to +announce on the night of their "At Home" that Gervase and Madeline were +engaged. Madeline, however, was obdurate. She saw no reason for haste, +and she saw many reasons for delay. The very anxiety of the Tregonys to +get the matter settled at once made her only the more determined not to +be rushed. The very masterfulness of Gervase--which she admired so +much--for once defeated its own end. + +In her heart she had no real intention of upsetting what seemed to be +the scheme and purpose of her life. It had seemed so long in the nature +of things that she should marry Gervase Tregony--(why it should have +seemed in the nature of things she hardly knew)--that to refuse to do so +now would seem like flying in the face of Providence, and that required +more courage than she possessed. Still, as far as she could see, it was +no part of the providential plan that she should become engaged to +Gervase that very year, and marry him early in the next. Dates did not +appear to be included in the general arrangement, and she "guessed that +in that matter she might be allowed considerable latitude." + +Gervase showed much less diplomacy than his father. Sir Charles had more +correctly gauged Madeline's disposition than any other member of the +family. He knew very well that she would never be driven, that any +attempt at coercion would defeat its own end. On this assumption he had +acted all the way through, and but for a single incident everything +might have gone well. + +As the days passed away Gervase grew terribly impatient. He was hard up. +"Horribly, disgustingly hard up," as he told his father, and here were +Madeline's thousands or millions steadily accumulating, and nobody the +better for it. If he could once get the knot tied he would be safe. She +had so much that she could let him have all he wanted without feeling +it, and there seemed no reason in the world why he should not begin to +enjoy himself without delay. + +Madeline listened in the main with much patience to his appeals and +protestations, but for some reason she could not understand, they failed +to move her. He never touched the heroic side of her nature. His appeal +was always to her vanity and selfishness. His pictures of happiness were +merely pictures of self-indulgence. The aim and end of life as he +shadowed it forth was "to take thy ease, eat, drink, and be merry." A +town house, a shooting-box in Scotland. Two or three motor-cars, a steam +yacht, and an endless round between times of balls and calls and grand +operas. + +She frankly owned to herself that her idol had been taken off its +pedestal, and there was no longer any halo about his head. To live in +the same house with Gervase day after day was distinctly disquieting. +His civilian attire made him look painfully common-place, his +conversation was as common-place as his appearance. + +She asked him one day why he did not wear his captain's uniform. + +"Because I have resigned my commission," he answered. + +"Resigned your commission?" she questioned, slowly. + +"Why not?" he replied. "I have done my share of roughing it, surely." + +"But--but--oh! I don't know. I had an idea once an officer, always an +officer." + +"Oh, nothing of the sort," he laughed, "I've given up soldiering to +devote myself to you. Isn't that a much nobler occupation?" + +"I don't think so," she answered, slowly. "Besides, I did not want you +to give up your commission to devote yourself to me." + +"At any rate, I've done it. I thought it would please you. It will show +you, at any rate, how devoted I am. There is nothing I would not give up +for your sake, and I never thought you would hesitate to speak the one +word that would make me the happiest man in the world." + +"But you could not be happy unless I was happy also?" she interrogated. + +"But you would be happy. I should just lay myself out to make you as +happy as a bird. By my soul, you would have a ripping time!" + +"I don't think that is just what I want," she said, abstractedly. "Don't +you think there is something greater in life than either of us have yet +seen?" + +He looked at her with as much astonishment in his eyes as if she had +proposed suicide. "Greater," he said, in a tone of incredulity. "Well, +I'm--I'm--. The truth is, Madeline, you're beyond me," he added, +twisting suddenly round, and back again. "As if there could be anything +greater. We might have a turn at Monte Carlo if you liked, or Homburg in +the season, or--but the fact is, we might go anywhere. Think of it! You +can't conceive of anything greater!" + +"Oh, yes! I can," she answered quietly, but firmly. "There's nothing +noble or heroic in living merely for self and pleasure." + +"Noble! heroic!" he repeated, slowly, as if not quite comprehending. +"Well, now, I wonder what preaching fool has been putting these silly +notions into your head. Have you turned Methodist?" + +"I don't know why you call such notions silly," she said, ignoring his +last question. "Did not Christ say that a man's life consisteth not in +the abundance of the things he possesseth?" + +"Oh! well, I'm not going to say anything against that as an abstract +thing," he said. "But the Bible must not be taken too literally, you +know." + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"Why, I mean what I say, and what every man, if he's got any sense, +means. Religion is a very respectable thing, and all that. And I think +everybody ought to go to church now and then and take communion, and be +confirmed when he's young, and all that. And if people are very poor +there must be a lot of comfort in believing in Providence, don't you +see, and in living in hope that they'll have a jolly good time later on, +and all that, don't you see. But as for making oneself miserable for +other people, and denying oneself that somebody else may have a better +time, and turning the other cheek, and all that, don't you see--well, +that's just rot, and can't be done." + +"Why not?" + +"Why not? Well, it's just too silly for words. Fancy a man or a woman +not having a good time if he has the chance." + +"But it may be more blessed to give than to receive." + +"Don't you believe it, Madeline. I believe in taking a common-sense view +of life. We've only one life to live, and it's our duty to squeeze all +the juice out of it that we can." + +"But may not the pursuit of self end in missing self? Is there not more +joy in pursuing duty than in chasing pleasure?" + +"Look here, Madeline," he said, after a long pause, staring hard at her, +"tell me candidly who's been putting these silly notions into your +pretty little head." + +"I wish you would not talk to me as though I had the head of a baby," +she said, a little indignantly. "You should remember that I am no longer +a child," and she turned and walked slowly out of the room. + +Gervase went off to the library at once to interview his father. The +days were passing away, and he was getting no nearer the realisation of +his desire. All his interviews with her ended where they began. Whenever +he approached the subject nearest his heart and his interests, she +always managed to shunt him off to some side issue. + +Sir Charles was busy writing letters, but he looked up at once when +Gervase entered. + +"Can you spare time for a little talk?" the son asked, abruptly. + +"Why, of course I can," was the reply. "Is there something particular +you wish to talk about?" + +"Well, the truth is," he said, in a tone of irritation, "I am not +getting on with Madeline a bit." + +"Perhaps you are too eager and impatient. You must remember that +Madeline is not the girl to be driven." + +"Yes, I've heard that before," he said, angrily. "You have always harped +on that string. But you've been in the wrong, I'm sure you have. If +you'd only let me have my way I would have proposed to her three years +ago." + +"And spoiled everything." + +"No, I should have won everything. She was only a girl then, and was +immensely gone on me. A soldier in her eyes was a hero, and an officer's +uniform the most splendid thing she could imagine. If I'd struck then, +when the iron was hot, she'd have fallen into my arms, and once engaged +there'd have been no backing out." + +"My dear boy, you don't know Madeline Grover," Sir Charles said, +seriously. "No girlish promise would have bound her if she wanted to get +out of it." + +"Oh, yes, it would. She has tremendously high notions about honour and +duty." + +"Exactly. That's just where you fail to appreciate the difficulties of +the situation. Very likely you tell her that some of her notions are +silly, because you don't understand them." + +"That's just what I have been telling her this very morning." + +"And you think that's the way, perhaps, to win her promise." + +"But what's a fellow to do? One cannot sit mum while she talks rot +about--about----" + +"About what?" + +"Oh! I don't know; but you know when a girl gets on to heroics she +generally makes a fool of herself." + +"Madeline is very sane as a general thing." + +"Then why in the name of common-sense doesn't she jump?" + +"She wants to make sure of her ground, perhaps." + +"But she knows who I am and who you are, and, surely, it's something to +ask a nameless girl to marry into a family like ours." + +"I confess I expected she would be more impressed than she is." + +"Does she know she's got the tin?" + +"I don't think so. She thinks we have the wealth and the position, and +everything else." + +"And yet she doesn't jump. I'd no idea she'd hold out as she is doing." + +"You'll have to humour her, Gervase. I've told you from the first she's +not to be driven. Sympathise with her in what you call her heroics. +Encourage her in her mental flight after great ideals." + +Gervase shook his head, and looked blank. "It's no use, father," he +said, despondingly, "I should only make a fool of myself if I tried. +Nature never gave me any wings of that sort." + +"At any rate, don't contradict her, and call her a goose, and assume the +airs of a superior person." + +"But surely I know a mighty lot more than she does. Think of my age and +experience, and remember I haven't travelled over half the world with my +eyes shut." + +"It is not experience of the world, but knowledge of the ways of women +you want. It isn't strength, but diplomacy that you need." + +"You think she will come round in time, don't you?" + +"Oh, yes! I think so, provided you play your cards with skill. She has +never said 'no' has she?" + +"That isn't the trouble exactly. She has never said 'yes,' and until she +says it I'm not safe. You know she comes of age in May." + +"Well?" + +"You take it very coolly, father," Gervase said, in a tone of +irritation. "I don't think it is at all well. Madeline is my only hope. +Unless I marry a rich woman I'm stranded--absolutely stranded." + +"You've not been getting into deeper debt, I hope?" + +"I've not been getting into shallower water, you may bet your bottom +dollar on that." + +"Am I to understand that you have been anticipating events?" + +"I have a little. I thought I was perfectly safe in doing so. Your +letters indicated that the way was quite clear, that Madeline looked +upon the thing as settled, that she knew it was her father's wish, that +you were quite agreeable, that everything was as straight as straight +could be." + +"But I never saw her letters to you." + +"They were almost entirely satisfactory, I can assure you. She did not +accept my proposal, it is true. But--well--she couldn't have written in +a more friendly way. She thought we should meet again first, that was +all. No hint of any delay after I came back." + +"I hope you haven't been disappointing her in some way." + +"I believe she is a bit disappointed at my retiring from the army. Like +most girls, she dotes on a soldier. She loves the uniform and the gold +braid and all that. But I told her I gave up the army that I might +devote myself to her." + +"And did that satisfy her?" + +"I don't know. I can't make out exactly where she is. She seems to have +changed in some way. If she hadn't lived under your eye ever since she +has been in England I should be half disposed to think some other fellow +had been making love to her." + +Sir Charles gave a little start, then turned his head, and contemplated +his writing pad. + +"I suppose she didn't flirt with anybody while you were in London?" +Gervase questioned, after a pause. + +"Not that I am aware of. Oh, no! I'm certain she didn't," Sir Charles +replied, looking up again. + +"And, of course, in St. Gaved there's nobody she would look at for a +moment," Gervase went on. + +Sir Charles nibbled for a moment at the end of his penholder. He hardly +knew whether to tell Gervase or no. It was but a vague fear at most. For +months--so he believed--she had never seen Rufus Sterne, and his name +was never mentioned under any circumstances. Gervase was a violent +fellow, and if he were made jealous there was no knowing what he might +do or say. On the other hand, it was almost certain that he would hear +the story of Madeline's adventure on the cliffs sooner or later, and +then he would be excessively angry at not having been told by his own +people. + +On the whole, Sir Charles concluded that he had better let Gervase know +all there was to be known. The simple truth might gain in importance in +his eyes the longer it was kept from him. + +"I don't think, Gervase, you need have the least fear that you have a +rival," he said, at length, looking up with what he intended to be a +reassuring smile. "There was a little circumstance some months ago that +caused me a moment's uneasiness; but only a moment's. I soon saw that it +meant nothing, that it never could mean anything, in fact." + +"What was the circumstance?" Gervase asked, with a quick light of +interest in his eyes. + +"Well, it came about in this way," and Sir Charles told in an off-hand +and apparently indifferent manner the story of Madeline's escapade. + +Gervase listened in gloomy silence, tugging vigorously at his moustache +all the time. + +"And you say she visited him in his diggings?" he questioned, sullenly, +when Sir Charles had finished. + +"I understand she called twice. From her point of view it seemed right +enough. He had broken his leg in rescuing her, and with her American +notions of freedom and independence, she saw no harm in calling to see +him when he was getting better." + +"But you say she went twice?" + +"She went a second time to take him some books she had promised to lend +him." + +"Are you sure she went only twice?" + +"I think I may say yes to that question. Madeline is very truthful and +very frank, and when I pointed out that it was scarcely in harmony with +our English notions of propriety she fell in with the suggestion at +once." + +"And she made no attempt to see him after?" + +"Not the smallest. She had expressed her gratitude and the episode had +closed." + +Gervase looked thoughtful, and not quite satisfied. + +"Madeline can be as close as an oyster when she likes," he said, after a +pause; "how do you know she has not been thinking about the fellow ever +since?" + +"Why should she?" + +"Well, why shouldn't she? He saved her life, that is no small matter, +especially to a romantic temperament like hers. He broke his leg, and +nearly lost his life in doing it; that would add greatly to the interest +of the situation. Then, if I remember rightly, he's a singularly +handsome rascal, with an easy flow of speech, and a voice peculiarly +rich and flexible." + +"My dear boy, you can make a mountain out of a molehill, if you like," +Sir Charles said, with a laugh. "That's your look-out. I thought it +right to tell you everything--this incident among the rest; but I can +assure you you need not worry yourself five seconds over the matter." + +"Perhaps I needn't; or it may be there is more at the back of Madeline's +mind than you think. One thing is clear to me, something has changed +her, and I'm going to find out what it is; and by Jove! if--if----" and +he clenched his fists savagely, and walked out of the room. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + GERVASE SPEAKS HIS MIND + + +On New Year's Day Gervase felt determined, if possible, to bring matters +to a head, and with this laudable purpose pulsing through every fibre of +his body he made his way to the drawing-room where, he understood from +his mother, Madeline was sitting alone. He found her, as he expected, +intent on a book. She looked up with a bored expression when he entered, +smiled rather wearily, but very sweetly, and then went on with her +reading. + +Gervase felt nettled and frowned darkly, but he had made up his mind not +to be driven from his purpose by any indifference--pretended or +genuine--on Madeline's part. For a whole week he had been beating the +air and getting no nearer the goal of his desire; the time had now come +when he would have an explicit answer. His worldly circumstances were +desperate, and if Madeline failed him, he would have to exercise his +wits in some other direction. + +Moreover, the story of Madeline's adventure on the cliffs grew in +importance and significance the longer he contemplated it. The fact that +she and Rufus Sterne never met was nothing to the point. She might be +eating her heart out in silence for all he knew. Girls did such foolish +things. For good or ill he would have to find out how the land lay in +that direction. + +"Is your book very interesting, Madeline?" he asked, throwing himself +into an easy chair near the fire. + +"Rather so," she answered, without looking up. + +"You seem very fond of reading," he said, after a brief pause. + +"I am very fond of it." + +Another pause. + +"Don't you think it is very hurtful to the eyes to read so much?" he +said, edging his chair a little nearer to the couch on which she sat. + +"Really, I have never thought of it." + +"But you ought to think of it, Madeline. The eyesight is most +important." + +"I suppose it is." + +Another pause, during which Gervase threw a lump of wood on the grate. +Madeline went on reading, apparently oblivious of his presence. + +"I can't understand how people can become so lost in a book," Gervase +said, a little petulantly. + +"No?" + +"No, I can't. It's beyond me." + +"Do you never read?" + +"Sometimes, but not often. I've too much else to do. Besides, doesn't +the Bible say that much reading is a weariness to the flesh?" + +"Does it?" + +"I don't know; but I've heard it somewhere, and it's true." + +"You've proved it?" + +"Over and over again." + +"What sort of books do you find so wearisome?" + +"Oh, all sorts. There's not much to choose between them." + +"Do you really think that?" + +"Of course I do, or I shouldn't say it. I'm not the sort of man to say +what I don't mean. I thought you had found that out long ago." + +"I don't think I have thought much about it." + +"I thought as much. It appears that I am of no account with you, +Madeline. And yet I had hoped to be your husband. But devotion is lost, +affection is thrown away, the burning hope of years is trampled upon." + +"I thought we were to let that matter drop, Gervase, until we had had +more time to think it over?" + +"But I don't want more time, Madeline. My mind is quite made up. If I +wait a year--ten years--it will be all the same. For me there is only +one woman in the world, and her name is Madeline Grover." + +"It is very kind of you to say so, Gervase, and I really feel very much +honoured. But, you see, I have only known you about a week." + +"Oh, Madeline, how can you say that? We have known each other for +years." + +"In a sense, Gervase, but not in reality. In fact, I find that all the +past has to be wiped out, and I have to start again." + +"Why so?" + +"I cannot explain it very well, but I expect we have both changed. +Madeline Grover, the school-girl, is not the Madeline Grover of to-day." + +"By Jove, I fear that's only too true," he said, almost angrily. + +"And the Captain Tregony I met in Washington--excuse me for saying +it--is not the Gervase Tregony of Trewinion Hall." + +"Have I deteriorated so much?" he questioned, with an angry flash in his +eyes. + +"I do not say that you have deteriorated at all," she said, with a +smile. "Perhaps we have both of us vastly improved. Let us hope so at +any rate. But what I am pointing out is, we meet--almost entirely +different people." + +"That you are different, I don't deny," he answered, sullenly. "In +Washington you made heaps of me, now you are as cold as an iceberg. But +I deny that I have changed. I loved you then, I have loved you ever +since, I love you now." + +"Well, have it that I only have changed," she said, with a touch of +weariness in her voice. "I don't want to make you angry, Gervase, but +you must recognise the fact that I was only a school-girl when we first +met. I am a woman now. Hence, you must give me time to adjust myself if +you will allow the expression. You see, I have to begin over again." + +"That's very cold comfort for me," he said, angrily. "How do I know that +some other fellow will not come along? How do I know that some +adventurer has not come between us already?" + +She glanced at him for a moment with an indignant light in her eyes, +then picked up her book again. + +"Pardon me, Madeline," he said, hurriedly, "I would not offend you for +the world, but love such as mine makes a fellow jealous and suspicious." + +"Suspicious of what?" she demanded. + +"Well, you see," he said, slowly and awkwardly, turning away from her, +and staring into the fire, "it's better to be honest about it, isn't +it?" + +"Honest about what?" + +"I don't think I'm naturally jealous," he explained, "but father has +told me all about your--your--well, your escapade with that scoundrel, +Sterne." + +"Is he a scoundrel?" + +"You know nothing about him, of course, but he is just the kind of +fellow that would take advantage of any service he had rendered." + +"I was not aware----" + +"Of course not," he interrupted, "but those--well, what I call low-born +people have no sense of propriety; and in these days--I am sorry to have +to say it--very little reverence for their betters." + +"Well, what is all this leading to?" + +"Oh, nothing in particular. Only father told me how he took some risks +on your account, and I know that you are nothing if not grateful, and +honestly I was half afraid lest the rascal had been in some way imposing +on your good nature." + +"You are quite sure that you know this Mr. Sterne?" + +"I know of him, Madeline, which is quite enough for me. Of course, I +have seen him dozens of times, but he is not the kind of man I should +ever think of speaking to--except of course, as I would speak to a +tradesman or a fisherman." + +"Yes?" + +"You see, those people who are too proud to work, and too ignorant and +too poor to be gentlemen, and yet who try to ape the manners of their +betters are really the most detestable people of all." + +"Is that so?" + +"It is so, I can assure you. As an American you have not got to know +quite the composition of our English society. But you will see things +differently later on. A good, honest working man, who wears fustian, and +is not ashamed of it, is to be admired, but your working class upstart, +with vulgarity bred in his bones, is really too terrible for words." + +"And is there no vulgarity in what you call the upper classes?" + +"Well, you see, the upper classes can afford to be anything they like, +if you understand." + +"You mean that they are a law unto themselves?" + +"Well, yes, that is about the size of it. No one would think of +criticising a duke, for instance, on a question of manners or taste." + +"Well, now, that is real interesting," she said, with a cynical little +laugh. "It explains a lot of things that I had not seen before." + +"Then, too," he went on, warming to his theme, "it is largely a question +of feeling. You can't explain some things; you can't say why they are +wrong or right, only you feel they are so." + +"That is quite true, Gervase," she answered, with a smile. + +"For instance, I wear a monocle sometimes. Now that is quite right for a +man in my position, and quite becoming." + +"Most becoming, Gervase." + +"But for Peter Day, the draper, for instance, to stand in his shop-door +with a glass in his right eye would look simply ridiculous." + +"You would conclude he was cross-eyed, wouldn't you?" + +"You would conclude he was an idiot, and, between ourselves, that's just +the trouble now-a-days. The common people seem to think that they have a +perfect right to do what their betters do." + +"But to copy their virtues----" + +"That isn't the point exactly," he interrupted. "I don't pretend that we +have any more virtues of the homely sort, than the cottage folk, but +certain things belong to us by right." + +"Do you mean vices?" she queried, innocently. + +"Well, no, not in our case; but they might be vices if copied by the +lower classes. I'm afraid I can't explain myself very clearly. But +things that would be quite proper for the best people to do, would be +simply grotesque, or worse, if the common orders attempted them." + +"Really, this is most interesting," she said, half-banteringly, +half-seriously. "Now, out in our country we have no varying standards of +right and wrong." + +"Ah! well, that is because you have no aristocracy," he said, loftily. + +"And if I were to marry you, Gervase, and become a lady of quality I +should be judged, as it were, by a different set of laws." + +"You would become Lady Tregony when I succeeded to the title." + +She laughed. "That, I fear, is scarcely an answer to my question." + +"Not a full answer, but you see there are so many things that cannot be +explained." + +"Evidently. In the meanwhile I belong to the common herd----" + +"No, no! Madeline," he interrupted, quickly. + +"My father was only a working man," she went on, "and across the water +we have no blue bloods; we have blue noses, but that's another matter, +but we're all on the same footing there." + +"Not socially, and dollars in America count for what name and titles +count for here." + +"But I haven't even the dollars," she said, with a laugh. + +"But you have," he protested, quickly. "That is--I mean--you have not to +work for your living. You are not a type-writer girl, or anything of +that sort." + +"And should I be any the worse if I were?" + +"Well, of course, Madeline, you would be a lady anywhere, or under any +circumstances," he said, grandiloquently. + +"Thank you, Gervase, but suppose we get back again now to the point we +started from." + +"I'll be delighted," he said, eagerly. "I do want to start the new year +with everything settled; that's the reason I pushed myself on to you, as +it were, this afternoon. I hate beating about the bush, and all our +friends are wondering why the engagement is not announced." + +"Oh, dear! you have gone back miles further than I intended," she +laughed. "I understood you wanted to warn me against somebody." + +"I do, Madeline. I'm your best friend, if you'll only believe it. And I +do beseech you, if you've been in the least friendly with that fellow +Sterne, you'll drop him." + +"You think he isn't a good man." + +"Oh, blow his goodness. The point is, he's common, vulgar--bad form in +every way, if you understand. Anyone in your position should never be +seen speaking to him." + +"But is there anything against his moral character?" + +"Oh, confound his moral character," he said, with an oath, for which he +apologised at once. "It isn't that I'm squeamish about. The point is, +Madeline, he's no gentleman." + +"He seemed to me to be quite a gentleman." + +"I'm sorry to hear you say that," he said, mournfully, getting up and +throwing another log on the fire. "It shows how you may be deceived by +such scoundrels." + +"But is that a nice word to use of any man against whose moral character +you have no complaint to make?" + +"No, it isn't a nice word, but he isn't a nice person. I don't care to +mention such things, but you may not be aware that he is an infidel?" + +"What is that, Gervase?" + +"Oh! I don't know, but it's something bad, you bet. I heard the vicar +talking about it last time I was at home, and he was pretty sick, I can +assure you. If Sterne were to die to-morrow I question if the vicar +would allow him to be buried in consecrated ground." + +"And what would happen then?" she asked, wonderingly. + +"Oh! don't ask me. I am not up in those things, but I just mention the +matter to show you he's a pretty bad sort, and not the sort of person +for any one like you to be on speaking terms with." + +"But what I want to know is, has he ever done anyone any wrong. Ever +cheated people, or told lies about them, or stolen their property. Or +has he ever been known to get drunk, or to behave in any way unworthy of +a gentleman?" + +"My dear Madeline, I hate saying anything unpleasant about anyone. But a +man who never goes to church, who doesn't believe in the Church, who has +no respect for the clergy or the bishops, who has been heard to denounce +some of our most sacred institutions, such as the land laws, who has +even said that patriotism was a curse, and war an iniquity--what can you +expect of such a man? He may not have actually stolen his neighbour's +property, but he would very much like to." + +"I don't think that necessarily follows," she said, seriously. "I think +it is possible for a man to have very small respect for the clergy, and +for what is called the Church, and yet for him to have a profound sense +of honour, and an unquenchable love for righteousness." + +"Then you don't think staying away from church is as bad as getting +drunk?" + +"I should think not, indeed," she answered, quickly. "A man who gets +drunk, I mean an educated man, a gentleman--sinks beneath contempt." + +"Sterne may get drunk for all I know," he said, uneasily. "You see, I +have been out of England for a long time." + +She closed her book with a sudden movement, and rose to her feet. + +"No, you must not go yet," he said, in alarm. "We have not settled the +matter which I wish particularly to have settled to-day." + +"We have talked quite long enough for one afternoon," she answered, +coolly. + +"But, Madeline, have you no pity?" he said, pleadingly. + +"It would be folly to rush into such a matter hastily," she answered, in +the same tone. + +"But--but, Madeline, answer me one question," he entreated. "Have +you--have you seen this man Sterne since I came back?" + +"You have no right to ask that question," she said, drawing herself up +to her full height. "Nevertheless, I will answer it. I have not," and +without another word she swept out of the room. + +Her heart was in a tumult of conflicting emotions. She was less +satisfied with Gervase than she had ever been before, and less satisfied +with herself. And yet she saw no way out of the position in which she +found herself. It was next to impossible, situated as she was, to upset +what had been taken for granted so long, particularly as she had +acquiesced from the first in the unspoken arrangement. She felt as if in +coming to England she had been lured into a trap, and yet it was a trap +she had been eager to fall into. She had hoped when she saw Gervase, +that all her old reverence and admiration and hero worship would flame +into life again, instead of which his coming had been as cold water on +the faggots. Whether he had lost some of the qualities she had so much +admired or whether all the change was in herself, she did not know, but +the glamour had all passed away, and her eyes ached with looking at the +common-place. + +She wondered if it were always so; if maturity always destroyed the +illusions of youth, if the poetry of eighteen became feeble prose at +twenty-one. + +She went to her own room, and donned her hat and jacket, and then stole +unobserved out of the house. "I must get a little fresh air," she said +to herself, "and, perhaps, a long walk will put an end to this +restlessness." + +She turned her back upon St. Gaved, and made for the "downs" that +skirted the cliffs. The wind was keen and searching, and the wintry sun +was already disappearing behind the sea. "I suppose I shall have to say +yes sooner or later," she went on, as she walked briskly forward. "I +don't see how I can get out of it very well. All his people seem to be +expecting it, and he is evidently very much in love with me. I am afraid +there won't be very much romance on my side, but, after all, we may be +very happy together." + +Then she looked up with a start as a step sounded directly in front of +her, and she found herself face to face with Rufus Sterne. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + A HUMAN DOCUMENT + + +Rufus returned from Tregannon in a condition of mental unrest, such as +he had not known before. It was Madeline Grover in the first instance +who set him thinking along certain lines, and once started it was +impossible to turn back. During all the time he remained a prisoner in +the house, his brain had been unusually active. Unconsciously his fierce +antagonisms subsided, his revolt against accepted creeds took new +shapes, his belief in German philosophy began to waver. + +The process of mental evolution went on so quietly and silently, that he +was almost startled when he discovered that his philosophic watchwords +no longer represented his real beliefs. He felt as though while he slept +all his beliefs had been thrown into the melting-pot to be cast afresh, +and were now being poured out into new moulds. What the result would be +when the process was complete it was impossible to say, but already one +thing was certain, the blank negatives in which he once found refuge, +would never again satisfy him. He might never evolve into an orthodox +believer. The religiosity of the Churches appealed to him as little as +ever it did. He despised the smug hypocrisy that on all hands usurped +the place of Christianity, and defiled its name. He loathed the +pretensions of priests and clerics of all sects. But out of the fog and +darkness and uncertainty, certain great truths and principles loomed +faintly and fitfully. + +The fog was no longer an empty void. The silence was now and then broken +by a sound of words, though the language was strange to his ears. There +appeared to be a moral order which answered to his own need, and a moral +order implied the existence of what he had so long denied. + +His visit to his grandparents quickened his thoughts in the direction +they had been travelling. Everything tended to serious reflection. The +awful mystery and solemnity of life were forced upon him at all points. +The old people walked and talked "as seeing Him who is invisible." + +He was quietly amused when he returned from his long walk on Christmas +day to find his grandfather and the young minister engaged in a heated +argument on the barren and thorny subject of verbal inspiration. He +would have stopped the discussion if he could, for he discovered that +his grandfather was getting much the worst of the argument, and was +losing his temper in consequence. But the old man refused to be +silenced. Getting his chance of reply he poured out a torrent of words +that swept everything before it, and to which there seemed to be no end. + +Fortunately, tea was announced just as the young minister was about to +reply, and over the tea-table conversation drifted into an entirely +different channel. After tea the Rev. Reuben retired to his study +accompanied by his wife, and Rufus and Mr. Brook were left in possession +of the sitting-room. + +As there was no evening service on Christmas Day the young minister felt +free to relax himself. Conversation tripped lightly from point to point, +from general to particular, from gay to grave, from serious to solemn. + +They talked till supper time, and after supper Rufus walked with the +young minister to his lodgings, and remained with him till long after +midnight. The conversation was a revelation to Rufus in many ways. +Marshall Brook was a scholar as well as a thinker. He was as familiar +with the German writers as with the English. He was alive to all modern +questions, conversant with all the work of the higher critics, alive to +all that was fundamental in the creeds of the Churches, contemptuous of +the narrowness and bigotry that brought religion into contempt, tolerant +of all fresh light, patient and even sympathetic with every form of +human doubt, and large-hearted and clear-eyed enough to see that there +was good in everything. + +Marshall Brook had often heard of his predecessor's sceptical grandson, +and was glad of the opportunity of meeting him, and was charmed with him +when they did meet. It was easy to discover where the shoe pinched, easy +to see how and when the revolt began, easy to trace the successive steps +from doubt to denial, from unbelief to blank negation. + +Rufus talked freely and well. He knew that the young minister regarded +him as an infidel, and he thought he might as well live up to the +description. Marshall Brook led him on by easy and almost imperceptible +steps. His first business was to diagnose the case, and if possible to +find out the cause. For the first hour he allowed all Rufus's arguments +to go by default. + +But when they got to close grips Rufus felt helpless. This young scholar +could state his case better than he could state it himself. He had +traversed all the barren and thorny waste, and much more carefully than +Rufus had ever done. He knew the whole case by heart; knew every +argument and every objection. He tore the flimsy fabric of Rufus's +philosophy to shreds and left him with scarcely a rag to cover himself +with. + +Rufus remained three days at Tregannon and spent the major portion of +the time with Marshall Brook. Apart from the interest raised by the +questions discussed, it was a delight to be brought into contact with a +mind so fresh and well disciplined. They hammered out the _pros_ and +_cons_ of materialistic philosophy with infinite zest. They wrestled +with the joy of striplings at a village fair. They fought for supremacy +with all their might, but in every encounter Rufus went under. + +When he returned to St. Gaved he was in a condition of mental chaos. +Nearly every prop on which he supported himself had been knocked away. +He was certain of nothing, not even of his own existence. + +It was not an uncommon experience; most thinking men have passed through +it at one time or another. Destruction has often to precede +construction. The old has to be demolished even to the foundations +before the new building can arise. + +Yet none save those who have passed through it can conceive the utter +desolation and darkness of soul, during what may be called the +interregnum. The old has been destroyed, the new has not yet taken +shape. The ark has been sunk and the mountain peaks have not yet begun +to appear above the flood. The frightened soul flits hither and thither +across the waste of waters, seeking some place on which to rest its +feet, and finding none; and unlike Noah's dove there is no ark to which +it can return. It must remain poised on wing till the floods have +assuaged and the foundations of things have been discovered. + +In the last resort every man writes his own creed. No man, even +mentally, can remain in a state of suspended animation for very long. A +philosophy of negations is as abhorrent to the sensitive soul as a +vacuum is to Nature. After destruction there is bound to be +construction. Like beavers we are ever building, and when one dam has +been swept away by the flood, we straightway set to work to build +another. + +Rufus was trying to evolve some kind of cosmos out of chaos when he met +Madeline on the downs. She came upon him suddenly and unexpectedly and +his heart leaped like a startled hare. How beautiful she was. How lissom +and graceful and strong. + +"This is an unexpected pleasure," she said, in her bright, frank, +ingenuous way. "I am glad we have met." + +"Yes?" he replied, not knowing what else to say. + +"I have heard something about you recently and I would like to know if +it is true." + +"What have you heard?" he questioned, with a puzzled look on his face. + +"That you are an infidel." + +"Who told you that?" + +"That is a matter of no consequence since it is common gossip." + +For a moment he was silent, and turned his eyes seaward as if to watch +the sun go down. "Are you pressed for time?" he asked without turning +his eyes. + +"No, I am quite free for the next hour," she answered, with a smile, +though she wondered what the Tregonys would think if they knew. + +"I owe a good deal to you," he began, slowly and thoughtfully. + +"No, not to me, surely. I am the debtor," she interrupted. + +"Yes, to you," he went on in the same slow, even way. "And if you care +to know--that is, if you are interested--why then it will be a pleasure +to talk to you--as it always has been----" + +Then he paused and again turned his eyes toward the sea. She glanced at +him shyly but did not reply. + +"It is easy to call people names," he said, at length, without looking +at her. "I do not complain, however. I have believed the things I could +not help believing. Can we any of us do more than that?" + +"I do not quite understand?" she answered, looking at him with a puzzled +expression. + +"I mean that the things we believe, or do not believe, are matters over +which we have no absolute control. You believe what you believe because +you cannot help it. You have not been coerced into believing it. The +evidence is all-sufficient for you though it might not be for me. On the +same ground I believe what I believe--because--because I cannot help +myself. Do you follow me? Faith after all is belief upon evidence, and +if the evidence is insufficient----" + +"But what if people reject the evidence without weighing it, stubbornly +turn their backs upon the light?" she interrupted. + +"Then they are not honest," he said, quickly; "but I hope you do not +accuse me of dishonesty?" + +"I accuse you of nothing," she answered. "I have only told you what +people are saying." + +"And you are sorry?" and he turned, and looked her frankly in the face. + +"I am very sorry," she replied, with a faint suspicion of colour on her +cheeks. + +"It is generous of you to be interested in me at all," he said, after a +pause. "And if I were to tell you how much I value that interest you +might not believe me." + +She darted a startled glance at him, but she did not catch his eyes for +he was looking seaward again, and for a moment or two there was silence. + +"I should like to tell you everything about myself," he went on, at +length, "my early troubles and battles, my boyish revolt against cruel +and illogical creeds, my almost unaided pursuit of knowledge, my steady +drift into blank negation; but I should bore you----" + +"No, no!" she said, quickly. "I should like to hear all the story. I +should, indeed. Really and truly." + +They walked away northward, while the light went down in the West. The +twilight deepened rapidly, and the frosty stars began to glimmer in the +sky. But neither seemed to heed the gathering darkness nor the rapid +flight of time. + +Rufus talked without reserve; it is easy to talk when those who listen +are sympathetic. He told the story of his father's death abroad, of his +mother's grief, of his own bitter sense of loss. He sketched his +grandfather--upright and severe--preaching a creed that was more +fearsome than any nightmare. He spoke of their slender means and their +fruitless efforts to get any of the property his father left. Of his +granny's wish that he should be a draper, of his own ambition to be an +engineer, and the compromise which landed him in Redbourne as a bank +clerk. And through all the story there ran the deeper current of his +mental struggles till at last he fancied he found the _ultima Thule_ in +pure materialism. + +Madeline listened quite absorbed. It was the most interesting human +document that had ever been unfolded to her, and all the more +interesting because it was told with such artlessness and sincerity. Yet +it was not a very heroic story as he told it. Rufus was no hero in his +own eyes, and he was too honest to pretend to be what he was not. +Perhaps, in his hatred of pretence he made himself out a less admirable +character than he was in reality. + +Madeline sighed faintly more than once. There were manifest weaknesses +where there should have been strength. He had drifted here and there +where he should have resisted, and taken for granted what he should +have tried and tested. + +"And you still remain on the barren rocks of your _ultima Thule_?" she +questioned, at length. + +He did not answer for several moments. Then he said quietly, "You will +think me sadly lacking in mental balance, no doubt; but at present, I +fear, I must say I am at sea again." + +"Yes?" + +"You compelled me to face the old problems once more, to re-examine the +evidence." + +"I compelled you?" + +"Unwittingly, no doubt. You remember our talks when I was _hors de +combat_. The fragments of poetry you read to me, the books you lent?" + +"Well?" + +"I found myself fighting the old battles over again. Before I was aware, +I was in the thick of the strife." + +"And you are fighting still?" + +"Yes, I am fighting still." + +"With your face toward your _ultima Thule_?" + +"I cannot say that." + +"What is your desire, then?" + +"To find the truth. Perhaps I shall never succeed, but I shall try." + +"You should come to church, which is the repository of truth, our vicar +says." + +He smiled a little wistfully, and shook his head. "At present I am +making a fresh study of what Jesus said--or what He is reported to have +said." + +"Then that is all the greater reason why you should come to church." + +He smiled again, and shook his head once more. "I do not think so," he +answered. + +"You do not?" + +"No, the contrast is too sharp and startling." + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"I hardly like to discuss the matter at present," he said, diffidently; +"I do not know sufficiently well where I am. Only I am conscious of +this, that while Jesus wins my assent, the Church does the opposite." + +"That is because of your upbringing." + +"I do not think so. I have stood apart from all creeds and from all +sects. At present I am a humble searcher after truth. I want some great +principle to guide me. Some philosophy of life that shall appeal to the +best that is in me." + +"Well?" + +"I turn to the Church, and I find a great bishop addressing such +questions as these to his clergy: 'What ecclesiastical dress do you wear +when celebrating the Holy Communion? Do you ever use any ceremony such +as the Lavabo, or swinging of the incense immediately before or after +the service? Do you have cards on the holy table? If so what do they +contain? Do you ever read the first of the three longer exhortations? Do +you ever have celebrations without communicants?' with a dozen other +questions--to me--equally trivial and unimportant." + +"To the bishop such questions would not be trivial at all, but vastly +important." + +He smiled a little sadly. "Isn't that the pity of it," he said, "that +trifles are treated as though they were matters of life and death? I +notice that a neighbouring vicar has even closed the church because +women go into it with their heads uncovered." + +"I admit that that seems straining at a gnat." + +"But he does not think so. He is evidently righteously indignant, +complains of the house of God being desecrated, because people go into +it without some piece of millinery on their heads. One wonders +whether it is a woman's hair or her head that is the offence." + +[Illustration: "THEN SUDDENLY FROM OUT THE SHADOW GERVASE APPEARED AND +STOOD BEFORE THEM."] + +"I think it is rather insulting to women, of course," she answered, with +a laugh. "But he is only one, and nobody need mind very much." + +"But how do these things help me? Think of the men who are wrestling +with the great problems of life, who are fighting temptation and bad +habits, who are groping in the darkness, and crying for the light, and +the Church meets them with petty discussions about Lavabos and stoles +and chasubles and incense, and hats off or on in church?" + +"But are they not parts of religion?" + +"I do not know. If they are, it is not to be surprised at that religion +gets water-logged." + +"But such things may be helpful to some people." + +"In which way?" + +"Oh, I don't know! But some day you will see things differently, +perhaps." + +"Perhaps so. I see some things differently already." + +"Then you are not an infidel?" + +"You can call me by any name you like. I do not mind so long as you +understand me, and I have your sympathy." + +"My sympathy, I fear, can be of no help to you." + +"It will help me more than you can understand." + +"I am so glad we have had this long talk together," she said, brightly. +"I shall know what to think now when I hear people calling you names. +But here we are close to the lodge gates." + +She held out her hand to him, and the light from the lodge window fell +full upon them. He took her hand in his, and held it for a moment. + +Then suddenly from out the shadow of the lodge Gervase appeared, and +stood stock still before them. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + MEANS TO AN END + + +"Where have you been, Madeline?" Gervase said, quietly. "We have all +grown so concerned about you." His voice was quite steady, though there +was an unpleasant light in his eyes. + +"I have been for a walk, that is all," she answered, in a tone of +unconcern. + +"I wish you had let some one know," he said, in the same quiet tone. "It +is hardly safe for you to be out after dark." + +"Why not?" she answered. "I know my way about, and there is no one in +St. Gaved who would molest me." + +"You think so, perhaps," and he shot an angry glance at Rufus, who stood +quite still, speaking no word. + +"Of course I think so. Besides, I have not been alone." + +"So I perceive. But had we not better return to the house and put an end +to my mother's anxiety?" + +"I am sure Lady Tregony is not the least bit anxious," she said, with a +pout. + +"I can assure you she is very much concerned. That is the reason I came +to look for you." + +"Oh, indeed!" and with a hurried good-night to Rufus she walked away +toward the Hall. + +Gervase was by her side in a moment. Rufus watched them till they had +disappeared in the darkness, then turned, and made his way slowly +in the direction of St. Gaved. + +He could not help feeling amused at the encounter he had witnessed, +though he was almost sorry that Gervase had seen them together. It was +clear enough that the Captain was terribly angry, though he did his best +not to show it. Possibly he was more than angry. Natures like his were +apt to be jealous on the slightest provocation. + +Rufus smiled broadly at the thought. The idea of a baronet's son being +jealous of him was too comic for words. Yet such things had happened. +Jealousy was often unreasonable. And if the Captain were really jealous +it boded ill for Madeline's future happiness. + +"I should be sorry to cause unpleasantness," he said, knitting his +brows. "If they have to live together, I should like her to be happy. I +wonder if she has promised to be his wife?" + +Meanwhile, Gervase and Madeline were walking up the long drive in +silence. Madeline was in no humour for speech. Gervase was bubbling +over, and yet was afraid to trust himself to open a conversation. The +case seemed to him almost desperate, and yet he knew it was to be met +not by scolding, but by diplomacy. + +The thing that he feared more than anything had happened before his very +eyes. And yet he was not disposed to blame Madeline very much, the blame +belonged to Rufus Sterne--a handsome, intriguing rascal, who had used +the girl's sense of gratitude for all it was worth. + +"I should like to twist the scoundrel's neck," he said to himself, with +an ugly look upon his face. "I wonder what he expects to gain? Of +course, he will never dare to make love to her. It might be a good +thing if he did----" + +Then his thoughts took another turn. Madeline was an American, and under +the Stars and Stripes social considerations counted for very little. +Possibly she thought that Rufus Sterne was just as good as he, and if +she did, heaven only knew what would happen. + +"I was a fool not to make love to her at the first," he thought, with a +scowl. "She thought no end of me then, and I could have married her +right off. I'm sure I could, but father insisted that waiting was the +game. Father was a fool, and I was a fool to listen to him." + +The lights from the Hall windows began to glimmer through the trees, and +he had spoken no word to her since they passed through the lodge gates. +He had looked at her once or twice, but she kept her eyes straight in +front of her. Did she expect he would scold her, he wondered? Had she +begun to realise that her conduct was deserving of censure, or was she +only annoyed that she had been seen? + +The silence was becoming embarrassing. He wished she would speak, and +give him the opportunity of reply. To walk side by side like mutes at a +funeral promised ill for the future. + +"Are you tired, Madeline?" He was bound to say something, and one +question would serve as well as another. + +"Not in the least," and she quickened her steps to give point to her +statement. + +"Oh! please don't walk so fast," he said, in a tone of entreaty. "One +can't talk when walking so fast." + +"I don't want to talk." + +"Why not, Madeline? You are not angry with me, surely?" + +"Of course not. Why should I be?" + +"I might be angry with you, but I'm not. I never could be angry with +you, Madeline. You have no idea how much I think of you, and how much I +appreciate you." + +"Why might you be angry with me?" she asked, sharply, without turning +her head. + +The question almost staggered him for a moment. Yet as he had brought it +upon himself he was bound to answer it. + +"Well, you see," he said, desperately, "no man cares to see the woman he +loves, and whom he expects to marry, walking out with another man, +especially after dark." + +"Oh, indeed!" + +"But don't think I am angry with you, Madeline," he interposed, quickly. +"I could trust you anywhere." + +"Then why did you come spying on me?" and she turned her eyes suddenly +upon him. + +"No, not spying on you, Madeline," he said, humbly; "that is not the +right word to use. But I knew that fellow might be loitering about. He +is always hanging about somewhere." + +"Everybody hangs about somewhere--to quote your elegant phrase," she +said, sharply. + +"Yes, yes. But anybody can see what that fellow is after. He did you a +service, there is no denying it, and now he is presuming on your good +nature." + +"In which way?" + +"Well, in getting you to notice him and speak to him." + +"Surely I can speak to anyone I choose?" + +"Of course you can. But he is not the kind of man you would choose to +speak to, but for the unfortunate accident." + +"Why not?" + +"Well, Madeline, there should be some sense of fitness in everything. +Here is a man without religion, who never goes to church or chapel, who +has no sense of accountability or responsibility, who doesn't believe +even in the Ten Commandments----" + +"Yes, go on," she interjected, suddenly. + +"Who at the present time," he continued, slowly, "is actually living by +imposing on the credulity and good nature of other people." + +"How so?" + +"How so? He is spending money right and left, I am told, on some +pretended invention, or discovery of his, which is to revolutionise one +of the staple industries of the county. Of course, the whole thing is a +fake. You may be quite sure of that. But whose money is he spending? He +has none of his own. With his glib tongue I have no doubt he has imposed +on a lot of people to lend him their savings. Honourable conduct, isn't +it? Perhaps he is trying to interest you in his invention?" + +"No, he is not." + +"Not got sufficiently far yet. Oh, well, it will do you no harm to be +warned in time." + +"You take a charitable view of your neighbours, Gervase." + +"My dear Madeline, charity is all right in its place. But in this world +we must be guided by common-sense." + +They had reached the house, and were standing facing each other to +continue the conversation. + +"Well?" she interrogated. + +"You may lay it down as a general principle that a man who is an infidel +is not to be trusted." + +"For what reason?" + +"Because he has no moral standard to hold him in check. You believe in +the Bible and in the Commandments and in the teachings of the Church, +and you live in obedience to what you believe. But he believes none of +these things. He is bound by no commandment except as a matter of +policy." + +"May not a man have a moral instinct which he follows? Are all the +unbelievers, all the doubters, all the sceptics, all the infidels--or +whatever name you like to call them--are they all bad men?" + +"I do not say that, Madeline. Besides, policy often holds them in +check." + +"And what holds you in check, Gervase? Is it your passionate attachment +to the right, or the fear of being found out?" + +"I don't think that is quite a fair question," he said, uneasily. "I +don't pretend to be a saint, though I do try to live like a Christian +gentleman." + +"And you think Mr. Sterne does not?" + +"I have no wish to say all I think, or even to hint at what I know. A +word to the wise is sufficient. I am sure you will be on your guard in +the future." + +"But you do hint at a great deal, Gervase, whether you know or not." + +"It is because I love you, Madeline, and would shield you from every +harm." + +She looked at him for a moment, as if about to reply, then turned and +walked up the steps into the house. + +Gervase stood still for a moment or two, then turned slowly on his heel, +and began to retrace his steps the way he had come. + +He chuckled audibly when he had got a few paces away. He felt that he +had done a good stroke of business. He had sown tares enough to spoil +any crop. If he had not proved to Madeline that Rufus Sterne was a man +without moral scruples, he had succeeded in filling her mind with doubts +on the subject. + +If that failed to answer the end he had in view he would have to go a +step further. He had no wish to resort to extreme measures, for the +simple reason that he did not like to run risks, but if Madeline was +still unconvinced that Rufus Sterne was a man not to be trusted, some +direct evidence would have to be manufactured and produced. + +It was clear to him that this man who had saved her life was the one +stumbling-stone in his path. But for him she would have raised no +objection to their engagement. Everything had gone in his favour until +that adventure on the cliffs; everything would go right now if he were +out of the way. + +The best way to get him out of the way would be to blacken his +character. Madeline was a girl with high moral ideals. An immoral man +she would turn away from with loathing. Gervase shrugged his shoulders +significantly. He had already by implication thrown considerable doubt +on his character; if that failed, further and more extreme measures +would have to be considered. + +When he reached the lodge gates he turned back again. He walked with a +quicker and more buoyant step. He felt satisfied with himself. He had +more skill in argument than he knew. He believed he had spiked Rufus +Sterne's guns once and for all. + +Madeline was very silent over the dinner-table, and during the rest of +the evening. Evidently the poison was working. Gervase left her in +peace. It would be bad policy to pay her too much attention just now. +The poison should be left to do its utmost. + +Nearly a week passed, and nothing happened. Madeline remained silent, +and more or less apathetic. She manifested no inclination to go for +long walks alone, and kept herself for the most part in her own room. + +This from one point of view was so much to the good. It seemed to +indicate that she had no desire to meet Rufus Sterne. On the other hand, +it was not without an element of discouragement. She was no more cordial +with Gervase. Indeed, she kept him at arm's length more persistently +than ever. Gervase became almost desperate. His financial position was +causing him increased anxiety, while his father began to upbraid him for +not making better use of his opportunities. To crown his anxiety Beryl +told him one day that Madeline was not at all pleased with him for +trying to insinuate that Rufus Sterne was a man of bad character. + +Gervase swore a big oath and stalked out of the house. He was angrier +than he had been since his return from India. He was ready to quarrel +with his best friend. As for Rufus Sterne, he was itching to be at his +throat. It would be a relief to him to strangle him. + +As fate would have it he had not got five hundred yards beyond the lodge +gates before he came face to face with the man whom he believed was the +cause of all his trouble and disappointment. + +Rufus was returning from Redbourne, tired and despondent. Things were +not going well with his invention, and the dread possibility which at +first he refused to entertain was looming ever more largely on the +horizon. + +The sun had set nearly an hour previously, but the white carpet of snow +and the myriads of glittering stars made every object distinctly +visible. + +The two men recognised each other in a moment. Rufus would have passed +on without a word. He wanted to be alone with his own thoughts. But +Gervase was in a very different humour. Moreover, the sight of Rufus +Sterne was like fuel to the fire, it seemed to throw him into a rage of +uncontrollable passion. + +"Hello, scoundrel," he said, "loitering round Trewinion as usual," and +he squared his shoulders and looked Rufus straight in the eyes. + +Rufus stopped short, and stared at the Captain in angry surprise. "What +do you mean?" he said, scornfully and defiantly. + +"I mean that you are a contemptible cad," was the answer. + +Rufus laughed, mockingly. + +"Don't laugh at me," Gervase roared. "I won't have it. Because you +rendered Miss Grover a service you think you have a right to hang about +this place at all hours of the day, so that you may intercept her when +she goes out for a walk, and poison her mind against her best friends." + +"It is a lie," Rufus said, fiercely. "I have neither intercepted her nor +poisoned her mind." + +"Will you call me a liar?" Gervase almost shrieked. + +"Of course I will call you a liar when you make statements that are +false." + +"Then take----" + +But the blow failed to reach its mark. Rufus sprang aside, his face +white with anger, and almost before he knew what he had done, his heavy +fist had loosened one of the Captain's teeth and considerably altered +the shape of his nose. + +With a wild yell of rage the Captain struck out again, but he was so +blind with rage that he could hardly see what he did. Moreover, this was +a kind of combat he was not used to. With sword or rapier he could have +made a very good show, but with his bare fists, in the light of the +stars, he was at very considerable disadvantage. His second blow was as +wild as the first, and when a blow between his eyes laid him prone on +the ground, he began to yell for help at the top of his voice. + +Micah Martin, the gardener, who lived at the lodge, was on the scene in +a very few moments. + +"Take the drunken brute away," Gervase screamed, "or he'll murder me." + +Rufus looked at his antagonist for a moment in silence, then staggered +away, feeling limp and nerveless. The encounter had been so sudden and +so sharp that he hardly realised yet what had happened. Reaching a +neighbouring gate, he leaned on it and breathed hard. + +A few yards away he heard Gervase muttering and swearing, while Martin +tried to encourage him with sympathetic words. He saw them walk through +the lodge gates a little later and disappear in the darkness. + +Then Rufus pulled himself together and tried to realise what had taken +place. His right knuckles were still smarting from their contact with +the Captain's bony face, otherwise he had suffered no harm. The +aggressor had clearly got the worst of it. + +Yet he felt no sense of elation. At best it was but a vulgar brawl, +which any right-minded man ought to be ashamed of. It was true the +Captain had struck the first blow, but he had returned it with more than +compound interest. He wondered what the people of St. Gaved would say +when they got to know. He wondered what Madeline Grover would say. + +He felt so excited, that, tired as he was, he took a long walk across +the downs before returning to his lodgings. Mrs. Tuke, as usual, had +laid his supper on the table, but she did not show her face. + +He was too much distressed in mind to eat. The events of the day, +followed by the encounter with Gervase Tregony had taken away all his +appetite. + +For a long time he sat in his easy chair staring into the fire. + +"I don't know why I should distress myself," he said to himself once or +twice. "What if everything fails? There is an easy way out of all +trouble. And I am not sure that Felix Muller, with all his pretence of +friendship, will be sorry." + +He went to bed at length, but he did not sleep for several hours. The +events of the day kept recurring like the refrain of a familiar song. + +He went about his work next day like a man who had almost abandoned +hope. The buoyancy which he experienced at the beginning had nearly all +gone. The promise of success was growing very faint and dim. + +As the day wore on he troubled himself less and less about Gervase +Tregony. He thought it likely that for his own credit's sake he would +say nothing about the encounter. Hence his surprise was great when +toward evening a policeman called on him with a summons for assault. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + THE JUSTICE OF THE STRONG + + +Rufus was brought before the magistrates, and remanded for a week. +Gervase in the meanwhile made the most of his opportunity. Fate, or +Providence, it seemed to him, had delivered his enemy into his hand, and +he conceived it to be his duty now to assist Providence, to the best of +his ability. + +Rufus treated the matter very lightly. He was out on bail, and he had +little doubt that when he was allowed to tell his story before the +magistrates he would be acquitted at once. Indeed, no other result +seemed possible. He had only defended himself, and that a man should be +punished for protecting his own head was almost unthinkable. + +He did not consider, however, that nearly all the magistrates belonged +to the class of which Gervase was a member. That almost unconsciously +they would be predisposed in his favour. That they regarded it almost as +a religious duty to uphold the rights and privileges of their class, and +that any insult offered to one of their own order meant a distinct +weakening of that iron hand which had ruled the country for centuries, +unless such insult was promptly met and punished. + +The magistrates were all of them honourable men. They belonged to the +best county families. They had feasted at Sir Charles's table more than +once, and ridden to hounds with his son. They had unbounded faith in the +wisdom of the ruling classes, and an inborn contempt for what is +vaguely termed the rights of the people. Political unrest was a +dangerous symptom, and insubordination a crime. + +The toast they drank with the greatest gusto at their public functions +was "His Majesty's Forces" and "The Navy." The Church they did not +recognise as a defensive power, and though they repeated nearly every +Sunday, "Because there is none other that fighteth for us, but only +Thou, O God," they did not, in reality, believe it. The Gospel was all +right for the social and domestic side of life, but when it came to +larger affairs an army or a warship was much more to the purpose. + +Rufus was not beloved by any of these dispensers of the law. He was +reputed to hold Socialistic views; he was not over-burdened with +reverence for the "upper classes," and, worse still, was not content +with the lowly condition in which he was born. + +On the day of the trial Rufus discovered that he had made a mistake in +treating the matter so lightly. The prosecution had succeeded in working +up a case. He was amazed when he discovered that he was charged, not +only with assault but with drunkenness, and that the charge of +drunkenness was sworn to by at least two witnesses. The terms of the +indictment, by some oversight, had been furnished him too late for him +to supply rebutting evidence. He had only his simple word of denial, and +that stood him in no stead. + +Gervase swore that the accused struck him without warning and without +provocation; that, in fact, he was given no time to defend himself, that +almost before he knew what had happened he was lying on the ground +bruised and bleeding. The accused, who was clearly mad with drink, +sprang upon him out of the darkness, and felled him with a single blow, +and but for the interposition of his gardener, Micah Martin, he had +little doubt would have killed him. + +Micah corroborated his young master's evidence. He heard a cry for help, +and running out saw the Captain on his back with the prisoner's knee on +his chest. He was not absolutely certain as to the latter point, but +that was his impression. Seeing him the prisoner staggered away, and +leaned against a gate. He seemed to be just mad drunk, and in his +judgment did not quite know what he was doing. + +The next witness was Timothy Polgarrow, barman at the "Three Anchors." +He swore that he supplied the prisoner with two whiskies on the evening +in question; that he appeared to be excited when he came into the +public-house bar, but quite sober. After the second whisky, however, he +showed signs of intoxication so that a third whisky which he demanded +was refused. It was quite early in the evening when he called, not much +after dark. He was able to walk fairly straight when he left the "Three +Anchors," but appeared to be terribly angry that he was refused any more +drink. + +Timothy gave his evidence glibly, and with great precision, and stuck to +what he called his facts with limpet-like tenacity. + +Rufus startled the court, and horrified the magistrates by asking Tim +how much the Captain had paid him for committing perjury. + +Rufus denied that he had ever crossed the threshold of the "Three +Anchors." He had passed it on the evening in question on his way home +from Redbourne, but he did not even slacken his pace, much less call. + +Tim, however, stuck to his story, and was quite certain that he was not +mistaken in his man. + +As to the assault there could be no doubt. The Captain's face bore +evidence of the severity of the attack. Rufus did not deny striking him +and knocking him down, but persisted that Gervase was the aggressor. + +"But why should he attack you?" the chairman asked. + +"He accused me of something which I very much resented." + +"What did he accuse you of?" + +"I decline to say." + +"Why do you decline?" + +"Because it would introduce a name that I would not on any account have +mixed up in this sordid affair." + +"Oh! indeed." And the Bench smiled in an ultra superior way. + +"Well, when he accused you of something you very much resented what did +you do?" + +"I called him a liar." + +"Yes?" + +"This angered him, and he struck at me." + +"And what then?" + +"I dodged the blow, and struck back." + +"He didn't dodge the blow, I suppose?" + +"It appears not by his appearance." + +There was laughter in court at this reply, which was instantly +suppressed. + +"And what followed then?" + +"What usually follows in such a case. Each tried to get at the other. I +suppose my arm was the stronger or the longer. At any rate, when he +found himself on his back he began to bellow for help." + +"So that you wish us to believe that in a stand-up fight between a +soldier and a civilian the soldier got the worst of it?" + +"It looks as if he got the worst of it, at any rate." + +"Does it not occur to you that your story does not hang well together? +Is it likely that a soldier--or an ex-soldier, a man trained to the use +of arms--would allow himself to be felled to the ground unless he were +taken unawares?" + +"Whether it is likely or not I have only stated the simple facts. Why +should I attack him unawares, or attack him at all? His existence is a +matter of supreme indifference to me. I should not have noticed him had +he not charged me with conduct which I repudiate." + +"But you refuse to say what it is he charged you with?" + +"I do, and for the reasons I have already stated." + +At this point the Captain's solicitor took up the running, and insisted +that the case had been proved up to the very hilt. Timothy Polgarrow, a +man of unimpeachable character, had sworn upon oath that he had served +the accused with whiskies on the evening in question. Generally +speaking, it was, no doubt, true, that the accused was a very temperate +man. Hence, when he took drink at all, he the more quickly got out of +bounds. An inveterate toper would have taken half-a-dozen whiskies, and +carried a perfectly steady head. The accused was excited when he entered +the "Three Anchors." Perhaps he had business worries. It was hinted that +his schemes were hanging fire. Perhaps he had imbibed freely before he +left Redbourne. People drank sometimes to drown their care. But the one +clear fact was that he left the "Three Anchors" considerably the worse +for liquor. Liquor makes some people hilarious, others it makes +quarrelsome. The accused evidently belongs to the latter class. He was +ready to fight anybody. As it happened, Captain Tregony, as he would +still call him, though he had resigned his commission, was the first man +he met. The Captain was taking a constitutional before dinner. It was a +clear, frosty evening with plenty of starlight. The Captain was walking +slowly with no thought of evil, when suddenly, out of the night, loomed +the accused. The sequel you know. He fell upon the Captain unawares and +struck him to the ground, and the chances are, in his drunken fury, +would have murdered him, but for the timely assistance of Micah Martin. + +The case was as simple and straightforward as any bench of magistrates +could desire. The facts were borne out by independent testimony. There +could be no shadow of doubt as to the drunkenness or the assault. The +only matter to be considered was the measure of punishment to be meted +out. They all agreed that drunkenness was no excuse for violence, while +the offence was aggravated by a man in Rufus Sterne's position attacking +a man of the rank of Captain Tregony. + +One or two of the magistrates were for committing him to gaol without +the option of a fine. It was a serious matter for a civilian to attack +even an ex-soldier. It was a species of _lèse majesté_ that ought not to +be tolerated for a moment. + +Unfortunately for these extremists a similar case had been tried a +fortnight previously, and the accused--a man of considerable means--had +got off with a fine of ten shillings and costs. + +"And," argued the chairman, "we cannot with this case fresh in people's +minds give colour to the fiction that there is one law for the rich and +another for the poor." + +So in order to prove their absolute impartiality, and to mark at the +same time their sense of what was due to an ex-officer of His Majesty's +forces they inflicted a fine of five pounds and costs, or a month's +imprisonment. + +Rufus was disposed at first not to pay the money. He was so angry that +he almost felt that the seclusion of a prison cell would be a relief. +But better thoughts prevailed. He was absolutely helpless. It was no +use kicking or protesting. He could only grin, and abide, and hope that +the day would come when justice would find her own. + +It was a humiliating day for him. He left the court branded as a +drunkard and a brawler. The case for the prosecution had been so clear +and circumstantial that even his best friends were confounded. That he +should deny the accusation was natural enough; but there was an unspoken +fear in their hearts that worry had driven him to drink, and that +alcohol acting upon a highly-strung temperament had thrown him +momentarily off his mental and moral balance. + +Madeline Grover was almost dumbfounded. Unconsciously she had been +idealising Rufus for months past, while their last conversation had +further exalted him in her estimation. Here was a man, honest in his +doubts, sincere in his beliefs, and faithful to all his ideals. A man +who "would not make his judgment blind," and who refused to play the +hypocrite whatever the world might say in disparagement of him. + +Among all her acquaintances there was no man who had struck her fancy so +much. He stood apart from the common ruck. His very antagonism to the +religious conventions of his time had something of nobleness in it. If +he derided the Church it was because he believed it had departed from +the spirit and teachings of its founder. His reverence for what was good +and helpful had won her admiration. + +And now suddenly it had been discovered to her that her idol had not +only feet of clay, but was clay altogether, that he was a worse +hypocrite than the hypocrites he derided. That behind all his +pretence---- + +She stopped short at that. He had made no pretence. If he had talked +about himself it was in disparagement rather than praise. He +claimed no virtues beyond what his fellows possessed. He had always been +singularly modest in his estimate of his own abilities. + +Yet here were the facts in black and white. The unshaken testimony of +unimpeachable witnesses, while poor Gervase's face bore unmistakable +evidence of the fierceness of the onslaught. + +Four days after the trial the local paper came out with a verbatim +report. Madeline took a copy to her own room, and spent the whole +afternoon in studying its _pros_ and _cons_. + +The points that fastened themselves upon her memory most tenaciously +were first, Rufus's refusal to give the name of someone about whom they +quarrelled, and second, his suggestion that Timothy Polgarrow had been +bribed by Gervase to give false evidence. + +Here was a phase of the question that seemed to grow larger and larger +the more she looked at it. She would have to keep her eyes and ears +open. Perhaps the last word on the subject had not been said. If Gervase +was as honourable as she had always believed, then it was wicked of +Rufus Sterne to throw out such a base and shameful insinuation. If, on +the other hand, Rufus was as black as he had been painted, why this act +of chivalry in the defence of the name of some unknown person? + +The subject was full of knots and tangles. She would have to wait until +some fresh light was thrown upon it. + +As the days passed away she was pleased to note that Gervase showed no +sign of triumph over the downfall of Rufus Sterne. He pointed no moral +as he might reasonably have done. He did not come to her and say, +"There, I told you so." His restraint and reserve were admirable, and +she liked him all the better for his silence. + +When, at length, she herself alluded to the matter, he spoke with +genuine feeling and sympathy. + +"I am really sorry for the fellow," he said. "Of course, he brought it +upon himself. I could not possibly pass over the assault in silence. But +all the same it is a pity that a man of parts should destroy his own +reputation." + +"It seemed a momentary and unaccountable outburst," she said, +reflectively. + +He smiled knowingly, and shook his head, but would not venture any +further remark on the subject. + +Madeline was greatly puzzled. She supposed she had been mistaken. It +seemed for once her instincts had led her wrong, her intuitions were at +fault. It was a painful discovery to make, and yet there was no other +conclusion she could come to. It was impossible to believe that Gervase +had deliberately plotted to ruin him, for Gervase, at any rate, was a +gentleman. + +Yet, somehow, she was never wholly satisfied. In spite of everything her +sympathies were still with the accused man. She made no attempt, +however, to see him again. She avoided every walk that would lead her +across his path. She did her best to put him out of her thoughts and out +of her life. + +Gervase, meanwhile, played his part with great skill. He no longer +pestered her with his attentions, no longer blustered. He felt he was +safe now from any rival, and that time was on his side. It was very +galling to have to wait so long, his fingers itched to touch her +dollars, but he was wise enough to see that he would gain nothing by +precipitancy. Madeline was not to be hurried or driven. + +As the winter wore slowly away Madeline became more friendly and +confidential. She sometimes asked him to take her a walk across the +downs. She allowed him also to give her lessons in riding, she sought +his advice in numberless little matters, in which she feared to trust +her own judgment, and all unconsciously led him to think that the game +was entirely in his own hands. + +Between the Hall and the village there was little or no intercourse. +Lady Tregony did most of her shopping in Redbourne. It was only the +common and inexpensive things of household use that St. Gaved was deemed +worthy to supply. Hence it happened that sometimes for a week on the +stretch no local news found its way into the Hall. + +Occasionally Madeline wondered whether Rufus Sterne after his sad fall, +would give up in despair, and go to the bad altogether, or whether he +would pull himself together and fight his battle afresh. She wondered, +too, whether the scheme or invention in which he had risked his all +would prove to be a success or a failure. She sometimes scanned the +columns of the local paper, but his name was never mentioned, and +somehow she had not the courage to ask anyone who knew him. + +The weather continued so cold and cheerless, and so trying to the +Captain after his Indian experiences, that it was suggested by Sir +Charles that they should spend a month or two in the South of France. + +Madeline caught at the idea with great eagerness, and that settled the +matter. Both Sir Charles and Gervase were anxious to get her away from +St. Gaved, but were not quite certain how it was to be accomplished. +Madeline had grown so sick of London, and so eager to get back again to +Trewinion Hall, that they were afraid she would object to going away +again so soon. + +Gervase glanced at his father knowingly, and his eyes brightened. + +That evening father and son discussed affairs in the library. + +"I think the way is clear at last," Sir Charles said, with a smile. + +"Yes, I think so," Gervase answered, pulling at his briar. + +"We'll get away as soon as we can, the sooner the better. Under the +sunny skies of the Riviera her thoughts will turn to love and +matrimony," and Sir Charles laughed. + +"She's grown almost affectionate of late." + +"That is good. If she ever cherished any romantic attachment for that +scoundrel Sterne it is at an end." + +"She never mentions his name." + +"And by the time we have been away a week she will have forgotten his +existence." + +"I hope she will not be caught by some other handsome face." + +"Not likely, my boy, if you play your cards well." + +"I think, under the circumstances, I have played them remarkably well. +Much better than you did when they were in your hands." + +"No, no. Everything is going on as well as well can be. I don't think +either of us has anything to blame himself with." + +"I am not sure I did right in giving up my commission so soon. She was +immensely taken, if you remember, with my uniform. She likes smart +clothes." + +"Oh, she's got over that. She's a woman now, and a wide-awake woman to +boot." + +"There's no doubt about her being wide-awake. But when shall we start?" + +"Why not next Monday?" + +"Aye, that will do. The sooner the better," and Gervase went off to his +room to dream of matrimony and unlimited cash. + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + THE END OF A DREAM + + +It was not until March that Rufus realised that his dream was at an end. +He had hoped against hope for weeks; had toiled on with steady +persistency and tried to banish from his brain the thought of failure. +The knowledge came suddenly, though he took a long journey to the North +of England to seek it. When he turned his face toward home he knew that +all his labour had been in vain. + +Not that the invention on which he had bestowed so much toil and thought +was worthless. On the contrary, he saw greater possibilities in it than +ever before. But he had been forestalled. Another brain, as inventive as +his own, and with far greater facilities for reducing theories to +practice, had conceived the same idea and carried it into effect, while +he was still painfully toiling in the same direction. When he looked at +the work brought out by his competitor in the North, he felt as though +there was no further place for him on earth. + +"It is better than mine," he said to himself, sadly. "The main idea is +the same, but he has shown more skill in developing it." + +It was the advantage of the trained engineer over the untrained, of +experience over inexperience. He had no feeling of bitterness in his +heart against the man who had succeeded; he was of too generous a nature +to be envious. The man who had won deserved to win. + +He journeyed home like a man in a dream. The way seemed neither long nor +short. The first faint odour of spring was in the air, but he did not +heed it. His fellow passengers seemed more like shadows than real +people. The world for him was at an end. He had no more to do. One +question only was left to trouble him. How to put out life's brief +candle without awakening any suspicion of foul play. He was more heavily +stunned than he knew. Outwardly he was quite calm and collected, but it +was the calmness of insensibility. For the moment he was past feeling; +it was as though some powerful narcotic had been injected into his +veins. He had an idea that nothing could ruffle him any more. + +He had fretted a good deal at first over the loss of his good name. It +seemed a monstrous thing that any man should have the power to rob him +of what he valued more than all else on earth. That Gervase Tregony had +deliberately bribed Tim Polgarrow and his own gardener to say he was +drunk he had not the least shadow of a doubt, but he had no proof; and +to accuse a man of inciting to perjury--especially a man in the position +of Gervase Tregony--was a very dangerous thing. So he had to keep his +mouth shut, and bear in silence one of the cruellest wrongs ever +inflicted upon a man. + +He was not at all sorry that he had disfigured the not too handsome face +of Gervase Tregony for a few days. Indeed, he was human enough to feel +that he would not mind paying another five pounds to be allowed to +repeat the process. It was not "the assault" part of the affair that +troubled him, nobody thought much the worse of him for that side of the +episode. Gervase was not so popular in St. Gaved that he had many +sympathisers. + +But to be accused of drunkenness, and to have the accusation sworn to, +and set down as proved, was as the bitterness of death to him. If there +was any vice in the world he loathed it was drunkenness. It seemed to +him the parent of so many other vices as well as the Hades of human +degradation. It is true he was not a pledged abstainer. He never cared +to pledge himself to anything, but in practice he was above reproach. + +He knew, of course, why the charge of drunkenness had been tacked on to +that of assault, without the former the latter would not hold water. It +would be too humiliating to Gervase to admit that a sober man had beaten +him in fair fight; hence the fiction that he was pounced upon suddenly +and unawares by a man who was mad drunk. But the chief reason lay deeper +still. He was not so blind that he could not see that Gervase was +jealous of him, and sometimes he half wondered, half hoped, that he had +reason to be jealous. It made his nerves tingle when he thought, that in +the big house and before the Tregony family, Madeline Grover might have +unwittingly let fall some word that could be construed into a partiality +for him. It was a thought that would not bear to be looked at or +analysed he knew. Nevertheless, it would flash across his brain, and +that pretty frequently. + +Hence, from Gervase's point of view the charge of drunkenness was what +the man in the street would call "good business." He often pictured +Gervase gloating over his triumph. If ever Madeline thought +affectionately of him she would do so no longer. She would try to forget +that he ever crossed her path, and, perhaps be sorry to the end of her +days that she had shown him so much favour. + +This was the bitterest part of the whole experience. That Madeline +should think ill of him--the one woman that all unwittingly he had +learned to love--was more painful than all the rest put together. It was +bad enough to be held up as an awful example in Church and Sunday-school +and Temperance meeting, as he heard was the case. But all that he did +not mind so much. He might live it down in time. But if Madeline was +once within his reach, and this cruel slander drove her into the arms of +Gervase Tregony, that would be a tragedy that could never be lived down, +that would darken his life to the end of the chapter. + +For several weeks he kept hoping that he would meet Madeline again. He +wanted to have one more conversation with her. He hoped that her +generous nature would allow him to put his side of the case; or, if that +was denied him that he might be allowed to say with all the emphasis he +could command, that the accusation was false. But she gave him no such +opportunity. He watched for her in the streets of St. Gaved. He took +long walks across the downs, he loitered in the road that led past the +lodge gates, but never once did she show her face. She evidently meant +to let him see that their acquaintanceship was at an end. + +Then came the news that the whole family had gone abroad, and that no +one knew when they would return to Trewinion Hall again. He heard the +news with a dull sense of pain at his heart. The brightest--the most +beautiful thing--that had ever come into his life had gone out again, +and he was left like a man stricken blind in a land of sunshine. + +Yet, strangely enough, his sense of grief and shame and loss increased +his desire for life. He did not want to hide himself--to pass out into +silence and forgetfulness. He wanted to live so that he might redeem his +life from the shadow that had fallen upon it, and prove to Madeline +Grover, however late in the day, how cruelly he had been wronged. + +On his return from the North, however, this and every other feeling was +swallowed up in a strange insensibility to pain, both mental and +physical. The one thought that dominated him was that he must keep his +pledge to Felix Muller. As an honourable man he was bound to do that, +and perhaps the sooner he did it the better. + +He had spent three-fourths of the money he had borrowed. He had a few +assets in the shape of tools, the rest would have to be scrapped, and +would only be worth the value of old iron. In case there were no mishaps +over the insurance money, Felix Muller would be well repaid for the +risks he had taken and the world would go on just as if nothing had +happened. + +After a good deal of cogitation he came to the conclusion that the +easiest way out of life would be by drowning. He was not a very good +swimmer. He soon got exhausted and so was careful never to venture out +of his depth. It would be quite easy, therefore, for him to swim out +into deep water or take a header from a rock when the tide was up and +then quietly drown. + +That would mean that he would have to wait until summer. Nobody in St. +Gaved bathed in the sea in March. To avoid any suspicion of foul play he +would have to follow his normal habits and preserve as far as possible a +cheerful temper. + +It was soon whispered through the town that Rufus's great invention had +proved a failure. Some sympathised with him. Some secretly rejoiced. +For, curiously enough, no man can live in this world and do his duty +without making enemies. There are narrow, ungenerous souls in every +community who regard the success of their neighbours as a personal +affront, who can see no merit in anyone, and who are never able to shape +their lips to a word of praise or congratulation. + +These people always complained that Rufus was a cut above his station. +They said it would do him good "to be taken down a peg." But they were +dreadfully sorry for the people whom he had induced to invest money in +his wild-cat enterprise. + +There were talks of his being made a bankrupt, and hints were thrown out +that he might soon have to appear in a court of law on a worse charge +than that of being drunk and disorderly. Moralists were able to see in +his case striking illustrations of the truth that "the way of +transgressors is hard." It was against the eternal order that a man +should permanently prosper who had turned his back upon the faith of his +fathers. His failure was heaven's punishment on him for neglecting +church and chapel, and his fall into the sin of drunkenness was to be +traced to precisely the same source. + +Some of these things were repeated to Rufus by not too judicious +friends, but they little guessed how deeply they hurt him. It was not +his habit to betray his feelings. When he was most deeply stung he said +the least. + +A few days after his return Felix Muller drove over to see him. He came +as usual after dark, and his excuse was that he had been to see clients +in the neighbourhood. + +Felix was full of sympathy and generous in his language of +commiseration. + +"We must still hope for the best," he said, after a long pause, looking +into the fire with a grave and abstracted air. "You have several months +yet to turn round in." + +"It will be impossible for me to find the money except in the way we +agreed upon," Rufus answered, without emotion. + +"It may look so now," Muller answered, with pretended cheerfulness; "but +in this topsy-turvy world there is no knowing what will turn up. I wish +it were possible for me to allow you an extension of time." + +"I fear it would not help me, if you could," Rufus said, absently. + +"Well, perhaps it wouldn't, but all the same I should like to give you +an extra chance or two if that were possible." + +"I am not asking for any favours," Rufus said, indifferently. "I am +getting things straight for you with as little delay as possible." + +"And I shall loathe myself for being compelled to receive the money when +you are gone." + +Rufus looked at him for a moment with a doubtful light in his eyes. + +"Why, what can it matter to you?" he questioned. "I thought you were a +man without sentiment." + +"I am in the main. I am just a man of business, and nothing else. Yet +there's no denying I am fond of you. You are a man of my own way of +thinking. May I not say you are a disciple of mine?" + +"You may say what you like," Sterne replied, with a hollow laugh. "I +believe you helped to destroy some of the illusions of my youth." + +"And therefore you are grateful to me, and I am interested in you." + +"I am not sure that I am particularly grateful," Rufus said, wearily, +"What is there to be grateful for?" + +"What is there to be grateful for?" Muller questioned, raising his +eyebrows. "Surely it is something to have got out of the fogs of +superstition into the clear light of reason. To have escaped from the +bondage of creeds into the freedom of humanity. To have discovered the +true value and proportion of things, to have been delivered from all +fear of the future----" + +"Are we not playing with words and phrases?" Rufus questioned, suddenly. + +"My dear friend, what do you mean?" Muller asked in surprise. + +"Suppose by reason and logic we can destroy everything until nothing is +left? Is there any satisfaction in that? Is there any comfort in a +philosophy of negations?" + +"Explain yourself." + +"Well, we will say for the sake of argument that we have proved there is +no God and no future state. That all religions are myths and dreams. +That matter explains everything, that thought is only sensation, that +morality simply registers a stage in evolution, that death breaks up the +elements which compose the individual, and they return to their native +state. What then? Have we got any further? Are we not merely playing +with words and phrases as children play with pebbles on the shore?" + +"My dear fellow, whom have you been talking with lately?" + +"That is nothing to the point," Rufus answered, with a touch of defiance +in his voice. "What I want to know is, how or in what way we are better +off than say the vicar and his curate?" + +"My dear fellow, surely you can see that they are the puppets of an +exploded superstition." + +"Well, suppose they are. What are we the puppets of?" + +"We are not puppets at all. We are free men." + +"Words again," Rufus answered, with a pathetic smile. "We are as +completely hemmed in by the forces that surround us as they are. As +completely baffled by the riddle of existence. In what does our freedom +consist? We have cast off one dogma to pin our faith to another." + +"No, no; we are not dogmatists at all." + +"Words again, Muller. You have your set of beliefs as clearly defined as +the vicar has his. You have formulated your creed. That it is largely a +denial of all he believes is nothing to the point. A negative implies a +positive." + +"Ah, but he believes in what affects the freedom of the human mind and +the human will. He believes in a personal God, in human accountability +to that Being; in a Day of Judgment; in a future state of rewards and +punishments." + +"And you believe in extinction?" + +"Of course I do, and so do you." + +"But is there any such thing as extinction? Can you destroy anything? If +a thing ceases to exist in one form, does it not exist in another?" + +"Of course, that is the eternal process, the undeviating order. At death +you disintegrate and turn to dust. In other words you are resolved into +your native elements, those elements are used up again in other forms, +they feed a rose, give colour to the grass, pass into the plumage of a +bird, or into the structure of an animal." + +"But I am more than dust, Muller, and so are you. Your philosophy still +leaves the riddle unsolved. I am coming round to the conviction that +personality is not to be explained away by any such rough-and-ready +method." + +"I am sorry to hear you say so." + +"Why should you be sorry?" + +"Because when a man is in the grip of superstition there is no knowing +what he will do or leave undone. So-called religion is made an excuse +for so many things." + +"For not committing suicide, for instance?" + +"Exactly. If a man gets the stupid notion into his head that he is +accountable to somebody for his life, or that he will have to give an +account at some hypothetical judgment day, that man becomes a slave at +once. He is no longer his own master. No longer free to do what he +likes." + +"My dear Muller," Rufus questioned, with a smile. "Are you free to do as +you like? Is not the life of every one of us bounded by laws and +conditions that we cannot escape?" + +"Up to a point, no doubt. Freedom is not chaos. Liberty moves within +legitimate bounds. Our philosophy is at any rate rational." + +"Then you believe in a moral order as well as a physical?" + +"The moral order man has evolved for himself. It is a concomitant of +civilisation." + +"Why not say he has evolved the physical order for himself? Would it not +be just as reasonable? He may have evolved considerable portions of his +creeds and any number of dogmas. But the moral order is no more a part +of ecclesiasticism than earthquakes are. It is part of the universal +cosmos before which we stand helpless and bewildered." + +"My dear Sterne, you talk like a parson. Who has been coaching you?" + +"No, no, Muller; the subject is too big and complex to be dismissed with +a sneer." + +"I expect I shall hear of you next playing the martyr for moral ideals," +Muller said, with a slight curl of the lip. + +"That seems to be the next item on the programme," Rufus answered, +quietly; "for, after all, what is honesty--the just payment of +debts--but a moral ideal." + +"It belongs to that code of honour certainly that civilised peoples have +shaped for themselves." + +"Then you think I am bound to my pledge by nothing more weighty than +that?" + +"What could be more weighty? You could not escape from it +without--without--but why discuss the impossible? You are a man of +honour, that is enough." + +"And when is the latest you would like the money, Muller?" + +"It will need a month or two to clear up things," he said, evasively. + +"And if I am too precipitate I might be suspected?" + +"Exactly. You cannot be too wary. Companies have grown suspicious. There +have been so many attempts of late to cheat them, and, of course, in the +eye of the law robbing a company stands in precisely the same category +as robbing an individual." + +Rufus gave a start, and all the blood left his cheeks, and for several +moments he stared at the fire in silence. + +Muller rose from his chair, and began to brush his bowler hat with his +hand. + +"I'm frightfully sorry it's happened," he said, consolingly, "but, after +all, it will soon be over." + +"Ye--s." + +"I advised you against it. I did not like the risk from the first." + +"But you'll profit by the transaction?" + +"My dear fellow, we're bound to make a little profit now and then or we +should starve." + +"Profit?" Rufus mused, as if to himself, "what shall it profit a +man----" + +"Perhaps you will advise me nearer the time?" Muller said, uneasily, and +he moved towards the door. + +"No. The papers will advise you." + +"Well, good-night. I will not say good-bye; perhaps something may turn +up yet." And he pulled open the door and passed out into the hall. + +"Good-night," Rufus answered, and he turned back to his easy-chair and +sat down. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + QUESTIONS TO BE FACED + + +Rufus sat staring into the fire for the best part of an hour, with eyes +full of pain and questioning. Unwittingly Felix Muller had startled him +out of the condition of semi-insensibility into which he had fallen. The +dull apathy, mental and moral, passed from him like a cloud. He was +keenly alive once more, keenly sensitive to every question that touched +his personal honour. He was amazed that he should have failed to see the +moral issue raised by Muller. Amazed that he had never considered the +rights of the company in which he had insured his life. + +Was it true, he wondered, that departure from the Christian faith, the +relinquishing of the idea of accountability to a Supreme Being, lowered +a man's moral standard? Would he have lost sight of the moral view if he +had not drifted into the cold and barren regions of materialistic +philosophy? He had prided himself on his personal honour, and yet had he +not been sliding downwards, steadily and unconsciously, ever since he +cast religion definitely aside? The Churches might concern themselves +mainly with questions that were of little account. But, after all, they +did keep alive the sense of God, the idea of accountability, the +importance of right living. + +If he had held on, for instance, to the faith of his childhood, would he +have lost sight for a moment of the fact that to cheat a public company +was just as dishonest as to cheat a private individual? Could he under +any circumstances have entered into the compact he had? Would he not +have sighted the moral issue in a moment? + +He felt humiliated and ashamed. How could he patch the garment of his +personal honour with stolen material. The conduct of Micawber in paying +Traddles with his I.O.U. was nobility itself in comparison with his +proposal to pay Muller by cheating an insurance company. The only +question that had worried him until now was whether a man had any right +to take his own life. And his materialistic philosophy had led him to +the conclusion that in such a matter he was responsible to himself +alone, that his life was his own to do what he liked with, to end it or +use it, just as seemed good in his own eyes. + +That might be true still for all he knew, though he was beginning to +doubt. But on a question of common honesty there was no room for two +opinions. Society was built up and held together by the recognition of +certain fundamental principles. There was practically universal +agreement on certain things. No argument was necessary. No one was asked +to prove that fire was hot or that ice was cold, for instance. So with +honesty and dishonesty. A man who tried to defend cheating would be +ostracised. + +But why had he failed to see this clear moral issue? That was the +question that troubled him. He had struck a blow at his own integrity +and was not conscious of it. Just as the worst kind of hell is to be in +hell and not know it, so the most terrible state of depravity is to be +depraved and to be unconscious of the fact. + +Rufus felt such a sense of personal loathing as he had never known +before. He saw himself as in a mirror--not darkly, but clearly. He +realised that in casting away the husks he had cast away the grain also, +that in losing the sense of accountability he had obscured his vision of +righteousness. + +There were certain excuses to be made for himself he knew. He had been +so certain of the success of his scheme that he had never given himself +time to consider the alternative issue. It was only recently that the +idea of failure had seriously crossed his mind. At the beginning he had +refused to consider it even as a remote contingency. That the company +would ever be called upon to pay the money was too absurd to be thought +of. + +In addition to that, there had been a vague idea somewhere at the back +of his mind that a company and an individual were not in the same +category, that they belonged to a different order of things. + +A company was something impersonal--something that had neither morals +nor conscience, that had neither a body to be kicked nor a soul to be +saved. Hence the idea of cheating a company was on a par with trying to +cheat a steamship or a railway engine. + +He had never said this to himself. He had never really looked at the +matter, but he was vaguely conscious that there had been some such +feeling or idea in his mind. Why such an idea should have possessed his +sub-consciousness he did not know. Now that he had become wide-awake to +the real issue he was amazed. + +Then there was another question that went hand in hand with the others. +Why did his moral sense become acutely awake at this particular +juncture? He had been getting back again to the old landmarks. He had +been recovering his lost faith on many points. His visit to Tregannon +and his many conversations with Marshall Brook had helped him to +discern what was vital in religion. He had been separating, +unconsciously, ecclesiasticism from Christianity. He disliked the former +as much as ever, but the philosophy of Jesus seemed the noblest thing +ever given to the world. If he had been asked if he believed in Jesus +Christ and His teachings he would have said yes. Had he been asked if he +believed in the Church and its teachings, his answer would have still +been a negative, or, if an affirmative it would have been conditioned by +so many reservations that he would not have been deemed suitable for +church membership in any communion. Yet he was not far from the kingdom +of God. The kernel of Christianity he accepted. He knew it and felt it. +His quarrel was no longer with Christ, but with those who pretended to +represent Him, with an organisation that in the main had lost His +Spirit. + +Was, then, the quickening of his moral sense the outcome of his +recovered faith? If he had never known Madeline Grover, never read the +books she lent him, never listened to the teachings of Marshall Brook, +would he have troubled about the rights of an insurance company? + +These were questions he could not answer. He had not found his bearings +yet. He would need more time. Moreover, the question of all others that +hammered at his brain and conscience was, should he pay back the money +he owed Muller by fraud? Should he be dishonest in one direction that he +might be honest in another? Should he pay a debt of honour by an act of +flagrant dishonour? He knew that Muller would answer yes in a moment; +that with him honesty and honour did not belong to the same category. He +would have said that men might be perfectly honourable without being +honest; that honesty, after all, was merely a matter of policy; that +perfectly honourable men cheated every day. + +But with his awakened moral sense Rufus could not see things in that +light. What, therefore, was he to do? + +He stole off to bed at length, but not to sleep. Hour after hour he lay +wide awake, thinking, thinking. But he could see no way out of the +difficulty. The more he puzzled his brain the more perplexed he became. +He was on the horns of a dilemma from which there seemed no escape. + +As a man of honour he was bound to hand back the money to Muller by the +time appointed, and yet to do so he must take his own life and commit at +the same time an act of roguery that would cover his name with infamy if +men got to know. As far as his own life was concerned he was not in the +mood to set much value upon it, and as the days passed away that mood +deepened and intensified. He asked himself the question constantly, What +had he to live for? The things that made life valuable had been taken +from him. What was life without hope and without love? He was so +absolutely stranded that even if he lived it would only be a miserable +dragging out of existence. + +Sometimes he gave way to absolute despair, and the very thought of death +was a relief to him. Peace and quietness and rest were to be found only +in the grave. Why not end the struggle at once? Why wait until summer +came? He could gain nothing by waiting, and a few days more or less +could make no difference. The sooner the fatal slip was taken the sooner +would come relief. + +And yet in the darkest days of despair his moral sense revolted. The +idea of committing a fraud as the final act of his life seemed to jar +every fibre of his being. It was not dying he shrank from, though death +itself seemed a far more solemn thing than it had done for many years +past. But he was no coward. He did not recoil even from suffering; but +to die a cheat was what he could not bring himself to look upon with +equanimity. + +Again and again he would say to himself, "What does it matter? I have +been a cheat in intention if not in act. The proposal was my own. I +entered into the compact with my eyes wide open." + +But such reasoning did not satisfy him. Even when he told himself that +he had no character to lose, that even if the fraud were discovered it +would only throw a little darker shadow upon his memory. It did not +lessen his repugnance of the contemplated act. + +So one day of misery succeeded another, and he fancied sometimes he +would lose his reason altogether. + +Fortunately for him his old place at the mine became vacant, and the +manager, who had never lost faith in him, was only too glad to reinstate +him. + +"Don't be downhearted, Sterne," he said. "Our greatest successes are won +through failure. You will win yet if you have only patience to wait and +strength to persevere." + +They were the first really friendly words that had been spoken to him, +and the tears came into his eyes in spite of himself. + +Captain Tom Hendy turned away his head. He did not like to see tears in +a strong man's eyes, and he guessed that Rufus must have suffered +terribly for a few friendly words to affect him so much. + +"It is kind of you, Capt'n Tom, to say so much," Rufus said, at length, +"but I am too hopelessly stranded ever to do very much." + +"Oh, that is all my eye," Captain Tom answered, with a brusque laugh. +"You know the old saying, 'Rome was not built in a day.'" + +"Yes, I know the old saying, but I fear it won't help me very much. +Still, I shall be glad to forget my disappointment for a while in my old +tasks." + +"Disappointment is the seed-ground out of which grow the fairest +flowers," was the cheery answer. + +Captain Tom was a Methodist local preacher, and was somewhat given to +coining phrases that had a pleasant sound. Moreover, he had a big, +kindly heart, a fact which was often unsuspected by those who did not +know him. + +"Can I begin work soon?" Rufus questioned, after a pause. + +"On Monday morning. Jackson finishes on Saturday, so you can just take +up the old threads as though there had been no break." + +"You are really awfully kind," Rufus said, impulsively. "You see, I come +back with a damaged reputation." + +"Not much, sonny; not much. But, of course, your religious views +predisposed people to believe the worst." + +"Yes, I suppose so. It is a curious world." + +"Well, it is in some respects; but in the long run people generally get +what they deserve." + +"You think so?" + +"I am sure of it. There is a moral order that never varies. Don't you +make any mistake, my boy. God is at the head of affairs, though you may +think the world is run without a head." + +"I don't know that I have ever said that." + +"Well, not in so many words, perhaps. But you've drifted a long way. +I've been awfully sorry. I'm sorry still. But you'll get back. I've +never lost faith in you. You've always been better than your philosophy. +But I'm not going to blame you." + +"You need not be afraid that I shall be offended." + +"No, 'tisn't that. I know what it is to doubt, myself. I fancy sometimes +it's only the people who never think who never doubt. The way into the +Kingdom is through tribulation. So long as a man is honest in his +doubts, I don't mind. It is the blatant scepticism of ignorance that one +resents. I am sure you have been anxious to find the truth." + +"I am still." + +"Light will come in good time, my boy. Only be patient and humble," and +Captain Tom turned away. + +"One word more before you go," Rufus said, eagerly. + +"Yes, sonny, a dozen if you like." + +"I referred just now to my damaged reputation." + +"You did. But you'll be able to live that down." + +"That is not the point exactly. I was cruelly slandered in that matter. +I was never drunk in my life, never, in the smallest degree, the worse +for drink; and it would be a comfort to me if you could accept my word +of honour on that point." + +"Then it was not a momentary weakness--a sudden lapse as it were?" + +"It was not. I have never tasted a drop of intoxicants since my leg was +broken, and then it was given to me as a medicine by the doctor." + +"But why should three men swear you were drunk?" + +"One to damage my character. The other two were bribed." + +"Have you proof of that?" + +"No." + +"Then you had better keep a still tongue." + +"I have done so; but you have shown yourself so friendly that I could +not help speaking. Besides, it is hard to keep silent under so great a +wrong." + +"But why should any man--especially a man in the young Squire's +position--bribe others to swear your character away?" + +"Because he feared I was coming between him and the girl he wanted to +marry." + +Captain Tom started and looked incredulous. + +"Please don't think me egotistical," Rufus continued, with a painful +blush. "I can assure you I have never aspired so high. But----" + +"You saved her life." + +"I had that good fortune, and she was grateful, and she showed her +gratitude in many ways. One afternoon back in the winter I met her on +the Downs, and we had a ramble together, and unfortunately the Captain +saw us." + +"And you think he was jealous?" + +"I do. What led to the quarrel was, he charged me with loitering round +Trewinion so that I might waylay her, and influence her against him." + +"But why did you not mention that in court?" + +"What would have been the good of it? He would have denied it on oath. +Besides, I'd rather be accused of drunkenness than drag Miss Grover's +name into such a sordid squabble." + +"Oh, indeed!" and the Captain's eyebrows went up perceptibly. + +"You'll excuse me talking so freely, Capt'n Tom," Rufus went on, "but it +really does me good to open my heart to someone, and I know you'll +respect my confidence." + +"I wish you had come to me sooner my boy, though I never thought very +seriously of the matter. I concluded it was a sudden lapse, and in all +probability would never happen again." + +"But it was nothing of the sort," Rufus said, with a touch of vehemence +in his tone. "I am as innocent of the charge as you are." + +"Then the men who witnessed against you are guilty of perjury?" + +"Timothy Polgarrow is, without a doubt. Poor old Micah Martin may have +fancied I was not sober. Besides, he would conceive it to be his bounden +duty to accept his young master's word." + +For several seconds Captain Tom remained silent, with his eyes fixed +upon the ground. + +"Such villainy ought to be exposed," he said, at length, raising his +eyes suddenly. + +"But how is it to be done?" + +"I don't know, my boy," he answered, reflectively, "I don't know." + +"You said just now that in the long run people got their deserts." + +"I did, sonny, and I believe it." + +"But where shall I come in? Suppose they do get their deserts, that +won't compensate me." + +The Captain's grave face relaxed into a broad smile. "Perhaps young +Tregony's deserts will be in not getting the girl," he said, and he gave +a loud guffaw. + +"Well?" + +"That may be where you come in. My stars, but if I were in your shoes, +I'd make him jealous for something. By all accounts he hasn't got her +yet." + +"I don't know; I've heard nothing." + +"Neither have I, for that matter. But if he had got her, it would have +been in all the papers. You may be quite sure of that." + +"Whether he has won her or failed can make no difference to me. I have +no dreams in that direction." + +Captain Tom lowered his eyebrows and puckered his lips. "Sonny," he +said, "I've no wish to be inquisitive. But I've been a young man myself. +Ah me! I'd like to be young again. Nothing is impossible to youth when +there is a stout heart, a clear brain, and a clean conscience." + +"Which only a few possess." + +"Look here, sonny," Captain Tom said, after a pause, "you are too young +to let the weeds of pessimism overrun the garden. Look up, that's my +advice. You've had a big disappointment, I admit, and you've been +shamefully slandered; but my belief is God has some big thing in store +for you, if you will only wait patiently and trust in Him." + +Rufus dropped his head, but did not reply. However despondent he might +feel, or however tired of life, it would be a fatal policy to show it. + +"We'll talk this matter over again some time," Captain Tom said at +length. "Meanwhile, you keep your eyes open. My stars! but she's a girl +worth winning!" + +Rufus looked up with a start. + +"I mean it," Captain Tom went on, with a laugh. "Besides, you got the +first innings. If I were a sporting man, I know which horse I would +back. My stars! but it would be no end of a joke!" and with another +laugh, he walked away. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + THE VALUE OF A LIFE + + +Rufus settled himself down to his work with as much outward cheerfulness +as he could command. It was a great comfort to him to know that Captain +Tom believed in him, and that the past would never be flung into his +teeth by his employer. The work was not exacting and the pay was +proportionate. There was no scope for enterprise or ambition, which +exactly suited his mood. He had no ambition left. He was only marking +time at best. Before the autumn leaves had carpeted the ground he would +be at rest. + +He faced the issue, most days, grimly and determinedly. There was no +other alternative open to him. It seemed a greater wrong to defraud a +friend than to take a few hundreds out of the coffers of a great and +wealthy company. The company would not be perceptibly the poorer if it +lost ten times the amount. It had accumulated funds for all +contingencies. It lived by and for the purpose of taking risks. But to +defraud Muller might be to ruin him. The money was not his own. The loss +to him might mean bankruptcy and worse. Hence, as he was bound to commit +a fraud whether he lived or died, it seemed the better part to commit +the fraud that would give least pain and trouble, and dying, escape all +consequences. It was a terrible alternative, and it filled him with +self-loathing and contempt. He felt that he was a living falsehood, +practising a daily hypocrisy. And yet what could he do? + +The dry east winds of March had given place to April's genial showers. +Spring was greening the landscape in all directions. The throstles sang +in the elm-trees as though glad to be alive, and in the uplands the +young lambs sported in the sunshine. Every morning, as Rufus walked over +the hills to the mine, he felt the joy of life throbbing in his veins. +It was good to live when the world was becoming so fair; good to smell +the pungent odours of the earth, and feel the warmth of the ascending +sun. There were moments when he forgot the sword that was hanging over +his head, and he would revel in the yellow of the gorse and in the +changing colours of the sea. Then he would come to himself with a gasp, +and a look of horror would creep into his eyes. + +In spite of himself the strain began to tell upon his health. The burden +was becoming heavier than he could bear. In the company of others he +simulated a cheerfulness that he never felt. If he spoke of the future, +it was with a tone of well-feigned hopefulness in his voice. He +pretended to have plans reaching into the next year and the year after +that. He loathed himself for being so consummate a hypocrite. But for +Muller's sake he would have to avoid waking the smallest suspicion. + +It is not surprising, perhaps, that the further he got away from the +first shock of disappointment, and the nearer he got to the redemption +of his pledge, the stronger his passion for life became. It might be the +beauty of the springtime that made him so eager to live. It might be the +growing sense of the sacredness of life. It might be the increasing +moral revulsion from the act itself. It might be the slow lifting of the +veil from his spiritual vision, or it might be all these things +combined. Certain it is that as the spring advanced and the earth +became more and more beautiful, the thought of dying became more and +more repugnant. + +"There is no wealth but life," a great writer has said, and Rufus began +to feel more and more the truth of that statement. He was an asset of +his age and generation. He belonged to his own time. The treasure of a +country was not its dollars but its life. To the individual himself life +is his one real possession. Wealth and fame and distinction are nothing +to the dead. Moreover, life without wealth, without recognition, without +honour, is still worth possessing. It is a gladness merely to live and +see the beauty of the earth and feel the warmth of the sun. + +Rufus began to count the days till the end of August, which he reckoned +would mark the limit of his pilgrimage. The time passed all too quickly. +He gave himself as little sleep as possible, for sleep seemed to rob him +of what little of life was left, and he was anxious to make the most of +it. + +Never a spring seemed so beautiful as that one. Never did the gorse +flame so yellow on the moors, never did he see such sapphire in the +deep. As the evenings grew longer he sat on the cliffs and watched the +sunsets and ticked them off in his calendar as the day faded into night. + +His eyes grew large and pathetic and his voice took a softer tone. +Sometimes he found his thoughts shaping themselves into supplication. +The universal instinct asserted itself unconsciously. He wanted guidance +and he wanted forgiveness for what he proposed to do. + +Marshall Brook came across to see him once or twice, and they had long +walks and talks together, but he got no help out of their conversation +and discussions. On the contrary, every talk seemed to make his task +more and more difficult. + +By slow and almost imperceptible steps he was coming back to the faith +he had cast aside. He read the gospels with new interest, and saw in the +books Madeline Grover lent him, and which he still kept, new and deeper +meanings. But all this only put fresh thorns in his path. He wished +sometimes that his philosophy of negations had never been disturbed, +that he could still believe what he believed honestly enough when he +entered into this fatal compact. + +It seemed as though everything conspired to put difficulties in his +path. He might be the victim of a malicious fate. He had told Muller +that if he failed he should not want to live--that there would be +nothing left worth living for. How little he knew! How little he guessed +that that very day he would see a face that would change the world for +him; that from that day a train of circumstances would be set in motion +that would alter his entire outlook! + +He was a different man to-day from what he was nine months ago. He +looked at life and the world through different eyes. He had loved, and +love had greatened him in spite of the fact that he had loved in vain. +He had reasoned about temperance, and righteousness, and a judgment to +come, and out of the chaos of his own thinking had appeared the faint +glimmerings of an eternal order. He had suffered, and suffering had +developed in him the grace of patience, and toughened the fibres of his +moral nature. He had come under influences which had quickened his +drooping moral sense and made him look with steadier eyes at the meaning +and mystery of life. + +He never more ardently desired to do the right thing, was never so +absolutely compelled to do the wrong. He wished sometimes that he could +take some one into his confidence, Captain Tom Hendy, for instance. With +his clear vision and strong common sense he might see a way out of the +difficulty. But to take anyone into his confidence would be to give the +whole case away. For Muller's sake he would have to preserve an +inviolable silence, and yet the very silence was becoming more and more +intolerable. + +Toward the end of April he paid what he deemed would be his last visit +to Muller. It would be a relief to put some of his thoughts into speech. +That, however, was not the main purpose of his visit. He had succeeded +in putting all his affairs in order, in turning into cash everything +that was saleable, and in discharging all outstanding obligations, and +he was pleased to discover that he had still three hundred pounds left. + +"I suppose this belongs to me," he said to himself, "to do what I like +with," and he smiled sadly. Some men, under the circumstances, might +have spent it in having what they would call a good time, but he was in +no mood for feasting or mirth. + +"I will take it back to Muller," he went on, "and lessen my obligation +by that amount." So one Saturday afternoon, when they left off early at +the mine, he donned his holiday suit, and trudged off into Redbourne to +see his friend. + +He found Muller in his office as he expected. Muller had no domestic +ties, and he preferred his office, as a rule, to any other place in the +world. + +Muller looked up with a little start of surprise when Rufus entered. In +the first place, he was not expecting him, and in the second place, he +was shocked at his appearance. + +"Hello, Sterne," he said, "what brings you into Redbourne to-day? Not to +see a doctor, I hope," and a curious smile played round the corners of +his mouth. + +"I came to see you," Rufus answered, with a smile. "Doctors are of no +use to me." + +"Well, no," Muller replied, reflectively. "I presume you are right in +that. But you look ill all the same--painfully ill." + +"Do I? I was not aware. I feel about as usual." + +"Not over cheerful, I presume. Well, I don't wonder. It's beastly hard +luck. I think if I were in your place I should get the business over as +quickly as possible." + +"I have to consider your interests as well as my own feelings," Rufus +answered, going to the window and looking down into the street. + +"Well, yes, of course. If people suspected anything there might be old +Harry to pay." + +"Exactly. Then, you know, I have had a good many things to square up, +and, on the whole, I have come out fairly well." + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"I mean that out of the thousand pounds I borrowed of you, I have three +hundred left." + +"So much?" + +"Three pounds, seventeen and ninepence over, to be exact. But what I +propose to do is to hand over the three hundred pounds to you, and so +lessen my obligation by that amount." + +Muller started, and a puzzled expression came into his eyes. + +"The burden will seem a little lighter," Rufus went on, looking down +into the street again. + +"I confess I do not quite understand," Muller said, adjusting his +pince-nez. "You don't mean t--t----" Then he stopped, and waited for +Rufus further to explain himself. + +"I mean," Rufus answered, walking across the room, and dropping into a +chair, "that if there is any profit arising out of the transaction you +shall have the full benefit of it." + +"Oh, thanks, old man; that is good of you," and Muller's face brightened +instantly. + +"There are always expenses, of course?" + +"A great many expenses, I am sorry to say. But you have been very +thoughtful. Extremely considerate, if I may say so, without flattery." + +"Oh, you can flatter as much as you like," Rufus answered, with a +mirthless laugh. "It would be much more to the purpose, however, if you +could see some other way out of the difficulty." + +Muller's countenance changed again in a moment. + +"You like not the prospect?" he said, cynically. + +"To be honest, I don't. As a matter of fact, I despise myself for not +seeing at the beginning all the issues involved." + +"What issues do you refer to?" + +"Moral issues in the main. The repayment of this loan is with us both a +question of honour." + +"That is so. As an honourable man you cannot escape it." + +"I see that clearly enough. What I failed to see at the first--either +because I refused to entertain the idea of failure, or else because my +moral sense had become dull--was that I was proposing to pay a debt by +fraud." + +Muller laughed uneasily. "I think I pointed that out to you quite +clearly on the day we settled the matter." + +"I have no recollection of it." + +"I did so most distinctly. I said if the company scented suicide they +would dispute the claim, or words to that effect." + +"And seeing this clearly you were willing to become a party to the +fraud?" + +Muller's eyes blazed in a moment. "Look here, Sterne," he said, angrily, +"this is above a joke. You know very well that the proposal was not +mine. You badgered and bullied and persuaded and gave me no peace. I +yielded at length, much against my will, to oblige you. I made you angry +when I pointed out in the frankest and most explicit way the +consequences of failure, and now, confound it, when you have failed you +come and blame me." + +"No, no; you misunderstand me," Rufus said, mildly. "I have no wish to +blame you. The proposal was my own, I frankly admit, and you yielded +very reluctantly. But the thing that puzzles me is that while we talked +about honour we neither of us seemed to realise that the proposal +involved a glaring act of dishonour." + +"Do you refer to the insurance company?" + +"I do." + +"My dear fellow, would you consider it a dishonourable act to +appropriate a pin from your neighbour's dressing-table?" + +"Well, no. There is no value in a pin." + +"Yes, there is. All values are relative. To the company concerned the +amount involved is scarcely more than the value of a pin to your +landlady." + +"If I took a penny from her dressing-table it would be theft." + +"You think that because the disc of copper represents a fixed amount of +money. Call it theft if you like. So then taking a pin would be theft." + +"Perhaps so." + +"But a theft so small that in any moral or legal reckoning it would not +count. It would not count because your landlady would not feel it. So +the paltry amount under discussion would not be felt by the company." + +"You call it a paltry amount, and yet it represents the value of a +life." + +"My dear fellow, human life is not of much account in this world. +Governments--especially Christian Governments--sacrifice men by +thousands for bits of barren territory that are not worth sixpence." + +"The Creator, perhaps, sets more value on them." + +"Use the word Nature and you talk sense. Only your suggestion is +absolutely beside the mark. Nature puts no value on human life at all, +no more than you do on the creeping things you trample to death at every +step you take." + +"Nature does not destroy. She only changes the form. Nothing is lost." + +"Except life. That vanishes like the flame of a candle in a gust of +wind." + +"Vanishes! But do you know what the word means?" + +"I think I do. But what is all this talk leading to? What have you got +at the back of your brain? If you are going to funk the business, say +so, and let me know the worst." + +"I don't think I have suggested anything of the kind," Rufus replied, +uneasily. "I frankly admit that I do not like the alternative, and wish +that some other way of escape could be found." + +"But if there is no other way?" + +"Then I must meet my doom, and go into darkness disgraced and +dishonoured." + +"In a hundred years from now nothing will matter." + +"You are not even sure of that. But, candidly, I am as ready to face +death as most other men. I am not aware that I have ever proved myself +a coward, but I do abhor the thought of shrinking meanly out of life by +a back door in order to cheat an insurance company." + +"You should have thought of all this earlier." + +"I know I should. I am simply amazed at myself. But I was so certain of +success that I refused to look at failure, or the possible consequences +of failure." + +"Exactly. But that is not my fault. I am sorry for you. More sorry than +I can express. But I am powerless to help you." + +"And you are not concerned at my cheating the insurance company?" + +"Not in the least. I am only concerned that you do not cheat me." + +"But suppose I paid you interest on the seven hundred pounds for a year +or two?" + +"It is not the interest I want, but the principal, which I must have by +the first of January next, or I'm up a tree." + +"But could you not borrow the amount from some other client for awhile?" + +"Where am I to get security? Why don't you ask me to make you a free +gift of the amount in question?" + +"I don't want any free gift. At the same time, I don't want to sacrifice +my life if there is any chance of saving it." + +"You seem to set great store by it." + +"It is all I have. And of late I have not been able to shake off the +conviction that I am responsible to God for it." + +"I thought as much," Muller said, with a sneer. + +Rufus raised his eyes questioningly. + +"Turning Christian again with Christian results," he went on. "I caught +an echo of the jargon the last time I called on you, and feared you +would turn coward, as all these religious people do." + +"Don't let us quarrel, Muller," Rufus said, mildly. "I confess I had not +much hope that you would be able to help me, so I shall return not +greatly disappointed." + +"I would help you a thousand times if I could," Muller replied, with a +great burst of simulated friendliness, "but, alas! I cannot do +impossibilities." + +"Very good, I will not trouble you again." + +"And you will not burst the thing up by awaking suspicion?" + +"Not if I can help it." + +"And take a word of advice. Get rid of those silly notions about +accountability and all that rubbish. They don't become a man of your +intellectual calibre." + +"Thank you: we must follow the light that is in us. Good afternoon and +good-bye." + +"Good-bye," Muller said, lugubriously, grasping his outstretched hand. +"I'm sorry, but I'm helpless." + +Rufus did not reply nor did he look back, and a moment later Muller +heard his footsteps slowly descending the stairs. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + THE RETURN OF THE SQUIRE + + +Rufus was conscious as he descended the stairs that his feelings towards +Felix Muller had undergone considerable change. Felix was not the close +and attached friend that he had imagined him to be. Of late he had +revealed himself in a new light. It was no doubt true that he had taken +considerable risks on his account, but he began to fear that these risks +had not been taken on the score of friendship merely. It seemed to Rufus +that the passion for speculation and the desire for gain had been the +chief factors in the case. + +"I think he might have helped me," Rufus said to himself, regretfully. +"If he had really cared for my friendship he would have set my life +before most things. I don't think my death will trouble him in the +least." + +At the street door he paused for a few moments, and contemplated the +busy street stretching right and left. It was market-day, and the youth +of the entire country side had poured itself into the town. Up and down +they sauntered--lads and maidens--aimless, vacant, but entirely happy. +Hands in pockets, arms round waists, straws between teeth, caps tilted +to the back of heads. The world for them was the best of all possible +places, and Fore Street, Redbourne, on a market-day the most wonderful +place in the world. + +Suddenly the crowd divided that a pair of horses drawing an open +carriage might pass up the street. The carriage was empty. The coachman +and footman sat stiff and erect in blue livery, and surveyed the scene +with a look of pitying condescension on their faces. + +Rufus watched the carriage pass with more than ordinary interest. It was +Sir Charles Tregony's carriage and was evidently on its way to the +station. Very likely the family were returning to-day, though to put +five people into an ordinary landau would be a tight squeeze. + +Rufus found his heart beating a little more rapidly than usual; the +thought of seeing Madeline Grover again quickened his pulse +unconsciously. In a moment the busy street faded, the noise died down +into silence, and he was back in a quiet country lane, watching a +carriage pass, with a strange lady sitting by the side of the driver. He +would never forget that first vision of Madeline's face. He had never +seen a face before that had so caught his fancy. He had never seen +anything comparable to it since. + +That was one of the red-letter days of his life. He fancied then that +all the world lay at his feet. No dream of failure dimmed the sunshine +for a moment. He was on the heights of Pisgah, with all the fair land of +promise stretched out before him. Now he was in the valley of the +shadow, having relinquished his last hope. It was a curious coincidence +that Madeline should return that day of all days. Return, possibly, as +the wife of Gervase Tregony. To see her sitting by his side would be the +last drop in the cup of humiliation, the deepest note in the solemn +dirge of his despair. + +He looked at his watch. The down express from London was due in fifteen +minutes, and it was generally well up to time. + +"I think I will loiter round in town until they have gone," he said to +himself. "I need not suffer the humiliation of seeing her the happy +bride of that----fellow," and he plunged at once into the throng that +jostled each other in the street. + +But the desire to have another look at Madeline's face proved too strong +for him. + +"It cannot do me any harm," he said to himself, moodily. "Nothing can do +me any harm now. The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune have done +their worst." + +Ten minutes later he was on the station platform waiting for the down +express. Very few people were about. He lighted a cigarette, and +strolled with apparent unconcern up and down the platform. He gave a +little start when the signal dropped just in front of him. A couple of +porters hurried across the line from the other platform, a newspaper boy +appeared from somewhere round a corner, the people who had been walking +up and down came to a sudden stop. The long train glided slowly round a +curve, and came to a standstill. + +Rufus drew to the off side of the platform, and watched the scene. Fifty +heads were thrust out of nearly as many windows, but only half a dozen +people alighted. Sir Charles and party had a compartment to themselves +near the middle of the train. The Baronet alighted first--slowly and +stiffly as though cramped with the long journey. Beryl jumped out after +him with light springy step, then came Lady Tregony, ponderous, but +jaunty still. + +Rufus found his heart beating uncomfortably fast as he waited for +Madeline to appear. The porter entered the compartment, and began +handing out the wraps and umbrellas, then the footman hurried away to +the luggage van. Rufus heaved a long sigh, partly of disappointment, +partly of relief. Madeline had not returned with the others, neither had +the Captain. That meant--what? + +He could think of only one possible explanation. They were man and wife, +and were travelling on their own account. Perhaps they had been married +recently, and were now on their honeymoon. That seemed the most probable +supposition. It was hardly likely they would be married on the +Continent. They would wait till they got back to London, and after the +ceremony the others would return, of course, to St. Gaved, and the +Captain and his bride would wander where they listed. + +He turned away from the station, and made his way slowly over the hill +in the direction of St. Gaved. The Tregony carriage passed him before he +had got very far, but no one noticed him. He kept his head bent low, and +did not raise his eyes till the carriage had got a considerable +distance. + +It was dark long before he reached St. Gaved, and he was so tired that +it was a pain to lift his feet from the ground. It was the first time he +fully realised how weak he was. He did not feel ill, though people were +constantly telling him how ill he looked; but he was conscious that the +spring had gone out of him, that the fires of life were burning low. + +When he went to bed that night there was an unspoken prayer in his heart +that some illness would overtake him from which he would die. That would +be a splendid solution of the whole difficulty. A severe illness would +quench the passion for life, would dull all the sensibilities, would +take the sting out of all earth's disappointments, and ring down the +curtain so gently that he would not know when all the lights were turned +out. + +Perhaps, after all, he would be saved the sin and the shame of taking +his own life, and with this thought in his mind he fell asleep. + +The next day, however, brought back all the old pain in its acutest +form. Once or twice he felt strongly tempted to let Felix Muller bear +the brunt of his failure, and trust to the future and the chapter of +accidents to enable him to discharge all his liabilities. + +Muller was not considering him in any way. Indeed, he had shown himself +exceedingly callous. The one thing that concerned him was getting his +money back with compound interest. Well, he had got three hundred pounds +of it back already. Suppose he kept him waiting for the rest? + +But after a moment's reflection he would shake his head. "I should never +be able to pay him back," he would say to himself. "Seven hundred pounds +to a working man is an impossible sum. I should not be able to pay him +interest at four per cent out of my earnings. Besides, what would he +think? and it might mean bankruptcy and disgrace to him." + +But the thought of what he would think was the principal crux. How +contemptuous he would be. With what scorn he would regard him. How +bitter and venomous would be his taunts, with what biting sarcasm he +would refer to his courage and chivalry, with what lofty disdain he +would speak of his honour and his regard for the truth. + +Rufus would feel himself growing hot all over with shame. Shame that he +let such a temptation have foothold for a single moment. Had he not +pledged his word of honour, and was not that enough? Did it not outweigh +every other consideration? If he departed from his word of honour he +would never be able to hold up his head again, however long he might +live, and were a few shadowed years worth purchasing at so great a +price? + +So he debated the question now from one side and now from another, and +still the days passed on, and he saw no escape from the doom he had +prepared for himself. + +Sometimes he woke in the night with a start, and with the cry upon his +lips, "How can I do this great evil, and sin against God?" and for +awhile the thought of his responsibility to a supreme Being would +outweigh every other consideration. His pledged word, the thin veneer of +honour which took no account of honesty, the anger and contempt of +Muller, the irrevocable loss of reputation--would all seem as of no +account in comparison with the anger of an offended God. + +That he should grow pale, and thin, and hollow-eyed was inevitable. The +constant nervous strain was exhausting the springs of life. The +unresting activity of his brain was consuming his physical energies as +with a fire. He was as free from disease as any child in St. Gaved, but +he was unwittingly making himself an easy prey to any malady that might +be prowling about. + +Meanwhile St. Gaved was considerably exercised in its mind over the +non-appearance of the Captain--as people still called him--and Miss +Grover. Mrs. Tuke, who claimed to be on terms of great intimacy with +Madeline, and who was prepared to champion her under any and every +circumstance, was almost indignant that no reliable information could be +extracted from any source. + +The servants from the Hall came into the village as usual, and certain +young men from St. Gaved, it was said, found their way occasionally into +the Hall kitchen--though that was a point on which authentic +information was difficult to obtain. But neither from the servants, nor +from the young men in question, nor from the police, could anything be +gathered as to the doings or the whereabouts of Gervase Tregony and +Madeline Grover. + +Gossip, of course, ran riot, and rumour changed its headlines every day, +but the true state of affairs remained as much a mystery as ever. Rufus +found himself as much interested in the floating gossip as Mrs. Tuke +herself, and as eager to listen to the latest canard. + +"It is said they ain't married at all," Mrs. Tuke remarked one evening, +as she laid his supper on the table. + +"But nobody knows," Rufus said, wearily, looking up from his book. + +"Well, not for certain. But if they was married, don't you think as how +it would have leaked out somehow?" + +"They may have been married quietly without a dozen people knowing." + +"But why should they be married on the sly? Sir Charles seemed mighty +proud that the Captain was going to marry her before he turned up." + +"Yes, I believe that is so." + +"And the young man was that gone on her, that if she'd consented to +marry him, he'd never have been able to keep it to himself." + +"It might be her wish, and I think he would do almost anything to oblige +her." + +"No, he couldn't have done it, however much he'd tried. He'd just burst, +that he would." + +"Then what is your theory, Mrs. Tuke?" + +"Well, I don't know that I has any theory. You see, if they ain't +married, where are they?" + +"Exactly," Rufus said, with a smile; "that is a very pertinent +question." + +"And if they ain't married, I say they can't be together." + +"That sounds probable, certainly." + +"And if they ain't together, where's he?" + +"Exactly; and where's she?" + +"That's the very question I was going to ax myself, but you took the +words out of my mouth as it were." + +"I'm sorry I forestalled you, Mrs. Tuke, but----" + +"Oh, you needn't apologise, Mr. Sterne, not a bit. This is a free +country, and anybody is allowed to ax as many questions as he likes. But +to come back to the point we was talking about, the question is, where's +she, and where's the both of 'em?" + +"Sir Charles is still silent on the subject, I presume?" + +"As silent as a boiled periwinkle by all accounts. The servants say they +haven't heard him mention the Captain's name since he came back." + +"Perhaps they have quarrelled." + +"Well, my belief is that if the Captain failed to carry off the girl as +his bride, Sir Charles would be terrible angry." + +"Then you have a theory after all, Mrs. Tuke?" + +"Well, no, I don't know that I has. I only puts two and two together, as +it were." + +"But why should Sir Charles be so anxious that his son should marry this +particular young lady? There would seem to be any number of eligible +spinsters in the country." + +"But millionairesses ain't to be picked up every day, and I reckon the +Captain ain't anything of his own to live upon, except what his father +allows him; and Sir Charles, they say, is as poor as a church mouse; +but that's all nonsense. I should like to have a quarter of what he's +got to live on." + +"But you haven't his expenses, Mrs. Tuke." + +"And he needn't have 'em unless he liked. Think of their wintering +abroad; it must have cost 'em a heap of money." + +"No doubt. But what about the 'millionairess'?" + +"Oh, well, it's this way. Squire Vivian's butler told long +Joseph--that's Sir Charles's butler, you know--and he told the +housekeeper, and she told Sarah Jelks--who is housemaid at the Hall--and +she told Siah Small--who pretends to be courting her--and he told Dick +Beswarick, and he told his wife Susan, and she told me, that he heard +the family talking about it one day at dinner----." + +"Who heard the family----?" + +"Squire Vivian's butler, of course." + +"Yes, go on." + +"Well, he heard them saying that it would be the best day's work the +Captain ever did if he got married, as the girl had no end of dollars." + +"How did they know?" + +"Very likely Sir Charles told them. Those big folks may be as close as +oysters to the poor, but they talk to each other." + +"Well, Mrs. Tuke, and what is the inference you draw from all this?" + +"I don't draw no inference at all. I don't pretend to be anything but a +plain woman, and I only put two and two together, though Miss Grover did +say my curtains was a treat." + +"She took rather a fancy to you, didn't she?" + +"It's not for me to say that exactly, though it's quite true she never +thought any of the other women up to much, and she came here frequent, +as you know." + +"Yes, I remember. But when you have put two and two together, what +then?" + +"Well, between ourselves, I shouldn't be a bit surprised if, after +living in the same house with the Captain for a month or two, she found +out he weren't her sort and told him so." + +"You think that is likely?" + +"Well, I can tell you, Mr. Sterne, he wouldn't be my sort, and Miss +Grover ain't the kind of young woman to be hustled into anything against +her will." + +"Well, and what next?" + +"Well, suppose she told him definite, that the more she'd seen of him +the less she liked him, and that she wasn't for taking him on at any +price, what would happen then?" + +"Well, Mrs. Tuke, what do you suppose would happen?" + +"It seems to me, Mr. Sterne," Mrs. Tuke said, impressively, "that +there'd be a kettle o' fish, as it were; a kind of general upset, don't +you think so?" + +"There might be." + +"She couldn't come back to Trewinion Hall again, could she?" + +"Why not? I understood from her that Sir Charles was her guardian, or +trustee, or something of that kind." + +"But if they was all bent on her marrying the Captain and she wouldn't?" + +"The situation would be a little strained, no doubt; but she would not +shun the house because she was in no humour to marry the son." + +"Well, my belief is she's cut the lot of them, as it were; that the +Captain's sick, and Sir Charles sulky, and the others too cross to talk +about it." + +"Meanwhile, what has become of Miss Grover?" + +Mrs. Tuke straightened herself, and looked perplexed. "That is what is +atroubling me," she said, sympathetically. "Between you and me I got +terrible fond of her. She weren't none of the starchy sort, and the way +she would just sit down and talk to me was a treat. I might be her +mother, she was that affable; and now to think she may be wandering +round this lone world without a friend, as it were, fairly worries me at +times." + +"I don't think you need worry, Mrs. Tuke. She is well able to take care +of herself. But I am not convinced yet that she and the Captain are not +married." + +"Well, I be," and Mrs. Tuke sidled out of the room. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX + + GETTING AT THE TRUTH + + +Perhaps the only two people in St. Gaved--outside the Tregony +family--who could have thrown any ray of light on the situation were +Micah Martin and Timothy Polgarrow, and they, as far as the general +public was concerned, were both of them discreet enough to keep their +own counsel. + +Micah's chief characteristic was loyalty to the Tregony family. He had +been on the estate as man and boy over fifty years. He had no ambition +to be anything other than a servant, and a word of praise from his +master now and then would atone for any amount of abuse. Comparative +serfdom, continued through several generations, had eliminated from his +blood every single corpuscle of independence. He possessed the genuine +serf spirit and temper. If his master told him to lie on the floor that +he might wipe his boots on him, he would have obeyed with a smile and +asked no questions. He had no will of his own, no views or opinions or +convictions. His master's politics were his. His master's wish his law. +The serf spirit made a machine of him. Even questions of right and wrong +were tested by loyalty to the family. If a thing was in the interests of +the Tregonys, it was right, if not it was wrong. + +Yet Micah was not without a measure of shrewdness. He saw more than most +people gave him credit for. In his own slow way he put two and two +together. But he had the saving virtue of reticence--a most admirable +quality in a servant. + +Micah knew very well that the Captain lied over the Sterne affair; but +that was his business. He had a reason for lying, and it was not his +place to contradict him. He knew well enough that Rufus was not drunk, +but it would be disloyal to his master to say so. If there was one +individual about the place who could break down Micah's reticence and +get him to talk it was Madeline. She had not been a month at the Hall +before she had made herself a general favourite with all the retainers. +Micah idolised her and would have given his scalp almost to please her. + +Madeline discussed horticulture with him and floriculture--the mysteries +of grafting and budding, the best aspect for peaches and the best soil +for potatoes. Miss Grover was a wonder in Micah's eyes. She knew so much +and yet was so teachable--was so beautiful and yet so humble withal. + +They talked about the Sterne affair one afternoon. Madeline approached +the subject with great caution, and carefully felt her way at every +step. When Micah became diffident she flattered him a little, and when +he obtruded his loyalty to the family she encouraged him. + +She made him feel also that she was one of the family, and that he would +be perfectly justified and perfectly safe in confiding anything to her. +She talked to him about her early life, about the scenery and customs of +America, and so hypnotised him with her confidence and her sweet +graciousness that the old man talked more freely than he knew. + +"Of course you will not repeat what I have told you, Micah?" she said, +with her most winning smile. + +"Of course not, Miss," Micah said, stoutly. "I wouldn't repeat it for +the world." + +"It's nice to have confidence in people, don't you think so?" she +questioned, demurely. + +"It is, Miss; it's a terrible comfort." + +"Some people repeat everything they hear. But you and I can trust each +other, eh, Micah?" + +"I could trust you with uncounted gold, Miss," and Micah stuck his fork +into the ground, with an energy that was meant to give emphasis to his +assertion. + +For awhile they talked about St. Gaved folks in general, but gradually +Madeline led the conversation round to Rufus Sterne and the quarrel +outside the Lodge gates. + +"Mr. Sterne was not drunk, of course!" Madeline suggested, innocently. + +"Well, no, I shouldn't say as how he was, though he might have been." + +"Exactly. Now, between ourselves, Micah, how did the quarrel begin?" + +"Well, Miss, just between you and me, it was this way," and Micah raised +his head and looked cautiously around him. + +"There's no one to hear what you are saying," Madeline said, +encouragingly. + +"One can never be too careful, Miss; but as I was saying, I went out to +close the gate after the Captin, and he hadn't gone many yards, before I +heard 'im shout out to somebody." + +"Yes? What did he say?" + +"Well. I don't remember his words exact. But there's no doubt he meant +you, Miss." + +"Me, Micah?" + +Micah nodded and smiled. "I should have felt just the same, Miss." + +"I'm sure you would, Micah." + +"'You scoundrel,'" he said, "or words like 'em. 'You're loiterin' round +here again to waylay her an' poison her mind.'" + +"And what did the other say?" + +"Oh! he up and says it was a lie right out to 'is face." + +"Did he, really?" + +"It's gospel truth, Miss; and of course the Captin, bein' insulted like +that, let fly at 'im." + +"Do you wonder, Micah?" + +"I don't, Miss. But lor', that young Sterne is a terrible strong and +'andsome young fellow, and he gived the Captin beans in two seconds." + +"What a shame!" + +"Of course, Miss, it's natural that you and me should side with the +Captin; but after all, it's human natur' to hit back again, ain't it?" + +"Yes, I suppose it is. But what happened after that?" + +"Oh! the Captin cried out, 'Martin, come and take away this drunken +brute, or he'll murder me.'" + +"Of course, the Captain was bound to believe he was drunk?" + +"Well, he was bound to say so, Miss," Micah answered, with a twinkle in +his eyes. "It 'ud never do to own he was beaten by a man as was sober in +a stand up fight--and he a sodger." + +"Of course not, though you must admit, Micah, that the Captain was at a +disadvantage if the other was sober." + +"That's what I've said to myself, Miss, fact is, Sterne was much too +sober. He was just as cool as a cucumber, and then he's a younger man +than the Captin." + +"But the Captain got the best of it in the end," she said, with a tone +of triumph in her voice. + +"That he did, Miss. He got his revenge sharp, sudden an' complete." + +"The right nearly always wins in the end, Micah. But mind you don't +repeat a word of our conversation this afternoon." + +"Me, Miss? You should see me gibbeted first." + +Madeline walked out of the kitchen garden in a very sober mood. The +suspicion that had been haunting her mind for weeks was crystallising +rapidly into a certainty. The admissions of Micah threw a new and +sinister light on the entire situation. The underlying motive had been +laid bare as in a flash, and Gervase stood revealed in his true colours. + +They were starting for the South of France in a week or so. She thought +she saw now the reason of that particular move. She would not act +precipitately, however. She would keep her eyes and ears open and her +mouth shut. It might be possible, with a little diplomacy, to get the +truth out of Tim Polgarrow as she had got it out of Micah Martin; but +there was no time to be wasted if she was to accomplish her purpose. + +She was more than usually gracious with Gervase that evening, and in the +highest spirits. She rattled off waltzes on the piano, and sang any +number of cheery and sentimental songs. Gervase found the songs for her, +and stood behind and turned the leaves. + +He felt that he was making headway rapidly. Now that Rufus Sterne was +disgraced and out of the way, he had no rival; there was no one to +distract her thoughts from him, and he flattered himself that something +of the old feeling of hero-worship was coming back to her. + +He had given up pressing her to marry him, given up playing the part of +injured and broken-hearted lover, and entertained her instead with +stories of his exploits in India. And, generally speaking, he told his +stories well, making light of his own courage and powers of endurance, +and treating heroism as though it were an ordinary, common-place quality +of every soldier. + +He had very little doubt that when he got her out of England she would +consent to an engagement, and Sir Charles, who had watched carefully the +progress of affairs, was of the same opinion. + +On the day following her conversation with Micah, Madeline tried to get +an interview with Tim Polgarrow. She had seen Tim two or three times, +and had made up her mind as to the kind of man he was and the kind of +tactics she would have to adopt. + +Had she been a man she would have gone into the public-house and +demanded an interview with him, but being a girl such a course was +impossible. So she had to wait on the chapter of accidents, and fortune +did not appear to favour her. She rode past the "Three Anchors" on +several occasions, but Tim kept persistently out of sight. She began at +last to fear that the opportunity would never come, and that the +particular information she wanted would be denied her. + +In her heart she had little doubt of the truth of the accusation Rufus +had flung out on the day of the trial--that Tim had been bribed to swear +a falsehood. But she wanted direct evidence. She was anxious to be just +to Gervase, whatever happened. + +On the day before leaving home she resolved on more direct measures. +Getting her horse saddled, she rode straight away to the "Three Anchors" +and knocked loudly on the front door with the handle of her +riding-crop. + +[Illustration: "HAD MADELINE FIRED A REVOLVER HE COULD NOT HAVE BEEN +MORE STARTLED."] + +A young man with a thick crop of reddish-brown hair, and a blue apron +tied round his waist, appeared at length from the recesses of the +tavern. + +"Can I have a drink of barley-water for my horse?" she inquired. + +"Yes, miss; I'll fetch it in a minute." + +She backed her horse a few paces and waited. No one appeared to be +about. The inn stood at the junction of five roads, commonly known as +Five Lane Ends, and there was not another house within half a mile. + +In a few minutes the shock-headed young man appeared with a pail, which +he held under the horse's nose. + +Madeline felt her heart beating rapidly. She had resolved on a bold +stroke. Nothing less than a frontal attack. No flank movement would do +in the present case. She would have to stagger him with the first blow. + +"You are Timothy Polgarrow?" she questioned, looking down from her +exalted position. + +"Yes, miss, that's my name, at your service," he answered, glibly and +flippantly. + +"I'm glad I've met you," she said, quietly. + +"Yes?" And he looked up with a light of surprise in his eyes. + +"I want to ask you a question." + +"A dozen, if you like, miss. I'm always ready to oblige a lady." + +"Then you will tell me how much money Captain Tregony paid you to swear +that Rufus Sterne was drunk?" + +Had Madeline fired a revolver at him he could not have been more +startled. He dropped the bucket, which fell with a rattle on the +cobbles, and his freckled face grew ashen. + +Madeline quickly followed the first blow with a second. + +"Now, be careful what you say," she went on. "If you lie, it will be the +worse for you. You know that you committed perjury, and that you are +liable to a long period of imprisonment; but if you tell the truth, I +will be very merciful." + +"Has he been blabbing?" he gasped, trembling in every limb. + +"Don't trouble to ask questions," she said. "Your business is to answer +them." + +Then he began to pluck up courage. "Nobody can prove nothing," he said, +insolently. + +"There you are making a mistake," she answered. "It may be difficult to +prove that you received money, but there will be no difficulty in +proving that you committed perjury." + +"You mean that I'll get all the blame and he'll go scot free." + +"Exactly. The case against you is as clear as daylight." + +"Who said so?" + +"I say so." + +"What have you found out?" + +"That you swore falsely, and I cannot imagine that you would do it for +nothing." + +"Look here," he said, still trembling, "you don't know nothing at all. +You're trying to gammon me, but I don't take on. Do you understand? I +know how to keep my mouth shut as well as other people." + +"Very good. I came to you as a friend. If you like to risk the +consequences of a trial for perjury, that's your look-out." + +"If I do, I don't go into the dock alone, mind you that." + +"No, I guess when you get into the dock, you'll have to make a clean +breast of it. Why not do it now and avoid going into the dock?" + +"You mean, if I tell the truth about--about--somebody, you won't +proceed?" + +"I mean, I want to get hold of a certain fact. The fact of your +committing perjury is already settled. What I want to know is, how much +did the gentleman I have named pay you for doing it?" + +"Look here," he said, "if I tell you all I know about that blooming +trial, will you promise not to split on me?" + +"Only on one condition." + +"And what is that?" + +"That you will tell the whole truth, and that you put it in writing and +sign it." + +"Look here, miss," he said, insolently, "do you take me for a blooming +fool?" + +"If you had been wise," she answered, "you would not have put yourself +within reach of the law. However, you can take your own course." And she +reined up her horse, as though the interview was at an end. + +"Don't go yet," he said, seizing the bridle-rein. "You don't give a +fellow time to think. How do I know that you're not pretending?" + +"If I didn't know, how could I tell you?" she answered, severely. "What +I don't know I have confessed to." + +"And if I tell you that, you won't blab about the rest?" + +"If you put it in writing and sign it, it shall be kept absolutely +secret for a year." + +He laughed scornfully. "I can assure you, miss," he said, "I'm not so +green as I look." + +"Very good," she answered, with a laugh. "You ought to know best," and +she again pulled at the rein. But Tim was evidently afraid to let her +go. + +"I'll put nothing in writing," he said; "not a blooming word. But if +you'll promise me on your word of honour as a lady that you'll not blab, +and that you'll not put the police on me, I'll tell you all I know. Mind +you, I've confessed nothing yet. Not a word." + +"I don't want any confession as to your part. That's proved enough +already. What I want to know is how much you were paid for swearing +falsely?" + +"Will you promise me never to say a word? Mind you, I'll go to gaol +sooner than put anything in writing." + +"I don't want to be too hard on you," she said, after a pause. + +"And the secret will be between our two selves?" + +"Yes." + +"And if I don't tell you, you'll set the police on me?" + +"This very day." + +"And if I do tell, fair and square, you'll deal fair and square with +me?" + +"Well, yes. You deserve to be sent to prison for robbing an honest man +of his character, but for the information I want I will pay the price of +silence." + +"You take your oath on it?" + +Madeline hesitated for a moment. She would like to clear Rufus Sterne's +character if possible. But he had just as much proof of perjury as she +had unless this man confessed, and he refused to confess unless she +promised secrecy. + +"I take my oath on it," she answered. + +"Then he paid me twenty pounds." + +"Only twenty pounds?" + +"He offered me five at first, then ten, then fifteen; but when he rose +to twenty it was too much to resist. He said 'twouldn't harm Sterne. +That every gentleman got drunk now and then, and that as he was drunk it +might be as well to prove he got drunk here as anywhere else." + +"And you didn't serve him with any drink?" + +"I never served him with a drink in my life. He passed the "Three +Anchors" that night, but he didn't call." + +"Thank you; that is all I wish to know." + +"And you'll not set the police on me?" + +"No." + +She rode home by another way, and rode slowly. She was not an expert +horsewoman yet, though she was rapidly becoming one. + +She entered the house without anyone seeing her, and went at once to her +own room. She wanted time to think, to shape her plans for the future. +Her life's programme had been torn into shreds. She would have to begin +over again. But how, or when, or where? + +After lunch she took a stroll on the Downs and along the cliffs. "I +shall never come back here again," she said to herself. "This must be my +farewell." + +She walked slowly, and with many pauses. She half hoped she would see +Rufus Sterne. She wanted to say good-bye to him, and in saying it tell +him that she believed in him. + +But Rufus was busy elsewhere that afternoon, and they did not meet. She +looked in all directions as she strolled back across the Downs to the +Hall, and with a little sigh she passed through the lodge gates. + +Another chapter had been completed in the story of her life. To-morrow a +fresh page would be turned. + + + + + CHAPTER XXX + + THE TOILS OF CIRCUMSTANCE + + +Madeline never felt so helpless or friendless as when she left with the +Tregonys for the South of France. She had no one to advise her, no one +to whom she could turn for a word of counsel. She wished a thousand +times that her father had never made Sir Charles her trustee and +guardian. He did so with the best intentions, no doubt. He was proud of +the distant relationship, flattered by the Baronet's attention, and +enamoured of the prospect for his only child; but for her it had meant +disillusion and disappointment. + +She had not courage enough to tell Sir Charles and Gervase what she had +discovered. The Baronet almost over-awed her at times, while the Captain +was possessed of a dogged tenacity and determination that were anything +but easy to deal with. She felt almost like a bird in a cage--a cage +into which she had deliberately walked, or had been cleverly lured. To +all appearances she was free, and yet in a very real sense she was a +prisoner. The meshes of the net had been so deftly and so silently woven +round her, that she was not conscious of the fact until the last +loophole was closed. + +What could she do now? To whom could she go? There was the old solicitor +in New York City, but there was no time to write to him and get an +answer back. Her step-mother was travelling from place to place, and +might be on the Pacific slope for all she knew, or in the South Seas, or +Japan. She had a good many friends--rich and influential people in the +States--but they were often on the wing, and they might be "doing +Europe" or enjoying themselves in London or Paris. + +Besides, how could she explain the peculiarities of the position in +which she found herself, and if she tried to explain she questioned if +she would get any sympathy? She would have to bide her time till she was +of age, and trust in Providence for the rest. + +She took away with her nearly everything she possessed that was of any +value, for she had made up her mind never to return to Trewinion Hall, +if there was any possibility of avoiding it, and that something would +turn up she had the greatest confidence. Youth is ever optimistic, and +Madeline could never look the dark side of things for very long +together. + +She had only one regret in leaving Cornwall, and that was that in all +probability she would never see Rufus Sterne again. Since her interview +with Micah Martin, and the confession she had wrung from Tim Polgarrow, +her thoughts, of necessity, had turned in his direction, and her +strongest sympathies had gone out to him afresh. She knew now that he +was a much wronged man. Moreover, she could never forget what he had +done for her, and the memory of what he had suffered on her account +would remain with her to the last. + +Still, life was made up of meetings and partings. We pass each other +like ships in the night, or walk side by side for a mile or two, and +then drift in different directions. Rufus Sterne would forget her as she +in time might forget him. He would win his way in spite of opposition +and misrepresentation, for he was strong and clever, and such men nearly +always came into their own in the long run. + +She looked out for him on the morning they drove away from the Hall. She +would have given almost anything for even a smile of recognition, but +it was not to be. With a little sigh she resigned herself to the +inevitable, and resolved that she would extract as much pleasure out of +the tour as possible. + +They spent only one night in London, and stayed at the Charing Cross +Hotel for the sake of convenience. In Paris they remained three or four +days. Madeline would gladly have remained longer, but Gervase was +anxious to push forward to a sunnier clime. The cold, he declared, got +into his bones, and he would have no pleasure of life until he found +himself in a more genial climate. + +At Nice they found letters waiting them which had been forwarded, and a +copy of the local paper which Sir Charles had ordered to be sent every +week direct from the office. For a couple of days they rested from the +fatigues of the journey, and then began to make the usual excursions. +Gervase, as might have been expected, was early bitten by the +fascinations of Monte Carlo, and took to running over by train most days +to see the play. + +Madeline was extremely grateful to be rid of his company. Not that he +was obtrusive in his attentions, for on the whole he was playing his +part with great tact and circumspection. But she had learned to mistrust +him and despise him. Hence, the less she saw of him the happier she +felt. + +Time slipped away very pleasantly on the whole. Sir Charles did +everything possible to make her visit to the Riviera an enjoyable one. +Indeed, he played the part of prospective father-in-law with great +skill, and now and then threw out a sly hint about her cruelty in not +putting poor Gervase out of his misery. But Madeline was in no humour to +take hints, and Sir Charles often turned away with a look of +disappointment on his face. + +Beryl talked to Madeline one evening with tears in her eyes. + +"I'm sure Gervase spends more time in the Casino than he ought to do," +she said, reproachfully; "and if he does, whose fault is it, Madeline?" + +"His own fault, I should say," she answered, sharply. "He's surely old +enough to know what is good for himself?" + +"But people who are labouring under some great disappointment, or are +tortured by some secret grief, sometimes gamble merely to forget their +trouble." + +"Then they are very foolish." + +"You do not know, Madeline. You have never had any bitter +disappointment. You have the world at your feet. You are an heiress, and +will have millions when you come of age." + +"Is that so?" she asked, innocently. + +"Of course it is so!" she answered. "Why do you question me in that way? +One might think you did not know how rich you are. But I do not think, +for all that, your money gives you any right to treat Gervase badly." + +"Beryl!" Madeline said, indignantly. "Do you know what you are saying?" + +"I hope I am not rude, Madeline," was the quiet answer. "But Gervase is +my brother, and I am very proud of him, and it cuts me to the heart to +see him suffer." + +"I do not think he is suffering at all," Madeline replied. "Indeed, he +seems in very good spirits." + +"That is all put on, Madeline, as you ought to know. Gervase is deeply, +passionately attached to you. He came home from India hoping and +expecting to marry you. He thought everything was settled. Cannot you +imagine how hurt and humiliated he must feel?" + +"I do not see why. We were not engaged." + +"Not formally, perhaps, but it was your father's wish. We were all +agreeable, because Gervase seemed devoted to you. You seemed wonderfully +pleased with the idea when you first came to Trewinion; and, after all, +it is no small thing to marry a man with Gervase's prospects." + +"Marriage is a serious thing, Beryl," Madeline said, gently. "When I met +Gervase first I was only a school girl. I did not know my own mind. I +own he attracted me greatly, and all the time he was away I cherished, +and almost worshipped, an ideal----" + +"But surely Gervase has realised your ideal?" Beryl questioned. "He may +not be as handsome as some men, but think how brave he is, how +self-sacrificing, how devoted! He would almost lay down his life for +you!" + +"I don't want any man to do that," Madeline said, quietly. + +"But surely such devotion as his is deserving of some recompense? He has +waited patiently for you week after week, and month after month, and I +am sure your coldness is driving him to the gaming-tables." + +"Would you have me marry him, Beryl, if I do not love him?" + +"Oh, you can love him well enough if you try, unless--unless----" + +"Unless what, Beryl?" + +"Oh, unless you have given way to some romantic nonsense about another +man!" + +"What do you mean by that?" Madeline asked, raising her eyebrows +slightly. + +"You know well enough what I mean, Madeline; so you need not pretend." + +"I am not pretending. Besides, it is not fair to fling out mere hints +that may mean a great deal, or may mean nothing at all." + +"Oh, I am not blaming you very much. It was only natural, perhaps, that +he should take your fancy for a moment." + +"That who should take my fancy?" + +"Why, the young man who saved your life, of course. You knew nothing +about him, and there is no denying that he is very good-looking. But you +have discovered his true character since." + +"I have, Beryl." + +"He pretended, too, to have made a discovery and induced, it is said, a +number of people to lend him their savings, so that he might develop it, +and now that is gone to smash. I pity the people he has swindled." + +"Who said it had gone to smash?" Madeline questioned eagerly. + +"It's in the St. Gaved _Express_ that came by post last evening." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Quite sure. There is quite a long paragraph about it. Besides, I heard +father talking to mother about it last evening." + +"I wish I could see the paper. Where can I find it?" + +"I will run and fetch it for you if you like? But it is quite true, what +I have told you." + +Beryl watched Madeline's face with great interest while she read, but it +revealed nothing to her. Madeline was conscious that Beryl's eyes were +upon her, and so held herself resolutely in check. Not for the world +would she betray what she felt. + +The St. Gaved _Express_ was printed and published mainly in the +interests of the landed and moneyed classes. Its politics were those of +the people who held the shares. Its comments on local matters were +coloured by its political views. Its snobbery was beyond dispute. + +Rufus Sterne received scant courtesy at its hands. He had been heard to +say that he believed in the government of the people by the people, for +the people. That was quite sufficient for the _Express_. Politically he +was a dangerous character--a little Englander and a pro-foreigner. + +When it became known that Rufus had failed, that he had been forestalled +with his invention, the _Express_ openly rejoiced. Such unpatriotic +characters did not deserve to succeed. It hinted that there was a rough +and ready justice in the world that dealt out to men the measure of +their deserts--which, being interpreted, meant, that to those who had +was given, and from those who had not was taken away even what they had. + +It further hinted its hope that the dupes of what was little less than a +public fraud would do their duty to the public, to themselves, and to +the ingenious young gentleman whose exposure was now pretty well +complete. + +Madeline folded the paper without a word and handed it back to Beryl. + +"I should think you feel sorry now that you ever spoke to him," Beryl +said, after a long pause. + +"There are many things we feel sorry for when it is too late," she +answered, quietly, then turned and walked slowly out of the room. + +She had not thought much of Rufus for several weeks. She never expected +to see him again. He had come into her life for a few months and passed +out again, and the sooner she forgot him the better. + +But this story of his failure with the cutting comments and insinuations +of the _Express_ called out her sympathies afresh, and in larger measure +than ever. She did not think the less of him because he had not +succeeded. He had not laboured at an invention that was useless. His +failure was not due to the worthlessness of his idea, but simply to the +fact that another man had got in before him. + +"Oh! I am sorry," she said to herself, when she got to her own room. +"How terribly disappointed he will feel. It will seem as though +everything is against him, and he had staked his all on the enterprise." + +Once or twice she was strongly tempted to sit down and write him a +friendly letter of sympathy. But she could not summon up quite +sufficient courage. If she had cared less for him she would have been +less sensitive. Beryl had just told her that she had been carried away +by a foolish and romantic attachment, or words to that effect, and it +would never do to give colour and substance to the insinuation. She must +keep her self-respect whatever happened. + +For several days Rufus was more frequently in her thoughts than was good +for her peace of mind. She pictured his disappointment, his +helplessness, his despair. She saw him in imagination wandering out on +the cliffs alone, with knitted brows and troubled face. She wondered +what he would do. She knew he had staked his all--though how much that +"all" meant she never guessed--would it be possible for him to rise +above this last calamity that had overtaken him, or would he go down in +the general crash and ruin, and never be heard of again? + +He had ability, she knew, and energy and determination; but so had many +another man who had absolutely failed. No man could do the impossible. +Bricks could not be made without clay. Circumstances were sometimes +stronger than the strongest. + +Rufus Sterne was not only penniless, but in debt. The money he had +borrowed had gone with his own, and how was it possible in a sleepy +little place like St. Gaved to retrieve his position? She wished she +could help him. The beginning of his misfortunes seemed to be associated +with her. His broken leg was entirely due to her adventurousness, while +the loss of his reputation was the outcome of her friendliness to him. +Try as she would she could never wholly dissociate herself from him. She +was irretrievably mixed up with his success or failure. + +She did her best to appear cheerful and unconcerned before the Tregonys. +Beryl informed her father that Madeline had seen the account in the +paper of Sterne's failure, and had manifested not the slightest interest +in the matter. + +"Did she say nothing at all?" Sir Charles questioned. + +"Scarcely a word." + +"And did you say nothing?" + +"I did suggest that I thought she would feel sorry now she had ever +spoken to him." + +"And what did she reply?" + +"Oh, she just said, 'There are many things we feel sorry for when it is +too late,' and walked out of the room." + +"She never saw him after the police court affair, I think." + +"I am sure she never did, father." + +"So that this will pretty well complete the disillusionment." + +"If she ever had any illusions." + +"I am afraid she had, Beryl, I'm afraid she had. That was a most +unfortunate adventure on the cliffs--most unfortunate," and Sir Charles +turned again to the paper he had been reading. + +Had the Tregonys been close observers they might have detected a forced +and an unnatural note in Madeline's gaiety. She was mirthful at times +when there appeared to be no sufficient reason for her mirth, and +cheerful when the conditions were most depressing. + +When alone in her own room she generally paid the penalty. Frequently +her spirits sank to zero. The desire to help Rufus Sterne was natural +enough; but her helplessness drove her almost to despair. She could not +even help herself. In a sense she was as much in the toils of +circumstance as he was. She not only wondered what would become of him, +but what would become of herself. + +The weeks were slipping away rapidly, and the Tregonys were beginning to +talk about their return to England. The days were often almost +insufferably warm, and the birds of passage that crowded the hotels were +beginning to take flight to more Northern latitudes. Day after day she +had hoped she might discover some way of effecting her deliverance, but +no way revealed itself. She was without a friend outside the Tregony +family, and yet to return with them to Trewinion Hall would be to put +herself in a position as intolerable as it would be compromising. + +"What helpless things girls are," she would sometimes say to herself. +"If I were only a man I could snap my fingers at everybody. But because +I'm a girl I can just do nothing." + +She felt so miserable one morning that she refused everyone's company, +and went out for a walk alone. + +Sir Charles was very cross when he knew, and he was still more cross +when lunch time came and she did not return. As the afternoon wore away +and she did not put in an appearance, his anger gave place to anxiety, +and ultimately to very serious alarm. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI + + OLD FRIENDS + + +"Well, I never! If this ain't the greatest surprise of the trip!" + +Madeline looked up with a start. She recognised the American accent, +before she had any idea she was being spoken to. + +"Well, now, who _would_ have thought it? I regard this as a real streak +of luck." + +"What, Kitty Harvey?" Madeline exclaimed, in a tone of eager surprise. +"Oh, I am so glad!" And a moment later the two girls were embracing each +other with a warmth and an effusiveness that would have done justice to +an Oriental greeting. + +"I spied you from the other side of the way," Kitty Harvey said at +length, tears of genuine pleasure shining in her eyes, "and I said to +mamma, 'If that ain't Madeline Grover, then I'm the blindest coon that +ever walked in shoe leather.'" + +"Is your mother here?" Madeline queried, eagerly. + +"We're all here, my dear, a regular family party, with sundry relations +to keep things lively. But here comes the little mother, two hundred +pounds of her, and as cheerful as ever." + +"But when did you come?" + +"Cast anchor this morning, my dear. That's our yacht out yonder, flying +the stars and stripes." + +"What, that? I thought she was a transatlantic liner." + +"Well, I guess she is, or something nearly related to it. But you should +talk to Dick; he knows her from stem to stern, and from the keel to the +captain's bridge." + +"Then you are here on a yachting cruise?" + +"That's what we are here on just. In fact we've been two-thirds round +this globe already." + +"And have you enjoyed it?" + +"Off and on. There are drawbacks to everything, but in the main it's +been just great." + +Then Mrs. Harvey waddled up, panting, breathless, eager and happy. She +almost smothered Madeline with kisses and talked incessantly between +whiles. + +"Kitty said it was you, and I said it wasn't. But you have improved. You +see my sight is not quite as good as it used to be." + +"Another of mother's compliments!" Kitty laughed. + +"It's nothing of the sort," Mrs. Harvey protested. "I meant what I said, +but I really must get my glasses strengthened." + +"You must, mother. You really won't be able to recognise father at the +rate you are going on." + +"And you are still Madeline Grover? I don't want to be inquisitive my +dear, but we understood, you know, you were coming across to marry a +title; was it a duke or a knight? I really get mixed up as to the order +they stand in." + +"I'm not going to marry either," Madeline said, impulsively. "I'm going +to remain as I am." + +"No-o?" from both mother and daughter. + +"It's the honest truth." + +"Well, with all your money you are independent of a title, my dear," +Mrs. Harvey said, absently. + +"But I haven't any money," Madeline said, "except what my trustee allows +me. But really, do you know for certain if I shall be well off when I +come of age?" + +"Don't you know yourself?" + +"I really know nothing. Father never talked to me about money matters, +and Sir Charles copies his example in that respect." + +"Then you had better come and talk to my husband. If there's anything +about money he doesn't know, I should like to discover it." + +"I should like to see Mr. Harvey very much." + +"Then come back and have lunch with us on the _Skylark_. There's plenty +of room, and you'll be as welcome as the President of the United +States." + +"Oh, it would be just delightful," Madeline said, eagerly, "there's +nothing I should enjoy so much." + +Madeline was almost bewildered at the size and magnificence of the +_Skylark_. Mr. Harvey, having struck a copper lode a few years +previously, found himself with more money than he knew profitably how to +spend, and with more time on his hands than he knew wisely how to use. +He built for himself a marble mansion in New York, and purchased one of +the largest steam yachts that ever ploughed the seas, and was now doing +his best to earn a night's repose by sight-seeing. + +Peter J. Harvey welcomed Madeline on board the _Skylark_ with many +expressions of delight. He was a typical American, tall, +square-shouldered, and not over-burdened with flesh. He had straight +hair, which he wore rather long, a clean-shaven face, a wide mouth, a +strong, square chin, and a most refreshing American accent. + +He was not exactly a vain man. At any rate, he did his best to keep his +vanity under proper control, and if he boasted occasionally he believed +he had something to boast of. He was still in the prime of life, being +the right side of fifty by two or three years. Kitty was the eldest of +six--three boys and three girls, the youngest, Bryant, having +celebrated his seventh birthday two days before. Besides the family, +there were numerous cousins and uncles and aunts, with others whose +relationship to the Harveys was difficult to trace. + +The lunch was set out in the grand saloon, and was served in the best +style. The stewards wore bottle-green coats trimmed with gold braid. + +Madeline, having got among old friends, talked with a freedom and an +abandon that she had not known since she left her native land. The grace +of reticence was a virtue the Harveys had never cultivated. It was their +boast that they had nothing to hide. Hence they discussed their domestic +and business affairs with a freedom that would have staggered an +Englishman of the old school. + +Confidence begets confidence; and so in the seclusion of the yacht's +library, with only Mr. and Mrs. Harvey and Kitty present, Madeline +explained as far as she dared the peculiarities of her present +situation. + +Peter J. rose to the situation at once. + +"My dear child," he said, "I guess there ain't no difficulty at all. I +don't see none. It's just as easy as falling off a stool. There ain't no +occasion for you to go back to their moth-eaten ancestral abode for five +minutes. You just come along with us----" + +"You mean----" + +"I mean what I say," continued Peter J. "There's room for you in this +small frigate and to spare, and there's a welcome as long as from here +to the United States and back again." + +"It would be just delightful," Madeline said, with dilating eyes. +"But----" + +"Then let it be delightful," Mr. Harvey interrupted. "I guess we'd be as +delighted as you would be. What say you, Kitty?" + +"It would be just too fine for words," Kitty replied. + +"It would be like a Providence," Mrs. Harvey chimed in, "so we'll +consider it settled." + +"But Sir Charles might object," Madeline said, with a half-frightened +look in her eyes. + +"You leave his lordship to me, my dear," Peter J. interposed. "I guess I +know my way about, and if he cuts up nasty, I'll treat him to a chapter +out of the gospel of Peter J. Harvey." + +"But what excuse should I make?" + +"You needn't make any excuse at all. I'll go across and see the General +myself and explain things." + +"But what would you say?" + +"That we had fallen across you accidentally; that we were old friends; +that I knew your father; that you and Kitty were chums at school; that +we are cruising round this here little arm of the ocean for a week or +two longer; and that we are taking you along with us just to give you a +taste of sea-faring life." + +"But he might not believe you." + +"Then I would bring him across here and let him see for himself and hear +your own wishes out of your own mouth." + +"But he would not consent for me to be out of his sight for more than a +day or two at the outside." + +"Then to avoid trouble and hard words we will mention a day or two--wind +and weather permitting." + +"Oh! Mr. Harvey, if you could get me clean away from them without any +unpleasantness, I should be more thankful than words can tell." + +"I'll do it, my dear. And when Peter J. Harvey says he'll do a thing, +why, that thing is done. Now give me the location of this Lord Tregony." + +"Oh! he isn't a lord," Madeline laughed, "he's only a baronet." + +"Well, it's all the same to me. He wouldn't alarm me if he were your +Attorney-General." + +"Don't you think I had better go back with you. I'm afraid they'll be +getting alarmed at my long absence." + +"I thought you tumbled across a page-boy belonging to the hotel and sent +word by him that you would not be back till evening." + +"I did send word that I would not be in to lunch. But those boys are so +stupid that it's ten to one if he conveyed my message." + +"Don't you alarm yourself on that point," Peter J. said, cheerfully. +"But if you think you can explain things better yourself, why we'll go +along together. But mind you, we return together, even at the risk of an +earthquake." + +"Let Kitty come as well," Madeline said, her eyes sparkling with +excitement. + +"All right, my dear. The more the merrier. I'll take the skipper and the +crew if you think it might impress his lordship and make the way +easier." + +"No, I think the three of us will be sufficient," Madeline said, with a +laugh. "But no hint must be given that I'm to be absent more than two or +three days. Sir Charles had made all arrangements to leave for Paris on +Monday." + +"You leave that to P. J. H., my dear. If I'm not quite a full-blown +diplomat it's only for want of opportunity. Now let us be off. If Lord +Charles What's-his-other-name don't yield without a murmur, I shall be +surprised." + +Half-an-hour later they were walking up the steps of the hotel. Sir +Charles was in the lounge, with a cigar in his mouth and his eyes +towards the door. He was feeling much more anxious than he cared to +admit. Gervase had gone by an early train to Monte Carlo and had not +returned. Lady Tregony and Beryl were in their bedrooms. + +Sir Charles sprang to his feet and heaved a big sigh of relief when the +swing door was pushed open, and Madeline entered, radiant and smiling, +followed by Kitty Harvey and her father. + +"My dear Madeline," he said, reproachfully, "you have given us a fright. +We have been looking for you everywhere." + +"Oh! I am sorry," she answered. "But I told one of the page-boys I met +outside to tell you I was going to lunch with some friends." + +"No such message was brought to me," he answered, severely. "It would +have been better if you had left word at the office." + +"I am sorry if I have caused you any anxiety," she answered, quietly. +"But I met some American friends on the promenade, and have been with +them on their yacht to lunch." + +At the word yacht Sir Charles pricked up his ears, and a somewhat +mollified expression stole over his face. + +"Allow me to introduce my friend Miss Kitty Harvey," Madeline said, in +her most engaging manner, "and this is her father, Mr. P. J. Harvey, of +New York City, and a friend of my father's." + +Sir Charles bowed very pompously, and muttered something under his +breath about being delighted to meet them. + +Peter J. had said nothing up to this point, but stood in the +background--as a modest man should--chewing the end of a cigar. + +"I can assure you, Colonel, the pleasure is reciprocated," he said, in +his slowest manner, and with a twinkle in the corner of his eye. "The +truth is my daughter and I have come along as a sort of deputation." + +"Indeed! Will you not be seated?" + +"Well, thank you. As it's as cheap to sit as to stand, and talking comes +easier as a rule when you are sitting down, I guess I'll fall in with +the suggestion." + +Sir Charles waited for Mr. Harvey to proceed. Madeline and Kitty sat on +a lounge side by side, the former feeling very uncomfortable. She saw in +a moment that Sir Charles did not like the American's free and easy +ways, and Mr. Harvey was dimly conscious of the same truth. + +"Not to waste words over the business," Peter J. went on, "we want to +take Miss Grover just for a little run on our steamer, and we came +across to ask your consent. These formalities are considered proper I +believe, and we fall in with them. Though as a citizen of the United +States I presume the lady can just do as she likes." + +"Well, no!" Sir Charles replied, pompously. "Miss Grover is my ward till +she comes of age. At any rate, it amounts to that----" + +"Of course I am, Sir Charles," Madeline interposed. "But we are not +going to talk law or gospel, are we? Mr. Harvey has asked me to go for a +little run on his yacht, and I really want to go ever so much!" + +"But we leave here for Paris on Monday, Madeline. I fear there is no +time." + +Peter J. puckered his face into a knowing smile. "According to my +calculations," he said, "Monday is five days off. We could almost +circumnavigate this little arm of the ocean in that time. But we are +talking of a run of a couple of days more or less." + +"It seems hardly worth the trouble, does it, Madeline?" Sir Charles +questioned, in a bored tone. + +"Oh! quite worth it, Sir Charles. Think how lovely the sea is, and how +beautifully calm, and then you know Mr. Harvey's yacht is as big as an +ocean steamer. In a couple of days we could go to Naples and back, and +wouldn't it be lovely to see Naples!" + +"Naples is an interesting place, no doubt. But the weather is getting +warm--hot, I may say." + +"But we need not land unless we like," Mr. Harvey interposed. + +"Of course----" Sir Charles began, hesitatingly. + +"Then that is settled, my dears," Peter J. interrupted. "I knew his +lordship would not deprive you of a pleasure if you desired it very +much. Now, you girls, run away and put a few things in a bonnet-box, +sufficient for a forty-eight hours' trip. Perhaps, when we return, your +excellency will so far honour us as to come on board and dine with us." + +"Thank you, it is very kind of you." + +"Not at all. I believe in showing hospitality when it is in my power to +do so. Would you mind trying one of my cigars? I think you will find the +flavour excellent." + +Sir Charles hesitated for a moment, then took the proffered weed and +proceeded to cut the end off with a penknife. + +Meanwhile Madeline and Kitty had rushed off to Madeline's room and began +packing boxes with all possible speed. + +"Rather large bonnet boxes, eh, Madeline?" Kitty questioned, with a +laugh. + +"Do you know, I feel like a burglar," Madeline answered. + +"I never was a burglar," was the reply, "so I don't know what it feels +like to be one." + +"Everything will be terribly crushed," Madeline went on, "but I can't +help it. Will you ring for the porter, Kitty?" + +"All right, my dear, and I will drive off with the baggage while you and +father are paying your adieux to the Baronet. If he were to see you +going off with all these boxes he might scent mischief." + +"How clever you are, Kitty," Madeline said, with a laugh. "That idea is +just lovely. But will you lock these boxes, my hands are shaking so I +can hardly hold the keys." + +"Why, we might be escaping from a robbers' castle. What is the use of +getting so excited?" + +"I can't help it, Kitty. I've been looking round for weeks and weeks for +some way of getting out of a most uncomfortable position, and you cannot +imagine how helpless I have felt. And now I feel--oh, I can't tell you +what I feel--but here's the porter." + +Madeline went down to the office and explained matters, and saw Kitty +drive away with her luggage. Then she returned to the lounge, where Sir +Charles, looking very bored, was listening to a long account of how +Peter J. Harvey made his pile in copper. + +On catching sight of Madeline, Peter J. brought his story to an abrupt +conclusion and rose slowly to his feet. + +"Need I disturb Lady Tregony and Beryl, do you think?" Madeline +inquired, innocently, looking Sir Charles straight in the eyes. + +"As you think best, Madeline," Sir Charles replied, blandly. "I sent up +word to them that you had returned safe and sound." + +"Then very likely they will be taking their afternoon nap now?" + +"That is very probable." + +"Should I awake them, do you think?" + +"If you were going away for a week I should say yes, certainly. But if +you like I will explain your absence till Friday." + +"That will be best, I think." Then, turning to Mr. Harvey, she said: +"Now I am ready. Kitty has gone on ahead, and has taken my few things +along with her." + +"I guess Kitty has some shopping to do on the way. That child is never +happy unless she is spending money," and Mr. Harvey smiled, innocently. + +"You will explain to Gervase, won't you, Sir Charles?" Madeline said, +with one of her sweetest smiles. "It is unfortunate he did not come home +to lunch. I am sure he would have liked to have seen over Mr. Harvey's +yacht." + +"We shall probably accept Mr. Harvey's invitation to dinner on your +return," Sir Charles said, pompously. + +"Of course you will, Colonel, of course you will," Peter J. said, with a +drawl. "I never take a refusal from my friends without a very good +reason." + +"It is good of you to let me go, Sir Charles," Madeline said, reaching +out her hand to say good-bye. "But I am sure I shall enjoy myself +immensely. You see, I have known Mr. and Mrs. Harvey and Kitty nearly +ever since I can remember, and then, I'm tremendously fond of the sea." + +Sir Charles came with them to the door of the hotel and saw them into a +carriage, then returned to the lounge and to his cigar. + +Madeline could almost have screamed with delight when she found herself +once more on the _Skylark_. + +"At last I am free," she said to herself, "and when Sir Charles sees me +again I shall be my own mistress." + +Half-an-hour later the _Skylark_ weighed anchor and put out to sea. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII + + FACING THE INEVITABLE + + +When Saturday morning arrived and the _Skylark_ had not been sighted, +Sir Charles began to grow suspicious. An hour or two later his worst +fears were confirmed. A letter was handed to him in Madeline's +handwriting. The postmark, he noticed, was Genoa. He could hardly keep +his hand steady while he tore open the envelope, and when he began to +read his face grew ashen. + +The letter was brief and quite explicit. She had no intention, she said, +of returning again to Nice or to Cornwall. She was going back to America +with the Harveys. For many things she was sorry she ever left it. She +had been unhappy for months past--ever since the return of Gervase, in +fact. To become his wife was simply impossible. She expressed her regret +for any pain or annoyance she had caused, and her thanks for all +kindnesses she had received. She regarded the appearance of the Harveys +on the scene as an interposition of Providence, and her escape from an +intolerable position as a direct answer to prayer. + +Sir Charles had not got over the anger and disgust produced by this +frank epistle when Gervase came hurriedly into the room, with blanched +cheeks and a wild light in his eyes. + +"Do you know that Madeline has given us the slip?" he said, in a hoarse +whisper. + +"Have you heard from her also?" + +"Then you know?" he questioned, with a gasp. "What has she said to you? +Let me see her letter." + +Sir Charles handed him Madeline's letter without a word. Gervase read it +carefully, and then handed it back with a little sigh of relief. She had +not told his father what she had told him, and for that mercy he was +supremely grateful. + +For several moments the two men looked at each other in silence. Neither +had the courage to blame the other, and yet neither was disposed to take +the blame himself. Gervase was convinced that his father played the game +badly at the beginning, but he had played it worse at the end. Hence it +was bad policy to fling stones while he lived in a glass-house himself. +A similar train of thought wound its way slowly through Sir Charles's +brain. From his point of view Gervase had played the fool again and +again, though he saw now that the waiting policy he had advocated was a +huge mistake. So while he was inclined to throw the principal share of +blame on to Gervase's shoulders, he was bound to take a share himself. + +"I suppose we may conclude," Gervase said, at length, in a lugubrious +tone, "that the game is up." + +"I'm afraid it is," Sir Charles answered, with suppressed emotion. + +"It's a beastly shame, for I've been counting on her fortune for years +past." + +"It's an awful miss. Her fortune would have set the Tregonys on their +feet." + +"It's no use trying to get her back, I suppose?" + +"Do you think you could yet persuade her to marry you?" + +Gervase blushed, and walked to the window and looked out into the +courtyard. + +"Girls are such curious things," he muttered, evasively. "You never know +when you have them." + +"I can't help thinking you played your cards badly, Gervase. She seemed +to idolise you when she came to Trewinion, and looked forward so eagerly +to your return." + +"The mistake was in not marrying her right off when we met at +Washington. She would have said 'yes' like a shot, for she was awfully +gone on me. She adored soldiers at that time, and regarded me as a +hero." + +Sir Charles heaved a sigh and remained silent for several moments. + +"Would you mind letting me see her letter to you?" he questioned, at +length. + +"Sorry, father, but--but--I've destroyed it," he blurted out, awkwardly. +This was not the truth, but he wouldn't for the world that his father +should read what she said to him. + +"Destroyed it? What did you do that for?" Sir Charles asked, +suspiciously. + +"I was just mad and hardly knew what I was doing. It seemed the only way +I could give vent to my anger. I tore it into millions of bits." + +"What reasons did she give for her outrageous conduct?" + +"Well, in some respects it was an awfully nice letter she wrote. She +said she admired me as a friend immensely. But she didn't love me as she +felt she ought to do, which made her unhappy, and so she thought it best +to go away without any fuss, and all that, don't you know." + +"And do you believe she still admires you?" + +"Why, of course I do. She said so, in fact. I wish I hadn't destroyed +her letter. There were some awfully nice sentiments in it, I can assure +you." + +"Then why were you so angry?" + +"Why, because I saw I was up a tree. When a girl you want to marry talks +about being a sister to you, and all that, don't you know, it makes one +angrier than anything." + +"Well, yes, I suppose it does. I'm terribly disappointed, Madeline was a +chance in a lifetime." + +"But rather smacked of trade, don't you think? You know very well if +she'd been an English girl, you wouldn't have considered her for a +moment." + +"That may be. But since even dukes marry tradesmen's +daughters--provided, of course, they hail from across the water--there +was no reason why we should turn up our noses." + +"I'm too poverty-stricken to turn up my nose at anything. I'd marry a +barmaid if she only had sufficient of the needful." + +"Don't talk nonsense, Gervase, I thought you were really fond of +Madeline, apart from her money." + +"So I am. She's awfully pretty, there's no denying that. But I'm too old +to break my heart over any woman. It's the tin--or the lack of it--that +is troubling me." + +"You'll have to curtail your expenses, Gervase; there's nothing else for +it. I cannot possibly increase your allowance. The fact is, we shall +have to economise all round." + +"I'm always economising," was the angry retort. "It's been pinch and +grind ever since I was born." + +"That's not my fault, my boy. I'm getting the biggest rents I can +possibly squeeze out of the tenants as it is, and there's no chance of +things mending unless we can get Protection." + +"And that we may whistle for." + +"Why so?" + +"Because the people have got educated. An awful mistake, I say, to +educate the working classes. An ignorant proletariat you may hoodwink +and bamboozle to your heart's content; but no enlightened community is +going to consent to have its bread taxed for the benefit of the +landowners." + +"The people will have to be shown it's for their benefit. That's the +game to play." + +"No doubt. But it will take a mighty clever man to prove even to a +public-house loafer that the dearer things are made, the better off he +will be." + +"But you must not forget that there are some very clever men at work." + +"They are not clever enough for that." + +"You don't know. They have undertaken more difficult tasks and +succeeded. Think of South Africa!" + +"I'd rather not. It won't bear thinking about." + +"Nevertheless, it shows what can be done. The masses of the people are +more easily persuaded than you think. Education, you must remember, is +not sense. Hit upon a popular cry, and the rest is easy." + +"But no country can be gulled twice in so short a period. No, dad, our +fortunes are not to be mended along those lines." + +"I am not so sure. A good stirring appeal to patriotism will work +wonders still. 'England for the English----'" + +"England for the English landlords, you mean, for that's what it comes +to in the end." + +"No doubt it does. But while a few people own the land it is well that +the masses should think that England belongs to them." + +"But do they think that England belongs to them?" + +"Of course they do. There isn't a man-jack among them that will not talk +big about defending his country and dying for his country, when he +doesn't possess a foot of it, and hasn't money enough to buy a grave to +be buried in." + +"Well, dad, I sincerely trust that your hopes will be realised, and that +England will consent to be gulled again for the benefit of a few. Good +heavens! if I'd only been an army contractor instead of a soldier, I +should have made my fortune." + +"Your only hope of a fortune, Gervase, is by marrying one," and Sir +Charles put Madeline's letter into his pocket and walked out of the +room. + +For the rest of the day Gervase loitered about alone. He was much more +troubled than he let his father see. Madeline had accused him of +treachery to Rufus Sterne, and had hinted in words too plain to be +misunderstood that she had proof that he bribed Tim Polgarrow to commit +perjury. If Madeline, therefore, had discovered this, how did he know +that other people had not made the same discovery? He felt that he could +not return to St. Gaved again until he knew. If Tim had let the secret +out, his best course would be to keep out of sight until the storm had +blown over, and people had forgotten the incident. + +So it came about that Sir Charles and the others returned without him. +Gervase promised to follow in a week or two at the outside. But a run of +luck at Monte Carlo kept him a slave at the Casino. This was followed by +a run of bad luck during which he lost all he had won. Then he remained +on, trying to recover his lost position, and in the end he had to cable +to his father for a remittance to bring him home. + +Gervase had not been at Trewinion many days before the truth about +Madeline began to leak out. Sir Charles had been too chagrined to give +the smallest hint as to her whereabouts, or even to mention her name if +it could be avoided, and Beryl and Lady Tregony took their cue from him. +But Gervase, discovering that he was still in good odour among the +people, and that the secret Madeline had discovered appeared to be known +to no one else, concluded that nothing was to be gained by a policy of +silence. He need not tell all the truth; in fact, he could put his own +gloss on the facts as they stood, and so it began to be whispered about +that Miss Grover had decided on visiting her friends in America before +finally settling in England. + +Rufus Sterne heard the story from Mrs. Tuke with apparent unconcern. He +argued quite naturally that it was a matter of supreme indifference to +him whether she went to America or remained in England. His life--by +fair means or by foul--was drawing to its inevitable close. There was +some sense of satisfaction in the thought that she was not Gervase +Tregony's wife. She deserved a better fate than that. He hoped she had +discovered his true character and that among her own people in her own +country she would find all the happiness she deserved; and with these +reflections he tried to put her out of his mind. + +His thoughts in the main were intent upon the tragedy that was daily +drawing nearer. His daily hope and prayer was that God would release him +from the burden of life, and so save him from the guilt and shame of +dying by his own hand. + +Failing this, he had no doubt as to how the final act would be brought +about. Much as he shrank from the disgrace of dying in the manner +contemplated, he shrank more from the disgrace of living, should his +courage fail him. To face his ruined friend, his broken pledge, his +tarnished honour, would be death repeated every day, and every hour of +the day. + +He was not a little surprised to find, as the days and weeks passed +swiftly away, how without effort and without volition his mind fastened +itself upon the dominant truths of Christianity. He gave up reading. He +still absented himself from church and chapel. But bit by bit the rags +of his materialistic philosophy dropped from him, while the simple +truths of the gospel possessed him and obsessed him, until he felt that +only here was life in any true sense to be found. + +The philosophisings and hair-splittings of theologians did not concern +him. The elaborate edifices built up by the creed-makers possessed for +him no interest at all. But the warm sympathy of the Son of Man, the +tender influence of the universal Spirit, the growing consciousness of a +supreme Ruler, the clearing vision of a life beyond--these things seemed +as parts of his being, the stuff out of which his life was woven. + +He wondered now that his youthful revolt from the narrow creed of his +grandfather should have carried him so far; wondered that he had not +earlier seen that human creeds must of necessity be ever too narrow to +represent the Divine idea; wondered that he had not seen the obvious +truth that ecclesiasticism may bear but a faint resemblance to +Christianity, and that "the Church," so called, may form but a very +small portion of the Kingdom of God. + +But it was all clear enough to him now. He had cast away what he fancied +was only husk, not knowing that the kernel of truth was within. He had +tried to wrap his naked spirit in something thinner than a shadow, had +sought to choke the soul's deepest instinct in the quagmire of a Godless +philosophy, and had prated about happiness, while steeping his senses in +the fumes of a deadly narcotic. + +What lay beyond he did not know. But he had a fancy that the great +universal Heart of Love would give him a chance under better conditions, +and that at worst it would be better than the awful torture of the last +few months. He was not afraid, and he was becoming again so terribly +weary that the thought of rest was infinitely sweet. There was very +little he had to give up. No home ties bound him to earth, no arms of +wife or children hung about his neck. His ambitions had been nipped by +the frosts of disappointment, and were now dead. His love for Madeline +Grover--which had been the strongest and purest passion of his life--was +hopeless from the first. + +It was only existence amid familiar surroundings that he had to part +with--only existence! And yet how much that meant to him, even in the +darkest hours, no words could tell. The passion for life nothing could +kill, and that seemed to him one of the strong arguments in proof of +immortality. + +One afternoon, in his little office, he fell down in a dead faint, and +remained unconscious for several hours. The long summer day was fading +into twilight when he opened his eyes, and saw the familiar face of Dr. +Pendarvis bending over him. + +"Have I been ill?" he asked, looking round the room with wondering eyes. + +"You've had a slight heat stroke, I think, but you needn't be alarmed." + +"I'm not in the least alarmed," he said, with a pathetic smile; "but I +hate giving Mrs. Tuke so much trouble." + +"You've been overworking yourself rather. I've seen it for months past. +When you are a little recovered, I'll give you a complete overhauling," +and he smiled cheerfully. + +"Then you think I shall recover?" + +"Of course you will recover. But, meanwhile, keep quite still, and don't +worry." + +Rufus hoped for a day or two that his illness would take a fatal turn. +He wanted so much to die quietly at home in bed; it would be such a +perfect solution of the whole difficulty. But it was not to be. + +In a few days he was up and about again. "You want toning up," the +doctor said to him. "There is really nothing the matter with you except +that you are run down. Take more exercise, get a sea bath two or three +times a week, and be careful what you eat." + +Rufus told Mrs. Tuke and Captain Tom Hendy what the doctor had +prescribed, and proceeded at once to carry out his orders. But no one +knew the thought that was in his mind. Some day he would not return from +his short swim in the sea, and then he would be at rest. It would be +very easy, and almost as natural as dying at home in bed. + +The weather was brilliantly fine. The yellow corn was falling before the +sickle in all directions, the sea danced and shimmered in the sunshine, +the flowers drooped in the windless heat. To all appearances Rufus was +recovering his health and spirits. He told Mrs. Tuke that he enjoyed his +morning bath. His appetite seemed better than it had been for weeks +past, and once or twice she heard him humming a hymn tune after he had +gone upstairs to bed. + +"I'm glad I stood by him," Mrs. Tuke reflected, with a smile of +self-satisfaction, "for I believe he is coming back to the fold again." + +One evening Rufus sat up very late. He had gone through his papers again +to see that everything was in order, and now he sat staring at the clock +on the mantelpiece, and listening to its solemn and regular tick. + +"To-morrow will be just as good as next week," he said to himself. "As +it must come, better it should come quickly. I could have done it this +morning easily enough, and I don't think it will be at all painful. So +let it be then," he added, rising to his feet. "The next time I go into +the sea I do not return," and he put the lights out, and climbed slowly +and silently to his bedroom. + +Before undressing he knelt down and prayed. He asked for strength and +pardon, and a just and merciful judgment. + +He felt like a child when he rose from his knees, and a few minutes +after he laid his head on the pillow he was fast asleep. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII + + WAS IT PROVIDENCE? + + +When Rufus awoke next morning, the wind was blowing half a gale, and the +rain was coming down in torrents. + +"This puts an end to my morning bath," he said to himself, with a faint +sigh. "I can have no excuse for going into the sea on a day like this," +and he sighed again. + +He was not quite sure that he welcomed the respite. + +"Since it must be," he kept saying to himself, "the sooner the better." + +Mrs. Tuke greeted him with a sorrowful face. "What a pity the weather's +broke before all the harvest is got in," she said. + +"It does seem a pity," he answered, quietly. + +"The ways of Providence is past finding out," she replied; "though no +doubt it's for some good end." + +"Do you really think that Providence regulates the weather, Mrs. Tuke?" +he questioned, with a smile. + +"Why, of course I do," she answered, in a tone of reproach. "Providence +over-rules everything, and not a sparrow falls to the ground without the +notice of His eye," and she walked out of the room without waiting for +him to answer. + +Mrs. Tuke's theology was a puzzle to him still, but all the time he sat +at breakfast the word "Providence" kept echoing through the chambers of +his brain. What was Providence? How far did God interfere with the +operation of His own laws? Did He sometimes reach out a controlling +hand? Did He cause events to work together for a special end? + +That day at the mine seemed one of the longest he had known. The wind +moaned through every crevice of door and window, the rain came down +unceasingly. + +Evening came, but there was no chance of a swim in the sea. He would +have to wait until the morrow or the day following. Whatever he did, he +would have to avoid awaking suspicion. + +Several times during the night he awoke and listened. The wind was still +swishing through the trees, and the patter of rain could be distinctly +heard against the window. + +"If Mrs. Tuke knew," he said to himself, "she would say Providence was +interposing to prevent me putting an end to my useless life." + +He lay in bed an hour longer than he would have done had the weather +been fine. "It is of no use getting up till breakfast-time," he +reflected. + +He heard the postman's rat-tat-tat while he was dressing, and wondered +if there were any letters for him. + +He came slowly and listlessly down the stairs. Another day of weariness +and mental distress stretched out before him. "I am only prolonging the +agony," he said to himself, as he took his lonely seat at the head of +the table. + +Then his eye rested on a large envelope by the side of his place, with a +blue stamp in the corner. + +He was alert in a moment. "An American letter," he said, half aloud, and +his thoughts flew off to Madeline Grover unconsciously. The address, +however, was in a man's handwriting--there could be no doubt about +that. + +He tore open the envelope quickly and mechanically, and turned to the +signature at the end of the letter. "Seaward and Graythorne," he read, +and a look of perplexity came into his eyes. + +He opened out the letter, and an enclosure fluttered on to his plate. He +picked it up and stared. + +"There must be some mistake," he said with a gasp, and he drew his hand +across his eyes as though to remove some dimness that had gathered. Yet, +there was his own name clear and distinct enough. "Pay to the order of +Mr. Rufus Sterne the sum of five thousand dollars." + +"Five thousand dollars," he muttered. "Why, that is a thousand pounds--a +thousand pounds. I must be dreaming surely." + +He turned to the letter at length, and began to read. Slowly, as he +waded his way through the legal jargon, the truth began to dawn upon +him. It had to do with the property his father had accumulated. Some +Judge Cowley, of the Supreme Court of somewhere, had authorised a +distribution, and the enclosed was the sum paid on account. + +That was about all he could make out. But why a firm of solicitors in +New York should be acting in a case of disputed property somewhere out +in Pennsylvania, was a problem he could not understand. + +He was in no mood, however, to worry himself over legal subtleties. The +great outstanding fact--the fact that dominated all others--was that he +was in possession of a thousand pounds. + +The revulsion of feeling was so great that for a moment or two it seemed +to unman him. The cords that had been strung up so long to the very +highest point of tension were suddenly relaxed. The hard stoicism with +which he had fortified himself, melted like wax in the flame of a +candle. The dull numbness of despair, which was rendering him +indifferent to life, vanished like mist before the summer sun. The joy +of hope, the dream of love, the fire of ambition, were all kindled +afresh as by an electric spark. The wailing wind, instead of sobbing +began to sing. The moaning ocean commenced to laugh and rejoice. The +rain-drops were tears of joy that Nature shed. Light and love, and +beauty and delight were everywhere. His breakfast remained untouched. He +was quite unconscious of the fact until Mrs. Tuke came into the room. + +"Why, you haven't tasted your breakfast," she said, lifting her eyes and +hands in astonishment. + +"Haven't I?" he said, with a smile. + +"And your bacon is quite cold." + +"I forgot all about it, Mrs. Tuke." + +"And your tea is like ditch-water." + +"I'm very sorry." + +"It's like throwing money away." + +"Oh, never mind." + +"But I do mind, I hate wastefulness, especially in young people." + +"Well, forgive me this time. I've had a surprise." + +"Oh, indeed! A pleasant surprise, I hope. You've had enough of the other +sort." + +"A very pleasant surprise. Now, brew me a fresh pot of tea and warm up +the bacon. I really feel as if I had got an appetite." + +"Well, it's time you had. You've been wasting to a shadow the last six +months," and Mrs. Tuke hurried out of the room. + +Rufus laughed aloud when she was gone. He felt he would either have to +laugh or cry. "If only granny were here I should hug her," he said to +himself. "I feel so buoyant that I could almost hug Mrs. Tuke." + +The wind was still blowing strong from the west as he made his way over +the hill to the mine, but its voice was like a song in his ears. The +rain had ceased, though the sky was still dark with clouds; but all the +landscape seemed flooded with golden sunshine. His nerves were tingling +with a new joy, his eyes sparkling with an unwonted fire. He was glad to +be alive again, glad to feel the wind of heaven upon his face. + +How wearily he had dragged his steps over the hill morning by morning; +how dull and continuous had been the pain at his heart! Now all sense of +weariness was gone; he seemed to tread on air; his heart was light and +buoyant, and all the pain had passed away. + +He paused a moment where he paused a year before to look at a patch of +green lawn that sloped away from Trewinion Hall. A vision of Madeline +Grover came back to him for a second and vanished. + +"If it be God's will," he said to himself, reverently, and with a smile +upon his face he continued his way. + +During the dinner hour he lodged the precious draft in the bank, and +then hurried back to the mine again. In a day or two he got word that +the draft was quite in order, and had been duly honoured. With that +message vanished his last fear, for he had dreamed the previous night +that the whole thing was a hoax and the draft not worth the paper on +which it was printed. + +His first act was to pay back Felix Muller what he owed him with +interest. This he did by cheque. + +"I cannot see him," he said to himself. "He would pour ridicule on my +beliefs, and laugh my new-found faith to scorn. Moreover, I am not sure +that he will be grateful, and I would not like my faith in him to be +totally destroyed." + +Saturday, being half-holiday, he made his way to Tregannon, to see his +grandparents and tell them the news. The old folks were greatly +excited, and the Rev. Reuben hunted up all the papers and correspondence +dealing with his son's property. The names of Seaward and Graythorne did +not appear, however, in any of the documents; nor was the name of Judge +Cowley ever mentioned. + +"I do not understand it at all," the old man said in his most solemn +tones. "But then what can you expect in a new country like America? +Everything appears to be haphazard and go-as-you-like." + +"Haphazard or no," Rufus replied, "the property has not been all eaten +up by the lawyers." + +"Well, yes," the old gentleman said, reflectively, "there would appear +after all, to be some sense of honesty and justice in the country. But +why don't you take a journey across and look after things for yourself?" + +Rufus gave a little start, and looked at his grandfather with a +questioning light in his eyes. + +"I mean it," the old man said, quietly. "If I were a few years younger +nothing would please me better." + +"It had never occurred to me," Rufus replied, slowly and thoughtfully. + +"Then think about it. You can travel cheaply in these days; besides, you +may be able to pick up ideas." + +"Yes, that is true," he answered, reflectively. "At any rate it is worth +considering." + +For the rest of the evening Rufus thought of little else. Conversation +ranged over a dozen topics, but he heard scarcely half of what was said. +Constantly his thoughts harked back to his grandfather's suggestion, and +his eyes caught a far-away expression. + +"I think you are tired," his granny said to him at length, and she +looked at him with a quizzical smile on her wrinkled face. + +"I am a little." + +"Will you remain while we have prayers?" she questioned, hesitatingly. + +"Yes granny. I would like to hear grandfather pray again." + +They both started, and looked at him and then at each other, but neither +made any remark. + +The chapter the old man read was a long one, and the prayer was longer +still, but Rufus showed no sign of weariness. In fact, the little +granny's quick ears fancied they heard a whispered "Amen" when the +prayer ended. + +Rufus rose slowly from his knees with a serene look upon his handsome +face. + +"My dear boy, we have never ceased praying for you," his granny said, +placing her thin hands upon his strong shoulders and looking up into his +face. + +"I hope you will continue to pray for me," he answered, quietly. "I +shall need all your prayers." + +"Rufus?" the old man said, in a questioning tone, and he turned suddenly +and looked into his grandson's eyes. + +Rufus felt that, having said so much, he was bound to say more. + +"No, grandfather," he answered, quietly; "you must not claim me as a +returning prodigal. Your creed is as far beyond me as ever. But--I +think--I think I have found the Christ." + +Instantly the old man's arms were about his neck, and, raising his face, +he laughed aloud. + +"It is enough," he said, exultantly. "It is enough! To God be all the +praise." + +The ice being broken, conversation flowed in a deeper channel, and when +the Rev. Reuben laid his head upon his pillow that night, it was with a +kindlier feeling in his heart for those who doubted, and with a larger +charity for those who preached a broader creed. + +"It is very strange," he mused, "that my preaching should have driven +the lad to doubt, while the preaching of my successor should have helped +him back to faith." + +On the following morning Rufus went with the old people to chapel. The +place seemed very cool and restful after the glare of the sunshine +outside, and while the familiar hymns were being sung he felt like a boy +again. + +Marshall Brook took for his text: "Are ye not better than many +sparrows?" It was a quiet, thoughtful, searching sermon, without +dogmatism and with no trace of declamation. The care of the Great Father +for His children, the doctrine of a Divine Providence, was unfolded +carefully, lucidly, reasonably. There was no attempt to ignore +difficulties or to give scientific objections the go-by. Providence was +not in conflict with the operations of nature. Providence worked on +parallel lines. The universal Spirit was ever moving upon the hearts of +men, suggesting, inspiring, renewing. + +"I am hungry and in need," said the preacher, "and someone is moved to +bring me help. Why did he think of me at all? Who put the impulse into +his heart? Ordinarily, it may be, he is not a generous man; yet he +trampled down his selfishness, and came to my succour when I needed it +most. + +"Was it a miracle? Not in the ordinary sense, and yet in truth it was a +miracle. To me it was the interposition of God's Providence. God saw my +need and sent His help." + +Rufus did not hear the end of the sermon. He was thinking of his own +case. Help came to him when he needed it most. He had prayed for death, +prayed that he might be saved from an act which was unworthy of any +true man. And in the very nick of time salvation came. Was it a mere +accident, a stroke of luck, a fortunate turn in the wheel of chance? Or +was it Providence, an impulse or an inspiration from the all-pervading +Spirit? + +His faith was but a tender plant as yet, and it would need much +watchfulness and care if it was to grow. + +He was brought back from his reflections by the announcement of Cowper's +well-known hymn: + + God moves in a mysterious way + His wonders to perform; + He plants His footsteps in the sea + And rides upon the storm. + +Rufus stood up with the rest and tried to sing, but a lump rose in his +throat constantly and threatened to choke him. It seemed as if every +line met his case and expressed some experience of his own: + + Blind unbelief is sure to err, + And scan His work in vain: + God is His own interpreter, + And He will make it plain. + +The congregation sang on with deep feeling and emotion. Most of them had +known trouble. Many had experienced the joy of deliverance. And the tune +was one that seemed exactly to suit the words: + + His purposes will ripen fast, + Unfolding every hour. + The bud may have a bitter taste, + But sweet will be the flower. + +How wonderfully true and apposite it all was! More than once he swept +his hand across his eyes to remove the mist that had gathered. Surely +God had led him to that little chapel that morning. He knelt with the +rest when the benediction was pronounced, and breathed an audible "Amen" +at the close. + +Marshall Brook walked home with him and remained to dinner and to +afternoon tea. But they did not spend the time in discussing knotty +theological problems; their talk ran on the strange happenings and +experiences of life. + +After the evening's service Rufus walked all the way back to St. Gaved, +so that he might be in time for his work on the following morning. The +way did not seem a bit long. He had so much to think about, so much to +dream about, so much to be grateful for and to rejoice in, that the old +church tower loomed into sight before he knew he had covered half the +distance. + +He astonished Captain Tom next morning by throwing up his post. + +"You really don't mean it?" was the incredulous reply. + +"I do. I am going to America, and the sooner you can let me off the +better I shall be pleased." And he told Captain Tom some of the things +that had happened. + +"You are in the right of it, sonny," was the reply. "Yes, you are in the +right," and he laughed, good-humouredly. "And, mark my words, we shall +see some time what we shall see." + +"No doubt about that," Rufus answered, with a smile. + +"I'm glad you think so. Yes, some time we shall see what we shall see," +and he laughed again. "But,"--and he took off his hat and scratched his +head, "my stars! but won't it be just----Well, well, we'll wait and see. +You have my best wishes, sonny, and my blessing." + +On the following Saturday but one, Rufus sailed for New York. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV + + DISCOVERIES + + +On reaching New York Rufus made his way at once to the office of Messrs. +Seaward and Graythorne. He discovered that Mr. Seaward had been dead a +dozen years and that Mr. Graythorne was a man well advanced in life. + +Mr. Graythorne received him without enthusiasm, and with some slight +evidence of embarrassment, and during the time they talked he appeared +to be preoccupied and more or less distraught. + +Rufus wondered if this was some new type of American that he had not +heard of, or whether it was merely professional dignity. He had to drag +everything out of him, and what he did say appeared to be capable of +divers interpretations. + +Rufus wanted facts about his father's property--why the litigation had +continued so long, what was the nature of the claims that had to be +considered, in what court or courts the litigants were heard, and on +what principle the distribution of funds had been made. + +But to none of these questions could he get an intelligible answer. Mr. +Graythorne talked vaguely and ponderously. He enlarged on American law +in general, pointed out how different methods obtained in different +States, showed how the interests of clients were safeguarded by the +judges of the supreme courts, and how the wastefulness of English +Chancery cases was avoided by the simpler American methods. + +But all this failed to touch the real point at issue. Rufus became +pertinacious, and Mr. Graythorne somewhat restive. + +In the end the lawyer had to admit that he knew little about the matter. +It was a very old case, and his partner, Mr. Seaward, had been dead a +dozen years. A hint was given that Mr. Seaward had the case in hand at +the beginning, but at present the case was entirely in the hands of the +judge. The claims were disposed of as they rose; in time they would all +be disposed of. He (Mr. Graythorne) had been commissioned to forward +five thousand dollars, which he had done. If he received any similar +commission he would execute it with the greatest pleasure. + +Rufus left the lawyer's office feeling not a little perplexed, and ten +minutes later Mr. Graythorne descended to the street with a look of +annoyance on his face. + +Getting on to the elevated railway, he was soon speeding in the +direction of Central Park. Alighting at length, he made his way slowly +along a quiet street for some considerable distance, paused for a moment +in front of a house that had no distinguishing features, then ran +lightly up the steps and rang the door bell. + +He was ushered by a maid-servant into a comfortably but modestly +furnished room, where he flung himself into an easy chair and waited. + +In a few seconds a light step sounded outside; the door was pushed +quickly open, and Madeline Grover came smiling and radiant into the +room. The old lawyer rose slowly, and his face relaxed. + +"This is an unexpected pleasure," she said, brightly. "Have you been +hearing again from Sir Charles?" + +"Not a word. It's the other man we have to deal with now." + +"What other man?" + +"Why the man I sent the money to, of course." + +"Well, what of him?" + +"He's in New York, and has nearly worried the life out of me this +morning!" + +"In New York!" and the hot blood rushed suddenly to her neck and face. + +"In New York! And if he don't clear out soon there'll be complications!" + +"Why has he come?" + +"To look after his property, of course. Are you surprised?" + +"I am a little. It never occurred to me that he might come to America." + +"Well, he has come, and the question is whether you are going to +make--well, a clean breast of it, or allow him to ferret it out +himself?" + +"Oh! he must not know for the world!" she said, in a tone of alarm. + +"He's bound to get to know sooner or later that somebody has made him a +present of five thousand dollars----" + +"No, it is only a loan," she interrupted, quickly. + +Mr. Graythorne laughed. "A loan that was never to be paid, eh? A loan by +an anonymous lender? Well, what's in a name? Call it a loan if the word +pleases you better." + +"But you know what I mean. Some day, of course,--years and years hence, +when nothing matters"--and she blushed uncomfortably; "but just now +nothing need be said or even hinted----" + +"I understand," he said, with a twitching of the lips. + +"You know very well that he has property out West somewhere, which he is +bound to come into possession of soon, and it seemed a pity that he +should starve and perhaps die while waiting for it." + +"Well, yes; the motive does you credit." + +"You ascertained beforehand, as you know, that he would have plenty to +pay me back with later on, and, after all, the sum was only a small +one." + +"To you, perhaps." + +"But to him it would mean everything, and I owe him more than gold can +ever pay. As I told you before, he saved my life and nearly lost his own +in doing it." + +"Quite a pretty little romance, I own; worked up into a story it would +read very well. But how about the present situation?" + +"He must not know, of course." + +"And you expect me, a lawyer, to equivocate--to say one thing and mean +another--to talk, as it were, with my tongue in my cheek? Oh, Miss +Grover, what would become of the profession--I mean morally--if all +clients were like you?" + +"It would be much nearer the kingdom," she said, with a laugh. "I don't +ask you to tell lies; I only ask you to hold your tongue." + +"But it is much easier said than done. You know this young man, and he +ain't no fool either; and he has a pretty little way of asking +point-blank questions. And if I ain't mistaken he can draw an inference +as slick as most folks." + +"But lawyers never reveal secrets," she said, smiling at him with her +eyes. + +"Nothing more quickly awakens suspicion than silence," he said. "And if +he once gets on the trail----" + +"He cannot possibly find me among eighty millions of people scattered +over this continent." + +"But suppose he were to drop on you by accident?" and the old lawyer +pretended to be looking at a picture on the other side of the room. + +She tried her best to keep back the tell-tale blush, but it would come. +"Oh, we should shake hands," she said, in a tone of indifference, "and +pretend to be surprised, of course, and then we should talk about what +had happened in St. Gaved since I left." + +"He is a very handsome young man," the lawyer said absently. + +"Yes, he is rather good-looking, isn't he?" and the colour grew deeper +on her usually pale face. + +"I think you told me once you admired his spirit?" + +"I admire him very much." + +"And if he calls to-morrow I must say no more than I have said to-day?" + +"Say what you like so long as you keep my name out of it." + +"And you don't want to see him? And you wouldn't for the world that he +should know you are alive in New York City?" + +"For the present at any rate." + +"I think I understand," he said, gravely, but a smile twinkled in the +corner of his eye. + +Meanwhile Rufus was busy reading through once more the papers he had +obtained from his grandfather. He folded them up at length and replaced +them in his portmanteau. + +"It's not a bit of use waiting here," he said to himself. "That old +lawyer knows no more about it than I do. I'll go westward to-night." + +The next morning found him in the busy town of Pittsburg, where he spent +a couple of days making inquiries; then he pressed forward again until +he reached Reboth, on the borders of Ohio. + +Settling himself in the most comfortable hotel he could find he +commenced his investigations. It was here his father had lived for +several years. It was here he died. Reboth was only a village then. Its +mineral wealth was unknown; its blast furnaces had not been lighted, its +coal seams undiscovered. Joshua Sterne foresaw some of its +possibilities, and invested all his savings, lived long enough to see +the prospect of great wealth, and then almost suddenly passed out of +life. + +After that followed years of litigation, Joshua Sterne had left no one +who could fight his battles. The widow quickly yielded up the ghost, and +the Rev. Reuben was too far away, too other-worldly, too lacking in +business tact, and too suspicious of American lawyers and American ways +to follow up any advantage that came to him. + +The litigants appeared to be numberless. Disputes arose over boundaries. +Part of the property appeared to be in Pennsylvania and part in Ohio. +Different States had different laws. The findings of one court were +rejected by another. So the fight went on in a fitful and desultory way +year after year. Some of the claimants died and their heirs dropped the +struggle. Others had their claims allowed. Others who never had any real +case gave up the contention. But there were a few who held on like grim +death. They had no real claim, but they hoped for a good deal, and in +the end they succeeded in the case being hung up indefinitely. + +In time it was practically forgotten. New judges were appointed. +Important questions came before them which demanded immediate attention. +The papers relating to the Sterne property grew yellow in their +pigeon-holes. The rents accumulated, but the mineral wealth remained +undeveloped. + +One of the first discoveries Rufus made was that there had been no +distribution of profits. + +"There must be some mistake," he declared. + +But the court was positive. There had been some inquiries lately through +a New York solicitor, but beyond that there was no record of any kind +for several years, but certainly no money had been paid. + +Rufus felt bewildered. Why should Mr. Graythorne send him five thousand +dollars on such a pretence? Why should anybody be so generous? Who was +there in the whole of America who knew him or cared two straws whether +he lived or died? As a matter of fact, he did not know a single soul on +all that broad continent. But stop---- + +All the colour left his face in a moment. He did know one person. +Madeline Grover was in America. Had she done this? + +He felt himself trembling from head to foot; the very suggestion meant +so much. + +That night he lay awake for hours thinking. He recalled the night after +his return from Tregannon--the long walk he had with Madeline Grover +across the downs, the frank confession he made to her of his toils and +struggles, the generous sympathy she had extended to him. It was their +last walk and talk. He remembered now he had told her how his father's +savings had been lost at Reboth, and how they had long given up hope of +recovering a penny of it. + +"I must get to know somehow," he said to himself. "Bless her! If she has +done this she is the noblest woman on earth." + +Rufus was not long in getting his father's case reopened. There were +only two men left to be dealt with. The claims of the others had gone by +default. The court was anxious that the case should be disposed of once +for all. + +Rufus employed the cleverest lawyer he could find, and together they +struggled through the whole case from the beginning. + +"Look here," said the lawyer; "if these fellows are ugly it may last +years longer." + +"Well, Mr. Mason, what do you advise?" Rufus questioned. + +"Come to terms with them." + +"They may not be reasonable." + +"Or they may be. They don't appear to have the ghost of a claim, but +they may keep the thing hanging on for ever and ever." + +"There can be no harm in making the attempt," Rufus said. + +"Then I will see their solicitors at once." + +Rufus hung about Reboth two months longer, hoping, expecting, sometimes +despairing. But in the end all the parties agreed that a bird in the +hand was worth two in the bush. So terms were accepted and ratified by +the court. + +"Now," said Mr. Mason, "you can begin to develop your property." + +"You think it is valuable?" + +"No doubt about that. If it had been worthless the whole thing would +have been settled a generation ago." + +"But how should I begin?" + +"Form a syndicate. Let me take the matter in hand for you." + +Rufus was eager to go in search of Madeline. But he found himself, +suddenly, one of the busiest men, so he believed, in the United States. +Moreover, he refused to be rushed. A good many American methods he did +not like, and would not have. There was any number of capitalists ready +to stake large sums in the new venture. Any number of Stock Exchange +men who flickered around like flies. Any number of sharpers who tried +the confidence trick, but tried it in vain. + +In a great many instances Yankee cuteness was pitted against British +caution and common-sense, and in the end the caution and common-sense +won the day. + +Moreover, Rufus's sense of accountability was particularly keen. He had +only just come out of the furnace, in which he had been tried as few men +have been tried. The consciousness of God had not been blurred by long +years of professionalism. There was no latent or acquired taint of +Pharisaism in his nature. His faith was as pure and simple as that of a +child. + +He might have made his pile in a week in an exciting gamble. On the mere +chance of mineral being found he might have become a rich man; but he +refused to proceed on those lines. He wanted occupation for himself. He +wanted moral authority for all he did. + +The breathless haste to be rich which he saw all around him almost made +him angry. The majority of men seemed to be too eager to be honest, they +were tumbling over each other in their passion to be first in the field. + +The Rebothites began to understand the young Englishman after a while, +and to respect him. His sterling honesty, his refusal to take a mean +advantage, won their admiration. It might not be business. Judged by +local standards, his conduct was Quixotic. They could not understand a +man who was not eager and impatient to scoop up the dollars when he had +the chance. But they had to take him as they found him, and in their +hearts they admired him while they blamed him. + +Rufus came slowly to the consciousness that he was a man of considerable +importance. Slowly, too, he realised that in time he would be a rich +man, not through any merit of his own, but through the judgment and +foresight of his father. + +For months he only thought of Madeline Grover at odd moments. He was too +busy with the tasks that had been thrown suddenly upon him. Fresh duties +appeared nearly every day, and better still, from his point of view, +fresh opportunities were given for the exercise of his inventive talent. + +He was no longer cribbed, and cabined, and confined. There was a sense +of freedom he had never known in other days. He had room to work in, +scope for all his energies, and release from the bars and bands imposed +by a landed aristocracy. There were many things American he cordially +disliked, but the air of freedom that was over everything was most +exhilarating. He felt as though his brain worked with only half the +effort, and with no slightest sense of weariness. + +Besides all that, he was free to adopt new methods. Nobody was bound by +precedent. He could exercise his inventive faculty without hostility and +without criticism. Hence, life became to him a daily unfolding of fresh +interests. + +The days grew rapidly into weeks, and the weeks into months. Autumn gave +place to winter, and winter to spring, and spring to summer, and summer +began to fade into autumn once more. He had expected to be in Reboth a +month, and he had been there a year. And what a year it had been! The +most crowded year of his life, and the most formative. He had found his +feet at last, had taken the measure of his strength, and realised some +of the things of which he was capable. + +He heard from his grandfather every week, and now and then he got a +letter from Captain Tom Hendy; but the old life was becoming more and +more distant, while the last six months he spent in St. Gaved seemed +like a hideous dream. + +And yet there were times when it seemed an integral and necessary part +of the great scheme of his life. A cog in the wheel that couldn't be +dispensed with. How strangely he had been led, step by step, through +darkness to light, through pain to peace. + +It was not until nearly the end of September that he was able to leave +Reboth for a little excursion to New York. He felt sure that Madeline +was in that city, and his heart was aching for another sight of her +face. + +That he might have great difficulty in finding her he saw clearly +enough, but after all he had passed through, nothing seemed impossible. +He might fail in his first effort, and in his second, but he resolved to +let nothing daunt him or lead him to give up the quest. Life could never +be complete for him until he had found her. He must have answers to the +questions that were baffling him to-day--must know the best or the +worst. + +So he made preparations for a stay of months, if necessary. But in his +heart there was a secret hope that Providence was guiding him still. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV + + CONFLICTING EMOTIONS + + +Madeline was at the Harvey Mansion, having afternoon tea with her +friend, Kitty. Since their accidental meeting on the promenade at Nice, +not many days passed that they did not see each other. + +"You will have to go with us," Kitty was saying to her friend. "If you +don't I guess I shall mope myself to death." + +"Oh, no, you won't," Madeline answered. "You will have lots of company, +and any amount of excitement." + +"Oh, I don't know. Father is beginning to think more about the climate +than anything else. He fancies that New York winters try his health, and +what I fear is he'll steer the _Skylark_ away down into the South Seas +somewhere, and stick there." + +"Well, wouldn't that be very jolly?" + +"I don't know. It might be jolly miserable. It all depends on one's +company. If you'll promise to go with us, I won't raise any more +objections." + +"Have you been raising objections?" + +"Tons. I much prefer wintering in New York City." + +"I should like to visit the South Seas very much," Madeline said, +meditatively, "only----," then she hesitated. + +"Only what?" + +"Well, the truth is, I am going to be a home-bird," Madeline answered, +with a slight tinge of colour in her cheeks. + +"Oh, that's all fiddlesticks. You haven't a single tie on all this +continent. You are your own mistress; you can do precisely what you like +without any one calling you to account, and----" + +"I admit all you say," Madeline answered, with a smile. "Nevertheless, +it is quite true that what appeals to me most is a quiet life in my own +little home." + +"I wonder you don't get married." + +"Well, you see," Madeline answered, blushing slightly, "the man I +expected to marry did not come up to my expectations." + +"But surely one hailstone doesn't make a winter." + +"That is quite true. But perhaps one gets suspicious as one gets older." + +"You have had offers enough, I am sure." + +"Have I? How knowing you are, Kitty." + +"Oh, one needn't be a philosopher to put two and two together. By the +bye, do you ever hear anything of your rejected suitor?" + +"Occasionally. He's recently had another big disappointment." + +"In the matrimonial line?" + +"It seems so." + +"Oh, do tell me all about it." + +"Well, you know I get all my news through dear old Mr. Graythorne. The +Tregonys have dropped me altogether, as you know." + +"Yes, you've told me that before." + +"Well, it would seem that Captain Tregony, soon after his return from +Nice last year, fell in love with a widow lady, and they were to have +been married some time this fall." + +"Yes." + +"And now the lady has refused to marry him." + +"For what reason?" + +"Oh, well, it's a curious story rather, and I'm not sure that I know all +the ins and outs of it. But there was a young fellow in St. Gaved--a +very clever young fellow, but poor--whom the Captain for some reason +hated. One night they met and quarrelled, and this young fellow punished +the Captain terribly. Well, don't you see that for a soldier to be +thrashed by a civilian is terribly humiliating. So what did he do in +order to cover himself but invent a story that the young fellow was mad +drunk, that he sprang upon him unawares, and would have murdered him if +the gardener had not come upon the scene, and in order to place his +story beyond dispute he bribed the barman of a public-house to swear +that on the evening in question the young fellow was so drunk that he +(the barman) refused to serve him with any more whisky." + +"What a shame!" + +"Well, recently, this barman, who was prosecuted for poaching on Sir +Charles Tregony's estates, and who was angry because the Captain did not +shield him, just blurted out all the truth. Of course, I know nothing of +the details, but from all Mr. Graystone has been able to gather there +was immense excitement in St. Gaved. Mrs. Nancarrow, the lady to whom he +had become engaged, refused to see him again, while the people were so +incensed against him that he was glad to leave Trewinion Hall under +cover of darkness, and, at present, no one, outside the members of his +own family, appears to know where he is." + +"What a horrid man!" + +"And yet, when I met him first, he was most fascinating." + +"It's a mercy for you the fascination wore off. But tell me: did you +know the young man the Captain tried to disgrace?" + +"A little. But you see the Tregonys had practically no intercourse with +what they termed the common people." + +"He will be greatly relieved that his name has been cleared." + +"If he knows--which, no doubt, he does by this time." + +"Why by this time?" + +"Because he left the country a year ago." + +"Why did he leave the country?" + +"To better his fortune, I expect. But would you mind giving me another +cup of tea? The year I spent on the other side the water made me an +inveterate tea-drinker." + +"I'll not only give you another cup of tea, I'll give you the entire +tea-service if you'll promise to go with us on the _Skylark_." + +"How generous you are!" + +"Generosity is my besetting sin as a matter of fact. But say you'll +promise." + +"Oh, you must give me time to think the matter over. I can't decide in a +moment." + +"Why not? You've no one to consult but yourself." + +"But if self should happen to be divided against self?" + +"Oh, you are just too tantalising for words. I believe there is someone +in New York you want to capture." + +"No, Kitty, dear, you are quite mistaken. The young men of New York +don't appeal to me in the least." + +"Then I'll go on badgering you until you promise. In fact, I'll set +poppa on to you." + +"Please don't," and Madeline rose from her chair and began to pull on +her gloves. + +That evening, in the privacy of her own room, Madeline debated seriously +with herself whether or not she should accept the Harveys' invitation. +For many things, she would like to winter in a more genial clime. New +York was by no means an ideal city when the thermometer was at zero, and +the streets were blocked with snow. In fact, it was not an ideal city +under any circumstances, and but that most of her friends were there, +she would gladly pitch her tent somewhere else. + +There was the further fact to be considered, that the departure of the +Harveys meant the departure of the people whom she liked best of all, +and New York would be terribly dull when their mansion was no longer +open to her to run in and out as she liked. + +"I think I'll accept their invitation," she said to herself. "It will be +a change, and it's awfully good of them to ask me." Then she hesitated +and looked abstractedly out of the window. + +"It will mean an absence of six months at least," she went on, after a +long pause, and she gave a little sigh and withdrew her eyes from the +window. + +"It is curious that my thoughts will so constantly turn in the same +direction," she thought, with another little sigh. "I surely don't owe +him any more now. I have paid my debt as far as any human being can pay +it. Why cannot I put the whole episode out of my life?" + +A ring came to the door-bell after awhile, and her old solicitor was +shown in. + +"I am so glad you have come," she said, with a smile. "I want you to +help me decide a question that I'm unable to decide for myself." + +"I'm always at your service," he said, genially; "but what's troubling +your little head now?" + +"The Harveys want me to go with them on a yachting cruise." + +"Well?" + +"I can't make up my mind whether to go or not." + +"What is there to keep you here?" + +"Nothing." + +"Then why hesitate?" + +"I don't know. I'm growing to like my little home very much." + +"You mustn't become a hermit. My advice is go." + +"You really mean that?" + +"I do. Mind you, I shall miss you very much, but all the same, such a +chance may not come to you again." + +"Then I'll take your advice." + +"By the bye, I heard news this morning of your Cornish friend." + +"Sir Charles Tregony?" + +"No; the other one." + +"You mean----" + +"The same! He's evidently done well out of the money you lent him." + +"Yes?" + +"I've been following him up as well as I could ever since that day he +called on me." + +"So you've told me before." + +"But a man was in my office this morning who knows him, who lives in +Reboth, in fact, and who has watched him closely." + +"Well?" + +"He says if he keeps on he'll be one of the most remarkable men in the +State of Pennsylvania." + +"Indeed?" + +"That's what he says. At the beginning, the financiers swarmed round him +like bees. But he wasn't to be had. He just went his own way. Slow +according to American notions, but that's the man. Level-headed as they +make 'em, and honest to a fault." + +"A man can't be too honest, surely?" + +"Well, business is so rushed in these days that a man has no time to +look up the commandments before he decides. If he don't seize his chance +on the dot it's gone." + +"Better the chance should go than that he should lose his honour." + +"Well, that is a very fine sentiment, no doubt--a very fine sentiment. +And your friend, it seems, acts up to it." + +"And what has he lost in consequence?" + +"Heaps they say. Not permanently, perhaps; for as it happens, the iron +is of better quality than was expected. But he might have made his pile +right off without trouble or risk." + +"And without giving any honest _quid pro quo_?" + +"Those who speculate must take their chance, my child. If people are +willing to take risks, why let 'em. Suppose there had been no iron at +all?" + +"Well, what then?" + +"Why, he would have been the poorer by hundreds of thousands of +dollars." + +"That might not be to his disadvantage. 'A man's life consisteth not in +the abundance of the things he possesseth.'" + +"Most people think it does, at any rate." + +"But you know majorities are nearly always wrong." + +"Excuse me, I claim no such knowledge. I know that majorities rule." + +"And rule oppressively frequently." + +"That may be so. Human nature is essentially tyrannical. Give a man +power, and, without great grace, he becomes a tyrant right off." + +"I don't think Rufus Sterne would ever become a tyrant." + +"He might, my child, under some circumstances. Never trust a man too +far. I hear he is coming east." + +"Indeed!" + +"Has some new scheme on hand, I expect," and Mr. Graythorne picked up +his hat and smiled knowingly. + +Left alone again, the look of perplexity in Madeline's eyes deepened. +She had told Mr. Graythorne that she would take his advice and accept +the Harveys' invitation. But she was disposed to change her mind again. +She did not want to leave New York at present. She might hide the truth +from other people, but she could not hide it from herself, that if Rufus +Sterne came to New York she wanted to see him. + +She would not own to herself that she was in love, or anything +approaching it. But she was undeniably interested. She had been from the +first. Rufus Sterne appealed to her as no other man had done. His +loneliness, his self-reliance, his courage, his independence made him an +object of curiosity, to use no stronger term. + +Moreover, there was a certain aloofness about him--a curious air of +detachment, that quickened her curiosity into something she had no name +for. In their last conversation he had been wonderfully frank--had +opened his heart to her in a way that touched her sympathies to the +quick, yet she knew she had not fathomed him yet. She had a feeling all +the time that he was greater than he appeared, that his reticence was +much more marked than its opposite. + +He had suffered wrong without a murmur, and suffered wrong for her sake. +He had kept her name out of what he had called a sordid quarrel, and +gone on his way in silence, asking no sympathy and seeking no revenge. + +How was it possible, therefore, that she could fail to be interested in +him? He was so different from most of the men she knew. So strong, so +self-contained, so doggedly determined. + +Some day he would find her out; she was sure of that. He was not the +kind of man to remain in anyone's debt. She did not doubt for a moment +that he guessed long ago who had sent him the money, but with the true +instinct of chivalry he had not thrust himself upon her. He had allowed +the months to go by, and had made no effort to find her; and during +those months he had proved the stuff of which he was made. In an age of +rush and greed and money-grabbing he had shown a fidelity to principle +that even his detractors admired. + +He might have "made his pile," in the slang phrase of the time, but he +had shown no eagerness to do so. He had gambled once with life itself +(though she did not know that); he would not gamble now with the things +of life, with what men called "the world." + +He had learnt his lesson and he would never forget it. To wrong a +community was just as wicked as to wrong an individual. He refused to +treat his employées as "hands"; they were men, not serfs to be +exploited, but human beings to be protected and helped. He introduced a +new industrial code and made himself one with his fellows. + +Mr. Graythorne, who had followed his movements with great interest and +curiosity, gave hints to Madeline every now and then, though he was +never quite able to take the measure of Madeline's interest in him. + +In truth, however, her interest had been a growing quantity. Silence and +separation but quickened her imagination. The hints and fragments of +news that reached her concerning him all helped in the same direction. +His apparent indifference to her made her all the more curious to see +him again. + +"No, I cannot leave New York," she said to herself, at length. "If he +comes I want to be here. He may think I have tried to discharge my debt +with dollars and do not want to see him again. To convey such an +impression would be to wrong myself, and--and--him, for there was a +time----" + +She did not finish the sentence, however, but the warm colour stole +swiftly to her neck and face and a bright light came into her eyes. + +On the following day she told the Harveys--much to Kitty's grief and +disappointment--that she could not accept their invitation. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVI + + HIS HEART'S DESIRE + + +Rufus made his way to New York with the fixed intention of finding +Madeline Grover if that were possible. He had come to very definite +conclusions as to the part she had played; but there was a good deal +still that wanted explaining, and he was eager to get the riddle solved +and his fate determined once for all. + +Of his own feelings he had no doubt. She was the one woman in the world +he loved or ever could love. He owed to her not only his life, but all +that made life worth living--his faith, his vision of God, his hope of +immortality. It was she who had come to him in the darkest mental and +moral night that had ever fallen upon him, and had touched his eyes with +a new vision, and had opened up to him the promise of a larger day. + +But what her feelings were in regard to him he did not know. That she +was grateful he had had proof enough, but gratitude might exist where +there was little or no love. It might exist even with positive dislike. +Her attempts to discharge her debt of gratitude might not be any proof +of affection. They might rather be evidence of a desire to get rid of an +unpleasant responsibility. + +He had hope, however, that Providence was in this as in other things. +That God had moved her heart to send him help when he needed it most he +could no longer doubt. And since she had been the inspiration of what +was best in his life, it might be the purpose of that Higher Will that +she should stand by his side during the rest of his life. + +At any rate, he would prove the matter for himself, as far as it could +be proved. New York--or even America--was not so big but he might find +her with patience and determination. + +On reaching New York he made his way to Mr. Graythorne's office. +Presuming that it was she who had commissioned him to send the money, he +would know where she lived. If it was not she, a new riddle would +confront him, which he would have to try to solve sooner or later. + +Mr. Graythorne received him, as before, without enthusiasm, and with no +manifestation of surprise. Indeed, he quite expected that sooner or +later he would call. + +Rufus plunged into the object of his visit without any waste of words. +Indeed, his first question was so sudden and direct that it threw Mr. +Graythorne completely off his guard. + +"I have called to ask you for the address of Miss Madeline Grover," he +said. + +Mr. Graythorne gave a start, and turned half round in his chair. + +"Eh--eh? What's that?" he asked, abruptly. + +"Miss Grover is a client of yours, I believe----" + +"Who said she was a client of mine?" + +Rufus smiled. "Of course, if you object to give me her address," he +said, "I will not press the matter." + +"I did not say I refuse, but such a request is somewhat unusual. Miss +Grover may not care to have people calling on her. Her business affairs +she leaves in my hands." + +"And she is no doubt well advised in so doing. But I don't think Miss +Grover will object to my calling." + +"You know her?" + +"A little. We met a few times when she was staying with the Tregonys." + +"Oh, indeed." Mr. Graythorne expected he would say something about the +five thousand dollars, but that was no part of his programme just then. + +The lawyer felt in a quandary. He did not know what to do for the best. +He could not very well refuse her address, and yet he was not sure she +would like being pounced upon by this young man without a moment's +warning. Unfortunately, he could not ring her up, for she had no +telephone in her house. What was he to do? Rufus stood looking at him +with a smile on his face. + +"If you are acquaintances," he said at length, "that of course settles +the matter," and he wrote the address on a sheet of paper and handed it +to his visitor. + +Rufus thanked him and turned to go at once. + +"Your property has turned out all right, I hear?" the lawyer said, +insinuatingly. + +"Oh, yes, excellently." + +"And you finished the litigation?" + +"Easily. A little give and take, and the thing was done." + +"More give than take, I am told." + +"Perhaps so, but better that than fighting, and bad blood, and ruinous +lawyers' fees." + +Mr. Graythorne winced and grew red in the face, and before he could +recover himself Rufus had slipped out of the room. + +It did not take him long to reach the street in which Madeline lived. He +looked down its long length and gave a little sigh of relief. It was +not a street of mansions. It was unpretentious and comparatively +obscure. + +His heart was beating very fast when he walked slowly up the steps and +rang the door-bell. He felt as though the supreme moment of his life had +come. + +He was shown into a room that harmonised with the street, quiet, cosy, +comfortable, but quite unpretentious. He had not to wait many moments. +Almost before he had time to turn round, the door was pushed open, and +Madeline stood before him, bright, winning, smiling, and radiantly +beautiful. + +There was no trace of stiffness or embarrassment in her manner. Indeed, +her greeting was more cordial than he had dared hope for. The +embarrassment was on his side; he felt he had undertaken a task that +would tax all his nerve. + +"It is like old times to see you again," she said, in her old frank, +ingenuous way. "Do you remember our last long walk over the downs?" + +"Then you have not forgotten?" he replied, with a little sigh of relief. + +"Why should I forget? I was so sorry not to see you again." + +"I looked out for you once or twice; then I heard you had gone away." + +"Did you look out for me? And I wanted so particularly to see you." + +"Yes?" he questioned, eagerly. + +"I wanted to let you know that I had discovered Gervase Tregony's +perfidy." + +"Before you went away?" + +"Yes; but I was unable to make it known. However, all the truth has come +out since." + +"You have heard?" + +"Oh, yes. I get Cornish news regularly." + +"Then you knew I had left?" + +"Oh, yes," she answered, with a blush and a smile, "I knew that also." + +"I came to look after that disputed property of my father's I once told +you about," he said, after a pause. + +"Yes, I remember. You said you had given up all hope of ever getting a +penny." + +"You see, my grandfather and I were too far away to look after it, and +too poor to fight it. So it was just hung up. You have heard, perhaps, +that it has turned out well?" + +She blushed again, and hesitated for a moment. She felt that his eyes +were upon her. She knew she would gain nothing by fencing. The truth +would have to come out sooner or later. This man had eyes so clear that +he could see through all sham and pretence. So she answered quite +frankly. "My solicitor knows a good deal about Reboth, and he has told +me." + +"You mean Mr. Graythorne?" + +His eyes were still upon her and there was no escape. + +"Yes," she answered, almost in a whisper. + +For a moment or two there was an almost painful silence. She felt what +was coming, and shrank from meeting it. He knew what he wanted to say, +and yet had scarcely the courage to say it. + +"There is something I want to find out very much," he said, at length; +"perhaps you can help me." + +She looked up with an inquiring light in her eyes, but did not reply. + +"You heard that my invention failed, or rather that it had been +forestalled?" + +She nodded assent. + +"What the failure meant to me only God knew. I had borrowed the money to +develop and perfect my idea, and when failure came it was overwhelming. +I was stripped of everything. I look back now as upon a long and hideous +nightmare. I wonder how I endured?" + +He paused for a moment, but she made no reply, but her eyes were full of +eager interest. + +"Well, when the night was darkest, and I was praying for death as the +only escape for me, a letter came from Messrs. Seaward and Graythorne, +enclosing a draft for five thousand dollars. The letter was long, and +more or less incoherent, but it vaguely hinted that the money was a +first instalment of the property left by my father. + +"During that day, and I think for several days after, I was almost +beside myself with joy. Then I went to see my grandfather, and he and I +puzzled over the letter, but we could make very little out of it. In the +end he suggested that I should come to America and look after the +property myself. + +"So I came, and at once called on Messrs. Seaward and Graythorne. Mr. +Graythorne I found, but I left his office more perplexed than ever. He +talked in generalities, but he appeared to know little or nothing about +the matter, though he admitted, of course, sending me the money. + +"That night I left New York and made my way to Reboth, where I +discovered that no distribution of the property left by my father had +been made. That the whole of it was still in Chancery, as we should say +in England. + +"You can imagine how perplexed I felt, and naturally I began to wonder +what kind friend had commissioned Mr. Graythorne to send me so much +money. I said to myself: 'There is not a soul on the American continent +that I know.' Then I remembered that you were here. You will forgive me +if I wrong you, but I could think, and can think, of no one else. The +money was my salvation. It not only saved me from despair, but from all +that follows despair, and now that God has prospered me I want to pay it +back. May I give it to you?" + +Her eyes were full almost to overflowing by this time, but she +resolutely beat back her emotion. + +"Yes, I will take it back," she answered, slowly. "I am glad it served +you in the hour of need." + +"You meant it as a loan, I know," he said, with a smile. + +"That was as God should will," she answered, with her eyes upon the +floor. "I heard in Nice of your misfortune. I knew from what you told me +that you had risked your all, and I wondered if I could help you without +wounding you. As soon as I reached home I commissioned Mr. Graythorne to +make inquiries about your late father's property in Reboth. It seemed +certain that you would be well off some day, and so I advanced five +thousand dollars on account; it was but a small return for all you had +done for me." + +"But I might not have won the suit, might not have discovered who had +befriended me." + +"I should still have been in your debt," she replied, with a smile. "You +saved my life, you know," and she rose and touched the bell. + +He rose also, and moved towards the door. + +"No, no," she said, "you must not go, I have rung for tea. I know the +English habit, and you must be thirsty after so much talking," and she +laughed merrily. + +"Thank you," he said. "I shall be glad of a cup of tea," and he sat down +again. + +Over the teacups conversation became more general, and flowed more +freely in consequence. They talked about St. Gaved, about the Tregonys, +and Captain Tom Hendy, and Dr. Pendarvis, and Mrs. Tuke. She related +some of her experiences at Trewinion Hall, and in London and Nice, and +how and why she escaped from the guardianship of Sir Charles. The +afternoon sped like a dream, and when he rose to go, he felt as though a +new vision of life had been vouchsafed to him. + +"You will call again?" she said, when he was leaving. + +"May I?" he asked eagerly. + +She laughed brightly in his face. "Does our American freedom or our lack +of British formality shock you?" she questioned. + +"No, no. I was not thinking of that at all," he answered, hurriedly. +"May I call again to-morrow?" + +"At the same hour?" + +"Yes." + +"I will wait in for you." + + * * * * * + +Rufus remained in New York as many weeks as he had expected to remain +days. He fixed the date of his return to Reboth time after time, but +when the day arrived he found some excuse for remaining a day or two +longer. He did not call to see Madeline every day. Indeed, sometimes for +days on the stretch he did not go near her house, but he discovered that +New York furnished endless opportunities for meeting. He got to know +when she went shopping, and when she rode or drove in the park, and so +he way-laid her at all sorts of unexpected times, and discovered that +his interest in her movements was the all-absorbing concern of his +life. + +Their conversation that winter evening on the Downs was picked up at the +point at which it broke off, and Madeline got a yet clearer insight into +the human document that had fascinated her from the first. + +Rufus opened his heart to Madeline as he never did to any other. Her +sympathy touched the deepest chords of his emotion, her generosity won +his confidence. + +Bit by bit the truth was revealed to her that she, under God, had been +his salvation. Her quick imagination saw the path along which he had +travelled. His loss of faith, his gropings in the desert of a barren +philosophy. + +She saw, too--not that he told her in so many words--that the loss of +all sense of accountability was destroying the moral basis of conduct. +That his honour was saved to him because he won back his faith. + +It was no small satisfaction to her that she, in the supreme crisis of +his life, had been his helper and his inspiration. If he had saved her, +she, in a yet deeper sense, had saved him. + +That the same thought should grow almost unconsciously in the minds and +hearts of both was natural--perhaps inevitable. In due course it would +blossom into speech. + +He returned to Reboth in December--business demanded his presence--but +he was back in New York again in January. Madeline looked up with a +start of surprise when he was shown into the room in which she was +reading. + +"I hope I do not intrude?" he said, hesitatingly. + +"No, no," she replied, with almost childish delight. "I am so glad to +see you again. But I was not aware you were in New York." + +"I arrived this morning," he answered, "and so took an early opportunity +of looking you up." + +"You are just in time for afternoon tea, and you must be almost frozen," +and she rang the bell at once. + +Rufus watched her moving about the room with almost hungry eyes. She was +so dainty, so lissom, so strong. He wanted to take her in his arms and +tell her that he loved her more than all else on earth, but he had not +the courage yet. + +He remained not only to tea, but to dinner; and during the evening +conversation strayed over many subjects. + +He was naturally reticent, and greatly disliked talking about himself. +But when he was with Madeline all reticence disappeared. She was the +warm sun that thawed the ice. He would have deemed it impossible once +that he could have told anyone of his spiritual struggles, of the mental +strain and agony through which he passed before his feet touched the +rock. But Madeline was like a second self; there was nothing he wanted +to hide from her. + +Before the evening was out he found himself discussing the moral effects +of materialism. + +"It takes away the moral basis of conduct," he said, in reply to one of +her questions. "I found myself losing the true sense of right and +wrong--_as_ right and wrong. Things might be wise or foolish, profitable +or unprofitable, politic or impolitic; but right and wrong were becoming +meaningless words in any moral sense. If there is no God there is no +moral law, and the highest authority is the State." + +"But materialists are sometimes very good people?" she questioned. + +"Yes, that is true; but not because of their philosophy, but in spite of +it. And yet is not their goodness mainly negative? Do they build +hospitals, or endow charities, or sacrifice themselves in fighting the +battles of Temperance and peace and purity? I speak from experience; it +dulls the moral sensibilities. For a man to lose his sense of God is to +lose his best. The noblest work of the world is done by the men who +believe, who endure as seeing Him who is invisible." + +"Then you think if you had remained a materialist----" + +"I should have perished," he interrupted, gravely, "and I use that word +in no thoughtless sense. But God sent me you----" then he paused, and +for awhile silence fell. + +When they began to talk again it was about some entirely different +matter. + +A few days later he called to say good-bye. He was going back to Reboth +again the following day. For a full hour they chatted in the freest +manner about matters of no importance. Then he rose suddenly and began +to button his coat. He shook hands with her in silence and reached the +door. For a moment he paused with his hand on the knob, then turned +hurriedly round and faced her. His face was very pale, his lips were +trembling. + +"Madeline," he said, "I cannot go away without telling you that I love +you. I belong to you. To you I owe more than life. I owe all that makes +life worth living. You befriended me in my hour of greatest need. You +led me out of darkness into the light. Will you be my inspiration still, +my companion, the light of my eyes?" + +He paused, almost breathless with the earnestness of his speech. + +She stood looking at him, all the colour gone out of her face. + +"Forgive me if I am presumptuous," he went on, in lower tones. "But I +have loved you so long, so hopelessly, so passionately, that I could not +keep the truth back any longer. Yet if you say there is no hope for me I +will not trouble you again." + +She came toward him slowly, a great light shining in her eyes, and +placed her hands in his. + +"You are sure you are not mistaken?" she said, and her eyes grew full of +tears. + +"Mistaken? Oh! Madeline, if I were only so sure of heaven! I have loved +you since the day you read 'Snow Bound' to me--loved you with an +ever-growing passion. I have never loved but you--I shall never love +another!" + +"Do not all men say that?" she questioned, with a pathetic smile. + +"I know not what other men say," he replied, earnestly. "I only know +that without you life will be dark. Oh! Madeline, have you no word of +hope for me?" + +"Do you need words?" she asked, smiling through her tears into his face. +"Have I not shown my heart all too plainly?" + +"Do you mean that----" + +But the sentence was never finished. Swiftly he gathered her in his arms +till she could feel the beating of his heart against her own. Silently +their lips met in a passionate seal of love. 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Compiled by H. + A. KENNEDY, of the Men's Sunday Union, Stepney Meeting House. + Twentieth Thousand. 2d.; music, 1s. + + "Contains 137 hymns, the catholic character of which, in the best + sense of the term, may be gathered from the names of the authors, + which include Tennyson, Ebenezer Elliott, Whittier, G. Herbert, C. + Wesley, Thomas Hughes, J. H. Newman, Longfellow, Bonar, and others. + While the purely dogmatic element is largely absent, the Christian + life, in its forms of aspiration, struggle against sin, and love for + the true and the good, is well illustrated."--_Literary World._ + + + + +Index of Titles. + + + Abbey Mill, The, 16 + Adrift on the Black Wild Tide, 17 + America in the East, 5 + Ancient Musical Instruments, 20 + Angels of God, The, 19 + Animal Fun, 21 + Apocalyptical Writers, The Messages of the, 11 + Apostles, The Messages of the, 11 + Art of Living Alone, The, 19 + Atonement in Modern Thought, The, 4 + Aunt Agatha Ann, 24 + Awe of the New Century, The, 23 + + Backward Glance, A, 5 + Baptist Handbook, The, 14 + Barbone Parliament, The, 5 + Barrow, Henry, Separatist, 2 + Beads of Tasmar, The, 10 + Between Two Loves, 10 + Bible Definition of Religion, The, 23 + Bible Story, The: Retold for Young People, 15 + Bishop and the Caterpillar, The, 24 + Black Familiars, The, 4, 16 + Border Shepherdess, A, 10 + Bow of Orange Ribbon, The, 10, 16 + Brudenells of Brude, The, 16 + Burning Questions, 8 + + Canonbury Holt, 16 + Cartoons of St. Mark, 6 + Challenge, The, 12 + Changing Creeds and Social Struggles, 8 + Character through Inspiration, 19 + Children's Pace, The, 20 + Christ of the Children, The, 12 + Christ of the Heart, The, 6 + Christ that is To Be, The, 9 + Christ Within, The, 18 + Christ's Pathway to the Cross, 17 + Christian Baptism, 18 + Christian Life, The, 19, 24 + Christian World Pulpit, The, 6 + Christianity and Social Problems, 6 + Christianity in Common Speech, 24 + Chrystabel, 10, 16 + Church and the Kingdom, The, 20 + Church, Ministry and Sacraments in the New Testament, 5 + Cinderella, 3, 16 + Comforts of God, The, 14 + Common Life, The, 9 + Common-sense Christianity, 17 + Conquered World, The, 19, 24 + Courage of the Coward, The, 8 + Crucible of Experience, The, 17 + + Daughter of Fife, A, 10, 16 + Debt of the Damerals, The, 16 + Divine Satisfaction, The, 23 + Dutch in the Medway, The, 10 + + Early Pupils of the Spirit, and What of Samuel, 17 + Earlier Prophets, The Messages of the, 11 + Earliest Christian Hymn, The, 15 + Economies of Jesus, The, 17 + Emilia's Inheritance, 16 + England's Danger, 25 + Episcopacy, 11 + Epistle to the Galatians, The, 15 + Esther Wynne, 10 + Eternal Religion, The, 4 + Ezekiel, The Book of, 2 + + Faith the Beginning, Self-Surrender the Fulfilment, of the Spiritual + Life, 18, 24 + Family Prayers for Morning Use, 9 + Father Fabian, 16 + Feet of Clay, 10 + First Christians, The, 8 + Flower-o'-the-Corn, 3, 16 + Forgotten Sheaf, The, 18 + Fortune's Favourite, 16 + Fortunes of Cyril Denham, The, 16 + Friars Lantern, 8 + Friend Olivia, 4 + Funny Animals and Stories about Them, 21 + + Gain or Loss?, 20 + Gamble with Life, A, 8 + Garcia, G. H. R., 8 + Gloria Patri: Talks about the Trinity, 9 + Glorious Company of the Apostles, The, 15 + God's Greater Britain, 9 + Golden Truths for Young Folk, 21 + Grey and Gold, 10, 16 + Grey House at Endlestone, 16 + Growing Revelation, The, 6 + + Haromi: A New Zealand Story, 4 + Harvest Gleanings, 14 + Health and Home Nursing, 22 + Heartsease in the Family, 12 + Heirs of Errington, The, 16 + Helen Bury, 12 + Helping Hand to Mothers, 25 + Helps to Health and Beauty, 22 + Higher on the Hill, 7 + His Next of Kin, 10, 16 + His Rustic Wife, 9 + History of the United States, A, 2 + Holy Christian Empire, 25 + Household of MacNeil, The, 10 + House of Bondage, The, 16 + How Much is Left of the Old Doctrines, 7 + How to Become Like Christ, 18 + How to Read the Bible, 21 + Husbands and Wives, 16 + + Ideals for Girls, 15 + Incarnation of the Lord, The, 6 + Industrial Explorings in and around London, 10 + Infoldings and Unfoldings of the Divine Genius in Nature and Man, 12 + Inspiration in Common Life, 17 + Inward Light, The, 8 + Israel's Law Givers, The Messages of, 11 + + Jan Vedder's Wife, 16 + Jealousy of God, The, 19 + Jesus according to the Synoptists, The Messages of, 11 + Joan Carisbroke, 10, 16 + Job and His Comforters, 14 + Joshua, The Book of, 3 + Judges, The Book of, 3 + + Kid McGhie, 3 + Kingdom of the Lord Jesus, The, 19, 24 + Kit Kennedy: Country Boy, 3, 16 + + Lady Clarissa, 16 + Last of the MacAllisters, The, 10 + Later Prophets, The Messages of the, 11 + Leaves for Quiet Hours, 12 + Letters of Christ, The, 17 + Let us Pray, 20 + Liberty and Religion, 12 + Life and Letters of Alexander Mackennal, The, 6 + Louis Wain's Animal Show, 21 + Louis Wain's Baby's Picture Book, 21 + Loves of Miss Anne, The, 3, 16 + Lynch, Rev. T. T.: A Memoir, 5 + + Making of an Apostle, The, 19 + Manual for Free Church Ministers, A, 21 + Margaret Torrington, 10 + Martineau's Study of Religion, 19, 24 + Maud Bolingbroke, 12 + Max Hereford's Dream, 25 + Messages of the Bible, The, 11 + Method of Prayer, A, 12 + Millicent Kendrick, 10, 16 + Miss Devereux, Spinster, 16 + Model Prayer, The, 15 + More Tasty Dishes, 22 + Morning and Evening Cries, 14 + Morning Mist, A, 16 + Morning, Noon, and Night, 22 + Mornington Lecture, The, 5 + Mr. Montmorency's Money, 10, 16 + My Baptism, 17 + My Neighbour and God, 13 + + New Mrs. Lascelles, The, 16 + New Points to Old Texts, 10 + New Testament in Modern Speech, The, 13 + Nineteen Hundred?, 10 + Nobly Born, 10, 16 + Nonconformist Church Buildings, 15 + + Old Pictures in Modern Frames, 18 + Oliver Cromwell, 23 + Oliver Westwood, 16 + Ordeal of Faith, The, 15 + Our Girls' Cookery, 23 + Our New House, 12 + Ourselves and the Universe, 9 + Outline Text Lessons for Junior Classes, 21 + Overdale, 10, 16 + + Passion for Souls, The, 17 + Paul and Christina, 10 + Paul, The Messages of, 11 + Paxton Hood: Poet and Preacher, 19 + Personality of Jesus, The, 11 + Pilot, The, 13 + Poems. By Mme. Guyon, 11 + Polychrome Bible, The, 2, 3 + Popular Argument for the Unity of Isaiah, A, 14 + Popular History of the Free Churches, A, 4, 13 + Practical Points in Popular Proverbs, 14 + Prayer, 17 + Preaching to the Times, 10 + Price of Priestcraft, The, 20 + Pride of the Family, The, 16 + Principles and Practices of the Baptists, 14 + Problems of Living, 9 + Prophetical and Priestly Historians, The Messages of, 11 + Psalmists, The Messages of the, 11 + + Quickening of Caliban, The, 10 + Quiet Hints to Growing Preachers, 11 + + Race and Religion, 20 + Reasonable View of Life, A, 17 + Reasons Why for Congregationalists, 17 + Reasons Why for Free Churchmen, 20 + Reconsiderations and Reinforcements, 19 + Reform in Sunday School Teaching, 18 + Religion and Experience, 4 + Religion of Jesus, The, 17 + Religion that will Wear, A, 14 + Rights of Man, The, 5 + Rise of Philip Barrett, The, 4 + Robert Wreford's Daughter, 10 + Rogers, J. Guinness, 2 + Rome from the Inside, 23 + Rosebud Annual, The, 7, 12 + Rose of a Hundred Leaves, A, 4 + Ruling Ideas of the Present Age, 7 + + School Hymns, 12, 25 + School of Life, The, 12 + Sceptre Without a Sword, The, 23 + Scourge of God, The, 16 + Seven Puzzling Bible Books, 6, 18 + Ship of the Soul, The, 19, 24 + She Loved a Sailor, 10 + Short Devotional Services, 20 + Simple Cookery, 17 + Singlehurst Manor, 10 + Sissie, 10, 16 + Sister to Esau, A, 10, 16 + Small Books on Great Subjects, 18, 19 + Social Salvation, 7 + Social Worship an Everlasting Necessity, 19, 24 + Spirit Christlike, The, 14 + Squire of Sandal Side, The, 10, 16 + St. Beetha's, 10, 16 + Story of the English Baptists, The, 3 + Story of Penelope, The, 16 + Studies of the Soul, 9 + Sunday Afternoon Song Book, 24, 25 + Sunday Morning Talks with Boys and Girls, 14 + Sunny Memories of Australasia, 18 + Supreme Argument for Christianity, The, 19 + + Tale of a Telephone, A, 24 + Talks to Little Folks, 22 + Taste of Death and the Life of Grace, The, 18, 24 + Tasty Dishes, 22 + Ten Commandments, The, 14 + Theology and Truth, 5 + Theology of an Evolutionist, The, 6 + Theophilus Trinal, Memorials of, 5 + Thornycroft Hall, 10, 16, 25 + Through Science to Faith, 4 + Tommy, and Other Poems, 22 + Tools and the Man, 7 + Town Romance, A; or, On London Stones, 16 + Trial and Triumph, 14 + Types of Christian Life, 18 + + Undertones of the Nineteenth Century, 13 + Unique Class Chart and Register, 25 + Unknown to Herself, 16 + + Value of the Apocrypha, The, 17 + Violet Vaughan, 10, 16 + + Wanderer, The, 8 + Warleigh's Trust, 16 + Way of Life, The, 19 + Wayside Angels, 22 + What Shall this Child Be?, 14 + Where does the Sky Begin?, 7 + Who Wrote the Bible?, 17 + Why We Believe, 13 + Wideness of God's Mercy, The, 17 + Wife as Lover and Friend, The, 15 + William Jeffrey, 13 + Witnesses of the Light, 7 + Woman's Patience, A, 16 + Women and their Saviour, 20 + Women and their Work, 18 + Words by the Wayside, 18 + Woven of Love and Glory, 10 + + Young Man's Religion, A, 13 + + + + +Index of Authors. + + + Abbot, C. L., 8 + Abbott, Lyman, 5, 6 + Adeney, W. F., 21 + Aitchison, George, 20 + Aked, C. F., 8 + Andom, R., 10 + Andrews, C. C., 16 + Armstrong, Richard A., 19, 24 + + Bainton, George, 15 + Barr, Amelia E., 4, 10, 16 + Barrett, G. S., 15 + Barrows, C. H., 11 + Bennett, Rev. W. H., 3, 15 + Benvie, Andrew, 7 + Blake, J. M., 17 + Bloundelle-Burton, J., 16 + Bradford, Amory H., 6, 8, 19 + Brierley, J., 4, 9 + Brock, W., 14 + Brooke, Stepford A., 19, 24 + Brown, C., 14, 17 + Burford, W. K., 22 + + Campbell, Rev. R. J., 19 + Carlile, Rev. J. C., 8, 22 + Clifford, Dr., 19, 24 + Coulton, G. G., 8 + Crockett, S. R., 3, 16 + Cubitt, James, 15 + Cuff, W., 18 + + Davidson, Gladys, 21 + Dode, Marous, 18 + + Elligott, Minnie, 25 + Ellis, J., 21 + Evans, H., 20 + + Farningham, Marianne, 10, 14, 18, 20 + Fiske, J., 2 + Forsyth, Rev. Principal, 18, 24, 25 + Fraser, J., 11 + Funeke, O., 12 + + Gibbon, J. Morgan., 15 + Giberne, Agnes, 16 + Gladden, Washington, 6, 7, 8, 17, 18, 20 + Glass, Henry Alexander, 5 + Glover, R., 14 + Greenhough, J. G., 14, 18 + Griffith-Jones, E., 17, 18 + Griffis, William Elliot, 5 + Gunn, E. H. Mayo, 12, 25 + Guyon, Madame, 11, 12 + + Haweis, H. R., 15 + Haycraft, Mrs., 9 + Heddle, E. F., 16 + Henderson, J. G., 8 + Henson, Canon Hensley, 10 + Hocking, S. K., 8 + Horder, W. Garrett, 19 + Horne, C. Silvester, 4, 13, 15, 17, 20 + Horton, Dr. R. F., 6, 19, 22, 23, 24, 25 + Hunter, John, 19 + + "J. B." of _The Christian World_, 23 + Jefferson, C. E., 11 + J. M. G., 9 + Jones, J. D., 15, 17, 20 + Jowett, J. H., 17 + + Kane, James J., 17 + Kaye, Bannerman, 4 + Kennedy, H. A., 24, 25 + Kennedy, John, 14 + + Lansfeldt, L., 16 + Lee, W. T., 13 + Llewellyn, D. J., 13 + Lyall, David, 4 + Lyall, Edna, 25 + Lynch, T. T., 5 + Lynd, William, 20 + + Macfadyen, D., 6 + Macfarland, Charles S., 14 + Macfarlane, Charles, 10 + Mackennal, Alexander, 19, 24 + Manners, Mary E., 24 + Marchant, B., 16 + Marshall, J. T., 14 + Marshall, N. H., 5 + Martineau, James, 18 + Mather, Lessels, 22 + Mather, Z., 6 + Matheson, George, 12, 18, 23 + Maver, J. S., 20 + Meade, L. T., 16 + Metcalfe, R. D., 24 + Meyer, F. B., 17 + Moore, G. F., 3 + Morgan, Rev. G. Campbell, 14 + Mountain, J., 17 + Munger, T. T., 19 + + Peake, A. S., 18 + Pharmaceutical Chemist, A, 22 + Picton, J. Allanson, 17 + Powicke, F. J., 2 + Pulsford, John, 19 + + Rees, F. A., 14 + Rickett, J. Compton, 9, 10, 24 + Ridette, J. H., 25 + Ridley, A. E., 5 + Robarts, F. H., 14 + Roberts, J. E., 18 + Rogers, Dr. Guinness, 2 + Rudge, C., 18 + Russell, F. A., 17 + + Sanders, Frank Knight, 11 + Scottish Presbyterian, A, 14 + Sinclair, Archdeacon, 19, 24 + Smyth, Dr. Newman, 4 + Snell, Barnard J., 17, 20 + Stevenson, J. G., 12 + + Thomas, H. Arnold, 19 + Trotter, Mrs. E., 13 + Toy, Rev. C. H., 2 + Tytler, S., 16 + + Veitch, R., 8 + + Wain, Louis, 21 + Walford, L. B., 4, 16 + Waters, N. McG., 13 + Watkinson, W. L., 17 + Watson, W., 17 + Weymouth, R. F., 13 + White, William, 5 + Whitley, W. T., 5 + Whiton, J. M., 9, 10, 17, 19, 23 + Williams, C., 14 + Williams, T. R., 18 + Wilson, Philip Whitwell, 12, 13 + Worboise, Emma J., 10, 16, 25 + +_W. Speaight and Sons, Printers, Fetter Lane, E.C._ + + + * * * * * + + +Transcriber's Note: + +On page 172 the word "lapels" was written as "lappels" and has been +changed. + +On page 378 the name "Seaward" was written as "Seward" and has been +changed. + +The oe ligature is represented by [oe]. + +Words marked in bold are surrounded by =. + +Words marked in italics are surrounded by _. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Gamble with Life, by Silas K. 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Hocking + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Gamble with Life + +Author: Silas K. Hocking + +Release Date: April 10, 2012 [EBook #39417] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A GAMBLE WITH LIFE *** + + + + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Sue Fleming, Lindy Walsh and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 247px;"> +<img src="images/cover.jpg" width="247" height="400" alt="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>A GAMBLE<br /> +WITH LIFE</h2> + +<p class="center">SILAS K. HOCKING<br /></p> +<p> </p> + + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 265px;"> +<img src="images/i002.jpg" width="265" height="400" alt="" /> +<span class="caption">“OPEN YOUR EYES,” HE CRIED, “AND SPRING.”</span> +</div> + +<p> </p> + + + +<h1><span class="smcap">A Gamble with Life</span></h1> + +<p class="center">BY</p> + +<p class="center">SILAS K. HOCKING</p> + +<p class="center">AUTHOR OF</p> + +<p class="center">"Pioneers," "The Flaming Sword," "God's Outcast,"<br /> + "One in Charity," "The Heart of Man," etc.</p> + +<p class="center">London<br /> +JAMES CLARKE & CO., 13 & 14 FLEET STREET E.C.<br /> +1906</p> + + +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><i>All rights reserved</i><br /></p> + + + +<p> </p> +<h2><a name="CONTENTS" id="CONTENTS"></a>CONTENTS</h2> + +<table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" summary="Table of Contents"> +<tr> + <td align="right"><small>CHAPTER</small></td> + <td> </td> + <td align="right"><small>PAGE</small></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_I">I.</a></td> + <td align="left">A STRANGE COMPACT</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_7">7</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_II">II.</a></td> + <td align="left">DREAMS AND REALITIES</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_15">15</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_III">III.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE VALUE OF A LIFE</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_26">26</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">IV.</a></td> + <td align="left">PAYING THE PENALTY</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_35">35</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_V">V.</a></td> + <td align="left">A PERILOUS TASK</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_44">44</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">VI.</a></td> + <td align="left">FAITH AND PHILOSOPHY</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_54">54</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">VII.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE NICK OF TIME</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_63">63</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">VIII.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE SOUL'S AWAKENING</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_72">72</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">IX.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE CAPTAIN'S LETTER</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_82">82</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_X">X.</a></td> + <td align="left">A VISITOR</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_92">92</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">XI.</a></td> + <td align="left">A TALK BY THE WAY</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_101">101</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">XII.</a></td> + <td align="left">FAIRYLAND</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_112">112</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">XIII.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE AWAKENING</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_123">123</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">XIV.</a></td> + <td align="left">EVOLUTION</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_134">134</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">XV.</a></td> + <td align="left">MISGIVINGS</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_145">145</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">XVI.</a></td> + <td align="left">GROWING SUSPICIONS</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_157">157</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">XVII.</a></td> + <td align="left">RETROSPECTIVE</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_168">168</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">XVIII.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE OLD AND THE NEW</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_178">178</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">XIX.</a></td> + <td align="left">AFTER THREE YEARS</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_189">189</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XX">XX.</a></td> + <td align="left">FATHER AND SON</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_200">200</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">XXI.</a></td> + <td align="left">GERVASE SPEAKS HIS MIND</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_211">211</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">XXII.</a></td> + <td align="left">A HUMAN DOCUMENT</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_222">222</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">XXIII.</a></td> + <td align="left">MEANS TO AN END</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_232">232</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">XXIV.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE JUSTICE OF THE STRONG</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_243">243</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">XXV.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE END OF A DREAM</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_254">254</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">XXVI.</a></td> + <td align="left">QUESTIONS TO BE FACED</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_266">266</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">XXVII.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE VALUE OF A LIFE</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_277">277</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">XXVIII.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE RETURN OF THE SQUIRE</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_288">288</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">XXIX.</a></td> + <td align="left">GETTING AT THE TRUTH</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_299">299</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXX">XXX.</a></td> + <td align="left">THE TOILS OF CIRCUMSTANCE</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_310">310</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI">XXXI.</a></td> + <td align="left">OLD FRIENDS</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_320">320</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXII">XXXII.</a></td> + <td align="left">FACING THE INEVITABLE</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_331">331</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIII">XXXIII.</a></td> + <td align="left">WAS IT PROVIDENCE?</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_342">342</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIV">XXXIV.</a></td> + <td align="left">DISCOVERIES</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_352">352</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXV">XXXV.</a></td> + <td align="left">CONFLICTING EMOTIONS</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_363">363</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td align="right"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVI">XXXVI.</a></td> + <td align="left">HIS HEART'S DESIRE</td> + <td align="right"><a href="#Page_373">373</a></td> +</tr> +</table> + + +<p> </p> + +<h1>A GAMBLE WITH LIFE</h1> + +<p> </p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + + +<h3>A STRANGE COMPACT</h3> + + +<p>"Well, of all the hare-brained proposals I ever listened to, this takes +the bun"; and Felix Muller adjusted his pince-nez and lay back in his +chair and laughed softly.</p> + +<p>"But why hare-brained?" asked his companion, seriously. "Singular, I +admit it may be; startling if you like, but I do not see that there is +anything in it to laugh at."</p> + +<p>"You don't?" and the lawyer's face became suddenly grave. "Do you +realise what your proposal implies?"</p> + +<p>"I think I do," and Rufus Sterne's face flushed slightly; "but you are +thinking of a contingency that will never arise."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I am; but every contingency must be guarded against," and Felix +Muller took off his glasses and wiped them meditatively. "You say you +are confident of success, and I am bound to admit, from what I know of +you and your scheme, I think your confidence is well founded. But you +know as well as I do, that nothing is certain in this world but death."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"You may fail. Something may happen you cannot foresee."</p> + +<p>"I grant it, as a remote—an exceedingly remote—possibility. But in +such an event you will be covered by my life assurance policy." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But you may live for another fifty years."</p> + +<p>Rufus Sterne shook his head and smiled gravely.</p> + +<p>"If I fail," he said, "I shall have no further use for life. You need be +under no apprehension on that score. The money for which my life is +insured will be paid into your hands without any unnecessary delay. I +know the company."</p> + +<p>"But it would be a direct contravention of the law, and would entitle +the company to refuse——"</p> + +<p>"My dear sir," Sterne interrupted, sharply, "there are many roads into +the land of oblivion. Exits can be arranged, if the parties so desire, +in a perfectly natural manner. You need not fear that trouble will arise +on that score."</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless, I confess I do not like the proposal."</p> + +<p>"You seem to have grown suddenly very squeamish," Sterne said, with a +slight curl of the lip. "I have always understood that you set no +particular value on human life. Indeed, I have heard you argue that a +man's life is his own to do as he likes with—to continue it or end it, +as seems good in his own eyes."</p> + +<p>"I am still of the same opinion. No, I am no sentimentalist. The rubbish +talked by parsons and so-called humanitarians makes me ill. All the same +I would prefer that someone else——"</p> + +<p>"There is no one else," Rufus Sterne broke in, irritably. "You are my +last hope. A thousand pounds now will lead me on to fame and fortune. +You have the money. You can lend it to me if you like, and for security +I make you my sole legatee."</p> + +<p>"But the money is not mine, and must be paid back by the 31st of +December of next year without fail."</p> + +<p>"That gives eighteen months and more," and Sterne laughed. "My dear +fellow, six months or a little more will see the thing through." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I like to see a man confident," Felix Muller said, a little uneasily. +"But there is such a thing as over-confidence, as you know. I should be +better pleased if you were a little less cocksure."</p> + +<p>"But man alive, I have been working at this thing for years. I have +tested every link in the chain, if you will allow me to say so. I have +faced every possible contingency. I have gone over the ground so often +that I know every inch of the way. I have anticipated every objection, +every weakness, every flaw, and have provided against it. All I want now +is a thousand pounds in hard cash, and in a year's time I shall be able +to repay it ten-fold."</p> + +<p>"You hope so."</p> + +<p>"I am sure of it; as far as a man can be sure of anything in this stupid +world. The more or less unpleasant contingency that you persist in +looking at will never occur."</p> + +<p>"But it may occur," Muller persisted.</p> + +<p>"Well, if it does you will not suffer; and I shall be glad to hide +myself and be at rest."</p> + +<p>"You say that now."</p> + +<p>"Do you doubt my courage or my honour?" Sterne demanded, sharply.</p> + +<p>"No, I doubt neither," Muller said, slowly; "but the instinct of life is +strong—especially in the young."</p> + +<p>"When a man has something to live for—some great purpose to achieve, or +some proud ambition to realise, he naturally wants to live. But take +away that something, and life is a squeezed orange which he is glad to +fling away."</p> + +<p>"People still cling to life when they have nothing left to live for," +Muller said, reflectively.</p> + +<p>"Sentimentalists and cowards," Sterne broke in, hastily. "Men who have +been robbed of their courage <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> by priestly superstitions. But you and I +have thrown off the swaddling clothes in which we were reared. Your +German philosophers have not reflected and written for nothing."</p> + +<p>"I am an Englishman," Muller broke in, hastily.</p> + +<p>"I do not dispute it for a moment," Sterne said, with a laugh. "But let +us not get away from the subject we have in hand. The question is will +you accommodate me or will you not?"</p> + +<p>"If I do not you will curse me to-day," Muller said, with a drawl; "and +if I do, you may curse me more bitterly eighteen months hence. So it +seems to me it is a choice between two evils."</p> + +<p>"There you are mistaken," Sterne replied. "I certainly shall curse you +if you refuse me, but if you become my friend to-day I shall never cease +to bless you."</p> + +<p>"Not if you fail?"</p> + +<p>"Why will you persist in harping on that one string? I shall not fail. +Failure is out of the reckoning. I am as certain of success as I am of +my own existence."</p> + +<p>"'Let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall.'"</p> + +<p>"Please, Muller, don't quote the Bible to me."</p> + +<p>"It is sound philosophy wherever it is taken from. Besides, the Bible is +good literature."</p> + +<p>"So is Dante's 'Inferno.' But if you were dosed with it morning, noon +and night, for the space of fifteen or twenty years, you would be glad +to have a little respite. But we are getting away again from the subject +in hand. Let's stick to the one point till we've done with it. If you've +made up your mind that you won't help me, say so."</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, all that I've been anxious to do is to enable you, if +possible, to realise all that such a contract implies." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, if I didn't realise it before, I do now. You've been very +faithful."</p> + +<p>"And you still wish to enter into the arrangement?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I do. What do you take me for?"</p> + +<p>"Remember, I am no sentimentalist, and whatever may happen to you, I +shall be compelled in the end to claim my bond."</p> + +<p>Sterne laughed a little bitterly. "You do not mean to insult me, I know. +Nevertheless your words imply a doubt that I cannot help resenting. If +the worst comes to the worst, you will have no need to <i>claim</i> your +bond. You will get your own back without effort, and with compound +interest."</p> + +<p>"I have no desire to insult you, certainly. But equally am I desirous of +preventing any misunderstanding later on. In a business transaction of +this kind one cannot be too explicit. The time-limit I am compelled to +insist upon."</p> + +<p>"It is quite ample," Sterne broke in, impatiently. "I shall know my fate +long before the end of next year."</p> + +<p>"I hope you will succeed even beyond what you hope for."</p> + +<p>"Let me tell you for the twentieth time that I am bound to succeed. When +shall I have the money?"</p> + +<p>"The day after to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"That will do. Now I am a happy man."</p> + +<p>"I hope you will never have cause to regret the bargain."</p> + +<p>"You shall not, in any case."</p> + +<p>The lawyer smiled, and lowered his eyebrows. "From a professional point +of view," he said, reflectively, "it is not, of course, good business."</p> + +<p>Sterne looked up suddenly. "I see what you mean," he said, after a +pause. "You are not covered against any failure of courage or honour on +my part?" <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span></p> + +<p>The lawyer nodded assent.</p> + +<p>"I appreciate your trust in me," Sterne replied, with a touch of emotion +in his voice. "I do indeed. You are lending me the money without any +legal security."</p> + +<p>"And the money is not mine," the lawyer added.</p> + +<p>"I understand; and when the time comes you shall be rewarded," and +Sterne rose to his feet and picked up his bowler hat, which had been +lying on the floor.</p> + +<p>The lawyer rose also, and held out his hand to his client. "The money +shall be ready for you the day after to-morrow." So they parted.</p> + +<p>Rufus Sterne went out into the street feeling as though all the world +lay at his feet. No thought of failure crossed his mind. The thing he +had been working for for years was at last to be realised. His invention +would not only put money into his own pocket, but it would revolutionise +the chief industry of his native county, and find work for thousands of +willing hands.</p> + +<p>In imagination he saw himself not only prosperous, but honoured and +respected and hailed as a public benefactor. He had a long walk over the +hills to the village in which he resided, but it seemed as nothing to +him that evening. His heart was beating high with hope, his eyes +sparkled with eager anticipation.</p> + +<p>From the crest of the second hill the wide sweep of the Atlantic came +into view, and for several minutes he stood still, with bared head. He +had spent all his life in sight and sound of the sea, and he never tired +of it. Relatives, friends, acquaintances by the dozen, slept their last +sleep far out in its cool embrace. He had a feeling sometimes that he +would like, when his day's work was done, to pillow his head among the +seaweed and sleep for ever, while the waves sobbed and sang above him.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span></p> + +<p>The sun was slowly sinking in a sea of molten gold. The window-panes of +the scattered farmhouses were flashing back the evening fire. From the +valley behind him came the bleating of lambs and the answering call of +the mother sheep, and with the cooling of the day a breeze stirred +faintly in the tree tops and through the hazel bushes.</p> + +<p>He replaced his hat, and was about to continue his tramp when he was +arrested by the sound of carriage wheels behind him. A sharp bend in the +road hid the vehicle from sight, but he knew it would be on him in a +moment. So he stepped aside, as the road was narrow, and waited for it +to pass.</p> + +<p>The horse came first into sight, and then the Squire's waggonette. Two +people sat on the front seat, the coachman and a lady. The back of the +vehicle was piled almost to the level of their heads with luggage. The +horse came on slowly, which gave Rufus Sterne an opportunity of scanning +the face of the lady.</p> + +<p>"Evidently a stranger," was his first reflection. "Greatly taken with +the view of the sea," his second. After that his reflections were of a +very mixed character.</p> + +<p>Two or three points, however, stood out in his mind with great +distinctness. The first was the lady was young—"not more than twenty if +she is a day," he reflected. The second was that she belonged to a type +he had never seen before. "She's not Cornish, that's certain," he said +to himself. "I question if she is English." The third was that she was +most becomingly dressed. Whether she was richly or expensively attired +he did not know. He had had no experience in such matters. But that her +dress became her there could be no doubt. The hat she wore might have +been designed by an artist for her alone. On some people's heads it +might look a <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> fright, but on the head of this fair creature it was a +picture.</p> + +<p>He stood so far back in the shadow of the hedge that she did not notice +him. Besides, her eyes were fixed on the distant sea, which flashed in +the sunset like burnished gold.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it just too lovely for words?" Whether she addressed the +coachman, or whether she was speaking to herself, he did not know. But +her words fell very distinctly on his ear, and touched his heart with a +curious sense of kinship or sympathy.</p> + +<p>"No; she's not English," he said to himself. "An Englishwoman never +speaks with an accent just like that. But wherever she comes from she's +the loveliest creature I ever saw. I wonder who she is?"</p> + +<p>He came out into the middle of the road, and followed in the wake of the +vanishing vehicle. After a few minutes it disappeared completely, and he +did not see it again.</p> + +<p>"I wonder who she is?" The question occurred to him several times as he +tramped steadily on in the direction of St. Gaved. It even pushed into +the background his recent interview with Felix Muller, and the strange +compact he had made.</p> + +<p>The twilight was deepening rapidly by the time he reached the cottage in +which he rented two tiny rooms. A frugal supper was laid ready for him +on the table, but there was no one to give him welcome, no one to say +good-night when he retired to rest. Yet no feeling of loneliness or +friendlessness oppressed him. He felt that the day had been an eventful +one, and that a future of unmeasured possibilities was opening up before +him.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> + +<h3>DREAMS AND REALITIES</h3> + + +<p>Rufus Sterne awoke next morning with a feeling of buoyancy and +hopefulness such as he had never before experienced. The sun was +streaming brightly through the little window and gilding the humble +furniture of the room with thin lines of gold; the house-sparrows were +chirruping noisily under the eaves; the fishermen, early in from their +night's fishing, were calling "Mackerel" in the winding street below; +whilst the memory of pleasant dreams was still haunting the chambers of +his brain—dreams in which his own identity had got mixed up in some +curious fashion with that of the fair stranger he had seen the evening +before.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuke, his landlady, laid his breakfast in silence. It was very +rarely now that she spoke to him. On her face was a look of injured +innocence or pained resignation. She had done her best in days gone by +to lead him to see what she called the error of his ways, but without +success. Now she had given him over—though not without considerable +reluctance—to the hardness of his heart. She sometimes wondered whether +she ought to keep as a lodger a man who was claimed neither by church +nor chapel, and whose religious opinions not a man in the entire village +would endorse.</p> + +<p>However, as he paid his bill regularly and gave no trouble, and as +moreover he had no bad habits, and <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> was exceedingly gentlemanly both in +manners and appearance, she concluded that on the whole she was +justified in giving him shelter and taking his money.</p> + +<p>Rufus did not notice Mrs. Tuke's resigned look and pathetic eyes this +morning. His thoughts were intent on other things. At last he was on the +road to fame and fortune, so he honestly and sincerely believed. +To-morrow he would walk into Redbourne and take possession of a thousand +pounds. Then life would begin in earnest. He would give up his position +at the Wheal Gregory Mine and devote all his energies to the completion +of the great scheme, which would take the whole county by surprise.</p> + +<p>What a relief it would be to get away from the common-place and humdrum +tasks that had filled his hands for the last three or four years—tasks +that any young man with a School Board education could discharge without +difficulty. He did not despise the work—no honest labour was to be +despised. But the work was not of the kind that appealed to him. It was +monotonous, mechanical, uninteresting. There was nothing in it to call +out latent skill or originality. He might go on doing it till his brain +stagnated and the springs of imagination ceased to flow.</p> + +<p>He was called the secretary of the mine—a high-sounding name +enough—but the name was the only important thing about it. He was +time-keeper, clerk, and office-boy rolled into one.</p> + +<p>The salary was just enough to keep him in a position of respectable +poverty. The only way he could hope to save any money was by insuring +his life until he was a certain age. But there were times when he was +half disposed to let his policy lapse. It was such a pinch to find the +money to pay the premiums.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span></p> + +<p>At last, however, he believed the struggle was over. His thoughts were +going to take tangible shape; his nebulous dreams were to be reduced to +concrete form. The lines he had so carefully traced on paper would be +seen in brass and steel; the mental travail of years would end in the +birth of a great invention.</p> + +<p>He walked away from the house humming a popular waltz, and his steps +kept time to the music. Wheal Gregory lay over the hill more than a mile +away. Taking a field path he skirted the park of Trewinion Hall, the +residence of Sir Charles Tregony, the squire of the parish and the +largest landowner in the district. It was Sir Charles's waggonette that +passed him the previous evening when returning from Redbourne.</p> + +<p>He slackened his pace almost unconsciously, and looked over the tall +thorn hedge in the direction of the squire's mansion. An opening in the +belt of trees brought a portion of the terrace into view, with a strip +of lawn and a glimpse of the rose garden. At the moment, however, Rufus +saw neither the garden nor the lawn. It was a graceful girlish figure +clad in white that arrested his attention. She was flitting in and out +among the standard roses with a pair of scissors in one hand and a large +bunch of blooms in the other. She stood still at length and looked +towards the house, then waved her hand to someone Rufus could not see. +Then she turned right about face and looked in his direction. Rufus +lowered his head in a moment and peeped at her between the branches of a +tree. It might not be the height of good manners, but he could not help +it. She was so fair a picture, so graceful, so piquant and fresh, that +he would be almost less than human if he did not make the most of his +opportunity.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span></p> + +<p>A few minutes later she was joined by the squire's daughter, Beryl, and +together they walked away till the thick foliage hid them from view.</p> + +<p>Rufus heaved a little sigh, and then continued his walk in the direction +of Wheal Gregory.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if people who live in big houses, and have lovely gardens and +lawns and all the other pleasant things of life are happier than +ordinary folks," he said to himself. "I wonder if that girl is happy. I +wonder if she knows how pretty she is? I wonder where she came from? I +wonder who she is? I wonder if she has come to stay?"</p> + +<p>He laughed at length quite loudly, for no one was near to listen. It was +strange that he should be interested in anyone who had come to stay at +the Hall. Sir Charles was one of the proudest and most exclusive men in +the county. There was no one in the parish of St. Gaved, excepting +perhaps the vicar, that he considered good enough to associate with, and +Sir Charles's visitors were generally as exclusive as himself.</p> + +<p>The rattle of the "fire stamps" down in the valley called him back at +length to more mundane affairs. It was nothing to him who the new +visitor at the Hall might be, and whether she stayed a week or a year +was no concern of his. He had his own work to do, and just now that work +would fill his thoughts night and day.</p> + +<p>He did his best to give all his attention to his ordinary duties, but it +was no easy matter. He had lost all interest in Wheal Gregory Mine. His +resignation as secretary would be handed in on Saturday morning: for the +future he would live on another plane, and more important issues would +claim his thought and attention.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span></p> + +<p>The day seemed interminably long, but it came to an end at length, and +he turned his face towards St. Gaved with a light heart. Every day now +would shorten the period of his exile and inactivity. He was eager to +get his own great enterprise under weigh, eager to show the people among +whom he lived the stuff of which he was made.</p> + +<p>On the following day he opened a banking account with a thousand pounds +to his credit, and the day following that he handed his resignation in +as secretary of Wheal Gregory Mine.</p> + +<p>He walked homeward slowly in the glow of the evening's sun, taking a +wide sweep round by the coast. The sky was almost cloudless, but the +warmth was tempered by a cool breeze from the West. A pathway skirted +the edge of the cliffs which was rarely used by anyone after sunset, for +the cliffs were treacherous and a false step might mean instant death.</p> + +<p>On one of the highest points he sat down on the spongy turf and looked +westward. The sun was sinking in a lake of burnished gold. The sea was +like glass mingled with fire. He could not help wondering if these +bright days and glorious sunsets were an augury of his own future.</p> + +<p>As yet no cloud dimmed the brightness of his vision, no thought of +failure flung a shadow across his path. He was as confident of success +as he was that the Atlantic was rolling at his feet. It was this +confidence that had blinded his eyes to the moral obliquity of his +contract with Felix Muller.</p> + +<p>"If I fail," he had said, "you shall have my insurance money," and he +had said it in the most light-hearted fashion, for he never suspected +for a moment that he would fail.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span></p> + +<p>Moreover, if he did fail the defeat would be so crushing that he was +quite sure he would not want to live. And as he had lost the faith of +his childhood, and death meant only an endless and a dreamless sleep, +dying gave him no concern.</p> + +<p>But there was one thing he had never considered, and that was the rights +of the insurance company. He did not see that it was a felony he +proposed in case of failure. The idea had never crossed his mind. He had +laid stress on his honour in making his appeal to Muller, and he failed +to see that in case his schemes came to nothing he was proposing an act +of deliberate dishonesty. He would save his honour at the expense of his +honesty.</p> + +<p>It was not of failure, however, he thought, as he looked towards the +sunset. The future was opening out before his imagination in widening +vistas of success.</p> + +<p>"I shall astonish everybody," he said to himself, a bright, eager smile +spreading itself over his face. "Muller believes in me, but he has no +idea how great my scheme is. I don't see the end of it myself, for one +thing will lead to another. Oh! I shall have a crowded life; for one +success will beget other successes, and so I shall go forward—never +idle—till my day's work is done."</p> + +<p>He was roused from his pleasant reverie by a light footstep near him, +and looking round quickly he saw the fair stranger who had interested +him on two previous occasions. She did not hesitate for a moment in her +walk, but came briskly forward till she was directly opposite where he +sat.</p> + +<p>"Pardon me," she said, in a voice that was distinctly musical in spite +of its unfamiliar accent, "but can you tell me if there is a path +anywhere hereabouts leading down to the beach?" <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span></p> + +<p>He was on his feet in a moment, and raising his hat he said, with a +smile, "The nearest point is down Penwith Cove; that is at least half a +mile further on."</p> + +<p>"And is the path easy?"</p> + +<p>"Quite easy."</p> + +<p>"Not dangerous at all?"</p> + +<p>"Not a bit," he answered, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"You will excuse me speaking, won't you?" she said, with a mirthful +light in her eyes. "I'm not at all sure that it's a bit proper. Sir +Charles has read me several lectures already about speaking to people I +don't know, but if I only speak to people I know I shall never speak at +all when I'm out of the house."</p> + +<p>"You are a stranger in St. Gaved?" he questioned, nervously.</p> + +<p>"I come from across the water," she answered, with delightful frankness. +"I never saw your country till four days ago."</p> + +<p>"And do you like it?" he questioned.</p> + +<p>"Well, yes—up to a certain point. I shall get used to it in time, no +doubt. But at present it seems a bit dull and slow."</p> + +<p>"You've lived in a city, perhaps?"—he was astonished at his boldness, +but her whole manner seemed to invite conversation.</p> + +<p>"That's just it," she replied. "And after New York this place seems a +trifle dull and quiet."</p> + +<p>"I should think so," he said, with a laugh. "Why, even natives like +myself find it almost insufferable at times."</p> + +<p>"Then why do you stay here? Why don't you go right away where the pulse +of life beats more quickly?" <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Ah! that question is not easy to answer," he said, looking out over the +fire-flecked sea. "Our home is here, our work lies here. Beyond is a +great unknown. Many have gone out and have never returned."</p> + +<p>"Got lost, eh?" she questioned, with a musical laugh.</p> + +<p>"Lost to us who have remained," he answered. "Some have prospered, I +have no doubt. Some have failed, and died in obscurity and neglect. +Better, perhaps, endure the ills we have than fly to others we know not +of."</p> + +<p>"Well, yes, I guess there's truth in that," she answered, raising +frankly her soft brown eyes to his. "Yet there's always fascination in +the unknown, don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"No doubt of it."</p> + +<p>"That's the reason, I expect, why I'm just aching to explore these +cliffs, and the caves of which Sir Charles says there's any number."</p> + +<p>"That won't take you very long," he answered, "though it would hardly be +safe for you to go alone."</p> + +<p>"That's what Sir Charles says; but would you mind telling me just where +the danger comes in?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, the rocks are often slippery. And if you are not +acquainted with the tides you might get caught."</p> + +<p>"Ah! that would be interesting."</p> + +<p>"Well, scarcely. Strangers have been caught and drowned before now."</p> + +<p>"They could not swim?"</p> + +<p>"It would take a very strong swimmer to clear St. Gaved Point and get +into the harbour."</p> + +<p>She turned her eyes in that direction and looked grave.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span></p> + +<p>He studied her face a little more closely and allowed his eyes to wander +over her graceful and well-knit figure. She was very simply dressed, +without ornament of any kind. A large picture hat shaded her pale face. +Her eyes were large and dark, her forehead broad, her nose straight, her +lips full and red.</p> + +<p>She caught him looking at her and he blushed a little. "I don't think I +could swim that distance," she said, turning her eyes again in the +direction of St. Gaved Point.</p> + +<p>"I don't think you would be wise to attempt it." Then he blushed again, +for she turned on him a swift and searching glance, while her lips +parted in a smile that seemed to say, "I did not ask you for advice."</p> + +<p>For a moment there was silence, then she said, "Do you know the sea has +been calling me ever since I came."</p> + +<p>"Calling you?" he questioned.</p> + +<p>"Well, I mean it fascinates me, if you understand. I want to get close +to it, to paddle in it. It is so beautiful. It looks so cool and +friendly. Beryl says she cannot bear the sea; that it is not friendly a +bit; that it is cruel and noisy, and treacherous."</p> + +<p>"Ah! she has lived near the sea most of her life."</p> + +<p>"And yet you can scarcely see it from the Hall."</p> + +<p>"But it can be heard on stormy nights, and when a westerly gale is +raging its voice is terrible."</p> + +<p>"You have lived here all your life?" and her lips parted in the most +innocent smile.</p> + +<p>"Here, and in a neighbouring parish," he answered, frankly.</p> + +<p>"And do you like the sea?"</p> + +<p>"Sometimes. On an evening like this, for instance, I could sit for hours +looking at it, and listening to the low murmur of the waves. But in the +winter I rarely come out on the cliffs." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I have never seen the sea real mad," she said, reflectively; "but I +expect I shall if I stay here long enough."</p> + +<p>"Do you expect to stay long?" he questioned. If she asked questions he +did not see why he might not.</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess I shall stay in England a good many months anyhow," she +answered slowly, and with an unmistakable accent; and she turned away +her eyes, and a faint wave of colour tinged her pale cheeks.</p> + +<p>He would have liked to have asked her a good many other questions, but +he felt he had gone far enough.</p> + +<p>"I fear I shall have to go back now," she said at length, without +looking at him, "or they'll all be wondering what has become of me."</p> + +<p>"You could not easily get lost in a place like this," he said, with a +laugh.</p> + +<p>"No, nobody would kidnap me," she said, arching her eyebrows.</p> + +<p>"No, I don't think so," he answered in a tone that was half-mirthful, +half-serious.</p> + +<p>She raised her eyes to his for a moment in a keen searching glance, +then, with a hasty "Good evening," turned and walked away in the +direction she had come.</p> + +<p>He stood and watched her until she had passed over the brow of the hill +in the direction of Trewinion Hall. Then he slowly resumed his journey +towards St. Gaved.</p> + +<p>That night he awoke from a dream with a feeling of horror tearing at his +heart. He dreamed that his great scheme had proved a failure, and that +Felix Muller stood over him demanding the immediate fulfilment of the +contract.</p> + +<p>So vivid had been the dream that, for the moment, he seemed powerless to +shake off the impression.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> He sat up in bed, and stared round him, while +a cold perspiration broke out in beads upon his brow.</p> + +<p>For the first time he realised, in any clear and vivid sense, the nature +of the compact he had entered into. The possibilities of failure had +seemed so infinitely remote that he had never seriously tried to realise +what failure would mean.</p> + +<p>Now that awful contingency forced itself upon his heart and imagination +in a way that seemed almost to paralyse him. It was as though some +invisible but powerful hand had pushed him to the edge of a dark and +awful precipice, and compelled him to look over. His knees shook under +him, his head seemed to reel, he struggled to get back to safer ground.</p> + +<p>The feeling of horror passed away after a few minutes, and he lay down +again.</p> + +<p>"Of course, I shall not fail," he said to himself. "The contingency is +so remote that I need not give the matter a second thought."</p> + +<p>And yet the impression of that dream was destined to remain with him in +spite of all his efforts to shake it off.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> + +<h3>THE VALUE OF A LIFE</h3> + + +<p>During the next few weeks Rufus Sterne was kept so busy that he had very +little time for either retrospect or anticipation. His great complaint +was that the days were all too short for the work he wanted to crowd +into them. He had told Felix Muller that six months would see his scheme +well on its way to completion. But he had not been at work many weeks +before he began to fear that twelve months would be much nearer the +limit. Contractors were so slow, workmen were so careless, and +accidents—none of them serious—were so numerous, that delays were +inevitable, and the days grew into weeks unconsciously.</p> + +<p>He maintained, however, a brave and hopeful spirit. Delays and +disappointments were, no doubt, inevitable. No one ever carried out a +great scheme without encountering a few disappointments. Later on, when +victory was assured, they would seem as nothing, and would be quickly +forgotten.</p> + +<p>He saw no more of the beautiful stranger who had so much interested him. +For several days he kept a sharp look out, and wondered if by any chance +he would cross her path. Then he heard that Sir Charles and all his +family had gone to London till the end of the season, and he assumed +that she had gone to London with them.</p> + +<p>He had had a second interview with Felix Muller, which had left an +impression that was not altogether <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> pleasant. Muller was in his most +cynical and ungenerous mood. He had not a word of encouragement to give +to his client. On the contrary, he appeared to take a delight in +pricking Rufus with pointed and unpleasant suggestions.</p> + +<p>"It is well, no doubt, to hope for the best," he said to Rufus; "but it +is equally well to be prepared for the worst."</p> + +<p>"I really think you would not trouble much if I should fail," Rufus +said, in a tone of irritation.</p> + +<p>"Then you do me an injustice," was the suave and tantalising answer. "If +you were to fail I might have trouble in getting my own."</p> + +<p>"You mean that I would back out of the contract at the last?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't mean any such thing. I know you are not only a man of +honour, but a man of courage; but if you should bungle——"</p> + +<p>"Look here, we need not go any further into details," Rufus said, +impatiently. "My point is you are not a bit troubled about me as long as +you get your money back."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but I am! I would rather you prospered than that you failed, any +day. Still, if in the order of chance you should fail—well——," and he +shrugged his shoulders, "It would be in the eternal order, that's all."</p> + +<p>"You would not fret, of course?"</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, why should I? We must all pass out into the great +silence sooner or later. And now, or next year, or next century for that +matter, matters little. You and I have got beyond the region of +sentiment in such things. Nature sets no value on human life. We take +our place among the ants and flies, and the human is treated as +remorselessly as the insect. The wind passeth over both, and they are +gone." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes, that is true enough," Rufus answered, looking out of the window.</p> + +<p>"Besides," Muller went on, as if he read his thoughts, "in the business +of life we are bound to take risks."</p> + +<p>"You mean money risks?"</p> + +<p>"Not only money risks. A man who drives to market, who explores a mine, +who crosses the sea in the interests of commerce, who fights for his +country, not only risks his property, but he risks his life."</p> + +<p>"Not always intentionally."</p> + +<p>"Well, not always, perhaps. But in the greatest and noblest enterprises, +yes. And what is more, it is counted to a man an honour when he risks +his life in a great cause. If you become a martyr for a great ideal I +shall revere your memory."</p> + +<p>Rufus winced, and looked uncomfortable. "I am not risking my life in the +public interest," he said, "but in my own."</p> + +<p>"It all amounts to the same thing," Muller said, cynically. "You are +part of the public, and anything that benefits a part benefits, more or +less, the whole. I am taking risks myself on the same chance of doing +good."</p> + +<p>"Doing good to whom?"</p> + +<p>"To myself in the first place. Charity should always begin at home."</p> + +<p>"And don't you think also that it should stop there?"</p> + +<p>"Well, in the main, I do. I am no sentimentalist, as you very well know. +Every man for himself is the first law of life."</p> + +<p>"So while Nature sets no value on human life, you think that each +individual should set great value on his own?"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't. Everything depends on the individual, or on his +circumstances. If a man thinks his life is worth preserving, well, let +him preserve it <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> by all means. But if he thinks it is worthless, why +should he not let it slip?"</p> + +<p>"There seems no particular reason," Rufus answered, reflectively.</p> + +<p>"There's no reason at all," Muller went on, dogmatically, "while a man +is doing something, something useful I mean, something that is of +benefit to himself and to others, he ought to keep agoing as long as he +can. But when he is a failure, when he becomes a burden to himself and +his neighbours, it is cowardly to hang on, and why should anybody fret +because he makes himself scarce?"</p> + +<p>"You mean this as a little homily to myself?" Rufus questioned.</p> + +<p>"Oh, not a bit of it! I am not afraid of you not doing the right thing! +Besides, you are not going to fail," and he laughed, cynically.</p> + +<p>"No, I am not going to fail," Rufus answered, rising from his seat; "I +am going to succeed."</p> + +<p>"That's right. I hope you will. But don't forget that there is nothing +certain in this world but death," and he smilingly bowed Rufus out of +the room.</p> + +<p>In the street Rufus purchased an evening paper, that he might get the +latest news of the war. He did not open it until he got into the quiet +lanes outside the town. There had been another big battle in which there +had been an appalling loss of life. The work of extermination was going +on rapidly. Modern civilisation was showing what it could do in +preventing the too rapid growth of the human race.</p> + +<p>Rufus hurriedly glanced down the columns, then folded the paper and put +it into his pocket. "Yes, Muller is right," he mused. "Nature sets no +value on human life, neither do governments, and neither does religion. +I wonder how many thousands of <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> human beings have been sacrificed during +the last few weeks, and who gives to the matter a second thought. +Religion accepts it as inevitable and even meritorious. Governments +approve and applaud, and make provision for slaughter on a larger scale +in the future. Nature, not to be outdone, tries her hand at earthquakes, +or famine, or disease. It is only the individual who thinks his own life +is of value, and he, of course, is a conceited prig."</p> + +<p>He paused when he reached the hill-top from which the sea came into +view. The days were beginning to shorten a little. The light of the sun +was less brilliant, and the green of the fields had given place to +harvest gold.</p> + +<p>"It is curious that we should cling to life so much for its own sake," +he said, reflectively. "Curious that the law should label a man a +criminal who takes his own life when he has no longer any use for it. +What hypocrites men are, especially those who make our laws. The +weaklings and worthless they preserve, the able-bodied and useful they +destroy. The single life, however pitiful, must be protected. The crowd +is mowed down like grass to gratify some coward's insatiable ambition. +The creatures who talk about the glory of dying for one's country are +careful to keep out of the danger line themselves. The man who fails, +after an heroic struggle, and takes his own life rather than be a burden +to others, they brand as a coward or dub insane; while he who grows rich +by trafficking on the weakness or vices of his fellows is made a Right +Honourable, or given a seat in the councils of the State. It is all very +sickening, and I refuse to be bound by such traditional falsehood and +hypocrisy."</p> + +<p>He hurried on at a more rapid rate, as if to get away from his thoughts, +but his brain persisted in working <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> in the same groove. The possibility +of failure obtruded itself with obstinate persistency.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad Muller does not doubt either my courage or my honour," he went +on. "And really if I fail it will not matter to anyone but myself. I +have no ties, neither father nor mother, brother nor sister, wife nor +child. I am happy in that——"</p> + +<p>Then he moved to the side of the road for a closed landau drawn by a +pair of horses to pass him.</p> + +<p>"Going to fetch the Hall people from the station very likely," he said +to himself, and he turned and looked after the retreating vehicle.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if she will return?" and a far-away expression came into his +eyes. "I should like to see her again," he went on, "she is wonderfully +fresh and natural."</p> + +<p>For the rest of the way home he walked very slowly. Now and then he +paused, and turned his head, and listened. But the sound of wheels, +which he expected to hear, did not break the evening's stillness, nor +did he see the face that he hoped to see.</p> + +<p>It was nearly a fortnight later that he went out one afternoon on the +cliffs alone. A somewhat difficult and complicated problem had +unexpectedly presented itself to him, and he fancied he would be better +able to see his way through it in the open air than in his workshop or +study. Generally speaking, he could think best on his feet, and the +sights and sounds of nature, instead of distracting him, soothed him.</p> + +<p>It was a warm, drowsy afternoon. The wind slept, and a soft impalpable +haze imparted a new mystery to the sea. The tide was coming in slowly +and imperceptibly, and rippling like silver bells on the shingly beach. +The distant landscape was an impressionist picture in which all the +sharp outlines melted into space. The sunshine filtered through a veil +of gauze.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> Half-way to Penwith Cove he sat down on a ledge of rock on +the very edge of the cliff, and looked seaward. He saw nothing +distinctly, heard no song of the sea. He was too intent on the problem +that was baffling his brain.</p> + +<p>Suddenly he started and opened his eyes wide. Was it a human voice he +heard, or was it merely fancy? He looked round him swiftly in all +directions, but no one was in sight. "It was only the cry of a sea-gull, +I expect," he said to himself, and he half closed his eyes again. The +next moment he was on his feet and staring round him in all directions. +"Surely that was a cry for help," he said, and he looked over the edge +of the cliff and swept with his eyes the narrow stretch of sand, but +there was no one in sight in any direction.</p> + +<p>For a moment or two he stood irresolute, listening. "There it is again," +he said, with blanched cheeks, and he lay flat on the ground and dragged +himself forward slowly till his head and shoulders overhung the cliff.</p> + +<p>"Help! oh, help!" came a feeble voice from the abyss below.</p> + +<p>"Where are you? What is the matter?" he called, searching in vain for +any sign of life.</p> + +<p>"Oh, save me!" was the quick response. "I cannot possibly hold on much +longer."</p> + +<p>"Have you fallen over the cliff?" he called.</p> + +<p>"No, no. I tried to climb up, and I cannot get back again."</p> + +<p>"Then shut your eyes and hold tight," he called. "I'll be round in a few +minutes."</p> + +<p>"Oh, do be quick, for I'm getting faint."</p> + +<p>"If you faint you're lost," he called. "Hold on like grim death and +don't look down. I'll be with you directly."</p> + +<p>It was a long way round by Penwith Cove, but there was no nearer way. He +ran like a man pursued by <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> wild beasts. The path was narrow and uneven, +and followed the irregularities of the cliffs. A dozen times he came +within an ace of breaking his neck, but he managed to keep on his feet. +The question of his own safety never once occurred to him. Someone was +in deadly peril, and a moment later or earlier might be a matter of life +or death.</p> + +<p>The path into the cove was by a series of zigzags; but he took a +straight cut in most instances to the imminent risk of life and limb. A +few cuts and bruises he did not mind. His clothes might not be fit to +wear again. Tobogganning without a toboggan might not be elegant, but it +was certainly exciting, and if it did nothing else it would find work +for his tailor.</p> + +<p>He was never quite certain whether he reached the beach head foremost or +feet foremost. He found himself stretched full length on the sand, +bleeding from innumerable cuts and quite out of breath.</p> + +<p>There was no time, however, to make an inventory of his own hurts. +Indeed, he was scarcely conscious that he had received any damage +whatever. Picking himself up, he began to run with all his remaining +strength. He limped a good deal, but he was not aware of it; neither did +he make any attempt to pick his way. He swept eagerly the face of the +cliff as he ran, and feared that he was too late.</p> + +<p>At length he caught a glimpse of something white perched high above the +beach.</p> + +<p>"Good heavens; how did she get there?" he said to himself; and pausing +for a moment he drew in a long breath, then shouted: "Hold tight, I'm +coming!" though even as he spoke his heart failed him.</p> + +<p>How was he to get to her, and even if he succeeded in reaching her side, +how was he to get her down? The face of the cliff was almost +perpendicular, the <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> footholds were few and treacherous. Empty-handed, he +might climb up and back again without very much difficulty; but with a +half-fainting woman in his arms the descent would be practically +impossible.</p> + +<p>He was still running while these thoughts were passing through his mind, +his breathing was laboured and painful, his bruised limbs were becoming +stiff and obstinate.</p> + +<p>He came to a full stop at length, and the fear that had haunted him from +first hearing the cry became a certainty.</p> + +<p>"Can you hold on a little longer?" he called.</p> + +<p>"I guess I'll have to try," came the cheery answer, though there was the +sound of tears in her voice. It was evident she was making a desperate +effort to keep up her courage.</p> + +<p>"Don't lose heart," he said, with a gasp, "and keep your eyes shut."</p> + +<p>Then he shut his teeth grimly and began the ascent. "I'll save her or +die in the attempt," he said to himself, with a fierce and determined +look in his eyes.</p> + +<p>Then something seemed to whisper in his ear: "Why trouble about a single +life? One life more or less can make no difference. If people like to +fling away their life in foolish adventures, let them do it; why should +you worry?"</p> + +<p>But his philosophy found no response in his heart just then. His own +life might be of little consequence, but this fair creature must be +saved at all costs.</p> + +<p>He made his way up the face of the cliff surely and steadily. "It is +easier than I thought," he said. Then he came to a sudden stop, while a +groan escaped his lips.</p> + +<p>"I cannot do it," he gasped; "nobody can do it. Without ropes and +ladders she is doomed." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> + +<h3>PAYING THE PENALTY</h3> + + +<p>When Madeline Grover got used to the cliffs they did not seem nearly so +forbidding or dangerous as at the first. Exploring the caves and +crannies for sea shells and lichen and gulls' eggs became a favourite +pastime of hers. To stay within the precincts of Trewinion Park she +declared was like being in prison. To wander across the level lawns, or +through the woods by well-kept paths, was an exercise altogether too +tame and unexciting. She loved something that had in it a spice of +adventure. To do something that nobody else had ever done was very much +more to her taste.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles took her to task gently on several occasions. It was not +quite the proper thing to go out alone and unattended. She would need to +put a curb on her exuberant and adventurous spirit. She would have to +remember that she was no longer in America, where, in his judgment, +girls had far too much freedom. She must learn to fall into English ways +and customs, with a good deal more to the same effect.</p> + +<p>Madeline always listened patiently and good-humouredly to all Sir +Charles had to say, and even promised him that she would be all he could +desire; but she generally forgot both the lecture and the promise five +minutes later. She had been used all her life to go her own way. At +home, in America, she received her own friends of both sexes without +reference to her father or mother. A liberty of action <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> had been allowed +her that seemed almost shocking to Sir Charles and Lady Tregony, and now +that she had come to live in England for an indefinite period it was all +but impossible for her to drop into English ways at once.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact, she did not try very much. She told Beryl Tregony +that she had no desire to be a tame kitten, and since she was +responsible to no one, she followed in the main the prompting of her own +heart.</p> + +<p>It was by no means difficult to slip away unobserved, and to be absent +for hours on the stretch without being missed. She had her own rooms at +the big house, and often when she was supposed to be quietly reading +somewhere, she was out on the cliffs or down on the shore searching for +rare flowers or shells, or else talking to the fishermen.</p> + +<p>She found life terribly dull after her return from London. Yet, on the +whole, she was not unhappy. The great sweep of the Atlantic had an +unfailing attraction for her. The cliffs were glorious, and offered +infinite scope for adventure. While the people of St. +Gaved—particularly the fishermen—caught her fancy amazingly, and she +became a prime favourite with them all.</p> + +<p>Here was a young lady of the upper circle, a distant relative of the +squire, who was not in the least exclusive or proud; who went in and out +among the ordinary toiling folk as though she was one of them, and who +had always a smile and a cheery word for the humblest. It was so +different from the Tregony tradition, that it took their honest hearts +by storm.</p> + +<p>Rufus Sterne considered himself particularly unfortunate that when she +came into St. Gaved he always missed her. Three or four times he heard +of her being in the town—it was really only a big village, but the <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> St. +Gavedites all spoke of it as a town; but he was either in his workshop +or away directing the operations of others; consequently, she came and +went without giving him a chance of renewing their acquaintance.</p> + +<p>"Not that it mattered," he said to himself. She was nothing to him. She +belonged to a circle far removed from his. Yet for some reason he was +curious to look again into her bright, laughing eyes, and listen to her +naive and unconventional talk. Moreover, when he heard people talking +about her, and praising her good looks and charming freeness of manner, +he had a feeling that he had been cheated out of something to which he +was justly entitled.</p> + +<p>What added to the interest excited by the pretty young American was the +fact that nobody had been able to find out the exact relationship in +which she stood to the Tregony family. Neither had anybody been able to +discover why she had come, or how long she intended to stay.</p> + +<p>Any number of guesses had been hazarded, but they were only guesses at +best. Some said she had been sent to England by her parents simply to +learn society ways and manners. Others, that her parents were dead, and +that her mother being related to Sir Charles, the latter had taken her +out of charity. Mrs. Tuke, who, in the one glimpse she got of her, had +been greatly impressed by the richness of her attire, ventured the +opinion that she was an heiress in her own right, and that Sir Charles, +who was not noted for his generosity, had not undertaken to be her +guardian for nothing. But all these guesses lacked the essential thing, +and that was authority. Sir Charles was as close as an oyster about his +own family affairs. Moreover, he would no more think of talking to +anyone in St. Gaved about his visitors than of taking a journey <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> to the +moon. And if he thought they were so impertinent as to desire to know, +that would be a double reason why he should, under no circumstances, +allude to the matter.</p> + +<p>Madeline might have given the information desired if her new +acquaintances had had the courage to question her. But they were a +little shy in her presence as yet; in some instances they were +completely over-awed. She was so bright, so quick, so confident, that she +almost took their breath away. They felt like fools in her presence.</p> + +<p>This was how matters stood when Rufus discovered her on a narrow ledge +of rock high up the cliffs, unable either to advance or retreat. She had +slipped away from the Hall unobserved after going to her own room +ostensibly to write letters. Consequently, she had not been missed, and +was not likely to be until the family met for dinner.</p> + +<p>As usual the sea had been "calling her," as she expressed it; and after +a short ramble on the beach she turned her attention to the serrated +cliffs that loomed high above her. A sea-gull first attracted her +attention, then a large patch of lichen, then a path that seemed to +zig-zag to the top of the cliff.</p> + +<p>Wise people think first and act afterwards, but wisdom comes with +experience and experience with age. Madeline was quite young, and made +no pretension to wisdom, hence she frequently reversed the recognised +order, and acted first and did the thinking afterwards.</p> + +<p>Seeing the path she began to climb. It was an exhilarating ascent. Had +it been free from danger it would have been humdrum and fatiguing. And +yet it was neither so dangerous nor so difficult as to frighten her +away. Indeed, the higher she got, the less dangerous it seemed, and the +more she was fascinated by the adventure. She did not think of looking <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> +back. Had she done so she might have been warned in time.</p> + +<p>Looking up, the rim of the cliff came perceptibly nearer, and she +conceived the wild idea of reaching the top. Why not? Because nobody had +ever done it that was no proof that it could not be done. If fifty feet +could be scaled, why not a hundred? Besides, it would be an achievement +to be proud of. If she could do what never had been done before she +would become something of a hero in her own eyes, and perhaps in the +eyes of other people.</p> + +<p>The path took a horizontal turn at length along the uneven face of the +cliff. She was higher up than she knew, and the foothold was less secure +than she suspected. It was all over in a moment. She had not time even +to scream; before even her thoughts could take shape she was brought up +with a jerk, and when she dared turn her head she discovered that she +was perched on a narrow ledge of rock with the cliff shelving away +underneath her. For a moment she felt sick and faint, and was in +imminent danger of falling off the ledge, which would mean almost +certain death.</p> + +<p>After a while she made an effort to regain her feet and reach the path +from which she had slipped, but almost with the first movement her head +swam and a mist came up before her eyes that blotted out everything. +There was nothing for it, therefore, but to remain perfectly still until +she had recovered her nerve.</p> + +<p>But every minute seemed an hour as she lay perched on that dangerous +ledge, and yet every time she opened her eyes and looked into the +yawning gulf below, her heart failed her, and she became more and more +convinced that she would never get down alive. Instead of her nerve +steadying she got increasingly excited and terrified.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span></p> + +<p>She had plenty of time for reflection now, but her reflections brought +her no satisfaction. She discovered—what most people discover sooner or +later—that it is easy to be wise after the event.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how foolish I have been," she said to herself. "Why did I refuse to +take advice? Sir Charles warned me, and that handsome young man I met on +the cliffs told me how dangerous they were. Now I am paying the penalty +of my foolishness and obstinacy."</p> + +<p>She became so terrified at last that she screamed for help at the top of +her voice, but the only answer that came was the weird and plaintive cry +of the gulls startled from their perches.</p> + +<p>She began to wonder, at length, how long her strength would hold out, +and whether, if consciousness left her, she would roll off into +eternity. The ledge was so narrow that she dared not move in any +direction, and she was becoming stiff and cramped from remaining so long +in one position.</p> + +<p>For the most part she kept her eyes tightly shut, and tried to forget +the yawning gulf beneath her. Every time she looked down her head grew +dizzy. It scarcely seemed possible to her that she had climbed to such a +height.</p> + +<p>She began to count her heart-beats so that she might get some conception +of the flight of time. The Tregonys dined at half-past seven; until that +hour the chances were she would not be missed. Then a search would be +made through the house and grounds—that would take up the best part of +an hour. By the time anybody reached the cliffs it would be well on to +nine o'clock, and too dark to see a single object.</p> + +<p>"I shall never hold out till then," she said to herself; "never! I +believe I am slipping nearer the edge all the time. I wonder if the fall +will kill me outright?" <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span></p> + +<p>She clutched at the rough wall of rock with desperation, and at length +found a narrow crevice into which she thrust her hand and held on with +the tenacity of despair. The fear of falling off the ledge was less for +a little while, but in time her arm and hand began to ache intolerably, +and the old terror came back with redoubled force. So appalling was the +situation that she was severely tempted to end it at once and for ever. +The deep below fascinated while it terrified. She shrank back with +horror from the brink of the ledge, and yet the abyss seemed to draw her +like a magnet. If she opened her eyes she felt certain that no power of +will she possessed would keep her from falling over.</p> + +<p>She called at intervals for help, but her voice became as feeble as that +of a tired child. Then suddenly the blood began to leap in her veins and +her heart to throb with a new hope. From the heights above an answering +voice came to her cry—a strong, resolute voice that seemed to beat back +her fears and to assure her of deliverance. She recognised the voice in +a moment, and the warm blood surged in a torrent to her neck and face.</p> + +<p>She could be patient now. She lay quite still and waited. How her +deliverance was to be effected she did not know. She did not trouble to +debate the question. She gave herself up unconsciously to a stronger +will and a stronger personality. He had heard her call and <i>he</i> was +coming to save her.</p> + +<p>Who the <i>he</i> was she did not know. She had seen him only once. She did +not even know his name. But she felt instinctively that he was a brave +man. He had a strong face, a stern yet tender mouth, and kind and +sympathetic eyes.</p> + +<p>The task might be difficult, but, of course, he would succeed. He was +strong of limb as well as resolute in <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> purpose. Moreover, a face like +his bespoke a resourceful mind. He was no common man. She felt that the +moment she saw him; her instinct told her also that he was an honourable +man, or she would never have dared to speak to him. Women know without +being told when they are in the presence of bad men.</p> + +<p>She had thought of him scores of times since their one and only meeting. +Had wondered who he was and what he was, and had speculated on the +chances of meeting him again. He was the only man she had met since her +arrival in England who had impressed her. She had enjoyed her +conversations with the fishermen and the farmers and the small +shopkeepers, had sampled the curate and the vicar and the few county +people who had called at the Hall; but her second thought and her third +thought had been given to the lonely man who sat on the cliffs, with his +big dreamy eyes fixed on the sunset.</p> + +<p>She was glad for some reason that it was he who had found her, and not +Sir Charles. Sir Charles would fume and scold and declare there was no +possible way of saving her. The "lonely man" might not talk very much, +but he would act.</p> + +<p>It seemed a long time since he had responded to her cry, but she was not +in the least impatient. Confidence was coming steadily back into her +heart, and the fascination of the abyss was slowly passing away. She did +not dare open her eyes yet. She would wait till the stranger called her +again. Her hand and arm were very cramped; she was uncomfortably near +the lip of the ledge. Her strength—in spite of the new hope—was a +steadily diminishing quantity, but she was quite sure she would be able +to hold on a good many minutes yet.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then clear and distinct came the voice again—from below this time, +instead of from above. How wildly her heart throbbed in spite of all her +efforts to be calm, but she flung her answer back as cheerily as +possible. She would not make herself appear a greater coward than she +really was.</p> + +<p>"How did you get there?" The question was abrupt, and the voice sounded +almost close to her ears.</p> + +<p>"My foot slipped and I fell," she replied.</p> + +<p>"You fell?" he questioned, in a tone of incredulity, and he swept the +face of the cliff above her.</p> + +<p>"Oh! I see," he went on a moment later. "You took a path further to the +south."</p> + +<p>"Cannot you reach me?" she called with an undertone of anxiety in her +voice.</p> + +<p>For a moment he did not answer. He was anxious not to discourage her, +and yet he could see no chance of getting her down alive.</p> + +<p>"Can you hold on much longer?" he asked at length.</p> + +<p>"Not much," she replied, frankly. "I guess I'm near the end."</p> + +<p>"No, don't say that," he said, encouragingly; "keep your heart up a +little longer. I must try another tack."</p> + +<p>"You cannot reach me?" the question ended almost in a cry.</p> + +<p>"Not from this point," he answered, cheerfully. "But we've not got to +the end of all things yet," and he began to retrace his steps.</p> + +<p>"Are you leaving me?" she called, feebly.</p> + +<p>"Never," he answered, and there was something in his tone that made her +heart leap wildly.</p> + +<p>"I see the path you took," he said a moment later, but though he spoke +cheerfully he had no real hope of saving her.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + +<h3>A PERILOUS TASK</h3> + + +<p>Rufus reached a point at length from which he was able to look down on +the prostrate figure of Madeline Grover. She was lying almost flat on +her face, with her right hand thrust into a cleft of the rock.</p> + +<p>For several minutes no word had passed between them. She was afraid to +ask any more questions lest she should hear from his lips that her case +was hopeless. He was afraid to buoy her up with empty words that would +end in nothing.</p> + +<p>She could hear distinctly the sound of his footsteps as he threaded his +way in and out among the pinnacles of rock, she could even hear his +breathing at times. She knew when he stood above her without being told.</p> + +<p>That there was peril in his enterprise she knew. He was risking his life +to save hers. He, a stranger, upon whom she had not the smallest claim. +It was a brave and generous thing to do, and she began to doubt whether +she ought to allow him to take such risk.</p> + +<p>His life was of infinitely greater value than hers—at least, so she +told herself. He was a man and might accomplish something great for the +race. She was only a girl, and girls were plentiful, and a good many of +them useless, and she was not at all sure that she did not belong to the +latter class. At any rate, she had never done anything yet, had as a +matter of fact, never been expected to do anything, and if she lived +till she was a hundred she was not sure that she would ever be able to <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> +do anything that would be of the least benefit to the world.</p> + +<p>She was the first to break the silence. "Don't risk your life for my +sake," she said, and she managed to keep all trace of emotion out of her +voice.</p> + +<p>"And why not?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I am not worth it," she replied. "I had no business to get into +danger."</p> + +<p>"You did not know the risks you ran," he replied, kindly.</p> + +<p>"I might have known; I had been warned often enough."</p> + +<p>"We have all to learn by experience," he said, with a short laugh. "Now +let us get to work."</p> + +<p>"What do you want me to do?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Get on to your feet, if possible. Don't open your eyes, and keep your +face towards the cliff. Do you understand?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I understand, and I will try."</p> + +<p>"Take your time over it," he said, cheerfully. "I expect you feel pretty +stiff, don't you? Slip your right hand up the crevice. I will be eyes +for you, and tell you what to do."</p> + +<p>She obeyed him implicitly. His firm, resolute voice gave her courage. +The nearness of his presence imparted strength and determination. If she +felt a coward she would not let him see it. He might not feel any great +admiration for her, that was not at all likely, since she had acted so +foolishly, but she hoped he would not feel contempt.</p> + +<p>She stood at length upright with her face against the cliff.</p> + +<p>"Now don't open your eyes," he said, "and please do what I tell you."</p> + +<p>"I am in your hands," she replied.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You will be directly, I hope," he answered, with a laugh, "but in the +meanwhile move slowly in this direction."</p> + +<p>"That's right," he continued, a little later. "Come on, I will tell you +when to stop."</p> + +<p>She sidled on steadily inch by inch, while he watched her with +fast-beating heart.</p> + +<p>"That will do," he said at length. "Now reach out your left hand as far +as possible."</p> + +<p>She obeyed at once, and a moment later he held it in his own firm grasp.</p> + +<p>The colour came into her face when she felt his fingers close round +hers, and her heart beat perceptibly faster.</p> + +<p>"So far, so good," he said, cheerily. "Now the next step is not with +your hand, but with your foot. It will be a very long stride for you, +but you've got to do it. Don't open your eyes. And in the first place +lean as far as you dare in this direction."</p> + +<p>She obeyed him instantly. "That will do," he called. "Now just on a +level with your chin is a hole in the rock. Get your right hand into it, +if you can, and hold tight."</p> + +<p>"That's right," he said, brightly. "Now for the long stride."</p> + +<p>She began very slowly and carefully. Her heart was thumping as though it +would come through her side. She knew that beneath her was empty space.</p> + +<p>"That's right," he went on, "just a little farther—another inch—a +quarter of an inch more; there you are! Don't speak and don't open your +eyes. When you are ready let me know. Push your foot a little farther on +the ledge if you can—that is it. It will be a big effort for you, but I +have you fast on this side. Bend your body forward as much as you can. +When you are ready, say so, and give a lurch in this direction,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> letting +go with your right hand at the same moment. Do you understand?"</p> + +<p>"Yes." The answer came in a whisper.</p> + +<p>It was an awful moment for both. She drew a long breath, and cried +"now." For a second she seemed poised in mid-air.</p> + +<p>"Lean forward," he almost shrieked.</p> + +<p>She clutched eagerly at the bare rocks in front of her, but there was +nothing she could grasp.</p> + +<p>Rufus felt his heart stop.</p> + +<p>"Open your eyes," he cried, "and spring." It was her last chance, the +last chance for both, in fact, for if she fell she would drag him with +her.</p> + +<p>Her confidence in him was absolute. She did in a moment what she was +told. He pulled her towards him with a jerk that nearly dislocated her +shoulder. Then both his arms closed round her, and he sank back into a +deep and safe recess behind a large pinnacle of rock.</p> + +<p>For several minutes she lost consciousness. Her head drooped upon his +shoulder, her cheeks became as pale as the dead.</p> + +<p>He would have given all he possessed at that moment to have kissed her +lips. It was the strongest temptation that ever came to him. It was the +first time in his experience that so beautiful a face had been so close +to his own, and the impulse to claim toll was all but irresistible; but +he fought the temptation, and conquered. He felt that it would be a +cowardly thing to do.</p> + +<p>His reverence for women was one of the strongest traits in his +character. Felix Muller had told him more than once in his cynical way +that he reverenced women because he did not know them. Rufus admitted +that it might be so; but his reverence remained. It was <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> nearly all that +was left of his early religious faith—a remnant of a complicated creed, +but it influenced his life more profoundly than he knew.</p> + +<p>He watched the colour come slowly back into Madeline's pale face with +infinite interest. How beautiful she was, how finely pencilled were her +eyebrows, how perfect the contour of her dimpled chin. Her hair had +become loose, and a long rich tress sported itself over the sleeve of +his coat. The slanting sunlight played upon it, and turned it to bronze, +and then to gold.</p> + +<p>Her eyelids trembled after a while, then she opened them slowly, and +looked up into his face, with a wondering expression, then her lips +parted in a smile. A moment later she sat up, while a wave of crimson +mounted suddenly to her face.</p> + +<p>"I am so sorry to have given you so much trouble," she said, hurriedly.</p> + +<p>"Let us not talk about that until we get safe down from this height," he +said, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Oh! I was forgetting," she said, with some little confusion. "But the +rest is comparatively easy, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Comparatively," he replied. "But there are several very awkward places +to be negotiated."</p> + +<p>"It was wicked of me to put any one to so much trouble and risk. I do +hope you will forgive me," and she looked appealingly up into his face.</p> + +<p>"I hope you will not talk any more about trouble," he answered. "To have +served you will be abundant compensation."</p> + +<p>"It is kind of you to say nice things," she answered, looking at the +yellow sand below; "but I feel very angry with myself all the same. You +told me when we met on the top weeks and weeks ago that the cliffs <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> were +very dangerous. I don't know what possessed me to think I could climb to +the top."</p> + +<p>"You are not the first to make the attempt," he answered. "A visitor was +killed at this very point only last summer."</p> + +<p>"A girl?"</p> + +<p>"No, a young man."</p> + +<p>"I shall never attempt to do anything so foolish again, and I shall +never forget that but for you I should have lost my life. It was surely +a kind providence that sent you; don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"Do you think so?" he questioned, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"I would like to think so, anyhow," she answered, seriously. "And yet it +sounds conceited, doesn't it? If I were anybody of importance it would +be different. I don't wonder you smile at the idea of providence +interfering to save a chit of a girl after all."</p> + +<p>"I don't know that I smiled at the idea," he answered, turning away +his head. "If there is any interference or any interposition in human +affairs, why should not you be singled out as well as anybody else?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, it would presuppose, wouldn't it? that I was a person of +some value, or of some use in the world?"</p> + +<p>"You may be of very great use in the world."</p> + +<p>"Ah! now you flatter me. What can an ordinary girl do?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know," he answered. "We none of us can tell what lies hidden +in the chambers of destiny. You may be——"</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot say."</p> + +<p>"But you were going to mention something."</p> + +<p>"Second thoughts are sometimes best," and he turned his head, and smiled +frankly in her face.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Now you are tantalising," she said, with a laugh; "but I will not find +fault with you. I cannot forget how much you have risked for my sake."</p> + +<p>"Had we not better try and complete the journey?" he questioned. "We are +not out of the wood yet, and the tide is coming in rapidly."</p> + +<p>She rose slowly to her feet, and steadied herself against the cliff. She +was very stiff and cramped, and a good deal bruised.</p> + +<p>He followed her example with a hardly suppressed groan.</p> + +<p>"Are you hurt?" she asked, looking at him eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Not at all," he answered, gaily. "A few scratches, but nothing to speak +of. Now let me walk in front, and you can lean on my shoulder."</p> + +<p>Neither spoke again for a long time. Rufus picked his way with great +caution, and she was too frightened to run any more unnecessary risks.</p> + +<p>They were within a dozen feet or so of the beach, and he with his back +to the sea was helping her down a slippery bit of rock, when suddenly a +stone gave way beneath his foot, and he was precipitated to the bottom. +Feeling himself going he let go her hand, or he would have dragged her +with him. With a little cry of alarm she sat down to save herself, while +he disappeared from sight.</p> + +<p>She was on her feet, however, in an instant, and scrambled quickly down +to his side. He was lying on a broad slab of rock with his right leg +doubled under him.</p> + +<p>"Are you hurt?" she asked, eagerly and excitedly.</p> + +<p>"A little," he answered with a pitiful smile.</p> + +<p>She came and knelt by his side, and took his hand in hers. "Cannot I +help you to get up?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>"I am not sure," he said, pulling a very wry face.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> "I'm very much +afraid I shall have to lie here until you can get assistance. You see it +is my turn now."</p> + +<p>"But what is the matter?" she asked, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"I fear my leg is broken," he said, knitting his brows, as if in pain. +"Something went with a snap, and I'm afraid to move."</p> + +<p>"But you cannot lie here," she said, "for the tide is coming in. Oh! let +me help you to get up. Do try your best."</p> + +<p>"I will, for your sake," he answered, and he smiled at her in a way she +never forgot.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I shall never forgive myself," she said, chokingly, and the tears +filled her eyes, and rolled down her cheeks. "All this comes of my +stupid folly!"</p> + +<p>"No, you must not blame yourself," he insisted. "You could not help the +stone giving way. Now give me your hand. How strong you are! There, I'm +in a perpendicular position once more," but while he spoke he became +deathly pale, and the perspiration stood in big drops on his brow.</p> + +<p>"Lean on me," she said; "lean all your weight on me."</p> + +<p>He smiled pitifully, but he could not trust himself to speak.</p> + +<p>He put his right arm about her neck, and used her as a crutch. This was +no time to stand on ceremony. But the pain was too intolerable to move +more than a few steps. With a groan he fell against the sloping foot of +the cliff. "You must leave me here," he said, with a gasp.</p> + +<p>"Leave you here?" she cried. "Why you will drown."</p> + +<p>"We shall both drown if you stay," he answered.</p> + +<p>"It doesn't matter about me a bit," she wailed, and she brushed away the +blinding tears with her hand. "But you—you—oh! you must be saved at +all costs." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Perhaps, if you make haste you will be able to get help before it is +too late," he said.</p> + +<p>"But how? Oh! I will do anything for you. Tell me what I can do for the +best."</p> + +<p>"Make your way into town as fast as you can. Tell the first man you meet +how I am situated. Let one party come round here with a boat, and +another party come over the cliffs with a stretcher. Everything depends +on the time it takes."</p> + +<p>"Oh! I will fly all the distance," she said, with liquid eyes; "but who +shall I say is hurt? I do not even know your name."</p> + +<p>"Rufus Sterne," he answered. "Everybody in St. Gaved knows me."</p> + +<p>She looked at him for a moment, pityingly, pleadingly, then rushed away +over the level sand in the direction of Penwith Cove. She forgot her +bruises and stiffness, and did not heed that every step was a stab of +pain.</p> + +<p>Rufus Sterne was lying helpless—helpless because he had risked his life +to save her from the consequences of her folly. And all the while the +tide was coming in, and he would be watching it rising higher and +higher, and if help did not reach him before the cold salt water swept +over his face, he would be drowned, and she would be the cause of his +death.</p> + +<p>How she climbed the zig-zag path out of Penwith Cove she never knew. She +ran and ran until she felt as though she could not go a step farther +even to save her life, and if her own life only had been at stake she +would have lain down on the cliffs and taken her chance.</p> + +<p>But it was <i>his</i> life that was in jeopardy, and to her excited +imagination his life seemed of more value than the lives of a hundred +ordinary people.</p> + +<p>She had read of heroes in her girlhood days, and thrilled over the story +of their exploits, but no hero <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> of fact or fiction had ever so touched +her heart as this lonely man who was lying helpless at the foot of the +cliffs, watching with patient and suffering eyes the inflowing of the +tide.</p> + +<p>"Oh! he must be saved," she kept saying to herself, "for he deserves to +live. And I must be the means of saving him."</p> + +<p>She stumbled into St. Gaved rather than ran. Her hat had disappeared, +her glorious hair fell in billows on her shoulders and down her back, +her eyes were wild and tearless, her lips wide apart, her breath came +and went in painful gasps. She nearly stumbled over one or two children, +and then she pulled up suddenly in front of a policeman.</p> + +<p>Constable Greensplat stared at her as though she had escaped from Bodmin +lunatic asylum.</p> + +<p>"There's—not—a—moment—to—be—lost," she began, and she brought out +the words in jerks. "Rufus Sterne is lying with a broken leg at the foot +of the cliffs half-way between here and Penwith Cove."</p> + +<p>Then she staggered to a lamp-post and put her arm round it. A small +group of people gathered in a moment.</p> + +<p>"How did he break his leg?" Greensplat asked, putting on an official +air.</p> + +<p>"He slipped over a rock," she answered; "but there's no time for +explanations. The tide is coming in, and if he's not rescued quickly +he'll be drowned. He told me to ask that one party go round with a boat, +and the other go over the cliffs with a—a stret——" But she did not +finish the sentence. The light of consciousness went out like the flame +of a candle before a sudden gust of wind. She reached out her hands +blindly and appealingly, staggered toward the nearest house, and before +anyone could reach her side she fell with a thud, and lay in a dead +faint on the floor.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> + +<h3>FAITH AND PHILOSOPHY</h3> + + +<p>Rufus watched the rising tide with as much composure as he could +command. It was the first time in his life that his philosophy had been +put to the test, and the strain brought it near to breaking-point. He +found it easy enough to pick holes in the creed in which he had been +reared, and had rather prided himself that he had shaken himself free +from what he called the bondage of ecclesiastical superstition. But +there was something that still remained and which he was scarcely +conscious of until now—something which he could not very well shape +into words; something for which he could find no name.</p> + +<p>His landlady, Mrs. Tuke, called him an unbeliever, and he accepted the +description without demur; but a negative implies a positive. Unbelief +in one direction means belief in the opposite. He certainly did not +believe the dogmas his grandfather insisted upon with so much passion +and vehemence. He had laughed to scorn the thunderings of the little +Bethel to which he had been compelled to listen as a lad. He had torn +the swaddling clothes of orthodoxy into tatters, and cast them from him +as though they were unclean. He had wandered for three or four years in +the realm of pure negation, scorning all creeds and denying all +religion. Yet now, when life seemed narrowing to its final close, he +discovered as in a sudden accession of light, that the last word on the +subject had not been spoken.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span></p> + +<p>For the first time in his life he realised that religion is not a creed, +nor an ordinance; that it is not something apprehended by the exercise +of the mind, and that it is only remotely related to ecclesiasticism. +Its roots went deeper. It is instinct; it is of the very substance of +life.</p> + +<p>He had drawn himself as far up the shelving cliff as possible, though +every movement was torture, and with steady eyes he watched the tide +rising higher and higher. There was something fascinating in its steady +approach. It was not an angry tide, breaking and foaming and struggling +to reach its prey. It came on with slow and tranquil movement. There was +scarcely a ripple on its surface. Far out in the line of the sinking sun +it was like a great sheet of gold. Its voice was a low monotone, as it +washed the pebbles in a slow and languid way. Here and there it raised +itself like a sleeping monster taking in a long breath, but the swell +never broke into sound or foam.</p> + +<p>And yet to Rufus Sterne it never seemed more relentlessly cruel. Its +stealthy creep and crawl seemed positively vindictive. Its voice was no +longer the tinkle of silver bells, but the cynical laughter of fiends.</p> + +<p>He made a desperate effort to pull himself still higher up the cliff, +but that proved to be impossible. He could only lie still and wait. When +the tide reached its flood it would be a dozen feet above where he lay. +Would he sleep soundly or would dreams disturb his rest?</p> + +<p>He had very little hope of being rescued alive. It was a long way round +by Penwith Cove to St. Gaved, and even if the beautiful girl he had +rescued—he did not know her name—ran all the distance, and men with +the stretcher ran all the way back, it seemed scarcely possible that +they could reach him in time.</p> + +<p>He would like to live. The desire for life was never stronger than now. +It was not so much that he was <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> afraid of death—he was a <i>little</i> +afraid of it, he was compelled to be honest with himself—but two things +seemed to intensify his desire for life. The first was his great +invention, which was now in process of being perfected; and the other +was——</p> + +<p>Well the other was an indefinable something which he was not able to +shape into words. Something vaguely connected with the sweet-eyed girl +whom he had that afternoon rescued from death. He did not understand +what subtle influence had been set in motion; did not comprehend the +nature of the spell, but the fact remained that the world seemed a +brighter place since she came to the Hall, and life a richer +inheritance.</p> + +<p>It was not a matter that he could discuss even with himself. It was too +shadowy and elusive. To attempt to reason the matter out would be to +destroy a sweet illusion—for that it was illusion he had no doubt. And +yet the illusion, or the impression, or the sensation, or whatever it +might be, was so delightful that he had not the courage to touch it.</p> + +<p>Life had not possessed so many pleasures for him that he could afford to +scorch with the white flame of logic even the faintest and most shadowy +of them. He had had a hard and unloved childhood, a youth from which all +sympathy had been excluded, and a manhood of badly compensated toil and +unrealised ambition. And now when life's stern and dusty way seemed +opening out into the green pastures of success, and there had strayed +across his path a sweet-eyed stranger whose very smile breathed hope and +peace, it was not at all surprising that the desire for life burned with +an intenser flame than ever.</p> + +<p>He counted his heart beats, and watched the tide creeping higher and +higher. The nearer it came the swifter appeared to be its approach. The +gold on the <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> sea was giving place to grey, the fire was dying out of the +Western sky, a chill wind sprang up and whispered in the crevices of the +cliffs. The gulls circled high above his head, and cried in melancholy +tones. He shivered a little, perhaps with fear, perhaps because the +evening was growing cold.</p> + +<p>Did he regret saving the stranger's life and losing his own in doing it? +On the whole, he did not think he did. It was surely a noble thing to +save a human life.</p> + +<p>"But why?" The old question pulled him up with a suddenness that almost +startled him.</p> + +<p>"Wherein lay the nobleness?" Nature set no store on human +life—earthquake, tempest, pestilence, famine, swept human beings into +the jaws of death by the thousand and tens of thousands. And mankind was +as contemptuous of human life as nature herself. It's professed regard +was but a hollow sham.</p> + +<p>Was not the first law of life that every man should look after himself? +What had he gained by the sacrifice? What had the world gained? Was not +the life sacrificed of infinitely greater value than the life saved? His +great discovery would now never see the light, the toil of years would +be wasted, the travail of his brain would end in darkness and silence, +and in return a foolish girl would dance her heedless way through life.</p> + +<p>But in the great crises of life logic perpetually fails, and philosophy +proves but a broken staff. Neither logic nor philosophy comforted Rufus +in that solemn and trying hour. He could not reason it out, but deep +down in his soul he felt that death was far less terrible than being a +coward. Better die in the service of others than live merely for self.</p> + +<p>The tide had reached his feet, and was beginning to creep round his +legs. He drew up the foot that he still had the use of, for the water +felt icy cold. All <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> the gold had gone out of the sky by this time, and +the sea was of a leaden hue. Moreover the monster seemed as if waking +from his sleep. Here and there the long swell broke into a line of foam, +and the waves began to leap over the low-lying rocks.</p> + +<p>He began to talk to himself; perhaps to keep his courage up, for it was +very weird and lonely lying under the dark cliffs, while the cruel sea +crept steadily higher.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if dying will be so very painful," he said. "I wonder if the +struggle will last long, and when it is over, and I am lying here with +the cold waves surging above me, what then? Of course, I shall know +nothing about it, for there is nothing beyond. Science can find nothing, +and pure reason rejects the suggestion. I shall be as the rocks and the +seaweed."</p> + +<p>He shuddered painfully and tried to drag himself higher up the cliff, +then with a groan he laid his head against the rock and closed his eyes.</p> + +<p>It was foolish to struggle. He had better meet his fate like a man. The +tide was rising round him rapidly now. The cold seemed to be numbing his +heart. The struggle could not be long at the most.</p> + +<p>"She will think of me," he said to himself, and a smile played round the +corners of his mouth. "I have earned her gratitude and she is not likely +to forget. Not that her gratitude can do me any good. And yet——"</p> + +<p>He opened his eyes again and looked out over the darkening sea.</p> + +<p>"If one were only sure," he said, with a gasp. "Why does my nature +protest so violently? Why this instinctive looking beyond if there is +nothing beyond which can respond to the look? Why this longing for +reunion, for vision, for immortality?"</p> + +<p>His lips moved though no sound escaped them. Creeds might be false, and +yet religion might be true.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> The Church might be a sham, and yet the +Kingdom of God a reality. Prayer might be degraded or its meaning +misunderstood, and yet it might be as natural and as necessary as +breathing. Philosophy might be an interesting hone on which to sharpen +one's wits, but utterly useless in the crucial moments of life.</p> + +<p>He swept the horizon with a despairing glance, then closed his eyes once +more.</p> + +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>Meanwhile St. Gaved was in a state of considerable excitement. Madeline +Grover's breathless story had set every one on the <i>qui vive</i>, and for +several minutes everyone was wondering what all the rest would do.</p> + +<p>Several clumsy, though willing pairs of hands carried the unconscious +girl into Mrs. Tuke's cottage, which happened to be the nearest at hand. +The policeman hurried down to the quay, to convey the news to the +fishermen, after which he made for the police-station and fished out +from a lumber room an antiquated ambulance. All this took considerable +time, and Madeline had nearly recovered consciousness again when the +little procession started out over the cliffs in the direction of +Penwith Cove.</p> + +<p>Madeline might have remained in a state of faint much longer than she +did, but for Mrs. Tuke's extreme measures. Sousing the patient's face +with cold water appeared to produce no effect. But when she placed a +saucer of burnt or burning feathers under her nostrils the result was +almost instantaneous.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Juliff, who assisted in the operation, declared it was enough to +make a dead man sneeze, and there was reason for the remark. Madeline +came to herself with violent gaspings and splutterings, and stared round +her with a look of terror and perplexity in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"There, my dear, I hope you feel better now?" <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> Mrs. Tuke said, +encouragingly, giving the patient another sniff of the pungent odour.</p> + +<p>"Better," Madeline gasped. "Why you suffocate me," and she made an +attempt to reach the door.</p> + +<p>"No, no, don't try to walk," Mrs. Tuke said, soothingly. "You can't do +no good to nobody by being flustered."</p> + +<p>"But Mr. Sterne is drowning by slow inches," she cried, "and I +promised——"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear," Mrs. Tuke interrupted, "and everything is being done as +can be done. I'm terribly upset myself. But I always feared evil would +befall him."</p> + +<p>"Why did you fear that?" Madeline asked, in a tone of surprise.</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear, it's a serious thing to remove the ancient landmarks, to +deny the faith, and to put the Bible to open shame as it were."</p> + +<p>Madeline could hardly help smiling in spite of her anxiety, as Mrs. Tuke +further enlarged on Rufus Sterne's moral and spiritual decadence.</p> + +<p>"Not that I wish to bring against him a railing accusation," Mrs. Tuke +said, pulling herself up suddenly; "far be it from me to judge anyone."</p> + +<p>"But you appear to have judged him very freely," Madeline said, a little +indignantly.</p> + +<p>"But not in anger, my dear, but only in love. He is a good lodger in +many ways, pays regular and keeps good hours. But the Sabbaths! Oh, my +dear, it cuts me to the heart, and he the grandson of a minister."</p> + +<p>"He is a very brave man, anyhow," Madeline said, warmly, "and I owe my +life to him. Oh, I do hope he will be rescued before it's too late."</p> + +<p>"And I hope so, too. It will be terrible for him to go unprepared into +the other world, and as a lodger he would not be easy to replace." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span></p> + +<p>Madeline darted a somewhat contemptuous glance at Mrs. Tuke, then made +for the door again. "I cannot stay here doing nothing," she said, "while +he may be drowning," and she rushed out into the rapidly-growing +twilight.</p> + +<p>She wondered why she should feel so weak and exhausted, forgetting that +she had tasted no food since lunch. In spite of weakness, however, she +hurried on back over the cliffs. She could not rest until she knew the +best or the worst. She felt acutely the burden of her responsibility. +She was the cause of all the trouble. If she had not run in the teeth of +everyone whose advice was worth taking this would not have happened. It +was hard that the penalty of her foolishness should be paid by another, +and if this young man were drowned, she believed she would never be able +to forgive herself to the day of her death. Away in front of her the +cliffs were dotted with people who had come out from St. Gaved on +hearing the news. Some were standing still and looking seaward, others +were hurrying forward in the direction of Penwith Cove. A few were +crouched on the edge of the cliff and were peering over, to the imminent +risk of life and limb.</p> + +<p>Several fishing boats were rounding St. Gaved's Point, and some were +hugging the shore so closely that they could not be seen unless one +stood on the very edge of the cliff.</p> + +<p>Madeline's lips kept moving in prayer as she walked. Her chief concern +was lest the burden of this young man's death should be upon her soul. +There were other considerations no doubt. She would be sorry in any case +for a life of so much promise to be so suddenly cut off. But as she had +seen him only twice she would soon get over a very natural regret, so +long as no blame attached to her.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span></p> + +<p>The thought crossed her mind at length that her prayer was a very +selfish one. She was concerned only for her own peace of mind. The +welfare of Rufus Sterne apart from her own responsibility was not a +matter that troubled her.</p> + +<p>Then a question slowly entered her brain, and the warm blood mounted in +a torrent to her neck and face.</p> + +<p>The next moment all the people on the cliff began to run in the +direction of Penwith Cove. She stood still and pressed her hand to her +side to check the violent throbbing of her heart. She felt as though she +could not walk a step further, even if her life depended upon it.</p> + +<p>"They have found him," she whispered to herself. "I wonder whether alive +or dead."</p> + +<p>And she sank down on the turf and waited. The sea was surging among the +rocks below with a dirge-like sound, the stars were coming out in the +sky above, the distant landscape was disappearing in a sombre haze.</p> + +<p>A little later her attention was caught by the sound of running feet, +and looking up she saw the people who, a few minutes before, were +hurrying in the direction of Penwith Cove, were now retracting their +steps with all possible haste.</p> + +<p>She rose slowly to her feet and waited. A swift-footed lad had +out-distanced all the rest.</p> + +<p>"Have they found him?" she questioned, eagerly, as he drew near.</p> + +<p>"No, Miss," he answered. "The tide is too high; there's no getting along +under the cliffs."</p> + +<p>"Then he's drowned," she said, with a gasp.</p> + +<p>"Well, it looks like it unless a boat has got to him in time. I want to +get down to the quay to see," and without waiting to answer any further +questions he hurried away at the top of his speed.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> + +<h3>THE NICK OF TIME</h3> + + +<p>On the return journey to St. Gaved Madeline lagged painfully behind. Her +strength was completely spent. She was as eager as any of the others to +know if the fishermen had rescued Rufus Sterne, but her limbs refused to +render obedience to her will. But for her intense desire to know the +fate of the man who had rescued her, she would have laid down on the +spongy turf, fearless of all consequences.</p> + +<p>What her friends at the Hall might think of her absence had never once +occurred to her. The events of the afternoon had been so painful and +startling that all minor matters had been driven out of her mind. Hence +when the voice of Sir Charles sounded close to her ear she looked up +with a start of mingled inquiry, and surprise.</p> + +<p>"Madeline, Madeline," he exclaimed. "What have you been doing with +yourself? We've been hunting all over the place for you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am so sorry," she answered, wearily. "I'd forgotten all about +you. I've had such a—a—such a terrible adventure."</p> + +<p>"Such a terrible adventure," he exclaimed, with a note of alarm in his +voice. "Has anyone dared——"</p> + +<p>"No, no," she interrupted. "No one would molest me in these parts, but I +have come near losing my life," and she sank to the ground, feeling she +could not go a step further.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p> + +<p>Sir Charles blew a policeman's whistle which he carried in his pocket, +and a few minutes later several of the Hall servants came running up.</p> + +<p>"Miss Grover has met with an accident!" he explained. "One of you go and +fetch the brougham at once, and another run into St. Gaved and fetch the +doctor."</p> + +<p>Madeline was too exhausted to protest. She was barely conscious where +she was or what had happened. The events of the afternoon seemed more +like a dream to her than a reality. She heard other voices speaking near +her, Beryl's among the rest, but she was too utterly exhausted to pay +any attention. She found herself lifted into a carriage at length, and +after that she remembered no more until she opened her eyes and +discovered that she was lying snug and warm in her own bed.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the little quay had become black with people waiting the +return of Sam Tregarrick's boat. Sam had been the first to grasp the +purport of Constable Greensplat's message, and without waiting to ask +questions or consult with his neighbours, he and his son Tom had bent to +their oars and pulled with all possible haste in the direction +indicated.</p> + +<p>Rounding St. Gaved point they hugged the coast as closely as possible, +keeping a sharp look out all the time for any moving figure on the dark +line of rocks. The beach was completely under water by the time they had +rounded the point.</p> + +<p>"It's us or nobody, father," Tom said to his father, as he gave to his +oar a swifter stroke.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by that, sonny?" Sam asked, staring hard at the coast +line.</p> + +<p>"I mean that those who've gone over the downs will never be able to get +round Penwith Cove way in time." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span></p> + +<p>"It looks like it, sartinly," Sam answered.</p> + +<p>"Why the tide is two foot up the cliffs already," Tom protested. "And +Greensplat ain't the sort to wet his feet, if he knows it."</p> + +<p>"Fortunately there ain't no sea running," the elder man remarked after a +pause. "So if he can drag hisself up the rocks a bit, he may come to +nothing worse than a bit of a fright."</p> + +<p>"Rufus Sterne ain't the sort of chap they make cowards of," Tom replied, +doggedly. "And if he's got to drown he'll drown, and he won't make no +fuss 'bout it, nuther."</p> + +<p>"Nobody wants to drown, sonny, afore his time," Sam answered, mildly. +"It's aisy enough to talk 'bout dying when you're safe and sound and out +of danger; but when you're face to face with it—well, a man is on'y a +man at best."</p> + +<p>"I say nothing agin that, father," Tom answered; "but heaps of folks +squeal afore they're hurt, and send for the parson to pray with 'em +afore the doctor's had time to feel their pulse. But Rufus Sterne don't +belong to that class."</p> + +<p>"I fear he wouldn't send for the parson in no case," Sam answered, +thoughtfully; "but do you see anything, sonny, just to the right of that +big rock?"</p> + +<p>Tom slackened his oar for an instant; then he shouted at the top of his +voice, "Ahoy there! Ahoy!"</p> + +<p>A moment later a white handkerchief was fluttered feebly for an instant, +and then allowed to drop.</p> + +<p>"It's he sure 'nough," Tom said, excitedly; "but he's got to the far +end. If we don't pull like blazes, father, we shall be too late."</p> + +<p>From that moment father and son wasted no more of their breath in talk. +They felt as though they were engaged in a neck to neck race with death. +The <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> distance seemed no more than a stone's throw, and yet though they +pulled with might and main it appeared to grow no less. Tom was stroke, +and the elder man bravely kept time.</p> + +<p>The wide Atlantic swell rocked them gently. Now the grey speck on the +face of the cliffs disappeared as they sank into a hollow, and now it +came into full view again as they rose on the gently heaving tide.</p> + +<p>"Ahoy!" Tom called once or twice as they drew nearer, but there was no +response, and both men began to fear that they were too late. Moreover, +as they neared the cliffs they had to pick their way. Hidden rocks +showed their dark pinnacles for a moment in all directions.</p> + +<p>There was no time, however, for excess of caution. If they were to +succeed they must be daring, even to the point of recklessness.</p> + +<p>They could see Rufus now, reclining against a rock; he appeared to be +clutching it tightly with both hands. Now and then the swell of the tide +surged almost up to his neck.</p> + +<p>"Pull like blazes, father," Tom shouted, excitedly, and they ran the +boat, defying all risks, close up to Rufus' side.</p> + +<p>"Hold tight, mate," Tom called, encouragingly; "father and I'll do the +job, if you keep a steady nerve."</p> + +<p>"I'll try," was the feeble response.</p> + +<p>"Leave the getting him in to me, dad," Tom said, turning to his father. +"You keep on this side, or we shall capsize in two jiffeys."</p> + +<p>The elder man obeyed. The boat drifted almost broadside on. Tom laid his +oar aside and watched his opportunity. It was clear enough that Rufus +had no strength left. Nevertheless his brain was clear still.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span></p> + +<p>Tom explained the <i>modus operandi</i> which he proposed, and Rufus smiled +approvingly. It was a ticklish operation, the boat was not large, and an +inch too near the rocks might prove the destruction of all.</p> + +<p>At a signal from Tom, Rufus let go his hold of the rocks and reached out +his hands to his rescuer. The next moment he felt himself floating on +the tide. Sam, with his oar, pushed into deeper water, and then began +the delicate operation of getting a half drowned man, handicapped by a +broken leg, into the boat.</p> + +<p>To Rufus it was torture beyond anything he had ever felt or imagined. He +felt so sick that he feared he would lose consciousness altogether; even +pain at that moment was better than oblivion. Now that life was in sight +again, the passion for existence seemed to burn with a stronger flame +than ever.</p> + +<p>Tom dragged him over the side of the boat as tenderly as he was able. It +was a breathless moment for the two fishermen. The little craft came +within an ace of being capsized, and nothing but the skill of the older +man saved her from turning turtle. Rufus was too far gone to realise the +danger. The sickening torture was more than he could endure, and +unconsciousness mercifully intervened.</p> + +<p>Father and son laid him in as easy a position in the bottom of the boat +as they knew how, then they took their oars again and pulled for home. +It was growing rapidly dark by this time, and a cool and grateful breeze +was sweeping across the wide expanse of sea.</p> + +<p>They saw the little harbour black with people when they rounded the +point, accompanied by a dozen other boats that had come too late upon +the scene to be of any service.</p> + +<p>A shout went up that could be heard at the far end of the village when +it became known that Rufus Sterne <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> had been rescued alive, for though +many people regarded him as "a cut above his station," as they expressed +it, yet he was with the majority of the villagers exceedingly popular.</p> + +<p>Besides, it had got to be known by this time that the accident which had +brought him into a position of such imminent peril had been caused by +trying to save the life of another.</p> + +<p>In what that effort consisted was as yet by no means clear. But +sufficient had been told by the lady visitor at the Hall to leave no +doubt that it was through helping her he had met with his accident. +Hence, for the moment, Rufus was regarded in the light of a hero, and +some people went so far as to suggest that if there was such a thing as +gratitude in the world, Sir Charles Tregony would do something handsome +for him.</p> + +<p>It was fortunate, perhaps, for Rufus that he heard none of the +irresponsible chatter that went on round him while he was being conveyed +from the quay to Mrs. Tuke's cottage. Momentary glimmers of +consciousness came back to him, but accompanied by such insufferable +torture, that his very brain seemed to stagger under the shock.</p> + +<p>Dr. Pendarvis had just returned from a long round in the country, and +was listening to a more or less incoherent story told him by his wife, +when there came a violent ring at the surgery bell.</p> + +<p>"You say that Chester has gone to the Hall to see Miss Grover?" the +Doctor questioned.</p> + +<p>"That is as I understand it," his wife replied; "though I confess the +story is a bit complicated."</p> + +<p>"In which way?"</p> + +<p>"Well, late this afternoon Miss Grover rushed into the town considerably +dishevelled and in a state of breathless excitement, and told the first +man she saw,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> which happened to be Greensplat, that Rufus Sterne was +lying at the foot of the cliffs near Penwith Cove with a broken leg, and +that if he wasn't rescued quickly he would be drowned."</p> + +<p>"And has he been rescued?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. But some considerable time after one of the Hall servants +came hurrying here for you, saying that you were wanted at once as Miss +Grover had met with an accident, and as you were not at home, of course, +Mr. Chester went."</p> + +<p>"I don't see how the two things hang together," Dr. Pendarvis said, with +knitted brows.</p> + +<p>"Neither do I," replied his wife; "but there goes the surgery bell +again."</p> + +<p>Five minutes later Dr. Pendarvis was hurrying down the long main street +in the direction of Mrs. Tuke's cottage. He found Rufus in a state of +collapse, and with the broken limb so swollen that he made no attempt to +set the bone.</p> + +<p>"We will have to get the swelling down first," he explained in his +old-fashioned way. "Meanwhile, we must make the patient as comfortable +as possible."</p> + +<p>What he said to himself was, "This is a case for Chester. These young +men, with their hospital practice and their up-to-date methods, can make +rings round the ordinary G.P."</p> + +<p>When he got back to his house he found his assistant waiting for him.</p> + +<p>"So you have been to the Hall, I understand?" he questioned. "Nothing +serious, I hope?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! an attack of nerves mainly. A few cuts and bruises, but they +are scarcely more than skin deep. She's evidently had a narrow squeak +though."</p> + +<p>"Ah! I tried to get something out of Sterne, but he's in too much pain +to be very communicative." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span></p> + +<p>"What was troubling Miss Grover most when I got there," Chester replied, +"was the fear that he had not been rescued."</p> + +<p>"An attachment between them already?" the elder man queried, with a +twinkle in his eye.</p> + +<p>"I don't think so," was the reply, "though naturally if a man saves a +woman's life she becomes interested in him."</p> + +<p>"Unless he happens to be a doctor, eh?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! well, doctors do not count," Chester said, with a laugh.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps women have no faith in our ability to save life," Dr. Pendarvis +questioned.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I think they have," the younger man replied, slowly; "but then +you see, we do it professionally. There is no touch of romance about it, +and we are not supposed to take any risks."</p> + +<p>"We take the fees instead," the older man laughed.</p> + +<p>"When we can get them. But do you know in what relationship Miss Grover +stands to the Tregony family?"</p> + +<p>"Not the ghost of an idea. Sir Charles is as close as an oyster on the +subject, and as far as I can make out, the girl is not in the habit of +talking about herself."</p> + +<p>"She's distinctly American," Chester said, thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"And therefore piquant and interesting?"</p> + +<p>"I prefer English girls myself; that is, in so far as girls interest me +at all."</p> + +<p>"You think you are proof against their wiles?"</p> + +<p>"I hope I am, though it is a matter on which one does not like to +boast."</p> + +<p>"Better not," Pendarvis laughed, "better not. I've heard many men boast +in my time, and seen them <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> go down like ninepins before the whirlwind of +a petticoat."</p> + +<p>"It's a bit humiliating, don't you think?"</p> + +<p>"It all depends on how you look at it. You see, we have to take human +nature as it is, and not how we would like it to be. It is just because +we are men that women triumph over us."</p> + +<p>"Then you admit that they are our masters?"</p> + +<p>"Not the least doubt of it. Of course, we keep up the pretence of being +the head and all that. But a woman who knows her business can twist a +man round her finger and thumb."</p> + +<p>"I believe you, and for that reason I do not intend to get entangled in +the yoke of bondage."</p> + +<p>"Be careful," the older man laughed. "There are bright eyes and pretty +frocks in an out-of-the-way place like St. Gaved. But let us get back to +something more practical. I want you to call round and see Sterne first +thing to-morrow morning."</p> + +<p>"He has broken his leg, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"I fear it's a very bad fracture, and being tumbled about so much since +the accident has not tended to mend matters. I hope by to-morrow morning +the swelling will have subsided."</p> + +<p>"It seems very unfortunate for him, for I understand he has some big +scheme on hand which he is labouring to complete."</p> + +<p>"So it is said. But I have no faith in these big schemes. Young men +should keep to their legitimate work. It may be a mercy for him if his +scheme is knocked on the head." Saying which he bade his assistant +good-night and retired to his own room.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + +<h3>THE SOUL'S AWAKENING</h3> + + +<p>Two people did not sleep at all that night. Pain kept Rufus Sterne +awake—an active brain banished slumber from the eyes of Madeline +Grover. Possibly some subtle and intractable current of sympathy ran +between the cottage and the mansion—some occult and undiscovered +movement of the air between brain and brain or heart and heart, some +telepathic communication that science had not scheduled yet. Be that as +it may, neither Rufus nor Madeline could woo a wink of sleep. All +through the long hours of the night they lay with wide-open eyes—the +one weaving the threads of fancy into all imaginable shapes, the other +fighting for the most part the twin demons of pain and fear.</p> + +<p>Madeline lived through that fateful afternoon a thousand times. She +recalled every incident, however trivial it might be. Memory would let +nothing escape. Things that she scarcely noticed at the time became +hugely significant. Simple words and gestures seemed to glow with new +meanings.</p> + +<p>She was not superstitious—at least she believed she was not. Neither +was she a fatalist, and yet she had a feeling that for good or ill, her +life was in some way or other bound up with this stranger. It was not +his fault that he had come into her life. He had not sought her. The +beginning of the acquaintanceship was all on her side. She had made the +first advance,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> and the whirligig of chance or the workings of an +inscrutable providence had done all the rest.</p> + +<p>In some respects it was scarcely pleasant to feel that she was so much +in debt to a stranger. Whatever might happen in the future, or wherever +her lot was cast, she would never be able to get away from the feeling +that she owed her life to this Rufus Sterne. To make matters all the +worse, he was suffering considerable pain and loss on her account. How +much this accident might mean to him she had no means of knowing. All +his immediate prospects might be wrecked in consequence. For a young man +dependent on his own exertions to be incapacitated for two or three +months might be a more serious matter than she could guess.</p> + +<p>Sometimes she wished that some homely fisherman or ignorant ploughboy +had rescued her. She might in such a case have given material +compensation, and it would have been accepted with gratitude, and her +obligation would be at an end.</p> + +<p>But Rufus Sterne was a gentleman—that fact was beyond all dispute—and +doubtless he had all the pride that generally attaches to genteel +poverty. The obligation, therefore, would have to remain. There was, as +far as she could see, no possible way of discharging it. To speak of +compensation would be to insult him.</p> + +<p>Behind all this there was another feeling: What did he think of her? Did +he resent her intrusion into the quiet sanctuary of his life? Did he +wish that she had never crossed his path? Was his thought of her at that +moment such as her cheeks would redden to hear? She wished she knew what +he thought of her—what in his heart he felt. It would be humiliating if +he regarded her with contempt, or even with mild dislike.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span></p> + +<p>She would not live to be regarded by him even with indifference. Her +cheeks grew hot when she made this confession to herself. If he had been +a fisherman or a ploughboy it would not have mattered, and she would not +have cared. But he was one of the most noticeable men she had ever seen. +A man who would win a second look in any crowd. A man who—given a fair +chance—would make his mark in the world.</p> + +<p>She hoped that he was not very angry with her, that he was not writing +her down in his mind as a foolish and headstrong girl. She would like, +after all, to have his good opinion—like him to think that in saving +her he had saved a life that was worth saving. It might not be true in +fact, but she would like him to think so all the same.</p> + +<p>To what end had he saved her? As she looked at her life stretching +forward into the future she saw nothing great or heroic in it. It had +all been mapped out for her, and mapped out in a very excellent way. The +exhortation "take no thought for the morrow," was not needed in her +case. Everything was being settled to everyone's satisfaction, her own +included. She had only to fall in with the drift and current of events +and all would be as she would like it to be.</p> + +<p>Other women might have to plan and struggle, and labour and contrive; +but in the scheme of her life such unpleasant things had no place. All +contingencies had been provided against. She did not need to take any +thought for to-morrow.</p> + +<p>"I'm not sure that my life was worth saving after all," she said to +herself, a little bit fretfully. "It seems an aimless, selfish kind of +thing as I look at it now. A poor woman who inspires her husband to do +some great deed, even if she is incapable of any great <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> deed herself, +surely lives a nobler life than that which seems marked out for me."</p> + +<p>Her cheeks grew red again. How proud she would be if she could be the +inspiration of some great achievement! To give hope to some great soul +struggling amid adverse circumstances would be an end worth living for. +To stand by the side of a man she could look up to, and help him to win +in the hard battle of life—that would be the crown of all existence.</p> + +<p>She began to wonder, after a while, why such thoughts came to her. Why +the future should look different from what it had always done. Why a +thread of a different hue should show itself in the pattern that had +been woven for her. Why a doubt should arise in her heart as to whether +the absolutely best had been marked out for her.</p> + +<p>Until to-night she had been quite content to take things as she found +them. Of course, she had had her troubles, like other girls. It was a +trouble to her that she had never known the love of her mother, a +trouble that she had never been able to get on with her step-mother, a +trouble when her father died—though, as she had seen very little of him +for seven years previously, the sense of loss was not so keen as it +might have been. It was a trouble to her to say good-bye to her +schoolfellows and friends, and cross the seas to a new home in England.</p> + +<p>Of course, the last trouble had its compensations. To an American girl +whose forebears were English, "The Old Country," as it is affectionately +termed, is the land of romance, the home of chivalry, the cradle of +heroes and of history. To see the things she had read about in her +childhood, to visit spots made sacred by the blood of the heroic dead, +to tread on the ground <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> where kings have stood, to pay homage at the +shrine of poets and seers—that would be worth crossing a thousand +oceans for.</p> + +<p>It is true she had been more than a little disappointed. Trewinion Hall +was so far away from everywhere, and the people who visited it from time +to time were very little to her taste. She would have liked to live in +London always. Life and colour and movement were there. Its very streets +were historic. Many of its public buildings were hoary with antiquity, +and "rich with the spoils of time." The men and women of rank and name +and power moved in and out amongst the crowd. History was being made +from day to day in its Halls of Assembly.</p> + +<p>St. Gaved seemed to her like a little place that had got stranded in the +dim and distant past. The rest of the world had run away from it. It +lived on its traditions because it had no hope of a future. Like the +granite cliffs that stretched north and south, it never changed. Its +business, its politics, its morals, its religion, were what they had +been from time immemorial. A man who said anything new, or advanced an +opinion that was not strictly orthodox, was regarded with suspicion.</p> + +<p>St. Gaved had its charm, no doubt. The charm of antiquity, the charm of +leisureliness, the charm of immobility. Moreover, it was beautiful for +situation. The cliffs were magnificent beyond anything she had ever +dreamed. The great ocean was a never-failing source of interest. The +valleys that cleft their way inland, the streams that lost themselves in +tangled brakes of undergrowth, the hillsides rich in timber, the +hedgerows that were masses of wild flowers, the moorlands yellow with +gorse—all these things were a set off against its dull and slow-moving +life.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then, besides all that, life would not always be dull. Gervase was +returning from India in the spring, and a great many things might happen +then.</p> + +<p>Gervase was Sir Charles' only son, and heir to the title and estates. He +was a handsome soldier of the genuine military type, tall and straight, +and not over-burdened with flesh. His hair was pale, his complexion +ruddy, his voice harsh, his manner that of one born to command.</p> + +<p>Madeline had met him three years before at Washington, and as he was in +some far-off and round-about way related to her, he had escorted her to +any number of receptions, and danced with her more times than she could +count. She thought him then the most handsome man she had ever seen, +especially in his uniform. She liked him, too, because he was so +dogmatic and masterful; there was nothing timid, or feeble, or retiring +about him. He was a man who meant to have his own way, and generally got +it.</p> + +<p>His courage and daring also touched her heart and imagination. His talk +had been mainly about shooting dervishes in Egypt and hunting tigers in +India, and some of his exploits had thrilled her to the finger-tips. It +puzzled her that he could talk so light-heartedly about the slaughter of +human beings, even though they were Arabs and Hindoos, but then he was +trained to be a soldier, and soldiers were trained to kill.</p> + +<p>It was one of those things she had looked forward to with the greatest +interest in coming to England. She would see Gervase Tregony again. It +seemed to her like a special providence that Sir Charles Tregony should +be her trustee until she was twenty-one, and of course nothing could be +kinder than that he should invite her to stay at the Hall as long as she +liked—to make her permanent abode there if she chose to do so.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span></p> + +<p>She was glad to accept the invitation for several reasons. In the first +place, it was impossible to live with her step-mother, who for some +reason appeared to resent her very existence. In the second place, she +longed, with all a school-girl's longing, for change, and to see England +and Europe had been the very height of her ambition. And in the third +place—and this was a secret that she safely guarded in her own +bosom—she would the sooner see Captain Tregony; for if she were in +England she would be among the first to give him welcome on his return +from India, and she imagined with a little thrill at her heart how his +face would light up and his eyes sparkle when he saw her standing behind +the rest, waiting to give him the warmest welcome of all.</p> + +<p>This little secret added a peculiar charm and zest to life, and all the +more so because every arrangement had been made respecting her future, +as though Captain Tregony had no existence. She imagined sometimes that +her father had been under the guidance of a special providence when he +made Sir Charles Tregony her trustee, that Sir Charles was under the +same kindly influence when he accepted the responsibility and took her +to the shelter of his own home.</p> + +<p>Had she known the scheming and manœuvering that went on at an earlier +date, her faith in providence would have been rudely shaken. But she had +no idea that she was only a pawn in a game that was being played by +others. It was some solace to John Grover, even when dying, that his +only child would mix with the English aristocracy and probably become +"my lady" before she had finished her earthly course.</p> + +<p>To John Grover, who had started life with empty pockets, who had +struggled through years of grinding poverty, who had "struck oil," as he +termed it, in <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> middle life and made a huge fortune before he was +fifty—to such a man the thought of his daughter marrying an English +officer who was also heir to a baronetcy was a distinction almost too +great to be shaped into words.</p> + +<p>To have married the President of the United States would have been +nothing comparable to it. It was a proud day for John Grover when he +discovered that his first wife, the mother of Madeline, was remotely +connected with the Tregonys of Trewinion Hall, Cornwall. He wrote +claiming relationship with Sir Charles on the strength of it, much to +the Baronet's annoyance and disgust. But several years later, when John +Grover had become a millionaire, Sir Charles decided to hunt him up. A +penniless man was one thing, a man with a million was another.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles himself was as poor as a church mouse, that is taking his +position into account. His son and heir, Gervase, was a young man of +very expensive tastes and very lax notions of economy. Hence if their +ancestral hall could be refurnished by American dollars, and Gervase's +debts paid off out of the savings of this John Grover, it would be a +happy and an ingenious stroke of business.</p> + +<p>Of course, diplomacy would be needed, and diplomacy of the most delicate +and subtle kind. Sir Charles took Gervase into his confidence, and +Gervase confided to his father that he was prepared to marry anybody in +reason so long as she had plenty of the needful.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles took a voyage to the United States and interviewed his +relatives. A few months later Gervase went across and paid court to +Madeline, and with remarkable success. Madeline was in her seventeenth +year at the time, romantic, inexperienced and impressionable. Then came +the death of her <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> father, the discovery that Sir Charles Tregony was her +trustee, and the option of spending her minority in Trewinion Hall.</p> + +<p>So far everything had happened as anticipated. There had been no hitch +anywhere, and to all appearances the little scheme would be brought to a +successful issue.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles kept Gervase well posted up as to the course of events.</p> + +<p>"She has not the remotest idea that we have any designs upon her," he +said, in one of his early letters. "If she got the smallest hint I fear +she might jib. She has grown to be a remarkably handsome girl, high +spirited and intelligent. There is nobody here to whom she will lose her +heart, and I am keeping her as secluded as possible till you return. I +trust to you to put as much warmth in your letters to her as you think +advisable. At present she thinks the world of you. I am sure of it. You +impressed her mightily when you were in the States. She regards you as a +sort of saint and hero rolled into one. She thinks also that you are +immensely clever. Hence it is rather a difficult <i>rôle</i> you will have to +play. By letter you can do a great deal between now and the new year. +Keep up the idealism. She is very puritanic in some of her notions. +Don't shock her, for the world. If you can arrange an engagement before +you return so much the better. A long courtship, I fear, might spoil +everything. She has sharp eyes; and yet you have to guard against being +too precipitate. So far, I flatter myself we have both handled the +matter with great delicacy. A few months more, and—with care and +judgment, you may snap your fingers at the world."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles had rightly estimated her character in one respect. If +Madeline had had the smallest suspicion that he and his son had designs +upon her—that <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> a deliberate plot was being hatched—her indignation +would have known no bounds.</p> + +<p>But her own little secret had been, perhaps, the best safeguard against +any such suspicion. To her ingenuous mind the world was the best of all +possible places. Her friends had so arranged her life and her lot that +everything appeared to be working together for the best. She had not to +worry about anything. The Captain's letters had as much warmth in them +as she could desire. Her future, shaped for her without any contriving +of her own—shaped by friends and by Providence, left nothing to be +desired.</p> + +<p>It was clear what the Captain wished. It would have pleased her father +had he been alive, it would be satisfactory to Sir Charles, it would fit +in with her own conception of life. So she would dance along the +primrose way without a want, without a care, without a responsibility. +There would be gaiety, and mirth, and music, balls and crushes, and +social functions of all sorts and kinds. She would get into social +circles she had never known before, and be "Lady" Tregony before she +died.</p> + +<p>It was all as straight as a rule, and as clear as a sunbeam.</p> + +<p>Why had it never seemed empty and sordid and selfish until to-night? Why +did her inward eyes look for a sterner and more heroic way? Why did +pleasure look so uninviting and duty wear such a noble mien? Why was all +her future outlook changed as in a flash?</p> + +<p>These were questions she was debating with herself when a new day stole +into the room.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> + +<h3>THE CAPTAIN'S LETTER</h3> + + +<p>A few days later, Madeline received a letter from Captain Tregony, which +contained a carefully-worded, though very definite, proposal of +marriage. Gervase had been only too pleased to carry out his father's +suggestion. The prospect of fingering at an early date a few of her +surplus dollars was a very tempting one. He was not particularly in love +with her. He had got through the sentimental age, so he believed. +Moreover, he had seen so much of life and the world, and had had such a +wide and varied experience of feminine kind that he was not likely to be +carried off his feet by a pretty face or engaging manners.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, if he was to marry at all—and since he was an only son +and heir to a title and estates, marriage seemed a very obvious +duty—then there was no one, all things considered, he would sooner take +to his heart and endow with all his worldly goods than Madeline Grover. +She was very young, very pretty, very sweet-tempered, and, best of all, +very rich; and he knew no one else who possessed such a combination of +excellencies.</p> + +<p>It had been a great relief to him when he went out to America to make +the acquaintance of John Grover's daughter, to discover that she was +such an unspoiled child of nature. He had been haunted by the fear that +she might be ugly or ignorant or uneducated. Hence, when he found a +charming school-girl, ingenuous,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> unsophisticated, impressionable, he +heaved a big sigh of relief, and set to work at once to make a +favourable and an abiding impression.</p> + +<p>He would have proposed then and there had he considered it politic to do +so. His father, however, who was his chief adviser, would not hear of +it. "You will spoil the whole game if you do," Sir Charles insisted. +"Make a good impression now, and let time and absence deepen it. She +will put a halo round your head after a few weeks' absence, and eagerly +look forward to the next meeting."</p> + +<p>In this Sir Charles showed his knowledge of human nature, especially of +feminine human nature.</p> + +<p>Gervase had hinted that, if he was not getting old, he was getting +distinctly older, that the crows'-feet were very marked about his eyes, +and that his hair was getting decidedly thin.</p> + +<p>"My dear boy," Sir Charles said, affectionately, "that is all in your +favour. If she were eight or nine and twenty, she might cast longing +eyes on the youths, but a girl of seventeen always dotes on an elderly +man. Always! I don't know why it should be so, but I simply state a +fact. Girls have not a particle of reverence or even respect for youths +of twenty-one or two. They sigh for a man who bears the scars of years +and battle."</p> + +<p>So Gervase went away to India, leaving his father to work the oracle for +him at home. On the whole, Sir Charles's forecast had proved correct. +Things had turned out much as he anticipated they would.</p> + +<p>Madeline read the Captain's letter with a distinct heightening of +colour. She was still weak and a little inclined to be hysterical. Her +adventure on the cliffs had shaken her nerves to an extent she was only +just beginning to realise.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></p> + +<p>She closed her eyes after she had put the letter back in the envelope, +and tried to think. The Captain's proposal had not surprised her in the +least, while the manner of it was just what she had expected. He had +used just the right words and said neither too much nor too little.</p> + +<p>She admired him for his reticence, and for his strength in holding +himself so well in check, and yet there was a passionate earnestness in +his well-chosen words that revealed the depth of his affection, as well +as his determination to win.</p> + +<p>Very adroitly and diplomatically also he had hinted of the good time +they might have together. They would not settle down in a sleepy place +like St. Gaved. They would have a town house, and perhaps a +shooting-box in Scotland, and when tired of the United Kingdom they +would travel on the Continent—Paris, Vienna, Monte Carlo, Florence, +were delightful places to visit, and to tarry in for a few weeks or +months. The common work-a-day world might roar and fret and toil and +perspire, but they would live in a serener atmosphere, undisturbed by +the jar and strife that went on around them.</p> + +<p>It was a very fair and enticing picture that his words conjured up, and +one that she had often pictured for herself. This was the future that +her friends, in conjunction with a kindly Providence, had shaped for +her. There seemed nothing for her to do but say "Yes." It was all in the +piece. Her life had been beautifully planned, and planned without effort +or contrivance by anybody. The current had borne her along easily and +gently to the inevitable union with Gervase Tregony.</p> + +<p>His face and form came up before her again as she last saw him. How +handsome he looked in his uniform!<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> How fierce his eyes were when he +looked at other people, how gentle when he looked at her! Some people +might think his voice harsh and raucous, but there was an undertone of +music in it for her. It was the voice of a hero, of a man born to +command. Its echoes seemed to be in the air even now.</p> + +<p>And yet for some reason her heart did not respond as it once did. Was it +that her nerves had been shaken—that she had not quite got over the +shock of the adventure? Something had happened during the last few days, +but what it was she could not quite understand. The life of pleasure, to +which she had looked forward, undisturbed by a single note of human +pain, did not appeal to her, for some reason, as once it did. A new +ingredient had been dropped into the cup, a new thought had come into +her brain, a new impulse had shaken her heart.</p> + +<p>Had she looked at death so closely that life could never be the same to +her again, or was it that she looked at life more truly and steadily? +Had a change come over other people, or was the change wholly in +herself? That something had happened she was certain, but what it was, +was a question she could not definitely answer.</p> + +<p>Of one thing, however, she was sure. If the letter had come three or +four days sooner, it would have found her in a wholly different frame of +mind. Hence, whatever the change was, it was compassed by these few +days.</p> + +<p>Her meditations were disturbed by a knock at the door, and a moment +later Dr. Pendarvis entered. "Ah! you are better this morning," he said, +in his bright, cheery fashion. "Now, let me feel your pulse." And he +drew up a chair and sat down by her side.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span></p> + +<p>"A little inclined to be jumpy still, eh? Ah, well, you had rather a +nasty experience. But you'll be all right again in a few days."</p> + +<p>"I think I am all right now," she said, with a smile. "Don't you think I +might go out of doors?"</p> + +<p>"Well, now, what do you think yourself?" he questioned, stroking his +chin and smiling.</p> + +<p>"I'm just a little shaky on my feet," she answered, "but I guess that +would go off when I got into the fresh air."</p> + +<p>"And how about the bruises?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, they are disappearing one by one."</p> + +<p>"And how far do you think you could walk?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, but I do know it's awfully dull being in the house."</p> + +<p>"And do you want to go anywhere in particular?" he asked innocently, and +he glanced at her furtively out of the corner of his eye.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no!" she answered, blushing slightly; "or, at any rate, not just +yet. Of course, when I get stronger I shall be glad to walk into St. +Gaved again."</p> + +<p>"You ran into it last time," he said, laughing. "What a day of +adventures you had to be sure!"</p> + +<p>"I was compelled to run," she said, averting her eyes and looking out of +the window; "he would have drowned if I hadn't."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. And it was touch and go by all accounts. He couldn't have held +out many minutes longer."</p> + +<p>"And is he going on all right, doctor?" She turned her eyes suddenly +upon him, and waited with parted lips for his answer.</p> + +<p>"Well, about as well as can be expected," he answered, slowly, "taking +all the circumstances into account."</p> + +<p>"And is he suffering much pain?" <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span></p> + +<p>"A good deal I should say. In fact, that is inevitable."</p> + +<p>"He must wish me far enough."</p> + +<p>"It depends how far that is, I should say," and the old doctor chuckled.</p> + +<p>"You've not heard him heaping maledictions on my defenceless head?"</p> + +<p>"No, I have not," he answered, with a satirical smile; "but then you see +he's not given to expressing his thoughts in public."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. I guess his thoughts about me would not bear repeating in any +polite society."</p> + +<p>"That is possible," the old doctor said, pursing his lips, and looking +thoughtful.</p> + +<p>"I suppose no one sees him yet?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Chester or I myself see him every day—sometimes twice."</p> + +<p>"I intend seeing him myself soon."</p> + +<p>"You do?"</p> + +<p>"Yes I do. There's nothing wrong in it, is there?"</p> + +<p>"Why do you ask that question?"</p> + +<p>"Because you've got such stupid notions about propriety in this country. +In fact, few things seem to be regarded as proper except what is highly +improper. I'm constantly stubbing my toes against the notice tablets, +'keep off the grass,' the dangerous places are left without warning."</p> + +<p>The doctor laughed.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it true what I'm saying?" she went on. "Half the people seem to +be straining at gnats and swallowing camels. Directly you propose to do +some perfectly innocent thing, if it should happen to be unconventional, +you are met with shocked looks and outstretched hands and cries of +protest. I'm getting rather tired of that word 'proper.'" <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But Society must have some code to regulate itself by," he said, with +an air of pretended seriousness.</p> + +<p>"Aren't the Ten Commandments good enough?" she questioned.</p> + +<p>"Well, hardly," he said, in a tone of banter. "You see they are a bit +antiquated and out of date. Society, as at present constituted, must +have everything of the most modern type. And modernity is not able to +tolerate such an antiquated code as the Decalogue."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by Society?" she questioned.</p> + +<p>"Ah! now you have cornered me," he said, with a laugh. "But just at the +moment I was thinking of the idle rich. Men and women who have more +money than they know how to spend, and more time than they know how to +kill. The people who have never a thought beyond themselves, who live to +eat and dress, and pander to the lowest passions of their nature. Who +will spend thousands on a dinner fit only for gourmands, while the +people around them are dying of hunger. Who waste in folly and luxury +and vice what ought to go for the uplifting of the downtrodden and +neglected. It is a big class in England, and a growing class, recruited +in many instances from across the water——"</p> + +<p>"You mean from my country?" she questioned.</p> + +<p>"Yes, from your country," he said, with a touch of indignation in his +voice, "they come bringing their bad manners and their diamonds, and +they hang round the fringe of what is called the 'Smart Set,' and they +bribe impecunious dowagers and such like to give them introductions, and +they worm their way into the big houses, and God alone knows what +becomes of them afterwards. I have a brother who has a big practice in +the West-end. You should hear him talk——" <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span></p> + +<p>"If people are rich," Madeline retorted warmly, "they have surely the +right to enjoy themselves in their own way so long as they do no wrong."</p> + +<p>"Enjoy themselves," he snorted. "Is enjoyment the end of life?—and such +enjoyment! Has duty no place in the scheme of existence? Because people +have grown rich through somebody else's toil——"</p> + +<p>"Or through their own toil," she interrupted.</p> + +<p>"Or through their own toil—if any man ever did it—are they justified +in wasting their life in idle gluttony, and in wasteful and wanton +extravagance?"</p> + +<p>"Extravagance is surely a question of degree," she replied. "A hundred +dollars to one man may be more than ten thousand to another."</p> + +<p>"I admit it. But your idle profligate, whether man or woman, is an +offence."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by profligate?"</p> + +<p>"I mean the creature who lives to eat and drink and dress. Who shirks +every duty and responsibility, who panders to every gluttonous and +selfish desire. Who hears the cry of suffering and never helps, who +wastes his or her substance in finding fresh sources of so-called +enjoyment, or discovering new thrills of sensation."</p> + +<p>"But we surely have a right to enjoy ourselves?"</p> + +<p>"Of course we have. But not after the fashion of swine. We are not +animals. We are men and women with intellectual vision and moral +responsibility. The true life lies along the road of duty and help and +goodwill."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I agree with you in that. But I do not like to hear anyone speak +slightingly of my country people."</p> + +<p>"For your country and your people as a whole, I have the greatest +respect. But every country has its snobs and its parasites; and it is +humbling that our own <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> great army of idle profligates should receive +recruits from the great Republic of the West."</p> + +<p>When Dr. Pendarvis had gone Madeline sat for a long time staring out of +the window, but seeing nothing of the fair landscape on which her eyes +rested. She tried to recall what it was that led their conversation into +such a serious channel. To say the least of it, it was not a little +strange that he should have taken the hazy and nebulous efforts of her +own brain, and shaped them into clear and definite speech. The life of +ease and pleasure and self-indulgence to which she had looked forward +with so much interest and with such childish delight, he had denounced +with a vigour she had half resented, and which all the while she felt +answered to the deepest emotions of her nature.</p> + +<p>She took the Captain's letter from the envelope and read it again. It +was a most proper letter in every respect. There was not a word or +syllable that anyone could take the slightest exception to. The +love-making was intense and yet restrained, the pleading eloquent and +even tender, the prospect pictured such as any ordinary individual would +hail with delight. What was it that it lacked?</p> + +<p>It seemed less satisfying since her talk with the doctor than before.</p> + +<p>The Captain pleaded for an answer by return of post. He wanted to have +the assurance before he left India for home. He was tired of roughing it +and wanted to look forward to long years of domestic peace. If the +engagement were settled now they would be able to set up a house of +their own soon after his return.</p> + +<p>She put away the letter after reading it through twice, and heaved a +long sigh.</p> + +<p>"If it had come a week ago," she said to herself, "I should have +answered 'Yes' without any misgiving.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> But now, everything seems +changed. Perhaps I shall feel differently when I get out of doors +again."</p> + +<p>On the following day she took a ramble in the rose garden, and sat for +an hour on the lawn in the sunshine. On the second day she strayed into +the plantation beyond the park, and on the third day she ventured on to +the Downs, and came at length to the high point on the cliffs where she +first met Rufus Sterne. Here she sat down and looked seaward, and +thought of home and all that had happened since she left it.</p> + +<p>The plan of her life which had looked so clear was becoming more and +more hazy and confused. Was Providence interposing to upset its own +arrangements? Was she to tread a different path from what she had +pictured.</p> + +<p>The fresh air brought the colour back to her cheeks again, and vigour to +her limbs, but it did not clear away the mists that hung about her brain +and heart. The Captain's letter remained day after day unanswered.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span>"If I were engaged to the Captain," she said to herself, reflectively, +"It might not be considered proper for me to call on Rufus Sterne. But +while I am free, I am free. He saved my life, and it would be mean of me +not to call. So I shall follow my heart"; and she rose to her feet and +turned her steps towards home.</p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + +<h3>A VISITOR</h3> + + +<p>Mrs. Tuke came into the room on tip-toe, and closed the door softly +behind her. There was a mysterious expression in her eyes, and she began +at once to straighten the chairs and re-arrange the antimacassars. Her +best parlour had been turned, for the time being, into a bedroom. To +carry Rufus Sterne up the steep and narrow staircase was a task the +fishermen refused to undertake, especially as Rufus had pleaded to be +allowed to remain on the sofa. So a bed had been set up in the +parlour—not without serious misgivings on the part of Mrs. Tuke, though +she admitted the convenience of the arrangement later on. After Mrs. +Tuke had arranged the furniture and antimacassars to her satisfaction, +she advanced to the side of the bed.</p> + +<p>"A lady has called to see you," she said, in an awed whisper.</p> + +<p>"A lady?" Rufus questioned, with a slight lifting of the eyebrows.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuke nodded.</p> + +<p>"To see me or simply to inquire?"</p> + +<p>"To see you."</p> + +<p>"Do I know the lady?" and a faint tinge of colour came into his cheek.</p> + +<p>"I suppose so. You ought to do at any rate. It's that scare-away American +as is staying at the Hall." And Mrs. Tuke turned and looked +apprehensively toward the door.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span></p> + +<p>Rufus felt his heart give a sudden bound, but he answered quietly +enough: "Is she waiting in the passage?"</p> + +<p>"No, I turned her into your room. Are you going to see her?"</p> + +<p>"Most certainly. I think it is awfully kind of her to call."</p> + +<p>"I suppose being a furrener explains things?"</p> + +<p>"Explains what, Mrs. Tuke?"</p> + +<p>"Well, in my day young ladies had different notions of what was the +proper thing to do."</p> + +<p>"No doubt, Mrs. Tuke; but the world keeps advancing, you see."</p> + +<p>"Keeps advancing, do you call it. I am thankful that none of my girls +was brought up that way." And Mrs. Tuke walked with her most stately +gait out of the room.</p> + +<p>Rufus waited with rapidly beating heart. For days past—ever since the +pain had become bearable, in fact—he had been longing for a glimpse of +the sweet face that had captivated his fancy from the first. That she +would call to see him he did not anticipate for a moment. That she had +made inquiries concerning his condition he knew from his conversations +with Dr. Pendarvis. More than that he could not expect, whatever he +might desire. Hence, to be told that she was in the house, that she was +waiting to see him, seemed to set vibrating every nerve he possessed.</p> + +<p>He heard a faint murmur of voices coming across the narrow lobby, and +wondered what Mrs. Tuke was saying to her visitor. He hoped she would +not feel it incumbent upon her to unburden her puritanical soul. When +Mrs. Tuke was "drawn out," as she expressed it, she sometimes used great +plainness of speech. At such times neither rank nor station counted. To +clear her conscience was the supreme thing.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span></p> + +<p>On the present occasion, however, Madeline got the first innings. She +guessed from the set of Mrs. Tuke's lips that she did not altogether +approve. Moreover, she was afraid that on the occasion of her first +visit—when Mrs. Tuke revived her with burnt feathers—she had not made +a very good impression.</p> + +<p>Madeline came, therefore, fully armed and prepared to use all her wiles. +She waited with a good deal of trepidation until Mrs. Tuke returned from +her lodger's room.</p> + +<p>"What a noble, generous soul you must be, Mrs. Tuke," she said, and she +looked straight into the cold, blue eyes and smiled her sweetest.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuke drew herself up and frowned.</p> + +<p>"And how lovely you keep your house," Madeline went on, "and what taste +you have shown in arranging your furniture."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuke's face relaxed somewhat, and she gave the corner of the table +cloth a little tug to straighten it.</p> + +<p>"I think people stamp their character on everything they do, don't you, +Mrs. Tuke? If a woman is a lady the house shows it. Look at these +flowers how beautifully arranged they are," and Madeline bent down her +head and sniffed at them.</p> + +<p>"Some people never notice such things," Mrs. Tuke said, in an aggrieved +tone.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mrs. Tuke! how can they help it; I am sure you would recognise +taste and beauty anywhere."</p> + +<p>"So many of the women hereabouts have no taste," Mrs. Tuke replied. +"They keep their houses any fashion. I always say you can tell what a +house is like by the window curtains. You need not put your head inside +the door."</p> + +<p>"I quite agree with you, Mrs. Tuke. May I ask where you send your +curtains to be got up so beautifully?"</p> + +<p>"I get 'em up myself."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No?"</p> + +<p>"I do, indeed," and Mrs. Tuke smiled upon her visitor most benignantly.</p> + +<p>"How clever you must be. Do you know I think we should become quite fast +friends? We seem to understand each other so well. Some people never +understand each other. Now, if you were like some narrow, uncharitable +people you would not approve of my calling to see Mr. Sterne."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuke started, and took a sidelong glance out of the window.</p> + +<p>"And I have no doubt," Madeline went on, "if some of the people in St. +Gaved got to know that I was in the habit of calling here they would say +all sorts of uncharitable things."</p> + +<p>"I've not the least doubt of it," Mrs. Tuke said, severely.</p> + +<p>"It is so nice to think you are not one of that sort," Madeline said, +with a winning smile. "If I came here fifty times I know you would not +talk about it. You see you understand people, Mrs. Tuke. And in America, +as you know, girls have so much more freedom than they have in this +country."</p> + +<p>"So I've heard."</p> + +<p>"It's natural, perhaps; they go to the same State schools together, and +they grow up to respect each other. The girls learn self-reliance, and +the boys chivalry."</p> + +<p>"That sounds very nice," Mrs. Tuke remarked, with an interested look.</p> + +<p>"It ought to be so everywhere. I don't think much of a girl who is not +able to take care of herself."</p> + +<p>"But men are not to be trusted, my dear," Mrs. Tuke said, with a pained +expression in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Then they should be avoided and ostracised."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I quite agree with you," Mrs. Tuke said,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> doubtfully; "but had you +not better go and see Mr. Sterne now? Between ourselves, I believe he +will be terribly impatient."</p> + +<p>"And we'll renew our interesting conversation some other time."</p> + +<p>"It's kind of you to want to talk to an old woman like me."</p> + +<p>"You must not call yourself old, Mrs. Tuke," and Madeline tripped across +the hall, and knocked timidly at the parlour door.</p> + +<p>"Come in," called a clear, even voice, and Madeline turned the handle +and entered. Her heart was beating considerably faster than usual, and +directly she caught sight of Rufus a choking sensation came into her +throat.</p> + +<p>It was painfully pathetic to see this strong, handsome man lying pale +and helpless on his narrow bed, and all because of her. If she had not +been foolish and headstrong it would not have happened. And yet a great +wave of gratitude surged over her heart at the same moment. His life had +been spared. If he had been drowned she would never have forgiven +herself to the day of her death.</p> + +<p>He greeted her with a smile that was all brightness and sunshine. For +the moment all the pain and disappointment and foreboding of the last +week were forgotten. The presence of this beautiful girl was +compensation for all he had endured.</p> + +<p>"It is good of you to come," he said, in a tone that vibrated with +unmistakable gratitude.</p> + +<p>"No, please don't say that," she answered, a mist coming up before her +eyes. "I was afraid you might hate the very sight of me."</p> + +<p>He smiled at her for answer, and pointed to a chair.</p> + +<p>"I've been wanting to see you for days," she went on; "wanting to ease +my heart by telling you how<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> grateful I am, and how terribly I regret +causing you so much loss and suffering."</p> + +<p>He smiled again. What answer could he make to such words of +self-revealing? He would simply have to let her talk on until she gave +him something to reply to.</p> + +<p>"I told Dr. Pendarvis that I expected in secret you were heaping +maledictions on my defenceless head."</p> + +<p>"Have you so poor an opinion of me as all that?" he questioned, looking +steadily into her sweet, brown eyes.</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, I calculate I was judging you by myself somewhat."</p> + +<p>"And if you had saved me, and slightly damaged yourself in the process, +would you have been very angry with me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! I am only a girl, and if I were disabled for a year, nobody would +be the loser. But with you it is different. I wish it had been the other +way about."</p> + +<p>"I don't."</p> + +<p>"No?"</p> + +<p>"No, I am glad things are as they are."</p> + +<p>"But your invention is at a standstill."</p> + +<p>"Who told you about my invention?"</p> + +<p>"Dr. Pendarvis, I think. Oh no, it was Dr. Chester; he said you would be +a great man some day."</p> + +<p>"Dr. Chester will have to cultivate the habit of thinking before he +speaks," he said, with a laugh, "If I can be a useful man, I shall be +content."</p> + +<p>"Is it better to be useful than to be great?" she questioned, naïvely.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, that all depends, I expect, on the meaning you attach to +words," he answered, with a broad smile. "If a man is truly great, he +is, of course, useful, while a man may be very useful without being +great."</p> + +<p>"Oh, then, I shall back Dr. Chester," she said, with a pretty shrug of +her shoulders.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You had better not," he said, soberly. "Not that it will matter, of +course. For whether I win or lose, you cannot be affected by the one or +the other."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, for fifty reasons."</p> + +<p>"Please give me one."</p> + +<p>"I would rather not."</p> + +<p>"But I insist upon it."</p> + +<p>"And if I still refuse?"</p> + +<p>"I shall stay here till you do answer."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that will be delightful," he answered, laughing. "How quickly the +days will pass."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Sterne, I did not know you could be so provoking," she said, +with a little pout.</p> + +<p>"Do you really want a reason?" he said, looking gravely into her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Really and truly."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, my invention will affect only the toilers—the poor people +if you like. Its success or failure will not matter one whit to Sir +Charles Tregony, for instance, and you belong to the same circle, do you +not?"</p> + +<p>"But its success or failure will matter to you, won't it?"</p> + +<p>"It will matter everything to me."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by that?"</p> + +<p>"Just what I say. Everything means everything. I've staked my all."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, you have not," she said, brightly. "You may have staked your +fortune, and your reputation as an inventor, and your immediate +prospects. But life is left."</p> + +<p>He caught his breath sharply. "But what is life worth when all you have +lived for is swept away?"</p> + +<p>"And have you nothing else to live for?" she questioned, seriously.</p> + +<p>"Nothing! I'm a lonely soul in a lonely world." <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But there is still life," she persisted. "And no great soul gives up at +one failure or at ten."</p> + +<p>He felt the hot blood rush to his face and he averted his eyes +instinctively. He did his best to recover himself before she should +notice, but her keen eyes were quick to see the look of pain and +distress that swept over his face.</p> + +<p>"Now I have said something foolish—something that has hurt you——" she +began.</p> + +<p>"My leg hurts me occasionally," he answered, with a poor attempt at a +smile.</p> + +<p>"I have been very thoughtless," she said, rising suddenly to her feet. +"I did not think how I must be tiring you."</p> + +<p>"But you have not tired me at all," he persisted. "You have done me +good. You cannot think how intolerably irksome it is lying here helpless +day after——" then he checked himself suddenly. It was his turn now to +see a look of distress come into her eyes.</p> + +<p>"And it is all my fault," she interrupted. "Oh, if I could only atone in +some measure."</p> + +<p>"You have atoned, if atonement were needed, by coming to see me. Will +you not come again?"</p> + +<p>"May I? Really and truly it would do me good if I could serve you in +some way. I might read to you if you would let me, or write your +letters."</p> + +<p>He felt himself shaken as if with a tempest. He knew, as if by instinct, +that he had reached the most fateful—perhaps the most perilous—crisis +in his life. He had only to say the word and this beautiful girl would +come and sit by his side day after day, come out of pure goodness and +gratitude, never dreaming what her presence might mean to him.</p> + +<p>He was only too painfully conscious that he was half in love with her +already. She had touched his<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> heart and imagination as no one had ever +done before. From the time he caught that first glimpse of her face as +she was driving from the station until now, she had been almost +constantly in his thoughts. It was as though the fates—malicious as +usual—had conspired to throw them together, for if he learned to love +her, only misery and heart-ache could be the result. She would think of +him only as someone she ought to be kind to. She was out of his circle. +Whoever, or whatever she might have been in America, here she was the +ward of Sir Charles Tregony, one of the proudest and most exclusive men +in the county. Besides, for all he knew, she might be engaged already.</p> + +<p>Beyond all, there was the fact that his life was at stake. If his +project failed he was bound in honour to see that Felix Muller suffered +no loss. The rights of the Life Assurance Company had not occurred to +him even yet. There must be no human ties to make the struggle harder. +If the worst came to the worst—a possibility that would persist in +haunting him—he must go unmourned and unmourning into the darkness.</p> + +<p>The brain works quickly in times of excitement and emotion, and all +these considerations passed through his mind as in a flash. Should he +tell this sweet-eyed girl that she must not come to see him again, and +let her go away believing that he disapproved of her coming at all?</p> + +<p>Better so. Better a few hours or days of sharp pain now than a life-long +agony after.</p> + +<p>"I must be brave," he said to himself. "The first lesson in life is +self-conquest."</p> + +<p>The form of words he decided to use shaped themselves quickly. The more +explicit the better.</p> + +<p>He turned his head toward her with resolutions full grown in his heart, +and their eyes met again.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> + +<h3>A TALK BY THE WAY</h3> + + +<p>Generally speaking, Rufus Sterne was not lacking in courage, either +physical or moral. But no man knows his strength till he is tested. Many +a man has passed through tempest and flood, fire and sword, unscathed +and undaunted, and in the end has gone down helplessly and ignominiously +before a pair of soft brown eyes.</p> + +<p>When Rufus turned his head he meant to say firmly but kindly that it +would be better if they did not meet again. And then he would soothe the +hurt—if hurt there should be—by telling her how grateful he was for +her visit and how much he appreciated her kindness.</p> + +<p>He was quite sure she would understand. She was not a child and her eyes +were more than ordinarily sharp. If she chose to take offence, of +course, he would be sorry; but better she should be offended than that +he should break his heart.</p> + +<p>He was bristling all over with courage when their eyes met, and then all +his strength departed. Madeline had no thought of conquest. She only +wanted to be kind. She felt infinitely pitiful toward this strong man +who had been brought low through her, and her pity shone in her eyes and +vibrated in every tone of her voice.</p> + +<p>It was her artlessness, her sweet ingenuousness that broke Rufus down. +In addition to which she was so exquisitely beautiful, while the +unfamiliar lilt and intonation of her voice were like music in his +ears.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span></p> + +<p>"It will be just heaven if you will come and read to me sometimes," he +heard himself saying, and then he wondered whether he was awake or +dreaming.</p> + +<p>"Then I will come to-morrow. It will be perfectly lovely to do some +little bit of good in the world."</p> + +<p>The room seemed to grow dark when she took her departure, as though a +cloud drifted across the face of the sun. For a long time he lay quite +still, looking at the door, behind which she had disappeared. His heart +was in a strange tumult, but whether pleasure or pain predominated he +did not know. What he did know was that the intoxication of her presence +was the sweetest thing he had ever known, but below the sweet and +struggling to get to the top, was a sense of something exceedingly +bitter.</p> + +<p>He felt like a drunkard steadily gravitating toward the tap-room. His +moral sense, his better judgment, urged him to turn aside or turn back; +his appetite, his desire for excitement or forgetfulness lured him with +irresistible force.</p> + +<p>"I know I am a fool," he said to himself, "and I shall have to pay +dearly enough for my folly later on, but I can't help it."</p> + +<p>He had rather prided himself on his courage, and this confession of +weakness, even to himself, was distinctly humiliating.</p> + +<p>It was the kind of thing for which he would have allowed no excuse in +any other man. It was a pet theory of his that a man ought to be always +master of himself, and that any man who allowed himself to be dominated +and conquered by a human passion was not worthy of respect or even +sympathy.</p> + +<p>Men who fail to live up to their theories are generally prolific in +excuses. To own himself beaten out and out was too much for his +self-respect. He had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span><br />taken a step down, he knew, but there was a +reason for it. Perhaps, if he searched diligently enough, he would be +able to justify his conduct to the full.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 300px;"> +<img src="images/i103.jpg" width="257" height="400" alt="" /><br /> +<span class="caption">“IT WILL BE JUST HEAVEN IF YOU WILL COME AND READ TO ME”</span> +</div> + +<p>Before the day was out, he found any number of excuses. This life, he +told himself, was all, and youth was the best part of life, in fact, the +only part in which enjoyment could find a place, and if a cup of delight +was placed to his lips, was it wise to dash it to the ground and spill +all its contents, because it was possible and even probable it would +leave a bitter taste in the mouth. But even though he was sure the +bitter taste would follow, was he not justified in taking the sweet when +he had the chance? Had not somebody said:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"'Tis better to have loved and lost<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Than never to have loved at all"?<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Besides, he had not to consider only himself. That would be selfish. +This sweet-eyed girl wanted an outlet for her gratitude and generosity, +and if he rudely pushed aside the hand that was outstretched to help, +and churlishly refused her sympathy, how hurt she would be. And a man +would be a brute to give pain to so sweet a soul; he would rather cut +his hand off than do it.</p> + +<p>Also it did not follow that because he saw more of her he would become +more deeply in love with her. He would recognise, of course, all the way +through that she was out of his circle—that was a fact he would never +allow to pass out of his mind. And keeping that in mind, he would be +able to keep guard over his own heart.</p> + +<p>So before the day was done, he was able to extract all the poison from +his surrender. He might not have done the heroic thing, but it did not +necessarily follow<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> that he had done a foolish thing. Chance had flung +this girl across his path, why should it be an evil chance? Why might +there not grow out of the acquaintance something for the good of both?</p> + +<p>Having arrived at that position, he ceased calling himself a fool, and +gave himself up to pleasant dreams and even more pleasant anticipations. +Closing his eyes he recalled their conversation, recalled every +expression of her sensitive face, every tone of her musical voice.</p> + +<p>He fancied her sitting again by his bedside. How dainty she was, how +unobtrusively and yet how exquisitely attired. Things he had been aware +of in a sub-conscious way now clearly defined themselves. He remembered +her teeth, even and white, her ears small and coloured like a sea-shell, +her eyebrows dark and straight, her eyelashes long, her mouth like +Cupid's bow. He remembered, too, how her rich brown hair grew low in her +neck, while a massive coil seemed to balance her shapely head.</p> + +<p>He smiled to himself at length. "How much I noticed," he said, "without +seeming to notice. I wonder if other people think her so good to look +upon."</p> + +<p>He slept better that night than he had done since his accident, and +through all his dreams Madeline seemed to glide, a healing and an +inspiring presence. He awoke with his nerves thrilling like harpstrings, +and a happy smile upon his lips.</p> + +<p>He had dreamed that his invention had realised a thousand times more +than he had ever hoped or imagined, that it had lifted him into the +region of affluence and power, that he took his place among the +successful men of his generation by right of what he had done, and that, +thrilling with the knowledge of his success, he had laid his heart at +the feet of Madeline Grover. "You have been my inspiration," he said<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> to +her. "But for my love for you I could not have wrought and striven as I +have done," and for answer she laid her hands in his and lifted her face +to be kissed; and then the twittering of the sparrows under the eaves +awoke him.</p> + +<p>"Dreams are curious things," he said, the smile still upon his lips. +"Now I dream I fail, and now that I succeed. Both dreams cannot be true, +that is certain. I wonder. I wonder."</p> + +<p>He was still wondering when Mrs. Tuke brought him an early cup of tea.</p> + +<p>"Have you slept well?" she asked, and there was a sympathetic note in +her voice that he did not remember to have heard before.</p> + +<p>"The best night I have yet had," he said, cheerfully.</p> + +<p>"Then you don't think having so much company yesterday did you any +harm?"</p> + +<p>"It did me good, Mrs. Tuke. I was beginning to mope."</p> + +<p>"She is a beautiful creature."</p> + +<p>"You called her a scare-away American yesterday."</p> + +<p>"Did I? Oh, well, you see, I didn't know her so well then. Besides, I +never denied that she was good-looking."</p> + +<p>"But looks are only skin deep, I have heard you say."</p> + +<p>"And that I sticks to. But Miss Grover has sense and judgment. You +should have heard her talk yesterday. I never heard a girl of her age +speak with so much wisdom. We've quite taken to each other."</p> + +<p>"I'm very glad to hear it."</p> + +<p>"She's not to be judged by the ordinary foot-rule either."</p> + +<p>"No?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span></p> + +<p>"In America girls have more freedom. You see, they've no king there, +only a president."</p> + +<p>Rufus laughed.</p> + +<p>"And everybody grows up equal, as it were. Girls learn to look after +themselves and men to respect 'em."</p> + +<p>"That's as it ought to be."</p> + +<p>"But the women of St. Gaved would be envious enough to bite their thumbs +off if they knew she made a friend of me; and would talk abominable. I +know 'em, and what they are capable of."</p> + +<p>"Some of them can gossip a bit," he said, reflectively.</p> + +<p>"And if they know'd I allowed her to see you," Mrs. Tuke went on.</p> + +<p>"The fat would be in the fire," he interrupted.</p> + +<p>"But they're not going to know. Do you think I don't know a lady when I +sees her, and know also what's due to her? You should hear Miss Grover +talk."</p> + +<p>"She has a taking way with her."</p> + +<p>"No, 'tisn't that. There's no chaff with her, and as for myself, I can't +abide flattery. But I do like common-sense," and with a self-satisfied +smile lighting up her severe face, Mrs. Tuke bustled out of the room.</p> + +<p>Rufus closed his eyes and laughed softly. "The little scare-away +American got in the first shot, that's evident," he chuckled, and he +kept on smiling to himself at intervals during the day.</p> + +<p>The afternoon was beginning to wear away before Madeline put in an +appearance. She came into the room like a breath of spring—gentle, +fragrant, energising. She was not at all shy, neither was she obtrusive. +There was never anything self-conscious in her movements. She was trying +to be kind, trying to pay in some measure a big debt of gratitude she +owed, and she was supremely happy in making the attempt.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Do you know, I feel real pleased with myself to-day," she said, in her +quaint American way.</p> + +<p>"Do you?" he questioned.</p> + +<p>"Seems to me living up in a big house like Trewinion Hall, one has +scarcely a chance of being kind or neighbourly, and when the chance does +come, it seems great."</p> + +<p>"Do you think exclusiveness and selfishness mean the same thing?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. That's a sum I haven't figured out yet. But what would +you like me to read to you?"</p> + +<p>"Anything you like. I fear you will not consider my stock of books very +interesting."</p> + +<p>"Have they all to do with science and mechanics, and that sort of +thing?"</p> + +<p>"No, not all."</p> + +<p>She rose from her chair and went to a table on which several volumes +lay, and began to read their titles. "Principles of Western +Civilisation," "The Earth's Beginning," "Facts and Comments," "Education +and Empire," "Philosophy and Life."</p> + +<p>"Ah! here is a story book I expect. 'The Buried Temple,' by Maurice +Maeterlinck," and she picked up the book and began to turn over the +pages, then with a faint sigh she laid it down again.</p> + +<p>"Would you rather I talked to you?" she questioned, turning her face +toward him with a smile.</p> + +<p>"I think I would," he replied. "I am not much in the mood for philosophy +to-day."</p> + +<p>"But why vex your brains with philosophy at all? What you need when you +are ill is a real, good story. The next time I come to see you I'll +bring a book along with me."</p> + +<p>"What will you bring?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know yet. Do you like poetry?"</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span></p> + +<p>"When it is poetry."</p> + +<p>"Are you sure you know it when you see it?" and she laughed good +humouredly.</p> + +<p>"Well, I would not like to dogmatise on that point," he answered.</p> + +<p>"You've read Whittier, of course?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm sorry for you. Whittier is great. I like him heaps better than +your Browning."</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"Because I understand him better. I expect poetry is like beauty, in the +eye of the beholder, don't you think so? Now if poetry don't touch me, +don't thrill me, why, whatever it may be to other people it isn't poetry +to me. Do I make myself plain?"</p> + +<p>"Quite plain."</p> + +<p>"Now Whittier just says what I feel, but what I haven't the power to +express; just sums up in great, noble words the holiest emotions I have +ever known."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Then Whittier is a man of faith and vision, as all poets must be if +they are to be great. I like Browning for that. He sees clear. He +doesn't merely hope, he believes. He not only 'faintly trusts the larger +hope,' he builds on the rock. A man who has no faith is like a bird with +a broken wing. Don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"But what do you mean by faith?" he asked, uneasily.</p> + +<p>"Ah, now you want to puzzle me," she said, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no I don't," he replied, quickly. "I only want to get your meaning +clearly."</p> + +<p>"But I'm not a poet," she answered. "I'm only a girl, and I can't find +the right words. But I just<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> mean faith. Seeing the invisible, if I may +say so. Realising it. Being conscious of it."</p> + +<p>"The invisible?" he questioned.</p> + +<p>"Yes, God, and heaven, and immortality. Believing also in goodness and +humanity and the sacredness of human life."</p> + +<p>"Do you believe that human life is a very sacred thing?"</p> + +<p>"Why, of course I do! What a question to ask."</p> + +<p>"Does it seem so very strange?"</p> + +<p>"Why, yes. Think of the care that is taken of everybody, even the +worthless. Think of all the hospitals and asylums——"</p> + +<p>"Yes, that is one side of the question," he said. "What we may call the +sentimental side. But place human life in the scale against money or +territory or human ambition."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"We mow men down with machine guns or blow them up with dynamite—not in +twos or threes, but in thousands and tens of thousands, and the more we +kill the more satisfied we are."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, I know. That is all very terrible," she said, with a puzzled +expression in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"But why terrible?" he questioned.</p> + +<p>"I can't explain myself very well," she answered, slowly; "but, of +course, we must defend our country."</p> + +<p>"Therefore country is more sacred than life."</p> + +<p>"Oh no, you are not going to catch me that way. To die for one's country +must be great, heroic."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. Therefore, in comparison with what we call country—that is, +our particular form of government, or our particular set of rulers, or +our particular stake in it—what you call the sacredness of human life +occupies a very subordinate position."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But you would risk your life in defence of your country?" she +questioned, evasively.</p> + +<p>"Most certainly I would," he answered, promptly; "but then you see I am +not hampered by any notions respecting the sacredness of human life."</p> + +<p>He was sorry a moment later that their conversation had taken the turn +it had. He felt that he would bite his tongue out rather than give this +sweet-eyed maiden pain; and that he had pained her was too evident by +the look upon her face. And yet, having gone so far, he was bound to be +honest.</p> + +<p>"If I held your views," he went on, "nothing would induce me to take a +human life—neither patriotism nor any other ism."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but," she said, quickly, "there are some things more sacred even +than life, honour for instance, and truth."</p> + +<p>"No doubt. But there is surely a difference between losing one's life, +giving it up for the sake of some great principle, and taking the life +of another."</p> + +<p>"Then you would not be afraid to die for something you valued much?"</p> + +<p>"Why should a man be afraid to die at all? Of course life is sweet while +you have something to live for, but to rest and be at peace, should not +that be sweet also?"</p> + +<p>"You want to live?"</p> + +<p>"Now I do. For the moment I have something to live for. Something that +gives zest to existence and fills all my dreams."</p> + +<p>"I am so sorry to have delayed its execution. Perhaps you will come to +it with more zest and insight after the long rest."</p> + +<p>"I think I shall," he answered, slowly, looking beyond her to where the +day grew red in the west.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I wish I could help you," she said, as if thinking aloud; "but women +can do so little."</p> + +<p>He withdrew his eyes from the window and looked at her again.</p> + +<p>"You will do much," he said, speaking earnestly.</p> + +<p>"How?"</p> + +<p>"By inspiring someone to be great. A clod would become a hero with +your—your——" then he broke off suddenly and withdrew his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Won't you finish the sentence?" she questioned, looking at him shyly.</p> + +<p>"Not to-day," he answered, and a few minutes later she rose to go.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> + +<h3>FAIRYLAND</h3> + + +<p>Madeline did not put in an appearance the next day or the day following +that. But on the third day she came into the room like a ray of +sunshine.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm here," she said, in her bright, eager fashion; "but I was +just terribly afraid I wasn't going to get—there now, isn't that a +sentence to be remembered?"</p> + +<p>Rufus showed his welcome in every line of his face. It was a dull, rainy +day, with a blustering wind from the west and a sky that had not +revealed a speck of blue since morning. He had lain mostly in one +position, looking through the small window, watching the trees on the +other side of the road swaying in the wind, and listening to the fitful +patter of the rain.</p> + +<p>His thoughts had not been always of the most cheerful kind. The days and +weeks were passing surely, if slowly, while the great scheme on which he +had set his heart and his hopes was at a standstill. He was conscious, +too, of a new and terrible hunger that was steadily growing upon him—a +hunger for companionship, for sympathy, for love. The coming of Madeline +had changed his life, changed his outlook, changed the very centre of +gravity. Nothing seemed exactly the same as it did before. Even death +had changed its face, and the possibility of a life beyond forced itself +upon his brain with a new insistence.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span></p> + +<p>To win success had been his ambition—the one dream of his life. The +only immortality he desired was to live in a beneficent invention he had +wrought out. Now a new desire possessed him. There was something better +than success, something sweeter than fame. If he could win love. If he +could know the joy of a perfect sympathy. If—if——.</p> + +<p>His thoughts always broke off at a certain point. It seemed so hopeless, +so foolish. Until he had won some kind of position for himself it was +madness to think of love. At present he was working on borrowed capital, +and there was always before him the grim possibility that he might fail, +and failure meant the end of all things for him. Felix Muller should +never have reason to doubt his courage or his honour.</p> + +<p>Then he would start again, dreaming of Madeline. The two preceding days +had seemed painfully long. He had listened for her footsteps from noon +to night. He had watched for her coming more than they who wait for the +morning. He had pictured her smile a thousand times, and felt the warm +pressure of her hand in his.</p> + +<p>When at length she glided into the room his heart was too full for +speech. How bright she was, how winsome, how overflowing with life and +vivacity! The gloom and chill of autumn went out of the room as if by +magic, and the air was full of the perfume of spring violets and the +warmth of summer sunshine.</p> + +<p>She pulled off her gloves and threw them on the table and seated herself +in a chair near him.</p> + +<p>"Have you been very dull these last two or three days?" she questioned.</p> + +<p>"Rather," he answered. "You see, the fine weather has come to a sudden +end."</p> + +<p>"But I guess it will soon clear up again, though I am told your English +climate is not to be relied upon."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span></p> + +<p>"The only certain thing about it is its glorious uncertainty."</p> + +<p>"Well, there may be advantages in that; there's always a certain +interest in not knowing. Don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"Most things have their compensations," he said, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Then there's a chance of your being compensated for this long spell of +suffering and idleness."</p> + +<p>"As a matter of fact I have been compensated already."</p> + +<p>"No! in which way?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, that is not easy to explain," he said, turning away his eyes. "And +you might not understand me if I tried."</p> + +<p>"Am I so dense?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think you are dense at all. But I am not good at saying things +as they ought to be said. You will sympathise with me in that, I know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that is mere equivocation. You simply don't want to tell me."</p> + +<p>"I would tell you a lot if I dared."</p> + +<p>"Dared?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I should not like to drive you away or make you angry. Your +friendship is very sweet to me—that is one of the compensations."</p> + +<p>"The friendship of a mere girl is worth nothing to a grown, busy man, +who is fighting big problems and aiming at great conquests. If I could +only help you that would be just fine. But it is of no use hankering +after impossible things, is it? So I am going to read to you."</p> + +<p>"What are you going to read?"</p> + +<p>"A piece called 'Snow Bound.' Now listen," and for half-an-hour he did +not speak. Her voice rose and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> fell in musical cadence. He closed his +eyes so that he might catch all the melody of her voice. The lines she +read did not interest him at first. All his interest was in the +sweet-eyed reader.</p> + +<p>But he grew interested after awhile, and was touched unconsciously by +the beautiful faith and tender humanity that flashed out here and there.</p> + +<p>When she reached the end he opened his eyes and looked at her, her lips +were still apart, her eyes aglow with emotion. She was no longer the +bright, merry irresponsible girl. She seemed to have changed suddenly +into a strong, great-souled woman.</p> + +<p>"Would you mind reading a few stanzas over again?" he questioned, after +a pause.</p> + +<p>"With pleasure."</p> + +<p>"Beginning, 'O time and change.'"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know," and she opened the book again. He listened with intense +eagerness. She dropped her voice a little when she came to the words:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Alas for him who never sees<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The stars shine through his cypress trees!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Who, hopeless, lays his dead away,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Nor looks to see the breaking day<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Across the mournful marbles play!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Who hath not learned in hours of faith<br /></span> +<span class="i4">The truth to flesh and sense unknown,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That Life is ever Lord of death,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And Love can never lose its own!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>She closed the book again and waited for him to speak.</p> + +<p>"It is a beautiful thought," he said, without opening his eyes. "If one +could only be sure it is true."</p> + +<p>"Be sure that what is true?" she asked, in a tone of surprise.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p> + +<p>"That Life is ever Lord of death. That Love can never lose its own."</p> + +<p>"Why do you think there can be any doubt about it?"</p> + +<p>He opened his eyes again and looked at her, and his heart smote him. It +would be a cruel thing to disturb her serene and simple faith with his +own doubts. Almost for the first time in his life he felt the utter +futility of the agnostic's creed. It had nothing to offer but a +catalogue of negations. To the parched and thirsty lips it placed an +empty cup, and before tired and longing eyes it held up a blank canvas.</p> + +<p>He had grown out of his religious creed as he had grown out of his +pinafores. His heart and his intellect alike had revolted against the +narrow orthodoxy of his grandfather. He had been driven farther into the +barren desert of negations by the pitiful parody of religion exhibited +by ecclesiastical organisations, and to complete the work Felix Muller +had inoculated him with the views of German materialists. He fancied, +like many another man who had followed in the same track, that he had +got to the bed-rock at last, that after much delving he had found the +truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.</p> + +<p>Yet it was truth that brought no hope, no comfort, no inspiration. He +was not eager to proclaim it to others. Men would be just as well off if +they never reached this <i>ultima Thule</i>—perhaps, better off. To persuade +men that there was no God, nor heaven, nor immortality, that this life +was all and the grave the end, was not the kind of thing to inspire men +to great deeds or heroic achievements.</p> + +<p>His intellect might mock at the simple faith of the sweet-eyed maiden. +He might honestly believe that she was living in a fool's paradise. But +if it was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> paradise and there was nothing beyond it, why disturb her? +If death ended everything, let her enjoy her paradise as long as +possible. If it was the only paradise she would ever have, it would be +sheer cruelty to drive her out of it.</p> + +<p>If he destroyed her faith, what had he to give her to fill its place? +There was nothing in a string of negations to satisfy the hunger of a +human soul. Granted that her faith was folly, that her religion was pure +superstition, there was no denying that it was a very beautiful +superstition, that it invested life with a grandeur that nothing else +could give to it.</p> + +<p>And, after all, was he so sure that he had found the ultimate truth? He +had inscribed on his little banner <i>Ne plus ultra</i>, but had he any right +to dogmatise more than others? There might be a farther "beyond" which +faith could pierce. There might be truth which flesh and sense could +never apprehend. There might be spirit as well as matter.</p> + +<p>"I should like you to read me more from the same book," he said, at +length.</p> + +<p>"Oh! I will do that with pleasure," she said, eagerly. "I knew you would +like my dear old Quaker poet."</p> + +<p>"He has the gift of expression," he answered, cautiously.</p> + +<p>Then she began to read "The Eternal Goodness," slowly and reverently.</p> + +<p>He closed his eyes again, and listened with wrapt attention. The +beautiful faith of the poet seemed to strike a new chord in his being. +Moreover, the religion in which he had been reared, and from which he +had broken away, seemed a nobler and a Diviner thing than it had ever +appeared to him before. Stripped of its human glosses and paraphrases, +released from the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> rusty fetters of dogma, stated in simple language, it +awoke a dormant emotion in his nature that had never been touched until +now.</p> + +<p>"Would you mind leaving the book with me when you go?" he questioned, +when she had finished.</p> + +<p>"Of course I will leave it," she answered.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I shall not see so much when I read it for myself," he went +on. "There is so much in the right emphasis being given."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean me to take that as a compliment?" she questioned, +playfully.</p> + +<p>"Not as an empty compliment," he answered, gravely. "You read +beautifully."</p> + +<p>She did not reply to that, but her eyes glowed with pleasure.</p> + +<p>During the next week or ten days he lived in a kind of fairyland. Every +now and then he had an unpleasant feeling that he would wake up sooner +or later with a start to discover that the gold was only tinsel, that +the rippling streams were dry, and the green and shady meadows a hot and +arid desert.</p> + +<p>Every day or two Madeline came to see him—came quite naturally and +without ceremony. She did not hide from herself the fact that she liked +to come. She frankly admitted that she liked the invalid. She told +herself that she would be an ungrateful little wretch if she didn't. He +had saved her life, and saved it at terrible risk to himself and +terrible suffering, and it would be selfish, indeed, on her part if she +did not try to cheer and brighten the long days that he was enduring, +and enduring so patiently on her account.</p> + +<p>Moreover, Rufus Sterne was no ordinary man. He belonged to a type she +had not met before. As yet she did not know how to describe him. He was +more or less of a mystery to her, and that in itself kindled<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> and +sustained her interest. Most of the young men she had met she "saw +through" in ten minutes, and in half-an-hour had weighed them up, +classified and labelled them.</p> + +<p>But Rufus Sterne baffled her. He was altogether too complex for her +simple and easy method of analysis, too massive for her six-inch rule. +At times he seemed to her a huge bundle of contradictions. His face +could be as stern as the granite cliffs, his smile as sweet and winning +as spring sunshine. At times he was as silent and mysterious as the +sphinx, at other times brimming over with mirth and merriment. His +passion for truth and right filled her with admiration, his apparent +indifference to all religion struck her with dismay. He was a man of the +people in theory, in practice he lived alone, remote and friendless.</p> + +<p>It seemed to her sometimes a wonderful condescension on his part that he +deigned to notice her at all. Like most of her sex, she did not in her +heart think much of girls. She would defend them readily enough if they +were attacked, and if driven into a corner would acclaim their +superiority over men; but in reality she thought little of them. In the +main they were small and niggling, and not particularly magnanimous. +Neither did she place herself an inch higher than the average girl. She +was as conscious of her own limitations as anybody.</p> + +<p>Hence, that this strong, self-reliant man, who was fighting the world +single-handed, and toiling to complete some great invention, should make +her his friend, tell her that her friendship was very sweet to him, was +a compliment greater than had ever been paid to her before.</p> + +<p>She had never placed Rufus Sterne for a moment in the same category with +Gervase Tregony. Gervase<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> was on her own level. He was not to her a +mysterious and unexplored country. She knew him thoroughly, knew what he +was capable of; had sounded all his depths and tabulated all his +qualifications.</p> + +<p>Hence, Gervase never over-awed her; never made her feel small or +insignificant. On the whole, she thought she liked him all the better +for that. Gervase might not be profound—that was hardly to be expected +in a soldier; he might not be morally sensitive—that also was +incompatible with the profession. But he was a good sort, so she +believed. A bit rough and over-mastering, but generous at heart. Not +vexed by social or political problems, but fond of life, and intent on +having a good time of it if he had the opportunity.</p> + +<p>She had never doubted for a moment that she and Gervase would get on +excellently together. Indeed, they appeared to have been designed for +each other, and yet she had hesitated to accept his proposal, and every +day her hesitation grew more and more pronounced.</p> + +<p>The fascination of Rufus Sterne's personality intensified as the days +passed away. Her admiration for his character increased. There was +nothing small or petty or niggling about him. She did not compare him +with Gervase Tregony, and yet unconsciously she found herself +contrasting the two men—contrasting them to Gervase's disadvantage.</p> + +<p>And yet in her heart she was very loyal to the man who had proposed to +her—the man who had captivated her girlish imagination by his splendid +uniform and masterful ways.</p> + +<p>Her feeling towards Rufus was of a different order. At first it was +merely a sense of gratitude; later on gratitude became suffused with +sympathy; but as the days passed away, other ingredients were added, +the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> most marked being admiration. His strength, his patience, his +reticence, all called forth her approval, till in time he became +something of a hero in her eyes.</p> + +<p>And all this time Rufus yielded himself more and more to the witchery of +her presence, and felt in some respects a better man in consequence. +There were compensations, no doubt. Her very presence created an +atmosphere that softened and humanised him. His hard, defiant cynicism +melted before her smile like snow in spring sunshine. Their +conversations touched and unlocked springs of emotion that had been +sealed for years; the books and poems she read to him broadened his +horizon and led him to re-open questions that he imagined were closed. +Her smile, her voice, her look, set all his nerves to music, and made +life a more beautiful thing than ever it had seemed before.</p> + +<p>But he knew all the time that there would come an awakening sooner or +later. They were like two happy children sauntering through green and +pleasant glades, screened from the storm and recking naught of the +desert beyond.</p> + +<p>For himself he avoided looking into the future. He would enjoy the +sunshine and the flowers as long as possible. In the long intervals +between her visits he recalled their conversations, and re-read the +pieces to which her voice had given so much meaning and melody. +Moreover, he turned the pages of the books she had lent him and +committed to memory some of the passages she had marked. They were sweet +to him because she loved them.</p> + +<p>So all unconsciously he strayed back from the hard desert of negations +in which he had wandered so long. Because he loved this sweet flower, he +loved all flowers for her sake. Indeed, love became the medium through<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> +which he looked at all things; far distances became near, and new and +wider horizons loomed beyond.</p> + +<p>Whatever pain might come to him later on, the memory of these days would +remain an inspiration to him. To have loved so truly was surely in +itself an ennobling thing. Nothing would ever take out of his life these +golden threads that had been woven into its texture. The song might +cease, the voice of the singer be hushed, but the echo of the song would +remain in his heart to the very last.</p> + +<p>So he enjoyed those bright, peaceful days to the full, and tried not to +anticipate the future. "Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof," he +said to himself. But the day of awakening was nearer than he thought.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + +<h3>THE AWAKENING</h3> + + +<p>Rufus had not seen Madeline for three whole days, and had begun to +wonder what had happened. On the fourth day, however, she came during +the forenoon.</p> + +<p>"It was now or never," she said, by way of explanation; "the house has +been full of people during the last three days, and this afternoon some +others are coming. So I had to pretend!"</p> + +<p>"Pretend?" he questioned.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid they're getting suspicious," she replied.</p> + +<p>"Suspicious of what?"</p> + +<p>"That I'm not so great a student, or so devoted to my books, as I seem +to be. So I had to pretend I was going to write to the Captain!"</p> + +<p>"What Captain?"</p> + +<p>She laughed. "Oh! there's only one Captain, as far as the Tregonys are +concerned, and that, of course, is Gervase. Do you know him?"</p> + +<p>"I've seen him, of course; but I have never spoken to him."</p> + +<p>"He's very handsome, isn't he?"</p> + +<p>"I really don't know," he answered, bluntly; "it had never occurred to +me."</p> + +<p>"I suppose men don't notice such things where men are concerned," she +said, reflectively; "but in his uniform he is just superb."</p> + +<p>"Then you think fine feathers make fine birds?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, in some respects, yes," she answered, slowly, "though Gervase +looks handsome in ordinary evening dress."</p> + +<p>Then silence fell for several seconds. The subject was one in which +Rufus was not greatly interested, and as yet not a suspicion of the +truth had dawned upon him. "Do you like Gervase?" she said at length, +speaking abruptly.</p> + +<p>The question took him by surprise, and almost threw him off his guard. +As a matter of fact, he did not like him, and was on the point of saying +so, but checked himself in time. "Why do you ask that question?" he +stammered, evasively.</p> + +<p>"Well, you see," she answered, quite frankly, "they want me to marry +him."</p> + +<p>"To marry him?" he questioned, raising his eyebrows in astonishment.</p> + +<p>"You won't think it strange my talking to you about the matter, will +you?" she said, with perfect simplicity. "You see, apart from the +Tregonys, I haven't a friend in all England except—except you."</p> + +<p>"It is kind of you to look upon me as your friend," he said, with +heightened colour.</p> + +<p>"No, no; it is the other way about," she answered; "all the kindness is +on your part."</p> + +<p>Then there was another moment of silence. He felt stunned, bewildered, +and was almost afraid to speak lest he should betray his feelings.</p> + +<p>"I ought to have written days and days ago," she went on, at length. +"You see, he expects to be home by the New Year at latest. Sir Charles +hopes that he will be able to eat his Christmas dinner with us. +And—and—Sir Charles, and Gervase also, would like to have the matter +settled before he comes home."</p> + +<p>"Yes?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, well! I hardly know why I have hesitated. I expect it is that I am +naturally obstinate. When nobody said a word about the matter, and I +thought nobody cared very much—why—why, I looked upon the matter as +good as settled," and she blushed quite frankly and smiled as she did +so.</p> + +<p>"And have they become anxious all at once?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! I don't know. Sir Charles tells me that it was a wish of my +father's long before he died, and that nothing would please him so much, +and all that. And really it looks as if Gervase and I were meant for +each other."</p> + +<p>"Do you believe in fate or destiny?" he questioned, moistening his lips +with the tip of his tongue.</p> + +<p>"No, but I believe in Providence," she answered, promptly.</p> + +<p>"But how can you be sure what Providence means?" he asked. "If +Providence speaks how do you know you have interpreted the message +aright?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, there is something in that," she said, reflectively. "On the other +hand, one must be careful not to fly in the face of Providence."</p> + +<p>"Admitting your theory of a Providence," he said, slowly, "is not the +true Providence our heart and judgment? Must we not in the last resort +fall back on what we feel and believe to be right?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, go on," she said, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"And if one goes against his own heart—his own instincts if you +like—if one ignores his own clear judgment, would not that be flying in +the face of what you call Providence?"</p> + +<p>"But is our own heart to be trusted?" she questioned; "and is not our +judgment often blind?"</p> + +<p>"Should we be wiser in trusting to somebody else's heart and judgment?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span></p> + +<p>"We might be. You see, I am only a girl. I have had no experience. I +know very little of the world or its ways. On the other hand, here is +Sir Charles. He is getting old. He knows a good deal more than there is +in the copy-books. Then there was my father; he did not talk to me about +the matter, but from what I know now he talked freely to Sir Charles. +Then there is Gervase, he's over thirty, and has seen a good deal of the +world, and he's quite sure. And then there is myself, and I think +Gervase is one in a thousand. So, you see, all the streams appear to be +flowing in the same direction, and that looks a clear indication of +Providence. Now, doesn't it?"</p> + +<p>"If you are convinced I should say nothing else matters," he answered, +with averted eyes.</p> + +<p>"Well, there's only one thing that worries me," she said, thoughtfully; +"and that's only worried me lately."</p> + +<p>"Yes?"</p> + +<p>"I used to think nothing else mattered so long as one could enjoy +himself or herself. That to have a good time was the chief end of life. +Gervase is retiring from the Army, and intends to do nothing for the +rest of his days."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"It seems to me a much nobler thing to do something. You told me once +that I should inspire somebody to great deeds. But that would be rather +hard on Gervase after he has roughed it for so many years."</p> + +<p>"If you inspire him, it will not be hardship," he answered.</p> + +<p>"I am not sure that I could," she said, turning her head, and looking +out of the window. "He is very brave and fearless, and all that. But the +great things that work for human good—well, you see, he is not an +inventor like you."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Do not mock me," he said, almost fiercely. "My poor scheme may never +see the light."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes it will. You are bound to succeed. You are not the kind of man +to give up in despair."</p> + +<p>"Give up what in despair?"</p> + +<p>"Anything on which you have set your heart. You're like Gervase in that +respect, and it is a quality I admire immensely in a man."</p> + +<p>"But what if two strong men set their hearts on the same thing?"</p> + +<p>"What thing?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, anything. A woman, for instance," he said, with a forced laugh.</p> + +<p>"Ah, then I expect the stronger and the worthier would win."</p> + +<p>"Do women admire strength and worth so much? Do they not rather admire +position and name and title? Has the poor man a chance against the rich; +the plain man any chance against gold lace and epaulets?"</p> + +<p>"No one can speak in the name of all women. But I must run away now or +Sir Charles may go to my room in search of me."</p> + +<p>"Will you write your letter to-day?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. Very likely I shall if I can find time."</p> + +<p>"And will you say 'Yes?' Pardon me being so inquisitive."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I expect I shall," she said, with a smile. "It seems the proper +thing to do. Gervase and I appear to have been meant for each other."</p> + +<p>"I hope you will be happy," he said, holding out his hand to her. +"Good-bye."</p> + +<p>Half-an-hour later Mrs. Tuke found him staring fixedly out of the window +as though he had been turned to stone. The trees were still swaying in +the wind,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> but he did not see them. Through breaks in the clouds bright +gleams of sunshine shot into the room every now and then, but he did not +heed. From over the cliffs came the faint roar of the sea, but he did +not hear. The world had become suddenly dark and silent. The fairy +garden had vanished, leaving a bleak cold desert in its place; his heart +seemed to have stopped beating. For the moment all interest had gone out +of life. He almost wished that he could close his eyes in sleep and +never awake again.</p> + +<p>"Are you getting impatient to get out of doors?" Mrs. Tuke questioned.</p> + +<p>"It will be a relief to get out again," he answered, absently.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm bound to say you've been wonderfully patient, all things +considered. But then, as I often say, what can't be cured must be +endured."</p> + +<p>"Yes; that's sound philosophy."</p> + +<p>"And then you've been well looked after."</p> + +<p>"Yes; you are an excellent nurse, Mrs. Tuke, and I shall always be +grateful."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I was not thinking of myself in particular," Mrs. Tuke said, with +humility. "The doctors have attended to you as if you were Sir Charles +himself. And as for that sweet creature Miss Grover, she's just a +sunbeam."</p> + +<p>"Yes; she's delightful company."</p> + +<p>"You know, it's my belief," Mrs. Tuke said, mysteriously, "that the +folks at the Hall haven't the ghost of an idea that she's been coming +here to see you."</p> + +<p>"What leads you to think that?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, from little 'ints she's dropped now and then; but of course, +time will tell," and Mrs. Tuke began to make preparations for his midday +meal.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span></p> + +<p>Time did tell, and tell much sooner than anyone anticipated. The next +morning's post brought a letter from Madeline which scattered the last +remnants of fairyland.</p> + +<p> </p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I shall not be able to come and see you again," it began. +"Sir Charles has found out, and he's angrier than I've ever seen him. He +says it's most improper, and that I ought to be ashamed of myself. Such +a lecture he's read to me as I guess you never listened to. If he hadn't +been so grave and serious I should have fired up and given him a piece +of my mind. I suppose, according to English customs, I've done something +real awful. Anyhow, my heart doesn't condemn me, and if I've lightened +your suffering with my chatter ever so little I'm real glad. As long as +I live I shall be in your debt, and I shall never forget it either. It +seems real stupid that just because I'm a girl I'm not allowed to play +the part of a decent neighbour. England is awfully behind in some +things, and your Mrs. Grundy is a terror.</p> + +<p>"However, I've got to obey, I suppose. You see, Sir Charles is my +trustee till I'm twenty-one, and he's angrier than a snake at the +present moment, and as I'm here by his favour, why I can't quite do what +I would like. But I shall think of you every day, and pray for you, and +when you get well and your great invention has astonished everybody, +none of your friends will rejoice more or be prouder of you than I +shall. I don't know if it's a proper thing to say, but I've said it, and +it'll have to stand. One has to be constantly looking round the corner +in this old country of yours. I hope you will be as well as ever soon, +and that you won't think too hardly of the foolish girl who caused your +accident. If you would like to keep my books for yourself, I shall be +real glad. Whittier is great,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> don't you think so? Good-bye till we meet +again. Yours very sincerely,</p> + +<p style='text-align: right'> +"<span class="smcap">Madeline Grover.</span>"<br /> +</p> + +<p> </p> + +<p>Rufus read the letter with very mingled feelings. There were touches in +it that almost brought the tears to his eyes. The assurance that she +would think of him every day and pray for him moved him strangely. He +would have told Mrs. Tuke, or the vicar, or anyone else that he had no +faith in prayer; that the whole network of religious belief was an +ingenious superstition. Yet, with curious inconsistency, the thought of +Madeline praying for him was undoubtedly comforting. The general effect +of the letter, however, was like that produced by a heavy blow. Coming +after her own simple and naive confession of the previous day it seemed +almost to paralyse him. He scarcely realised how much her visits had +been to him till now, and the knowledge that she would not come again, +that her face and smile would no more brighten that little room, was +like the sudden falling of night without the promise of rest and sleep.</p> + +<p>As the day passed away and he was able to think over the matter a little +more calmly, he tried to persuade himself that Sir Charles's +interposition was the best thing that could have happened. That since +any vague hope he might have cherished of winning her love was now at an +end, it was desirable from every point of view that he should not meet +her or even see her.</p> + +<p>"The awakening was bound to come," he said to himself, trying hard to be +resigned. "I knew, of course, from the beginning that she was not for +me, I would have kept myself from loving her if I could; but it was just +beyond me. She won my heart before I knew."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span></p> + +<p>And yet the bitterest drop in the cup was not that she was beyond his +reach, but that Gervase Tregony, would possess the prize. He had no wish +to be censorious, and it might be quite true that Gervase would compare +favourably with most young men in his own walk of life. He had not been +brought up on puritanic lines. Moreover, as the only son of the Squire +and heir to the title and estates it was generally conceded in an +off-hand way that some latitude ought to be allowed. The rich claimed a +larger liberty or a larger licence than the poor, and however much the +poor resented it in their hearts, usually they said nothing. Protests +did no good, and to get into the black books of the Squire was not a +matter to be regarded with indifference.</p> + +<p>If people with grown-up families looked a little anxious when it was +known that Gervase was to be in residence at the Hall, and raised the +domestic fence a few inches higher than usual—there was reason in the +past annals of St. Gaved's history.</p> + +<p>Rufus, with his innate chivalry, and his romantic reverence for women as +a whole, recoiled with a feeling almost of loathing at the thought of +Gervase Tregony taking so sweet and pure a soul to his heart as Madeline +Grover. Was it true, he wondered, that women did not care what a man's +past had been; that they accepted without demur a social order that +condoned any and every offence so long as no public scandal was +produced? Or, was it that young women were deliberately kept in +ignorance of what was common knowledge?</p> + +<p>He spent several more or less wakeful nights in striving against his own +heart, and in trying to cultivate a philosophic attitude which should +give the impression of a supreme unconcern. Fortunately, the broken +bone<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> was so far knit that his doctors allowed him to hobble about on a +pair of crutches, and though he was not able yet to do any work, he +could contemplate some of the things he had done, and shape in his mind +what yet remained to be accomplished.</p> + +<p>He got out of doors as much as possible, but he was still weak, while +his crutches were such unwieldy things that he quickly got tired. His +favourite resting-place was by the garden gate, he could see the people +as they passed up and down the street, and often have a few minutes' +chat with his neighbours. He scarcely dared to admit the truth to +himself, but there was always a lingering hope in his heart that +Madeline might come into the village for some purpose, perhaps to do a +little shopping, and that his heart might be cheered by a sight of her +face.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuke's cottage stood at a point where the "town" ended and the +country began. Toward the Quay the houses were generally close together, +and abutted on to the side walk, but in the other direction, there were +more trees and fences than houses, and nearly all the cottages had +gardens in front of them. Hence, when Rufus stood or sat at the garden +gate, he looked down "the street" in one direction, and up "the lane" in +the other.</p> + +<p>The lane led away in the direction of Trewinion Hall, and if Madeline +came into the town she would more likely than not pass Mrs. Tuke's +cottage. In any case, she would come very near to it.</p> + +<p>Rufus looked up the lane fifty times a day, and sometimes his heart +would flutter for a moment as some girlish figure came into sight. But +Madeline never came.</p> + +<p>Then, one evening, while chatting with Dr. Chester, the doctor mentioned +incidentally that the Squire had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> left the Hall and had taken up his +residence in London till the middle of December.</p> + +<p>Rufus heaved a little sigh, but he did not pursue the topic. It seemed +to him like the last nail in the coffin wherein lay hidden all the wild +dreams and unexpressed longings and hopes of his heart. Madeline was to +be strictly guarded until the return of Gervase from India, and then, +perhaps, before she had fully realised what she was doing, or before she +had an opportunity of getting a true estimate of his character, she +would be tied to him for life.</p> + +<p>"It is no business of mine," he said to himself; "she is entirely out of +my sphere, and even if she were not, it would be foolish of me, under +present circumstances, to think of any woman."</p> + +<p>But his heart protested all the same. For Madeline to marry Gervase +Tregony seemed to him an offence against all that was sacred in human +life.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + +<h3>EVOLUTION</h3> + + +<p>It wanted a week to Christmas. Rufus sat in his easy chair with his feet +on the fender and an open book on his knee. He had been hard at work +till dark, after which he had taken a mile's walk into the country, and +was now waiting for his supper to be brought in. He was not impatient, +however. The book he had been reading was one that Madeline Grover had +left with him. A volume of Tennyson, containing nearly all the poet's +published work, and, as was nearly always the case, the writer had set +him thinking on the problems of life and death and immortality.</p> + +<p>Outwardly there had been no change in his life during the last two or +three months. Directly his doctors gave him permission he turned again +to his invention, glad of the relief that work afforded. As far as he +could judge, he was moving, slowly but surely, to complete success. The +thought of failure very rarely crossed his mind.</p> + +<p>But while outwardly there was no change, inwardly there was a distinct +evolution. He found himself unconsciously viewing life from a different +standpoint. It was easy to laugh at the claims of priests and prelates, +and to poke fun at musty and worn-out creeds. Easy to riddle with +merciless logic the stupendous dogmas of the Churches, and the +monumental follies of so-called theologians, but when all that had been +done to his complete satisfaction, he was no nearer the solution of the +riddle of life.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span></p> + +<p>Moreover, he became painfully conscious of the fact that a philosophy of +denials was not sufficient. He wanted something definite and something +positive. An iconoclast might be a very useful individual; but when the +destructive process had been completed, was there nothing more to be +done? Were there no positive blocks of truth with which to erect a +temple? There were questions instinctive in the human soul which asked +for an answer. Had the broad universe no answer to give? Had faith no +place in the eternal and immeasurable scheme.</p> + +<p>If science could not prove, if philosophy halted and broke down, was +there nothing left? Was religion a thing to be dismissed with a sneer? +Might not faith be as truly a faculty of the human soul as reason?</p> + +<p>So all unconsciously he retraced his steps from the barren realm of +negation to the region of inquiry. He ceased to be dogmatic. Materialism +did not explain everything. Theology, like other sciences, might be +empirical, and yet its groundwork and framework might still be truth.</p> + +<p>When a man begins to inquire he begins to grow, when he ceases to +inquire the winter of decay sets in. Moreover, it is not the province of +the human will to determine the direction of growth. It may be upward or +outward, in this direction or in that. The mind pursues its way with an +unerring instinct as the roots of trees follow the courses of the +springs.</p> + +<p>Rufus had been reading "Crossing the Bar" for the fiftieth time, and now +he sat with the open book on his knees, wondering where he was +intellectually and religiously. He refused however, to question himself +too closely. He preferred for the present to drift. Some day he might +sight land, and find a safe anchorage.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span></p> + +<p>Yet one or two things were becoming daily more clear. One was, that in +any perfect scheme a future life was necessary to the completion of +this. Another was, that human life, if only because of its relationships +and possibilities, was a more sacred thing than he at one time had been +willing to grant. And a third was, that love was not a mere physical or +mental affinity. It was something that went farther and struck deeper. +It was a soul relation that remained untouched and independent of time +and change.</p> + +<p>He had not seen Madeline Grover for considerably more than two months. +No message or whisper had passed between them. In the chances of human +life he knew that he might never speak to her again. Yet his love +remained fixed and unshaken. It was not something that he had put on as +an extra garment, and that in the wear and tear of life he might lose +again. It was part of himself—woven into the fibre of his being.</p> + +<p>Perhaps his love for Madeline, more than anything else, made him think +of the problem of immortality. Whittier had said:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Life is ever Lord of Death,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And Love can never lose its own.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>How well he remembered that afternoon when Madeline read "Snow-Bound" to +him, in which these lines occurred. He had never been able to get them +out of his mind since. They had followed him like a haunting echo of +something long forgotten, had stirred his heart with a thousand vague +hopes and dreams.</p> + +<p>If Love could never lose its own, Madeline might yet be his. In some +far-away region beyond the reach of human vision, beyond the stress and +passion of earth, beyond the darkness and the doubting, beyond<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> the +ravages of time and trouble, they might meet again—the soul finding its +mate and life its eternal complement.</p> + +<p>Madeline had a habit of marking with a pencil the passages in a book she +liked, and in one of the volumes she left behind he found these words +marked with a double line down the margin:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I sometimes think that heaven will be<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A green place and an orchard tree,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And one sweet Angel known to me.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Could he have put his wildest dreams and longings into words, nothing +could have fitted better. It expressed all the heaven he wanted—all the +beauty, and all the companionship his soul desired.</p> + +<p>He was disturbed in his meditations by a knock on the outer door, and a +minute or two later he heard a familiar voice in the passage inquiring +if he were at home.</p> + +<p>He rose to his feet in a moment, and pushed Tennyson into a dark corner +out of sight. Then the door of his sitting-room was flung open, and +Felix Muller entered unannounced. Rufus greeted him with a look of +inquiry in his eyes—an inquiry, however, which he did not attempt to +shape into words.</p> + +<p>Muller made his way to the fire at once, and spread his hands over the +grate. "It's a glorious night," he said, "but cold. The roads are as +hard as iron, and the moon makes it almost as light as day."</p> + +<p>"Have you driven over?" Rufus inquired.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I had to see Farmer Udy at Longridge, and so I thought as I was so +near, I would drive a little farther and see you. How have you been +getting on this long time?"</p> + +<p>"Fairly well on the whole, I think. Of course, my accident upset all my +calculations for a while, but at<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> present things are moving steadily and +in the right direction."</p> + +<p>"That's right, I'm glad to hear it. And when do you think the thing will +be properly launched?"</p> + +<p>"Well, it is not easy to say positively, but I should give six months as +an outside limit."</p> + +<p>"You expected at first that the whole thing would be completed in six +months."</p> + +<p>"That is true, but I had not reckoned on the contingency of a broken +leg."</p> + +<p>"But apart from your accident you were out of your calculations."</p> + +<p>"A little. When you are dependent to so large an extent upon other +people, it is impossible to be absolutely sure as to dates."</p> + +<p>"Then your six months may run into nine months?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; six months more gives a wide margin for every contingency."</p> + +<p>Muller withdrew from the fire and dropped into an easy-chair that Rufus +had pulled round for him.</p> + +<p>For a moment or two there was silence, then Muller, diving his hand into +his breast-pocket, said in his most casual tone, "You don't mind my +having a smoke, do you?"</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, I beg your pardon," Rufus said, hurriedly, "but the +truth is I was waiting for supper; won't you have something to eat +first? The cold drive ought to have given you an appetite!"</p> + +<p>"Well, now that you mention it, I think I do feel a bit peckish."</p> + +<p>"You will have to be content with simple fare, but such as I have, +etc.," and he went out of the room to hunt up Mrs. Tuke.</p> + +<p>Rufus watched his guest narrowly while he ate, and felt sure that he +owed this visit not to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> proximity of Longridge, but to some other +cause that had not yet been revealed.</p> + +<p>Conversation flagged during the meal. Muller ate like a man whose +thoughts were engaged somewhere else, and on something vastly more +important than eating and drinking.</p> + +<p>Rufus began to have an uncomfortable feeling that his visit boded no +good, and yet he had not the courage to precipitate matters by asking +impertinent questions.</p> + +<p>As soon as the supper-tray was taken away, Rufus produced a box of +cigars, and for a minute or two they blew smoke in silence.</p> + +<p>Muller was the first to speak. Looking at his cigar carefully, as if +examining the brand, he said in his most casual manner, "I suppose, +Sterne, you have never considered the possibility of being forestalled +in your invention?"</p> + +<p>"Well, no," he said slowly, but with a startled look in his eyes. "I +cannot say that I have ever seriously considered such a possibility."</p> + +<p>"And yet it is notorious in the realm of discovery and invention, that +the same idea has been hit upon by different men in different parts of +the world almost at the same time."</p> + +<p>"I do not remember that fact being brought clearly to my mind," Rufus +said, wondering if someone had forestalled him.</p> + +<p>"It is true, nevertheless. I could give you illustrations if I had time. +But what is important at the present moment is that a man away up in +Westmorland has got ahead of you."</p> + +<p>"No!" Rufus said, in a tone of alarm.</p> + +<p>"Well, perhaps I ought to have said that he appears to have got his +claim in first. I do not understand all the technicalities of the case, +but he appears to me to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> have achieved, or to have achieved very +largely, the thing you are aiming at," and he took a newspaper cutting +out of his pocket, and passed it on to Rufus.</p> + +<p>Rufus unfolded the cutting with hands that trembled in spite of himself. +If he had been forestalled then life with him was at an end. The greater +part of the thousand pounds was spent or pledged already. Failure meant +that he would have now to employ his ingenuity in devising a method of +escaping from the world in a way that would not awaken suspicion.</p> + +<p>Muller adjusted his <i>pince-nez</i> and watched his companion while he read. +Rufus summoned to his aid all the resolution he possessed and preserved +a perfectly impassive face.</p> + +<p>"Well?" Muller questioned, when Rufus had got to the bottom of the slip.</p> + +<p>"It's a little disconcerting," was the answer. "But I shall not fling up +the sponge yet."</p> + +<p>"But he has got hold of your idea!"</p> + +<p>"Not exactly."</p> + +<p>"At any rate he has got uncomfortably near to it."</p> + +<p>"He has got nearer than I like, I admit. But the greater part of what he +claims is mere bluff."</p> + +<p>"But his objective and yours are precisely the same?"</p> + +<p>"No, not precisely. I go much farther than he does, as Stephenson went +farther than Watt."</p> + +<p>"That is in your application of the principle. But is not the principle +the same?"</p> + +<p>"It is similar, though not identical. I have gone all over the ground he +is travelling now."</p> + +<p>"And in another month he may be all over your ground."</p> + +<p>"There is danger, of course, but I think still I shall get in first."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I hope you may. But I confess when I tumbled across that article this +morning it made me feel mightily uncomfortable."</p> + +<p>"It is a little upsetting, no doubt."</p> + +<p>"You see, he must have secured himself pretty well, or he would not have +permitted so much of the scheme to get into print. Don't you see it +largely discounts anyone else who comes after, though he may have +something better."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I admit the force of all you say," Rufus answered slowly. "But my +game is not up yet."</p> + +<p>"I hope not, indeed. I should regard it as nothing short of a calamity +were you to fail."</p> + +<p>"If the worst comes to the worst it will have to be faced, that is all. +In any case, you will not suffer loss."</p> + +<p>"There you are mistaken. You are my friend. And friends are not so +plentiful that one can contemplate the disappearance of even one of them +with equanimity."</p> + +<p>"That may be true. But mercifully, the dead are soon forgotten. You will +soon get used to my absence."</p> + +<p>"I sincerely hope the occasion will not arise," Muller said, speaking +slowly and gravely. "Indeed, as I said before, I should regard your +failure as a calamity. Still, there is no getting over the fact that +what you regarded as impossible less than six months ago has come very +definitely within the realm of possibility."</p> + +<p>"Yes," Rufus said, with some hesitation. "I am bound to admit that the +chance of failure seems less remote than it did."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to have to discuss this matter with you again," Muller went +on, after a pause. "I can assure you it is almost as painful to me as it +must be to you. Still business is business, and I have to think<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> of my +own position. If I were a rich man, I would not mention the matter—upon +my soul, I wouldn't."</p> + +<p>"I thought you had no soul," Rufus said, with a pathetic smile.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't joke over mere figures of speech," Muller said, staring into +the fire. "I tell you I feel terribly upset."</p> + +<p>"But my cause is not lost yet," Rufus said with forced cheerfulness.</p> + +<p>"No, it may not be. But, on the other hand, it may be. If your +competitor has gone so far, he may during the next week or month go all +the rest of the distance."</p> + +<p>"I must take my chance of that."</p> + +<p>"The point with me is—supposing the worst comes to the worst, have you +anything on which you can raise a loan? I hate the thought of your +slipping out of life in the flower of your youth."</p> + +<p>"Look here, Muller," Rufus said, summoning to his aid all his strength +and resolution. "We discussed this matter at the beginning. I counted +the cost and took the risk. If the worst comes to the worst I am not +going to show the white feather."</p> + +<p>"I do not doubt your courage for a moment," Muller said. "But I want to +point out that it will take a little time to realise your estate. I +presume you have made your will."</p> + +<p>Rufus went to a drawer and took out a large envelope which he passed on +to his companion.</p> + +<p>Muller opened the envelope and drew out the paper slowly. Then he +adjusted his <i>pince-nez</i>, and began to read. "Yes," he said, after a +long pause, "this is quite in order—quite."</p> + +<p>"And in case I am driven to take my departure," Rufus said, in a hard, +even voice, "I will give you<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> sufficient time to wind up my small estate +before the end of next year."</p> + +<p>"You think there is no other way of meeting the case?" Muller +questioned.</p> + +<p>"In case my scheme fails there is no other way," Rufus answered. "Now +let us not discuss the matter again. I understand your anxiety. I should +be a bit anxious if I were in your place. But you have my word of +honour. Let that be enough."</p> + +<p>"It is enough, my boy—it is enough!" Muller said, gushingly.</p> + +<p>"Meanwhile we need not count upon failure until forced to do so. I shall +not fail if effort and determination can avert it."</p> + +<p>When Muller had gone, Rufus sat for a long time staring into the dying +fire. Then he picked up the newspaper cutting, and read through the +article very carefully a second time.</p> + +<p>"No, he has not got my idea quite," he muttered, "but he has come +uncomfortably near to it."</p> + +<p>Then he drew a long breath and shut his teeth tightly. Life had grown a +more precious thing of late, and hope had taken new shapes and forms. +Moreover, the possibility of a conscious existence beyond the shadow of +death had been looming larger and larger for months past, and with that +possibility other possibilities had come into view. What if the +consequences of conduct followed men into the unseen? What if sin should +separate a soul from the soul it loved? What if this life were a trust +for which we should be held responsible? What if suicide should be as +heinous a crime as murder? What if dying by one's own hand should stain +the soul with deeper dishonour than any broken vow or unfulfilled +promise? He drew away his eyes from the fire and shuddered +slightly as these thoughts<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> passed through his mind. In whatever +direction he turned his thoughts he was faced with possibilities that, +to say the least, were not a little disconcerting.</p> + +<p>"If I had only known six months ago what I know now," he reflected, "I +should not have put my head into this noose with so light a heart. I +should have been content to have gone on with my work as time-keeper at +the mine. But I was impatient for success, and quite certain that death +was the end of all things."</p> + +<p>Then across the frosty air the parish clock fixed high in the church +tower struck the hour of eleven.</p> + +<p>Rufus counted the strokes as they vibrated solemnly through the night.</p> + +<p>"Do the dead ever hear, I wonder," he said to himself, and he shuddered +again.</p> + +<p>Then his thoughts turned to the book that he had been reading earlier in +the evening and he began to repeat almost unconsciously one of the +stanzas that Madeline had marked:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Twilight and evening bell,<br /></span> +<span class="i8">And after that the dark,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And may there be no sadness of farewell<br /></span> +<span class="i8">When I embark.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And though from out the bounds of time and space<br /></span> +<span class="i8">The floods may bear me far,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I hope——<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Then he stopped suddenly and rose hurriedly to his feet. "I am growing +morbid," he said. "I wish Muller had kept the article to himself. In a +case of this kind ignorance is bliss." And he turned out the lamp and +climbed slowly upstairs to bed.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> + +<h3>MISGIVINGS</h3> + + +<p>The day after Felix Muller's visit to Rufus the squire and his family +returned to the Hall. The news soon spread through St. Gaved that the +big house was alive once more, and that the captain was expected home in +time to eat his Christmas dinner with the family. Rufus heard the news +with a curious thrill, but whether of pain or of pleasure it would be +hard to say.</p> + +<p>His heart had been aching for a sight of Madeline's face ever since she +went away. And yet there were times when he desired above all things +that he might never look into her eyes again. Pain was not to be cured +by additional pain. To see Madeline would not appease the hunger, it +would only increase it. Hence to keep out of her way would be the wise +thing for him; to avoid the field-path in front of the park, and the +familiar road across the downs and round by the cliffs. If they met she +would be sure to speak, and the very sound of her voice would awaken +into life all the wild longings of his soul once more. It was far +better, therefore, for him that they never met.</p> + +<p>Besides, it was more than probable that by this time she was the +promised wife of Gervase Tregony. He was coming home to claim her and +coming home at express speed. Was he delighted at the prospect, he +wondered. Did he love her as she deserved to be loved?</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, if it had only been my lot to win so sweet a soul," he said to +himself. "Is it true, I wonder, that we always long most passionately +for the impossible?"</p> + +<p>For several days he kept close to business, never venturing out of doors +till after sunset. Once he thought he passed her in the bright +moonlight, and his heart almost stopped, but he never paused in his +walk, never looked back; indeed he strode on with a longer and quicker +stride, and did not breathe freely again till a sharp bend in the road +prevented any possibility of recognition.</p> + +<p>When he yielded to the witchery of her presence before, there was some +excuse for his doing so, but all the circumstances were different now. +He had no excuse to-day, no right. His tenure of life hung on a thread. +His chance of success was growing less hopeful day by day.</p> + +<p>Even if Madeline were free and within his reach he would have no right +to speak to her of love. While this sword of Damocles was suspended over +his head he was bound in honour to be silent. But since she was neither +free nor within his reach, and he was walking across a volcano that at +any moment might burst open beneath his feet, it would be the part of a +madman to put himself in her way if there was any chance of keeping out +of it.</p> + +<p>So he pursued his work with all the earnestness and intensity he could +command, but he was conscious all the time that something had gone out +of his life. The enthusiasm that springs from certainty had left him, +the chill and lethargy of doubt had crept into his blood. Instead of +constantly dwelling on the delights of success, he found himself +brooding over the prospect of failure, and wondering what lay beyond the +grim shadow of death.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span></p> + +<p>By a curious combination of circumstances both life and death had become +doubly hard to contemplate. Success had once been his dream. To-day +success of itself seemed nothing. The one thing that was of value, that +would have turned earth into heaven was love. He would have courted +failure—gloried in it—if failure would have given him Madeline. But +since Madeline was denied him, neither success nor failure mattered +much, and life and death were both robbed of the light of hope. He told +himself one minute that he did not care to live since Madeline could +never be his, and the next minute he dreaded the thought of death, since +death would blot out the sight of her and the thought of her for ever +and ever. So, in whatever direction he looked, he found neither solace +nor inspiration.</p> + +<p>The thing that spurred him on from day to day was not so much the hope +of victory as the humiliation of defeat. There was any number of people +in St. Gaved who had no sympathy whatever with him in his ambitions, +whose invincible creed was that a man ought to be content to remain in +that state of life to which it had pleased God to call him. These people +had expressed themselves with great freedom and candour on his folly in +giving up a good position at the mine, and devoting all his time and +energy to something in the clouds; and which, in all likelihood, would +never be of any benefit to man or beast.</p> + +<p>Rufus used to smile at the criticisms of these people, and anticipate +the day when he would stand proud and triumphant before them. Now he +began to fear that the day might come when they would triumph over him, +when they would expand their chests and smile wisely, and say to their +neighbours: "There, didn't we tell you so?" It was rather with the +object of pre<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span>venting such a triumph than of winning any triumph for +himself that he toiled on from day to day, throwing into his work more +of the energy of despair than the inspiration of hope.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Madeline had been suffering from what she called "an acute +attack of the blues." For no sufficient reason, so she admitted to +herself, she became restless and peevish, and generally discontented. +She was not ill. Generally speaking, her appetite was as good as it had +been, while her energy was greater than ever. But for some reason +nothing satisfied her—things that at one time she would have gone into +ecstacies over barely interested her. She was in the mood to be pleased +at nothing, and to find fault with everything.</p> + +<p>That this condition of things began on the day Sir Charles took her to +task for visiting Rufus Sterne she was well aware; but why it should +have continued was a puzzle. She had been angry with Sir Charles at the +moment it was true, but after a day's reflection she had been led to see +that he was perfectly in the right. Moreover Sir Charles had behaved +very handsomely all the way through. She was convinced that it was very +largely on her account that they went to London for the autumn, and +while in London she had scarcely a wish that was not gratified. She had +gone to receptions and balls and dinners by the dozen. She had been +taken to every place of interest she wanted to see. She had blossomed +out into what she termed "a tame celebrity," and had had more +compliments showered upon her than ever before in her life, yet, in +spite of all this, she was not happy. Indeed, after a few weeks, she +tired utterly of London and wanted to return again to Trewinion Hall. +That however, was shown to be an impossibility. The house had been taken +practically till the end of the year, and the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> servants at Trewinion +Hall had been put on board wages till Christmas.</p> + +<p>"Are you sure you are quite well, Madeline?" Sir Charles said to her, +when she preferred her request.</p> + +<p>"Quite sure," she replied. "In fact I was never better in my life."</p> + +<p>"Then why do you want to go back to the Hall?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! I don't know. This endless whirl and excitement has got on my +nerves, I think."</p> + +<p>"But you complained of Cornwall getting on your nerves some time ago."</p> + +<p>"Did I? Well, it did seem rather flat and tame at first."</p> + +<p>"No, it was not at the beginning. You were delighted with it on your +arrival——"</p> + +<p>"And I am still," she interrupted. "I think it is just too lovely for +anything."</p> + +<p>"But have you really got tired of London life?"</p> + +<p>"I think it is too stupid for words. Oh! no, I don't mean that exactly. +Pardon me, Sir Charles"—seeing the pained look in his eyes—"I won't +complain any more if I can help it, I won't really."</p> + +<p>"I am very anxious that you should enjoy yourself all you possibly can. +Beryl is dreading the time when she will have to go back again."</p> + +<p>"She knows so many people," Madeline said, reflectively.</p> + +<p>"And you have made hosts of acquaintances, have you not?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, acquaintances, but they don't mean anything. I never realised +before, I think, how many people there are in the world, and how many +things there are in the world I can do without."</p> + +<p>"That oughtn't to be a very startling discovery," he said, with a +smile.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But you don't feel it in a place like St. Gaved," she said. "There +everybody seems necessary to everybody else."</p> + +<p>"Indeed?" he questioned, dryly.</p> + +<p>"Well, I mean that in a little community where each one plays his part, +and each one's part is known to all the rest——"</p> + +<p>"Yes?" he questioned, seeing she hesitated.</p> + +<p>"Oh! I can't explain myself very well, but you must know very well what +I mean."</p> + +<p>"No; really you flatter me," he said, in a tone of banter, "for in +reality your meaning is quite beyond me."</p> + +<p>"Then I must be stupider than I thought," she answered, with a pout, and +relapsed into silence.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles was not only perplexed, he was more or less troubled. If he +dared he would have been angry, but he knew that anger would defeat the +particular end he had in view. Whatever Madeline might or might not be +she was not the kind of person to be coerced. She might be led in many +directions, but no one could drive her. At the least suggestion of the +lash, she would jib and back, and nothing short of physical force would +move her a step forward.</p> + +<p>Hence Sir Charles had felt from the first that his task was one of +extreme difficulty and delicacy. Moreover, every day as it passed +increased the difficulty. Madeline was swiftly growing out of girlhood +into womanhood, and the things that fascinated her as a girl quickly +palled upon her as a woman, and Sir Charles was growing desperately +afraid lest when she saw Gervase again she might be disillusioned, as +she evidently had been in other matters.</p> + +<p>He was more troubled also than he liked to confess over her intimacy +with Rufus Sterne. He could not<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> forget the romantic circumstances under +which they had met, the signal service he had rendered her, and the long +weeks of suffering and idleness that followed as a consequence, and on a +romantic and generous nature like Madeline's, these things would make an +abiding impression. For that reason he had got her away from St. Gaved +as quickly as possible after he had made the discovery that she was in +the habit of visiting him, and for the same reason he intended to keep +her away until within a few days of his son's return.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles had counted so long on annexing the American heiress for his +son, that any thought of failure now was too humiliating to be +entertained. It was his last hope of rehabilitating Trewinion Hall, and +the historic name of Tregony. Gervase's record was of such a character +that no English heiress would look at him unless, indeed, he consented +to marry the daughter of a tradesman, and even in such case as that his +chances would be very doubtful.</p> + +<p>The beautiful thing about an American heiress was that nobody inquired +into her antecedents. So long as she had the requisite number of dollars +nothing else mattered. Her father might be a pork-butcher, or a +pawnbroker, or an oilman; that was no barrier to his daughter becoming a +countess or even a duchess.</p> + +<p>Poor as Sir Charles was, he would have fainted at the idea of Gervase +marrying the daughter of a Redbourne tradesman, however rich or +beautiful or accomplished she might be. The very suggestion of "trade" +was an offence to his aristocratic nostrils. But Madeline came from a +country where the only aristocracy was that of cash, hence by virtue of +her uncounted millions she was eligible for the highest positions on +this side the water. The logic might not be very sound, but it was +satisfying. If the Earl of this and the Duke of that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> had regilded their +coronets with American dollars, why might not he refurbish the Tregony +coat of arms with the same precious metal? The reasoning appeared to him +to be without a flaw.</p> + +<p>Moreover, there was the additional argument of necessity. In consequence +of the low price of corn along with nearly all other articles of food, +agriculture was in a terribly depressed condition. In other words, the +farmer could pay only about half the amount in rent that he would be +able to do if wheat and barley, and bacon and butter, stood at twice +their present prices.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles always grew white with anger when he thought of the foolish +men who, in a previous generation, abolished the corn-laws and gave +cheap food to the people.</p> + +<p>"Look at me," he would say; "my rent roll is only about one-half of what +it was in my father's day, and there are hundreds and thousands of the +best families up and down the country who have been reduced in +circumstances by the same means. What the Government ought to do is to +put a high duty on all imported corn and foodstuffs, that would send up +the price of English wheat, and English beef, and everything else that +is English, and so give the English nobility a chance of getting out of +their estates all that they are capable of producing."</p> + +<p>The logic of this, if not quite sound, was also satisfying from his +point of view. There seemed, however, no prospect just then that the +food of the people would be taxed for the benefit of the noble and +indispensable class to which he belonged. The working classes for some +selfish reason, appeared to object to it. They were possessed by the +stupid idea that the higher their wages and the cheaper their food, the +better off they<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> would be; and against such unreasoning prejudice as +that, logic spent its strength in vain.</p> + +<p>Failing, therefore, any Government help in the shape of protection, he +would have to guard his interests in some other way, and Madeline +appeared to be an excellent way out of the difficulty. In fact, she +almost reconciled him to the idea of free imports. If England had +suffered loss through the importation of American wheat, it was only +fair that England should be compensated by having the pick of America's +richest and fairest women. Since there was no duty on corn, it was only +just and right that heiresses should be free.</p> + +<p>But as the time drew near when Sir Charles hoped to see the full +fruition of his little scheme, he grew increasingly nervous. Until the +last few weeks everything had gone as smoothly as heart could desire. +Madeline seemed like a ripe apple that would drop directly the tree was +touched. Without any undue influence, with scarcely a suggestion from +anyone, she was inclining in the very direction most desired.</p> + +<p>Then suddenly she had become captious and uncertain. The moment she +reached the point when she was desired to make up her mind definitely +she drew back. The increasing warmth of the Captain's letters she had +appeared to reciprocate to the full. She had talked about him with a +simple ingenuousness that had delighted the baronet's heart. The +proposal seemed to have arrived in the very nick of time. She had +gathered from Sir Charles, in detached fragments, the full story of her +father's wish in the matter. She had been given one glimpse of London, +with its life and gaiety, she had been supplied with every newspaper +cutting that spoke of Captain Tregony's prowess as a hunter of big game, +and she had tacitly accepted the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> situation, as though Providence had +shaped her lot, and shaped it to her entire satisfaction. And then she +hesitated, and became silent, and demanded time for further +consideration.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles had broached the subject in the most delicate manner +possible when they happened to be alone. Gervase's letter to the family +had been left on the drawing-room table. The Baronet picked it up and +read it again.</p> + +<p>"Gervase seems terribly impatient to get home this time," he remarked, +casually.</p> + +<p>Madeline glanced up from her book, but did not reply.</p> + +<p>"I really do not wonder," Sir Charles went on. "Poor old boy, it is +nearly three years since he saw you, and he must be pining for a sight +of your face."</p> + +<p>"He seems a little home-sick," Madeline said, indifferently.</p> + +<p>"I don't think it is that altogether. Now that he has definitely +proposed to you, it brings all the longing to a head, if I may say so. I +hope you have written to him and put an end to his suspense?"</p> + +<p>"No, I have not replied yet. I thought of writing this afternoon."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would; I am sorry you have not written before."</p> + +<p>"I have been too busy with other things, Sir Charles."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, I am not complaining, my dear. Take your own time, of course. +But, naturally, I feel for my son, and I know how anxious he will be. It +will be nice for him to meet you here in his ancestral home as his +affianced wife."</p> + +<p>"I suppose it would simplify matters, wouldn't it?"</p> + +<p>"It would simplify matters a very great deal," Sir Charles said, in a +tone of relief. "There is no reason<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> why you should not go away on the +Continent in the early spring for your honeymoon, and so escape our +bitter east winds."</p> + +<p>"That would be lovely, wouldn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Lovely! Ah! well, I almost envy you young people. If one could only be +young a second time how much he would appreciate it! But I will not +detain you now if you are going to write letters," and he thrust +Gervase's epistle into his pocket, and walked slowly out of the room.</p> + +<p>Later in the day he discovered that instead of writing letters she had +been visiting Rufus Sterne at St. Gaved, and his anger almost got the +better of him. By a tremendous effort, however, he kept himself well in +hand, and talked to her with a seriousness that did full justice to the +occasion.</p> + +<p>Two days later he learned that she had not yet replied to Gervase's +letter; he made no remark, however, but on the following day he made a +proposition that they should spent the late autumn in London.</p> + +<p>The experiment, however, had not been altogether satisfactory. Madeline +had not been at all like her old self. She was moody and absent-minded, +and by no means easy to please. That she had written to Gervase he knew, +and written more than once, but she gave no hint to anyone of the nature +of her communications.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles hoped for the best, but he was troubled all the time by +serious misgivings. Her very uncommunicativeness was a disturbing +factor. Several times he was strongly tempted to put a point-blank +question to her; but when it came to the point his courage failed him. +Moreover, his reason told him that the more anxious he appeared to be +the more stubborn and intractable she would become. The only thing he +could do was to wait patiently until<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> Gervase's return, and trust to +luck or Providence for what would follow.</p> + +<p>Madeline welcomed the morning of their departure from London more +eagerly than any of the others. She was tired of the big city, with its +murk and gloom, its dreary streets and muddy crossings, and its +never-ceasing roar and turmoil. She longed for the "clean country," as +she expressed it, with its quietness and peace and far distances. In +truth, she hardly knew what she longed for. Some day her desire would +take definite shape, then she would understand.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> + +<h3>GROWING SUSPICIONS</h3> + + +<p>In the big house there were many things to be done in preparation for +Christmas. Mottoes had to be selected and cut out of coloured paper, and +surrounded with evergreens and hung in the hall, and naturally this task +fell to the lot of Madeline and Beryl. Then, it was decided to have a +house-party the day but one after Christmas Day, and invitations had to +be sent out to all the gentry of the neighbourhood. Lady Tregony +undertook this pleasant duty, but soon found the work of filling in +cards and addressing envelopes altogether too exhausting; so Madeline, +who was swift with her pen, was pressed into the service. In addition to +all this, various tokens of affection and regard had to be sent to the +extremely poor of the parish—nothing of very much value, it is +true—still, the simplest parcel took time to make up and address.</p> + +<p>The result of all this was that the house was kept in a state of bustle +from morning till night, and Madeline had no time to pay a single visit +to any of her acquaintances in the village.</p> + +<p>She did steal out of the house one evening after dinner, and tramped in +the bright moonlight nearly to St. Gaved and back again, but the walk +did not yield her much satisfaction. She had an uncomfortable feeling +that she passed Rufus Sterne on the way, and that he took pains not to +be recognised. She turned and looked after the retreating figure, and +felt certain<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> she was not mistaken, but he did not halt for a moment or +look back.</p> + +<p>It was a simple and trifling thing in itself, but it set her thinking. +Of course, he might not have recognised her, as she for the moment had +not recognised him. On the other hand, her face was toward the +moonlight, his was in shadow. She scarcely saw his face at all, her face +would be plainly visible. Moreover he hurried past, with his hat pulled +low, as if he had no wish to be recognised. What did it mean?</p> + +<p>The more she thought about the matter, the more she was convinced that +the man she met was Rufus Sterne, and that he deliberately avoided the +chance of recognition. Was he offended with her, then? Was he sorry that +they had ever become acquainted, and wished the acquaintanceship to end? +Did he regard her as a sort of stormy petrel, heralding bad weather and +bad fortune? Did he think that safety and success could be secured only +by keeping out of her way?</p> + +<p>That he would have good reason for cherishing such sentiments there was +no denying. She had been his evil genius in the most critical period of +his life. She had thrust him back into idleness and helplessness when +every day was of the utmost value to him.</p> + +<p>"I really don't wonder that he shuns me," she said to herself, +regretfully. "I really don't, and if his invention should fail, he will +hate me more than ever."</p> + +<p>Under ordinary circumstances her pride would have asserted itself, and +she would have resolved—since he had ignored her—never to speak to him +again. But the circumstances were not ordinary. The ties of gratitude, +if nothing else, bound her to him for all time; the loss that he had +suffered on her account made it impossible for her to treat him as she +might have treated an ordinary acquaintance. He<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> had good reasons, no +doubt, for ignoring her, but that only made the pain the harder to bear.</p> + +<p>Two days before Christmas it became evident to her that there was a +little conspiracy on foot to prevent her going into St. Gaved. She had +not noticed at first any significance in the fact that there was always +someone at hand to run errands for her and Beryl. But when, for the +sixth or seventh time in succession, her suggestion that she should run +into St. Gaved was met by the reply, "Oh, don't trouble, dear," or "You +are too tired, dear," or "Peter will see to that, dear," or, "We shall +not require it to-day, dear," she began to think that solicitude on her +account had become a trifle overstrained.</p> + +<p>When once her suspicions were aroused, she began to put the matter to +the test. During the morning of Christmas Eve she discovered on four +separate occasions that she was short of something that she particularly +needed, and each time, when she suggested that she should run into St. +Gaved and get it, a servant was dispatched with most unusual haste to +make the purchase.</p> + +<p>Madeline smiled to herself, but said nothing. But it set her thinking on +fresh lines. She began to recall all that had happened since her last +visit to Rufus Sterne, then her thoughts travelled farther back still, +and after a very little while she saw, or fancied she saw, a tolerably +consistent purpose, not to say conspiracy. When once she had got a clue, +or what she fancied was a clue, it was easy to read meanings into a +thousand little circumstances that otherwise would have had no +significance whatever.</p> + +<p>She had been under the pleasing delusion that she had gone her own way, +that practically she had followed her own wishes in everything—that her +own wishes happened to exactly coincide with the wishes of her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> friends +was simply a matter for congratulation. No attempt had been made to +bring pressure to bear on her at any point. When Sir Charles had talked +seriously to her, it was nearly always on questions of English etiquette +and customs—subjects she was profoundly ignorant of. If she decided to +go into St. Gaved now, she felt sure no direct attempt would be made to +stop her.</p> + +<p>To test the matter, she went to her room, put on her hat and jacket, and +announced to Sir Charles, whom she met in the Hall, that she was going +into the town for her own amusement.</p> + +<p>"All right, Madeline," he said, with a smile; "this is Liberty Hall, you +know."</p> + +<p>She was a little bit taken aback by his answer; it was so frank and +spontaneous that it almost disarmed her.</p> + +<p>She walked very slowly toward the village, her thoughts being intent on +the new problem. Ever since her meeting with Gervase Tregony nearly +three years ago, her life had moved steadily in the same direction, and +toward the same seemingly inevitable end. This she had regarded in the +past as providential, and had accepted the omen with thankfulness.</p> + +<p>But she fancied now she saw a human motive running through all. Since +her meeting with Gervase, she had practically never a chance of becoming +acquainted with another man. As a matter of fact, the only man she had +become intimate with was Rufus Sterne, and directly that intimacy was +discovered, she was whisked off to London and kept out of his way. She +was being guarded and protected until Gervase's return.</p> + +<p>Gervase was expected home that very day. He had landed at Marseilles the +previous day, and was coming straight through without a break. For a man +like Gervase such rush and hurry was most unusual.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span></p> + +<p>That a man like Gervase wanted to marry her was, no doubt, very +flattering. He was a great soldier, a man of immense courage, and a +distinguished-looking man to boot. On the other hand, she was a nobody, +her father had been an ordinary working man—that he had "got on" late +in life she knew. But what his financial position was she would not know +till she was twenty-one. So that looking at the matter merely from a +social point of view, it was a great condescension on the part of +Gervase.</p> + +<p>But not only did Gervase want to marry her, but it had become extremely +clear of late that Sir Charles was as eager as his son. In fact, events +were being rushed. It was understood when she arrived in England that +Gervase would not be home till the New Year. Now he was risking his neck +in an eager rush to be here by Christmas. Why all this haste? Why was +everybody so anxious she should marry the heir to a baronetcy, or, to +put it the other way about, why were all the Tregonys so eager to marry +the heir to an unknown American girl?</p> + +<p>That American girls by the shoal had married titled Englishmen she knew, +and titled foreigners of all sorts and conditions. But it was clear and +obvious to outsiders generally that the attractions had been dollars on +the one side and titles on the other—a fair exchange, no doubt. There +had been a <i>quid pro quo</i> in each case.</p> + +<p>But in her case——!</p> + +<p>Then she pulled herself up suddenly, and a hot blush mantled her cheeks. +Was she any better than the rest? Had not her girlish imagination been +carried away by pictures of a baronial hall, ivy-grown and +weather-beaten? and had not the thought of being "My Lady Tregony" +dominated nearly everything else?</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No," she said, at length, "I admired Gervase for his own sake. He is +brave and distinguished-looking and—and—oh! I like a man who is strong +and masterful."</p> + +<p>But the other question still remained unanswered. Why did Gervase want +to marry her? He belonged to one of the oldest families in the county. +Why did he not seek a wife in his own circle? Lord this and the Duke of +that who went to America for their wives, married dollars. But——She +stopped again, and looked round her, but no one was in sight. A keen +north wind was blowing, and the pale wintry sun had not yet melted the +hoar-frost from the grass, and yet she felt as hot as though she had +been thrust suddenly into a Turkish bath.</p> + +<p>Was it possible that dollars lay at the bottom of all this haste and +anxiety? For some reason she had been kept in ignorance of her father's +financial position. He had never talked to her about the matter. She was +at school when he died, and remained at school long after he was laid in +his grave. Why she had been kept at school so long was always something +of a puzzle to her.</p> + +<p>That she would have enough money to live upon comfortably she knew. She +was allowed a thousand dollars a year now as pin-money—a sum much too +large for her needs in St. Gaved, though in London she could easily +spend it all. But that she was rich, or in any sense of the word an +heiress, was an idea that had never occurred to her. It did not seem at +all likely that she could be, or her allowance would be very much +larger. On the other hand there might be method in the modest pittance +that was meted out to her. To keep her in ignorance of the extent of her +possessions might be part of the game. If she were rich and knew<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> it she +might be too ready to discover a reason why Gervase wanted to marry her.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if suspicion always comes with knowledge and experience," she +said to herself. "Is it one of the penalties of being grown up? When I +was a girl I wasn't suspicious of anything or anybody. Now I'm certain +of nothing, not even of myself."</p> + +<p>She walked on more rapidly after awhile, but she took no notice of +anything on the way. She was too absorbed with her own thoughts.</p> + +<p>"I am glad, at any rate, I did not give Gervase a definite promise," she +said to herself. "I hardly know why I didn't, for I meant to at first. +But it is best I should see him again before deciding. Best that I +should find out everything I can. I think he wants me for my own sake. +I'm almost sure he does, but it's well to be quite sure."</p> + +<p>"Well, anyhow, I shall see him again this evening," she said to herself, +after a long pause. "I wonder if he has changed? I wonder if I have +changed?"</p> + +<p>She reached the outskirts of the village, then turned back, and in a +moment or two came face to face with Sir Charles. The meeting was +unexpected, and the Baronet looked a little confused.</p> + +<p>"What, turning back so soon?" he questioned, nonchalantly.</p> + +<p>"I only came out for a little exercise and fresh air," she answered.</p> + +<p>"And you find the air too keen, eh?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! not at all; I am enjoying it immensely."</p> + +<p>So they passed each other. But a little way on, Madeline paused and +looked back, but Sir Charles was out of sight.</p> + +<p>"Now, I wonder if he followed me on purpose?" she said to herself. "Has +he begun to suspect me?<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> Did he imagine I had gone to call on Mr. Sterne +in defiance of his wishes? I wish I hadn't grown suspicious; it spoils +everything."</p> + +<p>She was so busy with her thoughts that she scarcely noticed the turn in +the road leading back to the Hall. Also there was no particular reason +why she should return at once. So she tramped on into the country. The +roads were dry and frosty. The keen wind hummed in the bare hazel bushes +that crowned the tall hedges, the too brief glimmer of sunshine was +fading on the hillside.</p> + +<p>Her thoughts alternated between the Squire, Gervase and Rufus Sterne. It +seemed to her as though a big stone had been dropped into the still and +placid pool of her life and that the troubled waters refused to settle +again. It seemed but yesterday that the plan of her life lay before her +like an open book. Everything was just as it ought to be and there was +no hitch anywhere. Now the book was shut, the map was destroyed, and her +future lay before her a treeless, trackless, mist-shrouded desert. What +was the reason of it? Was Sir Charles to blame, or Gervase, or Rufus +Sterne? Or should she take all the blame to herself?</p> + +<p>She was disturbed in her meditations by the sound of a quick and firm +step behind her. Her first impulse was to turn her head, but she +resisted it. The steps drew nearer; the hard road echoed distinctly. She +drew slowly to the side of the road, so that the pedestrian, whoever he +might be, might pass her. It was time she turned round and retraced her +steps to the Hall, but she would wait a few minutes longer, until the +man had passed her. Now he was almost by her side. She turned her head +slightly and their eyes met. In a moment her face brightened, and her +lips parted in an eager smile. He dropped a small bag he was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> carrying, +so that he might grasp her outstretched hand. It was fate or destiny, +and there was no use fighting against it.</p> + +<p>"I have been wondering if I was ever to see you again," she said, in her +bright, unconventional way. "You are quite well again, I see. Oh, I am +so thankful! I would have called round, only—well, you see the +conventions of this old country have to be observed even by an +American."</p> + +<p>"And you find them rather irksome?" he questioned, an eager light +brightening his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Well, on the whole I fear I do. But we have to take things as we find +them, I suppose. Discipline, they say, is good for us."</p> + +<p>"I believe that is a generally accepted doctrine," he said, with a +laugh.</p> + +<p>"But you doubt it?" she asked, looking coyly up into his face.</p> + +<p>"I did not say so," he answered, jocularly. "Do you think I am such a +doubter that I doubt everything?"</p> + +<p>"Well, no," she answered, slowly. "I will not go quite so far as that. I +guess there are still a few things you stick to."</p> + +<p>"We all believe what we cannot help believing," he answered, +enigmatically.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what a profound utterance!" she said, laughing brightly in his +face.</p> + +<p>"It is rather profound, isn't it? But how have you enjoyed yourself in +London?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! moderately well. For the first two weeks or so we had rather a gay +time, then things got flat, or I got flat. And then the weather, you +know, was atrocious. Those London fogs are a treat!"</p> + +<p>"So I've heard. I've had no experience of them."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, you needn't be envious. But how about your invention? I've been +looking for your name in the papers. When are you going to astonish us +all?"</p> + +<p>His face clouded in a moment and his eyes caught a far-away look. "It is +never safe to prophesy," he said, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"But you are still quite sure of success?" she questioned, a little +anxiously.</p> + +<p>He smiled a little bit sadly, and answered, "A friend of mine sometimes +encourages me by telling me that there is nothing certain in this world +but death."</p> + +<p>"Your friend must be a pessimist," she said, "and I don't like +pessimists. But tell me candidly, has your success been imperilled in +any way by—by—your accident?"</p> + +<p>"No, I do not think so," he answered, quickly. "My work has been delayed +a little, that is all. If I fail, it will not be on that account."</p> + +<p>"But you are not going to fail, of course you are not."</p> + +<p>"I hope I shall not," he answered, seriously. "But in the chances of +life there must be a great many failures. Think of the millions of +toiling people in England to-day and how few of them have reached their +hearts' desire."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose that is so," she answered, thoughtfully, "or perhaps the +bulk of them have never had any large desires. But don't you think that +most of the great men who have striven long enough have won in the end?"</p> + +<p>"I was not thinking of the great men," he answered. "It is given only to +a few men to be great, and of the rest, if they fail once, their chance +is gone."</p> + +<p>"And do you mean to tell me that if you don't succeed this time you +won't try again?"</p> + +<p>"If circumstances would let me, I would never cease trying," he +answered. "But we are all of us more or less the slaves of +circumstances, some more than others."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You told me once that you had staked your all on the success of this +enterprise."</p> + +<p>"That is true."</p> + +<p>"And if you fail, you will lose everything?"</p> + +<p>"Everything!"</p> + +<p>"You mean, of course, your time and your money, and your labour!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I mean that," he said, smiling wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well! that is not everything, after all," she answered, brightly. +"You are young enough to begin again. And, after all, what we call +failures may be stepping-stones to success, and you will win in the end, +I know you will. God will not let you fail."</p> + +<p>"I wish I believed in God as you do," he said, with downcast eyes.</p> + +<p>"So long as God believes in you it won't matter so much," she answered, +cheerfully. "But I must be going back now. You are going further, I +presume?"</p> + +<p>"I am going to spend Christmas with my grandfather, at Tregannon."</p> + +<p>"Is that far?"</p> + +<p>"About six or seven miles."</p> + +<p>"And are you going to walk all the distance?"</p> + +<p>"I expect so, unless someone overtakes me who can give me a lift by the +way."</p> + +<p>"I hope you will have a very happy Christmas."</p> + +<p>"Thank you. Let me wish the same wish for you."</p> + +<p>"We shall be gay at any rate," she said, with a little sigh. "The +Captain returns this evening."</p> + +<p>"Ah! then you are sure to be happy. Good-bye!"</p> + +<p>He took her outstretched hand and held it for a long moment, looking +earnestly the while into her sweet, fearless eyes. Then without another +word he picked up his bag and hurried away.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h2> + +<h3>RETROSPECTIVE</h3> + + +<p>Rufus tramped the seven long miles to Tregannon like one in a dream. Up +hill and down dale he swung his way, heedless of the milestones and +untroubled by distance. The short winter's day faded into darkness +before he had covered half the journey. A little later the moon sailed +slowly up in the eastern sky and flung weird shadows across the road, +but he paid no heed. Through sleepy villages and hamlets he tramped, by +lonely cottages and splashing water-wheels, but his thoughts were back +in the quiet lane outside St. Gaved, and the warm hand of Madeline +Grover still trembled in his.</p> + +<p>He had tried to forget her, tried to keep out of her way; but what was +the use? She had come into his life for good or ill, and she had come to +stay. Until he ceased to draw breath she would dominate his heart, and +it was only waste of strength and energy to fight against his fate.</p> + +<p>He hardly knew whether he was sorry or glad. If he had to leave the +world, loving her would make it all the harder, he knew. If his +enterprise succeeded and his life stretched out to its natural span, the +burden of an unrequited love would always press heavy upon him. And yet +to love at all was worth living for. The thrill of her touch, the glance +of her sweet, honest eyes, made heaven for the moment. Let the future +go. Sufficient unto the day was the evil thereof. Twelve<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> months hence +he might be sleeping in the dust, and she might be the wife of Gervase +Tregony. It was foolish, therefore, to anticipate the future. To-day +alone was his, and he would make the most of it, and let his heart go +out in free, unfettered affection, giving all and asking for nothing in +return. It was in the inspiration and exaltation of this feeling that he +swung along the quiet country lanes. No one could hinder him from +loving, and love was its own reward. The joy was not so much in +receiving as in giving. When love became selfish it ceased to be love. +Madeline might never be his in the conventional sense. She might never +know how much she had been to him, might never guess how much he loved +her. That might not be all loss; it might, indeed, be gain. He felt +already that he was a better man for this great passion that had come +into his life—less selfish, less self-centred, less bitter and +infinitely more pitiful.</p> + +<p>He found his grandfather, Rev. Reuben Sterne, still active and alert, in +spite of the eighty-four winters that had passed over his head. He was +no less sure of his election now than he was sixty years ago, when he +was first called to the ministry, and he was as anxious to remain a +little longer on the earth as he was in the flowery days of his youth.</p> + +<p>He extended to his grandson a grave and unemotional welcome, and then +led the way into the little sitting-room, where his wife sat deep in an +easy chair, a little, shrunken thing, who looked as if all the sap had +dried out of her veins. Her welcome, however, was much warmer than her +husband's, and the tears came into her faded eyes when he bent down to +kiss her.</p> + +<p>While supper was being got ready Rufus stretched himself in an easy +chair before the fire and listened while the old people talked.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Ah me, Rufus," Mrs. Sterne said, in her thin, quavering voice. "It is +just sixteen years ago yesterday since news came that your father was +dead. How time flies, to be sure, and your poor mother survived the +shock just six months and a day."</p> + +<p>Rufus had heard the story recalled nearly every Christmas Eve since. +Whoever might forget, the little grandmother remembered, Joshua +Sterne—Rufus's father—was her firstborn and only child, and the wound +caused by his death never seemed to heal.</p> + +<p>Rufus listened with no poignant sense of grief. His father had crossed +the Atlantic to seek his fortune when he, Rufus, was little more than +out-of-arms, and he had never returned. Rufus fancied that he remembered +him. But he was never quite sure. The recollection—if such it was—was +so vague and indistinct that it seemed little more than the shadow of a +dream.</p> + +<p>He remembered well enough the day when the news came of his father's +death. Remembered the grief and anguish of his mother, which, boy-like, +he did his best to soothe, but which he could not understand.</p> + +<p>Six months later the broken-hearted mother slipped unexpectedly away +into the land of shadows, and Rufus, bewildered and rebellious, was +taken away from the silent house to live with his grandparents. That +seemed like the beginning of all his griefs. He had often wondered since +what his life would have been like if his mother had lived. How he would +have rejoiced to toil for her and fight her battles. But it was not to +be. In the cold and gloomy shadow of his grandfather's home it seemed to +him that the better side of his nature had never a chance of developing. +The sunshine was absent. The real joy of existence was unknown.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span></p> + +<p>Reuben Sterne was a disciplinarian of the severest type. A minister of +the Gospel who had no real Gospel to preach. A theologian who had no +true vision of God. A man severe and stern by nature, and made doubly so +by an austere and loveless creed. "God was a jealous God." That lay at +the foundation of all his beliefs and coloured all his actions. The +burden of the Divine decrees lay heavy upon his heart in the brightest +days, and touched every song to sadness. Of his own election he did not +doubt. Of his call to preach to the elect he was equally sure. But his +only son, Joshua, the child of many prayers, gave no evidence of saving +grace, and died uncalled to the favours of the heavenly fold, while his +grandson, Rufus, appeared, even from boyhood, to be as pagan as his +name. This was a great grief to the old man, though he would not have +made any sign of it for the world. It was his place to bow, not only in +submission, but in thankfulness to the heavenly will. To kiss the hand +that smote, and adore the unrelenting power that consigned to eternal +burning those who were dear to him as his own life.</p> + +<p>At bottom his heart was better than his creed, but he was afraid of +showing tenderness or affection lest he should be running counter to the +Divine Will, or giving encouragement to the enemies of the cross to +blaspheme.</p> + +<p>Twice every Sunday Rufus was led to the Baptist chapel to hear his +grandfather preach, and early indicated the fate to which he was +predestined by falling asleep under the old man's most terrible sermons. +Among the memories that stood out most clearly in his brain was that of +his grandfather in the pulpit. A tall, straight man, with clean-shaved, +severe face, and eyes that never smiled. He always wore a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> frock-coat, +tightly buttoned, a tall, stiff collar, and a large white bow, the ends +of which touched the lapels of his coat. His grey hair was brushed +smoothly from his forehead, his mouth was set in severe lines, his +shoulders squared as if for battle. And indeed, every sermon was a +battle. He was appointed of God to fight "spiritual wickedness in high +places." He asked no quarter and gave none. His voice rang with the +thunders of the law. Sinai was nearer to his heart than Calvary.</p> + +<p>Rufus gave evidence of intellectual revolt before he had reached his +teens.</p> + +<p>"What is the use of preaching, grandfather?" he asked the old man, one +Sunday morning, over the dinner table.</p> + +<p>"The use of preaching?" the Rev. Reuben questioned, aghast at the +audacity of the young speaker; while Mrs. Sterne laid down her knife and +fork, and stared.</p> + +<p>"Well, suppose you didn't preach, what would happen?" the boy went on, +unconscious of the storm he was raising.</p> + +<p>"Happen? Happen? Be silent, boy; you know not of what you are speaking."</p> + +<p>"But if you didn't preach, would the elect be lost?" the boy persisted.</p> + +<p>"Of course not. How could they be lost? 'Whom He did foreknow, He also +did predestinate.'"</p> + +<p>"And will you save any of those who are not elected by preaching to +them?" the boy went on.</p> + +<p>"It is not in man's power to save at all," the old man said, severely. +"Salvation belongeth unto the Lord."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, I don't see a bit of use in preaching or in going to +chapel."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span></p> + +<p>The old man raised his eyes and stared. "You ungrateful, unregenerate +youth," he said. "How dare you speak in such a way, and at my table?"</p> + +<p>"But, grandfather," said the boy, with astonishment in his eyes, "why am +I ungrateful because I ask questions?"</p> + +<p>"Why? Because your questions savour of an unregenerate and unbelieving +heart; because they make light of the Word of truth; because the Spirit +of God is not in you."</p> + +<p>"But how can I help that, grandfather? Do you think it is that I am not +called?"</p> + +<p>"I fear you are not," he said, with a groan. "I fear you are not."</p> + +<p>"But you are not sure, grandfather?"</p> + +<p>"No, I am not sure; but there is no evidence of saving grace in you."</p> + +<p>"But if I am elected I shall be all right in the end, sha'n't I?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes; the gracious Spirit always finds those who have the mark of +the seal."</p> + +<p>"Then, I don't think I shall go to chapel to-night."</p> + +<p>"Not go to chapel!" and the old man's eyes flashed fire. "Not go to +chapel? Did my ears deceive me? Is it for this I have cared for you +since the death of your mother? Boy, boy, be careful how you disobey +me!"</p> + +<p>"But, but——"</p> + +<p>"Not another word," the old man said, raising his right hand in a +threatening attitude. "Not another word, or I will punish you as you +were never punished before. How dare you blaspheme, and at my very +board?"</p> + +<p>That was the beginning of open strife and rebellion. The boy went to +chapel that night, and for many years after, but never in the same +spirit again. Scarcely<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> a Sunday passed that both his heart and +intellect did not revolt against his grandfather's teachings, and there +was no one to show him the other side of the shield. Had some whisper +come to him in those days that truth was many-sided, that the Kingdom of +God was broader than Church or Creed, and that the heart of the Eternal +was not to be measured by an ecclesiastical tape-line, he might have +been saved many long years of darkness and doubt. But in the village of +Tregannon, teachers and seers were few, and books that would have helped +him were out of his reach.</p> + +<p>So he grew first into the belief that he belonged to the non-elect, and +later into the belief that the whole fabric of the Christian religion +was a delusion and a snare.</p> + +<p>Yet no cloud of unbelief dimmed for a moment the purity of his soul. He +loved goodness none the less because he hated human creeds. Right was +right, whatever preachers preached or failed to preach; and wrong was +wrong though stamped with the Church's approval.</p> + +<p>It was a great grief to the Rev. Reuben and to his wife when Rufus +demonstrated by open and unabashed revolt that he belonged to the +non-elect. They had suspected it early in his career; they had prepared +themselves for the blow when it should fall. The tender-hearted little +grandmother had hoped and prayed till the last, and even continued to +pray when she believed that praying was vain and feared that it might be +an offence to the Lord.</p> + +<p>The Rev. Reuben was made of sterner stuff. "Ephraim," he said, "is +joined to his idols, let him alone."</p> + +<p>So the quiet, uneventful years passed away, and the boy grew into a man. +A man of fine presence, of considerable intellectual attainments—for +Reuben<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> Sterne gave the lad the best education he could afford—and of +unblemished character.</p> + +<p>Rufus wanted to be an engineer, but that was beyond his grandfather's +means. His grandmother wanted to apprentice him to a draper, but the boy +protested so vehemently that that laudable desire was never carried out. +In the end, he found his way into a Redbourne Bank, where he became +acquainted with Felix Muller, who was a solicitor's clerk in the town, +and who later on succeeded to his master's business. From Redbourne, +Rufus removed to St. Gaved as Secretary to the Wheal Gregory Tin Mining +Company, Limited, and it was while there that he conceived a scheme for +the bettering of his own fortunes and those of the county as a whole.</p> + +<p>Rufus could not help recalling the past as he stretched his legs before +the fire and listened in dreamy fashion to the talk of the old people. +All the years that had fled and gone seemed to live again. All the +people that he knew in his boyhood's days gathered round him once more. +Voices long since hushed in the great silence spoke to him as they used +to do; and eyes that long since had fallen into dust smiled with all +their old sweetness.</p> + +<p>He always felt a boy again when he came home to Tregannon. The old +people were unchanged. They did not look a day older than ten years +previously. The house and its ways had been stereotyped for a +generation. The same coarse rug was before the fire, on which he had +sprawled as a lad. The same kettle sang on the hob, the same poker and +tongs shone in the firelight.</p> + +<p>The old people still talked on, recalling the events of other years, the +one supplying what the other had forgotten. Rufus interposed a +monosyllable now and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> then, but his thoughts in the main were far away +from theirs. Suddenly his interest was aroused by an allusion his +grandfather made to some wasteful and abortive lawsuit that followed his +father's death.</p> + +<p>"The ways of the law may be crooked in this country," he said, with +energy; "and English lawyers may be blood-suckers in the main, but in +America things are fifty times worse."</p> + +<p>"Why do you think that?" he questioned, raising his eyes with interest.</p> + +<p>"Why, because I've proved it. Your father's title was clear enough, +there's no doubt about that. He made his money honestly too. If he'd +lived a month or two longer he'd have returned home a rich man."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"Well, just because some swindler disputed his right, and a blackmailer +presented a bogus account, and somebody else claimed on the estate, on +the ground of a letter which was clearly a forgery, the lawyers went to +work with glee, and the State judge or attorney, or whoever he may be, +aided and abetted the plunder. A grosser piece of corruption there never +was in this world."</p> + +<p>"And they ate it all up between them?"</p> + +<p>"Every dollar. At least, I presume so. It was postponed—I mean the +settlement—and postponed month after month, and year after year; and +taken to this court and that, the lawyers licking their lips all the +time—What cared they for the widow and the fatherless? And when there +was nothing left of the estate, why the litigation ceased."</p> + +<p>"That's usually the case, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"But in our English courts there is a chance of an honest man coming by +his rights."</p> + +<p>"Not much if he should happen to be a poor man."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Then you believe we are as bad as the Americans?"</p> + +<p>"Every whit. Lawyers and law courts, all the world over mean the same +thing."</p> + +<p>"But isn't one of your best friends a lawyer?"</p> + +<p>"You refer to Felix Muller? Well, yes. Muller has been a very good +friend to me. But when it comes to business, like the rest of them, he +will have his pound of flesh."</p> + +<p>"Ah, well!" the old man answered, with a sigh. "It's a sad world. Though +many may be called, few are chosen, and Satan must work his will till +the appointed time."</p> + +<p>"He seems to have had a pretty long innings," Rufus said, with a laugh.</p> + +<p>"And yet, beyond his chain he cannot go," the old man answered. And then +supper was brought on to the table.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> + +<h3>THE OLD AND THE NEW</h3> + + +<p>Rufus awoke next morning to the sound of Christmas bells ringing wildly +down the valley and out across the hills. It was a pleasant sound, and +awoke many tender memories in his heart. Instinctively his thoughts +turned back to the Gospel story, and to the Christ who had changed the +history of the world. Whatever might be said of the doctrines and dogmas +that his grandfather had preached for fifty years with so much vehemence +and energy, there could be no doubt as to the ethical value of Christ's +life and sayings.</p> + +<p>He had not looked into the New Testament for a good many years now, but +it suddenly occurred to him that it was scarcely fair to hold Christ +responsible for all the foolish things done and taught in His name. He +recalled without effort whole paragraphs of the Sermon on the Mount, for +he had been compelled, as a boy, to get off whole chapters both of the +Old and New Testament by heart, and he felt that nothing nobler had been +taught in all the history of the world. Besides all that, there was +something infinitely beautiful and touching in the tragedy of Christ's +life and death. He was a martyr for scorned ideals. He gave up his life +rather than compromise with evil, or be a party to the hypocrisies of +His time. He was, undoubtedly, the friend of the poor, and outcast, and +oppressed, and was the only religious man of His time who had the +courage to speak a kind word to publicans and harlots.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p> + +<p>Rufus began to have an uncomfortable feeling that he had scarcely +treated this sacred figure with ordinary chivalry or fair play. The very +ideals he stood for and advocated were among those the Man of Nazareth +lived for and died for. From what, then, had he revolted? Against what +had he protested?</p> + +<p>He closed his eyes while the bells rang on, and tried to think. He could +recall no word of Christ to which he could take exception, no single act +that was not in itself a message of goodwill to men. Here was a life +absolutely unselfish, and sacrificed in the pursuit of the noblest +ideal. Here was teaching that struck at the greed and hypocrisy and lust +of a corrupt age. Here was an influence, if taken by itself, which must +always be for the common good.</p> + +<p>Why, then, had he revolted? He had called Christianity a delusion and a +snare. A benumbing superstition, an invention of priests for the +enslavement of men and women. In his defence of the position he had +taken up he had pointed out that Christianity had stood for slavery, for +war, for oppression, for persecution, for greed, and for the rule of the +strong over the rights and consciences of the weak. Had he been wrong in +this contention? And if not, where was the discrepancy?</p> + +<p>Could it be true that Christ stood for one thing, and Christianity for +another? In other words, was the thing that bore the name of +Christianity, Christianity at all? Did it bear anything but the most +distant resemblance to that sweet and ennobling influence that Jesus +breathed into the life of the world?</p> + +<p>He became interested in the problem. The bells ceased their wild revel, +and a little company of carol singers broke out in the front garden:</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Hark! the glad sound, the Saviour comes,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">The Saviour promised long,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Let every heart prepare a throne,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And every voice a song.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>They sang well and tunefully, sustaining all the parts, and throwing +heart and enthusiasm into the exercise. He listened with interest and +pleasure. A new chord seemed to have been struck in his nature. A fresh +window had been opened in his mind. A year ago the carol might have +irritated him, and he would probably have laid the flattering unction to +his soul, that he had outgrown a mouldy and moth-eaten superstition.</p> + +<p>He wondered if loving Madeline Grover had made his heart sensitive to +new influences, or if it was the possibility of a speedy escape from +life that had turned his heart anew to these questions.</p> + +<p>The carol-singers had come to honour his grandfather. He was no longer +their pastor. He had preached till he was eighty—preached till his once +crowded congregation had dwindled down to a mere handful, and the glory +of "Zion," as the chapel was called, had become but a memory. Yet his +name was revered still. For fifty years and more he had lived in +Tregannon, and had lived a life of strict and severe integrity, and, +though the younger generation had drifted away from his ministry, and +"Zion" was no longer enthusiastic about the terms of its title-deeds, +yet there was no one who had not a good word to speak of the +white-haired supernumerary.</p> + +<p>He heard the door open at length. The old servant had gone down to let +the singers in, and he knew there would be cocoa and saffron cake, and a +word of welcome and exhortation from his grandfather. It was pleasant, +after all, to be remembered with so much affection after a life of +eighty-four years.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span></p> + +<p>Rufus wondered if his name would ever be held in any degree of esteem by +his fellows, or if he would live unhonoured, and die unlamented. Why was +it his grandfather's name was so much revered? Was it the manner of his +life or the character of his preaching that had touched the heart and +imagination of Tregannon?</p> + +<p>He had not much difficulty in answering that question. Nobody cared +about his sermons now. The few that were remembered, were remembered +only to be discussed and discarded. His criticisms of Luther, his fierce +attacks on Arminianism, his deadly assaults on Darwin and Huxley, who +were beginning to be talked about, his righteous scorn at infant +baptism, his ponderous defence of verbal inspiration, his laboured +expositions of the prophecies of Daniel, his flounderings in the deep +waters of the Apocalypse, his weighty disquisitions on foreknowledge and +predestination, and his nicely-balanced definitions of such terms as +atonement, justification, regeneration and the like—what did they all +amount to now? Who recalled them or were made the better by them? The +thing that mattered was goodness. In so far as he had set an example of +uprightness of character, of simplicity of aim, of unselfishness in his +dealings with his fellows, he had lived to purpose. The sermon that all +Tregannon remembered was his upright life. Austere he had always been, +carrying himself with a certain reserve that no one could break down, +but beneath a cold and placid surface there had beaten a genuinely human +heart. To the poor and suffering and heartbroken he had proved himself +through two generations a genuine friend. Hence it was that though he +had lived in retirement for the last four years his name was held in +reverence still.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span></p> + +<p>Rufus found himself debating the question from a fresh standpoint. Was +Christianity what his grandfather preached, or what he lived? He had +heard him declare from the pulpit, with passionate vehemence, that good +works were filthy rags, and that morality might be a millstone around +the neck to sink the soul in deeper perdition. Yet who cared for his +grandfather's theology in Tregannon? The thing that made his name +revered was that very morality which he had so often warned his hearers +against.</p> + +<p>"There's a screw loose somewhere," Rufus said to himself, with a smile. +"Perhaps I had better read the New Testament again and try to find out +what Christianity is. What passes in its name I like as little as ever I +did. Its priestly assumptions, its grotesque dogmas, its truculent +grovelling at the feet of wealth, its pitiful squabblings about forms +and orders, its defence of oppression and war, and most other +abominations, its silence and helplessness in face of public corruption. +Great Scott! what does it all mean? Think of Christianity in Russia +siding with the brutes who rule that unhappy land; think of it in +France, where the people in disgust are trying to kick it out; think of +it in England, allied to the State, intriguing for power and resorting +to every kind of sharp practice to gain its own ends, and think of Jesus +dying for a great ideal. I'll give up the problem, it's beyond me." And +he got out of bed and began to dress. After breakfast he rather +astonished the old people by announcing that he would go to chapel.</p> + +<p>"I hope you will go, Rufus, in a proper spirit," the old man said, +severely.</p> + +<p>"I hope so," was the answer; "though I am bound to confess I am prompted +mainly by a desire to hear your new minister."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span></p> + +<p>The Rev. Reuben looked grave. "It is possible he may say something you +may approve of. I grieve to say that even the pulpit is touched by what +is called the modern spirit."</p> + +<p>"But I hear that 'Zion' is regaining some of its former glory."</p> + +<p>"The congregations are large, I admit; but I fear in these days the +people have itching ears."</p> + +<p>"That has been true, I am told, of every generation."</p> + +<p>"It may be so. Yet thirty years ago—aye, twenty years ago—the people +endured sound doctrine even when it was galling to the flesh."</p> + +<p>"And to-day, grandfather?"</p> + +<p>The old man shook his head and smiled sadly. "I fear me they have no +stomach for strong meat," he said, pathetically.</p> + +<p>"Well, it is not a bit of use trying to swallow what we cannot digest," +Rufus said, with a laugh. "However, I will hear this Rev. Marshall Brook +for myself."</p> + +<p>He felt painfully conspicuous as he walked into the chapel behind the +stooping form of his grandfather—the little grandmother was too feeble +to attend. He thought that everybody was eyeing him with an unnecessary +amount of curiosity. He slipped into the far corner of the pew, the +place where he had spent many a weary and painful hour in the years gone +by, and for awhile he kept his eyes fixed upon the floor. A quiet, +slow-moving voluntary was being played on the organ, around him was a +faint rustle of silks and the shuffling of feet. From the vestibule came +a subdued hum of voices as acquaintances met and exchanged Christmas +greetings.</p> + +<p>Rufus was carried back again to the days of his boyhood and youth. The +present was forgotten. He had never been away from Tregannon. He was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> +still a lad. He had a jack-knife in his pocket and a white alley and a +piece of cobbler's wax and several yards of string. That was Billy +Beswarick's suppressed cough coming from a neighbouring pew, and he was +sure Dick Daddo was behind him waiting to pull his hair.</p> + +<p>He raised his eyes at length, and the illusion partially vanished; but +not altogether. There was the same organ—how often he had counted its +gilt dummy pipes; new brass book-rests had been placed in the gallery +front for the convenience of the choir—that was an innovation, and +brought him down to more modern days. The iron pillars that supported +the galleries were festooned with evergreens, and over the arch of the +organ loft was a text of Scripture, conspicuous in white against a +scarlet background:—"On earth peace and good will toward men."</p> + +<p>The text set Rufus thinking again. He rather wondered that anyone had +the courage to put it up. Perhaps the young people had done it, +unthinkingly, for no sentiment could be more incongruous or out of +place. The air was full of the clash of arms, the newspapers contained +little else than records of battle and slaughter. Ministers all over the +country were preaching sermons on patriotism and Imperialism. Churches +and Sunday-schools were organising boys' brigades, and children were +being taught how to shoot. Here and there a solitary voice protested +against all war as unchristian, but the voice in the main was unheeded. +How could war be unchristian? How could killing on a large scale be +anything but an ennobling occupation? How could defending homes that +were not attacked and destroying homes that were not defended, be +anything less than heroic? How could stealing your neighbour's +birthright and possessing his inheritance be anything but righteous?</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span></p> + +<p>"There's evidently a screw loose somewhere," he said to himself, with a +smile. "If that text sets forth the objective of Christ's mission, then +a good deal that passes muster as Christianity to-day is loathsome +hypocrisy."</p> + +<p>Then his attention was arrested by the entrance of the minister into the +pulpit. A young man with a frank, boyish face, large, square forehead, a +wide mouth, strong chin and jaw—all this he took in at a glance. A +moment later he noticed that his dress was unclerical, his hands small +and brown, his eyes deep-set and dark.</p> + +<p>Rufus felt interested in the man. Accustomed as he had been during all +the years of his boyhood and youth to seeing the tall, stiff, clerical +figure of his grandfather in the pulpit, there seemed something +delightfully free and unconventional about this young man. The pulpit +"tone" was absent from his voice, the pulpit manner he had evidently not +yet learnt, the pulpit expression had to be acquired.</p> + +<p>Rufus got far back in his childhood days again during the singing and +prayers. But directly the text was announced and the minister began to +preach he felt wide awake and interested. To begin with, all his early +notions about preaching were rudely upset. Taking his grandfather as a +model this young man did not preach at all. He just talked and talked in +a most delightfully easy and quickening way.</p> + +<p>The farther he advanced the more interested Rufus became. There were no +attempts at oratory, no flights of rhetoric, no simulated passion, no +declamation, but just earnest, lucid talk. He forgot that he was in a +chapel and this man in a pulpit. They might be anywhere—in a workshop +or by the fireside—and the man was talking to them on a subject of deep +and perennial interest. He did not dogmatise; he did<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> not ignore +objections and difficulties. He faced every problem fairly and +fearlessly, and gave his reason for the faith that was in him.</p> + +<p>"The desire of all nations shall come," was the text. What was the +desire of all nations? What was the deep, passionate longing of all +thoughtful, serious people of all ages and of all countries? And how was +that longing met in Jesus of Nazareth?</p> + +<p>On the first point he touched Rufus to the quick. He described every +mental emotion through which he had passed, and showed how every merely +human philosophy had failed to satisfy the need of the human heart. +Every word of this part of the discourse was absolutely true to Rufus's +own experience.</p> + +<p>But when the preacher came to deal with the second part of his subject, +Rufus felt all his old scepticism returning with a rush; and yet so +reasonably did the preacher talk that he was compelled to listen. He did +not speak like an advocate with a bad case. There were no evasions, no +special pleadings, no attempts to browbeat witnesses, or to sail off on +side issues. He spoke as one who had fought his way through every phase +of doubt, and had reached the serene heights of absolute conviction.</p> + +<p>Christ had met his needs, and had answered his questions, had solved the +riddle of life.</p> + +<p>Rufus shook his head more than once unconsciously. The argument from +experience might be satisfactory enough to those who had the experience, +but he wanted proof. The experience of another man was of very little +value to him.</p> + +<p>If he could be sure that Christ spoke with absolute authority on these +questions that vexed the human mind, then would he find rest also, but +how was he to get that assurance.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span></p> + +<p>He walked home from chapel by his grandfather's side in silence. The old +man was as little disposed to talk as Rufus, but for a different reason.</p> + +<p>After dinner Rufus went for a long walk alone. He wanted to shake off +the effects of the sermon. Some of the conclusions of the preacher had +made him feel distinctly uncomfortable. The possibility of life being a +sacred trust for the use, or abuse, of which he would be held +responsible by a Supreme Being was distinctly disquieting, especially in +view of the unpleasant possibility that was hanging over his head.</p> + +<p>If life were not his own to do as he liked with—to spend or end how or +when seemed good in his own eyes—then his attempt to gamble with it was +more immoral than for a trustee or a lawyer to gamble with his client's +property. Rufus had always prided himself on his honour. It was his +sheet-anchor in all the mental storms through which he had passed; but +if in throwing his life into pawn he had pawned his honour at the same +time what was there left to him that was worth possessing? And if the +worst should come to the worst, if, as he sometimes feared, his +invention had been forestalled—not only a part of it, but the whole of +it—if the demands of what he called honour should necessitate the +giving up of his life, in what sort of moral dilemma would he find +himself?</p> + +<p>His compact with Muller began to appear in a more unpleasantly lurid +light than it had ever done before. Could a man steal money to pay his +debts with, and then boast of his honesty in paying? Could he discharge +a debt of honour by an act that in itself was criminal?</p> + +<p>It was dark when he got back to his grandfather's house, but the +influence of the sermon was still upon him. He had passed cottages by +the dozen from<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> which had come sounds of mirth and festivity. Tregannon +appeared to be enjoying itself to the full. The young people, untroubled +about the future, were making merry in the hope and gladness of to-day; +while he, having lost the faith of his childhood, had drifted into +regions not only of hopelessness, but of peril.</p> + +<p>"It seems but a poor exchange," he said, sadly, "but I shall have to +make the best of it."</p> + +<p>When he opened the door he was surprised to hear the voices of his +grandfather and the Rev. Marshall Brook, in what seemed to him a very +animated and even heated discussion.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX</h2> + +<h3>AFTER THREE YEARS</h3> + + +<p>After her meeting with Rufus Sterne, Madeline walked slowly back to the +Hall with a very thoughtful look upon her face. She knew that this +Christmas Eve was to be a fateful time for her, her whole future seemed +to be hanging in the balance. On what happened during the next few +days—perhaps, during the next few hours—would depend in all +probability the happiness, or the misery, of all the years that would +follow.</p> + +<p>The point to which her life had been steadily drifting would be reached +to-night. The man who had been waiting for her would ask her to come +into his arms, the consummation of her girlish dreams was about to be +realised. Why did she shrink from the fateful moment? Why did she +contemplate the meeting with Gervase with something like alarm? Before +she reached the Hall she put a question boldly to herself that she had +never dared ask before. Had Rufus Sterne anything to do with this +half-defined fear that haunted her. Suppose he had never crossed her +path—had never awakened her gratitude by his courage and chivalry, had +never touched her sympathy by his vicarious suffering—would she at this +moment be almost dreading the appearance of Gervase Tregony on the +scene?</p> + +<p>Till she met Rufus Sterne, Gervase had been her ideal. His bigness, his +masterfulness, his fearlessness, his daring had awakened in her a sense +of awe. He<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> was her ideal still in many respects. She never expected to +see a more soldierly man, never expected to hear a voice that was more +clearly meant to command, never anticipated a stronger arm to lean upon.</p> + +<p>And yet there was no denying the fact that the brightness of the image +had been somewhat dimmed of late. In point of bigness, in point of +masterfulness, and, above all, in point of social position, Rufus Sterne +was not to be mentioned in the same day with Gervase Tregony, and yet +Rufus Sterne, poor and friendless as he was, had touched her heart and +her imagination in a way that Gervase had never done.</p> + +<p>Her fingers were tingling still under the pressure of his hand. The +tones of his voice were still vibrating through the chambers of her +brain, the colour mounted to her cheeks whenever she thought of him.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, when I see Gervase," she said to herself, "all my forebodings +will vanish. It will be a comfort to know that I have been worrying +myself for nothing. If he loves me for my own sake—and I shall soon +find out if he doesn't—and if I—I—like him as I have always done, why +there is no reason at all why we should not be two of the happiest +people in the world. Nevertheless, I wish Sir Charles was not in such a +hurry to arrange things."</p> + +<p>She found Lady Tregony and Beryl pretending concern at her long absence, +but very little was said, and Madeline did not explain why she had been +so long.</p> + +<p>"We have ordered dinner, my dear, for half-past seven," Lady Tregony +said, in her blandest tones. "We have had another telegram from dear +Gervase while you have been out. It was handed in at Bristol. He seems +terribly impatient to be at home. I suppose you would not care to drive +into Redbourne with Sir Charles to meet him?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No, indeed. I would prefer to meet him here, thank you."</p> + +<p>"I am sure it would be quite proper, my dear, if you would care to go, +and really Gervase seems dying to see you."</p> + +<p>"I don't think it would be proper at all," Madeline answered, quite +frankly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, my dear. Everybody now looks upon the engagement as a settled +thing."</p> + +<p>"Indeed. I did not know people took so much interest in our affairs, or +indeed, knew anything about the matter."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, my dear; it is impossible that such things can be kept a +secret. I expect you will get tons and tons of congratulations on +Friday."</p> + +<p>"Why on Friday, Lady Tregony?"</p> + +<p>"Why, because we shall have the house full of people on Friday, to be +sure. I wouldn't that there should be a hitch for the world."</p> + +<p>Madeline walked upstairs to her room, feeling very perturbed, and not a +little annoyed. It seemed now as if everybody was beginning to show his +or her hand. Now that the game was practically won there was not quite +so much need for caution or finesse. Indeed, to take the engagement for +granted might be a good way of settling the matter once and for all.</p> + +<p>"But it is not settled yet," she said to herself, a little bit +indignantly; "and what is more I will not have my affairs settled for me +by anybody."</p> + +<p>It had been her intention to dress herself with the greatest care that +evening, to don the smartest and most becoming frock she possessed. But +she concluded now she would do nothing of the kind.</p> + +<p>"I am not going to lay myself out to make a conquest as though I were a +husband hunter," she said<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> to herself, with heightened colour; "and what +is more I am not going to let anybody take things for granted," and she +dropped into a basket chair before the fire.</p> + +<p>It was the first time Lady Tregony had so openly shown her hand, and it +made Madeline think more furiously than ever.</p> + +<p>Her maid came a little later and lighted the lamp and drew the blinds, +then quietly withdrew. Madeline sat staring into the fire, watching the +faces come and go, and conjuring up all kinds of visions. She heard the +brougham drive away; heard the Baronet's voice for a moment or two, then +all grew still again. In another hour he would be back again, +accompanied by his son. She wanted to get up and walk about the room, +but she held herself in check with a firm hand, and sat resolutely +still. She did not attempt to hide from herself the fact that she was +painfully excited. Her heart was beating at twice its normal rate. She +was longing to see Gervase, and yet she dreaded the moment when she +would again look into his eyes.</p> + +<p>She did her best to put Rufus Sterne out of her mind. She had a vague +kind of feeling that she was disloyal to her girlish ideals. The hour, +to which all the other hours of her life had steadily and consistently +moved, was on the point of striking. She ought to be supremely happy. +One face only should fill all her dreams. She had grown to believe that +Gervase Tregony had been ordained for her and she for him—until the +last few months not a doubt had crossed her mind on this point, and +now——</p> + +<p>She got up and began to walk about the room. She could sit still no +longer. The very air had become oppressive. She felt as though a +thunderstorm was brooding over the place.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span></p> + +<p>Her maid came in at length, much to her relief, and began to help her +dress for dinner. While her hair was being brushed and combed she +listened intently for the sound of carriage wheels. The roads were hard, +and sounds travelled far on the still frosty air.</p> + +<p>She caught the sounds she had been listening for at length, and her +heart seemed to come into her mouth. The beat of the horses' hoofs +became as regular as the ticking of a clock. Nearer and nearer drew the +sounds, till the maid stopped her brushing, and listened.</p> + +<p>"They are coming," she said, with a little catch in her breath. "I did +not think they would be here so soon," and she dropped the brushes, and +began to twist Madeline's glorious hair into a large coil low on her +neck.</p> + +<p>"You need not hurry," Madeline said, quietly; "I shall not go downstairs +till just before dinner."</p> + +<p>"Her ladyship is dressed already," the maid answered.</p> + +<p>"Naturally," she answered, significantly, and relapsed into silence.</p> + +<p>A few minutes later they heard the gritting of the carriage wheels on +the drive. It curved round under Madeline's window, and pulled up at the +front door.</p> + +<p>She listened for the sound of voices, but Sir Charles and his son +alighted in silence. Then a little shrill cry of delight was wafted up +from the hall as Lady Tregony fell into her son's arms. The next moment +the harsh, raucous voice of the captain echoed distinctly through all +the rooms.</p> + +<p>Madeline felt her heart give a sudden bound. How often she had heard +that voice in her dreams, and thrilled at the sound—not a musical +voice, by any means, not a voice to lure and soothe, but a voice to +command; a voice to inspire confidence and awaken fear at the same +time.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then a knock came to the door, and Beryl rushed in. "Gervase has come, +dear," she said, excitedly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I heard his voice."</p> + +<p>"But are you not coming down at once?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot very well," she answered, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"But he will be terribly disappointed. His first inquiry was for you."</p> + +<p>"We shall meet in the drawing-room before dinner is announced."</p> + +<p>"But what must I tell him?"</p> + +<p>"Anything you like, dear."</p> + +<p>Beryl departed with a pout, and a look of disappointment in her eyes. A +little later there was a sound of heavy footsteps on the stairs.</p> + +<p>Madeline disappointed her maid by insisting on wearing her least +becoming evening gown, and the only ornament she wore was a bunch of +holly berries in her hair.</p> + +<p>She went downstairs alone, and was surprised to find the drawing-room +empty. Where Lady Tregony and Beryl had taken themselves to she could +not imagine. A big fire of logs was blazing in the grate, and in all the +sconces candles were alight. She expected every moment that either Beryl +or Lady Tregony would come to her; they were both dressed, and there was +no reason whatever that they should remain in their rooms.</p> + +<p>After several minutes had gone by she began to suspect the truth. They +were keeping away so that she might meet Gervase alone. It was very +thoughtful of them certainly, but it was taking rather too much for +granted. She disliked so many evidences of management and contrivance. +If Providence was arranging all these matters she could not see why +Providence might not be allowed a free hand. So much human assistance +did not seem at all necessary.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span></p> + +<p>She was beginning to feel a little bit resentful when the door was +thrown suddenly open, and Gervase entered. For a moment she started back +with unfeigned surprise. She had expected seeing him in all the glory +and splendour of his uniform, and here he was in ordinary evening dress, +looking as common-place as any average country squire. The only splendid +thing about him was his moustache, which was waxed out to its fullest +dimensions.</p> + +<p>"Madeline," he said, huskily, coming hurriedly forward, with +outstretched hands. "This is the supreme moment of my life."</p> + +<p>She placed both her hands in his, and looked him steadily in the eyes. +She was quite calm again now. Her heart had ceased its wild gallop.</p> + +<p>"It seemed as if I should never get here," he said, in the same husky +tones. "Oh! how impatient I have been to look into your dear eyes."</p> + +<p>"If you had missed this train you would not have got here for your +Christmas dinner," she said, artlessly, "and that would have been +horribly disappointing."</p> + +<p>"Would you have been very much disappointed?" he questioned, trying to +throw a note of tenderness into his voice.</p> + +<p>"Of course, I should have been disappointed," she answered, frankly; +"I've been quite consumed with curiosity to see what you look like."</p> + +<p>"Not with curiosity only, I hope, Madeline."</p> + +<p>"Why, isn't curiosity bad enough without having any other feeling to +torment you?"</p> + +<p>"Did you think I should have changed toward you?" he said, in hurt +tones. "Did you regard me as one of the fickle mob, who hold love so +lightly?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, I have always regarded you as a brave, strong man who would place +duty above everything."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span></p> + +<p>"In that, I trust, I shall never disappoint you," he said, humbly. +"Henceforth my duty and my joy shall be to serve you."</p> + +<p>"I am only one," she said, quickly. "Is not your first duty to your +country and your King?"</p> + +<p>"My first duty is to my queen," he answered gallantly, "and that is +you."</p> + +<p>She drew her hands from his suddenly, and stepped back a pace. "Had we +not better understand each other better before we talk so confidently?" +she said, in hard decided tones.</p> + +<p>"What, after three long years?" he questioned, in an aggrieved voice. +"Is it possible that there is anything left unexplained? Have I not +opened all my heart to you in my letters? Do I need still to prove my +devotion?"</p> + +<p>"No, no. You have been very candid and very loyal," she said, quickly. +"But a matter of so much importance should not be decided in an hour."</p> + +<p>"But we have known each other for years, and did we not understand each +other from the very beginning?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps we did," she answered, with downcast eyes.</p> + +<p>"And everyone else understood," he went on. "It is true little or +nothing was said at the beginning, for you—you—were—were—very young. +But I was of full age, and when the proper time came I wrote plainly to +you."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know."</p> + +<p>"And you were not surprised? You expected I should write in that way, +did you not?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think I did."</p> + +<p>"And yet now you talk of our understanding each other better. Oh, +Madeline! Let me assure you that no other woman has crossed my path, +that no other<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> face has caught my fancy, that my heart has been true to +you from the first, and I am prepared now to devote the rest of my life +to you."</p> + +<p>"But is there not another side to the question?" she asked, seriously. +"You said when first we met I was very young. But I have grown to be a +woman now."</p> + +<p>"That is true, by Jove!" he answered, with a harsh laugh, "and a very +lovely woman, too. But that only adds force and weight to what I have +already said. If you had grown to be ill-favoured or plain, you might +hesitate, thinking my heart would change. But no, Madeline, I am not of +the fickle sort. If you were not half so handsome as you are I should +still come to you eager, devoted, and determined."</p> + +<p>"You fail to understand my point," she said, quickly.</p> + +<p>"Not I, indeed," he interposed, with a laugh. "It is natural, I suppose, +for a woman to have some doubts about a soldier. I know among the pious +folk we have rather a bad reputation, and that we are supposed to have +as many wives as Brigham Young. But that's a gross libel. I don't +pretend that soldiers are saints, and some of them, I grant, change the +objects of their affections frequently. But, Madeline, believe me, I +have been true to you. True to that last smile and look you gave me in +Washington. I come back offering you a complete and whole-hearted +devotion. Now, come and let me kiss you, and settle the matter before +dinner."</p> + +<p>She drew back a step further. "I think we understand each other less now +than when we began our talk," she said, in hard, unnatural tones.</p> + +<p>"Well, by Jove, Madeline, you do astonish me," he said, in a tone of +well-feigned surprise. "You surely don't think I'm insincere—that I'm +putting it<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> on, as it were; that I'm pretending what I don't feel? Let +me assure you I'm absolutely certain of my regard for you. Even if I +were in doubt before I got here—though, to tell you the candid truth, I +never have been in any doubt. But even if I were, the sight of your +face, the loveliness of your ripened womanhood, if you will allow me to +say so, has drawn out my heart to you more strongly than ever."</p> + +<p>"I don't think we shall gain anything by pursuing this subject any +further just now," she said, quietly. "And we shall have many +opportunities for quiet talks later on."</p> + +<p>"And you are not going to let me kiss you?"</p> + +<p>"Most certainly not," she said, the colour rising in a crimson tide to +her cheeks and forehead.</p> + +<p>"Then all I can say, it is a cold welcome," he said, using an adjective +that need not be written down.</p> + +<p>"You do not understand me, Gervase," she said, a pained look coming into +her eyes.</p> + +<p>"By Jove! I don't," he said, "and what is worse still, you persist in +misunderstanding me."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry you put it in that way," she answered; "but there goes the +dinner-gong," and the next moment the door was pushed open, and Lady +Tregony bustled into the room.</p> + +<p>"So you have met!" she said, with a little giggle, "and no one to +disturb your <i>tête-á-tête</i>. Well, that is delightful."</p> + +<p>Gervase frowned, but did not reply, and Madeline took the opportunity of +escaping out of the room.</p> + +<p>In the dining-room she frustrated Lady Tregony's little design, and +instead of seating herself next to Gervase she sat opposite him. She had +not seen him for so long a time, that she wanted an opportunity of +studying his face. Her first feeling of disappoint<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span>ment was confirmed as +she looked at him more closely. In his uniform he looked magnificent—at +least, that was the impression left on her mind; but in ordinary +swallow-tail coat and patent leather slippers he looked common-place. +There was no other word for it. Moreover, three years under the trying +skies of India had aged him considerably. His straw-coloured hair no +longer completely covered his scalp. The crow's feet about his eyes had +grown deeper and more numerous. The skin of his face looked parched and +drawn, his cheek bones appeared to be higher, his nose more hooked, and +his teeth more prominent.</p> + +<p>Moreover, under an ordinary starched shirt-front the well-rounded chest +had entirely disappeared. Perkins, the butler, could give him points in +that respect.</p> + +<p>Madeline felt the process of disillusionment was proceeding all too +rapidly. She wished he had come downstairs arrayed in scarlet and gold. +As a study in black and white he was not altogether a success, and it +was not pleasant to have her dreams blown away like spring blossoms in a +gale.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX</h2> + +<h3>FATHER AND SON</h3> + + +<p>It was a great disappointment to the Tregonys that they were unable to +announce on the night of their "At Home" that Gervase and Madeline were +engaged. Madeline, however, was obdurate. She saw no reason for haste, +and she saw many reasons for delay. The very anxiety of the Tregonys to +get the matter settled at once made her only the more determined not to +be rushed. The very masterfulness of Gervase—which she admired so +much—for once defeated its own end.</p> + +<p>In her heart she had no real intention of upsetting what seemed to be +the scheme and purpose of her life. It had seemed so long in the nature +of things that she should marry Gervase Tregony—(why it should have +seemed in the nature of things she hardly knew)—that to refuse to do so +now would seem like flying in the face of Providence, and that required +more courage than she possessed. Still, as far as she could see, it was +no part of the providential plan that she should become engaged to +Gervase that very year, and marry him early in the next. Dates did not +appear to be included in the general arrangement, and she "guessed that +in that matter she might be allowed considerable latitude."</p> + +<p>Gervase showed much less diplomacy than his father. Sir Charles had more +correctly gauged Madeline's disposition than any other member of the +family. He knew very well that she would never be driven,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> that any +attempt at coercion would defeat its own end. On this assumption he had +acted all the way through, and but for a single incident everything +might have gone well.</p> + +<p>As the days passed away Gervase grew terribly impatient. He was hard up. +"Horribly, disgustingly hard up," as he told his father, and here were +Madeline's thousands or millions steadily accumulating, and nobody the +better for it. If he could once get the knot tied he would be safe. She +had so much that she could let him have all he wanted without feeling +it, and there seemed no reason in the world why he should not begin to +enjoy himself without delay.</p> + +<p>Madeline listened in the main with much patience to his appeals and +protestations, but for some reason she could not understand, they failed +to move her. He never touched the heroic side of her nature. His appeal +was always to her vanity and selfishness. His pictures of happiness were +merely pictures of self-indulgence. The aim and end of life as he +shadowed it forth was "to take thy ease, eat, drink, and be merry." A +town house, a shooting-box in Scotland. Two or three motor-cars, a steam +yacht, and an endless round between times of balls and calls and grand +operas.</p> + +<p>She frankly owned to herself that her idol had been taken off its +pedestal, and there was no longer any halo about his head. To live in +the same house with Gervase day after day was distinctly disquieting. +His civilian attire made him look painfully common-place, his +conversation was as common-place as his appearance.</p> + +<p>She asked him one day why he did not wear his captain's uniform.</p> + +<p>"Because I have resigned my commission," he answered.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Resigned your commission?" she questioned, slowly.</p> + +<p>"Why not?" he replied. "I have done my share of roughing it, surely."</p> + +<p>"But—but—oh! I don't know. I had an idea once an officer, always an +officer."</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing of the sort," he laughed, "I've given up soldiering to +devote myself to you. Isn't that a much nobler occupation?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think so," she answered, slowly. "Besides, I did not want you +to give up your commission to devote yourself to me."</p> + +<p>"At any rate, I've done it. I thought it would please you. It will show +you, at any rate, how devoted I am. There is nothing I would not give up +for your sake, and I never thought you would hesitate to speak the one +word that would make me the happiest man in the world."</p> + +<p>"But you could not be happy unless I was happy also?" she interrogated.</p> + +<p>"But you would be happy. I should just lay myself out to make you as +happy as a bird. By my soul, you would have a ripping time!"</p> + +<p>"I don't think that is just what I want," she said, abstractedly. "Don't +you think there is something greater in life than either of us have yet +seen?"</p> + +<p>He looked at her with as much astonishment in his eyes as if she had +proposed suicide. "Greater," he said, in a tone of incredulity. "Well, +I'm—I'm—. The truth is, Madeline, you're beyond me," he added, +twisting suddenly round, and back again. "As if there could be anything +greater. We might have a turn at Monte Carlo if you liked, or Homburg in +the season, or—but the fact is, we might go anywhere. Think of it! You +can't conceive of anything greater!"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! I can," she answered quietly, but firmly. "There's nothing +noble or heroic in living merely for self and pleasure."</p> + +<p>"Noble! heroic!" he repeated, slowly, as if not quite comprehending. +"Well, now, I wonder what preaching fool has been putting these silly +notions into your head. Have you turned Methodist?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know why you call such notions silly," she said, ignoring his +last question. "Did not Christ say that a man's life consisteth not in +the abundance of the things he possesseth?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! well, I'm not going to say anything against that as an abstract +thing," he said. "But the Bible must not be taken too literally, you +know."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by that?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I mean what I say, and what every man, if he's got any sense, +means. Religion is a very respectable thing, and all that. And I think +everybody ought to go to church now and then and take communion, and be +confirmed when he's young, and all that. And if people are very poor +there must be a lot of comfort in believing in Providence, don't you +see, and in living in hope that they'll have a jolly good time later on, +and all that, don't you see. But as for making oneself miserable for +other people, and denying oneself that somebody else may have a better +time, and turning the other cheek, and all that, don't you see—well, +that's just rot, and can't be done."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Why not? Well, it's just too silly for words. Fancy a man or a woman +not having a good time if he has the chance."</p> + +<p>"But it may be more blessed to give than to receive."</p> + +<p>"Don't you believe it, Madeline. I believe in taking a common-sense view +of life. We've only one<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> life to live, and it's our duty to squeeze all +the juice out of it that we can."</p> + +<p>"But may not the pursuit of self end in missing self? Is there not more +joy in pursuing duty than in chasing pleasure?"</p> + +<p>"Look here, Madeline," he said, after a long pause, staring hard at her, +"tell me candidly who's been putting these silly notions into your +pretty little head."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would not talk to me as though I had the head of a baby," +she said, a little indignantly. "You should remember that I am no longer +a child," and she turned and walked slowly out of the room.</p> + +<p>Gervase went off to the library at once to interview his father. The +days were passing away, and he was getting no nearer the realisation of +his desire. All his interviews with her ended where they began. Whenever +he approached the subject nearest his heart and his interests, she +always managed to shunt him off to some side issue.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles was busy writing letters, but he looked up at once when +Gervase entered.</p> + +<p>"Can you spare time for a little talk?" the son asked, abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Why, of course I can," was the reply. "Is there something particular +you wish to talk about?"</p> + +<p>"Well, the truth is," he said, in a tone of irritation, "I am not +getting on with Madeline a bit."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you are too eager and impatient. You must remember that +Madeline is not the girl to be driven."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I've heard that before," he said, angrily. "You have always harped +on that string. But you've been in the wrong, I'm sure you have. If +you'd only let me have my way I would have proposed to her three years +ago."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And spoiled everything."</p> + +<p>"No, I should have won everything. She was only a girl then, and was +immensely gone on me. A soldier in her eyes was a hero, and an officer's +uniform the most splendid thing she could imagine. If I'd struck then, +when the iron was hot, she'd have fallen into my arms, and once engaged +there'd have been no backing out."</p> + +<p>"My dear boy, you don't know Madeline Grover," Sir Charles said, +seriously. "No girlish promise would have bound her if she wanted to get +out of it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, it would. She has tremendously high notions about honour and +duty."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. That's just where you fail to appreciate the difficulties of +the situation. Very likely you tell her that some of her notions are +silly, because you don't understand them."</p> + +<p>"That's just what I have been telling her this very morning."</p> + +<p>"And you think that's the way, perhaps, to win her promise."</p> + +<p>"But what's a fellow to do? One cannot sit mum while she talks rot +about—about——"</p> + +<p>"About what?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! I don't know; but you know when a girl gets on to heroics she +generally makes a fool of herself."</p> + +<p>"Madeline is very sane as a general thing."</p> + +<p>"Then why in the name of common-sense doesn't she jump?"</p> + +<p>"She wants to make sure of her ground, perhaps."</p> + +<p>"But she knows who I am and who you are, and, surely, it's something to +ask a nameless girl to marry into a family like ours."</p> + +<p>"I confess I expected she would be more impressed than she is."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Does she know she's got the tin?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think so. She thinks we have the wealth and the position, and +everything else."</p> + +<p>"And yet she doesn't jump. I'd no idea she'd hold out as she is doing."</p> + +<p>"You'll have to humour her, Gervase. I've told you from the first she's +not to be driven. Sympathise with her in what you call her heroics. +Encourage her in her mental flight after great ideals."</p> + +<p>Gervase shook his head, and looked blank. "It's no use, father," he +said, despondingly, "I should only make a fool of myself if I tried. +Nature never gave me any wings of that sort."</p> + +<p>"At any rate, don't contradict her, and call her a goose, and assume the +airs of a superior person."</p> + +<p>"But surely I know a mighty lot more than she does. Think of my age and +experience, and remember I haven't travelled over half the world with my +eyes shut."</p> + +<p>"It is not experience of the world, but knowledge of the ways of women +you want. It isn't strength, but diplomacy that you need."</p> + +<p>"You think she will come round in time, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! I think so, provided you play your cards with skill. She has +never said 'no' has she?"</p> + +<p>"That isn't the trouble exactly. She has never said 'yes,' and until she +says it I'm not safe. You know she comes of age in May."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"You take it very coolly, father," Gervase said, in a tone of +irritation. "I don't think it is at all well. Madeline is my only hope. +Unless I marry a rich woman I'm stranded—absolutely stranded."</p> + +<p>"You've not been getting into deeper debt, I hope?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I've not been getting into shallower water, you may bet your bottom +dollar on that."</p> + +<p>"Am I to understand that you have been anticipating events?"</p> + +<p>"I have a little. I thought I was perfectly safe in doing so. Your +letters indicated that the way was quite clear, that Madeline looked +upon the thing as settled, that she knew it was her father's wish, that +you were quite agreeable, that everything was as straight as straight +could be."</p> + +<p>"But I never saw her letters to you."</p> + +<p>"They were almost entirely satisfactory, I can assure you. She did not +accept my proposal, it is true. But—well—she couldn't have written in +a more friendly way. She thought we should meet again first, that was +all. No hint of any delay after I came back."</p> + +<p>"I hope you haven't been disappointing her in some way."</p> + +<p>"I believe she is a bit disappointed at my retiring from the army. Like +most girls, she dotes on a soldier. She loves the uniform and the gold +braid and all that. But I told her I gave up the army that I might +devote myself to her."</p> + +<p>"And did that satisfy her?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I can't make out exactly where she is. She seems to have +changed in some way. If she hadn't lived under your eye ever since she +has been in England I should be half disposed to think some other fellow +had been making love to her."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles gave a little start, then turned his head, and contemplated +his writing pad.</p> + +<p>"I suppose she didn't flirt with anybody while you were in London?" +Gervase questioned, after a pause.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Not that I am aware of, Oh, no! I'm certain she didn't," Sir Charles +replied, looking up again.</p> + +<p>"And, of course, in St. Gaved there's nobody she would look at for a +moment," Gervase went on.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles nibbled for a moment at the end of his penholder. He hardly +knew whether to tell Gervase or no. It was but a vague fear at most. For +months—so he believed—she had never seen Rufus Sterne, and his name +was never mentioned under any circumstances. Gervase was a violent +fellow, and if he were made jealous there was no knowing what he might +do or say. On the other hand, it was almost certain that he would hear +the story of Madeline's adventure on the cliffs sooner or later, and +then he would be excessively angry at not having been told by his own +people.</p> + +<p>On the whole, Sir Charles concluded that he had better let Gervase know +all there was to be known. The simple truth might gain in importance in +his eyes the longer it was kept from him.</p> + +<p>"I don't think, Gervase, you need have the least fear that you have a +rival," he said, at length, looking up with what he intended to be a +reassuring smile. "There was a little circumstance some months ago that +caused me a moment's uneasiness; but only a moment's. I soon saw that it +meant nothing, that it never could mean anything, in fact."</p> + +<p>"What was the circumstance?" Gervase asked, with a quick light of +interest in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Well, it came about in this way," and Sir Charles told in an off-hand +and apparently indifferent manner the story of Madeline's escapade.</p> + +<p>Gervase listened in gloomy silence, tugging vigorously at his moustache +all the time.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And you say she visited him in his diggings?" he questioned, sullenly, +when Sir Charles had finished.</p> + +<p>"I understand she called twice. From her point of view it seemed right +enough. He had broken his leg in rescuing her, and with her American +notions of freedom and independence, she saw no harm in calling to see +him when he was getting better."</p> + +<p>"But you say she went twice?"</p> + +<p>"She went a second time to take him some books she had promised to lend +him."</p> + +<p>"Are you sure she went only twice?"</p> + +<p>"I think I may say yes to that question. Madeline is very truthful and +very frank, and when I pointed out that it was scarcely in harmony with +our English notions of propriety she fell in with the suggestion at +once."</p> + +<p>"And she made no attempt to see him after?"</p> + +<p>"Not the smallest. She had expressed her gratitude and the episode had +closed."</p> + +<p>Gervase looked thoughtful, and not quite satisfied.</p> + +<p>"Madeline can be as close as an oyster when she likes," he said, after a +pause; "how do you know she has not been thinking about the fellow ever +since?"</p> + +<p>"Why should she?"</p> + +<p>"Well, why shouldn't she? He saved her life, that is no small matter, +especially to a romantic temperament like hers. He broke his leg, and +nearly lost his life in doing it; that would add greatly to the interest +of the situation. Then, if I remember rightly, he's a singularly +handsome rascal, with an easy flow of speech, and a voice peculiarly +rich and flexible."</p> + +<p>"My dear boy, you can make a mountain out of a molehill, if you like," +Sir Charles said, with a laugh. "That's your look-out. I thought it +right to tell you everything—this incident among the rest; but I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> can +assure you you need not worry yourself five seconds over the matter."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I needn't; or it may be there is more at the back of Madeline's +mind than you think. One thing is clear to me, something has changed +her, and I'm going to find out what it is; and by Jove! if—if——" and +he clenched his fists savagely, and walked out of the room.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI</h2> + +<h3>GERVASE SPEAKS HIS MIND</h3> + + +<p>On New Year's Day Gervase felt determined, if possible, to bring matters +to a head, and with this laudable purpose pulsing through every fibre of +his body he made his way to the drawing-room where, he understood from +his mother, Madeline was sitting alone. He found her, as he expected, +intent on a book. She looked up with a bored expression when he entered, +smiled rather wearily, but very sweetly, and then went on with her +reading.</p> + +<p>Gervase felt nettled and frowned darkly, but he had made up his mind not +to be driven from his purpose by any indifference—pretended or +genuine—on Madeline's part. For a whole week he had been beating the +air and getting no nearer the goal of his desire; the time had now come +when he would have an explicit answer. His worldly circumstances were +desperate, and if Madeline failed him, he would have to exercise his +wits in some other direction.</p> + +<p>Moreover, the story of Madeline's adventure on the cliffs grew in +importance and significance the longer he contemplated it. The fact that +she and Rufus Sterne never met was nothing to the point. She might be +eating her heart out in silence for all he knew. Girls did such foolish +things. For good or ill he would have to find out how the land lay in +that direction.</p> + +<p>"Is your book very interesting, Madeline?" he asked, throwing himself +into an easy chair near the fire.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Rather so," she answered, without looking up.</p> + +<p>"You seem very fond of reading," he said, after a brief pause.</p> + +<p>"I am very fond of it."</p> + +<p>Another pause.</p> + +<p>"Don't you think it is very hurtful to the eyes to read so much?" he +said, edging his chair a little nearer to the couch on which she sat.</p> + +<p>"Really, I have never thought of it."</p> + +<p>"But you ought to think of it, Madeline. The eyesight is most +important."</p> + +<p>"I suppose it is."</p> + +<p>Another pause, during which Gervase threw a lump of wood on the grate. +Madeline went on reading, apparently oblivious of his presence.</p> + +<p>"I can't understand how people can become so lost in a book," Gervase +said, a little petulantly.</p> + +<p>"No?"</p> + +<p>"No, I can't. It's beyond me."</p> + +<p>"Do you never read?"</p> + +<p>"Sometimes, but not often. I've too much else to do. Besides, doesn't +the Bible say that much reading is a weariness to the flesh?"</p> + +<p>"Does it?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know; but I've heard it somewhere, and it's true."</p> + +<p>"You've proved it?"</p> + +<p>"Over and over again."</p> + +<p>"What sort of books do you find so wearisome?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, all sorts. There's not much to choose between them."</p> + +<p>"Do you really think that?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I do, or I shouldn't say it. I'm not the sort of man to say +what I don't mean. I thought you had found that out long ago."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I don't think I have thought much about it."</p> + +<p>"I thought as much. It appears that I am of no account with you, +Madeline. And yet I had hoped to be your husband. But devotion is lost, +affection is thrown away, the burning hope of years is trampled upon."</p> + +<p>"I thought we were to let that matter drop, Gervase, until we had had +more time to think it over?"</p> + +<p>"But I don't want more time, Madeline. My mind is quite made up. If I +wait a year—ten years—it will be all the same. For me there is only +one woman in the world, and her name is Madeline Grover."</p> + +<p>"It is very kind of you to say so, Gervase, and I really feel very much +honoured. But, you see, I have only known you about a week."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Madeline, how can you say that? We have known each other for +years."</p> + +<p>"In a sense, Gervase, but not in reality. In fact, I find that all the +past has to be wiped out, and I have to start again."</p> + +<p>"Why so?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot explain it very well, but I expect we have both changed. +Madeline Grover, the school-girl, is not the Madeline Grover of to-day."</p> + +<p>"By Jove, I fear that's only too true," he said, almost angrily.</p> + +<p>"And the Captain Tregony I met in Washington—excuse me for saying +it—is not the Gervase Tregony of Trewinion Hall."</p> + +<p>"Have I deteriorated so much?" he questioned, with an angry flash in his +eyes.</p> + +<p>"I do not say that you have deteriorated at all," she said, with a +smile. "Perhaps we have both of us vastly improved. Let us hope so at +any rate.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> But what I am pointing out is, we meet—almost entirely +different people."</p> + +<p>"That you are different, I don't deny," he answered, sullenly. "In +Washington you made heaps of me, now you are as cold as an iceberg. But +I deny that I have changed. I loved you then, I have loved you ever +since, I love you now."</p> + +<p>"Well, have it that I only have changed," she said, with a touch of +weariness in her voice. "I don't want to make you angry, Gervase, but +you must recognise the fact that I was only a school-girl when we first +met. I am a woman now. Hence, you must give me time to adjust myself if +you will allow the expression. You see, I have to begin over again."</p> + +<p>"That's very cold comfort for me," he said, angrily. "How do I know that +some other fellow will not come along? How do I know that some +adventurer has not come between us already?"</p> + +<p>She glanced at him for a moment with an indignant light in her eyes, +then picked up her book again.</p> + +<p>"Pardon me, Madeline," he said, hurriedly, "I would not offend you for +the world, but love such as mine makes a fellow jealous and suspicious."</p> + +<p>"Suspicious of what?" she demanded.</p> + +<p>"Well, you see," he said, slowly and awkwardly, turning away from her, +and staring into the fire, "it's better to be honest about it, isn't +it?"</p> + +<p>"Honest about what?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think I'm naturally jealous," he explained, "but father has +told me all about your—your—well, your escapade with that scoundrel, +Sterne."</p> + +<p>"Is he a scoundrel?"</p> + +<p>"You know nothing about him, of course, but he is just the kind of +fellow that would take advantage of any service he had rendered."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I was not aware——"</p> + +<p>"Of course not," he interrupted, "but those—well, what I call low-born +people have no sense of propriety; and in these days—I am sorry to have +to say it—very little reverence for their betters."</p> + +<p>"Well, what is all this leading to?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing in particular. Only father told me how he took some risks +on your account, and I know that you are nothing if not grateful, and +honestly I was half afraid lest the rascal had been in some way imposing +on your good nature."</p> + +<p>"You are quite sure that you know this Mr. Sterne?"</p> + +<p>"I know of him, Madeline, which is quite enough for me. Of course, I +have seen him dozens of times, but he is not the kind of man I should +ever think of speaking to—except of course, as I would speak to a +tradesman or a fisherman."</p> + +<p>"Yes?"</p> + +<p>"You see, those people who are too proud to work, and too ignorant and +too poor to be gentlemen, and yet who try to ape the manners of their +betters are really the most detestable people of all."</p> + +<p>"Is that so?"</p> + +<p>"It is so, I can assure you. As an American you have not got to know +quite the composition of our English society. But you will see things +differently later on. A good, honest working man, who wears fustian, and +is not ashamed of it, is to be admired, but your working class upstart, +with vulgarity bred in his bones, is really too terrible for words."</p> + +<p>"And is there no vulgarity in what you call the upper classes?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, the upper classes can afford to be anything they like, +if you understand."</p> + +<p>"You mean that they are a law unto themselves?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, yes, that is about the size of it. No one would think of +criticising a duke, for instance, on a question of manners or taste."</p> + +<p>"Well, now, that is real interesting," she said, with a cynical little +laugh. "It explains a lot of things that I had not seen before."</p> + +<p>"Then, too," he went on, warming to his theme, "it is largely a question +of feeling. You can't explain some things; you can't say why they are +wrong or right, only you feel they are so."</p> + +<p>"That is quite true, Gervase," she answered, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"For instance, I wear a monocle sometimes. Now that is quite right for a +man in my position, and quite becoming."</p> + +<p>"Most becoming, Gervase."</p> + +<p>"But for Peter Day, the draper, for instance, to stand in his shop-door +with a glass in his right eye would look simply ridiculous."</p> + +<p>"You would conclude he was cross-eyed, wouldn't you?"</p> + +<p>"You would conclude he was an idiot, and, between ourselves, that's just +the trouble now-a-days. The common people seem to think that they have a +perfect right to do what their betters do."</p> + +<p>"But to copy their virtues——"</p> + +<p>"That isn't the point exactly," he interrupted. "I don't pretend that we +have any more virtues of the homely sort, than the cottage folk, but +certain things belong to us by right."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean vices?" she queried, innocently.</p> + +<p>"Well, no, not in our case; but they might be vices if copied by the +lower classes. I'm afraid I can't explain myself very clearly. But +things that would be quite proper for the best people to do, would be<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> +simply grotesque, or worse, if the common orders attempted them."</p> + +<p>"Really, this is most interesting," she said, half-banteringly, +half-seriously. "Now, out in our country we have no varying standards of +right and wrong."</p> + +<p>"Ah! well, that is because you have no aristocracy," he said, loftily.</p> + +<p>"And if I were to marry you, Gervase, and become a lady of quality I +should be judged, as it were, by a different set of laws."</p> + +<p>"You would become Lady Tregony when I succeeded to the title."</p> + +<p>She laughed. "That, I fear, is scarcely an answer to my question."</p> + +<p>"Not a full answer, but you see there are so many things that cannot be +explained."</p> + +<p>"Evidently. In the meanwhile I belong to the common herd——"</p> + +<p>"No, no! Madeline," he interrupted, quickly.</p> + +<p>"My father was only a working man," she went on, "and across the water +we have no blue bloods; we have blue noses, but that's another matter, +but we're all on the same footing there."</p> + +<p>"Not socially, and dollars in America count for what name and titles +count for here."</p> + +<p>"But I haven't even the dollars," she said, with a laugh.</p> + +<p>"But you have," he protested, quickly. "That is—I mean—you have not to +work for your living. You are not a type-writer girl, or anything of +that sort."</p> + +<p>"And should I be any the worse if I were?"</p> + +<p>"Well, of course, Madeline, you would be a lady anywhere, or under any +circumstances," he said, grandiloquently.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Thank you, Gervase, but suppose we get back again now to the point we +started from."</p> + +<p>"I'll be delighted," he said, eagerly. "I do want to start the new year +with everything settled; that's the reason I pushed myself on to you, as +it were, this afternoon. I hate beating about the bush, and all our +friends are wondering why the engagement is not announced."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear! you have gone back miles further than I intended," she +laughed. "I understood you wanted to warn me against somebody."</p> + +<p>"I do, Madeline. I'm your best friend, if you'll only believe it. And I +do beseech you, if you've been in the least friendly with that fellow +Sterne, you'll drop him."</p> + +<p>"You think he isn't a good man."</p> + +<p>"Oh, blow his goodness. The point is, he's common, vulgar—bad form in +every way, if you understand. Anyone in your position should never be +seen speaking to him."</p> + +<p>"But is there anything against his moral character?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, confound his moral character," he said, with an oath, for which he +apologised at once. "It isn't that I'm squeamish about. The point is, +Madeline, he's no gentleman."</p> + +<p>"He seemed to me to be quite a gentleman."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry to hear you say that," he said, mournfully, getting up and +throwing another log on the fire. "It shows how you may be deceived by +such scoundrels."</p> + +<p>"But is that a nice word to use of any man against whose moral character +you have no complaint to make?"</p> + +<p>"No, it isn't a nice word, but he isn't a nice person. I don't care to +mention such things, but you may not be aware that he is an infidel?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span></p> + +<p>"What is that, Gervase?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! I don't know, but it's something bad, you bet. I heard the vicar +talking about it last time I was at home, and he was pretty sick, I can +assure you. If Sterne were to die to-morrow I question if the vicar +would allow him to be buried in consecrated ground."</p> + +<p>"And what would happen then?" she asked, wonderingly.</p> + +<p>"Oh! don't ask me. I am not up in those things, but I just mention the +matter to show you he's a pretty bad sort, and not the sort of person +for any one like you to be on speaking terms with."</p> + +<p>"But what I want to know is, has he ever done anyone any wrong. Ever +cheated people, or told lies about them, or stolen their property. Or +has he ever been known to get drunk, or to behave in any way unworthy of +a gentleman?"</p> + +<p>"My dear Madeline, I hate saying anything unpleasant about anyone. But a +man who never goes to church, who doesn't believe in the Church, who has +no respect for the clergy or the bishops, who has been heard to denounce +some of our most sacred institutions, such as the land laws, who has +even said that patriotism was a curse, and war an iniquity—what can you +expect of such a man? He may not have actually stolen his neighbour's +property, but he would very much like to."</p> + +<p>"I don't think that necessarily follows," she said, seriously. "I think +it is possible for a man to have very small respect for the clergy, and +for what is called the Church, and yet for him to have a profound sense +of honour, and an unquenchable love for righteousness."</p> + +<p>"Then you don't think staying away from church is as bad as getting +drunk?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I should think not, indeed," she answered, quickly. "A man who gets +drunk, I mean an educated man, a gentleman—sinks beneath contempt."</p> + +<p>"Sterne may get drunk for all I know," he said, uneasily. "You see, I +have been out of England for a long time."</p> + +<p>She closed her book with a sudden movement, and rose to her feet.</p> + +<p>"No, you must not go yet," he said, in alarm. "We have not settled the +matter which I wish particularly to have settled to-day."</p> + +<p>"We have talked quite long enough for one afternoon," she answered, +coolly.</p> + +<p>"But, Madeline, have you no pity?" he said, pleadingly.</p> + +<p>"It would be folly to rush into such a matter hastily," she answered, in +the same tone.</p> + +<p>"But—but, Madeline, answer me one question," he entreated. "Have +you—have you seen this man Sterne since I came back?"</p> + +<p>"You have no right to ask that question," she said, drawing herself up +to her full height. "Nevertheless, I will answer it. I have not," and +without another word she swept out of the room.</p> + +<p>Her heart was in a tumult of conflicting emotions. She was less +satisfied with Gervase than she had ever been before, and less satisfied +with herself. And yet she saw no way out of the position in which she +found herself. It was next to impossible, situated as she was, to upset +what had been taken for granted so long, particularly as she had +acquiesced from the first in the unspoken arrangement. She felt as if in +coming to England she had been lured into a trap, and yet it was a trap +she had been eager to fall into. She had hoped when she saw Gervase, +that all her old reverence and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> admiration and hero worship would flame +into life again, instead of which his coming had been as cold water on +the faggots. Whether he had lost some of the qualities she had so much +admired or whether all the change was in herself, she did not know, but +the glamour had all passed away, and her eyes ached with looking at the +common-place.</p> + +<p>She wondered if it were always so; if maturity always destroyed the +illusions of youth, if the poetry of eighteen became feeble prose at +twenty-one.</p> + +<p>She went to her own room, and donned her hat and jacket, and then stole +unobserved out of the house. "I must get a little fresh air," she said +to herself, "and, perhaps, a long walk will put an end to this +restlessness."</p> + +<p>She turned her back upon St. Gaved, and made for the "downs" that +skirted the cliffs. The wind was keen and searching, and the wintry sun +was already disappearing behind the sea. "I suppose I shall have to say +yes sooner or later," she went on, as she walked briskly forward. "I +don't see how I can get out of it very well. All his people seem to be +expecting it, and he is evidently very much in love with me. I am afraid +there won't be very much romance on my side, but, after all, we may be +very happy together."</p> + +<p>Then she looked up with a start as a step sounded directly in front of +her, and she found herself face to face with Rufus Sterne.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII</h2> + +<h3>A HUMAN DOCUMENT</h3> + + +<p>Rufus returned from Tregannon in a condition of mental unrest, such as +he had not known before. It was Madeline Grover in the first instance +who set him thinking along certain lines, and once started it was +impossible to turn back. During all the time he remained a prisoner in +the house, his brain had been unusually active. Unconsciously his fierce +antagonisms subsided, his revolt against accepted creeds took new +shapes, his belief in German philosophy began to waver.</p> + +<p>The process of mental evolution went on so quietly and silently, that he +was almost startled when he discovered that his philosophic watchwords +no longer represented his real beliefs. He felt as though while he slept +all his beliefs had been thrown into the melting-pot to be cast afresh, +and were now being poured out into new moulds. What the result would be +when the process was complete it was impossible to say, but already one +thing was certain, the blank negatives in which he once found refuge, +would never again satisfy him. He might never evolve into an orthodox +believer. The religiosity of the Churches appealed to him as little as +ever it did. He despised the smug hypocrisy that on all hands usurped +the place of Christianity, and defiled its name. He loathed the +pretensions of priests and clerics of all sects. But out of the fog and +darkness and uncertainty, certain great truths and principles loomed +faintly and fitfully.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span></p> + +<p>The fog was no longer an empty void. The silence was now and then broken +by a sound of words, though the language was strange to his ears. There +appeared to be a moral order which answered to his own need, and a moral +order implied the existence of what he had so long denied.</p> + +<p>His visit to his grandparents quickened his thoughts in the direction +they had been travelling. Everything tended to serious reflection. The +awful mystery and solemnity of life were forced upon him at all points. +The old people walked and talked "as seeing Him who is invisible."</p> + +<p>He was quietly amused when he returned from his long walk on Christmas +day to find his grandfather and the young minister engaged in a heated +argument on the barren and thorny subject of verbal inspiration. He +would have stopped the discussion if he could, for he discovered that +his grandfather was getting much the worst of the argument, and was +losing his temper in consequence. But the old man refused to be +silenced. Getting his chance of reply he poured out a torrent of words +that swept everything before it, and to which there seemed to be no end.</p> + +<p>Fortunately, tea was announced just as the young minister was about to +reply, and over the tea-table conversation drifted into an entirely +different channel. After tea the Rev. Reuben retired to his study +accompanied by his wife, and Rufus and Mr. Brook were left in possession +of the sitting-room.</p> + +<p>As there was no evening service on Christmas Day the young minister felt +free to relax himself. Conversation tripped lightly from point to point, +from general to particular, from gay to grave, from serious to solemn.</p> + +<p>They talked till supper time, and after supper Rufus walked with the +young minister to his lodgings, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> remained with him till long after +midnight. The conversation was a revelation to Rufus in many ways. +Marshall Brook was a scholar as well as a thinker. He was as familiar +with the German writers as with the English. He was alive to all modern +questions, conversant with all the work of the higher critics, alive to +all that was fundamental in the creeds of the Churches, contemptuous of +the narrowness and bigotry that brought religion into contempt, tolerant +of all fresh light, patient and even sympathetic with every form of +human doubt, and large-hearted and clear-eyed enough to see that there +was good in everything.</p> + +<p>Marshall Brook had often heard of his predecessor's sceptical grandson, +and was glad of the opportunity of meeting him, and was charmed with him +when they did meet. It was easy to discover where the shoe pinched, easy +to see how and when the revolt began, easy to trace the successive steps +from doubt to denial, from unbelief to blank negation.</p> + +<p>Rufus talked freely and well. He knew that the young minister regarded +him as an infidel, and he thought he might as well live up to the +description. Marshall Brook led him on by easy and almost imperceptible +steps. His first business was to diagnose the case, and if possible to +find out the cause. For the first hour he allowed all Rufus's arguments +to go by default.</p> + +<p>But when they got to close grips Rufus felt helpless. This young scholar +could state his case better than he could state it himself. He had +traversed all the barren and thorny waste, and much more carefully than +Rufus had ever done. He knew the whole case by heart; knew every +argument and every objection. He tore the flimsy fabric of Rufus's +philosophy to shreds and left him with scarcely a rag to cover himself +with.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span></p> + +<p>Rufus remained three days at Tregannon and spent the major portion of +the time with Marshall Brook. Apart from the interest raised by the +questions discussed, it was a delight to be brought into contact with a +mind so fresh and well disciplined. They hammered out the <i>pros</i> and +<i>cons</i> of materialistic philosophy with infinite zest. They wrestled +with the joy of striplings at a village fair. They fought for supremacy +with all their might, but in every encounter Rufus went under.</p> + +<p>When he returned to St. Gaved he was in a condition of mental chaos. +Nearly every prop on which he supported himself had been knocked away. +He was certain of nothing, not even of his own existence.</p> + +<p>It was not an uncommon experience; most thinking men have passed through +it at one time or another. Destruction has often to precede +construction. The old has to be demolished even to the foundations +before the new building can arise.</p> + +<p>Yet none save those who have passed through it can conceive the utter +desolation and darkness of soul, during what may be called the +interregnum. The old has been destroyed, the new has not yet taken +shape. The ark has been sunk and the mountain peaks have not yet begun +to appear above the flood. The frightened soul flits hither and thither +across the waste of waters, seeking some place on which to rest its +feet, and finding none; and unlike Noah's dove there is no ark to which +it can return. It must remain poised on wing till the floods have +assuaged and the foundations of things have been discovered.</p> + +<p>In the last resort every man writes his own creed. No man, even +mentally, can remain in a state of suspended animation for very long. A +philosophy of negations is as abhorrent to the sensitive soul as a +vacuum is to Nature. After destruction there is bound to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> be +construction. Like beavers we are ever building, and when one dam has +been swept away by the flood, we straightway set to work to build +another.</p> + +<p>Rufus was trying to evolve some kind of cosmos out of chaos when he met +Madeline on the downs. She came upon him suddenly and unexpectedly and +his heart leaped like a startled hare. How beautiful she was. How lissom +and graceful and strong.</p> + +<p>"This is an unexpected pleasure," she said, in her bright, frank, +ingenuous way. "I am glad we have met."</p> + +<p>"Yes?" he replied, not knowing what else to say.</p> + +<p>"I have heard something about you recently and I would like to know if +it is true."</p> + +<p>"What have you heard?" he questioned, with a puzzled look on his face.</p> + +<p>"That you are an infidel."</p> + +<p>"Who told you that?"</p> + +<p>"That is a matter of no consequence since it is common gossip."</p> + +<p>For a moment he was silent, and turned his eyes seaward as if to watch +the sun go down. "Are you pressed for time?" he asked without turning +his eyes.</p> + +<p>"No, I am quite free for the next hour," she answered, with a smile, +though she wondered what the Tregonys would think if they knew.</p> + +<p>"I owe a good deal to you," he began, slowly and thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"No, not to me, surely. I am the debtor," she interrupted.</p> + +<p>"Yes, to you," he went on in the same slow, even way. "And if you care +to know—that is, if you are interested—why then it will be a pleasure +to talk to you—as it always has been——"</p> + +<p>Then he paused and again turned his eyes toward the sea. She glanced at +him shyly but did not reply.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span></p> + +<p>"It is easy to call people names," he said, at length, without looking +at her. "I do not complain, however. I have believed the things I could +not help believing. Can we any of us do more than that?"</p> + +<p>"I do not quite understand?" she answered, looking at him with a puzzled +expression.</p> + +<p>"I mean that the things we believe, or do not believe, are matters over +which we have no absolute control. You believe what you believe because +you cannot help it. You have not been coerced into believing it. The +evidence is all-sufficient for you though it might not be for me. On the +same ground I believe what I believe—because—because I cannot help +myself. Do you follow me? Faith after all is belief upon evidence, and +if the evidence is insufficient——"</p> + +<p>"But what if people reject the evidence without weighing it, stubbornly +turn their backs upon the light?" she interrupted.</p> + +<p>"Then they are not honest," he said, quickly; "but I hope you do not +accuse me of dishonesty?"</p> + +<p>"I accuse you of nothing," she answered. "I have only told you what +people are saying."</p> + +<p>"And you are sorry?" and he turned, and looked her frankly in the face.</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry," she replied, with a faint suspicion of colour on her +cheeks.</p> + +<p>"It is generous of you to be interested in me at all," he said, after a +pause. "And if I were to tell you how much I value that interest you +might not believe me."</p> + +<p>She darted a startled glance at him, but she did not catch his eyes for +he was looking seaward again, and for a moment or two there was silence.</p> + +<p>"I should like to tell you everything about myself," he went on, at +length, "my early troubles and battles, my boyish revolt against cruel +and illogical creeds,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> my almost unaided pursuit of knowledge, my steady +drift into blank negation; but I should bore you——"</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she said, quickly. "I should like to hear all the story. I +should, indeed. Really and truly."</p> + +<p>They walked away northward, while the light went down in the West. The +twilight deepened rapidly, and the frosty stars began to glimmer in the +sky. But neither seemed to heed the gathering darkness nor the rapid +flight of time.</p> + +<p>Rufus talked without reserve; it is easy to talk when those who listen +are sympathetic. He told the story of his father's death abroad, of his +mother's grief, of his own bitter sense of loss. He sketched his +grandfather—upright and severe—preaching a creed that was more +fearsome than any nightmare. He spoke of their slender means and their +fruitless efforts to get any of the property his father left. Of his +granny's wish that he should be a draper, of his own ambition to be an +engineer, and the compromise which landed him in Redbourne as a bank +clerk. And through all the story there ran the deeper current of his +mental struggles till at last he fancied he found the <i>ultima Thule</i> in +pure materialism.</p> + +<p>Madeline listened quite absorbed. It was the most interesting human +document that had ever been unfolded to her, and all the more +interesting because it was told with such artlessness and sincerity. Yet +it was not a very heroic story as he told it. Rufus was no hero in his +own eyes, and he was too honest to pretend to be what he was not. +Perhaps, in his hatred of pretence he made himself out a less admirable +character than he was in reality.</p> + +<p>Madeline sighed faintly more than once. There were manifest weaknesses +where there should have been strength. He had drifted here and there +where he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> should have resisted, and taken for granted what he should +have tried and tested.</p> + +<p>"And you still remain on the barren rocks of your <i>ultima Thule</i>?" she +questioned, at length.</p> + +<p>He did not answer for several moments. Then he said quietly, "You will +think me sadly lacking in mental balance, no doubt; but at present, I +fear, I must say I am at sea again."</p> + +<p>"Yes?"</p> + +<p>"You compelled me to face the old problems once more, to re-examine the +evidence."</p> + +<p>"I compelled you?"</p> + +<p>"Unwittingly, no doubt. You remember our talks when I was <i>hors de +combat</i>. The fragments of poetry you read to me, the books you lent?"</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"I found myself fighting the old battles over again. Before I was aware, +I was in the thick of the strife."</p> + +<p>"And you are fighting still?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am fighting still."</p> + +<p>"With your face toward your <i>ultima Thule</i>?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot say that."</p> + +<p>"What is your desire, then?"</p> + +<p>"To find the truth. Perhaps I shall never succeed, but I shall try."</p> + +<p>"You should come to church, which is the repository of truth, our vicar +says."</p> + +<p>He smiled a little wistfully, and shook his head. "At present I am +making a fresh study of what Jesus said—or what He is reported to have +said."</p> + +<p>"Then that is all the greater reason why you should come to church."</p> + +<p>He smiled again, and shook his head once more. "I do not think so," he +answered.</p> + +<p>"You do not?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No, the contrast is too sharp and startling."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by that?"</p> + +<p>"I hardly like to discuss the matter at present," he said, diffidently; +"I do not know sufficiently well where I am. Only I am conscious of +this, that while Jesus wins my assent, the Church does the opposite."</p> + +<p>"That is because of your upbringing."</p> + +<p>"I do not think so. I have stood apart from all creeds and from all +sects. At present I am a humble searcher after truth. I want some great +principle to guide me. Some philosophy of life that shall appeal to the +best that is in me."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"I turn to the Church, and I find a great bishop addressing such +questions as these to his clergy: 'What ecclesiastical dress do you wear +when celebrating the Holy Communion? Do you ever use any ceremony such +as the Lavabo, or swinging of the incense immediately before or after +the service? Do you have cards on the holy table? If so what do they +contain? Do you ever read the first of the three longer exhortations? Do +you ever have celebrations without communicants?' with a dozen other +questions—to me—equally trivial and unimportant."</p> + +<p>"To the bishop such questions would not be trivial at all, but vastly +important."</p> + +<p>He smiled a little sadly. "Isn't that the pity of it," he said, "that +trifles are treated as though they were matters of life and death? I +notice that a neighbouring vicar has even closed the church because +women go into it with their heads uncovered."</p> + +<p>"I admit that that seems straining at a gnat."</p> + +<p>"But he does not think so. He is evidently righteously indignant, +complains of the house of God being desecrated, because people go into +it without some <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span>piece of millinery on their heads. One wonders +whether it is a woman's hair or her head that is the offence."</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 280px;"> +<img src="images/i233.jpg" width="264" height="400" alt="" /><br /> +<span class="caption">“THEN SUDDENLY FROM OUT THE SHADOW GERVASE APPEARED AND +STOOD BEFORE THEM.”</span> +</div> + +<p>"I think it is rather insulting to women, of course," she answered, with +a laugh. "But he is only one, and nobody need mind very much."</p> + +<p>"But how do these things help me? Think of the men who are wrestling +with the great problems of life, who are fighting temptation and bad +habits, who are groping in the darkness, and crying for the light, and +the Church meets them with petty discussions about Lavabos and stoles +and chasubles and incense, and hats off or on in church?"</p> + +<p>"But are they not parts of religion?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know. If they are, it is not to be surprised at that religion +gets water-logged."</p> + +<p>"But such things may be helpful to some people."</p> + +<p>"In which way?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know! But some day you will see things differently, +perhaps."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps so. I see some things differently already."</p> + +<p>"Then you are not an infidel?"</p> + +<p>"You can call me by any name you like. I do not mind so long as you +understand me, and I have your sympathy."</p> + +<p>"My sympathy, I fear, can be of no help to you."</p> + +<p>"It will help me more than you can understand."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad we have had this long talk together," she said, brightly. +"I shall know what to think now when I hear people calling you names. +But here we are close to the lodge gates."</p> + +<p>She held out her hand to him, and the light from the lodge window fell +full upon them. He took her hand in his, and held it for a moment.</p> + +<p>Then suddenly from out the shadow of the lodge Gervase appeared, and +stood stock still before them.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII</h2> + +<h3>MEANS TO AN END</h3> + + +<p>"Where have you been, Madeline?" Gervase said, quietly. "We have all +grown so concerned about you." His voice was quite steady, though there +was an unpleasant light in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"I have been for a walk, that is all," she answered, in a tone of +unconcern.</p> + +<p>"I wish you had let some one know," he said, in the same quiet tone. "It +is hardly safe for you to be out after dark."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" she answered. "I know my way about, and there is no one in +St. Gaved who would molest me."</p> + +<p>"You think so, perhaps," and he shot an angry glance at Rufus, who stood +quite still, speaking no word.</p> + +<p>"Of course I think so. Besides, I have not been alone."</p> + +<p>"So I perceive. But had we not better return to the house and put an end +to my mother's anxiety?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure Lady Tregony is not the least bit anxious," she said, with a +pout.</p> + +<p>"I can assure you she is very much concerned. That is the reason I came +to look for you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed!" and with a hurried good-night to Rufus she walked away +toward the Hall.</p> + +<p>Gervase was by her side in a moment. Rufus watched them till they had +disappeared in the dark<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span>ness, then turned, and made his way slowly +in the direction of St. Gaved.</p> + +<p>He could not help feeling amused at the encounter he had witnessed, +though he was almost sorry that Gervase had seen them together. It was +clear enough that the Captain was terribly angry, though he did his best +not to show it. Possibly he was more than angry. Natures like his were +apt to be jealous on the slightest provocation.</p> + +<p>Rufus smiled broadly at the thought. The idea of a baronet's son being +jealous of him was too comic for words. Yet such things had happened. +Jealousy was often unreasonable. And if the Captain were really jealous +it boded ill for Madeline's future happiness.</p> + +<p>"I should be sorry to cause unpleasantness," he said, knitting his +brows. "If they have to live together, I should like her to be happy. I +wonder if she has promised to be his wife?"</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Gervase and Madeline were walking up the long drive in +silence. Madeline was in no humour for speech. Gervase was bubbling +over, and yet was afraid to trust himself to open a conversation. The +case seemed to him almost desperate, and yet he knew it was to be met +not by scolding, but by diplomacy.</p> + +<p>The thing that he feared more than anything had happened before his very +eyes. And yet he was not disposed to blame Madeline very much, the blame +belonged to Rufus Sterne—a handsome, intriguing rascal, who had used +the girl's sense of gratitude for all it was worth.</p> + +<p>"I should like to twist the scoundrel's neck," he said to himself, with +an ugly look upon his face. "I wonder what he expects to gain? Of +course, he will<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> never dare to make love to her. It might be a good +thing if he did——"</p> + +<p>Then his thoughts took another turn. Madeline was an American, and under +the Stars and Stripes social considerations counted for very little. +Possibly she thought that Rufus Sterne was just as good as he, and if +she did, heaven only knew what would happen.</p> + +<p>"I was a fool not to make love to her at the first," he thought, with a +scowl. "She thought no end of me then, and I could have married her +right off. I'm sure I could, but father insisted that waiting was the +game. Father was a fool, and I was a fool to listen to him."</p> + +<p>The lights from the Hall windows began to glimmer through the trees, and +he had spoken no word to her since they passed through the lodge gates. +He had looked at her once or twice, but she kept her eyes straight in +front of her. Did she expect he would scold her, he wondered? Had she +begun to realise that her conduct was deserving of censure, or was she +only annoyed that she had been seen?</p> + +<p>The silence was becoming embarrassing. He wished she would speak, and +give him the opportunity of reply. To walk side by side like mutes at a +funeral promised ill for the future.</p> + +<p>"Are you tired, Madeline?" He was bound to say something, and one +question would serve as well as another.</p> + +<p>"Not in the least," and she quickened her steps to give point to her +statement.</p> + +<p>"Oh! please don't walk so fast," he said, in a tone of entreaty. "One +can't talk when walking so fast."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to talk."</p> + +<p>"Why not, Madeline? You are not angry with me, surely?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Of course not. Why should I be?"</p> + +<p>"I might be angry with you, but I'm not. I never could be angry with +you, Madeline. You have no idea how much I think of you, and how much I +appreciate you."</p> + +<p>"Why might you be angry with me?" she asked, sharply, without turning +her head.</p> + +<p>The question almost staggered him for a moment. Yet as he had brought it +upon himself he was bound to answer it.</p> + +<p>"Well, you see," he said, desperately, "no man cares to see the woman he +loves, and whom he expects to marry, walking out with another man, +especially after dark."</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed!"</p> + +<p>"But don't think I am angry with you, Madeline," he interposed, quickly. +"I could trust you anywhere."</p> + +<p>"Then why did you come spying on me?" and she turned her eyes suddenly +upon him.</p> + +<p>"No, not spying on you, Madeline," he said, humbly; "that is not the +right word to use. But I knew that fellow might be loitering about. He +is always hanging about somewhere."</p> + +<p>"Everybody hangs about somewhere—to quote your elegant phrase," she +said, sharply.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes. But anybody can see what that fellow is after. He did you a +service, there is no denying it, and now he is presuming on your good +nature."</p> + +<p>"In which way?"</p> + +<p>"Well, in getting you to notice him and speak to him."</p> + +<p>"Surely I can speak to anyone I choose?"</p> + +<p>"Of course you can. But he is not the kind of man you would choose to +speak to, but for the unfortunate accident."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Madeline, there should be some sense of fitness in everything. +Here is a man without religion, who never goes to church or chapel, who +has no sense of accountability or responsibility, who doesn't believe +even in the Ten Commandments——"</p> + +<p>"Yes, go on," she interjected, suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Who at the present time," he continued, slowly, "is actually living by +imposing on the credulity and good nature of other people."</p> + +<p>"How so?"</p> + +<p>"How so? He is spending money right and left, I am told, on some +pretended invention, or discovery of his, which is to revolutionise one +of the staple industries of the county. Of course, the whole thing is a +fake. You may be quite sure of that. But whose money is he spending? He +has none of his own. With his glib tongue I have no doubt he has imposed +on a lot of people to lend him their savings. Honourable conduct, isn't +it? Perhaps he is trying to interest you in his invention?"</p> + +<p>"No, he is not."</p> + +<p>"Not got sufficiently far yet. Oh, well, it will do you no harm to be +warned in time."</p> + +<p>"You take a charitable view of your neighbours, Gervase."</p> + +<p>"My dear Madeline, charity is all right in its place. But in this world +we must be guided by common-sense."</p> + +<p>They had reached the house, and were standing facing each other to +continue the conversation.</p> + +<p>"Well?" she interrogated.</p> + +<p>"You may lay it down as a general principle that a man who is an infidel +is not to be trusted."</p> + +<p>"For what reason?"</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Because he has no moral standard to hold him in check. You believe in +the Bible and in the Commandments and in the teachings of the Church, +and you live in obedience to what you believe. But he believes none of +these things. He is bound by no commandment except as a matter of +policy."</p> + +<p>"May not a man have a moral instinct which he follows? Are all the +unbelievers, all the doubters, all the sceptics, all the infidels—or +whatever name you like to call them—are they all bad men?"</p> + +<p>"I do not say that, Madeline. Besides, policy often holds them in +check."</p> + +<p>"And what holds you in check, Gervase? Is it your passionate attachment +to the right, or the fear of being found out?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think that is quite a fair question," he said, uneasily. "I +don't pretend to be a saint, though I do try to live like a Christian +gentleman."</p> + +<p>"And you think Mr. Sterne does not?"</p> + +<p>"I have no wish to say all I think, or even to hint at what I know. A +word to the wise is sufficient. I am sure you will be on your guard in +the future."</p> + +<p>"But you do hint at a great deal, Gervase, whether you know or not."</p> + +<p>"It is because I love you, Madeline, and would shield you from every +harm."</p> + +<p>She looked at him for a moment, as if about to reply, then turned and +walked up the steps into the house.</p> + +<p>Gervase stood still for a moment or two, then turned slowly on his heel, +and began to retrace his steps the way he had come.</p> + +<p>He chuckled audibly when he had got a few paces away. He felt that he +had done a good stroke of business. He had sown tares enough to spoil +any crop. If he had not proved to Madeline that Rufus<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> Sterne was a man +without moral scruples, he had succeeded in filling her mind with doubts +on the subject.</p> + +<p>If that failed to answer the end he had in view he would have to go a +step further. He had no wish to resort to extreme measures, for the +simple reason that he did not like to run risks, but if Madeline was +still unconvinced that Rufus Sterne was a man not to be trusted, some +direct evidence would have to be manufactured and produced.</p> + +<p>It was clear to him that this man who had saved her life was the one +stumbling-stone in his path. But for him she would have raised no +objection to their engagement. Everything had gone in his favour until +that adventure on the cliffs; everything would go right now if he were +out of the way.</p> + +<p>The best way to get him out of the way would be to blacken his +character. Madeline was a girl with high moral ideals. An immoral man +she would turn away from with loathing. Gervase shrugged his shoulders +significantly. He had already by implication thrown considerable doubt +on his character; if that failed, further and more extreme measures +would have to be considered.</p> + +<p>When he reached the lodge gates he turned back again. He walked with a +quicker and more buoyant step. He felt satisfied with himself. He had +more skill in argument than he knew. He believed he had spiked Rufus +Sterne's guns once and for all.</p> + +<p>Madeline was very silent over the dinner-table, and during the rest of +the evening. Evidently the poison was working. Gervase left her in +peace. It would be bad policy to pay her too much attention just now. +The poison should be left to do its utmost.</p> + +<p>Nearly a week passed, and nothing happened. Madeline remained silent, +and more or less apathetic.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> She manifested no inclination to go for +long walks alone, and kept herself for the most part in her own room.</p> + +<p>This from one point of view was so much to the good. It seemed to +indicate that she had no desire to meet Rufus Sterne. On the other hand, +it was not without an element of discouragement. She was no more cordial +with Gervase. Indeed, she kept him at arm's length more persistently +than ever. Gervase became almost desperate. His financial position was +causing him increased anxiety, while his father began to upbraid him for +not making better use of his opportunities. To crown his anxiety Beryl +told him one day that Madeline was not at all pleased with him for +trying to insinuate that Rufus Sterne was a man of bad character.</p> + +<p>Gervase swore a big oath and stalked out of the house. He was angrier +than he had been since his return from India. He was ready to quarrel +with his best friend. As for Rufus Sterne, he was itching to be at his +throat. It would be a relief to him to strangle him.</p> + +<p>As fate would have it he had not got five hundred yards beyond the lodge +gates before he came face to face with the man whom he believed was the +cause of all his trouble and disappointment.</p> + +<p>Rufus was returning from Redbourne, tired and despondent. Things were +not going well with his invention, and the dread possibility which at +first he refused to entertain was looming ever more largely on the +horizon.</p> + +<p>The sun had set nearly an hour previously, but the white carpet of snow +and the myriads of glittering stars made every object distinctly +visible.</p> + +<p>The two men recognised each other in a moment. Rufus would have passed +on without a word. He<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> wanted to be alone with his own thoughts. But +Gervase was in a very different humour. Moreover, the sight of Rufus +Sterne was like fuel to the fire, it seemed to throw him into a rage of +uncontrollable passion.</p> + +<p>"Hello, scoundrel," he said, "loitering round Trewinion as usual," and +he squared his shoulders and looked Rufus straight in the eyes.</p> + +<p>Rufus stopped short, and stared at the Captain in angry surprise. "What +do you mean?" he said, scornfully and defiantly.</p> + +<p>"I mean that you are a contemptible cad," was the answer.</p> + +<p>Rufus laughed, mockingly.</p> + +<p>"Don't laugh at me," Gervase roared. "I won't have it. Because you +rendered Miss Grover a service you think you have a right to hang about +this place at all hours of the day, so that you may intercept her when +she goes out for a walk, and poison her mind against her best friends."</p> + +<p>"It is a lie," Rufus said, fiercely. "I have neither intercepted her nor +poisoned her mind."</p> + +<p>"Will you call me a liar?" Gervase almost shrieked.</p> + +<p>"Of course I will call you a liar when you make statements that are +false."</p> + +<p>"Then take——"</p> + +<p>But the blow failed to reach its mark. Rufus sprang aside, his face +white with anger, and almost before he knew what he had done, his heavy +fist had loosened one of the Captain's teeth and considerably altered +the shape of his nose.</p> + +<p>With a wild yell of rage the Captain struck out again, but he was so +blind with rage that he could hardly see what he did. Moreover, this was +a kind of combat he was not used to. With sword or rapier he could have<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> +made a very good show, but with his bare fists, in the light of the +stars, he was at very considerable disadvantage. His second blow was as +wild as the first, and when a blow between his eyes laid him prone on +the ground, he began to yell for help at the top of his voice.</p> + +<p>Micah Martin, the gardener, who lived at the lodge, was on the scene in +a very few moments.</p> + +<p>"Take the drunken brute away," Gervase screamed, "or he'll murder me."</p> + +<p>Rufus looked at his antagonist for a moment in silence, then staggered +away, feeling limp and nerveless. The encounter had been so sudden and +so sharp that he hardly realised yet what had happened. Reaching a +neighbouring gate, he leaned on it and breathed hard.</p> + +<p>A few yards away he heard Gervase muttering and swearing, while Martin +tried to encourage him with sympathetic words. He saw them walk through +the lodge gates a little later and disappear in the darkness.</p> + +<p>Then Rufus pulled himself together and tried to realise what had taken +place. His right knuckles were still smarting from their contact with +the Captain's bony face, otherwise he had suffered no harm. The +aggressor had clearly got the worst of it.</p> + +<p>Yet he felt no sense of elation. At best it was but a vulgar brawl, +which any right-minded man ought to be ashamed of. It was true the +Captain had struck the first blow, but he had returned it with more than +compound interest. He wondered what the people of St. Gaved would say +when they got to know. He wondered what Madeline Grover would say.</p> + +<p>He felt so excited, that, tired as he was, he took a long walk across +the downs before returning to his lodgings. Mrs. Tuke, as usual, had +laid his supper on the table, but she did not show her face.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span></p> + +<p>He was too much distressed in mind to eat. The events of the day, +followed by the encounter with Gervase Tregony had taken away all his +appetite.</p> + +<p>For a long time he sat in his easy chair staring into the fire.</p> + +<p>"I don't know why I should distress myself," he said to himself once or +twice. "What if everything fails? There is an easy way out of all +trouble. And I am not sure that Felix Muller, with all his pretence of +friendship, will be sorry."</p> + +<p>He went to bed at length, but he did not sleep for several hours. The +events of the day kept recurring like the refrain of a familiar song.</p> + +<p>He went about his work next day like a man who had almost abandoned +hope. The buoyancy which he experienced at the beginning had nearly all +gone. The promise of success was growing very faint and dim.</p> + +<p>As the day wore on he troubled himself less and less about Gervase +Tregony. He thought it likely that for his own credit's sake he would +say nothing about the encounter. Hence his surprise was great when +toward evening a policeman called on him with a summons for assault.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV</h2> + +<h3>THE JUSTICE OF THE STRONG</h3> + + +<p>Rufus was brought before the magistrates, and remanded for a week. +Gervase in the meanwhile made the most of his opportunity. Fate, or +Providence, it seemed to him, had delivered his enemy into his hand, and +he conceived it to be his duty now to assist Providence, to the best of +his ability.</p> + +<p>Rufus treated the matter very lightly. He was out on bail, and he had +little doubt that when he was allowed to tell his story before the +magistrates he would be acquitted at once. Indeed, no other result +seemed possible. He had only defended himself, and that a man should be +punished for protecting his own head was almost unthinkable.</p> + +<p>He did not consider, however, that nearly all the magistrates belonged +to the class of which Gervase was a member. That almost unconsciously +they would be predisposed in his favour. That they regarded it almost as +a religious duty to uphold the rights and privileges of their class, and +that any insult offered to one of their own order meant a distinct +weakening of that iron hand which had ruled the country for centuries, +unless such insult was promptly met and punished.</p> + +<p>The magistrates were all of them honourable men. They belonged to the +best county families. They had feasted at Sir Charles's table more than +once, and ridden to hounds with his son. They had unbounded faith in the +wisdom of the ruling classes, and an inborn<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span> contempt for what is +vaguely termed the rights of the people. Political unrest was a +dangerous symptom, and insubordination a crime.</p> + +<p>The toast they drank with the greatest gusto at their public functions +was "His Majesty's Forces" and "The Navy." The Church they did not +recognise as a defensive power, and though they repeated nearly every +Sunday, "Because there is none other that fighteth for us, but only +Thou, O God," they did not, in reality, believe it. The Gospel was all +right for the social and domestic side of life, but when it came to +larger affairs an army or a warship was much more to the purpose.</p> + +<p>Rufus was not beloved by any of these dispensers of the law. He was +reputed to hold Socialistic views; he was not over-burdened with +reverence for the "upper classes," and, worse still, was not content +with the lowly condition in which he was born.</p> + +<p>On the day of the trial Rufus discovered that he had made a mistake in +treating the matter so lightly. The prosecution had succeeded in working +up a case. He was amazed when he discovered that he was charged, not +only with assault but with drunkenness, and that the charge of +drunkenness was sworn to by at least two witnesses. The terms of the +indictment, by some oversight, had been furnished him too late for him +to supply rebutting evidence. He had only his simple word of denial, and +that stood him in no stead.</p> + +<p>Gervase swore that the accused struck him without warning and without +provocation; that, in fact, he was given no time to defend himself, that +almost before he knew what had happened he was lying on the ground +bruised and bleeding. The accused, who was clearly mad with drink, +sprang upon him out of the darkness, and felled him with a single blow, +and but<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> for the interposition of his gardener, Micah Martin, he had +little doubt would have killed him.</p> + +<p>Micah corroborated his young master's evidence. He heard a cry for help, +and running out saw the Captain on his back with the prisoner's knee on +his chest. He was not absolutely certain as to the latter point, but +that was his impression. Seeing him the prisoner staggered away, and +leaned against a gate. He seemed to be just mad drunk, and in his +judgment did not quite know what he was doing.</p> + +<p>The next witness was Timothy Polgarrow, barman at the "Three Anchors." +He swore that he supplied the prisoner with two whiskies on the evening +in question; that he appeared to be excited when he came into the +public-house bar, but quite sober. After the second whisky, however, he +showed signs of intoxication so that a third whisky which he demanded +was refused. It was quite early in the evening when he called, not much +after dark. He was able to walk fairly straight when he left the "Three +Anchors," but appeared to be terribly angry that he was refused any more +drink.</p> + +<p>Timothy gave his evidence glibly, and with great precision, and stuck to +what he called his facts with limpet-like tenacity.</p> + +<p>Rufus startled the court, and horrified the magistrates by asking Tim +how much the Captain had paid him for committing perjury.</p> + +<p>Rufus denied that he had ever crossed the threshold of the "Three +Anchors." He had passed it on the evening in question on his way home +from Redbourne, but he did not even slacken his pace, much less call.</p> + +<p>Tim, however, stuck to his story, and was quite certain that he was not +mistaken in his man.</p> + +<p>As to the assault there could be no doubt. The Captain's face bore +evidence of the severity of the attack.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> Rufus did not deny striking him +and knocking him down, but persisted that Gervase was the aggressor.</p> + +<p>"But why should he attack you?" the chairman asked.</p> + +<p>"He accused me of something which I very much resented."</p> + +<p>"What did he accuse you of?"</p> + +<p>"I decline to say."</p> + +<p>"Why do you decline?"</p> + +<p>"Because it would introduce a name that I would not on any account have +mixed up in this sordid affair."</p> + +<p>"Oh! indeed." And the Bench smiled in an ultra superior way.</p> + +<p>"Well, when he accused you of something you very much resented what did +you do?"</p> + +<p>"I called him a liar."</p> + +<p>"Yes?"</p> + +<p>"This angered him, and he struck at me."</p> + +<p>"And what then?"</p> + +<p>"I dodged the blow, and struck back."</p> + +<p>"He didn't dodge the blow, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"It appears not by his appearance."</p> + +<p>There was laughter in court at this reply, which was instantly +suppressed.</p> + +<p>"And what followed then?"</p> + +<p>"What usually follows in such a case. Each tried to get at the other. I +suppose my arm was the stronger or the longer. At any rate, when he +found himself on his back he began to bellow for help."</p> + +<p>"So that you wish us to believe that in a stand-up fight between a +soldier and a civilian the soldier got the worst of it?"</p> + +<p>"It looks as if he got the worst of it, at any rate."</p> + +<p>"Does it not occur to you that your story does not hang well together? +Is it likely that a soldier—or an<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> ex-soldier, a man trained to the use +of arms—would allow himself to be felled to the ground unless he were +taken unawares?"</p> + +<p>"Whether it is likely or not I have only stated the simple facts. Why +should I attack him unawares, or attack him at all? His existence is a +matter of supreme indifference to me. I should not have noticed him had +he not charged me with conduct which I repudiate."</p> + +<p>"But you refuse to say what it is he charged you with?"</p> + +<p>"I do, and for the reasons I have already stated."</p> + +<p>At this point the Captain's solicitor took up the running, and insisted +that the case had been proved up to the very hilt. Timothy Polgarrow, a +man of unimpeachable character, had sworn upon oath that he had served +the accused with whiskies on the evening in question. Generally +speaking, it was, no doubt, true, that the accused was a very temperate +man. Hence, when he took drink at all, he the more quickly got out of +bounds. An inveterate toper would have taken half-a-dozen whiskies, and +carried a perfectly steady head. The accused was excited when he entered +the "Three Anchors." Perhaps he had business worries. It was hinted that +his schemes were hanging fire. Perhaps he had imbibed freely before he +left Redbourne. People drank sometimes to drown their care. But the one +clear fact was that he left the "Three Anchors" considerably the worse +for liquor. Liquor makes some people hilarious, others it makes +quarrelsome. The accused evidently belongs to the latter class. He was +ready to fight anybody. As it happened, Captain Tregony, as he would +still call him, though he had resigned his commission, was the first man +he met. The Captain was taking a constitutional before dinner. It was a +clear, frosty evening with plenty of starlight.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> The Captain was walking +slowly with no thought of evil, when suddenly, out of the night, loomed +the accused. The sequel you know. He fell upon the Captain unawares and +struck him to the ground, and the chances are, in his drunken fury, +would have murdered him, but for the timely assistance of Micah Martin.</p> + +<p>The case was as simple and straightforward as any bench of magistrates +could desire. The facts were borne out by independent testimony. There +could be no shadow of doubt as to the drunkenness or the assault. The +only matter to be considered was the measure of punishment to be meted +out. They all agreed that drunkenness was no excuse for violence, while +the offence was aggravated by a man in Rufus Sterne's position attacking +a man of the rank of Captain Tregony.</p> + +<p>One or two of the magistrates were for committing him to gaol without +the option of a fine. It was a serious matter for a civilian to attack +even an ex-soldier. It was a species of <i>lèse majesté</i> that ought not to +be tolerated for a moment.</p> + +<p>Unfortunately for these extremists a similar case had been tried a +fortnight previously, and the accused—a man of considerable means—had +got off with a fine of ten shillings and costs.</p> + +<p>"And," argued the chairman, "we cannot with this case fresh in people's +minds give colour to the fiction that there is one law for the rich and +another for the poor."</p> + +<p>So in order to prove their absolute impartiality, and to mark at the +same time their sense of what was due to an ex-officer of His Majesty's +forces they inflicted a fine of five pounds and costs, or a month's +imprisonment.</p> + +<p>Rufus was disposed at first not to pay the money. He was so angry that +he almost felt that the seclusion of a prison cell would be a relief. +But better thoughts<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> prevailed. He was absolutely helpless. It was no +use kicking or protesting. He could only grin, and abide, and hope that +the day would come when justice would find her own.</p> + +<p>It was a humiliating day for him. He left the court branded as a +drunkard and a brawler. The case for the prosecution had been so clear +and circumstantial that even his best friends were confounded. That he +should deny the accusation was natural enough; but there was an unspoken +fear in their hearts that worry had driven him to drink, and that +alcohol acting upon a highly-strung temperament had thrown him +momentarily off his mental and moral balance.</p> + +<p>Madeline Grover was almost dumbfounded. Unconsciously she had been +idealising Rufus for months past, while their last conversation had +further exalted him in her estimation. Here was a man, honest in his +doubts, sincere in his beliefs, and faithful to all his ideals. A man +who "would not make his judgment blind," and who refused to play the +hypocrite whatever the world might say in disparagement of him.</p> + +<p>Among all her acquaintances there was no man who had struck her fancy so +much. He stood apart from the common ruck. His very antagonism to the +religious conventions of his time had something of nobleness in it. If +he derided the Church it was because he believed it had departed from +the spirit and teachings of its founder. His reverence for what was good +and helpful had won her admiration.</p> + +<p>And now suddenly it had been discovered to her that her idol had not +only feet of clay, but was clay altogether, that he was a worse +hypocrite than the hypocrites he derided. That behind all his +pretence——</p> + +<p>She stopped short at that. He had made no pretence. If he had talked +about himself it was in dis<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span>paragement rather than praise. He +claimed no virtues beyond what his fellows possessed. He had always been +singularly modest in his estimate of his own abilities.</p> + +<p>Yet here were the facts in black and white. The unshaken testimony of +unimpeachable witnesses, while poor Gervase's face bore unmistakable +evidence of the fierceness of the onslaught.</p> + +<p>Four days after the trial the local paper came out with a verbatim +report. Madeline took a copy to her own room, and spent the whole +afternoon in studying its <i>pros</i> and <i>cons</i>.</p> + +<p>The points that fastened themselves upon her memory most tenaciously +were first, Rufus's refusal to give the name of someone about whom they +quarrelled, and second, his suggestion that Timothy Polgarrow had been +bribed by Gervase to give false evidence.</p> + +<p>Here was a phase of the question that seemed to grow larger and larger +the more she looked at it. She would have to keep her eyes and ears +open. Perhaps the last word on the subject had not been said. If Gervase +was as honourable as she had always believed, then it was wicked of +Rufus Sterne to throw out such a base and shameful insinuation. If, on +the other hand, Rufus was as black as he had been painted, why this act +of chivalry in the defence of the name of some unknown person?</p> + +<p>The subject was full of knots and tangles. She would have to wait until +some fresh light was thrown upon it.</p> + +<p>As the days passed away she was pleased to note that Gervase showed no +sign of triumph over the downfall of Rufus Sterne. He pointed no moral +as he might reasonably have done. He did not come to her and say, +"There, I told you so." His restraint and reserve were admirable, and +she liked him all the better for his silence.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span></p> + +<p>When, at length, she herself alluded to the matter, he spoke with +genuine feeling and sympathy.</p> + +<p>"I am really sorry for the fellow," he said. "Of course, he brought it +upon himself. I could not possibly pass over the assault in silence. But +all the same it is a pity that a man of parts should destroy his own +reputation."</p> + +<p>"It seemed a momentary and unaccountable outburst," she said, +reflectively.</p> + +<p>He smiled knowingly, and shook his head, but would not venture any +further remark on the subject.</p> + +<p>Madeline was greatly puzzled. She supposed she had been mistaken. It +seemed for once her instincts had led her wrong, her intuitions were at +fault. It was a painful discovery to make, and yet there was no other +conclusion she could come to. It was impossible to believe that Gervase +had deliberately plotted to ruin him, for Gervase, at any rate, was a +gentleman.</p> + +<p>Yet, somehow, she was never wholly satisfied. In spite of everything her +sympathies were still with the accused man. She made no attempt, +however, to see him again. She avoided every walk that would lead her +across his path. She did her best to put him out of her thoughts and out +of her life.</p> + +<p>Gervase, meanwhile, played his part with great skill. He no longer +pestered her with his attentions, no longer blustered. He felt he was +safe now from any rival, and that time was on his side. It was very +galling to have to wait so long, his fingers itched to touch her +dollars, but he was wise enough to see that he would gain nothing by +precipitancy. Madeline was not to be hurried or driven.</p> + +<p>As the winter wore slowly away Madeline became more friendly and +confidential. She sometimes asked him to take her a walk across the +downs. She allowed him also<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> to give her lessons in riding, she sought +his advice in numberless little matters, in which she feared to trust +her own judgment, and all unconsciously led him to think that the game +was entirely in his own hands.</p> + +<p>Between the Hall and the village there was little or no intercourse. +Lady Tregony did most of her shopping in Redbourne. It was only the +common and inexpensive things of household use that St. Gaved was deemed +worthy to supply. Hence it happened that sometimes for a week on the +stretch no local news found its way into the Hall.</p> + +<p>Occasionally Madeline wondered whether Rufus Sterne after his sad fall, +would give up in despair, and go to the bad altogether, or whether he +would pull himself together and fight his battle afresh. She wondered, +too, whether the scheme or invention in which he had risked his all +would prove to be a success or a failure. She sometimes scanned the +columns of the local paper, but his name was never mentioned, and +somehow she had not the courage to ask anyone who knew him.</p> + +<p>The weather continued so cold and cheerless, and so trying to the +Captain after his Indian experiences, that it was suggested by Sir +Charles that they should spend a month or two in the South of France.</p> + +<p>Madeline caught at the idea with great eagerness, and that settled the +matter. Both Sir Charles and Gervase were anxious to get her away from +St. Gaved, but were not quite certain how it was to be accomplished. +Madeline had grown so sick of London, and so eager to get back again to +Trewinion Hall, that they were afraid she would object to going away +again so soon.</p> + +<p>Gervase glanced at his father knowingly, and his eyes brightened.</p> + +<p>That evening father and son discussed affairs in the library.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I think the way is clear at last," Sir Charles said, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think so," Gervase answered, pulling at his briar.</p> + +<p>"We'll get away as soon as we can, the sooner the better. Under the +sunny skies of the Riviera her thoughts will turn to love and +matrimony," and Sir Charles laughed.</p> + +<p>"She's grown almost affectionate of late."</p> + +<p>"That is good. If she ever cherished any romantic attachment for that +scoundrel Sterne it is at an end."</p> + +<p>"She never mentions his name."</p> + +<p>"And by the time we have been away a week she will have forgotten his +existence."</p> + +<p>"I hope she will not be caught by some other handsome face."</p> + +<p>"Not likely, my boy, if you play your cards well."</p> + +<p>"I think, under the circumstances, I have played them remarkably well. +Much better than you did when they were in your hands."</p> + +<p>"No, no. Everything is going on as well as well can be. I don't think +either of us has anything to blame himself with."</p> + +<p>"I am not sure I did right in giving up my commission so soon. She was +immensely taken, if you remember, with my uniform. She likes smart +clothes."</p> + +<p>"Oh, she's got over that. She's a woman now, and a wide-awake woman to +boot."</p> + +<p>"There's no doubt about her being wide-awake. But when shall we start?"</p> + +<p>"Why not next Monday?"</p> + +<p>"Aye, that will do. The sooner the better," and Gervase went off to his +room to dream of matrimony and unlimited cash.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV</h2> + +<h3>THE END OF A DREAM</h3> + + +<p>It was not until March that Rufus realised that his dream was at an end. +He had hoped against hope for weeks; had toiled on with steady +persistency and tried to banish from his brain the thought of failure. +The knowledge came suddenly, though he took a long journey to the North +of England to seek it. When he turned his face toward home he knew that +all his labour had been in vain.</p> + +<p>Not that the invention on which he had bestowed so much toil and thought +was worthless. On the contrary, he saw greater possibilities in it than +ever before. But he had been forestalled. Another brain, as inventive as +his own, and with far greater facilities for reducing theories to +practice, had conceived the same idea and carried it into effect, while +he was still painfully toiling in the same direction. When he looked at +the work brought out by his competitor in the North, he felt as though +there was no further place for him on earth.</p> + +<p>"It is better than mine," he said to himself, sadly. "The main idea is +the same, but he has shown more skill in developing it."</p> + +<p>It was the advantage of the trained engineer over the untrained, of +experience over inexperience. He had no feeling of bitterness in his +heart against the man who had succeeded; he was of too generous a nature +to be envious. The man who had won deserved to win.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span></p> + +<p>He journeyed home like a man in a dream. The way seemed neither long nor +short. The first faint odour of spring was in the air, but he did not +heed it. His fellow passengers seemed more like shadows than real +people. The world for him was at an end. He had no more to do. One +question only was left to trouble him. How to put out life's brief +candle without awakening any suspicion of foul play. He was more heavily +stunned than he knew. Outwardly he was quite calm and collected, but it +was the calmness of insensibility. For the moment he was past feeling; +it was as though some powerful narcotic had been injected into his +veins. He had an idea that nothing could ruffle him any more.</p> + +<p>He had fretted a good deal at first over the loss of his good name. It +seemed a monstrous thing that any man should have the power to rob him +of what he valued more than all else on earth. That Gervase Tregony had +deliberately bribed Tim Polgarrow and his own gardener to say he was +drunk he had not the least shadow of a doubt, but he had no proof; and +to accuse a man of inciting to perjury—especially a man in the position +of Gervase Tregony—was a very dangerous thing. So he had to keep his +mouth shut, and bear in silence one of the cruellest wrongs ever +inflicted upon a man.</p> + +<p>He was not at all sorry that he had disfigured the not too handsome face +of Gervase Tregony for a few days. Indeed, he was human enough to feel +that he would not mind paying another five pounds to be allowed to +repeat the process. It was not "the assault" part of the affair that +troubled him, nobody thought much the worse of him for that side of the +episode. Gervase was not so popular in St. Gaved that he had many +sympathisers.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span></p> + +<p>But to be accused of drunkenness, and to have the accusation sworn to, +and set down as proved, was as the bitterness of death to him. If there +was any vice in the world he loathed it was drunkenness. It seemed to +him the parent of so many other vices as well as the Hades of human +degradation. It is true he was not a pledged abstainer. He never cared +to pledge himself to anything, but in practice he was above reproach.</p> + +<p>He knew, of course, why the charge of drunkenness had been tacked on to +that of assault, without the former the latter would not hold water. It +would be too humiliating to Gervase to admit that a sober man had beaten +him in fair fight; hence the fiction that he was pounced upon suddenly +and unawares by a man who was mad drunk. But the chief reason lay deeper +still. He was not so blind that he could not see that Gervase was +jealous of him, and sometimes he half wondered, half hoped, that he had +reason to be jealous. It made his nerves tingle when he thought, that in +the big house and before the Tregony family, Madeline Grover might have +unwittingly let fall some word that could be construed into a partiality +for him. It was a thought that would not bear to be looked at or +analysed he knew. Nevertheless, it would flash across his brain, and +that pretty frequently.</p> + +<p>Hence, from Gervase's point of view the charge of drunkenness was what +the man in the street would call "good business." He often pictured +Gervase gloating over his triumph. If ever Madeline thought +affectionately of him she would do so no longer. She would try to forget +that he ever crossed her path, and, perhaps be sorry to the end of her +days that she had shown him so much favour.</p> + +<p>This was the bitterest part of the whole experience. That Madeline +should think ill of him—the one woman<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> that all unwittingly he had +learned to love—was more painful than all the rest put together. It was +bad enough to be held up as an awful example in Church and Sunday-school +and Temperance meeting, as he heard was the case. But all that he did +not mind so much. He might live it down in time. But if Madeline was +once within his reach, and this cruel slander drove her into the arms of +Gervase Tregony, that would be a tragedy that could never be lived down, +that would darken his life to the end of the chapter.</p> + +<p>For several weeks he kept hoping that he would meet Madeline again. He +wanted to have one more conversation with her. He hoped that her +generous nature would allow him to put his side of the case; or, if that +was denied him that he might be allowed to say with all the emphasis he +could command, that the accusation was false. But she gave him no such +opportunity. He watched for her in the streets of St. Gaved. He took +long walks across the downs, he loitered in the road that led past the +lodge gates, but never once did she show her face. She evidently meant +to let him see that their acquaintanceship was at an end.</p> + +<p>Then came the news that the whole family had gone abroad, and that no +one knew when they would return to Trewinion Hall again. He heard the +news with a dull sense of pain at his heart. The brightest—the most +beautiful thing—that had ever come into his life had gone out again, +and he was left like a man stricken blind in a land of sunshine.</p> + +<p>Yet, strangely enough, his sense of grief and shame and loss increased +his desire for life. He did not want to hide himself—to pass out into +silence and forgetfulness. He wanted to live so that he might redeem his +life from the shadow that had fallen<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> upon it, and prove to Madeline +Grover, however late in the day, how cruelly he had been wronged.</p> + +<p>On his return from the North, however, this and every other feeling was +swallowed up in a strange insensibility to pain, both mental and +physical. The one thought that dominated him was that he must keep his +pledge to Felix Muller. As an honourable man he was bound to do that, +and perhaps the sooner he did it the better.</p> + +<p>He had spent three-fourths of the money he had borrowed. He had a few +assets in the shape of tools, the rest would have to be scrapped, and +would only be worth the value of old iron. In case there were no mishaps +over the insurance money, Felix Muller would be well repaid for the +risks he had taken and the world would go on just as if nothing had +happened.</p> + +<p>After a good deal of cogitation he came to the conclusion that the +easiest way out of life would be by drowning. He was not a very good +swimmer. He soon got exhausted and so was careful never to venture out +of his depth. It would be quite easy, therefore, for him to swim out +into deep water or take a header from a rock when the tide was up and +then quietly drown.</p> + +<p>That would mean that he would have to wait until summer. Nobody in St. +Gaved bathed in the sea in March. To avoid any suspicion of foul play he +would have to follow his normal habits and preserve as far as possible a +cheerful temper.</p> + +<p>It was soon whispered through the town that Rufus's great invention had +proved a failure. Some sympathised with him. Some secretly rejoiced. +For, curiously enough, no man can live in this world and do his duty +without making enemies. There are narrow, ungenerous souls in every +community who regard the success of their neighbours as a personal<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> +affront, who can see no merit in anyone, and who are never able to shape +their lips to a word of praise or congratulation.</p> + +<p>These people always complained that Rufus was a cut above his station. +They said it would do him good "to be taken down a peg." But they were +dreadfully sorry for the people whom he had induced to invest money in +his wild-cat enterprise.</p> + +<p>There were talks of his being made a bankrupt, and hints were thrown out +that he might soon have to appear in a court of law on a worse charge +than that of being drunk and disorderly. Moralists were able to see in +his case striking illustrations of the truth that "the way of +transgressors is hard." It was against the eternal order that a man +should permanently prosper who had turned his back upon the faith of his +fathers. His failure was heaven's punishment on him for neglecting +church and chapel, and his fall into the sin of drunkenness was to be +traced to precisely the same source.</p> + +<p>Some of these things were repeated to Rufus by not too judicious +friends, but they little guessed how deeply they hurt him. It was not +his habit to betray his feelings. When he was most deeply stung he said +the least.</p> + +<p>A few days after his return Felix Muller drove over to see him. He came +as usual after dark, and his excuse was that he had been to see clients +in the neighbourhood.</p> + +<p>Felix was full of sympathy and generous in his language of +commiseration.</p> + +<p>"We must still hope for the best," he said, after a long pause, looking +into the fire with a grave and abstracted air. "You have several months +yet to turn round in."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span></p> + +<p>"It will be impossible for me to find the money except in the way we +agreed upon," Rufus answered, without emotion.</p> + +<p>"It may look so now," Muller answered, with pretended cheerfulness; "but +in this topsy-turvy world there is no knowing what will turn up. I wish +it were possible for me to allow you an extension of time."</p> + +<p>"I fear it would not help me, if you could," Rufus said, absently.</p> + +<p>"Well, perhaps it wouldn't, but all the same I should like to give you +an extra chance or two if that were possible."</p> + +<p>"I am not asking for any favours," Rufus said, indifferently. "I am +getting things straight for you with as little delay as possible."</p> + +<p>"And I shall loathe myself for being compelled to receive the money when +you are gone."</p> + +<p>Rufus looked at him for a moment with a doubtful light in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Why, what can it matter to you?" he questioned. "I thought you were a +man without sentiment."</p> + +<p>"I am in the main. I am just a man of business, and nothing else. Yet +there's no denying I am fond of you. You are a man of my own way of +thinking. May I not say you are a disciple of mine?"</p> + +<p>"You may say what you like," Sterne replied, with a hollow laugh. "I +believe you helped to destroy some of the illusions of my youth."</p> + +<p>"And therefore you are grateful to me, and I am interested in you."</p> + +<p>"I am not sure that I am particularly grateful," Rufus said, wearily, +"What is there to be grateful for?"</p> + +<p>"What is there to be grateful for?" Muller questioned, raising his +eyebrows. "Surely it is something<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> to have got out of the fogs of +superstition into the clear light of reason. To have escaped from the +bondage of creeds into the freedom of humanity. To have discovered the +true value and proportion of things, to have been delivered from all +fear of the future——"</p> + +<p>"Are we not playing with words and phrases?" Rufus questioned, suddenly.</p> + +<p>"My dear friend, what do you mean?" Muller asked in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Suppose by reason and logic we can destroy everything until nothing is +left? Is there any satisfaction in that? Is there any comfort in a +philosophy of negations?"</p> + +<p>"Explain yourself."</p> + +<p>"Well, we will say for the sake of argument that we have proved there is +no God and no future state. That all religions are myths and dreams. +That matter explains everything, that thought is only sensation, that +morality simply registers a stage in evolution, that death breaks up the +elements which compose the individual, and they return to their native +state. What then? Have we got any further? Are we not merely playing +with words and phrases as children play with pebbles on the shore?"</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, whom have you been talking with lately?"</p> + +<p>"That is nothing to the point," Rufus answered, with a touch of defiance +in his voice. "What I want to know is, how or in what way we are better +off than say the vicar and his curate?"</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, surely you can see that they are the puppets of an +exploded superstition."</p> + +<p>"Well, suppose they are. What are we the puppets of?"</p> + +<p>"We are not puppets at all. We are free men."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Words again," Rufus answered, with a pathetic smile. "We are as +completely hemmed in by the forces that surround us as they are. As +completely baffled by the riddle of existence. In what does our freedom +consist? We have cast off one dogma to pin our faith to another."</p> + +<p>"No, no; we are not dogmatists at all."</p> + +<p>"Words again, Muller. You have your set of beliefs as clearly defined as +the vicar has his. You have formulated your creed. That it is largely a +denial of all he believes is nothing to the point. A negative implies a +positive."</p> + +<p>"Ah, but he believes in what affects the freedom of the human mind and +the human will. He believes in a personal God, in human accountability +to that Being; in a Day of Judgment; in a future state of rewards and +punishments."</p> + +<p>"And you believe in extinction?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I do, and so do you."</p> + +<p>"But is there any such thing as extinction? Can you destroy anything? If +a thing ceases to exist in one form, does it not exist in another?"</p> + +<p>"Of course, that is the eternal process, the undeviating order. At death +you disintegrate and turn to dust. In other words you are resolved into +your native elements, those elements are used up again in other forms, +they feed a rose, give colour to the grass, pass into the plumage of a +bird, or into the structure of an animal."</p> + +<p>"But I am more than dust, Muller, and so are you. Your philosophy still +leaves the riddle unsolved. I am coming round to the conviction that +personality is not to be explained away by any such rough-and-ready +method."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry to hear you say so."</p> + +<p>"Why should you be sorry?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Because when a man is in the grip of superstition there is no knowing +what he will do or leave undone. So-called religion is made an excuse +for so many things."</p> + +<p>"For not committing suicide, for instance?"</p> + +<p>"Exactly. If a man gets the stupid notion into his head that he is +accountable to somebody for his life, or that he will have to give an +account at some hypothetical judgment day, that man becomes a slave at +once. He is no longer his own master. No longer free to do what he +likes."</p> + +<p>"My dear Muller," Rufus questioned, with a smile. "Are you free to do as +you like? Is not the life of every one of us bounded by laws and +conditions that we cannot escape?"</p> + +<p>"Up to a point, no doubt. Freedom is not chaos. Liberty moves within +legitimate bounds. Our philosophy is at any rate rational."</p> + +<p>"Then you believe in a moral order as well as a physical?"</p> + +<p>"The moral order man has evolved for himself. It is a concomitant of +civilisation."</p> + +<p>"Why not say he has evolved the physical order for himself? Would it not +be just as reasonable? He may have evolved considerable portions of his +creeds and any number of dogmas. But the moral order is no more a part +of ecclesiasticism than earthquakes are. It is part of the universal +cosmos before which we stand helpless and bewildered."</p> + +<p>"My dear Sterne, you talk like a parson. Who has been coaching you?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, Muller; the subject is too big and complex to be dismissed with +a sneer."</p> + +<p>"I expect I shall hear of you next playing the martyr for moral ideals," +Muller said, with a slight curl of the lip.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span></p> + +<p>"That seems to be the next item on the programme," Rufus answered, +quietly; "for, after all, what is honesty—the just payment of +debts—but a moral ideal."</p> + +<p>"It belongs to that code of honour certainly that civilised peoples have +shaped for themselves."</p> + +<p>"Then you think I am bound to my pledge by nothing more weighty than +that?"</p> + +<p>"What could be more weighty? You could not escape from it +without—without—but why discuss the impossible? You are a man of +honour, that is enough."</p> + +<p>"And when is the latest you would like the money, Muller?"</p> + +<p>"It will need a month or two to clear up things," he said, evasively.</p> + +<p>"And if I am too precipitate I might be suspected?"</p> + +<p>"Exactly. You cannot be too wary. Companies have grown suspicious. There +have been so many attempts of late to cheat them, and, of course, in the +eye of the law robbing a company stands in precisely the same category +as robbing an individual."</p> + +<p>Rufus gave a start, and all the blood left his cheeks, and for several +moments he stared at the fire in silence.</p> + +<p>Muller rose from his chair, and began to brush his bowler hat with his +hand.</p> + +<p>"I'm frightfully sorry it's happened," he said, consolingly, "but, after +all, it will soon be over."</p> + +<p>"Ye—s."</p> + +<p>"I advised you against it. I did not like the risk from the first."</p> + +<p>"But you'll profit by the transaction?"</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, we're bound to make a little profit now and then or we +should starve."</p> + +<p>"Profit?" Rufus mused, as if to himself, "what shall it profit a +man——"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Perhaps you will advise me nearer the time?" Muller said, uneasily, and +he moved towards the door.</p> + +<p>"No. The papers will advise you."</p> + +<p>"Well, good-night. I will not say good-bye; perhaps something may turn +up yet." And he pulled open the door and passed out into the hall.</p> + +<p>"Good-night," Rufus answered, and he turned back to his easy-chair and +sat down.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI</h2> + +<h3>QUESTIONS TO BE FACED</h3> + + +<p>Rufus sat staring into the fire for the best part of an hour, with eyes +full of pain and questioning. Unwittingly Felix Muller had startled him +out of the condition of semi-insensibility into which he had fallen. The +dull apathy, mental and moral, passed from him like a cloud. He was +keenly alive once more, keenly sensitive to every question that touched +his personal honour. He was amazed that he should have failed to see the +moral issue raised by Muller. Amazed that he had never considered the +rights of the company in which he had insured his life.</p> + +<p>Was it true, he wondered, that departure from the Christian faith, the +relinquishing of the idea of accountability to a Supreme Being, lowered +a man's moral standard? Would he have lost sight of the moral view if he +had not drifted into the cold and barren regions of materialistic +philosophy? He had prided himself on his personal honour, and yet had he +not been sliding downwards, steadily and unconsciously, ever since he +cast religion definitely aside? The Churches might concern themselves +mainly with questions that were of little account. But, after all, they +did keep alive the sense of God, the idea of accountability, the +importance of right living.</p> + +<p>If he had held on, for instance, to the faith of his childhood, would he +have lost sight for a moment of the fact that to cheat a public company +was just as<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> dishonest as to cheat a private individual? Could he under +any circumstances have entered into the compact he had? Would he not +have sighted the moral issue in a moment?</p> + +<p>He felt humiliated and ashamed. How could he patch the garment of his +personal honour with stolen material. The conduct of Micawber in paying +Traddles with his I.O.U. was nobility itself in comparison with his +proposal to pay Muller by cheating an insurance company. The only +question that had worried him until now was whether a man had any right +to take his own life. And his materialistic philosophy had led him to +the conclusion that in such a matter he was responsible to himself +alone, that his life was his own to do what he liked with, to end it or +use it, just as seemed good in his own eyes.</p> + +<p>That might be true still for all he knew, though he was beginning to +doubt. But on a question of common honesty there was no room for two +opinions. Society was built up and held together by the recognition of +certain fundamental principles. There was practically universal +agreement on certain things. No argument was necessary. No one was asked +to prove that fire was hot or that ice was cold, for instance. So with +honesty and dishonesty. A man who tried to defend cheating would be +ostracised.</p> + +<p>But why had he failed to see this clear moral issue? That was the +question that troubled him. He had struck a blow at his own integrity +and was not conscious of it. Just as the worst kind of hell is to be in +hell and not know it, so the most terrible state of depravity is to be +depraved and to be unconscious of the fact.</p> + +<p>Rufus felt such a sense of personal loathing as he had never known +before. He saw himself as in a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> mirror—not darkly, but clearly. He +realised that in casting away the husks he had cast away the grain also, +that in losing the sense of accountability he had obscured his vision of +righteousness.</p> + +<p>There were certain excuses to be made for himself he knew. He had been +so certain of the success of his scheme that he had never given himself +time to consider the alternative issue. It was only recently that the +idea of failure had seriously crossed his mind. At the beginning he had +refused to consider it even as a remote contingency. That the company +would ever be called upon to pay the money was too absurd to be thought +of.</p> + +<p>In addition to that, there had been a vague idea somewhere at the back +of his mind that a company and an individual were not in the same +category, that they belonged to a different order of things.</p> + +<p>A company was something impersonal—something that had neither morals +nor conscience, that had neither a body to be kicked nor a soul to be +saved. Hence the idea of cheating a company was on a par with trying to +cheat a steamship or a railway engine.</p> + +<p>He had never said this to himself. He had never really looked at the +matter, but he was vaguely conscious that there had been some such +feeling or idea in his mind. Why such an idea should have possessed his +sub-consciousness he did not know. Now that he had become wide-awake to +the real issue he was amazed.</p> + +<p>Then there was another question that went hand in hand with the others. +Why did his moral sense become acutely awake at this particular +juncture? He had been getting back again to the old landmarks. He had +been recovering his lost faith on many points. His visit to Tregannon +and his many conversations with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> Marshall Brook had helped him to +discern what was vital in religion. He had been separating, +unconsciously, ecclesiasticism from Christianity. He disliked the former +as much as ever, but the philosophy of Jesus seemed the noblest thing +ever given to the world. If he had been asked if he believed in Jesus +Christ and His teachings he would have said yes. Had he been asked if he +believed in the Church and its teachings, his answer would have still +been a negative, or, if an affirmative it would have been conditioned by +so many reservations that he would not have been deemed suitable for +church membership in any communion. Yet he was not far from the kingdom +of God. The kernel of Christianity he accepted. He knew it and felt it. +His quarrel was no longer with Christ, but with those who pretended to +represent Him, with an organisation that in the main had lost His +Spirit.</p> + +<p>Was, then, the quickening of his moral sense the outcome of his +recovered faith? If he had never known Madeline Grover, never read the +books she lent him, never listened to the teachings of Marshall Brook, +would he have troubled about the rights of an insurance company?</p> + +<p>These were questions he could not answer. He had not found his bearings +yet. He would need more time. Moreover, the question of all others that +hammered at his brain and conscience was, should he pay back the money +he owed Muller by fraud? Should he be dishonest in one direction that he +might be honest in another? Should he pay a debt of honour by an act of +flagrant dishonour? He knew that Muller would answer yes in a moment; +that with him honesty and honour did not belong to the same category. He +would have said that men might be perfectly honourable without being +honest; that honesty, after all,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> was merely a matter of policy; that +perfectly honourable men cheated every day.</p> + +<p>But with his awakened moral sense Rufus could not see things in that +light. What, therefore, was he to do?</p> + +<p>He stole off to bed at length, but not to sleep. Hour after hour he lay +wide awake, thinking, thinking. But he could see no way out of the +difficulty. The more he puzzled his brain the more perplexed he became. +He was on the horns of a dilemma from which there seemed no escape.</p> + +<p>As a man of honour he was bound to hand back the money to Muller by the +time appointed, and yet to do so he must take his own life and commit at +the same time an act of roguery that would cover his name with infamy if +men got to know. As far as his own life was concerned he was not in the +mood to set much value upon it, and as the days passed away that mood +deepened and intensified. He asked himself the question constantly, What +had he to live for? The things that made life valuable had been taken +from him. What was life without hope and without love? He was so +absolutely stranded that even if he lived it would only be a miserable +dragging out of existence.</p> + +<p>Sometimes he gave way to absolute despair, and the very thought of death +was a relief to him. Peace and quietness and rest were to be found only +in the grave. Why not end the struggle at once? Why wait until summer +came? He could gain nothing by waiting, and a few days more or less +could make no difference. The sooner the fatal slip was taken the sooner +would come relief.</p> + +<p>And yet in the darkest days of despair his moral sense revolted. The +idea of committing a fraud as the final act of his life seemed to jar +every fibre of his being.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> It was not dying he shrank from, though death +itself seemed a far more solemn thing than it had done for many years +past. But he was no coward. He did not recoil even from suffering; but +to die a cheat was what he could not bring himself to look upon with +equanimity.</p> + +<p>Again and again he would say to himself, "What does it matter? I have +been a cheat in intention if not in act. The proposal was my own. I +entered into the compact with my eyes wide open."</p> + +<p>But such reasoning did not satisfy him. Even when he told himself that +he had no character to lose, that even if the fraud were discovered it +would only throw a little darker shadow upon his memory. It did not +lessen his repugnance of the contemplated act.</p> + +<p>So one day of misery succeeded another, and he fancied sometimes he +would lose his reason altogether.</p> + +<p>Fortunately for him his old place at the mine became vacant, and the +manager, who had never lost faith in him, was only too glad to reinstate +him.</p> + +<p>"Don't be downhearted, Sterne," he said. "Our greatest successes are won +through failure. You will win yet if you have only patience to wait and +strength to persevere."</p> + +<p>They were the first really friendly words that had been spoken to him, +and the tears came into his eyes in spite of himself.</p> + +<p>Captain Tom Hendy turned away his head. He did not like to see tears in +a strong man's eyes, and he guessed that Rufus must have suffered +terribly for a few friendly words to affect him so much.</p> + +<p>"It is kind of you, Capt'n Tom, to say so much," Rufus said, at length, +"but I am too hopelessly stranded ever to do very much."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, that is all my eye," Captain Tom answered, with a brusque laugh. +"You know the old saying, 'Rome was not built in a day.'"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know the old saying, but I fear it won't help me very much. +Still, I shall be glad to forget my disappointment for a while in my old +tasks."</p> + +<p>"Disappointment is the seed-ground out of which grow the fairest +flowers," was the cheery answer.</p> + +<p>Captain Tom was a Methodist local preacher, and was somewhat given to +coining phrases that had a pleasant sound. Moreover, he had a big, +kindly heart, a fact which was often unsuspected by those who did not +know him.</p> + +<p>"Can I begin work soon?" Rufus questioned, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"On Monday morning. Jackson finishes on Saturday, so you can just take +up the old threads as though there had been no break."</p> + +<p>"You are really awfully kind," Rufus said, impulsively. "You see, I come +back with a damaged reputation."</p> + +<p>"Not much, sonny; not much. But, of course, your religious views +predisposed people to believe the worst."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose so. It is a curious world."</p> + +<p>"Well, it is in some respects; but in the long run people generally get +what they deserve."</p> + +<p>"You think so?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure of it. There is a moral order that never varies. Don't you +make any mistake, my boy. God is at the head of affairs, though you may +think the world is run without a head."</p> + +<p>"I don't know that I have ever said that."</p> + +<p>"Well, not in so many words, perhaps. But you've drifted a long way. +I've been awfully sorry. I'm<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> sorry still. But you'll get back. I've +never lost faith in you. You've always been better than your philosophy. +But I'm not going to blame you."</p> + +<p>"You need not be afraid that I shall be offended."</p> + +<p>"No, 'tisn't that. I know what it is to doubt, myself. I fancy sometimes +it's only the people who never think who never doubt. The way into the +Kingdom is through tribulation. So long as a man is honest in his +doubts, I don't mind. It is the blatant scepticism of ignorance that one +resents. I am sure you have been anxious to find the truth."</p> + +<p>"I am still."</p> + +<p>"Light will come in good time, my boy. Only be patient and humble," and +Captain Tom turned away.</p> + +<p>"One word more before you go," Rufus said, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sonny, a dozen if you like."</p> + +<p>"I referred just now to my damaged reputation."</p> + +<p>"You did. But you'll be able to live that down."</p> + +<p>"That is not the point exactly. I was cruelly slandered in that matter. +I was never drunk in my life, never, in the smallest degree, the worse +for drink; and it would be a comfort to me if you could accept my word +of honour on that point."</p> + +<p>"Then it was not a momentary weakness—a sudden lapse as it were?"</p> + +<p>"It was not. I have never tasted a drop of intoxicants since my leg was +broken, and then it was given to me as a medicine by the doctor."</p> + +<p>"But why should three men swear you were drunk?"</p> + +<p>"One to damage my character. The other two were bribed."</p> + +<p>"Have you proof of that?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Then you had better keep a still tongue."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I have done so; but you have shown yourself so friendly that I could +not help speaking. Besides, it is hard to keep silent under so great a +wrong."</p> + +<p>"But why should any man—especially a man in the young Squire's +position—bribe others to swear your character away?"</p> + +<p>"Because he feared I was coming between him and the girl he wanted to +marry."</p> + +<p>Captain Tom started and looked incredulous.</p> + +<p>"Please don't think me egotistical," Rufus continued, with a painful +blush. "I can assure you I have never aspired so high. But——"</p> + +<p>"You saved her life."</p> + +<p>"I had that good fortune, and she was grateful, and she showed her +gratitude in many ways. One afternoon back in the winter I met her on +the Downs, and we had a ramble together, and unfortunately the Captain +saw us."</p> + +<p>"And you think he was jealous?"</p> + +<p>"I do. What led to the quarrel was, he charged me with loitering round +Trewinion so that I might waylay her, and influence her against him."</p> + +<p>"But why did you not mention that in court?"</p> + +<p>"What would have been the good of it? He would have denied it on oath. +Besides, I'd rather be accused of drunkenness than drag Miss Grover's +name into such a sordid squabble."</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed!" and the Captain's eyebrows went up perceptibly.</p> + +<p>"You'll excuse me talking so freely, Capt'n Tom," Rufus went on, "but it +really does me good to open my heart to someone, and I know you'll +respect my confidence."</p> + +<p>"I wish you had come to me sooner my boy, though I never thought very +seriously of the matter. I con<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span>cluded it was a sudden lapse, and in all +probability would never happen again."</p> + +<p>"But it was nothing of the sort," Rufus said, with a touch of vehemence +in his tone. "I am as innocent of the charge as you are."</p> + +<p>"Then the men who witnessed against you are guilty of perjury?"</p> + +<p>"Timothy Polgarrow is, without a doubt. Poor old Micah Martin may have +fancied I was not sober. Besides, he would conceive it to be his bounden +duty to accept his young master's word."</p> + +<p>For several seconds Captain Tom remained silent, with his eyes fixed +upon the ground.</p> + +<p>"Such villainy ought to be exposed," he said, at length, raising his +eyes suddenly.</p> + +<p>"But how is it to be done?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, my boy," he answered, reflectively, "I don't know."</p> + +<p>"You said just now that in the long run people got their deserts."</p> + +<p>"I did, sonny, and I believe it."</p> + +<p>"But where shall I come in? Suppose they do get their deserts, that +won't compensate me."</p> + +<p>The Captain's grave face relaxed into a broad smile. "Perhaps young +Tregony's deserts will be in not getting the girl," he said, and he gave +a loud guffaw.</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"That may be where you come in. My stars, but if I were in your shoes, +I'd make him jealous for something. By all accounts he hasn't got her +yet."</p> + +<p>"I don't know; I've heard nothing."</p> + +<p>"Neither have I, for that matter. But if he had got her, it would have +been in all the papers. You may be quite sure of that."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Whether he has won her or failed can make no difference to me. I have +no dreams in that direction."</p> + +<p>Captain Tom lowered his eyebrows and puckered his lips. "Sonny," he +said, "I've no wish to be inquisitive. But I've been a young man myself. +Ah me! I'd like to be young again. Nothing is impossible to youth when +there is a stout heart, a clear brain, and a clean conscience."</p> + +<p>"Which only a few possess."</p> + +<p>"Look here, sonny," Captain Tom said, after a pause, "you are too young +to let the weeds of pessimism overrun the garden. Look up, that's my +advice. You've had a big disappointment, I admit, and you've been +shamefully slandered; but my belief is God has some big thing in store +for you, if you will only wait patiently and trust in Him."</p> + +<p>Rufus dropped his head, but did not reply. However despondent he might +feel, or however tired of life, it would be a fatal policy to show it.</p> + +<p>"We'll talk this matter over again some time," Captain Tom said at +length. "Meanwhile, you keep your eyes open. My stars! but she's a girl +worth winning!"</p> + +<p>Rufus looked up with a start.</p> + +<p>"I mean it," Captain Tom went on, with a laugh. "Besides, you got the +first innings. If I were a sporting man, I know which horse I would +back. My stars! but it would be no end of a joke!" and with another +laugh, he walked away.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII</h2> + +<h3>THE VALUE OF A LIFE</h3> + + +<p>Rufus settled himself down to his work with as much outward cheerfulness +as he could command. It was a great comfort to him to know that Captain +Tom believed in him, and that the past would never be flung into his +teeth by his employer. The work was not exacting and the pay was +proportionate. There was no scope for enterprise or ambition, which +exactly suited his mood. He had no ambition left. He was only marking +time at best. Before the autumn leaves had carpeted the ground he would +be at rest.</p> + +<p>He faced the issue, most days, grimly and determinedly. There was no +other alternative open to him. It seemed a greater wrong to defraud a +friend than to take a few hundreds out of the coffers of a great and +wealthy company. The company would not be perceptibly the poorer if it +lost ten times the amount. It had accumulated funds for all +contingencies. It lived by and for the purpose of taking risks. But to +defraud Muller might be to ruin him. The money was not his own. The loss +to him might mean bankruptcy and worse. Hence, as he was bound to commit +a fraud whether he lived or died, it seemed the better part to commit +the fraud that would give least pain and trouble, and dying, escape all +consequences. It was a terrible alternative, and it filled him with +self-loathing and contempt. He felt that he was a living falsehood, +practising a daily hypocrisy. And yet what could he do?</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span></p> + +<p>The dry east winds of March had given place to April's genial showers. +Spring was greening the landscape in all directions. The throstles sang +in the elm-trees as though glad to be alive, and in the uplands the +young lambs sported in the sunshine. Every morning, as Rufus walked over +the hills to the mine, he felt the joy of life throbbing in his veins. +It was good to live when the world was becoming so fair; good to smell +the pungent odours of the earth, and feel the warmth of the ascending +sun. There were moments when he forgot the sword that was hanging over +his head, and he would revel in the yellow of the gorse and in the +changing colours of the sea. Then he would come to himself with a gasp, +and a look of horror would creep into his eyes.</p> + +<p>In spite of himself the strain began to tell upon his health. The burden +was becoming heavier than he could bear. In the company of others he +simulated a cheerfulness that he never felt. If he spoke of the future, +it was with a tone of well-feigned hopefulness in his voice. He +pretended to have plans reaching into the next year and the year after +that. He loathed himself for being so consummate a hypocrite. But for +Muller's sake he would have to avoid waking the smallest suspicion.</p> + +<p>It is not surprising, perhaps, that the further he got away from the +first shock of disappointment, and the nearer he got to the redemption +of his pledge, the stronger his passion for life became. It might be the +beauty of the springtime that made him so eager to live. It might be the +growing sense of the sacredness of life. It might be the increasing +moral revulsion from the act itself. It might be the slow lifting of the +veil from his spiritual vision, or it might be all these things +combined. Certain it is that as the spring<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> advanced and the earth +became more and more beautiful, the thought of dying became more and +more repugnant.</p> + +<p>"There is no wealth but life," a great writer has said, and Rufus began +to feel more and more the truth of that statement. He was an asset of +his age and generation. He belonged to his own time. The treasure of a +country was not its dollars but its life. To the individual himself life +is his one real possession. Wealth and fame and distinction are nothing +to the dead. Moreover, life without wealth, without recognition, without +honour, is still worth possessing. It is a gladness merely to live and +see the beauty of the earth and feel the warmth of the sun.</p> + +<p>Rufus began to count the days till the end of August, which he reckoned +would mark the limit of his pilgrimage. The time passed all too quickly. +He gave himself as little sleep as possible, for sleep seemed to rob him +of what little of life was left, and he was anxious to make the most of +it.</p> + +<p>Never a spring seemed so beautiful as that one. Never did the gorse +flame so yellow on the moors, never did he see such sapphire in the +deep. As the evenings grew longer he sat on the cliffs and watched the +sunsets and ticked them off in his calendar as the day faded into night.</p> + +<p>His eyes grew large and pathetic and his voice took a softer tone. +Sometimes he found his thoughts shaping themselves into supplication. +The universal instinct asserted itself unconsciously. He wanted guidance +and he wanted forgiveness for what he proposed to do.</p> + +<p>Marshall Brook came across to see him once or twice, and they had long +walks and talks together, but he got no help out of their conversation +and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span> discussions. On the contrary, every talk seemed to make his task +more and more difficult.</p> + +<p>By slow and almost imperceptible steps he was coming back to the faith +he had cast aside. He read the gospels with new interest, and saw in the +books Madeline Grover lent him, and which he still kept, new and deeper +meanings. But all this only put fresh thorns in his path. He wished +sometimes that his philosophy of negations had never been disturbed, +that he could still believe what he believed honestly enough when he +entered into this fatal compact.</p> + +<p>It seemed as though everything conspired to put difficulties in his +path. He might be the victim of a malicious fate. He had told Muller +that if he failed he should not want to live—that there would be +nothing left worth living for. How little he knew! How little he guessed +that that very day he would see a face that would change the world for +him; that from that day a train of circumstances would be set in motion +that would alter his entire outlook!</p> + +<p>He was a different man to-day from what he was nine months ago. He +looked at life and the world through different eyes. He had loved, and +love had greatened him in spite of the fact that he had loved in vain. +He had reasoned about temperance, and righteousness, and a judgment to +come, and out of the chaos of his own thinking had appeared the faint +glimmerings of an eternal order. He had suffered, and suffering had +developed in him the grace of patience, and toughened the fibres of his +moral nature. He had come under influences which had quickened his +drooping moral sense and made him look with steadier eyes at the meaning +and mystery of life.</p> + +<p>He never more ardently desired to do the right thing, was never so +absolutely compelled to do the wrong.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> He wished sometimes that he could +take some one into his confidence, Captain Tom Hendy, for instance. With +his clear vision and strong common sense he might see a way out of the +difficulty. But to take anyone into his confidence would be to give the +whole case away. For Muller's sake he would have to preserve an +inviolable silence, and yet the very silence was becoming more and more +intolerable.</p> + +<p>Toward the end of April he paid what he deemed would be his last visit +to Muller. It would be a relief to put some of his thoughts into speech. +That, however, was not the main purpose of his visit. He had succeeded +in putting all his affairs in order, in turning into cash everything +that was saleable, and in discharging all outstanding obligations, and +he was pleased to discover that he had still three hundred pounds left.</p> + +<p>"I suppose this belongs to me," he said to himself, "to do what I like +with," and he smiled sadly. Some men, under the circumstances, might +have spent it in having what they would call a good time, but he was in +no mood for feasting or mirth.</p> + +<p>"I will take it back to Muller," he went on, "and lessen my obligation +by that amount." So one Saturday afternoon, when they left off early at +the mine, he donned his holiday suit, and trudged off into Redbourne to +see his friend.</p> + +<p>He found Muller in his office as he expected. Muller had no domestic +ties, and he preferred his office, as a rule, to any other place in the +world.</p> + +<p>Muller looked up with a little start of surprise when Rufus entered. In +the first place, he was not expecting him, and in the second place, he +was shocked at his appearance.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Sterne," he said, "what brings you into Redbourne to-day? Not to +see a doctor, I hope," and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> a curious smile played round the corners of +his mouth.</p> + +<p>"I came to see you," Rufus answered, with a smile. "Doctors are of no +use to me."</p> + +<p>"Well, no," Muller replied, reflectively. "I presume you are right in +that. But you look ill all the same—painfully ill."</p> + +<p>"Do I? I was not aware. I feel about as usual."</p> + +<p>"Not over cheerful, I presume. Well, I don't wonder. It's beastly hard +luck. I think if I were in your place I should get the business over as +quickly as possible."</p> + +<p>"I have to consider your interests as well as my own feelings," Rufus +answered, going to the window and looking down into the street.</p> + +<p>"Well, yes, of course. If people suspected anything there might be old +Harry to pay."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. Then, you know, I have had a good many things to square up, +and, on the whole, I have come out fairly well."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by that?"</p> + +<p>"I mean that out of the thousand pounds I borrowed of you, I have three +hundred left."</p> + +<p>"So much?"</p> + +<p>"Three pounds, seventeen and ninepence over, to be exact. But what I +propose to do is to hand over the three hundred pounds to you, and so +lessen my obligation by that amount."</p> + +<p>Muller started, and a puzzled expression came into his eyes.</p> + +<p>"The burden will seem a little lighter," Rufus went on, looking down +into the street again.</p> + +<p>"I confess I do not quite understand," Muller said, adjusting his +pince-nez. "You don't mean t—t——" Then he stopped, and waited for +Rufus further to explain himself.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I mean," Rufus answered, walking across the room, and dropping into a +chair, "that if there is any profit arising out of the transaction you +shall have the full benefit of it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, thanks, old man; that is good of you," and Muller's face brightened +instantly.</p> + +<p>"There are always expenses, of course?"</p> + +<p>"A great many expenses, I am sorry to say. But you have been very +thoughtful. Extremely considerate, if I may say so, without flattery."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you can flatter as much as you like," Rufus answered, with a +mirthless laugh. "It would be much more to the purpose, however, if you +could see some other way out of the difficulty."</p> + +<p>Muller's countenance changed again in a moment.</p> + +<p>"You like not the prospect?" he said, cynically.</p> + +<p>"To be honest, I don't. As a matter of fact, I despise myself for not +seeing at the beginning all the issues involved."</p> + +<p>"What issues do you refer to?"</p> + +<p>"Moral issues in the main. The repayment of this loan is with us both a +question of honour."</p> + +<p>"That is so. As an honourable man you cannot escape it."</p> + +<p>"I see that clearly enough. What I failed to see at the first—either +because I refused to entertain the idea of failure, or else because my +moral sense had become dull—was that I was proposing to pay a debt by +fraud."</p> + +<p>Muller laughed uneasily. "I think I pointed that out to you quite +clearly on the day we settled the matter."</p> + +<p>"I have no recollection of it."</p> + +<p>"I did so most distinctly. I said if the company scented suicide they +would dispute the claim, or words to that effect."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And seeing this clearly you were willing to become a party to the +fraud?"</p> + +<p>Muller's eyes blazed in a moment. "Look here, Sterne," he said, angrily, +"this is above a joke. You know very well that the proposal was not +mine. You badgered and bullied and persuaded and gave me no peace. I +yielded at length, much against my will, to oblige you. I made you angry +when I pointed out in the frankest and most explicit way the +consequences of failure, and now, confound it, when you have failed you +come and blame me."</p> + +<p>"No, no; you misunderstand me," Rufus said, mildly. "I have no wish to +blame you. The proposal was my own, I frankly admit, and you yielded +very reluctantly. But the thing that puzzles me is that while we talked +about honour we neither of us seemed to realise that the proposal +involved a glaring act of dishonour."</p> + +<p>"Do you refer to the insurance company?"</p> + +<p>"I do."</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, would you consider it a dishonourable act to +appropriate a pin from your neighbour's dressing-table?"</p> + +<p>"Well, no. There is no value in a pin."</p> + +<p>"Yes, there is. All values are relative. To the company concerned the +amount involved is scarcely more than the value of a pin to your +landlady."</p> + +<p>"If I took a penny from her dressing-table it would be theft."</p> + +<p>"You think that because the disc of copper represents a fixed amount of +money. Call it theft if you like. So then taking a pin would be theft."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps so."</p> + +<p>"But a theft so small that in any moral or legal reckoning it would not +count. It would not count<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> because your landlady would not feel it. So +the paltry amount under discussion would not be felt by the company."</p> + +<p>"You call it a paltry amount, and yet it represents the value of a +life."</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, human life is not of much account in this world. +Governments—especially Christian Governments—sacrifice men by +thousands for bits of barren territory that are not worth sixpence."</p> + +<p>"The Creator, perhaps, sets more value on them."</p> + +<p>"Use the word Nature and you talk sense. Only your suggestion is +absolutely beside the mark. Nature puts no value on human life at all, +no more than you do on the creeping things you trample to death at every +step you take."</p> + +<p>"Nature does not destroy. She only changes the form. Nothing is lost."</p> + +<p>"Except life. That vanishes like the flame of a candle in a gust of +wind."</p> + +<p>"Vanishes! But do you know what the word means?"</p> + +<p>"I think I do. But what is all this talk leading to? What have you got +at the back of your brain? If you are going to funk the business, say +so, and let me know the worst."</p> + +<p>"I don't think I have suggested anything of the kind," Rufus replied, +uneasily. "I frankly admit that I do not like the alternative, and wish +that some other way of escape could be found."</p> + +<p>"But if there is no other way?"</p> + +<p>"Then I must meet my doom, and go into darkness disgraced and +dishonoured."</p> + +<p>"In a hundred years from now nothing will matter."</p> + +<p>"You are not even sure of that. But, candidly, I am as ready to face +death as most other men. I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span> am not aware that I have ever proved myself +a coward, but I do abhor the thought of shrinking meanly out of life by +a back door in order to cheat an insurance company."</p> + +<p>"You should have thought of all this earlier."</p> + +<p>"I know I should. I am simply amazed at myself. But I was so certain of +success that I refused to look at failure, or the possible consequences +of failure."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. But that is not my fault. I am sorry for you. More sorry than +I can express. But I am powerless to help you."</p> + +<p>"And you are not concerned at my cheating the insurance company?"</p> + +<p>"Not in the least. I am only concerned that you do not cheat me."</p> + +<p>"But suppose I paid you interest on the seven hundred pounds for a year +or two?"</p> + +<p>"It is not the interest I want, but the principal, which I must have by +the first of January next, or I'm up a tree."</p> + +<p>"But could you not borrow the amount from some other client for awhile?"</p> + +<p>"Where am I to get security? Why don't you ask me to make you a free +gift of the amount in question?"</p> + +<p>"I don't want any free gift. At the same time, I don't want to sacrifice +my life if there is any chance of saving it."</p> + +<p>"You seem to set great store by it."</p> + +<p>"It is all I have. And of late I have not been able to shake off the +conviction that I am responsible to God for it."</p> + +<p>"I thought as much," Muller said, with a sneer.</p> + +<p>Rufus raised his eyes questioningly.</p> + +<p>"Turning Christian again with Christian results," he went on. "I caught +an echo of the jargon the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> last time I called on you, and feared you +would turn coward, as all these religious people do."</p> + +<p>"Don't let us quarrel, Muller," Rufus said, mildly. "I confess I had not +much hope that you would be able to help me, so I shall return not +greatly disappointed."</p> + +<p>"I would help you a thousand times if I could," Muller replied, with a +great burst of simulated friendliness, "but, alas! I cannot do +impossibilities."</p> + +<p>"Very good, I will not trouble you again."</p> + +<p>"And you will not burst the thing up by awaking suspicion?"</p> + +<p>"Not if I can help it."</p> + +<p>"And take a word of advice. Get rid of those silly notions about +accountability and all that rubbish. They don't become a man of your +intellectual calibre."</p> + +<p>"Thank you: we must follow the light that is in us. Good afternoon and +good-bye."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," Muller said, lugubriously, grasping his outstretched hand. +"I'm sorry, but I'm helpless."</p> + +<p>Rufus did not reply nor did he look back, and a moment later Muller +heard his footsteps slowly descending the stairs.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII</h2> + +<h3>THE RETURN OF THE SQUIRE</h3> + + +<p>Rufus was conscious as he descended the stairs that his feelings towards +Felix Muller had undergone considerable change. Felix was not the close +and attached friend that he had imagined him to be. Of late he had +revealed himself in a new light. It was no doubt true that he had taken +considerable risks on his account, but he began to fear that these risks +had not been taken on the score of friendship merely. It seemed to Rufus +that the passion for speculation and the desire for gain had been the +chief factors in the case.</p> + +<p>"I think he might have helped me," Rufus said to himself, regretfully. +"If he had really cared for my friendship he would have set my life +before most things. I don't think my death will trouble him in the +least."</p> + +<p>At the street door he paused for a few moments, and contemplated the +busy street stretching right and left. It was market-day, and the youth +of the entire country side had poured itself into the town. Up and down +they sauntered—lads and maidens—aimless, vacant, but entirely happy. +Hands in pockets, arms round waists, straws between teeth, caps tilted +to the back of heads. The world for them was the best of all possible +places, and Fore Street, Redbourne, on a market-day the most wonderful +place in the world.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the crowd divided that a pair of horses drawing an open +carriage might pass up the street.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> The carriage was empty. The coachman +and footman sat stiff and erect in blue livery, and surveyed the scene +with a look of pitying condescension on their faces.</p> + +<p>Rufus watched the carriage pass with more than ordinary interest. It was +Sir Charles Tregony's carriage and was evidently on its way to the +station. Very likely the family were returning to-day, though to put +five people into an ordinary landau would be a tight squeeze.</p> + +<p>Rufus found his heart beating a little more rapidly than usual; the +thought of seeing Madeline Grover again quickened his pulse +unconsciously. In a moment the busy street faded, the noise died down +into silence, and he was back in a quiet country lane, watching a +carriage pass, with a strange lady sitting by the side of the driver. He +would never forget that first vision of Madeline's face. He had never +seen a face before that had so caught his fancy. He had never seen +anything comparable to it since.</p> + +<p>That was one of the red-letter days of his life. He fancied then that +all the world lay at his feet. No dream of failure dimmed the sunshine +for a moment. He was on the heights of Pisgah, with all the fair land of +promise stretched out before him. Now he was in the valley of the +shadow, having relinquished his last hope. It was a curious coincidence +that Madeline should return that day of all days. Return, possibly, as +the wife of Gervase Tregony. To see her sitting by his side would be the +last drop in the cup of humiliation, the deepest note in the solemn +dirge of his despair.</p> + +<p>He looked at his watch. The down express from London was due in fifteen +minutes, and it was generally well up to time.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I think I will loiter round in town until they have gone," he said to +himself. "I need not suffer the humiliation of seeing her the happy +bride of that——fellow," and he plunged at once into the throng that +jostled each other in the street.</p> + +<p>But the desire to have another look at Madeline's face proved too strong +for him.</p> + +<p>"It cannot do me any harm," he said to himself, moodily. "Nothing can do +me any harm now. The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune have done +their worst."</p> + +<p>Ten minutes later he was on the station platform waiting for the down +express. Very few people were about. He lighted a cigarette, and +strolled with apparent unconcern up and down the platform. He gave a +little start when the signal dropped just in front of him. A couple of +porters hurried across the line from the other platform, a newspaper boy +appeared from somewhere round a corner, the people who had been walking +up and down came to a sudden stop. The long train glided slowly round a +curve, and came to a standstill.</p> + +<p>Rufus drew to the off side of the platform, and watched the scene. Fifty +heads were thrust out of nearly as many windows, but only half a dozen +people alighted. Sir Charles and party had a compartment to themselves +near the middle of the train. The Baronet alighted first—slowly and +stiffly as though cramped with the long journey. Beryl jumped out after +him with light springy step, then came Lady Tregony, ponderous, but +jaunty still.</p> + +<p>Rufus found his heart beating uncomfortably fast as he waited for +Madeline to appear. The porter entered the compartment, and began +handing out the wraps and umbrellas, then the footman hurried<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> away to +the luggage van. Rufus heaved a long sigh, partly of disappointment, +partly of relief. Madeline had not returned with the others, neither had +the Captain. That meant—what?</p> + +<p>He could think of only one possible explanation. They were man and wife, +and were travelling on their own account. Perhaps they had been married +recently, and were now on their honeymoon. That seemed the most probable +supposition. It was hardly likely they would be married on the +Continent. They would wait till they got back to London, and after the +ceremony the others would return, of course, to St. Gaved, and the +Captain and his bride would wander where they listed.</p> + +<p>He turned away from the station, and made his way slowly over the hill +in the direction of St. Gaved. The Tregony carriage passed him before he +had got very far, but no one noticed him. He kept his head bent low, and +did not raise his eyes till the carriage had got a considerable +distance.</p> + +<p>It was dark long before he reached St. Gaved, and he was so tired that +it was a pain to lift his feet from the ground. It was the first time he +fully realised how weak he was. He did not feel ill, though people were +constantly telling him how ill he looked; but he was conscious that the +spring had gone out of him, that the fires of life were burning low.</p> + +<p>When he went to bed that night there was an unspoken prayer in his heart +that some illness would overtake him from which he would die. That would +be a splendid solution of the whole difficulty. A severe illness would +quench the passion for life, would dull all the sensibilities, would +take the sting out of all earth's disappointments, and ring down the +curtain so gently that he would not know when all the lights were turned +out.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span></p> + +<p>Perhaps, after all, he would be saved the sin and the shame of taking +his own life, and with this thought in his mind he fell asleep.</p> + +<p>The next day, however, brought back all the old pain in its acutest +form. Once or twice he felt strongly tempted to let Felix Muller bear +the brunt of his failure, and trust to the future and the chapter of +accidents to enable him to discharge all his liabilities.</p> + +<p>Muller was not considering him in any way. Indeed, he had shown himself +exceedingly callous. The one thing that concerned him was getting his +money back with compound interest. Well, he had got three hundred pounds +of it back already. Suppose he kept him waiting for the rest?</p> + +<p>But after a moment's reflection he would shake his head. "I should never +be able to pay him back," he would say to himself. "Seven hundred pounds +to a working man is an impossible sum. I should not be able to pay him +interest at four per cent out of my earnings. Besides, what would he +think? and it might mean bankruptcy and disgrace to him."</p> + +<p>But the thought of what he would think was the principal crux. How +contemptuous he would be. With what scorn he would regard him. How +bitter and venomous would be his taunts, with what biting sarcasm he +would refer to his courage and chivalry, with what lofty disdain he +would speak of his honour and his regard for the truth.</p> + +<p>Rufus would feel himself growing hot all over with shame. Shame that he +let such a temptation have foothold for a single moment. Had he not +pledged his word of honour, and was not that enough? Did it not outweigh +every other consideration? If he departed from his word of honour he +would never be able to hold up his head again, however long he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> might +live, and were a few shadowed years worth purchasing at so great a +price?</p> + +<p>So he debated the question now from one side and now from another, and +still the days passed on, and he saw no escape from the doom he had +prepared for himself.</p> + +<p>Sometimes he woke in the night with a start, and with the cry upon his +lips, "How can I do this great evil, and sin against God?" and for +awhile the thought of his responsibility to a supreme Being would +outweigh every other consideration. His pledged word, the thin veneer of +honour which took no account of honesty, the anger and contempt of +Muller, the irrevocable loss of reputation—would all seem as of no +account in comparison with the anger of an offended God.</p> + +<p>That he should grow pale, and thin, and hollow-eyed was inevitable. The +constant nervous strain was exhausting the springs of life. The +unresting activity of his brain was consuming his physical energies as +with a fire. He was as free from disease as any child in St. Gaved, but +he was unwittingly making himself an easy prey to any malady that might +be prowling about.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile St. Gaved was considerably exercised in its mind over the +non-appearance of the Captain—as people still called him—and Miss +Grover. Mrs. Tuke, who claimed to be on terms of great intimacy with +Madeline, and who was prepared to champion her under any and every +circumstance, was almost indignant that no reliable information could be +extracted from any source.</p> + +<p>The servants from the Hall came into the village as usual, and certain +young men from St. Gaved, it was said, found their way occasionally into +the Hall kitchen—though that was a point on which authentic<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span> +information was difficult to obtain. But neither from the servants, nor +from the young men in question, nor from the police, could anything be +gathered as to the doings or the whereabouts of Gervase Tregony and +Madeline Grover.</p> + +<p>Gossip, of course, ran riot, and rumour changed its headlines every day, +but the true state of affairs remained as much a mystery as ever. Rufus +found himself as much interested in the floating gossip as Mrs. Tuke +herself, and as eager to listen to the latest canard.</p> + +<p>"It is said they ain't married at all," Mrs. Tuke remarked one evening, +as she laid his supper on the table.</p> + +<p>"But nobody knows," Rufus said, wearily, looking up from his book.</p> + +<p>"Well, not for certain. But if they was married, don't you think as how +it would have leaked out somehow?"</p> + +<p>"They may have been married quietly without a dozen people knowing."</p> + +<p>"But why should they be married on the sly? Sir Charles seemed mighty +proud that the Captain was going to marry her before he turned up."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I believe that is so."</p> + +<p>"And the young man was that gone on her, that if she'd consented to +marry him, he'd never have been able to keep it to himself."</p> + +<p>"It might be her wish, and I think he would do almost anything to oblige +her."</p> + +<p>"No, he couldn't have done it, however much he'd tried. He'd just burst, +that he would."</p> + +<p>"Then what is your theory, Mrs. Tuke?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know that I has any theory. You see, if they ain't +married, where are they?"</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Exactly," Rufus said, with a smile; "that is a very pertinent +question."</p> + +<p>"And if they ain't married, I say they can't be together."</p> + +<p>"That sounds probable, certainly."</p> + +<p>"And if they ain't together, where's he?"</p> + +<p>"Exactly; and where's she?"</p> + +<p>"That's the very question I was going to ax myself, but you took the +words out of my mouth as it were."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry I forestalled you, Mrs. Tuke, but——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you needn't apologise, Mr. Sterne, not a bit. This is a free +country, and anybody is allowed to ax as many questions as he likes. But +to come back to the point we was talking about, the question is, where's +she, and where's the both of 'em?"</p> + +<p>"Sir Charles is still silent on the subject, I presume?"</p> + +<p>"As silent as a boiled periwinkle by all accounts. The servants say they +haven't heard him mention the Captain's name since he came back."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps they have quarrelled."</p> + +<p>"Well, my belief is that if the Captain failed to carry off the girl as +his bride, Sir Charles would be terrible angry."</p> + +<p>"Then you have a theory after all, Mrs. Tuke?"</p> + +<p>"Well, no, I don't know that I has. I only puts two and two together, as +it were."</p> + +<p>"But why should Sir Charles be so anxious that his son should marry this +particular young lady? There would seem to be any number of eligible +spinsters in the country."</p> + +<p>"But millionairesses ain't to be picked up every day, and I reckon the +Captain ain't anything of his own to live upon, except what his father +allows him; and Sir Charles, they say, is as poor as a church mouse;<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> +but that's all nonsense. I should like to have a quarter of what he's +got to live on."</p> + +<p>"But you haven't his expenses, Mrs. Tuke."</p> + +<p>"And he needn't have 'em unless he liked. Think of their wintering +abroad; it must have cost 'em a heap of money."</p> + +<p>"No doubt. But what about the 'millionairess'?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, it's this way. Squire Vivian's butler told long +Joseph—that's Sir Charles's butler, you know—and he told the +housekeeper, and she told Sarah Jelks—who is housemaid at the Hall—and +she told Siah Small—who pretends to be courting her—and he told Dick +Beswarick, and he told his wife Susan, and she told me, that he heard +the family talking about it one day at dinner——."</p> + +<p>"Who heard the family——?"</p> + +<p>"Squire Vivian's butler, of course."</p> + +<p>"Yes, go on."</p> + +<p>"Well, he heard them saying that it would be the best day's work the +Captain ever did if he got married, as the girl had no end of dollars."</p> + +<p>"How did they know?"</p> + +<p>"Very likely Sir Charles told them. Those big folks may be as close as +oysters to the poor, but they talk to each other."</p> + +<p>"Well, Mrs. Tuke, and what is the inference you draw from all this?"</p> + +<p>"I don't draw no inference at all. I don't pretend to be anything but a +plain woman, and I only put two and two together, though Miss Grover did +say my curtains was a treat."</p> + +<p>"She took rather a fancy to you, didn't she?"</p> + +<p>"It's not for me to say that exactly, though it's quite true she never +thought any of the other women up to much, and she came here frequent, +as you know."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes, I remember. But when you have put two and two together, what +then?"</p> + +<p>"Well, between ourselves, I shouldn't be a bit surprised if, after +living in the same house with the Captain for a month or two, she found +out he weren't her sort and told him so."</p> + +<p>"You think that is likely?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I can tell you, Mr. Sterne, he wouldn't be my sort, and Miss +Grover ain't the kind of young woman to be hustled into anything against +her will."</p> + +<p>"Well, and what next?"</p> + +<p>"Well, suppose she told him definite, that the more she'd seen of him +the less she liked him, and that she wasn't for taking him on at any +price, what would happen then?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Mrs. Tuke, what do you suppose would happen?"</p> + +<p>"It seems to me, Mr. Sterne," Mrs. Tuke said, impressively, "that +there'd be a kettle o' fish, as it were; a kind of general upset, don't +you think so?"</p> + +<p>"There might be."</p> + +<p>"She couldn't come back to Trewinion Hall again, could she?"</p> + +<p>"Why not? I understood from her that Sir Charles was her guardian, or +trustee, or something of that kind."</p> + +<p>"But if they was all bent on her marrying the Captain and she wouldn't?"</p> + +<p>"The situation would be a little strained, no doubt; but she would not +shun the house because she was in no humour to marry the son."</p> + +<p>"Well, my belief is she's cut the lot of them, as it were; that the +Captain's sick, and Sir Charles sulky, and the others too cross to talk +about it."</p> + +<p>"Meanwhile, what has become of Miss Grover?"</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span></p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuke straightened herself, and looked perplexed. "That is what is +atroubling me," she said, sympathetically. "Between you and me I got +terrible fond of her. She weren't none of the starchy sort, and the way +she would just sit down and talk to me was a treat. I might be her +mother, she was that affable; and now to think she may be wandering +round this lone world without a friend, as it were, fairly worries me at +times."</p> + +<p>"I don't think you need worry, Mrs. Tuke. She is well able to take care +of herself. But I am not convinced yet that she and the Captain are not +married."</p> + +<p>"Well, I be," and Mrs. Tuke sidled out of the room.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX</h2> + +<h3>GETTING AT THE TRUTH</h3> + + +<p>Perhaps the only two people in St. Gaved—outside the Tregony +family—who could have thrown any ray of light on the situation were +Micah Martin and Timothy Polgarrow, and they, as far as the general +public was concerned, were both of them discreet enough to keep their +own counsel.</p> + +<p>Micah's chief characteristic was loyalty to the Tregony family. He had +been on the estate as man and boy over fifty years. He had no ambition +to be anything other than a servant, and a word of praise from his +master now and then would atone for any amount of abuse. Comparative +serfdom, continued through several generations, had eliminated from his +blood every single corpuscle of independence. He possessed the genuine +serf spirit and temper. If his master told him to lie on the floor that +he might wipe his boots on him, he would have obeyed with a smile and +asked no questions. He had no will of his own, no views or opinions or +convictions. His master's politics were his. His master's wish his law. +The serf spirit made a machine of him. Even questions of right and wrong +were tested by loyalty to the family. If a thing was in the interests of +the Tregonys, it was right, if not it was wrong.</p> + +<p>Yet Micah was not without a measure of shrewdness. He saw more than most +people gave him credit for. In his own slow way he put two and two +together.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> But he had the saving virtue of reticence—a most admirable +quality in a servant.</p> + +<p>Micah knew very well that the Captain lied over the Sterne affair; but +that was his business. He had a reason for lying, and it was not his +place to contradict him. He knew well enough that Rufus was not drunk, +but it would be disloyal to his master to say so. If there was one +individual about the place who could break down Micah's reticence and +get him to talk it was Madeline. She had not been a month at the Hall +before she had made herself a general favourite with all the retainers. +Micah idolised her and would have given his scalp almost to please her.</p> + +<p>Madeline discussed horticulture with him and floriculture—the mysteries +of grafting and budding, the best aspect for peaches and the best soil +for potatoes. Miss Grover was a wonder in Micah's eyes. She knew so much +and yet was so teachable—was so beautiful and yet so humble withal.</p> + +<p>They talked about the Sterne affair one afternoon. Madeline approached +the subject with great caution, and carefully felt her way at every +step. When Micah became diffident she flattered him a little, and when +he obtruded his loyalty to the family she encouraged him.</p> + +<p>She made him feel also that she was one of the family, and that he would +be perfectly justified and perfectly safe in confiding anything to her. +She talked to him about her early life, about the scenery and customs of +America, and so hypnotised him with her confidence and her sweet +graciousness that the old man talked more freely than he knew.</p> + +<p>"Of course you will not repeat what I have told you, Micah?" she said, +with her most winning smile.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Of course not, Miss," Micah said, stoutly. "I wouldn't repeat it for +the world."</p> + +<p>"It's nice to have confidence in people, don't you think so?" she +questioned, demurely.</p> + +<p>"It is, Miss; it's a terrible comfort."</p> + +<p>"Some people repeat everything they hear. But you and I can trust each +other, eh, Micah?"</p> + +<p>"I could trust you with uncounted gold, Miss," and Micah stuck his fork +into the ground, with an energy that was meant to give emphasis to his +assertion.</p> + +<p>For awhile they talked about St. Gaved folks in general, but gradually +Madeline led the conversation round to Rufus Sterne and the quarrel +outside the Lodge gates.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Sterne was not drunk, of course!" Madeline suggested, innocently.</p> + +<p>"Well, no, I shouldn't say as how he was, though he might have been."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. Now, between ourselves, Micah, how did the quarrel begin?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss, just between you and me, it was this way," and Micah raised +his head and looked cautiously around him.</p> + +<p>"There's no one to hear what you are saying," Madeline said, +encouragingly.</p> + +<p>"One can never be too careful, Miss; but as I was saying, I went out to +close the gate after the Captin, and he hadn't gone many yards, before I +heard 'im shout out to somebody."</p> + +<p>"Yes? What did he say?"</p> + +<p>"Well. I don't remember his words exact. But there's no doubt he meant +you, Miss."</p> + +<p>"Me, Micah?"</p> + +<p>Micah nodded and smiled. "I should have felt just the same, Miss."</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'm sure you would, Micah."</p> + +<p>"'You scoundrel,'" he said, "or words like 'em. 'You're loiterin' round +here again to waylay her an' poison her mind.'"</p> + +<p>"And what did the other say?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! he up and says it was a lie right out to 'is face."</p> + +<p>"Did he, really?"</p> + +<p>"It's gospel truth, Miss; and of course the Captin, bein' insulted like +that, let fly at 'im."</p> + +<p>"Do you wonder, Micah?"</p> + +<p>"I don't, Miss. But lor', that young Sterne is a terrible strong and +'andsome young fellow, and he gived the Captin beans in two seconds."</p> + +<p>"What a shame!"</p> + +<p>"Of course, Miss, it's natural that you and me should side with the +Captin; but after all, it's human natur' to hit back again, ain't it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose it is. But what happened after that?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! the Captin cried out, 'Martin, come and take away this drunken +brute, or he'll murder me.'"</p> + +<p>"Of course, the Captain was bound to believe he was drunk?"</p> + +<p>"Well, he was bound to say so, Miss," Micah answered, with a twinkle in +his eyes. "It 'ud never do to own he was beaten by a man as was sober in +a stand up fight—and he a sodger."</p> + +<p>"Of course not, though you must admit, Micah, that the Captain was at a +disadvantage if the other was sober."</p> + +<p>"That's what I've said to myself, Miss, fact is, Sterne was much too +sober. He was just as cool as a cucumber, and then he's a younger man +than the Captin."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But the Captain got the best of it in the end," she said, with a tone +of triumph in her voice.</p> + +<p>"That he did, Miss. He got his revenge sharp, sudden an' complete."</p> + +<p>"The right nearly always wins in the end, Micah. But mind you don't +repeat a word of our conversation this afternoon."</p> + +<p>"Me, Miss? You should see me gibbeted first."</p> + +<p>Madeline walked out of the kitchen garden in a very sober mood. The +suspicion that had been haunting her mind for weeks was crystallising +rapidly into a certainty. The admissions of Micah threw a new and +sinister light on the entire situation. The underlying motive had been +laid bare as in a flash, and Gervase stood revealed in his true colours.</p> + +<p>They were starting for the South of France in a week or so. She thought +she saw now the reason of that particular move. She would not act +precipitately, however. She would keep her eyes and ears open and her +mouth shut. It might be possible, with a little diplomacy, to get the +truth out of Tim Polgarrow as she had got it out of Micah Martin; but +there was no time to be wasted if she was to accomplish her purpose.</p> + +<p>She was more than usually gracious with Gervase that evening, and in the +highest spirits. She rattled off waltzes on the piano, and sang any +number of cheery and sentimental songs. Gervase found the songs for her, +and stood behind and turned the leaves.</p> + +<p>He felt that he was making headway rapidly. Now that Rufus Sterne was +disgraced and out of the way, he had no rival; there was no one to +distract her thoughts from him, and he flattered himself that something +of the old feeling of hero-worship was coming back to her.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span></p> + +<p>He had given up pressing her to marry him, given up playing the part of +injured and broken-hearted lover, and entertained her instead with +stories of his exploits in India. And, generally speaking, he told his +stories well, making light of his own courage and powers of endurance, +and treating heroism as though it were an ordinary, common-place quality +of every soldier.</p> + +<p>He had very little doubt that when he got her out of England she would +consent to an engagement, and Sir Charles, who had watched carefully the +progress of affairs, was of the same opinion.</p> + +<p>On the day following her conversation with Micah, Madeline tried to get +an interview with Tim Polgarrow. She had seen Tim two or three times, +and had made up her mind as to the kind of man he was and the kind of +tactics she would have to adopt.</p> + +<p>Had she been a man she would have gone into the public-house and +demanded an interview with him, but being a girl such a course was +impossible. So she had to wait on the chapter of accidents, and fortune +did not appear to favour her. She rode past the "Three Anchors" on +several occasions, but Tim kept persistently out of sight. She began at +last to fear that the opportunity would never come, and that the +particular information she wanted would be denied her.</p> + +<p>In her heart she had little doubt of the truth of the accusation Rufus +had flung out on the day of the trial—that Tim had been bribed to swear +a falsehood. But she wanted direct evidence. She was anxious to be just +to Gervase, whatever happened.</p> + +<p>On the day before leaving home she resolved on more direct measures. +Getting her horse saddled, she rode straight away to the "Three Anchors" +and knocked loudly on the front door with the handle of her +riding-crop.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 300px;"> +<img src="images/i309.jpg" width="266" height="400" alt="" /><br /> +<span class="caption">“HAD MADELINE FIRED A REVOLVER HE COULD NOT HAVE BEEN MORE STARTLED.”</span> +</div> + +<p>A young man with a thick crop of reddish-brown hair, and a blue apron +tied round his waist, appeared at length from the recesses of the +tavern.</p> + +<p>"Can I have a drink of barley-water for my horse?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss; I'll fetch it in a minute."</p> + +<p>She backed her horse a few paces and waited. No one appeared to be +about. The inn stood at the junction of five roads, commonly known as +Five Lane Ends, and there was not another house within half a mile.</p> + +<p>In a few minutes the shock-headed young man appeared with a pail, which +he held under the horse's nose.</p> + +<p>Madeline felt her heart beating rapidly. She had resolved on a bold +stroke. Nothing less than a frontal attack. No flank movement would do +in the present case. She would have to stagger him with the first blow.</p> + +<p>"You are Timothy Polgarrow?" she questioned, looking down from her +exalted position.</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss, that's my name, at your service," he answered, glibly and +flippantly.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad I've met you," she said, quietly.</p> + +<p>"Yes?" And he looked up with a light of surprise in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"I want to ask you a question."</p> + +<p>"A dozen, if you like, miss. I'm always ready to oblige a lady."</p> + +<p>"Then you will tell me how much money Captain Tregony paid you to swear +that Rufus Sterne was drunk?"</p> + +<p>Had Madeline fired a revolver at him he could not have been more +startled. He dropped the bucket, which fell with a rattle on the +cobbles, and his freckled face grew ashen.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span></p> + +<p>Madeline quickly followed the first blow with a second.</p> + +<p>"Now, be careful what you say," she went on. "If you lie, it will be the +worse for you. You know that you committed perjury, and that you are +liable to a long period of imprisonment; but if you tell the truth, I +will be very merciful."</p> + +<p>"Has he been blabbing?" he gasped, trembling in every limb.</p> + +<p>"Don't trouble to ask questions," she said. "Your business is to answer +them."</p> + +<p>Then he began to pluck up courage. "Nobody can prove nothing," he said, +insolently.</p> + +<p>"There you are making a mistake," she answered. "It may be difficult to +prove that you received money, but there will be no difficulty in +proving that you committed perjury."</p> + +<p>"You mean that I'll get all the blame and he'll go scot free."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. The case against you is as clear as daylight."</p> + +<p>"Who said so?"</p> + +<p>"I say so."</p> + +<p>"What have you found out?"</p> + +<p>"That you swore falsely, and I cannot imagine that you would do it for +nothing."</p> + +<p>"Look here," he said, still trembling, "you don't know nothing at all. +You're trying to gammon me, but I don't take on. Do you understand? I +know how to keep my mouth shut as well as other people."</p> + +<p>"Very good. I came to you as a friend. If you like to risk the +consequences of a trial for perjury, that's your look-out."</p> + +<p>"If I do, I don't go into the dock alone, mind you that."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No, I guess when you get into the dock, you'll have to make a clean +breast of it. Why not do it now and avoid going into the dock?"</p> + +<p>"You mean, if I tell the truth about—about—somebody, you won't +proceed?"</p> + +<p>"I mean, I want to get hold of a certain fact. The fact of your +committing perjury is already settled. What I want to know is, how much +did the gentleman I have named pay you for doing it?"</p> + +<p>"Look here," he said, "if I tell you all I know about that blooming +trial, will you promise not to split on me?"</p> + +<p>"Only on one condition."</p> + +<p>"And what is that?"</p> + +<p>"That you will tell the whole truth, and that you put it in writing and +sign it."</p> + +<p>"Look here, miss," he said, insolently, "do you take me for a blooming +fool?"</p> + +<p>"If you had been wise," she answered, "you would not have put yourself +within reach of the law. However, you can take your own course." And she +reined up her horse, as though the interview was at an end.</p> + +<p>"Don't go yet," he said, seizing the bridle-rein. "You don't give a +fellow time to think. How do I know that you're not pretending?"</p> + +<p>"If I didn't know, how could I tell you?" she answered, severely. "What +I don't know I have confessed to."</p> + +<p>"And if I tell you that, you won't blab about the rest?"</p> + +<p>"If you put it in writing and sign it, it shall be kept absolutely +secret for a year."</p> + +<p>He laughed scornfully. "I can assure you, miss," he said, "I'm not so +green as I look."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Very good," she answered, with a laugh. "You ought to know best," and +she again pulled at the rein. But Tim was evidently afraid to let her +go.</p> + +<p>"I'll put nothing in writing," he said; "not a blooming word. But if +you'll promise me on your word of honour as a lady that you'll not blab, +and that you'll not put the police on me, I'll tell you all I know. Mind +you, I've confessed nothing yet. Not a word."</p> + +<p>"I don't want any confession as to your part. That's proved enough +already. What I want to know is how much you were paid for swearing +falsely?"</p> + +<p>"Will you promise me never to say a word? Mind you, I'll go to gaol +sooner than put anything in writing."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to be too hard on you," she said, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"And the secret will be between our two selves?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"And if I don't tell you, you'll set the police on me?"</p> + +<p>"This very day."</p> + +<p>"And if I do tell, fair and square, you'll deal fair and square with +me?"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes. You deserve to be sent to prison for robbing an honest man +of his character, but for the information I want I will pay the price of +silence."</p> + +<p>"You take your oath on it?"</p> + +<p>Madeline hesitated for a moment. She would like to clear Rufus Sterne's +character if possible. But he had just as much proof of perjury as she +had unless this man confessed, and he refused to confess unless she +promised secrecy.</p> + +<p>"I take my oath on it," she answered.</p> + +<p>"Then he paid me twenty pounds."</p> + +<p>"Only twenty pounds?"</p> + +<p>"He offered me five at first, then ten, then fifteen; but when he rose +to twenty it was too much to resist.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span> He said 'twouldn't harm Sterne. +That every gentleman got drunk now and then, and that as he was drunk it +might be as well to prove he got drunk here as anywhere else."</p> + +<p>"And you didn't serve him with any drink?"</p> + +<p>"I never served him with a drink in my life. He passed the "Three +Anchors" that night, but he didn't call."</p> + +<p>"Thank you; that is all I wish to know."</p> + +<p>"And you'll not set the police on me?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>She rode home by another way, and rode slowly. She was not an expert +horsewoman yet, though she was rapidly becoming one.</p> + +<p>She entered the house without anyone seeing her, and went at once to her +own room. She wanted time to think, to shape her plans for the future. +Her life's programme had been torn into shreds. She would have to begin +over again. But how, or when, or where?</p> + +<p>After lunch she took a stroll on the Downs and along the cliffs. "I +shall never come back here again," she said to herself. "This must be my +farewell."</p> + +<p>She walked slowly, and with many pauses. She half hoped she would see +Rufus Sterne. She wanted to say good-bye to him, and in saying it tell +him that she believed in him.</p> + +<p>But Rufus was busy elsewhere that afternoon, and they did not meet. She +looked in all directions as she strolled back across the Downs to the +Hall, and with a little sigh she passed through the lodge gates.</p> + +<p>Another chapter had been completed in the story of her life. To-morrow a +fresh page would be turned.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXX" id="CHAPTER_XXX"></a>CHAPTER XXX</h2> + +<h3>THE TOILS OF CIRCUMSTANCE</h3> + + +<p>Madeline never felt so helpless or friendless as when she left with the +Tregonys for the South of France. She had no one to advise her, no one +to whom she could turn for a word of counsel. She wished a thousand +times that her father had never made Sir Charles her trustee and +guardian. He did so with the best intentions, no doubt. He was proud of +the distant relationship, flattered by the Baronet's attention, and +enamoured of the prospect for his only child; but for her it had meant +disillusion and disappointment.</p> + +<p>She had not courage enough to tell Sir Charles and Gervase what she had +discovered. The Baronet almost over-awed her at times, while the Captain +was possessed of a dogged tenacity and determination that were anything +but easy to deal with. She felt almost like a bird in a cage—a cage +into which she had deliberately walked, or had been cleverly lured. To +all appearances she was free, and yet in a very real sense she was a +prisoner. The meshes of the net had been so deftly and so silently woven +round her, that she was not conscious of the fact until the last +loophole was closed.</p> + +<p>What could she do now? To whom could she go? There was the old solicitor +in New York City, but there was no time to write to him and get an +answer back. Her step-mother was travelling from place to place, and +might be on the Pacific slope for all she knew, or in the South Seas, or +Japan. She had a good many<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span> friends—rich and influential people in the +States—but they were often on the wing, and they might be "doing +Europe" or enjoying themselves in London or Paris.</p> + +<p>Besides, how could she explain the peculiarities of the position in +which she found herself, and if she tried to explain she questioned if +she would get any sympathy? She would have to bide her time till she was +of age, and trust in Providence for the rest.</p> + +<p>She took away with her nearly everything she possessed that was of any +value, for she had made up her mind never to return to Trewinion Hall, +if there was any possibility of avoiding it, and that something would +turn up she had the greatest confidence. Youth is ever optimistic, and +Madeline could never look the dark side of things for very long +together.</p> + +<p>She had only one regret in leaving Cornwall, and that was that in all +probability she would never see Rufus Sterne again. Since her interview +with Micah Martin, and the confession she had wrung from Tim Polgarrow, +her thoughts, of necessity, had turned in his direction, and her +strongest sympathies had gone out to him afresh. She knew now that he +was a much wronged man. Moreover, she could never forget what he had +done for her, and the memory of what he had suffered on her account +would remain with her to the last.</p> + +<p>Still, life was made up of meetings and partings. We pass each other +like ships in the night, or walk side by side for a mile or two, and +then drift in different directions. Rufus Sterne would forget her as she +in time might forget him. He would win his way in spite of opposition +and misrepresentation, for he was strong and clever, and such men nearly +always came into their own in the long run.</p> + +<p>She looked out for him on the morning they drove away from the Hall. She +would have given almost<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span> anything for even a smile of recognition, but +it was not to be. With a little sigh she resigned herself to the +inevitable, and resolved that she would extract as much pleasure out of +the tour as possible.</p> + +<p>They spent only one night in London, and stayed at the Charing Cross +Hotel for the sake of convenience. In Paris they remained three or four +days. Madeline would gladly have remained longer, but Gervase was +anxious to push forward to a sunnier clime. The cold, he declared, got +into his bones, and he would have no pleasure of life until he found +himself in a more genial climate.</p> + +<p>At Nice they found letters waiting them which had been forwarded, and a +copy of the local paper which Sir Charles had ordered to be sent every +week direct from the office. For a couple of days they rested from the +fatigues of the journey, and then began to make the usual excursions. +Gervase, as might have been expected, was early bitten by the +fascinations of Monte Carlo, and took to running over by train most days +to see the play.</p> + +<p>Madeline was extremely grateful to be rid of his company. Not that he +was obtrusive in his attentions, for on the whole he was playing his +part with great tact and circumspection. But she had learned to mistrust +him and despise him. Hence, the less she saw of him the happier she +felt.</p> + +<p>Time slipped away very pleasantly on the whole. Sir Charles did +everything possible to make her visit to the Riviera an enjoyable one. +Indeed, he played the part of prospective father-in-law with great +skill, and now and then threw out a sly hint about her cruelty in not +putting poor Gervase out of his misery. But Madeline was in no humour to +take hints, and Sir Charles often turned away with a look of +disappointment on his face.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</a></span></p> + +<p>Beryl talked to Madeline one evening with tears in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure Gervase spends more time in the Casino than he ought to do," +she said, reproachfully; "and if he does, whose fault is it, Madeline?"</p> + +<p>"His own fault, I should say," she answered, sharply. "He's surely old +enough to know what is good for himself?"</p> + +<p>"But people who are labouring under some great disappointment, or are +tortured by some secret grief, sometimes gamble merely to forget their +trouble."</p> + +<p>"Then they are very foolish."</p> + +<p>"You do not know, Madeline. You have never had any bitter +disappointment. You have the world at your feet. You are an heiress, and +will have millions when you come of age."</p> + +<p>"Is that so?" she asked, innocently.</p> + +<p>"Of course it is so!" she answered. "Why do you question me in that way? +One might think you did not know how rich you are. But I do not think, +for all that, your money gives you any right to treat Gervase badly."</p> + +<p>"Beryl!" Madeline said, indignantly. "Do you know what you are saying?"</p> + +<p>"I hope I am not rude, Madeline," was the quiet answer. "But Gervase is +my brother, and I am very proud of him, and it cuts me to the heart to +see him suffer."</p> + +<p>"I do not think he is suffering at all," Madeline replied. "Indeed, he +seems in very good spirits."</p> + +<p>"That is all put on, Madeline, as you ought to know. Gervase is deeply, +passionately attached to you. He came home from India hoping and +expecting to marry you. He thought everything was settled. Cannot you +imagine how hurt and humiliated he must feel?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I do not see why. We were not engaged."</p> + +<p>"Not formally, perhaps, but it was your father's wish. We were all +agreeable, because Gervase seemed devoted to you. You seemed wonderfully +pleased with the idea when you first came to Trewinion; and, after all, +it is no small thing to marry a man with Gervase's prospects."</p> + +<p>"Marriage is a serious thing, Beryl," Madeline said, gently. "When I met +Gervase first I was only a school girl. I did not know my own mind. I +own he attracted me greatly, and all the time he was away I cherished, +and almost worshipped, an ideal——"</p> + +<p>"But surely Gervase has realised your ideal?" Beryl questioned. "He may +not be as handsome as some men, but think how brave he is, how +self-sacrificing, how devoted! He would almost lay down his life for +you!"</p> + +<p>"I don't want any man to do that," Madeline said, quietly.</p> + +<p>"But surely such devotion as his is deserving of some recompense? He has +waited patiently for you week after week, and month after month, and I +am sure your coldness is driving him to the gaming-tables."</p> + +<p>"Would you have me marry him, Beryl, if I do not love him?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you can love him well enough if you try, unless—unless——"</p> + +<p>"Unless what, Beryl?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, unless you have given way to some romantic nonsense about another +man!"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by that?" Madeline asked, raising her eyebrows +slightly.</p> + +<p>"You know well enough what I mean, Madeline; so you need not pretend."</p> + +<p>"I am not pretending. Besides, it is not fair to fling out mere hints +that may mean a great deal, or may mean nothing at all."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, I am not blaming you very much. It was only natural, perhaps, that +he should take your fancy for a moment."</p> + +<p>"That who should take my fancy?"</p> + +<p>"Why, the young man who saved your life, of course. You knew nothing +about him, and there is no denying that he is very good-looking. But you +have discovered his true character since."</p> + +<p>"I have, Beryl."</p> + +<p>"He pretended, too, to have made a discovery and induced, it is said, a +number of people to lend him their savings, so that he might develop it, +and now that is gone to smash. I pity the people he has swindled."</p> + +<p>"Who said it had gone to smash?" Madeline questioned eagerly.</p> + +<p>"It's in the St. Gaved <i>Express</i> that came by post last evening."</p> + +<p>"Are you sure?"</p> + +<p>"Quite sure. There is quite a long paragraph about it. Besides, I heard +father talking to mother about it last evening."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could see the paper. Where can I find it?"</p> + +<p>"I will run and fetch it for you if you like? But it is quite true, what +I have told you."</p> + +<p>Beryl watched Madeline's face with great interest while she read, but it +revealed nothing to her. Madeline was conscious that Beryl's eyes were +upon her, and so held herself resolutely in check. Not for the world +would she betray what she felt.</p> + +<p>The St. Gaved <i>Express</i> was printed and published mainly in the +interests of the landed and moneyed classes. Its politics were those of +the people who held the shares. Its comments on local matters were +coloured by its political views. Its snobbery was beyond dispute.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</a></span></p> + +<p>Rufus Sterne received scant courtesy at its hands. He had been heard to +say that he believed in the government of the people by the people, for +the people. That was quite sufficient for the <i>Express</i>. Politically he +was a dangerous character—a little Englander and a pro-foreigner.</p> + +<p>When it became known that Rufus had failed, that he had been forestalled +with his invention, the <i>Express</i> openly rejoiced. Such unpatriotic +characters did not deserve to succeed. It hinted that there was a rough +and ready justice in the world that dealt out to men the measure of +their deserts—which, being interpreted, meant, that to those who had +was given, and from those who had not was taken away even what they had.</p> + +<p>It further hinted its hope that the dupes of what was little less than a +public fraud would do their duty to the public, to themselves, and to +the ingenious young gentleman whose exposure was now pretty well +complete.</p> + +<p>Madeline folded the paper without a word and handed it back to Beryl.</p> + +<p>"I should think you feel sorry now that you ever spoke to him," Beryl +said, after a long pause.</p> + +<p>"There are many things we feel sorry for when it is too late," she +answered, quietly, then turned and walked slowly out of the room.</p> + +<p>She had not thought much of Rufus for several weeks. She never expected +to see him again. He had come into her life for a few months and passed +out again, and the sooner she forgot him the better.</p> + +<p>But this story of his failure with the cutting comments and insinuations +of the <i>Express</i> called out her sympathies afresh, and in larger measure +than ever. She did not think the less of him because he had not<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</a></span> +succeeded. He had not laboured at an invention that was useless. His +failure was not due to the worthlessness of his idea, but simply to the +fact that another man had got in before him.</p> + +<p>"Oh! I am sorry," she said to herself, when she got to her own room. +"How terribly disappointed he will feel. It will seem as though +everything is against him, and he had staked his all on the enterprise."</p> + +<p>Once or twice she was strongly tempted to sit down and write him a +friendly letter of sympathy. But she could not summon up quite +sufficient courage. If she had cared less for him she would have been +less sensitive. Beryl had just told her that she had been carried away +by a foolish and romantic attachment, or words to that effect, and it +would never do to give colour and substance to the insinuation. She must +keep her self-respect whatever happened.</p> + +<p>For several days Rufus was more frequently in her thoughts than was good +for her peace of mind. She pictured his disappointment, his +helplessness, his despair. She saw him in imagination wandering out on +the cliffs alone, with knitted brows and troubled face. She wondered +what he would do. She knew he had staked his all—though how much that +"all" meant she never guessed—would it be possible for him to rise +above this last calamity that had overtaken him, or would he go down in +the general crash and ruin, and never be heard of again?</p> + +<p>He had ability, she knew, and energy and determination; but so had many +another man who had absolutely failed. No man could do the impossible. +Bricks could not be made without clay. Circumstances were sometimes +stronger than the strongest.</p> + +<p>Rufus Sterne was not only penniless, but in debt. The money he had +borrowed had gone with his own,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span> and how was it possible in a sleepy +little place like St. Gaved to retrieve his position? She wished she +could help him. The beginning of his misfortunes seemed to be associated +with her. His broken leg was entirely due to her adventurousness, while +the loss of his reputation was the outcome of her friendliness to him. +Try as she would she could never wholly dissociate herself from him. She +was irretrievably mixed up with his success or failure.</p> + +<p>She did her best to appear cheerful and unconcerned before the Tregonys. +Beryl informed her father that Madeline had seen the account in the +paper of Sterne's failure, and had manifested not the slightest interest +in the matter.</p> + +<p>"Did she say nothing at all?" Sir Charles questioned.</p> + +<p>"Scarcely a word."</p> + +<p>"And did you say nothing?"</p> + +<p>"I did suggest that I thought she would feel sorry now she had ever +spoken to him."</p> + +<p>"And what did she reply?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, she just said, 'There are many things we feel sorry for when it is +too late,' and walked out of the room."</p> + +<p>"She never saw him after the police court affair, I think."</p> + +<p>"I am sure she never did, father."</p> + +<p>"So that this will pretty well complete the disillusionment."</p> + +<p>"If she ever had any illusions."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid she had, Beryl, I'm afraid she had. That was a most +unfortunate adventure on the cliffs—most unfortunate," and Sir Charles +turned again to the paper he had been reading.</p> + +<p>Had the Tregonys been close observers they might have detected a forced +and an unnatural note in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span> Madeline's gaiety. She was mirthful at times +when there appeared to be no sufficient reason for her mirth, and +cheerful when the conditions were most depressing.</p> + +<p>When alone in her own room she generally paid the penalty. Frequently +her spirits sank to zero. The desire to help Rufus Sterne was natural +enough; but her helplessness drove her almost to despair. She could not +even help herself. In a sense she was as much in the toils of +circumstance as he was. She not only wondered what would become of him, +but what would become of herself.</p> + +<p>The weeks were slipping away rapidly, and the Tregonys were beginning to +talk about their return to England. The days were often almost +insufferably warm, and the birds of passage that crowded the hotels were +beginning to take flight to more Northern latitudes. Day after day she +had hoped she might discover some way of effecting her deliverance, but +no way revealed itself. She was without a friend outside the Tregony +family, and yet to return with them to Trewinion Hall would be to put +herself in a position as intolerable as it would be compromising.</p> + +<p>"What helpless things girls are," she would sometimes say to herself. +"If I were only a man I could snap my fingers at everybody. But because +I'm a girl I can just do nothing."</p> + +<p>She felt so miserable one morning that she refused everyone's company, +and went out for a walk alone.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles was very cross when he knew, and he was still more cross +when lunch time came and she did not return. As the afternoon wore away +and she did not put in an appearance, his anger gave place to anxiety, +and ultimately to very serious alarm.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXI" id="CHAPTER_XXXI"></a>CHAPTER XXXI</h2> + +<h3>OLD FRIENDS</h3> + + +<p>"Well, I never! If this ain't the greatest surprise of the trip!"</p> + +<p>Madeline looked up with a start. She recognised the American accent, +before she had any idea she was being spoken to.</p> + +<p>"Well, now, who <i>would</i> have thought it? I regard this as a real streak +of luck."</p> + +<p>"What, Kitty Harvey?" Madeline exclaimed, in a tone of eager surprise. +"Oh, I am so glad!" And a moment later the two girls were embracing each +other with a warmth and an effusiveness that would have done justice to +an Oriental greeting.</p> + +<p>"I spied you from the other side of the way," Kitty Harvey said at +length, tears of genuine pleasure shining in her eyes, "and I said to +mamma, 'If that ain't Madeline Grover, then I'm the blindest coon that +ever walked in shoe leather.'"</p> + +<p>"Is your mother here?" Madeline queried, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"We're all here, my dear, a regular family party, with sundry relations +to keep things lively. But here comes the little mother, two hundred +pounds of her, and as cheerful as ever."</p> + +<p>"But when did you come?"</p> + +<p>"Cast anchor this morning, my dear. That's our yacht out yonder, flying +the stars and stripes."</p> + +<p>"What, that? I thought she was a transatlantic liner."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, I guess she is, or something nearly related to it. But you should +talk to Dick; he knows her from stem to stern, and from the keel to the +captain's bridge."</p> + +<p>"Then you are here on a yachting cruise?"</p> + +<p>"That's what we are here on just. In fact we've been two-thirds round +this globe already."</p> + +<p>"And have you enjoyed it?"</p> + +<p>"Off and on. There are drawbacks to everything, but in the main it's +been just great."</p> + +<p>Then Mrs. Harvey waddled up, panting, breathless, eager and happy. She +almost smothered Madeline with kisses and talked incessantly between +whiles.</p> + +<p>"Kitty said it was you, and I said it wasn't. But you have improved. You +see my sight is not quite as good as it used to be."</p> + +<p>"Another of mother's compliments!" Kitty laughed.</p> + +<p>"It's nothing of the sort," Mrs. Harvey protested. "I meant what I said, +but I really must get my glasses strengthened."</p> + +<p>"You must, mother. You really won't be able to recognise father at the +rate you are going on."</p> + +<p>"And you are still Madeline Grover? I don't want to be inquisitive my +dear, but we understood, you know, you were coming across to marry a +title; was it a duke or a knight? I really get mixed up as to the order +they stand in."</p> + +<p>"I'm not going to marry either," Madeline said, impulsively. "I'm going +to remain as I am."</p> + +<p>"No-o?" from both mother and daughter.</p> + +<p>"It's the honest truth."</p> + +<p>"Well, with all your money you are independent of a title, my dear," +Mrs. Harvey said, absently.</p> + +<p>"But I haven't any money," Madeline said, "except what my trustee allows +me. But really, do you know for certain if I shall be well off when I +come of age?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Don't you know yourself?"</p> + +<p>"I really know nothing. Father never talked to me about money matters, +and Sir Charles copies his example in that respect."</p> + +<p>"Then you had better come and talk to my husband. If there's anything +about money he doesn't know, I should like to discover it."</p> + +<p>"I should like to see Mr. Harvey very much."</p> + +<p>"Then come back and have lunch with us on the <i>Skylark</i>. There's plenty +of room, and you'll be as welcome as the President of the United +States."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it would be just delightful," Madeline said, eagerly, "there's +nothing I should enjoy so much."</p> + +<p>Madeline was almost bewildered at the size and magnificence of the +<i>Skylark</i>. Mr. Harvey, having struck a copper lode a few years +previously, found himself with more money than he knew profitably how to +spend, and with more time on his hands than he knew wisely how to use. +He built for himself a marble mansion in New York, and purchased one of +the largest steam yachts that ever ploughed the seas, and was now doing +his best to earn a night's repose by sight-seeing.</p> + +<p>Peter J. Harvey welcomed Madeline on board the <i>Skylark</i> with many +expressions of delight. He was a typical American, tall, +square-shouldered, and not over-burdened with flesh. He had straight +hair, which he wore rather long, a clean-shaven face, a wide mouth, a +strong, square chin, and a most refreshing American accent.</p> + +<p>He was not exactly a vain man. At any rate, he did his best to keep his +vanity under proper control, and if he boasted occasionally he believed +he had something to boast of. He was still in the prime of life, being +the right side of fifty by two or three years. Kitty was the eldest of +six—three boys and three girls,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</a></span> the youngest, Bryant, having +celebrated his seventh birthday two days before. Besides the family, +there were numerous cousins and uncles and aunts, with others whose +relationship to the Harveys was difficult to trace.</p> + +<p>The lunch was set out in the grand saloon, and was served in the best +style. The stewards wore bottle-green coats trimmed with gold braid.</p> + +<p>Madeline, having got among old friends, talked with a freedom and an +abandon that she had not known since she left her native land. The grace +of reticence was a virtue the Harveys had never cultivated. It was their +boast that they had nothing to hide. Hence they discussed their domestic +and business affairs with a freedom that would have staggered an +Englishman of the old school.</p> + +<p>Confidence begets confidence; and so in the seclusion of the yacht's +library, with only Mr. and Mrs. Harvey and Kitty present, Madeline +explained as far as she dared the peculiarities of her present +situation.</p> + +<p>Peter J. rose to the situation at once.</p> + +<p>"My dear child," he said, "I guess there ain't no difficulty at all. I +don't see none. It's just as easy as falling off a stool. There ain't no +occasion for you to go back to their moth-eaten ancestral abode for five +minutes. You just come along with us——"</p> + +<p>"You mean——"</p> + +<p>"I mean what I say," continued Peter J. "There's room for you in this +small frigate and to spare, and there's a welcome as long as from here +to the United States and back again."</p> + +<p>"It would be just delightful," Madeline said, with dilating eyes. +"But——"</p> + +<p>"Then let it be delightful," Mr. Harvey interrupted. "I guess we'd be as +delighted as you would be. What say you, Kitty?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</a></span></p> + +<p>"It would be just too fine for words," Kitty replied.</p> + +<p>"It would be like a Providence," Mrs. Harvey chimed in, "so we'll +consider it settled."</p> + +<p>"But Sir Charles might object," Madeline said, with a half-frightened +look in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"You leave his lordship to me, my dear," Peter J. interposed. "I guess I +know my way about, and if he cuts up nasty, I'll treat him to a chapter +out of the gospel of Peter J. Harvey."</p> + +<p>"But what excuse should I make?"</p> + +<p>"You needn't make any excuse at all. I'll go across and see the General +myself and explain things."</p> + +<p>"But what would you say?"</p> + +<p>"That we had fallen across you accidentally; that we were old friends; +that I knew your father; that you and Kitty were chums at school; that +we are cruising round this here little arm of the ocean for a week or +two longer; and that we are taking you along with us just to give you a +taste of sea-faring life."</p> + +<p>"But he might not believe you."</p> + +<p>"Then I would bring him across here and let him see for himself and hear +your own wishes out of your own mouth."</p> + +<p>"But he would not consent for me to be out of his sight for more than a +day or two at the outside."</p> + +<p>"Then to avoid trouble and hard words we will mention a day or two—wind +and weather permitting."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Mr. Harvey, if you could get me clean away from them without any +unpleasantness, I should be more thankful than words can tell."</p> + +<p>"I'll do it, my dear. And when Peter J. Harvey says he'll do a thing, +why, that thing is done. Now give me the location of this Lord Tregony."</p> + +<p>"Oh! he isn't a lord," Madeline laughed, "he's only a baronet."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, it's all the same to me. He wouldn't alarm me if he were your +Attorney-General."</p> + +<p>"Don't you think I had better go back with you. I'm afraid they'll be +getting alarmed at my long absence."</p> + +<p>"I thought you tumbled across a page-boy belonging to the hotel and sent +word by him that you would not be back till evening."</p> + +<p>"I did send word that I would not be in to lunch. But those boys are so +stupid that it's ten to one if he conveyed my message."</p> + +<p>"Don't you alarm yourself on that point," Peter J. said, cheerfully. +"But if you think you can explain things better yourself, why we'll go +along together. But mind you, we return together, even at the risk of an +earthquake."</p> + +<p>"Let Kitty come as well," Madeline said, her eyes sparkling with +excitement.</p> + +<p>"All right, my dear. The more the merrier. I'll take the skipper and the +crew if you think it might impress his lordship and make the way +easier."</p> + +<p>"No, I think the three of us will be sufficient," Madeline said, with a +laugh. "But no hint must be given that I'm to be absent more than two or +three days. Sir Charles had made all arrangements to leave for Paris on +Monday."</p> + +<p>"You leave that to P. J. H., my dear. If I'm not quite a full-blown +diplomat it's only for want of opportunity. Now let us be off. If Lord +Charles What's-his-other-name don't yield without a murmur, I shall be +surprised."</p> + +<p>Half-an-hour later they were walking up the steps of the hotel. Sir +Charles was in the lounge, with a cigar in his mouth and his eyes +towards the door. He was feeling much more anxious than he cared to +admit. Gervase had gone by an early train to Monte<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</a></span> Carlo and had not +returned. Lady Tregony and Beryl were in their bedrooms.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles sprang to his feet and heaved a big sigh of relief when the +swing door was pushed open, and Madeline entered, radiant and smiling, +followed by Kitty Harvey and her father.</p> + +<p>"My dear Madeline," he said, reproachfully, "you have given us a fright. +We have been looking for you everywhere."</p> + +<p>"Oh! I am sorry," she answered. "But I told one of the page-boys I met +outside to tell you I was going to lunch with some friends."</p> + +<p>"No such message was brought to me," he answered, severely. "It would +have been better if you had left word at the office."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry if I have caused you any anxiety," she answered, quietly. +"But I met some American friends on the promenade, and have been with +them on their yacht to lunch."</p> + +<p>At the word yacht Sir Charles pricked up his ears, and a somewhat +mollified expression stole over his face.</p> + +<p>"Allow me to introduce my friend Miss Kitty Harvey," Madeline said, in +her most engaging manner, "and this is her father, Mr. P. J. Harvey, of +New York City, and a friend of my father's."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles bowed very pompously, and muttered something under his +breath about being delighted to meet them.</p> + +<p>Peter J. had said nothing up to this point, but stood in the +background—as a modest man should—chewing the end of a cigar.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</a></span></p><p>"I can assure you, Colonel, the pleasure is reciprocated," he said, in +his slowest manner, and with a twinkle in the corner of his eye. "The +truth is my daughter and I have come along as a sort of deputation."</p> + +<p>"Indeed! Will you not be seated?"</p> + +<p>"Well, thank you. As it's as cheap to sit as to stand, and talking comes +easier as a rule when you are sitting down, I guess I'll fall in with +the suggestion."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles waited for Mr. Harvey to proceed. Madeline and Kitty sat on +a lounge side by side, the former feeling very uncomfortable. She saw in +a moment that Sir Charles did not like the American's free and easy +ways, and Mr. Harvey was dimly conscious of the same truth.</p> + +<p>"Not to waste words over the business," Peter J. went on, "we want to +take Miss Grover just for a little run on our steamer, and we came +across to ask your consent. These formalities are considered proper I +believe, and we fall in with them. Though as a citizen of the United +States I presume the lady can just do as she likes."</p> + +<p>"Well, no!" Sir Charles replied, pompously. "Miss Grover is my ward till +she comes of age. At any rate, it amounts to that——"</p> + +<p>"Of course I am, Sir Charles," Madeline interposed. "But we are not +going to talk law or gospel, are we? Mr. Harvey has asked me to go for a +little run on his yacht, and I really want to go ever so much!"</p> + +<p>"But we leave here for Paris on Monday, Madeline. I fear there is no +time."</p> + +<p>Peter J. puckered his face into a knowing smile. "According to my +calculations," he said, "Monday is five days off. We could almost +circumnavigate this little arm of the ocean in that time. But we are +talking of a run of a couple of days more or less."</p> + +<p>"It seems hardly worth the trouble, does it, Madeline?" Sir Charles +questioned, in a bored tone.</p> + +<p>"Oh! quite worth it, Sir Charles. Think how lovely the sea is, and how +beautifully calm, and then you<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328">[Pg 328]</a></span> know Mr. Harvey's yacht is as big as an +ocean steamer. In a couple of days we could go to Naples and back, and +wouldn't it be lovely to see Naples!"</p> + +<p>"Naples is an interesting place, no doubt. But the weather is getting +warm—hot, I may say."</p> + +<p>"But we need not land unless we like," Mr. Harvey interposed.</p> + +<p>"Of course——" Sir Charles began, hesitatingly.</p> + +<p>"Then that is settled, my dears," Peter J. interrupted. "I knew his +lordship would not deprive you of a pleasure if you desired it very +much. Now, you girls, run away and put a few things in a bonnet-box, +sufficient for a forty-eight hours' trip. Perhaps, when we return, your +excellency will so far honour us as to come on board and dine with us."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, it is very kind of you."</p> + +<p>"Not at all. I believe in showing hospitality when it is in my power to +do so. Would you mind trying one of my cigars? I think you will find the +flavour excellent."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles hesitated for a moment, then took the proffered weed and +proceeded to cut the end off with a penknife.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Madeline and Kitty had rushed off to Madeline's room and began +packing boxes with all possible speed.</p> + +<p>"Rather large bonnet boxes, eh, Madeline?" Kitty questioned, with a +laugh.</p> + +<p>"Do you know, I feel like a burglar," Madeline answered.</p> + +<p>"I never was a burglar," was the reply, "so I don't know what it feels +like to be one."</p> + +<p>"Everything will be terribly crushed," Madeline went on, "but I can't +help it. Will you ring for the porter, Kitty?"</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329">[Pg 329]</a></span></p> + +<p>"All right, my dear, and I will drive off with the baggage while you and +father are paying your adieux to the Baronet. If he were to see you +going off with all these boxes he might scent mischief."</p> + +<p>"How clever you are, Kitty," Madeline said, with a laugh. "That idea is +just lovely. But will you lock these boxes, my hands are shaking so I +can hardly hold the keys."</p> + +<p>"Why, we might be escaping from a robbers' castle. What is the use of +getting so excited?"</p> + +<p>"I can't help it, Kitty. I've been looking round for weeks and weeks for +some way of getting out of a most uncomfortable position, and you cannot +imagine how helpless I have felt. And now I feel—oh, I can't tell you +what I feel—but here's the porter."</p> + +<p>Madeline went down to the office and explained matters, and saw Kitty +drive away with her luggage. Then she returned to the lounge, where Sir +Charles, looking very bored, was listening to a long account of how +Peter J. Harvey made his pile in copper.</p> + +<p>On catching sight of Madeline, Peter J. brought his story to an abrupt +conclusion and rose slowly to his feet.</p> + +<p>"Need I disturb Lady Tregony and Beryl, do you think?" Madeline +inquired, innocently, looking Sir Charles straight in the eyes.</p> + +<p>"As you think best, Madeline," Sir Charles replied, blandly. "I sent up +word to them that you had returned safe and sound."</p> + +<p>"Then very likely they will be taking their afternoon nap now?"</p> + +<p>"That is very probable."</p> + +<p>"Should I awake them, do you think?"</p> + +<p>"If you were going away for a week I should say yes, certainly. But if +you like I will explain your absence till Friday."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_330" id="Page_330">[Pg 330]</a></span></p> + +<p>"That will be best, I think." Then, turning to Mr. Harvey, she said: +"Now I am ready. Kitty has gone on ahead, and has taken my few things +along with her."</p> + +<p>"I guess Kitty has some shopping to do on the way. That child is never +happy unless she is spending money," and Mr. Harvey smiled, innocently.</p> + +<p>"You will explain to Gervase, won't you, Sir Charles?" Madeline said, +with one of her sweetest smiles. "It is unfortunate he did not come home +to lunch. I am sure he would have liked to have seen over Mr. Harvey's +yacht."</p> + +<p>"We shall probably accept Mr. Harvey's invitation to dinner on your +return," Sir Charles said, pompously.</p> + +<p>"Of course you will, Colonel, of course you will," Peter J. said, with a +drawl. "I never take a refusal from my friends without a very good +reason."</p> + +<p>"It is good of you to let me go, Sir Charles," Madeline said, reaching +out her hand to say good-bye. "But I am sure I shall enjoy myself +immensely. You see, I have known Mr. and Mrs. Harvey and Kitty nearly +ever since I can remember, and then, I'm tremendously fond of the sea."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles came with them to the door of the hotel and saw them into a +carriage, then returned to the lounge and to his cigar.</p> + +<p>Madeline could almost have screamed with delight when she found herself +once more on the <i>Skylark</i>.</p> + +<p>"At last I am free," she said to herself, "and when Sir Charles sees me +again I shall be my own mistress."</p> + +<p>Half-an-hour later the <i>Skylark</i> weighed anchor and put out to sea.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331">[Pg 331]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXII" id="CHAPTER_XXXII"></a>CHAPTER XXXII</h2> + +<h3>FACING THE INEVITABLE</h3> + + +<p>When Saturday morning arrived and the <i>Skylark</i> had not been sighted, +Sir Charles began to grow suspicious. An hour or two later his worst +fears were confirmed. A letter was handed to him in Madeline's +handwriting. The postmark, he noticed, was Genoa. He could hardly keep +his hand steady while he tore open the envelope, and when he began to +read his face grew ashen.</p> + +<p>The letter was brief and quite explicit. She had no intention, she said, +of returning again to Nice or to Cornwall. She was going back to America +with the Harveys. For many things she was sorry she ever left it. She +had been unhappy for months past—ever since the return of Gervase, in +fact. To become his wife was simply impossible. She expressed her regret +for any pain or annoyance she had caused, and her thanks for all +kindnesses she had received. She regarded the appearance of the Harveys +on the scene as an interposition of Providence, and her escape from an +intolerable position as a direct answer to prayer.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles had not got over the anger and disgust produced by this +frank epistle when Gervase came hurriedly into the room, with blanched +cheeks and a wild light in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Do you know that Madeline has given us the slip?" he said, in a hoarse +whisper.</p> + +<p>"Have you heard from her also?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_332" id="Page_332">[Pg 332]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Then you know?" he questioned, with a gasp. "What has she said to you? +Let me see her letter."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles handed him Madeline's letter without a word. Gervase read it +carefully, and then handed it back with a little sigh of relief. She had +not told his father what she had told him, and for that mercy he was +supremely grateful.</p> + +<p>For several moments the two men looked at each other in silence. Neither +had the courage to blame the other, and yet neither was disposed to take +the blame himself. Gervase was convinced that his father played the game +badly at the beginning, but he had played it worse at the end. Hence it +was bad policy to fling stones while he lived in a glass-house himself. +A similar train of thought wound its way slowly through Sir Charles's +brain. From his point of view Gervase had played the fool again and +again, though he saw now that the waiting policy he had advocated was a +huge mistake. So while he was inclined to throw the principal share of +blame on to Gervase's shoulders, he was bound to take a share himself.</p> + +<p>"I suppose we may conclude," Gervase said, at length, in a lugubrious +tone, "that the game is up."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it is," Sir Charles answered, with suppressed emotion.</p> + +<p>"It's a beastly shame, for I've been counting on her fortune for years +past."</p> + +<p>"It's an awful miss. Her fortune would have set the Tregonys on their +feet."</p> + +<p>"It's no use trying to get her back, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"Do you think you could yet persuade her to marry you?"</p> + +<p>Gervase blushed, and walked to the window and looked out into the +courtyard.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333">[Pg 333]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Girls are such curious things," he muttered, evasively. "You never know +when you have them."</p> + +<p>"I can't help thinking you played your cards badly, Gervase. She seemed +to idolise you when she came to Trewinion, and looked forward so eagerly +to your return."</p> + +<p>"The mistake was in not marrying her right off when we met at +Washington. She would have said 'yes' like a shot, for she was awfully +gone on me. She adored soldiers at that time, and regarded me as a +hero."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles heaved a sigh and remained silent for several moments.</p> + +<p>"Would you mind letting me see her letter to you?" he questioned, at +length.</p> + +<p>"Sorry, father, but—but—I've destroyed it," he blurted out, awkwardly. +This was not the truth, but he wouldn't for the world that his father +should read what she said to him.</p> + +<p>"Destroyed it? What did you do that for?" Sir Charles asked, +suspiciously.</p> + +<p>"I was just mad and hardly knew what I was doing. It seemed the only way +I could give vent to my anger. I tore it into millions of bits."</p> + +<p>"What reasons did she give for her outrageous conduct?"</p> + +<p>"Well, in some respects it was an awfully nice letter she wrote. She +said she admired me as a friend immensely. But she didn't love me as she +felt she ought to do, which made her unhappy, and so she thought it best +to go away without any fuss, and all that, don't you know."</p> + +<p>"And do you believe she still admires you?"</p> + +<p>"Why, of course I do. She said so, in fact. I wish I hadn't destroyed +her letter. There were some awfully nice sentiments in it, I can assure +you."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_334" id="Page_334">[Pg 334]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Then why were you so angry?"</p> + +<p>"Why, because I saw I was up a tree. When a girl you want to marry talks +about being a sister to you, and all that, don't you know, it makes one +angrier than anything."</p> + +<p>"Well, yes, I suppose it does. I'm terribly disappointed, Madeline was a +chance in a lifetime."</p> + +<p>"But rather smacked of trade, don't you think? You know very well if +she'd been an English girl, you wouldn't have considered her for a +moment."</p> + +<p>"That may be. But since even dukes marry tradesmen's +daughters—provided, of course, they hail from across the water—there +was no reason why we should turn up our noses."</p> + +<p>"I'm too poverty-stricken to turn up my nose at anything. I'd marry a +barmaid if she only had sufficient of the needful."</p> + +<p>"Don't talk nonsense, Gervase, I thought you were really fond of +Madeline, apart from her money."</p> + +<p>"So I am. She's awfully pretty, there's no denying that. But I'm too old +to break my heart over any woman. It's the tin—or the lack of it—that +is troubling me."</p> + +<p>"You'll have to curtail your expenses, Gervase; there's nothing else for +it. I cannot possibly increase your allowance. The fact is, we shall +have to economise all round."</p> + +<p>"I'm always economising," was the angry retort. "It's been pinch and +grind ever since I was born."</p> + +<p>"That's not my fault, my boy. I'm getting the biggest rents I can +possibly squeeze out of the tenants as it is, and there's no chance of +things mending unless we can get Protection."</p> + +<p>"And that we may whistle for."</p> + +<p>"Why so?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335">[Pg 335]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Because the people have got educated. An awful mistake, I say, to +educate the working classes. An ignorant proletariat you may hoodwink +and bamboozle to your heart's content; but no enlightened community is +going to consent to have its bread taxed for the benefit of the +landowners."</p> + +<p>"The people will have to be shown it's for their benefit. That's the +game to play."</p> + +<p>"No doubt. But it will take a mighty clever man to prove even to a +public-house loafer that the dearer things are made, the better off he +will be."</p> + +<p>"But you must not forget that there are some very clever men at work."</p> + +<p>"They are not clever enough for that."</p> + +<p>"You don't know. They have undertaken more difficult tasks and +succeeded. Think of South Africa!"</p> + +<p>"I'd rather not. It won't bear thinking about."</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless, it shows what can be done. The masses of the people are +more easily persuaded than you think. Education, you must remember, is +not sense. Hit upon a popular cry, and the rest is easy."</p> + +<p>"But no country can be gulled twice in so short a period. No, dad, our +fortunes are not to be mended along those lines."</p> + +<p>"I am not so sure. A good stirring appeal to patriotism will work +wonders still. 'England for the English——'"</p> + +<p>"England for the English landlords, you mean, for that's what it comes +to in the end."</p> + +<p>"No doubt it does. But while a few people own the land it is well that +the masses should think that England belongs to them."</p> + +<p>"But do they think that England belongs to them?"</p> + +<p>"Of course they do. There isn't a man-jack among them that will not talk +big about defending his<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_336" id="Page_336">[Pg 336]</a></span> country and dying for his country, when he +doesn't possess a foot of it, and hasn't money enough to buy a grave to +be buried in."</p> + +<p>"Well, dad, I sincerely trust that your hopes will be realised, and that +England will consent to be gulled again for the benefit of a few. Good +heavens! if I'd only been an army contractor instead of a soldier, I +should have made my fortune."</p> + +<p>"Your only hope of a fortune, Gervase, is by marrying one," and Sir +Charles put Madeline's letter into his pocket and walked out of the +room.</p> + +<p>For the rest of the day Gervase loitered about alone. He was much more +troubled than he let his father see. Madeline had accused him of +treachery to Rufus Sterne, and had hinted in words too plain to be +misunderstood that she had proof that he bribed Tim Polgarrow to commit +perjury. If Madeline, therefore, had discovered this, how did he know +that other people had not made the same discovery? He felt that he could +not return to St. Gaved again until he knew. If Tim had let the secret +out, his best course would be to keep out of sight until the storm had +blown over, and people had forgotten the incident.</p> + +<p>So it came about that Sir Charles and the others returned without him. +Gervase promised to follow in a week or two at the outside. But a run of +luck at Monte Carlo kept him a slave at the Casino. This was followed by +a run of bad luck during which he lost all he had won. Then he remained +on, trying to recover his lost position, and in the end he had to cable +to his father for a remittance to bring him home.</p> + +<p>Gervase had not been at Trewinion many days before the truth about +Madeline began to leak out. Sir Charles had been too chagrined to give +the smallest hint as to her whereabouts, or even to mention her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_337" id="Page_337">[Pg 337]</a></span> name if +it could be avoided, and Beryl and Lady Tregony took their cue from him. +But Gervase, discovering that he was still in good odour among the +people, and that the secret Madeline had discovered appeared to be known +to no one else, concluded that nothing was to be gained by a policy of +silence. He need not tell all the truth; in fact, he could put his own +gloss on the facts as they stood, and so it began to be whispered about +that Miss Grover had decided on visiting her friends in America before +finally settling in England.</p> + +<p>Rufus Sterne heard the story from Mrs. Tuke with apparent unconcern. He +argued quite naturally that it was a matter of supreme indifference to +him whether she went to America or remained in England. His life—by +fair means or by foul—was drawing to its inevitable close. There was +some sense of satisfaction in the thought that she was not Gervase +Tregony's wife. She deserved a better fate than that. He hoped she had +discovered his true character and that among her own people in her own +country she would find all the happiness she deserved; and with these +reflections he tried to put her out of his mind.</p> + +<p>His thoughts in the main were intent upon the tragedy that was daily +drawing nearer. His daily hope and prayer was that God would release him +from the burden of life, and so save him from the guilt and shame of +dying by his own hand.</p> + +<p>Failing this, he had no doubt as to how the final act would be brought +about. Much as he shrank from the disgrace of dying in the manner +contemplated, he shrank more from the disgrace of living, should his +courage fail him. To face his ruined friend, his broken pledge, his +tarnished honour, would be death repeated every day, and every hour of +the day.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_338" id="Page_338">[Pg 338]</a></span></p> + +<p>He was not a little surprised to find, as the days and weeks passed +swiftly away, how without effort and without volition his mind fastened +itself upon the dominant truths of Christianity. He gave up reading. He +still absented himself from church and chapel. But bit by bit the rags +of his materialistic philosophy dropped from him, while the simple +truths of the gospel possessed him and obsessed him, until he felt that +only here was life in any true sense to be found.</p> + +<p>The philosophisings and hair-splittings of theologians did not concern +him. The elaborate edifices built up by the creed-makers possessed for +him no interest at all. But the warm sympathy of the Son of Man, the +tender influence of the universal Spirit, the growing consciousness of a +supreme Ruler, the clearing vision of a life beyond—these things seemed +as parts of his being, the stuff out of which his life was woven.</p> + +<p>He wondered now that his youthful revolt from the narrow creed of his +grandfather should have carried him so far; wondered that he had not +earlier seen that human creeds must of necessity be ever too narrow to +represent the Divine idea; wondered that he had not seen the obvious +truth that ecclesiasticism may bear but a faint resemblance to +Christianity, and that "the Church," so called, may form but a very +small portion of the Kingdom of God.</p> + +<p>But it was all clear enough to him now. He had cast away what he fancied +was only husk, not knowing that the kernel of truth was within. He had +tried to wrap his naked spirit in something thinner than a shadow, had +sought to choke the soul's deepest instinct in the quagmire of a Godless +philosophy, and had prated about happiness, while steeping his senses in +the fumes of a deadly narcotic.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_339" id="Page_339">[Pg 339]</a></span></p> + +<p>What lay beyond he did not know. But he had a fancy that the great +universal Heart of Love would give him a chance under better conditions, +and that at worst it would be better than the awful torture of the last +few months. He was not afraid, and he was becoming again so terribly +weary that the thought of rest was infinitely sweet. There was very +little he had to give up. No home ties bound him to earth, no arms of +wife or children hung about his neck. His ambitions had been nipped by +the frosts of disappointment, and were now dead. His love for Madeline +Grover—which had been the strongest and purest passion of his life—was +hopeless from the first.</p> + +<p>It was only existence amid familiar surroundings that he had to part +with—only existence! And yet how much that meant to him, even in the +darkest hours, no words could tell. The passion for life nothing could +kill, and that seemed to him one of the strong arguments in proof of +immortality.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, in his little office, he fell down in a dead faint, and +remained unconscious for several hours. The long summer day was fading +into twilight when he opened his eyes, and saw the familiar face of Dr. +Pendarvis bending over him.</p> + +<p>"Have I been ill?" he asked, looking round the room with wondering eyes.</p> + +<p>"You've had a slight heat stroke, I think, but you needn't be alarmed."</p> + +<p>"I'm not in the least alarmed," he said, with a pathetic smile; "but I +hate giving Mrs. Tuke so much trouble."</p> + +<p>"You've been overworking yourself rather. I've seen it for months past. +When you are a little recovered, I'll give you a complete overhauling," +and he smiled cheerfully.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340">[Pg 340]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Then you think I shall recover?"</p> + +<p>"Of course you will recover. But, meanwhile, keep quite still, and don't +worry."</p> + +<p>Rufus hoped for a day or two that his illness would take a fatal turn. +He wanted so much to die quietly at home in bed; it would be such a +perfect solution of the whole difficulty. But it was not to be.</p> + +<p>In a few days he was up and about again. "You want toning up," the +doctor said to him. "There is really nothing the matter with you except +that you are run down. Take more exercise, get a sea bath two or three +times a week, and be careful what you eat."</p> + +<p>Rufus told Mrs. Tuke and Captain Tom Hendy what the doctor had +prescribed, and proceeded at once to carry out his orders. But no one +knew the thought that was in his mind. Some day he would not return from +his short swim in the sea, and then he would be at rest. It would be +very easy, and almost as natural as dying at home in bed.</p> + +<p>The weather was brilliantly fine. The yellow corn was falling before the +sickle in all directions, the sea danced and shimmered in the sunshine, +the flowers drooped in the windless heat. To all appearances Rufus was +recovering his health and spirits. He told Mrs. Tuke that he enjoyed his +morning bath. His appetite seemed better than it had been for weeks +past, and once or twice she heard him humming a hymn tune after he had +gone upstairs to bed.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad I stood by him," Mrs. Tuke reflected, with a smile of +self-satisfaction, "for I believe he is coming back to the fold again."</p> + +<p>One evening Rufus sat up very late. He had gone through his papers again +to see that everything was in order, and now he sat staring at the clock +on<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341">[Pg 341]</a></span> the mantelpiece, and listening to its solemn and regular tick.</p> + +<p>"To-morrow will be just as good as next week," he said to himself. "As +it must come, better it should come quickly. I could have done it this +morning easily enough, and I don't think it will be at all painful. So +let it be then," he added, rising to his feet. "The next time I go into +the sea I do not return," and he put the lights out, and climbed slowly +and silently to his bedroom.</p> + +<p>Before undressing he knelt down and prayed. He asked for strength and +pardon, and a just and merciful judgment.</p> + +<p>He felt like a child when he rose from his knees, and a few minutes +after he laid his head on the pillow he was fast asleep.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342">[Pg 342]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXXIII</h2> + +<h3>WAS IT PROVIDENCE?</h3> + + +<p>When Rufus awoke next morning, the wind was blowing half a gale, and the +rain was coming down in torrents.</p> + +<p>"This puts an end to my morning bath," he said to himself, with a faint +sigh. "I can have no excuse for going into the sea on a day like this," +and he sighed again.</p> + +<p>He was not quite sure that he welcomed the respite.</p> + +<p>"Since it must be," he kept saying to himself, "the sooner the better."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuke greeted him with a sorrowful face. "What a pity the weather's +broke before all the harvest is got in," she said.</p> + +<p>"It does seem a pity," he answered, quietly.</p> + +<p>"The ways of Providence is past finding out," she replied; "though no +doubt it's for some good end."</p> + +<p>"Do you really think that Providence regulates the weather, Mrs. Tuke?" +he questioned, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Why, of course I do," she answered, in a tone of reproach. "Providence +over-rules everything, and not a sparrow falls to the ground without the +notice of His eye," and she walked out of the room without waiting for +him to answer.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuke's theology was a puzzle to him still, but all the time he sat +at breakfast the word "Providence" kept echoing through the chambers of +his brain. What was Providence? How far did God interfere with the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343">[Pg 343]</a></span> +operation of His own laws? Did He sometimes reach out a controlling +hand? Did He cause events to work together for a special end?</p> + +<p>That day at the mine seemed one of the longest he had known. The wind +moaned through every crevice of door and window, the rain came down +unceasingly.</p> + +<p>Evening came, but there was no chance of a swim in the sea. He would +have to wait until the morrow or the day following. Whatever he did, he +would have to avoid awaking suspicion.</p> + +<p>Several times during the night he awoke and listened. The wind was still +swishing through the trees, and the patter of rain could be distinctly +heard against the window.</p> + +<p>"If Mrs. Tuke knew," he said to himself, "she would say Providence was +interposing to prevent me putting an end to my useless life."</p> + +<p>He lay in bed an hour longer than he would have done had the weather +been fine. "It is of no use getting up till breakfast-time," he +reflected.</p> + +<p>He heard the postman's rat-tat-tat while he was dressing, and wondered +if there were any letters for him.</p> + +<p>He came slowly and listlessly down the stairs. Another day of weariness +and mental distress stretched out before him. "I am only prolonging the +agony," he said to himself, as he took his lonely seat at the head of +the table.</p> + +<p>Then his eye rested on a large envelope by the side of his place, with a +blue stamp in the corner.</p> + +<p>He was alert in a moment. "An American letter," he said, half aloud, and +his thoughts flew off to Madeline Grover unconsciously. The address, +however, was in a man's handwriting—there could be no doubt about +that.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_344" id="Page_344">[Pg 344]</a></span></p> + +<p>He tore open the envelope quickly and mechanically, and turned to the +signature at the end of the letter. "Seaward and Graythorne," he read, +and a look of perplexity came into his eyes.</p> + +<p>He opened out the letter, and an enclosure fluttered on to his plate. He +picked it up and stared.</p> + +<p>"There must be some mistake," he said with a gasp, and he drew his hand +across his eyes as though to remove some dimness that had gathered. Yet, +there was his own name clear and distinct enough. "Pay to the order of +Mr. Rufus Sterne the sum of five thousand dollars."</p> + +<p>"Five thousand dollars," he muttered. "Why, that is a thousand pounds—a +thousand pounds. I must be dreaming surely."</p> + +<p>He turned to the letter at length, and began to read. Slowly, as he +waded his way through the legal jargon, the truth began to dawn upon +him. It had to do with the property his father had accumulated. Some +Judge Cowley, of the Supreme Court of somewhere, had authorised a +distribution, and the enclosed was the sum paid on account.</p> + +<p>That was about all he could make out. But why a firm of solicitors in +New York should be acting in a case of disputed property somewhere out +in Pennsylvania, was a problem he could not understand.</p> + +<p>He was in no mood, however, to worry himself over legal subtleties. The +great outstanding fact—the fact that dominated all others—was that he +was in possession of a thousand pounds.</p> + +<p>The revulsion of feeling was so great that for a moment or two it seemed +to unman him. The cords that had been strung up so long to the very +highest point of tension were suddenly relaxed. The hard stoicism with +which he had fortified himself, melted like wax<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_345" id="Page_345">[Pg 345]</a></span> in the flame of a +candle. The dull numbness of despair, which was rendering him +indifferent to life, vanished like mist before the summer sun. The joy +of hope, the dream of love, the fire of ambition, were all kindled +afresh as by an electric spark. The wailing wind, instead of sobbing +began to sing. The moaning ocean commenced to laugh and rejoice. The +rain-drops were tears of joy that Nature shed. Light and love, and +beauty and delight were everywhere. His breakfast remained untouched. He +was quite unconscious of the fact until Mrs. Tuke came into the room.</p> + +<p>"Why, you haven't tasted your breakfast," she said, lifting her eyes and +hands in astonishment.</p> + +<p>"Haven't I?" he said, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"And your bacon is quite cold."</p> + +<p>"I forgot all about it, Mrs. Tuke."</p> + +<p>"And your tea is like ditch-water."</p> + +<p>"I'm very sorry."</p> + +<p>"It's like throwing money away."</p> + +<p>"Oh, never mind."</p> + +<p>"But I do mind, I hate wastefulness, especially in young people."</p> + +<p>"Well, forgive me this time. I've had a surprise."</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed! A pleasant surprise, I hope. You've had enough of the other +sort."</p> + +<p>"A very pleasant surprise. Now, brew me a fresh pot of tea and warm up +the bacon. I really feel as if I had got an appetite."</p> + +<p>"Well, it's time you had. You've been wasting to a shadow the last six +months," and Mrs. Tuke hurried out of the room.</p> + +<p>Rufus laughed aloud when she was gone. He felt he would either have to +laugh or cry. "If only granny were here I should hug her," he said to +himself. "I feel so buoyant that I could almost hug Mrs. Tuke."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_346" id="Page_346">[Pg 346]</a></span></p> + +<p>The wind was still blowing strong from the west as he made his way over +the hill to the mine, but its voice was like a song in his ears. The +rain had ceased, though the sky was still dark with clouds; but all the +landscape seemed flooded with golden sunshine. His nerves were tingling +with a new joy, his eyes sparkling with an unwonted fire. He was glad to +be alive again, glad to feel the wind of heaven upon his face.</p> + +<p>How wearily he had dragged his steps over the hill morning by morning; +how dull and continuous had been the pain at his heart! Now all sense of +weariness was gone; he seemed to tread on air; his heart was light and +buoyant, and all the pain had passed away.</p> + +<p>He paused a moment where he paused a year before to look at a patch of +green lawn that sloped away from Trewinion Hall. A vision of Madeline +Grover came back to him for a second and vanished.</p> + +<p>"If it be God's will," he said to himself, reverently, and with a smile +upon his face he continued his way.</p> + +<p>During the dinner hour he lodged the precious draft in the bank, and +then hurried back to the mine again. In a day or two he got word that +the draft was quite in order, and had been duly honoured. With that +message vanished his last fear, for he had dreamed the previous night +that the whole thing was a hoax and the draft not worth the paper on +which it was printed.</p> + +<p>His first act was to pay back Felix Muller what he owed him with +interest. This he did by cheque.</p> + +<p>"I cannot see him," he said to himself. "He would pour ridicule on my +beliefs, and laugh my new-found faith to scorn. Moreover, I am not sure +that he will be grateful, and I would not like my faith in him to be +totally destroyed."</p> + +<p>Saturday, being half-holiday, he made his way to Tregannon, to see his +grandparents and tell them the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_347" id="Page_347">[Pg 347]</a></span> news. The old folks were greatly +excited, and the Rev. Reuben hunted up all the papers and correspondence +dealing with his son's property. The names of Seaward and Graythorne did +not appear, however, in any of the documents; nor was the name of Judge +Cowley ever mentioned.</p> + +<p>"I do not understand it at all," the old man said in his most solemn +tones. "But then what can you expect in a new country like America? +Everything appears to be haphazard and go-as-you-like."</p> + +<p>"Haphazard or no," Rufus replied, "the property has not been all eaten +up by the lawyers."</p> + +<p>"Well, yes," the old gentleman said, reflectively, "there would appear +after all, to be some sense of honesty and justice in the country. But +why don't you take a journey across and look after things for yourself?"</p> + +<p>Rufus gave a little start, and looked at his grandfather with a +questioning light in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"I mean it," the old man said, quietly. "If I were a few years younger +nothing would please me better."</p> + +<p>"It had never occurred to me," Rufus replied, slowly and thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"Then think about it. You can travel cheaply in these days; besides, you +may be able to pick up ideas."</p> + +<p>"Yes, that is true," he answered, reflectively. "At any rate it is worth +considering."</p> + +<p>For the rest of the evening Rufus thought of little else. Conversation +ranged over a dozen topics, but he heard scarcely half of what was said. +Constantly his thoughts harked back to his grandfather's suggestion, and +his eyes caught a far-away expression.</p> + +<p>"I think you are tired," his granny said to him at length, and she +looked at him with a quizzical smile on her wrinkled face.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_348" id="Page_348">[Pg 348]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I am a little."</p> + +<p>"Will you remain while we have prayers?" she questioned, hesitatingly.</p> + +<p>"Yes granny. I would like to hear grandfather pray again."</p> + +<p>They both started, and looked at him and then at each other, but neither +made any remark.</p> + +<p>The chapter the old man read was a long one, and the prayer was longer +still, but Rufus showed no sign of weariness. In fact, the little +granny's quick ears fancied they heard a whispered "Amen" when the +prayer ended.</p> + +<p>Rufus rose slowly from his knees with a serene look upon his handsome +face.</p> + +<p>"My dear boy, we have never ceased praying for you," his granny said, +placing her thin hands upon his strong shoulders and looking up into his +face.</p> + +<p>"I hope you will continue to pray for me," he answered, quietly. "I +shall need all your prayers."</p> + +<p>"Rufus?" the old man said, in a questioning tone, and he turned suddenly +and looked into his grandson's eyes.</p> + +<p>Rufus felt that, having said so much, he was bound to say more.</p> + +<p>"No, grandfather," he answered, quietly; "you must not claim me as a +returning prodigal. Your creed is as far beyond me as ever. But—I +think—I think I have found the Christ."</p> + +<p>Instantly the old man's arms were about his neck, and, raising his face, +he laughed aloud.</p> + +<p>"It is enough," he said, exultantly. "It is enough! To God be all the +praise."</p> + +<p>The ice being broken, conversation flowed in a deeper channel, and when +the Rev. Reuben laid his head upon his pillow that night, it was with a +kindlier<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_349" id="Page_349">[Pg 349]</a></span> feeling in his heart for those who doubted, and with a larger +charity for those who preached a broader creed.</p> + +<p>"It is very strange," he mused, "that my preaching should have driven +the lad to doubt, while the preaching of my successor should have helped +him back to faith."</p> + +<p>On the following morning Rufus went with the old people to chapel. The +place seemed very cool and restful after the glare of the sunshine +outside, and while the familiar hymns were being sung he felt like a boy +again.</p> + +<p>Marshall Brook took for his text: "Are ye not better than many +sparrows?" It was a quiet, thoughtful, searching sermon, without +dogmatism and with no trace of declamation. The care of the Great Father +for His children, the doctrine of a Divine Providence, was unfolded +carefully, lucidly, reasonably. There was no attempt to ignore +difficulties or to give scientific objections the go-by. Providence was +not in conflict with the operations of nature. Providence worked on +parallel lines. The universal Spirit was ever moving upon the hearts of +men, suggesting, inspiring, renewing.</p> + +<p>"I am hungry and in need," said the preacher, "and someone is moved to +bring me help. Why did he think of me at all? Who put the impulse into +his heart? Ordinarily, it may be, he is not a generous man; yet he +trampled down his selfishness, and came to my succour when I needed it +most.</p> + +<p>"Was it a miracle? Not in the ordinary sense, and yet in truth it was a +miracle. To me it was the interposition of God's Providence. God saw my +need and sent His help."</p> + +<p>Rufus did not hear the end of the sermon. He was thinking of his own +case. Help came to him when he needed it most. He had prayed for death, +prayed that he might be saved from an act which was unworthy<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_350" id="Page_350">[Pg 350]</a></span> of any +true man. And in the very nick of time salvation came. Was it a mere +accident, a stroke of luck, a fortunate turn in the wheel of chance? Or +was it Providence, an impulse or an inspiration from the all-pervading +Spirit?</p> + +<p>His faith was but a tender plant as yet, and it would need much +watchfulness and care if it was to grow.</p> + +<p>He was brought back from his reflections by the announcement of Cowper's +well-known hymn:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">God moves in a mysterious way<br /></span> +<span class="i4">His wonders to perform;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He plants His footsteps in the sea<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And rides upon the storm.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Rufus stood up with the rest and tried to sing, but a lump rose in his +throat constantly and threatened to choke him. It seemed as if every +line met his case and expressed some experience of his own:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Blind unbelief is sure to err,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And scan His work in vain:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">God is His own interpreter,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And He will make it plain.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>The congregation sang on with deep feeling and emotion. Most of them had +known trouble. Many had experienced the joy of deliverance. And the tune +was one that seemed exactly to suit the words:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">His purposes will ripen fast,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Unfolding every hour.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The bud may have a bitter taste,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">But sweet will be the flower.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>How wonderfully true and apposite it all was! More than once he swept +his hand across his eyes to remove the mist that had gathered. Surely +God had led him to that little chapel that morning. He knelt with the +rest when the benediction was pronounced, and breathed an audible "Amen" +at the close.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_351" id="Page_351">[Pg 351]</a></span></p> + +<p>Marshall Brook walked home with him and remained to dinner and to +afternoon tea. But they did not spend the time in discussing knotty +theological problems; their talk ran on the strange happenings and +experiences of life.</p> + +<p>After the evening's service Rufus walked all the way back to St. Gaved, +so that he might be in time for his work on the following morning. The +way did not seem a bit long. He had so much to think about, so much to +dream about, so much to be grateful for and to rejoice in, that the old +church tower loomed into sight before he knew he had covered half the +distance.</p> + +<p>He astonished Captain Tom next morning by throwing up his post.</p> + +<p>"You really don't mean it?" was the incredulous reply.</p> + +<p>"I do. I am going to America, and the sooner you can let me off the +better I shall be pleased." And he told Captain Tom some of the things +that had happened.</p> + +<p>"You are in the right of it, sonny," was the reply. "Yes, you are in the +right," and he laughed, good-humouredly. "And, mark my words, we shall +see some time what we shall see."</p> + +<p>"No doubt about that," Rufus answered, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you think so. Yes, some time we shall see what we shall see," +and he laughed again. "But,"—and he took off his hat and scratched his +head, "my stars! but won't it be just——Well, well, we'll wait and see. +You have my best wishes, sonny, and my blessing."</p> + +<p>On the following Saturday but one, Rufus sailed for New York.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_352" id="Page_352">[Pg 352]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXXIV</h2> + +<h3>DISCOVERIES</h3> + + +<p>On reaching New York Rufus made his way at once to the office of Messrs. +Seaward and Graythorne. He discovered that Mr. Seaward had been dead a +dozen years and that Mr. Graythorne was a man well advanced in life.</p> + +<p>Mr. Graythorne received him without enthusiasm, and with some slight +evidence of embarrassment, and during the time they talked he appeared +to be preoccupied and more or less distraught.</p> + +<p>Rufus wondered if this was some new type of American that he had not +heard of, or whether it was merely professional dignity. He had to drag +everything out of him, and what he did say appeared to be capable of +divers interpretations.</p> + +<p>Rufus wanted facts about his father's property—why the litigation had +continued so long, what was the nature of the claims that had to be +considered, in what court or courts the litigants were heard, and on +what principle the distribution of funds had been made.</p> + +<p>But to none of these questions could he get an intelligible answer. Mr. +Graythorne talked vaguely and ponderously. He enlarged on American law +in general, pointed out how different methods obtained in different +States, showed how the interests of clients were safeguarded by the +judges of the supreme courts, and how the wastefulness of English +Chancery cases was avoided by the simpler American methods.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_353" id="Page_353">[Pg 353]</a></span></p> + +<p>But all this failed to touch the real point at issue. Rufus became +pertinacious, and Mr. Graythorne somewhat restive.</p> + +<p>In the end the lawyer had to admit that he knew little about the matter. +It was a very old case, and his partner, Mr. Seaward, had been dead a +dozen years. A hint was given that Mr. Seaward had the case in hand at +the beginning, but at present the case was entirely in the hands of the +judge. The claims were disposed of as they rose; in time they would all +be disposed of. He (Mr. Graythorne) had been commissioned to forward +five thousand dollars, which he had done. If he received any similar +commission he would execute it with the greatest pleasure.</p> + +<p>Rufus left the lawyer's office feeling not a little perplexed, and ten +minutes later Mr. Graythorne descended to the street with a look of +annoyance on his face.</p> + +<p>Getting on to the elevated railway, he was soon speeding in the +direction of Central Park. Alighting at length, he made his way slowly +along a quiet street for some considerable distance, paused for a moment +in front of a house that had no distinguishing features, then ran +lightly up the steps and rang the door bell.</p> + +<p>He was ushered by a maid-servant into a comfortably but modestly +furnished room, where he flung himself into an easy chair and waited.</p> + +<p>In a few seconds a light step sounded outside; the door was pushed +quickly open, and Madeline Grover came smiling and radiant into the +room. The old lawyer rose slowly, and his face relaxed.</p> + +<p>"This is an unexpected pleasure," she said, brightly. "Have you been +hearing again from Sir Charles?"</p> + +<p>"Not a word. It's the other man we have to deal with now."</p> + +<p>"What other man?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_354" id="Page_354">[Pg 354]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Why the man I sent the money to, of course."</p> + +<p>"Well, what of him?"</p> + +<p>"He's in New York, and has nearly worried the life out of me this +morning!"</p> + +<p>"In New York!" and the hot blood rushed suddenly to her neck and face.</p> + +<p>"In New York! And if he don't clear out soon there'll be complications!"</p> + +<p>"Why has he come?"</p> + +<p>"To look after his property, of course. Are you surprised?"</p> + +<p>"I am a little. It never occurred to me that he might come to America."</p> + +<p>"Well, he has come, and the question is whether you are going to +make—well, a clean breast of it, or allow him to ferret it out +himself?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! he must not know for the world!" she said, in a tone of alarm.</p> + +<p>"He's bound to get to know sooner or later that somebody has made him a +present of five thousand dollars——"</p> + +<p>"No, it is only a loan," she interrupted, quickly.</p> + +<p>Mr. Graythorne laughed. "A loan that was never to be paid, eh? A loan by +an anonymous lender? Well, what's in a name? Call it a loan if the word +pleases you better."</p> + +<p>"But you know what I mean. Some day, of course,—years and years hence, +when nothing matters"—and she blushed uncomfortably; "but just now +nothing need be said or even hinted——"</p> + +<p>"I understand," he said, with a twitching of the lips.</p> + +<p>"You know very well that he has property out West somewhere, which he is +bound to come into possession of soon, and it seemed a pity that he +should starve and perhaps die while waiting for it."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_355" id="Page_355">[Pg 355]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, yes; the motive does you credit."</p> + +<p>"You ascertained beforehand, as you know, that he would have plenty to +pay me back with later on, and, after all, the sum was only a small +one."</p> + +<p>"To you, perhaps."</p> + +<p>"But to him it would mean everything, and I owe him more than gold can +ever pay. As I told you before, he saved my life and nearly lost his own +in doing it."</p> + +<p>"Quite a pretty little romance, I own; worked up into a story it would +read very well. But how about the present situation?"</p> + +<p>"He must not know, of course."</p> + +<p>"And you expect me, a lawyer, to equivocate—to say one thing and mean +another—to talk, as it were, with my tongue in my cheek? Oh, Miss +Grover, what would become of the profession—I mean morally—if all +clients were like you?"</p> + +<p>"It would be much nearer the kingdom," she said, with a laugh. "I don't +ask you to tell lies; I only ask you to hold your tongue."</p> + +<p>"But it is much easier said than done. You know this young man, and he +ain't no fool either; and he has a pretty little way of asking +point-blank questions. And if I ain't mistaken he can draw an inference +as slick as most folks."</p> + +<p>"But lawyers never reveal secrets," she said, smiling at him with her +eyes.</p> + +<p>"Nothing more quickly awakens suspicion than silence," he said. "And if +he once gets on the trail——"</p> + +<p>"He cannot possibly find me among eighty millions of people scattered +over this continent."</p> + +<p>"But suppose he were to drop on you by accident?" and the old lawyer +pretended to be looking at a picture on the other side of the room.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_356" id="Page_356">[Pg 356]</a></span></p> + +<p>She tried her best to keep back the tell-tale blush, but it would come. +"Oh, we should shake hands," she said, in a tone of indifference, "and +pretend to be surprised, of course, and then we should talk about what +had happened in St. Gaved since I left."</p> + +<p>"He is a very handsome young man," the lawyer said absently.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he is rather good-looking, isn't he?" and the colour grew deeper +on her usually pale face.</p> + +<p>"I think you told me once you admired his spirit?"</p> + +<p>"I admire him very much."</p> + +<p>"And if he calls to-morrow I must say no more than I have said to-day?"</p> + +<p>"Say what you like so long as you keep my name out of it."</p> + +<p>"And you don't want to see him? And you wouldn't for the world that he +should know you are alive in New York City?"</p> + +<p>"For the present at any rate."</p> + +<p>"I think I understand," he said, gravely, but a smile twinkled in the +corner of his eye.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Rufus was busy reading through once more the papers he had +obtained from his grandfather. He folded them up at length and replaced +them in his portmanteau.</p> + +<p>"It's not a bit of use waiting here," he said to himself. "That old +lawyer knows no more about it than I do. I'll go westward to-night."</p> + +<p>The next morning found him in the busy town of Pittsburg, where he spent +a couple of days making inquiries; then he pressed forward again until +he reached Reboth, on the borders of Ohio.</p> + +<p>Settling himself in the most comfortable hotel he could find he +commenced his investigations. It was here his father had lived for +several years. It was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_357" id="Page_357">[Pg 357]</a></span> here he died. Reboth was only a village then. Its +mineral wealth was unknown; its blast furnaces had not been lighted, its +coal seams undiscovered. Joshua Sterne foresaw some of its +possibilities, and invested all his savings, lived long enough to see +the prospect of great wealth, and then almost suddenly passed out of +life.</p> + +<p>After that followed years of litigation, Joshua Sterne had left no one +who could fight his battles. The widow quickly yielded up the ghost, and +the Rev. Reuben was too far away, too other-worldly, too lacking in +business tact, and too suspicious of American lawyers and American ways +to follow up any advantage that came to him.</p> + +<p>The litigants appeared to be numberless. Disputes arose over boundaries. +Part of the property appeared to be in Pennsylvania and part in Ohio. +Different States had different laws. The findings of one court were +rejected by another. So the fight went on in a fitful and desultory way +year after year. Some of the claimants died and their heirs dropped the +struggle. Others had their claims allowed. Others who never had any real +case gave up the contention. But there were a few who held on like grim +death. They had no real claim, but they hoped for a good deal, and in +the end they succeeded in the case being hung up indefinitely.</p> + +<p>In time it was practically forgotten. New judges were appointed. +Important questions came before them which demanded immediate attention. +The papers relating to the Sterne property grew yellow in their +pigeon-holes. The rents accumulated, but the mineral wealth remained +undeveloped.</p> + +<p>One of the first discoveries Rufus made was that there had been no +distribution of profits.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_358" id="Page_358">[Pg 358]</a></span></p> + +<p>"There must be some mistake," he declared.</p> + +<p>But the court was positive. There had been some inquiries lately through +a New York solicitor, but beyond that there was no record of any kind +for several years, but certainly no money had been paid.</p> + +<p>Rufus felt bewildered. Why should Mr. Graythorne send him five thousand +dollars on such a pretence? Why should anybody be so generous? Who was +there in the whole of America who knew him or cared two straws whether +he lived or died? As a matter of fact, he did not know a single soul on +all that broad continent. But stop——</p> + +<p>All the colour left his face in a moment. He did know one person. +Madeline Grover was in America. Had she done this?</p> + +<p>He felt himself trembling from head to foot; the very suggestion meant +so much.</p> + +<p>That night he lay awake for hours thinking. He recalled the night after +his return from Tregannon—the long walk he had with Madeline Grover +across the downs, the frank confession he made to her of his toils and +struggles, the generous sympathy she had extended to him. It was their +last walk and talk. He remembered now he had told her how his father's +savings had been lost at Reboth, and how they had long given up hope of +recovering a penny of it.</p> + +<p>"I must get to know somehow," he said to himself. "Bless her! If she has +done this she is the noblest woman on earth."</p> + +<p>Rufus was not long in getting his father's case reopened. There were +only two men left to be dealt with. The claims of the others had gone by +default. The court was anxious that the case should be disposed of once +for all.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_359" id="Page_359">[Pg 359]</a></span></p> + +<p>Rufus employed the cleverest lawyer he could find, and together they +struggled through the whole case from the beginning.</p> + +<p>"Look here," said the lawyer; "if these fellows are ugly it may last +years longer."</p> + +<p>"Well, Mr. Mason, what do you advise?" Rufus questioned.</p> + +<p>"Come to terms with them."</p> + +<p>"They may not be reasonable."</p> + +<p>"Or they may be. They don't appear to have the ghost of a claim, but +they may keep the thing hanging on for ever and ever."</p> + +<p>"There can be no harm in making the attempt," Rufus said.</p> + +<p>"Then I will see their solicitors at once."</p> + +<p>Rufus hung about Reboth two months longer, hoping, expecting, sometimes +despairing. But in the end all the parties agreed that a bird in the +hand was worth two in the bush. So terms were accepted and ratified by +the court.</p> + +<p>"Now," said Mr. Mason, "you can begin to develop your property."</p> + +<p>"You think it is valuable?"</p> + +<p>"No doubt about that. If it had been worthless the whole thing would +have been settled a generation ago."</p> + +<p>"But how should I begin?"</p> + +<p>"Form a syndicate. Let me take the matter in hand for you."</p> + +<p>Rufus was eager to go in search of Madeline. But he found himself, +suddenly, one of the busiest men, so he believed, in the United States. +Moreover, he refused to be rushed. A good many American methods he did +not like, and would not have. There was any number of capitalists ready +to stake large sums<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_360" id="Page_360">[Pg 360]</a></span> in the new venture. Any number of Stock Exchange +men who flickered around like flies. Any number of sharpers who tried +the confidence trick, but tried it in vain.</p> + +<p>In a great many instances Yankee cuteness was pitted against British +caution and common-sense, and in the end the caution and common-sense +won the day.</p> + +<p>Moreover, Rufus's sense of accountability was particularly keen. He had +only just come out of the furnace, in which he had been tried as few men +have been tried. The consciousness of God had not been blurred by long +years of professionalism. There was no latent or acquired taint of +Pharisaism in his nature. His faith was as pure and simple as that of a +child.</p> + +<p>He might have made his pile in a week in an exciting gamble. On the mere +chance of mineral being found he might have become a rich man; but he +refused to proceed on those lines. He wanted occupation for himself. He +wanted moral authority for all he did.</p> + +<p>The breathless haste to be rich which he saw all around him almost made +him angry. The majority of men seemed to be too eager to be honest, they +were tumbling over each other in their passion to be first in the field.</p> + +<p>The Rebothites began to understand the young Englishman after a while, +and to respect him. His sterling honesty, his refusal to take a mean +advantage, won their admiration. It might not be business. Judged by +local standards, his conduct was Quixotic. They could not understand a +man who was not eager and impatient to scoop up the dollars when he had +the chance. But they had to take him as they found him, and in their +hearts they admired him while they blamed him.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_361" id="Page_361">[Pg 361]</a></span></p> + +<p>Rufus came slowly to the consciousness that he was a man of considerable +importance. Slowly, too, he realised that in time he would be a rich +man, not through any merit of his own, but through the judgment and +foresight of his father.</p> + +<p>For months he only thought of Madeline Grover at odd moments. He was too +busy with the tasks that had been thrown suddenly upon him. Fresh duties +appeared nearly every day, and better still, from his point of view, +fresh opportunities were given for the exercise of his inventive talent.</p> + +<p>He was no longer cribbed, and cabined, and confined. There was a sense +of freedom he had never known in other days. He had room to work in, +scope for all his energies, and release from the bars and bands imposed +by a landed aristocracy. There were many things American he cordially +disliked, but the air of freedom that was over everything was most +exhilarating. He felt as though his brain worked with only half the +effort, and with no slightest sense of weariness.</p> + +<p>Besides all that, he was free to adopt new methods. Nobody was bound by +precedent. He could exercise his inventive faculty without hostility and +without criticism. Hence, life became to him a daily unfolding of fresh +interests.</p> + +<p>The days grew rapidly into weeks, and the weeks into months. Autumn gave +place to winter, and winter to spring, and spring to summer, and summer +began to fade into autumn once more. He had expected to be in Reboth a +month, and he had been there a year. And what a year it had been! The +most crowded year of his life, and the most formative. He had found his +feet at last, had taken the measure of his strength, and realised some +of the things of which he was capable.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_362" id="Page_362">[Pg 362]</a></span></p> + +<p>He heard from his grandfather every week, and now and then he got a +letter from Captain Tom Hendy; but the old life was becoming more and +more distant, while the last six months he spent in St. Gaved seemed +like a hideous dream.</p> + +<p>And yet there were times when it seemed an integral and necessary part +of the great scheme of his life. A cog in the wheel that couldn't be +dispensed with. How strangely he had been led, step by step, through +darkness to light, through pain to peace.</p> + +<p>It was not until nearly the end of September that he was able to leave +Reboth for a little excursion to New York. He felt sure that Madeline +was in that city, and his heart was aching for another sight of her +face.</p> + +<p>That he might have great difficulty in finding her he saw clearly +enough, but after all he had passed through, nothing seemed impossible. +He might fail in his first effort, and in his second, but he resolved to +let nothing daunt him or lead him to give up the quest. Life could never +be complete for him until he had found her. He must have answers to the +questions that were baffling him to-day—must know the best or the +worst.</p> + +<p>So he made preparations for a stay of months, if necessary. But in his +heart there was a secret hope that Providence was guiding him still.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_363" id="Page_363">[Pg 363]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXV" id="CHAPTER_XXXV"></a>CHAPTER XXXV</h2> + +<h3>CONFLICTING EMOTIONS</h3> + + +<p>Madeline was at the Harvey Mansion, having afternoon tea with her +friend, Kitty. Since their accidental meeting on the promenade at Nice, +not many days passed that they did not see each other.</p> + +<p>"You will have to go with us," Kitty was saying to her friend. "If you +don't I guess I shall mope myself to death."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, you won't," Madeline answered. "You will have lots of company, +and any amount of excitement."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know. Father is beginning to think more about the climate +than anything else. He fancies that New York winters try his health, and +what I fear is he'll steer the <i>Skylark</i> away down into the South Seas +somewhere, and stick there."</p> + +<p>"Well, wouldn't that be very jolly?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. It might be jolly miserable. It all depends on one's +company. If you'll promise to go with us, I won't raise any more +objections."</p> + +<p>"Have you been raising objections?"</p> + +<p>"Tons. I much prefer wintering in New York City."</p> + +<p>"I should like to visit the South Seas very much," Madeline said, +meditatively, "only——," then she hesitated.</p> + +<p>"Only what?"</p> + +<p>"Well, the truth is, I am going to be a home-bird," Madeline answered, +with a slight tinge of colour in her cheeks.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_364" id="Page_364">[Pg 364]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, that's all fiddlesticks. You haven't a single tie on all this +continent. You are your own mistress; you can do precisely what you like +without any one calling you to account, and——"</p> + +<p>"I admit all you say," Madeline answered, with a smile. "Nevertheless, +it is quite true that what appeals to me most is a quiet life in my own +little home."</p> + +<p>"I wonder you don't get married."</p> + +<p>"Well, you see," Madeline answered, blushing slightly, "the man I +expected to marry did not come up to my expectations."</p> + +<p>"But surely one hailstone doesn't make a winter."</p> + +<p>"That is quite true. But perhaps one gets suspicious as one gets older."</p> + +<p>"You have had offers enough, I am sure."</p> + +<p>"Have I? How knowing you are, Kitty."</p> + +<p>"Oh, one needn't be a philosopher to put two and two together. By the +bye, do you ever hear anything of your rejected suitor?"</p> + +<p>"Occasionally. He's recently had another big disappointment."</p> + +<p>"In the matrimonial line?"</p> + +<p>"It seems so."</p> + +<p>"Oh, do tell me all about it."</p> + +<p>"Well, you know I get all my news through dear old Mr. Graythorne. The +Tregonys have dropped me altogether, as you know."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you've told me that before."</p> + +<p>"Well, it would seem that Captain Tregony, soon after his return from +Nice last year, fell in love with a widow lady, and they were to have +been married some time this fall."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"And now the lady has refused to marry him."</p> + +<p>"For what reason?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_365" id="Page_365">[Pg 365]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, well, it's a curious story rather, and I'm not sure that I know all +the ins and outs of it. But there was a young fellow in St. Gaved—a +very clever young fellow, but poor—whom the Captain for some reason +hated. One night they met and quarrelled, and this young fellow punished +the Captain terribly. Well, don't you see that for a soldier to be +thrashed by a civilian is terribly humiliating. So what did he do in +order to cover himself but invent a story that the young fellow was mad +drunk, that he sprang upon him unawares, and would have murdered him if +the gardener had not come upon the scene, and in order to place his +story beyond dispute he bribed the barman of a public-house to swear +that on the evening in question the young fellow was so drunk that he +(the barman) refused to serve him with any more whisky."</p> + +<p>"What a shame!"</p> + +<p>"Well, recently, this barman, who was prosecuted for poaching on Sir +Charles Tregony's estates, and who was angry because the Captain did not +shield him, just blurted out all the truth. Of course, I know nothing of +the details, but from all Mr. Graystone has been able to gather there +was immense excitement in St. Gaved. Mrs. Nancarrow, the lady to whom he +had become engaged, refused to see him again, while the people were so +incensed against him that he was glad to leave Trewinion Hall under +cover of darkness, and, at present, no one, outside the members of his +own family, appears to know where he is."</p> + +<p>"What a horrid man!"</p> + +<p>"And yet, when I met him first, he was most fascinating."</p> + +<p>"It's a mercy for you the fascination wore off. But tell me: did you +know the young man the Captain tried to disgrace?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_366" id="Page_366">[Pg 366]</a></span></p> + +<p>"A little. But you see the Tregonys had practically no intercourse with +what they termed the common people."</p> + +<p>"He will be greatly relieved that his name has been cleared."</p> + +<p>"If he knows—which, no doubt, he does by this time."</p> + +<p>"Why by this time?"</p> + +<p>"Because he left the country a year ago."</p> + +<p>"Why did he leave the country?"</p> + +<p>"To better his fortune, I expect. But would you mind giving me another +cup of tea? The year I spent on the other side the water made me an +inveterate tea-drinker."</p> + +<p>"I'll not only give you another cup of tea, I'll give you the entire +tea-service if you'll promise to go with us on the <i>Skylark</i>."</p> + +<p>"How generous you are!"</p> + +<p>"Generosity is my besetting sin as a matter of fact. But say you'll +promise."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you must give me time to think the matter over. I can't decide in a +moment."</p> + +<p>"Why not? You've no one to consult but yourself."</p> + +<p>"But if self should happen to be divided against self?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you are just too tantalising for words. I believe there is someone +in New York you want to capture."</p> + +<p>"No, Kitty, dear, you are quite mistaken. The young men of New York +don't appeal to me in the least."</p> + +<p>"Then I'll go on badgering you until you promise. In fact, I'll set +poppa on to you."</p> + +<p>"Please don't," and Madeline rose from her chair and began to pull on +her gloves.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_367" id="Page_367">[Pg 367]</a></span></p> + +<p>That evening, in the privacy of her own room, Madeline debated seriously +with herself whether or not she should accept the Harveys' invitation. +For many things, she would like to winter in a more genial clime. New +York was by no means an ideal city when the thermometer was at zero, and +the streets were blocked with snow. In fact, it was not an ideal city +under any circumstances, and but that most of her friends were there, +she would gladly pitch her tent somewhere else.</p> + +<p>There was the further fact to be considered, that the departure of the +Harveys meant the departure of the people whom she liked best of all, +and New York would be terribly dull when their mansion was no longer +open to her to run in and out as she liked.</p> + +<p>"I think I'll accept their invitation," she said to herself. "It will be +a change, and it's awfully good of them to ask me." Then she hesitated +and looked abstractedly out of the window.</p> + +<p>"It will mean an absence of six months at least," she went on, after a +long pause, and she gave a little sigh and withdrew her eyes from the +window.</p> + +<p>"It is curious that my thoughts will so constantly turn in the same +direction," she thought, with another little sigh. "I surely don't owe +him any more now. I have paid my debt as far as any human being can pay +it. Why cannot I put the whole episode out of my life?"</p> + +<p>A ring came to the door-bell after awhile, and her old solicitor was +shown in.</p> + +<p>"I am so glad you have come," she said, with a smile. "I want you to +help me decide a question that I'm unable to decide for myself."</p> + +<p>"I'm always at your service," he said, genially; "but what's troubling +your little head now?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_368" id="Page_368">[Pg 368]</a></span></p> + +<p>"The Harveys want me to go with them on a yachting cruise."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"I can't make up my mind whether to go or not."</p> + +<p>"What is there to keep you here?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing."</p> + +<p>"Then why hesitate?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I'm growing to like my little home very much."</p> + +<p>"You mustn't become a hermit. My advice is go."</p> + +<p>"You really mean that?"</p> + +<p>"I do. Mind you, I shall miss you very much, but all the same, such a +chance may not come to you again."</p> + +<p>"Then I'll take your advice."</p> + +<p>"By the bye, I heard news this morning of your Cornish friend."</p> + +<p>"Sir Charles Tregony?"</p> + +<p>"No; the other one."</p> + +<p>"You mean——"</p> + +<p>"The same! He's evidently done well out of the money you lent him."</p> + +<p>"Yes?"</p> + +<p>"I've been following him up as well as I could ever since that day he +called on me."</p> + +<p>"So you've told me before."</p> + +<p>"But a man was in my office this morning who knows him, who lives in +Reboth, in fact, and who has watched him closely."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"He says if he keeps on he'll be one of the most remarkable men in the +State of Pennsylvania."</p> + +<p>"Indeed?"</p> + +<p>"That's what he says. At the beginning, the financiers swarmed round him +like bees. But he wasn't to be had. He just went his own way. Slow<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_369" id="Page_369">[Pg 369]</a></span> +according to American notions, but that's the man. Level-headed as they +make 'em, and honest to a fault."</p> + +<p>"A man can't be too honest, surely?"</p> + +<p>"Well, business is so rushed in these days that a man has no time to +look up the commandments before he decides. If he don't seize his chance +on the dot it's gone."</p> + +<p>"Better the chance should go than that he should lose his honour."</p> + +<p>"Well, that is a very fine sentiment, no doubt—a very fine sentiment. +And your friend, it seems, acts up to it."</p> + +<p>"And what has he lost in consequence?"</p> + +<p>"Heaps they say. Not permanently, perhaps; for as it happens, the iron +is of better quality than was expected. But he might have made his pile +right off without trouble or risk."</p> + +<p>"And without giving any honest <i>quid pro quo</i>?"</p> + +<p>"Those who speculate must take their chance, my child. If people are +willing to take risks, why let 'em. Suppose there had been no iron at +all?"</p> + +<p>"Well, what then?"</p> + +<p>"Why, he would have been the poorer by hundreds of thousands of +dollars."</p> + +<p>"That might not be to his disadvantage. 'A man's life consisteth not in +the abundance of the things he possesseth.'"</p> + +<p>"Most people think it does, at any rate."</p> + +<p>"But you know majorities are nearly always wrong."</p> + +<p>"Excuse me, I claim no such knowledge. I know that majorities rule."</p> + +<p>"And rule oppressively frequently."</p> + +<p>"That may be so. Human nature is essentially tyrannical. Give a man +power, and, without great grace, he becomes a tyrant right off."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_370" id="Page_370">[Pg 370]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I don't think Rufus Sterne would ever become a tyrant."</p> + +<p>"He might, my child, under some circumstances. Never trust a man too +far. I hear he is coming east."</p> + +<p>"Indeed!"</p> + +<p>"Has some new scheme on hand, I expect," and Mr. Graythorne picked up +his hat and smiled knowingly.</p> + +<p>Left alone again, the look of perplexity in Madeline's eyes deepened. +She had told Mr. Graythorne that she would take his advice and accept +the Harveys' invitation. But she was disposed to change her mind again. +She did not want to leave New York at present. She might hide the truth +from other people, but she could not hide it from herself, that if Rufus +Sterne came to New York she wanted to see him.</p> + +<p>She would not own to herself that she was in love, or anything +approaching it. But she was undeniably interested. She had been from the +first. Rufus Sterne appealed to her as no other man had done. His +loneliness, his self-reliance, his courage, his independence made him an +object of curiosity, to use no stronger term.</p> + +<p>Moreover, there was a certain aloofness about him—a curious air of +detachment, that quickened her curiosity into something she had no name +for. In their last conversation he had been wonderfully frank—had +opened his heart to her in a way that touched her sympathies to the +quick, yet she knew she had not fathomed him yet. She had a feeling all +the time that he was greater than he appeared, that his reticence was +much more marked than its opposite.</p> + +<p>He had suffered wrong without a murmur, and suffered wrong for her sake. +He had kept her name out of what he had called a sordid quarrel, and +gone<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_371" id="Page_371">[Pg 371]</a></span> on his way in silence, asking no sympathy and seeking no revenge.</p> + +<p>How was it possible, therefore, that she could fail to be interested in +him? He was so different from most of the men she knew. So strong, so +self-contained, so doggedly determined.</p> + +<p>Some day he would find her out; she was sure of that. He was not the +kind of man to remain in anyone's debt. She did not doubt for a moment +that he guessed long ago who had sent him the money, but with the true +instinct of chivalry he had not thrust himself upon her. He had allowed +the months to go by, and had made no effort to find her; and during +those months he had proved the stuff of which he was made. In an age of +rush and greed and money-grabbing he had shown a fidelity to principle +that even his detractors admired.</p> + +<p>He might have "made his pile," in the slang phrase of the time, but he +had shown no eagerness to do so. He had gambled once with life itself +(though she did not know that); he would not gamble now with the things +of life, with what men called "the world."</p> + +<p>He had learnt his lesson and he would never forget it. To wrong a +community was just as wicked as to wrong an individual. He refused to +treat his employées as "hands"; they were men, not serfs to be +exploited, but human beings to be protected and helped. He introduced a +new industrial code and made himself one with his fellows.</p> + +<p>Mr. Graythorne, who had followed his movements with great interest and +curiosity, gave hints to Madeline every now and then, though he was +never quite able to take the measure of Madeline's interest in him.</p> + +<p>In truth, however, her interest had been a growing quantity. Silence and +separation but quickened her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_372" id="Page_372">[Pg 372]</a></span> imagination. The hints and fragments of +news that reached her concerning him all helped in the same direction. +His apparent indifference to her made her all the more curious to see +him again.</p> + +<p>"No, I cannot leave New York," she said to herself, at length. "If he +comes I want to be here. He may think I have tried to discharge my debt +with dollars and do not want to see him again. To convey such an +impression would be to wrong myself, and—and—him, for there was a +time——"</p> + +<p>She did not finish the sentence, however, but the warm colour stole +swiftly to her neck and face and a bright light came into her eyes.</p> + +<p>On the following day she told the Harveys—much to Kitty's grief and +disappointment—that she could not accept their invitation.</p><hr class="chap" /><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_373" id="Page_373">[Pg 373]</a></span></p> + + + + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXXVI</h2> + +<h3>HIS HEART'S DESIRE</h3> + + +<p>Rufus made his way to New York with the fixed intention of finding +Madeline Grover if that were possible. He had come to very definite +conclusions as to the part she had played; but there was a good deal +still that wanted explaining, and he was eager to get the riddle solved +and his fate determined once for all.</p> + +<p>Of his own feelings he had no doubt. She was the one woman in the world +he loved or ever could love. He owed to her not only his life, but all +that made life worth living—his faith, his vision of God, his hope of +immortality. It was she who had come to him in the darkest mental and +moral night that had ever fallen upon him, and had touched his eyes with +a new vision, and had opened up to him the promise of a larger day.</p> + +<p>But what her feelings were in regard to him he did not know. That she +was grateful he had had proof enough, but gratitude might exist where +there was little or no love. It might exist even with positive dislike. +Her attempts to discharge her debt of gratitude might not be any proof +of affection. They might rather be evidence of a desire to get rid of an +unpleasant responsibility.</p> + +<p>He had hope, however, that Providence was in this as in other things. +That God had moved her heart to send him help when he needed it most he +could no longer doubt. And since she had been the inspiration<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_374" id="Page_374">[Pg 374]</a></span> of what +was best in his life, it might be the purpose of that Higher Will that +she should stand by his side during the rest of his life.</p> + +<p>At any rate, he would prove the matter for himself, as far as it could +be proved. New York—or even America—was not so big but he might find +her with patience and determination.</p> + +<p>On reaching New York he made his way to Mr. Graythorne's office. +Presuming that it was she who had commissioned him to send the money, he +would know where she lived. If it was not she, a new riddle would +confront him, which he would have to try to solve sooner or later.</p> + +<p>Mr. Graythorne received him, as before, without enthusiasm, and with no +manifestation of surprise. Indeed, he quite expected that sooner or +later he would call.</p> + +<p>Rufus plunged into the object of his visit without any waste of words. +Indeed, his first question was so sudden and direct that it threw Mr. +Graythorne completely off his guard.</p> + +<p>"I have called to ask you for the address of Miss Madeline Grover," he +said.</p> + +<p>Mr. Graythorne gave a start, and turned half round in his chair.</p> + +<p>"Eh—eh? What's that?" he asked, abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Miss Grover is a client of yours, I believe——"</p> + +<p>"Who said she was a client of mine?"</p> + +<p>Rufus smiled. "Of course, if you object to give me her address," he +said, "I will not press the matter."</p> + +<p>"I did not say I refuse, but such a request is somewhat unusual. Miss +Grover may not care to have people calling on her. Her business affairs +she leaves in my hands."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_375" id="Page_375">[Pg 375]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And she is no doubt well advised in so doing. But I don't think Miss +Grover will object to my calling."</p> + +<p>"You know her?"</p> + +<p>"A little. We met a few times when she was staying with the Tregonys."</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed." Mr. Graythorne expected he would say something about the +five thousand dollars, but that was no part of his programme just then.</p> + +<p>The lawyer felt in a quandary. He did not know what to do for the best. +He could not very well refuse her address, and yet he was not sure she +would like being pounced upon by this young man without a moment's +warning. Unfortunately, he could not ring her up, for she had no +telephone in her house. What was he to do? Rufus stood looking at him +with a smile on his face.</p> + +<p>"If you are acquaintances," he said at length, "that of course settles +the matter," and he wrote the address on a sheet of paper and handed it +to his visitor.</p> + +<p>Rufus thanked him and turned to go at once.</p> + +<p>"Your property has turned out all right, I hear?" the lawyer said, +insinuatingly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, excellently."</p> + +<p>"And you finished the litigation?"</p> + +<p>"Easily. A little give and take, and the thing was done."</p> + +<p>"More give than take, I am told."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps so, but better that than fighting, and bad blood, and ruinous +lawyers' fees."</p> + +<p>Mr. Graythorne winced and grew red in the face, and before he could +recover himself Rufus had slipped out of the room.</p> + +<p>It did not take him long to reach the street in which Madeline lived. He +looked down its long length and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_376" id="Page_376">[Pg 376]</a></span> gave a little sigh of relief. It was +not a street of mansions. It was unpretentious and comparatively +obscure.</p> + +<p>His heart was beating very fast when he walked slowly up the steps and +rang the door-bell. He felt as though the supreme moment of his life had +come.</p> + +<p>He was shown into a room that harmonised with the street, quiet, cosy, +comfortable, but quite unpretentious. He had not to wait many moments. +Almost before he had time to turn round, the door was pushed open, and +Madeline stood before him, bright, winning, smiling, and radiantly +beautiful.</p> + +<p>There was no trace of stiffness or embarrassment in her manner. Indeed, +her greeting was more cordial than he had dared hope for. The +embarrassment was on his side; he felt he had undertaken a task that +would tax all his nerve.</p> + +<p>"It is like old times to see you again," she said, in her old frank, +ingenuous way. "Do you remember our last long walk over the downs?"</p> + +<p>"Then you have not forgotten?" he replied, with a little sigh of relief.</p> + +<p>"Why should I forget? I was so sorry not to see you again."</p> + +<p>"I looked out for you once or twice; then I heard you had gone away."</p> + +<p>"Did you look out for me? And I wanted so particularly to see you."</p> + +<p>"Yes?" he questioned, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"I wanted to let you know that I had discovered Gervase Tregony's +perfidy."</p> + +<p>"Before you went away?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but I was unable to make it known. However, all the truth has come +out since."</p> + +<p>"You have heard?"<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_377" id="Page_377">[Pg 377]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, yes. I get Cornish news regularly."</p> + +<p>"Then you knew I had left?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," she answered, with a blush and a smile, "I knew that also."</p> + +<p>"I came to look after that disputed property of my father's I once told +you about," he said, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I remember. You said you had given up all hope of ever getting a +penny."</p> + +<p>"You see, my grandfather and I were too far away to look after it, and +too poor to fight it. So it was just hung up. You have heard, perhaps, +that it has turned out well?"</p> + +<p>She blushed again, and hesitated for a moment. She felt that his eyes +were upon her. She knew she would gain nothing by fencing. The truth +would have to come out sooner or later. This man had eyes so clear that +he could see through all sham and pretence. So she answered quite +frankly. "My solicitor knows a good deal about Reboth, and he has told +me."</p> + +<p>"You mean Mr. Graythorne?"</p> + +<p>His eyes were still upon her and there was no escape.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she answered, almost in a whisper.</p> + +<p>For a moment or two there was an almost painful silence. She felt what +was coming, and shrank from meeting it. He knew what he wanted to say, +and yet had scarcely the courage to say it.</p> + +<p>"There is something I want to find out very much," he said, at length; +"perhaps you can help me."</p> + +<p>She looked up with an inquiring light in her eyes, but did not reply.</p> + +<p>"You heard that my invention failed, or rather that it had been +forestalled?"</p> + +<p>She nodded assent.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_378" id="Page_378">[Pg 378]</a></span></p> + +<p>"What the failure meant to me only God knew. I had borrowed the money to +develop and perfect my idea, and when failure came it was overwhelming. +I was stripped of everything. I look back now as upon a long and hideous +nightmare. I wonder how I endured?"</p> + +<p>He paused for a moment, but she made no reply, but her eyes were full of +eager interest.</p> + +<p>"Well, when the night was darkest, and I was praying for death as the +only escape for me, a letter came from Messrs. Seaward and Graythorne, +enclosing a draft for five thousand dollars. The letter was long, and +more or less incoherent, but it vaguely hinted that the money was a +first instalment of the property left by my father.</p> + +<p>"During that day, and I think for several days after, I was almost +beside myself with joy. Then I went to see my grandfather, and he and I +puzzled over the letter, but we could make very little out of it. In the +end he suggested that I should come to America and look after the +property myself.</p> + +<p>"So I came, and at once called on Messrs. Seaward and Graythorne. Mr. +Graythorne I found, but I left his office more perplexed than ever. He +talked in generalities, but he appeared to know little or nothing about +the matter, though he admitted, of course, sending me the money.</p> + +<p>"That night I left New York and made my way to Reboth, where I +discovered that no distribution of the property left by my father had +been made. That the whole of it was still in Chancery, as we should say +in England.</p> + +<p>"You can imagine how perplexed I felt, and naturally I began to wonder +what kind friend had commissioned Mr. Graythorne to send me so much +money.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_379" id="Page_379">[Pg 379]</a></span> I said to myself: 'There is not a soul on the American continent +that I know.' Then I remembered that you were here. You will forgive me +if I wrong you, but I could think, and can think, of no one else. The +money was my salvation. It not only saved me from despair, but from all +that follows despair, and now that God has prospered me I want to pay it +back. May I give it to you?"</p> + +<p>Her eyes were full almost to overflowing by this time, but she +resolutely beat back her emotion.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I will take it back," she answered, slowly. "I am glad it served +you in the hour of need."</p> + +<p>"You meant it as a loan, I know," he said, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"That was as God should will," she answered, with her eyes upon the +floor. "I heard in Nice of your misfortune. I knew from what you told me +that you had risked your all, and I wondered if I could help you without +wounding you. As soon as I reached home I commissioned Mr. Graythorne to +make inquiries about your late father's property in Reboth. It seemed +certain that you would be well off some day, and so I advanced five +thousand dollars on account; it was but a small return for all you had +done for me."</p> + +<p>"But I might not have won the suit, might not have discovered who had +befriended me."</p> + +<p>"I should still have been in your debt," she replied, with a smile. "You +saved my life, you know," and she rose and touched the bell.</p> + +<p>He rose also, and moved towards the door.</p> + +<p>"No, no," she said, "you must not go, I have rung for tea. I know the +English habit, and you must be thirsty after so much talking," and she +laughed merrily.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," he said. "I shall be glad of a cup of tea," and he sat down +again.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_380" id="Page_380">[Pg 380]</a></span></p> + +<p>Over the teacups conversation became more general, and flowed more +freely in consequence. They talked about St. Gaved, about the Tregonys, +and Captain Tom Hendy, and Dr. Pendarvis, and Mrs. Tuke. She related +some of her experiences at Trewinion Hall, and in London and Nice, and +how and why she escaped from the guardianship of Sir Charles. The +afternoon sped like a dream, and when he rose to go, he felt as though a +new vision of life had been vouchsafed to him.</p> + +<p>"You will call again?" she said, when he was leaving.</p> + +<p>"May I?" he asked eagerly.</p> + +<p>She laughed brightly in his face. "Does our American freedom or our lack +of British formality shock you?" she questioned.</p> + +<p>"No, no. I was not thinking of that at all," he answered, hurriedly. +"May I call again to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"At the same hour?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"I will wait in for you."</p> + +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>Rufus remained in New York as many weeks as he had expected to remain +days. He fixed the date of his return to Reboth time after time, but +when the day arrived he found some excuse for remaining a day or two +longer. He did not call to see Madeline every day. Indeed, sometimes for +days on the stretch he did not go near her house, but he discovered that +New York furnished endless opportunities for meeting. He got to know +when she went shopping, and when she rode or drove in the park, and so +he way-laid her at all sorts of unexpected times, and discovered that +his interest in her movements was the all-absorbing concern of his +life.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_381" id="Page_381">[Pg 381]</a></span></p> + +<p>Their conversation that winter evening on the Downs was picked up at the +point at which it broke off, and Madeline got a yet clearer insight into +the human document that had fascinated her from the first.</p> + +<p>Rufus opened his heart to Madeline as he never did to any other. Her +sympathy touched the deepest chords of his emotion, her generosity won +his confidence.</p> + +<p>Bit by bit the truth was revealed to her that she, under God, had been +his salvation. Her quick imagination saw the path along which he had +travelled. His loss of faith, his gropings in the desert of a barren +philosophy.</p> + +<p>She saw, too—not that he told her in so many words—that the loss of +all sense of accountability was destroying the moral basis of conduct. +That his honour was saved to him because he won back his faith.</p> + +<p>It was no small satisfaction to her that she, in the supreme crisis of +his life, had been his helper and his inspiration. If he had saved her, +she, in a yet deeper sense, had saved him.</p> + +<p>That the same thought should grow almost unconsciously in the minds and +hearts of both was natural—perhaps inevitable. In due course it would +blossom into speech.</p> + +<p>He returned to Reboth in December—business demanded his presence—but +he was back in New York again in January. Madeline looked up with a +start of surprise when he was shown into the room in which she was +reading.</p> + +<p>"I hope I do not intrude?" he said, hesitatingly.</p> + +<p>"No, no," she replied, with almost childish delight. "I am so glad to +see you again. But I was not aware you were in New York."<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_382" id="Page_382">[Pg 382]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I arrived this morning," he answered, "and so took an early opportunity +of looking you up."</p> + +<p>"You are just in time for afternoon tea, and you must be almost frozen," +and she rang the bell at once.</p> + +<p>Rufus watched her moving about the room with almost hungry eyes. She was +so dainty, so lissom, so strong. He wanted to take her in his arms and +tell her that he loved her more than all else on earth, but he had not +the courage yet.</p> + +<p>He remained not only to tea, but to dinner; and during the evening +conversation strayed over many subjects.</p> + +<p>He was naturally reticent, and greatly disliked talking about himself. +But when he was with Madeline all reticence disappeared. She was the +warm sun that thawed the ice. He would have deemed it impossible once +that he could have told anyone of his spiritual struggles, of the mental +strain and agony through which he passed before his feet touched the +rock. But Madeline was like a second self; there was nothing he wanted +to hide from her.</p> + +<p>Before the evening was out he found himself discussing the moral effects +of materialism.</p> + +<p>"It takes away the moral basis of conduct," he said, in reply to one of +her questions. "I found myself losing the true sense of right and +wrong—<i>as</i> right and wrong. Things might be wise or foolish, profitable +or unprofitable, politic or impolitic; but right and wrong were becoming +meaningless words in any moral sense. If there is no God there is no +moral law, and the highest authority is the State."</p> + +<p>"But materialists are sometimes very good people?" she questioned.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that is true; but not because of their philosophy, but in spite of +it. And yet is not their goodness<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_383" id="Page_383">[Pg 383]</a></span> mainly negative? Do they build +hospitals, or endow charities, or sacrifice themselves in fighting the +battles of Temperance and peace and purity? I speak from experience; it +dulls the moral sensibilities. For a man to lose his sense of God is to +lose his best. The noblest work of the world is done by the men who +believe, who endure as seeing Him who is invisible."</p> + +<p>"Then you think if you had remained a materialist——"</p> + +<p>"I should have perished," he interrupted, gravely, "and I use that word +in no thoughtless sense. But God sent me you——" then he paused, and +for awhile silence fell.</p> + +<p>When they began to talk again it was about some entirely different +matter.</p> + +<p>A few days later he called to say good-bye. He was going back to Reboth +again the following day. For a full hour they chatted in the freest +manner about matters of no importance. Then he rose suddenly and began +to button his coat. He shook hands with her in silence and reached the +door. For a moment he paused with his hand on the knob, then turned +hurriedly round and faced her. His face was very pale, his lips were +trembling.</p> + +<p>"Madeline," he said, "I cannot go away without telling you that I love +you. I belong to you. To you I owe more than life. I owe all that makes +life worth living. You befriended me in my hour of greatest need. You +led me out of darkness into the light. Will you be my inspiration still, +my companion, the light of my eyes?"</p> + +<p>He paused, almost breathless with the earnestness of his speech.</p> + +<p>She stood looking at him, all the colour gone out of her face.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_384" id="Page_384">[Pg 384]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Forgive me if I am presumptuous," he went on, in lower tones. "But I +have loved you so long, so hopelessly, so passionately, that I could not +keep the truth back any longer. Yet if you say there is no hope for me I +will not trouble you again."</p> + +<p>She came toward him slowly, a great light shining in her eyes, and +placed her hands in his.</p> + +<p>"You are sure you are not mistaken?" she said, and her eyes grew full of +tears.</p> + +<p>"Mistaken? Oh! Madeline, if I were only so sure of heaven! I have loved +you since the day you read 'Snow Bound' to me—loved you with an +ever-growing passion. I have never loved but you—I shall never love +another!"</p> + +<p>"Do not all men say that?" she questioned, with a pathetic smile.</p> + +<p>"I know not what other men say," he replied, earnestly. "I only know +that without you life will be dark. Oh! Madeline, have you no word of +hope for me?"</p> + +<p>"Do you need words?" she asked, smiling through her tears into his face. +"Have I not shown my heart all too plainly?"</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that——"</p> + +<p>But the sentence was never finished. Swiftly he gathered her in his arms +till she could feel the beating of his heart against her own. Silently +their lips met in a passionate seal of love. Then he led her to a couch +and sat down by her side, and for an hour they talked and the hour +seemed but as the flying of a shuttle.</p> +<hr /> + + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_385" id="Page_385">[1]</a></span></p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 15.5em;">CATALOGUE</span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 17.5em;"><small>OF</small></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 12.5em;"><big>THEOLOGICAL,</big></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 14.5em;"><big>ILLUSTRATED</big></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 17em;"><small>AND</small></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 16em;"><big>GENERAL BOOKS</big></span> +<br /></p> + +<p class="center">Classified according to Prices.<br /> +<br /></p> +<p class="center">Index of Titles and Authors at the end.<br /> +<br /></p> +<p class="center"><i>New Books and New Editions marked with an asterisk.</i><br /></p> +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Published by</span><br /></p> +<p class="center">JAMES CLARKE & CO., 13 & 14, FLEET ST., LONDON, E.C.<br /></p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_386" id="Page_386">[2]</a></span></p> + + +<p class="ft20"><b>10/6</b> Net.<br /></p> + +<p class="center"><b>THE POLYCHROME BIBLE.</b><br /></p> + +<p>A New English Translation of the Books of the Bible. Printed in various +colours, showing at a glance the composite nature and the different +sources of the Books. With many Notes and Illustrations from Ancient +Monuments, &c. Each volume is the work of an eminent Biblical +scholar of Europe or America, and the whole work is under the general +editorship of <span class="smcap">Paul Haupt</span>, of Johns Hopkins University, Baltimore, +assisted by <span class="smcap">Horace Howard Furness</span>.</p> + + +<p>"Really one of the greatest and most serious undertakings of our time. +It has been planned on the grandest scale. It is being produced in +magnificent style.... The various books are entrusted to the ablest +scholars that are alive."—<i>Expository Times.</i></p> + +<p><b>The Book of Ezekiel.</b> Translated by the Rev. <span class="smcap">C. H. Toy</span>, D.D., LL.D., +Professor of Hebrew and other Oriental Languages, and Lecturer on +Biblical Literature in Harvard University, 208 pp. (89 pp. translation +and 119 pp. notes). With nine full-page illustrations including a Map +of Western Asia and 102 illustrations in the Notes. Cloth, gilt top. +10s. 6d. net.</p> + +<p>"They [Joshua and Ezekiel] will be of great use to the careful +student.... The books include the best results of the higher +criticism."—<i>Birmingham Daily Post.</i> +</p> + +<p class="center"><i>For other Volumes in this Series see <a href="#Page_387">page 3</a>.</i><br /></p> + + +<p class="ft20"><b>7/6</b><br /></p> + +<p><b>J. Guinness Rogers, D.D.: An Autobiography.</b> Demy 8vo, photogravure +portrait and illustrations, 7s. 6d.</p> + +<p>"The reminiscences of Dr. Guinness Rogers go back ever nearly eighty +years. It is hard to open the book anywhere without coming on something +of interest."—<i>Manchester Guardian.</i></p> + +<p><b>A History of the United States.</b> By <span class="smcap">John Fiske</span>, Litt.D., LL.D. For +Schools. With Topical Analysis, Suggestive Questions and Directions for +Teachers, by <span class="smcap">Frank Alpine Hill</span>, Litt.D., formerly Headmaster of the +English High School in Cambridge, and later of the Mechanic Arts High +School in Boston. With 180 illustrations and 39 Maps. Crown 8vo, half +leather, gilt top, 7s. 6d.</p> + +<p><b>Henry Barrow, Separatist; and the Exiled Church of Amsterdam.</b> By <span class="smcap">F. J. +Powicke</span>, Ph.D., Author of "John Norris" and "Essentials of +Congregationalism." Medium 8vo. 7s. 6d. net.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_387" id="Page_387">[3]</a></span></p> + + +<p class="ft20"><b>6/-</b> Net.<br /></p> + +<p class="center"><b>THE POLYCHROME BIBLE.</b><br /></p> + + +<p><b>The Book of Joshua.</b> Translated by the Rev. <span class="smcap">W. H. Bennett</span>, M.A., Litt.D., +Professor of Old Testament Languages and Literature at Hackney and New +Colleges, London, formerly Fellow of St. John's College, Cambridge. 94 +pp., printed in nine colours (43 pp. translation and 51 pp. notes, +including an illustrated Excursus on the Tel-el-Amarna Tablets and a +List of Geographical Names). Eleven full-page illustrations (one in +colours) and 25 illustrations in the Notes. Cloth, gilt top, 6s. net.</p> + +<p><b>The Book of Judges.</b> Translated, with Notes, by <span class="smcap">G. F. Moore</span>, D.D., +Professor of Hebrew in Andover Theological Seminary. 98 pp., printed in +seven colours (42 pp. translation, 56 pp. notes). Seven full-page +illustrations including a map in colours and 20 illustrations in the +Notes. Cloth, gilt top, price 6s. net.</p> + +<p class="center"><i>For other Volumes in this Series see <a href="#Page_386">page 2</a></i><br /></p> + + +<p class="ft20"><b>6/-</b><br /></p> + +<p class="center"><b><i>By S. R. CROCKETT.</i></b><br /></p> + +<p><b>*Kid McGhie.</b> Large crown 8vo, cloth boards, gilt top, 6s.</p> + +<p>"As smart and as pat as ever."—<i>The Times</i>.</p> + +<p>"Admirers of Mr. Crockett will not be disappointed in 'Kid +McGhie.'"—<i>The Daily Chronicle.</i></p> + +<p><b>The Loves of Miss Anne.</b> Large crown 8vo, 416 pp., cloth, gilt top, 6s.</p> + +<p>"A fine rousing story, comedy and tragedy being admirably co-mingled, +and there are some excellent studies of character. A bright, breezy, +well-written book, with clever descriptions of country +life."—<i>Birmingham Post.</i></p> + +<p><b>Flower-o'-the-Corn.</b> Large crown 8vo, 464 pp., cloth, gilt top, 6s.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Crockett once more shows his skill in weaving an ingenious +plot."—<i>The Times.</i></p> + +<p>"The narrative moves briskly, and secures the banishment of dullnesss with +the frequency of adventure."—<i>Newcastle Daily Leader.</i></p> + +<p>"Fertile of incident."—<i>Daily Mail.</i></p> + +<p><b>Cinderella.</b> Illustrated. Crown 8vo, cloth, 6s.</p> + +<p>"A decidedly pleasing tale."—<i>St. James's Gazette.</i></p> + +<p>"Most animated from beginning to end."—<i>Dundee Advertiser.</i></p> + +<p>"Will assuredly not lack a kindly welcome on its merits."—<i>Bristol +Mercury.</i></p> + +<p><b>Kit Kennedy: Country Boy.</b> With Six Illustrations. Crown 8vo, cloth, gilt +top, 6s.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Crockett has never given better evidence of originality and +dramatic power.... There is no doubt that 'Kit Kennedy' will add to his +reputation and popularity."—<i>Manchester Guardian.</i></p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_388" id="Page_388">[4]</a></span></p> + + +<p class="center"><b><i>By J. BRIERLEY, B.A.</i></b><br /></p> + +<p><b>*Religion and Experience.</b> By <span class="smcap">J. Brierley</span>, B.A., Author of "The Eternal +Religion," &c. Large crown 8vo, cloth boards, gilt top, 6s.</p> + +<p><b>The Eternal Religion.</b> By <span class="smcap">J. Brierley</span>. B.A., Author of "Ourselves and the +Universe," &c. Crown 8vo, bevelled boards, gilt top, 6s.</p> + +<p>"Well written and helpful."—<i>The Times.</i></p> + +<p>"Suggestive of a wide knowledge and scholarship."—<i>The Scotsman.</i></p> + +<p class="center"><i>For other books by "J. B." see <a href="#Page_393">page 9</a>.</i><br /></p> + + +<p><b>The Rise of Philip Barrett.</b> By <span class="smcap">David Lyall</span>, Author of "The +Land o' the Leal," &c. Crown 8vo, bevelled boards, gilt top, 6s.</p> + +<p>"The book is remarkable for the arresting interest of all, or nearly all +the characters. Altogether, Mr. Lyall is to be congratulated on an interesting +story."—<i>Aberdeen Free Press.</i></p> + +<p><b>A Popular History of the Free Churches.</b> By <span class="smcap">C. Silvester +Horne</span>, M.A. Crown 8vo, 464 pp. and 39 full-page illustrations +on art paper. Art vellum, gilt top, 6s.</p> + +<p>"A vigorous and interesting book by an enthusiastic believer in the Puritan +spirit and the need of religious equality."—<i>The Times.</i></p> + +<p><b>The Black Familiars.</b> By <span class="smcap">L. B. Walford</span>, Author of "Stay-at-Homes," &c. +Large crown 8vo, cloth boards, 6s.</p> + +<p>" ... 'Black Familiars' is among the most able and attractive books of a +very productive season."—<i>St. James's Gazette.</i></p> + +<p><b>The Atonement in Modern Thought.</b> By Professor <span class="smcap">Auguste Sabatier</span>, +Professor <span class="smcap">Harnack</span>, Professor <span class="smcap">Godet</span>, <span class="smcap">Dean Farrar</span>, Dr. <span class="smcap">P. T. Forsyth</span>, Dr. +<span class="smcap">Marcus Dods</span>, Dr. <span class="smcap">Lyman Abbott</span>, Dr. <span class="smcap">John Hunter</span>, Dr. <span class="smcap">Washington Gladden</span>, +<span class="smcap">Dean Fremantle</span>, Dr. <span class="smcap">Cave</span>, Dr. <span class="smcap">R. F. Horton</span>, Rev. <span class="smcap">R. J. Campbell</span>, +Professor <span class="smcap">Adeney</span>, Rev. <span class="smcap">C. Silvester Horne</span>, Rev. <span class="smcap">Bernard J. Snell,</span> and Dr. +<span class="smcap">T. T. Munger</span>. Crown 8vo, 6s. <i>New Edition.</i></p> + +<p>"This interesting work.... Among the writers are men of great +distinction.... Deserves careful attention."—<i>The Spectator.</i></p> + +<p><b>Friend Olivia.</b> By <span class="smcap">Amelia E. Barr</span>. Crown 8vo, cloth boards, 6s.</p> + +<p><b>A Rose of a Hundred Leaves.</b> By <span class="smcap">Amelia E. Barr</span>. Crown 8vo, cloth boards, +6s.</p> + +<p><b>Haromi</b>: A New Zealand Story. By <span class="smcap">Bannerman Kaye</span>. Crown 8vo, cloth, 6s.</p> + +<p>"In every sense it is admirably written, the charming description of +localities, none the less than the character-drawing and the construction of +the romance, being most engaging."—<i>Western Daily Mercury.</i></p> + +<p><b>Through Science to Faith.</b> By Dr. <span class="smcap">Newman Smyth</span>, Author of "The Place of +Death in Evolution," "Old Faiths in New Lights," "The Reality of Faith," +&c. Large crown 8vo, cloth, gilt top, 6s.</p> + +<p>"We commend Dr. Smyth's work to the attention of all thoughtful +readers."—<i>Liverpool Mercury.</i><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_389" id="Page_389">[5]</a></span></p> + +<p><b>The Rights of Man.</b> A Study in Twentieth Century Problems. +By <span class="smcap">Lyman Abbott</span>, D.D. Crown 8vo, cloth, 6s.</p> + +<p>"This is one of his best books. It is good throughout."—<i>Expository Times.</i></p> + +<p><b>America in the East.</b> By <span class="smcap">William Elliot Griffis</span>, formerly of the Imperial +University of Japan. Author of "The Mikado's Empire," "Corea, the Hermit +Nation," &c. Crown 8vo, cloth, gilt top, with 19 illustrations, 6s.</p> + +<p>"We need hardly say that there is much that is interesting in the book."—<i>Spectator.</i></p> + +<p><b>Rev. T. T. Lynch</b>: A Memoir. Edited by <span class="smcap">William White</span>. +With Portrait. Crown 8vo, cloth, 6s.</p> + +<p><b>The Barbone Parliament</b> (<b>First Parliament of the Commonwealth of England</b>) +and the Religious Movements of the Seventeenth Century culminating in +the Protectorate System of Church Government. By <span class="smcap">Henry Alexander Glass</span>, +Author of "The Story of the Psalters: A History of the Metrical Versions +of Great Britain and America." Demy 8vo, cloth, 6s.</p> + +<p>"A careful and very instructive account of the period, frankly Puritan +in sympathy."—<i>The Echo.</i></p> + +<p><b>Memorials of Theophilus Trinal.</b> By <span class="smcap">T. T. Lynch</span>. Crown +8vo, cloth, 6s.</p> + +<p><b>The Mornington Lecture.</b> By <span class="smcap">T. T. Lynch</span>. Thursday +Evening Addresses. Second Edition. Crown 8vo, cloth, 6s.</p> + + +<p class="ft20"><b>5/-</b><br /></p> + +<p><b>Theology and Truth.</b> By <span class="smcap">Newton H. 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Demy 8vo, cloth boards, 5s.</p><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_390" id="Page_390">[6]</a></span></p> + + +<p><b>Cartoons of St. Mark.</b> By <span class="smcap">R. F. Horton</span>, M.A., D.D. Third +Edition. Crown 8vo cloth, 5s.</p> + +<p>"Certainly reproduce to a degree attained by few preachers the vivid +picturesqueness of the Gospel."—<i>The Manchester Guardian.</i></p> + +<p>"This is, we think, the best book Dr. Horton has written."—<i>The +British Weekly.</i></p> + +<p><b>The Christ of the Heart, and Other Sermons.</b> By <span class="smcap">Z. Mather</span>. +Crown 8vo, cloth, 5s.</p> + +<p>"One of the most readable collections of sermons that we have seen for a +long time. The style is lucid, limpid, and attractive."—<i>The Independent.</i></p> + +<p><b>Seven Puzzling Bible Books.</b> A Supplement to "Who Wrote +the Bible?" By <span class="smcap">Washington Gladden</span>. Crown 8vo, cloth, +5s.</p> + +<p><b>The Incarnation of the Lord.</b> A Series of Discourses tracing the +unfolding of the Doctrine of the Incarnation in the New Testament. By +<span class="smcap">Charles Augustus Briggs</span>, D.D., D.Litt. Large crown 8vo, cloth extra, +gilt top, 5s.</p> + +<p>"A scientific and stimulating examination of the New Testament <i>data</i> on +the Incarnation. It will fully sustain Dr. Briggs's reputation with those +English readers who know his previous works."—<i>The Christian World.</i></p> + +<p><b>The Theology of an Evolutionist.</b> By <span class="smcap">Lyman Abbott</span>, D.D. +Crown 8vo, cloth, 5s.</p> + +<p><b>The Growing Revelation.</b> By <span class="smcap">Amory H. Bradford</span>, D.D. +Crown 8vo, cloth, 5s.</p> + +<p><b>Christianity and Social Problems.</b> By <span class="smcap">Lyman Abbott</span>, D.D. +Crown 8vo, cloth, 5s.</p> + +<p>"They are very carefully worked out and supported by a mass of argument +which entitles them to the most respectful attention."—<i>Bristol Mercury.</i></p> + + +<p class="ft20"><b>4/6</b> Net.<br /></p> + + +<p><b>The Life and Letters of Alexander Mackennal, B.A., D.D.</b> By <span class="smcap">D. Macfadyen</span>. +Large crown 8vo, Photogravure Portrait, and Illustrations on Art Paper. +Bound in Art Vellum. 4s. 6d. net.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Macfadyen is to be congratulated on the skill with which he has +enabled his hero to stand out in these pages in his native character, as +a reverent and yet original thinker, an administrator of singular wisdom +and insight, and, above all, as a courageous and attractive man."—<i>Manchester +Guardian</i>.</p> + + +<p class="ft20"><b>4/6</b><br /></p> + +<p><b>The Christian World Pulpit.</b> Half-Yearly Volumes, cloth +boards, 4s. 6d.</p> + +<p>"A notable collection of the utterances of Protestant preachers on a +wide variety of subjects which many people will rejoice to ponder at leisure."—<i>The +Glasgow Herald.</i></p> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_391" id="Page_391">[7]</a></span></p> + +<p class="ft20"><b>4/-</b> Net.<br /></p> + +<p><b>Where Does the Sky Begin?</b> By <span class="smcap">Washington Gladden, D.D.</span>, Author of "Who +Wrote the Bible?" &c. Crown 8vo, cloth boards, gilt top, 4s. net.</p> + +<p>"Washington Gladden has a great name amongst us. This book is riper and +richer than anything he has yet published."—<i>Expository Times.</i> +</p> + +<p><b>Witnesses of the Light.</b> By <span class="smcap">Washington Gladden, D.D.</span>, Author of "Who +Wrote the Bible?" &c. Crown 8vo, cloth boards, with portraits, 4s. net.</p> + +<p>"A sketch of such lives treated in this entirely free, human manner, +with adequate knowledge and a fine gift for interpretation, makes this +volume most welcome."—<i>Yorkshire Observer.</i></p> + + +<p class="ft20"><b>4/-</b><br /></p> + +<p><b>How Much is Left of the Old Doctrines.</b> A Book for the People. By +<span class="smcap">Washington Gladden, D.D.</span> Crown 8vo, cloth, 4s.</p> + +<p>"Very able, fresh and vigorous.... There is much to commend in +Dr. Gladden's book. Its teaching is manly and direct, and the writer draws +his illustrations from a wide field of literature. The chapters on 'Conversion,' +'The Hope of Immortality,' and 'Heaven' could only be written by a +man of warm heart and true spiritual insight. The general impression left +by the book is invigorating and reassuring."—<i>The Pilot.</i></p> + +<p><b>Social Salvation.</b> By <span class="smcap">Washington Gladden</span>. Crown 8vo, cloth, 4s.</p> + +<p>"Dr. Gladden's book is eminently sane; his subjects are not treated in +any academic spirit, but are viewed in the light of a long and close experience +with the problems dealt with."—<i>The Literary World.</i></p> + +<p>"The book is very broad in its outlook, and its author is very frank in +dealing with questions that are discussed everywhere. It will command +attention in many quarters."—<i>The Weekly Leader.</i></p> + +<p><b>Tools and the Man.</b> Property and Industry under the Christian Law. By +<span class="smcap">Washington Gladden</span>. Crown 8vo, cloth, 4s.</p> + +<p>"A calmly written, closely reasoned, and trenchant indictment of the +still prevalent dogmas and assumptions of political economy."—<i>The Speaker.</i></p> + +<p><b>Ruling Ideas of the Present Age.</b> By <span class="smcap">Washington Gladden</span>. +Crown 8vo, cloth, 4s.</p> + +<p><b>*The Rosebud Annual for 1907.</b> The Ideal Book for the Nursery. Four +coloured plates and one-half of the pages in colour. Handsome cloth +boards, 4s. Coloured paper boards, varnished, 3s.</p> + +<p>"An old favourite, and anyone looking through its pages will see at once +why it is a favourite. Not a page opens without disclosing pictures. The +stories are fresh and piquant, and printed in good large type. A rich fund +of enjoyment for the nursery."—<i>Aberdeen Free Press.</i></p> + +<p>"A veritable treasury of the best of good things."—<i>Liverpool Mercury.</i></p> + +<p><b>Higher on the Hill.</b> A Series of Sacred Studies. By <span class="smcap">Andrew Benvie, D.D.</span>, +Minister of St. Aidan's, Edinburgh. Crown 8vo, cloth, 4s.</p> + +<p>"A brilliant piece of writing."—<i>Dundee Advertiser.</i></p> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_392" id="Page_392">[8]</a></span></p> + + +<p class="ft20"><b>3/6</b> Net.<br /></p> + +<p><b>*Friars Lantern.</b> By <span class="smcap">G. G. Coulton</span>, Author of "From St. Francis to Dante," +"Mediæval Studies," &c. Crown 8vo, cloth boards, 3s. 6d. net.</p> + +<p><b>The Inward Light.</b> By <span class="smcap">Amory H. Bradford</span>, D.D., Author of "The Growth of +the Soul," &c. Large crown 8vo, cloth boards, 3s. 6d. net.</p> + +<p>"A refreshing, stimulating, and enlightening book."—<i>Aberdeen Free +Press.</i></p> + +<p>"A work of real spiritual and intellectual power."—<i>Dundee Advertiser.</i></p> + +<p><b>The Story of the English Baptists.</b> By <span class="smcap">J. C. Carlile</span>. Large crown 8vo, +320 pages, 8 Illustrations on art paper, 3s. 6d. net.</p> + +<p>"Possesses a freshness and vivacity not always present in ecclesiastical +histories."—<i>Scotsman.</i></p> + +<p><b>The Courage of the Coward.</b> By <span class="smcap">C. F. Aked</span>, D.D., Author of "Changing +Creeds and Social Problems." Crown 8vo, cloth boards, with photogravure +portrait, 3s. 6d. net.</p> + +<p>"The sermons are the work of a thoughtful and earnest Nonconformist, +whose pointed language and frequent illustrations from general literature +leave a distinct impression."—<i>The Scotsman.</i></p> + +<p><b>G. H. R. Garcia. Memoir, Sermons and Addresses.</b> By Rev. <span class="smcap">J. G. Henderson</span>. +Crown 8vo, cloth boards, with photogravure portrait, 3s. 6d. net.</p> + +<p>"We are grateful to Mr. Henderson for having prepared this memorial +of so daring and original a ministry."—<i>Methodist Times.</i></p> + +<p><b>The First Christians; or, Christian Life in New Testament Times.</b> By +<span class="smcap">Robert Veitch</span>, M.A. Crown 8vo, cloth boards, gilt top, 3s. 6d. net.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Dr. Fairbairn</span> expresses himself as "charmed" with the author's +"knowledge of the world into which Christianity came; and his +appreciation of the Christianity that came into the world."</p> + + + +<p class="ft20"><b>3/6</b><br /></p> + +<p><b>*A Gamble with Life.</b> By <span class="smcap">Silas K. 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While the +purely dogmatic element is largely absent, the Christian life, in its +forms of aspiration, struggle against sin, and love for the true and the +good, is well illustrated."—<i>Literary World.</i></p> + + +<p> </p> + + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_410" id="Page_410">[26]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="Index_of_Titles" id="Index_of_Titles"></a>Index of Titles.</h2> + + +<p class="bquot"> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Abbey Mill, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Adrift on the Black Wild Tide, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">America in the East, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ancient Musical Instruments, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Angels of God, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Animal Fun, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Apocalyptical Writers, The Messages of the, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Apostles, The Messages of the, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Art of Living Alone, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Atonement in Modern Thought, The, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Aunt Agatha Ann, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Awe of the New Century, The, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Backward Glance, A, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Baptist Handbook, The, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Barbone Parliament, The, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Barrow, Henry, Separatist, <a href="#Page_386">2</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Beads of Tasmar, The, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Between Two Loves, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Bible Definition of Religion, The, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Bible Story, The: Retold for Young People, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Bishop and the Caterpillar, The, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Black Familiars, The, <a href="#Page_388">4</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Border Shepherdess, A, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Bow of Orange Ribbon, The, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Brudenells of Brude, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Burning Questions, <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Canonbury Holt, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Cartoons of St. Mark, <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Challenge, The, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Changing Creeds and Social Struggles, <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Character through Inspiration, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Children's Pace, The, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christ of the Children, The, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christ of the Heart, The, <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christ that is To Be, The, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christ Within, The, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christ's Pathway to the Cross, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christian Baptism, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christian Life, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christian World Pulpit, The, <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christianity and Social Problems, <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Christianity in Common Speech, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Chrystabel, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Church and the Kingdom, The, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Church, Ministry and Sacraments in the New Testament, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Cinderella, <a href="#Page_387">3</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Comforts of God, The, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span><br /> +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_411" id="Page_411">[27]</a></span> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Common Life, The, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Common-sense Christianity, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Conquered World, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Courage of the Coward, The, <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Crucible of Experience, The, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Daughter of Fife, A, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Debt of the Damerals, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Divine Satisfaction, The, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Dutch in the Medway, The, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Early Pupils of the Spirit, and What of Samuel, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Earlier Prophets, The Messages of the, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Earliest Christian Hymn, The, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Economies of Jesus, The, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Emilia's Inheritance, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">England's Danger, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Episcopacy, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Epistle to the Galatians, The, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Esther Wynne, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Eternal Religion, The, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ezekiel, The Book of, <a href="#Page_386">2</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Faith the Beginning, Self-Surrender the Fulfilment, of the Spiritual Life, <a href="#Page_402">18</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Family Prayers for Morning Use, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Father Fabian, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Feet of Clay, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">First Christians, The, <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Flower-o'-the-Corn, <a href="#Page_387">3</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Forgotten Sheaf, The, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Fortune's Favourite, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Fortunes of Cyril Denham, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Friars Lantern, <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Friend Olivia, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Funny Animals and Stories about Them, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gain or Loss?, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gamble with Life, A, <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Garcia, G. H. R., <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gloria Patri: Talks about the Trinity, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Glorious Company of the Apostles, The, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">God's Greater Britain, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Golden Truths for Young Folk, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Grey and Gold, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Grey House at Endlestone, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Growing Revelation, The, <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Haromi: A New Zealand Story, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Harvest Gleanings, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Health and Home Nursing, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Heartsease in the Family, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Heirs of Errington, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Helen Bury, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Helping Hand to Mothers, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Helps to Health and Beauty, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Higher on the Hill, <a href="#Page_391">7</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">His Next of Kin, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span><br /> +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_412" id="Page_412">[28]</a></span> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">His Rustic Wife, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">History of the United States, A, <a href="#Page_386">2</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Holy Christian Empire, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Household of MacNeil, The, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">House of Bondage, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">How Much is Left of the Old Doctrines, <a href="#Page_391">7</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">How to Become Like Christ, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">How to Read the Bible, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Husbands and Wives, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ideals for Girls, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Incarnation of the Lord, The, <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Industrial Explorings in and around London, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Infoldings and Unfoldings of the Divine Genius in Nature and Man, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Inspiration in Common Life, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Inward Light, The, <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Israel's Law Givers, The Messages of, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Jan Vedder's Wife, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Jealousy of God, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Jesus according to the Synoptists, The Messages of, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Joan Carisbroke, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Job and His Comforters, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Joshua, The Book of, <a href="#Page_387">3</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Judges, The Book of, <a href="#Page_387">3</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Kid McGhie, <a href="#Page_387">3</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Kingdom of the Lord Jesus, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Kit Kennedy: Country Boy, <a href="#Page_387">3</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lady Clarissa, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Last of the MacAllisters, The, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Later Prophets, The Messages of the, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Leaves for Quiet Hours, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Letters of Christ, The, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Let us Pray, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Liberty and Religion, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Life and Letters of Alexander Mackennal, The, <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Louis Wain's Animal Show, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Louis Wain's Baby's Picture Book, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Loves of Miss Anne, The, <a href="#Page_387">3</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lynch, Rev. T. T.: A Memoir, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Making of an Apostle, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Manual for Free Church Ministers, A, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Margaret Torrington, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Martineau's Study of Religion, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Maud Bolingbroke, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Max Hereford's Dream, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Messages of the Bible, The, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Method of Prayer, A, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Millicent Kendrick, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Miss Devereux, Spinster, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Model Prayer, The, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">More Tasty Dishes, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Morning and Evening Cries, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Morning Mist, A, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Morning, Noon, and Night, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span><br /> +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_413" id="Page_413">[29]</a></span> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mornington Lecture, The, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mr. Montmorency's Money, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">My Baptism, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">My Neighbour and God, <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">New Mrs. Lascelles, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">New Points to Old Texts, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">New Testament in Modern Speech, The, <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nineteen Hundred?, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nobly Born, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nonconformist Church Buildings, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Old Pictures in Modern Frames, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Oliver Cromwell, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Oliver Westwood, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ordeal of Faith, The, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Our Girls' Cookery, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Our New House, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ourselves and the Universe, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Outline Text Lessons for Junior Classes, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Overdale, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Passion for Souls, The, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Paul and Christina, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Paul, The Messages of, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Paxton Hood: Poet and Preacher, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Personality of Jesus, The, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Pilot, The, <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Poems. By Mme. Guyon, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Polychrome Bible, The, <a href="#Page_386">2</a>, <a href="#Page_387">3</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Popular Argument for the Unity of Isaiah, A, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Popular History of the Free Churches, A, <a href="#Page_388">4</a>, <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Practical Points in Popular Proverbs, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Prayer, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Preaching to the Times, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Price of Priestcraft, The, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Pride of the Family, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Principles and Practices of the Baptists, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Problems of Living, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Prophetical and Priestly Historians, The Messages of, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Psalmists, The Messages of the, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Quickening of Caliban, The, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Quiet Hints to Growing Preachers, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Race and Religion, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Reasonable View of Life, A, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Reasons Why for Congregationalists, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Reasons Why for Free Churchmen, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Reconsiderations and Reinforcements, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Reform in Sunday School Teaching, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Religion and Experience, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Religion of Jesus, The, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Religion that will Wear, A, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rights of Man, The, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rise of Philip Barrett, The, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Robert Wreford's Daughter, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rogers, J. Guinness, <a href="#Page_386">2</a></span><br /> +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_414" id="Page_414">[30]</a></span> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rome from the Inside, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rosebud Annual, The, <a href="#Page_391">7</a>, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rose of a Hundred Leaves, A, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ruling Ideas of the Present Age, <a href="#Page_391">7</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">School Hymns, <a href="#Page_396">12</a>, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">School of Life, The, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sceptre Without a Sword, The, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Scourge of God, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Seven Puzzling Bible Books, <a href="#Page_390">6</a>, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ship of the Soul, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">She Loved a Sailor, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Short Devotional Services, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Simple Cookery, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Singlehurst Manor, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sissie, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sister to Esau, A, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Small Books on Great Subjects, <a href="#Page_402">18</a>, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Social Salvation, <a href="#Page_391">7</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Social Worship an Everlasting Necessity, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Spirit Christlike, The, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Squire of Sandal Side, The, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">St. Beetha's, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Story of the English Baptists, The, <a href="#Page_387">3</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Story of Penelope, The, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Studies of the Soul, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sunday Afternoon Song Book, <a href="#Page_408">24</a>, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sunday Morning Talks with Boys and Girls, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sunny Memories of Australasia, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Supreme Argument for Christianity, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Tale of a Telephone, A, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Talks to Little Folks, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Taste of Death and the Life of Grace, The, <a href="#Page_402">18</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Tasty Dishes, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ten Commandments, The, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Theology and Truth, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Theology of an Evolutionist, The, <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Theophilus Trinal, Memorials of, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Thornycroft Hall, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a>, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Through Science to Faith, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Tommy, and Other Poems, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Tools and the Man, <a href="#Page_391">7</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Town Romance, A; or, On London Stones, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Trial and Triumph, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Types of Christian Life, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Undertones of the Nineteenth Century, <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Unique Class Chart and Register, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Unknown to Herself, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Value of the Apocrypha, The, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Violet Vaughan, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wanderer, The, <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Warleigh's Trust, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Way of Life, The, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wayside Angels, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span><br /> +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_415" id="Page_415">[31]</a></span> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">What Shall this Child Be?, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Where does the Sky Begin?, <a href="#Page_391">7</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Who Wrote the Bible?, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Why We Believe, <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wideness of God's Mercy, The, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wife as Lover and Friend, The, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">William Jeffrey, <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Witnesses of the Light, <a href="#Page_391">7</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Woman's Patience, A, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Women and their Saviour, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Women and their Work, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Words by the Wayside, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Woven of Love and Glory, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Young Man's Religion, A, <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span><br /> +</p> + + + +<p> </p> + +<h2><a name="Index_of_Authors" id="Index_of_Authors"></a>Index of Authors.</h2> + + +<p class="bquot"> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Abbot, C. L., <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Abbott, Lyman, <a href="#Page_389">3</a>, <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Adeney, W. F., <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Aitchison, George, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Aked, C. F., <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Andom, R., <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Andrews, C. C., <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Armstrong, Richard A., <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Bainton, George, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Barr, Amelia E., <a href="#Page_388">4</a>, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Barrett, G. S., <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Barrows, C. H., <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Bennett, Rev. W. H., <a href="#Page_387">3</a>, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Benvie, Andrew, <a href="#Page_391">7</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Blake, J. M., <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Bloundelle-Burton, J., <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Bradford, Amory H., <a href="#Page_390">6</a>, <a href="#Page_392">8</a>, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Brierley, J., <a href="#Page_388">4</a>, <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Brock, W., <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Brooke, Stepford A., <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Brown, C., <a href="#Page_398">14</a>, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Burford, W. K., <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Campbell, Rev. R. J., <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Carlile, Rev. J. C., <a href="#Page_392">8</a>, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Clifford, Dr., <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Coulton, G. G., <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Crockett, S. R., <a href="#Page_387">3</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Cubitt, James, <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Cuff, W., <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Davidson, Gladys, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Dode, Marous, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Elligott, Minnie, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ellis, J., <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Evans, H., <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Farningham, Marianne, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_398">14</a>, <a href="#Page_402">18</a>, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Fiske, J., <a href="#Page_386">2</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Forsyth, Rev. Principal, <a href="#Page_402">18</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a>, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Fraser, J., <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Funeke, O., <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gibbon, J. Morgan., <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Giberne, Agnes, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gladden, Washington, <a href="#Page_390">6</a>, <a href="#Page_391">7</a>, <a href="#Page_392">8</a>, <a href="#Page_401">17</a>, <a href="#Page_402">18</a>, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Glass, Henry Alexander, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Glover, R., <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Greenhough, J. G., <a href="#Page_398">14</a>, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Griffith-Jones, E., <a href="#Page_401">17</a>, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Griffis, William Elliot, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gunn, E. H. Mayo, <a href="#Page_396">12</a>, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Guyon, Madame, <a href="#Page_395">11</a>, <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Haweis, H. R., <a href="#Page_399">15</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Haycraft, Mrs., <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Heddle, E. F., <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Henderson, J. G., <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Henson, Canon Hensley, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Hocking, S. K., <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Horder, W. Garrett, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Horne, C. Silvester, <a href="#Page_388">4</a>, <a href="#Page_397">13</a>, <a href="#Page_399">15</a>, <a href="#Page_401">17</a>, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Horton, Dr. R. F., <a href="#Page_390">6</a>, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_406">22</a>, <a href="#Page_407">23</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a>, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Hunter, John, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"J. B." of <i>The Christian World</i>, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Jefferson, C. E., <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_416" id="Page_416">[32]</a></span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">J. M. G., <a href="#Page_393">9</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Jones, J. D., <a href="#Page_399">15</a>, <a href="#Page_401">17</a>, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Jowett, J. H., <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Kane, James J., <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Kaye, Bannerman, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Kennedy, H. A., <a href="#Page_408">24</a>, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Kennedy, John, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lansfeldt, L., <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lee, W. T., <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Llewellyn, D. J., <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lyall, David, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lyall, Edna, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lynch, T. T., <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lynd, William, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Macfadyen, D., <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Macfarland, Charles S., <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Macfarlane, Charles, <a href="#Page_394">10</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mackennal, Alexander, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Manners, Mary E., <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Marchant, B., <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Marshall, J. T., <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Marshall, N. H., <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Martineau, James, <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mather, Lessels, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mather, Z., <a href="#Page_390">6</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Matheson, George, <a href="#Page_396">12</a>, <a href="#Page_402">18</a>, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Maver, J. S., <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Meade, L. T., <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Metcalfe, R. D., <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Meyer, F. B., <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Moore, G. F., <a href="#Page_387">3</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Morgan, Rev. G. Campbell, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mountain, J., <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Munger, T. T., <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Peake, A. S., <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Pharmaceutical Chemist, A, <a href="#Page_406">22</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Picton, J. Allanson, <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Powicke, F. J., <a href="#Page_386">2</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Pulsford, John, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rees, F. A., <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rickett, J. Compton, <a href="#Page_393">9</a>, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ridette, J. H., <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ridley, A. E., <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Robarts, F. H., <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Roberts, J. E., <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rogers, Dr. Guinness, <a href="#Page_386">2</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rudge, C., <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Russell, F. A., <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sanders, Frank Knight, <a href="#Page_395">11</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Scottish Presbyterian, A, <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sinclair, Archdeacon, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_408">24</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Smyth, Dr. Newman, <a href="#Page_388">4</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Snell, Barnard J., <a href="#Page_401">17</a>, <a href="#Page_404">20</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Stevenson, J. G., <a href="#Page_396">12</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Thomas, H. Arnold, <a href="#Page_403">19</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Trotter, Mrs. E., <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Toy, Rev. C. H., <a href="#Page_386">2</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Tytler, S., <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Veitch, R., <a href="#Page_392">8</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wain, Louis, <a href="#Page_405">21</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Walford, L. B., <a href="#Page_388">4</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Waters, N. McG., <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Watkinson, W. L., <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Watson, W., <a href="#Page_401">17</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Weymouth, R. F., <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">White, William, <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Whitley, W. T., <a href="#Page_389">5</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Whiton, J. M., <a href="#Page_393">9</a>, <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_401">17</a>, <a href="#Page_403">19</a>, <a href="#Page_407">23</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Williams, C., <a href="#Page_398">14</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Williams, T. R., <a href="#Page_402">18</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wilson, Philip Whitwell, <a href="#Page_396">12</a>, <a href="#Page_397">13</a></span> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Worboise, Emma J., <a href="#Page_394">10</a>, <a href="#Page_400">16</a>, <a href="#Page_409">25</a></span><br /> +</p> + + +<p class="center"><i>W. Speaight and Sons, Printers, Fetter Lane, E.C.</i></p> + + +<p> </p> + +<div class="notebox"><p><b>Transcriber's Note:</b> On page 172 the word "lapels" was written as "lappels" +and has been changed. On page 378 the name "Seaward" was written as +"Seward" and has been changed.</p></div> + + + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Gamble with Life, by Silas K. Hocking + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A GAMBLE WITH LIFE *** + +***** This file should be named 39417-h.htm or 39417-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/4/1/39417/ + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Sue Fleming, Lindy Walsh and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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Hocking + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Gamble with Life + +Author: Silas K. Hocking + +Release Date: April 10, 2012 [EBook #39417] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A GAMBLE WITH LIFE *** + + + + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Sue Fleming, Lindy Walsh and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + A GAMBLE WITH LIFE + + SILAS K. HOCKING + + + [Illustration: "OPEN YOUR EYES," HE CRIED, "AND SPRING."] + + + A GAMBLE WITH LIFE + + BY + + SILAS K. HOCKING + + AUTHOR OF + + "Pioneers," "The Flaming Sword," "God's Outcast," + "One in Charity," "The Heart of Man," etc. + + London + JAMES CLARKE & CO., 13 & 14 FLEET STREET E.C. + 1906 + + + _All rights reserved_ + + + + +CONTENTS + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I. A STRANGE COMPACT 7 + + II. DREAMS AND REALITIES 15 + + III. THE VALUE OF A LIFE 26 + + IV. PAYING THE PENALTY 35 + + V. A PERILOUS TASK 44 + + VI. FAITH AND PHILOSOPHY 54 + + VII. THE NICK OF TIME 63 + + VIII. THE SOUL'S AWAKENING 72 + + IX. THE CAPTAIN'S LETTER 82 + + X. A VISITOR 92 + + XI. A TALK BY THE WAY 101 + + XII. FAIRYLAND 112 + + XIII. THE AWAKENING 123 + + XIV. EVOLUTION 134 + + XV. MISGIVINGS 145 + + XVI. GROWING SUSPICIONS 157 + + XVII. RETROSPECTIVE 168 + + XVIII. THE OLD AND THE NEW 178 + + XIX. AFTER THREE YEARS 189 + + XX. FATHER AND SON 200 + + XXI. GERVASE SPEAKS HIS MIND 211 + + XXII. A HUMAN DOCUMENT 222 + + XXIII. MEANS TO AN END 232 + + XXIV. THE JUSTICE OF THE STRONG 243 + + XXV. THE END OF A DREAM 254 + + XXVI. QUESTIONS TO BE FACED 266 + + XXVII. THE VALUE OF A LIFE 277 + + XXVIII. THE RETURN OF THE SQUIRE 288 + + XXIX. GETTING AT THE TRUTH 299 + + XXX. THE TOILS OF CIRCUMSTANCE 310 + + XXXI. OLD FRIENDS 320 + + XXXII. FACING THE INEVITABLE 331 + + XXXIII. WAS IT PROVIDENCE? 342 + + XXXIV. DISCOVERIES 352 + + XXXV. CONFLICTING EMOTIONS 363 + + XXXVI. HIS HEART'S DESIRE 373 + + + + + A GAMBLE WITH LIFE + + + + + CHAPTER I + + A STRANGE COMPACT + + +"Well, of all the hare-brained proposals I ever listened to, this takes +the bun"; and Felix Muller adjusted his pince-nez and lay back in his +chair and laughed softly. + +"But why hare-brained?" asked his companion, seriously. "Singular, I +admit it may be; startling if you like, but I do not see that there is +anything in it to laugh at." + +"You don't?" and the lawyer's face became suddenly grave. "Do you +realise what your proposal implies?" + +"I think I do," and Rufus Sterne's face flushed slightly; "but you are +thinking of a contingency that will never arise." + +"Perhaps I am; but every contingency must be guarded against," and Felix +Muller took off his glasses and wiped them meditatively. "You say you +are confident of success, and I am bound to admit, from what I know of +you and your scheme, I think your confidence is well founded. But you +know as well as I do, that nothing is certain in this world but death." + +"Well?" + +"You may fail. Something may happen you cannot foresee." + +"I grant it, as a remote--an exceedingly remote--possibility. But in +such an event you will be covered by my life assurance policy." + +"But you may live for another fifty years." + +Rufus Sterne shook his head and smiled gravely. + +"If I fail," he said, "I shall have no further use for life. You need be +under no apprehension on that score. The money for which my life is +insured will be paid into your hands without any unnecessary delay. I +know the company." + +"But it would be a direct contravention of the law, and would entitle +the company to refuse----" + +"My dear sir," Sterne interrupted, sharply, "there are many roads into +the land of oblivion. Exits can be arranged, if the parties so desire, +in a perfectly natural manner. You need not fear that trouble will arise +on that score." + +"Nevertheless, I confess I do not like the proposal." + +"You seem to have grown suddenly very squeamish," Sterne said, with a +slight curl of the lip. "I have always understood that you set no +particular value on human life. Indeed, I have heard you argue that a +man's life is his own to do as he likes with--to continue it or end it, +as seems good in his own eyes." + +"I am still of the same opinion. No, I am no sentimentalist. The rubbish +talked by parsons and so-called humanitarians makes me ill. All the same +I would prefer that someone else----" + +"There is no one else," Rufus Sterne broke in, irritably. "You are my +last hope. A thousand pounds now will lead me on to fame and fortune. +You have the money. You can lend it to me if you like, and for security +I make you my sole legatee." + +"But the money is not mine, and must be paid back by the 31st of +December of next year without fail." + +"That gives eighteen months and more," and Sterne laughed. "My dear +fellow, six months or a little more will see the thing through." + +"I like to see a man confident," Felix Muller said, a little uneasily. +"But there is such a thing as over-confidence, as you know. I should be +better pleased if you were a little less cocksure." + +"But man alive, I have been working at this thing for years. I have +tested every link in the chain, if you will allow me to say so. I have +faced every possible contingency. I have gone over the ground so often +that I know every inch of the way. I have anticipated every objection, +every weakness, every flaw, and have provided against it. All I want now +is a thousand pounds in hard cash, and in a year's time I shall be able +to repay it ten-fold." + +"You hope so." + +"I am sure of it; as far as a man can be sure of anything in this stupid +world. The more or less unpleasant contingency that you persist in +looking at will never occur." + +"But it may occur," Muller persisted. + +"Well, if it does you will not suffer; and I shall be glad to hide +myself and be at rest." + +"You say that now." + +"Do you doubt my courage or my honour?" Sterne demanded, sharply. + +"No, I doubt neither," Muller said, slowly; "but the instinct of life is +strong--especially in the young." + +"When a man has something to live for--some great purpose to achieve, or +some proud ambition to realise, he naturally wants to live. But take +away that something, and life is a squeezed orange which he is glad to +fling away." + +"People still cling to life when they have nothing left to live for," +Muller said, reflectively. + +"Sentimentalists and cowards," Sterne broke in, hastily. "Men who have +been robbed of their courage by priestly superstitions. But you and I +have thrown off the swaddling clothes in which we were reared. Your +German philosophers have not reflected and written for nothing." + +"I am an Englishman," Muller broke in, hastily. + +"I do not dispute it for a moment," Sterne said, with a laugh. "But let +us not get away from the subject we have in hand. The question is will +you accommodate me or will you not?" + +"If I do not you will curse me to-day," Muller said, with a drawl; "and +if I do, you may curse me more bitterly eighteen months hence. So it +seems to me it is a choice between two evils." + +"There you are mistaken," Sterne replied. "I certainly shall curse you +if you refuse me, but if you become my friend to-day I shall never cease +to bless you." + +"Not if you fail?" + +"Why will you persist in harping on that one string? I shall not fail. +Failure is out of the reckoning. I am as certain of success as I am of +my own existence." + +"'Let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall.'" + +"Please, Muller, don't quote the Bible to me." + +"It is sound philosophy wherever it is taken from. Besides, the Bible is +good literature." + +"So is Dante's 'Inferno.' But if you were dosed with it morning, noon +and night, for the space of fifteen or twenty years, you would be glad +to have a little respite. But we are getting away again from the subject +in hand. Let's stick to the one point till we've done with it. If you've +made up your mind that you won't help me, say so." + +"My dear fellow, all that I've been anxious to do is to enable you, if +possible, to realise all that such a contract implies." + +"Well, if I didn't realise it before, I do now. You've been very +faithful." + +"And you still wish to enter into the arrangement?" + +"Of course I do. What do you take me for?" + +"Remember, I am no sentimentalist, and whatever may happen to you, I +shall be compelled in the end to claim my bond." + +Sterne laughed a little bitterly. "You do not mean to insult me, I know. +Nevertheless your words imply a doubt that I cannot help resenting. If +the worst comes to the worst, you will have no need to _claim_ your +bond. You will get your own back without effort, and with compound +interest." + +"I have no desire to insult you, certainly. But equally am I desirous of +preventing any misunderstanding later on. In a business transaction of +this kind one cannot be too explicit. The time-limit I am compelled to +insist upon." + +"It is quite ample," Sterne broke in, impatiently. "I shall know my fate +long before the end of next year." + +"I hope you will succeed even beyond what you hope for." + +"Let me tell you for the twentieth time that I am bound to succeed. When +shall I have the money?" + +"The day after to-morrow." + +"That will do. Now I am a happy man." + +"I hope you will never have cause to regret the bargain." + +"You shall not, in any case." + +The lawyer smiled, and lowered his eyebrows. "From a professional point +of view," he said, reflectively, "it is not, of course, good business." + +Sterne looked up suddenly. "I see what you mean," he said, after a +pause. "You are not covered against any failure of courage or honour on +my part?" + +The lawyer nodded assent. + +"I appreciate your trust in me," Sterne replied, with a touch of emotion +in his voice. "I do indeed. You are lending me the money without any +legal security." + +"And the money is not mine," the lawyer added. + +"I understand; and when the time comes you shall be rewarded," and +Sterne rose to his feet and picked up his bowler hat, which had been +lying on the floor. + +The lawyer rose also, and held out his hand to his client. "The money +shall be ready for you the day after to-morrow." So they parted. + +Rufus Sterne went out into the street feeling as though all the world +lay at his feet. No thought of failure crossed his mind. The thing he +had been working for for years was at last to be realised. His invention +would not only put money into his own pocket, but it would revolutionise +the chief industry of his native county, and find work for thousands of +willing hands. + +In imagination he saw himself not only prosperous, but honoured and +respected and hailed as a public benefactor. He had a long walk over the +hills to the village in which he resided, but it seemed as nothing to +him that evening. His heart was beating high with hope, his eyes +sparkled with eager anticipation. + +From the crest of the second hill the wide sweep of the Atlantic came +into view, and for several minutes he stood still, with bared head. He +had spent all his life in sight and sound of the sea, and he never tired +of it. Relatives, friends, acquaintances by the dozen, slept their last +sleep far out in its cool embrace. He had a feeling sometimes that he +would like, when his day's work was done, to pillow his head among the +seaweed and sleep for ever, while the waves sobbed and sang above him. + +The sun was slowly sinking in a sea of molten gold. The window-panes of +the scattered farmhouses were flashing back the evening fire. From the +valley behind him came the bleating of lambs and the answering call of +the mother sheep, and with the cooling of the day a breeze stirred +faintly in the tree tops and through the hazel bushes. + +He replaced his hat, and was about to continue his tramp when he was +arrested by the sound of carriage wheels behind him. A sharp bend in the +road hid the vehicle from sight, but he knew it would be on him in a +moment. So he stepped aside, as the road was narrow, and waited for it +to pass. + +The horse came first into sight, and then the Squire's waggonette. Two +people sat on the front seat, the coachman and a lady. The back of the +vehicle was piled almost to the level of their heads with luggage. The +horse came on slowly, which gave Rufus Sterne an opportunity of scanning +the face of the lady. + +"Evidently a stranger," was his first reflection. "Greatly taken with +the view of the sea," his second. After that his reflections were of a +very mixed character. + +Two or three points, however, stood out in his mind with great +distinctness. The first was the lady was young--"not more than twenty if +she is a day," he reflected. The second was that she belonged to a type +he had never seen before. "She's not Cornish, that's certain," he said +to himself. "I question if she is English." The third was that she was +most becomingly dressed. Whether she was richly or expensively attired +he did not know. He had had no experience in such matters. But that her +dress became her there could be no doubt. The hat she wore might have +been designed by an artist for her alone. On some people's heads it +might look a fright, but on the head of this fair creature it was a +picture. + +He stood so far back in the shadow of the hedge that she did not notice +him. Besides, her eyes were fixed on the distant sea, which flashed in +the sunset like burnished gold. + +"Isn't it just too lovely for words?" Whether she addressed the +coachman, or whether she was speaking to herself, he did not know. But +her words fell very distinctly on his ear, and touched his heart with a +curious sense of kinship or sympathy. + +"No; she's not English," he said to himself. "An Englishwoman never +speaks with an accent just like that. But wherever she comes from she's +the loveliest creature I ever saw. I wonder who she is?" + +He came out into the middle of the road, and followed in the wake of the +vanishing vehicle. After a few minutes it disappeared completely, and he +did not see it again. + +"I wonder who she is?" The question occurred to him several times as he +tramped steadily on in the direction of St. Gaved. It even pushed into +the background his recent interview with Felix Muller, and the strange +compact he had made. + +The twilight was deepening rapidly by the time he reached the cottage in +which he rented two tiny rooms. A frugal supper was laid ready for him +on the table, but there was no one to give him welcome, no one to say +good-night when he retired to rest. Yet no feeling of loneliness or +friendlessness oppressed him. He felt that the day had been an eventful +one, and that a future of unmeasured possibilities was opening up before +him. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + DREAMS AND REALITIES + + +Rufus Sterne awoke next morning with a feeling of buoyancy and +hopefulness such as he had never before experienced. The sun was +streaming brightly through the little window and gilding the humble +furniture of the room with thin lines of gold; the house-sparrows were +chirruping noisily under the eaves; the fishermen, early in from their +night's fishing, were calling "Mackerel" in the winding street below; +whilst the memory of pleasant dreams was still haunting the chambers of +his brain--dreams in which his own identity had got mixed up in some +curious fashion with that of the fair stranger he had seen the evening +before. + +Mrs. Tuke, his landlady, laid his breakfast in silence. It was very +rarely now that she spoke to him. On her face was a look of injured +innocence or pained resignation. She had done her best in days gone by +to lead him to see what she called the error of his ways, but without +success. Now she had given him over--though not without considerable +reluctance--to the hardness of his heart. She sometimes wondered whether +she ought to keep as a lodger a man who was claimed neither by church +nor chapel, and whose religious opinions not a man in the entire village +would endorse. + +However, as he paid his bill regularly and gave no trouble, and as +moreover he had no bad habits, and was exceedingly gentlemanly both in +manners and appearance, she concluded that on the whole she was +justified in giving him shelter and taking his money. + +Rufus did not notice Mrs. Tuke's resigned look and pathetic eyes this +morning. His thoughts were intent on other things. At last he was on the +road to fame and fortune, so he honestly and sincerely believed. +To-morrow he would walk into Redbourne and take possession of a thousand +pounds. Then life would begin in earnest. He would give up his position +at the Wheal Gregory Mine and devote all his energies to the completion +of the great scheme, which would take the whole county by surprise. + +What a relief it would be to get away from the common-place and humdrum +tasks that had filled his hands for the last three or four years--tasks +that any young man with a School Board education could discharge without +difficulty. He did not despise the work--no honest labour was to be +despised. But the work was not of the kind that appealed to him. It was +monotonous, mechanical, uninteresting. There was nothing in it to call +out latent skill or originality. He might go on doing it till his brain +stagnated and the springs of imagination ceased to flow. + +He was called the secretary of the mine--a high-sounding name +enough--but the name was the only important thing about it. He was +time-keeper, clerk, and office-boy rolled into one. + +The salary was just enough to keep him in a position of respectable +poverty. The only way he could hope to save any money was by insuring +his life until he was a certain age. But there were times when he was +half disposed to let his policy lapse. It was such a pinch to find the +money to pay the premiums. + +At last, however, he believed the struggle was over. His thoughts were +going to take tangible shape; his nebulous dreams were to be reduced to +concrete form. The lines he had so carefully traced on paper would be +seen in brass and steel; the mental travail of years would end in the +birth of a great invention. + +He walked away from the house humming a popular waltz, and his steps +kept time to the music. Wheal Gregory lay over the hill more than a mile +away. Taking a field path he skirted the park of Trewinion Hall, the +residence of Sir Charles Tregony, the squire of the parish and the +largest landowner in the district. It was Sir Charles's waggonette that +passed him the previous evening when returning from Redbourne. + +He slackened his pace almost unconsciously, and looked over the tall +thorn hedge in the direction of the squire's mansion. An opening in the +belt of trees brought a portion of the terrace into view, with a strip +of lawn and a glimpse of the rose garden. At the moment, however, Rufus +saw neither the garden nor the lawn. It was a graceful girlish figure +clad in white that arrested his attention. She was flitting in and out +among the standard roses with a pair of scissors in one hand and a large +bunch of blooms in the other. She stood still at length and looked +towards the house, then waved her hand to someone Rufus could not see. +Then she turned right about face and looked in his direction. Rufus +lowered his head in a moment and peeped at her between the branches of a +tree. It might not be the height of good manners, but he could not help +it. She was so fair a picture, so graceful, so piquant and fresh, that +he would be almost less than human if he did not make the most of his +opportunity. + +A few minutes later she was joined by the squire's daughter, Beryl, and +together they walked away till the thick foliage hid them from view. + +Rufus heaved a little sigh, and then continued his walk in the direction +of Wheal Gregory. + +"I wonder if people who live in big houses, and have lovely gardens and +lawns and all the other pleasant things of life are happier than +ordinary folks," he said to himself. "I wonder if that girl is happy. I +wonder if she knows how pretty she is? I wonder where she came from? I +wonder who she is? I wonder if she has come to stay?" + +He laughed at length quite loudly, for no one was near to listen. It was +strange that he should be interested in anyone who had come to stay at +the Hall. Sir Charles was one of the proudest and most exclusive men in +the county. There was no one in the parish of St. Gaved, excepting +perhaps the vicar, that he considered good enough to associate with, and +Sir Charles's visitors were generally as exclusive as himself. + +The rattle of the "fire stamps" down in the valley called him back at +length to more mundane affairs. It was nothing to him who the new +visitor at the Hall might be, and whether she stayed a week or a year +was no concern of his. He had his own work to do, and just now that work +would fill his thoughts night and day. + +He did his best to give all his attention to his ordinary duties, but it +was no easy matter. He had lost all interest in Wheal Gregory Mine. His +resignation as secretary would be handed in on Saturday morning: for the +future he would live on another plane, and more important issues would +claim his thought and attention. + +The day seemed interminably long, but it came to an end at length, and +he turned his face towards St. Gaved with a light heart. Every day now +would shorten the period of his exile and inactivity. He was eager to +get his own great enterprise under weigh, eager to show the people among +whom he lived the stuff of which he was made. + +On the following day he opened a banking account with a thousand pounds +to his credit, and the day following that he handed his resignation in +as secretary of Wheal Gregory Mine. + +He walked homeward slowly in the glow of the evening's sun, taking a +wide sweep round by the coast. The sky was almost cloudless, but the +warmth was tempered by a cool breeze from the West. A pathway skirted +the edge of the cliffs which was rarely used by anyone after sunset, for +the cliffs were treacherous and a false step might mean instant death. + +On one of the highest points he sat down on the spongy turf and looked +westward. The sun was sinking in a lake of burnished gold. The sea was +like glass mingled with fire. He could not help wondering if these +bright days and glorious sunsets were an augury of his own future. + +As yet no cloud dimmed the brightness of his vision, no thought of +failure flung a shadow across his path. He was as confident of success +as he was that the Atlantic was rolling at his feet. It was this +confidence that had blinded his eyes to the moral obliquity of his +contract with Felix Muller. + +"If I fail," he had said, "you shall have my insurance money," and he +had said it in the most light-hearted fashion, for he never suspected +for a moment that he would fail. + +Moreover, if he did fail the defeat would be so crushing that he was +quite sure he would not want to live. And as he had lost the faith of +his childhood, and death meant only an endless and a dreamless sleep, +dying gave him no concern. + +But there was one thing he had never considered, and that was the rights +of the insurance company. He did not see that it was a felony he +proposed in case of failure. The idea had never crossed his mind. He had +laid stress on his honour in making his appeal to Muller, and he failed +to see that in case his schemes came to nothing he was proposing an act +of deliberate dishonesty. He would save his honour at the expense of his +honesty. + +It was not of failure, however, he thought, as he looked towards the +sunset. The future was opening out before his imagination in widening +vistas of success. + +"I shall astonish everybody," he said to himself, a bright, eager smile +spreading itself over his face. "Muller believes in me, but he has no +idea how great my scheme is. I don't see the end of it myself, for one +thing will lead to another. Oh! I shall have a crowded life; for one +success will beget other successes, and so I shall go forward--never +idle--till my day's work is done." + +He was roused from his pleasant reverie by a light footstep near him, +and looking round quickly he saw the fair stranger who had interested +him on two previous occasions. She did not hesitate for a moment in her +walk, but came briskly forward till she was directly opposite where he +sat. + +"Pardon me," she said, in a voice that was distinctly musical in spite +of its unfamiliar accent, "but can you tell me if there is a path +anywhere hereabouts leading down to the beach?" + +He was on his feet in a moment, and raising his hat he said, with a +smile, "The nearest point is down Penwith Cove; that is at least half a +mile further on." + +"And is the path easy?" + +"Quite easy." + +"Not dangerous at all?" + +"Not a bit," he answered, with a smile. + +"You will excuse me speaking, won't you?" she said, with a mirthful +light in her eyes. "I'm not at all sure that it's a bit proper. Sir +Charles has read me several lectures already about speaking to people I +don't know, but if I only speak to people I know I shall never speak at +all when I'm out of the house." + +"You are a stranger in St. Gaved?" he questioned, nervously. + +"I come from across the water," she answered, with delightful frankness. +"I never saw your country till four days ago." + +"And do you like it?" he questioned. + +"Well, yes--up to a certain point. I shall get used to it in time, no +doubt. But at present it seems a bit dull and slow." + +"You've lived in a city, perhaps?"--he was astonished at his boldness, +but her whole manner seemed to invite conversation. + +"That's just it," she replied. "And after New York this place seems a +trifle dull and quiet." + +"I should think so," he said, with a laugh. "Why, even natives like +myself find it almost insufferable at times." + +"Then why do you stay here? Why don't you go right away where the pulse +of life beats more quickly?" + +"Ah! that question is not easy to answer," he said, looking out over the +fire-flecked sea. "Our home is here, our work lies here. Beyond is a +great unknown. Many have gone out and have never returned." + +"Got lost, eh?" she questioned, with a musical laugh. + +"Lost to us who have remained," he answered. "Some have prospered, I +have no doubt. Some have failed, and died in obscurity and neglect. +Better, perhaps, endure the ills we have than fly to others we know not +of." + +"Well, yes, I guess there's truth in that," she answered, raising +frankly her soft brown eyes to his. "Yet there's always fascination in +the unknown, don't you think so?" + +"No doubt of it." + +"That's the reason, I expect, why I'm just aching to explore these +cliffs, and the caves of which Sir Charles says there's any number." + +"That won't take you very long," he answered, "though it would hardly be +safe for you to go alone." + +"That's what Sir Charles says; but would you mind telling me just where +the danger comes in?" + +"Well, you see, the rocks are often slippery. And if you are not +acquainted with the tides you might get caught." + +"Ah! that would be interesting." + +"Well, scarcely. Strangers have been caught and drowned before now." + +"They could not swim?" + +"It would take a very strong swimmer to clear St. Gaved Point and get +into the harbour." + +She turned her eyes in that direction and looked grave. + +He studied her face a little more closely and allowed his eyes to wander +over her graceful and well-knit figure. She was very simply dressed, +without ornament of any kind. A large picture hat shaded her pale face. +Her eyes were large and dark, her forehead broad, her nose straight, her +lips full and red. + +She caught him looking at her and he blushed a little. "I don't think I +could swim that distance," she said, turning her eyes again in the +direction of St. Gaved Point. + +"I don't think you would be wise to attempt it." Then he blushed again, +for she turned on him a swift and searching glance, while her lips +parted in a smile that seemed to say, "I did not ask you for advice." + +For a moment there was silence, then she said, "Do you know the sea has +been calling me ever since I came." + +"Calling you?" he questioned. + +"Well, I mean it fascinates me, if you understand. I want to get close +to it, to paddle in it. It is so beautiful. It looks so cool and +friendly. Beryl says she cannot bear the sea; that it is not friendly a +bit; that it is cruel and noisy, and treacherous." + +"Ah! she has lived near the sea most of her life." + +"And yet you can scarcely see it from the Hall." + +"But it can be heard on stormy nights, and when a westerly gale is +raging its voice is terrible." + +"You have lived here all your life?" and her lips parted in the most +innocent smile. + +"Here, and in a neighbouring parish," he answered, frankly. + +"And do you like the sea?" + +"Sometimes. On an evening like this, for instance, I could sit for hours +looking at it, and listening to the low murmur of the waves. But in the +winter I rarely come out on the cliffs." + +"I have never seen the sea real mad," she said, reflectively; "but I +expect I shall if I stay here long enough." + +"Do you expect to stay long?" he questioned. If she asked questions he +did not see why he might not. + +"Well, I guess I shall stay in England a good many months anyhow," she +answered slowly, and with an unmistakable accent; and she turned away +her eyes, and a faint wave of colour tinged her pale cheeks. + +He would have liked to have asked her a good many other questions, but +he felt he had gone far enough. + +"I fear I shall have to go back now," she said at length, without +looking at him, "or they'll all be wondering what has become of me." + +"You could not easily get lost in a place like this," he said, with a +laugh. + +"No, nobody would kidnap me," she said, arching her eyebrows. + +"No, I don't think so," he answered in a tone that was half-mirthful, +half-serious. + +She raised her eyes to his for a moment in a keen searching glance, +then, with a hasty "Good evening," turned and walked away in the +direction she had come. + +He stood and watched her until she had passed over the brow of the hill +in the direction of Trewinion Hall. Then he slowly resumed his journey +towards St. Gaved. + +That night he awoke from a dream with a feeling of horror tearing at his +heart. He dreamed that his great scheme had proved a failure, and that +Felix Muller stood over him demanding the immediate fulfilment of the +contract. + +So vivid had been the dream that, for the moment, he seemed powerless to +shake off the impression. He sat up in bed, and stared round him, while +a cold perspiration broke out in beads upon his brow. + +For the first time he realised, in any clear and vivid sense, the nature +of the compact he had entered into. The possibilities of failure had +seemed so infinitely remote that he had never seriously tried to realise +what failure would mean. + +Now that awful contingency forced itself upon his heart and imagination +in a way that seemed almost to paralyse him. It was as though some +invisible but powerful hand had pushed him to the edge of a dark and +awful precipice, and compelled him to look over. His knees shook under +him, his head seemed to reel, he struggled to get back to safer ground. + +The feeling of horror passed away after a few minutes, and he lay down +again. + +"Of course, I shall not fail," he said to himself. "The contingency is +so remote that I need not give the matter a second thought." + +And yet the impression of that dream was destined to remain with him in +spite of all his efforts to shake it off. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + THE VALUE OF A LIFE + + +During the next few weeks Rufus Sterne was kept so busy that he had very +little time for either retrospect or anticipation. His great complaint +was that the days were all too short for the work he wanted to crowd +into them. He had told Felix Muller that six months would see his scheme +well on its way to completion. But he had not been at work many weeks +before he began to fear that twelve months would be much nearer the +limit. Contractors were so slow, workmen were so careless, and +accidents--none of them serious--were so numerous, that delays were +inevitable, and the days grew into weeks unconsciously. + +He maintained, however, a brave and hopeful spirit. Delays and +disappointments were, no doubt, inevitable. No one ever carried out a +great scheme without encountering a few disappointments. Later on, when +victory was assured, they would seem as nothing, and would be quickly +forgotten. + +He saw no more of the beautiful stranger who had so much interested him. +For several days he kept a sharp look out, and wondered if by any chance +he would cross her path. Then he heard that Sir Charles and all his +family had gone to London till the end of the season, and he assumed +that she had gone to London with them. + +He had had a second interview with Felix Muller, which had left an +impression that was not altogether pleasant. Muller was in his most +cynical and ungenerous mood. He had not a word of encouragement to give +to his client. On the contrary, he appeared to take a delight in +pricking Rufus with pointed and unpleasant suggestions. + +"It is well, no doubt, to hope for the best," he said to Rufus; "but it +is equally well to be prepared for the worst." + +"I really think you would not trouble much if I should fail," Rufus +said, in a tone of irritation. + +"Then you do me an injustice," was the suave and tantalising answer. "If +you were to fail I might have trouble in getting my own." + +"You mean that I would back out of the contract at the last?" + +"No, I don't mean any such thing. I know you are not only a man of +honour, but a man of courage; but if you should bungle----" + +"Look here, we need not go any further into details," Rufus said, +impatiently. "My point is you are not a bit troubled about me as long as +you get your money back." + +"Oh, but I am! I would rather you prospered than that you failed, any +day. Still, if in the order of chance you should fail--well----," and he +shrugged his shoulders, "It would be in the eternal order, that's all." + +"You would not fret, of course?" + +"My dear fellow, why should I? We must all pass out into the great +silence sooner or later. And now, or next year, or next century for that +matter, matters little. You and I have got beyond the region of +sentiment in such things. Nature sets no value on human life. We take +our place among the ants and flies, and the human is treated as +remorselessly as the insect. The wind passeth over both, and they are +gone." + +"Yes, that is true enough," Rufus answered, looking out of the window. + +"Besides," Muller went on, as if he read his thoughts, "in the business +of life we are bound to take risks." + +"You mean money risks?" + +"Not only money risks. A man who drives to market, who explores a mine, +who crosses the sea in the interests of commerce, who fights for his +country, not only risks his property, but he risks his life." + +"Not always intentionally." + +"Well, not always, perhaps. But in the greatest and noblest enterprises, +yes. And what is more, it is counted to a man an honour when he risks +his life in a great cause. If you become a martyr for a great ideal I +shall revere your memory." + +Rufus winced, and looked uncomfortable. "I am not risking my life in the +public interest," he said, "but in my own." + +"It all amounts to the same thing," Muller said, cynically. "You are +part of the public, and anything that benefits a part benefits, more or +less, the whole. I am taking risks myself on the same chance of doing +good." + +"Doing good to whom?" + +"To myself in the first place. Charity should always begin at home." + +"And don't you think also that it should stop there?" + +"Well, in the main, I do. I am no sentimentalist, as you very well know. +Every man for himself is the first law of life." + +"So while Nature sets no value on human life, you think that each +individual should set great value on his own?" + +"No, I don't. Everything depends on the individual, or on his +circumstances. If a man thinks his life is worth preserving, well, let +him preserve it by all means. But if he thinks it is worthless, why +should he not let it slip?" + +"There seems no particular reason," Rufus answered, reflectively. + +"There's no reason at all," Muller went on, dogmatically, "while a man +is doing something, something useful I mean, something that is of +benefit to himself and to others, he ought to keep agoing as long as he +can. But when he is a failure, when he becomes a burden to himself and +his neighbours, it is cowardly to hang on, and why should anybody fret +because he makes himself scarce?" + +"You mean this as a little homily to myself?" Rufus questioned. + +"Oh, not a bit of it! I am not afraid of you not doing the right thing! +Besides, you are not going to fail," and he laughed, cynically. + +"No, I am not going to fail," Rufus answered, rising from his seat; "I +am going to succeed." + +"That's right. I hope you will. But don't forget that there is nothing +certain in this world but death," and he smilingly bowed Rufus out of +the room. + +In the street Rufus purchased an evening paper, that he might get the +latest news of the war. He did not open it until he got into the quiet +lanes outside the town. There had been another big battle in which there +had been an appalling loss of life. The work of extermination was going +on rapidly. Modern civilisation was showing what it could do in +preventing the too rapid growth of the human race. + +Rufus hurriedly glanced down the columns, then folded the paper and put +it into his pocket. "Yes, Muller is right," he mused. "Nature sets no +value on human life, neither do governments, and neither does religion. +I wonder how many thousands of human beings have been sacrificed during +the last few weeks, and who gives to the matter a second thought. +Religion accepts it as inevitable and even meritorious. Governments +approve and applaud, and make provision for slaughter on a larger scale +in the future. Nature, not to be outdone, tries her hand at earthquakes, +or famine, or disease. It is only the individual who thinks his own life +is of value, and he, of course, is a conceited prig." + +He paused when he reached the hill-top from which the sea came into +view. The days were beginning to shorten a little. The light of the sun +was less brilliant, and the green of the fields had given place to +harvest gold. + +"It is curious that we should cling to life so much for its own sake," +he said, reflectively. "Curious that the law should label a man a +criminal who takes his own life when he has no longer any use for it. +What hypocrites men are, especially those who make our laws. The +weaklings and worthless they preserve, the able-bodied and useful they +destroy. The single life, however pitiful, must be protected. The crowd +is mowed down like grass to gratify some coward's insatiable ambition. +The creatures who talk about the glory of dying for one's country are +careful to keep out of the danger line themselves. The man who fails, +after an heroic struggle, and takes his own life rather than be a burden +to others, they brand as a coward or dub insane; while he who grows rich +by trafficking on the weakness or vices of his fellows is made a Right +Honourable, or given a seat in the councils of the State. It is all very +sickening, and I refuse to be bound by such traditional falsehood and +hypocrisy." + +He hurried on at a more rapid rate, as if to get away from his thoughts, +but his brain persisted in working in the same groove. The possibility +of failure obtruded itself with obstinate persistency. + +"I'm glad Muller does not doubt either my courage or my honour," he went +on. "And really if I fail it will not matter to anyone but myself. I +have no ties, neither father nor mother, brother nor sister, wife nor +child. I am happy in that----" + +Then he moved to the side of the road for a closed landau drawn by a +pair of horses to pass him. + +"Going to fetch the Hall people from the station very likely," he said +to himself, and he turned and looked after the retreating vehicle. + +"I wonder if she will return?" and a far-away expression came into his +eyes. "I should like to see her again," he went on, "she is wonderfully +fresh and natural." + +For the rest of the way home he walked very slowly. Now and then he +paused, and turned his head, and listened. But the sound of wheels, +which he expected to hear, did not break the evening's stillness, nor +did he see the face that he hoped to see. + +It was nearly a fortnight later that he went out one afternoon on the +cliffs alone. A somewhat difficult and complicated problem had +unexpectedly presented itself to him, and he fancied he would be better +able to see his way through it in the open air than in his workshop or +study. Generally speaking, he could think best on his feet, and the +sights and sounds of nature, instead of distracting him, soothed him. + +It was a warm, drowsy afternoon. The wind slept, and a soft impalpable +haze imparted a new mystery to the sea. The tide was coming in slowly +and imperceptibly, and rippling like silver bells on the shingly beach. +The distant landscape was an impressionist picture in which all the +sharp outlines melted into space. The sunshine filtered through a veil +of gauze. Half-way to Penwith Cove he sat down on a ledge of rock on +the very edge of the cliff, and looked seaward. He saw nothing +distinctly, heard no song of the sea. He was too intent on the problem +that was baffling his brain. + +Suddenly he started and opened his eyes wide. Was it a human voice he +heard, or was it merely fancy? He looked round him swiftly in all +directions, but no one was in sight. "It was only the cry of a sea-gull, +I expect," he said to himself, and he half closed his eyes again. The +next moment he was on his feet and staring round him in all directions. +"Surely that was a cry for help," he said, and he looked over the edge +of the cliff and swept with his eyes the narrow stretch of sand, but +there was no one in sight in any direction. + +For a moment or two he stood irresolute, listening. "There it is again," +he said, with blanched cheeks, and he lay flat on the ground and dragged +himself forward slowly till his head and shoulders overhung the cliff. + +"Help! oh, help!" came a feeble voice from the abyss below. + +"Where are you? What is the matter?" he called, searching in vain for +any sign of life. + +"Oh, save me!" was the quick response. "I cannot possibly hold on much +longer." + +"Have you fallen over the cliff?" he called. + +"No, no. I tried to climb up, and I cannot get back again." + +"Then shut your eyes and hold tight," he called. "I'll be round in a few +minutes." + +"Oh, do be quick, for I'm getting faint." + +"If you faint you're lost," he called. "Hold on like grim death and +don't look down. I'll be with you directly." + +It was a long way round by Penwith Cove, but there was no nearer way. He +ran like a man pursued by wild beasts. The path was narrow and uneven, +and followed the irregularities of the cliffs. A dozen times he came +within an ace of breaking his neck, but he managed to keep on his feet. +The question of his own safety never once occurred to him. Someone was +in deadly peril, and a moment later or earlier might be a matter of life +or death. + +The path into the cove was by a series of zigzags; but he took a +straight cut in most instances to the imminent risk of life and limb. A +few cuts and bruises he did not mind. His clothes might not be fit to +wear again. Tobogganning without a toboggan might not be elegant, but it +was certainly exciting, and if it did nothing else it would find work +for his tailor. + +He was never quite certain whether he reached the beach head foremost or +feet foremost. He found himself stretched full length on the sand, +bleeding from innumerable cuts and quite out of breath. + +There was no time, however, to make an inventory of his own hurts. +Indeed, he was scarcely conscious that he had received any damage +whatever. Picking himself up, he began to run with all his remaining +strength. He limped a good deal, but he was not aware of it; neither did +he make any attempt to pick his way. He swept eagerly the face of the +cliff as he ran, and feared that he was too late. + +At length he caught a glimpse of something white perched high above the +beach. + +"Good heavens; how did she get there?" he said to himself; and pausing +for a moment he drew in a long breath, then shouted: "Hold tight, I'm +coming!" though even as he spoke his heart failed him. + +How was he to get to her, and even if he succeeded in reaching her side, +how was he to get her down? The face of the cliff was almost +perpendicular, the footholds were few and treacherous. Empty-handed, he +might climb up and back again without very much difficulty; but with a +half-fainting woman in his arms the descent would be practically +impossible. + +He was still running while these thoughts were passing through his mind, +his breathing was laboured and painful, his bruised limbs were becoming +stiff and obstinate. + +He came to a full stop at length, and the fear that had haunted him from +first hearing the cry became a certainty. + +"Can you hold on a little longer?" he called. + +"I guess I'll have to try," came the cheery answer, though there was the +sound of tears in her voice. It was evident she was making a desperate +effort to keep up her courage. + +"Don't lose heart," he said, with a gasp, "and keep your eyes shut." + +Then he shut his teeth grimly and began the ascent. "I'll save her or +die in the attempt," he said to himself, with a fierce and determined +look in his eyes. + +Then something seemed to whisper in his ear: "Why trouble about a single +life? One life more or less can make no difference. If people like to +fling away their life in foolish adventures, let them do it; why should +you worry?" + +But his philosophy found no response in his heart just then. His own +life might be of little consequence, but this fair creature must be +saved at all costs. + +He made his way up the face of the cliff surely and steadily. "It is +easier than I thought," he said. Then he came to a sudden stop, while a +groan escaped his lips. + +"I cannot do it," he gasped; "nobody can do it. Without ropes and +ladders she is doomed." + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + PAYING THE PENALTY + + +When Madeline Grover got used to the cliffs they did not seem nearly so +forbidding or dangerous as at the first. Exploring the caves and +crannies for sea shells and lichen and gulls' eggs became a favourite +pastime of hers. To stay within the precincts of Trewinion Park she +declared was like being in prison. To wander across the level lawns, or +through the woods by well-kept paths, was an exercise altogether too +tame and unexciting. She loved something that had in it a spice of +adventure. To do something that nobody else had ever done was very much +more to her taste. + +Sir Charles took her to task gently on several occasions. It was not +quite the proper thing to go out alone and unattended. She would need to +put a curb on her exuberant and adventurous spirit. She would have to +remember that she was no longer in America, where, in his judgment, +girls had far too much freedom. She must learn to fall into English ways +and customs, with a good deal more to the same effect. + +Madeline always listened patiently and good-humouredly to all Sir +Charles had to say, and even promised him that she would be all he could +desire; but she generally forgot both the lecture and the promise five +minutes later. She had been used all her life to go her own way. At +home, in America, she received her own friends of both sexes without +reference to her father or mother. A liberty of action had been allowed +her that seemed almost shocking to Sir Charles and Lady Tregony, and now +that she had come to live in England for an indefinite period it was all +but impossible for her to drop into English ways at once. + +As a matter of fact, she did not try very much. She told Beryl Tregony +that she had no desire to be a tame kitten, and since she was +responsible to no one, she followed in the main the prompting of her own +heart. + +It was by no means difficult to slip away unobserved, and to be absent +for hours on the stretch without being missed. She had her own rooms at +the big house, and often when she was supposed to be quietly reading +somewhere, she was out on the cliffs or down on the shore searching for +rare flowers or shells, or else talking to the fishermen. + +She found life terribly dull after her return from London. Yet, on +the whole, she was not unhappy. The great sweep of the Atlantic had +an unfailing attraction for her. The cliffs were glorious, and +offered infinite scope for adventure. While the people of St. +Gaved--particularly the fishermen--caught her fancy amazingly, and +she became a prime favourite with them all. + +Here was a young lady of the upper circle, a distant relative of the +squire, who was not in the least exclusive or proud; who went in and out +among the ordinary toiling folk as though she was one of them, and who +had always a smile and a cheery word for the humblest. It was so +different from the Tregony tradition, that it took their honest hearts +by storm. + +Rufus Sterne considered himself particularly unfortunate that when she +came into St. Gaved he always missed her. Three or four times he heard +of her being in the town--it was really only a big village, but the St. +Gavedites all spoke of it as a town; but he was either in his workshop +or away directing the operations of others; consequently, she came and +went without giving him a chance of renewing their acquaintance. + +"Not that it mattered," he said to himself. She was nothing to him. She +belonged to a circle far removed from his. Yet for some reason he was +curious to look again into her bright, laughing eyes, and listen to her +naive and unconventional talk. Moreover, when he heard people talking +about her, and praising her good looks and charming freeness of manner, +he had a feeling that he had been cheated out of something to which he +was justly entitled. + +What added to the interest excited by the pretty young American was the +fact that nobody had been able to find out the exact relationship in +which she stood to the Tregony family. Neither had anybody been able to +discover why she had come, or how long she intended to stay. + +Any number of guesses had been hazarded, but they were only guesses at +best. Some said she had been sent to England by her parents simply to +learn society ways and manners. Others, that her parents were dead, and +that her mother being related to Sir Charles, the latter had taken her +out of charity. Mrs. Tuke, who, in the one glimpse she got of her, had +been greatly impressed by the richness of her attire, ventured the +opinion that she was an heiress in her own right, and that Sir Charles, +who was not noted for his generosity, had not undertaken to be her +guardian for nothing. But all these guesses lacked the essential thing, +and that was authority. Sir Charles was as close as an oyster about his +own family affairs. Moreover, he would no more think of talking to +anyone in St. Gaved about his visitors than of taking a journey to the +moon. And if he thought they were so impertinent as to desire to know, +that would be a double reason why he should, under no circumstances, +allude to the matter. + +Madeline might have given the information desired if her new +acquaintances had had the courage to question her. But they were +a little shy in her presence as yet; in some instances they were +completely over-awed. She was so bright, so quick, so confident, +that she almost took their breath away. They felt like fools in +her presence. + +This was how matters stood when Rufus discovered her on a narrow ledge +of rock high up the cliffs, unable either to advance or retreat. She had +slipped away from the Hall unobserved after going to her own room +ostensibly to write letters. Consequently, she had not been missed, and +was not likely to be until the family met for dinner. + +As usual the sea had been "calling her," as she expressed it; and after +a short ramble on the beach she turned her attention to the serrated +cliffs that loomed high above her. A sea-gull first attracted her +attention, then a large patch of lichen, then a path that seemed to +zig-zag to the top of the cliff. + +Wise people think first and act afterwards, but wisdom comes with +experience and experience with age. Madeline was quite young, and made +no pretension to wisdom, hence she frequently reversed the recognised +order, and acted first and did the thinking afterwards. + +Seeing the path she began to climb. It was an exhilarating ascent. Had +it been free from danger it would have been humdrum and fatiguing. And +yet it was neither so dangerous nor so difficult as to frighten her +away. Indeed, the higher she got, the less dangerous it seemed, and the +more she was fascinated by the adventure. She did not think of looking +back. Had she done so she might have been warned in time. + +Looking up, the rim of the cliff came perceptibly nearer, and she +conceived the wild idea of reaching the top. Why not? Because nobody had +ever done it that was no proof that it could not be done. If fifty feet +could be scaled, why not a hundred? Besides, it would be an achievement +to be proud of. If she could do what never had been done before she +would become something of a hero in her own eyes, and perhaps in the +eyes of other people. + +The path took a horizontal turn at length along the uneven face of the +cliff. She was higher up than she knew, and the foothold was less secure +than she suspected. It was all over in a moment. She had not time even +to scream; before even her thoughts could take shape she was brought up +with a jerk, and when she dared turn her head she discovered that she +was perched on a narrow ledge of rock with the cliff shelving away +underneath her. For a moment she felt sick and faint, and was in +imminent danger of falling off the ledge, which would mean almost +certain death. + +After a while she made an effort to regain her feet and reach the path +from which she had slipped, but almost with the first movement her head +swam and a mist came up before her eyes that blotted out everything. +There was nothing for it, therefore, but to remain perfectly still until +she had recovered her nerve. + +But every minute seemed an hour as she lay perched on that dangerous +ledge, and yet every time she opened her eyes and looked into the +yawning gulf below, her heart failed her, and she became more and more +convinced that she would never get down alive. Instead of her nerve +steadying she got increasingly excited and terrified. + +She had plenty of time for reflection now, but her reflections brought +her no satisfaction. She discovered--what most people discover sooner or +later--that it is easy to be wise after the event. + +"Oh, how foolish I have been," she said to herself. "Why did I refuse to +take advice? Sir Charles warned me, and that handsome young man I met on +the cliffs told me how dangerous they were. Now I am paying the penalty +of my foolishness and obstinacy." + +She became so terrified at last that she screamed for help at the top of +her voice, but the only answer that came was the weird and plaintive cry +of the gulls startled from their perches. + +She began to wonder, at length, how long her strength would hold out, +and whether, if consciousness left her, she would roll off into +eternity. The ledge was so narrow that she dared not move in any +direction, and she was becoming stiff and cramped from remaining so long +in one position. + +For the most part she kept her eyes tightly shut, and tried to forget +the yawning gulf beneath her. Every time she looked down her head grew +dizzy. It scarcely seemed possible to her that she had climbed to such a +height. + +She began to count her heart-beats so that she might get some conception +of the flight of time. The Tregonys dined at half-past seven; until that +hour the chances were she would not be missed. Then a search would be +made through the house and grounds--that would take up the best part of +an hour. By the time anybody reached the cliffs it would be well on to +nine o'clock, and too dark to see a single object. + +"I shall never hold out till then," she said to herself; "never! I +believe I am slipping nearer the edge all the time. I wonder if the fall +will kill me outright?" + +She clutched at the rough wall of rock with desperation, and at length +found a narrow crevice into which she thrust her hand and held on with +the tenacity of despair. The fear of falling off the ledge was less for +a little while, but in time her arm and hand began to ache intolerably, +and the old terror came back with redoubled force. So appalling was the +situation that she was severely tempted to end it at once and for ever. +The deep below fascinated while it terrified. She shrank back with +horror from the brink of the ledge, and yet the abyss seemed to draw her +like a magnet. If she opened her eyes she felt certain that no power of +will she possessed would keep her from falling over. + +She called at intervals for help, but her voice became as feeble as that +of a tired child. Then suddenly the blood began to leap in her veins and +her heart to throb with a new hope. From the heights above an answering +voice came to her cry--a strong, resolute voice that seemed to beat back +her fears and to assure her of deliverance. She recognised the voice in +a moment, and the warm blood surged in a torrent to her neck and face. + +She could be patient now. She lay quite still and waited. How her +deliverance was to be effected she did not know. She did not trouble to +debate the question. She gave herself up unconsciously to a stronger +will and a stronger personality. He had heard her call and _he_ was +coming to save her. + +Who the _he_ was she did not know. She had seen him only once. She did +not even know his name. But she felt instinctively that he was a brave +man. He had a strong face, a stern yet tender mouth, and kind and +sympathetic eyes. + +The task might be difficult, but, of course, he would succeed. He was +strong of limb as well as resolute in purpose. Moreover, a face like +his bespoke a resourceful mind. He was no common man. She felt that the +moment she saw him; her instinct told her also that he was an honourable +man, or she would never have dared to speak to him. Women know without +being told when they are in the presence of bad men. + +She had thought of him scores of times since their one and only meeting. +Had wondered who he was and what he was, and had speculated on the +chances of meeting him again. He was the only man she had met since her +arrival in England who had impressed her. She had enjoyed her +conversations with the fishermen and the farmers and the small +shopkeepers, had sampled the curate and the vicar and the few county +people who had called at the Hall; but her second thought and her third +thought had been given to the lonely man who sat on the cliffs, with his +big dreamy eyes fixed on the sunset. + +She was glad for some reason that it was he who had found her, and not +Sir Charles. Sir Charles would fume and scold and declare there was no +possible way of saving her. The "lonely man" might not talk very much, +but he would act. + +It seemed a long time since he had responded to her cry, but she was not +in the least impatient. Confidence was coming steadily back into her +heart, and the fascination of the abyss was slowly passing away. She did +not dare open her eyes yet. She would wait till the stranger called her +again. Her hand and arm were very cramped; she was uncomfortably near +the lip of the ledge. Her strength--in spite of the new hope--was a +steadily diminishing quantity, but she was quite sure she would be able +to hold on a good many minutes yet. + +Then clear and distinct came the voice again--from below this time, +instead of from above. How wildly her heart throbbed in spite of all her +efforts to be calm, but she flung her answer back as cheerily as +possible. She would not make herself appear a greater coward than she +really was. + +"How did you get there?" The question was abrupt, and the voice sounded +almost close to her ears. + +"My foot slipped and I fell," she replied. + +"You fell?" he questioned, in a tone of incredulity, and he swept the +face of the cliff above her. + +"Oh! I see," he went on a moment later. "You took a path further to the +south." + +"Cannot you reach me?" she called with an undertone of anxiety in her +voice. + +For a moment he did not answer. He was anxious not to discourage her, +and yet he could see no chance of getting her down alive. + +"Can you hold on much longer?" he asked at length. + +"Not much," she replied, frankly. "I guess I'm near the end." + +"No, don't say that," he said, encouragingly; "keep your heart up a +little longer. I must try another tack." + +"You cannot reach me?" the question ended almost in a cry. + +"Not from this point," he answered, cheerfully. "But we've not got to +the end of all things yet," and he began to retrace his steps. + +"Are you leaving me?" she called, feebly. + +"Never," he answered, and there was something in his tone that made her +heart leap wildly. + +"I see the path you took," he said a moment later, but though he spoke +cheerfully he had no real hope of saving her. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + A PERILOUS TASK + + +Rufus reached a point at length from which he was able to look down on +the prostrate figure of Madeline Grover. She was lying almost flat on +her face, with her right hand thrust into a cleft of the rock. + +For several minutes no word had passed between them. She was afraid to +ask any more questions lest she should hear from his lips that her case +was hopeless. He was afraid to buoy her up with empty words that would +end in nothing. + +She could hear distinctly the sound of his footsteps as he threaded his +way in and out among the pinnacles of rock, she could even hear his +breathing at times. She knew when he stood above her without being told. + +That there was peril in his enterprise she knew. He was risking his life +to save hers. He, a stranger, upon whom she had not the smallest claim. +It was a brave and generous thing to do, and she began to doubt whether +she ought to allow him to take such risk. + +His life was of infinitely greater value than hers--at least, so she +told herself. He was a man and might accomplish something great for the +race. She was only a girl, and girls were plentiful, and a good many of +them useless, and she was not at all sure that she did not belong to the +latter class. At any rate, she had never done anything yet, had as a +matter of fact, never been expected to do anything, and if she lived +till she was a hundred she was not sure that she would ever be able to +do anything that would be of the least benefit to the world. + +She was the first to break the silence. "Don't risk your life for my +sake," she said, and she managed to keep all trace of emotion out of her +voice. + +"And why not?" he asked. + +"I am not worth it," she replied. "I had no business to get into +danger." + +"You did not know the risks you ran," he replied, kindly. + +"I might have known; I had been warned often enough." + +"We have all to learn by experience," he said, with a short laugh. "Now +let us get to work." + +"What do you want me to do?" she asked. + +"Get on to your feet, if possible. Don't open your eyes, and keep your +face towards the cliff. Do you understand?" + +"Yes, I understand, and I will try." + +"Take your time over it," he said, cheerfully. "I expect you feel pretty +stiff, don't you? Slip your right hand up the crevice. I will be eyes +for you, and tell you what to do." + +She obeyed him implicitly. His firm, resolute voice gave her courage. +The nearness of his presence imparted strength and determination. If she +felt a coward she would not let him see it. He might not feel any great +admiration for her, that was not at all likely, since she had acted so +foolishly, but she hoped he would not feel contempt. + +She stood at length upright with her face against the cliff. + +"Now don't open your eyes," he said, "and please do what I tell you." + +"I am in your hands," she replied. + +"You will be directly, I hope," he answered, with a laugh, "but in the +meanwhile move slowly in this direction." + +"That's right," he continued, a little later. "Come on, I will tell you +when to stop." + +She sidled on steadily inch by inch, while he watched her with +fast-beating heart. + +"That will do," he said at length. "Now reach out your left hand as far +as possible." + +She obeyed at once, and a moment later he held it in his own firm grasp. + +The colour came into her face when she felt his fingers close round +hers, and her heart beat perceptibly faster. + +"So far, so good," he said, cheerily. "Now the next step is not with +your hand, but with your foot. It will be a very long stride for you, +but you've got to do it. Don't open your eyes. And in the first place +lean as far as you dare in this direction." + +She obeyed him instantly. "That will do," he called. "Now just on a +level with your chin is a hole in the rock. Get your right hand into it, +if you can, and hold tight." + +"That's right," he said, brightly. "Now for the long stride." + +She began very slowly and carefully. Her heart was thumping as though it +would come through her side. She knew that beneath her was empty space. + +"That's right," he went on, "just a little farther--another inch--a +quarter of an inch more; there you are! Don't speak and don't open your +eyes. When you are ready let me know. Push your foot a little farther on +the ledge if you can--that is it. It will be a big effort for you, but I +have you fast on this side. Bend your body forward as much as you can. +When you are ready, say so, and give a lurch in this direction, letting +go with your right hand at the same moment. Do you understand?" + +"Yes." The answer came in a whisper. + +It was an awful moment for both. She drew a long breath, and cried +"now." For a second she seemed poised in mid-air. + +"Lean forward," he almost shrieked. + +She clutched eagerly at the bare rocks in front of her, but there was +nothing she could grasp. + +Rufus felt his heart stop. + +"Open your eyes," he cried, "and spring." It was her last chance, the +last chance for both, in fact, for if she fell she would drag him with +her. + +Her confidence in him was absolute. She did in a moment what she was +told. He pulled her towards him with a jerk that nearly dislocated her +shoulder. Then both his arms closed round her, and he sank back into a +deep and safe recess behind a large pinnacle of rock. + +For several minutes she lost consciousness. Her head drooped upon his +shoulder, her cheeks became as pale as the dead. + +He would have given all he possessed at that moment to have kissed her +lips. It was the strongest temptation that ever came to him. It was the +first time in his experience that so beautiful a face had been so close +to his own, and the impulse to claim toll was all but irresistible; but +he fought the temptation, and conquered. He felt that it would be a +cowardly thing to do. + +His reverence for women was one of the strongest traits in his +character. Felix Muller had told him more than once in his cynical way +that he reverenced women because he did not know them. Rufus admitted +that it might be so; but his reverence remained. It was nearly all that +was left of his early religious faith--a remnant of a complicated creed, +but it influenced his life more profoundly than he knew. + +He watched the colour come slowly back into Madeline's pale face with +infinite interest. How beautiful she was, how finely pencilled were her +eyebrows, how perfect the contour of her dimpled chin. Her hair had +become loose, and a long rich tress sported itself over the sleeve of +his coat. The slanting sunlight played upon it, and turned it to bronze, +and then to gold. + +Her eyelids trembled after a while, then she opened them slowly, and +looked up into his face, with a wondering expression, then her lips +parted in a smile. A moment later she sat up, while a wave of crimson +mounted suddenly to her face. + +"I am so sorry to have given you so much trouble," she said, hurriedly. + +"Let us not talk about that until we get safe down from this height," he +said, with a smile. + +"Oh! I was forgetting," she said, with some little confusion. "But the +rest is comparatively easy, isn't it?" + +"Comparatively," he replied. "But there are several very awkward places +to be negotiated." + +"It was wicked of me to put any one to so much trouble and risk. I do +hope you will forgive me," and she looked appealingly up into his face. + +"I hope you will not talk any more about trouble," he answered. "To have +served you will be abundant compensation." + +"It is kind of you to say nice things," she answered, looking at the +yellow sand below; "but I feel very angry with myself all the same. You +told me when we met on the top weeks and weeks ago that the cliffs were +very dangerous. I don't know what possessed me to think I could climb to +the top." + +"You are not the first to make the attempt," he answered. "A visitor was +killed at this very point only last summer." + +"A girl?" + +"No, a young man." + +"I shall never attempt to do anything so foolish again, and I shall +never forget that but for you I should have lost my life. It was surely +a kind providence that sent you; don't you think so?" + +"Do you think so?" he questioned, with a smile. + +"I would like to think so, anyhow," she answered, seriously. "And yet it +sounds conceited, doesn't it? If I were anybody of importance it would +be different. I don't wonder you smile at the idea of providence +interfering to save a chit of a girl after all." + +"I don't know that I smiled at the idea," he answered, turning away +his head. "If there is any interference or any interposition in human +affairs, why should not you be singled out as well as anybody else?" + +"Well, you see, it would presuppose, wouldn't it? that I was a person of +some value, or of some use in the world?" + +"You may be of very great use in the world." + +"Ah! now you flatter me. What can an ordinary girl do?" + +"I do not know," he answered. "We none of us can tell what lies hidden +in the chambers of destiny. You may be----" + +"What?" + +"I cannot say." + +"But you were going to mention something." + +"Second thoughts are sometimes best," and he turned his head, and smiled +frankly in her face. + +"Now you are tantalising," she said, with a laugh; "but I will not find +fault with you. I cannot forget how much you have risked for my sake." + +"Had we not better try and complete the journey?" he questioned. "We are +not out of the wood yet, and the tide is coming in rapidly." + +She rose slowly to her feet, and steadied herself against the cliff. She +was very stiff and cramped, and a good deal bruised. + +He followed her example with a hardly suppressed groan. + +"Are you hurt?" she asked, looking at him eagerly. + +"Not at all," he answered, gaily. "A few scratches, but nothing to speak +of. Now let me walk in front, and you can lean on my shoulder." + +Neither spoke again for a long time. Rufus picked his way with great +caution, and she was too frightened to run any more unnecessary risks. + +They were within a dozen feet or so of the beach, and he with his back +to the sea was helping her down a slippery bit of rock, when suddenly a +stone gave way beneath his foot, and he was precipitated to the bottom. +Feeling himself going he let go her hand, or he would have dragged her +with him. With a little cry of alarm she sat down to save herself, while +he disappeared from sight. + +She was on her feet, however, in an instant, and scrambled quickly down +to his side. He was lying on a broad slab of rock with his right leg +doubled under him. + +"Are you hurt?" she asked, eagerly and excitedly. + +"A little," he answered with a pitiful smile. + +She came and knelt by his side, and took his hand in hers. "Cannot I +help you to get up?" she inquired. + +"I am not sure," he said, pulling a very wry face. "I'm very much +afraid I shall have to lie here until you can get assistance. You see it +is my turn now." + +"But what is the matter?" she asked, eagerly. + +"I fear my leg is broken," he said, knitting his brows, as if in pain. +"Something went with a snap, and I'm afraid to move." + +"But you cannot lie here," she said, "for the tide is coming in. Oh! let +me help you to get up. Do try your best." + +"I will, for your sake," he answered, and he smiled at her in a way she +never forgot. + +"Oh, I shall never forgive myself," she said, chokingly, and the tears +filled her eyes, and rolled down her cheeks. "All this comes of my +stupid folly!" + +"No, you must not blame yourself," he insisted. "You could not help the +stone giving way. Now give me your hand. How strong you are! There, I'm +in a perpendicular position once more," but while he spoke he became +deathly pale, and the perspiration stood in big drops on his brow. + +"Lean on me," she said; "lean all your weight on me." + +He smiled pitifully, but he could not trust himself to speak. + +He put his right arm about her neck, and used her as a crutch. This was +no time to stand on ceremony. But the pain was too intolerable to move +more than a few steps. With a groan he fell against the sloping foot of +the cliff. "You must leave me here," he said, with a gasp. + +"Leave you here?" she cried. "Why you will drown." + +"We shall both drown if you stay," he answered. + +"It doesn't matter about me a bit," she wailed, and she brushed away the +blinding tears with her hand. "But you--you--oh! you must be saved at +all costs." + +"Perhaps, if you make haste you will be able to get help before it is +too late," he said. + +"But how? Oh! I will do anything for you. Tell me what I can do for the +best." + +"Make your way into town as fast as you can. Tell the first man you meet +how I am situated. Let one party come round here with a boat, and +another party come over the cliffs with a stretcher. Everything depends +on the time it takes." + +"Oh! I will fly all the distance," she said, with liquid eyes; "but who +shall I say is hurt? I do not even know your name." + +"Rufus Sterne," he answered. "Everybody in St. Gaved knows me." + +She looked at him for a moment, pityingly, pleadingly, then rushed away +over the level sand in the direction of Penwith Cove. She forgot her +bruises and stiffness, and did not heed that every step was a stab of +pain. + +Rufus Sterne was lying helpless--helpless because he had risked his life +to save her from the consequences of her folly. And all the while the +tide was coming in, and he would be watching it rising higher and +higher, and if help did not reach him before the cold salt water swept +over his face, he would be drowned, and she would be the cause of his +death. + +How she climbed the zig-zag path out of Penwith Cove she never knew. She +ran and ran until she felt as though she could not go a step farther +even to save her life, and if her own life only had been at stake she +would have lain down on the cliffs and taken her chance. + +But it was _his_ life that was in jeopardy, and to her excited +imagination his life seemed of more value than the lives of a hundred +ordinary people. + +She had read of heroes in her girlhood days, and thrilled over the story +of their exploits, but no hero of fact or fiction had ever so touched +her heart as this lonely man who was lying helpless at the foot of the +cliffs, watching with patient and suffering eyes the inflowing of the +tide. + +"Oh! he must be saved," she kept saying to herself, "for he deserves to +live. And I must be the means of saving him." + +She stumbled into St. Gaved rather than ran. Her hat had disappeared, +her glorious hair fell in billows on her shoulders and down her back, +her eyes were wild and tearless, her lips wide apart, her breath came +and went in painful gasps. She nearly stumbled over one or two children, +and then she pulled up suddenly in front of a policeman. + +Constable Greensplat stared at her as though she had escaped from Bodmin +lunatic asylum. + +"There's--not--a--moment--to--be--lost," she began, and she brought out +the words in jerks. "Rufus Sterne is lying with a broken leg at the foot +of the cliffs half-way between here and Penwith Cove." + +Then she staggered to a lamp-post and put her arm round it. A small +group of people gathered in a moment. + +"How did he break his leg?" Greensplat asked, putting on an official +air. + +"He slipped over a rock," she answered; "but there's no time for +explanations. The tide is coming in, and if he's not rescued quickly +he'll be drowned. He told me to ask that one party go round with a boat, +and the other go over the cliffs with a--a stret----" But she did not +finish the sentence. The light of consciousness went out like the flame +of a candle before a sudden gust of wind. She reached out her hands +blindly and appealingly, staggered toward the nearest house, and before +anyone could reach her side she fell with a thud, and lay in a dead +faint on the floor. + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + FAITH AND PHILOSOPHY + + +Rufus watched the rising tide with as much composure as he could +command. It was the first time in his life that his philosophy had been +put to the test, and the strain brought it near to breaking-point. He +found it easy enough to pick holes in the creed in which he had been +reared, and had rather prided himself that he had shaken himself free +from what he called the bondage of ecclesiastical superstition. But +there was something that still remained and which he was scarcely +conscious of until now--something which he could not very well shape +into words; something for which he could find no name. + +His landlady, Mrs. Tuke, called him an unbeliever, and he accepted the +description without demur; but a negative implies a positive. Unbelief +in one direction means belief in the opposite. He certainly did not +believe the dogmas his grandfather insisted upon with so much passion +and vehemence. He had laughed to scorn the thunderings of the little +Bethel to which he had been compelled to listen as a lad. He had torn +the swaddling clothes of orthodoxy into tatters, and cast them from him +as though they were unclean. He had wandered for three or four years in +the realm of pure negation, scorning all creeds and denying all +religion. Yet now, when life seemed narrowing to its final close, he +discovered as in a sudden accession of light, that the last word on the +subject had not been spoken. + +For the first time in his life he realised that religion is not a creed, +nor an ordinance; that it is not something apprehended by the exercise +of the mind, and that it is only remotely related to ecclesiasticism. +Its roots went deeper. It is instinct; it is of the very substance of +life. + +He had drawn himself as far up the shelving cliff as possible, though +every movement was torture, and with steady eyes he watched the tide +rising higher and higher. There was something fascinating in its steady +approach. It was not an angry tide, breaking and foaming and struggling +to reach its prey. It came on with slow and tranquil movement. There was +scarcely a ripple on its surface. Far out in the line of the sinking sun +it was like a great sheet of gold. Its voice was a low monotone, as it +washed the pebbles in a slow and languid way. Here and there it raised +itself like a sleeping monster taking in a long breath, but the swell +never broke into sound or foam. + +And yet to Rufus Sterne it never seemed more relentlessly cruel. Its +stealthy creep and crawl seemed positively vindictive. Its voice was no +longer the tinkle of silver bells, but the cynical laughter of fiends. + +He made a desperate effort to pull himself still higher up the cliff, +but that proved to be impossible. He could only lie still and wait. When +the tide reached its flood it would be a dozen feet above where he lay. +Would he sleep soundly or would dreams disturb his rest? + +He had very little hope of being rescued alive. It was a long way round +by Penwith Cove to St. Gaved, and even if the beautiful girl he had +rescued--he did not know her name--ran all the distance, and men with +the stretcher ran all the way back, it seemed scarcely possible that +they could reach him in time. + +He would like to live. The desire for life was never stronger than now. +It was not so much that he was afraid of death--he was a _little_ +afraid of it, he was compelled to be honest with himself--but two things +seemed to intensify his desire for life. The first was his great +invention, which was now in process of being perfected; and the other +was---- + +Well the other was an indefinable something which he was not able to +shape into words. Something vaguely connected with the sweet-eyed girl +whom he had that afternoon rescued from death. He did not understand +what subtle influence had been set in motion; did not comprehend the +nature of the spell, but the fact remained that the world seemed a +brighter place since she came to the Hall, and life a richer +inheritance. + +It was not a matter that he could discuss even with himself. It was too +shadowy and elusive. To attempt to reason the matter out would be to +destroy a sweet illusion--for that it was illusion he had no doubt. And +yet the illusion, or the impression, or the sensation, or whatever it +might be, was so delightful that he had not the courage to touch it. + +Life had not possessed so many pleasures for him that he could afford to +scorch with the white flame of logic even the faintest and most shadowy +of them. He had had a hard and unloved childhood, a youth from which all +sympathy had been excluded, and a manhood of badly compensated toil and +unrealised ambition. And now when life's stern and dusty way seemed +opening out into the green pastures of success, and there had strayed +across his path a sweet-eyed stranger whose very smile breathed hope and +peace, it was not at all surprising that the desire for life burned with +an intenser flame than ever. + +He counted his heart beats, and watched the tide creeping higher and +higher. The nearer it came the swifter appeared to be its approach. The +gold on the sea was giving place to grey, the fire was dying out of the +Western sky, a chill wind sprang up and whispered in the crevices of the +cliffs. The gulls circled high above his head, and cried in melancholy +tones. He shivered a little, perhaps with fear, perhaps because the +evening was growing cold. + +Did he regret saving the stranger's life and losing his own in doing it? +On the whole, he did not think he did. It was surely a noble thing to +save a human life. + +"But why?" The old question pulled him up with a suddenness that almost +startled him. + +"Wherein lay the nobleness?" Nature set no store on human +life--earthquake, tempest, pestilence, famine, swept human beings into +the jaws of death by the thousand and tens of thousands. And mankind was +as contemptuous of human life as nature herself. It's professed regard +was but a hollow sham. + +Was not the first law of life that every man should look after himself? +What had he gained by the sacrifice? What had the world gained? Was not +the life sacrificed of infinitely greater value than the life saved? His +great discovery would now never see the light, the toil of years would +be wasted, the travail of his brain would end in darkness and silence, +and in return a foolish girl would dance her heedless way through life. + +But in the great crises of life logic perpetually fails, and philosophy +proves but a broken staff. Neither logic nor philosophy comforted Rufus +in that solemn and trying hour. He could not reason it out, but deep +down in his soul he felt that death was far less terrible than being a +coward. Better die in the service of others than live merely for self. + +The tide had reached his feet, and was beginning to creep round his +legs. He drew up the foot that he still had the use of, for the water +felt icy cold. All the gold had gone out of the sky by this time, and +the sea was of a leaden hue. Moreover the monster seemed as if waking +from his sleep. Here and there the long swell broke into a line of foam, +and the waves began to leap over the low-lying rocks. + +He began to talk to himself; perhaps to keep his courage up, for it was +very weird and lonely lying under the dark cliffs, while the cruel sea +crept steadily higher. + +"I wonder if dying will be so very painful," he said. "I wonder if the +struggle will last long, and when it is over, and I am lying here with +the cold waves surging above me, what then? Of course, I shall know +nothing about it, for there is nothing beyond. Science can find nothing, +and pure reason rejects the suggestion. I shall be as the rocks and the +seaweed." + +He shuddered painfully and tried to drag himself higher up the cliff, +then with a groan he laid his head against the rock and closed his eyes. + +It was foolish to struggle. He had better meet his fate like a man. The +tide was rising round him rapidly now. The cold seemed to be numbing his +heart. The struggle could not be long at the most. + +"She will think of me," he said to himself, and a smile played round the +corners of his mouth. "I have earned her gratitude and she is not likely +to forget. Not that her gratitude can do me any good. And yet----" + +He opened his eyes again and looked out over the darkening sea. + +"If one were only sure," he said, with a gasp. "Why does my nature +protest so violently? Why this instinctive looking beyond if there is +nothing beyond which can respond to the look? Why this longing for +reunion, for vision, for immortality?" + +His lips moved though no sound escaped them. Creeds might be false, and +yet religion might be true. The Church might be a sham, and yet the +Kingdom of God a reality. Prayer might be degraded or its meaning +misunderstood, and yet it might be as natural and as necessary as +breathing. Philosophy might be an interesting hone on which to sharpen +one's wits, but utterly useless in the crucial moments of life. + +He swept the horizon with a despairing glance, then closed his eyes once +more. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile St. Gaved was in a state of considerable excitement. Madeline +Grover's breathless story had set every one on the _qui vive_, and for +several minutes everyone was wondering what all the rest would do. + +Several clumsy, though willing pairs of hands carried the unconscious +girl into Mrs. Tuke's cottage, which happened to be the nearest at hand. +The policeman hurried down to the quay, to convey the news to the +fishermen, after which he made for the police-station and fished out +from a lumber room an antiquated ambulance. All this took considerable +time, and Madeline had nearly recovered consciousness again when the +little procession started out over the cliffs in the direction of +Penwith Cove. + +Madeline might have remained in a state of faint much longer than she +did, but for Mrs. Tuke's extreme measures. Sousing the patient's face +with cold water appeared to produce no effect. But when she placed a +saucer of burnt or burning feathers under her nostrils the result was +almost instantaneous. + +Mrs. Juliff, who assisted in the operation, declared it was enough to +make a dead man sneeze, and there was reason for the remark. Madeline +came to herself with violent gaspings and splutterings, and stared round +her with a look of terror and perplexity in her eyes. + +"There, my dear, I hope you feel better now?" Mrs. Tuke said, +encouragingly, giving the patient another sniff of the pungent odour. + +"Better," Madeline gasped. "Why you suffocate me," and she made an +attempt to reach the door. + +"No, no, don't try to walk," Mrs. Tuke said, soothingly. "You can't do +no good to nobody by being flustered." + +"But Mr. Sterne is drowning by slow inches," she cried, "and I +promised----" + +"Yes, my dear," Mrs. Tuke interrupted, "and everything is being done as +can be done. I'm terribly upset myself. But I always feared evil would +befall him." + +"Why did you fear that?" Madeline asked, in a tone of surprise. + +"Well, my dear, it's a serious thing to remove the ancient landmarks, to +deny the faith, and to put the Bible to open shame as it were." + +Madeline could hardly help smiling in spite of her anxiety, as Mrs. Tuke +further enlarged on Rufus Sterne's moral and spiritual decadence. + +"Not that I wish to bring against him a railing accusation," Mrs. Tuke +said, pulling herself up suddenly; "far be it from me to judge anyone." + +"But you appear to have judged him very freely," Madeline said, a little +indignantly. + +"But not in anger, my dear, but only in love. He is a good lodger in +many ways, pays regular and keeps good hours. But the Sabbaths! Oh, my +dear, it cuts me to the heart, and he the grandson of a minister." + +"He is a very brave man, anyhow," Madeline said, warmly, "and I owe my +life to him. Oh, I do hope he will be rescued before it's too late." + +"And I hope so, too. It will be terrible for him to go unprepared into +the other world, and as a lodger he would not be easy to replace." + +Madeline darted a somewhat contemptuous glance at Mrs. Tuke, then made +for the door again. "I cannot stay here doing nothing," she said, "while +he may be drowning," and she rushed out into the rapidly-growing +twilight. + +She wondered why she should feel so weak and exhausted, forgetting that +she had tasted no food since lunch. In spite of weakness, however, she +hurried on back over the cliffs. She could not rest until she knew the +best or the worst. She felt acutely the burden of her responsibility. +She was the cause of all the trouble. If she had not run in the teeth of +everyone whose advice was worth taking this would not have happened. It +was hard that the penalty of her foolishness should be paid by another, +and if this young man were drowned, she believed she would never be able +to forgive herself to the day of her death. Away in front of her the +cliffs were dotted with people who had come out from St. Gaved on +hearing the news. Some were standing still and looking seaward, others +were hurrying forward in the direction of Penwith Cove. A few were +crouched on the edge of the cliff and were peering over, to the imminent +risk of life and limb. + +Several fishing boats were rounding St. Gaved's Point, and some were +hugging the shore so closely that they could not be seen unless one +stood on the very edge of the cliff. + +Madeline's lips kept moving in prayer as she walked. Her chief concern +was lest the burden of this young man's death should be upon her soul. +There were other considerations no doubt. She would be sorry in any case +for a life of so much promise to be so suddenly cut off. But as she had +seen him only twice she would soon get over a very natural regret, so +long as no blame attached to her. + +The thought crossed her mind at length that her prayer was a very +selfish one. She was concerned only for her own peace of mind. The +welfare of Rufus Sterne apart from her own responsibility was not a +matter that troubled her. + +Then a question slowly entered her brain, and the warm blood mounted in +a torrent to her neck and face. + +The next moment all the people on the cliff began to run in the +direction of Penwith Cove. She stood still and pressed her hand to her +side to check the violent throbbing of her heart. She felt as though she +could not walk a step further, even if her life depended upon it. + +"They have found him," she whispered to herself. "I wonder whether alive +or dead." + +And she sank down on the turf and waited. The sea was surging among the +rocks below with a dirge-like sound, the stars were coming out in the +sky above, the distant landscape was disappearing in a sombre haze. + +A little later her attention was caught by the sound of running feet, +and looking up she saw the people who, a few minutes before, were +hurrying in the direction of Penwith Cove, were now retracting their +steps with all possible haste. + +She rose slowly to her feet and waited. A swift-footed lad had +out-distanced all the rest. + +"Have they found him?" she questioned, eagerly, as he drew near. + +"No, Miss," he answered. "The tide is too high; there's no getting along +under the cliffs." + +"Then he's drowned," she said, with a gasp. + +"Well, it looks like it unless a boat has got to him in time. I want to +get down to the quay to see," and without waiting to answer any further +questions he hurried away at the top of his speed. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + THE NICK OF TIME + + +On the return journey to St. Gaved Madeline lagged painfully behind. Her +strength was completely spent. She was as eager as any of the others to +know if the fishermen had rescued Rufus Sterne, but her limbs refused to +render obedience to her will. But for her intense desire to know the +fate of the man who had rescued her, she would have laid down on the +spongy turf, fearless of all consequences. + +What her friends at the Hall might think of her absence had never once +occurred to her. The events of the afternoon had been so painful and +startling that all minor matters had been driven out of her mind. Hence +when the voice of Sir Charles sounded close to her ear she looked up +with a start of mingled inquiry, and surprise. + +"Madeline, Madeline," he exclaimed. "What have you been doing with +yourself? We've been hunting all over the place for you." + +"Oh, I am so sorry," she answered, wearily. "I'd forgotten all about +you. I've had such a--a--such a terrible adventure." + +"Such a terrible adventure," he exclaimed, with a note of alarm in his +voice. "Has anyone dared----" + +"No, no," she interrupted. "No one would molest me in these parts, but I +have come near losing my life," and she sank to the ground, feeling she +could not go a step further. + +Sir Charles blew a policeman's whistle which he carried in his pocket, +and a few minutes later several of the Hall servants came running up. + +"Miss Grover has met with an accident!" he explained. "One of you go and +fetch the brougham at once, and another run into St. Gaved and fetch the +doctor." + +Madeline was too exhausted to protest. She was barely conscious where +she was or what had happened. The events of the afternoon seemed more +like a dream to her than a reality. She heard other voices speaking near +her, Beryl's among the rest, but she was too utterly exhausted to pay +any attention. She found herself lifted into a carriage at length, and +after that she remembered no more until she opened her eyes and +discovered that she was lying snug and warm in her own bed. + +Meanwhile the little quay had become black with people waiting the +return of Sam Tregarrick's boat. Sam had been the first to grasp the +purport of Constable Greensplat's message, and without waiting to ask +questions or consult with his neighbours, he and his son Tom had bent to +their oars and pulled with all possible haste in the direction +indicated. + +Rounding St. Gaved point they hugged the coast as closely as possible, +keeping a sharp look out all the time for any moving figure on the dark +line of rocks. The beach was completely under water by the time they had +rounded the point. + +"It's us or nobody, father," Tom said to his father, as he gave to his +oar a swifter stroke. + +"What do you mean by that, sonny?" Sam asked, staring hard at the coast +line. + +"I mean that those who've gone over the downs will never be able to get +round Penwith Cove way in time." + +"It looks like it, sartinly," Sam answered. + +"Why the tide is two foot up the cliffs already," Tom protested. "And +Greensplat ain't the sort to wet his feet, if he knows it." + +"Fortunately there ain't no sea running," the elder man remarked after a +pause. "So if he can drag hisself up the rocks a bit, he may come to +nothing worse than a bit of a fright." + +"Rufus Sterne ain't the sort of chap they make cowards of," Tom replied, +doggedly. "And if he's got to drown he'll drown, and he won't make no +fuss 'bout it, nuther." + +"Nobody wants to drown, sonny, afore his time," Sam answered, mildly. +"It's aisy enough to talk 'bout dying when you're safe and sound and out +of danger; but when you're face to face with it--well, a man is on'y a +man at best." + +"I say nothing agin that, father," Tom answered; "but heaps of folks +squeal afore they're hurt, and send for the parson to pray with 'em +afore the doctor's had time to feel their pulse. But Rufus Sterne don't +belong to that class." + +"I fear he wouldn't send for the parson in no case," Sam answered, +thoughtfully; "but do you see anything, sonny, just to the right of that +big rock?" + +Tom slackened his oar for an instant; then he shouted at the top of his +voice, "Ahoy there! Ahoy!" + +A moment later a white handkerchief was fluttered feebly for an instant, +and then allowed to drop. + +"It's he sure 'nough," Tom said, excitedly; "but he's got to the far +end. If we don't pull like blazes, father, we shall be too late." + +From that moment father and son wasted no more of their breath in talk. +They felt as though they were engaged in a neck to neck race with death. +The distance seemed no more than a stone's throw, and yet though they +pulled with might and main it appeared to grow no less. Tom was stroke, +and the elder man bravely kept time. + +The wide Atlantic swell rocked them gently. Now the grey speck on the +face of the cliffs disappeared as they sank into a hollow, and now it +came into full view again as they rose on the gently heaving tide. + +"Ahoy!" Tom called once or twice as they drew nearer, but there was no +response, and both men began to fear that they were too late. Moreover, +as they neared the cliffs they had to pick their way. Hidden rocks +showed their dark pinnacles for a moment in all directions. + +There was no time, however, for excess of caution. If they were to +succeed they must be daring, even to the point of recklessness. + +They could see Rufus now, reclining against a rock; he appeared to be +clutching it tightly with both hands. Now and then the swell of the tide +surged almost up to his neck. + +"Pull like blazes, father," Tom shouted, excitedly, and they ran the +boat, defying all risks, close up to Rufus' side. + +"Hold tight, mate," Tom called, encouragingly; "father and I'll do the +job, if you keep a steady nerve." + +"I'll try," was the feeble response. + +"Leave the getting him in to me, dad," Tom said, turning to his father. +"You keep on this side, or we shall capsize in two jiffeys." + +The elder man obeyed. The boat drifted almost broadside on. Tom laid his +oar aside and watched his opportunity. It was clear enough that Rufus +had no strength left. Nevertheless his brain was clear still. + +Tom explained the _modus operandi_ which he proposed, and Rufus smiled +approvingly. It was a ticklish operation, the boat was not large, and an +inch too near the rocks might prove the destruction of all. + +At a signal from Tom, Rufus let go his hold of the rocks and reached out +his hands to his rescuer. The next moment he felt himself floating on +the tide. Sam, with his oar, pushed into deeper water, and then began +the delicate operation of getting a half drowned man, handicapped by a +broken leg, into the boat. + +To Rufus it was torture beyond anything he had ever felt or imagined. He +felt so sick that he feared he would lose consciousness altogether; even +pain at that moment was better than oblivion. Now that life was in sight +again, the passion for existence seemed to burn with a stronger flame +than ever. + +Tom dragged him over the side of the boat as tenderly as he was able. It +was a breathless moment for the two fishermen. The little craft came +within an ace of being capsized, and nothing but the skill of the older +man saved her from turning turtle. Rufus was too far gone to realise the +danger. The sickening torture was more than he could endure, and +unconsciousness mercifully intervened. + +Father and son laid him in as easy a position in the bottom of the boat +as they knew how, then they took their oars again and pulled for home. +It was growing rapidly dark by this time, and a cool and grateful breeze +was sweeping across the wide expanse of sea. + +They saw the little harbour black with people when they rounded the +point, accompanied by a dozen other boats that had come too late upon +the scene to be of any service. + +A shout went up that could be heard at the far end of the village when +it became known that Rufus Sterne had been rescued alive, for though +many people regarded him as "a cut above his station," as they expressed +it, yet he was with the majority of the villagers exceedingly popular. + +Besides, it had got to be known by this time that the accident which had +brought him into a position of such imminent peril had been caused by +trying to save the life of another. + +In what that effort consisted was as yet by no means clear. But +sufficient had been told by the lady visitor at the Hall to leave no +doubt that it was through helping her he had met with his accident. +Hence, for the moment, Rufus was regarded in the light of a hero, and +some people went so far as to suggest that if there was such a thing as +gratitude in the world, Sir Charles Tregony would do something handsome +for him. + +It was fortunate, perhaps, for Rufus that he heard none of the +irresponsible chatter that went on round him while he was being conveyed +from the quay to Mrs. Tuke's cottage. Momentary glimmers of +consciousness came back to him, but accompanied by such insufferable +torture, that his very brain seemed to stagger under the shock. + +Dr. Pendarvis had just returned from a long round in the country, and +was listening to a more or less incoherent story told him by his wife, +when there came a violent ring at the surgery bell. + +"You say that Chester has gone to the Hall to see Miss Grover?" the +Doctor questioned. + +"That is as I understand it," his wife replied; "though I confess the +story is a bit complicated." + +"In which way?" + +"Well, late this afternoon Miss Grover rushed into the town considerably +dishevelled and in a state of breathless excitement, and told the first +man she saw, which happened to be Greensplat, that Rufus Sterne was +lying at the foot of the cliffs near Penwith Cove with a broken leg, and +that if he wasn't rescued quickly he would be drowned." + +"And has he been rescued?" + +"I don't know. But some considerable time after one of the Hall servants +came hurrying here for you, saying that you were wanted at once as Miss +Grover had met with an accident, and as you were not at home, of course, +Mr. Chester went." + +"I don't see how the two things hang together," Dr. Pendarvis said, with +knitted brows. + +"Neither do I," replied his wife; "but there goes the surgery bell +again." + +Five minutes later Dr. Pendarvis was hurrying down the long main street +in the direction of Mrs. Tuke's cottage. He found Rufus in a state of +collapse, and with the broken limb so swollen that he made no attempt to +set the bone. + +"We will have to get the swelling down first," he explained in his +old-fashioned way. "Meanwhile, we must make the patient as comfortable +as possible." + +What he said to himself was, "This is a case for Chester. These young +men, with their hospital practice and their up-to-date methods, can make +rings round the ordinary G.P." + +When he got back to his house he found his assistant waiting for him. + +"So you have been to the Hall, I understand?" he questioned. "Nothing +serious, I hope?" + +"Oh, no! an attack of nerves mainly. A few cuts and bruises, but they +are scarcely more than skin deep. She's evidently had a narrow squeak +though." + +"Ah! I tried to get something out of Sterne, but he's in too much pain +to be very communicative." + +"What was troubling Miss Grover most when I got there," Chester replied, +"was the fear that he had not been rescued." + +"An attachment between them already?" the elder man queried, with a +twinkle in his eye. + +"I don't think so," was the reply, "though naturally if a man saves a +woman's life she becomes interested in him." + +"Unless he happens to be a doctor, eh?" + +"Oh! well, doctors do not count," Chester said, with a laugh. + +"Perhaps women have no faith in our ability to save life," Dr. Pendarvis +questioned. + +"Oh, yes, I think they have," the younger man replied, slowly; "but then +you see, we do it professionally. There is no touch of romance about it, +and we are not supposed to take any risks." + +"We take the fees instead," the older man laughed. + +"When we can get them. But do you know in what relationship Miss Grover +stands to the Tregony family?" + +"Not the ghost of an idea. Sir Charles is as close as an oyster on the +subject, and as far as I can make out, the girl is not in the habit of +talking about herself." + +"She's distinctly American," Chester said, thoughtfully. + +"And therefore piquant and interesting?" + +"I prefer English girls myself; that is, in so far as girls interest me +at all." + +"You think you are proof against their wiles?" + +"I hope I am, though it is a matter on which one does not like to +boast." + +"Better not," Pendarvis laughed, "better not. I've heard many men boast +in my time, and seen them go down like ninepins before the whirlwind of +a petticoat." + +"It's a bit humiliating, don't you think?" + +"It all depends on how you look at it. You see, we have to take human +nature as it is, and not how we would like it to be. It is just because +we are men that women triumph over us." + +"Then you admit that they are our masters?" + +"Not the least doubt of it. Of course, we keep up the pretence of being +the head and all that. But a woman who knows her business can twist a +man round her finger and thumb." + +"I believe you, and for that reason I do not intend to get entangled in +the yoke of bondage." + +"Be careful," the older man laughed. "There are bright eyes and pretty +frocks in an out-of-the-way place like St. Gaved. But let us get back to +something more practical. I want you to call round and see Sterne first +thing to-morrow morning." + +"He has broken his leg, I suppose?" + +"I fear it's a very bad fracture, and being tumbled about so much since +the accident has not tended to mend matters. I hope by to-morrow morning +the swelling will have subsided." + +"It seems very unfortunate for him, for I understand he has some big +scheme on hand which he is labouring to complete." + +"So it is said. But I have no faith in these big schemes. Young men +should keep to their legitimate work. It may be a mercy for him if his +scheme is knocked on the head." Saying which he bade his assistant +good-night and retired to his own room. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + THE SOUL'S AWAKENING + + +Two people did not sleep at all that night. Pain kept Rufus Sterne +awake--an active brain banished slumber from the eyes of Madeline +Grover. Possibly some subtle and intractable current of sympathy ran +between the cottage and the mansion--some occult and undiscovered +movement of the air between brain and brain or heart and heart, some +telepathic communication that science had not scheduled yet. Be that as +it may, neither Rufus nor Madeline could woo a wink of sleep. All +through the long hours of the night they lay with wide-open eyes--the +one weaving the threads of fancy into all imaginable shapes, the other +fighting for the most part the twin demons of pain and fear. + +Madeline lived through that fateful afternoon a thousand times. She +recalled every incident, however trivial it might be. Memory would let +nothing escape. Things that she scarcely noticed at the time became +hugely significant. Simple words and gestures seemed to glow with new +meanings. + +She was not superstitious--at least she believed she was not. Neither +was she a fatalist, and yet she had a feeling that for good or ill, her +life was in some way or other bound up with this stranger. It was not +his fault that he had come into her life. He had not sought her. The +beginning of the acquaintanceship was all on her side. She had made the +first advance, and the whirligig of chance or the workings of an +inscrutable providence had done all the rest. + +In some respects it was scarcely pleasant to feel that she was so much +in debt to a stranger. Whatever might happen in the future, or wherever +her lot was cast, she would never be able to get away from the feeling +that she owed her life to this Rufus Sterne. To make matters all the +worse, he was suffering considerable pain and loss on her account. How +much this accident might mean to him she had no means of knowing. All +his immediate prospects might be wrecked in consequence. For a young man +dependent on his own exertions to be incapacitated for two or three +months might be a more serious matter than she could guess. + +Sometimes she wished that some homely fisherman or ignorant ploughboy +had rescued her. She might in such a case have given material +compensation, and it would have been accepted with gratitude, and her +obligation would be at an end. + +But Rufus Sterne was a gentleman--that fact was beyond all dispute--and +doubtless he had all the pride that generally attaches to genteel +poverty. The obligation, therefore, would have to remain. There was, as +far as she could see, no possible way of discharging it. To speak of +compensation would be to insult him. + +Behind all this there was another feeling: What did he think of her? Did +he resent her intrusion into the quiet sanctuary of his life? Did he +wish that she had never crossed his path? Was his thought of her at that +moment such as her cheeks would redden to hear? She wished she knew what +he thought of her--what in his heart he felt. It would be humiliating if +he regarded her with contempt, or even with mild dislike. + +She would not live to be regarded by him even with indifference. Her +cheeks grew hot when she made this confession to herself. If he had been +a fisherman or a ploughboy it would not have mattered, and she would not +have cared. But he was one of the most noticeable men she had ever seen. +A man who would win a second look in any crowd. A man who--given a fair +chance--would make his mark in the world. + +She hoped that he was not very angry with her, that he was not writing +her down in his mind as a foolish and headstrong girl. She would like, +after all, to have his good opinion--like him to think that in saving +her he had saved a life that was worth saving. It might not be true in +fact, but she would like him to think so all the same. + +To what end had he saved her? As she looked at her life stretching +forward into the future she saw nothing great or heroic in it. It had +all been mapped out for her, and mapped out in a very excellent way. The +exhortation "take no thought for the morrow," was not needed in her +case. Everything was being settled to everyone's satisfaction, her own +included. She had only to fall in with the drift and current of events +and all would be as she would like it to be. + +Other women might have to plan and struggle, and labour and contrive; +but in the scheme of her life such unpleasant things had no place. All +contingencies had been provided against. She did not need to take any +thought for to-morrow. + +"I'm not sure that my life was worth saving after all," she said to +herself, a little bit fretfully. "It seems an aimless, selfish kind of +thing as I look at it now. A poor woman who inspires her husband to do +some great deed, even if she is incapable of any great deed herself, +surely lives a nobler life than that which seems marked out for me." + +Her cheeks grew red again. How proud she would be if she could be the +inspiration of some great achievement! To give hope to some great soul +struggling amid adverse circumstances would be an end worth living for. +To stand by the side of a man she could look up to, and help him to win +in the hard battle of life--that would be the crown of all existence. + +She began to wonder, after a while, why such thoughts came to her. Why +the future should look different from what it had always done. Why a +thread of a different hue should show itself in the pattern that had +been woven for her. Why a doubt should arise in her heart as to whether +the absolutely best had been marked out for her. + +Until to-night she had been quite content to take things as she found +them. Of course, she had had her troubles, like other girls. It was a +trouble to her that she had never known the love of her mother, a +trouble that she had never been able to get on with her step-mother, a +trouble when her father died--though, as she had seen very little of him +for seven years previously, the sense of loss was not so keen as it +might have been. It was a trouble to her to say good-bye to her +schoolfellows and friends, and cross the seas to a new home in England. + +Of course, the last trouble had its compensations. To an American girl +whose forebears were English, "The Old Country," as it is affectionately +termed, is the land of romance, the home of chivalry, the cradle of +heroes and of history. To see the things she had read about in her +childhood, to visit spots made sacred by the blood of the heroic dead, +to tread on the ground where kings have stood, to pay homage at the +shrine of poets and seers--that would be worth crossing a thousand +oceans for. + +It is true she had been more than a little disappointed. Trewinion Hall +was so far away from everywhere, and the people who visited it from time +to time were very little to her taste. She would have liked to live in +London always. Life and colour and movement were there. Its very streets +were historic. Many of its public buildings were hoary with antiquity, +and "rich with the spoils of time." The men and women of rank and name +and power moved in and out amongst the crowd. History was being made +from day to day in its Halls of Assembly. + +St. Gaved seemed to her like a little place that had got stranded in the +dim and distant past. The rest of the world had run away from it. It +lived on its traditions because it had no hope of a future. Like the +granite cliffs that stretched north and south, it never changed. Its +business, its politics, its morals, its religion, were what they had +been from time immemorial. A man who said anything new, or advanced an +opinion that was not strictly orthodox, was regarded with suspicion. + +St. Gaved had its charm, no doubt. The charm of antiquity, the charm of +leisureliness, the charm of immobility. Moreover, it was beautiful for +situation. The cliffs were magnificent beyond anything she had ever +dreamed. The great ocean was a never-failing source of interest. The +valleys that cleft their way inland, the streams that lost themselves in +tangled brakes of undergrowth, the hillsides rich in timber, the +hedgerows that were masses of wild flowers, the moorlands yellow with +gorse--all these things were a set off against its dull and slow-moving +life. + +Then, besides all that, life would not always be dull. Gervase was +returning from India in the spring, and a great many things might happen +then. + +Gervase was Sir Charles' only son, and heir to the title and estates. He +was a handsome soldier of the genuine military type, tall and straight, +and not over-burdened with flesh. His hair was pale, his complexion +ruddy, his voice harsh, his manner that of one born to command. + +Madeline had met him three years before at Washington, and as he was in +some far-off and round-about way related to her, he had escorted her to +any number of receptions, and danced with her more times than she could +count. She thought him then the most handsome man she had ever seen, +especially in his uniform. She liked him, too, because he was so +dogmatic and masterful; there was nothing timid, or feeble, or retiring +about him. He was a man who meant to have his own way, and generally got +it. + +His courage and daring also touched her heart and imagination. His talk +had been mainly about shooting dervishes in Egypt and hunting tigers in +India, and some of his exploits had thrilled her to the finger-tips. It +puzzled her that he could talk so light-heartedly about the slaughter of +human beings, even though they were Arabs and Hindoos, but then he was +trained to be a soldier, and soldiers were trained to kill. + +It was one of those things she had looked forward to with the greatest +interest in coming to England. She would see Gervase Tregony again. It +seemed to her like a special providence that Sir Charles Tregony should +be her trustee until she was twenty-one, and of course nothing could be +kinder than that he should invite her to stay at the Hall as long as she +liked--to make her permanent abode there if she chose to do so. + +She was glad to accept the invitation for several reasons. In the first +place, it was impossible to live with her step-mother, who for some +reason appeared to resent her very existence. In the second place, she +longed, with all a school-girl's longing, for change, and to see England +and Europe had been the very height of her ambition. And in the third +place--and this was a secret that she safely guarded in her own +bosom--she would the sooner see Captain Tregony; for if she were in +England she would be among the first to give him welcome on his return +from India, and she imagined with a little thrill at her heart how his +face would light up and his eyes sparkle when he saw her standing behind +the rest, waiting to give him the warmest welcome of all. + +This little secret added a peculiar charm and zest to life, and all the +more so because every arrangement had been made respecting her future, +as though Captain Tregony had no existence. She imagined sometimes that +her father had been under the guidance of a special providence when he +made Sir Charles Tregony her trustee, that Sir Charles was under the +same kindly influence when he accepted the responsibility and took her +to the shelter of his own home. + +Had she known the scheming and man[oe]uvering that went on at an earlier +date, her faith in providence would have been rudely shaken. But she had +no idea that she was only a pawn in a game that was being played by +others. It was some solace to John Grover, even when dying, that his +only child would mix with the English aristocracy and probably become +"my lady" before she had finished her earthly course. + +To John Grover, who had started life with empty pockets, who had +struggled through years of grinding poverty, who had "struck oil," as he +termed it, in middle life and made a huge fortune before he was +fifty--to such a man the thought of his daughter marrying an English +officer who was also heir to a baronetcy was a distinction almost too +great to be shaped into words. + +To have married the President of the United States would have been +nothing comparable to it. It was a proud day for John Grover when he +discovered that his first wife, the mother of Madeline, was remotely +connected with the Tregonys of Trewinion Hall, Cornwall. He wrote +claiming relationship with Sir Charles on the strength of it, much to +the Baronet's annoyance and disgust. But several years later, when John +Grover had become a millionaire, Sir Charles decided to hunt him up. A +penniless man was one thing, a man with a million was another. + +Sir Charles himself was as poor as a church mouse, that is taking his +position into account. His son and heir, Gervase, was a young man of +very expensive tastes and very lax notions of economy. Hence if their +ancestral hall could be refurnished by American dollars, and Gervase's +debts paid off out of the savings of this John Grover, it would be a +happy and an ingenious stroke of business. + +Of course, diplomacy would be needed, and diplomacy of the most delicate +and subtle kind. Sir Charles took Gervase into his confidence, and +Gervase confided to his father that he was prepared to marry anybody in +reason so long as she had plenty of the needful. + +Sir Charles took a voyage to the United States and interviewed his +relatives. A few months later Gervase went across and paid court to +Madeline, and with remarkable success. Madeline was in her seventeenth +year at the time, romantic, inexperienced and impressionable. Then came +the death of her father, the discovery that Sir Charles Tregony was her +trustee, and the option of spending her minority in Trewinion Hall. + +So far everything had happened as anticipated. There had been no hitch +anywhere, and to all appearances the little scheme would be brought to a +successful issue. + +Sir Charles kept Gervase well posted up as to the course of events. + +"She has not the remotest idea that we have any designs upon her," he +said, in one of his early letters. "If she got the smallest hint I fear +she might jib. She has grown to be a remarkably handsome girl, high +spirited and intelligent. There is nobody here to whom she will lose her +heart, and I am keeping her as secluded as possible till you return. I +trust to you to put as much warmth in your letters to her as you think +advisable. At present she thinks the world of you. I am sure of it. You +impressed her mightily when you were in the States. She regards you as a +sort of saint and hero rolled into one. She thinks also that you are +immensely clever. Hence it is rather a difficult _role_ you will have to +play. By letter you can do a great deal between now and the new year. +Keep up the idealism. She is very puritanic in some of her notions. +Don't shock her, for the world. If you can arrange an engagement before +you return so much the better. A long courtship, I fear, might spoil +everything. She has sharp eyes; and yet you have to guard against being +too precipitate. So far, I flatter myself we have both handled the +matter with great delicacy. A few months more, and--with care and +judgment, you may snap your fingers at the world." + +Sir Charles had rightly estimated her character in one respect. If +Madeline had had the smallest suspicion that he and his son had designs +upon her--that a deliberate plot was being hatched--her indignation +would have known no bounds. + +But her own little secret had been, perhaps, the best safeguard against +any such suspicion. To her ingenuous mind the world was the best of all +possible places. Her friends had so arranged her life and her lot that +everything appeared to be working together for the best. She had not to +worry about anything. The Captain's letters had as much warmth in them +as she could desire. Her future, shaped for her without any contriving +of her own--shaped by friends and by Providence, left nothing to be +desired. + +It was clear what the Captain wished. It would have pleased her father +had he been alive, it would be satisfactory to Sir Charles, it would fit +in with her own conception of life. So she would dance along the +primrose way without a want, without a care, without a responsibility. +There would be gaiety, and mirth, and music, balls and crushes, and +social functions of all sorts and kinds. She would get into social +circles she had never known before, and be "Lady" Tregony before she +died. + +It was all as straight as a rule, and as clear as a sunbeam. + +Why had it never seemed empty and sordid and selfish until to-night? Why +did her inward eyes look for a sterner and more heroic way? Why did +pleasure look so uninviting and duty wear such a noble mien? Why was all +her future outlook changed as in a flash? + +These were questions she was debating with herself when a new day stole +into the room. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + THE CAPTAIN'S LETTER + + +A few days later, Madeline received a letter from Captain Tregony, which +contained a carefully-worded, though very definite, proposal of +marriage. Gervase had been only too pleased to carry out his father's +suggestion. The prospect of fingering at an early date a few of her +surplus dollars was a very tempting one. He was not particularly in love +with her. He had got through the sentimental age, so he believed. +Moreover, he had seen so much of life and the world, and had had such a +wide and varied experience of feminine kind that he was not likely to be +carried off his feet by a pretty face or engaging manners. + +Nevertheless, if he was to marry at all--and since he was an only son +and heir to a title and estates, marriage seemed a very obvious +duty--then there was no one, all things considered, he would sooner take +to his heart and endow with all his worldly goods than Madeline Grover. +She was very young, very pretty, very sweet-tempered, and, best of all, +very rich; and he knew no one else who possessed such a combination of +excellencies. + +It had been a great relief to him when he went out to America to make +the acquaintance of John Grover's daughter, to discover that she was +such an unspoiled child of nature. He had been haunted by the fear that +she might be ugly or ignorant or uneducated. Hence, when he found a +charming school-girl, ingenuous, unsophisticated, impressionable, he +heaved a big sigh of relief, and set to work at once to make a +favourable and an abiding impression. + +He would have proposed then and there had he considered it politic to do +so. His father, however, who was his chief adviser, would not hear of +it. "You will spoil the whole game if you do," Sir Charles insisted. +"Make a good impression now, and let time and absence deepen it. She +will put a halo round your head after a few weeks' absence, and eagerly +look forward to the next meeting." + +In this Sir Charles showed his knowledge of human nature, especially of +feminine human nature. + +Gervase had hinted that, if he was not getting old, he was getting +distinctly older, that the crows'-feet were very marked about his eyes, +and that his hair was getting decidedly thin. + +"My dear boy," Sir Charles said, affectionately, "that is all in your +favour. If she were eight or nine and twenty, she might cast longing +eyes on the youths, but a girl of seventeen always dotes on an elderly +man. Always! I don't know why it should be so, but I simply state a +fact. Girls have not a particle of reverence or even respect for youths +of twenty-one or two. They sigh for a man who bears the scars of years +and battle." + +So Gervase went away to India, leaving his father to work the oracle for +him at home. On the whole, Sir Charles's forecast had proved correct. +Things had turned out much as he anticipated they would. + +Madeline read the Captain's letter with a distinct heightening of +colour. She was still weak and a little inclined to be hysterical. Her +adventure on the cliffs had shaken her nerves to an extent she was only +just beginning to realise. + +She closed her eyes after she had put the letter back in the envelope, +and tried to think. The Captain's proposal had not surprised her in the +least, while the manner of it was just what she had expected. He had +used just the right words and said neither too much nor too little. + +She admired him for his reticence, and for his strength in holding +himself so well in check, and yet there was a passionate earnestness in +his well-chosen words that revealed the depth of his affection, as well +as his determination to win. + +Very adroitly and diplomatically also he had hinted of the good time +they might have together. They would not settle down in a sleepy place +like St. Gaved. They would have a town house, and perhaps a +shooting-box in Scotland, and when tired of the United Kingdom they +would travel on the Continent--Paris, Vienna, Monte Carlo, Florence, +were delightful places to visit, and to tarry in for a few weeks or +months. The common work-a-day world might roar and fret and toil and +perspire, but they would live in a serener atmosphere, undisturbed by +the jar and strife that went on around them. + +It was a very fair and enticing picture that his words conjured up, and +one that she had often pictured for herself. This was the future that +her friends, in conjunction with a kindly Providence, had shaped for +her. There seemed nothing for her to do but say "Yes." It was all in the +piece. Her life had been beautifully planned, and planned without effort +or contrivance by anybody. The current had borne her along easily and +gently to the inevitable union with Gervase Tregony. + +His face and form came up before her again as she last saw him. How +handsome he looked in his uniform! How fierce his eyes were when he +looked at other people, how gentle when he looked at her! Some people +might think his voice harsh and raucous, but there was an undertone of +music in it for her. It was the voice of a hero, of a man born to +command. Its echoes seemed to be in the air even now. + +And yet for some reason her heart did not respond as it once did. Was it +that her nerves had been shaken--that she had not quite got over the +shock of the adventure? Something had happened during the last few days, +but what it was she could not quite understand. The life of pleasure, to +which she had looked forward, undisturbed by a single note of human +pain, did not appeal to her, for some reason, as once it did. A new +ingredient had been dropped into the cup, a new thought had come into +her brain, a new impulse had shaken her heart. + +Had she looked at death so closely that life could never be the same to +her again, or was it that she looked at life more truly and steadily? +Had a change come over other people, or was the change wholly in +herself? That something had happened she was certain, but what it was, +was a question she could not definitely answer. + +Of one thing, however, she was sure. If the letter had come three or +four days sooner, it would have found her in a wholly different frame of +mind. Hence, whatever the change was, it was compassed by these few +days. + +Her meditations were disturbed by a knock at the door, and a moment +later Dr. Pendarvis entered. "Ah! you are better this morning," he said, +in his bright, cheery fashion. "Now, let me feel your pulse." And he +drew up a chair and sat down by her side. + +"A little inclined to be jumpy still, eh? Ah, well, you had rather a +nasty experience. But you'll be all right again in a few days." + +"I think I am all right now," she said, with a smile. "Don't you think I +might go out of doors?" + +"Well, now, what do you think yourself?" he questioned, stroking his +chin and smiling. + +"I'm just a little shaky on my feet," she answered, "but I guess that +would go off when I got into the fresh air." + +"And how about the bruises?" + +"Oh, they are disappearing one by one." + +"And how far do you think you could walk?" + +"I don't know, but I do know it's awfully dull being in the house." + +"And do you want to go anywhere in particular?" he asked innocently, and +he glanced at her furtively out of the corner of his eye. + +"Oh, no!" she answered, blushing slightly; "or, at any rate, not just +yet. Of course, when I get stronger I shall be glad to walk into St. +Gaved again." + +"You ran into it last time," he said, laughing. "What a day of +adventures you had to be sure!" + +"I was compelled to run," she said, averting her eyes and looking out of +the window; "he would have drowned if I hadn't." + +"Exactly. And it was touch and go by all accounts. He couldn't have held +out many minutes longer." + +"And is he going on all right, doctor?" She turned her eyes suddenly +upon him, and waited with parted lips for his answer. + +"Well, about as well as can be expected," he answered, slowly, "taking +all the circumstances into account." + +"And is he suffering much pain?" + +"A good deal I should say. In fact, that is inevitable." + +"He must wish me far enough." + +"It depends how far that is, I should say," and the old doctor chuckled. + +"You've not heard him heaping maledictions on my defenceless head?" + +"No, I have not," he answered, with a satirical smile; "but then you see +he's not given to expressing his thoughts in public." + +"Exactly. I guess his thoughts about me would not bear repeating in any +polite society." + +"That is possible," the old doctor said, pursing his lips, and looking +thoughtful. + +"I suppose no one sees him yet?" + +"Well, Chester or I myself see him every day--sometimes twice." + +"I intend seeing him myself soon." + +"You do?" + +"Yes I do. There's nothing wrong in it, is there?" + +"Why do you ask that question?" + +"Because you've got such stupid notions about propriety in this country. +In fact, few things seem to be regarded as proper except what is highly +improper. I'm constantly stubbing my toes against the notice tablets, +'keep off the grass,' the dangerous places are left without warning." + +The doctor laughed. + +"Isn't it true what I'm saying?" she went on. "Half the people seem to +be straining at gnats and swallowing camels. Directly you propose to do +some perfectly innocent thing, if it should happen to be unconventional, +you are met with shocked looks and outstretched hands and cries of +protest. I'm getting rather tired of that word 'proper.'" + +"But Society must have some code to regulate itself by," he said, with +an air of pretended seriousness. + +"Aren't the Ten Commandments good enough?" she questioned. + +"Well, hardly," he said, in a tone of banter. "You see they are a bit +antiquated and out of date. Society, as at present constituted, must +have everything of the most modern type. And modernity is not able to +tolerate such an antiquated code as the Decalogue." + +"What do you mean by Society?" she questioned. + +"Ah! now you have cornered me," he said, with a laugh. "But just at the +moment I was thinking of the idle rich. Men and women who have more +money than they know how to spend, and more time than they know how to +kill. The people who have never a thought beyond themselves, who live to +eat and dress, and pander to the lowest passions of their nature. Who +will spend thousands on a dinner fit only for gourmands, while the +people around them are dying of hunger. Who waste in folly and luxury +and vice what ought to go for the uplifting of the downtrodden and +neglected. It is a big class in England, and a growing class, recruited +in many instances from across the water----" + +"You mean from my country?" she questioned. + +"Yes, from your country," he said, with a touch of indignation in his +voice, "they come bringing their bad manners and their diamonds, and +they hang round the fringe of what is called the 'Smart Set,' and they +bribe impecunious dowagers and such like to give them introductions, and +they worm their way into the big houses, and God alone knows what +becomes of them afterwards. I have a brother who has a big practice in +the West-end. You should hear him talk----" + +"If people are rich," Madeline retorted warmly, "they have surely the +right to enjoy themselves in their own way so long as they do no wrong." + +"Enjoy themselves," he snorted. "Is enjoyment the end of life?--and such +enjoyment! Has duty no place in the scheme of existence? Because people +have grown rich through somebody else's toil----" + +"Or through their own toil," she interrupted. + +"Or through their own toil--if any man ever did it--are they justified +in wasting their life in idle gluttony, and in wasteful and wanton +extravagance?" + +"Extravagance is surely a question of degree," she replied. "A hundred +dollars to one man may be more than ten thousand to another." + +"I admit it. But your idle profligate, whether man or woman, is an +offence." + +"What do you mean by profligate?" + +"I mean the creature who lives to eat and drink and dress. Who shirks +every duty and responsibility, who panders to every gluttonous and +selfish desire. Who hears the cry of suffering and never helps, who +wastes his or her substance in finding fresh sources of so-called +enjoyment, or discovering new thrills of sensation." + +"But we surely have a right to enjoy ourselves?" + +"Of course we have. But not after the fashion of swine. We are not +animals. We are men and women with intellectual vision and moral +responsibility. The true life lies along the road of duty and help and +goodwill." + +"Yes, I agree with you in that. But I do not like to hear anyone speak +slightingly of my country people." + +"For your country and your people as a whole, I have the greatest +respect. But every country has its snobs and its parasites; and it is +humbling that our own great army of idle profligates should receive +recruits from the great Republic of the West." + +When Dr. Pendarvis had gone Madeline sat for a long time staring out of +the window, but seeing nothing of the fair landscape on which her eyes +rested. She tried to recall what it was that led their conversation into +such a serious channel. To say the least of it, it was not a little +strange that he should have taken the hazy and nebulous efforts of her +own brain, and shaped them into clear and definite speech. The life of +ease and pleasure and self-indulgence to which she had looked forward +with so much interest and with such childish delight, he had denounced +with a vigour she had half resented, and which all the while she felt +answered to the deepest emotions of her nature. + +She took the Captain's letter from the envelope and read it again. It +was a most proper letter in every respect. There was not a word or +syllable that anyone could take the slightest exception to. The +love-making was intense and yet restrained, the pleading eloquent and +even tender, the prospect pictured such as any ordinary individual would +hail with delight. What was it that it lacked? + +It seemed less satisfying since her talk with the doctor than before. + +The Captain pleaded for an answer by return of post. He wanted to have +the assurance before he left India for home. He was tired of roughing it +and wanted to look forward to long years of domestic peace. If the +engagement were settled now they would be able to set up a house of +their own soon after his return. + +She put away the letter after reading it through twice, and heaved a +long sigh. + +"If it had come a week ago," she said to herself, "I should have +answered 'Yes' without any misgiving. But now, everything seems +changed. Perhaps I shall feel differently when I get out of doors +again." + +On the following day she took a ramble in the rose garden, and sat for +an hour on the lawn in the sunshine. On the second day she strayed into +the plantation beyond the park, and on the third day she ventured on to +the Downs, and came at length to the high point on the cliffs where she +first met Rufus Sterne. Here she sat down and looked seaward, and +thought of home and all that had happened since she left it. + +The plan of her life which had looked so clear was becoming more and +more hazy and confused. Was Providence interposing to upset its own +arrangements? Was she to tread a different path from what she had +pictured. + +The fresh air brought the colour back to her cheeks again, and vigour to +her limbs, but it did not clear away the mists that hung about her brain +and heart. The Captain's letter remained day after day unanswered. + +"If I were engaged to the Captain," she said to herself, reflectively, +"It might not be considered proper for me to call on Rufus Sterne. But +while I am free, I am free. He saved my life, and it would be mean of me +not to call. So I shall follow my heart"; and she rose to her feet and +turned her steps towards home. + + + + + CHAPTER X + + A VISITOR + + +Mrs. Tuke came into the room on tip-toe, and closed the door softly +behind her. There was a mysterious expression in her eyes, and she began +at once to straighten the chairs and re-arrange the antimacassars. Her +best parlour had been turned, for the time being, into a bedroom. To +carry Rufus Sterne up the steep and narrow staircase was a task the +fishermen refused to undertake, especially as Rufus had pleaded to be +allowed to remain on the sofa. So a bed had been set up in the +parlour--not without serious misgivings on the part of Mrs. Tuke, though +she admitted the convenience of the arrangement later on. After Mrs. +Tuke had arranged the furniture and antimacassars to her satisfaction, +she advanced to the side of the bed. + +"A lady has called to see you," she said, in an awed whisper. + +"A lady?" Rufus questioned, with a slight lifting of the eyebrows. + +Mrs. Tuke nodded. + +"To see me or simply to inquire?" + +"To see you." + +"Do I know the lady?" and a faint tinge of colour came into his cheek. + +"I suppose so. You ought to do at any rate. It's that scare-away +American as is staying at the Hall." And Mrs. Tuke turned and looked +apprehensively toward the door. + +Rufus felt his heart give a sudden bound, but he answered quietly +enough: "Is she waiting in the passage?" + +"No, I turned her into your room. Are you going to see her?" + +"Most certainly. I think it is awfully kind of her to call." + +"I suppose being a furrener explains things?" + +"Explains what, Mrs. Tuke?" + +"Well, in my day young ladies had different notions of what was the +proper thing to do." + +"No doubt, Mrs. Tuke; but the world keeps advancing, you see." + +"Keeps advancing, do you call it. I am thankful that none of my girls +was brought up that way." And Mrs. Tuke walked with her most stately +gait out of the room. + +Rufus waited with rapidly beating heart. For days past--ever since the +pain had become bearable, in fact--he had been longing for a glimpse of +the sweet face that had captivated his fancy from the first. That she +would call to see him he did not anticipate for a moment. That she had +made inquiries concerning his condition he knew from his conversations +with Dr. Pendarvis. More than that he could not expect, whatever he +might desire. Hence, to be told that she was in the house, that she was +waiting to see him, seemed to set vibrating every nerve he possessed. + +He heard a faint murmur of voices coming across the narrow lobby, and +wondered what Mrs. Tuke was saying to her visitor. He hoped she would +not feel it incumbent upon her to unburden her puritanical soul. When +Mrs. Tuke was "drawn out," as she expressed it, she sometimes used great +plainness of speech. At such times neither rank nor station counted. To +clear her conscience was the supreme thing. + +On the present occasion, however, Madeline got the first innings. She +guessed from the set of Mrs. Tuke's lips that she did not altogether +approve. Moreover, she was afraid that on the occasion of her first +visit--when Mrs. Tuke revived her with burnt feathers--she had not made +a very good impression. + +Madeline came, therefore, fully armed and prepared to use all her wiles. +She waited with a good deal of trepidation until Mrs. Tuke returned from +her lodger's room. + +"What a noble, generous soul you must be, Mrs. Tuke," she said, and she +looked straight into the cold, blue eyes and smiled her sweetest. + +Mrs. Tuke drew herself up and frowned. + +"And how lovely you keep your house," Madeline went on, "and what taste +you have shown in arranging your furniture." + +Mrs. Tuke's face relaxed somewhat, and she gave the corner of the table +cloth a little tug to straighten it. + +"I think people stamp their character on everything they do, don't you, +Mrs. Tuke? If a woman is a lady the house shows it. Look at these +flowers how beautifully arranged they are," and Madeline bent down her +head and sniffed at them. + +"Some people never notice such things," Mrs. Tuke said, in an aggrieved +tone. + +"Oh, Mrs. Tuke! how can they help it; I am sure you would recognise +taste and beauty anywhere." + +"So many of the women hereabouts have no taste," Mrs. Tuke replied. +"They keep their houses any fashion. I always say you can tell what a +house is like by the window curtains. You need not put your head inside +the door." + +"I quite agree with you, Mrs. Tuke. May I ask where you send your +curtains to be got up so beautifully?" + +"I get 'em up myself." + +"No?" + +"I do, indeed," and Mrs. Tuke smiled upon her visitor most benignantly. + +"How clever you must be. Do you know I think we should become quite fast +friends? We seem to understand each other so well. Some people never +understand each other. Now, if you were like some narrow, uncharitable +people you would not approve of my calling to see Mr. Sterne." + +Mrs. Tuke started, and took a sidelong glance out of the window. + +"And I have no doubt," Madeline went on, "if some of the people in St. +Gaved got to know that I was in the habit of calling here they would say +all sorts of uncharitable things." + +"I've not the least doubt of it," Mrs. Tuke said, severely. + +"It is so nice to think you are not one of that sort," Madeline said, +with a winning smile. "If I came here fifty times I know you would not +talk about it. You see you understand people, Mrs. Tuke. And in America, +as you know, girls have so much more freedom than they have in this +country." + +"So I've heard." + +"It's natural, perhaps; they go to the same State schools together, and +they grow up to respect each other. The girls learn self-reliance, and +the boys chivalry." + +"That sounds very nice," Mrs. Tuke remarked, with an interested look. + +"It ought to be so everywhere. I don't think much of a girl who is not +able to take care of herself." + +"But men are not to be trusted, my dear," Mrs. Tuke said, with a pained +expression in her eyes. + +"Then they should be avoided and ostracised." + +"Yes, I quite agree with you," Mrs. Tuke said, doubtfully; "but had you +not better go and see Mr. Sterne now? Between ourselves, I believe he +will be terribly impatient." + +"And we'll renew our interesting conversation some other time." + +"It's kind of you to want to talk to an old woman like me." + +"You must not call yourself old, Mrs. Tuke," and Madeline tripped across +the hall, and knocked timidly at the parlour door. + +"Come in," called a clear, even voice, and Madeline turned the handle +and entered. Her heart was beating considerably faster than usual, and +directly she caught sight of Rufus a choking sensation came into her +throat. + +It was painfully pathetic to see this strong, handsome man lying pale +and helpless on his narrow bed, and all because of her. If she had not +been foolish and headstrong it would not have happened. And yet a great +wave of gratitude surged over her heart at the same moment. His life had +been spared. If he had been drowned she would never have forgiven +herself to the day of her death. + +He greeted her with a smile that was all brightness and sunshine. For +the moment all the pain and disappointment and foreboding of the last +week were forgotten. The presence of this beautiful girl was +compensation for all he had endured. + +"It is good of you to come," he said, in a tone that vibrated with +unmistakable gratitude. + +"No, please don't say that," she answered, a mist coming up before her +eyes. "I was afraid you might hate the very sight of me." + +He smiled at her for answer, and pointed to a chair. + +"I've been wanting to see you for days," she went on; "wanting to ease +my heart by telling you how grateful I am, and how terribly I regret +causing you so much loss and suffering." + +He smiled again. What answer could he make to such words of +self-revealing? He would simply have to let her talk on until she gave +him something to reply to. + +"I told Dr. Pendarvis that I expected in secret you were heaping +maledictions on my defenceless head." + +"Have you so poor an opinion of me as all that?" he questioned, looking +steadily into her sweet, brown eyes. + +"Well, you see, I calculate I was judging you by myself somewhat." + +"And if you had saved me, and slightly damaged yourself in the process, +would you have been very angry with me?" + +"Oh! I am only a girl, and if I were disabled for a year, nobody would +be the loser. But with you it is different. I wish it had been the other +way about." + +"I don't." + +"No?" + +"No, I am glad things are as they are." + +"But your invention is at a standstill." + +"Who told you about my invention?" + +"Dr. Pendarvis, I think. Oh no, it was Dr. Chester; he said you would be +a great man some day." + +"Dr. Chester will have to cultivate the habit of thinking before he +speaks," he said, with a laugh, "If I can be a useful man, I shall be +content." + +"Is it better to be useful than to be great?" she questioned, naively. + +"Oh, well, that all depends, I expect, on the meaning you attach to +words," he answered, with a broad smile. "If a man is truly great, he +is, of course, useful, while a man may be very useful without being +great." + +"Oh, then, I shall back Dr. Chester," she said, with a pretty shrug of +her shoulders. + +"You had better not," he said, soberly. "Not that it will matter, of +course. For whether I win or lose, you cannot be affected by the one or +the other." + +"Why not?" + +"Oh, for fifty reasons." + +"Please give me one." + +"I would rather not." + +"But I insist upon it." + +"And if I still refuse?" + +"I shall stay here till you do answer." + +"Oh, that will be delightful," he answered, laughing. "How quickly the +days will pass." + +"Oh, Mr. Sterne, I did not know you could be so provoking," she said, +with a little pout. + +"Do you really want a reason?" he said, looking gravely into her eyes. + +"Really and truly." + +"Well, then, my invention will affect only the toilers--the poor people +if you like. Its success or failure will not matter one whit to Sir +Charles Tregony, for instance, and you belong to the same circle, do you +not?" + +"But its success or failure will matter to you, won't it?" + +"It will matter everything to me." + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"Just what I say. Everything means everything. I've staked my all." + +"Oh, no, you have not," she said, brightly. "You may have staked your +fortune, and your reputation as an inventor, and your immediate +prospects. But life is left." + +He caught his breath sharply. "But what is life worth when all you have +lived for is swept away?" + +"And have you nothing else to live for?" she questioned, seriously. + +"Nothing! I'm a lonely soul in a lonely world." + +"But there is still life," she persisted. "And no great soul gives up at +one failure or at ten." + +He felt the hot blood rush to his face and he averted his eyes +instinctively. He did his best to recover himself before she should +notice, but her keen eyes were quick to see the look of pain and +distress that swept over his face. + +"Now I have said something foolish--something that has hurt you----" she +began. + +"My leg hurts me occasionally," he answered, with a poor attempt at a +smile. + +"I have been very thoughtless," she said, rising suddenly to her feet. +"I did not think how I must be tiring you." + +"But you have not tired me at all," he persisted. "You have done me +good. You cannot think how intolerably irksome it is lying here helpless +day after----" then he checked himself suddenly. It was his turn now to +see a look of distress come into her eyes. + +"And it is all my fault," she interrupted. "Oh, if I could only atone in +some measure." + +"You have atoned, if atonement were needed, by coming to see me. Will +you not come again?" + +"May I? Really and truly it would do me good if I could serve you in +some way. I might read to you if you would let me, or write your +letters." + +He felt himself shaken as if with a tempest. He knew, as if by instinct, +that he had reached the most fateful--perhaps the most perilous--crisis +in his life. He had only to say the word and this beautiful girl would +come and sit by his side day after day, come out of pure goodness and +gratitude, never dreaming what her presence might mean to him. + +He was only too painfully conscious that he was half in love with her +already. She had touched his heart and imagination as no one had ever +done before. From the time he caught that first glimpse of her face as +she was driving from the station until now, she had been almost +constantly in his thoughts. It was as though the fates--malicious as +usual--had conspired to throw them together, for if he learned to love +her, only misery and heart-ache could be the result. She would think of +him only as someone she ought to be kind to. She was out of his circle. +Whoever, or whatever she might have been in America, here she was the +ward of Sir Charles Tregony, one of the proudest and most exclusive men +in the county. Besides, for all he knew, she might be engaged already. + +Beyond all, there was the fact that his life was at stake. If his +project failed he was bound in honour to see that Felix Muller suffered +no loss. The rights of the Life Assurance Company had not occurred to +him even yet. There must be no human ties to make the struggle harder. +If the worst came to the worst--a possibility that would persist in +haunting him--he must go unmourned and unmourning into the darkness. + +The brain works quickly in times of excitement and emotion, and all +these considerations passed through his mind as in a flash. Should he +tell this sweet-eyed girl that she must not come to see him again, and +let her go away believing that he disapproved of her coming at all? + +Better so. Better a few hours or days of sharp pain now than a life-long +agony after. + +"I must be brave," he said to himself. "The first lesson in life is +self-conquest." + +The form of words he decided to use shaped themselves quickly. The more +explicit the better. + +He turned his head toward her with resolutions full grown in his heart, +and their eyes met again. + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + A TALK BY THE WAY + + +Generally speaking, Rufus Sterne was not lacking in courage, either +physical or moral. But no man knows his strength till he is tested. Many +a man has passed through tempest and flood, fire and sword, unscathed +and undaunted, and in the end has gone down helplessly and ignominiously +before a pair of soft brown eyes. + +When Rufus turned his head he meant to say firmly but kindly that it +would be better if they did not meet again. And then he would soothe the +hurt--if hurt there should be--by telling her how grateful he was for +her visit and how much he appreciated her kindness. + +He was quite sure she would understand. She was not a child and her eyes +were more than ordinarily sharp. If she chose to take offence, of +course, he would be sorry; but better she should be offended than that +he should break his heart. + +He was bristling all over with courage when their eyes met, and then all +his strength departed. Madeline had no thought of conquest. She only +wanted to be kind. She felt infinitely pitiful toward this strong man +who had been brought low through her, and her pity shone in her eyes and +vibrated in every tone of her voice. + +It was her artlessness, her sweet ingenuousness that broke Rufus down. +In addition to which she was so exquisitely beautiful, while the +unfamiliar lilt and intonation of her voice were like music in his +ears. + +"It will be just heaven if you will come and read to me sometimes," he +heard himself saying, and then he wondered whether he was awake or +dreaming. + +"Then I will come to-morrow. It will be perfectly lovely to do some +little bit of good in the world." + +The room seemed to grow dark when she took her departure, as though a +cloud drifted across the face of the sun. For a long time he lay quite +still, looking at the door, behind which she had disappeared. His heart +was in a strange tumult, but whether pleasure or pain predominated he +did not know. What he did know was that the intoxication of her presence +was the sweetest thing he had ever known, but below the sweet and +struggling to get to the top, was a sense of something exceedingly +bitter. + +He felt like a drunkard steadily gravitating toward the tap-room. His +moral sense, his better judgment, urged him to turn aside or turn back; +his appetite, his desire for excitement or forgetfulness lured him with +irresistible force. + +"I know I am a fool," he said to himself, "and I shall have to pay +dearly enough for my folly later on, but I can't help it." + +He had rather prided himself on his courage, and this confession of +weakness, even to himself, was distinctly humiliating. + +It was the kind of thing for which he would have allowed no excuse in +any other man. It was a pet theory of his that a man ought to be always +master of himself, and that any man who allowed himself to be dominated +and conquered by a human passion was not worthy of respect or even +sympathy. + +Men who fail to live up to their theories are generally prolific in +excuses. To own himself beaten out and out was too much for his +self-respect. He had taken a step down, he knew, but there was a +reason for it. Perhaps, if he searched diligently enough, he would be +able to justify his conduct to the full. + +[Illustration: "IT WILL BE JUST HEAVEN IF YOU WILL COME AND READ TO ME +SOMETIMES"] + +Before the day was out, he found any number of excuses. This life, he +told himself, was all, and youth was the best part of life, in fact, the +only part in which enjoyment could find a place, and if a cup of delight +was placed to his lips, was it wise to dash it to the ground and spill +all its contents, because it was possible and even probable it would +leave a bitter taste in the mouth. But even though he was sure the +bitter taste would follow, was he not justified in taking the sweet when +he had the chance? Had not somebody said: + + "'Tis better to have loved and lost + Than never to have loved at all"? + +Besides, he had not to consider only himself. That would be selfish. +This sweet-eyed girl wanted an outlet for her gratitude and generosity, +and if he rudely pushed aside the hand that was outstretched to help, +and churlishly refused her sympathy, how hurt she would be. And a man +would be a brute to give pain to so sweet a soul; he would rather cut +his hand off than do it. + +Also it did not follow that because he saw more of her he would become +more deeply in love with her. He would recognise, of course, all the way +through that she was out of his circle--that was a fact he would never +allow to pass out of his mind. And keeping that in mind, he would be +able to keep guard over his own heart. + +So before the day was done, he was able to extract all the poison from +his surrender. He might not have done the heroic thing, but it did not +necessarily follow that he had done a foolish thing. Chance had flung +this girl across his path, why should it be an evil chance? Why might +there not grow out of the acquaintance something for the good of both? + +Having arrived at that position, he ceased calling himself a fool, and +gave himself up to pleasant dreams and even more pleasant anticipations. +Closing his eyes he recalled their conversation, recalled every +expression of her sensitive face, every tone of her musical voice. + +He fancied her sitting again by his bedside. How dainty she was, how +unobtrusively and yet how exquisitely attired. Things he had been aware +of in a sub-conscious way now clearly defined themselves. He remembered +her teeth, even and white, her ears small and coloured like a sea-shell, +her eyebrows dark and straight, her eyelashes long, her mouth like +Cupid's bow. He remembered, too, how her rich brown hair grew low in her +neck, while a massive coil seemed to balance her shapely head. + +He smiled to himself at length. "How much I noticed," he said, "without +seeming to notice. I wonder if other people think her so good to look +upon." + +He slept better that night than he had done since his accident, and +through all his dreams Madeline seemed to glide, a healing and an +inspiring presence. He awoke with his nerves thrilling like harpstrings, +and a happy smile upon his lips. + +He had dreamed that his invention had realised a thousand times more +than he had ever hoped or imagined, that it had lifted him into the +region of affluence and power, that he took his place among the +successful men of his generation by right of what he had done, and that, +thrilling with the knowledge of his success, he had laid his heart at +the feet of Madeline Grover. "You have been my inspiration," he said to +her. "But for my love for you I could not have wrought and striven as I +have done," and for answer she laid her hands in his and lifted her face +to be kissed; and then the twittering of the sparrows under the eaves +awoke him. + +"Dreams are curious things," he said, the smile still upon his lips. +"Now I dream I fail, and now that I succeed. Both dreams cannot be true, +that is certain. I wonder. I wonder." + +He was still wondering when Mrs. Tuke brought him an early cup of tea. + +"Have you slept well?" she asked, and there was a sympathetic note in +her voice that he did not remember to have heard before. + +"The best night I have yet had," he said, cheerfully. + +"Then you don't think having so much company yesterday did you any +harm?" + +"It did me good, Mrs. Tuke. I was beginning to mope." + +"She is a beautiful creature." + +"You called her a scare-away American yesterday." + +"Did I? Oh, well, you see, I didn't know her so well then. Besides, I +never denied that she was good-looking." + +"But looks are only skin deep, I have heard you say." + +"And that I sticks to. But Miss Grover has sense and judgment. You +should have heard her talk yesterday. I never heard a girl of her age +speak with so much wisdom. We've quite taken to each other." + +"I'm very glad to hear it." + +"She's not to be judged by the ordinary foot-rule either." + +"No?" + +"In America girls have more freedom. You see, they've no king there, +only a president." + +Rufus laughed. + +"And everybody grows up equal, as it were. Girls learn to look after +themselves and men to respect 'em." + +"That's as it ought to be." + +"But the women of St. Gaved would be envious enough to bite their thumbs +off if they knew she made a friend of me; and would talk abominable. I +know 'em, and what they are capable of." + +"Some of them can gossip a bit," he said, reflectively. + +"And if they know'd I allowed her to see you," Mrs. Tuke went on. + +"The fat would be in the fire," he interrupted. + +"But they're not going to know. Do you think I don't know a lady when I +sees her, and know also what's due to her? You should hear Miss Grover +talk." + +"She has a taking way with her." + +"No, 'tisn't that. There's no chaff with her, and as for myself, I can't +abide flattery. But I do like common-sense," and with a self-satisfied +smile lighting up her severe face, Mrs. Tuke bustled out of the room. + +Rufus closed his eyes and laughed softly. "The little scare-away +American got in the first shot, that's evident," he chuckled, and he +kept on smiling to himself at intervals during the day. + +The afternoon was beginning to wear away before Madeline put in an +appearance. She came into the room like a breath of spring--gentle, +fragrant, energising. She was not at all shy, neither was she obtrusive. +There was never anything self-conscious in her movements. She was trying +to be kind, trying to pay in some measure a big debt of gratitude she +owed, and she was supremely happy in making the attempt. + +"Do you know, I feel real pleased with myself to-day," she said, in her +quaint American way. + +"Do you?" he questioned. + +"Seems to me living up in a big house like Trewinion Hall, one has +scarcely a chance of being kind or neighbourly, and when the chance does +come, it seems great." + +"Do you think exclusiveness and selfishness mean the same thing?" + +"I don't know. That's a sum I haven't figured out yet. But what would +you like me to read to you?" + +"Anything you like. I fear you will not consider my stock of books very +interesting." + +"Have they all to do with science and mechanics, and that sort of +thing?" + +"No, not all." + +She rose from her chair and went to a table on which several volumes +lay, and began to read their titles. "Principles of Western +Civilisation," "The Earth's Beginning," "Facts and Comments," "Education +and Empire," "Philosophy and Life." + +"Ah! here is a story book I expect. 'The Buried Temple,' by Maurice +Maeterlinck," and she picked up the book and began to turn over the +pages, then with a faint sigh she laid it down again. + +"Would you rather I talked to you?" she questioned, turning her face +toward him with a smile. + +"I think I would," he replied. "I am not much in the mood for philosophy +to-day." + +"But why vex your brains with philosophy at all? What you need when you +are ill is a real, good story. The next time I come to see you I'll +bring a book along with me." + +"What will you bring?" + +"I don't know yet. Do you like poetry?" + +"When it is poetry." + +"Are you sure you know it when you see it?" and she laughed good +humouredly. + +"Well, I would not like to dogmatise on that point," he answered. + +"You've read Whittier, of course?" + +"No." + +"Oh, I'm sorry for you. Whittier is great. I like him heaps better than +your Browning." + +"Why?" + +"Because I understand him better. I expect poetry is like beauty, in the +eye of the beholder, don't you think so? Now if poetry don't touch me, +don't thrill me, why, whatever it may be to other people it isn't poetry +to me. Do I make myself plain?" + +"Quite plain." + +"Now Whittier just says what I feel, but what I haven't the power to +express; just sums up in great, noble words the holiest emotions I have +ever known." + +"Yes." + +"Then Whittier is a man of faith and vision, as all poets must be if +they are to be great. I like Browning for that. He sees clear. He +doesn't merely hope, he believes. He not only 'faintly trusts the larger +hope,' he builds on the rock. A man who has no faith is like a bird with +a broken wing. Don't you think so?" + +"But what do you mean by faith?" he asked, uneasily. + +"Ah, now you want to puzzle me," she said, with a smile. + +"Oh, no I don't," he replied, quickly. "I only want to get your meaning +clearly." + +"But I'm not a poet," she answered. "I'm only a girl, and I can't find +the right words. But I just mean faith. Seeing the invisible, if I may +say so. Realising it. Being conscious of it." + +"The invisible?" he questioned. + +"Yes, God, and heaven, and immortality. Believing also in goodness and +humanity and the sacredness of human life." + +"Do you believe that human life is a very sacred thing?" + +"Why, of course I do! What a question to ask." + +"Does it seem so very strange?" + +"Why, yes. Think of the care that is taken of everybody, even the +worthless. Think of all the hospitals and asylums----" + +"Yes, that is one side of the question," he said. "What we may call the +sentimental side. But place human life in the scale against money or +territory or human ambition." + +"Well?" + +"We mow men down with machine guns or blow them up with dynamite--not in +twos or threes, but in thousands and tens of thousands, and the more we +kill the more satisfied we are." + +"Oh yes, I know. That is all very terrible," she said, with a puzzled +expression in her eyes. + +"But why terrible?" he questioned. + +"I can't explain myself very well," she answered, slowly; "but, of +course, we must defend our country." + +"Therefore country is more sacred than life." + +"Oh no, you are not going to catch me that way. To die for one's country +must be great, heroic." + +"Exactly. Therefore, in comparison with what we call country--that is, +our particular form of government, or our particular set of rulers, or +our particular stake in it--what you call the sacredness of human life +occupies a very subordinate position." + +"But you would risk your life in defence of your country?" she +questioned, evasively. + +"Most certainly I would," he answered, promptly; "but then you see I am +not hampered by any notions respecting the sacredness of human life." + +He was sorry a moment later that their conversation had taken the turn +it had. He felt that he would bite his tongue out rather than give this +sweet-eyed maiden pain; and that he had pained her was too evident by +the look upon her face. And yet, having gone so far, he was bound to be +honest. + +"If I held your views," he went on, "nothing would induce me to take a +human life--neither patriotism nor any other ism." + +"Oh, but," she said, quickly, "there are some things more sacred even +than life, honour for instance, and truth." + +"No doubt. But there is surely a difference between losing one's life, +giving it up for the sake of some great principle, and taking the life +of another." + +"Then you would not be afraid to die for something you valued much?" + +"Why should a man be afraid to die at all? Of course life is sweet while +you have something to live for, but to rest and be at peace, should not +that be sweet also?" + +"You want to live?" + +"Now I do. For the moment I have something to live for. Something that +gives zest to existence and fills all my dreams." + +"I am so sorry to have delayed its execution. Perhaps you will come to +it with more zest and insight after the long rest." + +"I think I shall," he answered, slowly, looking beyond her to where the +day grew red in the west. + +"I wish I could help you," she said, as if thinking aloud; "but women +can do so little." + +He withdrew his eyes from the window and looked at her again. + +"You will do much," he said, speaking earnestly. + +"How?" + +"By inspiring someone to be great. A clod would become a hero with +your--your----" then he broke off suddenly and withdrew his eyes. + +"Won't you finish the sentence?" she questioned, looking at him shyly. + +"Not to-day," he answered, and a few minutes later she rose to go. + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + FAIRYLAND + + +Madeline did not put in an appearance the next day or the day following +that. But on the third day she came into the room like a ray of +sunshine. + +"Well, I'm here," she said, in her bright, eager fashion; "but I was +just terribly afraid I wasn't going to get--there now, isn't that a +sentence to be remembered?" + +Rufus showed his welcome in every line of his face. It was a dull, rainy +day, with a blustering wind from the west and a sky that had not +revealed a speck of blue since morning. He had lain mostly in one +position, looking through the small window, watching the trees on the +other side of the road swaying in the wind, and listening to the fitful +patter of the rain. + +His thoughts had not been always of the most cheerful kind. The days and +weeks were passing surely, if slowly, while the great scheme on which he +had set his heart and his hopes was at a standstill. He was conscious, +too, of a new and terrible hunger that was steadily growing upon him--a +hunger for companionship, for sympathy, for love. The coming of Madeline +had changed his life, changed his outlook, changed the very centre of +gravity. Nothing seemed exactly the same as it did before. Even death +had changed its face, and the possibility of a life beyond forced itself +upon his brain with a new insistence. + +To win success had been his ambition--the one dream of his life. The +only immortality he desired was to live in a beneficent invention he had +wrought out. Now a new desire possessed him. There was something better +than success, something sweeter than fame. If he could win love. If he +could know the joy of a perfect sympathy. If--if----. + +His thoughts always broke off at a certain point. It seemed so hopeless, +so foolish. Until he had won some kind of position for himself it was +madness to think of love. At present he was working on borrowed capital, +and there was always before him the grim possibility that he might fail, +and failure meant the end of all things for him. Felix Muller should +never have reason to doubt his courage or his honour. + +Then he would start again, dreaming of Madeline. The two preceding days +had seemed painfully long. He had listened for her footsteps from noon +to night. He had watched for her coming more than they who wait for the +morning. He had pictured her smile a thousand times, and felt the warm +pressure of her hand in his. + +When at length she glided into the room his heart was too full for +speech. How bright she was, how winsome, how overflowing with life and +vivacity! The gloom and chill of autumn went out of the room as if by +magic, and the air was full of the perfume of spring violets and the +warmth of summer sunshine. + +She pulled off her gloves and threw them on the table and seated herself +in a chair near him. + +"Have you been very dull these last two or three days?" she questioned. + +"Rather," he answered. "You see, the fine weather has come to a sudden +end." + +"But I guess it will soon clear up again, though I am told your English +climate is not to be relied upon." + +"The only certain thing about it is its glorious uncertainty." + +"Well, there may be advantages in that; there's always a certain +interest in not knowing. Don't you think so?" + +"Most things have their compensations," he said, with a smile. + +"Then there's a chance of your being compensated for this long spell of +suffering and idleness." + +"As a matter of fact I have been compensated already." + +"No! in which way?" + +"Ah, that is not easy to explain," he said, turning away his eyes. "And +you might not understand me if I tried." + +"Am I so dense?" + +"I don't think you are dense at all. But I am not good at saying things +as they ought to be said. You will sympathise with me in that, I know." + +"Oh, that is mere equivocation. You simply don't want to tell me." + +"I would tell you a lot if I dared." + +"Dared?" + +"Yes. I should not like to drive you away or make you angry. Your +friendship is very sweet to me--that is one of the compensations." + +"The friendship of a mere girl is worth nothing to a grown, busy man, +who is fighting big problems and aiming at great conquests. If I could +only help you that would be just fine. But it is of no use hankering +after impossible things, is it? So I am going to read to you." + +"What are you going to read?" + +"A piece called 'Snow Bound.' Now listen," and for half-an-hour he did +not speak. Her voice rose and fell in musical cadence. He closed his +eyes so that he might catch all the melody of her voice. The lines she +read did not interest him at first. All his interest was in the +sweet-eyed reader. + +But he grew interested after awhile, and was touched unconsciously by +the beautiful faith and tender humanity that flashed out here and there. + +When she reached the end he opened his eyes and looked at her, her lips +were still apart, her eyes aglow with emotion. She was no longer the +bright, merry irresponsible girl. She seemed to have changed suddenly +into a strong, great-souled woman. + +"Would you mind reading a few stanzas over again?" he questioned, after +a pause. + +"With pleasure." + +"Beginning, 'O time and change.'" + +"Yes, I know," and she opened the book again. He listened with intense +eagerness. She dropped her voice a little when she came to the words: + + Alas for him who never sees + The stars shine through his cypress trees! + Who, hopeless, lays his dead away, + Nor looks to see the breaking day + Across the mournful marbles play! + Who hath not learned in hours of faith + The truth to flesh and sense unknown, + That Life is ever Lord of death, + And Love can never lose its own! + +She closed the book again and waited for him to speak. + +"It is a beautiful thought," he said, without opening his eyes. "If one +could only be sure it is true." + +"Be sure that what is true?" she asked, in a tone of surprise. + +"That Life is ever Lord of death. That Love can never lose its own." + +"Why do you think there can be any doubt about it?" + +He opened his eyes again and looked at her, and his heart smote him. It +would be a cruel thing to disturb her serene and simple faith with his +own doubts. Almost for the first time in his life he felt the utter +futility of the agnostic's creed. It had nothing to offer but a +catalogue of negations. To the parched and thirsty lips it placed an +empty cup, and before tired and longing eyes it held up a blank canvas. + +He had grown out of his religious creed as he had grown out of his +pinafores. His heart and his intellect alike had revolted against the +narrow orthodoxy of his grandfather. He had been driven farther into the +barren desert of negations by the pitiful parody of religion exhibited +by ecclesiastical organisations, and to complete the work Felix Muller +had inoculated him with the views of German materialists. He fancied, +like many another man who had followed in the same track, that he had +got to the bed-rock at last, that after much delving he had found the +truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. + +Yet it was truth that brought no hope, no comfort, no inspiration. He +was not eager to proclaim it to others. Men would be just as well off if +they never reached this _ultima Thule_--perhaps, better off. To persuade +men that there was no God, nor heaven, nor immortality, that this life +was all and the grave the end, was not the kind of thing to inspire men +to great deeds or heroic achievements. + +His intellect might mock at the simple faith of the sweet-eyed maiden. +He might honestly believe that she was living in a fool's paradise. But +if it was a paradise and there was nothing beyond it, why disturb her? +If death ended everything, let her enjoy her paradise as long as +possible. If it was the only paradise she would ever have, it would be +sheer cruelty to drive her out of it. + +If he destroyed her faith, what had he to give her to fill its place? +There was nothing in a string of negations to satisfy the hunger of a +human soul. Granted that her faith was folly, that her religion was pure +superstition, there was no denying that it was a very beautiful +superstition, that it invested life with a grandeur that nothing else +could give to it. + +And, after all, was he so sure that he had found the ultimate truth? He +had inscribed on his little banner _Ne plus ultra_, but had he any right +to dogmatise more than others? There might be a farther "beyond" which +faith could pierce. There might be truth which flesh and sense could +never apprehend. There might be spirit as well as matter. + +"I should like you to read me more from the same book," he said, at +length. + +"Oh! I will do that with pleasure," she said, eagerly. "I knew you would +like my dear old Quaker poet." + +"He has the gift of expression," he answered, cautiously. + +Then she began to read "The Eternal Goodness," slowly and reverently. + +He closed his eyes again, and listened with wrapt attention. The +beautiful faith of the poet seemed to strike a new chord in his being. +Moreover, the religion in which he had been reared, and from which he +had broken away, seemed a nobler and a Diviner thing than it had ever +appeared to him before. Stripped of its human glosses and paraphrases, +released from the rusty fetters of dogma, stated in simple language, it +awoke a dormant emotion in his nature that had never been touched until +now. + +"Would you mind leaving the book with me when you go?" he questioned, +when she had finished. + +"Of course I will leave it," she answered. + +"I am afraid I shall not see so much when I read it for myself," he went +on. "There is so much in the right emphasis being given." + +"Do you mean me to take that as a compliment?" she questioned, +playfully. + +"Not as an empty compliment," he answered, gravely. "You read +beautifully." + +She did not reply to that, but her eyes glowed with pleasure. + +During the next week or ten days he lived in a kind of fairyland. Every +now and then he had an unpleasant feeling that he would wake up sooner +or later with a start to discover that the gold was only tinsel, that +the rippling streams were dry, and the green and shady meadows a hot and +arid desert. + +Every day or two Madeline came to see him--came quite naturally and +without ceremony. She did not hide from herself the fact that she liked +to come. She frankly admitted that she liked the invalid. She told +herself that she would be an ungrateful little wretch if she didn't. He +had saved her life, and saved it at terrible risk to himself and +terrible suffering, and it would be selfish, indeed, on her part if she +did not try to cheer and brighten the long days that he was enduring, +and enduring so patiently on her account. + +Moreover, Rufus Sterne was no ordinary man. He belonged to a type she +had not met before. As yet she did not know how to describe him. He was +more or less of a mystery to her, and that in itself kindled and +sustained her interest. Most of the young men she had met she "saw +through" in ten minutes, and in half-an-hour had weighed them up, +classified and labelled them. + +But Rufus Sterne baffled her. He was altogether too complex for her +simple and easy method of analysis, too massive for her six-inch rule. +At times he seemed to her a huge bundle of contradictions. His face +could be as stern as the granite cliffs, his smile as sweet and winning +as spring sunshine. At times he was as silent and mysterious as the +sphinx, at other times brimming over with mirth and merriment. His +passion for truth and right filled her with admiration, his apparent +indifference to all religion struck her with dismay. He was a man of the +people in theory, in practice he lived alone, remote and friendless. + +It seemed to her sometimes a wonderful condescension on his part that he +deigned to notice her at all. Like most of her sex, she did not in her +heart think much of girls. She would defend them readily enough if they +were attacked, and if driven into a corner would acclaim their +superiority over men; but in reality she thought little of them. In the +main they were small and niggling, and not particularly magnanimous. +Neither did she place herself an inch higher than the average girl. She +was as conscious of her own limitations as anybody. + +Hence, that this strong, self-reliant man, who was fighting the world +single-handed, and toiling to complete some great invention, should make +her his friend, tell her that her friendship was very sweet to him, was +a compliment greater than had ever been paid to her before. + +She had never placed Rufus Sterne for a moment in the same category with +Gervase Tregony. Gervase was on her own level. He was not to her a +mysterious and unexplored country. She knew him thoroughly, knew what he +was capable of; had sounded all his depths and tabulated all his +qualifications. + +Hence, Gervase never over-awed her; never made her feel small or +insignificant. On the whole, she thought she liked him all the better +for that. Gervase might not be profound--that was hardly to be expected +in a soldier; he might not be morally sensitive--that also was +incompatible with the profession. But he was a good sort, so she +believed. A bit rough and over-mastering, but generous at heart. Not +vexed by social or political problems, but fond of life, and intent on +having a good time of it if he had the opportunity. + +She had never doubted for a moment that she and Gervase would get on +excellently together. Indeed, they appeared to have been designed for +each other, and yet she had hesitated to accept his proposal, and every +day her hesitation grew more and more pronounced. + +The fascination of Rufus Sterne's personality intensified as the days +passed away. Her admiration for his character increased. There was +nothing small or petty or niggling about him. She did not compare him +with Gervase Tregony, and yet unconsciously she found herself +contrasting the two men--contrasting them to Gervase's disadvantage. + +And yet in her heart she was very loyal to the man who had proposed to +her--the man who had captivated her girlish imagination by his splendid +uniform and masterful ways. + +Her feeling towards Rufus was of a different order. At first it was +merely a sense of gratitude; later on gratitude became suffused with +sympathy; but as the days passed away, other ingredients were added, +the most marked being admiration. His strength, his patience, his +reticence, all called forth her approval, till in time he became +something of a hero in her eyes. + +And all this time Rufus yielded himself more and more to the witchery of +her presence, and felt in some respects a better man in consequence. +There were compensations, no doubt. Her very presence created an +atmosphere that softened and humanised him. His hard, defiant cynicism +melted before her smile like snow in spring sunshine. Their +conversations touched and unlocked springs of emotion that had been +sealed for years; the books and poems she read to him broadened his +horizon and led him to re-open questions that he imagined were closed. +Her smile, her voice, her look, set all his nerves to music, and made +life a more beautiful thing than ever it had seemed before. + +But he knew all the time that there would come an awakening sooner or +later. They were like two happy children sauntering through green and +pleasant glades, screened from the storm and recking naught of the +desert beyond. + +For himself he avoided looking into the future. He would enjoy the +sunshine and the flowers as long as possible. In the long intervals +between her visits he recalled their conversations, and re-read the +pieces to which her voice had given so much meaning and melody. +Moreover, he turned the pages of the books she had lent him and +committed to memory some of the passages she had marked. They were sweet +to him because she loved them. + +So all unconsciously he strayed back from the hard desert of negations +in which he had wandered so long. Because he loved this sweet flower, he +loved all flowers for her sake. Indeed, love became the medium through +which he looked at all things; far distances became near, and new and +wider horizons loomed beyond. + +Whatever pain might come to him later on, the memory of these days would +remain an inspiration to him. To have loved so truly was surely in +itself an ennobling thing. Nothing would ever take out of his life these +golden threads that had been woven into its texture. The song might +cease, the voice of the singer be hushed, but the echo of the song would +remain in his heart to the very last. + +So he enjoyed those bright, peaceful days to the full, and tried not to +anticipate the future. "Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof," he +said to himself. But the day of awakening was nearer than he thought. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + THE AWAKENING + + +Rufus had not seen Madeline for three whole days, and had begun to +wonder what had happened. On the fourth day, however, she came during +the forenoon. + +"It was now or never," she said, by way of explanation; "the house has +been full of people during the last three days, and this afternoon some +others are coming. So I had to pretend!" + +"Pretend?" he questioned. + +"I'm afraid they're getting suspicious," she replied. + +"Suspicious of what?" + +"That I'm not so great a student, or so devoted to my books, as I seem +to be. So I had to pretend I was going to write to the Captain!" + +"What Captain?" + +She laughed. "Oh! there's only one Captain, as far as the Tregonys are +concerned, and that, of course, is Gervase. Do you know him?" + +"I've seen him, of course; but I have never spoken to him." + +"He's very handsome, isn't he?" + +"I really don't know," he answered, bluntly; "it had never occurred to +me." + +"I suppose men don't notice such things where men are concerned," she +said, reflectively; "but in his uniform he is just superb." + +"Then you think fine feathers make fine birds?" + +"Well, in some respects, yes," she answered, slowly, "though Gervase +looks handsome in ordinary evening dress." + +Then silence fell for several seconds. The subject was one in which +Rufus was not greatly interested, and as yet not a suspicion of the +truth had dawned upon him. "Do you like Gervase?" she said at length, +speaking abruptly. + +The question took him by surprise, and almost threw him off his guard. +As a matter of fact, he did not like him, and was on the point of saying +so, but checked himself in time. "Why do you ask that question?" he +stammered, evasively. + +"Well, you see," she answered, quite frankly, "they want me to marry +him." + +"To marry him?" he questioned, raising his eyebrows in astonishment. + +"You won't think it strange my talking to you about the matter, will +you?" she said, with perfect simplicity. "You see, apart from the +Tregonys, I haven't a friend in all England except--except you." + +"It is kind of you to look upon me as your friend," he said, with +heightened colour. + +"No, no; it is the other way about," she answered; "all the kindness is +on your part." + +Then there was another moment of silence. He felt stunned, bewildered, +and was almost afraid to speak lest he should betray his feelings. + +"I ought to have written days and days ago," she went on, at length. +"You see, he expects to be home by the New Year at latest. Sir Charles +hopes that he will be able to eat his Christmas dinner with us. +And--and--Sir Charles, and Gervase also, would like to have the matter +settled before he comes home." + +"Yes?" + +"Oh, well! I hardly know why I have hesitated. I expect it is that I am +naturally obstinate. When nobody said a word about the matter, and I +thought nobody cared very much--why--why, I looked upon the matter as +good as settled," and she blushed quite frankly and smiled as she did +so. + +"And have they become anxious all at once?" + +"Oh! I don't know. Sir Charles tells me that it was a wish of my +father's long before he died, and that nothing would please him so much, +and all that. And really it looks as if Gervase and I were meant for +each other." + +"Do you believe in fate or destiny?" he questioned, moistening his lips +with the tip of his tongue. + +"No, but I believe in Providence," she answered, promptly. + +"But how can you be sure what Providence means?" he asked. "If +Providence speaks how do you know you have interpreted the message +aright?" + +"Yes, there is something in that," she said, reflectively. "On the other +hand, one must be careful not to fly in the face of Providence." + +"Admitting your theory of a Providence," he said, slowly, "is not the +true Providence our heart and judgment? Must we not in the last resort +fall back on what we feel and believe to be right?" + +"Yes, go on," she said, eagerly. + +"And if one goes against his own heart--his own instincts if you +like--if one ignores his own clear judgment, would not that be flying in +the face of what you call Providence?" + +"But is our own heart to be trusted?" she questioned; "and is not our +judgment often blind?" + +"Should we be wiser in trusting to somebody else's heart and judgment?" + +"We might be. You see, I am only a girl. I have had no experience. I +know very little of the world or its ways. On the other hand, here is +Sir Charles. He is getting old. He knows a good deal more than there is +in the copy-books. Then there was my father; he did not talk to me about +the matter, but from what I know now he talked freely to Sir Charles. +Then there is Gervase, he's over thirty, and has seen a good deal of the +world, and he's quite sure. And then there is myself, and I think +Gervase is one in a thousand. So, you see, all the streams appear to be +flowing in the same direction, and that looks a clear indication of +Providence. Now, doesn't it?" + +"If you are convinced I should say nothing else matters," he answered, +with averted eyes. + +"Well, there's only one thing that worries me," she said, thoughtfully; +"and that's only worried me lately." + +"Yes?" + +"I used to think nothing else mattered so long as one could enjoy +himself or herself. That to have a good time was the chief end of life. +Gervase is retiring from the Army, and intends to do nothing for the +rest of his days." + +"Well?" + +"It seems to me a much nobler thing to do something. You told me once +that I should inspire somebody to great deeds. But that would be rather +hard on Gervase after he has roughed it for so many years." + +"If you inspire him, it will not be hardship," he answered. + +"I am not sure that I could," she said, turning her head, and looking +out of the window. "He is very brave and fearless, and all that. But the +great things that work for human good--well, you see, he is not an +inventor like you." + +"Do not mock me," he said, almost fiercely. "My poor scheme may never +see the light." + +"Oh, yes it will. You are bound to succeed. You are not the kind of man +to give up in despair." + +"Give up what in despair?" + +"Anything on which you have set your heart. You're like Gervase in that +respect, and it is a quality I admire immensely in a man." + +"But what if two strong men set their hearts on the same thing?" + +"What thing?" + +"Oh, anything. A woman, for instance," he said, with a forced laugh. + +"Ah, then I expect the stronger and the worthier would win." + +"Do women admire strength and worth so much? Do they not rather admire +position and name and title? Has the poor man a chance against the rich; +the plain man any chance against gold lace and epaulets?" + +"No one can speak in the name of all women. But I must run away now or +Sir Charles may go to my room in search of me." + +"Will you write your letter to-day?" + +"I don't know. Very likely I shall if I can find time." + +"And will you say 'Yes?' Pardon me being so inquisitive." + +"Oh, I expect I shall," she said, with a smile. "It seems the proper +thing to do. Gervase and I appear to have been meant for each other." + +"I hope you will be happy," he said, holding out his hand to her. +"Good-bye." + +Half-an-hour later Mrs. Tuke found him staring fixedly out of the window +as though he had been turned to stone. The trees were still swaying in +the wind, but he did not see them. Through breaks in the clouds bright +gleams of sunshine shot into the room every now and then, but he did not +heed. From over the cliffs came the faint roar of the sea, but he did +not hear. The world had become suddenly dark and silent. The fairy +garden had vanished, leaving a bleak cold desert in its place; his heart +seemed to have stopped beating. For the moment all interest had gone out +of life. He almost wished that he could close his eyes in sleep and +never awake again. + +"Are you getting impatient to get out of doors?" Mrs. Tuke questioned. + +"It will be a relief to get out again," he answered, absently. + +"Well, I'm bound to say you've been wonderfully patient, all things +considered. But then, as I often say, what can't be cured must be +endured." + +"Yes; that's sound philosophy." + +"And then you've been well looked after." + +"Yes; you are an excellent nurse, Mrs. Tuke, and I shall always be +grateful." + +"Oh, I was not thinking of myself in particular," Mrs. Tuke said, with +humility. "The doctors have attended to you as if you were Sir Charles +himself. And as for that sweet creature Miss Grover, she's just a +sunbeam." + +"Yes; she's delightful company." + +"You know, it's my belief," Mrs. Tuke said, mysteriously, "that the +folks at the Hall haven't the ghost of an idea that she's been coming +here to see you." + +"What leads you to think that?" + +"Oh, well, from little 'ints she's dropped now and then; but of course, +time will tell," and Mrs. Tuke began to make preparations for his midday +meal. + +Time did tell, and tell much sooner than anyone anticipated. The next +morning's post brought a letter from Madeline which scattered the last +remnants of fairyland. + + "I'm afraid I shall not be able to come and see you again," it + began. "Sir Charles has found out, and he's angrier than I've ever + seen him. He says it's most improper, and that I ought to be + ashamed of myself. Such a lecture he's read to me as I guess you + never listened to. If he hadn't been so grave and serious I should + have fired up and given him a piece of my mind. I suppose, + according to English customs, I've done something real awful. + Anyhow, my heart doesn't condemn me, and if I've lightened your + suffering with my chatter ever so little I'm real glad. As long as + I live I shall be in your debt, and I shall never forget it either. + It seems real stupid that just because I'm a girl I'm not allowed + to play the part of a decent neighbour. England is awfully behind + in some things, and your Mrs. Grundy is a terror. + + "However, I've got to obey, I suppose. You see, Sir Charles is my + trustee till I'm twenty-one, and he's angrier than a snake at the + present moment, and as I'm here by his favour, why I can't quite do + what I would like. But I shall think of you every day, and pray for + you, and when you get well and your great invention has astonished + everybody, none of your friends will rejoice more or be prouder of + you than I shall. I don't know if it's a proper thing to say, but + I've said it, and it'll have to stand. One has to be constantly + looking round the corner in this old country of yours. I hope you + will be as well as ever soon, and that you won't think too hardly + of the foolish girl who caused your accident. If you would like to + keep my books for yourself, I shall be real glad. Whittier is + great, don't you think so? Good-bye till we meet again. + Yours very sincerely, + + "MADELINE GROVER." + +Rufus read the letter with very mingled feelings. There were touches in +it that almost brought the tears to his eyes. The assurance that she +would think of him every day and pray for him moved him strangely. He +would have told Mrs. Tuke, or the vicar, or anyone else that he had no +faith in prayer; that the whole network of religious belief was an +ingenious superstition. Yet, with curious inconsistency, the thought of +Madeline praying for him was undoubtedly comforting. The general effect +of the letter, however, was like that produced by a heavy blow. Coming +after her own simple and naive confession of the previous day it seemed +almost to paralyse him. He scarcely realised how much her visits had +been to him till now, and the knowledge that she would not come again, +that her face and smile would no more brighten that little room, was +like the sudden falling of night without the promise of rest and sleep. + +As the day passed away and he was able to think over the matter a little +more calmly, he tried to persuade himself that Sir Charles's +interposition was the best thing that could have happened. That since +any vague hope he might have cherished of winning her love was now at an +end, it was desirable from every point of view that he should not meet +her or even see her. + +"The awakening was bound to come," he said to himself, trying hard to be +resigned. "I knew, of course, from the beginning that she was not for +me, I would have kept myself from loving her if I could; but it was just +beyond me. She won my heart before I knew." + +And yet the bitterest drop in the cup was not that she was beyond his +reach, but that Gervase Tregony, would possess the prize. He had no wish +to be censorious, and it might be quite true that Gervase would compare +favourably with most young men in his own walk of life. He had not been +brought up on puritanic lines. Moreover, as the only son of the Squire +and heir to the title and estates it was generally conceded in an +off-hand way that some latitude ought to be allowed. The rich claimed a +larger liberty or a larger licence than the poor, and however much the +poor resented it in their hearts, usually they said nothing. Protests +did no good, and to get into the black books of the Squire was not a +matter to be regarded with indifference. + +If people with grown-up families looked a little anxious when it was +known that Gervase was to be in residence at the Hall, and raised the +domestic fence a few inches higher than usual--there was reason in the +past annals of St. Gaved's history. + +Rufus, with his innate chivalry, and his romantic reverence for women as +a whole, recoiled with a feeling almost of loathing at the thought of +Gervase Tregony taking so sweet and pure a soul to his heart as Madeline +Grover. Was it true, he wondered, that women did not care what a man's +past had been; that they accepted without demur a social order that +condoned any and every offence so long as no public scandal was +produced? Or, was it that young women were deliberately kept in +ignorance of what was common knowledge? + +He spent several more or less wakeful nights in striving against his own +heart, and in trying to cultivate a philosophic attitude which should +give the impression of a supreme unconcern. Fortunately, the broken +bone was so far knit that his doctors allowed him to hobble about on a +pair of crutches, and though he was not able yet to do any work, he +could contemplate some of the things he had done, and shape in his mind +what yet remained to be accomplished. + +He got out of doors as much as possible, but he was still weak, while +his crutches were such unwieldy things that he quickly got tired. His +favourite resting-place was by the garden gate, he could see the people +as they passed up and down the street, and often have a few minutes' +chat with his neighbours. He scarcely dared to admit the truth to +himself, but there was always a lingering hope in his heart that +Madeline might come into the village for some purpose, perhaps to do a +little shopping, and that his heart might be cheered by a sight of her +face. + +Mrs. Tuke's cottage stood at a point where the "town" ended and the +country began. Toward the Quay the houses were generally close together, +and abutted on to the side walk, but in the other direction, there were +more trees and fences than houses, and nearly all the cottages had +gardens in front of them. Hence, when Rufus stood or sat at the garden +gate, he looked down "the street" in one direction, and up "the lane" in +the other. + +The lane led away in the direction of Trewinion Hall, and if Madeline +came into the town she would more likely than not pass Mrs. Tuke's +cottage. In any case, she would come very near to it. + +Rufus looked up the lane fifty times a day, and sometimes his heart +would flutter for a moment as some girlish figure came into sight. But +Madeline never came. + +Then, one evening, while chatting with Dr. Chester, the doctor mentioned +incidentally that the Squire had left the Hall and had taken up his +residence in London till the middle of December. + +Rufus heaved a little sigh, but he did not pursue the topic. It seemed +to him like the last nail in the coffin wherein lay hidden all the wild +dreams and unexpressed longings and hopes of his heart. Madeline was to +be strictly guarded until the return of Gervase from India, and then, +perhaps, before she had fully realised what she was doing, or before she +had an opportunity of getting a true estimate of his character, she +would be tied to him for life. + +"It is no business of mine," he said to himself; "she is entirely out of +my sphere, and even if she were not, it would be foolish of me, under +present circumstances, to think of any woman." + +But his heart protested all the same. For Madeline to marry Gervase +Tregony seemed to him an offence against all that was sacred in human +life. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + EVOLUTION + + +It wanted a week to Christmas. Rufus sat in his easy chair with his feet +on the fender and an open book on his knee. He had been hard at work +till dark, after which he had taken a mile's walk into the country, and +was now waiting for his supper to be brought in. He was not impatient, +however. The book he had been reading was one that Madeline Grover had +left with him. A volume of Tennyson, containing nearly all the poet's +published work, and, as was nearly always the case, the writer had set +him thinking on the problems of life and death and immortality. + +Outwardly there had been no change in his life during the last two or +three months. Directly his doctors gave him permission he turned again +to his invention, glad of the relief that work afforded. As far as he +could judge, he was moving, slowly but surely, to complete success. The +thought of failure very rarely crossed his mind. + +But while outwardly there was no change, inwardly there was a distinct +evolution. He found himself unconsciously viewing life from a different +standpoint. It was easy to laugh at the claims of priests and prelates, +and to poke fun at musty and worn-out creeds. Easy to riddle with +merciless logic the stupendous dogmas of the Churches, and the +monumental follies of so-called theologians, but when all that had been +done to his complete satisfaction, he was no nearer the solution of the +riddle of life. + +Moreover, he became painfully conscious of the fact that a philosophy of +denials was not sufficient. He wanted something definite and something +positive. An iconoclast might be a very useful individual; but when the +destructive process had been completed, was there nothing more to be +done? Were there no positive blocks of truth with which to erect a +temple? There were questions instinctive in the human soul which asked +for an answer. Had the broad universe no answer to give? Had faith no +place in the eternal and immeasurable scheme. + +If science could not prove, if philosophy halted and broke down, was +there nothing left? Was religion a thing to be dismissed with a sneer? +Might not faith be as truly a faculty of the human soul as reason? + +So all unconsciously he retraced his steps from the barren realm of +negation to the region of inquiry. He ceased to be dogmatic. Materialism +did not explain everything. Theology, like other sciences, might be +empirical, and yet its groundwork and framework might still be truth. + +When a man begins to inquire he begins to grow, when he ceases to +inquire the winter of decay sets in. Moreover, it is not the province of +the human will to determine the direction of growth. It may be upward or +outward, in this direction or in that. The mind pursues its way with an +unerring instinct as the roots of trees follow the courses of the +springs. + +Rufus had been reading "Crossing the Bar" for the fiftieth time, and now +he sat with the open book on his knees, wondering where he was +intellectually and religiously. He refused however, to question himself +too closely. He preferred for the present to drift. Some day he might +sight land, and find a safe anchorage. + +Yet one or two things were becoming daily more clear. One was, that in +any perfect scheme a future life was necessary to the completion of +this. Another was, that human life, if only because of its relationships +and possibilities, was a more sacred thing than he at one time had been +willing to grant. And a third was, that love was not a mere physical or +mental affinity. It was something that went farther and struck deeper. +It was a soul relation that remained untouched and independent of time +and change. + +He had not seen Madeline Grover for considerably more than two months. +No message or whisper had passed between them. In the chances of human +life he knew that he might never speak to her again. Yet his love +remained fixed and unshaken. It was not something that he had put on as +an extra garment, and that in the wear and tear of life he might lose +again. It was part of himself--woven into the fibre of his being. + +Perhaps his love for Madeline, more than anything else, made him think +of the problem of immortality. Whittier had said: + + Life is ever Lord of Death, + And Love can never lose its own. + +How well he remembered that afternoon when Madeline read "Snow-Bound" to +him, in which these lines occurred. He had never been able to get them +out of his mind since. They had followed him like a haunting echo of +something long forgotten, had stirred his heart with a thousand vague +hopes and dreams. + +If Love could never lose its own, Madeline might yet be his. In some +far-away region beyond the reach of human vision, beyond the stress and +passion of earth, beyond the darkness and the doubting, beyond the +ravages of time and trouble, they might meet again--the soul finding its +mate and life its eternal complement. + +Madeline had a habit of marking with a pencil the passages in a book she +liked, and in one of the volumes she left behind he found these words +marked with a double line down the margin: + + I sometimes think that heaven will be + A green place and an orchard tree, + And one sweet Angel known to me. + +Could he have put his wildest dreams and longings into words, nothing +could have fitted better. It expressed all the heaven he wanted--all the +beauty, and all the companionship his soul desired. + +He was disturbed in his meditations by a knock on the outer door, and a +minute or two later he heard a familiar voice in the passage inquiring +if he were at home. + +He rose to his feet in a moment, and pushed Tennyson into a dark corner +out of sight. Then the door of his sitting-room was flung open, and +Felix Muller entered unannounced. Rufus greeted him with a look of +inquiry in his eyes--an inquiry, however, which he did not attempt to +shape into words. + +Muller made his way to the fire at once, and spread his hands over the +grate. "It's a glorious night," he said, "but cold. The roads are as +hard as iron, and the moon makes it almost as light as day." + +"Have you driven over?" Rufus inquired. + +"Yes, I had to see Farmer Udy at Longridge, and so I thought as I was so +near, I would drive a little farther and see you. How have you been +getting on this long time?" + +"Fairly well on the whole, I think. Of course, my accident upset all my +calculations for a while, but at present things are moving steadily and +in the right direction." + +"That's right, I'm glad to hear it. And when do you think the thing will +be properly launched?" + +"Well, it is not easy to say positively, but I should give six months as +an outside limit." + +"You expected at first that the whole thing would be completed in six +months." + +"That is true, but I had not reckoned on the contingency of a broken +leg." + +"But apart from your accident you were out of your calculations." + +"A little. When you are dependent to so large an extent upon other +people, it is impossible to be absolutely sure as to dates." + +"Then your six months may run into nine months?" + +"Oh, no; six months more gives a wide margin for every contingency." + +Muller withdrew from the fire and dropped into an easy-chair that Rufus +had pulled round for him. + +For a moment or two there was silence, then Muller, diving his hand into +his breast-pocket, said in his most casual tone, "You don't mind my +having a smoke, do you?" + +"My dear fellow, I beg your pardon," Rufus said, hurriedly, "but the +truth is I was waiting for supper; won't you have something to eat +first? The cold drive ought to have given you an appetite!" + +"Well, now that you mention it, I think I do feel a bit peckish." + +"You will have to be content with simple fare, but such as I have, +etc.," and he went out of the room to hunt up Mrs. Tuke. + +Rufus watched his guest narrowly while he ate, and felt sure that he +owed this visit not to the proximity of Longridge, but to some other +cause that had not yet been revealed. + +Conversation flagged during the meal. Muller ate like a man whose +thoughts were engaged somewhere else, and on something vastly more +important than eating and drinking. + +Rufus began to have an uncomfortable feeling that his visit boded no +good, and yet he had not the courage to precipitate matters by asking +impertinent questions. + +As soon as the supper-tray was taken away, Rufus produced a box of +cigars, and for a minute or two they blew smoke in silence. + +Muller was the first to speak. Looking at his cigar carefully, as if +examining the brand, he said in his most casual manner, "I suppose, +Sterne, you have never considered the possibility of being forestalled +in your invention?" + +"Well, no," he said slowly, but with a startled look in his eyes. "I +cannot say that I have ever seriously considered such a possibility." + +"And yet it is notorious in the realm of discovery and invention, that +the same idea has been hit upon by different men in different parts of +the world almost at the same time." + +"I do not remember that fact being brought clearly to my mind," Rufus +said, wondering if someone had forestalled him. + +"It is true, nevertheless. I could give you illustrations if I had time. +But what is important at the present moment is that a man away up in +Westmorland has got ahead of you." + +"No!" Rufus said, in a tone of alarm. + +"Well, perhaps I ought to have said that he appears to have got his +claim in first. I do not understand all the technicalities of the case, +but he appears to me to have achieved, or to have achieved very +largely, the thing you are aiming at," and he took a newspaper cutting +out of his pocket, and passed it on to Rufus. + +Rufus unfolded the cutting with hands that trembled in spite of himself. +If he had been forestalled then life with him was at an end. The greater +part of the thousand pounds was spent or pledged already. Failure meant +that he would have now to employ his ingenuity in devising a method of +escaping from the world in a way that would not awaken suspicion. + +Muller adjusted his _pince-nez_ and watched his companion while he read. +Rufus summoned to his aid all the resolution he possessed and preserved +a perfectly impassive face. + +"Well?" Muller questioned, when Rufus had got to the bottom of the slip. + +"It's a little disconcerting," was the answer. "But I shall not fling up +the sponge yet." + +"But he has got hold of your idea!" + +"Not exactly." + +"At any rate he has got uncomfortably near to it." + +"He has got nearer than I like, I admit. But the greater part of what he +claims is mere bluff." + +"But his objective and yours are precisely the same?" + +"No, not precisely. I go much farther than he does, as Stephenson went +farther than Watt." + +"That is in your application of the principle. But is not the principle +the same?" + +"It is similar, though not identical. I have gone all over the ground he +is travelling now." + +"And in another month he may be all over your ground." + +"There is danger, of course, but I think still I shall get in first." + +"I hope you may. But I confess when I tumbled across that article this +morning it made me feel mightily uncomfortable." + +"It is a little upsetting, no doubt." + +"You see, he must have secured himself pretty well, or he would not have +permitted so much of the scheme to get into print. Don't you see it +largely discounts anyone else who comes after, though he may have +something better." + +"Yes, I admit the force of all you say," Rufus answered slowly. "But my +game is not up yet." + +"I hope not, indeed. I should regard it as nothing short of a calamity +were you to fail." + +"If the worst comes to the worst it will have to be faced, that is all. +In any case, you will not suffer loss." + +"There you are mistaken. You are my friend. And friends are not so +plentiful that one can contemplate the disappearance of even one of them +with equanimity." + +"That may be true. But mercifully, the dead are soon forgotten. You will +soon get used to my absence." + +"I sincerely hope the occasion will not arise," Muller said, speaking +slowly and gravely. "Indeed, as I said before, I should regard your +failure as a calamity. Still, there is no getting over the fact that +what you regarded as impossible less than six months ago has come very +definitely within the realm of possibility." + +"Yes," Rufus said, with some hesitation. "I am bound to admit that the +chance of failure seems less remote than it did." + +"I am sorry to have to discuss this matter with you again," Muller went +on, after a pause. "I can assure you it is almost as painful to me as it +must be to you. Still business is business, and I have to think of my +own position. If I were a rich man, I would not mention the matter--upon +my soul, I wouldn't." + +"I thought you had no soul," Rufus said, with a pathetic smile. + +"Oh, don't joke over mere figures of speech," Muller said, staring into +the fire. "I tell you I feel terribly upset." + +"But my cause is not lost yet," Rufus said with forced cheerfulness. + +"No, it may not be. But, on the other hand, it may be. If your +competitor has gone so far, he may during the next week or month go all +the rest of the distance." + +"I must take my chance of that." + +"The point with me is--supposing the worst comes to the worst, have you +anything on which you can raise a loan? I hate the thought of your +slipping out of life in the flower of your youth." + +"Look here, Muller," Rufus said, summoning to his aid all his strength +and resolution. "We discussed this matter at the beginning. I counted +the cost and took the risk. If the worst comes to the worst I am not +going to show the white feather." + +"I do not doubt your courage for a moment," Muller said. "But I want to +point out that it will take a little time to realise your estate. I +presume you have made your will." + +Rufus went to a drawer and took out a large envelope which he passed on +to his companion. + +Muller opened the envelope and drew out the paper slowly. Then he +adjusted his _pince-nez_, and began to read. "Yes," he said, after a +long pause, "this is quite in order--quite." + +"And in case I am driven to take my departure," Rufus said, in a hard, +even voice, "I will give you sufficient time to wind up my small estate +before the end of next year." + +"You think there is no other way of meeting the case?" Muller +questioned. + +"In case my scheme fails there is no other way," Rufus answered. "Now +let us not discuss the matter again. I understand your anxiety. I should +be a bit anxious if I were in your place. But you have my word of +honour. Let that be enough." + +"It is enough, my boy--it is enough!" Muller said, gushingly. + +"Meanwhile we need not count upon failure until forced to do so. I shall +not fail if effort and determination can avert it." + +When Muller had gone, Rufus sat for a long time staring into the dying +fire. Then he picked up the newspaper cutting, and read through the +article very carefully a second time. + +"No, he has not got my idea quite," he muttered, "but he has come +uncomfortably near to it." + +Then he drew a long breath and shut his teeth tightly. Life had grown a +more precious thing of late, and hope had taken new shapes and forms. +Moreover, the possibility of a conscious existence beyond the shadow of +death had been looming larger and larger for months past, and with that +possibility other possibilities had come into view. What if the +consequences of conduct followed men into the unseen? What if sin should +separate a soul from the soul it loved? What if this life were a trust +for which we should be held responsible? What if suicide should be as +heinous a crime as murder? What if dying by one's own hand should stain +the soul with deeper dishonour than any broken vow or unfulfilled +promise? He drew away his eyes from the fire and shuddered +slightly as these thoughts passed through his mind. In whatever +direction he turned his thoughts he was faced with possibilities that, +to say the least, were not a little disconcerting. + +"If I had only known six months ago what I know now," he reflected, "I +should not have put my head into this noose with so light a heart. I +should have been content to have gone on with my work as time-keeper at +the mine. But I was impatient for success, and quite certain that death +was the end of all things." + +Then across the frosty air the parish clock fixed high in the church +tower struck the hour of eleven. + +Rufus counted the strokes as they vibrated solemnly through the night. + +"Do the dead ever hear, I wonder," he said to himself, and he shuddered +again. + +Then his thoughts turned to the book that he had been reading earlier in +the evening and he began to repeat almost unconsciously one of the +stanzas that Madeline had marked: + + Twilight and evening bell, + And after that the dark, + And may there be no sadness of farewell + When I embark. + And though from out the bounds of time and space + The floods may bear me far, + I hope---- + +Then he stopped suddenly and rose hurriedly to his feet. "I am growing +morbid," he said. "I wish Muller had kept the article to himself. In a +case of this kind ignorance is bliss." And he turned out the lamp and +climbed slowly upstairs to bed. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + MISGIVINGS + + +The day after Felix Muller's visit to Rufus the squire and his family +returned to the Hall. The news soon spread through St. Gaved that the +big house was alive once more, and that the captain was expected home in +time to eat his Christmas dinner with the family. Rufus heard the news +with a curious thrill, but whether of pain or of pleasure it would be +hard to say. + +His heart had been aching for a sight of Madeline's face ever since she +went away. And yet there were times when he desired above all things +that he might never look into her eyes again. Pain was not to be cured +by additional pain. To see Madeline would not appease the hunger, it +would only increase it. Hence to keep out of her way would be the wise +thing for him; to avoid the field-path in front of the park, and the +familiar road across the downs and round by the cliffs. If they met she +would be sure to speak, and the very sound of her voice would awaken +into life all the wild longings of his soul once more. It was far +better, therefore, for him that they never met. + +Besides, it was more than probable that by this time she was the +promised wife of Gervase Tregony. He was coming home to claim her and +coming home at express speed. Was he delighted at the prospect, he +wondered. Did he love her as she deserved to be loved? + +"Oh, if it had only been my lot to win so sweet a soul," he said to +himself. "Is it true, I wonder, that we always long most passionately +for the impossible?" + +For several days he kept close to business, never venturing out of doors +till after sunset. Once he thought he passed her in the bright +moonlight, and his heart almost stopped, but he never paused in his +walk, never looked back; indeed he strode on with a longer and quicker +stride, and did not breathe freely again till a sharp bend in the road +prevented any possibility of recognition. + +When he yielded to the witchery of her presence before, there was some +excuse for his doing so, but all the circumstances were different now. +He had no excuse to-day, no right. His tenure of life hung on a thread. +His chance of success was growing less hopeful day by day. + +Even if Madeline were free and within his reach he would have no right +to speak to her of love. While this sword of Damocles was suspended over +his head he was bound in honour to be silent. But since she was neither +free nor within his reach, and he was walking across a volcano that at +any moment might burst open beneath his feet, it would be the part of a +madman to put himself in her way if there was any chance of keeping out +of it. + +So he pursued his work with all the earnestness and intensity he could +command, but he was conscious all the time that something had gone out +of his life. The enthusiasm that springs from certainty had left him, +the chill and lethargy of doubt had crept into his blood. Instead of +constantly dwelling on the delights of success, he found himself +brooding over the prospect of failure, and wondering what lay beyond the +grim shadow of death. + +By a curious combination of circumstances both life and death had become +doubly hard to contemplate. Success had once been his dream. To-day +success of itself seemed nothing. The one thing that was of value, that +would have turned earth into heaven was love. He would have courted +failure--gloried in it--if failure would have given him Madeline. But +since Madeline was denied him, neither success nor failure mattered +much, and life and death were both robbed of the light of hope. He told +himself one minute that he did not care to live since Madeline could +never be his, and the next minute he dreaded the thought of death, since +death would blot out the sight of her and the thought of her for ever +and ever. So, in whatever direction he looked, he found neither solace +nor inspiration. + +The thing that spurred him on from day to day was not so much the hope +of victory as the humiliation of defeat. There was any number of people +in St. Gaved who had no sympathy whatever with him in his ambitions, +whose invincible creed was that a man ought to be content to remain in +that state of life to which it had pleased God to call him. These people +had expressed themselves with great freedom and candour on his folly in +giving up a good position at the mine, and devoting all his time and +energy to something in the clouds; and which, in all likelihood, would +never be of any benefit to man or beast. + +Rufus used to smile at the criticisms of these people, and anticipate +the day when he would stand proud and triumphant before them. Now he +began to fear that the day might come when they would triumph over him, +when they would expand their chests and smile wisely, and say to their +neighbours: "There, didn't we tell you so?" It was rather with the +object of preventing such a triumph than of winning any triumph for +himself that he toiled on from day to day, throwing into his work more +of the energy of despair than the inspiration of hope. + +Meanwhile Madeline had been suffering from what she called "an acute +attack of the blues." For no sufficient reason, so she admitted to +herself, she became restless and peevish, and generally discontented. +She was not ill. Generally speaking, her appetite was as good as it had +been, while her energy was greater than ever. But for some reason +nothing satisfied her--things that at one time she would have gone into +ecstacies over barely interested her. She was in the mood to be pleased +at nothing, and to find fault with everything. + +That this condition of things began on the day Sir Charles took her to +task for visiting Rufus Sterne she was well aware; but why it should +have continued was a puzzle. She had been angry with Sir Charles at the +moment it was true, but after a day's reflection she had been led to see +that he was perfectly in the right. Moreover Sir Charles had behaved +very handsomely all the way through. She was convinced that it was very +largely on her account that they went to London for the autumn, and +while in London she had scarcely a wish that was not gratified. She had +gone to receptions and balls and dinners by the dozen. She had been +taken to every place of interest she wanted to see. She had blossomed +out into what she termed "a tame celebrity," and had had more +compliments showered upon her than ever before in her life, yet, in +spite of all this, she was not happy. Indeed, after a few weeks, she +tired utterly of London and wanted to return again to Trewinion Hall. +That however, was shown to be an impossibility. The house had been taken +practically till the end of the year, and the servants at Trewinion +Hall had been put on board wages till Christmas. + +"Are you sure you are quite well, Madeline?" Sir Charles said to her, +when she preferred her request. + +"Quite sure," she replied. "In fact I was never better in my life." + +"Then why do you want to go back to the Hall?" + +"Oh! I don't know. This endless whirl and excitement has got on my +nerves, I think." + +"But you complained of Cornwall getting on your nerves some time ago." + +"Did I? Well, it did seem rather flat and tame at first." + +"No, it was not at the beginning. You were delighted with it on your +arrival----" + +"And I am still," she interrupted. "I think it is just too lovely for +anything." + +"But have you really got tired of London life?" + +"I think it is too stupid for words. Oh! no, I don't mean that exactly. +Pardon me, Sir Charles"--seeing the pained look in his eyes--"I won't +complain any more if I can help it, I won't really." + +"I am very anxious that you should enjoy yourself all you possibly can. +Beryl is dreading the time when she will have to go back again." + +"She knows so many people," Madeline said, reflectively. + +"And you have made hosts of acquaintances, have you not?" + +"Yes, acquaintances, but they don't mean anything. I never realised +before, I think, how many people there are in the world, and how many +things there are in the world I can do without." + +"That oughtn't to be a very startling discovery," he said, with a +smile. + +"But you don't feel it in a place like St. Gaved," she said. "There +everybody seems necessary to everybody else." + +"Indeed?" he questioned, dryly. + +"Well, I mean that in a little community where each one plays his part, +and each one's part is known to all the rest----" + +"Yes?" he questioned, seeing she hesitated. + +"Oh! I can't explain myself very well, but you must know very well what +I mean." + +"No; really you flatter me," he said, in a tone of banter, "for in +reality your meaning is quite beyond me." + +"Then I must be stupider than I thought," she answered, with a pout, and +relapsed into silence. + +Sir Charles was not only perplexed, he was more or less troubled. If he +dared he would have been angry, but he knew that anger would defeat the +particular end he had in view. Whatever Madeline might or might not be +she was not the kind of person to be coerced. She might be led in many +directions, but no one could drive her. At the least suggestion of the +lash, she would jib and back, and nothing short of physical force would +move her a step forward. + +Hence Sir Charles had felt from the first that his task was one of +extreme difficulty and delicacy. Moreover, every day as it passed +increased the difficulty. Madeline was swiftly growing out of girlhood +into womanhood, and the things that fascinated her as a girl quickly +palled upon her as a woman, and Sir Charles was growing desperately +afraid lest when she saw Gervase again she might be disillusioned, as +she evidently had been in other matters. + +He was more troubled also than he liked to confess over her intimacy +with Rufus Sterne. He could not forget the romantic circumstances under +which they had met, the signal service he had rendered her, and the long +weeks of suffering and idleness that followed as a consequence, and on a +romantic and generous nature like Madeline's, these things would make an +abiding impression. For that reason he had got her away from St. Gaved +as quickly as possible after he had made the discovery that she was in +the habit of visiting him, and for the same reason he intended to keep +her away until within a few days of his son's return. + +Sir Charles had counted so long on annexing the American heiress for his +son, that any thought of failure now was too humiliating to be +entertained. It was his last hope of rehabilitating Trewinion Hall, and +the historic name of Tregony. Gervase's record was of such a character +that no English heiress would look at him unless, indeed, he consented +to marry the daughter of a tradesman, and even in such case as that his +chances would be very doubtful. + +The beautiful thing about an American heiress was that nobody inquired +into her antecedents. So long as she had the requisite number of dollars +nothing else mattered. Her father might be a pork-butcher, or a +pawnbroker, or an oilman; that was no barrier to his daughter becoming a +countess or even a duchess. + +Poor as Sir Charles was, he would have fainted at the idea of Gervase +marrying the daughter of a Redbourne tradesman, however rich or +beautiful or accomplished she might be. The very suggestion of "trade" +was an offence to his aristocratic nostrils. But Madeline came from a +country where the only aristocracy was that of cash, hence by virtue of +her uncounted millions she was eligible for the highest positions on +this side the water. The logic might not be very sound, but it was +satisfying. If the Earl of this and the Duke of that had regilded their +coronets with American dollars, why might not he refurbish the Tregony +coat of arms with the same precious metal? The reasoning appeared to him +to be without a flaw. + +Moreover, there was the additional argument of necessity. In consequence +of the low price of corn along with nearly all other articles of food, +agriculture was in a terribly depressed condition. In other words, the +farmer could pay only about half the amount in rent that he would be +able to do if wheat and barley, and bacon and butter, stood at twice +their present prices. + +Sir Charles always grew white with anger when he thought of the foolish +men who, in a previous generation, abolished the corn-laws and gave +cheap food to the people. + +"Look at me," he would say; "my rent roll is only about one-half of what +it was in my father's day, and there are hundreds and thousands of the +best families up and down the country who have been reduced in +circumstances by the same means. What the Government ought to do is to +put a high duty on all imported corn and foodstuffs, that would send up +the price of English wheat, and English beef, and everything else that +is English, and so give the English nobility a chance of getting out of +their estates all that they are capable of producing." + +The logic of this, if not quite sound, was also satisfying from his +point of view. There seemed, however, no prospect just then that the +food of the people would be taxed for the benefit of the noble and +indispensable class to which he belonged. The working classes for some +selfish reason, appeared to object to it. They were possessed by the +stupid idea that the higher their wages and the cheaper their food, the +better off they would be; and against such unreasoning prejudice as +that, logic spent its strength in vain. + +Failing, therefore, any Government help in the shape of protection, he +would have to guard his interests in some other way, and Madeline +appeared to be an excellent way out of the difficulty. In fact, she +almost reconciled him to the idea of free imports. If England had +suffered loss through the importation of American wheat, it was only +fair that England should be compensated by having the pick of America's +richest and fairest women. Since there was no duty on corn, it was only +just and right that heiresses should be free. + +But as the time drew near when Sir Charles hoped to see the full +fruition of his little scheme, he grew increasingly nervous. Until the +last few weeks everything had gone as smoothly as heart could desire. +Madeline seemed like a ripe apple that would drop directly the tree was +touched. Without any undue influence, with scarcely a suggestion from +anyone, she was inclining in the very direction most desired. + +Then suddenly she had become captious and uncertain. The moment she +reached the point when she was desired to make up her mind definitely +she drew back. The increasing warmth of the Captain's letters she had +appeared to reciprocate to the full. She had talked about him with a +simple ingenuousness that had delighted the baronet's heart. The +proposal seemed to have arrived in the very nick of time. She had +gathered from Sir Charles, in detached fragments, the full story of her +father's wish in the matter. She had been given one glimpse of London, +with its life and gaiety, she had been supplied with every newspaper +cutting that spoke of Captain Tregony's prowess as a hunter of big game, +and she had tacitly accepted the situation, as though Providence had +shaped her lot, and shaped it to her entire satisfaction. And then she +hesitated, and became silent, and demanded time for further +consideration. + +Sir Charles had broached the subject in the most delicate manner +possible when they happened to be alone. Gervase's letter to the family +had been left on the drawing-room table. The Baronet picked it up and +read it again. + +"Gervase seems terribly impatient to get home this time," he remarked, +casually. + +Madeline glanced up from her book, but did not reply. + +"I really do not wonder," Sir Charles went on. "Poor old boy, it is +nearly three years since he saw you, and he must be pining for a sight +of your face." + +"He seems a little home-sick," Madeline said, indifferently. + +"I don't think it is that altogether. Now that he has definitely +proposed to you, it brings all the longing to a head, if I may say so. I +hope you have written to him and put an end to his suspense?" + +"No, I have not replied yet. I thought of writing this afternoon." + +"I wish you would; I am sorry you have not written before." + +"I have been too busy with other things, Sir Charles." + +"Oh, well, I am not complaining, my dear. Take your own time, of course. +But, naturally, I feel for my son, and I know how anxious he will be. It +will be nice for him to meet you here in his ancestral home as his +affianced wife." + +"I suppose it would simplify matters, wouldn't it?" + +"It would simplify matters a very great deal," Sir Charles said, in a +tone of relief. "There is no reason why you should not go away on the +Continent in the early spring for your honeymoon, and so escape our +bitter east winds." + +"That would be lovely, wouldn't it?" + +"Lovely! Ah! well, I almost envy you young people. If one could only be +young a second time how much he would appreciate it! But I will not +detain you now if you are going to write letters," and he thrust +Gervase's epistle into his pocket, and walked slowly out of the room. + +Later in the day he discovered that instead of writing letters she had +been visiting Rufus Sterne at St. Gaved, and his anger almost got the +better of him. By a tremendous effort, however, he kept himself well in +hand, and talked to her with a seriousness that did full justice to the +occasion. + +Two days later he learned that she had not yet replied to Gervase's +letter; he made no remark, however, but on the following day he made a +proposition that they should spent the late autumn in London. + +The experiment, however, had not been altogether satisfactory. Madeline +had not been at all like her old self. She was moody and absent-minded, +and by no means easy to please. That she had written to Gervase he knew, +and written more than once, but she gave no hint to anyone of the nature +of her communications. + +Sir Charles hoped for the best, but he was troubled all the time by +serious misgivings. Her very uncommunicativeness was a disturbing +factor. Several times he was strongly tempted to put a point-blank +question to her; but when it came to the point his courage failed him. +Moreover, his reason told him that the more anxious he appeared to be +the more stubborn and intractable she would become. The only thing he +could do was to wait patiently until Gervase's return, and trust to +luck or Providence for what would follow. + +Madeline welcomed the morning of their departure from London more +eagerly than any of the others. She was tired of the big city, with its +murk and gloom, its dreary streets and muddy crossings, and its +never-ceasing roar and turmoil. She longed for the "clean country," as +she expressed it, with its quietness and peace and far distances. In +truth, she hardly knew what she longed for. Some day her desire would +take definite shape, then she would understand. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + GROWING SUSPICIONS + + +In the big house there were many things to be done in preparation for +Christmas. Mottoes had to be selected and cut out of coloured paper, and +surrounded with evergreens and hung in the hall, and naturally this task +fell to the lot of Madeline and Beryl. Then, it was decided to have a +house-party the day but one after Christmas Day, and invitations had to +be sent out to all the gentry of the neighbourhood. Lady Tregony +undertook this pleasant duty, but soon found the work of filling in +cards and addressing envelopes altogether too exhausting; so Madeline, +who was swift with her pen, was pressed into the service. In addition to +all this, various tokens of affection and regard had to be sent to the +extremely poor of the parish--nothing of very much value, it is +true--still, the simplest parcel took time to make up and address. + +The result of all this was that the house was kept in a state of bustle +from morning till night, and Madeline had no time to pay a single visit +to any of her acquaintances in the village. + +She did steal out of the house one evening after dinner, and tramped in +the bright moonlight nearly to St. Gaved and back again, but the walk +did not yield her much satisfaction. She had an uncomfortable feeling +that she passed Rufus Sterne on the way, and that he took pains not to +be recognised. She turned and looked after the retreating figure, and +felt certain she was not mistaken, but he did not halt for a moment or +look back. + +It was a simple and trifling thing in itself, but it set her thinking. +Of course, he might not have recognised her, as she for the moment had +not recognised him. On the other hand, her face was toward the +moonlight, his was in shadow. She scarcely saw his face at all, her face +would be plainly visible. Moreover he hurried past, with his hat pulled +low, as if he had no wish to be recognised. What did it mean? + +The more she thought about the matter, the more she was convinced that +the man she met was Rufus Sterne, and that he deliberately avoided the +chance of recognition. Was he offended with her, then? Was he sorry that +they had ever become acquainted, and wished the acquaintanceship to end? +Did he regard her as a sort of stormy petrel, heralding bad weather and +bad fortune? Did he think that safety and success could be secured only +by keeping out of her way? + +That he would have good reason for cherishing such sentiments there was +no denying. She had been his evil genius in the most critical period of +his life. She had thrust him back into idleness and helplessness when +every day was of the utmost value to him. + +"I really don't wonder that he shuns me," she said to herself, +regretfully. "I really don't, and if his invention should fail, he will +hate me more than ever." + +Under ordinary circumstances her pride would have asserted itself, and +she would have resolved--since he had ignored her--never to speak to him +again. But the circumstances were not ordinary. The ties of gratitude, +if nothing else, bound her to him for all time; the loss that he had +suffered on her account made it impossible for her to treat him as she +might have treated an ordinary acquaintance. He had good reasons, no +doubt, for ignoring her, but that only made the pain the harder to bear. + +Two days before Christmas it became evident to her that there was a +little conspiracy on foot to prevent her going into St. Gaved. She had +not noticed at first any significance in the fact that there was always +someone at hand to run errands for her and Beryl. But when, for the +sixth or seventh time in succession, her suggestion that she should run +into St. Gaved was met by the reply, "Oh, don't trouble, dear," or "You +are too tired, dear," or "Peter will see to that, dear," or, "We shall +not require it to-day, dear," she began to think that solicitude on her +account had become a trifle overstrained. + +When once her suspicions were aroused, she began to put the matter to +the test. During the morning of Christmas Eve she discovered on four +separate occasions that she was short of something that she particularly +needed, and each time, when she suggested that she should run into St. +Gaved and get it, a servant was dispatched with most unusual haste to +make the purchase. + +Madeline smiled to herself, but said nothing. But it set her thinking on +fresh lines. She began to recall all that had happened since her last +visit to Rufus Sterne, then her thoughts travelled farther back still, +and after a very little while she saw, or fancied she saw, a tolerably +consistent purpose, not to say conspiracy. When once she had got a clue, +or what she fancied was a clue, it was easy to read meanings into a +thousand little circumstances that otherwise would have had no +significance whatever. + +She had been under the pleasing delusion that she had gone her own way, +that practically she had followed her own wishes in everything--that her +own wishes happened to exactly coincide with the wishes of her friends +was simply a matter for congratulation. No attempt had been made to +bring pressure to bear on her at any point. When Sir Charles had talked +seriously to her, it was nearly always on questions of English etiquette +and customs--subjects she was profoundly ignorant of. If she decided to +go into St. Gaved now, she felt sure no direct attempt would be made to +stop her. + +To test the matter, she went to her room, put on her hat and jacket, and +announced to Sir Charles, whom she met in the Hall, that she was going +into the town for her own amusement. + +"All right, Madeline," he said, with a smile; "this is Liberty Hall, you +know." + +She was a little bit taken aback by his answer; it was so frank and +spontaneous that it almost disarmed her. + +She walked very slowly toward the village, her thoughts being intent on +the new problem. Ever since her meeting with Gervase Tregony nearly +three years ago, her life had moved steadily in the same direction, and +toward the same seemingly inevitable end. This she had regarded in the +past as providential, and had accepted the omen with thankfulness. + +But she fancied now she saw a human motive running through all. Since +her meeting with Gervase, she had practically never a chance of becoming +acquainted with another man. As a matter of fact, the only man she had +become intimate with was Rufus Sterne, and directly that intimacy was +discovered, she was whisked off to London and kept out of his way. She +was being guarded and protected until Gervase's return. + +Gervase was expected home that very day. He had landed at Marseilles the +previous day, and was coming straight through without a break. For a man +like Gervase such rush and hurry was most unusual. + +That a man like Gervase wanted to marry her was, no doubt, very +flattering. He was a great soldier, a man of immense courage, and a +distinguished-looking man to boot. On the other hand, she was a nobody, +her father had been an ordinary working man--that he had "got on" late +in life she knew. But what his financial position was she would not know +till she was twenty-one. So that looking at the matter merely from a +social point of view, it was a great condescension on the part of +Gervase. + +But not only did Gervase want to marry her, but it had become extremely +clear of late that Sir Charles was as eager as his son. In fact, events +were being rushed. It was understood when she arrived in England that +Gervase would not be home till the New Year. Now he was risking his neck +in an eager rush to be here by Christmas. Why all this haste? Why was +everybody so anxious she should marry the heir to a baronetcy, or, to +put it the other way about, why were all the Tregonys so eager to marry +the heir to an unknown American girl? + +That American girls by the shoal had married titled Englishmen she knew, +and titled foreigners of all sorts and conditions. But it was clear and +obvious to outsiders generally that the attractions had been dollars on +the one side and titles on the other--a fair exchange, no doubt. There +had been a _quid pro quo_ in each case. + +But in her case----! + +Then she pulled herself up suddenly, and a hot blush mantled her cheeks. +Was she any better than the rest? Had not her girlish imagination +been carried away by pictures of a baronial hall, ivy-grown and +weather-beaten? and had not the thought of being "My Lady Tregony" +dominated nearly everything else? + +"No," she said, at length, "I admired Gervase for his own sake. He is +brave and distinguished-looking and--and--oh! I like a man who is strong +and masterful." + +But the other question still remained unanswered. Why did Gervase want +to marry her? He belonged to one of the oldest families in the county. +Why did he not seek a wife in his own circle? Lord this and the Duke of +that who went to America for their wives, married dollars. But----She +stopped again, and looked round her, but no one was in sight. A keen +north wind was blowing, and the pale wintry sun had not yet melted the +hoar-frost from the grass, and yet she felt as hot as though she had +been thrust suddenly into a Turkish bath. + +Was it possible that dollars lay at the bottom of all this haste and +anxiety? For some reason she had been kept in ignorance of her father's +financial position. He had never talked to her about the matter. She was +at school when he died, and remained at school long after he was laid in +his grave. Why she had been kept at school so long was always something +of a puzzle to her. + +That she would have enough money to live upon comfortably she knew. She +was allowed a thousand dollars a year now as pin-money--a sum much too +large for her needs in St. Gaved, though in London she could easily +spend it all. But that she was rich, or in any sense of the word an +heiress, was an idea that had never occurred to her. It did not seem at +all likely that she could be, or her allowance would be very much +larger. On the other hand there might be method in the modest pittance +that was meted out to her. To keep her in ignorance of the extent of her +possessions might be part of the game. If she were rich and knew it she +might be too ready to discover a reason why Gervase wanted to marry her. + +"I wonder if suspicion always comes with knowledge and experience," she +said to herself. "Is it one of the penalties of being grown up? When I +was a girl I wasn't suspicious of anything or anybody. Now I'm certain +of nothing, not even of myself." + +She walked on more rapidly after awhile, but she took no notice of +anything on the way. She was too absorbed with her own thoughts. + +"I am glad, at any rate, I did not give Gervase a definite promise," she +said to herself. "I hardly know why I didn't, for I meant to at first. +But it is best I should see him again before deciding. Best that I +should find out everything I can. I think he wants me for my own sake. +I'm almost sure he does, but it's well to be quite sure." + +"Well, anyhow, I shall see him again this evening," she said to herself, +after a long pause. "I wonder if he has changed? I wonder if I have +changed?" + +She reached the outskirts of the village, then turned back, and in a +moment or two came face to face with Sir Charles. The meeting was +unexpected, and the Baronet looked a little confused. + +"What, turning back so soon?" he questioned, nonchalantly. + +"I only came out for a little exercise and fresh air," she answered. + +"And you find the air too keen, eh?" + +"Oh! not at all; I am enjoying it immensely." + +So they passed each other. But a little way on, Madeline paused and +looked back, but Sir Charles was out of sight. + +"Now, I wonder if he followed me on purpose?" she said to herself. "Has +he begun to suspect me? Did he imagine I had gone to call on Mr. Sterne +in defiance of his wishes? I wish I hadn't grown suspicious; it spoils +everything." + +She was so busy with her thoughts that she scarcely noticed the turn in +the road leading back to the Hall. Also there was no particular reason +why she should return at once. So she tramped on into the country. The +roads were dry and frosty. The keen wind hummed in the bare hazel bushes +that crowned the tall hedges, the too brief glimmer of sunshine was +fading on the hillside. + +Her thoughts alternated between the Squire, Gervase and Rufus Sterne. It +seemed to her as though a big stone had been dropped into the still and +placid pool of her life and that the troubled waters refused to settle +again. It seemed but yesterday that the plan of her life lay before her +like an open book. Everything was just as it ought to be and there was +no hitch anywhere. Now the book was shut, the map was destroyed, and her +future lay before her a treeless, trackless, mist-shrouded desert. What +was the reason of it? Was Sir Charles to blame, or Gervase, or Rufus +Sterne? Or should she take all the blame to herself? + +She was disturbed in her meditations by the sound of a quick and firm +step behind her. Her first impulse was to turn her head, but she +resisted it. The steps drew nearer; the hard road echoed distinctly. She +drew slowly to the side of the road, so that the pedestrian, whoever he +might be, might pass her. It was time she turned round and retraced her +steps to the Hall, but she would wait a few minutes longer, until the +man had passed her. Now he was almost by her side. She turned her head +slightly and their eyes met. In a moment her face brightened, and her +lips parted in an eager smile. He dropped a small bag he was carrying, +so that he might grasp her outstretched hand. It was fate or destiny, +and there was no use fighting against it. + +"I have been wondering if I was ever to see you again," she said, in her +bright, unconventional way. "You are quite well again, I see. Oh, I am +so thankful! I would have called round, only--well, you see the +conventions of this old country have to be observed even by an +American." + +"And you find them rather irksome?" he questioned, an eager light +brightening his eyes. + +"Well, on the whole I fear I do. But we have to take things as we find +them, I suppose. Discipline, they say, is good for us." + +"I believe that is a generally accepted doctrine," he said, with a +laugh. + +"But you doubt it?" she asked, looking coyly up into his face. + +"I did not say so," he answered, jocularly. "Do you think I am such a +doubter that I doubt everything?" + +"Well, no," she answered, slowly. "I will not go quite so far as that. I +guess there are still a few things you stick to." + +"We all believe what we cannot help believing," he answered, +enigmatically. + +"Oh, what a profound utterance!" she said, laughing brightly in his +face. + +"It is rather profound, isn't it? But how have you enjoyed yourself in +London?" + +"Oh! moderately well. For the first two weeks or so we had rather a gay +time, then things got flat, or I got flat. And then the weather, you +know, was atrocious. Those London fogs are a treat!" + +"So I've heard. I've had no experience of them." + +"Well, you needn't be envious. But how about your invention? I've been +looking for your name in the papers. When are you going to astonish us +all?" + +His face clouded in a moment and his eyes caught a far-away look. "It is +never safe to prophesy," he said, after a pause. + +"But you are still quite sure of success?" she questioned, a little +anxiously. + +He smiled a little bit sadly, and answered, "A friend of mine sometimes +encourages me by telling me that there is nothing certain in this world +but death." + +"Your friend must be a pessimist," she said, "and I don't like +pessimists. But tell me candidly, has your success been imperilled in +any way by--by--your accident?" + +"No, I do not think so," he answered, quickly. "My work has been delayed +a little, that is all. If I fail, it will not be on that account." + +"But you are not going to fail, of course you are not." + +"I hope I shall not," he answered, seriously. "But in the chances of +life there must be a great many failures. Think of the millions of +toiling people in England to-day and how few of them have reached their +hearts' desire." + +"Yes, I suppose that is so," she answered, thoughtfully, "or perhaps the +bulk of them have never had any large desires. But don't you think that +most of the great men who have striven long enough have won in the end?" + +"I was not thinking of the great men," he answered. "It is given only to +a few men to be great, and of the rest, if they fail once, their chance +is gone." + +"And do you mean to tell me that if you don't succeed this time you +won't try again?" + +"If circumstances would let me, I would never cease trying," he +answered. "But we are all of us more or less the slaves of +circumstances, some more than others." + +"You told me once that you had staked your all on the success of this +enterprise." + +"That is true." + +"And if you fail, you will lose everything?" + +"Everything!" + +"You mean, of course, your time and your money, and your labour!" + +"Yes, I mean that," he said, smiling wistfully. + +"Oh, well! that is not everything, after all," she answered, brightly. +"You are young enough to begin again. And, after all, what we call +failures may be stepping-stones to success, and you will win in the end, +I know you will. God will not let you fail." + +"I wish I believed in God as you do," he said, with downcast eyes. + +"So long as God believes in you it won't matter so much," she answered, +cheerfully. "But I must be going back now. You are going further, I +presume?" + +"I am going to spend Christmas with my grandfather, at Tregannon." + +"Is that far?" + +"About six or seven miles." + +"And are you going to walk all the distance?" + +"I expect so, unless someone overtakes me who can give me a lift by the +way." + +"I hope you will have a very happy Christmas." + +"Thank you. Let me wish the same wish for you." + +"We shall be gay at any rate," she said, with a little sigh. "The +Captain returns this evening." + +"Ah! then you are sure to be happy. Good-bye!" + +He took her outstretched hand and held it for a long moment, looking +earnestly the while into her sweet, fearless eyes. Then without another +word he picked up his bag and hurried away. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + RETROSPECTIVE + + +Rufus tramped the seven long miles to Tregannon like one in a dream. Up +hill and down dale he swung his way, heedless of the milestones and +untroubled by distance. The short winter's day faded into darkness +before he had covered half the journey. A little later the moon sailed +slowly up in the eastern sky and flung weird shadows across the road, +but he paid no heed. Through sleepy villages and hamlets he tramped, by +lonely cottages and splashing water-wheels, but his thoughts were back +in the quiet lane outside St. Gaved, and the warm hand of Madeline +Grover still trembled in his. + +He had tried to forget her, tried to keep out of her way; but what was +the use? She had come into his life for good or ill, and she had come to +stay. Until he ceased to draw breath she would dominate his heart, and +it was only waste of strength and energy to fight against his fate. + +He hardly knew whether he was sorry or glad. If he had to leave the +world, loving her would make it all the harder, he knew. If his +enterprise succeeded and his life stretched out to its natural span, the +burden of an unrequited love would always press heavy upon him. And yet +to love at all was worth living for. The thrill of her touch, the glance +of her sweet, honest eyes, made heaven for the moment. Let the future +go. Sufficient unto the day was the evil thereof. Twelve months hence +he might be sleeping in the dust, and she might be the wife of Gervase +Tregony. It was foolish, therefore, to anticipate the future. To-day +alone was his, and he would make the most of it, and let his heart go +out in free, unfettered affection, giving all and asking for nothing in +return. It was in the inspiration and exaltation of this feeling that he +swung along the quiet country lanes. No one could hinder him from +loving, and love was its own reward. The joy was not so much in +receiving as in giving. When love became selfish it ceased to be love. +Madeline might never be his in the conventional sense. She might never +know how much she had been to him, might never guess how much he loved +her. That might not be all loss; it might, indeed, be gain. He felt +already that he was a better man for this great passion that had come +into his life--less selfish, less self-centred, less bitter and +infinitely more pitiful. + +He found his grandfather, Rev. Reuben Sterne, still active and alert, in +spite of the eighty-four winters that had passed over his head. He was +no less sure of his election now than he was sixty years ago, when he +was first called to the ministry, and he was as anxious to remain a +little longer on the earth as he was in the flowery days of his youth. + +He extended to his grandson a grave and unemotional welcome, and then +led the way into the little sitting-room, where his wife sat deep in an +easy chair, a little, shrunken thing, who looked as if all the sap had +dried out of her veins. Her welcome, however, was much warmer than her +husband's, and the tears came into her faded eyes when he bent down to +kiss her. + +While supper was being got ready Rufus stretched himself in an easy +chair before the fire and listened while the old people talked. + +"Ah me, Rufus," Mrs. Sterne said, in her thin, quavering voice. "It is +just sixteen years ago yesterday since news came that your father was +dead. How time flies, to be sure, and your poor mother survived the +shock just six months and a day." + +Rufus had heard the story recalled nearly every Christmas Eve since. +Whoever might forget, the little grandmother remembered, Joshua +Sterne--Rufus's father--was her firstborn and only child, and the wound +caused by his death never seemed to heal. + +Rufus listened with no poignant sense of grief. His father had crossed +the Atlantic to seek his fortune when he, Rufus, was little more than +out-of-arms, and he had never returned. Rufus fancied that he remembered +him. But he was never quite sure. The recollection--if such it was--was +so vague and indistinct that it seemed little more than the shadow of a +dream. + +He remembered well enough the day when the news came of his father's +death. Remembered the grief and anguish of his mother, which, boy-like, +he did his best to soothe, but which he could not understand. + +Six months later the broken-hearted mother slipped unexpectedly away +into the land of shadows, and Rufus, bewildered and rebellious, was +taken away from the silent house to live with his grandparents. That +seemed like the beginning of all his griefs. He had often wondered since +what his life would have been like if his mother had lived. How he would +have rejoiced to toil for her and fight her battles. But it was not to +be. In the cold and gloomy shadow of his grandfather's home it seemed to +him that the better side of his nature had never a chance of developing. +The sunshine was absent. The real joy of existence was unknown. + +Reuben Sterne was a disciplinarian of the severest type. A minister of +the Gospel who had no real Gospel to preach. A theologian who had no +true vision of God. A man severe and stern by nature, and made doubly so +by an austere and loveless creed. "God was a jealous God." That lay at +the foundation of all his beliefs and coloured all his actions. The +burden of the Divine decrees lay heavy upon his heart in the brightest +days, and touched every song to sadness. Of his own election he did not +doubt. Of his call to preach to the elect he was equally sure. But his +only son, Joshua, the child of many prayers, gave no evidence of saving +grace, and died uncalled to the favours of the heavenly fold, while his +grandson, Rufus, appeared, even from boyhood, to be as pagan as his +name. This was a great grief to the old man, though he would not have +made any sign of it for the world. It was his place to bow, not only in +submission, but in thankfulness to the heavenly will. To kiss the hand +that smote, and adore the unrelenting power that consigned to eternal +burning those who were dear to him as his own life. + +At bottom his heart was better than his creed, but he was afraid of +showing tenderness or affection lest he should be running counter to the +Divine Will, or giving encouragement to the enemies of the cross to +blaspheme. + +Twice every Sunday Rufus was led to the Baptist chapel to hear his +grandfather preach, and early indicated the fate to which he was +predestined by falling asleep under the old man's most terrible sermons. +Among the memories that stood out most clearly in his brain was that of +his grandfather in the pulpit. A tall, straight man, with clean-shaved, +severe face, and eyes that never smiled. He always wore a frock-coat, +tightly buttoned, a tall, stiff collar, and a large white bow, the ends +of which touched the lapels of his coat. His grey hair was brushed +smoothly from his forehead, his mouth was set in severe lines, his +shoulders squared as if for battle. And indeed, every sermon was a +battle. He was appointed of God to fight "spiritual wickedness in high +places." He asked no quarter and gave none. His voice rang with the +thunders of the law. Sinai was nearer to his heart than Calvary. + +Rufus gave evidence of intellectual revolt before he had reached his +teens. + +"What is the use of preaching, grandfather?" he asked the old man, one +Sunday morning, over the dinner table. + +"The use of preaching?" the Rev. Reuben questioned, aghast at the +audacity of the young speaker; while Mrs. Sterne laid down her knife and +fork, and stared. + +"Well, suppose you didn't preach, what would happen?" the boy went on, +unconscious of the storm he was raising. + +"Happen? Happen? Be silent, boy; you know not of what you are speaking." + +"But if you didn't preach, would the elect be lost?" the boy persisted. + +"Of course not. How could they be lost? 'Whom He did foreknow, He also +did predestinate.'" + +"And will you save any of those who are not elected by preaching to +them?" the boy went on. + +"It is not in man's power to save at all," the old man said, severely. +"Salvation belongeth unto the Lord." + +"Well, then, I don't see a bit of use in preaching or in going to +chapel." + +The old man raised his eyes and stared. "You ungrateful, unregenerate +youth," he said. "How dare you speak in such a way, and at my table?" + +"But, grandfather," said the boy, with astonishment in his eyes, "why am +I ungrateful because I ask questions?" + +"Why? Because your questions savour of an unregenerate and unbelieving +heart; because they make light of the Word of truth; because the Spirit +of God is not in you." + +"But how can I help that, grandfather? Do you think it is that I am not +called?" + +"I fear you are not," he said, with a groan. "I fear you are not." + +"But you are not sure, grandfather?" + +"No, I am not sure; but there is no evidence of saving grace in you." + +"But if I am elected I shall be all right in the end, sha'n't I?" + +"Yes, yes; the gracious Spirit always finds those who have the mark of +the seal." + +"Then, I don't think I shall go to chapel to-night." + +"Not go to chapel!" and the old man's eyes flashed fire. "Not go to +chapel? Did my ears deceive me? Is it for this I have cared for you +since the death of your mother? Boy, boy, be careful how you disobey +me!" + +"But, but----" + +"Not another word," the old man said, raising his right hand in a +threatening attitude. "Not another word, or I will punish you as you +were never punished before. How dare you blaspheme, and at my very +board?" + +That was the beginning of open strife and rebellion. The boy went to +chapel that night, and for many years after, but never in the same +spirit again. Scarcely a Sunday passed that both his heart and +intellect did not revolt against his grandfather's teachings, and there +was no one to show him the other side of the shield. Had some whisper +come to him in those days that truth was many-sided, that the Kingdom of +God was broader than Church or Creed, and that the heart of the Eternal +was not to be measured by an ecclesiastical tape-line, he might have +been saved many long years of darkness and doubt. But in the village of +Tregannon, teachers and seers were few, and books that would have helped +him were out of his reach. + +So he grew first into the belief that he belonged to the non-elect, and +later into the belief that the whole fabric of the Christian religion +was a delusion and a snare. + +Yet no cloud of unbelief dimmed for a moment the purity of his soul. He +loved goodness none the less because he hated human creeds. Right was +right, whatever preachers preached or failed to preach; and wrong was +wrong though stamped with the Church's approval. + +It was a great grief to the Rev. Reuben and to his wife when Rufus +demonstrated by open and unabashed revolt that he belonged to the +non-elect. They had suspected it early in his career; they had prepared +themselves for the blow when it should fall. The tender-hearted little +grandmother had hoped and prayed till the last, and even continued to +pray when she believed that praying was vain and feared that it might be +an offence to the Lord. + +The Rev. Reuben was made of sterner stuff. "Ephraim," he said, "is +joined to his idols, let him alone." + +So the quiet, uneventful years passed away, and the boy grew into a man. +A man of fine presence, of considerable intellectual attainments--for +Reuben Sterne gave the lad the best education he could afford--and of +unblemished character. + +Rufus wanted to be an engineer, but that was beyond his grandfather's +means. His grandmother wanted to apprentice him to a draper, but the boy +protested so vehemently that that laudable desire was never carried out. +In the end, he found his way into a Redbourne Bank, where he became +acquainted with Felix Muller, who was a solicitor's clerk in the town, +and who later on succeeded to his master's business. From Redbourne, +Rufus removed to St. Gaved as Secretary to the Wheal Gregory Tin Mining +Company, Limited, and it was while there that he conceived a scheme for +the bettering of his own fortunes and those of the county as a whole. + +Rufus could not help recalling the past as he stretched his legs before +the fire and listened in dreamy fashion to the talk of the old people. +All the years that had fled and gone seemed to live again. All the +people that he knew in his boyhood's days gathered round him once more. +Voices long since hushed in the great silence spoke to him as they used +to do; and eyes that long since had fallen into dust smiled with all +their old sweetness. + +He always felt a boy again when he came home to Tregannon. The old +people were unchanged. They did not look a day older than ten years +previously. The house and its ways had been stereotyped for a +generation. The same coarse rug was before the fire, on which he had +sprawled as a lad. The same kettle sang on the hob, the same poker and +tongs shone in the firelight. + +The old people still talked on, recalling the events of other years, the +one supplying what the other had forgotten. Rufus interposed a +monosyllable now and then, but his thoughts in the main were far away +from theirs. Suddenly his interest was aroused by an allusion his +grandfather made to some wasteful and abortive lawsuit that followed his +father's death. + +"The ways of the law may be crooked in this country," he said, with +energy; "and English lawyers may be blood-suckers in the main, but in +America things are fifty times worse." + +"Why do you think that?" he questioned, raising his eyes with interest. + +"Why, because I've proved it. Your father's title was clear enough, +there's no doubt about that. He made his money honestly too. If he'd +lived a month or two longer he'd have returned home a rich man." + +"Well?" + +"Well, just because some swindler disputed his right, and a blackmailer +presented a bogus account, and somebody else claimed on the estate, on +the ground of a letter which was clearly a forgery, the lawyers went to +work with glee, and the State judge or attorney, or whoever he may be, +aided and abetted the plunder. A grosser piece of corruption there never +was in this world." + +"And they ate it all up between them?" + +"Every dollar. At least, I presume so. It was postponed--I mean the +settlement--and postponed month after month, and year after year; and +taken to this court and that, the lawyers licking their lips all the +time--What cared they for the widow and the fatherless? And when there +was nothing left of the estate, why the litigation ceased." + +"That's usually the case, isn't it?" + +"But in our English courts there is a chance of an honest man coming by +his rights." + +"Not much if he should happen to be a poor man." + +"Then you believe we are as bad as the Americans?" + +"Every whit. Lawyers and law courts, all the world over mean the same +thing." + +"But isn't one of your best friends a lawyer?" + +"You refer to Felix Muller? Well, yes. Muller has been a very good +friend to me. But when it comes to business, like the rest of them, he +will have his pound of flesh." + +"Ah, well!" the old man answered, with a sigh. "It's a sad world. Though +many may be called, few are chosen, and Satan must work his will till +the appointed time." + +"He seems to have had a pretty long innings," Rufus said, with a laugh. + +"And yet, beyond his chain he cannot go," the old man answered. And then +supper was brought on to the table. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + THE OLD AND THE NEW + + +Rufus awoke next morning to the sound of Christmas bells ringing wildly +down the valley and out across the hills. It was a pleasant sound, and +awoke many tender memories in his heart. Instinctively his thoughts +turned back to the Gospel story, and to the Christ who had changed the +history of the world. Whatever might be said of the doctrines and dogmas +that his grandfather had preached for fifty years with so much vehemence +and energy, there could be no doubt as to the ethical value of Christ's +life and sayings. + +He had not looked into the New Testament for a good many years now, but +it suddenly occurred to him that it was scarcely fair to hold Christ +responsible for all the foolish things done and taught in His name. He +recalled without effort whole paragraphs of the Sermon on the Mount, for +he had been compelled, as a boy, to get off whole chapters both of the +Old and New Testament by heart, and he felt that nothing nobler had been +taught in all the history of the world. Besides all that, there was +something infinitely beautiful and touching in the tragedy of Christ's +life and death. He was a martyr for scorned ideals. He gave up his life +rather than compromise with evil, or be a party to the hypocrisies of +His time. He was, undoubtedly, the friend of the poor, and outcast, and +oppressed, and was the only religious man of His time who had the +courage to speak a kind word to publicans and harlots. + +Rufus began to have an uncomfortable feeling that he had scarcely +treated this sacred figure with ordinary chivalry or fair play. The very +ideals he stood for and advocated were among those the Man of Nazareth +lived for and died for. From what, then, had he revolted? Against what +had he protested? + +He closed his eyes while the bells rang on, and tried to think. He could +recall no word of Christ to which he could take exception, no single act +that was not in itself a message of goodwill to men. Here was a life +absolutely unselfish, and sacrificed in the pursuit of the noblest +ideal. Here was teaching that struck at the greed and hypocrisy and lust +of a corrupt age. Here was an influence, if taken by itself, which must +always be for the common good. + +Why, then, had he revolted? He had called Christianity a delusion and a +snare. A benumbing superstition, an invention of priests for the +enslavement of men and women. In his defence of the position he had +taken up he had pointed out that Christianity had stood for slavery, for +war, for oppression, for persecution, for greed, and for the rule of the +strong over the rights and consciences of the weak. Had he been wrong in +this contention? And if not, where was the discrepancy? + +Could it be true that Christ stood for one thing, and Christianity for +another? In other words, was the thing that bore the name of +Christianity, Christianity at all? Did it bear anything but the most +distant resemblance to that sweet and ennobling influence that Jesus +breathed into the life of the world? + +He became interested in the problem. The bells ceased their wild revel, +and a little company of carol singers broke out in the front garden: + + Hark! the glad sound, the Saviour comes, + The Saviour promised long, + Let every heart prepare a throne, + And every voice a song. + +They sang well and tunefully, sustaining all the parts, and throwing +heart and enthusiasm into the exercise. He listened with interest and +pleasure. A new chord seemed to have been struck in his nature. A fresh +window had been opened in his mind. A year ago the carol might have +irritated him, and he would probably have laid the flattering unction to +his soul, that he had outgrown a mouldy and moth-eaten superstition. + +He wondered if loving Madeline Grover had made his heart sensitive to +new influences, or if it was the possibility of a speedy escape from +life that had turned his heart anew to these questions. + +The carol-singers had come to honour his grandfather. He was no longer +their pastor. He had preached till he was eighty--preached till his once +crowded congregation had dwindled down to a mere handful, and the glory +of "Zion," as the chapel was called, had become but a memory. Yet his +name was revered still. For fifty years and more he had lived in +Tregannon, and had lived a life of strict and severe integrity, and, +though the younger generation had drifted away from his ministry, and +"Zion" was no longer enthusiastic about the terms of its title-deeds, +yet there was no one who had not a good word to speak of the +white-haired supernumerary. + +He heard the door open at length. The old servant had gone down to let +the singers in, and he knew there would be cocoa and saffron cake, and a +word of welcome and exhortation from his grandfather. It was pleasant, +after all, to be remembered with so much affection after a life of +eighty-four years. + +Rufus wondered if his name would ever be held in any degree of esteem by +his fellows, or if he would live unhonoured, and die unlamented. Why was +it his grandfather's name was so much revered? Was it the manner of his +life or the character of his preaching that had touched the heart and +imagination of Tregannon? + +He had not much difficulty in answering that question. Nobody cared +about his sermons now. The few that were remembered, were remembered +only to be discussed and discarded. His criticisms of Luther, his fierce +attacks on Arminianism, his deadly assaults on Darwin and Huxley, who +were beginning to be talked about, his righteous scorn at infant +baptism, his ponderous defence of verbal inspiration, his laboured +expositions of the prophecies of Daniel, his flounderings in the deep +waters of the Apocalypse, his weighty disquisitions on foreknowledge and +predestination, and his nicely-balanced definitions of such terms as +atonement, justification, regeneration and the like--what did they all +amount to now? Who recalled them or were made the better by them? The +thing that mattered was goodness. In so far as he had set an example of +uprightness of character, of simplicity of aim, of unselfishness in his +dealings with his fellows, he had lived to purpose. The sermon that all +Tregannon remembered was his upright life. Austere he had always been, +carrying himself with a certain reserve that no one could break down, +but beneath a cold and placid surface there had beaten a genuinely human +heart. To the poor and suffering and heartbroken he had proved himself +through two generations a genuine friend. Hence it was that though he +had lived in retirement for the last four years his name was held in +reverence still. + +Rufus found himself debating the question from a fresh standpoint. Was +Christianity what his grandfather preached, or what he lived? He had +heard him declare from the pulpit, with passionate vehemence, that good +works were filthy rags, and that morality might be a millstone around +the neck to sink the soul in deeper perdition. Yet who cared for his +grandfather's theology in Tregannon? The thing that made his name +revered was that very morality which he had so often warned his hearers +against. + +"There's a screw loose somewhere," Rufus said to himself, with a smile. +"Perhaps I had better read the New Testament again and try to find out +what Christianity is. What passes in its name I like as little as ever I +did. Its priestly assumptions, its grotesque dogmas, its truculent +grovelling at the feet of wealth, its pitiful squabblings about forms +and orders, its defence of oppression and war, and most other +abominations, its silence and helplessness in face of public corruption. +Great Scott! what does it all mean? Think of Christianity in Russia +siding with the brutes who rule that unhappy land; think of it in +France, where the people in disgust are trying to kick it out; think of +it in England, allied to the State, intriguing for power and resorting +to every kind of sharp practice to gain its own ends, and think of Jesus +dying for a great ideal. I'll give up the problem, it's beyond me." And +he got out of bed and began to dress. After breakfast he rather +astonished the old people by announcing that he would go to chapel. + +"I hope you will go, Rufus, in a proper spirit," the old man said, +severely. + +"I hope so," was the answer; "though I am bound to confess I am prompted +mainly by a desire to hear your new minister." + +The Rev. Reuben looked grave. "It is possible he may say something you +may approve of. I grieve to say that even the pulpit is touched by what +is called the modern spirit." + +"But I hear that 'Zion' is regaining some of its former glory." + +"The congregations are large, I admit; but I fear in these days the +people have itching ears." + +"That has been true, I am told, of every generation." + +"It may be so. Yet thirty years ago--aye, twenty years ago--the people +endured sound doctrine even when it was galling to the flesh." + +"And to-day, grandfather?" + +The old man shook his head and smiled sadly. "I fear me they have no +stomach for strong meat," he said, pathetically. + +"Well, it is not a bit of use trying to swallow what we cannot digest," +Rufus said, with a laugh. "However, I will hear this Rev. Marshall Brook +for myself." + +He felt painfully conspicuous as he walked into the chapel behind the +stooping form of his grandfather--the little grandmother was too feeble +to attend. He thought that everybody was eyeing him with an unnecessary +amount of curiosity. He slipped into the far corner of the pew, the +place where he had spent many a weary and painful hour in the years gone +by, and for awhile he kept his eyes fixed upon the floor. A quiet, +slow-moving voluntary was being played on the organ, around him was a +faint rustle of silks and the shuffling of feet. From the vestibule came +a subdued hum of voices as acquaintances met and exchanged Christmas +greetings. + +Rufus was carried back again to the days of his boyhood and youth. The +present was forgotten. He had never been away from Tregannon. He was +still a lad. He had a jack-knife in his pocket and a white alley and a +piece of cobbler's wax and several yards of string. That was Billy +Beswarick's suppressed cough coming from a neighbouring pew, and he was +sure Dick Daddo was behind him waiting to pull his hair. + +He raised his eyes at length, and the illusion partially vanished; but +not altogether. There was the same organ--how often he had counted its +gilt dummy pipes; new brass book-rests had been placed in the gallery +front for the convenience of the choir--that was an innovation, and +brought him down to more modern days. The iron pillars that supported +the galleries were festooned with evergreens, and over the arch of the +organ loft was a text of Scripture, conspicuous in white against a +scarlet background:--"On earth peace and good will toward men." + +The text set Rufus thinking again. He rather wondered that anyone had +the courage to put it up. Perhaps the young people had done it, +unthinkingly, for no sentiment could be more incongruous or out of +place. The air was full of the clash of arms, the newspapers contained +little else than records of battle and slaughter. Ministers all over the +country were preaching sermons on patriotism and Imperialism. Churches +and Sunday-schools were organising boys' brigades, and children were +being taught how to shoot. Here and there a solitary voice protested +against all war as unchristian, but the voice in the main was unheeded. +How could war be unchristian? How could killing on a large scale be +anything but an ennobling occupation? How could defending homes that +were not attacked and destroying homes that were not defended, be +anything less than heroic? How could stealing your neighbour's +birthright and possessing his inheritance be anything but righteous? + +"There's evidently a screw loose somewhere," he said to himself, with a +smile. "If that text sets forth the objective of Christ's mission, then +a good deal that passes muster as Christianity to-day is loathsome +hypocrisy." + +Then his attention was arrested by the entrance of the minister into the +pulpit. A young man with a frank, boyish face, large, square forehead, a +wide mouth, strong chin and jaw--all this he took in at a glance. A +moment later he noticed that his dress was unclerical, his hands small +and brown, his eyes deep-set and dark. + +Rufus felt interested in the man. Accustomed as he had been during all +the years of his boyhood and youth to seeing the tall, stiff, clerical +figure of his grandfather in the pulpit, there seemed something +delightfully free and unconventional about this young man. The pulpit +"tone" was absent from his voice, the pulpit manner he had evidently not +yet learnt, the pulpit expression had to be acquired. + +Rufus got far back in his childhood days again during the singing and +prayers. But directly the text was announced and the minister began to +preach he felt wide awake and interested. To begin with, all his early +notions about preaching were rudely upset. Taking his grandfather as a +model this young man did not preach at all. He just talked and talked in +a most delightfully easy and quickening way. + +The farther he advanced the more interested Rufus became. There were no +attempts at oratory, no flights of rhetoric, no simulated passion, no +declamation, but just earnest, lucid talk. He forgot that he was in a +chapel and this man in a pulpit. They might be anywhere--in a workshop +or by the fireside--and the man was talking to them on a subject of deep +and perennial interest. He did not dogmatise; he did not ignore +objections and difficulties. He faced every problem fairly and +fearlessly, and gave his reason for the faith that was in him. + +"The desire of all nations shall come," was the text. What was the +desire of all nations? What was the deep, passionate longing of all +thoughtful, serious people of all ages and of all countries? And how was +that longing met in Jesus of Nazareth? + +On the first point he touched Rufus to the quick. He described every +mental emotion through which he had passed, and showed how every merely +human philosophy had failed to satisfy the need of the human heart. +Every word of this part of the discourse was absolutely true to Rufus's +own experience. + +But when the preacher came to deal with the second part of his subject, +Rufus felt all his old scepticism returning with a rush; and yet so +reasonably did the preacher talk that he was compelled to listen. He did +not speak like an advocate with a bad case. There were no evasions, no +special pleadings, no attempts to browbeat witnesses, or to sail off on +side issues. He spoke as one who had fought his way through every phase +of doubt, and had reached the serene heights of absolute conviction. + +Christ had met his needs, and had answered his questions, had solved the +riddle of life. + +Rufus shook his head more than once unconsciously. The argument from +experience might be satisfactory enough to those who had the experience, +but he wanted proof. The experience of another man was of very little +value to him. + +If he could be sure that Christ spoke with absolute authority on these +questions that vexed the human mind, then would he find rest also, but +how was he to get that assurance. + +He walked home from chapel by his grandfather's side in silence. The old +man was as little disposed to talk as Rufus, but for a different reason. + +After dinner Rufus went for a long walk alone. He wanted to shake off +the effects of the sermon. Some of the conclusions of the preacher had +made him feel distinctly uncomfortable. The possibility of life being a +sacred trust for the use, or abuse, of which he would be held +responsible by a Supreme Being was distinctly disquieting, especially in +view of the unpleasant possibility that was hanging over his head. + +If life were not his own to do as he liked with--to spend or end how or +when seemed good in his own eyes--then his attempt to gamble with it was +more immoral than for a trustee or a lawyer to gamble with his client's +property. Rufus had always prided himself on his honour. It was his +sheet-anchor in all the mental storms through which he had passed; but +if in throwing his life into pawn he had pawned his honour at the same +time what was there left to him that was worth possessing? And if the +worst should come to the worst, if, as he sometimes feared, his +invention had been forestalled--not only a part of it, but the whole of +it--if the demands of what he called honour should necessitate the +giving up of his life, in what sort of moral dilemma would he find +himself? + +His compact with Muller began to appear in a more unpleasantly lurid +light than it had ever done before. Could a man steal money to pay his +debts with, and then boast of his honesty in paying? Could he discharge +a debt of honour by an act that in itself was criminal? + +It was dark when he got back to his grandfather's house, but the +influence of the sermon was still upon him. He had passed cottages by +the dozen from which had come sounds of mirth and festivity. Tregannon +appeared to be enjoying itself to the full. The young people, untroubled +about the future, were making merry in the hope and gladness of to-day; +while he, having lost the faith of his childhood, had drifted into +regions not only of hopelessness, but of peril. + +"It seems but a poor exchange," he said, sadly, "but I shall have to +make the best of it." + +When he opened the door he was surprised to hear the voices of his +grandfather and the Rev. Marshall Brook, in what seemed to him a very +animated and even heated discussion. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + AFTER THREE YEARS + + +After her meeting with Rufus Sterne, Madeline walked slowly back to the +Hall with a very thoughtful look upon her face. She knew that this +Christmas Eve was to be a fateful time for her, her whole future seemed +to be hanging in the balance. On what happened during the next few +days--perhaps, during the next few hours--would depend in all +probability the happiness, or the misery, of all the years that would +follow. + +The point to which her life had been steadily drifting would be reached +to-night. The man who had been waiting for her would ask her to come +into his arms, the consummation of her girlish dreams was about to be +realised. Why did she shrink from the fateful moment? Why did she +contemplate the meeting with Gervase with something like alarm? Before +she reached the Hall she put a question boldly to herself that she had +never dared ask before. Had Rufus Sterne anything to do with this +half-defined fear that haunted her. Suppose he had never crossed her +path--had never awakened her gratitude by his courage and chivalry, had +never touched her sympathy by his vicarious suffering--would she at this +moment be almost dreading the appearance of Gervase Tregony on the +scene? + +Till she met Rufus Sterne, Gervase had been her ideal. His bigness, his +masterfulness, his fearlessness, his daring had awakened in her a sense +of awe. He was her ideal still in many respects. She never expected to +see a more soldierly man, never expected to hear a voice that was more +clearly meant to command, never anticipated a stronger arm to lean upon. + +And yet there was no denying the fact that the brightness of the image +had been somewhat dimmed of late. In point of bigness, in point of +masterfulness, and, above all, in point of social position, Rufus Sterne +was not to be mentioned in the same day with Gervase Tregony, and yet +Rufus Sterne, poor and friendless as he was, had touched her heart and +her imagination in a way that Gervase had never done. + +Her fingers were tingling still under the pressure of his hand. The +tones of his voice were still vibrating through the chambers of her +brain, the colour mounted to her cheeks whenever she thought of him. + +"Perhaps, when I see Gervase," she said to herself, "all my forebodings +will vanish. It will be a comfort to know that I have been worrying +myself for nothing. If he loves me for my own sake--and I shall soon +find out if he doesn't--and if I--I--like him as I have always done, why +there is no reason at all why we should not be two of the happiest +people in the world. Nevertheless, I wish Sir Charles was not in such a +hurry to arrange things." + +She found Lady Tregony and Beryl pretending concern at her long absence, +but very little was said, and Madeline did not explain why she had been +so long. + +"We have ordered dinner, my dear, for half-past seven," Lady Tregony +said, in her blandest tones. "We have had another telegram from dear +Gervase while you have been out. It was handed in at Bristol. He seems +terribly impatient to be at home. I suppose you would not care to drive +into Redbourne with Sir Charles to meet him?" + +"No, indeed. I would prefer to meet him here, thank you." + +"I am sure it would be quite proper, my dear, if you would care to go, +and really Gervase seems dying to see you." + +"I don't think it would be proper at all," Madeline answered, quite +frankly. + +"Oh, yes, my dear. Everybody now looks upon the engagement as a settled +thing." + +"Indeed. I did not know people took so much interest in our affairs, or +indeed, knew anything about the matter." + +"Oh, yes, my dear; it is impossible that such things can be kept a +secret. I expect you will get tons and tons of congratulations on +Friday." + +"Why on Friday, Lady Tregony?" + +"Why, because we shall have the house full of people on Friday, to be +sure. I wouldn't that there should be a hitch for the world." + +Madeline walked upstairs to her room, feeling very perturbed, and not a +little annoyed. It seemed now as if everybody was beginning to show his +or her hand. Now that the game was practically won there was not quite +so much need for caution or finesse. Indeed, to take the engagement for +granted might be a good way of settling the matter once and for all. + +"But it is not settled yet," she said to herself, a little bit +indignantly; "and what is more I will not have my affairs settled for me +by anybody." + +It had been her intention to dress herself with the greatest care that +evening, to don the smartest and most becoming frock she possessed. But +she concluded now she would do nothing of the kind. + +"I am not going to lay myself out to make a conquest as though I were a +husband hunter," she said to herself, with heightened colour; "and what +is more I am not going to let anybody take things for granted," and she +dropped into a basket chair before the fire. + +It was the first time Lady Tregony had so openly shown her hand, and it +made Madeline think more furiously than ever. + +Her maid came a little later and lighted the lamp and drew the blinds, +then quietly withdrew. Madeline sat staring into the fire, watching the +faces come and go, and conjuring up all kinds of visions. She heard the +brougham drive away; heard the Baronet's voice for a moment or two, then +all grew still again. In another hour he would be back again, +accompanied by his son. She wanted to get up and walk about the room, +but she held herself in check with a firm hand, and sat resolutely +still. She did not attempt to hide from herself the fact that she was +painfully excited. Her heart was beating at twice its normal rate. She +was longing to see Gervase, and yet she dreaded the moment when she +would again look into his eyes. + +She did her best to put Rufus Sterne out of her mind. She had a vague +kind of feeling that she was disloyal to her girlish ideals. The hour, +to which all the other hours of her life had steadily and consistently +moved, was on the point of striking. She ought to be supremely happy. +One face only should fill all her dreams. She had grown to believe that +Gervase Tregony had been ordained for her and she for him--until the +last few months not a doubt had crossed her mind on this point, and +now---- + +She got up and began to walk about the room. She could sit still no +longer. The very air had become oppressive. She felt as though a +thunderstorm was brooding over the place. + +Her maid came in at length, much to her relief, and began to help her +dress for dinner. While her hair was being brushed and combed she +listened intently for the sound of carriage wheels. The roads were hard, +and sounds travelled far on the still frosty air. + +She caught the sounds she had been listening for at length, and her +heart seemed to come into her mouth. The beat of the horses' hoofs +became as regular as the ticking of a clock. Nearer and nearer drew the +sounds, till the maid stopped her brushing, and listened. + +"They are coming," she said, with a little catch in her breath. "I did +not think they would be here so soon," and she dropped the brushes, and +began to twist Madeline's glorious hair into a large coil low on her +neck. + +"You need not hurry," Madeline said, quietly; "I shall not go downstairs +till just before dinner." + +"Her ladyship is dressed already," the maid answered. + +"Naturally," she answered, significantly, and relapsed into silence. + +A few minutes later they heard the gritting of the carriage wheels on +the drive. It curved round under Madeline's window, and pulled up at the +front door. + +She listened for the sound of voices, but Sir Charles and his son +alighted in silence. Then a little shrill cry of delight was wafted up +from the hall as Lady Tregony fell into her son's arms. The next moment +the harsh, raucous voice of the captain echoed distinctly through all +the rooms. + +Madeline felt her heart give a sudden bound. How often she had heard +that voice in her dreams, and thrilled at the sound--not a musical +voice, by any means, not a voice to lure and soothe, but a voice to +command; a voice to inspire confidence and awaken fear at the same +time. + +Then a knock came to the door, and Beryl rushed in. "Gervase has come, +dear," she said, excitedly. + +"Yes, I heard his voice." + +"But are you not coming down at once?" + +"I cannot very well," she answered, with a smile. + +"But he will be terribly disappointed. His first inquiry was for you." + +"We shall meet in the drawing-room before dinner is announced." + +"But what must I tell him?" + +"Anything you like, dear." + +Beryl departed with a pout, and a look of disappointment in her eyes. A +little later there was a sound of heavy footsteps on the stairs. + +Madeline disappointed her maid by insisting on wearing her least +becoming evening gown, and the only ornament she wore was a bunch of +holly berries in her hair. + +She went downstairs alone, and was surprised to find the drawing-room +empty. Where Lady Tregony and Beryl had taken themselves to she could +not imagine. A big fire of logs was blazing in the grate, and in all the +sconces candles were alight. She expected every moment that either Beryl +or Lady Tregony would come to her; they were both dressed, and there was +no reason whatever that they should remain in their rooms. + +After several minutes had gone by she began to suspect the truth. They +were keeping away so that she might meet Gervase alone. It was very +thoughtful of them certainly, but it was taking rather too much for +granted. She disliked so many evidences of management and contrivance. +If Providence was arranging all these matters she could not see why +Providence might not be allowed a free hand. So much human assistance +did not seem at all necessary. + +She was beginning to feel a little bit resentful when the door was +thrown suddenly open, and Gervase entered. For a moment she started back +with unfeigned surprise. She had expected seeing him in all the glory +and splendour of his uniform, and here he was in ordinary evening dress, +looking as common-place as any average country squire. The only splendid +thing about him was his moustache, which was waxed out to its fullest +dimensions. + +"Madeline," he said, huskily, coming hurriedly forward, with +outstretched hands. "This is the supreme moment of my life." + +She placed both her hands in his, and looked him steadily in the eyes. +She was quite calm again now. Her heart had ceased its wild gallop. + +"It seemed as if I should never get here," he said, in the same husky +tones. "Oh! how impatient I have been to look into your dear eyes." + +"If you had missed this train you would not have got here for your +Christmas dinner," she said, artlessly, "and that would have been +horribly disappointing." + +"Would you have been very much disappointed?" he questioned, trying to +throw a note of tenderness into his voice. + +"Of course, I should have been disappointed," she answered, frankly; +"I've been quite consumed with curiosity to see what you look like." + +"Not with curiosity only, I hope, Madeline." + +"Why, isn't curiosity bad enough without having any other feeling to +torment you?" + +"Did you think I should have changed toward you?" he said, in hurt +tones. "Did you regard me as one of the fickle mob, who hold love so +lightly?" + +"Nay, I have always regarded you as a brave, strong man who would place +duty above everything." + +"In that, I trust, I shall never disappoint you," he said, humbly. +"Henceforth my duty and my joy shall be to serve you." + +"I am only one," she said, quickly. "Is not your first duty to your +country and your King?" + +"My first duty is to my queen," he answered gallantly, "and that is +you." + +She drew her hands from his suddenly, and stepped back a pace. "Had we +not better understand each other better before we talk so confidently?" +she said, in hard decided tones. + +"What, after three long years?" he questioned, in an aggrieved voice. +"Is it possible that there is anything left unexplained? Have I not +opened all my heart to you in my letters? Do I need still to prove my +devotion?" + +"No, no. You have been very candid and very loyal," she said, quickly. +"But a matter of so much importance should not be decided in an hour." + +"But we have known each other for years, and did we not understand each +other from the very beginning?" + +"Perhaps we did," she answered, with downcast eyes. + +"And everyone else understood," he went on. "It is true little or +nothing was said at the beginning, for you--you--were--were--very young. +But I was of full age, and when the proper time came I wrote plainly to +you." + +"Yes, I know." + +"And you were not surprised? You expected I should write in that way, +did you not?" + +"Yes, I think I did." + +"And yet now you talk of our understanding each other better. Oh, +Madeline! Let me assure you that no other woman has crossed my path, +that no other face has caught my fancy, that my heart has been true to +you from the first, and I am prepared now to devote the rest of my life +to you." + +"But is there not another side to the question?" she asked, seriously. +"You said when first we met I was very young. But I have grown to be a +woman now." + +"That is true, by Jove!" he answered, with a harsh laugh, "and a very +lovely woman, too. But that only adds force and weight to what I have +already said. If you had grown to be ill-favoured or plain, you might +hesitate, thinking my heart would change. But no, Madeline, I am not of +the fickle sort. If you were not half so handsome as you are I should +still come to you eager, devoted, and determined." + +"You fail to understand my point," she said, quickly. + +"Not I, indeed," he interposed, with a laugh. "It is natural, I suppose, +for a woman to have some doubts about a soldier. I know among the pious +folk we have rather a bad reputation, and that we are supposed to have +as many wives as Brigham Young. But that's a gross libel. I don't +pretend that soldiers are saints, and some of them, I grant, change the +objects of their affections frequently. But, Madeline, believe me, I +have been true to you. True to that last smile and look you gave me in +Washington. I come back offering you a complete and whole-hearted +devotion. Now, come and let me kiss you, and settle the matter before +dinner." + +She drew back a step further. "I think we understand each other less now +than when we began our talk," she said, in hard, unnatural tones. + +"Well, by Jove, Madeline, you do astonish me," he said, in a tone of +well-feigned surprise. "You surely don't think I'm insincere--that I'm +putting it on, as it were; that I'm pretending what I don't feel? Let +me assure you I'm absolutely certain of my regard for you. Even if I +were in doubt before I got here--though, to tell you the candid truth, I +never have been in any doubt. But even if I were, the sight of your +face, the loveliness of your ripened womanhood, if you will allow me to +say so, has drawn out my heart to you more strongly than ever." + +"I don't think we shall gain anything by pursuing this subject any +further just now," she said, quietly. "And we shall have many +opportunities for quiet talks later on." + +"And you are not going to let me kiss you?" + +"Most certainly not," she said, the colour rising in a crimson tide to +her cheeks and forehead. + +"Then all I can say, it is a cold welcome," he said, using an adjective +that need not be written down. + +"You do not understand me, Gervase," she said, a pained look coming into +her eyes. + +"By Jove! I don't," he said, "and what is worse still, you persist in +misunderstanding me." + +"I am sorry you put it in that way," she answered; "but there goes the +dinner-gong," and the next moment the door was pushed open, and Lady +Tregony bustled into the room. + +"So you have met!" she said, with a little giggle, "and no one to +disturb your _tete-a-tete_. Well, that is delightful." + +Gervase frowned, but did not reply, and Madeline took the opportunity of +escaping out of the room. + +In the dining-room she frustrated Lady Tregony's little design, and +instead of seating herself next to Gervase she sat opposite him. She had +not seen him for so long a time, that she wanted an opportunity of +studying his face. Her first feeling of disappointment was confirmed as +she looked at him more closely. In his uniform he looked magnificent--at +least, that was the impression left on her mind; but in ordinary +swallow-tail coat and patent leather slippers he looked common-place. +There was no other word for it. Moreover, three years under the trying +skies of India had aged him considerably. His straw-coloured hair no +longer completely covered his scalp. The crow's feet about his eyes had +grown deeper and more numerous. The skin of his face looked parched and +drawn, his cheek bones appeared to be higher, his nose more hooked, and +his teeth more prominent. + +Moreover, under an ordinary starched shirt-front the well-rounded chest +had entirely disappeared. Perkins, the butler, could give him points in +that respect. + +Madeline felt the process of disillusionment was proceeding all too +rapidly. She wished he had come downstairs arrayed in scarlet and gold. +As a study in black and white he was not altogether a success, and it +was not pleasant to have her dreams blown away like spring blossoms in a +gale. + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + FATHER AND SON + + +It was a great disappointment to the Tregonys that they were unable to +announce on the night of their "At Home" that Gervase and Madeline were +engaged. Madeline, however, was obdurate. She saw no reason for haste, +and she saw many reasons for delay. The very anxiety of the Tregonys to +get the matter settled at once made her only the more determined not to +be rushed. The very masterfulness of Gervase--which she admired so +much--for once defeated its own end. + +In her heart she had no real intention of upsetting what seemed to be +the scheme and purpose of her life. It had seemed so long in the nature +of things that she should marry Gervase Tregony--(why it should have +seemed in the nature of things she hardly knew)--that to refuse to do so +now would seem like flying in the face of Providence, and that required +more courage than she possessed. Still, as far as she could see, it was +no part of the providential plan that she should become engaged to +Gervase that very year, and marry him early in the next. Dates did not +appear to be included in the general arrangement, and she "guessed that +in that matter she might be allowed considerable latitude." + +Gervase showed much less diplomacy than his father. Sir Charles had more +correctly gauged Madeline's disposition than any other member of the +family. He knew very well that she would never be driven, that any +attempt at coercion would defeat its own end. On this assumption he had +acted all the way through, and but for a single incident everything +might have gone well. + +As the days passed away Gervase grew terribly impatient. He was hard up. +"Horribly, disgustingly hard up," as he told his father, and here were +Madeline's thousands or millions steadily accumulating, and nobody the +better for it. If he could once get the knot tied he would be safe. She +had so much that she could let him have all he wanted without feeling +it, and there seemed no reason in the world why he should not begin to +enjoy himself without delay. + +Madeline listened in the main with much patience to his appeals and +protestations, but for some reason she could not understand, they failed +to move her. He never touched the heroic side of her nature. His appeal +was always to her vanity and selfishness. His pictures of happiness were +merely pictures of self-indulgence. The aim and end of life as he +shadowed it forth was "to take thy ease, eat, drink, and be merry." A +town house, a shooting-box in Scotland. Two or three motor-cars, a steam +yacht, and an endless round between times of balls and calls and grand +operas. + +She frankly owned to herself that her idol had been taken off its +pedestal, and there was no longer any halo about his head. To live in +the same house with Gervase day after day was distinctly disquieting. +His civilian attire made him look painfully common-place, his +conversation was as common-place as his appearance. + +She asked him one day why he did not wear his captain's uniform. + +"Because I have resigned my commission," he answered. + +"Resigned your commission?" she questioned, slowly. + +"Why not?" he replied. "I have done my share of roughing it, surely." + +"But--but--oh! I don't know. I had an idea once an officer, always an +officer." + +"Oh, nothing of the sort," he laughed, "I've given up soldiering to +devote myself to you. Isn't that a much nobler occupation?" + +"I don't think so," she answered, slowly. "Besides, I did not want you +to give up your commission to devote yourself to me." + +"At any rate, I've done it. I thought it would please you. It will show +you, at any rate, how devoted I am. There is nothing I would not give up +for your sake, and I never thought you would hesitate to speak the one +word that would make me the happiest man in the world." + +"But you could not be happy unless I was happy also?" she interrogated. + +"But you would be happy. I should just lay myself out to make you as +happy as a bird. By my soul, you would have a ripping time!" + +"I don't think that is just what I want," she said, abstractedly. "Don't +you think there is something greater in life than either of us have yet +seen?" + +He looked at her with as much astonishment in his eyes as if she had +proposed suicide. "Greater," he said, in a tone of incredulity. "Well, +I'm--I'm--. The truth is, Madeline, you're beyond me," he added, +twisting suddenly round, and back again. "As if there could be anything +greater. We might have a turn at Monte Carlo if you liked, or Homburg in +the season, or--but the fact is, we might go anywhere. Think of it! You +can't conceive of anything greater!" + +"Oh, yes! I can," she answered quietly, but firmly. "There's nothing +noble or heroic in living merely for self and pleasure." + +"Noble! heroic!" he repeated, slowly, as if not quite comprehending. +"Well, now, I wonder what preaching fool has been putting these silly +notions into your head. Have you turned Methodist?" + +"I don't know why you call such notions silly," she said, ignoring his +last question. "Did not Christ say that a man's life consisteth not in +the abundance of the things he possesseth?" + +"Oh! well, I'm not going to say anything against that as an abstract +thing," he said. "But the Bible must not be taken too literally, you +know." + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"Why, I mean what I say, and what every man, if he's got any sense, +means. Religion is a very respectable thing, and all that. And I think +everybody ought to go to church now and then and take communion, and be +confirmed when he's young, and all that. And if people are very poor +there must be a lot of comfort in believing in Providence, don't you +see, and in living in hope that they'll have a jolly good time later on, +and all that, don't you see. But as for making oneself miserable for +other people, and denying oneself that somebody else may have a better +time, and turning the other cheek, and all that, don't you see--well, +that's just rot, and can't be done." + +"Why not?" + +"Why not? Well, it's just too silly for words. Fancy a man or a woman +not having a good time if he has the chance." + +"But it may be more blessed to give than to receive." + +"Don't you believe it, Madeline. I believe in taking a common-sense view +of life. We've only one life to live, and it's our duty to squeeze all +the juice out of it that we can." + +"But may not the pursuit of self end in missing self? Is there not more +joy in pursuing duty than in chasing pleasure?" + +"Look here, Madeline," he said, after a long pause, staring hard at her, +"tell me candidly who's been putting these silly notions into your +pretty little head." + +"I wish you would not talk to me as though I had the head of a baby," +she said, a little indignantly. "You should remember that I am no longer +a child," and she turned and walked slowly out of the room. + +Gervase went off to the library at once to interview his father. The +days were passing away, and he was getting no nearer the realisation of +his desire. All his interviews with her ended where they began. Whenever +he approached the subject nearest his heart and his interests, she +always managed to shunt him off to some side issue. + +Sir Charles was busy writing letters, but he looked up at once when +Gervase entered. + +"Can you spare time for a little talk?" the son asked, abruptly. + +"Why, of course I can," was the reply. "Is there something particular +you wish to talk about?" + +"Well, the truth is," he said, in a tone of irritation, "I am not +getting on with Madeline a bit." + +"Perhaps you are too eager and impatient. You must remember that +Madeline is not the girl to be driven." + +"Yes, I've heard that before," he said, angrily. "You have always harped +on that string. But you've been in the wrong, I'm sure you have. If +you'd only let me have my way I would have proposed to her three years +ago." + +"And spoiled everything." + +"No, I should have won everything. She was only a girl then, and was +immensely gone on me. A soldier in her eyes was a hero, and an officer's +uniform the most splendid thing she could imagine. If I'd struck then, +when the iron was hot, she'd have fallen into my arms, and once engaged +there'd have been no backing out." + +"My dear boy, you don't know Madeline Grover," Sir Charles said, +seriously. "No girlish promise would have bound her if she wanted to get +out of it." + +"Oh, yes, it would. She has tremendously high notions about honour and +duty." + +"Exactly. That's just where you fail to appreciate the difficulties of +the situation. Very likely you tell her that some of her notions are +silly, because you don't understand them." + +"That's just what I have been telling her this very morning." + +"And you think that's the way, perhaps, to win her promise." + +"But what's a fellow to do? One cannot sit mum while she talks rot +about--about----" + +"About what?" + +"Oh! I don't know; but you know when a girl gets on to heroics she +generally makes a fool of herself." + +"Madeline is very sane as a general thing." + +"Then why in the name of common-sense doesn't she jump?" + +"She wants to make sure of her ground, perhaps." + +"But she knows who I am and who you are, and, surely, it's something to +ask a nameless girl to marry into a family like ours." + +"I confess I expected she would be more impressed than she is." + +"Does she know she's got the tin?" + +"I don't think so. She thinks we have the wealth and the position, and +everything else." + +"And yet she doesn't jump. I'd no idea she'd hold out as she is doing." + +"You'll have to humour her, Gervase. I've told you from the first she's +not to be driven. Sympathise with her in what you call her heroics. +Encourage her in her mental flight after great ideals." + +Gervase shook his head, and looked blank. "It's no use, father," he +said, despondingly, "I should only make a fool of myself if I tried. +Nature never gave me any wings of that sort." + +"At any rate, don't contradict her, and call her a goose, and assume the +airs of a superior person." + +"But surely I know a mighty lot more than she does. Think of my age and +experience, and remember I haven't travelled over half the world with my +eyes shut." + +"It is not experience of the world, but knowledge of the ways of women +you want. It isn't strength, but diplomacy that you need." + +"You think she will come round in time, don't you?" + +"Oh, yes! I think so, provided you play your cards with skill. She has +never said 'no' has she?" + +"That isn't the trouble exactly. She has never said 'yes,' and until she +says it I'm not safe. You know she comes of age in May." + +"Well?" + +"You take it very coolly, father," Gervase said, in a tone of +irritation. "I don't think it is at all well. Madeline is my only hope. +Unless I marry a rich woman I'm stranded--absolutely stranded." + +"You've not been getting into deeper debt, I hope?" + +"I've not been getting into shallower water, you may bet your bottom +dollar on that." + +"Am I to understand that you have been anticipating events?" + +"I have a little. I thought I was perfectly safe in doing so. Your +letters indicated that the way was quite clear, that Madeline looked +upon the thing as settled, that she knew it was her father's wish, that +you were quite agreeable, that everything was as straight as straight +could be." + +"But I never saw her letters to you." + +"They were almost entirely satisfactory, I can assure you. She did not +accept my proposal, it is true. But--well--she couldn't have written in +a more friendly way. She thought we should meet again first, that was +all. No hint of any delay after I came back." + +"I hope you haven't been disappointing her in some way." + +"I believe she is a bit disappointed at my retiring from the army. Like +most girls, she dotes on a soldier. She loves the uniform and the gold +braid and all that. But I told her I gave up the army that I might +devote myself to her." + +"And did that satisfy her?" + +"I don't know. I can't make out exactly where she is. She seems to have +changed in some way. If she hadn't lived under your eye ever since she +has been in England I should be half disposed to think some other fellow +had been making love to her." + +Sir Charles gave a little start, then turned his head, and contemplated +his writing pad. + +"I suppose she didn't flirt with anybody while you were in London?" +Gervase questioned, after a pause. + +"Not that I am aware of. Oh, no! I'm certain she didn't," Sir Charles +replied, looking up again. + +"And, of course, in St. Gaved there's nobody she would look at for a +moment," Gervase went on. + +Sir Charles nibbled for a moment at the end of his penholder. He hardly +knew whether to tell Gervase or no. It was but a vague fear at most. For +months--so he believed--she had never seen Rufus Sterne, and his name +was never mentioned under any circumstances. Gervase was a violent +fellow, and if he were made jealous there was no knowing what he might +do or say. On the other hand, it was almost certain that he would hear +the story of Madeline's adventure on the cliffs sooner or later, and +then he would be excessively angry at not having been told by his own +people. + +On the whole, Sir Charles concluded that he had better let Gervase know +all there was to be known. The simple truth might gain in importance in +his eyes the longer it was kept from him. + +"I don't think, Gervase, you need have the least fear that you have a +rival," he said, at length, looking up with what he intended to be a +reassuring smile. "There was a little circumstance some months ago that +caused me a moment's uneasiness; but only a moment's. I soon saw that it +meant nothing, that it never could mean anything, in fact." + +"What was the circumstance?" Gervase asked, with a quick light of +interest in his eyes. + +"Well, it came about in this way," and Sir Charles told in an off-hand +and apparently indifferent manner the story of Madeline's escapade. + +Gervase listened in gloomy silence, tugging vigorously at his moustache +all the time. + +"And you say she visited him in his diggings?" he questioned, sullenly, +when Sir Charles had finished. + +"I understand she called twice. From her point of view it seemed right +enough. He had broken his leg in rescuing her, and with her American +notions of freedom and independence, she saw no harm in calling to see +him when he was getting better." + +"But you say she went twice?" + +"She went a second time to take him some books she had promised to lend +him." + +"Are you sure she went only twice?" + +"I think I may say yes to that question. Madeline is very truthful and +very frank, and when I pointed out that it was scarcely in harmony with +our English notions of propriety she fell in with the suggestion at +once." + +"And she made no attempt to see him after?" + +"Not the smallest. She had expressed her gratitude and the episode had +closed." + +Gervase looked thoughtful, and not quite satisfied. + +"Madeline can be as close as an oyster when she likes," he said, after a +pause; "how do you know she has not been thinking about the fellow ever +since?" + +"Why should she?" + +"Well, why shouldn't she? He saved her life, that is no small matter, +especially to a romantic temperament like hers. He broke his leg, and +nearly lost his life in doing it; that would add greatly to the interest +of the situation. Then, if I remember rightly, he's a singularly +handsome rascal, with an easy flow of speech, and a voice peculiarly +rich and flexible." + +"My dear boy, you can make a mountain out of a molehill, if you like," +Sir Charles said, with a laugh. "That's your look-out. I thought it +right to tell you everything--this incident among the rest; but I can +assure you you need not worry yourself five seconds over the matter." + +"Perhaps I needn't; or it may be there is more at the back of Madeline's +mind than you think. One thing is clear to me, something has changed +her, and I'm going to find out what it is; and by Jove! if--if----" and +he clenched his fists savagely, and walked out of the room. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + GERVASE SPEAKS HIS MIND + + +On New Year's Day Gervase felt determined, if possible, to bring matters +to a head, and with this laudable purpose pulsing through every fibre of +his body he made his way to the drawing-room where, he understood from +his mother, Madeline was sitting alone. He found her, as he expected, +intent on a book. She looked up with a bored expression when he entered, +smiled rather wearily, but very sweetly, and then went on with her +reading. + +Gervase felt nettled and frowned darkly, but he had made up his mind not +to be driven from his purpose by any indifference--pretended or +genuine--on Madeline's part. For a whole week he had been beating the +air and getting no nearer the goal of his desire; the time had now come +when he would have an explicit answer. His worldly circumstances were +desperate, and if Madeline failed him, he would have to exercise his +wits in some other direction. + +Moreover, the story of Madeline's adventure on the cliffs grew in +importance and significance the longer he contemplated it. The fact that +she and Rufus Sterne never met was nothing to the point. She might be +eating her heart out in silence for all he knew. Girls did such foolish +things. For good or ill he would have to find out how the land lay in +that direction. + +"Is your book very interesting, Madeline?" he asked, throwing himself +into an easy chair near the fire. + +"Rather so," she answered, without looking up. + +"You seem very fond of reading," he said, after a brief pause. + +"I am very fond of it." + +Another pause. + +"Don't you think it is very hurtful to the eyes to read so much?" he +said, edging his chair a little nearer to the couch on which she sat. + +"Really, I have never thought of it." + +"But you ought to think of it, Madeline. The eyesight is most +important." + +"I suppose it is." + +Another pause, during which Gervase threw a lump of wood on the grate. +Madeline went on reading, apparently oblivious of his presence. + +"I can't understand how people can become so lost in a book," Gervase +said, a little petulantly. + +"No?" + +"No, I can't. It's beyond me." + +"Do you never read?" + +"Sometimes, but not often. I've too much else to do. Besides, doesn't +the Bible say that much reading is a weariness to the flesh?" + +"Does it?" + +"I don't know; but I've heard it somewhere, and it's true." + +"You've proved it?" + +"Over and over again." + +"What sort of books do you find so wearisome?" + +"Oh, all sorts. There's not much to choose between them." + +"Do you really think that?" + +"Of course I do, or I shouldn't say it. I'm not the sort of man to say +what I don't mean. I thought you had found that out long ago." + +"I don't think I have thought much about it." + +"I thought as much. It appears that I am of no account with you, +Madeline. And yet I had hoped to be your husband. But devotion is lost, +affection is thrown away, the burning hope of years is trampled upon." + +"I thought we were to let that matter drop, Gervase, until we had had +more time to think it over?" + +"But I don't want more time, Madeline. My mind is quite made up. If I +wait a year--ten years--it will be all the same. For me there is only +one woman in the world, and her name is Madeline Grover." + +"It is very kind of you to say so, Gervase, and I really feel very much +honoured. But, you see, I have only known you about a week." + +"Oh, Madeline, how can you say that? We have known each other for +years." + +"In a sense, Gervase, but not in reality. In fact, I find that all the +past has to be wiped out, and I have to start again." + +"Why so?" + +"I cannot explain it very well, but I expect we have both changed. +Madeline Grover, the school-girl, is not the Madeline Grover of to-day." + +"By Jove, I fear that's only too true," he said, almost angrily. + +"And the Captain Tregony I met in Washington--excuse me for saying +it--is not the Gervase Tregony of Trewinion Hall." + +"Have I deteriorated so much?" he questioned, with an angry flash in his +eyes. + +"I do not say that you have deteriorated at all," she said, with a +smile. "Perhaps we have both of us vastly improved. Let us hope so at +any rate. But what I am pointing out is, we meet--almost entirely +different people." + +"That you are different, I don't deny," he answered, sullenly. "In +Washington you made heaps of me, now you are as cold as an iceberg. But +I deny that I have changed. I loved you then, I have loved you ever +since, I love you now." + +"Well, have it that I only have changed," she said, with a touch of +weariness in her voice. "I don't want to make you angry, Gervase, but +you must recognise the fact that I was only a school-girl when we first +met. I am a woman now. Hence, you must give me time to adjust myself if +you will allow the expression. You see, I have to begin over again." + +"That's very cold comfort for me," he said, angrily. "How do I know that +some other fellow will not come along? How do I know that some +adventurer has not come between us already?" + +She glanced at him for a moment with an indignant light in her eyes, +then picked up her book again. + +"Pardon me, Madeline," he said, hurriedly, "I would not offend you for +the world, but love such as mine makes a fellow jealous and suspicious." + +"Suspicious of what?" she demanded. + +"Well, you see," he said, slowly and awkwardly, turning away from her, +and staring into the fire, "it's better to be honest about it, isn't +it?" + +"Honest about what?" + +"I don't think I'm naturally jealous," he explained, "but father has +told me all about your--your--well, your escapade with that scoundrel, +Sterne." + +"Is he a scoundrel?" + +"You know nothing about him, of course, but he is just the kind of +fellow that would take advantage of any service he had rendered." + +"I was not aware----" + +"Of course not," he interrupted, "but those--well, what I call low-born +people have no sense of propriety; and in these days--I am sorry to have +to say it--very little reverence for their betters." + +"Well, what is all this leading to?" + +"Oh, nothing in particular. Only father told me how he took some risks +on your account, and I know that you are nothing if not grateful, and +honestly I was half afraid lest the rascal had been in some way imposing +on your good nature." + +"You are quite sure that you know this Mr. Sterne?" + +"I know of him, Madeline, which is quite enough for me. Of course, I +have seen him dozens of times, but he is not the kind of man I should +ever think of speaking to--except of course, as I would speak to a +tradesman or a fisherman." + +"Yes?" + +"You see, those people who are too proud to work, and too ignorant and +too poor to be gentlemen, and yet who try to ape the manners of their +betters are really the most detestable people of all." + +"Is that so?" + +"It is so, I can assure you. As an American you have not got to know +quite the composition of our English society. But you will see things +differently later on. A good, honest working man, who wears fustian, and +is not ashamed of it, is to be admired, but your working class upstart, +with vulgarity bred in his bones, is really too terrible for words." + +"And is there no vulgarity in what you call the upper classes?" + +"Well, you see, the upper classes can afford to be anything they like, +if you understand." + +"You mean that they are a law unto themselves?" + +"Well, yes, that is about the size of it. No one would think of +criticising a duke, for instance, on a question of manners or taste." + +"Well, now, that is real interesting," she said, with a cynical little +laugh. "It explains a lot of things that I had not seen before." + +"Then, too," he went on, warming to his theme, "it is largely a question +of feeling. You can't explain some things; you can't say why they are +wrong or right, only you feel they are so." + +"That is quite true, Gervase," she answered, with a smile. + +"For instance, I wear a monocle sometimes. Now that is quite right for a +man in my position, and quite becoming." + +"Most becoming, Gervase." + +"But for Peter Day, the draper, for instance, to stand in his shop-door +with a glass in his right eye would look simply ridiculous." + +"You would conclude he was cross-eyed, wouldn't you?" + +"You would conclude he was an idiot, and, between ourselves, that's just +the trouble now-a-days. The common people seem to think that they have a +perfect right to do what their betters do." + +"But to copy their virtues----" + +"That isn't the point exactly," he interrupted. "I don't pretend that we +have any more virtues of the homely sort, than the cottage folk, but +certain things belong to us by right." + +"Do you mean vices?" she queried, innocently. + +"Well, no, not in our case; but they might be vices if copied by the +lower classes. I'm afraid I can't explain myself very clearly. But +things that would be quite proper for the best people to do, would be +simply grotesque, or worse, if the common orders attempted them." + +"Really, this is most interesting," she said, half-banteringly, +half-seriously. "Now, out in our country we have no varying standards of +right and wrong." + +"Ah! well, that is because you have no aristocracy," he said, loftily. + +"And if I were to marry you, Gervase, and become a lady of quality I +should be judged, as it were, by a different set of laws." + +"You would become Lady Tregony when I succeeded to the title." + +She laughed. "That, I fear, is scarcely an answer to my question." + +"Not a full answer, but you see there are so many things that cannot be +explained." + +"Evidently. In the meanwhile I belong to the common herd----" + +"No, no! Madeline," he interrupted, quickly. + +"My father was only a working man," she went on, "and across the water +we have no blue bloods; we have blue noses, but that's another matter, +but we're all on the same footing there." + +"Not socially, and dollars in America count for what name and titles +count for here." + +"But I haven't even the dollars," she said, with a laugh. + +"But you have," he protested, quickly. "That is--I mean--you have not to +work for your living. You are not a type-writer girl, or anything of +that sort." + +"And should I be any the worse if I were?" + +"Well, of course, Madeline, you would be a lady anywhere, or under any +circumstances," he said, grandiloquently. + +"Thank you, Gervase, but suppose we get back again now to the point we +started from." + +"I'll be delighted," he said, eagerly. "I do want to start the new year +with everything settled; that's the reason I pushed myself on to you, as +it were, this afternoon. I hate beating about the bush, and all our +friends are wondering why the engagement is not announced." + +"Oh, dear! you have gone back miles further than I intended," she +laughed. "I understood you wanted to warn me against somebody." + +"I do, Madeline. I'm your best friend, if you'll only believe it. And I +do beseech you, if you've been in the least friendly with that fellow +Sterne, you'll drop him." + +"You think he isn't a good man." + +"Oh, blow his goodness. The point is, he's common, vulgar--bad form in +every way, if you understand. Anyone in your position should never be +seen speaking to him." + +"But is there anything against his moral character?" + +"Oh, confound his moral character," he said, with an oath, for which he +apologised at once. "It isn't that I'm squeamish about. The point is, +Madeline, he's no gentleman." + +"He seemed to me to be quite a gentleman." + +"I'm sorry to hear you say that," he said, mournfully, getting up and +throwing another log on the fire. "It shows how you may be deceived by +such scoundrels." + +"But is that a nice word to use of any man against whose moral character +you have no complaint to make?" + +"No, it isn't a nice word, but he isn't a nice person. I don't care to +mention such things, but you may not be aware that he is an infidel?" + +"What is that, Gervase?" + +"Oh! I don't know, but it's something bad, you bet. I heard the vicar +talking about it last time I was at home, and he was pretty sick, I can +assure you. If Sterne were to die to-morrow I question if the vicar +would allow him to be buried in consecrated ground." + +"And what would happen then?" she asked, wonderingly. + +"Oh! don't ask me. I am not up in those things, but I just mention the +matter to show you he's a pretty bad sort, and not the sort of person +for any one like you to be on speaking terms with." + +"But what I want to know is, has he ever done anyone any wrong. Ever +cheated people, or told lies about them, or stolen their property. Or +has he ever been known to get drunk, or to behave in any way unworthy of +a gentleman?" + +"My dear Madeline, I hate saying anything unpleasant about anyone. But a +man who never goes to church, who doesn't believe in the Church, who has +no respect for the clergy or the bishops, who has been heard to denounce +some of our most sacred institutions, such as the land laws, who has +even said that patriotism was a curse, and war an iniquity--what can you +expect of such a man? He may not have actually stolen his neighbour's +property, but he would very much like to." + +"I don't think that necessarily follows," she said, seriously. "I think +it is possible for a man to have very small respect for the clergy, and +for what is called the Church, and yet for him to have a profound sense +of honour, and an unquenchable love for righteousness." + +"Then you don't think staying away from church is as bad as getting +drunk?" + +"I should think not, indeed," she answered, quickly. "A man who gets +drunk, I mean an educated man, a gentleman--sinks beneath contempt." + +"Sterne may get drunk for all I know," he said, uneasily. "You see, I +have been out of England for a long time." + +She closed her book with a sudden movement, and rose to her feet. + +"No, you must not go yet," he said, in alarm. "We have not settled the +matter which I wish particularly to have settled to-day." + +"We have talked quite long enough for one afternoon," she answered, +coolly. + +"But, Madeline, have you no pity?" he said, pleadingly. + +"It would be folly to rush into such a matter hastily," she answered, in +the same tone. + +"But--but, Madeline, answer me one question," he entreated. "Have +you--have you seen this man Sterne since I came back?" + +"You have no right to ask that question," she said, drawing herself up +to her full height. "Nevertheless, I will answer it. I have not," and +without another word she swept out of the room. + +Her heart was in a tumult of conflicting emotions. She was less +satisfied with Gervase than she had ever been before, and less satisfied +with herself. And yet she saw no way out of the position in which she +found herself. It was next to impossible, situated as she was, to upset +what had been taken for granted so long, particularly as she had +acquiesced from the first in the unspoken arrangement. She felt as if in +coming to England she had been lured into a trap, and yet it was a trap +she had been eager to fall into. She had hoped when she saw Gervase, +that all her old reverence and admiration and hero worship would flame +into life again, instead of which his coming had been as cold water on +the faggots. Whether he had lost some of the qualities she had so much +admired or whether all the change was in herself, she did not know, but +the glamour had all passed away, and her eyes ached with looking at the +common-place. + +She wondered if it were always so; if maturity always destroyed the +illusions of youth, if the poetry of eighteen became feeble prose at +twenty-one. + +She went to her own room, and donned her hat and jacket, and then stole +unobserved out of the house. "I must get a little fresh air," she said +to herself, "and, perhaps, a long walk will put an end to this +restlessness." + +She turned her back upon St. Gaved, and made for the "downs" that +skirted the cliffs. The wind was keen and searching, and the wintry sun +was already disappearing behind the sea. "I suppose I shall have to say +yes sooner or later," she went on, as she walked briskly forward. "I +don't see how I can get out of it very well. All his people seem to be +expecting it, and he is evidently very much in love with me. I am afraid +there won't be very much romance on my side, but, after all, we may be +very happy together." + +Then she looked up with a start as a step sounded directly in front of +her, and she found herself face to face with Rufus Sterne. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + A HUMAN DOCUMENT + + +Rufus returned from Tregannon in a condition of mental unrest, such as +he had not known before. It was Madeline Grover in the first instance +who set him thinking along certain lines, and once started it was +impossible to turn back. During all the time he remained a prisoner in +the house, his brain had been unusually active. Unconsciously his fierce +antagonisms subsided, his revolt against accepted creeds took new +shapes, his belief in German philosophy began to waver. + +The process of mental evolution went on so quietly and silently, that he +was almost startled when he discovered that his philosophic watchwords +no longer represented his real beliefs. He felt as though while he slept +all his beliefs had been thrown into the melting-pot to be cast afresh, +and were now being poured out into new moulds. What the result would be +when the process was complete it was impossible to say, but already one +thing was certain, the blank negatives in which he once found refuge, +would never again satisfy him. He might never evolve into an orthodox +believer. The religiosity of the Churches appealed to him as little as +ever it did. He despised the smug hypocrisy that on all hands usurped +the place of Christianity, and defiled its name. He loathed the +pretensions of priests and clerics of all sects. But out of the fog and +darkness and uncertainty, certain great truths and principles loomed +faintly and fitfully. + +The fog was no longer an empty void. The silence was now and then broken +by a sound of words, though the language was strange to his ears. There +appeared to be a moral order which answered to his own need, and a moral +order implied the existence of what he had so long denied. + +His visit to his grandparents quickened his thoughts in the direction +they had been travelling. Everything tended to serious reflection. The +awful mystery and solemnity of life were forced upon him at all points. +The old people walked and talked "as seeing Him who is invisible." + +He was quietly amused when he returned from his long walk on Christmas +day to find his grandfather and the young minister engaged in a heated +argument on the barren and thorny subject of verbal inspiration. He +would have stopped the discussion if he could, for he discovered that +his grandfather was getting much the worst of the argument, and was +losing his temper in consequence. But the old man refused to be +silenced. Getting his chance of reply he poured out a torrent of words +that swept everything before it, and to which there seemed to be no end. + +Fortunately, tea was announced just as the young minister was about to +reply, and over the tea-table conversation drifted into an entirely +different channel. After tea the Rev. Reuben retired to his study +accompanied by his wife, and Rufus and Mr. Brook were left in possession +of the sitting-room. + +As there was no evening service on Christmas Day the young minister felt +free to relax himself. Conversation tripped lightly from point to point, +from general to particular, from gay to grave, from serious to solemn. + +They talked till supper time, and after supper Rufus walked with the +young minister to his lodgings, and remained with him till long after +midnight. The conversation was a revelation to Rufus in many ways. +Marshall Brook was a scholar as well as a thinker. He was as familiar +with the German writers as with the English. He was alive to all modern +questions, conversant with all the work of the higher critics, alive to +all that was fundamental in the creeds of the Churches, contemptuous of +the narrowness and bigotry that brought religion into contempt, tolerant +of all fresh light, patient and even sympathetic with every form of +human doubt, and large-hearted and clear-eyed enough to see that there +was good in everything. + +Marshall Brook had often heard of his predecessor's sceptical grandson, +and was glad of the opportunity of meeting him, and was charmed with him +when they did meet. It was easy to discover where the shoe pinched, easy +to see how and when the revolt began, easy to trace the successive steps +from doubt to denial, from unbelief to blank negation. + +Rufus talked freely and well. He knew that the young minister regarded +him as an infidel, and he thought he might as well live up to the +description. Marshall Brook led him on by easy and almost imperceptible +steps. His first business was to diagnose the case, and if possible to +find out the cause. For the first hour he allowed all Rufus's arguments +to go by default. + +But when they got to close grips Rufus felt helpless. This young scholar +could state his case better than he could state it himself. He had +traversed all the barren and thorny waste, and much more carefully than +Rufus had ever done. He knew the whole case by heart; knew every +argument and every objection. He tore the flimsy fabric of Rufus's +philosophy to shreds and left him with scarcely a rag to cover himself +with. + +Rufus remained three days at Tregannon and spent the major portion of +the time with Marshall Brook. Apart from the interest raised by the +questions discussed, it was a delight to be brought into contact with a +mind so fresh and well disciplined. They hammered out the _pros_ and +_cons_ of materialistic philosophy with infinite zest. They wrestled +with the joy of striplings at a village fair. They fought for supremacy +with all their might, but in every encounter Rufus went under. + +When he returned to St. Gaved he was in a condition of mental chaos. +Nearly every prop on which he supported himself had been knocked away. +He was certain of nothing, not even of his own existence. + +It was not an uncommon experience; most thinking men have passed through +it at one time or another. Destruction has often to precede +construction. The old has to be demolished even to the foundations +before the new building can arise. + +Yet none save those who have passed through it can conceive the utter +desolation and darkness of soul, during what may be called the +interregnum. The old has been destroyed, the new has not yet taken +shape. The ark has been sunk and the mountain peaks have not yet begun +to appear above the flood. The frightened soul flits hither and thither +across the waste of waters, seeking some place on which to rest its +feet, and finding none; and unlike Noah's dove there is no ark to which +it can return. It must remain poised on wing till the floods have +assuaged and the foundations of things have been discovered. + +In the last resort every man writes his own creed. No man, even +mentally, can remain in a state of suspended animation for very long. A +philosophy of negations is as abhorrent to the sensitive soul as a +vacuum is to Nature. After destruction there is bound to be +construction. Like beavers we are ever building, and when one dam has +been swept away by the flood, we straightway set to work to build +another. + +Rufus was trying to evolve some kind of cosmos out of chaos when he met +Madeline on the downs. She came upon him suddenly and unexpectedly and +his heart leaped like a startled hare. How beautiful she was. How lissom +and graceful and strong. + +"This is an unexpected pleasure," she said, in her bright, frank, +ingenuous way. "I am glad we have met." + +"Yes?" he replied, not knowing what else to say. + +"I have heard something about you recently and I would like to know if +it is true." + +"What have you heard?" he questioned, with a puzzled look on his face. + +"That you are an infidel." + +"Who told you that?" + +"That is a matter of no consequence since it is common gossip." + +For a moment he was silent, and turned his eyes seaward as if to watch +the sun go down. "Are you pressed for time?" he asked without turning +his eyes. + +"No, I am quite free for the next hour," she answered, with a smile, +though she wondered what the Tregonys would think if they knew. + +"I owe a good deal to you," he began, slowly and thoughtfully. + +"No, not to me, surely. I am the debtor," she interrupted. + +"Yes, to you," he went on in the same slow, even way. "And if you care +to know--that is, if you are interested--why then it will be a pleasure +to talk to you--as it always has been----" + +Then he paused and again turned his eyes toward the sea. She glanced at +him shyly but did not reply. + +"It is easy to call people names," he said, at length, without looking +at her. "I do not complain, however. I have believed the things I could +not help believing. Can we any of us do more than that?" + +"I do not quite understand?" she answered, looking at him with a puzzled +expression. + +"I mean that the things we believe, or do not believe, are matters over +which we have no absolute control. You believe what you believe because +you cannot help it. You have not been coerced into believing it. The +evidence is all-sufficient for you though it might not be for me. On the +same ground I believe what I believe--because--because I cannot help +myself. Do you follow me? Faith after all is belief upon evidence, and +if the evidence is insufficient----" + +"But what if people reject the evidence without weighing it, stubbornly +turn their backs upon the light?" she interrupted. + +"Then they are not honest," he said, quickly; "but I hope you do not +accuse me of dishonesty?" + +"I accuse you of nothing," she answered. "I have only told you what +people are saying." + +"And you are sorry?" and he turned, and looked her frankly in the face. + +"I am very sorry," she replied, with a faint suspicion of colour on her +cheeks. + +"It is generous of you to be interested in me at all," he said, after a +pause. "And if I were to tell you how much I value that interest you +might not believe me." + +She darted a startled glance at him, but she did not catch his eyes for +he was looking seaward again, and for a moment or two there was silence. + +"I should like to tell you everything about myself," he went on, at +length, "my early troubles and battles, my boyish revolt against cruel +and illogical creeds, my almost unaided pursuit of knowledge, my steady +drift into blank negation; but I should bore you----" + +"No, no!" she said, quickly. "I should like to hear all the story. I +should, indeed. Really and truly." + +They walked away northward, while the light went down in the West. The +twilight deepened rapidly, and the frosty stars began to glimmer in the +sky. But neither seemed to heed the gathering darkness nor the rapid +flight of time. + +Rufus talked without reserve; it is easy to talk when those who listen +are sympathetic. He told the story of his father's death abroad, of his +mother's grief, of his own bitter sense of loss. He sketched his +grandfather--upright and severe--preaching a creed that was more +fearsome than any nightmare. He spoke of their slender means and their +fruitless efforts to get any of the property his father left. Of his +granny's wish that he should be a draper, of his own ambition to be an +engineer, and the compromise which landed him in Redbourne as a bank +clerk. And through all the story there ran the deeper current of his +mental struggles till at last he fancied he found the _ultima Thule_ in +pure materialism. + +Madeline listened quite absorbed. It was the most interesting human +document that had ever been unfolded to her, and all the more +interesting because it was told with such artlessness and sincerity. Yet +it was not a very heroic story as he told it. Rufus was no hero in his +own eyes, and he was too honest to pretend to be what he was not. +Perhaps, in his hatred of pretence he made himself out a less admirable +character than he was in reality. + +Madeline sighed faintly more than once. There were manifest weaknesses +where there should have been strength. He had drifted here and there +where he should have resisted, and taken for granted what he should +have tried and tested. + +"And you still remain on the barren rocks of your _ultima Thule_?" she +questioned, at length. + +He did not answer for several moments. Then he said quietly, "You will +think me sadly lacking in mental balance, no doubt; but at present, I +fear, I must say I am at sea again." + +"Yes?" + +"You compelled me to face the old problems once more, to re-examine the +evidence." + +"I compelled you?" + +"Unwittingly, no doubt. You remember our talks when I was _hors de +combat_. The fragments of poetry you read to me, the books you lent?" + +"Well?" + +"I found myself fighting the old battles over again. Before I was aware, +I was in the thick of the strife." + +"And you are fighting still?" + +"Yes, I am fighting still." + +"With your face toward your _ultima Thule_?" + +"I cannot say that." + +"What is your desire, then?" + +"To find the truth. Perhaps I shall never succeed, but I shall try." + +"You should come to church, which is the repository of truth, our vicar +says." + +He smiled a little wistfully, and shook his head. "At present I am +making a fresh study of what Jesus said--or what He is reported to have +said." + +"Then that is all the greater reason why you should come to church." + +He smiled again, and shook his head once more. "I do not think so," he +answered. + +"You do not?" + +"No, the contrast is too sharp and startling." + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"I hardly like to discuss the matter at present," he said, diffidently; +"I do not know sufficiently well where I am. Only I am conscious of +this, that while Jesus wins my assent, the Church does the opposite." + +"That is because of your upbringing." + +"I do not think so. I have stood apart from all creeds and from all +sects. At present I am a humble searcher after truth. I want some great +principle to guide me. Some philosophy of life that shall appeal to the +best that is in me." + +"Well?" + +"I turn to the Church, and I find a great bishop addressing such +questions as these to his clergy: 'What ecclesiastical dress do you wear +when celebrating the Holy Communion? Do you ever use any ceremony such +as the Lavabo, or swinging of the incense immediately before or after +the service? Do you have cards on the holy table? If so what do they +contain? Do you ever read the first of the three longer exhortations? Do +you ever have celebrations without communicants?' with a dozen other +questions--to me--equally trivial and unimportant." + +"To the bishop such questions would not be trivial at all, but vastly +important." + +He smiled a little sadly. "Isn't that the pity of it," he said, "that +trifles are treated as though they were matters of life and death? I +notice that a neighbouring vicar has even closed the church because +women go into it with their heads uncovered." + +"I admit that that seems straining at a gnat." + +"But he does not think so. He is evidently righteously indignant, +complains of the house of God being desecrated, because people go into +it without some piece of millinery on their heads. One wonders +whether it is a woman's hair or her head that is the offence." + +[Illustration: "THEN SUDDENLY FROM OUT THE SHADOW GERVASE APPEARED AND +STOOD BEFORE THEM."] + +"I think it is rather insulting to women, of course," she answered, with +a laugh. "But he is only one, and nobody need mind very much." + +"But how do these things help me? Think of the men who are wrestling +with the great problems of life, who are fighting temptation and bad +habits, who are groping in the darkness, and crying for the light, and +the Church meets them with petty discussions about Lavabos and stoles +and chasubles and incense, and hats off or on in church?" + +"But are they not parts of religion?" + +"I do not know. If they are, it is not to be surprised at that religion +gets water-logged." + +"But such things may be helpful to some people." + +"In which way?" + +"Oh, I don't know! But some day you will see things differently, +perhaps." + +"Perhaps so. I see some things differently already." + +"Then you are not an infidel?" + +"You can call me by any name you like. I do not mind so long as you +understand me, and I have your sympathy." + +"My sympathy, I fear, can be of no help to you." + +"It will help me more than you can understand." + +"I am so glad we have had this long talk together," she said, brightly. +"I shall know what to think now when I hear people calling you names. +But here we are close to the lodge gates." + +She held out her hand to him, and the light from the lodge window fell +full upon them. He took her hand in his, and held it for a moment. + +Then suddenly from out the shadow of the lodge Gervase appeared, and +stood stock still before them. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + MEANS TO AN END + + +"Where have you been, Madeline?" Gervase said, quietly. "We have all +grown so concerned about you." His voice was quite steady, though there +was an unpleasant light in his eyes. + +"I have been for a walk, that is all," she answered, in a tone of +unconcern. + +"I wish you had let some one know," he said, in the same quiet tone. "It +is hardly safe for you to be out after dark." + +"Why not?" she answered. "I know my way about, and there is no one in +St. Gaved who would molest me." + +"You think so, perhaps," and he shot an angry glance at Rufus, who stood +quite still, speaking no word. + +"Of course I think so. Besides, I have not been alone." + +"So I perceive. But had we not better return to the house and put an end +to my mother's anxiety?" + +"I am sure Lady Tregony is not the least bit anxious," she said, with a +pout. + +"I can assure you she is very much concerned. That is the reason I came +to look for you." + +"Oh, indeed!" and with a hurried good-night to Rufus she walked away +toward the Hall. + +Gervase was by her side in a moment. Rufus watched them till they had +disappeared in the darkness, then turned, and made his way slowly +in the direction of St. Gaved. + +He could not help feeling amused at the encounter he had witnessed, +though he was almost sorry that Gervase had seen them together. It was +clear enough that the Captain was terribly angry, though he did his best +not to show it. Possibly he was more than angry. Natures like his were +apt to be jealous on the slightest provocation. + +Rufus smiled broadly at the thought. The idea of a baronet's son being +jealous of him was too comic for words. Yet such things had happened. +Jealousy was often unreasonable. And if the Captain were really jealous +it boded ill for Madeline's future happiness. + +"I should be sorry to cause unpleasantness," he said, knitting his +brows. "If they have to live together, I should like her to be happy. I +wonder if she has promised to be his wife?" + +Meanwhile, Gervase and Madeline were walking up the long drive in +silence. Madeline was in no humour for speech. Gervase was bubbling +over, and yet was afraid to trust himself to open a conversation. The +case seemed to him almost desperate, and yet he knew it was to be met +not by scolding, but by diplomacy. + +The thing that he feared more than anything had happened before his very +eyes. And yet he was not disposed to blame Madeline very much, the blame +belonged to Rufus Sterne--a handsome, intriguing rascal, who had used +the girl's sense of gratitude for all it was worth. + +"I should like to twist the scoundrel's neck," he said to himself, with +an ugly look upon his face. "I wonder what he expects to gain? Of +course, he will never dare to make love to her. It might be a good +thing if he did----" + +Then his thoughts took another turn. Madeline was an American, and under +the Stars and Stripes social considerations counted for very little. +Possibly she thought that Rufus Sterne was just as good as he, and if +she did, heaven only knew what would happen. + +"I was a fool not to make love to her at the first," he thought, with a +scowl. "She thought no end of me then, and I could have married her +right off. I'm sure I could, but father insisted that waiting was the +game. Father was a fool, and I was a fool to listen to him." + +The lights from the Hall windows began to glimmer through the trees, and +he had spoken no word to her since they passed through the lodge gates. +He had looked at her once or twice, but she kept her eyes straight in +front of her. Did she expect he would scold her, he wondered? Had she +begun to realise that her conduct was deserving of censure, or was she +only annoyed that she had been seen? + +The silence was becoming embarrassing. He wished she would speak, and +give him the opportunity of reply. To walk side by side like mutes at a +funeral promised ill for the future. + +"Are you tired, Madeline?" He was bound to say something, and one +question would serve as well as another. + +"Not in the least," and she quickened her steps to give point to her +statement. + +"Oh! please don't walk so fast," he said, in a tone of entreaty. "One +can't talk when walking so fast." + +"I don't want to talk." + +"Why not, Madeline? You are not angry with me, surely?" + +"Of course not. Why should I be?" + +"I might be angry with you, but I'm not. I never could be angry with +you, Madeline. You have no idea how much I think of you, and how much I +appreciate you." + +"Why might you be angry with me?" she asked, sharply, without turning +her head. + +The question almost staggered him for a moment. Yet as he had brought it +upon himself he was bound to answer it. + +"Well, you see," he said, desperately, "no man cares to see the woman he +loves, and whom he expects to marry, walking out with another man, +especially after dark." + +"Oh, indeed!" + +"But don't think I am angry with you, Madeline," he interposed, quickly. +"I could trust you anywhere." + +"Then why did you come spying on me?" and she turned her eyes suddenly +upon him. + +"No, not spying on you, Madeline," he said, humbly; "that is not the +right word to use. But I knew that fellow might be loitering about. He +is always hanging about somewhere." + +"Everybody hangs about somewhere--to quote your elegant phrase," she +said, sharply. + +"Yes, yes. But anybody can see what that fellow is after. He did you a +service, there is no denying it, and now he is presuming on your good +nature." + +"In which way?" + +"Well, in getting you to notice him and speak to him." + +"Surely I can speak to anyone I choose?" + +"Of course you can. But he is not the kind of man you would choose to +speak to, but for the unfortunate accident." + +"Why not?" + +"Well, Madeline, there should be some sense of fitness in everything. +Here is a man without religion, who never goes to church or chapel, who +has no sense of accountability or responsibility, who doesn't believe +even in the Ten Commandments----" + +"Yes, go on," she interjected, suddenly. + +"Who at the present time," he continued, slowly, "is actually living by +imposing on the credulity and good nature of other people." + +"How so?" + +"How so? He is spending money right and left, I am told, on some +pretended invention, or discovery of his, which is to revolutionise one +of the staple industries of the county. Of course, the whole thing is a +fake. You may be quite sure of that. But whose money is he spending? He +has none of his own. With his glib tongue I have no doubt he has imposed +on a lot of people to lend him their savings. Honourable conduct, isn't +it? Perhaps he is trying to interest you in his invention?" + +"No, he is not." + +"Not got sufficiently far yet. Oh, well, it will do you no harm to be +warned in time." + +"You take a charitable view of your neighbours, Gervase." + +"My dear Madeline, charity is all right in its place. But in this world +we must be guided by common-sense." + +They had reached the house, and were standing facing each other to +continue the conversation. + +"Well?" she interrogated. + +"You may lay it down as a general principle that a man who is an infidel +is not to be trusted." + +"For what reason?" + +"Because he has no moral standard to hold him in check. You believe in +the Bible and in the Commandments and in the teachings of the Church, +and you live in obedience to what you believe. But he believes none of +these things. He is bound by no commandment except as a matter of +policy." + +"May not a man have a moral instinct which he follows? Are all the +unbelievers, all the doubters, all the sceptics, all the infidels--or +whatever name you like to call them--are they all bad men?" + +"I do not say that, Madeline. Besides, policy often holds them in +check." + +"And what holds you in check, Gervase? Is it your passionate attachment +to the right, or the fear of being found out?" + +"I don't think that is quite a fair question," he said, uneasily. "I +don't pretend to be a saint, though I do try to live like a Christian +gentleman." + +"And you think Mr. Sterne does not?" + +"I have no wish to say all I think, or even to hint at what I know. A +word to the wise is sufficient. I am sure you will be on your guard in +the future." + +"But you do hint at a great deal, Gervase, whether you know or not." + +"It is because I love you, Madeline, and would shield you from every +harm." + +She looked at him for a moment, as if about to reply, then turned and +walked up the steps into the house. + +Gervase stood still for a moment or two, then turned slowly on his heel, +and began to retrace his steps the way he had come. + +He chuckled audibly when he had got a few paces away. He felt that he +had done a good stroke of business. He had sown tares enough to spoil +any crop. If he had not proved to Madeline that Rufus Sterne was a man +without moral scruples, he had succeeded in filling her mind with doubts +on the subject. + +If that failed to answer the end he had in view he would have to go a +step further. He had no wish to resort to extreme measures, for the +simple reason that he did not like to run risks, but if Madeline was +still unconvinced that Rufus Sterne was a man not to be trusted, some +direct evidence would have to be manufactured and produced. + +It was clear to him that this man who had saved her life was the one +stumbling-stone in his path. But for him she would have raised no +objection to their engagement. Everything had gone in his favour until +that adventure on the cliffs; everything would go right now if he were +out of the way. + +The best way to get him out of the way would be to blacken his +character. Madeline was a girl with high moral ideals. An immoral man +she would turn away from with loathing. Gervase shrugged his shoulders +significantly. He had already by implication thrown considerable doubt +on his character; if that failed, further and more extreme measures +would have to be considered. + +When he reached the lodge gates he turned back again. He walked with a +quicker and more buoyant step. He felt satisfied with himself. He had +more skill in argument than he knew. He believed he had spiked Rufus +Sterne's guns once and for all. + +Madeline was very silent over the dinner-table, and during the rest of +the evening. Evidently the poison was working. Gervase left her in +peace. It would be bad policy to pay her too much attention just now. +The poison should be left to do its utmost. + +Nearly a week passed, and nothing happened. Madeline remained silent, +and more or less apathetic. She manifested no inclination to go for +long walks alone, and kept herself for the most part in her own room. + +This from one point of view was so much to the good. It seemed to +indicate that she had no desire to meet Rufus Sterne. On the other hand, +it was not without an element of discouragement. She was no more cordial +with Gervase. Indeed, she kept him at arm's length more persistently +than ever. Gervase became almost desperate. His financial position was +causing him increased anxiety, while his father began to upbraid him for +not making better use of his opportunities. To crown his anxiety Beryl +told him one day that Madeline was not at all pleased with him for +trying to insinuate that Rufus Sterne was a man of bad character. + +Gervase swore a big oath and stalked out of the house. He was angrier +than he had been since his return from India. He was ready to quarrel +with his best friend. As for Rufus Sterne, he was itching to be at his +throat. It would be a relief to him to strangle him. + +As fate would have it he had not got five hundred yards beyond the lodge +gates before he came face to face with the man whom he believed was the +cause of all his trouble and disappointment. + +Rufus was returning from Redbourne, tired and despondent. Things were +not going well with his invention, and the dread possibility which at +first he refused to entertain was looming ever more largely on the +horizon. + +The sun had set nearly an hour previously, but the white carpet of snow +and the myriads of glittering stars made every object distinctly +visible. + +The two men recognised each other in a moment. Rufus would have passed +on without a word. He wanted to be alone with his own thoughts. But +Gervase was in a very different humour. Moreover, the sight of Rufus +Sterne was like fuel to the fire, it seemed to throw him into a rage of +uncontrollable passion. + +"Hello, scoundrel," he said, "loitering round Trewinion as usual," and +he squared his shoulders and looked Rufus straight in the eyes. + +Rufus stopped short, and stared at the Captain in angry surprise. "What +do you mean?" he said, scornfully and defiantly. + +"I mean that you are a contemptible cad," was the answer. + +Rufus laughed, mockingly. + +"Don't laugh at me," Gervase roared. "I won't have it. Because you +rendered Miss Grover a service you think you have a right to hang about +this place at all hours of the day, so that you may intercept her when +she goes out for a walk, and poison her mind against her best friends." + +"It is a lie," Rufus said, fiercely. "I have neither intercepted her nor +poisoned her mind." + +"Will you call me a liar?" Gervase almost shrieked. + +"Of course I will call you a liar when you make statements that are +false." + +"Then take----" + +But the blow failed to reach its mark. Rufus sprang aside, his face +white with anger, and almost before he knew what he had done, his heavy +fist had loosened one of the Captain's teeth and considerably altered +the shape of his nose. + +With a wild yell of rage the Captain struck out again, but he was so +blind with rage that he could hardly see what he did. Moreover, this was +a kind of combat he was not used to. With sword or rapier he could have +made a very good show, but with his bare fists, in the light of the +stars, he was at very considerable disadvantage. His second blow was as +wild as the first, and when a blow between his eyes laid him prone on +the ground, he began to yell for help at the top of his voice. + +Micah Martin, the gardener, who lived at the lodge, was on the scene in +a very few moments. + +"Take the drunken brute away," Gervase screamed, "or he'll murder me." + +Rufus looked at his antagonist for a moment in silence, then staggered +away, feeling limp and nerveless. The encounter had been so sudden and +so sharp that he hardly realised yet what had happened. Reaching a +neighbouring gate, he leaned on it and breathed hard. + +A few yards away he heard Gervase muttering and swearing, while Martin +tried to encourage him with sympathetic words. He saw them walk through +the lodge gates a little later and disappear in the darkness. + +Then Rufus pulled himself together and tried to realise what had taken +place. His right knuckles were still smarting from their contact with +the Captain's bony face, otherwise he had suffered no harm. The +aggressor had clearly got the worst of it. + +Yet he felt no sense of elation. At best it was but a vulgar brawl, +which any right-minded man ought to be ashamed of. It was true the +Captain had struck the first blow, but he had returned it with more than +compound interest. He wondered what the people of St. Gaved would say +when they got to know. He wondered what Madeline Grover would say. + +He felt so excited, that, tired as he was, he took a long walk across +the downs before returning to his lodgings. Mrs. Tuke, as usual, had +laid his supper on the table, but she did not show her face. + +He was too much distressed in mind to eat. The events of the day, +followed by the encounter with Gervase Tregony had taken away all his +appetite. + +For a long time he sat in his easy chair staring into the fire. + +"I don't know why I should distress myself," he said to himself once or +twice. "What if everything fails? There is an easy way out of all +trouble. And I am not sure that Felix Muller, with all his pretence of +friendship, will be sorry." + +He went to bed at length, but he did not sleep for several hours. The +events of the day kept recurring like the refrain of a familiar song. + +He went about his work next day like a man who had almost abandoned +hope. The buoyancy which he experienced at the beginning had nearly all +gone. The promise of success was growing very faint and dim. + +As the day wore on he troubled himself less and less about Gervase +Tregony. He thought it likely that for his own credit's sake he would +say nothing about the encounter. Hence his surprise was great when +toward evening a policeman called on him with a summons for assault. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + THE JUSTICE OF THE STRONG + + +Rufus was brought before the magistrates, and remanded for a week. +Gervase in the meanwhile made the most of his opportunity. Fate, or +Providence, it seemed to him, had delivered his enemy into his hand, and +he conceived it to be his duty now to assist Providence, to the best of +his ability. + +Rufus treated the matter very lightly. He was out on bail, and he had +little doubt that when he was allowed to tell his story before the +magistrates he would be acquitted at once. Indeed, no other result +seemed possible. He had only defended himself, and that a man should be +punished for protecting his own head was almost unthinkable. + +He did not consider, however, that nearly all the magistrates belonged +to the class of which Gervase was a member. That almost unconsciously +they would be predisposed in his favour. That they regarded it almost as +a religious duty to uphold the rights and privileges of their class, and +that any insult offered to one of their own order meant a distinct +weakening of that iron hand which had ruled the country for centuries, +unless such insult was promptly met and punished. + +The magistrates were all of them honourable men. They belonged to the +best county families. They had feasted at Sir Charles's table more than +once, and ridden to hounds with his son. They had unbounded faith in the +wisdom of the ruling classes, and an inborn contempt for what is +vaguely termed the rights of the people. Political unrest was a +dangerous symptom, and insubordination a crime. + +The toast they drank with the greatest gusto at their public functions +was "His Majesty's Forces" and "The Navy." The Church they did not +recognise as a defensive power, and though they repeated nearly every +Sunday, "Because there is none other that fighteth for us, but only +Thou, O God," they did not, in reality, believe it. The Gospel was all +right for the social and domestic side of life, but when it came to +larger affairs an army or a warship was much more to the purpose. + +Rufus was not beloved by any of these dispensers of the law. He was +reputed to hold Socialistic views; he was not over-burdened with +reverence for the "upper classes," and, worse still, was not content +with the lowly condition in which he was born. + +On the day of the trial Rufus discovered that he had made a mistake in +treating the matter so lightly. The prosecution had succeeded in working +up a case. He was amazed when he discovered that he was charged, not +only with assault but with drunkenness, and that the charge of +drunkenness was sworn to by at least two witnesses. The terms of the +indictment, by some oversight, had been furnished him too late for him +to supply rebutting evidence. He had only his simple word of denial, and +that stood him in no stead. + +Gervase swore that the accused struck him without warning and without +provocation; that, in fact, he was given no time to defend himself, that +almost before he knew what had happened he was lying on the ground +bruised and bleeding. The accused, who was clearly mad with drink, +sprang upon him out of the darkness, and felled him with a single blow, +and but for the interposition of his gardener, Micah Martin, he had +little doubt would have killed him. + +Micah corroborated his young master's evidence. He heard a cry for help, +and running out saw the Captain on his back with the prisoner's knee on +his chest. He was not absolutely certain as to the latter point, but +that was his impression. Seeing him the prisoner staggered away, and +leaned against a gate. He seemed to be just mad drunk, and in his +judgment did not quite know what he was doing. + +The next witness was Timothy Polgarrow, barman at the "Three Anchors." +He swore that he supplied the prisoner with two whiskies on the evening +in question; that he appeared to be excited when he came into the +public-house bar, but quite sober. After the second whisky, however, he +showed signs of intoxication so that a third whisky which he demanded +was refused. It was quite early in the evening when he called, not much +after dark. He was able to walk fairly straight when he left the "Three +Anchors," but appeared to be terribly angry that he was refused any more +drink. + +Timothy gave his evidence glibly, and with great precision, and stuck to +what he called his facts with limpet-like tenacity. + +Rufus startled the court, and horrified the magistrates by asking Tim +how much the Captain had paid him for committing perjury. + +Rufus denied that he had ever crossed the threshold of the "Three +Anchors." He had passed it on the evening in question on his way home +from Redbourne, but he did not even slacken his pace, much less call. + +Tim, however, stuck to his story, and was quite certain that he was not +mistaken in his man. + +As to the assault there could be no doubt. The Captain's face bore +evidence of the severity of the attack. Rufus did not deny striking him +and knocking him down, but persisted that Gervase was the aggressor. + +"But why should he attack you?" the chairman asked. + +"He accused me of something which I very much resented." + +"What did he accuse you of?" + +"I decline to say." + +"Why do you decline?" + +"Because it would introduce a name that I would not on any account have +mixed up in this sordid affair." + +"Oh! indeed." And the Bench smiled in an ultra superior way. + +"Well, when he accused you of something you very much resented what did +you do?" + +"I called him a liar." + +"Yes?" + +"This angered him, and he struck at me." + +"And what then?" + +"I dodged the blow, and struck back." + +"He didn't dodge the blow, I suppose?" + +"It appears not by his appearance." + +There was laughter in court at this reply, which was instantly +suppressed. + +"And what followed then?" + +"What usually follows in such a case. Each tried to get at the other. I +suppose my arm was the stronger or the longer. At any rate, when he +found himself on his back he began to bellow for help." + +"So that you wish us to believe that in a stand-up fight between a +soldier and a civilian the soldier got the worst of it?" + +"It looks as if he got the worst of it, at any rate." + +"Does it not occur to you that your story does not hang well together? +Is it likely that a soldier--or an ex-soldier, a man trained to the use +of arms--would allow himself to be felled to the ground unless he were +taken unawares?" + +"Whether it is likely or not I have only stated the simple facts. Why +should I attack him unawares, or attack him at all? His existence is a +matter of supreme indifference to me. I should not have noticed him had +he not charged me with conduct which I repudiate." + +"But you refuse to say what it is he charged you with?" + +"I do, and for the reasons I have already stated." + +At this point the Captain's solicitor took up the running, and insisted +that the case had been proved up to the very hilt. Timothy Polgarrow, a +man of unimpeachable character, had sworn upon oath that he had served +the accused with whiskies on the evening in question. Generally +speaking, it was, no doubt, true, that the accused was a very temperate +man. Hence, when he took drink at all, he the more quickly got out of +bounds. An inveterate toper would have taken half-a-dozen whiskies, and +carried a perfectly steady head. The accused was excited when he entered +the "Three Anchors." Perhaps he had business worries. It was hinted that +his schemes were hanging fire. Perhaps he had imbibed freely before he +left Redbourne. People drank sometimes to drown their care. But the one +clear fact was that he left the "Three Anchors" considerably the worse +for liquor. Liquor makes some people hilarious, others it makes +quarrelsome. The accused evidently belongs to the latter class. He was +ready to fight anybody. As it happened, Captain Tregony, as he would +still call him, though he had resigned his commission, was the first man +he met. The Captain was taking a constitutional before dinner. It was a +clear, frosty evening with plenty of starlight. The Captain was walking +slowly with no thought of evil, when suddenly, out of the night, loomed +the accused. The sequel you know. He fell upon the Captain unawares and +struck him to the ground, and the chances are, in his drunken fury, +would have murdered him, but for the timely assistance of Micah Martin. + +The case was as simple and straightforward as any bench of magistrates +could desire. The facts were borne out by independent testimony. There +could be no shadow of doubt as to the drunkenness or the assault. The +only matter to be considered was the measure of punishment to be meted +out. They all agreed that drunkenness was no excuse for violence, while +the offence was aggravated by a man in Rufus Sterne's position attacking +a man of the rank of Captain Tregony. + +One or two of the magistrates were for committing him to gaol without +the option of a fine. It was a serious matter for a civilian to attack +even an ex-soldier. It was a species of _lese majeste_ that ought not to +be tolerated for a moment. + +Unfortunately for these extremists a similar case had been tried a +fortnight previously, and the accused--a man of considerable means--had +got off with a fine of ten shillings and costs. + +"And," argued the chairman, "we cannot with this case fresh in people's +minds give colour to the fiction that there is one law for the rich and +another for the poor." + +So in order to prove their absolute impartiality, and to mark at the +same time their sense of what was due to an ex-officer of His Majesty's +forces they inflicted a fine of five pounds and costs, or a month's +imprisonment. + +Rufus was disposed at first not to pay the money. He was so angry that +he almost felt that the seclusion of a prison cell would be a relief. +But better thoughts prevailed. He was absolutely helpless. It was no +use kicking or protesting. He could only grin, and abide, and hope that +the day would come when justice would find her own. + +It was a humiliating day for him. He left the court branded as a +drunkard and a brawler. The case for the prosecution had been so clear +and circumstantial that even his best friends were confounded. That he +should deny the accusation was natural enough; but there was an unspoken +fear in their hearts that worry had driven him to drink, and that +alcohol acting upon a highly-strung temperament had thrown him +momentarily off his mental and moral balance. + +Madeline Grover was almost dumbfounded. Unconsciously she had been +idealising Rufus for months past, while their last conversation had +further exalted him in her estimation. Here was a man, honest in his +doubts, sincere in his beliefs, and faithful to all his ideals. A man +who "would not make his judgment blind," and who refused to play the +hypocrite whatever the world might say in disparagement of him. + +Among all her acquaintances there was no man who had struck her fancy so +much. He stood apart from the common ruck. His very antagonism to the +religious conventions of his time had something of nobleness in it. If +he derided the Church it was because he believed it had departed from +the spirit and teachings of its founder. His reverence for what was good +and helpful had won her admiration. + +And now suddenly it had been discovered to her that her idol had not +only feet of clay, but was clay altogether, that he was a worse +hypocrite than the hypocrites he derided. That behind all his +pretence---- + +She stopped short at that. He had made no pretence. If he had talked +about himself it was in disparagement rather than praise. He +claimed no virtues beyond what his fellows possessed. He had always been +singularly modest in his estimate of his own abilities. + +Yet here were the facts in black and white. The unshaken testimony of +unimpeachable witnesses, while poor Gervase's face bore unmistakable +evidence of the fierceness of the onslaught. + +Four days after the trial the local paper came out with a verbatim +report. Madeline took a copy to her own room, and spent the whole +afternoon in studying its _pros_ and _cons_. + +The points that fastened themselves upon her memory most tenaciously +were first, Rufus's refusal to give the name of someone about whom they +quarrelled, and second, his suggestion that Timothy Polgarrow had been +bribed by Gervase to give false evidence. + +Here was a phase of the question that seemed to grow larger and larger +the more she looked at it. She would have to keep her eyes and ears +open. Perhaps the last word on the subject had not been said. If Gervase +was as honourable as she had always believed, then it was wicked of +Rufus Sterne to throw out such a base and shameful insinuation. If, on +the other hand, Rufus was as black as he had been painted, why this act +of chivalry in the defence of the name of some unknown person? + +The subject was full of knots and tangles. She would have to wait until +some fresh light was thrown upon it. + +As the days passed away she was pleased to note that Gervase showed no +sign of triumph over the downfall of Rufus Sterne. He pointed no moral +as he might reasonably have done. He did not come to her and say, +"There, I told you so." His restraint and reserve were admirable, and +she liked him all the better for his silence. + +When, at length, she herself alluded to the matter, he spoke with +genuine feeling and sympathy. + +"I am really sorry for the fellow," he said. "Of course, he brought it +upon himself. I could not possibly pass over the assault in silence. But +all the same it is a pity that a man of parts should destroy his own +reputation." + +"It seemed a momentary and unaccountable outburst," she said, +reflectively. + +He smiled knowingly, and shook his head, but would not venture any +further remark on the subject. + +Madeline was greatly puzzled. She supposed she had been mistaken. It +seemed for once her instincts had led her wrong, her intuitions were at +fault. It was a painful discovery to make, and yet there was no other +conclusion she could come to. It was impossible to believe that Gervase +had deliberately plotted to ruin him, for Gervase, at any rate, was a +gentleman. + +Yet, somehow, she was never wholly satisfied. In spite of everything her +sympathies were still with the accused man. She made no attempt, +however, to see him again. She avoided every walk that would lead her +across his path. She did her best to put him out of her thoughts and out +of her life. + +Gervase, meanwhile, played his part with great skill. He no longer +pestered her with his attentions, no longer blustered. He felt he was +safe now from any rival, and that time was on his side. It was very +galling to have to wait so long, his fingers itched to touch her +dollars, but he was wise enough to see that he would gain nothing by +precipitancy. Madeline was not to be hurried or driven. + +As the winter wore slowly away Madeline became more friendly and +confidential. She sometimes asked him to take her a walk across the +downs. She allowed him also to give her lessons in riding, she sought +his advice in numberless little matters, in which she feared to trust +her own judgment, and all unconsciously led him to think that the game +was entirely in his own hands. + +Between the Hall and the village there was little or no intercourse. +Lady Tregony did most of her shopping in Redbourne. It was only the +common and inexpensive things of household use that St. Gaved was deemed +worthy to supply. Hence it happened that sometimes for a week on the +stretch no local news found its way into the Hall. + +Occasionally Madeline wondered whether Rufus Sterne after his sad fall, +would give up in despair, and go to the bad altogether, or whether he +would pull himself together and fight his battle afresh. She wondered, +too, whether the scheme or invention in which he had risked his all +would prove to be a success or a failure. She sometimes scanned the +columns of the local paper, but his name was never mentioned, and +somehow she had not the courage to ask anyone who knew him. + +The weather continued so cold and cheerless, and so trying to the +Captain after his Indian experiences, that it was suggested by Sir +Charles that they should spend a month or two in the South of France. + +Madeline caught at the idea with great eagerness, and that settled the +matter. Both Sir Charles and Gervase were anxious to get her away from +St. Gaved, but were not quite certain how it was to be accomplished. +Madeline had grown so sick of London, and so eager to get back again to +Trewinion Hall, that they were afraid she would object to going away +again so soon. + +Gervase glanced at his father knowingly, and his eyes brightened. + +That evening father and son discussed affairs in the library. + +"I think the way is clear at last," Sir Charles said, with a smile. + +"Yes, I think so," Gervase answered, pulling at his briar. + +"We'll get away as soon as we can, the sooner the better. Under the +sunny skies of the Riviera her thoughts will turn to love and +matrimony," and Sir Charles laughed. + +"She's grown almost affectionate of late." + +"That is good. If she ever cherished any romantic attachment for that +scoundrel Sterne it is at an end." + +"She never mentions his name." + +"And by the time we have been away a week she will have forgotten his +existence." + +"I hope she will not be caught by some other handsome face." + +"Not likely, my boy, if you play your cards well." + +"I think, under the circumstances, I have played them remarkably well. +Much better than you did when they were in your hands." + +"No, no. Everything is going on as well as well can be. I don't think +either of us has anything to blame himself with." + +"I am not sure I did right in giving up my commission so soon. She was +immensely taken, if you remember, with my uniform. She likes smart +clothes." + +"Oh, she's got over that. She's a woman now, and a wide-awake woman to +boot." + +"There's no doubt about her being wide-awake. But when shall we start?" + +"Why not next Monday?" + +"Aye, that will do. The sooner the better," and Gervase went off to his +room to dream of matrimony and unlimited cash. + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + THE END OF A DREAM + + +It was not until March that Rufus realised that his dream was at an end. +He had hoped against hope for weeks; had toiled on with steady +persistency and tried to banish from his brain the thought of failure. +The knowledge came suddenly, though he took a long journey to the North +of England to seek it. When he turned his face toward home he knew that +all his labour had been in vain. + +Not that the invention on which he had bestowed so much toil and thought +was worthless. On the contrary, he saw greater possibilities in it than +ever before. But he had been forestalled. Another brain, as inventive as +his own, and with far greater facilities for reducing theories to +practice, had conceived the same idea and carried it into effect, while +he was still painfully toiling in the same direction. When he looked at +the work brought out by his competitor in the North, he felt as though +there was no further place for him on earth. + +"It is better than mine," he said to himself, sadly. "The main idea is +the same, but he has shown more skill in developing it." + +It was the advantage of the trained engineer over the untrained, of +experience over inexperience. He had no feeling of bitterness in his +heart against the man who had succeeded; he was of too generous a nature +to be envious. The man who had won deserved to win. + +He journeyed home like a man in a dream. The way seemed neither long nor +short. The first faint odour of spring was in the air, but he did not +heed it. His fellow passengers seemed more like shadows than real +people. The world for him was at an end. He had no more to do. One +question only was left to trouble him. How to put out life's brief +candle without awakening any suspicion of foul play. He was more heavily +stunned than he knew. Outwardly he was quite calm and collected, but it +was the calmness of insensibility. For the moment he was past feeling; +it was as though some powerful narcotic had been injected into his +veins. He had an idea that nothing could ruffle him any more. + +He had fretted a good deal at first over the loss of his good name. It +seemed a monstrous thing that any man should have the power to rob him +of what he valued more than all else on earth. That Gervase Tregony had +deliberately bribed Tim Polgarrow and his own gardener to say he was +drunk he had not the least shadow of a doubt, but he had no proof; and +to accuse a man of inciting to perjury--especially a man in the position +of Gervase Tregony--was a very dangerous thing. So he had to keep his +mouth shut, and bear in silence one of the cruellest wrongs ever +inflicted upon a man. + +He was not at all sorry that he had disfigured the not too handsome face +of Gervase Tregony for a few days. Indeed, he was human enough to feel +that he would not mind paying another five pounds to be allowed to +repeat the process. It was not "the assault" part of the affair that +troubled him, nobody thought much the worse of him for that side of the +episode. Gervase was not so popular in St. Gaved that he had many +sympathisers. + +But to be accused of drunkenness, and to have the accusation sworn to, +and set down as proved, was as the bitterness of death to him. If there +was any vice in the world he loathed it was drunkenness. It seemed to +him the parent of so many other vices as well as the Hades of human +degradation. It is true he was not a pledged abstainer. He never cared +to pledge himself to anything, but in practice he was above reproach. + +He knew, of course, why the charge of drunkenness had been tacked on to +that of assault, without the former the latter would not hold water. It +would be too humiliating to Gervase to admit that a sober man had beaten +him in fair fight; hence the fiction that he was pounced upon suddenly +and unawares by a man who was mad drunk. But the chief reason lay deeper +still. He was not so blind that he could not see that Gervase was +jealous of him, and sometimes he half wondered, half hoped, that he had +reason to be jealous. It made his nerves tingle when he thought, that in +the big house and before the Tregony family, Madeline Grover might have +unwittingly let fall some word that could be construed into a partiality +for him. It was a thought that would not bear to be looked at or +analysed he knew. Nevertheless, it would flash across his brain, and +that pretty frequently. + +Hence, from Gervase's point of view the charge of drunkenness was what +the man in the street would call "good business." He often pictured +Gervase gloating over his triumph. If ever Madeline thought +affectionately of him she would do so no longer. She would try to forget +that he ever crossed her path, and, perhaps be sorry to the end of her +days that she had shown him so much favour. + +This was the bitterest part of the whole experience. That Madeline +should think ill of him--the one woman that all unwittingly he had +learned to love--was more painful than all the rest put together. It was +bad enough to be held up as an awful example in Church and Sunday-school +and Temperance meeting, as he heard was the case. But all that he did +not mind so much. He might live it down in time. But if Madeline was +once within his reach, and this cruel slander drove her into the arms of +Gervase Tregony, that would be a tragedy that could never be lived down, +that would darken his life to the end of the chapter. + +For several weeks he kept hoping that he would meet Madeline again. He +wanted to have one more conversation with her. He hoped that her +generous nature would allow him to put his side of the case; or, if that +was denied him that he might be allowed to say with all the emphasis he +could command, that the accusation was false. But she gave him no such +opportunity. He watched for her in the streets of St. Gaved. He took +long walks across the downs, he loitered in the road that led past the +lodge gates, but never once did she show her face. She evidently meant +to let him see that their acquaintanceship was at an end. + +Then came the news that the whole family had gone abroad, and that no +one knew when they would return to Trewinion Hall again. He heard the +news with a dull sense of pain at his heart. The brightest--the most +beautiful thing--that had ever come into his life had gone out again, +and he was left like a man stricken blind in a land of sunshine. + +Yet, strangely enough, his sense of grief and shame and loss increased +his desire for life. He did not want to hide himself--to pass out into +silence and forgetfulness. He wanted to live so that he might redeem his +life from the shadow that had fallen upon it, and prove to Madeline +Grover, however late in the day, how cruelly he had been wronged. + +On his return from the North, however, this and every other feeling was +swallowed up in a strange insensibility to pain, both mental and +physical. The one thought that dominated him was that he must keep his +pledge to Felix Muller. As an honourable man he was bound to do that, +and perhaps the sooner he did it the better. + +He had spent three-fourths of the money he had borrowed. He had a few +assets in the shape of tools, the rest would have to be scrapped, and +would only be worth the value of old iron. In case there were no mishaps +over the insurance money, Felix Muller would be well repaid for the +risks he had taken and the world would go on just as if nothing had +happened. + +After a good deal of cogitation he came to the conclusion that the +easiest way out of life would be by drowning. He was not a very good +swimmer. He soon got exhausted and so was careful never to venture out +of his depth. It would be quite easy, therefore, for him to swim out +into deep water or take a header from a rock when the tide was up and +then quietly drown. + +That would mean that he would have to wait until summer. Nobody in St. +Gaved bathed in the sea in March. To avoid any suspicion of foul play he +would have to follow his normal habits and preserve as far as possible a +cheerful temper. + +It was soon whispered through the town that Rufus's great invention had +proved a failure. Some sympathised with him. Some secretly rejoiced. +For, curiously enough, no man can live in this world and do his duty +without making enemies. There are narrow, ungenerous souls in every +community who regard the success of their neighbours as a personal +affront, who can see no merit in anyone, and who are never able to shape +their lips to a word of praise or congratulation. + +These people always complained that Rufus was a cut above his station. +They said it would do him good "to be taken down a peg." But they were +dreadfully sorry for the people whom he had induced to invest money in +his wild-cat enterprise. + +There were talks of his being made a bankrupt, and hints were thrown out +that he might soon have to appear in a court of law on a worse charge +than that of being drunk and disorderly. Moralists were able to see in +his case striking illustrations of the truth that "the way of +transgressors is hard." It was against the eternal order that a man +should permanently prosper who had turned his back upon the faith of his +fathers. His failure was heaven's punishment on him for neglecting +church and chapel, and his fall into the sin of drunkenness was to be +traced to precisely the same source. + +Some of these things were repeated to Rufus by not too judicious +friends, but they little guessed how deeply they hurt him. It was not +his habit to betray his feelings. When he was most deeply stung he said +the least. + +A few days after his return Felix Muller drove over to see him. He came +as usual after dark, and his excuse was that he had been to see clients +in the neighbourhood. + +Felix was full of sympathy and generous in his language of +commiseration. + +"We must still hope for the best," he said, after a long pause, looking +into the fire with a grave and abstracted air. "You have several months +yet to turn round in." + +"It will be impossible for me to find the money except in the way we +agreed upon," Rufus answered, without emotion. + +"It may look so now," Muller answered, with pretended cheerfulness; "but +in this topsy-turvy world there is no knowing what will turn up. I wish +it were possible for me to allow you an extension of time." + +"I fear it would not help me, if you could," Rufus said, absently. + +"Well, perhaps it wouldn't, but all the same I should like to give you +an extra chance or two if that were possible." + +"I am not asking for any favours," Rufus said, indifferently. "I am +getting things straight for you with as little delay as possible." + +"And I shall loathe myself for being compelled to receive the money when +you are gone." + +Rufus looked at him for a moment with a doubtful light in his eyes. + +"Why, what can it matter to you?" he questioned. "I thought you were a +man without sentiment." + +"I am in the main. I am just a man of business, and nothing else. Yet +there's no denying I am fond of you. You are a man of my own way of +thinking. May I not say you are a disciple of mine?" + +"You may say what you like," Sterne replied, with a hollow laugh. "I +believe you helped to destroy some of the illusions of my youth." + +"And therefore you are grateful to me, and I am interested in you." + +"I am not sure that I am particularly grateful," Rufus said, wearily, +"What is there to be grateful for?" + +"What is there to be grateful for?" Muller questioned, raising his +eyebrows. "Surely it is something to have got out of the fogs of +superstition into the clear light of reason. To have escaped from the +bondage of creeds into the freedom of humanity. To have discovered the +true value and proportion of things, to have been delivered from all +fear of the future----" + +"Are we not playing with words and phrases?" Rufus questioned, suddenly. + +"My dear friend, what do you mean?" Muller asked in surprise. + +"Suppose by reason and logic we can destroy everything until nothing is +left? Is there any satisfaction in that? Is there any comfort in a +philosophy of negations?" + +"Explain yourself." + +"Well, we will say for the sake of argument that we have proved there is +no God and no future state. That all religions are myths and dreams. +That matter explains everything, that thought is only sensation, that +morality simply registers a stage in evolution, that death breaks up the +elements which compose the individual, and they return to their native +state. What then? Have we got any further? Are we not merely playing +with words and phrases as children play with pebbles on the shore?" + +"My dear fellow, whom have you been talking with lately?" + +"That is nothing to the point," Rufus answered, with a touch of defiance +in his voice. "What I want to know is, how or in what way we are better +off than say the vicar and his curate?" + +"My dear fellow, surely you can see that they are the puppets of an +exploded superstition." + +"Well, suppose they are. What are we the puppets of?" + +"We are not puppets at all. We are free men." + +"Words again," Rufus answered, with a pathetic smile. "We are as +completely hemmed in by the forces that surround us as they are. As +completely baffled by the riddle of existence. In what does our freedom +consist? We have cast off one dogma to pin our faith to another." + +"No, no; we are not dogmatists at all." + +"Words again, Muller. You have your set of beliefs as clearly defined as +the vicar has his. You have formulated your creed. That it is largely a +denial of all he believes is nothing to the point. A negative implies a +positive." + +"Ah, but he believes in what affects the freedom of the human mind and +the human will. He believes in a personal God, in human accountability +to that Being; in a Day of Judgment; in a future state of rewards and +punishments." + +"And you believe in extinction?" + +"Of course I do, and so do you." + +"But is there any such thing as extinction? Can you destroy anything? If +a thing ceases to exist in one form, does it not exist in another?" + +"Of course, that is the eternal process, the undeviating order. At death +you disintegrate and turn to dust. In other words you are resolved into +your native elements, those elements are used up again in other forms, +they feed a rose, give colour to the grass, pass into the plumage of a +bird, or into the structure of an animal." + +"But I am more than dust, Muller, and so are you. Your philosophy still +leaves the riddle unsolved. I am coming round to the conviction that +personality is not to be explained away by any such rough-and-ready +method." + +"I am sorry to hear you say so." + +"Why should you be sorry?" + +"Because when a man is in the grip of superstition there is no knowing +what he will do or leave undone. So-called religion is made an excuse +for so many things." + +"For not committing suicide, for instance?" + +"Exactly. If a man gets the stupid notion into his head that he is +accountable to somebody for his life, or that he will have to give an +account at some hypothetical judgment day, that man becomes a slave at +once. He is no longer his own master. No longer free to do what he +likes." + +"My dear Muller," Rufus questioned, with a smile. "Are you free to do as +you like? Is not the life of every one of us bounded by laws and +conditions that we cannot escape?" + +"Up to a point, no doubt. Freedom is not chaos. Liberty moves within +legitimate bounds. Our philosophy is at any rate rational." + +"Then you believe in a moral order as well as a physical?" + +"The moral order man has evolved for himself. It is a concomitant of +civilisation." + +"Why not say he has evolved the physical order for himself? Would it not +be just as reasonable? He may have evolved considerable portions of his +creeds and any number of dogmas. But the moral order is no more a part +of ecclesiasticism than earthquakes are. It is part of the universal +cosmos before which we stand helpless and bewildered." + +"My dear Sterne, you talk like a parson. Who has been coaching you?" + +"No, no, Muller; the subject is too big and complex to be dismissed with +a sneer." + +"I expect I shall hear of you next playing the martyr for moral ideals," +Muller said, with a slight curl of the lip. + +"That seems to be the next item on the programme," Rufus answered, +quietly; "for, after all, what is honesty--the just payment of +debts--but a moral ideal." + +"It belongs to that code of honour certainly that civilised peoples have +shaped for themselves." + +"Then you think I am bound to my pledge by nothing more weighty than +that?" + +"What could be more weighty? You could not escape from it +without--without--but why discuss the impossible? You are a man of +honour, that is enough." + +"And when is the latest you would like the money, Muller?" + +"It will need a month or two to clear up things," he said, evasively. + +"And if I am too precipitate I might be suspected?" + +"Exactly. You cannot be too wary. Companies have grown suspicious. There +have been so many attempts of late to cheat them, and, of course, in the +eye of the law robbing a company stands in precisely the same category +as robbing an individual." + +Rufus gave a start, and all the blood left his cheeks, and for several +moments he stared at the fire in silence. + +Muller rose from his chair, and began to brush his bowler hat with his +hand. + +"I'm frightfully sorry it's happened," he said, consolingly, "but, after +all, it will soon be over." + +"Ye--s." + +"I advised you against it. I did not like the risk from the first." + +"But you'll profit by the transaction?" + +"My dear fellow, we're bound to make a little profit now and then or we +should starve." + +"Profit?" Rufus mused, as if to himself, "what shall it profit a +man----" + +"Perhaps you will advise me nearer the time?" Muller said, uneasily, and +he moved towards the door. + +"No. The papers will advise you." + +"Well, good-night. I will not say good-bye; perhaps something may turn +up yet." And he pulled open the door and passed out into the hall. + +"Good-night," Rufus answered, and he turned back to his easy-chair and +sat down. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + QUESTIONS TO BE FACED + + +Rufus sat staring into the fire for the best part of an hour, with eyes +full of pain and questioning. Unwittingly Felix Muller had startled him +out of the condition of semi-insensibility into which he had fallen. The +dull apathy, mental and moral, passed from him like a cloud. He was +keenly alive once more, keenly sensitive to every question that touched +his personal honour. He was amazed that he should have failed to see the +moral issue raised by Muller. Amazed that he had never considered the +rights of the company in which he had insured his life. + +Was it true, he wondered, that departure from the Christian faith, the +relinquishing of the idea of accountability to a Supreme Being, lowered +a man's moral standard? Would he have lost sight of the moral view if he +had not drifted into the cold and barren regions of materialistic +philosophy? He had prided himself on his personal honour, and yet had he +not been sliding downwards, steadily and unconsciously, ever since he +cast religion definitely aside? The Churches might concern themselves +mainly with questions that were of little account. But, after all, they +did keep alive the sense of God, the idea of accountability, the +importance of right living. + +If he had held on, for instance, to the faith of his childhood, would he +have lost sight for a moment of the fact that to cheat a public company +was just as dishonest as to cheat a private individual? Could he under +any circumstances have entered into the compact he had? Would he not +have sighted the moral issue in a moment? + +He felt humiliated and ashamed. How could he patch the garment of his +personal honour with stolen material. The conduct of Micawber in paying +Traddles with his I.O.U. was nobility itself in comparison with his +proposal to pay Muller by cheating an insurance company. The only +question that had worried him until now was whether a man had any right +to take his own life. And his materialistic philosophy had led him to +the conclusion that in such a matter he was responsible to himself +alone, that his life was his own to do what he liked with, to end it or +use it, just as seemed good in his own eyes. + +That might be true still for all he knew, though he was beginning to +doubt. But on a question of common honesty there was no room for two +opinions. Society was built up and held together by the recognition of +certain fundamental principles. There was practically universal +agreement on certain things. No argument was necessary. No one was asked +to prove that fire was hot or that ice was cold, for instance. So with +honesty and dishonesty. A man who tried to defend cheating would be +ostracised. + +But why had he failed to see this clear moral issue? That was the +question that troubled him. He had struck a blow at his own integrity +and was not conscious of it. Just as the worst kind of hell is to be in +hell and not know it, so the most terrible state of depravity is to be +depraved and to be unconscious of the fact. + +Rufus felt such a sense of personal loathing as he had never known +before. He saw himself as in a mirror--not darkly, but clearly. He +realised that in casting away the husks he had cast away the grain also, +that in losing the sense of accountability he had obscured his vision of +righteousness. + +There were certain excuses to be made for himself he knew. He had been +so certain of the success of his scheme that he had never given himself +time to consider the alternative issue. It was only recently that the +idea of failure had seriously crossed his mind. At the beginning he had +refused to consider it even as a remote contingency. That the company +would ever be called upon to pay the money was too absurd to be thought +of. + +In addition to that, there had been a vague idea somewhere at the back +of his mind that a company and an individual were not in the same +category, that they belonged to a different order of things. + +A company was something impersonal--something that had neither morals +nor conscience, that had neither a body to be kicked nor a soul to be +saved. Hence the idea of cheating a company was on a par with trying to +cheat a steamship or a railway engine. + +He had never said this to himself. He had never really looked at the +matter, but he was vaguely conscious that there had been some such +feeling or idea in his mind. Why such an idea should have possessed his +sub-consciousness he did not know. Now that he had become wide-awake to +the real issue he was amazed. + +Then there was another question that went hand in hand with the others. +Why did his moral sense become acutely awake at this particular +juncture? He had been getting back again to the old landmarks. He had +been recovering his lost faith on many points. His visit to Tregannon +and his many conversations with Marshall Brook had helped him to +discern what was vital in religion. He had been separating, +unconsciously, ecclesiasticism from Christianity. He disliked the former +as much as ever, but the philosophy of Jesus seemed the noblest thing +ever given to the world. If he had been asked if he believed in Jesus +Christ and His teachings he would have said yes. Had he been asked if he +believed in the Church and its teachings, his answer would have still +been a negative, or, if an affirmative it would have been conditioned by +so many reservations that he would not have been deemed suitable for +church membership in any communion. Yet he was not far from the kingdom +of God. The kernel of Christianity he accepted. He knew it and felt it. +His quarrel was no longer with Christ, but with those who pretended to +represent Him, with an organisation that in the main had lost His +Spirit. + +Was, then, the quickening of his moral sense the outcome of his +recovered faith? If he had never known Madeline Grover, never read the +books she lent him, never listened to the teachings of Marshall Brook, +would he have troubled about the rights of an insurance company? + +These were questions he could not answer. He had not found his bearings +yet. He would need more time. Moreover, the question of all others that +hammered at his brain and conscience was, should he pay back the money +he owed Muller by fraud? Should he be dishonest in one direction that he +might be honest in another? Should he pay a debt of honour by an act of +flagrant dishonour? He knew that Muller would answer yes in a moment; +that with him honesty and honour did not belong to the same category. He +would have said that men might be perfectly honourable without being +honest; that honesty, after all, was merely a matter of policy; that +perfectly honourable men cheated every day. + +But with his awakened moral sense Rufus could not see things in that +light. What, therefore, was he to do? + +He stole off to bed at length, but not to sleep. Hour after hour he lay +wide awake, thinking, thinking. But he could see no way out of the +difficulty. The more he puzzled his brain the more perplexed he became. +He was on the horns of a dilemma from which there seemed no escape. + +As a man of honour he was bound to hand back the money to Muller by the +time appointed, and yet to do so he must take his own life and commit at +the same time an act of roguery that would cover his name with infamy if +men got to know. As far as his own life was concerned he was not in the +mood to set much value upon it, and as the days passed away that mood +deepened and intensified. He asked himself the question constantly, What +had he to live for? The things that made life valuable had been taken +from him. What was life without hope and without love? He was so +absolutely stranded that even if he lived it would only be a miserable +dragging out of existence. + +Sometimes he gave way to absolute despair, and the very thought of death +was a relief to him. Peace and quietness and rest were to be found only +in the grave. Why not end the struggle at once? Why wait until summer +came? He could gain nothing by waiting, and a few days more or less +could make no difference. The sooner the fatal slip was taken the sooner +would come relief. + +And yet in the darkest days of despair his moral sense revolted. The +idea of committing a fraud as the final act of his life seemed to jar +every fibre of his being. It was not dying he shrank from, though death +itself seemed a far more solemn thing than it had done for many years +past. But he was no coward. He did not recoil even from suffering; but +to die a cheat was what he could not bring himself to look upon with +equanimity. + +Again and again he would say to himself, "What does it matter? I have +been a cheat in intention if not in act. The proposal was my own. I +entered into the compact with my eyes wide open." + +But such reasoning did not satisfy him. Even when he told himself that +he had no character to lose, that even if the fraud were discovered it +would only throw a little darker shadow upon his memory. It did not +lessen his repugnance of the contemplated act. + +So one day of misery succeeded another, and he fancied sometimes he +would lose his reason altogether. + +Fortunately for him his old place at the mine became vacant, and the +manager, who had never lost faith in him, was only too glad to reinstate +him. + +"Don't be downhearted, Sterne," he said. "Our greatest successes are won +through failure. You will win yet if you have only patience to wait and +strength to persevere." + +They were the first really friendly words that had been spoken to him, +and the tears came into his eyes in spite of himself. + +Captain Tom Hendy turned away his head. He did not like to see tears in +a strong man's eyes, and he guessed that Rufus must have suffered +terribly for a few friendly words to affect him so much. + +"It is kind of you, Capt'n Tom, to say so much," Rufus said, at length, +"but I am too hopelessly stranded ever to do very much." + +"Oh, that is all my eye," Captain Tom answered, with a brusque laugh. +"You know the old saying, 'Rome was not built in a day.'" + +"Yes, I know the old saying, but I fear it won't help me very much. +Still, I shall be glad to forget my disappointment for a while in my old +tasks." + +"Disappointment is the seed-ground out of which grow the fairest +flowers," was the cheery answer. + +Captain Tom was a Methodist local preacher, and was somewhat given to +coining phrases that had a pleasant sound. Moreover, he had a big, +kindly heart, a fact which was often unsuspected by those who did not +know him. + +"Can I begin work soon?" Rufus questioned, after a pause. + +"On Monday morning. Jackson finishes on Saturday, so you can just take +up the old threads as though there had been no break." + +"You are really awfully kind," Rufus said, impulsively. "You see, I come +back with a damaged reputation." + +"Not much, sonny; not much. But, of course, your religious views +predisposed people to believe the worst." + +"Yes, I suppose so. It is a curious world." + +"Well, it is in some respects; but in the long run people generally get +what they deserve." + +"You think so?" + +"I am sure of it. There is a moral order that never varies. Don't you +make any mistake, my boy. God is at the head of affairs, though you may +think the world is run without a head." + +"I don't know that I have ever said that." + +"Well, not in so many words, perhaps. But you've drifted a long way. +I've been awfully sorry. I'm sorry still. But you'll get back. I've +never lost faith in you. You've always been better than your philosophy. +But I'm not going to blame you." + +"You need not be afraid that I shall be offended." + +"No, 'tisn't that. I know what it is to doubt, myself. I fancy sometimes +it's only the people who never think who never doubt. The way into the +Kingdom is through tribulation. So long as a man is honest in his +doubts, I don't mind. It is the blatant scepticism of ignorance that one +resents. I am sure you have been anxious to find the truth." + +"I am still." + +"Light will come in good time, my boy. Only be patient and humble," and +Captain Tom turned away. + +"One word more before you go," Rufus said, eagerly. + +"Yes, sonny, a dozen if you like." + +"I referred just now to my damaged reputation." + +"You did. But you'll be able to live that down." + +"That is not the point exactly. I was cruelly slandered in that matter. +I was never drunk in my life, never, in the smallest degree, the worse +for drink; and it would be a comfort to me if you could accept my word +of honour on that point." + +"Then it was not a momentary weakness--a sudden lapse as it were?" + +"It was not. I have never tasted a drop of intoxicants since my leg was +broken, and then it was given to me as a medicine by the doctor." + +"But why should three men swear you were drunk?" + +"One to damage my character. The other two were bribed." + +"Have you proof of that?" + +"No." + +"Then you had better keep a still tongue." + +"I have done so; but you have shown yourself so friendly that I could +not help speaking. Besides, it is hard to keep silent under so great a +wrong." + +"But why should any man--especially a man in the young Squire's +position--bribe others to swear your character away?" + +"Because he feared I was coming between him and the girl he wanted to +marry." + +Captain Tom started and looked incredulous. + +"Please don't think me egotistical," Rufus continued, with a painful +blush. "I can assure you I have never aspired so high. But----" + +"You saved her life." + +"I had that good fortune, and she was grateful, and she showed her +gratitude in many ways. One afternoon back in the winter I met her on +the Downs, and we had a ramble together, and unfortunately the Captain +saw us." + +"And you think he was jealous?" + +"I do. What led to the quarrel was, he charged me with loitering round +Trewinion so that I might waylay her, and influence her against him." + +"But why did you not mention that in court?" + +"What would have been the good of it? He would have denied it on oath. +Besides, I'd rather be accused of drunkenness than drag Miss Grover's +name into such a sordid squabble." + +"Oh, indeed!" and the Captain's eyebrows went up perceptibly. + +"You'll excuse me talking so freely, Capt'n Tom," Rufus went on, "but it +really does me good to open my heart to someone, and I know you'll +respect my confidence." + +"I wish you had come to me sooner my boy, though I never thought very +seriously of the matter. I concluded it was a sudden lapse, and in all +probability would never happen again." + +"But it was nothing of the sort," Rufus said, with a touch of vehemence +in his tone. "I am as innocent of the charge as you are." + +"Then the men who witnessed against you are guilty of perjury?" + +"Timothy Polgarrow is, without a doubt. Poor old Micah Martin may have +fancied I was not sober. Besides, he would conceive it to be his bounden +duty to accept his young master's word." + +For several seconds Captain Tom remained silent, with his eyes fixed +upon the ground. + +"Such villainy ought to be exposed," he said, at length, raising his +eyes suddenly. + +"But how is it to be done?" + +"I don't know, my boy," he answered, reflectively, "I don't know." + +"You said just now that in the long run people got their deserts." + +"I did, sonny, and I believe it." + +"But where shall I come in? Suppose they do get their deserts, that +won't compensate me." + +The Captain's grave face relaxed into a broad smile. "Perhaps young +Tregony's deserts will be in not getting the girl," he said, and he gave +a loud guffaw. + +"Well?" + +"That may be where you come in. My stars, but if I were in your shoes, +I'd make him jealous for something. By all accounts he hasn't got her +yet." + +"I don't know; I've heard nothing." + +"Neither have I, for that matter. But if he had got her, it would have +been in all the papers. You may be quite sure of that." + +"Whether he has won her or failed can make no difference to me. I have +no dreams in that direction." + +Captain Tom lowered his eyebrows and puckered his lips. "Sonny," he +said, "I've no wish to be inquisitive. But I've been a young man myself. +Ah me! I'd like to be young again. Nothing is impossible to youth when +there is a stout heart, a clear brain, and a clean conscience." + +"Which only a few possess." + +"Look here, sonny," Captain Tom said, after a pause, "you are too young +to let the weeds of pessimism overrun the garden. Look up, that's my +advice. You've had a big disappointment, I admit, and you've been +shamefully slandered; but my belief is God has some big thing in store +for you, if you will only wait patiently and trust in Him." + +Rufus dropped his head, but did not reply. However despondent he might +feel, or however tired of life, it would be a fatal policy to show it. + +"We'll talk this matter over again some time," Captain Tom said at +length. "Meanwhile, you keep your eyes open. My stars! but she's a girl +worth winning!" + +Rufus looked up with a start. + +"I mean it," Captain Tom went on, with a laugh. "Besides, you got the +first innings. If I were a sporting man, I know which horse I would +back. My stars! but it would be no end of a joke!" and with another +laugh, he walked away. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + THE VALUE OF A LIFE + + +Rufus settled himself down to his work with as much outward cheerfulness +as he could command. It was a great comfort to him to know that Captain +Tom believed in him, and that the past would never be flung into his +teeth by his employer. The work was not exacting and the pay was +proportionate. There was no scope for enterprise or ambition, which +exactly suited his mood. He had no ambition left. He was only marking +time at best. Before the autumn leaves had carpeted the ground he would +be at rest. + +He faced the issue, most days, grimly and determinedly. There was no +other alternative open to him. It seemed a greater wrong to defraud a +friend than to take a few hundreds out of the coffers of a great and +wealthy company. The company would not be perceptibly the poorer if it +lost ten times the amount. It had accumulated funds for all +contingencies. It lived by and for the purpose of taking risks. But to +defraud Muller might be to ruin him. The money was not his own. The loss +to him might mean bankruptcy and worse. Hence, as he was bound to commit +a fraud whether he lived or died, it seemed the better part to commit +the fraud that would give least pain and trouble, and dying, escape all +consequences. It was a terrible alternative, and it filled him with +self-loathing and contempt. He felt that he was a living falsehood, +practising a daily hypocrisy. And yet what could he do? + +The dry east winds of March had given place to April's genial showers. +Spring was greening the landscape in all directions. The throstles sang +in the elm-trees as though glad to be alive, and in the uplands the +young lambs sported in the sunshine. Every morning, as Rufus walked over +the hills to the mine, he felt the joy of life throbbing in his veins. +It was good to live when the world was becoming so fair; good to smell +the pungent odours of the earth, and feel the warmth of the ascending +sun. There were moments when he forgot the sword that was hanging over +his head, and he would revel in the yellow of the gorse and in the +changing colours of the sea. Then he would come to himself with a gasp, +and a look of horror would creep into his eyes. + +In spite of himself the strain began to tell upon his health. The burden +was becoming heavier than he could bear. In the company of others he +simulated a cheerfulness that he never felt. If he spoke of the future, +it was with a tone of well-feigned hopefulness in his voice. He +pretended to have plans reaching into the next year and the year after +that. He loathed himself for being so consummate a hypocrite. But for +Muller's sake he would have to avoid waking the smallest suspicion. + +It is not surprising, perhaps, that the further he got away from the +first shock of disappointment, and the nearer he got to the redemption +of his pledge, the stronger his passion for life became. It might be the +beauty of the springtime that made him so eager to live. It might be the +growing sense of the sacredness of life. It might be the increasing +moral revulsion from the act itself. It might be the slow lifting of the +veil from his spiritual vision, or it might be all these things +combined. Certain it is that as the spring advanced and the earth +became more and more beautiful, the thought of dying became more and +more repugnant. + +"There is no wealth but life," a great writer has said, and Rufus began +to feel more and more the truth of that statement. He was an asset of +his age and generation. He belonged to his own time. The treasure of a +country was not its dollars but its life. To the individual himself life +is his one real possession. Wealth and fame and distinction are nothing +to the dead. Moreover, life without wealth, without recognition, without +honour, is still worth possessing. It is a gladness merely to live and +see the beauty of the earth and feel the warmth of the sun. + +Rufus began to count the days till the end of August, which he reckoned +would mark the limit of his pilgrimage. The time passed all too quickly. +He gave himself as little sleep as possible, for sleep seemed to rob him +of what little of life was left, and he was anxious to make the most of +it. + +Never a spring seemed so beautiful as that one. Never did the gorse +flame so yellow on the moors, never did he see such sapphire in the +deep. As the evenings grew longer he sat on the cliffs and watched the +sunsets and ticked them off in his calendar as the day faded into night. + +His eyes grew large and pathetic and his voice took a softer tone. +Sometimes he found his thoughts shaping themselves into supplication. +The universal instinct asserted itself unconsciously. He wanted guidance +and he wanted forgiveness for what he proposed to do. + +Marshall Brook came across to see him once or twice, and they had long +walks and talks together, but he got no help out of their conversation +and discussions. On the contrary, every talk seemed to make his task +more and more difficult. + +By slow and almost imperceptible steps he was coming back to the faith +he had cast aside. He read the gospels with new interest, and saw in the +books Madeline Grover lent him, and which he still kept, new and deeper +meanings. But all this only put fresh thorns in his path. He wished +sometimes that his philosophy of negations had never been disturbed, +that he could still believe what he believed honestly enough when he +entered into this fatal compact. + +It seemed as though everything conspired to put difficulties in his +path. He might be the victim of a malicious fate. He had told Muller +that if he failed he should not want to live--that there would be +nothing left worth living for. How little he knew! How little he guessed +that that very day he would see a face that would change the world for +him; that from that day a train of circumstances would be set in motion +that would alter his entire outlook! + +He was a different man to-day from what he was nine months ago. He +looked at life and the world through different eyes. He had loved, and +love had greatened him in spite of the fact that he had loved in vain. +He had reasoned about temperance, and righteousness, and a judgment to +come, and out of the chaos of his own thinking had appeared the faint +glimmerings of an eternal order. He had suffered, and suffering had +developed in him the grace of patience, and toughened the fibres of his +moral nature. He had come under influences which had quickened his +drooping moral sense and made him look with steadier eyes at the meaning +and mystery of life. + +He never more ardently desired to do the right thing, was never so +absolutely compelled to do the wrong. He wished sometimes that he could +take some one into his confidence, Captain Tom Hendy, for instance. With +his clear vision and strong common sense he might see a way out of the +difficulty. But to take anyone into his confidence would be to give the +whole case away. For Muller's sake he would have to preserve an +inviolable silence, and yet the very silence was becoming more and more +intolerable. + +Toward the end of April he paid what he deemed would be his last visit +to Muller. It would be a relief to put some of his thoughts into speech. +That, however, was not the main purpose of his visit. He had succeeded +in putting all his affairs in order, in turning into cash everything +that was saleable, and in discharging all outstanding obligations, and +he was pleased to discover that he had still three hundred pounds left. + +"I suppose this belongs to me," he said to himself, "to do what I like +with," and he smiled sadly. Some men, under the circumstances, might +have spent it in having what they would call a good time, but he was in +no mood for feasting or mirth. + +"I will take it back to Muller," he went on, "and lessen my obligation +by that amount." So one Saturday afternoon, when they left off early at +the mine, he donned his holiday suit, and trudged off into Redbourne to +see his friend. + +He found Muller in his office as he expected. Muller had no domestic +ties, and he preferred his office, as a rule, to any other place in the +world. + +Muller looked up with a little start of surprise when Rufus entered. In +the first place, he was not expecting him, and in the second place, he +was shocked at his appearance. + +"Hello, Sterne," he said, "what brings you into Redbourne to-day? Not to +see a doctor, I hope," and a curious smile played round the corners of +his mouth. + +"I came to see you," Rufus answered, with a smile. "Doctors are of no +use to me." + +"Well, no," Muller replied, reflectively. "I presume you are right in +that. But you look ill all the same--painfully ill." + +"Do I? I was not aware. I feel about as usual." + +"Not over cheerful, I presume. Well, I don't wonder. It's beastly hard +luck. I think if I were in your place I should get the business over as +quickly as possible." + +"I have to consider your interests as well as my own feelings," Rufus +answered, going to the window and looking down into the street. + +"Well, yes, of course. If people suspected anything there might be old +Harry to pay." + +"Exactly. Then, you know, I have had a good many things to square up, +and, on the whole, I have come out fairly well." + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"I mean that out of the thousand pounds I borrowed of you, I have three +hundred left." + +"So much?" + +"Three pounds, seventeen and ninepence over, to be exact. But what I +propose to do is to hand over the three hundred pounds to you, and so +lessen my obligation by that amount." + +Muller started, and a puzzled expression came into his eyes. + +"The burden will seem a little lighter," Rufus went on, looking down +into the street again. + +"I confess I do not quite understand," Muller said, adjusting his +pince-nez. "You don't mean t--t----" Then he stopped, and waited for +Rufus further to explain himself. + +"I mean," Rufus answered, walking across the room, and dropping into a +chair, "that if there is any profit arising out of the transaction you +shall have the full benefit of it." + +"Oh, thanks, old man; that is good of you," and Muller's face brightened +instantly. + +"There are always expenses, of course?" + +"A great many expenses, I am sorry to say. But you have been very +thoughtful. Extremely considerate, if I may say so, without flattery." + +"Oh, you can flatter as much as you like," Rufus answered, with a +mirthless laugh. "It would be much more to the purpose, however, if you +could see some other way out of the difficulty." + +Muller's countenance changed again in a moment. + +"You like not the prospect?" he said, cynically. + +"To be honest, I don't. As a matter of fact, I despise myself for not +seeing at the beginning all the issues involved." + +"What issues do you refer to?" + +"Moral issues in the main. The repayment of this loan is with us both a +question of honour." + +"That is so. As an honourable man you cannot escape it." + +"I see that clearly enough. What I failed to see at the first--either +because I refused to entertain the idea of failure, or else because my +moral sense had become dull--was that I was proposing to pay a debt by +fraud." + +Muller laughed uneasily. "I think I pointed that out to you quite +clearly on the day we settled the matter." + +"I have no recollection of it." + +"I did so most distinctly. I said if the company scented suicide they +would dispute the claim, or words to that effect." + +"And seeing this clearly you were willing to become a party to the +fraud?" + +Muller's eyes blazed in a moment. "Look here, Sterne," he said, angrily, +"this is above a joke. You know very well that the proposal was not +mine. You badgered and bullied and persuaded and gave me no peace. I +yielded at length, much against my will, to oblige you. I made you angry +when I pointed out in the frankest and most explicit way the +consequences of failure, and now, confound it, when you have failed you +come and blame me." + +"No, no; you misunderstand me," Rufus said, mildly. "I have no wish to +blame you. The proposal was my own, I frankly admit, and you yielded +very reluctantly. But the thing that puzzles me is that while we talked +about honour we neither of us seemed to realise that the proposal +involved a glaring act of dishonour." + +"Do you refer to the insurance company?" + +"I do." + +"My dear fellow, would you consider it a dishonourable act to +appropriate a pin from your neighbour's dressing-table?" + +"Well, no. There is no value in a pin." + +"Yes, there is. All values are relative. To the company concerned the +amount involved is scarcely more than the value of a pin to your +landlady." + +"If I took a penny from her dressing-table it would be theft." + +"You think that because the disc of copper represents a fixed amount of +money. Call it theft if you like. So then taking a pin would be theft." + +"Perhaps so." + +"But a theft so small that in any moral or legal reckoning it would not +count. It would not count because your landlady would not feel it. So +the paltry amount under discussion would not be felt by the company." + +"You call it a paltry amount, and yet it represents the value of a +life." + +"My dear fellow, human life is not of much account in this world. +Governments--especially Christian Governments--sacrifice men by +thousands for bits of barren territory that are not worth sixpence." + +"The Creator, perhaps, sets more value on them." + +"Use the word Nature and you talk sense. Only your suggestion is +absolutely beside the mark. Nature puts no value on human life at all, +no more than you do on the creeping things you trample to death at every +step you take." + +"Nature does not destroy. She only changes the form. Nothing is lost." + +"Except life. That vanishes like the flame of a candle in a gust of +wind." + +"Vanishes! But do you know what the word means?" + +"I think I do. But what is all this talk leading to? What have you got +at the back of your brain? If you are going to funk the business, say +so, and let me know the worst." + +"I don't think I have suggested anything of the kind," Rufus replied, +uneasily. "I frankly admit that I do not like the alternative, and wish +that some other way of escape could be found." + +"But if there is no other way?" + +"Then I must meet my doom, and go into darkness disgraced and +dishonoured." + +"In a hundred years from now nothing will matter." + +"You are not even sure of that. But, candidly, I am as ready to face +death as most other men. I am not aware that I have ever proved myself +a coward, but I do abhor the thought of shrinking meanly out of life by +a back door in order to cheat an insurance company." + +"You should have thought of all this earlier." + +"I know I should. I am simply amazed at myself. But I was so certain of +success that I refused to look at failure, or the possible consequences +of failure." + +"Exactly. But that is not my fault. I am sorry for you. More sorry than +I can express. But I am powerless to help you." + +"And you are not concerned at my cheating the insurance company?" + +"Not in the least. I am only concerned that you do not cheat me." + +"But suppose I paid you interest on the seven hundred pounds for a year +or two?" + +"It is not the interest I want, but the principal, which I must have by +the first of January next, or I'm up a tree." + +"But could you not borrow the amount from some other client for awhile?" + +"Where am I to get security? Why don't you ask me to make you a free +gift of the amount in question?" + +"I don't want any free gift. At the same time, I don't want to sacrifice +my life if there is any chance of saving it." + +"You seem to set great store by it." + +"It is all I have. And of late I have not been able to shake off the +conviction that I am responsible to God for it." + +"I thought as much," Muller said, with a sneer. + +Rufus raised his eyes questioningly. + +"Turning Christian again with Christian results," he went on. "I caught +an echo of the jargon the last time I called on you, and feared you +would turn coward, as all these religious people do." + +"Don't let us quarrel, Muller," Rufus said, mildly. "I confess I had not +much hope that you would be able to help me, so I shall return not +greatly disappointed." + +"I would help you a thousand times if I could," Muller replied, with a +great burst of simulated friendliness, "but, alas! I cannot do +impossibilities." + +"Very good, I will not trouble you again." + +"And you will not burst the thing up by awaking suspicion?" + +"Not if I can help it." + +"And take a word of advice. Get rid of those silly notions about +accountability and all that rubbish. They don't become a man of your +intellectual calibre." + +"Thank you: we must follow the light that is in us. Good afternoon and +good-bye." + +"Good-bye," Muller said, lugubriously, grasping his outstretched hand. +"I'm sorry, but I'm helpless." + +Rufus did not reply nor did he look back, and a moment later Muller +heard his footsteps slowly descending the stairs. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + THE RETURN OF THE SQUIRE + + +Rufus was conscious as he descended the stairs that his feelings towards +Felix Muller had undergone considerable change. Felix was not the close +and attached friend that he had imagined him to be. Of late he had +revealed himself in a new light. It was no doubt true that he had taken +considerable risks on his account, but he began to fear that these risks +had not been taken on the score of friendship merely. It seemed to Rufus +that the passion for speculation and the desire for gain had been the +chief factors in the case. + +"I think he might have helped me," Rufus said to himself, regretfully. +"If he had really cared for my friendship he would have set my life +before most things. I don't think my death will trouble him in the +least." + +At the street door he paused for a few moments, and contemplated the +busy street stretching right and left. It was market-day, and the youth +of the entire country side had poured itself into the town. Up and down +they sauntered--lads and maidens--aimless, vacant, but entirely happy. +Hands in pockets, arms round waists, straws between teeth, caps tilted +to the back of heads. The world for them was the best of all possible +places, and Fore Street, Redbourne, on a market-day the most wonderful +place in the world. + +Suddenly the crowd divided that a pair of horses drawing an open +carriage might pass up the street. The carriage was empty. The coachman +and footman sat stiff and erect in blue livery, and surveyed the scene +with a look of pitying condescension on their faces. + +Rufus watched the carriage pass with more than ordinary interest. It was +Sir Charles Tregony's carriage and was evidently on its way to the +station. Very likely the family were returning to-day, though to put +five people into an ordinary landau would be a tight squeeze. + +Rufus found his heart beating a little more rapidly than usual; the +thought of seeing Madeline Grover again quickened his pulse +unconsciously. In a moment the busy street faded, the noise died down +into silence, and he was back in a quiet country lane, watching a +carriage pass, with a strange lady sitting by the side of the driver. He +would never forget that first vision of Madeline's face. He had never +seen a face before that had so caught his fancy. He had never seen +anything comparable to it since. + +That was one of the red-letter days of his life. He fancied then that +all the world lay at his feet. No dream of failure dimmed the sunshine +for a moment. He was on the heights of Pisgah, with all the fair land of +promise stretched out before him. Now he was in the valley of the +shadow, having relinquished his last hope. It was a curious coincidence +that Madeline should return that day of all days. Return, possibly, as +the wife of Gervase Tregony. To see her sitting by his side would be the +last drop in the cup of humiliation, the deepest note in the solemn +dirge of his despair. + +He looked at his watch. The down express from London was due in fifteen +minutes, and it was generally well up to time. + +"I think I will loiter round in town until they have gone," he said to +himself. "I need not suffer the humiliation of seeing her the happy +bride of that----fellow," and he plunged at once into the throng that +jostled each other in the street. + +But the desire to have another look at Madeline's face proved too strong +for him. + +"It cannot do me any harm," he said to himself, moodily. "Nothing can do +me any harm now. The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune have done +their worst." + +Ten minutes later he was on the station platform waiting for the down +express. Very few people were about. He lighted a cigarette, and +strolled with apparent unconcern up and down the platform. He gave a +little start when the signal dropped just in front of him. A couple of +porters hurried across the line from the other platform, a newspaper boy +appeared from somewhere round a corner, the people who had been walking +up and down came to a sudden stop. The long train glided slowly round a +curve, and came to a standstill. + +Rufus drew to the off side of the platform, and watched the scene. Fifty +heads were thrust out of nearly as many windows, but only half a dozen +people alighted. Sir Charles and party had a compartment to themselves +near the middle of the train. The Baronet alighted first--slowly and +stiffly as though cramped with the long journey. Beryl jumped out after +him with light springy step, then came Lady Tregony, ponderous, but +jaunty still. + +Rufus found his heart beating uncomfortably fast as he waited for +Madeline to appear. The porter entered the compartment, and began +handing out the wraps and umbrellas, then the footman hurried away to +the luggage van. Rufus heaved a long sigh, partly of disappointment, +partly of relief. Madeline had not returned with the others, neither had +the Captain. That meant--what? + +He could think of only one possible explanation. They were man and wife, +and were travelling on their own account. Perhaps they had been married +recently, and were now on their honeymoon. That seemed the most probable +supposition. It was hardly likely they would be married on the +Continent. They would wait till they got back to London, and after the +ceremony the others would return, of course, to St. Gaved, and the +Captain and his bride would wander where they listed. + +He turned away from the station, and made his way slowly over the hill +in the direction of St. Gaved. The Tregony carriage passed him before he +had got very far, but no one noticed him. He kept his head bent low, and +did not raise his eyes till the carriage had got a considerable +distance. + +It was dark long before he reached St. Gaved, and he was so tired that +it was a pain to lift his feet from the ground. It was the first time he +fully realised how weak he was. He did not feel ill, though people were +constantly telling him how ill he looked; but he was conscious that the +spring had gone out of him, that the fires of life were burning low. + +When he went to bed that night there was an unspoken prayer in his heart +that some illness would overtake him from which he would die. That would +be a splendid solution of the whole difficulty. A severe illness would +quench the passion for life, would dull all the sensibilities, would +take the sting out of all earth's disappointments, and ring down the +curtain so gently that he would not know when all the lights were turned +out. + +Perhaps, after all, he would be saved the sin and the shame of taking +his own life, and with this thought in his mind he fell asleep. + +The next day, however, brought back all the old pain in its acutest +form. Once or twice he felt strongly tempted to let Felix Muller bear +the brunt of his failure, and trust to the future and the chapter of +accidents to enable him to discharge all his liabilities. + +Muller was not considering him in any way. Indeed, he had shown himself +exceedingly callous. The one thing that concerned him was getting his +money back with compound interest. Well, he had got three hundred pounds +of it back already. Suppose he kept him waiting for the rest? + +But after a moment's reflection he would shake his head. "I should never +be able to pay him back," he would say to himself. "Seven hundred pounds +to a working man is an impossible sum. I should not be able to pay him +interest at four per cent out of my earnings. Besides, what would he +think? and it might mean bankruptcy and disgrace to him." + +But the thought of what he would think was the principal crux. How +contemptuous he would be. With what scorn he would regard him. How +bitter and venomous would be his taunts, with what biting sarcasm he +would refer to his courage and chivalry, with what lofty disdain he +would speak of his honour and his regard for the truth. + +Rufus would feel himself growing hot all over with shame. Shame that he +let such a temptation have foothold for a single moment. Had he not +pledged his word of honour, and was not that enough? Did it not outweigh +every other consideration? If he departed from his word of honour he +would never be able to hold up his head again, however long he might +live, and were a few shadowed years worth purchasing at so great a +price? + +So he debated the question now from one side and now from another, and +still the days passed on, and he saw no escape from the doom he had +prepared for himself. + +Sometimes he woke in the night with a start, and with the cry upon his +lips, "How can I do this great evil, and sin against God?" and for +awhile the thought of his responsibility to a supreme Being would +outweigh every other consideration. His pledged word, the thin veneer of +honour which took no account of honesty, the anger and contempt of +Muller, the irrevocable loss of reputation--would all seem as of no +account in comparison with the anger of an offended God. + +That he should grow pale, and thin, and hollow-eyed was inevitable. The +constant nervous strain was exhausting the springs of life. The +unresting activity of his brain was consuming his physical energies as +with a fire. He was as free from disease as any child in St. Gaved, but +he was unwittingly making himself an easy prey to any malady that might +be prowling about. + +Meanwhile St. Gaved was considerably exercised in its mind over the +non-appearance of the Captain--as people still called him--and Miss +Grover. Mrs. Tuke, who claimed to be on terms of great intimacy with +Madeline, and who was prepared to champion her under any and every +circumstance, was almost indignant that no reliable information could be +extracted from any source. + +The servants from the Hall came into the village as usual, and certain +young men from St. Gaved, it was said, found their way occasionally into +the Hall kitchen--though that was a point on which authentic +information was difficult to obtain. But neither from the servants, nor +from the young men in question, nor from the police, could anything be +gathered as to the doings or the whereabouts of Gervase Tregony and +Madeline Grover. + +Gossip, of course, ran riot, and rumour changed its headlines every day, +but the true state of affairs remained as much a mystery as ever. Rufus +found himself as much interested in the floating gossip as Mrs. Tuke +herself, and as eager to listen to the latest canard. + +"It is said they ain't married at all," Mrs. Tuke remarked one evening, +as she laid his supper on the table. + +"But nobody knows," Rufus said, wearily, looking up from his book. + +"Well, not for certain. But if they was married, don't you think as how +it would have leaked out somehow?" + +"They may have been married quietly without a dozen people knowing." + +"But why should they be married on the sly? Sir Charles seemed mighty +proud that the Captain was going to marry her before he turned up." + +"Yes, I believe that is so." + +"And the young man was that gone on her, that if she'd consented to +marry him, he'd never have been able to keep it to himself." + +"It might be her wish, and I think he would do almost anything to oblige +her." + +"No, he couldn't have done it, however much he'd tried. He'd just burst, +that he would." + +"Then what is your theory, Mrs. Tuke?" + +"Well, I don't know that I has any theory. You see, if they ain't +married, where are they?" + +"Exactly," Rufus said, with a smile; "that is a very pertinent +question." + +"And if they ain't married, I say they can't be together." + +"That sounds probable, certainly." + +"And if they ain't together, where's he?" + +"Exactly; and where's she?" + +"That's the very question I was going to ax myself, but you took the +words out of my mouth as it were." + +"I'm sorry I forestalled you, Mrs. Tuke, but----" + +"Oh, you needn't apologise, Mr. Sterne, not a bit. This is a free +country, and anybody is allowed to ax as many questions as he likes. But +to come back to the point we was talking about, the question is, where's +she, and where's the both of 'em?" + +"Sir Charles is still silent on the subject, I presume?" + +"As silent as a boiled periwinkle by all accounts. The servants say they +haven't heard him mention the Captain's name since he came back." + +"Perhaps they have quarrelled." + +"Well, my belief is that if the Captain failed to carry off the girl as +his bride, Sir Charles would be terrible angry." + +"Then you have a theory after all, Mrs. Tuke?" + +"Well, no, I don't know that I has. I only puts two and two together, as +it were." + +"But why should Sir Charles be so anxious that his son should marry this +particular young lady? There would seem to be any number of eligible +spinsters in the country." + +"But millionairesses ain't to be picked up every day, and I reckon the +Captain ain't anything of his own to live upon, except what his father +allows him; and Sir Charles, they say, is as poor as a church mouse; +but that's all nonsense. I should like to have a quarter of what he's +got to live on." + +"But you haven't his expenses, Mrs. Tuke." + +"And he needn't have 'em unless he liked. Think of their wintering +abroad; it must have cost 'em a heap of money." + +"No doubt. But what about the 'millionairess'?" + +"Oh, well, it's this way. Squire Vivian's butler told long +Joseph--that's Sir Charles's butler, you know--and he told the +housekeeper, and she told Sarah Jelks--who is housemaid at the Hall--and +she told Siah Small--who pretends to be courting her--and he told Dick +Beswarick, and he told his wife Susan, and she told me, that he heard +the family talking about it one day at dinner----." + +"Who heard the family----?" + +"Squire Vivian's butler, of course." + +"Yes, go on." + +"Well, he heard them saying that it would be the best day's work the +Captain ever did if he got married, as the girl had no end of dollars." + +"How did they know?" + +"Very likely Sir Charles told them. Those big folks may be as close as +oysters to the poor, but they talk to each other." + +"Well, Mrs. Tuke, and what is the inference you draw from all this?" + +"I don't draw no inference at all. I don't pretend to be anything but a +plain woman, and I only put two and two together, though Miss Grover did +say my curtains was a treat." + +"She took rather a fancy to you, didn't she?" + +"It's not for me to say that exactly, though it's quite true she never +thought any of the other women up to much, and she came here frequent, +as you know." + +"Yes, I remember. But when you have put two and two together, what +then?" + +"Well, between ourselves, I shouldn't be a bit surprised if, after +living in the same house with the Captain for a month or two, she found +out he weren't her sort and told him so." + +"You think that is likely?" + +"Well, I can tell you, Mr. Sterne, he wouldn't be my sort, and Miss +Grover ain't the kind of young woman to be hustled into anything against +her will." + +"Well, and what next?" + +"Well, suppose she told him definite, that the more she'd seen of him +the less she liked him, and that she wasn't for taking him on at any +price, what would happen then?" + +"Well, Mrs. Tuke, what do you suppose would happen?" + +"It seems to me, Mr. Sterne," Mrs. Tuke said, impressively, "that +there'd be a kettle o' fish, as it were; a kind of general upset, don't +you think so?" + +"There might be." + +"She couldn't come back to Trewinion Hall again, could she?" + +"Why not? I understood from her that Sir Charles was her guardian, or +trustee, or something of that kind." + +"But if they was all bent on her marrying the Captain and she wouldn't?" + +"The situation would be a little strained, no doubt; but she would not +shun the house because she was in no humour to marry the son." + +"Well, my belief is she's cut the lot of them, as it were; that the +Captain's sick, and Sir Charles sulky, and the others too cross to talk +about it." + +"Meanwhile, what has become of Miss Grover?" + +Mrs. Tuke straightened herself, and looked perplexed. "That is what is +atroubling me," she said, sympathetically. "Between you and me I got +terrible fond of her. She weren't none of the starchy sort, and the way +she would just sit down and talk to me was a treat. I might be her +mother, she was that affable; and now to think she may be wandering +round this lone world without a friend, as it were, fairly worries me at +times." + +"I don't think you need worry, Mrs. Tuke. She is well able to take care +of herself. But I am not convinced yet that she and the Captain are not +married." + +"Well, I be," and Mrs. Tuke sidled out of the room. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX + + GETTING AT THE TRUTH + + +Perhaps the only two people in St. Gaved--outside the Tregony +family--who could have thrown any ray of light on the situation were +Micah Martin and Timothy Polgarrow, and they, as far as the general +public was concerned, were both of them discreet enough to keep their +own counsel. + +Micah's chief characteristic was loyalty to the Tregony family. He had +been on the estate as man and boy over fifty years. He had no ambition +to be anything other than a servant, and a word of praise from his +master now and then would atone for any amount of abuse. Comparative +serfdom, continued through several generations, had eliminated from his +blood every single corpuscle of independence. He possessed the genuine +serf spirit and temper. If his master told him to lie on the floor that +he might wipe his boots on him, he would have obeyed with a smile and +asked no questions. He had no will of his own, no views or opinions or +convictions. His master's politics were his. His master's wish his law. +The serf spirit made a machine of him. Even questions of right and wrong +were tested by loyalty to the family. If a thing was in the interests of +the Tregonys, it was right, if not it was wrong. + +Yet Micah was not without a measure of shrewdness. He saw more than most +people gave him credit for. In his own slow way he put two and two +together. But he had the saving virtue of reticence--a most admirable +quality in a servant. + +Micah knew very well that the Captain lied over the Sterne affair; but +that was his business. He had a reason for lying, and it was not his +place to contradict him. He knew well enough that Rufus was not drunk, +but it would be disloyal to his master to say so. If there was one +individual about the place who could break down Micah's reticence and +get him to talk it was Madeline. She had not been a month at the Hall +before she had made herself a general favourite with all the retainers. +Micah idolised her and would have given his scalp almost to please her. + +Madeline discussed horticulture with him and floriculture--the mysteries +of grafting and budding, the best aspect for peaches and the best soil +for potatoes. Miss Grover was a wonder in Micah's eyes. She knew so much +and yet was so teachable--was so beautiful and yet so humble withal. + +They talked about the Sterne affair one afternoon. Madeline approached +the subject with great caution, and carefully felt her way at every +step. When Micah became diffident she flattered him a little, and when +he obtruded his loyalty to the family she encouraged him. + +She made him feel also that she was one of the family, and that he would +be perfectly justified and perfectly safe in confiding anything to her. +She talked to him about her early life, about the scenery and customs of +America, and so hypnotised him with her confidence and her sweet +graciousness that the old man talked more freely than he knew. + +"Of course you will not repeat what I have told you, Micah?" she said, +with her most winning smile. + +"Of course not, Miss," Micah said, stoutly. "I wouldn't repeat it for +the world." + +"It's nice to have confidence in people, don't you think so?" she +questioned, demurely. + +"It is, Miss; it's a terrible comfort." + +"Some people repeat everything they hear. But you and I can trust each +other, eh, Micah?" + +"I could trust you with uncounted gold, Miss," and Micah stuck his fork +into the ground, with an energy that was meant to give emphasis to his +assertion. + +For awhile they talked about St. Gaved folks in general, but gradually +Madeline led the conversation round to Rufus Sterne and the quarrel +outside the Lodge gates. + +"Mr. Sterne was not drunk, of course!" Madeline suggested, innocently. + +"Well, no, I shouldn't say as how he was, though he might have been." + +"Exactly. Now, between ourselves, Micah, how did the quarrel begin?" + +"Well, Miss, just between you and me, it was this way," and Micah raised +his head and looked cautiously around him. + +"There's no one to hear what you are saying," Madeline said, +encouragingly. + +"One can never be too careful, Miss; but as I was saying, I went out to +close the gate after the Captin, and he hadn't gone many yards, before I +heard 'im shout out to somebody." + +"Yes? What did he say?" + +"Well. I don't remember his words exact. But there's no doubt he meant +you, Miss." + +"Me, Micah?" + +Micah nodded and smiled. "I should have felt just the same, Miss." + +"I'm sure you would, Micah." + +"'You scoundrel,'" he said, "or words like 'em. 'You're loiterin' round +here again to waylay her an' poison her mind.'" + +"And what did the other say?" + +"Oh! he up and says it was a lie right out to 'is face." + +"Did he, really?" + +"It's gospel truth, Miss; and of course the Captin, bein' insulted like +that, let fly at 'im." + +"Do you wonder, Micah?" + +"I don't, Miss. But lor', that young Sterne is a terrible strong and +'andsome young fellow, and he gived the Captin beans in two seconds." + +"What a shame!" + +"Of course, Miss, it's natural that you and me should side with the +Captin; but after all, it's human natur' to hit back again, ain't it?" + +"Yes, I suppose it is. But what happened after that?" + +"Oh! the Captin cried out, 'Martin, come and take away this drunken +brute, or he'll murder me.'" + +"Of course, the Captain was bound to believe he was drunk?" + +"Well, he was bound to say so, Miss," Micah answered, with a twinkle in +his eyes. "It 'ud never do to own he was beaten by a man as was sober in +a stand up fight--and he a sodger." + +"Of course not, though you must admit, Micah, that the Captain was at a +disadvantage if the other was sober." + +"That's what I've said to myself, Miss, fact is, Sterne was much too +sober. He was just as cool as a cucumber, and then he's a younger man +than the Captin." + +"But the Captain got the best of it in the end," she said, with a tone +of triumph in her voice. + +"That he did, Miss. He got his revenge sharp, sudden an' complete." + +"The right nearly always wins in the end, Micah. But mind you don't +repeat a word of our conversation this afternoon." + +"Me, Miss? You should see me gibbeted first." + +Madeline walked out of the kitchen garden in a very sober mood. The +suspicion that had been haunting her mind for weeks was crystallising +rapidly into a certainty. The admissions of Micah threw a new and +sinister light on the entire situation. The underlying motive had been +laid bare as in a flash, and Gervase stood revealed in his true colours. + +They were starting for the South of France in a week or so. She thought +she saw now the reason of that particular move. She would not act +precipitately, however. She would keep her eyes and ears open and her +mouth shut. It might be possible, with a little diplomacy, to get the +truth out of Tim Polgarrow as she had got it out of Micah Martin; but +there was no time to be wasted if she was to accomplish her purpose. + +She was more than usually gracious with Gervase that evening, and in the +highest spirits. She rattled off waltzes on the piano, and sang any +number of cheery and sentimental songs. Gervase found the songs for her, +and stood behind and turned the leaves. + +He felt that he was making headway rapidly. Now that Rufus Sterne was +disgraced and out of the way, he had no rival; there was no one to +distract her thoughts from him, and he flattered himself that something +of the old feeling of hero-worship was coming back to her. + +He had given up pressing her to marry him, given up playing the part of +injured and broken-hearted lover, and entertained her instead with +stories of his exploits in India. And, generally speaking, he told his +stories well, making light of his own courage and powers of endurance, +and treating heroism as though it were an ordinary, common-place quality +of every soldier. + +He had very little doubt that when he got her out of England she would +consent to an engagement, and Sir Charles, who had watched carefully the +progress of affairs, was of the same opinion. + +On the day following her conversation with Micah, Madeline tried to get +an interview with Tim Polgarrow. She had seen Tim two or three times, +and had made up her mind as to the kind of man he was and the kind of +tactics she would have to adopt. + +Had she been a man she would have gone into the public-house and +demanded an interview with him, but being a girl such a course was +impossible. So she had to wait on the chapter of accidents, and fortune +did not appear to favour her. She rode past the "Three Anchors" on +several occasions, but Tim kept persistently out of sight. She began at +last to fear that the opportunity would never come, and that the +particular information she wanted would be denied her. + +In her heart she had little doubt of the truth of the accusation Rufus +had flung out on the day of the trial--that Tim had been bribed to swear +a falsehood. But she wanted direct evidence. She was anxious to be just +to Gervase, whatever happened. + +On the day before leaving home she resolved on more direct measures. +Getting her horse saddled, she rode straight away to the "Three Anchors" +and knocked loudly on the front door with the handle of her +riding-crop. + +[Illustration: "HAD MADELINE FIRED A REVOLVER HE COULD NOT HAVE BEEN +MORE STARTLED."] + +A young man with a thick crop of reddish-brown hair, and a blue apron +tied round his waist, appeared at length from the recesses of the +tavern. + +"Can I have a drink of barley-water for my horse?" she inquired. + +"Yes, miss; I'll fetch it in a minute." + +She backed her horse a few paces and waited. No one appeared to be +about. The inn stood at the junction of five roads, commonly known as +Five Lane Ends, and there was not another house within half a mile. + +In a few minutes the shock-headed young man appeared with a pail, which +he held under the horse's nose. + +Madeline felt her heart beating rapidly. She had resolved on a bold +stroke. Nothing less than a frontal attack. No flank movement would do +in the present case. She would have to stagger him with the first blow. + +"You are Timothy Polgarrow?" she questioned, looking down from her +exalted position. + +"Yes, miss, that's my name, at your service," he answered, glibly and +flippantly. + +"I'm glad I've met you," she said, quietly. + +"Yes?" And he looked up with a light of surprise in his eyes. + +"I want to ask you a question." + +"A dozen, if you like, miss. I'm always ready to oblige a lady." + +"Then you will tell me how much money Captain Tregony paid you to swear +that Rufus Sterne was drunk?" + +Had Madeline fired a revolver at him he could not have been more +startled. He dropped the bucket, which fell with a rattle on the +cobbles, and his freckled face grew ashen. + +Madeline quickly followed the first blow with a second. + +"Now, be careful what you say," she went on. "If you lie, it will be the +worse for you. You know that you committed perjury, and that you are +liable to a long period of imprisonment; but if you tell the truth, I +will be very merciful." + +"Has he been blabbing?" he gasped, trembling in every limb. + +"Don't trouble to ask questions," she said. "Your business is to answer +them." + +Then he began to pluck up courage. "Nobody can prove nothing," he said, +insolently. + +"There you are making a mistake," she answered. "It may be difficult to +prove that you received money, but there will be no difficulty in +proving that you committed perjury." + +"You mean that I'll get all the blame and he'll go scot free." + +"Exactly. The case against you is as clear as daylight." + +"Who said so?" + +"I say so." + +"What have you found out?" + +"That you swore falsely, and I cannot imagine that you would do it for +nothing." + +"Look here," he said, still trembling, "you don't know nothing at all. +You're trying to gammon me, but I don't take on. Do you understand? I +know how to keep my mouth shut as well as other people." + +"Very good. I came to you as a friend. If you like to risk the +consequences of a trial for perjury, that's your look-out." + +"If I do, I don't go into the dock alone, mind you that." + +"No, I guess when you get into the dock, you'll have to make a clean +breast of it. Why not do it now and avoid going into the dock?" + +"You mean, if I tell the truth about--about--somebody, you won't +proceed?" + +"I mean, I want to get hold of a certain fact. The fact of your +committing perjury is already settled. What I want to know is, how much +did the gentleman I have named pay you for doing it?" + +"Look here," he said, "if I tell you all I know about that blooming +trial, will you promise not to split on me?" + +"Only on one condition." + +"And what is that?" + +"That you will tell the whole truth, and that you put it in writing and +sign it." + +"Look here, miss," he said, insolently, "do you take me for a blooming +fool?" + +"If you had been wise," she answered, "you would not have put yourself +within reach of the law. However, you can take your own course." And she +reined up her horse, as though the interview was at an end. + +"Don't go yet," he said, seizing the bridle-rein. "You don't give a +fellow time to think. How do I know that you're not pretending?" + +"If I didn't know, how could I tell you?" she answered, severely. "What +I don't know I have confessed to." + +"And if I tell you that, you won't blab about the rest?" + +"If you put it in writing and sign it, it shall be kept absolutely +secret for a year." + +He laughed scornfully. "I can assure you, miss," he said, "I'm not so +green as I look." + +"Very good," she answered, with a laugh. "You ought to know best," and +she again pulled at the rein. But Tim was evidently afraid to let her +go. + +"I'll put nothing in writing," he said; "not a blooming word. But if +you'll promise me on your word of honour as a lady that you'll not blab, +and that you'll not put the police on me, I'll tell you all I know. Mind +you, I've confessed nothing yet. Not a word." + +"I don't want any confession as to your part. That's proved enough +already. What I want to know is how much you were paid for swearing +falsely?" + +"Will you promise me never to say a word? Mind you, I'll go to gaol +sooner than put anything in writing." + +"I don't want to be too hard on you," she said, after a pause. + +"And the secret will be between our two selves?" + +"Yes." + +"And if I don't tell you, you'll set the police on me?" + +"This very day." + +"And if I do tell, fair and square, you'll deal fair and square with +me?" + +"Well, yes. You deserve to be sent to prison for robbing an honest man +of his character, but for the information I want I will pay the price of +silence." + +"You take your oath on it?" + +Madeline hesitated for a moment. She would like to clear Rufus Sterne's +character if possible. But he had just as much proof of perjury as she +had unless this man confessed, and he refused to confess unless she +promised secrecy. + +"I take my oath on it," she answered. + +"Then he paid me twenty pounds." + +"Only twenty pounds?" + +"He offered me five at first, then ten, then fifteen; but when he rose +to twenty it was too much to resist. He said 'twouldn't harm Sterne. +That every gentleman got drunk now and then, and that as he was drunk it +might be as well to prove he got drunk here as anywhere else." + +"And you didn't serve him with any drink?" + +"I never served him with a drink in my life. He passed the "Three +Anchors" that night, but he didn't call." + +"Thank you; that is all I wish to know." + +"And you'll not set the police on me?" + +"No." + +She rode home by another way, and rode slowly. She was not an expert +horsewoman yet, though she was rapidly becoming one. + +She entered the house without anyone seeing her, and went at once to her +own room. She wanted time to think, to shape her plans for the future. +Her life's programme had been torn into shreds. She would have to begin +over again. But how, or when, or where? + +After lunch she took a stroll on the Downs and along the cliffs. "I +shall never come back here again," she said to herself. "This must be my +farewell." + +She walked slowly, and with many pauses. She half hoped she would see +Rufus Sterne. She wanted to say good-bye to him, and in saying it tell +him that she believed in him. + +But Rufus was busy elsewhere that afternoon, and they did not meet. She +looked in all directions as she strolled back across the Downs to the +Hall, and with a little sigh she passed through the lodge gates. + +Another chapter had been completed in the story of her life. To-morrow a +fresh page would be turned. + + + + + CHAPTER XXX + + THE TOILS OF CIRCUMSTANCE + + +Madeline never felt so helpless or friendless as when she left with the +Tregonys for the South of France. She had no one to advise her, no one +to whom she could turn for a word of counsel. She wished a thousand +times that her father had never made Sir Charles her trustee and +guardian. He did so with the best intentions, no doubt. He was proud of +the distant relationship, flattered by the Baronet's attention, and +enamoured of the prospect for his only child; but for her it had meant +disillusion and disappointment. + +She had not courage enough to tell Sir Charles and Gervase what she had +discovered. The Baronet almost over-awed her at times, while the Captain +was possessed of a dogged tenacity and determination that were anything +but easy to deal with. She felt almost like a bird in a cage--a cage +into which she had deliberately walked, or had been cleverly lured. To +all appearances she was free, and yet in a very real sense she was a +prisoner. The meshes of the net had been so deftly and so silently woven +round her, that she was not conscious of the fact until the last +loophole was closed. + +What could she do now? To whom could she go? There was the old solicitor +in New York City, but there was no time to write to him and get an +answer back. Her step-mother was travelling from place to place, and +might be on the Pacific slope for all she knew, or in the South Seas, or +Japan. She had a good many friends--rich and influential people in the +States--but they were often on the wing, and they might be "doing +Europe" or enjoying themselves in London or Paris. + +Besides, how could she explain the peculiarities of the position in +which she found herself, and if she tried to explain she questioned if +she would get any sympathy? She would have to bide her time till she was +of age, and trust in Providence for the rest. + +She took away with her nearly everything she possessed that was of any +value, for she had made up her mind never to return to Trewinion Hall, +if there was any possibility of avoiding it, and that something would +turn up she had the greatest confidence. Youth is ever optimistic, and +Madeline could never look the dark side of things for very long +together. + +She had only one regret in leaving Cornwall, and that was that in all +probability she would never see Rufus Sterne again. Since her interview +with Micah Martin, and the confession she had wrung from Tim Polgarrow, +her thoughts, of necessity, had turned in his direction, and her +strongest sympathies had gone out to him afresh. She knew now that he +was a much wronged man. Moreover, she could never forget what he had +done for her, and the memory of what he had suffered on her account +would remain with her to the last. + +Still, life was made up of meetings and partings. We pass each other +like ships in the night, or walk side by side for a mile or two, and +then drift in different directions. Rufus Sterne would forget her as she +in time might forget him. He would win his way in spite of opposition +and misrepresentation, for he was strong and clever, and such men nearly +always came into their own in the long run. + +She looked out for him on the morning they drove away from the Hall. She +would have given almost anything for even a smile of recognition, but +it was not to be. With a little sigh she resigned herself to the +inevitable, and resolved that she would extract as much pleasure out of +the tour as possible. + +They spent only one night in London, and stayed at the Charing Cross +Hotel for the sake of convenience. In Paris they remained three or four +days. Madeline would gladly have remained longer, but Gervase was +anxious to push forward to a sunnier clime. The cold, he declared, got +into his bones, and he would have no pleasure of life until he found +himself in a more genial climate. + +At Nice they found letters waiting them which had been forwarded, and a +copy of the local paper which Sir Charles had ordered to be sent every +week direct from the office. For a couple of days they rested from the +fatigues of the journey, and then began to make the usual excursions. +Gervase, as might have been expected, was early bitten by the +fascinations of Monte Carlo, and took to running over by train most days +to see the play. + +Madeline was extremely grateful to be rid of his company. Not that he +was obtrusive in his attentions, for on the whole he was playing his +part with great tact and circumspection. But she had learned to mistrust +him and despise him. Hence, the less she saw of him the happier she +felt. + +Time slipped away very pleasantly on the whole. Sir Charles did +everything possible to make her visit to the Riviera an enjoyable one. +Indeed, he played the part of prospective father-in-law with great +skill, and now and then threw out a sly hint about her cruelty in not +putting poor Gervase out of his misery. But Madeline was in no humour to +take hints, and Sir Charles often turned away with a look of +disappointment on his face. + +Beryl talked to Madeline one evening with tears in her eyes. + +"I'm sure Gervase spends more time in the Casino than he ought to do," +she said, reproachfully; "and if he does, whose fault is it, Madeline?" + +"His own fault, I should say," she answered, sharply. "He's surely old +enough to know what is good for himself?" + +"But people who are labouring under some great disappointment, or are +tortured by some secret grief, sometimes gamble merely to forget their +trouble." + +"Then they are very foolish." + +"You do not know, Madeline. You have never had any bitter +disappointment. You have the world at your feet. You are an heiress, and +will have millions when you come of age." + +"Is that so?" she asked, innocently. + +"Of course it is so!" she answered. "Why do you question me in that way? +One might think you did not know how rich you are. But I do not think, +for all that, your money gives you any right to treat Gervase badly." + +"Beryl!" Madeline said, indignantly. "Do you know what you are saying?" + +"I hope I am not rude, Madeline," was the quiet answer. "But Gervase is +my brother, and I am very proud of him, and it cuts me to the heart to +see him suffer." + +"I do not think he is suffering at all," Madeline replied. "Indeed, he +seems in very good spirits." + +"That is all put on, Madeline, as you ought to know. Gervase is deeply, +passionately attached to you. He came home from India hoping and +expecting to marry you. He thought everything was settled. Cannot you +imagine how hurt and humiliated he must feel?" + +"I do not see why. We were not engaged." + +"Not formally, perhaps, but it was your father's wish. We were all +agreeable, because Gervase seemed devoted to you. You seemed wonderfully +pleased with the idea when you first came to Trewinion; and, after all, +it is no small thing to marry a man with Gervase's prospects." + +"Marriage is a serious thing, Beryl," Madeline said, gently. "When I met +Gervase first I was only a school girl. I did not know my own mind. I +own he attracted me greatly, and all the time he was away I cherished, +and almost worshipped, an ideal----" + +"But surely Gervase has realised your ideal?" Beryl questioned. "He may +not be as handsome as some men, but think how brave he is, how +self-sacrificing, how devoted! He would almost lay down his life for +you!" + +"I don't want any man to do that," Madeline said, quietly. + +"But surely such devotion as his is deserving of some recompense? He has +waited patiently for you week after week, and month after month, and I +am sure your coldness is driving him to the gaming-tables." + +"Would you have me marry him, Beryl, if I do not love him?" + +"Oh, you can love him well enough if you try, unless--unless----" + +"Unless what, Beryl?" + +"Oh, unless you have given way to some romantic nonsense about another +man!" + +"What do you mean by that?" Madeline asked, raising her eyebrows +slightly. + +"You know well enough what I mean, Madeline; so you need not pretend." + +"I am not pretending. Besides, it is not fair to fling out mere hints +that may mean a great deal, or may mean nothing at all." + +"Oh, I am not blaming you very much. It was only natural, perhaps, that +he should take your fancy for a moment." + +"That who should take my fancy?" + +"Why, the young man who saved your life, of course. You knew nothing +about him, and there is no denying that he is very good-looking. But you +have discovered his true character since." + +"I have, Beryl." + +"He pretended, too, to have made a discovery and induced, it is said, a +number of people to lend him their savings, so that he might develop it, +and now that is gone to smash. I pity the people he has swindled." + +"Who said it had gone to smash?" Madeline questioned eagerly. + +"It's in the St. Gaved _Express_ that came by post last evening." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Quite sure. There is quite a long paragraph about it. Besides, I heard +father talking to mother about it last evening." + +"I wish I could see the paper. Where can I find it?" + +"I will run and fetch it for you if you like? But it is quite true, what +I have told you." + +Beryl watched Madeline's face with great interest while she read, but it +revealed nothing to her. Madeline was conscious that Beryl's eyes were +upon her, and so held herself resolutely in check. Not for the world +would she betray what she felt. + +The St. Gaved _Express_ was printed and published mainly in the +interests of the landed and moneyed classes. Its politics were those of +the people who held the shares. Its comments on local matters were +coloured by its political views. Its snobbery was beyond dispute. + +Rufus Sterne received scant courtesy at its hands. He had been heard to +say that he believed in the government of the people by the people, for +the people. That was quite sufficient for the _Express_. Politically he +was a dangerous character--a little Englander and a pro-foreigner. + +When it became known that Rufus had failed, that he had been forestalled +with his invention, the _Express_ openly rejoiced. Such unpatriotic +characters did not deserve to succeed. It hinted that there was a rough +and ready justice in the world that dealt out to men the measure of +their deserts--which, being interpreted, meant, that to those who had +was given, and from those who had not was taken away even what they had. + +It further hinted its hope that the dupes of what was little less than a +public fraud would do their duty to the public, to themselves, and to +the ingenious young gentleman whose exposure was now pretty well +complete. + +Madeline folded the paper without a word and handed it back to Beryl. + +"I should think you feel sorry now that you ever spoke to him," Beryl +said, after a long pause. + +"There are many things we feel sorry for when it is too late," she +answered, quietly, then turned and walked slowly out of the room. + +She had not thought much of Rufus for several weeks. She never expected +to see him again. He had come into her life for a few months and passed +out again, and the sooner she forgot him the better. + +But this story of his failure with the cutting comments and insinuations +of the _Express_ called out her sympathies afresh, and in larger measure +than ever. She did not think the less of him because he had not +succeeded. He had not laboured at an invention that was useless. His +failure was not due to the worthlessness of his idea, but simply to the +fact that another man had got in before him. + +"Oh! I am sorry," she said to herself, when she got to her own room. +"How terribly disappointed he will feel. It will seem as though +everything is against him, and he had staked his all on the enterprise." + +Once or twice she was strongly tempted to sit down and write him a +friendly letter of sympathy. But she could not summon up quite +sufficient courage. If she had cared less for him she would have been +less sensitive. Beryl had just told her that she had been carried away +by a foolish and romantic attachment, or words to that effect, and it +would never do to give colour and substance to the insinuation. She must +keep her self-respect whatever happened. + +For several days Rufus was more frequently in her thoughts than was good +for her peace of mind. She pictured his disappointment, his +helplessness, his despair. She saw him in imagination wandering out on +the cliffs alone, with knitted brows and troubled face. She wondered +what he would do. She knew he had staked his all--though how much that +"all" meant she never guessed--would it be possible for him to rise +above this last calamity that had overtaken him, or would he go down in +the general crash and ruin, and never be heard of again? + +He had ability, she knew, and energy and determination; but so had many +another man who had absolutely failed. No man could do the impossible. +Bricks could not be made without clay. Circumstances were sometimes +stronger than the strongest. + +Rufus Sterne was not only penniless, but in debt. The money he had +borrowed had gone with his own, and how was it possible in a sleepy +little place like St. Gaved to retrieve his position? She wished she +could help him. The beginning of his misfortunes seemed to be associated +with her. His broken leg was entirely due to her adventurousness, while +the loss of his reputation was the outcome of her friendliness to him. +Try as she would she could never wholly dissociate herself from him. She +was irretrievably mixed up with his success or failure. + +She did her best to appear cheerful and unconcerned before the Tregonys. +Beryl informed her father that Madeline had seen the account in the +paper of Sterne's failure, and had manifested not the slightest interest +in the matter. + +"Did she say nothing at all?" Sir Charles questioned. + +"Scarcely a word." + +"And did you say nothing?" + +"I did suggest that I thought she would feel sorry now she had ever +spoken to him." + +"And what did she reply?" + +"Oh, she just said, 'There are many things we feel sorry for when it is +too late,' and walked out of the room." + +"She never saw him after the police court affair, I think." + +"I am sure she never did, father." + +"So that this will pretty well complete the disillusionment." + +"If she ever had any illusions." + +"I am afraid she had, Beryl, I'm afraid she had. That was a most +unfortunate adventure on the cliffs--most unfortunate," and Sir Charles +turned again to the paper he had been reading. + +Had the Tregonys been close observers they might have detected a forced +and an unnatural note in Madeline's gaiety. She was mirthful at times +when there appeared to be no sufficient reason for her mirth, and +cheerful when the conditions were most depressing. + +When alone in her own room she generally paid the penalty. Frequently +her spirits sank to zero. The desire to help Rufus Sterne was natural +enough; but her helplessness drove her almost to despair. She could not +even help herself. In a sense she was as much in the toils of +circumstance as he was. She not only wondered what would become of him, +but what would become of herself. + +The weeks were slipping away rapidly, and the Tregonys were beginning to +talk about their return to England. The days were often almost +insufferably warm, and the birds of passage that crowded the hotels were +beginning to take flight to more Northern latitudes. Day after day she +had hoped she might discover some way of effecting her deliverance, but +no way revealed itself. She was without a friend outside the Tregony +family, and yet to return with them to Trewinion Hall would be to put +herself in a position as intolerable as it would be compromising. + +"What helpless things girls are," she would sometimes say to herself. +"If I were only a man I could snap my fingers at everybody. But because +I'm a girl I can just do nothing." + +She felt so miserable one morning that she refused everyone's company, +and went out for a walk alone. + +Sir Charles was very cross when he knew, and he was still more cross +when lunch time came and she did not return. As the afternoon wore away +and she did not put in an appearance, his anger gave place to anxiety, +and ultimately to very serious alarm. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI + + OLD FRIENDS + + +"Well, I never! If this ain't the greatest surprise of the trip!" + +Madeline looked up with a start. She recognised the American accent, +before she had any idea she was being spoken to. + +"Well, now, who _would_ have thought it? I regard this as a real streak +of luck." + +"What, Kitty Harvey?" Madeline exclaimed, in a tone of eager surprise. +"Oh, I am so glad!" And a moment later the two girls were embracing each +other with a warmth and an effusiveness that would have done justice to +an Oriental greeting. + +"I spied you from the other side of the way," Kitty Harvey said at +length, tears of genuine pleasure shining in her eyes, "and I said to +mamma, 'If that ain't Madeline Grover, then I'm the blindest coon that +ever walked in shoe leather.'" + +"Is your mother here?" Madeline queried, eagerly. + +"We're all here, my dear, a regular family party, with sundry relations +to keep things lively. But here comes the little mother, two hundred +pounds of her, and as cheerful as ever." + +"But when did you come?" + +"Cast anchor this morning, my dear. That's our yacht out yonder, flying +the stars and stripes." + +"What, that? I thought she was a transatlantic liner." + +"Well, I guess she is, or something nearly related to it. But you should +talk to Dick; he knows her from stem to stern, and from the keel to the +captain's bridge." + +"Then you are here on a yachting cruise?" + +"That's what we are here on just. In fact we've been two-thirds round +this globe already." + +"And have you enjoyed it?" + +"Off and on. There are drawbacks to everything, but in the main it's +been just great." + +Then Mrs. Harvey waddled up, panting, breathless, eager and happy. She +almost smothered Madeline with kisses and talked incessantly between +whiles. + +"Kitty said it was you, and I said it wasn't. But you have improved. You +see my sight is not quite as good as it used to be." + +"Another of mother's compliments!" Kitty laughed. + +"It's nothing of the sort," Mrs. Harvey protested. "I meant what I said, +but I really must get my glasses strengthened." + +"You must, mother. You really won't be able to recognise father at the +rate you are going on." + +"And you are still Madeline Grover? I don't want to be inquisitive my +dear, but we understood, you know, you were coming across to marry a +title; was it a duke or a knight? I really get mixed up as to the order +they stand in." + +"I'm not going to marry either," Madeline said, impulsively. "I'm going +to remain as I am." + +"No-o?" from both mother and daughter. + +"It's the honest truth." + +"Well, with all your money you are independent of a title, my dear," +Mrs. Harvey said, absently. + +"But I haven't any money," Madeline said, "except what my trustee allows +me. But really, do you know for certain if I shall be well off when I +come of age?" + +"Don't you know yourself?" + +"I really know nothing. Father never talked to me about money matters, +and Sir Charles copies his example in that respect." + +"Then you had better come and talk to my husband. If there's anything +about money he doesn't know, I should like to discover it." + +"I should like to see Mr. Harvey very much." + +"Then come back and have lunch with us on the _Skylark_. There's plenty +of room, and you'll be as welcome as the President of the United +States." + +"Oh, it would be just delightful," Madeline said, eagerly, "there's +nothing I should enjoy so much." + +Madeline was almost bewildered at the size and magnificence of the +_Skylark_. Mr. Harvey, having struck a copper lode a few years +previously, found himself with more money than he knew profitably how to +spend, and with more time on his hands than he knew wisely how to use. +He built for himself a marble mansion in New York, and purchased one of +the largest steam yachts that ever ploughed the seas, and was now doing +his best to earn a night's repose by sight-seeing. + +Peter J. Harvey welcomed Madeline on board the _Skylark_ with many +expressions of delight. He was a typical American, tall, +square-shouldered, and not over-burdened with flesh. He had straight +hair, which he wore rather long, a clean-shaven face, a wide mouth, a +strong, square chin, and a most refreshing American accent. + +He was not exactly a vain man. At any rate, he did his best to keep his +vanity under proper control, and if he boasted occasionally he believed +he had something to boast of. He was still in the prime of life, being +the right side of fifty by two or three years. Kitty was the eldest of +six--three boys and three girls, the youngest, Bryant, having +celebrated his seventh birthday two days before. Besides the family, +there were numerous cousins and uncles and aunts, with others whose +relationship to the Harveys was difficult to trace. + +The lunch was set out in the grand saloon, and was served in the best +style. The stewards wore bottle-green coats trimmed with gold braid. + +Madeline, having got among old friends, talked with a freedom and an +abandon that she had not known since she left her native land. The grace +of reticence was a virtue the Harveys had never cultivated. It was their +boast that they had nothing to hide. Hence they discussed their domestic +and business affairs with a freedom that would have staggered an +Englishman of the old school. + +Confidence begets confidence; and so in the seclusion of the yacht's +library, with only Mr. and Mrs. Harvey and Kitty present, Madeline +explained as far as she dared the peculiarities of her present +situation. + +Peter J. rose to the situation at once. + +"My dear child," he said, "I guess there ain't no difficulty at all. I +don't see none. It's just as easy as falling off a stool. There ain't no +occasion for you to go back to their moth-eaten ancestral abode for five +minutes. You just come along with us----" + +"You mean----" + +"I mean what I say," continued Peter J. "There's room for you in this +small frigate and to spare, and there's a welcome as long as from here +to the United States and back again." + +"It would be just delightful," Madeline said, with dilating eyes. +"But----" + +"Then let it be delightful," Mr. Harvey interrupted. "I guess we'd be as +delighted as you would be. What say you, Kitty?" + +"It would be just too fine for words," Kitty replied. + +"It would be like a Providence," Mrs. Harvey chimed in, "so we'll +consider it settled." + +"But Sir Charles might object," Madeline said, with a half-frightened +look in her eyes. + +"You leave his lordship to me, my dear," Peter J. interposed. "I guess I +know my way about, and if he cuts up nasty, I'll treat him to a chapter +out of the gospel of Peter J. Harvey." + +"But what excuse should I make?" + +"You needn't make any excuse at all. I'll go across and see the General +myself and explain things." + +"But what would you say?" + +"That we had fallen across you accidentally; that we were old friends; +that I knew your father; that you and Kitty were chums at school; that +we are cruising round this here little arm of the ocean for a week or +two longer; and that we are taking you along with us just to give you a +taste of sea-faring life." + +"But he might not believe you." + +"Then I would bring him across here and let him see for himself and hear +your own wishes out of your own mouth." + +"But he would not consent for me to be out of his sight for more than a +day or two at the outside." + +"Then to avoid trouble and hard words we will mention a day or two--wind +and weather permitting." + +"Oh! Mr. Harvey, if you could get me clean away from them without any +unpleasantness, I should be more thankful than words can tell." + +"I'll do it, my dear. And when Peter J. Harvey says he'll do a thing, +why, that thing is done. Now give me the location of this Lord Tregony." + +"Oh! he isn't a lord," Madeline laughed, "he's only a baronet." + +"Well, it's all the same to me. He wouldn't alarm me if he were your +Attorney-General." + +"Don't you think I had better go back with you. I'm afraid they'll be +getting alarmed at my long absence." + +"I thought you tumbled across a page-boy belonging to the hotel and sent +word by him that you would not be back till evening." + +"I did send word that I would not be in to lunch. But those boys are so +stupid that it's ten to one if he conveyed my message." + +"Don't you alarm yourself on that point," Peter J. said, cheerfully. +"But if you think you can explain things better yourself, why we'll go +along together. But mind you, we return together, even at the risk of an +earthquake." + +"Let Kitty come as well," Madeline said, her eyes sparkling with +excitement. + +"All right, my dear. The more the merrier. I'll take the skipper and the +crew if you think it might impress his lordship and make the way +easier." + +"No, I think the three of us will be sufficient," Madeline said, with a +laugh. "But no hint must be given that I'm to be absent more than two or +three days. Sir Charles had made all arrangements to leave for Paris on +Monday." + +"You leave that to P. J. H., my dear. If I'm not quite a full-blown +diplomat it's only for want of opportunity. Now let us be off. If Lord +Charles What's-his-other-name don't yield without a murmur, I shall be +surprised." + +Half-an-hour later they were walking up the steps of the hotel. Sir +Charles was in the lounge, with a cigar in his mouth and his eyes +towards the door. He was feeling much more anxious than he cared to +admit. Gervase had gone by an early train to Monte Carlo and had not +returned. Lady Tregony and Beryl were in their bedrooms. + +Sir Charles sprang to his feet and heaved a big sigh of relief when the +swing door was pushed open, and Madeline entered, radiant and smiling, +followed by Kitty Harvey and her father. + +"My dear Madeline," he said, reproachfully, "you have given us a fright. +We have been looking for you everywhere." + +"Oh! I am sorry," she answered. "But I told one of the page-boys I met +outside to tell you I was going to lunch with some friends." + +"No such message was brought to me," he answered, severely. "It would +have been better if you had left word at the office." + +"I am sorry if I have caused you any anxiety," she answered, quietly. +"But I met some American friends on the promenade, and have been with +them on their yacht to lunch." + +At the word yacht Sir Charles pricked up his ears, and a somewhat +mollified expression stole over his face. + +"Allow me to introduce my friend Miss Kitty Harvey," Madeline said, in +her most engaging manner, "and this is her father, Mr. P. J. Harvey, of +New York City, and a friend of my father's." + +Sir Charles bowed very pompously, and muttered something under his +breath about being delighted to meet them. + +Peter J. had said nothing up to this point, but stood in the +background--as a modest man should--chewing the end of a cigar. + +"I can assure you, Colonel, the pleasure is reciprocated," he said, in +his slowest manner, and with a twinkle in the corner of his eye. "The +truth is my daughter and I have come along as a sort of deputation." + +"Indeed! Will you not be seated?" + +"Well, thank you. As it's as cheap to sit as to stand, and talking comes +easier as a rule when you are sitting down, I guess I'll fall in with +the suggestion." + +Sir Charles waited for Mr. Harvey to proceed. Madeline and Kitty sat on +a lounge side by side, the former feeling very uncomfortable. She saw in +a moment that Sir Charles did not like the American's free and easy +ways, and Mr. Harvey was dimly conscious of the same truth. + +"Not to waste words over the business," Peter J. went on, "we want to +take Miss Grover just for a little run on our steamer, and we came +across to ask your consent. These formalities are considered proper I +believe, and we fall in with them. Though as a citizen of the United +States I presume the lady can just do as she likes." + +"Well, no!" Sir Charles replied, pompously. "Miss Grover is my ward till +she comes of age. At any rate, it amounts to that----" + +"Of course I am, Sir Charles," Madeline interposed. "But we are not +going to talk law or gospel, are we? Mr. Harvey has asked me to go for a +little run on his yacht, and I really want to go ever so much!" + +"But we leave here for Paris on Monday, Madeline. I fear there is no +time." + +Peter J. puckered his face into a knowing smile. "According to my +calculations," he said, "Monday is five days off. We could almost +circumnavigate this little arm of the ocean in that time. But we are +talking of a run of a couple of days more or less." + +"It seems hardly worth the trouble, does it, Madeline?" Sir Charles +questioned, in a bored tone. + +"Oh! quite worth it, Sir Charles. Think how lovely the sea is, and how +beautifully calm, and then you know Mr. Harvey's yacht is as big as an +ocean steamer. In a couple of days we could go to Naples and back, and +wouldn't it be lovely to see Naples!" + +"Naples is an interesting place, no doubt. But the weather is getting +warm--hot, I may say." + +"But we need not land unless we like," Mr. Harvey interposed. + +"Of course----" Sir Charles began, hesitatingly. + +"Then that is settled, my dears," Peter J. interrupted. "I knew his +lordship would not deprive you of a pleasure if you desired it very +much. Now, you girls, run away and put a few things in a bonnet-box, +sufficient for a forty-eight hours' trip. Perhaps, when we return, your +excellency will so far honour us as to come on board and dine with us." + +"Thank you, it is very kind of you." + +"Not at all. I believe in showing hospitality when it is in my power to +do so. Would you mind trying one of my cigars? I think you will find the +flavour excellent." + +Sir Charles hesitated for a moment, then took the proffered weed and +proceeded to cut the end off with a penknife. + +Meanwhile Madeline and Kitty had rushed off to Madeline's room and began +packing boxes with all possible speed. + +"Rather large bonnet boxes, eh, Madeline?" Kitty questioned, with a +laugh. + +"Do you know, I feel like a burglar," Madeline answered. + +"I never was a burglar," was the reply, "so I don't know what it feels +like to be one." + +"Everything will be terribly crushed," Madeline went on, "but I can't +help it. Will you ring for the porter, Kitty?" + +"All right, my dear, and I will drive off with the baggage while you and +father are paying your adieux to the Baronet. If he were to see you +going off with all these boxes he might scent mischief." + +"How clever you are, Kitty," Madeline said, with a laugh. "That idea is +just lovely. But will you lock these boxes, my hands are shaking so I +can hardly hold the keys." + +"Why, we might be escaping from a robbers' castle. What is the use of +getting so excited?" + +"I can't help it, Kitty. I've been looking round for weeks and weeks for +some way of getting out of a most uncomfortable position, and you cannot +imagine how helpless I have felt. And now I feel--oh, I can't tell you +what I feel--but here's the porter." + +Madeline went down to the office and explained matters, and saw Kitty +drive away with her luggage. Then she returned to the lounge, where Sir +Charles, looking very bored, was listening to a long account of how +Peter J. Harvey made his pile in copper. + +On catching sight of Madeline, Peter J. brought his story to an abrupt +conclusion and rose slowly to his feet. + +"Need I disturb Lady Tregony and Beryl, do you think?" Madeline +inquired, innocently, looking Sir Charles straight in the eyes. + +"As you think best, Madeline," Sir Charles replied, blandly. "I sent up +word to them that you had returned safe and sound." + +"Then very likely they will be taking their afternoon nap now?" + +"That is very probable." + +"Should I awake them, do you think?" + +"If you were going away for a week I should say yes, certainly. But if +you like I will explain your absence till Friday." + +"That will be best, I think." Then, turning to Mr. Harvey, she said: +"Now I am ready. Kitty has gone on ahead, and has taken my few things +along with her." + +"I guess Kitty has some shopping to do on the way. That child is never +happy unless she is spending money," and Mr. Harvey smiled, innocently. + +"You will explain to Gervase, won't you, Sir Charles?" Madeline said, +with one of her sweetest smiles. "It is unfortunate he did not come home +to lunch. I am sure he would have liked to have seen over Mr. Harvey's +yacht." + +"We shall probably accept Mr. Harvey's invitation to dinner on your +return," Sir Charles said, pompously. + +"Of course you will, Colonel, of course you will," Peter J. said, with a +drawl. "I never take a refusal from my friends without a very good +reason." + +"It is good of you to let me go, Sir Charles," Madeline said, reaching +out her hand to say good-bye. "But I am sure I shall enjoy myself +immensely. You see, I have known Mr. and Mrs. Harvey and Kitty nearly +ever since I can remember, and then, I'm tremendously fond of the sea." + +Sir Charles came with them to the door of the hotel and saw them into a +carriage, then returned to the lounge and to his cigar. + +Madeline could almost have screamed with delight when she found herself +once more on the _Skylark_. + +"At last I am free," she said to herself, "and when Sir Charles sees me +again I shall be my own mistress." + +Half-an-hour later the _Skylark_ weighed anchor and put out to sea. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII + + FACING THE INEVITABLE + + +When Saturday morning arrived and the _Skylark_ had not been sighted, +Sir Charles began to grow suspicious. An hour or two later his worst +fears were confirmed. A letter was handed to him in Madeline's +handwriting. The postmark, he noticed, was Genoa. He could hardly keep +his hand steady while he tore open the envelope, and when he began to +read his face grew ashen. + +The letter was brief and quite explicit. She had no intention, she said, +of returning again to Nice or to Cornwall. She was going back to America +with the Harveys. For many things she was sorry she ever left it. She +had been unhappy for months past--ever since the return of Gervase, in +fact. To become his wife was simply impossible. She expressed her regret +for any pain or annoyance she had caused, and her thanks for all +kindnesses she had received. She regarded the appearance of the Harveys +on the scene as an interposition of Providence, and her escape from an +intolerable position as a direct answer to prayer. + +Sir Charles had not got over the anger and disgust produced by this +frank epistle when Gervase came hurriedly into the room, with blanched +cheeks and a wild light in his eyes. + +"Do you know that Madeline has given us the slip?" he said, in a hoarse +whisper. + +"Have you heard from her also?" + +"Then you know?" he questioned, with a gasp. "What has she said to you? +Let me see her letter." + +Sir Charles handed him Madeline's letter without a word. Gervase read it +carefully, and then handed it back with a little sigh of relief. She had +not told his father what she had told him, and for that mercy he was +supremely grateful. + +For several moments the two men looked at each other in silence. Neither +had the courage to blame the other, and yet neither was disposed to take +the blame himself. Gervase was convinced that his father played the game +badly at the beginning, but he had played it worse at the end. Hence it +was bad policy to fling stones while he lived in a glass-house himself. +A similar train of thought wound its way slowly through Sir Charles's +brain. From his point of view Gervase had played the fool again and +again, though he saw now that the waiting policy he had advocated was a +huge mistake. So while he was inclined to throw the principal share of +blame on to Gervase's shoulders, he was bound to take a share himself. + +"I suppose we may conclude," Gervase said, at length, in a lugubrious +tone, "that the game is up." + +"I'm afraid it is," Sir Charles answered, with suppressed emotion. + +"It's a beastly shame, for I've been counting on her fortune for years +past." + +"It's an awful miss. Her fortune would have set the Tregonys on their +feet." + +"It's no use trying to get her back, I suppose?" + +"Do you think you could yet persuade her to marry you?" + +Gervase blushed, and walked to the window and looked out into the +courtyard. + +"Girls are such curious things," he muttered, evasively. "You never know +when you have them." + +"I can't help thinking you played your cards badly, Gervase. She seemed +to idolise you when she came to Trewinion, and looked forward so eagerly +to your return." + +"The mistake was in not marrying her right off when we met at +Washington. She would have said 'yes' like a shot, for she was awfully +gone on me. She adored soldiers at that time, and regarded me as a +hero." + +Sir Charles heaved a sigh and remained silent for several moments. + +"Would you mind letting me see her letter to you?" he questioned, at +length. + +"Sorry, father, but--but--I've destroyed it," he blurted out, awkwardly. +This was not the truth, but he wouldn't for the world that his father +should read what she said to him. + +"Destroyed it? What did you do that for?" Sir Charles asked, +suspiciously. + +"I was just mad and hardly knew what I was doing. It seemed the only way +I could give vent to my anger. I tore it into millions of bits." + +"What reasons did she give for her outrageous conduct?" + +"Well, in some respects it was an awfully nice letter she wrote. She +said she admired me as a friend immensely. But she didn't love me as she +felt she ought to do, which made her unhappy, and so she thought it best +to go away without any fuss, and all that, don't you know." + +"And do you believe she still admires you?" + +"Why, of course I do. She said so, in fact. I wish I hadn't destroyed +her letter. There were some awfully nice sentiments in it, I can assure +you." + +"Then why were you so angry?" + +"Why, because I saw I was up a tree. When a girl you want to marry talks +about being a sister to you, and all that, don't you know, it makes one +angrier than anything." + +"Well, yes, I suppose it does. I'm terribly disappointed, Madeline was a +chance in a lifetime." + +"But rather smacked of trade, don't you think? You know very well if +she'd been an English girl, you wouldn't have considered her for a +moment." + +"That may be. But since even dukes marry tradesmen's +daughters--provided, of course, they hail from across the water--there +was no reason why we should turn up our noses." + +"I'm too poverty-stricken to turn up my nose at anything. I'd marry a +barmaid if she only had sufficient of the needful." + +"Don't talk nonsense, Gervase, I thought you were really fond of +Madeline, apart from her money." + +"So I am. She's awfully pretty, there's no denying that. But I'm too old +to break my heart over any woman. It's the tin--or the lack of it--that +is troubling me." + +"You'll have to curtail your expenses, Gervase; there's nothing else for +it. I cannot possibly increase your allowance. The fact is, we shall +have to economise all round." + +"I'm always economising," was the angry retort. "It's been pinch and +grind ever since I was born." + +"That's not my fault, my boy. I'm getting the biggest rents I can +possibly squeeze out of the tenants as it is, and there's no chance of +things mending unless we can get Protection." + +"And that we may whistle for." + +"Why so?" + +"Because the people have got educated. An awful mistake, I say, to +educate the working classes. An ignorant proletariat you may hoodwink +and bamboozle to your heart's content; but no enlightened community is +going to consent to have its bread taxed for the benefit of the +landowners." + +"The people will have to be shown it's for their benefit. That's the +game to play." + +"No doubt. But it will take a mighty clever man to prove even to a +public-house loafer that the dearer things are made, the better off he +will be." + +"But you must not forget that there are some very clever men at work." + +"They are not clever enough for that." + +"You don't know. They have undertaken more difficult tasks and +succeeded. Think of South Africa!" + +"I'd rather not. It won't bear thinking about." + +"Nevertheless, it shows what can be done. The masses of the people are +more easily persuaded than you think. Education, you must remember, is +not sense. Hit upon a popular cry, and the rest is easy." + +"But no country can be gulled twice in so short a period. No, dad, our +fortunes are not to be mended along those lines." + +"I am not so sure. A good stirring appeal to patriotism will work +wonders still. 'England for the English----'" + +"England for the English landlords, you mean, for that's what it comes +to in the end." + +"No doubt it does. But while a few people own the land it is well that +the masses should think that England belongs to them." + +"But do they think that England belongs to them?" + +"Of course they do. There isn't a man-jack among them that will not talk +big about defending his country and dying for his country, when he +doesn't possess a foot of it, and hasn't money enough to buy a grave to +be buried in." + +"Well, dad, I sincerely trust that your hopes will be realised, and that +England will consent to be gulled again for the benefit of a few. Good +heavens! if I'd only been an army contractor instead of a soldier, I +should have made my fortune." + +"Your only hope of a fortune, Gervase, is by marrying one," and Sir +Charles put Madeline's letter into his pocket and walked out of the +room. + +For the rest of the day Gervase loitered about alone. He was much more +troubled than he let his father see. Madeline had accused him of +treachery to Rufus Sterne, and had hinted in words too plain to be +misunderstood that she had proof that he bribed Tim Polgarrow to commit +perjury. If Madeline, therefore, had discovered this, how did he know +that other people had not made the same discovery? He felt that he could +not return to St. Gaved again until he knew. If Tim had let the secret +out, his best course would be to keep out of sight until the storm had +blown over, and people had forgotten the incident. + +So it came about that Sir Charles and the others returned without him. +Gervase promised to follow in a week or two at the outside. But a run of +luck at Monte Carlo kept him a slave at the Casino. This was followed by +a run of bad luck during which he lost all he had won. Then he remained +on, trying to recover his lost position, and in the end he had to cable +to his father for a remittance to bring him home. + +Gervase had not been at Trewinion many days before the truth about +Madeline began to leak out. Sir Charles had been too chagrined to give +the smallest hint as to her whereabouts, or even to mention her name if +it could be avoided, and Beryl and Lady Tregony took their cue from him. +But Gervase, discovering that he was still in good odour among the +people, and that the secret Madeline had discovered appeared to be known +to no one else, concluded that nothing was to be gained by a policy of +silence. He need not tell all the truth; in fact, he could put his own +gloss on the facts as they stood, and so it began to be whispered about +that Miss Grover had decided on visiting her friends in America before +finally settling in England. + +Rufus Sterne heard the story from Mrs. Tuke with apparent unconcern. He +argued quite naturally that it was a matter of supreme indifference to +him whether she went to America or remained in England. His life--by +fair means or by foul--was drawing to its inevitable close. There was +some sense of satisfaction in the thought that she was not Gervase +Tregony's wife. She deserved a better fate than that. He hoped she had +discovered his true character and that among her own people in her own +country she would find all the happiness she deserved; and with these +reflections he tried to put her out of his mind. + +His thoughts in the main were intent upon the tragedy that was daily +drawing nearer. His daily hope and prayer was that God would release him +from the burden of life, and so save him from the guilt and shame of +dying by his own hand. + +Failing this, he had no doubt as to how the final act would be brought +about. Much as he shrank from the disgrace of dying in the manner +contemplated, he shrank more from the disgrace of living, should his +courage fail him. To face his ruined friend, his broken pledge, his +tarnished honour, would be death repeated every day, and every hour of +the day. + +He was not a little surprised to find, as the days and weeks passed +swiftly away, how without effort and without volition his mind fastened +itself upon the dominant truths of Christianity. He gave up reading. He +still absented himself from church and chapel. But bit by bit the rags +of his materialistic philosophy dropped from him, while the simple +truths of the gospel possessed him and obsessed him, until he felt that +only here was life in any true sense to be found. + +The philosophisings and hair-splittings of theologians did not concern +him. The elaborate edifices built up by the creed-makers possessed for +him no interest at all. But the warm sympathy of the Son of Man, the +tender influence of the universal Spirit, the growing consciousness of a +supreme Ruler, the clearing vision of a life beyond--these things seemed +as parts of his being, the stuff out of which his life was woven. + +He wondered now that his youthful revolt from the narrow creed of his +grandfather should have carried him so far; wondered that he had not +earlier seen that human creeds must of necessity be ever too narrow to +represent the Divine idea; wondered that he had not seen the obvious +truth that ecclesiasticism may bear but a faint resemblance to +Christianity, and that "the Church," so called, may form but a very +small portion of the Kingdom of God. + +But it was all clear enough to him now. He had cast away what he fancied +was only husk, not knowing that the kernel of truth was within. He had +tried to wrap his naked spirit in something thinner than a shadow, had +sought to choke the soul's deepest instinct in the quagmire of a Godless +philosophy, and had prated about happiness, while steeping his senses in +the fumes of a deadly narcotic. + +What lay beyond he did not know. But he had a fancy that the great +universal Heart of Love would give him a chance under better conditions, +and that at worst it would be better than the awful torture of the last +few months. He was not afraid, and he was becoming again so terribly +weary that the thought of rest was infinitely sweet. There was very +little he had to give up. No home ties bound him to earth, no arms of +wife or children hung about his neck. His ambitions had been nipped by +the frosts of disappointment, and were now dead. His love for Madeline +Grover--which had been the strongest and purest passion of his life--was +hopeless from the first. + +It was only existence amid familiar surroundings that he had to part +with--only existence! And yet how much that meant to him, even in the +darkest hours, no words could tell. The passion for life nothing could +kill, and that seemed to him one of the strong arguments in proof of +immortality. + +One afternoon, in his little office, he fell down in a dead faint, and +remained unconscious for several hours. The long summer day was fading +into twilight when he opened his eyes, and saw the familiar face of Dr. +Pendarvis bending over him. + +"Have I been ill?" he asked, looking round the room with wondering eyes. + +"You've had a slight heat stroke, I think, but you needn't be alarmed." + +"I'm not in the least alarmed," he said, with a pathetic smile; "but I +hate giving Mrs. Tuke so much trouble." + +"You've been overworking yourself rather. I've seen it for months past. +When you are a little recovered, I'll give you a complete overhauling," +and he smiled cheerfully. + +"Then you think I shall recover?" + +"Of course you will recover. But, meanwhile, keep quite still, and don't +worry." + +Rufus hoped for a day or two that his illness would take a fatal turn. +He wanted so much to die quietly at home in bed; it would be such a +perfect solution of the whole difficulty. But it was not to be. + +In a few days he was up and about again. "You want toning up," the +doctor said to him. "There is really nothing the matter with you except +that you are run down. Take more exercise, get a sea bath two or three +times a week, and be careful what you eat." + +Rufus told Mrs. Tuke and Captain Tom Hendy what the doctor had +prescribed, and proceeded at once to carry out his orders. But no one +knew the thought that was in his mind. Some day he would not return from +his short swim in the sea, and then he would be at rest. It would be +very easy, and almost as natural as dying at home in bed. + +The weather was brilliantly fine. The yellow corn was falling before the +sickle in all directions, the sea danced and shimmered in the sunshine, +the flowers drooped in the windless heat. To all appearances Rufus was +recovering his health and spirits. He told Mrs. Tuke that he enjoyed his +morning bath. His appetite seemed better than it had been for weeks +past, and once or twice she heard him humming a hymn tune after he had +gone upstairs to bed. + +"I'm glad I stood by him," Mrs. Tuke reflected, with a smile of +self-satisfaction, "for I believe he is coming back to the fold again." + +One evening Rufus sat up very late. He had gone through his papers again +to see that everything was in order, and now he sat staring at the clock +on the mantelpiece, and listening to its solemn and regular tick. + +"To-morrow will be just as good as next week," he said to himself. "As +it must come, better it should come quickly. I could have done it this +morning easily enough, and I don't think it will be at all painful. So +let it be then," he added, rising to his feet. "The next time I go into +the sea I do not return," and he put the lights out, and climbed slowly +and silently to his bedroom. + +Before undressing he knelt down and prayed. He asked for strength and +pardon, and a just and merciful judgment. + +He felt like a child when he rose from his knees, and a few minutes +after he laid his head on the pillow he was fast asleep. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII + + WAS IT PROVIDENCE? + + +When Rufus awoke next morning, the wind was blowing half a gale, and the +rain was coming down in torrents. + +"This puts an end to my morning bath," he said to himself, with a faint +sigh. "I can have no excuse for going into the sea on a day like this," +and he sighed again. + +He was not quite sure that he welcomed the respite. + +"Since it must be," he kept saying to himself, "the sooner the better." + +Mrs. Tuke greeted him with a sorrowful face. "What a pity the weather's +broke before all the harvest is got in," she said. + +"It does seem a pity," he answered, quietly. + +"The ways of Providence is past finding out," she replied; "though no +doubt it's for some good end." + +"Do you really think that Providence regulates the weather, Mrs. Tuke?" +he questioned, with a smile. + +"Why, of course I do," she answered, in a tone of reproach. "Providence +over-rules everything, and not a sparrow falls to the ground without the +notice of His eye," and she walked out of the room without waiting for +him to answer. + +Mrs. Tuke's theology was a puzzle to him still, but all the time he sat +at breakfast the word "Providence" kept echoing through the chambers of +his brain. What was Providence? How far did God interfere with the +operation of His own laws? Did He sometimes reach out a controlling +hand? Did He cause events to work together for a special end? + +That day at the mine seemed one of the longest he had known. The wind +moaned through every crevice of door and window, the rain came down +unceasingly. + +Evening came, but there was no chance of a swim in the sea. He would +have to wait until the morrow or the day following. Whatever he did, he +would have to avoid awaking suspicion. + +Several times during the night he awoke and listened. The wind was still +swishing through the trees, and the patter of rain could be distinctly +heard against the window. + +"If Mrs. Tuke knew," he said to himself, "she would say Providence was +interposing to prevent me putting an end to my useless life." + +He lay in bed an hour longer than he would have done had the weather +been fine. "It is of no use getting up till breakfast-time," he +reflected. + +He heard the postman's rat-tat-tat while he was dressing, and wondered +if there were any letters for him. + +He came slowly and listlessly down the stairs. Another day of weariness +and mental distress stretched out before him. "I am only prolonging the +agony," he said to himself, as he took his lonely seat at the head of +the table. + +Then his eye rested on a large envelope by the side of his place, with a +blue stamp in the corner. + +He was alert in a moment. "An American letter," he said, half aloud, and +his thoughts flew off to Madeline Grover unconsciously. The address, +however, was in a man's handwriting--there could be no doubt about +that. + +He tore open the envelope quickly and mechanically, and turned to the +signature at the end of the letter. "Seaward and Graythorne," he read, +and a look of perplexity came into his eyes. + +He opened out the letter, and an enclosure fluttered on to his plate. He +picked it up and stared. + +"There must be some mistake," he said with a gasp, and he drew his hand +across his eyes as though to remove some dimness that had gathered. Yet, +there was his own name clear and distinct enough. "Pay to the order of +Mr. Rufus Sterne the sum of five thousand dollars." + +"Five thousand dollars," he muttered. "Why, that is a thousand pounds--a +thousand pounds. I must be dreaming surely." + +He turned to the letter at length, and began to read. Slowly, as he +waded his way through the legal jargon, the truth began to dawn upon +him. It had to do with the property his father had accumulated. Some +Judge Cowley, of the Supreme Court of somewhere, had authorised a +distribution, and the enclosed was the sum paid on account. + +That was about all he could make out. But why a firm of solicitors in +New York should be acting in a case of disputed property somewhere out +in Pennsylvania, was a problem he could not understand. + +He was in no mood, however, to worry himself over legal subtleties. The +great outstanding fact--the fact that dominated all others--was that he +was in possession of a thousand pounds. + +The revulsion of feeling was so great that for a moment or two it seemed +to unman him. The cords that had been strung up so long to the very +highest point of tension were suddenly relaxed. The hard stoicism with +which he had fortified himself, melted like wax in the flame of a +candle. The dull numbness of despair, which was rendering him +indifferent to life, vanished like mist before the summer sun. The joy +of hope, the dream of love, the fire of ambition, were all kindled +afresh as by an electric spark. The wailing wind, instead of sobbing +began to sing. The moaning ocean commenced to laugh and rejoice. The +rain-drops were tears of joy that Nature shed. Light and love, and +beauty and delight were everywhere. His breakfast remained untouched. He +was quite unconscious of the fact until Mrs. Tuke came into the room. + +"Why, you haven't tasted your breakfast," she said, lifting her eyes and +hands in astonishment. + +"Haven't I?" he said, with a smile. + +"And your bacon is quite cold." + +"I forgot all about it, Mrs. Tuke." + +"And your tea is like ditch-water." + +"I'm very sorry." + +"It's like throwing money away." + +"Oh, never mind." + +"But I do mind, I hate wastefulness, especially in young people." + +"Well, forgive me this time. I've had a surprise." + +"Oh, indeed! A pleasant surprise, I hope. You've had enough of the other +sort." + +"A very pleasant surprise. Now, brew me a fresh pot of tea and warm up +the bacon. I really feel as if I had got an appetite." + +"Well, it's time you had. You've been wasting to a shadow the last six +months," and Mrs. Tuke hurried out of the room. + +Rufus laughed aloud when she was gone. He felt he would either have to +laugh or cry. "If only granny were here I should hug her," he said to +himself. "I feel so buoyant that I could almost hug Mrs. Tuke." + +The wind was still blowing strong from the west as he made his way over +the hill to the mine, but its voice was like a song in his ears. The +rain had ceased, though the sky was still dark with clouds; but all the +landscape seemed flooded with golden sunshine. His nerves were tingling +with a new joy, his eyes sparkling with an unwonted fire. He was glad to +be alive again, glad to feel the wind of heaven upon his face. + +How wearily he had dragged his steps over the hill morning by morning; +how dull and continuous had been the pain at his heart! Now all sense of +weariness was gone; he seemed to tread on air; his heart was light and +buoyant, and all the pain had passed away. + +He paused a moment where he paused a year before to look at a patch of +green lawn that sloped away from Trewinion Hall. A vision of Madeline +Grover came back to him for a second and vanished. + +"If it be God's will," he said to himself, reverently, and with a smile +upon his face he continued his way. + +During the dinner hour he lodged the precious draft in the bank, and +then hurried back to the mine again. In a day or two he got word that +the draft was quite in order, and had been duly honoured. With that +message vanished his last fear, for he had dreamed the previous night +that the whole thing was a hoax and the draft not worth the paper on +which it was printed. + +His first act was to pay back Felix Muller what he owed him with +interest. This he did by cheque. + +"I cannot see him," he said to himself. "He would pour ridicule on my +beliefs, and laugh my new-found faith to scorn. Moreover, I am not sure +that he will be grateful, and I would not like my faith in him to be +totally destroyed." + +Saturday, being half-holiday, he made his way to Tregannon, to see his +grandparents and tell them the news. The old folks were greatly +excited, and the Rev. Reuben hunted up all the papers and correspondence +dealing with his son's property. The names of Seaward and Graythorne did +not appear, however, in any of the documents; nor was the name of Judge +Cowley ever mentioned. + +"I do not understand it at all," the old man said in his most solemn +tones. "But then what can you expect in a new country like America? +Everything appears to be haphazard and go-as-you-like." + +"Haphazard or no," Rufus replied, "the property has not been all eaten +up by the lawyers." + +"Well, yes," the old gentleman said, reflectively, "there would appear +after all, to be some sense of honesty and justice in the country. But +why don't you take a journey across and look after things for yourself?" + +Rufus gave a little start, and looked at his grandfather with a +questioning light in his eyes. + +"I mean it," the old man said, quietly. "If I were a few years younger +nothing would please me better." + +"It had never occurred to me," Rufus replied, slowly and thoughtfully. + +"Then think about it. You can travel cheaply in these days; besides, you +may be able to pick up ideas." + +"Yes, that is true," he answered, reflectively. "At any rate it is worth +considering." + +For the rest of the evening Rufus thought of little else. Conversation +ranged over a dozen topics, but he heard scarcely half of what was said. +Constantly his thoughts harked back to his grandfather's suggestion, and +his eyes caught a far-away expression. + +"I think you are tired," his granny said to him at length, and she +looked at him with a quizzical smile on her wrinkled face. + +"I am a little." + +"Will you remain while we have prayers?" she questioned, hesitatingly. + +"Yes granny. I would like to hear grandfather pray again." + +They both started, and looked at him and then at each other, but neither +made any remark. + +The chapter the old man read was a long one, and the prayer was longer +still, but Rufus showed no sign of weariness. In fact, the little +granny's quick ears fancied they heard a whispered "Amen" when the +prayer ended. + +Rufus rose slowly from his knees with a serene look upon his handsome +face. + +"My dear boy, we have never ceased praying for you," his granny said, +placing her thin hands upon his strong shoulders and looking up into his +face. + +"I hope you will continue to pray for me," he answered, quietly. "I +shall need all your prayers." + +"Rufus?" the old man said, in a questioning tone, and he turned suddenly +and looked into his grandson's eyes. + +Rufus felt that, having said so much, he was bound to say more. + +"No, grandfather," he answered, quietly; "you must not claim me as a +returning prodigal. Your creed is as far beyond me as ever. But--I +think--I think I have found the Christ." + +Instantly the old man's arms were about his neck, and, raising his face, +he laughed aloud. + +"It is enough," he said, exultantly. "It is enough! To God be all the +praise." + +The ice being broken, conversation flowed in a deeper channel, and when +the Rev. Reuben laid his head upon his pillow that night, it was with a +kindlier feeling in his heart for those who doubted, and with a larger +charity for those who preached a broader creed. + +"It is very strange," he mused, "that my preaching should have driven +the lad to doubt, while the preaching of my successor should have helped +him back to faith." + +On the following morning Rufus went with the old people to chapel. The +place seemed very cool and restful after the glare of the sunshine +outside, and while the familiar hymns were being sung he felt like a boy +again. + +Marshall Brook took for his text: "Are ye not better than many +sparrows?" It was a quiet, thoughtful, searching sermon, without +dogmatism and with no trace of declamation. The care of the Great Father +for His children, the doctrine of a Divine Providence, was unfolded +carefully, lucidly, reasonably. There was no attempt to ignore +difficulties or to give scientific objections the go-by. Providence was +not in conflict with the operations of nature. Providence worked on +parallel lines. The universal Spirit was ever moving upon the hearts of +men, suggesting, inspiring, renewing. + +"I am hungry and in need," said the preacher, "and someone is moved to +bring me help. Why did he think of me at all? Who put the impulse into +his heart? Ordinarily, it may be, he is not a generous man; yet he +trampled down his selfishness, and came to my succour when I needed it +most. + +"Was it a miracle? Not in the ordinary sense, and yet in truth it was a +miracle. To me it was the interposition of God's Providence. God saw my +need and sent His help." + +Rufus did not hear the end of the sermon. He was thinking of his own +case. Help came to him when he needed it most. He had prayed for death, +prayed that he might be saved from an act which was unworthy of any +true man. And in the very nick of time salvation came. Was it a mere +accident, a stroke of luck, a fortunate turn in the wheel of chance? Or +was it Providence, an impulse or an inspiration from the all-pervading +Spirit? + +His faith was but a tender plant as yet, and it would need much +watchfulness and care if it was to grow. + +He was brought back from his reflections by the announcement of Cowper's +well-known hymn: + + God moves in a mysterious way + His wonders to perform; + He plants His footsteps in the sea + And rides upon the storm. + +Rufus stood up with the rest and tried to sing, but a lump rose in his +throat constantly and threatened to choke him. It seemed as if every +line met his case and expressed some experience of his own: + + Blind unbelief is sure to err, + And scan His work in vain: + God is His own interpreter, + And He will make it plain. + +The congregation sang on with deep feeling and emotion. Most of them had +known trouble. Many had experienced the joy of deliverance. And the tune +was one that seemed exactly to suit the words: + + His purposes will ripen fast, + Unfolding every hour. + The bud may have a bitter taste, + But sweet will be the flower. + +How wonderfully true and apposite it all was! More than once he swept +his hand across his eyes to remove the mist that had gathered. Surely +God had led him to that little chapel that morning. He knelt with the +rest when the benediction was pronounced, and breathed an audible "Amen" +at the close. + +Marshall Brook walked home with him and remained to dinner and to +afternoon tea. But they did not spend the time in discussing knotty +theological problems; their talk ran on the strange happenings and +experiences of life. + +After the evening's service Rufus walked all the way back to St. Gaved, +so that he might be in time for his work on the following morning. The +way did not seem a bit long. He had so much to think about, so much to +dream about, so much to be grateful for and to rejoice in, that the old +church tower loomed into sight before he knew he had covered half the +distance. + +He astonished Captain Tom next morning by throwing up his post. + +"You really don't mean it?" was the incredulous reply. + +"I do. I am going to America, and the sooner you can let me off the +better I shall be pleased." And he told Captain Tom some of the things +that had happened. + +"You are in the right of it, sonny," was the reply. "Yes, you are in the +right," and he laughed, good-humouredly. "And, mark my words, we shall +see some time what we shall see." + +"No doubt about that," Rufus answered, with a smile. + +"I'm glad you think so. Yes, some time we shall see what we shall see," +and he laughed again. "But,"--and he took off his hat and scratched his +head, "my stars! but won't it be just----Well, well, we'll wait and see. +You have my best wishes, sonny, and my blessing." + +On the following Saturday but one, Rufus sailed for New York. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV + + DISCOVERIES + + +On reaching New York Rufus made his way at once to the office of Messrs. +Seaward and Graythorne. He discovered that Mr. Seaward had been dead a +dozen years and that Mr. Graythorne was a man well advanced in life. + +Mr. Graythorne received him without enthusiasm, and with some slight +evidence of embarrassment, and during the time they talked he appeared +to be preoccupied and more or less distraught. + +Rufus wondered if this was some new type of American that he had not +heard of, or whether it was merely professional dignity. He had to drag +everything out of him, and what he did say appeared to be capable of +divers interpretations. + +Rufus wanted facts about his father's property--why the litigation had +continued so long, what was the nature of the claims that had to be +considered, in what court or courts the litigants were heard, and on +what principle the distribution of funds had been made. + +But to none of these questions could he get an intelligible answer. Mr. +Graythorne talked vaguely and ponderously. He enlarged on American law +in general, pointed out how different methods obtained in different +States, showed how the interests of clients were safeguarded by the +judges of the supreme courts, and how the wastefulness of English +Chancery cases was avoided by the simpler American methods. + +But all this failed to touch the real point at issue. Rufus became +pertinacious, and Mr. Graythorne somewhat restive. + +In the end the lawyer had to admit that he knew little about the matter. +It was a very old case, and his partner, Mr. Seaward, had been dead a +dozen years. A hint was given that Mr. Seaward had the case in hand at +the beginning, but at present the case was entirely in the hands of the +judge. The claims were disposed of as they rose; in time they would all +be disposed of. He (Mr. Graythorne) had been commissioned to forward +five thousand dollars, which he had done. If he received any similar +commission he would execute it with the greatest pleasure. + +Rufus left the lawyer's office feeling not a little perplexed, and ten +minutes later Mr. Graythorne descended to the street with a look of +annoyance on his face. + +Getting on to the elevated railway, he was soon speeding in the +direction of Central Park. Alighting at length, he made his way slowly +along a quiet street for some considerable distance, paused for a moment +in front of a house that had no distinguishing features, then ran +lightly up the steps and rang the door bell. + +He was ushered by a maid-servant into a comfortably but modestly +furnished room, where he flung himself into an easy chair and waited. + +In a few seconds a light step sounded outside; the door was pushed +quickly open, and Madeline Grover came smiling and radiant into the +room. The old lawyer rose slowly, and his face relaxed. + +"This is an unexpected pleasure," she said, brightly. "Have you been +hearing again from Sir Charles?" + +"Not a word. It's the other man we have to deal with now." + +"What other man?" + +"Why the man I sent the money to, of course." + +"Well, what of him?" + +"He's in New York, and has nearly worried the life out of me this +morning!" + +"In New York!" and the hot blood rushed suddenly to her neck and face. + +"In New York! And if he don't clear out soon there'll be complications!" + +"Why has he come?" + +"To look after his property, of course. Are you surprised?" + +"I am a little. It never occurred to me that he might come to America." + +"Well, he has come, and the question is whether you are going to +make--well, a clean breast of it, or allow him to ferret it out +himself?" + +"Oh! he must not know for the world!" she said, in a tone of alarm. + +"He's bound to get to know sooner or later that somebody has made him a +present of five thousand dollars----" + +"No, it is only a loan," she interrupted, quickly. + +Mr. Graythorne laughed. "A loan that was never to be paid, eh? A loan by +an anonymous lender? Well, what's in a name? Call it a loan if the word +pleases you better." + +"But you know what I mean. Some day, of course,--years and years hence, +when nothing matters"--and she blushed uncomfortably; "but just now +nothing need be said or even hinted----" + +"I understand," he said, with a twitching of the lips. + +"You know very well that he has property out West somewhere, which he is +bound to come into possession of soon, and it seemed a pity that he +should starve and perhaps die while waiting for it." + +"Well, yes; the motive does you credit." + +"You ascertained beforehand, as you know, that he would have plenty to +pay me back with later on, and, after all, the sum was only a small +one." + +"To you, perhaps." + +"But to him it would mean everything, and I owe him more than gold can +ever pay. As I told you before, he saved my life and nearly lost his own +in doing it." + +"Quite a pretty little romance, I own; worked up into a story it would +read very well. But how about the present situation?" + +"He must not know, of course." + +"And you expect me, a lawyer, to equivocate--to say one thing and mean +another--to talk, as it were, with my tongue in my cheek? Oh, Miss +Grover, what would become of the profession--I mean morally--if all +clients were like you?" + +"It would be much nearer the kingdom," she said, with a laugh. "I don't +ask you to tell lies; I only ask you to hold your tongue." + +"But it is much easier said than done. You know this young man, and he +ain't no fool either; and he has a pretty little way of asking +point-blank questions. And if I ain't mistaken he can draw an inference +as slick as most folks." + +"But lawyers never reveal secrets," she said, smiling at him with her +eyes. + +"Nothing more quickly awakens suspicion than silence," he said. "And if +he once gets on the trail----" + +"He cannot possibly find me among eighty millions of people scattered +over this continent." + +"But suppose he were to drop on you by accident?" and the old lawyer +pretended to be looking at a picture on the other side of the room. + +She tried her best to keep back the tell-tale blush, but it would come. +"Oh, we should shake hands," she said, in a tone of indifference, "and +pretend to be surprised, of course, and then we should talk about what +had happened in St. Gaved since I left." + +"He is a very handsome young man," the lawyer said absently. + +"Yes, he is rather good-looking, isn't he?" and the colour grew deeper +on her usually pale face. + +"I think you told me once you admired his spirit?" + +"I admire him very much." + +"And if he calls to-morrow I must say no more than I have said to-day?" + +"Say what you like so long as you keep my name out of it." + +"And you don't want to see him? And you wouldn't for the world that he +should know you are alive in New York City?" + +"For the present at any rate." + +"I think I understand," he said, gravely, but a smile twinkled in the +corner of his eye. + +Meanwhile Rufus was busy reading through once more the papers he had +obtained from his grandfather. He folded them up at length and replaced +them in his portmanteau. + +"It's not a bit of use waiting here," he said to himself. "That old +lawyer knows no more about it than I do. I'll go westward to-night." + +The next morning found him in the busy town of Pittsburg, where he spent +a couple of days making inquiries; then he pressed forward again until +he reached Reboth, on the borders of Ohio. + +Settling himself in the most comfortable hotel he could find he +commenced his investigations. It was here his father had lived for +several years. It was here he died. Reboth was only a village then. Its +mineral wealth was unknown; its blast furnaces had not been lighted, its +coal seams undiscovered. Joshua Sterne foresaw some of its +possibilities, and invested all his savings, lived long enough to see +the prospect of great wealth, and then almost suddenly passed out of +life. + +After that followed years of litigation, Joshua Sterne had left no one +who could fight his battles. The widow quickly yielded up the ghost, and +the Rev. Reuben was too far away, too other-worldly, too lacking in +business tact, and too suspicious of American lawyers and American ways +to follow up any advantage that came to him. + +The litigants appeared to be numberless. Disputes arose over boundaries. +Part of the property appeared to be in Pennsylvania and part in Ohio. +Different States had different laws. The findings of one court were +rejected by another. So the fight went on in a fitful and desultory way +year after year. Some of the claimants died and their heirs dropped the +struggle. Others had their claims allowed. Others who never had any real +case gave up the contention. But there were a few who held on like grim +death. They had no real claim, but they hoped for a good deal, and in +the end they succeeded in the case being hung up indefinitely. + +In time it was practically forgotten. New judges were appointed. +Important questions came before them which demanded immediate attention. +The papers relating to the Sterne property grew yellow in their +pigeon-holes. The rents accumulated, but the mineral wealth remained +undeveloped. + +One of the first discoveries Rufus made was that there had been no +distribution of profits. + +"There must be some mistake," he declared. + +But the court was positive. There had been some inquiries lately through +a New York solicitor, but beyond that there was no record of any kind +for several years, but certainly no money had been paid. + +Rufus felt bewildered. Why should Mr. Graythorne send him five thousand +dollars on such a pretence? Why should anybody be so generous? Who was +there in the whole of America who knew him or cared two straws whether +he lived or died? As a matter of fact, he did not know a single soul on +all that broad continent. But stop---- + +All the colour left his face in a moment. He did know one person. +Madeline Grover was in America. Had she done this? + +He felt himself trembling from head to foot; the very suggestion meant +so much. + +That night he lay awake for hours thinking. He recalled the night after +his return from Tregannon--the long walk he had with Madeline Grover +across the downs, the frank confession he made to her of his toils and +struggles, the generous sympathy she had extended to him. It was their +last walk and talk. He remembered now he had told her how his father's +savings had been lost at Reboth, and how they had long given up hope of +recovering a penny of it. + +"I must get to know somehow," he said to himself. "Bless her! If she has +done this she is the noblest woman on earth." + +Rufus was not long in getting his father's case reopened. There were +only two men left to be dealt with. The claims of the others had gone by +default. The court was anxious that the case should be disposed of once +for all. + +Rufus employed the cleverest lawyer he could find, and together they +struggled through the whole case from the beginning. + +"Look here," said the lawyer; "if these fellows are ugly it may last +years longer." + +"Well, Mr. Mason, what do you advise?" Rufus questioned. + +"Come to terms with them." + +"They may not be reasonable." + +"Or they may be. They don't appear to have the ghost of a claim, but +they may keep the thing hanging on for ever and ever." + +"There can be no harm in making the attempt," Rufus said. + +"Then I will see their solicitors at once." + +Rufus hung about Reboth two months longer, hoping, expecting, sometimes +despairing. But in the end all the parties agreed that a bird in the +hand was worth two in the bush. So terms were accepted and ratified by +the court. + +"Now," said Mr. Mason, "you can begin to develop your property." + +"You think it is valuable?" + +"No doubt about that. If it had been worthless the whole thing would +have been settled a generation ago." + +"But how should I begin?" + +"Form a syndicate. Let me take the matter in hand for you." + +Rufus was eager to go in search of Madeline. But he found himself, +suddenly, one of the busiest men, so he believed, in the United States. +Moreover, he refused to be rushed. A good many American methods he did +not like, and would not have. There was any number of capitalists ready +to stake large sums in the new venture. Any number of Stock Exchange +men who flickered around like flies. Any number of sharpers who tried +the confidence trick, but tried it in vain. + +In a great many instances Yankee cuteness was pitted against British +caution and common-sense, and in the end the caution and common-sense +won the day. + +Moreover, Rufus's sense of accountability was particularly keen. He had +only just come out of the furnace, in which he had been tried as few men +have been tried. The consciousness of God had not been blurred by long +years of professionalism. There was no latent or acquired taint of +Pharisaism in his nature. His faith was as pure and simple as that of a +child. + +He might have made his pile in a week in an exciting gamble. On the mere +chance of mineral being found he might have become a rich man; but he +refused to proceed on those lines. He wanted occupation for himself. He +wanted moral authority for all he did. + +The breathless haste to be rich which he saw all around him almost made +him angry. The majority of men seemed to be too eager to be honest, they +were tumbling over each other in their passion to be first in the field. + +The Rebothites began to understand the young Englishman after a while, +and to respect him. His sterling honesty, his refusal to take a mean +advantage, won their admiration. It might not be business. Judged by +local standards, his conduct was Quixotic. They could not understand a +man who was not eager and impatient to scoop up the dollars when he had +the chance. But they had to take him as they found him, and in their +hearts they admired him while they blamed him. + +Rufus came slowly to the consciousness that he was a man of considerable +importance. Slowly, too, he realised that in time he would be a rich +man, not through any merit of his own, but through the judgment and +foresight of his father. + +For months he only thought of Madeline Grover at odd moments. He was too +busy with the tasks that had been thrown suddenly upon him. Fresh duties +appeared nearly every day, and better still, from his point of view, +fresh opportunities were given for the exercise of his inventive talent. + +He was no longer cribbed, and cabined, and confined. There was a sense +of freedom he had never known in other days. He had room to work in, +scope for all his energies, and release from the bars and bands imposed +by a landed aristocracy. There were many things American he cordially +disliked, but the air of freedom that was over everything was most +exhilarating. He felt as though his brain worked with only half the +effort, and with no slightest sense of weariness. + +Besides all that, he was free to adopt new methods. Nobody was bound by +precedent. He could exercise his inventive faculty without hostility and +without criticism. Hence, life became to him a daily unfolding of fresh +interests. + +The days grew rapidly into weeks, and the weeks into months. Autumn gave +place to winter, and winter to spring, and spring to summer, and summer +began to fade into autumn once more. He had expected to be in Reboth a +month, and he had been there a year. And what a year it had been! The +most crowded year of his life, and the most formative. He had found his +feet at last, had taken the measure of his strength, and realised some +of the things of which he was capable. + +He heard from his grandfather every week, and now and then he got a +letter from Captain Tom Hendy; but the old life was becoming more and +more distant, while the last six months he spent in St. Gaved seemed +like a hideous dream. + +And yet there were times when it seemed an integral and necessary part +of the great scheme of his life. A cog in the wheel that couldn't be +dispensed with. How strangely he had been led, step by step, through +darkness to light, through pain to peace. + +It was not until nearly the end of September that he was able to leave +Reboth for a little excursion to New York. He felt sure that Madeline +was in that city, and his heart was aching for another sight of her +face. + +That he might have great difficulty in finding her he saw clearly +enough, but after all he had passed through, nothing seemed impossible. +He might fail in his first effort, and in his second, but he resolved to +let nothing daunt him or lead him to give up the quest. Life could never +be complete for him until he had found her. He must have answers to the +questions that were baffling him to-day--must know the best or the +worst. + +So he made preparations for a stay of months, if necessary. But in his +heart there was a secret hope that Providence was guiding him still. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV + + CONFLICTING EMOTIONS + + +Madeline was at the Harvey Mansion, having afternoon tea with her +friend, Kitty. Since their accidental meeting on the promenade at Nice, +not many days passed that they did not see each other. + +"You will have to go with us," Kitty was saying to her friend. "If you +don't I guess I shall mope myself to death." + +"Oh, no, you won't," Madeline answered. "You will have lots of company, +and any amount of excitement." + +"Oh, I don't know. Father is beginning to think more about the climate +than anything else. He fancies that New York winters try his health, and +what I fear is he'll steer the _Skylark_ away down into the South Seas +somewhere, and stick there." + +"Well, wouldn't that be very jolly?" + +"I don't know. It might be jolly miserable. It all depends on one's +company. If you'll promise to go with us, I won't raise any more +objections." + +"Have you been raising objections?" + +"Tons. I much prefer wintering in New York City." + +"I should like to visit the South Seas very much," Madeline said, +meditatively, "only----," then she hesitated. + +"Only what?" + +"Well, the truth is, I am going to be a home-bird," Madeline answered, +with a slight tinge of colour in her cheeks. + +"Oh, that's all fiddlesticks. You haven't a single tie on all this +continent. You are your own mistress; you can do precisely what you like +without any one calling you to account, and----" + +"I admit all you say," Madeline answered, with a smile. "Nevertheless, +it is quite true that what appeals to me most is a quiet life in my own +little home." + +"I wonder you don't get married." + +"Well, you see," Madeline answered, blushing slightly, "the man I +expected to marry did not come up to my expectations." + +"But surely one hailstone doesn't make a winter." + +"That is quite true. But perhaps one gets suspicious as one gets older." + +"You have had offers enough, I am sure." + +"Have I? How knowing you are, Kitty." + +"Oh, one needn't be a philosopher to put two and two together. By the +bye, do you ever hear anything of your rejected suitor?" + +"Occasionally. He's recently had another big disappointment." + +"In the matrimonial line?" + +"It seems so." + +"Oh, do tell me all about it." + +"Well, you know I get all my news through dear old Mr. Graythorne. The +Tregonys have dropped me altogether, as you know." + +"Yes, you've told me that before." + +"Well, it would seem that Captain Tregony, soon after his return from +Nice last year, fell in love with a widow lady, and they were to have +been married some time this fall." + +"Yes." + +"And now the lady has refused to marry him." + +"For what reason?" + +"Oh, well, it's a curious story rather, and I'm not sure that I know all +the ins and outs of it. But there was a young fellow in St. Gaved--a +very clever young fellow, but poor--whom the Captain for some reason +hated. One night they met and quarrelled, and this young fellow punished +the Captain terribly. Well, don't you see that for a soldier to be +thrashed by a civilian is terribly humiliating. So what did he do in +order to cover himself but invent a story that the young fellow was mad +drunk, that he sprang upon him unawares, and would have murdered him if +the gardener had not come upon the scene, and in order to place his +story beyond dispute he bribed the barman of a public-house to swear +that on the evening in question the young fellow was so drunk that he +(the barman) refused to serve him with any more whisky." + +"What a shame!" + +"Well, recently, this barman, who was prosecuted for poaching on Sir +Charles Tregony's estates, and who was angry because the Captain did not +shield him, just blurted out all the truth. Of course, I know nothing of +the details, but from all Mr. Graystone has been able to gather there +was immense excitement in St. Gaved. Mrs. Nancarrow, the lady to whom he +had become engaged, refused to see him again, while the people were so +incensed against him that he was glad to leave Trewinion Hall under +cover of darkness, and, at present, no one, outside the members of his +own family, appears to know where he is." + +"What a horrid man!" + +"And yet, when I met him first, he was most fascinating." + +"It's a mercy for you the fascination wore off. But tell me: did you +know the young man the Captain tried to disgrace?" + +"A little. But you see the Tregonys had practically no intercourse with +what they termed the common people." + +"He will be greatly relieved that his name has been cleared." + +"If he knows--which, no doubt, he does by this time." + +"Why by this time?" + +"Because he left the country a year ago." + +"Why did he leave the country?" + +"To better his fortune, I expect. But would you mind giving me another +cup of tea? The year I spent on the other side the water made me an +inveterate tea-drinker." + +"I'll not only give you another cup of tea, I'll give you the entire +tea-service if you'll promise to go with us on the _Skylark_." + +"How generous you are!" + +"Generosity is my besetting sin as a matter of fact. But say you'll +promise." + +"Oh, you must give me time to think the matter over. I can't decide in a +moment." + +"Why not? You've no one to consult but yourself." + +"But if self should happen to be divided against self?" + +"Oh, you are just too tantalising for words. I believe there is someone +in New York you want to capture." + +"No, Kitty, dear, you are quite mistaken. The young men of New York +don't appeal to me in the least." + +"Then I'll go on badgering you until you promise. In fact, I'll set +poppa on to you." + +"Please don't," and Madeline rose from her chair and began to pull on +her gloves. + +That evening, in the privacy of her own room, Madeline debated seriously +with herself whether or not she should accept the Harveys' invitation. +For many things, she would like to winter in a more genial clime. New +York was by no means an ideal city when the thermometer was at zero, and +the streets were blocked with snow. In fact, it was not an ideal city +under any circumstances, and but that most of her friends were there, +she would gladly pitch her tent somewhere else. + +There was the further fact to be considered, that the departure of the +Harveys meant the departure of the people whom she liked best of all, +and New York would be terribly dull when their mansion was no longer +open to her to run in and out as she liked. + +"I think I'll accept their invitation," she said to herself. "It will be +a change, and it's awfully good of them to ask me." Then she hesitated +and looked abstractedly out of the window. + +"It will mean an absence of six months at least," she went on, after a +long pause, and she gave a little sigh and withdrew her eyes from the +window. + +"It is curious that my thoughts will so constantly turn in the same +direction," she thought, with another little sigh. "I surely don't owe +him any more now. I have paid my debt as far as any human being can pay +it. Why cannot I put the whole episode out of my life?" + +A ring came to the door-bell after awhile, and her old solicitor was +shown in. + +"I am so glad you have come," she said, with a smile. "I want you to +help me decide a question that I'm unable to decide for myself." + +"I'm always at your service," he said, genially; "but what's troubling +your little head now?" + +"The Harveys want me to go with them on a yachting cruise." + +"Well?" + +"I can't make up my mind whether to go or not." + +"What is there to keep you here?" + +"Nothing." + +"Then why hesitate?" + +"I don't know. I'm growing to like my little home very much." + +"You mustn't become a hermit. My advice is go." + +"You really mean that?" + +"I do. Mind you, I shall miss you very much, but all the same, such a +chance may not come to you again." + +"Then I'll take your advice." + +"By the bye, I heard news this morning of your Cornish friend." + +"Sir Charles Tregony?" + +"No; the other one." + +"You mean----" + +"The same! He's evidently done well out of the money you lent him." + +"Yes?" + +"I've been following him up as well as I could ever since that day he +called on me." + +"So you've told me before." + +"But a man was in my office this morning who knows him, who lives in +Reboth, in fact, and who has watched him closely." + +"Well?" + +"He says if he keeps on he'll be one of the most remarkable men in the +State of Pennsylvania." + +"Indeed?" + +"That's what he says. At the beginning, the financiers swarmed round him +like bees. But he wasn't to be had. He just went his own way. Slow +according to American notions, but that's the man. Level-headed as they +make 'em, and honest to a fault." + +"A man can't be too honest, surely?" + +"Well, business is so rushed in these days that a man has no time to +look up the commandments before he decides. If he don't seize his chance +on the dot it's gone." + +"Better the chance should go than that he should lose his honour." + +"Well, that is a very fine sentiment, no doubt--a very fine sentiment. +And your friend, it seems, acts up to it." + +"And what has he lost in consequence?" + +"Heaps they say. Not permanently, perhaps; for as it happens, the iron +is of better quality than was expected. But he might have made his pile +right off without trouble or risk." + +"And without giving any honest _quid pro quo_?" + +"Those who speculate must take their chance, my child. If people are +willing to take risks, why let 'em. Suppose there had been no iron at +all?" + +"Well, what then?" + +"Why, he would have been the poorer by hundreds of thousands of +dollars." + +"That might not be to his disadvantage. 'A man's life consisteth not in +the abundance of the things he possesseth.'" + +"Most people think it does, at any rate." + +"But you know majorities are nearly always wrong." + +"Excuse me, I claim no such knowledge. I know that majorities rule." + +"And rule oppressively frequently." + +"That may be so. Human nature is essentially tyrannical. Give a man +power, and, without great grace, he becomes a tyrant right off." + +"I don't think Rufus Sterne would ever become a tyrant." + +"He might, my child, under some circumstances. Never trust a man too +far. I hear he is coming east." + +"Indeed!" + +"Has some new scheme on hand, I expect," and Mr. Graythorne picked up +his hat and smiled knowingly. + +Left alone again, the look of perplexity in Madeline's eyes deepened. +She had told Mr. Graythorne that she would take his advice and accept +the Harveys' invitation. But she was disposed to change her mind again. +She did not want to leave New York at present. She might hide the truth +from other people, but she could not hide it from herself, that if Rufus +Sterne came to New York she wanted to see him. + +She would not own to herself that she was in love, or anything +approaching it. But she was undeniably interested. She had been from the +first. Rufus Sterne appealed to her as no other man had done. His +loneliness, his self-reliance, his courage, his independence made him an +object of curiosity, to use no stronger term. + +Moreover, there was a certain aloofness about him--a curious air of +detachment, that quickened her curiosity into something she had no name +for. In their last conversation he had been wonderfully frank--had +opened his heart to her in a way that touched her sympathies to the +quick, yet she knew she had not fathomed him yet. She had a feeling all +the time that he was greater than he appeared, that his reticence was +much more marked than its opposite. + +He had suffered wrong without a murmur, and suffered wrong for her sake. +He had kept her name out of what he had called a sordid quarrel, and +gone on his way in silence, asking no sympathy and seeking no revenge. + +How was it possible, therefore, that she could fail to be interested in +him? He was so different from most of the men she knew. So strong, so +self-contained, so doggedly determined. + +Some day he would find her out; she was sure of that. He was not the +kind of man to remain in anyone's debt. She did not doubt for a moment +that he guessed long ago who had sent him the money, but with the true +instinct of chivalry he had not thrust himself upon her. He had allowed +the months to go by, and had made no effort to find her; and during +those months he had proved the stuff of which he was made. In an age of +rush and greed and money-grabbing he had shown a fidelity to principle +that even his detractors admired. + +He might have "made his pile," in the slang phrase of the time, but he +had shown no eagerness to do so. He had gambled once with life itself +(though she did not know that); he would not gamble now with the things +of life, with what men called "the world." + +He had learnt his lesson and he would never forget it. To wrong a +community was just as wicked as to wrong an individual. He refused to +treat his employees as "hands"; they were men, not serfs to be +exploited, but human beings to be protected and helped. He introduced a +new industrial code and made himself one with his fellows. + +Mr. Graythorne, who had followed his movements with great interest and +curiosity, gave hints to Madeline every now and then, though he was +never quite able to take the measure of Madeline's interest in him. + +In truth, however, her interest had been a growing quantity. Silence and +separation but quickened her imagination. The hints and fragments of +news that reached her concerning him all helped in the same direction. +His apparent indifference to her made her all the more curious to see +him again. + +"No, I cannot leave New York," she said to herself, at length. "If he +comes I want to be here. He may think I have tried to discharge my debt +with dollars and do not want to see him again. To convey such an +impression would be to wrong myself, and--and--him, for there was a +time----" + +She did not finish the sentence, however, but the warm colour stole +swiftly to her neck and face and a bright light came into her eyes. + +On the following day she told the Harveys--much to Kitty's grief and +disappointment--that she could not accept their invitation. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVI + + HIS HEART'S DESIRE + + +Rufus made his way to New York with the fixed intention of finding +Madeline Grover if that were possible. He had come to very definite +conclusions as to the part she had played; but there was a good deal +still that wanted explaining, and he was eager to get the riddle solved +and his fate determined once for all. + +Of his own feelings he had no doubt. She was the one woman in the world +he loved or ever could love. He owed to her not only his life, but all +that made life worth living--his faith, his vision of God, his hope of +immortality. It was she who had come to him in the darkest mental and +moral night that had ever fallen upon him, and had touched his eyes with +a new vision, and had opened up to him the promise of a larger day. + +But what her feelings were in regard to him he did not know. That she +was grateful he had had proof enough, but gratitude might exist where +there was little or no love. It might exist even with positive dislike. +Her attempts to discharge her debt of gratitude might not be any proof +of affection. They might rather be evidence of a desire to get rid of an +unpleasant responsibility. + +He had hope, however, that Providence was in this as in other things. +That God had moved her heart to send him help when he needed it most he +could no longer doubt. And since she had been the inspiration of what +was best in his life, it might be the purpose of that Higher Will that +she should stand by his side during the rest of his life. + +At any rate, he would prove the matter for himself, as far as it could +be proved. New York--or even America--was not so big but he might find +her with patience and determination. + +On reaching New York he made his way to Mr. Graythorne's office. +Presuming that it was she who had commissioned him to send the money, he +would know where she lived. If it was not she, a new riddle would +confront him, which he would have to try to solve sooner or later. + +Mr. Graythorne received him, as before, without enthusiasm, and with no +manifestation of surprise. Indeed, he quite expected that sooner or +later he would call. + +Rufus plunged into the object of his visit without any waste of words. +Indeed, his first question was so sudden and direct that it threw Mr. +Graythorne completely off his guard. + +"I have called to ask you for the address of Miss Madeline Grover," he +said. + +Mr. Graythorne gave a start, and turned half round in his chair. + +"Eh--eh? What's that?" he asked, abruptly. + +"Miss Grover is a client of yours, I believe----" + +"Who said she was a client of mine?" + +Rufus smiled. "Of course, if you object to give me her address," he +said, "I will not press the matter." + +"I did not say I refuse, but such a request is somewhat unusual. Miss +Grover may not care to have people calling on her. Her business affairs +she leaves in my hands." + +"And she is no doubt well advised in so doing. But I don't think Miss +Grover will object to my calling." + +"You know her?" + +"A little. We met a few times when she was staying with the Tregonys." + +"Oh, indeed." Mr. Graythorne expected he would say something about the +five thousand dollars, but that was no part of his programme just then. + +The lawyer felt in a quandary. He did not know what to do for the best. +He could not very well refuse her address, and yet he was not sure she +would like being pounced upon by this young man without a moment's +warning. Unfortunately, he could not ring her up, for she had no +telephone in her house. What was he to do? Rufus stood looking at him +with a smile on his face. + +"If you are acquaintances," he said at length, "that of course settles +the matter," and he wrote the address on a sheet of paper and handed it +to his visitor. + +Rufus thanked him and turned to go at once. + +"Your property has turned out all right, I hear?" the lawyer said, +insinuatingly. + +"Oh, yes, excellently." + +"And you finished the litigation?" + +"Easily. A little give and take, and the thing was done." + +"More give than take, I am told." + +"Perhaps so, but better that than fighting, and bad blood, and ruinous +lawyers' fees." + +Mr. Graythorne winced and grew red in the face, and before he could +recover himself Rufus had slipped out of the room. + +It did not take him long to reach the street in which Madeline lived. He +looked down its long length and gave a little sigh of relief. It was +not a street of mansions. It was unpretentious and comparatively +obscure. + +His heart was beating very fast when he walked slowly up the steps and +rang the door-bell. He felt as though the supreme moment of his life had +come. + +He was shown into a room that harmonised with the street, quiet, cosy, +comfortable, but quite unpretentious. He had not to wait many moments. +Almost before he had time to turn round, the door was pushed open, and +Madeline stood before him, bright, winning, smiling, and radiantly +beautiful. + +There was no trace of stiffness or embarrassment in her manner. Indeed, +her greeting was more cordial than he had dared hope for. The +embarrassment was on his side; he felt he had undertaken a task that +would tax all his nerve. + +"It is like old times to see you again," she said, in her old frank, +ingenuous way. "Do you remember our last long walk over the downs?" + +"Then you have not forgotten?" he replied, with a little sigh of relief. + +"Why should I forget? I was so sorry not to see you again." + +"I looked out for you once or twice; then I heard you had gone away." + +"Did you look out for me? And I wanted so particularly to see you." + +"Yes?" he questioned, eagerly. + +"I wanted to let you know that I had discovered Gervase Tregony's +perfidy." + +"Before you went away?" + +"Yes; but I was unable to make it known. However, all the truth has come +out since." + +"You have heard?" + +"Oh, yes. I get Cornish news regularly." + +"Then you knew I had left?" + +"Oh, yes," she answered, with a blush and a smile, "I knew that also." + +"I came to look after that disputed property of my father's I once told +you about," he said, after a pause. + +"Yes, I remember. You said you had given up all hope of ever getting a +penny." + +"You see, my grandfather and I were too far away to look after it, and +too poor to fight it. So it was just hung up. You have heard, perhaps, +that it has turned out well?" + +She blushed again, and hesitated for a moment. She felt that his eyes +were upon her. She knew she would gain nothing by fencing. The truth +would have to come out sooner or later. This man had eyes so clear that +he could see through all sham and pretence. So she answered quite +frankly. "My solicitor knows a good deal about Reboth, and he has told +me." + +"You mean Mr. Graythorne?" + +His eyes were still upon her and there was no escape. + +"Yes," she answered, almost in a whisper. + +For a moment or two there was an almost painful silence. She felt what +was coming, and shrank from meeting it. He knew what he wanted to say, +and yet had scarcely the courage to say it. + +"There is something I want to find out very much," he said, at length; +"perhaps you can help me." + +She looked up with an inquiring light in her eyes, but did not reply. + +"You heard that my invention failed, or rather that it had been +forestalled?" + +She nodded assent. + +"What the failure meant to me only God knew. I had borrowed the money to +develop and perfect my idea, and when failure came it was overwhelming. +I was stripped of everything. I look back now as upon a long and hideous +nightmare. I wonder how I endured?" + +He paused for a moment, but she made no reply, but her eyes were full of +eager interest. + +"Well, when the night was darkest, and I was praying for death as the +only escape for me, a letter came from Messrs. Seaward and Graythorne, +enclosing a draft for five thousand dollars. The letter was long, and +more or less incoherent, but it vaguely hinted that the money was a +first instalment of the property left by my father. + +"During that day, and I think for several days after, I was almost +beside myself with joy. Then I went to see my grandfather, and he and I +puzzled over the letter, but we could make very little out of it. In the +end he suggested that I should come to America and look after the +property myself. + +"So I came, and at once called on Messrs. Seaward and Graythorne. Mr. +Graythorne I found, but I left his office more perplexed than ever. He +talked in generalities, but he appeared to know little or nothing about +the matter, though he admitted, of course, sending me the money. + +"That night I left New York and made my way to Reboth, where I +discovered that no distribution of the property left by my father had +been made. That the whole of it was still in Chancery, as we should say +in England. + +"You can imagine how perplexed I felt, and naturally I began to wonder +what kind friend had commissioned Mr. Graythorne to send me so much +money. I said to myself: 'There is not a soul on the American continent +that I know.' Then I remembered that you were here. You will forgive me +if I wrong you, but I could think, and can think, of no one else. The +money was my salvation. It not only saved me from despair, but from all +that follows despair, and now that God has prospered me I want to pay it +back. May I give it to you?" + +Her eyes were full almost to overflowing by this time, but she +resolutely beat back her emotion. + +"Yes, I will take it back," she answered, slowly. "I am glad it served +you in the hour of need." + +"You meant it as a loan, I know," he said, with a smile. + +"That was as God should will," she answered, with her eyes upon the +floor. "I heard in Nice of your misfortune. I knew from what you told me +that you had risked your all, and I wondered if I could help you without +wounding you. As soon as I reached home I commissioned Mr. Graythorne to +make inquiries about your late father's property in Reboth. It seemed +certain that you would be well off some day, and so I advanced five +thousand dollars on account; it was but a small return for all you had +done for me." + +"But I might not have won the suit, might not have discovered who had +befriended me." + +"I should still have been in your debt," she replied, with a smile. "You +saved my life, you know," and she rose and touched the bell. + +He rose also, and moved towards the door. + +"No, no," she said, "you must not go, I have rung for tea. I know the +English habit, and you must be thirsty after so much talking," and she +laughed merrily. + +"Thank you," he said. "I shall be glad of a cup of tea," and he sat down +again. + +Over the teacups conversation became more general, and flowed more +freely in consequence. They talked about St. Gaved, about the Tregonys, +and Captain Tom Hendy, and Dr. Pendarvis, and Mrs. Tuke. She related +some of her experiences at Trewinion Hall, and in London and Nice, and +how and why she escaped from the guardianship of Sir Charles. The +afternoon sped like a dream, and when he rose to go, he felt as though a +new vision of life had been vouchsafed to him. + +"You will call again?" she said, when he was leaving. + +"May I?" he asked eagerly. + +She laughed brightly in his face. "Does our American freedom or our lack +of British formality shock you?" she questioned. + +"No, no. I was not thinking of that at all," he answered, hurriedly. +"May I call again to-morrow?" + +"At the same hour?" + +"Yes." + +"I will wait in for you." + + * * * * * + +Rufus remained in New York as many weeks as he had expected to remain +days. He fixed the date of his return to Reboth time after time, but +when the day arrived he found some excuse for remaining a day or two +longer. He did not call to see Madeline every day. Indeed, sometimes for +days on the stretch he did not go near her house, but he discovered that +New York furnished endless opportunities for meeting. He got to know +when she went shopping, and when she rode or drove in the park, and so +he way-laid her at all sorts of unexpected times, and discovered that +his interest in her movements was the all-absorbing concern of his +life. + +Their conversation that winter evening on the Downs was picked up at the +point at which it broke off, and Madeline got a yet clearer insight into +the human document that had fascinated her from the first. + +Rufus opened his heart to Madeline as he never did to any other. Her +sympathy touched the deepest chords of his emotion, her generosity won +his confidence. + +Bit by bit the truth was revealed to her that she, under God, had been +his salvation. Her quick imagination saw the path along which he had +travelled. His loss of faith, his gropings in the desert of a barren +philosophy. + +She saw, too--not that he told her in so many words--that the loss of +all sense of accountability was destroying the moral basis of conduct. +That his honour was saved to him because he won back his faith. + +It was no small satisfaction to her that she, in the supreme crisis of +his life, had been his helper and his inspiration. If he had saved her, +she, in a yet deeper sense, had saved him. + +That the same thought should grow almost unconsciously in the minds and +hearts of both was natural--perhaps inevitable. In due course it would +blossom into speech. + +He returned to Reboth in December--business demanded his presence--but +he was back in New York again in January. Madeline looked up with a +start of surprise when he was shown into the room in which she was +reading. + +"I hope I do not intrude?" he said, hesitatingly. + +"No, no," she replied, with almost childish delight. "I am so glad to +see you again. But I was not aware you were in New York." + +"I arrived this morning," he answered, "and so took an early opportunity +of looking you up." + +"You are just in time for afternoon tea, and you must be almost frozen," +and she rang the bell at once. + +Rufus watched her moving about the room with almost hungry eyes. She was +so dainty, so lissom, so strong. He wanted to take her in his arms and +tell her that he loved her more than all else on earth, but he had not +the courage yet. + +He remained not only to tea, but to dinner; and during the evening +conversation strayed over many subjects. + +He was naturally reticent, and greatly disliked talking about himself. +But when he was with Madeline all reticence disappeared. She was the +warm sun that thawed the ice. He would have deemed it impossible once +that he could have told anyone of his spiritual struggles, of the mental +strain and agony through which he passed before his feet touched the +rock. But Madeline was like a second self; there was nothing he wanted +to hide from her. + +Before the evening was out he found himself discussing the moral effects +of materialism. + +"It takes away the moral basis of conduct," he said, in reply to one of +her questions. "I found myself losing the true sense of right and +wrong--_as_ right and wrong. Things might be wise or foolish, profitable +or unprofitable, politic or impolitic; but right and wrong were becoming +meaningless words in any moral sense. If there is no God there is no +moral law, and the highest authority is the State." + +"But materialists are sometimes very good people?" she questioned. + +"Yes, that is true; but not because of their philosophy, but in spite of +it. And yet is not their goodness mainly negative? Do they build +hospitals, or endow charities, or sacrifice themselves in fighting the +battles of Temperance and peace and purity? I speak from experience; it +dulls the moral sensibilities. For a man to lose his sense of God is to +lose his best. The noblest work of the world is done by the men who +believe, who endure as seeing Him who is invisible." + +"Then you think if you had remained a materialist----" + +"I should have perished," he interrupted, gravely, "and I use that word +in no thoughtless sense. But God sent me you----" then he paused, and +for awhile silence fell. + +When they began to talk again it was about some entirely different +matter. + +A few days later he called to say good-bye. He was going back to Reboth +again the following day. For a full hour they chatted in the freest +manner about matters of no importance. Then he rose suddenly and began +to button his coat. He shook hands with her in silence and reached the +door. For a moment he paused with his hand on the knob, then turned +hurriedly round and faced her. His face was very pale, his lips were +trembling. + +"Madeline," he said, "I cannot go away without telling you that I love +you. I belong to you. To you I owe more than life. I owe all that makes +life worth living. You befriended me in my hour of greatest need. You +led me out of darkness into the light. Will you be my inspiration still, +my companion, the light of my eyes?" + +He paused, almost breathless with the earnestness of his speech. + +She stood looking at him, all the colour gone out of her face. + +"Forgive me if I am presumptuous," he went on, in lower tones. "But I +have loved you so long, so hopelessly, so passionately, that I could not +keep the truth back any longer. Yet if you say there is no hope for me I +will not trouble you again." + +She came toward him slowly, a great light shining in her eyes, and +placed her hands in his. + +"You are sure you are not mistaken?" she said, and her eyes grew full of +tears. + +"Mistaken? Oh! Madeline, if I were only so sure of heaven! I have loved +you since the day you read 'Snow Bound' to me--loved you with an +ever-growing passion. I have never loved but you--I shall never love +another!" + +"Do not all men say that?" she questioned, with a pathetic smile. + +"I know not what other men say," he replied, earnestly. "I only know +that without you life will be dark. Oh! Madeline, have you no word of +hope for me?" + +"Do you need words?" she asked, smiling through her tears into his face. +"Have I not shown my heart all too plainly?" + +"Do you mean that----" + +But the sentence was never finished. Swiftly he gathered her in his arms +till she could feel the beating of his heart against her own. Silently +their lips met in a passionate seal of love. 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PRINCIPAL FORSYTH, M.A., D.D., of + Hackney College, Hampstead. Crown 8 vo, paper cover, 4d. net. + + "Rich in noble thought, in high purpose, in faith and in courage. + Every sentence tells, and the whole argument moves onward to its + great conclusion. Dr. Forsyth has put the argument for missions in a + way that will nerve and inspire the Church's workers at home and + abroad for fresh sacrifice."--_London Quarterly Review._ + + =The Unique Class Chart and Register.= By Rev. J. H. RIDETTE. Specially + arranged and absolutely indispensable for keeping a complete record + of the scholars according to the requirements of the Meggitt Scheme + of Sunday-school Reform. Linen cover, 4d. net. + + + 3d. Net. + + =School Hymns, for Schools and Missions.= Words only. Compiled by E. H. + MAYO GUNN. Cloth limp, 3d.; cloth boards, 6d.; music, 3s. + + + 2d. Net. + + =The Sunday Afternoon Song Book.= Containing 137 Hymns. For use at + "Pleasant Sunday Afternoons," and Other Gatherings. Compiled by H. + A. KENNEDY, of the Men's Sunday Union, Stepney Meeting House. + Twentieth Thousand. 2d.; music, 1s. + + "Contains 137 hymns, the catholic character of which, in the best + sense of the term, may be gathered from the names of the authors, + which include Tennyson, Ebenezer Elliott, Whittier, G. Herbert, C. + Wesley, Thomas Hughes, J. H. Newman, Longfellow, Bonar, and others. + While the purely dogmatic element is largely absent, the Christian + life, in its forms of aspiration, struggle against sin, and love for + the true and the good, is well illustrated."--_Literary World._ + + + + +Index of Titles. + + + Abbey Mill, The, 16 + Adrift on the Black Wild Tide, 17 + America in the East, 5 + Ancient Musical Instruments, 20 + Angels of God, The, 19 + Animal Fun, 21 + Apocalyptical Writers, The Messages of the, 11 + Apostles, The Messages of the, 11 + Art of Living Alone, The, 19 + Atonement in Modern Thought, The, 4 + Aunt Agatha Ann, 24 + Awe of the New Century, The, 23 + + Backward Glance, A, 5 + Baptist Handbook, The, 14 + Barbone Parliament, The, 5 + Barrow, Henry, Separatist, 2 + Beads of Tasmar, The, 10 + Between Two Loves, 10 + Bible Definition of Religion, The, 23 + Bible Story, The: Retold for Young People, 15 + Bishop and the Caterpillar, The, 24 + Black Familiars, The, 4, 16 + Border Shepherdess, A, 10 + Bow of Orange Ribbon, The, 10, 16 + Brudenells of Brude, The, 16 + Burning Questions, 8 + + Canonbury Holt, 16 + Cartoons of St. Mark, 6 + Challenge, The, 12 + Changing Creeds and Social Struggles, 8 + Character through Inspiration, 19 + Children's Pace, The, 20 + Christ of the Children, The, 12 + Christ of the Heart, The, 6 + Christ that is To Be, The, 9 + Christ Within, The, 18 + Christ's Pathway to the Cross, 17 + Christian Baptism, 18 + Christian Life, The, 19, 24 + Christian World Pulpit, The, 6 + Christianity and Social Problems, 6 + Christianity in Common Speech, 24 + Chrystabel, 10, 16 + Church and the Kingdom, The, 20 + Church, Ministry and Sacraments in the New Testament, 5 + Cinderella, 3, 16 + Comforts of God, The, 14 + Common Life, The, 9 + Common-sense Christianity, 17 + Conquered World, The, 19, 24 + Courage of the Coward, The, 8 + Crucible of Experience, The, 17 + + Daughter of Fife, A, 10, 16 + Debt of the Damerals, The, 16 + Divine Satisfaction, The, 23 + Dutch in the Medway, The, 10 + + Early Pupils of the Spirit, and What of Samuel, 17 + Earlier Prophets, The Messages of the, 11 + Earliest Christian Hymn, The, 15 + Economies of Jesus, The, 17 + Emilia's Inheritance, 16 + England's Danger, 25 + Episcopacy, 11 + Epistle to the Galatians, The, 15 + Esther Wynne, 10 + Eternal Religion, The, 4 + Ezekiel, The Book of, 2 + + Faith the Beginning, Self-Surrender the Fulfilment, of the Spiritual + Life, 18, 24 + Family Prayers for Morning Use, 9 + Father Fabian, 16 + Feet of Clay, 10 + First Christians, The, 8 + Flower-o'-the-Corn, 3, 16 + Forgotten Sheaf, The, 18 + Fortune's Favourite, 16 + Fortunes of Cyril Denham, The, 16 + Friars Lantern, 8 + Friend Olivia, 4 + Funny Animals and Stories about Them, 21 + + Gain or Loss?, 20 + Gamble with Life, A, 8 + Garcia, G. H. R., 8 + Gloria Patri: Talks about the Trinity, 9 + Glorious Company of the Apostles, The, 15 + God's Greater Britain, 9 + Golden Truths for Young Folk, 21 + Grey and Gold, 10, 16 + Grey House at Endlestone, 16 + Growing Revelation, The, 6 + + Haromi: A New Zealand Story, 4 + Harvest Gleanings, 14 + Health and Home Nursing, 22 + Heartsease in the Family, 12 + Heirs of Errington, The, 16 + Helen Bury, 12 + Helping Hand to Mothers, 25 + Helps to Health and Beauty, 22 + Higher on the Hill, 7 + His Next of Kin, 10, 16 + His Rustic Wife, 9 + History of the United States, A, 2 + Holy Christian Empire, 25 + Household of MacNeil, The, 10 + House of Bondage, The, 16 + How Much is Left of the Old Doctrines, 7 + How to Become Like Christ, 18 + How to Read the Bible, 21 + Husbands and Wives, 16 + + Ideals for Girls, 15 + Incarnation of the Lord, The, 6 + Industrial Explorings in and around London, 10 + Infoldings and Unfoldings of the Divine Genius in Nature and Man, 12 + Inspiration in Common Life, 17 + Inward Light, The, 8 + Israel's Law Givers, The Messages of, 11 + + Jan Vedder's Wife, 16 + Jealousy of God, The, 19 + Jesus according to the Synoptists, The Messages of, 11 + Joan Carisbroke, 10, 16 + Job and His Comforters, 14 + Joshua, The Book of, 3 + Judges, The Book of, 3 + + Kid McGhie, 3 + Kingdom of the Lord Jesus, The, 19, 24 + Kit Kennedy: Country Boy, 3, 16 + + Lady Clarissa, 16 + Last of the MacAllisters, The, 10 + Later Prophets, The Messages of the, 11 + Leaves for Quiet Hours, 12 + Letters of Christ, The, 17 + Let us Pray, 20 + Liberty and Religion, 12 + Life and Letters of Alexander Mackennal, The, 6 + Louis Wain's Animal Show, 21 + Louis Wain's Baby's Picture Book, 21 + Loves of Miss Anne, The, 3, 16 + Lynch, Rev. T. T.: A Memoir, 5 + + Making of an Apostle, The, 19 + Manual for Free Church Ministers, A, 21 + Margaret Torrington, 10 + Martineau's Study of Religion, 19, 24 + Maud Bolingbroke, 12 + Max Hereford's Dream, 25 + Messages of the Bible, The, 11 + Method of Prayer, A, 12 + Millicent Kendrick, 10, 16 + Miss Devereux, Spinster, 16 + Model Prayer, The, 15 + More Tasty Dishes, 22 + Morning and Evening Cries, 14 + Morning Mist, A, 16 + Morning, Noon, and Night, 22 + Mornington Lecture, The, 5 + Mr. Montmorency's Money, 10, 16 + My Baptism, 17 + My Neighbour and God, 13 + + New Mrs. Lascelles, The, 16 + New Points to Old Texts, 10 + New Testament in Modern Speech, The, 13 + Nineteen Hundred?, 10 + Nobly Born, 10, 16 + Nonconformist Church Buildings, 15 + + Old Pictures in Modern Frames, 18 + Oliver Cromwell, 23 + Oliver Westwood, 16 + Ordeal of Faith, The, 15 + Our Girls' Cookery, 23 + Our New House, 12 + Ourselves and the Universe, 9 + Outline Text Lessons for Junior Classes, 21 + Overdale, 10, 16 + + Passion for Souls, The, 17 + Paul and Christina, 10 + Paul, The Messages of, 11 + Paxton Hood: Poet and Preacher, 19 + Personality of Jesus, The, 11 + Pilot, The, 13 + Poems. By Mme. Guyon, 11 + Polychrome Bible, The, 2, 3 + Popular Argument for the Unity of Isaiah, A, 14 + Popular History of the Free Churches, A, 4, 13 + Practical Points in Popular Proverbs, 14 + Prayer, 17 + Preaching to the Times, 10 + Price of Priestcraft, The, 20 + Pride of the Family, The, 16 + Principles and Practices of the Baptists, 14 + Problems of Living, 9 + Prophetical and Priestly Historians, The Messages of, 11 + Psalmists, The Messages of the, 11 + + Quickening of Caliban, The, 10 + Quiet Hints to Growing Preachers, 11 + + Race and Religion, 20 + Reasonable View of Life, A, 17 + Reasons Why for Congregationalists, 17 + Reasons Why for Free Churchmen, 20 + Reconsiderations and Reinforcements, 19 + Reform in Sunday School Teaching, 18 + Religion and Experience, 4 + Religion of Jesus, The, 17 + Religion that will Wear, A, 14 + Rights of Man, The, 5 + Rise of Philip Barrett, The, 4 + Robert Wreford's Daughter, 10 + Rogers, J. Guinness, 2 + Rome from the Inside, 23 + Rosebud Annual, The, 7, 12 + Rose of a Hundred Leaves, A, 4 + Ruling Ideas of the Present Age, 7 + + School Hymns, 12, 25 + School of Life, The, 12 + Sceptre Without a Sword, The, 23 + Scourge of God, The, 16 + Seven Puzzling Bible Books, 6, 18 + Ship of the Soul, The, 19, 24 + She Loved a Sailor, 10 + Short Devotional Services, 20 + Simple Cookery, 17 + Singlehurst Manor, 10 + Sissie, 10, 16 + Sister to Esau, A, 10, 16 + Small Books on Great Subjects, 18, 19 + Social Salvation, 7 + Social Worship an Everlasting Necessity, 19, 24 + Spirit Christlike, The, 14 + Squire of Sandal Side, The, 10, 16 + St. Beetha's, 10, 16 + Story of the English Baptists, The, 3 + Story of Penelope, The, 16 + Studies of the Soul, 9 + Sunday Afternoon Song Book, 24, 25 + Sunday Morning Talks with Boys and Girls, 14 + Sunny Memories of Australasia, 18 + Supreme Argument for Christianity, The, 19 + + Tale of a Telephone, A, 24 + Talks to Little Folks, 22 + Taste of Death and the Life of Grace, The, 18, 24 + Tasty Dishes, 22 + Ten Commandments, The, 14 + Theology and Truth, 5 + Theology of an Evolutionist, The, 6 + Theophilus Trinal, Memorials of, 5 + Thornycroft Hall, 10, 16, 25 + Through Science to Faith, 4 + Tommy, and Other Poems, 22 + Tools and the Man, 7 + Town Romance, A; or, On London Stones, 16 + Trial and Triumph, 14 + Types of Christian Life, 18 + + Undertones of the Nineteenth Century, 13 + Unique Class Chart and Register, 25 + Unknown to Herself, 16 + + Value of the Apocrypha, The, 17 + Violet Vaughan, 10, 16 + + Wanderer, The, 8 + Warleigh's Trust, 16 + Way of Life, The, 19 + Wayside Angels, 22 + What Shall this Child Be?, 14 + Where does the Sky Begin?, 7 + Who Wrote the Bible?, 17 + Why We Believe, 13 + Wideness of God's Mercy, The, 17 + Wife as Lover and Friend, The, 15 + William Jeffrey, 13 + Witnesses of the Light, 7 + Woman's Patience, A, 16 + Women and their Saviour, 20 + Women and their Work, 18 + Words by the Wayside, 18 + Woven of Love and Glory, 10 + + Young Man's Religion, A, 13 + + + + +Index of Authors. + + + Abbot, C. L., 8 + Abbott, Lyman, 5, 6 + Adeney, W. F., 21 + Aitchison, George, 20 + Aked, C. F., 8 + Andom, R., 10 + Andrews, C. C., 16 + Armstrong, Richard A., 19, 24 + + Bainton, George, 15 + Barr, Amelia E., 4, 10, 16 + Barrett, G. S., 15 + Barrows, C. H., 11 + Bennett, Rev. W. H., 3, 15 + Benvie, Andrew, 7 + Blake, J. M., 17 + Bloundelle-Burton, J., 16 + Bradford, Amory H., 6, 8, 19 + Brierley, J., 4, 9 + Brock, W., 14 + Brooke, Stepford A., 19, 24 + Brown, C., 14, 17 + Burford, W. K., 22 + + Campbell, Rev. R. J., 19 + Carlile, Rev. J. C., 8, 22 + Clifford, Dr., 19, 24 + Coulton, G. G., 8 + Crockett, S. R., 3, 16 + Cubitt, James, 15 + Cuff, W., 18 + + Davidson, Gladys, 21 + Dode, Marous, 18 + + Elligott, Minnie, 25 + Ellis, J., 21 + Evans, H., 20 + + Farningham, Marianne, 10, 14, 18, 20 + Fiske, J., 2 + Forsyth, Rev. Principal, 18, 24, 25 + Fraser, J., 11 + Funeke, O., 12 + + Gibbon, J. Morgan., 15 + Giberne, Agnes, 16 + Gladden, Washington, 6, 7, 8, 17, 18, 20 + Glass, Henry Alexander, 5 + Glover, R., 14 + Greenhough, J. G., 14, 18 + Griffith-Jones, E., 17, 18 + Griffis, William Elliot, 5 + Gunn, E. H. Mayo, 12, 25 + Guyon, Madame, 11, 12 + + Haweis, H. R., 15 + Haycraft, Mrs., 9 + Heddle, E. F., 16 + Henderson, J. G., 8 + Henson, Canon Hensley, 10 + Hocking, S. K., 8 + Horder, W. Garrett, 19 + Horne, C. Silvester, 4, 13, 15, 17, 20 + Horton, Dr. R. F., 6, 19, 22, 23, 24, 25 + Hunter, John, 19 + + "J. B." of _The Christian World_, 23 + Jefferson, C. E., 11 + J. M. G., 9 + Jones, J. D., 15, 17, 20 + Jowett, J. H., 17 + + Kane, James J., 17 + Kaye, Bannerman, 4 + Kennedy, H. A., 24, 25 + Kennedy, John, 14 + + Lansfeldt, L., 16 + Lee, W. T., 13 + Llewellyn, D. J., 13 + Lyall, David, 4 + Lyall, Edna, 25 + Lynch, T. T., 5 + Lynd, William, 20 + + Macfadyen, D., 6 + Macfarland, Charles S., 14 + Macfarlane, Charles, 10 + Mackennal, Alexander, 19, 24 + Manners, Mary E., 24 + Marchant, B., 16 + Marshall, J. T., 14 + Marshall, N. H., 5 + Martineau, James, 18 + Mather, Lessels, 22 + Mather, Z., 6 + Matheson, George, 12, 18, 23 + Maver, J. S., 20 + Meade, L. T., 16 + Metcalfe, R. D., 24 + Meyer, F. B., 17 + Moore, G. F., 3 + Morgan, Rev. G. Campbell, 14 + Mountain, J., 17 + Munger, T. T., 19 + + Peake, A. S., 18 + Pharmaceutical Chemist, A, 22 + Picton, J. Allanson, 17 + Powicke, F. J., 2 + Pulsford, John, 19 + + Rees, F. A., 14 + Rickett, J. Compton, 9, 10, 24 + Ridette, J. H., 25 + Ridley, A. E., 5 + Robarts, F. H., 14 + Roberts, J. E., 18 + Rogers, Dr. Guinness, 2 + Rudge, C., 18 + Russell, F. A., 17 + + Sanders, Frank Knight, 11 + Scottish Presbyterian, A, 14 + Sinclair, Archdeacon, 19, 24 + Smyth, Dr. Newman, 4 + Snell, Barnard J., 17, 20 + Stevenson, J. G., 12 + + Thomas, H. Arnold, 19 + Trotter, Mrs. E., 13 + Toy, Rev. C. H., 2 + Tytler, S., 16 + + Veitch, R., 8 + + Wain, Louis, 21 + Walford, L. B., 4, 16 + Waters, N. McG., 13 + Watkinson, W. L., 17 + Watson, W., 17 + Weymouth, R. F., 13 + White, William, 5 + Whitley, W. T., 5 + Whiton, J. M., 9, 10, 17, 19, 23 + Williams, C., 14 + Williams, T. R., 18 + Wilson, Philip Whitwell, 12, 13 + Worboise, Emma J., 10, 16, 25 + +_W. Speaight and Sons, Printers, Fetter Lane, E.C._ + + + * * * * * + + +Transcriber's Note: + +On page 172 the word "lapels" was written as "lappels" and has been +changed. + +On page 378 the name "Seaward" was written as "Seward" and has been +changed. + +The oe ligature is represented by [oe]. + +Words marked in bold are surrounded by =. + +Words marked in italics are surrounded by _. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Gamble with Life, by Silas K. 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