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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/4461-0.txt b/4461-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e82646a --- /dev/null +++ b/4461-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2160 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 4461 *** + +THE TRAGIC COMEDIANS + +A STUDY IN A WELL-KNOWN STORY + +By George Meredith + +1892 + + + +BOOK 1. + + +The word 'fantastical' is accentuated in our tongue to so scornful an +utterance that the constant good service it does would make it seem an +appointed instrument for reviewers of books of imaginative matter +distasteful to those expository pens. Upon examination, claimants to the +epithet will be found outside of books and of poets, in many quarters, +Nature being one of the prominent, if not the foremost. Wherever she can +get to drink her fill of sunlight she pushes forth fantastically. As for +that wandering ship of the drunken pilot, the mutinous crew and the angry +captain, called Human Nature, 'fantastical' fits it no less completely +than a continental baby's skull-cap the stormy infant. + +Our sympathies, one may fancy, will be broader, our critical acumen +shrewder, if we at once accept the thing as a part of us and worthy of +study. + +The pair of tragic comedians of whom there will be question pass under +this word as under their banner and motto. Their acts are incredible: +they drank sunlight and drove their bark in a manner to eclipse +historical couples upon our planet. Yet they do belong to history, +they breathed the stouter air than fiction's, the last chapter of them +is written in red blood, and the man pouring out that last chapter, was +of a mighty nature not unheroical, a man of the active grappling modern +brain which wrestles with facts, to keep the world alive, and can create +them, to set it spinning. + +A Faust-like legend might spring from him: he had a devil. He was the +leader of a host, the hope of a party, venerated by his followers, well +hated by his enemies, respected by the intellectual chiefs of his time, +in the pride of his manhood and his labours when he fell. And why this +man should have come to his end through love, and the woman who loved him +have laid her hand in the hand of the slayer, is the problem we have to +study, nothing inventing, in the spirit and flesh of both. To ask if it +was love is useless. Love may be celestial fire before it enters into +the systems of mortals. It will then take the character of its place of +abode, and we have to look not so much for the pure thing as for the +passion. Did it move them, hurry them, animating the giants and gnomes +of one, the elves and sprites of the other, and putting animal nature out +of its fashionable front rank? The bare railway-line of their story +tells of a passion honest enough to entitle it to be related. Nor is +there anything invented, because an addition of fictitious incidents +could never tell us how she came to do this, he to do that; or how the +comic in their natures led by interplay to the tragic issue. They are +real creatures, exquisitely fantastical, strangely exposed to the world +by a lurid catastrophe, who teach us, that fiction, if it can imagine +events and persons more agreeable to the taste it has educated, can read +us no such furrowing lesson in life. + + + + +THE TRAGIC COMEDIANS + +CHAPTER I + +An unresisted lady-killer is probably less aware that he roams the +pastures in pursuit of a coquette, than is the diligent Arachne that her +web is for the devouring lion. At an early age Clotilde von Rudiger was +dissatisfied with her conquests, though they were already numerous in her +seventeenth year, for she began precociously, having at her dawn a lively +fancy, a womanly person, and singular attractions of colour, eyes, and +style. She belonged by birth to the small aristocracy of her native +land. Nature had disposed her to coquettry, which is a pastime counting +among the arts of fence, and often innocent, often serviceable, though +sometimes dangerous, in the centres of polished barbarism known as +aristocratic societies, where nature is not absent, but on the contrary +very extravagant, tropical, by reason of her idle hours for the imbibing +of copious draughts of sunlight. The young lady of charming countenance +and sprightly manners is too much besought to choose for her choice to +be decided; the numbers beseeching prevent her from choosing instantly, +after the fashion of holiday schoolboys crowding a buffet of pastry. +These are not coquettish, they clutch what is handy: and little so is +the starved damsel of the sequestered village, whose one object of the +worldly picturesque is the passing curate; her heart is his for a nod. +But to be desired ardently of trooping hosts is an incentive to taste to +try for yourself. Men (the jury of householders empanelled to deliver +verdicts upon the ways of women) can almost understand that. And as it +happens, tasting before you have sounded the sense of your taste will +frequently mislead by a step or two difficult to retrieve: the young +coquette must then be cruel, as necessarily we kick the waters to escape +drowning: and she is not in all cases dealing with simple blocks or limp +festoons, she comes upon veteran tricksters that have a knowledge of her +sex, capable of outfencing her nascent individuality. The more +imagination she has, for a source of strength in the future days, the +more is she a prey to the enemy in her time of ignorance. + +Clotilde's younger maiden hours and their love episodes are wrapped in +the mists Diana considerately drops over her adventurous favourites. She +was not under a French mother's rigid supervision. In France the mother +resolves that her daughter shall be guarded from the risks of that +unequal rencounter between foolish innocence and the predatory. Vigilant +foresight is not so much practised where the world is less accurately +comprehended. Young people of Clotilde's upper world everywhere, and the +young women of it especially, are troubled by an idea drawn from what +they inhale and guess at in the spirituous life surrounding them, that +the servants of the devil are the valiant host, this world's elect, +getting and deserving to get the best it can give in return for a little +dashing audacity, a flavour of the Fronde in their conduct; they sin, but +they have the world; and then they repent perhaps, but they have had the +world. The world is the golden apple. Thirst for it is common during +youth: and one would think the French mother worthy of the crown of +wisdom if she were not so scrupulously provident in excluding love from +the calculations on behalf of her girl. + +Say (for Diana's mists are impenetrable and freeze curiosity) that +Clotilde was walking with Count Constantine, the brilliant Tartar trained +in Paris, when first she met Prince Marko Romaris, at the Hungarian Baths +on the borders of the Styrian highlands. The scene at all events is +pretty, and weaves a fable out of a variety of floating threads. A +stranger to the Baths, dressed in white and scarlet, sprang from his +carriage into a group of musical gypsies round an inn at the arch of the +chestnut avenue, after pulling up to listen to them for a while. The +music had seized him. He snatched bow and fiddle from one of the ring, +and with a few strokes kindled their faces. Then seating himself, on a +bench he laid the fiddle on his knee, and pinched the strings and flung +up his voice, not ceasing to roll out the spontaneous notes when Clotilde +and her cavalier, and other couples of the party, came nigh; for he was +on the tide of the song, warm in it, and loved it too well to suffer +intruders to break the flow, or to think of them. They were close by +when the last of it rattled (it was a popular song of a fiery tribe) to +its finish: He rose and saluted Clotilde, smiled and jumped back to his +carriage, sending a cry of adieu to the swarthy, lank-locked, leather- +hued circle, of which his dark oriental eyes and skin of burnished walnut +made him look an offshoot, but one of the celestial branch. + +He was in her father's reception-room when she reached home: he was +paying a visit of ceremony on behalf of his family to General von +Rudiger; which helped her to remember that he had been expected, and also +that his favourite colours were known to be white and scarlet. In those +very colours, strange to tell, Clotilde was dressed; Prince Marko had +recognized her by miraculous divination, he assured her he could have +staked his life on the guess as he bowed to her. Adieu to Count +Constantine. Fate had interposed the prince opportunely, we have to +suppose, for she received a strong impression of his coming straight from +her invisible guardian; and the stroke was consequently trenchant which +sent the conquering Tartar raving of her fickleness. She struck, like +fate, one blow. She discovered that the prince, in addition to his +beauty and sweet manners and gift of song, was good; she fell in love +with goodness, whereof Count Constantine was not an example: so she set +her face another way, soon discovering that there may be fragility in +goodness. And now first her imagination conceived the hero who was to +subdue her. Could Prince Marko be he, soft as he was, pliable, a docile +infant, burning to please her, enraptured in obeying?--the hero who would +wrestle with her, overcome and hold her bound? Siegfried could not be +dreamed in him, or a Siegfried's baby son-in-arms. She caught a glorious +image of the woman rejecting him and his rival, and it informed her that +she, dissatisfied with an Adonis, and more than a match for a famous +conqueror, was a woman of decisive and independent, perhaps unexampled, +force of character. Her idea of a spiritual superiority that could soar +over those two men, the bad and the good--the bad because of his +vileness, the good because of his frailness--whispered to her of +deserving, possibly of attracting, the best of men: the best, that is, in +the woman's view of us--the strongest, the great eagle of men, lord of +earth and air. + +One who will dominate me, she thought. + +Now when a young lady of lively intelligence and taking charm has brought +her mind to believe that she possesses force of character, she persuades +the rest of the world easily to agree with her, and so long as her +pretensions are not directly opposed to their habits of thought, her +parents will be the loudest in proclaiming it, fortifying so the maid's +presumption, which is ready to take root in any shadow of subserviency. +Her father was a gouty general of infantry in the diplomatic service, +disinclined to unnecessary disputes, out of consideration for his +vehement irritability when roused. Her mother had been one of the +beauties of her set, and was preserving an attenuated reign, through the +conversational arts, to save herself from fading into the wall. Her +brothers and sisters were not of an age to contest her lead. The temper +of the period was revolutionary in society by reflection of the state of +politics, and juniors were sturdy democrats, letting their elders know +that they had come to their inheritance, while the elders, confused by +the impudent topsy-turvy, put on the gaping mask (not unfamiliar to +history) of the disestablished conservative, whose astounded state +paralyzes his wrath. + +Clotilde maintained a decent measure in the liberty she claimed, and it +was exercised in wildness of dialogue rather than in capricious +behaviour. If her flowing tongue was imperfectly controlled, it was +because she discoursed by preference to men upon our various affairs and +tangles, and they encouraged her with the tickled wonder which bids the +bold advance yet farther into bogland. Becoming the renowned original of +her society, wherever it might be, in Germany, Italy, Southern France, +she grew chillily sensible of the solitude decreed for their heritage to +our loftiest souls. Her Indian Bacchus, as a learned professor supplied +Prince Marko's title for her, was a pet, not a companion. She to him was +what she sought for in another. As much as she pitied herself for not +lighting on the predestined man, she pitied him for having met the woman, +so that her tenderness for both inspired many signs of warm affection, +not very unlike the thing it moaned secretly the not being. For she +could not but distinguish a more poignant sorrow in the seeing of the +object we yearn to vainly than in vainly yearning to one unseen. +Dressed, to delight him, in Prince Marko's colours, the care she bestowed +on her dressing was for the one absent, the shrouded comer: so she +pleased the prince to be pleasing to her soul's lord, and this, owing to +an appearance of satisfactory deception that it bore, led to her thinking +guiltily. We may ask it: an eagle is expected, and how is he to declare +his eagleship save by breaking through our mean conventional systems, +tearing links asunder, taking his own in the teeth of vulgar ordinances? +Clotilde's imagination drew on her reading for the knots it tied and +untied, and its ideas of grandeur. Her reading was an interfusion of +philosophy skimmed, and realistic romances deep-sounded. She tried hard, +but could get no other terrible tangle for her hero's exhibition of +flaming azure divineness than the vile one of the wedded woman. Further +thinking of it, she revived and recovered; she despised the complication, +yet without perceiving how else he was to manifest himself legitimately +in a dull modern world. The rescuing her from death would be a poor +imitation of worn-out heroes. His publication of a trumpeting book fell +appallingly flat in her survey. Deeds of gallantry done as an officer in +war (defending his country too) distinguished the soldier, but failed to +add the eagle feather to the man. She had a mind of considerable soaring +scope, and eclectic: it analyzed a Napoleon, and declined the position of +his empress. The man must be a gentleman. Poets, princes, warriors, +potentates, marched before her speculative fancy unselected. + +So far, as far as she can be portrayed introductorily, she is not without +exemplars in the sex. Young women have been known to turn from us +altogether, never to turn back, so poor and shrunken, or so fleshly-bulgy +have we all appeared in the fairy jacket they wove for the right one of +us to wear becomingly. But the busy great world was round Clotilde while +she was malleable, though she might be losing her fresh ideas of the +hammer and the block, and that is a world of much solicitation to induce +a vivid girl to merge an ideal in a living image. Supposing, when she +has accomplished it, that men justify her choice, the living will retain +the colours of the ideal. We have it on record that he may seem an +eagle. + +'You talk curiously like Alvan, do you know,' a gentleman of her country +said to her as they were descending the rock of Capri, one day. He said +it musingly. + +He belonged to a circle beneath her own: the learned and artistic. She +had not heard of this Alvan, or had forgotten him; but professing +universal knowledge, especially of celebrities, besides having an envious +eye for that particular circle, which can pretend to be the choicest of +all, she was unwilling to betray her ignorance, and she dimpled her +cheek, as one who had often heard the thing said to her before. She +smiled musingly. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +'Who is the man they call Alvan?' She put the question at the first +opportunity to an aunt of hers. + +Up went five-fingered hands. This violent natural sign of horror was +comforting: she saw that he was a celebrity indeed. + +'Alvan! My dear Clotilde! What on earth can you want to know about a +creature who is the worst of demagogues, a disreputable person, and a +Jew!' + +Clotilde remarked that she had asked only who he was. 'Is he clever?' + +'He is one of the basest of those wretches who are for upsetting the +Throne and Society to gratify their own wicked passions: that is what he +is.' + +'But is he clever?' + +'Able as Satan himself, they say. He is a really dangerous, bad man. +You could not have been curious about a worse one.' + +'Politically, you mean.' + +'Of course I do.' + +The lady had not thought of any other kind of danger from a man of that +station. + +The likening of one to Satan does not always exclude meditation upon him. +Clotilde was anxious to learn in what way her talk resembled Alvan's. He +being that furious creature, she thought of herself at her wildest, which +was in her estimation her best; and consequently, she being by no means a +furious creature, though very original, she could not meditate on him +without softening the outlines given him by report; all because of the +likeness between them; and, therefore, as she had knowingly been taken +for furious by very foolish people, she settled it that Alvan was also a +victim of the prejudices he scorned. It had pleased her at times to +scorn our prejudices and feel the tremendous weight she brought on +herself by the indulgence. She drew on her recollections of the Satanic +in her bosom when so situated, and never having admired herself more +ardently than when wearing that aspect, she would have admired the man +who had won the frightful title in public, except for one thing--he was a +Jew. + +The Jew was to Clotilde as flesh of swine to the Jew. Her parents had +the same abhorrence of Jewry. One of the favourite similes of the family +for whatsoever grunted in grossness, wriggled with meanness, was Jew: and +it was noteworthy from the fact that a streak of the blood was in the +veins of the latest generation and might have been traced on the maternal +side. + +Now a meanness that clothes itself in the Satanic to terrify cowards is +the vilest form of impudence venturing at insolence; and an insolent +impudence with Jew features, the Jew nose and lips, is past endurance +repulsive. She dismissed her contemplation of Alvan. Luckily for the +gentleman who had compared her to the Jew politician, she did not meet +him again in Italy. + +She had meanwhile formed an idea of the Alvanesque in dialogue; she +summoned her forces to take aim at it, without becoming anything Jewish, +still remaining clean and Christian; and by her astonishing practice of +the art she could at any time blow up a company--scatter mature and +seasoned dames, as had they been balloons on a wind, ay, and give our +stout sex a shaking. + +Clotilde rejected another aspirant proposed by her parents, and falling +into disgrace at home, she went to live for some months with an ancient +lady who was her close relative residing in the capital city where the +brain of her race is located. There it occurred that a dashing officer +of social besides military rank, dancing with her at a ball, said, for a +comment on certain boldly independent remarks she had been making: 'I see +you know Alvan.' + +Alvan once more. + +'Indeed I do not,' she said, for she was addressing an officer high above +Alvan in social rank; and she shrugged, implying that she was almost past +contradiction of the charge. + +'Surely you must,' said he; 'where is the lady who could talk and think +as you do without knowing Alvan and sharing his views!' + +Clotilde was both startled and nettled. + +'But I do not know him at all; I have never met him, never seen him. +I am unlikely to meet the kind of person,' she protested; and she was +amazed yet secretly rejoiced on hearing him, a noble of her own circle, +and a dashing officer, rejoin: 'Come, come, let us be honest. That is +all very well for the little midges floating round us to say of Alvan, +but we two can clasp hands and avow proudly that we both know and love +the man.' + +'Were it true, I would own it at once, but I repeat, that he is a total +stranger to me,' she said, seeing the Jew under quite a different +illumination. + +'Actually?' + +'In honour.' + +'You have never met, never seen him, never read any of his writings?' + +'Never. I have heard his name, that is all.' + +'Then,' the officer's voice was earnest, 'I pity him, and you no less, +while you remain strangers, for you were made for one another. Those +ideas you have expressed, nay, the very words, are Alvan's: I have heard +him use them. He has just the same original views of society and history +as yours; they're identical; your features are not unlike . . . you talk +alike: I could fancy your voice the sister of his. You look incredulous? +You were speaking of Pompeius, and you said "Plutarch's Pompeius," and +more for it is almost incredible under the supposition that you do not +know and have never listened to Alvan--you said that Pompeius appeared to +have been decorated with all the gifts of the Gods to make the greater +sacrifice of him to Caesar, who was not personally worth a pretty woman's +"bite." Come, now--you must believe me: at a supper at Alvan's table the +other night, the talk happened to be of a modern Caesar, which led to the +real one, and from him to "Plutarch's Pompeius," as Alvan called him; and +then he said of him what you have just said, absolutely the same down to +the allusion to the bite. I assure you. And you have numbers of little +phrases in common: you are partners in aphorisms: Barriers are for those +who cannot fly: that is Alvan's. I could multiply them if I could +remember; they struck me as you spoke.' + +'I must be a shameless plagiarist,' said Clotilde. + +'Or he,' said Count Kollin. + +It is here the place of the Chorus to state that these: ideas were in the +air at the time; sparks of the Vulcanic smithy at work in politics and +pervading literature: which both Alvan and Clotilde might catch and give +out as their own, in the honest belief that the epigram was, original to +them. They were not members of a country where literature is confined to +its little paddock, without, influence on the larger field (part lawn, +part marsh) of the social world: they were readers in sympathetic action +with thinkers and literary artists. Their saying in common, 'Plutarch's +Pompeius,' may be traceable to a reading of some professorial article on +the common portrait-painting of the sage of Chaeroneia. The dainty +savageness in the 'bite' Plutarch mentions, evidently struck on a +similarity of tastes in both, as it has done with others. And in regard +to Caesar, Clotilde thought much of Caesar; she had often wished that +Caesar (for the additional pleasure in thinking of him) had been endowed +with the beauty of his rival: one or two of Plutarch's touches upon the +earlier history of Pompeius had netted her fancy, faintly (your +generosity must be equal to hearing it) stung her blood; she liked the +man; and if he had not been beaten in the end, she would have preferred +him femininely. His name was not written Pompey to her, as in English, +to sound absurd: it was a note of grandeur befitting great and lamentable +fortunes, which the young lady declined to share solely because of her +attraction to the victor, her compulsion to render unto the victor the +sunflower's homage. She rendered it as a slave: the splendid man beloved +to ecstasy by the flower of Roman women was her natural choice. + +Alvan could not be even a Caesar in person, he was a Jew. Still a Jew +of whom Count Kollin spoke so warmly must be exceptional, and of the +exceptional she dreamed. He might have the head of a Caesar. She +imagined a huge head, the cauldron of a boiling brain, anything but +bright to the eye, like a pot always on the fire, black, greasy, +encrusted, unkempt: the head of a malicious tremendous dwarf. Her hungry +inquiries in a city where Alvan was well known, brought her full +information of one who enjoyed a highly convivial reputation besides the +influence of his political leadership; but no description of his aspect +accompanied it, for where he was nightly to be met somewhere about the +city, none thought of describing him, and she did not push that question +because she had sketched him for herself, and rather wished, the more she +heard of his genius, to keep him repulsive. It appeared that his bravery +was as well proved as his genius, and a brilliant instance of it had been +given in the city not long since. He had her ideas, and he won +multitudes with them: he was a talker, a writer, and an orator; and he +was learned, while she could not pretend either to learning or to a flow +of rhetoric. She could prattle deliciously, at times pointedly, relying +on her intuition to tell her more than we get from books, and on her +sweet impudence for a richer original strain. She began to appreciate +now a reputation for profound acquirements. Learned professors of +jurisprudence and history were as enthusiastic for Alvan in their way as +Count Kollin. She heard things related of Alvan by the underbreath. +That circle below her own, the literary and artistic, idolized him; his +talk, his classic breakfasts and suppers, his undisguised ambition, his +indomitable energy, his dauntlessness and sway over her sex, were +subjects of eulogy all round her; and she heard of an enamoured baroness. +No one blamed Alvan. He had shown his chivalrous valour in defending +her. The baroness was not a young woman, and she was a hardbound Blue. +She had been the first to discover the prodigy, and had pruned, +corrected, and published him; he was one of her political works, +promising to be the most successful. An old affair apparently; but the +association of a woman's name with Alvan's, albeit the name of a veteran, +roused the girl's curiosity, leading her to think his mental and magnetic +powers must be of the very highest, considering his physical +repulsiveness, for a woman of rank to yield him such extreme devotion. +She commissioned her princely serving-man, who had followed and was never +far away from her, to obtain precise intelligence of this notorious +Alvan. + +Prince Marko did what he could to please her; he knew something of the +rumours about Alvan and the baroness. But why should his lady trouble +herself for particulars of such people, whom it could scarcely be +supposed she would meet by accident? He asked her this. Clotilde said +it was common curiosity. She read him a short lecture on the dismal +narrowness of their upper world; and on the advantage of taking an +interest in the world below them and more enlightened; a world where +ideas were current and speech was wine. The prince nodded; if she had +these opinions, it must be good for him to have them too, and he shared +them, as it were, by the touch of her hand, and for the length of time +that he touched her hand, as an electrical shock may be taken by one far +removed from the battery, susceptible to it only through the link; he was +capable of thinking all that came to him from her a blessing--shocks, +wounds and disruptions. He did not add largely to her stock of items, +nor did he fetch new colours. The telegraph wire was his model of style. +He was more or less a serviceless Indian Bacchus, standing for sign of +the beauty and vacuity of their world: and how dismally narrow that world +was, she felt with renewed astonishment at every dive out of her gold- +fish pool into the world of tides below; so that she was ready to scorn +the cultivation of the graces, and had, when not submitting to the smell, +fanciful fits of a liking for tobacco smoke--the familiar incense of +those homes where speech was wine. + +At last she fell to the asking of herself whether, in the same city with +him, often among his friends, hearing his latest intimate remarks--things +homely redolent of him as hot bread of the oven--she was ever to meet +this man upon whom her thoughts were bent to the eclipse of all others. +She desired to meet him for comparison's sake, and to criticize a popular +hero. It was inconceivable that any one popular could approach her +standard, but she was curious; flame played about him; she had some +expectation of easing a spiteful sentiment created by the recent +subjection of her thoughts to the prodigious little Jew; and some feeling +of closer pity for Prince Marko she had, which urged her to be rid of her +delusion as to the existence of a wonder-working man on our earth, that +she might be sympathetically kind to the prince, perhaps compliant, and +so please her parents, be good and dull, and please everybody, and adieu +to dreams, good night, and so to sleep with the beasts! . . . + +Calling one afternoon on a new acquaintance of the flat table-land she +liked tripping down to from her heights, Clotilde found the lady in +supreme toilette, glowing, bubbling: 'Such a breakfast, my dear!' The +costly profusion, the anecdotes, the wit, the fun, the copious draughts +of the choicest of life--was there ever anything to match it? Never in +that lady's recollection, or her husband's either, she exclaimed. And +where was the breakfast? Why, at Alvan's, to be sure; where else could +such a breakfast be? + +'And you know Alvan!' cried Clotilde, catching excitement from the lady's +flush. + +'Alvan is one of my husband's closest friends' + +Clotilde put on the playful frenzy; she made show of wringing her hands: +'Oh! happy you! you know Alvan? And everybody is to know him except +me? why? I proclaim it unjust. Because I am unmarried? I'll take a +husband to-morrow morning to be entitled to meet Alvan in the evening.' + +The playful frenzy is accepted in its exact innocent signification of +'this is my pretty wilful will and way,' and the lady responded to it +cordially; for it is pleasant to have some one to show, and pleasant to +assist some one eager to see: besides, many had petitioned her for a +sight of Alvan; she was used to the request. + +'You're not obliged to wait for to-morrow,' she said. 'Come to one of +our gatherings to-night. Alvan will be here.' + +'You invite me?' + +'Distinctly. Pray, come. He is sure to be here. We have his promise, +and Alvan never fails. Was it not Frau v. Crestow who did us the favour +of our introduction? She will bring you.' + +The Frau v. Crestow was a cousin of Clotilde's by marriage, sentimental, +but strict in her reading of the proprieties. She saw nothing wrong in +undertaking to conduct Clotilde to one of those famous gatherings of the +finer souls of the city and the race; and her husband agreed to join them +after the sitting of the Chamber upon a military-budget vote. The whole +plan was nicely arranged and went well. Clotilde dressed carefully, +letting her gold-locks cloud her fine forehead carelessly, with finishing +touches to the negligence, for she might be challenged to take part in +disputations on serious themes, and a handsome young woman who has to +sustain an argument against a man does wisely when she forearms her +beauties for a reserve, to carry out flanking movements if required. The +object is to beat him. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +Her hostess met her at the entrance of the rooms, murmuring that Alvan +was present, and was there: a direction of a nod that any quick-witted +damsel must pretend to think sufficient, so Clotilde slipped from her +companion and gazed into the recess of a doorless inner room, where three +gentlemen stood, backed by book cases, conversing in blue vapours of +tobacco. They were indistinct; she could see that one of them was of +good stature. One she knew; he was the master of the house, mildly +Jewish. The third was distressingly branded with the slum and gutter +signs of the Ahasuerus race. Three hats on his head could not have done +it more effectively. The vindictive caricatures of the God Pan, executed +by priests of the later religion burning to hunt him out of worship in +the semblance of the hairy, hoofy, snouty Evil One, were not more +loathsome. She sank on a sofa. That the man? Oh! Jew, and fifty times +over Jew! nothing but Jew! + +The three stepped into the long saloon, and she saw how veritably +magnificent was the first whom she had noticed. + +She sat at her lamb's-wool work in the little ivory frame, feeding on the +contrast. This man's face was the born orator's, with the light-giving +eyes, the forward nose, the animated mouth, all stamped for speechfulness +and enterprise, of Cicero's rival in the forum before he took the +headship of armies and marched to empire. + +The gifts of speech, enterprise, decision, were marked on his features +and his bearing, but with a fine air of lordly mildness. Alas, he could +not be other than Christian, so glorious was he in build! One could +vision an eagle swooping to his helm by divine election. So vigorously +rich was his blood that the swift emotion running with the theme as he +talked pictured itself in passing and was like the play of sheet +lightning on the variations of the uninterrupted and many-glancing +outpour. Looking on him was listening. Yes, the looking on him +sufficed. Here was an image of the beauty of a new order of godlike men, +that drained an Indian Bacchus of his thin seductions at a breath-reduced +him to the state of nursery plaything, spangles and wax, in the +contemplation of a girl suddenly plunged on the deeps of her womanhood. +She shrank to smaller and smaller as she looked. + +Be sure that she knew who he was. No, says she. But she knew. It +terrified her soul to think he was Alvan. She feared scarcely less that +it might not be he. Between these dreads of doubt and belief she played +at cat and mouse with herself, escaped from cat, persecuted mouse, teased +herself, and gloated. It is he! not he! he! not he! most certainly! +impossible!--And then it ran: If he, oh me! If another, woe me! For +she had come to see Alvan. Alvan and she shared ideas. They talked +marvellously alike, so as to startle Count Kollin: and supposing he was +not Alvan, it would be a bitter disappointment. The supposition that he +was, threatened her with instant and life-long bondage. + +Then again, could that face be the face of a Jew? She feasted. It was a +noble profile, an ivory skin, most lustrous eyes. Perchance a Jew of the +Spanish branch of the exodus, not the Polish. There is the noble Jew as +well as the bestial Gentile. There is not in the sublimest of Gentiles a +majesty comparable to that of the Jew elect. He may well think his race +favoured of heaven, though heaven chastise them still. The noble Jew is +grave in age, but in his youth he is the arrow to the bow of his fiery +eastern blood, and in his manhood he is--ay, what you see there! a figure +of easy and superb preponderance, whose fire has mounted to inspirit and +be tempered by the intellect. + +She was therefore prepared all the while for the surprise of learning +that the gentleman so unlike a Jew was Alvan; and she was prepared to +express her recordation of the circumstance in her diary with phrases of +very eminent surprise. Necessarily it would be the greatest of +surprises. + +The three, this man and his two of the tribe, upon whom Clotilde's +attention centred, with a comparison in her mind too sacred to be other +than profane (comparisons will thrust themselves on minds disordered), +dropped to the cushions of the double-seated sofa, by one side of which +she cowered over her wool-work, willing to dwindle to a pin's head if her +insignificance might enable her to hear the words of the speaker. He +pursued his talk: there was little danger of not hearing him. There was +only the danger of feeling too deeply the spell of his voice. His voice +had the mellow fulness of the clarionet. But for the subject, she could +have fancied a noontide piping of great Pan by the sedges. She had never +heard a continuous monologue so musical, so varied in music, amply +flowing, vivacious, interwovenly the brook, the stream, the torrent: a +perfect natural orchestra in a single instrument. He had notes less +pastorally imageable, notes that fired the blood, with the ranging of his +theme. The subject became clearer to her subjugated wits, until the +mental vivacity he roused on certain impetuous phrases of assertion +caused her pride to waken up and rebel as she took a glance at herself, +remembering that she likewise was a thinker, deemed in her society an +original thinker, an intrepid thinker and talker, not so very much +beneath this man in audacity of brain, it might be. He kindled her thus, +and the close-shut but expanded and knew the fretting desire to breathe +out the secret within it, and be appreciated in turn. + +The young flower of her sex burned to speak, to deliver an opinion. She +was unaccustomed to yield a fascinated ear. She was accustomed rather to +dictate and be the victorious performer, and though now she was not +anxious to occupy the pulpit--being too strictly bred to wish for a post +publicly in any of the rostra--and meant still less to dispossess the +present speaker of the place he filled so well, she yearned to join him: +and as that could not be done by a stranger approving, she panted to +dissent. A young lady cannot so well say to an unknown gentleman: 'You +have spoken truly, sir,' as, 'That is false!' for to speak in the former +case would be gratuitous, and in the latter she is excused by the moral +warmth provoking her. Further, dissent rings out finely, and approval is +a feeble murmur--a poor introduction of oneself. Her moral warmth was +ready and waiting for the instigating subject, but of course she was +unconscious of the goad within. Excitement wafted her out of herself, as +we say, or out of the conventional vessel into the waves of her troubled +nature. He had not yet given her an opportunity for dissenting; she was +compelled to agree, dragged at his chariot-wheels in headlong agreement. + +His theme was Action; the political advantages of Action; and he +illustrated his view with historical examples, to the credit of the +French, the temporary discredit of the German and English races, who tend +to compromise instead. Of the English he spoke as of a power extinct, a +people 'gone to fat,' who have gained their end in a hoard of gold and +shut the door upon bandit ideas. Action means life to the soul as to the +body. Compromise is virtual death: it is the pact between cowardice and +comfort under the title of expediency. So do we gather dead matter about +us. So are we gradually self-stifled, corrupt. The war with evil in +every form must be incessant; we cannot have peace. Let then our joy be +in war: in uncompromising Action, which need not be the less a sagacious +conduct of the war . . . . Action energizes men's brains, generates +grander capacities, provokes greatness of soul between enemies, and is +the guarantee of positive conquest for the benefit of our species. To +doubt that, is to doubt of good being to be had for the seeking. He drew +pictures of the healthy Rome when turbulent, the doomed quiescent. Rome +struggling grasped the world. Rome stagnant invited Goth and Vandal. So +forth: alliterative antitheses of the accustomed pamphleteer. At last +her chance arrived. + +His opposition sketch of Inaction was refreshed by an analysis of the +character of Hamlet. Then he reverted to Hamlet's promising youth. +How brilliantly endowed was the Prince of Denmark in the beginning! + +'Mad from the first!' cried Clotilde. + +She produced an effect not unlike that of a sudden crack of thunder. The +three made chorus in a noise of boots on the floor. + +Her hero faced about and stood up, looking at her fulgently. Their eyes +engaged without wavering on either side. Brave eyes they seemed, each +pair of them, for his were fastened on a comely girl, and she had strung +herself to her gallantest to meet the crisis. + +His friends quitted him at a motion of the elbows. He knelt on the sofa, +leaning across it, with clasped hands. + +'You are she!--So, then, is a contradiction of me to be the +commencement?' + +'After the apparition of Hamlet's father the prince was mad,' said +Clotilde hurriedly, and she gazed for her hostess, a paroxysm of alarm +succeeding that of her boldness. + +'Why should we two wait to be introduced?' said he. 'We know one +another. I am Alvan. You are she of whom I heard from Kollin: who else? +Lucretia the gold-haired; the gold-crested serpent, wise as her sire; +Aurora breaking the clouds; in short, Clotilde!' + +Her heart exulted to hear him speak her name. She laughed with a radiant +face. His being Alvan, and his knowing her and speaking her name, all +was like the happy reading of a riddle. He came round to her, bowing, +and his hand out. She gave hers: she could have said, if asked, 'For +good!' And it looked as though she had given it for good. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +'Hamlet in due season,' said he, as they sat together. 'I shall convince +you.' + +She shook her head. + +'Yes, yes, an opinion formed by a woman is inflexible; I know that: the +fact is not half so stubborn. But at present there are two more +important actors: we are not at Elsinore. You are aware that I hoped to +meet you?' + +'Is there a periodical advertisement of your hopes?--or do they come to +us by intuition?' + +'Kollin was right!--the ways of the serpent will be serpentine. I knew +we must meet. It is no true day so long as the goddess of the morning +and the sun-god are kept asunder. I speak of myself, by what I have felt +since I heard of you.' + +'You are sure of your divinity?' + +'Through my belief in yours!' + +They bowed smiling at the courtly exchanges. + +'And tell me,' said he, 'as to meeting me . . . ?' + +She replied: 'When we are so like the rest of the world we may confess +our weakness.' + +'Unlike! for the world and I meet and part: not we two.' + +Clotilde attempted an answer: it would not come. She tried to be +revolted by his lording tone, and found it strangely inoffensive. His +lording presence and the smile that was like a waving feather on it +compelled her so strongly to submit to hear, as to put her in danger of +appearing to embrace this man's rapid advances. + +She said: 'I first heed of you at Capri.' + +'And I was at Capri seven days after you had left.' + +'You knew my name then?' + +'Be not too curious with necromancers. Here is the date--March 15th. +You departed on the 8th.' + +'I think I did. That is a year from now.' + +'Then we missed: now we meet. It is a year lost. A year is a great age! +Reflect on it and what you owe me. How I wished for a comrade at Capri! +Not a "young lady," and certainly no man. The understanding Feminine, +was my desire--a different thing from the feminine understanding, +usually. I wanted my comrade young and fair, necessarily of your sex, +but with heart and brain: an insane request, I fancied, until I heard +that you were the person I wanted. In default of you I paraded the +island with Tiberius, who is my favourite tyrant. We took the initiative +against the patricians, at my suggestion, and the Annals were written by +a plebeian demagogue, instead of by one of that party, whose account of +my extinction by command of the emperor was pathetic. He apologized in +turn for my imperial master and me, saying truly, that the +misunderstanding between us was past cement: for each of us loved the man +but hated his office; and as the man is always more in his office than he +is in himself, clearly it was the lesser portion of our friend that each +of us loved. So, I, as the weaker, had to perish, as he would have done +had I been the stronger; I admitted it, and sent my emperor my respectful +adieux, with directions for the avoiding of assassins. Mademoiselle, by +delaying your departure seven days you would have saved me from death. +You see, the official is the artificial man, and I ought to have known +there is no natural man left in us to weigh against the artificial. I +counted on the emperor's personal affection, forgetting that princes +cannot be our friends.' + +'You died bravely?' + +Clotilde entered into the extravagance with a happy simulation of zest. + +'Simply, we will say. My time had come, and I took no sturdy pose, but +let the life-stream run its course for a less confined embankment. +Sapphire sea, sapphire sky: one believes in life there, thrills with it, +when life is ebbing: ay, as warmly as when life is at the flow in our +sick and shrivelled North--the climate for dried fish! Verily the second +death of hearing that a gold-haired Lucretia had been on the island seven +days earlier, was harder to bear. Tell me frankly--the music in Italy?' + +'Amorous and martial, brainless and monotonous.' + +'Excellent!' his eyes flashed delightedly. 'O comrade of comrades! +that year lost to me will count heavily as I learn to value those I have +gained. Yes, brainless! There, in music, we beat them, as politically +France beats us. No life without brain! The brainless in Art and in +Statecraft are nothing but a little more obstructive than the dead. It +is less easy to cut a way through them. But it must be done, or the +Philistine will be as the locust in his increase, and devour the green +blades of the earth. You have been trained to shudder at the demagogue?' + +'I do not shudder,' said Clotilde. + +'A diamond from the lapidary!--Your sentences have many facets. Well, +you are conversing with a demagogue, an avowed one: a demagogue and a +Jew. You take it as a matter of course: you should exhibit some +sparkling incredulity. The Christian is like the politician in supposing +the original obverse of him everlastingly the same, after the pattern of +the monster he was originally taught to hate. But the Jew has been a +little christianized, and we have a little bejewed the Christian. So +with demagogues: as we see the conservative crumbling, we grow +conservatived. Try to think individually upon what you have to learn +collectively--that is your task. You are of the few who will be equal to +it. We are not men of blood, believe me. I am not. For example, I +detest and I decline the duel. I have done it, and proved myself a man +of metal notwithstanding. To say nothing of the inhumanity, the +senselessness of duelling revolts me. 'Tis a folly, so your nobles +practise it, and your royal wiseacre sanctions. No blood for me: and yet +I tell you that whatever opposes me, I will sweep away. How? With the +brain. If we descend to poor brute strength or brutal craft, it is from +failing in the brain: we quit the leadership of our forces, and the +descent is the beast's confession. Do I say how? Perhaps by your aid.-- +You do not start and cry: "Mine!" That is well. I have not much esteem +for non-professional actresses. They are numerous and not entertaining. +--You leave it to me to talk.' + +'Could I do better?' + +'You listen sweetly.' + +'It is because I like to hear.' + +'You have the pearly little ear of a shell on the sand.' + +'With the great sea sounding near it!' + +Alvan drew closer to her. + +'I look into your eyes and perceive that one may listen to you and speak +to you. Heart to heart, then! Yes, a sea to lull you, a sea to win you +--temperately, let us hope; by storm, if need be. My prize is found! +The good friend who did the part of Iris for us came bounding to me: "I +have discovered the wife for you, Alvan." I had previously heard of her +from another as having touched the islet of Capri. "But," said Kollin, +"she is a gold-crested serpent--slippery!" Is she? That only tells me +of a little more to be mastered. I feel my future now. Hitherto it has +been a land without sunlight. Do you know how the look of sunlight on a +land calms one? It signifies to the eye possession and repose, the end +gained--not the end to labour, just heaven! but peace to the heart's +craving, which is the renewal of strength for work, the fresh dip in the +waters of life. Conjure up your vision of Italy. Remember the meaning +of Italian light and colour: the clearness, the luminous fulness, the +thoughtful shadows. Mountain and wooded headland are solid, deep to the +eye, spirit-speaking to the mind. They throb. You carve shapes of Gods +out of that sky, the sea, those peaks. They live with you. How they +satiate the vacant soul by influx, and draw forth the troubled from its +prickly nest!--Well, and you are my sunlighted land. And you will have +to be fought for. And I see not the less repose in the prospect! Part +of you may be shifty-sand. The sands are famous for their golden +shining--as you shine. Well, then, we must make the quicksands concrete. +I have a perfect faith in you, and in the winning of you. Clearly you +will have to be fought for. I should imagine it a tough battle to come. +But as I doubt neither you nor myself, I see beyond it.--We use phrases +in common, and aphorisms, it appears. Why? but that our minds act in +unison. What if I were to make a comparison of you with Paris?--the city +of Paris, Lutetia.' + +'Could you make it good?' said Clotilde. + +He laughed and postponed it for a series of skimming discussions, like +swallow-flights from the nest beneath the eaves to the surface of the +stream, perpetually reverting to her, and provoking spirited replies, +leading her to fly with him in expectation of a crowning compliment that +must be singular and was evidently gathering confirmation in his mind +from the touchings and probings of her character on these flights. + +She was like a lady danced off her sense of fixity, to whom the +appearance of her whirling figure in the mirror is both wonderful and +reassuring; and she liked to be discussed, to be compared to anything, +for the sake of being the subject, so as to be sure it was she that +listened to a man who was a stranger, claiming her for his own; sure it +was she that by not breaking from him implied consent, she that went +speeding in this magical rapid round which slung her more and more out of +her actual into her imagined self, compelled her to proceed, denied her +the right to faint and call upon the world for aid, and catch at it, +though it was close by and at a signal would stop the terrible circling. +The world was close by and had begun to stare. She half apprehended that +fact, but she was in the presence of the irresistible. In the presence +of the irresistible the conventional is a crazy structure swept away with +very little creaking of its timbers on the flood. When we feel its power +we are immediately primitive creatures, flying anywhere in space, +indifferent to nakedness. And after trimming ourselves for it, the sage +asks your permission to add, it will be the thing we are most certain +some day to feel. Had not she trimmed herself?--so much that she had won +fame for an originality mistaken by her for the independent mind, and +perilously, for courage. She had trimmed herself and Alvan too--herself +to meet it, and Alvan to be it. Her famous originality was a trumpet +blown abroad proclaiming her the prize of the man who sounded as loudly +his esteem for the quality--in a fair young woman of good breeding. Each +had evoked the other. Their common anticipations differed in this, that +he had expected comeliness, she the reverse--an Esau of the cities; and +seeing superb manly beauty in the place of the thick-featured sodden +satyr of her miscreating fancy, the irresistible was revealed to her on +its divinest whirlwind. + +They both desired beauty; they had each stipulated for beauty before +captivity could be acknowledged; and he beholding her very attractive +comeliness, walked into the net, deeming the same a light thing to wear, +and rather a finishing grace to his armoury; but she, a trained disciple +of the conventional in social behaviour (as to the serious points and the +extremer trifles), fluttered exceedingly; she knew not what she was +doing, where her hand was, how she looked at him, how she drank in his +looks on her. Her woman's eyes had no guard they had scarcely +speculation. She saw nothing in its passing, but everything backward, +under haphazard flashes. The sight of her hand disengaged told her it +had been detained; a glance at the company reminded her that those were +men and women who had been other than phantoms; recollections of the +words she listened to, assented to, replied to, displayed the gulfs she +had crossed. And nevertheless her brain was as quick as his to press +forward to pluck the themes which would demonstrate her mental vividness +and at least indicate her force of character. The splendour of the man +quite extinguished, or over-brightened, her sense of personal charm; she +set fire to her brain to shine intellectually, treating the tale of her +fair face as a childish tale that might have a grain of truth in it, some +truth, a very little, and that little nearly worthless, merely womanly, +a poor charm of her sex. The intellectual endowment was rarer: still +rarer the moral audacity. O, to match this man's embracing +discursiveness! his ardour, his complacent energy, the full strong sound +he brought out of all subjects! He struck, and they rang. There was a +bell in everything for him; Nature gave out her cry, and significance was +on all sides of the universe; no dead stuff, no longer any afflicting +lumpishness. His brain was vivifying light. And how humane he was! how +supremely tolerant! Where she had really thought instead of flippantly +tapping at the doors of thought, or crying vagrantly for an echo, his +firm footing in the region thrilled her; and where she had felt deeper +than fancifully, his wise tenderness overwhelmed. Strange to consider: +with all his precious gifts, which must make the gift of life thrice dear +to him, he was fearless. Less by what he said than by divination she +discerned that he knew not fear. If for only that, she would have hung +to him like his shadow. She could have detected a brazen pretender. +A meaner mortal vaunting his great stores she would have written down +coxcomb. Her social training and natural perception raised her to a +height to measure the bombastical and distinguish it from the eloquently +lofty. He spoke of himself, as the towering Alp speaks out at a first +view, bidding that which he was be known. Fearless, confident, able, he +could not but be, as he believed himself, indomitable. She who was this +man's mate would consequently wed his possessions, including courage. +Clotilde at once reached the conclusion of her having it in an equal +degree. Was she not displaying it? The worthy people of the company +stared, as she now perceived, and she was indifferent; her relatives were +present without disturbing her exaltation. She wheeled above their heads +in the fiery chariot beside her sun-god. It could not but be courage, +active courage, superior to her previous tentative steps--the verbal +temerities she had supposed so dauntless. For now she was in action, now +she was being tried to match the preacher and incarnation of the virtues +of action! + +Alvan shaped a comparison of her with Paris, his beloved of cities--the +symbolized goddess of the lightning brain that is quick to conceive, +eager to realize ideas, impassioned for her hero, but ever putting him to +proof, graceful beyond all rhyme, colloquial as never the Muse; light in +light hands, yet valiant unto death for a principle; and therefore not +light, anything but light in strong hands, very stedfast rather: and oh! +constantly entertaining. + +The comparison had to be strained to fit the living lady's shape. Did he +think it, or a dash of something like it? + +His mood was luxurious. He had found the fair and youthful original +woman of refinement and station desired by him. He had good reason to +wish to find her. Having won a name, standing on firm ground, with +promise of a great career, chief of what was then taken for a growing +party and is not yet a collapsed, nor will be, though the foot on it is +iron, his youth had flown under the tutelage of an extraordinary Mentor, +whom to call Athene robs the goddess of her personal repute for wisdom in +conduct, but whose head was wise, wise as it was now grey. Verily she +was original; and a grey original should seem remarkable above a blooming +blonde. If originality in woman were our prime request, the grey should +bear the palm. She has gone through the battle, retaining the standard +she carried into it, which is a victory. Alas, that grey, so spirit- +touching in Art, should be so wintry in reality! + +The discovery of a feminine original breathing Spring, softer, warmer +than the ancient one, gold instead of snowcrested, and fully as intrepid +as devoted, was an immense joy to Alvan. He took it luxuriously because +he believed in his fortune, a kind of natal star, the common heritage of +the adventurous, that brought him his good things in time, in return for +energetic strivings in a higher direction apart from his natural +longings. + +Fortune had delayed, he had wintered long. All the sweeter was the +breath of the young Spring. That exquisite new sweetness robed Clotilde +in the attributes of the person dreamed of for his mate; and deductively +assuming her to possess them, he could not doubt his power of winning +her. Barriers are for those who cannot fly. The barriers were palpable +about a girl of noble Christian birth: so was the courage in her which +would give her wings, he thought, coming to that judgement through the +mixture of his knowledge of himself and his perusal of her exterior. +He saw that she could take an impression deeply enough to express it +sincerely, and he counted on it, sympathetically endowing her with his +courage to support the originality she was famed for. + +They were interrupted between-whiles by weariful men running to Alvan for +counsel on various matters--how to play their game, or the exact phrasing +of some pregnant sentence current in politics or literature. He +satisfied them severally and shouldered them away, begging for peace +that night. Clotilde corroborated his accurate recital of the lines of +a contested verse of the incomparable Heinrich, and they fell to capping +verses of the poet-lucid metheglin, with here and there no dubious +flavour of acid, and a lively sting in the tail of the honey. Sentiment, +cynicism, and satin impropriety and scabrous, are among those verses, +where pure poetry has a recognized voice; but the lower elements +constitute the popularity in a cultivated society inclining to wantonness +out of bravado as well as by taste. Alvan, looking indolently royal and +royally roguish, quoted a verse that speaks of the superfluousness of a +faithless lady's vowing bite: + + 'The kisses were in the course of things, + The bite was a needless addition.' + +Clotilde could not repress her reddening--Count Kollin had repeated too +much! She dropped her eyes, with a face of sculpture, then resumed their +chatter. He spared her the allusion to Pompeius. She convinced him of +her capacity for reserve besides intrepidity, and flattered him too with +her blush. She could dare to say to Kollin what her scarlet sensibility +forbade her touching on with him: not that she would not have had an airy +latitude with him to touch on what she pleased: he liked her for her +boldness and the cold peeping of the senses displayed in it: he liked +also the distinction she made. + +The cry to supper conduced to a further insight of her adaptation to his +requirements in a wife. They marched to the table together, and sat +together, and drank a noble Rhine wine together--true Rauenthal. His +robustness of body and soul inspired the wish that his well-born wife +might be, in her dainty fashion, yet honestly and without mincing, his +possible boonfellow: he and she, glass in hand, thanking the bountiful +heavens, blessing mankind in chorus. It belonged to his hearty dream of +the wife he would choose, were she to be had. The position of +interpreter of heaven's benevolence to mankind through his own enjoyment +of the gifts, was one that he sagaciously demanded for himself, sharing +it with the Philistine unknowingly; and to have a wife no less wise than +he on this throne of existence was a rosy exaltation. Clotilde kindled +to the hint of his festival mood of Solomon at the banquet. She was not +devoid of a discernment of flavours; she had heard grave judges at her +father's board profoundly deliver their verdicts upon this and that +vineyard and vintage; and it is a note of patriotism in her country to be +enthusiastic for wine of the Rhine: she was, moreover, thirsty from much +talking and excitement. She drank her glass relishingly, declaring the +wine princely. Alvan smacked his hands in a rapture: 'You are not for +the extract of raisin our people have taken to copy from French +Sauternes, to suit a female predilection for sugar?' + +'No, no, the grape for me!' said she: 'the Rhine grape with the elf in +it, and the silver harp and the stained legend!' + +'Glorious!' + +He toasted the grape. 'Wine of the grape is the young bride--the young +sun-bride! divine, and never too sweet, never cloying like the withered +sun-dried, with its one drop of concentrated sugar, that becomes ten of +gout. No raisin-juice for us! None of their too-long-on-the-stem +clusters! We are for the blood of the grape in her youth, her heaven- +kissing ardour. I have a cellar charged with the bravest of the Rhine. +We--will we not assail it, bleed it in the gallant days to come? we two!' +The picture of his bride and him drinking the sun down after a day of +savage toil was in the shout--a burst unnoticed in the incessantly +verbalizing buzz of a continental supper-table. Clotilde acquiesced: +she chimed to it like a fair boonfellow of the rollicking faun. She was +realizing fairyland. + +They retired to the divan-corner where it was you-and-I between them as +with rivulets meeting and branching, running parallel, uniting and +branching again, divided by the theme, but unending in the flow of the +harmony. So ran their chirping arguments and diversions. The carrying +on of a prolonged and determined you-and-I in company intimates to those +undetermined floating atoms about us that a certain sacred something is +in process of formation, or has formed; and people looked; and looked +hard at the pair, and at one another afterward: none approached them. +The Signor conjuror who has a thousand arts for conjuring with nature was +generally considered to have done that night his most ancient and +reputedly fabulous trick--the dream of poets, rarely witnessed anywhere, +and almost too wonderful for credence in a haunt of our later +civilization. Yet there it was: the sudden revelation of the intense +divinity to a couple fused in oneness by his apparition, could be +perceived of all having man and woman in them; love at first sight, was +visible. 'Who ever loved that loved not at first sight?' And if nature, +character, circumstance, and a maid clever at dressing her mistress's +golden hair, did prepare them for Love's lightning-match, not the less +were they proclaimingly alight and in full blaze. Likewise, Time, +imperious old gentleman though we know him to be, with his fussy +reiterations concerning the hour for bed and sleep, bowed to the magical +fact of their condition, and forbore to warn them of his passing from +night to day. He had to go, he must, he has to be always going, but as +long as he could he left them on their bank by the margin of the stream, +where a shadow-cycle of the eternal wound a circle for them and allowed +them to imagine they had thrust that old driver of the dusty high-road +quietly out of the way. They were ungrateful, of course, when the +performance of his duties necessitated his pulling them up beside him +pretty smartly, but he uttered no prophecy of ever intending to rob them +of the celestial moments they had cut from him and meant to keep between +them 'for ever,' and fresh. + +The hour was close on the dawn of a March morning. Alvan assisted at the +cloaking and hooding of Clotilde. Her relatives were at hand; they hung +by while he led her to the stairs and down into a spacious moonlight that +laid the traceries of the bare tree-twigs clear-black on grass and stone. + +'A night to head the Spring!' said Alvan. 'Come.' + +He lifted her off the steps and set her on the ground, as one who had an +established right to the privilege and she did not contest it, nor did +her people, so kingly was he, arrayed in the thunder of the bolt which +had struck the pair. These things, and many things that islands know not +of, are done upon continents, where perhaps traditions of the awfulness +of Love remain more potent in society; or it may be, that an island +atmosphere dispossesses the bolt of its promptitude to strike, or the +breastplates of the islanders are strengthened to resist the bolt, or no +tropical heat is there to create and launch it, or nothing is to be seen +of it for the haziness, or else giants do not walk there. But even where +he walked, amid a society intellectually fostering sentiment, in a land +bowing to see the simplicity of the mystery paraded, Alvan's behaviour +was passing heteroclite. He needed to be the kingly fellow he was, +crowned by another kingly fellow--the lord of hearts--to impose it +uninterruptedly. 'She is mine; I have won her this night!' his bearing +said; and Clotilde's acquiesced; and the worthy couple following them had +to exhibit a copy of the same, much wondering. Partly by habit, and of +his natural astuteness, Alvan peremptorily usurped a lead that once taken +could not easily be challenged, and would roll him on a good tideway +strong in his own passion and his lady's up against the last defences-- +her parents. A difficulty with them was foreseen. What is a difficulty! +--a gate in the hunting-field: an opponent on a platform: a knot beneath +a sword: the dam to waters that draw from the heavens. Not desiring it +in this case--it would have been to love the difficulty better than the +woman--he still enjoyed the bracing prospect of a resistance, if only +because it was a portion of the dowry she brought him. Good soldiers +(who have won their grades) are often of a peaceful temper and would not +raise an invocation to war, but a view of the enemy sets their pugnacious +forces in motion, the bugle fills their veins with electrical fire, till +they are as racers on the race-course.--His inmost hearty devil was glad +of a combat that pertained to his possession of her, for battle gives the +savour of the passion to win, and victory dignifies a prize: he was, +however, resolved to have it, if possible, according to the regular +arrangement of such encounters, formal, without snatchings, without rash +violence; a victory won by personal ascendancy, reasoning eloquence. + +He laughed to hear her say, in answer to a question as to her present +feelings: 'I feel that I am carried away by a centaur!' The comparison +had been used or implied to him before. + +'No!' said he, responding to a host of memories, to shake them off, 'no +more of the quadruped man! You tempt him--may I tell you that? Why, +now, this moment, at the snap of my fingers, what is to hinder our taking +the short cut to happiness, centaur and nymph? One leap and a gallop, +and we should be into the morning, leaving night to grope for us, parents +and friends to run about for the wits they lose in running. But no! No +more scandals. That silver moon invites us by its very spell of bright +serenity, to be mad: just as, when you drink of a reverie, the more +prolonged it is the greater the readiness for wild delirium at the end of +the draught. But no!' his voice deepened--'the handsome face of the orb +that lights us would be well enough were it only a gallop between us two. +Dearest, the orb that lights us two for a lifetime must be taken all +round, and I have been on the wrong side of the moon + +I have seen the other face of it--a visage scored with regrets, dead +dreams, burnt passions, bald illusions, and the like, the like!--sunless, +waterless, without a flower! It is the old volcano land: it grows one +bitter herb: if ever you see my mouth distorted you will know I am +revolving a taste of it; and as I need the antidote you give, I will not +be the centaur to win you, for that is the land where he stables himself; +yes, there he ends his course, and that is the herb he finishes by +pasturing on. You have no dislike of metaphors and parables? We Jews +are a parable people.' + +'I am sure I do understand . . .' said Clotilde, catching her breath to +be conscientious, lest he should ask her for an elucidation. + +'Provided always that the metaphor be not like the metaphysician's +treatise on Nature: a torch to see the sunrise!--You were going to add?' + +'I was going to say, I think I understand, but you run away with me +still.' + +'May the sensation never quit you!' + +'It will not.' + +'What a night !' Alvan raised his head: 'A night cast for our first +meeting and betrothing! You are near home?' + +'The third house yonder in the moonlight.' + +'The moonlight lays a white hand on it!' + +'That is my window sparkling.' + +'That is the vestal's cresset. Shall I blow it out?' + +'You are too far. And it is a celestial flame, sir!' + +'Celestial in truth! My hope of heaven! Dian's crescent will be ever on +that house for me, Clotilde. I would it were leagues distant, or the +door not forbidden!' + +'I could minister to a good knight humbly.' + +Alvan bent to her, on a sudden prompting: + +'When do father and mother arrive?' + +'To-morrow.' + +He took her hand. 'To-morrow, then! The worst of omens is delay.' + +Clotilde faintly gasped. Could he mean it?--he of so evil a name in her +family and circle! + +Her playfulness and pleasure in the game of courtliness forsook her. + +'Tell me the hour when it will be most convenient to them to receive me,' +said Alvan. + +She stopped walking in sheer fright. + +'My father--my mother?' she said, imaging within her the varied horror of +each and the commotion. + +'To-morrow or the day after--not later. No delays! You are mine, we are +one; and the sooner my cause is pleaded the better for us both. If I +could step in and see them this instant, it would be forestalling +mischances. Do you not see, that time is due to us, and the minutes are +our gold slipping away?' + +She shrank her hand back: she did not wish to withdraw the hand, only to +shun the pledge it signified. He opened an abyss at her feet, and in +deadly alarm of him she exclaimed: 'Oh! not yet; not immediately.' She +trembled, she made her petition dismal by her anguish of speechlessness. +'There will be such . . . not yet! Perhaps later. They must not be +troubled yet--at present. I am . . . I cannot--pray, delay!' + +'But you are mine!' said Alvan. 'You feel it as I do. There can be no +real impediment?' + +She gave an empty sigh that sought to be a run of entreaties. In fear +of his tongue she caught at words to baffle it, senseless of their +imbecility: 'Do not insist: yes, in time: they will--they--they may. +My father is not very well . . . my mother: she is not very well. +They are neither of them very well: not at present!--Spare them at +present.' + +To avoid being carried away, she flung herself from the centaur's back +to the disenchanting earth; she separated herself from him in spirit, +and beheld him as her father and mother and her circle would look on this +pretender to her hand, with his lordly air, his Jew blood, and his +hissing reputation--for it was a reputation that stirred the snakes and +the geese of the world. She saw him in their eyes, quite coldly: which +imaginative capacity was one of the remarkable feats of cowardice, active +and cold of brain even while the heart is active and would be warm. + +He read something of her weakness. 'And supposing I decide that it must +be?' + +'How can I supplicate you!' she replied with a shiver, feeling that she +had lost her chance of slipping from his grasp, as trained women of the +world, or very sprightly young wits know how to do at the critical +moment: and she had lost it by being too sincere. Her cowardice appeared +to her under that aspect. + +'Now I perceive that the task is harder,' said Alvan, seeing her huddled +in a real dismay. 'Why will you not rise to my level and fear nothing! +The way is clear: we have only to take the step. Have you not seen +tonight that we are fated for one another? It is your destiny, and +trifling with destiny is a dark business. Look at me. Do you doubt my +having absolute control of myself to bear whatever they put on me to +bear, and hold firmly to my will to overcome them! Oh! no delays.' + +'Yes!' she cried; 'yes, there must be.' + +'You say it?' + +The courage to repeat her cry was wanting. + +She trembled visibly: she could more readily have bidden him bear her +hence than have named a day for the interview with her parents; but +desperately she feared that he would be the one to bid; and he had this +of the character of destiny about him, that she felt in him a maker of +facts. He was her dream in human shape, her eagle of men, and she felt +like a lamb in the air; she had no resistance, only terror of his power, +and a crushing new view of the nature of reality. + +'I see!' said he, and his breast fell. Her timid inability to join with +him for instant action reminded him that he carried many weights: a bad +name among her people and class, and chains in private. He was old +enough to strangle his impulses, if necessary, or any of the brood less +fiery than the junction of his passions. 'Well, well!--but we might so +soon have broken through the hedge into the broad highroad! It is but to +determine to do it--to take the bold short path instead of the wearisome +circuit. Just a little lightning in the brain and tightening of the +heart. Battles are won in that way: not by tender girls! and she is a +girl, and the task is too much for her. So, then, we are in your hands, +child! Adieu, and let the gold-crested serpent glide to her bed, and +sleep, dream, and wake, and ask herself in the morning whether she is not +a wedded soul. Is she not a serpent? gold-crested, all the world may +see; and with a mortal bite, I know. I have had the bite before the +kisses. That is rather an unjust reversal of the order of things. +Apropos, Hamlet was poisoned--ghost-poisoned.' + +'Mad, he was mad!' said Clotilde, recovering and smiling. + +'He was born bilious; he partook of the father's constitution, not the +mother's. High-thoughted, quick-nerved to follow the thought, +reflective, if an interval yawned between his hand and the act, he was by +nature two-minded: as full of conscience as a nursing mother that sleeps +beside her infant:--she hears the silent beginning of a cry. Before the +ghost walked he was an elementary hero; one puff of action would have +whiffed away his melancholy. After it, he was a dizzy moralizer, waiting +for the winds to blow him to his deed-ox out. The apparition of his +father to him poisoned a sluggish run of blood, and that venom in the +blood distracted a head steeped in Wittenberg philosophy. With +metaphysics in one and poison in the other, with the outer world opened +on him and this world stirred to confusion, he wore the semblance of +madness; he was throughout sane; sick, but never with his reason +dethroned.' + +'Nothing but madness excuses his conduct to Ophelia!' + +'Poison in the blood is a pretty good apology for infidelity to a lady.' + +' No!' + +'Well, to an Ophelia of fifty?' said Alvan. + +Clotilde laughed, not perfectly assured of the wherefore, but pleased to +be able to laugh. Her friends were standing at the house door, farewells +were spoken, Alvan had gone. And then she thought of the person that +Ophelia of fifty might be, who would have to find a good apology for him +in his dose of snake-bite, or love of a younger woman whom he termed +gold-crested serpent. + +He was a lover, surely a lover: he slid off to some chance bit of +likeness to himself in every subject he discussed with her. + +And she? She speeded recklessly on the back of the centaur when he had +returned to the state of phantom and the realities he threatened her with +were no longer imminent. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +Clotilde was of the order of the erring who should by rights have a short +sermon to preface an exposure of them, administering the whip to her own +sex and to ours, lest we scorn too much to take an interest in her. The +exposure she had done for herself, and she has not had the art to frame +her apology. The day after her meeting, with her eagle, Alvan, she saw +Prince Marko. She was gentle to him, in anticipation of his grief; she +could hardly be ungentle on account of his obsequious beauty, and when +her soft eyes and voice had thrilled him to an acute sensibility to the +blow, honourably she inflicted it. + +'Marko, my friend, you know that I cannot be false; then let me tell you +I yesterday met the man who has but to lift his hand and I go to him, and +he may lead me whither he will.' + +The burning eyes of her Indian Bacchus fixed on her till their brightness +moistened and flashed. + +Whatever was for her happiness he bowed his head to, he said. He knew +the man. + +Her duty was thus performed; she had plighted herself. For the first few +days she was in dread of meeting, seeing, or hearing of Alvan. She +feared the mention of a name that rolled the world so swiftly. Her +parents had postponed their coming, she had no reason for instant alarm; +it was his violent earnestness, his imperial self-confidence that she +feared, as nervous people shrink from cannon: and neither meeting, +seeing, nor hearing of him, she began to yearn, like the child whose +curiosity is refreshed by a desire to try again the startling thing which +frightened it. Her yearning grew, the illusion of her courage flooded +back; she hoped he would present himself to claim her, marvelled that he +did not, reproached him; she could almost have scorned him for listening +to the hesitations of the despicable girl so little resembling what she +really was--a poor untried girl, anxious only on behalf of her family to +spare them a sudden shock. Remembering her generous considerations in +their interests, she thought he should have known that the creature he +called a child would have yielded upon supplication to fly with him. +Her considerateness for him too, it struck her next, was the cause of +her seeming cowardly, and the man ought to have perceived it and put it +aside. He should have seen that she could be brave, and was a mate for +him. And if his shallow experience of her wrote her down nerveless, his +love should be doing. + +Was it love? Her restoration to the belief in her possessing a decided +will whispered of high achievements she could do in proof of love, had +she the freedom of a man. She would not have listened (it was quite +true) to a silly supplicating girl; she would not have allowed an +interval to yawn after the first wild wooing of her. Prince Marko loved. +Yes, that was love! It failed in no sign of the passion. She set +herself to study it in Marko, and was moved by many sentiments, numbering +among them pity, thankfulness, and the shiver of a feeling between +admiration and pathetic esteem, like that the musician has for a precious +instrument giving sweet sound when shattered. He served her faithfully, +in spite of his distaste for some of his lady's commissions. She had to +get her news of Alvan through Marko. He brought her particulars of the +old trial of Alvan, and Alvan's oration in defence of himself for a +lawless act of devotion to the baroness; nothing less than the +successfully scheming to wrest by force from that lady's enemy a document +precious to her lawful interests. It was one of those cases which have a +really high gallant side as well as a bad; an excellent case for +rhetoric. Marko supplied the world's opinion of the affair, bravely +owning it to be not unfavourable. Her worthy relatives, the Frau v. +Crestow and husband, had very properly furnished a report to the family +of the memorable evening; and the hubbub over it, with the epithets +applied to Alvan, intimated how he would have been received on a visit +to demand her in marriage. There was no chance of her being allowed to +enter houses where this 'rageing demagogue and popular buffoon' was a +guest; his name was banished from her hearing, so she was compelled to +have recourse to Marko. Unable to take such services without rewarding +him, she fondled: it pained her to see him suffer. Those who toss crumbs +to their domestic favourites will now and then be moved to toss meat, +which is not so good for them, but the dumb mendicant's delight in it is +winning, and a little cannot hurt. Besides, if any one had a claim on +her it was the prince; and as he was always adoring, never importunate, +he restored her to the pedestal she had been really rudely shaken from by +that other who had caught her up suddenly into the air, and dropped her! +A hand abandoned to her slave rewarded him immeasurably. A heightening +of the reward almost took his life. In the peacefulness of dealing with +a submissive love that made her queenly, the royal, which plucked her +from throne to footstool, seemed predatory and insolent. Thus, after +that scene of 'first love,' in which she had been actress, she became +almost (with an inward thrill or two for the recovering of him) +reconciled to the not seeing of the noble actor; for nothing could erase +the scene--it was historic; and Alvan would always be thought of as a +delicious electricity. She and Marko were together on the summer +excursion of her people, and quite sisterly, she could say, in her +delicate scorn of his advantages and her emotions. True gentlemen are +imperfectly valued when they are under the shadow of giants; but still +Clotilde's experience of a giant's manners was favourable to the liberty +she could enjoy in a sisterly intimacy of this kind, rather warmer than +her word for it would imply. She owned that she could better live the +poetic life--that is, trifle with fire and reflect on its charms in the +society of Marko. He was very young, he was little more than an +adolescent, and safely timid; a turn of her fingers would string or +slacken him. One could play on him securely, thinking of a distant day +--and some shipwreck of herself for an interlude--when he might be made +happy. + +Her strangest mood of the tender cruelty was when the passion to +anatomize him beset her. The ground of it was, that she found him in her +likeness, adoring as she adored, and a similar loftiness; now grovelling, +now soaring; the most radiant of beings, the most abject; and the +pleasure she had of the sensational comparison was in an alteregoistic +home she found in him, that allowed of her gathering a picked self- +knowledge, and of her saying: 'That is like me: that is very like me: +that is terribly like': up to the point where the comparison wooed her no +longer with an agreeable lure of affinity, but nipped her so shrewdly as +to force her to say: 'That is he, not I': and the vivisected youth +received the caress which quickened him to wholeness at a touch. It was +given with impulsive tenderness, in pity of him. Anatomy is the title +for the operation, because the probing of herself in another, with the +liberty to cease probing as soon as it hurt her, allowed her while unhurt +to feel that she prosecuted her researches in a dead body. The moment +her strong susceptibility to the likeness shrank under a stroke of pain, +she abstained from carving, and simultaneously conscious that he lived, +she was kind to him. + +'This love of yours, Marko--is it so deep?' + +'I love you.' + +'You think me the highest and best?' + +'You are.' + +'So deep that you could bear anything from me?' + +'Try me!' + +'Unfaithfulness?' + +'You would be you!' + +'Do you not say that because you cannot suspect evil of me?' + +'Let me only see you!' + +'You are sure that happiness would not smother it?' + +'Has it done so yet?' + +'Though you know I am a serpent to that man's music?' + +'Ah, heaven! Oh!--do not say music. Yes! though anything!' + +'And if ever you were to witness the power of his just breathing to me?' + +'I would . . . . Ah!' + +' What? If you saw his music working the spell?--even the first notes of +his prelude!' + +'I would wait' + +'It might be for long.' + +'I would eat my heart.' + +'Bitter! bitter!' + +'I would wait till he flung you off, and kneel to you.' + +She had a seizure of the nerves. + +The likeness between them was, she felt, too flamingly keen to be looked +at further. She reached to the dim idea of some such nauseous devotion, +and took a shot in her breast as she did so, and abjured it, and softened +to her victim. Clotilde opened her arms, charming away her wound, as she +soothed him, both by the act of soothing and the reflection that she +could not be so very like one whom she pitied and consoled. + +She was charitably tender. If it be thought that she was cruel to +excess, plead for her the temptation to simple human nature at sight of a +youth who could be precipitated into the writhings of dissolution, and +raised out of it by a smile. This young man's responsive spirit acted on +her as the discovery of specifics for restoring soundness to the frame +excites the brilliant empiric: he would slay us with benevolent soul to +show the miracle of our revival. Worship provokes the mortal goddess to +a manifestation of her powers; and really the devotee is full half to +blame. + +She had latterly been thinking of Alvan's rejection of the part of +centaur; and his phrase, the quadruped man, breathed meaning. He was to +gain her lawfully after dominating her utterly. That was right, but it +levelled imagination. There is in the sentimental kingdom of Love a form +of reasoning, by which a lady of romantic notions who is dominated +utterly, will ask herself why she should be gained lawfully: and she is +moved to do so by the consideration that if the latter, no necessity can +exist for the former: and the reverse. In the union of the two +conditions she sees herself slavishly domesticated. With her Indian +Bacchus imagination rose, for he was pliant: she had only to fancy, and +he was beside her.--Quick to the saddle, away! The forest of terrors is +ahead; they are at the verge of it; a last hamlet perches on its borders; +the dwellers have haunted faces; the timbers of their huts lean to an +upright in wry splinters; warnings are moaned by men and women with the +voice of a night-wind; but on and on! the forest cannot be worse than a +world defied. They drain a cup of milk apiece and they spur, for this is +the way to the golden Indian land of the planted vine and the lover's +godship.--Ludicrous! There is no getting farther than the cup of milk +with Marko. They curvet and caper to be forward unavailingly. It should +be Alvan to bring her through the forest to the planted vine in sunland. +Her splendid prose Alvan could do what the sprig of poetry can but +suggest. Never would malicious fairy in old woman's form have offered +Alvan a cup of milk to paralyze his bride's imagination of him +confronting perils. Yet, O shameful contrariety of the fates! he who +could, will not; he who would, is incapable. Let it not be supposed that +the desire of her bosom was to be run away with in person. Her simple +human nature wished for the hero to lift her insensibly over the +difficult opening chapter of the romance--through 'the forest,' or half +imagined: that done, she felt bold enough to meet the unimagined, which, +as there was no picture of it to terrify her, seemed an easy gallop into +sunland.--Yes, but in the grasp of a great prose giant, with the poetic +departed! Naturally she turned to caress the poetic while she had it +beside her. And it was a wonder to observe the young prince's heavenly +sensitiveness to every variation of her moods. He knew without hearing +when she had next seen Alvan, though it had not been to speak to him. He +looked, and he knew. The liquid darkness of his large eastern eyes cast +a light that brought her heart out: she confessed it, and she comforted +him. The sweetest in the woman caused her double-dealing. + +Now she was aware that Alvan moved behind the screen concealing him. +A common friend of Alvan and her family talked to her of him. He was an +eminent professor, a middleaged, grave and honourable man, not ignorant +that her family entertained views opposed to the pretensions of such a +man as the demagogue and Jew. Nevertheless Alvan could persuade him to +abet the scheme for his meeting Clotilde; nay, to lead to it; ultimately +to allow his own house to be their place of meeting. Alvan achieved the +first of the steps unassisted. Whether or not his character stood well +with a man of the world, his force of character, backed by solid +attainments in addition to brilliant gifts, could win a reputable citizen +and erudite to support him. Rhetoric in a worthy cause has good chances +of carrying the gravest, and the cause might reasonably seem excellent to +the professor when one promising fair to be the political genius of his +time, but hitherto not the quietest of livers, could make him believe +that marriage with this girl would be his clear salvation. The second +step was undesignedly Clotilde's. + +She was on the professor's arm at one of the great winter balls of her +conductor's brethren in the law, and he said: 'Alvan is here.' She +answered: 'No, he has not yet come.'--How could she tell that he was not +present in the crowd? + +'Has he come now?' said the professor. + +'No.' + +And no Alvan was discernible. + +'Now?' + +'Not yet.' + +The professor stared about. She waited. + +'Now he has come; he is in the room now,' said Clotilde. + +Alvan was perceived. He stood in the centre of the throng surrounding +him to buzz about some recent pamphlet. + +She could well play at faith in his magnetization of her, for as by +degrees she made herself more nervously apprehensive by thinking of him, +it came to an overclouding and then a panic; and that she took for the +physical sign of his presence, and by that time, the hour being late, +Alvan happened to have arrived. The touch of his hand, the instant +naturalness in their speaking together after a long separation, as if +there had not been an interval, confirmed her notion of his influence on +her, almost to the making it planetary. And a glance at the professor +revealed how picturesque it was. Alvan and he murmured aside. They +spoke of it: What wonder that Alvan, though he saw Prince Marko whirl her +in the dance, and keep her to the measure--dancing like a song of the +limbs in his desperate poor lover's little flitting eternity of the +possession of her--should say, after she had been led back to her +friends: 'That is he, then! one of the dragons guarding my apple of the +Hesperides, whom I must brush away.' + +'He?' replied Clotilde, sincerely feeling Marko to be of as fractional a +weight as her tone declared him. 'Oh, he is my mute, harmless, he does +not count among the dragons.' + +But there had been, notwithstanding the high presumption of his remark, +a manful thickness of voice in Alvan's 'That is he!' The rivals had +fastened a look on one another, wary, strong, and summary as the +wrestlers' first grapple. In fire of gaze, Marko was not outdone. + +'He does not count? With those eyes of his?' Alvan exclaimed. He knew +something of the sex, and spied from that point of knowledge into the +character of Clotilde; not too venturesomely, with the assistance of +rumour, hazarding the suspicion which he put forth as a certainty, and +made sharply bitter to himself in proportion to the belief in it that his +vehemence engendered: 'I know all--without exception; all, everything; +all! I repeat. But what of it, if I win you? as I shall--only aid me a +little.' + +She slightly surprised the man by not striving to attenuate the import +of the big and surcharged All: but her silence bore witness to his +penetrative knowledge. Dozens of amorous gentlemen, lovers, of excellent +substance, have before now prepared this peculiar dose for themselves-- +the dose of the lady silent under a sort of pardoning grand accusation; +and they have had to drink it, and they have blinked over the tonic +draught with such power of taking a bracing as their constitutions could +summon. At no moment of their quaint mutual history are the sexes to be +seen standing more acutely divided. Well may the lady be silent; her +little sins are magnified to herself to the proportion of the greatness +of heart forgiving her; and that, with his mysterious penetration and a +throb of her conscience, holds her tongue-tied. She does not imagine the +effect of her silence upon the magnanimous wretch. Some of these lovers, +it has to be stated in sadness for the good name of man, have not +preserved an attitude that said so nobly, 'Child, thou art human--thou +art woman!' They have undone it and gone to pieces with an injured +lover's babble of persecuting inquiries for confessions. Some, on the +contrary, retaining the attitude, have been unable to digest the tonic; +they did not prepare their systems as they did their dose, possibly +thinking the latter a supererogatory heavy thump on a trifle, the which +was performed by them artfully for a means of swallowing and getting that +obnoxious trifle well down. These are ever after love's dyspeptics. +Very few indeed continue at heart in harmony with their opening note to +the silent fair, because in truth the general anticipation is of her +proclaiming, if not angelical innocence, a softly reddened or blush-rose +of it, where the little guiltiness lies pathetic on its bed of white. + +Alvan's robustness of temper, as a conqueror pleased with his capture, +could inspirit him to feel as he said it: + +'I know all; what matters that to me?' Even her silence, extending the +'all' beyond limits, as it did to the over-knowing man, who could number +these indicative characteristics of the young woman: impulsive, without +will, readily able to lie: her silence worked no discord in him. He +would have remarked, that he was not looking out for a saint, but rather +for a sprightly comrade, perfectly feminine, thoroughly mastered, young, +graceful, comely, and a lady of station. Once in his good keeping, her +lord would answer for her. And this was a manfully generous view of the +situation. It belongs to the robustness of the conqueror's mood. But +how of his opinion of her character in the fret of a baffling, a repulse, +a defeat? Supposing the circumstances not to have helped her to shine as +a heroine, while he was reduced to appear no hero to himself! Wise are +the mothers who keep vigilant personal watch over their girls, were it +only to guard them at present, from the gentleman's condescending +generosity, until he has become something more than robust in his ideas +of the sex--say, for lack of the ringing word, fraternal. + +Clotilde never knew, and Alvan would have been unable to date, the origin +of the black thing flung at her in time to come--when the man was +frenzied, doubtless, but it was in his mind, and more than froth of +madness. + +After the night of the ball they met beneath the sanctioning roof of the +amiable professor; and on one occasion the latter, perhaps waxing +anxious, and after bringing about the introduction of Clotilde to the +sister of Alvan, pursued his prudent measures bypassing the pair through +a demi-ceremony of betrothal. It sprang Clotilde astride nearer to +reality, both actually and in feeling; and she began to show the change +at home. A rebuff that came of the coupling of her name with Alvan's +pushed her back as far below the surface as she had ever been. She +waited for him to take the step she had again implored him not yet to +take; she feared that he would, she marvelled at his abstaining; the old +wheel revolved, as it ever does with creatures that wait for +circumstances to bring the change they cannot work for themselves; and +once more the two fell asunder. She had thoughts of the cloister. Her +venerable relative died joining her hand to Prince Marko's; she was +induced to think of marriage. An illness laid her prostrate; she +contemplated the peace of death. + +Shortly before she fell sick the prince was a guest of her father's, and +had won the household by his perfect amiability as an associate. The +grace and glow, and some of the imaginable accomplishments of an Indian +Bacchus were native to him. In her convalescence, she asked herself what +more she could crave than the worship of a godlike youth, whom she in +return might cherish, strengthening his frail health with happiness. +For she had seen how suffering ate him up; he required no teaching in the +Spartan virtue of suffering, wolf-gnawed, silently. But he was a flower +in sunshine to happiness, and he looked to her for it. Why should she +withhold from him a thing so easily given? The convalescent is receptive +and undesiring, or but very faintly desiring: the new blood coming into +the frame like first dawn of light has not stirred the old passions; it +is infant nature, with a tinge of superadded knowledge that is not cloud +across it and lends it only a tender wistfulness. + +Her physician sentenced her to the Alps, whither a friend, a daughter of +our island, whose acquaintance she had made in Italy, was going, and at +an invitation Clotilde accompanied her, and she breathed Alpine air. +Marko sank into the category of dreams during sickness. There came a +letter from the professor mentioning that Alvan was on one of the kingly +Alpine heights in view, and the new blood running through her veins +became a torrent. He there! So near! Could he not be reached? + +He had a saying: Two wishes make a will. + +The wishes of two lovers, he meant. A prettier sentence for lovers, and +one more intoxicating to them, was never devised. It chirrups of the +dear silly couple. Well, this was her wish. Was it his? Young health +on the flow of her leaping blood cried out that it could not be other +than Alvan's wish; she believed in his wishing it. Then as he wished and +she wished, she had the will immediately, and it was all the more her own +for being his as well. She hurried her friend and her friend's friends +on horseback off to the heights where the wounded eagle lodged +overlooking mountain and lake. The professor reported him outwearied +with excess of work. Alvan lived the lives of three; the sins of thirty +were laid to his charge. Do you judge of heroes as of lesser men? Her +reckless defence of him, half spoken, half in her mind, helped her to +comprehend his dealings with her, and how it was that he stormed her and +consented to be beaten. He had a thousand occupations, an ambition out +of the world of love, chains to break, temptations, leanings . . . +tut, tut! She had not lived in her circle of society, and listened to +the tales of his friends and enemies, and been the correspondent of +flattering and flattered men of learning, without understanding how a man +like Alvan found diversions when forbidden to act in a given direction: +and now that her healthful new blood inspired the courage to turn two +wishes to a will, she saw both herself and him very clearly, enough at +least to pardon the man more than she did herself. She had perforce of +her radiant new healthfulness arrived at an exact understanding of him. +Where she was deluded was in supposing that she would no longer dread his +impetuous disposition to turn rosy visions into facts. But she had the +revived convalescent's ardour to embrace things positive while they were +not knocking at the door; dreams were abhorrent to her, tasteless and +innutritious; she cast herself on the flood, relying on his towering +strength and mastery of men and events to bring her to some safe landing +--the dream of hearts athirst for facts. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +Alvan was at his writing-table doing stout gladiator's work on paper in +a chamber of one of the gaunt hotels of the heights, which are Death's +Heads there in Winter and have the tongues in Summer, when a Swiss lad +entered with a round grin to tell him that a lady on horseback below had +asked for him--Dr. Alvan. Who could the lady be? He thought of too +many. The thought of Clotilde was dismissed in its dimness. Issuing and +beholding her, his face became illuminated as by a stroke of sunlight. + +'Clotilde! by all the holiest!' + +She smiled demurely, and they greeted. + +She admired the look of rich pleasure shining through surprise in him. +Her heart thanked him for appearing so handsome before her friends. + +'I was writing,' said he. 'Guess to whom?--I had just finished my +political stuff, and fell on a letter to the professor and another for +an immediate introduction to your father.' + +'True?' + +'The truth, as you shall see. So, you have come, you have found me! +This time if I let you slip, may I be stamped slack-fingered!' + +'"Two wishes make a will," you say.' + +He answered her with one of his bursts of brightness. + +Her having sought him he read for the frank surrender which he was ready +to match with a loyal devotion to his captive. Her coming cleared +everything. + +Clotilde introduced him to her friends, and he was enrolled a member of +the party. His appearance was that of a man to whom the sphinx has +whispered. They ascended to the topmost of the mountain stages, to +another caravanserai of tourists, whence the singular people emerge in +morning darkness night-capped and blanketed, and behold the great orb of +day at his birth--he them. + +Walking slowly beside Clotilde on the mountain way, Alvan said: 'Two +wishes! Mine was in your breast. You wedded yours to it. At last!--and +we are one. Not a word more of time lost. My wish is almost a will in +itself--was it not?--and has been wooing yours all this while!--till the +sleeper awakened, the well-spring leapt up from the earth; and our two +wishes united dare the world to divide them. What can? My wish was your +destiny, yours is mine. We are one.' He poetized on his passion, and +dramatized it: 'Stood you at the altar, I would pluck you from the man +holding your hand! There is no escape for you. Nay, into the vaults, +were you to grow pale and need my vital warmth--down to the vaults! +Speak--or no: look! That will do. You hold a Titan in your eyes, like +metal in the furnace, to turn him to any shape you please, liquid or +solid. You make him a god: he is the river Alvan or the rock Alvan: but +fixed or flowing, he is lord of you. That is the universal penalty: you +must, if you have this creative soul, be the slave of your creature: if +you raise him to heaven, you must be his! Ay, look! I know the eyes! +They can melt granite, they can freeze fire. Pierce me, sweet eyes! And +now flutter, for there is that in me to make them.' + +'Consider!' Clotilde flutteringly entreated him. + +'The world? you dear heaven of me! Looking down on me does not +compromise you, and I am not ashamed of my devotions. I sat in gloom: +you came: I saw my goddess and worshipped. The world, Lutece, the world +is a variable monster; it rends the weak whether sincere or false; but +those who weld strength with sincerity may practise their rites of +religion publicly, and it fawns to them, and bellows to imitate. Nay, I +say that strength in love is the sole sincerity, and the world knows it, +muffs it in the air about us, and so we two are privileged. Politically +also we know that strength is the one reality: the rest is shadow. +Behind the veil of our human conventions power is constant as ever, and +to perceive the fact is to have the divining rod-to walk clear of shams. +He is the teacher who shows where power exists: he is the leader who +wakens and forms it. Why have I unfailingly succeeded?--I never doubted! +The world voluntarily opens a path to those who step determinedly. You-- +to your honour?--I won't decide--but you have the longest in my +experience resisted. I have a Durandal to hew the mountain walls; I have +a voice for ears, a net for butterflies, a hook for fish, and desperation +to plunge into marshes: but the feu follet will not be caught. One must +wait--wait till her desire to have a soul bids her come to us. She has +come! A soul is hers: and see how, instantly, the old monster, the +world, which has no soul--not yet: we are helping it to get one--becomes +a shadow, powerless to stop or overawe. For I do give you a soul, think +as you will of it. I give you strength to realize, courage to act. It +is the soul that does things in this life--the rest is vapour. How do we +distinguish love?--as we do music by the pure note won from resolute +strings. The tense chord is music, and it is love. This higher and +higher mountain air, with you beside me, sweeps me like a harp.' + +'Oh! talk on, talk on! talk ever! do not cease talking to me!' +exclaimed Clotilde. + +'You feel the mountain spirit?' + +'I feel that you reveal it.' + +'Tell me the books you have been reading.' + +' Oh, light literature-poor stuff.' + +'When we two read together you will not say that. Light literature is +the garden and the orchard, the fountain, the rainbow, the far view; the +view within us as well as without. Our blood runs through it, our +history in the quick. The Philistine detests it, because he has no view, +out or in. The dry confess they are cut off from the living tree, peeled +and sapless, when they condemn it. The vulgar demand to have their +pleasures in their own likeness--and let them swamp their troughs! they +shall not degrade the fame of noble fiction. We are the choice public, +which will have good writing for light reading. Poet, novelist, +essayist, dramatist, shall be ranked honourable in my Republic. I am +neither, but a man of law, a student of the sciences, a politician, on +the road to government and statecraft: and yet I say I have learnt as +much from light literature as from heavy-as much, that is, from the +pictures of our human blood in motion as from the clever assortment of +our forefatherly heaps of bones. Shun those who cry out against fiction +and have no taste for elegant writing. For to have no sympathy with the +playful mind is not to have a mind: it is a test. But name the books.' + +She named one or two. + +'And when does Dr. Alvan date the first year of his Republic?' + +'Clotilde!' he turned on her. + +'My good sir?' + +'These worthy good people who are with you: tell me-to-morrow we leave +them!' + +'Leave them?' + +'You with me. No more partings. The first year, the first day shall be +dated from to-morrow. You and I proclaim our Republic on these heights. +All the ceremonies to follow. We will have a reaping of them, and make a +sheaf to present to the world with compliments. To-morrow!' + +'You do not speak seriously?' + +'I jest as little as the Talmud. Decide at once, in the happy flush of +this moment.' + +'I cannot listen to you, dear sir!' + +'But your heart beats!' + +'I am not mistress of it.' + +'Call me master of it. I make ready for to-morrow.' + +' No! no! no! A thousand times no! You have been reading too much +fiction and verse. Properly I should spurn you.' + +'Will you fail me, play feu follet, ward me off again?' + +'I must be won by rules, brave knight!' + +'Will you be won?' + +'And are you he--the Alvan who would not be centaur?' + +'I am he who chased a marsh-fire, and encountered a retiarius, and the +meshes are on my head and arms. I fancied I dealt with a woman; a woman +needing protection! She has me fast--I am netted, centaur or man. That +is between us two. But think of us facing the world, and trust me; take +my hand, take the leap; I am the best fighter in that fight. Trust it to +me, and all your difficulties are at an end. To fly solves the problem.' + +'Indeed, indeed, I have more courage than I had,' said Clotilde. + +His eyes dilated, steadied, speculated, weighed her. + +'Put it to proof while you can believe in it!' + +'How is it every one but you thinks me bold?' she complained. + +'Because I carry a touchstone that brings out the truth. I am your +reality: all others are phantoms. You can impose on them, not on me. +Courage for one inspired plunge you may have, and it will be your +salvation:--southward, over to Italy, that is the line of flight, and the +subsequent struggle will be mine: you will not have to face it. But the +courage for daily contention at home, standing alone, while I am distant +and maligned--can you fancy your having that? No! be wise of what you +really are; cast the die for love, and mount away tomorrow.' + +'Then,' said Clotilde, with elvish cunning, 'do you doubt your ability to +win me without a scandal?' + +'Back me, and I win you!' he replied in a tone of unwonted humility: a +sudden droop. + +She let her hand fall. He grasped it. + +'Gradations appear to be unknown to you,' she said. + +He cried out: 'Count the years of life, span them, think of the work to +be done, and ask yourself whether time and strength should run to waste +in retarding the inevitable? Pottering up steps that can be taken at one +bound is very well for peasant pilgrims whose shrine is their bourne, and +their kneecaps the footing stumps. But for us two life begins up there. +Onward, and everywhere around, when we two are together, is our shrine. +I have worked, and wasted life; I have not lived, and I thirst to live.' + +She murmured, in a fervour, 'You shall!' and slipped behind her defences. +'To-morrow morning we shall wander about; I must have a little time; all +to-morrow morning we can discuss plans.' + +'You know you command me,' said he, and gazed at her. + +She was really a child compared with him in years, and if it was an +excuse for taking her destiny into his hands, she consenting,--it was +also a reason why he dared not press his whole weight to win her to the +step. + +She had the pride of the secret knowledge of her command of this giant at +the long table of the guests at dinner, where, after some play of knife +and fork among notable professors, Prussian officers, lively Frenchmen +and Italians, and the usual over-supply of touring English of both sexes, +not encouraging to conversation in their look of pallid disgust of the +art, Alvan started general topics and led them. The lead came to him +naturally, because he was a natural speaker, of a mind both stored and +effervescent; and he was genial, interested in every growth of life. She +did not wonder at his popularity among men of all classes and sets, or +that he should be famed for charming women. Her friend was enraptured +with him. Friendly questions pressed in an evening chatter between the +ladies, and Clotilde fenced, which is half a confession. + +'But you are not engaged?' said the blunt Englishwoman. + +According to the explanation, Clotilde was hardly engaged. It was not an +easy thing to say how she stood definitely. She had obeyed her dying +relative and dearest on earth by joining her hand to Prince Marko's, and +had pleased her parents by following it up with the kindest attentions to +the prince. It had been done, however, for the sake of peace; and +chiefly for his well-being. She had reserved her full consent: the +plighting was incomplete. Prince Marko knew that there was another, a +magical person, a genius of the ring, irresistible. He had been warned, +that should the other come forth to claim her . . . . And she was +about to write to him this very night to tell him . . . tell him fully +. . . . In truth, she loved both, but each so differently! And both +loved her! And she had to make her choice of one, and tell the prince +she did love him, but . . . Dots are the best of symbols for rendering +cardisophistical subtleties intelligible, and as they are much used in +dialogue, one should have now and then permission to print them. +Especially feminine dialogue referring to matters of the uncertain heart +takes assistance from troops of dots; and not to understand them at least +as well as words, when words have as it were conducted us to the brink of +expression, and shown us the precipice, is to be dull, bucolic of the +marketplace. + +Sunless rose the morning. The blanketed figures went out to salute a +blanketed sky. Drizzling they returned, images of woefulness in various +forms, including laughter's. Alvan frankly declared himself the +disappointed showman; he had hoped for his beloved to see the sight long +loved by him of golden chariot and sun-steeds crossing the peaks and the +lakes; and his disappointment became consternation on hearing Clotilde's +English friend (after objection to his pagan clothing of the solemn +reality of sunrise, which destroyed or minimized by too materially +defining a grandeur that derived its essence from mystery, she thought) +announce the hour for her departure. He promised her a positive sunrise +if she would delay. Her child lay recovering from an illness in the town +below, and she could not stay. But Clotilde had coughed in the damp +morning air, and it would, he urged, be dangerous for her to be exposed +to it. Had not the lady heard her cough? She had, but personally she +was obliged to go; with her child lying ill she could not remain. 'But, +madam, do you hear that cough again? Will you drag her out with such a +cough as that?' The lady repeated 'My child!' Clotilde said it had been +agreed they should descend this day; her friend must be beside her child. +Alvan thundered an 'Impossible!' The child was recovering; Clotilde was +running into danger: he argued with the senseless woman, opposing reason +to the feminine sentiment of the maternal, and of course he was beaten. +He was compelled to sit and gnaw his eloquence. Clotilde likened his +appearance to a strangled roar. 'Mothers and their children are too much +for me!' he said, penitent for his betrayal of over-urgency, as he helped +to wrap her warmly, and counselled her very mode of breathing in the raw +mountain atmosphere. + +'I admire you for knowing when to yield,' said she. + +He groaned, with frown and laugh: 'You know what I would beg!' + +She implored him to have some faith in her. + +The missiles of the impassioned were discharged at the poor English: a +customary volley in most places where they intrude after quitting their +shores, if they diverge from the avenue of hotel-keepers and waiters: +but Clotilde pointed out to him that her English friend was not showing +coldness in devoting herself to her child. + +'No, they attend to their duties,' he assented generally, desperately +just. + +'And you owe it to her that you have seen me.' + +'I do,' he said, and forthwith courted the lady to be forgiven. + +Clotilde was taken from him in a heavy downpour and trailing of mists. + +At the foot of the mountain a boy handed her a letter from Alvan--a +burning flood, rolled out of him like lava after they had separated on +the second plateau, and confided to one who knew how to outstrip +pathfarers. She entered her hotel across the lake, and met a telegram. +At night the wires flashed 'Sleep well' to her; on her awakening, 'Good +morning.' A lengthened history of the day was telegraphed for her +amusement. Again at night there was a 'God guard you!' + +'Who can resist him?' sighed Clotilde, excited, nervous, flattered, +happy, but yearning to repose and be curtained from the buzz of the +excess of life that he put about her. This time there was no prospect of +his courtship relapsing. + +'He is a wonderful, an ideal lover!' replied her friend. + +'If he were only that!' said Clotilde, musing expressively. 'If, dear +Englishwoman, he were only that, he might be withstood. But Alvan mounts +high over such lovers: he is a wonderful and ideal man: so great, so +generous, heroical, giant-like, that what he wills must be.' + +The Englishwoman was quick enough to seize an indication difficult to +miss--more was expected to be said of him. + +'You see the perfect gentleman in Dr. Alvan,' she remarked, for she had +heard him ordering his morning bath at the hotel, and he had also been +polite to her under vexation. + +Clotilde nodded hurriedly; she saw something infinitely greater, and +disliked the bringing of that island microscope to bear upon a giant. +She found it repugnant to hear a word of Alvan as a perfect gentleman. +Justly, however, she took him for a splendid nature, and assuming upon +good authority that the greater contains the lesser, she supposed the +lesser to be a chiselled figure serviceably alive in the embrace. + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Barriers are for those who cannot fly +Be good and dull, and please everybody +Centres of polished barbarism known as aristocratic societies +Clotilde fenced, which is half a confession +Comparisons will thrust themselves on minds disordered +Compromise is virtual death +Conservative, whose astounded state paralyzes his wrath +Creatures that wait for circumstances to bring the change +Dissent rings out finely, and approval is a feeble murmur +Do you judge of heroes as of lesser men? +Empanelled to deliver verdicts upon the ways of women +Fantastical +Finishing touches to the negligence +Gone to pieces with an injured lover's babble +Gradations appear to be unknown to you +He had to go, he must, he has to be always going +He stormed her and consented to be beaten +His violent earnestness, his imperial self-confidence +I have learnt as much from light literature as from heavy +I would wait till he flung you off, and kneel to you +If you have this creative soul, be the slave of your creature +Imagination she has, for a source of strength in the future days +Looking on him was listening +Love the difficulty better than the woman +Metaphysician's treatise on Nature: a torch to see the sunrise +Music in Italy? Amorous and martial, brainless and monotonous +Not much esteem for non-professional actresses +Pact between cowardice and comfort under the title of expediency +Philosophy skimmed, and realistic romances deep-sounded +Polished barbarism +Scorned him for listening to the hesitations (hers) +She felt in him a maker of facts +Strength in love is the sole sincerity +The brainless in Art and in Statecraft +The way is clear: we have only to take the step +The worst of omens is delay +Time and strength run to waste in retarding the inevitable +Time is due to us, and the minutes are our gold slipping away +To have no sympathy with the playful mind is not to have a mind +Two wishes make a will +Venerated by his followers, well hated by his enemies +Who ever loved that loved not at first sight? +Win you--temperately, let us hope; by storm, if need be +World voluntarily opens a path to those who step determinedly + + + + +[The End] + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 4461 *** diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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Upon examination, claimants to the +epithet will be found outside of books and of poets, in many quarters, +Nature being one of the prominent, if not the foremost. Wherever she can +get to drink her fill of sunlight she pushes forth fantastically. As for +that wandering ship of the drunken pilot, the mutinous crew and the angry +captain, called Human Nature, 'fantastical' fits it no less completely +than a continental baby's skull-cap the stormy infant. + +Our sympathies, one may fancy, will be broader, our critical acumen +shrewder, if we at once accept the thing as a part of us and worthy of +study. + +The pair of tragic comedians of whom there will be question pass under +this word as under their banner and motto. Their acts are incredible: +they drank sunlight and drove their bark in a manner to eclipse +historical couples upon our planet. Yet they do belong to history, +they breathed the stouter air than fiction's, the last chapter of them +is written in red blood, and the man pouring out that last chapter, was +of a mighty nature not unheroical, a man of the active grappling modern +brain which wrestles with facts, to keep the world alive, and can create +them, to set it spinning. + +A Faust-like legend might spring from him: he had a devil. He was the +leader of a host, the hope of a party, venerated by his followers, well +hated by his enemies, respected by the intellectual chiefs of his time, +in the pride of his manhood and his labours when he fell. And why this +man should have come to his end through love, and the woman who loved him +have laid her hand in the hand of the slayer, is the problem we have to +study, nothing inventing, in the spirit and flesh of both. To ask if it +was love is useless. Love may be celestial fire before it enters into +the systems of mortals. It will then take the character of its place of +abode, and we have to look not so much for the pure thing as for the +passion. Did it move them, hurry them, animating the giants and gnomes +of one, the elves and sprites of the other, and putting animal nature out +of its fashionable front rank? The bare railway-line of their story +tells of a passion honest enough to entitle it to be related. Nor is +there anything invented, because an addition of fictitious incidents +could never tell us how she came to do this, he to do that; or how the +comic in their natures led by interplay to the tragic issue. They are +real creatures, exquisitely fantastical, strangely exposed to the world +by a lurid catastrophe, who teach us, that fiction, if it can imagine +events and persons more agreeable to the taste it has educated, can read +us no such furrowing lesson in life. + + + + +THE TRAGIC COMEDIANS + +CHAPTER I + +An unresisted lady-killer is probably less aware that he roams the +pastures in pursuit of a coquette, than is the diligent Arachne that her +web is for the devouring lion. At an early age Clotilde von Rudiger was +dissatisfied with her conquests, though they were already numerous in her +seventeenth year, for she began precociously, having at her dawn a lively +fancy, a womanly person, and singular attractions of colour, eyes, and +style. She belonged by birth to the small aristocracy of her native +land. Nature had disposed her to coquettry, which is a pastime counting +among the arts of fence, and often innocent, often serviceable, though +sometimes dangerous, in the centres of polished barbarism known as +aristocratic societies, where nature is not absent, but on the contrary +very extravagant, tropical, by reason of her idle hours for the imbibing +of copious draughts of sunlight. The young lady of charming countenance +and sprightly manners is too much besought to choose for her choice to +be decided; the numbers beseeching prevent her from choosing instantly, +after the fashion of holiday schoolboys crowding a buffet of pastry. +These are not coquettish, they clutch what is handy: and little so is +the starved damsel of the sequestered village, whose one object of the +worldly picturesque is the passing curate; her heart is his for a nod. +But to be desired ardently of trooping hosts is an incentive to taste to +try for yourself. Men (the jury of householders empanelled to deliver +verdicts upon the ways of women) can almost understand that. And as it +happens, tasting before you have sounded the sense of your taste will +frequently mislead by a step or two difficult to retrieve: the young +coquette must then be cruel, as necessarily we kick the waters to escape +drowning: and she is not in all cases dealing with simple blocks or limp +festoons, she comes upon veteran tricksters that have a knowledge of her +sex, capable of outfencing her nascent individuality. The more +imagination she has, for a source of strength in the future days, the +more is she a prey to the enemy in her time of ignorance. + +Clotilde's younger maiden hours and their love episodes are wrapped in +the mists Diana considerately drops over her adventurous favourites. She +was not under a French mother's rigid supervision. In France the mother +resolves that her daughter shall be guarded from the risks of that +unequal rencounter between foolish innocence and the predatory. Vigilant +foresight is not so much practised where the world is less accurately +comprehended. Young people of Clotilde's upper world everywhere, and the +young women of it especially, are troubled by an idea drawn from what +they inhale and guess at in the spirituous life surrounding them, that +the servants of the devil are the valiant host, this world's elect, +getting and deserving to get the best it can give in return for a little +dashing audacity, a flavour of the Fronde in their conduct; they sin, but +they have the world; and then they repent perhaps, but they have had the +world. The world is the golden apple. Thirst for it is common during +youth: and one would think the French mother worthy of the crown of +wisdom if she were not so scrupulously provident in excluding love from +the calculations on behalf of her girl. + +Say (for Diana's mists are impenetrable and freeze curiosity) that +Clotilde was walking with Count Constantine, the brilliant Tartar trained +in Paris, when first she met Prince Marko Romaris, at the Hungarian Baths +on the borders of the Styrian highlands. The scene at all events is +pretty, and weaves a fable out of a variety of floating threads. A +stranger to the Baths, dressed in white and scarlet, sprang from his +carriage into a group of musical gypsies round an inn at the arch of the +chestnut avenue, after pulling up to listen to them for a while. The +music had seized him. He snatched bow and fiddle from one of the ring, +and with a few strokes kindled their faces. Then seating himself, on a +bench he laid the fiddle on his knee, and pinched the strings and flung +up his voice, not ceasing to roll out the spontaneous notes when Clotilde +and her cavalier, and other couples of the party, came nigh; for he was +on the tide of the song, warm in it, and loved it too well to suffer +intruders to break the flow, or to think of them. They were close by +when the last of it rattled (it was a popular song of a fiery tribe) to +its finish: He rose and saluted Clotilde, smiled and jumped back to his +carriage, sending a cry of adieu to the swarthy, lank-locked, leather- +hued circle, of which his dark oriental eyes and skin of burnished walnut +made him look an offshoot, but one of the celestial branch. + +He was in her father's reception-room when she reached home: he was +paying a visit of ceremony on behalf of his family to General von +Rudiger; which helped her to remember that he had been expected, and also +that his favourite colours were known to be white and scarlet. In those +very colours, strange to tell, Clotilde was dressed; Prince Marko had +recognized her by miraculous divination, he assured her he could have +staked his life on the guess as he bowed to her. Adieu to Count +Constantine. Fate had interposed the prince opportunely, we have to +suppose, for she received a strong impression of his coming straight from +her invisible guardian; and the stroke was consequently trenchant which +sent the conquering Tartar raving of her fickleness. She struck, like +fate, one blow. She discovered that the prince, in addition to his +beauty and sweet manners and gift of song, was good; she fell in love +with goodness, whereof Count Constantine was not an example: so she set +her face another way, soon discovering that there may be fragility in +goodness. And now first her imagination conceived the hero who was to +subdue her. Could Prince Marko be he, soft as he was, pliable, a docile +infant, burning to please her, enraptured in obeying?--the hero who would +wrestle with her, overcome and hold her bound? Siegfried could not be +dreamed in him, or a Siegfried's baby son-in-arms. She caught a glorious +image of the woman rejecting him and his rival, and it informed her that +she, dissatisfied with an Adonis, and more than a match for a famous +conqueror, was a woman of decisive and independent, perhaps unexampled, +force of character. Her idea of a spiritual superiority that could soar +over those two men, the bad and the good--the bad because of his +vileness, the good because of his frailness--whispered to her of +deserving, possibly of attracting, the best of men: the best, that is, in +the woman's view of us--the strongest, the great eagle of men, lord of +earth and air. + +One who will dominate me, she thought. + +Now when a young lady of lively intelligence and taking charm has brought +her mind to believe that she possesses force of character, she persuades +the rest of the world easily to agree with her, and so long as her +pretensions are not directly opposed to their habits of thought, her +parents will be the loudest in proclaiming it, fortifying so the maid's +presumption, which is ready to take root in any shadow of subserviency. +Her father was a gouty general of infantry in the diplomatic service, +disinclined to unnecessary disputes, out of consideration for his +vehement irritability when roused. Her mother had been one of the +beauties of her set, and was preserving an attenuated reign, through the +conversational arts, to save herself from fading into the wall. Her +brothers and sisters were not of an age to contest her lead. The temper +of the period was revolutionary in society by reflection of the state of +politics, and juniors were sturdy democrats, letting their elders know +that they had come to their inheritance, while the elders, confused by +the impudent topsy-turvy, put on the gaping mask (not unfamiliar to +history) of the disestablished conservative, whose astounded state +paralyzes his wrath. + +Clotilde maintained a decent measure in the liberty she claimed, and it +was exercised in wildness of dialogue rather than in capricious +behaviour. If her flowing tongue was imperfectly controlled, it was +because she discoursed by preference to men upon our various affairs and +tangles, and they encouraged her with the tickled wonder which bids the +bold advance yet farther into bogland. Becoming the renowned original of +her society, wherever it might be, in Germany, Italy, Southern France, +she grew chillily sensible of the solitude decreed for their heritage to +our loftiest souls. Her Indian Bacchus, as a learned professor supplied +Prince Marko's title for her, was a pet, not a companion. She to him was +what she sought for in another. As much as she pitied herself for not +lighting on the predestined man, she pitied him for having met the woman, +so that her tenderness for both inspired many signs of warm affection, +not very unlike the thing it moaned secretly the not being. For she +could not but distinguish a more poignant sorrow in the seeing of the +object we yearn to vainly than in vainly yearning to one unseen. +Dressed, to delight him, in Prince Marko's colours, the care she bestowed +on her dressing was for the one absent, the shrouded comer: so she +pleased the prince to be pleasing to her soul's lord, and this, owing to +an appearance of satisfactory deception that it bore, led to her thinking +guiltily. We may ask it: an eagle is expected, and how is he to declare +his eagleship save by breaking through our mean conventional systems, +tearing links asunder, taking his own in the teeth of vulgar ordinances? +Clotilde's imagination drew on her reading for the knots it tied and +untied, and its ideas of grandeur. Her reading was an interfusion of +philosophy skimmed, and realistic romances deep-sounded. She tried hard, +but could get no other terrible tangle for her hero's exhibition of +flaming azure divineness than the vile one of the wedded woman. Further +thinking of it, she revived and recovered; she despised the complication, +yet without perceiving how else he was to manifest himself legitimately +in a dull modern world. The rescuing her from death would be a poor +imitation of worn-out heroes. His publication of a trumpeting book fell +appallingly flat in her survey. Deeds of gallantry done as an officer in +war (defending his country too) distinguished the soldier, but failed to +add the eagle feather to the man. She had a mind of considerable soaring +scope, and eclectic: it analyzed a Napoleon, and declined the position of +his empress. The man must be a gentleman. Poets, princes, warriors, +potentates, marched before her speculative fancy unselected. + +So far, as far as she can be portrayed introductorily, she is not without +exemplars in the sex. Young women have been known to turn from us +altogether, never to turn back, so poor and shrunken, or so fleshly-bulgy +have we all appeared in the fairy jacket they wove for the right one of +us to wear becomingly. But the busy great world was round Clotilde while +she was malleable, though she might be losing her fresh ideas of the +hammer and the block, and that is a world of much solicitation to induce +a vivid girl to merge an ideal in a living image. Supposing, when she +has accomplished it, that men justify her choice, the living will retain +the colours of the ideal. We have it on record that he may seem an +eagle. + +'You talk curiously like Alvan, do you know,' a gentleman of her country +said to her as they were descending the rock of Capri, one day. He said +it musingly. + +He belonged to a circle beneath her own: the learned and artistic. She +had not heard of this Alvan, or had forgotten him; but professing +universal knowledge, especially of celebrities, besides having an envious +eye for that particular circle, which can pretend to be the choicest of +all, she was unwilling to betray her ignorance, and she dimpled her +cheek, as one who had often heard the thing said to her before. She +smiled musingly. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +'Who is the man they call Alvan?' She put the question at the first +opportunity to an aunt of hers. + +Up went five-fingered hands. This violent natural sign of horror was +comforting: she saw that he was a celebrity indeed. + +'Alvan! My dear Clotilde! What on earth can you want to know about a +creature who is the worst of demagogues, a disreputable person, and a +Jew!' + +Clotilde remarked that she had asked only who he was. 'Is he clever?' + +'He is one of the basest of those wretches who are for upsetting the +Throne and Society to gratify their own wicked passions: that is what he +is.' + +'But is he clever?' + +'Able as Satan himself, they say. He is a really dangerous, bad man. +You could not have been curious about a worse one.' + +'Politically, you mean.' + +'Of course I do.' + +The lady had not thought of any other kind of danger from a man of that +station. + +The likening of one to Satan does not always exclude meditation upon him. +Clotilde was anxious to learn in what way her talk resembled Alvan's. He +being that furious creature, she thought of herself at her wildest, which +was in her estimation her best; and consequently, she being by no means a +furious creature, though very original, she could not meditate on him +without softening the outlines given him by report; all because of the +likeness between them; and, therefore, as she had knowingly been taken +for furious by very foolish people, she settled it that Alvan was also a +victim of the prejudices he scorned. It had pleased her at times to +scorn our prejudices and feel the tremendous weight she brought on +herself by the indulgence. She drew on her recollections of the Satanic +in her bosom when so situated, and never having admired herself more +ardently than when wearing that aspect, she would have admired the man +who had won the frightful title in public, except for one thing--he was a +Jew. + +The Jew was to Clotilde as flesh of swine to the Jew. Her parents had +the same abhorrence of Jewry. One of the favourite similes of the family +for whatsoever grunted in grossness, wriggled with meanness, was Jew: and +it was noteworthy from the fact that a streak of the blood was in the +veins of the latest generation and might have been traced on the maternal +side. + +Now a meanness that clothes itself in the Satanic to terrify cowards is +the vilest form of impudence venturing at insolence; and an insolent +impudence with Jew features, the Jew nose and lips, is past endurance +repulsive. She dismissed her contemplation of Alvan. Luckily for the +gentleman who had compared her to the Jew politician, she did not meet +him again in Italy. + +She had meanwhile formed an idea of the Alvanesque in dialogue; she +summoned her forces to take aim at it, without becoming anything Jewish, +still remaining clean and Christian; and by her astonishing practice of +the art she could at any time blow up a company--scatter mature and +seasoned dames, as had they been balloons on a wind, ay, and give our +stout sex a shaking. + +Clotilde rejected another aspirant proposed by her parents, and falling +into disgrace at home, she went to live for some months with an ancient +lady who was her close relative residing in the capital city where the +brain of her race is located. There it occurred that a dashing officer +of social besides military rank, dancing with her at a ball, said, for a +comment on certain boldly independent remarks she had been making: 'I see +you know Alvan.' + +Alvan once more. + +'Indeed I do not,' she said, for she was addressing an officer high above +Alvan in social rank; and she shrugged, implying that she was almost past +contradiction of the charge. + +'Surely you must,' said he; 'where is the lady who could talk and think +as you do without knowing Alvan and sharing his views!' + +Clotilde was both startled and nettled. + +'But I do not know him at all; I have never met him, never seen him. +I am unlikely to meet the kind of person,' she protested; and she was +amazed yet secretly rejoiced on hearing him, a noble of her own circle, +and a dashing officer, rejoin: 'Come, come, let us be honest. That is +all very well for the little midges floating round us to say of Alvan, +but we two can clasp hands and avow proudly that we both know and love +the man.' + +'Were it true, I would own it at once, but I repeat, that he is a total +stranger to me,' she said, seeing the Jew under quite a different +illumination. + +'Actually?' + +'In honour.' + +'You have never met, never seen him, never read any of his writings?' + +'Never. I have heard his name, that is all.' + +'Then,' the officer's voice was earnest, 'I pity him, and you no less, +while you remain strangers, for you were made for one another. Those +ideas you have expressed, nay, the very words, are Alvan's: I have heard +him use them. He has just the same original views of society and history +as yours; they're identical; your features are not unlike . . . you talk +alike: I could fancy your voice the sister of his. You look incredulous? +You were speaking of Pompeius, and you said "Plutarch's Pompeius," and +more for it is almost incredible under the supposition that you do not +know and have never listened to Alvan--you said that Pompeius appeared to +have been decorated with all the gifts of the Gods to make the greater +sacrifice of him to Caesar, who was not personally worth a pretty woman's +"bite." Come, now--you must believe me: at a supper at Alvan's table the +other night, the talk happened to be of a modern Caesar, which led to the +real one, and from him to "Plutarch's Pompeius," as Alvan called him; and +then he said of him what you have just said, absolutely the same down to +the allusion to the bite. I assure you. And you have numbers of little +phrases in common: you are partners in aphorisms: Barriers are for those +who cannot fly: that is Alvan's. I could multiply them if I could +remember; they struck me as you spoke.' + +'I must be a shameless plagiarist,' said Clotilde. + +'Or he,' said Count Kollin. + +It is here the place of the Chorus to state that these: ideas were in the +air at the time; sparks of the Vulcanic smithy at work in politics and +pervading literature: which both Alvan and Clotilde might catch and give +out as their own, in the honest belief that the epigram was, original to +them. They were not members of a country where literature is confined to +its little paddock, without, influence on the larger field (part lawn, +part marsh) of the social world: they were readers in sympathetic action +with thinkers and literary artists. Their saying in common, 'Plutarch's +Pompeius,' may be traceable to a reading of some professorial article on +the common portrait-painting of the sage of Chaeroneia. The dainty +savageness in the 'bite' Plutarch mentions, evidently struck on a +similarity of tastes in both, as it has done with others. And in regard +to Caesar, Clotilde thought much of Caesar; she had often wished that +Caesar (for the additional pleasure in thinking of him) had been endowed +with the beauty of his rival: one or two of Plutarch's touches upon the +earlier history of Pompeius had netted her fancy, faintly (your +generosity must be equal to hearing it) stung her blood; she liked the +man; and if he had not been beaten in the end, she would have preferred +him femininely. His name was not written Pompey to her, as in English, +to sound absurd: it was a note of grandeur befitting great and lamentable +fortunes, which the young lady declined to share solely because of her +attraction to the victor, her compulsion to render unto the victor the +sunflower's homage. She rendered it as a slave: the splendid man beloved +to ecstasy by the flower of Roman women was her natural choice. + +Alvan could not be even a Caesar in person, he was a Jew. Still a Jew +of whom Count Kollin spoke so warmly must be exceptional, and of the +exceptional she dreamed. He might have the head of a Caesar. She +imagined a huge head, the cauldron of a boiling brain, anything but +bright to the eye, like a pot always on the fire, black, greasy, +encrusted, unkempt: the head of a malicious tremendous dwarf. Her hungry +inquiries in a city where Alvan was well known, brought her full +information of one who enjoyed a highly convivial reputation besides the +influence of his political leadership; but no description of his aspect +accompanied it, for where he was nightly to be met somewhere about the +city, none thought of describing him, and she did not push that question +because she had sketched him for herself, and rather wished, the more she +heard of his genius, to keep him repulsive. It appeared that his bravery +was as well proved as his genius, and a brilliant instance of it had been +given in the city not long since. He had her ideas, and he won +multitudes with them: he was a talker, a writer, and an orator; and he +was learned, while she could not pretend either to learning or to a flow +of rhetoric. She could prattle deliciously, at times pointedly, relying +on her intuition to tell her more than we get from books, and on her +sweet impudence for a richer original strain. She began to appreciate +now a reputation for profound acquirements. Learned professors of +jurisprudence and history were as enthusiastic for Alvan in their way as +Count Kollin. She heard things related of Alvan by the underbreath. +That circle below her own, the literary and artistic, idolized him; his +talk, his classic breakfasts and suppers, his undisguised ambition, his +indomitable energy, his dauntlessness and sway over her sex, were +subjects of eulogy all round her; and she heard of an enamoured baroness. +No one blamed Alvan. He had shown his chivalrous valour in defending +her. The baroness was not a young woman, and she was a hardbound Blue. +She had been the first to discover the prodigy, and had pruned, +corrected, and published him; he was one of her political works, +promising to be the most successful. An old affair apparently; but the +association of a woman's name with Alvan's, albeit the name of a veteran, +roused the girl's curiosity, leading her to think his mental and magnetic +powers must be of the very highest, considering his physical +repulsiveness, for a woman of rank to yield him such extreme devotion. +She commissioned her princely serving-man, who had followed and was never +far away from her, to obtain precise intelligence of this notorious +Alvan. + +Prince Marko did what he could to please her; he knew something of the +rumours about Alvan and the baroness. But why should his lady trouble +herself for particulars of such people, whom it could scarcely be +supposed she would meet by accident? He asked her this. Clotilde said +it was common curiosity. She read him a short lecture on the dismal +narrowness of their upper world; and on the advantage of taking an +interest in the world below them and more enlightened; a world where +ideas were current and speech was wine. The prince nodded; if she had +these opinions, it must be good for him to have them too, and he shared +them, as it were, by the touch of her hand, and for the length of time +that he touched her hand, as an electrical shock may be taken by one far +removed from the battery, susceptible to it only through the link; he was +capable of thinking all that came to him from her a blessing--shocks, +wounds and disruptions. He did not add largely to her stock of items, +nor did he fetch new colours. The telegraph wire was his model of style. +He was more or less a serviceless Indian Bacchus, standing for sign of +the beauty and vacuity of their world: and how dismally narrow that world +was, she felt with renewed astonishment at every dive out of her gold- +fish pool into the world of tides below; so that she was ready to scorn +the cultivation of the graces, and had, when not submitting to the smell, +fanciful fits of a liking for tobacco smoke--the familiar incense of +those homes where speech was wine. + +At last she fell to the asking of herself whether, in the same city with +him, often among his friends, hearing his latest intimate remarks--things +homely redolent of him as hot bread of the oven--she was ever to meet +this man upon whom her thoughts were bent to the eclipse of all others. +She desired to meet him for comparison's sake, and to criticize a popular +hero. It was inconceivable that any one popular could approach her +standard, but she was curious; flame played about him; she had some +expectation of easing a spiteful sentiment created by the recent +subjection of her thoughts to the prodigious little Jew; and some feeling +of closer pity for Prince Marko she had, which urged her to be rid of her +delusion as to the existence of a wonder-working man on our earth, that +she might be sympathetically kind to the prince, perhaps compliant, and +so please her parents, be good and dull, and please everybody, and adieu +to dreams, good night, and so to sleep with the beasts! . . . + +Calling one afternoon on a new acquaintance of the flat table-land she +liked tripping down to from her heights, Clotilde found the lady in +supreme toilette, glowing, bubbling: 'Such a breakfast, my dear!' The +costly profusion, the anecdotes, the wit, the fun, the copious draughts +of the choicest of life--was there ever anything to match it? Never in +that lady's recollection, or her husband's either, she exclaimed. And +where was the breakfast? Why, at Alvan's, to be sure; where else could +such a breakfast be? + +'And you know Alvan!' cried Clotilde, catching excitement from the lady's +flush. + +'Alvan is one of my husband's closest friends' + +Clotilde put on the playful frenzy; she made show of wringing her hands: +'Oh! happy you! you know Alvan? And everybody is to know him except +me? why? I proclaim it unjust. Because I am unmarried? I'll take a +husband to-morrow morning to be entitled to meet Alvan in the evening.' + +The playful frenzy is accepted in its exact innocent signification of +'this is my pretty wilful will and way,' and the lady responded to it +cordially; for it is pleasant to have some one to show, and pleasant to +assist some one eager to see: besides, many had petitioned her for a +sight of Alvan; she was used to the request. + +'You're not obliged to wait for to-morrow,' she said. 'Come to one of +our gatherings to-night. Alvan will be here.' + +'You invite me?' + +'Distinctly. Pray, come. He is sure to be here. We have his promise, +and Alvan never fails. Was it not Frau v. Crestow who did us the favour +of our introduction? She will bring you.' + +The Frau v. Crestow was a cousin of Clotilde's by marriage, sentimental, +but strict in her reading of the proprieties. She saw nothing wrong in +undertaking to conduct Clotilde to one of those famous gatherings of the +finer souls of the city and the race; and her husband agreed to join them +after the sitting of the Chamber upon a military-budget vote. The whole +plan was nicely arranged and went well. Clotilde dressed carefully, +letting her gold-locks cloud her fine forehead carelessly, with finishing +touches to the negligence, for she might be challenged to take part in +disputations on serious themes, and a handsome young woman who has to +sustain an argument against a man does wisely when she forearms her +beauties for a reserve, to carry out flanking movements if required. The +object is to beat him. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +Her hostess met her at the entrance of the rooms, murmuring that Alvan +was present, and was there: a direction of a nod that any quick-witted +damsel must pretend to think sufficient, so Clotilde slipped from her +companion and gazed into the recess of a doorless inner room, where three +gentlemen stood, backed by book cases, conversing in blue vapours of +tobacco. They were indistinct; she could see that one of them was of +good stature. One she knew; he was the master of the house, mildly +Jewish. The third was distressingly branded with the slum and gutter +signs of the Ahasuerus race. Three hats on his head could not have done +it more effectively. The vindictive caricatures of the God Pan, executed +by priests of the later religion burning to hunt him out of worship in +the semblance of the hairy, hoofy, snouty Evil One, were not more +loathsome. She sank on a sofa. That the man? Oh! Jew, and fifty times +over Jew! nothing but Jew! + +The three stepped into the long saloon, and she saw how veritably +magnificent was the first whom she had noticed. + +She sat at her lamb's-wool work in the little ivory frame, feeding on the +contrast. This man's face was the born orator's, with the light-giving +eyes, the forward nose, the animated mouth, all stamped for speechfulness +and enterprise, of Cicero's rival in the forum before he took the +headship of armies and marched to empire. + +The gifts of speech, enterprise, decision, were marked on his features +and his bearing, but with a fine air of lordly mildness. Alas, he could +not be other than Christian, so glorious was he in build! One could +vision an eagle swooping to his helm by divine election. So vigorously +rich was his blood that the swift emotion running with the theme as he +talked pictured itself in passing and was like the play of sheet +lightning on the variations of the uninterrupted and many-glancing +outpour. Looking on him was listening. Yes, the looking on him +sufficed. Here was an image of the beauty of a new order of godlike men, +that drained an Indian Bacchus of his thin seductions at a breath-reduced +him to the state of nursery plaything, spangles and wax, in the +contemplation of a girl suddenly plunged on the deeps of her womanhood. +She shrank to smaller and smaller as she looked. + +Be sure that she knew who he was. No, says she. But she knew. It +terrified her soul to think he was Alvan. She feared scarcely less that +it might not be he. Between these dreads of doubt and belief she played +at cat and mouse with herself, escaped from cat, persecuted mouse, teased +herself, and gloated. It is he! not he! he! not he! most certainly! +impossible!--And then it ran: If he, oh me! If another, woe me! For +she had come to see Alvan. Alvan and she shared ideas. They talked +marvellously alike, so as to startle Count Kollin: and supposing he was +not Alvan, it would be a bitter disappointment. The supposition that he +was, threatened her with instant and life-long bondage. + +Then again, could that face be the face of a Jew? She feasted. It was a +noble profile, an ivory skin, most lustrous eyes. Perchance a Jew of the +Spanish branch of the exodus, not the Polish. There is the noble Jew as +well as the bestial Gentile. There is not in the sublimest of Gentiles a +majesty comparable to that of the Jew elect. He may well think his race +favoured of heaven, though heaven chastise them still. The noble Jew is +grave in age, but in his youth he is the arrow to the bow of his fiery +eastern blood, and in his manhood he is--ay, what you see there! a figure +of easy and superb preponderance, whose fire has mounted to inspirit and +be tempered by the intellect. + +She was therefore prepared all the while for the surprise of learning +that the gentleman so unlike a Jew was Alvan; and she was prepared to +express her recordation of the circumstance in her diary with phrases of +very eminent surprise. Necessarily it would be the greatest of +surprises. + +The three, this man and his two of the tribe, upon whom Clotilde's +attention centred, with a comparison in her mind too sacred to be other +than profane (comparisons will thrust themselves on minds disordered), +dropped to the cushions of the double-seated sofa, by one side of which +she cowered over her wool-work, willing to dwindle to a pin's head if her +insignificance might enable her to hear the words of the speaker. He +pursued his talk: there was little danger of not hearing him. There was +only the danger of feeling too deeply the spell of his voice. His voice +had the mellow fulness of the clarionet. But for the subject, she could +have fancied a noontide piping of great Pan by the sedges. She had never +heard a continuous monologue so musical, so varied in music, amply +flowing, vivacious, interwovenly the brook, the stream, the torrent: a +perfect natural orchestra in a single instrument. He had notes less +pastorally imageable, notes that fired the blood, with the ranging of his +theme. The subject became clearer to her subjugated wits, until the +mental vivacity he roused on certain impetuous phrases of assertion +caused her pride to waken up and rebel as she took a glance at herself, +remembering that she likewise was a thinker, deemed in her society an +original thinker, an intrepid thinker and talker, not so very much +beneath this man in audacity of brain, it might be. He kindled her thus, +and the close-shut but expanded and knew the fretting desire to breathe +out the secret within it, and be appreciated in turn. + +The young flower of her sex burned to speak, to deliver an opinion. She +was unaccustomed to yield a fascinated ear. She was accustomed rather to +dictate and be the victorious performer, and though now she was not +anxious to occupy the pulpit--being too strictly bred to wish for a post +publicly in any of the rostra--and meant still less to dispossess the +present speaker of the place he filled so well, she yearned to join him: +and as that could not be done by a stranger approving, she panted to +dissent. A young lady cannot so well say to an unknown gentleman: 'You +have spoken truly, sir,' as, 'That is false!' for to speak in the former +case would be gratuitous, and in the latter she is excused by the moral +warmth provoking her. Further, dissent rings out finely, and approval is +a feeble murmur--a poor introduction of oneself. Her moral warmth was +ready and waiting for the instigating subject, but of course she was +unconscious of the goad within. Excitement wafted her out of herself, as +we say, or out of the conventional vessel into the waves of her troubled +nature. He had not yet given her an opportunity for dissenting; she was +compelled to agree, dragged at his chariot-wheels in headlong agreement. + +His theme was Action; the political advantages of Action; and he +illustrated his view with historical examples, to the credit of the +French, the temporary discredit of the German and English races, who tend +to compromise instead. Of the English he spoke as of a power extinct, a +people 'gone to fat,' who have gained their end in a hoard of gold and +shut the door upon bandit ideas. Action means life to the soul as to the +body. Compromise is virtual death: it is the pact between cowardice and +comfort under the title of expediency. So do we gather dead matter about +us. So are we gradually self-stifled, corrupt. The war with evil in +every form must be incessant; we cannot have peace. Let then our joy be +in war: in uncompromising Action, which need not be the less a sagacious +conduct of the war . . . . Action energizes men's brains, generates +grander capacities, provokes greatness of soul between enemies, and is +the guarantee of positive conquest for the benefit of our species. To +doubt that, is to doubt of good being to be had for the seeking. He drew +pictures of the healthy Rome when turbulent, the doomed quiescent. Rome +struggling grasped the world. Rome stagnant invited Goth and Vandal. So +forth: alliterative antitheses of the accustomed pamphleteer. At last +her chance arrived. + +His opposition sketch of Inaction was refreshed by an analysis of the +character of Hamlet. Then he reverted to Hamlet's promising youth. +How brilliantly endowed was the Prince of Denmark in the beginning! + +'Mad from the first!' cried Clotilde. + +She produced an effect not unlike that of a sudden crack of thunder. The +three made chorus in a noise of boots on the floor. + +Her hero faced about and stood up, looking at her fulgently. Their eyes +engaged without wavering on either side. Brave eyes they seemed, each +pair of them, for his were fastened on a comely girl, and she had strung +herself to her gallantest to meet the crisis. + +His friends quitted him at a motion of the elbows. He knelt on the sofa, +leaning across it, with clasped hands. + +'You are she!--So, then, is a contradiction of me to be the +commencement?' + +'After the apparition of Hamlet's father the prince was mad,' said +Clotilde hurriedly, and she gazed for her hostess, a paroxysm of alarm +succeeding that of her boldness. + +'Why should we two wait to be introduced?' said he. 'We know one +another. I am Alvan. You are she of whom I heard from Kollin: who else? +Lucretia the gold-haired; the gold-crested serpent, wise as her sire; +Aurora breaking the clouds; in short, Clotilde!' + +Her heart exulted to hear him speak her name. She laughed with a radiant +face. His being Alvan, and his knowing her and speaking her name, all +was like the happy reading of a riddle. He came round to her, bowing, +and his hand out. She gave hers: she could have said, if asked, 'For +good!' And it looked as though she had given it for good. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +'Hamlet in due season,' said he, as they sat together. 'I shall convince +you.' + +She shook her head. + +'Yes, yes, an opinion formed by a woman is inflexible; I know that: the +fact is not half so stubborn. But at present there are two more +important actors: we are not at Elsinore. You are aware that I hoped to +meet you?' + +'Is there a periodical advertisement of your hopes?--or do they come to +us by intuition?' + +'Kollin was right!--the ways of the serpent will be serpentine. I knew +we must meet. It is no true day so long as the goddess of the morning +and the sun-god are kept asunder. I speak of myself, by what I have felt +since I heard of you.' + +'You are sure of your divinity?' + +'Through my belief in yours!' + +They bowed smiling at the courtly exchanges. + +'And tell me,' said he, 'as to meeting me . . . ?' + +She replied: 'When we are so like the rest of the world we may confess +our weakness.' + +'Unlike! for the world and I meet and part: not we two.' + +Clotilde attempted an answer: it would not come. She tried to be +revolted by his lording tone, and found it strangely inoffensive. His +lording presence and the smile that was like a waving feather on it +compelled her so strongly to submit to hear, as to put her in danger of +appearing to embrace this man's rapid advances. + +She said: 'I first heed of you at Capri.' + +'And I was at Capri seven days after you had left.' + +'You knew my name then?' + +'Be not too curious with necromancers. Here is the date--March 15th. +You departed on the 8th.' + +'I think I did. That is a year from now.' + +'Then we missed: now we meet. It is a year lost. A year is a great age! +Reflect on it and what you owe me. How I wished for a comrade at Capri! +Not a "young lady," and certainly no man. The understanding Feminine, +was my desire--a different thing from the feminine understanding, +usually. I wanted my comrade young and fair, necessarily of your sex, +but with heart and brain: an insane request, I fancied, until I heard +that you were the person I wanted. In default of you I paraded the +island with Tiberius, who is my favourite tyrant. We took the initiative +against the patricians, at my suggestion, and the Annals were written by +a plebeian demagogue, instead of by one of that party, whose account of +my extinction by command of the emperor was pathetic. He apologized in +turn for my imperial master and me, saying truly, that the +misunderstanding between us was past cement: for each of us loved the man +but hated his office; and as the man is always more in his office than he +is in himself, clearly it was the lesser portion of our friend that each +of us loved. So, I, as the weaker, had to perish, as he would have done +had I been the stronger; I admitted it, and sent my emperor my respectful +adieux, with directions for the avoiding of assassins. Mademoiselle, by +delaying your departure seven days you would have saved me from death. +You see, the official is the artificial man, and I ought to have known +there is no natural man left in us to weigh against the artificial. I +counted on the emperor's personal affection, forgetting that princes +cannot be our friends.' + +'You died bravely?' + +Clotilde entered into the extravagance with a happy simulation of zest. + +'Simply, we will say. My time had come, and I took no sturdy pose, but +let the life-stream run its course for a less confined embankment. +Sapphire sea, sapphire sky: one believes in life there, thrills with it, +when life is ebbing: ay, as warmly as when life is at the flow in our +sick and shrivelled North--the climate for dried fish! Verily the second +death of hearing that a gold-haired Lucretia had been on the island seven +days earlier, was harder to bear. Tell me frankly--the music in Italy?' + +'Amorous and martial, brainless and monotonous.' + +'Excellent!' his eyes flashed delightedly. 'O comrade of comrades! +that year lost to me will count heavily as I learn to value those I have +gained. Yes, brainless! There, in music, we beat them, as politically +France beats us. No life without brain! The brainless in Art and in +Statecraft are nothing but a little more obstructive than the dead. It +is less easy to cut a way through them. But it must be done, or the +Philistine will be as the locust in his increase, and devour the green +blades of the earth. You have been trained to shudder at the demagogue?' + +'I do not shudder,' said Clotilde. + +'A diamond from the lapidary!--Your sentences have many facets. Well, +you are conversing with a demagogue, an avowed one: a demagogue and a +Jew. You take it as a matter of course: you should exhibit some +sparkling incredulity. The Christian is like the politician in supposing +the original obverse of him everlastingly the same, after the pattern of +the monster he was originally taught to hate. But the Jew has been a +little christianized, and we have a little bejewed the Christian. So +with demagogues: as we see the conservative crumbling, we grow +conservatived. Try to think individually upon what you have to learn +collectively--that is your task. You are of the few who will be equal to +it. We are not men of blood, believe me. I am not. For example, I +detest and I decline the duel. I have done it, and proved myself a man +of metal notwithstanding. To say nothing of the inhumanity, the +senselessness of duelling revolts me. 'Tis a folly, so your nobles +practise it, and your royal wiseacre sanctions. No blood for me: and yet +I tell you that whatever opposes me, I will sweep away. How? With the +brain. If we descend to poor brute strength or brutal craft, it is from +failing in the brain: we quit the leadership of our forces, and the +descent is the beast's confession. Do I say how? Perhaps by your aid.-- +You do not start and cry: "Mine!" That is well. I have not much esteem +for non-professional actresses. They are numerous and not entertaining. +--You leave it to me to talk.' + +'Could I do better?' + +'You listen sweetly.' + +'It is because I like to hear.' + +'You have the pearly little ear of a shell on the sand.' + +'With the great sea sounding near it!' + +Alvan drew closer to her. + +'I look into your eyes and perceive that one may listen to you and speak +to you. Heart to heart, then! Yes, a sea to lull you, a sea to win you +--temperately, let us hope; by storm, if need be. My prize is found! +The good friend who did the part of Iris for us came bounding to me: "I +have discovered the wife for you, Alvan." I had previously heard of her +from another as having touched the islet of Capri. "But," said Kollin, +"she is a gold-crested serpent--slippery!" Is she? That only tells me +of a little more to be mastered. I feel my future now. Hitherto it has +been a land without sunlight. Do you know how the look of sunlight on a +land calms one? It signifies to the eye possession and repose, the end +gained--not the end to labour, just heaven! but peace to the heart's +craving, which is the renewal of strength for work, the fresh dip in the +waters of life. Conjure up your vision of Italy. Remember the meaning +of Italian light and colour: the clearness, the luminous fulness, the +thoughtful shadows. Mountain and wooded headland are solid, deep to the +eye, spirit-speaking to the mind. They throb. You carve shapes of Gods +out of that sky, the sea, those peaks. They live with you. How they +satiate the vacant soul by influx, and draw forth the troubled from its +prickly nest!--Well, and you are my sunlighted land. And you will have +to be fought for. And I see not the less repose in the prospect! Part +of you may be shifty-sand. The sands are famous for their golden +shining--as you shine. Well, then, we must make the quicksands concrete. +I have a perfect faith in you, and in the winning of you. Clearly you +will have to be fought for. I should imagine it a tough battle to come. +But as I doubt neither you nor myself, I see beyond it.--We use phrases +in common, and aphorisms, it appears. Why? but that our minds act in +unison. What if I were to make a comparison of you with Paris?--the city +of Paris, Lutetia.' + +'Could you make it good?' said Clotilde. + +He laughed and postponed it for a series of skimming discussions, like +swallow-flights from the nest beneath the eaves to the surface of the +stream, perpetually reverting to her, and provoking spirited replies, +leading her to fly with him in expectation of a crowning compliment that +must be singular and was evidently gathering confirmation in his mind +from the touchings and probings of her character on these flights. + +She was like a lady danced off her sense of fixity, to whom the +appearance of her whirling figure in the mirror is both wonderful and +reassuring; and she liked to be discussed, to be compared to anything, +for the sake of being the subject, so as to be sure it was she that +listened to a man who was a stranger, claiming her for his own; sure it +was she that by not breaking from him implied consent, she that went +speeding in this magical rapid round which slung her more and more out of +her actual into her imagined self, compelled her to proceed, denied her +the right to faint and call upon the world for aid, and catch at it, +though it was close by and at a signal would stop the terrible circling. +The world was close by and had begun to stare. She half apprehended that +fact, but she was in the presence of the irresistible. In the presence +of the irresistible the conventional is a crazy structure swept away with +very little creaking of its timbers on the flood. When we feel its power +we are immediately primitive creatures, flying anywhere in space, +indifferent to nakedness. And after trimming ourselves for it, the sage +asks your permission to add, it will be the thing we are most certain +some day to feel. Had not she trimmed herself?--so much that she had won +fame for an originality mistaken by her for the independent mind, and +perilously, for courage. She had trimmed herself and Alvan too--herself +to meet it, and Alvan to be it. Her famous originality was a trumpet +blown abroad proclaiming her the prize of the man who sounded as loudly +his esteem for the quality--in a fair young woman of good breeding. Each +had evoked the other. Their common anticipations differed in this, that +he had expected comeliness, she the reverse--an Esau of the cities; and +seeing superb manly beauty in the place of the thick-featured sodden +satyr of her miscreating fancy, the irresistible was revealed to her on +its divinest whirlwind. + +They both desired beauty; they had each stipulated for beauty before +captivity could be acknowledged; and he beholding her very attractive +comeliness, walked into the net, deeming the same a light thing to wear, +and rather a finishing grace to his armoury; but she, a trained disciple +of the conventional in social behaviour (as to the serious points and the +extremer trifles), fluttered exceedingly; she knew not what she was +doing, where her hand was, how she looked at him, how she drank in his +looks on her. Her woman's eyes had no guard they had scarcely +speculation. She saw nothing in its passing, but everything backward, +under haphazard flashes. The sight of her hand disengaged told her it +had been detained; a glance at the company reminded her that those were +men and women who had been other than phantoms; recollections of the +words she listened to, assented to, replied to, displayed the gulfs she +had crossed. And nevertheless her brain was as quick as his to press +forward to pluck the themes which would demonstrate her mental vividness +and at least indicate her force of character. The splendour of the man +quite extinguished, or over-brightened, her sense of personal charm; she +set fire to her brain to shine intellectually, treating the tale of her +fair face as a childish tale that might have a grain of truth in it, some +truth, a very little, and that little nearly worthless, merely womanly, +a poor charm of her sex. The intellectual endowment was rarer: still +rarer the moral audacity. O, to match this man's embracing +discursiveness! his ardour, his complacent energy, the full strong sound +he brought out of all subjects! He struck, and they rang. There was a +bell in everything for him; Nature gave out her cry, and significance was +on all sides of the universe; no dead stuff, no longer any afflicting +lumpishness. His brain was vivifying light. And how humane he was! how +supremely tolerant! Where she had really thought instead of flippantly +tapping at the doors of thought, or crying vagrantly for an echo, his +firm footing in the region thrilled her; and where she had felt deeper +than fancifully, his wise tenderness overwhelmed. Strange to consider: +with all his precious gifts, which must make the gift of life thrice dear +to him, he was fearless. Less by what he said than by divination she +discerned that he knew not fear. If for only that, she would have hung +to him like his shadow. She could have detected a brazen pretender. +A meaner mortal vaunting his great stores she would have written down +coxcomb. Her social training and natural perception raised her to a +height to measure the bombastical and distinguish it from the eloquently +lofty. He spoke of himself, as the towering Alp speaks out at a first +view, bidding that which he was be known. Fearless, confident, able, he +could not but be, as he believed himself, indomitable. She who was this +man's mate would consequently wed his possessions, including courage. +Clotilde at once reached the conclusion of her having it in an equal +degree. Was she not displaying it? The worthy people of the company +stared, as she now perceived, and she was indifferent; her relatives were +present without disturbing her exaltation. She wheeled above their heads +in the fiery chariot beside her sun-god. It could not but be courage, +active courage, superior to her previous tentative steps--the verbal +temerities she had supposed so dauntless. For now she was in action, now +she was being tried to match the preacher and incarnation of the virtues +of action! + +Alvan shaped a comparison of her with Paris, his beloved of cities--the +symbolized goddess of the lightning brain that is quick to conceive, +eager to realize ideas, impassioned for her hero, but ever putting him to +proof, graceful beyond all rhyme, colloquial as never the Muse; light in +light hands, yet valiant unto death for a principle; and therefore not +light, anything but light in strong hands, very stedfast rather: and oh! +constantly entertaining. + +The comparison had to be strained to fit the living lady's shape. Did he +think it, or a dash of something like it? + +His mood was luxurious. He had found the fair and youthful original +woman of refinement and station desired by him. He had good reason to +wish to find her. Having won a name, standing on firm ground, with +promise of a great career, chief of what was then taken for a growing +party and is not yet a collapsed, nor will be, though the foot on it is +iron, his youth had flown under the tutelage of an extraordinary Mentor, +whom to call Athene robs the goddess of her personal repute for wisdom in +conduct, but whose head was wise, wise as it was now grey. Verily she +was original; and a grey original should seem remarkable above a blooming +blonde. If originality in woman were our prime request, the grey should +bear the palm. She has gone through the battle, retaining the standard +she carried into it, which is a victory. Alas, that grey, so spirit- +touching in Art, should be so wintry in reality! + +The discovery of a feminine original breathing Spring, softer, warmer +than the ancient one, gold instead of snowcrested, and fully as intrepid +as devoted, was an immense joy to Alvan. He took it luxuriously because +he believed in his fortune, a kind of natal star, the common heritage of +the adventurous, that brought him his good things in time, in return for +energetic strivings in a higher direction apart from his natural +longings. + +Fortune had delayed, he had wintered long. All the sweeter was the +breath of the young Spring. That exquisite new sweetness robed Clotilde +in the attributes of the person dreamed of for his mate; and deductively +assuming her to possess them, he could not doubt his power of winning +her. Barriers are for those who cannot fly. The barriers were palpable +about a girl of noble Christian birth: so was the courage in her which +would give her wings, he thought, coming to that judgement through the +mixture of his knowledge of himself and his perusal of her exterior. +He saw that she could take an impression deeply enough to express it +sincerely, and he counted on it, sympathetically endowing her with his +courage to support the originality she was famed for. + +They were interrupted between-whiles by weariful men running to Alvan for +counsel on various matters--how to play their game, or the exact phrasing +of some pregnant sentence current in politics or literature. He +satisfied them severally and shouldered them away, begging for peace +that night. Clotilde corroborated his accurate recital of the lines of +a contested verse of the incomparable Heinrich, and they fell to capping +verses of the poet-lucid metheglin, with here and there no dubious +flavour of acid, and a lively sting in the tail of the honey. Sentiment, +cynicism, and satin impropriety and scabrous, are among those verses, +where pure poetry has a recognized voice; but the lower elements +constitute the popularity in a cultivated society inclining to wantonness +out of bravado as well as by taste. Alvan, looking indolently royal and +royally roguish, quoted a verse that speaks of the superfluousness of a +faithless lady's vowing bite: + + 'The kisses were in the course of things, + The bite was a needless addition.' + +Clotilde could not repress her reddening--Count Kollin had repeated too +much! She dropped her eyes, with a face of sculpture, then resumed their +chatter. He spared her the allusion to Pompeius. She convinced him of +her capacity for reserve besides intrepidity, and flattered him too with +her blush. She could dare to say to Kollin what her scarlet sensibility +forbade her touching on with him: not that she would not have had an airy +latitude with him to touch on what she pleased: he liked her for her +boldness and the cold peeping of the senses displayed in it: he liked +also the distinction she made. + +The cry to supper conduced to a further insight of her adaptation to his +requirements in a wife. They marched to the table together, and sat +together, and drank a noble Rhine wine together--true Rauenthal. His +robustness of body and soul inspired the wish that his well-born wife +might be, in her dainty fashion, yet honestly and without mincing, his +possible boonfellow: he and she, glass in hand, thanking the bountiful +heavens, blessing mankind in chorus. It belonged to his hearty dream of +the wife he would choose, were she to be had. The position of +interpreter of heaven's benevolence to mankind through his own enjoyment +of the gifts, was one that he sagaciously demanded for himself, sharing +it with the Philistine unknowingly; and to have a wife no less wise than +he on this throne of existence was a rosy exaltation. Clotilde kindled +to the hint of his festival mood of Solomon at the banquet. She was not +devoid of a discernment of flavours; she had heard grave judges at her +father's board profoundly deliver their verdicts upon this and that +vineyard and vintage; and it is a note of patriotism in her country to be +enthusiastic for wine of the Rhine: she was, moreover, thirsty from much +talking and excitement. She drank her glass relishingly, declaring the +wine princely. Alvan smacked his hands in a rapture: 'You are not for +the extract of raisin our people have taken to copy from French +Sauternes, to suit a female predilection for sugar?' + +'No, no, the grape for me!' said she: 'the Rhine grape with the elf in +it, and the silver harp and the stained legend!' + +'Glorious!' + +He toasted the grape. 'Wine of the grape is the young bride--the young +sun-bride! divine, and never too sweet, never cloying like the withered +sun-dried, with its one drop of concentrated sugar, that becomes ten of +gout. No raisin-juice for us! None of their too-long-on-the-stem +clusters! We are for the blood of the grape in her youth, her heaven- +kissing ardour. I have a cellar charged with the bravest of the Rhine. +We--will we not assail it, bleed it in the gallant days to come? we two!' +The picture of his bride and him drinking the sun down after a day of +savage toil was in the shout--a burst unnoticed in the incessantly +verbalizing buzz of a continental supper-table. Clotilde acquiesced: +she chimed to it like a fair boonfellow of the rollicking faun. She was +realizing fairyland. + +They retired to the divan-corner where it was you-and-I between them as +with rivulets meeting and branching, running parallel, uniting and +branching again, divided by the theme, but unending in the flow of the +harmony. So ran their chirping arguments and diversions. The carrying +on of a prolonged and determined you-and-I in company intimates to those +undetermined floating atoms about us that a certain sacred something is +in process of formation, or has formed; and people looked; and looked +hard at the pair, and at one another afterward: none approached them. +The Signor conjuror who has a thousand arts for conjuring with nature was +generally considered to have done that night his most ancient and +reputedly fabulous trick--the dream of poets, rarely witnessed anywhere, +and almost too wonderful for credence in a haunt of our later +civilization. Yet there it was: the sudden revelation of the intense +divinity to a couple fused in oneness by his apparition, could be +perceived of all having man and woman in them; love at first sight, was +visible. 'Who ever loved that loved not at first sight?' And if nature, +character, circumstance, and a maid clever at dressing her mistress's +golden hair, did prepare them for Love's lightning-match, not the less +were they proclaimingly alight and in full blaze. Likewise, Time, +imperious old gentleman though we know him to be, with his fussy +reiterations concerning the hour for bed and sleep, bowed to the magical +fact of their condition, and forbore to warn them of his passing from +night to day. He had to go, he must, he has to be always going, but as +long as he could he left them on their bank by the margin of the stream, +where a shadow-cycle of the eternal wound a circle for them and allowed +them to imagine they had thrust that old driver of the dusty high-road +quietly out of the way. They were ungrateful, of course, when the +performance of his duties necessitated his pulling them up beside him +pretty smartly, but he uttered no prophecy of ever intending to rob them +of the celestial moments they had cut from him and meant to keep between +them 'for ever,' and fresh. + +The hour was close on the dawn of a March morning. Alvan assisted at the +cloaking and hooding of Clotilde. Her relatives were at hand; they hung +by while he led her to the stairs and down into a spacious moonlight that +laid the traceries of the bare tree-twigs clear-black on grass and stone. + +'A night to head the Spring!' said Alvan. 'Come.' + +He lifted her off the steps and set her on the ground, as one who had an +established right to the privilege and she did not contest it, nor did +her people, so kingly was he, arrayed in the thunder of the bolt which +had struck the pair. These things, and many things that islands know not +of, are done upon continents, where perhaps traditions of the awfulness +of Love remain more potent in society; or it may be, that an island +atmosphere dispossesses the bolt of its promptitude to strike, or the +breastplates of the islanders are strengthened to resist the bolt, or no +tropical heat is there to create and launch it, or nothing is to be seen +of it for the haziness, or else giants do not walk there. But even where +he walked, amid a society intellectually fostering sentiment, in a land +bowing to see the simplicity of the mystery paraded, Alvan's behaviour +was passing heteroclite. He needed to be the kingly fellow he was, +crowned by another kingly fellow--the lord of hearts--to impose it +uninterruptedly. 'She is mine; I have won her this night!' his bearing +said; and Clotilde's acquiesced; and the worthy couple following them had +to exhibit a copy of the same, much wondering. Partly by habit, and of +his natural astuteness, Alvan peremptorily usurped a lead that once taken +could not easily be challenged, and would roll him on a good tideway +strong in his own passion and his lady's up against the last defences-- +her parents. A difficulty with them was foreseen. What is a difficulty! +--a gate in the hunting-field: an opponent on a platform: a knot beneath +a sword: the dam to waters that draw from the heavens. Not desiring it +in this case--it would have been to love the difficulty better than the +woman--he still enjoyed the bracing prospect of a resistance, if only +because it was a portion of the dowry she brought him. Good soldiers +(who have won their grades) are often of a peaceful temper and would not +raise an invocation to war, but a view of the enemy sets their pugnacious +forces in motion, the bugle fills their veins with electrical fire, till +they are as racers on the race-course.--His inmost hearty devil was glad +of a combat that pertained to his possession of her, for battle gives the +savour of the passion to win, and victory dignifies a prize: he was, +however, resolved to have it, if possible, according to the regular +arrangement of such encounters, formal, without snatchings, without rash +violence; a victory won by personal ascendancy, reasoning eloquence. + +He laughed to hear her say, in answer to a question as to her present +feelings: 'I feel that I am carried away by a centaur!' The comparison +had been used or implied to him before. + +'No!' said he, responding to a host of memories, to shake them off, 'no +more of the quadruped man! You tempt him--may I tell you that? Why, +now, this moment, at the snap of my fingers, what is to hinder our taking +the short cut to happiness, centaur and nymph? One leap and a gallop, +and we should be into the morning, leaving night to grope for us, parents +and friends to run about for the wits they lose in running. But no! No +more scandals. That silver moon invites us by its very spell of bright +serenity, to be mad: just as, when you drink of a reverie, the more +prolonged it is the greater the readiness for wild delirium at the end of +the draught. But no!' his voice deepened--'the handsome face of the orb +that lights us would be well enough were it only a gallop between us two. +Dearest, the orb that lights us two for a lifetime must be taken all +round, and I have been on the wrong side of the moon + +I have seen the other face of it--a visage scored with regrets, dead +dreams, burnt passions, bald illusions, and the like, the like!--sunless, +waterless, without a flower! It is the old volcano land: it grows one +bitter herb: if ever you see my mouth distorted you will know I am +revolving a taste of it; and as I need the antidote you give, I will not +be the centaur to win you, for that is the land where he stables himself; +yes, there he ends his course, and that is the herb he finishes by +pasturing on. You have no dislike of metaphors and parables? We Jews +are a parable people.' + +'I am sure I do understand . . .' said Clotilde, catching her breath to +be conscientious, lest he should ask her for an elucidation. + +'Provided always that the metaphor be not like the metaphysician's +treatise on Nature: a torch to see the sunrise!--You were going to add?' + +'I was going to say, I think I understand, but you run away with me +still.' + +'May the sensation never quit you!' + +'It will not.' + +'What a night !' Alvan raised his head: 'A night cast for our first +meeting and betrothing! You are near home?' + +'The third house yonder in the moonlight.' + +'The moonlight lays a white hand on it!' + +'That is my window sparkling.' + +'That is the vestal's cresset. Shall I blow it out?' + +'You are too far. And it is a celestial flame, sir!' + +'Celestial in truth! My hope of heaven! Dian's crescent will be ever on +that house for me, Clotilde. I would it were leagues distant, or the +door not forbidden!' + +'I could minister to a good knight humbly.' + +Alvan bent to her, on a sudden prompting: + +'When do father and mother arrive?' + +'To-morrow.' + +He took her hand. 'To-morrow, then! The worst of omens is delay.' + +Clotilde faintly gasped. Could he mean it?--he of so evil a name in her +family and circle! + +Her playfulness and pleasure in the game of courtliness forsook her. + +'Tell me the hour when it will be most convenient to them to receive me,' +said Alvan. + +She stopped walking in sheer fright. + +'My father--my mother?' she said, imaging within her the varied horror of +each and the commotion. + +'To-morrow or the day after--not later. No delays! You are mine, we are +one; and the sooner my cause is pleaded the better for us both. If I +could step in and see them this instant, it would be forestalling +mischances. Do you not see, that time is due to us, and the minutes are +our gold slipping away?' + +She shrank her hand back: she did not wish to withdraw the hand, only to +shun the pledge it signified. He opened an abyss at her feet, and in +deadly alarm of him she exclaimed: 'Oh! not yet; not immediately.' She +trembled, she made her petition dismal by her anguish of speechlessness. +'There will be such . . . not yet! Perhaps later. They must not be +troubled yet--at present. I am . . . I cannot--pray, delay!' + +'But you are mine!' said Alvan. 'You feel it as I do. There can be no +real impediment?' + +She gave an empty sigh that sought to be a run of entreaties. In fear +of his tongue she caught at words to baffle it, senseless of their +imbecility: 'Do not insist: yes, in time: they will--they--they may. +My father is not very well . . . my mother: she is not very well. +They are neither of them very well: not at present!--Spare them at +present.' + +To avoid being carried away, she flung herself from the centaur's back +to the disenchanting earth; she separated herself from him in spirit, +and beheld him as her father and mother and her circle would look on this +pretender to her hand, with his lordly air, his Jew blood, and his +hissing reputation--for it was a reputation that stirred the snakes and +the geese of the world. She saw him in their eyes, quite coldly: which +imaginative capacity was one of the remarkable feats of cowardice, active +and cold of brain even while the heart is active and would be warm. + +He read something of her weakness. 'And supposing I decide that it must +be?' + +'How can I supplicate you!' she replied with a shiver, feeling that she +had lost her chance of slipping from his grasp, as trained women of the +world, or very sprightly young wits know how to do at the critical +moment: and she had lost it by being too sincere. Her cowardice appeared +to her under that aspect. + +'Now I perceive that the task is harder,' said Alvan, seeing her huddled +in a real dismay. 'Why will you not rise to my level and fear nothing! +The way is clear: we have only to take the step. Have you not seen +tonight that we are fated for one another? It is your destiny, and +trifling with destiny is a dark business. Look at me. Do you doubt my +having absolute control of myself to bear whatever they put on me to +bear, and hold firmly to my will to overcome them! Oh! no delays.' + +'Yes!' she cried; 'yes, there must be.' + +'You say it?' + +The courage to repeat her cry was wanting. + +She trembled visibly: she could more readily have bidden him bear her +hence than have named a day for the interview with her parents; but +desperately she feared that he would be the one to bid; and he had this +of the character of destiny about him, that she felt in him a maker of +facts. He was her dream in human shape, her eagle of men, and she felt +like a lamb in the air; she had no resistance, only terror of his power, +and a crushing new view of the nature of reality. + +'I see!' said he, and his breast fell. Her timid inability to join with +him for instant action reminded him that he carried many weights: a bad +name among her people and class, and chains in private. He was old +enough to strangle his impulses, if necessary, or any of the brood less +fiery than the junction of his passions. 'Well, well!--but we might so +soon have broken through the hedge into the broad highroad! It is but to +determine to do it--to take the bold short path instead of the wearisome +circuit. Just a little lightning in the brain and tightening of the +heart. Battles are won in that way: not by tender girls! and she is a +girl, and the task is too much for her. So, then, we are in your hands, +child! Adieu, and let the gold-crested serpent glide to her bed, and +sleep, dream, and wake, and ask herself in the morning whether she is not +a wedded soul. Is she not a serpent? gold-crested, all the world may +see; and with a mortal bite, I know. I have had the bite before the +kisses. That is rather an unjust reversal of the order of things. +Apropos, Hamlet was poisoned--ghost-poisoned.' + +'Mad, he was mad!' said Clotilde, recovering and smiling. + +'He was born bilious; he partook of the father's constitution, not the +mother's. High-thoughted, quick-nerved to follow the thought, +reflective, if an interval yawned between his hand and the act, he was by +nature two-minded: as full of conscience as a nursing mother that sleeps +beside her infant:--she hears the silent beginning of a cry. Before the +ghost walked he was an elementary hero; one puff of action would have +whiffed away his melancholy. After it, he was a dizzy moralizer, waiting +for the winds to blow him to his deed-ox out. The apparition of his +father to him poisoned a sluggish run of blood, and that venom in the +blood distracted a head steeped in Wittenberg philosophy. With +metaphysics in one and poison in the other, with the outer world opened +on him and this world stirred to confusion, he wore the semblance of +madness; he was throughout sane; sick, but never with his reason +dethroned.' + +'Nothing but madness excuses his conduct to Ophelia!' + +'Poison in the blood is a pretty good apology for infidelity to a lady.' + +' No!' + +'Well, to an Ophelia of fifty?' said Alvan. + +Clotilde laughed, not perfectly assured of the wherefore, but pleased to +be able to laugh. Her friends were standing at the house door, farewells +were spoken, Alvan had gone. And then she thought of the person that +Ophelia of fifty might be, who would have to find a good apology for him +in his dose of snake-bite, or love of a younger woman whom he termed +gold-crested serpent. + +He was a lover, surely a lover: he slid off to some chance bit of +likeness to himself in every subject he discussed with her. + +And she? She speeded recklessly on the back of the centaur when he had +returned to the state of phantom and the realities he threatened her with +were no longer imminent. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +Clotilde was of the order of the erring who should by rights have a short +sermon to preface an exposure of them, administering the whip to her own +sex and to ours, lest we scorn too much to take an interest in her. The +exposure she had done for herself, and she has not had the art to frame +her apology. The day after her meeting, with her eagle, Alvan, she saw +Prince Marko. She was gentle to him, in anticipation of his grief; she +could hardly be ungentle on account of his obsequious beauty, and when +her soft eyes and voice had thrilled him to an acute sensibility to the +blow, honourably she inflicted it. + +'Marko, my friend, you know that I cannot be false; then let me tell you +I yesterday met the man who has but to lift his hand and I go to him, and +he may lead me whither he will.' + +The burning eyes of her Indian Bacchus fixed on her till their brightness +moistened and flashed. + +Whatever was for her happiness he bowed his head to, he said. He knew +the man. + +Her duty was thus performed; she had plighted herself. For the first few +days she was in dread of meeting, seeing, or hearing of Alvan. She +feared the mention of a name that rolled the world so swiftly. Her +parents had postponed their coming, she had no reason for instant alarm; +it was his violent earnestness, his imperial self-confidence that she +feared, as nervous people shrink from cannon: and neither meeting, +seeing, nor hearing of him, she began to yearn, like the child whose +curiosity is refreshed by a desire to try again the startling thing which +frightened it. Her yearning grew, the illusion of her courage flooded +back; she hoped he would present himself to claim her, marvelled that he +did not, reproached him; she could almost have scorned him for listening +to the hesitations of the despicable girl so little resembling what she +really was--a poor untried girl, anxious only on behalf of her family to +spare them a sudden shock. Remembering her generous considerations in +their interests, she thought he should have known that the creature he +called a child would have yielded upon supplication to fly with him. +Her considerateness for him too, it struck her next, was the cause of +her seeming cowardly, and the man ought to have perceived it and put it +aside. He should have seen that she could be brave, and was a mate for +him. And if his shallow experience of her wrote her down nerveless, his +love should be doing. + +Was it love? Her restoration to the belief in her possessing a decided +will whispered of high achievements she could do in proof of love, had +she the freedom of a man. She would not have listened (it was quite +true) to a silly supplicating girl; she would not have allowed an +interval to yawn after the first wild wooing of her. Prince Marko loved. +Yes, that was love! It failed in no sign of the passion. She set +herself to study it in Marko, and was moved by many sentiments, numbering +among them pity, thankfulness, and the shiver of a feeling between +admiration and pathetic esteem, like that the musician has for a precious +instrument giving sweet sound when shattered. He served her faithfully, +in spite of his distaste for some of his lady's commissions. She had to +get her news of Alvan through Marko. He brought her particulars of the +old trial of Alvan, and Alvan's oration in defence of himself for a +lawless act of devotion to the baroness; nothing less than the +successfully scheming to wrest by force from that lady's enemy a document +precious to her lawful interests. It was one of those cases which have a +really high gallant side as well as a bad; an excellent case for +rhetoric. Marko supplied the world's opinion of the affair, bravely +owning it to be not unfavourable. Her worthy relatives, the Frau v. +Crestow and husband, had very properly furnished a report to the family +of the memorable evening; and the hubbub over it, with the epithets +applied to Alvan, intimated how he would have been received on a visit +to demand her in marriage. There was no chance of her being allowed to +enter houses where this 'rageing demagogue and popular buffoon' was a +guest; his name was banished from her hearing, so she was compelled to +have recourse to Marko. Unable to take such services without rewarding +him, she fondled: it pained her to see him suffer. Those who toss crumbs +to their domestic favourites will now and then be moved to toss meat, +which is not so good for them, but the dumb mendicant's delight in it is +winning, and a little cannot hurt. Besides, if any one had a claim on +her it was the prince; and as he was always adoring, never importunate, +he restored her to the pedestal she had been really rudely shaken from by +that other who had caught her up suddenly into the air, and dropped her! +A hand abandoned to her slave rewarded him immeasurably. A heightening +of the reward almost took his life. In the peacefulness of dealing with +a submissive love that made her queenly, the royal, which plucked her +from throne to footstool, seemed predatory and insolent. Thus, after +that scene of 'first love,' in which she had been actress, she became +almost (with an inward thrill or two for the recovering of him) +reconciled to the not seeing of the noble actor; for nothing could erase +the scene--it was historic; and Alvan would always be thought of as a +delicious electricity. She and Marko were together on the summer +excursion of her people, and quite sisterly, she could say, in her +delicate scorn of his advantages and her emotions. True gentlemen are +imperfectly valued when they are under the shadow of giants; but still +Clotilde's experience of a giant's manners was favourable to the liberty +she could enjoy in a sisterly intimacy of this kind, rather warmer than +her word for it would imply. She owned that she could better live the +poetic life--that is, trifle with fire and reflect on its charms in the +society of Marko. He was very young, he was little more than an +adolescent, and safely timid; a turn of her fingers would string or +slacken him. One could play on him securely, thinking of a distant day +--and some shipwreck of herself for an interlude--when he might be made +happy. + +Her strangest mood of the tender cruelty was when the passion to +anatomize him beset her. The ground of it was, that she found him in her +likeness, adoring as she adored, and a similar loftiness; now grovelling, +now soaring; the most radiant of beings, the most abject; and the +pleasure she had of the sensational comparison was in an alteregoistic +home she found in him, that allowed of her gathering a picked self- +knowledge, and of her saying: 'That is like me: that is very like me: +that is terribly like': up to the point where the comparison wooed her no +longer with an agreeable lure of affinity, but nipped her so shrewdly as +to force her to say: 'That is he, not I': and the vivisected youth +received the caress which quickened him to wholeness at a touch. It was +given with impulsive tenderness, in pity of him. Anatomy is the title +for the operation, because the probing of herself in another, with the +liberty to cease probing as soon as it hurt her, allowed her while unhurt +to feel that she prosecuted her researches in a dead body. The moment +her strong susceptibility to the likeness shrank under a stroke of pain, +she abstained from carving, and simultaneously conscious that he lived, +she was kind to him. + +'This love of yours, Marko--is it so deep?' + +'I love you.' + +'You think me the highest and best?' + +'You are.' + +'So deep that you could bear anything from me?' + +'Try me!' + +'Unfaithfulness?' + +'You would be you!' + +'Do you not say that because you cannot suspect evil of me?' + +'Let me only see you!' + +'You are sure that happiness would not smother it?' + +'Has it done so yet?' + +'Though you know I am a serpent to that man's music?' + +'Ah, heaven! Oh!--do not say music. Yes! though anything!' + +'And if ever you were to witness the power of his just breathing to me?' + +'I would . . . . Ah!' + +' What? If you saw his music working the spell?--even the first notes of +his prelude!' + +'I would wait' + +'It might be for long.' + +'I would eat my heart.' + +'Bitter! bitter!' + +'I would wait till he flung you off, and kneel to you.' + +She had a seizure of the nerves. + +The likeness between them was, she felt, too flamingly keen to be looked +at further. She reached to the dim idea of some such nauseous devotion, +and took a shot in her breast as she did so, and abjured it, and softened +to her victim. Clotilde opened her arms, charming away her wound, as she +soothed him, both by the act of soothing and the reflection that she +could not be so very like one whom she pitied and consoled. + +She was charitably tender. If it be thought that she was cruel to +excess, plead for her the temptation to simple human nature at sight of a +youth who could be precipitated into the writhings of dissolution, and +raised out of it by a smile. This young man's responsive spirit acted on +her as the discovery of specifics for restoring soundness to the frame +excites the brilliant empiric: he would slay us with benevolent soul to +show the miracle of our revival. Worship provokes the mortal goddess to +a manifestation of her powers; and really the devotee is full half to +blame. + +She had latterly been thinking of Alvan's rejection of the part of +centaur; and his phrase, the quadruped man, breathed meaning. He was to +gain her lawfully after dominating her utterly. That was right, but it +levelled imagination. There is in the sentimental kingdom of Love a form +of reasoning, by which a lady of romantic notions who is dominated +utterly, will ask herself why she should be gained lawfully: and she is +moved to do so by the consideration that if the latter, no necessity can +exist for the former: and the reverse. In the union of the two +conditions she sees herself slavishly domesticated. With her Indian +Bacchus imagination rose, for he was pliant: she had only to fancy, and +he was beside her.--Quick to the saddle, away! The forest of terrors is +ahead; they are at the verge of it; a last hamlet perches on its borders; +the dwellers have haunted faces; the timbers of their huts lean to an +upright in wry splinters; warnings are moaned by men and women with the +voice of a night-wind; but on and on! the forest cannot be worse than a +world defied. They drain a cup of milk apiece and they spur, for this is +the way to the golden Indian land of the planted vine and the lover's +godship.--Ludicrous! There is no getting farther than the cup of milk +with Marko. They curvet and caper to be forward unavailingly. It should +be Alvan to bring her through the forest to the planted vine in sunland. +Her splendid prose Alvan could do what the sprig of poetry can but +suggest. Never would malicious fairy in old woman's form have offered +Alvan a cup of milk to paralyze his bride's imagination of him +confronting perils. Yet, O shameful contrariety of the fates! he who +could, will not; he who would, is incapable. Let it not be supposed that +the desire of her bosom was to be run away with in person. Her simple +human nature wished for the hero to lift her insensibly over the +difficult opening chapter of the romance--through 'the forest,' or half +imagined: that done, she felt bold enough to meet the unimagined, which, +as there was no picture of it to terrify her, seemed an easy gallop into +sunland.--Yes, but in the grasp of a great prose giant, with the poetic +departed! Naturally she turned to caress the poetic while she had it +beside her. And it was a wonder to observe the young prince's heavenly +sensitiveness to every variation of her moods. He knew without hearing +when she had next seen Alvan, though it had not been to speak to him. He +looked, and he knew. The liquid darkness of his large eastern eyes cast +a light that brought her heart out: she confessed it, and she comforted +him. The sweetest in the woman caused her double-dealing. + +Now she was aware that Alvan moved behind the screen concealing him. +A common friend of Alvan and her family talked to her of him. He was an +eminent professor, a middleaged, grave and honourable man, not ignorant +that her family entertained views opposed to the pretensions of such a +man as the demagogue and Jew. Nevertheless Alvan could persuade him to +abet the scheme for his meeting Clotilde; nay, to lead to it; ultimately +to allow his own house to be their place of meeting. Alvan achieved the +first of the steps unassisted. Whether or not his character stood well +with a man of the world, his force of character, backed by solid +attainments in addition to brilliant gifts, could win a reputable citizen +and erudite to support him. Rhetoric in a worthy cause has good chances +of carrying the gravest, and the cause might reasonably seem excellent to +the professor when one promising fair to be the political genius of his +time, but hitherto not the quietest of livers, could make him believe +that marriage with this girl would be his clear salvation. The second +step was undesignedly Clotilde's. + +She was on the professor's arm at one of the great winter balls of her +conductor's brethren in the law, and he said: 'Alvan is here.' She +answered: 'No, he has not yet come.'--How could she tell that he was not +present in the crowd? + +'Has he come now?' said the professor. + +'No.' + +And no Alvan was discernible. + +'Now?' + +'Not yet.' + +The professor stared about. She waited. + +'Now he has come; he is in the room now,' said Clotilde. + +Alvan was perceived. He stood in the centre of the throng surrounding +him to buzz about some recent pamphlet. + +She could well play at faith in his magnetization of her, for as by +degrees she made herself more nervously apprehensive by thinking of him, +it came to an overclouding and then a panic; and that she took for the +physical sign of his presence, and by that time, the hour being late, +Alvan happened to have arrived. The touch of his hand, the instant +naturalness in their speaking together after a long separation, as if +there had not been an interval, confirmed her notion of his influence on +her, almost to the making it planetary. And a glance at the professor +revealed how picturesque it was. Alvan and he murmured aside. They +spoke of it: What wonder that Alvan, though he saw Prince Marko whirl her +in the dance, and keep her to the measure--dancing like a song of the +limbs in his desperate poor lover's little flitting eternity of the +possession of her--should say, after she had been led back to her +friends: 'That is he, then! one of the dragons guarding my apple of the +Hesperides, whom I must brush away.' + +'He?' replied Clotilde, sincerely feeling Marko to be of as fractional a +weight as her tone declared him. 'Oh, he is my mute, harmless, he does +not count among the dragons.' + +But there had been, notwithstanding the high presumption of his remark, +a manful thickness of voice in Alvan's 'That is he!' The rivals had +fastened a look on one another, wary, strong, and summary as the +wrestlers' first grapple. In fire of gaze, Marko was not outdone. + +'He does not count? With those eyes of his?' Alvan exclaimed. He knew +something of the sex, and spied from that point of knowledge into the +character of Clotilde; not too venturesomely, with the assistance of +rumour, hazarding the suspicion which he put forth as a certainty, and +made sharply bitter to himself in proportion to the belief in it that his +vehemence engendered: 'I know all--without exception; all, everything; +all! I repeat. But what of it, if I win you? as I shall--only aid me a +little.' + +She slightly surprised the man by not striving to attenuate the import +of the big and surcharged All: but her silence bore witness to his +penetrative knowledge. Dozens of amorous gentlemen, lovers, of excellent +substance, have before now prepared this peculiar dose for themselves-- +the dose of the lady silent under a sort of pardoning grand accusation; +and they have had to drink it, and they have blinked over the tonic +draught with such power of taking a bracing as their constitutions could +summon. At no moment of their quaint mutual history are the sexes to be +seen standing more acutely divided. Well may the lady be silent; her +little sins are magnified to herself to the proportion of the greatness +of heart forgiving her; and that, with his mysterious penetration and a +throb of her conscience, holds her tongue-tied. She does not imagine the +effect of her silence upon the magnanimous wretch. Some of these lovers, +it has to be stated in sadness for the good name of man, have not +preserved an attitude that said so nobly, 'Child, thou art human--thou +art woman!' They have undone it and gone to pieces with an injured +lover's babble of persecuting inquiries for confessions. Some, on the +contrary, retaining the attitude, have been unable to digest the tonic; +they did not prepare their systems as they did their dose, possibly +thinking the latter a supererogatory heavy thump on a trifle, the which +was performed by them artfully for a means of swallowing and getting that +obnoxious trifle well down. These are ever after love's dyspeptics. +Very few indeed continue at heart in harmony with their opening note to +the silent fair, because in truth the general anticipation is of her +proclaiming, if not angelical innocence, a softly reddened or blush-rose +of it, where the little guiltiness lies pathetic on its bed of white. + +Alvan's robustness of temper, as a conqueror pleased with his capture, +could inspirit him to feel as he said it: + +'I know all; what matters that to me?' Even her silence, extending the +'all' beyond limits, as it did to the over-knowing man, who could number +these indicative characteristics of the young woman: impulsive, without +will, readily able to lie: her silence worked no discord in him. He +would have remarked, that he was not looking out for a saint, but rather +for a sprightly comrade, perfectly feminine, thoroughly mastered, young, +graceful, comely, and a lady of station. Once in his good keeping, her +lord would answer for her. And this was a manfully generous view of the +situation. It belongs to the robustness of the conqueror's mood. But +how of his opinion of her character in the fret of a baffling, a repulse, +a defeat? Supposing the circumstances not to have helped her to shine as +a heroine, while he was reduced to appear no hero to himself! Wise are +the mothers who keep vigilant personal watch over their girls, were it +only to guard them at present, from the gentleman's condescending +generosity, until he has become something more than robust in his ideas +of the sex--say, for lack of the ringing word, fraternal. + +Clotilde never knew, and Alvan would have been unable to date, the origin +of the black thing flung at her in time to come--when the man was +frenzied, doubtless, but it was in his mind, and more than froth of +madness. + +After the night of the ball they met beneath the sanctioning roof of the +amiable professor; and on one occasion the latter, perhaps waxing +anxious, and after bringing about the introduction of Clotilde to the +sister of Alvan, pursued his prudent measures bypassing the pair through +a demi-ceremony of betrothal. It sprang Clotilde astride nearer to +reality, both actually and in feeling; and she began to show the change +at home. A rebuff that came of the coupling of her name with Alvan's +pushed her back as far below the surface as she had ever been. She +waited for him to take the step she had again implored him not yet to +take; she feared that he would, she marvelled at his abstaining; the old +wheel revolved, as it ever does with creatures that wait for +circumstances to bring the change they cannot work for themselves; and +once more the two fell asunder. She had thoughts of the cloister. Her +venerable relative died joining her hand to Prince Marko's; she was +induced to think of marriage. An illness laid her prostrate; she +contemplated the peace of death. + +Shortly before she fell sick the prince was a guest of her father's, and +had won the household by his perfect amiability as an associate. The +grace and glow, and some of the imaginable accomplishments of an Indian +Bacchus were native to him. In her convalescence, she asked herself what +more she could crave than the worship of a godlike youth, whom she in +return might cherish, strengthening his frail health with happiness. +For she had seen how suffering ate him up; he required no teaching in the +Spartan virtue of suffering, wolf-gnawed, silently. But he was a flower +in sunshine to happiness, and he looked to her for it. Why should she +withhold from him a thing so easily given? The convalescent is receptive +and undesiring, or but very faintly desiring: the new blood coming into +the frame like first dawn of light has not stirred the old passions; it +is infant nature, with a tinge of superadded knowledge that is not cloud +across it and lends it only a tender wistfulness. + +Her physician sentenced her to the Alps, whither a friend, a daughter of +our island, whose acquaintance she had made in Italy, was going, and at +an invitation Clotilde accompanied her, and she breathed Alpine air. +Marko sank into the category of dreams during sickness. There came a +letter from the professor mentioning that Alvan was on one of the kingly +Alpine heights in view, and the new blood running through her veins +became a torrent. He there! So near! Could he not be reached? + +He had a saying: Two wishes make a will. + +The wishes of two lovers, he meant. A prettier sentence for lovers, and +one more intoxicating to them, was never devised. It chirrups of the +dear silly couple. Well, this was her wish. Was it his? Young health +on the flow of her leaping blood cried out that it could not be other +than Alvan's wish; she believed in his wishing it. Then as he wished and +she wished, she had the will immediately, and it was all the more her own +for being his as well. She hurried her friend and her friend's friends +on horseback off to the heights where the wounded eagle lodged +overlooking mountain and lake. The professor reported him outwearied +with excess of work. Alvan lived the lives of three; the sins of thirty +were laid to his charge. Do you judge of heroes as of lesser men? Her +reckless defence of him, half spoken, half in her mind, helped her to +comprehend his dealings with her, and how it was that he stormed her and +consented to be beaten. He had a thousand occupations, an ambition out +of the world of love, chains to break, temptations, leanings . . . +tut, tut! She had not lived in her circle of society, and listened to +the tales of his friends and enemies, and been the correspondent of +flattering and flattered men of learning, without understanding how a man +like Alvan found diversions when forbidden to act in a given direction: +and now that her healthful new blood inspired the courage to turn two +wishes to a will, she saw both herself and him very clearly, enough at +least to pardon the man more than she did herself. She had perforce of +her radiant new healthfulness arrived at an exact understanding of him. +Where she was deluded was in supposing that she would no longer dread his +impetuous disposition to turn rosy visions into facts. But she had the +revived convalescent's ardour to embrace things positive while they were +not knocking at the door; dreams were abhorrent to her, tasteless and +innutritious; she cast herself on the flood, relying on his towering +strength and mastery of men and events to bring her to some safe landing +--the dream of hearts athirst for facts. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +Alvan was at his writing-table doing stout gladiator's work on paper in +a chamber of one of the gaunt hotels of the heights, which are Death's +Heads there in Winter and have the tongues in Summer, when a Swiss lad +entered with a round grin to tell him that a lady on horseback below had +asked for him--Dr. Alvan. Who could the lady be? He thought of too +many. The thought of Clotilde was dismissed in its dimness. Issuing and +beholding her, his face became illuminated as by a stroke of sunlight. + +'Clotilde! by all the holiest!' + +She smiled demurely, and they greeted. + +She admired the look of rich pleasure shining through surprise in him. +Her heart thanked him for appearing so handsome before her friends. + +'I was writing,' said he. 'Guess to whom?--I had just finished my +political stuff, and fell on a letter to the professor and another for +an immediate introduction to your father.' + +'True?' + +'The truth, as you shall see. So, you have come, you have found me! +This time if I let you slip, may I be stamped slack-fingered!' + +'"Two wishes make a will," you say.' + +He answered her with one of his bursts of brightness. + +Her having sought him he read for the frank surrender which he was ready +to match with a loyal devotion to his captive. Her coming cleared +everything. + +Clotilde introduced him to her friends, and he was enrolled a member of +the party. His appearance was that of a man to whom the sphinx has +whispered. They ascended to the topmost of the mountain stages, to +another caravanserai of tourists, whence the singular people emerge in +morning darkness night-capped and blanketed, and behold the great orb of +day at his birth--he them. + +Walking slowly beside Clotilde on the mountain way, Alvan said: 'Two +wishes! Mine was in your breast. You wedded yours to it. At last!--and +we are one. Not a word more of time lost. My wish is almost a will in +itself--was it not?--and has been wooing yours all this while!--till the +sleeper awakened, the well-spring leapt up from the earth; and our two +wishes united dare the world to divide them. What can? My wish was your +destiny, yours is mine. We are one.' He poetized on his passion, and +dramatized it: 'Stood you at the altar, I would pluck you from the man +holding your hand! There is no escape for you. Nay, into the vaults, +were you to grow pale and need my vital warmth--down to the vaults! +Speak--or no: look! That will do. You hold a Titan in your eyes, like +metal in the furnace, to turn him to any shape you please, liquid or +solid. You make him a god: he is the river Alvan or the rock Alvan: but +fixed or flowing, he is lord of you. That is the universal penalty: you +must, if you have this creative soul, be the slave of your creature: if +you raise him to heaven, you must be his! Ay, look! I know the eyes! +They can melt granite, they can freeze fire. Pierce me, sweet eyes! And +now flutter, for there is that in me to make them.' + +'Consider!' Clotilde flutteringly entreated him. + +'The world? you dear heaven of me! Looking down on me does not +compromise you, and I am not ashamed of my devotions. I sat in gloom: +you came: I saw my goddess and worshipped. The world, Lutece, the world +is a variable monster; it rends the weak whether sincere or false; but +those who weld strength with sincerity may practise their rites of +religion publicly, and it fawns to them, and bellows to imitate. Nay, I +say that strength in love is the sole sincerity, and the world knows it, +muffs it in the air about us, and so we two are privileged. Politically +also we know that strength is the one reality: the rest is shadow. +Behind the veil of our human conventions power is constant as ever, and +to perceive the fact is to have the divining rod-to walk clear of shams. +He is the teacher who shows where power exists: he is the leader who +wakens and forms it. Why have I unfailingly succeeded?--I never doubted! +The world voluntarily opens a path to those who step determinedly. You-- +to your honour?--I won't decide--but you have the longest in my +experience resisted. I have a Durandal to hew the mountain walls; I have +a voice for ears, a net for butterflies, a hook for fish, and desperation +to plunge into marshes: but the feu follet will not be caught. One must +wait--wait till her desire to have a soul bids her come to us. She has +come! A soul is hers: and see how, instantly, the old monster, the +world, which has no soul--not yet: we are helping it to get one--becomes +a shadow, powerless to stop or overawe. For I do give you a soul, think +as you will of it. I give you strength to realize, courage to act. It +is the soul that does things in this life--the rest is vapour. How do we +distinguish love?--as we do music by the pure note won from resolute +strings. The tense chord is music, and it is love. This higher and +higher mountain air, with you beside me, sweeps me like a harp.' + +'Oh! talk on, talk on! talk ever! do not cease talking to me!' +exclaimed Clotilde. + +'You feel the mountain spirit?' + +'I feel that you reveal it.' + +'Tell me the books you have been reading.' + +' Oh, light literature-poor stuff.' + +'When we two read together you will not say that. Light literature is +the garden and the orchard, the fountain, the rainbow, the far view; the +view within us as well as without. Our blood runs through it, our +history in the quick. The Philistine detests it, because he has no view, +out or in. The dry confess they are cut off from the living tree, peeled +and sapless, when they condemn it. The vulgar demand to have their +pleasures in their own likeness--and let them swamp their troughs! they +shall not degrade the fame of noble fiction. We are the choice public, +which will have good writing for light reading. Poet, novelist, +essayist, dramatist, shall be ranked honourable in my Republic. I am +neither, but a man of law, a student of the sciences, a politician, on +the road to government and statecraft: and yet I say I have learnt as +much from light literature as from heavy-as much, that is, from the +pictures of our human blood in motion as from the clever assortment of +our forefatherly heaps of bones. Shun those who cry out against fiction +and have no taste for elegant writing. For to have no sympathy with the +playful mind is not to have a mind: it is a test. But name the books.' + +She named one or two. + +'And when does Dr. Alvan date the first year of his Republic?' + +'Clotilde!' he turned on her. + +'My good sir?' + +'These worthy good people who are with you: tell me-to-morrow we leave +them!' + +'Leave them?' + +'You with me. No more partings. The first year, the first day shall be +dated from to-morrow. You and I proclaim our Republic on these heights. +All the ceremonies to follow. We will have a reaping of them, and make a +sheaf to present to the world with compliments. To-morrow!' + +'You do not speak seriously?' + +'I jest as little as the Talmud. Decide at once, in the happy flush of +this moment.' + +'I cannot listen to you, dear sir!' + +'But your heart beats!' + +'I am not mistress of it.' + +'Call me master of it. I make ready for to-morrow.' + +' No! no! no! A thousand times no! You have been reading too much +fiction and verse. Properly I should spurn you.' + +'Will you fail me, play feu follet, ward me off again?' + +'I must be won by rules, brave knight!' + +'Will you be won?' + +'And are you he--the Alvan who would not be centaur?' + +'I am he who chased a marsh-fire, and encountered a retiarius, and the +meshes are on my head and arms. I fancied I dealt with a woman; a woman +needing protection! She has me fast--I am netted, centaur or man. That +is between us two. But think of us facing the world, and trust me; take +my hand, take the leap; I am the best fighter in that fight. Trust it to +me, and all your difficulties are at an end. To fly solves the problem.' + +'Indeed, indeed, I have more courage than I had,' said Clotilde. + +His eyes dilated, steadied, speculated, weighed her. + +'Put it to proof while you can believe in it!' + +'How is it every one but you thinks me bold?' she complained. + +'Because I carry a touchstone that brings out the truth. I am your +reality: all others are phantoms. You can impose on them, not on me. +Courage for one inspired plunge you may have, and it will be your +salvation:--southward, over to Italy, that is the line of flight, and the +subsequent struggle will be mine: you will not have to face it. But the +courage for daily contention at home, standing alone, while I am distant +and maligned--can you fancy your having that? No! be wise of what you +really are; cast the die for love, and mount away tomorrow.' + +'Then,' said Clotilde, with elvish cunning, 'do you doubt your ability to +win me without a scandal?' + +'Back me, and I win you!' he replied in a tone of unwonted humility: a +sudden droop. + +She let her hand fall. He grasped it. + +'Gradations appear to be unknown to you,' she said. + +He cried out: 'Count the years of life, span them, think of the work to +be done, and ask yourself whether time and strength should run to waste +in retarding the inevitable? Pottering up steps that can be taken at one +bound is very well for peasant pilgrims whose shrine is their bourne, and +their kneecaps the footing stumps. But for us two life begins up there. +Onward, and everywhere around, when we two are together, is our shrine. +I have worked, and wasted life; I have not lived, and I thirst to live.' + +She murmured, in a fervour, 'You shall!' and slipped behind her defences. +'To-morrow morning we shall wander about; I must have a little time; all +to-morrow morning we can discuss plans.' + +'You know you command me,' said he, and gazed at her. + +She was really a child compared with him in years, and if it was an +excuse for taking her destiny into his hands, she consenting,--it was +also a reason why he dared not press his whole weight to win her to the +step. + +She had the pride of the secret knowledge of her command of this giant at +the long table of the guests at dinner, where, after some play of knife +and fork among notable professors, Prussian officers, lively Frenchmen +and Italians, and the usual over-supply of touring English of both sexes, +not encouraging to conversation in their look of pallid disgust of the +art, Alvan started general topics and led them. The lead came to him +naturally, because he was a natural speaker, of a mind both stored and +effervescent; and he was genial, interested in every growth of life. She +did not wonder at his popularity among men of all classes and sets, or +that he should be famed for charming women. Her friend was enraptured +with him. Friendly questions pressed in an evening chatter between the +ladies, and Clotilde fenced, which is half a confession. + +'But you are not engaged?' said the blunt Englishwoman. + +According to the explanation, Clotilde was hardly engaged. It was not an +easy thing to say how she stood definitely. She had obeyed her dying +relative and dearest on earth by joining her hand to Prince Marko's, and +had pleased her parents by following it up with the kindest attentions to +the prince. It had been done, however, for the sake of peace; and +chiefly for his well-being. She had reserved her full consent: the +plighting was incomplete. Prince Marko knew that there was another, a +magical person, a genius of the ring, irresistible. He had been warned, +that should the other come forth to claim her . . . . And she was +about to write to him this very night to tell him . . . tell him fully +. . . . In truth, she loved both, but each so differently! And both +loved her! And she had to make her choice of one, and tell the prince +she did love him, but . . . Dots are the best of symbols for rendering +cardisophistical subtleties intelligible, and as they are much used in +dialogue, one should have now and then permission to print them. +Especially feminine dialogue referring to matters of the uncertain heart +takes assistance from troops of dots; and not to understand them at least +as well as words, when words have as it were conducted us to the brink of +expression, and shown us the precipice, is to be dull, bucolic of the +marketplace. + +Sunless rose the morning. The blanketed figures went out to salute a +blanketed sky. Drizzling they returned, images of woefulness in various +forms, including laughter's. Alvan frankly declared himself the +disappointed showman; he had hoped for his beloved to see the sight long +loved by him of golden chariot and sun-steeds crossing the peaks and the +lakes; and his disappointment became consternation on hearing Clotilde's +English friend (after objection to his pagan clothing of the solemn +reality of sunrise, which destroyed or minimized by too materially +defining a grandeur that derived its essence from mystery, she thought) +announce the hour for her departure. He promised her a positive sunrise +if she would delay. Her child lay recovering from an illness in the town +below, and she could not stay. But Clotilde had coughed in the damp +morning air, and it would, he urged, be dangerous for her to be exposed +to it. Had not the lady heard her cough? She had, but personally she +was obliged to go; with her child lying ill she could not remain. 'But, +madam, do you hear that cough again? Will you drag her out with such a +cough as that?' The lady repeated 'My child!' Clotilde said it had been +agreed they should descend this day; her friend must be beside her child. +Alvan thundered an 'Impossible!' The child was recovering; Clotilde was +running into danger: he argued with the senseless woman, opposing reason +to the feminine sentiment of the maternal, and of course he was beaten. +He was compelled to sit and gnaw his eloquence. Clotilde likened his +appearance to a strangled roar. 'Mothers and their children are too much +for me!' he said, penitent for his betrayal of over-urgency, as he helped +to wrap her warmly, and counselled her very mode of breathing in the raw +mountain atmosphere. + +'I admire you for knowing when to yield,' said she. + +He groaned, with frown and laugh: 'You know what I would beg!' + +She implored him to have some faith in her. + +The missiles of the impassioned were discharged at the poor English: a +customary volley in most places where they intrude after quitting their +shores, if they diverge from the avenue of hotel-keepers and waiters: +but Clotilde pointed out to him that her English friend was not showing +coldness in devoting herself to her child. + +'No, they attend to their duties,' he assented generally, desperately +just. + +'And you owe it to her that you have seen me.' + +'I do,' he said, and forthwith courted the lady to be forgiven. + +Clotilde was taken from him in a heavy downpour and trailing of mists. + +At the foot of the mountain a boy handed her a letter from Alvan--a +burning flood, rolled out of him like lava after they had separated on +the second plateau, and confided to one who knew how to outstrip +pathfarers. She entered her hotel across the lake, and met a telegram. +At night the wires flashed 'Sleep well' to her; on her awakening, 'Good +morning.' A lengthened history of the day was telegraphed for her +amusement. Again at night there was a 'God guard you!' + +'Who can resist him?' sighed Clotilde, excited, nervous, flattered, +happy, but yearning to repose and be curtained from the buzz of the +excess of life that he put about her. This time there was no prospect of +his courtship relapsing. + +'He is a wonderful, an ideal lover!' replied her friend. + +'If he were only that!' said Clotilde, musing expressively. 'If, dear +Englishwoman, he were only that, he might be withstood. But Alvan mounts +high over such lovers: he is a wonderful and ideal man: so great, so +generous, heroical, giant-like, that what he wills must be.' + +The Englishwoman was quick enough to seize an indication difficult to +miss--more was expected to be said of him. + +'You see the perfect gentleman in Dr. Alvan,' she remarked, for she had +heard him ordering his morning bath at the hotel, and he had also been +polite to her under vexation. + +Clotilde nodded hurriedly; she saw something infinitely greater, and +disliked the bringing of that island microscope to bear upon a giant. +She found it repugnant to hear a word of Alvan as a perfect gentleman. +Justly, however, she took him for a splendid nature, and assuming upon +good authority that the greater contains the lesser, she supposed the +lesser to be a chiselled figure serviceably alive in the embrace. + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Barriers are for those who cannot fly +Be good and dull, and please everybody +Centres of polished barbarism known as aristocratic societies +Clotilde fenced, which is half a confession +Comparisons will thrust themselves on minds disordered +Compromise is virtual death +Conservative, whose astounded state paralyzes his wrath +Creatures that wait for circumstances to bring the change +Dissent rings out finely, and approval is a feeble murmur +Do you judge of heroes as of lesser men? +Empanelled to deliver verdicts upon the ways of women +Fantastical +Finishing touches to the negligence +Gone to pieces with an injured lover's babble +Gradations appear to be unknown to you +He had to go, he must, he has to be always going +He stormed her and consented to be beaten +His violent earnestness, his imperial self-confidence +I have learnt as much from light literature as from heavy +I would wait till he flung you off, and kneel to you +If you have this creative soul, be the slave of your creature +Imagination she has, for a source of strength in the future days +Looking on him was listening +Love the difficulty better than the woman +Metaphysician's treatise on Nature: a torch to see the sunrise +Music in Italy? Amorous and martial, brainless and monotonous +Not much esteem for non-professional actresses +Pact between cowardice and comfort under the title of expediency +Philosophy skimmed, and realistic romances deep-sounded +Polished barbarism +Scorned him for listening to the hesitations (hers) +She felt in him a maker of facts +Strength in love is the sole sincerity +The brainless in Art and in Statecraft +The way is clear: we have only to take the step +The worst of omens is delay +Time and strength run to waste in retarding the inevitable +Time is due to us, and the minutes are our gold slipping away +To have no sympathy with the playful mind is not to have a mind +Two wishes make a will +Venerated by his followers, well hated by his enemies +Who ever loved that loved not at first sight? +Win you--temperately, let us hope; by storm, if need be +World voluntarily opens a path to those who step determinedly + + + + +[The End] + + + + +The Project Gutenberg Etext of The Tragic Comedians, v1, by Meredith +********This file should be named gm67v10.txt or gm67v10.zip******** + +Corrected EDITIONS of our etexts get a new NUMBER, gm67v11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, gm67v10a.txt + +This etext was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + +More information about this book is at the top of this file. + +We are now trying to release all our etexts one year in advance +of the official release dates, leaving time for better editing. +Please be encouraged to tell us about any error or corrections, +even years after the official publication date. + +Please note neither this listing nor its contents are final til +midnight of the last day of the month of any such announcement. +The official release date of all Project Gutenberg Etexts is at +Midnight, Central Time, of the last day of the stated month. 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