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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org/license + + +Title: The Hosts of the Lord + +Author: Flora Annie Steel + +Release Date: June 13, 2012 [EBook #39991] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOSTS OF THE LORD *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (the University of California) + + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=x2YpAQAAIAAJ + (the University of California) + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + + THE HOSTS OF THE LORD + + + + + + + THE HOSTS OF THE LORD + + + + + BY + + FLORA ANNIE STEEL + + AUTHOR OF "ON THE FACE OF THE WATERS," "MISS STUART'S + LEGACY," "THE FLOWER OF FORGIVENESS," ETC. + + + + + + New York + + THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + + LONDON: MACMILLAN & CO., Ltd. + + 1900 + + _All rights reserved_ + + + + + + + Copyright, 1899, + By FLORA ANNIE STEEL. + + + Copyright, 1900, + By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY. + + + + + + Norwood Press + J.S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith + Norwood Mass. U.S.A. + + + + + + CONTENTS + + + CHAPTER + + I. A Shadow. + + II. "He shall feed his Flock like a Shepherd." + + III. Driftwood. + + IV. Under-currents. + + V. The "Dee-Puk-Râg." + + VI. Alpha and Omega. + + VII. The World's Desire. + + VIII. Falling Stars. + + IX. Out of the Past. + + X. The Pivots of Life. + + XI. Wheels within Wheels. + + XII. The Church Militant. + + XIII. At the Gates. + + XIV. Miracle Mongers. + + XV. Oh! dem Golden Slippers! + + XVI. Echoes. + + XVII. The Pool of Immortality. + + XVIII. Adrift. + + XIX. Juliet. + + XX. Trapped. + + XXI. Margherita. + + XXII. A Monopoly. + + XXIII. The Search-Light. + + XXIV. Beyond the Shadow. + + XXV. Dawn. + + XXVI. Foiled. + + XXVII. L'Addio del Marito. + + XXVIII. The Truth. + + + + + + THE HOSTS OF THE LORD + + + + + +[Illustration: Two Bars of Music] + + + + + + THE HOSTS OF THE LORD + + + + + CHAPTER I + + A SHADOW + + +"Understand! Of course you don't. I don't, though I've been here two +years. And what's more, I don't want to," retorted a rather undersized +Englishman, whose white drill suit made him look like a stem to the +huge mushroom of a pith hat which he wore. Despite this protection his +face was brown exceedingly, and faintly wrinkled through sheer exposure +to sun-bright, sun-dried air. The fact enhanced the monkey type of his +features, and made his clear, light-blue eyes--so set that they were +shadowless below and cavernous above--look quite aggressively cool, +inquisitive, intelligent. + +"So long as we don't understand them," he went on, "and they don't +understand us, we jog along the same path amicably, like--well! like +the pilgrims to the 'Cradle of the Gods,' and the telegraph-posts to +the Adjutant General's office up the road yonder--and I'll trouble you +to cram more space than that between two earthly poles! No! It is when +we begin to have glimmerings that the deuce and all comes in--" He +paused in the molten gold of sunlight, which made the yellow sand, the +corn-coloured tussocks of tiger-grass still yellower and still more +corn-coloured, to glance round, as if measuring the distance between +the long, low line of mud enclosure they had left but a few hundred +yards behind--yet which, already, was losing itself in an illimitable +sand stretch beyond--and a bigger tuft in the sand stretch ahead; a +tuft of spear-points and horses, bayonets and men, waiting beside the +first faint semblance of a reed-paved road. Then he took out his watch. +Apparently he found leisure at his disposal, for he walked on. "There's +a nursery rhyme they taught me," he continued, "when my moral nature +was at the mercy of any fool who chose to take an interest in it--'_But +if poor Pussy understood, she'd be, indeed, a naughty creature!_' It +didn't run so consecutively, of course; in fact 'creature' rhymed to +'teach her'--but I learnt it that way. Children do that sort of thing a +sight deal oftener than their elders think." + +The younger of the two men in uniform with whom he was walking +laughed--the honest, elated, conscious laugh of one who has not many +good stories about himself, and happens on an opportunity for telling +one of them. + +"_I_ used to say, '_Six days shalt thy neighbour do all that thou hast +to do, and the seventh day shalt thou do no manner_--'" + +"Shut up, Lance!" interrupted his elder companion with a laugh. "It is +a ripping excuse for your intolerable laziness, but I don't believe--" + +"Fact, I assure you," protested Lance Carlyon aggrievedly, "and +considering I really thought that was the proper version for ten years +of my life, I--" + +Dr. George Dillon took off his mushroom hat suddenly, and wiped his +forehead as if to smooth away the wrinkles which his smiles had brought +to it. "Lordy! It's a queer world," he put in. "There is really no good +in understanding most things. As for this place--! Great Scott! What +would happen if my fifteen hundred scoundrels, whom you saw digging +like babes in the open just now, were to understand that I--one +Englishman in charge--had virtually no _force majeure_--" + +"Don't insult us, Dillon!" remonstrated Captain Vincent Dering, a +certain swagger underlying his jest. "Eshwara is a garrison town, +remember, now; I'm commandant, and Carlyon's staff--" + +He had, in fact, ridden that morning as far as Dr. Dillon's house in +charge of a troop of native cavalry and some Sikh pioneers who had gone +on, under a native officer, to take up their temporary quarters in the +half-ruined Fort, just beyond the old town of Eshwara. And now, having +thus secured their breakfasts, he and his lieutenant were on their way +towards the horses and escort they had bidden await them at the boat +bridge which lay between them and their destination. For George Dillon +was in control of a large industrial gaol, whose inmates had for months +been digging the head works of a canal, which was to take off just +below the town, on the farther side of the river. + +"Are you?" replied the doctor, with a look of pity; "then I hope you'll +both forget the fact. We've got on all right without you, hitherto. So +if you'll stick to marking out the Viceroy's camp, and generally +preparing the way of the Lord-sahib, I'll be obliged to you. By the +way, is he coming to open the canal on the 10th, really?" + +"So they say. That is, if you are ready for the show by then. I believe +he could put it off till the 11th or 12th. Dashwood said something to +that effect." + +"Then Dashwood's an ass. The 10th is bad enough. The place will be +filling up even then." + +"Filling up! How?" + +"Pilgrims. But on the 11th and 12th! By George! you should see them! +The 'Assyrians came down like a wolf on the fold,' is nothing to it; +only these are the Hosts of the Lord, I suppose. And so Dashwood +suggested the 11th or 12th--the _Vaisakh_ festival, did he? Well, he is +an ass! But that's always the way. We try to understand feelings, +instead of trying to know facts. However, we shall be ready for the +opening, never fear. Smith expects his C. S. I. over it, he says, and +that's enough guarantee. You know Smith, don't you, Dering? Walsall +Smith--I think his wife said she knew you." + +"Yes," he interrupted, with rather unnecessary decision, "Mrs. Walsall +Smith is a great friend of mine, a very great friend." + +"Jolly for you, having friends in Eshwara," assented Lance, in uneasy +haste. "I suppose they are about the only people here, eh, doctor?" he +went on, changing the subject; but the latter's clear eyes and brain +were occupied for a moment in taking stock of Captain Dering's +singular, if a trifle _voyant_ personal attractions; one of the most +noticeable of which was the perfect curve of his throat and cheek. + +"I beg your pardon--people, did you say?" asked Dr. Dillon, after the +pause. "Plenty of people, if you count _padrés_--the place swarms with +missions, you know. But if you mean polo--" He shook his head. + +Lance Carlyon's honest young face clouded, then grew cheerful again. +"Well! there must be a lot of black partridge, and I expect there's +fish in the river. Besides, it's an awfully picturesque place--By Jove! +it is, Dering, isn't it?" + +They had reached the tuft of spear-points and horses, men and bayonets, +and before them lay Eshwara, sun-saturate, shadowless, in the April +noon. + +So seen, across the still lagoon of water formed by the junction of the +two streams, the Hara and the Hari, which edged the low-lying +triangular spit from which its fortified, temple-set walls rose, +Eshwara seemed at the very foot of the blue barrier of hill behind it, +whose serrated edge, paler than the blue sky above it, claimed +three-quarters of all things visible for this world. + +That, indeed, was the noticeable point in the picture presented to the +eye. As a rule Heaven claims the larger half of all perspectives. Here, +the three elements, earth, air, water, lay across the view in three +broad bands of blue, curiously similar in tint; for the sky was pale +with excess of light, the hills with excess of heat, and the water +paler than either by reason of a white silt which it brought with it +from the snows; a white silt which a recent flood had left in a fine +film upon the sand stretches that showed here and there in the broad +basin. + +"It is a gypsum _detritus_," explained the doctor--"from the 'Cradle of +the Gods'--the cave, you know, where the rivers rise. The pilgrims go, +in fact, for this very stuff. Find it in the ice crannies, call it 'the +clay of immortality,' smear themselves with it, and then die happy, in +hundreds, of pneumonia! Those are the facts. I don't profess to +understand them; and as I told you I don't want to. It's dangerous. As +that cracked old Jesuit, Father Narâyan, admitted, with that +unfathomable smile of his, when all the other parsons were at me for +refusing to allow them access to a postulate or a catechumen, or +someone of that sort, who was sent to my jail '_the Church has always +admitted the value of invincible ignorance_.'" + +"Father Narâyan!" interrupted Lance Carlyon eagerly, "I suppose that's +the Father Ninian Bruce who has lived here fifty years, and has a sort +of Begum in tow, a descendant of General Bonaventura's, who was the +Nawabs' favourite. I want to see that old chap; he must be a character. +My grandmother, old Lady Carewe, used to tell me about him; long yarns, +though she hadn't met him since she was in her teens in a convent at +Rome, and he was father confessor, I suppose--she's a Holy Roman, you +know, and was a desperate flirt too." + +"So am I," said Vincent Dering quickly. "I mean a Catholic--at least my +people are. So I can tell you one thing, Dillon; Father Ninian isn't a +Jesuit. I was talking about him at the Club, when I knew I was coming +here, and Father Delamere was indignant at the idea--said he was a +disgrace to his cloth." + +George Dillon's dry face grew dryer. "Did he, indeed! I quite agree +that _he_ is, but I didn't think Delamere would have admitted the fact +himself! As for Pidar Narâyan, as the natives call him, he--he--" here +the dry face melted. "Bless the man," he continued, and the dry voice +grew soft, "he thinks he knows more about doctoring than I do, and the +worst of it is--" here a perfectly charming smile took possession of +every wrinkle--"he does, in a way; for the natives believe in him, and +the 'saffron bag' is the best of all remedies. You see, when he was +younger, he used often to go with the pilgrims and try to pull some of +the poor devils out of the fire--or rather out of the snow--for the +'Cradle of the Gods' lies yonder." + +He pointed to where, faint and far, a peak showed paler than the rest. + +"Why don't they smear themselves here?" asked Lance stolidly. + +"Why? Because they don't. Besides, there isn't much to come and go upon +for a robe of righteousness here. Look! the breeze is blowing it away +already!" + +In truth the sun, which with the other three elements of earth, and +air, and water, give us, in all religions, the whole spiritual life of +man,--the world of his probation, the heaven of his hopes, the means of +his purification, and the fire of his retribution--had scorched the +fine film to dust, and the wind, blowing where it listed, was sweeping +it away, leaving the sand stretches unregenerate as ever. + +"An extra touch of pipe-clay!" laughed Vincent Dering, dusting his knee +as he settled himself in his saddle. "Well! good-by, old chap. I shall +see you again soon, for I shall be coming over to the Smiths' pretty +often, and I suppose your regiment of ruffians leaves you off duty +sometimes. Carlyon, make Dillon an honourary member of the headquarters +mess!" + +George Dillon, leaning with his hands in his pockets against the rail +of the first pontoon, watching the little cavalcade start, nodded. +"Thanks. I'm over pretty often at the Palace. Pidar Narâyan plays the +fiddle, and the Begum,--as you call her,--Miss Laila Bonaventura, has a +voice. Besides, Babylon--I mean Eshwara--amuses me." + +"Why Babylon?" asked Captain Dering, stooping to straighten his +stirrup. + +The doctor laughed, as his lounge changed to a start homeward. "Means +the same thing. Esh-dwarra--or in another tongue, Bab-y-lon,--is 'the +Gate of God,' though Babylon stands for something else nowadays, +doesn't it? That's why I say it's never any use to find out the +meanings of things. They change so. Stick to facts; they don't. Well, +ta-ta. I'll see you to-morrow, most likely, at the Palace. They have a +sort of concert-practice-afternoon on Wednesdays--some of the Mission +ladies sing jollily in parts--and the old man is sure to ask you. He +sets great store on his ward's position; besides, I told him you were a +nailer at the piano." + +Vincent Dering made a wry face. "The deuce you did! My dear fellow, I +couldn't play hymn tunes to save my life. I shall refuse." + +"Pity," replied Dr. Dillon over his shoulder, as he swung off in +strides which emphasized the undue shortness of his trousers, "for I +heard Mrs. Smith say they wanted a good accompanist. She sings +_alto_--rather well." + +"Oh, does she?" said Captain Dering, in a different tone. + +As they set their faces different ways, there was a smile on both, but +the doctor's was scarcely a pleasant one; it would, in fact, have been +wholly sardonic but for the touch of impatient weariness it brought +with it. + +So, through the sun-bright, sun-dried air, while George Dillon walked +back to his fifteen hundred malefactors, the little trail of +spear-points and bayonets, men and horses, drifted at a foot-pace +across the frail bridge towards the town; drifted unsteadily, the +yielding boats swaying, the wooden girders giving and groaning over +their burden. Seen so, with but a plank between it and the milky water +creased by the faint current, there was something unreal in the gay +troop of colour and glitter making its way to the quaint, storeyed +town, ablaze in the sunlight, which turned each golden temple-spike to +a star. A cool breeze fluttered the lance-pennants, and brought that +faint film of white to horse and man, warm flesh, and cold steel. + +And far away on that pale peak, a little white cloud had rested, hiding +the "Cradle of the Gods." + +"There must be fish here," remarked Lance dogmatically. "I'll get out +my rods to-morrow and try for a '_mahseer_.'" And the earnestness of +his face, as he lifted his eyes skyward to watch a couple of +cormorants, would have suited a knight-errant of old on the quest of +the Holy Grail. + +"It won't be half bad, I expect--for a time, at any-rate," assented +Vincent Dering, still with that content upon his face. "We will get up +some fun while the camp is here, of course; and after that--" he +paused, and the content became greater--"we'll manage for the month or +so we have to stop. At least I shall." + +His voice was soft. He might have been another knight-errant of old, +riding across to the enchanted castle of his beloved. + +"I beg pardon, sir," said a voice behind him; a voice with a strong +native accent, yet with a curiously English phrasing in it, "but by +dismounting here you will reach the Fort in a few minutes on foot. The +road is longer." + +Captain Dering turned, as if surprised, to the speaker, a native +officer who sat his horse at the salute; then smiled, and with a +clatter of accoutrements slipped to the ground. + +"Come along, Carlyon. I was forgetting that Roshan Khân is up to the +ropes here. You belong to Eshwara, don't you, _risaldar sahib?_" + +The man to whom he spoke had slipped from his saddle also, and stood, +smart as uniform could make him, still as discipline could hold him. He +was a good-looking young Mahomedan of about thirty, curiously English +in his movements, curiously native in his exaggeration of martial airs. + +"_Huzoor!_" he assented. "We are connected with the late Nawab's +house." + +He spoke with absolute indifference, but Captain Dering, as they left +the bazaar, which led from the bridge, for a short flight of steps and +a narrow alley cleaving it's way through crowded, shouldering houses, +remarked aside:-- + +"I believe that means he is about the nearest relation left. The +Colonel, I know, wasn't sure about the wisdom of his coming here; but +then the Colonel is that sort. So I insisted. One wants somebody who +can tell you things in a new place. What's that, in there, Roshan?" + +They had come to a long, high wall, with trees showing above it, which +stretched away on their right hand for two or three hundred yards, +until it ended in an arched tunnel through a massive block of buildings +at right angles to it. + +"The palace garden, sir; and that is the palace. There is no entrance +this side." + +"The women's apartments, I suppose?" + +"_Huzoor_," assented Roshan Khân once more. "The Miss _Sahib_ lives +there now, and the _Padré_ has his chapel there too. The river runs +along the side, and it is pleasant." + +"Pleasant and cool," echoed Lance, as the shadow of the tunnel closed +in on them. "I'd no idea it was so hot outside. By Jove! what a quaint +place." + +They were emerging on a wide, square courtyard of which the palace +formed one side, the fort another, a flight of steps leading down to +the river a third, while the fourth was apparently, a wing of the +palace. All three walls were absolutely blank save for a low door at +each of the four corners; and these were, so to speak, connected with +each other by pathways raised two steps above the rest of the +courtyard. A similar footpath crossed it in the middle and so completed +the resemblance to a union-jack; for the pathways were of white marble +and red Agra stone, the courtyard of purple-blue brick. These paths met +in a round platform in the centre, where, on a stone carriage, stood an +old cannon. + +"That's a big gun," said Vincent Dering, when, with a quickened clink +of his spurred steps he had reached it; so, laying his hand lightly on +the cylinder, he vaulted to it, as on to a horse, and stooped to read +an inscription on the riveted band about the breech. + +"Sanskrit," he said--"that stumps me! it's so confounded straight. Ah! +here it is in Persian too--that's better." + +There was a faint clash of steel on stone, for, as he read the motto +aloud, Roshan's hand, stiffening on his sword-hilt, made ground and +scabbard meet. + +Captain Dering slipped to his feet again with a laugh. + +"'Teacher of religion, and instructor of souls;' that's about a correct +translation, isn't it, _risaldar sahib?_ Well! I'd back a Maxim against +old Blunderbore as a missionary agent nowadays. Hullo! they worship it +still, do they?" He pointed to a faded chaplet of marigolds around the +muzzle, and a red hand printed on the marble below. + +The Mahomedan's face took on the expression of his race and creed; all +unconsciously, too, he reverted to his own language. + +"The idolators do that when they come to bathe; and they give alms to +the saint, when he is inside." + +"Inside!" echoed Captain Dering. "What! Inside the gun?" + +Here Lance, who had promptly peered down the muzzle, came up from it +excitedly, asserting that the saint was there now; he could see the +brute's fuzzy head half way down, so he must have crawled in feet +foremost--one of those naked brutes who smeared themselves with ashes, +to judge by his _chignon_. + +"Make a ripping mop," laughed Vincent Dering, after glancing down in +his turn; "clean the gun nicely,"--then the _insouciance_ of his face +disappeared, its curves hardened--"and by God! I'll make him. I'm not +going to have my guns worshipped! eh, Roshan?" + +"_Huzoor_," assented the Mahomedan once more, this time joyfully, as--a +decorous two paces behind--his spurs jingled in harmony with his +captain's across the raised union-jack towards the river-end of the +courtyard where, in a projecting bastion right upon the bathing steps, +the low arched door stood which gave access to the Fort. + +In order to reach it they had to pass the solitary visible occupant of +the wide, sunlit courtyard. This was a man--of what rank, education, +occupation, none could tell--who having raised a square of +two-inch-high mud wall between his twice-born purity and the world, was +preparing his daily food. Naked, save for his waistcloth, and the +thread of the twice-born over his left shoulder, he was isolated even +from his kindred. Alone with himself and his God. + +Before him in the mud-plastered square, as he sat immovable, was the +mud fireplace on which his wheaten dough-cake was cooking; beside him +was a leaf-platter of curds, a brass vessel of milk; a sight to be seen +a hundred times a day in India; one which should never be forgotten. + +The noon was almost shadowless; yet, even so, as he led the way, +Captain Dering, from sheer habit, swerved to step further from the +sacred square. Doing so his foot slipped an instant on the lower step. +He gave an impatient exclamation and passed on. A minute later the door +of the fort clanged behind the little party, cutting short an English +laugh. + +Then, not till then, the man in that square of purity showed signs of +life. He rose quietly, almost unconcernedly, took the half-baked cake +from the embers, the leaf-platter of curds, the vessel of milk, and +going down to the river's edge, flung his dinner into it, to feed the +fishes. + +In that stumble, the plume-like fringe of Vincent Dering's high peaked +turban had sent a shadow to overtop the two-inch barrier between one +man and his fellows. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + "HE SHALL FEED HIS FLOCK LIKE A SHEPHERD" + + +The garden of the old palace at Eshwara had been rightly described by +Roshan Khân as a pleasant place. Longer than it was broad, its shady +walks and orange groves clung to the river, raised above it by a +balconied wall against which the current ran dimpling. On two of the +remaining sides, a twenty-feet high barrier of sheer masonry, +buttressed and bastioned, blocked out all curious eyes. On the third, +separating it from the courtyard where the big gun stood, rose the +palace. Seen thus intimately from within, the latter had changed its +character. No longer severe, stern, giving a blank stare at the world +from the narrow slits of infrequent windows, it had grown fanciful, +almost fantastic, full of canopied turrets and inconsequent little +latticed retreats. + +At least in the two upper storeys; for the lower one was more solid, +its chief feature being a wide, aisled passage leading right through it +to a door which gave on the courtyard. Being exactly opposite the one +in the corner of the Fort bastion on the other side, this door opened, +as the latter did, on one of the slantwise limbs of the quaint +union-jack of raised paths which centred in the cannon. + +It was not necessary, however, to go round by this in crossing from one +door to the other, as by keeping to the river steps, you could do so on +the same level. + +In old times the guardians of the frail beauties for whose delectation +the garden had been made, had lived in the crypt-like vaulted rooms +which opened out from this aisled passage; so keeping the gate against +illegal wanderings. Since the only other exit from the garden, save by +boat, was through the second storey of the women's apartments, and as +this was by a door leading directly into the royal rooms (which were on +the other side of the tunnel that gave access to the courtyard, and +also divided the palace into two portions--male, and female), the +butterfly prisoners had had no chance of fluttering to strange honey. +In those days, therefore, the door had always been bolted and barred. + +It stood wide open, however, showing a vista of green at the farther +end of the passage, when Captain Dering and Lance Carlyon came over to +it in reply to the intimation that Miss Laila Bonaventura was "_At Home +for music on Wednesday afternoons_," which had been brought to the Fort +overnight by an old pantaloon. A very old pantaloon with a wizened +face, a few sparse hairs--dyed flaming red--standing at right angles to +his cheeks, and a marvellous livery, consisting for the most part of +yards upon yards of tarnished tinsel cloth, twisted and twined about +head and waist like Saturn's rings. The oldest of old pantaloons, with +a back curved by a life-time of obeisances, a toothless mouth, still +full of sonorous titles, and a wicked old eye, watchful for the least +want of the master, be it good or evil. A pantaloon, with Heaven knows +what history of unutterable things hidden in his old brain, such as is +to be seen, even in these days, lingering round the ruins of a native +court; a figure despicable enough, yet real; so in a way pathetic, by +reason of its absolute lack of real interest in things as they are. + +And now as the two Englishmen paused,--partly because the swift change +from the glare without to the gloom within was startling,--this same +pantaloon, with a white muslin robe superadded to the livery as a badge +of his dignity as door-keeper, precipitated himself upon them from the +shadows, with ancient skips of alacrity and loop-like salaams; then +with crab-like sidlings led the way, the young men following. + +"I must have that old chap on paper before I leave," said Vincent +Dering; "he's too good to be lost." + +So, their steps echoing cheerfully with their laughter, they went on +until, towards the middle of the passage, the aisle to their left +widened, and through a maze of pillars and arches, a glimpse or two of +air and sunlight showed sharply. + +Lance took a curious step towards them. "Opens on to the river, I +expect; jolly cool it must be in the hot weather! By Jove! those old +sinners knew how to be comfortable. Hullo!"--he paused in a sort of +horror--"I say, Dering! I believe it's a chapel. Yes! it is!" He took +off his cap instinctively, and moved another step forward to see +better. + +But Captain Dering called impatiently, "Oh, come along, do, Carlyon! I +didn't promise to go to church! Hymns are bad enough in all +conscience." + +Lance, however, stood rooted to the spot, cap in hand. "Hush!" he said +in a low voice, "I believe they are having service." As he spoke a +robed figure showed between the arches against the sunlight beyond +them; showed with something in its lifted hands, then passed to some +unseen altar. + +"Oh, come along, do! there's a good chap, and let's get out of the +way," repeated Captain Dering, sharply. "It's Father Narâyan, I +suppose,--he's as mad as a hatter, and boshes the whole business--at +least, so Delamere said. I told you we were a bit early, but you would +start; still it's too bad of the old man to have his chapel in the +front hall! Come along! and let us wait in the garden--it looks an +awfully jolly one--awfully--" + +He paused, perhaps at the change, this time, from gloom to glare, +perhaps at the sudden sense of anticipation, the sudden quickening of +the pulse of life, which made him draw a long breath involuntarily. + +It was not unfamiliar to him, that sudden stir of vitality, of +expectation; and with a curious smile on his face he crossed to the +edge of the marble plinth on which the passage opened, and leaning over +the balustrade, looked down to a terrace below, and so on to the garden +itself. + +A perfect wilderness of common flowers, sown broadcast, lay at his +feet, hemming in a shallow marble tank, which was nearly covered with +the dewy leaf-cups of the lotus, and set round with mosaic arabesques. +From this tank two aqueducts led to the edge of the terrace, and ended +in steep slopes of fretted marble, where cascades had once wimpled and +dimpled down to the water-maze which lay below--a shiny lake, cobwebbed +over by narrow marble paths just wide enough for the bare, flying +feet of a laughing girl. Beyond was scented shade, with glints of +water-courses gleaming here and there; while here and there came a peep +of a latticed balcony overhanging the river; a balcony just large +enough for a laughing girl and her lover. + +Yet there was not even a butterfly to be seen hovering over the +flowers. All was still, all was silent, until Vincent Dering's careless +laugh echoed through the stillness, the silence. + +"Can't you imagine it--all lit up--they used to put coloured lamps +behind the cascades, I'm told, and play 'Catch who can' up and down +and all around the place! On the whole I expect they enjoyed +themselves--better than the type-writing girls of to-day do, for +instance." + +"Got beastly sick of enjoying themselves before they had done with it, +I expect," replied Lance, succinctly, "especially if there was always +such a confounded strong smell of orange blossoms. Bah! I'd prefer a +polecat; but," he gave a distasteful glance at his companion, "I +believe you like strong scents." + +"Why not?" laughed Vincent Dering, drawing out a handkerchief deluged +with white-rose, and sniffing at it, "it's a harmless taste," here his +jest passed to earnest, and his eyes took a half soft, half cynical +expression,--"so's the other, in a way. It isn't altogether despicable +to let yourself loose in Paradise without an _arrière pensée_ of +flaming swords. Especially if you can give pleasure to someone else +thereby. One could act Romeo and Juliet nicely in this garden. And have +your choice of balconies, too," he continued, returning to jest, "even +if the young woman--" + +He glanced back as if to verify his remark from the _façade_ of the +palace, but what he saw behind him brought a sudden straightening of +his lounge, and rather an elaborate doffing of his sailor hat; for he +was always a trifle ornate in his courtesy towards women, and the girl +who stood within a pace or two of him was distinctly attractive, +if--even at the first glance--a little too bread-and-buttery for his +taste; too young, too clumsy as to waist, too massive in the contours +of face and figure. For Captain Vincent Dering's taste had remained +constant for the last three years to a different type of beauty; a type +which, for the first time in his life, had made him sentimental, +romantic, more or less unselfish. Still the girl was handsome, even in +that babyish frock of starched white muslin, girt about with a yellow +silk sash. The dress, he told himself,--for he was a connoisseur in +_chiffons_, and had a pretty turn for painting in addition--would have +been better soft, and creamy; but thank heaven! the sash was not blue, +like the marker of the missal she carried in her hand. It might have +been; for it was impossible to fathom the lack of all sense of fitness +in some women. Yet the result would have been to take all the ivory +tints from this girl's complexion, and leave it jaundiced. And the +ivory was charming. + +"I am Miss Bonaventura," she began in a set way, which convinced +Captain Dering that she had been sent to say those very words, and none +other; "my guardian, Father Ninian Bruce, will be here directly. Won't +you come upstairs to the drawing-room? I am sorry we did not know it +was so late." + +"It is our fault; we are disgracefully early," put in Captain Dering. +"I told Carlyon--" then he paused, feeling curiously at a loss before +the girl's look of stolid gravity. + +"Perhaps your watch is too fast," she suggested, "and then my guardian +likes to go by the sun. He says it never needs winding up. But I think +it is inconvenient, when everybody else has a watch. It is always +better to do as other people do." + +Her voice was very sweet and full; but a country-bred accent spoilt its +beauty, and brought a grimace to Captain Dering's face, as he and his +companion dutifully followed the speaker up one of the curved flights +of steps, which led from the plinth to a wide loggia on the second +storey. Like the room seen through its arches, this was lavishly +decorated with fragments of looking-glass fashioned into flowing +designs with gilt stucco. The afternoon sun, at this height shining +full into the loggia, made it a veritable star chamber. + +"What a charming place," went on Captain Dering in his best manner. +"Doesn't it remind you of the Arabian Nights, Carlyon?" + +A sudden vague surprise and interest came to the girl's face, +lightening it infinitely. + +"Have you read the _Alif Laila?_" she asked. "My _moonshi_ brought +it--I have to learn Urdu, you know, because my guardian thinks I ought +to be able to speak to the people, as he does--and I wanted to read it, +because it is my name, you see--Laila--it means 'night,' I believe--but +my guardian did not wish it. He gave me the 'Mirror of Virtue' instead. +It is a very, very long--" + +Her almost childish garrulity ceased in a faint flush over the ivory of +her face, and she reverted to her lesson, and her indifference--"The +other people will be here directly; but they will come from the city, +across the tunnel, and go straight into the drawing-room. Would you +like to come in there, or stay here?" + +"Oh! stay here, please!" said Vincent, desperately. The young woman was +getting on his nerves. + +"Then perhaps you would like to try the piano?" persisted Miss +Bonaventura. "My guardian has it brought out here on Wednesday +afternoons, because it sounds well among the arches. Will you try it?" + +Her hand--it was ivory also, Vincent observed, and had long +filbert-shaped nails--held the cover of the keyboard open stolidly; and +Lance Carlyon, feeling a bit desperate also, said appealingly:-- + +"Do, Dering. He is a nailer at the piano, I assure you, Miss +Bonaventura, and he sings too." + +"So my guardian--" she began, when Vincent's patience gave way and, +with a perfect devil of exasperation roused in him, he sat down on the +music-stool and with a crash burst into a naughty little love song he +had picked up at Brindisi on the way out. He did it simply to soothe +himself; so, to do him justice, he nearly fell off the music-stool in +horror when, at the refrain of the second verse, a very full round +_mezzo-soprano_ joined in it with a _verve_ and _abandon_ far exceeding +his own. + +He scarcely knew whether to apologize, or go on; but Miss Bonaventura +apparently had no doubts. She finished with a gay little _staccato_ +note which would have made her fortune at a music hall, and then turned +to the accompanist with a smile which showed an absolutely flawless set +of teeth. "What funny words; but I like them, and the tune too. What is +it called? I should like to get it and sing it to my guardian." + +Vincent, who had begun a stammering regret that he had not remembered +her nationality, altered his phrase, with a sense of relief, to "You +know Italian very well, I suppose, Miss Bonaventura?" + +She returned to her indifference immediately. "My guardian and I speak +it. He loves Italy and the Italians. He knew my grandmother there. She +was a princess; but he never speaks of her, so I don't know very much +about it. Only Mother at the convent said that my guardian--" + +She was off, gaily, on the childishly confidential tack again, when the +sight of someone coming up the stairs made her veer towards dignity +once more. "There is my guardian," she said; "he is very sorry to have +kept you waiting." + +Evidently this was the last bit of her lesson, for she closed the piano +with great decision. + +The figure which came slowly towards them was that of a very old man, +yet one older, by many years, than his looks. For he was still +straight, save for a slight stoop in the neck; but this, by the +backward poise of the head thus made necessary to enable his brown eyes +to meet all things, after their habit, squarely, if softly, gave him an +air of alertness. He was dressed in an ordinary black _soutane_, but +wore a fine white embroidered muslin skull-cap, such as natives wear, +instead of a black one. His grey hair showed, still luxuriant, beneath +it; and the wide sash of faded lilac silk, with tasselled ends, which +was tied in a bow about his waist, set off his still slim and still +graceful figure. + +"I hope my little girl has been doing the honours properly," he began, +pausing a pace or two from the young men, and not offering to shake +hands; but his voice was a welcome in itself, and had that nameless +_cachet_ of absolute good breeding which makes offence impossible. +There was a slight hesitancy in it too, now and again, which was +overcome by a look that took the listener into its confidence, and +appealed for friendly forbearance--"but she is only just back from +school at Calcutta, and the good nuns did not see much company, did +they, Laila?" Then in an undertone of solicitude he added, in Italian, +"Didst tell them, _cara mia?_--didst remember it all?" + +Laila Bonaventura looked at him with a faint resentment. "I think so, +guardian," she replied, in English. "Didn't I?" + +The last came with such swift, almost savage, challenge of voice and +eyes, that Vincent Dering, the recipient, felt glad of the diversion +caused by the arrival, through the drawing-room, of some more guests to +claim the attention of the host and hostess, and so leave him in peace. + +"I say, that girl has got splendid hair, hasn't she?" he said in an +undertone to Lance, as they stood a little apart, watching the new +comers. + +"That tall one, you mean--don't admire it. Puts me in mind of that +devil of a chestnut who nearly killed me at polo; a chestnut with white +stockings; awfully handy, but--" + +He paused as Father Ninian came up to them. "You can scarcely know any +of your neighbours as yet, Captain Dering," began the old man with the +ceremony of a past age, "so perhaps you will give me the privilege of +presenting you to some of our good mission ladies." + +"Thanks," replied Vincent, hastily. "But I see my old friend, Mrs. +Walsall Smith, coming in. I must just go and shake hands. But I'm sure +Carlyon--" + +Lance shot a perfectly pathetic glance after his Captain, who moved off +to meet a delicate-looking fair woman who at that moment came in with +Dr. Dillon; the latter taken possession of and monopolized by an +exceedingly pretty child of five, who had evidently inherited her +mother's fragility. + +"Delighted, I'm sure," murmured Lance, following his leader dejectedly. + +"Miss Erda Shepherd, Mr. Lancelot--I am right, am I not--Carlyon?" + +It was the tall girl with the red-brown hair, of course. She had bronze +eyebrows, too, and bronze eyes--nice ones. He saw so much as he made +his bow, while Father Ninian stood looking first at the girl, then at +the young man; and as he looked his fine old hands were clasped as if +they held something very precious. It was a habit of his. + +"I hope you will like each other," he said in his kind old voice; and +then, ere he moved away, his hands fell apart for an instant as if +giving something. "Peace go with you, my children," he said with a +smile. + +Lance felt a queer, unaccustomed thrill travel from the nape of his +neck to his boots, pausing by the way at his heart. It was an unusual +method of introduction, certainly; yet somehow it relieved the shyness +which generally beset him at such functions. He found himself looking +frankly into the bronze eyes, and something in them made him say, +almost involuntarily:-- + +"That was rather a jolly way of beginning to be friends. I mean--" The +shyness came back with a rush; he blundered horribly. + +"Very," put in the girl, interrupting him quite simply. "I hope it will +be peace. I always hope that. You know I am a missionary." + +"Oh," he replied, blankly. "Yes, there are a lot of you--I mean--of +them, in Eshwara, aren't there?" + +Her face set suddenly, her mouth grew almost stern. "Not enough, Mr. +Carlyon; not half enough," she replied. And the militant ring of her +voice, belying the peaceful professions of the previous moment, made +him look at her curiously, recognizing that he had touched some +quivering nerve of mind. "If you knew Eshwara as I know it," she went +on, passionately, "you would say so too; I'm sure you would." + +The bronze eyes, meeting his blue ones, though they gave nothing back +but kindly, almost boyish, surprise, seemed satisfied. She turned +suddenly and stretched her right hand over the river which slipped +oilily past the wall below, as they stood beside the balustrade of the +loggia. "Look!" she said, impulsively. "Do you see that straight white +thing floating down the curve of the current yonder? It isn't a log; +those others are; plenty of logs come down the rivers from the forests +in the hills, for they don't catch all, you know, at the government +wood-station. And so the people here catch the runaways in the +backwater, and get paid for them. But that--" She paused and her other +hand gripped the balustrade hard; then she turned back to him with a +faint apology. "Why should I bother you? Let us talk of something else. +There is no reason why I should talk of these things to you so soon, +or, indeed, at all." + +"I'd rather you did," he put in quickly. It was the truth. A sudden +curiosity had come to him, a sudden desire to know more, to think more. +He was less of a boy than he had been five minutes before. "I--I hope +you will," he added; "really I do--I--I--" He felt his manhood as he +had never felt it before, and yet, in a way, he was more forgetful of +it. The girl opposite him was womanhood incarnate to him, and yet, in +some mysterious way, beyond it, above it. + +"You and I must be about the same age, I expect," he said, with a +half-perplexed frown, "but you have seen a lot more than I have. I wish +you'd tell me, please!" + +The straight white glint in the water was just disappearing behind one +of those balconies overhanging the river, where there was only room for +a pair of lovers. + +"It is a dead girl, Mr. Carlyon," she said in a low voice. "She was in +my school. Her people were very bigoted--Brahmins in a temple--but they +let her be taught to read, because she was betrothed to an educated +man. Last year she was married--she was but a child still--and I have +only seen her once or twice since. Then"--the voice paused a second. +"She was very frightened, poor little Premi, at what was coming. 'I +shall die, Miss-_sahib_, I shall surely die,' she said to me the very +last time I saw her; so I promised--I am a medical missionary, Mr. +Carlyon. But when the time came, they would not let me in. I--I +went to the husband--he is an educated man--you may have heard of +him--Rama-nund, a great speaker,--he writes, too, and all that--but he +said he was helpless with the women; and I am not sure either if he +wished it himself--they don't know their own minds. So poor little +Premi and her baby--Oh!" she broke off with an infinite pain in her +voice--"it is so hard--so hard for both." + +Her face, set riverwards, was soft, yet stern; full of fight, yet full +of pity, and Lance thought of a virgin martyr in the illustrated 'Lives +of the Saints' with which his grandmother, Lady Carewe, had been wont +to still his boyish unrest on Sunday afternoons. Yet there was +something beyond that self-concentrated devotion in this face; +something that took him back further still to the days when he had +sobbed out his childish hurts in his mother's arms. + +"She was ill all yesterday and the day before--they told me there was +no hope of either--they just let them die. And they always put them in +the river--they have iron rings round their wrists and ankles to +prevent them coming back to harm the men--" She paused and turned to +Lance swiftly. "Isn't it true that there are not enough of us--that we +want more women to teach them what--" + +"But I does!" came a high childish treble, forcing itself irresistibly +even on the attention of these two; "I 'ikes 'oo twenty 'fowsand times +better than dad, an' I 'ikes Captain Dering ten 'fowsand times better +too; an' so does 'mum--don't 'oo mummie?" + +It was little Gladys Smith, who, clasping both Dr. Dillon's hands in +hers, had swung herself back from him so as to toss her fair curls from +her laughing face, as she looked up at him mutinously. + +There was an instant's awkward pause, during which the eyes of a man +and woman met for a second. Met and parted hastily; but not before the +girl with the yellow silk sash, who stood between them, had looked from +one to the other with a dim surprise unclosing her red lips, and +showing the gleam of her white teeth between them. + +Then Dr. Dillon said, carelessly, "And you like Akbar Khân better than +any of us, you young sinner, because he gives you sweeties! Here! Akbar +Khân, bring the Missy-_baba_ some cream toffee!" + +The old pantaloon, who, with his loose coatee removed and a white +duster tucked into Saturn's waist-ring was now helping to hand round +coffee and cake, capered up with a voluble, but toothless,-- + +"_Ger-reeb--pun-wâz!_" (Protector of the Poor.) + +Gladys helped herself discriminately, staring at the old servitor the +while. "But I don't 'ike Akbar Khân. Do I, son of an owl?" she +continued superbly, in the accurate Urdu which comes so daintily from +lisping English babies. "Did I not say I would hate thee because thou +wouldst not tell me why thou didst prostrate thyself before the soldier +in the courtyard? And the _ayah_ laughed, the base-born! She knew also, +and would not say, and so did the soldier; so I hate you all!" + +She stamped her little foot, and shook her curls defiantly. + +"Gladys!" cried her mother, reproachfully. + +"Hullo! What's all this about?" laughed Captain Dering, catching the +child up in his arms. "One of my soldiers insulting you? Who was it?" +He turned, with the absolute command of his race, to the be-ringed one, +who stood, full of deprecatory mumblings and salaamings, his hands, +holding the tray of sweets, trembling visibly. + +"Who was it, Khân-_jee?_" asked Father Ninian, in a curiously even +tone; one which, nevertheless, seemed a compelling one, for a murmured +name came rapidly, followed by eager explanations. + +Father Ninian frowned, and deliberately put on the gold _pince-nez_ +which always hung around his neck. He seldom used it, however, being, +he would say playfully, in his native Scotch, too "well acquaint" with +Eshwara and all in it to need such help after fifty years experience. +So it had come to be an unfailing sign that he was face to face with +something unexpected, something new. Naturally, therefore, it changed +the character of his face, bringing back to it a strange look of youth; +of hope and energy--the look of choice which age has not. + +"Roshan Khân," he echoed, "why comes he here?" Then in sudden +recollection he turned to Vincent Dering. "Of course, he comes with +you. I knew he was in your regiment, but I did not think." + +Captain Dering put down the child gently. "Is there any reason, sir," +he asked decisively, "why he should not be here? If so--" + +Father Ninian took off his eye-glasses slowly. He was back on familiar +ground. "No!" he said, with a smile and a shrug of the shoulders; +"none. He is welcome to come if he likes. He is a fine soldier, Captain +Dering, and a good fencer." + +"The best I have ever come across," put in Lance Carlyon. + +Father Ninian laughed, a satisfied, vainglorious little laugh, and +bowed, with his hand on his heart, in foreign fashion. It seemed almost +as if something had brought back the manners of a different life. + +"His master thanks you," he said gaily. "I taught him; but as Esmond +said of the _botte de Jesuit_--not all. We craftsmen keep something up +our sleeve for our own use!" + +Lance Carlyon's face grew eager. He had heard of Father Ninian's art +with the foils, and took his opportunity. "That's what Roshan does to +me. I took lessons from him, but he licks my head off with tricks. +Perhaps some day, sir--" + +Father Ninian's right hand and wrist, despite their age, flourished +themselves with marvellous suppleness. "Of a surety! Of a surety," he +interrupted, still in that gay, almost reckless voice, "and I will +teach you '_L'Addio del Marito_.' I never taught that to Roshan--it +does not do for savage natures." + +"The husband's good-by! What a funny name," echoed Laila, curiously. +"Why is it called that, guardian?" + +The gaiety left the old man's face. + +"Because the thrust is used, _cara mia_," he replied in Italian, and +his answer came dreamily, half to himself, "when even those who have +that greatest tie to life prefer to say good-by to it." He paused, then +went on cheerfully: "But come! Music! Music! We lose time horribly. +Laila, 'tis your part to begin." + +The girl walked stolidly to the piano. + +"What shall I sing, guardian?" she asked. + +"Sing?" he repeated, reverting once more to Italian, and his voice had +the dreamy tone in it again; "sing my favourite, child. Something hath +taken me back to the old days--and sing it well." + +Something in the pose of the girl, something in the faint defiance of +her face as she stood turning over the leaves of the music, attracted +Vincent Dering's fancy. He moved over to her, and asked if he should +play her accompaniment. + +"If you can," she said, ungraciously. + +He smiled. "What is it? Oh!--Handel." He shrugged his shoulders. "Yes! +I fancy I can play him--he is not very complex." + +The next instant he had embarked, with a certain sense of pique lending +perfection to his phrasing, on the prelude; but perfect as his tone +was, it seemed to fall dull and dead before the voice which rose and +echoed into the arches. + + + "He shall feed His flock like a Shepherd." + + +Pure, peaceful, free from every touch of passion; absolutely, utterly, +beyond this world and its works, it rose and filled the garden; the +orange-scented garden with its fretted marble cascades and water-maze, +where the feet of laughing girls had chased each other, the latticed +balconies where lovers had sat. + + + "And He shall gather the lambs in His arms." + + +It floated out over the river where the dead girl had drifted, making a +light come to a pair of bronze eyes. + + + "Come unto Him all ye that labor." + + +Out beyond the garden, into the city, a faint far echo of the call made +men and women pause in the struggle for life, and say, "They are +singing in the palace." + + + "And ye shall find rest unto your souls." + + +The promise of all religions, the cry which makes all creeds one, rose +and fell, as the afternoon sun, shining into the loggia, put a canopy +of stars above the head of the singer. + +Some of the audience said "Thank you," politely when she ended. Vincent +Dering did not. He stood on one side, and, being musical to the heart's +core, gave himself the luxury of silence. Only when Father Ninian, ever +mindful of ceremonies and courtesies, crossed to acknowledge the +services of the accompanist, he said briefly,-- + +"Who taught her that?" + +The old man looked at him almost wistfully: "I heard her grandmother +sing it, nearly sixty years ago. I have never forgotten it." + +"I do not wonder," said Vincent Dering, and his eyes, forgetful of +others, followed the girl whose dress ought to have been creamy and +soft, instead of white and starched. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + DRIFTWOOD + + +The river Hara, after skirting the fort, the bathing-steps below the +courtyard, the palace, and the palace garden, continued its course, +still hemmed in to swift current by a high bank on the opposite side, +and on the near one by a wall set with spiked temples sacred to Siva; +for Hara is one of his many names. But, on reaching the apex of the +triangle formed by the city, the banks fell away, the river spread +itself out to greater rest, until, at the uttermost end of a long spit +of sandbank and tamarisk, it met the waters of its twin river, the +Hari, in the broad placid lagoon which lay between Eshwara and the +south; that is the dry stretch of desert, against whose barrenness +Western ingenuity--aided by Dr. Dillon's horde of fifteen hundred +ruffians--had been digging defiance for months. From the spit of sand +you could see the result. A broad seam on the face of patient Mother +Earth, a first wrinkle telling of millions to come from the +ploughshares of men. + +As yet, however, the canal was as dry as the desert around it; and was +to remain so until the great Lord-_sahib_ came in state, on his way to +the hills, to open the sluices. There was to be a big camp, a big +function on the occasion, and even sleepy Eshwara felt a vague +excitement regarding it. For the older men remembered the days when the +Hosts of the Lord-_sahibs_ had regularly passed through the city, and +had tales to tell about them; a fact which prevented the coming event +from being too strange even to be thought about! Then the opening of +the canal was another disturber of primeval calm. True, the idea of it +had been with Eshwara ever since the first sod had been turned two +years before; but now the thing stared it in the face. Within a few +days the waters of the sacred rivers would have to lie in a new bed. +Would they like it? Would the gods like it? Would men like it? + +Those were the questions being asked from one end of Eshwara to +another. Even outside it, on the long narrow spit of sand-bank set with +sparse tussocks of grass and tamarisk which reached beyond the city's +triangle into the rivers--and where, after a flood, the white gypsum +silt lay like a robe of righteousness--they were being discussed; for +the strange race who lived on it, shifting their wigwams of grass to +the low-lying land opposite when the waters rose, lived by the river; +by the fish in it, and the logs of wood which came floating down it. + +So this question of the canal was in the mind of the naked man, attired +in the complete suit of blue beads which marks an aboriginal race, who, +in the dawn following, squatted on the highest curve of the spit. He +was small, swart to positive inkiness, and his thin legs and arms +shewed grey lights on their tense muscles, as if these were truly iron. +Behind him rose a wigwam of reeds, at the entrance to which a spear was +stuck in the sand in order to display the head of a bottle-nosed +alligator impaled on its point. At his right hand was a reed basket, a +rude net of reed twine. In front of him lay one of those small +shark-like scaleless fishes which the learned call Silurian, and tell +us are relics of a creation older than ours. + +So might the man have been. So might have been the background of sand +and reed, spear and wigwam, the foreground of net and fish. Yet the +fisher was not all uncivilized. This little survival of an aboriginal +race, shifting about in the shifting river-bed, had always had an +attraction for the Missionaries, who, as a rule, find the inferior +races easiest to deal with. Gu-gu therefore--his name being as +primitive as his appearance, since it is the first effort of infant +tongues--belied his looks. He had at any rate a civilized eye to +business, a civilized notion of the relations between supply and +demand, for he shook his head at the customer opposite him. + +"Not a cowrie less, Khân-jee. 'Tis the only one in the market, see you; +besides on this day the '_Missen_' miss comes to us folk, and she never +haggles. She will pay the five annas gladly to be let read her book to +my women." + +The mumble-apparently a pious aspiration that the Most High would smite +infidels hip and thigh--was the only recognizable point in the figure +on the other side of the fish; for Akbar Khân, doorkeeper, messenger, +assistant waiter, had not only discarded Saturn's rings--the loss of +which about his head made his baldness something of a shock--but also +every article of clothing except his waist-cloth. The reason for this +was, in a way, like many another thing about the old sinner, pathetic. +Briefly he liked to dissociate his inner self from occupations which he +considered were beneath the dignity of the Akbar Khân of the past. +Therefore being, for the nonce, a bazaar coolie in search of fish for +his master's breakfast, he got up for the part; so finding it, at once, +easier to forget, and to remember that past. + +He mumbled of it as he strenuously opposed the price. + +"Everything grows dearer, every day," yawned the aboriginal Gu-gu. +"Even women, as thou shouldst know." + +Akbar Khân clucked a pious denial. "We spread no nets for that game in +the palace nowadays. Those evil times are gone; we live sober and +virtuous." The piety held a distinct flavour of regret. + +"And as for fish," continued Gu-gu, "they will be dearer ere they are +cheaper. When the deep water begins to run canalwards, the fish will +run too. Then good-by to our trade, since the _Huzoors_ allow us +nothing in their waters without payment." + +He whined, however, to the wrong quarter for sympathy, the old +retainer's views on preserving being absolutely those of a Shropshire +squire who is also a J. P. + +"Neither did we," he replied, indifferently. "Thy like, Gu-gu, would +have had to bring thy fish to the palace and be satisfied with our +leavings. Out on thee for an upstart! Take thy four annas, and be +thankful--slave!" + +Gu-gu's ill-tempered face became aggressive. "Not I!--the Miss will +give it; nay! six, mayhap, since the child is sick, and she will be +wanting leave to dose it. So--hands off--eunuch!" + +The title, once dignified, was opprobrious now, and old Akbar rose in a +perfect fury, his bald head wobbling, the flaming fringe of red hairs +about his face giving him a ludicrous resemblance to a toothless old +man-eating tiger, face to face with his lawful prey, yet unable to +injure it. + +"Oh! for the bastinado!" he stuttered, impotently. "Oh, for the cutting +off of bodily members! Oh! even, for the tying up of heels, and +roastings and duckings. But the _Huzoors_ have taken them from us, and +gifted them to the police, who know not the proper methods. Yâh! +Gu-gu, had I but had thee fifty years ago!" his anger lessened with +sheer wistful regret. "Fifty years ago when the Nawab gifted me as +body-servant to the new _Wazeer_ Bun-avatâr[1]-_sahib_ because he +brought him a bird that would sing of itself from Italy _wilayat_." + +"But all birds do that," cavilled Gu-gu, feeling nevertheless a +reverent curiosity about those legendary days. + +Akbar gave a crackling, contemptuous laugh. "Not palace birds! they +have to be wound up; and Bun-avatâr-_sahib_ sent for this across the +black water. So he kept favour with the Nawab. Birds that sing, and +flowers that smell, and boxes that make music, and dolls that dance +when you wind them. Lo! these, Gu-gu, are the pleasures of palaces; but +how canst thou know, who hast not lived in them even, as I--" + +The sense of his own superiority soothed him still more; he squatted +down again, and hubble-bubbled for a space at the _hookah_ which was an +integral part of all his impersonations. + +"Yea! those were times," he mumbled half to himself. "Even Pidar +Narâyan--may Heaven protect him--could not say 'please God' to every +mouthful, as he does now--as we all do now, and rightly, seeing that we +have grown old." Once more the piety smacked of pity, and the old man, +finding a listener, went on with a certain gusto. "Look you! he had to +walk like the tongue among thirty-two teeth in those days, with +Bun-avatâr-_sahib_, my master, like two peas in one pod with the Nawah. +Except for women. Pidar Narâyan took his way there--mostly!" + +The interrupting gurgle of the _hookah_ gave time for an elaborate wink +of a wicked old eye. Possibly this was due to the smoke, for the old +voice went on as before almost dolorously. + +"He had the money-bags, you see, and looked after the rents. But my +master, Bun-avatâr--lo! thou shouldst have seen him when he came +first--the picture of a man!--they say he was a prince in his own +country, but fell into trouble; so came to make his fortune here with +Pidar Narâyan--was called _Wazeer_. And let me tell thee, Gu-gu, it +means something to be body-servant to a _Wazeer!_ Lo! to think I might +have been it still but for that jade, Anâri Begum!" + +Despite the epithet, he smiled, and his pipe this time gave out quite a +chuckling sound. + +"As ill to keep within walls as a butterfly!" he muttered. "Up and down +the garden, in and out the balconies, and the Nawab in two minds to use +force, or put her in a sack. For she flouted him. The prettiest ones +play that game for power always, and she was Walidâd, her brother's, +last hope of favour. Walidâd, _Kanjara_, who had been king's caterer +for years before my master, Bun-avatâr-_sahib_, came to make all the +court cry sour buttermilk! Walidâd, who had once stood so high, that, +in a drunken bout, the Nawab promised him his half-sister to wife. And +he got her too! She wept on her wedding day, but we in the lower storey +heeded not tears in the upper. For, see you, mine uncle was chief +eunuch--we kept the honour thus in the family from generation to +generation--so I was in and out, seeing what went on. Until somehow +(mine uncle with the bowstring round his neck--as was right, honest +man--swore he knew not how) Bun-avatâr-_sahib_ caught a sight of her! +Some say it was a plot, from beginning to end, of Walidâd's; others +that _his_ enemies feared lest Anâri should succeed. There be balls +within balls, even in a plaything, if the workmen are cunning! Anyhow, +he saw her. + +"And I, his body-servant, was able to come and go where Pidar Narâyan +hath made his church nowadays. But there! what matters it? 'Tis all +one. Love and the Faith are in and out of men's minds like a shelldrake +in weedy water; a body cannot tell which way its head may be and which +its tail! Nevertheless I felt a choke at my throat, Gu-gu, many a time, +as I waited for him in the boat below the balcony; yet in the end, it +was not my throat, but mine uncle's. He died in the faith, Gu-gu, +cursing women. _His head was that way at the last!_--'Tis mostly +so--_he_--_he_--" + +The chuckle of his pipe was fiendish, yet his wizened face was wistful. +"Still, God knows, one could scarce look on at such a wooing, and not +beat the drum in time, as musicians to a dancer. And it runs in our +blood, see you, to watch, and beat the drum. That is our profession; +and, by mine ancestors! I deemed it enough for mortal man. But +Bun-avatâr-_sahib_, see you, was not of our race. He was of Italy +_wilayat_ and a prince. So, one day, my liver dissolved hearing that +the butterfly was over the walls! But, as I said, it was mine uncle's +neck, not mine. Yet the game ended for me when Bun-avatâr-_sahib_ +died." + +"They poisoned him, folk say; is't true?" asked Gu-gu. It was a point +in the oft-told tale which was still discussed by Eshwara gossips. + +"That is other folks' news, not mine," replied Akbar, discreetly. "May +be, may be not. The _Huzoors_, anyhow, sent the Nawab to die in +Calcutta on a _pinson_[2] for it; but they have ever an excuse to take +land! Pidar Narâyan had a hard fight to keep Bun-avatâr-_sahib's_ +grants--the Nawab was ever generous to his favourites, look you--for +Anâri Begum's baby; ay! though he showed a writing of marriage, and had +made the infant Christian after their habit. Still he got them, land +and palace and all. So I stayed on serving my master's child, and when +she died, her child, the Miss-_baba_, even to the haggling for fish. +Lo! slave! it grows late. Give it to me and have done with it--Thou +wilt not. Oh! for the devil that was in her grandmother Anâr to be in +this Miss-_baba_, and for her to come to Bun-avatâr-_sahib's_ rights as +_Wazeer_--then would there be loppings and--" + +"Or if Roshan Khân should come to his," sneered Gu-gu. "The canal +_sahib's_ ayah was telling me thou didst prostrate thyself in the dust +as if he were indeed Nawab! Have a care! eunuch-_jee_, the police are +agog nowadays to find disloyalty even in newspapers." + +"May her gossiping tongue be slit!" stuttered the old retainer. "Can a +body not do obeisance to his masters? For look you, Roshan is true +grand-nephew to the Nawab through his grandmother, Walidâd's wife--ay! +and for that matter, cousin to the Miss, through Anâri Begum, Walidâd's +sister! I did but welcome him; I did but my duty--I did but show my +manners--I did but what we have done from generation to generation." He +moved away muttering, full of virtuous resentment that a suspicion of +anything save sheer servility should have been imputed to him. After a +lifetime of trucklings and bootblackings, to be credited with higher +motives was too bad. To prove his innocence he would that very evening, +he told himself, seek out Roshan, not at the Fort,--that might be +misunderstood,--but at his grandmother's. His grandmother, who, though +she had been upstart Walidâd's wife, was still the late Nawab's +half-sister! His sister!! What could be nearer than that!!! + +And he would prostrate himself again, and assure the family of his +services. _That_ was his birthright. + +Meanwhile Gu-gu looked after him, and laughed. He was a clever fellow, +was Gu-gu, and in a previous generation of scholars had been pet pupil +in a little school started by another Miss from another _Missen_. He +had got pennies for attending it, which had come in useful before he +was big enough to face the river. + +But now he was the best man on either the Hara or the Hari, save one. +And he? + +Gu-gu's beady black eyes, watching the curve of the current +mechanically, gave a sudden flash. He was on his feet in a second. +There was something dipping, diving, sidling, drifting, out yonder +which might be secured for his wigwam before anyone else saw it! But +as, silently, like a seal's, his black head came up from his first +forge under water which was to give him a fair start from the shore +without even a splash to attract notice, another black head showed to +the right of him, a yard or two behind. + +But it was _his_ head! Am-ma's head! Am-ma, the frog-like, Am-ma, whose +wide hands and feet looked as if webbed in the water. Am-ma, the only +man who could touch him. He set his teeth, gave up silence, and surged +ahead with an overhand stroke, his hand seeming to clutch and hold the +water. It was a faster stroke than Am-ma's; for a time the swifter. +Then with a backward glance he drew a quick breath, knowing it would be +a race indeed, for the black head had gone, and only a faint wale on +the smooth water told where his rival, avoiding the slight resistance +of the air, swam like a fish. Dangerous tactics for most men, ending +often in a sudden collapse, bleedings from nose and ears, or, at least, +time lost in coming to the surface. But Am-ma was not as other men. +Half-witted, except in river lore, uncouth, misshapen, he was +practically amphibious. + +Gu-gu ground his teeth impotently as the faint wale crept up and up. +The man must have air in his stomach like a fish! Ah! if the river had +been in flood, if this had been a race with air bladders, indeed,--one +black head of inflated skin under each arm, and your own in the +middle--the issue would have been certain; for no one, in the whole +tribe, knew the backward rip of a knife from below which would leave a +rival helpless, lopsided, bound to seek safety on shore, so well as +Gu-gu! But it was not flood time, so he must risk all. Like a porpoise +at play the curve of his dark back disappeared, and now there were two +wales upon the water side by side. + +And ahead, sidling, dipping, diving to the current was a deodar log +with the broad arrow of government on it, now visible, now out of +sight. + +It was a question of steering; steering without eyes, steering by +instinct, steering by sheer experience of logs and their ways, of the +meeting currents of the two rivers and their ways. + +And over against them, to the right across the broad lagoon, were low +brick buildings, and a horde of fifteen hundred ruffians with fascines +and earth-baskets finishing a dam that was to alter the currents, and +protect the canal! They looked like swarming ants in the sunshine. + +The wales were neck and neck now, side by side, straight as a die on +the log. Then suddenly, the right-hand one swerved outward. Only a yard +or two; a yard or two nearer to the ants in the sunshine. + +A second after the log swerved also--swerved to the right. The next, +two black heads rose silently; but one of them was two yards to the +left of that dancing, dipping prize! + +Gu-gu, breathless as he was, gave an inarticulate cry of rage, and +shook his fist at the swarming ants. Already their work was altering +the currents he had known for so long. That it was possible to allow +for this, as Am-ma had done, did not comfort him. He swam back sulkily, +his wrath increased by the knowledge one glance had given him, that the +log on which his rival was paddling to shore triumphantly bore its +broad arrow so lightly, and so near its end, that a little dexterous +manipulation would have left the runaway unmarked, and so given its +captor the right, not merely of ransom, but of sale! + +Truly, it was an ill world for the poor! + +But Lance Carlyon laughed, as he lounged over his early tea and watched +the river through his field-glass, in a balcony of the fort, dressed in +a gorgeous ring-streaked sleeping suit which he could only wear when on +outpost duty, as the regiment had tabooed it. In truth it made him not +unlike Tom Sawyer's "Royal Nonsuch." + +"The little 'un's got it! I say! Dering, I believe I shall like +Eshwara. It's--it's--new--don't you know." His eyes rested, as he +spoke, on the low, bastioned building, all hemmed in by temple spires, +at the very point of the city's triangle, which Erda Shepherd had told +him was the mission house. Truly, he thought, she was in the thick of +it! + +"New!" echoed Vincent Dering captiously, "I should have called it old. +I thought that sort of thing had died with the pagoda tree." + +"What sort of thing?" + +Vincent nodded towards the palace with an odd, cynical laugh. "That; +it's ghostly. Doesn't belong to the nineteenth century!" + +Lance turned curiously. "I said that to--to Pidar Narâyan--I can't call +him anything else, somehow--when he was showing me over yesterday. +And--you know that inscrutable smile of his--he just pointed up to the +telegraph wires--they go right across the garden you know--and said, +'There is half the news of half the world over our heads, anyhow.' It +knocked me over, I tell you, to think of it; and by Jove! Dering, next +week when the Lord-_sahib_ comes--" + +Vincent Dering laughed boisterously. "There'll be the millennium, of +course. Come along, Lance! It's time we were off to prepare his way. +Dashwood wants it done A1. They are going to lay on electric light, and +all that. By the way, Mrs. Smith told me to tell you she expected you +to breakfast." + +Ten minutes afterwards they were riding over the boat bridge to +superintend the laying out of the Vice-regal camp against the coming of +the Lord-_sahib_ and his hosts. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + UNDER-CURRENTS + + +Mumtâza Mahal, Roshan Khân's grandmother, lived in a queer little +backwater of a house which had eddied itself away from the main stream +of the town, and jammed itself against a wall of the palace as if +seeking dignity thereby. For all that it belonged irredeemably to the +city, and to its evil-smelling lanes. The word house, however, is +misleading to western ears, since this was simply a well-like +courtyard, with a great wooden bed set in the centre under a miserable +attempt at a tree which was used as a clothes-peg, a rack for +saucepans, and a variety of other domestic purposes. It fulfilled them +to the perfect satisfaction of its proprietress, a roundabout old lady, +plump as a button-quail, who, when she was not asleep inside the +arcaded slip of a room on one side, passed her time on the bed in the +scanty shade, keeping company with a sausage-roll of a pillow and a +quilt, both covered in faded, greasy silk. As a rule she did nothing +save eat _pân_; though sometimes, as a favour to Erda Shepherd, who +came to read to her once a week, she would give a few more stitches to +a knitted comforter which never seemed to get any longer. It had been +begun, indeed, under the auspices of another "Miss," who had returned +to England only to die, as so many do, from exposure, and overwork, and +homesickness. For the rest, Mumtâza was an arrogant, yet good-natured +old soul, who, despite those tears on her wedding-day, had kept +dissolute Walidâd under her thumb, and his son also. Therefore, it was +one of her pet grievances--and she had many--that Roshan, her grandson, +should have defied her authority and entered the army. The great +standing grievance, however, was that the "_pinson_" she received from +Government because her husband had been deported with the Nawab to +Calcutta, was not so large as one received by a neighbour and gossip +whose husband had been hanged in the mutiny! The two old ladies came to +loggerheads over their respective claims once a month, regularly, when +pay-day came round; Mumtâza asserting shrilly that to die in a strange +country was more painful than hanging, Ashrâf-un-nissa contending +roundly that if Walidâd had had as much respectful affection for his +widow as her husband had had for his, he could easily have caused +himself to be hanged; since he had certainly deserved it. + +Whereat there would be war, until some one in the alley, or round the +corner did something outrageous,--threw slops over some one, or had +twins, or imported a new mother-in-law! Then, friendly discussion +becoming a necessity of life, the big wooden bed would once more hold +two old ladies, two roly-poly bolsters, two quilts--also two tongues! +But these confined themselves, for a time, to lesser grievances; such +as the general decadence of the age, manifested by the reluctance of +young people to obey the old. + +There was, however, no sign of displeasure in the reception prepared +for Roshan, when one afternoon, immediately after his arrival at +Eshwara, he appeared to prostrate himself at the feet of age; at least +so he had said in his letter of intimation. Mumtâza Mahal knew her duty +towards men-folk better than to show temper at once; knew also the +suffocating effect of ceremonials. So the tarnished treasures of past +state had been dug out of the mounds of litter heaped up in all four +corners of the arcaded room, and set about the courtyard. An old +elephant-housing covered the wooden bed, and to it Roshan was +conducted: his grandmother, despite her best green satin trousers, +squatting below, on a mat. + +The young soldier felt and looked thoroughly uncomfortable. Out of +sheer funk of the old lady's remarks if he had appeared in his usual +_mufti_ of English tweed and a close-fitting turban, he had reverted to +the airy muslins and embroidered smoking-caps of his forbears. He felt +chilly, barely decent in them; and, indeed, the whole environment was +absolutely repugnant to him. His grandmother's tramways could scarcely +be otherwise to one who had gone ahead by express train like Roshan +Khân. Thoroughly well-educated, he knew himself to be considered one of +the smartest native officers in the army. A first-class polo player, a +fair cricketer, able to handle cue and racket, and without equal at the +foils, he had for years met Englishmen on equal terms in sporting +matters. What wonder, then, that he sat looking inexpressibly bored +beside the _hookah_ which was the pride of his grandmamma's heart, in +that it had belonged to many dead and gone Nawabs? He was simply +longing for the solace of a smoke, yet he did not dare to use the +silver cigarette case with his initials, "R.K." on it, which Lance +Carlyon had given him at Christmas in return for the fencing lessons. +Fortunately, however, boredom and yawns are correct during visits of +ceremony, so Mumtâza Mahal crossed her little fat hands over her little +fat green-trousered legs, and told herself the lad was improved in both +manners and looks; was distinctly more like her brother, the late and +sainted Nawab. The fact emphasized her regret that, after a brilliant +career in a mission school, a career which must have led to a minor +clerkship, her grandson should have taken the unheard-of course of +entering the army! If he could even have gone as the Nawab's +grand-nephew, with a dozen troopers or so as following, it might have +been bearable; but, as Walidâd's extraction barred all claim to noble +descent, enlistment meant something very different. The old lady, +accustomed to obedience all round, when the dreadful defiance had +occurred, ten years before, had called the stars to witness that it was +all--that everything was--Pidar Narâyan's fault! And then she had +fallen a-whimpering, knowing right well that but for the latter's +intercession, she herself would have had no "_pinson_"; since +Government bars those who can be proved to be personally implicated in +evil doings. And now, as she sat looking at her grandson, the same +conflicting estimates made her irritable. Why had Pidar Narâyan ever +put his finger in the Eshwara pie? Yet, without him, where would they +all have been? Still, he need not have taught the lad to fence, and so +turned him into a mean, common soldier. + +Now, whether this was true, whether his skill with the foils had turned +Roshan's thoughts towards a fighting life, or whether it was simply the +result of natural aptitudes that way, the choice of professions had +been wise. His Colonel,--of the old school though he was,--had +admitted, when pressed, that the young Mahomedan, _given practice_, +might be able to lead the regiment as well as a fresh-joined English +subaltern. The newer school, again, playing the _Krieg spiel_ against +him at Simla, and finding itself in grips with a genuine gift for +tactics, had shaken its head and confessed the hardship of such a +talent being barred from finding its proper level. Still it was +impossible to legislate for exceptions without upsetting the every-day +army apple-cart. + +Roshan himself, being sensible--above all, being of a nation which +accepts limitations as a law of God--was, as a rule, satisfied with his +future _risaldar_ majorship, and, if he was lucky, _Aide-de-Camp to the +Queen_, and a few other titles tacked on to it. Like all natives of +India he lived largely on the approbation of his immediate superiors, +and this he had without stint; besides, his whole line of thought had +become too military for any subversion of rule and discipline to seem +desirable. + +Yet the curb made itself felt sometimes; never more keenly than at his +grandmother's scornful look, when, in reply to her catechising, he +named his income. + +"Only that! _Bâh!_ Tis the pay of a coolie!" + +"'Tis the pay of my rank, anyhow," he replied sulkily, "and I cannot +expect promotion yet; the rules--" + +She waggled her be-veiled, be-jewelled head cunningly. "Rules! What +have rules to do with favour, either for men or women? Lo! thy +grand-uncle, the Nawab, gave twice that to a coachman who had one eye +black and the other blue because he fancied him! So, if thou art in +favour, as thou sayest, ask for more. The _Huzoors_ will give it, +sooner than lose thee." + +Roshan did not attempt explanation; he simply evaded the point by +asserting that the pay was sufficient for his wants. In a way it was an +unfortunate remark, since it precipitated the lecture lurking in the +old lady's mind. + +"And for the wife's that is to come?" she asked, not without +dignity,--the dignity of age reminding youth that its turn for duty has +come. "And for the son's that has yet to be born? Why are these old +arms still empty of thy children, Roshan?" + +He had his answer ready; one that had hitherto baulked even the +matrimonial desires of his mother, who, having gone to live with her +own people, was backed up by sisters and sisters-in-law. + +"Because the Most High decreed freedom for wife and son." + +It was true. The wife found for him as a boy had died in child-birth. + +But Mumtâza had made up her mind to refuse this excuse any longer. +Matters were getting desperate. Here was Roshan past thirty, and never +a child's voice to soothe the passion which seems to come back, +vicariously, to Indian women in their old age. She had been brooding +over an appeal ever since she had heard that, after ten years' absence, +the lad was once more to be within reach of her tongue. So she edged +closer to him, an almost pathetic authority in her face. + +"That is but the skin of the orange, Roshan; I take not that as a gift! +There be more wives than one, if the one die, even for the _Huzoors_ +whom thou apest. Nay! Light of the house! frown not," she continued, in +sudden alarm at his look. "I did but mean that thou wert different from +thy fathers. How canst help it? Think not the old woman cannot +understand. Was I not young once? Was I not wedded with tears to thy +grandfather--on whom be peace! So I know the heart hath fancies, and +thine--listen while I whisper it--is--is for a wife like a _mem!_ +Wherefore not? Thou hast seen and talked with them--they have seemed +better to thee than a cow of a black girl! What then? Have not _mems_ +married our people ere now? And with thee,"--she looked round quickly, +to be certain of privacy, then leant closer still,--"with thee it would +be easy--for there is thy cousin." + +"My cousin?" he echoed stupidly. + +"Yea! thy cousin, when all is said and done," she repeated, with faint +scorn. "Is not the Miss at the palace Anâri Begum's granddaughter? Was +not Anâri Begum thy grandfather's sister? If that is not cousin, what +is it?" + +He had known these facts before, of course, but they had never +presented themselves to him in this connection. Yet they came +instantly, accredited by custom. His cousin; if so, his wife, if he +chose, almost by right. And yet from custom also, he--too sensible not +to have gauged the vast difference between his position as regards +Englishmen, and his position as regarded their wives, sisters, +mothers--was conscious of distinct revolt. "Thou shouldst not say such +things," he exclaimed almost angrily; "the Miss-_sahib_--" + +"Miss-_sahib_ indeed!" interrupted Mumtâza with a forced giggle. "Who +knows she is that? Not even Pidar Narâyan." + +"Wherefore?" asked Roshan coldly. "Her mother was Bonaventura-_sahib's_ +child and heir. That is certain; else the Government would not have +continued the grants given to him by the Nawab." + +An expression of infinite cunning crossed the old lady's face; she +tucked another budget of _pân_ into her cheek, preparatory to a lengthy +explanation. + +"Not if it was payment for evidence given, by which Government could +find excuse for seizing the rest, and sending innocent people to die in +Calcutta? Thou knowest the tale, Roshan? How Pidar Narâyan said no word +when everyone was searching, after Bun-avatâr's death, for Anâri Begum, +who had disappeared, and how, when the land was being taken, he +appeared with a baby, a baptized baby, and swore it was Bun-avatâr's +lawful heir--that he himself had married them. Mayhap he did. But, look +you, Anâri was in the palace _zenâna_ ere she disappeared. Who is to +say she is not thy cousin twice over?... I say not that she is, look +you, but who can tell. Yet this is certain, Roshan; she hath Anâri +Begum's eyes. For I have seen her; but a month ago the Miss who reads +brought her, not knowing of these tales; for Pidar Narâyan keeps a +silent tongue. Her name is Laila,[3] and thine Roshan.[4] Is not that a +fate? and she hath thy grand-aunt's eyes; ay! and thy grandfather's +land too; for would it not have been Walidâd's, if Bun-avatâr had not +ousted him from the _wazeer_-ship with singing birds?" + +Roshan Khân stood up feeling as if he was being suffocated. It was ten +years since he had had experience of the fine-drawn meshes of vague, +almost useless, conspiracy for which Indian women have such vast +capability; it was ten years since, with eyes open to his own +advantage, he had cast in his lot loyally with the Government he +served. In that time there had not been wanting--there never is in +India--others, less scrupulous, ready to trade on his connection with a +dispossessed family, and his possible sense of injustice. He had known +how to treat them. But this idea bit shrewdly at a feeling which men of +his stamp have inevitably--the desire for a wife more suitable to their +own culture than they can hope to find among their own people. He gave +an uneasy laugh. "These be dreams, indeed, grandmother. To begin with, +Pidar Narâyan--" + +"Pidar Narâyan! Pidar Narâyan!" echoed the old diplomatist tartly, "Art +turned Hindoo, that thou dost count Narâyan[5] the Creator of all?" +Then she suddenly clapped her hands together in absolute impatience +and anger. "Yet is it true. He _is_ the cause of all! But for him +Bun-avatâr would have been as an over-fried fritter, a burst bladder, +a drum on a hen's back! But for his teaching thee to fence--" + +A quick frown came to her hearer's face. "Teaching! Ay! but only enough +to make me fit for his skill to play with. I know that now. Well! let +him try it again--" Roshan's sudden fierceness died down to sombre +discontent--"but that is fool's talk. He is too old. I could not meet +him on equal terms." He drew himself up proudly; yet he felt a vague +regret at his own acquired sense of fair play. Below it lay a savagery +that could rejoice in revenge at any price, and Mumtâza Mahal, watching +him, thought him still more like his ancestors, and nodded approvingly. + +"Think of it, at least, Roshan," she said, "and remember that it is not +as if the girl were a real _mem_. Pidar Narâyan, for all he is so +clever, was put to it to find a husband for the mother, the baptized +baby! He took a poor creature from Martin's school at Lucknow, at last, +who could not even speak English like a _Huzoor_--" + +"Because he was Italian and a Catholic," put in Roshan, then shrugged +his shoulders impatiently. "But thou canst not understand. 'Tis +impossible! Dreams, grandmother, dreams!" + +"Dreams come true even when forgotten, and torchbearers never see their +own way," retorted the old lady, ending the discussion with proverbial +wisdom as a clincher. "So think of it, since thoughts cost nothing, and +tell no tales." + +Roshan felt as if they did the former at any rate, as he strode back +toward the fort, telling himself he would feel better when he had on +his uniform once more. This was his _metier_, not marriage. The best +soldiers, the really great soldiers--he paused, the knowledge that he +could never rise to real greatness coming to make him clinch his right +hand as if on his sword-hilt. The tempest of revolt which swept through +him left him dazed, for he had reasoned the matter out with himself +thoroughly, and thought he had accepted the situation, thought that he +had realized that his dignity in the regiment under the present system +went side by side, and not behind, that of the English officers. Yet +here he was at the mercy of something too strong for acquired wisdom. +He walked on faster to escape into a more wholesome environment, and by +sheer force of will succeeded in driving away all thought of the past +interview save a triviality. That was the remembrance that her name was +Laila, his Roshan. Light and Darkness, Day and Night. A fate indeed. + +As he passed into the courtyard, however, on his way to the door in the +river bastion, a group in its centre, round the old gun, brought his +attention back to realities, and he went towards it, his slipper-shod +feet making no martial clank, this time, on the union-jack of raised +paths. The group consisted of half a dozen or so of men listening to +something which was being declaimed, with much gesticulation, by an +ash-smeared _jogi_, whose wide-pierced ears, distended by conch-shell +rings, and transverse bar of white on his forehead, showed him to +belong to the sect which claims to have transcendental powers. + +Apparently he had been making the claim, for a young man, whose costume +smacked of Western culture, and whose face was acute, litigious, +interrupted him impatiently. + +"Yea, yea; possibly thou couldst come over the obstruction, +Gorakh-nâth-_jee_; but the question is whether the obstruction be +legal. Is it not so, Lala Ramanund?" + +Lala Ramanund, whose dress was even more Western, and who had a certain +air of distinction, due, evidently, to position, assented; adding, as a +rider, and with some contempt, that at present they had only _jogi_ +Gorakh-nâth's word that any interference was intended. + +Gorakh-nâth, a tall, muscular man, naked save for his grass-rope +girdle, his wild hair twined and twisted to a tiara, his wild, +half-insane eyes telling of drugs, shot a glance of absolute defiance +at Ramanund. "Thy name, _pundit-jee_, is not likely to give friendly +witness to mine," he began, alluding to the fact that they were +respectively called after the founders of their absolutely antagonistic +sects, "and yet methinks thou couldst, seeing--" + +Here Dya Ram, the first speaker, alarmed in his lawyer's soul at the +militant tone of the _jogi_, suggested hastily that they might inquire, +say at the gate; or stay! there was the _risaldar_ coming; he must +know. + +Once more, as he listened to the question put to him, the expression of +his race and creed came to Roshan's face, hiding its culture. + +"Of a certainty!" he replied haughtily. "The gun belongs to the Fort. +It is not to be used as a shelter for--for saints!" His contempt was +palpable. + +"I deny your premise," put in Dya Ram eagerly. "The gun is the people's +by prescriptive right. I can use it if I choose. The Government +professes neutrality; therefore, no one has a right to interfere with +my religion." + +Roshan's face was a study. "Lo! Dya Ram, for thou art my old +class-fellow surely, hast gone back to the old beliefs since the days +when thou didst sign thyself at the end of thy essays, and in thy +books, 'Dya Ram, Agnostic'?" + +Dya Ram gave an uneasy cough. "It is a question of legality--" he +began. + +"And of money also," put in a new voice cringingly. "The pilgrims come +hither to see the saint, and then bathe. But if there is no saint, many +will not come, and I, who have my right on the steps as marker of the +caste marks--" + +"Right!" echoed the Mahomedan curtly. "Have a care, caste-marker, lest +we do not claim the courtyard also." + +Here Ramanund, who had hitherto listened indifferently, took up the +cudgels. "That can scarcely be, _risaldar-sahib_," he said; "our pious +folk have come hither to perform their offices since time began." + +Gorakh-nâth turned on him at once. "Not so, _Vaishnava!_" he said. +"Thou and thine know naught of the Beginning of Things. Come to us and +Holy Shiv-_jee_ for that! Thou art as far from the great wisdom as +he"--here he pointed wildly to Roshan--"yea! further, despite thy +pretence of purity! Despite thy hunger yesterday when, returning to thy +lost faith, thou didst come here to eat as the twice-born should, and a +shadow fell upon thy food! Despite thy deafness to this world just +now,"--here he laughed jeeringly,--"which kept thee back from bearing +witness to my truth, to the truth of Shiv-_jee's_ servant!" + +Dya Ram looked at him, then at Ramanund perplexedly. "What means he?" +he said aside. "Didst thou really come hither?" + +"My wife was dying," replied Ramanund in a low, rapid undertone, "and +I--you understand--there--there is nothing certain, you see--and any +chance--one goes back at such times--" he broke off almost desperately +in his confession. + +Dya Ram, who had signed himself Agnostic, nodded. He understood what it +was to be rudderless in a familiar current, and came to the rescue of +his friend's consistency by asserting that any such decision regarding +the gun, if one had been made, would certainly be disputed. That he and +his--though they demurred to its being counted against them for faith +in the worshipping of mere matter--would, if necessary, carry the case +to the High Court. + +"Carry it to the Court of thy god Indra, if need be, Dya Ram," retorted +Roshan, and as he strode off he spat deliberately in the dust. That +also surprised him faintly, for he had thought he had learnt tolerance +of the _Huzoors_. So, with a frown and yet with relief, he put his hand +on the latch which would open the way back to a less disturbing +environment. As he did so, another hand was on it also. The door opened +from within, and Father Ninian stood on the threshold barring it; but +barring it with smiles. + +"Ah! my pupil," he said in English. "I have been listening to your +praises from Captain Dering, and from Mr. Carlyon too. He says you are +the best fencer in the army. You and I must cross foils again sometime, +eh, my pupil?" + +Roshan, as he stepped aside elaborately to let the old man pass, drew +himself up and saluted. + +"If you please, sir; but I have learnt new things since--since those +days." + +His tone made Father Ninian pause to look at him for an instant; then +he replied, "And I have not forgotten the old; that makes us equal." + +Roshan gave a little hard laugh as he went in; if the old man liked to +think so, let him. + +But Father Ninian's face as he passed--a black shadow in the +sunshine--across the level steps leading down to the river wore a +wistful smile. Old and new, he thought. New and old. Senseless, useless +words, fit only for humanity to juggle dreams from, since no man knew +the unseen beginning, knew the unseen end; knew even his own birth and +death. In the endless band of life, naught came first, naught last, and +the things of to-day might be old, the things of yesterday might be +new. + +"_Margherita!_" + +The name came soundless to the priest's lips, and a quick flush of +youth, and hope, and joy seemed to smooth away the wrinkles of his +face. A faint laugh, a happy laugh, went further towards a hearing than +the name. It was sixty years ago, nearly, since he had left her. An old +story indeed, and yet how new. The new wine of it ran in his old veins, +thrilled to his old brain, and took him back absolutely to a palazzo on +the outskirts of Rome, with the pale flood of the Tiber flowing beneath +a marble loggia. He had never looked on running water since without +remembrance, and now--his feet having led him unconsciously to the +river's edge--he stood smiling at the pale flood of the Hari. For he +knew that he had fought a good fight, that he had kept the promise he +had made in order to still her soul; that he had kept her boy, Pietro +Bonaventura, so far as he could, from harm, and his child, and his +child's child, gathering them as lambs into the arms of Holy Church. + +And then something in the last thought drove the tender human smile +from his face. He murmured a "_Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa_," bent to +the stream, and dipping his fingers in it, crossed himself. + +"May Shiv-_jee's_ blessing go with his holy water, _Baba-jee_," said a +voice behind him. It was Gorakh-nâth the _jogi_, who, his sympathizers +having departed, had come to fill his gourd. + +Father Ninian turned; so for a space they stood face to face; +representatives of the two great supernaturalisms of the world; the one +which has held the West, the one which has held the East. + +The old man's face, at first, returned to kindly human tolerance; for +his fifty years of Eshwara had widened his sympathies. But, as he stood +before the _jogi_ it hardened, and the priestly arrogance of the naked +ash-smeared figure, stretching a right hand in claim over the +sanctifying power of the river, was reflected in Father Ninian's as he +spread his left hand upwards, and turned on his heel with the words, +"_Vade retro Satanas!_" + + + + + CHAPTER V + + THE "DEE-PUK-RÂG" + + +"You are tired to death as it is--why should you fuss any more over a +pack--" + +"Ssh! sir; don't talk rubbish. I am all right; and Eugene is so anxious +everything should be a success that I must. Besides I--I like it." + +Mrs. Walsall Smith sent the hostess' gathering smile round her long +luncheon table, and rose. So did Vincent Dering, who had sat at her +right hand--a position due to his rank as commandant of Eshwara--and, +as he did, he drew his chair aside to let the girl on his left pass, +with his usual somewhat _voyant_ courtesy, though it was only Laila +Bonaventura. He had met her several times during the past few days, and +the effect which her singing had made on him had vanished before her +general failure to interest him in the least. And to-day she actually +wore a blue sash! In addition she had filled up the time between her +monosyllables in methodically crumbling her bread and ranging the +results in a pattern, until the inanity of it had got on his nerves, +and he had felt inclined to beg her to desist. + +And yet, as in passing her black eyes looked into his with one +curious yet comprehensive flash, a memory of the extreme regularity of +the curves and lines which had annoyed him, made him--quite +irrelevantly--wonder hastily if he could have said anything to Muriel +which-- + +He broke off in his own thought impatiently, and gave an apologetic +glance after Mrs. Walsall Smith's fragile figure. There never was +anything, never! Never a word said, never a deed done, which all the +world--even Eugene Smith himself--might not hear and know. Vincent +Dering felt a pulse of sheer virtue as he looked down the long table at +his host, with the vague irritation which the possessors of women often +arouse in those who are not their possessors. For Muriel Smith's +half-playful, half-wistful rejection of sympathy had held that faint +hint of dutiful martyrdom which seems so purely angelic to selfish +man--unless he happens to be the wretch who inflicts it! + +Curious, he thought; Eugene wasn't much of a gentleman, but he wasn't a +bad sort, and he was fond of his wife, in a way. Yet he was blind to +the fact that Muriel was not fit to go trapesing about his blessed old +canal works with the pack of _padrés_ and people he had got together to +do honour to his skill. She would do it, of course, and get through +with it, too! Here he helped himself to a glass of sherry, and felt +incoherently that she was the dearest and best woman in the world,--the +one woman in the world, so far as he was concerned. + +As he sat between those two empty chairs where those two women, so +absolutely unlike, had fenced him in on either side, a faint wonder +tinged his virtue in comparing the last three years with the time +before it. + +If anyone had told him, then, that he would write every day to a woman +and expect her to write to him without a word or a deed-- + +"Please, Dering-darlin'," said an imperious small voice, "mum wants +'oo, 'tos pup'll go off, she says, wis' all a gemplemen, an' she wants +'oo to go off wis' a ladies!" + +"All right, little 'un," he laughed gladly, finishing his sherry at a +gulp, and, ere catching the little mite in his arms, giving himself +that smartening pull together which was so characteristic of the man. + +He looked very handsome, very happy, as he came up, with Gladys shaking +her curls at him in outrageous flirtation. + +"How kind!" said Muriel. "I don't know what I should do without you." + +That was all; but it sent him off in absolute content to tackle the +stoutest lady in the room. + +"If _you_ make the move, Mrs. Campbell," he said diplomatically, +"everyone will follow, and I know Mrs. Smith is anxious we should +start, as it will take some time to go round." + +"Ay! that it will!" assented the good lady in a mournful Scotch accent. +"'Deed if it were not for Dr. James--" she glanced fearfully at a tall +man in a black frock coat--a man whose patriarchal beard had once been +red and was now the colour of a carpet whisk--who was buttonholing +Father Ninian; the latter, with his straight slenderness, looking +almost youthful beside the other's burly bulk. + +"I wouldn't go if I didn't want to," put in a sharp-featured lady who +belonged to another black frock coat--a small one. "You spoil the +doctor, Mrs. Campbell. As I tell _my_ husband, I yield to him in +spiritual matters--the mission, you know, and all that; but when it +comes to realities--the housekeeping, and what we are to eat, and do, +and that sort of thing--that is my province." + +Mrs. Campbell turned her fat good-natured face on her neighbour's +placidly. "Ay, my dear; but ye didn't promise to be a wife to Dr. +James, an' I did. So, Captain Dering, if you can find my niece--" + +"Miss Shepherd is quite safe, Mrs. Campbell. Carlyon's looking after +her," interrupted Vincent, feeling another spasm of sheer virtue. He +had seen the two sitting together at lunch, apparently interested in +each other, and he had noticed how Lance, on entering the drawing-room, +had made his way straight to those coils of red-bronze hair which had a +trick of being the most conspicuous point in any group of which they +formed part. So Lance would enjoy himself simply; he would not have to +gain pleasure in complex fashion by dragging about a _posse_ of +uninteresting old ladies, for the sake of a lady who was neither. +Vincent's face had a bored look as he began his task by piloting his +charge into the verandah, and so on into the open. + +It was hot work crossing the stretch of sand which lay between the +bungalow and the red brick abutments of the canal head; but once there, +with the broad still basin of the united rivers before you, a cool +breeze blew pleasantly from that blue barrier of hills with the +gold-spiked temples of Eshwara enamelled against it, and a soft white +mist hiding the feet of the far-distant snows; so hiding the "Cradle of +the Gods! The floods had gone, however, and so had the robe of +righteousness. The sandbanks lay bare, of the earth, earthy. The logs, +too, were no longer dipping and dancing in the currents. Some were +piled criss-cross on the spit, awaiting ransomers, and a few lay like +straight shadows, half in, half out of the receding water. + +"A log! not a bit of it!" said someone, stooping for a stone. "Look!" + +The missile fell far short of the low streak of sand and shadow, but +did its work. The shadow disappeared, as a bottle-nosed alligator +slipped silently into the stream. Most eyes watched it, but Lance +Carlyon's turned to Erda Shepherd. He had only met her once, casually, +when he was out fishing on the spit, since the day when Father Ninian +had introduced them, and they had seen something else in the river that +was also not a log. + +"Do you remember," he began impulsively, "the first time we met?" + +A shadow slipped into her limpid bronze eyes also. "Certainly," she +interrupted coldly. "It is not so very long ago--is it?" + +She had fenced with his assumption of friendliness more than once +already; feeling vexed with herself, the while, that she should do so. +Since what did it matter? However much she might regret--and she had +regretted with foolish unseen blushes as she had lain awake at night +wondering what had possessed her--the almost indecent unveiling of +realities in that first five minutes, she could not undo it. Besides, +she had told herself, he had in all probability forgotten it in polo, +and partridge-shooting, fishing, and such things. + +But he had not, apparently; and he parried her fence with a still more +friendly laugh. + +"I didn't mean that, of course; but we won't talk of it, if you'd +rather not. It isn't a very Mark Tapleyish subject, is it, for an +afternoon party?" + +The blush was to be seen this time. "So I have been thinking myself, +Mr. Carlyon, ever since last Wednesday," she began, still more coldly, +"and I am sorry--" + +He interrupted her quite cavalierly. "I didn't mean that, either, and +you know I didn't. However, we'll leave it alone. So you're not coming +to the ball! Do you know, I think it's an awful pity; I'm sure you'd +dance beautifully." + +She felt outraged, in a way, and yet she smiled. He seemed so much +younger than she was. Younger; but stronger and more vital. That calm +assertion, too, that she knew she was playing feminine tricks with him, +had been manly and dignified to quite a crushing degree. She could not +help being at once meek and indulgent. + +"I don't dance, Mr. Carlyon," she said quietly; adding, as a rider and +salve to her conscience, "I--I think it wrong." + +"I thought you might," he returned, evidently pleased at his own +acumen, "but I don't see it that way. Of course if--if you go in for +those ideas, you know, you can make it seem--well--awful low; but I--" +he paused before even a possible sounding of his own trumpet--"you see +I think it's awfully jolly; besides, it's such ripping good exercise, +and I have to be careful, I tell you, not to put on flesh. I ride +thirteen-four, as it is." His face grew grave over the confession. + +"Is that much?" she said, her eyes caught and held by the splendid +figure beside her. "You are very tall, surely." There was almost a +pride in her tone, certainly a tenderness. + +He shook his head. "Not so tall as my people are generally. We Carlyons +run to size. My uncle, Sir Lancelot's, six-three, and his son is +six-four; but he's a bit weedy. So when you're only six-one and a half +you can't afford to wax fat; you've got to keep the body in subjection. +That's right, isn't it?" His pride in his Scriptural knowledge made it +impossible for her to be stern, though she felt she ought to be. + +"Quite right, Mr. Carlyon," she assented, hurriedly, "but see! the +others have gone on, and I don't want to miss--She stumbled, in her +haste to end the tête-à-tête, on a loose brick, and for an instant was +over-near the edge of the abutment. + +"Take care!" he said, his hand on hers to give support; a cool, strong +hand, with an insistence in its clasp which seemed to single her out +from the world to stand so, hand fast in hand. "You were very nearly +over that time," he said, smilingly, as he released her. "Now let's +come on, or, as you say, we shall be too late for the fair. Smith's +going to show off his electric light in the tents, you know." + +Perhaps it was the slip which had made her dizzy, but she walked beside +him feeling as if she were in a dream. And, in truth, the scene which +grew upon them as they went on had a strange unearthliness and +unreality. She paused, and gave a little gasp of pleasure and surprise. +"It seems impossible!" she said. "A week ago, when I was here, it was +all sand, sand; and now--" + +Her eyes met the wide, flower-set walks, the stately white palaces of +the Vice-regal camp with absolute incredulity. "Did you do all this?" +she asked, doubtfully. "Why, you've made a new world!" She felt +inwardly as if he had, somehow, for her. + +"Oh! Vincent did a lot of the decorations, you know. He's that sort. +We--my fellows, I mean, and Dillon's gaol-birds--dug, and did the dirty +work. But it looks all right, doesn't it?" + +It did, indeed,--absolutely and entirely all right. So white, so +straight, so disciplined; even to the very twist on the tent ropes. + +"That peg's out of line," said Lance, pausing suddenly. "Here, +sergeant!" + +A following had gathered in their rear, bringing up the little +procession of Englishmen and women, with a knot of dark faces, and from +it a man in dust-coloured drill stepped, and saluted. + +"Two inches, or, say, an inch and a half." Erda caught so much in the +order given as she walked on. + +_Two inches, or, say, an inch and a half!_ No more than that wrong in +this dream city; and over yonder? Her eyes travelled past the snowdrift +of the camp, rising against the blue background of wide water, to +Eshwara, rising against its background of blue hill. + +"I thought so; a good inch and a half," said Lance exultantly, coming +up with measured strides. "It makes a lot of difference though." + +She looked at him critically. Older by some months than he, full of +strong character, almost overfull of strong convictions, she was +yet--as women must be until experience of work-a-day life teaches them, +as it has taught men, the value of subordination--curiously +undisciplined, curiously lawless. And this striving after uniformity +impressed her. + +"I suppose you learn that sort of thing in the army," she said, with a +new respect. + +He laughed. "I should think so; buttons and bootlaces all to pattern. +It's an awful bore, but it keeps things going. Now, here we are! Now, +you can see properly." + +They stood in the centre of the camp, in front of the huge _durbar_ +tent, that wandering throne of an empire fixed and immovable as the +stars. In front of them, rising out of a wilderness of roses, +blossoming where nothing but sand had shown since the primeval sea +receded from the hills, was the flag of that empire, its folds drooping +round the mast. And beyond it, past the two brass guns pointing down +the long vista, was an avenue of palms, bordered by green grass and +beds of flowers, and intersected by broad paths leading back to the +solid white squares of the tents. At the farther end, a quarter of a +mile or more from the flagstaff, a triumphal arch at the entrance +showed, until the palm-leaves cut it short, a legend: + + + "WELCOME TO THE LORD----" + + +and above it, far at the feet of those distant snows, lay that wreath +of white mist hiding the "Cradle of the Gods." + +Erda's eyes travelled to it, and from it to the other vistas, similar +yet smaller, stretching to the right and left of her. Then to the +orderly rows on rows of tents, looking like solid blocks of marble +behind her. The whole shut in from the world by a high white wall; +still, silent, empty, waiting for the Hosts of the Lord. A snow-drift +facing that mist-drift on the hills. And between them? Eshwara, and all +that Eshwara held of evil and of good. + +The dreaminess left her eyes, startled at a band of dark figures which +at this moment appeared rounding the corner of a tent--figures in +scanty striped clothing with a broad arrow on it; figures with shaven, +close-capped heads and leg irons clanking, as their bare feet threaded +through the flowers. And behind them, half-hidden, as ever, under his +mushroom of a hat, came George Dillon. He had noticed, as he passed +with the others, that the roses were flagging a bit under the hot sun, +and had gone back to summon a fatigue party of his criminals to water +them. + +"Bring another go, _mate_," he ordered, as the gang, filing past the +flagstaff, emptied their earthen pots; "then go back to the road. And +be quick. There's no time to lose. The Lord-_sahib_ comes to-morrow." + +They obeyed with grins; and Dr. Dillon, as he paused beside Lance and +Erda, looked after them approvingly. "They like this better than +picking oakum, and I've had to set some of 'em to do that, now the +digging's done. I shall be glad when this show's over, and we move on." + +"Move! where?" asked Erda. + +"Where there is work to be done, Miss Shepherd. Satan finds mischief, +you know, especially with his own hands." He paused and smiled. +"They're a queer lot. Do you know some of them are in a blind funk +because they think a percentage of them have to be sacrificed before +the water will run." He grew grave again. "Poor devils!" he added, in a +softer tone--"as if they hadn't paid tribute already. I lost over a +hundred last year, what with pneumonia and malaria, but they don't seem +to count that--that is the will of the gods. But I say, hadn't you +better be going into the tent if you want to see the light-up? Smith +went off to his plant five minutes ago with his gang, so it's about +time." + +It was almost pitch dark in the huge tent, and as they slipped in +through the closed portieres, Vincent Dering's voice called to them. + +"Be quick, please; and, Carlyon, tell them to shut down the outer +screens. We want to have a real flash-up, and I believe we are all here +now." + +Whether that was so or not Erda could not tell. The brief ray of light +caused by their entrance had only shown her Captain Dering's figure +beside his hostess, and given her a glimpse of Laila Bonaventura's +white dress close by. So it was eerie, in a way, to wait in the +darkness, knowing it to be full of people she knew; yet to have +consciousness of nothing save their voices, since age, sex, position, +even race, were alike awaiting this new light which was to make them +manifest. Perhaps the eeriness struck her companions also, for the +voices came clearly; not in a babel, but answering each other in the +listening, waiting silence. + +"We are all full of sparks, I assure you, Mrs. Campbell." + +"I am weel aware o' it, Doctor Dillon; but it's too much like a brand +snatched frae the burning to my taste; for Doctor James will have +it--" + +"Undoubtedly, my dear Ann. It appears to me, sir, and I trust it will +to you, as a most interesting scientific fact, calculated to confound +those who scoff at the possibility of eternal punishment in a fire that +is not quenched--" + +"Or to comfort those who believe in a cleansing one--who seek a place +in the crown of stars about their Mother's head--who feel the flame of +immortality." Its faint hesitancy betrayed this voice, as the dryness +did the next. + +"If I've got to generate my own heaven or hell, I prefer to pass; but +if one could turn on a fifty-candlepower reflecting lamp during a _post +mortem_ or a bacillus hunt, it would be useful." + +"Yes! Fancy being able to get up at night and see, at once, in all +corners of the room if there were snakes!" + +This brought a laugh till a fragile voice said plaintively, "That's +just the worst of it. When one begins to see things too clearly, they +are so apt to be nasty." + +"That, my dear Madam, has always appeared to me as an additional +argument against those who contend that Perfect Wisdom could not wisely +have produced so imperfect a being as Man." + +"Surely, Dr. Campbell," interrupted a tart voice, "the necessity for +something on which to exercise our faith proves that; but then I am +only a woman. I confine myself to realities." + +"Then what a bore it would be if there were no delusions! By Jove! it +would be dull. Who is it says the soul of man lies in his imagination?" +Captain Dering's voice could not be mistaken. + +"Just so--and nowhere else." + +This came in an aside, and was followed in the same tone by the eager, +hesitating voice. "Scoffer! When you men of Science spend your lives in +listening--to the things which cannot be heard--looking for the things +that cannot be seen-- Ah! doctor!--you can't impose on me. I know +you--I have seen you." + +The very darkness seemed abashed, and there was silence; till a new +voice, young, full-throated, broke it. "But how can you tell if things +are nasty till you have seen them--they may be nice. Ah-h-h!" + +It had come like a creation, flooding all things with irresistible +light. + +A sort of sigh made itself heard; a sigh of vague relief. "By Jove!" +said Captain Dering, "it will make a difference to the _durbar_. As a +rule you can't see the diamonds and jewels; and they are half the +show." + +Palpably there could be no fear of that. To the uttermost corner of the +vast tent, the pattern of its lining of shawls was visible; each boss +on the parcel-gilt poles glittered and shone; the very legend round the +arms of England above the Vice-regal chair stood out clear "_Dieu et +mon droit_." And the expression on the two groups of dark faces, the +one which had come by invitation to see, the other which had crept in +at the further end, could not be mistaken. In the one, indifference +struggled with curiosity; in the other assent was mingled with awe. + +"What are they saying?" asked Lance, who, having come late, stood close +to the latter group. "Something about _Dee-puk-râg_. What's that?" + +Erda shook her head. "Father Ninian will know--he knows all these +things--that is why they call him Pidar Narâyan, and let him do +anything. Sometimes I wonder if it isn't the best way." The last, +spoken to herself, was interrupted by Father Ninian's echo. + +"The _Dee-puk-râg!_ Why, yes--of course!" He turned to the dark faces +in sheer delight. "Yea! brothers!" he said in Hindustani, "ye are +right! It is the _Dee-puk-râg_--the sign of kingship. Have I not told +ye always that the Lord is with us--and with you?" Then he turned back +to his other hearers: "It means the Song of Light--a charm--a spell +which the great men of old knew. Is it not so, Ramanund?" + +A half-reluctant voice from the invited replied, "The ignorant say so, +sir." + +A faintly sarcastic smile came to the fine old face. "And they believe +its possession marks the born ruler of men--the God-sent guide; since, +when it is sung, the light comes from the stars to help the world on +its way--to dispel the darkness! Ah-h-h!" + +It had gone! and in the black night which settled blankly on speaker +and audience, a faint, far cry came from outside. More than one woman's +voice echoed it with a little startled gasp of suspense. + +"It is all right!" called Vincent Dering, "the thing is always popping +in and out--I've seen it at Euston--it will come back directly." And +then, in response to something he alone had heard, he whispered, "Don't +be alarmed; Eugene will set it right in a moment--really--" + +As he bent his head a scent of violets--the scent she always +used--assailed him; and that half-heard appeal--"Oh, what is it, +Vincent?" seemed still in his ears. Even in the darkness he knew she +must be close to him. He felt the soft ruffle of the lace about her +hand upon his wrist. It trembled, surely. Did it? Or was it only +his own bounding pulse. A sudden imperious desire to know--to be +certain--swept through him. + +Then, with a sort of suffocating rush to heart and brain, came the +knowledge that his clasp was answered by that small hand--so small, so +clinging, so trustful--so dear--so absolutely dear--so dear!--so very +dear!! + +As he stood in the darkness, he knew that every mooring was gone, knew +that this--this thing--would change--must change--the whole position. +It was a light, indeed; a light showing the way--a different way! A +sort of fierce exultation took possession of him. He knew, now, that he +had been dreaming till then; that he had been blind. + +"Ah! what a relief! That dreadful darkness was getting on my nerves," +said a calm voice coming to him from out of the flood of white light +which seemed to have rent their hands asunder. + +Their hands--when she stood yonder? He turned, bewildered, to find a +pair of grave black eyes fixed critically on him. + +"I--I--he began. + +"It doesn't matter," said Laila Bonaventura, with stolid indifference. +"You thought it was her hand, of course. I quite understand." + +Did she? Did--could--anyone? even he himself? + +God! How content--how happy he had been--how certain-- + +"Dillon! Dillon! For God's sake, where's Dillon?" came an excited +voice, as Eugene Smith burst into the tent, bringing the afternoon +sunshine to war with that unearthly light. "Come along, man! There's +been an accident in the workshop! I warned them not to touch--one--a +mere boy--did. Got startled, I suppose, and fell over--onto the +circular saw--it was going. His leg--I've tried a _tourniquet_, but I +can't stop--" + +The remainder was inaudible; the caller and the called, followed by +Vincent, glad of any interruption to the intolerableness of his +confusion, were already running as for dear life down the palm-set +avenue towards the canal workshop outside the walls. + +That it was for death, however, not life, Dr. Dillon saw at a glance; +though, without a pause, he knelt down in the fateful, irresistible +tide of life blood which was ebbing and flowing with such awful +insistency, and set his teeth in fight. + +Yet once he gave an upward glance to the long, low roof so full of +driving bands and wheels and levers, so full of men's power, so empty +of men's passion; and then a straight one to the circle of ignorant, +awe-stricken, dark faces closing in round him. And as he did so, he +muttered to himself:-- + +"I wouldn't have had this happen for a thousand pounds--and a +high-caste man, too!" + +Undoubtedly; the sacred thread showed on the shoulder under the broad +arrow--for the twice-born are twice-born even in gaol. + +"Lay him on Mother Earth to die, ye of his caste!" said a voice from +behind. It was Father Ninian's. His haste had driven the colour from +his face; he stood breathless, yet calm, his right hand raised. In the +awestricken circle none stirred; there was no sacred thread upon their +shoulders. + +"Give me a hand, please, Dr. Dillon," said the old man quietly; "he +will not die easy there." So, between them, they shifted the slight +figure from the wooden platform on which it had fallen, to the ground +all sodden and stained with that tide of blood. A faint content seemed +to come to the half-conscious face; the head nestled itself into the +soft earth as if to rest. + +The circle of dark and white faces fell back alike, leaving the doctor +and the priest alone with death,--the doctor with both hands detaining +that ebbing tide of life, the priest with the _viaticum_ of another +faith on his lips speeding it on its way. + +"Lo!" whispered some of the circle. "Hark to his '_Ram Ram!_' He +knows--Pidar Narâyan knows." + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + ALPHA AND OMEGA + + +Am-ma was fishing. Breast deep in the water, which in the early dawn +stretched like a shining shield to meet the pale primrose vestments of +the coming day, his bodiless head and shoulders slid sedately over the +surface like some strange kind of wild-fowl; for his hands, clasped at +the back of his curly frizz of hair, held the apex of a conical, +reed-distended net, shaped like a pair of wings. His eyes were closed, +and, despite all lack of visible movement, the tenseness of every +muscle, the strained look of every curve, showed that he was on the +alert for something; that something, being the first hint of possible +prey sent by his hidden feet as they felt, like hands, over the bottom. +Felt lightly, buoyantly, with scarce more pressure than the water +itself, until, at the first suspicion of a fish lying half-buried in +the sand, they would fling themselves air-wards to change places with +his head; and that, with the net twirled dexterously above it, would go +down like an extinguisher over the suspicious ridge or furrow. +Sometimes--most often, of course,--they proved to be nothing else; but +sometimes, again, there would be a pause, during which the black legs +would remain uppermost, and then, once more, the black head would come +air-wards with a wriggling fish, held, if it happened to be a small +one, in its white teeth. For Am-ma had not been provided by nature with +a pouch, like the pelicans who were fishing hard by; and, being +absolutely destitute of clothing and pockets, had to sidle sedately to +the bank with each prize before seeking another, since both hands and +feet were needed for its capture. Otherwise, his method of fishing was +little removed from the birds,--the net being considered as his beak. +If anything, it was the more primitive of the two, since the pelicans +fished in companies, drawing a serried line round each likely shallow; +whereas Am-ma had all the distrust of his fellow which marks man in his +earliest development. For, even amongst his kind, Am-ma was held to be +barbarian; though, Heaven knows! the six or seven millions of wild +tribes and forest races in India which go to make up its two hundred +and eighty, are primitive enough. Those six or seven millions, frankly, +absolutely savage, who, as the census puts it, are 'not to be +specified'; remaining, as they do, untouched by either the +civilizations or religions with which they have come in contact. Six or +seven millions, whose very superstitions are their own monopoly! + +Some there were among these fisher folk of Eshwara who, like Gu-gu, +were faintly leavened with latter-day learning, faintly amenable to +latter-day standards; but Am-ma's dull brain was satisfied with what it +had inherited; which included, amongst other things, sight, hearing, +touch, keen almost beyond belief. So he opened his eyes at a sound +which, to an ordinary person, would have been as inaudible as the swift +coming of sunlight in the sky; and his sight told him immediately what +it was in detail. A canoe was coming down the lagoon with two men in +it. Now there was only one canoe in Eshwara, and that belonged to +Pundit Ramanund. He had been over the black water, and learnt, amongst +a number of other strange new things which were of no use, how to +paddle a canoe--his own or another's! For what good was a canoe when +you did not know the sandbanks? And how could you know the sand-banks +unless you swam over them and dived down to them? Then, if you could do +that, what was the good of a canoe? An air-bag, or even an earthen pot +under the pit of your stomach, on which you could lie, was sufficient +for all practical purposes. + +Therefore one of the men Am-ma knew must be Ramanund; the other, by his +turban, was a Mahomedan. Did _he_ know the sand-banks? Am-ma shaded his +eyes with one hand, and watched to see. Evidently not; the canoe stuck +here, there, everywhere, yet still came on slowly. But if the occupants +wanted--as everybody seemed to want nowadays--to cross over to the +other side--that other side where the red brick headworks of the canal +showed like a plinth--to those strange, new white tents where the Lord +was expected; then they would find the navigation more intricate. + +Am-ma being conservative inevitably, smiled at the certainty, closed +his eyes, and went on fishing; till he opened them again at a shout. + +"Which way?" he echoed, his voice sounding hollow from its nearness to +the water. "By the deep stream, always." + +"And which is that, fool?" came Roshan's voice angrily. + +"Where there is most water," returned Am-ma calmly. "Cease from +paddling, and the canoe will tell you without fail. Such things know of +themselves. They are wise." + +"But we want to get over to the camp as quickly as we can," said +Ramanund, interrupting an impatient retort of Roshan Khân's, with an +aside to the effect that they had better not alienate their only hope. +The river was lower than he had expected, or he would never have +suggested crossing in the boat, as quicker than the bridge; yet there +was not time to go back. + +Am-ma smiled cunningly. "None will get quicker than he can, my masters; +that much is certain." Being pleased with his own wit, he laughed, and +kicking up his heels, ducked his head, to come up again a few yards +nearer in shallower water, where he could stand and salaam. + +"The noble people," he said gravely, "must surely follow the stream if +they go in company; but if they will quit comfort, and wade, carrying +their boat here and there, I, Am-ma, will show them. But it is +annoyance. Without going with the stream there is always annoyance." + +"It is better than going back or sticking still, anyhow!" remarked +Roshan Khân to his companion; adding in Hindustani--"Then come +quick--there is room for thee and thy net, and we will pay thee." + +Am-ma shook his head. "There is weight enough for difficulties without +me, my masters; and here or there is one to a fisher." So saying, he +closed his net with one dexterous twist, slipped his arms through it so +that it hung behind his back, and struck across the shallows. + +"Yonder is our aim," he said briefly, pointing to a blue thread of +smoke rising from the water's edge a good way down stream. "They burn a +dead man there to-day; it is ever a good guide to the living." + +"'Twill be the Brahmin lad the _Huzoors_ killed by mistake with their +_Dee-puk-râg_. Didst hear the tale?" asked Ramanund. Why, he would have +been puzzled to tell, since he had no definite desire to foster +ill-feeling or fear; but it had been the talk of the town till those +small hours which end gossip, even in India, and the talk had confirmed +the theory, which so many of his kind hold firmly, if vaguely, that the +mass of the people feel the English rule to be unjust. + +But Am-ma was not of the people. He was of the six million and odd +barbarians. He turned, showing his broad white teeth in a grin. "Ay! +'Twas well done. Now, as in old days, folk will know who is true +leader." There was no doubt, no fear in his mind. Had not his tribe +always, of old, chosen as its chief and God the man who could hold a +torch in each hand at arms' length, one lighted, the other unlit, and +bid the flame pass from one to the other seven times? And as for a +man's life, was it not always expedient that one should die for the +people upon occasions? + +Ramanund frowned; perhaps because Am-ma concluded by ordering the crew +out of the boat, and the water was cold. It could scarcely have been +anything else which brought annoyance, since he, like most of his kind, +prided himself on being truly a British subject. + +So, paddling and pushing, wading, and even carrying, they crossed from +shallow to shallow, from sand-bank to sand-bank, led by Am-ma, swimming +and diving like a duck, or walking on ahead unconcernedly, his eyes +fixed in keen-sighted approval on that group close to the water's edge, +towards which he steered. + +Yet it was a gruesome group, in truth, which circled round that +solitary and still more gruesome figure in the centre. A figure +squatting like the rest (since, when wood is dear, funeral piles must +be restricted) in full view, yet mercifully obscured for the most part +by the heavy column of smoke which rose straight to a level with the +leaping flames, then, tilting sideways before the intermittent breeze +of early dawn, drifted westward, to hide those white tents upon the +horizon. + +"Above or below, fool!" called Ramanund, sharply, as they neared the +shore. "I am no _Dôm_, like thou, to choose my way among dead men's +bones." + +The allusion to the semi-aboriginal tribe who earn their livelihood by +streaking the dead, brought a frown this time to Am-ma's face. + +"I am no _Dôm_, either," he retorted, "and were I one, thou wouldst be +glad of my guidance to the fire some day, Pundit-_jee!_" Roshan Khân +listened with the wholehearted contempt of his race and creed. "Be +quick, either way," he said, scornfully. "We have bare time, as it is." + +Yet he, also, swerved from that gruesome group, which, as the +two--dressed as Europeans, save for their turbans--stepped ashore and +hurried off in the direction of the camp, stood up in a linked +semi-circle to salaam, then squatted again with a clank of leg irons. + +Am-ma, his task over, had paused in the deeper water, and was once more +sidling sedately. The sun had risen with the inconceivable swiftness +with which it rises from a dead-level, treeless plain, and shone +reddish-yellow, like a fire, on his wet skin. The shadow of that dense +column of smoke sidled sedately on the water also, shifting with the +shifting spirals of the reality. + +"Had he spilt blood?" asked Am-ma, suddenly, as that something, +half-hidden in the smoke, seemed to dissolve, sending a great fountain +of sparks, bright even in the sunlight, up into the air. + +One in the semicircle clucked denial. + +"A _jogi_--they say of Gorakh-nâth's monastery--had him for disciple. +And there was _dhatoora_ in the sweetmeats, for sure. Whether he was +strangler, God knows! Perhaps. Yet such travellers deserved poison; who +but a fool trusts a strange hand?" + +A big man at the end of the semicircle, who had a sinister face despite +his good conduct badge, looked round hastily to where, a little +distance off, the two jail-warders in charge were dividing a smoke on +the sly with swift mysterious bubblings; then lowered his voice. + +"Ay! none but fools; and _he_--" (a nod towards that thing in the +centre which was now dying down to red embers pointed his meaning) "is +the first; not the last. I, Gopi, _gosain_,[6] say so. Let fools wait +and see. Wise men will not." + +There was a clank of leg irons as if some stirred uneasily. "Thou canst +talk," murmured a voice. "When thy 'tucket' (ticket of leave)--God +knows how got!--is so nigh." + +Gopi smiled comfortably. "Ay! To-morrow, and the next day, and the +next. Then, once more, purification in the Pool of Immortality. Once +more, sanctification at the 'Cradle of the Gods.'" He cast his eyes +upwards unctuously, like an Eastern Chadband, so rehearsing the part of +piety he meant to play once more on his release. + +Am-ma nodded his bodiless head cheerfully. "There will be no Pool of +Immortality for the pilgrims this year. So Gorakh-nâth says. The canal +will drain the spring. But then, he is angry at being turned out of his +gun. The people will not give so much--that is it!" + +The _gosain's_ face lowered at the news. "Turned out? Who hath done +it?" + +Am-ma's eyes were closed, for his feet had found likely ground; he +paused a second, tensely alert-- + +"He who comes," he said, suddenly; "the Master." + +As he spoke, the quick thud, followed by a lingering reverberation of +the first saluting gun, told that the Viceroy of India was entering his +camp. + +"The Lord hath come!" said the circle of prisoners, in awed tones. + +All save Gopi, the _gosain_. He sneered. "The Lord-_sahib_. Ay! he may +be that--but the Master--no!" + +Am-ma gave a contented little chuckle. + +"He killed _that_, anyhow," he said nodding again, "and he hath the +_Dee-puk-râg_. Is not that enough for poor folk?" Then his feet, +feeling something far out of sight in the still deep waters, came +air-wards, and his head went down. + +When it came up again, the gang of prisoners were being filed back to +gaol, leaving the still glowing embers of what had been a man to send a +clear blue smoke into the clear blue sky. + +"They have the _Dee-puk-râg_--that is enough," murmured the fisher to +himself as he slid with the stream. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + THE WORLD'S DESIRE + + +The Viceroy's camp was no longer a city of dreams. + +Its silence had gone, lost in that indefinable sense of sound which +seems to come from the heart-beats, even, of unseen humanity; and +the whiteness, the purity of it, was stained and smirched by the +scarlet-as-sin coatees of the innumerable orderlies, who bustled about +from tent to tent, with huge files of references, or lingered at the +tent doors extorting shoe-money from the native visitors, who came in +shoals to plead for patronage from one or another of the bigwigs +belonging to the Hosts of the Lord-_sahib_. Groups of these +petitioners, awaiting their turn for an interview, were to be seen at +most tents; but they stood in crowds round one, in which the +Commissioner of the Division was making the final arrangements for the +coming _durbar_; in consultation with the Under Secretary to Supreme +Government. It was a difficult task, involving as it did the +classification of the aristocracy, plutocracy, and democracy of India, +in one generally satisfactory Court-guide. + +"It cann't be done in this wurrld," remarked the Commissioner, in one +of those suave, plastic, Cork brogues which might be made of Cork +butter from the softness and lack of friction they bring to the English +language. "An' what's more the Archangel Gabriel couldn't do it in +heaven, though he'd have a better chance; for the Cherubim wouldn't be +wanting seats at all! We are bound to displease somebody, so let's cast +lots before the Lord; it's Scriptural, annyhow." + +The Under Secretary looked a trifle shocked, being unacquainted with +the Commissioner's methods. + +"But we must,"--he began. + +The other's keen face looked up from the lists for a second. "Of course +we must--we govern India practically, by cane-bottomed chairs. Ye +remember old Gunning. No!--before your time, I expect! Well! he kept +two hundred miles of North-West frontier as quiet as the grave, for +five years, by the simple expedient of awarding thirteen seats in his +divisional _durbar_ to each of his districts, and only taking twelve +chairs with him into camp. The _mâliks_, you see, never could tell +which would be chosen odd man out, an' the fear of it kept 'em like +sucking doves." + +"Indeed!" remarked the Under Secretary, fidgeting with his lists +resignedly, for he was under the impression that time was being lost. +"I'm afraid that sort of thing wouldn't answer nowadays." The elder man +looked at him gravely; just one short glance, as he dipped his pen in +the ink and went on writing, revising, referring. + +"Not a bit of it! They'd send down to Whiteway Laidlaw's and get +Austrian bent-wood chairs by value payable parcel post! The Teuton, +sir, is ruinin' British prestige by cheapenin' the seats of the mighty. +There! that's done--block A's beautiful entirely. Now for block B. +Who's your favourite, and why are you backing him?" + +Once more the junior appeared a trifle shocked. "With reference to +Roshan Khân," he began. "His Excellency desired me to ask whether it +might not be possible to give him a step for being, as it were, in his +own division. He belongs to Eshwara, I believe." + +"The very reason why he cann't get an inch more than his due. But you +can tell H. E. that I've settled it. I've asked Dering to put him on +duty, an' when he is in uniform there's no mistaking his place. And +then we'll ask him in to the reception afterwards with the _sahib +logue_. Who's your next--Dya Ram! what, the little pleader?--Why the +blazes should he come to _durbar?_--attorneys don't go to St. James." + +"Mr. Cox, the member of parliament--perhaps you may remember him--" + +"A little red-haired fellow, was he? who wrote a book about India on +the back of his two-monthly return ticket?" + +"Mr. Cox is a man of great influence with his party, and he supports +Dya Ram's--" + +"Pestilential little fool," interrupted the Commissioner impartially, +impersonally. "It wouldn't be bad, though--stop his scurrilous tongue +for a bit. Favour does, you know. But I cann't see my way to it. Old +Hodinuggur would be refusing his '_atta_ and _pân_[7] again. He did it +once, ye know, when some low-caste fellow was within sight of him. Said +he didn't eat with sweepers; and if Crawford--he was Commissioner at +the time--" + +"Yes!" said the Under Secretary, still more resignedly. He had not yet +grasped the fact that his coadjutor talked while he worked-- + +"Hadn't been six foot four and broad in proportion," went on his +tormentor imperturbably, "so that the--let us call them the subsequent +negotiations--diplomatic negotiations--it sounds well!--didn't reach +the eye of His Honour the Lieutenant-Governor, the Thakoor--one of our +best men let me tell you--would have got into trouble--more'd have been +the pity." + +"Yes," assented the man of Secretariats, "but about Dya Ram--" + +"Dya Ram, is it now? Could we put him in under the head 'benevolence' +think you? Did he ever vaccinate a baby, or breed a horse, or give +anything to a female hospital? No! Then the devil fly off with him for +complicating the problem of British rule in India. Why should he want +to come to _durbar_ at all? When people change their dress they should +change their desires, but the only effect our civilization has upon +some men I know, is to make them want to keep their hat and their boots +on at the same time! Well, that's done! I've found a place for him +where Hodinuggur can't see the tail end of him unless he squints. +Now--who's your next?" + +While this sort of thing was going on inside the tent, Dya Ram and the +Thakoor of Hodinuggur were in full view of each other, outside it. The +former, having scorned the sinful scarlet coatees even to the point of +refusing to have his patent leather shoes dusted, was walking up and +down in English fashion. The latter, in a wonderful parcel-gilt coach, +was awaiting the effect of his ten-rupee tip with perfect patience and +serenity; while his retinue, which consisted of a dozen ragged +retainers carrying lances festooned with tinsel and yaks' tails, stared +contemptuously at the two sentries pacing up and down below the +flagstaff; who--to tell truth--seemed so monotonously part of the +general show as to suggest that they also were under the charge of the +two yellow-legged policemen who stood on either side of the rose-bed. + +It was high noon, and the various departmental gongs had begun to give +their version of the meridian, with that unbiased disregard for that of +their neighbours which makes the time of day an absolute uncertainty in +a big camp. But it was calling time evidently; for two superb +red-coats, blazoned with gold, appeared in company with two big books +and a silver inkstand, and disappeared with them into the _durbar_ +tent. And shortly afterwards an _aide-de-camp_ sloped over to it, +yawning. + +Both Dya Ram and the Thakoor knew that this meant preparation for +those, who, having the _entrée_ to the Government House, had the right +to put down their names in those big books; but the fact itself +affected their two types very differently. The old Rajput's visit of +ceremony was of another sort. He, obeying definite orders, would come +at a specified time, and get his specified salute with his compeers. +But Dya Ram was like the wild tribes in one way; he was unspecified! He +was neither fish nor fowl, flesh nor good red herring. + +So, as he watched a young Englishman drive up in a bamboo cart, dash +into the tent, and dash out again as if the place belonged to him, he +felt aggrieved. He even went so far as to formulate his grievance in +mental words, and then these appeared to him so apposite to a leading +article, that he took out a note-book, and, after some corrections, +stored away, for future use, the assertion, that '_the time will come +when the colour of the hand which holds the pen will be no bar to its +writing its name in the Book of_----?' He did not feel sure of the +qualitative noun, and after trying Fate, Fame, Life, and Lord, left a +blank instead. + +Meanwhile carriages and dogcarts all of sorts had begun to drive up, +their occupants disappearing into the tent for a second or two, then +coming out with the smile of the elect on their faces. Father Ninian +was one of the first, resplendent in a new _soutane_ and sash, with +Akbar Khân in his orderly's get-up, oscillating between a palsy of +delighted servility, and a catalepsy of dignity; the one for his +superiors, the other for his equals. + +And, after a while, in one of those mysteriously nondescript +four-wheeled vehicles that defy classification, but may be said to come +under the head "_phitton_" (phaeton) of which mission people seem to +have a monopoly, came good Mrs. Campbell and her niece, Erda Shepherd; +the former full of indignant, yet meek alarm, because Dr. James, having +come across an old friend further down the avenue, had bidden her go on +and write his name as well as her own. + +"I ken weel how it will be," she asserted to her niece, "for I havena +brought my specs, an' a body cannot but be nervous with a young man in +a scarlet coat glowering at them! I shall put the doctor into the wrong +book; for, you see, I canna write the two names ane after the ither +like a marriage lines; for there is one big bookie for the women, and +one for the men-folk, like a Puseyite chapel! Ay! an' for the matter o' +that, like a divorce court--and I sou'd never hear the last o't if I +evened the doctor to myself!" + +"Let me do all three, Auntie," said Erda, with a laugh, as she got out +of the carriage. "Really, there's no need for you to come,--I'll be +back in a minute." + +The blaze of sunshine blinded her for the darkness of the tent, and she +could scarcely tell whose hand it was which stretched itself frankly, +eagerly, for hers as she entered. Yet, even through her glove she knew +the touch, before Lance Carlyon's voice said joyfully,-- + +"Come to write your name? I've just written mine. Funny our hitting off +the same time, isn't it?" + +The tone of his voice, joined to that startling recognition of his +touch--which she could not conceal from herself--made her shrink, as if +from actual intrusion. "I have to write my uncle's and aunt's first," +she said coldly. "There was no use in us _all_ coming in." + +She walked on as she spoke to where the two books lay on a sort of +lectern, while the _aide-de-camp_, seeing the visitor was a lady, came +forward politely to assist. + +"Not that book, Mansfield," remarked Lance, coolly. "Miss Shepherd +wants--Miss Shepherd, will you allow me to introduce Captain +Mansfield--to write her uncle's name first." + +She looked back at him almost angrily, full of resentment at his +persistence; but, even in the semi-blindness which was still hers, his +face showed too kind for that; and as, at that moment, another lady +came in with a flutter of laces and ribbons to appropriate Captain +Mansfield's ready services, Erda had to allow Lance to find her a pen. + +"That's right! Now for the other book," he said. The _aide-de-camp_ had +by this time gone to see the laces and ribbons back to their carriage, +so the two were alone. + +"Your aunt's first, you know." There was a suspicion of friendly +chaff in his tone, this time, but it was gone in a minute as +he went on quickly--"Erdmuth!--is that your name? Why!--it means +earth-mood--or--or world's desire, doesn't it?" + +She felt herself flush. "I did not know that you were such a German +scholar," she replied, sarcastically. "Yes! my name is Erdmuth +Dorothea. I was called so after--after some one you most likely know +nothing about, Countess Zinzendorf. She was famous enough, though,--" +she paused, feeling savagely desirous of snubbing him--"But I daresay +you never even happened to hear of Jean Ziska, Mr. Carlyon?" + +He smiled suddenly, broadly. "Jean Ziska!" he echoed. "Rather! We had a +pony called Ziska at home--a Hungarian--used to eat thistles like a +donkey!" + +He stopped to laugh, and she was about to turn and rend him, when he +continued, half apologetically, "Of course I have--only the name, you +see, brought back such jolly old times. Ziska was the beggar who had +his skin made into a drum when he was dead. I don't expect it's true, +but it's a fine tale; the drum ecclesiastic with a vengeance, and no +mistake!" + +"Oh! but it is," interrupted the girl, forgetting her annoyance in her +eagerness. "My grandfather--we are really Moravians, you see, and our +name should be Schaeffer,--saw it when he was a child. He used to tell +me that people said if it was beaten, everybody must--" + +But Lance's attention had wandered. He was looking at her signature +with a curious, almost wistful smile. "Erdmuth!" he repeated +thoughtfully; then turned to her. "I say! you really ought to come to +the ball with that name--do!" + +He was simply, she told herself, the most distractingly irrelevant, yet +at the same time the most appallingly direct, person she had ever come +across. "Really, Mr. Carlyon," she began, with such heat that the +_aide-de-camp_, returning, stared; until Lance coolly asked him if he +didn't think Miss Shepherd very unkind not to come to the Bachelor's +Ball? Whereupon he, having by this time had enough of laces and +ribbons, and begun to recognize a distinct charm in the glistening +coils of hair, half-hidden by a wide hat, promptly asked her for the +pleasure of a dance. + +Erda looked from one to the other aghast, and to her own intense +surprise fell back upon the woman's all-embracing excuse, "I--I really +haven't a dress." It seemed the simplest and easiest. + +"Oh! anything does for a fancy ball," persisted Lance, argumentatively, +as he followed her out. "A tailor in the bazaar would run you up a +Greek dress in no time, and it would do awfully well. All white, don't +you know--" his voice slackened and grew soft, as if he saw what he +described, and the sight made him glad--"all straight folds with a +little edge of red-gold like--" he paused, then went on boldly--"like +the sunshine on your hair. And red-gold bracelets high up on your +arms--and a red-gold apple in your hand--the World's Desire--" He +stopped abruptly, with a quick catch in his breath, startled at his own +words. + +And she, too, held her breath before the vision; for she saw it also. +Saw herself, as he had described her, and the glamour of it, the desire +of it, assailed her, body and soul. + +Yet she made a desperate, a passionately resentful effort to ignore +them. "I didn't know you were so well up in _chiffons_, Mr. Carlyon," +she said, with a forced laugh. "Did you ever think of setting up a +milliner's shop? One is badly needed in Eshwara." + +But the glamour of it had come to Lance Carlyon like a revelation, and +the blood was leaping in his veins. "I will, if you--" he began. + +She scarcely recognized his voice in one way. In another she knew it +must be his; for all the vitality and strength, the single-mindedness +and simplicity which she had seen in him so often, were crowded into +it; brought into it by fancy, concentrated by a mere suggestion--of +herself. + +The magic of this seemed to encompass her; she sought shelter from it +recklessly. + +"I?" she interrupted. "I don't go in for that sort of thing, +Mr. Carlyon. You seem to forget my work--work which I value +above--milliners! Try Mrs. Smith--there she is coming in her victoria; +she is one of the best-dressed women I ever saw." + +She could not certainly have looked better than she did as, seeing +Lance Carlyon, she called to him as her carriage drove up. + +"Do you know where Captain Dering is? He promised--" + +Here Lance, with guilty haste, interrupted her. He was just about to +drive over and give her a message. Dering had had a touch of fever; he +had been over at the palace arranging about the Chinese lanterns for +the decorations till late the evening before, and-- + +"He might have sent a little sooner," put in Mrs. Smith. "I have been +waiting; he said he would drive me in his dogcart." There was no +vexation, only an almost pathetic surprise in her voice; and Lance +looked guiltier still. + +"I'm awfully sorry--it's all my fault--I was late to begin with, and +then--" He glanced at Erda involuntarily,--compromisingly, it seemed to +her. + +"I am afraid I kept Mr. Carlyon," she said, haughtily; "most +unwillingly, I assure you. Thanks so much, but I can get in quite well +by myself." + +As she drove off, however, her head was in a whirl; and as, when +pausing to pick up Dr. Campbell, the whole panorama of the camp, the +hills behind it, the distant temples of Eshwara, the busy place-seekers +in the foreground, the scarlet-sin-stains of the _chuprassies'_ coats +against the dazzling whiteness of the tents, lay before her, one of +those rare, incomprehensible moods came upon her when the soul retreats +into its spiritual body, so that the sight grows clear, the touch keen, +and you can feel the round world spin beneath your feet, see the shadow +of earth stretching far among the stars. + +The World's Desire! What was it? + +Brought up to believe that the heart of man--that mainspring of the +spinning world--was vile, she had never asked herself why this was so. +She had read the story of Adam and Eve with unquestioning faith, yet +never sought to know what had changed the good to evil. + +But now, as her eyes rested on those far-distant peaks with that faint +mist about their feet hiding the "Cradle of the Gods," and followed, as +far as the eye could follow in the nearer hills, the climbing track +worn by the weariness of that eternal search after righteousness, she +asked herself what it was which kept mankind so long upon the road; +asked herself, for the first time, what that first sin had been which +had lost Paradise. + +No lack of desire after salvation, surely. Generation on generation of +Eastern pilgrims had worn that path out of the sheer rock, had agonized +after good, and remained evil. A little shudder of memory ran through +her at the thought--how evil! And now the West, with its white tents, +its white face, its white creed, had come to show a newer, a better +way. + +Had it? But what had it done for itself? She had worked for two years +in London ere coming out to India; and another shudder of memory swept +over her of what she had seen there. + +The World's Desire! Lance Carlyon had called her that--a woman with a +red-gold apple in her hand. + +The sound of angry dispute brought her back to realities. They were +passing out of the camp under the triumphal arch, and one of its +sentries was barring the entrance of an ash-smeared figure which was +brandishing a stamped petition paper, as if it had been a card of +admission, and yelling excitedly for "Justice! justice!" + +"It is that pernicious fellow, Gorakh-nâth," remarked Dr. Campbell, +sententiously. "He wishes, no doubt, to appeal against Captain Dering's +order, of which I, for one, am heartily glad. A Christian government is +bound to refuse sanction to the practice of a faith which, it is +impossible not to see, is degrading in the extreme to those who hold +it." + +Erda's eyes were still clear; clear with what those who do not see, +call dreams. + +"Yet it seeks what we do--peace--forgiveness--the cradle of the +goodness, the innocence it left behind--somehow." + +Dr. James Campbell turned to her in dignified, amazed displeasure. "May +I ask what has caused--" + +"That's easy tellin'," interrupted Mrs. Campbell, comfortably. "It's +yon hat with feathers, when she is accustomed to a pith one. An' she +standin' in the sun talkin' to Mr. Carlyon! It's just got to the +lassie's head. I was the same myself when I was young, Erda; but Dr. +James thought it a duty-- + +"And so I do now, my dear," put in her husband. "It is a distinct duty +on the part of mission workers to take every precaution, and if her +head is Erda's weak point, I shall warn David--" + +Mrs. Campbell nodded hers and smiled, and almost winked. "Oh! Davie +will take care of her, never fear; he is not a ninny!" + +Erda flushed scarlet all over her face and neck. It seemed to her as if +she had forgotten her cousin, the Reverend David Campbell, altogether. +And yet she was engaged to be married to him as soon as he returned +from a well-earned holiday in England. + +A swift remorse left her pale again. Davie, who was so much in earnest, +who looked to her as--as-- + +That vision of a woman with a red-gold edging to her white robe and a +red-gold apple in her hand came to send the blood to her face once +more. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + FALLING STARS + + +The long _durbar_ tent was packed from end to end with the +cane-bottomed seats of the mighty; and in each sat its appointed +occupant,--patient, grave, silent. + +But in the two rows behind the Viceroy's still empty chair of state the +Englishmen in political dress or uniform who sat in the front, and the +Englishwomen in the latest Paris fashions who sat behind, were talking +and laughing; in a perfectly well-bred way, yet, to the majority of +those silent spectators, at the expense of decency, since a _durbar_ +is, like a West Indian ball, not for '_talkee_.' There was, however, no +disapproval on those indifferent dark faces. Such things were part and +parcel of that general eccentricity of the _Huzoors_, before which it +behoved calmness to remain calm. Yet those same faces would have been +quick to notice and resent the faintest breach of etiquette in regard +to their own treatment, or position. Those being correct, the rest was +immaterial. + +And now, the sudden strains from without of "God Save the Queen" sent +those talking, laughing rows to their feet silently, with the proud +alacrity so noticeable in India when the act is a confession of faith, +indeed! But the mass beyond followed suit obediently, with a starry +shiver of diamond-flash, a milky way of pearl-shine; for Eugene Smith's +electric light was working full power. + +Finally, as if wafted on the full chords, came a small man, with that +inevitable look of coming into church which Englishmen consider +dignity; possibly because public worship is, really, the only function +in which they are not inwardly ashamed of taking part. The great gold +chair, the great gold footstool, seemed all too large for everything +about their occupant, save the diamond star, the ribbon on his breast. +Yet, in a way, the scene gained by his inadequacy when, after a decent +pause, a decent silence, he rose, small, insignificant, to give voice +to Empire--in a strong Scotch accent, it must be admitted, which +equalled the Commissioner's Irish one, when, its proper exponent, the +Secretary, having a cold, he read a translation of the Viceroy's +speech, and his soft brogue ran riot among the clamorous Persian +vowels. + +"_Ai Mâhârâjâhân, râjâhân, nawâbân wâ sâhibân âlishân_." + +The diamonds and pearls sat too still for play, so the electric light +contented itself with the white teeth of Englishwomen as they yawned. +But even these failed it when, the speech ending, that front row began +its file past; the civilians first, the soldiers next. A quick file, a +formal bow as a rule; but, every now and again, a pause would come in +the monotonous string of names, for a few words from the Viceroy, +and another bow ere the recipient passed on. Muriel Smith, who sat +behind--the best dressed woman there, as Erda Shepherd had judged +her--watched her husband's tall gaunt figure approaching, and wondered +if that pause would come to him. Her heart beat so when it did that she +could hear nothing except "graciously pleased," "eminent services," +"distinguished order"; but a whisper from her neighbor, "All right! +C. S. I., not C. I. E.," left her sick and faint with relief. Even so, +her eyes instinctively sought Vincent Dering's sympathy; but he, to her +surprise, was looking at the tall gaunt man whose face was a "_nunc +dimittis_" in itself, as he made his way back to his seat, forgetful +even of his wife. + +But he had forgotten her, amid a host of other things, for three whole +years: forgotten them in a ceaseless effort, an untiring energy. And +now that the necessity for this was over, sleep and rest were his first +thoughts. He took both, apparently, in his chair, while the +Commissioner, causing this time a fresh flashing of jewels, began on a +fresh string of titles. + +"_Sri râja-i-râjân_, +_furzund-i-khâs-munsoor-i-zamân-mâhârâj-dhirâj-rasâkh_." + +And, as they rolled on, the atom of humanity belonging to them--someone +in faded brocade, with ropes of ill-shaped pearls and uncut stones +wound about him, or a jauntier figure fresh and glittering from a +Calcutta jeweller's shop--would be singled out by its political in +charge, like a sheep from a flock, and guided dexterously to the +exactly proper spot in the whole round world wherein obeisance and +offering could be made with dignity to itself, and the recipient. Then +it would be swept on, regardless of an invariable desire to break back, +in an endless circle to its seat, while fresh titles rolled out, and a +fresh owner was hemmed in and swept forward. For two whole mortal +hours, this, and nothing but this; with, every now and again, that +pause for a few words, translated now into Irish-Urdu, producing an +expression as of a cat licking cream, on a face as it was was hustled +back, blindly obedient, as sheep are with a collie they know and trust. + +So, at last, long after everyone, even Dya Ram--who looked terribly +disjointed between his frock coat, white tie, grey trousers, and the +gold mohur which he persisted in holding after native custom in his +gloved right hand--had passed, the politicals gathered in a knot, like +church-wardens for the offertory plates, and the distribution of _atta_ +and _pân_, that sacrament of servitude and sovereignty, began. It, too, +was exactly like an offertory; that is, a languid passing round of a +plate by an official, and yawns for the rest of the congregation. + +Finally, with a vigour savouring--like a voluntary--of relief, the band +attacked "God Save the Queen" once more, the Viceroy retired, the +_durbarees_ trooped out, still calm and silent, yet satisfied, and the +Commissioner, sinking into a vacant seat, said:-- + +"Thank the Lord! That's over without a hitch. So India's safe for +another six months at the cost of a trumpery title or two." + +"I don't see on what ground," began the Under Secretary, laboriously. + +"Then ye don't read your Bible. Didn't Adam, when he was given dominion +over the lower animals, begin by bestowing names on them? Ah! my dear +Mrs. Smith, I didn't know ye were so close. A thousand congratulations, +my dear lady." + +"You don't mean it, sir," she interrupted, laughing. "Do you think I +have forgotten the consolatory verses you wrote me last year when +Eugene _didn't_ get anything? You are a fraud." + +"Not a bit of it; only an Irishman," put in Father Ninian, with an +almost tender smile for the keen, whimsical face which had been friend +to him, and foe to him, for many a long year. "Let us have the verses, +Mrs. Smith." + +"Say ye don't remember them, there's a kind soul," urged the +Commissioner, persuasively. + +"But I do: + + + "I dreamt, and lo, the stars fell from the sky + To blaze upon the breasts of naughty men; + And as I wondered, came this swift reply:-- + 'Each star is some soul's inmost aim, and when + The angels don't approve, it is returned + To feed the base-born flame by which it burned. + The nice, they keep until--life's struggle striven-- + The owners find them at the gates of heaven.'" + + +"Striven--heaven!" groaned the Commissioner, amid the clapping of +hands. "My dear madam, did I commit such a crime--I mean rhyme? But the +poet's right. Ye can't go wide of the mark, annyhow, even in a song, +but you're sure to find the fact again in the heart of a friend." + +So, with that curiously light-hearted, almost reckless, frivolity of +Indian society--a not unnatural recoil, perhaps, from the perpetual +presence of the greatest social problem the world has ever seen, or is +likely to see, that is, the mutual assimilation of East and West +without injury to either--the little company of English men and women, +empire makers and breakers, drifted out into the sunshine, and so on to +the Viceroy's private enclosure, where the band, weary of national +anthems, was already at work on a selection of street tunes, beginning +with "Tommy, make room for your uncle." + +So the pageant of power passed into a garden-party, and nothing +remained to show the hand-grip which had made that garden out of a +wilderness, to tell of the tireless effort to solve the problem, the +ceaseless striving to be just, which underlay all the quips and cranks, +the foibles and follies, of the great camp, save the premature baldness +of a few heads, as their owners fought desperately at badminton; fought +to prevent a child's shuttlecock from falling in the wrong court! + +A fight which was watched with blank courtesy, as a further exhibition +of sheer eccentricity, by those of the jewelled and brocaded owners of +titles who had the _entrée_ to this Holy of Holies. + +Roshan Khân, however,--who looked splendid in his uniform,--fought with +the best; and won, too, though Laila Bonaventura, who played on his +side, stood still, taking, it is true, the shots which came within +reach dexterously enough, but never stirring an inch for one beyond. +And, as he played, the curious chance which had brought him into her +company made his blood run fast. + +Captain Dering had bidden him join the set; bidden him curtly, almost +savagely, as the best player available, in answer to a challenge from +Muriel Smith to play her, her husband, and the Commissioner. And this +challenge had come curtly, also, because Captain Dering was standing +beside Laila Bonaventura, to whom he had been giving a cup of coffee. +Not because it gave him pleasure, but from sheer determination not to +let his mistake in the darkness count for anything. Yet, as the girl's +hand took the cup from his, he had remembered with a thrill the +gladness, the content it had brought him. Though he refused to +acknowledge the fact, the puzzle of this mistake had been his chief +thought ever since it occurred, and a smouldering resentment regarding +his past relationship with one who was still to him the best and +dearest of women was the result. He felt vaguely that she, as well as +he, ought to have known that their sentiment, their monopoly, as it +were, of friendship, could only mean--what it had meant to him during +those few moments of blindness which had, paradoxically, opened his +eyes. So he had felt bitter, and she had known it instinctively. If she +had ever faced facts, this alone might have opened her eyes also; but +she was too good a woman, too helplessly bound by her woman's cult of +love, to disassociate it from friendship. So, without bringing a doubt +even, the jealous desire of appropriation which draws a line clear and +clean as a sword-cut between the two, had risen up in her from the +absence of the sympathetic look she had expected from Vincent Dering. +So she had challenged him, and so it came to pass that Roshan Khân +played badminton with Laila Bonaventura. She took no notice of him +beyond a casual inspection of his uniform; still the mere fact of being +her equal within the white lines which separated their badminton court +from the realities of life seemed a fate. When the game was over, his +eyes followed her closely, and he, himself, at a respectful distance; +and as he followed her, his desire to speak to her grew as he pondered +on his right to do so. After all, as his grandmother had said, she was +his cousin. + +And fate was on his side once more. A well-bred crowding round a table +where some photographs of the camp were being shown, brought him so +near her that she caught sight of his yellow, silver-laced uniform +behind her, and turned quickly. Turned with a look in her big black +eyes which dazzled him. + +It vanished, however, in a second; yet her words, spoken with a faint +resentment, made the memory of the look give rise to a swift pulse of +angry suspicion. + +"I thought you were Captain Dering," she said. "Why do you wear the +same uniform? I thought natives couldn't be officers." + +The assumption, in his present state of mind, made all his fierce +temper flash to his face; but ere he could choose English words to +express it, she laughed, and, after her fashion when amused, became +confidential. "You are angry at being called a native; but you _are_ +one, aren't you? Then it is so foolish. You are like my guardian. He +can't bear the bazaar people to call me '_Begum-sahiba_'; but they do +sometimes, you know, because I own a lot of their houses and lands, and +my grandmother was a native princess. I know that, though my guardian +never speaks about it. He is ashamed, I think--like you are. I'm not. I +didn't choose my grandmother. Why should one fuss about such things? If +they're true, it can't be helped, and if they're not, what _does_ it +matter? Besides, it must be rather nice to be a real Begum. You haven't +seen any, of course; they wouldn't let you, would they? That must be +horrid. How could you like people if you didn't see them? Besides--" +she added, with an access of demure, pious conviction, "it would be +wicked to marry them, you know. You should never marry anyone you don't +love. Even the Sisters told me that." + +Her voice had deepened, broadened; her eyes, occupied with his uniform, +not his face, had grown soft. Hitherto he had been too much at a loss +before her sudden garrulity to interrupt; now, that vague suspicion +recurred, making him feel inclined to say brutally, "I am your cousin; +I claim you." The very thought of her outraged face attracted him. But +English words were inadequate for such emotions, so, as he paused, she +went on:-- + +"As you are here, I suppose you'll be asked to the ball, also. It is to +be in my palace, you know, because Captain Dering thinks it the best +place. He says the gardens will be beautiful all lit up--" She smiled as +if at some secret mystery, then continued: "Of course, I don't know +yet; I haven't seen it, but I think it will be lovely. Only I wish my +dress was different. I am Beatrice--Dante's Beatrice--and I think it +stupid. But my guardian chose it because--" she smiled again with the +same secret amusement--"I don't know, of course, but I expect it is +because my great-grandmother went as Beatrice to some ball long ago. It +is generally that. I think he must have been in love with her--isn't it +funny?" + +"Laila," came Father Ninian's voice from behind, "I have been looking +for you everywhere. It is time to go." + +His usually kind old face was stern. He gave the curtest of +recognitions to Roshan Khân, and, as he carried his ward off, said +sharply, "Who introduced you to that native?" + +"No one," she replied, indifferently; "I thought he was Captain Dering; +their uniforms--" she broke off to add, with more animation, "I do like +the gold and silver lace. Though of course the jewels, like the rajahs +wore, look best." + +He interrupted her in Italian, giving a quick gesture of dissent. "Say +not so, _cara mia_, they would look ill on--on Englishmen. And listen, +child! You should not speak to strangers; and I would rather you did +not speak to such natives at all. They--cannot understand--quite--for +they look on women differently from what we do." + +Laila's eyes narrowed sullenly. "Very well, guardian," she said +resignedly, "only I suppose they must know what their women are really +like--and--perhaps the native ladies prefer it." + +The old man looked at her, startled, but said nothing. + +When he had gone to find Akbar Khân and the carriage, Vincent Dering, +seeing her alone, came up--so, at least, he told himself--out of sheer +politeness, to ask if she wanted anything. Yet something in her face +sent him beyond mere courtesy at once; something almost childishly +apparent. + +"I'm afraid you haven't been enjoying yourself," he said kindly. "Why +not? I thought it rather pleasant." + +"Very pleasant!" she assented wearily. "Only my guardian has been +telling me not to do things; and I don't know why, but I always want to +do them at once--don't you?" + +He could not actually deny the fact. "Sometimes. One has to +pretend--" + +She raised her eyes to his blindingly; he caught a glimpse in them of +the lawless approval Roshan Khân had seen, yet of something else--a +lawless disdain. "Why must one?" she asked. "I never mean to, never! If +I want to do a thing I'll do it. I don't mean wicked things, of +course--" she returned here to demure, almost plaintive piety--"I don't +want to do them, and nothing can be wrong when it seems right to you, +and it is real--ever so real, and you give yourself to it, every bit of +you, without thinking, and--and--ask nothing--nothing at all--" + +Her vehemence, her passionate assertion, roused a quick response in +him. "Would you do that?" he asked, his voice vibrating. "Would +you--really?" + +She smiled slowly. "Of course I don't know," she said, "I haven't tried +yet; but I never pretend. I don't even pretend to like my dress for the +ball. It _is_ so stupid." + +He felt annoyed at being led into a burst of emotion, and then baulked. +"You will look charming, I'm sure," he said in his worst manner. "And +if you don't like it, change to something jolly after supper. Lots of +people do." + +"Will Mrs. Smith?" she asked quickly. + +He flushed angrily. "I really don't know," he began. Her eyes were on +him curiously. + +"That's funny," she said. "I thought people--not that it matters," she +went on, "for I can't. I haven't a dress. Do you know I never have +anything I really like--never." + +The girl's voice was absolutely touching in its listless, dull +confidence, and he could not help consolation. "You'll have the ball, +I'm sure; you will enjoy it awfully, and--and you mustn't forget that +you've given me the second waltz, and the first extra after supper." + +She did not answer for a moment. "Have I?" she asked. "I didn't know +it; but I will. That will be nice. And you are coming to decorate +to-morrow, aren't you? That will be nice, too." + +Her tone lingered in his ears long after she had gone. It was with him +even when he was driving Mrs. Smith home, and, of course, making up +their little misunderstanding by the way; possibly, because of this +making up, since, for the first time, the elaborate _éclaircissement_ +irked him. It seemed so unnecessary unless the whole affair meant +something, which was quite out of the question. + +For instance, when driving Lance Carlyon back to the Fort afterwards he +did not desire an explanation of the latter's moodiness. When a chum +was evil-dispositioned, you waited calmly for him to come round. That +was friendship. + +"I'm sorry Miss Shepherd couldn't come," said Lance, suddenly, his eyes +on that spit of sand, with its hovels and logs, below the town. "I +wanted her to, awfully, if only because she's never seen a _durbar_; +but"--he smiled--"I expect someone else wanted her instead. By George! +Dering, you don't know how that girl works. Sometimes I feel it's a +shame, and sometimes I think it's splendid--though of course it don't +matter a dash what I think." + +And that--Vincent Dering asked himself--was that love? + +Laila Bonaventura's voice came back to make him certain of one thing. +That would not be her version of the old, old story; and the knowledge +made him, somehow, more content with his world. + +Meanwhile another man in yellow and silver lace was being haunted by a +girl's voice, which had spoken of things which no decent woman of his +own race would have mentioned; yet which had spoken to him with an +equality which no Englishwoman would have allowed herself. And as for +Englishmen! The recollection of Father Narâyan's face as he carried the +girl off made Roshan Khân curse under his breath. + +But the girl herself had been different. He literally did not know what +to think; and the desire for someone else's opinion grew so strong +that, finally, with a curious mixture of reluctance and triumph, he +forsook the straight road to the Fort, and turned his horse's head +towards his grandmother's house. She was at least a woman; she might +understand and judge better than he. + +His first sight of her, however, in unprepared toilette, _minus_ the +green satin trousers which gave such dignity to her rotund little +figure, _minus_ all pretence at pomp, dirty, untidy, unkempt both in +her surroundings and herself, made him feel what a fool he was. The +more so when she began by resenting his summary visitation, especially +in uniform, which, she asserted, made her feel, even at her age, as if +she were committing the indiscretion of seeing a stranger! + +What could a woman like that know? Yet having come, he might as well go +through with his errand; so he cut short her upbraidings by saying +without preamble: + +"I have seen my cousin. I spoke to her, and--and she spoke back again." + +Mumtâza Mahal looked at him for a moment incredulously, then she +cracked all her finger joints over his head, or as nearly over it as +her height would allow. + +"Said I not so?" she asked prophetically. "And when will the wedding +be?" + +"Wedding!" he echoed petulantly; "there is no talk of wedding. I have +but seen her." + +"But seen her!" echoed the old lady in her turn. "That came after in my +time; but God knows how things go nowadays. Then what didst speak +about?" + +He had to give a Bowdlerized version of what had passed; yet, even so, +Mumtâza Mahal looked shocked. "A bold hussy; but thou wilt bit and +bridle her." + +He burst out angrily--for his own recital had shown him the folly of +castle-building on so slight a foundation--"I am a fool," he said, "and +so art thou for all thy years!" + +Her little black eyes flashed angrily. "Not I! Did she not say she +would like to be a _Begum?_ and if that means not--" + +"And could I make her one?" he interrupted fiercely. "I--a _risaldar_ +on a bare pittance--with no prospect of rising. Dost dream me Nawab, +fool?" + +The old lady's face grew cunning in a second, the instinctive love of +intrigue roused by the mere suggestion. She leant towards him eagerly. +"And wherefore not, Roshan? Are all things fixed? Do rulers never +change? I live here in a corner, nothing but a poor woman: yet I hear +more, it seems, than thou dost. I hear of discontent, of desires, of +things that call for change. But to-day, they spoke of men being killed +to make light for these infidels, and Gorakh-nâth, _jogi_, hath sworn a +miracle." + +He turned on her with a bitter, reckless laugh. "Is that new? Is there +not always talk? The wise listen not." + +A vast importance, a real dignity came to her in an instant. "If the +_Huzoors_ had listened to such talk in '57." + +A thrill ran through him; the thrill of secret curiosity, almost of +expectation regarding the great Rebellion from which so many things +date, which young India always feels in the presence of their elders, +who passed through it. + +"Thou dost know, of course," he said, catching his breath; "thou canst +remember." + +"Ay!" she replied sternly, "and there was no more talk than there is +now. 'Tis not a question of words. It is fate. Something happens, and +then--then the _risaldar_ may be Nawab--as his fathers were." + +She had gone too far, and recalled him to himself. "Then let us await +the happening," he said curtly. + +"Wait!" echoed the old lady, reverting to the main point. "Thou canst +not wait. Having gone so far, the negotiations cannot drop. Thou must +send the gift, and see what comes of it." + +"A gift!" he repeated. "What gift, and wherefore?" + +Mumtâza Mahal looked round as if for approval, tucked a packet of _pân_ +into her cheek, and chuckled. She was on familiar ground now. + +"Leave that to me. I know what girls like. I have them still. Ay! a +dress that her grandmother wore--good as new, being for a tall +woman--and jewels. 'Tis no harm, at least, see you; since if they like +it not, the gift is returned." + +He stood doubtful, half pleased, half shocked at the suggestion. She +could certainly send the things back, and he had many a time seen +English women wearing native jewelry; ay! and decorating their rooms +with native dresses. And he could write that they were from her cousin +and servant. + +That would be easier than telling. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + OUT OF THE PAST + + +"I feel as if I had this moment arrived," said Muriel Smith, as she +looked down into the garden from a balcony which jutted out upon one +side of the wide flight of marble steps that led upwards to the loggia +of the palace. "Yet I know I've been here for hours. I wonder when the +sheer beauty will cease to--to take my breath away. _You_ understand, +don't you?" + +"Yes!" assented Vincent Dering, half grudgingly. He would rather not +have understood more than others. But he did; that was the worst of it. + +He was looking his best in the old cavalry uniform of grey, and silver, +and cherry colour, all laced, embroidered, and glittering with +epaulettes, sabretasche, and high stock,--the uniform of a hundred +years ago, when adventurers ruled half India, and Englishmen were +demi-gods. It seemed to have brought something of their pride and +recklessness, something of the dreams they dreamt into his whole +bearing, as he stood leaning over the balustrade gazing fixedly at the +scene before him. It was beautiful indeed! Beautiful with that +unearthly stillness which only comes to illuminations in a windless +Indian night. The lines on lines, the curves on curves of tiny lights +which outlined each pillar and arch, each buttress and recess of the +palace, the battlemented wall of the garden, and the turreted town +rising above it, were steady as the stars. The fine fret of the acacia +trees, showing white against the purple of the sky, was still as if +carved in stone. There was no flicker in the soft radiance, which made +the solid marble seem translucent, illumined mysteriously from within. + +The very shadows slept. Such scented shadows, clinging to the burnished +orange trees, hidden in the wilderness of roses, dreaming on the +perfumed cushions of the quaint balconies and cupolas which overhung +the river. + +But _it_ did not sleep. _It_ moved, sliding on and on ceaselessly. + +So did the water which dimpled and tinkled--after Heaven only knew +how many sad years of silence and decorum--over the fretted marble +water-slides. + +How it laughed and babbled to the cunning coloured lights placed behind +it! And the fountains below, rising out of the water-maze,--where there +was but room for the flying feet of a laughing girl on the marble +ledges between the lotus-leaves,--laughed and tinkled, also, as they +sent showers of diamonds back on the pale blossoms. + +The "jewel in the lotus" indeed! + +There was no colour to be seen anywhere. Only that soft, steady, white +radiance, those soft, sleeping, black shadows. Except in the drifting +water-maze, and the drifting men and women around it. + +Restless, both of them; going on and on. Whither, and wherefore? It was +an idle question, Vincent told himself, if the move brought, as it did +here, fresh laughter, fresh colour. + +"_On such a night did young Lorenzo_," quoted the Commissioner's brogue +from the flight of steps where, in the guise of a French cook, he was +fanning Laila Bonaventura, with whom he had been dancing; the latter +sitting still and silent as the shadow in which she was half hidden. A +crackling laugh betrayed Dr. Dillon's whereabouts. He was perched on a +balustrade above, his legs dangling, his trousers, as usual, displaying +his thin ankles; for he was dressed in his ordinary evening suit. + +"And old Lorenzo also," he scoffed. "The disease is nonprotective, +contagious, and marked by extraordinary vitality in the virus, which +after long years may spring to fresh life from a dress, a bit of +ribbon, a lock of hair." + +"Oh! have done with such blasphemy!" interrupted the Commissioner, +joyously, "and me racking me brains which of all the beauties of this +_hareem_ I'd better fall in love with! Dering, you're a steward, I +believe. Turn that man out for obtruding the exigencies of everyday +life--including a swallow-tail coat--into Paradise." + +"I've objected already, sir," said Vincent Dering, laughing; "but he +declares he is a malarial bacillus." + +"A what?" remonstrated the brogue. + +"A malarial bacillus, sir," explained the doctor; "as I have failed +hitherto--like everybody else--to recognize the gentleman, even through +a microscope, I am naturally at sea as to the proper costume. And you +will, of course, admit the universal rule: 'When in doubt, play a dress +suit.'" + +"By Jove!" ejaculated Lance Carlyon, who, mopping his face, had joined +the group, "what a ripping idea. Wish I'd thought of it instead of this +kit." He looked regretfully at his mailed limbs; for he was dressed as +Lancelot-du-Lac, a costume which had been chosen for him two years +before, at Simla, by a grass widow who had aspired to the part of +Guinevere; but who, retiring before the young fellow's absolute +unconsciousness of her intention, had left him saddled with an +expensive fancy dress which he felt bound to wear out; for all his +spare cash was kept for guns and polo ponies. + +"I'm glad you didn't, Mr. Carlyon," protested Muriel Smith, +consolingly. "You look very nice in it. Only those things on your +legs--I forget the proper name--must be difficult to dance in." + +"Greaves--the well-greaved Greeks, me dear madam," put in the +Commissioner. "Plural of grief. Ah! ye should have seen him come to it +just now with the general's wife. Your chance of promotion's gone, me +dear boy--the marble floor resounded." + +"Well, it isn't half so inconvenient as my husband's dress, anyhow," +continued Mrs. Smith, persisting in her mission of sympathy, when the +laugh at Lance's expense had subsided. + +"That's all you know, my dear," remonstrated Mr. Smith, sleepily, from +a quiet nook in one corner. "I never said Robinson Crusoe was a good +dancing dress, but I claim it isn't bad to sleep in, especially out of +doors. Soft and furry--and--" + +His voice sank into dreamful ease. + +"And it can claim solitude, anyhow," added the doctor, mournfully. +"Think of the disgust of an old established microbe, like myself, when +his swept and garnished home is invaded by a party of seven strange +devils." + +"How rude you are!" exclaimed Mrs. Smith. "Besides, we aren't seven, +and I believe Robinson Crusoe discovered this island before you did!" + +"I think the French cook takes the cake, though," said poor Lance, who +had been following up his own grievance. "Shirt sleeves must be an +awful pull when you are dancing with a _burra mem_."[8] + +"True for you!" assented the Commissioner, sympathetically. "That's the +very reason I took to it, me dear boy, when me own merits and me +advancing years doomed me to all the stout ladies in India. Besides, me +paper cap rids me of two of me reports anyhow. Ye see I always have to +wear two caps; one before, and one after supper. Otherwise I find the +contints get mixed, and make me statements unreliable; and then me +enemies say it's the champagne. I feel it coming on me now, but--" he +sprang to his feet, light as a boy--"by a merciful providence there's +the band at the 'Roast Beef.' Now, are ye coming in to supper with me, +Mrs. Smith, or are you one of those who have to change their identity?" + +"Not I," she declared, taking his arm, "I'm quite content with myself, +thank you!" + +She might well be, since her costume of water-nymph could not have been +improved upon. It enabled her to show off her long, rippling, pale gold +hair, and the filmy green and white, the feathery weeds, the iridescent +shells, matched her delicate face, which seemed almost overweighted by +her water-lily crown. + +"Besides, Undine can always do quick-change artist, and assume a soul," +suggested the Commissioner, as he led her off; adding, in mock alarm: +"Me dear madam! I apologize profoundly. Miss Bonaventura, Captain +Dering's waiting for you, I'm sure." + +Laila, who had risen also, stood silent, looking taller and slimmer +than usual in her guise of Beatrice. It seemed to have brought out the +fact that she had some of the best blood of Italy in her veins. Vincent +Dering had recognized this fact--which Father Ninian had taken care to +communicate to him as soon as the latter had found out that, nominally +at any rate, the former was a Roman Catholic, and therefore a possible +lover--when he had gone up to apologize to the girl for having missed +that second dance, owing to his duties as steward. The recognition had +him vaguely sorry for the girl; sorry also for the old man who, +evidently, dreamt such idle dreams. He did not mean to marry a Begum! + +He crossed over to her now, offering his arm, but she refused it, +saying she did not want supper. + +"But you are enjoying yourself, surely?" he said. + +"Oh, yes! thank you," she answered; "only it isn't real, of course. It +doesn't mean anything." + +Dr. Dillon, who was within hearing, looked down at her sharply. +"Perhaps, my dear young lady, it is as well it doesn't. So let us eat, +drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!" + +She looked up at him quite shocked. "Oh! I didn't mean that, of course; +that is wrong. I only meant that things don't match--the place and the +people, I mean. Except one or two--those for instance." She pointed out +Roshan Khân who, dressed as himself, was taking advantage of the +emptiness of the garden during supper time, to go round it with old +Akbar Khân as guide, the latter in the wildest antics of alacrity. + +"Did you ever see such a funny figure?" continued the girl, with an odd +little laugh. "He is quite crazy with joy. He told me to-day this was +the first time for forty years that he had been himself! That he has +been bewitched." + +"I believe I've been bewitched too," said Vincent, suddenly. "Let us +all go back forty years." + +Dr. Dillon swung his feet further over, and dropped to the ground +almost between them. + +"That would effectually annihilate two of the company, and reduce me to +cutting my teeth; and I want the use of them at supper. Come along and +have something solid, Miss Bonaventura; there is nothing so +indigestible as fancy sweets." + +But she was firm, and moved away to where a small staircase led from +the balcony to the upper storey. She did not care for supper, she +repeated, and she had to mend her dress; someone had trodden on it, and +she would not be able to dance till it was mended. + +"Don't forget ours--the first _extra_," called Vincent after her. She +turned where the narrow stair, after climbing the outside wall, against +which it clung like a swallow's nest, ended in the shadow of an +archway. "I shall be back in plenty of time," she said. Vincent thought +he had never seen her look so nice, so young, so fresh, so smiling. + +"That's a queer girl," remarked the doctor, as he lounged off, "not +half bad. That is just it, in fact; she is a clear case of atavism, and +as her ancestors seem to have been either saints or sinners, there you +are! For it's the same tissue absolutely; indeed, there's precious +little difference between the two when you come to analyze." + +"I never do," interrupted Vincent, shortly. The doctor's cynicism bored +him, especially here, where a man might at least be allowed to escape +the brutal realities. Here, where even the houses in the bazaar beyond +the garden wall--those houses that were by the common light of day so +squalid, so unsavoury, so full of mean, miserable detail--showed like +star-palaces against the sky! + +A sudden comprehension came to him. How blind of the girl to say all +this meant nothing! How crassly idiotic of himself to think of going +back forty years to enjoy this! This was the same yesterday, to-day, +for ever! It was the love of physical pleasure, the desire to +appropriate, to have and to hold, which had civilized the world, and +made man out of a monkey. + +"'The Cradle of the Gods,' did you say, my dear lady?" said a courteous +old voice from the stairs, breaking in on his solitude. "Just so--the +pilgrims go there every year. It lies--let me see--I think I can point +it out to you. Ah! Captain Dering!" continued Father Ninian, finding +the balcony into which he had stepped _en passant_, occupied. "We don't +disturb you, I hope; but Mrs. Palmer was speaking about the 'Cradle of +the Gods.' It must lie--don't you think so?--over there." He pointed +beyond the star-palaces. + +"I should fancy so, sir," replied Vincent, "that is about due north." + +"Then I am wrong," smiled the old priest; "the cave is northwest, and +the passage to it is difficult--almost incredibly difficult." + +"Yet you have been there several times, haven't you?" said Mrs. Palmer. + +Father Ninian shook his head. "Never to the cave itself, madam. I am +not quite sure whether I ever really meant to go so far,--and bow in +the House of Rimmon! It would have been interesting no doubt--but--" he +glanced down almost boyishly at his black _soutane_--"my cloth, my dear +lady, has to be considered. As a matter of fact, something always +hindered me. I went as a medicine man, you see; and so many fall +by the wayside. I wonder, indeed, how any reach it." He paused, +and a wistful smile made his face look dreamy. "Some say none do. A +_jogi_--Gorakh-nâth, Captain Dering,--he whom you turned out of the +gun--claims to be the only man who has ever seen the real cave; the +rest have seen--_illusion!_" He paused again, and his smile changed. +"'Tis a claim, madam, made by more than Gorakh-nâth; who, by the way, +promises to defy you, Captain Dering. Padlock or no padlock, he is to +get in and out of the gun as he chooses while the pilgrims are here." + +Vincent laughed contemptuously. "I don't think miracles go down, even +in India, nowadays, sir." + +The old priest's face grew grave. "I cannot give my assent to that; I +who have seen the blood of a saint turn crimson and flow. Faith, +Captain Dering,--that is, the belief of man in a power beyond his +own,--is the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever!" + +Vincent Dering bowed politely, and kept his shrug of the shoulders for +the old man's back, as he followed him upstairs to the supper room. + +The same yesterday, to-day, for ever! True, in a way. There were two +stabilities amid the chances and changes of this mortal life. The +Garden of the Palace. The Cradle of the Gods. Faith and Love--for it +came to that in the end. + +Here the familiar sight of a ball supper in full swing ended his rare +reflections, and he slipped into a place beside a lively vivandière, +who welcomed him with entreaties to join in a comic opera she was going +to get up at Simla. The last new rage in London; she had written home +for the rights. + +He was in a new atmosphere in a moment, and straightway forgot the +garden; forgot everything but that the supper was excellent, his +companion gay. Even the Commissioner's high voice, as he talked +nonsense, seemed far from the gravity even of conferring titles, and it +seemed incredible that the small man who sat surrounded by a host of +departmental heads was really representing a whole Empire. + +When the band downstairs, by beginning on Strauss's "Lovelong livelong +day," warned him of his engagement to Laila, he passed to it half +reluctantly. She would be sure to dance badly: that make of girl always +did. So he was relieved to find the ball room, and the wide loggia into +which it opened, almost empty. Only a couple or two were spinning +slowly, idly, in and out of the resounding arches. + +He went on, therefore, to the balcony beside the stairs. If the girl +was there it would be an excuse for sitting out. If not, he could +always say he had waited for her. Either way, he would have time for a +cigarette. + +As he went down towards it he met Lance Carlyon coming up, and called +to him: "Supper's A1; so's the wine. It's going awfully well, isn't +it?" + +"Suppose so," replied Lance, "but I'm going to cut. These togs are +awful; but if I go now I'll have time to change and have a shoot down +the river. Am-ma says the ducks sit like stones before dawn. They won't +miss me, as a bachelor, I suppose?" + +Vincent looked at him compassionately. "A bachelor," he echoed. "It's +about your last chance, I take it. However, if you want to kill +something--it's a common symptom--go! I shall stop till the bitter--or +sweet--end! One doesn't get into a streak like this once in a blue +moon! I feel fit for anything." + +As he sat down for a smoke in the corner vacated by Robinson Crusoe, +this feeling was strong upon him, and sent the blood tingling to his +finger-tips. + +The band had by this time ceased piping to unwilling dancers, so the +still, warm, scented air was left to the tinkling ripple of the water, +the rippling tinkle of distant voices; for supper had almost emptied +the garden also. The better for its picturesque effect. Now the +imagination could people it--as Laila Bonaventura (the girl had sense) +had phrased it--with figures that matched; real figures. + +A chiming silvery clash above him made him turn to look upwards to the +archway where Laila Bonaventura had disappeared. It would be a bore if +she were returning to interrupt his cigarette; though, in truth, she +had been, he remembered, almost attractive. + +Almost-- + +He gave an exclamation, and rose to his feet. She was coming, indeed, +but not as she had gone. + +There is no dress in the world which is at once so dainty and so +sensuous, as the court dress of a Mahomedan lady, and Laila Bonaventura +was wearing one as she came slowly down the stairs towards him, a +radiant white figure against the radiant white marble. + +The folds of her long silver-gauze skirt--so cunningly fashioned that +it trailed in rolling shimmer-crested billows behind her, yet left no +beauty of her round limbs hidden--clipped her about the waist like a +serpent's skin. So hiding, yet revealing, was the soft film of fine +muslin over the scented, ivory-tinted corselet, which fitted close to +the full curves of her figure. So was it with the silver-streaked veil, +through which the jewels in her dusky hair, the bracelets on her fair +arms, shone undimmed. So was it even with the chiming fringes of her +silver anklets, as they slid merrily to cover and uncover the small +feet, tucked so carelessly into the little silver-tipped slippers. + +To hide and to reveal, that was the note of all! + +As she came nearer, too, he saw that her lips were reddened, her dark +eyes darkened artificially. And yet her face did not correspond to all +this. It was curiously grave, dignified, almost anxious. + +"Do you like it?" she asked, suddenly pausing a pace or two from him to +stand still, heaped round by those shimmer-crested billows, and so, +with one hand, gather the straight folds of her veil to curves over her +arm. As she did so, he saw, with a curious throb at his heart, that her +wrists were fettered to each other by long trailing chains of scented +jasmine flowers. + +A dainty prisoning indeed! The suggestion of it set his head whirling. + +Like it!--His very admiration kept him silent. + +"It makes it feel more real," she went on, "don't you think it does?" + +Real, or a dream? He did not know which. He felt a fool to stand so +silent; yet no words--as she would phrase it--came to match. None, at +least, that he dare use to her unconscious dignity. + +"Only I can't dance, you see," she continued, bending to look at the +billows about her feet. "Besides,"--she looked up suddenly, her whole +expression changed, she flung her fettered hands forward almost into +his face. The strings on strings of scented flowers looping themselves +in ever widening curves, hung like a screen between him and her +laughter. + +"I'm a prisoner--yours, I suppose." He fell back for half a second, +then caught the hand in his. + +And then, in an instant, it came back to him--the measureless glad +content of that mistake in the dark! He had told himself ever since +that it had come, then, by mistake--incomprehensible, it is true, +horrible to a certain extent, but still in error. But this was no +mistake! + +"Yes!--my prisoner," he said. "Come, and sit down, and let us talk." He +wanted time to think. + +She shook her head. "Not here, please! No one is to see me but you, +only you. That is why I waited till I saw you were alone. I only put it +on for you to see." + +A sudden remembrance of something she had said to him--"When it is +real, and you give yourself--everything, and ask nothing." The +certainty that she was doing this now made him say quickly:-- + +"Don't be afraid--they shall not see. Come, let us go into the +garden--those balconies by the river--" + +She shook her head again. + +"They are not safe, and my guardian would be so angry. Though it isn't +really wrong"--she added, with her odd vein of piety; "but when +somebody sent me the dress, I thought it would be fun, and I wanted you +to see." + +"Sent you the dress?" he echoed hotly. "Who?" + +She looked at him vastly amused. "Are you jealous? But I'm not going to +tell you. That is just like the novels, isn't it; but what is the use +of making people angry?" + +"How do you know I should be angry," he asked coldly. + +She smiled like a Sphinx might smile. "I'm certain. Come! Perhaps I'll +tell you when we get to a safe place. There's one close by. My guardian +wouldn't have it lit up because--he always has the same reason for +everything, you know, and it _is_ so dull--because something happened +there long ago. As if it mattered!" + +As she spoke, they had been passing down the marble steps, her silver +anklets chiming; and now, as they paused an instant on the edge of the +water-maze, they chimed still. But to a new, curiously provocative +measure, and her face, her figure, her very voice, changed as if to +keep time with it. + +"I used to run all over it, in and out, when I was little," she +chattered mischievously, "and old Akbar used to run after me and +tumble in! I could do it now, and you could chase me, if I hadn't all +this-" she gave a little mutinous kick at her sweeping skirt. Then +suddenly she laughed. "Poor old Akbar! I'd like him to see me, but I +don't see how it could be managed. And nobody else must--but you. So +come--come quick!" + +She drew him after her by one hand, like a child at play. Across the +marble plinth, right to the wide arched passage in the lower storey; +and when, having gained in the race, he would from habit have gone +straight on towards the courtyard, she pulled him back with a peal of +laughter. + +"Not that way, stupid! Here--it's a dear little balcony all by itself +with steps down to the river and a boat." + +"Perfect!" he exclaimed with an answering laugh, as he disappeared +after her. + +But in that instant's pause two figures had passed into the other end +of the long passage from the chapel. Two figures, one of which, +half-disdainfully, half-regretfully, had been going round the beauties +of the palace; the other, gambolling sideways by reason of its curbing +deference its urging servility, engaged in garrulous tales of past +glory. + +"Yea! _Ger-eeb-pun-wâz_," it was saying, "Bun-avatâr used to meet Anâri +Begum here. She liked him best in uniform, and she wore--" + +It was then that, framed in the distant archway, seen clear against the +radiance of the garden, that vision of a laughing girl, a flashing +uniform appeared. + +Old Akbar Khân gave a faint mumbling petition to be preserved, and fell +back, his teeth chattering. + +"Anâr--Anâr--herself," he muttered. "And he--God help us all! Why did +they light up the garden?" + +But Roshan Khân knew better. His eyes were younger. And he had the +key--the key of that shimmering silver dress. + +"Fool!" he said sharply. "They are no ghosts. 'Twas Dering-_sahib_ +and--and--" he gave a bitter laugh--"one of his _mems_. They do such +things often." + +But as he walked on, his hands clenched themselves to the tune of the +words which sang in his brain, "God smite his soul to hell! God smite +his soul to hell!" + +The two great stabilities, Love of God and Love of woman, had joined +hands, as they always do. + +A formidable combination. + + + + + CHAPTER X + + THE PIVOTS OF LIFE + + +Lance Carlyon was not, as a rule, given either to loss of spirits or +temper, yet both were at vanishing-point as he flung off the garb of +his namesake of the lake; swearing as he did so that he would never +wear the blessed thing again. It cramped him all over; body and soul. +And then--for he knew his Tennyson well, as one of his name could +hardly fail to do--his memory raced swiftly over the love-loyal +knight's career; until suddenly he laughed at a phrase which had always +tickled him. "_So groaned Sir Lancelot--not knowing he should die a +holy man_." + +If he had?--what would have been the result? Would he simply have +refrained from remorseful pain, or from the honour rooted in dishonour +which caused it? + +With a mighty stretch of his sound young muscles at the relief, Lance +caught up his Indian clubs, and went elaborately, conscientiously, +through his daily series of exercises before putting on his +dust-coloured shooting-suit, and swathing himself with the necessary +plentitude of belts, cartridge-boxes, and gaiters. The latter--being, +after Indian fashion, simply a couple of bandages neatly twined--were, +as a matter of fact, much tighter than his discarded greaves; but the +clip of them about his calves was familiarly reminiscent of many a +day spent out in the jungle alone, or at most with some companion of +Am-ma's type. A man whose only claim to be called one in these later +days was his undoubted dominion over the birds of the air, the fish of +the sea, the beasts of the field. How jolly it had been! And how the +deuce could a fellow like Vincent Dering-- + +Lance, sorting cartridges systematically with an eye to a possible +snipe, whistled a tune which Vincent was always asked to sing at the +Smiths', "_Sweet is true love--and sweet is Death_." + +Well, he preferred the Death. So, catching up his gun, he made his way +to the crypt-like flight of steps which, half way down the straight +river-edged wall of the Fort--between its northern bastion where the +stream turned hillwards at a sharp angle, and the southern one beside +the bathing-steps--led to a tiny landing-stage. Here the canoe, which +he had hired for such excursions from Ramanund (whose last experience +of boating had rather sickened him of its pleasures), lay moored. + +Keeping the paddle ready for steering, he let the stream, which here +clung swift and smooth to the wall, take him with it; partly because he +had no wish to be seen by any revellers in the palace. But the sight of +the latter made him slip the paddle-blade into the sliding water, and +send the canoe swerving out for a better view. + +It was wondrously beautiful, seen from the river, with every line +and curve of light reflected almost as clear as the reality. The +sight held his attention, so that he was abreast of the bathing-steps +ere he remembered his desire for secrecy, and, in his haste, the +canoe--answering to his swift stroke--almost spun round, bringing him, +in an instant, within an ace of collision with the hard brick. As it +was, he heard a faint grating sound. + +"By Jove! that was a near shave," he muttered to himself. + +Out of the darkness of the courtyard, for the unilluminated block of +the palace rose between it and the white radiance, came a voice:-- + +"Is't thou? Hast brought the tool--we must get the job done ere dawn +and--" + +The rest was inaudible as the river slid him on. What were they up to? +he wondered idly; taking advantage, doubtless, of the absolute +desertion of the courtyard, the entry to which had been blocked for the +night, the main entrance to the palace having been prepared for the +reception of the guests. Were they meddling with the padlock Dering had +put on the tampion which stopped the muzzle of the old gun? Time to see +to that in the morning. + +He was now steering his way just on the edge of the shadow cast by the +wall on the water, and in front of him jutted out a balcony smaller +than the rest, and nearer the river. Those upper ones, he knew, were +part of the chapel; but this-- + +He looked at it narrowly, wondering if he had ever noticed it before, +then let the paddle sink idly across the boat, and sat staring at what +he saw. Dering, of course! But the woman! Who on earth was she? A +native? Hardly; and yet he did not remember seeing anyone at the ball +whose dress was in the least like this; even in the dark it glittered. + +"Do you call that love?" came a voice echoing softly over the water. "I +don't. When I love, I mean to give, not to take; and the more I give, +the more I'll have to give; because, you see, love will come back--it +must." + +By all that was incomprehensible, Laila Bonaventura! And, if there was +any certainty in these shadows, Dering's arm-- + +Phew! Lance knew his Shakespeare also; had, in fact, a curiously +ingenuous and human acquaintance with even the exact words of the great +master. So as he drifted on, leaving those two in the balcony, a line +drifted with him:-- + + + "She whom I love now + Doth grace for grace and love for love allow. + The other did not so." + + +He felt a righteous relief at the idea, for he was eminently virtuous. +Poor old Vincent! This was better than the other--he paused +doubtfully--Well! different people had different tastes. He, for +instance, had never admired Mrs. Smith. And then Dering, good chap as +he was, had, everybody knew, a touch of the tar-brush himself. Only a +touch, still it made a difference; for one had to consider the +children. For instance, when _he_ married--Why a vision of a child's +head he had once seen, far away in the north, covered with soft, waving +curls of sun-bright red-gold hair, chestnut--yes, chestnut hair, the +very colour of that beast of a pony who boshed him at polo--should have +come to him at that moment he did not know; but he fled from it, +bashful as any girl over her first fancy, and, bending forward, sent +the canoe racing the foam-bubbles on the swifter current with all the +strength of his young arms. + +That was the mission house, ending the long curve of the city. The +mission house, where _she_ slept--the boat raced harder here--where +_she_ lived in the thick of it--God bless her! Here the boat slackened, +partly because the spit was reached, and in the darkness, made visible +by that soft white radiance behind him, he must not miss Am-ma's hut. +Am-ma, who had dominion over wild duck, among other things in that +munificent gift of the Creator to His own image. Am-ma, who must come +out and show those who had fallen from their high estate through +civilization how to lure the birds to their death. + + + "_Sweet is true Love though given in vain, + And sweet is Death which puts an end to pain_." + + +The refrain came back in this connection, and Lance's voice, as he sang +it, if not musical, held a hint of something beyond the mere maudlin +expression-stop of the ordinary song-singer. + +He need not, he told himself, have feared to overlook Am-ma's wigwam; +for there, not far from the point of the spit it stood, all lit up; +circled round closely with a row of little lights like those at the +palace. Were the primitive folk down here aping their masters and +having a ball of their own? Smiling at the thought, he ran the canoe on +shore and walked up to the reed hut. Then he saw that the circle of +lights was broken by a dark patch. It was Am-ma himself, squatting on +his heels. To one side of him, firmly fixed in the sand, was a +freshly-killed crocodile's head, its jaws ingeniously distended by a +thin cane to which a string was attached. By pulling this the dead +mouth seemed to open and shut, as the pliant rattan bent under the +strain and sprang back again. In his other hand he held a bloody spear. +Despite these fearful preparations, however, the first glimpse of an +approaching figure set him visibly trembling with fright; until, on its +coming nearer the lights, he sprang to his feet with a sudden +blubbering shout of relief. + +"I thought--this fool, this atom of dust, thought--the _Huzoor_ was the +devil!" he explained, capering and chuckling to make much of the joke, +now that the fear of its being a reality was over. + +"The devil!" echoed Lance. "What the dickens should the devil come here +for?" + +Am-ma looked half-grave, half-important. Did not the _Huzoor_ know, he +explained, that when life was coming into the world, all the demons in +it wanted to get hold of the new-born thing? Hence the lights, hence +the crocodile's head and the spear; also his own valiance. Hence, also, +the impossibility of his accompanying the Presence after duck. If he, +the father of the thing to be born, was not there to fight the demons, +what hope could there be for the son?--and here this quaint, broad, +ugly face grew wistful--for it must be a son, surely, this time. No! he +had no children; the demons had taken them all, every one; though he +had left nothing undone, though he had sought out one medicine-man +after another. What did it matter? he asked pathetically, if the charm +were of one faith or another, if it brought a child. He had tried all. +His own and everybody else's. But they all died, the children, girls +and boys; died when they were born. The demon somehow slipped through +the lights; the charm was not strong enough; that was all. So this +time, when he had seen that the _Huzoors_ had the _Dee-puk-râg_, the +sign of kings, that they were, indeed, light-bringers, as his people +had been of old, he had sent for the Miss-_sahiba_, and she had come. +She was there in the hut, even now, fighting the demons. + +Lance gave a quick catch of his breath, and stood silent. Right over +the miserable reed hut, clear against the violet of the moonless sky, +rose those palaces of stars lit up for pleasure. It almost seemed to +him that the slight breeze, which was beginning to whisper of the dawn, +held in it the faint rhythm of a distant waltz. + +And here, at his feet, was this hut, lit up for pain. He heard that +also, in a faint moan, which sent a shiver through him; the shiver of +one who finds himself bare of accustomed covering, out in the open, far +from any shelter from the cold sky. + +"Of course you can't come, Am-ma," he said, moving off. "Well! I hope +the Miss-_sahiba_ will--will keep the devil away. I--I--expect she +will!" + +As he floated a little further down stream, vaguely obeying the +instructions which Am-ma, regretful for all his anxiety, had shouted +after him, he told himself that if anybody could, she would. If a +fellow married her, for instance-- + +He drew the canoe on to the sand-bank, Am-ma had spoken of, somewhat +sooner than his directions warranted, in order to stifle thought by +action. And it needed every sense on the alert to tell in the darkness +if one was keeping a fairly straight path. That scarcely audible "_lip, +lip_" on the right meant that the water was close by, running an inch +or two below a sheer yet crumbling edge of earth. That yielding +softness on the left meant the ridge of dry sand. His way was between +the two. Every now and again a watchful quack, a distant flutter, told +him that the ducks were not far off. And in the east the faintest +lightening of the purple warned him he was none too soon, since the +dawn in India comes quickly. + +But this must be the place; a sort of bunker right at the end of the +bank. Here, cuddling down almost luxuriously into loose dry sand, still +warm from yesterday's sun, he waited for that hint of light in the far +east to grow strong enough for him to see. + +It is always an experience to sit and wait for daylight, ignorant, +helpless till it comes, of what lies close at hand. Lance Carlyon, +crouching in that still warm sand, felt a sudden forlornness, a sense +of having parted with something. + +But, almost on the heels of this, came a sense of having found +something; of strange, quick, new, yet familiar companionship. It +seemed to him as he watched that faint grey lightening in the far east, +that he did so, not as Lance Carlyon, but as an atom in the great, +round, spinning world whose curved edge grew darker against the coming +light. + +He laid his gun beside him, and, kneeling in the soft, still warm sand, +rested his arms on the edge of the bunker, ears and eyes alert as any +wild creature's. He could hear the soft rustle of feathers in the dark, +the soft swish of the water as something stirred in it, the soft sob +with which an inch or two of that tiny, unseen sand-cliff gave way to +the stream, the softer gurgle, as of laughter, with which the water +took its toll of earth. + +So, thinking not at all, simply as a sand grain in the sand around him, +the mystery, the certainty of dawn held him, as it held all things. + +The curved line of the world darkened, the shadow of it deepened, as +the grey of the sky grew tender as the eye of a mother watching her +child asleep. But only for a space. Then the grey hardened, and a +trumpet call from a whistling teal told that the great fight of dawn +had come. + +So, for another space, the Dark and the Light faced each other, waiting +for that second trumpet call. + +It came, borne on a faint rustle of wind which crept over the edge of +the world from the footsteps of the coming day. The shiver of it swept +through the shadows; they broke into battalions to face the foe. So +into companies, till, as the red spear-points of the sun showed over +the horizon, they rallied darkly, desperately, behind each hint of +rising ground, in each hint of sheltering hollow. Rallied in vain, for +below the spear-points a glittering curve, as of a golden helmet, came +resistless. + +Then Lance Carlyon stood up, hastily, gun in hand. But he was too late. +The mystery of Dawn had held him helpless, as it had held the birds; +and now they, too, were freemen of the conquering day. + +He fired a couple of shots after them, more as a salute to the victor +than in any hope of slaughter; so, with a laugh, turned homeward. + +The canoe shot against the stream gaily, but, as he neared the spit, a +sudden desire to go home by land assailed him. Am-ma could take the +boat back; there might be a chance of a snipe, in that low-lying bit +below the mission house, and-- + +He blushed, even in solitude, at his own moral turpitude. Why not tell +the truth; to himself, at least? + +He found Am-ma, worn out by his night's anxiety, with his head between +his knees, fast asleep; leaving the crocodile, at the agony point of an +unending yawn, in sole charge of the little circle of flickering +lights. Some of them had gone out, the rest looked trumpery in the +growing blaze of day. But what matter? Since, half an hour before, Erda +Shepherd had come out of the wigwam with a living child, wrapped quite +daintily in an orthodox square of new flannel. + +"It is a son, Am-ma, and I think it is very like you," she had said, +with a laugh at the wrinkled, wizened old face peering out at its new +world. + +But Am-ma had grovelled on the ground with tears and cries of +blubbering joy. He had been right. The _Huzoors_ were kings. They knew +the _Dee-puk-râg_. They were the light-bringers, the life-bringers. + +He had never asked after his wife, but when Erda had gone inside again, +he sat, and in his anxiety to keep the devil from those inside, had +twitched away at his string so fiercely that the crocodile's head lost +its ferocity in what appeared to be a fit of laughter, until sleep, +from sheer relief, overtaking the puller, the laugh had ended in that +steady yawn. + +Am-ma was on his feet, alert in a second, however, at Lance's touch, +like a wild beast. + +"'Tis all right, _Huzoor_" he grinned broadly. "'Tis a son." Then once +again the exuberance of his delight made him grovel in the sand at the +feet of the Master. + +"And the Miss-_sahiba?_ Hath she gone?" asked Lance, blushing once +more, now that his own self-deception became impossible. + +"Nay, she remains inside," asserted Am-ma. But a look which he gave in +the hut proved him wrong. She must have gone out the other way while he +slept, he confessed, sheepishly; but there was nothing wrong. The devil +had not won a way in; both mother and son were dozing peacefully. + +Lance, his hope of walking back with Erda gone, felt inclined to take +to the canoe again. Then a savage desire to kill something, at least, +suggested the possibility of a snipe in the little swampy bit below the +city wall, not far from the mission house; so bidding Am-ma take the +canoe up at his leisure, he walked off, feeling, for him, in a very bad +temper. + +He forgot his quarrel with fate, however, in a second, when, the bit of +swamp reached, something buzzed up to fall slantwise like a stone; +something which, on picking it up, he found to be the rare Sabine +snipe, painted, absolutely beautiful, in its delicate harmony of +colour. And the luck did not come singly, for from behind a clump of +tiger-grass came Erda Shepherd, a trifle alarmed at the possibility of +being shot if she did not show herself. + +Lance walked up to her, swiftly, the dead bird in his hand. "You must +be awfully tired, being up all night," he began-- + +He had a way of rushing things, Erda thought, which was disconcerting +when one was anxious to keep on the surface. "And you too, Mr. +Carlyon," she interrupted; "did you enjoy the ball?" She felt pleased +at this able evasion. + +"Who--I--Oh! dear me, no," he replied, absently; then he smiled. "I +say, wasn't Am-ma pleased. He slobbered and blubbered with joy all over +my boots, and yet--" he paused reflectively, "I don't think a little +Am-ma could be a very pleasing object." + +For the life of her she could not help a smile. "It was not," she +confessed frankly; "in fact I think it was the ugliest baby I ever saw. +Poor little thing," she added in quick self-reproach. "Anyhow it seemed +beautiful to them--it is the first--the first that has lived, I mean." +She pulled up short, wondering what possessed her to be so confidential +with this strange young man. + +"So Am-ma told me," said Lance. "He called you the Life-bringer. It is +a nice name." + +She fought against the tenderness in his tone. "And you are the +Death-bringer," she retorted lightly, pointing to the painted beauty in +his hand. "So you and I are at opposite poles, Mr. Carlyon." + +He stood looking at her for a moment with a smile. "I don't know, Miss +Shepherd. '_Death and Birth are the pivots of the Wheel of Life_.' I +remember reading that, in Sanskrit, when I went up for my higher; for +I've passed it, you know. I'm really not bad at languages when I try." + +It was the first time she had ever heard him claim credit for anything, +and the fact touched her more than she cared to own. Touched her so +closely that she sought instantly for cover. + +"I wish I were," she said, moving on, though, as she had known he +would, he moved on also. "I'm afraid I shall find it a great trouble +having to learn a new one." + +"A new one," he echoed quickly, in response to something in her voice. +"Are you going to leave Eshwara--soon?" + +She paused for a moment ere replying. "Sooner than I expected, Mr. +Carlyon; most likely in a day or two. I don't know whether you have +heard," she continued, looking him in the face, "but I am engaged to be +married to my cousin--Dr. Campbell's son--David Campbell. He is a +missionary--as I am--and--" she hesitated. "He is at home,--or was. We +did not expect him back for two months, but he has had a good offer of +a splendid place where there is any amount of work to be done. The +letter telling us this came yesterday--by the same mail as--as he did. +He is travelling up country now; and then--" + +"And then?" said Lance, quietly. With his gun over his shoulder, he +looked what he was, a soldier; and since she began to speak, he had, +insensibly, pulled himself together and fallen into a disciplined +ordered tread. + +"My aunt wants the wedding to be from the mission station in the low +hills where they go every summer," went on the girl. She was trying not +to look at her companion, not out of pity, but from dread of her own +admiration. "So as David"--she felt better after the semi-appropriation +of the Christian name--"is in a hurry to start, she thought of going +there as soon as the camp leaves--in a day or two. So--so--we shall not +see very much more of each other, Mr. Carlyon; shall we?" + +He gave her his first look of reproach, being unable, in his absolutely +honest humility, to conceive of the vague regret which forced her to +the useless appeal. + +"I--I hope you will be very happy," he said, quite simply. "Take care, +please; that bit is boggier than you think." For the second time in +their short acquaintance she felt his hand, not as a friend's, but as a +helper, a protector. This time the blood left her face pale. + +"I hope so, Mr. Carlyon," she replied, and her hands clasped themselves +tightly as if to hold some resolve. "It is what I have always hoped +for, thought of." Then suddenly she smiled at him almost appealingly. +"I am a bit of a soldier too, you know--I love the fighting." + +"You are in the thick of it here, anyhow," he interrupted, pausing. + +They had climbed by a flight of steps through the city wall into the +small courtyard on which the mission house, which had once been an +outpost of the Fort, opened on its inner side. The outer, with its wide +overhanging verandah, forming part of the actual city wall. But the +remainder of the courtyard was set round by a perfect congeries of +small temples, each rearing its upright stone spire--the stone of Baal +worship--about the central tank which occupied the middle of the +square. It was quite a small tank, and absolutely dry; so that you +could see the four or five worn stone steps which led down to the patch +of earth, not six feet square, at the bottom. A dozen or more children, +boys and girls of the streets, were playing a sort of hop-scotch on +these steps, and as Lance looked, one of them slipped and fell into +that patch of earth. In a second the others had quitted their game, and +fallen pell-mell, too, struggling, kicking, shouting, screaming with +laughter. + +"Is it a game?" he asked, looking at his companion, amused. + +"Yes!" she said, suddenly, her face stern as he had seen it that first +time he met her. "It is the game of Life and Death! That is the 'Pool +of Immortality,' Mr. Carlyon! The pilgrims come here to bathe--there +must be a secret siphon somewhere, for the water only comes when it is +wanted. Three years ago the barriers put up to prevent accidents gave +way--it was no one's fault. The crowd got in--a man slipped--and--and +when the police managed to clear the crush--the--the tank was full up +with dead bodies! The children _play_ at it now!" + +But they had spied more amusement, and in another second were hanging +round Erda's skirts. + +"Sing to us, Miss-_sahiba_,--sing to us before you go in." + +She looked apologetically at Lance. "I generally do," she began. + +He raised his cap, almost obediently, with a brief "Certainly," and +passed on; but as he left the court on his way to the Fort, the first +note of her voice made him turn, for a second, to look. + +She was seated on the top step of the tank, the children grouped +inquisitively round her, and she held her head high-almost defiantly. + + + "_The Son of God goes forth to war, + Who follows in His train?_" + + +The words were distinctly audible, following him as he passed on, the +gun on his shoulder, the dead bird in his hand, and something between +blessing and cursing in his heart. But above and through all, he seemed +to hear a never-ceasing voice that said, "_The pivots of Life are Birth +and Death. Death and Birth_." + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + WHEELS WITHIN WHEELS + + +"Half a minute, Dillon!" said the Commissioner abruptly, as the doctor, +ushered in by a scarlet-sin-stain of an orderly, entered the tent where +the former was working. "I must attend to these gentlemen first." + +These gentlemen were Dya Ram, Ramanund, and a third very different sort +of person, obtrusively Hindoo in face, figure, attire. + +The Commissioner's manner, as he returned to the business in hand, +changed from careless familiarity to an elaborate courtesy. + +"I quite understand, _pundit-sahib_," he said in English to Ramanund, +"that you are, as you say, actuated by no personal motive. A man of +your attainments and culture can scarcely feel a keen interest in +_jogi_ Gorakh-nâth's--that is the name, I think--domicile in a gun +barrel!" + +The sarcasm was lost on the hearer, who smiled, satisfied. "Quite so, +sir," he replied. "It is merely, as my friend Dya Ram postulates, a +question as to the legality--" + +The Commissioner interrupted him suavely. "In that case it is a matter +for the courts, surely." + +"Unless your Honour should, as magistrate, act under Section 418 +providing for emergencies," began Dya Ram; whereat the official sat +back in his chair resignedly. + +"Of course," he answered, his brogue running riot, as it always did, +when he was contemptuous, "I have that power. But do ye really think, +sir, that this present matter is of such paramount importance to the +stability of the British Empire, that I should be justified in running +counter to the ordinary course of law and justice?" Here the futility +of his own sarcasm seemed to come home to him. He paused to consult a +file, and when he looked up again, he spoke in Hindustani--evidently +for the benefit of the third party. "There is no record whatever," he +said briefly, "of any previous claim to the gun. It has been +worshipped, of course; but that is a different matter. The military +power has no intention of interfering with this habit. I may add that a +counter petition, praying me not to allow appeal on the ground that +this _jogi_ is a man of ill fame, and a public nuisance, has been filed +by the _mohunt_ (guardian of shrines) at the Pool of Immortality." + +The obtrusively Hindoo figure which had remained standing, though his +companions were seated, here folded his hands as if in prayer, leant +forward, and began garrulously:-- + +"_Huzoor_ it is malice--malice of hereditary nature. They hope to gain +money--" + +"Exactly, _Mohunt-jee_; your money! if the pilgrims haven't the +attraction of a live man in a gun close to your shrine your trade will +suffer," interrupted the Commissioner, with brutal truth. "I am afraid +I can do nothing. Of course," he continued, reverting to English, "if +you bring a suit to claim prescriptive right, you may," here his +patience gave way finally, "but God bless my soul, gentlemen! Surely +men like you have something better to do than bolster up your +countrymen in a preposterous business like this!" + +"Pardon me, sir," protested Dya Ram, litigiously, "but if it is +prescriptive right, vested in citizens, then--" + +"Then, sir!" interrupted the stern, high voice, "the British Empire +will have no choice but to allow _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth to be a +son-of-a-gun till the day of his death! So good-morning to you; +unless--" here the suavity returned in full force--"there is any other +subject you wish to bring forward." + +There was not, apparently; and as the trio were ushered out, the +Commissioner sat still further back in his chair, tilting it with his +feet against the table, and ran his fingers through his hair in an +exasperated fashion. + +"'Pon my soul, it's inconceivable," he said; then, reaching forward, +took up a newspaper that was lying on the table, and began to read. + +"_If we are asked what we, the educated natives of India, claim, we +reply boldly, all things that Englishmen of equal culture possess by +right of birth. We refuse flatly to be lumped in with the crass +ignorance of our fellow-countrymen who have, alas! not yet risen to a +pitch of desiring that liberty of which John Stuart Mill speaks in such +glowing terms in his valuable pamphlet_." + +"Hark to that, now!" he commented, flinging the paper back. "That's Mr. +Dya Ram's last, and it goes on, as per usual, to abuse. They asked me +to put a name to it, and I've just been telling the confidential +department that, barring a horrible misuse of synonym, there's no +sedition, no harm in it whatever! And there isn't, Dillon. The +son-of-a-gun business is ten times as dangerous. Dering's within his +rights, but I wish to blazes he'd left the brute alone; or he might +have put a blank cartridge in and fired a salute by mistake when +Gorakh-nâth was inside! But ye can't keep the military in subjection. +The department's aimin' at a fight, and small blame to it! I'm spoiling +for one myself this instant moment; so come along, doctor, an' let me +hear what your criminals have to say. There's a pretty sheaf of +complaints for ye, ye hard-hearted murderin' slave driver!" + +He took up a bulky file of papers as he spoke, and passed them to an +orderly in exchange for his hat, which the man held ready. + +"Yes! it's pretty good," assented the doctor, placidly, as, keeping +step, the two passed out of the tent, so down the palm avenue towards +the gaol, which the Commissioner was going to inspect. "It comes of +their being idle. Wait till I get them digging again. I'll work the +mischief out of them. When are we going on; and where?" + +His companion shook his head. "Can't get an answer out of the Public +Works. Is there anything you would like done, meanwhile?" + +Dr. Dillon laughed sardonically. "Pretty considerable, rather! Only it +would take months to get sanction. But, if you pass it, Smith says he +could put a wire on from the Fort easily in a day. It would save +sending by road if there was trouble, and the great thing is to hit +back as quick as you can. The mutiny taught us that." + +"Ay," said the Commissioner, musingly, "that's the straight tip; and +that's why steam and electricity rule India. One can be ready without +letting people know. If that had been the case in the mutiny--" he +shrugged his shoulders, then went on--"these things come so easily; a +touch starts them; but you mustn't show that you know it. Still, if you +thought there would be any difficulty--I mean if you mightn't be able +to hold your own till they came from the Fort--we might make some +excuse for quartering a troop closer." + +Dr. Dillon shook his head. "It isn't worth it. I believe myself they'll +settle down when that big brute, Gopi, I told you about, gets his +ticket to-morrow. If I didn't want to get rid of him I'd put him in +cells for six weeks. And there's a warder, too,--or perhaps more. But +there's no fear. I could hold the whole 'biz' myself, till the brutes +managed to get off their leg irons, and as I keep every tool _extra +mural_, I don't believe there's a bit of iron within the walls--except +the shackles themselves. So I should have an hour or two, anyhow--" + +"Now, here you are," he continued, with pardonable pride, as they +passed under the mud archway which led into the gaol; a long archway +with a massive door at either end, tunnelling a square block of +flat-roofed building. "You'll find everything spick and span, I can +tell you, for I've been making the beggars polish their own leg irons, +so as to keep 'em a bit busy." + +It was, indeed, spick and span, as only an Indian gaol can be, where +everything, including the prisoners' beds, is freshly mud-plastered +every week. Spick and span in a mere monotony of mud and lack of +colour. The prisoners, fifteen hundred of them or more, stood in four +long, straight rows, naked save for their waistcloths and the eared +caps on their shaven heads; their blankets, folded to a small square +under their feet, giving them a strangely wooden appearance, as if they +stood on stands, like the figures in Noah's ark. + +A couple of policemen fell out and drew their truncheons to walk close +behind the Commissioner; but Dr. Dillon waved his pair back. + +"Never show you expect anything," he said laconically, "and as I've +always refused a guard, I can't take one now." + +Nor was there any apparent need for one. Some faces scowled at him, but +most were occupied with the Commissioner, who, when a prisoner raised +his hand, paused to take the written petition which, nine times out of +ten, was ready for presentation. + +"There must be a good many warders in it," remarked the Commissioner, +dryly. And the doctor nodded. + +"Now there's only the hospital," said the latter, when the solitary +cells had been inspected, the cook room interviewed, and the dinner to +come tasted. "It won't take you long. There was only one case in this +morning." + +But as they entered the long open ward, like a cloister, mud-plastered +as all else, but with iron beds looking strangely at variance with +their surroundings, two of these were occupied, and at one, a hospital +dresser was standing, looking somewhat scared. + +Dr. Dillon gave a hasty exclamation as he stepped up to the bed and +looked at the sick man. + +"When did he come in?" he asked briefly. + +"Ten minutes ago, _Huzoor_; the _baboo_ hath given him--" + +"Never mind what he hath given him," interrupted the doctor, holding up +his hand in warning, "go on with it, and tell the _baboo-sahib_ to +come to me for orders--at once. Now then, sir, that's all--and a bit +too much too--" he added in a lower voice, as they passed out together, +"for it's a case of cholera." + +The Commissioner looked grave. "That will complicate matters, won't +it?" + +"Can't say. You never can tell. They may take it as a dispensation, or +there may never be another case. That fellow's done for, anyhow--he'll +be dead in an hour." + +"That's quick, isn't it?" asked his companion, calmly. + +"Rather. I've seen a man go out in ten minutes, though. The worst of it +is," he added, with a frown, "if there really is some conspiracy at the +bottom of the discontent, it is as likely as not the devils who are +working it, may take advantage of this--I don't mean of this +death--_that_ goes without saying. But when cholera is about, poison is +hard to detect, and even if I stamp out the _disease_, which I mean to +do, they may simulate it." He bit at his thumbnail viciously as he +strode on, thinking and muttering. "By God!" he murmured, "if I could +catch 'em at it! However," he added aloud, "it's no good fussing. If +the thing comes, it comes, and I've kept you here too long as it is, +sir. Do you know it's close on half-past ten?" + +"Be jabers!" exclaimed the Commissioner, "only twenty minutes to bathe, +shave, breakfast, and put on me gold lace continuations. Well, ta, ta! +I'll see you at the show, of course." + +Dr. Dillon looked puzzled for an instant; the puzzledom of a man whose +thoughts are recalled from afar. "The show? Oh, yes! I was forgetting. +Rather, sir. Why! it is as much my canal as Smith's, for we've done +every inch of it together; besides, I have got to drive his wife down." + +"Where the deuce is Dering?" asked the Commissioner, quite ingenuously; +but George Dillon flushed up. It was visible even under his +leather-like tan. + +"I really can't say, sir; otherwise engaged, I presume." + +His elder turned to him, surprised, yet with instant apology. "I'm +sorry; I shouldn't have said it; but I really meant nothing." + +Dr. Dillon gave a dry, sardonic laugh. "Oh! it is all right, sir. I +quite believe you didn't. Nobody does mean anything in that sort of +connection. It's left for the doctors to face facts as they are really; +and then you call us brutal." He turned back, as he spoke, to the +hospital. + +Half an hour afterwards, however, having in the interim provided for +every contingency he could foresee, including the bare possibility of +his carrying infection, he appeared in Mrs. Smith's drawing-room, +looking--for him--quite smart and spruce; since, as he had said, this +end to three years' work was an event in his life also. + +He found her, dressed in her daintiest, in a rocking-chair; and as he +entered, his quick trained ear took in the petulance of the recurring +push of one daintily shod foot. The room was darkened, and full of the +scent of flowers. It was a familiar room to him, yet he never entered +it without a glad recognition of the extreme feminine refinement shown +in its every detail; for its mistress was one of those women whose +fragility comes less from physical delicacy than from sensitiveness of +mind. + +She was leaning back in her chair listlessly; yet the white ringed +hands which clasped the fair curls on her forehead showed an almost +passionate strain of muscle. + +"I believe you'll have to go without me," she said, as he approached, +"I've such a racking headache. I don't believe I can face it--I'm sure +I can't." + +He passed on to her side, and laid his hand on one of hers for an +instant, while his quick eye took in the details around him. A note had +slipped from her lap to the floor. It lay face up, and the words "Dear +Mrs. Smith, so sorry--" showed in Vincent Dering's writing. So, not +content with the message of excuse sent her by the offender through +him, she must have written! That was a dangerous development of the +situation. He stood looking down at her indulgently, as he might on a +fractious child who did not understand. And she did not--poor soul! + +"You're nervous," he said. "Let me give you half a whiskey-and-soda +before we start. It'll make you all right." + +"Nervous!" she echoed irritably, her foot setting her chair a-swing to +match her tone. "I'm never nervous--you know that is not one of my +failings--is it?" + +"No," he replied, "but you are a bundle of nerves for all that. You +wouldn't be the woman you are if you weren't. And you are nervous at +this moment. Nervous, despondent, out of heart. Come! make an effort!" + +She gave a petulant little giggle of impatience. "You speak as if I +were a Mrs. Dombey; but I'm not that sort. Besides, it killed her. I am +not coming. It doesn't really matter, you know; nobody will miss me--it +will be all right." + +George Dillon, watching her, felt sorry, for once, at the correctness +of his own diagnosis. He knew her so well that it seemed imperative to +give her a hint of the reality. The danger of a final _éclaircissement_ +with Captain Dering seemed imminent, and the shock of it might lead to +anything, if the knowledge of her own weakness came to her in the +presence of the man she had cheated herself into calling a friend. + +"Your husband would. It is a great day for him," he said, laying his +dexterous surgeon's hand full on the raw. As he expected, the answer +came passionately, and gave him an opening. + +"He! O, he is quite happy as it is! He wouldn't miss me a bit. Why +should he? I am not complaining, mind you--but why should he? He has +interests enough without me." + +Dr. Dillon deliberately sought for the nearest chair, drew it close, +and sat down beside his patient in professional fashion, his eyes on +her face, his hands on his knees. + +"My dear lady," he said, "don't talk--excuse me--rubbish. Try and +remember what women are always forgetting--that they _are_ women, and +that, while Eve swallowed her portion of the fatal apple, his +stuck--thank God for it!--in Adam's throat." + +She ceased her rocking, to sit and stare at him with a growing +resentment, which belied the words that came at last, almost sullenly. + +"I don't understand what you mean in the very least. What has Eve's +apple to do with--my headache?" + +"A very great deal," he answered coolly, "and with more than your +headache, which, by the way, is only a symptom, not a cause. The real +evil is--is something different. If you do not understand--though I +think you do a little--" she shook her head--"I can only repeat my +advice about the whiskey-and-soda; for I cannot explain to you crudely +what I mean." + +She interrupted him angrily. "You have no right to hint at things you +dare not say." + +Her very indignation betrayed her, and he smiled kindly. "Perhaps not," +he said. Then he paused, hesitated, finally leant nearer, with a look +of resolve in his queer, intelligent face. "But I will tell you what I +can do. I can sacrifice my self-respect and tell you a bit of my +personal history which I never meant you to know, but which may help to +cure--your headache." His voice, usually so dry, had a softness in it, +though he went on without the faintest emotion. "Mrs. Smith, I have +done myself the honour for nearly three years, of considering you as +near perfection as a woman can he. Allow me to finish, please! I have +done more. I have been, as the phrase runs, in love with my ideal of +perfection; but I think you will admit that I have never allowed my +feelings to give you, myself, or anyone else a--shall we say, a nervous +headache? Now, after that, don't you think we had better start?" + +He rose in quite a matter-of-fact way, took up his hat, and waited for +her answer. + +He had to wait some time, while the petulance of her renewed rocking +ceased gradually in a determined rhythm, and he felt his courage going +down to his boots. It was heroic treatment, but she was a healthy +subject, and her anger would pass. Anything was better than letting her +perfection suffer. + +The even creak of the rocker ended at last, and she rose, as he had +risen, calmly, and faced him. + +"I quite understand now what you meant, Dr. Dillon," she said +freezingly, "and why you did not care to explain. I shall, of course, +never be able to forgive you for daring to dream such a thing possible, +but--" + +"But," he interrupted, without a quiver, "you will take that half +whiskey-and-soda. Here! _qui-hi! Whiskey sharâb belâtee pani la'o +juldi; mem-sahiba jata hai_. (Bring whiskey-and-soda; the _mem_ is +going.)" + +Perhaps the command of that assertion helped her to a decision. At any +rate she did not countermand it, but spent the rather awkward pause +which inevitably ensued in a perfect field-day of her hat-pins among +her curls and veil. Whereat George Dillon, despite a certain bruised +feeling, smiled, telling himself she was a true woman. + +Nevertheless when, as she was stepping into the dogcart, his friendly +help came necessarily to the fore again, she reverted to her dignified +resentment. "I ought," she said stiffly, "to have thanked you for--for +your good opinion of me, and your evident desire to be kind. I do so +now. But I fear it will be quite impossible for me to forget or forgive +the delusion." + +"That is quite a minor matter," he put in, gleefully. "Now, cheer up, +Bacilla, you brute, or we shall be late," Bacilla being his term of +abuse for a pony which required a little stick. + +They were only just in time, no more. Five minutes after they had +joined the company gathered on the red-brick masonry of the canal head, +under a canopy of waving garlands and gay bunting, with that inevitable +British flag as the centre of all, the small man with the big star on +his breast took a step forward, raised a handle, and, as the first +drops of water trickled through a sluice, declared, in a violent Scotch +accent, "that the Victoria-Kaiser-i-Hind" canal was open. So, keeping +time as it were, slowly, majestically, to those (also inevitable) +strains of "God save the Queen," the outer floodgates swung back, +allowing the river to have permanent possession during good behaviour, +of the walled basin between them and the inner ones. Thus, slowly, with +a gurgling of water seeking its level, the surface rose till the +half-open sluices in the second gates were reached, and a thin curve +tipped over to fall with a splash, and send a tiny scout of a stream to +find out what this new straight road might mean. Only a tiny scout, +since the earthworks beyond had to be accustomed by degrees to their +new tenant. + +Still the new way was open, and the current of the river hesitated in +the old one. + +"Bravo, Smith!" cried George Dillon, coming round, when the cheering +and general congratulations were over, to slap his colleague on the +back, metaphorically and actually. "We've done that; and now perhaps, +old man, you'll have time for other things." + +"Yes," assented the tall, gaunt man, dreamily; "now I shall have time +to settle that point about the searchlight." + +"The what?" + +"Search-light. There's been a correspondence in the _Engineer_ about +it; and as I've all the electric plant here, lying useless, now the +show's over,--until it's wanted for something else, of course,--I am +going to see if I can't overcome their difficulty in concentrating all +the power on a sufficiently narrow area. I believe I know how to do +it." + +George Dillon looked at him with fierce, humorous exasperation. +"Believe!" he echoed. "I know you can! You are the most intolerably +circumscribed, self-concentrated, narrow-minded machine of a man I ever +came across. Heaven help you!" + +As he drove Mrs. Smith home again, it was his turn to sit mumchance +until, womanlike, she relented faintly, and, exaggerating her own +powers, trusted she had not been, _etc_., though of course, _etc_.-- + +"Not in the least, thank you," he replied. "I was only meditating if I +should tell you that I think Eugene has softening of the brain." + +"Softening of the brain!" she echoed, horrified. "Oh, doctor, do you +think it's that?" + +"Well, it isn't softening of the heart, anyhow," he said grimly. "But +I'm not joking. If someone doesn't get a hold on some portion of that +man--I don't care what it is--heart, brain, stomach, anything--and +prevent him from killing himself with work, India will lose her best +engineer. What he wants is someone to--to give him a nervous headache!" + +"We will leave that subject alone, please," she said loftily; but when +her husband joined them in the verandah, she went over ostentatiously +to him and pinned a carnation in his buttonhole, hoping he would like +it better than the rose she gave him the day before, which--this was in +a louder tone for the doctor's benefit--he had forgotten to put in! + +"Did I, my dear?" replied her spouse. "Oh, yes! I remember you put it +in my minim glass because I was working in my shirt-sleeves. Then I +wanted the glass. So it got withered and the head snapped off." + +Dr. Dillon laughed--his usual dry laugh. "That is one of the many +tragedies which come from the delusion all women have that flowers +can't be out of place." + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + THE CHURCH MILITANT + + +When Roshan Khân had joined those two great stabilities, Faith and +Love, into one passionate desire for Vincent Dering's damnation, he had +meant to follow the English etiquette on such occasions, and keep his +aspiration to himself. + +But it had been impossible for him instantly to rejoin the society in +which he found himself; that is, a society which shared that +fundamental crime--which more even than any definite jealousy had +roused his anger against Captain Dering--of being alien to his creed, +his customs, his code of conduct towards women. So he had wandered off +into the garden again, shadowed by old Akbar's incredulity, curiosity, +and sympathy; until, partly from sheer impatience, but mostly from +sheer inherited habit of employing such as Akbar Khân in anything +approaching an intrigue, he had made a clean breast of the situation. + +Even the latter, however, had, as it were, shied at the extreme novelty +of the idea when it was first mooted; but, by degrees, its vast +possibilities of advantage to faithful old retainers overpowered his +abject terror at the bare idea of Father Narâyan suspecting such a +thing. The old master, he told himself, was old, indeed! God only knew +if he would last a year or a day; therefore it would be well to ensure +the favour of the new mistress. And there could be no harm in sounding +her as to what course that favour would follow. One could never tell +with a woman; and his wicked, experienced old eyes had caught many a +hint of Anâri Begum in Laila's childhood. Perhaps she had changed since +she went to Calcutta. He could but try. + +So when, on the morning after the ball, Laila, in obedience to her +pious resolve to do nothing really wrong, had bidden him--with +threats of vengeance if he betrayed the fact of their having come at +all--remove and return certain trays of clothes and jewels which had +been smuggled by someone into her room, he had fallen at her feet, +confessed falsely that he was the offender, and besought her not to +impose so unmerited a disgrace on his employer, who had been actuated +by the ordinary rules of native etiquette which prescribed some +recognition of his cousin, the head of his family. + +Naturally enough, this brought the girl's curiosity, long restless, to +his aid; and she sat listening to the many things he had to tell her, +with that faintly mysterious smile of hers. And as she listened, she +watched a pigeon, all jewelled about its bosom in rainbow hues, and +with a dainty little pair of silver jingles about its jasper feet, +which was coquetting and pirouetting to attract the attention of its +neighbours on the wide marble sill of her latticed window. For Laila +had a room in the upper storey all painted, carved, and set with little +balconies, which was worthy of any king's favourite. And Father Ninian, +mindful lingeringly of the fine ladies' boudoirs of his youth in Rome, +had filled it, against her return from school, with all the prettiest +spoils of the palace. Sèvres vases, rare old cabinets, quaint carved +tables which had been brought thither for the dead Nawabs; treasures +that were also, inevitably, of the king's-favourite type,--therefore +unlike the owner of the room, as she sat in her white muslin frock, +heavy-eyed, almost sallow, from the last night's dissipation. + +"So she--my grandmother, you say--was a dancing-girl--a real +dancing-girl?" Even her surprise and curiosity were listless. Yet the +next moment, while Akbar was protesting the superiority of Anâri Begum +over all the dancing-girls of his vast experience, she had burst into a +sudden laugh, uncovered one of the trays with kicks which sent first +one, then the other of her bronze slippers flying, seized on a pair of +silver anklets, and there she was centring a Persian rug spread on the +marble floor as if she had been born to it. Coquetting, pirouetting, +with a challenging clash, a half-impudent jerk of the jingles, for all +the world like the pigeon on the window-sill. + +Like something else also; so that old Akbar felt a shiver run through +him, lest, after all, his first impression should prove right, and this +be no more than a _simulacrum_,--a ghost, a changeling, come to possess +the usually indifferent lazy Miss-_baba_. Yet when, all of a sudden, +she raised her white muslin skirt high in both hands and began to sing, +at the top of her voice, the wicked little love song which Vincent +Dering had sung the first day she met him, old Akbar's dread turned to +sheer wonder. This was not a ghost, but a devil; reckless, +unrestrained, with a fling of white arms, a kick of white feet, all +held to rhythm by the outrageous frivolity of the song, until, with +that last staccato note, she threw herself in a chair, breathless, +gurgling with laughter and sheer mischief. + +"Lo! Akbar," she gasped, "my grandmother never danced like that, did +she? I don't believe she was my grandmother! I believe you are telling +stories!" + +Akbar looked wise, and thrust out his folded hands in cringing protest. +"The most noble says true, Anâri Begum never danced thus. But there is +the grandfather, Bun-avâtar-_sahib bahadur_, to be accounted for also." + +Laila frowned. The reminder brought back the other side of the story, +to which she had listened so often from her guardian's lips, while her +pretended indifference masked a real pride. Of her grandfather's +gallantry, his good looks, his love of adventure. And of someone else, +also, who had always had a secret attraction for the girl. That most +beautiful woman in Rome, the companion of princes, the divine singer, +the best, the dearest-- + +Laila's laughter failed her; she rose, and going over to the window +looked out absently, startling the pigeon into flight. The sun turned +its breast purple, and green, and gold, as it fluttered down to renew +its pirouetting on a cupola below, just above the river. And below that +again was the roof of the balcony where she had sat with Vincent. The +girl's eyes grew soft. She understood now. That best, that dearest, +that most beautiful, must have loved her guardian. That was the secret +of his remembrance. How could one ever forget that one had sat in a +balcony hand in hand? So content, yet saying so little--only feeling. +But _he_ had said some things. He had said she was beautiful, that +she ought always to wear that dress, and she had told him she could +not,--that she _must_ send it back--that he _must_ learn to like her as +much in her ordinary clothes--that he would never see her in that dress +again. But, after all, why not--if--? + +She turned suddenly to the go-between. "There is no need to take them +back to-day," she said, sharply; "but thou canst tell the person who +sent them--he who claims cousinship--that I will not keep them, that I +know nothing of them; that he must send and _take_ them away." + +Akbar, with an inward determination to do nothing so palpably foolish, +salaamed down to the ground. The Presence, he said, in doing this +showed her dignity; it was undoubtedly the right course to pursue. But, +in the mean time, would the Begum-_sahiba_--she must excuse a tongue +which could not always bear with the paltry present, which remembered +the facts of the past, the possibilities of the future--not temper her +noble severity with the usual courtly favour? Her cousin's grandmother, +a most virtuous princess, sister to the late Nawab, was still alive. +Her memory of Bun-avatâr-_sahib_ was still so green that doubtless she +would be able to tell the Begum-_sahiba_ many things of which a mere +mean slave could not be cognizant. And this most virtuous, most +interesting one, had long been anxious to return a visit which +the Begum-_sahiba_ had graciously paid her, in company with a +_missen_-miss-- + +"What! That funny old fat woman!" interrupted Laila, with a laugh. +"That dirty old thing? I remember, she _did_ claim to be a relation of +the Nawab's. And when I asked her why she wore such dirty clothes she +was angry, and said she had beautiful ones all tied up in bundles! I +don't believe she had, though--" + +"The dress the Begum-_sahiba_ wore last night is one of them," +interrupted Akbar, quietly; "it belonged to Anâri Begum, _Huzoor_, and +there are plenty more like it. And all are really the _Huzoor's_; no +one else's." Laila looked down on the trays with a new interest. "Did +it really belong to--to _her?_" she asked; "and the jewels also?" + +"The jewels also. There are plenty of them. And if Anâri Begum was +really the Begum-_sahiba's_ grandmother, then the jewels are hers by +right." + +"She can come if she wishes," interrupted Laila, impatiently. "I see +thy craft, Akbar, but I care not for that. Yet it will be fun to +receive her as--as a Begum. And no harm either, since the _missen_ +ladies receive her, I know, and her like--when they will come! It will +be at night, of course, to ensure her privacy, so Pidar Narâyan need +know nothing. Only"--she paused, a change swept over her face, leaving +it dimpled, cunning, full of mischief and cajolery. "I do naught for +naught! If I please thee, thou must please me! If thou art their +messenger, thou must be mine also; or I tell Pidar Narâyan!" + +Akbar-_khân's_ wicked old eyes positively leered approval; he waggled +his head and chuckled. Wherefore not? Was there a better, more careful +messenger in the world than he, or one more capable of deft arrangings? + +"I want none," she put in with a quick distaste, a shrinking from his +manner. "'Tis but to take a note to Dering-_sahib_; he must know +somewhat before he comes with the other _sahib logue_ this afternoon. +There is no arrangement needed, no fuss." + +How could there be, she asked herself, as, after the old sinner had +gone off, charmed at this renewal of a once familiar occupation, she +sat on the window-sill looking down on the roof of the balcony where +she had been so content. For what could be simpler than to make it +quite clear that you were real, that you did not pretend, that you were +not even afraid? That, briefly, you were not like Mrs. Smith, who took +so much--one could not help seeing that!--and gave so little--one could +not help seeing that, also! For what was a "Thanks! many, Captain +Dering," in return for all the trouble he lavished on her? + +So it came to pass that when Vincent Dering went to the palace that +afternoon, some words were haunting heart and brain, as Juliet's words +must have haunted Romeo's. No more; no less. But they slid into and +filled up the blanks between some words of his own which he had spoken +carelessly, not five minutes before he had first seen Laila, and which +came back to his memory unbidden. "It isn't altogether despicable to +let yourself loose in Paradise without an _arrière pensée_ of flaming +swords, especially if you can give pleasure to someone else thereby! +One could play Romeo and Juliet in this garden nicely." + +Well, he had played it for an hour or two, swept off his feet by +chance. Whether he would continue to play it was unsettled till her +note came. That ended his vague reluctance, and he went over to the +palace, eager as any lover could be for the interview she suggested in +"_the old place when it grows dusk, and the people will mostly have +gone_." + +For those of the camp who were bound to follow the Viceroy's whim of +riding by the old road--the pilgrims' road--while the big camp went +round by the longer, easier route, had promised to look in on the +palace on their way past it, for a cup of tea, a good-by. Since +already, the functions over, the dream-city had begun to melt away; the +Hosts of the Lord-_sahib_ were passing on. + +"Glory be!" said the Commissioner with heart-felt gratitude, "we've +done our worst and leave you to take the consequences. That's sound +policy. Anyhow, we are ahead of everybody on the road to heaven, and +the pilgrims will have to swallow the dust of our feet! I wonder how +they'll like it." He was in wild spirits, like a schoolboy escaped from +school; yet as he paused to shake hands with Dr. Dillon, he said aside, +"Any more cases?" + +"Two," said the doctor, laconically, "both dead. It is a bad type." + +His hearer's face was unmovable as he turned to Mrs. Smith, who stood +close by. "Good-by, my dear lady," he said cheerfully, "remember me +house is yours if you, or the child, want it. Doctor, couldn't you +conscientiously recommend change of air to the hills? Couldn't ye swear +the close proximity to an open canal and a gaol is unwholesome? If ye +could, you'd oblige a grass-widower, whose wife is at Baden-Baden--or +is it Marienbad?--living prodigally, while he has to fill himself with +husks which no self-respecting swine would eat. Faith, me dear madam, +I'd bless you if you'd come and kill the cook. It's a woman's work; not +a man's." + +Dr. Dillon, with a quick look, backed him up instantly. "Certainly. I +told Mrs. Smith a long time ago that she and Gladys had had enough of +Eshwara. Indeed, as her doctor, she would be doing me a personal favour +if--" + +Muriel Smith swept round on him sharply. She was looking her very best, +in her very best gown; white, mystic, wonderful, with a faint gleam of +silver embroidery about waist and hem. And she had been obtrusively, +unnecessarily friendly with Vincent Dering all the afternoon; even now +she was standing with him attached to her apron-strings. + +"I don't think nervous headaches are dangerous," she said, eying Dr. +Dillon coolly. "But thanks all the same. I should love to kill +somebody; even a cook. Perhaps I may, by and by, when _all_ the nice +people leave. I'm so sorry _you're_ going, but we are still to be quite +gay, aren't we, Captain Dering? And that reminds me we have to settle +when that riding party is to come off. Good-by--good-by!" She waved her +hand to the departing Commissioner, and carried Vincent Dering off, +with a defiant look at the doctor. + +He, knowing her, smiled indulgently; but Father Ninian, who had come +down to see his guest off, looked after her with a wistful pain in his +kind old face. + +"That is a mistake," he said briefly; then the wistfulness grew into a +puzzled look, and he added, half to himself, "It need not be, surely; +there is something wrong. I can't understand--" + +Dr. Dillon, catching the end of the remark, gave a cynical laugh and +turned on his heel. "No one does," he said as he went off. He would not +discuss her even with dear old Pidar Narâyan. For the rest, though he +was keen to get back to his jail, he would wait till she tired of her +game, and then drive her home himself to her idiot of a husband, who +was too busy over his blessed search-light to see things that were +going on under his very eyes. + +Captain Dering, however, was already impatient. It was growing dusk; +the shadows were claiming the garden bit by bit, and as the glint left +the varnished leaves of the orange trees, the white flowers stood out +like little stars against the gloom and sent a bewildering perfume into +the darkening air. He could see no hint of Laila anywhere; Laila in +that detestable white muslin garment which made him long vainly to get +rid of the surroundings which suited her so ill, drive all that +civilized crew from the garden, and claim it as his own--and hers! She +must have gone to the balcony already. She must be waiting for him. And +yet a soft-heartedness for this other woman with whom he had been +friends, whom for a few days he had imagined he loved (it had come to +_this_ now) forbade him from leaving her cavalierly. So it was long +past dusk, and the short Indian twilight was hovering on the edge of +night, ere he made his escape; and, full of anxiety lest Laila should +have lost patience or hope, hurried down to the wide archway, and so, +by the turn riverwards, to the right, into the balcony. Most girls, he +told himself, would by this time have taken offence; but she was there. + +As he entered, her figure showed dimly against the light beyond. + +"I'm afraid I am awfully late," he began, then paused; for, as she +turned, there was a faint clash of silver, a faint gleam of it too. His +heart gave a great throb of glad recognition. It was Laila! Laila +indeed! the Laila of that dream last night. And she had risked _this_ +to please him! + +"Are you?" she said. "I thought _I_ was late; for _this_ took time; but +I wanted to be the same--always the same to you, always--always!" + +She stretched her hands to him, but he set them aside, took her in his +arms, and kissed her passionately. + +"Yes! Laila! always Laila--my Laila!" + +She gave him back his kisses joyfully. "I knew you would come," she +said. "Love comes to love, you know." + +He called her Juliet then, and many another lover's name. She took them +all, and gave them back again without reserve, until, as they stood +there, someone passing outward from the arched passage to the garden, +paused to listen at the half-heard sound of voices. For Father +Ninian--who had come down to his own rooms for a pair of foils +wherewith to give Lance Carlyon a lesson in the "_Addio del Marito_," +until Captain Dering should choose to come out of the recesses of the +garden and allow of their going back to the Fort together--knew of none +likely to use, or even to be aware of, the balcony. So he turned +thither curiously, then stood arrested, so that the clash of the foils +on the stone, as he purposely lowered their points, came as a warning +to those two that they were observed. Laila, with a catlike +noiselessness, withdrew in a second. She, a yard or two away, in +deepest shadow, stood leaning in a careless, easy attitude over the +balustrade. Her only possibility of escape lay, she felt instinctively, +in showing no desire to do so. Vincent, for his part, turned to face +the old priest, prepared to brazen it out; for his blood was running +like wild-fire in his veins. Yet scarcely so fast as the heart's blood +had once leapt, and was even now leaping, in the old man who came +forward, facing him also. Came forward slowly, shortsightedly, a foil +in each hand. If he had held out one, bade him take the button off and +fight for his life, Vincent Dering would scarcely have been surprised, +would almost have been pleased. It would have raised him in his own +self-esteem. For he knew perfectly well he had no right to be there; +that, as yet, he was not sure of his own footing. + +But Pidar Narâyan did not. He paused, as he generally did, a few paces +away, a slender, straight shadow in black, girt about with that pale +sash, on which, and on his pale face, such light as there was fell +softly. For there was no anger in the latter; only an almost passionate +regret and pity. Even so, his words startled the young man, who stood +prepared for defiance. + +"Oh! Captain Dering!" he said courteously, "it is you, is it? You have +found a pleasant place, indeed! But scarcely a very safe one for your +companion--" he turned to that faint gleam of white and silver in the +arched shadow.--"The air grows chill, madam, so close to the river," he +continued, his voice taking a tone almost of command, "and you are +lightly clad. Will you not be wise, and leave us?" + +Vincent's surprise had passed by this time into a rush of vexation, +almost indignation, for he had grasped the old man's mistake. For an +instant he felt bound to undeceive him, then the impossibility of doing +so held him silent, feeling a coward indeed; so, desperately, he could +only join his voice to Father Ninian's. It seemed the only way out of +the _impasse_. + +"Perhaps you had better go--" + +Laila did not need more. Already, under cover of the shadow, she had +dexterously slipped off her silver jingles, lest they should betray +what really seemed to her her worst, nay! her only offence;--the taking +and wearing of Roshan Khân's present. And now, wrapping her veil about +her like a cloak, gathering her trailing skirts to orthodox length with +an appalling presence of mind, she was off with just the little uneasy +laugh which might well befit the situation. + +She left her companion bewildered, yet still facing the old man +recklessly. Since he could not explain, he did not mean to be hectored. +Yet, once again, the old voice took him unawares. + +"Memory plays strange tricks with us at times," it said slowly, but +with a suggestion of the fateful, hopeless rhythm of a Greek chorus in +it. "She has taken me back, this evening, nearly sixty long years. The +river before us is the yellow flood of the Tiber, the woman who has +just left us is the woman I loved--sixty long years ago--I had kissed +her, as you have kissed her. I had told her I loved her, as you have +just told her--and then, like an echo from the river below where a boat +was moored, came to our ears, the same words, 'I love you.'--They +were spoken, Captain Dering, by a boy, barely in his teens, to a +waiting-maid. The boy was her son. She had been married, as they marry +them in Italy, almost before her girlhood, and I, the boy's tutor, was +nearer her age than his father--a better man, too, Captain Dering! But +those words--'I love you'--parted us once, and for all. They mirrored +the truth for us--the truth of the love which hides in balconies--in +pleasure boats--" he took a step forward, and his whole presence +changed. He raised his hand, priest to its finger tips. "Let it mirror +the truth to you also, my son--leave this poor lady to her duty, as +I--" + +Vincent Dering broke in on him haughtily, his pride in arms, impatience +at the falseness of his position making him discourteous. + +"You don't understand; you are absolutely mistaken--I refuse to +explain, but I really must ask you not to interfere." + +The old man's whole bearing changed again. He drew himself up, and, +foils in hand, bowed, as fencers do at the salute. + +"Were I the lady's husband, sir, I would _make_ you answer. As a priest +of God, I must warn you that I will speak, if--" + +Vincent Dering interrupted him again. "I can't prevent that--but you +will wrong us--her at any rate--the best, the kindest woman--" + +He paused, for Father Ninian had come close, laid a hand on his, and +the touch seemed to bring silence. + +"It is sixty long years, Captain Dering," he said, and his eyes seemed +to pierce through the darkness, "since I have laid my hand on my +fellow-men save in the hope of healing. It was a fancy of mine +after--after we kissed, and parted. But I touch you as a second self, a +fellow-sinner; for she too was the best--the kindest--" His old voice +failed. + +Despite his anger at the whole miserable mistake, Vincent was touched; +but despite his emotion, his annoyance strengthened. + +"Possibly," he broke in, "but I must really refuse to discuss the +matter further. Shall we end this, sir,--unless--" he gave a reckless +laugh and pointed to the foils--"you would like to fight it out?" + +Once more Father Ninian bowed, as fencers bow in the salute, the +priest, the wise counsellor, lost in an older entity than these; in the +high-born Scotch student, who, for a while, had forgotten his vocation +to ruffle with the best blood in Italy. "I have not the privilege of +being the lady's protector," he answered hotly. "If I were,"--He +paused, then said courteously, "Shall we come upstairs? I came down for +these foils in order to teach Mr. Carlyon the thrust we spoke of once. +'_L'Addio del Marito_,' they called it in my youth--I doubt if the name +has changed now. He will be wondering what has become of me, and--and +it!" + +As Vincent followed him, he felt a thrill at the savageness of the old +man's tone, and told himself that here was the Church Militant indeed. + +He might have said so with still more reason ten minutes after, when +Father Ninian was left alone. For the hour proved too late for lessons, +and Lance Carlyon--who had been out of sorts ever since his walk at +dawn with Erda Shepherd--was obliged to give in to dinner, grumbling +the while, that Vincent was the worst chum he ever came across. Never +to be found when he was wanted, then turning up when dear old Pidar +Narâyan looked as if he could have licked creation. + +Possibly Lance might have repeated this assertion, also, with greater +fervour, could he have been witness to Father Ninian's actions, when, +his last guest gone, he went to put the foils back in the armoury next +the chapel. + +For he would have seen him, with head bowed over the crossed foils he +held, repeating a "_mea culpa_" as he passed the altar; but ere the +second foil matched its fellow on the armoury wall, he would have seen +as pretty a bit of sword-play as could well be seen. Many a dexterous +turn of wrist, many a quick imaginary parry, many a sharp _riposte_, +following each other accurately, as if memory held each attack, each +defence of an unseen foe; until finally, swift as a flash, would come a +falter back, as if from a blow, then a thrust forward. + +There was a little silver bell--such as men put to a falcon's hood--no +bigger than a sixpence, shaped like a man's heart, upon the tassel of a +resting lance beneath the solitary foil. And the tassel swayed gently +in the cool river breeze. + +Yet at each thrust the heart-shaped bell chimed a feeble protest under +the button of the foil, making the Church Militant smile cheerfully. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + AT THE GATES + + +The darkness which holds the dawn was, as a rule, silent as the grave +in the sand-stretches beyond the river, where the wide cut of the +canal, the huge mud-heap of the gaol, with its scattered workshops and +houses, showed as mere spots and lines on the illimitable plain. But on +the night after the band had played "God save the Queen," while the +first drops of sacred water trickled over the chink of the sluice into +the dry bed of the canal below, its silence was broken by unfamiliar +sounds. + +First of all, by the now ceaseless splash of the thin, glassy curve of +water on its way to find out this new road to the sea. It had a sort of +dreamy whisper in it, as if it were telling its first impressions, its +hopes, its fears, to the river it was leaving behind. + +And on this background of ceaseless sound came two others +intermittently. + +The first--a muffled hammering from the darkness which hid the +Viceroy's camp--told of departure, letting the night know that another +white-winged tent was flitting, and that the dawn must be prepared to +find its place empty, the dream-city in ruins, the Hosts of the +Lord-_sahib_ gone. + +The second told of arrival. It was a strange cry, soft, almost +musical:-- + +"_Hârâ--Hârî--Hârâ--Hârî!_" + +Then every now and again in a sort of chant: "_Râm--Râm--Sita--Râm!_" + +It was the pilgrims' cry, their call on the Creator, the Destroyer, +their appeal to the godhead in man and woman; for the forerunners of +the great host to come were already nearing Eshwara on their road to +the "Cradle of the Gods." + +But there was a fourth sound, inaudible--by reason of that ceaseless +noise of water through the chink of the sluice--except to those close +by it, like George Dillon, as he stood on the hand-bridge above the +closed gates looking down idly into the darkness which prevented him +from seeing the cause of the sound. He had been up all night. On his +return,--later than he had intended, owing to his determination not to +be defied by any woman,--he had found that in his absence cholera had +been hard at its work. So he had buckled to his, expecting one of those +awful nights which live, even in a doctor's memory, as a horror, as a +warning to those best fitted to stem the stream of death, that they are +but straws on its surface. + +But he had been mistaken. True, for an hour or so, cases had come in +quicker than they could be attended to; then, suddenly, they ceased to +come in at all. That had been eight hours ago. Too short a respite for +certainty, but Dr. Dillon, being no novice in such work, had his hopes; +the more so because the disease, from the very outset, had become +steadily less and less virulent. Even so, seven dead bodies lay +awaiting the first glint of dawn; therefore, as ill-luck would have it, +there would be seven columns of smoke on the river's edge for all to +see! + +It was inevitable, however, nor could he do more to prevent others +coming. So he had been on his way back to his own house for a few +hours' rest when the dreamy splash of the water made him pause to lean +over the hand-rail and listen to it, as he finished his cigar in the +open. + +Then it was that he heard a faint tap, tapping, as of a ghostly hand on +a door. What was it? It was quite distinct, though almost as low as the +"_lip, lipping_" of the water, made restless by that glassy curve +against the gates. + +A curiosity to know seized on him. There was already a glimmer of dawn +in the east; he might as well wait and see. + +It was not long before a streak of something faintly white made him +call himself a fool. The cause was a log of wood. He might have thought +of that. Even that faint setting of a stream towards a new way must +have drifted it here. The thought made him frown, for this fulfilment +of the river-people's prophecy was annoying; the more so from its +absolute unlikelihood. Years might pass without such a chance coming +again; yet it had come the very first day! It was too bad. The stars in +their courses were fighting against him. In a pet he threw the remains +of his cigar from him, and was striding off, when a faint glimmer, as +of a candle, made him turn sharply and look down whence it came. + +The lighted end of his cigar had fallen on something dry, inflammable, +which had blazed up. But it was only for a second; the next found +darkness, save for that still, faint, glimmer of white. But the brief +gleam had told him it was not a log which had drifted astray-- + +It was a corpse. + +That _tap, tapping_ he had heard had been from the dead feet seeking +vainly to pass through the chink of the sluice, swerving with the side +current, coming back, again and again. He stood, grasping the rail, +staring down at the dim outline almost incredulously, and feeling, +despite himself, a trifle shivery. + +Then the remembrance that this was a thing which must be seen by none, +which somehow, and as quickly as possible, must be set on its right +road again, made him hurry back to where he knew some coils of rope, +which had been used for bunting at the ceremony, were lying. Seizing +one--still gaily decorated--he tied a brick to one end, and hurried +back to the bridge. By dropping this weighted rope over the dim white +streak he was able to edge it gradually to one side, until it lay +moored against the wall of the basin. Kneeling down for a closer look, +he could see, in the fast-growing light, that it was the corpse of a +woman. He could even guess the death she died, and if proof was needed, +it could be found in the hands folded at full stretch down the body; +the thumbs, pointing upward, linked by an iron ring. To this iron ring +had been looped a little tuft of the tri-coloured hank of cotton which +plays so large a part in marriage ceremonial. Dr. Dillon stood up and +swore under his breath. + +The fates were, indeed, inexorable in their spite. Of all things +unlucky for the changing stream to claim, a corpse seeking union with +Mother Ganges was the worst; and of all corpses, this--the cursed one, +which had held two lives and could send one back to haunt men--was the +worst. + +He must get rid of it somehow, if he could. + +Fastening the rope, so strangely out of keeping, all hung as it was +with gay colours, to the iron ring which showed about the ankles, he +proceeded to tow the body back along the basin, past the first gates, +and so to the river itself. Thus far was simple. But how was he to get +it afloat on a current strong enough to sweep it beyond danger of its +returning to tap at the gates once more? + +The dawn was hastening with great leaps of light that shot in broad +bars from the darkest spot in all the dark horizon; the spot which +would soon be the brightest, ablaze with the sun himself. Already the +broad shield of the river was changing its heraldry--the sable was +turning to steel, sign that the world would side with the light. + +What was to be done? + +He looked over the wide waste of sand and water, with a perplexity +which vanished suddenly in a smile, as he caught sight of a round +shadow like a man's head dipping and dancing on the surface. He walked +on to the last dry spot of land and shouted-- + +"Ai! fisherman! Ai! Gu-gu! Am-ma! anybody! Come and earn a gold +_mohur!_" + +It was Am-ma. Luckily, perhaps, since the idea of even towing a dead +body such as this might have been too much for semi-civilized Gu-gu. +Am-ma, however, had not ever borrowed his neighbours' superstitions. In +fact, ever since he, the Miss-_sahiba_ and the _Dee-puk-râg_ had bested +the devil between them, he had felt himself to be invulnerable. So, he +assured Dr. Dillon affably, were the _Huzoors_; therefore he obeyed +them. Consequently, less than five minutes after the call, with a vague +wonder as to what sixteen rupees would feel like, all at once, in a +man's palm, he was heading hard to the nearest stream capable of +carrying the thing he had in tow back to the path of purification. This +happened to be towards Eshwara, and beyond a sandy point set with +tamarisks which jutted out above the canal head. There was, of course, +a certain stream against him, and to save himself exertion and finish +the job--as he had agreed to do--before dawn, he swam for the most part +under water, only coming up, after his habit, for air. + +Now it so happened, also, that Gu-gu had thought fit to set nets for +wild-fowl, and was even now dozing, while he waited for the result, in +the same tamarisk jungle. But the sound of something swishing through +the water against the stream roused him in a second, and even without +the glimpse, which the coming dawn gave him, of a long streak parting +the river with a curved ripple like the prow of a boat, his experience +told him what it was sure to be. Briefly, someone of the river +people,--Am-ma for choice, since who but Am-ma had the luck of such +things--had happened on the chance of stealing a log from the piles +about the canal workshops. He was now, after time-honoured precedent, +towing it to the stream where, having set it adrift, he would recapture +it, and, of course, claim his reward for so doing! + +But two could play that game. When secrecy made it necessary for a +thief to swim for the most part under water, it was easy to swim under +water too, across the track of the robber, cut his prize adrift, and +put your weight on the rope instead. + +Then you could either choose revenge, and let an enemy tow you +home--which was a side-splitting trick,--or you might wait till your +adversary came up breathless, and dash after the prize yourself. Even +if you could not secure the whole, half profits were generally +possible. + +Therefore, slipping noiselessly into the stream like an alligator, he +was off across the track in a second; swimming, of course, under water. +He came, up once for air, and smiled to see how far he had come; so, +fearing lest the holder of the unseen tow-rope might chance to come up +at the same time, his black head went under once more. + +When it came up again, it was within a few yards of the long white +streak. He gave one look at it, let loose a yell of abject terror, and +almost turning a somersault in his haste to escape, his head went down +again, his feet went skywards, and though his lungs nearly burst in the +effort, he came up no more till he felt certain he must have put a +screen of tamarisk between him and the horror. He had; but his teeth +chattered, his eyes were half out of his head when he scrambled, hands +and knees, on to the bank, and lying face down on the dry sand, moaned +and shuddered. What else could a man do who had seen a cursed corpse +breasting the stream on its way back to Eshwara? To whose house? That, +however, was quite a secondary consideration to a man who was already +as good as dead; since what man had ever survived the sight of a +_churail?_ + +The certainty of his own fate, after a while, made him absolutely, +recklessly, calm. He gathered up his nets, wrung the necks of the few +birds he had caught pitilessly, and went with them, as usual, to the +bazaars. Not only for profit, however. Other men should taste of his +fear. Other men should know that they too might have to die! + +Am-ma, meanwhile, having seen nothing when he came up wondering what +the sound was which had filtered to his ears through the water, had +gone on his way unwitting, found the stream, cut the corpse adrift +himself, and gone back to his fishing. + +It was not until he also went into the bazaar with his basket, that he +found it ringing with the direful portent; yet for all that going its +way buying and selling, squabbling over the uttermost part of a +farthing; since portents are ever with an Indian bazaar. At first, when +called upon to verify Gu-gu's story, Am-ma, remembering his promise of +secrecy, gave it stout denial; but when the real truth of what had +occurred dawned on his slow brain, the opportunity for piling agony on +to his rival was too strong for him, and he burst into details, all of +which made Gu-gu's chance of escape still more remote. The corpse had +shot after him with a speed only equal to the fire-boats in which the +_Huzoors_ came across the black water; it had sat up, and beckoned, and +called "_Gu-gu! Gu-gu!_" + +"But if thou hast seen all this, thou, too, must die!" remarked the +syrup-seller round whose shop the talk was loudest. + +Am-ma laughed vaingloriously. "Not I! The devils are afraid of me. See +you, I have taken the _Huzoors_ for my God; I am on the strong side." + +"Hark to him!" jeered another of his own tribe who was also selling +fish. "He cannot balance his basket on his head, he holds it so high +since the wood-_sahib_ up the river hath bidden him guide their big +raft,--as if he was a whit better than the rest of us!" + +Am-ma smiled peacefully. "That is true, brother. I go for the raft this +very day. But I leave a son in my house, if the luck goes against me. +That is the _Huzoors'_ doing. They have the _Dee-puk-râg_. They are the +Light-bringers, the Birth-bringers!" + +A tall man, in curiously crumpled clothing, who had just joined the +group, gave a hollow laugh. "Birth-bringers!" he echoed. "Ay! and +Death-bringers, too. They took seven in the gaol last night. I have it +from a sure hand." That might well be, seeing that he was none other +than the _gosain_ Gopi, who, scarcely an hour agone, had been given his +ticket-of-leave and the clothes in which he had been convicted two +years before. They had since then been rolled up, and ticketed with his +name and number; hence the creases. + +"The doctor cuts a hole in their heads," he went on calmly, "takes out +their brains, and puts the bit back. Then 'tis cholera. That is why +they burn them in their clothing and their _caps_, so that none may +see. But they _say_, 'tis for the safety of the living; as if that did +not lie with the Gods!" + +"Hark to him!" said approving voices. "Yea! hark to him, the pious +one!" + +The long bazaar lay flooded with sunshine and life. The quails were +calling from their hooded cages, the sacred monkeys were chattering +about the sweetmeat-sellers' shops, men and women were going about +eager on their own affairs, and a group of schoolboys on their way to a +mission school came along, their books under their arms,--a quaint +collection, for the most part. A copy of the Gospels, Sa'adi's +Gulistan, and the Hitopadesa, certainly; a treatise, in English, on the +latest theories of mind and matter, equally so; selections from general +literature, probably; with Burke's speeches and Addison's _Spectator_, +possibly. + +One or two of these boys paused in their school talk to listen, as a +voice said fearfully:-- + +"'Twill be for '_momai_' they want them. Folks say they are running +short of power." + +Gopi shook his head. "That may be; but these are to grease the slots of +the canal sluice; without it, water will not run. One brain--his, that +they killed with the light--opened it but one inch; as all can see if +they choose. And these seven will not go far. What matter? There be +plenty more where they came from." + +The gossipers looked at each other. "Yea! that is so. It opens but an +inch, and there are many prisoners," they said, with that curious +faculty for giving heart-whole assent to the truthful foundations of a +lie which makes the latter go so far in India. + +The boys went on. There was nothing about the dynamic and hydraulic +power of a man's brain in their treatises; but, after all, the +statement was scarcely so strange to ignorance as many another held in +the books under their arms. + +"The times are bad," remarked someone, chiefly to give a fresh fillip +to the flagging horrors. "They say the 'Pool of Immortality,' will be +dry to-morrow." + +A trail of saffron-robed pilgrims who were passing, under the charge of +a priest, looked at their guide doubtfully. If this was to be so, what +was the use of having given him a rupee each to be admitted thereto at +the most auspicious moment? + +"Lo! 'tis easy to father that falsehood!" cried the priest in charge, +venomously eyeing a similar figure to his own, which was also followed +patiently, trustfully, by a band of men and women and children, all in +their saffron robes. "When folks have had their own miracle stopped, +they would fain stop other folks' also. Have no fear, my children! The +sacred water will rise as ever, and send your souls blameless to the +'Cradle of the Gods.'" + +It would have been easy enough for his rival to throw doubts on the +genuineness of the pool miracle, had it been sound policy to do so; but +before those patient, trustful faces, desirous only to save their souls +alive at any cost, it was unwise to sap at the foundations of faith. So +the reply contented itself with assertions that there was no fear +either, for them. Tampion or no tampion, _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth had +promised to be inside the gun as ever. And that would be a newer, a +better, miracle, than any other in Eshwara! + +Here a fresh voice put in its word; for the syrup-seller's shop, being +at one corner of the central square or _chowk_ of four bazaars, no one +who had any errand of any sort in Eshwara could fail to pass it sooner +or later. Therefore, Dya Ram and some other pleaders, on their way thus +early in the morning to the tahsil court, were bound to overhear the +priest's boast. + +"But most undesirable, nevertheless," expostulated Dya Ram, quickly. +"We have duly appealed against the order to the higher court, and our +legal course is to await the result." + +The priest looked at him, sullenly scornful; for such as he are no +favourites with the hereditary Levites of India. + +"The _jogi_ hath appealed to the Gods," he retorted, "and they will +give judgment without the help of such as thou, pleader-_jee!_" + +"Hark to the pious one!" murmured the crowd again, admiringly +responsive, as ever, to a hint of religious sentiment. + +"But it will confuse issues--it is irregular--and I who drew up the +petition object _in toto_," began Dya Ram in angry protest, when a +friend interrupted him consolingly in English. + +"True. As it has been said, it is impossible to serve God and Mammon; +yet seeing that miracles are, as Herbert Spencer proves, _ipsi +facto_--" + +The ludicrous inadequacy of logic to the mental caliber of those around +him, struck one of the little party of progress keenly, and he broke +in, as he passed on, "What is the use of combatting such ignorance? +It is for us--who represent the intellect of India--to pioneer the +way--" + +The rest was lost as the little party went on discussing their own +position. + +"Mayhap 'twas to Ramanund's house the _churail_ was coming; there was +such a corpse went from it a week or two since; and they return from +far," said an old man, looking after the last speaker. + +Gopi, the _gosain_, laughed. "This one, I'll wager, was sent back +because of the canal. Mark my words, Mai Gunga will return them all +now. 'Tis the _Huzoors'_ doing." + +A curious shiver ran through the crowd of men. To have your women +against you, to feel in your heart that they cannot help being +revengeful, that their blood is on your head, is ever the greatest of +dreads. And so many lives held the possibility of this revenge. + +Am-ma, philosophically seated on the outskirts of the group, trying to +sell his fish, laughed vaingloriously again. + +"Only for fools! The miss-_sahiba_ and the lights, and I, can defy +devils." + +Here he stood up, and, with frightful grimaces of joy and uncouth +salaams, greeted the appearance of Erda Shepherd, who, in the +mission-lady's uniform of blouse and skirt, white pith hat, green veil, +and bag of books, came out of a neighbouring alley. + +It was not a becoming dress, Lance Carlyon told himself, as, on his way +back from escort duty to some lingering bigwig of the camp, he, at the +same moment, came cantering up the bazaar towards the Fort. + +She could not say the same of his. It was the first time she had seen +him in uniform, and the sight of the scarlet and gold, the buttons, the +fal-lals generally, took her breath away. There are, in fact, few women +whom they do not impress. + +Yet, curiously enough, her impulse was to pass on without speaking; +his, to do what he did, namely, pull up, dismount, and shake hands. And +still more curiously, the reason for both these impulses was the same; +the presence beside Erda of a tall, rather weedy-looking man, with a +long, black coat and a long, red beard. + +"Let me introduce my cousin, the Reverend David Campbell," said Erda, +with great dignity, somewhat marred by a fine blush. + +"I thought it must be," rejoined Lance, coolly. He might have said he +was certain of it; that a fellow could scarcely feel a desire to murder +another fellow at an instant's notice, unless that fellow was your +rival. + +Yet, still more curiously again, this notion of rivalry had come to +Lance in an instant also. Before he caught sight of Erda and her +_fiancé_ he would have sworn that though he had been a bit cut up at +hearing the nicest girl he had ever met was already engaged, he had +never had the remotest idea of fighting against the fact. But the first +glance at the two walking together had changed all this. Here by God's +grace was the one maid for him. And another man had-- + +Not a bad looking chap, certainly. Better dressed, too, than most +missionaries. That was because he was fresh out from England. Any fool, +though, could be that with an English tailor. Yes, not a bad sort; but +not the sort for _her_. + +"You've been out on your rounds, I suppose," he said, pointing to +Erda's books. + +"Yes," answered the Reverend David, with eager assent, and the +benevolent smile which includes the smiler's own virtue in smiling; +"and I have been privileged for the first time to see somewhat of the +noble work Englishwomen are doing for their Indian sisters. It is no +easy task, Mr. Carlyon, for delicate--" + +"I like it," put in Erda, with a faint frown at the missionary-report +style of her cousin's enthusiasm. "So there is no use wasting your pity +on me, David." + +"Pity!" he echoed, in appropriating approval. "I did not even pity you +when they called you evil names." Being of the new school of Free +church ministers, he put all possible ill into ev-il like any +ritualistic curate. + +"Do they call you names?" asked Lance, sharply. + +Erda gave a vexed look at her cousin. For the first time in her life +the militant joy at persecution of the true proselytizer failed her. + +"Sometimes, not often," she said, quite apologetically. "They happened +to do so to-day, and David heard it; there are so many strangers about, +you see, who don't know me." + +"And what did you do?" Lance's eyes were on the Reverend David this +time. + +"Do?" repeated the latter, in faint surprise. "Nothing, of course. We +missionaries hear such things joyfully--for--for the Work's sake." +There was dignity in his tone and manner. + +"By Jove!" said Lance, softly, under his breath, "if I'd been there, +there would have been a row. Besides," he added, quite argumentatively, +"if I believed in my work as you do I'd be hanged if I let anybody +'_krab_'[9] it--or me--for it's the same thing. Not at least, without +trying to make 'em answer for it all I know." + +The Reverend David Campbell shook his head. "That is not our view. +Erda, the meeting is at nine, and it is already the half-hour. +To-morrow, you see, Mr. Carlyon, is our field-day, and we have to +arrange our forces." + +Once more the flavour of the missionary report made Erda shrink, but +Lance nodded. + +"A field-day for most of us. I expect to be in the saddle all day. +Good-by, Miss Shepherd." + +But something in the girl rose up in revolt at parting with him thus. +When he had been out of sight, she had faced the probability of never +seeing him any more with equanimity. Now she felt that she must tell +him she was leaving Eshwara the very next day, or the day after; that +she must make this a _real_ good-by. + +"I have to see another old woman in an alley close by first, David," +she said. "You had better go on and let me follow." + +Yet when he had gone, after another joyously militant pæan over the +work, she stood silent. It seemed somehow too sunshiny for words. Then +she looked up at Lance, and her heart sank. For something in his face +told her, in an instant, that she had been too long in letting him +know of her engagement to her cousin. The fact, by rousing her +indignation,--since it was impossible to go about proclaiming that you +were not available for idle people to fall in love with,--helped her to +be hard. + +"You need not have been so fierce just now," she said, with an unreal +little laugh. "People won't have many more chances of calling me names +in Eshwara. I told you, didn't I, that I was going; but it will be +sooner than I expected--to-morrow, or next day." + +"Then I shan't see you again?" He grasped the meaning to him in an +instant, and the wondering pain in his voice awoke an echo in her +heart. + +"I suppose so; for Mr. Campbell's appointment will be at the other end +of India; unless, indeed--" she could not withstand his look--"my Aunt +has asked a few friends in to tea this afternoon to say good-by. If +you, or Captain Dering, cared--" + +"Of course I'll come," he interrupted quietly. "Now which way are you +going, for I am going too?" + +She looked at him helplessly. "But you can't," she began. + +"Oh, yes, I can! I'll finish the smoke you interrupted, while you +polish off the old lady. They're not going to have a chance of--of +abusing the _work_ again." + +He had a most ingenious way of appealing to her sense of humour, and +though it was partly at her cousin's expense, she laughed as they set +off together--a most incongruous couple. He had little time for his +smoke, however, for he had barely left off watching the point where she +had disappeared, for any hint of felonious calling of names, when she +reappeared in company with Father Ninian, the latter looking almost +pope-like, yet also curiously native, in the white washing _soutane_ +and skull-cap which he invariably wore in his visitations. His face was +rather stern, and he had his spectacles on. + +"Ah! Mr. Carlyon," he said, surprised in his turn, "I am glad. Will you +take Miss Shepherd home? I want to go over to Dr. Dillon at once: and I +have advised her not to visit in this quarter to-day. There are many +lodging houses for the pilgrims, and--" + +"Did they call names?" asked Lance, belligerent at once. + +The old man looked at him sharply, almost angrily. "No one ever called +me names, sir; still less a lady who was with me. But excuse me--I am +pressed for time." + +"Now, that's a man!" said Lance, enthusiastically, as he looked after +the hurrying white figure. The comparison was too obvious. + +"Father Ninian is not a missionary," she said coldly. "It is easy for +him--" she paused, turned to her companion, and held out her hand. +"Good-by, and thanks; but I really can go home by myself, Mr. Carlyon." + +"Good-by," he echoed; then, holding her hand still, a sudden resolve +seemed to come to him. "But--I should like to tell you something first, +please."-- + +She felt her heart beating everywhere but in its proper place. + +--"Not that it matters, but I'd like you to know it. I had some news by +the mail this morning--bad news." + +She felt her blood everywhere but in its normal course, now, in sheer +shame at her own imaginations. "I'm sorry," she murmured. + +"So am I," he went on thoughtfully; "though it isn't bad in a way for +me. Do you remember my telling you about my cousin? a weedy chap, +six-four. Well, they sent him round the world for his health, and he +died two months ago, it seems, in Australia. And the shock was too much +for my uncle; he was an old man, and this was his only son. So--so I am +Sir Lancelot now. It doesn't make any odds, of course, but I thought I +should like you to know, first." + +She looked up at him as he stood beside her, so tall, so strong, so +young, so kind; and though she only said, "Thanks, Sir Lancelot, it +won't make any difference to--to our friendship, I'm sure," she knew in +her heart of hearts that it did. Though how, she had not yet had time +to discover. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + MIRACLE MONGERS + + +Roshan Khân flung his cigarette away, and walked up and down his +quarters in the Fort like an Englishman; he felt rather like one, also, +in his vague distaste for something which refused to fit in with his +previous experiences. + +"So she will see my grandmother," he said, at last. "That is a step, +certainly, but--" he turned quickly to Akbar Khân, "it seems +impossible!" + +The quondam chief-eunuch giggled like a girl. "Nothing is impossible +with women, oh, Protector of the Poor!" he said; then, with a jaunty +air of self-satisfaction, went on, "and this dust-like one has +experience. She will see the female relation to-night after approved +custom, and, since this is after the habits of the _sahib-logue_, she +would perhaps see the--the Nawab-_sahib_ tomorrow." + +Roshan wheeled again in his walk at both the title and the suggestion, +half indignantly, yet with a reluctant eagerness. "See--see me! Did she +say aught of it?" + +"A woman's wishes for a lover go not near her tongue, _Huzoor_; they +keep to her heart," replied Akbar, still with his jaunty craft; "but if +this visit of the female relation be auspicious, as God send it, then +there would be no hindrance to the asking; and even if she said nay--" + +Something in his hearer's face warned the old sinner he had to do with +some novel code of conduct, and he paused, while Roshan continued his +pacing. + +He was disturbed beyond bounds. The foolish dream of a foolish old +woman had come to be so far a reality, that the jealousy which had +blazed up instinctively at the sight of Laila in that dress--so like a +woman of his race--alone with a strange man, had come to be deliberate. +More than once he had felt inclined to tell Pidar Narâyan what he had +seen, even to write an anonymous letter of warning. He would have done +so had he seen any subsequent hint of intimacy between these two. But +he saw none; on the contrary, they seemed to avoid each other in +public; and though this might be a blind, on the other hand Roshan had +seen too much of some English women's ways not to know how trivial an +offence against the proprieties it was to sit out dances in a balcony! +Undoubtedly, however, this girl, who had taken his presents on the sly, +who would receive his ambassadress on the sly, was not one whom it was +necessary to treat with great ceremony. She was what the English +language called a flirt; his own a stronger term. Not that it mattered, +since no wife of his would have a chance of amusing herself. + +So, after a while, he paused to say--with a scowl for the toothless +grinning survival of a past society--"I would I knew if it were wise to +trust thee? Why shouldst thou take the trouble thou dost? What is the +affair to thee?" + +Akbar's face was a study in sheer dignity. "'Tis but my duty, Cherisher +of the Poor!" he said, almost pathetically. "For what other service +were such as I am created?" + +The hateful tragedy of this confession of degradation passed Roshan by; +he saw nothing in it but an appeal to facts which gave him confidence. + +"Yea!" he said, "I was forgetting. Such arrangings are meat and drink +to thy sort. So take thy price. It shall be trebled if she bids me see +her to-morrow, but--" here he laughed, half at himself,--"thou must +needs work miracles for such favour to come so soon!" + +Akbar, as he capered off, the rupees jingling in his pocket, to more +legitimate and less lucrative pursuits, winked and leered to himself +over his own surpassing wickedness and wisdom. Miracles! Ay; but it was +nature worked them, not he. Given youth, proximity, a touch of +surprise, a flavour of the forbidden, and the result, in his evil +experience, was sure. In the meantime his part was to keep the ball +from falling until the players took to playing the game for themselves; +then the fun was over for the true go-between. He had to take a back +seat and watch--he! he! he!--the miracle! A pretty miracle, indeed! The +idea tickled him so that he could not keep it to himself, and as he +passed through the bazaar, doing his daily marketing, he used his new +avocation of miracle-monger as a reason for good bargains. The +shop-keepers, however, shook their heads. Miracles paid the priests, +and might suit such as he, but for their part they considered that +there were too many miracles in Eshwara. What was the good of the +pilgrims coming at all if all their money went to the temples, and they +had not a pice left for a relic, or even a toy to take home to the +toddlers whose feet were not yet strong enough for pilgrimage? +Whereupon they would look discontentedly round the baskets of Brummagen +brass gods, the Belgian-made rosaries, the patent Swedish self-lighting +joss sticks, the machine-cut oblation cups, with which almost every +other shop sought to attract custom. Baskets where a pious pilgrim +could purchase a whole pantheon, and secure a modicum of divine +favour--all duly trade-marked by Christians--for a few farthings. + +"'Tis not our fault, brother," suggested a decrepit old Brahmin, with a +wrinkled forehead all seamed with white markings, who--squatted in the +gutter--was extolling the virtue of the sacred _sâlig râmas_, made +unblushingly out of the ball stoppers of soda-water bottles, which lay +exposed for sale on a handkerchief in front of him; a Manchester-made +handkerchief, printed in the best style with the loves of Krishna. "We +get no more than in the old days; nay, less. For, see you, the +third-class ticket takes so much. And that is the _Huzoors'_ fee. They +send it all over the black water to make a mountain of silver in the +streets of their big city, London. Oh, pious ones! Buy! Buy a sacred +sin-expeller!" + +The monotonous cry was caused by the appearance of a priest-led band of +pilgrims; for, as yet, the great throng was not, when the whole narrow +street would be a sea of heads, when even the saffron robes would be +lost to sight, and the only thing visible would be the patient, anxious +faces seeking redemption. That would come on the morrow,--the great +day. + +Meanwhile, reverent eyes turned to the bottle-stoppers, and one or two +hands wandered to the little hoard set aside for regeneration, which +was diminishing so rapidly under the claims of chaplets, lights, +caste-markings, sprinkling, and miracles. + +"There be too many, I say," reiterated a radical seller of drugs. "If +the _Sirkar_ puts a tax on my medicine for the body, why not on thine +for the soul?" + +"Nay, _pinsari-jee!_" chuckled the privileged wit and gossip of the +bazaar, a cobbler who sat--by reason of his low caste--at a decent +distance even from the crowd of customers which was awaiting a patch on +the coverings of feet already worn and weary with their search after +righteousness; "'tis a miracle when folk buy of you; and that comes not +too often." + +Even the pilgrims laughed; for laughter at a ready gibe comes easily in +India. Yet they, too, felt inclined to agree with the drug-seller. One +can get _blasé_ even in miracles. + +Therefore, naturally enough, when there was a choice, they chose the +newest ones. And the newest of all was _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth's promise of +defying tampions, and locks, and chains, and, as in other years, +blessing the crowd of worshippers from his self-inflicted penitentiary, +inside the "_Teacher of Religion_." + +And what was more, he had kept his promise. That very dawn, as a kind +of walk over the course, he had performed the miracle before a select +band of pilgrims, mostly _jogies_ of his own sect who were now engaged +in telling the tale to all and sundry in the city. What had occurred +was briefly this. He had received his followers squatted on the stone +steps in front of the gun, and had treated them to a dissertation on +the mysteries of Yoga. Other less eminent practitioners in the art of +miracles, he said, might have found it necessary to withhold the sight +of the sacred person from devoted eyes. He, however, meant to show them +his absolute independence of the body. He would leave it lying there, +dead, while his soul went inside the gun, and blessed the pious ones. +Accordingly his jaw had dropped; he had become rigid, callous +apparently to the prickings of pins with which his assistants strove to +make him wince, and, just as one of them withdrew a dagger, covered, of +course, with gore from his very heart, a muffled voice of blessing had +come from the very bowels of the gun. + +If that was not a miracle, what was? + +Anyhow, it caught on, so that as the day grew, the growing tide of +pilgrims passed by the side-shows run in connection with the Pool of +Immortality by its priests, and drifted off to the opposition show, +leaving the _impresarios_ behind them in a state of rage and despair. +Rage, for if this sort of thing continued on the morrow they would lose +their year's harvest, since the Host of God-seekers were ever the +natural prey of priests; despair, because exposure of what experience +told them _must_ be a fraud, would only result in counter exposure. +There must be honour among thieves to make the profession a lucrative +one. + +So they met in conclave, each with his miserable earnings in his hand, +to point the dire urgency of action, and agreed on the wisdom of +finding a cat's-paw to filch their chestnuts from the fire. + +Thus it happened that Vincent Dering came over to Lance Carlyon's +quarters half an hour before the time they had settled to start for the +mission house, and asked him to look sharp, and send round to Roshan +Khân to come along also, as he had private information--here, with a +laugh, he threw a letter on the table--that miracles were being +illegally performed in cantonments, and he expected some fun. Lance +laughed also as he read the following:-- + +"To the Major General commanding. This is to give notice to all +concerned that illegible miracles is now being performed by bare men in +belly of great gun, contrary to astringent orders issued by my lord +god. Therefore your petitioners pray for correct diagnosis of same, and +removal from Cantonment boundaries with exhibitions not to miracle any +more." + +"By Jove!" he said, "our petitioner is a medical man--hospital dresser, +I expect. Not to miracle any more!--h'm." His tone changed, his honest +blue eyes clouded, for, ever since Erda Shepherd had told him what her +future life was to be, the young fellow had been painfully aware that +Eshwara had wrought a miracle on him; that he was no longer content to +take life as he found it; that already he had begun to look forward and +think of what life would be by and by. "I expect that would be a +difficulty in Eshwara," he went on; "it's an awful place for upsetting +the proper odds. Seems to me impossible to--to make a safe book on +anything." + +Vincent Dering shrugged his shoulders. He had been in the highest +spirits for the last few days. "A safe book! The dullest thing in +creation. That's why I like Eshwara. As I remember telling you, one +can't count upon anything in the topsy-turvy place--not even one's +self. They talk of the mystery of the East! By George! one is in grips +with it here; so come along, Lance! and remove miracles from Cantonment +boundaries at any rate!" + +They found the union-jack of paths obliterated by an orderly crowd; for +every hour, almost every minute, of the day had brought fresh units to +that weary-footed, eager-eyed host of pilgrims. Here and there amongst +them was to be seen the high-twined, badge-set turban of a policeman, +ready, truncheon in hand, to assert the rights of law, but not many; +since the rush of bathers had not yet come, and there was small danger +to be feared from anything save that keen desire to be cleansed, which +showed on almost every face. As the two Englishmen entered, however, +followed by Roshan Khân, on whose features that fierce intolerance of +his race for idolaters was written clearly, a murmur of tense +anticipation ran through the packed courtyard. The miracle turn was +evidently on. + +It was. _Jogi_ Gorakh-nâth lay as if dead on the raised stone platform +in front of the gun, and two assistants were prodding him with pins. + +"I've seen that in London," said Vincent, forcing his way rapidly +through the yielding crowd, "so I can hardly object to it here; but if +there is hanky-panky with my gun--" + +At that instant, a bloody dagger, fresh apparently from the _jogi's_ +heart, was held up, and a curious hush fell on the courtyard. It was +broken by a muffled voice, unmistakably from within the gun, and that +was lost in a great roar of applause. + +"A miracle! a miracle of the gods!" + +Captain Dering, who with the others had now reached the centre, waited +for the roar to subside a little, and then his voice rose and seemed to +crush it. + +"_Risaldar-sahib_ You have the key of the padlock. Take out the +tampion, and see who is inside." + +As he spoke, his eyes were on the assistants, and something in their +defiant assurance warned him that he was on the wrong tack, and made +him cover possible discomfiture with the words,--"If there is no one, +then someone here has the art of throwing his voice where he will." + +As if in assent, the muffled blessing came, louder, this time, from the +now un-tampioned gun, so that Roshan's face showed somewhat scared, as, +with a salute, he announced as the result of his inspection, "There is +no one, sir, I can see clear down the metal, but--but the voice is +there." + +A sound of such fierce approval ran through the crowd who were within +hearing, that Captain Dering saw instantly that it would not be wise to +court another failure. + +"Close up the gun again," he said loudly. "So long as my orders are not +disobeyed, and people keep their bodies out of my gun, their voices are +welcome to it! Come along, Carlyon," he added, in English, "it's +ventriloquism, of course, and I'd dearly like to catch the beast who +does it, but we had better leave it alone for the present." + +Lance, who, in sudden remembrance of the sound he had heard as he +drifted past the bathing-steps in his canoe on the night of the dance, +had been vainly overhauling the padlock and chain for signs of their +having been tampered with, nodded his head, and let the chain swing +back on its staple. The sudden jerk threw a new light on the matter. +For the staple came out, disclosing the fact that it had been neatly +filed through at the shank, and then replaced by means of a drilled +hole and a pin. + +The proof of tampering was clear, but nothing else. + +"I have it," said Lance suddenly coming up with a red but triumphant +face from a prolonged inspection down the huge muzzle, "they've shoved +in a false end, and there's someone behind. Roshan! go back and fetch +me my long gaff, and Roshan--my cleaning rod." + +"And tell the guard to come out at once," added Captain Dering, heedful +of the rising note of movement amongst the crowd, sign that it was +growing restless. + +"Stay! I've got a ripping idea!" cried Lance again, his face all abeam +with delight--delight so catching that the crowd stilled as he turned +to it. "Look here," he said confidentially, in Hindustani, "there's a +boy in this gun. It must be a boy, and rather a small one, for there +isn't room for anything big. Now isn't there a boy anywhere about the +same size who'd like to come and draw him? He will be heads this way, +and you will be able to get a good grip of his hair, and he will get a +grip of your's, and--and it will be--be jolly!" The untranslatable word +needed no translation. That something in the perfection of careless +youth which touches the hearts of all mankind, put Lance and his +audience in touch instantly. + +A group of tall, grave-eyed Sikhs laughed uproariously, and nudged a +lad beside them. "Go on, brotherling," they said, "thou art the best +wrestler of the school. Go! show the _Huzoor_ how thou canst hold thine +own." + +It needed no more. "Yea! try thy luck, brotherling," said a dozen +voices, "and if thou canst not we will find a champion!" + +That settled it. Five minutes afterwards Lance Carlyon found himself +arranging the conditions of the draw, surrounded by half a dozen lads, +each backed by eager supporters. By this time Roshan had returned, and +with the aid of the gaff and one of the smallest of the guard, Lance's +guess had been proved to be true. A neatly fitting disc of metal, +cup-shaped to increase the resemblance to the end of the barrel had +been withdrawn, leaving a head visible. + +"It is beautifully tousled, and you'll get a good grip," said Lance, +regretfully, as he helped the Sikh champion into the gun, "but it is +bigger than I thought for, and you'll have your work cut out for you." + +Then ensued the quaintest scene imaginable. The whole crowd, but five +minutes before ready, almost, to fight for the truth of their miracle, +were swaying breathless, excited, in sheer childish delight over the +tussle to expose it. + +"Lo! he comes--I see his toes--bravo, Gurdit! Nay, the other hath +strength left! Sho! sonling, let not go for thy life! That is well +done--Bravo! Bravo!" + +So backwards and forwards, like a terrier and a badger, the draw +wavered, Lance, watch in hand, calling time. + +"Half a minute more! Go it, Gurdit!" he shouted. The encouragement had +its effect. Gurdit's toes, his ankles, his calves showed beyond the +gun; only his knees remained, giving him grip still. + +"Wait for his knees. Wait till he loses grip!" shouted Lance--"twenty +seconds more--fifteen, ten--f--there you are! that's it, fair!!" + +Fair it was; the knees, pressing outwards steadily, every bronze muscle +of them showing the strength of the drag, lost grip, and with a great +yell of delight, half-a-dozen bearded Sikhs had hold of Gurdit's feet +with such a vigorous pull, that Lance had to shove his knee forward, in +a hurry, to prevent the boy from falling on his face; since both his +hands were locked desperately in the tangled hair of a disciple so big +that he came out of the gun with a cloop like a cork! + +"It was the most sporting draw I've seen for years," said Lance +enthusiastically, when, after much laughter and congratulation, the +crowd parted with smiles to let the Englishmen pass, "and I'm glad you +let the beggar off, Dering. It wasn't his fault, and he must have been +beastly uncomfortable. Now, if you could have quodded the _jogi_--" + +"I hope to do that by and by," replied Vincent significantly, "but it +was just as well the crowd should laugh to-day. These religious +gatherings are always a bit risky--and, as you know, Dillon is having +trouble over at the gaol. 'Pon my soul, I don't know which is worst to +manage--fifteen hundred scoundrels, or a hundred and fifty thousand +saints." + +"A hundred and fifty!" echoed Lance, "will there be as many as that?" + +"Quite. So it is as well they should laugh; for even with the extra +contingent of police we should find it a bit hard to manage them if +they didn't." + +True; but unfortunately the laughter of the many involves the +discomfiture of the few; and in this case, these were the most +unscrupulous men in Eshwara. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + OH! DEM GOLDEN SLIPPERS! + + +"If I were a man--I would fight." + +The words were spoken by Erda Shepherd as the two young men entered the +drawing-room of the mission house. + +"Let me fight for you!" said Captain Dering, in his most ornate style, +as, in the pause following on the interruption of their arrival, he +went forward to shake hands. "My sword is always at the service of the +ladies." + +Then a certain feeling, as of electricity in the air, a certain look on +the faces round him--for most of the mission workers had already +arrived--warned him that this was no jesting matter, and he continued +in better taste, "I trust there is nothing wrong?" + +"Wrong!" echoed Erda, who in a mechanical, absolutely indifferent +manner was shaking hands with Lance; "Yes! grievously wrong!"--her +voice was almost strident in its decision--"hideously wrong!" + +Here Dr. James Campbell, who had been laying down the law to a group of +other black coats, came up and put the telegram he was holding into +Captain Dering's hand. + +"Perhaps you can explain this," he said severely, "we generally have to +thank the military authorities for such interference." + +"Not in this case, so far as I am concerned," replied Vincent, after a +glance at the first sentence. Then he read on, everyone else in the +room silent, expectant. + +It was from the Commissioner, saying, that from private information +given him, he regretted that, in the interests of peace, he must, as +magistrate, forbid any street preaching or public profession of faith +during the next two days. Feeling was running high in many ways, and it +was necessary to be extremely cautious. + +"I can assure you, sir," said Vincent, handing back the telegram, "I am +not the informant. At the same time"--here he faced about to the room +generally--"I think the Commissioner is right. Our government is +neutral--" + +"Neutral!" interrupted the Reverend David Campbell, whose blonde face +was flushed with excitement. "If it were neutral we would not complain. +But does this prohibition extend to the priests of other religions? No! +a thousand times, no! It is only another instance of the fact, that we, +who have the strongest claim on a Christian government--" + +"Possibly," put in Captain Dering, "but I am only a soldier. I do not +ask questions. I obey." + +"And we are soldiers too," said Dr. Campbell, weightily, "and our +orders are to be instant in season and out of season." + +A little murmur of approval ran through the company. There was a +militant look on every face, a militant ring in every voice, as they +discussed what ought to be done. The women workers, with Erda at their +head, went solid for defiance,--only Mrs. Campbell making the +reservation "if James approved." So did some of the men, notably David +Campbell, who passed from one group to another, his pale blue eyes +a-glisten with enthusiasm. + +Erda's followed him with such approval, that Lance crossed over +pugnaciously to where she stood, with a pretty flush on her cheeks, +listening. + +"It is a pity you haven't got Jean Ziska's drum, Miss Shepherd," he +said. "By Jove! how you would bang it! Then, right or wrong, there +would be a high old row, and that would just suit me!" + +"There can scarcely, Sir Lancelot,"--she paused on the title with a +strain after contempt which did not somehow come off,--"be a question +as to right or wrong in this case." + +He gave a kindly, almost indulgent laugh. "There never can be, really, +of course. One is bound to be right, the other wrong. The mischief is +to know t'other from which! Now I expect the sixty thousand nobles, and +the grand-master who were left dead on the field, and the two thousand +poor devils who got drowned in the river besides, and all the +others--you know about 'em, of course, and you must admit he was a +bloodthirsty chap at any rate!--had got a musical instrument of some +sort, too. You can't fight without a band, Miss Shepherd, specially +drums and fifes. But Jean Ziska was blind; so he could only hear his +own music." + +"And I hear it, too," she said superbly, with all the more defiance, +because his words touched her innate sense of justice, as they did so +often. + +As she spoke, the not unusual sound--considering that one side of the +mission house gave on the city--of a native _tom-tom_ drifted in +through the open window, causing Lancelot's eyes to brim over with +smiles. + +"That isn't it, anyhow, is it, Miss Shepherd?" he said. "I saw that +drum-banger as I came past just now--the funniest old dried stick of a +Brahmin you ever set eyes on. And you know those '_round the mulberry +bush_,' fairy-ring, endless circles of men and women hand in hand we +used to cut out of newspaper when we were kids? Well, he was using gilt +paper, and trying to make a miracle out of the '_biz_'! One god, he +said, in many; the outline being the same, and the eye of faith +sufficient to fill in the details of divinity! The people were buying +them by dozens for the half of nothing. I asked 'em why, and they said +as toys for their children. So I expect it will be the endless circle +of boys and girls again--don't you? For, you know," he went on in the +confidential voice which, dimly, she recognized was for her alone, +"I've never been able to find out the least difference in kids. I talk +to the little beggars when I'm out shooting, you know, and--well! the +boys are just as much boys as I used to be--" + +Used to be! Yet once again, for the hundredth time at least since +they had first met, barely a month ago, his youth, his boyish, +whole-hearted, healthy zest in life made her eyes soft; made her feel, +with all the true womanhood in her that, if she ever had a son, she +prayed he might be like this. And something else she recognized--not +for the first time, either; namely, that boyish, almost thoughtless as +he was, puzzling himself not at all with the problems of life, you +could never dip below the surface without finding him, as it were, +there before you; finding him clear-eyed, ready to treat the shady side +of things as he treated the light side; that is, with an absolutely +limpid honesty. + +So, as she stood silent, checked in her desire to check, Father Ninian, +who had just entered with Laila, came up to greet her, and having done +so, turned to Lance with kind eyes and voice. + +"Captain Dering has just told me that we have to call you Sir Lancelot +Carlyon. I am sorry for the cause, since your uncle was a man who made +the world better by being in it;--as--as you will. It is a fine old +name, Sir Lancelot! It carries with it a fine inheritance of honour; +therefore I can wish no better wish for the world, as well as for +yourself, than that you may hand it on to your son. So, peace be with +you!" His clasped hands unfolded themselves for a space as he passed +on, leaving those two once more standing together with that sense of +being singled out for friendship which had come to them in the +beginning. + +And this was to be the end of it? Even to her it seemed impossible. To +him it made the impossibility certain. + +"Miss Shepherd," he said suddenly, "I have something I must say to you +this afternoon. Come into the verandah, after you have done pouring out +the tea, and let me say it." + +There was so much of command in his voice that she might have resented +it, had not Father Ninian's voice risen at that moment; firmly, yet +with its usual faint hesitancy, in words which made everyone in the +room pause to listen. + +"I, and I only, am responsible, Dr. Campbell. I gave the Commissioner +the information on which he has acted," here he raised his hand against +interruption. "I have been fifty years at Eshwara; fifty times have I +seen the pilgrims pass to the 'Cradle of the Gods' listening peacefully +to your preaching. But this year there is something new." He paused to +put on his spectacles, yet the keenness they brought to his face was +dimmed by wistfulness. "I cannot quite tell what it is. There is +something beyond the things I know, though these are many--small, it is +true, but cumulative. Still, this is certain; the pulse of the people +beats irregularly to-day, and that means danger to the body corporate. +It may pass; yet the faintest stimulus may upset the whole balance of +the organism. So, my friends, as our cause is eternal, as we have +time--" + +"Time!" interrupted David Campbell, passionately, "but now _is_ the +appointed time. Think, sir, how many of these poor deluded souls, +striving after salvation, may die upon the road to their false +gods--none can know how many better than you, who--" + +The old priest looked at the young one with a whole lifetime of sad +wisdom in his face. "Yes!" he said, softly, "for I am very old. I have +seen half a world die upon its road to the 'Cradle of the Gods.' +Die--though we have not the courage to say so,--with their faces set to +the eternal goal of humanity; to the finding of something we have lost. +And something keeps us all back. What is it? Have we the secret more +than they, who say, as we do, that it is sin?" + +His voice had fallen into a strangely musical rhythm, so that Dr. +Campbell's, following it, seemed harsh indeed. + +"_We_ know we have. We have the certainty--we are missionaries of that +certainty--" + +"And I--to my shame be it said," interrupted Father Ninian, with a +curious return to worldly courtesy as he removed his spectacles, "have +never tried to make a convert; therefore I can scarcely hope to +persuade you; but if, gentlemen, I might be allowed to talk the matter +over with you--" + +"A most sensible suggestion," assented Dr. Campbell, looking round on +his younger, less experienced colleagues; "I should be loth to act +hastily, and give occasion to the scoffer. Mamma, will you send our tea +into the dining room?" + +The pure practicality of the last words seemed to relieve the general +tension, and Vincent Dering--who had been looking horribly +bored--seeing the piano open, sat down to it, as the dissentients moved +off into their cave of Adullam, and began to play, "_La Donna é +mobile_;" saying, with a laugh:-- + +"_Cherchez la femme!_ Depend upon it, Mrs. Campbell, there is a woman +at the bottom of it. I know from personal experience that she is always +fatal to my peace and pulse on any road." + +Erda Shepherd, holding her head very high, crossed over to pour out the +tea; whereupon Vincent, being mischievously inclined, suddenly changed +the tune to "Where'er you walk," which he played daintily, purely, +altogether charmingly, so causing Muriel Smith, who had lately joined +the party, to relax her faint frown at his remark. + +"Miss Shepherd objects," he went on provokingly. "She doesn't believe +in men fighting for women. She scorned the offer of my sword in +favour--excuse me for having overheard--of some drum or another. What +was it, Miss Shepherd? I really only heard Lance say you would like to +bang it." + +Erda flushed all over her face. "I was only alluding to Jean Ziska's +drum, which was sounded to call the Hosts of the Lord to arms." + +Mrs. Campbell gave a fine, hearty shudder. "My dear," she said, "why +can ye not leave that gruesome tale alone? For it's just an awful tale, +Mrs. Smith. As if he could not be content with doing his duty in this +life, but must leave his skin behind for the next generation." + +"We have biblical warranty for that sort of thing, Mrs. Campbell," said +the sharp-voiced lady who owned the small black coat. "Elijah left his +mantle." + +"Hoots!" interrupted Mrs. Campbell, scornfully. "We all have to leave +our body-wear, but a skin's different altogether. It sou'd just have +gone to the grave with him, honest man, dust to dust, ashes to ashes. +I've often heard Dr. James say there was nothing in the world for tying +the hands o' the leevin' like dead men's dispositions. They're just a +mortification indeed to a' concerned." + +There was always something about the good lady's comfortable +common-sense which made further discussion difficult, and the talk +wandered into less rugged paths until, the time for leisure from Erda's +duties as tea-maker being close at hand, Lance went out deliberately +into the verandah which overhung the river, or rather the spit of +sand-bank which jutted out from this, the turning-point of the city's +triangle. On the right, the wall, set with its temple spires, trended +away to meet the bridge, on the left to join the line of the palace, +the bathing-steps, the Fort. In front of him, as he stood leaning over +the balustrade at the western end of the verandah, lay dull streaks of +sand, bright gleams of water, and beyond them--dim, mysterious--was the +great level plain of India, on whose scarce distinguishable edge the +sun was setting behind a bank of deep purple cloud. It was a long, low, +almost level bank, outlined sharply against the sea of golden-green +light above it. There was scarcely a hint of sunset fire save in a +trailing chain of little fleecy golden flocks, which stretched away +from the purple of the clouds into the deepening purple of clear sky +overhead. + +Lance, waiting, watched that clear, almost level, outline, until, as +clouds do when gazed at fixedly, it took shape for him as the body of a +dead warrior half-covered by a pall. The straight sweep yonder was the +shield, still held upon the arm, the peak of shadow below it was the +mailed feet. There was the curve of the throat; the head thrown back; +the feathery plumes of the helmet. The whole world seemed his bier; the +stars, just trembling into sight, the watch-lights round it. + +"Do you see?" he asked, as Erda joined him. "_From the great deep to +the great deep he goes_." + +She recognized the quotation; and though she had come out full of +determination to deny the glamour of their mutual comprehension, it +claimed her in a second. + +"Yes!" she answered quickly, and pointing to the trailing drift of +cloudlets, added, "_bound by gold chains about the feet of God_." + +He turned to look at her then, forgetting fancy in a sudden certainty. + +"I thought I had something to tell you," he said, "but I think you know +it already, don't you?" + +"Yes!" she answered, held captive still by that inevitable +understanding. "I think I do." + +He paused a moment; then going back to the now fading likeness of that +dead "King of the Dead," continued: "Then that ends it so--so far as I +am concerned. But it remains as an excuse for my asking a question. +Miss Shepherd, why are you going to marry your cousin?" + +She had known this was coming. "For a great many reasons," she began +boldly; then paused, wishing for the first time that these reasons had +been fewer, feeling that the possession of but _one_ would have made +speech easier. "To begin with, it has been the dream of my life." + +He turned on her with an amaze which was almost ludicrous. "What! to +marry him?" + +She frowned angrily. "No! To work--to help--to give my sympathy--to +stand hand in hand with someone who, as he does, gives himself, as I +do, to the great work. To someone whose life will be mine--whom I can +respect and admire and--and love--in the best sense of the word--" Her +voice, gaining confidence from its own statements, rose almost +passionately. + +Lance looked at her with his clear eyes, and nodded. "Yes! I quite +understand. But what has that to do with marrying him? How will +the--the great Work be furthered by your having to look after the house +and all that? And it isn't as if you couldn't give the help and +sympathy without marrying a fellow. Even the love--at least I think so. +Now, I want to marry you, because--" + +"Yes,--" she said severely, as he paused--she felt glad to change +places with him in the witness box-- + +"Because, to begin with, it doesn't seem possible for me to live my +life--I mean my everyday life, trying to rub along, you know, without +doing any harm; keeping things going as--as my people have always kept +them, unless you help me. And then--" he paused again--"from the first +moment I saw you, you reminded me--" he paused so long this time that a +faint wonder as to what he was going to say next made her heart beat, +as she watched him leaning over the balcony, looking dreamily at that +fading likeness of a dead 'King of the Dead.' + +"I don't suppose anyone had a happier, jollier childhood than I had," +he said suddenly, "though I was an orphan. I lived at Tregarthen, you +know." He turned to her as he spoke, and smiled. "You should have seen +my grandfather and grandmother, Miss Shepherd. They were like the +double Christmas number of an illustrated paper! She used to boast that +she never saw a naughty child; and she never did, for the dear old lady +always walked out of the room promptly when we tried it on. I remember +it used to take the starch out awfully, having no audience. But it was +the same in everything. It beat even a boy to be really bad in that +house, somehow. Yes! we had jolly times! You would have liked it--you +would like it now"--he turned swiftly and held out both hands--"Come to +it!--Come, and be Lady Carlyon as she was! People may say all that +means nothing, but it means everything to a woman to be able to count +on an inheritance like that for her--" he broke off as some of the +others came out into the balcony, and bending closer to her, went on in +a low voice, "I've said nothing of my love--you know all that--and I +think--Yes--" his voice took a note of certainty--"I think you--you like +me well enough--don't you?" + +There was something so truth-compelling in his face, his voice, that +she felt thankful for the tepid word _like_-- + +"I like you very much, Sir Lancelot," she said, trying not to let her +voice betray the absolute tenderness she felt, "but, as you told me +just now, that is no reason why I should marry you." + +"It is at least as good as yours for marrying _him_," he broke in +quickly. "At least it has to do with you--with me--with our +happiness--with mine at any rate! Do you remember when you first told +me your name--The World's Desire I called it--the woman with the +red-gold hair, the red-gold hem to her garment, the red-gold apple in +her hand--you are that to me--Erda! give me my heart's desire--" + +His voice--low, quick, passionate--thrilled through her. She saw +herself as she had seen herself then. + +"Yes! it has to do with you, with me!" she echoed desperately, "but +only we two." + +"No!--" he interrupted--"with more than that, surely!" + +In the pause which followed, one vision faded in another, and her own +wish, that if she ever had a son he might be as this man, came to make +her remember Father Ninian's words, "I can wish no better wish for the +world!" + +But Father Ninian could not have said so to her. _She_ could do +better for the world in the other life, the other work. The very +self-sacrifice of it attracted her, vague though the sense of that was, +as yet. + +"Sir Lancelot," she said at last, "I am very sensible of the honour--" + +"Don't--for heaven's sake," he interrupted. "That is--excuse +me--bunkum." + +She felt glad of the faint resentment which came to her aid. "I am, all +the same," she continued; "but it is impossible. Perhaps if I did not +look forward as I do; perhaps if I only sought happiness; but--" she +clasped her hands tightly and the militant look came back to her +face--"I am sworn to another work--the noblest work of all--to bring +light to those that sit in darkness." + +Lance gave an odd little laugh, full of bitterness. "You leave me out +in the black night, anyhow," he said. + +True enough, in one way, for the quick dusk had closed in around them; +but as he spoke, a great white shaft of light like a moon-ray shot, +almost as if in denial--widening on its way, from the shadowy stretches +beyond the river; shot waveringly, as if uncertain, until, focussing +itself full on the verandah, it turned the dusk to day. + +"The search-light!" cried Mrs. Smith, clapping her daintily gloved +little hands. "Eugene will be so pleased. He couldn't positively +swallow a mouthful at lunch because, when he thought all was right, +something went wrong. That's why he didn't come, Miss Shepherd," she +added, for the light had effectually joined the scattered groups into +one. "I positively couldn't tear him away, but I made him promise to +turn the thing on here if he succeeded. And he has. Isn't it splendid?" + +Mrs. Campbell looked doubtful. "It's just too much like the last day, +comin' unawares, and makin' a' things manifest, for my taste. An' I +wonder what Dr. James will say to it?" + +"I wonder what the natives will say to it?" said Vincent Dering, +looking across at Lance. + +"Say!" echoed the tart lady. "I know what they should say--that, of +course, we know a great deal more than they do." + +"And, besides," added a new and gushing voice, "it is so beautifully, +suggestively true. We have the light, we can light them." + +"Oh! but that _is_ such a bother," came Laila Bonaventura's +full-throated tones. "I hate having to see things I don't care to see. +I much prefer to have my own candle, don't you?" + +She had been finding it dull work waiting for her guardian's return +from the dining room, even though Vincent had, now and again, found +opportunity for a word or look. He took advantage of one now to say, +"It will be pleasanter by and by, won't it? We must settle the time +before you leave." + +"What time?" asked Muriel Smith, who happened to overhear his +undertone. She had been vaguely curious at their apparent avoidance of +each other, their occasional lapses into familiarity, ever since she +had challenged them at the Viceroy's party. + +"Time!" echoed Vincent, coolly. "Of that new song, of course. Come in, +Miss Bonaventura, let us decide about it." + +The girl swept up her long lashes solemnly. "I should think a twelve +beat would be best, really. It is safer when there are so many +accidental notes." + +His face, as he led the way to the piano, was a study. If she had lived +her life in a vaudeville at the _Folies Bergères_ she could scarcely +have been more at home in intrigue, yet her absolute sincerity and +unconsciousness of wrongdoing was as palpable. On the whole, he felt +vexed; the more so because the vaudeville dialogue proved unnecessary, +since a sudden concentration of the party to hear the verdict of the +Adullamites, who at that moment came out of the dining room, would have +given them ample time for more dignified conversation. + +Erda was in the front rank of the eager little crowd, her hopes, her +enthusiasms, heightened by the deliberate choice she had just made, +when Dr. Campbell, as the recognized head, began to speak. They had +come unanimously to the conclusion, he said, that absolute revolt at +this late hour would be unwise. Whether Father Ninian Bruce was +justified, by the circumstances, in his adverse report was another +matter. Personally he denied it; nor did he propose that they should +sit down quietly under the interference. They were only forbidden to +preach in Eshwara. Therefore they had come, again unanimously, to the +resolution of leaving Eshwara for the time in a body. It would be a +solemn protest; and they could thus render both to Cæsar and to God, +since they could preach at other pilgrim stations on the road. It would +be a noble protest which was certain of proving blessed. + +The words roused no little enthusiasm, mingled with undoubted relief in +most cases; but Erda, standing beside her cousin, said in an undertone, +"Did you assent to that, David?" + +"I suggested it," he answered, in a louder voice, not without some +self-satisfaction. "It appeared to me to meet the exigencies of the +case admirably, and it will be very useful, let me tell you, at home. +It will emphasize the difficulties and dangers we have to contend +against. It will show our meek reasonableness, and then--" he looked +round with a jubilant smile--"it seems to me such a beautiful idea that +the only result of this attempt to gag us will be that the thousands of +poor benighted souls will have a chance of hearing the Truth in many +places instead of one." + +But Erda's voice broke in on the hum of applause almost harshly, +filling the room with its defiance. "I think it cowardly; I would +fight--if I were a man." + +"You would beat Jean Ziska's drum!" laughed Vincent Dering, rising from +the music stool where he had been holding Laila's hand under cover of +the new song,--an occupation which always made him feel as if all the +wine of life had gone to his head. "You refused my sword just now, Miss +Shepherd, so I place my drumstick at your disposal." + +So, with a reckless gaiety, he seized on a painted tambourine which +good Mrs. Campbell had hung as an ornament on the wall,--it was +bedaubed with two white lilies and a butterfly rampant,--and catching +up a teaspoon from the table, he began to sing in his pretty, +light-comedy voice, "Oh! dem golden slippers!" while the tambourine, +under his skilful drumming, throbbed to the words:-- + + + "Golden slippers on a golden stair, + Golden slippers on my tired feet, + Golden slippers dat we all mus' wear + Becos' dey are so sweet." + + +He sang well, he played better; and both voice and drumming echoed out +through the open windows. + +"They are singing in the _missen_," said the people in the courtyard to +the pilgrims, who were still gathering to the miracles, like moths +round a candle. "It is not wise to listen; folk become as they are, if +they do." + +Some of the pilgrims laughed and some stopped their ears; but even so, +the throbbing of the tambourine was in the air. + + + "Golden slippers on a golden stair, + Golden slippers on my tired feet, + Golden slippers dat we all mus' wear." + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + ECHOES + + +If the twopenny-halfpenny tambourine--which had been bedaubed with its +white lilies and rampant butterfly by a suburban maiden lady for a +mission sale, and, remaining over from that, had been bought in at half +price by Mrs. Campbell for the adornment of her drawing-room,--had been +indeed Jean Ziska's famous drum, Eshwara could hardly have been more +restless than it was on the night after Vincent Dering had sung, "Oh! +dem golden slippers!" to its accompaniment. The tune had occurred to +him in an instant, without thought, simply as one he had sung more than +once when doing bones and tambourine in a nigger troupe at a soldiers' +sing-song. He had meant nothing by; it and yet the words, + + + "Golden slippers on a golden stair, + Golden slippers dat we'se got to wear," + + +fitted their environment; that atmosphere of effort after something +beyond, above the real, the actual; the inevitable climbing of a golden +stair, the inevitable wearing of the golden shoes, the inevitable +search after the golden gates which, found, will open upon Paradise. +True, the Paradise differed to each pair of yearning eyes and weary +feet; but the longing for it as a personal gain, spiritual or bodily, +was identical. + +For Paradise is the Desire of the World still; whether men find it in +the good they lost, or the Love which lost it for them. + +And in Eshwara that night the desire rose strenuously, militantly. + +Erda, packing her boxes in haste, since she and her aunt had arranged +to start with the others at dawn, felt as if she had, at last, closed +her hand firmly on the plough. There could be no looking back now. The +golden slippers were on her feet, the golden stairs before her, the +golden gates within sight. She had said good-by to Lance without a +quiver. She even smiled softly, tenderly, as she set an unopened deal +box to go with her others. It was one which the Reverend David had +brought with him from England, and which had been made over to her, not +without nods and winks, smiles and suspicions of tears, from her aunt. +For it contained the wedding dress. It was a Moravian wedding dress of +the old style, to suit Erda's fancy; and she had been quite anxious to +see the delicate white muslin robe and the quaint little cap, with its +bunch of orange blossoms, which was to mark her as both bride and +matron. But it had seemed a pity, in careful Mrs. Campbell's opinion, +to unpack it only to repack it, and run the needless risk of crushing +its daintiness. So there in its box it lay still, untouched, unseen. + +There would be real orange blossoms and to spare, the girl told +herself with a smile, in the garden at Herrnhut; for so the summer +resting-place of the mission had been called in deference to the +Moravian extraction of those who had built it and started the Christian +settlement in the tiny valley in which it stood. This lay some thirty +miles up the Hara, beyond the first range of hills; and the river, +fresh from its mad rush from the snows beyond, ran through it slackly, +peacefully, before beginning its long, swift, yet smooth, slide down +the dark ravine which cleft the outer range, until it ended in the +plains at Eshwara. + +It was at Herrnhut that, every year, in turns of two months during the +hot weather, the missionaries exchanged work in the bazaars for the +lighter labor of the agricultural settlement. Naturally, therefore, it +was looked on as a sort of holiday house; but this year it would be +something more. It would be the headquarters of fight, the centre of +the resistance which was to use the Commissioner's order to cease +firing as an excuse for a more determined skirmishing. For it stood +right on the pilgrims' road. Indeed, Erda and the other rebels would +have to travel a good eight-and-twenty miles along that very road +itself before coming to the slack water where they could cross the +river by a ferry, and finish their journey through the level fields on +its further side to Herrnhut, with its homelike, peaceful surroundings. +The memory of them came to Erda, making her sense of that inevitable +climbing of the golden stair after righteousness more acute; since she +had to face a good-by to them also. And sooner than she had expected, +for the breaking up of winter work a week earlier than usual, owing to +this secular interference, had made David, eager to begin anew, plead +for a speedier wedding. So there were only two or three days left, at +most. + +The knowledge, however, brought her no doubt; it helped her, rather, to +a greater certainty. + +She had done right. Her feet were indeed upon the golden stair! + +And in the other houses of the mission, where everyone was disregarding +sleep in the striving after something that was more to them than sleep, +the atmosphere was electric also, the thoughts militant. + +So they were in the streets, the alleys of the town; for on the bridge +of boats--that bridge which spanned the broad expanse of water between +the city and the great plain of India--the pilgrims were passing, now, +in an unending stream--to take up their places as near as might be to +the Pool of Immortality, where, with the dawn, the water would rise +miraculously for the cleansing of sin. + +"_Hârî! Hârâ! Hârâ! Hârî!_" + +The cry was almost incessant, but the eye could see little, for the +moon was young, the night dark. + +"_Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!_" + +Hour after hour it came, that cry on the dread Creator, the dread +Destroyer. Monotonous, patient, almost indifferent, yet absolutely +insistent. + +The golden-shod feet of the pilgrims, after whose souls the +missionaries yearned, were on the golden stair also, and their golden +gates would open at the 'Cradle of the Gods'; must open, hidden though +the goal was by mist when it was day, by darkness when it was night. + +What matter if it was hidden? For the gold-shod feet might falter and +fall ere that goal was reached; but the hidden spring of cleansing at +the Pool of Immortality was theirs. It would rise at dawn; rise as it +did always, every year. + +"_Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!_" + +What matter Birth or Death, if the finding of that lost paradise of +purity was certain. + +Out on the bridge, whence the cry came oftenest, there was no doubt +regarding this certainty; but as each weary pair of feet stumbled on +the first stones of the town, it stumbled into an atmosphere in which +nothing seemed sure, save that there was change; that Eshwara was not +what it had been. + +To begin with, it held soldiers. Wherefore? And why had dead women been +sent back to it by Mother Ganges to curse the men whose love had killed +them? + +But what wonder, when the very logs, the fishes, were stolen from the +river nowadays; and from the people also. Then what of this strange new +light? The light which fed on men's brains!--that came and went at +pleasure--that was quite small at first, when but seven or eight men +had been sacrificed, but which, only an hour or so agone, had showed in +a huge ray, feeling here and there through the darkness for God knows +what, then settling on it, making it impossible to hide aught, prying +into the very Holiest of Holies! Had it not shot into Mother Kali's +very temple, and shown the worshippers that two of her mighty arms were +stuck on with sealing wax! What God would stand that! And how could the +very Gods themselves work miracles if everybody could see how they were +done? + +They had already refused to work them for pious _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth. +What wonder? The Gods did not like laughter, especially the laughter of +_M'lléchas_.[10] + +Therefore, who was to tell if the spring would even rise in the Pool? +So those who were wise would make certain of at least a modicum of +salvation, and go straight to the bathing-steps; since the river, +anyhow, must be there. + +This suggestion of a cautious hedge was diligently spread by the +bathing-_ghat_ priests among the new arrivals; who listened patiently. +But so they did also to the other priests whose business it was to +scorn the possibility of failure, and to deny the displeasure of the +Gods. To say that _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth had been found out by the +_Huzoors_ in one of his usual tricks; that was all. So that people who +wanted the genuine article, and a real, good, old crusted miracle, had +better come as usual to the Pool. + +The weary-footed, anxious-eyed climbers of the golden stairs listened +patiently, silently, even when the antagonists began, in vehement +quarrel, to bandy threats, and hint at worse portents to come. To their +experience, their hope, it seemed impossible even to dream their +pilgrimage in vain. The dawn would show, anyhow. So hour by hour, +minute by minute, the tide of pilgrims set citywards till it brimmed +over with faith and hope. And these are dangerous things when charity +depends on them, and there are antagonistic claims to every alms. So +Eshwara was restless. + +Over in the gaol, also, by which the golden-shod feet passed so closely +with their heart-stirring cry, it seemed as if Vincent Dering's +thrumming, following as it did on the heels of Eugene Smith's success +with the search light, had set what Dr. Dillon called his Hosts of the +Devil in commotion. Indeed, that thrumming was still going on when +George Dillon had gone raging over to conjure the experimenter, with +oaths, to turn off his confounded bull's-eye at once, or the prisoners +would go out of their judgment with thinking of the number who would +have to die that night in order to keep up the supply of brain +power!--just too, as he had been congratulating himself that the +cholera scare was over. Seventy-two hours, and not a case! It was too +bad! + +Eugene, whom he found on the roof of his house playing with coils, +batteries, accumulators, had suggested eagerly that if there was real +trouble, he might end it by turning his light bang on to the gaol, and +so reducing it to a paralysis of sheer terror. Dr. Dillon, however, had +sworn violently that he would not have the poor wretches frightened +unnecessarily, especially when that triumphant cry of those who were +free to defy the devil by seeking sanctification before death reminded +them that _they_ could not--that they must die defiled, helpless, +hopeless! That fear was, he said, in a way dignified, worthy of +consideration. And he did not anticipate trouble unless there was +treachery inside or out, though perhaps he might, as a precaution, ask +Dering for an extra guard. But when the latter happened to come in, as +Mrs. Smith's escort home, while the doctor was still there, Dr. Dillon +apparently changed his mind. Anyhow, he pooh-poohed Captain Dering's +offer to send one, saying, the more you could keep a gaol to yourself +the better--or for the matter of that anything else! So, with a curt +good-night to Mrs. Smith, he went back to his work, leaving Vincent to +remark, carelessly, that Dillon seemed in a bad temper. At which Muriel +smiled. There was something in the air, she said, conducive to bad +temper. She, herself, felt she must soon have quarrelled with the +doctor's assumption of knowing better than anyone else; so it was as +well he had not stopped to dinner. Her quarrelsomeness did not, +however, extend to Vincent, who did; indeed, she made herself so +tenderly charming and unconsciously friendly towards him that he began +to accuse himself of having been too irresponsive of late. The fact of +being in love did not preclude friendship for someone else, if, indeed, +he was really in love with Laila Bonaventura? In one way he knew +himself to be so; but the idea of treating this love of his on +conventional lines was still repugnant to him; the thought of her, as +his wife, barely attractive. + +So, after a time spent pleasantly enough for those two, Eugene Smith +went off to his coils, and accumulators, and batteries, half-sulky, +half-bored, and wholly ill-used at having to switch off, when he had at +least half an hour's electricity all ready stored for use. + +He was grumbling over this fact when Vincent called good-night to him +before starting to drive back; and he answered that but for fools, who +were afraid of going to their proper place, he might have given Dering +electric light on the road. + +"No, thanks!" cried Vincent, gaily, "there's enough electricity in the +air to-night without that. I believe your machine has leaked, Smith! I +feel as if I should give out sparks if anyone touched me!" + +As he drove across the bridge Eshwara looked as if it were doing that, +too. There were lights everywhere, twinkling, little, restless lights. +The very spit, usually dark with the darkness of primitive life after +sundown, was alive with them; for the pilgrims were camping there, as +elsewhere. Nor were all the fisher folk abed as usual, for that, +surely, was one of them paddling up stream on a dug-out,--just under +the last span of the bridge. He saw the man distinctly, not five yards +from him in the flash of the lamps as he drove past overhead, and +wondered what the mischief the fellow was doing at that time of night, +going up stream. + +Something to be ashamed of, no doubt, else why should he have sent the +dug-out beyond the circle of light with a swift stroke? + +Truly Father Ninian was right; Eshwara was not normal. Its pulse beat +irregularly, and things were going on which should not be going on-- + +A sudden shame made him glance at the shadowed pile of the palace +looming above the shadowed town. It was all dark, save for one row of +restless, twinkling lights. Those were the little latticed windows of +Laila's sitting-room, that was fit for any king's favourite. He had +seen it already, might see it again at twelve, if she was in one of her +reckless moods when she would risk anything for his sake. + +Truly! there were things going on!-- + +But this was between themselves; this could hurt no one. By and by, of +course, he would insist on a commonplace engagement, and a wedding. +Yes! a commonplace wedding. He had, despite his vague repugnance to her +origin, made up his mind to that. No one but an utter cad could take +what he was taking, and then shake his bridle rein and ride away. But +for the present, it was the most absolutely perfect bit of romance in +his whole life. He could not, would not give it up. Laila was right! +This was the essence. As a rule, people mixed love, diluted it, were +vaguely ashamed of its absorbing influence. But when you came to +analyze even the diluted feeling, its virtue lay in this irrational +content, this desire for nothing better than this best of +pleasures--this paradise of a woman's or a man's love. + +He laughed, suddenly, at the memory of Laila's quick grasp of his +meaning when Muriel had overheard his remark about the time. Such +quickness, in the latter, would have made him revolt from it; but with +Laila it was different. A passionate gratitude to the girl to whom +fear, remorse, the very possibility of change seemed unknown, rose up +and claimed him. Dear little girl! She was so absolutely single-minded +in her love for him. How could anyone expect him to forego the luxury +of such love yet awhile? + +In thinking Laila single-minded, Vincent thought the truth, so far as +he was concerned. If love, passionate as Juliet's, and far more +innocent in one way, far more _rusé_ in another, ever existed, hers was +that love. Nevertheless, its very integrity made her curiously cunning +in regard to anything which threatened to disturb that idyll in the +garden. So, at that very moment, when Vincent looked up at her windows +asserting her absolute lack of pretence and single-mindedness, she was +pitting her wits against old Akbar Khân in a manner worthy of her +grandmother, Anâri Begum; since Akbar, far more than her guardian, was +to be feared. The latter, honest man, went to his bed, beyond the +chapel, at ten of the clock precisely; but Akbar, who from ancient +habit was given to prowling about at night, and napping in odd corners, +had many chances of discovery. During the last few days, however, when +she, for her own purposes, had let him talk, he had become so garrulous +regarding his past that she had recognized in him an unscrupulous +confidant, with whom, in face of the possibility of requiring one, it +was wise to remain on terms. + +So, as she lounged on the sofa, she listened to his endless talk with +tolerance. + +"Nay!" she interrupted at last. "If, as thou sayest she will, she +brings me more dresses and jewels, she may call me Begum, and hint at +my being one, really, a thousand times over! Why not? Begum and +Princess are the same, and my great-grandmother in Italy was that. +Pidar Narâyan told me so to-day." + +The memory of the old man's voice, when, with new-found courage, she +had questioned him concerning those old days, made her eyes soft. Yes! +he would, he _must_ understand. So, by and by, when Vincent and she +were tired of playing Romeo and Juliet (the story of the star-crossed +lovers had been her only reading since Vincent had taken to quoting so +much from it) they would make Pidar Narâyan play Friar Laurence, and +marry them on the sly. That would be so much more amusing than a +regular wedding. He could not refuse, since he had once loved as she +loved. You could hear that in his voice; after how many years?--fifty +or sixty! And the Princess had, of course, loved also in exactly the +same way. Laila felt sure of it. That curious, inexpressible feeling +had come to her also. Laila, trying to formulate that feeling, slipping +her heel idly in and out of her dainty little bronze shoe as she +lounged, suddenly remembered Vincent's song to the tambourine, and +laughed. That was it! + + + "Golden feet upon a golden stair." + + +That expressed it exactly. Two pair of feet going side by side up a +golden stair, to golden gates. So contented. Ah, God! how content! +Seeking something, claiming something, yet still content. That feeling +came, sometimes, when you were saying your prayers. A sort of yearning +_for_, a sort of satisfaction _in_, something that was not you; so, +surely if it came _then_, there could be no harm in it. + +Harm! The very sisters allowed that you must love the man you were +going to marry. And she and Vincent would be married by and by and live +happily, for that was better than having a "_statue of pure gold_" +erected to you! In the meantime, secrecy, so long as Vincent wished to +play Romeo and Juliet, was her cue; therefore, the more she could blind +old Akbar, the more he could be turned on a wrong track, the better. +Especially when the turning was so delightfully ridiculous! + +She managed, however, not to laugh her childish love of mischief into +Mumtâza Mahal's very face when, after much shrinking into white sheets +held up as screens, and quick cuddlings into corners at the faintest +suspicion of a possible peep, that good lady, in her very, very best +pink satin continuations, was ushered in through the dark deserted +passages of the palace, to Laila's boudoir. For, despite the amusement, +the girl's heart was beating fast with determination to climb her +golden stairs without interruption. So she allowed herself to be +_kow-towed_ to, and called Begum-_sahiba_ and she accepted the new +dress and jewels without protest. Eagerly, in fact, since they were far +more gorgeous than the first, and caught her taste better. The former, +indeed, had been Roshan Khân's own choice, dictated by his acquired +knowledge of the sort of things _mem-sahibs_ admired; these latter were +her grandmother's, purely, entirely oriental. The difference was great. +Put briefly, _this_ was the costume in which Anâri Begum had flouted +the Nawab, the _other_ that in which she had caught Bun-avatâr's fancy. + +Laila took up one of the heavy, gorgeous, glittering garments. It smelt +strongly of musk, attar of roses, and jasmin, and she snuffed at it +with a smile. That was ever so much better than the dull lavender +water, which was the only scent her guardian said a lady could use. +Vincent would like that; he, like she did, loved strong scents. If only +the stupid old frumpish thing would go away in time, she would put on +that dress at once, and so give him pleasure. That was all her thought. + +As she sat, with a happy smile, her face half-buried in a tiny, +three-cornered corselet of scarlet net embroidered in seed pearls, +Mumtâza and Akbar Khân winked at each other; and Laila's sharp eyes, +catching this, brimmed over with laughter. She felt glad the rest of +her face was hidden, until she was grave enough to reply graciously to +the hints, the suggestions; for Mumtâza had been bound over by oaths +not to go too fast, and she obeyed her instructions. + +Even so, Akbar Khân, listening with folded hands in a mantis-like +attitude, his angles all crushed together into humility, wondered if he +was standing on his head or his heels, as he heard Laila admit, +gravely, that she was certainly, in a way, the head of the family, in +that she possessed its land; but that, of course, Roshan was really the +heir. That it had given her great gratification to see how thoroughly +he had adopted English ways. That, of course, it would be impossible +for him to marry an uneducated cow of a girl. Here, for a moment, she +had relapsed to sincerity in order to remark that it must be impossible +to love a person you had not seen, and that for her part, she knew in +an instant if she was going to like or dislike people. If the latter, +she tried never to see them, really, again. Then, remembering her part, +she had resumed it hastily by saying that no doubt she would see more +of her cousin,--who, by the way, was very nice-looking,--in the future, +as he was quite in society. + +Old Mumtâza had hard work at this juncture to prevent herself from +cracking all her finger-joints over the girl's head for luck, and +wishing her a numerous offspring; while Akbar gave a gasp that was not +all pleasure. He felt that he was being rushed, that the crisis might +come before he was ready for it. At this rate, Pidar Narâyan would have +no chance of dying. At this rate, Roshan Khân's castle in the air must +topple over from sheer lack of foundation to such a lofty structure. + +As he trotted back beside Mumtâza's curtained _dhooli_ to that little +parasite of a house against the palace wall, where he knew Roshan was +waiting for the upshot of the interview, his one consolation was that +bow-strings were out of fashion! + +In truth, there was no more restless man in Eshwara that night than +Roshan Khân. The desire for this paradise had grown overwhelming, and +as he listened to his grandmother, while Akbar pointed each triumphant +appeal of the old lady's with a helpless "_Gereeb-pun-wâs_," his face +grew pale with emotion; until, at the mention of his good looks and +Laila's desire to see him, he turned fiercely to the go-between, and +bade him fix a time; the sooner the better! + +Akbar felt inclined to tell the truth then. To admit that he had never +breathed a word of Roshan's pretensions to the Miss-_sahiba_ and that, +so far, the negotiations only existed in his own imaginings. But the +look on Roshan's face--he had seen it often in his youth in connection +with women, and sacks, and bow-strings--reduced him to protestations. +He would do his best, he said, but with Pidar Narâyan it would be +difficult to manage. + +Roshan strode about the little courtyard like a wild beast in a +cage, biting his mustache, and thinking. Then he turned to the old +phrase-monger. + +"I have settled it. Before dawn to-morrow--not this dawn, that is too +nigh on us now--but the next, thou shalt let me into the garden. Thou +knowest the little balcony which was not lit up? I will stay there, +waiting, till she come for an early walk among the flowers. That can be +managed. Then, if the coast is clear, we can meet and talk. If not, +there is no harm done, for I can slip into the stream and swim back. +That will be best, since it is not possible by day, and at night the +_mems_ do not receive visitors, as we do, without reproach." + +Roshan's knowledge of etiquette was sound, yet at that very moment +Laila, ablaze with gold and jewels, was meeting her lover's eyes with a +happy laugh. + +"What's in a dress?" she paraphrased, "it is no part of me!" + +Was it not? Never had Vincent seen her look like this; so absolutely +desirable, so perfectly adorable. + +He caught her in his arms and kissed her. The heavy scent upon her +dress assailed him. She looked up into his eyes and laughed. + +"_But trust me, gentleman, I'll prove more true_," she whispered, +"_than those who have more cunning to be strange_." + +"Juliet!" he whispered back, lost in his own mad passion. "Juliet!" + +Their gold-shod feet were upon the golden stairs; the gates of Paradise +were before them. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + THE POOL OF IMMORTALITY + + +"_Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!_" + +The cry was incessant now, for there was a glint of light in the east; +and the hosts of pilgrims to the 'Cradle of the Gods' were cramming, +almost to solidity, each street and alley in Eshwara which could be +said, by however long and tortuous a detour, to give access to that +small tank where, at dawn, the miraculous waters of cleansing would +rise, as they always did on this, the great Day of Atonement. In the +sea of slightly upturned faces, upturned in the vain hope of seeing +over the heads of those in front, the most noticeable thing was the +expression of mingled eagerness and patience. And this was most +noticeable in those who stood nearest to the bamboo railing which had +been erected (in a square some four feet from the first step downwards) +as a precaution against a dangerous rush on all sides; and in +consequence, a dangerous crush on those steep steps. The only entrance +to them, therefore, was by a sort of double sheep-pen at the end +nearest the town, by means of which, when the time came, some fifty +bathers would be admitted to the railed square from the inner pen, +their places in which would be taken by the fifty in the outer one; +their places, in turn, being filled by fifty from the general crowd. By +which double check no more than fifty could stand at one time with no +barrier between their mortality and immortality! The railing itself was +guarded every two yards by a yellow-legged constable, and at the +sheep-pens stood the two European police-officers in whose hands the +peace and order of the vast crowd lay. Their assistant stood at the +exit gate at the other end, and their three white helmets showed +strangely conspicuous amongst the bare or saffron-turbaned heads. + +The two at the sheep-pens were talking and laughing to each other as +Englishmen will before business begins; talking and laughing London +talk, for one of them was fresh from home furlough, and had only been +detailed for this special duty, on his way up country. + +"Yes! I had a jolly day," he was saying. "The dear old Heath was +looking just as it always did. It was like being born again to come +back to the whole caboodle--Aunt Sallies, Tommy Dods, Welshers, and the +lot--and then the enclosure--" A sudden sway in the crowd made him look +round hastily at his own. It was all correct; so many yards this way, +so many that, with yellow legs marking the yards, and those three white +helmets marking the limits within which regeneration was legal. + +The sway ceased. The moment had not yet come, though slowly, surely, +the light grew, to give the great mass of bronze faces a greyish, +corpse-like tint, while, half way up the sky behind them, the serrated +edge of the sacred snows grew pale, and cold, and stern, like the very +face of Death itself. + +"_Hârî! Hârâ! Hârâ! Hârî!_" + +There was a note of anxiety in the cry now; for the shadow thrown by +the tall houses which hemmed in the wide courtyard was growing paler, +and in another minute, at most, the twelve-foot square of cleansing +water, which was all the Gods vouchsafed, must surely begin to rise and +show at the bottom of those worn stone steps--worn by generations on +generations of golden-shod feet seeking immortality. + +"Stand back, please! Not yet!" came an English voice, inaudible for the +rhythmic roar of the multitude; but the raised riding whip was +sufficient. The eagerness died out for a moment from those nearest +faces, lost in a cheerful obedience, a respectful _salaam_ or two, a +general acquiescence. + +"I wish those devils of priests would turn on the tap," remarked the +other Englishman with a yawn. + +"Yes!" answered the first speaker; "if you are on duty, next year, I'd +insist on the curtain being rung up at the bill time. It is rough on +the audience; especially when they don't cat-call!" + +He gave an imitation of a London gallery's sign of impatience, which +made some of the golden-shod ones stare; for the rhythmic roar had died +down in one of those sudden silences which seize upon humanity even +when in masses. So that a faint "_rumpa-tum-tum-rumpa-tum-tum_" was +distinctly audible from far. It was the _tom-tom_ of the old Brahmin, +whom Lance Carlyon had seen selling the endless circles of cut papers +as a whole pantheon of Gods. + +It is an eminently disturbing sound, that ceaseless, insistent throb of +a _tom-tom_, which has no end, no beginning; which holds ever in its +beat the necessity for something more; for another repetition, and yet +another. + +So, on its ceaselessness, broke in again that swaying, pulsing roar of +many voices. + +"_Hârî! Hârâ!_ Life-Death-Creator-Destroyer!" + +"Something must have gone wrong with the ball-cock, and as usual, the +plumber will be '_in directly from another little job_,'" said the man +who had just come out from England, reminiscently. He had gone there to +settle his wife and bairns in a jerry-built villa near London; so the +memory of something beyond the iniquities of the plumber--those Borgias +of modern life, dealing death unchecked, undiscovered--made his eyes +pass beyond the crowd, pass the spires of the clustered temples, and +settle on the still dark, western sky, over whose curved edge lay the +goal of _his_ solitary feet, the end of _his_ pilgrimage, the cradle of +_his_ divinities. + +"Stand back, please! not yet!" came his order again; and once more +eagerness died down to obedience. Once more that cry on the Creator, +the Destroyer, ended in that insistent, restless beat of the old +god-selling Brahmin's drum. + +It was a strange scene. Above, was the growing light of day; below, the +square stone font of immortality, and between them a clamouring crowd, +a careless few. + +And between _them_ what? + +A light railing of bamboo, the dignity that doth hedge an empire. That +was all. + +And now, with a sudden access of light, came the quick indrawing breath +of thousands to voice a sort of sharp, short sob, followed by an +instant's silence. + +Then, long, soft, with the hush in it of some huge wave far out at sea +which swallows up a lesser one, the out-going breath of those thousands +voiced a sigh. + +For the pool was still empty, though the dawn had come. + +Something was wrong. + +Seriously wrong, to judge by one English face, as it turned to give a +look round, then settled on another English face. "There's something +up--God knows what--the Commissioner feared a row, you know. You'd +better go to the Fort and ask Dering to send us down every man he can; +men, you understand, not sabres--as yet. And tell Pidar Narâyan, he's a +host in himself with these pilgrims,--Ramanund too, you might get +him,--we want anyone who can help the crowd to keep its temper, though +I don't expect he'd be much good--and there's no one else. Inspector!" +here the police officer turned to a silver-laced turban beside the +outer pen, "leave that in charge of Govinda and Suchet--Stay! Shiv-deo +will be better; he is a high-caste Brahmin. And you go and send every +twice-born constable you've got, _and can trust_, to every alley and +street that leads here; for there will be an awful crush when those +in front don't move on. And--" he wrinkled his forehead in hasty +thought--"have we anyone connected with the temple priests, someone +they can trust? Ah! Annant, of course,--the very man! Send him to find +out if there is anything really wrong; and--" he lowered his voice, "if +it is anything to do with the siphon, or whatever it is, get workmen +and set it straight--pour water down--anything! Only there _must be a +miracle_. And be quick. If this crowd gets impatient--God help it!" + +The last was to himself as he looked round the solid packed mass of +humanity. There was no sigh of impatience in it as yet; only eagerness. + +"And mind," he added, "no truncheons drawn till I myself give the +order." + +The word passed in a low tone round the square of authority, and that +done, the head of it pulled out his cigar case. He might as well smoke +while he could. + +The crowd watched him, vaguely interested at his lack of interest in +what was coming, until a faint forward sweep, a half-hearted shout came +from behind; from those upturned faces which could not even see an +Englishman lighting his cigar. + +"Not yet! Stand back!" said the latter again, as the pressure on the +sheep pen grew. And they stood back, all save a miserable-looking, +dirt-clad, wild-eyed mendicant, who had wormed his way to the front, +and now feared to lose it. + +"Lo! brother," said big Govinda, a Sikh from Patiala, as he thrust him +back gently, "have patience awhile. Give the Gods time. There is not +water to wash a babe yet." + +Shiv-deo, taller even than Govinda, a Saraswati Brahmin, if ever there +was one, at the other side of the pen, twirled his mustache airily, and +laughed. "Nay, Govinda," he called, "let the beggar in. He seeks but to +drown vermin." + +The rude jest served its turn, after the manner of policemen's jokes +all over the world. The crowd close at hand tittered, caught up the +cue, amused itself with additions; and those behind forgot the great +question in curiosity. But not for long. + +"_Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!_" + +The roar of relief rose up tumultuously, the mass of people swayed with +that curious sidelong motion of a forward crowd, as, in the clear +light, a trickle of water showed through the crevices of the paving +stones at the bottom of the tank. + +"Look out!" shouted the Englishman; but remonstrance in words was +useless in that storm of sound. So big Govinda promptly snatched two +intruders out of his pen, like puppies, by the scruff of their necks, +one in each hand; and Shiv-deo, choosing out the nearest low-caste man +unerringly, caught him in his arms like a baby, and literally tossed +him on to the heads of the crowd, with a shout which, even in that +uproar, could be heard of some in that nearest crush. + +"Brahmins first, washerman! Thy sort can bathe in the suds of our +clothes!" + +And those who heard, ducked, and when the victim--who was _not_ a +washerman--fell amongst them, hustled and silenced him, and nodded to +the big man whose claim to dignity was writ so plain upon his face. + +But despite ready wit and sheer strength, one determined fellow would +have made good his entrance, and so served as a bell-wether to that +overwhelming flock, if a white hand and arm with silver buttons +on the cuff--holding a silver-mounted hunting-crop, clubbed savagely +short--had not come down-glinting in the first sunray like a +sword--clear on the bare head as it ducked under the barrier. + +The intruder, a big burly devotee, dropped on his face like a stone; +then, to the striker's relief, sat up, and apparently howled; +apparently, because that rhythmic roar smothered all individual sound. + +"_Hârâ! Hârî! Hârâ! Hârî!_" + +Suddenly, as it had begun, it stopped; for that faint inrush of water +had stopped also; stopped, hesitated, then sunk out of sight again with +a sort of drowning gurgle that came as an accompaniment to the only +other sound; the insistent throbbing of the old God-maker's drum in the +distance. + +"Not enough pressure!" murmured the police officer to himself, judging +that an attempt had been made to fill the tank in some new way. Then he +frowned. There would be pressure enough and to spare among the crowd +soon, most likely. What could be done to prevent it? + +"Halt! by your right--single file!" + +The order came, far back, from the widest street, and it was full ten +minutes ere Lance Carlyon, with a following of Sikh pioneers, armed +with spades and picks, could edge through the crowd, though it still +yielded room to authority without a murmur. He had been on his way with +a fatigue party to finish clearing the camp, when the assistant +superintendent of police had met him, in the bazaar, and told him he +was wanted. + +"Send four of your men to clear the mud from the crevices of the +stones," said the police officer, seizing on a possible diversion +gladly, "it will serve to keep the crowd amused till Dering brings his +men down." + +As the four stalwart pioneers stepped to their work of making miracles, +a stir of expectation ran through those first rows who could see. +"Surely," they said to each other, "if the Masters took the job in +hand, the Gods must needs send the water." + +"Of a surety!" said Shiv-deo, catching the comment. "Do not the Gods +always befriend the bold? Do not we, of Harriana, find the sacred river +which the devils hid, though we have to dig three-hundred-feet wells to +find it?" + +This allusion to the extraordinarily deep wells dug by the peasantry in +the almost rainless tract beneath which, so the legend goes, the river +Saraswati still runs, passed from mouth to mouth consolingly. + +Yea, if devils hid water, men found it. + +Why not these men? since nothing was impossible to a miracle. + +The sun was shining broadly now, as if it had been up for hours, and +showed, far as the eye could reach down every lane and street and +alley, nothing but that sea of upturned faces converging to one centre; +wonderfully still, wonderfully patient. + +"I wish someone would stop that cursed drum," said Lance, suddenly, +"it's enough to give anyone the fidgets. I feel myself--" he broke off, +and his memory going back to his jesting remark to Erda, his young face +clouded. Was it possible he should never see her again? Was it possible +that the Reverend David was to claim his paradise? He felt savage at +the very thought, impatient, full of an almost righteous anger at +everything, especially the drum-banger for making such an infernal +noise. + +And now, far back as before, an English voice could be heard giving an +order. It was to loosen scabbards this time, and the police officer +looked up hastily. It meant that, for the first time, the crowd must be +hesitating in its quick obedience to command; perhaps because most of +the troopers were Mahomedans. + +"I hope they'll get through without using them," said the man +responsible for peace and order, "but, steady! please, in case of a +rush. Remember that if we yield more foot-room, someone _must_ fall; +then there will be the devil to pay. At present they are so tight +packed they can't." + +That, indeed, was the position. So long as authority could prevent +those few yards of clear space about the pool being encroached upon, +there was safety. So the barrier of men waited anxiously. + +But no rush came; the reason of this being made clear when the file of +troopers appeared, led by old Pidar Narâyan, who had joined the party +at the crucial moment, and piloted them through the crowd, which gave +way to his well-known figure with absolute alacrity. He turned at the +entrance, to hold up his hand in priestly fashion. + +"Patience, my children!" he said sternly. "Tarry ye the Lord's leisure! +Let Him do what seemeth Him good!" + +The idea, familiar to the least of them, brought instant assent and a +sort of relieved sigh from those who heard it. Here was something they +could understand. A man, set apart from others by his dress, his life, +his invariable assumption of authority, his unquestioned claim to be +mediator between the dim, inaccessible Creator and his creatures, to be +interpreter of the hidden Mind. + +But the police officer heaved _his_ sigh of relief over the appearance +of more matter. His barrier could now be one of men, standing shoulder +to shoulder. + +And such a barrier would soon be needed, since this latest contingent +brought discouraging news. The priests were helpless. The secret supply +had somehow been tampered with, but where, not even they could tell +without help. And though they had sent, long before dawn, to both Am-ma +and Gu-gu--the only two men likely to know anything or be able to do +anything--neither could be found. + +"And won't be," interrupted Vincent, suddenly remembering, as he +listened, what he had seen the night before. "They are most likely in +the plot; one of them, at any rate, was going up the Hâri in a dug-out +late last night." + +"Not Am-ma," put in Lance. "He started before that to go up the Hâra +and pilot down a raft for the forest officer. I met him as I came back +to dinner." + +"Well, he is not get-at-able anyhow, and that's all we have to +consider," said the police officer. "Briefly, the miracle is off the +bill. Now, how the deuce are we to get the audience to go away +peacefully?" + +"Perhaps if I, as a fellow-countryman, and a Brahmin, were to address +them--" began Ramanund, who had come down with Pidar Narâyan, feeling +important at being summoned. + +The latter turned to the man, whom he knew had long since rejected the +faith of his fathers, and, so to speak, thrown the Almighty overboard +to lighten his ship. + +"You cannot argue with that, my son!" he said gently, pointing to the +sea of patient, yet eager, faces. "No one of your sort ever has, in all +the history of the world. _That_ does not reason. It feels. Show it +another miracle, and it will worship. Give it a cause, and it will +espouse it. Give it a lead, and it will follow; but words--never!" + +"Well, I hope to God no one will supply it with the wrong lead!" put in +the police officer. "For the rest, we must hold the fort, I suppose. +Inspector! when is the show--the miracle, I mean,--supposed to end?" + +"Not till sunset, sir," said the man, _salaaming_. + +"And it's now about six, I suppose. Eleven hours!" He took out his +cigar-case and counted. "Yes! I'll last through. Inspector! Close your +men in, and let them stand at ease. Captain Dering, if you can spare +yours till then, I shall be obliged." + +"Certainly. I left a troop with Roshan Khân, and orders to send word of +any disturbance; and I wired to Dillon in case--" + +Father Ninian shook his head. "There is no fear till this is settled." +He pointed to the Pool. + +And he was right. All through the long hot hours the crowd waited. +Sometimes the cry, "_Hârâ! Hârî!_" burst out, to be followed by a faint +rush. Sometimes the great mass stood silent, listening to the insistent +throbbing of the old God-maker's drum in the distance, but through it +all the note was patience. And it was patience, also, in the square +enclosure of authority. Sometimes a would-be intruder would be lifted +like a puppy, and chucked back to his fellows. Once or twice an English +arm would go up, and come down on some more wilful head; but that was +all. + +And far away at the Fort the gong chimed the hours regularly up to +twelve, and begun at one again. + +But there was no fuss, no noise. The crowd stood their ground, giving +no inch, and authority stood its ground and yielded none, since in that +lay safety for all. + +So, with a horrible slowness, the day dragged on, until at last the red +sun sank behind the levels beyond the gaol; and the strain was over! + +"I'll take a biscuit in my pocket next time," said the police officer, +cheerfully, as, bit by bit, the stones of the courtyard began to show +between the golden-shod feet. "Inspector! send your men to quarters, +and let them eat their food." Then he walked over and looked down into +the deep empty tank. + +"It might have been full up," he said. "We couldn't have stopped them +for a moment if they had had any sort of a lead over. And from what you +told the Commissioner, sir,"--he turned to Father Ninian--"I was afraid +of one." + +The old priest stood watching the crowd disperse for a moment in +silence. + +"So was I," he said, "but I was mistaken, so far. Still, there is +danger in the air. I feel it. I hear it." + +And as he spoke, above the hum of the crowd, silent no longer, rose +that insistent throbbing of the old God-maker's drum. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + ADRIFT + + +Erda Shepherd stood in her bedroom, under the wood-shingled house at +Herrnhut, looking at a heap of white muslin and delicate embroideries +which lay upon her bed. + +It was the wedding dress. She had just unpacked it; partly because she +felt _déc[oe]uvré_, partly in the hope that the sight of it, ready to +be worn so soon, would still the vague disquiet of which she was +conscious. Yet if anyone had ventured to suggest, when she had said +good-by to Lance Carlyon the evening before,--said good-by almost +carelessly, by reason of the fervid enthusiasm which absorbed +her,--that within twenty-four hours the wisdom of the farewell should +seem logically doubtful, she would have been desperately angry. + +But she was too honest to deny that the doubt had come. Come in a +moment, wildly, passionately, when they had thwarted her desire of +joining in the crusade over the other side of the river along the +pilgrims' road. She had meant to go with David, who was to take up his +position at a camping-ground some six miles off, and she had fought +hard for the privilege. But they had quoted Scripture at her to prove +that a wife, or a wife to be, must needs hamper a man more than any +other woman, even his sister. David had been kind about it, almost too +kind. She flushed a little at the recollection of his words, his look; +for that sort of thing had scarcely come into her calculations. But Dr. +Campbell had pompously reminded her that her future profession would be +wife, caretaker, sympathizer, and general bolsterer--up to a worker. +Nor need she think the task small; it was the noblest one a woman could +have. He had gone on to comfort her with instances of such general +support from his own life and those of his friends, until, with a +flash, that unexpected questioning had come to the girl's mind. She had +asked herself what difference there was in the nobility of being one +man's wife or another's--provided the man was worthy and his work in +the world good? + +Father Ninian's words, "_I can wish no better wish for you and for the +world_," had come back to her then, as if in answer to her questioning. + +And, even now, they echoed in her heart. The house was very quiet, very +shadowy, for the sun left the little oasis of valley set in its +circling wilderness of hill, long before a fraction of light faded from +the sky above it. She could hear Mrs. Campbell's voice down the little +ladder-like stairs, conferring with the cook over the wedding cake, +and, in a side-issue, exhorting him to be sure and have the soup hot in +case the workers might return exhausted, and require something to eat +the moment they arrived. + +Erda sat down on the bed beside the white muslin, and fingered the +quaint little cap idly, as she told herself that such things would be a +part of her duties in the future. + +But only a part. Life was no unknown country to this girl, who had +spent years in a medical mission. She was no ignorant baby, standing, +in a fashion happily past, on the verge of she knew not what. She +looked ahead calmly, taking the world as the Creator made it. She +thought, without a flush, as good women do, of the children she hoped +might come; and as she thought, she frowned, not from any revolt of her +spiritual or physical nature, but because, once more, the question +arose: "Was not Lance right? Was not this the essence? Was it not +everything to be sure of the inheritance?" + +She started up at the sound of her aunt calling her, glad of the +interruption. + +Had she not better, the good lady suggested, try on the dress, now she +was about it, since if there was anything amiss, the sooner the tailor +set to work to rectify it the better. + +Undoubtedly. Besides, she told herself, the mere putting on of this, +the sign of her new profession, would be healthful. It would give her +the feeling of being set apart for the life which she had chosen +deliberately, chosen with her eyes open, though, maybe, focussed too +much on that mental companionship. Too much? Impossible! Lance was +wrong. That was the crowning glory of marriage; and even if it seemed +hard to have to stand aside from actually fighting the good fight, the +victory would be hers--hers almost more than her husband's, since the +effort would be greater, the work more against the grain. + +Yes, she would try on the dress; and if it did not fit perfectly, what +matter? + +Was anything in the world perfect? Yet it should be as perfect as she +could compass; even the little cap should not lack its bunch of orange +blossoms! As she told herself this she was for the time womanhood +incarnate; womanhood playing, with dainty little tendernesses and +conceits, about the abyss for which it is responsible. So, with the +smile of an angel, she passed into the garden, the old militant feeling +at her heart. Her feet were on the golden stairs. She was going to +regain the lost Paradise hand in hand with one of those whom she had +driven from it. They were going to forget all the consequences of that +mistake. They were going to be--what?... + +The vague confusion did not prevent her feeling that she was absolutely +certain she was on the right path. Indeed, the only regret of which she +was conscious was one that she was not on the other side of the river, +on the pilgrims' road, with the rest of the mission. + +She stood looking over to the frowning cliffs from the little wooden +landing-stage, built out at the bottom of the garden into the wide +shallows of the river, which here showed scarcely a streak or dimple of +current. She could see the mission boat lying moored on the other side, +against the fighters' return. + +Yet the very idea of fight seemed impossible, she thought, in that +utter peacefulness and stillness. The rim of dark hills circled the +jewel of the sun-bright sky tenderly, as if it sought to keep in the +heavy, sweet perfume of the orange blossoms which starred every tree in +the wide, fruitful garden. They were famous oranges, those in the +Herrnhut garden; grafts brought by a missionary from Malta. Mrs. +Campbell, notable woman as she was, made a steady income for good works +out of the sale of the great red-skinned, red-hearted fruit, and prided +herself in keeping them later on her trees than anyone in India. +Indeed, in the shadier, colder alleys some were still hanging side by +side with the new blossoms. A sort of example to these novices, showing +them what their real work in the world ought to be! Erda, smiling at +her own conceit, stroked one of the warm yet stainless petals in the +bunch she held as if it were a sentient thing. Perhaps it was. Who +knows! + +As she turned to go back, warned by a softening of the sky that the +time was later than she thought, something showed rounding the smooth, +silver bend of the river above; and she paused, shading her eyes with +her hand, to see what it was. + +A raft. The first of the rafts of wood which at certain seasons were +floated down the river to Eshwara. Am-ma's raft, most likely, which he +had told her he had to pilot. + +Yes! There he was on the quaint contrivance which the river folk used +for journeys down stream. A common string bed, no more, no less, +supported between inflated bladders of skin. The sight of it gave her a +pang to think that she would never more go bobbing, sidling, dipping, +racing on one of them, as the mission folk always did when they wanted +to stay the last possible minute of holiday at Herrnhut, and get back +to Eshwara as quickly as they could. For it took half the time of the +winding road, when the river, as now, was quiet and manageable. And +Am-ma was the most dexterous manager of the singular craft. There he +was, paddling for dear life; now leaping to his great pile of timber, +steering it with his paddle round a bend, then back to his string bed +with the tow rope, to haul the rudderless mass to a straight line +again. + +If she had time, she thought, she would have asked him to take her, +just once more, as far as the ferry, two miles below. Then she might +have walked back through the fields. She had often taken the pleasant +little trip with Am-ma. There was no danger so far; but after that, +when the river began to slip and slide, even he had sometimes to cut a +raft adrift and trust to catching it again in smoother water; since it +was not pleasant to have such a crushing neighbour in the eddies and +swirls of a lasher. + +As she stood watching him, she saw him pause, looking towards her, then +leap from the raft and come paddling down stream. He had evidently seen +her waiting on the landing-stage, and thought she wanted him; so she +shook her head and began to walk back to the house. As she did so an +orange caught her eye under a tree, whence it had fallen from sheer +red-gold ripeness, and, knowing how Mrs. Campbell mourned a single +loss, she gathered it up and took it with her. + +Back in her own room, she began to pin her bunch of blossoms in her cap +hurriedly, for she had lingered longer in the garden than she had +intended, and there was a chance, only a chance, that those much to be +envied Church-militants might return and claim her attention. + +Still, hurried as she was, she knelt down beside the bed for a moment +or two, and, with her clasped hands laid almost caressingly among the +soft muslin, prayed that she might wear this symbol of her entry into a +new profession worthily. + +So, scarcely looking at herself in the glass which, indeed, was too +small to show her more than a rather pale face smiling under a quaint +little cap, she dressed hastily. Her aunt would be able to tell her if +there was anything wrong in the lighter rooms below; here, under the +roof, it was already a little dark. Then catching up the orange, she +ran downstairs, wondering if the bridal blossoms always smelt so +overpoweringly strong, and thinking that, if it was so, they must make +the trying ceremony still more trying to one who disliked to have +strong scents about them, as she did. + +Her aunt was not to be seen in the dining room, so Erda parted the +heavy curtains which, in Indian fashion, divided it from the +drawing-room, and looked in to see if she were there. + +It was at all times a dark room, especially in late afternoon, as now; +but the light from behind her sent a shaft straight to the pier glass +which stood--the joy of Mrs. Campbell's heart--just opposite the +curtains; so making--as the good lady used fondly to say--the room look +much larger than it really was to those entering it. + +But what the girl saw in it to-day was no illusory enlargement of +actualities, no idealization of fact. It was something real, something +not to be explained away, exaggerated, or minimized. It was a woman, +tall, slender, robed in white; a woman with red-gold hair, edged by the +light behind her; a woman with a red-gold apple in her hand. + +She stood arrested before herself; helpless before the memory of a +voice-- + +"All straight folds--the sunshine on your hair, and a red-gold apple in +your hand--the World's Desire!" + +And she had refused him _his_. She stood for a second, not thinking at +all; simply, with a rush, feeling the truth, feeling herself. + +Then with a queer little cry which might have been his name had it been +articulate, she broke adrift. Broke, for the time, from all moorings, +and possessed with but the one idea that she _could_ not do one thing, +that she _must_ do another, she turned to the garden, and,--the +red-gold fruit still in her hand,--hurried breathlessly through the +waning light, through the dead-sweet perfume of the blossoms, till she +found herself, she knew not why--save that she must have air, have +space--upon the edge of the river. + +There was something now swaying idly against the landing-stage; +a rude craft buoyed up by air! And there was a rude sort of man in +it,--comprehending, yet uncomprehending,--primitive, simple, expectant. +"_Huzoor!_" he said, with broad smiles and outstretched hand. "I have +been waiting the _Huzoor's_ pleasure. The Presence will go whither?" + +Whither? + +Even in her excitement the quaint coincidence struck her as absurd, and +yet it seemed to sweep her further still from her moorings. + +Whither? + +She gave that queer little cry again, and this time it was "Lance! +Lance!" + +"Whither did the Miss-_sahiba_ say?" asked Am-ma gravely. + +The cry turned to a strange laugh. "To Eshwara--where else does the +river go--where else?" + +The strange, frail boat was sidling against the landing-stage in the +pulse of the river; her stranger, frailer self was adrift on the +greater river of life. And a hand, heedless, seeing nothing strange in +either, careless of all the fine-drawn niceties of culture, had hold of +hers. + +"So, straight to the centre, _Huzoor!_ I have placed the seat +correctly. That is right! The Miss-_sahiba_ recollects the old rules; +we shall be in Eshwara before dawn!" + +She sat down mechanically, feeling only that she was adrift--adrift on +the river that went to Eshwara--where else--and that she was glad; glad +because she could not stay, because she could not face-- + +And then the thought came of facing something else--_his_ glad delight +when she came floating down the river--not dead, like the Lily Maid to +Lancelot--but alive--a woman with a red-gold apple in her hand-- + +She sat staring at what she held, as if hypnotized by its colour, +absolutely unconscious of anything else till Am-ma's voice came +stolidly. + +"We must pick up the raft first, _Huzoor_. This slave let it drift +while he waited for the Miss; but we shall find it at the ferry." + +At the ferry! The familiar idea startled her from dreams to the +reality. + +How came she there? What had she done? What did this mean? A flush of +intolerable shame swept to her face; she rose to escape. But Am-ma's +warning hand was on hers in an instant; that hand, so heedless of so +many limitations, so certain here that there was no escape from _these_ +limitations. + +"The Miss-_sahiba_ forgets," he said deferentially. "When one is in the +stream there is no change possible; but if the place is not right we +can alter it at the ferry." + +She sat down again, telling herself this was true. She could alter it +at the ferry. She could walk home through the fields. No one need know +(the quaint craft, rocking itself back to balance, made her feel +giddy), her dress was only muslin, she could remove the cap; if +necessary, borrow a shawl from the bible-woman near the ferry, saying +she had not thought it would be so chilly. + +She buried her face in both her hands in a sort of despairing revolt at +the duplicity, so, with the red-gold fruit in her lap, sat trying to +think. But she could not. The scent of the orange blossoms seemed to +cloud her senses. So she raised her face again, and stared at the +river. Why had she done this? Why had she put this thing, that she must +always conceal, into her life? There would always, now, be something +she could not say straight out; and yet if she lived to be a hundred +the memory of it would never fade; it would be as fresh as it was now +when she died, with David's hand in hers! + +The intolerable humiliation of it stung deep; the instinct to escape +rose fiercely. + +"Be quick!" she cried, seeing Am-ma idle, letting the current do the +work. "I want to get there as soon as possible. I must, or something +worse may happen. There isn't a moment to spare!" + +Am-ma bent towards her from his seat astride a skin air-bag. "Did they +kill anyone?" he asked, in sudden interest. "Did the prisoners escape +as it was arranged? And was it Carlone-_sahib_ they killed?--they swore +it should be he, because he laughed at the miracle." + +"The prisoners--Carlone-_sahib_--killed!" she echoed stupidly. Then +with a great throb of the heart she realized that here might be +something of more importance than her self-humiliation. Had Father +Ninian been right? Had there really been some conspiracy afoot, and had +Am-ma heard? + +"I have had no news from Eshwara, Am-ma," she said boldly, "what is +this about prisoners escaping, and the _sahib-logue_ being killed? Who +was going to do that?" + +Am-ma looked crestfallen. "I thought the _Huzoor_ had heard--that +_that_ was why she was going. It is nothing. Idle talk. It is always +talk. And the _Huzoors_ have the _Dee-puk-râg_. They must still be +kings." + +"Am-ma," she interrupted sternly, "you must tell me about this. If you +do not, I will take my hand off your son's head--I will never--" + +He almost dropped his paddle in absolute terror. "_Huzoor_" he said +helplessly, "it is talk, idle talk. It is always so. All day long, and +all night long in the bazaars, and the Masters have the _Dee-puk-râg_. +There is no fear; but this slave will tell." + +They were almost opposite the ferry before he had finished his tale, +and she had grasped the whole tissue of trivialities which yet went to +make up so formidable a possibility. + +The discontent and dread regarding the canal, the strange lights, +the deaths in gaol, the return of the cursed corpse, Gopi--the +ticket-of-leave man's--talk of revenge if the cleansing water should +fail. + +Much of this was new to her, but it hung together with what she already +knew; and yet it seemed incredible! What could be the object? What +could they expect to do? Here Am-ma had smiled inscrutably, and said +the Miss did not know bazaar talk. Everything was possible to it. Had +they not even spoken of making a new Nawab out of Roshan Khân, the +_risaldar?_ indeed, had not the _jemedar_ at the palace already treated +him as one? + +And the Pool of Immortality? Had it risen or not? Am-ma could not say. +They had asked him with bribes and threats to do the job--that was only +the priest's revenge, but it would serve other purposes too--but he had +refused, partly because he had to come away, and partly because he was +the servant of the Light-bringers. As to when the prisoners were to +escape he could not say. To-day, perhaps to-morrow, most likely never; +unless something really happened. It was talk. The Miss need have no +fear. The _Huzoors_, having the _Dee-puk-râg_, must needs be safe, and +Carlone-_sahib_ was a real hero; none braver, none stronger. + +That decided her. She had been counting costs as she listened. An hour, +say, back to Herrnhut. Even if anyone were there, which was uncertain, +half an hour at least to start a messenger. Then the boat might be at +the other side of the river. Then all those miles, on a rough road at +night! + +"When shall we get to Eshwara?" she asked. + +"At the turn of the night and day if the river is kind," said Am-ma, +but he looked doubtfully into a copper tint that remained in the sky, +though the sun must have set behind the mountains. It had a curious +effect, that copper-coloured dome above the rim of almost black hills, +with the river, dark, mysterious, already beginning to slide towards +the narrowing ravine. It did not strike her that she herself, adrift on +that river in what was to be her wedding dress, with prehistoric, +aboriginal Am-ma as pilot to her and a lumber raft, would have had a +still more curious effect to a spectator's eyes. But there were none, +and it was already almost dark. + +"Am-ma," she said, "I will give you fifty rupees, and keep my hand on +the son's head, if you will leave the raft here, and take me as quick +as you can to Eshwara--to the little steps below the fort--fifty whole +rupees!" + +He shook his head and grinned, partly at his own superlative honesty. +"We should not go so fast, _Huzoor_, now the slide is near," he said; +"for, see you, the raft is the wood-_sahib's_ new shape. It is a good +shape; it came down the rapids above the valley like a boat, faster +than _this_, when the paddle cannot be used. It will take us with it. I +will fasten _this_ behind, and steer. Then in the slacker water when +the paddle is possible, we will leave it; if the Miss-_sahiba_ is in a +hurry. But there is none. The _Huzoors_ are Light-bringers." He had +already paddled alongside the raft,--a boat-shaped mass of huge logs +rising towards the back--and, leaping to it, came back, after a moment, +with the tow-rope. + +"It shall do the work," he said, with another grin, as he fastened the +air-buoyed bed to a ring placed for the purpose in one of the logs. +Then he clucked emphatically. "Lo! who would grudge men's brains to the +Masters when they are clever as the Gods themselves? The Miss will see +how fast this goes. We shall be at Eshwara before the night turns to +day." + +Something in his tone warned her that the recurrence of the phrase was +not pure chance. + +"That is when the prisoners were to escape?" she said quickly. + +He did not affirm or deny it. "So many things happen in the fight of +Dawn," he said affably. That was all; but she thought rapidly. The +rising, or whatever the conspiracy aimed at, could scarcely have +happened just after they left Eshwara the night before. In that case +the news must have followed them on the road. Therefore, if it was to +happen at all, if this were not all talk--and Father Ninian's words +came to make her doubt its being so--it would happen in a few hours. So +she must be there in time to give warning. + +As she thought this, a sudden strain at the tow-rope, a quick dip of +the boat-shaped prow of the raft, a louder swish of the water as it +curved out from its rising stern, told her she was adrift, indeed, on +the way to Eshwara! It seemed almost more incredible than what had gone +before. But there was nothing to be ashamed of here. It was the only +possible thing to do under the circumstances. Her journey might prove +unnecessary, but it might not; and supposing anything should really +happen--to--to _anybody_--she would never be able to forgive herself +if, knowing this chance of danger, she had not done her best to avert +it. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + JULIET + + +The copper-coloured glow, into which weather-wise Am-ma had looked, +distrustfully, as it domed the little valley set in its rim of hills, +had replaced that of sunset in Eshwara also, and Pidar Narâyan's eyes, +weather-wise as the fisherman's, looked at it as doubtfully, as he +walked home with Lance and Vincent Dering when the long strain at the +Pool of Immortality was over. + +"If it were not so early in the year, I should predict a dust-storm--a +real electrical dust-storm," he said. + +Lance, whose hands were full of cut-paper Gods--for in obedience to a +sudden impulse, he had stopped on his way through the crowd to buy up +the old Brahmin's whole stock in trade, and give him an extra eight +annas to go away and not drum any more--looked up also, and filled his +broad chest with a great breath. "Perhaps that is it. I've felt choking +all day--horrid!" + +Vincent Dering laughed. "I don't choke--I tingle; and it is rather +jolly. Yes, sir; there is a lot of electricity in the air, and I +shouldn't wonder if we had a regular black snorter. Glad it didn't come +in the middle of the miracle '_biz_', for, as a general smasher-up of +ordinary experiences, commend me to a real electrical dust-storm! It +seems to attract the earth, earthy, in everything. In fact, if there is +such a thing as the Devil, and he ever gets the upper hand, it is +then--" + +Father Ninian turned to him quickly, and then to the crowd,-through +which they were still cleaving that curiously acquiescent way which +white faces still cleave through dark ones--"Then I trust, my son," he +said gently, "that for your sake and _theirs_ the storm may not come." + +"Or that there isn't a Satanic majesty!" retorted Captain Dering, +cynically. "That, sir, is the easiest way out of the difficulty." + +Lance had looked round on the crowd also. "Well! if there is," he said, +"and I had to paint him, I'd take that man's face as my model for +Lucifer." He pointed to a _gosain_ who was forming the centre of a +group of gossipers round a syrup-seller's shop, and added--for he knew +his Milton as well as his Shakespeare--"_The superior fiend who gives +not Heav'n for lost!_" + +"Looks a bad lot, I admit," remarked Vincent, carelessly. "Have an idea +I've seen him before; in gaol, I believe. Yes! I'm sure of it. He is +the fellow Dillon told me was going to get his ticket-of-leave for good +conduct. He looks scoundrel enough for that! But really, sir--" he +turned to Father Ninian again--"I think we may count on their behaviour +now." He indicated the crowd. "If there was going to be a row it would +have come off before this; now they will settle down, you'll see, and +go on to the next camping-ground to-morrow morning as if nothing had +gone wrong. They are such creatures of habit; you could see that from +their sticking on in expectation of that footling old miracle all day!" + +Father Ninian, in that curiously irrelevant way he had, put on the gold +_pince-nez_ which always dangled over his black soutane, and looked +round him again. "They will settle down," he said quietly, "if nothing +new crops up to give them a lead into new ways. That is always the +danger; and a very small thing does it, sometimes, in India." + +They had reached the courtyard which lay between the palace and the +Fort, and with a wave of his hand in farewell, he passed along the wall +to the former, while the others, striking across the raised union-jack +of paths, made for the latter. The yard was crammed with pilgrims on +their way to bathe on the river steps. + +"Who the deuce are those fellows?" said Vincent, angrily, as half a +dozen figures slipped out through the door in the bastion, as they +approached, and mixing with the crowd, got lost in it, while the door +was closed behind them by some unseen hand. "I'll talk to Roshan about +that. He was complaining only this morning that the men were breaking +out of barracks. What else can he expect if he doesn't look out. By +Jove! I'll teach 'em!" + +His first words, indeed, as he entered the outer courtyard of the Fort, +was to order a sentry down to close the doors against all comers +without a written pass from him, and as he went by the guard-house he +gave rather a sharp reprimand to Roshan Khân, who happened to be +outside, for not having kept his eyes open while in charge of the Fort +during his absence. No one was in future to use the small door; the key +was to be brought to him, and all passes were to be stopped for that +night. + +"Roshan looks in a demon bad temper. I wonder what's up?" remarked +Lance, casually, as he passed on through a wicket in the massive closed +gates to the inner courtyard, where the officers' quarters lay, hugging +the river wall. It was quite a citadel, a distinct fortification of +itself, with no entrance or exit except through the outer yard, or by +the little flight of steps leading down to the river, at the foot of +which Lance moored his canoe. + +"He has been sulky as a bear with me these last few days," replied +Captain Dering, with a contemptuous smile. "I believe the old Colonel +was right after all, and coming here has put wind in his head. I shall +have to teach Mr. Roshan that, good man as he is, he is only a +_risaldar_, before long." + +"Poor devil," said Lance under his breath. "I'm always a bit sorry for +Roshan. He would be a fine fellow--if--if he wasn't so--so civilized." + +"Civilized," echoed Vincent, with a laugh. "You haven't seen him fight. +I have. Talk of devils; he has got one in him, if you like!" + +He certainly had at that moment, when, having gone straight to his +quarters after Vincent's reprimand, he found himself alone, and free to +show his feelings. + +And yet, had he been calm, he could scarcely have told wherein +the grievance lay which for the moment clamoured for--no--not +redress--revenge. + +It was not the first time that he had had to ignore hints, innuendoes, +suggestions of Heaven knows what impossible intrigues, as he had had +that very afternoon. It was not the first time that, in his position as +intermediary between the ignorance of the native soldier and the +ignorance of the English officer, he had had to '_ca' canny_,' so as +not to alienate the confidence of either. Indeed, the consciousness of +the necessity for this, by enhancing the value of his services, had +always been a pride to him hitherto. And these particular intrigues +were so childish; especially if--he paused in his angry pacing of the +room, and smiled complacently. Why should he give a thought to an +impossible plan, when a possible one lay ready to his hand? If he +married Laila, the land, almost the title, would be his of right. It +would be easy anyhow to regain. Then with a fresh frown, he remembered +Vincent's order. That would upset his plans. He had meant to slip out +by the bastion gate just before--say an hour before--dawn, and cross +over to the palace. Akbar Khân had arranged to be there to let him into +the garden. Now he must make other arrangements. He must find the old +eunuch, change the hour and the place; since nothing--no! not all the +tyranny in the world--should prevent his carrying out his intention of +seeing his cousin, and claiming her as his--his by right. So he must +settle this at once; settle it before there was any chance, he told +himself bitterly, of his superior officer coming out of the mess--where +no doubt he was guzzling swine's flesh and bibbing wine--(that faint +amaze at the presence in his own mind of such antiquated half-forgotten +ideas assailed him again at this point) to encroach further on his +liberty, his privileges. + +He had to pass the troopers' lines on his way to the main gate, and the +quick _salaams_, the ready smiles given him by the men, as they lounged +and smoked after their long day on duty, soothed his pride. + +The Captain had certainly said they had behaved well--kindly, and +discreetly; but whose merit was that? The Englishman's who gave the +word of command, or his, who had drilled them to obedience, who lived +with them day and night? Without such as he, a native regiment could +not be managed, if he chose to give the word. He would not, of course, +but if he chose-- + +He set his teeth as he walked out of the Fort, and met at its very gate +that surging tide of patient, eager faces drifting on, and back again, +aimlessly. + +He need not, as a matter of fact, have feared any further interference +from Vincent Dering, for the latter, being very tired after the long +day in the sun, and having reason to know that part of the night time, +at any rate, which is usually given to sleep would be employed in +something better, had, after staving off hunger with what the cook +would produce at a moment's notice, and postponing the dinner hour, +gone to sleep deliberately, advising Lance to do the same. + +But the latter had, rather to his own surprise, found this impossible; +not even over a cigar in the balcony above the sliding, rushing river, +the sound of which was as a rule sleep-compelling, would sleep come; +not even in the cool darkness which was settling on Eshwara, despite +the curious hint of glow lingering in the sky. + +The air was too electrical, he decided. And then--Erda! He had slept +the night before, after she had said good-by so carelessly, without +realizing that the good-by was for ever. And he had not had time to +think all day. But now, at rest in the cool darkness, looking from his +lounge chair down the river to that other balcony, he did realize it. +For ever! Yes! that regret was in his life for ever. And he was so +young. Only twenty-five. + +Why had this come to him? + +Erda! Erda,--his heart's desire. + +He sat there voiceless, sucking mechanically at a cigar, long since +gone out; but that was as much the cry at his heart as if he had +allowed himself a fine frenzy of despair in older fashion. + +And he imagined her as he had seen her--this way, that way, every way, +in an unending torture of visions--until he exhausted reality, and +fancy showed her to him in her wedding dress. And then he felt as if he +could kill the Reverend David Campbell without shame or fear. He was +vaguely ashamed of the lack of shame, however, especially when his +fancy led him into endless mishaps which might befall a man, especially +a missionary, before his wedding day. + +"_There they ate a missionary_--" + +Yes, sometimes; but there was not much time left for that sort of +end-- + +What a brute he was, when the only thing that mattered was that she +should be happy and content. + +But would she be so? + +It went on and on and on, the controversy between himself and that +other self, so that he felt worn, and harassed, and dirty, and +altogether undesirable, when Vincent, about nine o'clock, reappeared, +dapper and scented as usual, in his mess kit, and expressed surprise at +finding his companion still undressed. He was hungry as a hunter, he +said; besides he wanted to have a decent interval between dinner and +turning in. And _that_ must be early, for he had just heard from the +police authorities that though everything was quiet for the night, +absolutely quiet, they thought it would be safer to have the Pool +guarded again at dawn, in case of accidents; since none of the +pilgrims, though apparently quite resigned, had as yet gone on. + +"They never do till the next day; Pidar Narâyan told me so," commented +Lance, crossly. "Why should they rake us up at such an unearthly hour? +Why can't they let the people have a row if they want one? I'd like it; +give a fellow something to do in this beastly hole." + +He went off to dress moodily, wishing savage wishes, so adding, +perhaps, to that electricity in the air. And Vincent gave it his quota +of desire also, in his reckless determination to regain Paradise, as it +was lost, through a woman. And that play of Romeo and Juliet in the +scented garden--Juliet, whose bounty was "as boundless as the sea"--was +a bit of pure paradise to him. He had never, he thought, been in love +before. He had never known what love was. Those other loves of his had +been mean, ungenerous, calculating. + +So he was at his best, his brightest, during dinner. Lance, on the +contrary, was at his worst, his dullest; and Vincent made this his +excuse for going to his room betimes. He was not due at the palace till +twelve, but he was anxious to ensure the coast being clear, and Lance +seemed just in the mood when a fellow sits up sulkily, out of pure +cussedness, and drinks whiskey-and-water if he can find a companion on +whom to vent his cavillings. + +In truth Lance would have liked to do so. He wanted to feel miserable; +but after Vincent had gone, and he was left alone in the balcony, sleep +began to assert itself. He found even his despair becoming dreamy, and +being obstinate, tried to fight against the fact. The result being that +he finally fell asleep in his lounge chair with a soundness and +unconsciousness usually reserved for bed. Fell asleep, and promptly +relaxed into content with happy dreams of Erda's return to him; for +his, left to itself, was a healthy soul. + +And so were the vast majority of those which, through patient yet eager +eyes, were looking into the scarce-lit darkness of the streets, as the +pilgrims, crowded into an almost solid mass, seemed to slide with a +slow, almost unseen movement, through them. They were waiting for the +dawn. If nothing new came before then, they would pass on towards the +'Cradle of the Gods.' So, scarcely seen, restless yet restful, their +feet on the next rung of the golden stairs, they waited. + +And overhead the young moon had risen with a copper-coloured edge to +its crescent of light. For the glow was still in the sky, and the +troopers in the Fort, resting, after their long day, in Indian fashion +by sprawling on their beds and gossiping, had dragged these beds into +the open and discarded most of their clothing, since the night was +strangely still and warm. So even the wonder what had become of the +_risaldar-sahib_ was languid. + +For Roshan Khân had not returned. And yet, as he sat in a quiet +courtyard of the city, with closed doors, realizing how late it was +growing, he had no fear of further reprimand. On the contrary, his +pulses were bounding with the certainty that he would gain praise. And +there was something beyond this mere desire for personal advantage in +the keen-witted diplomacy with which he listened, with which he +suggested, with which he led the talkers on to tell what it was of the +utmost importance that he should know, not so much to himself, as to +the Government he served. For his vague discontent had vanished, his +well-reasoned, well-founded loyalty returned at this, the first hint at +anything beyond the wild, aimless intrigue with which every Indian +bazaar teems. But here, in this definite plan, by the collaboration of +his troopers, of liberating fifteen hundred scoundrels,--or, at least, +desperadoes,--of aping the stroke of action which made the great mutiny +of '57 possible, was something tangible. Something which, when known to +the uttermost, must be told without delay to his superior officer. A +vast pride swept through him, as, when the gongs were striking +one,--short, yet with lingering vibration in the dull, still air,--he +made his way, fast as he could, back to the Fort. Without him, and such +as he, faithful despite limitations, what would the Masters know? + +Hours before, as he went out, he had arranged with Akbar Khân that the +palace door giving on the great square between it and the Fort should +be on the latch only, so that he might slip in at any time and take his +chance of hiding in the garden, his chance of seeing Laila before the +dawn came and he had to go back to the Fort. The old sinner, indeed, +had jumped at this indefinite arrangement, which bound him to nothing; +which made it unnecessary for him even to broach the subject of an +interview to his mistress. Since what was easier to say than that it +had been impossible; as, indeed, it was! Perhaps Roshan Khân had +himself grasped this fact; perhaps in insisting on this entry to the +garden he had been backing more than his own luck, and had been +meditating a _coup d'état_ of his own. However that may have been, all +was forgotten in his newly recovered loyalty, his keen ambition, as he +hurried back to the Fort intent on but one thing--the forewarning and +forearming of those whom he had long ago deliberately chosen as his +masters. + +Some of his men were still lounging about on their beds, and he spoke a +word to them as he passed, warning them to be ready if wanted. So, +leaving them in sudden vague excitement, he passed on to the inner +court. Here, where Lance Carlyon's small band of Sikh pioneers were +quartered in the long, low building in which the fortified gateway +stood, no one was astir. And no lights were visible in the opposite +building where Lance and Vincent lived. Doubtless everyone was in bed. + +He passed on, therefore, swiftly to the room he knew to be his +Captain's, and knocked. There was no answer. He opened the door and +looked in. It was empty. A vague wonder assailed him, and he passed on +to Lance Carlyon's room. It was empty also, and the vague uneasiness +died down. They must be sitting up still in the balcony overlooking the +river, where they sat every day after dinner. Stupid of him not to have +gone there first; and yet, surely, it was late. Perhaps they were +uneasy; perhaps they had already heard! An open letter "_On Her +Majesty's Service_" lying on the dinner table as he passed through the +mess room (which was still lit up--sign that the servants had gone to +sleep awaiting their masters' call) attracted his attention. He glanced +at it, half fearing to find himself forestalled by the police +authorities. No! It was from them, as he had seen at once; but it was +only that notice for dawn. Ah! what was this? this tiny scrap of paper, +which had been twisted to a cocked-hat note, lying caught in the fold +of the foolscap, with the two words--"_twelve o'clock_"--written on it? + +In a woman's writing. Roshan knew enough of invitations from +Englishwomen to be sure of that. + +The vague uneasiness returned, as he went on to the balcony beyond the +dining-room. There too, the swinging lamp still burnt, and showed him +Lance Carlyon fast asleep in a lounge chair; but no one else. + +Where was Captain Dering? Captain Dering, who had the key of the little +door in the bastion; Captain Dering, who had had a note with "_twelve +o'clock_" in it? + +A sudden thought struck him. If--if there was anything in his vague +fear--then, by taking the canoe, which lay at the bottom of the stairs, +he could slip down stream, and see-- + +Forgetting everything else, Roshan stole softly past the sleeping +Lance, and went down the stairs. + +The canoe was not there. + +Then Captain Dering must have taken it and gone--whither? + +There was but one place whither he was likely to go alone at that hour +of the night; one place, a stair like this leading up to a balcony over +the river where he had gone once before with a woman, a woman in a +dress which marked her for what she was, really--a dress that marked +her secluded--which made _this_, shame unutterable! + +Roshan's impotent fury rose hot at the inexpressible humiliation. The +thought of Captain Dering and Laila alone in that balcony meant but one +thing to his inherited ideas. No glaze of romance was possible. It was +shame unutterable, irredeemable. Shame that must be revenged without +delay. So, forgetting everything else in the world except this, he +passed the sleeping Lance once more, hurried back to his quarters for +his revolver, and only stopping to see that one chamber at least was +loaded, made his way to that door which he knew would be on the latch. + +That patient, eager crowd was still thronging the courtyard as he +crossed it, pausing a moment beside the great gun which centred the +union-jack of raised paths. + +The "_Teacher of Religion!_" + +Ay! they needed a teacher, needed a lesson; these aliens, these +usurpers, these depravers of women. + +Yet, in sober truth, Vincent Dering, at that moment sitting in the +little balcony alone with Laila Bonaventura, felt quite virtuous. They +had just come in from the garden, where they had been strolling and +whispering, and now, as they sat together, without a word, scarcely a +thought, in the faint light of the young moon and a red jewelled +hand-lamp--which Laila, with that unfailing instinct of hers for all +that matched the passionate mystery of the place, had set in a carved +niche, where it looked like a votive offering to the unseen image of a +saint--Vincent could feel the warm ivory of her cheek against his own, +hear the soft chink of her jewels as they slid towards him, following +the soft warm curves on which they lay. The red light of the lamp +glittered faintly in red stars on the myriad facets of looking-glass +with which the vaulted roof above them was adorned. It fell, reddening +the red lights on the gold-stiffened crimson waves of her dress, that +sent such a bewildering perfume to cloud his senses with passionate +content. + +A vast tenderness, a vast triumph, surged through him at the thought of +her. Who dared to judge her by the narrow standards of to-day--she, who +had gone back boldly to realities! + +_This_ was what poets had sung since time began; _this_ was what the +world had exchanged for Paradise! + +Juliet! Juliet! + +And if he was the "_god of her idolatry_," she was to him the "_dearest +morsel of earth_." + +He bent and whispered the name to her with a kiss. + +And as he did so, a step, swift, bold, masterful, sounded in the +passage above; the step of one with a right to be there. + +Vincent, startled, sat listening; but Laila was on her feet in a +second, with a reckless laugh. + +"Father Laurence!" she cried. "Well! let him come. I'm not afraid! For +he loved _her_. He _must_ remember!" + +So, as a dim figure showed, half seen, in the archway, she stood like a +queen, her hand raised, her head thrown back; a sight never to be +forgotten. + +"There is no use in being angry, guardian," she called, in her +full-throated voice. "It is too late for that. Remember--" She paused, +gave a slight scream, and flung herself before Vincent. + +There was a flash, a second scream, and then the arches rang with the +echoes of a pistol-shot. + +"Laila! Laila!" + +"You damned scoundrel! You've killed her!" + +"Laila! Laila!" + +There were two voices echoing the woman's name, but only that one +pistol-shot. Then two useless clicks of a trigger, before, with an +oath, Roshan Khân flung the revolver from him and fled. + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + TRAPPED + + +But that pistol-shot, as it pierced the hot, sultry air in the vaulted +archways, was caught by a sudden blast of warm wind, sweeping God knows +whence, to God knows where! and was blown out riverwards, citywards. +Blown by that sudden blast, like the hot breath of someone's anger, +which always heralds an electrical dust-storm. One moment there is the +stillness of the uttermost void brooding over the deep; the next, +causelessly, God knows why! the spirit moving palpably. + +And so it is always when the ever-recurring struggle for the right road +to that lost Paradise, for the right method of regaining that bartered +birthright, begins afresh among the sons of Adam. When the Hosts of the +Lord,--fighting, as men always fight, under the banner of Right, for +what they think good and true, for what seems to them to bring them +nearer to the golden gates--change armed peace for war. + +It was so now; and Lance Carlyon, waking to the familiar, yet +unfamiliar sound of that pistol-shot, woke also to the knowledge that +someone had already resorted to that last argument between man and his +fellow. + +Who was it? And why? + +As he stood, still half dazed by sleep, listening, as one does +instinctively, for another shot to follow the first, a new sound +distracted his attention. + +Was he still asleep and dreaming? or was that really Erda Shepherd's +voice, rising towards him from the sliding, unseen river? + +"I will come back to you directly," it said in Urdu. The half-heard +promise of the words took him by storm, making him forget the +strangeness of the language. Yet even that made his bewilderment more +utter. And all around him, about him, a mist--or was it a cloud, or +what was it?--had sprung into being. A wreath as of smoke drifted past +the wide arches of the balcony, blotting out the pale shimmer of the +young moon. + +The swinging lamp above his head darkened, reddened, as the dust-atoms +leapt from the earth into the air, obedient to the call of that +mightiest force in nature which holds the world together, and guides it +on its way among the stars. + +Pidar Narâyan had been right! The electrical storm had come! + +But Erda had come with it. He could see her now, standing at the top of +the river steps, dimmed by the dust-atoms that glittered faintly in the +clouded ray of the lamp; could see her--tall, slim, white--with a +red-gold ball in her hand. + +So it was only a dream; he was asleep still! + +The certainty of this, the knowledge that he would wake soon, made him +yield to impulse, to emotion, as he would never have done otherwise. He +held out his arms to the gracious vision, his voice rang with passion. + +"Erda! Erda! You have come back to me!--the world's desire--my heart's +desire!" + +And then, suddenly, his heart a-tremble for the first time, he drew +back from his own fervour almost apologetically; for the scared look of +the face seen through those earth-atoms had brought it home to him that +this was no dream. This was Erda Shepherd herself, the woman who was +the "_dearest atom of God's earth_" to him. And she had come back, for +what? Not to listen to his passion, anyhow. + +"What is the matter?" he asked briefly, sternly; for it came home to +him also that the cause must be grave. + +She gave a little shiver; the hearing of that first greeting had upset +her calm, her courage, at last. Yet they had been firm till then; and, +Heaven knows! the long hours of slipping through the rapids in the wake +of that heaving, plunging mass of logs had been trying enough to +anyone. Then for the last half hour, since Am-ma had cut the raft +adrift to follow them at its leisure through the slacker currents, and, +in obedience to her order, had forged ahead with his paddle, her +anxiety had risen to fever-pitch; since the night, so far as she could +judge, must be waning fast, and her errand would be useless if she were +not in Eshwara before the dawn. For, as she had listened to Am-ma's +garrulous talk while he steered, the conviction had grown that the +danger to peace and safety--if there was any--lay in the future, not in +the past; that this dawn, and not yesterday's, was to be the signal for +the insensate, almost incredible attempt to wreck authority. An attempt +which yet--incredible, insensate though it be--might bring death to--to +one she held very dear. + +She admitted so much now to herself, and, pulling that self together, +looked that dear one in the face. "There is a good deal the matter," +she said. "You had better call Captain Dering to hear it, too; it will +save time." + +He nodded acquiescence, but ere he left her, the instinct in him to +guard his "_dearest atom_" to the uttermost from others, made him set a +chair for her, and, glancing round for a wrap, take the mess jacket he +had laid aside for a smoking coat, and fold it round her. For the air +had grown suddenly chill, as it always does in a sand-storm. + +"You must be cold in that dress," he said. As he did so the daintiness +of it struck him, the scent of the orange blossoms made him turn pale. +Despite his hurry, his certainty that something serious was ahead, he +paused to ask sharply: "That is your wedding dress, isn't it?"-- + +"I am not married, if you mean that!" she answered as sharply. Then she +flushed up angrily, more at the comprehension shown in her own answer +than the meaning in his question, and burst out: "What does it matter +if I am--or if it is? Go! I tell you, and call Captain Dering!" + +Yet, when he was gone, she lay back in the chair and shivered again; +all the more because of the unaccustomed touch about her throat of the +gold lace on a mess jacket. How red it looked against her white dress! +And what a lot of little gold buttons there were at its edge: foolish, +useless, little ornamental gilt buttons, round and red-gold, like-- + +The comparison brought back Lance's cry of welcome, and made her +realize that, quite mechanically, she still held in her hand that +useless, foolish, unnecessary orange! + +That, of course, was what had made him remember; had made him say those +words which had come like the writing on the wall to remind her of her +own guilt. + +She flung the fruit from her, hastily, into the unseen river beyond the +arches. Only just in time, ere Lance reëntered, with a puzzled face. + +"I can't find Dering anywhere," he said vexedly. "He is not in his +room. Hasn't been to bed, either; though he turned in early saying he +was half asleep. I wonder what is up? Can he have heard already, do you +think? Scarcely; and he would not have gone without waking me." His +surprise seemed to absorb him. + +"Then I must tell _you_, for there is no time to be lost," interrupted +Erda, impatiently. Yet, even in her strenuous desire to make him +understand quickly, she did not fail to explain, breathlessly, how she +came to be dressed as she was. She had been trying on her wedding dress +to see if it fitted, and had gone into the garden for--for--flowers, +when Am-ma and his raft had come floating down the river. + +And was not that all true? she asked herself passionately, as she told +the tale. It was all of the truth, anyhow, that he or anyone else was +ever to know. + +So she had come to warn them, as she was. + +A great joy at her courage filled Lance as he listened, for to most men +the possibility of a woman acting as a man might act comes as a wonder. + +"It was awfully plucky of you," he began; but she cut him short with a +question as to what was to be done now. + +"Warn Dillon, first of all," he said readily. "We have a wire laid on, +you know. I only hope this infernal--I beg your pardon--dust-storm +won't interfere with the connection. You had better come over with me +to the office; it is just across the yard, and I don't like leaving you +alone. Do you mind?" + +"I'll come, of course,--but I must make sure of Am-ma waiting first," +she added, with a ring in her voice; the ring of a vigorous vitality +which finds itself face to face with action. "He said the raft couldn't +overtake us for half an hour. But he must not go, anyhow, and he will +want to. I had difficulty in getting him to leave it, as it was. But I +had to make him. I had to be in time!" + +"And you are--loads of time!" he called, as he ran down the river steps +before her, to give the order. "It isn't two o'clock yet, and--" he +paused abruptly, on seeing, to his surprise, that only Am-ma's strange +craft lay sidling against the bottom step, over which little waves were +curving hurriedly, to reach up the wall, as if the water-atoms were as +restless as those of earth, as eager to seek a new element. For the air +was growing darker, thicker every instant with the intruders. He looked +round hastily, but there was no sign of the canoe anywhere. Yet he had +seen it moored to its ring before dinner! + +Vincent must have taken it. Whither? An answer leapt to Lance's mind, +and he flushed up, even in the dark, redly. If this was so--what the +deuce was to be done? + +There was an added confusion, an added responsibility in his face as he +ran back to where Erda stood waiting him, and, catching up a lamp from +the mess table, started with her close at his heels for the office. +"That is the first thing, anyhow!" he muttered, half to himself. +"Dillon must be warned--" + +"And perhaps Captain Dering will be back by then," she suggested +cheerfully, as, with the mess jacket worn as it should be for greater +convenience of action and greater protection (she had slipped her arms +into it, deliberately, while waiting for Lance), she followed in the +little halo of dull, red light cast by the lamp through the dust-mist. + +The courtyard was still without sign of life; for there was nothing to +guard here. The massive gates of the citadel once closed, and a sentry +outside the wicket, there could be no fear of secret comings and +goings. + +"I hope to God he may," said Lance, ahead, and his tone made the girl +wonder. + +His face, too, surprised her, as, sitting down to the instrument, he +signalled for attention. No doubt when time is an object, there must +always be a sense of strain in that pause before the answering tinkle +comes to tell that a human hand and brain is at the other end of the +thin wire which means so much, but there was more than that in Lance +Carlyon's frown. + +In truth, as he waited, he was not thinking so much of what would +happen if the communication was interrupted, but what was to be done if +it was not. Thinking that he must, somehow, warn Vincent. Thinking how +awkward it would be for _him_ if there was a row, and he absent, as it +were, without leave! + +So it was Erda who recalled him to the wider issue. "What are you going +to do, if Dr. Dillon doesn't hear?" + +She had to raise her voice a little, for something--either coming wind +or far-distant thunder--had brought a curious, faint reverberation to +the air. + +It seemed to come from all quarters, scarcely distinguishable, yet +unmistakable, like the roll of a half-muffled drum, or a deep organ +note quivering into silence. + +The darkness all about them grew thicker and thicker. Lance, close +beside her in that red lamp circle, showed as if seen through gauze. +How unreal it all was! Herself, most of all, in a mess jacket, and, of +course--but this thought came second--her wedding dress! And then it +struck her that she, herself, was more unreal than anything else. To be +there at dead of night, feeling no fear, only a sort of savage +interest-- + +"But if he doesn't hear," she persisted, "you will have to go down the +river and warn him." + +He nodded. And yet his thought went first to the fact that, if he had +to do this, if Roshan Khân had to be left in charge of the relief, it +would be still more awkward for Vincent Dering. + +_Tring-a-tring-tring!_ + +The answering tinkle brought a little breath of joy to them both; but +Erda felt inclined to stamp her feet at the slow precision with which +Lance--who had to remember each equivalent sign--spelt out his message. +He could not be quicker, of course, and yet surely he might! She longed +to snatch at the handles herself, though she could not signal at all. + +"There, that's done!" she cried, as a continuous short rattle followed +from the other end, which Lance translated into--"_All right, await +you_." "Now! what is to be done next?" + +"Roshan Khân--he'll get the men together," answered Lance, already on +his way to the wicket in the gate. To his surprise, it was closed. He +knocked, no answer came. Erda, holding the lamp, looked at him +startled. + +"Sentry!" he called. "Sentry! Open the door! _Miracle!_'" + +It was the password for the night, given by Captain Dering in +contemptuous memory of the day; but it produced no result. The wicket +remained obstinately closed. + +"They've locked us in!" whispered Erda; the lowering of her voice being +due to a swift instinct that the less fuss made the better; the less +chance of interruption. + +Lance bent his ear to the keyhole to listen. Those dull, muffled +reverberations--either distant thunder, or faint, ineffective +explosions of electricity close at hand--were louder now; but he could +hear no sound above them. He shook his head. + +Erda had the lamp on the ground in a second, and was beside it, her +red-gold hair in the dust, as she peered through a three-inch iron +grating between the iron-rimmed door and the iron lintel. + +When she rose up her face was like the iron also. + +"They've trapped us!" she whispered. "There is a sentry outside--I saw +his feet. Come away, and let us settle what to do. And say something, +something angry--you know what I mean." + +"Damn that brute!" said Lance, cordially, in a loud voice, "where the +deuce has the sentry gone to? I'll have it out with him to-morrow, the +infernal--" + +Erda, ahead with the lamp, turned to look back, and put her finger on +her lips reproachfully. "That's quite enough," she said; but she said +it with a smile. That vigorous delight in action which some women feel +was making her blood race through her veins. + +"Now what's to be done?" she said swiftly, as she put the lamp down on +the mess table again. "Let's think hard." + +The gate was closed against interference with--with--_something!_ + +That was evident. Proof positive, therefore, that Am-ma's tale was +true. + +So it followed that the most urgent need for help was at the gaol. + +But how to reach it, and with whom? + +Lance's thoughts turned instantly to Roshan Khân. Was he--could he be +in the plot? Surely not. Yet with or without his knowledge, the outer +court was in the hands of rebels who thought their English officers +were caught like rats in a trap; for, of course, they did not know +Dering was absent. + +And so it was. He and his pioneers--twenty or thereabouts--were in a +trap. What could they do to get out of it? Their arms, scaling ladders, +everything, were in the outside courtyard. What would be the use, +either, of trying to force the door? Mere waste of time. The thing +required was to prevent those fifteen hundred men with a criminal past +being let loose on Eshwara, let loose--as men like them had been in the +Mutiny--to give a lead over. + +And that--how was that to be done? + +He looked across to Erda, and took sudden comfort in the quick +intelligence of her face. + +"You had better take my place with Am-ma," she said sharply. "Go down +stream to the spit, cut across by the mission house, and chance getting +over to the police camp." + +He had thought of this before. The extra police, with their two +officers, who had come over to see the festival through peacefully, +were encamped above the boat-bridge and though, of course, most of the +men would be scattered on duty through the town, even some help would +be better than none. Yet how to leave Erda, not alone even, but with +twenty men whose loyalty would depend largely--as it always did--on +action, on their having someone to fight? + +"But you," he began-- + +"I'll stay here. They won't try to come in--yet a while. I am not +afraid of being alone." + +"I wouldn't mind your being alone," he put in, "but my Sikhs-- + +"Your Sikhs," she echoed. "Are they here? Then why--?" + +"They have no arms--I could find some, perhaps--" + +--His words--both their words--jostled each other in sheer haste. + +"Yes! then why don't you call them?"-- + +"How can I use them--trapped like a rat. They--they might be worse than +useless, without something to do--without a lead over--don't you +see?--and there is nothing--" + +--"Nothing!" she echoed, almost savagely, as she clasped and unclasped +her hands, dragging the fingers through each other, in sheer straining +after some thought on which to clutch, in cruel whipping and spurring +of her wits against that inaction. + +Nothing! Nothing! The word seemed to fill the world. + +Nothing in earth or air or fire or-- + +"Stay!" she cried, with a gasp. "The raft! The raft! Am-ma shall fetch +it--it must be close by, now. There will be room. It can float down to +opposite the gaol." + +He stared at her as she stood in her white, and scarlet, and gold. + +"By Jove!" he said softly "by Jove, you've got it!" + +The next instant he was off to rouse his men, and she was on the bottom +step giving Am-ma his orders, short, sharp, clear. + +But when Lance came back again to look out what arms and ammunition he +could lay hands on, he found her, in his room, sorting cartridges as if +she had done it all her life; and her face turned to him all aglow and +splendid. + +"We shall manage it! Am-ma's gone. He didn't want to, but I told him +I'd kill the baby if he didn't. I suppose it was wrong,"--though her +woman's tongue sought speech, her woman's hands stuck to their +work--"but I couldn't help it. I felt so savage." + +"You are very brave," he said simply. + +"Brave!" she echoed. "Why not? People talk as if women always had to +try and not be afraid; but we are not all like that. Some of us want to +fight. I do, always." + +She looked it, as, when all was ready, she leant, straining her eyes +into the darkness for a hint of Am-ma's return. "He must come," she +muttered to herself, "he shall come!" + +And he did. A bigger wave came sweeping up to the wall as a herald, and +then a voice calling for a rope. Half a dozen were ready posted in the +men's hands from various points of vantage. They flew outwards; one, +from Am-ma's hands inwards to a group holding a lantern on the steps. +So, with a silent haul, the pioneers had the raft stopped, and sidling +slowly back to mooring against the wall. + +Then Lance turned to Erda hesitating, divided between his loyalty to +Vincent, and to her. + +"The palace ought to be warned," he said briefly--"if I go there ahead +on Am-ma's craft, I could pick you up on your way down. Could you +manage?" + +She gave a look round on the men, eager with the sudden excitement, +with the rush, with the very novelty of it all, and laughed--positively +laughed. "Manage? Yes! of course I can manage--_havildar!_ see those +cartridges are put well back out of the wet--stay! bring down that +table, someone, and give it a lash--" + +Yet, despite this absolute lack of fear, despite the fact that she +evidently wanted and desired no more consideration than a man, Lance +felt a wild dislike to leaving her there alone, as he stepped on to +Am-ma's skin craft, and, edging his way along by the wall, prepared to +drift down to the palace balcony. It was mirk dark now, and he had no +fear of being seen by the crowd on the bathing steps and the courtyard, +though he punted his way with the paddle shaft within a yard or two of +the shore; for he wanted to judge how far excitement had spread, how +far the crowd was aware of what was coming at dawn. + +To judge by appearances, not at all. There was no more restlessness, no +more movement than was inevitable in such a concourse of men, women, +and children. Here and there files of shadowy forms drifted about, but +the most of them, seen by the little lights set on the ground beside +each group, were in heaps, like the heaps of dead on a battle-field, +huddled up on each other, sleeping, resting, indistinguishable, +shrouded in their shawls, waiting for the dawn to come. + +And, above the soft, yet increasing murmur of the still windless storm, +came a softer murmuring of prayers, a weird low chanting. + +The Hosts of the Lord had not yet risen to battle. The Spirit had not +moved; the Word had not been made manifest. + +The palace, also, lay as yet undisturbed, unseen, in the darkness. +Except for a glimmer of red light just above the river, a paler glimmer +closer at hand. + +The red light must be by the stairs for which he was steering. + +The other?-- + +He did not know, but as he slipped past it another murmuring as of +prayer seemed to come from within. It must come from the chapel; if so, +then Pidar Narâyan must be awake also. He felt a certain relief at the +thought when he caught sight of the canoe at the bottom of the steps. +Then Vincent, as he had feared, was there; but not on the errand he had +feared, if Pidar Narâyan knew of it. So, mooring his strange craft to +the canoe, he ran up the stairs eagerly. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + MARGHERITA + + +Father Ninian had been awake all night. He had been vaguely uneasy all +day, conscious, with that fine perception of his, that something was +amiss. But it was no fear of what _might_ happen which had kept him +watching when others slept. It was the memory of something which _had_ +happened; for, by a coincidence that for more than fifty years had +never lost its mystical significance for Ninian Bruce--sentimentalist +as he was to his finger tips--the night of the _Vaisakh_ festival, when +the pilgrims watched for the dawn to guide them on their way to the +'Cradle of the Gods,' was to him, personally, the saddest and gladdest +of the whole year. Since it was the night on which he had sinned the +great sin of his life, and repented of it, even in the sinning. + +And that sinning, that repenting, was no slight thing to him. It was +the man himself; for the passion that was in him in his youth was in +him in his old age. It had only changed its dwelling-place. It had fled +from the senses, and found refuge in the emotions. In a way, indeed, by +thus seeking freedom from it, he had fallen into a greater thraldom, so +that his whole life had been as much swayed by this renunciation of a +woman as it would have been by her possession. + +Old as he was, this very night had brought him--with the thought that +Death could not delay much longer, and that next _Vaisakh_ festival +might find him no lonely watcher--that thrill of self-absorption in +another self, that claim for all, which is the essence of passion. For +this woman, waiting for him in the land where there is no marrying or +giving in marriage, was still a woman; still the one of all God's +creatures whom he claimed, and who claimed him, even as the first woman +claimed the first man in Paradise. + +So he had passed the night watches of the Festival of Spring: as he had +always passed them. Partly in his room, that room made holy by her +presence in his heart, partly in the chapel, made holy by the Bodily +Presence of Him for Whose sake he had renounced her. The two holinesses +were inextricably mixed in Pidar Narâyan's mind. + +He had finished one of the masses for the repose of a sinning yet +sainted soul, and, before repeating the next, was confessing his own +repentance in his room, when that hasty footstep along the passage, +which alarmed those two lovers in the balcony nearer the garden, had +resounded through the arches. It had disturbed, but not startled him, +its very boldness reassuring him of its right to be there. Probably it +was some messenger from the police camp or the Fort. So he had risen +from his knees calmly and passed into the chapel, which lay between his +room and the balcony, in order to see who it could be. For the candles +were lit on the Altar and sent a faint light into the vaulted passage +beyond. + +It was as he paused, in passing, to do homage to that Bodily Presence +upon the Altar, which was ready--as he was in his robes--for the +service of love which was to him, as a priest, his duty, as a man a joy +unspeakable, that the pistol-shot came clamouring through the arches, +followed by those despairing cries. + +What they were he could not distinguish, but that they were urgent was +unmistakable, and had he been young as he had been on that night long +years ago in the balcony above the pale flood of the Tiber, he could +not have been quicker to reach the armoury, seize the long rapier, +which he had not used, save in play, since those ruffling days in Rome, +and run out into the wide, dim passage whence the sound had reached +him. + +None too soon! Someone was already flying down it. He pulled himself up +for attack, but the figure ere he could lunge at it was past him, +desperate, indifferent, flinging him against the wall as it continued +its reckless way to the outer door, where, with swift opening and +closing, it disappeared into the crowded courtyard, out of +sight--beyond recall! + +He stood for a moment, stupefied. What was Roshan Khân doing there? For +that faint light from the Altar had given him a glimpse of a familiar, +dark face, Roshan Khân's without a doubt! + +"Laila! Laila!" + +The cry was clearer this time and the blood left his fine old face in +sudden doubt as he turned swiftly to his left. Turned, and saw a faint +red glow through an arch far down the passage. + +That was the arch leading down into the balcony that was never lit +up--that was never to be lit up because of something that had happened +there long ago--because of the something which had _begun_ a tragedy. + +Why was it lit up? A stronger fear caught at his heart. Could +Laila?--No!--impossible! + +He ran on, and the next moment was realizing that some tragedy had +_ended_ in that balcony. + +But what? + +Who was the woman in native dress who stood with a man's arm around +her--a man in a scarlet and gold mess jacket? Ah!--that was Captain +Dering, undoubtedly. But the woman? The woman in scarlet and gold +also--God in Heaven!--had the dead-- + +As he stared, the long, supple limbs, so clearly outlined under their +cunningly contrived draperies, seemed to lose themselves in the colour, +the glitter of rich stuff; one white arm, losing its hold on a cuff of +scarlet and gold, swung back helplessly, and Vincent Dering, with a +passionate entreaty to his darling not to be afraid, to look up, and +tell him where she was hurt, sank to one knee the better to support +what he held. + +And so the face, tilted backwards over his shoulder, came in view. + +_Laila!_ + +For an instant Ninian Bruce stood bewildered. Then all his youth, the +pride of birth, the dash, and the fire which had made that youth what +it had been, rose up in him. The blood surged back to his face in wild +anger, in savage sense of insult, and desire for revenge. + +"How dare you!" he cried, clenching his hand on his sword. "You shall +answer for this, sir! How do you come to be here, at this time of +night, and why?" + +Vincent, who at the first word had given a hurried glance to see who +the speaker was, then returned to his task with the indifference of one +absolutely preoccupied, held up his hand passionately against more. + +"Don't--and don't preach, for God's sake, old man!" he cried +recklessly. "Come and help, if you like. Some brute--Oh, curse him! +curse him!" + +His one trembling hand, for the other was round her, supporting her, +was busy with the quaint, jewelled clasps of the scented corselet, +which was crimsoning deeper with another dye. "It's too late for +preaching," he muttered, half to himself,--"too late! too late!" + +The words seemed to stun his hearer into silence. He stood bewildered. +Too late for what? + +And now, roused by that pistol-shot also, another old man, who had +carefully hidden himself away from the possibility of being found by +Roshan Khân, on the rage for an impossible interview; who had counted, +with malicious cunning, on the cooling effect of a useless waiting in +the garden till dawn should make it necessary for hot-blooded lovers to +return to the Fort, stole like a thief to the balcony. What could have +happened? The only likely trouble which had occurred to his vast +experience had been the possibility of Roshan Khân seeking the +interview upstairs. And for that very reason had not he, Akbar Khân, +felt it his duty to sleep outside his mistress's door? What more could +faithful servitude be expected to do? + +But this! What was this? His charge had stolen a march upon him. Old as +he was in the care of frail womanhood, he had been imposed upon! Then, +as he crept round a pillar craftily, the sight of Pidar Narâyan, in his +priestly robes, made the old sinner throw up his hands and grovel in +the dust. + +"This slave knew nothing!" he mumbled, gasping. "This was unknown. And +for the other, I told him it was too soon, too soon,--far too soon." + +Too soon, and too late! What did it all mean? Father Ninian stood +helpless, paralyzed; but Vincent caught at the words. + +"The other!" he echoed. "You black devil! who was the other? Who was +that man? Curse him!" He paused, for Laila opened her eyes. + +"It was Roshan Khân," she said, with a smile, that half-amused, +half-mysterious smile. "He gave me the dress, you know, and I think he +wanted me--to marry him. Hush! what's the use of being angry--now?" She +checked his incredulous outcry, and her hand hesitated up to his +trembling fingers, and held them back from their task. "Don't," she +went on; "I'd rather--you didn't waste time. I want you to look at +me--only me--me, myself. Ah! that's nice!" + +There was an instant's silence; then her eyes wandered to his cuff as +it rested on her corselet, and she smiled again. "We match, don't we? +I'm glad. Besides, it won't stain much. I expect--that's why soldiers +wear red, isn't it?" + +The deadly realism roused Vincent to a sort of fury at his own +helplessness. But what could a man do, caught in a second by Fate to be +chief actor in a scene like this, where he was lost,--lost utterly? And +those two fools looking on--doing nothing! + +"At least, in common charity, you might help. You're something of a +doctor!" he cried passionately. "We can settle scores afterwards, you +and I, can't we? But now you might help _her_." + +"What did she say?" asked Father Ninian, tonelessly. He had caught a +word or two, and their triviality, in the face of what had happened--a +triviality common in those who have been struck down as she had been, +almost painlessly--had but increased his bewilderment. "What does it +mean? How do you come here? I must know, first." + +The girl had turned her face quickly to the new voice; and, after +vainly trying to rise, lay back breathlessly. "Tell him, Vincent; he's +Father Laurence. Remember--he must know--and--and I--can't--" + +"Then here it is, sir!" broke in Vincent, brutally. "If you will wait +to know, when every moment is precious. We love each other--you've done +it in your time, I'm told! I've been coming here, night after night, to +see her; she wears that dress to please me--there! Now you've got it! +And to-night, some devil--she says Roshan Khân, but she's dreaming; +what can he have to do with it?--stood there and fired--at me, I think; +but she flung herself--Ah! Laila, my darling, why did you? Now, will +that satisfy you--you--you--" + +"Hush!" came Laila's voice--"there is no use in being angry. Besides, +he understands; he knows what it is to be in love quite well. Don't +you, guardian? You loved her, didn't you? Margherita, I mean--" + +She wandered off into Italian--the language they always spoke, and her +rich voice dulled, died away, as the faintness returned. + +"For God's sake, sir, bring the light, if you won't do anything else!" +cried Vincent, wildly. "She has fainted, I think--I can't see--it is so +dark. For God's sake, sir, the light at least!" + +The light at least! As Father Ninian mechanically took the red lamp +from its niche he felt that he needed no more light than those words, +"he understands," had sent into his very soul. Yes, he knew what love +was. But he knew also--it came home to him in a second--that his love, +even after all these years, differed not at all from this girl's. He +heard it in her voice--that voice so strangely like that other +voice--which he remembered--oh! so well! + +"Take off the shade," said Vincent, "it makes everything so--so +red--you--you can't see the truth." He shivered as he spoke. + +But that first look at the girl had been enough for Pidar Narâyan. It +had roused him, his apathy was gone. He thrust the lamp into Vincent's +trembling hands without a word, and his own steady ones--the hands +which had not touched their kind, except to heal body or soul, since +they had said farewell to a woman--took up the task. + +So for a few minutes there was silence, but for the old pantaloon's +ceaseless mumblings as he rocked himself backwards and forwards. He had +meant no harm, he protested--he had conducted more affairs of the kind +to a decent ending than he could well remember--no one could be more +discreet--accidents would happen-- + +"She is shot through the lungs," said Father Ninian, breaking the +silence. "There is very little to be done--I--I--" He would have said +"_fear_," but for Vincent's face of anguish. What right had he to feel +sorrow?--he, the man who had brought this about. "Still, I will try. +Akbar! bring the candles from the altar. Stay! she had better go there. +It will save time. You two can carry her." + +But Vincent had her in his arms, with a brief "Where?" + +"The chapel--the lights are lit. Lay her on the cushions before the +altar. I will be with you again directly." + +When he returned from his room with lint and bandages she was lying +there as he had directed, her long red skirt trailing down the white +steps. + +"The candles, please,--the smaller ones, Akbar,--and place them at her +head. They will give me a better light." + +Vincent shivered again at the sight; she looked already dead, with +those tall tapers about her. Ah! what did it all mean? Was he dreaming? +How was it possible? The wild improbability of it stunned him; when not +three hours ago he had had a sherry-and-bitters before dinner! The +curious irrelevance of his thoughts made him feel as if he must wake +soon. Yet there she lay. Laila, whom he loved! + +"Is she--is she--" he began. + +"Not dead, if you mean that," replied Father Ninian quietly. "But she +will not live an hour." + +There was no mincing matters between these two men--nothing but the +brutal truth; yet this time it was the old priest who held up his hand +against a passionate outcry. "Don't make a fuss. Be brave, at least, +and don't disturb her. She is coming to herself again." + +To herself certainly. To the old half-amused, half-mysterious smile, as +her eyes caught the tapers, the lighted altar beyond, her lover +kneeling at her side. "It is the wedding, I suppose," she said--there +was a catch in her breath now--"but why have they put the candles like +a bier? To save time, I suppose. But it mixes things up; and--" she +gave a little impatient sigh--"Oh! tell him to be quick, Romeo, +for--for we always meant to be married in the end--didn't we?" + +The words cut Vincent like a knife. Yes! He had meant it. Not always. +Not till, even to one with his past, the perfection of this idyll in +the garden would have suffered without that promise to himself. And +now, death should not cheat him, should not leave a stain, a regret, on +the one perfect romance of his life. He stooped suddenly and kissed +her; kissed her with more passion than he had ever kissed her before. + +"It won't be long, Juliet; he is just going to begin," he whispered, +then rose to his feet unsteadily. + +This at least he could do for himself. And for her? A sob, almost of +gratitude, of admiration, came to his eyes as he realized that it would +never, never--even if she had lived--have mattered to her really. But +it had been a part of the play; part of her as Juliet. So it should be. +His wild revolt at the sequence of improbabilities--for after all that +idyll in the garden had been, bar its environments, commonplace +enough--which had landed him in--_in an Adelphi drama!_--(he could not +help the thought, though he despised it)--should give way to this. The +play should end with a wedding. Juliet should have the '_statue of pure +gold_' in the eyes of the world. He could ensure this by a word; and +the word should be spoken. + +He touched Father Ninian peremptorily on the shoulder, as he bent, busy +with his instruments. + +"I want to speak to you. Hush! she must not hear. Father, you say she +is dying. Well, I claim my right. I am a Catholic--I have sinned--we +will say nothing about her--that lies between us. I wish to marry her +while I can. I ask it as my right, of you, a priest. Do you understand? +I ask you to marry us." + +Ninian Bruce looked for an instant as if he could have killed the man +who stood before him; then he drew himself up, priest utterly. + +"Have you the right to claim it?" + +"I claim it as a right," replied Vincent, fiercely. "That is enough, +surely." + +"It is not enough. I will ask her." And Pidar Narâyan knelt down beside +the girl. "My daughter," he began, "Captain Dering tells me--" Then he +gave way--"_Cara mia_," he whispered, laying his hand on hers, "tell +me--I have never been unkind, surely--tell me--your old guardian, who +has loved, who loves--must I marry you to--to _him?_" + +Laila looked into his face with a faintly-wondering reply. "Must!" she +echoed dreamily. "It's just as he likes, of course. I don't mind. I +only want him--where is he?" + +"I'm here, sweetheart." Vincent knelt down again and took her in his +arms. + +The faint querulousness left her voice. "That's nice," she murmured. +"Tell him to begin quickly, Vincent, for I don't want to waste time. I +want you--you, yourself, and me--me, myself--nothing else." + +Father Ninian gave a sort of cry, and turned blindly to the altar. If +this was not Love, what was? + +Then, monotonously, his voice began the marriage service. + +"Have you a ring?" he asked, when he came to stand by those two, the +girl supported in Vincent's arms. The latter shook his head. "Go on +without it," he said sternly; "she is failing fast." + +But there was one on the old man's finger; one that had never left it +since it had been put there by a saint in Paradise. He took it off now, +and gave it to the man whom at that moment he hated and despised more +than any man on earth. + +So, swiftly, the prayers went on, and old Akbar paused in his rockings +to say "Amen" with the others. He had learnt _thus_ much in these +latter days of grace. + +The last one came as a step resounded down the passage; Lance Carlyon's +step as he sought the light he had seen--sought his Captain. He seemed +to bring a breath of fresh air into the passion-laden atmosphere, a +solid reality into the shadows. + +"Vincent!" he cried, as he caught sight of the scarlet and gold. "Thank +God! you're here. The troopers have seized the Fort--" He paused +suddenly, horror-struck at what had caught his eye. "I beg your +pardon--I didn't know--is she--is she--hurt?--" + +Vincent stood up suddenly. "Hush! that has nothing to do with it. Leave +that to me. The troopers have risen? When?" + +Lance, with his eyes still on that pitiful sight, shook his head. + +"There was a pistol-shot--you must have heard it!" + +"Heard it!" echoed Vincent, wildly. "Yes! I heard it. Go on! What +then?" + +"I don't know--I know nothing in this infernal nightmare that's got +hold of us all!" cried Lance. "I only know that if we don't get to the +gaol before they do--they've gone to set the prisoners free--there will +be the devil of a row. So you must come at once, Vincent--you must come +at once!" + +Captain Dering gave an irresolute look at the dying girl. She had saved +his life--he loved her--could he leave her? Was anything worth that +sacrifice? + +"You _must_ go!" said a stern voice. It was Father Ninian's, who had +taken Vincent's place and was now holding Laila in his arms. "You must +go, Captain Dering, and prevent worse from befalling; if you can--if +you can!" There was almost a triumph in his voice. + +Lance looked from one to the other in sheer despair. "Well! if you +won't come, I'm off--oh! come along, Vincent, and don't be a fool! +It--it isn't worth it; it never is!" + +Vincent Dering stood still irresolute. "You'll stay, sir," he said, +"and--and look after--" + +Father Ninian drew the unconscious girl closer to him. "I will look +after--_Margherita_." + +The last word came in a half whisper to himself and his eyes met +Vincent's with a curious dazed defiance. The latter gave the defiance +back, as their owner stooped for a second over Laila's indifferent +face, and kissed it. + +"Good-by, _Juliet_," he said; and the last word came also in a half +whisper to himself. + +The next moment he was following Lance down the dim passage, full of a +vague relief, and realizing for the first time that the mist, which for +the last half hour had dimmed the reality of all things, was due, not +to any aberration of his brain, but to the simple fact that an +electrical dust-storm was in full blast. + +He realized it with relief. That was at least real, tangible. + +Almost too much so; and as the hot wind, charged with those aspiring +atoms of earth, met him fiercely, he realized also that the storm would +fight against him in his efforts to prevent worse from happening. If, +indeed, anything could be worse than what had happened; worse than +Laila's-- + +He broke off in his thought, incredulous. It could not be true. He +would come back to find her better--well!-- + +But that other dream was true. His men had risen. The one thing +necessary, therefore, was to get to the gaol before any decided action +took place; and this he realised still more clearly from Lance's curt +explanation as they ran down the river steps. Once there, the sight of +the canoe he had left suggested the feasibility of getting to the gaol +in it. His personal influence might avail. If that failed, he would at +least be able to save time by choosing a suitable place for the raft to +come ashore. The great thing was to be on the spot, to be within reach +of action at once; to wait for the raft meant needless delay. + +So, a minute after, the faint splash of his paddle was lost in the +rising hum of the storm, and Lance was left looking anxiously for sound +or sight of the raft, which, if all had gone well, should by now have +started. + +But neither came, so, seeing from the light he had snatched up as he +passed through the balcony that the air was growing darker, more +impenetrable than ever, he shoved off his strange craft, to wait +further out in the stream where there was less chance of the raft +passing him unseen, unheard. + +For this reason also, he paddled up along the wall a bit into the faint +glow of light which showed still from the arches of the chapel. And as +he lay in it, his ears and eyes strained for the least sound, he could +hear as a kind of background to that muffled drumming of the storm, the +sound of the pilgrims chanting as they waited for the dawn. The dawn +which would bring--what? Who could tell? + +The sound of other prayers, echoing from the chapel, made him shake his +head, feeling that it was hopeless to look forward--or backward for +that matter! Why had Roshan shot the girl--if he had! And why had Pidar +Narâyan called her Margherita, and Vincent called her Juliet? + +The whole thing was exactly as he had said--an infernal nightmare! + +Then a faint sound in front of him made his strong arms sweep the +paddle through the stream as he shot into the darkness in search of the +raft; in search of Erda. + +Not that she needed him, really. The memory of her in that red-and-gold +mess jacket above her wedding dress, giving orders to the men squarely, +came back to make him smile. + +God bless her! She could do well enough without him. That was one +comfort. And Dillon could hold his own too, without much help, for a +time--that was another; for what with this and that, help was bound to +be over-long in coming. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + A MONOPOLY + + +Lance Carlyon was right in trusting Dr. Dillon's power of doing without +help until Providence chose to send some. This was the easier task, in +that he had made up his mind deliberately beforehand as to what his +best course of action would be should an alarm of this sort occur. +Therefore that imperative _kling-kling_ of the telegraph bell which +roused him in a second from his bed, where, ready dressed for any such +emergency, he was sleeping the sleep of the just, found him alert, +prepared for anything and everything. + +So it has come, he thought, as he hastily wired back the comprehensive +reply, "_All right, await you_." He felt as a doctor does when a +dangerous symptom which he has foreseen as a possibility, shows itself. +He had been on the lookout for this for days, but as the dawn would end +the period during which it might be expected, he had, as in the +outbreak of the cholera, had hopes that danger was over. His last +thought, as he slept, had been this; he woke to find that the +complication must be faced. Woke with a strong regret, but a stronger +instinct of fight. So he slipped his feet into his shoes, jammed his +big mushroom hat on his head out of pure habit, and so, armed +_cap-à-pie_, with a brain quick to work, and a body ready to follow and +obey, he ran across the sandy road to the Smiths' bungalow, realizing +as he did so that a dust-storm was just beginning. That would delay +both attack and relief. On the whole, this would be an advantage, +since, once things were secure, half an hour or so would make no +difference in the latter; whereas, he wanted every minute he could get +now for preparation. + +He had not warned Eugene Smith of his fears. There was never any use +alarming people by mere probabilities, unless by so doing you could +forearm them. And this was not the case here; since the safest--in fact +the only--place of refuge for Mrs. Smith and the child, should trouble +arise, was the semi-fortified roof above the gate of the gaol; and that +he knew to be ready for use. He had, therefore, only to wake them, as +quietly as might be, so as not to give the alarm to the servants. +Fortune favoured him in this; for, just outside the verandah, he ran +full tilt upon Eugene himself, tall, gaunt, in his sleeping-suit, +carrying a roll of bedding on his back like a snail's shell. The heat +of the evening had enticed him to sleep outside, as he preferred, _à +la_ Robinson Crusoe, and the dust-storm was sending him in. + +"Hello, Dillon!" he cried, "what's up?--nothing wrong with my wife or +the child--I hope--No!--" he gave a sigh of relief, "then it's the +beastly dust-storm disturbed you, I suppose. Isn't it sickening to +think how many times in the next six months we shall have to take up +our beds and walk." + +"H'm! Hope I shall have the chance," replied the doctor, dryly, +recovering his breath. "No, it isn't the storm. They're going to try a +row, Smith. Just had a wire from the Fort. There's a plot on, to come +here and set the prisoners free, and that's dangerous. So, till the +troops come, I think you'd better bring Mrs. Smith and Gladys to the +gate--it's the safest place, and I've got everything ready. It mayn't +be much; but the devils, whoever they are, might turn and rend +you--especially if they fail with me." + +Eugene Smith had dropped his snail-shell and sat down on it, aghast, in +surprise; but he was up again before the doctor finished. + +"By Jove!" he said rapidly, calmly as the doctor himself. "That's a +taking up one's bed with a vengeance. I'll have 'em both ready in a +jiffy--anything else?" + +"No. I'll rummage round till you return--one forgets things to the +last, sometimes. And I shall want your Remington and such like--I know +where to find 'em." + +A moment after he was striking a match to light the tall floor-lamp in +Mrs. Smith's drawing-room. She had turned it out herself a few hours +before, thinking, as she looked round the room, full of soft +rose-shaded light, how pretty, how cosey it was. It had the same air of +refined security now. Everything, down to a copy of the last '_Queen_' +lying on an inlaid table by her favourite chair, was so exactly what +one would have expected to find in her room; the room of a delicate, +cultivated, civilized, society woman. + +And now? + +Now the delicacy, the culture, the civilization, the society, and the +security belonging to them, had been invaded in an instant. By what? + +The dust--you could almost see it springing into the air in these sandy +stretches--had already settled thick over the dainty furniture, and as +Dr. Dillon, standing by the table in the pink glow of the lamp, asked +himself the question, he yielded to the imperious fascination which a +smooth sand-surface has for humanity. But he did not write his name +upon it; only the idle answer to the question. + +"God knows." + +The writing lay upon the table beside the latest fashions, staring up +into the pink paper shade, after George Dillon had passed rapidly to +Eugene's office to choose this, that, and the other, and make them into +a bundle with a table-cloth. + +When he returned to the drawing-room, Muriel Smith was standing by that +writing in the sand: a fragile figure in a blue dressing-gown, all +frilled and embroidered like the pictures in the paper. She looked more +forlorn than frightened; forlorn and pathetic. + +"Is it warm enough?" said the doctor, as he entered. "Your dress, I +mean. There's a storm on, and it generally brings rain." + +"It is flannel," she answered, and he nodded. + +There was no excitement, no heroics. Only that. That, and the writing +on the sand, and her forlornness--the forlornness of a delicate Dresden +shepherdess set to drive a flock of real sheep to the shambles. But the +needlessness, the pity of it, made Dr. Dillon set his teeth. + +"Eugene will be here directly with Gladys," she said. "We thought it +best not to wake her, and he said we had better start at once; for you +see I can't walk nearly so fast as he does." + +There was no trace of fear in her voice, but there was none of +resistance either, and she turned at the door to look back with an +almost reproachful acquiescence. + +"Poor room," she said softly, "it seems so strange--such a pity; but I +suppose it can't be helped." She turned to the darkness again with a +little shiver, and went on, "Vincent sent the wire, I suppose." + +"I didn't ask," replied Dr. Dillon curtly; then, repenting him, added, +"I suppose so. He will be here directly I expect. And--and we will all +take care of you and Gladys, as long as we can. You know that; and we +can't do more--can we?" + +She smiled quite tenderly. "Of course you will. And I am really not a +bit afraid--except of being in the way." + +She seemed to accept the necessity of this; perhaps rightly. For the +storm itself was no joke in these desert stretches, where the sand rose +in choking clouds, yet left enough to make each step a toil. Muriel +stumbled along breathlessly, but so slowly that, when her husband +joined them, striding along with Gladys, still sleeping, wrapped in a +blanket in his arms, the doctor bade them come at their leisure and +wait until he gave the signal before entering, then ran on swiftly to +the gaol. For there was no time to lose; though, on the other hand, +there was very little to be done. The less the better, if his plan was +to be successful; since that involved the utmost quiet, and the keeping +of the prisoners from all knowledge of what was going on as long as +possible. + +As he faced the choking darkness, the hot blasts of causeless wind, +blowing all ways at once, George Dillon reckoned up his chances fairly. +The storm would certainly make it easier to keep such knowledge from +those within, and make it more difficult for those without to establish +communication with the former. So far, good. On the other hand, no +amount of the light at his command would enable him to see, even from +his coign of vantage on the gateway roof, what was going on, either +outside or inside. And darkness was the diggers' best friend; while +digging was the recognized enemy of mud walls. Especially of those +inside walls which divided the gaol into sections. Yet the best, the +only chance of keeping the prisoners quiet, lay in preserving their +segregation into companies. + +For the gaol was of the cart-wheel pattern. That is, a huge circle of +outside wall, thick as an earthwork, the felloes of the wheel, as it +were. Then a small central cylinder of brick, like a lime kiln, the +nave of the wheel, as it were. Between these two the spokes. Spokes of +twelve feet high mud wall, dividing the whole into seven wedges of +prison, absolutely distinct, blank, aperture-less, save for one heavily +stanchioned door in the apex of each wedge, leading into the central +tower. Exit or entry was therefore impossible to six of these wedges, +except through the tower; that is the citadel, the key, as it were, of +the gaol proper. + +The seventh wedge, however, gave, at its wider end, on the +entrance-gate, which was a square, semi-fortified building, pierced by +a tunnel, gated at each end, and further protected by an outside yard, +or roofless porch, also gated. The inmost of these three gates opened +on to a small courtyard, and this narrowed again into an alley which +gave access to the central tower. Briefly then the whole gaol consisted +of six wedges opening, by a door in their narrow end, into the central +cylinder; and a seventh wedge split in two by an alley leading between +high mud walls from the gateway to that central tower; the key to the +position. + +In the two halves of the split wedge lay the warders' barracks, the +solitary cells, the cook rooms, the hospital; and the entry to these +was by a door on either side of the little courtyard, just beyond the +inner gate. From the corner of this, also, rose the outside stair +leading to the roof of the square, brick gateway. + +Thus the fifteen hundred prisoners were broken up into companies of +about two hundred each, and were absolutely without possibility of +communication so long as the central tower was in the hands of +authority. Unless there was time to undermine the mud walls, and tools, +also, wherewith to work. Of these, however, there were none in the +gaol. Nothing, even, that could be used to take their place, except in +that seventh section which held the executive of the gaol; and there +Dr. Dillon meant to leave no hands to use them, if he could compass it. + +As he pulled up to regain his breath before walking up to the gate and +giving the countersign, the whole place lay quiet and dark. So far, +good. There was the risk, however, of the plot being known, and of the +sentry refusing him entrance. It was not, however, and the next moment, +calmly as if he was merely on one of his not infrequent rounds of +unexpected night inspections, Dr. Dillon passed from the outer porch to +the tunnel, and told the sentry at the inner gate to light the lamp in +the little office room to one side. + +"Call the superintendent," he said to the first man, "and you can tell +him I am going to inspect the solitary cells." + +He added this because he knew it would give time, since the +superintendent would be sure to give a private look round, first, to +see all was in order, and remove possible traces of tobacco or +opium,--those luxuries out of which so much money can be made by gaol +officials. + +No sooner, however, had the first sentry gone through the door to the +left section, than he sent the second one on a similar message to the +right, where the hospital lay. Then, the coast being clear, he rapidly +unlocked the private safe in the office which held his set of keys in +case of accidents, and locked both the right and left doors. Secure for +a moment, therefore, from interruption, he ran outside, saw that the +tool rooms, etc., were closed, gave the signal to Eugene Smith, hurried +the refugees up the stairs; and then, after unlocking the two doors +again on his way back to the office, sat down in his usual chair and +began to look over a register. + +He was engaged in this calm occupation when, a minute or two after, the +native superintendent--a big, dignified person, in a blatant undress +due largely to his bulk--arrived breathless. + +"_Darogah-jee!_" began Dr. Dillon, instantly, and the mere tone of the +title made the man quiver, "I've had constantly to complain of the +tobacco and opium smuggling that is going on among the warders, and I +mean to stop it. I've had information to-night which will clinch +the business. So take the night guard, rouse every warder, bring +everyone here, even those on guard in the sections--the hospital +orderlies--everyone, in fact, who is free to go out of the gaol. They +are to come at once. No time allowed for arrangements. If they are not +all here in five minutes I shall think you are in league with the +smugglers." + +The _darogah's_ fat flesh shook, yet he winked as he went off. If the +doctor-_sahib_ expected to find anything in this fashion except, maybe, +a smell of the forbidden drugs, he was mistaken. On such a night, too, +when the dust was in everyone's eyes. Well! it might have been worse; +for, though he knew nothing definitely of any plot, he could not fail +to know that there was more to excite men in the gaol, that night, than +tobacco or opium! So he went about his summons with a sigh of relief, +and before the five minutes were over had his posse of minor officials +together, including a file of unfettered prisoners, with good conduct +badges, who were used as gang leaders. He himself finally coming down +the alley, with a stupendous bunch of keys, followed by the little +group of night warders he had collected from the other sections. + +"All here?" asked Dr. Dillon, lighting a cigar. "The register, please, +_darogah_. They will answer to their names, pass out through the wicket +into the porch, and stay there until I've tallied the lot. I'm going to +have it _pakka_[11] this time." + +Some of the men grinned, some looked uneasy, and some few frowned; but +all obeyed, though they cuddled themselves into their blankets as they +slipped through the wicket, and faced the whirling, swirling storm in +the open porch, the doors of which were barred, not solid. + +"Kishen Rao?" came Dr. Dillon's voice, after a long series of names, +followed by brief "_presents!_" and swift exits. There was no answer. +He turned to the _darogah_ for explanation. + +"Absent!" explained the latter, timorously. + +A little more decision might have saved him the quick question, "With +or without leave?" + +"_Huzoor_" palpitated the fat man, "he went out to bathe in the Holy +Pool by permission this morning. He is of the utmost sobriety. A +Brahmin, promoted by your Honour to, as your Honour knows, general head +ward-keeper. He is not to be suspected." + +"Leave till 5 P.M.," commented the doctor, looking over the register. +"Mark him down absent without leave. Go on." + +So, rapidly, the last man ducked under the wicket. + +"Is that the lot?" + +"Everyone, Protector of the Poor," protested the burly official, with +smiles. "The prison is empty of the unfettered." + +"Then let it remain so for the present," said Dr. Dillon, coolly, as he +stepped forward, closed the wicket, slid the bolt to its place, and +turned on the _darogah_, all in one swift sequence. + +"Now, then!" he went on sharply, "you and I have to settle a bit of +business. Your keys--" he took out a revolver, and laid it on the table +beside him--"every key you have; duplicates, triplicates, everything! +I'm going to keep this gaol myself for a bit. Do you understand?" + +"_Huzoor!_" bleated the man, helplessly, putting his big bunch on the +table. + +Dr. Dillon smiled sarcastically. "Won't do, my friend. I want the lot +by the list. Where's the register?" + +When it came he ticked them off rapidly by it. "Sections B and C, +warder's duplicate; where's that?" he asked. + +The official grew green. "Kishen Rao--" he began--"but he is of the +utmost--" + +Dr. Dillon turned on him like lightning. "You're a damned scoundrel, +sir! What else is missing?" He ran over the rest swiftly, then looked +up suddenly with a scowl that made the man literally collapse. "So +that's it, is it? Duplicate of B and C sections missing, and duplicate +of the alley doors. A pretty little game!" he laughed sardonically. + +"Kishen Rao--" gurgled the _darogah_--"by your Honour's promotion--of +the utmost--" + +"But it won't play, my friend; it won't play!" went on the doctor, with +a curious elation. "I hold the thirteenth trump, now. You go in +there,"--he pointed to an inner store-room behind the slip of an +office; a windowless place, pitch dark, where the clothes in which the +prisoners arrived awaited their release in piles--"and thank your stars +you're in such good quarters." + +All but that brief order, "You go in there," was spoken in English, as +a sort of outlet for the intense satisfaction which was filling him at +his own success,--_so far_. + +The next minute he had turned the key on the _darogah_, and was up the +stairs calling Eugene Smith in a low voice to come down and help to +bolt and bar; but to come as quietly as he could. + +"I've got rid of the lot," he said joyously, after he had explained the +position in a few rapid words; "there isn't a soul in this section +except the solitary cellers--who, of course, are ironed--a few sick +people, and the assistant surgeon; but _baboo-jee_ is an agnostic, and +is so confoundedly afraid of the possibility of a future life that he +may be trusted to go into green collapse if he hears a shot fired." + +So, rapidly, the two men set to work, undisturbed by more than a +protesting "_Huzoor_, what shall we do?" from the posse outside the +first gate, and a low knocking at the wicket. + +There were double doors here, however, and of the sort which it would +need time to negotiate, without powder. + +"They will hold out for an hour, at least," said the doctor; "then +there will be the inner one, and after that the alley door--unless--" +he remembered Kishen Rao, and frowned. That was the only weak spot in +his armour. "We can count on an hour and a half, at least," he +continued, carefully allowing for the worst; "longer, perhaps. Now +then, Smith, for the toughest job! I've got a couple of crowbars here. +Those first six steps--eight if we can--of the stairs must come down. +There aren't enough of us to hold them." + +So, for fully a quarter of an hour, no sound was heard above the +curious vibration of the storm except the grinding and crushing of the +bricks as they were rapidly eased out, one by one, from the mud mortar. +The light of one of the office lamps, set on the ground, showed by that +time a sheer drop of eight or ten feet, and Eugene Smith, working +above, jammed his crowbar into a crevice of the wall against which the +steps clung like a swallow's nest, and gave Dr. Dillon, who had been +working below, a rope and a hand up. + +The latter set down the keys and the lamp he had brought up with him, +and deliberately dusted the knees of his trousers. + +"There, that's done," he said. "Couldn't be better." + +"Yes, it seems pretty safe," assented Eugene Smith, a trifle dubiously. + +"Safe!" echoed the doctor, enthusiastically, "I haven't felt so safe +for the last fortnight. Hullo! what's that?" + +That was a sudden bugle-call. The doctor's face fell. "What, already! I +didn't expect relief so soon. However, it can't be helped. I'll just go +up and tell Dering what I've done, so that he may be prepared for the +locked out ones!" + +He took the light in his hand and crossed to the outer parapet. + +"Hello, Dering!" he began, peering down. Then a couple of shots whizzed +past his head and he ducked. At the same moment, as if roused by the +concussion, the first crackling thunderclap of the dust-storm, sounding +muffled through the thick air, followed like a roll-call, and +reverberated dully, sluggishly, through the black darkness. + +When it passed, Dr. Dillon's voice rose quietly. + +"There will be no relief, Smith; those are the troopers, and they're +against us. So now--we've got it to ourselves, Smith, for some time." + +There was a certain satisfaction at the monopoly in his voice. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + THE SEARCH-LIGHT + + +The sound of those two shots greeted Vincent Dering as, after infinite +difficulty, owing to the darkness, the fitful gusts of wind, and the +sand-banks, he drew up the canoe against what he knew must be the high +bank below the off-take of the canal. + +It had only been by trusting the stream to guide him, and refraining at +times from the use of his paddle, that he had managed to steer his way +at all. + +So he knew he was late; felt, indeed, that he must be too late to use +his influence with the men, and yet, despite this knowledge, a keen +disappointment filled him when those shots proved him to be so; since +by long experience he knew that once open resistance began, there could +be no more question of words. + +What then, was there for him to do? + +If he, in his light canoe, helped, wherever possible, by every atom of +strength his arms possessed, had taken so long to come down that mile +or two of stream, the raft could not possibly arrive for another half +hour. + +He could not sit still for half an hour; he felt, indeed, as if he +could not sit still for half a minute. A passion to act, to sweep away +the past, to forget, was upon him. He had had time during his strange +journey--so often idle perforce--to realize his position; time to piece +the still stranger events preceding his journey into a reasonable +sequence; so that he had, by now, arrived at a fairly accurate guess as +to the cause of much, that, when it happened, had seemed causeless. + +For instance, Laila's dress, "_given her by someone_." That, joined to +the knowledge that she was connected with the late Nawab's family, of +which Roshan Khân might with justice claim the headship, had brought +the latter's action within the bounds of credibility. Jealousy! +revenge! these were potent causes. Laila, then, must have been playing +with Roshan's pretensions. Playing like a child with a toy; playing, +rather, like a woman who hesitates at nothing for the sake of the man +she loves. And she had hesitated at nothing; not even at this, to give +him pleasure, to make things match with his passion! The thought, the +remembrance, made him for a moment feel inclined to fling up his hands, +and let the canoe take him where it chose; take him down stream +utterly. Then a half choking, yet wholly strenuous desire to escape +from the whole story, a wild instinctive effort for a more wholesome +atmosphere, like that of a drowning man for a breath of fresh air, had +sent the canoe bounding on _his_ way; _his_ way and none other's, in +swift obedience. With a rush, he had grasped that there was more in +life--that he had allowed himself to be a slave! But that was past,--he +would shake himself together--he would forget the thraldom of sex--and +he would forget the past. + +Yet, as he cast about in his mind for the best method of applying the +half hour's leisure, the remembrance of a woman came to him, as if to +mock at his resolution. Muriel, and dear little Gladys who called him +"Derin' darling"; where were they? His eyes grew soft in the +remembrance, stern at the probability of their being in danger. Why had +he not thought of it before? How could he ever have paused, wondering +what to do? + +He set the red light, which he had taken from the fateful balcony, +carefully in the canoe--though, even should some gust of the rising +wind not blow the light out, it could scarcely be of any use in that +outer darkness--as a signal to the raft should it, by an off chance, +drift past in his absence, then struck across the sand in the direction +in which he knew the Smiths' bungalow must lie; that was, a little to +the rear of the gaol. + +The storm, as he faced it, was so fierce that the doubt rose inevitably +if an unwieldy raft could make way against it. If so, then there would +be no help. The only thing would be to defend himself and others until +the end came; the end which would at least end the past. + +He had almost to feel his way, the darkness was so intense. It was a +relief to stumble against something which he knew must be the low mud +fence of Muriel's garden; that garden in which she tried to defy +Providence, and rear English flowers. He knew his feet must be crushing +her treasures as he passed on towards a faint glow, a red glow. But +everything that was not the blackness of outer darkness to-night seemed +red--blood red. + +A minute after, with a vast relief at the silence, the solitude, he was +in Muriel's pretty drawing-room. The pink-shaded lamp was still alight, +showing red through the fog of dust. He passed to it instinctively, and +as he did so, noticed the writing on the table. But many an earth-atom +had fallen on that confession of ignorance since George Dillon had made +it idly, and so, as Vincent Dering bent quickly to see if by chance it +was some message left for those who might come after, he also had to +frown and say, "God knows!" + +Was it possible that Eugene and his wife were still asleep? The doors +stood open, but that was to be expected at that season of the year, +unless someone had been awake to close them against the storm. He must +make sure, however. + +But there was no one to be found in any of the rooms. It occurred to +him, then, that they must have taken refuge in the gaol, and he told +himself he was a fool not to have thought of that before. Dillon would, +of course, have seen to that. He, Vincent, might have remembered so +much, at least; might have remembered that he himself was not the only +slave. Then he gave an odd, bitter little laugh. Was it never possible +to get beyond a woman's apron-strings? + +And here he was wasting time over the question, when he ought to be +doing something better. + +But what? + +Go back and wait for the raft, or on to the gaol? There was a big +tamarisk tree at the end of the garden. Only two days before he had +pointed it out to Muriel and said that an active man accustomed to +_trapeze_ work might swing himself from it astride the high mud wall of +the gaol, and so gain the roof of the gate. Dillon had denied it; and +she had said, laughingly, that no one ever tried to break into a gaol, +only out of one. + +Curious; still, if it had only been light, it would have been worth the +risking. But it was impossible now in the dark. + +So, suddenly, a remembrance came to him. The search-light! + +Was it only last night he had been dining here, in this house, after +bringing Muriel home from the Mission, where they had seen that huge +ray piercing the shadows? Was it only yesterday that he had listened to +Eugene's lamentations over his unused electricity, which was sure, he +said, to vanish into space from his rude contrivances. Was it only +yesterday that, in obedience to that pathetic look of martyrdom on +Muriel's face, which still seemed--to one part of Vincent's nature--to +call for instant sympathy, he had, to appease the honest inventor, +shown an interest in search-lights which was purely fictitious, and +learned a variety of facts about buttons and stop-cocks? And had all +this happened yesterday on purpose that to-day, when he was in need of +light-- + +He was up on the roof with the thought. If only the blessed thing had +go enough for that! As he picked his way rapidly through the litter, +three or four cigar-ends, a half-finished whiskey-and-soda, seen by the +flash of the hurricane lantern he had sought out and lit, told him that +Eugene must have been at work over his new toy till late. So much the +better for his chance--for everybody's chance; since a signal like that +might make all the difference to the raft; all the difference to Dillon +in the gaol-- + + +George Dillon was, indeed, beginning to realize this himself. His +almost triumphant mood had passed; it had come home to him that the +unexpected revelation of the troopers' complicity in the plot, whatever +it was, had changed the whole aspect of affairs. Now, there was no +question of keeping the gaol quiet until help should arrive. He was +face to face, now, with the fact that he must not rely on any aid at +all. What had really happened, he could not guess. For all he knew, the +troopers and pioneers might have risen and killed their officers, +killed everybody who would be likely to help. His aim, now, was to sell +his life, and--and hers--as dearly as he could; but in the dead +darkness, like a rat in a hole, what could be done? Except wait--wait +for the walls to be dug through, the gates to be mined, that poor eight +or ten feet drop at the foot of the stairs scaled. Then a rush, still +in the dark, and--the greatest Darkness of all! + +Not even the chance of a shot; and he had plenty of ammunition. It +would at least have passed the time to take pot-shots at the devils; +and though these would have brought retaliation, there would have been +no need for exposure. The parapet walls were high enough, and properly +loopholed. + +So, for a few minutes, he sat almost sullenly beside those, for whom +alone he now felt responsible, in the little turret, which, as is +always the case in India, rose at one corner of the flat roof giving +fair shelter for the time. In his first hurried recognition, which had +come with the shots, that not help but attack lay outside, he had blown +out his light, fearing lest Eugene Smith might also be exposed to +similar attentions; so it was pitch dark. And the now almost constant +reverberations, which seemed to send the sand-laden air in pulse-beats +on your face, deadened all other sounds into vague confusion. But he +knew that the warders within the porch, the troopers without, were +trying to force the barred gate. That would not take long; though the +two doors blocking the ends of the tunnel would be a tougher job. + +And he heard, closer at hand, a sleepy whimper from the child, a low +comforting from a mother's voice. + +The sound made him set his teeth. + +God! if there was only light to kill withal. + +And then, in a second, as if by a miracle, it came. A great flood of +shining light, contemptuous, at that short distance, even of that outer +darkness. For it was electricity against electricity; a house divided +against itself. + +The first thing he saw by it was that fragile figure in its dainty blue +frills, a child's golden head; and so, naturally, the next instant +found his hand on a rifle. + +"The search-light! by all that's lucky! Well! everyone has not been +killed, anyhow," cried Eugene Smith. + +"Killed," echoed Dr. Dillon, savagely. "No one has been killed yet, but +it won't be long before they are." + +It was not; for a trooper engaged in staring stupidly at the velvety +black circle out of which the intruding light seemed to spring, +suddenly threw up his hands, swirled round, and fell face upwards in a +crumpled heap. + +There was an instant's scare in the crowd, in that hundred and fifty or +more of troopers and conspirators, thrown into black and white relief, +like a shadow pantomime, about the outer gate. Then the startled +murmurs of "the light--the _Dee-puk-râg_" which were passing from lip +to lip, changed into a yell. + +The fight had begun in earnest. + +"Shoot straight," remarked Dr. Dillon, a few minutes after, "we shan't +have such a good chance long. The gate is almost gone. Then most of the +game will be out of range--too close to the wall. And once they get +into the tunnel we shall have to sound _cease firing_ until they come +out on the other side; but then we ought to do decent damage, if the +prisoners don't get at us first." He paused, and shot on steadily till, +with a hoarse shout, the attackers surged inwards. Then he laid his +rifle aside, remarking that it would be as well to keep an eye +gaolwards, in case of complications. + +So far as could be seen in that curious chequering of dense darkness +and sharp glittering light; light which was palpably an intruder, which +seemed absolutely apart from the things it showed--even from the +dust-atoms--there was none as yet. At least the uppermost portion of +that vast wheel of wall stood out, perfect, unbroken. The roof of the +Smiths' bungalow, where the light stood, being, however, but little +higher than these walls, much of what lay below in the sections +themselves was necessarily hidden in shadow; especially on the side +nearest the light. But the narrow alley leading up to the central +tower, being in straight line with the ray, showed clear as daylight, +save just under the citadel itself. So did most of the little +courtyard, with its doors opening to the right and left. George Dillon +gave a sigh of satisfaction at the sight, since, whether the foe +elected--when once inside the gates--to rush the roof, or press on to +liberate the prisoners by those six doors in the round tower, there +would be fair chance of a good bag, for a straight shot! + +Or, even if the convalescents in hospital were to set free the +solitary-cell convicts--a contingency which had occurred to him too +late for any plan of minimizing the danger--and were to swarm into the +courtyard to help against the last gate (which, of course, was partly +barred from the inside), he could settle their hash also. And that, +now, was his one idea. The idea of all brave men when they find +themselves in a tight place--to kill before being killed. + +As yet, however, there was no sign of life even within the vast wheel, +with its rims and spokes of light, its centre of shadow. It lay dim, +curiously still behind the dust-atoms that danced in the ray, like +motes in a sunbeam. + +There was not a sound, not a sign within. Only the tumult of voices, +the intermittent shots without, rising above the dull, muffled hum in +the air. + +Stay! that was something. Half way round the circle, where the shadow +of the tall tamarisk tree in the Smiths' garden cut a jagged gap in the +white rim of wall, there was some change, something that had not been +there a moment ago. + +The gap had moved; had changed place and form, though for a time the +air was still with one of those breathless, suffocating pauses, when +the dust above seems to sink on the dust below, and fill one's very +lungs. And now the gap was back again, as it had been before. But it +had left something clinging for a second to the wall like a limpet: the +next astride it safely. + +"Reach me over my rifle, Smith," said the doctor, briefly; "there's a +brute trying to sniggle along the wall; must have come up that tree in +your garden. Wish I'd taken Dering's advice and cut it down. Thanks! I +don't want to take my eye off him, for fear he means to drop into a +section. I'll shoot, if that seems his game; if not, I'll wait till he +comes closer." + +He leant over the parapet, waiting. Just below him, the inner wall of +the gate against which the stair clung, and which was prolonged into +the turret where Muriel and the child were sheltering, joined the +circular outside wall of the gaol. The man, thought Dr. Dillon, +trusting to their being occupied in front, must be trying to steal a +march on them, slip down the stair, and take them in the rear. There +was plenty of time to prevent that, however. + +Muriel Smith, roused by the sound of Vincent's name from the sort of +lethargy into which she had fallen,--since she was not wanted either by +her husband or the doctor,--rose to her knees and peered over the +parapet cautiously. + +"From the tree in the garden," she said, dreamily. "Yes! I remember. +You said it couldn't be done, and I said no one would ever want to do +it, and he said he could--" she paused, and gave a little cry--"It is +Vincent himself!" she gasped; "don't shoot, doctor! It's Vincent! I +know it! I feel it! I knew he would come, if he could! Vincent! +Vincent!" + +"What's up?" asked Eugene, still firing steadily at all that was to be +seen. + +"Only your wife says the man is Captain Dering; and--and, by Jove! I +believe she is right." + +"Of course I'm right," she sobbed, half hysterically--"I knew he would +come--I knew he wouldn't leave me to die alone!" + +Eugene Smith laid down his rifle, and crawled over in cover +deliberately, with an odd look on his face. + +"Yes! that's Dering; plucky fellow. He's swung himself up. I always +knew he was a nailing gymnast." + +There was no grudge in his voice, only a curious challenge as he looked +at his wife, then laid his big hand on her shoulder. "Keep more down, +please--your head's showing. He'll get here, all right, never fear; +we'll lower a rope to him when he comes alongside." + +"But I would rather look--I'd rather see _anything_ happen--" she moaned; +"it seems so unkind not to watch--not to be there--with him--" She was +shivering all over, the patient self-control, the steady acquiescence +even in her own danger which had been hers till then, gone utterly. + +George Dillon felt a great pity, a vast impatience. + +"So you were right, Smith," he broke in hastily, to cover her sudden +break down. "They aren't killed; now we shall have a chance of knowing +what's at the bottom of all this foolery!" + +But when, five minutes later, Vincent Dering reached the roof in +safety, the doctor felt vaguely that the explanations only added to the +general incomprehensibility; and that something was being kept back. +What, he asked impatiently, had started the show? + +Of course there were plots. Pidar Narâyan knew of them, but, as such +things generally did, they had seemed abortive. What, then, had upset +the apple-cart? + +Vincent gave a gesture of despair. "What does it matter?" he cried. "We +can think of that--if we _can_ think--when it's over! And if we +can't--what does it matter?" + +"You can bet your bottom dollar on one thing," said Eugene, who, in +this pause for a council of war, was methodically loading various +weapons for future use. "It is either the sex, or sin. This world would +be a paradise of peace if people didn't want virtue or vice,--I don't +say which is which, mind you." He spoke suddenly, harshly; and once +more George Dillon came to the rescue. + +"As Dering says, it doesn't matter. But the fact that the pioneers are +staunch, and may be expected before long, alters our tactics a bit, +Smith. We must husband our ammunition, and stick on as long as +possible--don't you think so, Dering?" + +Vincent, kindly always, had stooped to take little Gladys, who had +crept over to him, in his arms; and now the child, her arms round his +neck, was cuddling close to him. "I'm so glad oo's come, Derin' +darlin'," she whispered. "And so's mum--aren't 'oo, dearest?" + +Vincent unclasped the soft, little, clinging hands almost resentfully, +and pulled himself together. + +"Yes!" he said briefly, "we've got to hold out. So it will be better to +reserve ourselves, and try to keep the gaol itself quiet. It will take +the brutes some time to force those gates unless they get help from +within, and then there is the alley, and the doors. Still, we shall +want every minute; for, unless the storm lessens, Carlyon will scarcely +get the raft here before dawn. It was awful on the river." + + +It was, indeed. + +Even Am-ma had lost himself utterly, while Lance, after paddling, and +drifting, and shouting after a dozen false hopes, was still as far from +finding the raft as ever. + +What could have become of it? Had it started sooner than he had +expected, and passed down before he had found Vincent? Or had it never +started at all? Had the men, after he left, turned round on _her?_ + +This fear had come to him early in his search, and he had felt inclined +then and there to paddle back to the Fort, and satisfy himself it was +not so. But the thought of her face, if he allowed care for her to +cause delay, had kept him to his task steadily, till he could no longer +doubt that something had gone wrong. + +But what? And what was he to do? + +Then, in a flash, had come back her words after she had bidden him +think hard. "You must go down to the spit, cut across it by the mission +house, get round, if you can, to the police camp." + +That had been her verdict, involving her being left to take her chance. + +And now either the raft, the relief for the gaol, had started, or it +had not. If the former, he might, of course, by a stern chase overtake +it; but Erda was there and Vincent would meet her; they could do +without him. But if it had _not_ started, what then? Then matters were +exactly as they had been, when she had bidden him leave her. + +So, with a feeling that, if this were so, he cared little what +happened, he steered, so far as he could judge, for the sand-banks of +the spit to the right. + +Am-ma, on the contrary, steered instinctively to the left, towards the +high bank, the deepest stream. It would at least float his logs to +their destination, and that was something. Kings had come and gone, and +battles had been won and lost, but the logs had always had to go down +the river, whatever happened. + +And among the men, also, an apathy seemed to have settled, as they +drifted on and on in the dark. Erda, crouching in a dry spot beside the +ammunition, alert to the uttermost for the least hint of Lance, +realized this from the very tone of their voices as they talked under +their breath to each other. She felt instinctively that the inaction, +the darkness, the lack of a leader, were lessening the value of those +twenty men each minute. + +If Lance would only turn up! What could have become of him? The time +seemed interminable; she felt sure that they must already have drifted +past the gaol; she began to wonder if Am-ma was not playing false. For +the darkness, the uncertainty, had its grip on her also. It was like +some horrid nightmare, to drift on and on, hearing the muffled drumming +of the storm, feeling the strange vibration in the air, the sharp sand +tingling on your face, and to know nothing--nothing at all, save that +you were there. + +"Am-ma!" she cried sharply, at last, certain of but one thing, that she +must act,--"I believe we have passed the gaol; steer to the right, do +you hear?" + +A laugh, not exactly insolent, but tolerant, came from the group of +men. "Tis easy to give orders, Missy-_baba_," said a voice; "but not so +easy to obey them, when the Lord is against your side, and sends +darkness!" + +Erda's heart gave a great throb, not of fear, but comprehension. That +was the beginning; a minute or two more and these men would be out of +hand. + +"Am-ma!" she called again, "do what I tell you. Remember the child! +Remember we have the _Dee-puk-râg_." + +Another laugh came from the men. "If you have the _Dee-puk-râg_, send +it now. We need light, for sure, and--" + +The voice ended in a gasp-- + +For it was there! A long ray of light, showing them that they were, +indeed, just opposite the gaol. + +"Am-ma!" came Erda's voice again, and there was a hush and yet a +triumph in it, "to the right--steer to the right." + +The raft edged slowly towards the ray, but the soldiers still crouched +inactive; awed, yet not certain. + +Then suddenly that quick crack of George Dillon's first shot echoed +over the river, then the yell, then the answering shots. + +And following on their heels rapidly came a stir among those crouching +figures, and one of them stood up excitedly--"It has begun!--see you, +Prag! Lehna, give the boatman a hand! Lo! do as the Miss-_baba_ bade +thee, quickly, son of a pig! Steer for the light--they have begun!" + +Erda gave a sigh of relief. _That_ danger was over. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + BEYOND THE SHADOW + + +The fact that the quarrel had begun did not, however, have the same +effect upon Roshan Khân. + +In the first tempest of rage and hate which the sight of Laila and +Vincent in the balcony had roused in him he had simply let himself go. +He had not thought at all. Had his revolver held other cartridges, he +would have gone on shooting at Vincent, Pidar Narâyan, at everybody, +till he could shoot no more. He had run _â-mak_; that curious phase of +the Oriental mind when once it oversteps the hard and fast lines of +custom in which it moves and breathes and has its being. + +The very fact that his revolver did not contain more possibilities for +death, that he had no other weapon, emphasized his wild revolt. + +He was helpless--impotent--before these strangers, who had stolen +everything! Everything, save bare existence. This thought, as he burst +into the open, into the lurid darkness of the new-come storm, had made +him laugh bitterly; for it was only that bare existence which _he_ +wished to steal! They might keep the rest; but _that_ he would claim +from them somehow, in fair exchange. + +The time was ripe for such exchange too,--for fair exchange. (The +epithet "fair" haunted him, trying to still the keen remorse for that +shot in the dark; for one part of him knew it to have been cowardly.) +Yes! this useless plot, with foolish mischief hidden in its heart, to +which he had just been listening with loyal intent to frustrate it, +could be made to serve his purpose without delay. His men would follow +him anywhere. He had but to say the word--the word so many of them +wanted. Then, those thieves of all that made life worth living would +learn a lesson. They would fight and win, of course; but the lesson +that without such men as he--men whom they thwarted and repressed at +every turn--they could not rely upon their regiments, would have to be +learnt. And in the learning, one thief would learn something else. + +So, without more thought than this desperate clashing of jealousy and +despair, he had dashed through the crowd of pilgrims who were waiting +for the dawn, gone back to the Fort, and given the word. + +In the excitement which followed, spreading swiftly from his own, he +had not--and it was typical of the man that he did not--forget Lance +Carlyon's friendliness; a more equal friendliness than that of most. +There was no need to drag him into the quarrel, the more so because the +disloyalty of the Sikh pioneers was doubtful. They might complicate +matters at the beginning. So he had locked and barred them into the +inner courtyard, out of the way. + +But Captain Dering, he knew, was outside! Let him be alone with his +troopers, as he, Roshan would be alone with them! Let them both try +their influence; let them try conclusions on these terms. That was but +fair. + +This first step, however, necessitated others. The original plot, with +its waiting for the dawn, its cumbrous mechanism of keys, and pilgrims, +and God knows what, was not to his liking. He meant to fight. And if, +as the conspirators had asserted, some of the warders were friends hand +and foot, his men could crack the nut of the gaol in half an hour. The +sooner the better. + +Pidar Narâyan, he knew, had recognized him, and he was a fox for +wiliness. Then, Captain Dering must be after him even now. And +Dillon-_sahib_ might be on the alert any time. So the _coup de main_ +must come at once. As to what might follow, that might be after the +fashion of Meerut in '57, or not. Who could tell the end of anything? +The beginning would be an opportunity for fair fight between him and a +thief. Once more the epithet "fair" scorched and shrivelled him with +vague remorse, not for Laila--she was but a woman, a woman who had +played him false and who deserved the worst--but for that shot in the +dark. + +For there were two Roshans, warring fiercely in heart and brain. + +Then, after his mad, reckless ride to the gaol, the first realities had +come to him in the sight of Dr. Dillon, standing with the light in his +hand to welcome friends; and in the sound of those two snap-shots +proclaiming foes. + +Why? The question had come swiftly. What quarrel had he with Dr. +Dillon? Or with Eugene Smith, whose tall, gaunt figure showed behind +the other? Eugene Smith, who must have brought his wife, his child, +with him! + +The horror, the terror of what might come, swept through the quondam +prize pupil of a mission school; the horror, the terror, in the +remembrance of the Great Mutiny, which is, alas! a legacy of wrong to +young India. Which ties her hand and foot; which makes those who are +worthy of the name shrink instinctively from anything which may rouse +the underlying savagery--the unavoidable savagery--of their countrymen. + +Could he hold his troopers? Could he be sure? He had come to curse. Was +it too late to bless? + +Then the memory of Laila--the whole hateful tale which was +irrevocable--struck him hopeless. He was damned utterly; he could not +escape. + +He sat rigid as a statue on his horse for a second; then with a wild +fury gave the orders for his troopers to dismount and force the gates. + +"Your slaves, _Nawab-sahib!_" had come the answer, making him smile +proudly. _That_, at any rate, could not be stolen from him _now_. _Now_ +he could fight and die in what should have been his real position. + +Yet, once more, when the search-light had come to throw that group of +excited men hacking and hewing at doors closed by authority into +significant black-and-white relief, that doubt had returned; that +desire to be on the side, once more, of men like Dr. Dillon, whose bold +resolve to be alone responsible for his gaol, which the warder's tale +revealed, filled him with admiration. + +But that sudden throwing up of a trooper's hands, that sidelong stumble +into death, had left Roshan cruel as death itself; for the man thus +killed had been to him as a brother. + +So he had gone on with a fresh impulse towards revenge, and for a time +found forgetfulness in the excitement, the action. For though the first +gate, that one giving on the open sort of porch, had yielded, almost at +once, to the troopers outside and the warders within, the second, +barring the arched tunnel, was a tougher job. It was not until this had +given way, and the attacking party were completely sheltered from the +fire of the little garrison on the roof, that there was leisure for +that thought to return: "What am I doing? Why am I doing it?" + +No man, it may be said broadly, ever fights without feeling that the +battle is an appeal to a tribunal beyond himself, and Roshan did not +feel this. Then the remembrance of the woman, the child, upstairs came +persistently, burdened by the weight of that past tragedy which, in +India, it is impossible to forget. And this was a woman who had always +been courteous to him, a child to whom he had given toys. + +What was he doing? + +The men were at work on the last, the strongest gate, with every tool +they could find. Not many, for Dr. Dillon's forethought had left them +before barred doors everywhere. The delay had already been great; would +be greater. They must be close now on the lines of the original plot, +at which Roshan had laughed, for the dawn was showing faintly--a mere +promise of light to come--in the east. And the storm was passing. The +dull reverberations of faint thunder were lost now in the cries, the +blows of those at work trying to batter down the iron bars. + +A sudden distaste--more than regret or repentance--came to Roshan as he +stood silent, watching blow after blow; a sudden doubt. + +Which was the right? No man worth calling a man ever fights for +anything else; every man worth calling one fights for that. But which +was right? Those men, hacking and hewing, or the little garrison +upstairs? + +There were no such searchings of heart there, at any rate; no question +as to what they were doing, though at that exact moment they were +engaged in the trivial occupation of drinking tea. + +Muriel Smith had made it, at Dr. Dillon's suggestion, against this very +pause; this "_cease firing_" which he had foreseen. And in the making +of it she had used a continental tea-basket which more than once had +been her companion on the Brindisi _route_. Dr. Dillon had laid hands +on it in his foraging, and as she had boiled the kettle, the rush and +roar of a train racing through the peaceful French champaignes had +seemed to be in her ears, instead of that rush and roar of blows and +shouting which was now rising from every part of the gaol; though the +prisoners were still helpless for evil in their sections. + +So the three men, haggard, anxious, drank their tea in silence, +hastily; yet with a curious insistence, as if the triviality gave them +a hold on things familiar, things beyond this midsummer-night's dream +of madness. But the child chattered as she munched a biscuit; chattered +of the charms of this strange picnic on the "_woof, in the dark with +oo's nighty an' s'ippers only_." + +The unconscious little voice struck a chill to the men's hearts, but +the woman smiled, as mothers can do when they wish to guard that +blessed unconsciousness to the last; the unconsciousness of which they +are guardians by right. + +"We are doing as well as could be expected," remarked Dr. Dillon, +suddenly, with a quaint professional reminiscence; then added, "I wish +to God, though, I knew what my prisoners were up to--those solitary +cellers are on my mind--I believe the convalescents could dig them out +with the cook-room platters and ladles. I ought to have thought of +that. But, as I say, we are doing very fairly well--your light, Dering, +was a godsend." + +Eugene Smith looked up sharply, almost as if he meant a disclaimer; +then he gave a brief assent. "Yes! but _that_ will be more of a godsend +still--it is the dawn!" + +He pointed to that faint promise of light in the east, and Vincent +Dering's eyes followed his hand with the doubtful look of one sick to +death, as he watches the long weary night merge once more into another +long weary day of certain pain. There was an utter hopelessness in it. + +"Yes," he echoed slowly, "that is the dawn." + +"Carlyon said the attack was planned for dawn, didn't he?" asked the +doctor, deliberately helping himself to another lump of sugar, +deliberately trying to keep the pulse beats of those around him as near +normal as might be--and there had been something beyond it in Vincent's +voice. "They must have meant to use the keys that brute Kishen Rao made +off with. I wonder what it was that started the show prematurely?" + +"Do you think it was premature? Why?" put in Eugene Smith. + +"We should have had some of the townspeople, some of the pilgrims +otherwise." + +"Perhaps the storm"--began Vincent. + +The doctor shook his head. "If they had meant to come they would have +come. Of course now, with the wind blowing straight off us, they can't +possibly hear." + +He paused and listened, for a sudden silence had fallen on the turmoil +beneath, and out of it came an all too familiar sound, the clank of leg +irons. Some of the prisoners, therefore, had managed to break out of +their dormitories; or were these the solitary cellers? + +"I wish Carlyon would turn up," he muttered, almost petulantly, "it's +our only chance--" + +But there was to be another; for, from below, a voice rose loud and +clear. + +"Dr. Dillon! I have no desire to hurt you or yours, but I warn you +that, if you persist, I am not responsible. Open the gates, and you +shall have a safe conduct--for--for everybody." + +George Dillon was on his feet at once, but Captain Dering stopped him; +his eyes ablaze. + +"What shall I tell him, Dillon?" he said sharply. "I'll take my orders +from you--you're in charge; but that man is under mine. What shall I +say?" + +Dr. Dillon gave one glance at the woman and the child. "Tell him to be +universally damned," he answered; and Eugene Smith, husband and father, +nodded acquiescence. + +Roshan Khân was standing in full view as Vincent Dering stepped up to +the parapet. His face was raised; there was almost an appeal in it. But +every atom of that, every atom almost of humanity, vanished as he +recognized his captain. His hand went instinctively to his revolver. + +Then a thought seemed to come to him. He drew himself up proudly, and +waited for the answer. + +It came, keen as a knife. + +"_Risaldar!_ draw off your men and return to barracks, or I'll shoot +you as a mutineer." + +There was half a second's silence; then a wild laugh: "Close up, men, +rush that gate--forward!" + +The words and the crack of Vincent's revolver--the bullet of which, +aimed too high, passed through Roshan's turban-were almost lost in the +answering yell. But the _risaldar_ stood his ground for a second, then +coolly sought shelter. + +That was over! They were quits now for the fair fight. And fate had +been kind. He had unwittingly offered this man--his greatest enemy--a +safe conduct; and it had been refused, luckily. Well! let Vincent +Dering take the whole consequences. The blood of one woman was already +on his head; so would be the blood spilt here. He, Roshan, would need +have no further scruples. + +So, as if it had gained strength from the brief respite, the turmoil +recommenced; and now Roshan Khân's voice could be heard urging the men +on. And there were answering shouts from different parts of the gaol. + +George Dillon frowned. "They mean business now. And I fancy I hear +pounding at the left section door. If so we shall have the solitary +cell men--my worst lot, of course--out in the courtyard before long. +Dering--can you hear anything?--there's such a confounded noise--" + +Vincent, who was standing at the top of the stairs which led to the +ten-feet drop, ran down a few steps and listened. Then he looked up +quickly and nodded. + +"They are there. The door's shaking. How many of them are there?" + +"Two dozen or thereabouts; and the convalescents, of course. That's +nothing--if they haven't got their leg irons off! We ought to settle +most of them before they can help with the door. Still, I wish Carlyon +would turn up." + +A sudden hurry and urgency had come to the struggle, and Dr. Dillon +passed restlessly to the other side of the roof. The sky was lightening +faintly. More because the dust had sought dust again, the earth earth, +than from any increase of light; and so the broad ray of the +search-light, widening as it went, lost itself in the distant darkness, +and there was nothing to be seen riverwards. But close at hand two +men--one in a warder's uniform--were running towards the gaol, +shouting. + +The doctor was back to the inner parapet in a second. "Look out! +they've got the keys now--not of this door, but some of the +sections--and the alley. The game's up unless Carlyon--Mrs. Smith, +please--you had better go into the turret--we shall be shooting free--" + +Eugene, who had been standing beside her, laid his hand on her +shoulder. "Yes, dear!" he said gently; "go inside--it will be better +for Gladys--and for me--" + +Muriel turned white, but stood quite firm, quite calm. "Come, little +girlie," she said, holding out her hand to the child. "You've had your +tea--it's bedtime--I can't have you sitting up all--" she broke down a +little, partly because she was passing Vincent, and he, busy loading +various rifles and revolvers, kept his eyes studiously from her. But +Gladys did not choose to pass her friend in this fashion. She paused, a +dainty little figure in a blue dressing-gown, like her mother, and with +the same fluffy golden curls about her coaxing, delicate little child's +face. + +"Dood-night, Derin' darlin'," she said. "I'm so glad 'oo's here, an' +so's--" + +Something that was not all desire to check that formula made the man +pause, too, to lift her gently, and kiss her. + +"Good-night, Gladys. You mustn't be frightened at anything, you know. +You've got to be a brave girl--haven't you?" The coaxing face was close +to the haggard, haunted-looking one. + +"If 'oo's goin' to be brave, Derin' darlin', I'll be brave too. Is 'oo, +dearest?" + +The haggardness vanished. + +"I think so, little one. Good-night." He put the child down hastily, at +a crash. The moment for courage had come. + +"Shoot as straight as you can!" shouted the doctor. "The section door's +gone. Let 'em have it!" + +The door had gone, indeed; and in a second the courtyard beneath them +was half full of naked, desperate men; the worst characters in the +gaol. + +"Pick off the ones nearest the gate--don't let 'em touch the +bolts--it's good for another ten minutes if we can keep them from it," +came the doctor's voice in jerks, as he leant over the parapet just +above the centre of the door below, and carried out his own orders with +deadly effect; though his heart sank when he saw that some of the +prisoners were unironed--or rather unironed on one leg, and that they +were armed with the other iron; a deadly enough weapon at close +quarters. Besides, it meant more treachery. It meant a previous filing +of the ankle-fetters; and if others in the remaining sections were as +free-- + +He shot quicker, steadier, while Eugene Smith and Vincent, one above +the other on the top of the stair, did the same, taking the intruders +on the flank. It was growing lighter every instant, the air was +clearer, the breeze of dawn was sweeping the smoke of the rifles +riverwards, the great white wheel of the gaol was growing broader in +its outlines, the shadows were shrinking. But the storm seemed still +there, in the ceaseless reverberations. + +"They're up to something in the far corner!" called Eugene. "What is +it, Dillon? You can see better." + +The doctor ceased firing for a second, and ran farther down the +parapet. + +"The keys! the keys!" he shouted back. "They are trying to pass in the +keys! Shoot the devils--those in the corner! Don't let 'em--or the gaol +is gone!" + +So, for the next minute, it was deadly work down in that corner by the +crevice through which some unseen hand was thrusting something. Three +times a man, clutching at the prize, fell in a heap ere he touched it. +Then a fourth pitched forward against the doors with the keys in his +hand, and a fifth, groping for them, rolled over on his side with them +hidden under his dead body. And from outside the gate came rendings, +and crashings, and yells; from above, that call, "Shoot straight, or +the gaol's gone!" + +Muriel crept out from shelter, possessed once more by that frantic +desire to see to the very end, and stood looking down on those two on +the stairs. She gave a faint cry when Vincent flung his rifle away, and +ran down to that ten-foot drop for revolver practice. At the sound, her +husband gave one quick look up, and followed suit. + +But their own success was against them. The growing pile of the wounded +formed a barricade, behind which a man, squirming with covetous hands +among the dead and dying, found what he sought. + +"He's got them! Stop him! stop him!" + +There was a fusillade, the man dropped; but the keys were in another +hand--another--another--passing outwards from the crush--outwards +towards that low door at the end of the narrow alley. + +Without a word, Vincent, revolver in hand, let himself drop on the +heads below. + +"Oh, don't, Vincent, don't!" came a woman's voice; and at the sound, +another man gave that swift look up once more, and followed suit. + +"Let them be!" said Dr. Dillon, sharply. "Let them do what they can; it +is about the only chance." And still, as he spoke, he kept singling out +a foe and firing. + +The chance, even with his help, was a poor one in that crowd, where +there was always another dark hand to snatch at the prize, and pass it +nearer to the door--that door which was the key to so much! + +Yet, the crush through which they fought lessening, those two +Englishmen found themselves with the straight alley before them for a +race. A race against three men, without arms, but without irons; and +with a fair start. While close behind was the crush--the crowd! + +It was nothing but a race, now, since the revolvers had done their +worst, had fired their last shot; a race with the hope--if Vincent +could come up with those three--of using a Goorkha _kukri_, which he +had thrust into the yellow silk sash he wore instead of a waistcoat +beneath his red jacket--thrust it therewith an ugly frown as a last +argument for his foes, when he had seen it lying among the pile of +miscellaneous weapons Dr. Dillon had foraged from the Smiths' house. It +had a dainty ivory handle--Vincent had given it to Mrs. Smith himself, +and its last use had been to cut the pages of a fashion paper-- + +It had a sterner job now. + +But Vincent was behind; a yard or two--no more. He had fired one more +shot before beginning the race, and Eugene's legs were longer. Yet the +yard meant all things, and he knew it; so as he ran, his hand sought +the knife. + +"Look out, Smith! look out!" he called. "I'll chuck you my _kukri_; get +on and job them; I'll keep the others back--a bit." + +As he spoke, a glittering curve sped from his hand to the other man's +feet. + +Then he pulled up and faced the crowd behind with his clubbed revolver. + +The lane was very narrow. Three men could barely breast it shoulder to +shoulder. Surely one could bar it by swift blows and slow retreat! For +a time, at any rate--time for the opening and shutting of a door! He +could but try. + +"Oh! what is he going to do?" gasped the woman who was watching. + +"I appose he's going to be brave, mum," said the child, who clutched at +her hand, watching, too, with great, wide, uncomprehending eyes. + +But the man beside them held his breath. + +So retreating, step by step, Vincent Dering kept the crowd back, lured +the crowd on, safe--so far! For these, the first, the swiftest, were +naturally the unironed, therefore, the unarmed. But there were others, +forcing their way to the front, who would be harder to deal with. + +Vincent threw his head back and wondered how Eugene was faring; for he +dared not turn his face from his task even for a second. + +Had those three been caught up? Had the _kukri_ helped? + +It had. And one of those three had fallen before a flash, as of light. + +And another! + +But the third had the key in the door; had turned it, when Eugene +struck him from behind. With a wild yell he flung his full weight on +the door; it burst open, and the two fell headlong into the tower +beyond. + +But only for a second. Eugene Smith was up again, had the key out, and +in on the further side. + +"All right!" he shouted; "make a rush for it! I'm ready!" + +Vincent Dering gave one sharp look round. The door was not four yards +from him, but the crowd was not one. There was no time. "Shut it," he +called, "I'm all right." + +Eugene Smith stood uncertain; the door ajar. + +The keys! ah! what could he do with the keys if he went back to +help--and if not-- + +"Oh! please shut it, Smith! there's a good fellow; please." + +The four yards were two now, were one. Then slowly the door closed, and +Vincent had his back against it. + +"Oh, Vincent! Vincent!" + +The agonized cry echoed above all other cries, but only for an instant; +the next, George Dillon's hand was gagging the lips which uttered it. + +"Hush!" he said fiercely. "Can't you let him forget for these last few +minutes that there is such a thing as a woman in the world. Hush! I +say." + +And a great hush came. The sound of blows, of iron clashing on iron, +and falling with a dull thud on something softer, seemed to fill the +world and leave room for nothing else. + +Nothing except a softer sound still. A shuddering moan, as a woman +slipped to her knees, and covered her face with her hands; then slipped +lower still to the ground, in a heap. + +But the child looked at her mother, surprised. + +"Doesn't 'oo like Derin' darlin' to be brave, dearest?" she asked, in a +concerned little voice. + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + DAWN + + +Had an hour passed, or twain? Ninian Bruce could not tell. It seemed to +him that he had been kneeling for a lifetime, there on the altar steps +beside the dying girl, with the glittering red-and-gold drapery +trailing to the white marble, and opening to a white breast stained +red,--a brighter red! + +A long lifetime; long as his own; that long life in which he had seen, +had felt, so much. + +For as he waited for her inevitable death, his mind had followed that +long life of his own, year after year, day after day, hour after hour. +And everywhere it had seen a woman's eyes, a woman's soul, looking back +from a soul, from eyes, that should have been a man's. + +Yes! the keynote of that long life had been the love of a woman. +Passionate love, absorbing mind as well as body, claiming its reward in +kind; as such love always does. + +In kind! + +There lay the whole difference between _anathema_ and _beata_. They +were both _karma_, or desire! + +One of the girl's white feet slid with a silvery jingle of its anklet +to the next step, and, as he replaced it to a more comfortable +position, a chill struck to his heart as he remembered what such +chiming had meant in the past history of the world. The measure which +that provoked was--_anathema_. That--disguised, palliated, refined in a +thousand ways--was one kind. + +And the other? + +The memory of his own past surged to his brain as he bent over the +girl's whitening face and scanned it narrowly. How like the face was to +that other one, now that coming death had sharpened the full, youthful +curves. He had noticed the likeness often--it had been clear when Laila +had worn the old Italian--Beatrice's--dress. But not so clear, not half +so clear, as when in this--this almost shameless one--she had said--"I +only want--him." + +It might have been Margherita speaking,--Margherita, who had wanted a +man's soul. + +And she had had one. + +That was the other kind. But both were desire; the desire which drove +humanity from Paradise, and keeps it vainly seeking for one still. + +Saturated as he was with the mysticism of the East and West, these +thoughts came to him, dreamily, making him feel curiously aloof from +himself. The pity of it filled him, and brought a pity for the dying +girl also; the girl who had failed to find a paradise in this world, +and was seeking a new road to it; seeking it alone. The only thing she +craved in all God's earth to make that paradise--gone! Priest as he +was, the humanity in him rose in passionate hope that she should not +wake to the consciousness of this. What good would it do? Let her enter +the shadows in peace. + +But as he wished the wish, her head, which had been resting on his arm, +turned to the touch of it, and her smooth cheek nestled closer to what +it found. + +"Kiss me, Vincent," she said, and her voice came back full, rich, +round, to make the claim. "Kiss me before you go, dear!" + +The old man gave a slight shiver, and was silent. + +"Vincent!" came the voice again; "you _are_ there, aren't you? You +wouldn't leave me--now--surely?" + +There was another silent pause, and then, silent still, Father Ninian +stooped, and the old lips and the young ones met in a lover's kiss. And +as they met, he knew that in that kiss lay the great renunciation of +his life; that henceforward there would be no woman waiting in Paradise +for him; that the spiritual presence had gone from his life like the +bodily presence. That Margherita was Juliet, and Juliet, Margherita! + +"That's nice," murmured Laila, softly; "that's nice." + +Her head settled to his arm again, and the silence went on. On and on, +till he stooped lower to listen for an unheard breath; then lower still +to shift that head from his arm to the ground. For the need of a human +touch, a human sympathy, had gone forever. + +He made the sign of the cross over the dead body, rose to his feet +unsteadily, and looked about him, dazed, uncertain. In truth, he felt +all his years for the first time; felt that his last hold on life had +somehow gone from him in that kiss; that something more than one woman +lay dead before him. + +Then the sight of Akbar Khân, still rocking himself backwards and +forwards, a perfect pendulum of protesting innocence and helpless +remorse, roused the old priest to the present. He took up the rapier he +had laid aside in crossing the chapel, and passed over to where the old +eunuch was bemoaning the high-handedness of fate. It was a tyranny, +indeed! Who could have foreseen such an ending to a very ordinary +intrigue? Who could even have dreamt of it? Had not men and women loved +and met, thus, since the beginning of time? + +So, to the sinner's outraged experience of life and love came the saint +with his, and with the face and sword of St. Michael and All Angels. + +"Tell me the truth," he said sternly; "and tell it quickly, for there +is no time to lose." + +In truth there was not much to tell. It was all so simple, viewed as a +whole; so complex in detail. And, as he listened, the anger left Pidar +Narâyan's face wistful, wondering. More so than ever at the last +mumbling excuse. + +"It all comes, _Ge-reeb-pun-wâz_, from the Almighty having made the +Missy-_baba_ so like her sainted ancestress--Anâri Begum--on whom be +peace." + +Anâri Begum! On whom be peace! Her sainted ancestress, on whom be +peace! + +He stood for an instant looking towards the Altar, towards the dead +girl; then he echoed under his breath, "On whom be peace!" + +That was the end. + +Peace on those women who had loved and died; and on the men who had +loved them--lived for them--perhaps died for them. + +But for the rest who lived and loved still? A quick life seemed to come +back to him at the thought of these, a desire to save them from death. + +"Follow me," he said briefly to the old retainer; "it must be close on +dawn--I must see what I can do." + +So, still in his robes, with the blubbering old pantaloon--apostle of +another cult--at his heels, he passed down the arched passage to the +door at its end which opened on to the courtyard between the palace and +the Fort. And as he went, his brain, confused as to the past, clear as +to the present, was busy making plans for peace. So far as helping +those at the gaol went, he knew himself to be powerless. Physically, a +couple of old men--mere shadows of men--could give no help, and he +could not hope for influence there, among the Hosts of the Devil. But +here in the city, among those Hosts of the Lord--the pilgrims for whom +he had always had a secret sympathy, who knew him, at least, by +reputation--with whom, at least, he stood on common ground--he might +have some. He could but try; try to persuade some, at least, of the +great mass of seekers after the "Cradle of the Gods" to go on their way +in peace when the dawn came; try to save some of them from following a +wrong road. + +The door was slightly ajar; he widened the chink and looked out with a +sinking heart over the courtyard with its raised union-jack of paths. +Much larger than the yard about the Pool of Immortality, it was crammed +from end to end now with a crowd, the first look at which told him that +his chance of a hearing was small indeed, for the dawn was closer than +he had thought for amid the shadows of the chapel, and the grey glimmer +of coming light showed him once more a sea of upturned eager faces. But +the patience of the previous dawn was gone. They were restless now, +restless with the vague, uncertain restlessness which is so dangerous +in a crowd, which tells that the fuel for the flame is only awaiting a +match, any match, to fire it. And there were many only waiting to be +struck. The next instant might bring one. Father Ninian felt this +instinctively, felt that here in this courtyard lay the mine which the +returning troopers, the desperadoes from the gaol, were to fire first. +All Eshwara might rise afterwards, but the great danger lay here, must +be grappled with here. But how? + +Not by words. The ear of a crowd is always difficult to gain, unless +the eye is taken first, and a man had both already. For aloft, on the +barrel of the big old gun which centred the square, _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth +was expounding their wrongs to the pilgrims, their inevitable damnation +if the wrath of the Gods was not instantly appeased. His wild, weird +figure, in all its nakedness, its austerity, could be seen above the +little circle of lamps which his immediate supporters held upwards at +arm's-length. And above his head, like a canopy, drifted the wisps of +tired earth-atoms which were being driven sideways by the breeze of +dawn as they fell in their search for rest. For the storm was over, +their brief ambition for something beyond mere earth was past. Wisps, +which, as they swept over the circling lights, took a lurid glow, then +faded into the dim shadows again. + +And something else caught the light redly. The chaplet of human skulls, +the dread Mother's necklace, which the _jogi_ swung from one hand to +the other as he called for blood--for blood to appease Her--the Mother +of all--the Eternal Womanhood! + +Since without the shedding of blood there is no remission of sins. + +The tenet of all religions echoed into the ear of the crowd, the +strange demoniacal figure, in its lurid setting, held its eye. What +chance was there for a single voice? None. + +Yet something must be done. For the dawn was nigh. Every instant the +light grew. Any moment might bring that inrush of evil from the gaol +which would breed violence among these still peaceful folk; the +ignorant, helpless folk who were being held captive by words against +the coming of that inrush. + +Suddenly, for a second, the attention of the crowd wavered. A tall man +in the white dress of a Europeanized native had been hoisted to the +shoulders of some others, not far from the _jogi_, and so, from this +coign of vantage, prepared to harangue the people. + +"'Tis Ramanund," said someone close to where Father Ninian stood in the +shadow of the door. "He is Brahmin, and a scholar above scholars. +Mayhap he will tell us what to do these times, when all seems wrong. +There is no harm in listening." + +Nor good either. For the first words of that appeal of culture to +ignorance were drowned in a fiendish laugh, a frenzied rattling of the +dread chaplet, a loud defiance. + +"Hold thy peace, _Baboo-jee!_ What is blood to thee, who hath no +God to whom thou canst give it? But we have, brethren. These be Her +drinking-cups, the skulls of men like ourselves. Let us give Her +pleasure, brothers, and have blessing from Her hands; not cursing, as +thou hast had, Ramanund, whose head should still be shaven, whose touch +unclean from the loss of a woman." + +The allusion to the death of Ramanund's wife roused an instant murmur +of assent from those who were of the city, and they passing the tale on +to others, the murmur swelled to a roar which effectively drowned the +rest of Ramanund's advice. + +But Father Ninian, still at the door, still uncertain, could hear a man +who had been buckling on his pilgrim's sandals as if for a start, say, +as he stood up and thrust them back to his waistcloth:-- + +"Well! I, for one, go no further without remission, or the blood which +brings it. As _jogi-jee_ saith, no man should risk the woman's cursing. +No man can hold his own against that." + +"He hath a young wife in his house, see you, and all know what that +means," sniggered a neighbour. + +But a third voice broke in gravely, "Young or old, what matter? Women +sit ever on the knees of the Gods, as we men have sat on theirs, seeing +they are the mothers of us all. So, mother or wife, we cannot escape +them." + +"_Baba-jee_ speaks truth," assented another bystander, "and _jogi-jee_ +also. If She needs blood, She must have it, seeing She is Woman. As for +_him?_ Let him be silent. He hath no God. No blood sacrifice, no +remission of sins. Let _him_ speak who hath them." + +There was a faint sound as of the closing of a door, and beyond it, in +the darkness of the arched passage, an old voice said, with a curious +note of gladness in it, "Follow me, quick, Akbar; there is not a moment +to be lost. The dawn has come!" + +It seemed to have come to Pidar Narâyan's face as he knelt hurriedly +once more beside the body of the dead girl, to fold her dead hands +decently as if in prayer, to cover the dead feet with the crimson +draperies, the dead face with the flimsy, glittering veil--the veil +which hid nothing of its beauty--which struck the keynote of the whole. + +"On whom be peace!" he whispered as he rose, stretching out his thin +old hand in benediction; and as he said the words, the vision came to +him of a whole world which had loved, and sinned, and gone on its +mysterious quest for something beyond love. A world to which he had +said farewell with a kiss. + +He passed on to the Altar, and with swift, steady hands opened the +sanctuary, and took out the treasure it contained; a star-shaped, +star-rayed pyx, set with jewels, relic of the days when singing-birds +that sang of themselves, and such like things, with many another, had +come to Eshwara from Italy. + +"Take the candles from the altar, Akbar," he said, "and walk in +front--just in front, you know--as you used to walk." + +The old courtier mumbled "_Ge-reeb-pun-wâz_," with a caper of alacrity. +In his confusion, his resentful remorse, it was a relief to return to +pomp--to servility. + +So, with that Bodily Presence which, till then, had always brought the +thought of the lost paradise of a woman's love with it, in his hands, +Father Ninian and his strange acolyte, priest of another cult, passed +swiftly out of the chapel, leaving the Altar dark, bereft of its +treasure; leaving the dead woman, bereft of her treasure also, lying in +a glitter of gold and crimson on the Altar steps. Passed on a mission +of peace to the living; on the chance of gaining the ear, the eye, of +that waiting crowd outside in the courtyard. + +As he went rapidly, yet with the faltering step every now and again of +one wearied by long journeying, down the arched passage, Ninian Bruce +scarcely thought of success or failure. There was a wistful triumph in +his face--he looked as a slave might look who dies in making himself +free. He did not think even of the strangeness of the little +procession. The night had been so full of strange things; but the dawn +had come, and he had a message to give those waiting souls outside--the +souls who were being kept back from the "Cradle of the Gods" by that +fear of the Eternal Womanhood. + +"Set the door wide, Akbar," he said, and then his voice merged into the +"_Salutaris_." + +So, as the crowd turned at the sound of the opening door, the sound of +the chanting voice, it saw, raised above it, dim against an arched +shadow, seen by the grey light of daybreak and the flicker of two tall +tapers, a strange star-rayed cup shining in the clasped hands of a man. +An old man in a strange dress, chanting a strange song. And the sight, +by its very strangeness, its claim to something beyond familiarity, was +not strange to that restless crowd, waiting for a sign, waiting for +something not in themselves. + +"What is it? What means it?" + +The whisper came like the soft hush of a wave; and above it the chant +rose clearly. + +"'Tis Pidar Narâyan and his God!" said those of the city who knew, as +they fell back instinctively from the raised path. And those who did +not know followed suit in awed bewilderment, till the way was clear, +and the little procession passed on slowly above the jammed mass of +humanity, above the sea of upturned expectant faces. + +"'Tis Pidar Narâyan, who went with my father," said one here and there. +"Mayhap he goes now--let us see." + +"Yea! let us see!" answered others. + +That slantwise limb of the union-jack of raised paths which crossed +from one corner to the other of the courtyard--from the door in the +palace to the wide archway through which the pilgrims always passed on +their way to the "Cradle of the Gods"--cleared itself by common +consent, edged itself with a thicker throng of curious faces. Only in +the middle it was barred by the big old gun, by the "_Teacher of +Religion_" as its legend boasted, and by the man who claimed to be its +mouthpiece. + +For _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth, recognizing his adversary, recognizing the +danger of his influence, had slipped from his post above, and now stood +before the gun, full in the path, defending it with frenzied wavings of +his chaplet of skulls. + +"Listen not, brothers!" he yelled. "_Jai Kali Ma!_ Blood! Blood! +Without blood is no remission of sins." + +And now a new curiosity, a new interest, came to that crowd of mere +men. What would happen? What would these two, mere men like themselves, +do? Which was backed by divine authority? That both claimed that +authority was clear. It held its breath, partly from the desire for a +sign from God, partly because of the desire which humanity always has +for a sign of the best man. Let the two try which was the better. + +So it waited, ready to approve either, till those two, the Eastern and +the Western sacerdotalisms, met face to face, within two yards of each +other, in the centre of the courtyard, on the platform before the +"_Teacher of Religion_." + +Then, not till then, Pidar Narâyan ceased his chant, shifted the pyx to +his left hand, and with his right drew the rapier hidden till then by +his long robes. + +"_Aha, A-ha-a_," sighed the crowd approvingly. There would be a bodily +as well as a spiritual fight, for _jogi-jee's_ chaplet of skulls +swirled dangerously for both attack and defence; since a swinging +blow from it would kill a man, and its circling sweep keep him beyond +sword-point reach. + +Which would be the better man--the better weapon? + +But Pidar Narâyan did not attack. He only stood, the pyx in one hand, +the sword in the other--alternatives as it were--and called in a loud +voice-- + +"Let me pass, _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth! + +"Let me pass I say! + +"For I carry my GOD!" + +Over the whole courtyard, waking now from shadow to light under the +coming day, the claim echoed sharply; and the arrogance of it, the +strength, the certainty of it, sank deep into the souls of those who +heard it. + +There was not a sound, not a movement; only a vast, breathless +expectancy, and Pidar Narâyan's fine old face set like the nether +mill-stone. Everything that had ever been in him--love, passion, faith, +worldly wisdom, sympathy--the grit of the whole man--rose up and +claimed the crowd. + +"Let me pass!" he cried again, in absolute command, and this time the +rapier, twisting like a snake, caught the chaplet of skulls in its +upward swirl, a dexterous unexpected turn of the old fencer's wrist +followed, sending it flying from the _jogi's_ hand. + +The next instant (the rope on which they were strung severed by the +strain, by the rapier's edge), the skulls were clattering, bounding +like balls, like useless toys, on the stone platform. + +"_A-ha! A-ha!_" came from the crowd; but the sigh was but half content, +and men looked at each other wonderingly. Since, no matter which priest +was the better man, these were Mai Kali's drinking-cups. + +The _jogi_, however, had fallen back a step, and Pidar Narâyan was in +his place by the old gun. Pidar Narâyan and his strange God were now +the "_Teachers of Religion_." What had they to say? + +The crowd had not to wait long, for Father Ninian's voice, with that +nameless ring in it which makes the orator and makes the audience, was +already in its ears. + +"Listen! Listen to me, for I carry in this cup the Blood of Sacrifice. +The Victim required by your God and mine, by all the Gods, is here! + +"We are free, brothers! you and I. The Eternal Womanhood hath had Her +toll, in full. The Great Mother is appeased. There is no fear. + +"Lift up your eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh your help, and +follow me and my God, to find yours." + +He pointed with the sword--as he paused a second for breath, for +strength--to the mountains; to those far peaks which, now that the +storm had ended, the earth-atoms returned to earth, had begun to show +spectral in the dawn. To show shadowy, yet clear, with never a wreath +of mist or a wandering cloud to hide the hollow whither the feet of +millions had journeyed seeking righteousness, and journeyed in vain. + +Faint and far they showed against the faint, far sky, but as +Father Ninian pointed to them, a ray of light from the still unseen sun +below the visible horizon of this world, a ray of light seeking perhaps +another world among the stars, found the heights of the holy hills in +its path, and dyed their snowdrifts red--blood red! + +At the sight a roar rose from the crowd. + +"_Jai Kali Ma!_ She gives a sign! The sacrifice is there! She is +appeased! He speaks the truth. Let us follow him and his God!" + +"Ay! as my father did," cried one. + +"And mine!" + +"And mine!" assented some, while others forgot all save pilgrimage in +the shout-- + +"_Râm, Râm, Sita Râm!_" + +"_Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!_" + +So, on that babel of sounds, Pidar Narâyan's voice rose steadily as, +preceded by that ambling figure--strangest of all acolytes--he walked +on, chanting the 121st Psalm:-- + + + "_Levavi oculos meos in montes; unde veniet auxilium mihi_." + + +The words were in an unknown tongue, the rhythm strange, but the +spirit, the idea, were familiar. It was the song of someone seeking the +"Cradle of the Gods," as they were. + +"He carries his God, and that means all," said an old man, pushing his +way to follow. "The other had none: how could he lead the way?" + +"That is true," assented many, following suit. + +And some, shrugging their shoulders, said, "He is mad. God has touched +his brain. Then he goes the way our fathers went. They lingered not +beyond the second dawn. Why should we?" + +"_Râm! Râm! Sita Râm!_" + +Thus, swiftly, the footfalls gathered in strength behind the little +procession, and no one dared to stop it; not even the Mahomedan sentry +at the Fort gate, to whom some of the agitators ran in their +disappointment. He only laughed contemptuously; though his gravity +returned somewhat at his recognition of old Akbar Khân. + +"Lo! that is a new walking for him!" he muttered, in an awed voice. +"Truly, folk are right when they say there is magic in these idolaters. +Who would have deemed him pilgrim? Well! let him go, he and his +mummery. We soldiers can do without priests and Hindoos!" + +He twirled his mustache fiercely, and wondered when his comrades would +return victorious from the gaol, and give the word for plunder. That +was all he cared for. + +"Ay!" assented an angry voice, joining the group, "we can do without +the fools. There be plenty of wise men left." + +"Plenty," put in another; "but their mood is different. See how they +wander!" + +It was true. The crowd had broken into groups, and from these, +pilgrims, singly, or in smaller groups, were drifting after the +lessening sound of that chanting voice. Not so much from any belief in +Pidar Narâyan, not even because of his lead over, but because it was +the old way; the way worn by the feet of their fathers, and their +fathers' fathers. + +So _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth, who, now the coast was clear, had sprung aloft +on the old gun, once more attempting to regain his empire, failed +egregiously. The crowd passed him by till a big countryman, with a +lumbering jest, asked him if he was sure he had picked up the right +skull to put on his own shoulders. Then it laughed uproariously. + +"Best come on to the Pool of Immortality," suggested a conspirator, +consolingly, as he hurried past. "'Tis no use here. The fools have +followed after strange gods and men. But at the Pool there are tens of +thousands to one here; and they are weary waiting. Besides, 'tis nearer +the gaol. Between the two success will lie." + +"Yea," added another, "that was the first plan--the soldiers and the +Fort spoilt it. But the Pool and the gaol remain." + +_Jogi_ Gorakh-nâth, with a scowl, gathered up his skulls to a bundle +and followed hastily. He would at least be out of hearing of that +chanting voice. + +It had reached the last verse of its Psalm now, and faltered a little +over the words:-- + + + "_Dominus custodiat introitum tuum et exitum tuum_: + _ex hoc et usque in saeculum_." + + +But the echo of the footsteps behind filled up the blanks. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + FOILED + + +On the gaol or the Pool of Immortality lay the hopes of those whom +Pidar Narâyan had so far discomfited by his arrogant claim to stand +between heaven and earth; in other words, to be in personal relations +with the Great Awarder of gaols and immortalities, forgivenesses, and +punishments. + +But the stars in their courses, hidden though they had been by the +storm-darkness, had used that very darkness to the due maintenance of +law and order as they wheeled serenely to meet the coming dawn. + +When Lance, for instance--his heart torn in twain by his desire to +follow Erda's fate at all costs and his knowledge that, if he was to do +the best for others he must leave her to face it alone--had struck down +stream on Am-ma's strange craft, his sole intention had been to rouse +the police camp, and secure what help he could for the gaol. + +But the darkness set him another task. For, after drifting past the +spit, whence he had meant to cut across by land to the bridge of boats, +and so, creeping past the city, find the camp beyond it, he had lost +himself absolutely in the maze of sand-banks and shallow channels +which, when the river was low, as it was now, lay like a network +between the deep stream of the Hara, and the deep stream of the Hari. +Lost himself so utterly that, realizing his own bewilderment, he had +called himself a fool for having lost himself! + +A curious discouragement came to him. Yet it made him more dogged and +persistent, even while the hopelessness of finding his way grew every +second. Surely, thought he, he could not be such a fool as to fail! + +Sometimes a sudden belief that he really had had some faint indication +of his bearings would make him put all his young strength into the +paddle, until once more a soft, yielding, yet irresistible, impact came +to tell him that he had failed again, that he was on another sandbank, +and another, and another! The dull concussion of them seemed to pass +into his brain; he found himself fumbling on almost aimlessly, despite +his doggedness, his mind busy with imagining the things which might be +happening in the dark around him. + +For all he knew close by-- + +There lay the sting! It was suffocating to be set, as it were, in the +solid darkness like--he thought of a fly in amber, the birds he had +limed in his boyhood, finally of a death mask. That was more like +it--he felt as the corpse must feel--clogged, hampered, helpless! + +In such conditions minutes seem hours; and Lance, in reality, had not +been drifting about for half of one before the certainty that his +mission must inevitably be useless unless he could fulfil it more +expeditiously, made him resolve on trying conclusions with the river at +first hand. He was a good swimmer. As he told himself this, the first +pulse of gratitude he had ever felt for the big bully who had chucked +him, a small boy in his first term at Harrow, into "Ducker" to take his +chance, came to him; for those few minutes of despairing effort had +taught him more than mere swimming; they had taught him to trust +himself in water. + +More, at any rate, than in a beastly contrivance made of beds and +footballs, with no stem, no stern, and a devilish habit of spinning in +every eddy like a teetotum! + +The mere condemnation of Am-ma's craft, being a prelude to better +things, raised his spirits. He flung off his clothes, and, knowing he +could not hope to keep his revolver dry, improvised a waistcloth out of +the silk sash he wore instead of a waistcoat, in which to stick the +hunting-knife that was his only other weapon. As he did so, he thought +of the deer the knife had killed; as men think idly, irrelevantly, of +such trivialities when their attention is really concentrated on +something that is, as yet, outside experience. And Lance, as he slipped +into the water, knew himself prepared to swim or wade, but knew nothing +else. + +So, doggedly as before, and infinitely quicker, he went on through the +darkness; sometimes feeling himself in the cool water, sometimes +finding his feet on warm sand, sometimes parting a way, he knew not +where, through the low tamarisk and high grass marking an island. If he +could have guessed which island, or even known which way his face was +set, these light swishing touches might have been guides; but he knew +nothing. + +Until, after a time, a faint far glow, a mere suspicion of something +not outer darkness, showed on his left. Even so, he could not guess +whether that meant the gaol side, or the city side of the rivers. If +the former, could the gaol have been fired by those devils? + +The thought made him set his teeth, and, dry sand being beneath his +feet, run on recklessly towards the glow. + +Only for a yard or two, however; then he pulled up short, amazed to +find that it was not far, but near; that it came from the ground, from +a leaping fire of tamarisk branches within a stone's throw of him. A +step or two more, in fact, showed him a cooking-pot, the remains of +some food, a familiar fishing-net, and a chrysalis-looking figure +wrapped in a blanket and half-buried in the sand. One of the fisher +folk, by all that was lucky! If anyone could tell, they could. + +It was only a slender stem of tiger-grass which snapped under his feet, +but the noise was sufficient. The sleeper sprang to his like a wild +animal, the blanket falling from him, one lithe arm making for the long +spear stuck in the sand beside him. + +Gu-gu! The missing Gu-gu! + +Lance had him back in his sand-bed before hand and spear met. There was +no struggle. Gu-gu, knowing himself helpless, lay limp, slack, every +muscle proclaiming capitulation; in so far showing himself something +less than a wild animal, which struggles till it dies, reckless of +odds. But, in truth, Gu-gu, with the certainty of speedy extinction +before him, due to that cursed ghost, had given in to fate utterly, all +round. Death would come when it came. All that remained, therefore, was +to make others suffer if he could. Especially those who were +responsible for altering the currents of the river. With one of these +on top of you, this was impossible; but time might bring opportunity. + +"You devil!" cried Lance, throttling the abject jelly by way of +emphasis, "you know all about this business, of course; but now I've +found you, you'll have to do mine,--or I'll kill you. Do you +understand? Now, which way is the town?" + +Gu-gu pointed in the direction whence Lance had come. The latter +frowned, realizing that it was impossible to know if the brute spoke +truth, but that, unfortunately, he must be trusted. + +"Then get up," he said curtly, taking care to keep the jelly within +reach of his knife, "and show me the way there. I'll give you a hundred +rupees if you do; and if you don't--" He gave the yielding flesh an +explanatory prick. + +"Does the _Huzoor_ mean the Pool of Immortality?" asked Gu-gu, affably; +and the words made Lance remember that fruitless waiting for the water. + +"Ah! you _did_ manage that swindle, did you?" he replied savagely, "and +of course you were camping out of the way. I see! No! I don't want to +go there yet. To the bridge! So quick, march! or swim; you can tell me +about the other as we go along. It may be useful." + +Another prick with the knife he held in one hand, while his other +clutched firmly on Gu-gu's hemp-strung waist-belt of blue beads, +started them. So they went on till the sand grew colder, less +resistant, changed to water beneath their feet; then Lance's two +hands--and the knife--came down on Gu-gu's bare back. "Strike out," he +said briefly; "I'll help." + +The two pair of legs and the one pair of hands forged ahead into the +darkness none the less rapidly because the second pair of hands were +resting,--with something in them--on yielding flesh. The fact indeed, +or something else, seemed to make Gu-gu confidential. If the _Huzoor_, +he said, with a shameless comprehension which made Lance inclined to +use the knife then and there, wanted to give the alarm at the police +camp, he was taking a long road to it. He, Gu-gu, could show him a +shorter, if the _Huzoor_ would trust him. + +For a second Lance hesitated. He could not see the man's face; but +there was a sort of cunning anxiety in the tone which was doubtful. +Then, remembering that, short or long, he was equally at the man's +mercy if he _chose to brave results_--though there seemed to be no +reason why he should--he said quietly,-- + +"I told you to take the shortest." + +"The _Huzoor_ can dive?" asked Gu-gu. "He should, since he swims so +strong." + +"Dive!" echoed Lance. "Yes, why?" + +Because the short way, Gu-gu explained, was by an underground passage +which could be only reached from the river. Undoubtedly the _Huzoor_ +was right, the passage had to do with the miracle; but there must have +been more than one miracle in the old days, since there was quite a +network of canals and caves, which could be more or less flooded at +will. All the river people knew of them, but few ventured in; there was +nothing to be gained by doing so, _as a rule!_ And the dive to reach +the passage was long and awkward. But if the _Huzoor_ would trust-- + +"Go ahead!" broke in Lance, sharply. He _had_ to trust; and time meant +everything. Besides, even in diving, he could have his revenge on that +sleek, yielding back! + +For answer, Gu-gu altered his course with almost suspicious alacrity; +though, once more, Lance could see no reason for treachery. A hundred +rupees was a big bribe to a man who evidently had no personal interest +in the matter; else, why should he have been on the island instead of +in the row. But then Lance did not know of that call to death. + +So, through the dark, the one pair of hands and two pairs of legs +forged ahead till a sudden arrest of the former gave Lance a dull shock +once more. But this time Gu-gu's voice came quite cheerfully: "The city +wall, _Huzoor_ This slave must feel if he goes up or down." + +Apparently it was up, and after a few minutes of crablike edging +Gu-gu's voice came again:-- + +"The tunnel is below, Protector of the Poor. Let the most noble take +the longest breath he ever breathed, then strike down till this mean +one's legs cease moving. The most noble one's must cease also. The rest +will this dust-like one accomplish. Save the breath. _That_ is in the +_Huzoors_ own keeping. Therefore let him take time for filling; and +when he is ready let him signal this slave with--with a knife-prick if +he chooses!" + +The cool grasp of the position made Lance smile, though the situation, +he knew, was grave enough. That breath to be drawn might be his last; +all the more reason why he could have wished it less full of sand! + +For the storm was now at its fiercest. Even here out on the river, over +the water, the air seemed solid. And it had a vibration that could be +felt on the bare skin. As he drew in that long breath before trusting +himself to the unseen man whom he held within reach of the grim +signal--and something sharper should there be sign of treachery--Lance +told himself that the water could scarcely be more suffocating than +the air. Then--the sleek skin under his hand shrinking from the +knife-prick--the two pairs of legs and the one pair of arms struck +down. + +It was almost a relief at first to get rid of the stinging dust in +one's face; almost a relief not to breathe. But when, after a few +seconds, the legs in front of him grew rigid, and nothing was left to +be done save to hold on desperately to a waist-belt of blue beads and +one's own breath at the same time, the sense of suffocation returned, +and the question, "How much longer?" seemed to throb in his brain. + +He gripped everything he had to grip tighter. But his own body seemed +to grip his mind tighter still. He could feel the clutch of his +veins--a whole corded network of them--could see them! A corded, +pulsing network edged with prismatic light, sending stars into the +darkness, beating time to the singing in his ears, to the fierce duel +between the desire to gasp and the determination to hold on,--beating +time to the confused rush of thoughts which ended in one--"This is +drowning!" + +It made his clutch tighter. Gu-gu, at least, should drown too. That was +the last conscious thought. It merged into a frantic, insistent clamour +for air! air! air! till something cold hit him full on the face and +forced him into a quick, gasping cry, that left him senseless. + +When he came to himself, as he did a moment or two afterwards, he was +still clutching the waist-belt of blue beads, and the touch of it +lulled him to an instant's sheer relief. The dive was over; they must +be in the cave; the cold that had hit him in the face must have been +the air. + +But what was he lying upon? Surely rock! And the hand he moved to feel +it brought the blue beads with it unresistingly. + +Gu-gu! where was Gu-gu? + +Gone! And the knife too. It had been used to sever the hempen string of +the belt. + +Curious. It might have been used for a different and more deadly +purpose; but you could never count on what fellows would do--even when +they were treacherous. + +Lance thought this dreamily, before he realized more than the fact that +he was alive; not drowned. + +Then he sat up hastily and faced the truth that he was alone once more; +alone in that network of underground passages and caves of which Gu-gu +had spoken. + +Was there any chance of his getting out of it? Not by the dive, +certainly. Without help that was impossible. He set himself to remember +what his guide had said in reply to the questions with which he had +been purposely plied. + +First, as to light. If Gu-gu was to be trusted the materials for this +must be close at hand. Lance rose cautiously and felt about the ledge +on which he lay and the walls of rock about him, and ere long came on +what he sought. Flint and steel, a box of tinder, a bottle of oil, and +a rag torch hung in an old bit of fishing-net to a peg that was driven +into a crevice. + +So far, good; and after a minute these enabled him to see that he was +in a sort of vaulted well, half hewn out of rock, half built in with +brick. It was filled to some three feet or so with water, except in one +corner, where the flooring shelved down to an archway. There it was +deeper. This must be the opening of the tunnel through which they had +dived, and through which, doubtless, Gu-gu had escaped; for he was not +likely to have braved the intricate passages without a light. This +thought made Lance look to see how much oil the bottle contained. + +There was only a mere driblet at the bottom. Plainly, therefore, he +could pause no longer; so, instantly, without further thought, he waded +across the pool and ran along the only passage which led from it. He +had to stoop as he ran, and from the feel to his feet he guessed that +the passage led upwards first, then downwards; apparently, too, in a +perfectly straight line. The river, therefore, must be behind him, and +he tried to make this point a fixed one, so as to give him some notion +of his bearings. + +After a hundred yards or so he emerged into a second cave or chamber, +also nearly waist-deep in water. From this several passages opened, +some too small to admit of a man passing through them. These, then, +must be the canals of which Gu-gu had spoken; one of them, possibly, +that which should have supplied the Pool with Immortality. The memory +of that crowd of eager, patient faces, disappointed by such a miserable +trick, made Lance feel pitiful; then his pity brought a sudden +practical suggestion. Why not open the sluice, or whatever it was, now, +and give the miracle? It would at least keep _some_ of the crew quiet +when it came, at dawn; the dawn which might be so fatal to quiet--the +dawn which must, surely, be close at hand. + +He raised the torch and saw, close beside him, a foot or two above the +present level of the water, a clumsy closed stone conduit with an iron +handle. It was a rude primitive tap, no doubt, by which the levels +could be raised. Without further thought, he turned it, and smiled to +find himself right, as water poured out, filling the vaulted chamber +with sound. Then, without further pause, he passed on down the biggest +of the passages leading from the chamber; since that seemed the most +likely one. After a while, however, the passage narrowed, seemed in +danger of ending altogether; so he harked back. + +There was no longer any sound in the chamber when he returned to it, +and the level of the water had risen almost to the floor of the passage +in which he stood, wondering which of the other outlets he had best +try. The choice was a case of sheer chance, of course, he told himself; +a mere backing of one's luck. But, as he paused to make it, something +cold struck on his feet, causing him to look down in sudden surprise. + +The water was still rising. That must be stopped, anyhow, unless he was +to be drowned out like a sewer rat. + +He stuck the torch into a cleft in the rock beside him, hung the net to +it, and swam over to the conduit, which was already submerged. But the +handle which had turned so easily was stiff now; possibly because of +the pressure of the water, possibly because there was some other rude +mechanism of which he was unaware. Anyhow, after a few trials he +realized that he was helpless until the water had found its own level. + +But what was that? Who could tell? Would it rise, and rise, and rise, +till it filled the whole place? + +Who could tell? + +It was not fear which clutched at his heart--only a vague self-pity; +almost an amused wonder that this Immortality for others might bring +Death to him. + +He looked up into the vaulted arch above him, then to the, as yet, dry +passages which he could just see, as darker arches of shadow. + +Unless one of them rose abruptly to a higher level--and the chance that +one did, or that he should find it, was remote--he would be wiser to +stay here, and see what happened. The roof was at least higher. + +He swam back to the torch and, holding on to the crevices of the wall, +waited. + +Still rising. He shifted the torch to a higher crevice and waited +again, a dull curiosity taking possession of him. + +Still rising. He wondered, suddenly, whether it would not have been +better for him to have gone back the way he had come. The passage had +certainly seemed to ascend, and it was a question of levels. That was +all. A mere question of levels. + +He shifted the torch again. It was dying down now, the rags showing +charred, cindery. But as he fed it with oil and it flared up and +smoked, the thought came to him that it was using air needlessly, +making suffocation more imminent. + +He blew it out deliberately. If a man had to die, he might as well die +in the dark. He was glad, a moment later, of the darkness. It shut out +reality and left him to dreams; to vague hopes, to kindly +forgetfulness, to Erda's face. How plucky she had been! Well! even +if he _had_ to be drowned like a rat in a sewer, he must not be behind +her. The pathetic comfort of kindly memory, which with strange +unreason--since it enhances the value of the life that is being +left--makes the face of death seem less stern to poor humanity, came to +him and absorbed him. If he died and she lived, she would not forget +him; he knew that. + +And still the water rose. + +It must be rising now, he thought, in the Pool of Immortality, and the +eager, patient faces that had been waiting for it so long must be +showing glad in the grey light of the dawn. + +For the dawn was coming to the world, though he would not see it. +Strange, incomprehensible thought, even though the reality of it was so +certain, so close. Incomprehensible? Say rather, impossible; frankly +impossible! He could not be going to die! + +He shifted the unlit torch to a still higher crevice--almost a ledge in +the rock--and waited incredulously for the water to rise. + + +And as he waited in the dark, someone else in the grey dawn, to whom +death was more familiar, to whom, in a way, it was the one great +certainty of Life, was feeling the same frank incredulity at the +thought of the immediate future. + +For Dr. Dillon, when he found himself alone on the roof of the gaol +gate with an unconscious woman and a child, knew that the end could not +be far off. With Vincent dead, and Eugene cut off by the stern +necessity for keeping that door shut, he could not hope for more than a +brief, savage resistance--and then? Failure, inevitable failure, unless +help came; and that seemed far as ever. + +As yet, dazed by that closing of the door, that desperate, triumphant +death of the man with his back to it--a death which had gained them +nothing--the prisoners were still huddled together, crushed out of +further action, at the far end of the alley. So the courtyard was +clear, free from assailants. But that could only be for a minute or +two. There was an ominous rending and hewing at the gate below; ere +long those outside would be inside, and with a leader who would know +what to do. So life could only be an affair of moments; yet it seemed +incredible, more than incredible, that all his strong will and +determination would not avail even to save those helpless creatures in +his charge. He stooped hurriedly and lifted the still unconscious woman +in his arms, carried her into the turret, closed the door on her and +the child--frightened now for the first time at her mother's +silence--and returned to wait and watch. It was all he could do for +them, unless fate gave him a chance of appealing for them to Roshan +Khân. But even then there could be no bargaining, no compromise, no +surrender! + +A sharp crash, a sudden rise in the babel of voices below, warned him +that the gate had given, partially at least. The next instant a soldier +or two, ignorant of that dead man with his back against the closed +gate, ran lightly down the alley calling on the prisoners to make way. +One of them was Roshan Khân; but George Dillon did not waste a +cartridge even on him. He was reserving his fire for that storming of +the broken stairs which must come when the assailants found themselves +still foiled. + +In truth Roshan Khân had this same storming in his mind as all he cared +for, since it would pit him against his rival, against Vincent Dering, +who he knew was on the roof. And so, with that odd acquired sense of +honour, fair play, God knows what, he had been planning, as his men +battered down the gate, how best to compass those fair odds which were +necessary alike to his sense of justice and injustice--for the +injustice of his own position cried aloud for proof that he was worth a +better one. So he had settled to complete that liberating of the +prisoners which, with the help of the keys, ought already to be in +hand. This done, the general rabble would be eager for freedom, eager +for plunder, eager to get to the town and raise it, eager for all +things for which he cared no jot. Then would be his time. Then--he did +not even try to formulate how--he could find himself face to face, at +fair odds, with Vincent Dering. Wild memories of duels he had read +about in western books, duels with others, who had nothing to do with +the quarrel, looking on, occurred to him. + +Yes! that would satisfy him. To have it out, till death! + +He set his teeth as he forced a peremptory way through the crowd at the +end of the alley, which hid the closed door until one actually stood +beside it. + +Then he stood transfixed, for he saw Vincent Dering's dead body still +backed by that closed door, still guarding it, unarmed. There was a +curious look of content in the dead face, and Roshan, grasping its +meaning by intuition, turned from it with a curse, knowing himself +forestalled, cheated. + +"'Twas not our fault, _Khân-jee_," protested a voice, quickly; "the +swine fought till the other one had locked the door in our faces, and +so--" + +Roshan struck at the voice fiercely. Not forestalled, not cheated, +only; but outdone, conquered! His rival had died a hero's death, and +he--he might live to be hanged! + +A rage of despair, of despite, seized on him. His one real object gone, +the whole hideous folly of the rest made him fling up his hands +passionately as he dashed back to the gate, neither knowing nor caring +what he was going to do next. + +Storm that feeble garrison on the roof? those broken stairs, every +crevice, every foothold in which stood out clear, easy, in the light of +the search-ray? Was that a man's task? + +Confused, dazed, he ran on, followed instinctively by the crowd, +wondering what he would be at. + +George Dillon, seeing the rush, covered the first foothold of the +broken stairs with his rifle, and waited for a man to show on it. + +But none came. + +Just as the rush reached the courtyard, Eugene Smith's search-ray, +having exhausted itself, went out, leaving, not darkness, but the grey +mystery of dawn, in which for an instant all sound, all movement, +seemed arrested. There was one utterly peaceful second, and then, from +behind the splintered gateway, from the shadows of the tunnel, came a +breathless voice:-- + +"Close the outer gate, sergeant; if you can, you have them in a trap! a +regular trap!" + +_A trap!_ + +The word reached those who had followed Roshan in his causeless +retreat. Had he foreseen this? Was he escaping from the trap? Their +eyes flew to the tunnel, but the light which, till then, had lit up its +darkness, the swinging lamp by which the batterers of the gate had +worked, was dashed down by someone's hand--a small, white hand--and +there was nothing to be seen. Only that voice to be heard repeating, +"They're in a trap; keep them there!" + +Keep them! Not if they could fight their way into the open! The cry +rose in a second:-- + +"A trap. Yea! a trap! Out of it! Outside, brothers, outside, where we +can fight free!" + +Roshan, who would have paused at this chance of fair resistance, was +caught in the rush from behind, and found himself through the gap in +the gate fighting desperately in the crowd, calling on his men to +rally. But they had construed his half-frenzied flight from that look +on Vincent Dering's face into a lead, and they were mixed up +inextricably with the horde of undisciplined conspirators who, having +been till now safe under cover of the tunnelled archway, yelled for the +open, not so much in which to fight, but in which to run away. + +The mere handful of men, whose number was fortunately hidden by the +darkness, could never have prevented the rush, but a quick wit amongst +them seized on a possibility, and the breathless voice called, "Let +them pass--let them pass!" + +So, in a second or two, amid confused yells, and mad slashings at +friends and foes alike, the positions were reversed. The inside was +out, the outside in, like Brian O'Lynn's breeches; and Dr. Dillon's +first hint at what the amazing turn of affairs below him meant came +with the words:-- + +"Barricade that gate. Sharp as you know how. They won't give us long." + +"Is that you, Carlyon?" he called doubtfully, leaning over the parapet +and peering into that grey mystery of dawn. + +The figure he saw, a woman in a white dress and a scarlet mess jacket, +made him doubt the evidence of his own eyes. But the answer in a +woman's voice, with a quick breath in it, sent his back in something +between a laugh and a sob. + +"Then he isn't here! Oh! what can have become of him?" + +There was no doubt that this was a woman! + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + L'ADDIO DEL MARITO + + +Once outside, where they could discern friend from foe, the troopers +instantly realized their mistake, and rallied round Roshan. + +But it was too late for that now. As he stood, centring them, there was +a wild contempt, a vague relief, in his face. He knew now where his +sympathies lay. Not with these men, treacherous to their salt, but with +those who could hold--who _had_ held--their own against all odds. Yes! +even with that dead figure, still with its back to the door that must +not be opened. + +The thought stung and seared like hot iron. + +No! Not with that! not with that! That was--What?-- + +He could have killed himself for the unwavering testimony which every +scrap of him gave to the heroism, the defiance of such a death. He knew +he would give everything to die one like it; and he knew he could +not--not _now_. He knew he must die a useless death, to save himself +from a worse one. + +"There is no real harm done, _Khân-jee_," broke in his lance-_duffadar_ +in hurried excuse, seeing the expression on his face. "We can get in +easily again. Those holding the horses say there were but a score of +them all told--the cursed Sikhs--God knows how they got out of the +Fort! I thought we had them safe. And there was a woman with them--a +Miss-_baba_"--he laughed savagely. "Well! if they be brave as men, +these infidel women, let them die like men--the hell-cats!" + +Roshan Khân looked at the man, whom he had known for years, as if he +had never seen him before. And the thought of another woman--with his +own blood in her veins--who had been brave also, and who had died--died +by his hand--returned to sweep him from every bearing, from every +landmark, eastern or western, and leave him rudderless, drifting, in a +storm of sheer despair. He laughed suddenly--an insane laugh--at the +hideousness, the hopelessness of it all. Laughed like the madman he was +for the time, at the horror which drove him mad. + +"Kill her, if thou wilt, fool! I have done my share of that," he cried +brutally, striking out at the voice as he had struck at the other which +had told him of Vincent's victory. Striking as he felt inclined to +strike at anything and everything; most of all at the hateful confusion +in himself, and in his world. So, without another word, he broke +through the circle of troopers, dashed to where his horse awaited him, +and was off like a whirlwind; that strange possession of the Oriental +races, which, in a way, claims kindred with the Berserk rage of the +north, thrilling to his finger-tips; yet held in check, diverted from +sheer, mad, uncalculating desire to kill, by that acquired sense of +fair play. + +"He goes to rouse the city," said some of his men, following him +hurriedly. + +"And time, too!" assented some of the conspirators. "The dawn is upon +us, and if the pilgrims drift away, our hope is gone!" + +But most of the crowd, troopers and conspirators alike, felt vaguely +that the dawn had indeed come, that the midsummer night's dream of +madness was over; that those who were wise would try, while they had +the chance, to escape from its consequences. + +And that such a chance existed, even now, was patent. The very madness +of the night, its lack of reasonable explanation, were in their favour. +And its darkness, the outer darkness of the storm, which had sprung +up in a minute, must have hidden much. Who, for instance, was to +say--except those impenitent ones whose evidence, if given at all, must +be doubted as the evidence of condemned men seeking to drag others down +to their fate--whether such and such a one had been a rebel at first? +Provided, always, that there was no doubt about his staunchness at the +last; that is, now that the dawn had come--the dawn which showed doubt, +almost a surprise, in so many faces. + +What had come to them? Why were they there? + +"_Kuchch saiya pur gya!_" (some shadow fell on me) muttered one man +below his breath, as he sheathed his sword. + +And another, with an oath, said boldly, "This one is for the winning +side," then gave the cry, "To the rescue, brothers, to the rescue! Cut +down the mutineers"--so, promptly, began operations on the nearest +defenceless prisoner. + +Thus, almost before those who had galloped in hot haste after Roshan's +lead were out of sight, the prisoners, even the resisting warders, had +been driven into the portico, and penned like a flock of sheep between +the troopers outside and the pioneers within. + +"The Lord is King," said the lance-_duffadar_, piously, to a +neighbour,--he had started back from Roshan's blow with a scowl, and +watched his retreat resentfully,--"the Handle-end of His Sword is +safest! Lo! Have at them, brothers!"--he added aloud--"have at the +evil-born ones who would have killed the _mems_ and the _baba-logue_ +as such scum did in the Great Breathing, making the faces of the +soldiery black for all time! Show them our mettle. Forward! +'Gord--save--the--Ka-veen!'" + +"Gord--save--the--Ka-veen!" + +The cry grew to a shout, and Dr. Dillon, who, with a great incredulity +lessening the values of all he saw and heard, had promptly swung +himself down into the courtyard, looked through a crevice in the +barricade--which was fast taking form under the willing hands of the +pioneers--to see what the noise meant. + +"It is all over," he said slowly, his face pathetic in its +bewilderment; "the troopers are siding with us!" + +He stood for a moment as if unable to grasp the reality, and his keen, +inquisitive eyes seemed to search almost reproachfully for some cause, +some hint of reason, in his surroundings. In the splintered door, in +every cranny and foothold of the broken stair, and so, past the +parapet, they continued their question to the lightening sky, against +which, faint and far, those distant peaks where lay the "Cradle of the +Gods" had begun to show dimly. + +"All for nothing!" he muttered to himself, almost petulantly. "Poor +Dering!" So, swiftly he passed down the alley,--swiftly, but +hopelessly; for he knew what those iron shackles meant on a man's bare +head. + +He drew the body to one side with tender care, then knocked at the +closed door and called to the man within. "Smith, open the door! You'd +better come out--I think it's all over now; be quick, please." + +There was a pause, then a fumbling at the bolts and bars. So, in that +grey, cold light, a figure stood at the open door, tall, gaunt, with a +hunted look in its eyes, almost a terror, as they looked down--down to +the threshold--down for what they knew should be there. + +"Dering?" asked Eugene Smith, rather hoarsely; then, seeing what lay to +one side, covered his eyes from the sight with a cry like a woman's, +and trembled all over. That strain of patient, idle inaction had been +awful. + +"Oh, God damn them!" burst out the doctor, fiercely. "And all for +nothing--for nothing. At least I think so. Come on, Smith, and make +sure." + +For nothing! For nothing! + +The words were echoing in Roshan's brain also, as with loose rein, +recklessly, he galloped over the frail bridge of boats, making it +quiver and thunder beneath his horse's hoofs, and send curved waves of +light and shadow over the clear, steely surface of the water, seen like +a polished shield in the dawn. The air was clear also; the distant +hills steel grey as the water, the sky steel grey as the hills. And +there was the bright keenness as of a glittering sword in the chill +breeze that swept from west to east. But Roshan did not feel it; he was +absorbed in himself, in the useless battle of his life. + +For nothing! For nothing! + +He did not even hear the soft yet sonorous roar, beginning like the +rush of a big breaker on a beach, ending with a wild, musical note, +like the wail of new-weaned lambs and their mothers on a lone hillside, +which suddenly echoed out over the water, making those who galloped +behind look at each other and whisper joyfully:-- + +"'Tis all right, _Khân-sahib_," said one, urging his horse alongside; +"the pilgrims are waiting still--hear you not their cry? They grow +impatient!" + +Roshan looked at him with lack-lustre eyes. What were the pilgrims to +him, or their impatience? What was salvation, immortality, to one whose +only desire was death--death and forgetfulness? He dug his spurs into +his horse, savagely glad to give pain, and rode on. + +"_Hârâ! Hârî! Harî! Hârâ!_" + +The roar was articulate now, and those behind looked doubtfully at each +other. + +"If it should be the miracle?" suggested one conspirator; but another +shook his head, "How can that be? None know the trick save those two, +Gu-gu and Am-ma, and they are safe." + +"Unless it _be_ a miracle," put in a third, almost timidly. "God's club +makes no noise, and the night has been full of marvels." + +So an uneasy silence fell upon the rest. + +"_Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!_" + +There was no mistaking the cry now. It rose exultant, yet with that +wailing note in it still, which lingers always in humanity's claim to +have found its lost Paradise, its lost purity. + +Yet there was no trace of doubt in the almost frantic joy on every face +in the dense multitude which stopped the little cavalcade, as it +entered the square around the Pool of Immortality; stopped it +hopelessly, as if the moving, breathing, living mass had been a dead +wall. + +"_Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!_" + +It was almost a yell. The patience was gone utterly, and far as the eye +could reach, in all the wide square, in every street and alley +converging to it, there was the restless ineffectual movement +of the sea, when, on a summer's day, it beats itself calmly yet +persistently--rising and falling--upon a sheer cliff, against the +impossible. There was no one to check the crowd now, to prevent it from +finding Death and Immortality at the same time. What matter? What were +a few hundreds of crushed bodies, when the soul found what it sought? + +The riders behind Roshan threw up their hands at the sight. No hope +here for the littlenesses of life; for principalities and powers, even +for political liberty. + +This was the bed-rock; this, in its unalterable aspiration--not for +something better, but for the best--neither culture nor conspiracy +could touch; this was as much beyond the control of kith and kin as of +strangers and aliens. + +"Come, _Khân-sahib_!" they called to the figure with the lack-lustre eyes +which sat its horse like a statue, staring at itself, at its world, +conscious only of the hideous discords which were, perforce, the music +of its sphere. "Come! _Nawab-jee!_ There is still a chance with the +'_Teacher of Religion_.' The _jogi_ will have held _his_ folk, for +sure. They will be ready for blood, since Mai Kâli"--the speaker spat +his Mahomedan contempt for the idolatry ere he went on--"lets none go. +She's a true woman for that!" + +So, by back alleys and crooked ways, Roshan--why he did not know, since +he meant nothing by it--led the cavalcade past the palace, through the +archway into the courtyard with its union-jack of raised paths. + +And found it empty. + +Empty of all save the _jogi_, Gorakh-nâth, who was busy, resignedly, in +rethreading his chaplet of skulls, ere starting to seek safety over the +British border in some far recess of the holy hills, whence, when this +affair had blown over, he could swoop down with added sanctity on some +other religious fair. + +"He and his God stole them from me not the saying of a rosary past," he +said cheerfully, after he had explained the position. "They went by +yonder door to the old road. So what matter! They are in it. They will +come back to Her by and by. It is so always. Men follow other leads, +other loves. But they do not find what they seek; so they come back to +Her, to the many named Woman. _Jai! Kali Ma!_" + +Those behind Roshan looked at each other. + +"It is the end," they said briefly. "Come, _risaldar-jee_--" the change +of title was significant--"we shall have to ride far and fast if we are +to live." + +Once more, every atom of the man, soul and body, seemed to strike out +furiously at the voice, at the truth and the untruth in it; at the +assertion of failure, the linking of his need with theirs. + +"Ride for your lives if you want them," he cried fiercely; "I seek +death." + +They left him, after unavailing protests, and rode helter-skelter on to +the Fort, warning their comrades that the game was up, so, on towards +safety. And the _jogi_, naked but not ashamed, still swinging his +chaplet of skulls, followed them leisurely; for he knew himself safe in +the superstition and the devotion of every woman in India. Since he, +Her servant, could not fail of shelter in every Hindoo homestead, far +or near, in which a woman's hand closed on a man's, holding him tight +for herself alone, as the Great Mother holds all men. + +Roshan, thus left alone, rode his horse on slowly to the central +plinth, dismounted, and, hitching the bridle over the muzzle of the +"_Teacher of Religion_" stood staring out dully at what lay before him; +so quiet, so commonplace! + +Nothing changed from the day, barely a month ago, when he had stood +beside the old gun with Vincent Dering and Lance Carlyon, contemptuous +of the ignorance of others, satisfied with himself. + +And now?--what had come to him? + +The madness, which his wild gallop from the gaol had calmed somewhat, +returned in a fierce rush, and with it that one desire for revenge; for +something by which to show the contempt, which was not now merely for +the ignorant; but for those others, self-righteous, tyrannical, who had +dared to touch him--dared to make him what he was--a prey both to +ignorance and wisdom, savagery and culture--a laughing-stock even to +himself! + +And who had begun the fooling? Who had taught him as a boy? + +Pidar Narâyan! Who else? Who else had begun the game giving some +things, withholding others? And who else was within reach? Who else +could be followed up and forced to fair fight? Forced to admit that the +pupil was ahead now of the master. + +He laughed a laugh of absolute exultation; and a wave of purely +childish satisfaction swept through the mind in which there were still +so many depths of childish ignorance and misconception; unavoidable +depths in the culture of a bare score of years. Leaving his horse +tethered to the old gun, he ran hastily across to the palace, so, +finding the door open, the whole place quiet, went on down the arched +passage. It was still dark there, but a glimmer of light showed the +entrance to the chapel, and to the armoury beside it, which was his +goal. + +He had no other thought except for that armoury, until, with the tall +tapers burning at the head and feet, he saw the dead body of the woman +who had deceived him lying on the Altar steps. Then the pitifullest +clashing of satisfaction and despair, of desire and disgust, came to +him that ever rent a man in twain. For a moment he fought for bare +reason between them, then with a savage cry, he flung himself beside +the dead girl, caught her to him, covered her with frantic, cruel +kisses, and, almost flinging her from him again, ran on into the +armoury, the red of her dress, her bosom, in his eyes--the red of +blood! + +The armoury! Where he had had his first lesson in the foils! There they +were, harmless in their buttons, crossed on the wall, and above them +something more murderous; the dangerous delicate rapiers to which those +others were but the prelude. No! one was gone! One Father Ninian had +used against the _jogi!_ One he must have with him. So much the better! + +He tore down its fellow, and passing the dead girl without a look, +dashed out into the courtyard again, his last trace of sanity gone. + +The next instant his horse's feet were echoing madly along the +pilgrims' road. His enemy must have a quarter of an hour's lead, but +that was nothing; he could overtake him, anyhow, at the first station +in the pilgrimage,--a temple under a vast _banyan_ tree at the foot of +the first rise, where the pious must pause to make offerings. + +The road was almost empty at first; for the news that the miracle had +only been deferred had spread instantly through the unrestful town, so +to a space beyond it, making those who heard the tale turn back to see +for themselves. But after a few minutes' wild gallop, he came up with +those who had been beyond recall, who had gone on content with that +strange lead of a strange God; of a saint, a sinner. Yet, after a time, +forgetful of that leadership utterly. For they needed it no more. The +danger of novelty had passed with their first step along the beaten +track which their fathers had followed. Father Ninian, wise with the +wisdom of long years, of secret sympathy, had known this; had counted +on it in his forlorn hope of leading them into familiar bondage. He had +told himself that he need only go as far as that first station; that +then, during the pause for offerings, he might return, as it were, to +realities, to something more consistent with the nineteenth century! +But to him, also, as he led the way, chanting his offices for the day, +had come a strange peace, a strange desire to go on to the end of the +pilgrimage; a strange desire to leave those realities behind him in a +world from which he was taking nothing, not even his love. + +Surely it was time. Surely he was old enough to claim rest. No! not +rest. It was something more than that. Surely, now that he had left +every atom of earth behind him lying with a dead woman on the Altar +steps, he also was free to find the "Cradle of the Gods"! + +"_My soul fleeth unto the Lord! before the morning watch I say, before +the morning watch_," he chanted; he had gone on blindly from psalm to +psalm intent on the desire to lead those voices behind. + +"Have a care, _baba-jee!_ thou and thy God!" said a half-tender, +half-jesting one as he stumbled among the stones, and a dark hand +stretched itself out to steady the old priest, and a dark face turned +to nod approval at other saffron robes; since here was a true pilgrim, +a true madman, forgetful of this world, to judge by the face lifted +towards those distant hills. + +Yet the desire in him to reach them seemed to the wise old heart +something that must be set aside. He must return. Yes! he must return. +To do what? What could an old man do who had left life, a useless life, +behind him? He crushed down that thought also, and stumbled on. + +"_Man is like a thing of nought, his time passeth away like a shadow!_" + +His voice spent itself tremulously on that one certainty, and those +behind him joined their testimony to his all unwittingly, as they +called on Hârâ or Hârî; on the Creator, the Destroyer, as One and +Indivisible. + +And in the rear again, Roshan in his search for Death, for +annihilation, bore witness also, as he came, cursing those who stood in +his way, his horse slithering among the stones in its effort to obey +whip and spur, and sending a dry clangour of hoof-beats through the +little stony valley to startle the sleepy snakes coiled on the distant +rocks, and drive them back to their crannies with a hiss. + +So, every instant, the distance lessened between the old man and the +young one, both weary of life. It was broad daylight now, though the +sun was still low on the horizon. The mystery of dawn had left the +world, the very pilgrims, between their recurring cries, were +chattering, laughing, over the every-day details of life which would +make to-day as trivial as yesterday, to-morrow as trivial as to-day. + +There had been a "Breathing" in the night, they told each other. Some +shadow had fallen. Some God or Devil had had power. But the shackles of +custom, of familiarity, were back again, the despotism of detail. + +Only in those two strangely different minds in the van, in the rear, +the mystery still clouded the reality. + +And the distance between them lessened as Roshan drove his way through +the saffron robes recklessly. + +Yet, fast as he went, when he reached the end of the dry watercourse up +which the last part of the rough track had wound, and stood in the +hollow, backed by a further rise of the hill, where the quaint, dumpy, +black temple hid itself under the huge blotch of the _banyan_ tree--the +only green thing visible, far or near--the figure he sought was not to +be seen among the crowd. + +Akbar Khân, indeed, he saw, utilizing one of the tall tapers as a +pipe-light before casting himself on the ground to suck contentedly at +the screwed _banyan_ leaf full of tobacco which he had gathered by +claiming a pinch in return for the loan of that same light to others. +But with a curious shame Roshan avoided him, and passed on in his +search among the jostling crowd, the continuous babel of trivial talk; +for this was resting-time, when men and women could be men and women, +and forget that they were on a pilgrimage; when they could even dream +themselves back in the village under the familiar shelter of some +village tree, asking no more than the familiar round of life. + +But above the babel came every now and again the insistent clang of a +bell, telling that some new petitioner was seeking a favour of the +Gods, and making a golden oriole, which sat in the green leafage, flit +to another bower with a sudden fluting note, full, joyful, mellow. + +"What dost seek, _Musulmân?_" cavilled a saint, drawing back from +Roshan's shadow, as he gabbled invocations, all he knew, on a rosary, +ere solacing himself with the pipe which his disciple had prepared. "If +'tis the madman and his God--he hath gone yonder." + +He pointed to a side track, which was a short cut to the road above. + +Roshan flung himself from his horse without a word, and followed. + +The distance lessened at every step now, for the old priest's breath +failed him at the steepness of the rise. + +Still, it would not delay him long, he told himself, to take that one +look at the soft, white cloud which generally hid the goal of +pilgrimage, before he turned back over the hill, as best he could, to +find what task remained for him in the world. + +He might have that one look, surely! + +So, reaching the summit of this first bulwark of the unattainable, he +sat down, breathlessly, beside an upright black stone which showed +strangely distinct amid the redness of the surrounding rock; a plain +black stone, not three feet high, chipped rudely to a blunt point. +Father Ninian did not need the scattering of dead marigolds and dry +basil leaves about its base to tell him that it was a fragment of an +older faith than that of the temple below; a faith sterner, purer, +founded on a clearer perception of what humanity needed in that search +for the lost Paradise; on a closer memory of the cause which lost it. + +He laid one hand on the stone almost caressingly, as, holding the pyx +in the other, he sat down facing the distant peaks. But there was no +cloud upon them. The day had dawned clear and still, and as he sat +looking wistfully over the valleys on valleys, the hills on hills, +which lay bathed in light between him and the "Cradle of the Gods," +a sunbeam--still slanting from the curved edge of the eastern +plains--caught the jewelled star of what he held, and stayed there. + +It was peaceful beyond words. The hurry, the strain, not only of that +long eventful night, but of the whole long eventful life, seemed over. +All things seemed behind him. The passion, the pride, the courage, the +manhood--all things that had made Ninian Bruce what Ninian Bruce had +been--where were they? + +Only wisdom, only a tender knowledge, seemed to remain. + +The clank of steel upon stone roused him, the clank of Roshan's spurs +upon the rocks; and Father Ninian turned to see him, a yard or two on +the path below, outlined clearly against the distant view of Eshwara, +against the world in which Ninian Bruce had lived and loved--the Ninian +Bruce whom he had left behind. + +Behind! + +No! It was Ninian Bruce and none other who was on his feet in a second, +a flush on his face--the face that was like the nether mill-stone in +its stern passion, and pride, and power. For, in a second, the old +man's soul was back in a world where a dead woman belonging to him lay +waiting for revenge. His hand was on his hidden rapier, as he flung his +first word of defiance at the man who had killed her. + +"Murderer!" + +"Your pupil at that, even!" gasped Roshan, "you began it!--your pupil +whom you taught--curse you--" + +The words failed him--he paused inarticulate--but the keen eyes and +ears opposite him took in his meaning with the swift comprehension +which had been Pidar Narâyan's always. A sort of contemptuous pity +fought with the passion of Ninian Bruce's face. + +"My pupil, certainly," he assented. "Have you come to ask me for a +final lesson?" + +Roshan glared at him. "You understand--you always did--that is the +worst. Yes! I have come"--here he laughed wildly--"for what you taught +me--fair play and no favour--and I mean to have it." In his fierce +excitement he pressed closer, flourishing his rapier. + +"Pardon me," came a cold, courteous voice; "I did not teach you that +method of assassination, surely? I thought you desired fair play. If +so, you might allow me to meet you on equal terms." + +Roshan drew back with a flush from the figure which had stood its +ground, which looked at him with bitter disdain. He scarcely seemed to +recognize it. No wonder! For this was Ninian Bruce himself. Ninian +Bruce as he might have spoken to an over-hasty antagonist in the days +when he was the most reckless swordsman in Rome, when the world held +him body and soul. + +The years, his very priesthood, had slipped from him. + +"I beg your pardon, sir!" muttered Roshan, standing aside. There was a +savage satisfaction in his heart. This man was not old, the odds were +equal; there was enough fire and passion here to please any opponent. + +So, after a pause to lay aside the pyx--it found a strange +resting-place on the blunt summit of that upright black stone--a slim, +still elegant figure, divested of its priestly robings, took its stand, +its back to the hills, its face to the world. + +Still upright, still active, with its black _soutane_ caught up and +tucked into the sash to give free play to its limbs. + +"Now, sir," came the courteous voice, "I am ready." + +Something in the proud grace of bearing, the reckless contempt, made +Roshan follow suit. + +"The sun will be in your eyes," he said, "let us fight lengthwise to +the ridge." + +"We _will_--by and by!" came that icy voice, as the speaker, without +moving, stood on guard. "We can omit the salute. If you are ready, I +am." + +For an instant Roshan hesitated, realizing what the life that he meant +to take had been, what the man himself whom he meant to kill had been +and was. The man whose figure stood out like a black shadow against the +distant blue of the hills; and as he realized the fine fibre of his +enemy, a sense of powerlessness to touch, to harm him, kept Roshan +motionless. + +"Shall I count five, and give you a start?" The question came with a +shrug of the shoulders. + +The taunt told. Roshan pulled himself together, and stood on guard +also. But the sense of powerlessness was intolerable; he lowered his +rapier for a word more--a word to raise his own self-esteem. + +"I warn you," he said haughtily, "that the sun is in your eyes. That I +have learnt more than you ever taught me--that _this_ is to the death." + +"It could scarcely be anything else, could it?" came the instant reply, +in a voice that vibrated harshly, like a harpstring struck to its +fullest, "with a dead woman between us! Engage, you devil, or I will +kill you as you stand!" + +Roshan gave a short, sharp cry, like a wild beast. The next instant the +curious hiss of two meeting blades sliding along each other was the +only sound. It is a strange sound, which, to the listeners, the +onlookers, seems to say "hush" to the whole world. + +"_Hush_--hush--_sh_--_sh_." + +Then, short and sharp as that cry of Roshan's, came another sound; the +beaten, baffled clash when steel meets steel instead of flesh. + +Roshan, with an inward curse, gripped his rapier closer. He had almost +been disarmed,--disarmed in that first encounter. Strange that he +should have forgotten his foe,--forgotten the deadly insistence of the +master's blade, slack as a snake in curves, firm as a vice in grip. +Then that almost invisible turn of the wrist which had so nearly done +for him. He had forgotten--these, in years of meaner adversaries. He +remembered them now, and would not forget again. And he had such +things; ay! and more, in reserve for himself. + +So had his master; in reserve for both of them, if needful. And the +knowledge that it _would_ be needful came to Ninian Bruce at the first +touch of his adversary's sword; for there was that in it which told the +old hand that the young one was a master's also. + +"My pupil has improved," he said quietly, as, abandoning the attack, he +parried Roshan's furious onslaught with scarcely a motion of the hand, +held level to his heart. + +That he could do. But the other must surely come in the end, since he +was old, and Roshan young. If in the end, therefore, why not now? The +sooner the better. + +A minute after the sun was no longer in Pidar Narâyan's eyes. As he had +said, they were fighting lengthwise to the ridge; and he drew back, +choosing his ground, until under his feet he felt the dead marigolds, +the withered basil leaves that lay about the upright stone,--that +strange pedestal on which the star-shaped pyx stood as on an altar, +glittering in the sun-rays. + +He seemed to see it, to feel it, standing there between the world below +and those faint, far peaks. And the eyes which had seen so much felt +they need see no more. + +"_Sta' alerta, Signor!_" he cried jibingly, flinging himself savagely +forward. "And may the Lord have mercy on your soul," he added in a +lower tone; as, in an attack which held in it all the wildness, the +fire, the passion of his youth, he drove Roshan back a step,--one step +down the faint slope on which he had counted. + +A fierce lunge or two, a swift parry, and then,--then an inch beyond +safety--given purposely--yielded room for the _riposte_ he sought from +that other rapier. + +It came with a quick cry of triumph, as Roshan felt that thin, cold +steel slide silently on through a dull, faint resistance. A cry that +ended in a gasp, as the hand which held the rapier dropped for a +second, then flung itself upwards. + +For Pidar Narâyan had given the _reprise_; and '_L'Addio del Marito_' +had done its work. + +So, for an instant--held upright by the lingering force of the old +man's hand--the two stood within a sword's length, their faces glaring +at each other,--stern, implacable, the one in death, the other still in +life. + +Then the strength, the life, ebbed; the balance between it and death +wavered, and Ninian Bruce, overborne by his enemy's dead weight, sank +to his knee, then backwards. + +But his hand still gripped the rapier. So Roshan Khân's body, as it +fell forward, slithered down the sharp blade, sending a little jet of +crimson blood backwards, till it stopped with a dull thud upon the +hilt. + +So he lay, face downwards, beside the old man, whose face looked +skyward; whose head rested among the withered marigolds and the sweet, +dead leaves of the basil, which generations and generations of pilgrims +had offered to an unknown wisdom on their way to the "Cradle of the +Gods." + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + THE TRUTH + + +"And to look at it now," came the Commissioner's rich, round brogue, +"you would think butter wouldn't melt in its mouth!" + +He waved the cigar he was smoking towards Eshwara. It looked sleepier, +more sun-saturate than ever, as it lay reflected in the still lagoon +between it and the tent in which he was sitting; a double-poled, +Commissioner's tent, which two days before had swooped down like an +avenging angel with broad white wings to take possession of the just +and the unjust in the name of Victoria _Kaiser-i-Hind_. + +It was pitched on the site of the Viceroy's camp, for the convenience +of being close to the gaol where the late disturbers of the public +peace had taken up their residence. In fact, the mast from which the +royal standard had floated, still reared itself, bare, undraped, from +its roundel of roses. But the flowers were withered, dead. Even the +palms, their work of welcome over, were wilting fast; but they still +gave a doubtful shade to some groups of manacled men, who, guarded by +yellow-legged constables, were placidly awaiting the Commissioner's +leisure and pleasure; both being, at the time, occupied with lunch and +Dr. Dillon. So, the wide white wings of the tent being set open and +supported with bamboos to let in the breeze, the representative +of law and order could be seen--his feet on the table among his law +books--drinking an iced whiskey-and-soda. + +Dr. Dillon--he looked careworn chiefly because in his care for others +he had, as yet, been able to take no rest--nodded. + +"Yes; and it doesn't, as a rule. A more peaceable spot never was. You +can't account for these sudden idiotic outbreaks. One reason is as good +as another. And so old Mother Campbell, with her assertion that it all +came because Miss Shepherd would talk about Jean Ziska's drum--" + +The Commissioner smiled. "Yes, the good lady has an endless circle of +unfounded beliefs, all dependent on each other for support. It's the +most comfortable way of getting through life. An' miracles are like +drams--ye can't stop them, once you begin. Besides, on me soul, it was +queer--even Carlyon said--" + +"And if it _were_ true," interrupted the doctor, "we shouldn't be any +'forrader'! We shouldn't understand. And that's our position now. You +can't, in fact. It's better you shouldn't; in India, at any rate. Just +accept them, ignore them, smash them, hush them up"--here his face +clouded--"and in this case there is a good deal that had better be kept +dark--you'll do your best, I hope?" + +The keen whimsical face hardened. "I shall follow the usual official +routine, sir," he said cynically; "for, look you, there never was a row +like this in India but there is something in it about a woman, which +we've got to hush up. An' that's God's truth. Yes, we pay a heavy +toll--" He broke off, took up a pen as if to write, threw it down +impatiently, and stared out into the hot, yellow sunshine. + +Dr. Dillon sat twiddling his mushroom hat round and round in his +nervous fingers, and staring out into it also. A sense of being face to +face with an unpleasant truth was on them both. Suddenly he laughed +harshly. + +"We ought to have got accustomed to the fact by this time, anyhow," he +said, "for it began early enough in the history of man. Well, I'm off; +you won't want me, will you, this afternoon, now those men have turned +Queen's evidence?" + +"Don't think so. Let's see." The Commissioner drew a list towards him, +and ran his eye over it. "I've condemned three warders and seven +prisoners to death for poor Dering's murder; so I daresay penal +servitude will see through the rest. Then there's _jogi_ Gorakh-nâth +and his _gosain_. They ought to be hung, but we haven't caught them, +and we never shall; the wild ass that snuffeth up the east wind isn't +in it with a Hindoo ascetic in eluding captors! So the lot out there +are really small fry; for the other ringleaders are either dead or +departed--even that amphibious brute, Gu-gu." + +Dr. Dillon looked up cheerfully. "By George! I'd have given something +to see that water-fight between him and Am-ma! By the way, what are you +going to do for that queer fish? But for him, we would never have seen +Lance Carlyon's face again." + +The Commissioner's expression was curious. "It's a bit hard to do +anything for a man who wants nothing but earth, air, and water, and has +got all three; besides--" he drew a paper out of a file, looked at it, +then looked at the doctor--"besides it wasn't altogether Am-ma!" He +paused, smiled an infinitely kind smile, then went on: "I was a brute, +entirely, to talk about a heavy toll just now. We get its worth back, +me dear fellow, over and over again. See! here is Am-ma's _affidavit_. +I took it this morning, and upon me soul, Dillon, I should be obliged +if you would tell me whether to hush it up, or inform the party +concerned." So saying, his brogue took possession of the sun-bright, +sun-dry air-- + +"I, Am-ma, of the river folk, solemnly affirm that, knowing the +_Dee-puk-râg_ to be in the power of the _Huzoors_, I several times +warned Gu-gu not to follow other masters. But he had learned books, and +become ignorant. He could not even feel when a current changed its +course; and then he thought he must die, because of the ghost, and that +made him wild. So when I refused, and set off, as ordained, for the +raft, he took the Brahmin's money and stopped the miracle. Of a surety, +the Awarder of Justice is right. This slave knew what was to come. He +did not tell of it because, where the _Dee-puk-râg_ is, there is +victory; so there was no fear. Yet when the Miss-_sahiba_ bade me help +her, I obeyed, because she has power over devils, and my son, _Huzoor_, +is still in the first week of life. Therefore, for that reason, I +guided the raft. But when I saw that the Light-bringers had smitten the +darkness of evil-doers, and that the raft would be needed no more, I +went on with it to the place appointed by the Wood-_wallah-sahib_ +whence it could float of itself. + +"So I returned to my home and ate my bread. And the day was quiet, as +the _Huzoor_ knows; only the folk reviled, because I had no fish to +sell. + +"But, at night, at the waning of the sunset stars, about the third +jackal cry, came the Miss-_sahiba_ to my hut." + +Dr. Dillon ceased twiddling his hat, and looked up in sudden interest. + +"To my hut," reiterated the reading voice. "I deemed it because of +devils first; but it was not. It was because of Carlone-_sahib_ who +could not be found,--only his clothes and pistol on my craft, stranded +on a sand-bank by the mid-channel. + +"'He has not been killed,' said the Miss-_sahiba_ 'He would not have +fought with his clothes off. Nor did he go to fight. He would not have +left the pistol if he had. He has gone swimming, to get quicker and +find help. So he is drowned. He is in the river still, and I cannot +think of it. Am-ma! you know every inch of the river. Find him! Find +him!' + +"Then I said: 'Yea, Miss-_sahiba_ I will find him when his body rises. +No man can find a dead one in the river till then.' But, as I spoke, +the son at his mother's breast left sucking, and cried aloud. The +Miss-_sahiba_ said it was but the gripes, but we--my house and I--knew +more than that. We knew it was the devils, winning a way because the +Miss was not content. So I said: 'I will find him while his beauty is +still on him, for you to see again,'--since that is in the heart of all +women, O Awarder of Justice. Thus at the dawn--the dawn after the dawn +of darkness--I, Am-ma, set out with my nets, seeing that fish, anyhow, +could be found, and the market would be dear, because none had come to +the bazaar during the commotion. So, remembering where my craft had +stranded, I went first to mid-channel; thus, working up, came to where +it had stranded once before. Then, seeing footmarks, I followed them, +till in an island, eating his bread, I found the evil-begotten Gu-gu. + +"He had a knife in his bead belt, at the sight whereof I gave glory +to gods and devils alike, for I knew the handle of it. It was +Carlone-_sahib's shikar_ knife, and I had been his _shikari_ many a +time. + +"So I said, 'Where gottest thou Carlone-_sahib's_ knife, Gu-gu?' +thinking to startle him. And it did. He said no word, but came at me +with it. + +"So we fought. His right hand and mine on the knife, and our left arms +round each other's throat, choking us; and our legs wrestling. Till the +water grew too deep. Then we swam with them. But he said nothing, nor +did I. There was no need. We understood, as dogs do, that it was foe +and foe. So it came to the deep stream; his right hand and mine, +with the knife between them, and our teeth fixed in each other's +shoulders,--till I bethought me of his ear. + +"Then he yelled, and let go; but I was after him as he dived. It was a +long race. Wherefore not? since we are the best swimmers in the river. +But I felt the cleave of the water from his foot at last, and spent +myself in one stroke. So I laid hold of his leg and ran my hand up till +I found his back. Then I used Carlone-_sahib's_ knife on him, and he +sank; and I sank too, with the blow. + +"And when I came up, leaving him there, I found how long the race had +been, for my right hand struck the city wall. Then it came to me what +the Miss-_sahiba_ had said, of Carlone-_sahib_ wishing to go quick; and +I bethought me of the secret passages, and the knife, and Gu-gu's fear. +And I said to myself someone must have restored the miracle. Not Gu-gu; +else why was he hiding? What if it be Carlone-_sahib?_ But most of all +I thought of my little son, and the devils longing for him, and for a +woman longing for the sight of a man's beauty, and I knew I must go and +see if it lay there. So I dived, and found him, as the Awarder of +Justice knows, sitting high up, with the water about his feet, waiting +for death, and brought him back as I promised. And Gu-gu is dead, for +his body was drifting by the tunnel with Carlone-_sahib's_ knife in the +back as we came out. So the Miss is pleased, and the devils do not come +near my son." + +The brogue ceased, and there was a pause. "Well! what do ye say, +Dillon?" asked the Commissioner, fretfully. + +George Dillon rose and put on his hat deliberately. "Nothing. Except +that I must really be off. I've to see Smith first, and Carlyon--that +sprained ankle of his, which he got trying to climb up beyond the rise +of the water, will be the deuce and all if he uses it too soon. And +then, if I can, I want to get round and say good-by to--to the +Miss-_sahiba_. She's off to Herrnhut again this evening. In fact, +Campbell didn't half like her waiting for the funeral, he is in such a +blessed hurry to get to his new field, as he calls it; thinks of +nothing else. They are to be married on Monday, I believe." + +The Commissioner laid aside Am-ma's _affidavit_ with a soft "damn," and +Dr. Dillon paused on his way out at the sound. + +"Quite so,--I entirely agree with you," he said sympathetically; "but, +unfortunately, there is only one person who has a right to tell that +story, sir--and she won't!" + +"Why not?" interrupted the Commissioner, militantly--"why the blazes +shouldn't a woman tell the truth?" + +"Because women don't know it," broke in the doctor, "or men either, for +that matter. Because we men and women have got ourselves on such false +lines, into such an absolutely false position towards each other, that +the only course consistent with propriety and _les convenances_ is +to--to hush the thing up! So hush-a-bye baby, sir, to your heart's +content. So long as the mother can tell her blessed infant that she is +a lady, what does the real fact matter?" + +He spoke with a concentrated bitterness, an almost fierce resentment, +and the Commissioner nodded, finished his whiskey-and-soda at a gulp, +and returned to work, tossing his papers about recklessly. + +"It's a quare world, certainly," he murmured, with a lack of +originality which sat ill on him. Then, catching sight of something in +a file, his humorous, kindly self returned. "Listen to this now, for +quareness," he laughed, beginning to read:-- + +"'The petition of Mussumat Mumtâza Mahal'--that's Roshan Khân's +grandmother, you know--'sister,' etc., etc., 'humbly sheweth that she +has endured grievous wrong and hurt, by loss of her grandson in the +late deplorable mutiny (of which she was utterly incognizant, being +helpless, veiled, old woman perpetually confined in house). Therefore +prayeth that whereas one Mussumat Ashrâf-un-nissa, her neighbour, is in +receipt of pension rupees twenty-five _per mensem_ for similar +bereavement of male protector and head of family lost in '57 mutiny, +therefore her pension of rupees twenty _per mensem_, only, for exile of +husband to Calcutta, be commuted to similar sum of twenty-five, seeing +that your poor petitioner is in floods of tears and wholly heartbroken +through this most nonregulation, premature death of promising young +scion of her noble house, on whom, as on blessed Victoria, Queen, her +hopes were fixed. Said petitioner being able to prove _alibi_, absolute +incomplicity, and continuous remaining at home during late devilish +disturbances.'" + +"Poor old soul!" laughed the doctor, "give it to her if you can, sir. +And as for remaining at home, everybody except the actual conspirators +did that. Even Dya-Ram, the disaffected--though he has preached armed +resistance to tyranny in his paper for years. He barricaded himself in +with his printing-press. Fact; jammed his fingers in so doing, and came +to me in a blind funk for a professional certificate that the wound +could not have been caused by any lethal weapon. As if anyone could +ever have suspected him of taking part in raising a row, or even in +settling one! His sort are simply negligible quantities." + +"But Ramanund seems to have attempted a lead," put in the Commissioner, +judicially. + +"Exactly. Attempted, and failed. His sort are negligible quantities +also, sir, I'm sorry to say, and will remain so until they learn, +amongst other knowledge, to believe in something besides +themselves--" here the hard eyes softened, the hard voice paused. "That +is another thing I should like to have seen--dear old Pidar Narâyan--" + +The hard voice found even softness too loud; and in the silence which +fell between the two men, only the Commissioner's pen could be heard. + +"You'll look in at the palace, perhaps, and see all is right," came the +brogue, after a bit, "and give my love to old Smith. I'm not sure but +that I'd rather have seen him behind the door than anything else, for +it must have been the hardest job--" + +"Considering the circumstances, yes!" put in the doctor; so, with the +pith hat turning him into an animated mushroom, he passed out into the +blaze of dry yellow sunshine, on that dry yellow sand. + +The sky above was molten with light and heat, the gaol positively +shimmered in the glare. Not a sound, not a sight, told of that +midsummer night's dream of wild, useless revolt, save when one of the +shackled prisoners awaiting trial sought a better bit of shade under +the wilted palms, which, not a week before, had welcomed the Hosts of +the Lord-_sahib_ on their way to the hills. + +The whole thing seemed incredible; yet, as he crossed the road to enter +the Smiths' compound, the footsteps of those other Hosts who had passed +on to the hills also remained to dimple the dry yellow sand. + +The Smiths' bungalow lay calm, peaceful; the drawing-room, as he +entered it, struck him with the old, familiar sense of refinement, +indexing the refinement of its mistress. Only one change caught his +observant eyes. Vincent Dering's photograph was no longer on the +mantle-piece, whence it had always looked out with a certain challenge +in its very prominence. Where had it gone? What matter? There was no +need for such defiance now, thought George Dillon, with that curious +half-cynical, half-resentful smile he kept for one subject only. She +might keep the photograph where she chose, now, and none would blame +her. + +So thinking, he set aside the curtain which hung at his patient's door, +and as he did so, resentment, cynicism, vanished in quick sympathy. + +"Ah! fever again, I see,--that's a bore," he said, going over swiftly +to the bed where Eugene Smith's long length lay visibly shivering; for +something,--the exposure, the excitement, the strain, perhaps, of that +awful inaction behind the door against which Vincent Dering was making +that heroic stand,--had knocked the big man over, a prey to an old +enemy--malarial fever. "When did it come on?" + +Muriel Smith, who sat on the bed, her hand in one of her husband's +shaking, trembling ones, looked up. She was very pale, but very calm. + +"Half an hour ago. It is a pity. We hoped it was broken, didn't we? But +he will fret himself so, Doctor--" Her eyes, on Dr. Dillon's, were +telling their tale, so that it scarcely needed the rambling, quivering +voice to show that the fresh onset of fever had once more clouded the +sick man's brain. + +"How can a fellow help fretting," murmured Eugene, his teeth +chattering, "when he waits like a coward behind a door, where his best +friend--" + +The woman beside him winced, but interrupted him bravely. "But I tell +him, Doctor--and it's true, isn't it?--that it was hardest for +_him_--and that--that Vincent would rather have had it so--because he +had to leave no one, and Eugene had Gladys--and me." + +Her voice seemed to bring comfort, and the glistening, feverish eyes +closed. + +"Go on with the mixture," said the doctor, vexedly conscious of a lump +in his throat. "This will wear itself out in a day or two; and--you +can't do more than you're doing." + +"I suppose not," she replied listlessly. + +But the tragedy of her face remained in his memory as he drove over the +creaking, groaning bridge to Eshwara. The bazaar was full as ever with +drifting humanity, busy in the details of every-day life. There was no +hint anywhere of the past storm; not even in the palace. It lay, as +ever, silent; its blank walls seeming to hold the sunlight back from +some secret within,--from some veiled, hidden beauty. The door was +closed, but old Akbar Khân came capering at his call, his back roached, +in bowing, like a caterpillar's. + +"The tomb is finished, _Ge-reeb-pun-wâz_," he mumbled, in blubbering +importance. "_Ala!_ the sad day! But this slave, knowing all customary +things, hath remained insistent on the workmen; therefore all is +befitting the noble people, as the _Huzoor_ will see." + +So, down the shadowy passage he led the way, crablike, to the chapel; +for hither, long years before, Father Ninian had brought the body of +Pietro Bonaventura, and here, just in front of the Altar steps, he and +Pietro's granddaughter--the last of the old priest's charges,--had been +buried the day before. The masons had been busy, building up the vault +again; but, as Akbar Khân had said, the work was finished, the chapel +restored to its original state, swept, and garnished. Even the candles +were lit on the Altar, and four of the tallest tapers had been placed, +one at each corner of the stone slab on which two more names would have +to be cut; while from these tapers long strings of jasmine flowers, +such as native women wear, had been hung in drooping chains to form an +enclosure. On the slab itself great bossed yellow marigolds were laid +to simulate a cross. + +Dr. Dillon turned to the cringing figure beside him sharply; but there +was something almost pathetic in its simper of conscious merit, its +certainty of satisfaction. + +"Did you do that?" he asked. + +"_Ge-reeb-pun-wâz!_" + +There was a world of pride and of servitude in the voice, and in the +folded, prayerful hands which shot out under the bowings. + +"This slave made it! The _Huzoor_ will notice it is, fitting. Even the +'_crass_'--" he pointed his prayerful hands to the marigolds--"is not +forgotten. Has not this dust-like one spent his life in preparing +amusements and spectacles for the noble people? He knows that tombs +require flowers, as women do." + +Through the arches behind the old pantaloon Dr. Dillon could catch a +glimpse of the garden, ablaze with colour, could smell the perfume of +the now fading orange-blossoms, could see the water-maze, with its +marble ledges, among the lotus, just wide enough for the flying feet of +a laughing girl. + +The words, the contrast, held him, as the old man went on with an +orthodox whine of petition in his voice:-- + +"So, since the _Sirkar_ will doubtless appoint a guardian of tombs, +seeing there is none to inherit the palace, if the Protector of the +Poor would intercede for this slave with the Commissioner?--if the +_Huzoor_ would say that the dust-like one has provided the pleasures of +palaces all his life long for the noble people; yea! from the cradle to +the grave. If he will say that--" he flourished his hands towards the +slab--"both in the making of garlands and the making of '_crasses_,' +there is none equal--" + +"_For tombs require flowers, as women do!_" The phrase asserted itself +again, and Dr. Dillon looked at the wicked old face, so comic, so +pathetic, with the hopeless recognition of the humour of tragedy which +comes to all save the invincibly dull. + +"You would do as well as anyone," he said gravely. "I'll mention your +name." + +"_Ge--reeb-pun--wâz!_" The title prolonged itself abnormally, and Akbar +Khân, a mask of toothless smiles, darted, in instant assumption of his +anticipated office, to remove a fallen jasmine flower from Dr. Dillon's +path as if it had been a deadly reptile. Indeed, he paused in the midst +of his parting _salaams_ to ask if it was in order that the populace be +admitted to the sanctuary, since the _missen-miss_ (his accent of +disdain, tempered by reverence, was delicious) had announced her desire +to enter it that afternoon for farewell; had, indeed, asked him to be +there at four to open the door. + +Dr. Dillon turned so sharply that the old courtier began instantly on +asseverations that, without orders-- + +"Have everything ready, of course," interrupted the doctor, +impatiently; so strode off across the courtyard, his head down, his +hands in his pockets, with a jerk, as of irritation, in his walk. + +He found Lance Carlyon in the balcony over the river, very apologetic +at being caught there against orders. But it was so dreary keeping to +one's room, he said; especially when there were a lot of dismal things +to think about; and he really had been most careful--had made two of +his pioneers almost carry him. + +"Doesn't seem to have done much harm!" admitted the doctor, gruffly, as +he sat feeling the ankle and looking at Lance with the oddest air of +impatience, irritation, and kindliness. Yet there was nothing strange +in Lance's wholesome young face, save that it showed a little older, a +little graver. + +"It _must_ be beastly dull, too," went on the doctor, loudly, suddenly. +"You--you might get them to help you over to the palace garden this +afternoon; about four, you know, when it gets cool. That would be a +change." + +Lance positively gasped. "Rath-er! Why! you told me yesterday I wasn't +to move a muscle for ten days!" Dr. Dillon positively blushed, under +the brown. He got up vexedly, walked to the parapet, looked down the +river towards the mission house, and came back again. + +"No more you are!" he said fiercely. "Not what _you_ call moving. But +gentle exercise and--and congenial society--and all that! You know the +treatment! Besides the Hutton-Wharton-Hood school don't believe in +rest. And--and--look here!--I'll put you on the stiffest starch bandage +ever made--and--Oh! confound it, man, one must risk something +sometimes, you know! Here, orderly; go over to the _sahib's_ washerman +and tell him to make me double-extra-white-shirt-front-starch, and if +that doesn't counteract the--the indiscretion--why--why--I wash my +hands of the whole business!" + +He was at work undoing the bandages already, and the last part of his +remarks came, argumentatively, to himself. + +"If you really think it might injure me permanently," began Lance, +soberly, in some surprise. + +Dr. Dillon paused, and looked up with a vast resentment. "If you mean +your foot, I don't think it will, and that's all I'm responsible +for--thank God!" + +But as, half an hour after this, he came out from saying good-by to +Erda Shepherd, he paused as he passed the Pool of Immortality, and +looked down into it as if he felt some need of salvation. + +"'_If I be not damned for this!_'" he quoted softly, shook his head, +and went back to his prisoners. + +So it came to pass that when Erda Shepherd--after laying the wreath she +had brought as a sort of crown to Akbar Khân's '_crass_'--went into the +garden for a last look at the familiar places, she found Lance Carlyon +comfortably settled in one of the balconies overhanging the river. + +"This is luck!" he cried, forgetting the starched bandage until +reminded of it by a sudden twinge of pain. "I thought I was never to +see you again, and it seemed a bit rough--on--on us both; considering +what a lot we did together, you know. I've been writing you a letter, +to say how disappointed I was at not being able to get over and see you +all this morning." + +"That was very kind of you," she said feebly, conscious that the +surprise had made her feel a little limp. Though, of course, she +regretted nothing; nothing at all! + +"I've been wanting to know such a lot," he went on. "Of course I heard +about the others, but not about you--you needn't go away immediately, +need you?" he asked, as he watched her face,--"if--if you could stop a +bit, it would be so jolly." + +The frank wistfulness of his tone was too much for her. "Yes! I can +stop," she said quietly; "what is it you want to know?" + +"Lots of things; but about yourself first of all!" + +Herself! That would be the hardest task, she felt; and the memory of +that senseless flight from her own reflection in the mirror came back +to bring a quick flush to her cheek. + +"Of course, if you'd rather not--" began observant Lance. + +"I was only thinking there was very little to tell," she put in +quickly. She was not even going to allow that, in keeping this incident +to herself, she was giving it any importance. She had told herself +during the last few days that it had been unfortunate, that was all. +Otherwise it was trivial; since it did not, could not, alter her +decision. On the contrary, it strengthened it; just as a temptation +resisted always strengthened that resistance. + +So, in the balcony where lovers had sat and talked of love, those two +sat talking of that midsummer night's dream, of everything but love. Of +Vincent Dering's song, of the raft, of Lance's experience as he clung +to the highest crevice, and felt the water stop steady between his knee +and his ankle. Of his incredulity when Am-ma appeared, and his +immediate lapse into unconsciousness; chiefly, he supposed, because +there was no need for further endurance. Of how he had no notion of +anything till he found himself lying on a string bed in the sun, right +away on the other side of the town, whither Am-ma had brought him, by +Heaven knows what secret passage. + +So, as the shadows grew long, they seemed to invade Lance's face, and +bring a doubt to it. + +"I haven't seen Am-ma since," he said, "so I haven't found out yet why +on earth he came to look for me?" + +Erda rose and held out her hand. "We were all looking for you, Mr. +Carlyon," she said quietly, "and we were all very glad to find you. +And--and I am very sorry to--to lose you." + +He rose too, stiffly, and, taking her hand, held it while he looked +into her face steadily. + +"Good-by, Miss Shepherd--I'm--I'm sorry it has to be that--but you know +best. And thank you for telling me--so much." He paused, and his hand +tightened on hers a little. "Thanks all round, for _that!_ It has been +the truth between us, hasn't it, always? And so--though it has been a +bit rough--Good-by!" + +There was a pause, a curious pause. + +"Good-by," she echoed dully, her face grown very pale. His hand left +hers gently. She turned and faced the garden, where the shadows were +invading the blaze of colour, and the coming cool was sending the scent +of the orange-blossoms into the air. The water-maze, with its marble +ledges, where there was but room for the feet of a laughing girl, lay +still and glistening before her. The palace, with its fanciful nooks, +its illogical recesses, its suggestion of elusive pleasures beyond the +pale of solid reality, rose up into the sky. + +And something in the scene came home to her with the sense that all +this, in its way, was real also. That this was part of the truth. The +truth which she had not told. + +"_It has been the truth between us, hasn't it, always?_" + +She turned suddenly to where Lance stood; turned to find him leaning +over the balcony, looking down into the water with a listlessness he +had held in check till then; and a great wave of remorse swept through +her. + +"It has not been the truth between us!" she cried impulsively, +recklessly--"not quite--but, I will tell it now--if you like." + +He looked up, startled. "If you think I--I ought to know." + +She gave a queer, half-impatient laugh. "Ought! How do I know? Yes! I +suppose so--as it's true--absolutely true. I can't help that, can I?" + +There was a forlornness in the confession; almost a despair. + +"Then tell me, please," said Lance, deliberately making room for her to +lean over the balustrade beside him. His heart was beating fast at +something in her face, and yet his uppermost thought was for her; for +that forlornness, that despair. "I can forget it afterwards--if you +want me to," he added consolingly. + +She came to the place beside him, and looked down, hiding her face from +all but the sliding river; and he, seeing her desire, looked into it +also. + +"It was about my starting on the raft," she began with a little sob. "I +didn't tell you the truth about that. I--I didn't come to give the +warning at first--I--I was coming to you." + +"Yes!" he said quietly; but his hand found hers and held it. "You were +coming to me, dear,--why?" + +That touch seemed at once to help her, and to make her desperate. + +"Because--oh, Lance! it was so foolish! I saw myself in the glass--all +in white with the orange in my hand--and I thought of you--of what you +said--of--of the World's Desire, and--and I felt I couldn't--so--so I +was coming to you--first--when Am-ma--don't you see--" + +There was a long pause. His hand, firm, strong, did not tighten, it +simply held hers as they both looked down on the sliding river. + +"Thanks!" he said after a time; and then there was another pause until +he added, "It will be a bit rough, I'm afraid, on the Reverend David, +but I don't see how we can help that--do you?" + +And this time his clasp tightened. Erda said nothing; she felt there +was nothing more to say, now that the truth had been told between them. +So while the sinking sun flared red on the "Cradle of the Gods" another +man and woman consoled themselves for the lost Paradise. + + + + FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: Bonaventura.] + +[Footnote 2: Pension.] + +[Footnote 3: Night, or darkness.] + +[Footnote 4: Light, or day.] + +[Footnote 5: Narâyan, in the Hindoo mythology, is the creative spirit +brooding on the waters.] + +[Footnote 6: Another kind of religious mendicant.] + +[Footnote 7: The ceremonial hospitality offered at levees.] + +[Footnote 8: Big lady.] + +[Footnote 9: Abuse it.] + +[Footnote 10: Lit.: outcasts, used as a term of abuse for Europeans.] + +[Footnote 11: Certain.] + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Hosts of the Lord, by Flora Annie Steel + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOSTS OF THE LORD *** + +***** This file should be named 39991-8.txt or 39991-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/9/9/39991/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (the University of California) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org/license + + +Title: The Hosts of the Lord + +Author: Flora Annie Steel + +Release Date: June 13, 2012 [EBook #39991] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOSTS OF THE LORD *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (the University of California) + + + + + + +</pre> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<p class="hang1">Transcriber's Notes:<br> +<br> +1. Page scan source:<br> +http://books.google.com/books?id=x2YpAQAAIAAJ<br> +(the University of California)</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>THE HOSTS OF THE LORD</h2> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>THE HOSTS OF THE LORD</h1> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h5>BY</h5> + +<h3>FLORA ANNIE STEEL</h3> + +<h5>AUTHOR OF "ON THE FACE OF THE WATERS," "MISS STUART'S<br> +LEGACY," "THE FLOWER OF FORGIVENESS," ETC.</h5> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h4>New York</h4> + +<h3>THE MACMILLAN COMPANY</h3> + +<h4>LONDON: MACMILLAN & CO., <span class="sc">Ltd</span>.</h4> + +<h4>1900</h4> +<br> +<h5><i>All rights reserved</i></h5> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h4><span class="sc2">Copyright, 1899,</span><br> +<span class="sc">By</span> FLORA ANNIE STEEL.</h4> +<br> +<br> +<h4><span class="sc2">Copyright, 1900,</span><br> +<span class="sc">By</span> THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.</h4> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h4>Norwood Press</h4> +<h5>J.S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith</h5> +<h5>Norwood Mass. U.S.A.</h5> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<table cellpadding="10" style="width:90%; margin-left:5%; font-weight:bold"> +<colgroup><col style="width:10%; text-align:right"><col style="width:90%"></colgroup> +<tr> +<td><span class="sc2">CHAPTER</span></td> +<td> </td> +</tr><tr> +<td>I.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_01" href="#div1_01">A Shadow.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>II.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_02" href="#div1_02">"He shall feed his Flock like a Shepherd."</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>III.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_03" href="#div1_03">Driftwood.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>IV.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_04" href="#div1_04">Under-currents.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>V.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_05" href="#div1_05">The "Dee-Puk-Râg."</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>VI.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_06" href="#div1_06">Alpha and Omega.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>VII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_07" href="#div1_07">The World's Desire.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>VIII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_08" href="#div1_08">Falling Stars.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>IX.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_09" href="#div1_09">Out of the Past.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>X.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_10" href="#div1_10">The Pivots of Life.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XI.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_11" href="#div1_11">Wheels within Wheels.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_12" href="#div1_12">The Church Militant.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XIII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_13" href="#div1_13">At the Gates.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XIV.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_14" href="#div1_14">Miracle Mongers.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XV.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_15" href="#div1_15">Oh! dem Golden Slippers!</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XVI.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_16" href="#div1_16">Echoes.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XVII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_17" href="#div1_17">The Pool of Immortality.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XVIII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_18" href="#div1_18">Adrift.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XIX.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_19" href="#div1_19">Juliet.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XX.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_20" href="#div1_20">Trapped.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXI.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_21" href="#div1_21">Margherita.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_22" href="#div1_22">A Monopoly.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXIII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_23" href="#div1_23">The Search-Light.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXIV.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_24" href="#div1_24">Beyond the Shadow.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXV.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_25" href="#div1_25">Dawn.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXVI.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_26" href="#div1_26">Foiled.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXVII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_27" href="#div1_27">L'Addio del Marito.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXVIII.</td> +<td><a name="div1Ref_28" href="#div1_28">The Truth.</a></td> +</tr></table> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>THE HOSTS OF THE LORD</h2> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<p class="center"><img src="images/hosts01.png" alt="two bars of music"></p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>THE HOSTS OF THE LORD</h1> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_01" href="#div1Ref_01">CHAPTER I</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>A SHADOW</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"Understand! Of course you don't. I don't, though I've been here two +years. And what's more, I don't want to," retorted a rather undersized +Englishman, whose white drill suit made him look like a stem to the +huge mushroom of a pith hat which he wore. Despite this protection his +face was brown exceedingly, and faintly wrinkled through sheer exposure +to sun-bright, sun-dried air. The fact enhanced the monkey type of his +features, and made his clear, light-blue eyes--so set that they were +shadowless below and cavernous above--look quite aggressively cool, +inquisitive, intelligent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So long as we don't understand them," he went on, "and they don't +understand us, we jog along the same path amicably, like--well! like +the pilgrims to the 'Cradle of the Gods,' and the telegraph-posts to +the Adjutant General's office up the road yonder--and I'll trouble you +to cram more space than that between two earthly poles! No! It is when +we begin to have glimmerings that the deuce and all comes in--" He +paused in the molten gold of sunlight, which made the yellow sand, the +corn-coloured tussocks of tiger-grass still yellower and still more +corn-coloured, to glance round, as if measuring the distance between +the long, low line of mud enclosure they had left but a few hundred +yards behind--yet which, already, was losing itself in an illimitable +sand stretch beyond--and a bigger tuft in the sand stretch ahead; a +tuft of spear-points and horses, bayonets and men, waiting beside the +first faint semblance of a reed-paved road. Then he took out his watch. +Apparently he found leisure at his disposal, for he walked on. "There's +a nursery rhyme they taught me," he continued, "when my moral nature +was at the mercy of any fool who chose to take an interest in it--'<i>But +if poor Pussy understood, she'd be, indeed, a naughty creature!</i>' It +didn't run so consecutively, of course; in fact 'creature' rhymed to +'teach her'--but I learnt it that way. Children do that sort of thing a +sight deal oftener than their elders think."</p> + +<p class="normal">The younger of the two men in uniform with whom he was walking +laughed--the honest, elated, conscious laugh of one who has not many +good stories about himself, and happens on an opportunity for telling +one of them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>I</i> used to say, '<i>Six days shalt thy neighbour do all that thou hast +to do, and the seventh day shalt thou do no manner</i>--'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shut up, Lance!" interrupted his elder companion with a laugh. "It is +a ripping excuse for your intolerable laziness, but I don't believe--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fact, I assure you," protested Lance Carlyon aggrievedly, "and +considering I really thought that was the proper version for ten years +of my life, I--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. George Dillon took off his mushroom hat suddenly, and wiped his +forehead as if to smooth away the wrinkles which his smiles had brought +to it. "Lordy! It's a queer world," he put in. "There is really no good +in understanding most things. As for this place--! Great Scott! What +would happen if my fifteen hundred scoundrels, whom you saw digging +like babes in the open just now, were to understand that I--one +Englishman in charge--had virtually no <i>force majeure</i>--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't insult us, Dillon!" remonstrated Captain Vincent Dering, a +certain swagger underlying his jest. "Eshwara is a garrison town, +remember, now; I'm commandant, and Carlyon's staff--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He had, in fact, ridden that morning as far as Dr. Dillon's house in +charge of a troop of native cavalry and some Sikh pioneers who had gone +on, under a native officer, to take up their temporary quarters in the +half-ruined Fort, just beyond the old town of Eshwara. And now, having +thus secured their breakfasts, he and his lieutenant were on their way +towards the horses and escort they had bidden await them at the boat +bridge which lay between them and their destination. For George Dillon +was in control of a large industrial gaol, whose inmates had for months +been digging the head works of a canal, which was to take off just +below the town, on the farther side of the river.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you?" replied the doctor, with a look of pity; "then I hope you'll +both forget the fact. We've got on all right without you, hitherto. So +if you'll stick to marking out the Viceroy's camp, and generally +preparing the way of the Lord-sahib, I'll be obliged to you. By the +way, is he coming to open the canal on the 10th, really?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"So they say. That is, if you are ready for the show by then. I believe +he could put it off till the 11th or 12th. Dashwood said something to +that effect."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then Dashwood's an ass. The 10th is bad enough. The place will be +filling up even then."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Filling up! How?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pilgrims. But on the 11th and 12th! By George! you should see them! +The 'Assyrians came down like a wolf on the fold,' is nothing to it; +only these are the Hosts of the Lord, I suppose. And so Dashwood +suggested the 11th or 12th--the <i>Vaisakh</i> festival, did he? Well, he is +an ass! But that's always the way. We try to understand feelings, +instead of trying to know facts. However, we shall be ready for the +opening, never fear. Smith expects his C. S. I. over it, he says, and +that's enough guarantee. You know Smith, don't you, Dering? Walsall +Smith--I think his wife said she knew you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," he interrupted, with rather unnecessary decision, "Mrs. Walsall +Smith is a great friend of mine, a very great friend."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Jolly for you, having friends in Eshwara," assented Lance, in uneasy +haste. "I suppose they are about the only people here, eh, doctor?" he +went on, changing the subject; but the latter's clear eyes and brain +were occupied for a moment in taking stock of Captain Dering's +singular, if a trifle <i>voyant</i> personal attractions; one of the most +noticeable of which was the perfect curve of his throat and cheek.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg your pardon--people, did you say?" asked Dr. Dillon, after the +pause. "Plenty of people, if you count <i>padrés</i>--the place swarms with +missions, you know. But if you mean polo--" He shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance Carlyon's honest young face clouded, then grew cheerful again. +"Well! there must be a lot of black partridge, and I expect there's +fish in the river. Besides, it's an awfully picturesque place--By Jove! +it is, Dering, isn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">They had reached the tuft of spear-points and horses, men and bayonets, +and before them lay Eshwara, sun-saturate, shadowless, in the April +noon.</p> + +<p class="normal">So seen, across the still lagoon of water formed by the junction of the +two streams, the Hara and the Hari, which edged the low-lying +triangular spit from which its fortified, temple-set walls rose, +Eshwara seemed at the very foot of the blue barrier of hill behind it, +whose serrated edge, paler than the blue sky above it, claimed +three-quarters of all things visible for this world.</p> + +<p class="normal">That, indeed, was the noticeable point in the picture presented to the +eye. As a rule Heaven claims the larger half of all perspectives. Here, +the three elements, earth, air, water, lay across the view in three +broad bands of blue, curiously similar in tint; for the sky was pale +with excess of light, the hills with excess of heat, and the water +paler than either by reason of a white silt which it brought with it +from the snows; a white silt which a recent flood had left in a fine +film upon the sand stretches that showed here and there in the broad +basin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is a gypsum <i>detritus</i>," explained the doctor--"from the 'Cradle of +the Gods'--the cave, you know, where the rivers rise. The pilgrims go, +in fact, for this very stuff. Find it in the ice crannies, call it 'the +clay of immortality,' smear themselves with it, and then die happy, in +hundreds, of pneumonia! Those are the facts. I don't profess to +understand them; and as I told you I don't want to. It's dangerous. As +that cracked old Jesuit, Father Narâyan, admitted, with that +unfathomable smile of his, when all the other parsons were at me for +refusing to allow them access to a postulate or a catechumen, or +someone of that sort, who was sent to my jail '<i>the Church has always +admitted the value of invincible ignorance</i>.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father Narâyan!" interrupted Lance Carlyon eagerly, "I suppose that's +the Father Ninian Bruce who has lived here fifty years, and has a sort +of Begum in tow, a descendant of General Bonaventura's, who was the +Nawabs' favourite. I want to see that old chap; he must be a character. +My grandmother, old Lady Carewe, used to tell me about him; long yarns, +though she hadn't met him since she was in her teens in a convent at +Rome, and he was father confessor, I suppose--she's a Holy Roman, you +know, and was a desperate flirt too."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So am I," said Vincent Dering quickly. "I mean a Catholic--at least my +people are. So I can tell you one thing, Dillon; Father Ninian isn't a +Jesuit. I was talking about him at the Club, when I knew I was coming +here, and Father Delamere was indignant at the idea--said he was a +disgrace to his cloth."</p> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon's dry face grew dryer. "Did he, indeed! I quite agree +that <i>he</i> is, but I didn't think Delamere would have admitted the fact +himself! As for Pidar Narâyan, as the natives call him, he--he--" here +the dry face melted. "Bless the man," he continued, and the dry voice +grew soft, "he thinks he knows more about doctoring than I do, and the +worst of it is--" here a perfectly charming smile took possession of +every wrinkle--"he does, in a way; for the natives believe in him, and +the 'saffron bag' is the best of all remedies. You see, when he was +younger, he used often to go with the pilgrims and try to pull some of +the poor devils out of the fire--or rather out of the snow--for the +'Cradle of the Gods' lies yonder."</p> + +<p class="normal">He pointed to where, faint and far, a peak showed paler than the rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why don't they smear themselves here?" asked Lance stolidly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why? Because they don't. Besides, there isn't much to come and go upon +for a robe of righteousness here. Look! the breeze is blowing it away +already!"</p> + +<p class="normal">In truth the sun, which with the other three elements of earth, and +air, and water, give us, in all religions, the whole spiritual life of +man,--the world of his probation, the heaven of his hopes, the means of +his purification, and the fire of his retribution--had scorched the +fine film to dust, and the wind, blowing where it listed, was sweeping +it away, leaving the sand stretches unregenerate as ever.</p> + +<p class="normal">"An extra touch of pipe-clay!" laughed Vincent Dering, dusting his knee +as he settled himself in his saddle. "Well! good-by, old chap. I shall +see you again soon, for I shall be coming over to the Smiths' pretty +often, and I suppose your regiment of ruffians leaves you off duty +sometimes. Carlyon, make Dillon an honourary member of the headquarters +mess!"</p> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon, leaning with his hands in his pockets against the rail +of the first pontoon, watching the little cavalcade start, nodded. +"Thanks. I'm over pretty often at the Palace. Pidar Narâyan plays the +fiddle, and the Begum,--as you call her,--Miss Laila Bonaventura, has a +voice. Besides, Babylon--I mean Eshwara--amuses me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why Babylon?" asked Captain Dering, stooping to straighten his +stirrup.</p> + +<p class="normal">The doctor laughed, as his lounge changed to a start homeward. "Means +the same thing. Esh-dwarra--or in another tongue, Bab-y-lon,--is 'the +Gate of God,' though Babylon stands for something else nowadays, +doesn't it? That's why I say it's never any use to find out the +meanings of things. They change so. Stick to facts; they don't. Well, +ta-ta. I'll see you to-morrow, most likely, at the Palace. They have a +sort of concert-practice-afternoon on Wednesdays--some of the Mission +ladies sing jollily in parts--and the old man is sure to ask you. He +sets great store on his ward's position; besides, I told him you were a +nailer at the piano."</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent Dering made a wry face. "The deuce you did! My dear fellow, I +couldn't play hymn tunes to save my life. I shall refuse."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pity," replied Dr. Dillon over his shoulder, as he swung off in +strides which emphasized the undue shortness of his trousers, "for I +heard Mrs. Smith say they wanted a good accompanist. She sings +<i>alto</i>--rather well."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, does she?" said Captain Dering, in a different tone.</p> + +<p class="normal">As they set their faces different ways, there was a smile on both, but +the doctor's was scarcely a pleasant one; it would, in fact, have been +wholly sardonic but for the touch of impatient weariness it brought +with it.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, through the sun-bright, sun-dried air, while George Dillon walked +back to his fifteen hundred malefactors, the little trail of +spear-points and bayonets, men and horses, drifted at a foot-pace +across the frail bridge towards the town; drifted unsteadily, the +yielding boats swaying, the wooden girders giving and groaning over +their burden. Seen so, with but a plank between it and the milky water +creased by the faint current, there was something unreal in the gay +troop of colour and glitter making its way to the quaint, storeyed +town, ablaze in the sunlight, which turned each golden temple-spike to +a star. A cool breeze fluttered the lance-pennants, and brought that +faint film of white to horse and man, warm flesh, and cold steel.</p> + +<p class="normal">And far away on that pale peak, a little white cloud had rested, hiding +the "Cradle of the Gods."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There must be fish here," remarked Lance dogmatically. "I'll get out +my rods to-morrow and try for a '<i>mahseer</i>.'" And the earnestness of +his face, as he lifted his eyes skyward to watch a couple of +cormorants, would have suited a knight-errant of old on the quest of +the Holy Grail.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It won't be half bad, I expect--for a time, at any-rate," assented +Vincent Dering, still with that content upon his face. "We will get up +some fun while the camp is here, of course; and after that--" he +paused, and the content became greater--"we'll manage for the month or +so we have to stop. At least I shall."</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice was soft. He might have been another knight-errant of old, +riding across to the enchanted castle of his beloved.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg pardon, sir," said a voice behind him; a voice with a strong +native accent, yet with a curiously English phrasing in it, "but by +dismounting here you will reach the Fort in a few minutes on foot. The +road is longer."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Dering turned, as if surprised, to the speaker, a native +officer who sat his horse at the salute; then smiled, and with a +clatter of accoutrements slipped to the ground.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come along, Carlyon. I was forgetting that Roshan Khân is up to the +ropes here. You belong to Eshwara, don't you, <i>risaldar sahib?</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">The man to whom he spoke had slipped from his saddle also, and stood, +smart as uniform could make him, still as discipline could hold him. He +was a good-looking young Mahomedan of about thirty, curiously English +in his movements, curiously native in his exaggeration of martial airs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Huzoor!</i>" he assented. "We are connected with the late Nawab's +house."</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke with absolute indifference, but Captain Dering, as they left +the bazaar, which led from the bridge, for a short flight of steps and +a narrow alley cleaving it's way through crowded, shouldering houses, +remarked aside:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe that means he is about the nearest relation left. The +Colonel, I know, wasn't sure about the wisdom of his coming here; but +then the Colonel is that sort. So I insisted. One wants somebody who +can tell you things in a new place. What's that, in there, Roshan?"</p> + +<p class="normal">They had come to a long, high wall, with trees showing above it, which +stretched away on their right hand for two or three hundred yards, +until it ended in an arched tunnel through a massive block of buildings +at right angles to it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The palace garden, sir; and that is the palace. There is no entrance +this side."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The women's apartments, I suppose?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Huzoor</i>," assented Roshan Khân once more. "The Miss <i>Sahib</i> lives +there now, and the <i>Padré</i> has his chapel there too. The river runs +along the side, and it is pleasant."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pleasant and cool," echoed Lance, as the shadow of the tunnel closed +in on them. "I'd no idea it was so hot outside. By Jove! what a quaint +place."</p> + +<p class="normal">They were emerging on a wide, square courtyard of which the palace +formed one side, the fort another, a flight of steps leading down to +the river a third, while the fourth was apparently, a wing of the +palace. All three walls were absolutely blank save for a low door at +each of the four corners; and these were, so to speak, connected with +each other by pathways raised two steps above the rest of the +courtyard. A similar footpath crossed it in the middle and so completed +the resemblance to a union-jack; for the pathways were of white marble +and red Agra stone, the courtyard of purple-blue brick. These paths met +in a round platform in the centre, where, on a stone carriage, stood an +old cannon.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's a big gun," said Vincent Dering, when, with a quickened clink +of his spurred steps he had reached it; so, laying his hand lightly on +the cylinder, he vaulted to it, as on to a horse, and stooped to read +an inscription on the riveted band about the breech.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sanskrit," he said--"that stumps me! it's so confounded straight. Ah! +here it is in Persian too--that's better."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a faint clash of steel on stone, for, as he read the motto +aloud, Roshan's hand, stiffening on his sword-hilt, made ground and +scabbard meet.</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Dering slipped to his feet again with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Teacher of religion, and instructor of souls;' that's about a correct +translation, isn't it, <i>risaldar sahib?</i> Well! I'd back a Maxim against +old Blunderbore as a missionary agent nowadays. Hullo! they worship it +still, do they?" He pointed to a faded chaplet of marigolds around the +muzzle, and a red hand printed on the marble below.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Mahomedan's face took on the expression of his race and creed; all +unconsciously, too, he reverted to his own language.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The idolators do that when they come to bathe; and they give alms to +the saint, when he is inside."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Inside!" echoed Captain Dering. "What! Inside the gun?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Here Lance, who had promptly peered down the muzzle, came up from it +excitedly, asserting that the saint was there now; he could see the +brute's fuzzy head half way down, so he must have crawled in feet +foremost--one of those naked brutes who smeared themselves with ashes, +to judge by his <i>chignon</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Make a ripping mop," laughed Vincent Dering, after glancing down in +his turn; "clean the gun nicely,"--then the <i>insouciance</i> of his face +disappeared, its curves hardened--"and by God! I'll make him. I'm not +going to have my guns worshipped! eh, Roshan?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Huzoor</i>," assented the Mahomedan once more, this time joyfully, as--a +decorous two paces behind--his spurs jingled in harmony with his +captain's across the raised union-jack towards the river-end of the +courtyard where, in a projecting bastion right upon the bathing steps, +the low arched door stood which gave access to the Fort.</p> + +<p class="normal">In order to reach it they had to pass the solitary visible occupant of +the wide, sunlit courtyard. This was a man--of what rank, education, +occupation, none could tell--who having raised a square of +two-inch-high mud wall between his twice-born purity and the world, was +preparing his daily food. Naked, save for his waistcloth, and the +thread of the twice-born over his left shoulder, he was isolated even +from his kindred. Alone with himself and his God.</p> + +<p class="normal">Before him in the mud-plastered square, as he sat immovable, was the +mud fireplace on which his wheaten dough-cake was cooking; beside him +was a leaf-platter of curds, a brass vessel of milk; a sight to be seen +a hundred times a day in India; one which should never be forgotten.</p> + +<p class="normal">The noon was almost shadowless; yet, even so, as he led the way, +Captain Dering, from sheer habit, swerved to step further from the +sacred square. Doing so his foot slipped an instant on the lower step. +He gave an impatient exclamation and passed on. A minute later the door +of the fort clanged behind the little party, cutting short an English +laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, not till then, the man in that square of purity showed signs of +life. He rose quietly, almost unconcernedly, took the half-baked cake +from the embers, the leaf-platter of curds, the vessel of milk, and +going down to the river's edge, flung his dinner into it, to feed the +fishes.</p> + +<p class="normal">In that stumble, the plume-like fringe of Vincent Dering's high peaked +turban had sent a shadow to overtop the two-inch barrier between one +man and his fellows.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_02" href="#div1Ref_02">CHAPTER II</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>"HE SHALL FEED HIS FLOCK LIKE A SHEPHERD"</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The garden of the old palace at Eshwara had been rightly described by +Roshan Khân as a pleasant place. Longer than it was broad, its shady +walks and orange groves clung to the river, raised above it by a +balconied wall against which the current ran dimpling. On two of the +remaining sides, a twenty-feet high barrier of sheer masonry, +buttressed and bastioned, blocked out all curious eyes. On the third, +separating it from the courtyard where the big gun stood, rose the +palace. Seen thus intimately from within, the latter had changed its +character. No longer severe, stern, giving a blank stare at the world +from the narrow slits of infrequent windows, it had grown fanciful, +almost fantastic, full of canopied turrets and inconsequent little +latticed retreats.</p> + +<p class="normal">At least in the two upper storeys; for the lower one was more solid, +its chief feature being a wide, aisled passage leading right through it +to a door which gave on the courtyard. Being exactly opposite the one +in the corner of the Fort bastion on the other side, this door opened, +as the latter did, on one of the slantwise limbs of the quaint +union-jack of raised paths which centred in the cannon.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not necessary, however, to go round by this in crossing from one +door to the other, as by keeping to the river steps, you could do so on +the same level.</p> + +<p class="normal">In old times the guardians of the frail beauties for whose delectation +the garden had been made, had lived in the crypt-like vaulted rooms +which opened out from this aisled passage; so keeping the gate against +illegal wanderings. Since the only other exit from the garden, save by +boat, was through the second storey of the women's apartments, and as +this was by a door leading directly into the royal rooms (which were on +the other side of the tunnel that gave access to the courtyard, and +also divided the palace into two portions--male, and female), the +butterfly prisoners had had no chance of fluttering to strange honey. +In those days, therefore, the door had always been bolted and barred.</p> + +<p class="normal">It stood wide open, however, showing a vista of green at the farther +end of the passage, when Captain Dering and Lance Carlyon came over to +it in reply to the intimation that Miss Laila Bonaventura was "<i>At Home +for music on Wednesday afternoons</i>," which had been brought to the Fort +overnight by an old pantaloon. A very old pantaloon with a wizened +face, a few sparse hairs--dyed flaming red--standing at right angles to +his cheeks, and a marvellous livery, consisting for the most part of +yards upon yards of tarnished tinsel cloth, twisted and twined about +head and waist like Saturn's rings. The oldest of old pantaloons, with +a back curved by a life-time of obeisances, a toothless mouth, still +full of sonorous titles, and a wicked old eye, watchful for the least +want of the master, be it good or evil. A pantaloon, with Heaven knows +what history of unutterable things hidden in his old brain, such as is +to be seen, even in these days, lingering round the ruins of a native +court; a figure despicable enough, yet real; so in a way pathetic, by +reason of its absolute lack of real interest in things as they are.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now as the two Englishmen paused,--partly because the swift change +from the glare without to the gloom within was startling,--this same +pantaloon, with a white muslin robe superadded to the livery as a badge +of his dignity as door-keeper, precipitated himself upon them from the +shadows, with ancient skips of alacrity and loop-like salaams; then +with crab-like sidlings led the way, the young men following.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I must have that old chap on paper before I leave," said Vincent +Dering; "he's too good to be lost."</p> + +<p class="normal">So, their steps echoing cheerfully with their laughter, they went on +until, towards the middle of the passage, the aisle to their left +widened, and through a maze of pillars and arches, a glimpse or two of +air and sunlight showed sharply.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance took a curious step towards them. "Opens on to the river, I +expect; jolly cool it must be in the hot weather! By Jove! those old +sinners knew how to be comfortable. Hullo!"--he paused in a sort of +horror--"I say, Dering! I believe it's a chapel. Yes! it is!" He took +off his cap instinctively, and moved another step forward to see +better.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Captain Dering called impatiently, "Oh, come along, do, Carlyon! I +didn't promise to go to church! Hymns are bad enough in all +conscience."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance, however, stood rooted to the spot, cap in hand. "Hush!" he said +in a low voice, "I believe they are having service." As he spoke a +robed figure showed between the arches against the sunlight beyond +them; showed with something in its lifted hands, then passed to some +unseen altar.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, come along, do! there's a good chap, and let's get out of the +way," repeated Captain Dering, sharply. "It's Father Narâyan, I +suppose,--he's as mad as a hatter, and boshes the whole business--at +least, so Delamere said. I told you we were a bit early, but you would +start; still it's too bad of the old man to have his chapel in the +front hall! Come along! and let us wait in the garden--it looks an +awfully jolly one--awfully--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused, perhaps at the change, this time, from gloom to glare, +perhaps at the sudden sense of anticipation, the sudden quickening of +the pulse of life, which made him draw a long breath involuntarily.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not unfamiliar to him, that sudden stir of vitality, of +expectation; and with a curious smile on his face he crossed to the +edge of the marble plinth on which the passage opened, and leaning over +the balustrade, looked down to a terrace below, and so on to the garden +itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">A perfect wilderness of common flowers, sown broadcast, lay at his +feet, hemming in a shallow marble tank, which was nearly covered with +the dewy leaf-cups of the lotus, and set round with mosaic arabesques. +From this tank two aqueducts led to the edge of the terrace, and ended +in steep slopes of fretted marble, where cascades had once wimpled and +dimpled down to the water-maze which lay below--a shiny lake, cobwebbed +over by narrow marble paths just wide enough for the bare, flying +feet of a laughing girl. Beyond was scented shade, with glints of +water-courses gleaming here and there; while here and there came a peep +of a latticed balcony overhanging the river; a balcony just large +enough for a laughing girl and her lover.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet there was not even a butterfly to be seen hovering over the +flowers. All was still, all was silent, until Vincent Dering's careless +laugh echoed through the stillness, the silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Can't you imagine it--all lit up--they used to put coloured lamps +behind the cascades, I'm told, and play 'Catch who can' up and down +and all around the place! On the whole I expect they enjoyed +themselves--better than the type-writing girls of to-day do, for +instance."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Got beastly sick of enjoying themselves before they had done with it, +I expect," replied Lance, succinctly, "especially if there was always +such a confounded strong smell of orange blossoms. Bah! I'd prefer a +polecat; but," he gave a distasteful glance at his companion, "I +believe you like strong scents."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why not?" laughed Vincent Dering, drawing out a handkerchief deluged +with white-rose, and sniffing at it, "it's a harmless taste," here his +jest passed to earnest, and his eyes took a half soft, half cynical +expression,--"so's the other, in a way. It isn't altogether despicable +to let yourself loose in Paradise without an <i>arrière pensée</i> of +flaming swords. Especially if you can give pleasure to someone else +thereby. One could act Romeo and Juliet nicely in this garden. And have +your choice of balconies, too," he continued, returning to jest, "even +if the young woman--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He glanced back as if to verify his remark from the <i>façade</i> of the +palace, but what he saw behind him brought a sudden straightening of +his lounge, and rather an elaborate doffing of his sailor hat; for he +was always a trifle ornate in his courtesy towards women, and the girl +who stood within a pace or two of him was distinctly attractive, +if--even at the first glance--a little too bread-and-buttery for his +taste; too young, too clumsy as to waist, too massive in the contours +of face and figure. For Captain Vincent Dering's taste had remained +constant for the last three years to a different type of beauty; a type +which, for the first time in his life, had made him sentimental, +romantic, more or less unselfish. Still the girl was handsome, even in +that babyish frock of starched white muslin, girt about with a yellow +silk sash. The dress, he told himself,--for he was a connoisseur in +<i>chiffons</i>, and had a pretty turn for painting in addition--would have +been better soft, and creamy; but thank heaven! the sash was not blue, +like the marker of the missal she carried in her hand. It might have +been; for it was impossible to fathom the lack of all sense of fitness +in some women. Yet the result would have been to take all the ivory +tints from this girl's complexion, and leave it jaundiced. And the +ivory was charming.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am Miss Bonaventura," she began in a set way, which convinced +Captain Dering that she had been sent to say those very words, and none +other; "my guardian, Father Ninian Bruce, will be here directly. Won't +you come upstairs to the drawing-room? I am sorry we did not know it +was so late."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is our fault; we are disgracefully early," put in Captain Dering. +"I told Carlyon--" then he paused, feeling curiously at a loss before +the girl's look of stolid gravity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps your watch is too fast," she suggested, "and then my guardian +likes to go by the sun. He says it never needs winding up. But I think +it is inconvenient, when everybody else has a watch. It is always +better to do as other people do."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice was very sweet and full; but a country-bred accent spoilt its +beauty, and brought a grimace to Captain Dering's face, as he and his +companion dutifully followed the speaker up one of the curved flights +of steps, which led from the plinth to a wide loggia on the second +storey. Like the room seen through its arches, this was lavishly +decorated with fragments of looking-glass fashioned into flowing +designs with gilt stucco. The afternoon sun, at this height shining +full into the loggia, made it a veritable star chamber.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What a charming place," went on Captain Dering in his best manner. +"Doesn't it remind you of the Arabian Nights, Carlyon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A sudden vague surprise and interest came to the girl's face, +lightening it infinitely.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you read the <i>Alif Laila?</i>" she asked. "My <i>moonshi</i> brought +it--I have to learn Urdu, you know, because my guardian thinks I ought +to be able to speak to the people, as he does--and I wanted to read it, +because it is my name, you see--Laila--it means 'night,' I believe--but +my guardian did not wish it. He gave me the 'Mirror of Virtue' instead. +It is a very, very long--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her almost childish garrulity ceased in a faint flush over the ivory of +her face, and she reverted to her lesson, and her indifference--"The +other people will be here directly; but they will come from the city, +across the tunnel, and go straight into the drawing-room. Would you +like to come in there, or stay here?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! stay here, please!" said Vincent, desperately. The young woman was +getting on his nerves.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then perhaps you would like to try the piano?" persisted Miss +Bonaventura. "My guardian has it brought out here on Wednesday +afternoons, because it sounds well among the arches. Will you try it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her hand--it was ivory also, Vincent observed, and had long +filbert-shaped nails--held the cover of the keyboard open stolidly; and +Lance Carlyon, feeling a bit desperate also, said appealingly:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do, Dering. He is a nailer at the piano, I assure you, Miss +Bonaventura, and he sings too."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So my guardian--" she began, when Vincent's patience gave way and, +with a perfect devil of exasperation roused in him, he sat down on the +music-stool and with a crash burst into a naughty little love song he +had picked up at Brindisi on the way out. He did it simply to soothe +himself; so, to do him justice, he nearly fell off the music-stool in +horror when, at the refrain of the second verse, a very full round +<i>mezzo-soprano</i> joined in it with a <i>verve</i> and <i>abandon</i> far +exceeding +his own.</p> + +<p class="normal">He scarcely knew whether to apologize, or go on; but Miss Bonaventura +apparently had no doubts. She finished with a gay little <i>staccato</i> +note which would have made her fortune at a music hall, and then turned +to the accompanist with a smile which showed an absolutely flawless set +of teeth. "What funny words; but I like them, and the tune too. What is +it called? I should like to get it and sing it to my guardian."</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent, who had begun a stammering regret that he had not remembered +her nationality, altered his phrase, with a sense of relief, to "You +know Italian very well, I suppose, Miss Bonaventura?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She returned to her indifference immediately. "My guardian and I speak +it. He loves Italy and the Italians. He knew my grandmother there. She +was a princess; but he never speaks of her, so I don't know very much +about it. Only Mother at the convent said that my guardian--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She was off, gaily, on the childishly confidential tack again, when the +sight of someone coming up the stairs made her veer towards dignity +once more. "There is my guardian," she said; "he is very sorry to have +kept you waiting."</p> + +<p class="normal">Evidently this was the last bit of her lesson, for she closed the piano +with great decision.</p> + +<p class="normal">The figure which came slowly towards them was that of a very old man, +yet one older, by many years, than his looks. For he was still +straight, save for a slight stoop in the neck; but this, by the +backward poise of the head thus made necessary to enable his brown eyes +to meet all things, after their habit, squarely, if softly, gave him an +air of alertness. He was dressed in an ordinary black <i>soutane</i>, but +wore a fine white embroidered muslin skull-cap, such as natives wear, +instead of a black one. His grey hair showed, still luxuriant, beneath +it; and the wide sash of faded lilac silk, with tasselled ends, which +was tied in a bow about his waist, set off his still slim and still +graceful figure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope my little girl has been doing the honours properly," he began, +pausing a pace or two from the young men, and not offering to shake +hands; but his voice was a welcome in itself, and had that nameless +<i>cachet</i> of absolute good breeding which makes offence impossible. +There was a slight hesitancy in it too, now and again, which was +overcome by a look that took the listener into its confidence, and +appealed for friendly forbearance--"but she is only just back from +school at Calcutta, and the good nuns did not see much company, did +they, Laila?" Then in an undertone of solicitude he added, in Italian, +"Didst tell them, <i>cara mia?</i>--didst remember it all?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Laila Bonaventura looked at him with a faint resentment. "I think so, +guardian," she replied, in English. "Didn't I?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The last came with such swift, almost savage, challenge of voice and +eyes, that Vincent Dering, the recipient, felt glad of the diversion +caused by the arrival, through the drawing-room, of some more guests to +claim the attention of the host and hostess, and so leave him in peace.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I say, that girl has got splendid hair, hasn't she?" he said in an +undertone to Lance, as they stood a little apart, watching the new +comers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That tall one, you mean--don't admire it. Puts me in mind of that +devil of a chestnut who nearly killed me at polo; a chestnut with white +stockings; awfully handy, but--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused as Father Ninian came up to them. "You can scarcely know any +of your neighbours as yet, Captain Dering," began the old man with the +ceremony of a past age, "so perhaps you will give me the privilege of +presenting you to some of our good mission ladies."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks," replied Vincent, hastily. "But I see my old friend, Mrs. +Walsall Smith, coming in. I must just go and shake hands. But I'm sure +Carlyon--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance shot a perfectly pathetic glance after his Captain, who moved off +to meet a delicate-looking fair woman who at that moment came in with +Dr. Dillon; the latter taken possession of and monopolized by an +exceedingly pretty child of five, who had evidently inherited her +mother's fragility.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Delighted, I'm sure," murmured Lance, following his leader dejectedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Miss Erda Shepherd, Mr. Lancelot--I am right, am I not--Carlyon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the tall girl with the red-brown hair, of course. She had bronze +eyebrows, too, and bronze eyes--nice ones. He saw so much as he made +his bow, while Father Ninian stood looking first at the girl, then at +the young man; and as he looked his fine old hands were clasped as if +they held something very precious. It was a habit of his.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope you will like each other," he said in his kind old voice; and +then, ere he moved away, his hands fell apart for an instant as if +giving something. "Peace go with you, my children," he said with a +smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance felt a queer, unaccustomed thrill travel from the nape of his +neck to his boots, pausing by the way at his heart. It was an unusual +method of introduction, certainly; yet somehow it relieved the shyness +which generally beset him at such functions. He found himself looking +frankly into the bronze eyes, and something in them made him say, +almost involuntarily:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"That was rather a jolly way of beginning to be friends. I mean--" The +shyness came back with a rush; he blundered horribly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very," put in the girl, interrupting him quite simply. "I hope it will +be peace. I always hope that. You know I am a missionary."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh," he replied, blankly. "Yes, there are a lot of you--I mean--of +them, in Eshwara, aren't there?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her face set suddenly, her mouth grew almost stern. "Not enough, Mr. +Carlyon; not half enough," she replied. And the militant ring of her +voice, belying the peaceful professions of the previous moment, made +him look at her curiously, recognizing that he had touched some +quivering nerve of mind. "If you knew Eshwara as I know it," she went +on, passionately, "you would say so too; I'm sure you would."</p> + +<p class="normal">The bronze eyes, meeting his blue ones, though they gave nothing back +but kindly, almost boyish, surprise, seemed satisfied. She turned +suddenly and stretched her right hand over the river which slipped +oilily past the wall below, as they stood beside the balustrade of the +loggia. "Look!" she said, impulsively. "Do you see that straight white +thing floating down the curve of the current yonder? It isn't a log; +those others are; plenty of logs come down the rivers from the forests +in the hills, for they don't catch all, you know, at the government +wood-station. And so the people here catch the runaways in the +backwater, and get paid for them. But that--" She paused and her other +hand gripped the balustrade hard; then she turned back to him with a +faint apology. "Why should I bother you? Let us talk of something else. +There is no reason why I should talk of these things to you so soon, +or, indeed, at all."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'd rather you did," he put in quickly. It was the truth. A sudden +curiosity had come to him, a sudden desire to know more, to think more. +He was less of a boy than he had been five minutes before. "I--I hope +you will," he added; "really I do--I--I--" He felt his manhood as he +had never felt it before, and yet, in a way, he was more forgetful of +it. The girl opposite him was womanhood incarnate to him, and yet, in +some mysterious way, beyond it, above it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You and I must be about the same age, I expect," he said, with a +half-perplexed frown, "but you have seen a lot more than I have. I wish +you'd tell me, please!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The straight white glint in the water was just disappearing behind one +of those balconies overhanging the river, where there was only room for +a pair of lovers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is a dead girl, Mr. Carlyon," she said in a low voice. "She was in +my school. Her people were very bigoted--Brahmins in a temple--but they +let her be taught to read, because she was betrothed to an educated +man. Last year she was married--she was but a child still--and I have +only seen her once or twice since. Then"--the voice paused a second. +"She was very frightened, poor little Premi, at what was coming. 'I +shall die, Miss-<i>sahib</i>, I shall surely die,' she said to me the very +last time I saw her; so I promised--I am a medical missionary, Mr. +Carlyon. But when the time came, they would not let me in. I--I +went to the husband--he is an educated man--you may have heard of +him--Rama-nund, a great speaker,--he writes, too, and all that--but he +said he was helpless with the women; and I am not sure either if he +wished it himself--they don't know their own minds. So poor little +Premi and her baby--Oh!" she broke off with an infinite pain in her +voice--"it is so hard--so hard for both."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her face, set riverwards, was soft, yet stern; full of fight, yet full +of pity, and Lance thought of a virgin martyr in the illustrated 'Lives +of the Saints' with which his grandmother, Lady Carewe, had been wont +to still his boyish unrest on Sunday afternoons. Yet there was +something beyond that self-concentrated devotion in this face; +something that took him back further still to the days when he had +sobbed out his childish hurts in his mother's arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She was ill all yesterday and the day before--they told me there was +no hope of either--they just let them die. And they always put them in +the river--they have iron rings round their wrists and ankles to +prevent them coming back to harm the men--" She paused and turned to +Lance swiftly. "Isn't it true that there are not enough of us--that we +want more women to teach them what--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I does!" came a high childish treble, forcing itself irresistibly +even on the attention of these two; "I 'ikes 'oo twenty 'fowsand times +better than dad, an' I 'ikes Captain Dering ten 'fowsand times better +too; an' so does 'mum--don't 'oo mummie?"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was little Gladys Smith, who, clasping both Dr. Dillon's hands in +hers, had swung herself back from him so as to toss her fair curls from +her laughing face, as she looked up at him mutinously.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was an instant's awkward pause, during which the eyes of a man +and woman met for a second. Met and parted hastily; but not before the +girl with the yellow silk sash, who stood between them, had looked from +one to the other with a dim surprise unclosing her red lips, and +showing the gleam of her white teeth between them.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Dr. Dillon said, carelessly, "And you like Akbar Khân better than +any of us, you young sinner, because he gives you sweeties! Here! Akbar +Khân, bring the Missy-<i>baba</i> some cream toffee!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old pantaloon, who, with his loose coatee removed and a white +duster tucked into Saturn's waist-ring was now helping to hand round +coffee and cake, capered up with a voluble, but toothless,--</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Ger-reeb--pun-wâz!</i>" (Protector of the Poor.)</p> + +<p class="normal">Gladys helped herself discriminately, staring at the old servitor the +while. "But I don't 'ike Akbar Khân. Do I, son of an owl?" she +continued superbly, in the accurate Urdu which comes so daintily from +lisping English babies. "Did I not say I would hate thee because thou +wouldst not tell me why thou didst prostrate thyself before the soldier +in the courtyard? And the <i>ayah</i> laughed, the base-born! She knew also, +and would not say, and so did the soldier; so I hate you all!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She stamped her little foot, and shook her curls defiantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gladys!" cried her mother, reproachfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hullo! What's all this about?" laughed Captain Dering, catching the +child up in his arms. "One of my soldiers insulting you? Who was it?" +He turned, with the absolute command of his race, to the be-ringed one, +who stood, full of deprecatory mumblings and salaamings, his hands, +holding the tray of sweets, trembling visibly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who was it, Khân-<i>jee?</i>" asked Father Ninian, in a curiously even +tone; one which, nevertheless, seemed a compelling one, for a murmured +name came rapidly, followed by eager explanations.</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian frowned, and deliberately put on the gold <i>pince-nez</i> +which always hung around his neck. He seldom used it, however, being, +he would say playfully, in his native Scotch, too "well acquaint" with +Eshwara and all in it to need such help after fifty years experience. +So it had come to be an unfailing sign that he was face to face with +something unexpected, something new. Naturally, therefore, it changed +the character of his face, bringing back to it a strange look of youth; +of hope and energy--the look of choice which age has not.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Roshan Khân," he echoed, "why comes he here?" Then in sudden +recollection he turned to Vincent Dering. "Of course, he comes with +you. I knew he was in your regiment, but I did not think."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Dering put down the child gently. "Is there any reason, sir," +he asked decisively, "why he should not be here? If so--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian took off his eye-glasses slowly. He was back on familiar +ground. "No!" he said, with a smile and a shrug of the shoulders; +"none. He is welcome to come if he likes. He is a fine soldier, Captain +Dering, and a good fencer."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The best I have ever come across," put in Lance Carlyon.</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian laughed, a satisfied, vainglorious little laugh, and +bowed, with his hand on his heart, in foreign fashion. It seemed almost +as if something had brought back the manners of a different life.</p> + +<p class="normal">"His master thanks you," he said gaily. "I taught him; but as Esmond +said of the <i>botte de Jesuit</i>--not all. We craftsmen keep something up +our sleeve for our own use!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance Carlyon's face grew eager. He had heard of Father Ninian's art +with the foils, and took his opportunity. "That's what Roshan does to +me. I took lessons from him, but he licks my head off with tricks. +Perhaps some day, sir--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian's right hand and wrist, despite their age, flourished +themselves with marvellous suppleness. "Of a surety! Of a surety," he +interrupted, still in that gay, almost reckless voice, "and I will +teach you '<i>L'Addio del Marito</i>.' I never taught that to Roshan--it +does not do for savage natures."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The husband's good-by! What a funny name," echoed Laila, curiously. +"Why is it called that, guardian?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The gaiety left the old man's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because the thrust is used, <i>cara mia</i>," he replied in Italian, and +his answer came dreamily, half to himself, "when even those who have +that greatest tie to life prefer to say good-by to it." He paused, then +went on cheerfully: "But come! Music! Music! We lose time horribly. +Laila, 'tis your part to begin."</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl walked stolidly to the piano.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What shall I sing, guardian?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sing?" he repeated, reverting once more to Italian, and his voice had +the dreamy tone in it again; "sing my favourite, child. Something hath +taken me back to the old days--and sing it well."</p> + +<p class="normal">Something in the pose of the girl, something in the faint defiance of +her face as she stood turning over the leaves of the music, attracted +Vincent Dering's fancy. He moved over to her, and asked if he should +play her accompaniment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you can," she said, ungraciously.</p> + +<p class="normal">He smiled. "What is it? Oh!--Handel." He shrugged his shoulders. "Yes! +I fancy I can play him--he is not very complex."</p> + +<p class="normal">The next instant he had embarked, with a certain sense of pique lending +perfection to his phrasing, on the prelude; but perfect as his tone +was, it seemed to fall dull and dead before the voice which rose and +echoed into the arches.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"He shall feed His flock like a Shepherd."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">Pure, peaceful, free from every touch of passion; absolutely, utterly, +beyond this world and its works, it rose and filled the garden; the +orange-scented garden with its fretted marble cascades and water-maze, +where the feet of laughing girls had chased each other, the latticed +balconies where lovers had sat.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"And He shall gather the lambs in His arms."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">It floated out over the river where the dead girl had drifted, making a +light come to a pair of bronze eyes.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"Come unto Him all ye that labor."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">Out beyond the garden, into the city, a faint far echo of the call made +men and women pause in the struggle for life, and say, "They are +singing in the palace."</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"And ye shall find rest unto your souls."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">The promise of all religions, the cry which makes all creeds one, rose +and fell, as the afternoon sun, shining into the loggia, put a canopy +of stars above the head of the singer.</p> + +<p class="normal">Some of the audience said "Thank you," politely when she ended. Vincent +Dering did not. He stood on one side, and, being musical to the heart's +core, gave himself the luxury of silence. Only when Father Ninian, ever +mindful of ceremonies and courtesies, crossed to acknowledge the +services of the accompanist, he said briefly,--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who taught her that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man looked at him almost wistfully: "I heard her grandmother +sing it, nearly sixty years ago. I have never forgotten it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not wonder," said Vincent Dering, and his eyes, forgetful of +others, followed the girl whose dress ought to have been creamy and +soft, instead of white and starched.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_03" href="#div1Ref_03">CHAPTER III</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>DRIFTWOOD</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The river Hara, after skirting the fort, the bathing-steps below the +courtyard, the palace, and the palace garden, continued its course, +still hemmed in to swift current by a high bank on the opposite side, +and on the near one by a wall set with spiked temples sacred to Siva; +for Hara is one of his many names. But, on reaching the apex of the +triangle formed by the city, the banks fell away, the river spread +itself out to greater rest, until, at the uttermost end of a long spit +of sandbank and tamarisk, it met the waters of its twin river, the +Hari, in the broad placid lagoon which lay between Eshwara and the +south; that is the dry stretch of desert, against whose barrenness +Western ingenuity--aided by Dr. Dillon's horde of fifteen hundred +ruffians--had been digging defiance for months. From the spit of sand +you could see the result. A broad seam on the face of patient Mother +Earth, a first wrinkle telling of millions to come from the +ploughshares of men.</p> + +<p class="normal">As yet, however, the canal was as dry as the desert around it; and was +to remain so until the great Lord-<i>sahib</i> came in state, on his way to +the hills, to open the sluices. There was to be a big camp, a big +function on the occasion, and even sleepy Eshwara felt a vague +excitement regarding it. For the older men remembered the days when the +Hosts of the Lord-<i>sahibs</i> had regularly passed through the city, and +had tales to tell about them; a fact which prevented the coming event +from being too strange even to be thought about! Then the opening of +the canal was another disturber of primeval calm. True, the idea of it +had been with Eshwara ever since the first sod had been turned two +years before; but now the thing stared it in the face. Within a few +days the waters of the sacred rivers would have to lie in a new bed. +Would they like it? Would the gods like it? Would men like it?</p> + +<p class="normal">Those were the questions being asked from one end of Eshwara to +another. Even outside it, on the long narrow spit of sand-bank set with +sparse tussocks of grass and tamarisk which reached beyond the city's +triangle into the rivers--and where, after a flood, the white gypsum +silt lay like a robe of righteousness--they were being discussed; for +the strange race who lived on it, shifting their wigwams of grass to +the low-lying land opposite when the waters rose, lived by the river; +by the fish in it, and the logs of wood which came floating down it.</p> + +<p class="normal">So this question of the canal was in the mind of the naked man, attired +in the complete suit of blue beads which marks an aboriginal race, who, +in the dawn following, squatted on the highest curve of the spit. He +was small, swart to positive inkiness, and his thin legs and arms +shewed grey lights on their tense muscles, as if these were truly iron. +Behind him rose a wigwam of reeds, at the entrance to which a spear was +stuck in the sand in order to display the head of a bottle-nosed +alligator impaled on its point. At his right hand was a reed basket, a +rude net of reed twine. In front of him lay one of those small +shark-like scaleless fishes which the learned call Silurian, and tell +us are relics of a creation older than ours.</p> + +<p class="normal">So might the man have been. So might have been the background of sand +and reed, spear and wigwam, the foreground of net and fish. Yet the +fisher was not all uncivilized. This little survival of an aboriginal +race, shifting about in the shifting river-bed, had always had an +attraction for the Missionaries, who, as a rule, find the inferior +races easiest to deal with. Gu-gu therefore--his name being as +primitive as his appearance, since it is the first effort of infant +tongues--belied his looks. He had at any rate a civilized eye to +business, a civilized notion of the relations between supply and +demand, for he shook his head at the customer opposite him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a cowrie less, Khân-jee. 'Tis the only one in the market, see you; +besides on this day the '<i>Missen</i>' miss comes to us folk, and she never +haggles. She will pay the five annas gladly to be let read her book to +my women."</p> + +<p class="normal">The mumble-apparently a pious aspiration that the Most High would smite +infidels hip and thigh--was the only recognizable point in the figure +on the other side of the fish; for Akbar Khân, doorkeeper, messenger, +assistant waiter, had not only discarded Saturn's rings--the loss of +which about his head made his baldness something of a shock--but also +every article of clothing except his waist-cloth. The reason for this +was, in a way, like many another thing about the old sinner, pathetic. +Briefly he liked to dissociate his inner self from occupations which he +considered were beneath the dignity of the Akbar Khân of the past. +Therefore being, for the nonce, a bazaar coolie in search of fish for +his master's breakfast, he got up for the part; so finding it, at once, +easier to forget, and to remember that past.</p> + +<p class="normal">He mumbled of it as he strenuously opposed the price.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Everything grows dearer, every day," yawned the aboriginal Gu-gu. +"Even women, as thou shouldst know."</p> + +<p class="normal">Akbar Khân clucked a pious denial. "We spread no nets for that game in +the palace nowadays. Those evil times are gone; we live sober and +virtuous." The piety held a distinct flavour of regret.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And as for fish," continued Gu-gu, "they will be dearer ere they are +cheaper. When the deep water begins to run canalwards, the fish will +run too. Then good-by to our trade, since the <i>Huzoors</i> allow us +nothing in their waters without payment."</p> + +<p class="normal">He whined, however, to the wrong quarter for sympathy, the old +retainer's views on preserving being absolutely those of a Shropshire +squire who is also a J. P.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Neither did we," he replied, indifferently. "Thy like, Gu-gu, would +have had to bring thy fish to the palace and be satisfied with our +leavings. Out on thee for an upstart! Take thy four annas, and be +thankful--slave!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gu-gu's ill-tempered face became aggressive. "Not I!--the Miss will +give it; nay! six, mayhap, since the child is sick, and she will be +wanting leave to dose it. So--hands off--eunuch!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The title, once dignified, was opprobrious now, and old Akbar rose in a +perfect fury, his bald head wobbling, the flaming fringe of red hairs +about his face giving him a ludicrous resemblance to a toothless old +man-eating tiger, face to face with his lawful prey, yet unable to +injure it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! for the bastinado!" he stuttered, impotently. "Oh, for the cutting +off of bodily members! Oh! even, for the tying up of heels, and +roastings and duckings. But the <i>Huzoors</i> have taken them from us, and +gifted them to the police, who know not the proper methods. Yâh! +Gu-gu, had I but had thee fifty years ago!" his anger lessened with +sheer wistful regret. "Fifty years ago when the Nawab gifted me as +body-servant to the new <i>Wazeer</i> Bun-avatâr<a name="div4Ref_01" href="#div4_01"><sup>[1]</sup></a>-<i>sahib</i> +because he +brought him a bird that would sing of itself from Italy <i>wilayat</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But all birds do that," cavilled Gu-gu, feeling nevertheless a +reverent curiosity about those legendary days.</p> + +<p class="normal">Akbar gave a crackling, contemptuous laugh. "Not palace birds! they +have to be wound up; and Bun-avatâr-<i>sahib</i> sent for this across the +black water. So he kept favour with the Nawab. Birds that sing, and +flowers that smell, and boxes that make music, and dolls that dance +when you wind them. Lo! these, Gu-gu, are the pleasures of palaces; but +how canst thou know, who hast not lived in them even, as I--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The sense of his own superiority soothed him still more; he squatted +down again, and hubble-bubbled for a space at the <i>hookah</i> which was an +integral part of all his impersonations.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yea! those were times," he mumbled half to himself. "Even Pidar +Narâyan--may Heaven protect him--could not say 'please God' to every +mouthful, as he does now--as we all do now, and rightly, seeing that we +have grown old." Once more the piety smacked of pity, and the old man, +finding a listener, went on with a certain gusto. "Look you! he had to +walk like the tongue among thirty-two teeth in those days, with +Bun-avatâr-<i>sahib</i>, my master, like two peas in one pod with the Nawah. +Except for women. Pidar Narâyan took his way there--mostly!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The interrupting gurgle of the <i>hookah</i> gave time for an elaborate wink +of a wicked old eye. Possibly this was due to the smoke, for the old +voice went on as before almost dolorously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He had the money-bags, you see, and looked after the rents. But my +master, Bun-avatâr--lo! thou shouldst have seen him when he came +first--the picture of a man!--they say he was a prince in his own +country, but fell into trouble; so came to make his fortune here with +Pidar Narâyan--was called <i>Wazeer</i>. And let me tell thee, Gu-gu, it +means something to be body-servant to a <i>Wazeer!</i> Lo! to think I might +have been it still but for that jade, Anâri Begum!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Despite the epithet, he smiled, and his pipe this time gave out quite a +chuckling sound.</p> + +<p class="normal">"As ill to keep within walls as a butterfly!" he muttered. "Up and down +the garden, in and out the balconies, and the Nawab in two minds to use +force, or put her in a sack. For she flouted him. The prettiest ones +play that game for power always, and she was Walidâd, her brother's, +last hope of favour. Walidâd, <i>Kanjara</i>, who had been king's caterer +for years before my master, Bun-avatâr-<i>sahib</i>, came to make all the +court cry sour buttermilk! Walidâd, who had once stood so high, that, +in a drunken bout, the Nawab promised him his half-sister to wife. And +he got her too! She wept on her wedding day, but we in the lower storey +heeded not tears in the upper. For, see you, mine uncle was chief +eunuch--we kept the honour thus in the family from generation to +generation--so I was in and out, seeing what went on. Until somehow +(mine uncle with the bowstring round his neck--as was right, honest +man--swore he knew not how) Bun-avatâr-<i>sahib</i> caught a sight of her! +Some say it was a plot, from beginning to end, of Walidâd's; others +that <i>his</i> enemies feared lest Anâri should succeed. There be balls +within balls, even in a plaything, if the workmen are cunning! Anyhow, +he saw her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I, his body-servant, was able to come and go where Pidar Narâyan +hath made his church nowadays. But there! what matters it? 'Tis all +one. Love and the Faith are in and out of men's minds like a shelldrake +in weedy water; a body cannot tell which way its head may be and which +its tail! Nevertheless I felt a choke at my throat, Gu-gu, many a time, +as I waited for him in the boat below the balcony; yet in the end, it +was not my throat, but mine uncle's. He died in the faith, Gu-gu, +cursing women. <i>His head was that way at the last!</i>--'Tis mostly +so--<i>he</i>--<i>he</i>--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The chuckle of his pipe was fiendish, yet his wizened face was wistful. +"Still, God knows, one could scarce look on at such a wooing, and not +beat the drum in time, as musicians to a dancer. And it runs in our +blood, see you, to watch, and beat the drum. That is our profession; +and, by mine ancestors! I deemed it enough for mortal man. But +Bun-avatâr-<i>sahib</i>, see you, was not of our race. He was of Italy +<i>wilayat</i> and a prince. So, one day, my liver dissolved hearing that +the butterfly was over the walls! But, as I said, it was mine uncle's +neck, not mine. Yet the game ended for me when Bun-avatâr-<i>sahib</i> +died."</p> + +<p class="normal">"They poisoned him, folk say; is't true?" asked Gu-gu. It was a point +in the oft-told tale which was still discussed by Eshwara gossips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is other folks' news, not mine," replied Akbar, discreetly. "May +be, may be not. The <i>Huzoors</i>, anyhow, sent the Nawab to die in +Calcutta on a <i>pinson</i><a name="div4Ref_02" href="#div4_02"><sup>[2]</sup></a> +for it; but they have ever an excuse to take +land! Pidar Narâyan had a hard fight to keep Bun-avatâr-<i>sahib's</i> +grants--the Nawab was ever generous to his favourites, look you--for +Anâri Begum's baby; ay! though he showed a writing of marriage, and had +made the infant Christian after their habit. Still he got them, land +and palace and all. So I stayed on serving my master's child, and when +she died, her child, the Miss-<i>baba</i>, even to the haggling for fish. +Lo! slave! it grows late. Give it to me and have done with it--Thou +wilt not. Oh! for the devil that was in her grandmother Anâr to be in +this Miss-<i>baba</i>, and for her to come to Bun-avatâr-<i>sahib's</i> rights as +<i>Wazeer</i>--then would there be loppings and--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or if Roshan Khân should come to his," sneered Gu-gu. "The canal +<i>sahib's</i> ayah was telling me thou didst prostrate thyself in the dust +as if he were indeed Nawab! Have a care! eunuch-<i>jee</i>, the police are +agog nowadays to find disloyalty even in newspapers."</p> + +<p class="normal">"May her gossiping tongue be slit!" stuttered the old retainer. "Can a +body not do obeisance to his masters? For look you, Roshan is true +grand-nephew to the Nawab through his grandmother, Walidâd's wife--ay! +and for that matter, cousin to the Miss, through Anâri Begum, Walidâd's +sister! I did but welcome him; I did but my duty--I did but show my +manners--I did but what we have done from generation to generation." He +moved away muttering, full of virtuous resentment that a suspicion of +anything save sheer servility should have been imputed to him. After a +lifetime of trucklings and bootblackings, to be credited with higher +motives was too bad. To prove his innocence he would that very evening, +he told himself, seek out Roshan, not at the Fort,--that might be +misunderstood,--but at his grandmother's. His grandmother, who, though +she had been upstart Walidâd's wife, was still the late Nawab's +half-sister! His sister!! What could be nearer than that!!!</p> + +<p class="normal">And he would prostrate himself again, and assure the family of his +services. <i>That</i> was his birthright.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile Gu-gu looked after him, and laughed. He was a clever fellow, +was Gu-gu, and in a previous generation of scholars had been pet pupil +in a little school started by another Miss from another <i>Missen</i>. He +had got pennies for attending it, which had come in useful before he +was big enough to face the river.</p> + +<p class="normal">But now he was the best man on either the Hara or the Hari, save one. +And he?</p> + +<p class="normal">Gu-gu's beady black eyes, watching the curve of the current +mechanically, gave a sudden flash. He was on his feet in a second. +There was something dipping, diving, sidling, drifting, out yonder +which might be secured for his wigwam before anyone else saw it! But +as, silently, like a seal's, his black head came up from his first +forge under water which was to give him a fair start from the shore +without even a splash to attract notice, another black head showed to +the right of him, a yard or two behind.</p> + +<p class="normal">But it was <i>his</i> head! Am-ma's head! Am-ma, the frog-like, Am-ma, whose +wide hands and feet looked as if webbed in the water. Am-ma, the only +man who could touch him. He set his teeth, gave up silence, and surged +ahead with an overhand stroke, his hand seeming to clutch and hold the +water. It was a faster stroke than Am-ma's; for a time the swifter. +Then with a backward glance he drew a quick breath, knowing it would be +a race indeed, for the black head had gone, and only a faint wale on +the smooth water told where his rival, avoiding the slight resistance +of the air, swam like a fish. Dangerous tactics for most men, ending +often in a sudden collapse, bleedings from nose and ears, or, at least, +time lost in coming to the surface. But Am-ma was not as other men. +Half-witted, except in river lore, uncouth, misshapen, he was +practically amphibious.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gu-gu ground his teeth impotently as the faint wale crept up and up. +The man must have air in his stomach like a fish! Ah! if the river had +been in flood, if this had been a race with air bladders, indeed,--one +black head of inflated skin under each arm, and your own in the +middle--the issue would have been certain; for no one, in the whole +tribe, knew the backward rip of a knife from below which would leave a +rival helpless, lopsided, bound to seek safety on shore, so well as +Gu-gu! But it was not flood time, so he must risk all. Like a porpoise +at play the curve of his dark back disappeared, and now there were two +wales upon the water side by side.</p> + +<p class="normal">And ahead, sidling, dipping, diving to the current was a deodar log +with the broad arrow of government on it, now visible, now out of +sight.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a question of steering; steering without eyes, steering by +instinct, steering by sheer experience of logs and their ways, of the +meeting currents of the two rivers and their ways.</p> + +<p class="normal">And over against them, to the right across the broad lagoon, were low +brick buildings, and a horde of fifteen hundred ruffians with fascines +and earth-baskets finishing a dam that was to alter the currents, and +protect the canal! They looked like swarming ants in the sunshine.</p> + +<p class="normal">The wales were neck and neck now, side by side, straight as a die on +the log. Then suddenly, the right-hand one swerved outward. Only a yard +or two; a yard or two nearer to the ants in the sunshine.</p> + +<p class="normal">A second after the log swerved also--swerved to the right. The next, +two black heads rose silently; but one of them was two yards to the +left of that dancing, dipping prize!</p> + +<p class="normal">Gu-gu, breathless as he was, gave an inarticulate cry of rage, and +shook his fist at the swarming ants. Already their work was altering +the currents he had known for so long. That it was possible to allow +for this, as Am-ma had done, did not comfort him. He swam back sulkily, +his wrath increased by the knowledge one glance had given him, that the +log on which his rival was paddling to shore triumphantly bore its +broad arrow so lightly, and so near its end, that a little dexterous +manipulation would have left the runaway unmarked, and so given its +captor the right, not merely of ransom, but of sale!</p> + +<p class="normal">Truly, it was an ill world for the poor!</p> + +<p class="normal">But Lance Carlyon laughed, as he lounged over his early tea and watched +the river through his field-glass, in a balcony of the fort, dressed in +a gorgeous ring-streaked sleeping suit which he could only wear when on +outpost duty, as the regiment had tabooed it. In truth it made him not +unlike Tom Sawyer's "Royal Nonsuch."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The little 'un's got it! I say! Dering, I believe I shall like +Eshwara. It's--it's--new--don't you know." His eyes rested, as he +spoke, on the low, bastioned building, all hemmed in by temple spires, +at the very point of the city's triangle, which Erda Shepherd had told +him was the mission house. Truly, he thought, she was in the thick of +it!</p> + +<p class="normal">"New!" echoed Vincent Dering captiously, "I should have called it old. +I thought that sort of thing had died with the pagoda tree."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What sort of thing?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent nodded towards the palace with an odd, cynical laugh. "That; +it's ghostly. Doesn't belong to the nineteenth century!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance turned curiously. "I said that to--to Pidar Narâyan--I can't call +him anything else, somehow--when he was showing me over yesterday. +And--you know that inscrutable smile of his--he just pointed up to the +telegraph wires--they go right across the garden you know--and said, +'There is half the news of half the world over our heads, anyhow.' It +knocked me over, I tell you, to think of it; and by Jove! Dering, next +week when the Lord-<i>sahib</i> comes--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent Dering laughed boisterously. "There'll be the millennium, of +course. Come along, Lance! It's time we were off to prepare his way. +Dashwood wants it done A1. They are going to lay on electric light, and +all that. By the way, Mrs. Smith told me to tell you she expected you +to breakfast."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ten minutes afterwards they were riding over the boat bridge to +superintend the laying out of the Vice-regal camp against the coming of +the Lord-<i>sahib</i> and his hosts.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_04" href="#div1Ref_04">CHAPTER IV</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>UNDER-CURRENTS</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Mumtâza Mahal, Roshan Khân's grandmother, lived in a queer little +backwater of a house which had eddied itself away from the main stream +of the town, and jammed itself against a wall of the palace as if +seeking dignity thereby. For all that it belonged irredeemably to the +city, and to its evil-smelling lanes. The word house, however, is +misleading to western ears, since this was simply a well-like +courtyard, with a great wooden bed set in the centre under a miserable +attempt at a tree which was used as a clothes-peg, a rack for +saucepans, and a variety of other domestic purposes. It fulfilled them +to the perfect satisfaction of its proprietress, a roundabout old lady, +plump as a button-quail, who, when she was not asleep inside the +arcaded slip of a room on one side, passed her time on the bed in the +scanty shade, keeping company with a sausage-roll of a pillow and a +quilt, both covered in faded, greasy silk. As a rule she did nothing +save eat <i>pân</i>; though sometimes, as a favour to Erda Shepherd, who +came to read to her once a week, she would give a few more stitches to +a knitted comforter which never seemed to get any longer. It had been +begun, indeed, under the auspices of another "Miss," who had returned +to England only to die, as so many do, from exposure, and overwork, and +homesickness. For the rest, Mumtâza was an arrogant, yet good-natured +old soul, who, despite those tears on her wedding-day, had kept +dissolute Walidâd under her thumb, and his son also. Therefore, it was +one of her pet grievances--and she had many--that Roshan, her grandson, +should have defied her authority and entered the army. The great +standing grievance, however, was that the "<i>pinson</i>" she received from +Government because her husband had been deported with the Nawab to +Calcutta, was not so large as one received by a neighbour and gossip +whose husband had been hanged in the mutiny! The two old ladies came to +loggerheads over their respective claims once a month, regularly, when +pay-day came round; Mumtâza asserting shrilly that to die in a strange +country was more painful than hanging, Ashrâf-un-nissa contending +roundly that if Walidâd had had as much respectful affection for his +widow as her husband had had for his, he could easily have caused +himself to be hanged; since he had certainly deserved it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Whereat there would be war, until some one in the alley, or round the +corner did something outrageous,--threw slops over some one, or had +twins, or imported a new mother-in-law! Then, friendly discussion +becoming a necessity of life, the big wooden bed would once more hold +two old ladies, two roly-poly bolsters, two quilts--also two tongues! +But these confined themselves, for a time, to lesser grievances; such +as the general decadence of the age, manifested by the reluctance of +young people to obey the old.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was, however, no sign of displeasure in the reception prepared +for Roshan, when one afternoon, immediately after his arrival at +Eshwara, he appeared to prostrate himself at the feet of age; at least +so he had said in his letter of intimation. Mumtâza Mahal knew her duty +towards men-folk better than to show temper at once; knew also the +suffocating effect of ceremonials. So the tarnished treasures of past +state had been dug out of the mounds of litter heaped up in all four +corners of the arcaded room, and set about the courtyard. An old +elephant-housing covered the wooden bed, and to it Roshan was +conducted: his grandmother, despite her best green satin trousers, +squatting below, on a mat.</p> + +<p class="normal">The young soldier felt and looked thoroughly uncomfortable. Out of +sheer funk of the old lady's remarks if he had appeared in his usual +<i>mufti</i> of English tweed and a close-fitting turban, he had reverted to +the airy muslins and embroidered smoking-caps of his forbears. He felt +chilly, barely decent in them; and, indeed, the whole environment was +absolutely repugnant to him. His grandmother's tramways could scarcely +be otherwise to one who had gone ahead by express train like Roshan +Khân. Thoroughly well-educated, he knew himself to be considered one of +the smartest native officers in the army. A first-class polo player, a +fair cricketer, able to handle cue and racket, and without equal at the +foils, he had for years met Englishmen on equal terms in sporting +matters. What wonder, then, that he sat looking inexpressibly bored +beside the <i>hookah</i> which was the pride of his grandmamma's heart, in +that it had belonged to many dead and gone Nawabs? He was simply +longing for the solace of a smoke, yet he did not dare to use the +silver cigarette case with his initials, "R.K." on it, which Lance +Carlyon had given him at Christmas in return for the fencing lessons. +Fortunately, however, boredom and yawns are correct during visits of +ceremony, so Mumtâza Mahal crossed her little fat hands over her little +fat green-trousered legs, and told herself the lad was improved in both +manners and looks; was distinctly more like her brother, the late and +sainted Nawab. The fact emphasized her regret that, after a brilliant +career in a mission school, a career which must have led to a minor +clerkship, her grandson should have taken the unheard-of course of +entering the army! If he could even have gone as the Nawab's +grand-nephew, with a dozen troopers or so as following, it might have +been bearable; but, as Walidâd's extraction barred all claim to noble +descent, enlistment meant something very different. The old lady, +accustomed to obedience all round, when the dreadful defiance had +occurred, ten years before, had called the stars to witness that it was +all--that everything was--Pidar Narâyan's fault! And then she had +fallen a-whimpering, knowing right well that but for the latter's +intercession, she herself would have had no "<i>pinson</i>"; since +Government bars those who can be proved to be personally implicated in +evil doings. And now, as she sat looking at her grandson, the same +conflicting estimates made her irritable. Why had Pidar Narâyan ever +put his finger in the Eshwara pie? Yet, without him, where would they +all have been? Still, he need not have taught the lad to fence, and so +turned him into a mean, common soldier.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now, whether this was true, whether his skill with the foils had turned +Roshan's thoughts towards a fighting life, or whether it was simply the +result of natural aptitudes that way, the choice of professions had +been wise. His Colonel,--of the old school though he was,--had +admitted, when pressed, that the young Mahomedan, <i>given practice</i>, +might be able to lead the regiment as well as a fresh-joined English +subaltern. The newer school, again, playing the <i>Krieg spiel</i> against +him at Simla, and finding itself in grips with a genuine gift for +tactics, had shaken its head and confessed the hardship of such a +talent being barred from finding its proper level. Still it was +impossible to legislate for exceptions without upsetting the every-day +army apple-cart.</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan himself, being sensible--above all, being of a nation which +accepts limitations as a law of God--was, as a rule, satisfied with his +future <i>risaldar</i> majorship, and, if he was lucky, <i>Aide-de-Camp to the +Queen</i>, and a few other titles tacked on to it. Like all natives of +India he lived largely on the approbation of his immediate superiors, +and this he had without stint; besides, his whole line of thought had +become too military for any subversion of rule and discipline to seem +desirable.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet the curb made itself felt sometimes; never more keenly than at his +grandmother's scornful look, when, in reply to her catechising, he +named his income.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only that! <i>Bâh!</i> Tis the pay of a coolie!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Tis the pay of my rank, anyhow," he replied sulkily, "and I cannot +expect promotion yet; the rules--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She waggled her be-veiled, be-jewelled head cunningly. "Rules! What +have rules to do with favour, either for men or women? Lo! thy +grand-uncle, the Nawab, gave twice that to a coachman who had one eye +black and the other blue because he fancied him! So, if thou art in +favour, as thou sayest, ask for more. The <i>Huzoors</i> will give it, +sooner than lose thee."</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan did not attempt explanation; he simply evaded the point by +asserting that the pay was sufficient for his wants. In a way it was an +unfortunate remark, since it precipitated the lecture lurking in the +old lady's mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And for the wife's that is to come?" she asked, not without +dignity,--the dignity of age reminding youth that its turn for duty has +come. "And for the son's that has yet to be born? Why are these old +arms still empty of thy children, Roshan?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He had his answer ready; one that had hitherto baulked even the +matrimonial desires of his mother, who, having gone to live with her +own people, was backed up by sisters and sisters-in-law.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because the Most High decreed freedom for wife and son."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was true. The wife found for him as a boy had died in child-birth.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Mumtâza had made up her mind to refuse this excuse any longer. +Matters were getting desperate. Here was Roshan past thirty, and never +a child's voice to soothe the passion which seems to come back, +vicariously, to Indian women in their old age. She had been brooding +over an appeal ever since she had heard that, after ten years' absence, +the lad was once more to be within reach of her tongue. So she edged +closer to him, an almost pathetic authority in her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is but the skin of the orange, Roshan; I take not that as a gift! +There be more wives than one, if the one die, even for the <i>Huzoors</i> +whom thou apest. Nay! Light of the house! frown not," she continued, in +sudden alarm at his look. "I did but mean that thou wert different from +thy fathers. How canst help it? Think not the old woman cannot +understand. Was I not young once? Was I not wedded with tears to thy +grandfather--on whom be peace! So I know the heart hath fancies, and +thine--listen while I whisper it--is--is for a wife like a <i>mem!</i> +Wherefore not? Thou hast seen and talked with them--they have seemed +better to thee than a cow of a black girl! What then? Have not <i>mems</i> +married our people ere now? And with thee,"--she looked round quickly, +to be certain of privacy, then leant closer still,--"with thee it would +be easy--for there is thy cousin."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My cousin?" he echoed stupidly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yea! thy cousin, when all is said and done," she repeated, with faint +scorn. "Is not the Miss at the palace Anâri Begum's granddaughter? Was +not Anâri Begum thy grandfather's sister? If that is not cousin, what +is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He had known these facts before, of course, but they had never +presented themselves to him in this connection. Yet they came +instantly, accredited by custom. His cousin; if so, his wife, if he +chose, almost by right. And yet from custom also, he--too sensible not +to have gauged the vast difference between his position as regards +Englishmen, and his position as regarded their wives, sisters, +mothers--was conscious of distinct revolt. "Thou shouldst not say such +things," he exclaimed almost angrily; "the Miss-<i>sahib</i>--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Miss-<i>sahib</i> indeed!" interrupted Mumtâza with a forced giggle. "Who +knows she is that? Not even Pidar Narâyan."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wherefore?" asked Roshan coldly. "Her mother was Bonaventura-<i>sahib's</i> +child and heir. That is certain; else the Government would not have +continued the grants given to him by the Nawab."</p> + +<p class="normal">An expression of infinite cunning crossed the old lady's face; she +tucked another budget of <i>pân</i> into her cheek, preparatory to a lengthy +explanation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not if it was payment for evidence given, by which Government could +find excuse for seizing the rest, and sending innocent people to die in +Calcutta? Thou knowest the tale, Roshan? How Pidar Narâyan said no word +when everyone was searching, after Bun-avatâr's death, for Anâri Begum, +who had disappeared, and how, when the land was being taken, he +appeared with a baby, a baptized baby, and swore it was Bun-avatâr's +lawful heir--that he himself had married them. Mayhap he did. But, look +you, Anâri was in the palace <i>zenâna</i> ere she disappeared. Who is to +say she is not thy cousin twice over?... I say not that she is, look +you, but who can tell. Yet this is certain, Roshan; she hath Anâri +Begum's eyes. For I have seen her; but a month ago the Miss who reads +brought her, not knowing of these tales; for Pidar Narâyan keeps a +silent tongue. Her name is Laila,<a name="div4Ref_03" href="#div4_03"><sup>[3]</sup></a> +and thine Roshan.<a name="div4Ref_04" href="#div4_04"><sup>[4]</sup></a> Is not +that a +fate? and she hath thy grand-aunt's eyes; ay! and thy grandfather's +land too; for would it not have been Walidâd's, if Bun-avatâr had not +ousted him from the <i>wazeer</i>-ship with singing birds?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan Khân stood up feeling as if he was being suffocated. It was ten +years since he had had experience of the fine-drawn meshes of vague, +almost useless, conspiracy for which Indian women have such vast +capability; it was ten years since, with eyes open to his own +advantage, he had cast in his lot loyally with the Government he +served. In that time there had not been wanting--there never is in +India--others, less scrupulous, ready to trade on his connection with a +dispossessed family, and his possible sense of injustice. He had known +how to treat them. But this idea bit shrewdly at a feeling which men of +his stamp have inevitably--the desire for a wife more suitable to their +own culture than they can hope to find among their own people. He gave +an uneasy laugh. "These be dreams, indeed, grandmother. To begin with, +Pidar Narâyan--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pidar Narâyan! Pidar Narâyan!" echoed the old diplomatist tartly, "Art +turned Hindoo, that thou dost count Narâyan<a name="div4Ref_05" href="#div4_05"><sup>[5]</sup></a> +the Creator of all?" +Then she suddenly clapped her hands together in absolute impatience +and anger. "Yet is it true. He <i>is</i> the cause of all! But for him +Bun-avatâr would have been as an over-fried fritter, a burst bladder, +a drum on a hen's back! But for his teaching thee to fence--"</p> + +<p class="normal">A quick frown came to her hearer's face. "Teaching! Ay! but only enough +to make me fit for his skill to play with. I know that now. Well! let +him try it again--" Roshan's sudden fierceness died down to sombre +discontent--"but that is fool's talk. He is too old. I could not meet +him on equal terms." He drew himself up proudly; yet he felt a vague +regret at his own acquired sense of fair play. Below it lay a savagery +that could rejoice in revenge at any price, and Mumtâza Mahal, watching +him, thought him still more like his ancestors, and nodded approvingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Think of it, at least, Roshan," she said, "and remember that it is not +as if the girl were a real <i>mem</i>. Pidar Narâyan, for all he is so +clever, was put to it to find a husband for the mother, the baptized +baby! He took a poor creature from Martin's school at Lucknow, at last, +who could not even speak English like a <i>Huzoor</i>--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because he was Italian and a Catholic," put in Roshan, then shrugged +his shoulders impatiently. "But thou canst not understand. 'Tis +impossible! Dreams, grandmother, dreams!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dreams come true even when forgotten, and torchbearers never see their +own way," retorted the old lady, ending the discussion with proverbial +wisdom as a clincher. "So think of it, since thoughts cost nothing, and +tell no tales."</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan felt as if they did the former at any rate, as he strode back +toward the fort, telling himself he would feel better when he had on +his uniform once more. This was his <i>metier</i>, not marriage. The best +soldiers, the really great soldiers--he paused, the knowledge that he +could never rise to real greatness coming to make him clinch his right +hand as if on his sword-hilt. The tempest of revolt which swept through +him left him dazed, for he had reasoned the matter out with himself +thoroughly, and thought he had accepted the situation, thought that he +had realized that his dignity in the regiment under the present system +went side by side, and not behind, that of the English officers. Yet +here he was at the mercy of something too strong for acquired wisdom. +He walked on faster to escape into a more wholesome environment, and by +sheer force of will succeeded in driving away all thought of the past +interview save a triviality. That was the remembrance that her name was +Laila, his Roshan. Light and Darkness, Day and Night. A fate indeed.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he passed into the courtyard, however, on his way to the door in the +river bastion, a group in its centre, round the old gun, brought his +attention back to realities, and he went towards it, his slipper-shod +feet making no martial clank, this time, on the union-jack of raised +paths. The group consisted of half a dozen or so of men listening to +something which was being declaimed, with much gesticulation, by an +ash-smeared <i>jogi</i>, whose wide-pierced ears, distended by conch-shell +rings, and transverse bar of white on his forehead, showed him to +belong to the sect which claims to have transcendental powers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Apparently he had been making the claim, for a young man, whose costume +smacked of Western culture, and whose face was acute, litigious, +interrupted him impatiently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yea, yea; possibly thou couldst come over the obstruction, +Gorakh-nâth-<i>jee</i>; but the question is whether the obstruction be +legal. Is it not so, Lala Ramanund?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lala Ramanund, whose dress was even more Western, and who had a certain +air of distinction, due, evidently, to position, assented; adding, as a +rider, and with some contempt, that at present they had only <i>jogi</i> +Gorakh-nâth's word that any interference was intended.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gorakh-nâth, a tall, muscular man, naked save for his grass-rope +girdle, his wild hair twined and twisted to a tiara, his wild, +half-insane eyes telling of drugs, shot a glance of absolute defiance +at Ramanund. "Thy name, <i>pundit-jee</i>, is not likely to give friendly +witness to mine," he began, alluding to the fact that they were +respectively called after the founders of their absolutely antagonistic +sects, "and yet methinks thou couldst, seeing--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Here Dya Ram, the first speaker, alarmed in his lawyer's soul at the +militant tone of the <i>jogi</i>, suggested hastily that they might inquire, +say at the gate; or stay! there was the <i>risaldar</i> coming; he must +know.</p> + +<p class="normal">Once more, as he listened to the question put to him, the expression of +his race and creed came to Roshan's face, hiding its culture.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of a certainty!" he replied haughtily. "The gun belongs to the Fort. +It is not to be used as a shelter for--for saints!" His contempt was +palpable.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I deny your premise," put in Dya Ram eagerly. "The gun is the people's +by prescriptive right. I can use it if I choose. The Government +professes neutrality; therefore, no one has a right to interfere with +my religion."</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan's face was a study. "Lo! Dya Ram, for thou art my old +class-fellow surely, hast gone back to the old beliefs since the days +when thou didst sign thyself at the end of thy essays, and in thy +books, 'Dya Ram, Agnostic'?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Dya Ram gave an uneasy cough. "It is a question of legality--" he +began.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And of money also," put in a new voice cringingly. "The pilgrims come +hither to see the saint, and then bathe. But if there is no saint, many +will not come, and I, who have my right on the steps as marker of the +caste marks--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Right!" echoed the Mahomedan curtly. "Have a care, caste-marker, lest +we do not claim the courtyard also."</p> + +<p class="normal">Here Ramanund, who had hitherto listened indifferently, took up the +cudgels. "That can scarcely be, <i>risaldar-sahib</i>," he said; "our pious +folk have come hither to perform their offices since time began."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gorakh-nâth turned on him at once. "Not so, <i>Vaishnava!</i>" he said. +"Thou and thine know naught of the Beginning of Things. Come to us and +Holy Shiv-<i>jee</i> for that! Thou art as far from the great wisdom as +he"--here he pointed wildly to Roshan--"yea! further, despite thy +pretence of purity! Despite thy hunger yesterday when, returning to thy +lost faith, thou didst come here to eat as the twice-born should, and a +shadow fell upon thy food! Despite thy deafness to this world just +now,"--here he laughed jeeringly,--"which kept thee back from bearing +witness to my truth, to the truth of Shiv-<i>jee's</i> servant!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Dya Ram looked at him, then at Ramanund perplexedly. "What means he?" +he said aside. "Didst thou really come hither?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My wife was dying," replied Ramanund in a low, rapid undertone, "and +I--you understand--there--there is nothing certain, you see--and any +chance--one goes back at such times--" he broke off almost desperately +in his confession.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dya Ram, who had signed himself Agnostic, nodded. He understood what it +was to be rudderless in a familiar current, and came to the rescue of +his friend's consistency by asserting that any such decision regarding +the gun, if one had been made, would certainly be disputed. That he and +his--though they demurred to its being counted against them for faith +in the worshipping of mere matter--would, if necessary, carry the case +to the High Court.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Carry it to the Court of thy god Indra, if need be, Dya Ram," retorted +Roshan, and as he strode off he spat deliberately in the dust. That +also surprised him faintly, for he had thought he had learnt tolerance +of the <i>Huzoors</i>. So, with a frown and yet with relief, he put his hand +on the latch which would open the way back to a less disturbing +environment. As he did so, another hand was on it also. The door opened +from within, and Father Ninian stood on the threshold barring it; but +barring it with smiles.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! my pupil," he said in English. "I have been listening to your +praises from Captain Dering, and from Mr. Carlyon too. He says you are +the best fencer in the army. You and I must cross foils again sometime, +eh, my pupil?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan, as he stepped aside elaborately to let the old man pass, drew +himself up and saluted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you please, sir; but I have learnt new things since--since those +days."</p> + +<p class="normal">His tone made Father Ninian pause to look at him for an instant; then +he replied, "And I have not forgotten the old; that makes us equal."</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan gave a little hard laugh as he went in; if the old man liked to +think so, let him.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Father Ninian's face as he passed--a black shadow in the +sunshine--across the level steps leading down to the river wore a +wistful smile. Old and new, he thought. New and old. Senseless, useless +words, fit only for humanity to juggle dreams from, since no man knew +the unseen beginning, knew the unseen end; knew even his own birth and +death. In the endless band of life, naught came first, naught last, and +the things of to-day might be old, the things of yesterday might be +new.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Margherita!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">The name came soundless to the priest's lips, and a quick flush of +youth, and hope, and joy seemed to smooth away the wrinkles of his +face. A faint laugh, a happy laugh, went further towards a hearing than +the name. It was sixty years ago, nearly, since he had left her. An old +story indeed, and yet how new. The new wine of it ran in his old veins, +thrilled to his old brain, and took him back absolutely to a palazzo on +the outskirts of Rome, with the pale flood of the Tiber flowing beneath +a marble loggia. He had never looked on running water since without +remembrance, and now--his feet having led him unconsciously to the +river's edge--he stood smiling at the pale flood of the Hari. For he +knew that he had fought a good fight, that he had kept the promise he +had made in order to still her soul; that he had kept her boy, Pietro +Bonaventura, so far as he could, from harm, and his child, and his +child's child, gathering them as lambs into the arms of Holy Church.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then something in the last thought drove the tender human smile +from his face. He murmured a "<i>Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa</i>," bent to +the stream, and dipping his fingers in it, crossed himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"May Shiv-<i>jee's</i> blessing go with his holy water, <i>Baba-jee</i>," said a +voice behind him. It was Gorakh-nâth the <i>jogi</i>, who, his sympathizers +having departed, had come to fill his gourd.</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian turned; so for a space they stood face to face; +representatives of the two great supernaturalisms of the world; the one +which has held the West, the one which has held the East.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man's face, at first, returned to kindly human tolerance; for +his fifty years of Eshwara had widened his sympathies. But, as he stood +before the <i>jogi</i> it hardened, and the priestly arrogance of the naked +ash-smeared figure, stretching a right hand in claim over the +sanctifying power of the river, was reflected in Father Ninian's as he +spread his left hand upwards, and turned on his heel with the words, +"<i>Vade retro Satanas!</i>"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_05" href="#div1Ref_05">CHAPTER V</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>THE "DEE-PUK-RÂG"</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"You are tired to death as it is--why should you fuss any more over a +pack--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ssh! sir; don't talk rubbish. I am all right; and Eugene is so anxious +everything should be a success that I must. Besides I--I like it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Walsall Smith sent the hostess' gathering smile round her long +luncheon table, and rose. So did Vincent Dering, who had sat at her +right hand--a position due to his rank as commandant of Eshwara--and, +as he did, he drew his chair aside to let the girl on his left pass, +with his usual somewhat <i>voyant</i> courtesy, though it was only Laila +Bonaventura. He had met her several times during the past few days, and +the effect which her singing had made on him had vanished before her +general failure to interest him in the least. And to-day she actually +wore a blue sash! In addition she had filled up the time between her +monosyllables in methodically crumbling her bread and ranging the +results in a pattern, until the inanity of it had got on his nerves, +and he had felt inclined to beg her to desist.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet, as in passing her black eyes looked into his with one +curious yet comprehensive flash, a memory of the extreme regularity of +the curves and lines which had annoyed him, made him--quite +irrelevantly--wonder hastily if he could have said anything to Muriel +which--</p> + +<p class="normal">He broke off in his own thought impatiently, and gave an apologetic +glance after Mrs. Walsall Smith's fragile figure. There never was +anything, never! Never a word said, never a deed done, which all the +world--even Eugene Smith himself--might not hear and know. Vincent +Dering felt a pulse of sheer virtue as he looked down the long table at +his host, with the vague irritation which the possessors of women often +arouse in those who are not their possessors. For Muriel Smith's +half-playful, half-wistful rejection of sympathy had held that faint +hint of dutiful martyrdom which seems so purely angelic to selfish +man--unless he happens to be the wretch who inflicts it!</p> + +<p class="normal">Curious, he thought; Eugene wasn't much of a gentleman, but he wasn't a +bad sort, and he was fond of his wife, in a way. Yet he was blind to +the fact that Muriel was not fit to go trapesing about his blessed old +canal works with the pack of <i>padrés</i> and people he had got together to +do honour to his skill. She would do it, of course, and get through +with it, too! Here he helped himself to a glass of sherry, and felt +incoherently that she was the dearest and best woman in the world,--the +one woman in the world, so far as he was concerned.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he sat between those two empty chairs where those two women, so +absolutely unlike, had fenced him in on either side, a faint wonder +tinged his virtue in comparing the last three years with the time +before it.</p> + +<p class="normal">If anyone had told him, then, that he would write every day to a woman +and expect her to write to him without a word or a deed--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Please, Dering-darlin'," said an imperious small voice, "mum wants +'oo, 'tos pup'll go off, she says, wis' all a gemplemen, an' she wants +'oo to go off wis' a ladies!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"All right, little 'un," he laughed gladly, finishing his sherry at a +gulp, and, ere catching the little mite in his arms, giving himself +that smartening pull together which was so characteristic of the man.</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked very handsome, very happy, as he came up, with Gladys shaking +her curls at him in outrageous flirtation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How kind!" said Muriel. "I don't know what I should do without you."</p> + +<p class="normal">That was all; but it sent him off in absolute content to tackle the +stoutest lady in the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If <i>you</i> make the move, Mrs. Campbell," he said diplomatically, +"everyone will follow, and I know Mrs. Smith is anxious we should +start, as it will take some time to go round."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ay! that it will!" assented the good lady in a mournful Scotch accent. +"'Deed if it were not for Dr. James--" she glanced fearfully at a tall +man in a black frock coat--a man whose patriarchal beard had once been +red and was now the colour of a carpet whisk--who was buttonholing +Father Ninian; the latter, with his straight slenderness, looking +almost youthful beside the other's burly bulk.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wouldn't go if I didn't want to," put in a sharp-featured lady who +belonged to another black frock coat--a small one. "You spoil the +doctor, Mrs. Campbell. As I tell <i>my</i> husband, I yield to him in +spiritual matters--the mission, you know, and all that; but when it +comes to realities--the housekeeping, and what we are to eat, and do, +and that sort of thing--that is my province."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Campbell turned her fat good-natured face on her neighbour's +placidly. "Ay, my dear; but ye didn't promise to be a wife to Dr. +James, an' I did. So, Captain Dering, if you can find my niece--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Miss Shepherd is quite safe, Mrs. Campbell. Carlyon's looking after +her," interrupted Vincent, feeling another spasm of sheer virtue. He +had seen the two sitting together at lunch, apparently interested in +each other, and he had noticed how Lance, on entering the drawing-room, +had made his way straight to those coils of red-bronze hair which had a +trick of being the most conspicuous point in any group of which they +formed part. So Lance would enjoy himself simply; he would not have to +gain pleasure in complex fashion by dragging about a <i>posse</i> of +uninteresting old ladies, for the sake of a lady who was neither. +Vincent's face had a bored look as he began his task by piloting his +charge into the verandah, and so on into the open.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was hot work crossing the stretch of sand which lay between the +bungalow and the red brick abutments of the canal head; but once there, +with the broad still basin of the united rivers before you, a cool +breeze blew pleasantly from that blue barrier of hills with the +gold-spiked temples of Eshwara enamelled against it, and a soft white +mist hiding the feet of the far-distant snows; so hiding the "Cradle of +the Gods! The floods had gone, however, and so had the robe of +righteousness. The sandbanks lay bare, of the earth, earthy. The logs, +too, were no longer dipping and dancing in the currents. Some were +piled criss-cross on the spit, awaiting ransomers, and a few lay like +straight shadows, half in, half out of the receding water.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A log! not a bit of it!" said someone, stooping for a stone. "Look!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The missile fell far short of the low streak of sand and shadow, but +did its work. The shadow disappeared, as a bottle-nosed alligator +slipped silently into the stream. Most eyes watched it, but Lance +Carlyon's turned to Erda Shepherd. He had only met her once, casually, +when he was out fishing on the spit, since the day when Father Ninian +had introduced them, and they had seen something else in the river that +was also not a log.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you remember," he began impulsively, "the first time we met?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A shadow slipped into her limpid bronze eyes also. "Certainly," she +interrupted coldly. "It is not so very long ago--is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had fenced with his assumption of friendliness more than once +already; feeling vexed with herself, the while, that she should do so. +Since what did it matter? However much she might regret--and she had +regretted with foolish unseen blushes as she had lain awake at night +wondering what had possessed her--the almost indecent unveiling of +realities in that first five minutes, she could not undo it. Besides, +she had told herself, he had in all probability forgotten it in polo, +and partridge-shooting, fishing, and such things.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he had not, apparently; and he parried her fence with a still more +friendly laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I didn't mean that, of course; but we won't talk of it, if you'd +rather not. It isn't a very Mark Tapleyish subject, is it, for an +afternoon party?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The blush was to be seen this time. "So I have been thinking myself, +Mr. Carlyon, ever since last Wednesday," she began, still more coldly, +"and I am sorry--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He interrupted her quite cavalierly. "I didn't mean that, either, and +you know I didn't. However, we'll leave it alone. So you're not coming +to the ball! Do you know, I think it's an awful pity; I'm sure you'd +dance beautifully."</p> + +<p class="normal">She felt outraged, in a way, and yet she smiled. He seemed so much +younger than she was. Younger; but stronger and more vital. That calm +assertion, too, that she knew she was playing feminine tricks with him, +had been manly and dignified to quite a crushing degree. She could not +help being at once meek and indulgent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't dance, Mr. Carlyon," she said quietly; adding, as a rider and +salve to her conscience, "I--I think it wrong."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought you might," he returned, evidently pleased at his own +acumen, "but I don't see it that way. Of course if--if you go in for +those ideas, you know, you can make it seem--well--awful low; but I--" +he paused before even a possible sounding of his own trumpet--"you see +I think it's awfully jolly; besides, it's such ripping good exercise, +and I have to be careful, I tell you, not to put on flesh. I ride +thirteen-four, as it is." His face grew grave over the confession.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that much?" she said, her eyes caught and held by the splendid +figure beside her. "You are very tall, surely." There was almost a +pride in her tone, certainly a tenderness.</p> + +<p class="normal">He shook his head. "Not so tall as my people are generally. We Carlyons +run to size. My uncle, Sir Lancelot's, six-three, and his son is +six-four; but he's a bit weedy. So when you're only six-one and a half +you can't afford to wax fat; you've got to keep the body in subjection. +That's right, isn't it?" His pride in his Scriptural knowledge made it +impossible for her to be stern, though she felt she ought to be.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite right, Mr. Carlyon," she assented, hurriedly, "but see! the +others have gone on, and I don't want to miss--She stumbled, in her +haste to end the tête-à-tête, on a loose brick, and for an instant was +over-near the edge of the abutment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Take care!" he said, his hand on hers to give support; a cool, strong +hand, with an insistence in its clasp which seemed to single her out +from the world to stand so, hand fast in hand. "You were very nearly +over that time," he said, smilingly, as he released her. "Now let's +come on, or, as you say, we shall be too late for the fair. Smith's +going to show off his electric light in the tents, you know."</p> + +<p class="normal">Perhaps it was the slip which had made her dizzy, but she walked beside +him feeling as if she were in a dream. And, in truth, the scene which +grew upon them as they went on had a strange unearthliness and +unreality. She paused, and gave a little gasp of pleasure and surprise. +"It seems impossible!" she said. "A week ago, when I was here, it was +all sand, sand; and now--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her eyes met the wide, flower-set walks, the stately white palaces of +the Vice-regal camp with absolute incredulity. "Did you do all this?" +she asked, doubtfully. "Why, you've made a new world!" She felt +inwardly as if he had, somehow, for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! Vincent did a lot of the decorations, you know. He's that sort. +We--my fellows, I mean, and Dillon's gaol-birds--dug, and did the dirty +work. But it looks all right, doesn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">It did, indeed,--absolutely and entirely all right. So white, so +straight, so disciplined; even to the very twist on the tent ropes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That peg's out of line," said Lance, pausing suddenly. "Here, +sergeant!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A following had gathered in their rear, bringing up the little +procession of Englishmen and women, with a knot of dark faces, and from +it a man in dust-coloured drill stepped, and saluted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Two inches, or, say, an inch and a half." Erda caught so much in the +order given as she walked on.</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>Two inches, or, say, an inch and a half!</i> No more than that wrong in +this dream city; and over yonder? Her eyes travelled past the snowdrift +of the camp, rising against the blue background of wide water, to +Eshwara, rising against its background of blue hill.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought so; a good inch and a half," said Lance exultantly, coming +up with measured strides. "It makes a lot of difference though."</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked at him critically. Older by some months than he, full of +strong character, almost overfull of strong convictions, she was +yet--as women must be until experience of work-a-day life teaches them, +as it has taught men, the value of subordination--curiously +undisciplined, curiously lawless. And this striving after uniformity +impressed her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose you learn that sort of thing in the army," she said, with a +new respect.</p> + +<p class="normal">He laughed. "I should think so; buttons and bootlaces all to pattern. +It's an awful bore, but it keeps things going. Now, here we are! Now, +you can see properly."</p> + +<p class="normal">They stood in the centre of the camp, in front of the huge <i>durbar</i> +tent, that wandering throne of an empire fixed and immovable as the +stars. In front of them, rising out of a wilderness of roses, +blossoming where nothing but sand had shown since the primeval sea +receded from the hills, was the flag of that empire, its folds drooping +round the mast. And beyond it, past the two brass guns pointing down +the long vista, was an avenue of palms, bordered by green grass and +beds of flowers, and intersected by broad paths leading back to the +solid white squares of the tents. At the farther end, a quarter of a +mile or more from the flagstaff, a triumphal arch at the entrance +showed, until the palm-leaves cut it short, a legend:</p> + + +<p class="center">"WELCOME TO THE LORD----"</p> + + +<p class="continue">and above it, far at the feet of those distant snows, lay that wreath +of white mist hiding the "Cradle of the Gods."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda's eyes travelled to it, and from it to the other vistas, similar +yet smaller, stretching to the right and left of her. Then to the +orderly rows on rows of tents, looking like solid blocks of marble +behind her. The whole shut in from the world by a high white wall; +still, silent, empty, waiting for the Hosts of the Lord. A snow-drift +facing that mist-drift on the hills. And between them? Eshwara, and all +that Eshwara held of evil and of good.</p> + +<p class="normal">The dreaminess left her eyes, startled at a band of dark figures which +at this moment appeared rounding the corner of a tent--figures in +scanty striped clothing with a broad arrow on it; figures with shaven, +close-capped heads and leg irons clanking, as their bare feet threaded +through the flowers. And behind them, half-hidden, as ever, under his +mushroom of a hat, came George Dillon. He had noticed, as he passed +with the others, that the roses were flagging a bit under the hot sun, +and had gone back to summon a fatigue party of his criminals to water +them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bring another go, <i>mate</i>," he ordered, as the gang, filing past the +flagstaff, emptied their earthen pots; "then go back to the road. And +be quick. There's no time to lose. The Lord-<i>sahib</i> comes to-morrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">They obeyed with grins; and Dr. Dillon, as he paused beside Lance and +Erda, looked after them approvingly. "They like this better than +picking oakum, and I've had to set some of 'em to do that, now the +digging's done. I shall be glad when this show's over, and we move on."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Move! where?" asked Erda.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where there is work to be done, Miss Shepherd. Satan finds mischief, +you know, especially with his own hands." He paused and smiled. +"They're a queer lot. Do you know some of them are in a blind funk +because they think a percentage of them have to be sacrificed before +the water will run." He grew grave again. "Poor devils!" he added, in a +softer tone--"as if they hadn't paid tribute already. I lost over a +hundred last year, what with pneumonia and malaria, but they don't seem +to count that--that is the will of the gods. But I say, hadn't you +better be going into the tent if you want to see the light-up? Smith +went off to his plant five minutes ago with his gang, so it's about +time."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was almost pitch dark in the huge tent, and as they slipped in +through the closed portieres, Vincent Dering's voice called to them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be quick, please; and, Carlyon, tell them to shut down the outer +screens. We want to have a real flash-up, and I believe we are all here +now."</p> + +<p class="normal">Whether that was so or not Erda could not tell. The brief ray of light +caused by their entrance had only shown her Captain Dering's figure +beside his hostess, and given her a glimpse of Laila Bonaventura's +white dress close by. So it was eerie, in a way, to wait in the +darkness, knowing it to be full of people she knew; yet to have +consciousness of nothing save their voices, since age, sex, position, +even race, were alike awaiting this new light which was to make them +manifest. Perhaps the eeriness struck her companions also, for the +voices came clearly; not in a babel, but answering each other in the +listening, waiting silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We are all full of sparks, I assure you, Mrs. Campbell."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am weel aware o' it, Doctor Dillon; but it's too much like a brand +snatched frae the burning to my taste; for Doctor James will have +it--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Undoubtedly, my dear Ann. It appears to me, sir, and I trust it will +to you, as a most interesting scientific fact, calculated to confound +those who scoff at the possibility of eternal punishment in a fire that +is not quenched--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or to comfort those who believe in a cleansing one--who seek a place +in the crown of stars about their Mother's head--who feel the flame of +immortality." Its faint hesitancy betrayed this voice, as the dryness +did the next.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If I've got to generate my own heaven or hell, I prefer to pass; but +if one could turn on a fifty-candlepower reflecting lamp during a <i>post +mortem</i> or a bacillus hunt, it would be useful."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! Fancy being able to get up at night and see, at once, in all +corners of the room if there were snakes!"</p> + +<p class="normal">This brought a laugh till a fragile voice said plaintively, "That's +just the worst of it. When one begins to see things too clearly, they +are so apt to be nasty."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That, my dear Madam, has always appeared to me as an additional +argument against those who contend that Perfect Wisdom could not wisely +have produced so imperfect a being as Man."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Surely, Dr. Campbell," interrupted a tart voice, "the necessity for +something on which to exercise our faith proves that; but then I am +only a woman. I confine myself to realities."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then what a bore it would be if there were no delusions! By Jove! it +would be dull. Who is it says the soul of man lies in his imagination?" +Captain Dering's voice could not be mistaken.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just so--and nowhere else."</p> + +<p class="normal">This came in an aside, and was followed in the same tone by the eager, +hesitating voice. "Scoffer! When you men of Science spend your lives in +listening--to the things which cannot be heard--looking for the things +that cannot be seen-- Ah! doctor!--you can't impose on me. I know +you--I have seen you."</p> + +<p class="normal">The very darkness seemed abashed, and there was silence; till a new +voice, young, full-throated, broke it. "But how can you tell if things +are nasty till you have seen them--they may be nice. Ah-h-h!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It had come like a creation, flooding all things with irresistible +light.</p> + +<p class="normal">A sort of sigh made itself heard; a sigh of vague relief. "By Jove!" +said Captain Dering, "it will make a difference to the <i>durbar</i>. As a +rule you can't see the diamonds and jewels; and they are half the +show."</p> + +<p class="normal">Palpably there could be no fear of that. To the uttermost corner of the +vast tent, the pattern of its lining of shawls was visible; each boss +on the parcel-gilt poles glittered and shone; the very legend round the +arms of England above the Vice-regal chair stood out clear "<i>Dieu et +mon droit</i>." And the expression on the two groups of dark faces, the +one which had come by invitation to see, the other which had crept in +at the further end, could not be mistaken. In the one, indifference +struggled with curiosity; in the other assent was mingled with awe.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What are they saying?" asked Lance, who, having come late, stood close +to the latter group. "Something about <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>. What's that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda shook her head. "Father Ninian will know--he knows all these +things--that is why they call him Pidar Narâyan, and let him do +anything. Sometimes I wonder if it isn't the best way." The last, +spoken to herself, was interrupted by Father Ninian's echo.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The <i>Dee-puk-râg!</i> Why, yes--of course!" He turned to the dark faces +in sheer delight. "Yea! brothers!" he said in Hindustani, "ye are +right! It is the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>--the sign of kingship. Have I not told +ye always that the Lord is with us--and with you?" Then he turned back +to his other hearers: "It means the Song of Light--a charm--a spell +which the great men of old knew. Is it not so, Ramanund?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A half-reluctant voice from the invited replied, "The ignorant say so, +sir."</p> + +<p class="normal">A faintly sarcastic smile came to the fine old face. "And they believe +its possession marks the born ruler of men--the God-sent guide; since, +when it is sung, the light comes from the stars to help the world on +its way--to dispel the darkness! Ah-h-h!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It had gone! and in the black night which settled blankly on speaker +and audience, a faint, far cry came from outside. More than one woman's +voice echoed it with a little startled gasp of suspense.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is all right!" called Vincent Dering, "the thing is always popping +in and out--I've seen it at Euston--it will come back directly." And +then, in response to something he alone had heard, he whispered, "Don't +be alarmed; Eugene will set it right in a moment--really--"</p> + +<p class="normal">As he bent his head a scent of violets--the scent she always +used--assailed him; and that half-heard appeal--"Oh, what is it, +Vincent?" seemed still in his ears. Even in the darkness he knew she +must be close to him. He felt the soft ruffle of the lace about her +hand upon his wrist. It trembled, surely. Did it? Or was it only +his own bounding pulse. A sudden imperious desire to know--to be +certain--swept through him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, with a sort of suffocating rush to heart and brain, came the +knowledge that his clasp was answered by that small hand--so small, so +clinging, so trustful--so dear--so absolutely dear--so dear!--so very +dear!!</p> + +<p class="normal">As he stood in the darkness, he knew that every mooring was gone, knew +that this--this thing--would change--must change--the whole position. +It was a light, indeed; a light showing the way--a different way! A +sort of fierce exultation took possession of him. He knew, now, that he +had been dreaming till then; that he had been blind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! what a relief! That dreadful darkness was getting on my nerves," +said a calm voice coming to him from out of the flood of white light +which seemed to have rent their hands asunder.</p> + +<p class="normal">Their hands--when she stood yonder? He turned, bewildered, to find a +pair of grave black eyes fixed critically on him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I--I--he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It doesn't matter," said Laila Bonaventura, with stolid indifference. +"You thought it was her hand, of course. I quite understand."</p> + +<p class="normal">Did she? Did--could--anyone? even he himself?</p> + +<p class="normal">God! How content--how happy he had been--how certain--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dillon! Dillon! For God's sake, where's Dillon?" came an excited +voice, as Eugene Smith burst into the tent, bringing the afternoon +sunshine to war with that unearthly light. "Come along, man! There's +been an accident in the workshop! I warned them not to touch--one--a +mere boy--did. Got startled, I suppose, and fell over--onto the +circular saw--it was going. His leg--I've tried a <i>tourniquet</i>, but I +can't stop--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The remainder was inaudible; the caller and the called, followed by +Vincent, glad of any interruption to the intolerableness of his +confusion, were already running as for dear life down the palm-set +avenue towards the canal workshop outside the walls.</p> + +<p class="normal">That it was for death, however, not life, Dr. Dillon saw at a glance; +though, without a pause, he knelt down in the fateful, irresistible +tide of life blood which was ebbing and flowing with such awful +insistency, and set his teeth in fight.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet once he gave an upward glance to the long, low roof so full of +driving bands and wheels and levers, so full of men's power, so empty +of men's passion; and then a straight one to the circle of ignorant, +awe-stricken, dark faces closing in round him. And as he did so, he +muttered to himself:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wouldn't have had this happen for a thousand pounds--and a +high-caste man, too!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Undoubtedly; the sacred thread showed on the shoulder under the broad +arrow--for the twice-born are twice-born even in gaol.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lay him on Mother Earth to die, ye of his caste!" said a voice from +behind. It was Father Ninian's. His haste had driven the colour from +his face; he stood breathless, yet calm, his right hand raised. In the +awestricken circle none stirred; there was no sacred thread upon their +shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Give me a hand, please, Dr. Dillon," said the old man quietly; "he +will not die easy there." So, between them, they shifted the slight +figure from the wooden platform on which it had fallen, to the ground +all sodden and stained with that tide of blood. A faint content seemed +to come to the half-conscious face; the head nestled itself into the +soft earth as if to rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">The circle of dark and white faces fell back alike, leaving the doctor +and the priest alone with death,--the doctor with both hands detaining +that ebbing tide of life, the priest with the <i>viaticum</i> of another +faith on his lips speeding it on its way.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lo!" whispered some of the circle. "Hark to his '<i>Ram Ram!</i>' He +knows--Pidar Narâyan knows."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_06" href="#div1Ref_06">CHAPTER VI</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>ALPHA AND OMEGA</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma was fishing. Breast deep in the water, which in the early dawn +stretched like a shining shield to meet the pale primrose vestments of +the coming day, his bodiless head and shoulders slid sedately over the +surface like some strange kind of wild-fowl; for his hands, clasped at +the back of his curly frizz of hair, held the apex of a conical, +reed-distended net, shaped like a pair of wings. His eyes were closed, +and, despite all lack of visible movement, the tenseness of every +muscle, the strained look of every curve, showed that he was on the +alert for something; that something, being the first hint of possible +prey sent by his hidden feet as they felt, like hands, over the bottom. +Felt lightly, buoyantly, with scarce more pressure than the water +itself, until, at the first suspicion of a fish lying half-buried in +the sand, they would fling themselves air-wards to change places with +his head; and that, with the net twirled dexterously above it, would go +down like an extinguisher over the suspicious ridge or furrow. +Sometimes--most often, of course,--they proved to be nothing else; but +sometimes, again, there would be a pause, during which the black legs +would remain uppermost, and then, once more, the black head would come +air-wards with a wriggling fish, held, if it happened to be a small +one, in its white teeth. For Am-ma had not been provided by nature with +a pouch, like the pelicans who were fishing hard by; and, being +absolutely destitute of clothing and pockets, had to sidle sedately to +the bank with each prize before seeking another, since both hands and +feet were needed for its capture. Otherwise, his method of fishing was +little removed from the birds,--the net being considered as his beak. +If anything, it was the more primitive of the two, since the pelicans +fished in companies, drawing a serried line round each likely shallow; +whereas Am-ma had all the distrust of his fellow which marks man in his +earliest development. For, even amongst his kind, Am-ma was held to be +barbarian; though, Heaven knows! the six or seven millions of wild +tribes and forest races in India which go to make up its two hundred +and eighty, are primitive enough. Those six or seven millions, frankly, +absolutely savage, who, as the census puts it, are 'not to be +specified'; remaining, as they do, untouched by either the +civilizations or religions with which they have come in contact. Six or +seven millions, whose very superstitions are their own monopoly!</p> + +<p class="normal">Some there were among these fisher folk of Eshwara who, like Gu-gu, +were faintly leavened with latter-day learning, faintly amenable to +latter-day standards; but Am-ma's dull brain was satisfied with what it +had inherited; which included, amongst other things, sight, hearing, +touch, keen almost beyond belief. So he opened his eyes at a sound +which, to an ordinary person, would have been as inaudible as the swift +coming of sunlight in the sky; and his sight told him immediately what +it was in detail. A canoe was coming down the lagoon with two men in +it. Now there was only one canoe in Eshwara, and that belonged to +Pundit Ramanund. He had been over the black water, and learnt, amongst +a number of other strange new things which were of no use, how to +paddle a canoe--his own or another's! For what good was a canoe when +you did not know the sandbanks? And how could you know the sand-banks +unless you swam over them and dived down to them? Then, if you could do +that, what was the good of a canoe? An air-bag, or even an earthen pot +under the pit of your stomach, on which you could lie, was sufficient +for all practical purposes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Therefore one of the men Am-ma knew must be Ramanund; the other, by his +turban, was a Mahomedan. Did <i>he</i> know the sand-banks? Am-ma shaded his +eyes with one hand, and watched to see. Evidently not; the canoe stuck +here, there, everywhere, yet still came on slowly. But if the occupants +wanted--as everybody seemed to want nowadays--to cross over to the +other side--that other side where the red brick headworks of the canal +showed like a plinth--to those strange, new white tents where the Lord +was expected; then they would find the navigation more intricate.</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma being conservative inevitably, smiled at the certainty, closed +his eyes, and went on fishing; till he opened them again at a shout.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Which way?" he echoed, his voice sounding hollow from its nearness to +the water. "By the deep stream, always."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And which is that, fool?" came Roshan's voice angrily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where there is most water," returned Am-ma calmly. "Cease from +paddling, and the canoe will tell you without fail. Such things know of +themselves. They are wise."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But we want to get over to the camp as quickly as we can," said +Ramanund, interrupting an impatient retort of Roshan Khân's, with an +aside to the effect that they had better not alienate their only hope. +The river was lower than he had expected, or he would never have +suggested crossing in the boat, as quicker than the bridge; yet there +was not time to go back.</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma smiled cunningly. "None will get quicker than he can, my masters; +that much is certain." Being pleased with his own wit, he laughed, and +kicking up his heels, ducked his head, to come up again a few yards +nearer in shallower water, where he could stand and salaam.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The noble people," he said gravely, "must surely follow the stream if +they go in company; but if they will quit comfort, and wade, carrying +their boat here and there, I, Am-ma, will show them. But it is +annoyance. Without going with the stream there is always annoyance."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is better than going back or sticking still, anyhow!" remarked +Roshan Khân to his companion; adding in Hindustani--"Then come +quick--there is room for thee and thy net, and we will pay thee."</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma shook his head. "There is weight enough for difficulties without +me, my masters; and here or there is one to a fisher." So saying, he +closed his net with one dexterous twist, slipped his arms through it so +that it hung behind his back, and struck across the shallows.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yonder is our aim," he said briefly, pointing to a blue thread of +smoke rising from the water's edge a good way down stream. "They burn a +dead man there to-day; it is ever a good guide to the living."</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Twill be the Brahmin lad the <i>Huzoors</i> killed by mistake with their +<i>Dee-puk-râg</i>. Didst hear the tale?" asked Ramanund. Why, he would have +been puzzled to tell, since he had no definite desire to foster +ill-feeling or fear; but it had been the talk of the town till those +small hours which end gossip, even in India, and the talk had confirmed +the theory, which so many of his kind hold firmly, if vaguely, that the +mass of the people feel the English rule to be unjust.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Am-ma was not of the people. He was of the six million and odd +barbarians. He turned, showing his broad white teeth in a grin. "Ay! +'Twas well done. Now, as in old days, folk will know who is true +leader." There was no doubt, no fear in his mind. Had not his tribe +always, of old, chosen as its chief and God the man who could hold a +torch in each hand at arms' length, one lighted, the other unlit, and +bid the flame pass from one to the other seven times? And as for a +man's life, was it not always expedient that one should die for the +people upon occasions?</p> + +<p class="normal">Ramanund frowned; perhaps because Am-ma concluded by ordering the crew +out of the boat, and the water was cold. It could scarcely have been +anything else which brought annoyance, since he, like most of his kind, +prided himself on being truly a British subject.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, paddling and pushing, wading, and even carrying, they crossed from +shallow to shallow, from sand-bank to sand-bank, led by Am-ma, swimming +and diving like a duck, or walking on ahead unconcernedly, his eyes +fixed in keen-sighted approval on that group close to the water's edge, +towards which he steered.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet it was a gruesome group, in truth, which circled round that +solitary and still more gruesome figure in the centre. A figure +squatting like the rest (since, when wood is dear, funeral piles must +be restricted) in full view, yet mercifully obscured for the most part +by the heavy column of smoke which rose straight to a level with the +leaping flames, then, tilting sideways before the intermittent breeze +of early dawn, drifted westward, to hide those white tents upon the +horizon.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Above or below, fool!" called Ramanund, sharply, as they neared the +shore. "I am no <i>Dôm</i>, like thou, to choose my way among dead men's +bones."</p> + +<p class="normal">The allusion to the semi-aboriginal tribe who earn their livelihood by +streaking the dead, brought a frown this time to Am-ma's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am no <i>Dôm</i>, either," he retorted, "and were I one, thou wouldst be +glad of my guidance to the fire some day, Pundit-<i>jee!</i>" Roshan Khân +listened with the wholehearted contempt of his race and creed. "Be +quick, either way," he said, scornfully. "We have bare time, as it is."</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet he, also, swerved from that gruesome group, which, as the +two--dressed as Europeans, save for their turbans--stepped ashore and +hurried off in the direction of the camp, stood up in a linked +semi-circle to salaam, then squatted again with a clank of leg irons.</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma, his task over, had paused in the deeper water, and was once more +sidling sedately. The sun had risen with the inconceivable swiftness +with which it rises from a dead-level, treeless plain, and shone +reddish-yellow, like a fire, on his wet skin. The shadow of that dense +column of smoke sidled sedately on the water also, shifting with the +shifting spirals of the reality.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Had he spilt blood?" asked Am-ma, suddenly, as that something, +half-hidden in the smoke, seemed to dissolve, sending a great fountain +of sparks, bright even in the sunlight, up into the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">One in the semicircle clucked denial.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A <i>jogi</i>--they say of Gorakh-nâth's monastery--had him for disciple. +And there was <i>dhatoora</i> in the sweetmeats, for sure. Whether he was +strangler, God knows! Perhaps. Yet such travellers deserved poison; who +but a fool trusts a strange hand?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A big man at the end of the semicircle, who had a sinister face despite +his good conduct badge, looked round hastily to where, a little +distance off, the two jail-warders in charge were dividing a smoke on +the sly with swift mysterious bubblings; then lowered his voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ay! none but fools; and <i>he</i>--" (a nod towards that thing in the +centre which was now dying down to red embers pointed his meaning) "is +the first; not the last. I, Gopi, <i>gosain</i>,<a name="div4Ref_06" href="#div4_06"><sup>[6]</sup></a> +say so. Let fools wait +and see. Wise men will not."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a clank of leg irons as if some stirred uneasily. "Thou canst +talk," murmured a voice. "When thy 'tucket' (ticket of leave)--God +knows how got!--is so nigh."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gopi smiled comfortably. "Ay! To-morrow, and the next day, and the +next. Then, once more, purification in the Pool of Immortality. Once +more, sanctification at the 'Cradle of the Gods.'" He cast his eyes +upwards unctuously, like an Eastern Chadband, so rehearsing the part of +piety he meant to play once more on his release.</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma nodded his bodiless head cheerfully. "There will be no Pool of +Immortality for the pilgrims this year. So Gorakh-nâth says. The canal +will drain the spring. But then, he is angry at being turned out of his +gun. The people will not give so much--that is it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The <i>gosain's</i> face lowered at the news. "Turned out? Who hath done +it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma's eyes were closed, for his feet had found likely ground; he +paused a second, tensely alert--</p> + +<p class="normal">"He who comes," he said, suddenly; "the Master."</p> + +<p class="normal">As he spoke, the quick thud, followed by a lingering reverberation of +the first saluting gun, told that the Viceroy of India was entering his +camp.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Lord hath come!" said the circle of prisoners, in awed tones.</p> + +<p class="normal">All save Gopi, the <i>gosain</i>. He sneered. "The Lord-<i>sahib</i>. Ay! he may +be that--but the Master--no!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma gave a contented little chuckle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He killed <i>that</i>, anyhow," he said nodding again, "and he hath the +<i>Dee-puk-râg</i>. Is not that enough for poor folk?" Then his feet, +feeling something far out of sight in the still deep waters, came +air-wards, and his head went down.</p> + +<p class="normal">When it came up again, the gang of prisoners were being filed back to +gaol, leaving the still glowing embers of what had been a man to send a +clear blue smoke into the clear blue sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They have the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>--that is enough," murmured the fisher to +himself as he slid with the stream.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_07" href="#div1Ref_07">CHAPTER VII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>THE WORLD'S DESIRE</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The Viceroy's camp was no longer a city of dreams.</p> + +<p class="normal">Its silence had gone, lost in that indefinable sense of sound which +seems to come from the heart-beats, even, of unseen humanity; and +the whiteness, the purity of it, was stained and smirched by the +scarlet-as-sin coatees of the innumerable orderlies, who bustled about +from tent to tent, with huge files of references, or lingered at the +tent doors extorting shoe-money from the native visitors, who came in +shoals to plead for patronage from one or another of the bigwigs +belonging to the Hosts of the Lord-<i>sahib</i>. Groups of these +petitioners, awaiting their turn for an interview, were to be seen at +most tents; but they stood in crowds round one, in which the +Commissioner of the Division was making the final arrangements for the +coming <i>durbar</i>; in consultation with the Under Secretary to Supreme +Government. It was a difficult task, involving as it did the +classification of the aristocracy, plutocracy, and democracy of India, +in one generally satisfactory Court-guide.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It cann't be done in this wurrld," remarked the Commissioner, in one +of those suave, plastic, Cork brogues which might be made of Cork +butter from the softness and lack of friction they bring to the English +language. "An' what's more the Archangel Gabriel couldn't do it in +heaven, though he'd have a better chance; for the Cherubim wouldn't be +wanting seats at all! We are bound to displease somebody, so let's cast +lots before the Lord; it's Scriptural, annyhow."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Under Secretary looked a trifle shocked, being unacquainted with +the Commissioner's methods.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But we must,"--he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">The other's keen face looked up from the lists for a second. "Of course +we must--we govern India practically, by cane-bottomed chairs. Ye +remember old Gunning. No!--before your time, I expect! Well! he kept +two hundred miles of North-West frontier as quiet as the grave, for +five years, by the simple expedient of awarding thirteen seats in his +divisional <i>durbar</i> to each of his districts, and only taking twelve +chairs with him into camp. The <i>mâliks</i>, you see, never could tell +which would be chosen odd man out, an' the fear of it kept 'em like +sucking doves."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed!" remarked the Under Secretary, fidgeting with his lists +resignedly, for he was under the impression that time was being lost. +"I'm afraid that sort of thing wouldn't answer nowadays." The elder man +looked at him gravely; just one short glance, as he dipped his pen in +the ink and went on writing, revising, referring.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a bit of it! They'd send down to Whiteway Laidlaw's and get +Austrian bent-wood chairs by value payable parcel post! The Teuton, +sir, is ruinin' British prestige by cheapenin' the seats of the mighty. +There! that's done--block A's beautiful entirely. Now for block B. +Who's your favourite, and why are you backing him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Once more the junior appeared a trifle shocked. "With reference to +Roshan Khân," he began. "His Excellency desired me to ask whether it +might not be possible to give him a step for being, as it were, in his +own division. He belongs to Eshwara, I believe."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The very reason why he cann't get an inch more than his due. But you +can tell H. E. that I've settled it. I've asked Dering to put him on +duty, an' when he is in uniform there's no mistaking his place. And +then we'll ask him in to the reception afterwards with the <i>sahib +logue</i>. Who's your next--Dya Ram! what, the little pleader?--Why the +blazes should he come to <i>durbar?</i>--attorneys don't go to St. James."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mr. Cox, the member of parliament--perhaps you may remember him--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A little red-haired fellow, was he? who wrote a book about India on +the back of his two-monthly return ticket?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mr. Cox is a man of great influence with his party, and he supports +Dya Ram's--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pestilential little fool," interrupted the Commissioner impartially, +impersonally. "It wouldn't be bad, though--stop his scurrilous tongue +for a bit. Favour does, you know. But I cann't see my way to it. Old +Hodinuggur would be refusing his '<i>atta</i> and <i>pân</i><a name="div4Ref_07" href="#div4_07"><sup>[7]</sup></a> +again. He did it +once, ye know, when some low-caste fellow was within sight of him. Said +he didn't eat with sweepers; and if Crawford--he was Commissioner at +the time--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!" said the Under Secretary, still more resignedly. He had not yet +grasped the fact that his coadjutor talked while he worked--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hadn't been six foot four and broad in proportion," went on his +tormentor imperturbably, "so that the--let us call them the subsequent +negotiations--diplomatic negotiations--it sounds well!--didn't reach +the eye of His Honour the Lieutenant-Governor, the Thakoor--one of our +best men let me tell you--would have got into trouble--more'd have been +the pity."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," assented the man of Secretariats, "but about Dya Ram--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dya Ram, is it now? Could we put him in under the head 'benevolence' +think you? Did he ever vaccinate a baby, or breed a horse, or give +anything to a female hospital? No! Then the devil fly off with him for +complicating the problem of British rule in India. Why should he want +to come to <i>durbar</i> at all? When people change their dress they should +change their desires, but the only effect our civilization has upon +some men I know, is to make them want to keep their hat and their boots +on at the same time! Well, that's done! I've found a place for him +where Hodinuggur can't see the tail end of him unless he squints. +Now--who's your next?"</p> + +<p class="normal">While this sort of thing was going on inside the tent, Dya Ram and the +Thakoor of Hodinuggur were in full view of each other, outside it. The +former, having scorned the sinful scarlet coatees even to the point of +refusing to have his patent leather shoes dusted, was walking up and +down in English fashion. The latter, in a wonderful parcel-gilt coach, +was awaiting the effect of his ten-rupee tip with perfect patience and +serenity; while his retinue, which consisted of a dozen ragged +retainers carrying lances festooned with tinsel and yaks' tails, stared +contemptuously at the two sentries pacing up and down below the +flagstaff; who--to tell truth--seemed so monotonously part of the +general show as to suggest that they also were under the charge of the +two yellow-legged policemen who stood on either side of the rose-bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was high noon, and the various departmental gongs had begun to give +their version of the meridian, with that unbiased disregard for that of +their neighbours which makes the time of day an absolute uncertainty in +a big camp. But it was calling time evidently; for two superb +red-coats, blazoned with gold, appeared in company with two big books +and a silver inkstand, and disappeared with them into the <i>durbar</i> +tent. And shortly afterwards an <i>aide-de-camp</i> sloped over to it, +yawning.</p> + +<p class="normal">Both Dya Ram and the Thakoor knew that this meant preparation for +those, who, having the <i>entrée</i> to the Government House, had the right +to put down their names in those big books; but the fact itself +affected their two types very differently. The old Rajput's visit of +ceremony was of another sort. He, obeying definite orders, would come +at a specified time, and get his specified salute with his compeers. +But Dya Ram was like the wild tribes in one way; he was unspecified! He +was neither fish nor fowl, flesh nor good red herring.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, as he watched a young Englishman drive up in a bamboo cart, dash +into the tent, and dash out again as if the place belonged to him, he +felt aggrieved. He even went so far as to formulate his grievance in +mental words, and then these appeared to him so apposite to a leading +article, that he took out a note-book, and, after some corrections, +stored away, for future use, the assertion, that '<i>the time will come +when the colour of the hand which holds the pen will be no bar to its +writing its name in the Book of</i>----?' He did not feel sure of the +qualitative noun, and after trying Fate, Fame, Life, and Lord, left a +blank instead.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile carriages and dogcarts all of sorts had begun to drive up, +their occupants disappearing into the tent for a second or two, then +coming out with the smile of the elect on their faces. Father Ninian +was one of the first, resplendent in a new <i>soutane</i> and sash, with +Akbar Khân in his orderly's get-up, oscillating between a palsy of +delighted servility, and a catalepsy of dignity; the one for his +superiors, the other for his equals.</p> + +<p class="normal">And, after a while, in one of those mysteriously nondescript +four-wheeled vehicles that defy classification, but may be said to come +under the head "<i>phitton</i>" (phaeton) of which mission people seem to +have a monopoly, came good Mrs. Campbell and her niece, Erda Shepherd; +the former full of indignant, yet meek alarm, because Dr. James, having +come across an old friend further down the avenue, had bidden her go on +and write his name as well as her own.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I ken weel how it will be," she asserted to her niece, "for I havena +brought my specs, an' a body cannot but be nervous with a young man in +a scarlet coat glowering at them! I shall put the doctor into the wrong +book; for, you see, I canna write the two names ane after the ither +like a marriage lines; for there is one big bookie for the women, and +one for the men-folk, like a Puseyite chapel! Ay! an' for the matter o' +that, like a divorce court--and I sou'd never hear the last o't if I +evened the doctor to myself!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me do all three, Auntie," said Erda, with a laugh, as she got out +of the carriage. "Really, there's no need for you to come,--I'll be +back in a minute."</p> + +<p class="normal">The blaze of sunshine blinded her for the darkness of the tent, and she +could scarcely tell whose hand it was which stretched itself frankly, +eagerly, for hers as she entered. Yet, even through her glove she knew +the touch, before Lance Carlyon's voice said joyfully,--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come to write your name? I've just written mine. Funny our hitting off +the same time, isn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The tone of his voice, joined to that startling recognition of his +touch--which she could not conceal from herself--made her shrink, as if +from actual intrusion. "I have to write my uncle's and aunt's first," +she said coldly. "There was no use in us <i>all</i> coming in."</p> + +<p class="normal">She walked on as she spoke to where the two books lay on a sort of +lectern, while the <i>aide-de-camp</i>, seeing the visitor was a lady, came +forward politely to assist.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not that book, Mansfield," remarked Lance, coolly. "Miss Shepherd +wants--Miss Shepherd, will you allow me to introduce Captain +Mansfield--to write her uncle's name first."</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked back at him almost angrily, full of resentment at his +persistence; but, even in the semi-blindness which was still hers, his +face showed too kind for that; and as, at that moment, another lady +came in with a flutter of laces and ribbons to appropriate Captain +Mansfield's ready services, Erda had to allow Lance to find her a pen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's right! Now for the other book," he said. The <i>aide-de-camp</i> had +by this time gone to see the laces and ribbons back to their carriage, +so the two were alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your aunt's first, you know." There was a suspicion of friendly +chaff in his tone, this time, but it was gone in a minute as +he went on quickly--"Erdmuth!--is that your name? Why!--it means +earth-mood--or--or world's desire, doesn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She felt herself flush. "I did not know that you were such a German +scholar," she replied, sarcastically. "Yes! my name is Erdmuth +Dorothea. I was called so after--after some one you most likely know +nothing about, Countess Zinzendorf. She was famous enough, though,--" +she paused, feeling savagely desirous of snubbing him--"But I daresay +you never even happened to hear of Jean Ziska, Mr. Carlyon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He smiled suddenly, broadly. "Jean Ziska!" he echoed. "Rather! We had a +pony called Ziska at home--a Hungarian--used to eat thistles like a +donkey!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He stopped to laugh, and she was about to turn and rend him, when he +continued, half apologetically, "Of course I have--only the name, you +see, brought back such jolly old times. Ziska was the beggar who had +his skin made into a drum when he was dead. I don't expect it's true, +but it's a fine tale; the drum ecclesiastic with a vengeance, and no +mistake!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! but it is," interrupted the girl, forgetting her annoyance in her +eagerness. "My grandfather--we are really Moravians, you see, and our +name should be Schaeffer,--saw it when he was a child. He used to tell +me that people said if it was beaten, everybody must--"</p> + +<p class="normal">But Lance's attention had wandered. He was looking at her signature +with a curious, almost wistful smile. "Erdmuth!" he repeated +thoughtfully; then turned to her. "I say! you really ought to come to +the ball with that name--do!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He was simply, she told herself, the most distractingly irrelevant, yet +at the same time the most appallingly direct, person she had ever come +across. "Really, Mr. Carlyon," she began, with such heat that the +<i>aide-de-camp</i>, returning, stared; until Lance coolly asked him if he +didn't think Miss Shepherd very unkind not to come to the Bachelor's +Ball? Whereupon he, having by this time had enough of laces and +ribbons, and begun to recognize a distinct charm in the glistening +coils of hair, half-hidden by a wide hat, promptly asked her for the +pleasure of a dance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda looked from one to the other aghast, and to her own intense +surprise fell back upon the woman's all-embracing excuse, "I--I really +haven't a dress." It seemed the simplest and easiest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! anything does for a fancy ball," persisted Lance, argumentatively, +as he followed her out. "A tailor in the bazaar would run you up a +Greek dress in no time, and it would do awfully well. All white, don't +you know--" his voice slackened and grew soft, as if he saw what he +described, and the sight made him glad--"all straight folds with a +little edge of red-gold like--" he paused, then went on boldly--"like +the sunshine on your hair. And red-gold bracelets high up on your +arms--and a red-gold apple in your hand--the World's Desire--" He +stopped abruptly, with a quick catch in his breath, startled at his own +words.</p> + +<p class="normal">And she, too, held her breath before the vision; for she saw it also. +Saw herself, as he had described her, and the glamour of it, the desire +of it, assailed her, body and soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet she made a desperate, a passionately resentful effort to ignore +them. "I didn't know you were so well up in <i>chiffons</i>, Mr. Carlyon," +she said, with a forced laugh. "Did you ever think of setting up a +milliner's shop? One is badly needed in Eshwara."</p> + +<p class="normal">But the glamour of it had come to Lance Carlyon like a revelation, and +the blood was leaping in his veins. "I will, if you--" he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">She scarcely recognized his voice in one way. In another she knew it +must be his; for all the vitality and strength, the single-mindedness +and simplicity which she had seen in him so often, were crowded into +it; brought into it by fancy, concentrated by a mere suggestion--of +herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">The magic of this seemed to encompass her; she sought shelter from it +recklessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I?" she interrupted. "I don't go in for that sort of thing, +Mr. Carlyon. You seem to forget my work--work which I value +above--milliners! Try Mrs. Smith--there she is coming in her victoria; +she is one of the best-dressed women I ever saw."</p> + +<p class="normal">She could not certainly have looked better than she did as, seeing +Lance Carlyon, she called to him as her carriage drove up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you know where Captain Dering is? He promised--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Here Lance, with guilty haste, interrupted her. He was just about to +drive over and give her a message. Dering had had a touch of fever; he +had been over at the palace arranging about the Chinese lanterns for +the decorations till late the evening before, and--</p> + +<p class="normal">"He might have sent a little sooner," put in Mrs. Smith. "I have been +waiting; he said he would drive me in his dogcart." There was no +vexation, only an almost pathetic surprise in her voice; and Lance +looked guiltier still.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm awfully sorry--it's all my fault--I was late to begin with, and +then--" He glanced at Erda involuntarily,--compromisingly, it seemed to +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am afraid I kept Mr. Carlyon," she said, haughtily; "most +unwillingly, I assure you. Thanks so much, but I can get in quite well +by myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">As she drove off, however, her head was in a whirl; and as, when +pausing to pick up Dr. Campbell, the whole panorama of the camp, the +hills behind it, the distant temples of Eshwara, the busy place-seekers +in the foreground, the scarlet-sin-stains of the <i>chuprassies'</i> coats +against the dazzling whiteness of the tents, lay before her, one of +those rare, incomprehensible moods came upon her when the soul retreats +into its spiritual body, so that the sight grows clear, the touch keen, +and you can feel the round world spin beneath your feet, see the shadow +of earth stretching far among the stars.</p> + +<p class="normal">The World's Desire! What was it?</p> + +<p class="normal">Brought up to believe that the heart of man--that mainspring of the +spinning world--was vile, she had never asked herself why this was so. +She had read the story of Adam and Eve with unquestioning faith, yet +never sought to know what had changed the good to evil.</p> + +<p class="normal">But now, as her eyes rested on those far-distant peaks with that faint +mist about their feet hiding the "Cradle of the Gods," and followed, as +far as the eye could follow in the nearer hills, the climbing track +worn by the weariness of that eternal search after righteousness, she +asked herself what it was which kept mankind so long upon the road; +asked herself, for the first time, what that first sin had been which +had lost Paradise.</p> + +<p class="normal">No lack of desire after salvation, surely. Generation on generation of +Eastern pilgrims had worn that path out of the sheer rock, had agonized +after good, and remained evil. A little shudder of memory ran through +her at the thought--how evil! And now the West, with its white tents, +its white face, its white creed, had come to show a newer, a better +way.</p> + +<p class="normal">Had it? But what had it done for itself? She had worked for two years +in London ere coming out to India; and another shudder of memory swept +over her of what she had seen there.</p> + +<p class="normal">The World's Desire! Lance Carlyon had called her that--a woman with a +red-gold apple in her hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sound of angry dispute brought her back to realities. They were +passing out of the camp under the triumphal arch, and one of its +sentries was barring the entrance of an ash-smeared figure which was +brandishing a stamped petition paper, as if it had been a card of +admission, and yelling excitedly for "Justice! justice!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is that pernicious fellow, Gorakh-nâth," remarked Dr. Campbell, +sententiously. "He wishes, no doubt, to appeal against Captain Dering's +order, of which I, for one, am heartily glad. A Christian government is +bound to refuse sanction to the practice of a faith which, it is +impossible not to see, is degrading in the extreme to those who hold +it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda's eyes were still clear; clear with what those who do not see, +call dreams.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet it seeks what we do--peace--forgiveness--the cradle of the +goodness, the innocence it left behind--somehow."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. James Campbell turned to her in dignified, amazed displeasure. "May +I ask what has caused--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's easy tellin'," interrupted Mrs. Campbell, comfortably. "It's +yon hat with feathers, when she is accustomed to a pith one. An' she +standin' in the sun talkin' to Mr. Carlyon! It's just got to the +lassie's head. I was the same myself when I was young, Erda; but Dr. +James thought it a duty--</p> + +<p class="normal">"And so I do now, my dear," put in her husband. "It is a distinct duty +on the part of mission workers to take every precaution, and if her +head is Erda's weak point, I shall warn David--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Campbell nodded hers and smiled, and almost winked. "Oh! Davie +will take care of her, never fear; he is not a ninny!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda flushed scarlet all over her face and neck. It seemed to her as if +she had forgotten her cousin, the Reverend David Campbell, altogether. +And yet she was engaged to be married to him as soon as he returned +from a well-earned holiday in England.</p> + +<p class="normal">A swift remorse left her pale again. Davie, who was so much in earnest, +who looked to her as--as--</p> + +<p class="normal">That vision of a woman with a red-gold edging to her white robe and a +red-gold apple in her hand came to send the blood to her face once +more.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_08" href="#div1Ref_08">CHAPTER VIII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>FALLING STARS</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The long <i>durbar</i> tent was packed from end to end with the +cane-bottomed seats of the mighty; and in each sat its appointed +occupant,--patient, grave, silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">But in the two rows behind the Viceroy's still empty chair of state the +Englishmen in political dress or uniform who sat in the front, and the +Englishwomen in the latest Paris fashions who sat behind, were talking +and laughing; in a perfectly well-bred way, yet, to the majority of +those silent spectators, at the expense of decency, since a <i>durbar</i> +is, like a West Indian ball, not for '<i>talkee</i>.' There was, however, no +disapproval on those indifferent dark faces. Such things were part and +parcel of that general eccentricity of the <i>Huzoors</i>, before which it +behoved calmness to remain calm. Yet those same faces would have been +quick to notice and resent the faintest breach of etiquette in regard +to their own treatment, or position. Those being correct, the rest was +immaterial.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now, the sudden strains from without of "God Save the Queen" sent +those talking, laughing rows to their feet silently, with the proud +alacrity so noticeable in India when the act is a confession of faith, +indeed! But the mass beyond followed suit obediently, with a starry +shiver of diamond-flash, a milky way of pearl-shine; for Eugene Smith's +electric light was working full power.</p> + +<p class="normal">Finally, as if wafted on the full chords, came a small man, with that +inevitable look of coming into church which Englishmen consider +dignity; possibly because public worship is, really, the only function +in which they are not inwardly ashamed of taking part. The great gold +chair, the great gold footstool, seemed all too large for everything +about their occupant, save the diamond star, the ribbon on his breast. +Yet, in a way, the scene gained by his inadequacy when, after a decent +pause, a decent silence, he rose, small, insignificant, to give voice +to Empire--in a strong Scotch accent, it must be admitted, which +equalled the Commissioner's Irish one, when, its proper exponent, the +Secretary, having a cold, he read a translation of the Viceroy's +speech, and his soft brogue ran riot among the clamorous Persian +vowels.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Ai Mâhârâjâhân, râjâhân, nawâbân wâ sâhibân âlishân</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">The diamonds and pearls sat too still for play, so the electric light +contented itself with the white teeth of Englishwomen as they yawned. +But even these failed it when, the speech ending, that front row began +its file past; the civilians first, the soldiers next. A quick file, a +formal bow as a rule; but, every now and again, a pause would come in +the monotonous string of names, for a few words from the Viceroy, +and another bow ere the recipient passed on. Muriel Smith, who sat +behind--the best dressed woman there, as Erda Shepherd had judged +her--watched her husband's tall gaunt figure approaching, and wondered +if that pause would come to him. Her heart beat so when it did that she +could hear nothing except "graciously pleased," "eminent services," +"distinguished order"; but a whisper from her neighbor, "All right! +C. S. I., not C. I. E.," left her sick and faint with relief. Even so, +her eyes instinctively sought Vincent Dering's sympathy; but he, to her +surprise, was looking at the tall gaunt man whose face was a "<i>nunc +dimittis</i>" in itself, as he made his way back to his seat, forgetful +even of his wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he had forgotten her, amid a host of other things, for three whole +years: forgotten them in a ceaseless effort, an untiring energy. And +now that the necessity for this was over, sleep and rest were his first +thoughts. He took both, apparently, in his chair, while the +Commissioner, causing this time a fresh flashing of jewels, began on a +fresh string of titles.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Sri râja-i-râjân</i>, +<i>furzund-i-khâs-munsoor-i-zamân-mâhârâj-dhirâj-rasâkh</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">And, as they rolled on, the atom of humanity belonging to them--someone +in faded brocade, with ropes of ill-shaped pearls and uncut stones +wound about him, or a jauntier figure fresh and glittering from a +Calcutta jeweller's shop--would be singled out by its political in +charge, like a sheep from a flock, and guided dexterously to the +exactly proper spot in the whole round world wherein obeisance and +offering could be made with dignity to itself, and the recipient. Then +it would be swept on, regardless of an invariable desire to break back, +in an endless circle to its seat, while fresh titles rolled out, and a +fresh owner was hemmed in and swept forward. For two whole mortal +hours, this, and nothing but this; with, every now and again, that +pause for a few words, translated now into Irish-Urdu, producing an +expression as of a cat licking cream, on a face as it was was hustled +back, blindly obedient, as sheep are with a collie they know and trust.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, at last, long after everyone, even Dya Ram--who looked terribly +disjointed between his frock coat, white tie, grey trousers, and the +gold mohur which he persisted in holding after native custom in his +gloved right hand--had passed, the politicals gathered in a knot, like +church-wardens for the offertory plates, and the distribution of <i>atta</i> +and <i>pân</i>, that sacrament of servitude and sovereignty, began. It, too, +was exactly like an offertory; that is, a languid passing round of a +plate by an official, and yawns for the rest of the congregation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Finally, with a vigour savouring--like a voluntary--of relief, the band +attacked "God Save the Queen" once more, the Viceroy retired, the +<i>durbarees</i> trooped out, still calm and silent, yet satisfied, and the +Commissioner, sinking into a vacant seat, said:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank the Lord! That's over without a hitch. So India's safe for +another six months at the cost of a trumpery title or two."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't see on what ground," began the Under Secretary, laboriously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then ye don't read your Bible. Didn't Adam, when he was given dominion +over the lower animals, begin by bestowing names on them? Ah! my dear +Mrs. Smith, I didn't know ye were so close. A thousand congratulations, +my dear lady."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You don't mean it, sir," she interrupted, laughing. "Do you think I +have forgotten the consolatory verses you wrote me last year when +Eugene <i>didn't</i> get anything? You are a fraud."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a bit of it; only an Irishman," put in Father Ninian, with an +almost tender smile for the keen, whimsical face which had been friend +to him, and foe to him, for many a long year. "Let us have the verses, +Mrs. Smith."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Say ye don't remember them, there's a kind soul," urged the +Commissioner, persuasively.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I do:</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"I dreamt, and lo, the stars fell from the sky</p> +<p class="t2">To blaze upon the breasts of naughty men;</p> +<p class="t0">And as I wondered, came this swift reply:--</p> +<p class="t2">'Each star is some soul's inmost aim, and when</p> +<p class="t3">The angels don't approve, it is returned</p> +<p class="t3">To feed the base-born flame by which it burned.</p> +<p class="t2">The nice, they keep until--life's struggle striven--</p> +<p class="t2">The owners find them at the gates of heaven.'"</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">"Striven--heaven!" groaned the Commissioner, amid the clapping of +hands. "My dear madam, did I commit such a crime--I mean rhyme? But the +poet's right. Ye can't go wide of the mark, annyhow, even in a song, +but you're sure to find the fact again in the heart of a friend."</p> + +<p class="normal">So, with that curiously light-hearted, almost reckless, frivolity of +Indian society--a not unnatural recoil, perhaps, from the perpetual +presence of the greatest social problem the world has ever seen, or is +likely to see, that is, the mutual assimilation of East and West +without injury to either--the little company of English men and women, +empire makers and breakers, drifted out into the sunshine, and so on to +the Viceroy's private enclosure, where the band, weary of national +anthems, was already at work on a selection of street tunes, beginning +with "Tommy, make room for your uncle."</p> + +<p class="normal">So the pageant of power passed into a garden-party, and nothing +remained to show the hand-grip which had made that garden out of a +wilderness, to tell of the tireless effort to solve the problem, the +ceaseless striving to be just, which underlay all the quips and cranks, +the foibles and follies, of the great camp, save the premature baldness +of a few heads, as their owners fought desperately at badminton; fought +to prevent a child's shuttlecock from falling in the wrong court!</p> + +<p class="normal">A fight which was watched with blank courtesy, as a further exhibition +of sheer eccentricity, by those of the jewelled and brocaded owners of +titles who had the <i>entrée</i> to this Holy of Holies.</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan Khân, however,--who looked splendid in his uniform,--fought with +the best; and won, too, though Laila Bonaventura, who played on his +side, stood still, taking, it is true, the shots which came within +reach dexterously enough, but never stirring an inch for one beyond. +And, as he played, the curious chance which had brought him into her +company made his blood run fast.</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Dering had bidden him join the set; bidden him curtly, almost +savagely, as the best player available, in answer to a challenge from +Muriel Smith to play her, her husband, and the Commissioner. And this +challenge had come curtly, also, because Captain Dering was standing +beside Laila Bonaventura, to whom he had been giving a cup of coffee. +Not because it gave him pleasure, but from sheer determination not to +let his mistake in the darkness count for anything. Yet, as the girl's +hand took the cup from his, he had remembered with a thrill the +gladness, the content it had brought him. Though he refused to +acknowledge the fact, the puzzle of this mistake had been his chief +thought ever since it occurred, and a smouldering resentment regarding +his past relationship with one who was still to him the best and +dearest of women was the result. He felt vaguely that she, as well as +he, ought to have known that their sentiment, their monopoly, as it +were, of friendship, could only mean--what it had meant to him during +those few moments of blindness which had, paradoxically, opened his +eyes. So he had felt bitter, and she had known it instinctively. If she +had ever faced facts, this alone might have opened her eyes also; but +she was too good a woman, too helplessly bound by her woman's cult of +love, to disassociate it from friendship. So, without bringing a doubt +even, the jealous desire of appropriation which draws a line clear and +clean as a sword-cut between the two, had risen up in her from the +absence of the sympathetic look she had expected from Vincent Dering. +So she had challenged him, and so it came to pass that Roshan Khân +played badminton with Laila Bonaventura. She took no notice of him +beyond a casual inspection of his uniform; still the mere fact of being +her equal within the white lines which separated their badminton court +from the realities of life seemed a fate. When the game was over, his +eyes followed her closely, and he, himself, at a respectful distance; +and as he followed her, his desire to speak to her grew as he pondered +on his right to do so. After all, as his grandmother had said, she was +his cousin.</p> + +<p class="normal">And fate was on his side once more. A well-bred crowding round a table +where some photographs of the camp were being shown, brought him so +near her that she caught sight of his yellow, silver-laced uniform +behind her, and turned quickly. Turned with a look in her big black +eyes which dazzled him.</p> + +<p class="normal">It vanished, however, in a second; yet her words, spoken with a faint +resentment, made the memory of the look give rise to a swift pulse of +angry suspicion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought you were Captain Dering," she said. "Why do you wear the +same uniform? I thought natives couldn't be officers."</p> + +<p class="normal">The assumption, in his present state of mind, made all his fierce +temper flash to his face; but ere he could choose English words to +express it, she laughed, and, after her fashion when amused, became +confidential. "You are angry at being called a native; but you <i>are</i> +one, aren't you? Then it is so foolish. You are like my guardian. He +can't bear the bazaar people to call me '<i>Begum-sahiba</i>'; but they do +sometimes, you know, because I own a lot of their houses and lands, and +my grandmother was a native princess. I know that, though my guardian +never speaks about it. He is ashamed, I think--like you are. I'm not. I +didn't choose my grandmother. Why should one fuss about such things? If +they're true, it can't be helped, and if they're not, what <i>does</i> it +matter? Besides, it must be rather nice to be a real Begum. You haven't +seen any, of course; they wouldn't let you, would they? That must be +horrid. How could you like people if you didn't see them? Besides--" +she added, with an access of demure, pious conviction, "it would be +wicked to marry them, you know. You should never marry anyone you don't +love. Even the Sisters told me that."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice had deepened, broadened; her eyes, occupied with his uniform, +not his face, had grown soft. Hitherto he had been too much at a loss +before her sudden garrulity to interrupt; now, that vague suspicion +recurred, making him feel inclined to say brutally, "I am your cousin; +I claim you." The very thought of her outraged face attracted him. But +English words were inadequate for such emotions, so, as he paused, she +went on:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"As you are here, I suppose you'll be asked to the ball, also. It is to +be in my palace, you know, because Captain Dering thinks it the best +place. He says the gardens will be beautiful all lit up--" She smiled as +if at some secret mystery, then continued: "Of course, I don't know +yet; I haven't seen it, but I think it will be lovely. Only I wish my +dress was different. I am Beatrice--Dante's Beatrice--and I think it +stupid. But my guardian chose it because--" she smiled again with the +same secret amusement--"I don't know, of course, but I expect it is +because my great-grandmother went as Beatrice to some ball long ago. It +is generally that. I think he must have been in love with her--isn't it +funny?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Laila," came Father Ninian's voice from behind, "I have been looking +for you everywhere. It is time to go."</p> + +<p class="normal">His usually kind old face was stern. He gave the curtest of +recognitions to Roshan Khân, and, as he carried his ward off, said +sharply, "Who introduced you to that native?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No one," she replied, indifferently; "I thought he was Captain Dering; +their uniforms--" she broke off to add, with more animation, "I do like +the gold and silver lace. Though of course the jewels, like the rajahs +wore, look best."</p> + +<p class="normal">He interrupted her in Italian, giving a quick gesture of dissent. "Say +not so, <i>cara mia</i>, they would look ill on--on Englishmen. And listen, +child! You should not speak to strangers; and I would rather you did +not speak to such natives at all. They--cannot understand--quite--for +they look on women differently from what we do."</p> + +<p class="normal">Laila's eyes narrowed sullenly. "Very well, guardian," she said +resignedly, "only I suppose they must know what their women are really +like--and--perhaps the native ladies prefer it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man looked at her, startled, but said nothing.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he had gone to find Akbar Khân and the carriage, Vincent Dering, +seeing her alone, came up--so, at least, he told himself--out of sheer +politeness, to ask if she wanted anything. Yet something in her face +sent him beyond mere courtesy at once; something almost childishly +apparent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm afraid you haven't been enjoying yourself," he said kindly. "Why +not? I thought it rather pleasant."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very pleasant!" she assented wearily. "Only my guardian has been +telling me not to do things; and I don't know why, but I always want to +do them at once--don't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He could not actually deny the fact. "Sometimes. One has to +pretend--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She raised her eyes to his blindingly; he caught a glimpse in them of +the lawless approval Roshan Khân had seen, yet of something else--a +lawless disdain. "Why must one?" she asked. "I never mean to, never! If +I want to do a thing I'll do it. I don't mean wicked things, of +course--" she returned here to demure, almost plaintive piety--"I don't +want to do them, and nothing can be wrong when it seems right to you, +and it is real--ever so real, and you give yourself to it, every bit of +you, without thinking, and--and--ask nothing--nothing at all--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her vehemence, her passionate assertion, roused a quick response in +him. "Would you do that?" he asked, his voice vibrating. "Would +you--really?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She smiled slowly. "Of course I don't know," she said, "I haven't tried +yet; but I never pretend. I don't even pretend to like my dress for the +ball. It <i>is</i> so stupid."</p> + +<p class="normal">He felt annoyed at being led into a burst of emotion, and then baulked. +"You will look charming, I'm sure," he said in his worst manner. "And +if you don't like it, change to something jolly after supper. Lots of +people do."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will Mrs. Smith?" she asked quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">He flushed angrily. "I really don't know," he began. Her eyes were on +him curiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's funny," she said. "I thought people--not that it matters," she +went on, "for I can't. I haven't a dress. Do you know I never have +anything I really like--never."</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl's voice was absolutely touching in its listless, dull +confidence, and he could not help consolation. "You'll have the ball, +I'm sure; you will enjoy it awfully, and--and you mustn't forget that +you've given me the second waltz, and the first extra after supper."</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not answer for a moment. "Have I?" she asked. "I didn't know +it; but I will. That will be nice. And you are coming to decorate +to-morrow, aren't you? That will be nice, too."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her tone lingered in his ears long after she had gone. It was with him +even when he was driving Mrs. Smith home, and, of course, making up +their little misunderstanding by the way; possibly, because of this +making up, since, for the first time, the elaborate <i>éclaircissement</i> +irked him. It seemed so unnecessary unless the whole affair meant +something, which was quite out of the question.</p> + +<p class="normal">For instance, when driving Lance Carlyon back to the Fort afterwards he +did not desire an explanation of the latter's moodiness. When a chum +was evil-dispositioned, you waited calmly for him to come round. That +was friendship.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm sorry Miss Shepherd couldn't come," said Lance, suddenly, his eyes +on that spit of sand, with its hovels and logs, below the town. "I +wanted her to, awfully, if only because she's never seen a <i>durbar</i>; +but"--he smiled--"I expect someone else wanted her instead. By George! +Dering, you don't know how that girl works. Sometimes I feel it's a +shame, and sometimes I think it's splendid--though of course it don't +matter a dash what I think."</p> + +<p class="normal">And that--Vincent Dering asked himself--was that love?</p> + +<p class="normal">Laila Bonaventura's voice came back to make him certain of one thing. +That would not be her version of the old, old story; and the knowledge +made him, somehow, more content with his world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile another man in yellow and silver lace was being haunted by a +girl's voice, which had spoken of things which no decent woman of his +own race would have mentioned; yet which had spoken to him with an +equality which no Englishwoman would have allowed herself. And as for +Englishmen! The recollection of Father Narâyan's face as he carried the +girl off made Roshan Khân curse under his breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the girl herself had been different. He literally did not know what +to think; and the desire for someone else's opinion grew so strong +that, finally, with a curious mixture of reluctance and triumph, he +forsook the straight road to the Fort, and turned his horse's head +towards his grandmother's house. She was at least a woman; she might +understand and judge better than he.</p> + +<p class="normal">His first sight of her, however, in unprepared toilette, <i>minus</i> the +green satin trousers which gave such dignity to her rotund little +figure, <i>minus</i> all pretence at pomp, dirty, untidy, unkempt both in +her surroundings and herself, made him feel what a fool he was. The +more so when she began by resenting his summary visitation, especially +in uniform, which, she asserted, made her feel, even at her age, as if +she were committing the indiscretion of seeing a stranger!</p> + +<p class="normal">What could a woman like that know? Yet having come, he might as well go +through with his errand; so he cut short her upbraidings by saying +without preamble:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have seen my cousin. I spoke to her, and--and she spoke back again."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mumtâza Mahal looked at him for a moment incredulously, then she +cracked all her finger joints over his head, or as nearly over it as +her height would allow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Said I not so?" she asked prophetically. "And when will the wedding +be?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wedding!" he echoed petulantly; "there is no talk of wedding. I have +but seen her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But seen her!" echoed the old lady in her turn. "That came after in my +time; but God knows how things go nowadays. Then what didst speak +about?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He had to give a Bowdlerized version of what had passed; yet, even so, +Mumtâza Mahal looked shocked. "A bold hussy; but thou wilt bit and +bridle her."</p> + +<p class="normal">He burst out angrily--for his own recital had shown him the folly of +castle-building on so slight a foundation--"I am a fool," he said, "and +so art thou for all thy years!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her little black eyes flashed angrily. "Not I! Did she not say she +would like to be a <i>Begum?</i> and if that means not--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And could I make her one?" he interrupted fiercely. "I--a <i>risaldar</i> +on a bare pittance--with no prospect of rising. Dost dream me Nawab, +fool?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old lady's face grew cunning in a second, the instinctive love of +intrigue roused by the mere suggestion. She leant towards him eagerly. +"And wherefore not, Roshan? Are all things fixed? Do rulers never +change? I live here in a corner, nothing but a poor woman: yet I hear +more, it seems, than thou dost. I hear of discontent, of desires, of +things that call for change. But to-day, they spoke of men being killed +to make light for these infidels, and Gorakh-nâth, <i>jogi</i>, hath sworn a +miracle."</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned on her with a bitter, reckless laugh. "Is that new? Is there +not always talk? The wise listen not."</p> + +<p class="normal">A vast importance, a real dignity came to her in an instant. "If the +<i>Huzoors</i> had listened to such talk in '57."</p> + +<p class="normal">A thrill ran through him; the thrill of secret curiosity, almost of +expectation regarding the great Rebellion from which so many things +date, which young India always feels in the presence of their elders, +who passed through it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thou dost know, of course," he said, catching his breath; "thou canst +remember."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ay!" she replied sternly, "and there was no more talk than there is +now. 'Tis not a question of words. It is fate. Something happens, and +then--then the <i>risaldar</i> may be Nawab--as his fathers were."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had gone too far, and recalled him to himself. "Then let us await +the happening," he said curtly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wait!" echoed the old lady, reverting to the main point. "Thou canst +not wait. Having gone so far, the negotiations cannot drop. Thou must +send the gift, and see what comes of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A gift!" he repeated. "What gift, and wherefore?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mumtâza Mahal looked round as if for approval, tucked a packet of <i>pân</i> +into her cheek, and chuckled. She was on familiar ground now.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Leave that to me. I know what girls like. I have them still. Ay! a +dress that her grandmother wore--good as new, being for a tall +woman--and jewels. 'Tis no harm, at least, see you; since if they like +it not, the gift is returned."</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood doubtful, half pleased, half shocked at the suggestion. She +could certainly send the things back, and he had many a time seen +English women wearing native jewelry; ay! and decorating their rooms +with native dresses. And he could write that they were from her cousin +and servant.</p> + +<p class="normal">That would be easier than telling.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_09" href="#div1Ref_09">CHAPTER IX</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>OUT OF THE PAST</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"I feel as if I had this moment arrived," said Muriel Smith, as she +looked down into the garden from a balcony which jutted out upon one +side of the wide flight of marble steps that led upwards to the loggia +of the palace. "Yet I know I've been here for hours. I wonder when the +sheer beauty will cease to--to take my breath away. <i>You</i> understand, +don't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!" assented Vincent Dering, half grudgingly. He would rather not +have understood more than others. But he did; that was the worst of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was looking his best in the old cavalry uniform of grey, and silver, +and cherry colour, all laced, embroidered, and glittering with +epaulettes, sabretasche, and high stock,--the uniform of a hundred +years ago, when adventurers ruled half India, and Englishmen were +demi-gods. It seemed to have brought something of their pride and +recklessness, something of the dreams they dreamt into his whole +bearing, as he stood leaning over the balustrade gazing fixedly at the +scene before him. It was beautiful indeed! Beautiful with that +unearthly stillness which only comes to illuminations in a windless +Indian night. The lines on lines, the curves on curves of tiny lights +which outlined each pillar and arch, each buttress and recess of the +palace, the battlemented wall of the garden, and the turreted town +rising above it, were steady as the stars. The fine fret of the acacia +trees, showing white against the purple of the sky, was still as if +carved in stone. There was no flicker in the soft radiance, which made +the solid marble seem translucent, illumined mysteriously from within.</p> + +<p class="normal">The very shadows slept. Such scented shadows, clinging to the burnished +orange trees, hidden in the wilderness of roses, dreaming on the +perfumed cushions of the quaint balconies and cupolas which overhung +the river.</p> + +<p class="normal">But <i>it</i> did not sleep. <i>It</i> moved, sliding on and on ceaselessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">So did the water which dimpled and tinkled--after Heaven only knew +how many sad years of silence and decorum--over the fretted marble +water-slides.</p> + +<p class="normal">How it laughed and babbled to the cunning coloured lights placed behind +it! And the fountains below, rising out of the water-maze,--where there +was but room for the flying feet of a laughing girl on the marble +ledges between the lotus-leaves,--laughed and tinkled, also, as they +sent showers of diamonds back on the pale blossoms.</p> + +<p class="normal">The "jewel in the lotus" indeed!</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no colour to be seen anywhere. Only that soft, steady, white +radiance, those soft, sleeping, black shadows. Except in the drifting +water-maze, and the drifting men and women around it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Restless, both of them; going on and on. Whither, and wherefore? It was +an idle question, Vincent told himself, if the move brought, as it did +here, fresh laughter, fresh colour.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>On such a night did young Lorenzo</i>," quoted the Commissioner's brogue +from the flight of steps where, in the guise of a French cook, he was +fanning Laila Bonaventura, with whom he had been dancing; the latter +sitting still and silent as the shadow in which she was half hidden. A +crackling laugh betrayed Dr. Dillon's whereabouts. He was perched on a +balustrade above, his legs dangling, his trousers, as usual, displaying +his thin ankles; for he was dressed in his ordinary evening suit.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And old Lorenzo also," he scoffed. "The disease is nonprotective, +contagious, and marked by extraordinary vitality in the virus, which +after long years may spring to fresh life from a dress, a bit of +ribbon, a lock of hair."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! have done with such blasphemy!" interrupted the Commissioner, +joyously, "and me racking me brains which of all the beauties of this +<i>hareem</i> I'd better fall in love with! Dering, you're a steward, I +believe. Turn that man out for obtruding the exigencies of everyday +life--including a swallow-tail coat--into Paradise."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I've objected already, sir," said Vincent Dering, laughing; "but he +declares he is a malarial bacillus."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A what?" remonstrated the brogue.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A malarial bacillus, sir," explained the doctor; "as I have failed +hitherto--like everybody else--to recognize the gentleman, even through +a microscope, I am naturally at sea as to the proper costume. And you +will, of course, admit the universal rule: 'When in doubt, play a dress +suit.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"By Jove!" ejaculated Lance Carlyon, who, mopping his face, had joined +the group, "what a ripping idea. Wish I'd thought of it instead of this +kit." He looked regretfully at his mailed limbs; for he was dressed as +Lancelot-du-Lac, a costume which had been chosen for him two years +before, at Simla, by a grass widow who had aspired to the part of +Guinevere; but who, retiring before the young fellow's absolute +unconsciousness of her intention, had left him saddled with an +expensive fancy dress which he felt bound to wear out; for all his +spare cash was kept for guns and polo ponies.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm glad you didn't, Mr. Carlyon," protested Muriel Smith, +consolingly. "You look very nice in it. Only those things on your +legs--I forget the proper name--must be difficult to dance in."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Greaves--the well-greaved Greeks, me dear madam," put in the +Commissioner. "Plural of grief. Ah! ye should have seen him come to it +just now with the general's wife. Your chance of promotion's gone, me +dear boy--the marble floor resounded."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, it isn't half so inconvenient as my husband's dress, anyhow," +continued Mrs. Smith, persisting in her mission of sympathy, when the +laugh at Lance's expense had subsided.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's all you know, my dear," remonstrated Mr. Smith, sleepily, from +a quiet nook in one corner. "I never said Robinson Crusoe was a good +dancing dress, but I claim it isn't bad to sleep in, especially out of +doors. Soft and furry--and--"</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice sank into dreamful ease.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And it can claim solitude, anyhow," added the doctor, mournfully. +"Think of the disgust of an old established microbe, like myself, when +his swept and garnished home is invaded by a party of seven strange +devils."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How rude you are!" exclaimed Mrs. Smith. "Besides, we aren't seven, +and I believe Robinson Crusoe discovered this island before you did!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think the French cook takes the cake, though," said poor Lance, who +had been following up his own grievance. "Shirt sleeves must be an +awful pull when you are dancing with a <i>burra mem</i>."<a name="div4Ref_08" href="#div4_08"><sup>[8]</sup></a></p> + +<p class="normal">"True for you!" assented the Commissioner, sympathetically. "That's the +very reason I took to it, me dear boy, when me own merits and me +advancing years doomed me to all the stout ladies in India. Besides, me +paper cap rids me of two of me reports anyhow. Ye see I always have to +wear two caps; one before, and one after supper. Otherwise I find the +contints get mixed, and make me statements unreliable; and then me +enemies say it's the champagne. I feel it coming on me now, but--" he +sprang to his feet, light as a boy--"by a merciful providence there's +the band at the 'Roast Beef.' Now, are ye coming in to supper with me, +Mrs. Smith, or are you one of those who have to change their identity?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not I," she declared, taking his arm, "I'm quite content with myself, +thank you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She might well be, since her costume of water-nymph could not have been +improved upon. It enabled her to show off her long, rippling, pale gold +hair, and the filmy green and white, the feathery weeds, the iridescent +shells, matched her delicate face, which seemed almost overweighted by +her water-lily crown.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Besides, Undine can always do quick-change artist, and assume a soul," +suggested the Commissioner, as he led her off; adding, in mock alarm: +"Me dear madam! I apologize profoundly. Miss Bonaventura, Captain +Dering's waiting for you, I'm sure."</p> + +<p class="normal">Laila, who had risen also, stood silent, looking taller and slimmer +than usual in her guise of Beatrice. It seemed to have brought out the +fact that she had some of the best blood of Italy in her veins. Vincent +Dering had recognized this fact--which Father Ninian had taken care to +communicate to him as soon as the latter had found out that, nominally +at any rate, the former was a Roman Catholic, and therefore a possible +lover--when he had gone up to apologize to the girl for having missed +that second dance, owing to his duties as steward. The recognition had +him vaguely sorry for the girl; sorry also for the old man who, +evidently, dreamt such idle dreams. He did not mean to marry a Begum!</p> + +<p class="normal">He crossed over to her now, offering his arm, but she refused it, +saying she did not want supper.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you are enjoying yourself, surely?" he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes! thank you," she answered; "only it isn't real, of course. It +doesn't mean anything."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon, who was within hearing, looked down at her sharply. +"Perhaps, my dear young lady, it is as well it doesn't. So let us eat, +drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked up at him quite shocked. "Oh! I didn't mean that, of course; +that is wrong. I only meant that things don't match--the place and the +people, I mean. Except one or two--those for instance." She pointed out +Roshan Khân who, dressed as himself, was taking advantage of the +emptiness of the garden during supper time, to go round it with old +Akbar Khân as guide, the latter in the wildest antics of alacrity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you ever see such a funny figure?" continued the girl, with an odd +little laugh. "He is quite crazy with joy. He told me to-day this was +the first time for forty years that he had been himself! That he has +been bewitched."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe I've been bewitched too," said Vincent, suddenly. "Let us +all go back forty years."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon swung his feet further over, and dropped to the ground +almost between them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That would effectually annihilate two of the company, and reduce me to +cutting my teeth; and I want the use of them at supper. Come along and +have something solid, Miss Bonaventura; there is nothing so +indigestible as fancy sweets."</p> + +<p class="normal">But she was firm, and moved away to where a small staircase led from +the balcony to the upper storey. She did not care for supper, she +repeated, and she had to mend her dress; someone had trodden on it, and +she would not be able to dance till it was mended.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't forget ours--the first <i>extra</i>," called Vincent after her. She +turned where the narrow stair, after climbing the outside wall, against +which it clung like a swallow's nest, ended in the shadow of an +archway. "I shall be back in plenty of time," she said. Vincent thought +he had never seen her look so nice, so young, so fresh, so smiling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's a queer girl," remarked the doctor, as he lounged off, "not +half bad. That is just it, in fact; she is a clear case of atavism, and +as her ancestors seem to have been either saints or sinners, there you +are! For it's the same tissue absolutely; indeed, there's precious +little difference between the two when you come to analyze."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I never do," interrupted Vincent, shortly. The doctor's cynicism bored +him, especially here, where a man might at least be allowed to escape +the brutal realities. Here, where even the houses in the bazaar beyond +the garden wall--those houses that were by the common light of day so +squalid, so unsavoury, so full of mean, miserable detail--showed like +star-palaces against the sky!</p> + +<p class="normal">A sudden comprehension came to him. How blind of the girl to say all +this meant nothing! How crassly idiotic of himself to think of going +back forty years to enjoy this! This was the same yesterday, to-day, +for ever! It was the love of physical pleasure, the desire to +appropriate, to have and to hold, which had civilized the world, and +made man out of a monkey.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'The Cradle of the Gods,' did you say, my dear lady?" said a courteous +old voice from the stairs, breaking in on his solitude. "Just so--the +pilgrims go there every year. It lies--let me see--I think I can point +it out to you. Ah! Captain Dering!" continued Father Ninian, finding +the balcony into which he had stepped <i>en passant</i>, occupied. "We don't +disturb you, I hope; but Mrs. Palmer was speaking about the 'Cradle of +the Gods.' It must lie--don't you think so?--over there." He pointed +beyond the star-palaces.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should fancy so, sir," replied Vincent, "that is about due north."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I am wrong," smiled the old priest; "the cave is northwest, and +the passage to it is difficult--almost incredibly difficult."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet you have been there several times, haven't you?" said Mrs. Palmer.</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian shook his head. "Never to the cave itself, madam. I am +not quite sure whether I ever really meant to go so far,--and bow in +the House of Rimmon! It would have been interesting no doubt--but--" he +glanced down almost boyishly at his black <i>soutane</i>--"my cloth, my dear +lady, has to be considered. As a matter of fact, something always +hindered me. I went as a medicine man, you see; and so many fall +by the wayside. I wonder, indeed, how any reach it." He paused, +and a wistful smile made his face look dreamy. "Some say none do. A +<i>jogi</i>--Gorakh-nâth, Captain Dering,--he whom you turned out of the +gun--claims to be the only man who has ever seen the real cave; the +rest have seen--<i>illusion!</i>" He paused again, and his smile changed. +"'Tis a claim, madam, made by more than Gorakh-nâth; who, by the way, +promises to defy you, Captain Dering. Padlock or no padlock, he is to +get in and out of the gun as he chooses while the pilgrims are here."</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent laughed contemptuously. "I don't think miracles go down, even +in India, nowadays, sir."</p> + +<p class="normal">The old priest's face grew grave. "I cannot give my assent to that; I +who have seen the blood of a saint turn crimson and flow. Faith, +Captain Dering,--that is, the belief of man in a power beyond his +own,--is the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent Dering bowed politely, and kept his shrug of the shoulders for +the old man's back, as he followed him upstairs to the supper room.</p> + +<p class="normal">The same yesterday, to-day, for ever! True, in a way. There were two +stabilities amid the chances and changes of this mortal life. The +Garden of the Palace. The Cradle of the Gods. Faith and Love--for it +came to that in the end.</p> + +<p class="normal">Here the familiar sight of a ball supper in full swing ended his rare +reflections, and he slipped into a place beside a lively vivandière, +who welcomed him with entreaties to join in a comic opera she was going +to get up at Simla. The last new rage in London; she had written home +for the rights.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was in a new atmosphere in a moment, and straightway forgot the +garden; forgot everything but that the supper was excellent, his +companion gay. Even the Commissioner's high voice, as he talked +nonsense, seemed far from the gravity even of conferring titles, and it +seemed incredible that the small man who sat surrounded by a host of +departmental heads was really representing a whole Empire.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the band downstairs, by beginning on Strauss's "Lovelong livelong +day," warned him of his engagement to Laila, he passed to it half +reluctantly. She would be sure to dance badly: that make of girl always +did. So he was relieved to find the ball room, and the wide loggia into +which it opened, almost empty. Only a couple or two were spinning +slowly, idly, in and out of the resounding arches.</p> + +<p class="normal">He went on, therefore, to the balcony beside the stairs. If the girl +was there it would be an excuse for sitting out. If not, he could +always say he had waited for her. Either way, he would have time for a +cigarette.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he went down towards it he met Lance Carlyon coming up, and called +to him: "Supper's A1; so's the wine. It's going awfully well, isn't +it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Suppose so," replied Lance, "but I'm going to cut. These togs are +awful; but if I go now I'll have time to change and have a shoot down +the river. Am-ma says the ducks sit like stones before dawn. They won't +miss me, as a bachelor, I suppose?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent looked at him compassionately. "A bachelor," he echoed. "It's +about your last chance, I take it. However, if you want to kill +something--it's a common symptom--go! I shall stop till the bitter--or +sweet--end! One doesn't get into a streak like this once in a blue +moon! I feel fit for anything."</p> + +<p class="normal">As he sat down for a smoke in the corner vacated by Robinson Crusoe, +this feeling was strong upon him, and sent the blood tingling to his +finger-tips.</p> + +<p class="normal">The band had by this time ceased piping to unwilling dancers, so the +still, warm, scented air was left to the tinkling ripple of the water, +the rippling tinkle of distant voices; for supper had almost emptied +the garden also. The better for its picturesque effect. Now the +imagination could people it--as Laila Bonaventura (the girl had sense) +had phrased it--with figures that matched; real figures.</p> + +<p class="normal">A chiming silvery clash above him made him turn to look upwards to the +archway where Laila Bonaventura had disappeared. It would be a bore if +she were returning to interrupt his cigarette; though, in truth, she +had been, he remembered, almost attractive.</p> + +<p class="normal">Almost--</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave an exclamation, and rose to his feet. She was coming, indeed, +but not as she had gone.</p> + +<p class="normal">There is no dress in the world which is at once so dainty and so +sensuous, as the court dress of a Mahomedan lady, and Laila Bonaventura +was wearing one as she came slowly down the stairs towards him, a +radiant white figure against the radiant white marble.</p> + +<p class="normal">The folds of her long silver-gauze skirt--so cunningly fashioned that +it trailed in rolling shimmer-crested billows behind her, yet left no +beauty of her round limbs hidden--clipped her about the waist like a +serpent's skin. So hiding, yet revealing, was the soft film of fine +muslin over the scented, ivory-tinted corselet, which fitted close to +the full curves of her figure. So was it with the silver-streaked veil, +through which the jewels in her dusky hair, the bracelets on her fair +arms, shone undimmed. So was it even with the chiming fringes of her +silver anklets, as they slid merrily to cover and uncover the small +feet, tucked so carelessly into the little silver-tipped slippers.</p> + +<p class="normal">To hide and to reveal, that was the note of all!</p> + +<p class="normal">As she came nearer, too, he saw that her lips were reddened, her dark +eyes darkened artificially. And yet her face did not correspond to all +this. It was curiously grave, dignified, almost anxious.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you like it?" she asked, suddenly pausing a pace or two from him to +stand still, heaped round by those shimmer-crested billows, and so, +with one hand, gather the straight folds of her veil to curves over her +arm. As she did so, he saw, with a curious throb at his heart, that her +wrists were fettered to each other by long trailing chains of scented +jasmine flowers.</p> + +<p class="normal">A dainty prisoning indeed! The suggestion of it set his head whirling.</p> + +<p class="normal">Like it!--His very admiration kept him silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It makes it feel more real," she went on, "don't you think it does?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Real, or a dream? He did not know which. He felt a fool to stand so +silent; yet no words--as she would phrase it--came to match. None, at +least, that he dare use to her unconscious dignity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only I can't dance, you see," she continued, bending to look at the +billows about her feet. "Besides,"--she looked up suddenly, her whole +expression changed, she flung her fettered hands forward almost into +his face. The strings on strings of scented flowers looping themselves +in ever widening curves, hung like a screen between him and her +laughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm a prisoner--yours, I suppose." He fell back for half a second, +then caught the hand in his.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then, in an instant, it came back to him--the measureless glad +content of that mistake in the dark! He had told himself ever since +that it had come, then, by mistake--incomprehensible, it is true, +horrible to a certain extent, but still in error. But this was no +mistake!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!--my prisoner," he said. "Come, and sit down, and let us talk." He +wanted time to think.</p> + +<p class="normal">She shook her head. "Not here, please! No one is to see me but you, +only you. That is why I waited till I saw you were alone. I only put it +on for you to see."</p> + +<p class="normal">A sudden remembrance of something she had said to him--"When it is +real, and you give yourself--everything, and ask nothing." The +certainty that she was doing this now made him say quickly:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't be afraid--they shall not see. Come, let us go into the +garden--those balconies by the river--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She shook her head again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are not safe, and my guardian would be so angry. Though it isn't +really wrong"--she added, with her odd vein of piety; "but when +somebody sent me the dress, I thought it would be fun, and I wanted you +to see."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sent you the dress?" he echoed hotly. "Who?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked at him vastly amused. "Are you jealous? But I'm not going to +tell you. That is just like the novels, isn't it; but what is the use +of making people angry?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How do you know I should be angry," he asked coldly.</p> + +<p class="normal">She smiled like a Sphinx might smile. "I'm certain. Come! Perhaps I'll +tell you when we get to a safe place. There's one close by. My guardian +wouldn't have it lit up because--he always has the same reason for +everything, you know, and it <i>is</i> so dull--because something happened +there long ago. As if it mattered!"</p> + +<p class="normal">As she spoke, they had been passing down the marble steps, her silver +anklets chiming; and now, as they paused an instant on the edge of the +water-maze, they chimed still. But to a new, curiously provocative +measure, and her face, her figure, her very voice, changed as if to +keep time with it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I used to run all over it, in and out, when I was little," she +chattered mischievously, "and old Akbar used to run after me and +tumble in! I could do it now, and you could chase me, if I hadn't all +this-" she gave a little mutinous kick at her sweeping skirt. Then +suddenly she laughed. "Poor old Akbar! I'd like him to see me, but I +don't see how it could be managed. And nobody else must--but you. So +come--come quick!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She drew him after her by one hand, like a child at play. Across the +marble plinth, right to the wide arched passage in the lower storey; +and when, having gained in the race, he would from habit have gone +straight on towards the courtyard, she pulled him back with a peal of +laughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not that way, stupid! Here--it's a dear little balcony all by itself +with steps down to the river and a boat."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perfect!" he exclaimed with an answering laugh, as he disappeared +after her.</p> + +<p class="normal">But in that instant's pause two figures had passed into the other end +of the long passage from the chapel. Two figures, one of which, +half-disdainfully, half-regretfully, had been going round the beauties +of the palace; the other, gambolling sideways by reason of its curbing +deference its urging servility, engaged in garrulous tales of past +glory.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yea! <i>Ger-eeb-pun-wâz</i>," it was saying, "Bun-avatâr used to meet Anâri +Begum here. She liked him best in uniform, and she wore--"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was then that, framed in the distant archway, seen clear against the +radiance of the garden, that vision of a laughing girl, a flashing +uniform appeared.</p> + +<p class="normal">Old Akbar Khân gave a faint mumbling petition to be preserved, and fell +back, his teeth chattering.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Anâr--Anâr--herself," he muttered. "And he--God help us all! Why did +they light up the garden?"</p> + +<p class="normal">But Roshan Khân knew better. His eyes were younger. And he had the +key--the key of that shimmering silver dress.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fool!" he said sharply. "They are no ghosts. 'Twas Dering-<i>sahib</i> +and--and--" he gave a bitter laugh--"one of his <i>mems</i>. They do such +things often."</p> + +<p class="normal">But as he walked on, his hands clenched themselves to the tune of the +words which sang in his brain, "God smite his soul to hell! God smite +his soul to hell!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The two great stabilities, Love of God and Love of woman, had joined +hands, as they always do.</p> + +<p class="normal">A formidable combination.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_10" href="#div1Ref_10">CHAPTER X</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>THE PIVOTS OF LIFE</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Lance Carlyon was not, as a rule, given either to loss of spirits or +temper, yet both were at vanishing-point as he flung off the garb of +his namesake of the lake; swearing as he did so that he would never +wear the blessed thing again. It cramped him all over; body and soul. +And then--for he knew his Tennyson well, as one of his name could +hardly fail to do--his memory raced swiftly over the love-loyal +knight's career; until suddenly he laughed at a phrase which had always +tickled him. "<i>So groaned Sir Lancelot--not knowing he should die a +holy man</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">If he had?--what would have been the result? Would he simply have +refrained from remorseful pain, or from the honour rooted in dishonour +which caused it?</p> + +<p class="normal">With a mighty stretch of his sound young muscles at the relief, Lance +caught up his Indian clubs, and went elaborately, conscientiously, +through his daily series of exercises before putting on his +dust-coloured shooting-suit, and swathing himself with the necessary +plentitude of belts, cartridge-boxes, and gaiters. The latter--being, +after Indian fashion, simply a couple of bandages neatly twined--were, +as a matter of fact, much tighter than his discarded greaves; but the +clip of them about his calves was familiarly reminiscent of many a +day spent out in the jungle alone, or at most with some companion of +Am-ma's type. A man whose only claim to be called one in these later +days was his undoubted dominion over the birds of the air, the fish of +the sea, the beasts of the field. How jolly it had been! And how the +deuce could a fellow like Vincent Dering--</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance, sorting cartridges systematically with an eye to a possible +snipe, whistled a tune which Vincent was always asked to sing at the +Smiths', "<i>Sweet is true love--and sweet is Death</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">Well, he preferred the Death. So, catching up his gun, he made his way +to the crypt-like flight of steps which, half way down the straight +river-edged wall of the Fort--between its northern bastion where the +stream turned hillwards at a sharp angle, and the southern one beside +the bathing-steps--led to a tiny landing-stage. Here the canoe, which +he had hired for such excursions from Ramanund (whose last experience +of boating had rather sickened him of its pleasures), lay moored.</p> + +<p class="normal">Keeping the paddle ready for steering, he let the stream, which here +clung swift and smooth to the wall, take him with it; partly because he +had no wish to be seen by any revellers in the palace. But the sight of +the latter made him slip the paddle-blade into the sliding water, and +send the canoe swerving out for a better view.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was wondrously beautiful, seen from the river, with every line +and curve of light reflected almost as clear as the reality. The +sight held his attention, so that he was abreast of the bathing-steps +ere he remembered his desire for secrecy, and, in his haste, the +canoe--answering to his swift stroke--almost spun round, bringing him, +in an instant, within an ace of collision with the hard brick. As it +was, he heard a faint grating sound.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By Jove! that was a near shave," he muttered to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Out of the darkness of the courtyard, for the unilluminated block of +the palace rose between it and the white radiance, came a voice:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is't thou? Hast brought the tool--we must get the job done ere dawn +and--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The rest was inaudible as the river slid him on. What were they up to? +he wondered idly; taking advantage, doubtless, of the absolute +desertion of the courtyard, the entry to which had been blocked for the +night, the main entrance to the palace having been prepared for the +reception of the guests. Were they meddling with the padlock Dering had +put on the tampion which stopped the muzzle of the old gun? Time to see +to that in the morning.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was now steering his way just on the edge of the shadow cast by the +wall on the water, and in front of him jutted out a balcony smaller +than the rest, and nearer the river. Those upper ones, he knew, were +part of the chapel; but this--</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked at it narrowly, wondering if he had ever noticed it before, +then let the paddle sink idly across the boat, and sat staring at what +he saw. Dering, of course! But the woman! Who on earth was she? A +native? Hardly; and yet he did not remember seeing anyone at the ball +whose dress was in the least like this; even in the dark it glittered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you call that love?" came a voice echoing softly over the water. "I +don't. When I love, I mean to give, not to take; and the more I give, +the more I'll have to give; because, you see, love will come back--it +must."</p> + +<p class="normal">By all that was incomprehensible, Laila Bonaventura! And, if there was +any certainty in these shadows, Dering's arm--</p> + +<p class="normal">Phew! Lance knew his Shakespeare also; had, in fact, a curiously +ingenuous and human acquaintance with even the exact words of the great +master. So as he drifted on, leaving those two in the balcony, a line +drifted with him:--</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:23%">"She whom I love now</p> +<p class="t0">Doth grace for grace and love for love allow.<br> +The other did not so."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">He felt a righteous relief at the idea, for he was eminently virtuous. +Poor old Vincent! This was better than the other--he paused +doubtfully--Well! different people had different tastes. He, for +instance, had never admired Mrs. Smith. And then Dering, good chap as +he was, had, everybody knew, a touch of the tar-brush himself. Only a +touch, still it made a difference; for one had to consider the +children. For instance, when <i>he</i> married--Why a vision of a child's +head he had once seen, far away in the north, covered with soft, waving +curls of sun-bright red-gold hair, chestnut--yes, chestnut hair, the +very colour of that beast of a pony who boshed him at polo--should have +come to him at that moment he did not know; but he fled from it, +bashful as any girl over her first fancy, and, bending forward, sent +the canoe racing the foam-bubbles on the swifter current with all the +strength of his young arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">That was the mission house, ending the long curve of the city. The +mission house, where <i>she</i> slept--the boat raced harder here--where +<i>she</i> lived in the thick of it--God bless her! Here the boat slackened, +partly because the spit was reached, and in the darkness, made visible +by that soft white radiance behind him, he must not miss Am-ma's hut. +Am-ma, who had dominion over wild duck, among other things in that +munificent gift of the Creator to His own image. Am-ma, who must come +out and show those who had fallen from their high estate through +civilization how to lure the birds to their death.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"<i>Sweet is true Love though given in vain,<br> +And sweet is Death which puts an end to pain</i>."</p> +</div> + +<p class="continue">The refrain came back in this connection, and Lance's voice, as he sang +it, if not musical, held a hint of something beyond the mere maudlin +expression-stop of the ordinary song-singer.</p> + +<p class="normal">He need not, he told himself, have feared to overlook Am-ma's wigwam; +for there, not far from the point of the spit it stood, all lit up; +circled round closely with a row of little lights like those at the +palace. Were the primitive folk down here aping their masters and +having a ball of their own? Smiling at the thought, he ran the canoe on +shore and walked up to the reed hut. Then he saw that the circle of +lights was broken by a dark patch. It was Am-ma himself, squatting on +his heels. To one side of him, firmly fixed in the sand, was a +freshly-killed crocodile's head, its jaws ingeniously distended by a +thin cane to which a string was attached. By pulling this the dead +mouth seemed to open and shut, as the pliant rattan bent under the +strain and sprang back again. In his other hand he held a bloody spear. +Despite these fearful preparations, however, the first glimpse of an +approaching figure set him visibly trembling with fright; until, on its +coming nearer the lights, he sprang to his feet with a sudden +blubbering shout of relief.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought--this fool, this atom of dust, thought--the <i>Huzoor</i> was the +devil!" he explained, capering and chuckling to make much of the joke, +now that the fear of its being a reality was over.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The devil!" echoed Lance. "What the dickens should the devil come here +for?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma looked half-grave, half-important. Did not the <i>Huzoor</i> know, he +explained, that when life was coming into the world, all the demons in +it wanted to get hold of the new-born thing? Hence the lights, hence +the crocodile's head and the spear; also his own valiance. Hence, also, +the impossibility of his accompanying the Presence after duck. If he, +the father of the thing to be born, was not there to fight the demons, +what hope could there be for the son?--and here this quaint, broad, +ugly face grew wistful--for it must be a son, surely, this time. No! he +had no children; the demons had taken them all, every one; though he +had left nothing undone, though he had sought out one medicine-man +after another. What did it matter? he asked pathetically, if the charm +were of one faith or another, if it brought a child. He had tried all. +His own and everybody else's. But they all died, the children, girls +and boys; died when they were born. The demon somehow slipped through +the lights; the charm was not strong enough; that was all. So this +time, when he had seen that the <i>Huzoors</i> had the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>, the +sign of kings, that they were, indeed, light-bringers, as his people +had been of old, he had sent for the Miss-<i>sahiba</i>, and she had come. +She was there in the hut, even now, fighting the demons.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance gave a quick catch of his breath, and stood silent. Right over +the miserable reed hut, clear against the violet of the moonless sky, +rose those palaces of stars lit up for pleasure. It almost seemed to +him that the slight breeze, which was beginning to whisper of the dawn, +held in it the faint rhythm of a distant waltz.</p> + +<p class="normal">And here, at his feet, was this hut, lit up for pain. He heard that +also, in a faint moan, which sent a shiver through him; the shiver of +one who finds himself bare of accustomed covering, out in the open, far +from any shelter from the cold sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course you can't come, Am-ma," he said, moving off. "Well! I hope +the Miss-<i>sahiba</i> will--will keep the devil away. I--I--expect she +will!"</p> + +<p class="normal">As he floated a little further down stream, vaguely obeying the +instructions which Am-ma, regretful for all his anxiety, had shouted +after him, he told himself that if anybody could, she would. If a +fellow married her, for instance--</p> + +<p class="normal">He drew the canoe on to the sand-bank, Am-ma had spoken of, somewhat +sooner than his directions warranted, in order to stifle thought by +action. And it needed every sense on the alert to tell in the darkness +if one was keeping a fairly straight path. That scarcely audible "<i>lip, +lip</i>" on the right meant that the water was close by, running an inch +or two below a sheer yet crumbling edge of earth. That yielding +softness on the left meant the ridge of dry sand. His way was between +the two. Every now and again a watchful quack, a distant flutter, told +him that the ducks were not far off. And in the east the faintest +lightening of the purple warned him he was none too soon, since the +dawn in India comes quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">But this must be the place; a sort of bunker right at the end of the +bank. Here, cuddling down almost luxuriously into loose dry sand, still +warm from yesterday's sun, he waited for that hint of light in the far +east to grow strong enough for him to see.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is always an experience to sit and wait for daylight, ignorant, +helpless till it comes, of what lies close at hand. Lance Carlyon, +crouching in that still warm sand, felt a sudden forlornness, a sense +of having parted with something.</p> + +<p class="normal">But, almost on the heels of this, came a sense of having found +something; of strange, quick, new, yet familiar companionship. It +seemed to him as he watched that faint grey lightening in the far east, +that he did so, not as Lance Carlyon, but as an atom in the great, +round, spinning world whose curved edge grew darker against the coming +light.</p> + +<p class="normal">He laid his gun beside him, and, kneeling in the soft, still warm sand, +rested his arms on the edge of the bunker, ears and eyes alert as any +wild creature's. He could hear the soft rustle of feathers in the dark, +the soft swish of the water as something stirred in it, the soft sob +with which an inch or two of that tiny, unseen sand-cliff gave way to +the stream, the softer gurgle, as of laughter, with which the water +took its toll of earth.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, thinking not at all, simply as a sand grain in the sand around him, +the mystery, the certainty of dawn held him, as it held all things.</p> + +<p class="normal">The curved line of the world darkened, the shadow of it deepened, as +the grey of the sky grew tender as the eye of a mother watching her +child asleep. But only for a space. Then the grey hardened, and a +trumpet call from a whistling teal told that the great fight of dawn +had come.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, for another space, the Dark and the Light faced each other, waiting +for that second trumpet call.</p> + +<p class="normal">It came, borne on a faint rustle of wind which crept over the edge of +the world from the footsteps of the coming day. The shiver of it swept +through the shadows; they broke into battalions to face the foe. So +into companies, till, as the red spear-points of the sun showed over +the horizon, they rallied darkly, desperately, behind each hint of +rising ground, in each hint of sheltering hollow. Rallied in vain, for +below the spear-points a glittering curve, as of a golden helmet, came +resistless.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Lance Carlyon stood up, hastily, gun in hand. But he was too late. +The mystery of Dawn had held him helpless, as it had held the birds; +and now they, too, were freemen of the conquering day.</p> + +<p class="normal">He fired a couple of shots after them, more as a salute to the victor +than in any hope of slaughter; so, with a laugh, turned homeward.</p> + +<p class="normal">The canoe shot against the stream gaily, but, as he neared the spit, a +sudden desire to go home by land assailed him. Am-ma could take the +boat back; there might be a chance of a snipe, in that low-lying bit +below the mission house, and--</p> + +<p class="normal">He blushed, even in solitude, at his own moral turpitude. Why not tell +the truth; to himself, at least?</p> + +<p class="normal">He found Am-ma, worn out by his night's anxiety, with his head between +his knees, fast asleep; leaving the crocodile, at the agony point of an +unending yawn, in sole charge of the little circle of flickering +lights. Some of them had gone out, the rest looked trumpery in the +growing blaze of day. But what matter? Since, half an hour before, Erda +Shepherd had come out of the wigwam with a living child, wrapped quite +daintily in an orthodox square of new flannel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is a son, Am-ma, and I think it is very like you," she had said, +with a laugh at the wrinkled, wizened old face peering out at its new +world.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Am-ma had grovelled on the ground with tears and cries of +blubbering joy. He had been right. The <i>Huzoors</i> were kings. They knew +the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>. They were the light-bringers, the life-bringers.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had never asked after his wife, but when Erda had gone inside again, +he sat, and in his anxiety to keep the devil from those inside, had +twitched away at his string so fiercely that the crocodile's head lost +its ferocity in what appeared to be a fit of laughter, until sleep, +from sheer relief, overtaking the puller, the laugh had ended in that +steady yawn.</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma was on his feet, alert in a second, however, at Lance's touch, +like a wild beast.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Tis all right, <i>Huzoor</i>" he grinned broadly. "'Tis a son." Then once +again the exuberance of his delight made him grovel in the sand at the +feet of the Master.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the Miss-<i>sahiba?</i> Hath she gone?" asked Lance, blushing once +more, now that his own self-deception became impossible.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nay, she remains inside," asserted Am-ma. But a look which he gave in +the hut proved him wrong. She must have gone out the other way while he +slept, he confessed, sheepishly; but there was nothing wrong. The devil +had not won a way in; both mother and son were dozing peacefully.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance, his hope of walking back with Erda gone, felt inclined to take +to the canoe again. Then a savage desire to kill something, at least, +suggested the possibility of a snipe in the little swampy bit below the +city wall, not far from the mission house; so bidding Am-ma take the +canoe up at his leisure, he walked off, feeling, for him, in a very bad +temper.</p> + +<p class="normal">He forgot his quarrel with fate, however, in a second, when, the bit of +swamp reached, something buzzed up to fall slantwise like a stone; +something which, on picking it up, he found to be the rare Sabine +snipe, painted, absolutely beautiful, in its delicate harmony of +colour. And the luck did not come singly, for from behind a clump of +tiger-grass came Erda Shepherd, a trifle alarmed at the possibility of +being shot if she did not show herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance walked up to her, swiftly, the dead bird in his hand. "You must +be awfully tired, being up all night," he began--</p> + +<p class="normal">He had a way of rushing things, Erda thought, which was disconcerting +when one was anxious to keep on the surface. "And you too, Mr. +Carlyon," she interrupted; "did you enjoy the ball?" She felt pleased +at this able evasion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who--I--Oh! dear me, no," he replied, absently; then he smiled. "I +say, wasn't Am-ma pleased. He slobbered and blubbered with joy all over +my boots, and yet--" he paused reflectively, "I don't think a little +Am-ma could be a very pleasing object."</p> + +<p class="normal">For the life of her she could not help a smile. "It was not," she +confessed frankly; "in fact I think it was the ugliest baby I ever saw. +Poor little thing," she added in quick self-reproach. "Anyhow it seemed +beautiful to them--it is the first--the first that has lived, I mean." +She pulled up short, wondering what possessed her to be so confidential +with this strange young man.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So Am-ma told me," said Lance. "He called you the Life-bringer. It is +a nice name."</p> + +<p class="normal">She fought against the tenderness in his tone. "And you are the +Death-bringer," she retorted lightly, pointing to the painted beauty in +his hand. "So you and I are at opposite poles, Mr. Carlyon."</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood looking at her for a moment with a smile. "I don't know, Miss +Shepherd. '<i>Death and Birth are the pivots of the Wheel of Life</i>.' I +remember reading that, in Sanskrit, when I went up for my higher; for +I've passed it, you know. I'm really not bad at languages when I try."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the first time she had ever heard him claim credit for anything, +and the fact touched her more than she cared to own. Touched her so +closely that she sought instantly for cover.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wish I were," she said, moving on, though, as she had known he +would, he moved on also. "I'm afraid I shall find it a great trouble +having to learn a new one."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A new one," he echoed quickly, in response to something in her voice. +"Are you going to leave Eshwara--soon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She paused for a moment ere replying. "Sooner than I expected, Mr. +Carlyon; most likely in a day or two. I don't know whether you have +heard," she continued, looking him in the face, "but I am engaged to be +married to my cousin--Dr. Campbell's son--David Campbell. He is a +missionary--as I am--and--" she hesitated. "He is at home,--or was. We +did not expect him back for two months, but he has had a good offer of +a splendid place where there is any amount of work to be done. The +letter telling us this came yesterday--by the same mail as--as he did. +He is travelling up country now; and then--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And then?" said Lance, quietly. With his gun over his shoulder, he +looked what he was, a soldier; and since she began to speak, he had, +insensibly, pulled himself together and fallen into a disciplined +ordered tread.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My aunt wants the wedding to be from the mission station in the low +hills where they go every summer," went on the girl. She was trying not +to look at her companion, not out of pity, but from dread of her own +admiration. "So as David"--she felt better after the semi-appropriation +of the Christian name--"is in a hurry to start, she thought of going +there as soon as the camp leaves--in a day or two. So--so--we shall not +see very much more of each other, Mr. Carlyon; shall we?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave her his first look of reproach, being unable, in his absolutely +honest humility, to conceive of the vague regret which forced her to +the useless appeal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I--I hope you will be very happy," he said, quite simply. "Take care, +please; that bit is boggier than you think." For the second time in +their short acquaintance she felt his hand, not as a friend's, but as a +helper, a protector. This time the blood left her face pale.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope so, Mr. Carlyon," she replied, and her hands clasped themselves +tightly as if to hold some resolve. "It is what I have always hoped +for, thought of." Then suddenly she smiled at him almost appealingly. +"I am a bit of a soldier too, you know--I love the fighting."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are in the thick of it here, anyhow," he interrupted, pausing.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had climbed by a flight of steps through the city wall into the +small courtyard on which the mission house, which had once been an +outpost of the Fort, opened on its inner side. The outer, with its wide +overhanging verandah, forming part of the actual city wall. But the +remainder of the courtyard was set round by a perfect congeries of +small temples, each rearing its upright stone spire--the stone of Baal +worship--about the central tank which occupied the middle of the +square. It was quite a small tank, and absolutely dry; so that you +could see the four or five worn stone steps which led down to the patch +of earth, not six feet square, at the bottom. A dozen or more children, +boys and girls of the streets, were playing a sort of hop-scotch on +these steps, and as Lance looked, one of them slipped and fell into +that patch of earth. In a second the others had quitted their game, and +fallen pell-mell, too, struggling, kicking, shouting, screaming with +laughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it a game?" he asked, looking at his companion, amused.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!" she said, suddenly, her face stern as he had seen it that first +time he met her. "It is the game of Life and Death! That is the 'Pool +of Immortality,' Mr. Carlyon! The pilgrims come here to bathe--there +must be a secret siphon somewhere, for the water only comes when it is +wanted. Three years ago the barriers put up to prevent accidents gave +way--it was no one's fault. The crowd got in--a man slipped--and--and +when the police managed to clear the crush--the--the tank was full up +with dead bodies! The children <i>play</i> at it now!"</p> + +<p class="normal">But they had spied more amusement, and in another second were hanging +round Erda's skirts.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sing to us, Miss-<i>sahiba</i>,--sing to us before you go in."</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked apologetically at Lance. "I generally do," she began.</p> + +<p class="normal">He raised his cap, almost obediently, with a brief "Certainly," and +passed on; but as he left the court on his way to the Fort, the first +note of her voice made him turn, for a second, to look.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was seated on the top step of the tank, the children grouped +inquisitively round her, and she held her head high-almost defiantly.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"<i>The Son of God goes forth to war</i>,<br> +<i>Who follows in His train?</i>"</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">The words were distinctly audible, following him as he passed on, the +gun on his shoulder, the dead bird in his hand, and something between +blessing and cursing in his heart. But above and through all, he seemed +to hear a never-ceasing voice that said, "<i>The pivots of Life are Birth +and Death. Death and Birth</i>."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_11" href="#div1Ref_11">CHAPTER XI</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>WHEELS WITHIN WHEELS</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"Half a minute, Dillon!" said the Commissioner abruptly, as the doctor, +ushered in by a scarlet-sin-stain of an orderly, entered the tent where +the former was working. "I must attend to these gentlemen first."</p> + +<p class="normal">These gentlemen were Dya Ram, Ramanund, and a third very different sort +of person, obtrusively Hindoo in face, figure, attire.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Commissioner's manner, as he returned to the business in hand, +changed from careless familiarity to an elaborate courtesy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I quite understand, <i>pundit-sahib</i>," he said in English to Ramanund, +"that you are, as you say, actuated by no personal motive. A man of +your attainments and culture can scarcely feel a keen interest in +<i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth's--that is the name, I think--domicile in a gun +barrel!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The sarcasm was lost on the hearer, who smiled, satisfied. "Quite so, +sir," he replied. "It is merely, as my friend Dya Ram postulates, a +question as to the legality--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The Commissioner interrupted him suavely. "In that case it is a matter +for the courts, surely."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Unless your Honour should, as magistrate, act under Section 418 +providing for emergencies," began Dya Ram; whereat the official sat +back in his chair resignedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," he answered, his brogue running riot, as it always did, +when he was contemptuous, "I have that power. But do ye really think, +sir, that this present matter is of such paramount importance to the +stability of the British Empire, that I should be justified in running +counter to the ordinary course of law and justice?" Here the futility +of his own sarcasm seemed to come home to him. He paused to consult a +file, and when he looked up again, he spoke in Hindustani--evidently +for the benefit of the third party. "There is no record whatever," he +said briefly, "of any previous claim to the gun. It has been +worshipped, of course; but that is a different matter. The military +power has no intention of interfering with this habit. I may add that a +counter petition, praying me not to allow appeal on the ground that +this <i>jogi</i> is a man of ill fame, and a public nuisance, has been filed +by the <i>mohunt</i> (guardian of shrines) at the Pool of Immortality."</p> + +<p class="normal">The obtrusively Hindoo figure which had remained standing, though his +companions were seated, here folded his hands as if in prayer, leant +forward, and began garrulously:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Huzoor</i> it is malice--malice of hereditary nature. They hope to gain +money--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Exactly, <i>Mohunt-jee</i>; your money! if the pilgrims haven't the +attraction of a live man in a gun close to your shrine your trade will +suffer," interrupted the Commissioner, with brutal truth. "I am afraid +I can do nothing. Of course," he continued, reverting to English, "if +you bring a suit to claim prescriptive right, you may," here his +patience gave way finally, "but God bless my soul, gentlemen! Surely +men like you have something better to do than bolster up your +countrymen in a preposterous business like this!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon me, sir," protested Dya Ram, litigiously, "but if it is +prescriptive right, vested in citizens, then--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then, sir!" interrupted the stern, high voice, "the British Empire +will have no choice but to allow <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth to be a +son-of-a-gun till the day of his death! So good-morning to you; +unless--" here the suavity returned in full force--"there is any other +subject you wish to bring forward."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was not, apparently; and as the trio were ushered out, the +Commissioner sat still further back in his chair, tilting it with his +feet against the table, and ran his fingers through his hair in an +exasperated fashion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Pon my soul, it's inconceivable," he said; then, reaching forward, +took up a newspaper that was lying on the table, and began to read.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>If we are asked what we, the educated natives of India, claim, we +reply boldly, all things that Englishmen of equal culture possess by +right of birth. We refuse flatly to be lumped in with the crass +ignorance of our fellow-countrymen who have, alas! not yet risen to a +pitch of desiring that liberty of which John Stuart Mill speaks in such +glowing terms in his valuable pamphlet</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hark to that, now!" he commented, flinging the paper back. "That's Mr. +Dya Ram's last, and it goes on, as per usual, to abuse. They asked me +to put a name to it, and I've just been telling the confidential +department that, barring a horrible misuse of synonym, there's no +sedition, no harm in it whatever! And there isn't, Dillon. The +son-of-a-gun business is ten times as dangerous. Dering's within his +rights, but I wish to blazes he'd left the brute alone; or he might +have put a blank cartridge in and fired a salute by mistake when +Gorakh-nâth was inside! But ye can't keep the military in subjection. +The department's aimin' at a fight, and small blame to it! I'm spoiling +for one myself this instant moment; so come along, doctor, an' let me +hear what your criminals have to say. There's a pretty sheaf of +complaints for ye, ye hard-hearted murderin' slave driver!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He took up a bulky file of papers as he spoke, and passed them to an +orderly in exchange for his hat, which the man held ready.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! it's pretty good," assented the doctor, placidly, as, keeping +step, the two passed out of the tent, so down the palm avenue towards +the gaol, which the Commissioner was going to inspect. "It comes of +their being idle. Wait till I get them digging again. I'll work the +mischief out of them. When are we going on; and where?"</p> + +<p class="normal">His companion shook his head. "Can't get an answer out of the Public +Works. Is there anything you would like done, meanwhile?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon laughed sardonically. "Pretty considerable, rather! Only it +would take months to get sanction. But, if you pass it, Smith says he +could put a wire on from the Fort easily in a day. It would save +sending by road if there was trouble, and the great thing is to hit +back as quick as you can. The mutiny taught us that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ay," said the Commissioner, musingly, "that's the straight tip; and +that's why steam and electricity rule India. One can be ready without +letting people know. If that had been the case in the mutiny--" he +shrugged his shoulders, then went on--"these things come so easily; a +touch starts them; but you mustn't show that you know it. Still, if you +thought there would be any difficulty--I mean if you mightn't be able +to hold your own till they came from the Fort--we might make some +excuse for quartering a troop closer."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon shook his head. "It isn't worth it. I believe myself they'll +settle down when that big brute, Gopi, I told you about, gets his +ticket to-morrow. If I didn't want to get rid of him I'd put him in +cells for six weeks. And there's a warder, too,--or perhaps more. But +there's no fear. I could hold the whole 'biz' myself, till the brutes +managed to get off their leg irons, and as I keep every tool <i>extra +mural</i>, I don't believe there's a bit of iron within the walls--except +the shackles themselves. So I should have an hour or two, anyhow--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now, here you are," he continued, with pardonable pride, as they +passed under the mud archway which led into the gaol; a long archway +with a massive door at either end, tunnelling a square block of +flat-roofed building. "You'll find everything spick and span, I can +tell you, for I've been making the beggars polish their own leg irons, +so as to keep 'em a bit busy."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was, indeed, spick and span, as only an Indian gaol can be, where +everything, including the prisoners' beds, is freshly mud-plastered +every week. Spick and span in a mere monotony of mud and lack of +colour. The prisoners, fifteen hundred of them or more, stood in four +long, straight rows, naked save for their waistcloths and the eared +caps on their shaven heads; their blankets, folded to a small square +under their feet, giving them a strangely wooden appearance, as if they +stood on stands, like the figures in Noah's ark.</p> + +<p class="normal">A couple of policemen fell out and drew their truncheons to walk close +behind the Commissioner; but Dr. Dillon waved his pair back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never show you expect anything," he said laconically, "and as I've +always refused a guard, I can't take one now."</p> + +<p class="normal">Nor was there any apparent need for one. Some faces scowled at him, but +most were occupied with the Commissioner, who, when a prisoner raised +his hand, paused to take the written petition which, nine times out of +ten, was ready for presentation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There must be a good many warders in it," remarked the Commissioner, +dryly. And the doctor nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now there's only the hospital," said the latter, when the solitary +cells had been inspected, the cook room interviewed, and the dinner to +come tasted. "It won't take you long. There was only one case in this +morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">But as they entered the long open ward, like a cloister, mud-plastered +as all else, but with iron beds looking strangely at variance with +their surroundings, two of these were occupied, and at one, a hospital +dresser was standing, looking somewhat scared.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon gave a hasty exclamation as he stepped up to the bed and +looked at the sick man.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When did he come in?" he asked briefly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ten minutes ago, <i>Huzoor</i>; the <i>baboo</i> hath given him--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never mind what he hath given him," interrupted the doctor, holding up +his hand in warning, "go on with it, and tell the <i>baboo-sahib</i> to +come to me for orders--at once. Now then, sir, that's all--and a bit +too much too--" he added in a lower voice, as they passed out together, +"for it's a case of cholera."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Commissioner looked grave. "That will complicate matters, won't +it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Can't say. You never can tell. They may take it as a dispensation, or +there may never be another case. That fellow's done for, anyhow--he'll +be dead in an hour."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's quick, isn't it?" asked his companion, calmly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rather. I've seen a man go out in ten minutes, though. The worst of it +is," he added, with a frown, "if there really is some conspiracy at the +bottom of the discontent, it is as likely as not the devils who are +working it, may take advantage of this--I don't mean of this +death--<i>that</i> goes without saying. But when cholera is about, poison is +hard to detect, and even if I stamp out the <i>disease</i>, which I mean to +do, they may simulate it." He bit at his thumbnail viciously as he +strode on, thinking and muttering. "By God!" he murmured, "if I could +catch 'em at it! However," he added aloud, "it's no good fussing. If +the thing comes, it comes, and I've kept you here too long as it is, +sir. Do you know it's close on half-past ten?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be jabers!" exclaimed the Commissioner, "only twenty minutes to bathe, +shave, breakfast, and put on me gold lace continuations. Well, ta, ta! +I'll see you at the show, of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon looked puzzled for an instant; the puzzledom of a man whose +thoughts are recalled from afar. "The show? Oh, yes! I was forgetting. +Rather, sir. Why! it is as much my canal as Smith's, for we've done +every inch of it together; besides, I have got to drive his wife down."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where the deuce is Dering?" asked the Commissioner, quite ingenuously; +but George Dillon flushed up. It was visible even under his +leather-like tan.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I really can't say, sir; otherwise engaged, I presume."</p> + +<p class="normal">His elder turned to him, surprised, yet with instant apology. "I'm +sorry; I shouldn't have said it; but I really meant nothing."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon gave a dry, sardonic laugh. "Oh! it is all right, sir. I +quite believe you didn't. Nobody does mean anything in that sort of +connection. It's left for the doctors to face facts as they are really; +and then you call us brutal." He turned back, as he spoke, to the +hospital.</p> + +<p class="normal">Half an hour afterwards, however, having in the interim provided for +every contingency he could foresee, including the bare possibility of +his carrying infection, he appeared in Mrs. Smith's drawing-room, +looking--for him--quite smart and spruce; since, as he had said, this +end to three years' work was an event in his life also.</p> + +<p class="normal">He found her, dressed in her daintiest, in a rocking-chair; and as he +entered, his quick trained ear took in the petulance of the recurring +push of one daintily shod foot. The room was darkened, and full of the +scent of flowers. It was a familiar room to him, yet he never entered +it without a glad recognition of the extreme feminine refinement shown +in its every detail; for its mistress was one of those women whose +fragility comes less from physical delicacy than from sensitiveness of +mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was leaning back in her chair listlessly; yet the white ringed +hands which clasped the fair curls on her forehead showed an almost +passionate strain of muscle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe you'll have to go without me," she said, as he approached, +"I've such a racking headache. I don't believe I can face it--I'm sure +I can't."</p> + +<p class="normal">He passed on to her side, and laid his hand on one of hers for an +instant, while his quick eye took in the details around him. A note had +slipped from her lap to the floor. It lay face up, and the words "Dear +Mrs. Smith, so sorry--" showed in Vincent Dering's writing. So, not +content with the message of excuse sent her by the offender through +him, she must have written! That was a dangerous development of the +situation. He stood looking down at her indulgently, as he might on a +fractious child who did not understand. And she did not--poor soul!</p> + +<p class="normal">"You're nervous," he said. "Let me give you half a whiskey-and-soda +before we start. It'll make you all right."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nervous!" she echoed irritably, her foot setting her chair a-swing to +match her tone. "I'm never nervous--you know that is not one of my +failings--is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," he replied, "but you are a bundle of nerves for all that. You +wouldn't be the woman you are if you weren't. And you are nervous at +this moment. Nervous, despondent, out of heart. Come! make an effort!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave a petulant little giggle of impatience. "You speak as if I +were a Mrs. Dombey; but I'm not that sort. Besides, it killed her. I am +not coming. It doesn't really matter, you know; nobody will miss me--it +will be all right."</p> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon, watching her, felt sorry, for once, at the correctness +of his own diagnosis. He knew her so well that it seemed imperative to +give her a hint of the reality. The danger of a final <i>éclaircissement</i> +with Captain Dering seemed imminent, and the shock of it might lead to +anything, if the knowledge of her own weakness came to her in the +presence of the man she had cheated herself into calling a friend.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your husband would. It is a great day for him," he said, laying his +dexterous surgeon's hand full on the raw. As he expected, the answer +came passionately, and gave him an opening.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He! O, he is quite happy as it is! He wouldn't miss me a bit. Why +should he? I am not complaining, mind you--but why should he? He has +interests enough without me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon deliberately sought for the nearest chair, drew it close, +and sat down beside his patient in professional fashion, his eyes on +her face, his hands on his knees.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear lady," he said, "don't talk--excuse me--rubbish. Try and +remember what women are always forgetting--that they <i>are</i> women, and +that, while Eve swallowed her portion of the fatal apple, his +stuck--thank God for it!--in Adam's throat."</p> + +<p class="normal">She ceased her rocking, to sit and stare at him with a growing +resentment, which belied the words that came at last, almost sullenly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't understand what you mean in the very least. What has Eve's +apple to do with--my headache?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A very great deal," he answered coolly, "and with more than your +headache, which, by the way, is only a symptom, not a cause. The real +evil is--is something different. If you do not understand--though I +think you do a little--" she shook her head--"I can only repeat my +advice about the whiskey-and-soda; for I cannot explain to you crudely +what I mean."</p> + +<p class="normal">She interrupted him angrily. "You have no right to hint at things you +dare not say."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her very indignation betrayed her, and he smiled kindly. "Perhaps not," +he said. Then he paused, hesitated, finally leant nearer, with a look +of resolve in his queer, intelligent face. "But I will tell you what I +can do. I can sacrifice my self-respect and tell you a bit of my +personal history which I never meant you to know, but which may help to +cure--your headache." His voice, usually so dry, had a softness in it, +though he went on without the faintest emotion. "Mrs. Smith, I have +done myself the honour for nearly three years, of considering you as +near perfection as a woman can he. Allow me to finish, please! I have +done more. I have been, as the phrase runs, in love with my ideal of +perfection; but I think you will admit that I have never allowed my +feelings to give you, myself, or anyone else a--shall we say, a nervous +headache? Now, after that, don't you think we had better start?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He rose in quite a matter-of-fact way, took up his hat, and waited for +her answer.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had to wait some time, while the petulance of her renewed rocking +ceased gradually in a determined rhythm, and he felt his courage going +down to his boots. It was heroic treatment, but she was a healthy +subject, and her anger would pass. Anything was better than letting her +perfection suffer.</p> + +<p class="normal">The even creak of the rocker ended at last, and she rose, as he had +risen, calmly, and faced him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I quite understand now what you meant, Dr. Dillon," she said +freezingly, "and why you did not care to explain. I shall, of course, +never be able to forgive you for daring to dream such a thing possible, +but--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But," he interrupted, without a quiver, "you will take that half +whiskey-and-soda. Here! <i>qui-hi! Whiskey sharâb belâtee pani la'o +juldi; mem-sahiba jata hai</i>. (Bring whiskey-and-soda; the <i>mem</i> is +going.)"</p> + +<p class="normal">Perhaps the command of that assertion helped her to a decision. At any +rate she did not countermand it, but spent the rather awkward pause +which inevitably ensued in a perfect field-day of her hat-pins among +her curls and veil. Whereat George Dillon, despite a certain bruised +feeling, smiled, telling himself she was a true woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nevertheless when, as she was stepping into the dogcart, his friendly +help came necessarily to the fore again, she reverted to her dignified +resentment. "I ought," she said stiffly, "to have thanked you for--for +your good opinion of me, and your evident desire to be kind. I do so +now. But I fear it will be quite impossible for me to forget or forgive +the delusion."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is quite a minor matter," he put in, gleefully. "Now, cheer up, +Bacilla, you brute, or we shall be late," Bacilla being his term of +abuse for a pony which required a little stick.</p> + +<p class="normal">They were only just in time, no more. Five minutes after they had +joined the company gathered on the red-brick masonry of the canal head, +under a canopy of waving garlands and gay bunting, with that inevitable +British flag as the centre of all, the small man with the big star on +his breast took a step forward, raised a handle, and, as the first +drops of water trickled through a sluice, declared, in a violent Scotch +accent, "that the Victoria-Kaiser-i-Hind" canal was open. So, keeping +time as it were, slowly, majestically, to those (also inevitable) +strains of "God save the Queen," the outer floodgates swung back, +allowing the river to have permanent possession during good behaviour, +of the walled basin between them and the inner ones. Thus, slowly, with +a gurgling of water seeking its level, the surface rose till the +half-open sluices in the second gates were reached, and a thin curve +tipped over to fall with a splash, and send a tiny scout of a stream to +find out what this new straight road might mean. Only a tiny scout, +since the earthworks beyond had to be accustomed by degrees to their +new tenant.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still the new way was open, and the current of the river hesitated in +the old one.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bravo, Smith!" cried George Dillon, coming round, when the cheering +and general congratulations were over, to slap his colleague on the +back, metaphorically and actually. "We've done that; and now perhaps, +old man, you'll have time for other things."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," assented the tall, gaunt man, dreamily; "now I shall have time +to settle that point about the searchlight."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The what?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Search-light. There's been a correspondence in the <i>Engineer</i> about +it; and as I've all the electric plant here, lying useless, now the +show's over,--until it's wanted for something else, of course,--I am +going to see if I can't overcome their difficulty in concentrating all +the power on a sufficiently narrow area. I believe I know how to do +it."</p> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon looked at him with fierce, humorous exasperation. +"Believe!" he echoed. "I know you can! You are the most intolerably +circumscribed, self-concentrated, narrow-minded machine of a man I ever +came across. Heaven help you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">As he drove Mrs. Smith home again, it was his turn to sit mumchance +until, womanlike, she relented faintly, and, exaggerating her own +powers, trusted she had not been, <i>etc</i>., though of course, <i>etc</i>.--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not in the least, thank you," he replied. "I was only meditating if I +should tell you that I think Eugene has softening of the brain."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Softening of the brain!" she echoed, horrified. "Oh, doctor, do you +think it's that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, it isn't softening of the heart, anyhow," he said grimly. "But +I'm not joking. If someone doesn't get a hold on some portion of that +man--I don't care what it is--heart, brain, stomach, anything--and +prevent him from killing himself with work, India will lose her best +engineer. What he wants is someone to--to give him a nervous headache!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"We will leave that subject alone, please," she said loftily; but when +her husband joined them in the verandah, she went over ostentatiously +to him and pinned a carnation in his buttonhole, hoping he would like +it better than the rose she gave him the day before, which--this was in +a louder tone for the doctor's benefit--he had forgotten to put in!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did I, my dear?" replied her spouse. "Oh, yes! I remember you put it +in my minim glass because I was working in my shirt-sleeves. Then I +wanted the glass. So it got withered and the head snapped off."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon laughed--his usual dry laugh. "That is one of the many +tragedies which come from the delusion all women have that flowers +can't be out of place."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_12" href="#div1Ref_12">CHAPTER XII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>THE CHURCH MILITANT</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">When Roshan Khân had joined those two great stabilities, Faith and +Love, into one passionate desire for Vincent Dering's damnation, he had +meant to follow the English etiquette on such occasions, and keep his +aspiration to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">But it had been impossible for him instantly to rejoin the society in +which he found himself; that is, a society which shared that +fundamental crime--which more even than any definite jealousy had +roused his anger against Captain Dering--of being alien to his creed, +his customs, his code of conduct towards women. So he had wandered off +into the garden again, shadowed by old Akbar's incredulity, curiosity, +and sympathy; until, partly from sheer impatience, but mostly from +sheer inherited habit of employing such as Akbar Khân in anything +approaching an intrigue, he had made a clean breast of the situation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Even the latter, however, had, as it were, shied at the extreme novelty +of the idea when it was first mooted; but, by degrees, its vast +possibilities of advantage to faithful old retainers overpowered his +abject terror at the bare idea of Father Narâyan suspecting such a +thing. The old master, he told himself, was old, indeed! God only knew +if he would last a year or a day; therefore it would be well to ensure +the favour of the new mistress. And there could be no harm in sounding +her as to what course that favour would follow. One could never tell +with a woman; and his wicked, experienced old eyes had caught many a +hint of Anâri Begum in Laila's childhood. Perhaps she had changed since +she went to Calcutta. He could but try.</p> + +<p class="normal">So when, on the morning after the ball, Laila, in obedience to her +pious resolve to do nothing really wrong, had bidden him--with +threats of vengeance if he betrayed the fact of their having come at +all--remove and return certain trays of clothes and jewels which had +been smuggled by someone into her room, he had fallen at her feet, +confessed falsely that he was the offender, and besought her not to +impose so unmerited a disgrace on his employer, who had been actuated +by the ordinary rules of native etiquette which prescribed some +recognition of his cousin, the head of his family.</p> + +<p class="normal">Naturally enough, this brought the girl's curiosity, long restless, to +his aid; and she sat listening to the many things he had to tell her, +with that faintly mysterious smile of hers. And as she listened, she +watched a pigeon, all jewelled about its bosom in rainbow hues, and +with a dainty little pair of silver jingles about its jasper feet, +which was coquetting and pirouetting to attract the attention of its +neighbours on the wide marble sill of her latticed window. For Laila +had a room in the upper storey all painted, carved, and set with little +balconies, which was worthy of any king's favourite. And Father Ninian, +mindful lingeringly of the fine ladies' boudoirs of his youth in Rome, +had filled it, against her return from school, with all the prettiest +spoils of the palace. Sèvres vases, rare old cabinets, quaint carved +tables which had been brought thither for the dead Nawabs; treasures +that were also, inevitably, of the king's-favourite type,--therefore +unlike the owner of the room, as she sat in her white muslin frock, +heavy-eyed, almost sallow, from the last night's dissipation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So she--my grandmother, you say--was a dancing-girl--a real +dancing-girl?" Even her surprise and curiosity were listless. Yet the +next moment, while Akbar was protesting the superiority of Anâri Begum +over all the dancing-girls of his vast experience, she had burst into a +sudden laugh, uncovered one of the trays with kicks which sent first +one, then the other of her bronze slippers flying, seized on a pair of +silver anklets, and there she was centring a Persian rug spread on the +marble floor as if she had been born to it. Coquetting, pirouetting, +with a challenging clash, a half-impudent jerk of the jingles, for all +the world like the pigeon on the window-sill.</p> + +<p class="normal">Like something else also; so that old Akbar felt a shiver run through +him, lest, after all, his first impression should prove right, and this +be no more than a <i>simulacrum</i>,--a ghost, a changeling, come to possess +the usually indifferent lazy Miss-<i>baba</i>. Yet when, all of a sudden, +she raised her white muslin skirt high in both hands and began to sing, +at the top of her voice, the wicked little love song which Vincent +Dering had sung the first day she met him, old Akbar's dread turned to +sheer wonder. This was not a ghost, but a devil; reckless, +unrestrained, with a fling of white arms, a kick of white feet, all +held to rhythm by the outrageous frivolity of the song, until, with +that last staccato note, she threw herself in a chair, breathless, +gurgling with laughter and sheer mischief.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lo! Akbar," she gasped, "my grandmother never danced like that, did +she? I don't believe she was my grandmother! I believe you are telling +stories!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Akbar looked wise, and thrust out his folded hands in cringing protest. +"The most noble says true, Anâri Begum never danced thus. But there is +the grandfather, Bun-avâtar-<i>sahib bahadur</i>, to be accounted for also."</p> + +<p class="normal">Laila frowned. The reminder brought back the other side of the story, +to which she had listened so often from her guardian's lips, while her +pretended indifference masked a real pride. Of her grandfather's +gallantry, his good looks, his love of adventure. And of someone else, +also, who had always had a secret attraction for the girl. That most +beautiful woman in Rome, the companion of princes, the divine singer, +the best, the dearest--</p> + +<p class="normal">Laila's laughter failed her; she rose, and going over to the window +looked out absently, startling the pigeon into flight. The sun turned +its breast purple, and green, and gold, as it fluttered down to renew +its pirouetting on a cupola below, just above the river. And below that +again was the roof of the balcony where she had sat with Vincent. The +girl's eyes grew soft. She understood now. That best, that dearest, +that most beautiful, must have loved her guardian. That was the secret +of his remembrance. How could one ever forget that one had sat in a +balcony hand in hand? So content, yet saying so little--only feeling. +But <i>he</i> had said some things. He had said she was beautiful, that +she ought always to wear that dress, and she had told him she could +not,--that she <i>must</i> send it back--that he <i>must</i> learn to like her +as +much in her ordinary clothes--that he would never see her in that dress +again. But, after all, why not--if--?</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned suddenly to the go-between. "There is no need to take them +back to-day," she said, sharply; "but thou canst tell the person who +sent them--he who claims cousinship--that I will not keep them, that I +know nothing of them; that he must send and <i>take</i> them away."</p> + +<p class="normal">Akbar, with an inward determination to do nothing so palpably foolish, +salaamed down to the ground. The Presence, he said, in doing this +showed her dignity; it was undoubtedly the right course to pursue. But, +in the mean time, would the Begum-<i>sahiba</i>--she must excuse a tongue +which could not always bear with the paltry present, which remembered +the facts of the past, the possibilities of the future--not temper her +noble severity with the usual courtly favour? Her cousin's grandmother, +a most virtuous princess, sister to the late Nawab, was still alive. +Her memory of Bun-avatâr-<i>sahib</i> was still so green that doubtless she +would be able to tell the Begum-<i>sahiba</i> many things of which a mere +mean slave could not be cognizant. And this most virtuous, most +interesting one, had long been anxious to return a visit which +the Begum-<i>sahiba</i> had graciously paid her, in company with a +<i>missen</i>-miss--</p> + +<p class="normal">"What! That funny old fat woman!" interrupted Laila, with a laugh. +"That dirty old thing? I remember, she <i>did</i> claim to be a relation of +the Nawab's. And when I asked her why she wore such dirty clothes she +was angry, and said she had beautiful ones all tied up in bundles! I +don't believe she had, though--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The dress the Begum-<i>sahiba</i> wore last night is one of them," +interrupted Akbar, quietly; "it belonged to Anâri Begum, <i>Huzoor</i>, and +there are plenty more like it. And all are really the <i>Huzoor's</i>; no +one else's." Laila looked down on the trays with a new interest. "Did +it really belong to--to <i>her?</i>" she asked; "and the jewels also?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The jewels also. There are plenty of them. And if Anâri Begum was +really the Begum-<i>sahiba's</i> grandmother, then the jewels are hers by +right."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She can come if she wishes," interrupted Laila, impatiently. "I see +thy craft, Akbar, but I care not for that. Yet it will be fun to +receive her as--as a Begum. And no harm either, since the <i>missen</i> +ladies receive her, I know, and her like--when they will come! It will +be at night, of course, to ensure her privacy, so Pidar Narâyan need +know nothing. Only"--she paused, a change swept over her face, leaving +it dimpled, cunning, full of mischief and cajolery. "I do naught for +naught! If I please thee, thou must please me! If thou art their +messenger, thou must be mine also; or I tell Pidar Narâyan!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Akbar-<i>khân's</i> wicked old eyes positively leered approval; he waggled +his head and chuckled. Wherefore not? Was there a better, more careful +messenger in the world than he, or one more capable of deft arrangings?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I want none," she put in with a quick distaste, a shrinking from his +manner. "'Tis but to take a note to Dering-<i>sahib</i>; he must know +somewhat before he comes with the other <i>sahib logue</i> this afternoon. +There is no arrangement needed, no fuss."</p> + +<p class="normal">How could there be, she asked herself, as, after the old sinner had +gone off, charmed at this renewal of a once familiar occupation, she +sat on the window-sill looking down on the roof of the balcony where +she had been so content. For what could be simpler than to make it +quite clear that you were real, that you did not pretend, that you were +not even afraid? That, briefly, you were not like Mrs. Smith, who took +so much--one could not help seeing that!--and gave so little--one could +not help seeing that, also! For what was a "Thanks! many, Captain +Dering," in return for all the trouble he lavished on her?</p> + +<p class="normal">So it came to pass that when Vincent Dering went to the palace that +afternoon, some words were haunting heart and brain, as Juliet's words +must have haunted Romeo's. No more; no less. But they slid into and +filled up the blanks between some words of his own which he had spoken +carelessly, not five minutes before he had first seen Laila, and which +came back to his memory unbidden. "It isn't altogether despicable to +let yourself loose in Paradise without an <i>arrière pensée</i> of flaming +swords, especially if you can give pleasure to someone else thereby! +One could play Romeo and Juliet in this garden nicely."</p> + +<p class="normal">Well, he had played it for an hour or two, swept off his feet by +chance. Whether he would continue to play it was unsettled till her +note came. That ended his vague reluctance, and he went over to the +palace, eager as any lover could be for the interview she suggested in +"<i>the old place when it grows dusk, and the people will mostly have +gone</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">For those of the camp who were bound to follow the Viceroy's whim of +riding by the old road--the pilgrims' road--while the big camp went +round by the longer, easier route, had promised to look in on the +palace on their way past it, for a cup of tea, a good-by. Since +already, the functions over, the dream-city had begun to melt away; the +Hosts of the Lord-<i>sahib</i> were passing on.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Glory be!" said the Commissioner with heart-felt gratitude, "we've +done our worst and leave you to take the consequences. That's sound +policy. Anyhow, we are ahead of everybody on the road to heaven, and +the pilgrims will have to swallow the dust of our feet! I wonder how +they'll like it." He was in wild spirits, like a schoolboy escaped from +school; yet as he paused to shake hands with Dr. Dillon, he said aside, +"Any more cases?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Two," said the doctor, laconically, "both dead. It is a bad type."</p> + +<p class="normal">His hearer's face was unmovable as he turned to Mrs. Smith, who stood +close by. "Good-by, my dear lady," he said cheerfully, "remember me +house is yours if you, or the child, want it. Doctor, couldn't you +conscientiously recommend change of air to the hills? Couldn't ye swear +the close proximity to an open canal and a gaol is unwholesome? If ye +could, you'd oblige a grass-widower, whose wife is at Baden-Baden--or +is it Marienbad?--living prodigally, while he has to fill himself with +husks which no self-respecting swine would eat. Faith, me dear madam, +I'd bless you if you'd come and kill the cook. It's a woman's work; not +a man's."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon, with a quick look, backed him up instantly. "Certainly. I +told Mrs. Smith a long time ago that she and Gladys had had enough of +Eshwara. Indeed, as her doctor, she would be doing me a personal favour +if--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Muriel Smith swept round on him sharply. She was looking her very best, +in her very best gown; white, mystic, wonderful, with a faint gleam of +silver embroidery about waist and hem. And she had been obtrusively, +unnecessarily friendly with Vincent Dering all the afternoon; even now +she was standing with him attached to her apron-strings.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't think nervous headaches are dangerous," she said, eying Dr. +Dillon coolly. "But thanks all the same. I should love to kill +somebody; even a cook. Perhaps I may, by and by, when <i>all</i> the nice +people leave. I'm so sorry <i>you're</i> going, but we are still to be quite +gay, aren't we, Captain Dering? And that reminds me we have to settle +when that riding party is to come off. Good-by--good-by!" She waved her +hand to the departing Commissioner, and carried Vincent Dering off, +with a defiant look at the doctor.</p> + +<p class="normal">He, knowing her, smiled indulgently; but Father Ninian, who had come +down to see his guest off, looked after her with a wistful pain in his +kind old face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is a mistake," he said briefly; then the wistfulness grew into a +puzzled look, and he added, half to himself, "It need not be, surely; +there is something wrong. I can't understand--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon, catching the end of the remark, gave a cynical laugh and +turned on his heel. "No one does," he said as he went off. He would not +discuss her even with dear old Pidar Narâyan. For the rest, though he +was keen to get back to his jail, he would wait till she tired of her +game, and then drive her home himself to her idiot of a husband, who +was too busy over his blessed search-light to see things that were +going on under his very eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Dering, however, was already impatient. It was growing dusk; +the shadows were claiming the garden bit by bit, and as the glint left +the varnished leaves of the orange trees, the white flowers stood out +like little stars against the gloom and sent a bewildering perfume into +the darkening air. He could see no hint of Laila anywhere; Laila in +that detestable white muslin garment which made him long vainly to get +rid of the surroundings which suited her so ill, drive all that +civilized crew from the garden, and claim it as his own--and hers! She +must have gone to the balcony already. She must be waiting for him. And +yet a soft-heartedness for this other woman with whom he had been +friends, whom for a few days he had imagined he loved (it had come to +<i>this</i> now) forbade him from leaving her cavalierly. So it was long +past dusk, and the short Indian twilight was hovering on the edge of +night, ere he made his escape; and, full of anxiety lest Laila should +have lost patience or hope, hurried down to the wide archway, and so, +by the turn riverwards, to the right, into the balcony. Most girls, he +told himself, would by this time have taken offence; but she was there.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he entered, her figure showed dimly against the light beyond.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm afraid I am awfully late," he began, then paused; for, as she +turned, there was a faint clash of silver, a faint gleam of it too. His +heart gave a great throb of glad recognition. It was Laila! Laila +indeed! the Laila of that dream last night. And she had risked <i>this</i> +to please him!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you?" she said. "I thought <i>I</i> was late; for <i>this</i> took time; +but +I wanted to be the same--always the same to you, always--always!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She stretched her hands to him, but he set them aside, took her in his +arms, and kissed her passionately.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! Laila! always Laila--my Laila!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave him back his kisses joyfully. "I knew you would come," she +said. "Love comes to love, you know."</p> + +<p class="normal">He called her Juliet then, and many another lover's name. She took them +all, and gave them back again without reserve, until, as they stood +there, someone passing outward from the arched passage to the garden, +paused to listen at the half-heard sound of voices. For Father +Ninian--who had come down to his own rooms for a pair of foils +wherewith to give Lance Carlyon a lesson in the "<i>Addio del Marito</i>," +until Captain Dering should choose to come out of the recesses of the +garden and allow of their going back to the Fort together--knew of none +likely to use, or even to be aware of, the balcony. So he turned +thither curiously, then stood arrested, so that the clash of the foils +on the stone, as he purposely lowered their points, came as a warning +to those two that they were observed. Laila, with a catlike +noiselessness, withdrew in a second. She, a yard or two away, in +deepest shadow, stood leaning in a careless, easy attitude over the +balustrade. Her only possibility of escape lay, she felt instinctively, +in showing no desire to do so. Vincent, for his part, turned to face +the old priest, prepared to brazen it out; for his blood was running +like wild-fire in his veins. Yet scarcely so fast as the heart's blood +had once leapt, and was even now leaping, in the old man who came +forward, facing him also. Came forward slowly, shortsightedly, a foil +in each hand. If he had held out one, bade him take the button off and +fight for his life, Vincent Dering would scarcely have been surprised, +would almost have been pleased. It would have raised him in his own +self-esteem. For he knew perfectly well he had no right to be there; +that, as yet, he was not sure of his own footing.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Pidar Narâyan did not. He paused, as he generally did, a few paces +away, a slender, straight shadow in black, girt about with that pale +sash, on which, and on his pale face, such light as there was fell +softly. For there was no anger in the latter; only an almost passionate +regret and pity. Even so, his words startled the young man, who stood +prepared for defiance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! Captain Dering!" he said courteously, "it is you, is it? You have +found a pleasant place, indeed! But scarcely a very safe one for your +companion--" he turned to that faint gleam of white and silver in the +arched shadow.--"The air grows chill, madam, so close to the river," he +continued, his voice taking a tone almost of command, "and you are +lightly clad. Will you not be wise, and leave us?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent's surprise had passed by this time into a rush of vexation, +almost indignation, for he had grasped the old man's mistake. For an +instant he felt bound to undeceive him, then the impossibility of doing +so held him silent, feeling a coward indeed; so, desperately, he could +only join his voice to Father Ninian's. It seemed the only way out of +the <i>impasse</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you had better go--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Laila did not need more. Already, under cover of the shadow, she had +dexterously slipped off her silver jingles, lest they should betray +what really seemed to her her worst, nay! her only offence;--the taking +and wearing of Roshan Khân's present. And now, wrapping her veil about +her like a cloak, gathering her trailing skirts to orthodox length with +an appalling presence of mind, she was off with just the little uneasy +laugh which might well befit the situation.</p> + +<p class="normal">She left her companion bewildered, yet still facing the old man +recklessly. Since he could not explain, he did not mean to be hectored. +Yet, once again, the old voice took him unawares.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Memory plays strange tricks with us at times," it said slowly, but +with a suggestion of the fateful, hopeless rhythm of a Greek chorus in +it. "She has taken me back, this evening, nearly sixty long years. The +river before us is the yellow flood of the Tiber, the woman who has +just left us is the woman I loved--sixty long years ago--I had kissed +her, as you have kissed her. I had told her I loved her, as you have +just told her--and then, like an echo from the river below where a boat +was moored, came to our ears, the same words, 'I love you.'--They +were spoken, Captain Dering, by a boy, barely in his teens, to a +waiting-maid. The boy was her son. She had been married, as they marry +them in Italy, almost before her girlhood, and I, the boy's tutor, was +nearer her age than his father--a better man, too, Captain Dering! But +those words--'I love you'--parted us once, and for all. They mirrored +the truth for us--the truth of the love which hides in balconies--in +pleasure boats--" he took a step forward, and his whole presence +changed. He raised his hand, priest to its finger tips. "Let it mirror +the truth to you also, my son--leave this poor lady to her duty, as +I--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent Dering broke in on him haughtily, his pride in arms, impatience +at the falseness of his position making him discourteous.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You don't understand; you are absolutely mistaken--I refuse to +explain, but I really must ask you not to interfere."</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man's whole bearing changed again. He drew himself up, and, +foils in hand, bowed, as fencers do at the salute.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Were I the lady's husband, sir, I would <i>make</i> you answer. As a priest +of God, I must warn you that I will speak, if--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent Dering interrupted him again. "I can't prevent that--but you +will wrong us--her at any rate--the best, the kindest woman--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused, for Father Ninian had come close, laid a hand on his, and +the touch seemed to bring silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is sixty long years, Captain Dering," he said, and his eyes seemed +to pierce through the darkness, "since I have laid my hand on my +fellow-men save in the hope of healing. It was a fancy of mine +after--after we kissed, and parted. But I touch you as a second self, a +fellow-sinner; for she too was the best--the kindest--" His old voice +failed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Despite his anger at the whole miserable mistake, Vincent was touched; +but despite his emotion, his annoyance strengthened.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Possibly," he broke in, "but I must really refuse to discuss the +matter further. Shall we end this, sir,--unless--" he gave a reckless +laugh and pointed to the foils--"you would like to fight it out?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Once more Father Ninian bowed, as fencers bow in the salute, the +priest, the wise counsellor, lost in an older entity than these; in the +high-born Scotch student, who, for a while, had forgotten his vocation +to ruffle with the best blood in Italy. "I have not the privilege of +being the lady's protector," he answered hotly. "If I were,"--He +paused, then said courteously, "Shall we come upstairs? I came down for +these foils in order to teach Mr. Carlyon the thrust we spoke of once. +'<i>L'Addio del Marito</i>,' they called it in my youth--I doubt if the name +has changed now. He will be wondering what has become of me, and--and +it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">As Vincent followed him, he felt a thrill at the savageness of the old +man's tone, and told himself that here was the Church Militant indeed.</p> + +<p class="normal">He might have said so with still more reason ten minutes after, when +Father Ninian was left alone. For the hour proved too late for lessons, +and Lance Carlyon--who had been out of sorts ever since his walk at +dawn with Erda Shepherd--was obliged to give in to dinner, grumbling +the while, that Vincent was the worst chum he ever came across. Never +to be found when he was wanted, then turning up when dear old Pidar +Narâyan looked as if he could have licked creation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Possibly Lance might have repeated this assertion, also, with greater +fervour, could he have been witness to Father Ninian's actions, when, +his last guest gone, he went to put the foils back in the armoury next +the chapel.</p> + +<p class="normal">For he would have seen him, with head bowed over the crossed foils he +held, repeating a "<i>mea culpa</i>" as he passed the altar; but ere the +second foil matched its fellow on the armoury wall, he would have seen +as pretty a bit of sword-play as could well be seen. Many a dexterous +turn of wrist, many a quick imaginary parry, many a sharp <i>riposte</i>, +following each other accurately, as if memory held each attack, each +defence of an unseen foe; until finally, swift as a flash, would come a +falter back, as if from a blow, then a thrust forward.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a little silver bell--such as men put to a falcon's hood--no +bigger than a sixpence, shaped like a man's heart, upon the tassel of a +resting lance beneath the solitary foil. And the tassel swayed gently +in the cool river breeze.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet at each thrust the heart-shaped bell chimed a feeble protest under +the button of the foil, making the Church Militant smile cheerfully.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_13" href="#div1Ref_13">CHAPTER XIII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>AT THE GATES</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The darkness which holds the dawn was, as a rule, silent as the grave +in the sand-stretches beyond the river, where the wide cut of the +canal, the huge mud-heap of the gaol, with its scattered workshops and +houses, showed as mere spots and lines on the illimitable plain. But on +the night after the band had played "God save the Queen," while the +first drops of sacred water trickled over the chink of the sluice into +the dry bed of the canal below, its silence was broken by unfamiliar +sounds.</p> + +<p class="normal">First of all, by the now ceaseless splash of the thin, glassy curve of +water on its way to find out this new road to the sea. It had a sort of +dreamy whisper in it, as if it were telling its first impressions, its +hopes, its fears, to the river it was leaving behind.</p> + +<p class="normal">And on this background of ceaseless sound came two others +intermittently.</p> + +<p class="normal">The first--a muffled hammering from the darkness which hid the +Viceroy's camp--told of departure, letting the night know that another +white-winged tent was flitting, and that the dawn must be prepared to +find its place empty, the dream-city in ruins, the Hosts of the +Lord-<i>sahib</i> gone.</p> + +<p class="normal">The second told of arrival. It was a strange cry, soft, almost +musical:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ--Hârî--Hârâ--Hârî!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">Then every now and again in a sort of chant: "<i>Râm--Râm--Sita--Râm!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the pilgrims' cry, their call on the Creator, the Destroyer, +their appeal to the godhead in man and woman; for the forerunners of +the great host to come were already nearing Eshwara on their road to +the "Cradle of the Gods."</p> + +<p class="normal">But there was a fourth sound, inaudible--by reason of that ceaseless +noise of water through the chink of the sluice--except to those close +by it, like George Dillon, as he stood on the hand-bridge above the +closed gates looking down idly into the darkness which prevented him +from seeing the cause of the sound. He had been up all night. On his +return,--later than he had intended, owing to his determination not to +be defied by any woman,--he had found that in his absence cholera had +been hard at its work. So he had buckled to his, expecting one of those +awful nights which live, even in a doctor's memory, as a horror, as a +warning to those best fitted to stem the stream of death, that they are +but straws on its surface.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he had been mistaken. True, for an hour or so, cases had come in +quicker than they could be attended to; then, suddenly, they ceased to +come in at all. That had been eight hours ago. Too short a respite for +certainty, but Dr. Dillon, being no novice in such work, had his hopes; +the more so because the disease, from the very outset, had become +steadily less and less virulent. Even so, seven dead bodies lay +awaiting the first glint of dawn; therefore, as ill-luck would have it, +there would be seven columns of smoke on the river's edge for all to +see!</p> + +<p class="normal">It was inevitable, however, nor could he do more to prevent others +coming. So he had been on his way back to his own house for a few +hours' rest when the dreamy splash of the water made him pause to lean +over the hand-rail and listen to it, as he finished his cigar in the +open.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then it was that he heard a faint tap, tapping, as of a ghostly hand on +a door. What was it? It was quite distinct, though almost as low as the +"<i>lip, lipping</i>" of the water, made restless by that glassy curve +against the gates.</p> + +<p class="normal">A curiosity to know seized on him. There was already a glimmer of dawn +in the east; he might as well wait and see.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not long before a streak of something faintly white made him +call himself a fool. The cause was a log of wood. He might have thought +of that. Even that faint setting of a stream towards a new way must +have drifted it here. The thought made him frown, for this fulfilment +of the river-people's prophecy was annoying; the more so from its +absolute unlikelihood. Years might pass without such a chance coming +again; yet it had come the very first day! It was too bad. The stars in +their courses were fighting against him. In a pet he threw the remains +of his cigar from him, and was striding off, when a faint glimmer, as +of a candle, made him turn sharply and look down whence it came.</p> + +<p class="normal">The lighted end of his cigar had fallen on something dry, inflammable, +which had blazed up. But it was only for a second; the next found +darkness, save for that still, faint, glimmer of white. But the brief +gleam had told him it was not a log which had drifted astray--</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a corpse.</p> + +<p class="normal">That <i>tap, tapping</i> he had heard had been from the dead feet seeking +vainly to pass through the chink of the sluice, swerving with the side +current, coming back, again and again. He stood, grasping the rail, +staring down at the dim outline almost incredulously, and feeling, +despite himself, a trifle shivery.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the remembrance that this was a thing which must be seen by none, +which somehow, and as quickly as possible, must be set on its right +road again, made him hurry back to where he knew some coils of rope, +which had been used for bunting at the ceremony, were lying. Seizing +one--still gaily decorated--he tied a brick to one end, and hurried +back to the bridge. By dropping this weighted rope over the dim white +streak he was able to edge it gradually to one side, until it lay +moored against the wall of the basin. Kneeling down for a closer look, +he could see, in the fast-growing light, that it was the corpse of a +woman. He could even guess the death she died, and if proof was needed, +it could be found in the hands folded at full stretch down the body; +the thumbs, pointing upward, linked by an iron ring. To this iron ring +had been looped a little tuft of the tri-coloured hank of cotton which +plays so large a part in marriage ceremonial. Dr. Dillon stood up and +swore under his breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">The fates were, indeed, inexorable in their spite. Of all things +unlucky for the changing stream to claim, a corpse seeking union with +Mother Ganges was the worst; and of all corpses, this--the cursed one, +which had held two lives and could send one back to haunt men--was the +worst.</p> + +<p class="normal">He must get rid of it somehow, if he could.</p> + +<p class="normal">Fastening the rope, so strangely out of keeping, all hung as it was +with gay colours, to the iron ring which showed about the ankles, he +proceeded to tow the body back along the basin, past the first gates, +and so to the river itself. Thus far was simple. But how was he to get +it afloat on a current strong enough to sweep it beyond danger of its +returning to tap at the gates once more?</p> + +<p class="normal">The dawn was hastening with great leaps of light that shot in broad +bars from the darkest spot in all the dark horizon; the spot which +would soon be the brightest, ablaze with the sun himself. Already the +broad shield of the river was changing its heraldry--the sable was +turning to steel, sign that the world would side with the light.</p> + +<p class="normal">What was to be done?</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked over the wide waste of sand and water, with a perplexity +which vanished suddenly in a smile, as he caught sight of a round +shadow like a man's head dipping and dancing on the surface. He walked +on to the last dry spot of land and shouted--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ai! fisherman! Ai! Gu-gu! Am-ma! anybody! Come and earn a gold +<i>mohur!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was Am-ma. Luckily, perhaps, since the idea of even towing a dead +body such as this might have been too much for semi-civilized Gu-gu. +Am-ma, however, had not ever borrowed his neighbours' superstitions. In +fact, ever since he, the Miss-<i>sahiba</i> and the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i> had bested +the devil between them, he had felt himself to be invulnerable. So, he +assured Dr. Dillon affably, were the <i>Huzoors</i>; therefore he obeyed +them. Consequently, less than five minutes after the call, with a vague +wonder as to what sixteen rupees would feel like, all at once, in a +man's palm, he was heading hard to the nearest stream capable of +carrying the thing he had in tow back to the path of purification. This +happened to be towards Eshwara, and beyond a sandy point set with +tamarisks which jutted out above the canal head. There was, of course, +a certain stream against him, and to save himself exertion and finish +the job--as he had agreed to do--before dawn, he swam for the most part +under water, only coming up, after his habit, for air.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now it so happened, also, that Gu-gu had thought fit to set nets for +wild-fowl, and was even now dozing, while he waited for the result, in +the same tamarisk jungle. But the sound of something swishing through +the water against the stream roused him in a second, and even without +the glimpse, which the coming dawn gave him, of a long streak parting +the river with a curved ripple like the prow of a boat, his experience +told him what it was sure to be. Briefly, someone of the river +people,--Am-ma for choice, since who but Am-ma had the luck of such +things--had happened on the chance of stealing a log from the piles +about the canal workshops. He was now, after time-honoured precedent, +towing it to the stream where, having set it adrift, he would recapture +it, and, of course, claim his reward for so doing!</p> + +<p class="normal">But two could play that game. When secrecy made it necessary for a +thief to swim for the most part under water, it was easy to swim under +water too, across the track of the robber, cut his prize adrift, and +put your weight on the rope instead.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then you could either choose revenge, and let an enemy tow you +home--which was a side-splitting trick,--or you might wait till your +adversary came up breathless, and dash after the prize yourself. Even +if you could not secure the whole, half profits were generally +possible.</p> + +<p class="normal">Therefore, slipping noiselessly into the stream like an alligator, he +was off across the track in a second; swimming, of course, under water. +He came, up once for air, and smiled to see how far he had come; so, +fearing lest the holder of the unseen tow-rope might chance to come up +at the same time, his black head went under once more.</p> + +<p class="normal">When it came up again, it was within a few yards of the long white +streak. He gave one look at it, let loose a yell of abject terror, and +almost turning a somersault in his haste to escape, his head went down +again, his feet went skywards, and though his lungs nearly burst in the +effort, he came up no more till he felt certain he must have put a +screen of tamarisk between him and the horror. He had; but his teeth +chattered, his eyes were half out of his head when he scrambled, hands +and knees, on to the bank, and lying face down on the dry sand, moaned +and shuddered. What else could a man do who had seen a cursed corpse +breasting the stream on its way back to Eshwara? To whose house? That, +however, was quite a secondary consideration to a man who was already +as good as dead; since what man had ever survived the sight of a +<i>churail?</i></p> + +<p class="normal">The certainty of his own fate, after a while, made him absolutely, +recklessly, calm. He gathered up his nets, wrung the necks of the few +birds he had caught pitilessly, and went with them, as usual, to the +bazaars. Not only for profit, however. Other men should taste of his +fear. Other men should know that they too might have to die!</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma, meanwhile, having seen nothing when he came up wondering what +the sound was which had filtered to his ears through the water, had +gone on his way unwitting, found the stream, cut the corpse adrift +himself, and gone back to his fishing.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not until he also went into the bazaar with his basket, that he +found it ringing with the direful portent; yet for all that going its +way buying and selling, squabbling over the uttermost part of a +farthing; since portents are ever with an Indian bazaar. At first, when +called upon to verify Gu-gu's story, Am-ma, remembering his promise of +secrecy, gave it stout denial; but when the real truth of what had +occurred dawned on his slow brain, the opportunity for piling agony on +to his rival was too strong for him, and he burst into details, all of +which made Gu-gu's chance of escape still more remote. The corpse had +shot after him with a speed only equal to the fire-boats in which the +<i>Huzoors</i> came across the black water; it had sat up, and beckoned, and +called "<i>Gu-gu! Gu-gu!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But if thou hast seen all this, thou, too, must die!" remarked the +syrup-seller round whose shop the talk was loudest.</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma laughed vaingloriously. "Not I! The devils are afraid of me. See +you, I have taken the <i>Huzoors</i> for my God; I am on the strong side."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hark to him!" jeered another of his own tribe who was also selling +fish. "He cannot balance his basket on his head, he holds it so high +since the wood-<i>sahib</i> up the river hath bidden him guide their big +raft,--as if he was a whit better than the rest of us!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma smiled peacefully. "That is true, brother. I go for the raft this +very day. But I leave a son in my house, if the luck goes against me. +That is the <i>Huzoors'</i> doing. They have the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>. They are +the +Light-bringers, the Birth-bringers!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A tall man, in curiously crumpled clothing, who had just joined the +group, gave a hollow laugh. "Birth-bringers!" he echoed. "Ay! and +Death-bringers, too. They took seven in the gaol last night. I have it +from a sure hand." That might well be, seeing that he was none other +than the <i>gosain</i> Gopi, who, scarcely an hour agone, had been given his +ticket-of-leave and the clothes in which he had been convicted two +years before. They had since then been rolled up, and ticketed with his +name and number; hence the creases.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The doctor cuts a hole in their heads," he went on calmly, "takes out +their brains, and puts the bit back. Then 'tis cholera. That is why +they burn them in their clothing and their <i>caps</i>, so that none may +see. But they <i>say</i>, 'tis for the safety of the living; as if that did +not lie with the Gods!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hark to him!" said approving voices. "Yea! hark to him, the pious +one!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The long bazaar lay flooded with sunshine and life. The quails were +calling from their hooded cages, the sacred monkeys were chattering +about the sweetmeat-sellers' shops, men and women were going about +eager on their own affairs, and a group of schoolboys on their way to a +mission school came along, their books under their arms,--a quaint +collection, for the most part. A copy of the Gospels, Sa'adi's +Gulistan, and the Hitopadesa, certainly; a treatise, in English, on the +latest theories of mind and matter, equally so; selections from general +literature, probably; with Burke's speeches and Addison's <i>Spectator</i>, +possibly.</p> + +<p class="normal">One or two of these boys paused in their school talk to listen, as a +voice said fearfully:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Twill be for '<i>momai</i>' they want them. Folks say they are running +short of power."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gopi shook his head. "That may be; but these are to grease the slots of +the canal sluice; without it, water will not run. One brain--his, that +they killed with the light--opened it but one inch; as all can see if +they choose. And these seven will not go far. What matter? There be +plenty more where they came from."</p> + +<p class="normal">The gossipers looked at each other. "Yea! that is so. It opens but an +inch, and there are many prisoners," they said, with that curious +faculty for giving heart-whole assent to the truthful foundations of a +lie which makes the latter go so far in India.</p> + +<p class="normal">The boys went on. There was nothing about the dynamic and hydraulic +power of a man's brain in their treatises; but, after all, the +statement was scarcely so strange to ignorance as many another held in +the books under their arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The times are bad," remarked someone, chiefly to give a fresh fillip +to the flagging horrors. "They say the 'Pool of Immortality,' will be +dry to-morrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">A trail of saffron-robed pilgrims who were passing, under the charge of +a priest, looked at their guide doubtfully. If this was to be so, what +was the use of having given him a rupee each to be admitted thereto at +the most auspicious moment?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lo! 'tis easy to father that falsehood!" cried the priest in charge, +venomously eyeing a similar figure to his own, which was also followed +patiently, trustfully, by a band of men and women and children, all in +their saffron robes. "When folks have had their own miracle stopped, +they would fain stop other folks' also. Have no fear, my children! The +sacred water will rise as ever, and send your souls blameless to the +'Cradle of the Gods.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">It would have been easy enough for his rival to throw doubts on the +genuineness of the pool miracle, had it been sound policy to do so; but +before those patient, trustful faces, desirous only to save their souls +alive at any cost, it was unwise to sap at the foundations of faith. So +the reply contented itself with assertions that there was no fear +either, for them. Tampion or no tampion, <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth had +promised to be inside the gun as ever. And that would be a newer, a +better, miracle, than any other in Eshwara!</p> + +<p class="normal">Here a fresh voice put in its word; for the syrup-seller's shop, being +at one corner of the central square or <i>chowk</i> of four bazaars, no one +who had any errand of any sort in Eshwara could fail to pass it sooner +or later. Therefore, Dya Ram and some other pleaders, on their way thus +early in the morning to the tahsil court, were bound to overhear the +priest's boast.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But most undesirable, nevertheless," expostulated Dya Ram, quickly. +"We have duly appealed against the order to the higher court, and our +legal course is to await the result."</p> + +<p class="normal">The priest looked at him, sullenly scornful; for such as he are no +favourites with the hereditary Levites of India.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The <i>jogi</i> hath appealed to the Gods," he retorted, "and they will +give judgment without the help of such as thou, pleader-<i>jee!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hark to the pious one!" murmured the crowd again, admiringly +responsive, as ever, to a hint of religious sentiment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it will confuse issues--it is irregular--and I who drew up the +petition object <i>in toto</i>," began Dya Ram in angry protest, when a +friend interrupted him consolingly in English.</p> + +<p class="normal">"True. As it has been said, it is impossible to serve God and Mammon; +yet seeing that miracles are, as Herbert Spencer proves, <i>ipsi +facto</i>--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The ludicrous inadequacy of logic to the mental caliber of those around +him, struck one of the little party of progress keenly, and he broke +in, as he passed on, "What is the use of combatting such ignorance? +It is for us--who represent the intellect of India--to pioneer the +way--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The rest was lost as the little party went on discussing their own +position.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mayhap 'twas to Ramanund's house the <i>churail</i> was coming; there was +such a corpse went from it a week or two since; and they return from +far," said an old man, looking after the last speaker.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gopi, the <i>gosain</i>, laughed. "This one, I'll wager, was sent back +because of the canal. Mark my words, Mai Gunga will return them all +now. 'Tis the <i>Huzoors'</i> doing."</p> + +<p class="normal">A curious shiver ran through the crowd of men. To have your women +against you, to feel in your heart that they cannot help being +revengeful, that their blood is on your head, is ever the greatest of +dreads. And so many lives held the possibility of this revenge.</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma, philosophically seated on the outskirts of the group, trying to +sell his fish, laughed vaingloriously again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only for fools! The miss-<i>sahiba</i> and the lights, and I, can defy +devils."</p> + +<p class="normal">Here he stood up, and, with frightful grimaces of joy and uncouth +salaams, greeted the appearance of Erda Shepherd, who, in the +mission-lady's uniform of blouse and skirt, white pith hat, green veil, +and bag of books, came out of a neighbouring alley.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not a becoming dress, Lance Carlyon told himself, as, on his way +back from escort duty to some lingering bigwig of the camp, he, at the +same moment, came cantering up the bazaar towards the Fort.</p> + +<p class="normal">She could not say the same of his. It was the first time she had seen +him in uniform, and the sight of the scarlet and gold, the buttons, the +fal-lals generally, took her breath away. There are, in fact, few women +whom they do not impress.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, curiously enough, her impulse was to pass on without speaking; +his, to do what he did, namely, pull up, dismount, and shake hands. And +still more curiously, the reason for both these impulses was the same; +the presence beside Erda of a tall, rather weedy-looking man, with a +long, black coat and a long, red beard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me introduce my cousin, the Reverend David Campbell," said Erda, +with great dignity, somewhat marred by a fine blush.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought it must be," rejoined Lance, coolly. He might have said he +was certain of it; that a fellow could scarcely feel a desire to murder +another fellow at an instant's notice, unless that fellow was your +rival.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, still more curiously again, this notion of rivalry had come to +Lance in an instant also. Before he caught sight of Erda and her +<i>fiancé</i> he would have sworn that though he had been a bit cut up at +hearing the nicest girl he had ever met was already engaged, he had +never had the remotest idea of fighting against the fact. But the first +glance at the two walking together had changed all this. Here by God's +grace was the one maid for him. And another man had--</p> + +<p class="normal">Not a bad looking chap, certainly. Better dressed, too, than most +missionaries. That was because he was fresh out from England. Any fool, +though, could be that with an English tailor. Yes, not a bad sort; but +not the sort for <i>her</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You've been out on your rounds, I suppose," he said, pointing to +Erda's books.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," answered the Reverend David, with eager assent, and the +benevolent smile which includes the smiler's own virtue in smiling; +"and I have been privileged for the first time to see somewhat of the +noble work Englishwomen are doing for their Indian sisters. It is no +easy task, Mr. Carlyon, for delicate--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I like it," put in Erda, with a faint frown at the missionary-report +style of her cousin's enthusiasm. "So there is no use wasting your pity +on me, David."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pity!" he echoed, in appropriating approval. "I did not even pity you +when they called you evil names." Being of the new school of Free +church ministers, he put all possible ill into ev-il like any +ritualistic curate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do they call you names?" asked Lance, sharply.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda gave a vexed look at her cousin. For the first time in her life +the militant joy at persecution of the true proselytizer failed her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sometimes, not often," she said, quite apologetically. "They happened +to do so to-day, and David heard it; there are so many strangers about, +you see, who don't know me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what did you do?" Lance's eyes were on the Reverend David this +time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do?" repeated the latter, in faint surprise. "Nothing, of course. We +missionaries hear such things joyfully--for--for the Work's sake." +There was dignity in his tone and manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By Jove!" said Lance, softly, under his breath, "if I'd been there, +there would have been a row. Besides," he added, quite argumentatively, +"if I believed in my work as you do I'd be hanged if I let anybody +'<i>krab</i>'<a name="div4Ref_09" href="#div4_09"><sup>[9]</sup></a> it--or +me--for it's the same thing. Not at least, without +trying to make 'em answer for it all I know."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Reverend David Campbell shook his head. "That is not our view. +Erda, the meeting is at nine, and it is already the half-hour. +To-morrow, you see, Mr. Carlyon, is our field-day, and we have to +arrange our forces."</p> + +<p class="normal">Once more the flavour of the missionary report made Erda shrink, but +Lance nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A field-day for most of us. I expect to be in the saddle all day. +Good-by, Miss Shepherd."</p> + +<p class="normal">But something in the girl rose up in revolt at parting with him thus. +When he had been out of sight, she had faced the probability of never +seeing him any more with equanimity. Now she felt that she must tell +him she was leaving Eshwara the very next day, or the day after; that +she must make this a <i>real</i> good-by.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have to see another old woman in an alley close by first, David," +she said. "You had better go on and let me follow."</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet when he had gone, after another joyously militant pæan over the +work, she stood silent. It seemed somehow too sunshiny for words. Then +she looked up at Lance, and her heart sank. For something in his face +told her, in an instant, that she had been too long in letting him +know of her engagement to her cousin. The fact, by rousing her +indignation,--since it was impossible to go about proclaiming that you +were not available for idle people to fall in love with,--helped her to +be hard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You need not have been so fierce just now," she said, with an unreal +little laugh. "People won't have many more chances of calling me names +in Eshwara. I told you, didn't I, that I was going; but it will be +sooner than I expected--to-morrow, or next day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I shan't see you again?" He grasped the meaning to him in an +instant, and the wondering pain in his voice awoke an echo in her +heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose so; for Mr. Campbell's appointment will be at the other end +of India; unless, indeed--" she could not withstand his look--"my Aunt +has asked a few friends in to tea this afternoon to say good-by. If +you, or Captain Dering, cared--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course I'll come," he interrupted quietly. "Now which way are you +going, for I am going too?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked at him helplessly. "But you can't," she began.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, I can! I'll finish the smoke you interrupted, while you +polish off the old lady. They're not going to have a chance of--of +abusing the <i>work</i> again."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had a most ingenious way of appealing to her sense of humour, and +though it was partly at her cousin's expense, she laughed as they set +off together--a most incongruous couple. He had little time for his +smoke, however, for he had barely left off watching the point where she +had disappeared, for any hint of felonious calling of names, when she +reappeared in company with Father Ninian, the latter looking almost +pope-like, yet also curiously native, in the white washing <i>soutane</i> +and skull-cap which he invariably wore in his visitations. His face was +rather stern, and he had his spectacles on.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! Mr. Carlyon," he said, surprised in his turn, "I am glad. Will you +take Miss Shepherd home? I want to go over to Dr. Dillon at once: and I +have advised her not to visit in this quarter to-day. There are many +lodging houses for the pilgrims, and--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did they call names?" asked Lance, belligerent at once.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man looked at him sharply, almost angrily. "No one ever called +me names, sir; still less a lady who was with me. But excuse me--I am +pressed for time."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now, that's a man!" said Lance, enthusiastically, as he looked after +the hurrying white figure. The comparison was too obvious.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father Ninian is not a missionary," she said coldly. "It is easy for +him--" she paused, turned to her companion, and held out her hand. +"Good-by, and thanks; but I really can go home by myself, Mr. Carlyon."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-by," he echoed; then, holding her hand still, a sudden resolve +seemed to come to him. "But--I should like to tell you something first, +please."--</p> + +<p class="normal">She felt her heart beating everywhere but in its proper place.</p> + +<p class="normal">--"Not that it matters, but I'd like you to know it. I had some news by +the mail this morning--bad news."</p> + +<p class="normal">She felt her blood everywhere but in its normal course, now, in sheer +shame at her own imaginations. "I'm sorry," she murmured.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So am I," he went on thoughtfully; "though it isn't bad in a way for +me. Do you remember my telling you about my cousin? a weedy chap, +six-four. Well, they sent him round the world for his health, and he +died two months ago, it seems, in Australia. And the shock was too much +for my uncle; he was an old man, and this was his only son. So--so I am +Sir Lancelot now. It doesn't make any odds, of course, but I thought I +should like you to know, first."</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked up at him as he stood beside her, so tall, so strong, so +young, so kind; and though she only said, "Thanks, Sir Lancelot, it +won't make any difference to--to our friendship, I'm sure," she knew in +her heart of hearts that it did. Though how, she had not yet had time +to discover.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_14" href="#div1Ref_14">CHAPTER XIV</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>MIRACLE MONGERS</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Roshan Khân flung his cigarette away, and walked up and down his +quarters in the Fort like an Englishman; he felt rather like one, also, +in his vague distaste for something which refused to fit in with his +previous experiences.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So she will see my grandmother," he said, at last. "That is a step, +certainly, but--" he turned quickly to Akbar Khân, "it seems +impossible!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The quondam chief-eunuch giggled like a girl. "Nothing is impossible +with women, oh, Protector of the Poor!" he said; then, with a jaunty +air of self-satisfaction, went on, "and this dust-like one has +experience. She will see the female relation to-night after approved +custom, and, since this is after the habits of the <i>sahib-logue</i>, she +would perhaps see the--the Nawab-<i>sahib</i> tomorrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan wheeled again in his walk at both the title and the suggestion, +half indignantly, yet with a reluctant eagerness. "See--see me! Did she +say aught of it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A woman's wishes for a lover go not near her tongue, <i>Huzoor</i>; they +keep to her heart," replied Akbar, still with his jaunty craft; "but if +this visit of the female relation be auspicious, as God send it, then +there would be no hindrance to the asking; and even if she said nay--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Something in his hearer's face warned the old sinner he had to do with +some novel code of conduct, and he paused, while Roshan continued his +pacing.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was disturbed beyond bounds. The foolish dream of a foolish old +woman had come to be so far a reality, that the jealousy which had +blazed up instinctively at the sight of Laila in that dress--so like a +woman of his race--alone with a strange man, had come to be deliberate. +More than once he had felt inclined to tell Pidar Narâyan what he had +seen, even to write an anonymous letter of warning. He would have done +so had he seen any subsequent hint of intimacy between these two. But +he saw none; on the contrary, they seemed to avoid each other in +public; and though this might be a blind, on the other hand Roshan had +seen too much of some English women's ways not to know how trivial an +offence against the proprieties it was to sit out dances in a balcony! +Undoubtedly, however, this girl, who had taken his presents on the sly, +who would receive his ambassadress on the sly, was not one whom it was +necessary to treat with great ceremony. She was what the English +language called a flirt; his own a stronger term. Not that it mattered, +since no wife of his would have a chance of amusing herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, after a while, he paused to say--with a scowl for the toothless +grinning survival of a past society--"I would I knew if it were wise to +trust thee? Why shouldst thou take the trouble thou dost? What is the +affair to thee?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Akbar's face was a study in sheer dignity. "'Tis but my duty, Cherisher +of the Poor!" he said, almost pathetically. "For what other service +were such as I am created?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The hateful tragedy of this confession of degradation passed Roshan by; +he saw nothing in it but an appeal to facts which gave him confidence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yea!" he said, "I was forgetting. Such arrangings are meat and drink +to thy sort. So take thy price. It shall be trebled if she bids me see +her to-morrow, but--" here he laughed, half at himself,--"thou must +needs work miracles for such favour to come so soon!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Akbar, as he capered off, the rupees jingling in his pocket, to more +legitimate and less lucrative pursuits, winked and leered to himself +over his own surpassing wickedness and wisdom. Miracles! Ay; but it was +nature worked them, not he. Given youth, proximity, a touch of +surprise, a flavour of the forbidden, and the result, in his evil +experience, was sure. In the meantime his part was to keep the ball +from falling until the players took to playing the game for themselves; +then the fun was over for the true go-between. He had to take a back +seat and watch--he! he! he!--the miracle! A pretty miracle, indeed! The +idea tickled him so that he could not keep it to himself, and as he +passed through the bazaar, doing his daily marketing, he used his new +avocation of miracle-monger as a reason for good bargains. The +shop-keepers, however, shook their heads. Miracles paid the priests, +and might suit such as he, but for their part they considered that +there were too many miracles in Eshwara. What was the good of the +pilgrims coming at all if all their money went to the temples, and they +had not a pice left for a relic, or even a toy to take home to the +toddlers whose feet were not yet strong enough for pilgrimage? +Whereupon they would look discontentedly round the baskets of Brummagen +brass gods, the Belgian-made rosaries, the patent Swedish self-lighting +joss sticks, the machine-cut oblation cups, with which almost every +other shop sought to attract custom. Baskets where a pious pilgrim +could purchase a whole pantheon, and secure a modicum of divine +favour--all duly trade-marked by Christians--for a few farthings.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Tis not our fault, brother," suggested a decrepit old Brahmin, with a +wrinkled forehead all seamed with white markings, who--squatted in the +gutter--was extolling the virtue of the sacred <i>sâlig râmas</i>, made +unblushingly out of the ball stoppers of soda-water bottles, which lay +exposed for sale on a handkerchief in front of him; a Manchester-made +handkerchief, printed in the best style with the loves of Krishna. "We +get no more than in the old days; nay, less. For, see you, the +third-class ticket takes so much. And that is the <i>Huzoors'</i> fee. They +send it all over the black water to make a mountain of silver in the +streets of their big city, London. Oh, pious ones! Buy! Buy a sacred +sin-expeller!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The monotonous cry was caused by the appearance of a priest-led band of +pilgrims; for, as yet, the great throng was not, when the whole narrow +street would be a sea of heads, when even the saffron robes would be +lost to sight, and the only thing visible would be the patient, anxious +faces seeking redemption. That would come on the morrow,--the great +day.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile, reverent eyes turned to the bottle-stoppers, and one or two +hands wandered to the little hoard set aside for regeneration, which +was diminishing so rapidly under the claims of chaplets, lights, +caste-markings, sprinkling, and miracles.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There be too many, I say," reiterated a radical seller of drugs. "If +the <i>Sirkar</i> puts a tax on my medicine for the body, why not on thine +for the soul?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nay, <i>pinsari-jee!</i>" chuckled the privileged wit and gossip of the +bazaar, a cobbler who sat--by reason of his low caste--at a decent +distance even from the crowd of customers which was awaiting a patch on +the coverings of feet already worn and weary with their search after +righteousness; "'tis a miracle when folk buy of you; and that comes not +too often."</p> + +<p class="normal">Even the pilgrims laughed; for laughter at a ready gibe comes easily in +India. Yet they, too, felt inclined to agree with the drug-seller. One +can get <i>blasé</i> even in miracles.</p> + +<p class="normal">Therefore, naturally enough, when there was a choice, they chose the +newest ones. And the newest of all was <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth's promise of +defying tampions, and locks, and chains, and, as in other years, +blessing the crowd of worshippers from his self-inflicted penitentiary, +inside the "<i>Teacher of Religion</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">And what was more, he had kept his promise. That very dawn, as a kind +of walk over the course, he had performed the miracle before a select +band of pilgrims, mostly <i>jogies</i> of his own sect who were now engaged +in telling the tale to all and sundry in the city. What had occurred +was briefly this. He had received his followers squatted on the stone +steps in front of the gun, and had treated them to a dissertation on +the mysteries of Yoga. Other less eminent practitioners in the art of +miracles, he said, might have found it necessary to withhold the sight +of the sacred person from devoted eyes. He, however, meant to show them +his absolute independence of the body. He would leave it lying there, +dead, while his soul went inside the gun, and blessed the pious ones. +Accordingly his jaw had dropped; he had become rigid, callous +apparently to the prickings of pins with which his assistants strove to +make him wince, and, just as one of them withdrew a dagger, covered, of +course, with gore from his very heart, a muffled voice of blessing had +come from the very bowels of the gun.</p> + +<p class="normal">If that was not a miracle, what was?</p> + +<p class="normal">Anyhow, it caught on, so that as the day grew, the growing tide of +pilgrims passed by the side-shows run in connection with the Pool of +Immortality by its priests, and drifted off to the opposition show, +leaving the <i>impresarios</i> behind them in a state of rage and despair. +Rage, for if this sort of thing continued on the morrow they would lose +their year's harvest, since the Host of God-seekers were ever the +natural prey of priests; despair, because exposure of what experience +told them <i>must</i> be a fraud, would only result in counter exposure. +There must be honour among thieves to make the profession a lucrative +one.</p> + +<p class="normal">So they met in conclave, each with his miserable earnings in his hand, +to point the dire urgency of action, and agreed on the wisdom of +finding a cat's-paw to filch their chestnuts from the fire.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus it happened that Vincent Dering came over to Lance Carlyon's +quarters half an hour before the time they had settled to start for the +mission house, and asked him to look sharp, and send round to Roshan +Khân to come along also, as he had private information--here, with a +laugh, he threw a letter on the table--that miracles were being +illegally performed in cantonments, and he expected some fun. Lance +laughed also as he read the following:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"To the Major General commanding. This is to give notice to all +concerned that illegible miracles is now being performed by bare men in +belly of great gun, contrary to astringent orders issued by my lord +god. Therefore your petitioners pray for correct diagnosis of same, and +removal from Cantonment boundaries with exhibitions not to miracle any +more."</p> + +<p class="normal">"By Jove!" he said, "our petitioner is a medical man--hospital dresser, +I expect. Not to miracle any more!--h'm." His tone changed, his honest +blue eyes clouded, for, ever since Erda Shepherd had told him what her +future life was to be, the young fellow had been painfully aware that +Eshwara had wrought a miracle on him; that he was no longer content to +take life as he found it; that already he had begun to look forward and +think of what life would be by and by. "I expect that would be a +difficulty in Eshwara," he went on; "it's an awful place for upsetting +the proper odds. Seems to me impossible to--to make a safe book on +anything."</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent Dering shrugged his shoulders. He had been in the highest +spirits for the last few days. "A safe book! The dullest thing in +creation. That's why I like Eshwara. As I remember telling you, one +can't count upon anything in the topsy-turvy place--not even one's +self. They talk of the mystery of the East! By George! one is in grips +with it here; so come along, Lance! and remove miracles from Cantonment +boundaries at any rate!"</p> + +<p class="normal">They found the union-jack of paths obliterated by an orderly crowd; for +every hour, almost every minute, of the day had brought fresh units to +that weary-footed, eager-eyed host of pilgrims. Here and there amongst +them was to be seen the high-twined, badge-set turban of a policeman, +ready, truncheon in hand, to assert the rights of law, but not many; +since the rush of bathers had not yet come, and there was small danger +to be feared from anything save that keen desire to be cleansed, which +showed on almost every face. As the two Englishmen entered, however, +followed by Roshan Khân, on whose features that fierce intolerance of +his race for idolaters was written clearly, a murmur of tense +anticipation ran through the packed courtyard. The miracle turn was +evidently on.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was. <i>Jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth lay as if dead on the raised stone platform +in front of the gun, and two assistants were prodding him with pins.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I've seen that in London," said Vincent, forcing his way rapidly +through the yielding crowd, "so I can hardly object to it here; but if +there is hanky-panky with my gun--"</p> + +<p class="normal">At that instant, a bloody dagger, fresh apparently from the <i>jogi's</i> +heart, was held up, and a curious hush fell on the courtyard. It was +broken by a muffled voice, unmistakably from within the gun, and that +was lost in a great roar of applause.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A miracle! a miracle of the gods!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Dering, who with the others had now reached the centre, waited +for the roar to subside a little, and then his voice rose and seemed to +crush it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Risaldar-sahib</i> You have the key of the padlock. Take out the +tampion, and see who is inside."</p> + +<p class="normal">As he spoke, his eyes were on the assistants, and something in their +defiant assurance warned him that he was on the wrong tack, and made +him cover possible discomfiture with the words,--"If there is no one, +then someone here has the art of throwing his voice where he will."</p> + +<p class="normal">As if in assent, the muffled blessing came, louder, this time, from the +now un-tampioned gun, so that Roshan's face showed somewhat scared, as, +with a salute, he announced as the result of his inspection, "There is +no one, sir, I can see clear down the metal, but--but the voice is +there."</p> + +<p class="normal">A sound of such fierce approval ran through the crowd who were within +hearing, that Captain Dering saw instantly that it would not be wise to +court another failure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Close up the gun again," he said loudly. "So long as my orders are not +disobeyed, and people keep their bodies out of my gun, their voices are +welcome to it! Come along, Carlyon," he added, in English, "it's +ventriloquism, of course, and I'd dearly like to catch the beast who +does it, but we had better leave it alone for the present."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance, who, in sudden remembrance of the sound he had heard as he +drifted past the bathing-steps in his canoe on the night of the dance, +had been vainly overhauling the padlock and chain for signs of their +having been tampered with, nodded his head, and let the chain swing +back on its staple. The sudden jerk threw a new light on the matter. +For the staple came out, disclosing the fact that it had been neatly +filed through at the shank, and then replaced by means of a drilled +hole and a pin.</p> + +<p class="normal">The proof of tampering was clear, but nothing else.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have it," said Lance suddenly coming up with a red but triumphant +face from a prolonged inspection down the huge muzzle, "they've shoved +in a false end, and there's someone behind. Roshan! go back and fetch +me my long gaff, and Roshan--my cleaning rod."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And tell the guard to come out at once," added Captain Dering, heedful +of the rising note of movement amongst the crowd, sign that it was +growing restless.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stay! I've got a ripping idea!" cried Lance again, his face all abeam +with delight--delight so catching that the crowd stilled as he turned +to it. "Look here," he said confidentially, in Hindustani, "there's a +boy in this gun. It must be a boy, and rather a small one, for there +isn't room for anything big. Now isn't there a boy anywhere about the +same size who'd like to come and draw him? He will be heads this way, +and you will be able to get a good grip of his hair, and he will get a +grip of your's, and--and it will be--be jolly!" The untranslatable word +needed no translation. That something in the perfection of careless +youth which touches the hearts of all mankind, put Lance and his +audience in touch instantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">A group of tall, grave-eyed Sikhs laughed uproariously, and nudged a +lad beside them. "Go on, brotherling," they said, "thou art the best +wrestler of the school. Go! show the <i>Huzoor</i> how thou canst hold thine +own."</p> + +<p class="normal">It needed no more. "Yea! try thy luck, brotherling," said a dozen +voices, "and if thou canst not we will find a champion!"</p> + +<p class="normal">That settled it. Five minutes afterwards Lance Carlyon found himself +arranging the conditions of the draw, surrounded by half a dozen lads, +each backed by eager supporters. By this time Roshan had returned, and +with the aid of the gaff and one of the smallest of the guard, Lance's +guess had been proved to be true. A neatly fitting disc of metal, +cup-shaped to increase the resemblance to the end of the barrel had +been withdrawn, leaving a head visible.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is beautifully tousled, and you'll get a good grip," said Lance, +regretfully, as he helped the Sikh champion into the gun, "but it is +bigger than I thought for, and you'll have your work cut out for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then ensued the quaintest scene imaginable. The whole crowd, but five +minutes before ready, almost, to fight for the truth of their miracle, +were swaying breathless, excited, in sheer childish delight over the +tussle to expose it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lo! he comes--I see his toes--bravo, Gurdit! Nay, the other hath +strength left! Sho! sonling, let not go for thy life! That is well +done--Bravo! Bravo!"</p> + +<p class="normal">So backwards and forwards, like a terrier and a badger, the draw +wavered, Lance, watch in hand, calling time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Half a minute more! Go it, Gurdit!" he shouted. The encouragement had +its effect. Gurdit's toes, his ankles, his calves showed beyond the +gun; only his knees remained, giving him grip still.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wait for his knees. Wait till he loses grip!" shouted Lance--"twenty +seconds more--fifteen, ten--f--there you are! that's it, fair!!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Fair it was; the knees, pressing outwards steadily, every bronze muscle +of them showing the strength of the drag, lost grip, and with a great +yell of delight, half-a-dozen bearded Sikhs had hold of Gurdit's feet +with such a vigorous pull, that Lance had to shove his knee forward, in +a hurry, to prevent the boy from falling on his face; since both his +hands were locked desperately in the tangled hair of a disciple so big +that he came out of the gun with a cloop like a cork!</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was the most sporting draw I've seen for years," said Lance +enthusiastically, when, after much laughter and congratulation, the +crowd parted with smiles to let the Englishmen pass, "and I'm glad you +let the beggar off, Dering. It wasn't his fault, and he must have been +beastly uncomfortable. Now, if you could have quodded the <i>jogi</i>--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope to do that by and by," replied Vincent significantly, "but it +was just as well the crowd should laugh to-day. These religious +gatherings are always a bit risky--and, as you know, Dillon is having +trouble over at the gaol. 'Pon my soul, I don't know which is worst to +manage--fifteen hundred scoundrels, or a hundred and fifty thousand +saints."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A hundred and fifty!" echoed Lance, "will there be as many as that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite. So it is as well they should laugh; for even with the extra +contingent of police we should find it a bit hard to manage them if +they didn't."</p> + +<p class="normal">True; but unfortunately the laughter of the many involves the +discomfiture of the few; and in this case, these were the most +unscrupulous men in Eshwara.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_15" href="#div1Ref_15">CHAPTER XV</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>OH! DEM GOLDEN SLIPPERS!</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"If I were a man--I would fight."</p> + +<p class="normal">The words were spoken by Erda Shepherd as the two young men entered the +drawing-room of the mission house.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me fight for you!" said Captain Dering, in his most ornate style, +as, in the pause following on the interruption of their arrival, he +went forward to shake hands. "My sword is always at the service of the +ladies."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then a certain feeling, as of electricity in the air, a certain look on +the faces round him--for most of the mission workers had already +arrived--warned him that this was no jesting matter, and he continued +in better taste, "I trust there is nothing wrong?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wrong!" echoed Erda, who in a mechanical, absolutely indifferent +manner was shaking hands with Lance; "Yes! grievously wrong!"--her +voice was almost strident in its decision--"hideously wrong!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Here Dr. James Campbell, who had been laying down the law to a group of +other black coats, came up and put the telegram he was holding into +Captain Dering's hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you can explain this," he said severely, "we generally have to +thank the military authorities for such interference."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not in this case, so far as I am concerned," replied Vincent, after a +glance at the first sentence. Then he read on, everyone else in the +room silent, expectant.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was from the Commissioner, saying, that from private information +given him, he regretted that, in the interests of peace, he must, as +magistrate, forbid any street preaching or public profession of faith +during the next two days. Feeling was running high in many ways, and it +was necessary to be extremely cautious.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can assure you, sir," said Vincent, handing back the telegram, "I am +not the informant. At the same time"--here he faced about to the room +generally--"I think the Commissioner is right. Our government is +neutral--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Neutral!" interrupted the Reverend David Campbell, whose blonde face +was flushed with excitement. "If it were neutral we would not complain. +But does this prohibition extend to the priests of other religions? No! +a thousand times, no! It is only another instance of the fact, that we, +who have the strongest claim on a Christian government--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Possibly," put in Captain Dering, "but I am only a soldier. I do not +ask questions. I obey."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And we are soldiers too," said Dr. Campbell, weightily, "and our +orders are to be instant in season and out of season."</p> + +<p class="normal">A little murmur of approval ran through the company. There was a +militant look on every face, a militant ring in every voice, as they +discussed what ought to be done. The women workers, with Erda at their +head, went solid for defiance,--only Mrs. Campbell making the +reservation "if James approved." So did some of the men, notably David +Campbell, who passed from one group to another, his pale blue eyes +a-glisten with enthusiasm.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda's followed him with such approval, that Lance crossed over +pugnaciously to where she stood, with a pretty flush on her cheeks, +listening.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is a pity you haven't got Jean Ziska's drum, Miss Shepherd," he +said. "By Jove! how you would bang it! Then, right or wrong, there +would be a high old row, and that would just suit me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"There can scarcely, Sir Lancelot,"--she paused on the title with a +strain after contempt which did not somehow come off,--"be a question +as to right or wrong in this case."</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave a kindly, almost indulgent laugh. "There never can be, really, +of course. One is bound to be right, the other wrong. The mischief is +to know t'other from which! Now I expect the sixty thousand nobles, and +the grand-master who were left dead on the field, and the two thousand +poor devils who got drowned in the river besides, and all the +others--you know about 'em, of course, and you must admit he was a +bloodthirsty chap at any rate!--had got a musical instrument of some +sort, too. You can't fight without a band, Miss Shepherd, specially +drums and fifes. But Jean Ziska was blind; so he could only hear his +own music."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I hear it, too," she said superbly, with all the more defiance, +because his words touched her innate sense of justice, as they did so +often.</p> + +<p class="normal">As she spoke, the not unusual sound--considering that one side of the +mission house gave on the city--of a native <i>tom-tom</i> drifted in +through the open window, causing Lancelot's eyes to brim over with +smiles.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That isn't it, anyhow, is it, Miss Shepherd?" he said. "I saw that +drum-banger as I came past just now--the funniest old dried stick of a +Brahmin you ever set eyes on. And you know those '<i>round the mulberry +bush</i>,' fairy-ring, endless circles of men and women hand in hand we +used to cut out of newspaper when we were kids? Well, he was using gilt +paper, and trying to make a miracle out of the '<i>biz</i>'! One god, he +said, in many; the outline being the same, and the eye of faith +sufficient to fill in the details of divinity! The people were buying +them by dozens for the half of nothing. I asked 'em why, and they said +as toys for their children. So I expect it will be the endless circle +of boys and girls again--don't you? For, you know," he went on in the +confidential voice which, dimly, she recognized was for her alone, +"I've never been able to find out the least difference in kids. I talk +to the little beggars when I'm out shooting, you know, and--well! the +boys are just as much boys as I used to be--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Used to be! Yet once again, for the hundredth time at least since +they had first met, barely a month ago, his youth, his boyish, +whole-hearted, healthy zest in life made her eyes soft; made her feel, +with all the true womanhood in her that, if she ever had a son, she +prayed he might be like this. And something else she recognized--not +for the first time, either; namely, that boyish, almost thoughtless as +he was, puzzling himself not at all with the problems of life, you +could never dip below the surface without finding him, as it were, +there before you; finding him clear-eyed, ready to treat the shady side +of things as he treated the light side; that is, with an absolutely +limpid honesty.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, as she stood silent, checked in her desire to check, Father Ninian, +who had just entered with Laila, came up to greet her, and having done +so, turned to Lance with kind eyes and voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Captain Dering has just told me that we have to call you Sir Lancelot +Carlyon. I am sorry for the cause, since your uncle was a man who made +the world better by being in it;--as--as you will. It is a fine old +name, Sir Lancelot! It carries with it a fine inheritance of honour; +therefore I can wish no better wish for the world, as well as for +yourself, than that you may hand it on to your son. So, peace be with +you!" His clasped hands unfolded themselves for a space as he passed +on, leaving those two once more standing together with that sense of +being singled out for friendship which had come to them in the +beginning.</p> + +<p class="normal">And this was to be the end of it? Even to her it seemed impossible. To +him it made the impossibility certain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Miss Shepherd," he said suddenly, "I have something I must say to you +this afternoon. Come into the verandah, after you have done pouring out +the tea, and let me say it."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was so much of command in his voice that she might have resented +it, had not Father Ninian's voice risen at that moment; firmly, yet +with its usual faint hesitancy, in words which made everyone in the +room pause to listen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I, and I only, am responsible, Dr. Campbell. I gave the Commissioner +the information on which he has acted," here he raised his hand against +interruption. "I have been fifty years at Eshwara; fifty times have I +seen the pilgrims pass to the 'Cradle of the Gods' listening peacefully +to your preaching. But this year there is something new." He paused to +put on his spectacles, yet the keenness they brought to his face was +dimmed by wistfulness. "I cannot quite tell what it is. There is +something beyond the things I know, though these are many--small, it is +true, but cumulative. Still, this is certain; the pulse of the people +beats irregularly to-day, and that means danger to the body corporate. +It may pass; yet the faintest stimulus may upset the whole balance of +the organism. So, my friends, as our cause is eternal, as we have +time--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Time!" interrupted David Campbell, passionately, "but now <i>is</i> the +appointed time. Think, sir, how many of these poor deluded souls, +striving after salvation, may die upon the road to their false +gods--none can know how many better than you, who--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old priest looked at the young one with a whole lifetime of sad +wisdom in his face. "Yes!" he said, softly, "for I am very old. I have +seen half a world die upon its road to the 'Cradle of the Gods.' +Die--though we have not the courage to say so,--with their faces set to +the eternal goal of humanity; to the finding of something we have lost. +And something keeps us all back. What is it? Have we the secret more +than they, who say, as we do, that it is sin?"</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice had fallen into a strangely musical rhythm, so that Dr. +Campbell's, following it, seemed harsh indeed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>We</i> know we have. We have the certainty--we are missionaries of that +certainty--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I--to my shame be it said," interrupted Father Ninian, with a +curious return to worldly courtesy as he removed his spectacles, "have +never tried to make a convert; therefore I can scarcely hope to +persuade you; but if, gentlemen, I might be allowed to talk the matter +over with you--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A most sensible suggestion," assented Dr. Campbell, looking round on +his younger, less experienced colleagues; "I should be loth to act +hastily, and give occasion to the scoffer. Mamma, will you send our tea +into the dining room?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The pure practicality of the last words seemed to relieve the general +tension, and Vincent Dering--who had been looking horribly +bored--seeing the piano open, sat down to it, as the dissentients moved +off into their cave of Adullam, and began to play, "<i>La Donna é +mobile</i>;" saying, with a laugh:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Cherchez la femme!</i> Depend upon it, Mrs. Campbell, there is a woman +at the bottom of it. I know from personal experience that she is always +fatal to my peace and pulse on any road."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda Shepherd, holding her head very high, crossed over to pour out the +tea; whereupon Vincent, being mischievously inclined, suddenly changed +the tune to "Where'er you walk," which he played daintily, purely, +altogether charmingly, so causing Muriel Smith, who had lately joined +the party, to relax her faint frown at his remark.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Miss Shepherd objects," he went on provokingly. "She doesn't believe +in men fighting for women. She scorned the offer of my sword in +favour--excuse me for having overheard--of some drum or another. What +was it, Miss Shepherd? I really only heard Lance say you would like to +bang it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda flushed all over her face. "I was only alluding to Jean Ziska's +drum, which was sounded to call the Hosts of the Lord to arms."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Campbell gave a fine, hearty shudder. "My dear," she said, "why +can ye not leave that gruesome tale alone? For it's just an awful tale, +Mrs. Smith. As if he could not be content with doing his duty in this +life, but must leave his skin behind for the next generation."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have biblical warranty for that sort of thing, Mrs. Campbell," said +the sharp-voiced lady who owned the small black coat. "Elijah left his +mantle."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hoots!" interrupted Mrs. Campbell, scornfully. "We all have to leave +our body-wear, but a skin's different altogether. It sou'd just have +gone to the grave with him, honest man, dust to dust, ashes to ashes. +I've often heard Dr. James say there was nothing in the world for tying +the hands o' the leevin' like dead men's dispositions. They're just a +mortification indeed to a' concerned."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was always something about the good lady's comfortable +common-sense which made further discussion difficult, and the talk +wandered into less rugged paths until, the time for leisure from Erda's +duties as tea-maker being close at hand, Lance went out deliberately +into the verandah which overhung the river, or rather the spit of +sand-bank which jutted out from this, the turning-point of the city's +triangle. On the right, the wall, set with its temple spires, trended +away to meet the bridge, on the left to join the line of the palace, +the bathing-steps, the Fort. In front of him, as he stood leaning over +the balustrade at the western end of the verandah, lay dull streaks of +sand, bright gleams of water, and beyond them--dim, mysterious--was the +great level plain of India, on whose scarce distinguishable edge the +sun was setting behind a bank of deep purple cloud. It was a long, low, +almost level bank, outlined sharply against the sea of golden-green +light above it. There was scarcely a hint of sunset fire save in a +trailing chain of little fleecy golden flocks, which stretched away +from the purple of the clouds into the deepening purple of clear sky +overhead.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance, waiting, watched that clear, almost level, outline, until, as +clouds do when gazed at fixedly, it took shape for him as the body of a +dead warrior half-covered by a pall. The straight sweep yonder was the +shield, still held upon the arm, the peak of shadow below it was the +mailed feet. There was the curve of the throat; the head thrown back; +the feathery plumes of the helmet. The whole world seemed his bier; the +stars, just trembling into sight, the watch-lights round it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you see?" he asked, as Erda joined him. "<i>From the great deep to +the great deep he goes</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">She recognized the quotation; and though she had come out full of +determination to deny the glamour of their mutual comprehension, it +claimed her in a second.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!" she answered quickly, and pointing to the trailing drift of +cloudlets, added, "<i>bound by gold chains about the feet of God</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned to look at her then, forgetting fancy in a sudden certainty.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought I had something to tell you," he said, "but I think you know +it already, don't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!" she answered, held captive still by that inevitable +understanding. "I think I do."</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused a moment; then going back to the now fading likeness of that +dead "King of the Dead," continued: "Then that ends it so--so far as I +am concerned. But it remains as an excuse for my asking a question. +Miss Shepherd, why are you going to marry your cousin?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had known this was coming. "For a great many reasons," she began +boldly; then paused, wishing for the first time that these reasons had +been fewer, feeling that the possession of but <i>one</i> would have made +speech easier. "To begin with, it has been the dream of my life."</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned on her with an amaze which was almost ludicrous. "What! to +marry him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She frowned angrily. "No! To work--to help--to give my sympathy--to +stand hand in hand with someone who, as he does, gives himself, as I +do, to the great work. To someone whose life will be mine--whom I can +respect and admire and--and love--in the best sense of the word--" Her +voice, gaining confidence from its own statements, rose almost +passionately.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance looked at her with his clear eyes, and nodded. "Yes! I quite +understand. But what has that to do with marrying him? How will +the--the great Work be furthered by your having to look after the house +and all that? And it isn't as if you couldn't give the help and +sympathy without marrying a fellow. Even the love--at least I think so. +Now, I want to marry you, because--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes,--" she said severely, as he paused--she felt glad to change +places with him in the witness box--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because, to begin with, it doesn't seem possible for me to live my +life--I mean my everyday life, trying to rub along, you know, without +doing any harm; keeping things going as--as my people have always kept +them, unless you help me. And then--" he paused again--"from the first +moment I saw you, you reminded me--" he paused so long this time that a +faint wonder as to what he was going to say next made her heart beat, +as she watched him leaning over the balcony, looking dreamily at that +fading likeness of a dead 'King of the Dead.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't suppose anyone had a happier, jollier childhood than I had," +he said suddenly, "though I was an orphan. I lived at Tregarthen, you +know." He turned to her as he spoke, and smiled. "You should have seen +my grandfather and grandmother, Miss Shepherd. They were like the +double Christmas number of an illustrated paper! She used to boast that +she never saw a naughty child; and she never did, for the dear old lady +always walked out of the room promptly when we tried it on. I remember +it used to take the starch out awfully, having no audience. But it was +the same in everything. It beat even a boy to be really bad in that +house, somehow. Yes! we had jolly times! You would have liked it--you +would like it now"--he turned swiftly and held out both hands--"Come to +it!--Come, and be Lady Carlyon as she was! People may say all that +means nothing, but it means everything to a woman to be able to count +on an inheritance like that for her--" he broke off as some of the +others came out into the balcony, and bending closer to her, went on in +a low voice, "I've said nothing of my love--you know all that--and I +think--Yes--" his voice took a note of certainty--"I think you--you like +me well enough--don't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was something so truth-compelling in his face, his voice, that +she felt thankful for the tepid word <i>like</i>--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I like you very much, Sir Lancelot," she said, trying not to let her +voice betray the absolute tenderness she felt, "but, as you told me +just now, that is no reason why I should marry you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is at least as good as yours for marrying <i>him</i>," he broke in +quickly. "At least it has to do with you--with me--with our +happiness--with mine at any rate! Do you remember when you first told +me your name--The World's Desire I called it--the woman with the +red-gold hair, the red-gold hem to her garment, the red-gold apple in +her hand--you are that to me--Erda! give me my heart's desire--"</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice--low, quick, passionate--thrilled through her. She saw +herself as she had seen herself then.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! it has to do with you, with me!" she echoed desperately, "but +only we two."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No!--" he interrupted--"with more than that, surely!"</p> + +<p class="normal">In the pause which followed, one vision faded in another, and her own +wish, that if she ever had a son he might be as this man, came to make +her remember Father Ninian's words, "I can wish no better wish for the +world!"</p> + +<p class="normal">But Father Ninian could not have said so to her. <i>She</i> could do +better for the world in the other life, the other work. The very +self-sacrifice of it attracted her, vague though the sense of that was, +as yet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sir Lancelot," she said at last, "I am very sensible of the honour--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't--for heaven's sake," he interrupted. "That is--excuse +me--bunkum."</p> + +<p class="normal">She felt glad of the faint resentment which came to her aid. "I am, all +the same," she continued; "but it is impossible. Perhaps if I did not +look forward as I do; perhaps if I only sought happiness; but--" she +clasped her hands tightly and the militant look came back to her +face--"I am sworn to another work--the noblest work of all--to bring +light to those that sit in darkness."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance gave an odd little laugh, full of bitterness. "You leave me out +in the black night, anyhow," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">True enough, in one way, for the quick dusk had closed in around them; +but as he spoke, a great white shaft of light like a moon-ray shot, +almost as if in denial--widening on its way, from the shadowy stretches +beyond the river; shot waveringly, as if uncertain, until, focussing +itself full on the verandah, it turned the dusk to day.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The search-light!" cried Mrs. Smith, clapping her daintily gloved +little hands. "Eugene will be so pleased. He couldn't positively +swallow a mouthful at lunch because, when he thought all was right, +something went wrong. That's why he didn't come, Miss Shepherd," she +added, for the light had effectually joined the scattered groups into +one. "I positively couldn't tear him away, but I made him promise to +turn the thing on here if he succeeded. And he has. Isn't it splendid?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Campbell looked doubtful. "It's just too much like the last day, +comin' unawares, and makin' a' things manifest, for my taste. An' I +wonder what Dr. James will say to it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wonder what the natives will say to it?" said Vincent Dering, +looking across at Lance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Say!" echoed the tart lady. "I know what they should say--that, of +course, we know a great deal more than they do."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And, besides," added a new and gushing voice, "it is so beautifully, +suggestively true. We have the light, we can light them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! but that <i>is</i> such a bother," came Laila Bonaventura's +full-throated tones. "I hate having to see things I don't care to see. +I much prefer to have my own candle, don't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had been finding it dull work waiting for her guardian's return +from the dining room, even though Vincent had, now and again, found +opportunity for a word or look. He took advantage of one now to say, +"It will be pleasanter by and by, won't it? We must settle the time +before you leave."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What time?" asked Muriel Smith, who happened to overhear his +undertone. She had been vaguely curious at their apparent avoidance of +each other, their occasional lapses into familiarity, ever since she +had challenged them at the Viceroy's party.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Time!" echoed Vincent, coolly. "Of that new song, of course. Come in, +Miss Bonaventura, let us decide about it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl swept up her long lashes solemnly. "I should think a twelve +beat would be best, really. It is safer when there are so many +accidental notes."</p> + +<p class="normal">His face, as he led the way to the piano, was a study. If she had lived +her life in a vaudeville at the <i>Folies Bergères</i> she could scarcely +have been more at home in intrigue, yet her absolute sincerity and +unconsciousness of wrongdoing was as palpable. On the whole, he felt +vexed; the more so because the vaudeville dialogue proved unnecessary, +since a sudden concentration of the party to hear the verdict of the +Adullamites, who at that moment came out of the dining room, would have +given them ample time for more dignified conversation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda was in the front rank of the eager little crowd, her hopes, her +enthusiasms, heightened by the deliberate choice she had just made, +when Dr. Campbell, as the recognized head, began to speak. They had +come unanimously to the conclusion, he said, that absolute revolt at +this late hour would be unwise. Whether Father Ninian Bruce was +justified, by the circumstances, in his adverse report was another +matter. Personally he denied it; nor did he propose that they should +sit down quietly under the interference. They were only forbidden to +preach in Eshwara. Therefore they had come, again unanimously, to the +resolution of leaving Eshwara for the time in a body. It would be a +solemn protest; and they could thus render both to Cæsar and to God, +since they could preach at other pilgrim stations on the road. It would +be a noble protest which was certain of proving blessed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The words roused no little enthusiasm, mingled with undoubted relief in +most cases; but Erda, standing beside her cousin, said in an undertone, +"Did you assent to that, David?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suggested it," he answered, in a louder voice, not without some +self-satisfaction. "It appeared to me to meet the exigencies of the +case admirably, and it will be very useful, let me tell you, at home. +It will emphasize the difficulties and dangers we have to contend +against. It will show our meek reasonableness, and then--" he looked +round with a jubilant smile--"it seems to me such a beautiful idea that +the only result of this attempt to gag us will be that the thousands of +poor benighted souls will have a chance of hearing the Truth in many +places instead of one."</p> + +<p class="normal">But Erda's voice broke in on the hum of applause almost harshly, +filling the room with its defiance. "I think it cowardly; I would +fight--if I were a man."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You would beat Jean Ziska's drum!" laughed Vincent Dering, rising from +the music stool where he had been holding Laila's hand under cover of +the new song,--an occupation which always made him feel as if all the +wine of life had gone to his head. "You refused my sword just now, Miss +Shepherd, so I place my drumstick at your disposal."</p> + +<p class="normal">So, with a reckless gaiety, he seized on a painted tambourine which +good Mrs. Campbell had hung as an ornament on the wall,--it was +bedaubed with two white lilies and a butterfly rampant,--and catching +up a teaspoon from the table, he began to sing in his pretty, +light-comedy voice, "Oh! dem golden slippers!" while the tambourine, +under his skilful drumming, throbbed to the words:--</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"Golden slippers on a golden stair,<br> +Golden slippers on my tired feet,<br> +Golden slippers dat we all mus' wear<br> +Becos' dey are so sweet."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">He sang well, he played better; and both voice and drumming echoed out +through the open windows.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are singing in the <i>missen</i>," said the people in the courtyard to +the pilgrims, who were still gathering to the miracles, like moths +round a candle. "It is not wise to listen; folk become as they are, if +they do."</p> + +<p class="normal">Some of the pilgrims laughed and some stopped their ears; but even so, +the throbbing of the tambourine was in the air.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"Golden slippers on a golden stair,<br> +Golden slippers on my tired feet,<br> +Golden slippers dat we all mus' wear."</p> +</div> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_16" href="#div1Ref_16">CHAPTER XVI</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>ECHOES</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">If the twopenny-halfpenny tambourine--which had been bedaubed with its +white lilies and rampant butterfly by a suburban maiden lady for a +mission sale, and, remaining over from that, had been bought in at half +price by Mrs. Campbell for the adornment of her drawing-room,--had been +indeed Jean Ziska's famous drum, Eshwara could hardly have been more +restless than it was on the night after Vincent Dering had sung, "Oh! +dem golden slippers!" to its accompaniment. The tune had occurred to +him in an instant, without thought, simply as one he had sung more than +once when doing bones and tambourine in a nigger troupe at a soldiers' +sing-song. He had meant nothing by; it and yet the words,</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">"Golden slippers on a golden stair,<br> +Golden slippers dat we'se got to wear,"</p> +</div> + +<p class="continue">fitted their environment; that atmosphere of effort after something +beyond, above the real, the actual; the inevitable climbing of a golden +stair, the inevitable wearing of the golden shoes, the inevitable +search after the golden gates which, found, will open upon Paradise. +True, the Paradise differed to each pair of yearning eyes and weary +feet; but the longing for it as a personal gain, spiritual or bodily, +was identical.</p> + +<p class="normal">For Paradise is the Desire of the World still; whether men find it in +the good they lost, or the Love which lost it for them.</p> + +<p class="normal">And in Eshwara that night the desire rose strenuously, militantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda, packing her boxes in haste, since she and her aunt had arranged +to start with the others at dawn, felt as if she had, at last, closed +her hand firmly on the plough. There could be no looking back now. The +golden slippers were on her feet, the golden stairs before her, the +golden gates within sight. She had said good-by to Lance without a +quiver. She even smiled softly, tenderly, as she set an unopened deal +box to go with her others. It was one which the Reverend David had +brought with him from England, and which had been made over to her, not +without nods and winks, smiles and suspicions of tears, from her aunt. +For it contained the wedding dress. It was a Moravian wedding dress of +the old style, to suit Erda's fancy; and she had been quite anxious to +see the delicate white muslin robe and the quaint little cap, with its +bunch of orange blossoms, which was to mark her as both bride and +matron. But it had seemed a pity, in careful Mrs. Campbell's opinion, +to unpack it only to repack it, and run the needless risk of crushing +its daintiness. So there in its box it lay still, untouched, unseen.</p> + +<p class="normal">There would be real orange blossoms and to spare, the girl told +herself with a smile, in the garden at Herrnhut; for so the summer +resting-place of the mission had been called in deference to the +Moravian extraction of those who had built it and started the Christian +settlement in the tiny valley in which it stood. This lay some thirty +miles up the Hara, beyond the first range of hills; and the river, +fresh from its mad rush from the snows beyond, ran through it slackly, +peacefully, before beginning its long, swift, yet smooth, slide down +the dark ravine which cleft the outer range, until it ended in the +plains at Eshwara.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was at Herrnhut that, every year, in turns of two months during the +hot weather, the missionaries exchanged work in the bazaars for the +lighter labor of the agricultural settlement. Naturally, therefore, it +was looked on as a sort of holiday house; but this year it would be +something more. It would be the headquarters of fight, the centre of +the resistance which was to use the Commissioner's order to cease +firing as an excuse for a more determined skirmishing. For it stood +right on the pilgrims' road. Indeed, Erda and the other rebels would +have to travel a good eight-and-twenty miles along that very road +itself before coming to the slack water where they could cross the +river by a ferry, and finish their journey through the level fields on +its further side to Herrnhut, with its homelike, peaceful surroundings. +The memory of them came to Erda, making her sense of that inevitable +climbing of the golden stair after righteousness more acute; since she +had to face a good-by to them also. And sooner than she had expected, +for the breaking up of winter work a week earlier than usual, owing to +this secular interference, had made David, eager to begin anew, plead +for a speedier wedding. So there were only two or three days left, at +most.</p> + +<p class="normal">The knowledge, however, brought her no doubt; it helped her, rather, to +a greater certainty.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had done right. Her feet were indeed upon the golden stair!</p> + +<p class="normal">And in the other houses of the mission, where everyone was disregarding +sleep in the striving after something that was more to them than sleep, +the atmosphere was electric also, the thoughts militant.</p> + +<p class="normal">So they were in the streets, the alleys of the town; for on the bridge +of boats--that bridge which spanned the broad expanse of water between +the city and the great plain of India--the pilgrims were passing, now, +in an unending stream--to take up their places as near as might be to +the Pool of Immortality, where, with the dawn, the water would rise +miraculously for the cleansing of sin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârî! Hârâ! Hârâ! Hârî!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">The cry was almost incessant, but the eye could see little, for the +moon was young, the night dark.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">Hour after hour it came, that cry on the dread Creator, the dread +Destroyer. Monotonous, patient, almost indifferent, yet absolutely +insistent.</p> + +<p class="normal">The golden-shod feet of the pilgrims, after whose souls the +missionaries yearned, were on the golden stair also, and their golden +gates would open at the 'Cradle of the Gods'; must open, hidden though +the goal was by mist when it was day, by darkness when it was night.</p> + +<p class="normal">What matter if it was hidden? For the gold-shod feet might falter and +fall ere that goal was reached; but the hidden spring of cleansing at +the Pool of Immortality was theirs. It would rise at dawn; rise as it +did always, every year.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">What matter Birth or Death, if the finding of that lost paradise of +purity was certain.</p> + +<p class="normal">Out on the bridge, whence the cry came oftenest, there was no doubt +regarding this certainty; but as each weary pair of feet stumbled on +the first stones of the town, it stumbled into an atmosphere in which +nothing seemed sure, save that there was change; that Eshwara was not +what it had been.</p> + +<p class="normal">To begin with, it held soldiers. Wherefore? And why had dead women been +sent back to it by Mother Ganges to curse the men whose love had killed +them?</p> + +<p class="normal">But what wonder, when the very logs, the fishes, were stolen from the +river nowadays; and from the people also. Then what of this strange new +light? The light which fed on men's brains!--that came and went at +pleasure--that was quite small at first, when but seven or eight men +had been sacrificed, but which, only an hour or so agone, had showed in +a huge ray, feeling here and there through the darkness for God knows +what, then settling on it, making it impossible to hide aught, prying +into the very Holiest of Holies! Had it not shot into Mother Kali's +very temple, and shown the worshippers that two of her mighty arms were +stuck on with sealing wax! What God would stand that! And how could the +very Gods themselves work miracles if everybody could see how they were +done?</p> + +<p class="normal">They had already refused to work them for pious <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth. +What wonder? The Gods did not like laughter, especially the laughter of +<i>M'lléchas</i>.<a name="div4Ref_10" href="#div4_10"><sup>[10]</sup></a></p> + +<p class="normal">Therefore, who was to tell if the spring would even rise in the Pool? +So those who were wise would make certain of at least a modicum of +salvation, and go straight to the bathing-steps; since the river, +anyhow, must be there.</p> + +<p class="normal">This suggestion of a cautious hedge was diligently spread by the +bathing-<i>ghat</i> priests among the new arrivals; who listened patiently. +But so they did also to the other priests whose business it was to +scorn the possibility of failure, and to deny the displeasure of the +Gods. To say that <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth had been found out by the +<i>Huzoors</i> in one of his usual tricks; that was all. So that people who +wanted the genuine article, and a real, good, old crusted miracle, had +better come as usual to the Pool.</p> + +<p class="normal">The weary-footed, anxious-eyed climbers of the golden stairs listened +patiently, silently, even when the antagonists began, in vehement +quarrel, to bandy threats, and hint at worse portents to come. To their +experience, their hope, it seemed impossible even to dream their +pilgrimage in vain. The dawn would show, anyhow. So hour by hour, +minute by minute, the tide of pilgrims set citywards till it brimmed +over with faith and hope. And these are dangerous things when charity +depends on them, and there are antagonistic claims to every alms. So +Eshwara was restless.</p> + +<p class="normal">Over in the gaol, also, by which the golden-shod feet passed so closely +with their heart-stirring cry, it seemed as if Vincent Dering's +thrumming, following as it did on the heels of Eugene Smith's success +with the search light, had set what Dr. Dillon called his Hosts of the +Devil in commotion. Indeed, that thrumming was still going on when +George Dillon had gone raging over to conjure the experimenter, with +oaths, to turn off his confounded bull's-eye at once, or the prisoners +would go out of their judgment with thinking of the number who would +have to die that night in order to keep up the supply of brain +power!--just too, as he had been congratulating himself that the +cholera scare was over. Seventy-two hours, and not a case! It was too +bad!</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene, whom he found on the roof of his house playing with coils, +batteries, accumulators, had suggested eagerly that if there was real +trouble, he might end it by turning his light bang on to the gaol, and +so reducing it to a paralysis of sheer terror. Dr. Dillon, however, had +sworn violently that he would not have the poor wretches frightened +unnecessarily, especially when that triumphant cry of those who were +free to defy the devil by seeking sanctification before death reminded +them that <i>they</i> could not--that they must die defiled, helpless, +hopeless! That fear was, he said, in a way dignified, worthy of +consideration. And he did not anticipate trouble unless there was +treachery inside or out, though perhaps he might, as a precaution, ask +Dering for an extra guard. But when the latter happened to come in, as +Mrs. Smith's escort home, while the doctor was still there, Dr. Dillon +apparently changed his mind. Anyhow, he pooh-poohed Captain Dering's +offer to send one, saying, the more you could keep a gaol to yourself +the better--or for the matter of that anything else! So, with a curt +good-night to Mrs. Smith, he went back to his work, leaving Vincent to +remark, carelessly, that Dillon seemed in a bad temper. At which Muriel +smiled. There was something in the air, she said, conducive to bad +temper. She, herself, felt she must soon have quarrelled with the +doctor's assumption of knowing better than anyone else; so it was as +well he had not stopped to dinner. Her quarrelsomeness did not, +however, extend to Vincent, who did; indeed, she made herself so +tenderly charming and unconsciously friendly towards him that he began +to accuse himself of having been too irresponsive of late. The fact of +being in love did not preclude friendship for someone else, if, indeed, +he was really in love with Laila Bonaventura? In one way he knew +himself to be so; but the idea of treating this love of his on +conventional lines was still repugnant to him; the thought of her, as +his wife, barely attractive.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, after a time spent pleasantly enough for those two, Eugene Smith +went off to his coils, and accumulators, and batteries, half-sulky, +half-bored, and wholly ill-used at having to switch off, when he had at +least half an hour's electricity all ready stored for use.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was grumbling over this fact when Vincent called good-night to him +before starting to drive back; and he answered that but for fools, who +were afraid of going to their proper place, he might have given Dering +electric light on the road.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, thanks!" cried Vincent, gaily, "there's enough electricity in the +air to-night without that. I believe your machine has leaked, Smith! I +feel as if I should give out sparks if anyone touched me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">As he drove across the bridge Eshwara looked as if it were doing that, +too. There were lights everywhere, twinkling, little, restless lights. +The very spit, usually dark with the darkness of primitive life after +sundown, was alive with them; for the pilgrims were camping there, as +elsewhere. Nor were all the fisher folk abed as usual, for that, +surely, was one of them paddling up stream on a dug-out,--just under +the last span of the bridge. He saw the man distinctly, not five yards +from him in the flash of the lamps as he drove past overhead, and +wondered what the mischief the fellow was doing at that time of night, +going up stream.</p> + +<p class="normal">Something to be ashamed of, no doubt, else why should he have sent the +dug-out beyond the circle of light with a swift stroke?</p> + +<p class="normal">Truly Father Ninian was right; Eshwara was not normal. Its pulse beat +irregularly, and things were going on which should not be going on--</p> + +<p class="normal">A sudden shame made him glance at the shadowed pile of the palace +looming above the shadowed town. It was all dark, save for one row of +restless, twinkling lights. Those were the little latticed windows of +Laila's sitting-room, that was fit for any king's favourite. He had +seen it already, might see it again at twelve, if she was in one of her +reckless moods when she would risk anything for his sake.</p> + +<p class="normal">Truly! there were things going on!--</p> + +<p class="normal">But this was between themselves; this could hurt no one. By and by, of +course, he would insist on a commonplace engagement, and a wedding. +Yes! a commonplace wedding. He had, despite his vague repugnance to her +origin, made up his mind to that. No one but an utter cad could take +what he was taking, and then shake his bridle rein and ride away. But +for the present, it was the most absolutely perfect bit of romance in +his whole life. He could not, would not give it up. Laila was right! +This was the essence. As a rule, people mixed love, diluted it, were +vaguely ashamed of its absorbing influence. But when you came to +analyze even the diluted feeling, its virtue lay in this irrational +content, this desire for nothing better than this best of +pleasures--this paradise of a woman's or a man's love.</p> + +<p class="normal">He laughed, suddenly, at the memory of Laila's quick grasp of his +meaning when Muriel had overheard his remark about the time. Such +quickness, in the latter, would have made him revolt from it; but with +Laila it was different. A passionate gratitude to the girl to whom +fear, remorse, the very possibility of change seemed unknown, rose up +and claimed him. Dear little girl! She was so absolutely single-minded +in her love for him. How could anyone expect him to forego the luxury +of such love yet awhile?</p> + +<p class="normal">In thinking Laila single-minded, Vincent thought the truth, so far as +he was concerned. If love, passionate as Juliet's, and far more +innocent in one way, far more <i>rusé</i> in another, ever existed, hers was +that love. Nevertheless, its very integrity made her curiously cunning +in regard to anything which threatened to disturb that idyll in the +garden. So, at that very moment, when Vincent looked up at her windows +asserting her absolute lack of pretence and single-mindedness, she was +pitting her wits against old Akbar Khân in a manner worthy of her +grandmother, Anâri Begum; since Akbar, far more than her guardian, was +to be feared. The latter, honest man, went to his bed, beyond the +chapel, at ten of the clock precisely; but Akbar, who from ancient +habit was given to prowling about at night, and napping in odd corners, +had many chances of discovery. During the last few days, however, when +she, for her own purposes, had let him talk, he had become so garrulous +regarding his past that she had recognized in him an unscrupulous +confidant, with whom, in face of the possibility of requiring one, it +was wise to remain on terms.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, as she lounged on the sofa, she listened to his endless talk with +tolerance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nay!" she interrupted at last. "If, as thou sayest she will, she +brings me more dresses and jewels, she may call me Begum, and hint at +my being one, really, a thousand times over! Why not? Begum and +Princess are the same, and my great-grandmother in Italy was that. +Pidar Narâyan told me so to-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">The memory of the old man's voice, when, with new-found courage, she +had questioned him concerning those old days, made her eyes soft. Yes! +he would, he <i>must</i> understand. So, by and by, when Vincent and she +were tired of playing Romeo and Juliet (the story of the star-crossed +lovers had been her only reading since Vincent had taken to quoting so +much from it) they would make Pidar Narâyan play Friar Laurence, and +marry them on the sly. That would be so much more amusing than a +regular wedding. He could not refuse, since he had once loved as she +loved. You could hear that in his voice; after how many years?--fifty +or sixty! And the Princess had, of course, loved also in exactly the +same way. Laila felt sure of it. That curious, inexpressible feeling +had come to her also. Laila, trying to formulate that feeling, slipping +her heel idly in and out of her dainty little bronze shoe as she +lounged, suddenly remembered Vincent's song to the tambourine, and +laughed. That was it!</p> + +<p class="center" style="font-size:90%">"Golden feet upon a golden stair."</p> + +<p class="normal">That expressed it exactly. Two pair of feet going side by side up a +golden stair, to golden gates. So contented. Ah, God! how content! +Seeking something, claiming something, yet still content. That feeling +came, sometimes, when you were saying your prayers. A sort of yearning +<i>for</i>, a sort of satisfaction <i>in</i>, something that was not you; so, +surely if it came <i>then</i>, there could be no harm in it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harm! The very sisters allowed that you must love the man you were +going to marry. And she and Vincent would be married by and by and live +happily, for that was better than having a "<i>statue of pure gold</i>" +erected to you! In the meantime, secrecy, so long as Vincent wished to +play Romeo and Juliet, was her cue; therefore, the more she could blind +old Akbar, the more he could be turned on a wrong track, the better. +Especially when the turning was so delightfully ridiculous!</p> + +<p class="normal">She managed, however, not to laugh her childish love of mischief into +Mumtâza Mahal's very face when, after much shrinking into white sheets +held up as screens, and quick cuddlings into corners at the faintest +suspicion of a possible peep, that good lady, in her very, very best +pink satin continuations, was ushered in through the dark deserted +passages of the palace, to Laila's boudoir. For, despite the amusement, +the girl's heart was beating fast with determination to climb her +golden stairs without interruption. So she allowed herself to be +<i>kow-towed</i> to, and called Begum-<i>sahiba</i> and she accepted the new +dress and jewels without protest. Eagerly, in fact, since they were far +more gorgeous than the first, and caught her taste better. The former, +indeed, had been Roshan Khân's own choice, dictated by his acquired +knowledge of the sort of things <i>mem-sahibs</i> admired; these latter were +her grandmother's, purely, entirely oriental. The difference was great. +Put briefly, <i>this</i> was the costume in which Anâri Begum had flouted +the Nawab, the <i>other</i> that in which she had caught Bun-avatâr's fancy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Laila took up one of the heavy, gorgeous, glittering garments. It smelt +strongly of musk, attar of roses, and jasmin, and she snuffed at it +with a smile. That was ever so much better than the dull lavender +water, which was the only scent her guardian said a lady could use. +Vincent would like that; he, like she did, loved strong scents. If only +the stupid old frumpish thing would go away in time, she would put on +that dress at once, and so give him pleasure. That was all her thought.</p> + +<p class="normal">As she sat, with a happy smile, her face half-buried in a tiny, +three-cornered corselet of scarlet net embroidered in seed pearls, +Mumtâza and Akbar Khân winked at each other; and Laila's sharp eyes, +catching this, brimmed over with laughter. She felt glad the rest of +her face was hidden, until she was grave enough to reply graciously to +the hints, the suggestions; for Mumtâza had been bound over by oaths +not to go too fast, and she obeyed her instructions.</p> + +<p class="normal">Even so, Akbar Khân, listening with folded hands in a mantis-like +attitude, his angles all crushed together into humility, wondered if he +was standing on his head or his heels, as he heard Laila admit, +gravely, that she was certainly, in a way, the head of the family, in +that she possessed its land; but that, of course, Roshan was really the +heir. That it had given her great gratification to see how thoroughly +he had adopted English ways. That, of course, it would be impossible +for him to marry an uneducated cow of a girl. Here, for a moment, she +had relapsed to sincerity in order to remark that it must be impossible +to love a person you had not seen, and that for her part, she knew in +an instant if she was going to like or dislike people. If the latter, +she tried never to see them, really, again. Then, remembering her part, +she had resumed it hastily by saying that no doubt she would see more +of her cousin,--who, by the way, was very nice-looking,--in the future, +as he was quite in society.</p> + +<p class="normal">Old Mumtâza had hard work at this juncture to prevent herself from +cracking all her finger-joints over the girl's head for luck, and +wishing her a numerous offspring; while Akbar gave a gasp that was not +all pleasure. He felt that he was being rushed, that the crisis might +come before he was ready for it. At this rate, Pidar Narâyan would have +no chance of dying. At this rate, Roshan Khân's castle in the air must +topple over from sheer lack of foundation to such a lofty structure.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he trotted back beside Mumtâza's curtained <i>dhooli</i> to that little +parasite of a house against the palace wall, where he knew Roshan was +waiting for the upshot of the interview, his one consolation was that +bow-strings were out of fashion!</p> + +<p class="normal">In truth, there was no more restless man in Eshwara that night than +Roshan Khân. The desire for this paradise had grown overwhelming, and +as he listened to his grandmother, while Akbar pointed each triumphant +appeal of the old lady's with a helpless "<i>Gereeb-pun-wâs</i>," his face +grew pale with emotion; until, at the mention of his good looks and +Laila's desire to see him, he turned fiercely to the go-between, and +bade him fix a time; the sooner the better!</p> + +<p class="normal">Akbar felt inclined to tell the truth then. To admit that he had never +breathed a word of Roshan's pretensions to the Miss-<i>sahiba</i> and that, +so far, the negotiations only existed in his own imaginings. But the +look on Roshan's face--he had seen it often in his youth in connection +with women, and sacks, and bow-strings--reduced him to protestations. +He would do his best, he said, but with Pidar Narâyan it would be +difficult to manage.</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan strode about the little courtyard like a wild beast in a +cage, biting his mustache, and thinking. Then he turned to the old +phrase-monger.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have settled it. Before dawn to-morrow--not this dawn, that is too +nigh on us now--but the next, thou shalt let me into the garden. Thou +knowest the little balcony which was not lit up? I will stay there, +waiting, till she come for an early walk among the flowers. That can be +managed. Then, if the coast is clear, we can meet and talk. If not, +there is no harm done, for I can slip into the stream and swim back. +That will be best, since it is not possible by day, and at night the +<i>mems</i> do not receive visitors, as we do, without reproach."</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan's knowledge of etiquette was sound, yet at that very moment +Laila, ablaze with gold and jewels, was meeting her lover's eyes with a +happy laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What's in a dress?" she paraphrased, "it is no part of me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Was it not? Never had Vincent seen her look like this; so absolutely +desirable, so perfectly adorable.</p> + +<p class="normal">He caught her in his arms and kissed her. The heavy scent upon her +dress assailed him. She looked up into his eyes and laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>But trust me, gentleman, I'll prove more true</i>," she whispered, +"<i>than those who have more cunning to be strange</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Juliet!" he whispered back, lost in his own mad passion. "Juliet!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Their gold-shod feet were upon the golden stairs; the gates of Paradise +were before them.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_17" href="#div1Ref_17">CHAPTER XVII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>THE POOL OF IMMORTALITY</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">The cry was incessant now, for there was a glint of light in the east; +and the hosts of pilgrims to the 'Cradle of the Gods' were cramming, +almost to solidity, each street and alley in Eshwara which could be +said, by however long and tortuous a detour, to give access to that +small tank where, at dawn, the miraculous waters of cleansing would +rise, as they always did on this, the great Day of Atonement. In the +sea of slightly upturned faces, upturned in the vain hope of seeing +over the heads of those in front, the most noticeable thing was the +expression of mingled eagerness and patience. And this was most +noticeable in those who stood nearest to the bamboo railing which had +been erected (in a square some four feet from the first step downwards) +as a precaution against a dangerous rush on all sides; and in +consequence, a dangerous crush on those steep steps. The only entrance +to them, therefore, was by a sort of double sheep-pen at the end +nearest the town, by means of which, when the time came, some fifty +bathers would be admitted to the railed square from the inner pen, +their places in which would be taken by the fifty in the outer one; +their places, in turn, being filled by fifty from the general crowd. By +which double check no more than fifty could stand at one time with no +barrier between their mortality and immortality! The railing itself was +guarded every two yards by a yellow-legged constable, and at the +sheep-pens stood the two European police-officers in whose hands the +peace and order of the vast crowd lay. Their assistant stood at the +exit gate at the other end, and their three white helmets showed +strangely conspicuous amongst the bare or saffron-turbaned heads.</p> + +<p class="normal">The two at the sheep-pens were talking and laughing to each other as +Englishmen will before business begins; talking and laughing London +talk, for one of them was fresh from home furlough, and had only been +detailed for this special duty, on his way up country.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! I had a jolly day," he was saying. "The dear old Heath was +looking just as it always did. It was like being born again to come +back to the whole caboodle--Aunt Sallies, Tommy Dods, Welshers, and the +lot--and then the enclosure--" A sudden sway in the crowd made him look +round hastily at his own. It was all correct; so many yards this way, +so many that, with yellow legs marking the yards, and those three white +helmets marking the limits within which regeneration was legal.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sway ceased. The moment had not yet come, though slowly, surely, +the light grew, to give the great mass of bronze faces a greyish, +corpse-like tint, while, half way up the sky behind them, the serrated +edge of the sacred snows grew pale, and cold, and stern, like the very +face of Death itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârî! Hârâ! Hârâ! Hârî!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a note of anxiety in the cry now; for the shadow thrown by +the tall houses which hemmed in the wide courtyard was growing paler, +and in another minute, at most, the twelve-foot square of cleansing +water, which was all the Gods vouchsafed, must surely begin to rise and +show at the bottom of those worn stone steps--worn by generations on +generations of golden-shod feet seeking immortality.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stand back, please! Not yet!" came an English voice, inaudible for the +rhythmic roar of the multitude; but the raised riding whip was +sufficient. The eagerness died out for a moment from those nearest +faces, lost in a cheerful obedience, a respectful <i>salaam</i> or two, a +general acquiescence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wish those devils of priests would turn on the tap," remarked the +other Englishman with a yawn.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!" answered the first speaker; "if you are on duty, next year, I'd +insist on the curtain being rung up at the bill time. It is rough on +the audience; especially when they don't cat-call!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave an imitation of a London gallery's sign of impatience, which +made some of the golden-shod ones stare; for the rhythmic roar had died +down in one of those sudden silences which seize upon humanity even +when in masses. So that a faint "<i>rumpa-tum-tum-rumpa-tum-tum</i>" was +distinctly audible from far. It was the <i>tom-tom</i> of the old Brahmin, +whom Lance Carlyon had seen selling the endless circles of cut papers +as a whole pantheon of Gods.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is an eminently disturbing sound, that ceaseless, insistent throb of +a <i>tom-tom</i>, which has no end, no beginning; which holds ever in its +beat the necessity for something more; for another repetition, and yet +another.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, on its ceaselessness, broke in again that swaying, pulsing roar of +many voices.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârî! Hârâ!</i> Life-Death-Creator-Destroyer!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Something must have gone wrong with the ball-cock, and as usual, the +plumber will be '<i>in directly from another little job</i>,'" said the man +who had just come out from England, reminiscently. He had gone there to +settle his wife and bairns in a jerry-built villa near London; so the +memory of something beyond the iniquities of the plumber--those Borgias +of modern life, dealing death unchecked, undiscovered--made his eyes +pass beyond the crowd, pass the spires of the clustered temples, and +settle on the still dark, western sky, over whose curved edge lay the +goal of <i>his</i> solitary feet, the end of <i>his</i> pilgrimage, the cradle +of +<i>his</i> divinities.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stand back, please! not yet!" came his order again; and once more +eagerness died down to obedience. Once more that cry on the Creator, +the Destroyer, ended in that insistent, restless beat of the old +god-selling Brahmin's drum.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a strange scene. Above, was the growing light of day; below, the +square stone font of immortality, and between them a clamouring crowd, +a careless few.</p> + +<p class="normal">And between <i>them</i> what?</p> + +<p class="normal">A light railing of bamboo, the dignity that doth hedge an empire. That +was all.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now, with a sudden access of light, came the quick indrawing breath +of thousands to voice a sort of sharp, short sob, followed by an +instant's silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, long, soft, with the hush in it of some huge wave far out at sea +which swallows up a lesser one, the out-going breath of those thousands +voiced a sigh.</p> + +<p class="normal">For the pool was still empty, though the dawn had come.</p> + +<p class="normal">Something was wrong.</p> + +<p class="normal">Seriously wrong, to judge by one English face, as it turned to give a +look round, then settled on another English face. "There's something +up--God knows what--the Commissioner feared a row, you know. You'd +better go to the Fort and ask Dering to send us down every man he can; +men, you understand, not sabres--as yet. And tell Pidar Narâyan, he's a +host in himself with these pilgrims,--Ramanund too, you might get +him,--we want anyone who can help the crowd to keep its temper, though +I don't expect he'd be much good--and there's no one else. Inspector!" +here the police officer turned to a silver-laced turban beside the +outer pen, "leave that in charge of Govinda and Suchet--Stay! Shiv-deo +will be better; he is a high-caste Brahmin. And you go and send every +twice-born constable you've got, <i>and can trust</i>, to every alley and +street that leads here; for there will be an awful crush when those +in front don't move on. And--" he wrinkled his forehead in hasty +thought--"have we anyone connected with the temple priests, someone +they can trust? Ah! Annant, of course,--the very man! Send him to find +out if there is anything really wrong; and--" he lowered his voice, "if +it is anything to do with the siphon, or whatever it is, get workmen +and set it straight--pour water down--anything! Only there <i>must be a +miracle</i>. And be quick. If this crowd gets impatient--God help it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The last was to himself as he looked round the solid packed mass of +humanity. There was no sigh of impatience in it as yet; only eagerness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And mind," he added, "no truncheons drawn till I myself give the +order."</p> + +<p class="normal">The word passed in a low tone round the square of authority, and that +done, the head of it pulled out his cigar case. He might as well smoke +while he could.</p> + +<p class="normal">The crowd watched him, vaguely interested at his lack of interest in +what was coming, until a faint forward sweep, a half-hearted shout came +from behind; from those upturned faces which could not even see an +Englishman lighting his cigar.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not yet! Stand back!" said the latter again, as the pressure on the +sheep pen grew. And they stood back, all save a miserable-looking, +dirt-clad, wild-eyed mendicant, who had wormed his way to the front, +and now feared to lose it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lo! brother," said big Govinda, a Sikh from Patiala, as he thrust him +back gently, "have patience awhile. Give the Gods time. There is not +water to wash a babe yet."</p> + +<p class="normal">Shiv-deo, taller even than Govinda, a Saraswati Brahmin, if ever there +was one, at the other side of the pen, twirled his mustache airily, and +laughed. "Nay, Govinda," he called, "let the beggar in. He seeks but to +drown vermin."</p> + +<p class="normal">The rude jest served its turn, after the manner of policemen's jokes +all over the world. The crowd close at hand tittered, caught up the +cue, amused itself with additions; and those behind forgot the great +question in curiosity. But not for long.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">The roar of relief rose up tumultuously, the mass of people swayed with +that curious sidelong motion of a forward crowd, as, in the clear +light, a trickle of water showed through the crevices of the paving +stones at the bottom of the tank.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Look out!" shouted the Englishman; but remonstrance in words was +useless in that storm of sound. So big Govinda promptly snatched two +intruders out of his pen, like puppies, by the scruff of their necks, +one in each hand; and Shiv-deo, choosing out the nearest low-caste man +unerringly, caught him in his arms like a baby, and literally tossed +him on to the heads of the crowd, with a shout which, even in that +uproar, could be heard of some in that nearest crush.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brahmins first, washerman! Thy sort can bathe in the suds of our +clothes!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And those who heard, ducked, and when the victim--who was <i>not</i> a +washerman--fell amongst them, hustled and silenced him, and nodded to +the big man whose claim to dignity was writ so plain upon his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">But despite ready wit and sheer strength, one determined fellow would +have made good his entrance, and so served as a bell-wether to that +overwhelming flock, if a white hand and arm with silver buttons +on the cuff--holding a silver-mounted hunting-crop, clubbed savagely +short--had not come down-glinting in the first sunray like a +sword--clear on the bare head as it ducked under the barrier.</p> + +<p class="normal">The intruder, a big burly devotee, dropped on his face like a stone; +then, to the striker's relief, sat up, and apparently howled; +apparently, because that rhythmic roar smothered all individual sound.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ! Hârî! Hârâ! Hârî!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly, as it had begun, it stopped; for that faint inrush of water +had stopped also; stopped, hesitated, then sunk out of sight again with +a sort of drowning gurgle that came as an accompaniment to the only +other sound; the insistent throbbing of the old God-maker's drum in the +distance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not enough pressure!" murmured the police officer to himself, judging +that an attempt had been made to fill the tank in some new way. Then he +frowned. There would be pressure enough and to spare among the crowd +soon, most likely. What could be done to prevent it?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Halt! by your right--single file!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The order came, far back, from the widest street, and it was full ten +minutes ere Lance Carlyon, with a following of Sikh pioneers, armed +with spades and picks, could edge through the crowd, though it still +yielded room to authority without a murmur. He had been on his way with +a fatigue party to finish clearing the camp, when the assistant +superintendent of police had met him, in the bazaar, and told him he +was wanted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Send four of your men to clear the mud from the crevices of the +stones," said the police officer, seizing on a possible diversion +gladly, "it will serve to keep the crowd amused till Dering brings his +men down."</p> + +<p class="normal">As the four stalwart pioneers stepped to their work of making miracles, +a stir of expectation ran through those first rows who could see. +"Surely," they said to each other, "if the Masters took the job in +hand, the Gods must needs send the water."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of a surety!" said Shiv-deo, catching the comment. "Do not the Gods +always befriend the bold? Do not we, of Harriana, find the sacred river +which the devils hid, though we have to dig three-hundred-feet wells to +find it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">This allusion to the extraordinarily deep wells dug by the peasantry in +the almost rainless tract beneath which, so the legend goes, the river +Saraswati still runs, passed from mouth to mouth consolingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yea, if devils hid water, men found it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Why not these men? since nothing was impossible to a miracle.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sun was shining broadly now, as if it had been up for hours, and +showed, far as the eye could reach down every lane and street and +alley, nothing but that sea of upturned faces converging to one centre; +wonderfully still, wonderfully patient.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wish someone would stop that cursed drum," said Lance, suddenly, +"it's enough to give anyone the fidgets. I feel myself--" he broke off, +and his memory going back to his jesting remark to Erda, his young face +clouded. Was it possible he should never see her again? Was it possible +that the Reverend David was to claim his paradise? He felt savage at +the very thought, impatient, full of an almost righteous anger at +everything, especially the drum-banger for making such an infernal +noise.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now, far back as before, an English voice could be heard giving an +order. It was to loosen scabbards this time, and the police officer +looked up hastily. It meant that, for the first time, the crowd must be +hesitating in its quick obedience to command; perhaps because most of +the troopers were Mahomedans.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope they'll get through without using them," said the man +responsible for peace and order, "but, steady! please, in case of a +rush. Remember that if we yield more foot-room, someone <i>must</i> fall; +then there will be the devil to pay. At present they are so tight +packed they can't."</p> + +<p class="normal">That, indeed, was the position. So long as authority could prevent +those few yards of clear space about the pool being encroached upon, +there was safety. So the barrier of men waited anxiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">But no rush came; the reason of this being made clear when the file of +troopers appeared, led by old Pidar Narâyan, who had joined the party +at the crucial moment, and piloted them through the crowd, which gave +way to his well-known figure with absolute alacrity. He turned at the +entrance, to hold up his hand in priestly fashion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Patience, my children!" he said sternly. "Tarry ye the Lord's leisure! +Let Him do what seemeth Him good!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The idea, familiar to the least of them, brought instant assent and a +sort of relieved sigh from those who heard it. Here was something they +could understand. A man, set apart from others by his dress, his life, +his invariable assumption of authority, his unquestioned claim to be +mediator between the dim, inaccessible Creator and his creatures, to be +interpreter of the hidden Mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the police officer heaved <i>his</i> sigh of relief over the appearance +of more matter. His barrier could now be one of men, standing shoulder +to shoulder.</p> + +<p class="normal">And such a barrier would soon be needed, since this latest contingent +brought discouraging news. The priests were helpless. The secret supply +had somehow been tampered with, but where, not even they could tell +without help. And though they had sent, long before dawn, to both Am-ma +and Gu-gu--the only two men likely to know anything or be able to do +anything--neither could be found.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And won't be," interrupted Vincent, suddenly remembering, as he +listened, what he had seen the night before. "They are most likely in +the plot; one of them, at any rate, was going up the Hâri in a dug-out +late last night."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not Am-ma," put in Lance. "He started before that to go up the Hâra +and pilot down a raft for the forest officer. I met him as I came back +to dinner."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, he is not get-at-able anyhow, and that's all we have to +consider," said the police officer. "Briefly, the miracle is off the +bill. Now, how the deuce are we to get the audience to go away +peacefully?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps if I, as a fellow-countryman, and a Brahmin, were to address +them--" began Ramanund, who had come down with Pidar Narâyan, feeling +important at being summoned.</p> + +<p class="normal">The latter turned to the man, whom he knew had long since rejected the +faith of his fathers, and, so to speak, thrown the Almighty overboard +to lighten his ship.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You cannot argue with that, my son!" he said gently, pointing to the +sea of patient, yet eager, faces. "No one of your sort ever has, in all +the history of the world. <i>That</i> does not reason. It feels. Show it +another miracle, and it will worship. Give it a cause, and it will +espouse it. Give it a lead, and it will follow; but words--never!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I hope to God no one will supply it with the wrong lead!" put in +the police officer. "For the rest, we must hold the fort, I suppose. +Inspector! when is the show--the miracle, I mean,--supposed to end?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not till sunset, sir," said the man, <i>salaaming</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And it's now about six, I suppose. Eleven hours!" He took out his +cigar-case and counted. "Yes! I'll last through. Inspector! Close your +men in, and let them stand at ease. Captain Dering, if you can spare +yours till then, I shall be obliged."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly. I left a troop with Roshan Khân, and orders to send word of +any disturbance; and I wired to Dillon in case--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian shook his head. "There is no fear till this is settled." +He pointed to the Pool.</p> + +<p class="normal">And he was right. All through the long hot hours the crowd waited. +Sometimes the cry, "<i>Hârâ! Hârî!</i>" burst out, to be followed by a faint +rush. Sometimes the great mass stood silent, listening to the insistent +throbbing of the old God-maker's drum in the distance, but through it +all the note was patience. And it was patience, also, in the square +enclosure of authority. Sometimes a would-be intruder would be lifted +like a puppy, and chucked back to his fellows. Once or twice an English +arm would go up, and come down on some more wilful head; but that was +all.</p> + +<p class="normal">And far away at the Fort the gong chimed the hours regularly up to +twelve, and begun at one again.</p> + +<p class="normal">But there was no fuss, no noise. The crowd stood their ground, giving +no inch, and authority stood its ground and yielded none, since in that +lay safety for all.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, with a horrible slowness, the day dragged on, until at last the red +sun sank behind the levels beyond the gaol; and the strain was over!</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll take a biscuit in my pocket next time," said the police officer, +cheerfully, as, bit by bit, the stones of the courtyard began to show +between the golden-shod feet. "Inspector! send your men to quarters, +and let them eat their food." Then he walked over and looked down into +the deep empty tank.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It might have been full up," he said. "We couldn't have stopped them +for a moment if they had had any sort of a lead over. And from what you +told the Commissioner, sir,"--he turned to Father Ninian--"I was afraid +of one."</p> + +<p class="normal">The old priest stood watching the crowd disperse for a moment in +silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So was I," he said, "but I was mistaken, so far. Still, there is +danger in the air. I feel it. I hear it."</p> + +<p class="normal">And as he spoke, above the hum of the crowd, silent no longer, rose +that insistent throbbing of the old God-maker's drum.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_18" href="#div1Ref_18">CHAPTER XVIII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>ADRIFT</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Erda Shepherd stood in her bedroom, under the wood-shingled house at +Herrnhut, looking at a heap of white muslin and delicate embroideries +which lay upon her bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the wedding dress. She had just unpacked it; partly because she +felt <i>décœuvré</i>, partly in the hope that the sight of it, ready to +be worn so soon, would still the vague disquiet of which she was +conscious. Yet if anyone had ventured to suggest, when she had said +good-by to Lance Carlyon the evening before,--said good-by almost +carelessly, by reason of the fervid enthusiasm which absorbed +her,--that within twenty-four hours the wisdom of the farewell should +seem logically doubtful, she would have been desperately angry.</p> + +<p class="normal">But she was too honest to deny that the doubt had come. Come in a +moment, wildly, passionately, when they had thwarted her desire of +joining in the crusade over the other side of the river along the +pilgrims' road. She had meant to go with David, who was to take up his +position at a camping-ground some six miles off, and she had fought +hard for the privilege. But they had quoted Scripture at her to prove +that a wife, or a wife to be, must needs hamper a man more than any +other woman, even his sister. David had been kind about it, almost too +kind. She flushed a little at the recollection of his words, his look; +for that sort of thing had scarcely come into her calculations. But Dr. +Campbell had pompously reminded her that her future profession would be +wife, caretaker, sympathizer, and general bolsterer--up to a worker. +Nor need she think the task small; it was the noblest one a woman could +have. He had gone on to comfort her with instances of such general +support from his own life and those of his friends, until, with a +flash, that unexpected questioning had come to the girl's mind. She had +asked herself what difference there was in the nobility of being one +man's wife or another's--provided the man was worthy and his work in +the world good?</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian's words, "<i>I can wish no better wish for you and for the +world</i>," had come back to her then, as if in answer to her questioning.</p> + +<p class="normal">And, even now, they echoed in her heart. The house was very quiet, very +shadowy, for the sun left the little oasis of valley set in its +circling wilderness of hill, long before a fraction of light faded from +the sky above it. She could hear Mrs. Campbell's voice down the little +ladder-like stairs, conferring with the cook over the wedding cake, +and, in a side-issue, exhorting him to be sure and have the soup hot in +case the workers might return exhausted, and require something to eat +the moment they arrived.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda sat down on the bed beside the white muslin, and fingered the +quaint little cap idly, as she told herself that such things would be a +part of her duties in the future.</p> + +<p class="normal">But only a part. Life was no unknown country to this girl, who had +spent years in a medical mission. She was no ignorant baby, standing, +in a fashion happily past, on the verge of she knew not what. She +looked ahead calmly, taking the world as the Creator made it. She +thought, without a flush, as good women do, of the children she hoped +might come; and as she thought, she frowned, not from any revolt of her +spiritual or physical nature, but because, once more, the question +arose: "Was not Lance right? Was not this the essence? Was it not +everything to be sure of the inheritance?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She started up at the sound of her aunt calling her, glad of the +interruption.</p> + +<p class="normal">Had she not better, the good lady suggested, try on the dress, now she +was about it, since if there was anything amiss, the sooner the tailor +set to work to rectify it the better.</p> + +<p class="normal">Undoubtedly. Besides, she told herself, the mere putting on of this, +the sign of her new profession, would be healthful. It would give her +the feeling of being set apart for the life which she had chosen +deliberately, chosen with her eyes open, though, maybe, focussed too +much on that mental companionship. Too much? Impossible! Lance was +wrong. That was the crowning glory of marriage; and even if it seemed +hard to have to stand aside from actually fighting the good fight, the +victory would be hers--hers almost more than her husband's, since the +effort would be greater, the work more against the grain.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, she would try on the dress; and if it did not fit perfectly, what +matter?</p> + +<p class="normal">Was anything in the world perfect? Yet it should be as perfect as she +could compass; even the little cap should not lack its bunch of orange +blossoms! As she told herself this she was for the time womanhood +incarnate; womanhood playing, with dainty little tendernesses and +conceits, about the abyss for which it is responsible. So, with the +smile of an angel, she passed into the garden, the old militant feeling +at her heart. Her feet were on the golden stairs. She was going to +regain the lost Paradise hand in hand with one of those whom she had +driven from it. They were going to forget all the consequences of that +mistake. They were going to be--what?...</p> + +<p class="normal">The vague confusion did not prevent her feeling that she was absolutely +certain she was on the right path. Indeed, the only regret of which she +was conscious was one that she was not on the other side of the river, +on the pilgrims' road, with the rest of the mission.</p> + +<p class="normal">She stood looking over to the frowning cliffs from the little wooden +landing-stage, built out at the bottom of the garden into the wide +shallows of the river, which here showed scarcely a streak or dimple of +current. She could see the mission boat lying moored on the other side, +against the fighters' return.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet the very idea of fight seemed impossible, she thought, in that +utter peacefulness and stillness. The rim of dark hills circled the +jewel of the sun-bright sky tenderly, as if it sought to keep in the +heavy, sweet perfume of the orange blossoms which starred every tree in +the wide, fruitful garden. They were famous oranges, those in the +Herrnhut garden; grafts brought by a missionary from Malta. Mrs. +Campbell, notable woman as she was, made a steady income for good works +out of the sale of the great red-skinned, red-hearted fruit, and prided +herself in keeping them later on her trees than anyone in India. +Indeed, in the shadier, colder alleys some were still hanging side by +side with the new blossoms. A sort of example to these novices, showing +them what their real work in the world ought to be! Erda, smiling at +her own conceit, stroked one of the warm yet stainless petals in the +bunch she held as if it were a sentient thing. Perhaps it was. Who +knows!</p> + +<p class="normal">As she turned to go back, warned by a softening of the sky that the +time was later than she thought, something showed rounding the smooth, +silver bend of the river above; and she paused, shading her eyes with +her hand, to see what it was.</p> + +<p class="normal">A raft. The first of the rafts of wood which at certain seasons were +floated down the river to Eshwara. Am-ma's raft, most likely, which he +had told her he had to pilot.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes! There he was on the quaint contrivance which the river folk used +for journeys down stream. A common string bed, no more, no less, +supported between inflated bladders of skin. The sight of it gave her a +pang to think that she would never more go bobbing, sidling, dipping, +racing on one of them, as the mission folk always did when they wanted +to stay the last possible minute of holiday at Herrnhut, and get back +to Eshwara as quickly as they could. For it took half the time of the +winding road, when the river, as now, was quiet and manageable. And +Am-ma was the most dexterous manager of the singular craft. There he +was, paddling for dear life; now leaping to his great pile of timber, +steering it with his paddle round a bend, then back to his string bed +with the tow rope, to haul the rudderless mass to a straight line +again.</p> + +<p class="normal">If she had time, she thought, she would have asked him to take her, +just once more, as far as the ferry, two miles below. Then she might +have walked back through the fields. She had often taken the pleasant +little trip with Am-ma. There was no danger so far; but after that, +when the river began to slip and slide, even he had sometimes to cut a +raft adrift and trust to catching it again in smoother water; since it +was not pleasant to have such a crushing neighbour in the eddies and +swirls of a lasher.</p> + +<p class="normal">As she stood watching him, she saw him pause, looking towards her, then +leap from the raft and come paddling down stream. He had evidently seen +her waiting on the landing-stage, and thought she wanted him; so she +shook her head and began to walk back to the house. As she did so an +orange caught her eye under a tree, whence it had fallen from sheer +red-gold ripeness, and, knowing how Mrs. Campbell mourned a single +loss, she gathered it up and took it with her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Back in her own room, she began to pin her bunch of blossoms in her cap +hurriedly, for she had lingered longer in the garden than she had +intended, and there was a chance, only a chance, that those much to be +envied Church-militants might return and claim her attention.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still, hurried as she was, she knelt down beside the bed for a moment +or two, and, with her clasped hands laid almost caressingly among the +soft muslin, prayed that she might wear this symbol of her entry into a +new profession worthily.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, scarcely looking at herself in the glass which, indeed, was too +small to show her more than a rather pale face smiling under a quaint +little cap, she dressed hastily. Her aunt would be able to tell her if +there was anything wrong in the lighter rooms below; here, under the +roof, it was already a little dark. Then catching up the orange, she +ran downstairs, wondering if the bridal blossoms always smelt so +overpoweringly strong, and thinking that, if it was so, they must make +the trying ceremony still more trying to one who disliked to have +strong scents about them, as she did.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her aunt was not to be seen in the dining room, so Erda parted the +heavy curtains which, in Indian fashion, divided it from the +drawing-room, and looked in to see if she were there.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was at all times a dark room, especially in late afternoon, as now; +but the light from behind her sent a shaft straight to the pier glass +which stood--the joy of Mrs. Campbell's heart--just opposite the +curtains; so making--as the good lady used fondly to say--the room look +much larger than it really was to those entering it.</p> + +<p class="normal">But what the girl saw in it to-day was no illusory enlargement of +actualities, no idealization of fact. It was something real, something +not to be explained away, exaggerated, or minimized. It was a woman, +tall, slender, robed in white; a woman with red-gold hair, edged by the +light behind her; a woman with a red-gold apple in her hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">She stood arrested before herself; helpless before the memory of a +voice--</p> + +<p class="normal">"All straight folds--the sunshine on your hair, and a red-gold apple in +your hand--the World's Desire!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And she had refused him <i>his</i>. She stood for a second, not thinking at +all; simply, with a rush, feeling the truth, feeling herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then with a queer little cry which might have been his name had it been +articulate, she broke adrift. Broke, for the time, from all moorings, +and possessed with but the one idea that she <i>could</i> not do one thing, +that she <i>must</i> do another, she turned to the garden, and,--the +red-gold fruit still in her hand,--hurried breathlessly through the +waning light, through the dead-sweet perfume of the blossoms, till she +found herself, she knew not why--save that she must have air, have +space--upon the edge of the river.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was something now swaying idly against the landing-stage; +a rude craft buoyed up by air! And there was a rude sort of man in +it,--comprehending, yet uncomprehending,--primitive, simple, expectant. +"<i>Huzoor!</i>" he said, with broad smiles and outstretched hand. "I have +been waiting the <i>Huzoor's</i> pleasure. The Presence will go whither?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Whither?</p> + +<p class="normal">Even in her excitement the quaint coincidence struck her as absurd, and +yet it seemed to sweep her further still from her moorings.</p> + +<p class="normal">Whither?</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave that queer little cry again, and this time it was "Lance! +Lance!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whither did the Miss-<i>sahiba</i> say?" asked Am-ma gravely.</p> + +<p class="normal">The cry turned to a strange laugh. "To Eshwara--where else does the +river go--where else?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The strange, frail boat was sidling against the landing-stage in the +pulse of the river; her stranger, frailer self was adrift on the +greater river of life. And a hand, heedless, seeing nothing strange in +either, careless of all the fine-drawn niceties of culture, had hold of +hers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So, straight to the centre, <i>Huzoor!</i> I have placed the seat +correctly. That is right! The Miss-<i>sahiba</i> recollects the old rules; +we shall be in Eshwara before dawn!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She sat down mechanically, feeling only that she was adrift--adrift on +the river that went to Eshwara--where else--and that she was glad; glad +because she could not stay, because she could not face--</p> + +<p class="normal">And then the thought came of facing something else--<i>his</i> glad delight +when she came floating down the river--not dead, like the Lily Maid to +Lancelot--but alive--a woman with a red-gold apple in her hand--</p> + +<p class="normal">She sat staring at what she held, as if hypnotized by its colour, +absolutely unconscious of anything else till Am-ma's voice came +stolidly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We must pick up the raft first, <i>Huzoor</i>. This slave let it drift +while he waited for the Miss; but we shall find it at the ferry."</p> + +<p class="normal">At the ferry! The familiar idea startled her from dreams to the +reality.</p> + +<p class="normal">How came she there? What had she done? What did this mean? A flush of +intolerable shame swept to her face; she rose to escape. But Am-ma's +warning hand was on hers in an instant; that hand, so heedless of so +many limitations, so certain here that there was no escape from <i>these</i> +limitations.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Miss-<i>sahiba</i> forgets," he said deferentially. "When one is in the +stream there is no change possible; but if the place is not right we +can alter it at the ferry."</p> + +<p class="normal">She sat down again, telling herself this was true. She could alter it +at the ferry. She could walk home through the fields. No one need know +(the quaint craft, rocking itself back to balance, made her feel +giddy), her dress was only muslin, she could remove the cap; if +necessary, borrow a shawl from the bible-woman near the ferry, saying +she had not thought it would be so chilly.</p> + +<p class="normal">She buried her face in both her hands in a sort of despairing revolt at +the duplicity, so, with the red-gold fruit in her lap, sat trying to +think. But she could not. The scent of the orange blossoms seemed to +cloud her senses. So she raised her face again, and stared at the +river. Why had she done this? Why had she put this thing, that she must +always conceal, into her life? There would always, now, be something +she could not say straight out; and yet if she lived to be a hundred +the memory of it would never fade; it would be as fresh as it was now +when she died, with David's hand in hers!</p> + +<p class="normal">The intolerable humiliation of it stung deep; the instinct to escape +rose fiercely.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be quick!" she cried, seeing Am-ma idle, letting the current do the +work. "I want to get there as soon as possible. I must, or something +worse may happen. There isn't a moment to spare!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma bent towards her from his seat astride a skin air-bag. "Did they +kill anyone?" he asked, in sudden interest. "Did the prisoners escape +as it was arranged? And was it Carlone-<i>sahib</i> they killed?--they swore +it should be he, because he laughed at the miracle."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The prisoners--Carlone-<i>sahib</i>--killed!" she echoed stupidly. Then +with a great throb of the heart she realized that here might be +something of more importance than her self-humiliation. Had Father +Ninian been right? Had there really been some conspiracy afoot, and had +Am-ma heard?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have had no news from Eshwara, Am-ma," she said boldly, "what is +this about prisoners escaping, and the <i>sahib-logue</i> being killed? Who +was going to do that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma looked crestfallen. "I thought the <i>Huzoor</i> had heard--that +<i>that</i> was why she was going. It is nothing. Idle talk. It is always +talk. And the <i>Huzoors</i> have the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>. They must still be +kings."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Am-ma," she interrupted sternly, "you must tell me about this. If you +do not, I will take my hand off your son's head--I will never--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He almost dropped his paddle in absolute terror. "<i>Huzoor</i>" he said +helplessly, "it is talk, idle talk. It is always so. All day long, and +all night long in the bazaars, and the Masters have the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>. +There is no fear; but this slave will tell."</p> + +<p class="normal">They were almost opposite the ferry before he had finished his tale, +and she had grasped the whole tissue of trivialities which yet went to +make up so formidable a possibility.</p> + +<p class="normal">The discontent and dread regarding the canal, the strange lights, +the deaths in gaol, the return of the cursed corpse, Gopi--the +ticket-of-leave man's--talk of revenge if the cleansing water should +fail.</p> + +<p class="normal">Much of this was new to her, but it hung together with what she already +knew; and yet it seemed incredible! What could be the object? What +could they expect to do? Here Am-ma had smiled inscrutably, and said +the Miss did not know bazaar talk. Everything was possible to it. Had +they not even spoken of making a new Nawab out of Roshan Khân, the +<i>risaldar?</i> indeed, had not the <i>jemedar</i> at the palace already +treated +him as one?</p> + +<p class="normal">And the Pool of Immortality? Had it risen or not? Am-ma could not say. +They had asked him with bribes and threats to do the job--that was only +the priest's revenge, but it would serve other purposes too--but he had +refused, partly because he had to come away, and partly because he was +the servant of the Light-bringers. As to when the prisoners were to +escape he could not say. To-day, perhaps to-morrow, most likely never; +unless something really happened. It was talk. The Miss need have no +fear. The <i>Huzoors</i>, having the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>, must needs be safe, and +Carlone-<i>sahib</i> was a real hero; none braver, none stronger.</p> + +<p class="normal">That decided her. She had been counting costs as she listened. An hour, +say, back to Herrnhut. Even if anyone were there, which was uncertain, +half an hour at least to start a messenger. Then the boat might be at +the other side of the river. Then all those miles, on a rough road at +night!</p> + +<p class="normal">"When shall we get to Eshwara?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"At the turn of the night and day if the river is kind," said Am-ma, +but he looked doubtfully into a copper tint that remained in the sky, +though the sun must have set behind the mountains. It had a curious +effect, that copper-coloured dome above the rim of almost black hills, +with the river, dark, mysterious, already beginning to slide towards +the narrowing ravine. It did not strike her that she herself, adrift on +that river in what was to be her wedding dress, with prehistoric, +aboriginal Am-ma as pilot to her and a lumber raft, would have had a +still more curious effect to a spectator's eyes. But there were none, +and it was already almost dark.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Am-ma," she said, "I will give you fifty rupees, and keep my hand on +the son's head, if you will leave the raft here, and take me as quick +as you can to Eshwara--to the little steps below the fort--fifty whole +rupees!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He shook his head and grinned, partly at his own superlative honesty. +"We should not go so fast, <i>Huzoor</i>, now the slide is near," he said; +"for, see you, the raft is the wood-<i>sahib's</i> new shape. It is a good +shape; it came down the rapids above the valley like a boat, faster +than <i>this</i>, when the paddle cannot be used. It will take us with it. I +will fasten <i>this</i> behind, and steer. Then in the slacker water when +the paddle is possible, we will leave it; if the Miss-<i>sahiba</i> is in a +hurry. But there is none. The <i>Huzoors</i> are Light-bringers." He had +already paddled alongside the raft,--a boat-shaped mass of huge logs +rising towards the back--and, leaping to it, came back, after a moment, +with the tow-rope.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It shall do the work," he said, with another grin, as he fastened the +air-buoyed bed to a ring placed for the purpose in one of the logs. +Then he clucked emphatically. "Lo! who would grudge men's brains to the +Masters when they are clever as the Gods themselves? The Miss will see +how fast this goes. We shall be at Eshwara before the night turns to +day."</p> + +<p class="normal">Something in his tone warned her that the recurrence of the phrase was +not pure chance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is when the prisoners were to escape?" she said quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">He did not affirm or deny it. "So many things happen in the fight of +Dawn," he said affably. That was all; but she thought rapidly. The +rising, or whatever the conspiracy aimed at, could scarcely have +happened just after they left Eshwara the night before. In that case +the news must have followed them on the road. Therefore, if it was to +happen at all, if this were not all talk--and Father Ninian's words +came to make her doubt its being so--it would happen in a few hours. So +she must be there in time to give warning.</p> + +<p class="normal">As she thought this, a sudden strain at the tow-rope, a quick dip of +the boat-shaped prow of the raft, a louder swish of the water as it +curved out from its rising stern, told her she was adrift, indeed, on +the way to Eshwara! It seemed almost more incredible than what had gone +before. But there was nothing to be ashamed of here. It was the only +possible thing to do under the circumstances. Her journey might prove +unnecessary, but it might not; and supposing anything should really +happen--to--to <i>anybody</i>--she would never be able to forgive herself +if, knowing this chance of danger, she had not done her best to avert +it.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_19" href="#div1Ref_19">CHAPTER XIX</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>JULIET</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The copper-coloured glow, into which weather-wise Am-ma had looked, +distrustfully, as it domed the little valley set in its rim of hills, +had replaced that of sunset in Eshwara also, and Pidar Narâyan's eyes, +weather-wise as the fisherman's, looked at it as doubtfully, as he +walked home with Lance and Vincent Dering when the long strain at the +Pool of Immortality was over.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If it were not so early in the year, I should predict a dust-storm--a +real electrical dust-storm," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance, whose hands were full of cut-paper Gods--for in obedience to a +sudden impulse, he had stopped on his way through the crowd to buy up +the old Brahmin's whole stock in trade, and give him an extra eight +annas to go away and not drum any more--looked up also, and filled his +broad chest with a great breath. "Perhaps that is it. I've felt choking +all day--horrid!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent Dering laughed. "I don't choke--I tingle; and it is rather +jolly. Yes, sir; there is a lot of electricity in the air, and I +shouldn't wonder if we had a regular black snorter. Glad it didn't come +in the middle of the miracle '<i>biz</i>', for, as a general smasher-up of +ordinary experiences, commend me to a real electrical dust-storm! It +seems to attract the earth, earthy, in everything. In fact, if there is +such a thing as the Devil, and he ever gets the upper hand, it is +then--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian turned to him quickly, and then to the crowd,-through +which they were still cleaving that curiously acquiescent way which +white faces still cleave through dark ones--"Then I trust, my son," he +said gently, "that for your sake and <i>theirs</i> the storm may not come."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or that there isn't a Satanic majesty!" retorted Captain Dering, +cynically. "That, sir, is the easiest way out of the difficulty."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance had looked round on the crowd also. "Well! if there is," he said, +"and I had to paint him, I'd take that man's face as my model for +Lucifer." He pointed to a <i>gosain</i> who was forming the centre of a +group of gossipers round a syrup-seller's shop, and added--for he knew +his Milton as well as his Shakespeare--"<i>The superior fiend who gives +not Heav'n for lost!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Looks a bad lot, I admit," remarked Vincent, carelessly. "Have an idea +I've seen him before; in gaol, I believe. Yes! I'm sure of it. He is +the fellow Dillon told me was going to get his ticket-of-leave for good +conduct. He looks scoundrel enough for that! But really, sir--" he +turned to Father Ninian again--"I think we may count on their behaviour +now." He indicated the crowd. "If there was going to be a row it would +have come off before this; now they will settle down, you'll see, and +go on to the next camping-ground to-morrow morning as if nothing had +gone wrong. They are such creatures of habit; you could see that from +their sticking on in expectation of that footling old miracle all day!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian, in that curiously irrelevant way he had, put on the gold +<i>pince-nez</i> which always dangled over his black soutane, and looked +round him again. "They will settle down," he said quietly, "if nothing +new crops up to give them a lead into new ways. That is always the +danger; and a very small thing does it, sometimes, in India."</p> + +<p class="normal">They had reached the courtyard which lay between the palace and the +Fort, and with a wave of his hand in farewell, he passed along the wall +to the former, while the others, striking across the raised union-jack +of paths, made for the latter. The yard was crammed with pilgrims on +their way to bathe on the river steps.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who the deuce are those fellows?" said Vincent, angrily, as half a +dozen figures slipped out through the door in the bastion, as they +approached, and mixing with the crowd, got lost in it, while the door +was closed behind them by some unseen hand. "I'll talk to Roshan about +that. He was complaining only this morning that the men were breaking +out of barracks. What else can he expect if he doesn't look out. By +Jove! I'll teach 'em!"</p> + +<p class="normal">His first words, indeed, as he entered the outer courtyard of the Fort, +was to order a sentry down to close the doors against all comers +without a written pass from him, and as he went by the guard-house he +gave rather a sharp reprimand to Roshan Khân, who happened to be +outside, for not having kept his eyes open while in charge of the Fort +during his absence. No one was in future to use the small door; the key +was to be brought to him, and all passes were to be stopped for that +night.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Roshan looks in a demon bad temper. I wonder what's up?" remarked +Lance, casually, as he passed on through a wicket in the massive closed +gates to the inner courtyard, where the officers' quarters lay, hugging +the river wall. It was quite a citadel, a distinct fortification of +itself, with no entrance or exit except through the outer yard, or by +the little flight of steps leading down to the river, at the foot of +which Lance moored his canoe.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has been sulky as a bear with me these last few days," replied +Captain Dering, with a contemptuous smile. "I believe the old Colonel +was right after all, and coming here has put wind in his head. I shall +have to teach Mr. Roshan that, good man as he is, he is only a +<i>risaldar</i>, before long."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor devil," said Lance under his breath. "I'm always a bit sorry for +Roshan. He would be a fine fellow--if--if he wasn't so--so civilized."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Civilized," echoed Vincent, with a laugh. "You haven't seen him fight. +I have. Talk of devils; he has got one in him, if you like!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He certainly had at that moment, when, having gone straight to his +quarters after Vincent's reprimand, he found himself alone, and free to +show his feelings.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet, had he been calm, he could scarcely have told wherein +the grievance lay which for the moment clamoured for--no--not +redress--revenge.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not the first time that he had had to ignore hints, innuendoes, +suggestions of Heaven knows what impossible intrigues, as he had had +that very afternoon. It was not the first time that, in his position as +intermediary between the ignorance of the native soldier and the +ignorance of the English officer, he had had to '<i>ca' canny</i>,' so as +not to alienate the confidence of either. Indeed, the consciousness of +the necessity for this, by enhancing the value of his services, had +always been a pride to him hitherto. And these particular intrigues +were so childish; especially if--he paused in his angry pacing of the +room, and smiled complacently. Why should he give a thought to an +impossible plan, when a possible one lay ready to his hand? If he +married Laila, the land, almost the title, would be his of right. It +would be easy anyhow to regain. Then with a fresh frown, he remembered +Vincent's order. That would upset his plans. He had meant to slip out +by the bastion gate just before--say an hour before--dawn, and cross +over to the palace. Akbar Khân had arranged to be there to let him into +the garden. Now he must make other arrangements. He must find the old +eunuch, change the hour and the place; since nothing--no! not all the +tyranny in the world--should prevent his carrying out his intention of +seeing his cousin, and claiming her as his--his by right. So he must +settle this at once; settle it before there was any chance, he told +himself bitterly, of his superior officer coming out of the mess--where +no doubt he was guzzling swine's flesh and bibbing wine--(that faint +amaze at the presence in his own mind of such antiquated half-forgotten +ideas assailed him again at this point) to encroach further on his +liberty, his privileges.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had to pass the troopers' lines on his way to the main gate, and the +quick <i>salaams</i>, the ready smiles given him by the men, as they lounged +and smoked after their long day on duty, soothed his pride.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Captain had certainly said they had behaved well--kindly, and +discreetly; but whose merit was that? The Englishman's who gave the +word of command, or his, who had drilled them to obedience, who lived +with them day and night? Without such as he, a native regiment could +not be managed, if he chose to give the word. He would not, of course, +but if he chose--</p> + +<p class="normal">He set his teeth as he walked out of the Fort, and met at its very gate +that surging tide of patient, eager faces drifting on, and back again, +aimlessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">He need not, as a matter of fact, have feared any further interference +from Vincent Dering, for the latter, being very tired after the long +day in the sun, and having reason to know that part of the night time, +at any rate, which is usually given to sleep would be employed in +something better, had, after staving off hunger with what the cook +would produce at a moment's notice, and postponing the dinner hour, +gone to sleep deliberately, advising Lance to do the same.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the latter had, rather to his own surprise, found this impossible; +not even over a cigar in the balcony above the sliding, rushing river, +the sound of which was as a rule sleep-compelling, would sleep come; +not even in the cool darkness which was settling on Eshwara, despite +the curious hint of glow lingering in the sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">The air was too electrical, he decided. And then--Erda! He had slept +the night before, after she had said good-by so carelessly, without +realizing that the good-by was for ever. And he had not had time to +think all day. But now, at rest in the cool darkness, looking from his +lounge chair down the river to that other balcony, he did realize it. +For ever! Yes! that regret was in his life for ever. And he was so +young. Only twenty-five.</p> + +<p class="normal">Why had this come to him?</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda! Erda,--his heart's desire.</p> + +<p class="normal">He sat there voiceless, sucking mechanically at a cigar, long since +gone out; but that was as much the cry at his heart as if he had +allowed himself a fine frenzy of despair in older fashion.</p> + +<p class="normal">And he imagined her as he had seen her--this way, that way, every way, +in an unending torture of visions--until he exhausted reality, and +fancy showed her to him in her wedding dress. And then he felt as if he +could kill the Reverend David Campbell without shame or fear. He was +vaguely ashamed of the lack of shame, however, especially when his +fancy led him into endless mishaps which might befall a man, especially +a missionary, before his wedding day.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>There they ate a missionary</i>--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, sometimes; but there was not much time left for that sort of +end--</p> + +<p class="normal">What a brute he was, when the only thing that mattered was that she +should be happy and content.</p> + +<p class="normal">But would she be so?</p> + +<p class="normal">It went on and on and on, the controversy between himself and that +other self, so that he felt worn, and harassed, and dirty, and +altogether undesirable, when Vincent, about nine o'clock, reappeared, +dapper and scented as usual, in his mess kit, and expressed surprise at +finding his companion still undressed. He was hungry as a hunter, he +said; besides he wanted to have a decent interval between dinner and +turning in. And <i>that</i> must be early, for he had just heard from the +police authorities that though everything was quiet for the night, +absolutely quiet, they thought it would be safer to have the Pool +guarded again at dawn, in case of accidents; since none of the +pilgrims, though apparently quite resigned, had as yet gone on.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They never do till the next day; Pidar Narâyan told me so," commented +Lance, crossly. "Why should they rake us up at such an unearthly hour? +Why can't they let the people have a row if they want one? I'd like it; +give a fellow something to do in this beastly hole."</p> + +<p class="normal">He went off to dress moodily, wishing savage wishes, so adding, +perhaps, to that electricity in the air. And Vincent gave it his quota +of desire also, in his reckless determination to regain Paradise, as it +was lost, through a woman. And that play of Romeo and Juliet in the +scented garden--Juliet, whose bounty was "as boundless as the sea"--was +a bit of pure paradise to him. He had never, he thought, been in love +before. He had never known what love was. Those other loves of his had +been mean, ungenerous, calculating.</p> + +<p class="normal">So he was at his best, his brightest, during dinner. Lance, on the +contrary, was at his worst, his dullest; and Vincent made this his +excuse for going to his room betimes. He was not due at the palace till +twelve, but he was anxious to ensure the coast being clear, and Lance +seemed just in the mood when a fellow sits up sulkily, out of pure +cussedness, and drinks whiskey-and-water if he can find a companion on +whom to vent his cavillings.</p> + +<p class="normal">In truth Lance would have liked to do so. He wanted to feel miserable; +but after Vincent had gone, and he was left alone in the balcony, sleep +began to assert itself. He found even his despair becoming dreamy, and +being obstinate, tried to fight against the fact. The result being that +he finally fell asleep in his lounge chair with a soundness and +unconsciousness usually reserved for bed. Fell asleep, and promptly +relaxed into content with happy dreams of Erda's return to him; for +his, left to itself, was a healthy soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">And so were the vast majority of those which, through patient yet eager +eyes, were looking into the scarce-lit darkness of the streets, as the +pilgrims, crowded into an almost solid mass, seemed to slide with a +slow, almost unseen movement, through them. They were waiting for the +dawn. If nothing new came before then, they would pass on towards the +'Cradle of the Gods.' So, scarcely seen, restless yet restful, their +feet on the next rung of the golden stairs, they waited.</p> + +<p class="normal">And overhead the young moon had risen with a copper-coloured edge to +its crescent of light. For the glow was still in the sky, and the +troopers in the Fort, resting, after their long day, in Indian fashion +by sprawling on their beds and gossiping, had dragged these beds into +the open and discarded most of their clothing, since the night was +strangely still and warm. So even the wonder what had become of the +<i>risaldar-sahib</i> was languid.</p> + +<p class="normal">For Roshan Khân had not returned. And yet, as he sat in a quiet +courtyard of the city, with closed doors, realizing how late it was +growing, he had no fear of further reprimand. On the contrary, his +pulses were bounding with the certainty that he would gain praise. And +there was something beyond this mere desire for personal advantage in +the keen-witted diplomacy with which he listened, with which he +suggested, with which he led the talkers on to tell what it was of the +utmost importance that he should know, not so much to himself, as to +the Government he served. For his vague discontent had vanished, his +well-reasoned, well-founded loyalty returned at this, the first hint at +anything beyond the wild, aimless intrigue with which every Indian +bazaar teems. But here, in this definite plan, by the collaboration of +his troopers, of liberating fifteen hundred scoundrels,--or, at least, +desperadoes,--of aping the stroke of action which made the great mutiny +of '57 possible, was something tangible. Something which, when known to +the uttermost, must be told without delay to his superior officer. A +vast pride swept through him, as, when the gongs were striking +one,--short, yet with lingering vibration in the dull, still air,--he +made his way, fast as he could, back to the Fort. Without him, and such +as he, faithful despite limitations, what would the Masters know?</p> + +<p class="normal">Hours before, as he went out, he had arranged with Akbar Khân that the +palace door giving on the great square between it and the Fort should +be on the latch only, so that he might slip in at any time and take his +chance of hiding in the garden, his chance of seeing Laila before the +dawn came and he had to go back to the Fort. The old sinner, indeed, +had jumped at this indefinite arrangement, which bound him to nothing; +which made it unnecessary for him even to broach the subject of an +interview to his mistress. Since what was easier to say than that it +had been impossible; as, indeed, it was! Perhaps Roshan Khân had +himself grasped this fact; perhaps in insisting on this entry to the +garden he had been backing more than his own luck, and had been +meditating a <i>coup d'état</i> of his own. However that may have been, all +was forgotten in his newly recovered loyalty, his keen ambition, as he +hurried back to the Fort intent on but one thing--the forewarning and +forearming of those whom he had long ago deliberately chosen as his +masters.</p> + +<p class="normal">Some of his men were still lounging about on their beds, and he spoke a +word to them as he passed, warning them to be ready if wanted. So, +leaving them in sudden vague excitement, he passed on to the inner +court. Here, where Lance Carlyon's small band of Sikh pioneers were +quartered in the long, low building in which the fortified gateway +stood, no one was astir. And no lights were visible in the opposite +building where Lance and Vincent lived. Doubtless everyone was in bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">He passed on, therefore, swiftly to the room he knew to be his +Captain's, and knocked. There was no answer. He opened the door and +looked in. It was empty. A vague wonder assailed him, and he passed on +to Lance Carlyon's room. It was empty also, and the vague uneasiness +died down. They must be sitting up still in the balcony overlooking the +river, where they sat every day after dinner. Stupid of him not to have +gone there first; and yet, surely, it was late. Perhaps they were +uneasy; perhaps they had already heard! An open letter "<i>On Her +Majesty's Service</i>" lying on the dinner table as he passed through the +mess room (which was still lit up--sign that the servants had gone to +sleep awaiting their masters' call) attracted his attention. He glanced +at it, half fearing to find himself forestalled by the police +authorities. No! It was from them, as he had seen at once; but it was +only that notice for dawn. Ah! what was this? this tiny scrap of paper, +which had been twisted to a cocked-hat note, lying caught in the fold +of the foolscap, with the two words--"<i>twelve o'clock</i>"--written on it?</p> + +<p class="normal">In a woman's writing. Roshan knew enough of invitations from +Englishwomen to be sure of that.</p> + +<p class="normal">The vague uneasiness returned, as he went on to the balcony beyond the +dining-room. There too, the swinging lamp still burnt, and showed him +Lance Carlyon fast asleep in a lounge chair; but no one else.</p> + +<p class="normal">Where was Captain Dering? Captain Dering, who had the key of the little +door in the bastion; Captain Dering, who had had a note with "<i>twelve +o'clock</i>" in it?</p> + +<p class="normal">A sudden thought struck him. If--if there was anything in his vague +fear--then, by taking the canoe, which lay at the bottom of the stairs, +he could slip down stream, and see--</p> + +<p class="normal">Forgetting everything else, Roshan stole softly past the sleeping +Lance, and went down the stairs.</p> + +<p class="normal">The canoe was not there.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Captain Dering must have taken it and gone--whither?</p> + +<p class="normal">There was but one place whither he was likely to go alone at that hour +of the night; one place, a stair like this leading up to a balcony over +the river where he had gone once before with a woman, a woman in a +dress which marked her for what she was, really--a dress that marked +her secluded--which made <i>this</i>, shame unutterable!</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan's impotent fury rose hot at the inexpressible humiliation. The +thought of Captain Dering and Laila alone in that balcony meant but one +thing to his inherited ideas. No glaze of romance was possible. It was +shame unutterable, irredeemable. Shame that must be revenged without +delay. So, forgetting everything else in the world except this, he +passed the sleeping Lance once more, hurried back to his quarters for +his revolver, and only stopping to see that one chamber at least was +loaded, made his way to that door which he knew would be on the latch.</p> + +<p class="normal">That patient, eager crowd was still thronging the courtyard as he +crossed it, pausing a moment beside the great gun which centred the +union-jack of raised paths.</p> + +<p class="normal">The "<i>Teacher of Religion!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">Ay! they needed a teacher, needed a lesson; these aliens, these +usurpers, these depravers of women.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, in sober truth, Vincent Dering, at that moment sitting in the +little balcony alone with Laila Bonaventura, felt quite virtuous. They +had just come in from the garden, where they had been strolling and +whispering, and now, as they sat together, without a word, scarcely a +thought, in the faint light of the young moon and a red jewelled +hand-lamp--which Laila, with that unfailing instinct of hers for all +that matched the passionate mystery of the place, had set in a carved +niche, where it looked like a votive offering to the unseen image of a +saint--Vincent could feel the warm ivory of her cheek against his own, +hear the soft chink of her jewels as they slid towards him, following +the soft warm curves on which they lay. The red light of the lamp +glittered faintly in red stars on the myriad facets of looking-glass +with which the vaulted roof above them was adorned. It fell, reddening +the red lights on the gold-stiffened crimson waves of her dress, that +sent such a bewildering perfume to cloud his senses with passionate +content.</p> + +<p class="normal">A vast tenderness, a vast triumph, surged through him at the thought of +her. Who dared to judge her by the narrow standards of to-day--she, who +had gone back boldly to realities!</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>This</i> was what poets had sung since time began; <i>this</i> was what the +world had exchanged for Paradise!</p> + +<p class="normal">Juliet! Juliet!</p> + +<p class="normal">And if he was the "<i>god of her idolatry</i>," she was to him the "<i>dearest +morsel of earth</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">He bent and whispered the name to her with a kiss.</p> + +<p class="normal">And as he did so, a step, swift, bold, masterful, sounded in the +passage above; the step of one with a right to be there.</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent, startled, sat listening; but Laila was on her feet in a +second, with a reckless laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father Laurence!" she cried. "Well! let him come. I'm not afraid! For +he loved <i>her</i>. He <i>must</i> remember!"</p> + +<p class="normal">So, as a dim figure showed, half seen, in the archway, she stood like a +queen, her hand raised, her head thrown back; a sight never to be +forgotten.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is no use in being angry, guardian," she called, in her +full-throated voice. "It is too late for that. Remember--" She paused, +gave a slight scream, and flung herself before Vincent.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a flash, a second scream, and then the arches rang with the +echoes of a pistol-shot.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Laila! Laila!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You damned scoundrel! You've killed her!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Laila! Laila!"</p> + +<p class="normal">There were two voices echoing the woman's name, but only that one +pistol-shot. Then two useless clicks of a trigger, before, with an +oath, Roshan Khân flung the revolver from him and fled.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_20" href="#div1Ref_20">CHAPTER XX</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>TRAPPED</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">But that pistol-shot, as it pierced the hot, sultry air in the vaulted +archways, was caught by a sudden blast of warm wind, sweeping God knows +whence, to God knows where! and was blown out riverwards, citywards. +Blown by that sudden blast, like the hot breath of someone's anger, +which always heralds an electrical dust-storm. One moment there is the +stillness of the uttermost void brooding over the deep; the next, +causelessly, God knows why! the spirit moving palpably.</p> + +<p class="normal">And so it is always when the ever-recurring struggle for the right road +to that lost Paradise, for the right method of regaining that bartered +birthright, begins afresh among the sons of Adam. When the Hosts of the +Lord,--fighting, as men always fight, under the banner of Right, for +what they think good and true, for what seems to them to bring them +nearer to the golden gates--change armed peace for war.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was so now; and Lance Carlyon, waking to the familiar, yet +unfamiliar sound of that pistol-shot, woke also to the knowledge that +someone had already resorted to that last argument between man and his +fellow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Who was it? And why?</p> + +<p class="normal">As he stood, still half dazed by sleep, listening, as one does +instinctively, for another shot to follow the first, a new sound +distracted his attention.</p> + +<p class="normal">Was he still asleep and dreaming? or was that really Erda Shepherd's +voice, rising towards him from the sliding, unseen river?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will come back to you directly," it said in Urdu. The half-heard +promise of the words took him by storm, making him forget the +strangeness of the language. Yet even that made his bewilderment more +utter. And all around him, about him, a mist--or was it a cloud, or +what was it?--had sprung into being. A wreath as of smoke drifted past +the wide arches of the balcony, blotting out the pale shimmer of the +young moon.</p> + +<p class="normal">The swinging lamp above his head darkened, reddened, as the dust-atoms +leapt from the earth into the air, obedient to the call of that +mightiest force in nature which holds the world together, and guides it +on its way among the stars.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pidar Narâyan had been right! The electrical storm had come!</p> + +<p class="normal">But Erda had come with it. He could see her now, standing at the top of +the river steps, dimmed by the dust-atoms that glittered faintly in the +clouded ray of the lamp; could see her--tall, slim, white--with a +red-gold ball in her hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">So it was only a dream; he was asleep still!</p> + +<p class="normal">The certainty of this, the knowledge that he would wake soon, made him +yield to impulse, to emotion, as he would never have done otherwise. He +held out his arms to the gracious vision, his voice rang with passion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Erda! Erda! You have come back to me!--the world's desire--my heart's +desire!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And then, suddenly, his heart a-tremble for the first time, he drew +back from his own fervour almost apologetically; for the scared look of +the face seen through those earth-atoms had brought it home to him that +this was no dream. This was Erda Shepherd herself, the woman who was +the "<i>dearest atom of God's earth</i>" to him. And she had come back, for +what? Not to listen to his passion, anyhow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter?" he asked briefly, sternly; for it came home to +him also that the cause must be grave.</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave a little shiver; the hearing of that first greeting had upset +her calm, her courage, at last. Yet they had been firm till then; and, +Heaven knows! the long hours of slipping through the rapids in the wake +of that heaving, plunging mass of logs had been trying enough to +anyone. Then for the last half hour, since Am-ma had cut the raft +adrift to follow them at its leisure through the slacker currents, and, +in obedience to her order, had forged ahead with his paddle, her +anxiety had risen to fever-pitch; since the night, so far as she could +judge, must be waning fast, and her errand would be useless if she were +not in Eshwara before the dawn. For, as she had listened to Am-ma's +garrulous talk while he steered, the conviction had grown that the +danger to peace and safety--if there was any--lay in the future, not in +the past; that this dawn, and not yesterday's, was to be the signal for +the insensate, almost incredible attempt to wreck authority. An attempt +which yet--incredible, insensate though it be--might bring death to--to +one she held very dear.</p> + +<p class="normal">She admitted so much now to herself, and, pulling that self together, +looked that dear one in the face. "There is a good deal the matter," +she said. "You had better call Captain Dering to hear it, too; it will +save time."</p> + +<p class="normal">He nodded acquiescence, but ere he left her, the instinct in him to +guard his "<i>dearest atom</i>" to the uttermost from others, made him set a +chair for her, and, glancing round for a wrap, take the mess jacket he +had laid aside for a smoking coat, and fold it round her. For the air +had grown suddenly chill, as it always does in a sand-storm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You must be cold in that dress," he said. As he did so the daintiness +of it struck him, the scent of the orange blossoms made him turn pale. +Despite his hurry, his certainty that something serious was ahead, he +paused to ask sharply: "That is your wedding dress, isn't it?"--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not married, if you mean that!" she answered as sharply. Then she +flushed up angrily, more at the comprehension shown in her own answer +than the meaning in his question, and burst out: "What does it matter +if I am--or if it is? Go! I tell you, and call Captain Dering!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, when he was gone, she lay back in the chair and shivered again; +all the more because of the unaccustomed touch about her throat of the +gold lace on a mess jacket. How red it looked against her white dress! +And what a lot of little gold buttons there were at its edge: foolish, +useless, little ornamental gilt buttons, round and red-gold, like--</p> + +<p class="normal">The comparison brought back Lance's cry of welcome, and made her +realize that, quite mechanically, she still held in her hand that +useless, foolish, unnecessary orange!</p> + +<p class="normal">That, of course, was what had made him remember; had made him say those +words which had come like the writing on the wall to remind her of her +own guilt.</p> + +<p class="normal">She flung the fruit from her, hastily, into the unseen river beyond the +arches. Only just in time, ere Lance reëntered, with a puzzled face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can't find Dering anywhere," he said vexedly. "He is not in his +room. Hasn't been to bed, either; though he turned in early saying he +was half asleep. I wonder what is up? Can he have heard already, do you +think? Scarcely; and he would not have gone without waking me." His +surprise seemed to absorb him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I must tell <i>you</i>, for there is no time to be lost," interrupted +Erda, impatiently. Yet, even in her strenuous desire to make him +understand quickly, she did not fail to explain, breathlessly, how she +came to be dressed as she was. She had been trying on her wedding dress +to see if it fitted, and had gone into the garden for--for--flowers, +when Am-ma and his raft had come floating down the river.</p> + +<p class="normal">And was not that all true? she asked herself passionately, as she told +the tale. It was all of the truth, anyhow, that he or anyone else was +ever to know.</p> + +<p class="normal">So she had come to warn them, as she was.</p> + +<p class="normal">A great joy at her courage filled Lance as he listened, for to most men +the possibility of a woman acting as a man might act comes as a wonder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was awfully plucky of you," he began; but she cut him short with a +question as to what was to be done now.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Warn Dillon, first of all," he said readily. "We have a wire laid on, +you know. I only hope this infernal--I beg your pardon--dust-storm +won't interfere with the connection. You had better come over with me +to the office; it is just across the yard, and I don't like leaving you +alone. Do you mind?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll come, of course,--but I must make sure of Am-ma waiting first," +she added, with a ring in her voice; the ring of a vigorous vitality +which finds itself face to face with action. "He said the raft couldn't +overtake us for half an hour. But he must not go, anyhow, and he will +want to. I had difficulty in getting him to leave it, as it was. But I +had to make him. I had to be in time!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you are--loads of time!" he called, as he ran down the river steps +before her, to give the order. "It isn't two o'clock yet, and--" he +paused abruptly, on seeing, to his surprise, that only Am-ma's strange +craft lay sidling against the bottom step, over which little waves were +curving hurriedly, to reach up the wall, as if the water-atoms were as +restless as those of earth, as eager to seek a new element. For the air +was growing darker, thicker every instant with the intruders. He looked +round hastily, but there was no sign of the canoe anywhere. Yet he had +seen it moored to its ring before dinner!</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent must have taken it. Whither? An answer leapt to Lance's mind, +and he flushed up, even in the dark, redly. If this was so--what the +deuce was to be done?</p> + +<p class="normal">There was an added confusion, an added responsibility in his face as he +ran back to where Erda stood waiting him, and, catching up a lamp from +the mess table, started with her close at his heels for the office. +"That is the first thing, anyhow!" he muttered, half to himself. +"Dillon must be warned--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And perhaps Captain Dering will be back by then," she suggested +cheerfully, as, with the mess jacket worn as it should be for greater +convenience of action and greater protection (she had slipped her arms +into it, deliberately, while waiting for Lance), she followed in the +little halo of dull, red light cast by the lamp through the dust-mist.</p> + +<p class="normal">The courtyard was still without sign of life; for there was nothing to +guard here. The massive gates of the citadel once closed, and a sentry +outside the wicket, there could be no fear of secret comings and +goings.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope to God he may," said Lance, ahead, and his tone made the girl +wonder.</p> + +<p class="normal">His face, too, surprised her, as, sitting down to the instrument, he +signalled for attention. No doubt when time is an object, there must +always be a sense of strain in that pause before the answering tinkle +comes to tell that a human hand and brain is at the other end of the +thin wire which means so much, but there was more than that in Lance +Carlyon's frown.</p> + +<p class="normal">In truth, as he waited, he was not thinking so much of what would +happen if the communication was interrupted, but what was to be done if +it was not. Thinking that he must, somehow, warn Vincent. Thinking how +awkward it would be for <i>him</i> if there was a row, and he absent, as it +were, without leave!</p> + +<p class="normal">So it was Erda who recalled him to the wider issue. "What are you going +to do, if Dr. Dillon doesn't hear?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had to raise her voice a little, for something--either coming wind +or far-distant thunder--had brought a curious, faint reverberation to +the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to come from all quarters, scarcely distinguishable, yet +unmistakable, like the roll of a half-muffled drum, or a deep organ +note quivering into silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">The darkness all about them grew thicker and thicker. Lance, close +beside her in that red lamp circle, showed as if seen through gauze. +How unreal it all was! Herself, most of all, in a mess jacket, and, of +course--but this thought came second--her wedding dress! And then it +struck her that she, herself, was more unreal than anything else. To be +there at dead of night, feeling no fear, only a sort of savage +interest--</p> + +<p class="normal">"But if he doesn't hear," she persisted, "you will have to go down the +river and warn him."</p> + +<p class="normal">He nodded. And yet his thought went first to the fact that, if he had +to do this, if Roshan Khân had to be left in charge of the relief, it +would be still more awkward for Vincent Dering.</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>Tring-a-tring-tring!</i></p> + +<p class="normal">The answering tinkle brought a little breath of joy to them both; but +Erda felt inclined to stamp her feet at the slow precision with which +Lance--who had to remember each equivalent sign--spelt out his message. +He could not be quicker, of course, and yet surely he might! She longed +to snatch at the handles herself, though she could not signal at all.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There, that's done!" she cried, as a continuous short rattle followed +from the other end, which Lance translated into--"<i>All right, await +you</i>." "Now! what is to be done next?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Roshan Khân--he'll get the men together," answered Lance, already on +his way to the wicket in the gate. To his surprise, it was closed. He +knocked, no answer came. Erda, holding the lamp, looked at him +startled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sentry!" he called. "Sentry! Open the door! <i>Miracle!</i>'"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the password for the night, given by Captain Dering in +contemptuous memory of the day; but it produced no result. The wicket +remained obstinately closed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They've locked us in!" whispered Erda; the lowering of her voice being +due to a swift instinct that the less fuss made the better; the less +chance of interruption.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance bent his ear to the keyhole to listen. Those dull, muffled +reverberations--either distant thunder, or faint, ineffective +explosions of electricity close at hand--were louder now; but he could +hear no sound above them. He shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda had the lamp on the ground in a second, and was beside it, her +red-gold hair in the dust, as she peered through a three-inch iron +grating between the iron-rimmed door and the iron lintel.</p> + +<p class="normal">When she rose up her face was like the iron also.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They've trapped us!" she whispered. "There is a sentry outside--I saw +his feet. Come away, and let us settle what to do. And say something, +something angry--you know what I mean."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Damn that brute!" said Lance, cordially, in a loud voice, "where the +deuce has the sentry gone to? I'll have it out with him to-morrow, the +infernal--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda, ahead with the lamp, turned to look back, and put her finger on +her lips reproachfully. "That's quite enough," she said; but she said +it with a smile. That vigorous delight in action which some women feel +was making her blood race through her veins.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now what's to be done?" she said swiftly, as she put the lamp down on +the mess table again. "Let's think hard."</p> + +<p class="normal">The gate was closed against interference with--with--<i>something!</i></p> + +<p class="normal">That was evident. Proof positive, therefore, that Am-ma's tale was +true.</p> + +<p class="normal">So it followed that the most urgent need for help was at the gaol.</p> + +<p class="normal">But how to reach it, and with whom?</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance's thoughts turned instantly to Roshan Khân. Was he--could he be +in the plot? Surely not. Yet with or without his knowledge, the outer +court was in the hands of rebels who thought their English officers +were caught like rats in a trap; for, of course, they did not know +Dering was absent.</p> + +<p class="normal">And so it was. He and his pioneers--twenty or thereabouts--were in a +trap. What could they do to get out of it? Their arms, scaling ladders, +everything, were in the outside courtyard. What would be the use, +either, of trying to force the door? Mere waste of time. The thing +required was to prevent those fifteen hundred men with a criminal past +being let loose on Eshwara, let loose--as men like them had been in the +Mutiny--to give a lead over.</p> + +<p class="normal">And that--how was that to be done?</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked across to Erda, and took sudden comfort in the quick +intelligence of her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You had better take my place with Am-ma," she said sharply. "Go down +stream to the spit, cut across by the mission house, and chance getting +over to the police camp."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had thought of this before. The extra police, with their two +officers, who had come over to see the festival through peacefully, +were encamped above the boat-bridge and though, of course, most of the +men would be scattered on duty through the town, even some help would +be better than none. Yet how to leave Erda, not alone even, but with +twenty men whose loyalty would depend largely--as it always did--on +action, on their having someone to fight?</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you," he began--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll stay here. They won't try to come in--yet a while. I am not +afraid of being alone."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wouldn't mind your being alone," he put in, "but my Sikhs--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your Sikhs," she echoed. "Are they here? Then why--?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"They have no arms--I could find some, perhaps--"</p> + +<p class="normal">--His words--both their words--jostled each other in sheer haste.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! then why don't you call them?"--</p> + +<p class="normal">"How can I use them--trapped like a rat. They--they might be worse than +useless, without something to do--without a lead over--don't you +see?--and there is nothing--"</p> + +<p class="normal">--"Nothing!" she echoed, almost savagely, as she clasped and unclasped +her hands, dragging the fingers through each other, in sheer straining +after some thought on which to clutch, in cruel whipping and spurring +of her wits against that inaction.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nothing! Nothing! The word seemed to fill the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nothing in earth or air or fire or--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stay!" she cried, with a gasp. "The raft! The raft! Am-ma shall fetch +it--it must be close by, now. There will be room. It can float down to +opposite the gaol."</p> + +<p class="normal">He stared at her as she stood in her white, and scarlet, and gold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By Jove!" he said softly "by Jove, you've got it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The next instant he was off to rouse his men, and she was on the bottom +step giving Am-ma his orders, short, sharp, clear.</p> + +<p class="normal">But when Lance came back again to look out what arms and ammunition he +could lay hands on, he found her, in his room, sorting cartridges as if +she had done it all her life; and her face turned to him all aglow and +splendid.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We shall manage it! Am-ma's gone. He didn't want to, but I told him +I'd kill the baby if he didn't. I suppose it was wrong,"--though her +woman's tongue sought speech, her woman's hands stuck to their +work--"but I couldn't help it. I felt so savage."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are very brave," he said simply.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brave!" she echoed. "Why not? People talk as if women always had to +try and not be afraid; but we are not all like that. Some of us want to +fight. I do, always."</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked it, as, when all was ready, she leant, straining her eyes +into the darkness for a hint of Am-ma's return. "He must come," she +muttered to herself, "he shall come!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And he did. A bigger wave came sweeping up to the wall as a herald, and +then a voice calling for a rope. Half a dozen were ready posted in the +men's hands from various points of vantage. They flew outwards; one, +from Am-ma's hands inwards to a group holding a lantern on the steps. +So, with a silent haul, the pioneers had the raft stopped, and sidling +slowly back to mooring against the wall.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Lance turned to Erda hesitating, divided between his loyalty to +Vincent, and to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The palace ought to be warned," he said briefly--"if I go there ahead +on Am-ma's craft, I could pick you up on your way down. Could you +manage?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave a look round on the men, eager with the sudden excitement, +with the rush, with the very novelty of it all, and laughed--positively +laughed. "Manage? Yes! of course I can manage--<i>havildar!</i> see those +cartridges are put well back out of the wet--stay! bring down that +table, someone, and give it a lash--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, despite this absolute lack of fear, despite the fact that she +evidently wanted and desired no more consideration than a man, Lance +felt a wild dislike to leaving her there alone, as he stepped on to +Am-ma's skin craft, and, edging his way along by the wall, prepared to +drift down to the palace balcony. It was mirk dark now, and he had no +fear of being seen by the crowd on the bathing steps and the courtyard, +though he punted his way with the paddle shaft within a yard or two of +the shore; for he wanted to judge how far excitement had spread, how +far the crowd was aware of what was coming at dawn.</p> + +<p class="normal">To judge by appearances, not at all. There was no more restlessness, no +more movement than was inevitable in such a concourse of men, women, +and children. Here and there files of shadowy forms drifted about, but +the most of them, seen by the little lights set on the ground beside +each group, were in heaps, like the heaps of dead on a battle-field, +huddled up on each other, sleeping, resting, indistinguishable, +shrouded in their shawls, waiting for the dawn to come.</p> + +<p class="normal">And, above the soft, yet increasing murmur of the still windless storm, +came a softer murmuring of prayers, a weird low chanting.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Hosts of the Lord had not yet risen to battle. The Spirit had not +moved; the Word had not been made manifest.</p> + +<p class="normal">The palace, also, lay as yet undisturbed, unseen, in the darkness. +Except for a glimmer of red light just above the river, a paler glimmer +closer at hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The red light must be by the stairs for which he was steering.</p> + +<p class="normal">The other?--</p> + +<p class="normal">He did not know, but as he slipped past it another murmuring as of +prayer seemed to come from within. It must come from the chapel; if so, +then Pidar Narâyan must be awake also. He felt a certain relief at the +thought when he caught sight of the canoe at the bottom of the steps. +Then Vincent, as he had feared, was there; but not on the errand he had +feared, if Pidar Narâyan knew of it. So, mooring his strange craft to +the canoe, he ran up the stairs eagerly.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_21" href="#div1Ref_21">CHAPTER XXI</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>MARGHERITA</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian had been awake all night. He had been vaguely uneasy all +day, conscious, with that fine perception of his, that something was +amiss. But it was no fear of what <i>might</i> happen which had kept him +watching when others slept. It was the memory of something which <i>had</i> +happened; for, by a coincidence that for more than fifty years had +never lost its mystical significance for Ninian Bruce--sentimentalist +as he was to his finger tips--the night of the <i>Vaisakh</i> festival, when +the pilgrims watched for the dawn to guide them on their way to the +'Cradle of the Gods,' was to him, personally, the saddest and gladdest +of the whole year. Since it was the night on which he had sinned the +great sin of his life, and repented of it, even in the sinning.</p> + +<p class="normal">And that sinning, that repenting, was no slight thing to him. It was +the man himself; for the passion that was in him in his youth was in +him in his old age. It had only changed its dwelling-place. It had fled +from the senses, and found refuge in the emotions. In a way, indeed, by +thus seeking freedom from it, he had fallen into a greater thraldom, so +that his whole life had been as much swayed by this renunciation of a +woman as it would have been by her possession.</p> + +<p class="normal">Old as he was, this very night had brought him--with the thought that +Death could not delay much longer, and that next <i>Vaisakh</i> festival +might find him no lonely watcher--that thrill of self-absorption in +another self, that claim for all, which is the essence of passion. For +this woman, waiting for him in the land where there is no marrying or +giving in marriage, was still a woman; still the one of all God's +creatures whom he claimed, and who claimed him, even as the first woman +claimed the first man in Paradise.</p> + +<p class="normal">So he had passed the night watches of the Festival of Spring: as he had +always passed them. Partly in his room, that room made holy by her +presence in his heart, partly in the chapel, made holy by the Bodily +Presence of Him for Whose sake he had renounced her. The two holinesses +were inextricably mixed in Pidar Narâyan's mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had finished one of the masses for the repose of a sinning yet +sainted soul, and, before repeating the next, was confessing his own +repentance in his room, when that hasty footstep along the passage, +which alarmed those two lovers in the balcony nearer the garden, had +resounded through the arches. It had disturbed, but not startled him, +its very boldness reassuring him of its right to be there. Probably it +was some messenger from the police camp or the Fort. So he had risen +from his knees calmly and passed into the chapel, which lay between his +room and the balcony, in order to see who it could be. For the candles +were lit on the Altar and sent a faint light into the vaulted passage +beyond.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was as he paused, in passing, to do homage to that Bodily Presence +upon the Altar, which was ready--as he was in his robes--for the +service of love which was to him, as a priest, his duty, as a man a joy +unspeakable, that the pistol-shot came clamouring through the arches, +followed by those despairing cries.</p> + +<p class="normal">What they were he could not distinguish, but that they were urgent was +unmistakable, and had he been young as he had been on that night long +years ago in the balcony above the pale flood of the Tiber, he could +not have been quicker to reach the armoury, seize the long rapier, +which he had not used, save in play, since those ruffling days in Rome, +and run out into the wide, dim passage whence the sound had reached +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">None too soon! Someone was already flying down it. He pulled himself up +for attack, but the figure ere he could lunge at it was past him, +desperate, indifferent, flinging him against the wall as it continued +its reckless way to the outer door, where, with swift opening and +closing, it disappeared into the crowded courtyard, out of +sight--beyond recall!</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood for a moment, stupefied. What was Roshan Khân doing there? For +that faint light from the Altar had given him a glimpse of a familiar, +dark face, Roshan Khân's without a doubt!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Laila! Laila!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The cry was clearer this time and the blood left his fine old face in +sudden doubt as he turned swiftly to his left. Turned, and saw a faint +red glow through an arch far down the passage.</p> + +<p class="normal">That was the arch leading down into the balcony that was never lit +up--that was never to be lit up because of something that had happened +there long ago--because of the something which had <i>begun</i> a tragedy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Why was it lit up? A stronger fear caught at his heart. Could +Laila?--No!--impossible!</p> + +<p class="normal">He ran on, and the next moment was realizing that some tragedy had +<i>ended</i> in that balcony.</p> + +<p class="normal">But what?</p> + +<p class="normal">Who was the woman in native dress who stood with a man's arm around +her--a man in a scarlet and gold mess jacket? Ah!--that was Captain +Dering, undoubtedly. But the woman? The woman in scarlet and gold +also--God in Heaven!--had the dead--</p> + +<p class="normal">As he stared, the long, supple limbs, so clearly outlined under their +cunningly contrived draperies, seemed to lose themselves in the colour, +the glitter of rich stuff; one white arm, losing its hold on a cuff of +scarlet and gold, swung back helplessly, and Vincent Dering, with a +passionate entreaty to his darling not to be afraid, to look up, and +tell him where she was hurt, sank to one knee the better to support +what he held.</p> + +<p class="normal">And so the face, tilted backwards over his shoulder, came in view.</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>Laila!</i></p> + +<p class="normal">For an instant Ninian Bruce stood bewildered. Then all his youth, the +pride of birth, the dash, and the fire which had made that youth what +it had been, rose up in him. The blood surged back to his face in wild +anger, in savage sense of insult, and desire for revenge.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How dare you!" he cried, clenching his hand on his sword. "You shall +answer for this, sir! How do you come to be here, at this time of +night, and why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent, who at the first word had given a hurried glance to see who +the speaker was, then returned to his task with the indifference of one +absolutely preoccupied, held up his hand passionately against more.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't--and don't preach, for God's sake, old man!" he cried +recklessly. "Come and help, if you like. Some brute--Oh, curse him! +curse him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">His one trembling hand, for the other was round her, supporting her, +was busy with the quaint, jewelled clasps of the scented corselet, +which was crimsoning deeper with another dye. "It's too late for +preaching," he muttered, half to himself,--"too late! too late!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The words seemed to stun his hearer into silence. He stood bewildered. +Too late for what?</p> + +<p class="normal">And now, roused by that pistol-shot also, another old man, who had +carefully hidden himself away from the possibility of being found by +Roshan Khân, on the rage for an impossible interview; who had counted, +with malicious cunning, on the cooling effect of a useless waiting in +the garden till dawn should make it necessary for hot-blooded lovers to +return to the Fort, stole like a thief to the balcony. What could have +happened? The only likely trouble which had occurred to his vast +experience had been the possibility of Roshan Khân seeking the +interview upstairs. And for that very reason had not he, Akbar Khân, +felt it his duty to sleep outside his mistress's door? What more could +faithful servitude be expected to do?</p> + +<p class="normal">But this! What was this? His charge had stolen a march upon him. Old as +he was in the care of frail womanhood, he had been imposed upon! Then, +as he crept round a pillar craftily, the sight of Pidar Narâyan, in his +priestly robes, made the old sinner throw up his hands and grovel in +the dust.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This slave knew nothing!" he mumbled, gasping. "This was unknown. And +for the other, I told him it was too soon, too soon,--far too soon."</p> + +<p class="normal">Too soon, and too late! What did it all mean? Father Ninian stood +helpless, paralyzed; but Vincent caught at the words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The other!" he echoed. "You black devil! who was the other? Who was +that man? Curse him!" He paused, for Laila opened her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was Roshan Khân," she said, with a smile, that half-amused, +half-mysterious smile. "He gave me the dress, you know, and I think he +wanted me--to marry him. Hush! what's the use of being angry--now?" She +checked his incredulous outcry, and her hand hesitated up to his +trembling fingers, and held them back from their task. "Don't," she +went on; "I'd rather--you didn't waste time. I want you to look at +me--only me--me, myself. Ah! that's nice!"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was an instant's silence; then her eyes wandered to his cuff as +it rested on her corselet, and she smiled again. "We match, don't we? +I'm glad. Besides, it won't stain much. I expect--that's why soldiers +wear red, isn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The deadly realism roused Vincent to a sort of fury at his own +helplessness. But what could a man do, caught in a second by Fate to be +chief actor in a scene like this, where he was lost,--lost utterly? And +those two fools looking on--doing nothing!</p> + +<p class="normal">"At least, in common charity, you might help. You're something of a +doctor!" he cried passionately. "We can settle scores afterwards, you +and I, can't we? But now you might help <i>her</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What did she say?" asked Father Ninian, tonelessly. He had caught a +word or two, and their triviality, in the face of what had happened--a +triviality common in those who have been struck down as she had been, +almost painlessly--had but increased his bewilderment. "What does it +mean? How do you come here? I must know, first."</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl had turned her face quickly to the new voice; and, after +vainly trying to rise, lay back breathlessly. "Tell him, Vincent; he's +Father Laurence. Remember--he must know--and--and I--can't--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then here it is, sir!" broke in Vincent, brutally. "If you will wait +to know, when every moment is precious. We love each other--you've done +it in your time, I'm told! I've been coming here, night after night, to +see her; she wears that dress to please me--there! Now you've got it! +And to-night, some devil--she says Roshan Khân, but she's dreaming; +what can he have to do with it?--stood there and fired--at me, I think; +but she flung herself--Ah! Laila, my darling, why did you? Now, will +that satisfy you--you--you--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hush!" came Laila's voice--"there is no use in being angry. Besides, +he understands; he knows what it is to be in love quite well. Don't +you, guardian? You loved her, didn't you? Margherita, I mean--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She wandered off into Italian--the language they always spoke, and her +rich voice dulled, died away, as the faintness returned.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For God's sake, sir, bring the light, if you won't do anything else!" +cried Vincent, wildly. "She has fainted, I think--I can't see--it is so +dark. For God's sake, sir, the light at least!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The light at least! As Father Ninian mechanically took the red lamp +from its niche he felt that he needed no more light than those words, +"he understands," had sent into his very soul. Yes, he knew what love +was. But he knew also--it came home to him in a second--that his love, +even after all these years, differed not at all from this girl's. He +heard it in her voice--that voice so strangely like that other +voice--which he remembered--oh! so well!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Take off the shade," said Vincent, "it makes everything so--so +red--you--you can't see the truth." He shivered as he spoke.</p> + +<p class="normal">But that first look at the girl had been enough for Pidar Narâyan. It +had roused him, his apathy was gone. He thrust the lamp into Vincent's +trembling hands without a word, and his own steady ones--the hands +which had not touched their kind, except to heal body or soul, since +they had said farewell to a woman--took up the task.</p> + +<p class="normal">So for a few minutes there was silence, but for the old pantaloon's +ceaseless mumblings as he rocked himself backwards and forwards. He had +meant no harm, he protested--he had conducted more affairs of the kind +to a decent ending than he could well remember--no one could be more +discreet--accidents would happen--</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is shot through the lungs," said Father Ninian, breaking the +silence. "There is very little to be done--I--I--" He would have said +"<i>fear</i>," but for Vincent's face of anguish. What right had he to feel +sorrow?--he, the man who had brought this about. "Still, I will try. +Akbar! bring the candles from the altar. Stay! she had better go there. +It will save time. You two can carry her."</p> + +<p class="normal">But Vincent had her in his arms, with a brief "Where?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The chapel--the lights are lit. Lay her on the cushions before the +altar. I will be with you again directly."</p> + +<p class="normal">When he returned from his room with lint and bandages she was lying +there as he had directed, her long red skirt trailing down the white +steps.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The candles, please,--the smaller ones, Akbar,--and place them at her +head. They will give me a better light."</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent shivered again at the sight; she looked already dead, with +those tall tapers about her. Ah! what did it all mean? Was he dreaming? +How was it possible? The wild improbability of it stunned him; when not +three hours ago he had had a sherry-and-bitters before dinner! The +curious irrelevance of his thoughts made him feel as if he must wake +soon. Yet there she lay. Laila, whom he loved!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is she--is she--" he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not dead, if you mean that," replied Father Ninian quietly. "But she +will not live an hour."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no mincing matters between these two men--nothing but the +brutal truth; yet this time it was the old priest who held up his hand +against a passionate outcry. "Don't make a fuss. Be brave, at least, +and don't disturb her. She is coming to herself again."</p> + +<p class="normal">To herself certainly. To the old half-amused, half-mysterious smile, as +her eyes caught the tapers, the lighted altar beyond, her lover +kneeling at her side. "It is the wedding, I suppose," she said--there +was a catch in her breath now--"but why have they put the candles like +a bier? To save time, I suppose. But it mixes things up; and--" she +gave a little impatient sigh--"Oh! tell him to be quick, Romeo, +for--for we always meant to be married in the end--didn't we?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The words cut Vincent like a knife. Yes! He had meant it. Not always. +Not till, even to one with his past, the perfection of this idyll in +the garden would have suffered without that promise to himself. And +now, death should not cheat him, should not leave a stain, a regret, on +the one perfect romance of his life. He stooped suddenly and kissed +her; kissed her with more passion than he had ever kissed her before.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It won't be long, Juliet; he is just going to begin," he whispered, +then rose to his feet unsteadily.</p> + +<p class="normal">This at least he could do for himself. And for her? A sob, almost of +gratitude, of admiration, came to his eyes as he realized that it would +never, never--even if she had lived--have mattered to her really. But +it had been a part of the play; part of her as Juliet. So it should be. +His wild revolt at the sequence of improbabilities--for after all that +idyll in the garden had been, bar its environments, commonplace +enough--which had landed him in--<i>in an Adelphi drama!</i>--(he could not +help the thought, though he despised it)--should give way to this. The +play should end with a wedding. Juliet should have the '<i>statue of pure +gold</i>' in the eyes of the world. He could ensure this by a word; and +the word should be spoken.</p> + +<p class="normal">He touched Father Ninian peremptorily on the shoulder, as he bent, busy +with his instruments.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I want to speak to you. Hush! she must not hear. Father, you say she +is dying. Well, I claim my right. I am a Catholic--I have sinned--we +will say nothing about her--that lies between us. I wish to marry her +while I can. I ask it as my right, of you, a priest. Do you understand? +I ask you to marry us."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ninian Bruce looked for an instant as if he could have killed the man +who stood before him; then he drew himself up, priest utterly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you the right to claim it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I claim it as a right," replied Vincent, fiercely. "That is enough, +surely."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is not enough. I will ask her." And Pidar Narâyan knelt down beside +the girl. "My daughter," he began, "Captain Dering tells me--" Then he +gave way--"<i>Cara mia</i>," he whispered, laying his hand on hers, "tell +me--I have never been unkind, surely--tell me--your old guardian, who +has loved, who loves--must I marry you to--to <i>him?</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">Laila looked into his face with a faintly-wondering reply. "Must!" she +echoed dreamily. "It's just as he likes, of course. I don't mind. I +only want him--where is he?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm here, sweetheart." Vincent knelt down again and took her in his +arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">The faint querulousness left her voice. "That's nice," she murmured. +"Tell him to begin quickly, Vincent, for I don't want to waste time. I +want you--you, yourself, and me--me, myself--nothing else."</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian gave a sort of cry, and turned blindly to the altar. If +this was not Love, what was?</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, monotonously, his voice began the marriage service.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you a ring?" he asked, when he came to stand by those two, the +girl supported in Vincent's arms. The latter shook his head. "Go on +without it," he said sternly; "she is failing fast."</p> + +<p class="normal">But there was one on the old man's finger; one that had never left it +since it had been put there by a saint in Paradise. He took it off now, +and gave it to the man whom at that moment he hated and despised more +than any man on earth.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, swiftly, the prayers went on, and old Akbar paused in his rockings +to say "Amen" with the others. He had learnt <i>thus</i> much in these +latter days of grace.</p> + +<p class="normal">The last one came as a step resounded down the passage; Lance Carlyon's +step as he sought the light he had seen--sought his Captain. He seemed +to bring a breath of fresh air into the passion-laden atmosphere, a +solid reality into the shadows.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Vincent!" he cried, as he caught sight of the scarlet and gold. "Thank +God! you're here. The troopers have seized the Fort--" He paused +suddenly, horror-struck at what had caught his eye. "I beg your +pardon--I didn't know--is she--is she--hurt?--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent stood up suddenly. "Hush! that has nothing to do with it. Leave +that to me. The troopers have risen? When?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance, with his eyes still on that pitiful sight, shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There was a pistol-shot--you must have heard it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Heard it!" echoed Vincent, wildly. "Yes! I heard it. Go on! What +then?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know--I know nothing in this infernal nightmare that's got +hold of us all!" cried Lance. "I only know that if we don't get to the +gaol before they do--they've gone to set the prisoners free--there will +be the devil of a row. So you must come at once, Vincent--you must come +at once!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Dering gave an irresolute look at the dying girl. She had saved +his life--he loved her--could he leave her? Was anything worth that +sacrifice?</p> + +<p class="normal">"You <i>must</i> go!" said a stern voice. It was Father Ninian's, who had +taken Vincent's place and was now holding Laila in his arms. "You must +go, Captain Dering, and prevent worse from befalling; if you can--if +you can!" There was almost a triumph in his voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance looked from one to the other in sheer despair. "Well! if you +won't come, I'm off--oh! come along, Vincent, and don't be a fool! +It--it isn't worth it; it never is!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent Dering stood still irresolute. "You'll stay, sir," he said, +"and--and look after--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Father Ninian drew the unconscious girl closer to him. "I will look +after--<i>Margherita</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">The last word came in a half whisper to himself and his eyes met +Vincent's with a curious dazed defiance. The latter gave the defiance +back, as their owner stooped for a second over Laila's indifferent +face, and kissed it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-by, <i>Juliet</i>," he said; and the last word came also in a half +whisper to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next moment he was following Lance down the dim passage, full of a +vague relief, and realizing for the first time that the mist, which for +the last half hour had dimmed the reality of all things, was due, not +to any aberration of his brain, but to the simple fact that an +electrical dust-storm was in full blast.</p> + +<p class="normal">He realized it with relief. That was at least real, tangible.</p> + +<p class="normal">Almost too much so; and as the hot wind, charged with those aspiring +atoms of earth, met him fiercely, he realized also that the storm would +fight against him in his efforts to prevent worse from happening. If, +indeed, anything could be worse than what had happened; worse than +Laila's--</p> + +<p class="normal">He broke off in his thought, incredulous. It could not be true. He +would come back to find her better--well!--</p> + +<p class="normal">But that other dream was true. His men had risen. The one thing +necessary, therefore, was to get to the gaol before any decided action +took place; and this he realised still more clearly from Lance's curt +explanation as they ran down the river steps. Once there, the sight of +the canoe he had left suggested the feasibility of getting to the gaol +in it. His personal influence might avail. If that failed, he would at +least be able to save time by choosing a suitable place for the raft to +come ashore. The great thing was to be on the spot, to be within reach +of action at once; to wait for the raft meant needless delay.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, a minute after, the faint splash of his paddle was lost in the +rising hum of the storm, and Lance was left looking anxiously for sound +or sight of the raft, which, if all had gone well, should by now have +started.</p> + +<p class="normal">But neither came, so, seeing from the light he had snatched up as he +passed through the balcony that the air was growing darker, more +impenetrable than ever, he shoved off his strange craft, to wait +further out in the stream where there was less chance of the raft +passing him unseen, unheard.</p> + +<p class="normal">For this reason also, he paddled up along the wall a bit into the faint +glow of light which showed still from the arches of the chapel. And as +he lay in it, his ears and eyes strained for the least sound, he could +hear as a kind of background to that muffled drumming of the storm, the +sound of the pilgrims chanting as they waited for the dawn. The dawn +which would bring--what? Who could tell?</p> + +<p class="normal">The sound of other prayers, echoing from the chapel, made him shake his +head, feeling that it was hopeless to look forward--or backward for +that matter! Why had Roshan shot the girl--if he had! And why had Pidar +Narâyan called her Margherita, and Vincent called her Juliet?</p> + +<p class="normal">The whole thing was exactly as he had said--an infernal nightmare!</p> + +<p class="normal">Then a faint sound in front of him made his strong arms sweep the +paddle through the stream as he shot into the darkness in search of the +raft; in search of Erda.</p> + +<p class="normal">Not that she needed him, really. The memory of her in that red-and-gold +mess jacket above her wedding dress, giving orders to the men squarely, +came back to make him smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">God bless her! She could do well enough without him. That was one +comfort. And Dillon could hold his own too, without much help, for a +time--that was another; for what with this and that, help was bound to +be over-long in coming.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_22" href="#div1Ref_22">CHAPTER XXII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>A MONOPOLY</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Lance Carlyon was right in trusting Dr. Dillon's power of doing without +help until Providence chose to send some. This was the easier task, in +that he had made up his mind deliberately beforehand as to what his +best course of action would be should an alarm of this sort occur. +Therefore that imperative <i>kling-kling</i> of the telegraph bell which +roused him in a second from his bed, where, ready dressed for any such +emergency, he was sleeping the sleep of the just, found him alert, +prepared for anything and everything.</p> + +<p class="normal">So it has come, he thought, as he hastily wired back the comprehensive +reply, "<i>All right, await you</i>." He felt as a doctor does when a +dangerous symptom which he has foreseen as a possibility, shows itself. +He had been on the lookout for this for days, but as the dawn would end +the period during which it might be expected, he had, as in the +outbreak of the cholera, had hopes that danger was over. His last +thought, as he slept, had been this; he woke to find that the +complication must be faced. Woke with a strong regret, but a stronger +instinct of fight. So he slipped his feet into his shoes, jammed his +big mushroom hat on his head out of pure habit, and so, armed +<i>cap-à-pie</i>, with a brain quick to work, and a body ready to follow and +obey, he ran across the sandy road to the Smiths' bungalow, realizing +as he did so that a dust-storm was just beginning. That would delay +both attack and relief. On the whole, this would be an advantage, +since, once things were secure, half an hour or so would make no +difference in the latter; whereas, he wanted every minute he could get +now for preparation.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had not warned Eugene Smith of his fears. There was never any use +alarming people by mere probabilities, unless by so doing you could +forearm them. And this was not the case here; since the safest--in fact +the only--place of refuge for Mrs. Smith and the child, should trouble +arise, was the semi-fortified roof above the gate of the gaol; and that +he knew to be ready for use. He had, therefore, only to wake them, as +quietly as might be, so as not to give the alarm to the servants. +Fortune favoured him in this; for, just outside the verandah, he ran +full tilt upon Eugene himself, tall, gaunt, in his sleeping-suit, +carrying a roll of bedding on his back like a snail's shell. The heat +of the evening had enticed him to sleep outside, as he preferred, <i>à +la</i> Robinson Crusoe, and the dust-storm was sending him in.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hello, Dillon!" he cried, "what's up?--nothing wrong with my wife or +the child--I hope--No!--" he gave a sigh of relief, "then it's the +beastly dust-storm disturbed you, I suppose. Isn't it sickening to +think how many times in the next six months we shall have to take up +our beds and walk."</p> + +<p class="normal">"H'm! Hope I shall have the chance," replied the doctor, dryly, +recovering his breath. "No, it isn't the storm. They're going to try a +row, Smith. Just had a wire from the Fort. There's a plot on, to come +here and set the prisoners free, and that's dangerous. So, till the +troops come, I think you'd better bring Mrs. Smith and Gladys to the +gate--it's the safest place, and I've got everything ready. It mayn't +be much; but the devils, whoever they are, might turn and rend +you--especially if they fail with me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene Smith had dropped his snail-shell and sat down on it, aghast, in +surprise; but he was up again before the doctor finished.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By Jove!" he said rapidly, calmly as the doctor himself. "That's a +taking up one's bed with a vengeance. I'll have 'em both ready in a +jiffy--anything else?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. I'll rummage round till you return--one forgets things to the +last, sometimes. And I shall want your Remington and such like--I know +where to find 'em."</p> + +<p class="normal">A moment after he was striking a match to light the tall floor-lamp in +Mrs. Smith's drawing-room. She had turned it out herself a few hours +before, thinking, as she looked round the room, full of soft +rose-shaded light, how pretty, how cosey it was. It had the same air of +refined security now. Everything, down to a copy of the last '<i>Queen</i>' +lying on an inlaid table by her favourite chair, was so exactly what +one would have expected to find in her room; the room of a delicate, +cultivated, civilized, society woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now?</p> + +<p class="normal">Now the delicacy, the culture, the civilization, the society, and the +security belonging to them, had been invaded in an instant. By what?</p> + +<p class="normal">The dust--you could almost see it springing into the air in these sandy +stretches--had already settled thick over the dainty furniture, and as +Dr. Dillon, standing by the table in the pink glow of the lamp, asked +himself the question, he yielded to the imperious fascination which a +smooth sand-surface has for humanity. But he did not write his name +upon it; only the idle answer to the question.</p> + +<p class="normal">"God knows."</p> + +<p class="normal">The writing lay upon the table beside the latest fashions, staring up +into the pink paper shade, after George Dillon had passed rapidly to +Eugene's office to choose this, that, and the other, and make them into +a bundle with a table-cloth.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he returned to the drawing-room, Muriel Smith was standing by that +writing in the sand: a fragile figure in a blue dressing-gown, all +frilled and embroidered like the pictures in the paper. She looked more +forlorn than frightened; forlorn and pathetic.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it warm enough?" said the doctor, as he entered. "Your dress, I +mean. There's a storm on, and it generally brings rain."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is flannel," she answered, and he nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no excitement, no heroics. Only that. That, and the writing +on the sand, and her forlornness--the forlornness of a delicate Dresden +shepherdess set to drive a flock of real sheep to the shambles. But the +needlessness, the pity of it, made Dr. Dillon set his teeth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Eugene will be here directly with Gladys," she said. "We thought it +best not to wake her, and he said we had better start at once; for you +see I can't walk nearly so fast as he does."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no trace of fear in her voice, but there was none of +resistance either, and she turned at the door to look back with an +almost reproachful acquiescence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor room," she said softly, "it seems so strange--such a pity; but I +suppose it can't be helped." She turned to the darkness again with a +little shiver, and went on, "Vincent sent the wire, I suppose."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I didn't ask," replied Dr. Dillon curtly; then, repenting him, added, +"I suppose so. He will be here directly I expect. And--and we will all +take care of you and Gladys, as long as we can. You know that; and we +can't do more--can we?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She smiled quite tenderly. "Of course you will. And I am really not a +bit afraid--except of being in the way."</p> + +<p class="normal">She seemed to accept the necessity of this; perhaps rightly. For the +storm itself was no joke in these desert stretches, where the sand rose +in choking clouds, yet left enough to make each step a toil. Muriel +stumbled along breathlessly, but so slowly that, when her husband +joined them, striding along with Gladys, still sleeping, wrapped in a +blanket in his arms, the doctor bade them come at their leisure and +wait until he gave the signal before entering, then ran on swiftly to +the gaol. For there was no time to lose; though, on the other hand, +there was very little to be done. The less the better, if his plan was +to be successful; since that involved the utmost quiet, and the keeping +of the prisoners from all knowledge of what was going on as long as +possible.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he faced the choking darkness, the hot blasts of causeless wind, +blowing all ways at once, George Dillon reckoned up his chances fairly. +The storm would certainly make it easier to keep such knowledge from +those within, and make it more difficult for those without to establish +communication with the former. So far, good. On the other hand, no +amount of the light at his command would enable him to see, even from +his coign of vantage on the gateway roof, what was going on, either +outside or inside. And darkness was the diggers' best friend; while +digging was the recognized enemy of mud walls. Especially of those +inside walls which divided the gaol into sections. Yet the best, the +only chance of keeping the prisoners quiet, lay in preserving their +segregation into companies.</p> + +<p class="normal">For the gaol was of the cart-wheel pattern. That is, a huge circle of +outside wall, thick as an earthwork, the felloes of the wheel, as it +were. Then a small central cylinder of brick, like a lime kiln, the +nave of the wheel, as it were. Between these two the spokes. Spokes of +twelve feet high mud wall, dividing the whole into seven wedges of +prison, absolutely distinct, blank, aperture-less, save for one heavily +stanchioned door in the apex of each wedge, leading into the central +tower. Exit or entry was therefore impossible to six of these wedges, +except through the tower; that is the citadel, the key, as it were, of +the gaol proper.</p> + +<p class="normal">The seventh wedge, however, gave, at its wider end, on the +entrance-gate, which was a square, semi-fortified building, pierced by +a tunnel, gated at each end, and further protected by an outside yard, +or roofless porch, also gated. The inmost of these three gates opened +on to a small courtyard, and this narrowed again into an alley which +gave access to the central tower. Briefly then the whole gaol consisted +of six wedges opening, by a door in their narrow end, into the central +cylinder; and a seventh wedge split in two by an alley leading between +high mud walls from the gateway to that central tower; the key to the +position.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the two halves of the split wedge lay the warders' barracks, the +solitary cells, the cook rooms, the hospital; and the entry to these +was by a door on either side of the little courtyard, just beyond the +inner gate. From the corner of this, also, rose the outside stair +leading to the roof of the square, brick gateway.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus the fifteen hundred prisoners were broken up into companies of +about two hundred each, and were absolutely without possibility of +communication so long as the central tower was in the hands of +authority. Unless there was time to undermine the mud walls, and tools, +also, wherewith to work. Of these, however, there were none in the +gaol. Nothing, even, that could be used to take their place, except in +that seventh section which held the executive of the gaol; and there +Dr. Dillon meant to leave no hands to use them, if he could compass it.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he pulled up to regain his breath before walking up to the gate and +giving the countersign, the whole place lay quiet and dark. So far, +good. There was the risk, however, of the plot being known, and of the +sentry refusing him entrance. It was not, however, and the next moment, +calmly as if he was merely on one of his not infrequent rounds of +unexpected night inspections, Dr. Dillon passed from the outer porch to +the tunnel, and told the sentry at the inner gate to light the lamp in +the little office room to one side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Call the superintendent," he said to the first man, "and you can tell +him I am going to inspect the solitary cells."</p> + +<p class="normal">He added this because he knew it would give time, since the +superintendent would be sure to give a private look round, first, to +see all was in order, and remove possible traces of tobacco or +opium,--those luxuries out of which so much money can be made by gaol +officials.</p> + +<p class="normal">No sooner, however, had the first sentry gone through the door to the +left section, than he sent the second one on a similar message to the +right, where the hospital lay. Then, the coast being clear, he rapidly +unlocked the private safe in the office which held his set of keys in +case of accidents, and locked both the right and left doors. Secure for +a moment, therefore, from interruption, he ran outside, saw that the +tool rooms, etc., were closed, gave the signal to Eugene Smith, hurried +the refugees up the stairs; and then, after unlocking the two doors +again on his way back to the office, sat down in his usual chair and +began to look over a register.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was engaged in this calm occupation when, a minute or two after, the +native superintendent--a big, dignified person, in a blatant undress +due largely to his bulk--arrived breathless.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Darogah-jee!</i>" began Dr. Dillon, instantly, and the mere tone of the +title made the man quiver, "I've had constantly to complain of the +tobacco and opium smuggling that is going on among the warders, and I +mean to stop it. I've had information to-night which will clinch +the business. So take the night guard, rouse every warder, bring +everyone here, even those on guard in the sections--the hospital +orderlies--everyone, in fact, who is free to go out of the gaol. They +are to come at once. No time allowed for arrangements. If they are not +all here in five minutes I shall think you are in league with the +smugglers."</p> + +<p class="normal">The <i>darogah's</i> fat flesh shook, yet he winked as he went off. If the +doctor-<i>sahib</i> expected to find anything in this fashion except, maybe, +a smell of the forbidden drugs, he was mistaken. On such a night, too, +when the dust was in everyone's eyes. Well! it might have been worse; +for, though he knew nothing definitely of any plot, he could not fail +to know that there was more to excite men in the gaol, that night, than +tobacco or opium! So he went about his summons with a sigh of relief, +and before the five minutes were over had his posse of minor officials +together, including a file of unfettered prisoners, with good conduct +badges, who were used as gang leaders. He himself finally coming down +the alley, with a stupendous bunch of keys, followed by the little +group of night warders he had collected from the other sections.</p> + +<p class="normal">"All here?" asked Dr. Dillon, lighting a cigar. "The register, please, +<i>darogah</i>. They will answer to their names, pass out through the wicket +into the porch, and stay there until I've tallied the lot. I'm going to +have it <i>pakka</i><a name="div4Ref_11" href="#div4_11"><sup>[11]</sup></a> +this time."</p> + +<p class="normal">Some of the men grinned, some looked uneasy, and some few frowned; but +all obeyed, though they cuddled themselves into their blankets as they +slipped through the wicket, and faced the whirling, swirling storm in +the open porch, the doors of which were barred, not solid.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Kishen Rao?" came Dr. Dillon's voice, after a long series of names, +followed by brief "<i>presents!</i>" and swift exits. There was no answer. +He turned to the <i>darogah</i> for explanation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Absent!" explained the latter, timorously.</p> + +<p class="normal">A little more decision might have saved him the quick question, "With +or without leave?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Huzoor</i>" palpitated the fat man, "he went out to bathe in the Holy +Pool by permission this morning. He is of the utmost sobriety. A +Brahmin, promoted by your Honour to, as your Honour knows, general head +ward-keeper. He is not to be suspected."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Leave till 5 P.M.," commented the doctor, looking over the register. +"Mark him down absent without leave. Go on."</p> + +<p class="normal">So, rapidly, the last man ducked under the wicket.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that the lot?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Everyone, Protector of the Poor," protested the burly official, with +smiles. "The prison is empty of the unfettered."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then let it remain so for the present," said Dr. Dillon, coolly, as he +stepped forward, closed the wicket, slid the bolt to its place, and +turned on the <i>darogah</i>, all in one swift sequence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now, then!" he went on sharply, "you and I have to settle a bit of +business. Your keys--" he took out a revolver, and laid it on the table +beside him--"every key you have; duplicates, triplicates, everything! +I'm going to keep this gaol myself for a bit. Do you understand?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Huzoor!</i>" bleated the man, helplessly, putting his big bunch on the +table.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon smiled sarcastically. "Won't do, my friend. I want the lot +by the list. Where's the register?"</p> + +<p class="normal">When it came he ticked them off rapidly by it. "Sections B and C, +warder's duplicate; where's that?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">The official grew green. "Kishen Rao--" he began--"but he is of the +utmost--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon turned on him like lightning. "You're a damned scoundrel, +sir! What else is missing?" He ran over the rest swiftly, then looked +up suddenly with a scowl that made the man literally collapse. "So +that's it, is it? Duplicate of B and C sections missing, and duplicate +of the alley doors. A pretty little game!" he laughed sardonically.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Kishen Rao--" gurgled the <i>darogah</i>--"by your Honour's promotion--of +the utmost--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it won't play, my friend; it won't play!" went on the doctor, with +a curious elation. "I hold the thirteenth trump, now. You go in +there,"--he pointed to an inner store-room behind the slip of an +office; a windowless place, pitch dark, where the clothes in which the +prisoners arrived awaited their release in piles--"and thank your stars +you're in such good quarters."</p> + +<p class="normal">All but that brief order, "You go in there," was spoken in English, as +a sort of outlet for the intense satisfaction which was filling him at +his own success,--<i>so far</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next minute he had turned the key on the <i>darogah</i>, and was up the +stairs calling Eugene Smith in a low voice to come down and help to +bolt and bar; but to come as quietly as he could.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I've got rid of the lot," he said joyously, after he had explained the +position in a few rapid words; "there isn't a soul in this section +except the solitary cellers--who, of course, are ironed--a few sick +people, and the assistant surgeon; but <i>baboo-jee</i> is an agnostic, and +is so confoundedly afraid of the possibility of a future life that he +may be trusted to go into green collapse if he hears a shot fired."</p> + +<p class="normal">So, rapidly, the two men set to work, undisturbed by more than a +protesting "<i>Huzoor</i>, what shall we do?" from the posse outside the +first gate, and a low knocking at the wicket.</p> + +<p class="normal">There were double doors here, however, and of the sort which it would +need time to negotiate, without powder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They will hold out for an hour, at least," said the doctor; "then +there will be the inner one, and after that the alley door--unless--" +he remembered Kishen Rao, and frowned. That was the only weak spot in +his armour. "We can count on an hour and a half, at least," he +continued, carefully allowing for the worst; "longer, perhaps. Now +then, Smith, for the toughest job! I've got a couple of crowbars here. +Those first six steps--eight if we can--of the stairs must come down. +There aren't enough of us to hold them."</p> + +<p class="normal">So, for fully a quarter of an hour, no sound was heard above the +curious vibration of the storm except the grinding and crushing of the +bricks as they were rapidly eased out, one by one, from the mud mortar. +The light of one of the office lamps, set on the ground, showed by that +time a sheer drop of eight or ten feet, and Eugene Smith, working +above, jammed his crowbar into a crevice of the wall against which the +steps clung like a swallow's nest, and gave Dr. Dillon, who had been +working below, a rope and a hand up.</p> + +<p class="normal">The latter set down the keys and the lamp he had brought up with him, +and deliberately dusted the knees of his trousers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There, that's done," he said. "Couldn't be better."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, it seems pretty safe," assented Eugene Smith, a trifle dubiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Safe!" echoed the doctor, enthusiastically, "I haven't felt so safe +for the last fortnight. Hullo! what's that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">That was a sudden bugle-call. The doctor's face fell. "What, already! I +didn't expect relief so soon. However, it can't be helped. I'll just go +up and tell Dering what I've done, so that he may be prepared for the +locked out ones!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He took the light in his hand and crossed to the outer parapet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hello, Dering!" he began, peering down. Then a couple of shots whizzed +past his head and he ducked. At the same moment, as if roused by the +concussion, the first crackling thunderclap of the dust-storm, sounding +muffled through the thick air, followed like a roll-call, and +reverberated dully, sluggishly, through the black darkness.</p> + +<p class="normal">When it passed, Dr. Dillon's voice rose quietly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There will be no relief, Smith; those are the troopers, and they're +against us. So now--we've got it to ourselves, Smith, for some time."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a certain satisfaction at the monopoly in his voice.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_23" href="#div1Ref_23">CHAPTER XXIII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>THE SEARCH-LIGHT</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The sound of those two shots greeted Vincent Dering as, after infinite +difficulty, owing to the darkness, the fitful gusts of wind, and the +sand-banks, he drew up the canoe against what he knew must be the high +bank below the off-take of the canal.</p> + +<p class="normal">It had only been by trusting the stream to guide him, and refraining at +times from the use of his paddle, that he had managed to steer his way +at all.</p> + +<p class="normal">So he knew he was late; felt, indeed, that he must be too late to use +his influence with the men, and yet, despite this knowledge, a keen +disappointment filled him when those shots proved him to be so; since +by long experience he knew that once open resistance began, there could +be no more question of words.</p> + +<p class="normal">What then, was there for him to do?</p> + +<p class="normal">If he, in his light canoe, helped, wherever possible, by every atom of +strength his arms possessed, had taken so long to come down that mile +or two of stream, the raft could not possibly arrive for another half +hour.</p> + +<p class="normal">He could not sit still for half an hour; he felt, indeed, as if he +could not sit still for half a minute. A passion to act, to sweep away +the past, to forget, was upon him. He had had time during his strange +journey--so often idle perforce--to realize his position; time to piece +the still stranger events preceding his journey into a reasonable +sequence; so that he had, by now, arrived at a fairly accurate guess as +to the cause of much, that, when it happened, had seemed causeless.</p> + +<p class="normal">For instance, Laila's dress, "<i>given her by someone</i>." That, joined to +the knowledge that she was connected with the late Nawab's family, of +which Roshan Khân might with justice claim the headship, had brought +the latter's action within the bounds of credibility. Jealousy! +revenge! these were potent causes. Laila, then, must have been playing +with Roshan's pretensions. Playing like a child with a toy; playing, +rather, like a woman who hesitates at nothing for the sake of the man +she loves. And she had hesitated at nothing; not even at this, to give +him pleasure, to make things match with his passion! The thought, the +remembrance, made him for a moment feel inclined to fling up his hands, +and let the canoe take him where it chose; take him down stream +utterly. Then a half choking, yet wholly strenuous desire to escape +from the whole story, a wild instinctive effort for a more wholesome +atmosphere, like that of a drowning man for a breath of fresh air, had +sent the canoe bounding on <i>his</i> way; <i>his</i> way and none other's, in +swift obedience. With a rush, he had grasped that there was more in +life--that he had allowed himself to be a slave! But that was past,--he +would shake himself together--he would forget the thraldom of sex--and +he would forget the past.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, as he cast about in his mind for the best method of applying the +half hour's leisure, the remembrance of a woman came to him, as if to +mock at his resolution. Muriel, and dear little Gladys who called him +"Derin' darling"; where were they? His eyes grew soft in the +remembrance, stern at the probability of their being in danger. Why had +he not thought of it before? How could he ever have paused, wondering +what to do?</p> + +<p class="normal">He set the red light, which he had taken from the fateful balcony, +carefully in the canoe--though, even should some gust of the rising +wind not blow the light out, it could scarcely be of any use in that +outer darkness--as a signal to the raft should it, by an off chance, +drift past in his absence, then struck across the sand in the direction +in which he knew the Smiths' bungalow must lie; that was, a little to +the rear of the gaol.</p> + +<p class="normal">The storm, as he faced it, was so fierce that the doubt rose inevitably +if an unwieldy raft could make way against it. If so, then there would +be no help. The only thing would be to defend himself and others until +the end came; the end which would at least end the past.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had almost to feel his way, the darkness was so intense. It was a +relief to stumble against something which he knew must be the low mud +fence of Muriel's garden; that garden in which she tried to defy +Providence, and rear English flowers. He knew his feet must be crushing +her treasures as he passed on towards a faint glow, a red glow. But +everything that was not the blackness of outer darkness to-night seemed +red--blood red.</p> + +<p class="normal">A minute after, with a vast relief at the silence, the solitude, he was +in Muriel's pretty drawing-room. The pink-shaded lamp was still alight, +showing red through the fog of dust. He passed to it instinctively, and +as he did so, noticed the writing on the table. But many an earth-atom +had fallen on that confession of ignorance since George Dillon had made +it idly, and so, as Vincent Dering bent quickly to see if by chance it +was some message left for those who might come after, he also had to +frown and say, "God knows!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Was it possible that Eugene and his wife were still asleep? The doors +stood open, but that was to be expected at that season of the year, +unless someone had been awake to close them against the storm. He must +make sure, however.</p> + +<p class="normal">But there was no one to be found in any of the rooms. It occurred to +him, then, that they must have taken refuge in the gaol, and he told +himself he was a fool not to have thought of that before. Dillon would, +of course, have seen to that. He, Vincent, might have remembered so +much, at least; might have remembered that he himself was not the only +slave. Then he gave an odd, bitter little laugh. Was it never possible +to get beyond a woman's apron-strings?</p> + +<p class="normal">And here he was wasting time over the question, when he ought to be +doing something better.</p> + +<p class="normal">But what?</p> + +<p class="normal">Go back and wait for the raft, or on to the gaol? There was a big +tamarisk tree at the end of the garden. Only two days before he had +pointed it out to Muriel and said that an active man accustomed to +<i>trapeze</i> work might swing himself from it astride the high mud wall of +the gaol, and so gain the roof of the gate. Dillon had denied it; and +she had said, laughingly, that no one ever tried to break into a gaol, +only out of one.</p> + +<p class="normal">Curious; still, if it had only been light, it would have been worth the +risking. But it was impossible now in the dark.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, suddenly, a remembrance came to him. The search-light!</p> + +<p class="normal">Was it only last night he had been dining here, in this house, after +bringing Muriel home from the Mission, where they had seen that huge +ray piercing the shadows? Was it only yesterday that he had listened to +Eugene's lamentations over his unused electricity, which was sure, he +said, to vanish into space from his rude contrivances. Was it only +yesterday that, in obedience to that pathetic look of martyrdom on +Muriel's face, which still seemed--to one part of Vincent's nature--to +call for instant sympathy, he had, to appease the honest inventor, +shown an interest in search-lights which was purely fictitious, and +learned a variety of facts about buttons and stop-cocks? And had all +this happened yesterday on purpose that to-day, when he was in need of +light--</p> + +<p class="normal">He was up on the roof with the thought. If only the blessed thing had +go enough for that! As he picked his way rapidly through the litter, +three or four cigar-ends, a half-finished whiskey-and-soda, seen by the +flash of the hurricane lantern he had sought out and lit, told him that +Eugene must have been at work over his new toy till late. So much the +better for his chance--for everybody's chance; since a signal like that +might make all the difference to the raft; all the difference to Dillon +in the gaol--</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon was, indeed, beginning to realize this himself. His +almost triumphant mood had passed; it had come home to him that the +unexpected revelation of the troopers' complicity in the plot, whatever +it was, had changed the whole aspect of affairs. Now, there was no +question of keeping the gaol quiet until help should arrive. He was +face to face, now, with the fact that he must not rely on any aid at +all. What had really happened, he could not guess. For all he knew, the +troopers and pioneers might have risen and killed their officers, +killed everybody who would be likely to help. His aim, now, was to sell +his life, and--and hers--as dearly as he could; but in the dead +darkness, like a rat in a hole, what could be done? Except wait--wait +for the walls to be dug through, the gates to be mined, that poor eight +or ten feet drop at the foot of the stairs scaled. Then a rush, still +in the dark, and--the greatest Darkness of all!</p> + +<p class="normal">Not even the chance of a shot; and he had plenty of ammunition. It +would at least have passed the time to take pot-shots at the devils; +and though these would have brought retaliation, there would have been +no need for exposure. The parapet walls were high enough, and properly +loopholed.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, for a few minutes, he sat almost sullenly beside those, for whom +alone he now felt responsible, in the little turret, which, as is +always the case in India, rose at one corner of the flat roof giving +fair shelter for the time. In his first hurried recognition, which had +come with the shots, that not help but attack lay outside, he had blown +out his light, fearing lest Eugene Smith might also be exposed to +similar attentions; so it was pitch dark. And the now almost constant +reverberations, which seemed to send the sand-laden air in pulse-beats +on your face, deadened all other sounds into vague confusion. But he +knew that the warders within the porch, the troopers without, were +trying to force the barred gate. That would not take long; though the +two doors blocking the ends of the tunnel would be a tougher job.</p> + +<p class="normal">And he heard, closer at hand, a sleepy whimper from the child, a low +comforting from a mother's voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sound made him set his teeth.</p> + +<p class="normal">God! if there was only light to kill withal.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then, in a second, as if by a miracle, it came. A great flood of +shining light, contemptuous, at that short distance, even of that outer +darkness. For it was electricity against electricity; a house divided +against itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">The first thing he saw by it was that fragile figure in its dainty blue +frills, a child's golden head; and so, naturally, the next instant +found his hand on a rifle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The search-light! by all that's lucky! Well! everyone has not been +killed, anyhow," cried Eugene Smith.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Killed," echoed Dr. Dillon, savagely. "No one has been killed yet, but +it won't be long before they are."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not; for a trooper engaged in staring stupidly at the velvety +black circle out of which the intruding light seemed to spring, +suddenly threw up his hands, swirled round, and fell face upwards in a +crumpled heap.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was an instant's scare in the crowd, in that hundred and fifty or +more of troopers and conspirators, thrown into black and white relief, +like a shadow pantomime, about the outer gate. Then the startled +murmurs of "the light--the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>" which were passing from lip +to lip, changed into a yell.</p> + +<p class="normal">The fight had begun in earnest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shoot straight," remarked Dr. Dillon, a few minutes after, "we shan't +have such a good chance long. The gate is almost gone. Then most of the +game will be out of range--too close to the wall. And once they get +into the tunnel we shall have to sound <i>cease firing</i> until they come +out on the other side; but then we ought to do decent damage, if the +prisoners don't get at us first." He paused, and shot on steadily till, +with a hoarse shout, the attackers surged inwards. Then he laid his +rifle aside, remarking that it would be as well to keep an eye +gaolwards, in case of complications.</p> + +<p class="normal">So far as could be seen in that curious chequering of dense darkness +and sharp glittering light; light which was palpably an intruder, which +seemed absolutely apart from the things it showed--even from the +dust-atoms--there was none as yet. At least the uppermost portion of +that vast wheel of wall stood out, perfect, unbroken. The roof of the +Smiths' bungalow, where the light stood, being, however, but little +higher than these walls, much of what lay below in the sections +themselves was necessarily hidden in shadow; especially on the side +nearest the light. But the narrow alley leading up to the central +tower, being in straight line with the ray, showed clear as daylight, +save just under the citadel itself. So did most of the little +courtyard, with its doors opening to the right and left. George Dillon +gave a sigh of satisfaction at the sight, since, whether the foe +elected--when once inside the gates--to rush the roof, or press on to +liberate the prisoners by those six doors in the round tower, there +would be fair chance of a good bag, for a straight shot!</p> + +<p class="normal">Or, even if the convalescents in hospital were to set free the +solitary-cell convicts--a contingency which had occurred to him too +late for any plan of minimizing the danger--and were to swarm into the +courtyard to help against the last gate (which, of course, was partly +barred from the inside), he could settle their hash also. And that, +now, was his one idea. The idea of all brave men when they find +themselves in a tight place--to kill before being killed.</p> + +<p class="normal">As yet, however, there was no sign of life even within the vast wheel, +with its rims and spokes of light, its centre of shadow. It lay dim, +curiously still behind the dust-atoms that danced in the ray, like +motes in a sunbeam.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was not a sound, not a sign within. Only the tumult of voices, +the intermittent shots without, rising above the dull, muffled hum in +the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">Stay! that was something. Half way round the circle, where the shadow +of the tall tamarisk tree in the Smiths' garden cut a jagged gap in the +white rim of wall, there was some change, something that had not been +there a moment ago.</p> + +<p class="normal">The gap had moved; had changed place and form, though for a time the +air was still with one of those breathless, suffocating pauses, when +the dust above seems to sink on the dust below, and fill one's very +lungs. And now the gap was back again, as it had been before. But it +had left something clinging for a second to the wall like a limpet: the +next astride it safely.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Reach me over my rifle, Smith," said the doctor, briefly; "there's a +brute trying to sniggle along the wall; must have come up that tree in +your garden. Wish I'd taken Dering's advice and cut it down. Thanks! I +don't want to take my eye off him, for fear he means to drop into a +section. I'll shoot, if that seems his game; if not, I'll wait till he +comes closer."</p> + +<p class="normal">He leant over the parapet, waiting. Just below him, the inner wall of +the gate against which the stair clung, and which was prolonged into +the turret where Muriel and the child were sheltering, joined the +circular outside wall of the gaol. The man, thought Dr. Dillon, +trusting to their being occupied in front, must be trying to steal a +march on them, slip down the stair, and take them in the rear. There +was plenty of time to prevent that, however.</p> + +<p class="normal">Muriel Smith, roused by the sound of Vincent's name from the sort of +lethargy into which she had fallen,--since she was not wanted either by +her husband or the doctor,--rose to her knees and peered over the +parapet cautiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"From the tree in the garden," she said, dreamily. "Yes! I remember. +You said it couldn't be done, and I said no one would ever want to do +it, and he said he could--" she paused, and gave a little cry--"It is +Vincent himself!" she gasped; "don't shoot, doctor! It's Vincent! I +know it! I feel it! I knew he would come, if he could! Vincent! +Vincent!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What's up?" asked Eugene, still firing steadily at all that was to be +seen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only your wife says the man is Captain Dering; and--and, by Jove! I +believe she is right."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course I'm right," she sobbed, half hysterically--"I knew he would +come--I knew he wouldn't leave me to die alone!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene Smith laid down his rifle, and crawled over in cover +deliberately, with an odd look on his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! that's Dering; plucky fellow. He's swung himself up. I always +knew he was a nailing gymnast."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no grudge in his voice, only a curious challenge as he looked +at his wife, then laid his big hand on her shoulder. "Keep more down, +please--your head's showing. He'll get here, all right, never fear; +we'll lower a rope to him when he comes alongside."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I would rather look--I'd rather see <i>anything</i> happen--" she moaned; +"it seems so unkind not to watch--not to be there--with him--" She was +shivering all over, the patient self-control, the steady acquiescence +even in her own danger which had been hers till then, gone utterly.</p> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon felt a great pity, a vast impatience.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So you were right, Smith," he broke in hastily, to cover her sudden +break down. "They aren't killed; now we shall have a chance of knowing +what's at the bottom of all this foolery!"</p> + +<p class="normal">But when, five minutes later, Vincent Dering reached the roof in +safety, the doctor felt vaguely that the explanations only added to the +general incomprehensibility; and that something was being kept back. +What, he asked impatiently, had started the show?</p> + +<p class="normal">Of course there were plots. Pidar Narâyan knew of them, but, as such +things generally did, they had seemed abortive. What, then, had upset +the apple-cart?</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent gave a gesture of despair. "What does it matter?" he cried. "We +can think of that--if we <i>can</i> think--when it's over! And if we +can't--what does it matter?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You can bet your bottom dollar on one thing," said Eugene, who, in +this pause for a council of war, was methodically loading various +weapons for future use. "It is either the sex, or sin. This world would +be a paradise of peace if people didn't want virtue or vice,--I don't +say which is which, mind you." He spoke suddenly, harshly; and once +more George Dillon came to the rescue.</p> + +<p class="normal">"As Dering says, it doesn't matter. But the fact that the pioneers are +staunch, and may be expected before long, alters our tactics a bit, +Smith. We must husband our ammunition, and stick on as long as +possible--don't you think so, Dering?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent, kindly always, had stooped to take little Gladys, who had +crept over to him, in his arms; and now the child, her arms round his +neck, was cuddling close to him. "I'm so glad oo's come, Derin' +darlin'," she whispered. "And so's mum--aren't 'oo, dearest?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent unclasped the soft, little, clinging hands almost resentfully, +and pulled himself together.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!" he said briefly, "we've got to hold out. So it will be better to +reserve ourselves, and try to keep the gaol itself quiet. It will take +the brutes some time to force those gates unless they get help from +within, and then there is the alley, and the doors. Still, we shall +want every minute; for, unless the storm lessens, Carlyon will scarcely +get the raft here before dawn. It was awful on the river."</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">It was, indeed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Even Am-ma had lost himself utterly, while Lance, after paddling, and +drifting, and shouting after a dozen false hopes, was still as far from +finding the raft as ever.</p> + +<p class="normal">What could have become of it? Had it started sooner than he had +expected, and passed down before he had found Vincent? Or had it never +started at all? Had the men, after he left, turned round on <i>her?</i></p> + +<p class="normal">This fear had come to him early in his search, and he had felt inclined +then and there to paddle back to the Fort, and satisfy himself it was +not so. But the thought of her face, if he allowed care for her to +cause delay, had kept him to his task steadily, till he could no longer +doubt that something had gone wrong.</p> + +<p class="normal">But what? And what was he to do?</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, in a flash, had come back her words after she had bidden him +think hard. "You must go down to the spit, cut across it by the mission +house, get round, if you can, to the police camp."</p> + +<p class="normal">That had been her verdict, involving her being left to take her chance.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now either the raft, the relief for the gaol, had started, or it +had not. If the former, he might, of course, by a stern chase overtake +it; but Erda was there and Vincent would meet her; they could do +without him. But if it had <i>not</i> started, what then? Then matters were +exactly as they had been, when she had bidden him leave her.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, with a feeling that, if this were so, he cared little what +happened, he steered, so far as he could judge, for the sand-banks of +the spit to the right.</p> + +<p class="normal">Am-ma, on the contrary, steered instinctively to the left, towards the +high bank, the deepest stream. It would at least float his logs to +their destination, and that was something. Kings had come and gone, and +battles had been won and lost, but the logs had always had to go down +the river, whatever happened.</p> + +<p class="normal">And among the men, also, an apathy seemed to have settled, as they +drifted on and on in the dark. Erda, crouching in a dry spot beside the +ammunition, alert to the uttermost for the least hint of Lance, +realized this from the very tone of their voices as they talked under +their breath to each other. She felt instinctively that the inaction, +the darkness, the lack of a leader, were lessening the value of those +twenty men each minute.</p> + +<p class="normal">If Lance would only turn up! What could have become of him? The time +seemed interminable; she felt sure that they must already have drifted +past the gaol; she began to wonder if Am-ma was not playing false. For +the darkness, the uncertainty, had its grip on her also. It was like +some horrid nightmare, to drift on and on, hearing the muffled drumming +of the storm, feeling the strange vibration in the air, the sharp sand +tingling on your face, and to know nothing--nothing at all, save that +you were there.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Am-ma!" she cried sharply, at last, certain of but one thing, that she +must act,--"I believe we have passed the gaol; steer to the right, do +you hear?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A laugh, not exactly insolent, but tolerant, came from the group of +men. "Tis easy to give orders, Missy-<i>baba</i>," said a voice; "but not so +easy to obey them, when the Lord is against your side, and sends +darkness!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda's heart gave a great throb, not of fear, but comprehension. That +was the beginning; a minute or two more and these men would be out of +hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Am-ma!" she called again, "do what I tell you. Remember the child! +Remember we have the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">Another laugh came from the men. "If you have the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i>, send +it now. We need light, for sure, and--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The voice ended in a gasp--</p> + +<p class="normal">For it was there! A long ray of light, showing them that they were, +indeed, just opposite the gaol.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Am-ma!" came Erda's voice again, and there was a hush and yet a +triumph in it, "to the right--steer to the right."</p> + +<p class="normal">The raft edged slowly towards the ray, but the soldiers still crouched +inactive; awed, yet not certain.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then suddenly that quick crack of George Dillon's first shot echoed +over the river, then the yell, then the answering shots.</p> + +<p class="normal">And following on their heels rapidly came a stir among those crouching +figures, and one of them stood up excitedly--"It has begun!--see you, +Prag! Lehna, give the boatman a hand! Lo! do as the Miss-<i>baba</i> bade +thee, quickly, son of a pig! Steer for the light--they have begun!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda gave a sigh of relief. <i>That</i> danger was over.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_24" href="#div1Ref_24">CHAPTER XXIV</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>BEYOND THE SHADOW</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The fact that the quarrel had begun did not, however, have the same +effect upon Roshan Khân.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the first tempest of rage and hate which the sight of Laila and +Vincent in the balcony had roused in him he had simply let himself go. +He had not thought at all. Had his revolver held other cartridges, he +would have gone on shooting at Vincent, Pidar Narâyan, at everybody, +till he could shoot no more. He had run <i>â-mak</i>; that curious phase of +the Oriental mind when once it oversteps the hard and fast lines of +custom in which it moves and breathes and has its being.</p> + +<p class="normal">The very fact that his revolver did not contain more possibilities for +death, that he had no other weapon, emphasized his wild revolt.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was helpless--impotent--before these strangers, who had stolen +everything! Everything, save bare existence. This thought, as he burst +into the open, into the lurid darkness of the new-come storm, had made +him laugh bitterly; for it was only that bare existence which <i>he</i> +wished to steal! They might keep the rest; but <i>that</i> he would claim +from them somehow, in fair exchange.</p> + +<p class="normal">The time was ripe for such exchange too,--for fair exchange. (The +epithet "fair" haunted him, trying to still the keen remorse for that +shot in the dark; for one part of him knew it to have been cowardly.) +Yes! this useless plot, with foolish mischief hidden in its heart, to +which he had just been listening with loyal intent to frustrate it, +could be made to serve his purpose without delay. His men would follow +him anywhere. He had but to say the word--the word so many of them +wanted. Then, those thieves of all that made life worth living would +learn a lesson. They would fight and win, of course; but the lesson +that without such men as he--men whom they thwarted and repressed at +every turn--they could not rely upon their regiments, would have to be +learnt. And in the learning, one thief would learn something else.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, without more thought than this desperate clashing of jealousy and +despair, he had dashed through the crowd of pilgrims who were waiting +for the dawn, gone back to the Fort, and given the word.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the excitement which followed, spreading swiftly from his own, he +had not--and it was typical of the man that he did not--forget Lance +Carlyon's friendliness; a more equal friendliness than that of most. +There was no need to drag him into the quarrel, the more so because the +disloyalty of the Sikh pioneers was doubtful. They might complicate +matters at the beginning. So he had locked and barred them into the +inner courtyard, out of the way.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Captain Dering, he knew, was outside! Let him be alone with his +troopers, as he, Roshan would be alone with them! Let them both try +their influence; let them try conclusions on these terms. That was but +fair.</p> + +<p class="normal">This first step, however, necessitated others. The original plot, with +its waiting for the dawn, its cumbrous mechanism of keys, and pilgrims, +and God knows what, was not to his liking. He meant to fight. And if, +as the conspirators had asserted, some of the warders were friends hand +and foot, his men could crack the nut of the gaol in half an hour. The +sooner the better.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pidar Narâyan, he knew, had recognized him, and he was a fox for +wiliness. Then, Captain Dering must be after him even now. And +Dillon-<i>sahib</i> might be on the alert any time. So the <i>coup de main</i> +must come at once. As to what might follow, that might be after the +fashion of Meerut in '57, or not. Who could tell the end of anything? +The beginning would be an opportunity for fair fight between him and a +thief. Once more the epithet "fair" scorched and shrivelled him with +vague remorse, not for Laila--she was but a woman, a woman who had +played him false and who deserved the worst--but for that shot in the +dark.</p> + +<p class="normal">For there were two Roshans, warring fiercely in heart and brain.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, after his mad, reckless ride to the gaol, the first realities had +come to him in the sight of Dr. Dillon, standing with the light in his +hand to welcome friends; and in the sound of those two snap-shots +proclaiming foes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Why? The question had come swiftly. What quarrel had he with Dr. +Dillon? Or with Eugene Smith, whose tall, gaunt figure showed behind +the other? Eugene Smith, who must have brought his wife, his child, +with him!</p> + +<p class="normal">The horror, the terror of what might come, swept through the quondam +prize pupil of a mission school; the horror, the terror, in the +remembrance of the Great Mutiny, which is, alas! a legacy of wrong to +young India. Which ties her hand and foot; which makes those who are +worthy of the name shrink instinctively from anything which may rouse +the underlying savagery--the unavoidable savagery--of their countrymen.</p> + +<p class="normal">Could he hold his troopers? Could he be sure? He had come to curse. Was +it too late to bless?</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the memory of Laila--the whole hateful tale which was +irrevocable--struck him hopeless. He was damned utterly; he could not +escape.</p> + +<p class="normal">He sat rigid as a statue on his horse for a second; then with a wild +fury gave the orders for his troopers to dismount and force the gates.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your slaves, <i>Nawab-sahib!</i>" had come the answer, making him smile +proudly. <i>That</i>, at any rate, could not be stolen from him <i>now</i>. <i> +Now</i> +he could fight and die in what should have been his real position.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, once more, when the search-light had come to throw that group of +excited men hacking and hewing at doors closed by authority into +significant black-and-white relief, that doubt had returned; that +desire to be on the side, once more, of men like Dr. Dillon, whose bold +resolve to be alone responsible for his gaol, which the warder's tale +revealed, filled him with admiration.</p> + +<p class="normal">But that sudden throwing up of a trooper's hands, that sidelong stumble +into death, had left Roshan cruel as death itself; for the man thus +killed had been to him as a brother.</p> + +<p class="normal">So he had gone on with a fresh impulse towards revenge, and for a time +found forgetfulness in the excitement, the action. For though the first +gate, that one giving on the open sort of porch, had yielded, almost at +once, to the troopers outside and the warders within, the second, +barring the arched tunnel, was a tougher job. It was not until this had +given way, and the attacking party were completely sheltered from the +fire of the little garrison on the roof, that there was leisure for +that thought to return: "What am I doing? Why am I doing it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">No man, it may be said broadly, ever fights without feeling that the +battle is an appeal to a tribunal beyond himself, and Roshan did not +feel this. Then the remembrance of the woman, the child, upstairs came +persistently, burdened by the weight of that past tragedy which, in +India, it is impossible to forget. And this was a woman who had always +been courteous to him, a child to whom he had given toys.</p> + +<p class="normal">What was he doing?</p> + +<p class="normal">The men were at work on the last, the strongest gate, with every tool +they could find. Not many, for Dr. Dillon's forethought had left them +before barred doors everywhere. The delay had already been great; would +be greater. They must be close now on the lines of the original plot, +at which Roshan had laughed, for the dawn was showing faintly--a mere +promise of light to come--in the east. And the storm was passing. The +dull reverberations of faint thunder were lost now in the cries, the +blows of those at work trying to batter down the iron bars.</p> + +<p class="normal">A sudden distaste--more than regret or repentance--came to Roshan as he +stood silent, watching blow after blow; a sudden doubt.</p> + +<p class="normal">Which was the right? No man worth calling a man ever fights for +anything else; every man worth calling one fights for that. But which +was right? Those men, hacking and hewing, or the little garrison +upstairs?</p> + +<p class="normal">There were no such searchings of heart there, at any rate; no question +as to what they were doing, though at that exact moment they were +engaged in the trivial occupation of drinking tea.</p> + +<p class="normal">Muriel Smith had made it, at Dr. Dillon's suggestion, against this very +pause; this "<i>cease firing</i>" which he had foreseen. And in the making +of it she had used a continental tea-basket which more than once had +been her companion on the Brindisi <i>route</i>. Dr. Dillon had laid hands +on it in his foraging, and as she had boiled the kettle, the rush and +roar of a train racing through the peaceful French champaignes had +seemed to be in her ears, instead of that rush and roar of blows and +shouting which was now rising from every part of the gaol; though the +prisoners were still helpless for evil in their sections.</p> + +<p class="normal">So the three men, haggard, anxious, drank their tea in silence, +hastily; yet with a curious insistence, as if the triviality gave them +a hold on things familiar, things beyond this midsummer-night's dream +of madness. But the child chattered as she munched a biscuit; chattered +of the charms of this strange picnic on the "<i>woof, in the dark with +oo's nighty an' s'ippers only</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">The unconscious little voice struck a chill to the men's hearts, but +the woman smiled, as mothers can do when they wish to guard that +blessed unconsciousness to the last; the unconsciousness of which they +are guardians by right.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We are doing as well as could be expected," remarked Dr. Dillon, +suddenly, with a quaint professional reminiscence; then added, "I wish +to God, though, I knew what my prisoners were up to--those solitary +cellers are on my mind--I believe the convalescents could dig them out +with the cook-room platters and ladles. I ought to have thought of +that. But, as I say, we are doing very fairly well--your light, Dering, +was a godsend."</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene Smith looked up sharply, almost as if he meant a disclaimer; +then he gave a brief assent. "Yes! but <i>that</i> will be more of a godsend +still--it is the dawn!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He pointed to that faint promise of light in the east, and Vincent +Dering's eyes followed his hand with the doubtful look of one sick to +death, as he watches the long weary night merge once more into another +long weary day of certain pain. There was an utter hopelessness in it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," he echoed slowly, "that is the dawn."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Carlyon said the attack was planned for dawn, didn't he?" asked the +doctor, deliberately helping himself to another lump of sugar, +deliberately trying to keep the pulse beats of those around him as near +normal as might be--and there had been something beyond it in Vincent's +voice. "They must have meant to use the keys that brute Kishen Rao made +off with. I wonder what it was that started the show prematurely?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you think it was premature? Why?" put in Eugene Smith.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We should have had some of the townspeople, some of the pilgrims +otherwise."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps the storm"--began Vincent.</p> + +<p class="normal">The doctor shook his head. "If they had meant to come they would have +come. Of course now, with the wind blowing straight off us, they can't +possibly hear."</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused and listened, for a sudden silence had fallen on the turmoil +beneath, and out of it came an all too familiar sound, the clank of leg +irons. Some of the prisoners, therefore, had managed to break out of +their dormitories; or were these the solitary cellers?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wish Carlyon would turn up," he muttered, almost petulantly, "it's +our only chance--"</p> + +<p class="normal">But there was to be another; for, from below, a voice rose loud and +clear.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dr. Dillon! I have no desire to hurt you or yours, but I warn you +that, if you persist, I am not responsible. Open the gates, and you +shall have a safe conduct--for--for everybody."</p> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon was on his feet at once, but Captain Dering stopped him; +his eyes ablaze.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What shall I tell him, Dillon?" he said sharply. "I'll take my orders +from you--you're in charge; but that man is under mine. What shall I +say?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon gave one glance at the woman and the child. "Tell him to be +universally damned," he answered; and Eugene Smith, husband and father, +nodded acquiescence.</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan Khân was standing in full view as Vincent Dering stepped up to +the parapet. His face was raised; there was almost an appeal in it. But +every atom of that, every atom almost of humanity, vanished as he +recognized his captain. His hand went instinctively to his revolver.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then a thought seemed to come to him. He drew himself up proudly, and +waited for the answer.</p> + +<p class="normal">It came, keen as a knife.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Risaldar!</i> draw off your men and return to barracks, or I'll shoot +you as a mutineer."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was half a second's silence; then a wild laugh: "Close up, men, +rush that gate--forward!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The words and the crack of Vincent's revolver--the bullet of which, +aimed too high, passed through Roshan's turban-were almost lost in the +answering yell. But the <i>risaldar</i> stood his ground for a second, then +coolly sought shelter.</p> + +<p class="normal">That was over! They were quits now for the fair fight. And fate had +been kind. He had unwittingly offered this man--his greatest enemy--a +safe conduct; and it had been refused, luckily. Well! let Vincent +Dering take the whole consequences. The blood of one woman was already +on his head; so would be the blood spilt here. He, Roshan, would need +have no further scruples.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, as if it had gained strength from the brief respite, the turmoil +recommenced; and now Roshan Khân's voice could be heard urging the men +on. And there were answering shouts from different parts of the gaol.</p> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon frowned. "They mean business now. And I fancy I hear +pounding at the left section door. If so we shall have the solitary +cell men--my worst lot, of course--out in the courtyard before long. +Dering--can you hear anything?--there's such a confounded noise--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent, who was standing at the top of the stairs which led to the +ten-feet drop, ran down a few steps and listened. Then he looked up +quickly and nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are there. The door's shaking. How many of them are there?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Two dozen or thereabouts; and the convalescents, of course. That's +nothing--if they haven't got their leg irons off! We ought to settle +most of them before they can help with the door. Still, I wish Carlyon +would turn up."</p> + +<p class="normal">A sudden hurry and urgency had come to the struggle, and Dr. Dillon +passed restlessly to the other side of the roof. The sky was lightening +faintly. More because the dust had sought dust again, the earth earth, +than from any increase of light; and so the broad ray of the +search-light, widening as it went, lost itself in the distant darkness, +and there was nothing to be seen riverwards. But close at hand two +men--one in a warder's uniform--were running towards the gaol, +shouting.</p> + +<p class="normal">The doctor was back to the inner parapet in a second. "Look out! +they've got the keys now--not of this door, but some of the +sections--and the alley. The game's up unless Carlyon--Mrs. Smith, +please--you had better go into the turret--we shall be shooting free--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene, who had been standing beside her, laid his hand on her +shoulder. "Yes, dear!" he said gently; "go inside--it will be better +for Gladys--and for me--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Muriel turned white, but stood quite firm, quite calm. "Come, little +girlie," she said, holding out her hand to the child. "You've had your +tea--it's bedtime--I can't have you sitting up all--" she broke down a +little, partly because she was passing Vincent, and he, busy loading +various rifles and revolvers, kept his eyes studiously from her. But +Gladys did not choose to pass her friend in this fashion. She paused, a +dainty little figure in a blue dressing-gown, like her mother, and with +the same fluffy golden curls about her coaxing, delicate little child's +face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dood-night, Derin' darlin'," she said. "I'm so glad 'oo's here, an' +so's--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Something that was not all desire to check that formula made the man +pause, too, to lift her gently, and kiss her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-night, Gladys. You mustn't be frightened at anything, you know. +You've got to be a brave girl--haven't you?" The coaxing face was close +to the haggard, haunted-looking one.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If 'oo's goin' to be brave, Derin' darlin', I'll be brave too. Is 'oo, +dearest?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The haggardness vanished.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think so, little one. Good-night." He put the child down hastily, at +a crash. The moment for courage had come.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shoot as straight as you can!" shouted the doctor. "The section door's +gone. Let 'em have it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The door had gone, indeed; and in a second the courtyard beneath them +was half full of naked, desperate men; the worst characters in the +gaol.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pick off the ones nearest the gate--don't let 'em touch the +bolts--it's good for another ten minutes if we can keep them from it," +came the doctor's voice in jerks, as he leant over the parapet just +above the centre of the door below, and carried out his own orders with +deadly effect; though his heart sank when he saw that some of the +prisoners were unironed--or rather unironed on one leg, and that they +were armed with the other iron; a deadly enough weapon at close +quarters. Besides, it meant more treachery. It meant a previous filing +of the ankle-fetters; and if others in the remaining sections were as +free--</p> + +<p class="normal">He shot quicker, steadier, while Eugene Smith and Vincent, one above +the other on the top of the stair, did the same, taking the intruders +on the flank. It was growing lighter every instant, the air was +clearer, the breeze of dawn was sweeping the smoke of the rifles +riverwards, the great white wheel of the gaol was growing broader in +its outlines, the shadows were shrinking. But the storm seemed still +there, in the ceaseless reverberations.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They're up to something in the far corner!" called Eugene. "What is +it, Dillon? You can see better."</p> + +<p class="normal">The doctor ceased firing for a second, and ran farther down the +parapet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The keys! the keys!" he shouted back. "They are trying to pass in the +keys! Shoot the devils--those in the corner! Don't let 'em--or the gaol +is gone!"</p> + +<p class="normal">So, for the next minute, it was deadly work down in that corner by the +crevice through which some unseen hand was thrusting something. Three +times a man, clutching at the prize, fell in a heap ere he touched it. +Then a fourth pitched forward against the doors with the keys in his +hand, and a fifth, groping for them, rolled over on his side with them +hidden under his dead body. And from outside the gate came rendings, +and crashings, and yells; from above, that call, "Shoot straight, or +the gaol's gone!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Muriel crept out from shelter, possessed once more by that frantic +desire to see to the very end, and stood looking down on those two on +the stairs. She gave a faint cry when Vincent flung his rifle away, and +ran down to that ten-foot drop for revolver practice. At the sound, her +husband gave one quick look up, and followed suit.</p> + +<p class="normal">But their own success was against them. The growing pile of the wounded +formed a barricade, behind which a man, squirming with covetous hands +among the dead and dying, found what he sought.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He's got them! Stop him! stop him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a fusillade, the man dropped; but the keys were in another +hand--another--another--passing outwards from the crush--outwards +towards that low door at the end of the narrow alley.</p> + +<p class="normal">Without a word, Vincent, revolver in hand, let himself drop on the +heads below.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, don't, Vincent, don't!" came a woman's voice; and at the sound, +another man gave that swift look up once more, and followed suit.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let them be!" said Dr. Dillon, sharply. "Let them do what they can; it +is about the only chance." And still, as he spoke, he kept singling out +a foe and firing.</p> + +<p class="normal">The chance, even with his help, was a poor one in that crowd, where +there was always another dark hand to snatch at the prize, and pass it +nearer to the door--that door which was the key to so much!</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, the crush through which they fought lessening, those two +Englishmen found themselves with the straight alley before them for a +race. A race against three men, without arms, but without irons; and +with a fair start. While close behind was the crush--the crowd!</p> + +<p class="normal">It was nothing but a race, now, since the revolvers had done their +worst, had fired their last shot; a race with the hope--if Vincent +could come up with those three--of using a Goorkha <i>kukri</i>, which he +had thrust into the yellow silk sash he wore instead of a waistcoat +beneath his red jacket--thrust it therewith an ugly frown as a last +argument for his foes, when he had seen it lying among the pile of +miscellaneous weapons Dr. Dillon had foraged from the Smiths' house. It +had a dainty ivory handle--Vincent had given it to Mrs. Smith himself, +and its last use had been to cut the pages of a fashion paper--</p> + +<p class="normal">It had a sterner job now.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Vincent was behind; a yard or two--no more. He had fired one more +shot before beginning the race, and Eugene's legs were longer. Yet the +yard meant all things, and he knew it; so as he ran, his hand sought +the knife.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Look out, Smith! look out!" he called. "I'll chuck you my <i>kukri</i>; get +on and job them; I'll keep the others back--a bit."</p> + +<p class="normal">As he spoke, a glittering curve sped from his hand to the other man's +feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he pulled up and faced the crowd behind with his clubbed revolver.</p> + +<p class="normal">The lane was very narrow. Three men could barely breast it shoulder to +shoulder. Surely one could bar it by swift blows and slow retreat! For +a time, at any rate--time for the opening and shutting of a door! He +could but try.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! what is he going to do?" gasped the woman who was watching.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I appose he's going to be brave, mum," said the child, who clutched at +her hand, watching, too, with great, wide, uncomprehending eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the man beside them held his breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">So retreating, step by step, Vincent Dering kept the crowd back, lured +the crowd on, safe--so far! For these, the first, the swiftest, were +naturally the unironed, therefore, the unarmed. But there were others, +forcing their way to the front, who would be harder to deal with.</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent threw his head back and wondered how Eugene was faring; for he +dared not turn his face from his task even for a second.</p> + +<p class="normal">Had those three been caught up? Had the <i>kukri</i> helped?</p> + +<p class="normal">It had. And one of those three had fallen before a flash, as of light.</p> + +<p class="normal">And another!</p> + +<p class="normal">But the third had the key in the door; had turned it, when Eugene +struck him from behind. With a wild yell he flung his full weight on +the door; it burst open, and the two fell headlong into the tower +beyond.</p> + +<p class="normal">But only for a second. Eugene Smith was up again, had the key out, and +in on the further side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"All right!" he shouted; "make a rush for it! I'm ready!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Vincent Dering gave one sharp look round. The door was not four yards +from him, but the crowd was not one. There was no time. "Shut it," he +called, "I'm all right."</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene Smith stood uncertain; the door ajar.</p> + +<p class="normal">The keys! ah! what could he do with the keys if he went back to +help--and if not--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! please shut it, Smith! there's a good fellow; please."</p> + +<p class="normal">The four yards were two now, were one. Then slowly the door closed, and +Vincent had his back against it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, Vincent! Vincent!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The agonized cry echoed above all other cries, but only for an instant; +the next, George Dillon's hand was gagging the lips which uttered it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hush!" he said fiercely. "Can't you let him forget for these last few +minutes that there is such a thing as a woman in the world. Hush! I +say."</p> + +<p class="normal">And a great hush came. The sound of blows, of iron clashing on iron, +and falling with a dull thud on something softer, seemed to fill the +world and leave room for nothing else.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nothing except a softer sound still. A shuddering moan, as a woman +slipped to her knees, and covered her face with her hands; then slipped +lower still to the ground, in a heap.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the child looked at her mother, surprised.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Doesn't 'oo like Derin' darlin' to be brave, dearest?" she asked, in a +concerned little voice.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_25" href="#div1Ref_25">CHAPTER XXV</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>DAWN</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Had an hour passed, or twain? Ninian Bruce could not tell. It seemed to +him that he had been kneeling for a lifetime, there on the altar steps +beside the dying girl, with the glittering red-and-gold drapery +trailing to the white marble, and opening to a white breast stained +red,--a brighter red!</p> + +<p class="normal">A long lifetime; long as his own; that long life in which he had seen, +had felt, so much.</p> + +<p class="normal">For as he waited for her inevitable death, his mind had followed that +long life of his own, year after year, day after day, hour after hour. +And everywhere it had seen a woman's eyes, a woman's soul, looking back +from a soul, from eyes, that should have been a man's.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes! the keynote of that long life had been the love of a woman. +Passionate love, absorbing mind as well as body, claiming its reward in +kind; as such love always does.</p> + +<p class="normal">In kind!</p> + +<p class="normal">There lay the whole difference between <i>anathema</i> and <i>beata</i>. They +were both <i>karma</i>, or desire!</p> + +<p class="normal">One of the girl's white feet slid with a silvery jingle of its anklet +to the next step, and, as he replaced it to a more comfortable +position, a chill struck to his heart as he remembered what such +chiming had meant in the past history of the world. The measure which +that provoked was--<i>anathema</i>. That--disguised, palliated, refined in a +thousand ways--was one kind.</p> + +<p class="normal">And the other?</p> + +<p class="normal">The memory of his own past surged to his brain as he bent over the +girl's whitening face and scanned it narrowly. How like the face was to +that other one, now that coming death had sharpened the full, youthful +curves. He had noticed the likeness often--it had been clear when Laila +had worn the old Italian--Beatrice's--dress. But not so clear, not half +so clear, as when in this--this almost shameless one--she had said--"I +only want--him."</p> + +<p class="normal">It might have been Margherita speaking,--Margherita, who had wanted a +man's soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">And she had had one.</p> + +<p class="normal">That was the other kind. But both were desire; the desire which drove +humanity from Paradise, and keeps it vainly seeking for one still.</p> + +<p class="normal">Saturated as he was with the mysticism of the East and West, these +thoughts came to him, dreamily, making him feel curiously aloof from +himself. The pity of it filled him, and brought a pity for the dying +girl also; the girl who had failed to find a paradise in this world, +and was seeking a new road to it; seeking it alone. The only thing she +craved in all God's earth to make that paradise--gone! Priest as he +was, the humanity in him rose in passionate hope that she should not +wake to the consciousness of this. What good would it do? Let her enter +the shadows in peace.</p> + +<p class="normal">But as he wished the wish, her head, which had been resting on his arm, +turned to the touch of it, and her smooth cheek nestled closer to what +it found.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Kiss me, Vincent," she said, and her voice came back full, rich, +round, to make the claim. "Kiss me before you go, dear!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man gave a slight shiver, and was silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Vincent!" came the voice again; "you <i>are</i> there, aren't you? You +wouldn't leave me--now--surely?"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was another silent pause, and then, silent still, Father Ninian +stooped, and the old lips and the young ones met in a lover's kiss. And +as they met, he knew that in that kiss lay the great renunciation of +his life; that henceforward there would be no woman waiting in Paradise +for him; that the spiritual presence had gone from his life like the +bodily presence. That Margherita was Juliet, and Juliet, Margherita!</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's nice," murmured Laila, softly; "that's nice."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her head settled to his arm again, and the silence went on. On and on, +till he stooped lower to listen for an unheard breath; then lower still +to shift that head from his arm to the ground. For the need of a human +touch, a human sympathy, had gone forever.</p> + +<p class="normal">He made the sign of the cross over the dead body, rose to his feet +unsteadily, and looked about him, dazed, uncertain. In truth, he felt +all his years for the first time; felt that his last hold on life had +somehow gone from him in that kiss; that something more than one woman +lay dead before him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the sight of Akbar Khân, still rocking himself backwards and +forwards, a perfect pendulum of protesting innocence and helpless +remorse, roused the old priest to the present. He took up the rapier he +had laid aside in crossing the chapel, and passed over to where the old +eunuch was bemoaning the high-handedness of fate. It was a tyranny, +indeed! Who could have foreseen such an ending to a very ordinary +intrigue? Who could even have dreamt of it? Had not men and women loved +and met, thus, since the beginning of time?</p> + +<p class="normal">So, to the sinner's outraged experience of life and love came the saint +with his, and with the face and sword of St. Michael and All Angels.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me the truth," he said sternly; "and tell it quickly, for there +is no time to lose."</p> + +<p class="normal">In truth there was not much to tell. It was all so simple, viewed as a +whole; so complex in detail. And, as he listened, the anger left Pidar +Narâyan's face wistful, wondering. More so than ever at the last +mumbling excuse.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It all comes, <i>Ge-reeb-pun-wâz</i>, from the Almighty having made the +Missy-<i>baba</i> so like her sainted ancestress--Anâri Begum--on whom be +peace."</p> + +<p class="normal">Anâri Begum! On whom be peace! Her sainted ancestress, on whom be +peace!</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood for an instant looking towards the Altar, towards the dead +girl; then he echoed under his breath, "On whom be peace!"</p> + +<p class="normal">That was the end.</p> + +<p class="normal">Peace on those women who had loved and died; and on the men who had +loved them--lived for them--perhaps died for them.</p> + +<p class="normal">But for the rest who lived and loved still? A quick life seemed to come +back to him at the thought of these, a desire to save them from death.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Follow me," he said briefly to the old retainer; "it must be close on +dawn--I must see what I can do."</p> + +<p class="normal">So, still in his robes, with the blubbering old pantaloon--apostle of +another cult--at his heels, he passed down the arched passage to the +door at its end which opened on to the courtyard between the palace and +the Fort. And as he went, his brain, confused as to the past, clear as +to the present, was busy making plans for peace. So far as helping +those at the gaol went, he knew himself to be powerless. Physically, a +couple of old men--mere shadows of men--could give no help, and he +could not hope for influence there, among the Hosts of the Devil. But +here in the city, among those Hosts of the Lord--the pilgrims for whom +he had always had a secret sympathy, who knew him, at least, by +reputation--with whom, at least, he stood on common ground--he might +have some. He could but try; try to persuade some, at least, of the +great mass of seekers after the "Cradle of the Gods" to go on their way +in peace when the dawn came; try to save some of them from following a +wrong road.</p> + +<p class="normal">The door was slightly ajar; he widened the chink and looked out with a +sinking heart over the courtyard with its raised union-jack of paths. +Much larger than the yard about the Pool of Immortality, it was crammed +from end to end now with a crowd, the first look at which told him that +his chance of a hearing was small indeed, for the dawn was closer than +he had thought for amid the shadows of the chapel, and the grey glimmer +of coming light showed him once more a sea of upturned eager faces. But +the patience of the previous dawn was gone. They were restless now, +restless with the vague, uncertain restlessness which is so dangerous +in a crowd, which tells that the fuel for the flame is only awaiting a +match, any match, to fire it. And there were many only waiting to be +struck. The next instant might bring one. Father Ninian felt this +instinctively, felt that here in this courtyard lay the mine which the +returning troopers, the desperadoes from the gaol, were to fire first. +All Eshwara might rise afterwards, but the great danger lay here, must +be grappled with here. But how?</p> + +<p class="normal">Not by words. The ear of a crowd is always difficult to gain, unless +the eye is taken first, and a man had both already. For aloft, on the +barrel of the big old gun which centred the square, <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth +was expounding their wrongs to the pilgrims, their inevitable damnation +if the wrath of the Gods was not instantly appeased. His wild, weird +figure, in all its nakedness, its austerity, could be seen above the +little circle of lamps which his immediate supporters held upwards at +arm's-length. And above his head, like a canopy, drifted the wisps of +tired earth-atoms which were being driven sideways by the breeze of +dawn as they fell in their search for rest. For the storm was over, +their brief ambition for something beyond mere earth was past. Wisps, +which, as they swept over the circling lights, took a lurid glow, then +faded into the dim shadows again.</p> + +<p class="normal">And something else caught the light redly. The chaplet of human skulls, +the dread Mother's necklace, which the <i>jogi</i> swung from one hand to +the other as he called for blood--for blood to appease Her--the Mother +of all--the Eternal Womanhood!</p> + +<p class="normal">Since without the shedding of blood there is no remission of sins.</p> + +<p class="normal">The tenet of all religions echoed into the ear of the crowd, the +strange demoniacal figure, in its lurid setting, held its eye. What +chance was there for a single voice? None.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet something must be done. For the dawn was nigh. Every instant the +light grew. Any moment might bring that inrush of evil from the gaol +which would breed violence among these still peaceful folk; the +ignorant, helpless folk who were being held captive by words against +the coming of that inrush.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly, for a second, the attention of the crowd wavered. A tall man +in the white dress of a Europeanized native had been hoisted to the +shoulders of some others, not far from the <i>jogi</i>, and so, from this +coign of vantage, prepared to harangue the people.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Tis Ramanund," said someone close to where Father Ninian stood in the +shadow of the door. "He is Brahmin, and a scholar above scholars. +Mayhap he will tell us what to do these times, when all seems wrong. +There is no harm in listening."</p> + +<p class="normal">Nor good either. For the first words of that appeal of culture to +ignorance were drowned in a fiendish laugh, a frenzied rattling of the +dread chaplet, a loud defiance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hold thy peace, <i>Baboo-jee!</i> What is blood to thee, who hath no +God to whom thou canst give it? But we have, brethren. These be Her +drinking-cups, the skulls of men like ourselves. Let us give Her +pleasure, brothers, and have blessing from Her hands; not cursing, as +thou hast had, Ramanund, whose head should still be shaven, whose touch +unclean from the loss of a woman."</p> + +<p class="normal">The allusion to the death of Ramanund's wife roused an instant murmur +of assent from those who were of the city, and they passing the tale on +to others, the murmur swelled to a roar which effectively drowned the +rest of Ramanund's advice.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Father Ninian, still at the door, still uncertain, could hear a man +who had been buckling on his pilgrim's sandals as if for a start, say, +as he stood up and thrust them back to his waistcloth:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well! I, for one, go no further without remission, or the blood which +brings it. As <i>jogi-jee</i> saith, no man should risk the woman's cursing. +No man can hold his own against that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He hath a young wife in his house, see you, and all know what that +means," sniggered a neighbour.</p> + +<p class="normal">But a third voice broke in gravely, "Young or old, what matter? Women +sit ever on the knees of the Gods, as we men have sat on theirs, seeing +they are the mothers of us all. So, mother or wife, we cannot escape +them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Baba-jee</i> speaks truth," assented another bystander, "and <i>jogi-jee</i> +also. If She needs blood, She must have it, seeing She is Woman. As for +<i>him?</i> Let him be silent. He hath no God. No blood sacrifice, no +remission of sins. Let <i>him</i> speak who hath them."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a faint sound as of the closing of a door, and beyond it, in +the darkness of the arched passage, an old voice said, with a curious +note of gladness in it, "Follow me, quick, Akbar; there is not a moment +to be lost. The dawn has come!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to have come to Pidar Narâyan's face as he knelt hurriedly +once more beside the body of the dead girl, to fold her dead hands +decently as if in prayer, to cover the dead feet with the crimson +draperies, the dead face with the flimsy, glittering veil--the veil +which hid nothing of its beauty--which struck the keynote of the whole.</p> + +<p class="normal">"On whom be peace!" he whispered as he rose, stretching out his thin +old hand in benediction; and as he said the words, the vision came to +him of a whole world which had loved, and sinned, and gone on its +mysterious quest for something beyond love. A world to which he had +said farewell with a kiss.</p> + +<p class="normal">He passed on to the Altar, and with swift, steady hands opened the +sanctuary, and took out the treasure it contained; a star-shaped, +star-rayed pyx, set with jewels, relic of the days when singing-birds +that sang of themselves, and such like things, with many another, had +come to Eshwara from Italy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Take the candles from the altar, Akbar," he said, "and walk in +front--just in front, you know--as you used to walk."</p> + +<p class="normal">The old courtier mumbled "<i>Ge-reeb-pun-wâz</i>," with a caper of alacrity. +In his confusion, his resentful remorse, it was a relief to return to +pomp--to servility.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, with that Bodily Presence which, till then, had always brought the +thought of the lost paradise of a woman's love with it, in his hands, +Father Ninian and his strange acolyte, priest of another cult, passed +swiftly out of the chapel, leaving the Altar dark, bereft of its +treasure; leaving the dead woman, bereft of her treasure also, lying in +a glitter of gold and crimson on the Altar steps. Passed on a mission +of peace to the living; on the chance of gaining the ear, the eye, of +that waiting crowd outside in the courtyard.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he went rapidly, yet with the faltering step every now and again of +one wearied by long journeying, down the arched passage, Ninian Bruce +scarcely thought of success or failure. There was a wistful triumph in +his face--he looked as a slave might look who dies in making himself +free. He did not think even of the strangeness of the little +procession. The night had been so full of strange things; but the dawn +had come, and he had a message to give those waiting souls outside--the +souls who were being kept back from the "Cradle of the Gods" by that +fear of the Eternal Womanhood.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Set the door wide, Akbar," he said, and then his voice merged into the +"<i>Salutaris</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">So, as the crowd turned at the sound of the opening door, the sound of +the chanting voice, it saw, raised above it, dim against an arched +shadow, seen by the grey light of daybreak and the flicker of two tall +tapers, a strange star-rayed cup shining in the clasped hands of a man. +An old man in a strange dress, chanting a strange song. And the sight, +by its very strangeness, its claim to something beyond familiarity, was +not strange to that restless crowd, waiting for a sign, waiting for +something not in themselves.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is it? What means it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The whisper came like the soft hush of a wave; and above it the chant +rose clearly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Tis Pidar Narâyan and his God!" said those of the city who knew, as +they fell back instinctively from the raised path. And those who did +not know followed suit in awed bewilderment, till the way was clear, +and the little procession passed on slowly above the jammed mass of +humanity, above the sea of upturned expectant faces.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Tis Pidar Narâyan, who went with my father," said one here and there. +"Mayhap he goes now--let us see."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yea! let us see!" answered others.</p> + +<p class="normal">That slantwise limb of the union-jack of raised paths which crossed +from one corner to the other of the courtyard--from the door in the +palace to the wide archway through which the pilgrims always passed on +their way to the "Cradle of the Gods"--cleared itself by common +consent, edged itself with a thicker throng of curious faces. Only in +the middle it was barred by the big old gun, by the "<i>Teacher of +Religion</i>" as its legend boasted, and by the man who claimed to be its +mouthpiece.</p> + +<p class="normal">For <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth, recognizing his adversary, recognizing the +danger of his influence, had slipped from his post above, and now stood +before the gun, full in the path, defending it with frenzied wavings of +his chaplet of skulls.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Listen not, brothers!" he yelled. "<i>Jai Kali Ma!</i> Blood! Blood! +Without blood is no remission of sins."</p> + +<p class="normal">And now a new curiosity, a new interest, came to that crowd of mere +men. What would happen? What would these two, mere men like themselves, +do? Which was backed by divine authority? That both claimed that +authority was clear. It held its breath, partly from the desire for a +sign from God, partly because of the desire which humanity always has +for a sign of the best man. Let the two try which was the better.</p> + +<p class="normal">So it waited, ready to approve either, till those two, the Eastern and +the Western sacerdotalisms, met face to face, within two yards of each +other, in the centre of the courtyard, on the platform before the +"<i>Teacher of Religion</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, not till then, Pidar Narâyan ceased his chant, shifted the pyx to +his left hand, and with his right drew the rapier hidden till then by +his long robes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Aha, A-ha-a</i>," sighed the crowd approvingly. There would be a bodily +as well as a spiritual fight, for <i>jogi-jee's</i> chaplet of skulls +swirled dangerously for both attack and defence; since a swinging +blow from it would kill a man, and its circling sweep keep him beyond +sword-point reach.</p> + +<p class="normal">Which would be the better man--the better weapon?</p> + +<p class="normal">But Pidar Narâyan did not attack. He only stood, the pyx in one hand, +the sword in the other--alternatives as it were--and called in a loud +voice--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me pass, <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me pass I say!</p> + +<p class="normal">"For I carry my GOD!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Over the whole courtyard, waking now from shadow to light under the +coming day, the claim echoed sharply; and the arrogance of it, the +strength, the certainty of it, sank deep into the souls of those who +heard it.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was not a sound, not a movement; only a vast, breathless +expectancy, and Pidar Narâyan's fine old face set like the nether +mill-stone. Everything that had ever been in him--love, passion, faith, +worldly wisdom, sympathy--the grit of the whole man--rose up and +claimed the crowd.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me pass!" he cried again, in absolute command, and this time the +rapier, twisting like a snake, caught the chaplet of skulls in its +upward swirl, a dexterous unexpected turn of the old fencer's wrist +followed, sending it flying from the <i>jogi's</i> hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next instant (the rope on which they were strung severed by the +strain, by the rapier's edge), the skulls were clattering, bounding +like balls, like useless toys, on the stone platform.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>A-ha! A-ha!</i>" came from the crowd; but the sigh was but half content, +and men looked at each other wonderingly. Since, no matter which priest +was the better man, these were Mai Kali's drinking-cups.</p> + +<p class="normal">The <i>jogi</i>, however, had fallen back a step, and Pidar Narâyan was in +his place by the old gun. Pidar Narâyan and his strange God were now +the "<i>Teachers of Religion</i>." What had they to say?</p> + +<p class="normal">The crowd had not to wait long, for Father Ninian's voice, with that +nameless ring in it which makes the orator and makes the audience, was +already in its ears.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Listen! Listen to me, for I carry in this cup the Blood of Sacrifice. +The Victim required by your God and mine, by all the Gods, is here!</p> + +<p class="normal">"We are free, brothers! you and I. The Eternal Womanhood hath had Her +toll, in full. The Great Mother is appeased. There is no fear.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lift up your eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh your help, and +follow me and my God, to find yours."</p> + +<p class="normal">He pointed with the sword--as he paused a second for breath, for +strength--to the mountains; to those far peaks which, now that the +storm had ended, the earth-atoms returned to earth, had begun to show +spectral in the dawn. To show shadowy, yet clear, with never a wreath +of mist or a wandering cloud to hide the hollow whither the feet of +millions had journeyed seeking righteousness, and journeyed in vain.</p> + +<p class="normal">Faint and far they showed against the faint, far sky, but as +Father Ninian pointed to them, a ray of light from the still unseen sun +below the visible horizon of this world, a ray of light seeking perhaps +another world among the stars, found the heights of the holy hills in +its path, and dyed their snowdrifts red--blood red!</p> + +<p class="normal">At the sight a roar rose from the crowd.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Jai Kali Ma!</i> She gives a sign! The sacrifice is there! She is +appeased! He speaks the truth. Let us follow him and his God!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ay! as my father did," cried one.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And mine!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And mine!" assented some, while others forgot all save pilgrimage in +the shout--</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Râm, Râm, Sita Râm!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">So, on that babel of sounds, Pidar Narâyan's voice rose steadily as, +preceded by that ambling figure--strangest of all acolytes--he walked +on, chanting the 121st Psalm:--</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Levavi oculos meos in montes; unde veniet auxilium mihi</i>."<p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The words were in an unknown tongue, the rhythm strange, but the +spirit, the idea, were familiar. It was the song of someone seeking the +"Cradle of the Gods," as they were.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He carries his God, and that means all," said an old man, pushing his +way to follow. "The other had none: how could he lead the way?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is true," assented many, following suit.</p> + +<p class="normal">And some, shrugging their shoulders, said, "He is mad. God has touched +his brain. Then he goes the way our fathers went. They lingered not +beyond the second dawn. Why should we?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Râm! Râm! Sita Râm!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus, swiftly, the footfalls gathered in strength behind the little +procession, and no one dared to stop it; not even the Mahomedan sentry +at the Fort gate, to whom some of the agitators ran in their +disappointment. He only laughed contemptuously; though his gravity +returned somewhat at his recognition of old Akbar Khân.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lo! that is a new walking for him!" he muttered, in an awed voice. +"Truly, folk are right when they say there is magic in these idolaters. +Who would have deemed him pilgrim? Well! let him go, he and his +mummery. We soldiers can do without priests and Hindoos!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He twirled his mustache fiercely, and wondered when his comrades would +return victorious from the gaol, and give the word for plunder. That +was all he cared for.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ay!" assented an angry voice, joining the group, "we can do without +the fools. There be plenty of wise men left."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Plenty," put in another; "but their mood is different. See how they +wander!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was true. The crowd had broken into groups, and from these, +pilgrims, singly, or in smaller groups, were drifting after the +lessening sound of that chanting voice. Not so much from any belief in +Pidar Narâyan, not even because of his lead over, but because it was +the old way; the way worn by the feet of their fathers, and their +fathers' fathers.</p> + +<p class="normal">So <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth, who, now the coast was clear, had sprung aloft +on the old gun, once more attempting to regain his empire, failed +egregiously. The crowd passed him by till a big countryman, with a +lumbering jest, asked him if he was sure he had picked up the right +skull to put on his own shoulders. Then it laughed uproariously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Best come on to the Pool of Immortality," suggested a conspirator, +consolingly, as he hurried past. "'Tis no use here. The fools have +followed after strange gods and men. But at the Pool there are tens of +thousands to one here; and they are weary waiting. Besides, 'tis nearer +the gaol. Between the two success will lie."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yea," added another, "that was the first plan--the soldiers and the +Fort spoilt it. But the Pool and the gaol remain."</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>Jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth, with a scowl, gathered up his skulls to a bundle +and followed hastily. He would at least be out of hearing of that +chanting voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">It had reached the last verse of its Psalm now, and faltered a little +over the words:--</p> + +<p class="center" style="font-size:90%">"<i>Dominus custodiat introitum tuum et exitum tuum</i>:<br> +<i>ex hoc et usque in saeculum</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">But the echo of the footsteps behind filled up the blanks.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_26" href="#div1Ref_26">CHAPTER XXVI</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>FOILED</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">On the gaol or the Pool of Immortality lay the hopes of those whom +Pidar Narâyan had so far discomfited by his arrogant claim to stand +between heaven and earth; in other words, to be in personal relations +with the Great Awarder of gaols and immortalities, forgivenesses, and +punishments.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the stars in their courses, hidden though they had been by the +storm-darkness, had used that very darkness to the due maintenance of +law and order as they wheeled serenely to meet the coming dawn.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Lance, for instance--his heart torn in twain by his desire to +follow Erda's fate at all costs and his knowledge that, if he was to do +the best for others he must leave her to face it alone--had struck down +stream on Am-ma's strange craft, his sole intention had been to rouse +the police camp, and secure what help he could for the gaol.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the darkness set him another task. For, after drifting past the +spit, whence he had meant to cut across by land to the bridge of boats, +and so, creeping past the city, find the camp beyond it, he had lost +himself absolutely in the maze of sand-banks and shallow channels +which, when the river was low, as it was now, lay like a network +between the deep stream of the Hara, and the deep stream of the Hari. +Lost himself so utterly that, realizing his own bewilderment, he had +called himself a fool for having lost himself!</p> + +<p class="normal">A curious discouragement came to him. Yet it made him more dogged and +persistent, even while the hopelessness of finding his way grew every +second. Surely, thought he, he could not be such a fool as to fail!</p> + +<p class="normal">Sometimes a sudden belief that he really had had some faint indication +of his bearings would make him put all his young strength into the +paddle, until once more a soft, yielding, yet irresistible, impact came +to tell him that he had failed again, that he was on another sandbank, +and another, and another! The dull concussion of them seemed to pass +into his brain; he found himself fumbling on almost aimlessly, despite +his doggedness, his mind busy with imagining the things which might be +happening in the dark around him.</p> + +<p class="normal">For all he knew close by--</p> + +<p class="normal">There lay the sting! It was suffocating to be set, as it were, in the +solid darkness like--he thought of a fly in amber, the birds he had +limed in his boyhood, finally of a death mask. That was more like +it--he felt as the corpse must feel--clogged, hampered, helpless!</p> + +<p class="normal">In such conditions minutes seem hours; and Lance, in reality, had not +been drifting about for half of one before the certainty that his +mission must inevitably be useless unless he could fulfil it more +expeditiously, made him resolve on trying conclusions with the river at +first hand. He was a good swimmer. As he told himself this, the first +pulse of gratitude he had ever felt for the big bully who had chucked +him, a small boy in his first term at Harrow, into "Ducker" to take his +chance, came to him; for those few minutes of despairing effort had +taught him more than mere swimming; they had taught him to trust +himself in water.</p> + +<p class="normal">More, at any rate, than in a beastly contrivance made of beds and +footballs, with no stem, no stern, and a devilish habit of spinning in +every eddy like a teetotum!</p> + +<p class="normal">The mere condemnation of Am-ma's craft, being a prelude to better +things, raised his spirits. He flung off his clothes, and, knowing he +could not hope to keep his revolver dry, improvised a waistcloth out of +the silk sash he wore instead of a waistcoat, in which to stick the +hunting-knife that was his only other weapon. As he did so, he thought +of the deer the knife had killed; as men think idly, irrelevantly, of +such trivialities when their attention is really concentrated on +something that is, as yet, outside experience. And Lance, as he slipped +into the water, knew himself prepared to swim or wade, but knew nothing +else.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, doggedly as before, and infinitely quicker, he went on through the +darkness; sometimes feeling himself in the cool water, sometimes +finding his feet on warm sand, sometimes parting a way, he knew not +where, through the low tamarisk and high grass marking an island. If he +could have guessed which island, or even known which way his face was +set, these light swishing touches might have been guides; but he knew +nothing.</p> + +<p class="normal">Until, after a time, a faint far glow, a mere suspicion of something +not outer darkness, showed on his left. Even so, he could not guess +whether that meant the gaol side, or the city side of the rivers. If +the former, could the gaol have been fired by those devils?</p> + +<p class="normal">The thought made him set his teeth, and, dry sand being beneath his +feet, run on recklessly towards the glow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Only for a yard or two, however; then he pulled up short, amazed to +find that it was not far, but near; that it came from the ground, from +a leaping fire of tamarisk branches within a stone's throw of him. A +step or two more, in fact, showed him a cooking-pot, the remains of +some food, a familiar fishing-net, and a chrysalis-looking figure +wrapped in a blanket and half-buried in the sand. One of the fisher +folk, by all that was lucky! If anyone could tell, they could.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was only a slender stem of tiger-grass which snapped under his feet, +but the noise was sufficient. The sleeper sprang to his like a wild +animal, the blanket falling from him, one lithe arm making for the long +spear stuck in the sand beside him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gu-gu! The missing Gu-gu!</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance had him back in his sand-bed before hand and spear met. There was +no struggle. Gu-gu, knowing himself helpless, lay limp, slack, every +muscle proclaiming capitulation; in so far showing himself something +less than a wild animal, which struggles till it dies, reckless of +odds. But, in truth, Gu-gu, with the certainty of speedy extinction +before him, due to that cursed ghost, had given in to fate utterly, all +round. Death would come when it came. All that remained, therefore, was +to make others suffer if he could. Especially those who were +responsible for altering the currents of the river. With one of these +on top of you, this was impossible; but time might bring opportunity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You devil!" cried Lance, throttling the abject jelly by way of +emphasis, "you know all about this business, of course; but now I've +found you, you'll have to do mine,--or I'll kill you. Do you +understand? Now, which way is the town?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Gu-gu pointed in the direction whence Lance had come. The latter +frowned, realizing that it was impossible to know if the brute spoke +truth, but that, unfortunately, he must be trusted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then get up," he said curtly, taking care to keep the jelly within +reach of his knife, "and show me the way there. I'll give you a hundred +rupees if you do; and if you don't--" He gave the yielding flesh an +explanatory prick.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does the <i>Huzoor</i> mean the Pool of Immortality?" asked Gu-gu, affably; +and the words made Lance remember that fruitless waiting for the water.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! you <i>did</i> manage that swindle, did you?" he replied savagely, "and +of course you were camping out of the way. I see! No! I don't want to +go there yet. To the bridge! So quick, march! or swim; you can tell me +about the other as we go along. It may be useful."</p> + +<p class="normal">Another prick with the knife he held in one hand, while his other +clutched firmly on Gu-gu's hemp-strung waist-belt of blue beads, +started them. So they went on till the sand grew colder, less +resistant, changed to water beneath their feet; then Lance's two +hands--and the knife--came down on Gu-gu's bare back. "Strike out," he +said briefly; "I'll help."</p> + +<p class="normal">The two pair of legs and the one pair of hands forged ahead into the +darkness none the less rapidly because the second pair of hands were +resting,--with something in them--on yielding flesh. The fact indeed, +or something else, seemed to make Gu-gu confidential. If the <i>Huzoor</i>, +he said, with a shameless comprehension which made Lance inclined to +use the knife then and there, wanted to give the alarm at the police +camp, he was taking a long road to it. He, Gu-gu, could show him a +shorter, if the <i>Huzoor</i> would trust him.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a second Lance hesitated. He could not see the man's face; but +there was a sort of cunning anxiety in the tone which was doubtful. +Then, remembering that, short or long, he was equally at the man's +mercy if he <i>chose to brave results</i>--though there seemed to be no +reason why he should--he said quietly,--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I told you to take the shortest."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The <i>Huzoor</i> can dive?" asked Gu-gu. "He should, since he swims so +strong."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dive!" echoed Lance. "Yes, why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Because the short way, Gu-gu explained, was by an underground passage +which could be only reached from the river. Undoubtedly the <i>Huzoor</i> +was right, the passage had to do with the miracle; but there must have +been more than one miracle in the old days, since there was quite a +network of canals and caves, which could be more or less flooded at +will. All the river people knew of them, but few ventured in; there was +nothing to be gained by doing so, <i>as a rule!</i> And the dive to reach +the passage was long and awkward. But if the <i>Huzoor</i> would trust--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go ahead!" broke in Lance, sharply. He <i>had</i> to trust; and time meant +everything. Besides, even in diving, he could have his revenge on that +sleek, yielding back!</p> + +<p class="normal">For answer, Gu-gu altered his course with almost suspicious alacrity; +though, once more, Lance could see no reason for treachery. A hundred +rupees was a big bribe to a man who evidently had no personal interest +in the matter; else, why should he have been on the island instead of +in the row. But then Lance did not know of that call to death.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, through the dark, the one pair of hands and two pairs of legs +forged ahead till a sudden arrest of the former gave Lance a dull shock +once more. But this time Gu-gu's voice came quite cheerfully: "The city +wall, <i>Huzoor</i> This slave must feel if he goes up or down."</p> + +<p class="normal">Apparently it was up, and after a few minutes of crablike edging +Gu-gu's voice came again:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"The tunnel is below, Protector of the Poor. Let the most noble take +the longest breath he ever breathed, then strike down till this mean +one's legs cease moving. The most noble one's must cease also. The rest +will this dust-like one accomplish. Save the breath. <i>That</i> is in the +<i>Huzoors</i> own keeping. Therefore let him take time for filling; and +when he is ready let him signal this slave with--with a knife-prick if +he chooses!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The cool grasp of the position made Lance smile, though the situation, +he knew, was grave enough. That breath to be drawn might be his last; +all the more reason why he could have wished it less full of sand!</p> + +<p class="normal">For the storm was now at its fiercest. Even here out on the river, over +the water, the air seemed solid. And it had a vibration that could be +felt on the bare skin. As he drew in that long breath before trusting +himself to the unseen man whom he held within reach of the grim +signal--and something sharper should there be sign of treachery--Lance +told himself that the water could scarcely be more suffocating than +the air. Then--the sleek skin under his hand shrinking from the +knife-prick--the two pairs of legs and the one pair of arms struck +down.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was almost a relief at first to get rid of the stinging dust in +one's face; almost a relief not to breathe. But when, after a few +seconds, the legs in front of him grew rigid, and nothing was left to +be done save to hold on desperately to a waist-belt of blue beads and +one's own breath at the same time, the sense of suffocation returned, +and the question, "How much longer?" seemed to throb in his brain.</p> + +<p class="normal">He gripped everything he had to grip tighter. But his own body seemed +to grip his mind tighter still. He could feel the clutch of his +veins--a whole corded network of them--could see them! A corded, +pulsing network edged with prismatic light, sending stars into the +darkness, beating time to the singing in his ears, to the fierce duel +between the desire to gasp and the determination to hold on,--beating +time to the confused rush of thoughts which ended in one--"This is +drowning!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It made his clutch tighter. Gu-gu, at least, should drown too. That was +the last conscious thought. It merged into a frantic, insistent clamour +for air! air! air! till something cold hit him full on the face and +forced him into a quick, gasping cry, that left him senseless.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he came to himself, as he did a moment or two afterwards, he was +still clutching the waist-belt of blue beads, and the touch of it +lulled him to an instant's sheer relief. The dive was over; they must +be in the cave; the cold that had hit him in the face must have been +the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">But what was he lying upon? Surely rock! And the hand he moved to feel +it brought the blue beads with it unresistingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gu-gu! where was Gu-gu?</p> + +<p class="normal">Gone! And the knife too. It had been used to sever the hempen string of +the belt.</p> + +<p class="normal">Curious. It might have been used for a different and more deadly +purpose; but you could never count on what fellows would do--even when +they were treacherous.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance thought this dreamily, before he realized more than the fact that +he was alive; not drowned.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he sat up hastily and faced the truth that he was alone once more; +alone in that network of underground passages and caves of which Gu-gu +had spoken.</p> + +<p class="normal">Was there any chance of his getting out of it? Not by the dive, +certainly. Without help that was impossible. He set himself to remember +what his guide had said in reply to the questions with which he had +been purposely plied.</p> + +<p class="normal">First, as to light. If Gu-gu was to be trusted the materials for this +must be close at hand. Lance rose cautiously and felt about the ledge +on which he lay and the walls of rock about him, and ere long came on +what he sought. Flint and steel, a box of tinder, a bottle of oil, and +a rag torch hung in an old bit of fishing-net to a peg that was driven +into a crevice.</p> + +<p class="normal">So far, good; and after a minute these enabled him to see that he was +in a sort of vaulted well, half hewn out of rock, half built in with +brick. It was filled to some three feet or so with water, except in one +corner, where the flooring shelved down to an archway. There it was +deeper. This must be the opening of the tunnel through which they had +dived, and through which, doubtless, Gu-gu had escaped; for he was not +likely to have braved the intricate passages without a light. This +thought made Lance look to see how much oil the bottle contained.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was only a mere driblet at the bottom. Plainly, therefore, he +could pause no longer; so, instantly, without further thought, he waded +across the pool and ran along the only passage which led from it. He +had to stoop as he ran, and from the feel to his feet he guessed that +the passage led upwards first, then downwards; apparently, too, in a +perfectly straight line. The river, therefore, must be behind him, and +he tried to make this point a fixed one, so as to give him some notion +of his bearings.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a hundred yards or so he emerged into a second cave or chamber, +also nearly waist-deep in water. From this several passages opened, +some too small to admit of a man passing through them. These, then, +must be the canals of which Gu-gu had spoken; one of them, possibly, +that which should have supplied the Pool with Immortality. The memory +of that crowd of eager, patient faces, disappointed by such a miserable +trick, made Lance feel pitiful; then his pity brought a sudden +practical suggestion. Why not open the sluice, or whatever it was, now, +and give the miracle? It would at least keep <i>some</i> of the crew quiet +when it came, at dawn; the dawn which might be so fatal to quiet--the +dawn which must, surely, be close at hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">He raised the torch and saw, close beside him, a foot or two above the +present level of the water, a clumsy closed stone conduit with an iron +handle. It was a rude primitive tap, no doubt, by which the levels +could be raised. Without further thought, he turned it, and smiled to +find himself right, as water poured out, filling the vaulted chamber +with sound. Then, without further pause, he passed on down the biggest +of the passages leading from the chamber; since that seemed the most +likely one. After a while, however, the passage narrowed, seemed in +danger of ending altogether; so he harked back.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no longer any sound in the chamber when he returned to it, +and the level of the water had risen almost to the floor of the passage +in which he stood, wondering which of the other outlets he had best +try. The choice was a case of sheer chance, of course, he told himself; +a mere backing of one's luck. But, as he paused to make it, something +cold struck on his feet, causing him to look down in sudden surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">The water was still rising. That must be stopped, anyhow, unless he was +to be drowned out like a sewer rat.</p> + +<p class="normal">He stuck the torch into a cleft in the rock beside him, hung the net to +it, and swam over to the conduit, which was already submerged. But the +handle which had turned so easily was stiff now; possibly because of +the pressure of the water, possibly because there was some other rude +mechanism of which he was unaware. Anyhow, after a few trials he +realized that he was helpless until the water had found its own level.</p> + +<p class="normal">But what was that? Who could tell? Would it rise, and rise, and rise, +till it filled the whole place?</p> + +<p class="normal">Who could tell?</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not fear which clutched at his heart--only a vague self-pity; +almost an amused wonder that this Immortality for others might bring +Death to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked up into the vaulted arch above him, then to the, as yet, dry +passages which he could just see, as darker arches of shadow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Unless one of them rose abruptly to a higher level--and the chance that +one did, or that he should find it, was remote--he would be wiser to +stay here, and see what happened. The roof was at least higher.</p> + +<p class="normal">He swam back to the torch and, holding on to the crevices of the wall, +waited.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still rising. He shifted the torch to a higher crevice and waited +again, a dull curiosity taking possession of him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still rising. He wondered, suddenly, whether it would not have been +better for him to have gone back the way he had come. The passage had +certainly seemed to ascend, and it was a question of levels. That was +all. A mere question of levels.</p> + +<p class="normal">He shifted the torch again. It was dying down now, the rags showing +charred, cindery. But as he fed it with oil and it flared up and +smoked, the thought came to him that it was using air needlessly, +making suffocation more imminent.</p> + +<p class="normal">He blew it out deliberately. If a man had to die, he might as well die +in the dark. He was glad, a moment later, of the darkness. It shut out +reality and left him to dreams; to vague hopes, to kindly +forgetfulness, to Erda's face. How plucky she had been! Well! even +if he <i>had</i> to be drowned like a rat in a sewer, he must not be behind +her. The pathetic comfort of kindly memory, which with strange +unreason--since it enhances the value of the life that is being +left--makes the face of death seem less stern to poor humanity, came to +him and absorbed him. If he died and she lived, she would not forget +him; he knew that.</p> + +<p class="normal">And still the water rose.</p> + +<p class="normal">It must be rising now, he thought, in the Pool of Immortality, and the +eager, patient faces that had been waiting for it so long must be +showing glad in the grey light of the dawn.</p> + +<p class="normal">For the dawn was coming to the world, though he would not see it. +Strange, incomprehensible thought, even though the reality of it was so +certain, so close. Incomprehensible? Say rather, impossible; frankly +impossible! He could not be going to die!</p> + +<p class="normal">He shifted the unlit torch to a still higher crevice--almost a ledge in +the rock--and waited incredulously for the water to rise.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">And as he waited in the dark, someone else in the grey dawn, to whom +death was more familiar, to whom, in a way, it was the one great +certainty of Life, was feeling the same frank incredulity at the +thought of the immediate future.</p> + +<p class="normal">For Dr. Dillon, when he found himself alone on the roof of the gaol +gate with an unconscious woman and a child, knew that the end could not +be far off. With Vincent dead, and Eugene cut off by the stern +necessity for keeping that door shut, he could not hope for more than a +brief, savage resistance--and then? Failure, inevitable failure, unless +help came; and that seemed far as ever.</p> + +<p class="normal">As yet, dazed by that closing of the door, that desperate, triumphant +death of the man with his back to it--a death which had gained them +nothing--the prisoners were still huddled together, crushed out of +further action, at the far end of the alley. So the courtyard was +clear, free from assailants. But that could only be for a minute or +two. There was an ominous rending and hewing at the gate below; ere +long those outside would be inside, and with a leader who would know +what to do. So life could only be an affair of moments; yet it seemed +incredible, more than incredible, that all his strong will and +determination would not avail even to save those helpless creatures in +his charge. He stooped hurriedly and lifted the still unconscious woman +in his arms, carried her into the turret, closed the door on her and +the child--frightened now for the first time at her mother's +silence--and returned to wait and watch. It was all he could do for +them, unless fate gave him a chance of appealing for them to Roshan +Khân. But even then there could be no bargaining, no compromise, no +surrender!</p> + +<p class="normal">A sharp crash, a sudden rise in the babel of voices below, warned him +that the gate had given, partially at least. The next instant a soldier +or two, ignorant of that dead man with his back against the closed +gate, ran lightly down the alley calling on the prisoners to make way. +One of them was Roshan Khân; but George Dillon did not waste a +cartridge even on him. He was reserving his fire for that storming of +the broken stairs which must come when the assailants found themselves +still foiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">In truth Roshan Khân had this same storming in his mind as all he cared +for, since it would pit him against his rival, against Vincent Dering, +who he knew was on the roof. And so, with that odd acquired sense of +honour, fair play, God knows what, he had been planning, as his men +battered down the gate, how best to compass those fair odds which were +necessary alike to his sense of justice and injustice--for the +injustice of his own position cried aloud for proof that he was worth a +better one. So he had settled to complete that liberating of the +prisoners which, with the help of the keys, ought already to be in +hand. This done, the general rabble would be eager for freedom, eager +for plunder, eager to get to the town and raise it, eager for all +things for which he cared no jot. Then would be his time. Then--he did +not even try to formulate how--he could find himself face to face, at +fair odds, with Vincent Dering. Wild memories of duels he had read +about in western books, duels with others, who had nothing to do with +the quarrel, looking on, occurred to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes! that would satisfy him. To have it out, till death!</p> + +<p class="normal">He set his teeth as he forced a peremptory way through the crowd at the +end of the alley, which hid the closed door until one actually stood +beside it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he stood transfixed, for he saw Vincent Dering's dead body still +backed by that closed door, still guarding it, unarmed. There was a +curious look of content in the dead face, and Roshan, grasping its +meaning by intuition, turned from it with a curse, knowing himself +forestalled, cheated.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Twas not our fault, <i>Khân-jee</i>," protested a voice, quickly; "the +swine fought till the other one had locked the door in our faces, and +so--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan struck at the voice fiercely. Not forestalled, not cheated, +only; but outdone, conquered! His rival had died a hero's death, and +he--he might live to be hanged!</p> + +<p class="normal">A rage of despair, of despite, seized on him. His one real object gone, +the whole hideous folly of the rest made him fling up his hands +passionately as he dashed back to the gate, neither knowing nor caring +what he was going to do next.</p> + +<p class="normal">Storm that feeble garrison on the roof? those broken stairs, every +crevice, every foothold in which stood out clear, easy, in the light of +the search-ray? Was that a man's task?</p> + +<p class="normal">Confused, dazed, he ran on, followed instinctively by the crowd, +wondering what he would be at.</p> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon, seeing the rush, covered the first foothold of the +broken stairs with his rifle, and waited for a man to show on it.</p> + +<p class="normal">But none came.</p> + +<p class="normal">Just as the rush reached the courtyard, Eugene Smith's search-ray, +having exhausted itself, went out, leaving, not darkness, but the grey +mystery of dawn, in which for an instant all sound, all movement, +seemed arrested. There was one utterly peaceful second, and then, from +behind the splintered gateway, from the shadows of the tunnel, came a +breathless voice:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Close the outer gate, sergeant; if you can, you have them in a trap! a +regular trap!"</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>A trap!</i></p> + +<p class="normal">The word reached those who had followed Roshan in his causeless +retreat. Had he foreseen this? Was he escaping from the trap? Their +eyes flew to the tunnel, but the light which, till then, had lit up its +darkness, the swinging lamp by which the batterers of the gate had +worked, was dashed down by someone's hand--a small, white hand--and +there was nothing to be seen. Only that voice to be heard repeating, +"They're in a trap; keep them there!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Keep them! Not if they could fight their way into the open! The cry +rose in a second:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"A trap. Yea! a trap! Out of it! Outside, brothers, outside, where we +can fight free!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan, who would have paused at this chance of fair resistance, was +caught in the rush from behind, and found himself through the gap in +the gate fighting desperately in the crowd, calling on his men to +rally. But they had construed his half-frenzied flight from that look +on Vincent Dering's face into a lead, and they were mixed up +inextricably with the horde of undisciplined conspirators who, having +been till now safe under cover of the tunnelled archway, yelled for the +open, not so much in which to fight, but in which to run away.</p> + +<p class="normal">The mere handful of men, whose number was fortunately hidden by the +darkness, could never have prevented the rush, but a quick wit amongst +them seized on a possibility, and the breathless voice called, "Let +them pass--let them pass!"</p> + +<p class="normal">So, in a second or two, amid confused yells, and mad slashings at +friends and foes alike, the positions were reversed. The inside was +out, the outside in, like Brian O'Lynn's breeches; and Dr. Dillon's +first hint at what the amazing turn of affairs below him meant came +with the words:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Barricade that gate. Sharp as you know how. They won't give us long."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that you, Carlyon?" he called doubtfully, leaning over the parapet +and peering into that grey mystery of dawn.</p> + +<p class="normal">The figure he saw, a woman in a white dress and a scarlet mess jacket, +made him doubt the evidence of his own eyes. But the answer in a +woman's voice, with a quick breath in it, sent his back in something +between a laugh and a sob.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then he isn't here! Oh! what can have become of him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no doubt that this was a woman!</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_27" href="#div1Ref_27">CHAPTER XXVII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>L'ADDIO DEL MARITO</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Once outside, where they could discern friend from foe, the troopers +instantly realized their mistake, and rallied round Roshan.</p> + +<p class="normal">But it was too late for that now. As he stood, centring them, there was +a wild contempt, a vague relief, in his face. He knew now where his +sympathies lay. Not with these men, treacherous to their salt, but with +those who could hold--who <i>had</i> held--their own against all odds. Yes! +even with that dead figure, still with its back to the door that must +not be opened.</p> + +<p class="normal">The thought stung and seared like hot iron.</p> + +<p class="normal">No! Not with that! not with that! That was--What?--</p> + +<p class="normal">He could have killed himself for the unwavering testimony which every +scrap of him gave to the heroism, the defiance of such a death. He knew +he would give everything to die one like it; and he knew he could +not--not <i>now</i>. He knew he must die a useless death, to save himself +from a worse one.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is no real harm done, <i>Khân-jee</i>," broke in his lance-<i>duffadar</i> +in hurried excuse, seeing the expression on his face. "We can get in +easily again. Those holding the horses say there were but a score of +them all told--the cursed Sikhs--God knows how they got out of the +Fort! I thought we had them safe. And there was a woman with them--a +Miss-<i>baba</i>"--he laughed savagely. "Well! if they be brave as men, +these infidel women, let them die like men--the hell-cats!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan Khân looked at the man, whom he had known for years, as if he +had never seen him before. And the thought of another woman--with his +own blood in her veins--who had been brave also, and who had died--died +by his hand--returned to sweep him from every bearing, from every +landmark, eastern or western, and leave him rudderless, drifting, in a +storm of sheer despair. He laughed suddenly--an insane laugh--at the +hideousness, the hopelessness of it all. Laughed like the madman he was +for the time, at the horror which drove him mad.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Kill her, if thou wilt, fool! I have done my share of that," he cried +brutally, striking out at the voice as he had struck at the other which +had told him of Vincent's victory. Striking as he felt inclined to +strike at anything and everything; most of all at the hateful confusion +in himself, and in his world. So, without another word, he broke +through the circle of troopers, dashed to where his horse awaited him, +and was off like a whirlwind; that strange possession of the Oriental +races, which, in a way, claims kindred with the Berserk rage of the +north, thrilling to his finger-tips; yet held in check, diverted from +sheer, mad, uncalculating desire to kill, by that acquired sense of +fair play.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He goes to rouse the city," said some of his men, following him +hurriedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And time, too!" assented some of the conspirators. "The dawn is upon +us, and if the pilgrims drift away, our hope is gone!"</p> + +<p class="normal">But most of the crowd, troopers and conspirators alike, felt vaguely +that the dawn had indeed come, that the midsummer night's dream of +madness was over; that those who were wise would try, while they had +the chance, to escape from its consequences.</p> + +<p class="normal">And that such a chance existed, even now, was patent. The very madness +of the night, its lack of reasonable explanation, were in their favour. +And its darkness, the outer darkness of the storm, which had sprung +up in a minute, must have hidden much. Who, for instance, was to +say--except those impenitent ones whose evidence, if given at all, must +be doubted as the evidence of condemned men seeking to drag others down +to their fate--whether such and such a one had been a rebel at first? +Provided, always, that there was no doubt about his staunchness at the +last; that is, now that the dawn had come--the dawn which showed doubt, +almost a surprise, in so many faces.</p> + +<p class="normal">What had come to them? Why were they there?</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Kuchch saiya pur gya!</i>" (some shadow fell on me) muttered one man +below his breath, as he sheathed his sword.</p> + +<p class="normal">And another, with an oath, said boldly, "This one is for the winning +side," then gave the cry, "To the rescue, brothers, to the rescue! Cut +down the mutineers"--so, promptly, began operations on the nearest +defenceless prisoner.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus, almost before those who had galloped in hot haste after Roshan's +lead were out of sight, the prisoners, even the resisting warders, had +been driven into the portico, and penned like a flock of sheep between +the troopers outside and the pioneers within.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Lord is King," said the lance-<i>duffadar</i>, piously, to a +neighbour,--he had started back from Roshan's blow with a scowl, and +watched his retreat resentfully,--"the Handle-end of His Sword is +safest! Lo! Have at them, brothers!"--he added aloud--"have at the +evil-born ones who would have killed the <i>mems</i> and the <i>baba-logue</i> +as such scum did in the Great Breathing, making the faces of the +soldiery black for all time! Show them our mettle. Forward! +'Gord--save--the--Ka-veen!'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gord--save--the--Ka-veen!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The cry grew to a shout, and Dr. Dillon, who, with a great incredulity +lessening the values of all he saw and heard, had promptly swung +himself down into the courtyard, looked through a crevice in the +barricade--which was fast taking form under the willing hands of the +pioneers--to see what the noise meant.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is all over," he said slowly, his face pathetic in its +bewilderment; "the troopers are siding with us!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood for a moment as if unable to grasp the reality, and his keen, +inquisitive eyes seemed to search almost reproachfully for some cause, +some hint of reason, in his surroundings. In the splintered door, in +every cranny and foothold of the broken stair, and so, past the +parapet, they continued their question to the lightening sky, against +which, faint and far, those distant peaks where lay the "Cradle of the +Gods" had begun to show dimly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"All for nothing!" he muttered to himself, almost petulantly. "Poor +Dering!" So, swiftly he passed down the alley,--swiftly, but +hopelessly; for he knew what those iron shackles meant on a man's bare +head.</p> + +<p class="normal">He drew the body to one side with tender care, then knocked at the +closed door and called to the man within. "Smith, open the door! You'd +better come out--I think it's all over now; be quick, please."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a pause, then a fumbling at the bolts and bars. So, in that +grey, cold light, a figure stood at the open door, tall, gaunt, with a +hunted look in its eyes, almost a terror, as they looked down--down to +the threshold--down for what they knew should be there.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dering?" asked Eugene Smith, rather hoarsely; then, seeing what lay to +one side, covered his eyes from the sight with a cry like a woman's, +and trembled all over. That strain of patient, idle inaction had been +awful.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, God damn them!" burst out the doctor, fiercely. "And all for +nothing--for nothing. At least I think so. Come on, Smith, and make +sure."</p> + +<p class="normal">For nothing! For nothing!</p> + +<p class="normal">The words were echoing in Roshan's brain also, as with loose rein, +recklessly, he galloped over the frail bridge of boats, making it +quiver and thunder beneath his horse's hoofs, and send curved waves of +light and shadow over the clear, steely surface of the water, seen like +a polished shield in the dawn. The air was clear also; the distant +hills steel grey as the water, the sky steel grey as the hills. And +there was the bright keenness as of a glittering sword in the chill +breeze that swept from west to east. But Roshan did not feel it; he was +absorbed in himself, in the useless battle of his life.</p> + +<p class="normal">For nothing! For nothing!</p> + +<p class="normal">He did not even hear the soft yet sonorous roar, beginning like the +rush of a big breaker on a beach, ending with a wild, musical note, +like the wail of new-weaned lambs and their mothers on a lone hillside, +which suddenly echoed out over the water, making those who galloped +behind look at each other and whisper joyfully:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Tis all right, <i>Khân-sahib</i>," said one, urging his horse alongside; +"the pilgrims are waiting still--hear you not their cry? They grow +impatient!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan looked at him with lack-lustre eyes. What were the pilgrims to +him, or their impatience? What was salvation, immortality, to one whose +only desire was death--death and forgetfulness? He dug his spurs into +his horse, savagely glad to give pain, and rode on.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ! Hârî! Harî! Hârâ!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">The roar was articulate now, and those behind looked doubtfully at each +other.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If it should be the miracle?" suggested one conspirator; but another +shook his head, "How can that be? None know the trick save those two, +Gu-gu and Am-ma, and they are safe."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Unless it <i>be</i> a miracle," put in a third, almost timidly. "God's club +makes no noise, and the night has been full of marvels."</p> + +<p class="normal">So an uneasy silence fell upon the rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no mistaking the cry now. It rose exultant, yet with that +wailing note in it still, which lingers always in humanity's claim to +have found its lost Paradise, its lost purity.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet there was no trace of doubt in the almost frantic joy on every face +in the dense multitude which stopped the little cavalcade, as it +entered the square around the Pool of Immortality; stopped it +hopelessly, as if the moving, breathing, living mass had been a dead +wall.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was almost a yell. The patience was gone utterly, and far as the eye +could reach, in all the wide square, in every street and alley +converging to it, there was the restless ineffectual movement +of the sea, when, on a summer's day, it beats itself calmly yet +persistently--rising and falling--upon a sheer cliff, against the +impossible. There was no one to check the crowd now, to prevent it from +finding Death and Immortality at the same time. What matter? What were +a few hundreds of crushed bodies, when the soul found what it sought?</p> + +<p class="normal">The riders behind Roshan threw up their hands at the sight. No hope +here for the littlenesses of life; for principalities and powers, even +for political liberty.</p> + +<p class="normal">This was the bed-rock; this, in its unalterable aspiration--not for +something better, but for the best--neither culture nor conspiracy +could touch; this was as much beyond the control of kith and kin as of +strangers and aliens.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come, <i>Khân-sahib</i>!" they called to the figure with the lack-lustre eyes +which sat its horse like a statue, staring at itself, at its world, +conscious only of the hideous discords which were, perforce, the music +of its sphere. "Come! <i>Nawab-jee!</i> There is still a chance with the +'<i>Teacher of Religion</i>.' The <i>jogi</i> will have held <i>his</i> folk, +for +sure. They will be ready for blood, since Mai Kâli"--the speaker spat +his Mahomedan contempt for the idolatry ere he went on--"lets none go. +She's a true woman for that!"</p> + +<p class="normal">So, by back alleys and crooked ways, Roshan--why he did not know, since +he meant nothing by it--led the cavalcade past the palace, through the +archway into the courtyard with its union-jack of raised paths.</p> + +<p class="normal">And found it empty.</p> + +<p class="normal">Empty of all save the <i>jogi</i>, Gorakh-nâth, who was busy, resignedly, in +rethreading his chaplet of skulls, ere starting to seek safety over the +British border in some far recess of the holy hills, whence, when this +affair had blown over, he could swoop down with added sanctity on some +other religious fair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He and his God stole them from me not the saying of a rosary past," he +said cheerfully, after he had explained the position. "They went by +yonder door to the old road. So what matter! They are in it. They will +come back to Her by and by. It is so always. Men follow other leads, +other loves. But they do not find what they seek; so they come back to +Her, to the many named Woman. <i>Jai! Kali Ma!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">Those behind Roshan looked at each other.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is the end," they said briefly. "Come, <i>risaldar-jee</i>--" the change +of title was significant--"we shall have to ride far and fast if we are +to live."</p> + +<p class="normal">Once more, every atom of the man, soul and body, seemed to strike out +furiously at the voice, at the truth and the untruth in it; at the +assertion of failure, the linking of his need with theirs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ride for your lives if you want them," he cried fiercely; "I seek +death."</p> + +<p class="normal">They left him, after unavailing protests, and rode helter-skelter on to +the Fort, warning their comrades that the game was up, so, on towards +safety. And the <i>jogi</i>, naked but not ashamed, still swinging his +chaplet of skulls, followed them leisurely; for he knew himself safe in +the superstition and the devotion of every woman in India. Since he, +Her servant, could not fail of shelter in every Hindoo homestead, far +or near, in which a woman's hand closed on a man's, holding him tight +for herself alone, as the Great Mother holds all men.</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan, thus left alone, rode his horse on slowly to the central +plinth, dismounted, and, hitching the bridle over the muzzle of the +"<i>Teacher of Religion</i>" stood staring out dully at what lay before him; +so quiet, so commonplace!</p> + +<p class="normal">Nothing changed from the day, barely a month ago, when he had stood +beside the old gun with Vincent Dering and Lance Carlyon, contemptuous +of the ignorance of others, satisfied with himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now?--what had come to him?</p> + +<p class="normal">The madness, which his wild gallop from the gaol had calmed somewhat, +returned in a fierce rush, and with it that one desire for revenge; for +something by which to show the contempt, which was not now merely for +the ignorant; but for those others, self-righteous, tyrannical, who had +dared to touch him--dared to make him what he was--a prey both to +ignorance and wisdom, savagery and culture--a laughing-stock even to +himself!</p> + +<p class="normal">And who had begun the fooling? Who had taught him as a boy?</p> + +<p class="normal">Pidar Narâyan! Who else? Who else had begun the game giving some +things, withholding others? And who else was within reach? Who else +could be followed up and forced to fair fight? Forced to admit that the +pupil was ahead now of the master.</p> + +<p class="normal">He laughed a laugh of absolute exultation; and a wave of purely +childish satisfaction swept through the mind in which there were still +so many depths of childish ignorance and misconception; unavoidable +depths in the culture of a bare score of years. Leaving his horse +tethered to the old gun, he ran hastily across to the palace, so, +finding the door open, the whole place quiet, went on down the arched +passage. It was still dark there, but a glimmer of light showed the +entrance to the chapel, and to the armoury beside it, which was his +goal.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had no other thought except for that armoury, until, with the tall +tapers burning at the head and feet, he saw the dead body of the woman +who had deceived him lying on the Altar steps. Then the pitifullest +clashing of satisfaction and despair, of desire and disgust, came to +him that ever rent a man in twain. For a moment he fought for bare +reason between them, then with a savage cry, he flung himself beside +the dead girl, caught her to him, covered her with frantic, cruel +kisses, and, almost flinging her from him again, ran on into the +armoury, the red of her dress, her bosom, in his eyes--the red of +blood!</p> + +<p class="normal">The armoury! Where he had had his first lesson in the foils! There they +were, harmless in their buttons, crossed on the wall, and above them +something more murderous; the dangerous delicate rapiers to which those +others were but the prelude. No! one was gone! One Father Ninian had +used against the <i>jogi!</i> One he must have with him. So much the better!</p> + +<p class="normal">He tore down its fellow, and passing the dead girl without a look, +dashed out into the courtyard again, his last trace of sanity gone.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next instant his horse's feet were echoing madly along the +pilgrims' road. His enemy must have a quarter of an hour's lead, but +that was nothing; he could overtake him, anyhow, at the first station +in the pilgrimage,--a temple under a vast <i>banyan</i> tree at the foot of +the first rise, where the pious must pause to make offerings.</p> + +<p class="normal">The road was almost empty at first; for the news that the miracle had +only been deferred had spread instantly through the unrestful town, so +to a space beyond it, making those who heard the tale turn back to see +for themselves. But after a few minutes' wild gallop, he came up with +those who had been beyond recall, who had gone on content with that +strange lead of a strange God; of a saint, a sinner. Yet, after a time, +forgetful of that leadership utterly. For they needed it no more. The +danger of novelty had passed with their first step along the beaten +track which their fathers had followed. Father Ninian, wise with the +wisdom of long years, of secret sympathy, had known this; had counted +on it in his forlorn hope of leading them into familiar bondage. He had +told himself that he need only go as far as that first station; that +then, during the pause for offerings, he might return, as it were, to +realities, to something more consistent with the nineteenth century! +But to him, also, as he led the way, chanting his offices for the day, +had come a strange peace, a strange desire to go on to the end of the +pilgrimage; a strange desire to leave those realities behind him in a +world from which he was taking nothing, not even his love.</p> + +<p class="normal">Surely it was time. Surely he was old enough to claim rest. No! not +rest. It was something more than that. Surely, now that he had left +every atom of earth behind him lying with a dead woman on the Altar +steps, he also was free to find the "Cradle of the Gods"!</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>My soul fleeth unto the Lord! before the morning watch I say, before +the morning watch</i>," he chanted; he had gone on blindly from psalm to +psalm intent on the desire to lead those voices behind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have a care, <i>baba-jee!</i> thou and thy God!" said a half-tender, +half-jesting one as he stumbled among the stones, and a dark hand +stretched itself out to steady the old priest, and a dark face turned +to nod approval at other saffron robes; since here was a true pilgrim, +a true madman, forgetful of this world, to judge by the face lifted +towards those distant hills.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet the desire in him to reach them seemed to the wise old heart +something that must be set aside. He must return. Yes! he must return. +To do what? What could an old man do who had left life, a useless life, +behind him? He crushed down that thought also, and stumbled on.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Man is like a thing of nought, his time passeth away like a shadow!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice spent itself tremulously on that one certainty, and those +behind him joined their testimony to his all unwittingly, as they +called on Hârâ or Hârî; on the Creator, the Destroyer, as One and +Indivisible.</p> + +<p class="normal">And in the rear again, Roshan in his search for Death, for +annihilation, bore witness also, as he came, cursing those who stood in +his way, his horse slithering among the stones in its effort to obey +whip and spur, and sending a dry clangour of hoof-beats through the +little stony valley to startle the sleepy snakes coiled on the distant +rocks, and drive them back to their crannies with a hiss.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, every instant, the distance lessened between the old man and the +young one, both weary of life. It was broad daylight now, though the +sun was still low on the horizon. The mystery of dawn had left the +world, the very pilgrims, between their recurring cries, were +chattering, laughing, over the every-day details of life which would +make to-day as trivial as yesterday, to-morrow as trivial as to-day.</p> + +<p class="normal">There had been a "Breathing" in the night, they told each other. Some +shadow had fallen. Some God or Devil had had power. But the shackles of +custom, of familiarity, were back again, the despotism of detail.</p> + +<p class="normal">Only in those two strangely different minds in the van, in the rear, +the mystery still clouded the reality.</p> + +<p class="normal">And the distance between them lessened as Roshan drove his way through +the saffron robes recklessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, fast as he went, when he reached the end of the dry watercourse up +which the last part of the rough track had wound, and stood in the +hollow, backed by a further rise of the hill, where the quaint, dumpy, +black temple hid itself under the huge blotch of the <i>banyan</i> tree--the +only green thing visible, far or near--the figure he sought was not to +be seen among the crowd.</p> + +<p class="normal">Akbar Khân, indeed, he saw, utilizing one of the tall tapers as a +pipe-light before casting himself on the ground to suck contentedly at +the screwed <i>banyan</i> leaf full of tobacco which he had gathered by +claiming a pinch in return for the loan of that same light to others. +But with a curious shame Roshan avoided him, and passed on in his +search among the jostling crowd, the continuous babel of trivial talk; +for this was resting-time, when men and women could be men and women, +and forget that they were on a pilgrimage; when they could even dream +themselves back in the village under the familiar shelter of some +village tree, asking no more than the familiar round of life.</p> + +<p class="normal">But above the babel came every now and again the insistent clang of a +bell, telling that some new petitioner was seeking a favour of the +Gods, and making a golden oriole, which sat in the green leafage, flit +to another bower with a sudden fluting note, full, joyful, mellow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What dost seek, <i>Musulmân?</i>" cavilled a saint, drawing back from +Roshan's shadow, as he gabbled invocations, all he knew, on a rosary, +ere solacing himself with the pipe which his disciple had prepared. "If +'tis the madman and his God--he hath gone yonder."</p> + +<p class="normal">He pointed to a side track, which was a short cut to the road above.</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan flung himself from his horse without a word, and followed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The distance lessened at every step now, for the old priest's breath +failed him at the steepness of the rise.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still, it would not delay him long, he told himself, to take that one +look at the soft, white cloud which generally hid the goal of +pilgrimage, before he turned back over the hill, as best he could, to +find what task remained for him in the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">He might have that one look, surely!</p> + +<p class="normal">So, reaching the summit of this first bulwark of the unattainable, he +sat down, breathlessly, beside an upright black stone which showed +strangely distinct amid the redness of the surrounding rock; a plain +black stone, not three feet high, chipped rudely to a blunt point. +Father Ninian did not need the scattering of dead marigolds and dry +basil leaves about its base to tell him that it was a fragment of an +older faith than that of the temple below; a faith sterner, purer, +founded on a clearer perception of what humanity needed in that search +for the lost Paradise; on a closer memory of the cause which lost it.</p> + +<p class="normal">He laid one hand on the stone almost caressingly, as, holding the pyx +in the other, he sat down facing the distant peaks. But there was no +cloud upon them. The day had dawned clear and still, and as he sat +looking wistfully over the valleys on valleys, the hills on hills, +which lay bathed in light between him and the "Cradle of the Gods," +a sunbeam--still slanting from the curved edge of the eastern +plains--caught the jewelled star of what he held, and stayed there.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was peaceful beyond words. The hurry, the strain, not only of that +long eventful night, but of the whole long eventful life, seemed over. +All things seemed behind him. The passion, the pride, the courage, the +manhood--all things that had made Ninian Bruce what Ninian Bruce had +been--where were they?</p> + +<p class="normal">Only wisdom, only a tender knowledge, seemed to remain.</p> + +<p class="normal">The clank of steel upon stone roused him, the clank of Roshan's spurs +upon the rocks; and Father Ninian turned to see him, a yard or two on +the path below, outlined clearly against the distant view of Eshwara, +against the world in which Ninian Bruce had lived and loved--the Ninian +Bruce whom he had left behind.</p> + +<p class="normal">Behind!</p> + +<p class="normal">No! It was Ninian Bruce and none other who was on his feet in a second, +a flush on his face--the face that was like the nether mill-stone in +its stern passion, and pride, and power. For, in a second, the old +man's soul was back in a world where a dead woman belonging to him lay +waiting for revenge. His hand was on his hidden rapier, as he flung his +first word of defiance at the man who had killed her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Murderer!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your pupil at that, even!" gasped Roshan, "you began it!--your pupil +whom you taught--curse you--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The words failed him--he paused inarticulate--but the keen eyes and +ears opposite him took in his meaning with the swift comprehension +which had been Pidar Narâyan's always. A sort of contemptuous pity +fought with the passion of Ninian Bruce's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My pupil, certainly," he assented. "Have you come to ask me for a +final lesson?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan glared at him. "You understand--you always did--that is the +worst. Yes! I have come"--here he laughed wildly--"for what you taught +me--fair play and no favour--and I mean to have it." In his fierce +excitement he pressed closer, flourishing his rapier.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon me," came a cold, courteous voice; "I did not teach you that +method of assassination, surely? I thought you desired fair play. If +so, you might allow me to meet you on equal terms."</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan drew back with a flush from the figure which had stood its +ground, which looked at him with bitter disdain. He scarcely seemed to +recognize it. No wonder! For this was Ninian Bruce himself. Ninian +Bruce as he might have spoken to an over-hasty antagonist in the days +when he was the most reckless swordsman in Rome, when the world held +him body and soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">The years, his very priesthood, had slipped from him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg your pardon, sir!" muttered Roshan, standing aside. There was a +savage satisfaction in his heart. This man was not old, the odds were +equal; there was enough fire and passion here to please any opponent.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, after a pause to lay aside the pyx--it found a strange +resting-place on the blunt summit of that upright black stone--a slim, +still elegant figure, divested of its priestly robings, took its stand, +its back to the hills, its face to the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still upright, still active, with its black <i>soutane</i> caught up and +tucked into the sash to give free play to its limbs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now, sir," came the courteous voice, "I am ready."</p> + +<p class="normal">Something in the proud grace of bearing, the reckless contempt, made +Roshan follow suit.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The sun will be in your eyes," he said, "let us fight lengthwise to +the ridge."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We <i>will</i>--by and by!" came that icy voice, as the speaker, without +moving, stood on guard. "We can omit the salute. If you are ready, I +am."</p> + +<p class="normal">For an instant Roshan hesitated, realizing what the life that he meant +to take had been, what the man himself whom he meant to kill had been +and was. The man whose figure stood out like a black shadow against the +distant blue of the hills; and as he realized the fine fibre of his +enemy, a sense of powerlessness to touch, to harm him, kept Roshan +motionless.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shall I count five, and give you a start?" The question came with a +shrug of the shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">The taunt told. Roshan pulled himself together, and stood on guard +also. But the sense of powerlessness was intolerable; he lowered his +rapier for a word more--a word to raise his own self-esteem.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I warn you," he said haughtily, "that the sun is in your eyes. That I +have learnt more than you ever taught me--that <i>this</i> is to the death."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It could scarcely be anything else, could it?" came the instant reply, +in a voice that vibrated harshly, like a harpstring struck to its +fullest, "with a dead woman between us! Engage, you devil, or I will +kill you as you stand!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan gave a short, sharp cry, like a wild beast. The next instant the +curious hiss of two meeting blades sliding along each other was the +only sound. It is a strange sound, which, to the listeners, the +onlookers, seems to say "hush" to the whole world.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Hush</i>--hush--<i>sh</i>--<i>sh</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, short and sharp as that cry of Roshan's, came another sound; the +beaten, baffled clash when steel meets steel instead of flesh.</p> + +<p class="normal">Roshan, with an inward curse, gripped his rapier closer. He had almost +been disarmed,--disarmed in that first encounter. Strange that he +should have forgotten his foe,--forgotten the deadly insistence of the +master's blade, slack as a snake in curves, firm as a vice in grip. +Then that almost invisible turn of the wrist which had so nearly done +for him. He had forgotten--these, in years of meaner adversaries. He +remembered them now, and would not forget again. And he had such +things; ay! and more, in reserve for himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">So had his master; in reserve for both of them, if needful. And the +knowledge that it <i>would</i> be needful came to Ninian Bruce at the first +touch of his adversary's sword; for there was that in it which told the +old hand that the young one was a master's also.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My pupil has improved," he said quietly, as, abandoning the attack, he +parried Roshan's furious onslaught with scarcely a motion of the hand, +held level to his heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">That he could do. But the other must surely come in the end, since he +was old, and Roshan young. If in the end, therefore, why not now? The +sooner the better.</p> + +<p class="normal">A minute after the sun was no longer in Pidar Narâyan's eyes. As he had +said, they were fighting lengthwise to the ridge; and he drew back, +choosing his ground, until under his feet he felt the dead marigolds, +the withered basil leaves that lay about the upright stone,--that +strange pedestal on which the star-shaped pyx stood as on an altar, +glittering in the sun-rays.</p> + +<p class="normal">He seemed to see it, to feel it, standing there between the world below +and those faint, far peaks. And the eyes which had seen so much felt +they need see no more.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Sta' alerta, Signor!</i>" he cried jibingly, flinging himself savagely +forward. "And may the Lord have mercy on your soul," he added in a +lower tone; as, in an attack which held in it all the wildness, the +fire, the passion of his youth, he drove Roshan back a step,--one step +down the faint slope on which he had counted.</p> + +<p class="normal">A fierce lunge or two, a swift parry, and then,--then an inch beyond +safety--given purposely--yielded room for the <i>riposte</i> he sought from +that other rapier.</p> + +<p class="normal">It came with a quick cry of triumph, as Roshan felt that thin, cold +steel slide silently on through a dull, faint resistance. A cry that +ended in a gasp, as the hand which held the rapier dropped for a +second, then flung itself upwards.</p> + +<p class="normal">For Pidar Narâyan had given the <i>reprise</i>; and '<i>L'Addio del Marito</i>' +had done its work.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, for an instant--held upright by the lingering force of the old +man's hand--the two stood within a sword's length, their faces glaring +at each other,--stern, implacable, the one in death, the other still in +life.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the strength, the life, ebbed; the balance between it and death +wavered, and Ninian Bruce, overborne by his enemy's dead weight, sank +to his knee, then backwards.</p> + +<p class="normal">But his hand still gripped the rapier. So Roshan Khân's body, as it +fell forward, slithered down the sharp blade, sending a little jet of +crimson blood backwards, till it stopped with a dull thud upon the +hilt.</p> + +<p class="normal">So he lay, face downwards, beside the old man, whose face looked +skyward; whose head rested among the withered marigolds and the sweet, +dead leaves of the basil, which generations and generations of pilgrims +had offered to an unknown wisdom on their way to the "Cradle of the +Gods."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_28" href="#div1Ref_28">CHAPTER XXVIII</a></h2> +<br> +<h3>THE TRUTH</h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"And to look at it now," came the Commissioner's rich, round brogue, +"you would think butter wouldn't melt in its mouth!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He waved the cigar he was smoking towards Eshwara. It looked sleepier, +more sun-saturate than ever, as it lay reflected in the still lagoon +between it and the tent in which he was sitting; a double-poled, +Commissioner's tent, which two days before had swooped down like an +avenging angel with broad white wings to take possession of the just +and the unjust in the name of Victoria <i>Kaiser-i-Hind</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was pitched on the site of the Viceroy's camp, for the convenience +of being close to the gaol where the late disturbers of the public +peace had taken up their residence. In fact, the mast from which the +royal standard had floated, still reared itself, bare, undraped, from +its roundel of roses. But the flowers were withered, dead. Even the +palms, their work of welcome over, were wilting fast; but they still +gave a doubtful shade to some groups of manacled men, who, guarded by +yellow-legged constables, were placidly awaiting the Commissioner's +leisure and pleasure; both being, at the time, occupied with lunch and +Dr. Dillon. So, the wide white wings of the tent being set open and +supported with bamboos to let in the breeze, the representative +of law and order could be seen--his feet on the table among his law +books--drinking an iced whiskey-and-soda.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon--he looked careworn chiefly because in his care for others +he had, as yet, been able to take no rest--nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes; and it doesn't, as a rule. A more peaceable spot never was. You +can't account for these sudden idiotic outbreaks. One reason is as good +as another. And so old Mother Campbell, with her assertion that it all +came because Miss Shepherd would talk about Jean Ziska's drum--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The Commissioner smiled. "Yes, the good lady has an endless circle of +unfounded beliefs, all dependent on each other for support. It's the +most comfortable way of getting through life. An' miracles are like +drams--ye can't stop them, once you begin. Besides, on me soul, it was +queer--even Carlyon said--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if it <i>were</i> true," interrupted the doctor, "we shouldn't be any +'forrader'! We shouldn't understand. And that's our position now. You +can't, in fact. It's better you shouldn't; in India, at any rate. Just +accept them, ignore them, smash them, hush them up"--here his face +clouded--"and in this case there is a good deal that had better be kept +dark--you'll do your best, I hope?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The keen whimsical face hardened. "I shall follow the usual official +routine, sir," he said cynically; "for, look you, there never was a row +like this in India but there is something in it about a woman, which +we've got to hush up. An' that's God's truth. Yes, we pay a heavy +toll--" He broke off, took up a pen as if to write, threw it down +impatiently, and stared out into the hot, yellow sunshine.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon sat twiddling his mushroom hat round and round in his +nervous fingers, and staring out into it also. A sense of being face to +face with an unpleasant truth was on them both. Suddenly he laughed +harshly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We ought to have got accustomed to the fact by this time, anyhow," he +said, "for it began early enough in the history of man. Well, I'm off; +you won't want me, will you, this afternoon, now those men have turned +Queen's evidence?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't think so. Let's see." The Commissioner drew a list towards him, +and ran his eye over it. "I've condemned three warders and seven +prisoners to death for poor Dering's murder; so I daresay penal +servitude will see through the rest. Then there's <i>jogi</i> Gorakh-nâth +and his <i>gosain</i>. They ought to be hung, but we haven't caught them, +and we never shall; the wild ass that snuffeth up the east wind isn't +in it with a Hindoo ascetic in eluding captors! So the lot out there +are really small fry; for the other ringleaders are either dead or +departed--even that amphibious brute, Gu-gu."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon looked up cheerfully. "By George! I'd have given something +to see that water-fight between him and Am-ma! By the way, what are you +going to do for that queer fish? But for him, we would never have seen +Lance Carlyon's face again."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Commissioner's expression was curious. "It's a bit hard to do +anything for a man who wants nothing but earth, air, and water, and has +got all three; besides--" he drew a paper out of a file, looked at it, +then looked at the doctor--"besides it wasn't altogether Am-ma!" He +paused, smiled an infinitely kind smile, then went on: "I was a brute, +entirely, to talk about a heavy toll just now. We get its worth back, +me dear fellow, over and over again. See! here is Am-ma's <i>affidavit</i>. +I took it this morning, and upon me soul, Dillon, I should be obliged +if you would tell me whether to hush it up, or inform the party +concerned." So saying, his brogue took possession of the sun-bright, +sun-dry air--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I, Am-ma, of the river folk, solemnly affirm that, knowing the +<i>Dee-puk-râg</i> to be in the power of the <i>Huzoors</i>, I several times +warned Gu-gu not to follow other masters. But he had learned books, and +become ignorant. He could not even feel when a current changed its +course; and then he thought he must die, because of the ghost, and that +made him wild. So when I refused, and set off, as ordained, for the +raft, he took the Brahmin's money and stopped the miracle. Of a surety, +the Awarder of Justice is right. This slave knew what was to come. He +did not tell of it because, where the <i>Dee-puk-râg</i> is, there is +victory; so there was no fear. Yet when the Miss-<i>sahiba</i> bade me help +her, I obeyed, because she has power over devils, and my son, <i>Huzoor</i>, +is still in the first week of life. Therefore, for that reason, I +guided the raft. But when I saw that the Light-bringers had smitten the +darkness of evil-doers, and that the raft would be needed no more, I +went on with it to the place appointed by the Wood-<i>wallah-sahib</i> +whence it could float of itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So I returned to my home and ate my bread. And the day was quiet, as +the <i>Huzoor</i> knows; only the folk reviled, because I had no fish to +sell.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But, at night, at the waning of the sunset stars, about the third +jackal cry, came the Miss-<i>sahiba</i> to my hut."</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon ceased twiddling his hat, and looked up in sudden interest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To my hut," reiterated the reading voice. "I deemed it because of +devils first; but it was not. It was because of Carlone-<i>sahib</i> who +could not be found,--only his clothes and pistol on my craft, stranded +on a sand-bank by the mid-channel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'He has not been killed,' said the Miss-<i>sahiba</i> 'He would not have +fought with his clothes off. Nor did he go to fight. He would not have +left the pistol if he had. He has gone swimming, to get quicker and +find help. So he is drowned. He is in the river still, and I cannot +think of it. Am-ma! you know every inch of the river. Find him! Find +him!'</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I said: 'Yea, Miss-<i>sahiba</i> I will find him when his body rises. +No man can find a dead one in the river till then.' But, as I spoke, +the son at his mother's breast left sucking, and cried aloud. The +Miss-<i>sahiba</i> said it was but the gripes, but we--my house and I--knew +more than that. We knew it was the devils, winning a way because the +Miss was not content. So I said: 'I will find him while his beauty is +still on him, for you to see again,'--since that is in the heart of all +women, O Awarder of Justice. Thus at the dawn--the dawn after the dawn +of darkness--I, Am-ma, set out with my nets, seeing that fish, anyhow, +could be found, and the market would be dear, because none had come to +the bazaar during the commotion. So, remembering where my craft had +stranded, I went first to mid-channel; thus, working up, came to where +it had stranded once before. Then, seeing footmarks, I followed them, +till in an island, eating his bread, I found the evil-begotten Gu-gu.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He had a knife in his bead belt, at the sight whereof I gave glory +to gods and devils alike, for I knew the handle of it. It was +Carlone-<i>sahib's shikar</i> knife, and I had been his <i>shikari</i> many a +time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So I said, 'Where gottest thou Carlone-<i>sahib's</i> knife, Gu-gu?' +thinking to startle him. And it did. He said no word, but came at me +with it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So we fought. His right hand and mine on the knife, and our left arms +round each other's throat, choking us; and our legs wrestling. Till the +water grew too deep. Then we swam with them. But he said nothing, nor +did I. There was no need. We understood, as dogs do, that it was foe +and foe. So it came to the deep stream; his right hand and mine, +with the knife between them, and our teeth fixed in each other's +shoulders,--till I bethought me of his ear.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then he yelled, and let go; but I was after him as he dived. It was a +long race. Wherefore not? since we are the best swimmers in the river. +But I felt the cleave of the water from his foot at last, and spent +myself in one stroke. So I laid hold of his leg and ran my hand up till +I found his back. Then I used Carlone-<i>sahib's</i> knife on him, and he +sank; and I sank too, with the blow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And when I came up, leaving him there, I found how long the race had +been, for my right hand struck the city wall. Then it came to me what +the Miss-<i>sahiba</i> had said, of Carlone-<i>sahib</i> wishing to go quick; and +I bethought me of the secret passages, and the knife, and Gu-gu's fear. +And I said to myself someone must have restored the miracle. Not Gu-gu; +else why was he hiding? What if it be Carlone-<i>sahib?</i> But most of all +I thought of my little son, and the devils longing for him, and for a +woman longing for the sight of a man's beauty, and I knew I must go and +see if it lay there. So I dived, and found him, as the Awarder of +Justice knows, sitting high up, with the water about his feet, waiting +for death, and brought him back as I promised. And Gu-gu is dead, for +his body was drifting by the tunnel with Carlone-<i>sahib's</i> knife in the +back as we came out. So the Miss is pleased, and the devils do not come +near my son."</p> + +<p class="normal">The brogue ceased, and there was a pause. "Well! what do ye say, +Dillon?" asked the Commissioner, fretfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">George Dillon rose and put on his hat deliberately. "Nothing. Except +that I must really be off. I've to see Smith first, and Carlyon--that +sprained ankle of his, which he got trying to climb up beyond the rise +of the water, will be the deuce and all if he uses it too soon. And +then, if I can, I want to get round and say good-by to--to the +Miss-<i>sahiba</i>. She's off to Herrnhut again this evening. In fact, +Campbell didn't half like her waiting for the funeral, he is in such a +blessed hurry to get to his new field, as he calls it; thinks of +nothing else. They are to be married on Monday, I believe."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Commissioner laid aside Am-ma's <i>affidavit</i> with a soft "damn," and +Dr. Dillon paused on his way out at the sound.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite so,--I entirely agree with you," he said sympathetically; "but, +unfortunately, there is only one person who has a right to tell that +story, sir--and she won't!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why not?" interrupted the Commissioner, militantly--"why the blazes +shouldn't a woman tell the truth?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because women don't know it," broke in the doctor, "or men either, for +that matter. Because we men and women have got ourselves on such false +lines, into such an absolutely false position towards each other, that +the only course consistent with propriety and <i>les convenances</i> is +to--to hush the thing up! So hush-a-bye baby, sir, to your heart's +content. So long as the mother can tell her blessed infant that she is +a lady, what does the real fact matter?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke with a concentrated bitterness, an almost fierce resentment, +and the Commissioner nodded, finished his whiskey-and-soda at a gulp, +and returned to work, tossing his papers about recklessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a quare world, certainly," he murmured, with a lack of +originality which sat ill on him. Then, catching sight of something in +a file, his humorous, kindly self returned. "Listen to this now, for +quareness," he laughed, beginning to read:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"'The petition of Mussumat Mumtâza Mahal'--that's Roshan Khân's +grandmother, you know--'sister,' etc., etc., 'humbly sheweth that she +has endured grievous wrong and hurt, by loss of her grandson in the +late deplorable mutiny (of which she was utterly incognizant, being +helpless, veiled, old woman perpetually confined in house). Therefore +prayeth that whereas one Mussumat Ashrâf-un-nissa, her neighbour, is in +receipt of pension rupees twenty-five <i>per mensem</i> for similar +bereavement of male protector and head of family lost in '57 mutiny, +therefore her pension of rupees twenty <i>per mensem</i>, only, for exile of +husband to Calcutta, be commuted to similar sum of twenty-five, seeing +that your poor petitioner is in floods of tears and wholly heartbroken +through this most nonregulation, premature death of promising young +scion of her noble house, on whom, as on blessed Victoria, Queen, her +hopes were fixed. Said petitioner being able to prove <i>alibi</i>, absolute +incomplicity, and continuous remaining at home during late devilish +disturbances.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor old soul!" laughed the doctor, "give it to her if you can, sir. +And as for remaining at home, everybody except the actual conspirators +did that. Even Dya-Ram, the disaffected--though he has preached armed +resistance to tyranny in his paper for years. He barricaded himself in +with his printing-press. Fact; jammed his fingers in so doing, and came +to me in a blind funk for a professional certificate that the wound +could not have been caused by any lethal weapon. As if anyone could +ever have suspected him of taking part in raising a row, or even in +settling one! His sort are simply negligible quantities."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But Ramanund seems to have attempted a lead," put in the Commissioner, +judicially.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Exactly. Attempted, and failed. His sort are negligible quantities +also, sir, I'm sorry to say, and will remain so until they learn, +amongst other knowledge, to believe in something besides +themselves--" here the hard eyes softened, the hard voice paused. "That +is another thing I should like to have seen--dear old Pidar Narâyan--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The hard voice found even softness too loud; and in the silence which +fell between the two men, only the Commissioner's pen could be heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You'll look in at the palace, perhaps, and see all is right," came the +brogue, after a bit, "and give my love to old Smith. I'm not sure but +that I'd rather have seen him behind the door than anything else, for +it must have been the hardest job--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Considering the circumstances, yes!" put in the doctor; so, with the +pith hat turning him into an animated mushroom, he passed out into the +blaze of dry yellow sunshine, on that dry yellow sand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sky above was molten with light and heat, the gaol positively +shimmered in the glare. Not a sound, not a sight, told of that +midsummer night's dream of wild, useless revolt, save when one of the +shackled prisoners awaiting trial sought a better bit of shade under +the wilted palms, which, not a week before, had welcomed the Hosts of +the Lord-<i>sahib</i> on their way to the hills.</p> + +<p class="normal">The whole thing seemed incredible; yet, as he crossed the road to enter +the Smiths' compound, the footsteps of those other Hosts who had passed +on to the hills also remained to dimple the dry yellow sand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Smiths' bungalow lay calm, peaceful; the drawing-room, as he +entered it, struck him with the old, familiar sense of refinement, +indexing the refinement of its mistress. Only one change caught his +observant eyes. Vincent Dering's photograph was no longer on the +mantle-piece, whence it had always looked out with a certain challenge +in its very prominence. Where had it gone? What matter? There was no +need for such defiance now, thought George Dillon, with that curious +half-cynical, half-resentful smile he kept for one subject only. She +might keep the photograph where she chose, now, and none would blame +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">So thinking, he set aside the curtain which hung at his patient's door, +and as he did so, resentment, cynicism, vanished in quick sympathy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! fever again, I see,--that's a bore," he said, going over swiftly +to the bed where Eugene Smith's long length lay visibly shivering; for +something,--the exposure, the excitement, the strain, perhaps, of that +awful inaction behind the door against which Vincent Dering was making +that heroic stand,--had knocked the big man over, a prey to an old +enemy--malarial fever. "When did it come on?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Muriel Smith, who sat on the bed, her hand in one of her husband's +shaking, trembling ones, looked up. She was very pale, but very calm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Half an hour ago. It is a pity. We hoped it was broken, didn't we? But +he will fret himself so, Doctor--" Her eyes, on Dr. Dillon's, were +telling their tale, so that it scarcely needed the rambling, quivering +voice to show that the fresh onset of fever had once more clouded the +sick man's brain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How can a fellow help fretting," murmured Eugene, his teeth +chattering, "when he waits like a coward behind a door, where his best +friend--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The woman beside him winced, but interrupted him bravely. "But I tell +him, Doctor--and it's true, isn't it?--that it was hardest for +<i>him</i>--and that--that Vincent would rather have had it so--because he +had to leave no one, and Eugene had Gladys--and me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice seemed to bring comfort, and the glistening, feverish eyes +closed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go on with the mixture," said the doctor, vexedly conscious of a lump +in his throat. "This will wear itself out in a day or two; and--you +can't do more than you're doing."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose not," she replied listlessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the tragedy of her face remained in his memory as he drove over the +creaking, groaning bridge to Eshwara. The bazaar was full as ever with +drifting humanity, busy in the details of every-day life. There was no +hint anywhere of the past storm; not even in the palace. It lay, as +ever, silent; its blank walls seeming to hold the sunlight back from +some secret within,--from some veiled, hidden beauty. The door was +closed, but old Akbar Khân came capering at his call, his back roached, +in bowing, like a caterpillar's.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The tomb is finished, <i>Ge-reeb-pun-wâz</i>," he mumbled, in blubbering +importance. "<i>Ala!</i> the sad day! But this slave, knowing all customary +things, hath remained insistent on the workmen; therefore all is +befitting the noble people, as the <i>Huzoor</i> will see."</p> + +<p class="normal">So, down the shadowy passage he led the way, crablike, to the chapel; +for hither, long years before, Father Ninian had brought the body of +Pietro Bonaventura, and here, just in front of the Altar steps, he and +Pietro's granddaughter--the last of the old priest's charges,--had been +buried the day before. The masons had been busy, building up the vault +again; but, as Akbar Khân had said, the work was finished, the chapel +restored to its original state, swept, and garnished. Even the candles +were lit on the Altar, and four of the tallest tapers had been placed, +one at each corner of the stone slab on which two more names would have +to be cut; while from these tapers long strings of jasmine flowers, +such as native women wear, had been hung in drooping chains to form an +enclosure. On the slab itself great bossed yellow marigolds were laid +to simulate a cross.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon turned to the cringing figure beside him sharply; but there +was something almost pathetic in its simper of conscious merit, its +certainty of satisfaction.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you do that?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Ge-reeb-pun-wâz!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a world of pride and of servitude in the voice, and in the +folded, prayerful hands which shot out under the bowings.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This slave made it! The <i>Huzoor</i> will notice it is, fitting. Even the +'<i>crass</i>'--" he pointed his prayerful hands to the marigolds--"is not +forgotten. Has not this dust-like one spent his life in preparing +amusements and spectacles for the noble people? He knows that tombs +require flowers, as women do."</p> + +<p class="normal">Through the arches behind the old pantaloon Dr. Dillon could catch a +glimpse of the garden, ablaze with colour, could smell the perfume of +the now fading orange-blossoms, could see the water-maze, with its +marble ledges, among the lotus, just wide enough for the flying feet of +a laughing girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">The words, the contrast, held him, as the old man went on with an +orthodox whine of petition in his voice:--</p> + +<p class="normal">"So, since the <i>Sirkar</i> will doubtless appoint a guardian of tombs, +seeing there is none to inherit the palace, if the Protector of the +Poor would intercede for this slave with the Commissioner?--if the +<i>Huzoor</i> would say that the dust-like one has provided the pleasures of +palaces all his life long for the noble people; yea! from the cradle to +the grave. If he will say that--" he flourished his hands towards the +slab--"both in the making of garlands and the making of '<i>crasses</i>,' +there is none equal--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>For tombs require flowers, as women do!</i>" The phrase asserted itself +again, and Dr. Dillon looked at the wicked old face, so comic, so +pathetic, with the hopeless recognition of the humour of tragedy which +comes to all save the invincibly dull.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You would do as well as anyone," he said gravely. "I'll mention your +name."</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Ge--reeb-pun--wâz!</i>" The title prolonged itself abnormally, and Akbar +Khân, a mask of toothless smiles, darted, in instant assumption of his +anticipated office, to remove a fallen jasmine flower from Dr. Dillon's +path as if it had been a deadly reptile. Indeed, he paused in the midst +of his parting <i>salaams</i> to ask if it was in order that the populace be +admitted to the sanctuary, since the <i>missen-miss</i> (his accent of +disdain, tempered by reverence, was delicious) had announced her desire +to enter it that afternoon for farewell; had, indeed, asked him to be +there at four to open the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon turned so sharply that the old courtier began instantly on +asseverations that, without orders--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have everything ready, of course," interrupted the doctor, +impatiently; so strode off across the courtyard, his head down, his +hands in his pockets, with a jerk, as of irritation, in his walk.</p> + +<p class="normal">He found Lance Carlyon in the balcony over the river, very apologetic +at being caught there against orders. But it was so dreary keeping to +one's room, he said; especially when there were a lot of dismal things +to think about; and he really had been most careful--had made two of +his pioneers almost carry him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Doesn't seem to have done much harm!" admitted the doctor, gruffly, as +he sat feeling the ankle and looking at Lance with the oddest air of +impatience, irritation, and kindliness. Yet there was nothing strange +in Lance's wholesome young face, save that it showed a little older, a +little graver.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It <i>must</i> be beastly dull, too," went on the doctor, loudly, suddenly. +"You--you might get them to help you over to the palace garden this +afternoon; about four, you know, when it gets cool. That would be a +change."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lance positively gasped. "Rath-er! Why! you told me yesterday I wasn't +to move a muscle for ten days!" Dr. Dillon positively blushed, under +the brown. He got up vexedly, walked to the parapet, looked down the +river towards the mission house, and came back again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No more you are!" he said fiercely. "Not what <i>you</i> call moving. But +gentle exercise and--and congenial society--and all that! You know the +treatment! Besides the Hutton-Wharton-Hood school don't believe in +rest. And--and--look here!--I'll put you on the stiffest starch bandage +ever made--and--Oh! confound it, man, one must risk something +sometimes, you know! Here, orderly; go over to the <i>sahib's</i> washerman +and tell him to make me double-extra-white-shirt-front-starch, and if +that doesn't counteract the--the indiscretion--why--why--I wash my +hands of the whole business!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He was at work undoing the bandages already, and the last part of his +remarks came, argumentatively, to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you really think it might injure me permanently," began Lance, +soberly, in some surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Dillon paused, and looked up with a vast resentment. "If you mean +your foot, I don't think it will, and that's all I'm responsible +for--thank God!"</p> + +<p class="normal">But as, half an hour after this, he came out from saying good-by to +Erda Shepherd, he paused as he passed the Pool of Immortality, and +looked down into it as if he felt some need of salvation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'<i>If I be not damned for this!</i>'" he quoted softly, shook his head, +and went back to his prisoners.</p> + +<p class="normal">So it came to pass that when Erda Shepherd--after laying the wreath she +had brought as a sort of crown to Akbar Khân's '<i>crass</i>'--went into the +garden for a last look at the familiar places, she found Lance Carlyon +comfortably settled in one of the balconies overhanging the river.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This is luck!" he cried, forgetting the starched bandage until +reminded of it by a sudden twinge of pain. "I thought I was never to +see you again, and it seemed a bit rough--on--on us both; considering +what a lot we did together, you know. I've been writing you a letter, +to say how disappointed I was at not being able to get over and see you +all this morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That was very kind of you," she said feebly, conscious that the +surprise had made her feel a little limp. Though, of course, she +regretted nothing; nothing at all!</p> + +<p class="normal">"I've been wanting to know such a lot," he went on. "Of course I heard +about the others, but not about you--you needn't go away immediately, +need you?" he asked, as he watched her face,--"if--if you could stop a +bit, it would be so jolly."</p> + +<p class="normal">The frank wistfulness of his tone was too much for her. "Yes! I can +stop," she said quietly; "what is it you want to know?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lots of things; but about yourself first of all!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Herself! That would be the hardest task, she felt; and the memory of +that senseless flight from her own reflection in the mirror came back +to bring a quick flush to her cheek.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course, if you'd rather not--" began observant Lance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was only thinking there was very little to tell," she put in +quickly. She was not even going to allow that, in keeping this incident +to herself, she was giving it any importance. She had told herself +during the last few days that it had been unfortunate, that was all. +Otherwise it was trivial; since it did not, could not, alter her +decision. On the contrary, it strengthened it; just as a temptation +resisted always strengthened that resistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, in the balcony where lovers had sat and talked of love, those two +sat talking of that midsummer night's dream, of everything but love. Of +Vincent Dering's song, of the raft, of Lance's experience as he clung +to the highest crevice, and felt the water stop steady between his knee +and his ankle. Of his incredulity when Am-ma appeared, and his +immediate lapse into unconsciousness; chiefly, he supposed, because +there was no need for further endurance. Of how he had no notion of +anything till he found himself lying on a string bed in the sun, right +away on the other side of the town, whither Am-ma had brought him, by +Heaven knows what secret passage.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, as the shadows grew long, they seemed to invade Lance's face, and +bring a doubt to it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I haven't seen Am-ma since," he said, "so I haven't found out yet why +on earth he came to look for me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Erda rose and held out her hand. "We were all looking for you, Mr. +Carlyon," she said quietly, "and we were all very glad to find you. +And--and I am very sorry to--to lose you."</p> + +<p class="normal">He rose too, stiffly, and, taking her hand, held it while he looked +into her face steadily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-by, Miss Shepherd--I'm--I'm sorry it has to be that--but you know +best. And thank you for telling me--so much." He paused, and his hand +tightened on hers a little. "Thanks all round, for <i>that!</i> It has been +the truth between us, hasn't it, always? And so--though it has been a +bit rough--Good-by!"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a pause, a curious pause.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-by," she echoed dully, her face grown very pale. His hand left +hers gently. She turned and faced the garden, where the shadows were +invading the blaze of colour, and the coming cool was sending the scent +of the orange-blossoms into the air. The water-maze, with its marble +ledges, where there was but room for the feet of a laughing girl, lay +still and glistening before her. The palace, with its fanciful nooks, +its illogical recesses, its suggestion of elusive pleasures beyond the +pale of solid reality, rose up into the sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">And something in the scene came home to her with the sense that all +this, in its way, was real also. That this was part of the truth. The +truth which she had not told.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>It has been the truth between us, hasn't it, always?</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned suddenly to where Lance stood; turned to find him leaning +over the balcony, looking down into the water with a listlessness he +had held in check till then; and a great wave of remorse swept through +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It has not been the truth between us!" she cried impulsively, +recklessly--"not quite--but, I will tell it now--if you like."</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked up, startled. "If you think I--I ought to know."</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave a queer, half-impatient laugh. "Ought! How do I know? Yes! I +suppose so--as it's true--absolutely true. I can't help that, can I?"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a forlornness in the confession; almost a despair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then tell me, please," said Lance, deliberately making room for her to +lean over the balustrade beside him. His heart was beating fast at +something in her face, and yet his uppermost thought was for her; for +that forlornness, that despair. "I can forget it afterwards--if you +want me to," he added consolingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">She came to the place beside him, and looked down, hiding her face from +all but the sliding river; and he, seeing her desire, looked into it +also.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was about my starting on the raft," she began with a little sob. "I +didn't tell you the truth about that. I--I didn't come to give the +warning at first--I--I was coming to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!" he said quietly; but his hand found hers and held it. "You were +coming to me, dear,--why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">That touch seemed at once to help her, and to make her desperate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because--oh, Lance! it was so foolish! I saw myself in the glass--all +in white with the orange in my hand--and I thought of you--of what you +said--of--of the World's Desire, and--and I felt I couldn't--so--so I +was coming to you--first--when Am-ma--don't you see--"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a long pause. His hand, firm, strong, did not tighten, it +simply held hers as they both looked down on the sliding river.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks!" he said after a time; and then there was another pause until +he added, "It will be a bit rough, I'm afraid, on the Reverend David, +but I don't see how we can help that--do you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">And this time his clasp tightened. Erda said nothing; she felt there +was nothing more to say, now that the truth had been told between them. +So while the sinking sun flared red on the "Cradle of the Gods" another +man and woman consoled themselves for the lost Paradise.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> + +<h3>FOOTNOTES</h3> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_01" href="#div4Ref_01">Footnote 1</a>: +Bonaventura.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_02" href="#div4Ref_02">Footnote 2</a>: Pension.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_03" href="#div4Ref_03">Footnote 3</a>: Night, or +darkness.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_04" href="#div4Ref_04">Footnote 4</a>: Light, or +day.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_05" href="#div4Ref_05">Footnote 5</a>: Narâyan, +in the Hindoo mythology, is the creative spirit +brooding on the waters.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_06" href="#div4Ref_06">Footnote 6</a>: Another +kind of religious mendicant.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_07" href="#div4Ref_07">Footnote 7</a>: The +ceremonial hospitality offered at levees.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_08" href="#div4Ref_08">Footnote 8</a>: Big lady.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_09" href="#div4Ref_09">Footnote 9</a>: Abuse it.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_10" href="#div4Ref_10">Footnote 10</a>: Lit.: +outcasts, used as a term of abuse for Europeans.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_11" href="#div4Ref_11">Footnote 11</a>: Certain.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Hosts of the Lord, by Flora Annie Steel + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOSTS OF THE LORD *** + +***** This file should be named 39991-h.htm or 39991-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/9/9/39991/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (the University of California) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org/license + + +Title: The Hosts of the Lord + +Author: Flora Annie Steel + +Release Date: June 13, 2012 [EBook #39991] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOSTS OF THE LORD *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (the University of California) + + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=x2YpAQAAIAAJ + (the University of California) + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + + THE HOSTS OF THE LORD + + + + + + + THE HOSTS OF THE LORD + + + + + BY + + FLORA ANNIE STEEL + + AUTHOR OF "ON THE FACE OF THE WATERS," "MISS STUART'S + LEGACY," "THE FLOWER OF FORGIVENESS," ETC. + + + + + + New York + + THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + + LONDON: MACMILLAN & CO., Ltd. + + 1900 + + _All rights reserved_ + + + + + + + Copyright, 1899, + By FLORA ANNIE STEEL. + + + Copyright, 1900, + By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY. + + + + + + Norwood Press + J.S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith + Norwood Mass. U.S.A. + + + + + + CONTENTS + + + CHAPTER + + I. A Shadow. + + II. "He shall feed his Flock like a Shepherd." + + III. Driftwood. + + IV. Under-currents. + + V. The "Dee-Puk-Rag." + + VI. Alpha and Omega. + + VII. The World's Desire. + + VIII. Falling Stars. + + IX. Out of the Past. + + X. The Pivots of Life. + + XI. Wheels within Wheels. + + XII. The Church Militant. + + XIII. At the Gates. + + XIV. Miracle Mongers. + + XV. Oh! dem Golden Slippers! + + XVI. Echoes. + + XVII. The Pool of Immortality. + + XVIII. Adrift. + + XIX. Juliet. + + XX. Trapped. + + XXI. Margherita. + + XXII. A Monopoly. + + XXIII. The Search-Light. + + XXIV. Beyond the Shadow. + + XXV. Dawn. + + XXVI. Foiled. + + XXVII. L'Addio del Marito. + + XXVIII. The Truth. + + + + + + THE HOSTS OF THE LORD + + + + + +[Illustration: Two Bars of Music] + + + + + + THE HOSTS OF THE LORD + + + + + CHAPTER I + + A SHADOW + + +"Understand! Of course you don't. I don't, though I've been here two +years. And what's more, I don't want to," retorted a rather undersized +Englishman, whose white drill suit made him look like a stem to the +huge mushroom of a pith hat which he wore. Despite this protection his +face was brown exceedingly, and faintly wrinkled through sheer exposure +to sun-bright, sun-dried air. The fact enhanced the monkey type of his +features, and made his clear, light-blue eyes--so set that they were +shadowless below and cavernous above--look quite aggressively cool, +inquisitive, intelligent. + +"So long as we don't understand them," he went on, "and they don't +understand us, we jog along the same path amicably, like--well! like +the pilgrims to the 'Cradle of the Gods,' and the telegraph-posts to +the Adjutant General's office up the road yonder--and I'll trouble you +to cram more space than that between two earthly poles! No! It is when +we begin to have glimmerings that the deuce and all comes in--" He +paused in the molten gold of sunlight, which made the yellow sand, the +corn-coloured tussocks of tiger-grass still yellower and still more +corn-coloured, to glance round, as if measuring the distance between +the long, low line of mud enclosure they had left but a few hundred +yards behind--yet which, already, was losing itself in an illimitable +sand stretch beyond--and a bigger tuft in the sand stretch ahead; a +tuft of spear-points and horses, bayonets and men, waiting beside the +first faint semblance of a reed-paved road. Then he took out his watch. +Apparently he found leisure at his disposal, for he walked on. "There's +a nursery rhyme they taught me," he continued, "when my moral nature +was at the mercy of any fool who chose to take an interest in it--'_But +if poor Pussy understood, she'd be, indeed, a naughty creature!_' It +didn't run so consecutively, of course; in fact 'creature' rhymed to +'teach her'--but I learnt it that way. Children do that sort of thing a +sight deal oftener than their elders think." + +The younger of the two men in uniform with whom he was walking +laughed--the honest, elated, conscious laugh of one who has not many +good stories about himself, and happens on an opportunity for telling +one of them. + +"_I_ used to say, '_Six days shalt thy neighbour do all that thou hast +to do, and the seventh day shalt thou do no manner_--'" + +"Shut up, Lance!" interrupted his elder companion with a laugh. "It is +a ripping excuse for your intolerable laziness, but I don't believe--" + +"Fact, I assure you," protested Lance Carlyon aggrievedly, "and +considering I really thought that was the proper version for ten years +of my life, I--" + +Dr. George Dillon took off his mushroom hat suddenly, and wiped his +forehead as if to smooth away the wrinkles which his smiles had brought +to it. "Lordy! It's a queer world," he put in. "There is really no good +in understanding most things. As for this place--! Great Scott! What +would happen if my fifteen hundred scoundrels, whom you saw digging +like babes in the open just now, were to understand that I--one +Englishman in charge--had virtually no _force majeure_--" + +"Don't insult us, Dillon!" remonstrated Captain Vincent Dering, a +certain swagger underlying his jest. "Eshwara is a garrison town, +remember, now; I'm commandant, and Carlyon's staff--" + +He had, in fact, ridden that morning as far as Dr. Dillon's house in +charge of a troop of native cavalry and some Sikh pioneers who had gone +on, under a native officer, to take up their temporary quarters in the +half-ruined Fort, just beyond the old town of Eshwara. And now, having +thus secured their breakfasts, he and his lieutenant were on their way +towards the horses and escort they had bidden await them at the boat +bridge which lay between them and their destination. For George Dillon +was in control of a large industrial gaol, whose inmates had for months +been digging the head works of a canal, which was to take off just +below the town, on the farther side of the river. + +"Are you?" replied the doctor, with a look of pity; "then I hope you'll +both forget the fact. We've got on all right without you, hitherto. So +if you'll stick to marking out the Viceroy's camp, and generally +preparing the way of the Lord-sahib, I'll be obliged to you. By the +way, is he coming to open the canal on the 10th, really?" + +"So they say. That is, if you are ready for the show by then. I believe +he could put it off till the 11th or 12th. Dashwood said something to +that effect." + +"Then Dashwood's an ass. The 10th is bad enough. The place will be +filling up even then." + +"Filling up! How?" + +"Pilgrims. But on the 11th and 12th! By George! you should see them! +The 'Assyrians came down like a wolf on the fold,' is nothing to it; +only these are the Hosts of the Lord, I suppose. And so Dashwood +suggested the 11th or 12th--the _Vaisakh_ festival, did he? Well, he is +an ass! But that's always the way. We try to understand feelings, +instead of trying to know facts. However, we shall be ready for the +opening, never fear. Smith expects his C. S. I. over it, he says, and +that's enough guarantee. You know Smith, don't you, Dering? Walsall +Smith--I think his wife said she knew you." + +"Yes," he interrupted, with rather unnecessary decision, "Mrs. Walsall +Smith is a great friend of mine, a very great friend." + +"Jolly for you, having friends in Eshwara," assented Lance, in uneasy +haste. "I suppose they are about the only people here, eh, doctor?" he +went on, changing the subject; but the latter's clear eyes and brain +were occupied for a moment in taking stock of Captain Dering's +singular, if a trifle _voyant_ personal attractions; one of the most +noticeable of which was the perfect curve of his throat and cheek. + +"I beg your pardon--people, did you say?" asked Dr. Dillon, after the +pause. "Plenty of people, if you count _padres_--the place swarms with +missions, you know. But if you mean polo--" He shook his head. + +Lance Carlyon's honest young face clouded, then grew cheerful again. +"Well! there must be a lot of black partridge, and I expect there's +fish in the river. Besides, it's an awfully picturesque place--By Jove! +it is, Dering, isn't it?" + +They had reached the tuft of spear-points and horses, men and bayonets, +and before them lay Eshwara, sun-saturate, shadowless, in the April +noon. + +So seen, across the still lagoon of water formed by the junction of the +two streams, the Hara and the Hari, which edged the low-lying +triangular spit from which its fortified, temple-set walls rose, +Eshwara seemed at the very foot of the blue barrier of hill behind it, +whose serrated edge, paler than the blue sky above it, claimed +three-quarters of all things visible for this world. + +That, indeed, was the noticeable point in the picture presented to the +eye. As a rule Heaven claims the larger half of all perspectives. Here, +the three elements, earth, air, water, lay across the view in three +broad bands of blue, curiously similar in tint; for the sky was pale +with excess of light, the hills with excess of heat, and the water +paler than either by reason of a white silt which it brought with it +from the snows; a white silt which a recent flood had left in a fine +film upon the sand stretches that showed here and there in the broad +basin. + +"It is a gypsum _detritus_," explained the doctor--"from the 'Cradle of +the Gods'--the cave, you know, where the rivers rise. The pilgrims go, +in fact, for this very stuff. Find it in the ice crannies, call it 'the +clay of immortality,' smear themselves with it, and then die happy, in +hundreds, of pneumonia! Those are the facts. I don't profess to +understand them; and as I told you I don't want to. It's dangerous. As +that cracked old Jesuit, Father Narayan, admitted, with that +unfathomable smile of his, when all the other parsons were at me for +refusing to allow them access to a postulate or a catechumen, or +someone of that sort, who was sent to my jail '_the Church has always +admitted the value of invincible ignorance_.'" + +"Father Narayan!" interrupted Lance Carlyon eagerly, "I suppose that's +the Father Ninian Bruce who has lived here fifty years, and has a sort +of Begum in tow, a descendant of General Bonaventura's, who was the +Nawabs' favourite. I want to see that old chap; he must be a character. +My grandmother, old Lady Carewe, used to tell me about him; long yarns, +though she hadn't met him since she was in her teens in a convent at +Rome, and he was father confessor, I suppose--she's a Holy Roman, you +know, and was a desperate flirt too." + +"So am I," said Vincent Dering quickly. "I mean a Catholic--at least my +people are. So I can tell you one thing, Dillon; Father Ninian isn't a +Jesuit. I was talking about him at the Club, when I knew I was coming +here, and Father Delamere was indignant at the idea--said he was a +disgrace to his cloth." + +George Dillon's dry face grew dryer. "Did he, indeed! I quite agree +that _he_ is, but I didn't think Delamere would have admitted the fact +himself! As for Pidar Narayan, as the natives call him, he--he--" here +the dry face melted. "Bless the man," he continued, and the dry voice +grew soft, "he thinks he knows more about doctoring than I do, and the +worst of it is--" here a perfectly charming smile took possession of +every wrinkle--"he does, in a way; for the natives believe in him, and +the 'saffron bag' is the best of all remedies. You see, when he was +younger, he used often to go with the pilgrims and try to pull some of +the poor devils out of the fire--or rather out of the snow--for the +'Cradle of the Gods' lies yonder." + +He pointed to where, faint and far, a peak showed paler than the rest. + +"Why don't they smear themselves here?" asked Lance stolidly. + +"Why? Because they don't. Besides, there isn't much to come and go upon +for a robe of righteousness here. Look! the breeze is blowing it away +already!" + +In truth the sun, which with the other three elements of earth, and +air, and water, give us, in all religions, the whole spiritual life of +man,--the world of his probation, the heaven of his hopes, the means of +his purification, and the fire of his retribution--had scorched the +fine film to dust, and the wind, blowing where it listed, was sweeping +it away, leaving the sand stretches unregenerate as ever. + +"An extra touch of pipe-clay!" laughed Vincent Dering, dusting his knee +as he settled himself in his saddle. "Well! good-by, old chap. I shall +see you again soon, for I shall be coming over to the Smiths' pretty +often, and I suppose your regiment of ruffians leaves you off duty +sometimes. Carlyon, make Dillon an honourary member of the headquarters +mess!" + +George Dillon, leaning with his hands in his pockets against the rail +of the first pontoon, watching the little cavalcade start, nodded. +"Thanks. I'm over pretty often at the Palace. Pidar Narayan plays the +fiddle, and the Begum,--as you call her,--Miss Laila Bonaventura, has a +voice. Besides, Babylon--I mean Eshwara--amuses me." + +"Why Babylon?" asked Captain Dering, stooping to straighten his +stirrup. + +The doctor laughed, as his lounge changed to a start homeward. "Means +the same thing. Esh-dwarra--or in another tongue, Bab-y-lon,--is 'the +Gate of God,' though Babylon stands for something else nowadays, +doesn't it? That's why I say it's never any use to find out the +meanings of things. They change so. Stick to facts; they don't. Well, +ta-ta. I'll see you to-morrow, most likely, at the Palace. They have a +sort of concert-practice-afternoon on Wednesdays--some of the Mission +ladies sing jollily in parts--and the old man is sure to ask you. He +sets great store on his ward's position; besides, I told him you were a +nailer at the piano." + +Vincent Dering made a wry face. "The deuce you did! My dear fellow, I +couldn't play hymn tunes to save my life. I shall refuse." + +"Pity," replied Dr. Dillon over his shoulder, as he swung off in +strides which emphasized the undue shortness of his trousers, "for I +heard Mrs. Smith say they wanted a good accompanist. She sings +_alto_--rather well." + +"Oh, does she?" said Captain Dering, in a different tone. + +As they set their faces different ways, there was a smile on both, but +the doctor's was scarcely a pleasant one; it would, in fact, have been +wholly sardonic but for the touch of impatient weariness it brought +with it. + +So, through the sun-bright, sun-dried air, while George Dillon walked +back to his fifteen hundred malefactors, the little trail of +spear-points and bayonets, men and horses, drifted at a foot-pace +across the frail bridge towards the town; drifted unsteadily, the +yielding boats swaying, the wooden girders giving and groaning over +their burden. Seen so, with but a plank between it and the milky water +creased by the faint current, there was something unreal in the gay +troop of colour and glitter making its way to the quaint, storeyed +town, ablaze in the sunlight, which turned each golden temple-spike to +a star. A cool breeze fluttered the lance-pennants, and brought that +faint film of white to horse and man, warm flesh, and cold steel. + +And far away on that pale peak, a little white cloud had rested, hiding +the "Cradle of the Gods." + +"There must be fish here," remarked Lance dogmatically. "I'll get out +my rods to-morrow and try for a '_mahseer_.'" And the earnestness of +his face, as he lifted his eyes skyward to watch a couple of +cormorants, would have suited a knight-errant of old on the quest of +the Holy Grail. + +"It won't be half bad, I expect--for a time, at any-rate," assented +Vincent Dering, still with that content upon his face. "We will get up +some fun while the camp is here, of course; and after that--" he +paused, and the content became greater--"we'll manage for the month or +so we have to stop. At least I shall." + +His voice was soft. He might have been another knight-errant of old, +riding across to the enchanted castle of his beloved. + +"I beg pardon, sir," said a voice behind him; a voice with a strong +native accent, yet with a curiously English phrasing in it, "but by +dismounting here you will reach the Fort in a few minutes on foot. The +road is longer." + +Captain Dering turned, as if surprised, to the speaker, a native +officer who sat his horse at the salute; then smiled, and with a +clatter of accoutrements slipped to the ground. + +"Come along, Carlyon. I was forgetting that Roshan Khan is up to the +ropes here. You belong to Eshwara, don't you, _risaldar sahib?_" + +The man to whom he spoke had slipped from his saddle also, and stood, +smart as uniform could make him, still as discipline could hold him. He +was a good-looking young Mahomedan of about thirty, curiously English +in his movements, curiously native in his exaggeration of martial airs. + +"_Huzoor!_" he assented. "We are connected with the late Nawab's +house." + +He spoke with absolute indifference, but Captain Dering, as they left +the bazaar, which led from the bridge, for a short flight of steps and +a narrow alley cleaving it's way through crowded, shouldering houses, +remarked aside:-- + +"I believe that means he is about the nearest relation left. The +Colonel, I know, wasn't sure about the wisdom of his coming here; but +then the Colonel is that sort. So I insisted. One wants somebody who +can tell you things in a new place. What's that, in there, Roshan?" + +They had come to a long, high wall, with trees showing above it, which +stretched away on their right hand for two or three hundred yards, +until it ended in an arched tunnel through a massive block of buildings +at right angles to it. + +"The palace garden, sir; and that is the palace. There is no entrance +this side." + +"The women's apartments, I suppose?" + +"_Huzoor_," assented Roshan Khan once more. "The Miss _Sahib_ lives +there now, and the _Padre_ has his chapel there too. The river runs +along the side, and it is pleasant." + +"Pleasant and cool," echoed Lance, as the shadow of the tunnel closed +in on them. "I'd no idea it was so hot outside. By Jove! what a quaint +place." + +They were emerging on a wide, square courtyard of which the palace +formed one side, the fort another, a flight of steps leading down to +the river a third, while the fourth was apparently, a wing of the +palace. All three walls were absolutely blank save for a low door at +each of the four corners; and these were, so to speak, connected with +each other by pathways raised two steps above the rest of the +courtyard. A similar footpath crossed it in the middle and so completed +the resemblance to a union-jack; for the pathways were of white marble +and red Agra stone, the courtyard of purple-blue brick. These paths met +in a round platform in the centre, where, on a stone carriage, stood an +old cannon. + +"That's a big gun," said Vincent Dering, when, with a quickened clink +of his spurred steps he had reached it; so, laying his hand lightly on +the cylinder, he vaulted to it, as on to a horse, and stooped to read +an inscription on the riveted band about the breech. + +"Sanskrit," he said--"that stumps me! it's so confounded straight. Ah! +here it is in Persian too--that's better." + +There was a faint clash of steel on stone, for, as he read the motto +aloud, Roshan's hand, stiffening on his sword-hilt, made ground and +scabbard meet. + +Captain Dering slipped to his feet again with a laugh. + +"'Teacher of religion, and instructor of souls;' that's about a correct +translation, isn't it, _risaldar sahib?_ Well! I'd back a Maxim against +old Blunderbore as a missionary agent nowadays. Hullo! they worship it +still, do they?" He pointed to a faded chaplet of marigolds around the +muzzle, and a red hand printed on the marble below. + +The Mahomedan's face took on the expression of his race and creed; all +unconsciously, too, he reverted to his own language. + +"The idolators do that when they come to bathe; and they give alms to +the saint, when he is inside." + +"Inside!" echoed Captain Dering. "What! Inside the gun?" + +Here Lance, who had promptly peered down the muzzle, came up from it +excitedly, asserting that the saint was there now; he could see the +brute's fuzzy head half way down, so he must have crawled in feet +foremost--one of those naked brutes who smeared themselves with ashes, +to judge by his _chignon_. + +"Make a ripping mop," laughed Vincent Dering, after glancing down in +his turn; "clean the gun nicely,"--then the _insouciance_ of his face +disappeared, its curves hardened--"and by God! I'll make him. I'm not +going to have my guns worshipped! eh, Roshan?" + +"_Huzoor_," assented the Mahomedan once more, this time joyfully, as--a +decorous two paces behind--his spurs jingled in harmony with his +captain's across the raised union-jack towards the river-end of the +courtyard where, in a projecting bastion right upon the bathing steps, +the low arched door stood which gave access to the Fort. + +In order to reach it they had to pass the solitary visible occupant of +the wide, sunlit courtyard. This was a man--of what rank, education, +occupation, none could tell--who having raised a square of +two-inch-high mud wall between his twice-born purity and the world, was +preparing his daily food. Naked, save for his waistcloth, and the +thread of the twice-born over his left shoulder, he was isolated even +from his kindred. Alone with himself and his God. + +Before him in the mud-plastered square, as he sat immovable, was the +mud fireplace on which his wheaten dough-cake was cooking; beside him +was a leaf-platter of curds, a brass vessel of milk; a sight to be seen +a hundred times a day in India; one which should never be forgotten. + +The noon was almost shadowless; yet, even so, as he led the way, +Captain Dering, from sheer habit, swerved to step further from the +sacred square. Doing so his foot slipped an instant on the lower step. +He gave an impatient exclamation and passed on. A minute later the door +of the fort clanged behind the little party, cutting short an English +laugh. + +Then, not till then, the man in that square of purity showed signs of +life. He rose quietly, almost unconcernedly, took the half-baked cake +from the embers, the leaf-platter of curds, the vessel of milk, and +going down to the river's edge, flung his dinner into it, to feed the +fishes. + +In that stumble, the plume-like fringe of Vincent Dering's high peaked +turban had sent a shadow to overtop the two-inch barrier between one +man and his fellows. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + "HE SHALL FEED HIS FLOCK LIKE A SHEPHERD" + + +The garden of the old palace at Eshwara had been rightly described by +Roshan Khan as a pleasant place. Longer than it was broad, its shady +walks and orange groves clung to the river, raised above it by a +balconied wall against which the current ran dimpling. On two of the +remaining sides, a twenty-feet high barrier of sheer masonry, +buttressed and bastioned, blocked out all curious eyes. On the third, +separating it from the courtyard where the big gun stood, rose the +palace. Seen thus intimately from within, the latter had changed its +character. No longer severe, stern, giving a blank stare at the world +from the narrow slits of infrequent windows, it had grown fanciful, +almost fantastic, full of canopied turrets and inconsequent little +latticed retreats. + +At least in the two upper storeys; for the lower one was more solid, +its chief feature being a wide, aisled passage leading right through it +to a door which gave on the courtyard. Being exactly opposite the one +in the corner of the Fort bastion on the other side, this door opened, +as the latter did, on one of the slantwise limbs of the quaint +union-jack of raised paths which centred in the cannon. + +It was not necessary, however, to go round by this in crossing from one +door to the other, as by keeping to the river steps, you could do so on +the same level. + +In old times the guardians of the frail beauties for whose delectation +the garden had been made, had lived in the crypt-like vaulted rooms +which opened out from this aisled passage; so keeping the gate against +illegal wanderings. Since the only other exit from the garden, save by +boat, was through the second storey of the women's apartments, and as +this was by a door leading directly into the royal rooms (which were on +the other side of the tunnel that gave access to the courtyard, and +also divided the palace into two portions--male, and female), the +butterfly prisoners had had no chance of fluttering to strange honey. +In those days, therefore, the door had always been bolted and barred. + +It stood wide open, however, showing a vista of green at the farther +end of the passage, when Captain Dering and Lance Carlyon came over to +it in reply to the intimation that Miss Laila Bonaventura was "_At Home +for music on Wednesday afternoons_," which had been brought to the Fort +overnight by an old pantaloon. A very old pantaloon with a wizened +face, a few sparse hairs--dyed flaming red--standing at right angles to +his cheeks, and a marvellous livery, consisting for the most part of +yards upon yards of tarnished tinsel cloth, twisted and twined about +head and waist like Saturn's rings. The oldest of old pantaloons, with +a back curved by a life-time of obeisances, a toothless mouth, still +full of sonorous titles, and a wicked old eye, watchful for the least +want of the master, be it good or evil. A pantaloon, with Heaven knows +what history of unutterable things hidden in his old brain, such as is +to be seen, even in these days, lingering round the ruins of a native +court; a figure despicable enough, yet real; so in a way pathetic, by +reason of its absolute lack of real interest in things as they are. + +And now as the two Englishmen paused,--partly because the swift change +from the glare without to the gloom within was startling,--this same +pantaloon, with a white muslin robe superadded to the livery as a badge +of his dignity as door-keeper, precipitated himself upon them from the +shadows, with ancient skips of alacrity and loop-like salaams; then +with crab-like sidlings led the way, the young men following. + +"I must have that old chap on paper before I leave," said Vincent +Dering; "he's too good to be lost." + +So, their steps echoing cheerfully with their laughter, they went on +until, towards the middle of the passage, the aisle to their left +widened, and through a maze of pillars and arches, a glimpse or two of +air and sunlight showed sharply. + +Lance took a curious step towards them. "Opens on to the river, I +expect; jolly cool it must be in the hot weather! By Jove! those old +sinners knew how to be comfortable. Hullo!"--he paused in a sort of +horror--"I say, Dering! I believe it's a chapel. Yes! it is!" He took +off his cap instinctively, and moved another step forward to see +better. + +But Captain Dering called impatiently, "Oh, come along, do, Carlyon! I +didn't promise to go to church! Hymns are bad enough in all +conscience." + +Lance, however, stood rooted to the spot, cap in hand. "Hush!" he said +in a low voice, "I believe they are having service." As he spoke a +robed figure showed between the arches against the sunlight beyond +them; showed with something in its lifted hands, then passed to some +unseen altar. + +"Oh, come along, do! there's a good chap, and let's get out of the +way," repeated Captain Dering, sharply. "It's Father Narayan, I +suppose,--he's as mad as a hatter, and boshes the whole business--at +least, so Delamere said. I told you we were a bit early, but you would +start; still it's too bad of the old man to have his chapel in the +front hall! Come along! and let us wait in the garden--it looks an +awfully jolly one--awfully--" + +He paused, perhaps at the change, this time, from gloom to glare, +perhaps at the sudden sense of anticipation, the sudden quickening of +the pulse of life, which made him draw a long breath involuntarily. + +It was not unfamiliar to him, that sudden stir of vitality, of +expectation; and with a curious smile on his face he crossed to the +edge of the marble plinth on which the passage opened, and leaning over +the balustrade, looked down to a terrace below, and so on to the garden +itself. + +A perfect wilderness of common flowers, sown broadcast, lay at his +feet, hemming in a shallow marble tank, which was nearly covered with +the dewy leaf-cups of the lotus, and set round with mosaic arabesques. +From this tank two aqueducts led to the edge of the terrace, and ended +in steep slopes of fretted marble, where cascades had once wimpled and +dimpled down to the water-maze which lay below--a shiny lake, cobwebbed +over by narrow marble paths just wide enough for the bare, flying +feet of a laughing girl. Beyond was scented shade, with glints of +water-courses gleaming here and there; while here and there came a peep +of a latticed balcony overhanging the river; a balcony just large +enough for a laughing girl and her lover. + +Yet there was not even a butterfly to be seen hovering over the +flowers. All was still, all was silent, until Vincent Dering's careless +laugh echoed through the stillness, the silence. + +"Can't you imagine it--all lit up--they used to put coloured lamps +behind the cascades, I'm told, and play 'Catch who can' up and down +and all around the place! On the whole I expect they enjoyed +themselves--better than the type-writing girls of to-day do, for +instance." + +"Got beastly sick of enjoying themselves before they had done with it, +I expect," replied Lance, succinctly, "especially if there was always +such a confounded strong smell of orange blossoms. Bah! I'd prefer a +polecat; but," he gave a distasteful glance at his companion, "I +believe you like strong scents." + +"Why not?" laughed Vincent Dering, drawing out a handkerchief deluged +with white-rose, and sniffing at it, "it's a harmless taste," here his +jest passed to earnest, and his eyes took a half soft, half cynical +expression,--"so's the other, in a way. It isn't altogether despicable +to let yourself loose in Paradise without an _arriere pensee_ of +flaming swords. Especially if you can give pleasure to someone else +thereby. One could act Romeo and Juliet nicely in this garden. And have +your choice of balconies, too," he continued, returning to jest, "even +if the young woman--" + +He glanced back as if to verify his remark from the _facade_ of the +palace, but what he saw behind him brought a sudden straightening of +his lounge, and rather an elaborate doffing of his sailor hat; for he +was always a trifle ornate in his courtesy towards women, and the girl +who stood within a pace or two of him was distinctly attractive, +if--even at the first glance--a little too bread-and-buttery for his +taste; too young, too clumsy as to waist, too massive in the contours +of face and figure. For Captain Vincent Dering's taste had remained +constant for the last three years to a different type of beauty; a type +which, for the first time in his life, had made him sentimental, +romantic, more or less unselfish. Still the girl was handsome, even in +that babyish frock of starched white muslin, girt about with a yellow +silk sash. The dress, he told himself,--for he was a connoisseur in +_chiffons_, and had a pretty turn for painting in addition--would have +been better soft, and creamy; but thank heaven! the sash was not blue, +like the marker of the missal she carried in her hand. It might have +been; for it was impossible to fathom the lack of all sense of fitness +in some women. Yet the result would have been to take all the ivory +tints from this girl's complexion, and leave it jaundiced. And the +ivory was charming. + +"I am Miss Bonaventura," she began in a set way, which convinced +Captain Dering that she had been sent to say those very words, and none +other; "my guardian, Father Ninian Bruce, will be here directly. Won't +you come upstairs to the drawing-room? I am sorry we did not know it +was so late." + +"It is our fault; we are disgracefully early," put in Captain Dering. +"I told Carlyon--" then he paused, feeling curiously at a loss before +the girl's look of stolid gravity. + +"Perhaps your watch is too fast," she suggested, "and then my guardian +likes to go by the sun. He says it never needs winding up. But I think +it is inconvenient, when everybody else has a watch. It is always +better to do as other people do." + +Her voice was very sweet and full; but a country-bred accent spoilt its +beauty, and brought a grimace to Captain Dering's face, as he and his +companion dutifully followed the speaker up one of the curved flights +of steps, which led from the plinth to a wide loggia on the second +storey. Like the room seen through its arches, this was lavishly +decorated with fragments of looking-glass fashioned into flowing +designs with gilt stucco. The afternoon sun, at this height shining +full into the loggia, made it a veritable star chamber. + +"What a charming place," went on Captain Dering in his best manner. +"Doesn't it remind you of the Arabian Nights, Carlyon?" + +A sudden vague surprise and interest came to the girl's face, +lightening it infinitely. + +"Have you read the _Alif Laila?_" she asked. "My _moonshi_ brought +it--I have to learn Urdu, you know, because my guardian thinks I ought +to be able to speak to the people, as he does--and I wanted to read it, +because it is my name, you see--Laila--it means 'night,' I believe--but +my guardian did not wish it. He gave me the 'Mirror of Virtue' instead. +It is a very, very long--" + +Her almost childish garrulity ceased in a faint flush over the ivory of +her face, and she reverted to her lesson, and her indifference--"The +other people will be here directly; but they will come from the city, +across the tunnel, and go straight into the drawing-room. Would you +like to come in there, or stay here?" + +"Oh! stay here, please!" said Vincent, desperately. The young woman was +getting on his nerves. + +"Then perhaps you would like to try the piano?" persisted Miss +Bonaventura. "My guardian has it brought out here on Wednesday +afternoons, because it sounds well among the arches. Will you try it?" + +Her hand--it was ivory also, Vincent observed, and had long +filbert-shaped nails--held the cover of the keyboard open stolidly; and +Lance Carlyon, feeling a bit desperate also, said appealingly:-- + +"Do, Dering. He is a nailer at the piano, I assure you, Miss +Bonaventura, and he sings too." + +"So my guardian--" she began, when Vincent's patience gave way and, +with a perfect devil of exasperation roused in him, he sat down on the +music-stool and with a crash burst into a naughty little love song he +had picked up at Brindisi on the way out. He did it simply to soothe +himself; so, to do him justice, he nearly fell off the music-stool in +horror when, at the refrain of the second verse, a very full round +_mezzo-soprano_ joined in it with a _verve_ and _abandon_ far exceeding +his own. + +He scarcely knew whether to apologize, or go on; but Miss Bonaventura +apparently had no doubts. She finished with a gay little _staccato_ +note which would have made her fortune at a music hall, and then turned +to the accompanist with a smile which showed an absolutely flawless set +of teeth. "What funny words; but I like them, and the tune too. What is +it called? I should like to get it and sing it to my guardian." + +Vincent, who had begun a stammering regret that he had not remembered +her nationality, altered his phrase, with a sense of relief, to "You +know Italian very well, I suppose, Miss Bonaventura?" + +She returned to her indifference immediately. "My guardian and I speak +it. He loves Italy and the Italians. He knew my grandmother there. She +was a princess; but he never speaks of her, so I don't know very much +about it. Only Mother at the convent said that my guardian--" + +She was off, gaily, on the childishly confidential tack again, when the +sight of someone coming up the stairs made her veer towards dignity +once more. "There is my guardian," she said; "he is very sorry to have +kept you waiting." + +Evidently this was the last bit of her lesson, for she closed the piano +with great decision. + +The figure which came slowly towards them was that of a very old man, +yet one older, by many years, than his looks. For he was still +straight, save for a slight stoop in the neck; but this, by the +backward poise of the head thus made necessary to enable his brown eyes +to meet all things, after their habit, squarely, if softly, gave him an +air of alertness. He was dressed in an ordinary black _soutane_, but +wore a fine white embroidered muslin skull-cap, such as natives wear, +instead of a black one. His grey hair showed, still luxuriant, beneath +it; and the wide sash of faded lilac silk, with tasselled ends, which +was tied in a bow about his waist, set off his still slim and still +graceful figure. + +"I hope my little girl has been doing the honours properly," he began, +pausing a pace or two from the young men, and not offering to shake +hands; but his voice was a welcome in itself, and had that nameless +_cachet_ of absolute good breeding which makes offence impossible. +There was a slight hesitancy in it too, now and again, which was +overcome by a look that took the listener into its confidence, and +appealed for friendly forbearance--"but she is only just back from +school at Calcutta, and the good nuns did not see much company, did +they, Laila?" Then in an undertone of solicitude he added, in Italian, +"Didst tell them, _cara mia?_--didst remember it all?" + +Laila Bonaventura looked at him with a faint resentment. "I think so, +guardian," she replied, in English. "Didn't I?" + +The last came with such swift, almost savage, challenge of voice and +eyes, that Vincent Dering, the recipient, felt glad of the diversion +caused by the arrival, through the drawing-room, of some more guests to +claim the attention of the host and hostess, and so leave him in peace. + +"I say, that girl has got splendid hair, hasn't she?" he said in an +undertone to Lance, as they stood a little apart, watching the new +comers. + +"That tall one, you mean--don't admire it. Puts me in mind of that +devil of a chestnut who nearly killed me at polo; a chestnut with white +stockings; awfully handy, but--" + +He paused as Father Ninian came up to them. "You can scarcely know any +of your neighbours as yet, Captain Dering," began the old man with the +ceremony of a past age, "so perhaps you will give me the privilege of +presenting you to some of our good mission ladies." + +"Thanks," replied Vincent, hastily. "But I see my old friend, Mrs. +Walsall Smith, coming in. I must just go and shake hands. But I'm sure +Carlyon--" + +Lance shot a perfectly pathetic glance after his Captain, who moved off +to meet a delicate-looking fair woman who at that moment came in with +Dr. Dillon; the latter taken possession of and monopolized by an +exceedingly pretty child of five, who had evidently inherited her +mother's fragility. + +"Delighted, I'm sure," murmured Lance, following his leader dejectedly. + +"Miss Erda Shepherd, Mr. Lancelot--I am right, am I not--Carlyon?" + +It was the tall girl with the red-brown hair, of course. She had bronze +eyebrows, too, and bronze eyes--nice ones. He saw so much as he made +his bow, while Father Ninian stood looking first at the girl, then at +the young man; and as he looked his fine old hands were clasped as if +they held something very precious. It was a habit of his. + +"I hope you will like each other," he said in his kind old voice; and +then, ere he moved away, his hands fell apart for an instant as if +giving something. "Peace go with you, my children," he said with a +smile. + +Lance felt a queer, unaccustomed thrill travel from the nape of his +neck to his boots, pausing by the way at his heart. It was an unusual +method of introduction, certainly; yet somehow it relieved the shyness +which generally beset him at such functions. He found himself looking +frankly into the bronze eyes, and something in them made him say, +almost involuntarily:-- + +"That was rather a jolly way of beginning to be friends. I mean--" The +shyness came back with a rush; he blundered horribly. + +"Very," put in the girl, interrupting him quite simply. "I hope it will +be peace. I always hope that. You know I am a missionary." + +"Oh," he replied, blankly. "Yes, there are a lot of you--I mean--of +them, in Eshwara, aren't there?" + +Her face set suddenly, her mouth grew almost stern. "Not enough, Mr. +Carlyon; not half enough," she replied. And the militant ring of her +voice, belying the peaceful professions of the previous moment, made +him look at her curiously, recognizing that he had touched some +quivering nerve of mind. "If you knew Eshwara as I know it," she went +on, passionately, "you would say so too; I'm sure you would." + +The bronze eyes, meeting his blue ones, though they gave nothing back +but kindly, almost boyish, surprise, seemed satisfied. She turned +suddenly and stretched her right hand over the river which slipped +oilily past the wall below, as they stood beside the balustrade of the +loggia. "Look!" she said, impulsively. "Do you see that straight white +thing floating down the curve of the current yonder? It isn't a log; +those others are; plenty of logs come down the rivers from the forests +in the hills, for they don't catch all, you know, at the government +wood-station. And so the people here catch the runaways in the +backwater, and get paid for them. But that--" She paused and her other +hand gripped the balustrade hard; then she turned back to him with a +faint apology. "Why should I bother you? Let us talk of something else. +There is no reason why I should talk of these things to you so soon, +or, indeed, at all." + +"I'd rather you did," he put in quickly. It was the truth. A sudden +curiosity had come to him, a sudden desire to know more, to think more. +He was less of a boy than he had been five minutes before. "I--I hope +you will," he added; "really I do--I--I--" He felt his manhood as he +had never felt it before, and yet, in a way, he was more forgetful of +it. The girl opposite him was womanhood incarnate to him, and yet, in +some mysterious way, beyond it, above it. + +"You and I must be about the same age, I expect," he said, with a +half-perplexed frown, "but you have seen a lot more than I have. I wish +you'd tell me, please!" + +The straight white glint in the water was just disappearing behind one +of those balconies overhanging the river, where there was only room for +a pair of lovers. + +"It is a dead girl, Mr. Carlyon," she said in a low voice. "She was in +my school. Her people were very bigoted--Brahmins in a temple--but they +let her be taught to read, because she was betrothed to an educated +man. Last year she was married--she was but a child still--and I have +only seen her once or twice since. Then"--the voice paused a second. +"She was very frightened, poor little Premi, at what was coming. 'I +shall die, Miss-_sahib_, I shall surely die,' she said to me the very +last time I saw her; so I promised--I am a medical missionary, Mr. +Carlyon. But when the time came, they would not let me in. I--I +went to the husband--he is an educated man--you may have heard of +him--Rama-nund, a great speaker,--he writes, too, and all that--but he +said he was helpless with the women; and I am not sure either if he +wished it himself--they don't know their own minds. So poor little +Premi and her baby--Oh!" she broke off with an infinite pain in her +voice--"it is so hard--so hard for both." + +Her face, set riverwards, was soft, yet stern; full of fight, yet full +of pity, and Lance thought of a virgin martyr in the illustrated 'Lives +of the Saints' with which his grandmother, Lady Carewe, had been wont +to still his boyish unrest on Sunday afternoons. Yet there was +something beyond that self-concentrated devotion in this face; +something that took him back further still to the days when he had +sobbed out his childish hurts in his mother's arms. + +"She was ill all yesterday and the day before--they told me there was +no hope of either--they just let them die. And they always put them in +the river--they have iron rings round their wrists and ankles to +prevent them coming back to harm the men--" She paused and turned to +Lance swiftly. "Isn't it true that there are not enough of us--that we +want more women to teach them what--" + +"But I does!" came a high childish treble, forcing itself irresistibly +even on the attention of these two; "I 'ikes 'oo twenty 'fowsand times +better than dad, an' I 'ikes Captain Dering ten 'fowsand times better +too; an' so does 'mum--don't 'oo mummie?" + +It was little Gladys Smith, who, clasping both Dr. Dillon's hands in +hers, had swung herself back from him so as to toss her fair curls from +her laughing face, as she looked up at him mutinously. + +There was an instant's awkward pause, during which the eyes of a man +and woman met for a second. Met and parted hastily; but not before the +girl with the yellow silk sash, who stood between them, had looked from +one to the other with a dim surprise unclosing her red lips, and +showing the gleam of her white teeth between them. + +Then Dr. Dillon said, carelessly, "And you like Akbar Khan better than +any of us, you young sinner, because he gives you sweeties! Here! Akbar +Khan, bring the Missy-_baba_ some cream toffee!" + +The old pantaloon, who, with his loose coatee removed and a white +duster tucked into Saturn's waist-ring was now helping to hand round +coffee and cake, capered up with a voluble, but toothless,-- + +"_Ger-reeb--pun-waz!_" (Protector of the Poor.) + +Gladys helped herself discriminately, staring at the old servitor the +while. "But I don't 'ike Akbar Khan. Do I, son of an owl?" she +continued superbly, in the accurate Urdu which comes so daintily from +lisping English babies. "Did I not say I would hate thee because thou +wouldst not tell me why thou didst prostrate thyself before the soldier +in the courtyard? And the _ayah_ laughed, the base-born! She knew also, +and would not say, and so did the soldier; so I hate you all!" + +She stamped her little foot, and shook her curls defiantly. + +"Gladys!" cried her mother, reproachfully. + +"Hullo! What's all this about?" laughed Captain Dering, catching the +child up in his arms. "One of my soldiers insulting you? Who was it?" +He turned, with the absolute command of his race, to the be-ringed one, +who stood, full of deprecatory mumblings and salaamings, his hands, +holding the tray of sweets, trembling visibly. + +"Who was it, Khan-_jee?_" asked Father Ninian, in a curiously even +tone; one which, nevertheless, seemed a compelling one, for a murmured +name came rapidly, followed by eager explanations. + +Father Ninian frowned, and deliberately put on the gold _pince-nez_ +which always hung around his neck. He seldom used it, however, being, +he would say playfully, in his native Scotch, too "well acquaint" with +Eshwara and all in it to need such help after fifty years experience. +So it had come to be an unfailing sign that he was face to face with +something unexpected, something new. Naturally, therefore, it changed +the character of his face, bringing back to it a strange look of youth; +of hope and energy--the look of choice which age has not. + +"Roshan Khan," he echoed, "why comes he here?" Then in sudden +recollection he turned to Vincent Dering. "Of course, he comes with +you. I knew he was in your regiment, but I did not think." + +Captain Dering put down the child gently. "Is there any reason, sir," +he asked decisively, "why he should not be here? If so--" + +Father Ninian took off his eye-glasses slowly. He was back on familiar +ground. "No!" he said, with a smile and a shrug of the shoulders; +"none. He is welcome to come if he likes. He is a fine soldier, Captain +Dering, and a good fencer." + +"The best I have ever come across," put in Lance Carlyon. + +Father Ninian laughed, a satisfied, vainglorious little laugh, and +bowed, with his hand on his heart, in foreign fashion. It seemed almost +as if something had brought back the manners of a different life. + +"His master thanks you," he said gaily. "I taught him; but as Esmond +said of the _botte de Jesuit_--not all. We craftsmen keep something up +our sleeve for our own use!" + +Lance Carlyon's face grew eager. He had heard of Father Ninian's art +with the foils, and took his opportunity. "That's what Roshan does to +me. I took lessons from him, but he licks my head off with tricks. +Perhaps some day, sir--" + +Father Ninian's right hand and wrist, despite their age, flourished +themselves with marvellous suppleness. "Of a surety! Of a surety," he +interrupted, still in that gay, almost reckless voice, "and I will +teach you '_L'Addio del Marito_.' I never taught that to Roshan--it +does not do for savage natures." + +"The husband's good-by! What a funny name," echoed Laila, curiously. +"Why is it called that, guardian?" + +The gaiety left the old man's face. + +"Because the thrust is used, _cara mia_," he replied in Italian, and +his answer came dreamily, half to himself, "when even those who have +that greatest tie to life prefer to say good-by to it." He paused, then +went on cheerfully: "But come! Music! Music! We lose time horribly. +Laila, 'tis your part to begin." + +The girl walked stolidly to the piano. + +"What shall I sing, guardian?" she asked. + +"Sing?" he repeated, reverting once more to Italian, and his voice had +the dreamy tone in it again; "sing my favourite, child. Something hath +taken me back to the old days--and sing it well." + +Something in the pose of the girl, something in the faint defiance of +her face as she stood turning over the leaves of the music, attracted +Vincent Dering's fancy. He moved over to her, and asked if he should +play her accompaniment. + +"If you can," she said, ungraciously. + +He smiled. "What is it? Oh!--Handel." He shrugged his shoulders. "Yes! +I fancy I can play him--he is not very complex." + +The next instant he had embarked, with a certain sense of pique lending +perfection to his phrasing, on the prelude; but perfect as his tone +was, it seemed to fall dull and dead before the voice which rose and +echoed into the arches. + + + "He shall feed His flock like a Shepherd." + + +Pure, peaceful, free from every touch of passion; absolutely, utterly, +beyond this world and its works, it rose and filled the garden; the +orange-scented garden with its fretted marble cascades and water-maze, +where the feet of laughing girls had chased each other, the latticed +balconies where lovers had sat. + + + "And He shall gather the lambs in His arms." + + +It floated out over the river where the dead girl had drifted, making a +light come to a pair of bronze eyes. + + + "Come unto Him all ye that labor." + + +Out beyond the garden, into the city, a faint far echo of the call made +men and women pause in the struggle for life, and say, "They are +singing in the palace." + + + "And ye shall find rest unto your souls." + + +The promise of all religions, the cry which makes all creeds one, rose +and fell, as the afternoon sun, shining into the loggia, put a canopy +of stars above the head of the singer. + +Some of the audience said "Thank you," politely when she ended. Vincent +Dering did not. He stood on one side, and, being musical to the heart's +core, gave himself the luxury of silence. Only when Father Ninian, ever +mindful of ceremonies and courtesies, crossed to acknowledge the +services of the accompanist, he said briefly,-- + +"Who taught her that?" + +The old man looked at him almost wistfully: "I heard her grandmother +sing it, nearly sixty years ago. I have never forgotten it." + +"I do not wonder," said Vincent Dering, and his eyes, forgetful of +others, followed the girl whose dress ought to have been creamy and +soft, instead of white and starched. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + DRIFTWOOD + + +The river Hara, after skirting the fort, the bathing-steps below the +courtyard, the palace, and the palace garden, continued its course, +still hemmed in to swift current by a high bank on the opposite side, +and on the near one by a wall set with spiked temples sacred to Siva; +for Hara is one of his many names. But, on reaching the apex of the +triangle formed by the city, the banks fell away, the river spread +itself out to greater rest, until, at the uttermost end of a long spit +of sandbank and tamarisk, it met the waters of its twin river, the +Hari, in the broad placid lagoon which lay between Eshwara and the +south; that is the dry stretch of desert, against whose barrenness +Western ingenuity--aided by Dr. Dillon's horde of fifteen hundred +ruffians--had been digging defiance for months. From the spit of sand +you could see the result. A broad seam on the face of patient Mother +Earth, a first wrinkle telling of millions to come from the +ploughshares of men. + +As yet, however, the canal was as dry as the desert around it; and was +to remain so until the great Lord-_sahib_ came in state, on his way to +the hills, to open the sluices. There was to be a big camp, a big +function on the occasion, and even sleepy Eshwara felt a vague +excitement regarding it. For the older men remembered the days when the +Hosts of the Lord-_sahibs_ had regularly passed through the city, and +had tales to tell about them; a fact which prevented the coming event +from being too strange even to be thought about! Then the opening of +the canal was another disturber of primeval calm. True, the idea of it +had been with Eshwara ever since the first sod had been turned two +years before; but now the thing stared it in the face. Within a few +days the waters of the sacred rivers would have to lie in a new bed. +Would they like it? Would the gods like it? Would men like it? + +Those were the questions being asked from one end of Eshwara to +another. Even outside it, on the long narrow spit of sand-bank set with +sparse tussocks of grass and tamarisk which reached beyond the city's +triangle into the rivers--and where, after a flood, the white gypsum +silt lay like a robe of righteousness--they were being discussed; for +the strange race who lived on it, shifting their wigwams of grass to +the low-lying land opposite when the waters rose, lived by the river; +by the fish in it, and the logs of wood which came floating down it. + +So this question of the canal was in the mind of the naked man, attired +in the complete suit of blue beads which marks an aboriginal race, who, +in the dawn following, squatted on the highest curve of the spit. He +was small, swart to positive inkiness, and his thin legs and arms +shewed grey lights on their tense muscles, as if these were truly iron. +Behind him rose a wigwam of reeds, at the entrance to which a spear was +stuck in the sand in order to display the head of a bottle-nosed +alligator impaled on its point. At his right hand was a reed basket, a +rude net of reed twine. In front of him lay one of those small +shark-like scaleless fishes which the learned call Silurian, and tell +us are relics of a creation older than ours. + +So might the man have been. So might have been the background of sand +and reed, spear and wigwam, the foreground of net and fish. Yet the +fisher was not all uncivilized. This little survival of an aboriginal +race, shifting about in the shifting river-bed, had always had an +attraction for the Missionaries, who, as a rule, find the inferior +races easiest to deal with. Gu-gu therefore--his name being as +primitive as his appearance, since it is the first effort of infant +tongues--belied his looks. He had at any rate a civilized eye to +business, a civilized notion of the relations between supply and +demand, for he shook his head at the customer opposite him. + +"Not a cowrie less, Khan-jee. 'Tis the only one in the market, see you; +besides on this day the '_Missen_' miss comes to us folk, and she never +haggles. She will pay the five annas gladly to be let read her book to +my women." + +The mumble-apparently a pious aspiration that the Most High would smite +infidels hip and thigh--was the only recognizable point in the figure +on the other side of the fish; for Akbar Khan, doorkeeper, messenger, +assistant waiter, had not only discarded Saturn's rings--the loss of +which about his head made his baldness something of a shock--but also +every article of clothing except his waist-cloth. The reason for this +was, in a way, like many another thing about the old sinner, pathetic. +Briefly he liked to dissociate his inner self from occupations which he +considered were beneath the dignity of the Akbar Khan of the past. +Therefore being, for the nonce, a bazaar coolie in search of fish for +his master's breakfast, he got up for the part; so finding it, at once, +easier to forget, and to remember that past. + +He mumbled of it as he strenuously opposed the price. + +"Everything grows dearer, every day," yawned the aboriginal Gu-gu. +"Even women, as thou shouldst know." + +Akbar Khan clucked a pious denial. "We spread no nets for that game in +the palace nowadays. Those evil times are gone; we live sober and +virtuous." The piety held a distinct flavour of regret. + +"And as for fish," continued Gu-gu, "they will be dearer ere they are +cheaper. When the deep water begins to run canalwards, the fish will +run too. Then good-by to our trade, since the _Huzoors_ allow us +nothing in their waters without payment." + +He whined, however, to the wrong quarter for sympathy, the old +retainer's views on preserving being absolutely those of a Shropshire +squire who is also a J. P. + +"Neither did we," he replied, indifferently. "Thy like, Gu-gu, would +have had to bring thy fish to the palace and be satisfied with our +leavings. Out on thee for an upstart! Take thy four annas, and be +thankful--slave!" + +Gu-gu's ill-tempered face became aggressive. "Not I!--the Miss will +give it; nay! six, mayhap, since the child is sick, and she will be +wanting leave to dose it. So--hands off--eunuch!" + +The title, once dignified, was opprobrious now, and old Akbar rose in a +perfect fury, his bald head wobbling, the flaming fringe of red hairs +about his face giving him a ludicrous resemblance to a toothless old +man-eating tiger, face to face with his lawful prey, yet unable to +injure it. + +"Oh! for the bastinado!" he stuttered, impotently. "Oh, for the cutting +off of bodily members! Oh! even, for the tying up of heels, and +roastings and duckings. But the _Huzoors_ have taken them from us, and +gifted them to the police, who know not the proper methods. Yah! +Gu-gu, had I but had thee fifty years ago!" his anger lessened with +sheer wistful regret. "Fifty years ago when the Nawab gifted me as +body-servant to the new _Wazeer_ Bun-avatar[1]-_sahib_ because he +brought him a bird that would sing of itself from Italy _wilayat_." + +"But all birds do that," cavilled Gu-gu, feeling nevertheless a +reverent curiosity about those legendary days. + +Akbar gave a crackling, contemptuous laugh. "Not palace birds! they +have to be wound up; and Bun-avatar-_sahib_ sent for this across the +black water. So he kept favour with the Nawab. Birds that sing, and +flowers that smell, and boxes that make music, and dolls that dance +when you wind them. Lo! these, Gu-gu, are the pleasures of palaces; but +how canst thou know, who hast not lived in them even, as I--" + +The sense of his own superiority soothed him still more; he squatted +down again, and hubble-bubbled for a space at the _hookah_ which was an +integral part of all his impersonations. + +"Yea! those were times," he mumbled half to himself. "Even Pidar +Narayan--may Heaven protect him--could not say 'please God' to every +mouthful, as he does now--as we all do now, and rightly, seeing that we +have grown old." Once more the piety smacked of pity, and the old man, +finding a listener, went on with a certain gusto. "Look you! he had to +walk like the tongue among thirty-two teeth in those days, with +Bun-avatar-_sahib_, my master, like two peas in one pod with the Nawah. +Except for women. Pidar Narayan took his way there--mostly!" + +The interrupting gurgle of the _hookah_ gave time for an elaborate wink +of a wicked old eye. Possibly this was due to the smoke, for the old +voice went on as before almost dolorously. + +"He had the money-bags, you see, and looked after the rents. But my +master, Bun-avatar--lo! thou shouldst have seen him when he came +first--the picture of a man!--they say he was a prince in his own +country, but fell into trouble; so came to make his fortune here with +Pidar Narayan--was called _Wazeer_. And let me tell thee, Gu-gu, it +means something to be body-servant to a _Wazeer!_ Lo! to think I might +have been it still but for that jade, Anari Begum!" + +Despite the epithet, he smiled, and his pipe this time gave out quite a +chuckling sound. + +"As ill to keep within walls as a butterfly!" he muttered. "Up and down +the garden, in and out the balconies, and the Nawab in two minds to use +force, or put her in a sack. For she flouted him. The prettiest ones +play that game for power always, and she was Walidad, her brother's, +last hope of favour. Walidad, _Kanjara_, who had been king's caterer +for years before my master, Bun-avatar-_sahib_, came to make all the +court cry sour buttermilk! Walidad, who had once stood so high, that, +in a drunken bout, the Nawab promised him his half-sister to wife. And +he got her too! She wept on her wedding day, but we in the lower storey +heeded not tears in the upper. For, see you, mine uncle was chief +eunuch--we kept the honour thus in the family from generation to +generation--so I was in and out, seeing what went on. Until somehow +(mine uncle with the bowstring round his neck--as was right, honest +man--swore he knew not how) Bun-avatar-_sahib_ caught a sight of her! +Some say it was a plot, from beginning to end, of Walidad's; others +that _his_ enemies feared lest Anari should succeed. There be balls +within balls, even in a plaything, if the workmen are cunning! Anyhow, +he saw her. + +"And I, his body-servant, was able to come and go where Pidar Narayan +hath made his church nowadays. But there! what matters it? 'Tis all +one. Love and the Faith are in and out of men's minds like a shelldrake +in weedy water; a body cannot tell which way its head may be and which +its tail! Nevertheless I felt a choke at my throat, Gu-gu, many a time, +as I waited for him in the boat below the balcony; yet in the end, it +was not my throat, but mine uncle's. He died in the faith, Gu-gu, +cursing women. _His head was that way at the last!_--'Tis mostly +so--_he_--_he_--" + +The chuckle of his pipe was fiendish, yet his wizened face was wistful. +"Still, God knows, one could scarce look on at such a wooing, and not +beat the drum in time, as musicians to a dancer. And it runs in our +blood, see you, to watch, and beat the drum. That is our profession; +and, by mine ancestors! I deemed it enough for mortal man. But +Bun-avatar-_sahib_, see you, was not of our race. He was of Italy +_wilayat_ and a prince. So, one day, my liver dissolved hearing that +the butterfly was over the walls! But, as I said, it was mine uncle's +neck, not mine. Yet the game ended for me when Bun-avatar-_sahib_ +died." + +"They poisoned him, folk say; is't true?" asked Gu-gu. It was a point +in the oft-told tale which was still discussed by Eshwara gossips. + +"That is other folks' news, not mine," replied Akbar, discreetly. "May +be, may be not. The _Huzoors_, anyhow, sent the Nawab to die in +Calcutta on a _pinson_[2] for it; but they have ever an excuse to take +land! Pidar Narayan had a hard fight to keep Bun-avatar-_sahib's_ +grants--the Nawab was ever generous to his favourites, look you--for +Anari Begum's baby; ay! though he showed a writing of marriage, and had +made the infant Christian after their habit. Still he got them, land +and palace and all. So I stayed on serving my master's child, and when +she died, her child, the Miss-_baba_, even to the haggling for fish. +Lo! slave! it grows late. Give it to me and have done with it--Thou +wilt not. Oh! for the devil that was in her grandmother Anar to be in +this Miss-_baba_, and for her to come to Bun-avatar-_sahib's_ rights as +_Wazeer_--then would there be loppings and--" + +"Or if Roshan Khan should come to his," sneered Gu-gu. "The canal +_sahib's_ ayah was telling me thou didst prostrate thyself in the dust +as if he were indeed Nawab! Have a care! eunuch-_jee_, the police are +agog nowadays to find disloyalty even in newspapers." + +"May her gossiping tongue be slit!" stuttered the old retainer. "Can a +body not do obeisance to his masters? For look you, Roshan is true +grand-nephew to the Nawab through his grandmother, Walidad's wife--ay! +and for that matter, cousin to the Miss, through Anari Begum, Walidad's +sister! I did but welcome him; I did but my duty--I did but show my +manners--I did but what we have done from generation to generation." He +moved away muttering, full of virtuous resentment that a suspicion of +anything save sheer servility should have been imputed to him. After a +lifetime of trucklings and bootblackings, to be credited with higher +motives was too bad. To prove his innocence he would that very evening, +he told himself, seek out Roshan, not at the Fort,--that might be +misunderstood,--but at his grandmother's. His grandmother, who, though +she had been upstart Walidad's wife, was still the late Nawab's +half-sister! His sister!! What could be nearer than that!!! + +And he would prostrate himself again, and assure the family of his +services. _That_ was his birthright. + +Meanwhile Gu-gu looked after him, and laughed. He was a clever fellow, +was Gu-gu, and in a previous generation of scholars had been pet pupil +in a little school started by another Miss from another _Missen_. He +had got pennies for attending it, which had come in useful before he +was big enough to face the river. + +But now he was the best man on either the Hara or the Hari, save one. +And he? + +Gu-gu's beady black eyes, watching the curve of the current +mechanically, gave a sudden flash. He was on his feet in a second. +There was something dipping, diving, sidling, drifting, out yonder +which might be secured for his wigwam before anyone else saw it! But +as, silently, like a seal's, his black head came up from his first +forge under water which was to give him a fair start from the shore +without even a splash to attract notice, another black head showed to +the right of him, a yard or two behind. + +But it was _his_ head! Am-ma's head! Am-ma, the frog-like, Am-ma, whose +wide hands and feet looked as if webbed in the water. Am-ma, the only +man who could touch him. He set his teeth, gave up silence, and surged +ahead with an overhand stroke, his hand seeming to clutch and hold the +water. It was a faster stroke than Am-ma's; for a time the swifter. +Then with a backward glance he drew a quick breath, knowing it would be +a race indeed, for the black head had gone, and only a faint wale on +the smooth water told where his rival, avoiding the slight resistance +of the air, swam like a fish. Dangerous tactics for most men, ending +often in a sudden collapse, bleedings from nose and ears, or, at least, +time lost in coming to the surface. But Am-ma was not as other men. +Half-witted, except in river lore, uncouth, misshapen, he was +practically amphibious. + +Gu-gu ground his teeth impotently as the faint wale crept up and up. +The man must have air in his stomach like a fish! Ah! if the river had +been in flood, if this had been a race with air bladders, indeed,--one +black head of inflated skin under each arm, and your own in the +middle--the issue would have been certain; for no one, in the whole +tribe, knew the backward rip of a knife from below which would leave a +rival helpless, lopsided, bound to seek safety on shore, so well as +Gu-gu! But it was not flood time, so he must risk all. Like a porpoise +at play the curve of his dark back disappeared, and now there were two +wales upon the water side by side. + +And ahead, sidling, dipping, diving to the current was a deodar log +with the broad arrow of government on it, now visible, now out of +sight. + +It was a question of steering; steering without eyes, steering by +instinct, steering by sheer experience of logs and their ways, of the +meeting currents of the two rivers and their ways. + +And over against them, to the right across the broad lagoon, were low +brick buildings, and a horde of fifteen hundred ruffians with fascines +and earth-baskets finishing a dam that was to alter the currents, and +protect the canal! They looked like swarming ants in the sunshine. + +The wales were neck and neck now, side by side, straight as a die on +the log. Then suddenly, the right-hand one swerved outward. Only a yard +or two; a yard or two nearer to the ants in the sunshine. + +A second after the log swerved also--swerved to the right. The next, +two black heads rose silently; but one of them was two yards to the +left of that dancing, dipping prize! + +Gu-gu, breathless as he was, gave an inarticulate cry of rage, and +shook his fist at the swarming ants. Already their work was altering +the currents he had known for so long. That it was possible to allow +for this, as Am-ma had done, did not comfort him. He swam back sulkily, +his wrath increased by the knowledge one glance had given him, that the +log on which his rival was paddling to shore triumphantly bore its +broad arrow so lightly, and so near its end, that a little dexterous +manipulation would have left the runaway unmarked, and so given its +captor the right, not merely of ransom, but of sale! + +Truly, it was an ill world for the poor! + +But Lance Carlyon laughed, as he lounged over his early tea and watched +the river through his field-glass, in a balcony of the fort, dressed in +a gorgeous ring-streaked sleeping suit which he could only wear when on +outpost duty, as the regiment had tabooed it. In truth it made him not +unlike Tom Sawyer's "Royal Nonsuch." + +"The little 'un's got it! I say! Dering, I believe I shall like +Eshwara. It's--it's--new--don't you know." His eyes rested, as he +spoke, on the low, bastioned building, all hemmed in by temple spires, +at the very point of the city's triangle, which Erda Shepherd had told +him was the mission house. Truly, he thought, she was in the thick of +it! + +"New!" echoed Vincent Dering captiously, "I should have called it old. +I thought that sort of thing had died with the pagoda tree." + +"What sort of thing?" + +Vincent nodded towards the palace with an odd, cynical laugh. "That; +it's ghostly. Doesn't belong to the nineteenth century!" + +Lance turned curiously. "I said that to--to Pidar Narayan--I can't call +him anything else, somehow--when he was showing me over yesterday. +And--you know that inscrutable smile of his--he just pointed up to the +telegraph wires--they go right across the garden you know--and said, +'There is half the news of half the world over our heads, anyhow.' It +knocked me over, I tell you, to think of it; and by Jove! Dering, next +week when the Lord-_sahib_ comes--" + +Vincent Dering laughed boisterously. "There'll be the millennium, of +course. Come along, Lance! It's time we were off to prepare his way. +Dashwood wants it done A1. They are going to lay on electric light, and +all that. By the way, Mrs. Smith told me to tell you she expected you +to breakfast." + +Ten minutes afterwards they were riding over the boat bridge to +superintend the laying out of the Vice-regal camp against the coming of +the Lord-_sahib_ and his hosts. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + UNDER-CURRENTS + + +Mumtaza Mahal, Roshan Khan's grandmother, lived in a queer little +backwater of a house which had eddied itself away from the main stream +of the town, and jammed itself against a wall of the palace as if +seeking dignity thereby. For all that it belonged irredeemably to the +city, and to its evil-smelling lanes. The word house, however, is +misleading to western ears, since this was simply a well-like +courtyard, with a great wooden bed set in the centre under a miserable +attempt at a tree which was used as a clothes-peg, a rack for +saucepans, and a variety of other domestic purposes. It fulfilled them +to the perfect satisfaction of its proprietress, a roundabout old lady, +plump as a button-quail, who, when she was not asleep inside the +arcaded slip of a room on one side, passed her time on the bed in the +scanty shade, keeping company with a sausage-roll of a pillow and a +quilt, both covered in faded, greasy silk. As a rule she did nothing +save eat _pan_; though sometimes, as a favour to Erda Shepherd, who +came to read to her once a week, she would give a few more stitches to +a knitted comforter which never seemed to get any longer. It had been +begun, indeed, under the auspices of another "Miss," who had returned +to England only to die, as so many do, from exposure, and overwork, and +homesickness. For the rest, Mumtaza was an arrogant, yet good-natured +old soul, who, despite those tears on her wedding-day, had kept +dissolute Walidad under her thumb, and his son also. Therefore, it was +one of her pet grievances--and she had many--that Roshan, her grandson, +should have defied her authority and entered the army. The great +standing grievance, however, was that the "_pinson_" she received from +Government because her husband had been deported with the Nawab to +Calcutta, was not so large as one received by a neighbour and gossip +whose husband had been hanged in the mutiny! The two old ladies came to +loggerheads over their respective claims once a month, regularly, when +pay-day came round; Mumtaza asserting shrilly that to die in a strange +country was more painful than hanging, Ashraf-un-nissa contending +roundly that if Walidad had had as much respectful affection for his +widow as her husband had had for his, he could easily have caused +himself to be hanged; since he had certainly deserved it. + +Whereat there would be war, until some one in the alley, or round the +corner did something outrageous,--threw slops over some one, or had +twins, or imported a new mother-in-law! Then, friendly discussion +becoming a necessity of life, the big wooden bed would once more hold +two old ladies, two roly-poly bolsters, two quilts--also two tongues! +But these confined themselves, for a time, to lesser grievances; such +as the general decadence of the age, manifested by the reluctance of +young people to obey the old. + +There was, however, no sign of displeasure in the reception prepared +for Roshan, when one afternoon, immediately after his arrival at +Eshwara, he appeared to prostrate himself at the feet of age; at least +so he had said in his letter of intimation. Mumtaza Mahal knew her duty +towards men-folk better than to show temper at once; knew also the +suffocating effect of ceremonials. So the tarnished treasures of past +state had been dug out of the mounds of litter heaped up in all four +corners of the arcaded room, and set about the courtyard. An old +elephant-housing covered the wooden bed, and to it Roshan was +conducted: his grandmother, despite her best green satin trousers, +squatting below, on a mat. + +The young soldier felt and looked thoroughly uncomfortable. Out of +sheer funk of the old lady's remarks if he had appeared in his usual +_mufti_ of English tweed and a close-fitting turban, he had reverted to +the airy muslins and embroidered smoking-caps of his forbears. He felt +chilly, barely decent in them; and, indeed, the whole environment was +absolutely repugnant to him. His grandmother's tramways could scarcely +be otherwise to one who had gone ahead by express train like Roshan +Khan. Thoroughly well-educated, he knew himself to be considered one of +the smartest native officers in the army. A first-class polo player, a +fair cricketer, able to handle cue and racket, and without equal at the +foils, he had for years met Englishmen on equal terms in sporting +matters. What wonder, then, that he sat looking inexpressibly bored +beside the _hookah_ which was the pride of his grandmamma's heart, in +that it had belonged to many dead and gone Nawabs? He was simply +longing for the solace of a smoke, yet he did not dare to use the +silver cigarette case with his initials, "R.K." on it, which Lance +Carlyon had given him at Christmas in return for the fencing lessons. +Fortunately, however, boredom and yawns are correct during visits of +ceremony, so Mumtaza Mahal crossed her little fat hands over her little +fat green-trousered legs, and told herself the lad was improved in both +manners and looks; was distinctly more like her brother, the late and +sainted Nawab. The fact emphasized her regret that, after a brilliant +career in a mission school, a career which must have led to a minor +clerkship, her grandson should have taken the unheard-of course of +entering the army! If he could even have gone as the Nawab's +grand-nephew, with a dozen troopers or so as following, it might have +been bearable; but, as Walidad's extraction barred all claim to noble +descent, enlistment meant something very different. The old lady, +accustomed to obedience all round, when the dreadful defiance had +occurred, ten years before, had called the stars to witness that it was +all--that everything was--Pidar Narayan's fault! And then she had +fallen a-whimpering, knowing right well that but for the latter's +intercession, she herself would have had no "_pinson_"; since +Government bars those who can be proved to be personally implicated in +evil doings. And now, as she sat looking at her grandson, the same +conflicting estimates made her irritable. Why had Pidar Narayan ever +put his finger in the Eshwara pie? Yet, without him, where would they +all have been? Still, he need not have taught the lad to fence, and so +turned him into a mean, common soldier. + +Now, whether this was true, whether his skill with the foils had turned +Roshan's thoughts towards a fighting life, or whether it was simply the +result of natural aptitudes that way, the choice of professions had +been wise. His Colonel,--of the old school though he was,--had +admitted, when pressed, that the young Mahomedan, _given practice_, +might be able to lead the regiment as well as a fresh-joined English +subaltern. The newer school, again, playing the _Krieg spiel_ against +him at Simla, and finding itself in grips with a genuine gift for +tactics, had shaken its head and confessed the hardship of such a +talent being barred from finding its proper level. Still it was +impossible to legislate for exceptions without upsetting the every-day +army apple-cart. + +Roshan himself, being sensible--above all, being of a nation which +accepts limitations as a law of God--was, as a rule, satisfied with his +future _risaldar_ majorship, and, if he was lucky, _Aide-de-Camp to the +Queen_, and a few other titles tacked on to it. Like all natives of +India he lived largely on the approbation of his immediate superiors, +and this he had without stint; besides, his whole line of thought had +become too military for any subversion of rule and discipline to seem +desirable. + +Yet the curb made itself felt sometimes; never more keenly than at his +grandmother's scornful look, when, in reply to her catechising, he +named his income. + +"Only that! _Bah!_ Tis the pay of a coolie!" + +"'Tis the pay of my rank, anyhow," he replied sulkily, "and I cannot +expect promotion yet; the rules--" + +She waggled her be-veiled, be-jewelled head cunningly. "Rules! What +have rules to do with favour, either for men or women? Lo! thy +grand-uncle, the Nawab, gave twice that to a coachman who had one eye +black and the other blue because he fancied him! So, if thou art in +favour, as thou sayest, ask for more. The _Huzoors_ will give it, +sooner than lose thee." + +Roshan did not attempt explanation; he simply evaded the point by +asserting that the pay was sufficient for his wants. In a way it was an +unfortunate remark, since it precipitated the lecture lurking in the +old lady's mind. + +"And for the wife's that is to come?" she asked, not without +dignity,--the dignity of age reminding youth that its turn for duty has +come. "And for the son's that has yet to be born? Why are these old +arms still empty of thy children, Roshan?" + +He had his answer ready; one that had hitherto baulked even the +matrimonial desires of his mother, who, having gone to live with her +own people, was backed up by sisters and sisters-in-law. + +"Because the Most High decreed freedom for wife and son." + +It was true. The wife found for him as a boy had died in child-birth. + +But Mumtaza had made up her mind to refuse this excuse any longer. +Matters were getting desperate. Here was Roshan past thirty, and never +a child's voice to soothe the passion which seems to come back, +vicariously, to Indian women in their old age. She had been brooding +over an appeal ever since she had heard that, after ten years' absence, +the lad was once more to be within reach of her tongue. So she edged +closer to him, an almost pathetic authority in her face. + +"That is but the skin of the orange, Roshan; I take not that as a gift! +There be more wives than one, if the one die, even for the _Huzoors_ +whom thou apest. Nay! Light of the house! frown not," she continued, in +sudden alarm at his look. "I did but mean that thou wert different from +thy fathers. How canst help it? Think not the old woman cannot +understand. Was I not young once? Was I not wedded with tears to thy +grandfather--on whom be peace! So I know the heart hath fancies, and +thine--listen while I whisper it--is--is for a wife like a _mem!_ +Wherefore not? Thou hast seen and talked with them--they have seemed +better to thee than a cow of a black girl! What then? Have not _mems_ +married our people ere now? And with thee,"--she looked round quickly, +to be certain of privacy, then leant closer still,--"with thee it would +be easy--for there is thy cousin." + +"My cousin?" he echoed stupidly. + +"Yea! thy cousin, when all is said and done," she repeated, with faint +scorn. "Is not the Miss at the palace Anari Begum's granddaughter? Was +not Anari Begum thy grandfather's sister? If that is not cousin, what +is it?" + +He had known these facts before, of course, but they had never +presented themselves to him in this connection. Yet they came +instantly, accredited by custom. His cousin; if so, his wife, if he +chose, almost by right. And yet from custom also, he--too sensible not +to have gauged the vast difference between his position as regards +Englishmen, and his position as regarded their wives, sisters, +mothers--was conscious of distinct revolt. "Thou shouldst not say such +things," he exclaimed almost angrily; "the Miss-_sahib_--" + +"Miss-_sahib_ indeed!" interrupted Mumtaza with a forced giggle. "Who +knows she is that? Not even Pidar Narayan." + +"Wherefore?" asked Roshan coldly. "Her mother was Bonaventura-_sahib's_ +child and heir. That is certain; else the Government would not have +continued the grants given to him by the Nawab." + +An expression of infinite cunning crossed the old lady's face; she +tucked another budget of _pan_ into her cheek, preparatory to a lengthy +explanation. + +"Not if it was payment for evidence given, by which Government could +find excuse for seizing the rest, and sending innocent people to die in +Calcutta? Thou knowest the tale, Roshan? How Pidar Narayan said no word +when everyone was searching, after Bun-avatar's death, for Anari Begum, +who had disappeared, and how, when the land was being taken, he +appeared with a baby, a baptized baby, and swore it was Bun-avatar's +lawful heir--that he himself had married them. Mayhap he did. But, look +you, Anari was in the palace _zenana_ ere she disappeared. Who is to +say she is not thy cousin twice over?... I say not that she is, look +you, but who can tell. Yet this is certain, Roshan; she hath Anari +Begum's eyes. For I have seen her; but a month ago the Miss who reads +brought her, not knowing of these tales; for Pidar Narayan keeps a +silent tongue. Her name is Laila,[3] and thine Roshan.[4] Is not that a +fate? and she hath thy grand-aunt's eyes; ay! and thy grandfather's +land too; for would it not have been Walidad's, if Bun-avatar had not +ousted him from the _wazeer_-ship with singing birds?" + +Roshan Khan stood up feeling as if he was being suffocated. It was ten +years since he had had experience of the fine-drawn meshes of vague, +almost useless, conspiracy for which Indian women have such vast +capability; it was ten years since, with eyes open to his own +advantage, he had cast in his lot loyally with the Government he +served. In that time there had not been wanting--there never is in +India--others, less scrupulous, ready to trade on his connection with a +dispossessed family, and his possible sense of injustice. He had known +how to treat them. But this idea bit shrewdly at a feeling which men of +his stamp have inevitably--the desire for a wife more suitable to their +own culture than they can hope to find among their own people. He gave +an uneasy laugh. "These be dreams, indeed, grandmother. To begin with, +Pidar Narayan--" + +"Pidar Narayan! Pidar Narayan!" echoed the old diplomatist tartly, "Art +turned Hindoo, that thou dost count Narayan[5] the Creator of all?" +Then she suddenly clapped her hands together in absolute impatience +and anger. "Yet is it true. He _is_ the cause of all! But for him +Bun-avatar would have been as an over-fried fritter, a burst bladder, +a drum on a hen's back! But for his teaching thee to fence--" + +A quick frown came to her hearer's face. "Teaching! Ay! but only enough +to make me fit for his skill to play with. I know that now. Well! let +him try it again--" Roshan's sudden fierceness died down to sombre +discontent--"but that is fool's talk. He is too old. I could not meet +him on equal terms." He drew himself up proudly; yet he felt a vague +regret at his own acquired sense of fair play. Below it lay a savagery +that could rejoice in revenge at any price, and Mumtaza Mahal, watching +him, thought him still more like his ancestors, and nodded approvingly. + +"Think of it, at least, Roshan," she said, "and remember that it is not +as if the girl were a real _mem_. Pidar Narayan, for all he is so +clever, was put to it to find a husband for the mother, the baptized +baby! He took a poor creature from Martin's school at Lucknow, at last, +who could not even speak English like a _Huzoor_--" + +"Because he was Italian and a Catholic," put in Roshan, then shrugged +his shoulders impatiently. "But thou canst not understand. 'Tis +impossible! Dreams, grandmother, dreams!" + +"Dreams come true even when forgotten, and torchbearers never see their +own way," retorted the old lady, ending the discussion with proverbial +wisdom as a clincher. "So think of it, since thoughts cost nothing, and +tell no tales." + +Roshan felt as if they did the former at any rate, as he strode back +toward the fort, telling himself he would feel better when he had on +his uniform once more. This was his _metier_, not marriage. The best +soldiers, the really great soldiers--he paused, the knowledge that he +could never rise to real greatness coming to make him clinch his right +hand as if on his sword-hilt. The tempest of revolt which swept through +him left him dazed, for he had reasoned the matter out with himself +thoroughly, and thought he had accepted the situation, thought that he +had realized that his dignity in the regiment under the present system +went side by side, and not behind, that of the English officers. Yet +here he was at the mercy of something too strong for acquired wisdom. +He walked on faster to escape into a more wholesome environment, and by +sheer force of will succeeded in driving away all thought of the past +interview save a triviality. That was the remembrance that her name was +Laila, his Roshan. Light and Darkness, Day and Night. A fate indeed. + +As he passed into the courtyard, however, on his way to the door in the +river bastion, a group in its centre, round the old gun, brought his +attention back to realities, and he went towards it, his slipper-shod +feet making no martial clank, this time, on the union-jack of raised +paths. The group consisted of half a dozen or so of men listening to +something which was being declaimed, with much gesticulation, by an +ash-smeared _jogi_, whose wide-pierced ears, distended by conch-shell +rings, and transverse bar of white on his forehead, showed him to +belong to the sect which claims to have transcendental powers. + +Apparently he had been making the claim, for a young man, whose costume +smacked of Western culture, and whose face was acute, litigious, +interrupted him impatiently. + +"Yea, yea; possibly thou couldst come over the obstruction, +Gorakh-nath-_jee_; but the question is whether the obstruction be +legal. Is it not so, Lala Ramanund?" + +Lala Ramanund, whose dress was even more Western, and who had a certain +air of distinction, due, evidently, to position, assented; adding, as a +rider, and with some contempt, that at present they had only _jogi_ +Gorakh-nath's word that any interference was intended. + +Gorakh-nath, a tall, muscular man, naked save for his grass-rope +girdle, his wild hair twined and twisted to a tiara, his wild, +half-insane eyes telling of drugs, shot a glance of absolute defiance +at Ramanund. "Thy name, _pundit-jee_, is not likely to give friendly +witness to mine," he began, alluding to the fact that they were +respectively called after the founders of their absolutely antagonistic +sects, "and yet methinks thou couldst, seeing--" + +Here Dya Ram, the first speaker, alarmed in his lawyer's soul at the +militant tone of the _jogi_, suggested hastily that they might inquire, +say at the gate; or stay! there was the _risaldar_ coming; he must +know. + +Once more, as he listened to the question put to him, the expression of +his race and creed came to Roshan's face, hiding its culture. + +"Of a certainty!" he replied haughtily. "The gun belongs to the Fort. +It is not to be used as a shelter for--for saints!" His contempt was +palpable. + +"I deny your premise," put in Dya Ram eagerly. "The gun is the people's +by prescriptive right. I can use it if I choose. The Government +professes neutrality; therefore, no one has a right to interfere with +my religion." + +Roshan's face was a study. "Lo! Dya Ram, for thou art my old +class-fellow surely, hast gone back to the old beliefs since the days +when thou didst sign thyself at the end of thy essays, and in thy +books, 'Dya Ram, Agnostic'?" + +Dya Ram gave an uneasy cough. "It is a question of legality--" he +began. + +"And of money also," put in a new voice cringingly. "The pilgrims come +hither to see the saint, and then bathe. But if there is no saint, many +will not come, and I, who have my right on the steps as marker of the +caste marks--" + +"Right!" echoed the Mahomedan curtly. "Have a care, caste-marker, lest +we do not claim the courtyard also." + +Here Ramanund, who had hitherto listened indifferently, took up the +cudgels. "That can scarcely be, _risaldar-sahib_," he said; "our pious +folk have come hither to perform their offices since time began." + +Gorakh-nath turned on him at once. "Not so, _Vaishnava!_" he said. +"Thou and thine know naught of the Beginning of Things. Come to us and +Holy Shiv-_jee_ for that! Thou art as far from the great wisdom as +he"--here he pointed wildly to Roshan--"yea! further, despite thy +pretence of purity! Despite thy hunger yesterday when, returning to thy +lost faith, thou didst come here to eat as the twice-born should, and a +shadow fell upon thy food! Despite thy deafness to this world just +now,"--here he laughed jeeringly,--"which kept thee back from bearing +witness to my truth, to the truth of Shiv-_jee's_ servant!" + +Dya Ram looked at him, then at Ramanund perplexedly. "What means he?" +he said aside. "Didst thou really come hither?" + +"My wife was dying," replied Ramanund in a low, rapid undertone, "and +I--you understand--there--there is nothing certain, you see--and any +chance--one goes back at such times--" he broke off almost desperately +in his confession. + +Dya Ram, who had signed himself Agnostic, nodded. He understood what it +was to be rudderless in a familiar current, and came to the rescue of +his friend's consistency by asserting that any such decision regarding +the gun, if one had been made, would certainly be disputed. That he and +his--though they demurred to its being counted against them for faith +in the worshipping of mere matter--would, if necessary, carry the case +to the High Court. + +"Carry it to the Court of thy god Indra, if need be, Dya Ram," retorted +Roshan, and as he strode off he spat deliberately in the dust. That +also surprised him faintly, for he had thought he had learnt tolerance +of the _Huzoors_. So, with a frown and yet with relief, he put his hand +on the latch which would open the way back to a less disturbing +environment. As he did so, another hand was on it also. The door opened +from within, and Father Ninian stood on the threshold barring it; but +barring it with smiles. + +"Ah! my pupil," he said in English. "I have been listening to your +praises from Captain Dering, and from Mr. Carlyon too. He says you are +the best fencer in the army. You and I must cross foils again sometime, +eh, my pupil?" + +Roshan, as he stepped aside elaborately to let the old man pass, drew +himself up and saluted. + +"If you please, sir; but I have learnt new things since--since those +days." + +His tone made Father Ninian pause to look at him for an instant; then +he replied, "And I have not forgotten the old; that makes us equal." + +Roshan gave a little hard laugh as he went in; if the old man liked to +think so, let him. + +But Father Ninian's face as he passed--a black shadow in the +sunshine--across the level steps leading down to the river wore a +wistful smile. Old and new, he thought. New and old. Senseless, useless +words, fit only for humanity to juggle dreams from, since no man knew +the unseen beginning, knew the unseen end; knew even his own birth and +death. In the endless band of life, naught came first, naught last, and +the things of to-day might be old, the things of yesterday might be +new. + +"_Margherita!_" + +The name came soundless to the priest's lips, and a quick flush of +youth, and hope, and joy seemed to smooth away the wrinkles of his +face. A faint laugh, a happy laugh, went further towards a hearing than +the name. It was sixty years ago, nearly, since he had left her. An old +story indeed, and yet how new. The new wine of it ran in his old veins, +thrilled to his old brain, and took him back absolutely to a palazzo on +the outskirts of Rome, with the pale flood of the Tiber flowing beneath +a marble loggia. He had never looked on running water since without +remembrance, and now--his feet having led him unconsciously to the +river's edge--he stood smiling at the pale flood of the Hari. For he +knew that he had fought a good fight, that he had kept the promise he +had made in order to still her soul; that he had kept her boy, Pietro +Bonaventura, so far as he could, from harm, and his child, and his +child's child, gathering them as lambs into the arms of Holy Church. + +And then something in the last thought drove the tender human smile +from his face. He murmured a "_Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa_," bent to +the stream, and dipping his fingers in it, crossed himself. + +"May Shiv-_jee's_ blessing go with his holy water, _Baba-jee_," said a +voice behind him. It was Gorakh-nath the _jogi_, who, his sympathizers +having departed, had come to fill his gourd. + +Father Ninian turned; so for a space they stood face to face; +representatives of the two great supernaturalisms of the world; the one +which has held the West, the one which has held the East. + +The old man's face, at first, returned to kindly human tolerance; for +his fifty years of Eshwara had widened his sympathies. But, as he stood +before the _jogi_ it hardened, and the priestly arrogance of the naked +ash-smeared figure, stretching a right hand in claim over the +sanctifying power of the river, was reflected in Father Ninian's as he +spread his left hand upwards, and turned on his heel with the words, +"_Vade retro Satanas!_" + + + + + CHAPTER V + + THE "DEE-PUK-RAG" + + +"You are tired to death as it is--why should you fuss any more over a +pack--" + +"Ssh! sir; don't talk rubbish. I am all right; and Eugene is so anxious +everything should be a success that I must. Besides I--I like it." + +Mrs. Walsall Smith sent the hostess' gathering smile round her long +luncheon table, and rose. So did Vincent Dering, who had sat at her +right hand--a position due to his rank as commandant of Eshwara--and, +as he did, he drew his chair aside to let the girl on his left pass, +with his usual somewhat _voyant_ courtesy, though it was only Laila +Bonaventura. He had met her several times during the past few days, and +the effect which her singing had made on him had vanished before her +general failure to interest him in the least. And to-day she actually +wore a blue sash! In addition she had filled up the time between her +monosyllables in methodically crumbling her bread and ranging the +results in a pattern, until the inanity of it had got on his nerves, +and he had felt inclined to beg her to desist. + +And yet, as in passing her black eyes looked into his with one +curious yet comprehensive flash, a memory of the extreme regularity of +the curves and lines which had annoyed him, made him--quite +irrelevantly--wonder hastily if he could have said anything to Muriel +which-- + +He broke off in his own thought impatiently, and gave an apologetic +glance after Mrs. Walsall Smith's fragile figure. There never was +anything, never! Never a word said, never a deed done, which all the +world--even Eugene Smith himself--might not hear and know. Vincent +Dering felt a pulse of sheer virtue as he looked down the long table at +his host, with the vague irritation which the possessors of women often +arouse in those who are not their possessors. For Muriel Smith's +half-playful, half-wistful rejection of sympathy had held that faint +hint of dutiful martyrdom which seems so purely angelic to selfish +man--unless he happens to be the wretch who inflicts it! + +Curious, he thought; Eugene wasn't much of a gentleman, but he wasn't a +bad sort, and he was fond of his wife, in a way. Yet he was blind to +the fact that Muriel was not fit to go trapesing about his blessed old +canal works with the pack of _padres_ and people he had got together to +do honour to his skill. She would do it, of course, and get through +with it, too! Here he helped himself to a glass of sherry, and felt +incoherently that she was the dearest and best woman in the world,--the +one woman in the world, so far as he was concerned. + +As he sat between those two empty chairs where those two women, so +absolutely unlike, had fenced him in on either side, a faint wonder +tinged his virtue in comparing the last three years with the time +before it. + +If anyone had told him, then, that he would write every day to a woman +and expect her to write to him without a word or a deed-- + +"Please, Dering-darlin'," said an imperious small voice, "mum wants +'oo, 'tos pup'll go off, she says, wis' all a gemplemen, an' she wants +'oo to go off wis' a ladies!" + +"All right, little 'un," he laughed gladly, finishing his sherry at a +gulp, and, ere catching the little mite in his arms, giving himself +that smartening pull together which was so characteristic of the man. + +He looked very handsome, very happy, as he came up, with Gladys shaking +her curls at him in outrageous flirtation. + +"How kind!" said Muriel. "I don't know what I should do without you." + +That was all; but it sent him off in absolute content to tackle the +stoutest lady in the room. + +"If _you_ make the move, Mrs. Campbell," he said diplomatically, +"everyone will follow, and I know Mrs. Smith is anxious we should +start, as it will take some time to go round." + +"Ay! that it will!" assented the good lady in a mournful Scotch accent. +"'Deed if it were not for Dr. James--" she glanced fearfully at a tall +man in a black frock coat--a man whose patriarchal beard had once been +red and was now the colour of a carpet whisk--who was buttonholing +Father Ninian; the latter, with his straight slenderness, looking +almost youthful beside the other's burly bulk. + +"I wouldn't go if I didn't want to," put in a sharp-featured lady who +belonged to another black frock coat--a small one. "You spoil the +doctor, Mrs. Campbell. As I tell _my_ husband, I yield to him in +spiritual matters--the mission, you know, and all that; but when it +comes to realities--the housekeeping, and what we are to eat, and do, +and that sort of thing--that is my province." + +Mrs. Campbell turned her fat good-natured face on her neighbour's +placidly. "Ay, my dear; but ye didn't promise to be a wife to Dr. +James, an' I did. So, Captain Dering, if you can find my niece--" + +"Miss Shepherd is quite safe, Mrs. Campbell. Carlyon's looking after +her," interrupted Vincent, feeling another spasm of sheer virtue. He +had seen the two sitting together at lunch, apparently interested in +each other, and he had noticed how Lance, on entering the drawing-room, +had made his way straight to those coils of red-bronze hair which had a +trick of being the most conspicuous point in any group of which they +formed part. So Lance would enjoy himself simply; he would not have to +gain pleasure in complex fashion by dragging about a _posse_ of +uninteresting old ladies, for the sake of a lady who was neither. +Vincent's face had a bored look as he began his task by piloting his +charge into the verandah, and so on into the open. + +It was hot work crossing the stretch of sand which lay between the +bungalow and the red brick abutments of the canal head; but once there, +with the broad still basin of the united rivers before you, a cool +breeze blew pleasantly from that blue barrier of hills with the +gold-spiked temples of Eshwara enamelled against it, and a soft white +mist hiding the feet of the far-distant snows; so hiding the "Cradle of +the Gods! The floods had gone, however, and so had the robe of +righteousness. The sandbanks lay bare, of the earth, earthy. The logs, +too, were no longer dipping and dancing in the currents. Some were +piled criss-cross on the spit, awaiting ransomers, and a few lay like +straight shadows, half in, half out of the receding water. + +"A log! not a bit of it!" said someone, stooping for a stone. "Look!" + +The missile fell far short of the low streak of sand and shadow, but +did its work. The shadow disappeared, as a bottle-nosed alligator +slipped silently into the stream. Most eyes watched it, but Lance +Carlyon's turned to Erda Shepherd. He had only met her once, casually, +when he was out fishing on the spit, since the day when Father Ninian +had introduced them, and they had seen something else in the river that +was also not a log. + +"Do you remember," he began impulsively, "the first time we met?" + +A shadow slipped into her limpid bronze eyes also. "Certainly," she +interrupted coldly. "It is not so very long ago--is it?" + +She had fenced with his assumption of friendliness more than once +already; feeling vexed with herself, the while, that she should do so. +Since what did it matter? However much she might regret--and she had +regretted with foolish unseen blushes as she had lain awake at night +wondering what had possessed her--the almost indecent unveiling of +realities in that first five minutes, she could not undo it. Besides, +she had told herself, he had in all probability forgotten it in polo, +and partridge-shooting, fishing, and such things. + +But he had not, apparently; and he parried her fence with a still more +friendly laugh. + +"I didn't mean that, of course; but we won't talk of it, if you'd +rather not. It isn't a very Mark Tapleyish subject, is it, for an +afternoon party?" + +The blush was to be seen this time. "So I have been thinking myself, +Mr. Carlyon, ever since last Wednesday," she began, still more coldly, +"and I am sorry--" + +He interrupted her quite cavalierly. "I didn't mean that, either, and +you know I didn't. However, we'll leave it alone. So you're not coming +to the ball! Do you know, I think it's an awful pity; I'm sure you'd +dance beautifully." + +She felt outraged, in a way, and yet she smiled. He seemed so much +younger than she was. Younger; but stronger and more vital. That calm +assertion, too, that she knew she was playing feminine tricks with him, +had been manly and dignified to quite a crushing degree. She could not +help being at once meek and indulgent. + +"I don't dance, Mr. Carlyon," she said quietly; adding, as a rider and +salve to her conscience, "I--I think it wrong." + +"I thought you might," he returned, evidently pleased at his own +acumen, "but I don't see it that way. Of course if--if you go in for +those ideas, you know, you can make it seem--well--awful low; but I--" +he paused before even a possible sounding of his own trumpet--"you see +I think it's awfully jolly; besides, it's such ripping good exercise, +and I have to be careful, I tell you, not to put on flesh. I ride +thirteen-four, as it is." His face grew grave over the confession. + +"Is that much?" she said, her eyes caught and held by the splendid +figure beside her. "You are very tall, surely." There was almost a +pride in her tone, certainly a tenderness. + +He shook his head. "Not so tall as my people are generally. We Carlyons +run to size. My uncle, Sir Lancelot's, six-three, and his son is +six-four; but he's a bit weedy. So when you're only six-one and a half +you can't afford to wax fat; you've got to keep the body in subjection. +That's right, isn't it?" His pride in his Scriptural knowledge made it +impossible for her to be stern, though she felt she ought to be. + +"Quite right, Mr. Carlyon," she assented, hurriedly, "but see! the +others have gone on, and I don't want to miss--She stumbled, in her +haste to end the tete-a-tete, on a loose brick, and for an instant was +over-near the edge of the abutment. + +"Take care!" he said, his hand on hers to give support; a cool, strong +hand, with an insistence in its clasp which seemed to single her out +from the world to stand so, hand fast in hand. "You were very nearly +over that time," he said, smilingly, as he released her. "Now let's +come on, or, as you say, we shall be too late for the fair. Smith's +going to show off his electric light in the tents, you know." + +Perhaps it was the slip which had made her dizzy, but she walked beside +him feeling as if she were in a dream. And, in truth, the scene which +grew upon them as they went on had a strange unearthliness and +unreality. She paused, and gave a little gasp of pleasure and surprise. +"It seems impossible!" she said. "A week ago, when I was here, it was +all sand, sand; and now--" + +Her eyes met the wide, flower-set walks, the stately white palaces of +the Vice-regal camp with absolute incredulity. "Did you do all this?" +she asked, doubtfully. "Why, you've made a new world!" She felt +inwardly as if he had, somehow, for her. + +"Oh! Vincent did a lot of the decorations, you know. He's that sort. +We--my fellows, I mean, and Dillon's gaol-birds--dug, and did the dirty +work. But it looks all right, doesn't it?" + +It did, indeed,--absolutely and entirely all right. So white, so +straight, so disciplined; even to the very twist on the tent ropes. + +"That peg's out of line," said Lance, pausing suddenly. "Here, +sergeant!" + +A following had gathered in their rear, bringing up the little +procession of Englishmen and women, with a knot of dark faces, and from +it a man in dust-coloured drill stepped, and saluted. + +"Two inches, or, say, an inch and a half." Erda caught so much in the +order given as she walked on. + +_Two inches, or, say, an inch and a half!_ No more than that wrong in +this dream city; and over yonder? Her eyes travelled past the snowdrift +of the camp, rising against the blue background of wide water, to +Eshwara, rising against its background of blue hill. + +"I thought so; a good inch and a half," said Lance exultantly, coming +up with measured strides. "It makes a lot of difference though." + +She looked at him critically. Older by some months than he, full of +strong character, almost overfull of strong convictions, she was +yet--as women must be until experience of work-a-day life teaches them, +as it has taught men, the value of subordination--curiously +undisciplined, curiously lawless. And this striving after uniformity +impressed her. + +"I suppose you learn that sort of thing in the army," she said, with a +new respect. + +He laughed. "I should think so; buttons and bootlaces all to pattern. +It's an awful bore, but it keeps things going. Now, here we are! Now, +you can see properly." + +They stood in the centre of the camp, in front of the huge _durbar_ +tent, that wandering throne of an empire fixed and immovable as the +stars. In front of them, rising out of a wilderness of roses, +blossoming where nothing but sand had shown since the primeval sea +receded from the hills, was the flag of that empire, its folds drooping +round the mast. And beyond it, past the two brass guns pointing down +the long vista, was an avenue of palms, bordered by green grass and +beds of flowers, and intersected by broad paths leading back to the +solid white squares of the tents. At the farther end, a quarter of a +mile or more from the flagstaff, a triumphal arch at the entrance +showed, until the palm-leaves cut it short, a legend: + + + "WELCOME TO THE LORD----" + + +and above it, far at the feet of those distant snows, lay that wreath +of white mist hiding the "Cradle of the Gods." + +Erda's eyes travelled to it, and from it to the other vistas, similar +yet smaller, stretching to the right and left of her. Then to the +orderly rows on rows of tents, looking like solid blocks of marble +behind her. The whole shut in from the world by a high white wall; +still, silent, empty, waiting for the Hosts of the Lord. A snow-drift +facing that mist-drift on the hills. And between them? Eshwara, and all +that Eshwara held of evil and of good. + +The dreaminess left her eyes, startled at a band of dark figures which +at this moment appeared rounding the corner of a tent--figures in +scanty striped clothing with a broad arrow on it; figures with shaven, +close-capped heads and leg irons clanking, as their bare feet threaded +through the flowers. And behind them, half-hidden, as ever, under his +mushroom of a hat, came George Dillon. He had noticed, as he passed +with the others, that the roses were flagging a bit under the hot sun, +and had gone back to summon a fatigue party of his criminals to water +them. + +"Bring another go, _mate_," he ordered, as the gang, filing past the +flagstaff, emptied their earthen pots; "then go back to the road. And +be quick. There's no time to lose. The Lord-_sahib_ comes to-morrow." + +They obeyed with grins; and Dr. Dillon, as he paused beside Lance and +Erda, looked after them approvingly. "They like this better than +picking oakum, and I've had to set some of 'em to do that, now the +digging's done. I shall be glad when this show's over, and we move on." + +"Move! where?" asked Erda. + +"Where there is work to be done, Miss Shepherd. Satan finds mischief, +you know, especially with his own hands." He paused and smiled. +"They're a queer lot. Do you know some of them are in a blind funk +because they think a percentage of them have to be sacrificed before +the water will run." He grew grave again. "Poor devils!" he added, in a +softer tone--"as if they hadn't paid tribute already. I lost over a +hundred last year, what with pneumonia and malaria, but they don't seem +to count that--that is the will of the gods. But I say, hadn't you +better be going into the tent if you want to see the light-up? Smith +went off to his plant five minutes ago with his gang, so it's about +time." + +It was almost pitch dark in the huge tent, and as they slipped in +through the closed portieres, Vincent Dering's voice called to them. + +"Be quick, please; and, Carlyon, tell them to shut down the outer +screens. We want to have a real flash-up, and I believe we are all here +now." + +Whether that was so or not Erda could not tell. The brief ray of light +caused by their entrance had only shown her Captain Dering's figure +beside his hostess, and given her a glimpse of Laila Bonaventura's +white dress close by. So it was eerie, in a way, to wait in the +darkness, knowing it to be full of people she knew; yet to have +consciousness of nothing save their voices, since age, sex, position, +even race, were alike awaiting this new light which was to make them +manifest. Perhaps the eeriness struck her companions also, for the +voices came clearly; not in a babel, but answering each other in the +listening, waiting silence. + +"We are all full of sparks, I assure you, Mrs. Campbell." + +"I am weel aware o' it, Doctor Dillon; but it's too much like a brand +snatched frae the burning to my taste; for Doctor James will have +it--" + +"Undoubtedly, my dear Ann. It appears to me, sir, and I trust it will +to you, as a most interesting scientific fact, calculated to confound +those who scoff at the possibility of eternal punishment in a fire that +is not quenched--" + +"Or to comfort those who believe in a cleansing one--who seek a place +in the crown of stars about their Mother's head--who feel the flame of +immortality." Its faint hesitancy betrayed this voice, as the dryness +did the next. + +"If I've got to generate my own heaven or hell, I prefer to pass; but +if one could turn on a fifty-candlepower reflecting lamp during a _post +mortem_ or a bacillus hunt, it would be useful." + +"Yes! Fancy being able to get up at night and see, at once, in all +corners of the room if there were snakes!" + +This brought a laugh till a fragile voice said plaintively, "That's +just the worst of it. When one begins to see things too clearly, they +are so apt to be nasty." + +"That, my dear Madam, has always appeared to me as an additional +argument against those who contend that Perfect Wisdom could not wisely +have produced so imperfect a being as Man." + +"Surely, Dr. Campbell," interrupted a tart voice, "the necessity for +something on which to exercise our faith proves that; but then I am +only a woman. I confine myself to realities." + +"Then what a bore it would be if there were no delusions! By Jove! it +would be dull. Who is it says the soul of man lies in his imagination?" +Captain Dering's voice could not be mistaken. + +"Just so--and nowhere else." + +This came in an aside, and was followed in the same tone by the eager, +hesitating voice. "Scoffer! When you men of Science spend your lives in +listening--to the things which cannot be heard--looking for the things +that cannot be seen-- Ah! doctor!--you can't impose on me. I know +you--I have seen you." + +The very darkness seemed abashed, and there was silence; till a new +voice, young, full-throated, broke it. "But how can you tell if things +are nasty till you have seen them--they may be nice. Ah-h-h!" + +It had come like a creation, flooding all things with irresistible +light. + +A sort of sigh made itself heard; a sigh of vague relief. "By Jove!" +said Captain Dering, "it will make a difference to the _durbar_. As a +rule you can't see the diamonds and jewels; and they are half the +show." + +Palpably there could be no fear of that. To the uttermost corner of the +vast tent, the pattern of its lining of shawls was visible; each boss +on the parcel-gilt poles glittered and shone; the very legend round the +arms of England above the Vice-regal chair stood out clear "_Dieu et +mon droit_." And the expression on the two groups of dark faces, the +one which had come by invitation to see, the other which had crept in +at the further end, could not be mistaken. In the one, indifference +struggled with curiosity; in the other assent was mingled with awe. + +"What are they saying?" asked Lance, who, having come late, stood close +to the latter group. "Something about _Dee-puk-rag_. What's that?" + +Erda shook her head. "Father Ninian will know--he knows all these +things--that is why they call him Pidar Narayan, and let him do +anything. Sometimes I wonder if it isn't the best way." The last, +spoken to herself, was interrupted by Father Ninian's echo. + +"The _Dee-puk-rag!_ Why, yes--of course!" He turned to the dark faces +in sheer delight. "Yea! brothers!" he said in Hindustani, "ye are +right! It is the _Dee-puk-rag_--the sign of kingship. Have I not told +ye always that the Lord is with us--and with you?" Then he turned back +to his other hearers: "It means the Song of Light--a charm--a spell +which the great men of old knew. Is it not so, Ramanund?" + +A half-reluctant voice from the invited replied, "The ignorant say so, +sir." + +A faintly sarcastic smile came to the fine old face. "And they believe +its possession marks the born ruler of men--the God-sent guide; since, +when it is sung, the light comes from the stars to help the world on +its way--to dispel the darkness! Ah-h-h!" + +It had gone! and in the black night which settled blankly on speaker +and audience, a faint, far cry came from outside. More than one woman's +voice echoed it with a little startled gasp of suspense. + +"It is all right!" called Vincent Dering, "the thing is always popping +in and out--I've seen it at Euston--it will come back directly." And +then, in response to something he alone had heard, he whispered, "Don't +be alarmed; Eugene will set it right in a moment--really--" + +As he bent his head a scent of violets--the scent she always +used--assailed him; and that half-heard appeal--"Oh, what is it, +Vincent?" seemed still in his ears. Even in the darkness he knew she +must be close to him. He felt the soft ruffle of the lace about her +hand upon his wrist. It trembled, surely. Did it? Or was it only +his own bounding pulse. A sudden imperious desire to know--to be +certain--swept through him. + +Then, with a sort of suffocating rush to heart and brain, came the +knowledge that his clasp was answered by that small hand--so small, so +clinging, so trustful--so dear--so absolutely dear--so dear!--so very +dear!! + +As he stood in the darkness, he knew that every mooring was gone, knew +that this--this thing--would change--must change--the whole position. +It was a light, indeed; a light showing the way--a different way! A +sort of fierce exultation took possession of him. He knew, now, that he +had been dreaming till then; that he had been blind. + +"Ah! what a relief! That dreadful darkness was getting on my nerves," +said a calm voice coming to him from out of the flood of white light +which seemed to have rent their hands asunder. + +Their hands--when she stood yonder? He turned, bewildered, to find a +pair of grave black eyes fixed critically on him. + +"I--I--he began. + +"It doesn't matter," said Laila Bonaventura, with stolid indifference. +"You thought it was her hand, of course. I quite understand." + +Did she? Did--could--anyone? even he himself? + +God! How content--how happy he had been--how certain-- + +"Dillon! Dillon! For God's sake, where's Dillon?" came an excited +voice, as Eugene Smith burst into the tent, bringing the afternoon +sunshine to war with that unearthly light. "Come along, man! There's +been an accident in the workshop! I warned them not to touch--one--a +mere boy--did. Got startled, I suppose, and fell over--onto the +circular saw--it was going. His leg--I've tried a _tourniquet_, but I +can't stop--" + +The remainder was inaudible; the caller and the called, followed by +Vincent, glad of any interruption to the intolerableness of his +confusion, were already running as for dear life down the palm-set +avenue towards the canal workshop outside the walls. + +That it was for death, however, not life, Dr. Dillon saw at a glance; +though, without a pause, he knelt down in the fateful, irresistible +tide of life blood which was ebbing and flowing with such awful +insistency, and set his teeth in fight. + +Yet once he gave an upward glance to the long, low roof so full of +driving bands and wheels and levers, so full of men's power, so empty +of men's passion; and then a straight one to the circle of ignorant, +awe-stricken, dark faces closing in round him. And as he did so, he +muttered to himself:-- + +"I wouldn't have had this happen for a thousand pounds--and a +high-caste man, too!" + +Undoubtedly; the sacred thread showed on the shoulder under the broad +arrow--for the twice-born are twice-born even in gaol. + +"Lay him on Mother Earth to die, ye of his caste!" said a voice from +behind. It was Father Ninian's. His haste had driven the colour from +his face; he stood breathless, yet calm, his right hand raised. In the +awestricken circle none stirred; there was no sacred thread upon their +shoulders. + +"Give me a hand, please, Dr. Dillon," said the old man quietly; "he +will not die easy there." So, between them, they shifted the slight +figure from the wooden platform on which it had fallen, to the ground +all sodden and stained with that tide of blood. A faint content seemed +to come to the half-conscious face; the head nestled itself into the +soft earth as if to rest. + +The circle of dark and white faces fell back alike, leaving the doctor +and the priest alone with death,--the doctor with both hands detaining +that ebbing tide of life, the priest with the _viaticum_ of another +faith on his lips speeding it on its way. + +"Lo!" whispered some of the circle. "Hark to his '_Ram Ram!_' He +knows--Pidar Narayan knows." + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + ALPHA AND OMEGA + + +Am-ma was fishing. Breast deep in the water, which in the early dawn +stretched like a shining shield to meet the pale primrose vestments of +the coming day, his bodiless head and shoulders slid sedately over the +surface like some strange kind of wild-fowl; for his hands, clasped at +the back of his curly frizz of hair, held the apex of a conical, +reed-distended net, shaped like a pair of wings. His eyes were closed, +and, despite all lack of visible movement, the tenseness of every +muscle, the strained look of every curve, showed that he was on the +alert for something; that something, being the first hint of possible +prey sent by his hidden feet as they felt, like hands, over the bottom. +Felt lightly, buoyantly, with scarce more pressure than the water +itself, until, at the first suspicion of a fish lying half-buried in +the sand, they would fling themselves air-wards to change places with +his head; and that, with the net twirled dexterously above it, would go +down like an extinguisher over the suspicious ridge or furrow. +Sometimes--most often, of course,--they proved to be nothing else; but +sometimes, again, there would be a pause, during which the black legs +would remain uppermost, and then, once more, the black head would come +air-wards with a wriggling fish, held, if it happened to be a small +one, in its white teeth. For Am-ma had not been provided by nature with +a pouch, like the pelicans who were fishing hard by; and, being +absolutely destitute of clothing and pockets, had to sidle sedately to +the bank with each prize before seeking another, since both hands and +feet were needed for its capture. Otherwise, his method of fishing was +little removed from the birds,--the net being considered as his beak. +If anything, it was the more primitive of the two, since the pelicans +fished in companies, drawing a serried line round each likely shallow; +whereas Am-ma had all the distrust of his fellow which marks man in his +earliest development. For, even amongst his kind, Am-ma was held to be +barbarian; though, Heaven knows! the six or seven millions of wild +tribes and forest races in India which go to make up its two hundred +and eighty, are primitive enough. Those six or seven millions, frankly, +absolutely savage, who, as the census puts it, are 'not to be +specified'; remaining, as they do, untouched by either the +civilizations or religions with which they have come in contact. Six or +seven millions, whose very superstitions are their own monopoly! + +Some there were among these fisher folk of Eshwara who, like Gu-gu, +were faintly leavened with latter-day learning, faintly amenable to +latter-day standards; but Am-ma's dull brain was satisfied with what it +had inherited; which included, amongst other things, sight, hearing, +touch, keen almost beyond belief. So he opened his eyes at a sound +which, to an ordinary person, would have been as inaudible as the swift +coming of sunlight in the sky; and his sight told him immediately what +it was in detail. A canoe was coming down the lagoon with two men in +it. Now there was only one canoe in Eshwara, and that belonged to +Pundit Ramanund. He had been over the black water, and learnt, amongst +a number of other strange new things which were of no use, how to +paddle a canoe--his own or another's! For what good was a canoe when +you did not know the sandbanks? And how could you know the sand-banks +unless you swam over them and dived down to them? Then, if you could do +that, what was the good of a canoe? An air-bag, or even an earthen pot +under the pit of your stomach, on which you could lie, was sufficient +for all practical purposes. + +Therefore one of the men Am-ma knew must be Ramanund; the other, by his +turban, was a Mahomedan. Did _he_ know the sand-banks? Am-ma shaded his +eyes with one hand, and watched to see. Evidently not; the canoe stuck +here, there, everywhere, yet still came on slowly. But if the occupants +wanted--as everybody seemed to want nowadays--to cross over to the +other side--that other side where the red brick headworks of the canal +showed like a plinth--to those strange, new white tents where the Lord +was expected; then they would find the navigation more intricate. + +Am-ma being conservative inevitably, smiled at the certainty, closed +his eyes, and went on fishing; till he opened them again at a shout. + +"Which way?" he echoed, his voice sounding hollow from its nearness to +the water. "By the deep stream, always." + +"And which is that, fool?" came Roshan's voice angrily. + +"Where there is most water," returned Am-ma calmly. "Cease from +paddling, and the canoe will tell you without fail. Such things know of +themselves. They are wise." + +"But we want to get over to the camp as quickly as we can," said +Ramanund, interrupting an impatient retort of Roshan Khan's, with an +aside to the effect that they had better not alienate their only hope. +The river was lower than he had expected, or he would never have +suggested crossing in the boat, as quicker than the bridge; yet there +was not time to go back. + +Am-ma smiled cunningly. "None will get quicker than he can, my masters; +that much is certain." Being pleased with his own wit, he laughed, and +kicking up his heels, ducked his head, to come up again a few yards +nearer in shallower water, where he could stand and salaam. + +"The noble people," he said gravely, "must surely follow the stream if +they go in company; but if they will quit comfort, and wade, carrying +their boat here and there, I, Am-ma, will show them. But it is +annoyance. Without going with the stream there is always annoyance." + +"It is better than going back or sticking still, anyhow!" remarked +Roshan Khan to his companion; adding in Hindustani--"Then come +quick--there is room for thee and thy net, and we will pay thee." + +Am-ma shook his head. "There is weight enough for difficulties without +me, my masters; and here or there is one to a fisher." So saying, he +closed his net with one dexterous twist, slipped his arms through it so +that it hung behind his back, and struck across the shallows. + +"Yonder is our aim," he said briefly, pointing to a blue thread of +smoke rising from the water's edge a good way down stream. "They burn a +dead man there to-day; it is ever a good guide to the living." + +"'Twill be the Brahmin lad the _Huzoors_ killed by mistake with their +_Dee-puk-rag_. Didst hear the tale?" asked Ramanund. Why, he would have +been puzzled to tell, since he had no definite desire to foster +ill-feeling or fear; but it had been the talk of the town till those +small hours which end gossip, even in India, and the talk had confirmed +the theory, which so many of his kind hold firmly, if vaguely, that the +mass of the people feel the English rule to be unjust. + +But Am-ma was not of the people. He was of the six million and odd +barbarians. He turned, showing his broad white teeth in a grin. "Ay! +'Twas well done. Now, as in old days, folk will know who is true +leader." There was no doubt, no fear in his mind. Had not his tribe +always, of old, chosen as its chief and God the man who could hold a +torch in each hand at arms' length, one lighted, the other unlit, and +bid the flame pass from one to the other seven times? And as for a +man's life, was it not always expedient that one should die for the +people upon occasions? + +Ramanund frowned; perhaps because Am-ma concluded by ordering the crew +out of the boat, and the water was cold. It could scarcely have been +anything else which brought annoyance, since he, like most of his kind, +prided himself on being truly a British subject. + +So, paddling and pushing, wading, and even carrying, they crossed from +shallow to shallow, from sand-bank to sand-bank, led by Am-ma, swimming +and diving like a duck, or walking on ahead unconcernedly, his eyes +fixed in keen-sighted approval on that group close to the water's edge, +towards which he steered. + +Yet it was a gruesome group, in truth, which circled round that +solitary and still more gruesome figure in the centre. A figure +squatting like the rest (since, when wood is dear, funeral piles must +be restricted) in full view, yet mercifully obscured for the most part +by the heavy column of smoke which rose straight to a level with the +leaping flames, then, tilting sideways before the intermittent breeze +of early dawn, drifted westward, to hide those white tents upon the +horizon. + +"Above or below, fool!" called Ramanund, sharply, as they neared the +shore. "I am no _Dom_, like thou, to choose my way among dead men's +bones." + +The allusion to the semi-aboriginal tribe who earn their livelihood by +streaking the dead, brought a frown this time to Am-ma's face. + +"I am no _Dom_, either," he retorted, "and were I one, thou wouldst be +glad of my guidance to the fire some day, Pundit-_jee!_" Roshan Khan +listened with the wholehearted contempt of his race and creed. "Be +quick, either way," he said, scornfully. "We have bare time, as it is." + +Yet he, also, swerved from that gruesome group, which, as the +two--dressed as Europeans, save for their turbans--stepped ashore and +hurried off in the direction of the camp, stood up in a linked +semi-circle to salaam, then squatted again with a clank of leg irons. + +Am-ma, his task over, had paused in the deeper water, and was once more +sidling sedately. The sun had risen with the inconceivable swiftness +with which it rises from a dead-level, treeless plain, and shone +reddish-yellow, like a fire, on his wet skin. The shadow of that dense +column of smoke sidled sedately on the water also, shifting with the +shifting spirals of the reality. + +"Had he spilt blood?" asked Am-ma, suddenly, as that something, +half-hidden in the smoke, seemed to dissolve, sending a great fountain +of sparks, bright even in the sunlight, up into the air. + +One in the semicircle clucked denial. + +"A _jogi_--they say of Gorakh-nath's monastery--had him for disciple. +And there was _dhatoora_ in the sweetmeats, for sure. Whether he was +strangler, God knows! Perhaps. Yet such travellers deserved poison; who +but a fool trusts a strange hand?" + +A big man at the end of the semicircle, who had a sinister face despite +his good conduct badge, looked round hastily to where, a little +distance off, the two jail-warders in charge were dividing a smoke on +the sly with swift mysterious bubblings; then lowered his voice. + +"Ay! none but fools; and _he_--" (a nod towards that thing in the +centre which was now dying down to red embers pointed his meaning) "is +the first; not the last. I, Gopi, _gosain_,[6] say so. Let fools wait +and see. Wise men will not." + +There was a clank of leg irons as if some stirred uneasily. "Thou canst +talk," murmured a voice. "When thy 'tucket' (ticket of leave)--God +knows how got!--is so nigh." + +Gopi smiled comfortably. "Ay! To-morrow, and the next day, and the +next. Then, once more, purification in the Pool of Immortality. Once +more, sanctification at the 'Cradle of the Gods.'" He cast his eyes +upwards unctuously, like an Eastern Chadband, so rehearsing the part of +piety he meant to play once more on his release. + +Am-ma nodded his bodiless head cheerfully. "There will be no Pool of +Immortality for the pilgrims this year. So Gorakh-nath says. The canal +will drain the spring. But then, he is angry at being turned out of his +gun. The people will not give so much--that is it!" + +The _gosain's_ face lowered at the news. "Turned out? Who hath done +it?" + +Am-ma's eyes were closed, for his feet had found likely ground; he +paused a second, tensely alert-- + +"He who comes," he said, suddenly; "the Master." + +As he spoke, the quick thud, followed by a lingering reverberation of +the first saluting gun, told that the Viceroy of India was entering his +camp. + +"The Lord hath come!" said the circle of prisoners, in awed tones. + +All save Gopi, the _gosain_. He sneered. "The Lord-_sahib_. Ay! he may +be that--but the Master--no!" + +Am-ma gave a contented little chuckle. + +"He killed _that_, anyhow," he said nodding again, "and he hath the +_Dee-puk-rag_. Is not that enough for poor folk?" Then his feet, +feeling something far out of sight in the still deep waters, came +air-wards, and his head went down. + +When it came up again, the gang of prisoners were being filed back to +gaol, leaving the still glowing embers of what had been a man to send a +clear blue smoke into the clear blue sky. + +"They have the _Dee-puk-rag_--that is enough," murmured the fisher to +himself as he slid with the stream. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + THE WORLD'S DESIRE + + +The Viceroy's camp was no longer a city of dreams. + +Its silence had gone, lost in that indefinable sense of sound which +seems to come from the heart-beats, even, of unseen humanity; and +the whiteness, the purity of it, was stained and smirched by the +scarlet-as-sin coatees of the innumerable orderlies, who bustled about +from tent to tent, with huge files of references, or lingered at the +tent doors extorting shoe-money from the native visitors, who came in +shoals to plead for patronage from one or another of the bigwigs +belonging to the Hosts of the Lord-_sahib_. Groups of these +petitioners, awaiting their turn for an interview, were to be seen at +most tents; but they stood in crowds round one, in which the +Commissioner of the Division was making the final arrangements for the +coming _durbar_; in consultation with the Under Secretary to Supreme +Government. It was a difficult task, involving as it did the +classification of the aristocracy, plutocracy, and democracy of India, +in one generally satisfactory Court-guide. + +"It cann't be done in this wurrld," remarked the Commissioner, in one +of those suave, plastic, Cork brogues which might be made of Cork +butter from the softness and lack of friction they bring to the English +language. "An' what's more the Archangel Gabriel couldn't do it in +heaven, though he'd have a better chance; for the Cherubim wouldn't be +wanting seats at all! We are bound to displease somebody, so let's cast +lots before the Lord; it's Scriptural, annyhow." + +The Under Secretary looked a trifle shocked, being unacquainted with +the Commissioner's methods. + +"But we must,"--he began. + +The other's keen face looked up from the lists for a second. "Of course +we must--we govern India practically, by cane-bottomed chairs. Ye +remember old Gunning. No!--before your time, I expect! Well! he kept +two hundred miles of North-West frontier as quiet as the grave, for +five years, by the simple expedient of awarding thirteen seats in his +divisional _durbar_ to each of his districts, and only taking twelve +chairs with him into camp. The _maliks_, you see, never could tell +which would be chosen odd man out, an' the fear of it kept 'em like +sucking doves." + +"Indeed!" remarked the Under Secretary, fidgeting with his lists +resignedly, for he was under the impression that time was being lost. +"I'm afraid that sort of thing wouldn't answer nowadays." The elder man +looked at him gravely; just one short glance, as he dipped his pen in +the ink and went on writing, revising, referring. + +"Not a bit of it! They'd send down to Whiteway Laidlaw's and get +Austrian bent-wood chairs by value payable parcel post! The Teuton, +sir, is ruinin' British prestige by cheapenin' the seats of the mighty. +There! that's done--block A's beautiful entirely. Now for block B. +Who's your favourite, and why are you backing him?" + +Once more the junior appeared a trifle shocked. "With reference to +Roshan Khan," he began. "His Excellency desired me to ask whether it +might not be possible to give him a step for being, as it were, in his +own division. He belongs to Eshwara, I believe." + +"The very reason why he cann't get an inch more than his due. But you +can tell H. E. that I've settled it. I've asked Dering to put him on +duty, an' when he is in uniform there's no mistaking his place. And +then we'll ask him in to the reception afterwards with the _sahib +logue_. Who's your next--Dya Ram! what, the little pleader?--Why the +blazes should he come to _durbar?_--attorneys don't go to St. James." + +"Mr. Cox, the member of parliament--perhaps you may remember him--" + +"A little red-haired fellow, was he? who wrote a book about India on +the back of his two-monthly return ticket?" + +"Mr. Cox is a man of great influence with his party, and he supports +Dya Ram's--" + +"Pestilential little fool," interrupted the Commissioner impartially, +impersonally. "It wouldn't be bad, though--stop his scurrilous tongue +for a bit. Favour does, you know. But I cann't see my way to it. Old +Hodinuggur would be refusing his '_atta_ and _pan_[7] again. He did it +once, ye know, when some low-caste fellow was within sight of him. Said +he didn't eat with sweepers; and if Crawford--he was Commissioner at +the time--" + +"Yes!" said the Under Secretary, still more resignedly. He had not yet +grasped the fact that his coadjutor talked while he worked-- + +"Hadn't been six foot four and broad in proportion," went on his +tormentor imperturbably, "so that the--let us call them the subsequent +negotiations--diplomatic negotiations--it sounds well!--didn't reach +the eye of His Honour the Lieutenant-Governor, the Thakoor--one of our +best men let me tell you--would have got into trouble--more'd have been +the pity." + +"Yes," assented the man of Secretariats, "but about Dya Ram--" + +"Dya Ram, is it now? Could we put him in under the head 'benevolence' +think you? Did he ever vaccinate a baby, or breed a horse, or give +anything to a female hospital? No! Then the devil fly off with him for +complicating the problem of British rule in India. Why should he want +to come to _durbar_ at all? When people change their dress they should +change their desires, but the only effect our civilization has upon +some men I know, is to make them want to keep their hat and their boots +on at the same time! Well, that's done! I've found a place for him +where Hodinuggur can't see the tail end of him unless he squints. +Now--who's your next?" + +While this sort of thing was going on inside the tent, Dya Ram and the +Thakoor of Hodinuggur were in full view of each other, outside it. The +former, having scorned the sinful scarlet coatees even to the point of +refusing to have his patent leather shoes dusted, was walking up and +down in English fashion. The latter, in a wonderful parcel-gilt coach, +was awaiting the effect of his ten-rupee tip with perfect patience and +serenity; while his retinue, which consisted of a dozen ragged +retainers carrying lances festooned with tinsel and yaks' tails, stared +contemptuously at the two sentries pacing up and down below the +flagstaff; who--to tell truth--seemed so monotonously part of the +general show as to suggest that they also were under the charge of the +two yellow-legged policemen who stood on either side of the rose-bed. + +It was high noon, and the various departmental gongs had begun to give +their version of the meridian, with that unbiased disregard for that of +their neighbours which makes the time of day an absolute uncertainty in +a big camp. But it was calling time evidently; for two superb +red-coats, blazoned with gold, appeared in company with two big books +and a silver inkstand, and disappeared with them into the _durbar_ +tent. And shortly afterwards an _aide-de-camp_ sloped over to it, +yawning. + +Both Dya Ram and the Thakoor knew that this meant preparation for +those, who, having the _entree_ to the Government House, had the right +to put down their names in those big books; but the fact itself +affected their two types very differently. The old Rajput's visit of +ceremony was of another sort. He, obeying definite orders, would come +at a specified time, and get his specified salute with his compeers. +But Dya Ram was like the wild tribes in one way; he was unspecified! He +was neither fish nor fowl, flesh nor good red herring. + +So, as he watched a young Englishman drive up in a bamboo cart, dash +into the tent, and dash out again as if the place belonged to him, he +felt aggrieved. He even went so far as to formulate his grievance in +mental words, and then these appeared to him so apposite to a leading +article, that he took out a note-book, and, after some corrections, +stored away, for future use, the assertion, that '_the time will come +when the colour of the hand which holds the pen will be no bar to its +writing its name in the Book of_----?' He did not feel sure of the +qualitative noun, and after trying Fate, Fame, Life, and Lord, left a +blank instead. + +Meanwhile carriages and dogcarts all of sorts had begun to drive up, +their occupants disappearing into the tent for a second or two, then +coming out with the smile of the elect on their faces. Father Ninian +was one of the first, resplendent in a new _soutane_ and sash, with +Akbar Khan in his orderly's get-up, oscillating between a palsy of +delighted servility, and a catalepsy of dignity; the one for his +superiors, the other for his equals. + +And, after a while, in one of those mysteriously nondescript +four-wheeled vehicles that defy classification, but may be said to come +under the head "_phitton_" (phaeton) of which mission people seem to +have a monopoly, came good Mrs. Campbell and her niece, Erda Shepherd; +the former full of indignant, yet meek alarm, because Dr. James, having +come across an old friend further down the avenue, had bidden her go on +and write his name as well as her own. + +"I ken weel how it will be," she asserted to her niece, "for I havena +brought my specs, an' a body cannot but be nervous with a young man in +a scarlet coat glowering at them! I shall put the doctor into the wrong +book; for, you see, I canna write the two names ane after the ither +like a marriage lines; for there is one big bookie for the women, and +one for the men-folk, like a Puseyite chapel! Ay! an' for the matter o' +that, like a divorce court--and I sou'd never hear the last o't if I +evened the doctor to myself!" + +"Let me do all three, Auntie," said Erda, with a laugh, as she got out +of the carriage. "Really, there's no need for you to come,--I'll be +back in a minute." + +The blaze of sunshine blinded her for the darkness of the tent, and she +could scarcely tell whose hand it was which stretched itself frankly, +eagerly, for hers as she entered. Yet, even through her glove she knew +the touch, before Lance Carlyon's voice said joyfully,-- + +"Come to write your name? I've just written mine. Funny our hitting off +the same time, isn't it?" + +The tone of his voice, joined to that startling recognition of his +touch--which she could not conceal from herself--made her shrink, as if +from actual intrusion. "I have to write my uncle's and aunt's first," +she said coldly. "There was no use in us _all_ coming in." + +She walked on as she spoke to where the two books lay on a sort of +lectern, while the _aide-de-camp_, seeing the visitor was a lady, came +forward politely to assist. + +"Not that book, Mansfield," remarked Lance, coolly. "Miss Shepherd +wants--Miss Shepherd, will you allow me to introduce Captain +Mansfield--to write her uncle's name first." + +She looked back at him almost angrily, full of resentment at his +persistence; but, even in the semi-blindness which was still hers, his +face showed too kind for that; and as, at that moment, another lady +came in with a flutter of laces and ribbons to appropriate Captain +Mansfield's ready services, Erda had to allow Lance to find her a pen. + +"That's right! Now for the other book," he said. The _aide-de-camp_ had +by this time gone to see the laces and ribbons back to their carriage, +so the two were alone. + +"Your aunt's first, you know." There was a suspicion of friendly +chaff in his tone, this time, but it was gone in a minute as +he went on quickly--"Erdmuth!--is that your name? Why!--it means +earth-mood--or--or world's desire, doesn't it?" + +She felt herself flush. "I did not know that you were such a German +scholar," she replied, sarcastically. "Yes! my name is Erdmuth +Dorothea. I was called so after--after some one you most likely know +nothing about, Countess Zinzendorf. She was famous enough, though,--" +she paused, feeling savagely desirous of snubbing him--"But I daresay +you never even happened to hear of Jean Ziska, Mr. Carlyon?" + +He smiled suddenly, broadly. "Jean Ziska!" he echoed. "Rather! We had a +pony called Ziska at home--a Hungarian--used to eat thistles like a +donkey!" + +He stopped to laugh, and she was about to turn and rend him, when he +continued, half apologetically, "Of course I have--only the name, you +see, brought back such jolly old times. Ziska was the beggar who had +his skin made into a drum when he was dead. I don't expect it's true, +but it's a fine tale; the drum ecclesiastic with a vengeance, and no +mistake!" + +"Oh! but it is," interrupted the girl, forgetting her annoyance in her +eagerness. "My grandfather--we are really Moravians, you see, and our +name should be Schaeffer,--saw it when he was a child. He used to tell +me that people said if it was beaten, everybody must--" + +But Lance's attention had wandered. He was looking at her signature +with a curious, almost wistful smile. "Erdmuth!" he repeated +thoughtfully; then turned to her. "I say! you really ought to come to +the ball with that name--do!" + +He was simply, she told herself, the most distractingly irrelevant, yet +at the same time the most appallingly direct, person she had ever come +across. "Really, Mr. Carlyon," she began, with such heat that the +_aide-de-camp_, returning, stared; until Lance coolly asked him if he +didn't think Miss Shepherd very unkind not to come to the Bachelor's +Ball? Whereupon he, having by this time had enough of laces and +ribbons, and begun to recognize a distinct charm in the glistening +coils of hair, half-hidden by a wide hat, promptly asked her for the +pleasure of a dance. + +Erda looked from one to the other aghast, and to her own intense +surprise fell back upon the woman's all-embracing excuse, "I--I really +haven't a dress." It seemed the simplest and easiest. + +"Oh! anything does for a fancy ball," persisted Lance, argumentatively, +as he followed her out. "A tailor in the bazaar would run you up a +Greek dress in no time, and it would do awfully well. All white, don't +you know--" his voice slackened and grew soft, as if he saw what he +described, and the sight made him glad--"all straight folds with a +little edge of red-gold like--" he paused, then went on boldly--"like +the sunshine on your hair. And red-gold bracelets high up on your +arms--and a red-gold apple in your hand--the World's Desire--" He +stopped abruptly, with a quick catch in his breath, startled at his own +words. + +And she, too, held her breath before the vision; for she saw it also. +Saw herself, as he had described her, and the glamour of it, the desire +of it, assailed her, body and soul. + +Yet she made a desperate, a passionately resentful effort to ignore +them. "I didn't know you were so well up in _chiffons_, Mr. Carlyon," +she said, with a forced laugh. "Did you ever think of setting up a +milliner's shop? One is badly needed in Eshwara." + +But the glamour of it had come to Lance Carlyon like a revelation, and +the blood was leaping in his veins. "I will, if you--" he began. + +She scarcely recognized his voice in one way. In another she knew it +must be his; for all the vitality and strength, the single-mindedness +and simplicity which she had seen in him so often, were crowded into +it; brought into it by fancy, concentrated by a mere suggestion--of +herself. + +The magic of this seemed to encompass her; she sought shelter from it +recklessly. + +"I?" she interrupted. "I don't go in for that sort of thing, +Mr. Carlyon. You seem to forget my work--work which I value +above--milliners! Try Mrs. Smith--there she is coming in her victoria; +she is one of the best-dressed women I ever saw." + +She could not certainly have looked better than she did as, seeing +Lance Carlyon, she called to him as her carriage drove up. + +"Do you know where Captain Dering is? He promised--" + +Here Lance, with guilty haste, interrupted her. He was just about to +drive over and give her a message. Dering had had a touch of fever; he +had been over at the palace arranging about the Chinese lanterns for +the decorations till late the evening before, and-- + +"He might have sent a little sooner," put in Mrs. Smith. "I have been +waiting; he said he would drive me in his dogcart." There was no +vexation, only an almost pathetic surprise in her voice; and Lance +looked guiltier still. + +"I'm awfully sorry--it's all my fault--I was late to begin with, and +then--" He glanced at Erda involuntarily,--compromisingly, it seemed to +her. + +"I am afraid I kept Mr. Carlyon," she said, haughtily; "most +unwillingly, I assure you. Thanks so much, but I can get in quite well +by myself." + +As she drove off, however, her head was in a whirl; and as, when +pausing to pick up Dr. Campbell, the whole panorama of the camp, the +hills behind it, the distant temples of Eshwara, the busy place-seekers +in the foreground, the scarlet-sin-stains of the _chuprassies'_ coats +against the dazzling whiteness of the tents, lay before her, one of +those rare, incomprehensible moods came upon her when the soul retreats +into its spiritual body, so that the sight grows clear, the touch keen, +and you can feel the round world spin beneath your feet, see the shadow +of earth stretching far among the stars. + +The World's Desire! What was it? + +Brought up to believe that the heart of man--that mainspring of the +spinning world--was vile, she had never asked herself why this was so. +She had read the story of Adam and Eve with unquestioning faith, yet +never sought to know what had changed the good to evil. + +But now, as her eyes rested on those far-distant peaks with that faint +mist about their feet hiding the "Cradle of the Gods," and followed, as +far as the eye could follow in the nearer hills, the climbing track +worn by the weariness of that eternal search after righteousness, she +asked herself what it was which kept mankind so long upon the road; +asked herself, for the first time, what that first sin had been which +had lost Paradise. + +No lack of desire after salvation, surely. Generation on generation of +Eastern pilgrims had worn that path out of the sheer rock, had agonized +after good, and remained evil. A little shudder of memory ran through +her at the thought--how evil! And now the West, with its white tents, +its white face, its white creed, had come to show a newer, a better +way. + +Had it? But what had it done for itself? She had worked for two years +in London ere coming out to India; and another shudder of memory swept +over her of what she had seen there. + +The World's Desire! Lance Carlyon had called her that--a woman with a +red-gold apple in her hand. + +The sound of angry dispute brought her back to realities. They were +passing out of the camp under the triumphal arch, and one of its +sentries was barring the entrance of an ash-smeared figure which was +brandishing a stamped petition paper, as if it had been a card of +admission, and yelling excitedly for "Justice! justice!" + +"It is that pernicious fellow, Gorakh-nath," remarked Dr. Campbell, +sententiously. "He wishes, no doubt, to appeal against Captain Dering's +order, of which I, for one, am heartily glad. A Christian government is +bound to refuse sanction to the practice of a faith which, it is +impossible not to see, is degrading in the extreme to those who hold +it." + +Erda's eyes were still clear; clear with what those who do not see, +call dreams. + +"Yet it seeks what we do--peace--forgiveness--the cradle of the +goodness, the innocence it left behind--somehow." + +Dr. James Campbell turned to her in dignified, amazed displeasure. "May +I ask what has caused--" + +"That's easy tellin'," interrupted Mrs. Campbell, comfortably. "It's +yon hat with feathers, when she is accustomed to a pith one. An' she +standin' in the sun talkin' to Mr. Carlyon! It's just got to the +lassie's head. I was the same myself when I was young, Erda; but Dr. +James thought it a duty-- + +"And so I do now, my dear," put in her husband. "It is a distinct duty +on the part of mission workers to take every precaution, and if her +head is Erda's weak point, I shall warn David--" + +Mrs. Campbell nodded hers and smiled, and almost winked. "Oh! Davie +will take care of her, never fear; he is not a ninny!" + +Erda flushed scarlet all over her face and neck. It seemed to her as if +she had forgotten her cousin, the Reverend David Campbell, altogether. +And yet she was engaged to be married to him as soon as he returned +from a well-earned holiday in England. + +A swift remorse left her pale again. Davie, who was so much in earnest, +who looked to her as--as-- + +That vision of a woman with a red-gold edging to her white robe and a +red-gold apple in her hand came to send the blood to her face once +more. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + FALLING STARS + + +The long _durbar_ tent was packed from end to end with the +cane-bottomed seats of the mighty; and in each sat its appointed +occupant,--patient, grave, silent. + +But in the two rows behind the Viceroy's still empty chair of state the +Englishmen in political dress or uniform who sat in the front, and the +Englishwomen in the latest Paris fashions who sat behind, were talking +and laughing; in a perfectly well-bred way, yet, to the majority of +those silent spectators, at the expense of decency, since a _durbar_ +is, like a West Indian ball, not for '_talkee_.' There was, however, no +disapproval on those indifferent dark faces. Such things were part and +parcel of that general eccentricity of the _Huzoors_, before which it +behoved calmness to remain calm. Yet those same faces would have been +quick to notice and resent the faintest breach of etiquette in regard +to their own treatment, or position. Those being correct, the rest was +immaterial. + +And now, the sudden strains from without of "God Save the Queen" sent +those talking, laughing rows to their feet silently, with the proud +alacrity so noticeable in India when the act is a confession of faith, +indeed! But the mass beyond followed suit obediently, with a starry +shiver of diamond-flash, a milky way of pearl-shine; for Eugene Smith's +electric light was working full power. + +Finally, as if wafted on the full chords, came a small man, with that +inevitable look of coming into church which Englishmen consider +dignity; possibly because public worship is, really, the only function +in which they are not inwardly ashamed of taking part. The great gold +chair, the great gold footstool, seemed all too large for everything +about their occupant, save the diamond star, the ribbon on his breast. +Yet, in a way, the scene gained by his inadequacy when, after a decent +pause, a decent silence, he rose, small, insignificant, to give voice +to Empire--in a strong Scotch accent, it must be admitted, which +equalled the Commissioner's Irish one, when, its proper exponent, the +Secretary, having a cold, he read a translation of the Viceroy's +speech, and his soft brogue ran riot among the clamorous Persian +vowels. + +"_Ai Maharajahan, rajahan, nawaban wa sahiban alishan_." + +The diamonds and pearls sat too still for play, so the electric light +contented itself with the white teeth of Englishwomen as they yawned. +But even these failed it when, the speech ending, that front row began +its file past; the civilians first, the soldiers next. A quick file, a +formal bow as a rule; but, every now and again, a pause would come in +the monotonous string of names, for a few words from the Viceroy, +and another bow ere the recipient passed on. Muriel Smith, who sat +behind--the best dressed woman there, as Erda Shepherd had judged +her--watched her husband's tall gaunt figure approaching, and wondered +if that pause would come to him. Her heart beat so when it did that she +could hear nothing except "graciously pleased," "eminent services," +"distinguished order"; but a whisper from her neighbor, "All right! +C. S. I., not C. I. E.," left her sick and faint with relief. Even so, +her eyes instinctively sought Vincent Dering's sympathy; but he, to her +surprise, was looking at the tall gaunt man whose face was a "_nunc +dimittis_" in itself, as he made his way back to his seat, forgetful +even of his wife. + +But he had forgotten her, amid a host of other things, for three whole +years: forgotten them in a ceaseless effort, an untiring energy. And +now that the necessity for this was over, sleep and rest were his first +thoughts. He took both, apparently, in his chair, while the +Commissioner, causing this time a fresh flashing of jewels, began on a +fresh string of titles. + +"_Sri raja-i-rajan_, +_furzund-i-khas-munsoor-i-zaman-maharaj-dhiraj-rasakh_." + +And, as they rolled on, the atom of humanity belonging to them--someone +in faded brocade, with ropes of ill-shaped pearls and uncut stones +wound about him, or a jauntier figure fresh and glittering from a +Calcutta jeweller's shop--would be singled out by its political in +charge, like a sheep from a flock, and guided dexterously to the +exactly proper spot in the whole round world wherein obeisance and +offering could be made with dignity to itself, and the recipient. Then +it would be swept on, regardless of an invariable desire to break back, +in an endless circle to its seat, while fresh titles rolled out, and a +fresh owner was hemmed in and swept forward. For two whole mortal +hours, this, and nothing but this; with, every now and again, that +pause for a few words, translated now into Irish-Urdu, producing an +expression as of a cat licking cream, on a face as it was was hustled +back, blindly obedient, as sheep are with a collie they know and trust. + +So, at last, long after everyone, even Dya Ram--who looked terribly +disjointed between his frock coat, white tie, grey trousers, and the +gold mohur which he persisted in holding after native custom in his +gloved right hand--had passed, the politicals gathered in a knot, like +church-wardens for the offertory plates, and the distribution of _atta_ +and _pan_, that sacrament of servitude and sovereignty, began. It, too, +was exactly like an offertory; that is, a languid passing round of a +plate by an official, and yawns for the rest of the congregation. + +Finally, with a vigour savouring--like a voluntary--of relief, the band +attacked "God Save the Queen" once more, the Viceroy retired, the +_durbarees_ trooped out, still calm and silent, yet satisfied, and the +Commissioner, sinking into a vacant seat, said:-- + +"Thank the Lord! That's over without a hitch. So India's safe for +another six months at the cost of a trumpery title or two." + +"I don't see on what ground," began the Under Secretary, laboriously. + +"Then ye don't read your Bible. Didn't Adam, when he was given dominion +over the lower animals, begin by bestowing names on them? Ah! my dear +Mrs. Smith, I didn't know ye were so close. A thousand congratulations, +my dear lady." + +"You don't mean it, sir," she interrupted, laughing. "Do you think I +have forgotten the consolatory verses you wrote me last year when +Eugene _didn't_ get anything? You are a fraud." + +"Not a bit of it; only an Irishman," put in Father Ninian, with an +almost tender smile for the keen, whimsical face which had been friend +to him, and foe to him, for many a long year. "Let us have the verses, +Mrs. Smith." + +"Say ye don't remember them, there's a kind soul," urged the +Commissioner, persuasively. + +"But I do: + + + "I dreamt, and lo, the stars fell from the sky + To blaze upon the breasts of naughty men; + And as I wondered, came this swift reply:-- + 'Each star is some soul's inmost aim, and when + The angels don't approve, it is returned + To feed the base-born flame by which it burned. + The nice, they keep until--life's struggle striven-- + The owners find them at the gates of heaven.'" + + +"Striven--heaven!" groaned the Commissioner, amid the clapping of +hands. "My dear madam, did I commit such a crime--I mean rhyme? But the +poet's right. Ye can't go wide of the mark, annyhow, even in a song, +but you're sure to find the fact again in the heart of a friend." + +So, with that curiously light-hearted, almost reckless, frivolity of +Indian society--a not unnatural recoil, perhaps, from the perpetual +presence of the greatest social problem the world has ever seen, or is +likely to see, that is, the mutual assimilation of East and West +without injury to either--the little company of English men and women, +empire makers and breakers, drifted out into the sunshine, and so on to +the Viceroy's private enclosure, where the band, weary of national +anthems, was already at work on a selection of street tunes, beginning +with "Tommy, make room for your uncle." + +So the pageant of power passed into a garden-party, and nothing +remained to show the hand-grip which had made that garden out of a +wilderness, to tell of the tireless effort to solve the problem, the +ceaseless striving to be just, which underlay all the quips and cranks, +the foibles and follies, of the great camp, save the premature baldness +of a few heads, as their owners fought desperately at badminton; fought +to prevent a child's shuttlecock from falling in the wrong court! + +A fight which was watched with blank courtesy, as a further exhibition +of sheer eccentricity, by those of the jewelled and brocaded owners of +titles who had the _entree_ to this Holy of Holies. + +Roshan Khan, however,--who looked splendid in his uniform,--fought with +the best; and won, too, though Laila Bonaventura, who played on his +side, stood still, taking, it is true, the shots which came within +reach dexterously enough, but never stirring an inch for one beyond. +And, as he played, the curious chance which had brought him into her +company made his blood run fast. + +Captain Dering had bidden him join the set; bidden him curtly, almost +savagely, as the best player available, in answer to a challenge from +Muriel Smith to play her, her husband, and the Commissioner. And this +challenge had come curtly, also, because Captain Dering was standing +beside Laila Bonaventura, to whom he had been giving a cup of coffee. +Not because it gave him pleasure, but from sheer determination not to +let his mistake in the darkness count for anything. Yet, as the girl's +hand took the cup from his, he had remembered with a thrill the +gladness, the content it had brought him. Though he refused to +acknowledge the fact, the puzzle of this mistake had been his chief +thought ever since it occurred, and a smouldering resentment regarding +his past relationship with one who was still to him the best and +dearest of women was the result. He felt vaguely that she, as well as +he, ought to have known that their sentiment, their monopoly, as it +were, of friendship, could only mean--what it had meant to him during +those few moments of blindness which had, paradoxically, opened his +eyes. So he had felt bitter, and she had known it instinctively. If she +had ever faced facts, this alone might have opened her eyes also; but +she was too good a woman, too helplessly bound by her woman's cult of +love, to disassociate it from friendship. So, without bringing a doubt +even, the jealous desire of appropriation which draws a line clear and +clean as a sword-cut between the two, had risen up in her from the +absence of the sympathetic look she had expected from Vincent Dering. +So she had challenged him, and so it came to pass that Roshan Khan +played badminton with Laila Bonaventura. She took no notice of him +beyond a casual inspection of his uniform; still the mere fact of being +her equal within the white lines which separated their badminton court +from the realities of life seemed a fate. When the game was over, his +eyes followed her closely, and he, himself, at a respectful distance; +and as he followed her, his desire to speak to her grew as he pondered +on his right to do so. After all, as his grandmother had said, she was +his cousin. + +And fate was on his side once more. A well-bred crowding round a table +where some photographs of the camp were being shown, brought him so +near her that she caught sight of his yellow, silver-laced uniform +behind her, and turned quickly. Turned with a look in her big black +eyes which dazzled him. + +It vanished, however, in a second; yet her words, spoken with a faint +resentment, made the memory of the look give rise to a swift pulse of +angry suspicion. + +"I thought you were Captain Dering," she said. "Why do you wear the +same uniform? I thought natives couldn't be officers." + +The assumption, in his present state of mind, made all his fierce +temper flash to his face; but ere he could choose English words to +express it, she laughed, and, after her fashion when amused, became +confidential. "You are angry at being called a native; but you _are_ +one, aren't you? Then it is so foolish. You are like my guardian. He +can't bear the bazaar people to call me '_Begum-sahiba_'; but they do +sometimes, you know, because I own a lot of their houses and lands, and +my grandmother was a native princess. I know that, though my guardian +never speaks about it. He is ashamed, I think--like you are. I'm not. I +didn't choose my grandmother. Why should one fuss about such things? If +they're true, it can't be helped, and if they're not, what _does_ it +matter? Besides, it must be rather nice to be a real Begum. You haven't +seen any, of course; they wouldn't let you, would they? That must be +horrid. How could you like people if you didn't see them? Besides--" +she added, with an access of demure, pious conviction, "it would be +wicked to marry them, you know. You should never marry anyone you don't +love. Even the Sisters told me that." + +Her voice had deepened, broadened; her eyes, occupied with his uniform, +not his face, had grown soft. Hitherto he had been too much at a loss +before her sudden garrulity to interrupt; now, that vague suspicion +recurred, making him feel inclined to say brutally, "I am your cousin; +I claim you." The very thought of her outraged face attracted him. But +English words were inadequate for such emotions, so, as he paused, she +went on:-- + +"As you are here, I suppose you'll be asked to the ball, also. It is to +be in my palace, you know, because Captain Dering thinks it the best +place. He says the gardens will be beautiful all lit up--" She smiled as +if at some secret mystery, then continued: "Of course, I don't know +yet; I haven't seen it, but I think it will be lovely. Only I wish my +dress was different. I am Beatrice--Dante's Beatrice--and I think it +stupid. But my guardian chose it because--" she smiled again with the +same secret amusement--"I don't know, of course, but I expect it is +because my great-grandmother went as Beatrice to some ball long ago. It +is generally that. I think he must have been in love with her--isn't it +funny?" + +"Laila," came Father Ninian's voice from behind, "I have been looking +for you everywhere. It is time to go." + +His usually kind old face was stern. He gave the curtest of +recognitions to Roshan Khan, and, as he carried his ward off, said +sharply, "Who introduced you to that native?" + +"No one," she replied, indifferently; "I thought he was Captain Dering; +their uniforms--" she broke off to add, with more animation, "I do like +the gold and silver lace. Though of course the jewels, like the rajahs +wore, look best." + +He interrupted her in Italian, giving a quick gesture of dissent. "Say +not so, _cara mia_, they would look ill on--on Englishmen. And listen, +child! You should not speak to strangers; and I would rather you did +not speak to such natives at all. They--cannot understand--quite--for +they look on women differently from what we do." + +Laila's eyes narrowed sullenly. "Very well, guardian," she said +resignedly, "only I suppose they must know what their women are really +like--and--perhaps the native ladies prefer it." + +The old man looked at her, startled, but said nothing. + +When he had gone to find Akbar Khan and the carriage, Vincent Dering, +seeing her alone, came up--so, at least, he told himself--out of sheer +politeness, to ask if she wanted anything. Yet something in her face +sent him beyond mere courtesy at once; something almost childishly +apparent. + +"I'm afraid you haven't been enjoying yourself," he said kindly. "Why +not? I thought it rather pleasant." + +"Very pleasant!" she assented wearily. "Only my guardian has been +telling me not to do things; and I don't know why, but I always want to +do them at once--don't you?" + +He could not actually deny the fact. "Sometimes. One has to +pretend--" + +She raised her eyes to his blindingly; he caught a glimpse in them of +the lawless approval Roshan Khan had seen, yet of something else--a +lawless disdain. "Why must one?" she asked. "I never mean to, never! If +I want to do a thing I'll do it. I don't mean wicked things, of +course--" she returned here to demure, almost plaintive piety--"I don't +want to do them, and nothing can be wrong when it seems right to you, +and it is real--ever so real, and you give yourself to it, every bit of +you, without thinking, and--and--ask nothing--nothing at all--" + +Her vehemence, her passionate assertion, roused a quick response in +him. "Would you do that?" he asked, his voice vibrating. "Would +you--really?" + +She smiled slowly. "Of course I don't know," she said, "I haven't tried +yet; but I never pretend. I don't even pretend to like my dress for the +ball. It _is_ so stupid." + +He felt annoyed at being led into a burst of emotion, and then baulked. +"You will look charming, I'm sure," he said in his worst manner. "And +if you don't like it, change to something jolly after supper. Lots of +people do." + +"Will Mrs. Smith?" she asked quickly. + +He flushed angrily. "I really don't know," he began. Her eyes were on +him curiously. + +"That's funny," she said. "I thought people--not that it matters," she +went on, "for I can't. I haven't a dress. Do you know I never have +anything I really like--never." + +The girl's voice was absolutely touching in its listless, dull +confidence, and he could not help consolation. "You'll have the ball, +I'm sure; you will enjoy it awfully, and--and you mustn't forget that +you've given me the second waltz, and the first extra after supper." + +She did not answer for a moment. "Have I?" she asked. "I didn't know +it; but I will. That will be nice. And you are coming to decorate +to-morrow, aren't you? That will be nice, too." + +Her tone lingered in his ears long after she had gone. It was with him +even when he was driving Mrs. Smith home, and, of course, making up +their little misunderstanding by the way; possibly, because of this +making up, since, for the first time, the elaborate _eclaircissement_ +irked him. It seemed so unnecessary unless the whole affair meant +something, which was quite out of the question. + +For instance, when driving Lance Carlyon back to the Fort afterwards he +did not desire an explanation of the latter's moodiness. When a chum +was evil-dispositioned, you waited calmly for him to come round. That +was friendship. + +"I'm sorry Miss Shepherd couldn't come," said Lance, suddenly, his eyes +on that spit of sand, with its hovels and logs, below the town. "I +wanted her to, awfully, if only because she's never seen a _durbar_; +but"--he smiled--"I expect someone else wanted her instead. By George! +Dering, you don't know how that girl works. Sometimes I feel it's a +shame, and sometimes I think it's splendid--though of course it don't +matter a dash what I think." + +And that--Vincent Dering asked himself--was that love? + +Laila Bonaventura's voice came back to make him certain of one thing. +That would not be her version of the old, old story; and the knowledge +made him, somehow, more content with his world. + +Meanwhile another man in yellow and silver lace was being haunted by a +girl's voice, which had spoken of things which no decent woman of his +own race would have mentioned; yet which had spoken to him with an +equality which no Englishwoman would have allowed herself. And as for +Englishmen! The recollection of Father Narayan's face as he carried the +girl off made Roshan Khan curse under his breath. + +But the girl herself had been different. He literally did not know what +to think; and the desire for someone else's opinion grew so strong +that, finally, with a curious mixture of reluctance and triumph, he +forsook the straight road to the Fort, and turned his horse's head +towards his grandmother's house. She was at least a woman; she might +understand and judge better than he. + +His first sight of her, however, in unprepared toilette, _minus_ the +green satin trousers which gave such dignity to her rotund little +figure, _minus_ all pretence at pomp, dirty, untidy, unkempt both in +her surroundings and herself, made him feel what a fool he was. The +more so when she began by resenting his summary visitation, especially +in uniform, which, she asserted, made her feel, even at her age, as if +she were committing the indiscretion of seeing a stranger! + +What could a woman like that know? Yet having come, he might as well go +through with his errand; so he cut short her upbraidings by saying +without preamble: + +"I have seen my cousin. I spoke to her, and--and she spoke back again." + +Mumtaza Mahal looked at him for a moment incredulously, then she +cracked all her finger joints over his head, or as nearly over it as +her height would allow. + +"Said I not so?" she asked prophetically. "And when will the wedding +be?" + +"Wedding!" he echoed petulantly; "there is no talk of wedding. I have +but seen her." + +"But seen her!" echoed the old lady in her turn. "That came after in my +time; but God knows how things go nowadays. Then what didst speak +about?" + +He had to give a Bowdlerized version of what had passed; yet, even so, +Mumtaza Mahal looked shocked. "A bold hussy; but thou wilt bit and +bridle her." + +He burst out angrily--for his own recital had shown him the folly of +castle-building on so slight a foundation--"I am a fool," he said, "and +so art thou for all thy years!" + +Her little black eyes flashed angrily. "Not I! Did she not say she +would like to be a _Begum?_ and if that means not--" + +"And could I make her one?" he interrupted fiercely. "I--a _risaldar_ +on a bare pittance--with no prospect of rising. Dost dream me Nawab, +fool?" + +The old lady's face grew cunning in a second, the instinctive love of +intrigue roused by the mere suggestion. She leant towards him eagerly. +"And wherefore not, Roshan? Are all things fixed? Do rulers never +change? I live here in a corner, nothing but a poor woman: yet I hear +more, it seems, than thou dost. I hear of discontent, of desires, of +things that call for change. But to-day, they spoke of men being killed +to make light for these infidels, and Gorakh-nath, _jogi_, hath sworn a +miracle." + +He turned on her with a bitter, reckless laugh. "Is that new? Is there +not always talk? The wise listen not." + +A vast importance, a real dignity came to her in an instant. "If the +_Huzoors_ had listened to such talk in '57." + +A thrill ran through him; the thrill of secret curiosity, almost of +expectation regarding the great Rebellion from which so many things +date, which young India always feels in the presence of their elders, +who passed through it. + +"Thou dost know, of course," he said, catching his breath; "thou canst +remember." + +"Ay!" she replied sternly, "and there was no more talk than there is +now. 'Tis not a question of words. It is fate. Something happens, and +then--then the _risaldar_ may be Nawab--as his fathers were." + +She had gone too far, and recalled him to himself. "Then let us await +the happening," he said curtly. + +"Wait!" echoed the old lady, reverting to the main point. "Thou canst +not wait. Having gone so far, the negotiations cannot drop. Thou must +send the gift, and see what comes of it." + +"A gift!" he repeated. "What gift, and wherefore?" + +Mumtaza Mahal looked round as if for approval, tucked a packet of _pan_ +into her cheek, and chuckled. She was on familiar ground now. + +"Leave that to me. I know what girls like. I have them still. Ay! a +dress that her grandmother wore--good as new, being for a tall +woman--and jewels. 'Tis no harm, at least, see you; since if they like +it not, the gift is returned." + +He stood doubtful, half pleased, half shocked at the suggestion. She +could certainly send the things back, and he had many a time seen +English women wearing native jewelry; ay! and decorating their rooms +with native dresses. And he could write that they were from her cousin +and servant. + +That would be easier than telling. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + OUT OF THE PAST + + +"I feel as if I had this moment arrived," said Muriel Smith, as she +looked down into the garden from a balcony which jutted out upon one +side of the wide flight of marble steps that led upwards to the loggia +of the palace. "Yet I know I've been here for hours. I wonder when the +sheer beauty will cease to--to take my breath away. _You_ understand, +don't you?" + +"Yes!" assented Vincent Dering, half grudgingly. He would rather not +have understood more than others. But he did; that was the worst of it. + +He was looking his best in the old cavalry uniform of grey, and silver, +and cherry colour, all laced, embroidered, and glittering with +epaulettes, sabretasche, and high stock,--the uniform of a hundred +years ago, when adventurers ruled half India, and Englishmen were +demi-gods. It seemed to have brought something of their pride and +recklessness, something of the dreams they dreamt into his whole +bearing, as he stood leaning over the balustrade gazing fixedly at the +scene before him. It was beautiful indeed! Beautiful with that +unearthly stillness which only comes to illuminations in a windless +Indian night. The lines on lines, the curves on curves of tiny lights +which outlined each pillar and arch, each buttress and recess of the +palace, the battlemented wall of the garden, and the turreted town +rising above it, were steady as the stars. The fine fret of the acacia +trees, showing white against the purple of the sky, was still as if +carved in stone. There was no flicker in the soft radiance, which made +the solid marble seem translucent, illumined mysteriously from within. + +The very shadows slept. Such scented shadows, clinging to the burnished +orange trees, hidden in the wilderness of roses, dreaming on the +perfumed cushions of the quaint balconies and cupolas which overhung +the river. + +But _it_ did not sleep. _It_ moved, sliding on and on ceaselessly. + +So did the water which dimpled and tinkled--after Heaven only knew +how many sad years of silence and decorum--over the fretted marble +water-slides. + +How it laughed and babbled to the cunning coloured lights placed behind +it! And the fountains below, rising out of the water-maze,--where there +was but room for the flying feet of a laughing girl on the marble +ledges between the lotus-leaves,--laughed and tinkled, also, as they +sent showers of diamonds back on the pale blossoms. + +The "jewel in the lotus" indeed! + +There was no colour to be seen anywhere. Only that soft, steady, white +radiance, those soft, sleeping, black shadows. Except in the drifting +water-maze, and the drifting men and women around it. + +Restless, both of them; going on and on. Whither, and wherefore? It was +an idle question, Vincent told himself, if the move brought, as it did +here, fresh laughter, fresh colour. + +"_On such a night did young Lorenzo_," quoted the Commissioner's brogue +from the flight of steps where, in the guise of a French cook, he was +fanning Laila Bonaventura, with whom he had been dancing; the latter +sitting still and silent as the shadow in which she was half hidden. A +crackling laugh betrayed Dr. Dillon's whereabouts. He was perched on a +balustrade above, his legs dangling, his trousers, as usual, displaying +his thin ankles; for he was dressed in his ordinary evening suit. + +"And old Lorenzo also," he scoffed. "The disease is nonprotective, +contagious, and marked by extraordinary vitality in the virus, which +after long years may spring to fresh life from a dress, a bit of +ribbon, a lock of hair." + +"Oh! have done with such blasphemy!" interrupted the Commissioner, +joyously, "and me racking me brains which of all the beauties of this +_hareem_ I'd better fall in love with! Dering, you're a steward, I +believe. Turn that man out for obtruding the exigencies of everyday +life--including a swallow-tail coat--into Paradise." + +"I've objected already, sir," said Vincent Dering, laughing; "but he +declares he is a malarial bacillus." + +"A what?" remonstrated the brogue. + +"A malarial bacillus, sir," explained the doctor; "as I have failed +hitherto--like everybody else--to recognize the gentleman, even through +a microscope, I am naturally at sea as to the proper costume. And you +will, of course, admit the universal rule: 'When in doubt, play a dress +suit.'" + +"By Jove!" ejaculated Lance Carlyon, who, mopping his face, had joined +the group, "what a ripping idea. Wish I'd thought of it instead of this +kit." He looked regretfully at his mailed limbs; for he was dressed as +Lancelot-du-Lac, a costume which had been chosen for him two years +before, at Simla, by a grass widow who had aspired to the part of +Guinevere; but who, retiring before the young fellow's absolute +unconsciousness of her intention, had left him saddled with an +expensive fancy dress which he felt bound to wear out; for all his +spare cash was kept for guns and polo ponies. + +"I'm glad you didn't, Mr. Carlyon," protested Muriel Smith, +consolingly. "You look very nice in it. Only those things on your +legs--I forget the proper name--must be difficult to dance in." + +"Greaves--the well-greaved Greeks, me dear madam," put in the +Commissioner. "Plural of grief. Ah! ye should have seen him come to it +just now with the general's wife. Your chance of promotion's gone, me +dear boy--the marble floor resounded." + +"Well, it isn't half so inconvenient as my husband's dress, anyhow," +continued Mrs. Smith, persisting in her mission of sympathy, when the +laugh at Lance's expense had subsided. + +"That's all you know, my dear," remonstrated Mr. Smith, sleepily, from +a quiet nook in one corner. "I never said Robinson Crusoe was a good +dancing dress, but I claim it isn't bad to sleep in, especially out of +doors. Soft and furry--and--" + +His voice sank into dreamful ease. + +"And it can claim solitude, anyhow," added the doctor, mournfully. +"Think of the disgust of an old established microbe, like myself, when +his swept and garnished home is invaded by a party of seven strange +devils." + +"How rude you are!" exclaimed Mrs. Smith. "Besides, we aren't seven, +and I believe Robinson Crusoe discovered this island before you did!" + +"I think the French cook takes the cake, though," said poor Lance, who +had been following up his own grievance. "Shirt sleeves must be an +awful pull when you are dancing with a _burra mem_."[8] + +"True for you!" assented the Commissioner, sympathetically. "That's the +very reason I took to it, me dear boy, when me own merits and me +advancing years doomed me to all the stout ladies in India. Besides, me +paper cap rids me of two of me reports anyhow. Ye see I always have to +wear two caps; one before, and one after supper. Otherwise I find the +contints get mixed, and make me statements unreliable; and then me +enemies say it's the champagne. I feel it coming on me now, but--" he +sprang to his feet, light as a boy--"by a merciful providence there's +the band at the 'Roast Beef.' Now, are ye coming in to supper with me, +Mrs. Smith, or are you one of those who have to change their identity?" + +"Not I," she declared, taking his arm, "I'm quite content with myself, +thank you!" + +She might well be, since her costume of water-nymph could not have been +improved upon. It enabled her to show off her long, rippling, pale gold +hair, and the filmy green and white, the feathery weeds, the iridescent +shells, matched her delicate face, which seemed almost overweighted by +her water-lily crown. + +"Besides, Undine can always do quick-change artist, and assume a soul," +suggested the Commissioner, as he led her off; adding, in mock alarm: +"Me dear madam! I apologize profoundly. Miss Bonaventura, Captain +Dering's waiting for you, I'm sure." + +Laila, who had risen also, stood silent, looking taller and slimmer +than usual in her guise of Beatrice. It seemed to have brought out the +fact that she had some of the best blood of Italy in her veins. Vincent +Dering had recognized this fact--which Father Ninian had taken care to +communicate to him as soon as the latter had found out that, nominally +at any rate, the former was a Roman Catholic, and therefore a possible +lover--when he had gone up to apologize to the girl for having missed +that second dance, owing to his duties as steward. The recognition had +him vaguely sorry for the girl; sorry also for the old man who, +evidently, dreamt such idle dreams. He did not mean to marry a Begum! + +He crossed over to her now, offering his arm, but she refused it, +saying she did not want supper. + +"But you are enjoying yourself, surely?" he said. + +"Oh, yes! thank you," she answered; "only it isn't real, of course. It +doesn't mean anything." + +Dr. Dillon, who was within hearing, looked down at her sharply. +"Perhaps, my dear young lady, it is as well it doesn't. So let us eat, +drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!" + +She looked up at him quite shocked. "Oh! I didn't mean that, of course; +that is wrong. I only meant that things don't match--the place and the +people, I mean. Except one or two--those for instance." She pointed out +Roshan Khan who, dressed as himself, was taking advantage of the +emptiness of the garden during supper time, to go round it with old +Akbar Khan as guide, the latter in the wildest antics of alacrity. + +"Did you ever see such a funny figure?" continued the girl, with an odd +little laugh. "He is quite crazy with joy. He told me to-day this was +the first time for forty years that he had been himself! That he has +been bewitched." + +"I believe I've been bewitched too," said Vincent, suddenly. "Let us +all go back forty years." + +Dr. Dillon swung his feet further over, and dropped to the ground +almost between them. + +"That would effectually annihilate two of the company, and reduce me to +cutting my teeth; and I want the use of them at supper. Come along and +have something solid, Miss Bonaventura; there is nothing so +indigestible as fancy sweets." + +But she was firm, and moved away to where a small staircase led from +the balcony to the upper storey. She did not care for supper, she +repeated, and she had to mend her dress; someone had trodden on it, and +she would not be able to dance till it was mended. + +"Don't forget ours--the first _extra_," called Vincent after her. She +turned where the narrow stair, after climbing the outside wall, against +which it clung like a swallow's nest, ended in the shadow of an +archway. "I shall be back in plenty of time," she said. Vincent thought +he had never seen her look so nice, so young, so fresh, so smiling. + +"That's a queer girl," remarked the doctor, as he lounged off, "not +half bad. That is just it, in fact; she is a clear case of atavism, and +as her ancestors seem to have been either saints or sinners, there you +are! For it's the same tissue absolutely; indeed, there's precious +little difference between the two when you come to analyze." + +"I never do," interrupted Vincent, shortly. The doctor's cynicism bored +him, especially here, where a man might at least be allowed to escape +the brutal realities. Here, where even the houses in the bazaar beyond +the garden wall--those houses that were by the common light of day so +squalid, so unsavoury, so full of mean, miserable detail--showed like +star-palaces against the sky! + +A sudden comprehension came to him. How blind of the girl to say all +this meant nothing! How crassly idiotic of himself to think of going +back forty years to enjoy this! This was the same yesterday, to-day, +for ever! It was the love of physical pleasure, the desire to +appropriate, to have and to hold, which had civilized the world, and +made man out of a monkey. + +"'The Cradle of the Gods,' did you say, my dear lady?" said a courteous +old voice from the stairs, breaking in on his solitude. "Just so--the +pilgrims go there every year. It lies--let me see--I think I can point +it out to you. Ah! Captain Dering!" continued Father Ninian, finding +the balcony into which he had stepped _en passant_, occupied. "We don't +disturb you, I hope; but Mrs. Palmer was speaking about the 'Cradle of +the Gods.' It must lie--don't you think so?--over there." He pointed +beyond the star-palaces. + +"I should fancy so, sir," replied Vincent, "that is about due north." + +"Then I am wrong," smiled the old priest; "the cave is northwest, and +the passage to it is difficult--almost incredibly difficult." + +"Yet you have been there several times, haven't you?" said Mrs. Palmer. + +Father Ninian shook his head. "Never to the cave itself, madam. I am +not quite sure whether I ever really meant to go so far,--and bow in +the House of Rimmon! It would have been interesting no doubt--but--" he +glanced down almost boyishly at his black _soutane_--"my cloth, my dear +lady, has to be considered. As a matter of fact, something always +hindered me. I went as a medicine man, you see; and so many fall +by the wayside. I wonder, indeed, how any reach it." He paused, +and a wistful smile made his face look dreamy. "Some say none do. A +_jogi_--Gorakh-nath, Captain Dering,--he whom you turned out of the +gun--claims to be the only man who has ever seen the real cave; the +rest have seen--_illusion!_" He paused again, and his smile changed. +"'Tis a claim, madam, made by more than Gorakh-nath; who, by the way, +promises to defy you, Captain Dering. Padlock or no padlock, he is to +get in and out of the gun as he chooses while the pilgrims are here." + +Vincent laughed contemptuously. "I don't think miracles go down, even +in India, nowadays, sir." + +The old priest's face grew grave. "I cannot give my assent to that; I +who have seen the blood of a saint turn crimson and flow. Faith, +Captain Dering,--that is, the belief of man in a power beyond his +own,--is the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever!" + +Vincent Dering bowed politely, and kept his shrug of the shoulders for +the old man's back, as he followed him upstairs to the supper room. + +The same yesterday, to-day, for ever! True, in a way. There were two +stabilities amid the chances and changes of this mortal life. The +Garden of the Palace. The Cradle of the Gods. Faith and Love--for it +came to that in the end. + +Here the familiar sight of a ball supper in full swing ended his rare +reflections, and he slipped into a place beside a lively vivandiere, +who welcomed him with entreaties to join in a comic opera she was going +to get up at Simla. The last new rage in London; she had written home +for the rights. + +He was in a new atmosphere in a moment, and straightway forgot the +garden; forgot everything but that the supper was excellent, his +companion gay. Even the Commissioner's high voice, as he talked +nonsense, seemed far from the gravity even of conferring titles, and it +seemed incredible that the small man who sat surrounded by a host of +departmental heads was really representing a whole Empire. + +When the band downstairs, by beginning on Strauss's "Lovelong livelong +day," warned him of his engagement to Laila, he passed to it half +reluctantly. She would be sure to dance badly: that make of girl always +did. So he was relieved to find the ball room, and the wide loggia into +which it opened, almost empty. Only a couple or two were spinning +slowly, idly, in and out of the resounding arches. + +He went on, therefore, to the balcony beside the stairs. If the girl +was there it would be an excuse for sitting out. If not, he could +always say he had waited for her. Either way, he would have time for a +cigarette. + +As he went down towards it he met Lance Carlyon coming up, and called +to him: "Supper's A1; so's the wine. It's going awfully well, isn't +it?" + +"Suppose so," replied Lance, "but I'm going to cut. These togs are +awful; but if I go now I'll have time to change and have a shoot down +the river. Am-ma says the ducks sit like stones before dawn. They won't +miss me, as a bachelor, I suppose?" + +Vincent looked at him compassionately. "A bachelor," he echoed. "It's +about your last chance, I take it. However, if you want to kill +something--it's a common symptom--go! I shall stop till the bitter--or +sweet--end! One doesn't get into a streak like this once in a blue +moon! I feel fit for anything." + +As he sat down for a smoke in the corner vacated by Robinson Crusoe, +this feeling was strong upon him, and sent the blood tingling to his +finger-tips. + +The band had by this time ceased piping to unwilling dancers, so the +still, warm, scented air was left to the tinkling ripple of the water, +the rippling tinkle of distant voices; for supper had almost emptied +the garden also. The better for its picturesque effect. Now the +imagination could people it--as Laila Bonaventura (the girl had sense) +had phrased it--with figures that matched; real figures. + +A chiming silvery clash above him made him turn to look upwards to the +archway where Laila Bonaventura had disappeared. It would be a bore if +she were returning to interrupt his cigarette; though, in truth, she +had been, he remembered, almost attractive. + +Almost-- + +He gave an exclamation, and rose to his feet. She was coming, indeed, +but not as she had gone. + +There is no dress in the world which is at once so dainty and so +sensuous, as the court dress of a Mahomedan lady, and Laila Bonaventura +was wearing one as she came slowly down the stairs towards him, a +radiant white figure against the radiant white marble. + +The folds of her long silver-gauze skirt--so cunningly fashioned that +it trailed in rolling shimmer-crested billows behind her, yet left no +beauty of her round limbs hidden--clipped her about the waist like a +serpent's skin. So hiding, yet revealing, was the soft film of fine +muslin over the scented, ivory-tinted corselet, which fitted close to +the full curves of her figure. So was it with the silver-streaked veil, +through which the jewels in her dusky hair, the bracelets on her fair +arms, shone undimmed. So was it even with the chiming fringes of her +silver anklets, as they slid merrily to cover and uncover the small +feet, tucked so carelessly into the little silver-tipped slippers. + +To hide and to reveal, that was the note of all! + +As she came nearer, too, he saw that her lips were reddened, her dark +eyes darkened artificially. And yet her face did not correspond to all +this. It was curiously grave, dignified, almost anxious. + +"Do you like it?" she asked, suddenly pausing a pace or two from him to +stand still, heaped round by those shimmer-crested billows, and so, +with one hand, gather the straight folds of her veil to curves over her +arm. As she did so, he saw, with a curious throb at his heart, that her +wrists were fettered to each other by long trailing chains of scented +jasmine flowers. + +A dainty prisoning indeed! The suggestion of it set his head whirling. + +Like it!--His very admiration kept him silent. + +"It makes it feel more real," she went on, "don't you think it does?" + +Real, or a dream? He did not know which. He felt a fool to stand so +silent; yet no words--as she would phrase it--came to match. None, at +least, that he dare use to her unconscious dignity. + +"Only I can't dance, you see," she continued, bending to look at the +billows about her feet. "Besides,"--she looked up suddenly, her whole +expression changed, she flung her fettered hands forward almost into +his face. The strings on strings of scented flowers looping themselves +in ever widening curves, hung like a screen between him and her +laughter. + +"I'm a prisoner--yours, I suppose." He fell back for half a second, +then caught the hand in his. + +And then, in an instant, it came back to him--the measureless glad +content of that mistake in the dark! He had told himself ever since +that it had come, then, by mistake--incomprehensible, it is true, +horrible to a certain extent, but still in error. But this was no +mistake! + +"Yes!--my prisoner," he said. "Come, and sit down, and let us talk." He +wanted time to think. + +She shook her head. "Not here, please! No one is to see me but you, +only you. That is why I waited till I saw you were alone. I only put it +on for you to see." + +A sudden remembrance of something she had said to him--"When it is +real, and you give yourself--everything, and ask nothing." The +certainty that she was doing this now made him say quickly:-- + +"Don't be afraid--they shall not see. Come, let us go into the +garden--those balconies by the river--" + +She shook her head again. + +"They are not safe, and my guardian would be so angry. Though it isn't +really wrong"--she added, with her odd vein of piety; "but when +somebody sent me the dress, I thought it would be fun, and I wanted you +to see." + +"Sent you the dress?" he echoed hotly. "Who?" + +She looked at him vastly amused. "Are you jealous? But I'm not going to +tell you. That is just like the novels, isn't it; but what is the use +of making people angry?" + +"How do you know I should be angry," he asked coldly. + +She smiled like a Sphinx might smile. "I'm certain. Come! Perhaps I'll +tell you when we get to a safe place. There's one close by. My guardian +wouldn't have it lit up because--he always has the same reason for +everything, you know, and it _is_ so dull--because something happened +there long ago. As if it mattered!" + +As she spoke, they had been passing down the marble steps, her silver +anklets chiming; and now, as they paused an instant on the edge of the +water-maze, they chimed still. But to a new, curiously provocative +measure, and her face, her figure, her very voice, changed as if to +keep time with it. + +"I used to run all over it, in and out, when I was little," she +chattered mischievously, "and old Akbar used to run after me and +tumble in! I could do it now, and you could chase me, if I hadn't all +this-" she gave a little mutinous kick at her sweeping skirt. Then +suddenly she laughed. "Poor old Akbar! I'd like him to see me, but I +don't see how it could be managed. And nobody else must--but you. So +come--come quick!" + +She drew him after her by one hand, like a child at play. Across the +marble plinth, right to the wide arched passage in the lower storey; +and when, having gained in the race, he would from habit have gone +straight on towards the courtyard, she pulled him back with a peal of +laughter. + +"Not that way, stupid! Here--it's a dear little balcony all by itself +with steps down to the river and a boat." + +"Perfect!" he exclaimed with an answering laugh, as he disappeared +after her. + +But in that instant's pause two figures had passed into the other end +of the long passage from the chapel. Two figures, one of which, +half-disdainfully, half-regretfully, had been going round the beauties +of the palace; the other, gambolling sideways by reason of its curbing +deference its urging servility, engaged in garrulous tales of past +glory. + +"Yea! _Ger-eeb-pun-waz_," it was saying, "Bun-avatar used to meet Anari +Begum here. She liked him best in uniform, and she wore--" + +It was then that, framed in the distant archway, seen clear against the +radiance of the garden, that vision of a laughing girl, a flashing +uniform appeared. + +Old Akbar Khan gave a faint mumbling petition to be preserved, and fell +back, his teeth chattering. + +"Anar--Anar--herself," he muttered. "And he--God help us all! Why did +they light up the garden?" + +But Roshan Khan knew better. His eyes were younger. And he had the +key--the key of that shimmering silver dress. + +"Fool!" he said sharply. "They are no ghosts. 'Twas Dering-_sahib_ +and--and--" he gave a bitter laugh--"one of his _mems_. They do such +things often." + +But as he walked on, his hands clenched themselves to the tune of the +words which sang in his brain, "God smite his soul to hell! God smite +his soul to hell!" + +The two great stabilities, Love of God and Love of woman, had joined +hands, as they always do. + +A formidable combination. + + + + + CHAPTER X + + THE PIVOTS OF LIFE + + +Lance Carlyon was not, as a rule, given either to loss of spirits or +temper, yet both were at vanishing-point as he flung off the garb of +his namesake of the lake; swearing as he did so that he would never +wear the blessed thing again. It cramped him all over; body and soul. +And then--for he knew his Tennyson well, as one of his name could +hardly fail to do--his memory raced swiftly over the love-loyal +knight's career; until suddenly he laughed at a phrase which had always +tickled him. "_So groaned Sir Lancelot--not knowing he should die a +holy man_." + +If he had?--what would have been the result? Would he simply have +refrained from remorseful pain, or from the honour rooted in dishonour +which caused it? + +With a mighty stretch of his sound young muscles at the relief, Lance +caught up his Indian clubs, and went elaborately, conscientiously, +through his daily series of exercises before putting on his +dust-coloured shooting-suit, and swathing himself with the necessary +plentitude of belts, cartridge-boxes, and gaiters. The latter--being, +after Indian fashion, simply a couple of bandages neatly twined--were, +as a matter of fact, much tighter than his discarded greaves; but the +clip of them about his calves was familiarly reminiscent of many a +day spent out in the jungle alone, or at most with some companion of +Am-ma's type. A man whose only claim to be called one in these later +days was his undoubted dominion over the birds of the air, the fish of +the sea, the beasts of the field. How jolly it had been! And how the +deuce could a fellow like Vincent Dering-- + +Lance, sorting cartridges systematically with an eye to a possible +snipe, whistled a tune which Vincent was always asked to sing at the +Smiths', "_Sweet is true love--and sweet is Death_." + +Well, he preferred the Death. So, catching up his gun, he made his way +to the crypt-like flight of steps which, half way down the straight +river-edged wall of the Fort--between its northern bastion where the +stream turned hillwards at a sharp angle, and the southern one beside +the bathing-steps--led to a tiny landing-stage. Here the canoe, which +he had hired for such excursions from Ramanund (whose last experience +of boating had rather sickened him of its pleasures), lay moored. + +Keeping the paddle ready for steering, he let the stream, which here +clung swift and smooth to the wall, take him with it; partly because he +had no wish to be seen by any revellers in the palace. But the sight of +the latter made him slip the paddle-blade into the sliding water, and +send the canoe swerving out for a better view. + +It was wondrously beautiful, seen from the river, with every line +and curve of light reflected almost as clear as the reality. The +sight held his attention, so that he was abreast of the bathing-steps +ere he remembered his desire for secrecy, and, in his haste, the +canoe--answering to his swift stroke--almost spun round, bringing him, +in an instant, within an ace of collision with the hard brick. As it +was, he heard a faint grating sound. + +"By Jove! that was a near shave," he muttered to himself. + +Out of the darkness of the courtyard, for the unilluminated block of +the palace rose between it and the white radiance, came a voice:-- + +"Is't thou? Hast brought the tool--we must get the job done ere dawn +and--" + +The rest was inaudible as the river slid him on. What were they up to? +he wondered idly; taking advantage, doubtless, of the absolute +desertion of the courtyard, the entry to which had been blocked for the +night, the main entrance to the palace having been prepared for the +reception of the guests. Were they meddling with the padlock Dering had +put on the tampion which stopped the muzzle of the old gun? Time to see +to that in the morning. + +He was now steering his way just on the edge of the shadow cast by the +wall on the water, and in front of him jutted out a balcony smaller +than the rest, and nearer the river. Those upper ones, he knew, were +part of the chapel; but this-- + +He looked at it narrowly, wondering if he had ever noticed it before, +then let the paddle sink idly across the boat, and sat staring at what +he saw. Dering, of course! But the woman! Who on earth was she? A +native? Hardly; and yet he did not remember seeing anyone at the ball +whose dress was in the least like this; even in the dark it glittered. + +"Do you call that love?" came a voice echoing softly over the water. "I +don't. When I love, I mean to give, not to take; and the more I give, +the more I'll have to give; because, you see, love will come back--it +must." + +By all that was incomprehensible, Laila Bonaventura! And, if there was +any certainty in these shadows, Dering's arm-- + +Phew! Lance knew his Shakespeare also; had, in fact, a curiously +ingenuous and human acquaintance with even the exact words of the great +master. So as he drifted on, leaving those two in the balcony, a line +drifted with him:-- + + + "She whom I love now + Doth grace for grace and love for love allow. + The other did not so." + + +He felt a righteous relief at the idea, for he was eminently virtuous. +Poor old Vincent! This was better than the other--he paused +doubtfully--Well! different people had different tastes. He, for +instance, had never admired Mrs. Smith. And then Dering, good chap as +he was, had, everybody knew, a touch of the tar-brush himself. Only a +touch, still it made a difference; for one had to consider the +children. For instance, when _he_ married--Why a vision of a child's +head he had once seen, far away in the north, covered with soft, waving +curls of sun-bright red-gold hair, chestnut--yes, chestnut hair, the +very colour of that beast of a pony who boshed him at polo--should have +come to him at that moment he did not know; but he fled from it, +bashful as any girl over her first fancy, and, bending forward, sent +the canoe racing the foam-bubbles on the swifter current with all the +strength of his young arms. + +That was the mission house, ending the long curve of the city. The +mission house, where _she_ slept--the boat raced harder here--where +_she_ lived in the thick of it--God bless her! Here the boat slackened, +partly because the spit was reached, and in the darkness, made visible +by that soft white radiance behind him, he must not miss Am-ma's hut. +Am-ma, who had dominion over wild duck, among other things in that +munificent gift of the Creator to His own image. Am-ma, who must come +out and show those who had fallen from their high estate through +civilization how to lure the birds to their death. + + + "_Sweet is true Love though given in vain, + And sweet is Death which puts an end to pain_." + + +The refrain came back in this connection, and Lance's voice, as he sang +it, if not musical, held a hint of something beyond the mere maudlin +expression-stop of the ordinary song-singer. + +He need not, he told himself, have feared to overlook Am-ma's wigwam; +for there, not far from the point of the spit it stood, all lit up; +circled round closely with a row of little lights like those at the +palace. Were the primitive folk down here aping their masters and +having a ball of their own? Smiling at the thought, he ran the canoe on +shore and walked up to the reed hut. Then he saw that the circle of +lights was broken by a dark patch. It was Am-ma himself, squatting on +his heels. To one side of him, firmly fixed in the sand, was a +freshly-killed crocodile's head, its jaws ingeniously distended by a +thin cane to which a string was attached. By pulling this the dead +mouth seemed to open and shut, as the pliant rattan bent under the +strain and sprang back again. In his other hand he held a bloody spear. +Despite these fearful preparations, however, the first glimpse of an +approaching figure set him visibly trembling with fright; until, on its +coming nearer the lights, he sprang to his feet with a sudden +blubbering shout of relief. + +"I thought--this fool, this atom of dust, thought--the _Huzoor_ was the +devil!" he explained, capering and chuckling to make much of the joke, +now that the fear of its being a reality was over. + +"The devil!" echoed Lance. "What the dickens should the devil come here +for?" + +Am-ma looked half-grave, half-important. Did not the _Huzoor_ know, he +explained, that when life was coming into the world, all the demons in +it wanted to get hold of the new-born thing? Hence the lights, hence +the crocodile's head and the spear; also his own valiance. Hence, also, +the impossibility of his accompanying the Presence after duck. If he, +the father of the thing to be born, was not there to fight the demons, +what hope could there be for the son?--and here this quaint, broad, +ugly face grew wistful--for it must be a son, surely, this time. No! he +had no children; the demons had taken them all, every one; though he +had left nothing undone, though he had sought out one medicine-man +after another. What did it matter? he asked pathetically, if the charm +were of one faith or another, if it brought a child. He had tried all. +His own and everybody else's. But they all died, the children, girls +and boys; died when they were born. The demon somehow slipped through +the lights; the charm was not strong enough; that was all. So this +time, when he had seen that the _Huzoors_ had the _Dee-puk-rag_, the +sign of kings, that they were, indeed, light-bringers, as his people +had been of old, he had sent for the Miss-_sahiba_, and she had come. +She was there in the hut, even now, fighting the demons. + +Lance gave a quick catch of his breath, and stood silent. Right over +the miserable reed hut, clear against the violet of the moonless sky, +rose those palaces of stars lit up for pleasure. It almost seemed to +him that the slight breeze, which was beginning to whisper of the dawn, +held in it the faint rhythm of a distant waltz. + +And here, at his feet, was this hut, lit up for pain. He heard that +also, in a faint moan, which sent a shiver through him; the shiver of +one who finds himself bare of accustomed covering, out in the open, far +from any shelter from the cold sky. + +"Of course you can't come, Am-ma," he said, moving off. "Well! I hope +the Miss-_sahiba_ will--will keep the devil away. I--I--expect she +will!" + +As he floated a little further down stream, vaguely obeying the +instructions which Am-ma, regretful for all his anxiety, had shouted +after him, he told himself that if anybody could, she would. If a +fellow married her, for instance-- + +He drew the canoe on to the sand-bank, Am-ma had spoken of, somewhat +sooner than his directions warranted, in order to stifle thought by +action. And it needed every sense on the alert to tell in the darkness +if one was keeping a fairly straight path. That scarcely audible "_lip, +lip_" on the right meant that the water was close by, running an inch +or two below a sheer yet crumbling edge of earth. That yielding +softness on the left meant the ridge of dry sand. His way was between +the two. Every now and again a watchful quack, a distant flutter, told +him that the ducks were not far off. And in the east the faintest +lightening of the purple warned him he was none too soon, since the +dawn in India comes quickly. + +But this must be the place; a sort of bunker right at the end of the +bank. Here, cuddling down almost luxuriously into loose dry sand, still +warm from yesterday's sun, he waited for that hint of light in the far +east to grow strong enough for him to see. + +It is always an experience to sit and wait for daylight, ignorant, +helpless till it comes, of what lies close at hand. Lance Carlyon, +crouching in that still warm sand, felt a sudden forlornness, a sense +of having parted with something. + +But, almost on the heels of this, came a sense of having found +something; of strange, quick, new, yet familiar companionship. It +seemed to him as he watched that faint grey lightening in the far east, +that he did so, not as Lance Carlyon, but as an atom in the great, +round, spinning world whose curved edge grew darker against the coming +light. + +He laid his gun beside him, and, kneeling in the soft, still warm sand, +rested his arms on the edge of the bunker, ears and eyes alert as any +wild creature's. He could hear the soft rustle of feathers in the dark, +the soft swish of the water as something stirred in it, the soft sob +with which an inch or two of that tiny, unseen sand-cliff gave way to +the stream, the softer gurgle, as of laughter, with which the water +took its toll of earth. + +So, thinking not at all, simply as a sand grain in the sand around him, +the mystery, the certainty of dawn held him, as it held all things. + +The curved line of the world darkened, the shadow of it deepened, as +the grey of the sky grew tender as the eye of a mother watching her +child asleep. But only for a space. Then the grey hardened, and a +trumpet call from a whistling teal told that the great fight of dawn +had come. + +So, for another space, the Dark and the Light faced each other, waiting +for that second trumpet call. + +It came, borne on a faint rustle of wind which crept over the edge of +the world from the footsteps of the coming day. The shiver of it swept +through the shadows; they broke into battalions to face the foe. So +into companies, till, as the red spear-points of the sun showed over +the horizon, they rallied darkly, desperately, behind each hint of +rising ground, in each hint of sheltering hollow. Rallied in vain, for +below the spear-points a glittering curve, as of a golden helmet, came +resistless. + +Then Lance Carlyon stood up, hastily, gun in hand. But he was too late. +The mystery of Dawn had held him helpless, as it had held the birds; +and now they, too, were freemen of the conquering day. + +He fired a couple of shots after them, more as a salute to the victor +than in any hope of slaughter; so, with a laugh, turned homeward. + +The canoe shot against the stream gaily, but, as he neared the spit, a +sudden desire to go home by land assailed him. Am-ma could take the +boat back; there might be a chance of a snipe, in that low-lying bit +below the mission house, and-- + +He blushed, even in solitude, at his own moral turpitude. Why not tell +the truth; to himself, at least? + +He found Am-ma, worn out by his night's anxiety, with his head between +his knees, fast asleep; leaving the crocodile, at the agony point of an +unending yawn, in sole charge of the little circle of flickering +lights. Some of them had gone out, the rest looked trumpery in the +growing blaze of day. But what matter? Since, half an hour before, Erda +Shepherd had come out of the wigwam with a living child, wrapped quite +daintily in an orthodox square of new flannel. + +"It is a son, Am-ma, and I think it is very like you," she had said, +with a laugh at the wrinkled, wizened old face peering out at its new +world. + +But Am-ma had grovelled on the ground with tears and cries of +blubbering joy. He had been right. The _Huzoors_ were kings. They knew +the _Dee-puk-rag_. They were the light-bringers, the life-bringers. + +He had never asked after his wife, but when Erda had gone inside again, +he sat, and in his anxiety to keep the devil from those inside, had +twitched away at his string so fiercely that the crocodile's head lost +its ferocity in what appeared to be a fit of laughter, until sleep, +from sheer relief, overtaking the puller, the laugh had ended in that +steady yawn. + +Am-ma was on his feet, alert in a second, however, at Lance's touch, +like a wild beast. + +"'Tis all right, _Huzoor_" he grinned broadly. "'Tis a son." Then once +again the exuberance of his delight made him grovel in the sand at the +feet of the Master. + +"And the Miss-_sahiba?_ Hath she gone?" asked Lance, blushing once +more, now that his own self-deception became impossible. + +"Nay, she remains inside," asserted Am-ma. But a look which he gave in +the hut proved him wrong. She must have gone out the other way while he +slept, he confessed, sheepishly; but there was nothing wrong. The devil +had not won a way in; both mother and son were dozing peacefully. + +Lance, his hope of walking back with Erda gone, felt inclined to take +to the canoe again. Then a savage desire to kill something, at least, +suggested the possibility of a snipe in the little swampy bit below the +city wall, not far from the mission house; so bidding Am-ma take the +canoe up at his leisure, he walked off, feeling, for him, in a very bad +temper. + +He forgot his quarrel with fate, however, in a second, when, the bit of +swamp reached, something buzzed up to fall slantwise like a stone; +something which, on picking it up, he found to be the rare Sabine +snipe, painted, absolutely beautiful, in its delicate harmony of +colour. And the luck did not come singly, for from behind a clump of +tiger-grass came Erda Shepherd, a trifle alarmed at the possibility of +being shot if she did not show herself. + +Lance walked up to her, swiftly, the dead bird in his hand. "You must +be awfully tired, being up all night," he began-- + +He had a way of rushing things, Erda thought, which was disconcerting +when one was anxious to keep on the surface. "And you too, Mr. +Carlyon," she interrupted; "did you enjoy the ball?" She felt pleased +at this able evasion. + +"Who--I--Oh! dear me, no," he replied, absently; then he smiled. "I +say, wasn't Am-ma pleased. He slobbered and blubbered with joy all over +my boots, and yet--" he paused reflectively, "I don't think a little +Am-ma could be a very pleasing object." + +For the life of her she could not help a smile. "It was not," she +confessed frankly; "in fact I think it was the ugliest baby I ever saw. +Poor little thing," she added in quick self-reproach. "Anyhow it seemed +beautiful to them--it is the first--the first that has lived, I mean." +She pulled up short, wondering what possessed her to be so confidential +with this strange young man. + +"So Am-ma told me," said Lance. "He called you the Life-bringer. It is +a nice name." + +She fought against the tenderness in his tone. "And you are the +Death-bringer," she retorted lightly, pointing to the painted beauty in +his hand. "So you and I are at opposite poles, Mr. Carlyon." + +He stood looking at her for a moment with a smile. "I don't know, Miss +Shepherd. '_Death and Birth are the pivots of the Wheel of Life_.' I +remember reading that, in Sanskrit, when I went up for my higher; for +I've passed it, you know. I'm really not bad at languages when I try." + +It was the first time she had ever heard him claim credit for anything, +and the fact touched her more than she cared to own. Touched her so +closely that she sought instantly for cover. + +"I wish I were," she said, moving on, though, as she had known he +would, he moved on also. "I'm afraid I shall find it a great trouble +having to learn a new one." + +"A new one," he echoed quickly, in response to something in her voice. +"Are you going to leave Eshwara--soon?" + +She paused for a moment ere replying. "Sooner than I expected, Mr. +Carlyon; most likely in a day or two. I don't know whether you have +heard," she continued, looking him in the face, "but I am engaged to be +married to my cousin--Dr. Campbell's son--David Campbell. He is a +missionary--as I am--and--" she hesitated. "He is at home,--or was. We +did not expect him back for two months, but he has had a good offer of +a splendid place where there is any amount of work to be done. The +letter telling us this came yesterday--by the same mail as--as he did. +He is travelling up country now; and then--" + +"And then?" said Lance, quietly. With his gun over his shoulder, he +looked what he was, a soldier; and since she began to speak, he had, +insensibly, pulled himself together and fallen into a disciplined +ordered tread. + +"My aunt wants the wedding to be from the mission station in the low +hills where they go every summer," went on the girl. She was trying not +to look at her companion, not out of pity, but from dread of her own +admiration. "So as David"--she felt better after the semi-appropriation +of the Christian name--"is in a hurry to start, she thought of going +there as soon as the camp leaves--in a day or two. So--so--we shall not +see very much more of each other, Mr. Carlyon; shall we?" + +He gave her his first look of reproach, being unable, in his absolutely +honest humility, to conceive of the vague regret which forced her to +the useless appeal. + +"I--I hope you will be very happy," he said, quite simply. "Take care, +please; that bit is boggier than you think." For the second time in +their short acquaintance she felt his hand, not as a friend's, but as a +helper, a protector. This time the blood left her face pale. + +"I hope so, Mr. Carlyon," she replied, and her hands clasped themselves +tightly as if to hold some resolve. "It is what I have always hoped +for, thought of." Then suddenly she smiled at him almost appealingly. +"I am a bit of a soldier too, you know--I love the fighting." + +"You are in the thick of it here, anyhow," he interrupted, pausing. + +They had climbed by a flight of steps through the city wall into the +small courtyard on which the mission house, which had once been an +outpost of the Fort, opened on its inner side. The outer, with its wide +overhanging verandah, forming part of the actual city wall. But the +remainder of the courtyard was set round by a perfect congeries of +small temples, each rearing its upright stone spire--the stone of Baal +worship--about the central tank which occupied the middle of the +square. It was quite a small tank, and absolutely dry; so that you +could see the four or five worn stone steps which led down to the patch +of earth, not six feet square, at the bottom. A dozen or more children, +boys and girls of the streets, were playing a sort of hop-scotch on +these steps, and as Lance looked, one of them slipped and fell into +that patch of earth. In a second the others had quitted their game, and +fallen pell-mell, too, struggling, kicking, shouting, screaming with +laughter. + +"Is it a game?" he asked, looking at his companion, amused. + +"Yes!" she said, suddenly, her face stern as he had seen it that first +time he met her. "It is the game of Life and Death! That is the 'Pool +of Immortality,' Mr. Carlyon! The pilgrims come here to bathe--there +must be a secret siphon somewhere, for the water only comes when it is +wanted. Three years ago the barriers put up to prevent accidents gave +way--it was no one's fault. The crowd got in--a man slipped--and--and +when the police managed to clear the crush--the--the tank was full up +with dead bodies! The children _play_ at it now!" + +But they had spied more amusement, and in another second were hanging +round Erda's skirts. + +"Sing to us, Miss-_sahiba_,--sing to us before you go in." + +She looked apologetically at Lance. "I generally do," she began. + +He raised his cap, almost obediently, with a brief "Certainly," and +passed on; but as he left the court on his way to the Fort, the first +note of her voice made him turn, for a second, to look. + +She was seated on the top step of the tank, the children grouped +inquisitively round her, and she held her head high-almost defiantly. + + + "_The Son of God goes forth to war, + Who follows in His train?_" + + +The words were distinctly audible, following him as he passed on, the +gun on his shoulder, the dead bird in his hand, and something between +blessing and cursing in his heart. But above and through all, he seemed +to hear a never-ceasing voice that said, "_The pivots of Life are Birth +and Death. Death and Birth_." + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + WHEELS WITHIN WHEELS + + +"Half a minute, Dillon!" said the Commissioner abruptly, as the doctor, +ushered in by a scarlet-sin-stain of an orderly, entered the tent where +the former was working. "I must attend to these gentlemen first." + +These gentlemen were Dya Ram, Ramanund, and a third very different sort +of person, obtrusively Hindoo in face, figure, attire. + +The Commissioner's manner, as he returned to the business in hand, +changed from careless familiarity to an elaborate courtesy. + +"I quite understand, _pundit-sahib_," he said in English to Ramanund, +"that you are, as you say, actuated by no personal motive. A man of +your attainments and culture can scarcely feel a keen interest in +_jogi_ Gorakh-nath's--that is the name, I think--domicile in a gun +barrel!" + +The sarcasm was lost on the hearer, who smiled, satisfied. "Quite so, +sir," he replied. "It is merely, as my friend Dya Ram postulates, a +question as to the legality--" + +The Commissioner interrupted him suavely. "In that case it is a matter +for the courts, surely." + +"Unless your Honour should, as magistrate, act under Section 418 +providing for emergencies," began Dya Ram; whereat the official sat +back in his chair resignedly. + +"Of course," he answered, his brogue running riot, as it always did, +when he was contemptuous, "I have that power. But do ye really think, +sir, that this present matter is of such paramount importance to the +stability of the British Empire, that I should be justified in running +counter to the ordinary course of law and justice?" Here the futility +of his own sarcasm seemed to come home to him. He paused to consult a +file, and when he looked up again, he spoke in Hindustani--evidently +for the benefit of the third party. "There is no record whatever," he +said briefly, "of any previous claim to the gun. It has been +worshipped, of course; but that is a different matter. The military +power has no intention of interfering with this habit. I may add that a +counter petition, praying me not to allow appeal on the ground that +this _jogi_ is a man of ill fame, and a public nuisance, has been filed +by the _mohunt_ (guardian of shrines) at the Pool of Immortality." + +The obtrusively Hindoo figure which had remained standing, though his +companions were seated, here folded his hands as if in prayer, leant +forward, and began garrulously:-- + +"_Huzoor_ it is malice--malice of hereditary nature. They hope to gain +money--" + +"Exactly, _Mohunt-jee_; your money! if the pilgrims haven't the +attraction of a live man in a gun close to your shrine your trade will +suffer," interrupted the Commissioner, with brutal truth. "I am afraid +I can do nothing. Of course," he continued, reverting to English, "if +you bring a suit to claim prescriptive right, you may," here his +patience gave way finally, "but God bless my soul, gentlemen! Surely +men like you have something better to do than bolster up your +countrymen in a preposterous business like this!" + +"Pardon me, sir," protested Dya Ram, litigiously, "but if it is +prescriptive right, vested in citizens, then--" + +"Then, sir!" interrupted the stern, high voice, "the British Empire +will have no choice but to allow _jogi_ Gorakh-nath to be a +son-of-a-gun till the day of his death! So good-morning to you; +unless--" here the suavity returned in full force--"there is any other +subject you wish to bring forward." + +There was not, apparently; and as the trio were ushered out, the +Commissioner sat still further back in his chair, tilting it with his +feet against the table, and ran his fingers through his hair in an +exasperated fashion. + +"'Pon my soul, it's inconceivable," he said; then, reaching forward, +took up a newspaper that was lying on the table, and began to read. + +"_If we are asked what we, the educated natives of India, claim, we +reply boldly, all things that Englishmen of equal culture possess by +right of birth. We refuse flatly to be lumped in with the crass +ignorance of our fellow-countrymen who have, alas! not yet risen to a +pitch of desiring that liberty of which John Stuart Mill speaks in such +glowing terms in his valuable pamphlet_." + +"Hark to that, now!" he commented, flinging the paper back. "That's Mr. +Dya Ram's last, and it goes on, as per usual, to abuse. They asked me +to put a name to it, and I've just been telling the confidential +department that, barring a horrible misuse of synonym, there's no +sedition, no harm in it whatever! And there isn't, Dillon. The +son-of-a-gun business is ten times as dangerous. Dering's within his +rights, but I wish to blazes he'd left the brute alone; or he might +have put a blank cartridge in and fired a salute by mistake when +Gorakh-nath was inside! But ye can't keep the military in subjection. +The department's aimin' at a fight, and small blame to it! I'm spoiling +for one myself this instant moment; so come along, doctor, an' let me +hear what your criminals have to say. There's a pretty sheaf of +complaints for ye, ye hard-hearted murderin' slave driver!" + +He took up a bulky file of papers as he spoke, and passed them to an +orderly in exchange for his hat, which the man held ready. + +"Yes! it's pretty good," assented the doctor, placidly, as, keeping +step, the two passed out of the tent, so down the palm avenue towards +the gaol, which the Commissioner was going to inspect. "It comes of +their being idle. Wait till I get them digging again. I'll work the +mischief out of them. When are we going on; and where?" + +His companion shook his head. "Can't get an answer out of the Public +Works. Is there anything you would like done, meanwhile?" + +Dr. Dillon laughed sardonically. "Pretty considerable, rather! Only it +would take months to get sanction. But, if you pass it, Smith says he +could put a wire on from the Fort easily in a day. It would save +sending by road if there was trouble, and the great thing is to hit +back as quick as you can. The mutiny taught us that." + +"Ay," said the Commissioner, musingly, "that's the straight tip; and +that's why steam and electricity rule India. One can be ready without +letting people know. If that had been the case in the mutiny--" he +shrugged his shoulders, then went on--"these things come so easily; a +touch starts them; but you mustn't show that you know it. Still, if you +thought there would be any difficulty--I mean if you mightn't be able +to hold your own till they came from the Fort--we might make some +excuse for quartering a troop closer." + +Dr. Dillon shook his head. "It isn't worth it. I believe myself they'll +settle down when that big brute, Gopi, I told you about, gets his +ticket to-morrow. If I didn't want to get rid of him I'd put him in +cells for six weeks. And there's a warder, too,--or perhaps more. But +there's no fear. I could hold the whole 'biz' myself, till the brutes +managed to get off their leg irons, and as I keep every tool _extra +mural_, I don't believe there's a bit of iron within the walls--except +the shackles themselves. So I should have an hour or two, anyhow--" + +"Now, here you are," he continued, with pardonable pride, as they +passed under the mud archway which led into the gaol; a long archway +with a massive door at either end, tunnelling a square block of +flat-roofed building. "You'll find everything spick and span, I can +tell you, for I've been making the beggars polish their own leg irons, +so as to keep 'em a bit busy." + +It was, indeed, spick and span, as only an Indian gaol can be, where +everything, including the prisoners' beds, is freshly mud-plastered +every week. Spick and span in a mere monotony of mud and lack of +colour. The prisoners, fifteen hundred of them or more, stood in four +long, straight rows, naked save for their waistcloths and the eared +caps on their shaven heads; their blankets, folded to a small square +under their feet, giving them a strangely wooden appearance, as if they +stood on stands, like the figures in Noah's ark. + +A couple of policemen fell out and drew their truncheons to walk close +behind the Commissioner; but Dr. Dillon waved his pair back. + +"Never show you expect anything," he said laconically, "and as I've +always refused a guard, I can't take one now." + +Nor was there any apparent need for one. Some faces scowled at him, but +most were occupied with the Commissioner, who, when a prisoner raised +his hand, paused to take the written petition which, nine times out of +ten, was ready for presentation. + +"There must be a good many warders in it," remarked the Commissioner, +dryly. And the doctor nodded. + +"Now there's only the hospital," said the latter, when the solitary +cells had been inspected, the cook room interviewed, and the dinner to +come tasted. "It won't take you long. There was only one case in this +morning." + +But as they entered the long open ward, like a cloister, mud-plastered +as all else, but with iron beds looking strangely at variance with +their surroundings, two of these were occupied, and at one, a hospital +dresser was standing, looking somewhat scared. + +Dr. Dillon gave a hasty exclamation as he stepped up to the bed and +looked at the sick man. + +"When did he come in?" he asked briefly. + +"Ten minutes ago, _Huzoor_; the _baboo_ hath given him--" + +"Never mind what he hath given him," interrupted the doctor, holding up +his hand in warning, "go on with it, and tell the _baboo-sahib_ to +come to me for orders--at once. Now then, sir, that's all--and a bit +too much too--" he added in a lower voice, as they passed out together, +"for it's a case of cholera." + +The Commissioner looked grave. "That will complicate matters, won't +it?" + +"Can't say. You never can tell. They may take it as a dispensation, or +there may never be another case. That fellow's done for, anyhow--he'll +be dead in an hour." + +"That's quick, isn't it?" asked his companion, calmly. + +"Rather. I've seen a man go out in ten minutes, though. The worst of it +is," he added, with a frown, "if there really is some conspiracy at the +bottom of the discontent, it is as likely as not the devils who are +working it, may take advantage of this--I don't mean of this +death--_that_ goes without saying. But when cholera is about, poison is +hard to detect, and even if I stamp out the _disease_, which I mean to +do, they may simulate it." He bit at his thumbnail viciously as he +strode on, thinking and muttering. "By God!" he murmured, "if I could +catch 'em at it! However," he added aloud, "it's no good fussing. If +the thing comes, it comes, and I've kept you here too long as it is, +sir. Do you know it's close on half-past ten?" + +"Be jabers!" exclaimed the Commissioner, "only twenty minutes to bathe, +shave, breakfast, and put on me gold lace continuations. Well, ta, ta! +I'll see you at the show, of course." + +Dr. Dillon looked puzzled for an instant; the puzzledom of a man whose +thoughts are recalled from afar. "The show? Oh, yes! I was forgetting. +Rather, sir. Why! it is as much my canal as Smith's, for we've done +every inch of it together; besides, I have got to drive his wife down." + +"Where the deuce is Dering?" asked the Commissioner, quite ingenuously; +but George Dillon flushed up. It was visible even under his +leather-like tan. + +"I really can't say, sir; otherwise engaged, I presume." + +His elder turned to him, surprised, yet with instant apology. "I'm +sorry; I shouldn't have said it; but I really meant nothing." + +Dr. Dillon gave a dry, sardonic laugh. "Oh! it is all right, sir. I +quite believe you didn't. Nobody does mean anything in that sort of +connection. It's left for the doctors to face facts as they are really; +and then you call us brutal." He turned back, as he spoke, to the +hospital. + +Half an hour afterwards, however, having in the interim provided for +every contingency he could foresee, including the bare possibility of +his carrying infection, he appeared in Mrs. Smith's drawing-room, +looking--for him--quite smart and spruce; since, as he had said, this +end to three years' work was an event in his life also. + +He found her, dressed in her daintiest, in a rocking-chair; and as he +entered, his quick trained ear took in the petulance of the recurring +push of one daintily shod foot. The room was darkened, and full of the +scent of flowers. It was a familiar room to him, yet he never entered +it without a glad recognition of the extreme feminine refinement shown +in its every detail; for its mistress was one of those women whose +fragility comes less from physical delicacy than from sensitiveness of +mind. + +She was leaning back in her chair listlessly; yet the white ringed +hands which clasped the fair curls on her forehead showed an almost +passionate strain of muscle. + +"I believe you'll have to go without me," she said, as he approached, +"I've such a racking headache. I don't believe I can face it--I'm sure +I can't." + +He passed on to her side, and laid his hand on one of hers for an +instant, while his quick eye took in the details around him. A note had +slipped from her lap to the floor. It lay face up, and the words "Dear +Mrs. Smith, so sorry--" showed in Vincent Dering's writing. So, not +content with the message of excuse sent her by the offender through +him, she must have written! That was a dangerous development of the +situation. He stood looking down at her indulgently, as he might on a +fractious child who did not understand. And she did not--poor soul! + +"You're nervous," he said. "Let me give you half a whiskey-and-soda +before we start. It'll make you all right." + +"Nervous!" she echoed irritably, her foot setting her chair a-swing to +match her tone. "I'm never nervous--you know that is not one of my +failings--is it?" + +"No," he replied, "but you are a bundle of nerves for all that. You +wouldn't be the woman you are if you weren't. And you are nervous at +this moment. Nervous, despondent, out of heart. Come! make an effort!" + +She gave a petulant little giggle of impatience. "You speak as if I +were a Mrs. Dombey; but I'm not that sort. Besides, it killed her. I am +not coming. It doesn't really matter, you know; nobody will miss me--it +will be all right." + +George Dillon, watching her, felt sorry, for once, at the correctness +of his own diagnosis. He knew her so well that it seemed imperative to +give her a hint of the reality. The danger of a final _eclaircissement_ +with Captain Dering seemed imminent, and the shock of it might lead to +anything, if the knowledge of her own weakness came to her in the +presence of the man she had cheated herself into calling a friend. + +"Your husband would. It is a great day for him," he said, laying his +dexterous surgeon's hand full on the raw. As he expected, the answer +came passionately, and gave him an opening. + +"He! O, he is quite happy as it is! He wouldn't miss me a bit. Why +should he? I am not complaining, mind you--but why should he? He has +interests enough without me." + +Dr. Dillon deliberately sought for the nearest chair, drew it close, +and sat down beside his patient in professional fashion, his eyes on +her face, his hands on his knees. + +"My dear lady," he said, "don't talk--excuse me--rubbish. Try and +remember what women are always forgetting--that they _are_ women, and +that, while Eve swallowed her portion of the fatal apple, his +stuck--thank God for it!--in Adam's throat." + +She ceased her rocking, to sit and stare at him with a growing +resentment, which belied the words that came at last, almost sullenly. + +"I don't understand what you mean in the very least. What has Eve's +apple to do with--my headache?" + +"A very great deal," he answered coolly, "and with more than your +headache, which, by the way, is only a symptom, not a cause. The real +evil is--is something different. If you do not understand--though I +think you do a little--" she shook her head--"I can only repeat my +advice about the whiskey-and-soda; for I cannot explain to you crudely +what I mean." + +She interrupted him angrily. "You have no right to hint at things you +dare not say." + +Her very indignation betrayed her, and he smiled kindly. "Perhaps not," +he said. Then he paused, hesitated, finally leant nearer, with a look +of resolve in his queer, intelligent face. "But I will tell you what I +can do. I can sacrifice my self-respect and tell you a bit of my +personal history which I never meant you to know, but which may help to +cure--your headache." His voice, usually so dry, had a softness in it, +though he went on without the faintest emotion. "Mrs. Smith, I have +done myself the honour for nearly three years, of considering you as +near perfection as a woman can he. Allow me to finish, please! I have +done more. I have been, as the phrase runs, in love with my ideal of +perfection; but I think you will admit that I have never allowed my +feelings to give you, myself, or anyone else a--shall we say, a nervous +headache? Now, after that, don't you think we had better start?" + +He rose in quite a matter-of-fact way, took up his hat, and waited for +her answer. + +He had to wait some time, while the petulance of her renewed rocking +ceased gradually in a determined rhythm, and he felt his courage going +down to his boots. It was heroic treatment, but she was a healthy +subject, and her anger would pass. Anything was better than letting her +perfection suffer. + +The even creak of the rocker ended at last, and she rose, as he had +risen, calmly, and faced him. + +"I quite understand now what you meant, Dr. Dillon," she said +freezingly, "and why you did not care to explain. I shall, of course, +never be able to forgive you for daring to dream such a thing possible, +but--" + +"But," he interrupted, without a quiver, "you will take that half +whiskey-and-soda. Here! _qui-hi! Whiskey sharab belatee pani la'o +juldi; mem-sahiba jata hai_. (Bring whiskey-and-soda; the _mem_ is +going.)" + +Perhaps the command of that assertion helped her to a decision. At any +rate she did not countermand it, but spent the rather awkward pause +which inevitably ensued in a perfect field-day of her hat-pins among +her curls and veil. Whereat George Dillon, despite a certain bruised +feeling, smiled, telling himself she was a true woman. + +Nevertheless when, as she was stepping into the dogcart, his friendly +help came necessarily to the fore again, she reverted to her dignified +resentment. "I ought," she said stiffly, "to have thanked you for--for +your good opinion of me, and your evident desire to be kind. I do so +now. But I fear it will be quite impossible for me to forget or forgive +the delusion." + +"That is quite a minor matter," he put in, gleefully. "Now, cheer up, +Bacilla, you brute, or we shall be late," Bacilla being his term of +abuse for a pony which required a little stick. + +They were only just in time, no more. Five minutes after they had +joined the company gathered on the red-brick masonry of the canal head, +under a canopy of waving garlands and gay bunting, with that inevitable +British flag as the centre of all, the small man with the big star on +his breast took a step forward, raised a handle, and, as the first +drops of water trickled through a sluice, declared, in a violent Scotch +accent, "that the Victoria-Kaiser-i-Hind" canal was open. So, keeping +time as it were, slowly, majestically, to those (also inevitable) +strains of "God save the Queen," the outer floodgates swung back, +allowing the river to have permanent possession during good behaviour, +of the walled basin between them and the inner ones. Thus, slowly, with +a gurgling of water seeking its level, the surface rose till the +half-open sluices in the second gates were reached, and a thin curve +tipped over to fall with a splash, and send a tiny scout of a stream to +find out what this new straight road might mean. Only a tiny scout, +since the earthworks beyond had to be accustomed by degrees to their +new tenant. + +Still the new way was open, and the current of the river hesitated in +the old one. + +"Bravo, Smith!" cried George Dillon, coming round, when the cheering +and general congratulations were over, to slap his colleague on the +back, metaphorically and actually. "We've done that; and now perhaps, +old man, you'll have time for other things." + +"Yes," assented the tall, gaunt man, dreamily; "now I shall have time +to settle that point about the searchlight." + +"The what?" + +"Search-light. There's been a correspondence in the _Engineer_ about +it; and as I've all the electric plant here, lying useless, now the +show's over,--until it's wanted for something else, of course,--I am +going to see if I can't overcome their difficulty in concentrating all +the power on a sufficiently narrow area. I believe I know how to do +it." + +George Dillon looked at him with fierce, humorous exasperation. +"Believe!" he echoed. "I know you can! You are the most intolerably +circumscribed, self-concentrated, narrow-minded machine of a man I ever +came across. Heaven help you!" + +As he drove Mrs. Smith home again, it was his turn to sit mumchance +until, womanlike, she relented faintly, and, exaggerating her own +powers, trusted she had not been, _etc_., though of course, _etc_.-- + +"Not in the least, thank you," he replied. "I was only meditating if I +should tell you that I think Eugene has softening of the brain." + +"Softening of the brain!" she echoed, horrified. "Oh, doctor, do you +think it's that?" + +"Well, it isn't softening of the heart, anyhow," he said grimly. "But +I'm not joking. If someone doesn't get a hold on some portion of that +man--I don't care what it is--heart, brain, stomach, anything--and +prevent him from killing himself with work, India will lose her best +engineer. What he wants is someone to--to give him a nervous headache!" + +"We will leave that subject alone, please," she said loftily; but when +her husband joined them in the verandah, she went over ostentatiously +to him and pinned a carnation in his buttonhole, hoping he would like +it better than the rose she gave him the day before, which--this was in +a louder tone for the doctor's benefit--he had forgotten to put in! + +"Did I, my dear?" replied her spouse. "Oh, yes! I remember you put it +in my minim glass because I was working in my shirt-sleeves. Then I +wanted the glass. So it got withered and the head snapped off." + +Dr. Dillon laughed--his usual dry laugh. "That is one of the many +tragedies which come from the delusion all women have that flowers +can't be out of place." + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + THE CHURCH MILITANT + + +When Roshan Khan had joined those two great stabilities, Faith and +Love, into one passionate desire for Vincent Dering's damnation, he had +meant to follow the English etiquette on such occasions, and keep his +aspiration to himself. + +But it had been impossible for him instantly to rejoin the society in +which he found himself; that is, a society which shared that +fundamental crime--which more even than any definite jealousy had +roused his anger against Captain Dering--of being alien to his creed, +his customs, his code of conduct towards women. So he had wandered off +into the garden again, shadowed by old Akbar's incredulity, curiosity, +and sympathy; until, partly from sheer impatience, but mostly from +sheer inherited habit of employing such as Akbar Khan in anything +approaching an intrigue, he had made a clean breast of the situation. + +Even the latter, however, had, as it were, shied at the extreme novelty +of the idea when it was first mooted; but, by degrees, its vast +possibilities of advantage to faithful old retainers overpowered his +abject terror at the bare idea of Father Narayan suspecting such a +thing. The old master, he told himself, was old, indeed! God only knew +if he would last a year or a day; therefore it would be well to ensure +the favour of the new mistress. And there could be no harm in sounding +her as to what course that favour would follow. One could never tell +with a woman; and his wicked, experienced old eyes had caught many a +hint of Anari Begum in Laila's childhood. Perhaps she had changed since +she went to Calcutta. He could but try. + +So when, on the morning after the ball, Laila, in obedience to her +pious resolve to do nothing really wrong, had bidden him--with +threats of vengeance if he betrayed the fact of their having come at +all--remove and return certain trays of clothes and jewels which had +been smuggled by someone into her room, he had fallen at her feet, +confessed falsely that he was the offender, and besought her not to +impose so unmerited a disgrace on his employer, who had been actuated +by the ordinary rules of native etiquette which prescribed some +recognition of his cousin, the head of his family. + +Naturally enough, this brought the girl's curiosity, long restless, to +his aid; and she sat listening to the many things he had to tell her, +with that faintly mysterious smile of hers. And as she listened, she +watched a pigeon, all jewelled about its bosom in rainbow hues, and +with a dainty little pair of silver jingles about its jasper feet, +which was coquetting and pirouetting to attract the attention of its +neighbours on the wide marble sill of her latticed window. For Laila +had a room in the upper storey all painted, carved, and set with little +balconies, which was worthy of any king's favourite. And Father Ninian, +mindful lingeringly of the fine ladies' boudoirs of his youth in Rome, +had filled it, against her return from school, with all the prettiest +spoils of the palace. Sevres vases, rare old cabinets, quaint carved +tables which had been brought thither for the dead Nawabs; treasures +that were also, inevitably, of the king's-favourite type,--therefore +unlike the owner of the room, as she sat in her white muslin frock, +heavy-eyed, almost sallow, from the last night's dissipation. + +"So she--my grandmother, you say--was a dancing-girl--a real +dancing-girl?" Even her surprise and curiosity were listless. Yet the +next moment, while Akbar was protesting the superiority of Anari Begum +over all the dancing-girls of his vast experience, she had burst into a +sudden laugh, uncovered one of the trays with kicks which sent first +one, then the other of her bronze slippers flying, seized on a pair of +silver anklets, and there she was centring a Persian rug spread on the +marble floor as if she had been born to it. Coquetting, pirouetting, +with a challenging clash, a half-impudent jerk of the jingles, for all +the world like the pigeon on the window-sill. + +Like something else also; so that old Akbar felt a shiver run through +him, lest, after all, his first impression should prove right, and this +be no more than a _simulacrum_,--a ghost, a changeling, come to possess +the usually indifferent lazy Miss-_baba_. Yet when, all of a sudden, +she raised her white muslin skirt high in both hands and began to sing, +at the top of her voice, the wicked little love song which Vincent +Dering had sung the first day she met him, old Akbar's dread turned to +sheer wonder. This was not a ghost, but a devil; reckless, +unrestrained, with a fling of white arms, a kick of white feet, all +held to rhythm by the outrageous frivolity of the song, until, with +that last staccato note, she threw herself in a chair, breathless, +gurgling with laughter and sheer mischief. + +"Lo! Akbar," she gasped, "my grandmother never danced like that, did +she? I don't believe she was my grandmother! I believe you are telling +stories!" + +Akbar looked wise, and thrust out his folded hands in cringing protest. +"The most noble says true, Anari Begum never danced thus. But there is +the grandfather, Bun-avatar-_sahib bahadur_, to be accounted for also." + +Laila frowned. The reminder brought back the other side of the story, +to which she had listened so often from her guardian's lips, while her +pretended indifference masked a real pride. Of her grandfather's +gallantry, his good looks, his love of adventure. And of someone else, +also, who had always had a secret attraction for the girl. That most +beautiful woman in Rome, the companion of princes, the divine singer, +the best, the dearest-- + +Laila's laughter failed her; she rose, and going over to the window +looked out absently, startling the pigeon into flight. The sun turned +its breast purple, and green, and gold, as it fluttered down to renew +its pirouetting on a cupola below, just above the river. And below that +again was the roof of the balcony where she had sat with Vincent. The +girl's eyes grew soft. She understood now. That best, that dearest, +that most beautiful, must have loved her guardian. That was the secret +of his remembrance. How could one ever forget that one had sat in a +balcony hand in hand? So content, yet saying so little--only feeling. +But _he_ had said some things. He had said she was beautiful, that +she ought always to wear that dress, and she had told him she could +not,--that she _must_ send it back--that he _must_ learn to like her as +much in her ordinary clothes--that he would never see her in that dress +again. But, after all, why not--if--? + +She turned suddenly to the go-between. "There is no need to take them +back to-day," she said, sharply; "but thou canst tell the person who +sent them--he who claims cousinship--that I will not keep them, that I +know nothing of them; that he must send and _take_ them away." + +Akbar, with an inward determination to do nothing so palpably foolish, +salaamed down to the ground. The Presence, he said, in doing this +showed her dignity; it was undoubtedly the right course to pursue. But, +in the mean time, would the Begum-_sahiba_--she must excuse a tongue +which could not always bear with the paltry present, which remembered +the facts of the past, the possibilities of the future--not temper her +noble severity with the usual courtly favour? Her cousin's grandmother, +a most virtuous princess, sister to the late Nawab, was still alive. +Her memory of Bun-avatar-_sahib_ was still so green that doubtless she +would be able to tell the Begum-_sahiba_ many things of which a mere +mean slave could not be cognizant. And this most virtuous, most +interesting one, had long been anxious to return a visit which +the Begum-_sahiba_ had graciously paid her, in company with a +_missen_-miss-- + +"What! That funny old fat woman!" interrupted Laila, with a laugh. +"That dirty old thing? I remember, she _did_ claim to be a relation of +the Nawab's. And when I asked her why she wore such dirty clothes she +was angry, and said she had beautiful ones all tied up in bundles! I +don't believe she had, though--" + +"The dress the Begum-_sahiba_ wore last night is one of them," +interrupted Akbar, quietly; "it belonged to Anari Begum, _Huzoor_, and +there are plenty more like it. And all are really the _Huzoor's_; no +one else's." Laila looked down on the trays with a new interest. "Did +it really belong to--to _her?_" she asked; "and the jewels also?" + +"The jewels also. There are plenty of them. And if Anari Begum was +really the Begum-_sahiba's_ grandmother, then the jewels are hers by +right." + +"She can come if she wishes," interrupted Laila, impatiently. "I see +thy craft, Akbar, but I care not for that. Yet it will be fun to +receive her as--as a Begum. And no harm either, since the _missen_ +ladies receive her, I know, and her like--when they will come! It will +be at night, of course, to ensure her privacy, so Pidar Narayan need +know nothing. Only"--she paused, a change swept over her face, leaving +it dimpled, cunning, full of mischief and cajolery. "I do naught for +naught! If I please thee, thou must please me! If thou art their +messenger, thou must be mine also; or I tell Pidar Narayan!" + +Akbar-_khan's_ wicked old eyes positively leered approval; he waggled +his head and chuckled. Wherefore not? Was there a better, more careful +messenger in the world than he, or one more capable of deft arrangings? + +"I want none," she put in with a quick distaste, a shrinking from his +manner. "'Tis but to take a note to Dering-_sahib_; he must know +somewhat before he comes with the other _sahib logue_ this afternoon. +There is no arrangement needed, no fuss." + +How could there be, she asked herself, as, after the old sinner had +gone off, charmed at this renewal of a once familiar occupation, she +sat on the window-sill looking down on the roof of the balcony where +she had been so content. For what could be simpler than to make it +quite clear that you were real, that you did not pretend, that you were +not even afraid? That, briefly, you were not like Mrs. Smith, who took +so much--one could not help seeing that!--and gave so little--one could +not help seeing that, also! For what was a "Thanks! many, Captain +Dering," in return for all the trouble he lavished on her? + +So it came to pass that when Vincent Dering went to the palace that +afternoon, some words were haunting heart and brain, as Juliet's words +must have haunted Romeo's. No more; no less. But they slid into and +filled up the blanks between some words of his own which he had spoken +carelessly, not five minutes before he had first seen Laila, and which +came back to his memory unbidden. "It isn't altogether despicable to +let yourself loose in Paradise without an _arriere pensee_ of flaming +swords, especially if you can give pleasure to someone else thereby! +One could play Romeo and Juliet in this garden nicely." + +Well, he had played it for an hour or two, swept off his feet by +chance. Whether he would continue to play it was unsettled till her +note came. That ended his vague reluctance, and he went over to the +palace, eager as any lover could be for the interview she suggested in +"_the old place when it grows dusk, and the people will mostly have +gone_." + +For those of the camp who were bound to follow the Viceroy's whim of +riding by the old road--the pilgrims' road--while the big camp went +round by the longer, easier route, had promised to look in on the +palace on their way past it, for a cup of tea, a good-by. Since +already, the functions over, the dream-city had begun to melt away; the +Hosts of the Lord-_sahib_ were passing on. + +"Glory be!" said the Commissioner with heart-felt gratitude, "we've +done our worst and leave you to take the consequences. That's sound +policy. Anyhow, we are ahead of everybody on the road to heaven, and +the pilgrims will have to swallow the dust of our feet! I wonder how +they'll like it." He was in wild spirits, like a schoolboy escaped from +school; yet as he paused to shake hands with Dr. Dillon, he said aside, +"Any more cases?" + +"Two," said the doctor, laconically, "both dead. It is a bad type." + +His hearer's face was unmovable as he turned to Mrs. Smith, who stood +close by. "Good-by, my dear lady," he said cheerfully, "remember me +house is yours if you, or the child, want it. Doctor, couldn't you +conscientiously recommend change of air to the hills? Couldn't ye swear +the close proximity to an open canal and a gaol is unwholesome? If ye +could, you'd oblige a grass-widower, whose wife is at Baden-Baden--or +is it Marienbad?--living prodigally, while he has to fill himself with +husks which no self-respecting swine would eat. Faith, me dear madam, +I'd bless you if you'd come and kill the cook. It's a woman's work; not +a man's." + +Dr. Dillon, with a quick look, backed him up instantly. "Certainly. I +told Mrs. Smith a long time ago that she and Gladys had had enough of +Eshwara. Indeed, as her doctor, she would be doing me a personal favour +if--" + +Muriel Smith swept round on him sharply. She was looking her very best, +in her very best gown; white, mystic, wonderful, with a faint gleam of +silver embroidery about waist and hem. And she had been obtrusively, +unnecessarily friendly with Vincent Dering all the afternoon; even now +she was standing with him attached to her apron-strings. + +"I don't think nervous headaches are dangerous," she said, eying Dr. +Dillon coolly. "But thanks all the same. I should love to kill +somebody; even a cook. Perhaps I may, by and by, when _all_ the nice +people leave. I'm so sorry _you're_ going, but we are still to be quite +gay, aren't we, Captain Dering? And that reminds me we have to settle +when that riding party is to come off. Good-by--good-by!" She waved her +hand to the departing Commissioner, and carried Vincent Dering off, +with a defiant look at the doctor. + +He, knowing her, smiled indulgently; but Father Ninian, who had come +down to see his guest off, looked after her with a wistful pain in his +kind old face. + +"That is a mistake," he said briefly; then the wistfulness grew into a +puzzled look, and he added, half to himself, "It need not be, surely; +there is something wrong. I can't understand--" + +Dr. Dillon, catching the end of the remark, gave a cynical laugh and +turned on his heel. "No one does," he said as he went off. He would not +discuss her even with dear old Pidar Narayan. For the rest, though he +was keen to get back to his jail, he would wait till she tired of her +game, and then drive her home himself to her idiot of a husband, who +was too busy over his blessed search-light to see things that were +going on under his very eyes. + +Captain Dering, however, was already impatient. It was growing dusk; +the shadows were claiming the garden bit by bit, and as the glint left +the varnished leaves of the orange trees, the white flowers stood out +like little stars against the gloom and sent a bewildering perfume into +the darkening air. He could see no hint of Laila anywhere; Laila in +that detestable white muslin garment which made him long vainly to get +rid of the surroundings which suited her so ill, drive all that +civilized crew from the garden, and claim it as his own--and hers! She +must have gone to the balcony already. She must be waiting for him. And +yet a soft-heartedness for this other woman with whom he had been +friends, whom for a few days he had imagined he loved (it had come to +_this_ now) forbade him from leaving her cavalierly. So it was long +past dusk, and the short Indian twilight was hovering on the edge of +night, ere he made his escape; and, full of anxiety lest Laila should +have lost patience or hope, hurried down to the wide archway, and so, +by the turn riverwards, to the right, into the balcony. Most girls, he +told himself, would by this time have taken offence; but she was there. + +As he entered, her figure showed dimly against the light beyond. + +"I'm afraid I am awfully late," he began, then paused; for, as she +turned, there was a faint clash of silver, a faint gleam of it too. His +heart gave a great throb of glad recognition. It was Laila! Laila +indeed! the Laila of that dream last night. And she had risked _this_ +to please him! + +"Are you?" she said. "I thought _I_ was late; for _this_ took time; but +I wanted to be the same--always the same to you, always--always!" + +She stretched her hands to him, but he set them aside, took her in his +arms, and kissed her passionately. + +"Yes! Laila! always Laila--my Laila!" + +She gave him back his kisses joyfully. "I knew you would come," she +said. "Love comes to love, you know." + +He called her Juliet then, and many another lover's name. She took them +all, and gave them back again without reserve, until, as they stood +there, someone passing outward from the arched passage to the garden, +paused to listen at the half-heard sound of voices. For Father +Ninian--who had come down to his own rooms for a pair of foils +wherewith to give Lance Carlyon a lesson in the "_Addio del Marito_," +until Captain Dering should choose to come out of the recesses of the +garden and allow of their going back to the Fort together--knew of none +likely to use, or even to be aware of, the balcony. So he turned +thither curiously, then stood arrested, so that the clash of the foils +on the stone, as he purposely lowered their points, came as a warning +to those two that they were observed. Laila, with a catlike +noiselessness, withdrew in a second. She, a yard or two away, in +deepest shadow, stood leaning in a careless, easy attitude over the +balustrade. Her only possibility of escape lay, she felt instinctively, +in showing no desire to do so. Vincent, for his part, turned to face +the old priest, prepared to brazen it out; for his blood was running +like wild-fire in his veins. Yet scarcely so fast as the heart's blood +had once leapt, and was even now leaping, in the old man who came +forward, facing him also. Came forward slowly, shortsightedly, a foil +in each hand. If he had held out one, bade him take the button off and +fight for his life, Vincent Dering would scarcely have been surprised, +would almost have been pleased. It would have raised him in his own +self-esteem. For he knew perfectly well he had no right to be there; +that, as yet, he was not sure of his own footing. + +But Pidar Narayan did not. He paused, as he generally did, a few paces +away, a slender, straight shadow in black, girt about with that pale +sash, on which, and on his pale face, such light as there was fell +softly. For there was no anger in the latter; only an almost passionate +regret and pity. Even so, his words startled the young man, who stood +prepared for defiance. + +"Oh! Captain Dering!" he said courteously, "it is you, is it? You have +found a pleasant place, indeed! But scarcely a very safe one for your +companion--" he turned to that faint gleam of white and silver in the +arched shadow.--"The air grows chill, madam, so close to the river," he +continued, his voice taking a tone almost of command, "and you are +lightly clad. Will you not be wise, and leave us?" + +Vincent's surprise had passed by this time into a rush of vexation, +almost indignation, for he had grasped the old man's mistake. For an +instant he felt bound to undeceive him, then the impossibility of doing +so held him silent, feeling a coward indeed; so, desperately, he could +only join his voice to Father Ninian's. It seemed the only way out of +the _impasse_. + +"Perhaps you had better go--" + +Laila did not need more. Already, under cover of the shadow, she had +dexterously slipped off her silver jingles, lest they should betray +what really seemed to her her worst, nay! her only offence;--the taking +and wearing of Roshan Khan's present. And now, wrapping her veil about +her like a cloak, gathering her trailing skirts to orthodox length with +an appalling presence of mind, she was off with just the little uneasy +laugh which might well befit the situation. + +She left her companion bewildered, yet still facing the old man +recklessly. Since he could not explain, he did not mean to be hectored. +Yet, once again, the old voice took him unawares. + +"Memory plays strange tricks with us at times," it said slowly, but +with a suggestion of the fateful, hopeless rhythm of a Greek chorus in +it. "She has taken me back, this evening, nearly sixty long years. The +river before us is the yellow flood of the Tiber, the woman who has +just left us is the woman I loved--sixty long years ago--I had kissed +her, as you have kissed her. I had told her I loved her, as you have +just told her--and then, like an echo from the river below where a boat +was moored, came to our ears, the same words, 'I love you.'--They +were spoken, Captain Dering, by a boy, barely in his teens, to a +waiting-maid. The boy was her son. She had been married, as they marry +them in Italy, almost before her girlhood, and I, the boy's tutor, was +nearer her age than his father--a better man, too, Captain Dering! But +those words--'I love you'--parted us once, and for all. They mirrored +the truth for us--the truth of the love which hides in balconies--in +pleasure boats--" he took a step forward, and his whole presence +changed. He raised his hand, priest to its finger tips. "Let it mirror +the truth to you also, my son--leave this poor lady to her duty, as +I--" + +Vincent Dering broke in on him haughtily, his pride in arms, impatience +at the falseness of his position making him discourteous. + +"You don't understand; you are absolutely mistaken--I refuse to +explain, but I really must ask you not to interfere." + +The old man's whole bearing changed again. He drew himself up, and, +foils in hand, bowed, as fencers do at the salute. + +"Were I the lady's husband, sir, I would _make_ you answer. As a priest +of God, I must warn you that I will speak, if--" + +Vincent Dering interrupted him again. "I can't prevent that--but you +will wrong us--her at any rate--the best, the kindest woman--" + +He paused, for Father Ninian had come close, laid a hand on his, and +the touch seemed to bring silence. + +"It is sixty long years, Captain Dering," he said, and his eyes seemed +to pierce through the darkness, "since I have laid my hand on my +fellow-men save in the hope of healing. It was a fancy of mine +after--after we kissed, and parted. But I touch you as a second self, a +fellow-sinner; for she too was the best--the kindest--" His old voice +failed. + +Despite his anger at the whole miserable mistake, Vincent was touched; +but despite his emotion, his annoyance strengthened. + +"Possibly," he broke in, "but I must really refuse to discuss the +matter further. Shall we end this, sir,--unless--" he gave a reckless +laugh and pointed to the foils--"you would like to fight it out?" + +Once more Father Ninian bowed, as fencers bow in the salute, the +priest, the wise counsellor, lost in an older entity than these; in the +high-born Scotch student, who, for a while, had forgotten his vocation +to ruffle with the best blood in Italy. "I have not the privilege of +being the lady's protector," he answered hotly. "If I were,"--He +paused, then said courteously, "Shall we come upstairs? I came down for +these foils in order to teach Mr. Carlyon the thrust we spoke of once. +'_L'Addio del Marito_,' they called it in my youth--I doubt if the name +has changed now. He will be wondering what has become of me, and--and +it!" + +As Vincent followed him, he felt a thrill at the savageness of the old +man's tone, and told himself that here was the Church Militant indeed. + +He might have said so with still more reason ten minutes after, when +Father Ninian was left alone. For the hour proved too late for lessons, +and Lance Carlyon--who had been out of sorts ever since his walk at +dawn with Erda Shepherd--was obliged to give in to dinner, grumbling +the while, that Vincent was the worst chum he ever came across. Never +to be found when he was wanted, then turning up when dear old Pidar +Narayan looked as if he could have licked creation. + +Possibly Lance might have repeated this assertion, also, with greater +fervour, could he have been witness to Father Ninian's actions, when, +his last guest gone, he went to put the foils back in the armoury next +the chapel. + +For he would have seen him, with head bowed over the crossed foils he +held, repeating a "_mea culpa_" as he passed the altar; but ere the +second foil matched its fellow on the armoury wall, he would have seen +as pretty a bit of sword-play as could well be seen. Many a dexterous +turn of wrist, many a quick imaginary parry, many a sharp _riposte_, +following each other accurately, as if memory held each attack, each +defence of an unseen foe; until finally, swift as a flash, would come a +falter back, as if from a blow, then a thrust forward. + +There was a little silver bell--such as men put to a falcon's hood--no +bigger than a sixpence, shaped like a man's heart, upon the tassel of a +resting lance beneath the solitary foil. And the tassel swayed gently +in the cool river breeze. + +Yet at each thrust the heart-shaped bell chimed a feeble protest under +the button of the foil, making the Church Militant smile cheerfully. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + AT THE GATES + + +The darkness which holds the dawn was, as a rule, silent as the grave +in the sand-stretches beyond the river, where the wide cut of the +canal, the huge mud-heap of the gaol, with its scattered workshops and +houses, showed as mere spots and lines on the illimitable plain. But on +the night after the band had played "God save the Queen," while the +first drops of sacred water trickled over the chink of the sluice into +the dry bed of the canal below, its silence was broken by unfamiliar +sounds. + +First of all, by the now ceaseless splash of the thin, glassy curve of +water on its way to find out this new road to the sea. It had a sort of +dreamy whisper in it, as if it were telling its first impressions, its +hopes, its fears, to the river it was leaving behind. + +And on this background of ceaseless sound came two others +intermittently. + +The first--a muffled hammering from the darkness which hid the +Viceroy's camp--told of departure, letting the night know that another +white-winged tent was flitting, and that the dawn must be prepared to +find its place empty, the dream-city in ruins, the Hosts of the +Lord-_sahib_ gone. + +The second told of arrival. It was a strange cry, soft, almost +musical:-- + +"_Hara--Hari--Hara--Hari!_" + +Then every now and again in a sort of chant: "_Ram--Ram--Sita--Ram!_" + +It was the pilgrims' cry, their call on the Creator, the Destroyer, +their appeal to the godhead in man and woman; for the forerunners of +the great host to come were already nearing Eshwara on their road to +the "Cradle of the Gods." + +But there was a fourth sound, inaudible--by reason of that ceaseless +noise of water through the chink of the sluice--except to those close +by it, like George Dillon, as he stood on the hand-bridge above the +closed gates looking down idly into the darkness which prevented him +from seeing the cause of the sound. He had been up all night. On his +return,--later than he had intended, owing to his determination not to +be defied by any woman,--he had found that in his absence cholera had +been hard at its work. So he had buckled to his, expecting one of those +awful nights which live, even in a doctor's memory, as a horror, as a +warning to those best fitted to stem the stream of death, that they are +but straws on its surface. + +But he had been mistaken. True, for an hour or so, cases had come in +quicker than they could be attended to; then, suddenly, they ceased to +come in at all. That had been eight hours ago. Too short a respite for +certainty, but Dr. Dillon, being no novice in such work, had his hopes; +the more so because the disease, from the very outset, had become +steadily less and less virulent. Even so, seven dead bodies lay +awaiting the first glint of dawn; therefore, as ill-luck would have it, +there would be seven columns of smoke on the river's edge for all to +see! + +It was inevitable, however, nor could he do more to prevent others +coming. So he had been on his way back to his own house for a few +hours' rest when the dreamy splash of the water made him pause to lean +over the hand-rail and listen to it, as he finished his cigar in the +open. + +Then it was that he heard a faint tap, tapping, as of a ghostly hand on +a door. What was it? It was quite distinct, though almost as low as the +"_lip, lipping_" of the water, made restless by that glassy curve +against the gates. + +A curiosity to know seized on him. There was already a glimmer of dawn +in the east; he might as well wait and see. + +It was not long before a streak of something faintly white made him +call himself a fool. The cause was a log of wood. He might have thought +of that. Even that faint setting of a stream towards a new way must +have drifted it here. The thought made him frown, for this fulfilment +of the river-people's prophecy was annoying; the more so from its +absolute unlikelihood. Years might pass without such a chance coming +again; yet it had come the very first day! It was too bad. The stars in +their courses were fighting against him. In a pet he threw the remains +of his cigar from him, and was striding off, when a faint glimmer, as +of a candle, made him turn sharply and look down whence it came. + +The lighted end of his cigar had fallen on something dry, inflammable, +which had blazed up. But it was only for a second; the next found +darkness, save for that still, faint, glimmer of white. But the brief +gleam had told him it was not a log which had drifted astray-- + +It was a corpse. + +That _tap, tapping_ he had heard had been from the dead feet seeking +vainly to pass through the chink of the sluice, swerving with the side +current, coming back, again and again. He stood, grasping the rail, +staring down at the dim outline almost incredulously, and feeling, +despite himself, a trifle shivery. + +Then the remembrance that this was a thing which must be seen by none, +which somehow, and as quickly as possible, must be set on its right +road again, made him hurry back to where he knew some coils of rope, +which had been used for bunting at the ceremony, were lying. Seizing +one--still gaily decorated--he tied a brick to one end, and hurried +back to the bridge. By dropping this weighted rope over the dim white +streak he was able to edge it gradually to one side, until it lay +moored against the wall of the basin. Kneeling down for a closer look, +he could see, in the fast-growing light, that it was the corpse of a +woman. He could even guess the death she died, and if proof was needed, +it could be found in the hands folded at full stretch down the body; +the thumbs, pointing upward, linked by an iron ring. To this iron ring +had been looped a little tuft of the tri-coloured hank of cotton which +plays so large a part in marriage ceremonial. Dr. Dillon stood up and +swore under his breath. + +The fates were, indeed, inexorable in their spite. Of all things +unlucky for the changing stream to claim, a corpse seeking union with +Mother Ganges was the worst; and of all corpses, this--the cursed one, +which had held two lives and could send one back to haunt men--was the +worst. + +He must get rid of it somehow, if he could. + +Fastening the rope, so strangely out of keeping, all hung as it was +with gay colours, to the iron ring which showed about the ankles, he +proceeded to tow the body back along the basin, past the first gates, +and so to the river itself. Thus far was simple. But how was he to get +it afloat on a current strong enough to sweep it beyond danger of its +returning to tap at the gates once more? + +The dawn was hastening with great leaps of light that shot in broad +bars from the darkest spot in all the dark horizon; the spot which +would soon be the brightest, ablaze with the sun himself. Already the +broad shield of the river was changing its heraldry--the sable was +turning to steel, sign that the world would side with the light. + +What was to be done? + +He looked over the wide waste of sand and water, with a perplexity +which vanished suddenly in a smile, as he caught sight of a round +shadow like a man's head dipping and dancing on the surface. He walked +on to the last dry spot of land and shouted-- + +"Ai! fisherman! Ai! Gu-gu! Am-ma! anybody! Come and earn a gold +_mohur!_" + +It was Am-ma. Luckily, perhaps, since the idea of even towing a dead +body such as this might have been too much for semi-civilized Gu-gu. +Am-ma, however, had not ever borrowed his neighbours' superstitions. In +fact, ever since he, the Miss-_sahiba_ and the _Dee-puk-rag_ had bested +the devil between them, he had felt himself to be invulnerable. So, he +assured Dr. Dillon affably, were the _Huzoors_; therefore he obeyed +them. Consequently, less than five minutes after the call, with a vague +wonder as to what sixteen rupees would feel like, all at once, in a +man's palm, he was heading hard to the nearest stream capable of +carrying the thing he had in tow back to the path of purification. This +happened to be towards Eshwara, and beyond a sandy point set with +tamarisks which jutted out above the canal head. There was, of course, +a certain stream against him, and to save himself exertion and finish +the job--as he had agreed to do--before dawn, he swam for the most part +under water, only coming up, after his habit, for air. + +Now it so happened, also, that Gu-gu had thought fit to set nets for +wild-fowl, and was even now dozing, while he waited for the result, in +the same tamarisk jungle. But the sound of something swishing through +the water against the stream roused him in a second, and even without +the glimpse, which the coming dawn gave him, of a long streak parting +the river with a curved ripple like the prow of a boat, his experience +told him what it was sure to be. Briefly, someone of the river +people,--Am-ma for choice, since who but Am-ma had the luck of such +things--had happened on the chance of stealing a log from the piles +about the canal workshops. He was now, after time-honoured precedent, +towing it to the stream where, having set it adrift, he would recapture +it, and, of course, claim his reward for so doing! + +But two could play that game. When secrecy made it necessary for a +thief to swim for the most part under water, it was easy to swim under +water too, across the track of the robber, cut his prize adrift, and +put your weight on the rope instead. + +Then you could either choose revenge, and let an enemy tow you +home--which was a side-splitting trick,--or you might wait till your +adversary came up breathless, and dash after the prize yourself. Even +if you could not secure the whole, half profits were generally +possible. + +Therefore, slipping noiselessly into the stream like an alligator, he +was off across the track in a second; swimming, of course, under water. +He came, up once for air, and smiled to see how far he had come; so, +fearing lest the holder of the unseen tow-rope might chance to come up +at the same time, his black head went under once more. + +When it came up again, it was within a few yards of the long white +streak. He gave one look at it, let loose a yell of abject terror, and +almost turning a somersault in his haste to escape, his head went down +again, his feet went skywards, and though his lungs nearly burst in the +effort, he came up no more till he felt certain he must have put a +screen of tamarisk between him and the horror. He had; but his teeth +chattered, his eyes were half out of his head when he scrambled, hands +and knees, on to the bank, and lying face down on the dry sand, moaned +and shuddered. What else could a man do who had seen a cursed corpse +breasting the stream on its way back to Eshwara? To whose house? That, +however, was quite a secondary consideration to a man who was already +as good as dead; since what man had ever survived the sight of a +_churail?_ + +The certainty of his own fate, after a while, made him absolutely, +recklessly, calm. He gathered up his nets, wrung the necks of the few +birds he had caught pitilessly, and went with them, as usual, to the +bazaars. Not only for profit, however. Other men should taste of his +fear. Other men should know that they too might have to die! + +Am-ma, meanwhile, having seen nothing when he came up wondering what +the sound was which had filtered to his ears through the water, had +gone on his way unwitting, found the stream, cut the corpse adrift +himself, and gone back to his fishing. + +It was not until he also went into the bazaar with his basket, that he +found it ringing with the direful portent; yet for all that going its +way buying and selling, squabbling over the uttermost part of a +farthing; since portents are ever with an Indian bazaar. At first, when +called upon to verify Gu-gu's story, Am-ma, remembering his promise of +secrecy, gave it stout denial; but when the real truth of what had +occurred dawned on his slow brain, the opportunity for piling agony on +to his rival was too strong for him, and he burst into details, all of +which made Gu-gu's chance of escape still more remote. The corpse had +shot after him with a speed only equal to the fire-boats in which the +_Huzoors_ came across the black water; it had sat up, and beckoned, and +called "_Gu-gu! Gu-gu!_" + +"But if thou hast seen all this, thou, too, must die!" remarked the +syrup-seller round whose shop the talk was loudest. + +Am-ma laughed vaingloriously. "Not I! The devils are afraid of me. See +you, I have taken the _Huzoors_ for my God; I am on the strong side." + +"Hark to him!" jeered another of his own tribe who was also selling +fish. "He cannot balance his basket on his head, he holds it so high +since the wood-_sahib_ up the river hath bidden him guide their big +raft,--as if he was a whit better than the rest of us!" + +Am-ma smiled peacefully. "That is true, brother. I go for the raft this +very day. But I leave a son in my house, if the luck goes against me. +That is the _Huzoors'_ doing. They have the _Dee-puk-rag_. They are the +Light-bringers, the Birth-bringers!" + +A tall man, in curiously crumpled clothing, who had just joined the +group, gave a hollow laugh. "Birth-bringers!" he echoed. "Ay! and +Death-bringers, too. They took seven in the gaol last night. I have it +from a sure hand." That might well be, seeing that he was none other +than the _gosain_ Gopi, who, scarcely an hour agone, had been given his +ticket-of-leave and the clothes in which he had been convicted two +years before. They had since then been rolled up, and ticketed with his +name and number; hence the creases. + +"The doctor cuts a hole in their heads," he went on calmly, "takes out +their brains, and puts the bit back. Then 'tis cholera. That is why +they burn them in their clothing and their _caps_, so that none may +see. But they _say_, 'tis for the safety of the living; as if that did +not lie with the Gods!" + +"Hark to him!" said approving voices. "Yea! hark to him, the pious +one!" + +The long bazaar lay flooded with sunshine and life. The quails were +calling from their hooded cages, the sacred monkeys were chattering +about the sweetmeat-sellers' shops, men and women were going about +eager on their own affairs, and a group of schoolboys on their way to a +mission school came along, their books under their arms,--a quaint +collection, for the most part. A copy of the Gospels, Sa'adi's +Gulistan, and the Hitopadesa, certainly; a treatise, in English, on the +latest theories of mind and matter, equally so; selections from general +literature, probably; with Burke's speeches and Addison's _Spectator_, +possibly. + +One or two of these boys paused in their school talk to listen, as a +voice said fearfully:-- + +"'Twill be for '_momai_' they want them. Folks say they are running +short of power." + +Gopi shook his head. "That may be; but these are to grease the slots of +the canal sluice; without it, water will not run. One brain--his, that +they killed with the light--opened it but one inch; as all can see if +they choose. And these seven will not go far. What matter? There be +plenty more where they came from." + +The gossipers looked at each other. "Yea! that is so. It opens but an +inch, and there are many prisoners," they said, with that curious +faculty for giving heart-whole assent to the truthful foundations of a +lie which makes the latter go so far in India. + +The boys went on. There was nothing about the dynamic and hydraulic +power of a man's brain in their treatises; but, after all, the +statement was scarcely so strange to ignorance as many another held in +the books under their arms. + +"The times are bad," remarked someone, chiefly to give a fresh fillip +to the flagging horrors. "They say the 'Pool of Immortality,' will be +dry to-morrow." + +A trail of saffron-robed pilgrims who were passing, under the charge of +a priest, looked at their guide doubtfully. If this was to be so, what +was the use of having given him a rupee each to be admitted thereto at +the most auspicious moment? + +"Lo! 'tis easy to father that falsehood!" cried the priest in charge, +venomously eyeing a similar figure to his own, which was also followed +patiently, trustfully, by a band of men and women and children, all in +their saffron robes. "When folks have had their own miracle stopped, +they would fain stop other folks' also. Have no fear, my children! The +sacred water will rise as ever, and send your souls blameless to the +'Cradle of the Gods.'" + +It would have been easy enough for his rival to throw doubts on the +genuineness of the pool miracle, had it been sound policy to do so; but +before those patient, trustful faces, desirous only to save their souls +alive at any cost, it was unwise to sap at the foundations of faith. So +the reply contented itself with assertions that there was no fear +either, for them. Tampion or no tampion, _jogi_ Gorakh-nath had +promised to be inside the gun as ever. And that would be a newer, a +better, miracle, than any other in Eshwara! + +Here a fresh voice put in its word; for the syrup-seller's shop, being +at one corner of the central square or _chowk_ of four bazaars, no one +who had any errand of any sort in Eshwara could fail to pass it sooner +or later. Therefore, Dya Ram and some other pleaders, on their way thus +early in the morning to the tahsil court, were bound to overhear the +priest's boast. + +"But most undesirable, nevertheless," expostulated Dya Ram, quickly. +"We have duly appealed against the order to the higher court, and our +legal course is to await the result." + +The priest looked at him, sullenly scornful; for such as he are no +favourites with the hereditary Levites of India. + +"The _jogi_ hath appealed to the Gods," he retorted, "and they will +give judgment without the help of such as thou, pleader-_jee!_" + +"Hark to the pious one!" murmured the crowd again, admiringly +responsive, as ever, to a hint of religious sentiment. + +"But it will confuse issues--it is irregular--and I who drew up the +petition object _in toto_," began Dya Ram in angry protest, when a +friend interrupted him consolingly in English. + +"True. As it has been said, it is impossible to serve God and Mammon; +yet seeing that miracles are, as Herbert Spencer proves, _ipsi +facto_--" + +The ludicrous inadequacy of logic to the mental caliber of those around +him, struck one of the little party of progress keenly, and he broke +in, as he passed on, "What is the use of combatting such ignorance? +It is for us--who represent the intellect of India--to pioneer the +way--" + +The rest was lost as the little party went on discussing their own +position. + +"Mayhap 'twas to Ramanund's house the _churail_ was coming; there was +such a corpse went from it a week or two since; and they return from +far," said an old man, looking after the last speaker. + +Gopi, the _gosain_, laughed. "This one, I'll wager, was sent back +because of the canal. Mark my words, Mai Gunga will return them all +now. 'Tis the _Huzoors'_ doing." + +A curious shiver ran through the crowd of men. To have your women +against you, to feel in your heart that they cannot help being +revengeful, that their blood is on your head, is ever the greatest of +dreads. And so many lives held the possibility of this revenge. + +Am-ma, philosophically seated on the outskirts of the group, trying to +sell his fish, laughed vaingloriously again. + +"Only for fools! The miss-_sahiba_ and the lights, and I, can defy +devils." + +Here he stood up, and, with frightful grimaces of joy and uncouth +salaams, greeted the appearance of Erda Shepherd, who, in the +mission-lady's uniform of blouse and skirt, white pith hat, green veil, +and bag of books, came out of a neighbouring alley. + +It was not a becoming dress, Lance Carlyon told himself, as, on his way +back from escort duty to some lingering bigwig of the camp, he, at the +same moment, came cantering up the bazaar towards the Fort. + +She could not say the same of his. It was the first time she had seen +him in uniform, and the sight of the scarlet and gold, the buttons, the +fal-lals generally, took her breath away. There are, in fact, few women +whom they do not impress. + +Yet, curiously enough, her impulse was to pass on without speaking; +his, to do what he did, namely, pull up, dismount, and shake hands. And +still more curiously, the reason for both these impulses was the same; +the presence beside Erda of a tall, rather weedy-looking man, with a +long, black coat and a long, red beard. + +"Let me introduce my cousin, the Reverend David Campbell," said Erda, +with great dignity, somewhat marred by a fine blush. + +"I thought it must be," rejoined Lance, coolly. He might have said he +was certain of it; that a fellow could scarcely feel a desire to murder +another fellow at an instant's notice, unless that fellow was your +rival. + +Yet, still more curiously again, this notion of rivalry had come to +Lance in an instant also. Before he caught sight of Erda and her +_fiance_ he would have sworn that though he had been a bit cut up at +hearing the nicest girl he had ever met was already engaged, he had +never had the remotest idea of fighting against the fact. But the first +glance at the two walking together had changed all this. Here by God's +grace was the one maid for him. And another man had-- + +Not a bad looking chap, certainly. Better dressed, too, than most +missionaries. That was because he was fresh out from England. Any fool, +though, could be that with an English tailor. Yes, not a bad sort; but +not the sort for _her_. + +"You've been out on your rounds, I suppose," he said, pointing to +Erda's books. + +"Yes," answered the Reverend David, with eager assent, and the +benevolent smile which includes the smiler's own virtue in smiling; +"and I have been privileged for the first time to see somewhat of the +noble work Englishwomen are doing for their Indian sisters. It is no +easy task, Mr. Carlyon, for delicate--" + +"I like it," put in Erda, with a faint frown at the missionary-report +style of her cousin's enthusiasm. "So there is no use wasting your pity +on me, David." + +"Pity!" he echoed, in appropriating approval. "I did not even pity you +when they called you evil names." Being of the new school of Free +church ministers, he put all possible ill into ev-il like any +ritualistic curate. + +"Do they call you names?" asked Lance, sharply. + +Erda gave a vexed look at her cousin. For the first time in her life +the militant joy at persecution of the true proselytizer failed her. + +"Sometimes, not often," she said, quite apologetically. "They happened +to do so to-day, and David heard it; there are so many strangers about, +you see, who don't know me." + +"And what did you do?" Lance's eyes were on the Reverend David this +time. + +"Do?" repeated the latter, in faint surprise. "Nothing, of course. We +missionaries hear such things joyfully--for--for the Work's sake." +There was dignity in his tone and manner. + +"By Jove!" said Lance, softly, under his breath, "if I'd been there, +there would have been a row. Besides," he added, quite argumentatively, +"if I believed in my work as you do I'd be hanged if I let anybody +'_krab_'[9] it--or me--for it's the same thing. Not at least, without +trying to make 'em answer for it all I know." + +The Reverend David Campbell shook his head. "That is not our view. +Erda, the meeting is at nine, and it is already the half-hour. +To-morrow, you see, Mr. Carlyon, is our field-day, and we have to +arrange our forces." + +Once more the flavour of the missionary report made Erda shrink, but +Lance nodded. + +"A field-day for most of us. I expect to be in the saddle all day. +Good-by, Miss Shepherd." + +But something in the girl rose up in revolt at parting with him thus. +When he had been out of sight, she had faced the probability of never +seeing him any more with equanimity. Now she felt that she must tell +him she was leaving Eshwara the very next day, or the day after; that +she must make this a _real_ good-by. + +"I have to see another old woman in an alley close by first, David," +she said. "You had better go on and let me follow." + +Yet when he had gone, after another joyously militant paean over the +work, she stood silent. It seemed somehow too sunshiny for words. Then +she looked up at Lance, and her heart sank. For something in his face +told her, in an instant, that she had been too long in letting him +know of her engagement to her cousin. The fact, by rousing her +indignation,--since it was impossible to go about proclaiming that you +were not available for idle people to fall in love with,--helped her to +be hard. + +"You need not have been so fierce just now," she said, with an unreal +little laugh. "People won't have many more chances of calling me names +in Eshwara. I told you, didn't I, that I was going; but it will be +sooner than I expected--to-morrow, or next day." + +"Then I shan't see you again?" He grasped the meaning to him in an +instant, and the wondering pain in his voice awoke an echo in her +heart. + +"I suppose so; for Mr. Campbell's appointment will be at the other end +of India; unless, indeed--" she could not withstand his look--"my Aunt +has asked a few friends in to tea this afternoon to say good-by. If +you, or Captain Dering, cared--" + +"Of course I'll come," he interrupted quietly. "Now which way are you +going, for I am going too?" + +She looked at him helplessly. "But you can't," she began. + +"Oh, yes, I can! I'll finish the smoke you interrupted, while you +polish off the old lady. They're not going to have a chance of--of +abusing the _work_ again." + +He had a most ingenious way of appealing to her sense of humour, and +though it was partly at her cousin's expense, she laughed as they set +off together--a most incongruous couple. He had little time for his +smoke, however, for he had barely left off watching the point where she +had disappeared, for any hint of felonious calling of names, when she +reappeared in company with Father Ninian, the latter looking almost +pope-like, yet also curiously native, in the white washing _soutane_ +and skull-cap which he invariably wore in his visitations. His face was +rather stern, and he had his spectacles on. + +"Ah! Mr. Carlyon," he said, surprised in his turn, "I am glad. Will you +take Miss Shepherd home? I want to go over to Dr. Dillon at once: and I +have advised her not to visit in this quarter to-day. There are many +lodging houses for the pilgrims, and--" + +"Did they call names?" asked Lance, belligerent at once. + +The old man looked at him sharply, almost angrily. "No one ever called +me names, sir; still less a lady who was with me. But excuse me--I am +pressed for time." + +"Now, that's a man!" said Lance, enthusiastically, as he looked after +the hurrying white figure. The comparison was too obvious. + +"Father Ninian is not a missionary," she said coldly. "It is easy for +him--" she paused, turned to her companion, and held out her hand. +"Good-by, and thanks; but I really can go home by myself, Mr. Carlyon." + +"Good-by," he echoed; then, holding her hand still, a sudden resolve +seemed to come to him. "But--I should like to tell you something first, +please."-- + +She felt her heart beating everywhere but in its proper place. + +--"Not that it matters, but I'd like you to know it. I had some news by +the mail this morning--bad news." + +She felt her blood everywhere but in its normal course, now, in sheer +shame at her own imaginations. "I'm sorry," she murmured. + +"So am I," he went on thoughtfully; "though it isn't bad in a way for +me. Do you remember my telling you about my cousin? a weedy chap, +six-four. Well, they sent him round the world for his health, and he +died two months ago, it seems, in Australia. And the shock was too much +for my uncle; he was an old man, and this was his only son. So--so I am +Sir Lancelot now. It doesn't make any odds, of course, but I thought I +should like you to know, first." + +She looked up at him as he stood beside her, so tall, so strong, so +young, so kind; and though she only said, "Thanks, Sir Lancelot, it +won't make any difference to--to our friendship, I'm sure," she knew in +her heart of hearts that it did. Though how, she had not yet had time +to discover. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + MIRACLE MONGERS + + +Roshan Khan flung his cigarette away, and walked up and down his +quarters in the Fort like an Englishman; he felt rather like one, also, +in his vague distaste for something which refused to fit in with his +previous experiences. + +"So she will see my grandmother," he said, at last. "That is a step, +certainly, but--" he turned quickly to Akbar Khan, "it seems +impossible!" + +The quondam chief-eunuch giggled like a girl. "Nothing is impossible +with women, oh, Protector of the Poor!" he said; then, with a jaunty +air of self-satisfaction, went on, "and this dust-like one has +experience. She will see the female relation to-night after approved +custom, and, since this is after the habits of the _sahib-logue_, she +would perhaps see the--the Nawab-_sahib_ tomorrow." + +Roshan wheeled again in his walk at both the title and the suggestion, +half indignantly, yet with a reluctant eagerness. "See--see me! Did she +say aught of it?" + +"A woman's wishes for a lover go not near her tongue, _Huzoor_; they +keep to her heart," replied Akbar, still with his jaunty craft; "but if +this visit of the female relation be auspicious, as God send it, then +there would be no hindrance to the asking; and even if she said nay--" + +Something in his hearer's face warned the old sinner he had to do with +some novel code of conduct, and he paused, while Roshan continued his +pacing. + +He was disturbed beyond bounds. The foolish dream of a foolish old +woman had come to be so far a reality, that the jealousy which had +blazed up instinctively at the sight of Laila in that dress--so like a +woman of his race--alone with a strange man, had come to be deliberate. +More than once he had felt inclined to tell Pidar Narayan what he had +seen, even to write an anonymous letter of warning. He would have done +so had he seen any subsequent hint of intimacy between these two. But +he saw none; on the contrary, they seemed to avoid each other in +public; and though this might be a blind, on the other hand Roshan had +seen too much of some English women's ways not to know how trivial an +offence against the proprieties it was to sit out dances in a balcony! +Undoubtedly, however, this girl, who had taken his presents on the sly, +who would receive his ambassadress on the sly, was not one whom it was +necessary to treat with great ceremony. She was what the English +language called a flirt; his own a stronger term. Not that it mattered, +since no wife of his would have a chance of amusing herself. + +So, after a while, he paused to say--with a scowl for the toothless +grinning survival of a past society--"I would I knew if it were wise to +trust thee? Why shouldst thou take the trouble thou dost? What is the +affair to thee?" + +Akbar's face was a study in sheer dignity. "'Tis but my duty, Cherisher +of the Poor!" he said, almost pathetically. "For what other service +were such as I am created?" + +The hateful tragedy of this confession of degradation passed Roshan by; +he saw nothing in it but an appeal to facts which gave him confidence. + +"Yea!" he said, "I was forgetting. Such arrangings are meat and drink +to thy sort. So take thy price. It shall be trebled if she bids me see +her to-morrow, but--" here he laughed, half at himself,--"thou must +needs work miracles for such favour to come so soon!" + +Akbar, as he capered off, the rupees jingling in his pocket, to more +legitimate and less lucrative pursuits, winked and leered to himself +over his own surpassing wickedness and wisdom. Miracles! Ay; but it was +nature worked them, not he. Given youth, proximity, a touch of +surprise, a flavour of the forbidden, and the result, in his evil +experience, was sure. In the meantime his part was to keep the ball +from falling until the players took to playing the game for themselves; +then the fun was over for the true go-between. He had to take a back +seat and watch--he! he! he!--the miracle! A pretty miracle, indeed! The +idea tickled him so that he could not keep it to himself, and as he +passed through the bazaar, doing his daily marketing, he used his new +avocation of miracle-monger as a reason for good bargains. The +shop-keepers, however, shook their heads. Miracles paid the priests, +and might suit such as he, but for their part they considered that +there were too many miracles in Eshwara. What was the good of the +pilgrims coming at all if all their money went to the temples, and they +had not a pice left for a relic, or even a toy to take home to the +toddlers whose feet were not yet strong enough for pilgrimage? +Whereupon they would look discontentedly round the baskets of Brummagen +brass gods, the Belgian-made rosaries, the patent Swedish self-lighting +joss sticks, the machine-cut oblation cups, with which almost every +other shop sought to attract custom. Baskets where a pious pilgrim +could purchase a whole pantheon, and secure a modicum of divine +favour--all duly trade-marked by Christians--for a few farthings. + +"'Tis not our fault, brother," suggested a decrepit old Brahmin, with a +wrinkled forehead all seamed with white markings, who--squatted in the +gutter--was extolling the virtue of the sacred _salig ramas_, made +unblushingly out of the ball stoppers of soda-water bottles, which lay +exposed for sale on a handkerchief in front of him; a Manchester-made +handkerchief, printed in the best style with the loves of Krishna. "We +get no more than in the old days; nay, less. For, see you, the +third-class ticket takes so much. And that is the _Huzoors'_ fee. They +send it all over the black water to make a mountain of silver in the +streets of their big city, London. Oh, pious ones! Buy! Buy a sacred +sin-expeller!" + +The monotonous cry was caused by the appearance of a priest-led band of +pilgrims; for, as yet, the great throng was not, when the whole narrow +street would be a sea of heads, when even the saffron robes would be +lost to sight, and the only thing visible would be the patient, anxious +faces seeking redemption. That would come on the morrow,--the great +day. + +Meanwhile, reverent eyes turned to the bottle-stoppers, and one or two +hands wandered to the little hoard set aside for regeneration, which +was diminishing so rapidly under the claims of chaplets, lights, +caste-markings, sprinkling, and miracles. + +"There be too many, I say," reiterated a radical seller of drugs. "If +the _Sirkar_ puts a tax on my medicine for the body, why not on thine +for the soul?" + +"Nay, _pinsari-jee!_" chuckled the privileged wit and gossip of the +bazaar, a cobbler who sat--by reason of his low caste--at a decent +distance even from the crowd of customers which was awaiting a patch on +the coverings of feet already worn and weary with their search after +righteousness; "'tis a miracle when folk buy of you; and that comes not +too often." + +Even the pilgrims laughed; for laughter at a ready gibe comes easily in +India. Yet they, too, felt inclined to agree with the drug-seller. One +can get _blase_ even in miracles. + +Therefore, naturally enough, when there was a choice, they chose the +newest ones. And the newest of all was _jogi_ Gorakh-nath's promise of +defying tampions, and locks, and chains, and, as in other years, +blessing the crowd of worshippers from his self-inflicted penitentiary, +inside the "_Teacher of Religion_." + +And what was more, he had kept his promise. That very dawn, as a kind +of walk over the course, he had performed the miracle before a select +band of pilgrims, mostly _jogies_ of his own sect who were now engaged +in telling the tale to all and sundry in the city. What had occurred +was briefly this. He had received his followers squatted on the stone +steps in front of the gun, and had treated them to a dissertation on +the mysteries of Yoga. Other less eminent practitioners in the art of +miracles, he said, might have found it necessary to withhold the sight +of the sacred person from devoted eyes. He, however, meant to show them +his absolute independence of the body. He would leave it lying there, +dead, while his soul went inside the gun, and blessed the pious ones. +Accordingly his jaw had dropped; he had become rigid, callous +apparently to the prickings of pins with which his assistants strove to +make him wince, and, just as one of them withdrew a dagger, covered, of +course, with gore from his very heart, a muffled voice of blessing had +come from the very bowels of the gun. + +If that was not a miracle, what was? + +Anyhow, it caught on, so that as the day grew, the growing tide of +pilgrims passed by the side-shows run in connection with the Pool of +Immortality by its priests, and drifted off to the opposition show, +leaving the _impresarios_ behind them in a state of rage and despair. +Rage, for if this sort of thing continued on the morrow they would lose +their year's harvest, since the Host of God-seekers were ever the +natural prey of priests; despair, because exposure of what experience +told them _must_ be a fraud, would only result in counter exposure. +There must be honour among thieves to make the profession a lucrative +one. + +So they met in conclave, each with his miserable earnings in his hand, +to point the dire urgency of action, and agreed on the wisdom of +finding a cat's-paw to filch their chestnuts from the fire. + +Thus it happened that Vincent Dering came over to Lance Carlyon's +quarters half an hour before the time they had settled to start for the +mission house, and asked him to look sharp, and send round to Roshan +Khan to come along also, as he had private information--here, with a +laugh, he threw a letter on the table--that miracles were being +illegally performed in cantonments, and he expected some fun. Lance +laughed also as he read the following:-- + +"To the Major General commanding. This is to give notice to all +concerned that illegible miracles is now being performed by bare men in +belly of great gun, contrary to astringent orders issued by my lord +god. Therefore your petitioners pray for correct diagnosis of same, and +removal from Cantonment boundaries with exhibitions not to miracle any +more." + +"By Jove!" he said, "our petitioner is a medical man--hospital dresser, +I expect. Not to miracle any more!--h'm." His tone changed, his honest +blue eyes clouded, for, ever since Erda Shepherd had told him what her +future life was to be, the young fellow had been painfully aware that +Eshwara had wrought a miracle on him; that he was no longer content to +take life as he found it; that already he had begun to look forward and +think of what life would be by and by. "I expect that would be a +difficulty in Eshwara," he went on; "it's an awful place for upsetting +the proper odds. Seems to me impossible to--to make a safe book on +anything." + +Vincent Dering shrugged his shoulders. He had been in the highest +spirits for the last few days. "A safe book! The dullest thing in +creation. That's why I like Eshwara. As I remember telling you, one +can't count upon anything in the topsy-turvy place--not even one's +self. They talk of the mystery of the East! By George! one is in grips +with it here; so come along, Lance! and remove miracles from Cantonment +boundaries at any rate!" + +They found the union-jack of paths obliterated by an orderly crowd; for +every hour, almost every minute, of the day had brought fresh units to +that weary-footed, eager-eyed host of pilgrims. Here and there amongst +them was to be seen the high-twined, badge-set turban of a policeman, +ready, truncheon in hand, to assert the rights of law, but not many; +since the rush of bathers had not yet come, and there was small danger +to be feared from anything save that keen desire to be cleansed, which +showed on almost every face. As the two Englishmen entered, however, +followed by Roshan Khan, on whose features that fierce intolerance of +his race for idolaters was written clearly, a murmur of tense +anticipation ran through the packed courtyard. The miracle turn was +evidently on. + +It was. _Jogi_ Gorakh-nath lay as if dead on the raised stone platform +in front of the gun, and two assistants were prodding him with pins. + +"I've seen that in London," said Vincent, forcing his way rapidly +through the yielding crowd, "so I can hardly object to it here; but if +there is hanky-panky with my gun--" + +At that instant, a bloody dagger, fresh apparently from the _jogi's_ +heart, was held up, and a curious hush fell on the courtyard. It was +broken by a muffled voice, unmistakably from within the gun, and that +was lost in a great roar of applause. + +"A miracle! a miracle of the gods!" + +Captain Dering, who with the others had now reached the centre, waited +for the roar to subside a little, and then his voice rose and seemed to +crush it. + +"_Risaldar-sahib_ You have the key of the padlock. Take out the +tampion, and see who is inside." + +As he spoke, his eyes were on the assistants, and something in their +defiant assurance warned him that he was on the wrong tack, and made +him cover possible discomfiture with the words,--"If there is no one, +then someone here has the art of throwing his voice where he will." + +As if in assent, the muffled blessing came, louder, this time, from the +now un-tampioned gun, so that Roshan's face showed somewhat scared, as, +with a salute, he announced as the result of his inspection, "There is +no one, sir, I can see clear down the metal, but--but the voice is +there." + +A sound of such fierce approval ran through the crowd who were within +hearing, that Captain Dering saw instantly that it would not be wise to +court another failure. + +"Close up the gun again," he said loudly. "So long as my orders are not +disobeyed, and people keep their bodies out of my gun, their voices are +welcome to it! Come along, Carlyon," he added, in English, "it's +ventriloquism, of course, and I'd dearly like to catch the beast who +does it, but we had better leave it alone for the present." + +Lance, who, in sudden remembrance of the sound he had heard as he +drifted past the bathing-steps in his canoe on the night of the dance, +had been vainly overhauling the padlock and chain for signs of their +having been tampered with, nodded his head, and let the chain swing +back on its staple. The sudden jerk threw a new light on the matter. +For the staple came out, disclosing the fact that it had been neatly +filed through at the shank, and then replaced by means of a drilled +hole and a pin. + +The proof of tampering was clear, but nothing else. + +"I have it," said Lance suddenly coming up with a red but triumphant +face from a prolonged inspection down the huge muzzle, "they've shoved +in a false end, and there's someone behind. Roshan! go back and fetch +me my long gaff, and Roshan--my cleaning rod." + +"And tell the guard to come out at once," added Captain Dering, heedful +of the rising note of movement amongst the crowd, sign that it was +growing restless. + +"Stay! I've got a ripping idea!" cried Lance again, his face all abeam +with delight--delight so catching that the crowd stilled as he turned +to it. "Look here," he said confidentially, in Hindustani, "there's a +boy in this gun. It must be a boy, and rather a small one, for there +isn't room for anything big. Now isn't there a boy anywhere about the +same size who'd like to come and draw him? He will be heads this way, +and you will be able to get a good grip of his hair, and he will get a +grip of your's, and--and it will be--be jolly!" The untranslatable word +needed no translation. That something in the perfection of careless +youth which touches the hearts of all mankind, put Lance and his +audience in touch instantly. + +A group of tall, grave-eyed Sikhs laughed uproariously, and nudged a +lad beside them. "Go on, brotherling," they said, "thou art the best +wrestler of the school. Go! show the _Huzoor_ how thou canst hold thine +own." + +It needed no more. "Yea! try thy luck, brotherling," said a dozen +voices, "and if thou canst not we will find a champion!" + +That settled it. Five minutes afterwards Lance Carlyon found himself +arranging the conditions of the draw, surrounded by half a dozen lads, +each backed by eager supporters. By this time Roshan had returned, and +with the aid of the gaff and one of the smallest of the guard, Lance's +guess had been proved to be true. A neatly fitting disc of metal, +cup-shaped to increase the resemblance to the end of the barrel had +been withdrawn, leaving a head visible. + +"It is beautifully tousled, and you'll get a good grip," said Lance, +regretfully, as he helped the Sikh champion into the gun, "but it is +bigger than I thought for, and you'll have your work cut out for you." + +Then ensued the quaintest scene imaginable. The whole crowd, but five +minutes before ready, almost, to fight for the truth of their miracle, +were swaying breathless, excited, in sheer childish delight over the +tussle to expose it. + +"Lo! he comes--I see his toes--bravo, Gurdit! Nay, the other hath +strength left! Sho! sonling, let not go for thy life! That is well +done--Bravo! Bravo!" + +So backwards and forwards, like a terrier and a badger, the draw +wavered, Lance, watch in hand, calling time. + +"Half a minute more! Go it, Gurdit!" he shouted. The encouragement had +its effect. Gurdit's toes, his ankles, his calves showed beyond the +gun; only his knees remained, giving him grip still. + +"Wait for his knees. Wait till he loses grip!" shouted Lance--"twenty +seconds more--fifteen, ten--f--there you are! that's it, fair!!" + +Fair it was; the knees, pressing outwards steadily, every bronze muscle +of them showing the strength of the drag, lost grip, and with a great +yell of delight, half-a-dozen bearded Sikhs had hold of Gurdit's feet +with such a vigorous pull, that Lance had to shove his knee forward, in +a hurry, to prevent the boy from falling on his face; since both his +hands were locked desperately in the tangled hair of a disciple so big +that he came out of the gun with a cloop like a cork! + +"It was the most sporting draw I've seen for years," said Lance +enthusiastically, when, after much laughter and congratulation, the +crowd parted with smiles to let the Englishmen pass, "and I'm glad you +let the beggar off, Dering. It wasn't his fault, and he must have been +beastly uncomfortable. Now, if you could have quodded the _jogi_--" + +"I hope to do that by and by," replied Vincent significantly, "but it +was just as well the crowd should laugh to-day. These religious +gatherings are always a bit risky--and, as you know, Dillon is having +trouble over at the gaol. 'Pon my soul, I don't know which is worst to +manage--fifteen hundred scoundrels, or a hundred and fifty thousand +saints." + +"A hundred and fifty!" echoed Lance, "will there be as many as that?" + +"Quite. So it is as well they should laugh; for even with the extra +contingent of police we should find it a bit hard to manage them if +they didn't." + +True; but unfortunately the laughter of the many involves the +discomfiture of the few; and in this case, these were the most +unscrupulous men in Eshwara. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + OH! DEM GOLDEN SLIPPERS! + + +"If I were a man--I would fight." + +The words were spoken by Erda Shepherd as the two young men entered the +drawing-room of the mission house. + +"Let me fight for you!" said Captain Dering, in his most ornate style, +as, in the pause following on the interruption of their arrival, he +went forward to shake hands. "My sword is always at the service of the +ladies." + +Then a certain feeling, as of electricity in the air, a certain look on +the faces round him--for most of the mission workers had already +arrived--warned him that this was no jesting matter, and he continued +in better taste, "I trust there is nothing wrong?" + +"Wrong!" echoed Erda, who in a mechanical, absolutely indifferent +manner was shaking hands with Lance; "Yes! grievously wrong!"--her +voice was almost strident in its decision--"hideously wrong!" + +Here Dr. James Campbell, who had been laying down the law to a group of +other black coats, came up and put the telegram he was holding into +Captain Dering's hand. + +"Perhaps you can explain this," he said severely, "we generally have to +thank the military authorities for such interference." + +"Not in this case, so far as I am concerned," replied Vincent, after a +glance at the first sentence. Then he read on, everyone else in the +room silent, expectant. + +It was from the Commissioner, saying, that from private information +given him, he regretted that, in the interests of peace, he must, as +magistrate, forbid any street preaching or public profession of faith +during the next two days. Feeling was running high in many ways, and it +was necessary to be extremely cautious. + +"I can assure you, sir," said Vincent, handing back the telegram, "I am +not the informant. At the same time"--here he faced about to the room +generally--"I think the Commissioner is right. Our government is +neutral--" + +"Neutral!" interrupted the Reverend David Campbell, whose blonde face +was flushed with excitement. "If it were neutral we would not complain. +But does this prohibition extend to the priests of other religions? No! +a thousand times, no! It is only another instance of the fact, that we, +who have the strongest claim on a Christian government--" + +"Possibly," put in Captain Dering, "but I am only a soldier. I do not +ask questions. I obey." + +"And we are soldiers too," said Dr. Campbell, weightily, "and our +orders are to be instant in season and out of season." + +A little murmur of approval ran through the company. There was a +militant look on every face, a militant ring in every voice, as they +discussed what ought to be done. The women workers, with Erda at their +head, went solid for defiance,--only Mrs. Campbell making the +reservation "if James approved." So did some of the men, notably David +Campbell, who passed from one group to another, his pale blue eyes +a-glisten with enthusiasm. + +Erda's followed him with such approval, that Lance crossed over +pugnaciously to where she stood, with a pretty flush on her cheeks, +listening. + +"It is a pity you haven't got Jean Ziska's drum, Miss Shepherd," he +said. "By Jove! how you would bang it! Then, right or wrong, there +would be a high old row, and that would just suit me!" + +"There can scarcely, Sir Lancelot,"--she paused on the title with a +strain after contempt which did not somehow come off,--"be a question +as to right or wrong in this case." + +He gave a kindly, almost indulgent laugh. "There never can be, really, +of course. One is bound to be right, the other wrong. The mischief is +to know t'other from which! Now I expect the sixty thousand nobles, and +the grand-master who were left dead on the field, and the two thousand +poor devils who got drowned in the river besides, and all the +others--you know about 'em, of course, and you must admit he was a +bloodthirsty chap at any rate!--had got a musical instrument of some +sort, too. You can't fight without a band, Miss Shepherd, specially +drums and fifes. But Jean Ziska was blind; so he could only hear his +own music." + +"And I hear it, too," she said superbly, with all the more defiance, +because his words touched her innate sense of justice, as they did so +often. + +As she spoke, the not unusual sound--considering that one side of the +mission house gave on the city--of a native _tom-tom_ drifted in +through the open window, causing Lancelot's eyes to brim over with +smiles. + +"That isn't it, anyhow, is it, Miss Shepherd?" he said. "I saw that +drum-banger as I came past just now--the funniest old dried stick of a +Brahmin you ever set eyes on. And you know those '_round the mulberry +bush_,' fairy-ring, endless circles of men and women hand in hand we +used to cut out of newspaper when we were kids? Well, he was using gilt +paper, and trying to make a miracle out of the '_biz_'! One god, he +said, in many; the outline being the same, and the eye of faith +sufficient to fill in the details of divinity! The people were buying +them by dozens for the half of nothing. I asked 'em why, and they said +as toys for their children. So I expect it will be the endless circle +of boys and girls again--don't you? For, you know," he went on in the +confidential voice which, dimly, she recognized was for her alone, +"I've never been able to find out the least difference in kids. I talk +to the little beggars when I'm out shooting, you know, and--well! the +boys are just as much boys as I used to be--" + +Used to be! Yet once again, for the hundredth time at least since +they had first met, barely a month ago, his youth, his boyish, +whole-hearted, healthy zest in life made her eyes soft; made her feel, +with all the true womanhood in her that, if she ever had a son, she +prayed he might be like this. And something else she recognized--not +for the first time, either; namely, that boyish, almost thoughtless as +he was, puzzling himself not at all with the problems of life, you +could never dip below the surface without finding him, as it were, +there before you; finding him clear-eyed, ready to treat the shady side +of things as he treated the light side; that is, with an absolutely +limpid honesty. + +So, as she stood silent, checked in her desire to check, Father Ninian, +who had just entered with Laila, came up to greet her, and having done +so, turned to Lance with kind eyes and voice. + +"Captain Dering has just told me that we have to call you Sir Lancelot +Carlyon. I am sorry for the cause, since your uncle was a man who made +the world better by being in it;--as--as you will. It is a fine old +name, Sir Lancelot! It carries with it a fine inheritance of honour; +therefore I can wish no better wish for the world, as well as for +yourself, than that you may hand it on to your son. So, peace be with +you!" His clasped hands unfolded themselves for a space as he passed +on, leaving those two once more standing together with that sense of +being singled out for friendship which had come to them in the +beginning. + +And this was to be the end of it? Even to her it seemed impossible. To +him it made the impossibility certain. + +"Miss Shepherd," he said suddenly, "I have something I must say to you +this afternoon. Come into the verandah, after you have done pouring out +the tea, and let me say it." + +There was so much of command in his voice that she might have resented +it, had not Father Ninian's voice risen at that moment; firmly, yet +with its usual faint hesitancy, in words which made everyone in the +room pause to listen. + +"I, and I only, am responsible, Dr. Campbell. I gave the Commissioner +the information on which he has acted," here he raised his hand against +interruption. "I have been fifty years at Eshwara; fifty times have I +seen the pilgrims pass to the 'Cradle of the Gods' listening peacefully +to your preaching. But this year there is something new." He paused to +put on his spectacles, yet the keenness they brought to his face was +dimmed by wistfulness. "I cannot quite tell what it is. There is +something beyond the things I know, though these are many--small, it is +true, but cumulative. Still, this is certain; the pulse of the people +beats irregularly to-day, and that means danger to the body corporate. +It may pass; yet the faintest stimulus may upset the whole balance of +the organism. So, my friends, as our cause is eternal, as we have +time--" + +"Time!" interrupted David Campbell, passionately, "but now _is_ the +appointed time. Think, sir, how many of these poor deluded souls, +striving after salvation, may die upon the road to their false +gods--none can know how many better than you, who--" + +The old priest looked at the young one with a whole lifetime of sad +wisdom in his face. "Yes!" he said, softly, "for I am very old. I have +seen half a world die upon its road to the 'Cradle of the Gods.' +Die--though we have not the courage to say so,--with their faces set to +the eternal goal of humanity; to the finding of something we have lost. +And something keeps us all back. What is it? Have we the secret more +than they, who say, as we do, that it is sin?" + +His voice had fallen into a strangely musical rhythm, so that Dr. +Campbell's, following it, seemed harsh indeed. + +"_We_ know we have. We have the certainty--we are missionaries of that +certainty--" + +"And I--to my shame be it said," interrupted Father Ninian, with a +curious return to worldly courtesy as he removed his spectacles, "have +never tried to make a convert; therefore I can scarcely hope to +persuade you; but if, gentlemen, I might be allowed to talk the matter +over with you--" + +"A most sensible suggestion," assented Dr. Campbell, looking round on +his younger, less experienced colleagues; "I should be loth to act +hastily, and give occasion to the scoffer. Mamma, will you send our tea +into the dining room?" + +The pure practicality of the last words seemed to relieve the general +tension, and Vincent Dering--who had been looking horribly +bored--seeing the piano open, sat down to it, as the dissentients moved +off into their cave of Adullam, and began to play, "_La Donna e +mobile_;" saying, with a laugh:-- + +"_Cherchez la femme!_ Depend upon it, Mrs. Campbell, there is a woman +at the bottom of it. I know from personal experience that she is always +fatal to my peace and pulse on any road." + +Erda Shepherd, holding her head very high, crossed over to pour out the +tea; whereupon Vincent, being mischievously inclined, suddenly changed +the tune to "Where'er you walk," which he played daintily, purely, +altogether charmingly, so causing Muriel Smith, who had lately joined +the party, to relax her faint frown at his remark. + +"Miss Shepherd objects," he went on provokingly. "She doesn't believe +in men fighting for women. She scorned the offer of my sword in +favour--excuse me for having overheard--of some drum or another. What +was it, Miss Shepherd? I really only heard Lance say you would like to +bang it." + +Erda flushed all over her face. "I was only alluding to Jean Ziska's +drum, which was sounded to call the Hosts of the Lord to arms." + +Mrs. Campbell gave a fine, hearty shudder. "My dear," she said, "why +can ye not leave that gruesome tale alone? For it's just an awful tale, +Mrs. Smith. As if he could not be content with doing his duty in this +life, but must leave his skin behind for the next generation." + +"We have biblical warranty for that sort of thing, Mrs. Campbell," said +the sharp-voiced lady who owned the small black coat. "Elijah left his +mantle." + +"Hoots!" interrupted Mrs. Campbell, scornfully. "We all have to leave +our body-wear, but a skin's different altogether. It sou'd just have +gone to the grave with him, honest man, dust to dust, ashes to ashes. +I've often heard Dr. James say there was nothing in the world for tying +the hands o' the leevin' like dead men's dispositions. They're just a +mortification indeed to a' concerned." + +There was always something about the good lady's comfortable +common-sense which made further discussion difficult, and the talk +wandered into less rugged paths until, the time for leisure from Erda's +duties as tea-maker being close at hand, Lance went out deliberately +into the verandah which overhung the river, or rather the spit of +sand-bank which jutted out from this, the turning-point of the city's +triangle. On the right, the wall, set with its temple spires, trended +away to meet the bridge, on the left to join the line of the palace, +the bathing-steps, the Fort. In front of him, as he stood leaning over +the balustrade at the western end of the verandah, lay dull streaks of +sand, bright gleams of water, and beyond them--dim, mysterious--was the +great level plain of India, on whose scarce distinguishable edge the +sun was setting behind a bank of deep purple cloud. It was a long, low, +almost level bank, outlined sharply against the sea of golden-green +light above it. There was scarcely a hint of sunset fire save in a +trailing chain of little fleecy golden flocks, which stretched away +from the purple of the clouds into the deepening purple of clear sky +overhead. + +Lance, waiting, watched that clear, almost level, outline, until, as +clouds do when gazed at fixedly, it took shape for him as the body of a +dead warrior half-covered by a pall. The straight sweep yonder was the +shield, still held upon the arm, the peak of shadow below it was the +mailed feet. There was the curve of the throat; the head thrown back; +the feathery plumes of the helmet. The whole world seemed his bier; the +stars, just trembling into sight, the watch-lights round it. + +"Do you see?" he asked, as Erda joined him. "_From the great deep to +the great deep he goes_." + +She recognized the quotation; and though she had come out full of +determination to deny the glamour of their mutual comprehension, it +claimed her in a second. + +"Yes!" she answered quickly, and pointing to the trailing drift of +cloudlets, added, "_bound by gold chains about the feet of God_." + +He turned to look at her then, forgetting fancy in a sudden certainty. + +"I thought I had something to tell you," he said, "but I think you know +it already, don't you?" + +"Yes!" she answered, held captive still by that inevitable +understanding. "I think I do." + +He paused a moment; then going back to the now fading likeness of that +dead "King of the Dead," continued: "Then that ends it so--so far as I +am concerned. But it remains as an excuse for my asking a question. +Miss Shepherd, why are you going to marry your cousin?" + +She had known this was coming. "For a great many reasons," she began +boldly; then paused, wishing for the first time that these reasons had +been fewer, feeling that the possession of but _one_ would have made +speech easier. "To begin with, it has been the dream of my life." + +He turned on her with an amaze which was almost ludicrous. "What! to +marry him?" + +She frowned angrily. "No! To work--to help--to give my sympathy--to +stand hand in hand with someone who, as he does, gives himself, as I +do, to the great work. To someone whose life will be mine--whom I can +respect and admire and--and love--in the best sense of the word--" Her +voice, gaining confidence from its own statements, rose almost +passionately. + +Lance looked at her with his clear eyes, and nodded. "Yes! I quite +understand. But what has that to do with marrying him? How will +the--the great Work be furthered by your having to look after the house +and all that? And it isn't as if you couldn't give the help and +sympathy without marrying a fellow. Even the love--at least I think so. +Now, I want to marry you, because--" + +"Yes,--" she said severely, as he paused--she felt glad to change +places with him in the witness box-- + +"Because, to begin with, it doesn't seem possible for me to live my +life--I mean my everyday life, trying to rub along, you know, without +doing any harm; keeping things going as--as my people have always kept +them, unless you help me. And then--" he paused again--"from the first +moment I saw you, you reminded me--" he paused so long this time that a +faint wonder as to what he was going to say next made her heart beat, +as she watched him leaning over the balcony, looking dreamily at that +fading likeness of a dead 'King of the Dead.' + +"I don't suppose anyone had a happier, jollier childhood than I had," +he said suddenly, "though I was an orphan. I lived at Tregarthen, you +know." He turned to her as he spoke, and smiled. "You should have seen +my grandfather and grandmother, Miss Shepherd. They were like the +double Christmas number of an illustrated paper! She used to boast that +she never saw a naughty child; and she never did, for the dear old lady +always walked out of the room promptly when we tried it on. I remember +it used to take the starch out awfully, having no audience. But it was +the same in everything. It beat even a boy to be really bad in that +house, somehow. Yes! we had jolly times! You would have liked it--you +would like it now"--he turned swiftly and held out both hands--"Come to +it!--Come, and be Lady Carlyon as she was! People may say all that +means nothing, but it means everything to a woman to be able to count +on an inheritance like that for her--" he broke off as some of the +others came out into the balcony, and bending closer to her, went on in +a low voice, "I've said nothing of my love--you know all that--and I +think--Yes--" his voice took a note of certainty--"I think you--you like +me well enough--don't you?" + +There was something so truth-compelling in his face, his voice, that +she felt thankful for the tepid word _like_-- + +"I like you very much, Sir Lancelot," she said, trying not to let her +voice betray the absolute tenderness she felt, "but, as you told me +just now, that is no reason why I should marry you." + +"It is at least as good as yours for marrying _him_," he broke in +quickly. "At least it has to do with you--with me--with our +happiness--with mine at any rate! Do you remember when you first told +me your name--The World's Desire I called it--the woman with the +red-gold hair, the red-gold hem to her garment, the red-gold apple in +her hand--you are that to me--Erda! give me my heart's desire--" + +His voice--low, quick, passionate--thrilled through her. She saw +herself as she had seen herself then. + +"Yes! it has to do with you, with me!" she echoed desperately, "but +only we two." + +"No!--" he interrupted--"with more than that, surely!" + +In the pause which followed, one vision faded in another, and her own +wish, that if she ever had a son he might be as this man, came to make +her remember Father Ninian's words, "I can wish no better wish for the +world!" + +But Father Ninian could not have said so to her. _She_ could do +better for the world in the other life, the other work. The very +self-sacrifice of it attracted her, vague though the sense of that was, +as yet. + +"Sir Lancelot," she said at last, "I am very sensible of the honour--" + +"Don't--for heaven's sake," he interrupted. "That is--excuse +me--bunkum." + +She felt glad of the faint resentment which came to her aid. "I am, all +the same," she continued; "but it is impossible. Perhaps if I did not +look forward as I do; perhaps if I only sought happiness; but--" she +clasped her hands tightly and the militant look came back to her +face--"I am sworn to another work--the noblest work of all--to bring +light to those that sit in darkness." + +Lance gave an odd little laugh, full of bitterness. "You leave me out +in the black night, anyhow," he said. + +True enough, in one way, for the quick dusk had closed in around them; +but as he spoke, a great white shaft of light like a moon-ray shot, +almost as if in denial--widening on its way, from the shadowy stretches +beyond the river; shot waveringly, as if uncertain, until, focussing +itself full on the verandah, it turned the dusk to day. + +"The search-light!" cried Mrs. Smith, clapping her daintily gloved +little hands. "Eugene will be so pleased. He couldn't positively +swallow a mouthful at lunch because, when he thought all was right, +something went wrong. That's why he didn't come, Miss Shepherd," she +added, for the light had effectually joined the scattered groups into +one. "I positively couldn't tear him away, but I made him promise to +turn the thing on here if he succeeded. And he has. Isn't it splendid?" + +Mrs. Campbell looked doubtful. "It's just too much like the last day, +comin' unawares, and makin' a' things manifest, for my taste. An' I +wonder what Dr. James will say to it?" + +"I wonder what the natives will say to it?" said Vincent Dering, +looking across at Lance. + +"Say!" echoed the tart lady. "I know what they should say--that, of +course, we know a great deal more than they do." + +"And, besides," added a new and gushing voice, "it is so beautifully, +suggestively true. We have the light, we can light them." + +"Oh! but that _is_ such a bother," came Laila Bonaventura's +full-throated tones. "I hate having to see things I don't care to see. +I much prefer to have my own candle, don't you?" + +She had been finding it dull work waiting for her guardian's return +from the dining room, even though Vincent had, now and again, found +opportunity for a word or look. He took advantage of one now to say, +"It will be pleasanter by and by, won't it? We must settle the time +before you leave." + +"What time?" asked Muriel Smith, who happened to overhear his +undertone. She had been vaguely curious at their apparent avoidance of +each other, their occasional lapses into familiarity, ever since she +had challenged them at the Viceroy's party. + +"Time!" echoed Vincent, coolly. "Of that new song, of course. Come in, +Miss Bonaventura, let us decide about it." + +The girl swept up her long lashes solemnly. "I should think a twelve +beat would be best, really. It is safer when there are so many +accidental notes." + +His face, as he led the way to the piano, was a study. If she had lived +her life in a vaudeville at the _Folies Bergeres_ she could scarcely +have been more at home in intrigue, yet her absolute sincerity and +unconsciousness of wrongdoing was as palpable. On the whole, he felt +vexed; the more so because the vaudeville dialogue proved unnecessary, +since a sudden concentration of the party to hear the verdict of the +Adullamites, who at that moment came out of the dining room, would have +given them ample time for more dignified conversation. + +Erda was in the front rank of the eager little crowd, her hopes, her +enthusiasms, heightened by the deliberate choice she had just made, +when Dr. Campbell, as the recognized head, began to speak. They had +come unanimously to the conclusion, he said, that absolute revolt at +this late hour would be unwise. Whether Father Ninian Bruce was +justified, by the circumstances, in his adverse report was another +matter. Personally he denied it; nor did he propose that they should +sit down quietly under the interference. They were only forbidden to +preach in Eshwara. Therefore they had come, again unanimously, to the +resolution of leaving Eshwara for the time in a body. It would be a +solemn protest; and they could thus render both to Caesar and to God, +since they could preach at other pilgrim stations on the road. It would +be a noble protest which was certain of proving blessed. + +The words roused no little enthusiasm, mingled with undoubted relief in +most cases; but Erda, standing beside her cousin, said in an undertone, +"Did you assent to that, David?" + +"I suggested it," he answered, in a louder voice, not without some +self-satisfaction. "It appeared to me to meet the exigencies of the +case admirably, and it will be very useful, let me tell you, at home. +It will emphasize the difficulties and dangers we have to contend +against. It will show our meek reasonableness, and then--" he looked +round with a jubilant smile--"it seems to me such a beautiful idea that +the only result of this attempt to gag us will be that the thousands of +poor benighted souls will have a chance of hearing the Truth in many +places instead of one." + +But Erda's voice broke in on the hum of applause almost harshly, +filling the room with its defiance. "I think it cowardly; I would +fight--if I were a man." + +"You would beat Jean Ziska's drum!" laughed Vincent Dering, rising from +the music stool where he had been holding Laila's hand under cover of +the new song,--an occupation which always made him feel as if all the +wine of life had gone to his head. "You refused my sword just now, Miss +Shepherd, so I place my drumstick at your disposal." + +So, with a reckless gaiety, he seized on a painted tambourine which +good Mrs. Campbell had hung as an ornament on the wall,--it was +bedaubed with two white lilies and a butterfly rampant,--and catching +up a teaspoon from the table, he began to sing in his pretty, +light-comedy voice, "Oh! dem golden slippers!" while the tambourine, +under his skilful drumming, throbbed to the words:-- + + + "Golden slippers on a golden stair, + Golden slippers on my tired feet, + Golden slippers dat we all mus' wear + Becos' dey are so sweet." + + +He sang well, he played better; and both voice and drumming echoed out +through the open windows. + +"They are singing in the _missen_," said the people in the courtyard to +the pilgrims, who were still gathering to the miracles, like moths +round a candle. "It is not wise to listen; folk become as they are, if +they do." + +Some of the pilgrims laughed and some stopped their ears; but even so, +the throbbing of the tambourine was in the air. + + + "Golden slippers on a golden stair, + Golden slippers on my tired feet, + Golden slippers dat we all mus' wear." + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + ECHOES + + +If the twopenny-halfpenny tambourine--which had been bedaubed with its +white lilies and rampant butterfly by a suburban maiden lady for a +mission sale, and, remaining over from that, had been bought in at half +price by Mrs. Campbell for the adornment of her drawing-room,--had been +indeed Jean Ziska's famous drum, Eshwara could hardly have been more +restless than it was on the night after Vincent Dering had sung, "Oh! +dem golden slippers!" to its accompaniment. The tune had occurred to +him in an instant, without thought, simply as one he had sung more than +once when doing bones and tambourine in a nigger troupe at a soldiers' +sing-song. He had meant nothing by; it and yet the words, + + + "Golden slippers on a golden stair, + Golden slippers dat we'se got to wear," + + +fitted their environment; that atmosphere of effort after something +beyond, above the real, the actual; the inevitable climbing of a golden +stair, the inevitable wearing of the golden shoes, the inevitable +search after the golden gates which, found, will open upon Paradise. +True, the Paradise differed to each pair of yearning eyes and weary +feet; but the longing for it as a personal gain, spiritual or bodily, +was identical. + +For Paradise is the Desire of the World still; whether men find it in +the good they lost, or the Love which lost it for them. + +And in Eshwara that night the desire rose strenuously, militantly. + +Erda, packing her boxes in haste, since she and her aunt had arranged +to start with the others at dawn, felt as if she had, at last, closed +her hand firmly on the plough. There could be no looking back now. The +golden slippers were on her feet, the golden stairs before her, the +golden gates within sight. She had said good-by to Lance without a +quiver. She even smiled softly, tenderly, as she set an unopened deal +box to go with her others. It was one which the Reverend David had +brought with him from England, and which had been made over to her, not +without nods and winks, smiles and suspicions of tears, from her aunt. +For it contained the wedding dress. It was a Moravian wedding dress of +the old style, to suit Erda's fancy; and she had been quite anxious to +see the delicate white muslin robe and the quaint little cap, with its +bunch of orange blossoms, which was to mark her as both bride and +matron. But it had seemed a pity, in careful Mrs. Campbell's opinion, +to unpack it only to repack it, and run the needless risk of crushing +its daintiness. So there in its box it lay still, untouched, unseen. + +There would be real orange blossoms and to spare, the girl told +herself with a smile, in the garden at Herrnhut; for so the summer +resting-place of the mission had been called in deference to the +Moravian extraction of those who had built it and started the Christian +settlement in the tiny valley in which it stood. This lay some thirty +miles up the Hara, beyond the first range of hills; and the river, +fresh from its mad rush from the snows beyond, ran through it slackly, +peacefully, before beginning its long, swift, yet smooth, slide down +the dark ravine which cleft the outer range, until it ended in the +plains at Eshwara. + +It was at Herrnhut that, every year, in turns of two months during the +hot weather, the missionaries exchanged work in the bazaars for the +lighter labor of the agricultural settlement. Naturally, therefore, it +was looked on as a sort of holiday house; but this year it would be +something more. It would be the headquarters of fight, the centre of +the resistance which was to use the Commissioner's order to cease +firing as an excuse for a more determined skirmishing. For it stood +right on the pilgrims' road. Indeed, Erda and the other rebels would +have to travel a good eight-and-twenty miles along that very road +itself before coming to the slack water where they could cross the +river by a ferry, and finish their journey through the level fields on +its further side to Herrnhut, with its homelike, peaceful surroundings. +The memory of them came to Erda, making her sense of that inevitable +climbing of the golden stair after righteousness more acute; since she +had to face a good-by to them also. And sooner than she had expected, +for the breaking up of winter work a week earlier than usual, owing to +this secular interference, had made David, eager to begin anew, plead +for a speedier wedding. So there were only two or three days left, at +most. + +The knowledge, however, brought her no doubt; it helped her, rather, to +a greater certainty. + +She had done right. Her feet were indeed upon the golden stair! + +And in the other houses of the mission, where everyone was disregarding +sleep in the striving after something that was more to them than sleep, +the atmosphere was electric also, the thoughts militant. + +So they were in the streets, the alleys of the town; for on the bridge +of boats--that bridge which spanned the broad expanse of water between +the city and the great plain of India--the pilgrims were passing, now, +in an unending stream--to take up their places as near as might be to +the Pool of Immortality, where, with the dawn, the water would rise +miraculously for the cleansing of sin. + +"_Hari! Hara! Hara! Hari!_" + +The cry was almost incessant, but the eye could see little, for the +moon was young, the night dark. + +"_Hara! Hari! Hari! Hara!_" + +Hour after hour it came, that cry on the dread Creator, the dread +Destroyer. Monotonous, patient, almost indifferent, yet absolutely +insistent. + +The golden-shod feet of the pilgrims, after whose souls the +missionaries yearned, were on the golden stair also, and their golden +gates would open at the 'Cradle of the Gods'; must open, hidden though +the goal was by mist when it was day, by darkness when it was night. + +What matter if it was hidden? For the gold-shod feet might falter and +fall ere that goal was reached; but the hidden spring of cleansing at +the Pool of Immortality was theirs. It would rise at dawn; rise as it +did always, every year. + +"_Hara! Hari! Hari! Hara!_" + +What matter Birth or Death, if the finding of that lost paradise of +purity was certain. + +Out on the bridge, whence the cry came oftenest, there was no doubt +regarding this certainty; but as each weary pair of feet stumbled on +the first stones of the town, it stumbled into an atmosphere in which +nothing seemed sure, save that there was change; that Eshwara was not +what it had been. + +To begin with, it held soldiers. Wherefore? And why had dead women been +sent back to it by Mother Ganges to curse the men whose love had killed +them? + +But what wonder, when the very logs, the fishes, were stolen from the +river nowadays; and from the people also. Then what of this strange new +light? The light which fed on men's brains!--that came and went at +pleasure--that was quite small at first, when but seven or eight men +had been sacrificed, but which, only an hour or so agone, had showed in +a huge ray, feeling here and there through the darkness for God knows +what, then settling on it, making it impossible to hide aught, prying +into the very Holiest of Holies! Had it not shot into Mother Kali's +very temple, and shown the worshippers that two of her mighty arms were +stuck on with sealing wax! What God would stand that! And how could the +very Gods themselves work miracles if everybody could see how they were +done? + +They had already refused to work them for pious _jogi_ Gorakh-nath. +What wonder? The Gods did not like laughter, especially the laughter of +_M'llechas_.[10] + +Therefore, who was to tell if the spring would even rise in the Pool? +So those who were wise would make certain of at least a modicum of +salvation, and go straight to the bathing-steps; since the river, +anyhow, must be there. + +This suggestion of a cautious hedge was diligently spread by the +bathing-_ghat_ priests among the new arrivals; who listened patiently. +But so they did also to the other priests whose business it was to +scorn the possibility of failure, and to deny the displeasure of the +Gods. To say that _jogi_ Gorakh-nath had been found out by the +_Huzoors_ in one of his usual tricks; that was all. So that people who +wanted the genuine article, and a real, good, old crusted miracle, had +better come as usual to the Pool. + +The weary-footed, anxious-eyed climbers of the golden stairs listened +patiently, silently, even when the antagonists began, in vehement +quarrel, to bandy threats, and hint at worse portents to come. To their +experience, their hope, it seemed impossible even to dream their +pilgrimage in vain. The dawn would show, anyhow. So hour by hour, +minute by minute, the tide of pilgrims set citywards till it brimmed +over with faith and hope. And these are dangerous things when charity +depends on them, and there are antagonistic claims to every alms. So +Eshwara was restless. + +Over in the gaol, also, by which the golden-shod feet passed so closely +with their heart-stirring cry, it seemed as if Vincent Dering's +thrumming, following as it did on the heels of Eugene Smith's success +with the search light, had set what Dr. Dillon called his Hosts of the +Devil in commotion. Indeed, that thrumming was still going on when +George Dillon had gone raging over to conjure the experimenter, with +oaths, to turn off his confounded bull's-eye at once, or the prisoners +would go out of their judgment with thinking of the number who would +have to die that night in order to keep up the supply of brain +power!--just too, as he had been congratulating himself that the +cholera scare was over. Seventy-two hours, and not a case! It was too +bad! + +Eugene, whom he found on the roof of his house playing with coils, +batteries, accumulators, had suggested eagerly that if there was real +trouble, he might end it by turning his light bang on to the gaol, and +so reducing it to a paralysis of sheer terror. Dr. Dillon, however, had +sworn violently that he would not have the poor wretches frightened +unnecessarily, especially when that triumphant cry of those who were +free to defy the devil by seeking sanctification before death reminded +them that _they_ could not--that they must die defiled, helpless, +hopeless! That fear was, he said, in a way dignified, worthy of +consideration. And he did not anticipate trouble unless there was +treachery inside or out, though perhaps he might, as a precaution, ask +Dering for an extra guard. But when the latter happened to come in, as +Mrs. Smith's escort home, while the doctor was still there, Dr. Dillon +apparently changed his mind. Anyhow, he pooh-poohed Captain Dering's +offer to send one, saying, the more you could keep a gaol to yourself +the better--or for the matter of that anything else! So, with a curt +good-night to Mrs. Smith, he went back to his work, leaving Vincent to +remark, carelessly, that Dillon seemed in a bad temper. At which Muriel +smiled. There was something in the air, she said, conducive to bad +temper. She, herself, felt she must soon have quarrelled with the +doctor's assumption of knowing better than anyone else; so it was as +well he had not stopped to dinner. Her quarrelsomeness did not, +however, extend to Vincent, who did; indeed, she made herself so +tenderly charming and unconsciously friendly towards him that he began +to accuse himself of having been too irresponsive of late. The fact of +being in love did not preclude friendship for someone else, if, indeed, +he was really in love with Laila Bonaventura? In one way he knew +himself to be so; but the idea of treating this love of his on +conventional lines was still repugnant to him; the thought of her, as +his wife, barely attractive. + +So, after a time spent pleasantly enough for those two, Eugene Smith +went off to his coils, and accumulators, and batteries, half-sulky, +half-bored, and wholly ill-used at having to switch off, when he had at +least half an hour's electricity all ready stored for use. + +He was grumbling over this fact when Vincent called good-night to him +before starting to drive back; and he answered that but for fools, who +were afraid of going to their proper place, he might have given Dering +electric light on the road. + +"No, thanks!" cried Vincent, gaily, "there's enough electricity in the +air to-night without that. I believe your machine has leaked, Smith! I +feel as if I should give out sparks if anyone touched me!" + +As he drove across the bridge Eshwara looked as if it were doing that, +too. There were lights everywhere, twinkling, little, restless lights. +The very spit, usually dark with the darkness of primitive life after +sundown, was alive with them; for the pilgrims were camping there, as +elsewhere. Nor were all the fisher folk abed as usual, for that, +surely, was one of them paddling up stream on a dug-out,--just under +the last span of the bridge. He saw the man distinctly, not five yards +from him in the flash of the lamps as he drove past overhead, and +wondered what the mischief the fellow was doing at that time of night, +going up stream. + +Something to be ashamed of, no doubt, else why should he have sent the +dug-out beyond the circle of light with a swift stroke? + +Truly Father Ninian was right; Eshwara was not normal. Its pulse beat +irregularly, and things were going on which should not be going on-- + +A sudden shame made him glance at the shadowed pile of the palace +looming above the shadowed town. It was all dark, save for one row of +restless, twinkling lights. Those were the little latticed windows of +Laila's sitting-room, that was fit for any king's favourite. He had +seen it already, might see it again at twelve, if she was in one of her +reckless moods when she would risk anything for his sake. + +Truly! there were things going on!-- + +But this was between themselves; this could hurt no one. By and by, of +course, he would insist on a commonplace engagement, and a wedding. +Yes! a commonplace wedding. He had, despite his vague repugnance to her +origin, made up his mind to that. No one but an utter cad could take +what he was taking, and then shake his bridle rein and ride away. But +for the present, it was the most absolutely perfect bit of romance in +his whole life. He could not, would not give it up. Laila was right! +This was the essence. As a rule, people mixed love, diluted it, were +vaguely ashamed of its absorbing influence. But when you came to +analyze even the diluted feeling, its virtue lay in this irrational +content, this desire for nothing better than this best of +pleasures--this paradise of a woman's or a man's love. + +He laughed, suddenly, at the memory of Laila's quick grasp of his +meaning when Muriel had overheard his remark about the time. Such +quickness, in the latter, would have made him revolt from it; but with +Laila it was different. A passionate gratitude to the girl to whom +fear, remorse, the very possibility of change seemed unknown, rose up +and claimed him. Dear little girl! She was so absolutely single-minded +in her love for him. How could anyone expect him to forego the luxury +of such love yet awhile? + +In thinking Laila single-minded, Vincent thought the truth, so far as +he was concerned. If love, passionate as Juliet's, and far more +innocent in one way, far more _ruse_ in another, ever existed, hers was +that love. Nevertheless, its very integrity made her curiously cunning +in regard to anything which threatened to disturb that idyll in the +garden. So, at that very moment, when Vincent looked up at her windows +asserting her absolute lack of pretence and single-mindedness, she was +pitting her wits against old Akbar Khan in a manner worthy of her +grandmother, Anari Begum; since Akbar, far more than her guardian, was +to be feared. The latter, honest man, went to his bed, beyond the +chapel, at ten of the clock precisely; but Akbar, who from ancient +habit was given to prowling about at night, and napping in odd corners, +had many chances of discovery. During the last few days, however, when +she, for her own purposes, had let him talk, he had become so garrulous +regarding his past that she had recognized in him an unscrupulous +confidant, with whom, in face of the possibility of requiring one, it +was wise to remain on terms. + +So, as she lounged on the sofa, she listened to his endless talk with +tolerance. + +"Nay!" she interrupted at last. "If, as thou sayest she will, she +brings me more dresses and jewels, she may call me Begum, and hint at +my being one, really, a thousand times over! Why not? Begum and +Princess are the same, and my great-grandmother in Italy was that. +Pidar Narayan told me so to-day." + +The memory of the old man's voice, when, with new-found courage, she +had questioned him concerning those old days, made her eyes soft. Yes! +he would, he _must_ understand. So, by and by, when Vincent and she +were tired of playing Romeo and Juliet (the story of the star-crossed +lovers had been her only reading since Vincent had taken to quoting so +much from it) they would make Pidar Narayan play Friar Laurence, and +marry them on the sly. That would be so much more amusing than a +regular wedding. He could not refuse, since he had once loved as she +loved. You could hear that in his voice; after how many years?--fifty +or sixty! And the Princess had, of course, loved also in exactly the +same way. Laila felt sure of it. That curious, inexpressible feeling +had come to her also. Laila, trying to formulate that feeling, slipping +her heel idly in and out of her dainty little bronze shoe as she +lounged, suddenly remembered Vincent's song to the tambourine, and +laughed. That was it! + + + "Golden feet upon a golden stair." + + +That expressed it exactly. Two pair of feet going side by side up a +golden stair, to golden gates. So contented. Ah, God! how content! +Seeking something, claiming something, yet still content. That feeling +came, sometimes, when you were saying your prayers. A sort of yearning +_for_, a sort of satisfaction _in_, something that was not you; so, +surely if it came _then_, there could be no harm in it. + +Harm! The very sisters allowed that you must love the man you were +going to marry. And she and Vincent would be married by and by and live +happily, for that was better than having a "_statue of pure gold_" +erected to you! In the meantime, secrecy, so long as Vincent wished to +play Romeo and Juliet, was her cue; therefore, the more she could blind +old Akbar, the more he could be turned on a wrong track, the better. +Especially when the turning was so delightfully ridiculous! + +She managed, however, not to laugh her childish love of mischief into +Mumtaza Mahal's very face when, after much shrinking into white sheets +held up as screens, and quick cuddlings into corners at the faintest +suspicion of a possible peep, that good lady, in her very, very best +pink satin continuations, was ushered in through the dark deserted +passages of the palace, to Laila's boudoir. For, despite the amusement, +the girl's heart was beating fast with determination to climb her +golden stairs without interruption. So she allowed herself to be +_kow-towed_ to, and called Begum-_sahiba_ and she accepted the new +dress and jewels without protest. Eagerly, in fact, since they were far +more gorgeous than the first, and caught her taste better. The former, +indeed, had been Roshan Khan's own choice, dictated by his acquired +knowledge of the sort of things _mem-sahibs_ admired; these latter were +her grandmother's, purely, entirely oriental. The difference was great. +Put briefly, _this_ was the costume in which Anari Begum had flouted +the Nawab, the _other_ that in which she had caught Bun-avatar's fancy. + +Laila took up one of the heavy, gorgeous, glittering garments. It smelt +strongly of musk, attar of roses, and jasmin, and she snuffed at it +with a smile. That was ever so much better than the dull lavender +water, which was the only scent her guardian said a lady could use. +Vincent would like that; he, like she did, loved strong scents. If only +the stupid old frumpish thing would go away in time, she would put on +that dress at once, and so give him pleasure. That was all her thought. + +As she sat, with a happy smile, her face half-buried in a tiny, +three-cornered corselet of scarlet net embroidered in seed pearls, +Mumtaza and Akbar Khan winked at each other; and Laila's sharp eyes, +catching this, brimmed over with laughter. She felt glad the rest of +her face was hidden, until she was grave enough to reply graciously to +the hints, the suggestions; for Mumtaza had been bound over by oaths +not to go too fast, and she obeyed her instructions. + +Even so, Akbar Khan, listening with folded hands in a mantis-like +attitude, his angles all crushed together into humility, wondered if he +was standing on his head or his heels, as he heard Laila admit, +gravely, that she was certainly, in a way, the head of the family, in +that she possessed its land; but that, of course, Roshan was really the +heir. That it had given her great gratification to see how thoroughly +he had adopted English ways. That, of course, it would be impossible +for him to marry an uneducated cow of a girl. Here, for a moment, she +had relapsed to sincerity in order to remark that it must be impossible +to love a person you had not seen, and that for her part, she knew in +an instant if she was going to like or dislike people. If the latter, +she tried never to see them, really, again. Then, remembering her part, +she had resumed it hastily by saying that no doubt she would see more +of her cousin,--who, by the way, was very nice-looking,--in the future, +as he was quite in society. + +Old Mumtaza had hard work at this juncture to prevent herself from +cracking all her finger-joints over the girl's head for luck, and +wishing her a numerous offspring; while Akbar gave a gasp that was not +all pleasure. He felt that he was being rushed, that the crisis might +come before he was ready for it. At this rate, Pidar Narayan would have +no chance of dying. At this rate, Roshan Khan's castle in the air must +topple over from sheer lack of foundation to such a lofty structure. + +As he trotted back beside Mumtaza's curtained _dhooli_ to that little +parasite of a house against the palace wall, where he knew Roshan was +waiting for the upshot of the interview, his one consolation was that +bow-strings were out of fashion! + +In truth, there was no more restless man in Eshwara that night than +Roshan Khan. The desire for this paradise had grown overwhelming, and +as he listened to his grandmother, while Akbar pointed each triumphant +appeal of the old lady's with a helpless "_Gereeb-pun-was_," his face +grew pale with emotion; until, at the mention of his good looks and +Laila's desire to see him, he turned fiercely to the go-between, and +bade him fix a time; the sooner the better! + +Akbar felt inclined to tell the truth then. To admit that he had never +breathed a word of Roshan's pretensions to the Miss-_sahiba_ and that, +so far, the negotiations only existed in his own imaginings. But the +look on Roshan's face--he had seen it often in his youth in connection +with women, and sacks, and bow-strings--reduced him to protestations. +He would do his best, he said, but with Pidar Narayan it would be +difficult to manage. + +Roshan strode about the little courtyard like a wild beast in a +cage, biting his mustache, and thinking. Then he turned to the old +phrase-monger. + +"I have settled it. Before dawn to-morrow--not this dawn, that is too +nigh on us now--but the next, thou shalt let me into the garden. Thou +knowest the little balcony which was not lit up? I will stay there, +waiting, till she come for an early walk among the flowers. That can be +managed. Then, if the coast is clear, we can meet and talk. If not, +there is no harm done, for I can slip into the stream and swim back. +That will be best, since it is not possible by day, and at night the +_mems_ do not receive visitors, as we do, without reproach." + +Roshan's knowledge of etiquette was sound, yet at that very moment +Laila, ablaze with gold and jewels, was meeting her lover's eyes with a +happy laugh. + +"What's in a dress?" she paraphrased, "it is no part of me!" + +Was it not? Never had Vincent seen her look like this; so absolutely +desirable, so perfectly adorable. + +He caught her in his arms and kissed her. The heavy scent upon her +dress assailed him. She looked up into his eyes and laughed. + +"_But trust me, gentleman, I'll prove more true_," she whispered, +"_than those who have more cunning to be strange_." + +"Juliet!" he whispered back, lost in his own mad passion. "Juliet!" + +Their gold-shod feet were upon the golden stairs; the gates of Paradise +were before them. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + THE POOL OF IMMORTALITY + + +"_Hara! Hari! Hari! Hara!_" + +The cry was incessant now, for there was a glint of light in the east; +and the hosts of pilgrims to the 'Cradle of the Gods' were cramming, +almost to solidity, each street and alley in Eshwara which could be +said, by however long and tortuous a detour, to give access to that +small tank where, at dawn, the miraculous waters of cleansing would +rise, as they always did on this, the great Day of Atonement. In the +sea of slightly upturned faces, upturned in the vain hope of seeing +over the heads of those in front, the most noticeable thing was the +expression of mingled eagerness and patience. And this was most +noticeable in those who stood nearest to the bamboo railing which had +been erected (in a square some four feet from the first step downwards) +as a precaution against a dangerous rush on all sides; and in +consequence, a dangerous crush on those steep steps. The only entrance +to them, therefore, was by a sort of double sheep-pen at the end +nearest the town, by means of which, when the time came, some fifty +bathers would be admitted to the railed square from the inner pen, +their places in which would be taken by the fifty in the outer one; +their places, in turn, being filled by fifty from the general crowd. By +which double check no more than fifty could stand at one time with no +barrier between their mortality and immortality! The railing itself was +guarded every two yards by a yellow-legged constable, and at the +sheep-pens stood the two European police-officers in whose hands the +peace and order of the vast crowd lay. Their assistant stood at the +exit gate at the other end, and their three white helmets showed +strangely conspicuous amongst the bare or saffron-turbaned heads. + +The two at the sheep-pens were talking and laughing to each other as +Englishmen will before business begins; talking and laughing London +talk, for one of them was fresh from home furlough, and had only been +detailed for this special duty, on his way up country. + +"Yes! I had a jolly day," he was saying. "The dear old Heath was +looking just as it always did. It was like being born again to come +back to the whole caboodle--Aunt Sallies, Tommy Dods, Welshers, and the +lot--and then the enclosure--" A sudden sway in the crowd made him look +round hastily at his own. It was all correct; so many yards this way, +so many that, with yellow legs marking the yards, and those three white +helmets marking the limits within which regeneration was legal. + +The sway ceased. The moment had not yet come, though slowly, surely, +the light grew, to give the great mass of bronze faces a greyish, +corpse-like tint, while, half way up the sky behind them, the serrated +edge of the sacred snows grew pale, and cold, and stern, like the very +face of Death itself. + +"_Hari! Hara! Hara! Hari!_" + +There was a note of anxiety in the cry now; for the shadow thrown by +the tall houses which hemmed in the wide courtyard was growing paler, +and in another minute, at most, the twelve-foot square of cleansing +water, which was all the Gods vouchsafed, must surely begin to rise and +show at the bottom of those worn stone steps--worn by generations on +generations of golden-shod feet seeking immortality. + +"Stand back, please! Not yet!" came an English voice, inaudible for the +rhythmic roar of the multitude; but the raised riding whip was +sufficient. The eagerness died out for a moment from those nearest +faces, lost in a cheerful obedience, a respectful _salaam_ or two, a +general acquiescence. + +"I wish those devils of priests would turn on the tap," remarked the +other Englishman with a yawn. + +"Yes!" answered the first speaker; "if you are on duty, next year, I'd +insist on the curtain being rung up at the bill time. It is rough on +the audience; especially when they don't cat-call!" + +He gave an imitation of a London gallery's sign of impatience, which +made some of the golden-shod ones stare; for the rhythmic roar had died +down in one of those sudden silences which seize upon humanity even +when in masses. So that a faint "_rumpa-tum-tum-rumpa-tum-tum_" was +distinctly audible from far. It was the _tom-tom_ of the old Brahmin, +whom Lance Carlyon had seen selling the endless circles of cut papers +as a whole pantheon of Gods. + +It is an eminently disturbing sound, that ceaseless, insistent throb of +a _tom-tom_, which has no end, no beginning; which holds ever in its +beat the necessity for something more; for another repetition, and yet +another. + +So, on its ceaselessness, broke in again that swaying, pulsing roar of +many voices. + +"_Hari! Hara!_ Life-Death-Creator-Destroyer!" + +"Something must have gone wrong with the ball-cock, and as usual, the +plumber will be '_in directly from another little job_,'" said the man +who had just come out from England, reminiscently. He had gone there to +settle his wife and bairns in a jerry-built villa near London; so the +memory of something beyond the iniquities of the plumber--those Borgias +of modern life, dealing death unchecked, undiscovered--made his eyes +pass beyond the crowd, pass the spires of the clustered temples, and +settle on the still dark, western sky, over whose curved edge lay the +goal of _his_ solitary feet, the end of _his_ pilgrimage, the cradle of +_his_ divinities. + +"Stand back, please! not yet!" came his order again; and once more +eagerness died down to obedience. Once more that cry on the Creator, +the Destroyer, ended in that insistent, restless beat of the old +god-selling Brahmin's drum. + +It was a strange scene. Above, was the growing light of day; below, the +square stone font of immortality, and between them a clamouring crowd, +a careless few. + +And between _them_ what? + +A light railing of bamboo, the dignity that doth hedge an empire. That +was all. + +And now, with a sudden access of light, came the quick indrawing breath +of thousands to voice a sort of sharp, short sob, followed by an +instant's silence. + +Then, long, soft, with the hush in it of some huge wave far out at sea +which swallows up a lesser one, the out-going breath of those thousands +voiced a sigh. + +For the pool was still empty, though the dawn had come. + +Something was wrong. + +Seriously wrong, to judge by one English face, as it turned to give a +look round, then settled on another English face. "There's something +up--God knows what--the Commissioner feared a row, you know. You'd +better go to the Fort and ask Dering to send us down every man he can; +men, you understand, not sabres--as yet. And tell Pidar Narayan, he's a +host in himself with these pilgrims,--Ramanund too, you might get +him,--we want anyone who can help the crowd to keep its temper, though +I don't expect he'd be much good--and there's no one else. Inspector!" +here the police officer turned to a silver-laced turban beside the +outer pen, "leave that in charge of Govinda and Suchet--Stay! Shiv-deo +will be better; he is a high-caste Brahmin. And you go and send every +twice-born constable you've got, _and can trust_, to every alley and +street that leads here; for there will be an awful crush when those +in front don't move on. And--" he wrinkled his forehead in hasty +thought--"have we anyone connected with the temple priests, someone +they can trust? Ah! Annant, of course,--the very man! Send him to find +out if there is anything really wrong; and--" he lowered his voice, "if +it is anything to do with the siphon, or whatever it is, get workmen +and set it straight--pour water down--anything! Only there _must be a +miracle_. And be quick. If this crowd gets impatient--God help it!" + +The last was to himself as he looked round the solid packed mass of +humanity. There was no sigh of impatience in it as yet; only eagerness. + +"And mind," he added, "no truncheons drawn till I myself give the +order." + +The word passed in a low tone round the square of authority, and that +done, the head of it pulled out his cigar case. He might as well smoke +while he could. + +The crowd watched him, vaguely interested at his lack of interest in +what was coming, until a faint forward sweep, a half-hearted shout came +from behind; from those upturned faces which could not even see an +Englishman lighting his cigar. + +"Not yet! Stand back!" said the latter again, as the pressure on the +sheep pen grew. And they stood back, all save a miserable-looking, +dirt-clad, wild-eyed mendicant, who had wormed his way to the front, +and now feared to lose it. + +"Lo! brother," said big Govinda, a Sikh from Patiala, as he thrust him +back gently, "have patience awhile. Give the Gods time. There is not +water to wash a babe yet." + +Shiv-deo, taller even than Govinda, a Saraswati Brahmin, if ever there +was one, at the other side of the pen, twirled his mustache airily, and +laughed. "Nay, Govinda," he called, "let the beggar in. He seeks but to +drown vermin." + +The rude jest served its turn, after the manner of policemen's jokes +all over the world. The crowd close at hand tittered, caught up the +cue, amused itself with additions; and those behind forgot the great +question in curiosity. But not for long. + +"_Hara! Hari! Hari! Hara!_" + +The roar of relief rose up tumultuously, the mass of people swayed with +that curious sidelong motion of a forward crowd, as, in the clear +light, a trickle of water showed through the crevices of the paving +stones at the bottom of the tank. + +"Look out!" shouted the Englishman; but remonstrance in words was +useless in that storm of sound. So big Govinda promptly snatched two +intruders out of his pen, like puppies, by the scruff of their necks, +one in each hand; and Shiv-deo, choosing out the nearest low-caste man +unerringly, caught him in his arms like a baby, and literally tossed +him on to the heads of the crowd, with a shout which, even in that +uproar, could be heard of some in that nearest crush. + +"Brahmins first, washerman! Thy sort can bathe in the suds of our +clothes!" + +And those who heard, ducked, and when the victim--who was _not_ a +washerman--fell amongst them, hustled and silenced him, and nodded to +the big man whose claim to dignity was writ so plain upon his face. + +But despite ready wit and sheer strength, one determined fellow would +have made good his entrance, and so served as a bell-wether to that +overwhelming flock, if a white hand and arm with silver buttons +on the cuff--holding a silver-mounted hunting-crop, clubbed savagely +short--had not come down-glinting in the first sunray like a +sword--clear on the bare head as it ducked under the barrier. + +The intruder, a big burly devotee, dropped on his face like a stone; +then, to the striker's relief, sat up, and apparently howled; +apparently, because that rhythmic roar smothered all individual sound. + +"_Hara! Hari! Hara! Hari!_" + +Suddenly, as it had begun, it stopped; for that faint inrush of water +had stopped also; stopped, hesitated, then sunk out of sight again with +a sort of drowning gurgle that came as an accompaniment to the only +other sound; the insistent throbbing of the old God-maker's drum in the +distance. + +"Not enough pressure!" murmured the police officer to himself, judging +that an attempt had been made to fill the tank in some new way. Then he +frowned. There would be pressure enough and to spare among the crowd +soon, most likely. What could be done to prevent it? + +"Halt! by your right--single file!" + +The order came, far back, from the widest street, and it was full ten +minutes ere Lance Carlyon, with a following of Sikh pioneers, armed +with spades and picks, could edge through the crowd, though it still +yielded room to authority without a murmur. He had been on his way with +a fatigue party to finish clearing the camp, when the assistant +superintendent of police had met him, in the bazaar, and told him he +was wanted. + +"Send four of your men to clear the mud from the crevices of the +stones," said the police officer, seizing on a possible diversion +gladly, "it will serve to keep the crowd amused till Dering brings his +men down." + +As the four stalwart pioneers stepped to their work of making miracles, +a stir of expectation ran through those first rows who could see. +"Surely," they said to each other, "if the Masters took the job in +hand, the Gods must needs send the water." + +"Of a surety!" said Shiv-deo, catching the comment. "Do not the Gods +always befriend the bold? Do not we, of Harriana, find the sacred river +which the devils hid, though we have to dig three-hundred-feet wells to +find it?" + +This allusion to the extraordinarily deep wells dug by the peasantry in +the almost rainless tract beneath which, so the legend goes, the river +Saraswati still runs, passed from mouth to mouth consolingly. + +Yea, if devils hid water, men found it. + +Why not these men? since nothing was impossible to a miracle. + +The sun was shining broadly now, as if it had been up for hours, and +showed, far as the eye could reach down every lane and street and +alley, nothing but that sea of upturned faces converging to one centre; +wonderfully still, wonderfully patient. + +"I wish someone would stop that cursed drum," said Lance, suddenly, +"it's enough to give anyone the fidgets. I feel myself--" he broke off, +and his memory going back to his jesting remark to Erda, his young face +clouded. Was it possible he should never see her again? Was it possible +that the Reverend David was to claim his paradise? He felt savage at +the very thought, impatient, full of an almost righteous anger at +everything, especially the drum-banger for making such an infernal +noise. + +And now, far back as before, an English voice could be heard giving an +order. It was to loosen scabbards this time, and the police officer +looked up hastily. It meant that, for the first time, the crowd must be +hesitating in its quick obedience to command; perhaps because most of +the troopers were Mahomedans. + +"I hope they'll get through without using them," said the man +responsible for peace and order, "but, steady! please, in case of a +rush. Remember that if we yield more foot-room, someone _must_ fall; +then there will be the devil to pay. At present they are so tight +packed they can't." + +That, indeed, was the position. So long as authority could prevent +those few yards of clear space about the pool being encroached upon, +there was safety. So the barrier of men waited anxiously. + +But no rush came; the reason of this being made clear when the file of +troopers appeared, led by old Pidar Narayan, who had joined the party +at the crucial moment, and piloted them through the crowd, which gave +way to his well-known figure with absolute alacrity. He turned at the +entrance, to hold up his hand in priestly fashion. + +"Patience, my children!" he said sternly. "Tarry ye the Lord's leisure! +Let Him do what seemeth Him good!" + +The idea, familiar to the least of them, brought instant assent and a +sort of relieved sigh from those who heard it. Here was something they +could understand. A man, set apart from others by his dress, his life, +his invariable assumption of authority, his unquestioned claim to be +mediator between the dim, inaccessible Creator and his creatures, to be +interpreter of the hidden Mind. + +But the police officer heaved _his_ sigh of relief over the appearance +of more matter. His barrier could now be one of men, standing shoulder +to shoulder. + +And such a barrier would soon be needed, since this latest contingent +brought discouraging news. The priests were helpless. The secret supply +had somehow been tampered with, but where, not even they could tell +without help. And though they had sent, long before dawn, to both Am-ma +and Gu-gu--the only two men likely to know anything or be able to do +anything--neither could be found. + +"And won't be," interrupted Vincent, suddenly remembering, as he +listened, what he had seen the night before. "They are most likely in +the plot; one of them, at any rate, was going up the Hari in a dug-out +late last night." + +"Not Am-ma," put in Lance. "He started before that to go up the Hara +and pilot down a raft for the forest officer. I met him as I came back +to dinner." + +"Well, he is not get-at-able anyhow, and that's all we have to +consider," said the police officer. "Briefly, the miracle is off the +bill. Now, how the deuce are we to get the audience to go away +peacefully?" + +"Perhaps if I, as a fellow-countryman, and a Brahmin, were to address +them--" began Ramanund, who had come down with Pidar Narayan, feeling +important at being summoned. + +The latter turned to the man, whom he knew had long since rejected the +faith of his fathers, and, so to speak, thrown the Almighty overboard +to lighten his ship. + +"You cannot argue with that, my son!" he said gently, pointing to the +sea of patient, yet eager, faces. "No one of your sort ever has, in all +the history of the world. _That_ does not reason. It feels. Show it +another miracle, and it will worship. Give it a cause, and it will +espouse it. Give it a lead, and it will follow; but words--never!" + +"Well, I hope to God no one will supply it with the wrong lead!" put in +the police officer. "For the rest, we must hold the fort, I suppose. +Inspector! when is the show--the miracle, I mean,--supposed to end?" + +"Not till sunset, sir," said the man, _salaaming_. + +"And it's now about six, I suppose. Eleven hours!" He took out his +cigar-case and counted. "Yes! I'll last through. Inspector! Close your +men in, and let them stand at ease. Captain Dering, if you can spare +yours till then, I shall be obliged." + +"Certainly. I left a troop with Roshan Khan, and orders to send word of +any disturbance; and I wired to Dillon in case--" + +Father Ninian shook his head. "There is no fear till this is settled." +He pointed to the Pool. + +And he was right. All through the long hot hours the crowd waited. +Sometimes the cry, "_Hara! Hari!_" burst out, to be followed by a faint +rush. Sometimes the great mass stood silent, listening to the insistent +throbbing of the old God-maker's drum in the distance, but through it +all the note was patience. And it was patience, also, in the square +enclosure of authority. Sometimes a would-be intruder would be lifted +like a puppy, and chucked back to his fellows. Once or twice an English +arm would go up, and come down on some more wilful head; but that was +all. + +And far away at the Fort the gong chimed the hours regularly up to +twelve, and begun at one again. + +But there was no fuss, no noise. The crowd stood their ground, giving +no inch, and authority stood its ground and yielded none, since in that +lay safety for all. + +So, with a horrible slowness, the day dragged on, until at last the red +sun sank behind the levels beyond the gaol; and the strain was over! + +"I'll take a biscuit in my pocket next time," said the police officer, +cheerfully, as, bit by bit, the stones of the courtyard began to show +between the golden-shod feet. "Inspector! send your men to quarters, +and let them eat their food." Then he walked over and looked down into +the deep empty tank. + +"It might have been full up," he said. "We couldn't have stopped them +for a moment if they had had any sort of a lead over. And from what you +told the Commissioner, sir,"--he turned to Father Ninian--"I was afraid +of one." + +The old priest stood watching the crowd disperse for a moment in +silence. + +"So was I," he said, "but I was mistaken, so far. Still, there is +danger in the air. I feel it. I hear it." + +And as he spoke, above the hum of the crowd, silent no longer, rose +that insistent throbbing of the old God-maker's drum. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + ADRIFT + + +Erda Shepherd stood in her bedroom, under the wood-shingled house at +Herrnhut, looking at a heap of white muslin and delicate embroideries +which lay upon her bed. + +It was the wedding dress. She had just unpacked it; partly because she +felt _dec[oe]uvre_, partly in the hope that the sight of it, ready to +be worn so soon, would still the vague disquiet of which she was +conscious. Yet if anyone had ventured to suggest, when she had said +good-by to Lance Carlyon the evening before,--said good-by almost +carelessly, by reason of the fervid enthusiasm which absorbed +her,--that within twenty-four hours the wisdom of the farewell should +seem logically doubtful, she would have been desperately angry. + +But she was too honest to deny that the doubt had come. Come in a +moment, wildly, passionately, when they had thwarted her desire of +joining in the crusade over the other side of the river along the +pilgrims' road. She had meant to go with David, who was to take up his +position at a camping-ground some six miles off, and she had fought +hard for the privilege. But they had quoted Scripture at her to prove +that a wife, or a wife to be, must needs hamper a man more than any +other woman, even his sister. David had been kind about it, almost too +kind. She flushed a little at the recollection of his words, his look; +for that sort of thing had scarcely come into her calculations. But Dr. +Campbell had pompously reminded her that her future profession would be +wife, caretaker, sympathizer, and general bolsterer--up to a worker. +Nor need she think the task small; it was the noblest one a woman could +have. He had gone on to comfort her with instances of such general +support from his own life and those of his friends, until, with a +flash, that unexpected questioning had come to the girl's mind. She had +asked herself what difference there was in the nobility of being one +man's wife or another's--provided the man was worthy and his work in +the world good? + +Father Ninian's words, "_I can wish no better wish for you and for the +world_," had come back to her then, as if in answer to her questioning. + +And, even now, they echoed in her heart. The house was very quiet, very +shadowy, for the sun left the little oasis of valley set in its +circling wilderness of hill, long before a fraction of light faded from +the sky above it. She could hear Mrs. Campbell's voice down the little +ladder-like stairs, conferring with the cook over the wedding cake, +and, in a side-issue, exhorting him to be sure and have the soup hot in +case the workers might return exhausted, and require something to eat +the moment they arrived. + +Erda sat down on the bed beside the white muslin, and fingered the +quaint little cap idly, as she told herself that such things would be a +part of her duties in the future. + +But only a part. Life was no unknown country to this girl, who had +spent years in a medical mission. She was no ignorant baby, standing, +in a fashion happily past, on the verge of she knew not what. She +looked ahead calmly, taking the world as the Creator made it. She +thought, without a flush, as good women do, of the children she hoped +might come; and as she thought, she frowned, not from any revolt of her +spiritual or physical nature, but because, once more, the question +arose: "Was not Lance right? Was not this the essence? Was it not +everything to be sure of the inheritance?" + +She started up at the sound of her aunt calling her, glad of the +interruption. + +Had she not better, the good lady suggested, try on the dress, now she +was about it, since if there was anything amiss, the sooner the tailor +set to work to rectify it the better. + +Undoubtedly. Besides, she told herself, the mere putting on of this, +the sign of her new profession, would be healthful. It would give her +the feeling of being set apart for the life which she had chosen +deliberately, chosen with her eyes open, though, maybe, focussed too +much on that mental companionship. Too much? Impossible! Lance was +wrong. That was the crowning glory of marriage; and even if it seemed +hard to have to stand aside from actually fighting the good fight, the +victory would be hers--hers almost more than her husband's, since the +effort would be greater, the work more against the grain. + +Yes, she would try on the dress; and if it did not fit perfectly, what +matter? + +Was anything in the world perfect? Yet it should be as perfect as she +could compass; even the little cap should not lack its bunch of orange +blossoms! As she told herself this she was for the time womanhood +incarnate; womanhood playing, with dainty little tendernesses and +conceits, about the abyss for which it is responsible. So, with the +smile of an angel, she passed into the garden, the old militant feeling +at her heart. Her feet were on the golden stairs. She was going to +regain the lost Paradise hand in hand with one of those whom she had +driven from it. They were going to forget all the consequences of that +mistake. They were going to be--what?... + +The vague confusion did not prevent her feeling that she was absolutely +certain she was on the right path. Indeed, the only regret of which she +was conscious was one that she was not on the other side of the river, +on the pilgrims' road, with the rest of the mission. + +She stood looking over to the frowning cliffs from the little wooden +landing-stage, built out at the bottom of the garden into the wide +shallows of the river, which here showed scarcely a streak or dimple of +current. She could see the mission boat lying moored on the other side, +against the fighters' return. + +Yet the very idea of fight seemed impossible, she thought, in that +utter peacefulness and stillness. The rim of dark hills circled the +jewel of the sun-bright sky tenderly, as if it sought to keep in the +heavy, sweet perfume of the orange blossoms which starred every tree in +the wide, fruitful garden. They were famous oranges, those in the +Herrnhut garden; grafts brought by a missionary from Malta. Mrs. +Campbell, notable woman as she was, made a steady income for good works +out of the sale of the great red-skinned, red-hearted fruit, and prided +herself in keeping them later on her trees than anyone in India. +Indeed, in the shadier, colder alleys some were still hanging side by +side with the new blossoms. A sort of example to these novices, showing +them what their real work in the world ought to be! Erda, smiling at +her own conceit, stroked one of the warm yet stainless petals in the +bunch she held as if it were a sentient thing. Perhaps it was. Who +knows! + +As she turned to go back, warned by a softening of the sky that the +time was later than she thought, something showed rounding the smooth, +silver bend of the river above; and she paused, shading her eyes with +her hand, to see what it was. + +A raft. The first of the rafts of wood which at certain seasons were +floated down the river to Eshwara. Am-ma's raft, most likely, which he +had told her he had to pilot. + +Yes! There he was on the quaint contrivance which the river folk used +for journeys down stream. A common string bed, no more, no less, +supported between inflated bladders of skin. The sight of it gave her a +pang to think that she would never more go bobbing, sidling, dipping, +racing on one of them, as the mission folk always did when they wanted +to stay the last possible minute of holiday at Herrnhut, and get back +to Eshwara as quickly as they could. For it took half the time of the +winding road, when the river, as now, was quiet and manageable. And +Am-ma was the most dexterous manager of the singular craft. There he +was, paddling for dear life; now leaping to his great pile of timber, +steering it with his paddle round a bend, then back to his string bed +with the tow rope, to haul the rudderless mass to a straight line +again. + +If she had time, she thought, she would have asked him to take her, +just once more, as far as the ferry, two miles below. Then she might +have walked back through the fields. She had often taken the pleasant +little trip with Am-ma. There was no danger so far; but after that, +when the river began to slip and slide, even he had sometimes to cut a +raft adrift and trust to catching it again in smoother water; since it +was not pleasant to have such a crushing neighbour in the eddies and +swirls of a lasher. + +As she stood watching him, she saw him pause, looking towards her, then +leap from the raft and come paddling down stream. He had evidently seen +her waiting on the landing-stage, and thought she wanted him; so she +shook her head and began to walk back to the house. As she did so an +orange caught her eye under a tree, whence it had fallen from sheer +red-gold ripeness, and, knowing how Mrs. Campbell mourned a single +loss, she gathered it up and took it with her. + +Back in her own room, she began to pin her bunch of blossoms in her cap +hurriedly, for she had lingered longer in the garden than she had +intended, and there was a chance, only a chance, that those much to be +envied Church-militants might return and claim her attention. + +Still, hurried as she was, she knelt down beside the bed for a moment +or two, and, with her clasped hands laid almost caressingly among the +soft muslin, prayed that she might wear this symbol of her entry into a +new profession worthily. + +So, scarcely looking at herself in the glass which, indeed, was too +small to show her more than a rather pale face smiling under a quaint +little cap, she dressed hastily. Her aunt would be able to tell her if +there was anything wrong in the lighter rooms below; here, under the +roof, it was already a little dark. Then catching up the orange, she +ran downstairs, wondering if the bridal blossoms always smelt so +overpoweringly strong, and thinking that, if it was so, they must make +the trying ceremony still more trying to one who disliked to have +strong scents about them, as she did. + +Her aunt was not to be seen in the dining room, so Erda parted the +heavy curtains which, in Indian fashion, divided it from the +drawing-room, and looked in to see if she were there. + +It was at all times a dark room, especially in late afternoon, as now; +but the light from behind her sent a shaft straight to the pier glass +which stood--the joy of Mrs. Campbell's heart--just opposite the +curtains; so making--as the good lady used fondly to say--the room look +much larger than it really was to those entering it. + +But what the girl saw in it to-day was no illusory enlargement of +actualities, no idealization of fact. It was something real, something +not to be explained away, exaggerated, or minimized. It was a woman, +tall, slender, robed in white; a woman with red-gold hair, edged by the +light behind her; a woman with a red-gold apple in her hand. + +She stood arrested before herself; helpless before the memory of a +voice-- + +"All straight folds--the sunshine on your hair, and a red-gold apple in +your hand--the World's Desire!" + +And she had refused him _his_. She stood for a second, not thinking at +all; simply, with a rush, feeling the truth, feeling herself. + +Then with a queer little cry which might have been his name had it been +articulate, she broke adrift. Broke, for the time, from all moorings, +and possessed with but the one idea that she _could_ not do one thing, +that she _must_ do another, she turned to the garden, and,--the +red-gold fruit still in her hand,--hurried breathlessly through the +waning light, through the dead-sweet perfume of the blossoms, till she +found herself, she knew not why--save that she must have air, have +space--upon the edge of the river. + +There was something now swaying idly against the landing-stage; +a rude craft buoyed up by air! And there was a rude sort of man in +it,--comprehending, yet uncomprehending,--primitive, simple, expectant. +"_Huzoor!_" he said, with broad smiles and outstretched hand. "I have +been waiting the _Huzoor's_ pleasure. The Presence will go whither?" + +Whither? + +Even in her excitement the quaint coincidence struck her as absurd, and +yet it seemed to sweep her further still from her moorings. + +Whither? + +She gave that queer little cry again, and this time it was "Lance! +Lance!" + +"Whither did the Miss-_sahiba_ say?" asked Am-ma gravely. + +The cry turned to a strange laugh. "To Eshwara--where else does the +river go--where else?" + +The strange, frail boat was sidling against the landing-stage in the +pulse of the river; her stranger, frailer self was adrift on the +greater river of life. And a hand, heedless, seeing nothing strange in +either, careless of all the fine-drawn niceties of culture, had hold of +hers. + +"So, straight to the centre, _Huzoor!_ I have placed the seat +correctly. That is right! The Miss-_sahiba_ recollects the old rules; +we shall be in Eshwara before dawn!" + +She sat down mechanically, feeling only that she was adrift--adrift on +the river that went to Eshwara--where else--and that she was glad; glad +because she could not stay, because she could not face-- + +And then the thought came of facing something else--_his_ glad delight +when she came floating down the river--not dead, like the Lily Maid to +Lancelot--but alive--a woman with a red-gold apple in her hand-- + +She sat staring at what she held, as if hypnotized by its colour, +absolutely unconscious of anything else till Am-ma's voice came +stolidly. + +"We must pick up the raft first, _Huzoor_. This slave let it drift +while he waited for the Miss; but we shall find it at the ferry." + +At the ferry! The familiar idea startled her from dreams to the +reality. + +How came she there? What had she done? What did this mean? A flush of +intolerable shame swept to her face; she rose to escape. But Am-ma's +warning hand was on hers in an instant; that hand, so heedless of so +many limitations, so certain here that there was no escape from _these_ +limitations. + +"The Miss-_sahiba_ forgets," he said deferentially. "When one is in the +stream there is no change possible; but if the place is not right we +can alter it at the ferry." + +She sat down again, telling herself this was true. She could alter it +at the ferry. She could walk home through the fields. No one need know +(the quaint craft, rocking itself back to balance, made her feel +giddy), her dress was only muslin, she could remove the cap; if +necessary, borrow a shawl from the bible-woman near the ferry, saying +she had not thought it would be so chilly. + +She buried her face in both her hands in a sort of despairing revolt at +the duplicity, so, with the red-gold fruit in her lap, sat trying to +think. But she could not. The scent of the orange blossoms seemed to +cloud her senses. So she raised her face again, and stared at the +river. Why had she done this? Why had she put this thing, that she must +always conceal, into her life? There would always, now, be something +she could not say straight out; and yet if she lived to be a hundred +the memory of it would never fade; it would be as fresh as it was now +when she died, with David's hand in hers! + +The intolerable humiliation of it stung deep; the instinct to escape +rose fiercely. + +"Be quick!" she cried, seeing Am-ma idle, letting the current do the +work. "I want to get there as soon as possible. I must, or something +worse may happen. There isn't a moment to spare!" + +Am-ma bent towards her from his seat astride a skin air-bag. "Did they +kill anyone?" he asked, in sudden interest. "Did the prisoners escape +as it was arranged? And was it Carlone-_sahib_ they killed?--they swore +it should be he, because he laughed at the miracle." + +"The prisoners--Carlone-_sahib_--killed!" she echoed stupidly. Then +with a great throb of the heart she realized that here might be +something of more importance than her self-humiliation. Had Father +Ninian been right? Had there really been some conspiracy afoot, and had +Am-ma heard? + +"I have had no news from Eshwara, Am-ma," she said boldly, "what is +this about prisoners escaping, and the _sahib-logue_ being killed? Who +was going to do that?" + +Am-ma looked crestfallen. "I thought the _Huzoor_ had heard--that +_that_ was why she was going. It is nothing. Idle talk. It is always +talk. And the _Huzoors_ have the _Dee-puk-rag_. They must still be +kings." + +"Am-ma," she interrupted sternly, "you must tell me about this. If you +do not, I will take my hand off your son's head--I will never--" + +He almost dropped his paddle in absolute terror. "_Huzoor_" he said +helplessly, "it is talk, idle talk. It is always so. All day long, and +all night long in the bazaars, and the Masters have the _Dee-puk-rag_. +There is no fear; but this slave will tell." + +They were almost opposite the ferry before he had finished his tale, +and she had grasped the whole tissue of trivialities which yet went to +make up so formidable a possibility. + +The discontent and dread regarding the canal, the strange lights, +the deaths in gaol, the return of the cursed corpse, Gopi--the +ticket-of-leave man's--talk of revenge if the cleansing water should +fail. + +Much of this was new to her, but it hung together with what she already +knew; and yet it seemed incredible! What could be the object? What +could they expect to do? Here Am-ma had smiled inscrutably, and said +the Miss did not know bazaar talk. Everything was possible to it. Had +they not even spoken of making a new Nawab out of Roshan Khan, the +_risaldar?_ indeed, had not the _jemedar_ at the palace already treated +him as one? + +And the Pool of Immortality? Had it risen or not? Am-ma could not say. +They had asked him with bribes and threats to do the job--that was only +the priest's revenge, but it would serve other purposes too--but he had +refused, partly because he had to come away, and partly because he was +the servant of the Light-bringers. As to when the prisoners were to +escape he could not say. To-day, perhaps to-morrow, most likely never; +unless something really happened. It was talk. The Miss need have no +fear. The _Huzoors_, having the _Dee-puk-rag_, must needs be safe, and +Carlone-_sahib_ was a real hero; none braver, none stronger. + +That decided her. She had been counting costs as she listened. An hour, +say, back to Herrnhut. Even if anyone were there, which was uncertain, +half an hour at least to start a messenger. Then the boat might be at +the other side of the river. Then all those miles, on a rough road at +night! + +"When shall we get to Eshwara?" she asked. + +"At the turn of the night and day if the river is kind," said Am-ma, +but he looked doubtfully into a copper tint that remained in the sky, +though the sun must have set behind the mountains. It had a curious +effect, that copper-coloured dome above the rim of almost black hills, +with the river, dark, mysterious, already beginning to slide towards +the narrowing ravine. It did not strike her that she herself, adrift on +that river in what was to be her wedding dress, with prehistoric, +aboriginal Am-ma as pilot to her and a lumber raft, would have had a +still more curious effect to a spectator's eyes. But there were none, +and it was already almost dark. + +"Am-ma," she said, "I will give you fifty rupees, and keep my hand on +the son's head, if you will leave the raft here, and take me as quick +as you can to Eshwara--to the little steps below the fort--fifty whole +rupees!" + +He shook his head and grinned, partly at his own superlative honesty. +"We should not go so fast, _Huzoor_, now the slide is near," he said; +"for, see you, the raft is the wood-_sahib's_ new shape. It is a good +shape; it came down the rapids above the valley like a boat, faster +than _this_, when the paddle cannot be used. It will take us with it. I +will fasten _this_ behind, and steer. Then in the slacker water when +the paddle is possible, we will leave it; if the Miss-_sahiba_ is in a +hurry. But there is none. The _Huzoors_ are Light-bringers." He had +already paddled alongside the raft,--a boat-shaped mass of huge logs +rising towards the back--and, leaping to it, came back, after a moment, +with the tow-rope. + +"It shall do the work," he said, with another grin, as he fastened the +air-buoyed bed to a ring placed for the purpose in one of the logs. +Then he clucked emphatically. "Lo! who would grudge men's brains to the +Masters when they are clever as the Gods themselves? The Miss will see +how fast this goes. We shall be at Eshwara before the night turns to +day." + +Something in his tone warned her that the recurrence of the phrase was +not pure chance. + +"That is when the prisoners were to escape?" she said quickly. + +He did not affirm or deny it. "So many things happen in the fight of +Dawn," he said affably. That was all; but she thought rapidly. The +rising, or whatever the conspiracy aimed at, could scarcely have +happened just after they left Eshwara the night before. In that case +the news must have followed them on the road. Therefore, if it was to +happen at all, if this were not all talk--and Father Ninian's words +came to make her doubt its being so--it would happen in a few hours. So +she must be there in time to give warning. + +As she thought this, a sudden strain at the tow-rope, a quick dip of +the boat-shaped prow of the raft, a louder swish of the water as it +curved out from its rising stern, told her she was adrift, indeed, on +the way to Eshwara! It seemed almost more incredible than what had gone +before. But there was nothing to be ashamed of here. It was the only +possible thing to do under the circumstances. Her journey might prove +unnecessary, but it might not; and supposing anything should really +happen--to--to _anybody_--she would never be able to forgive herself +if, knowing this chance of danger, she had not done her best to avert +it. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + JULIET + + +The copper-coloured glow, into which weather-wise Am-ma had looked, +distrustfully, as it domed the little valley set in its rim of hills, +had replaced that of sunset in Eshwara also, and Pidar Narayan's eyes, +weather-wise as the fisherman's, looked at it as doubtfully, as he +walked home with Lance and Vincent Dering when the long strain at the +Pool of Immortality was over. + +"If it were not so early in the year, I should predict a dust-storm--a +real electrical dust-storm," he said. + +Lance, whose hands were full of cut-paper Gods--for in obedience to a +sudden impulse, he had stopped on his way through the crowd to buy up +the old Brahmin's whole stock in trade, and give him an extra eight +annas to go away and not drum any more--looked up also, and filled his +broad chest with a great breath. "Perhaps that is it. I've felt choking +all day--horrid!" + +Vincent Dering laughed. "I don't choke--I tingle; and it is rather +jolly. Yes, sir; there is a lot of electricity in the air, and I +shouldn't wonder if we had a regular black snorter. Glad it didn't come +in the middle of the miracle '_biz_', for, as a general smasher-up of +ordinary experiences, commend me to a real electrical dust-storm! It +seems to attract the earth, earthy, in everything. In fact, if there is +such a thing as the Devil, and he ever gets the upper hand, it is +then--" + +Father Ninian turned to him quickly, and then to the crowd,-through +which they were still cleaving that curiously acquiescent way which +white faces still cleave through dark ones--"Then I trust, my son," he +said gently, "that for your sake and _theirs_ the storm may not come." + +"Or that there isn't a Satanic majesty!" retorted Captain Dering, +cynically. "That, sir, is the easiest way out of the difficulty." + +Lance had looked round on the crowd also. "Well! if there is," he said, +"and I had to paint him, I'd take that man's face as my model for +Lucifer." He pointed to a _gosain_ who was forming the centre of a +group of gossipers round a syrup-seller's shop, and added--for he knew +his Milton as well as his Shakespeare--"_The superior fiend who gives +not Heav'n for lost!_" + +"Looks a bad lot, I admit," remarked Vincent, carelessly. "Have an idea +I've seen him before; in gaol, I believe. Yes! I'm sure of it. He is +the fellow Dillon told me was going to get his ticket-of-leave for good +conduct. He looks scoundrel enough for that! But really, sir--" he +turned to Father Ninian again--"I think we may count on their behaviour +now." He indicated the crowd. "If there was going to be a row it would +have come off before this; now they will settle down, you'll see, and +go on to the next camping-ground to-morrow morning as if nothing had +gone wrong. They are such creatures of habit; you could see that from +their sticking on in expectation of that footling old miracle all day!" + +Father Ninian, in that curiously irrelevant way he had, put on the gold +_pince-nez_ which always dangled over his black soutane, and looked +round him again. "They will settle down," he said quietly, "if nothing +new crops up to give them a lead into new ways. That is always the +danger; and a very small thing does it, sometimes, in India." + +They had reached the courtyard which lay between the palace and the +Fort, and with a wave of his hand in farewell, he passed along the wall +to the former, while the others, striking across the raised union-jack +of paths, made for the latter. The yard was crammed with pilgrims on +their way to bathe on the river steps. + +"Who the deuce are those fellows?" said Vincent, angrily, as half a +dozen figures slipped out through the door in the bastion, as they +approached, and mixing with the crowd, got lost in it, while the door +was closed behind them by some unseen hand. "I'll talk to Roshan about +that. He was complaining only this morning that the men were breaking +out of barracks. What else can he expect if he doesn't look out. By +Jove! I'll teach 'em!" + +His first words, indeed, as he entered the outer courtyard of the Fort, +was to order a sentry down to close the doors against all comers +without a written pass from him, and as he went by the guard-house he +gave rather a sharp reprimand to Roshan Khan, who happened to be +outside, for not having kept his eyes open while in charge of the Fort +during his absence. No one was in future to use the small door; the key +was to be brought to him, and all passes were to be stopped for that +night. + +"Roshan looks in a demon bad temper. I wonder what's up?" remarked +Lance, casually, as he passed on through a wicket in the massive closed +gates to the inner courtyard, where the officers' quarters lay, hugging +the river wall. It was quite a citadel, a distinct fortification of +itself, with no entrance or exit except through the outer yard, or by +the little flight of steps leading down to the river, at the foot of +which Lance moored his canoe. + +"He has been sulky as a bear with me these last few days," replied +Captain Dering, with a contemptuous smile. "I believe the old Colonel +was right after all, and coming here has put wind in his head. I shall +have to teach Mr. Roshan that, good man as he is, he is only a +_risaldar_, before long." + +"Poor devil," said Lance under his breath. "I'm always a bit sorry for +Roshan. He would be a fine fellow--if--if he wasn't so--so civilized." + +"Civilized," echoed Vincent, with a laugh. "You haven't seen him fight. +I have. Talk of devils; he has got one in him, if you like!" + +He certainly had at that moment, when, having gone straight to his +quarters after Vincent's reprimand, he found himself alone, and free to +show his feelings. + +And yet, had he been calm, he could scarcely have told wherein +the grievance lay which for the moment clamoured for--no--not +redress--revenge. + +It was not the first time that he had had to ignore hints, innuendoes, +suggestions of Heaven knows what impossible intrigues, as he had had +that very afternoon. It was not the first time that, in his position as +intermediary between the ignorance of the native soldier and the +ignorance of the English officer, he had had to '_ca' canny_,' so as +not to alienate the confidence of either. Indeed, the consciousness of +the necessity for this, by enhancing the value of his services, had +always been a pride to him hitherto. And these particular intrigues +were so childish; especially if--he paused in his angry pacing of the +room, and smiled complacently. Why should he give a thought to an +impossible plan, when a possible one lay ready to his hand? If he +married Laila, the land, almost the title, would be his of right. It +would be easy anyhow to regain. Then with a fresh frown, he remembered +Vincent's order. That would upset his plans. He had meant to slip out +by the bastion gate just before--say an hour before--dawn, and cross +over to the palace. Akbar Khan had arranged to be there to let him into +the garden. Now he must make other arrangements. He must find the old +eunuch, change the hour and the place; since nothing--no! not all the +tyranny in the world--should prevent his carrying out his intention of +seeing his cousin, and claiming her as his--his by right. So he must +settle this at once; settle it before there was any chance, he told +himself bitterly, of his superior officer coming out of the mess--where +no doubt he was guzzling swine's flesh and bibbing wine--(that faint +amaze at the presence in his own mind of such antiquated half-forgotten +ideas assailed him again at this point) to encroach further on his +liberty, his privileges. + +He had to pass the troopers' lines on his way to the main gate, and the +quick _salaams_, the ready smiles given him by the men, as they lounged +and smoked after their long day on duty, soothed his pride. + +The Captain had certainly said they had behaved well--kindly, and +discreetly; but whose merit was that? The Englishman's who gave the +word of command, or his, who had drilled them to obedience, who lived +with them day and night? Without such as he, a native regiment could +not be managed, if he chose to give the word. He would not, of course, +but if he chose-- + +He set his teeth as he walked out of the Fort, and met at its very gate +that surging tide of patient, eager faces drifting on, and back again, +aimlessly. + +He need not, as a matter of fact, have feared any further interference +from Vincent Dering, for the latter, being very tired after the long +day in the sun, and having reason to know that part of the night time, +at any rate, which is usually given to sleep would be employed in +something better, had, after staving off hunger with what the cook +would produce at a moment's notice, and postponing the dinner hour, +gone to sleep deliberately, advising Lance to do the same. + +But the latter had, rather to his own surprise, found this impossible; +not even over a cigar in the balcony above the sliding, rushing river, +the sound of which was as a rule sleep-compelling, would sleep come; +not even in the cool darkness which was settling on Eshwara, despite +the curious hint of glow lingering in the sky. + +The air was too electrical, he decided. And then--Erda! He had slept +the night before, after she had said good-by so carelessly, without +realizing that the good-by was for ever. And he had not had time to +think all day. But now, at rest in the cool darkness, looking from his +lounge chair down the river to that other balcony, he did realize it. +For ever! Yes! that regret was in his life for ever. And he was so +young. Only twenty-five. + +Why had this come to him? + +Erda! Erda,--his heart's desire. + +He sat there voiceless, sucking mechanically at a cigar, long since +gone out; but that was as much the cry at his heart as if he had +allowed himself a fine frenzy of despair in older fashion. + +And he imagined her as he had seen her--this way, that way, every way, +in an unending torture of visions--until he exhausted reality, and +fancy showed her to him in her wedding dress. And then he felt as if he +could kill the Reverend David Campbell without shame or fear. He was +vaguely ashamed of the lack of shame, however, especially when his +fancy led him into endless mishaps which might befall a man, especially +a missionary, before his wedding day. + +"_There they ate a missionary_--" + +Yes, sometimes; but there was not much time left for that sort of +end-- + +What a brute he was, when the only thing that mattered was that she +should be happy and content. + +But would she be so? + +It went on and on and on, the controversy between himself and that +other self, so that he felt worn, and harassed, and dirty, and +altogether undesirable, when Vincent, about nine o'clock, reappeared, +dapper and scented as usual, in his mess kit, and expressed surprise at +finding his companion still undressed. He was hungry as a hunter, he +said; besides he wanted to have a decent interval between dinner and +turning in. And _that_ must be early, for he had just heard from the +police authorities that though everything was quiet for the night, +absolutely quiet, they thought it would be safer to have the Pool +guarded again at dawn, in case of accidents; since none of the +pilgrims, though apparently quite resigned, had as yet gone on. + +"They never do till the next day; Pidar Narayan told me so," commented +Lance, crossly. "Why should they rake us up at such an unearthly hour? +Why can't they let the people have a row if they want one? I'd like it; +give a fellow something to do in this beastly hole." + +He went off to dress moodily, wishing savage wishes, so adding, +perhaps, to that electricity in the air. And Vincent gave it his quota +of desire also, in his reckless determination to regain Paradise, as it +was lost, through a woman. And that play of Romeo and Juliet in the +scented garden--Juliet, whose bounty was "as boundless as the sea"--was +a bit of pure paradise to him. He had never, he thought, been in love +before. He had never known what love was. Those other loves of his had +been mean, ungenerous, calculating. + +So he was at his best, his brightest, during dinner. Lance, on the +contrary, was at his worst, his dullest; and Vincent made this his +excuse for going to his room betimes. He was not due at the palace till +twelve, but he was anxious to ensure the coast being clear, and Lance +seemed just in the mood when a fellow sits up sulkily, out of pure +cussedness, and drinks whiskey-and-water if he can find a companion on +whom to vent his cavillings. + +In truth Lance would have liked to do so. He wanted to feel miserable; +but after Vincent had gone, and he was left alone in the balcony, sleep +began to assert itself. He found even his despair becoming dreamy, and +being obstinate, tried to fight against the fact. The result being that +he finally fell asleep in his lounge chair with a soundness and +unconsciousness usually reserved for bed. Fell asleep, and promptly +relaxed into content with happy dreams of Erda's return to him; for +his, left to itself, was a healthy soul. + +And so were the vast majority of those which, through patient yet eager +eyes, were looking into the scarce-lit darkness of the streets, as the +pilgrims, crowded into an almost solid mass, seemed to slide with a +slow, almost unseen movement, through them. They were waiting for the +dawn. If nothing new came before then, they would pass on towards the +'Cradle of the Gods.' So, scarcely seen, restless yet restful, their +feet on the next rung of the golden stairs, they waited. + +And overhead the young moon had risen with a copper-coloured edge to +its crescent of light. For the glow was still in the sky, and the +troopers in the Fort, resting, after their long day, in Indian fashion +by sprawling on their beds and gossiping, had dragged these beds into +the open and discarded most of their clothing, since the night was +strangely still and warm. So even the wonder what had become of the +_risaldar-sahib_ was languid. + +For Roshan Khan had not returned. And yet, as he sat in a quiet +courtyard of the city, with closed doors, realizing how late it was +growing, he had no fear of further reprimand. On the contrary, his +pulses were bounding with the certainty that he would gain praise. And +there was something beyond this mere desire for personal advantage in +the keen-witted diplomacy with which he listened, with which he +suggested, with which he led the talkers on to tell what it was of the +utmost importance that he should know, not so much to himself, as to +the Government he served. For his vague discontent had vanished, his +well-reasoned, well-founded loyalty returned at this, the first hint at +anything beyond the wild, aimless intrigue with which every Indian +bazaar teems. But here, in this definite plan, by the collaboration of +his troopers, of liberating fifteen hundred scoundrels,--or, at least, +desperadoes,--of aping the stroke of action which made the great mutiny +of '57 possible, was something tangible. Something which, when known to +the uttermost, must be told without delay to his superior officer. A +vast pride swept through him, as, when the gongs were striking +one,--short, yet with lingering vibration in the dull, still air,--he +made his way, fast as he could, back to the Fort. Without him, and such +as he, faithful despite limitations, what would the Masters know? + +Hours before, as he went out, he had arranged with Akbar Khan that the +palace door giving on the great square between it and the Fort should +be on the latch only, so that he might slip in at any time and take his +chance of hiding in the garden, his chance of seeing Laila before the +dawn came and he had to go back to the Fort. The old sinner, indeed, +had jumped at this indefinite arrangement, which bound him to nothing; +which made it unnecessary for him even to broach the subject of an +interview to his mistress. Since what was easier to say than that it +had been impossible; as, indeed, it was! Perhaps Roshan Khan had +himself grasped this fact; perhaps in insisting on this entry to the +garden he had been backing more than his own luck, and had been +meditating a _coup d'etat_ of his own. However that may have been, all +was forgotten in his newly recovered loyalty, his keen ambition, as he +hurried back to the Fort intent on but one thing--the forewarning and +forearming of those whom he had long ago deliberately chosen as his +masters. + +Some of his men were still lounging about on their beds, and he spoke a +word to them as he passed, warning them to be ready if wanted. So, +leaving them in sudden vague excitement, he passed on to the inner +court. Here, where Lance Carlyon's small band of Sikh pioneers were +quartered in the long, low building in which the fortified gateway +stood, no one was astir. And no lights were visible in the opposite +building where Lance and Vincent lived. Doubtless everyone was in bed. + +He passed on, therefore, swiftly to the room he knew to be his +Captain's, and knocked. There was no answer. He opened the door and +looked in. It was empty. A vague wonder assailed him, and he passed on +to Lance Carlyon's room. It was empty also, and the vague uneasiness +died down. They must be sitting up still in the balcony overlooking the +river, where they sat every day after dinner. Stupid of him not to have +gone there first; and yet, surely, it was late. Perhaps they were +uneasy; perhaps they had already heard! An open letter "_On Her +Majesty's Service_" lying on the dinner table as he passed through the +mess room (which was still lit up--sign that the servants had gone to +sleep awaiting their masters' call) attracted his attention. He glanced +at it, half fearing to find himself forestalled by the police +authorities. No! It was from them, as he had seen at once; but it was +only that notice for dawn. Ah! what was this? this tiny scrap of paper, +which had been twisted to a cocked-hat note, lying caught in the fold +of the foolscap, with the two words--"_twelve o'clock_"--written on it? + +In a woman's writing. Roshan knew enough of invitations from +Englishwomen to be sure of that. + +The vague uneasiness returned, as he went on to the balcony beyond the +dining-room. There too, the swinging lamp still burnt, and showed him +Lance Carlyon fast asleep in a lounge chair; but no one else. + +Where was Captain Dering? Captain Dering, who had the key of the little +door in the bastion; Captain Dering, who had had a note with "_twelve +o'clock_" in it? + +A sudden thought struck him. If--if there was anything in his vague +fear--then, by taking the canoe, which lay at the bottom of the stairs, +he could slip down stream, and see-- + +Forgetting everything else, Roshan stole softly past the sleeping +Lance, and went down the stairs. + +The canoe was not there. + +Then Captain Dering must have taken it and gone--whither? + +There was but one place whither he was likely to go alone at that hour +of the night; one place, a stair like this leading up to a balcony over +the river where he had gone once before with a woman, a woman in a +dress which marked her for what she was, really--a dress that marked +her secluded--which made _this_, shame unutterable! + +Roshan's impotent fury rose hot at the inexpressible humiliation. The +thought of Captain Dering and Laila alone in that balcony meant but one +thing to his inherited ideas. No glaze of romance was possible. It was +shame unutterable, irredeemable. Shame that must be revenged without +delay. So, forgetting everything else in the world except this, he +passed the sleeping Lance once more, hurried back to his quarters for +his revolver, and only stopping to see that one chamber at least was +loaded, made his way to that door which he knew would be on the latch. + +That patient, eager crowd was still thronging the courtyard as he +crossed it, pausing a moment beside the great gun which centred the +union-jack of raised paths. + +The "_Teacher of Religion!_" + +Ay! they needed a teacher, needed a lesson; these aliens, these +usurpers, these depravers of women. + +Yet, in sober truth, Vincent Dering, at that moment sitting in the +little balcony alone with Laila Bonaventura, felt quite virtuous. They +had just come in from the garden, where they had been strolling and +whispering, and now, as they sat together, without a word, scarcely a +thought, in the faint light of the young moon and a red jewelled +hand-lamp--which Laila, with that unfailing instinct of hers for all +that matched the passionate mystery of the place, had set in a carved +niche, where it looked like a votive offering to the unseen image of a +saint--Vincent could feel the warm ivory of her cheek against his own, +hear the soft chink of her jewels as they slid towards him, following +the soft warm curves on which they lay. The red light of the lamp +glittered faintly in red stars on the myriad facets of looking-glass +with which the vaulted roof above them was adorned. It fell, reddening +the red lights on the gold-stiffened crimson waves of her dress, that +sent such a bewildering perfume to cloud his senses with passionate +content. + +A vast tenderness, a vast triumph, surged through him at the thought of +her. Who dared to judge her by the narrow standards of to-day--she, who +had gone back boldly to realities! + +_This_ was what poets had sung since time began; _this_ was what the +world had exchanged for Paradise! + +Juliet! Juliet! + +And if he was the "_god of her idolatry_," she was to him the "_dearest +morsel of earth_." + +He bent and whispered the name to her with a kiss. + +And as he did so, a step, swift, bold, masterful, sounded in the +passage above; the step of one with a right to be there. + +Vincent, startled, sat listening; but Laila was on her feet in a +second, with a reckless laugh. + +"Father Laurence!" she cried. "Well! let him come. I'm not afraid! For +he loved _her_. He _must_ remember!" + +So, as a dim figure showed, half seen, in the archway, she stood like a +queen, her hand raised, her head thrown back; a sight never to be +forgotten. + +"There is no use in being angry, guardian," she called, in her +full-throated voice. "It is too late for that. Remember--" She paused, +gave a slight scream, and flung herself before Vincent. + +There was a flash, a second scream, and then the arches rang with the +echoes of a pistol-shot. + +"Laila! Laila!" + +"You damned scoundrel! You've killed her!" + +"Laila! Laila!" + +There were two voices echoing the woman's name, but only that one +pistol-shot. Then two useless clicks of a trigger, before, with an +oath, Roshan Khan flung the revolver from him and fled. + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + TRAPPED + + +But that pistol-shot, as it pierced the hot, sultry air in the vaulted +archways, was caught by a sudden blast of warm wind, sweeping God knows +whence, to God knows where! and was blown out riverwards, citywards. +Blown by that sudden blast, like the hot breath of someone's anger, +which always heralds an electrical dust-storm. One moment there is the +stillness of the uttermost void brooding over the deep; the next, +causelessly, God knows why! the spirit moving palpably. + +And so it is always when the ever-recurring struggle for the right road +to that lost Paradise, for the right method of regaining that bartered +birthright, begins afresh among the sons of Adam. When the Hosts of the +Lord,--fighting, as men always fight, under the banner of Right, for +what they think good and true, for what seems to them to bring them +nearer to the golden gates--change armed peace for war. + +It was so now; and Lance Carlyon, waking to the familiar, yet +unfamiliar sound of that pistol-shot, woke also to the knowledge that +someone had already resorted to that last argument between man and his +fellow. + +Who was it? And why? + +As he stood, still half dazed by sleep, listening, as one does +instinctively, for another shot to follow the first, a new sound +distracted his attention. + +Was he still asleep and dreaming? or was that really Erda Shepherd's +voice, rising towards him from the sliding, unseen river? + +"I will come back to you directly," it said in Urdu. The half-heard +promise of the words took him by storm, making him forget the +strangeness of the language. Yet even that made his bewilderment more +utter. And all around him, about him, a mist--or was it a cloud, or +what was it?--had sprung into being. A wreath as of smoke drifted past +the wide arches of the balcony, blotting out the pale shimmer of the +young moon. + +The swinging lamp above his head darkened, reddened, as the dust-atoms +leapt from the earth into the air, obedient to the call of that +mightiest force in nature which holds the world together, and guides it +on its way among the stars. + +Pidar Narayan had been right! The electrical storm had come! + +But Erda had come with it. He could see her now, standing at the top of +the river steps, dimmed by the dust-atoms that glittered faintly in the +clouded ray of the lamp; could see her--tall, slim, white--with a +red-gold ball in her hand. + +So it was only a dream; he was asleep still! + +The certainty of this, the knowledge that he would wake soon, made him +yield to impulse, to emotion, as he would never have done otherwise. He +held out his arms to the gracious vision, his voice rang with passion. + +"Erda! Erda! You have come back to me!--the world's desire--my heart's +desire!" + +And then, suddenly, his heart a-tremble for the first time, he drew +back from his own fervour almost apologetically; for the scared look of +the face seen through those earth-atoms had brought it home to him that +this was no dream. This was Erda Shepherd herself, the woman who was +the "_dearest atom of God's earth_" to him. And she had come back, for +what? Not to listen to his passion, anyhow. + +"What is the matter?" he asked briefly, sternly; for it came home to +him also that the cause must be grave. + +She gave a little shiver; the hearing of that first greeting had upset +her calm, her courage, at last. Yet they had been firm till then; and, +Heaven knows! the long hours of slipping through the rapids in the wake +of that heaving, plunging mass of logs had been trying enough to +anyone. Then for the last half hour, since Am-ma had cut the raft +adrift to follow them at its leisure through the slacker currents, and, +in obedience to her order, had forged ahead with his paddle, her +anxiety had risen to fever-pitch; since the night, so far as she could +judge, must be waning fast, and her errand would be useless if she were +not in Eshwara before the dawn. For, as she had listened to Am-ma's +garrulous talk while he steered, the conviction had grown that the +danger to peace and safety--if there was any--lay in the future, not in +the past; that this dawn, and not yesterday's, was to be the signal for +the insensate, almost incredible attempt to wreck authority. An attempt +which yet--incredible, insensate though it be--might bring death to--to +one she held very dear. + +She admitted so much now to herself, and, pulling that self together, +looked that dear one in the face. "There is a good deal the matter," +she said. "You had better call Captain Dering to hear it, too; it will +save time." + +He nodded acquiescence, but ere he left her, the instinct in him to +guard his "_dearest atom_" to the uttermost from others, made him set a +chair for her, and, glancing round for a wrap, take the mess jacket he +had laid aside for a smoking coat, and fold it round her. For the air +had grown suddenly chill, as it always does in a sand-storm. + +"You must be cold in that dress," he said. As he did so the daintiness +of it struck him, the scent of the orange blossoms made him turn pale. +Despite his hurry, his certainty that something serious was ahead, he +paused to ask sharply: "That is your wedding dress, isn't it?"-- + +"I am not married, if you mean that!" she answered as sharply. Then she +flushed up angrily, more at the comprehension shown in her own answer +than the meaning in his question, and burst out: "What does it matter +if I am--or if it is? Go! I tell you, and call Captain Dering!" + +Yet, when he was gone, she lay back in the chair and shivered again; +all the more because of the unaccustomed touch about her throat of the +gold lace on a mess jacket. How red it looked against her white dress! +And what a lot of little gold buttons there were at its edge: foolish, +useless, little ornamental gilt buttons, round and red-gold, like-- + +The comparison brought back Lance's cry of welcome, and made her +realize that, quite mechanically, she still held in her hand that +useless, foolish, unnecessary orange! + +That, of course, was what had made him remember; had made him say those +words which had come like the writing on the wall to remind her of her +own guilt. + +She flung the fruit from her, hastily, into the unseen river beyond the +arches. Only just in time, ere Lance reentered, with a puzzled face. + +"I can't find Dering anywhere," he said vexedly. "He is not in his +room. Hasn't been to bed, either; though he turned in early saying he +was half asleep. I wonder what is up? Can he have heard already, do you +think? Scarcely; and he would not have gone without waking me." His +surprise seemed to absorb him. + +"Then I must tell _you_, for there is no time to be lost," interrupted +Erda, impatiently. Yet, even in her strenuous desire to make him +understand quickly, she did not fail to explain, breathlessly, how she +came to be dressed as she was. She had been trying on her wedding dress +to see if it fitted, and had gone into the garden for--for--flowers, +when Am-ma and his raft had come floating down the river. + +And was not that all true? she asked herself passionately, as she told +the tale. It was all of the truth, anyhow, that he or anyone else was +ever to know. + +So she had come to warn them, as she was. + +A great joy at her courage filled Lance as he listened, for to most men +the possibility of a woman acting as a man might act comes as a wonder. + +"It was awfully plucky of you," he began; but she cut him short with a +question as to what was to be done now. + +"Warn Dillon, first of all," he said readily. "We have a wire laid on, +you know. I only hope this infernal--I beg your pardon--dust-storm +won't interfere with the connection. You had better come over with me +to the office; it is just across the yard, and I don't like leaving you +alone. Do you mind?" + +"I'll come, of course,--but I must make sure of Am-ma waiting first," +she added, with a ring in her voice; the ring of a vigorous vitality +which finds itself face to face with action. "He said the raft couldn't +overtake us for half an hour. But he must not go, anyhow, and he will +want to. I had difficulty in getting him to leave it, as it was. But I +had to make him. I had to be in time!" + +"And you are--loads of time!" he called, as he ran down the river steps +before her, to give the order. "It isn't two o'clock yet, and--" he +paused abruptly, on seeing, to his surprise, that only Am-ma's strange +craft lay sidling against the bottom step, over which little waves were +curving hurriedly, to reach up the wall, as if the water-atoms were as +restless as those of earth, as eager to seek a new element. For the air +was growing darker, thicker every instant with the intruders. He looked +round hastily, but there was no sign of the canoe anywhere. Yet he had +seen it moored to its ring before dinner! + +Vincent must have taken it. Whither? An answer leapt to Lance's mind, +and he flushed up, even in the dark, redly. If this was so--what the +deuce was to be done? + +There was an added confusion, an added responsibility in his face as he +ran back to where Erda stood waiting him, and, catching up a lamp from +the mess table, started with her close at his heels for the office. +"That is the first thing, anyhow!" he muttered, half to himself. +"Dillon must be warned--" + +"And perhaps Captain Dering will be back by then," she suggested +cheerfully, as, with the mess jacket worn as it should be for greater +convenience of action and greater protection (she had slipped her arms +into it, deliberately, while waiting for Lance), she followed in the +little halo of dull, red light cast by the lamp through the dust-mist. + +The courtyard was still without sign of life; for there was nothing to +guard here. The massive gates of the citadel once closed, and a sentry +outside the wicket, there could be no fear of secret comings and +goings. + +"I hope to God he may," said Lance, ahead, and his tone made the girl +wonder. + +His face, too, surprised her, as, sitting down to the instrument, he +signalled for attention. No doubt when time is an object, there must +always be a sense of strain in that pause before the answering tinkle +comes to tell that a human hand and brain is at the other end of the +thin wire which means so much, but there was more than that in Lance +Carlyon's frown. + +In truth, as he waited, he was not thinking so much of what would +happen if the communication was interrupted, but what was to be done if +it was not. Thinking that he must, somehow, warn Vincent. Thinking how +awkward it would be for _him_ if there was a row, and he absent, as it +were, without leave! + +So it was Erda who recalled him to the wider issue. "What are you going +to do, if Dr. Dillon doesn't hear?" + +She had to raise her voice a little, for something--either coming wind +or far-distant thunder--had brought a curious, faint reverberation to +the air. + +It seemed to come from all quarters, scarcely distinguishable, yet +unmistakable, like the roll of a half-muffled drum, or a deep organ +note quivering into silence. + +The darkness all about them grew thicker and thicker. Lance, close +beside her in that red lamp circle, showed as if seen through gauze. +How unreal it all was! Herself, most of all, in a mess jacket, and, of +course--but this thought came second--her wedding dress! And then it +struck her that she, herself, was more unreal than anything else. To be +there at dead of night, feeling no fear, only a sort of savage +interest-- + +"But if he doesn't hear," she persisted, "you will have to go down the +river and warn him." + +He nodded. And yet his thought went first to the fact that, if he had +to do this, if Roshan Khan had to be left in charge of the relief, it +would be still more awkward for Vincent Dering. + +_Tring-a-tring-tring!_ + +The answering tinkle brought a little breath of joy to them both; but +Erda felt inclined to stamp her feet at the slow precision with which +Lance--who had to remember each equivalent sign--spelt out his message. +He could not be quicker, of course, and yet surely he might! She longed +to snatch at the handles herself, though she could not signal at all. + +"There, that's done!" she cried, as a continuous short rattle followed +from the other end, which Lance translated into--"_All right, await +you_." "Now! what is to be done next?" + +"Roshan Khan--he'll get the men together," answered Lance, already on +his way to the wicket in the gate. To his surprise, it was closed. He +knocked, no answer came. Erda, holding the lamp, looked at him +startled. + +"Sentry!" he called. "Sentry! Open the door! _Miracle!_'" + +It was the password for the night, given by Captain Dering in +contemptuous memory of the day; but it produced no result. The wicket +remained obstinately closed. + +"They've locked us in!" whispered Erda; the lowering of her voice being +due to a swift instinct that the less fuss made the better; the less +chance of interruption. + +Lance bent his ear to the keyhole to listen. Those dull, muffled +reverberations--either distant thunder, or faint, ineffective +explosions of electricity close at hand--were louder now; but he could +hear no sound above them. He shook his head. + +Erda had the lamp on the ground in a second, and was beside it, her +red-gold hair in the dust, as she peered through a three-inch iron +grating between the iron-rimmed door and the iron lintel. + +When she rose up her face was like the iron also. + +"They've trapped us!" she whispered. "There is a sentry outside--I saw +his feet. Come away, and let us settle what to do. And say something, +something angry--you know what I mean." + +"Damn that brute!" said Lance, cordially, in a loud voice, "where the +deuce has the sentry gone to? I'll have it out with him to-morrow, the +infernal--" + +Erda, ahead with the lamp, turned to look back, and put her finger on +her lips reproachfully. "That's quite enough," she said; but she said +it with a smile. That vigorous delight in action which some women feel +was making her blood race through her veins. + +"Now what's to be done?" she said swiftly, as she put the lamp down on +the mess table again. "Let's think hard." + +The gate was closed against interference with--with--_something!_ + +That was evident. Proof positive, therefore, that Am-ma's tale was +true. + +So it followed that the most urgent need for help was at the gaol. + +But how to reach it, and with whom? + +Lance's thoughts turned instantly to Roshan Khan. Was he--could he be +in the plot? Surely not. Yet with or without his knowledge, the outer +court was in the hands of rebels who thought their English officers +were caught like rats in a trap; for, of course, they did not know +Dering was absent. + +And so it was. He and his pioneers--twenty or thereabouts--were in a +trap. What could they do to get out of it? Their arms, scaling ladders, +everything, were in the outside courtyard. What would be the use, +either, of trying to force the door? Mere waste of time. The thing +required was to prevent those fifteen hundred men with a criminal past +being let loose on Eshwara, let loose--as men like them had been in the +Mutiny--to give a lead over. + +And that--how was that to be done? + +He looked across to Erda, and took sudden comfort in the quick +intelligence of her face. + +"You had better take my place with Am-ma," she said sharply. "Go down +stream to the spit, cut across by the mission house, and chance getting +over to the police camp." + +He had thought of this before. The extra police, with their two +officers, who had come over to see the festival through peacefully, +were encamped above the boat-bridge and though, of course, most of the +men would be scattered on duty through the town, even some help would +be better than none. Yet how to leave Erda, not alone even, but with +twenty men whose loyalty would depend largely--as it always did--on +action, on their having someone to fight? + +"But you," he began-- + +"I'll stay here. They won't try to come in--yet a while. I am not +afraid of being alone." + +"I wouldn't mind your being alone," he put in, "but my Sikhs-- + +"Your Sikhs," she echoed. "Are they here? Then why--?" + +"They have no arms--I could find some, perhaps--" + +--His words--both their words--jostled each other in sheer haste. + +"Yes! then why don't you call them?"-- + +"How can I use them--trapped like a rat. They--they might be worse than +useless, without something to do--without a lead over--don't you +see?--and there is nothing--" + +--"Nothing!" she echoed, almost savagely, as she clasped and unclasped +her hands, dragging the fingers through each other, in sheer straining +after some thought on which to clutch, in cruel whipping and spurring +of her wits against that inaction. + +Nothing! Nothing! The word seemed to fill the world. + +Nothing in earth or air or fire or-- + +"Stay!" she cried, with a gasp. "The raft! The raft! Am-ma shall fetch +it--it must be close by, now. There will be room. It can float down to +opposite the gaol." + +He stared at her as she stood in her white, and scarlet, and gold. + +"By Jove!" he said softly "by Jove, you've got it!" + +The next instant he was off to rouse his men, and she was on the bottom +step giving Am-ma his orders, short, sharp, clear. + +But when Lance came back again to look out what arms and ammunition he +could lay hands on, he found her, in his room, sorting cartridges as if +she had done it all her life; and her face turned to him all aglow and +splendid. + +"We shall manage it! Am-ma's gone. He didn't want to, but I told him +I'd kill the baby if he didn't. I suppose it was wrong,"--though her +woman's tongue sought speech, her woman's hands stuck to their +work--"but I couldn't help it. I felt so savage." + +"You are very brave," he said simply. + +"Brave!" she echoed. "Why not? People talk as if women always had to +try and not be afraid; but we are not all like that. Some of us want to +fight. I do, always." + +She looked it, as, when all was ready, she leant, straining her eyes +into the darkness for a hint of Am-ma's return. "He must come," she +muttered to herself, "he shall come!" + +And he did. A bigger wave came sweeping up to the wall as a herald, and +then a voice calling for a rope. Half a dozen were ready posted in the +men's hands from various points of vantage. They flew outwards; one, +from Am-ma's hands inwards to a group holding a lantern on the steps. +So, with a silent haul, the pioneers had the raft stopped, and sidling +slowly back to mooring against the wall. + +Then Lance turned to Erda hesitating, divided between his loyalty to +Vincent, and to her. + +"The palace ought to be warned," he said briefly--"if I go there ahead +on Am-ma's craft, I could pick you up on your way down. Could you +manage?" + +She gave a look round on the men, eager with the sudden excitement, +with the rush, with the very novelty of it all, and laughed--positively +laughed. "Manage? Yes! of course I can manage--_havildar!_ see those +cartridges are put well back out of the wet--stay! bring down that +table, someone, and give it a lash--" + +Yet, despite this absolute lack of fear, despite the fact that she +evidently wanted and desired no more consideration than a man, Lance +felt a wild dislike to leaving her there alone, as he stepped on to +Am-ma's skin craft, and, edging his way along by the wall, prepared to +drift down to the palace balcony. It was mirk dark now, and he had no +fear of being seen by the crowd on the bathing steps and the courtyard, +though he punted his way with the paddle shaft within a yard or two of +the shore; for he wanted to judge how far excitement had spread, how +far the crowd was aware of what was coming at dawn. + +To judge by appearances, not at all. There was no more restlessness, no +more movement than was inevitable in such a concourse of men, women, +and children. Here and there files of shadowy forms drifted about, but +the most of them, seen by the little lights set on the ground beside +each group, were in heaps, like the heaps of dead on a battle-field, +huddled up on each other, sleeping, resting, indistinguishable, +shrouded in their shawls, waiting for the dawn to come. + +And, above the soft, yet increasing murmur of the still windless storm, +came a softer murmuring of prayers, a weird low chanting. + +The Hosts of the Lord had not yet risen to battle. The Spirit had not +moved; the Word had not been made manifest. + +The palace, also, lay as yet undisturbed, unseen, in the darkness. +Except for a glimmer of red light just above the river, a paler glimmer +closer at hand. + +The red light must be by the stairs for which he was steering. + +The other?-- + +He did not know, but as he slipped past it another murmuring as of +prayer seemed to come from within. It must come from the chapel; if so, +then Pidar Narayan must be awake also. He felt a certain relief at the +thought when he caught sight of the canoe at the bottom of the steps. +Then Vincent, as he had feared, was there; but not on the errand he had +feared, if Pidar Narayan knew of it. So, mooring his strange craft to +the canoe, he ran up the stairs eagerly. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + MARGHERITA + + +Father Ninian had been awake all night. He had been vaguely uneasy all +day, conscious, with that fine perception of his, that something was +amiss. But it was no fear of what _might_ happen which had kept him +watching when others slept. It was the memory of something which _had_ +happened; for, by a coincidence that for more than fifty years had +never lost its mystical significance for Ninian Bruce--sentimentalist +as he was to his finger tips--the night of the _Vaisakh_ festival, when +the pilgrims watched for the dawn to guide them on their way to the +'Cradle of the Gods,' was to him, personally, the saddest and gladdest +of the whole year. Since it was the night on which he had sinned the +great sin of his life, and repented of it, even in the sinning. + +And that sinning, that repenting, was no slight thing to him. It was +the man himself; for the passion that was in him in his youth was in +him in his old age. It had only changed its dwelling-place. It had fled +from the senses, and found refuge in the emotions. In a way, indeed, by +thus seeking freedom from it, he had fallen into a greater thraldom, so +that his whole life had been as much swayed by this renunciation of a +woman as it would have been by her possession. + +Old as he was, this very night had brought him--with the thought that +Death could not delay much longer, and that next _Vaisakh_ festival +might find him no lonely watcher--that thrill of self-absorption in +another self, that claim for all, which is the essence of passion. For +this woman, waiting for him in the land where there is no marrying or +giving in marriage, was still a woman; still the one of all God's +creatures whom he claimed, and who claimed him, even as the first woman +claimed the first man in Paradise. + +So he had passed the night watches of the Festival of Spring: as he had +always passed them. Partly in his room, that room made holy by her +presence in his heart, partly in the chapel, made holy by the Bodily +Presence of Him for Whose sake he had renounced her. The two holinesses +were inextricably mixed in Pidar Narayan's mind. + +He had finished one of the masses for the repose of a sinning yet +sainted soul, and, before repeating the next, was confessing his own +repentance in his room, when that hasty footstep along the passage, +which alarmed those two lovers in the balcony nearer the garden, had +resounded through the arches. It had disturbed, but not startled him, +its very boldness reassuring him of its right to be there. Probably it +was some messenger from the police camp or the Fort. So he had risen +from his knees calmly and passed into the chapel, which lay between his +room and the balcony, in order to see who it could be. For the candles +were lit on the Altar and sent a faint light into the vaulted passage +beyond. + +It was as he paused, in passing, to do homage to that Bodily Presence +upon the Altar, which was ready--as he was in his robes--for the +service of love which was to him, as a priest, his duty, as a man a joy +unspeakable, that the pistol-shot came clamouring through the arches, +followed by those despairing cries. + +What they were he could not distinguish, but that they were urgent was +unmistakable, and had he been young as he had been on that night long +years ago in the balcony above the pale flood of the Tiber, he could +not have been quicker to reach the armoury, seize the long rapier, +which he had not used, save in play, since those ruffling days in Rome, +and run out into the wide, dim passage whence the sound had reached +him. + +None too soon! Someone was already flying down it. He pulled himself up +for attack, but the figure ere he could lunge at it was past him, +desperate, indifferent, flinging him against the wall as it continued +its reckless way to the outer door, where, with swift opening and +closing, it disappeared into the crowded courtyard, out of +sight--beyond recall! + +He stood for a moment, stupefied. What was Roshan Khan doing there? For +that faint light from the Altar had given him a glimpse of a familiar, +dark face, Roshan Khan's without a doubt! + +"Laila! Laila!" + +The cry was clearer this time and the blood left his fine old face in +sudden doubt as he turned swiftly to his left. Turned, and saw a faint +red glow through an arch far down the passage. + +That was the arch leading down into the balcony that was never lit +up--that was never to be lit up because of something that had happened +there long ago--because of the something which had _begun_ a tragedy. + +Why was it lit up? A stronger fear caught at his heart. Could +Laila?--No!--impossible! + +He ran on, and the next moment was realizing that some tragedy had +_ended_ in that balcony. + +But what? + +Who was the woman in native dress who stood with a man's arm around +her--a man in a scarlet and gold mess jacket? Ah!--that was Captain +Dering, undoubtedly. But the woman? The woman in scarlet and gold +also--God in Heaven!--had the dead-- + +As he stared, the long, supple limbs, so clearly outlined under their +cunningly contrived draperies, seemed to lose themselves in the colour, +the glitter of rich stuff; one white arm, losing its hold on a cuff of +scarlet and gold, swung back helplessly, and Vincent Dering, with a +passionate entreaty to his darling not to be afraid, to look up, and +tell him where she was hurt, sank to one knee the better to support +what he held. + +And so the face, tilted backwards over his shoulder, came in view. + +_Laila!_ + +For an instant Ninian Bruce stood bewildered. Then all his youth, the +pride of birth, the dash, and the fire which had made that youth what +it had been, rose up in him. The blood surged back to his face in wild +anger, in savage sense of insult, and desire for revenge. + +"How dare you!" he cried, clenching his hand on his sword. "You shall +answer for this, sir! How do you come to be here, at this time of +night, and why?" + +Vincent, who at the first word had given a hurried glance to see who +the speaker was, then returned to his task with the indifference of one +absolutely preoccupied, held up his hand passionately against more. + +"Don't--and don't preach, for God's sake, old man!" he cried +recklessly. "Come and help, if you like. Some brute--Oh, curse him! +curse him!" + +His one trembling hand, for the other was round her, supporting her, +was busy with the quaint, jewelled clasps of the scented corselet, +which was crimsoning deeper with another dye. "It's too late for +preaching," he muttered, half to himself,--"too late! too late!" + +The words seemed to stun his hearer into silence. He stood bewildered. +Too late for what? + +And now, roused by that pistol-shot also, another old man, who had +carefully hidden himself away from the possibility of being found by +Roshan Khan, on the rage for an impossible interview; who had counted, +with malicious cunning, on the cooling effect of a useless waiting in +the garden till dawn should make it necessary for hot-blooded lovers to +return to the Fort, stole like a thief to the balcony. What could have +happened? The only likely trouble which had occurred to his vast +experience had been the possibility of Roshan Khan seeking the +interview upstairs. And for that very reason had not he, Akbar Khan, +felt it his duty to sleep outside his mistress's door? What more could +faithful servitude be expected to do? + +But this! What was this? His charge had stolen a march upon him. Old as +he was in the care of frail womanhood, he had been imposed upon! Then, +as he crept round a pillar craftily, the sight of Pidar Narayan, in his +priestly robes, made the old sinner throw up his hands and grovel in +the dust. + +"This slave knew nothing!" he mumbled, gasping. "This was unknown. And +for the other, I told him it was too soon, too soon,--far too soon." + +Too soon, and too late! What did it all mean? Father Ninian stood +helpless, paralyzed; but Vincent caught at the words. + +"The other!" he echoed. "You black devil! who was the other? Who was +that man? Curse him!" He paused, for Laila opened her eyes. + +"It was Roshan Khan," she said, with a smile, that half-amused, +half-mysterious smile. "He gave me the dress, you know, and I think he +wanted me--to marry him. Hush! what's the use of being angry--now?" She +checked his incredulous outcry, and her hand hesitated up to his +trembling fingers, and held them back from their task. "Don't," she +went on; "I'd rather--you didn't waste time. I want you to look at +me--only me--me, myself. Ah! that's nice!" + +There was an instant's silence; then her eyes wandered to his cuff as +it rested on her corselet, and she smiled again. "We match, don't we? +I'm glad. Besides, it won't stain much. I expect--that's why soldiers +wear red, isn't it?" + +The deadly realism roused Vincent to a sort of fury at his own +helplessness. But what could a man do, caught in a second by Fate to be +chief actor in a scene like this, where he was lost,--lost utterly? And +those two fools looking on--doing nothing! + +"At least, in common charity, you might help. You're something of a +doctor!" he cried passionately. "We can settle scores afterwards, you +and I, can't we? But now you might help _her_." + +"What did she say?" asked Father Ninian, tonelessly. He had caught a +word or two, and their triviality, in the face of what had happened--a +triviality common in those who have been struck down as she had been, +almost painlessly--had but increased his bewilderment. "What does it +mean? How do you come here? I must know, first." + +The girl had turned her face quickly to the new voice; and, after +vainly trying to rise, lay back breathlessly. "Tell him, Vincent; he's +Father Laurence. Remember--he must know--and--and I--can't--" + +"Then here it is, sir!" broke in Vincent, brutally. "If you will wait +to know, when every moment is precious. We love each other--you've done +it in your time, I'm told! I've been coming here, night after night, to +see her; she wears that dress to please me--there! Now you've got it! +And to-night, some devil--she says Roshan Khan, but she's dreaming; +what can he have to do with it?--stood there and fired--at me, I think; +but she flung herself--Ah! Laila, my darling, why did you? Now, will +that satisfy you--you--you--" + +"Hush!" came Laila's voice--"there is no use in being angry. Besides, +he understands; he knows what it is to be in love quite well. Don't +you, guardian? You loved her, didn't you? Margherita, I mean--" + +She wandered off into Italian--the language they always spoke, and her +rich voice dulled, died away, as the faintness returned. + +"For God's sake, sir, bring the light, if you won't do anything else!" +cried Vincent, wildly. "She has fainted, I think--I can't see--it is so +dark. For God's sake, sir, the light at least!" + +The light at least! As Father Ninian mechanically took the red lamp +from its niche he felt that he needed no more light than those words, +"he understands," had sent into his very soul. Yes, he knew what love +was. But he knew also--it came home to him in a second--that his love, +even after all these years, differed not at all from this girl's. He +heard it in her voice--that voice so strangely like that other +voice--which he remembered--oh! so well! + +"Take off the shade," said Vincent, "it makes everything so--so +red--you--you can't see the truth." He shivered as he spoke. + +But that first look at the girl had been enough for Pidar Narayan. It +had roused him, his apathy was gone. He thrust the lamp into Vincent's +trembling hands without a word, and his own steady ones--the hands +which had not touched their kind, except to heal body or soul, since +they had said farewell to a woman--took up the task. + +So for a few minutes there was silence, but for the old pantaloon's +ceaseless mumblings as he rocked himself backwards and forwards. He had +meant no harm, he protested--he had conducted more affairs of the kind +to a decent ending than he could well remember--no one could be more +discreet--accidents would happen-- + +"She is shot through the lungs," said Father Ninian, breaking the +silence. "There is very little to be done--I--I--" He would have said +"_fear_," but for Vincent's face of anguish. What right had he to feel +sorrow?--he, the man who had brought this about. "Still, I will try. +Akbar! bring the candles from the altar. Stay! she had better go there. +It will save time. You two can carry her." + +But Vincent had her in his arms, with a brief "Where?" + +"The chapel--the lights are lit. Lay her on the cushions before the +altar. I will be with you again directly." + +When he returned from his room with lint and bandages she was lying +there as he had directed, her long red skirt trailing down the white +steps. + +"The candles, please,--the smaller ones, Akbar,--and place them at her +head. They will give me a better light." + +Vincent shivered again at the sight; she looked already dead, with +those tall tapers about her. Ah! what did it all mean? Was he dreaming? +How was it possible? The wild improbability of it stunned him; when not +three hours ago he had had a sherry-and-bitters before dinner! The +curious irrelevance of his thoughts made him feel as if he must wake +soon. Yet there she lay. Laila, whom he loved! + +"Is she--is she--" he began. + +"Not dead, if you mean that," replied Father Ninian quietly. "But she +will not live an hour." + +There was no mincing matters between these two men--nothing but the +brutal truth; yet this time it was the old priest who held up his hand +against a passionate outcry. "Don't make a fuss. Be brave, at least, +and don't disturb her. She is coming to herself again." + +To herself certainly. To the old half-amused, half-mysterious smile, as +her eyes caught the tapers, the lighted altar beyond, her lover +kneeling at her side. "It is the wedding, I suppose," she said--there +was a catch in her breath now--"but why have they put the candles like +a bier? To save time, I suppose. But it mixes things up; and--" she +gave a little impatient sigh--"Oh! tell him to be quick, Romeo, +for--for we always meant to be married in the end--didn't we?" + +The words cut Vincent like a knife. Yes! He had meant it. Not always. +Not till, even to one with his past, the perfection of this idyll in +the garden would have suffered without that promise to himself. And +now, death should not cheat him, should not leave a stain, a regret, on +the one perfect romance of his life. He stooped suddenly and kissed +her; kissed her with more passion than he had ever kissed her before. + +"It won't be long, Juliet; he is just going to begin," he whispered, +then rose to his feet unsteadily. + +This at least he could do for himself. And for her? A sob, almost of +gratitude, of admiration, came to his eyes as he realized that it would +never, never--even if she had lived--have mattered to her really. But +it had been a part of the play; part of her as Juliet. So it should be. +His wild revolt at the sequence of improbabilities--for after all that +idyll in the garden had been, bar its environments, commonplace +enough--which had landed him in--_in an Adelphi drama!_--(he could not +help the thought, though he despised it)--should give way to this. The +play should end with a wedding. Juliet should have the '_statue of pure +gold_' in the eyes of the world. He could ensure this by a word; and +the word should be spoken. + +He touched Father Ninian peremptorily on the shoulder, as he bent, busy +with his instruments. + +"I want to speak to you. Hush! she must not hear. Father, you say she +is dying. Well, I claim my right. I am a Catholic--I have sinned--we +will say nothing about her--that lies between us. I wish to marry her +while I can. I ask it as my right, of you, a priest. Do you understand? +I ask you to marry us." + +Ninian Bruce looked for an instant as if he could have killed the man +who stood before him; then he drew himself up, priest utterly. + +"Have you the right to claim it?" + +"I claim it as a right," replied Vincent, fiercely. "That is enough, +surely." + +"It is not enough. I will ask her." And Pidar Narayan knelt down beside +the girl. "My daughter," he began, "Captain Dering tells me--" Then he +gave way--"_Cara mia_," he whispered, laying his hand on hers, "tell +me--I have never been unkind, surely--tell me--your old guardian, who +has loved, who loves--must I marry you to--to _him?_" + +Laila looked into his face with a faintly-wondering reply. "Must!" she +echoed dreamily. "It's just as he likes, of course. I don't mind. I +only want him--where is he?" + +"I'm here, sweetheart." Vincent knelt down again and took her in his +arms. + +The faint querulousness left her voice. "That's nice," she murmured. +"Tell him to begin quickly, Vincent, for I don't want to waste time. I +want you--you, yourself, and me--me, myself--nothing else." + +Father Ninian gave a sort of cry, and turned blindly to the altar. If +this was not Love, what was? + +Then, monotonously, his voice began the marriage service. + +"Have you a ring?" he asked, when he came to stand by those two, the +girl supported in Vincent's arms. The latter shook his head. "Go on +without it," he said sternly; "she is failing fast." + +But there was one on the old man's finger; one that had never left it +since it had been put there by a saint in Paradise. He took it off now, +and gave it to the man whom at that moment he hated and despised more +than any man on earth. + +So, swiftly, the prayers went on, and old Akbar paused in his rockings +to say "Amen" with the others. He had learnt _thus_ much in these +latter days of grace. + +The last one came as a step resounded down the passage; Lance Carlyon's +step as he sought the light he had seen--sought his Captain. He seemed +to bring a breath of fresh air into the passion-laden atmosphere, a +solid reality into the shadows. + +"Vincent!" he cried, as he caught sight of the scarlet and gold. "Thank +God! you're here. The troopers have seized the Fort--" He paused +suddenly, horror-struck at what had caught his eye. "I beg your +pardon--I didn't know--is she--is she--hurt?--" + +Vincent stood up suddenly. "Hush! that has nothing to do with it. Leave +that to me. The troopers have risen? When?" + +Lance, with his eyes still on that pitiful sight, shook his head. + +"There was a pistol-shot--you must have heard it!" + +"Heard it!" echoed Vincent, wildly. "Yes! I heard it. Go on! What +then?" + +"I don't know--I know nothing in this infernal nightmare that's got +hold of us all!" cried Lance. "I only know that if we don't get to the +gaol before they do--they've gone to set the prisoners free--there will +be the devil of a row. So you must come at once, Vincent--you must come +at once!" + +Captain Dering gave an irresolute look at the dying girl. She had saved +his life--he loved her--could he leave her? Was anything worth that +sacrifice? + +"You _must_ go!" said a stern voice. It was Father Ninian's, who had +taken Vincent's place and was now holding Laila in his arms. "You must +go, Captain Dering, and prevent worse from befalling; if you can--if +you can!" There was almost a triumph in his voice. + +Lance looked from one to the other in sheer despair. "Well! if you +won't come, I'm off--oh! come along, Vincent, and don't be a fool! +It--it isn't worth it; it never is!" + +Vincent Dering stood still irresolute. "You'll stay, sir," he said, +"and--and look after--" + +Father Ninian drew the unconscious girl closer to him. "I will look +after--_Margherita_." + +The last word came in a half whisper to himself and his eyes met +Vincent's with a curious dazed defiance. The latter gave the defiance +back, as their owner stooped for a second over Laila's indifferent +face, and kissed it. + +"Good-by, _Juliet_," he said; and the last word came also in a half +whisper to himself. + +The next moment he was following Lance down the dim passage, full of a +vague relief, and realizing for the first time that the mist, which for +the last half hour had dimmed the reality of all things, was due, not +to any aberration of his brain, but to the simple fact that an +electrical dust-storm was in full blast. + +He realized it with relief. That was at least real, tangible. + +Almost too much so; and as the hot wind, charged with those aspiring +atoms of earth, met him fiercely, he realized also that the storm would +fight against him in his efforts to prevent worse from happening. If, +indeed, anything could be worse than what had happened; worse than +Laila's-- + +He broke off in his thought, incredulous. It could not be true. He +would come back to find her better--well!-- + +But that other dream was true. His men had risen. The one thing +necessary, therefore, was to get to the gaol before any decided action +took place; and this he realised still more clearly from Lance's curt +explanation as they ran down the river steps. Once there, the sight of +the canoe he had left suggested the feasibility of getting to the gaol +in it. His personal influence might avail. If that failed, he would at +least be able to save time by choosing a suitable place for the raft to +come ashore. The great thing was to be on the spot, to be within reach +of action at once; to wait for the raft meant needless delay. + +So, a minute after, the faint splash of his paddle was lost in the +rising hum of the storm, and Lance was left looking anxiously for sound +or sight of the raft, which, if all had gone well, should by now have +started. + +But neither came, so, seeing from the light he had snatched up as he +passed through the balcony that the air was growing darker, more +impenetrable than ever, he shoved off his strange craft, to wait +further out in the stream where there was less chance of the raft +passing him unseen, unheard. + +For this reason also, he paddled up along the wall a bit into the faint +glow of light which showed still from the arches of the chapel. And as +he lay in it, his ears and eyes strained for the least sound, he could +hear as a kind of background to that muffled drumming of the storm, the +sound of the pilgrims chanting as they waited for the dawn. The dawn +which would bring--what? Who could tell? + +The sound of other prayers, echoing from the chapel, made him shake his +head, feeling that it was hopeless to look forward--or backward for +that matter! Why had Roshan shot the girl--if he had! And why had Pidar +Narayan called her Margherita, and Vincent called her Juliet? + +The whole thing was exactly as he had said--an infernal nightmare! + +Then a faint sound in front of him made his strong arms sweep the +paddle through the stream as he shot into the darkness in search of the +raft; in search of Erda. + +Not that she needed him, really. The memory of her in that red-and-gold +mess jacket above her wedding dress, giving orders to the men squarely, +came back to make him smile. + +God bless her! She could do well enough without him. That was one +comfort. And Dillon could hold his own too, without much help, for a +time--that was another; for what with this and that, help was bound to +be over-long in coming. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + A MONOPOLY + + +Lance Carlyon was right in trusting Dr. Dillon's power of doing without +help until Providence chose to send some. This was the easier task, in +that he had made up his mind deliberately beforehand as to what his +best course of action would be should an alarm of this sort occur. +Therefore that imperative _kling-kling_ of the telegraph bell which +roused him in a second from his bed, where, ready dressed for any such +emergency, he was sleeping the sleep of the just, found him alert, +prepared for anything and everything. + +So it has come, he thought, as he hastily wired back the comprehensive +reply, "_All right, await you_." He felt as a doctor does when a +dangerous symptom which he has foreseen as a possibility, shows itself. +He had been on the lookout for this for days, but as the dawn would end +the period during which it might be expected, he had, as in the +outbreak of the cholera, had hopes that danger was over. His last +thought, as he slept, had been this; he woke to find that the +complication must be faced. Woke with a strong regret, but a stronger +instinct of fight. So he slipped his feet into his shoes, jammed his +big mushroom hat on his head out of pure habit, and so, armed +_cap-a-pie_, with a brain quick to work, and a body ready to follow and +obey, he ran across the sandy road to the Smiths' bungalow, realizing +as he did so that a dust-storm was just beginning. That would delay +both attack and relief. On the whole, this would be an advantage, +since, once things were secure, half an hour or so would make no +difference in the latter; whereas, he wanted every minute he could get +now for preparation. + +He had not warned Eugene Smith of his fears. There was never any use +alarming people by mere probabilities, unless by so doing you could +forearm them. And this was not the case here; since the safest--in fact +the only--place of refuge for Mrs. Smith and the child, should trouble +arise, was the semi-fortified roof above the gate of the gaol; and that +he knew to be ready for use. He had, therefore, only to wake them, as +quietly as might be, so as not to give the alarm to the servants. +Fortune favoured him in this; for, just outside the verandah, he ran +full tilt upon Eugene himself, tall, gaunt, in his sleeping-suit, +carrying a roll of bedding on his back like a snail's shell. The heat +of the evening had enticed him to sleep outside, as he preferred, _a +la_ Robinson Crusoe, and the dust-storm was sending him in. + +"Hello, Dillon!" he cried, "what's up?--nothing wrong with my wife or +the child--I hope--No!--" he gave a sigh of relief, "then it's the +beastly dust-storm disturbed you, I suppose. Isn't it sickening to +think how many times in the next six months we shall have to take up +our beds and walk." + +"H'm! Hope I shall have the chance," replied the doctor, dryly, +recovering his breath. "No, it isn't the storm. They're going to try a +row, Smith. Just had a wire from the Fort. There's a plot on, to come +here and set the prisoners free, and that's dangerous. So, till the +troops come, I think you'd better bring Mrs. Smith and Gladys to the +gate--it's the safest place, and I've got everything ready. It mayn't +be much; but the devils, whoever they are, might turn and rend +you--especially if they fail with me." + +Eugene Smith had dropped his snail-shell and sat down on it, aghast, in +surprise; but he was up again before the doctor finished. + +"By Jove!" he said rapidly, calmly as the doctor himself. "That's a +taking up one's bed with a vengeance. I'll have 'em both ready in a +jiffy--anything else?" + +"No. I'll rummage round till you return--one forgets things to the +last, sometimes. And I shall want your Remington and such like--I know +where to find 'em." + +A moment after he was striking a match to light the tall floor-lamp in +Mrs. Smith's drawing-room. She had turned it out herself a few hours +before, thinking, as she looked round the room, full of soft +rose-shaded light, how pretty, how cosey it was. It had the same air of +refined security now. Everything, down to a copy of the last '_Queen_' +lying on an inlaid table by her favourite chair, was so exactly what +one would have expected to find in her room; the room of a delicate, +cultivated, civilized, society woman. + +And now? + +Now the delicacy, the culture, the civilization, the society, and the +security belonging to them, had been invaded in an instant. By what? + +The dust--you could almost see it springing into the air in these sandy +stretches--had already settled thick over the dainty furniture, and as +Dr. Dillon, standing by the table in the pink glow of the lamp, asked +himself the question, he yielded to the imperious fascination which a +smooth sand-surface has for humanity. But he did not write his name +upon it; only the idle answer to the question. + +"God knows." + +The writing lay upon the table beside the latest fashions, staring up +into the pink paper shade, after George Dillon had passed rapidly to +Eugene's office to choose this, that, and the other, and make them into +a bundle with a table-cloth. + +When he returned to the drawing-room, Muriel Smith was standing by that +writing in the sand: a fragile figure in a blue dressing-gown, all +frilled and embroidered like the pictures in the paper. She looked more +forlorn than frightened; forlorn and pathetic. + +"Is it warm enough?" said the doctor, as he entered. "Your dress, I +mean. There's a storm on, and it generally brings rain." + +"It is flannel," she answered, and he nodded. + +There was no excitement, no heroics. Only that. That, and the writing +on the sand, and her forlornness--the forlornness of a delicate Dresden +shepherdess set to drive a flock of real sheep to the shambles. But the +needlessness, the pity of it, made Dr. Dillon set his teeth. + +"Eugene will be here directly with Gladys," she said. "We thought it +best not to wake her, and he said we had better start at once; for you +see I can't walk nearly so fast as he does." + +There was no trace of fear in her voice, but there was none of +resistance either, and she turned at the door to look back with an +almost reproachful acquiescence. + +"Poor room," she said softly, "it seems so strange--such a pity; but I +suppose it can't be helped." She turned to the darkness again with a +little shiver, and went on, "Vincent sent the wire, I suppose." + +"I didn't ask," replied Dr. Dillon curtly; then, repenting him, added, +"I suppose so. He will be here directly I expect. And--and we will all +take care of you and Gladys, as long as we can. You know that; and we +can't do more--can we?" + +She smiled quite tenderly. "Of course you will. And I am really not a +bit afraid--except of being in the way." + +She seemed to accept the necessity of this; perhaps rightly. For the +storm itself was no joke in these desert stretches, where the sand rose +in choking clouds, yet left enough to make each step a toil. Muriel +stumbled along breathlessly, but so slowly that, when her husband +joined them, striding along with Gladys, still sleeping, wrapped in a +blanket in his arms, the doctor bade them come at their leisure and +wait until he gave the signal before entering, then ran on swiftly to +the gaol. For there was no time to lose; though, on the other hand, +there was very little to be done. The less the better, if his plan was +to be successful; since that involved the utmost quiet, and the keeping +of the prisoners from all knowledge of what was going on as long as +possible. + +As he faced the choking darkness, the hot blasts of causeless wind, +blowing all ways at once, George Dillon reckoned up his chances fairly. +The storm would certainly make it easier to keep such knowledge from +those within, and make it more difficult for those without to establish +communication with the former. So far, good. On the other hand, no +amount of the light at his command would enable him to see, even from +his coign of vantage on the gateway roof, what was going on, either +outside or inside. And darkness was the diggers' best friend; while +digging was the recognized enemy of mud walls. Especially of those +inside walls which divided the gaol into sections. Yet the best, the +only chance of keeping the prisoners quiet, lay in preserving their +segregation into companies. + +For the gaol was of the cart-wheel pattern. That is, a huge circle of +outside wall, thick as an earthwork, the felloes of the wheel, as it +were. Then a small central cylinder of brick, like a lime kiln, the +nave of the wheel, as it were. Between these two the spokes. Spokes of +twelve feet high mud wall, dividing the whole into seven wedges of +prison, absolutely distinct, blank, aperture-less, save for one heavily +stanchioned door in the apex of each wedge, leading into the central +tower. Exit or entry was therefore impossible to six of these wedges, +except through the tower; that is the citadel, the key, as it were, of +the gaol proper. + +The seventh wedge, however, gave, at its wider end, on the +entrance-gate, which was a square, semi-fortified building, pierced by +a tunnel, gated at each end, and further protected by an outside yard, +or roofless porch, also gated. The inmost of these three gates opened +on to a small courtyard, and this narrowed again into an alley which +gave access to the central tower. Briefly then the whole gaol consisted +of six wedges opening, by a door in their narrow end, into the central +cylinder; and a seventh wedge split in two by an alley leading between +high mud walls from the gateway to that central tower; the key to the +position. + +In the two halves of the split wedge lay the warders' barracks, the +solitary cells, the cook rooms, the hospital; and the entry to these +was by a door on either side of the little courtyard, just beyond the +inner gate. From the corner of this, also, rose the outside stair +leading to the roof of the square, brick gateway. + +Thus the fifteen hundred prisoners were broken up into companies of +about two hundred each, and were absolutely without possibility of +communication so long as the central tower was in the hands of +authority. Unless there was time to undermine the mud walls, and tools, +also, wherewith to work. Of these, however, there were none in the +gaol. Nothing, even, that could be used to take their place, except in +that seventh section which held the executive of the gaol; and there +Dr. Dillon meant to leave no hands to use them, if he could compass it. + +As he pulled up to regain his breath before walking up to the gate and +giving the countersign, the whole place lay quiet and dark. So far, +good. There was the risk, however, of the plot being known, and of the +sentry refusing him entrance. It was not, however, and the next moment, +calmly as if he was merely on one of his not infrequent rounds of +unexpected night inspections, Dr. Dillon passed from the outer porch to +the tunnel, and told the sentry at the inner gate to light the lamp in +the little office room to one side. + +"Call the superintendent," he said to the first man, "and you can tell +him I am going to inspect the solitary cells." + +He added this because he knew it would give time, since the +superintendent would be sure to give a private look round, first, to +see all was in order, and remove possible traces of tobacco or +opium,--those luxuries out of which so much money can be made by gaol +officials. + +No sooner, however, had the first sentry gone through the door to the +left section, than he sent the second one on a similar message to the +right, where the hospital lay. Then, the coast being clear, he rapidly +unlocked the private safe in the office which held his set of keys in +case of accidents, and locked both the right and left doors. Secure for +a moment, therefore, from interruption, he ran outside, saw that the +tool rooms, etc., were closed, gave the signal to Eugene Smith, hurried +the refugees up the stairs; and then, after unlocking the two doors +again on his way back to the office, sat down in his usual chair and +began to look over a register. + +He was engaged in this calm occupation when, a minute or two after, the +native superintendent--a big, dignified person, in a blatant undress +due largely to his bulk--arrived breathless. + +"_Darogah-jee!_" began Dr. Dillon, instantly, and the mere tone of the +title made the man quiver, "I've had constantly to complain of the +tobacco and opium smuggling that is going on among the warders, and I +mean to stop it. I've had information to-night which will clinch +the business. So take the night guard, rouse every warder, bring +everyone here, even those on guard in the sections--the hospital +orderlies--everyone, in fact, who is free to go out of the gaol. They +are to come at once. No time allowed for arrangements. If they are not +all here in five minutes I shall think you are in league with the +smugglers." + +The _darogah's_ fat flesh shook, yet he winked as he went off. If the +doctor-_sahib_ expected to find anything in this fashion except, maybe, +a smell of the forbidden drugs, he was mistaken. On such a night, too, +when the dust was in everyone's eyes. Well! it might have been worse; +for, though he knew nothing definitely of any plot, he could not fail +to know that there was more to excite men in the gaol, that night, than +tobacco or opium! So he went about his summons with a sigh of relief, +and before the five minutes were over had his posse of minor officials +together, including a file of unfettered prisoners, with good conduct +badges, who were used as gang leaders. He himself finally coming down +the alley, with a stupendous bunch of keys, followed by the little +group of night warders he had collected from the other sections. + +"All here?" asked Dr. Dillon, lighting a cigar. "The register, please, +_darogah_. They will answer to their names, pass out through the wicket +into the porch, and stay there until I've tallied the lot. I'm going to +have it _pakka_[11] this time." + +Some of the men grinned, some looked uneasy, and some few frowned; but +all obeyed, though they cuddled themselves into their blankets as they +slipped through the wicket, and faced the whirling, swirling storm in +the open porch, the doors of which were barred, not solid. + +"Kishen Rao?" came Dr. Dillon's voice, after a long series of names, +followed by brief "_presents!_" and swift exits. There was no answer. +He turned to the _darogah_ for explanation. + +"Absent!" explained the latter, timorously. + +A little more decision might have saved him the quick question, "With +or without leave?" + +"_Huzoor_" palpitated the fat man, "he went out to bathe in the Holy +Pool by permission this morning. He is of the utmost sobriety. A +Brahmin, promoted by your Honour to, as your Honour knows, general head +ward-keeper. He is not to be suspected." + +"Leave till 5 P.M.," commented the doctor, looking over the register. +"Mark him down absent without leave. Go on." + +So, rapidly, the last man ducked under the wicket. + +"Is that the lot?" + +"Everyone, Protector of the Poor," protested the burly official, with +smiles. "The prison is empty of the unfettered." + +"Then let it remain so for the present," said Dr. Dillon, coolly, as he +stepped forward, closed the wicket, slid the bolt to its place, and +turned on the _darogah_, all in one swift sequence. + +"Now, then!" he went on sharply, "you and I have to settle a bit of +business. Your keys--" he took out a revolver, and laid it on the table +beside him--"every key you have; duplicates, triplicates, everything! +I'm going to keep this gaol myself for a bit. Do you understand?" + +"_Huzoor!_" bleated the man, helplessly, putting his big bunch on the +table. + +Dr. Dillon smiled sarcastically. "Won't do, my friend. I want the lot +by the list. Where's the register?" + +When it came he ticked them off rapidly by it. "Sections B and C, +warder's duplicate; where's that?" he asked. + +The official grew green. "Kishen Rao--" he began--"but he is of the +utmost--" + +Dr. Dillon turned on him like lightning. "You're a damned scoundrel, +sir! What else is missing?" He ran over the rest swiftly, then looked +up suddenly with a scowl that made the man literally collapse. "So +that's it, is it? Duplicate of B and C sections missing, and duplicate +of the alley doors. A pretty little game!" he laughed sardonically. + +"Kishen Rao--" gurgled the _darogah_--"by your Honour's promotion--of +the utmost--" + +"But it won't play, my friend; it won't play!" went on the doctor, with +a curious elation. "I hold the thirteenth trump, now. You go in +there,"--he pointed to an inner store-room behind the slip of an +office; a windowless place, pitch dark, where the clothes in which the +prisoners arrived awaited their release in piles--"and thank your stars +you're in such good quarters." + +All but that brief order, "You go in there," was spoken in English, as +a sort of outlet for the intense satisfaction which was filling him at +his own success,--_so far_. + +The next minute he had turned the key on the _darogah_, and was up the +stairs calling Eugene Smith in a low voice to come down and help to +bolt and bar; but to come as quietly as he could. + +"I've got rid of the lot," he said joyously, after he had explained the +position in a few rapid words; "there isn't a soul in this section +except the solitary cellers--who, of course, are ironed--a few sick +people, and the assistant surgeon; but _baboo-jee_ is an agnostic, and +is so confoundedly afraid of the possibility of a future life that he +may be trusted to go into green collapse if he hears a shot fired." + +So, rapidly, the two men set to work, undisturbed by more than a +protesting "_Huzoor_, what shall we do?" from the posse outside the +first gate, and a low knocking at the wicket. + +There were double doors here, however, and of the sort which it would +need time to negotiate, without powder. + +"They will hold out for an hour, at least," said the doctor; "then +there will be the inner one, and after that the alley door--unless--" +he remembered Kishen Rao, and frowned. That was the only weak spot in +his armour. "We can count on an hour and a half, at least," he +continued, carefully allowing for the worst; "longer, perhaps. Now +then, Smith, for the toughest job! I've got a couple of crowbars here. +Those first six steps--eight if we can--of the stairs must come down. +There aren't enough of us to hold them." + +So, for fully a quarter of an hour, no sound was heard above the +curious vibration of the storm except the grinding and crushing of the +bricks as they were rapidly eased out, one by one, from the mud mortar. +The light of one of the office lamps, set on the ground, showed by that +time a sheer drop of eight or ten feet, and Eugene Smith, working +above, jammed his crowbar into a crevice of the wall against which the +steps clung like a swallow's nest, and gave Dr. Dillon, who had been +working below, a rope and a hand up. + +The latter set down the keys and the lamp he had brought up with him, +and deliberately dusted the knees of his trousers. + +"There, that's done," he said. "Couldn't be better." + +"Yes, it seems pretty safe," assented Eugene Smith, a trifle dubiously. + +"Safe!" echoed the doctor, enthusiastically, "I haven't felt so safe +for the last fortnight. Hullo! what's that?" + +That was a sudden bugle-call. The doctor's face fell. "What, already! I +didn't expect relief so soon. However, it can't be helped. I'll just go +up and tell Dering what I've done, so that he may be prepared for the +locked out ones!" + +He took the light in his hand and crossed to the outer parapet. + +"Hello, Dering!" he began, peering down. Then a couple of shots whizzed +past his head and he ducked. At the same moment, as if roused by the +concussion, the first crackling thunderclap of the dust-storm, sounding +muffled through the thick air, followed like a roll-call, and +reverberated dully, sluggishly, through the black darkness. + +When it passed, Dr. Dillon's voice rose quietly. + +"There will be no relief, Smith; those are the troopers, and they're +against us. So now--we've got it to ourselves, Smith, for some time." + +There was a certain satisfaction at the monopoly in his voice. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + THE SEARCH-LIGHT + + +The sound of those two shots greeted Vincent Dering as, after infinite +difficulty, owing to the darkness, the fitful gusts of wind, and the +sand-banks, he drew up the canoe against what he knew must be the high +bank below the off-take of the canal. + +It had only been by trusting the stream to guide him, and refraining at +times from the use of his paddle, that he had managed to steer his way +at all. + +So he knew he was late; felt, indeed, that he must be too late to use +his influence with the men, and yet, despite this knowledge, a keen +disappointment filled him when those shots proved him to be so; since +by long experience he knew that once open resistance began, there could +be no more question of words. + +What then, was there for him to do? + +If he, in his light canoe, helped, wherever possible, by every atom of +strength his arms possessed, had taken so long to come down that mile +or two of stream, the raft could not possibly arrive for another half +hour. + +He could not sit still for half an hour; he felt, indeed, as if he +could not sit still for half a minute. A passion to act, to sweep away +the past, to forget, was upon him. He had had time during his strange +journey--so often idle perforce--to realize his position; time to piece +the still stranger events preceding his journey into a reasonable +sequence; so that he had, by now, arrived at a fairly accurate guess as +to the cause of much, that, when it happened, had seemed causeless. + +For instance, Laila's dress, "_given her by someone_." That, joined to +the knowledge that she was connected with the late Nawab's family, of +which Roshan Khan might with justice claim the headship, had brought +the latter's action within the bounds of credibility. Jealousy! +revenge! these were potent causes. Laila, then, must have been playing +with Roshan's pretensions. Playing like a child with a toy; playing, +rather, like a woman who hesitates at nothing for the sake of the man +she loves. And she had hesitated at nothing; not even at this, to give +him pleasure, to make things match with his passion! The thought, the +remembrance, made him for a moment feel inclined to fling up his hands, +and let the canoe take him where it chose; take him down stream +utterly. Then a half choking, yet wholly strenuous desire to escape +from the whole story, a wild instinctive effort for a more wholesome +atmosphere, like that of a drowning man for a breath of fresh air, had +sent the canoe bounding on _his_ way; _his_ way and none other's, in +swift obedience. With a rush, he had grasped that there was more in +life--that he had allowed himself to be a slave! But that was past,--he +would shake himself together--he would forget the thraldom of sex--and +he would forget the past. + +Yet, as he cast about in his mind for the best method of applying the +half hour's leisure, the remembrance of a woman came to him, as if to +mock at his resolution. Muriel, and dear little Gladys who called him +"Derin' darling"; where were they? His eyes grew soft in the +remembrance, stern at the probability of their being in danger. Why had +he not thought of it before? How could he ever have paused, wondering +what to do? + +He set the red light, which he had taken from the fateful balcony, +carefully in the canoe--though, even should some gust of the rising +wind not blow the light out, it could scarcely be of any use in that +outer darkness--as a signal to the raft should it, by an off chance, +drift past in his absence, then struck across the sand in the direction +in which he knew the Smiths' bungalow must lie; that was, a little to +the rear of the gaol. + +The storm, as he faced it, was so fierce that the doubt rose inevitably +if an unwieldy raft could make way against it. If so, then there would +be no help. The only thing would be to defend himself and others until +the end came; the end which would at least end the past. + +He had almost to feel his way, the darkness was so intense. It was a +relief to stumble against something which he knew must be the low mud +fence of Muriel's garden; that garden in which she tried to defy +Providence, and rear English flowers. He knew his feet must be crushing +her treasures as he passed on towards a faint glow, a red glow. But +everything that was not the blackness of outer darkness to-night seemed +red--blood red. + +A minute after, with a vast relief at the silence, the solitude, he was +in Muriel's pretty drawing-room. The pink-shaded lamp was still alight, +showing red through the fog of dust. He passed to it instinctively, and +as he did so, noticed the writing on the table. But many an earth-atom +had fallen on that confession of ignorance since George Dillon had made +it idly, and so, as Vincent Dering bent quickly to see if by chance it +was some message left for those who might come after, he also had to +frown and say, "God knows!" + +Was it possible that Eugene and his wife were still asleep? The doors +stood open, but that was to be expected at that season of the year, +unless someone had been awake to close them against the storm. He must +make sure, however. + +But there was no one to be found in any of the rooms. It occurred to +him, then, that they must have taken refuge in the gaol, and he told +himself he was a fool not to have thought of that before. Dillon would, +of course, have seen to that. He, Vincent, might have remembered so +much, at least; might have remembered that he himself was not the only +slave. Then he gave an odd, bitter little laugh. Was it never possible +to get beyond a woman's apron-strings? + +And here he was wasting time over the question, when he ought to be +doing something better. + +But what? + +Go back and wait for the raft, or on to the gaol? There was a big +tamarisk tree at the end of the garden. Only two days before he had +pointed it out to Muriel and said that an active man accustomed to +_trapeze_ work might swing himself from it astride the high mud wall of +the gaol, and so gain the roof of the gate. Dillon had denied it; and +she had said, laughingly, that no one ever tried to break into a gaol, +only out of one. + +Curious; still, if it had only been light, it would have been worth the +risking. But it was impossible now in the dark. + +So, suddenly, a remembrance came to him. The search-light! + +Was it only last night he had been dining here, in this house, after +bringing Muriel home from the Mission, where they had seen that huge +ray piercing the shadows? Was it only yesterday that he had listened to +Eugene's lamentations over his unused electricity, which was sure, he +said, to vanish into space from his rude contrivances. Was it only +yesterday that, in obedience to that pathetic look of martyrdom on +Muriel's face, which still seemed--to one part of Vincent's nature--to +call for instant sympathy, he had, to appease the honest inventor, +shown an interest in search-lights which was purely fictitious, and +learned a variety of facts about buttons and stop-cocks? And had all +this happened yesterday on purpose that to-day, when he was in need of +light-- + +He was up on the roof with the thought. If only the blessed thing had +go enough for that! As he picked his way rapidly through the litter, +three or four cigar-ends, a half-finished whiskey-and-soda, seen by the +flash of the hurricane lantern he had sought out and lit, told him that +Eugene must have been at work over his new toy till late. So much the +better for his chance--for everybody's chance; since a signal like that +might make all the difference to the raft; all the difference to Dillon +in the gaol-- + + +George Dillon was, indeed, beginning to realize this himself. His +almost triumphant mood had passed; it had come home to him that the +unexpected revelation of the troopers' complicity in the plot, whatever +it was, had changed the whole aspect of affairs. Now, there was no +question of keeping the gaol quiet until help should arrive. He was +face to face, now, with the fact that he must not rely on any aid at +all. What had really happened, he could not guess. For all he knew, the +troopers and pioneers might have risen and killed their officers, +killed everybody who would be likely to help. His aim, now, was to sell +his life, and--and hers--as dearly as he could; but in the dead +darkness, like a rat in a hole, what could be done? Except wait--wait +for the walls to be dug through, the gates to be mined, that poor eight +or ten feet drop at the foot of the stairs scaled. Then a rush, still +in the dark, and--the greatest Darkness of all! + +Not even the chance of a shot; and he had plenty of ammunition. It +would at least have passed the time to take pot-shots at the devils; +and though these would have brought retaliation, there would have been +no need for exposure. The parapet walls were high enough, and properly +loopholed. + +So, for a few minutes, he sat almost sullenly beside those, for whom +alone he now felt responsible, in the little turret, which, as is +always the case in India, rose at one corner of the flat roof giving +fair shelter for the time. In his first hurried recognition, which had +come with the shots, that not help but attack lay outside, he had blown +out his light, fearing lest Eugene Smith might also be exposed to +similar attentions; so it was pitch dark. And the now almost constant +reverberations, which seemed to send the sand-laden air in pulse-beats +on your face, deadened all other sounds into vague confusion. But he +knew that the warders within the porch, the troopers without, were +trying to force the barred gate. That would not take long; though the +two doors blocking the ends of the tunnel would be a tougher job. + +And he heard, closer at hand, a sleepy whimper from the child, a low +comforting from a mother's voice. + +The sound made him set his teeth. + +God! if there was only light to kill withal. + +And then, in a second, as if by a miracle, it came. A great flood of +shining light, contemptuous, at that short distance, even of that outer +darkness. For it was electricity against electricity; a house divided +against itself. + +The first thing he saw by it was that fragile figure in its dainty blue +frills, a child's golden head; and so, naturally, the next instant +found his hand on a rifle. + +"The search-light! by all that's lucky! Well! everyone has not been +killed, anyhow," cried Eugene Smith. + +"Killed," echoed Dr. Dillon, savagely. "No one has been killed yet, but +it won't be long before they are." + +It was not; for a trooper engaged in staring stupidly at the velvety +black circle out of which the intruding light seemed to spring, +suddenly threw up his hands, swirled round, and fell face upwards in a +crumpled heap. + +There was an instant's scare in the crowd, in that hundred and fifty or +more of troopers and conspirators, thrown into black and white relief, +like a shadow pantomime, about the outer gate. Then the startled +murmurs of "the light--the _Dee-puk-rag_" which were passing from lip +to lip, changed into a yell. + +The fight had begun in earnest. + +"Shoot straight," remarked Dr. Dillon, a few minutes after, "we shan't +have such a good chance long. The gate is almost gone. Then most of the +game will be out of range--too close to the wall. And once they get +into the tunnel we shall have to sound _cease firing_ until they come +out on the other side; but then we ought to do decent damage, if the +prisoners don't get at us first." He paused, and shot on steadily till, +with a hoarse shout, the attackers surged inwards. Then he laid his +rifle aside, remarking that it would be as well to keep an eye +gaolwards, in case of complications. + +So far as could be seen in that curious chequering of dense darkness +and sharp glittering light; light which was palpably an intruder, which +seemed absolutely apart from the things it showed--even from the +dust-atoms--there was none as yet. At least the uppermost portion of +that vast wheel of wall stood out, perfect, unbroken. The roof of the +Smiths' bungalow, where the light stood, being, however, but little +higher than these walls, much of what lay below in the sections +themselves was necessarily hidden in shadow; especially on the side +nearest the light. But the narrow alley leading up to the central +tower, being in straight line with the ray, showed clear as daylight, +save just under the citadel itself. So did most of the little +courtyard, with its doors opening to the right and left. George Dillon +gave a sigh of satisfaction at the sight, since, whether the foe +elected--when once inside the gates--to rush the roof, or press on to +liberate the prisoners by those six doors in the round tower, there +would be fair chance of a good bag, for a straight shot! + +Or, even if the convalescents in hospital were to set free the +solitary-cell convicts--a contingency which had occurred to him too +late for any plan of minimizing the danger--and were to swarm into the +courtyard to help against the last gate (which, of course, was partly +barred from the inside), he could settle their hash also. And that, +now, was his one idea. The idea of all brave men when they find +themselves in a tight place--to kill before being killed. + +As yet, however, there was no sign of life even within the vast wheel, +with its rims and spokes of light, its centre of shadow. It lay dim, +curiously still behind the dust-atoms that danced in the ray, like +motes in a sunbeam. + +There was not a sound, not a sign within. Only the tumult of voices, +the intermittent shots without, rising above the dull, muffled hum in +the air. + +Stay! that was something. Half way round the circle, where the shadow +of the tall tamarisk tree in the Smiths' garden cut a jagged gap in the +white rim of wall, there was some change, something that had not been +there a moment ago. + +The gap had moved; had changed place and form, though for a time the +air was still with one of those breathless, suffocating pauses, when +the dust above seems to sink on the dust below, and fill one's very +lungs. And now the gap was back again, as it had been before. But it +had left something clinging for a second to the wall like a limpet: the +next astride it safely. + +"Reach me over my rifle, Smith," said the doctor, briefly; "there's a +brute trying to sniggle along the wall; must have come up that tree in +your garden. Wish I'd taken Dering's advice and cut it down. Thanks! I +don't want to take my eye off him, for fear he means to drop into a +section. I'll shoot, if that seems his game; if not, I'll wait till he +comes closer." + +He leant over the parapet, waiting. Just below him, the inner wall of +the gate against which the stair clung, and which was prolonged into +the turret where Muriel and the child were sheltering, joined the +circular outside wall of the gaol. The man, thought Dr. Dillon, +trusting to their being occupied in front, must be trying to steal a +march on them, slip down the stair, and take them in the rear. There +was plenty of time to prevent that, however. + +Muriel Smith, roused by the sound of Vincent's name from the sort of +lethargy into which she had fallen,--since she was not wanted either by +her husband or the doctor,--rose to her knees and peered over the +parapet cautiously. + +"From the tree in the garden," she said, dreamily. "Yes! I remember. +You said it couldn't be done, and I said no one would ever want to do +it, and he said he could--" she paused, and gave a little cry--"It is +Vincent himself!" she gasped; "don't shoot, doctor! It's Vincent! I +know it! I feel it! I knew he would come, if he could! Vincent! +Vincent!" + +"What's up?" asked Eugene, still firing steadily at all that was to be +seen. + +"Only your wife says the man is Captain Dering; and--and, by Jove! I +believe she is right." + +"Of course I'm right," she sobbed, half hysterically--"I knew he would +come--I knew he wouldn't leave me to die alone!" + +Eugene Smith laid down his rifle, and crawled over in cover +deliberately, with an odd look on his face. + +"Yes! that's Dering; plucky fellow. He's swung himself up. I always +knew he was a nailing gymnast." + +There was no grudge in his voice, only a curious challenge as he looked +at his wife, then laid his big hand on her shoulder. "Keep more down, +please--your head's showing. He'll get here, all right, never fear; +we'll lower a rope to him when he comes alongside." + +"But I would rather look--I'd rather see _anything_ happen--" she moaned; +"it seems so unkind not to watch--not to be there--with him--" She was +shivering all over, the patient self-control, the steady acquiescence +even in her own danger which had been hers till then, gone utterly. + +George Dillon felt a great pity, a vast impatience. + +"So you were right, Smith," he broke in hastily, to cover her sudden +break down. "They aren't killed; now we shall have a chance of knowing +what's at the bottom of all this foolery!" + +But when, five minutes later, Vincent Dering reached the roof in +safety, the doctor felt vaguely that the explanations only added to the +general incomprehensibility; and that something was being kept back. +What, he asked impatiently, had started the show? + +Of course there were plots. Pidar Narayan knew of them, but, as such +things generally did, they had seemed abortive. What, then, had upset +the apple-cart? + +Vincent gave a gesture of despair. "What does it matter?" he cried. "We +can think of that--if we _can_ think--when it's over! And if we +can't--what does it matter?" + +"You can bet your bottom dollar on one thing," said Eugene, who, in +this pause for a council of war, was methodically loading various +weapons for future use. "It is either the sex, or sin. This world would +be a paradise of peace if people didn't want virtue or vice,--I don't +say which is which, mind you." He spoke suddenly, harshly; and once +more George Dillon came to the rescue. + +"As Dering says, it doesn't matter. But the fact that the pioneers are +staunch, and may be expected before long, alters our tactics a bit, +Smith. We must husband our ammunition, and stick on as long as +possible--don't you think so, Dering?" + +Vincent, kindly always, had stooped to take little Gladys, who had +crept over to him, in his arms; and now the child, her arms round his +neck, was cuddling close to him. "I'm so glad oo's come, Derin' +darlin'," she whispered. "And so's mum--aren't 'oo, dearest?" + +Vincent unclasped the soft, little, clinging hands almost resentfully, +and pulled himself together. + +"Yes!" he said briefly, "we've got to hold out. So it will be better to +reserve ourselves, and try to keep the gaol itself quiet. It will take +the brutes some time to force those gates unless they get help from +within, and then there is the alley, and the doors. Still, we shall +want every minute; for, unless the storm lessens, Carlyon will scarcely +get the raft here before dawn. It was awful on the river." + + +It was, indeed. + +Even Am-ma had lost himself utterly, while Lance, after paddling, and +drifting, and shouting after a dozen false hopes, was still as far from +finding the raft as ever. + +What could have become of it? Had it started sooner than he had +expected, and passed down before he had found Vincent? Or had it never +started at all? Had the men, after he left, turned round on _her?_ + +This fear had come to him early in his search, and he had felt inclined +then and there to paddle back to the Fort, and satisfy himself it was +not so. But the thought of her face, if he allowed care for her to +cause delay, had kept him to his task steadily, till he could no longer +doubt that something had gone wrong. + +But what? And what was he to do? + +Then, in a flash, had come back her words after she had bidden him +think hard. "You must go down to the spit, cut across it by the mission +house, get round, if you can, to the police camp." + +That had been her verdict, involving her being left to take her chance. + +And now either the raft, the relief for the gaol, had started, or it +had not. If the former, he might, of course, by a stern chase overtake +it; but Erda was there and Vincent would meet her; they could do +without him. But if it had _not_ started, what then? Then matters were +exactly as they had been, when she had bidden him leave her. + +So, with a feeling that, if this were so, he cared little what +happened, he steered, so far as he could judge, for the sand-banks of +the spit to the right. + +Am-ma, on the contrary, steered instinctively to the left, towards the +high bank, the deepest stream. It would at least float his logs to +their destination, and that was something. Kings had come and gone, and +battles had been won and lost, but the logs had always had to go down +the river, whatever happened. + +And among the men, also, an apathy seemed to have settled, as they +drifted on and on in the dark. Erda, crouching in a dry spot beside the +ammunition, alert to the uttermost for the least hint of Lance, +realized this from the very tone of their voices as they talked under +their breath to each other. She felt instinctively that the inaction, +the darkness, the lack of a leader, were lessening the value of those +twenty men each minute. + +If Lance would only turn up! What could have become of him? The time +seemed interminable; she felt sure that they must already have drifted +past the gaol; she began to wonder if Am-ma was not playing false. For +the darkness, the uncertainty, had its grip on her also. It was like +some horrid nightmare, to drift on and on, hearing the muffled drumming +of the storm, feeling the strange vibration in the air, the sharp sand +tingling on your face, and to know nothing--nothing at all, save that +you were there. + +"Am-ma!" she cried sharply, at last, certain of but one thing, that she +must act,--"I believe we have passed the gaol; steer to the right, do +you hear?" + +A laugh, not exactly insolent, but tolerant, came from the group of +men. "Tis easy to give orders, Missy-_baba_," said a voice; "but not so +easy to obey them, when the Lord is against your side, and sends +darkness!" + +Erda's heart gave a great throb, not of fear, but comprehension. That +was the beginning; a minute or two more and these men would be out of +hand. + +"Am-ma!" she called again, "do what I tell you. Remember the child! +Remember we have the _Dee-puk-rag_." + +Another laugh came from the men. "If you have the _Dee-puk-rag_, send +it now. We need light, for sure, and--" + +The voice ended in a gasp-- + +For it was there! A long ray of light, showing them that they were, +indeed, just opposite the gaol. + +"Am-ma!" came Erda's voice again, and there was a hush and yet a +triumph in it, "to the right--steer to the right." + +The raft edged slowly towards the ray, but the soldiers still crouched +inactive; awed, yet not certain. + +Then suddenly that quick crack of George Dillon's first shot echoed +over the river, then the yell, then the answering shots. + +And following on their heels rapidly came a stir among those crouching +figures, and one of them stood up excitedly--"It has begun!--see you, +Prag! Lehna, give the boatman a hand! Lo! do as the Miss-_baba_ bade +thee, quickly, son of a pig! Steer for the light--they have begun!" + +Erda gave a sigh of relief. _That_ danger was over. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + BEYOND THE SHADOW + + +The fact that the quarrel had begun did not, however, have the same +effect upon Roshan Khan. + +In the first tempest of rage and hate which the sight of Laila and +Vincent in the balcony had roused in him he had simply let himself go. +He had not thought at all. Had his revolver held other cartridges, he +would have gone on shooting at Vincent, Pidar Narayan, at everybody, +till he could shoot no more. He had run _a-mak_; that curious phase of +the Oriental mind when once it oversteps the hard and fast lines of +custom in which it moves and breathes and has its being. + +The very fact that his revolver did not contain more possibilities for +death, that he had no other weapon, emphasized his wild revolt. + +He was helpless--impotent--before these strangers, who had stolen +everything! Everything, save bare existence. This thought, as he burst +into the open, into the lurid darkness of the new-come storm, had made +him laugh bitterly; for it was only that bare existence which _he_ +wished to steal! They might keep the rest; but _that_ he would claim +from them somehow, in fair exchange. + +The time was ripe for such exchange too,--for fair exchange. (The +epithet "fair" haunted him, trying to still the keen remorse for that +shot in the dark; for one part of him knew it to have been cowardly.) +Yes! this useless plot, with foolish mischief hidden in its heart, to +which he had just been listening with loyal intent to frustrate it, +could be made to serve his purpose without delay. His men would follow +him anywhere. He had but to say the word--the word so many of them +wanted. Then, those thieves of all that made life worth living would +learn a lesson. They would fight and win, of course; but the lesson +that without such men as he--men whom they thwarted and repressed at +every turn--they could not rely upon their regiments, would have to be +learnt. And in the learning, one thief would learn something else. + +So, without more thought than this desperate clashing of jealousy and +despair, he had dashed through the crowd of pilgrims who were waiting +for the dawn, gone back to the Fort, and given the word. + +In the excitement which followed, spreading swiftly from his own, he +had not--and it was typical of the man that he did not--forget Lance +Carlyon's friendliness; a more equal friendliness than that of most. +There was no need to drag him into the quarrel, the more so because the +disloyalty of the Sikh pioneers was doubtful. They might complicate +matters at the beginning. So he had locked and barred them into the +inner courtyard, out of the way. + +But Captain Dering, he knew, was outside! Let him be alone with his +troopers, as he, Roshan would be alone with them! Let them both try +their influence; let them try conclusions on these terms. That was but +fair. + +This first step, however, necessitated others. The original plot, with +its waiting for the dawn, its cumbrous mechanism of keys, and pilgrims, +and God knows what, was not to his liking. He meant to fight. And if, +as the conspirators had asserted, some of the warders were friends hand +and foot, his men could crack the nut of the gaol in half an hour. The +sooner the better. + +Pidar Narayan, he knew, had recognized him, and he was a fox for +wiliness. Then, Captain Dering must be after him even now. And +Dillon-_sahib_ might be on the alert any time. So the _coup de main_ +must come at once. As to what might follow, that might be after the +fashion of Meerut in '57, or not. Who could tell the end of anything? +The beginning would be an opportunity for fair fight between him and a +thief. Once more the epithet "fair" scorched and shrivelled him with +vague remorse, not for Laila--she was but a woman, a woman who had +played him false and who deserved the worst--but for that shot in the +dark. + +For there were two Roshans, warring fiercely in heart and brain. + +Then, after his mad, reckless ride to the gaol, the first realities had +come to him in the sight of Dr. Dillon, standing with the light in his +hand to welcome friends; and in the sound of those two snap-shots +proclaiming foes. + +Why? The question had come swiftly. What quarrel had he with Dr. +Dillon? Or with Eugene Smith, whose tall, gaunt figure showed behind +the other? Eugene Smith, who must have brought his wife, his child, +with him! + +The horror, the terror of what might come, swept through the quondam +prize pupil of a mission school; the horror, the terror, in the +remembrance of the Great Mutiny, which is, alas! a legacy of wrong to +young India. Which ties her hand and foot; which makes those who are +worthy of the name shrink instinctively from anything which may rouse +the underlying savagery--the unavoidable savagery--of their countrymen. + +Could he hold his troopers? Could he be sure? He had come to curse. Was +it too late to bless? + +Then the memory of Laila--the whole hateful tale which was +irrevocable--struck him hopeless. He was damned utterly; he could not +escape. + +He sat rigid as a statue on his horse for a second; then with a wild +fury gave the orders for his troopers to dismount and force the gates. + +"Your slaves, _Nawab-sahib!_" had come the answer, making him smile +proudly. _That_, at any rate, could not be stolen from him _now_. _Now_ +he could fight and die in what should have been his real position. + +Yet, once more, when the search-light had come to throw that group of +excited men hacking and hewing at doors closed by authority into +significant black-and-white relief, that doubt had returned; that +desire to be on the side, once more, of men like Dr. Dillon, whose bold +resolve to be alone responsible for his gaol, which the warder's tale +revealed, filled him with admiration. + +But that sudden throwing up of a trooper's hands, that sidelong stumble +into death, had left Roshan cruel as death itself; for the man thus +killed had been to him as a brother. + +So he had gone on with a fresh impulse towards revenge, and for a time +found forgetfulness in the excitement, the action. For though the first +gate, that one giving on the open sort of porch, had yielded, almost at +once, to the troopers outside and the warders within, the second, +barring the arched tunnel, was a tougher job. It was not until this had +given way, and the attacking party were completely sheltered from the +fire of the little garrison on the roof, that there was leisure for +that thought to return: "What am I doing? Why am I doing it?" + +No man, it may be said broadly, ever fights without feeling that the +battle is an appeal to a tribunal beyond himself, and Roshan did not +feel this. Then the remembrance of the woman, the child, upstairs came +persistently, burdened by the weight of that past tragedy which, in +India, it is impossible to forget. And this was a woman who had always +been courteous to him, a child to whom he had given toys. + +What was he doing? + +The men were at work on the last, the strongest gate, with every tool +they could find. Not many, for Dr. Dillon's forethought had left them +before barred doors everywhere. The delay had already been great; would +be greater. They must be close now on the lines of the original plot, +at which Roshan had laughed, for the dawn was showing faintly--a mere +promise of light to come--in the east. And the storm was passing. The +dull reverberations of faint thunder were lost now in the cries, the +blows of those at work trying to batter down the iron bars. + +A sudden distaste--more than regret or repentance--came to Roshan as he +stood silent, watching blow after blow; a sudden doubt. + +Which was the right? No man worth calling a man ever fights for +anything else; every man worth calling one fights for that. But which +was right? Those men, hacking and hewing, or the little garrison +upstairs? + +There were no such searchings of heart there, at any rate; no question +as to what they were doing, though at that exact moment they were +engaged in the trivial occupation of drinking tea. + +Muriel Smith had made it, at Dr. Dillon's suggestion, against this very +pause; this "_cease firing_" which he had foreseen. And in the making +of it she had used a continental tea-basket which more than once had +been her companion on the Brindisi _route_. Dr. Dillon had laid hands +on it in his foraging, and as she had boiled the kettle, the rush and +roar of a train racing through the peaceful French champaignes had +seemed to be in her ears, instead of that rush and roar of blows and +shouting which was now rising from every part of the gaol; though the +prisoners were still helpless for evil in their sections. + +So the three men, haggard, anxious, drank their tea in silence, +hastily; yet with a curious insistence, as if the triviality gave them +a hold on things familiar, things beyond this midsummer-night's dream +of madness. But the child chattered as she munched a biscuit; chattered +of the charms of this strange picnic on the "_woof, in the dark with +oo's nighty an' s'ippers only_." + +The unconscious little voice struck a chill to the men's hearts, but +the woman smiled, as mothers can do when they wish to guard that +blessed unconsciousness to the last; the unconsciousness of which they +are guardians by right. + +"We are doing as well as could be expected," remarked Dr. Dillon, +suddenly, with a quaint professional reminiscence; then added, "I wish +to God, though, I knew what my prisoners were up to--those solitary +cellers are on my mind--I believe the convalescents could dig them out +with the cook-room platters and ladles. I ought to have thought of +that. But, as I say, we are doing very fairly well--your light, Dering, +was a godsend." + +Eugene Smith looked up sharply, almost as if he meant a disclaimer; +then he gave a brief assent. "Yes! but _that_ will be more of a godsend +still--it is the dawn!" + +He pointed to that faint promise of light in the east, and Vincent +Dering's eyes followed his hand with the doubtful look of one sick to +death, as he watches the long weary night merge once more into another +long weary day of certain pain. There was an utter hopelessness in it. + +"Yes," he echoed slowly, "that is the dawn." + +"Carlyon said the attack was planned for dawn, didn't he?" asked the +doctor, deliberately helping himself to another lump of sugar, +deliberately trying to keep the pulse beats of those around him as near +normal as might be--and there had been something beyond it in Vincent's +voice. "They must have meant to use the keys that brute Kishen Rao made +off with. I wonder what it was that started the show prematurely?" + +"Do you think it was premature? Why?" put in Eugene Smith. + +"We should have had some of the townspeople, some of the pilgrims +otherwise." + +"Perhaps the storm"--began Vincent. + +The doctor shook his head. "If they had meant to come they would have +come. Of course now, with the wind blowing straight off us, they can't +possibly hear." + +He paused and listened, for a sudden silence had fallen on the turmoil +beneath, and out of it came an all too familiar sound, the clank of leg +irons. Some of the prisoners, therefore, had managed to break out of +their dormitories; or were these the solitary cellers? + +"I wish Carlyon would turn up," he muttered, almost petulantly, "it's +our only chance--" + +But there was to be another; for, from below, a voice rose loud and +clear. + +"Dr. Dillon! I have no desire to hurt you or yours, but I warn you +that, if you persist, I am not responsible. Open the gates, and you +shall have a safe conduct--for--for everybody." + +George Dillon was on his feet at once, but Captain Dering stopped him; +his eyes ablaze. + +"What shall I tell him, Dillon?" he said sharply. "I'll take my orders +from you--you're in charge; but that man is under mine. What shall I +say?" + +Dr. Dillon gave one glance at the woman and the child. "Tell him to be +universally damned," he answered; and Eugene Smith, husband and father, +nodded acquiescence. + +Roshan Khan was standing in full view as Vincent Dering stepped up to +the parapet. His face was raised; there was almost an appeal in it. But +every atom of that, every atom almost of humanity, vanished as he +recognized his captain. His hand went instinctively to his revolver. + +Then a thought seemed to come to him. He drew himself up proudly, and +waited for the answer. + +It came, keen as a knife. + +"_Risaldar!_ draw off your men and return to barracks, or I'll shoot +you as a mutineer." + +There was half a second's silence; then a wild laugh: "Close up, men, +rush that gate--forward!" + +The words and the crack of Vincent's revolver--the bullet of which, +aimed too high, passed through Roshan's turban-were almost lost in the +answering yell. But the _risaldar_ stood his ground for a second, then +coolly sought shelter. + +That was over! They were quits now for the fair fight. And fate had +been kind. He had unwittingly offered this man--his greatest enemy--a +safe conduct; and it had been refused, luckily. Well! let Vincent +Dering take the whole consequences. The blood of one woman was already +on his head; so would be the blood spilt here. He, Roshan, would need +have no further scruples. + +So, as if it had gained strength from the brief respite, the turmoil +recommenced; and now Roshan Khan's voice could be heard urging the men +on. And there were answering shouts from different parts of the gaol. + +George Dillon frowned. "They mean business now. And I fancy I hear +pounding at the left section door. If so we shall have the solitary +cell men--my worst lot, of course--out in the courtyard before long. +Dering--can you hear anything?--there's such a confounded noise--" + +Vincent, who was standing at the top of the stairs which led to the +ten-feet drop, ran down a few steps and listened. Then he looked up +quickly and nodded. + +"They are there. The door's shaking. How many of them are there?" + +"Two dozen or thereabouts; and the convalescents, of course. That's +nothing--if they haven't got their leg irons off! We ought to settle +most of them before they can help with the door. Still, I wish Carlyon +would turn up." + +A sudden hurry and urgency had come to the struggle, and Dr. Dillon +passed restlessly to the other side of the roof. The sky was lightening +faintly. More because the dust had sought dust again, the earth earth, +than from any increase of light; and so the broad ray of the +search-light, widening as it went, lost itself in the distant darkness, +and there was nothing to be seen riverwards. But close at hand two +men--one in a warder's uniform--were running towards the gaol, +shouting. + +The doctor was back to the inner parapet in a second. "Look out! +they've got the keys now--not of this door, but some of the +sections--and the alley. The game's up unless Carlyon--Mrs. Smith, +please--you had better go into the turret--we shall be shooting free--" + +Eugene, who had been standing beside her, laid his hand on her +shoulder. "Yes, dear!" he said gently; "go inside--it will be better +for Gladys--and for me--" + +Muriel turned white, but stood quite firm, quite calm. "Come, little +girlie," she said, holding out her hand to the child. "You've had your +tea--it's bedtime--I can't have you sitting up all--" she broke down a +little, partly because she was passing Vincent, and he, busy loading +various rifles and revolvers, kept his eyes studiously from her. But +Gladys did not choose to pass her friend in this fashion. She paused, a +dainty little figure in a blue dressing-gown, like her mother, and with +the same fluffy golden curls about her coaxing, delicate little child's +face. + +"Dood-night, Derin' darlin'," she said. "I'm so glad 'oo's here, an' +so's--" + +Something that was not all desire to check that formula made the man +pause, too, to lift her gently, and kiss her. + +"Good-night, Gladys. You mustn't be frightened at anything, you know. +You've got to be a brave girl--haven't you?" The coaxing face was close +to the haggard, haunted-looking one. + +"If 'oo's goin' to be brave, Derin' darlin', I'll be brave too. Is 'oo, +dearest?" + +The haggardness vanished. + +"I think so, little one. Good-night." He put the child down hastily, at +a crash. The moment for courage had come. + +"Shoot as straight as you can!" shouted the doctor. "The section door's +gone. Let 'em have it!" + +The door had gone, indeed; and in a second the courtyard beneath them +was half full of naked, desperate men; the worst characters in the +gaol. + +"Pick off the ones nearest the gate--don't let 'em touch the +bolts--it's good for another ten minutes if we can keep them from it," +came the doctor's voice in jerks, as he leant over the parapet just +above the centre of the door below, and carried out his own orders with +deadly effect; though his heart sank when he saw that some of the +prisoners were unironed--or rather unironed on one leg, and that they +were armed with the other iron; a deadly enough weapon at close +quarters. Besides, it meant more treachery. It meant a previous filing +of the ankle-fetters; and if others in the remaining sections were as +free-- + +He shot quicker, steadier, while Eugene Smith and Vincent, one above +the other on the top of the stair, did the same, taking the intruders +on the flank. It was growing lighter every instant, the air was +clearer, the breeze of dawn was sweeping the smoke of the rifles +riverwards, the great white wheel of the gaol was growing broader in +its outlines, the shadows were shrinking. But the storm seemed still +there, in the ceaseless reverberations. + +"They're up to something in the far corner!" called Eugene. "What is +it, Dillon? You can see better." + +The doctor ceased firing for a second, and ran farther down the +parapet. + +"The keys! the keys!" he shouted back. "They are trying to pass in the +keys! Shoot the devils--those in the corner! Don't let 'em--or the gaol +is gone!" + +So, for the next minute, it was deadly work down in that corner by the +crevice through which some unseen hand was thrusting something. Three +times a man, clutching at the prize, fell in a heap ere he touched it. +Then a fourth pitched forward against the doors with the keys in his +hand, and a fifth, groping for them, rolled over on his side with them +hidden under his dead body. And from outside the gate came rendings, +and crashings, and yells; from above, that call, "Shoot straight, or +the gaol's gone!" + +Muriel crept out from shelter, possessed once more by that frantic +desire to see to the very end, and stood looking down on those two on +the stairs. She gave a faint cry when Vincent flung his rifle away, and +ran down to that ten-foot drop for revolver practice. At the sound, her +husband gave one quick look up, and followed suit. + +But their own success was against them. The growing pile of the wounded +formed a barricade, behind which a man, squirming with covetous hands +among the dead and dying, found what he sought. + +"He's got them! Stop him! stop him!" + +There was a fusillade, the man dropped; but the keys were in another +hand--another--another--passing outwards from the crush--outwards +towards that low door at the end of the narrow alley. + +Without a word, Vincent, revolver in hand, let himself drop on the +heads below. + +"Oh, don't, Vincent, don't!" came a woman's voice; and at the sound, +another man gave that swift look up once more, and followed suit. + +"Let them be!" said Dr. Dillon, sharply. "Let them do what they can; it +is about the only chance." And still, as he spoke, he kept singling out +a foe and firing. + +The chance, even with his help, was a poor one in that crowd, where +there was always another dark hand to snatch at the prize, and pass it +nearer to the door--that door which was the key to so much! + +Yet, the crush through which they fought lessening, those two +Englishmen found themselves with the straight alley before them for a +race. A race against three men, without arms, but without irons; and +with a fair start. While close behind was the crush--the crowd! + +It was nothing but a race, now, since the revolvers had done their +worst, had fired their last shot; a race with the hope--if Vincent +could come up with those three--of using a Goorkha _kukri_, which he +had thrust into the yellow silk sash he wore instead of a waistcoat +beneath his red jacket--thrust it therewith an ugly frown as a last +argument for his foes, when he had seen it lying among the pile of +miscellaneous weapons Dr. Dillon had foraged from the Smiths' house. It +had a dainty ivory handle--Vincent had given it to Mrs. Smith himself, +and its last use had been to cut the pages of a fashion paper-- + +It had a sterner job now. + +But Vincent was behind; a yard or two--no more. He had fired one more +shot before beginning the race, and Eugene's legs were longer. Yet the +yard meant all things, and he knew it; so as he ran, his hand sought +the knife. + +"Look out, Smith! look out!" he called. "I'll chuck you my _kukri_; get +on and job them; I'll keep the others back--a bit." + +As he spoke, a glittering curve sped from his hand to the other man's +feet. + +Then he pulled up and faced the crowd behind with his clubbed revolver. + +The lane was very narrow. Three men could barely breast it shoulder to +shoulder. Surely one could bar it by swift blows and slow retreat! For +a time, at any rate--time for the opening and shutting of a door! He +could but try. + +"Oh! what is he going to do?" gasped the woman who was watching. + +"I appose he's going to be brave, mum," said the child, who clutched at +her hand, watching, too, with great, wide, uncomprehending eyes. + +But the man beside them held his breath. + +So retreating, step by step, Vincent Dering kept the crowd back, lured +the crowd on, safe--so far! For these, the first, the swiftest, were +naturally the unironed, therefore, the unarmed. But there were others, +forcing their way to the front, who would be harder to deal with. + +Vincent threw his head back and wondered how Eugene was faring; for he +dared not turn his face from his task even for a second. + +Had those three been caught up? Had the _kukri_ helped? + +It had. And one of those three had fallen before a flash, as of light. + +And another! + +But the third had the key in the door; had turned it, when Eugene +struck him from behind. With a wild yell he flung his full weight on +the door; it burst open, and the two fell headlong into the tower +beyond. + +But only for a second. Eugene Smith was up again, had the key out, and +in on the further side. + +"All right!" he shouted; "make a rush for it! I'm ready!" + +Vincent Dering gave one sharp look round. The door was not four yards +from him, but the crowd was not one. There was no time. "Shut it," he +called, "I'm all right." + +Eugene Smith stood uncertain; the door ajar. + +The keys! ah! what could he do with the keys if he went back to +help--and if not-- + +"Oh! please shut it, Smith! there's a good fellow; please." + +The four yards were two now, were one. Then slowly the door closed, and +Vincent had his back against it. + +"Oh, Vincent! Vincent!" + +The agonized cry echoed above all other cries, but only for an instant; +the next, George Dillon's hand was gagging the lips which uttered it. + +"Hush!" he said fiercely. "Can't you let him forget for these last few +minutes that there is such a thing as a woman in the world. Hush! I +say." + +And a great hush came. The sound of blows, of iron clashing on iron, +and falling with a dull thud on something softer, seemed to fill the +world and leave room for nothing else. + +Nothing except a softer sound still. A shuddering moan, as a woman +slipped to her knees, and covered her face with her hands; then slipped +lower still to the ground, in a heap. + +But the child looked at her mother, surprised. + +"Doesn't 'oo like Derin' darlin' to be brave, dearest?" she asked, in a +concerned little voice. + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + DAWN + + +Had an hour passed, or twain? Ninian Bruce could not tell. It seemed to +him that he had been kneeling for a lifetime, there on the altar steps +beside the dying girl, with the glittering red-and-gold drapery +trailing to the white marble, and opening to a white breast stained +red,--a brighter red! + +A long lifetime; long as his own; that long life in which he had seen, +had felt, so much. + +For as he waited for her inevitable death, his mind had followed that +long life of his own, year after year, day after day, hour after hour. +And everywhere it had seen a woman's eyes, a woman's soul, looking back +from a soul, from eyes, that should have been a man's. + +Yes! the keynote of that long life had been the love of a woman. +Passionate love, absorbing mind as well as body, claiming its reward in +kind; as such love always does. + +In kind! + +There lay the whole difference between _anathema_ and _beata_. They +were both _karma_, or desire! + +One of the girl's white feet slid with a silvery jingle of its anklet +to the next step, and, as he replaced it to a more comfortable +position, a chill struck to his heart as he remembered what such +chiming had meant in the past history of the world. The measure which +that provoked was--_anathema_. That--disguised, palliated, refined in a +thousand ways--was one kind. + +And the other? + +The memory of his own past surged to his brain as he bent over the +girl's whitening face and scanned it narrowly. How like the face was to +that other one, now that coming death had sharpened the full, youthful +curves. He had noticed the likeness often--it had been clear when Laila +had worn the old Italian--Beatrice's--dress. But not so clear, not half +so clear, as when in this--this almost shameless one--she had said--"I +only want--him." + +It might have been Margherita speaking,--Margherita, who had wanted a +man's soul. + +And she had had one. + +That was the other kind. But both were desire; the desire which drove +humanity from Paradise, and keeps it vainly seeking for one still. + +Saturated as he was with the mysticism of the East and West, these +thoughts came to him, dreamily, making him feel curiously aloof from +himself. The pity of it filled him, and brought a pity for the dying +girl also; the girl who had failed to find a paradise in this world, +and was seeking a new road to it; seeking it alone. The only thing she +craved in all God's earth to make that paradise--gone! Priest as he +was, the humanity in him rose in passionate hope that she should not +wake to the consciousness of this. What good would it do? Let her enter +the shadows in peace. + +But as he wished the wish, her head, which had been resting on his arm, +turned to the touch of it, and her smooth cheek nestled closer to what +it found. + +"Kiss me, Vincent," she said, and her voice came back full, rich, +round, to make the claim. "Kiss me before you go, dear!" + +The old man gave a slight shiver, and was silent. + +"Vincent!" came the voice again; "you _are_ there, aren't you? You +wouldn't leave me--now--surely?" + +There was another silent pause, and then, silent still, Father Ninian +stooped, and the old lips and the young ones met in a lover's kiss. And +as they met, he knew that in that kiss lay the great renunciation of +his life; that henceforward there would be no woman waiting in Paradise +for him; that the spiritual presence had gone from his life like the +bodily presence. That Margherita was Juliet, and Juliet, Margherita! + +"That's nice," murmured Laila, softly; "that's nice." + +Her head settled to his arm again, and the silence went on. On and on, +till he stooped lower to listen for an unheard breath; then lower still +to shift that head from his arm to the ground. For the need of a human +touch, a human sympathy, had gone forever. + +He made the sign of the cross over the dead body, rose to his feet +unsteadily, and looked about him, dazed, uncertain. In truth, he felt +all his years for the first time; felt that his last hold on life had +somehow gone from him in that kiss; that something more than one woman +lay dead before him. + +Then the sight of Akbar Khan, still rocking himself backwards and +forwards, a perfect pendulum of protesting innocence and helpless +remorse, roused the old priest to the present. He took up the rapier he +had laid aside in crossing the chapel, and passed over to where the old +eunuch was bemoaning the high-handedness of fate. It was a tyranny, +indeed! Who could have foreseen such an ending to a very ordinary +intrigue? Who could even have dreamt of it? Had not men and women loved +and met, thus, since the beginning of time? + +So, to the sinner's outraged experience of life and love came the saint +with his, and with the face and sword of St. Michael and All Angels. + +"Tell me the truth," he said sternly; "and tell it quickly, for there +is no time to lose." + +In truth there was not much to tell. It was all so simple, viewed as a +whole; so complex in detail. And, as he listened, the anger left Pidar +Narayan's face wistful, wondering. More so than ever at the last +mumbling excuse. + +"It all comes, _Ge-reeb-pun-waz_, from the Almighty having made the +Missy-_baba_ so like her sainted ancestress--Anari Begum--on whom be +peace." + +Anari Begum! On whom be peace! Her sainted ancestress, on whom be +peace! + +He stood for an instant looking towards the Altar, towards the dead +girl; then he echoed under his breath, "On whom be peace!" + +That was the end. + +Peace on those women who had loved and died; and on the men who had +loved them--lived for them--perhaps died for them. + +But for the rest who lived and loved still? A quick life seemed to come +back to him at the thought of these, a desire to save them from death. + +"Follow me," he said briefly to the old retainer; "it must be close on +dawn--I must see what I can do." + +So, still in his robes, with the blubbering old pantaloon--apostle of +another cult--at his heels, he passed down the arched passage to the +door at its end which opened on to the courtyard between the palace and +the Fort. And as he went, his brain, confused as to the past, clear as +to the present, was busy making plans for peace. So far as helping +those at the gaol went, he knew himself to be powerless. Physically, a +couple of old men--mere shadows of men--could give no help, and he +could not hope for influence there, among the Hosts of the Devil. But +here in the city, among those Hosts of the Lord--the pilgrims for whom +he had always had a secret sympathy, who knew him, at least, by +reputation--with whom, at least, he stood on common ground--he might +have some. He could but try; try to persuade some, at least, of the +great mass of seekers after the "Cradle of the Gods" to go on their way +in peace when the dawn came; try to save some of them from following a +wrong road. + +The door was slightly ajar; he widened the chink and looked out with a +sinking heart over the courtyard with its raised union-jack of paths. +Much larger than the yard about the Pool of Immortality, it was crammed +from end to end now with a crowd, the first look at which told him that +his chance of a hearing was small indeed, for the dawn was closer than +he had thought for amid the shadows of the chapel, and the grey glimmer +of coming light showed him once more a sea of upturned eager faces. But +the patience of the previous dawn was gone. They were restless now, +restless with the vague, uncertain restlessness which is so dangerous +in a crowd, which tells that the fuel for the flame is only awaiting a +match, any match, to fire it. And there were many only waiting to be +struck. The next instant might bring one. Father Ninian felt this +instinctively, felt that here in this courtyard lay the mine which the +returning troopers, the desperadoes from the gaol, were to fire first. +All Eshwara might rise afterwards, but the great danger lay here, must +be grappled with here. But how? + +Not by words. The ear of a crowd is always difficult to gain, unless +the eye is taken first, and a man had both already. For aloft, on the +barrel of the big old gun which centred the square, _jogi_ Gorakh-nath +was expounding their wrongs to the pilgrims, their inevitable damnation +if the wrath of the Gods was not instantly appeased. His wild, weird +figure, in all its nakedness, its austerity, could be seen above the +little circle of lamps which his immediate supporters held upwards at +arm's-length. And above his head, like a canopy, drifted the wisps of +tired earth-atoms which were being driven sideways by the breeze of +dawn as they fell in their search for rest. For the storm was over, +their brief ambition for something beyond mere earth was past. Wisps, +which, as they swept over the circling lights, took a lurid glow, then +faded into the dim shadows again. + +And something else caught the light redly. The chaplet of human skulls, +the dread Mother's necklace, which the _jogi_ swung from one hand to +the other as he called for blood--for blood to appease Her--the Mother +of all--the Eternal Womanhood! + +Since without the shedding of blood there is no remission of sins. + +The tenet of all religions echoed into the ear of the crowd, the +strange demoniacal figure, in its lurid setting, held its eye. What +chance was there for a single voice? None. + +Yet something must be done. For the dawn was nigh. Every instant the +light grew. Any moment might bring that inrush of evil from the gaol +which would breed violence among these still peaceful folk; the +ignorant, helpless folk who were being held captive by words against +the coming of that inrush. + +Suddenly, for a second, the attention of the crowd wavered. A tall man +in the white dress of a Europeanized native had been hoisted to the +shoulders of some others, not far from the _jogi_, and so, from this +coign of vantage, prepared to harangue the people. + +"'Tis Ramanund," said someone close to where Father Ninian stood in the +shadow of the door. "He is Brahmin, and a scholar above scholars. +Mayhap he will tell us what to do these times, when all seems wrong. +There is no harm in listening." + +Nor good either. For the first words of that appeal of culture to +ignorance were drowned in a fiendish laugh, a frenzied rattling of the +dread chaplet, a loud defiance. + +"Hold thy peace, _Baboo-jee!_ What is blood to thee, who hath no +God to whom thou canst give it? But we have, brethren. These be Her +drinking-cups, the skulls of men like ourselves. Let us give Her +pleasure, brothers, and have blessing from Her hands; not cursing, as +thou hast had, Ramanund, whose head should still be shaven, whose touch +unclean from the loss of a woman." + +The allusion to the death of Ramanund's wife roused an instant murmur +of assent from those who were of the city, and they passing the tale on +to others, the murmur swelled to a roar which effectively drowned the +rest of Ramanund's advice. + +But Father Ninian, still at the door, still uncertain, could hear a man +who had been buckling on his pilgrim's sandals as if for a start, say, +as he stood up and thrust them back to his waistcloth:-- + +"Well! I, for one, go no further without remission, or the blood which +brings it. As _jogi-jee_ saith, no man should risk the woman's cursing. +No man can hold his own against that." + +"He hath a young wife in his house, see you, and all know what that +means," sniggered a neighbour. + +But a third voice broke in gravely, "Young or old, what matter? Women +sit ever on the knees of the Gods, as we men have sat on theirs, seeing +they are the mothers of us all. So, mother or wife, we cannot escape +them." + +"_Baba-jee_ speaks truth," assented another bystander, "and _jogi-jee_ +also. If She needs blood, She must have it, seeing She is Woman. As for +_him?_ Let him be silent. He hath no God. No blood sacrifice, no +remission of sins. Let _him_ speak who hath them." + +There was a faint sound as of the closing of a door, and beyond it, in +the darkness of the arched passage, an old voice said, with a curious +note of gladness in it, "Follow me, quick, Akbar; there is not a moment +to be lost. The dawn has come!" + +It seemed to have come to Pidar Narayan's face as he knelt hurriedly +once more beside the body of the dead girl, to fold her dead hands +decently as if in prayer, to cover the dead feet with the crimson +draperies, the dead face with the flimsy, glittering veil--the veil +which hid nothing of its beauty--which struck the keynote of the whole. + +"On whom be peace!" he whispered as he rose, stretching out his thin +old hand in benediction; and as he said the words, the vision came to +him of a whole world which had loved, and sinned, and gone on its +mysterious quest for something beyond love. A world to which he had +said farewell with a kiss. + +He passed on to the Altar, and with swift, steady hands opened the +sanctuary, and took out the treasure it contained; a star-shaped, +star-rayed pyx, set with jewels, relic of the days when singing-birds +that sang of themselves, and such like things, with many another, had +come to Eshwara from Italy. + +"Take the candles from the altar, Akbar," he said, "and walk in +front--just in front, you know--as you used to walk." + +The old courtier mumbled "_Ge-reeb-pun-waz_," with a caper of alacrity. +In his confusion, his resentful remorse, it was a relief to return to +pomp--to servility. + +So, with that Bodily Presence which, till then, had always brought the +thought of the lost paradise of a woman's love with it, in his hands, +Father Ninian and his strange acolyte, priest of another cult, passed +swiftly out of the chapel, leaving the Altar dark, bereft of its +treasure; leaving the dead woman, bereft of her treasure also, lying in +a glitter of gold and crimson on the Altar steps. Passed on a mission +of peace to the living; on the chance of gaining the ear, the eye, of +that waiting crowd outside in the courtyard. + +As he went rapidly, yet with the faltering step every now and again of +one wearied by long journeying, down the arched passage, Ninian Bruce +scarcely thought of success or failure. There was a wistful triumph in +his face--he looked as a slave might look who dies in making himself +free. He did not think even of the strangeness of the little +procession. The night had been so full of strange things; but the dawn +had come, and he had a message to give those waiting souls outside--the +souls who were being kept back from the "Cradle of the Gods" by that +fear of the Eternal Womanhood. + +"Set the door wide, Akbar," he said, and then his voice merged into the +"_Salutaris_." + +So, as the crowd turned at the sound of the opening door, the sound of +the chanting voice, it saw, raised above it, dim against an arched +shadow, seen by the grey light of daybreak and the flicker of two tall +tapers, a strange star-rayed cup shining in the clasped hands of a man. +An old man in a strange dress, chanting a strange song. And the sight, +by its very strangeness, its claim to something beyond familiarity, was +not strange to that restless crowd, waiting for a sign, waiting for +something not in themselves. + +"What is it? What means it?" + +The whisper came like the soft hush of a wave; and above it the chant +rose clearly. + +"'Tis Pidar Narayan and his God!" said those of the city who knew, as +they fell back instinctively from the raised path. And those who did +not know followed suit in awed bewilderment, till the way was clear, +and the little procession passed on slowly above the jammed mass of +humanity, above the sea of upturned expectant faces. + +"'Tis Pidar Narayan, who went with my father," said one here and there. +"Mayhap he goes now--let us see." + +"Yea! let us see!" answered others. + +That slantwise limb of the union-jack of raised paths which crossed +from one corner to the other of the courtyard--from the door in the +palace to the wide archway through which the pilgrims always passed on +their way to the "Cradle of the Gods"--cleared itself by common +consent, edged itself with a thicker throng of curious faces. Only in +the middle it was barred by the big old gun, by the "_Teacher of +Religion_" as its legend boasted, and by the man who claimed to be its +mouthpiece. + +For _jogi_ Gorakh-nath, recognizing his adversary, recognizing the +danger of his influence, had slipped from his post above, and now stood +before the gun, full in the path, defending it with frenzied wavings of +his chaplet of skulls. + +"Listen not, brothers!" he yelled. "_Jai Kali Ma!_ Blood! Blood! +Without blood is no remission of sins." + +And now a new curiosity, a new interest, came to that crowd of mere +men. What would happen? What would these two, mere men like themselves, +do? Which was backed by divine authority? That both claimed that +authority was clear. It held its breath, partly from the desire for a +sign from God, partly because of the desire which humanity always has +for a sign of the best man. Let the two try which was the better. + +So it waited, ready to approve either, till those two, the Eastern and +the Western sacerdotalisms, met face to face, within two yards of each +other, in the centre of the courtyard, on the platform before the +"_Teacher of Religion_." + +Then, not till then, Pidar Narayan ceased his chant, shifted the pyx to +his left hand, and with his right drew the rapier hidden till then by +his long robes. + +"_Aha, A-ha-a_," sighed the crowd approvingly. There would be a bodily +as well as a spiritual fight, for _jogi-jee's_ chaplet of skulls +swirled dangerously for both attack and defence; since a swinging +blow from it would kill a man, and its circling sweep keep him beyond +sword-point reach. + +Which would be the better man--the better weapon? + +But Pidar Narayan did not attack. He only stood, the pyx in one hand, +the sword in the other--alternatives as it were--and called in a loud +voice-- + +"Let me pass, _jogi_ Gorakh-nath! + +"Let me pass I say! + +"For I carry my GOD!" + +Over the whole courtyard, waking now from shadow to light under the +coming day, the claim echoed sharply; and the arrogance of it, the +strength, the certainty of it, sank deep into the souls of those who +heard it. + +There was not a sound, not a movement; only a vast, breathless +expectancy, and Pidar Narayan's fine old face set like the nether +mill-stone. Everything that had ever been in him--love, passion, faith, +worldly wisdom, sympathy--the grit of the whole man--rose up and +claimed the crowd. + +"Let me pass!" he cried again, in absolute command, and this time the +rapier, twisting like a snake, caught the chaplet of skulls in its +upward swirl, a dexterous unexpected turn of the old fencer's wrist +followed, sending it flying from the _jogi's_ hand. + +The next instant (the rope on which they were strung severed by the +strain, by the rapier's edge), the skulls were clattering, bounding +like balls, like useless toys, on the stone platform. + +"_A-ha! A-ha!_" came from the crowd; but the sigh was but half content, +and men looked at each other wonderingly. Since, no matter which priest +was the better man, these were Mai Kali's drinking-cups. + +The _jogi_, however, had fallen back a step, and Pidar Narayan was in +his place by the old gun. Pidar Narayan and his strange God were now +the "_Teachers of Religion_." What had they to say? + +The crowd had not to wait long, for Father Ninian's voice, with that +nameless ring in it which makes the orator and makes the audience, was +already in its ears. + +"Listen! Listen to me, for I carry in this cup the Blood of Sacrifice. +The Victim required by your God and mine, by all the Gods, is here! + +"We are free, brothers! you and I. The Eternal Womanhood hath had Her +toll, in full. The Great Mother is appeased. There is no fear. + +"Lift up your eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh your help, and +follow me and my God, to find yours." + +He pointed with the sword--as he paused a second for breath, for +strength--to the mountains; to those far peaks which, now that the +storm had ended, the earth-atoms returned to earth, had begun to show +spectral in the dawn. To show shadowy, yet clear, with never a wreath +of mist or a wandering cloud to hide the hollow whither the feet of +millions had journeyed seeking righteousness, and journeyed in vain. + +Faint and far they showed against the faint, far sky, but as +Father Ninian pointed to them, a ray of light from the still unseen sun +below the visible horizon of this world, a ray of light seeking perhaps +another world among the stars, found the heights of the holy hills in +its path, and dyed their snowdrifts red--blood red! + +At the sight a roar rose from the crowd. + +"_Jai Kali Ma!_ She gives a sign! The sacrifice is there! She is +appeased! He speaks the truth. Let us follow him and his God!" + +"Ay! as my father did," cried one. + +"And mine!" + +"And mine!" assented some, while others forgot all save pilgrimage in +the shout-- + +"_Ram, Ram, Sita Ram!_" + +"_Hara! Hari! Hari! Hara!_" + +So, on that babel of sounds, Pidar Narayan's voice rose steadily as, +preceded by that ambling figure--strangest of all acolytes--he walked +on, chanting the 121st Psalm:-- + + + "_Levavi oculos meos in montes; unde veniet auxilium mihi_." + + +The words were in an unknown tongue, the rhythm strange, but the +spirit, the idea, were familiar. It was the song of someone seeking the +"Cradle of the Gods," as they were. + +"He carries his God, and that means all," said an old man, pushing his +way to follow. "The other had none: how could he lead the way?" + +"That is true," assented many, following suit. + +And some, shrugging their shoulders, said, "He is mad. God has touched +his brain. Then he goes the way our fathers went. They lingered not +beyond the second dawn. Why should we?" + +"_Ram! Ram! Sita Ram!_" + +Thus, swiftly, the footfalls gathered in strength behind the little +procession, and no one dared to stop it; not even the Mahomedan sentry +at the Fort gate, to whom some of the agitators ran in their +disappointment. He only laughed contemptuously; though his gravity +returned somewhat at his recognition of old Akbar Khan. + +"Lo! that is a new walking for him!" he muttered, in an awed voice. +"Truly, folk are right when they say there is magic in these idolaters. +Who would have deemed him pilgrim? Well! let him go, he and his +mummery. We soldiers can do without priests and Hindoos!" + +He twirled his mustache fiercely, and wondered when his comrades would +return victorious from the gaol, and give the word for plunder. That +was all he cared for. + +"Ay!" assented an angry voice, joining the group, "we can do without +the fools. There be plenty of wise men left." + +"Plenty," put in another; "but their mood is different. See how they +wander!" + +It was true. The crowd had broken into groups, and from these, +pilgrims, singly, or in smaller groups, were drifting after the +lessening sound of that chanting voice. Not so much from any belief in +Pidar Narayan, not even because of his lead over, but because it was +the old way; the way worn by the feet of their fathers, and their +fathers' fathers. + +So _jogi_ Gorakh-nath, who, now the coast was clear, had sprung aloft +on the old gun, once more attempting to regain his empire, failed +egregiously. The crowd passed him by till a big countryman, with a +lumbering jest, asked him if he was sure he had picked up the right +skull to put on his own shoulders. Then it laughed uproariously. + +"Best come on to the Pool of Immortality," suggested a conspirator, +consolingly, as he hurried past. "'Tis no use here. The fools have +followed after strange gods and men. But at the Pool there are tens of +thousands to one here; and they are weary waiting. Besides, 'tis nearer +the gaol. Between the two success will lie." + +"Yea," added another, "that was the first plan--the soldiers and the +Fort spoilt it. But the Pool and the gaol remain." + +_Jogi_ Gorakh-nath, with a scowl, gathered up his skulls to a bundle +and followed hastily. He would at least be out of hearing of that +chanting voice. + +It had reached the last verse of its Psalm now, and faltered a little +over the words:-- + + + "_Dominus custodiat introitum tuum et exitum tuum_: + _ex hoc et usque in saeculum_." + + +But the echo of the footsteps behind filled up the blanks. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + FOILED + + +On the gaol or the Pool of Immortality lay the hopes of those whom +Pidar Narayan had so far discomfited by his arrogant claim to stand +between heaven and earth; in other words, to be in personal relations +with the Great Awarder of gaols and immortalities, forgivenesses, and +punishments. + +But the stars in their courses, hidden though they had been by the +storm-darkness, had used that very darkness to the due maintenance of +law and order as they wheeled serenely to meet the coming dawn. + +When Lance, for instance--his heart torn in twain by his desire to +follow Erda's fate at all costs and his knowledge that, if he was to do +the best for others he must leave her to face it alone--had struck down +stream on Am-ma's strange craft, his sole intention had been to rouse +the police camp, and secure what help he could for the gaol. + +But the darkness set him another task. For, after drifting past the +spit, whence he had meant to cut across by land to the bridge of boats, +and so, creeping past the city, find the camp beyond it, he had lost +himself absolutely in the maze of sand-banks and shallow channels +which, when the river was low, as it was now, lay like a network +between the deep stream of the Hara, and the deep stream of the Hari. +Lost himself so utterly that, realizing his own bewilderment, he had +called himself a fool for having lost himself! + +A curious discouragement came to him. Yet it made him more dogged and +persistent, even while the hopelessness of finding his way grew every +second. Surely, thought he, he could not be such a fool as to fail! + +Sometimes a sudden belief that he really had had some faint indication +of his bearings would make him put all his young strength into the +paddle, until once more a soft, yielding, yet irresistible, impact came +to tell him that he had failed again, that he was on another sandbank, +and another, and another! The dull concussion of them seemed to pass +into his brain; he found himself fumbling on almost aimlessly, despite +his doggedness, his mind busy with imagining the things which might be +happening in the dark around him. + +For all he knew close by-- + +There lay the sting! It was suffocating to be set, as it were, in the +solid darkness like--he thought of a fly in amber, the birds he had +limed in his boyhood, finally of a death mask. That was more like +it--he felt as the corpse must feel--clogged, hampered, helpless! + +In such conditions minutes seem hours; and Lance, in reality, had not +been drifting about for half of one before the certainty that his +mission must inevitably be useless unless he could fulfil it more +expeditiously, made him resolve on trying conclusions with the river at +first hand. He was a good swimmer. As he told himself this, the first +pulse of gratitude he had ever felt for the big bully who had chucked +him, a small boy in his first term at Harrow, into "Ducker" to take his +chance, came to him; for those few minutes of despairing effort had +taught him more than mere swimming; they had taught him to trust +himself in water. + +More, at any rate, than in a beastly contrivance made of beds and +footballs, with no stem, no stern, and a devilish habit of spinning in +every eddy like a teetotum! + +The mere condemnation of Am-ma's craft, being a prelude to better +things, raised his spirits. He flung off his clothes, and, knowing he +could not hope to keep his revolver dry, improvised a waistcloth out of +the silk sash he wore instead of a waistcoat, in which to stick the +hunting-knife that was his only other weapon. As he did so, he thought +of the deer the knife had killed; as men think idly, irrelevantly, of +such trivialities when their attention is really concentrated on +something that is, as yet, outside experience. And Lance, as he slipped +into the water, knew himself prepared to swim or wade, but knew nothing +else. + +So, doggedly as before, and infinitely quicker, he went on through the +darkness; sometimes feeling himself in the cool water, sometimes +finding his feet on warm sand, sometimes parting a way, he knew not +where, through the low tamarisk and high grass marking an island. If he +could have guessed which island, or even known which way his face was +set, these light swishing touches might have been guides; but he knew +nothing. + +Until, after a time, a faint far glow, a mere suspicion of something +not outer darkness, showed on his left. Even so, he could not guess +whether that meant the gaol side, or the city side of the rivers. If +the former, could the gaol have been fired by those devils? + +The thought made him set his teeth, and, dry sand being beneath his +feet, run on recklessly towards the glow. + +Only for a yard or two, however; then he pulled up short, amazed to +find that it was not far, but near; that it came from the ground, from +a leaping fire of tamarisk branches within a stone's throw of him. A +step or two more, in fact, showed him a cooking-pot, the remains of +some food, a familiar fishing-net, and a chrysalis-looking figure +wrapped in a blanket and half-buried in the sand. One of the fisher +folk, by all that was lucky! If anyone could tell, they could. + +It was only a slender stem of tiger-grass which snapped under his feet, +but the noise was sufficient. The sleeper sprang to his like a wild +animal, the blanket falling from him, one lithe arm making for the long +spear stuck in the sand beside him. + +Gu-gu! The missing Gu-gu! + +Lance had him back in his sand-bed before hand and spear met. There was +no struggle. Gu-gu, knowing himself helpless, lay limp, slack, every +muscle proclaiming capitulation; in so far showing himself something +less than a wild animal, which struggles till it dies, reckless of +odds. But, in truth, Gu-gu, with the certainty of speedy extinction +before him, due to that cursed ghost, had given in to fate utterly, all +round. Death would come when it came. All that remained, therefore, was +to make others suffer if he could. Especially those who were +responsible for altering the currents of the river. With one of these +on top of you, this was impossible; but time might bring opportunity. + +"You devil!" cried Lance, throttling the abject jelly by way of +emphasis, "you know all about this business, of course; but now I've +found you, you'll have to do mine,--or I'll kill you. Do you +understand? Now, which way is the town?" + +Gu-gu pointed in the direction whence Lance had come. The latter +frowned, realizing that it was impossible to know if the brute spoke +truth, but that, unfortunately, he must be trusted. + +"Then get up," he said curtly, taking care to keep the jelly within +reach of his knife, "and show me the way there. I'll give you a hundred +rupees if you do; and if you don't--" He gave the yielding flesh an +explanatory prick. + +"Does the _Huzoor_ mean the Pool of Immortality?" asked Gu-gu, affably; +and the words made Lance remember that fruitless waiting for the water. + +"Ah! you _did_ manage that swindle, did you?" he replied savagely, "and +of course you were camping out of the way. I see! No! I don't want to +go there yet. To the bridge! So quick, march! or swim; you can tell me +about the other as we go along. It may be useful." + +Another prick with the knife he held in one hand, while his other +clutched firmly on Gu-gu's hemp-strung waist-belt of blue beads, +started them. So they went on till the sand grew colder, less +resistant, changed to water beneath their feet; then Lance's two +hands--and the knife--came down on Gu-gu's bare back. "Strike out," he +said briefly; "I'll help." + +The two pair of legs and the one pair of hands forged ahead into the +darkness none the less rapidly because the second pair of hands were +resting,--with something in them--on yielding flesh. The fact indeed, +or something else, seemed to make Gu-gu confidential. If the _Huzoor_, +he said, with a shameless comprehension which made Lance inclined to +use the knife then and there, wanted to give the alarm at the police +camp, he was taking a long road to it. He, Gu-gu, could show him a +shorter, if the _Huzoor_ would trust him. + +For a second Lance hesitated. He could not see the man's face; but +there was a sort of cunning anxiety in the tone which was doubtful. +Then, remembering that, short or long, he was equally at the man's +mercy if he _chose to brave results_--though there seemed to be no +reason why he should--he said quietly,-- + +"I told you to take the shortest." + +"The _Huzoor_ can dive?" asked Gu-gu. "He should, since he swims so +strong." + +"Dive!" echoed Lance. "Yes, why?" + +Because the short way, Gu-gu explained, was by an underground passage +which could be only reached from the river. Undoubtedly the _Huzoor_ +was right, the passage had to do with the miracle; but there must have +been more than one miracle in the old days, since there was quite a +network of canals and caves, which could be more or less flooded at +will. All the river people knew of them, but few ventured in; there was +nothing to be gained by doing so, _as a rule!_ And the dive to reach +the passage was long and awkward. But if the _Huzoor_ would trust-- + +"Go ahead!" broke in Lance, sharply. He _had_ to trust; and time meant +everything. Besides, even in diving, he could have his revenge on that +sleek, yielding back! + +For answer, Gu-gu altered his course with almost suspicious alacrity; +though, once more, Lance could see no reason for treachery. A hundred +rupees was a big bribe to a man who evidently had no personal interest +in the matter; else, why should he have been on the island instead of +in the row. But then Lance did not know of that call to death. + +So, through the dark, the one pair of hands and two pairs of legs +forged ahead till a sudden arrest of the former gave Lance a dull shock +once more. But this time Gu-gu's voice came quite cheerfully: "The city +wall, _Huzoor_ This slave must feel if he goes up or down." + +Apparently it was up, and after a few minutes of crablike edging +Gu-gu's voice came again:-- + +"The tunnel is below, Protector of the Poor. Let the most noble take +the longest breath he ever breathed, then strike down till this mean +one's legs cease moving. The most noble one's must cease also. The rest +will this dust-like one accomplish. Save the breath. _That_ is in the +_Huzoors_ own keeping. Therefore let him take time for filling; and +when he is ready let him signal this slave with--with a knife-prick if +he chooses!" + +The cool grasp of the position made Lance smile, though the situation, +he knew, was grave enough. That breath to be drawn might be his last; +all the more reason why he could have wished it less full of sand! + +For the storm was now at its fiercest. Even here out on the river, over +the water, the air seemed solid. And it had a vibration that could be +felt on the bare skin. As he drew in that long breath before trusting +himself to the unseen man whom he held within reach of the grim +signal--and something sharper should there be sign of treachery--Lance +told himself that the water could scarcely be more suffocating than +the air. Then--the sleek skin under his hand shrinking from the +knife-prick--the two pairs of legs and the one pair of arms struck +down. + +It was almost a relief at first to get rid of the stinging dust in +one's face; almost a relief not to breathe. But when, after a few +seconds, the legs in front of him grew rigid, and nothing was left to +be done save to hold on desperately to a waist-belt of blue beads and +one's own breath at the same time, the sense of suffocation returned, +and the question, "How much longer?" seemed to throb in his brain. + +He gripped everything he had to grip tighter. But his own body seemed +to grip his mind tighter still. He could feel the clutch of his +veins--a whole corded network of them--could see them! A corded, +pulsing network edged with prismatic light, sending stars into the +darkness, beating time to the singing in his ears, to the fierce duel +between the desire to gasp and the determination to hold on,--beating +time to the confused rush of thoughts which ended in one--"This is +drowning!" + +It made his clutch tighter. Gu-gu, at least, should drown too. That was +the last conscious thought. It merged into a frantic, insistent clamour +for air! air! air! till something cold hit him full on the face and +forced him into a quick, gasping cry, that left him senseless. + +When he came to himself, as he did a moment or two afterwards, he was +still clutching the waist-belt of blue beads, and the touch of it +lulled him to an instant's sheer relief. The dive was over; they must +be in the cave; the cold that had hit him in the face must have been +the air. + +But what was he lying upon? Surely rock! And the hand he moved to feel +it brought the blue beads with it unresistingly. + +Gu-gu! where was Gu-gu? + +Gone! And the knife too. It had been used to sever the hempen string of +the belt. + +Curious. It might have been used for a different and more deadly +purpose; but you could never count on what fellows would do--even when +they were treacherous. + +Lance thought this dreamily, before he realized more than the fact that +he was alive; not drowned. + +Then he sat up hastily and faced the truth that he was alone once more; +alone in that network of underground passages and caves of which Gu-gu +had spoken. + +Was there any chance of his getting out of it? Not by the dive, +certainly. Without help that was impossible. He set himself to remember +what his guide had said in reply to the questions with which he had +been purposely plied. + +First, as to light. If Gu-gu was to be trusted the materials for this +must be close at hand. Lance rose cautiously and felt about the ledge +on which he lay and the walls of rock about him, and ere long came on +what he sought. Flint and steel, a box of tinder, a bottle of oil, and +a rag torch hung in an old bit of fishing-net to a peg that was driven +into a crevice. + +So far, good; and after a minute these enabled him to see that he was +in a sort of vaulted well, half hewn out of rock, half built in with +brick. It was filled to some three feet or so with water, except in one +corner, where the flooring shelved down to an archway. There it was +deeper. This must be the opening of the tunnel through which they had +dived, and through which, doubtless, Gu-gu had escaped; for he was not +likely to have braved the intricate passages without a light. This +thought made Lance look to see how much oil the bottle contained. + +There was only a mere driblet at the bottom. Plainly, therefore, he +could pause no longer; so, instantly, without further thought, he waded +across the pool and ran along the only passage which led from it. He +had to stoop as he ran, and from the feel to his feet he guessed that +the passage led upwards first, then downwards; apparently, too, in a +perfectly straight line. The river, therefore, must be behind him, and +he tried to make this point a fixed one, so as to give him some notion +of his bearings. + +After a hundred yards or so he emerged into a second cave or chamber, +also nearly waist-deep in water. From this several passages opened, +some too small to admit of a man passing through them. These, then, +must be the canals of which Gu-gu had spoken; one of them, possibly, +that which should have supplied the Pool with Immortality. The memory +of that crowd of eager, patient faces, disappointed by such a miserable +trick, made Lance feel pitiful; then his pity brought a sudden +practical suggestion. Why not open the sluice, or whatever it was, now, +and give the miracle? It would at least keep _some_ of the crew quiet +when it came, at dawn; the dawn which might be so fatal to quiet--the +dawn which must, surely, be close at hand. + +He raised the torch and saw, close beside him, a foot or two above the +present level of the water, a clumsy closed stone conduit with an iron +handle. It was a rude primitive tap, no doubt, by which the levels +could be raised. Without further thought, he turned it, and smiled to +find himself right, as water poured out, filling the vaulted chamber +with sound. Then, without further pause, he passed on down the biggest +of the passages leading from the chamber; since that seemed the most +likely one. After a while, however, the passage narrowed, seemed in +danger of ending altogether; so he harked back. + +There was no longer any sound in the chamber when he returned to it, +and the level of the water had risen almost to the floor of the passage +in which he stood, wondering which of the other outlets he had best +try. The choice was a case of sheer chance, of course, he told himself; +a mere backing of one's luck. But, as he paused to make it, something +cold struck on his feet, causing him to look down in sudden surprise. + +The water was still rising. That must be stopped, anyhow, unless he was +to be drowned out like a sewer rat. + +He stuck the torch into a cleft in the rock beside him, hung the net to +it, and swam over to the conduit, which was already submerged. But the +handle which had turned so easily was stiff now; possibly because of +the pressure of the water, possibly because there was some other rude +mechanism of which he was unaware. Anyhow, after a few trials he +realized that he was helpless until the water had found its own level. + +But what was that? Who could tell? Would it rise, and rise, and rise, +till it filled the whole place? + +Who could tell? + +It was not fear which clutched at his heart--only a vague self-pity; +almost an amused wonder that this Immortality for others might bring +Death to him. + +He looked up into the vaulted arch above him, then to the, as yet, dry +passages which he could just see, as darker arches of shadow. + +Unless one of them rose abruptly to a higher level--and the chance that +one did, or that he should find it, was remote--he would be wiser to +stay here, and see what happened. The roof was at least higher. + +He swam back to the torch and, holding on to the crevices of the wall, +waited. + +Still rising. He shifted the torch to a higher crevice and waited +again, a dull curiosity taking possession of him. + +Still rising. He wondered, suddenly, whether it would not have been +better for him to have gone back the way he had come. The passage had +certainly seemed to ascend, and it was a question of levels. That was +all. A mere question of levels. + +He shifted the torch again. It was dying down now, the rags showing +charred, cindery. But as he fed it with oil and it flared up and +smoked, the thought came to him that it was using air needlessly, +making suffocation more imminent. + +He blew it out deliberately. If a man had to die, he might as well die +in the dark. He was glad, a moment later, of the darkness. It shut out +reality and left him to dreams; to vague hopes, to kindly +forgetfulness, to Erda's face. How plucky she had been! Well! even +if he _had_ to be drowned like a rat in a sewer, he must not be behind +her. The pathetic comfort of kindly memory, which with strange +unreason--since it enhances the value of the life that is being +left--makes the face of death seem less stern to poor humanity, came to +him and absorbed him. If he died and she lived, she would not forget +him; he knew that. + +And still the water rose. + +It must be rising now, he thought, in the Pool of Immortality, and the +eager, patient faces that had been waiting for it so long must be +showing glad in the grey light of the dawn. + +For the dawn was coming to the world, though he would not see it. +Strange, incomprehensible thought, even though the reality of it was so +certain, so close. Incomprehensible? Say rather, impossible; frankly +impossible! He could not be going to die! + +He shifted the unlit torch to a still higher crevice--almost a ledge in +the rock--and waited incredulously for the water to rise. + + +And as he waited in the dark, someone else in the grey dawn, to whom +death was more familiar, to whom, in a way, it was the one great +certainty of Life, was feeling the same frank incredulity at the +thought of the immediate future. + +For Dr. Dillon, when he found himself alone on the roof of the gaol +gate with an unconscious woman and a child, knew that the end could not +be far off. With Vincent dead, and Eugene cut off by the stern +necessity for keeping that door shut, he could not hope for more than a +brief, savage resistance--and then? Failure, inevitable failure, unless +help came; and that seemed far as ever. + +As yet, dazed by that closing of the door, that desperate, triumphant +death of the man with his back to it--a death which had gained them +nothing--the prisoners were still huddled together, crushed out of +further action, at the far end of the alley. So the courtyard was +clear, free from assailants. But that could only be for a minute or +two. There was an ominous rending and hewing at the gate below; ere +long those outside would be inside, and with a leader who would know +what to do. So life could only be an affair of moments; yet it seemed +incredible, more than incredible, that all his strong will and +determination would not avail even to save those helpless creatures in +his charge. He stooped hurriedly and lifted the still unconscious woman +in his arms, carried her into the turret, closed the door on her and +the child--frightened now for the first time at her mother's +silence--and returned to wait and watch. It was all he could do for +them, unless fate gave him a chance of appealing for them to Roshan +Khan. But even then there could be no bargaining, no compromise, no +surrender! + +A sharp crash, a sudden rise in the babel of voices below, warned him +that the gate had given, partially at least. The next instant a soldier +or two, ignorant of that dead man with his back against the closed +gate, ran lightly down the alley calling on the prisoners to make way. +One of them was Roshan Khan; but George Dillon did not waste a +cartridge even on him. He was reserving his fire for that storming of +the broken stairs which must come when the assailants found themselves +still foiled. + +In truth Roshan Khan had this same storming in his mind as all he cared +for, since it would pit him against his rival, against Vincent Dering, +who he knew was on the roof. And so, with that odd acquired sense of +honour, fair play, God knows what, he had been planning, as his men +battered down the gate, how best to compass those fair odds which were +necessary alike to his sense of justice and injustice--for the +injustice of his own position cried aloud for proof that he was worth a +better one. So he had settled to complete that liberating of the +prisoners which, with the help of the keys, ought already to be in +hand. This done, the general rabble would be eager for freedom, eager +for plunder, eager to get to the town and raise it, eager for all +things for which he cared no jot. Then would be his time. Then--he did +not even try to formulate how--he could find himself face to face, at +fair odds, with Vincent Dering. Wild memories of duels he had read +about in western books, duels with others, who had nothing to do with +the quarrel, looking on, occurred to him. + +Yes! that would satisfy him. To have it out, till death! + +He set his teeth as he forced a peremptory way through the crowd at the +end of the alley, which hid the closed door until one actually stood +beside it. + +Then he stood transfixed, for he saw Vincent Dering's dead body still +backed by that closed door, still guarding it, unarmed. There was a +curious look of content in the dead face, and Roshan, grasping its +meaning by intuition, turned from it with a curse, knowing himself +forestalled, cheated. + +"'Twas not our fault, _Khan-jee_," protested a voice, quickly; "the +swine fought till the other one had locked the door in our faces, and +so--" + +Roshan struck at the voice fiercely. Not forestalled, not cheated, +only; but outdone, conquered! His rival had died a hero's death, and +he--he might live to be hanged! + +A rage of despair, of despite, seized on him. His one real object gone, +the whole hideous folly of the rest made him fling up his hands +passionately as he dashed back to the gate, neither knowing nor caring +what he was going to do next. + +Storm that feeble garrison on the roof? those broken stairs, every +crevice, every foothold in which stood out clear, easy, in the light of +the search-ray? Was that a man's task? + +Confused, dazed, he ran on, followed instinctively by the crowd, +wondering what he would be at. + +George Dillon, seeing the rush, covered the first foothold of the +broken stairs with his rifle, and waited for a man to show on it. + +But none came. + +Just as the rush reached the courtyard, Eugene Smith's search-ray, +having exhausted itself, went out, leaving, not darkness, but the grey +mystery of dawn, in which for an instant all sound, all movement, +seemed arrested. There was one utterly peaceful second, and then, from +behind the splintered gateway, from the shadows of the tunnel, came a +breathless voice:-- + +"Close the outer gate, sergeant; if you can, you have them in a trap! a +regular trap!" + +_A trap!_ + +The word reached those who had followed Roshan in his causeless +retreat. Had he foreseen this? Was he escaping from the trap? Their +eyes flew to the tunnel, but the light which, till then, had lit up its +darkness, the swinging lamp by which the batterers of the gate had +worked, was dashed down by someone's hand--a small, white hand--and +there was nothing to be seen. Only that voice to be heard repeating, +"They're in a trap; keep them there!" + +Keep them! Not if they could fight their way into the open! The cry +rose in a second:-- + +"A trap. Yea! a trap! Out of it! Outside, brothers, outside, where we +can fight free!" + +Roshan, who would have paused at this chance of fair resistance, was +caught in the rush from behind, and found himself through the gap in +the gate fighting desperately in the crowd, calling on his men to +rally. But they had construed his half-frenzied flight from that look +on Vincent Dering's face into a lead, and they were mixed up +inextricably with the horde of undisciplined conspirators who, having +been till now safe under cover of the tunnelled archway, yelled for the +open, not so much in which to fight, but in which to run away. + +The mere handful of men, whose number was fortunately hidden by the +darkness, could never have prevented the rush, but a quick wit amongst +them seized on a possibility, and the breathless voice called, "Let +them pass--let them pass!" + +So, in a second or two, amid confused yells, and mad slashings at +friends and foes alike, the positions were reversed. The inside was +out, the outside in, like Brian O'Lynn's breeches; and Dr. Dillon's +first hint at what the amazing turn of affairs below him meant came +with the words:-- + +"Barricade that gate. Sharp as you know how. They won't give us long." + +"Is that you, Carlyon?" he called doubtfully, leaning over the parapet +and peering into that grey mystery of dawn. + +The figure he saw, a woman in a white dress and a scarlet mess jacket, +made him doubt the evidence of his own eyes. But the answer in a +woman's voice, with a quick breath in it, sent his back in something +between a laugh and a sob. + +"Then he isn't here! Oh! what can have become of him?" + +There was no doubt that this was a woman! + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + L'ADDIO DEL MARITO + + +Once outside, where they could discern friend from foe, the troopers +instantly realized their mistake, and rallied round Roshan. + +But it was too late for that now. As he stood, centring them, there was +a wild contempt, a vague relief, in his face. He knew now where his +sympathies lay. Not with these men, treacherous to their salt, but with +those who could hold--who _had_ held--their own against all odds. Yes! +even with that dead figure, still with its back to the door that must +not be opened. + +The thought stung and seared like hot iron. + +No! Not with that! not with that! That was--What?-- + +He could have killed himself for the unwavering testimony which every +scrap of him gave to the heroism, the defiance of such a death. He knew +he would give everything to die one like it; and he knew he could +not--not _now_. He knew he must die a useless death, to save himself +from a worse one. + +"There is no real harm done, _Khan-jee_," broke in his lance-_duffadar_ +in hurried excuse, seeing the expression on his face. "We can get in +easily again. Those holding the horses say there were but a score of +them all told--the cursed Sikhs--God knows how they got out of the +Fort! I thought we had them safe. And there was a woman with them--a +Miss-_baba_"--he laughed savagely. "Well! if they be brave as men, +these infidel women, let them die like men--the hell-cats!" + +Roshan Khan looked at the man, whom he had known for years, as if he +had never seen him before. And the thought of another woman--with his +own blood in her veins--who had been brave also, and who had died--died +by his hand--returned to sweep him from every bearing, from every +landmark, eastern or western, and leave him rudderless, drifting, in a +storm of sheer despair. He laughed suddenly--an insane laugh--at the +hideousness, the hopelessness of it all. Laughed like the madman he was +for the time, at the horror which drove him mad. + +"Kill her, if thou wilt, fool! I have done my share of that," he cried +brutally, striking out at the voice as he had struck at the other which +had told him of Vincent's victory. Striking as he felt inclined to +strike at anything and everything; most of all at the hateful confusion +in himself, and in his world. So, without another word, he broke +through the circle of troopers, dashed to where his horse awaited him, +and was off like a whirlwind; that strange possession of the Oriental +races, which, in a way, claims kindred with the Berserk rage of the +north, thrilling to his finger-tips; yet held in check, diverted from +sheer, mad, uncalculating desire to kill, by that acquired sense of +fair play. + +"He goes to rouse the city," said some of his men, following him +hurriedly. + +"And time, too!" assented some of the conspirators. "The dawn is upon +us, and if the pilgrims drift away, our hope is gone!" + +But most of the crowd, troopers and conspirators alike, felt vaguely +that the dawn had indeed come, that the midsummer night's dream of +madness was over; that those who were wise would try, while they had +the chance, to escape from its consequences. + +And that such a chance existed, even now, was patent. The very madness +of the night, its lack of reasonable explanation, were in their favour. +And its darkness, the outer darkness of the storm, which had sprung +up in a minute, must have hidden much. Who, for instance, was to +say--except those impenitent ones whose evidence, if given at all, must +be doubted as the evidence of condemned men seeking to drag others down +to their fate--whether such and such a one had been a rebel at first? +Provided, always, that there was no doubt about his staunchness at the +last; that is, now that the dawn had come--the dawn which showed doubt, +almost a surprise, in so many faces. + +What had come to them? Why were they there? + +"_Kuchch saiya pur gya!_" (some shadow fell on me) muttered one man +below his breath, as he sheathed his sword. + +And another, with an oath, said boldly, "This one is for the winning +side," then gave the cry, "To the rescue, brothers, to the rescue! Cut +down the mutineers"--so, promptly, began operations on the nearest +defenceless prisoner. + +Thus, almost before those who had galloped in hot haste after Roshan's +lead were out of sight, the prisoners, even the resisting warders, had +been driven into the portico, and penned like a flock of sheep between +the troopers outside and the pioneers within. + +"The Lord is King," said the lance-_duffadar_, piously, to a +neighbour,--he had started back from Roshan's blow with a scowl, and +watched his retreat resentfully,--"the Handle-end of His Sword is +safest! Lo! Have at them, brothers!"--he added aloud--"have at the +evil-born ones who would have killed the _mems_ and the _baba-logue_ +as such scum did in the Great Breathing, making the faces of the +soldiery black for all time! Show them our mettle. Forward! +'Gord--save--the--Ka-veen!'" + +"Gord--save--the--Ka-veen!" + +The cry grew to a shout, and Dr. Dillon, who, with a great incredulity +lessening the values of all he saw and heard, had promptly swung +himself down into the courtyard, looked through a crevice in the +barricade--which was fast taking form under the willing hands of the +pioneers--to see what the noise meant. + +"It is all over," he said slowly, his face pathetic in its +bewilderment; "the troopers are siding with us!" + +He stood for a moment as if unable to grasp the reality, and his keen, +inquisitive eyes seemed to search almost reproachfully for some cause, +some hint of reason, in his surroundings. In the splintered door, in +every cranny and foothold of the broken stair, and so, past the +parapet, they continued their question to the lightening sky, against +which, faint and far, those distant peaks where lay the "Cradle of the +Gods" had begun to show dimly. + +"All for nothing!" he muttered to himself, almost petulantly. "Poor +Dering!" So, swiftly he passed down the alley,--swiftly, but +hopelessly; for he knew what those iron shackles meant on a man's bare +head. + +He drew the body to one side with tender care, then knocked at the +closed door and called to the man within. "Smith, open the door! You'd +better come out--I think it's all over now; be quick, please." + +There was a pause, then a fumbling at the bolts and bars. So, in that +grey, cold light, a figure stood at the open door, tall, gaunt, with a +hunted look in its eyes, almost a terror, as they looked down--down to +the threshold--down for what they knew should be there. + +"Dering?" asked Eugene Smith, rather hoarsely; then, seeing what lay to +one side, covered his eyes from the sight with a cry like a woman's, +and trembled all over. That strain of patient, idle inaction had been +awful. + +"Oh, God damn them!" burst out the doctor, fiercely. "And all for +nothing--for nothing. At least I think so. Come on, Smith, and make +sure." + +For nothing! For nothing! + +The words were echoing in Roshan's brain also, as with loose rein, +recklessly, he galloped over the frail bridge of boats, making it +quiver and thunder beneath his horse's hoofs, and send curved waves of +light and shadow over the clear, steely surface of the water, seen like +a polished shield in the dawn. The air was clear also; the distant +hills steel grey as the water, the sky steel grey as the hills. And +there was the bright keenness as of a glittering sword in the chill +breeze that swept from west to east. But Roshan did not feel it; he was +absorbed in himself, in the useless battle of his life. + +For nothing! For nothing! + +He did not even hear the soft yet sonorous roar, beginning like the +rush of a big breaker on a beach, ending with a wild, musical note, +like the wail of new-weaned lambs and their mothers on a lone hillside, +which suddenly echoed out over the water, making those who galloped +behind look at each other and whisper joyfully:-- + +"'Tis all right, _Khan-sahib_," said one, urging his horse alongside; +"the pilgrims are waiting still--hear you not their cry? They grow +impatient!" + +Roshan looked at him with lack-lustre eyes. What were the pilgrims to +him, or their impatience? What was salvation, immortality, to one whose +only desire was death--death and forgetfulness? He dug his spurs into +his horse, savagely glad to give pain, and rode on. + +"_Hara! Hari! Hari! Hara!_" + +The roar was articulate now, and those behind looked doubtfully at each +other. + +"If it should be the miracle?" suggested one conspirator; but another +shook his head, "How can that be? None know the trick save those two, +Gu-gu and Am-ma, and they are safe." + +"Unless it _be_ a miracle," put in a third, almost timidly. "God's club +makes no noise, and the night has been full of marvels." + +So an uneasy silence fell upon the rest. + +"_Hara! Hari! Hari! Hara!_" + +There was no mistaking the cry now. It rose exultant, yet with that +wailing note in it still, which lingers always in humanity's claim to +have found its lost Paradise, its lost purity. + +Yet there was no trace of doubt in the almost frantic joy on every face +in the dense multitude which stopped the little cavalcade, as it +entered the square around the Pool of Immortality; stopped it +hopelessly, as if the moving, breathing, living mass had been a dead +wall. + +"_Hara! Hari! Hari! Hara!_" + +It was almost a yell. The patience was gone utterly, and far as the eye +could reach, in all the wide square, in every street and alley +converging to it, there was the restless ineffectual movement +of the sea, when, on a summer's day, it beats itself calmly yet +persistently--rising and falling--upon a sheer cliff, against the +impossible. There was no one to check the crowd now, to prevent it from +finding Death and Immortality at the same time. What matter? What were +a few hundreds of crushed bodies, when the soul found what it sought? + +The riders behind Roshan threw up their hands at the sight. No hope +here for the littlenesses of life; for principalities and powers, even +for political liberty. + +This was the bed-rock; this, in its unalterable aspiration--not for +something better, but for the best--neither culture nor conspiracy +could touch; this was as much beyond the control of kith and kin as of +strangers and aliens. + +"Come, _Khan-sahib_!" they called to the figure with the lack-lustre eyes +which sat its horse like a statue, staring at itself, at its world, +conscious only of the hideous discords which were, perforce, the music +of its sphere. "Come! _Nawab-jee!_ There is still a chance with the +'_Teacher of Religion_.' The _jogi_ will have held _his_ folk, for +sure. They will be ready for blood, since Mai Kali"--the speaker spat +his Mahomedan contempt for the idolatry ere he went on--"lets none go. +She's a true woman for that!" + +So, by back alleys and crooked ways, Roshan--why he did not know, since +he meant nothing by it--led the cavalcade past the palace, through the +archway into the courtyard with its union-jack of raised paths. + +And found it empty. + +Empty of all save the _jogi_, Gorakh-nath, who was busy, resignedly, in +rethreading his chaplet of skulls, ere starting to seek safety over the +British border in some far recess of the holy hills, whence, when this +affair had blown over, he could swoop down with added sanctity on some +other religious fair. + +"He and his God stole them from me not the saying of a rosary past," he +said cheerfully, after he had explained the position. "They went by +yonder door to the old road. So what matter! They are in it. They will +come back to Her by and by. It is so always. Men follow other leads, +other loves. But they do not find what they seek; so they come back to +Her, to the many named Woman. _Jai! Kali Ma!_" + +Those behind Roshan looked at each other. + +"It is the end," they said briefly. "Come, _risaldar-jee_--" the change +of title was significant--"we shall have to ride far and fast if we are +to live." + +Once more, every atom of the man, soul and body, seemed to strike out +furiously at the voice, at the truth and the untruth in it; at the +assertion of failure, the linking of his need with theirs. + +"Ride for your lives if you want them," he cried fiercely; "I seek +death." + +They left him, after unavailing protests, and rode helter-skelter on to +the Fort, warning their comrades that the game was up, so, on towards +safety. And the _jogi_, naked but not ashamed, still swinging his +chaplet of skulls, followed them leisurely; for he knew himself safe in +the superstition and the devotion of every woman in India. Since he, +Her servant, could not fail of shelter in every Hindoo homestead, far +or near, in which a woman's hand closed on a man's, holding him tight +for herself alone, as the Great Mother holds all men. + +Roshan, thus left alone, rode his horse on slowly to the central +plinth, dismounted, and, hitching the bridle over the muzzle of the +"_Teacher of Religion_" stood staring out dully at what lay before him; +so quiet, so commonplace! + +Nothing changed from the day, barely a month ago, when he had stood +beside the old gun with Vincent Dering and Lance Carlyon, contemptuous +of the ignorance of others, satisfied with himself. + +And now?--what had come to him? + +The madness, which his wild gallop from the gaol had calmed somewhat, +returned in a fierce rush, and with it that one desire for revenge; for +something by which to show the contempt, which was not now merely for +the ignorant; but for those others, self-righteous, tyrannical, who had +dared to touch him--dared to make him what he was--a prey both to +ignorance and wisdom, savagery and culture--a laughing-stock even to +himself! + +And who had begun the fooling? Who had taught him as a boy? + +Pidar Narayan! Who else? Who else had begun the game giving some +things, withholding others? And who else was within reach? Who else +could be followed up and forced to fair fight? Forced to admit that the +pupil was ahead now of the master. + +He laughed a laugh of absolute exultation; and a wave of purely +childish satisfaction swept through the mind in which there were still +so many depths of childish ignorance and misconception; unavoidable +depths in the culture of a bare score of years. Leaving his horse +tethered to the old gun, he ran hastily across to the palace, so, +finding the door open, the whole place quiet, went on down the arched +passage. It was still dark there, but a glimmer of light showed the +entrance to the chapel, and to the armoury beside it, which was his +goal. + +He had no other thought except for that armoury, until, with the tall +tapers burning at the head and feet, he saw the dead body of the woman +who had deceived him lying on the Altar steps. Then the pitifullest +clashing of satisfaction and despair, of desire and disgust, came to +him that ever rent a man in twain. For a moment he fought for bare +reason between them, then with a savage cry, he flung himself beside +the dead girl, caught her to him, covered her with frantic, cruel +kisses, and, almost flinging her from him again, ran on into the +armoury, the red of her dress, her bosom, in his eyes--the red of +blood! + +The armoury! Where he had had his first lesson in the foils! There they +were, harmless in their buttons, crossed on the wall, and above them +something more murderous; the dangerous delicate rapiers to which those +others were but the prelude. No! one was gone! One Father Ninian had +used against the _jogi!_ One he must have with him. So much the better! + +He tore down its fellow, and passing the dead girl without a look, +dashed out into the courtyard again, his last trace of sanity gone. + +The next instant his horse's feet were echoing madly along the +pilgrims' road. His enemy must have a quarter of an hour's lead, but +that was nothing; he could overtake him, anyhow, at the first station +in the pilgrimage,--a temple under a vast _banyan_ tree at the foot of +the first rise, where the pious must pause to make offerings. + +The road was almost empty at first; for the news that the miracle had +only been deferred had spread instantly through the unrestful town, so +to a space beyond it, making those who heard the tale turn back to see +for themselves. But after a few minutes' wild gallop, he came up with +those who had been beyond recall, who had gone on content with that +strange lead of a strange God; of a saint, a sinner. Yet, after a time, +forgetful of that leadership utterly. For they needed it no more. The +danger of novelty had passed with their first step along the beaten +track which their fathers had followed. Father Ninian, wise with the +wisdom of long years, of secret sympathy, had known this; had counted +on it in his forlorn hope of leading them into familiar bondage. He had +told himself that he need only go as far as that first station; that +then, during the pause for offerings, he might return, as it were, to +realities, to something more consistent with the nineteenth century! +But to him, also, as he led the way, chanting his offices for the day, +had come a strange peace, a strange desire to go on to the end of the +pilgrimage; a strange desire to leave those realities behind him in a +world from which he was taking nothing, not even his love. + +Surely it was time. Surely he was old enough to claim rest. No! not +rest. It was something more than that. Surely, now that he had left +every atom of earth behind him lying with a dead woman on the Altar +steps, he also was free to find the "Cradle of the Gods"! + +"_My soul fleeth unto the Lord! before the morning watch I say, before +the morning watch_," he chanted; he had gone on blindly from psalm to +psalm intent on the desire to lead those voices behind. + +"Have a care, _baba-jee!_ thou and thy God!" said a half-tender, +half-jesting one as he stumbled among the stones, and a dark hand +stretched itself out to steady the old priest, and a dark face turned +to nod approval at other saffron robes; since here was a true pilgrim, +a true madman, forgetful of this world, to judge by the face lifted +towards those distant hills. + +Yet the desire in him to reach them seemed to the wise old heart +something that must be set aside. He must return. Yes! he must return. +To do what? What could an old man do who had left life, a useless life, +behind him? He crushed down that thought also, and stumbled on. + +"_Man is like a thing of nought, his time passeth away like a shadow!_" + +His voice spent itself tremulously on that one certainty, and those +behind him joined their testimony to his all unwittingly, as they +called on Hara or Hari; on the Creator, the Destroyer, as One and +Indivisible. + +And in the rear again, Roshan in his search for Death, for +annihilation, bore witness also, as he came, cursing those who stood in +his way, his horse slithering among the stones in its effort to obey +whip and spur, and sending a dry clangour of hoof-beats through the +little stony valley to startle the sleepy snakes coiled on the distant +rocks, and drive them back to their crannies with a hiss. + +So, every instant, the distance lessened between the old man and the +young one, both weary of life. It was broad daylight now, though the +sun was still low on the horizon. The mystery of dawn had left the +world, the very pilgrims, between their recurring cries, were +chattering, laughing, over the every-day details of life which would +make to-day as trivial as yesterday, to-morrow as trivial as to-day. + +There had been a "Breathing" in the night, they told each other. Some +shadow had fallen. Some God or Devil had had power. But the shackles of +custom, of familiarity, were back again, the despotism of detail. + +Only in those two strangely different minds in the van, in the rear, +the mystery still clouded the reality. + +And the distance between them lessened as Roshan drove his way through +the saffron robes recklessly. + +Yet, fast as he went, when he reached the end of the dry watercourse up +which the last part of the rough track had wound, and stood in the +hollow, backed by a further rise of the hill, where the quaint, dumpy, +black temple hid itself under the huge blotch of the _banyan_ tree--the +only green thing visible, far or near--the figure he sought was not to +be seen among the crowd. + +Akbar Khan, indeed, he saw, utilizing one of the tall tapers as a +pipe-light before casting himself on the ground to suck contentedly at +the screwed _banyan_ leaf full of tobacco which he had gathered by +claiming a pinch in return for the loan of that same light to others. +But with a curious shame Roshan avoided him, and passed on in his +search among the jostling crowd, the continuous babel of trivial talk; +for this was resting-time, when men and women could be men and women, +and forget that they were on a pilgrimage; when they could even dream +themselves back in the village under the familiar shelter of some +village tree, asking no more than the familiar round of life. + +But above the babel came every now and again the insistent clang of a +bell, telling that some new petitioner was seeking a favour of the +Gods, and making a golden oriole, which sat in the green leafage, flit +to another bower with a sudden fluting note, full, joyful, mellow. + +"What dost seek, _Musulman?_" cavilled a saint, drawing back from +Roshan's shadow, as he gabbled invocations, all he knew, on a rosary, +ere solacing himself with the pipe which his disciple had prepared. "If +'tis the madman and his God--he hath gone yonder." + +He pointed to a side track, which was a short cut to the road above. + +Roshan flung himself from his horse without a word, and followed. + +The distance lessened at every step now, for the old priest's breath +failed him at the steepness of the rise. + +Still, it would not delay him long, he told himself, to take that one +look at the soft, white cloud which generally hid the goal of +pilgrimage, before he turned back over the hill, as best he could, to +find what task remained for him in the world. + +He might have that one look, surely! + +So, reaching the summit of this first bulwark of the unattainable, he +sat down, breathlessly, beside an upright black stone which showed +strangely distinct amid the redness of the surrounding rock; a plain +black stone, not three feet high, chipped rudely to a blunt point. +Father Ninian did not need the scattering of dead marigolds and dry +basil leaves about its base to tell him that it was a fragment of an +older faith than that of the temple below; a faith sterner, purer, +founded on a clearer perception of what humanity needed in that search +for the lost Paradise; on a closer memory of the cause which lost it. + +He laid one hand on the stone almost caressingly, as, holding the pyx +in the other, he sat down facing the distant peaks. But there was no +cloud upon them. The day had dawned clear and still, and as he sat +looking wistfully over the valleys on valleys, the hills on hills, +which lay bathed in light between him and the "Cradle of the Gods," +a sunbeam--still slanting from the curved edge of the eastern +plains--caught the jewelled star of what he held, and stayed there. + +It was peaceful beyond words. The hurry, the strain, not only of that +long eventful night, but of the whole long eventful life, seemed over. +All things seemed behind him. The passion, the pride, the courage, the +manhood--all things that had made Ninian Bruce what Ninian Bruce had +been--where were they? + +Only wisdom, only a tender knowledge, seemed to remain. + +The clank of steel upon stone roused him, the clank of Roshan's spurs +upon the rocks; and Father Ninian turned to see him, a yard or two on +the path below, outlined clearly against the distant view of Eshwara, +against the world in which Ninian Bruce had lived and loved--the Ninian +Bruce whom he had left behind. + +Behind! + +No! It was Ninian Bruce and none other who was on his feet in a second, +a flush on his face--the face that was like the nether mill-stone in +its stern passion, and pride, and power. For, in a second, the old +man's soul was back in a world where a dead woman belonging to him lay +waiting for revenge. His hand was on his hidden rapier, as he flung his +first word of defiance at the man who had killed her. + +"Murderer!" + +"Your pupil at that, even!" gasped Roshan, "you began it!--your pupil +whom you taught--curse you--" + +The words failed him--he paused inarticulate--but the keen eyes and +ears opposite him took in his meaning with the swift comprehension +which had been Pidar Narayan's always. A sort of contemptuous pity +fought with the passion of Ninian Bruce's face. + +"My pupil, certainly," he assented. "Have you come to ask me for a +final lesson?" + +Roshan glared at him. "You understand--you always did--that is the +worst. Yes! I have come"--here he laughed wildly--"for what you taught +me--fair play and no favour--and I mean to have it." In his fierce +excitement he pressed closer, flourishing his rapier. + +"Pardon me," came a cold, courteous voice; "I did not teach you that +method of assassination, surely? I thought you desired fair play. If +so, you might allow me to meet you on equal terms." + +Roshan drew back with a flush from the figure which had stood its +ground, which looked at him with bitter disdain. He scarcely seemed to +recognize it. No wonder! For this was Ninian Bruce himself. Ninian +Bruce as he might have spoken to an over-hasty antagonist in the days +when he was the most reckless swordsman in Rome, when the world held +him body and soul. + +The years, his very priesthood, had slipped from him. + +"I beg your pardon, sir!" muttered Roshan, standing aside. There was a +savage satisfaction in his heart. This man was not old, the odds were +equal; there was enough fire and passion here to please any opponent. + +So, after a pause to lay aside the pyx--it found a strange +resting-place on the blunt summit of that upright black stone--a slim, +still elegant figure, divested of its priestly robings, took its stand, +its back to the hills, its face to the world. + +Still upright, still active, with its black _soutane_ caught up and +tucked into the sash to give free play to its limbs. + +"Now, sir," came the courteous voice, "I am ready." + +Something in the proud grace of bearing, the reckless contempt, made +Roshan follow suit. + +"The sun will be in your eyes," he said, "let us fight lengthwise to +the ridge." + +"We _will_--by and by!" came that icy voice, as the speaker, without +moving, stood on guard. "We can omit the salute. If you are ready, I +am." + +For an instant Roshan hesitated, realizing what the life that he meant +to take had been, what the man himself whom he meant to kill had been +and was. The man whose figure stood out like a black shadow against the +distant blue of the hills; and as he realized the fine fibre of his +enemy, a sense of powerlessness to touch, to harm him, kept Roshan +motionless. + +"Shall I count five, and give you a start?" The question came with a +shrug of the shoulders. + +The taunt told. Roshan pulled himself together, and stood on guard +also. But the sense of powerlessness was intolerable; he lowered his +rapier for a word more--a word to raise his own self-esteem. + +"I warn you," he said haughtily, "that the sun is in your eyes. That I +have learnt more than you ever taught me--that _this_ is to the death." + +"It could scarcely be anything else, could it?" came the instant reply, +in a voice that vibrated harshly, like a harpstring struck to its +fullest, "with a dead woman between us! Engage, you devil, or I will +kill you as you stand!" + +Roshan gave a short, sharp cry, like a wild beast. The next instant the +curious hiss of two meeting blades sliding along each other was the +only sound. It is a strange sound, which, to the listeners, the +onlookers, seems to say "hush" to the whole world. + +"_Hush_--hush--_sh_--_sh_." + +Then, short and sharp as that cry of Roshan's, came another sound; the +beaten, baffled clash when steel meets steel instead of flesh. + +Roshan, with an inward curse, gripped his rapier closer. He had almost +been disarmed,--disarmed in that first encounter. Strange that he +should have forgotten his foe,--forgotten the deadly insistence of the +master's blade, slack as a snake in curves, firm as a vice in grip. +Then that almost invisible turn of the wrist which had so nearly done +for him. He had forgotten--these, in years of meaner adversaries. He +remembered them now, and would not forget again. And he had such +things; ay! and more, in reserve for himself. + +So had his master; in reserve for both of them, if needful. And the +knowledge that it _would_ be needful came to Ninian Bruce at the first +touch of his adversary's sword; for there was that in it which told the +old hand that the young one was a master's also. + +"My pupil has improved," he said quietly, as, abandoning the attack, he +parried Roshan's furious onslaught with scarcely a motion of the hand, +held level to his heart. + +That he could do. But the other must surely come in the end, since he +was old, and Roshan young. If in the end, therefore, why not now? The +sooner the better. + +A minute after the sun was no longer in Pidar Narayan's eyes. As he had +said, they were fighting lengthwise to the ridge; and he drew back, +choosing his ground, until under his feet he felt the dead marigolds, +the withered basil leaves that lay about the upright stone,--that +strange pedestal on which the star-shaped pyx stood as on an altar, +glittering in the sun-rays. + +He seemed to see it, to feel it, standing there between the world below +and those faint, far peaks. And the eyes which had seen so much felt +they need see no more. + +"_Sta' alerta, Signor!_" he cried jibingly, flinging himself savagely +forward. "And may the Lord have mercy on your soul," he added in a +lower tone; as, in an attack which held in it all the wildness, the +fire, the passion of his youth, he drove Roshan back a step,--one step +down the faint slope on which he had counted. + +A fierce lunge or two, a swift parry, and then,--then an inch beyond +safety--given purposely--yielded room for the _riposte_ he sought from +that other rapier. + +It came with a quick cry of triumph, as Roshan felt that thin, cold +steel slide silently on through a dull, faint resistance. A cry that +ended in a gasp, as the hand which held the rapier dropped for a +second, then flung itself upwards. + +For Pidar Narayan had given the _reprise_; and '_L'Addio del Marito_' +had done its work. + +So, for an instant--held upright by the lingering force of the old +man's hand--the two stood within a sword's length, their faces glaring +at each other,--stern, implacable, the one in death, the other still in +life. + +Then the strength, the life, ebbed; the balance between it and death +wavered, and Ninian Bruce, overborne by his enemy's dead weight, sank +to his knee, then backwards. + +But his hand still gripped the rapier. So Roshan Khan's body, as it +fell forward, slithered down the sharp blade, sending a little jet of +crimson blood backwards, till it stopped with a dull thud upon the +hilt. + +So he lay, face downwards, beside the old man, whose face looked +skyward; whose head rested among the withered marigolds and the sweet, +dead leaves of the basil, which generations and generations of pilgrims +had offered to an unknown wisdom on their way to the "Cradle of the +Gods." + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + THE TRUTH + + +"And to look at it now," came the Commissioner's rich, round brogue, +"you would think butter wouldn't melt in its mouth!" + +He waved the cigar he was smoking towards Eshwara. It looked sleepier, +more sun-saturate than ever, as it lay reflected in the still lagoon +between it and the tent in which he was sitting; a double-poled, +Commissioner's tent, which two days before had swooped down like an +avenging angel with broad white wings to take possession of the just +and the unjust in the name of Victoria _Kaiser-i-Hind_. + +It was pitched on the site of the Viceroy's camp, for the convenience +of being close to the gaol where the late disturbers of the public +peace had taken up their residence. In fact, the mast from which the +royal standard had floated, still reared itself, bare, undraped, from +its roundel of roses. But the flowers were withered, dead. Even the +palms, their work of welcome over, were wilting fast; but they still +gave a doubtful shade to some groups of manacled men, who, guarded by +yellow-legged constables, were placidly awaiting the Commissioner's +leisure and pleasure; both being, at the time, occupied with lunch and +Dr. Dillon. So, the wide white wings of the tent being set open and +supported with bamboos to let in the breeze, the representative +of law and order could be seen--his feet on the table among his law +books--drinking an iced whiskey-and-soda. + +Dr. Dillon--he looked careworn chiefly because in his care for others +he had, as yet, been able to take no rest--nodded. + +"Yes; and it doesn't, as a rule. A more peaceable spot never was. You +can't account for these sudden idiotic outbreaks. One reason is as good +as another. And so old Mother Campbell, with her assertion that it all +came because Miss Shepherd would talk about Jean Ziska's drum--" + +The Commissioner smiled. "Yes, the good lady has an endless circle of +unfounded beliefs, all dependent on each other for support. It's the +most comfortable way of getting through life. An' miracles are like +drams--ye can't stop them, once you begin. Besides, on me soul, it was +queer--even Carlyon said--" + +"And if it _were_ true," interrupted the doctor, "we shouldn't be any +'forrader'! We shouldn't understand. And that's our position now. You +can't, in fact. It's better you shouldn't; in India, at any rate. Just +accept them, ignore them, smash them, hush them up"--here his face +clouded--"and in this case there is a good deal that had better be kept +dark--you'll do your best, I hope?" + +The keen whimsical face hardened. "I shall follow the usual official +routine, sir," he said cynically; "for, look you, there never was a row +like this in India but there is something in it about a woman, which +we've got to hush up. An' that's God's truth. Yes, we pay a heavy +toll--" He broke off, took up a pen as if to write, threw it down +impatiently, and stared out into the hot, yellow sunshine. + +Dr. Dillon sat twiddling his mushroom hat round and round in his +nervous fingers, and staring out into it also. A sense of being face to +face with an unpleasant truth was on them both. Suddenly he laughed +harshly. + +"We ought to have got accustomed to the fact by this time, anyhow," he +said, "for it began early enough in the history of man. Well, I'm off; +you won't want me, will you, this afternoon, now those men have turned +Queen's evidence?" + +"Don't think so. Let's see." The Commissioner drew a list towards him, +and ran his eye over it. "I've condemned three warders and seven +prisoners to death for poor Dering's murder; so I daresay penal +servitude will see through the rest. Then there's _jogi_ Gorakh-nath +and his _gosain_. They ought to be hung, but we haven't caught them, +and we never shall; the wild ass that snuffeth up the east wind isn't +in it with a Hindoo ascetic in eluding captors! So the lot out there +are really small fry; for the other ringleaders are either dead or +departed--even that amphibious brute, Gu-gu." + +Dr. Dillon looked up cheerfully. "By George! I'd have given something +to see that water-fight between him and Am-ma! By the way, what are you +going to do for that queer fish? But for him, we would never have seen +Lance Carlyon's face again." + +The Commissioner's expression was curious. "It's a bit hard to do +anything for a man who wants nothing but earth, air, and water, and has +got all three; besides--" he drew a paper out of a file, looked at it, +then looked at the doctor--"besides it wasn't altogether Am-ma!" He +paused, smiled an infinitely kind smile, then went on: "I was a brute, +entirely, to talk about a heavy toll just now. We get its worth back, +me dear fellow, over and over again. See! here is Am-ma's _affidavit_. +I took it this morning, and upon me soul, Dillon, I should be obliged +if you would tell me whether to hush it up, or inform the party +concerned." So saying, his brogue took possession of the sun-bright, +sun-dry air-- + +"I, Am-ma, of the river folk, solemnly affirm that, knowing the +_Dee-puk-rag_ to be in the power of the _Huzoors_, I several times +warned Gu-gu not to follow other masters. But he had learned books, and +become ignorant. He could not even feel when a current changed its +course; and then he thought he must die, because of the ghost, and that +made him wild. So when I refused, and set off, as ordained, for the +raft, he took the Brahmin's money and stopped the miracle. Of a surety, +the Awarder of Justice is right. This slave knew what was to come. He +did not tell of it because, where the _Dee-puk-rag_ is, there is +victory; so there was no fear. Yet when the Miss-_sahiba_ bade me help +her, I obeyed, because she has power over devils, and my son, _Huzoor_, +is still in the first week of life. Therefore, for that reason, I +guided the raft. But when I saw that the Light-bringers had smitten the +darkness of evil-doers, and that the raft would be needed no more, I +went on with it to the place appointed by the Wood-_wallah-sahib_ +whence it could float of itself. + +"So I returned to my home and ate my bread. And the day was quiet, as +the _Huzoor_ knows; only the folk reviled, because I had no fish to +sell. + +"But, at night, at the waning of the sunset stars, about the third +jackal cry, came the Miss-_sahiba_ to my hut." + +Dr. Dillon ceased twiddling his hat, and looked up in sudden interest. + +"To my hut," reiterated the reading voice. "I deemed it because of +devils first; but it was not. It was because of Carlone-_sahib_ who +could not be found,--only his clothes and pistol on my craft, stranded +on a sand-bank by the mid-channel. + +"'He has not been killed,' said the Miss-_sahiba_ 'He would not have +fought with his clothes off. Nor did he go to fight. He would not have +left the pistol if he had. He has gone swimming, to get quicker and +find help. So he is drowned. He is in the river still, and I cannot +think of it. Am-ma! you know every inch of the river. Find him! Find +him!' + +"Then I said: 'Yea, Miss-_sahiba_ I will find him when his body rises. +No man can find a dead one in the river till then.' But, as I spoke, +the son at his mother's breast left sucking, and cried aloud. The +Miss-_sahiba_ said it was but the gripes, but we--my house and I--knew +more than that. We knew it was the devils, winning a way because the +Miss was not content. So I said: 'I will find him while his beauty is +still on him, for you to see again,'--since that is in the heart of all +women, O Awarder of Justice. Thus at the dawn--the dawn after the dawn +of darkness--I, Am-ma, set out with my nets, seeing that fish, anyhow, +could be found, and the market would be dear, because none had come to +the bazaar during the commotion. So, remembering where my craft had +stranded, I went first to mid-channel; thus, working up, came to where +it had stranded once before. Then, seeing footmarks, I followed them, +till in an island, eating his bread, I found the evil-begotten Gu-gu. + +"He had a knife in his bead belt, at the sight whereof I gave glory +to gods and devils alike, for I knew the handle of it. It was +Carlone-_sahib's shikar_ knife, and I had been his _shikari_ many a +time. + +"So I said, 'Where gottest thou Carlone-_sahib's_ knife, Gu-gu?' +thinking to startle him. And it did. He said no word, but came at me +with it. + +"So we fought. His right hand and mine on the knife, and our left arms +round each other's throat, choking us; and our legs wrestling. Till the +water grew too deep. Then we swam with them. But he said nothing, nor +did I. There was no need. We understood, as dogs do, that it was foe +and foe. So it came to the deep stream; his right hand and mine, +with the knife between them, and our teeth fixed in each other's +shoulders,--till I bethought me of his ear. + +"Then he yelled, and let go; but I was after him as he dived. It was a +long race. Wherefore not? since we are the best swimmers in the river. +But I felt the cleave of the water from his foot at last, and spent +myself in one stroke. So I laid hold of his leg and ran my hand up till +I found his back. Then I used Carlone-_sahib's_ knife on him, and he +sank; and I sank too, with the blow. + +"And when I came up, leaving him there, I found how long the race had +been, for my right hand struck the city wall. Then it came to me what +the Miss-_sahiba_ had said, of Carlone-_sahib_ wishing to go quick; and +I bethought me of the secret passages, and the knife, and Gu-gu's fear. +And I said to myself someone must have restored the miracle. Not Gu-gu; +else why was he hiding? What if it be Carlone-_sahib?_ But most of all +I thought of my little son, and the devils longing for him, and for a +woman longing for the sight of a man's beauty, and I knew I must go and +see if it lay there. So I dived, and found him, as the Awarder of +Justice knows, sitting high up, with the water about his feet, waiting +for death, and brought him back as I promised. And Gu-gu is dead, for +his body was drifting by the tunnel with Carlone-_sahib's_ knife in the +back as we came out. So the Miss is pleased, and the devils do not come +near my son." + +The brogue ceased, and there was a pause. "Well! what do ye say, +Dillon?" asked the Commissioner, fretfully. + +George Dillon rose and put on his hat deliberately. "Nothing. Except +that I must really be off. I've to see Smith first, and Carlyon--that +sprained ankle of his, which he got trying to climb up beyond the rise +of the water, will be the deuce and all if he uses it too soon. And +then, if I can, I want to get round and say good-by to--to the +Miss-_sahiba_. She's off to Herrnhut again this evening. In fact, +Campbell didn't half like her waiting for the funeral, he is in such a +blessed hurry to get to his new field, as he calls it; thinks of +nothing else. They are to be married on Monday, I believe." + +The Commissioner laid aside Am-ma's _affidavit_ with a soft "damn," and +Dr. Dillon paused on his way out at the sound. + +"Quite so,--I entirely agree with you," he said sympathetically; "but, +unfortunately, there is only one person who has a right to tell that +story, sir--and she won't!" + +"Why not?" interrupted the Commissioner, militantly--"why the blazes +shouldn't a woman tell the truth?" + +"Because women don't know it," broke in the doctor, "or men either, for +that matter. Because we men and women have got ourselves on such false +lines, into such an absolutely false position towards each other, that +the only course consistent with propriety and _les convenances_ is +to--to hush the thing up! So hush-a-bye baby, sir, to your heart's +content. So long as the mother can tell her blessed infant that she is +a lady, what does the real fact matter?" + +He spoke with a concentrated bitterness, an almost fierce resentment, +and the Commissioner nodded, finished his whiskey-and-soda at a gulp, +and returned to work, tossing his papers about recklessly. + +"It's a quare world, certainly," he murmured, with a lack of +originality which sat ill on him. Then, catching sight of something in +a file, his humorous, kindly self returned. "Listen to this now, for +quareness," he laughed, beginning to read:-- + +"'The petition of Mussumat Mumtaza Mahal'--that's Roshan Khan's +grandmother, you know--'sister,' etc., etc., 'humbly sheweth that she +has endured grievous wrong and hurt, by loss of her grandson in the +late deplorable mutiny (of which she was utterly incognizant, being +helpless, veiled, old woman perpetually confined in house). Therefore +prayeth that whereas one Mussumat Ashraf-un-nissa, her neighbour, is in +receipt of pension rupees twenty-five _per mensem_ for similar +bereavement of male protector and head of family lost in '57 mutiny, +therefore her pension of rupees twenty _per mensem_, only, for exile of +husband to Calcutta, be commuted to similar sum of twenty-five, seeing +that your poor petitioner is in floods of tears and wholly heartbroken +through this most nonregulation, premature death of promising young +scion of her noble house, on whom, as on blessed Victoria, Queen, her +hopes were fixed. Said petitioner being able to prove _alibi_, absolute +incomplicity, and continuous remaining at home during late devilish +disturbances.'" + +"Poor old soul!" laughed the doctor, "give it to her if you can, sir. +And as for remaining at home, everybody except the actual conspirators +did that. Even Dya-Ram, the disaffected--though he has preached armed +resistance to tyranny in his paper for years. He barricaded himself in +with his printing-press. Fact; jammed his fingers in so doing, and came +to me in a blind funk for a professional certificate that the wound +could not have been caused by any lethal weapon. As if anyone could +ever have suspected him of taking part in raising a row, or even in +settling one! His sort are simply negligible quantities." + +"But Ramanund seems to have attempted a lead," put in the Commissioner, +judicially. + +"Exactly. Attempted, and failed. His sort are negligible quantities +also, sir, I'm sorry to say, and will remain so until they learn, +amongst other knowledge, to believe in something besides +themselves--" here the hard eyes softened, the hard voice paused. "That +is another thing I should like to have seen--dear old Pidar Narayan--" + +The hard voice found even softness too loud; and in the silence which +fell between the two men, only the Commissioner's pen could be heard. + +"You'll look in at the palace, perhaps, and see all is right," came the +brogue, after a bit, "and give my love to old Smith. I'm not sure but +that I'd rather have seen him behind the door than anything else, for +it must have been the hardest job--" + +"Considering the circumstances, yes!" put in the doctor; so, with the +pith hat turning him into an animated mushroom, he passed out into the +blaze of dry yellow sunshine, on that dry yellow sand. + +The sky above was molten with light and heat, the gaol positively +shimmered in the glare. Not a sound, not a sight, told of that +midsummer night's dream of wild, useless revolt, save when one of the +shackled prisoners awaiting trial sought a better bit of shade under +the wilted palms, which, not a week before, had welcomed the Hosts of +the Lord-_sahib_ on their way to the hills. + +The whole thing seemed incredible; yet, as he crossed the road to enter +the Smiths' compound, the footsteps of those other Hosts who had passed +on to the hills also remained to dimple the dry yellow sand. + +The Smiths' bungalow lay calm, peaceful; the drawing-room, as he +entered it, struck him with the old, familiar sense of refinement, +indexing the refinement of its mistress. Only one change caught his +observant eyes. Vincent Dering's photograph was no longer on the +mantle-piece, whence it had always looked out with a certain challenge +in its very prominence. Where had it gone? What matter? There was no +need for such defiance now, thought George Dillon, with that curious +half-cynical, half-resentful smile he kept for one subject only. She +might keep the photograph where she chose, now, and none would blame +her. + +So thinking, he set aside the curtain which hung at his patient's door, +and as he did so, resentment, cynicism, vanished in quick sympathy. + +"Ah! fever again, I see,--that's a bore," he said, going over swiftly +to the bed where Eugene Smith's long length lay visibly shivering; for +something,--the exposure, the excitement, the strain, perhaps, of that +awful inaction behind the door against which Vincent Dering was making +that heroic stand,--had knocked the big man over, a prey to an old +enemy--malarial fever. "When did it come on?" + +Muriel Smith, who sat on the bed, her hand in one of her husband's +shaking, trembling ones, looked up. She was very pale, but very calm. + +"Half an hour ago. It is a pity. We hoped it was broken, didn't we? But +he will fret himself so, Doctor--" Her eyes, on Dr. Dillon's, were +telling their tale, so that it scarcely needed the rambling, quivering +voice to show that the fresh onset of fever had once more clouded the +sick man's brain. + +"How can a fellow help fretting," murmured Eugene, his teeth +chattering, "when he waits like a coward behind a door, where his best +friend--" + +The woman beside him winced, but interrupted him bravely. "But I tell +him, Doctor--and it's true, isn't it?--that it was hardest for +_him_--and that--that Vincent would rather have had it so--because he +had to leave no one, and Eugene had Gladys--and me." + +Her voice seemed to bring comfort, and the glistening, feverish eyes +closed. + +"Go on with the mixture," said the doctor, vexedly conscious of a lump +in his throat. "This will wear itself out in a day or two; and--you +can't do more than you're doing." + +"I suppose not," she replied listlessly. + +But the tragedy of her face remained in his memory as he drove over the +creaking, groaning bridge to Eshwara. The bazaar was full as ever with +drifting humanity, busy in the details of every-day life. There was no +hint anywhere of the past storm; not even in the palace. It lay, as +ever, silent; its blank walls seeming to hold the sunlight back from +some secret within,--from some veiled, hidden beauty. The door was +closed, but old Akbar Khan came capering at his call, his back roached, +in bowing, like a caterpillar's. + +"The tomb is finished, _Ge-reeb-pun-waz_," he mumbled, in blubbering +importance. "_Ala!_ the sad day! But this slave, knowing all customary +things, hath remained insistent on the workmen; therefore all is +befitting the noble people, as the _Huzoor_ will see." + +So, down the shadowy passage he led the way, crablike, to the chapel; +for hither, long years before, Father Ninian had brought the body of +Pietro Bonaventura, and here, just in front of the Altar steps, he and +Pietro's granddaughter--the last of the old priest's charges,--had been +buried the day before. The masons had been busy, building up the vault +again; but, as Akbar Khan had said, the work was finished, the chapel +restored to its original state, swept, and garnished. Even the candles +were lit on the Altar, and four of the tallest tapers had been placed, +one at each corner of the stone slab on which two more names would have +to be cut; while from these tapers long strings of jasmine flowers, +such as native women wear, had been hung in drooping chains to form an +enclosure. On the slab itself great bossed yellow marigolds were laid +to simulate a cross. + +Dr. Dillon turned to the cringing figure beside him sharply; but there +was something almost pathetic in its simper of conscious merit, its +certainty of satisfaction. + +"Did you do that?" he asked. + +"_Ge-reeb-pun-waz!_" + +There was a world of pride and of servitude in the voice, and in the +folded, prayerful hands which shot out under the bowings. + +"This slave made it! The _Huzoor_ will notice it is, fitting. Even the +'_crass_'--" he pointed his prayerful hands to the marigolds--"is not +forgotten. Has not this dust-like one spent his life in preparing +amusements and spectacles for the noble people? He knows that tombs +require flowers, as women do." + +Through the arches behind the old pantaloon Dr. Dillon could catch a +glimpse of the garden, ablaze with colour, could smell the perfume of +the now fading orange-blossoms, could see the water-maze, with its +marble ledges, among the lotus, just wide enough for the flying feet of +a laughing girl. + +The words, the contrast, held him, as the old man went on with an +orthodox whine of petition in his voice:-- + +"So, since the _Sirkar_ will doubtless appoint a guardian of tombs, +seeing there is none to inherit the palace, if the Protector of the +Poor would intercede for this slave with the Commissioner?--if the +_Huzoor_ would say that the dust-like one has provided the pleasures of +palaces all his life long for the noble people; yea! from the cradle to +the grave. If he will say that--" he flourished his hands towards the +slab--"both in the making of garlands and the making of '_crasses_,' +there is none equal--" + +"_For tombs require flowers, as women do!_" The phrase asserted itself +again, and Dr. Dillon looked at the wicked old face, so comic, so +pathetic, with the hopeless recognition of the humour of tragedy which +comes to all save the invincibly dull. + +"You would do as well as anyone," he said gravely. "I'll mention your +name." + +"_Ge--reeb-pun--waz!_" The title prolonged itself abnormally, and Akbar +Khan, a mask of toothless smiles, darted, in instant assumption of his +anticipated office, to remove a fallen jasmine flower from Dr. Dillon's +path as if it had been a deadly reptile. Indeed, he paused in the midst +of his parting _salaams_ to ask if it was in order that the populace be +admitted to the sanctuary, since the _missen-miss_ (his accent of +disdain, tempered by reverence, was delicious) had announced her desire +to enter it that afternoon for farewell; had, indeed, asked him to be +there at four to open the door. + +Dr. Dillon turned so sharply that the old courtier began instantly on +asseverations that, without orders-- + +"Have everything ready, of course," interrupted the doctor, +impatiently; so strode off across the courtyard, his head down, his +hands in his pockets, with a jerk, as of irritation, in his walk. + +He found Lance Carlyon in the balcony over the river, very apologetic +at being caught there against orders. But it was so dreary keeping to +one's room, he said; especially when there were a lot of dismal things +to think about; and he really had been most careful--had made two of +his pioneers almost carry him. + +"Doesn't seem to have done much harm!" admitted the doctor, gruffly, as +he sat feeling the ankle and looking at Lance with the oddest air of +impatience, irritation, and kindliness. Yet there was nothing strange +in Lance's wholesome young face, save that it showed a little older, a +little graver. + +"It _must_ be beastly dull, too," went on the doctor, loudly, suddenly. +"You--you might get them to help you over to the palace garden this +afternoon; about four, you know, when it gets cool. That would be a +change." + +Lance positively gasped. "Rath-er! Why! you told me yesterday I wasn't +to move a muscle for ten days!" Dr. Dillon positively blushed, under +the brown. He got up vexedly, walked to the parapet, looked down the +river towards the mission house, and came back again. + +"No more you are!" he said fiercely. "Not what _you_ call moving. But +gentle exercise and--and congenial society--and all that! You know the +treatment! Besides the Hutton-Wharton-Hood school don't believe in +rest. And--and--look here!--I'll put you on the stiffest starch bandage +ever made--and--Oh! confound it, man, one must risk something +sometimes, you know! Here, orderly; go over to the _sahib's_ washerman +and tell him to make me double-extra-white-shirt-front-starch, and if +that doesn't counteract the--the indiscretion--why--why--I wash my +hands of the whole business!" + +He was at work undoing the bandages already, and the last part of his +remarks came, argumentatively, to himself. + +"If you really think it might injure me permanently," began Lance, +soberly, in some surprise. + +Dr. Dillon paused, and looked up with a vast resentment. "If you mean +your foot, I don't think it will, and that's all I'm responsible +for--thank God!" + +But as, half an hour after this, he came out from saying good-by to +Erda Shepherd, he paused as he passed the Pool of Immortality, and +looked down into it as if he felt some need of salvation. + +"'_If I be not damned for this!_'" he quoted softly, shook his head, +and went back to his prisoners. + +So it came to pass that when Erda Shepherd--after laying the wreath she +had brought as a sort of crown to Akbar Khan's '_crass_'--went into the +garden for a last look at the familiar places, she found Lance Carlyon +comfortably settled in one of the balconies overhanging the river. + +"This is luck!" he cried, forgetting the starched bandage until +reminded of it by a sudden twinge of pain. "I thought I was never to +see you again, and it seemed a bit rough--on--on us both; considering +what a lot we did together, you know. I've been writing you a letter, +to say how disappointed I was at not being able to get over and see you +all this morning." + +"That was very kind of you," she said feebly, conscious that the +surprise had made her feel a little limp. Though, of course, she +regretted nothing; nothing at all! + +"I've been wanting to know such a lot," he went on. "Of course I heard +about the others, but not about you--you needn't go away immediately, +need you?" he asked, as he watched her face,--"if--if you could stop a +bit, it would be so jolly." + +The frank wistfulness of his tone was too much for her. "Yes! I can +stop," she said quietly; "what is it you want to know?" + +"Lots of things; but about yourself first of all!" + +Herself! That would be the hardest task, she felt; and the memory of +that senseless flight from her own reflection in the mirror came back +to bring a quick flush to her cheek. + +"Of course, if you'd rather not--" began observant Lance. + +"I was only thinking there was very little to tell," she put in +quickly. She was not even going to allow that, in keeping this incident +to herself, she was giving it any importance. She had told herself +during the last few days that it had been unfortunate, that was all. +Otherwise it was trivial; since it did not, could not, alter her +decision. On the contrary, it strengthened it; just as a temptation +resisted always strengthened that resistance. + +So, in the balcony where lovers had sat and talked of love, those two +sat talking of that midsummer night's dream, of everything but love. Of +Vincent Dering's song, of the raft, of Lance's experience as he clung +to the highest crevice, and felt the water stop steady between his knee +and his ankle. Of his incredulity when Am-ma appeared, and his +immediate lapse into unconsciousness; chiefly, he supposed, because +there was no need for further endurance. Of how he had no notion of +anything till he found himself lying on a string bed in the sun, right +away on the other side of the town, whither Am-ma had brought him, by +Heaven knows what secret passage. + +So, as the shadows grew long, they seemed to invade Lance's face, and +bring a doubt to it. + +"I haven't seen Am-ma since," he said, "so I haven't found out yet why +on earth he came to look for me?" + +Erda rose and held out her hand. "We were all looking for you, Mr. +Carlyon," she said quietly, "and we were all very glad to find you. +And--and I am very sorry to--to lose you." + +He rose too, stiffly, and, taking her hand, held it while he looked +into her face steadily. + +"Good-by, Miss Shepherd--I'm--I'm sorry it has to be that--but you know +best. And thank you for telling me--so much." He paused, and his hand +tightened on hers a little. "Thanks all round, for _that!_ It has been +the truth between us, hasn't it, always? And so--though it has been a +bit rough--Good-by!" + +There was a pause, a curious pause. + +"Good-by," she echoed dully, her face grown very pale. His hand left +hers gently. She turned and faced the garden, where the shadows were +invading the blaze of colour, and the coming cool was sending the scent +of the orange-blossoms into the air. The water-maze, with its marble +ledges, where there was but room for the feet of a laughing girl, lay +still and glistening before her. The palace, with its fanciful nooks, +its illogical recesses, its suggestion of elusive pleasures beyond the +pale of solid reality, rose up into the sky. + +And something in the scene came home to her with the sense that all +this, in its way, was real also. That this was part of the truth. The +truth which she had not told. + +"_It has been the truth between us, hasn't it, always?_" + +She turned suddenly to where Lance stood; turned to find him leaning +over the balcony, looking down into the water with a listlessness he +had held in check till then; and a great wave of remorse swept through +her. + +"It has not been the truth between us!" she cried impulsively, +recklessly--"not quite--but, I will tell it now--if you like." + +He looked up, startled. "If you think I--I ought to know." + +She gave a queer, half-impatient laugh. "Ought! How do I know? Yes! I +suppose so--as it's true--absolutely true. I can't help that, can I?" + +There was a forlornness in the confession; almost a despair. + +"Then tell me, please," said Lance, deliberately making room for her to +lean over the balustrade beside him. His heart was beating fast at +something in her face, and yet his uppermost thought was for her; for +that forlornness, that despair. "I can forget it afterwards--if you +want me to," he added consolingly. + +She came to the place beside him, and looked down, hiding her face from +all but the sliding river; and he, seeing her desire, looked into it +also. + +"It was about my starting on the raft," she began with a little sob. "I +didn't tell you the truth about that. I--I didn't come to give the +warning at first--I--I was coming to you." + +"Yes!" he said quietly; but his hand found hers and held it. "You were +coming to me, dear,--why?" + +That touch seemed at once to help her, and to make her desperate. + +"Because--oh, Lance! it was so foolish! I saw myself in the glass--all +in white with the orange in my hand--and I thought of you--of what you +said--of--of the World's Desire, and--and I felt I couldn't--so--so I +was coming to you--first--when Am-ma--don't you see--" + +There was a long pause. His hand, firm, strong, did not tighten, it +simply held hers as they both looked down on the sliding river. + +"Thanks!" he said after a time; and then there was another pause until +he added, "It will be a bit rough, I'm afraid, on the Reverend David, +but I don't see how we can help that--do you?" + +And this time his clasp tightened. Erda said nothing; she felt there +was nothing more to say, now that the truth had been told between them. +So while the sinking sun flared red on the "Cradle of the Gods" another +man and woman consoled themselves for the lost Paradise. + + + + FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: Bonaventura.] + +[Footnote 2: Pension.] + +[Footnote 3: Night, or darkness.] + +[Footnote 4: Light, or day.] + +[Footnote 5: Narayan, in the Hindoo mythology, is the creative spirit +brooding on the waters.] + +[Footnote 6: Another kind of religious mendicant.] + +[Footnote 7: The ceremonial hospitality offered at levees.] + +[Footnote 8: Big lady.] + +[Footnote 9: Abuse it.] + +[Footnote 10: Lit.: outcasts, used as a term of abuse for Europeans.] + +[Footnote 11: Certain.] + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Hosts of the Lord, by Flora Annie Steel + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HOSTS OF THE LORD *** + +***** This file should be named 39991.txt or 39991.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/9/9/39991/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (the University of California) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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