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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/5083-0.txt b/5083-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e6040a2 --- /dev/null +++ b/5083-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4187 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Man of Feeling, by Henry Mackenzie, +Edited by Henry Morley + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Man of Feeling + + +Author: Henry Mackenzie + +Editor: Henry Morley + +Release Date: July 5, 2014 [eBook #5083] +[This file was first posted on April 18, 2002] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAN OF FEELING*** + + +Transcribed from the 1886 Cassell & Company edition by David Price, email +ccx074@pglaf.org + + [Picture: Book cover] + + CASSELL’S NATIONAL LIBRARY + + * * * * * + + + + + + THE + MAN OF FEELING + + + BY + + HENRY MACKENZIE. + + [Picture: Decorative graphic] + + CASSELL & COMPANY, LIMITED: + + _LONDON_, _PARIS_, _NEW YORK & MELBOURNE_. + + 1886. + + + + +EDITOR’S INTRODUCTION + + +HENRY MACKENZIE, the son of an Edinburgh physician, was born in August, +1745. After education in the University of Edinburgh he went to London +in 1765, at the age of twenty, for law studies, returned to Edinburgh, +and became Crown Attorney in the Scottish Court of Exchequer. When +Mackenzie was in London, Sterne’s “Tristram Shandy” was in course of +publication. The first two volumes had appeared in 1759, and the ninth +appeared in 1767, followed in 1768, the year of Sterne’s death, by “The +Sentimental Journey.” Young Mackenzie had a strong bent towards +literature, and while studying law in London, he read Sterne, and falling +in with the tone of sentiment which Sterne himself caught from the spirit +of the time and the example of Rousseau, he wrote “The Man of Feeling.” +This book was published, without author’s name, in 1771. It was so +popular that a young clergyman made a copy of it popular with imagined +passages of erasure and correction, on the strength of which he claimed +to be its author, and obliged Henry Mackenzie to declare himself. In +1773 Mackenzie published a second novel, “The Man of the World,” and in +1777 a third, “Julia de Roubigné.” An essay-reading society in +Edinburgh, of which he was a leader, started in January, 1779, a weekly +paper called _The Mirror_, which he edited until May, 1780. Its writers +afterwards joined in producing _The Lounger_, which lasted from February, +1785, to January, 1787. Henry Mackenzie contributed forty-two papers to +_The Mirror_ and fifty-seven to _The Lounger_. When the Royal Society of +Edinburgh was founded Henry Mackenzie was active as one of its first +members. He was also one of the founders of the Highland Society. + +Although his “Man of Feeling” was a serious reflection of the false +sentiment of the Revolution, Mackenzie joined afterwards in writing +tracts to dissuade the people from faith in the doctrines of the +Revolutionists. Mackenzie wrote also a tragedy, “The Prince of Tunis,” +which was acted with success at Edinburgh, and a comedy, “The White +Hypocrite,” which was acted once only at Covent garden. He died at the +age of eighty-six, on the 13th June, 1831, having for many years been +regarded as an elder friend of their own craft by the men of letters who +in his days gave dignity to Edinburgh society, and caused the town to be +called the Modern Athens. + +A man of refined taste, who caught the tone of the French sentiment of +his time, has, of course, pleased French critics, and has been translated +into French. “The Man of Feeling” begins with imitation of Sterne, and +proceeds in due course through so many tears that it is hardly to be +called a dry book. As guide to persons of a calculating disposition who +may read these pages I append an index to the Tears shed in “The Man of +Feeling.” + + + + +INDEX TO TEARS. + + + (_Chokings_, _&c._, _not counted_.) + + PAGE +“Odds but should have wept” xiii +Tear, given, “cordial drop” repeated 17 +,, like Cestus of Cytherea 26 +,, one on a cheek 30 +“I will not weep” 31 +Tears add energy to benediction 31 +,, tribute of some 52 +„ blessings on 52 +I would weep too 52 +Not an unmoistened eye 53 +Do you weep again? 53 +Hand bathed with tears 53 +Tears, burst into 54 +„ sobbing and shedding 74 +,, burst into 75 +,, virtue in these 75 +„ he wept at the recollection of her 80 +,, glister of new-washed 81 +Sweet girl (here she wept) 94 +I could only weep 95 +Tears, saw his 97 +,, burst into 99 +„ wrung from the heart 99 +,, feet bathed with 100 +,, mingled, _i.e._, his with hers 100 +„ voice lost in 108 +Eye met with a tear 108 +Tear stood in eye 127 +Tears, face bathed with 130 +Dropped one tear, no more 131 +Tears, press-gang could scarce keep from 136 +Big drops wetted gray beard 137 +Tears, shower of 138 +,, scarce forced—blubbered like a boy 139 +Moistened eye 141 +Tears choked utterance 144 +I have wept many a time 144 +Girl wept, brother sobbed 145 +Harley kissed off her tears as they flowed, and wept between 145 +every kiss +Tears flowing down cheeks 148 +,, gushed afresh 148 +Beamy moisture 154 +A tear dropped 165 +Tear in her eye, the sick man kissed it off in its bud, 176 +smiling through the dimness of his own +Hand wet by tear just fallen 185 +Tears flowing without control 187 +Cheek wiped (at the end of the last chapter) 189 + + + + +AUTHOR’S INTRODUCTION + + +MY dog had made a point on a piece of fallow-ground, and led the curate +and me two or three hundred yards over that and some stubble adjoining, +in a breathless state of expectation, on a burning first of September. + +It was a false point, and our labour was vain: yet, to do Rover justice +(for he’s an excellent dog, though I have lost his pedigree), the fault +was none of his, the birds were gone: the curate showed me the spot where +they had lain basking, at the root of an old hedge. + +I stopped and cried Hem! The curate is fatter than I; he wiped the sweat +from his brow. + +There is no state where one is apter to pause and look round one, than +after such a disappointment. It is even so in life. When we have been +hurrying on, impelled by some warm wish or other, looking neither to the +right hand nor to the left—we find of a sudden that all our gay hopes are +flown; and the only slender consolation that some friend can give us, is +to point where they were once to be found. And lo! if we are not of that +combustible race, who will rather beat their heads in spite, than wipe +their brows with the curate, we look round and say, with the nauseated +listlessness of the king of Israel, “All is vanity and vexation of +spirit.” + +I looked round with some such grave apophthegm in my mind when I +discovered, for the first time, a venerable pile, to which the enclosure +belonged. An air of melancholy hung about it. There was a languid +stillness in the day, and a single crow, that perched on an old tree by +the side of the gate, seemed to delight in the echo of its own croaking. + +I leaned on my gun and looked; but I had not breath enough to ask the +curate a question. I observed carving on the bark of some of the trees: +’twas indeed the only mark of human art about the place, except that some +branches appeared to have been lopped, to give a view of the cascade, +which was formed by a little rill at some distance. + +Just at that instant I saw pass between the trees a young lady with a +book in her hand. I stood upon a stone to observe her; but the curate +sat him down on the grass, and leaning his back where I stood, told me, +“That was the daughter of a neighbouring gentleman of the name of WALTON, +whom he had seen walking there more than once. + +“Some time ago,” he said, “one HARLEY lived there, a whimsical sort of +man I am told, but I was not then in the cure; though, if I had a turn +for those things, I might know a good deal of his history, for the +greatest part of it is still in my possession.” + +“His history!” said I. “Nay, you may call it what you please,” said the +curate; for indeed it is no more a history than it is a sermon. The way +I came by it was this: some time ago, a grave, oddish kind of a man +boarded at a farmer’s in this parish: the country people called him The +Ghost; and he was known by the slouch in his gait, and the length of his +stride. I was but little acquainted with him, for he never frequented +any of the clubs hereabouts. Yet for all he used to walk a-nights, he +was as gentle as a lamb at times; for I have seen him playing at teetotum +with the children, on the great stone at the door of our churchyard. + +“Soon after I was made curate, he left the parish, and went nobody knows +whither; and in his room was found a bundle of papers, which was brought +to me by his landlord. I began to read them, but I soon grew weary of +the task; for, besides that the hand is intolerably bad, I could never +find the author in one strain for two chapters together; and I don’t +believe there’s a single syllogism from beginning to end.” + +“I should be glad to see this medley,” said I. “You shall see it now,” +answered the curate, “for I always take it along with me a-shooting.” +“How came it so torn?” “’Tis excellent wadding,” said the curate.—This +was a plea of expediency I was not in a condition to answer; for I had +actually in my pocket great part of an edition of one of the German +Illustrissimi, for the very same purpose. We exchanged books; and by +that means (for the curate was a strenuous logician) we probably saved +both. + +When I returned to town, I had leisure to peruse the acquisition I had +made: I found it a bundle of little episodes, put together without art, +and of no importance on the whole, with something of nature, and little +else in them. I was a good deal affected with some very trifling +passages in it; and had the name of Marmontel, or a Richardson, been on +the title-page—’tis odds that I should have wept: But + +One is ashamed to be pleased with the works of one knows not whom. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. {15} +ON BASHFULNESS.—A CHARACTER.—HIS OPINION ON THAT SUBJECT. + + +THERE is some rust about every man at the beginning; though in some +nations (among the French for instance) the ideas of the inhabitants, +from climate, or what other cause you will, are so vivacious, so +eternally on the wing, that they must, even in small societies, have a +frequent collision; the rust therefore will wear off sooner: but in +Britain it often goes with a man to his grave; nay, he dares not even pen +a _hic jacet_ to speak out for him after his death. + +“Let them rub it off by travel,” said the baronet’s brother, who was a +striking instance of excellent metal, shamefully rusted. I had drawn my +chair near his. Let me paint the honest old man: ’tis but one passing +sentence to preserve his image in my mind. + +He sat in his usual attitude, with his elbow rested on his knee, and his +fingers pressed on his cheek. His face was shaded by his hand; yet it +was a face that might once have been well accounted handsome; its +features were manly and striking, a dignity resided on his eyebrows, +which were the largest I remember to have seen. His person was tall and +well-made; but the indolence of his nature had now inclined it to +corpulency. + +His remarks were few, and made only to his familiar friends; but they +were such as the world might have heard with veneration: and his heart, +uncorrupted by its ways, was ever warm in the cause of virtue and his +friends. + +He is now forgotten and gone! The last time I was at Silton Hall, I saw +his chair stand in its corner by the fire-side; there was an additional +cushion on it, and it was occupied by my young lady’s favourite lap dog. +I drew near unperceived, and pinched its ears in the bitterness of my +soul; the creature howled, and ran to its mistress. She did not suspect +the author of its misfortune, but she bewailed it in the most pathetic +terms; and kissing its lips, laid it gently on her lap, and covered it +with a cambric handkerchief. I sat in my old friend’s seat; I heard the +roar of mirth and gaiety around me: poor Ben Silton! I gave thee a tear +then: accept of one cordial drop that falls to thy memory now. + +“They should wear it off by travel.”—Why, it is true, said I, that will +go far; but then it will often happen, that in the velocity of a modern +tour, and amidst the materials through which it is commonly made, the +friction is so violent, that not only the rust, but the metal too, is +lost in the progress. + +“Give me leave to correct the expression of your metaphor,” said Mr. +Silton: “that is not always rust which is acquired by the inactivity of +the body on which it preys; such, perhaps, is the case with me, though +indeed I was never cleared from my youth; but (taking it in its first +stage) it is rather an encrustation, which nature has given for purposes +of the greatest wisdom.” + +“You are right,” I returned; “and sometimes, like certain precious +fossils, there may be hid under it gems of the purest brilliancy.” + +“Nay, farther,” continued Mr. Silton, “there are two distinct sorts of +what we call bashfulness; this, the awkwardness of a booby, which a few +steps into the world will convert into the pertness of a coxcomb; that, a +consciousness, which the most delicate feelings produce, and the most +extensive knowledge cannot always remove.” + +From the incidents I have already related, I imagine it will be concluded +that Harley was of the latter species of bashful animals; at least, if +Mr. Silton’s principle is just, it may be argued on this side; for the +gradation of the first mentioned sort, it is certain, he never attained. +Some part of his external appearance was modelled from the company of +those gentlemen, whom the antiquity of a family, now possessed of bare +£250 a year, entitled its representative to approach: these indeed were +not many; great part of the property in his neighbourhood being in the +hands of merchants, who had got rich by their lawful calling abroad, and +the sons of stewards, who had got rich by their lawful calling at home: +persons so perfectly versed in the ceremonial of thousands, tens of +thousands, and hundreds of thousands (whose degrees of precedency are +plainly demonstrable from the first page of the Complete Accomptant, or +Young Man’s Best Pocket Companion) that a bow at church from them to such +a man as Harley would have made the parson look back into his sermon for +some precept of Christian humility. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. +OF WORLDLY INTERESTS. + + +THERE are certain interests which the world supposes every man to have, +and which therefore are properly enough termed worldly; but the world is +apt to make an erroneous estimate: ignorant of the dispositions which +constitute our happiness or misery, they bring to an undistinguished +scale the means of the one, as connected with power, wealth, or grandeur, +and of the other with their contraries. Philosophers and poets have +often protested against this decision; but their arguments have been +despised as declamatory, or ridiculed as romantic. + +There are never wanting to a young man some grave and prudent friends to +set him right in this particular, if he need it; to watch his ideas as +they arise, and point them to those objects which a wise man should never +forget. + +Harley did not want for some monitors of this sort. He was frequently +told of men whose fortunes enabled them to command all the luxuries of +life, whose fortunes were of their own acquirement: his envy was invited +by a description of their happiness, and his emulation by a recital of +the means which had procured it. + +Harley was apt to hear those lectures with indifference; nay, sometimes +they got the better of his temper; and as the instances were not always +amiable, provoked, on his part, some reflections, which I am persuaded +his good-nature would else have avoided. + +Indeed, I have observed one ingredient, somewhat necessary in a man’s +composition towards happiness, which people of feeling would do well to +acquire; a certain respect for the follies of mankind: for there are so +many fools whom the opinion of the world entitles to regard, whom +accident has placed in heights of which they are unworthy, that he who +cannot restrain his contempt or indignation at the sight will be too +often quarrelling with the disposal of things to relish that share which +is allotted to himself. I do not mean, however, to insinuate this to +have been the case with Harley; on the contrary, if we might rely on his +own testimony, the conceptions he had of pomp and grandeur served to +endear the state which Providence had assigned him. + +He lost his father, the last surviving of his parents, as I have already +related, when he was a boy. The good man, from a fear of offending, as +well as a regard to his son, had named him a variety of guardians; one +consequence of which was, that they seldom met at all to consider the +affairs of their ward; and when they did meet, their opinions were so +opposite, that the only possible method of conciliation was the mediatory +power of a dinner and a bottle, which commonly interrupted, not ended, +the dispute; and after that interruption ceased, left the consulting +parties in a condition not very proper for adjusting it. His education +therefore had been but indifferently attended to; and after being taken +from a country school, at which he had been boarded, the young gentleman +was suffered to be his own master in the subsequent branches of +literature, with some assistance from the parson of the parish in +languages and philosophy, and from the exciseman in arithmetic and +book-keeping. One of his guardians, indeed, who, in his youth, had been +an inhabitant of the Temple, set him to read Coke upon Lyttelton: a book +which is very properly put into the hands of beginners in that science, +as its simplicity is accommodated to their understandings, and its size +to their inclination. He profited but little by the perusal; but it was +not without its use in the family: for his maiden aunt applied it +commonly to the laudable purpose of pressing her rebellious linens to the +folds she had allotted them. + +There were particularly two ways of increasing his fortune, which might +have occurred to people of less foresight than the counsellors we have +mentioned. One of these was, the prospect of his succeeding to an old +lady, a distant relation, who was known to be possessed of a very large +sum in the stocks: but in this their hopes were disappointed; for the +young man was so untoward in his disposition, that, notwithstanding the +instructions he daily received, his visits rather tended to alienate than +gain the good-will of his kinswoman. He sometimes looked grave when the +old lady told the jokes of her youth; he often refused to eat when she +pressed him, and was seldom or never provided with sugar-candy or +liquorice when she was seized with a fit of coughing: nay, he had once +the rudeness to fall asleep while she was describing the composition and +virtues of her favourite cholic-water. In short, be accommodated himself +so ill to her humour, that she died, and did not leave him a farthing. + +The other method pointed out to him was an endeavour to get a lease of +some crown-lands, which lay contiguous to his little paternal estate. +This, it was imagined, might be easily procured, as the crown did not +draw so much rent as Harley could afford to give, with very considerable +profit to himself; and the then lessee had rendered himself so obnoxious +to the ministry, by the disposal of his vote at an election, that he +could not expect a renewal. This, however, needed some interest with the +great, which Harley or his father never possessed. + +His neighbour, Mr. Walton, having heard of this affair, generously +offered his assistance to accomplish it. He told him, that though he had +long been a stranger to courtiers, yet he believed there were some of +them who might pay regard to his recommendation; and that, if he thought +it worth the while to take a London journey upon the business, he would +furnish him with a letter of introduction to a baronet of his +acquaintance, who had a great deal to say with the first lord of the +treasury. + +When his friends heard of this offer, they pressed him with the utmost +earnestness to accept of it. + +They did not fail to enumerate the many advantages which a certain degree +of spirit and assurance gives a man who would make a figure in the world: +they repeated their instances of good fortune in others, ascribed them +all to a happy forwardness of disposition; and made so copious a recital +of the disadvantages which attend the opposite weakness, that a stranger, +who had heard them, would have been led to imagine, that in the British +code there was some disqualifying statute against any citizen who should +be convicted of—modesty. + +Harley, though he had no great relish for the attempt, yet could not +resist the torrent of motives that assaulted him; and as he needed but +little preparation for his journey, a day, not very distant, was fixed +for his departure. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. +THE MAN OF FEELING IN LOVE. + + +THE day before that on which he set out, he went to take leave of Mr. +Walton.—We would conceal nothing;—there was another person of the family +to whom also the visit was intended, on whose account, perhaps, there +were some tenderer feelings in the bosom of Harley than his gratitude for +the friendly notice of that gentleman (though he was seldom deficient in +that virtue) could inspire. Mr. Walton had a daughter; and such a +daughter! we will attempt some description of her by and by. + +Harley’s notions of the καλον, or beautiful, were not always to be +defined, nor indeed such as the world would always assent to, though we +could define them. A blush, a phrase of affability to an inferior, a +tear at a moving tale, were to him, like the Cestus of Cytherea, +unequalled in conferring beauty. For all these Miss Walton was +remarkable; but as these, like the above-mentioned Cestus, are perhaps +still more powerful when the wearer is possessed of some degree of +beauty, commonly so called, it happened, that, from this cause, they had +more than usual power in the person of that young lady. + +She was now arrived at that period of life which takes, or is supposed to +take, from the flippancy of girlhood those sprightlinesses with which +some good-natured old maids oblige the world at three-score. She had +been ushered into life (as that word is used in the dialect of St. +James’s) at seventeen, her father being then in parliament, and living in +London: at seventeen, therefore, she had been a universal toast; her +health, now she was four-and-twenty, was only drank by those who knew her +face at least. Her complexion was mellowed into a paleness, which +certainly took from her beauty; but agreed, at least Harley used to say +so, with the pensive softness of her mind. Her eyes were of that gentle +hazel colour which is rather mild than piercing; and, except when they +were lighted up by good-humour, which was frequently the case, were +supposed by the fine gentlemen to want fire. Her air and manner were +elegant in the highest degree, and were as sure of commanding respect as +their mistress was far from demanding it. Her voice was inexpressibly +soft; it was, according to that incomparable simile of Otway’s, + + —“like the shepherd’s pipe upon the mountains, + When all his little flock’s at feed before him.” + +The effect it had upon Harley, himself used to paint ridiculously enough; +and ascribed it to powers, which few believed, and nobody cared for. + +Her conversation was always cheerful, but rarely witty; and without the +smallest affectation of learning, had as much sentiment in it as would +have puzzled a Turk, upon his principles of female materialism, to +account for. Her beneficence was unbounded; indeed the natural +tenderness of her heart might have been argued, by the frigidity of a +casuist, as detracting from her virtue in this respect, for her humanity +was a feeling, not a principle: but minds like Harley’s are not very apt +to make this distinction, and generally give our virtue credit for all +that benevolence which is instinctive in our nature. + +As her father had some years retired to the country, Harley had frequent +opportunities of seeing her. He looked on her for some time merely with +that respect and admiration which her appearance seemed to demand, and +the opinion of others conferred upon her from this cause, perhaps, and +from that extreme sensibility of which we have taken frequent notice, +Harley was remarkably silent in her presence. He heard her sentiments +with peculiar attention, sometimes with looks very expressive of +approbation; but seldom declared his opinion on the subject, much less +made compliments to the lady on the justness of her remarks. + +From this very reason it was that Miss Walton frequently took more +particular notice of him than of other visitors, who, by the laws of +precedency, were better entitled to it: it was a mode of politeness she +had peculiarly studied, to bring to the line of that equality, which is +ever necessary for the ease of our guests, those whose sensibility had +placed them below it. + +Harley saw this; for though he was a child in the drama of the world, yet +was it not altogether owing to a want of knowledge on his part; on the +contrary, the most delicate consciousness of propriety often kindled that +blush which marred the performance of it: this raised his esteem +something above what the most sanguine descriptions of her goodness had +been able to do; for certain it is, that notwithstanding the laboured +definitions which very wise men have given us of the inherent beauty of +virtue, we are always inclined to think her handsomest when she +condescends to smile upon ourselves. + +It would be trite to observe the easy gradation from esteem to love: in +the bosom of Harley there scarce needed a transition; for there were +certain seasons when his ideas were flushed to a degree much above their +common complexion. In times not credulous of inspiration, we should +account for this from some natural cause; but we do not mean to account +for it at all; it were sufficient to describe its effects; but they were +sometimes so ludicrous, as might derogate from the dignity of the +sensations which produced them to describe. They were treated indeed as +such by most of Harley’s sober friends, who often laughed very heartily +at the awkward blunders of the real Harley, when the different faculties, +which should have prevented them, were entirely occupied by the ideal. +In some of these paroxysms of fancy, Miss Walton did not fail to be +introduced; and the picture which had been drawn amidst the surrounding +objects of unnoticed levity was now singled out to be viewed through the +medium of romantic imagination: it was improved of course, and esteem was +a word inexpressive of the feelings which it excited. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. +HE SETS OUT ON HIS JOURNEY—THE BEGGAR AND HIS DOG. + + +HE had taken leave of his aunt on the eve of his intended departure; but +the good lady’s affection for her nephew interrupted her sleep, and early +as it was next morning when Harley came downstairs to set out, he found +her in the parlour with a tear on her cheek, and her caudle-cup in her +hand. She knew enough of physic to prescribe against going abroad of a +morning with an empty stomach. She gave her blessing with the draught; +her instructions she had delivered the night before. They consisted +mostly of negatives, for London, in her idea, was so replete with +temptations that it needed the whole armour of her friendly cautions to +repel their attacks. + +Peter stood at the door. We have mentioned this faithful fellow +formerly: Harley’s father had taken him up an orphan, and saved him from +being cast on the parish; and he had ever since remained in the service +of him and of his son. Harley shook him by the hand as he passed, +smiling, as if he had said, “I will not weep.” He sprung hastily into +the chaise that waited for him; Peter folded up the step. “My dear +master,” said he, shaking the solitary lock that hung on either side of +his head, “I have been told as how London is a sad place.” He was choked +with the thought, and his benediction could not be heard:—but it shall be +heard, honest Peter! where these tears will add to its energy. + +In a few hours Harley reached the inn where he proposed breakfasting, but +the fulness of his heart would not suffer him to eat a morsel. He walked +out on the road, and gaining a little height, stood gazing on that +quarter he had left. He looked for his wonted prospect, his fields, his +woods, and his hills: they were lost in the distant clouds! He pencilled +them on the clouds, and bade them farewell with a sigh! + +He sat down on a large stone to take out a little pebble from his shoe, +when he saw, at some distance, a beggar approaching him. He had on a +loose sort of coat, mended with different-coloured rags, amongst which +the blue and the russet were the predominant. He had a short knotty +stick in his hand, and on the top of it was stuck a ram’s horn; his knees +(though he was no pilgrim) had worn the stuff of his breeches; he wore no +shoes, and his stockings had entirely lost that part of them which should +have covered his feet and ankles; in his face, however, was the plump +appearance of good humour; he walked a good round pace, and a +crook-legged dog trotted at his heels. + +“Our delicacies,” said Harley to himself, “are fantastic; they are not in +nature! that beggar walks over the sharpest of these stones barefooted, +whilst I have lost the most delightful dream in the world, from the +smallest of them happening to get into my shoe.” The beggar had by this +time come up, and, pulling off a piece of hat, asked charity of Harley; +the dog began to beg too:—it was impossible to resist both; and, in +truth, the want of shoes and stockings had made both unnecessary, for +Harley had destined sixpence for him before. The beggar, on receiving +it, poured forth blessings without number; and, with a sort of smile on +his countenance, said to Harley “that if he wanted to have his fortune +told”—Harley turned his eye briskly on the beggar: it was an unpromising +look for the subject of a prediction, and silenced the prophet +immediately. “I would much rather learn,” said Harley, “what it is in +your power to tell me: your trade must be an entertaining one; sit down +on this stone, and let me know something of your profession; I have often +thought of turning fortune-teller for a week or two myself.” + +“Master,” replied the beggar, “I like your frankness much; God knows I +had the humour of plain-dealing in me from a child, but there is no doing +with it in this world; we must live as we can, and lying is, as you call +it, my profession, but I was in some sort forced to the trade, for I +dealt once in telling truth. + +“I was a labourer, sir, and gained as much as to make me live: I never +laid by indeed: for I was reckoned a piece of a wag, and your wags, I +take it, are seldom rich, Mr. Harley.” + +“So,” said Harley, “you seem to know me.” + +“Ay, there are few folks in the country that I don’t know something of: +how should I tell fortunes else?” + +“True; but to go on with your story: you were a labourer, you say, and a +wag; your industry, I suppose, you left with your old trade, but your +humour you preserve to be of use to you in your new.” + +“What signifies sadness, sir? a man grows lean on’t: but I was brought to +my idleness by degrees; first I could not work, and it went against my +stomach to work ever after. I was seized with a jail fever at the time +of the assizes being in the county where I lived; for I was always +curious to get acquainted with the felons, because they are commonly +fellows of much mirth and little thought, qualities I had ever an esteem +for. In the height of this fever, Mr. Harley, the house where I lay took +fire, and burnt to the ground; I was carried out in that condition, and +lay all the rest of my illness in a barn. I got the better of my +disease, however, but I was so weak that I spit blood whenever I +attempted to work. I had no relation living that I knew of, and I never +kept a friend above a week, when I was able to joke; I seldom remained +above six months in a parish, so that I might have died before I had +found a settlement in any: thus I was forced to beg my bread, and a sorry +trade I found it, Mr. Harley. I told all my misfortunes truly, but they +were seldom believed; and the few who gave me a halfpenny as they passed +did it with a shake of the head, and an injunction not to trouble them +with a long story. In short, I found that people don’t care to give alms +without some security for their money; a wooden leg or a withered arm is +a sort of draught upon heaven for those who choose to have their money +placed to account there; so I changed my plan, and, instead of telling my +own misfortunes, began to prophesy happiness to others. This I found by +much the better way: folks will always listen when the tale is their own, +and of many who say they do not believe in fortune-telling, I have known +few on whom it had not a very sensible effect. I pick up the names of +their acquaintance; amours and little squabbles are easily gleaned among +servants and neighbours; and indeed people themselves are the best +intelligencers in the world for our purpose: they dare not puzzle us for +their own sakes, for every one is anxious to hear what they wish to +believe, and they who repeat it, to laugh at it when they have done, are +generally more serious than their hearers are apt to imagine. With a +tolerable good memory, and some share of cunning, with the help of +walking a-nights over heaths and church-yards, with this, and showing the +tricks of that there dog, whom I stole from the serjeant of a marching +regiment (and by the way, he can steal too upon occasion), I make shift +to pick up a livelihood. My trade, indeed, is none of the honestest; yet +people are not much cheated neither who give a few half-pence for a +prospect of happiness, which I have heard some persons say is all a man +can arrive at in this world. But I must bid you good day, sir, for I +have three miles to walk before noon, to inform some boarding-school +young ladies whether their husbands are to be peers of the realm or +captains in the army: a question which I promised to answer them by that +time.” + +Harley had drawn a shilling from his pocket; but Virtue bade him consider +on whom he was going to bestow it. Virtue held back his arm; but a +milder form, a younger sister of Virtue’s, not so severe as Virtue, nor +so serious as Pity, smiled upon him; his fingers lost their compression, +nor did Virtue offer to catch the money as it fell. It had no sooner +reached the ground than the watchful cur (a trick he had been taught) +snapped it up, and, contrary to the most approved method of stewardship, +delivered it immediately into the hands of his master. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. +HE MAKES A SECOND EXPEDITION TO THE BARONET’S. THE LAUDABLE AMBITION OF +A YOUNG MAN TO BE THOUGHT SOMETHING BY THE WORLD. + + +WE have related, in a former chapter, the little success of his first +visit to the great man, for whom he had the introductory letter from Mr. +Walton. To people of equal sensibility, the influence of those trifles +we mentioned on his deportment will not appear surprising, but to his +friends in the country they could not be stated, nor would they have +allowed them any place in the account. In some of their letters, +therefore, which he received soon after, they expressed their surprise at +his not having been more urgent in his application, and again recommended +the blushless assiduity of successful merit. + +He resolved to make another attempt at the baronet’s; fortified with +higher notions of his own dignity, and with less apprehension of repulse. +In his way to Grosvenor Square he began to ruminate on the folly of +mankind, who affixed those ideas of superiority to riches, which reduced +the minds of men, by nature equal with the more fortunate, to that sort +of servility which he felt in his own. By the time he had reached the +Square, and was walking along the pavement which led to the baronet’s, he +had brought his reasoning on the subject to such a point, that the +conclusion, by every rule of logic, should have led him to a thorough +indifference in his approaches to a fellow-mortal, whether that +fellow-mortal was possessed of six or six thousand pounds a year. It is +probable, however, that the premises had been improperly formed: for it +is certain, that when he approached the great man’s door he felt his +heart agitated by an unusual pulsation. + +He had almost reached it, when he observed among gentleman coming out, +dressed in a white frock and a red laced waistcoat, with a small switch +in his hand, which he seemed to manage with a particular good grace. As +he passed him on the steps, the stranger very politely made him a bow, +which Harley returned, though he could not remember ever having seen him +before. He asked Harley, in the same civil manner, if he was going to +wait on his friend the baronet. “For I was just calling,” said he, “and +am sorry to find that he is gone for some days into the country.” + +Harley thanked him for his information, and was turning from the door, +when the other observed that it would be proper to leave his name, and +very obligingly knocked for that purpose. + +“Here is a gentleman, Tom, who meant to have waited on your master.” + +“Your name, if you please, sir?” + +“Harley.” + +“You’ll remember, Tom, Harley.” + +The door was shut. “Since we are here,” said he, “we shall not lose our +walk if we add a little to it by a turn or two in Hyde Park.” + +He accompanied this proposal with a second bow, and Harley accepted of it +by another in return. + +The conversation, as they walked, was brilliant on the side of his +companion. The playhouse, the opera, with every occurrence in high life, +he seemed perfectly master of; and talked of some reigning beauties of +quality in a manner the most feeling in the world. Harley admired the +happiness of his vivacity, and, opposite as it was to the reserve of his +own nature, began to be much pleased with its effects. + +Though I am not of opinion with some wise men, that the existence of +objects depends on idea, yet I am convinced that their appearance is not +a little influenced by it. The optics of some minds are in so unlucky a +perspective as to throw a certain shade on every picture that is +presented to them, while those of others (of which number was Harley), +like the mirrors of the ladies, have a wonderful effect in bettering +their complexions. Through such a medium perhaps he was looking on his +present companion. + +When they had finished their walk, and were returning by the corner of +the Park, they observed a board hung out of a window signifying, “An +excellent ORDINARY on Saturdays and Sundays.” It happened to be +Saturday, and the table was covered for the purpose. + +“What if we should go in and dine here, if you happen not to be engaged, +sir?” said the young gentleman. “It is not impossible but we shall meet +with some original or other; it is a sort of humour I like hugely.” + +Harley made no objection, and the stranger showed him the way into the +parlour. + +He was placed, by the courtesy of his introductor, in an arm-chair that +stood at one side of the fire. Over against him was seated a man of a +grave considering aspect, with that look of sober prudence which +indicates what is commonly called a warm man. He wore a pretty large +wig, which had once been white, but was now of a brownish yellow; his +coat was one of those modest-coloured drabs which mock the injuries of +dust and dirt; two jack-boots concealed, in part, the well-mended knees +of an old pair of buckskin breeches; while the spotted handkerchief round +his neck preserved at once its owner from catching cold and his +neck-cloth from being dirtied. Next him sat another man, with a tankard +in his hand and a quid of tobacco in his cheek, whose eye was rather more +vivacious, and whose dress was something smarter. + +The first-mentioned gentleman took notice that the room had been so +lately washed, as not to have had time to dry, and remarked that wet +lodging was unwholesome for man or beast. He looked round at the same +time for a poker to stir the fire with, which, he at last observed to the +company, the people of the house had removed in order to save their +coals. This difficulty, however, he overcame by the help of Harley’s +stick, saying, “that as they should, no doubt, pay for their fire in some +shape or other, he saw no reason why they should not have the use of it +while they sat.” + +The door was now opened for the admission of dinner. “I don’t know how +it is with you, gentlemen,” said Harley’s new acquaintance, “but I am +afraid I shall not be able to get down a morsel at this horrid mechanical +hour of dining.” He sat down, however, and did not show any want of +appetite by his eating. He took upon him the carving of the meat, and +criticised on the goodness of the pudding. + +When the table-cloth was removed, he proposed calling for some punch, +which was readily agreed to; he seemed at first inclined to make it +himself, but afterwards changed his mind, and left that province to the +waiter, telling him to have it pure West Indian, or he could not taste a +drop of it. + +When the punch was brought he undertook to fill the glasses and call the +toasts. “The King.”—The toast naturally produced politics. It is the +privilege of Englishmen to drink the king’s health, and to talk of his +conduct. The man who sat opposite to Harley (and who by this time, +partly from himself, and partly from his acquaintance on his left hand, +was discovered to be a grazier) observed, “That it was a shame for so +many pensioners to be allowed to take the bread out of the mouth of the +poor.” + +“Ay, and provisions,” said his friend, “were never so dear in the memory +of man; I wish the king and his counsellors would look to that.” + +“As for the matter of provisions, neighbour Wrightson,” he replied, “I am +sure the prices of cattle—” + +A dispute would have probably ensued, but it was prevented by the spruce +toastmaster, who gave a sentiment, and turning to the two politicians, +“Pray, gentlemen,” said he, “let us have done with these musty politics: +I would always leave them to the beer-suckers in Butcher Row. Come, let +us have something of the fine arts. That was a damn’d hard match between +Joe the Nailor and Tim Bucket. The knowing ones were cursedly taken in +there! I lost a cool hundred myself, faith.” + +At mention of the cool hundred, the grazier threw his eyes aslant, with a +mingled look of doubt and surprise; while the man at his elbow looked +arch, and gave a short emphatical sort of cough. + +Both seemed to be silenced, however, by this intelligence; and while the +remainder of the punch lasted the conversation was wholly engrossed by +the gentleman with the fine waistcoat, who told a great many “immense +comical stories” and “confounded smart things,” as he termed them, acted +and spoken by lords, ladies, and young bucks of quality, of his +acquaintance. At last, the grazier, pulling out a watch, of a very +unusual size, and telling the hour, said that he had an appointment. “Is +it so late?” said the young gentleman; “then I am afraid I have missed an +appointment already; but the truth is, I am cursedly given to missing of +appointments.” + +When the grazier and he were gone, Harley turned to the remaining +personage, and asked him if he knew that young gentleman. “A gentleman!” +said he; “ay, he is one of your gentlemen at the top of an affidavit. I +knew him, some years ago, in the quality of a footman; and I believe he +had some times the honour to be a pimp. At last, some of the great +folks, to whom he had been serviceable in both capacities, had him made a +gauger; in which station he remains, and has the assurance to pretend an +acquaintance with men of quality. The impudent dog! with a few shillings +in his pocket, he will talk you three times as much as my friend Mundy +there, who is worth nine thousand if he’s worth a farthing. But I know +the rascal, and despise him, as he deserves.” + +Harley began to despise him too, and to conceive some indignation at +having sat with patience to hear such a fellow speak nonsense. But he +corrected himself by reflecting that he was perhaps as well entertained, +and instructed too, by this same modest gauger, as he should have been by +such a man as he had thought proper to personate. And surely the fault +may more properly be imputed to that rank where the futility is real than +where it is feigned: to that rank whose opportunities for nobler +accomplishments have only served to rear a fabric of folly which the +untutored hand of affectation, even among the meanest of mankind, can +imitate with success. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. +HE VISITS BEDLAM.—THE DISTRESSES OF A DAUGHTER. + + +Of those things called Sights in London, which every stranger is supposed +desirous to see, Bedlam is one. To that place, therefore, an +acquaintance of Harley’s, after having accompanied him to several other +shows, proposed a visit. Harley objected to it, “because,” said he, “I +think it an inhuman practice to expose the greatest misery with which our +nature is afflicted to every idle visitant who can afford a trifling +perquisite to the keeper; especially as it is a distress which the humane +must see, with the painful reflection, that it is not in their power to +alleviate it.” He was overpowered, however, by the solicitations of his +friend and the other persons of the party (amongst whom were several +ladies); and they went in a body to Moorfields. + +Their conductor led them first to the dismal mansions of those who are in +the most horrid state of incurable madness. The clanking of chains, the +wildness of their cries, and the imprecations which some of them uttered, +formed a scene inexpressibly shocking. Harley and his companions, +especially the female part of them, begged their guide to return; he +seemed surprised at their uneasiness, and was with difficulty prevailed +on to leave that part of the house without showing them some others: who, +as he expressed it in the phrase of those that keep wild beasts for show, +were much better worth seeing than any they had passed, being ten times +more fierce and unmanageable. + +He led them next to that quarter where those reside who, as they are not +dangerous to themselves or others, enjoy a certain degree of freedom, +according to the state of their distemper. + +Harley had fallen behind his companions, looking at a man who was making +pendulums with bits of thread and little balls of clay. He had +delineated a segment of a circle on the wall with chalk, and marked their +different vibrations by intersecting it with cross lines. A +decent-looking man came up, and smiling at the maniac, turned to Harley, +and told him that gentleman had once been a very celebrated +mathematician. “He fell a sacrifice,” said he, “to the theory of comets; +for having, with infinite labour, formed a table on the conjectures of +Sir Isaac Newton, he was disappointed in the return of one of those +luminaries, and was very soon after obliged to be placed here by his +friends. If you please to follow me, sir,” continued the stranger, “I +believe I shall be able to give you a more satisfactory account of the +unfortunate people you see here than the man who attends your +companions.” + +Harley bowed, and accepted his offer. + +The next person they came up to had scrawled a variety of figures on a +piece of slate. Harley had the curiosity to take a nearer view of them. +They consisted of different columns, on the top of which were marked +South-sea annuities, India-stock, and Three per cent. annuities consol. +“This,” said Harley’s instructor, “was a gentleman well known in Change +Alley. He was once worth fifty thousand pounds, and had actually agreed +for the purchase of an estate in the West, in order to realise his money; +but he quarrelled with the proprietor about the repairs of the garden +wall, and so returned to town, to follow his old trade of stock-jobbing a +little longer; when an unlucky fluctuation of stock, in which he was +engaged to an immense extent, reduced him at once to poverty and to +madness. Poor wretch! he told me t’other day that against the next +payment of differences he should be some hundreds above a plum.” + +“It is a spondee, and I will maintain it,” interrupted a voice on his +left hand. This assertion was followed by a very rapid recital of some +verses from Homer. “That figure,” said the gentleman, “whose clothes are +so bedaubed with snuff, was a schoolmaster of some reputation: he came +hither to be resolved of some doubts he entertained concerning the +genuine pronunciation of the Greek vowels. In his highest fits, he makes +frequent mention of one Mr. Bentley. + +“But delusive ideas, sir, are the motives of the greatest part of +mankind, and a heated imagination the power by which their actions are +incited: the world, in the eye of a philosopher, may be said to be a +large madhouse.” “It is true,” answered Harley, “the passions of men are +temporary madnesses; and sometimes very fatal in their effects. + + From Macedonia’s madman to the Swede.” + +“It was, indeed,” said the stranger, “a very mad thing in Charles to +think of adding so vast a country as Russia to his dominions: that would +have been fatal indeed; the balance of the North would then have been +lost; but the Sultan and I would never have allowed it.”—“Sir!” said +Harley, with no small surprise on his countenance.—“Why, yes,” answered +the other, “the Sultan and I; do you know me? I am the Chan of Tartary.” + +Harley was a good deal struck by this discovery; he had prudence enough, +however, to conceal his amazement, and bowing as low to the monarch as +his dignity required, left him immediately, and joined his companions. + +He found them in a quarter of the house set apart for the insane of the +other sex, several of whom had gathered about the female visitors, and +were examining, with rather more accuracy than might have been expected, +the particulars of their dress. + +Separate from the rest stood one whose appearance had something of +superior dignity. Her face, though pale and wasted, was less squalid +than those of the others, and showed a dejection of that decent kind, +which moves our pity unmixed with horror: upon her, therefore, the eyes +of all were immediately turned. The keeper who accompanied them observed +it: “This,” said he, “is a young lady who was born to ride in her coach +and six. She was beloved, if the story I have heard is true, by a young +gentleman, her equal in birth, though by no means her match in fortune: +but love, they say, is blind, and so she fancied him as much as he did +her. Her father, it seems, would not hear of their marriage, and +threatened to turn her out of doors if ever she saw him again. Upon this +the young gentleman took a voyage to the West Indies, in hopes of +bettering his fortune, and obtaining his mistress; but he was scarce +landed, when he was seized with one of the fevers which are common in +those islands, and died in a few days, lamented by every one that knew +him. This news soon reached his mistress, who was at the same time +pressed by her father to marry a rich miserly fellow, who was old enough +to be her grandfather. The death of her lover had no effect on her +inhuman parent: he was only the more earnest for her marriage with the +man he had provided for her; and what between her despair at the death of +the one, and her aversion to the other, the poor young lady was reduced +to the condition you see her in. But God would not prosper such cruelty; +her father’s affairs soon after went to wreck, and he died almost a +beggar.” + +Though this story was told in very plain language, it had particularly +attracted Harley’s notice; he had given it the tribute of some tears. +The unfortunate young lady had till now seemed entranced in thought, with +her eyes fixed on a little garnet ring she wore on her finger; she turned +them now upon Harley. “My Billy is no more!” said she; “do you weep for +my Billy? Blessings on your tears! I would weep too, but my brain is +dry; and it burns, it burns, it burns!”—She drew nearer to Harley.—“Be +comforted, young lady,” said he, “your Billy is in heaven.”—“Is he, +indeed? and shall we meet again? and shall that frightful man (pointing +to the keeper) not be there!—Alas! I am grown naughty of late; I have +almost forgotten to think of heaven: yet I pray sometimes; when I can, I +pray; and sometimes I sing; when I am saddest, I sing:—You shall hear +me—hush! + + “Light be the earth on Billy’s breast, + And green the sod that wraps his grave.” + +There was a plaintive wildness in the air not to be withstood; and, +except the keeper’s, there was not an unmoistened eye around her. + +“Do you weep again?” said she. “I would not have you weep: you are like +my Billy; you are, believe me; just so he looked when he gave me this +ring; poor Billy! ’twas the last time ever we met!— + +“’Twas when the seas were roaring—I love you for resembling my Billy; but +I shall never love any man like him.”—She stretched out her hand to +Harley; he pressed it between both of his, and bathed it with his +tears.—“Nay, that is Billy’s ring,” said she, “you cannot have it, +indeed; but here is another, look here, which I plated to-day of some +gold-thread from this bit of stuff; will you keep it for my sake? I am a +strange girl; but my heart is harmless: my poor heart; it will burst some +day; feel how it beats!” She pressed his hand to her bosom, then holding +her head in the attitude of listening—“Hark! one, two, three! be quiet, +thou little trembler; my Billy is cold!—but I had forgotten the +ring.”—She put it on his finger. “Farewell! I must leave you now.”—She +would have withdrawn her hand; Harley held it to his lips.—“I dare not +stay longer; my head throbs sadly: farewell!”—She walked with a hurried +step to a little apartment at some distance. Harley stood fixed in +astonishment and pity; his friend gave money to the keeper.—Harley looked +on his ring.—He put a couple of guineas into the man’s hand: “Be kind to +that unfortunate.”—He burst into tears, and left them. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. +THE MISANTHROPE. + + +THE friend who had conducted him to Moorfields called upon him again the +next evening. After some talk on the adventures of the preceding day: “I +carried you yesterday,” said he to Harley, “to visit the mad; let me +introduce you to-night, at supper, to one of the wise: but you must not +look for anything of the Socratic pleasantry about him; on the contrary, +I warn you to expect the spirit of a Diogenes. That you may be a little +prepared for his extraordinary manner, I will let you into some +particulars of his history. + +“He is the elder of the two sons of a gentleman of considerable estate in +the country. Their father died when they were young: both were +remarkable at school for quickness of parts and extent of genius; this +had been bred to no profession, because his father’s fortune, which +descended to him, was thought sufficient to set him above it; the other +was put apprentice to an eminent attorney. In this the expectations of +his friends were more consulted than his own inclination; for both his +brother and he had feelings of that warm kind that could ill brook a +study so dry as the law, especially in that department of it which was +allotted to him. But the difference of their tempers made the +characteristical distinction between them. The younger, from the +gentleness of his nature, bore with patience a situation entirely +discordant to his genius and disposition. At times, indeed, his pride +would suggest of how little importance those talents were which the +partiality of his friends had often extolled: they were now incumbrances +in a walk of life where the dull and the ignorant passed him at every +turn; his fancy and his feeling were invincible obstacles to eminence in +a situation where his fancy had no room for exertion, and his feeling +experienced perpetual disgust. But these murmurings he never suffered to +be heard; and that he might not offend the prudence of those who had been +concerned in the choice of his profession, he continued to labour in it +several years, till, by the death of a relation, he succeeded to an +estate of a little better than £100 a year, with which, and the small +patrimony left him, he retired into the country, and made a love-match +with a young lady of a similar temper to his own, with whom the sagacious +world pitied him for finding happiness. + +“But his elder brother, whom you are to see at supper, if you will do us +the favour of your company, was naturally impetuous, decisive, and +overbearing. He entered into life with those ardent expectations by +which young men are commonly deluded: in his friendships, warm to excess; +and equally violent in his dislikes. He was on the brink of marriage +with a young lady, when one of those friends, for whose honour he would +have pawned his life, made an elopement with that very goddess, and left +him besides deeply engaged for sums which that good friend’s extravagance +had squandered. + +“The dreams he had formerly enjoyed were now changed for ideas of a very +different nature. He abjured all confidence in anything of human form; +sold his lands, which still produced him a very large reversion, came to +town, and immured himself, with a woman who had been his nurse, in little +better than a garret; and has ever since applied his talents to the +vilifying of his species. In one thing I must take the liberty to +instruct you; however different your sentiments may be (and different +they must be), you will suffer him to go on without contradiction; +otherwise, he will be silent immediately, and we shall not get a word +from him all the night after.” Harley promised to remember this +injunction, and accepted the invitation of his friend. + +When they arrived at the house, they were informed that the gentleman was +come, and had been shown into the parlour. They found him sitting with a +daughter of his friend’s, about three years old, on his knee, whom he was +teaching the alphabet from a horn book: at a little distance stood a +sister of hers, some years older. “Get you away, miss,” said he to this +last; “you are a pert gossip, and I will have nothing to do with +you.”—“Nay,” answered she, “Nancy is your favourite; you are quite in +love with Nancy.”—“Take away that girl,” said he to her father, whom he +now observed to have entered the room; “she has woman about her already.” +The children were accordingly dismissed. + +Betwixt that and supper-time he did not utter a syllable. When supper +came, he quarrelled with every dish at table, but eat of them all; only +exempting from his censures a salad, “which you have not spoiled,” said +he, “because you have not attempted to cook it.” + +When the wine was set upon the table, he took from his pocket a +particular smoking apparatus, and filled his pipe, without taking any +more notice of Harley, or his friend, than if no such persons had been in +the room. + +Harley could not help stealing a look of surprise at him; but his friend, +who knew his humour, returned it by annihilating his presence in the like +manner, and, leaving him to his own meditations, addressed himself +entirely to Harley. + +In their discourse some mention happened to be made of an amiable +character, and the words _honour_ and _politeness_ were applied to it. +Upon this, the gentleman, laying down his pipe, and changing the tone of +his countenance, from an ironical grin to something more intently +contemptuous: “Honour,” said he: “Honour and Politeness! this is the coin +of the world, and passes current with the fools of it. You have +substituted the shadow Honour, instead of the substance Virtue; and have +banished the reality of friendship for the fictitious semblance which you +have termed Politeness: politeness, which consists in a certain +ceremonious jargon, more ridiculous to the ear of reason than the voice +of a puppet. You have invented sounds, which you worship, though they +tyrannize over your peace; and are surrounded with empty forms, which +take from the honest emotions of joy, and add to the poignancy of +misfortune.” “Sir!” said Harley—his friend winked to him, to remind him +of the caution he had received. He was silenced by the thought. The +philosopher turned his eye upon him: he examined him from top to toe, +with a sort of triumphant contempt; Harley’s coat happened to be a new +one; the other’s was as shabby as could possibly be supposed to be on the +back of a gentleman: there was much significance in his look with regard +to this coat; it spoke of the sleekness of folly and the threadbareness +of wisdom. + +“Truth,” continued he, “the most amiable, as well as the most natural of +virtues, you are at pains to eradicate. Your very nurseries are +seminaries of falsehood; and what is called Fashion in manhood completes +the system of avowed insincerity. Mankind, in the gross, is a gaping +monster, that loves to be deceived, and has seldom been disappointed: nor +is their vanity less fallacious to your philosophers, who adopt modes of +truth to follow them through the paths of error, and defend paradoxes +merely to be singular in defending them. These are they whom ye term +Ingenious; ’tis a phrase of commendation I detest: it implies an attempt +to impose on my judgment, by flattering my imagination; yet these are +they whose works are read by the old with delight, which the young are +taught to look upon as the codes of knowledge and philosophy. + +“Indeed, the education of your youth is every way preposterous; you waste +at school years in improving talents, without having ever spent an hour +in discovering them; one promiscuous line of instruction is followed, +without regard to genius, capacity, or probable situation in the +commonwealth. From this bear-garden of the pedagogue, a raw, +unprincipled boy is turned loose upon the world to travel; without any +ideas but those of improving his dress at Paris, or starting into taste +by gazing on some paintings at Rome. Ask him of the manners of the +people, and he will tell you that the skirt is worn much shorter in +France, and that everybody eats macaroni in Italy. When he returns home, +he buys a seat in parliament, and studies the constitution at Arthur’s. + +“Nor are your females trained to any more useful purpose: they are +taught, by the very rewards which their nurses propose for good +behaviour, by the first thing like a jest which they hear from every male +visitor of the family, that a young woman is a creature to be married; +and when they are grown somewhat older, are instructed that it is the +purpose of marriage to have the enjoyment of pin-money, and the +expectation of a jointure.” + +“These, {61} indeed, are the effects of luxury, which is, perhaps, +inseparable from a certain degree of power and grandeur in a nation. But +it is not simply of the progress of luxury that we have to complain: did +its votaries keep in their own sphere of thoughtless dissipation, we +might despise them without emotion; but the frivolous pursuits of +pleasure are mingled with the most important concerns of the state; and +public enterprise shall sleep till he who should guide its operation has +decided his bets at Newmarket, or fulfilled his engagement with a +favourite mistress in the country. We want some man of acknowledged +eminence to point our counsels with that firmness which the counsels of a +great people require. We have hundreds of ministers, who press forward +into office without having ever learned that art which is necessary for +every business: the art of thinking; and mistake the petulance, which +could give inspiration to smart sarcasms on an obnoxious measure in a +popular assembly, for the ability which is to balance the interest of +kingdoms, and investigate the latent sources of national superiority. +With the administration of such men the people can never be satisfied; +for besides that their confidence is gained only by the view of superior +talents, there needs that depth of knowledge, which is not only +acquainted with the just extent of power, but can also trace its +connection with the expedient, to preserve its possessors from the +contempt which attends irresolution, or the resentment which follows +temerity.” + + * * * * * + +[Here a considerable part is wanting.] + +* * “In short, man is an animal equally selfish and vain. Vanity, +indeed, is but a modification of selfishness. From the latter, there are +some who pretend to be free: they are generally such as declaim against +the lust of wealth and power, because they have never been able to attain +any high degree in either: they boast of generosity and feeling. They +tell us (perhaps they tell us in rhyme) that the sensations of an honest +heart, of a mind universally benevolent, make up the quiet bliss which +they enjoy; but they will not, by this, be exempted from the charge of +selfishness. Whence the luxurious happiness they describe in their +little family-circles? Whence the pleasure which they feel, when they +trim their evening fires, and listen to the howl of winter’s wind? +Whence, but from the secret reflection of what houseless wretches feel +from it? Or do you administer comfort in affliction—the motive is at +hand; I have had it preached to me in nineteen out of twenty of your +consolatory discourses—the comparative littleness of our own misfortunes. + +“With vanity your best virtues are grossly tainted: your benevolence, +which ye deduce immediately from the natural impulse of the heart, +squints to it for its reward. There are some, indeed, who tell us of the +satisfaction which flows from a secret consciousness of good actions: +this secret satisfaction is truly excellent—when we have some friend to +whom we may discover its excellence.” + +He now paused a moment to re-light his pipe, when a clock, that stood at +his back, struck eleven; he started up at the sound, took his hat and his +cane, and nodding good night with his head, walked out of the room. The +gentleman of the house called a servant to bring the stranger’s surtout. +“What sort of a night is it, fellow?” said he.—“It rains, sir,” answered +the servant, “with an easterly wind.”—“Easterly for ever!” He made no +other reply; but shrugging up his shoulders till they almost touched his +ears, wrapped himself tight in his great coat, and disappeared. + +“This is a strange creature,” said his friend to Harley. “I cannot say,” +answered he, “that his remarks are of the pleasant kind: it is curious to +observe how the nature of truth may be changed by the garb it wears; +softened to the admonition of friendship, or soured into the severity of +reproof: yet this severity may be useful to some tempers; it somewhat +resembles a file: disagreeable in its operation, but hard metals may be +the brighter for it.” + + * * * * * + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. +HIS SKILL IN PHYSIOGNOMY. + + +THE company at the baronet’s removed to the playhouse accordingly, and +Harley took his usual route into the Park. He observed, as he entered, a +fresh-looking elderly gentleman in conversation with a beggar, who, +leaning on his crutch, was recounting the hardships he had undergone, and +explaining the wretchedness of his present condition. This was a very +interesting dialogue to Harley; he was rude enough, therefore, to slacken +his pace as he approached, and at last to make a full stop at the +gentleman’s back, who was just then expressing his compassion for the +beggar, and regretting that he had not a farthing of change about him. +At saying this, he looked piteously on the fellow: there was something in +his physiognomy which caught Harley’s notice: indeed, physiognomy was one +of Harley’s foibles, for which he had been often rebuked by his aunt in +the country, who used to tell him that when he was come to her years and +experience he would know that all’s not gold that glitters: and it must +be owned that his aunt was a very sensible, harsh-looking maiden lady of +threescore and upwards. But he was too apt to forget this caution and +now, it seems, it had not occurred to him. Stepping up, therefore, to +the gentleman, who was lamenting the want of silver, “Your intentions, +sir,” said he, “are so good, that I cannot help lending you my assistance +to carry them into execution,” and gave the beggar a shilling. The other +returned a suitable compliment, and extolled the benevolence of Harley. +They kept walking together, and benevolence grew the topic of discourse. + +The stranger was fluent on the subject. “There is no use of money,” said +he, “equal to that of beneficence. With the profuse, it is lost; and +even with those who lay it out according to the prudence of the world, +the objects acquired by it pall on the sense, and have scarce become our +own till they lose their value with the power of pleasing; but here the +enjoyment grows on reflection, and our money is most truly ours when it +ceases being in our possession. + +“Yet I agree in some measure,” answered Harley, “with those who think +that charity to our common beggars is often misplaced; there are objects +less obtrusive whose title is a better one.” + +“We cannot easily distinguish,” said the stranger; “and even of the +worthless, are there not many whose imprudence, or whose vice, may have +been one dreadful consequence of misfortune?” + +Harley looked again in his face, and blessed himself for his skill in +physiognomy. + +By this time they had reached the end of the walk, the old gentleman +leaning on the rails to take breath, and in the meantime they were joined +by a younger man, whose figure was much above the appearance of his +dress, which was poor and shabby. Harley’s former companion addressed +him as an acquaintance, and they turned on the walk together. + +The elder of the strangers complained of the closeness of the evening, +and asked the other if he would go with him into a house hard by, and +take one draught of excellent cyder. “The man who keeps this house,” +said he to Harley, “was once a servant of mine. I could not think of +turning loose upon the world a faithful old fellow, for no other reason +but that his age had incapacitated him; so I gave him an annuity of ten +pounds, with the help of which he has set up this little place here, and +his daughter goes and sells milk in the city, while her father manages +his tap-room, as he calls it, at home. I can’t well ask a gentleman of +your appearance to accompany me to so paltry a place.” “Sir,” replied +Harley, interrupting him, “I would much rather enter it than the most +celebrated tavern in town. To give to the necessitous may sometimes be a +weakness in the man; to encourage industry is a duty in the citizen.” +They entered the house accordingly. + +On a table at the corner of the room lay a pack of cards, loosely thrown +together. The old gentleman reproved the man of the house for +encouraging so idle an amusement. Harley attempted to defend him from +the necessity of accommodating himself to the humour of his guests, and +taking up the cards, began to shuffle them backwards and forwards in his +hand. “Nay, I don’t think cards so unpardonable an amusement as some +do,” replied the other; “and now and then, about this time of the +evening, when my eyes begin to fail me for my book, I divert myself with +a game at piquet, without finding my morals a bit relaxed by it. Do you +play piquet, sir?” (to Harley.) Harley answered in the affirmative; upon +which the other proposed playing a pool at a shilling the game, doubling +the stakes; adding, that he never played higher with anybody. + +Harley’s good nature could not refuse the benevolent old man; and the +younger stranger, though he at first pleaded prior engagements, yet being +earnestly solicited by his friend, at last yielded to solicitation. + +When they began to play, the old gentleman, somewhat to the surprise of +Harley, produced ten shillings to serve for markers of his score. “He +had no change for the beggar,” said Harley to himself; “but I can easily +account for it; it is curious to observe the affection that inanimate +things will create in us by a long acquaintance. If I may judge from my +own feelings, the old man would not part with one of these counters for +ten times its intrinsic value; it even got the better of his benevolence! +I, myself, have a pair of old brass sleeve buttons.” Here he was +interrupted by being told that the old gentleman had beat the younger, +and that it was his turn to take up the conqueror. “Your game has been +short,” said Harley. “I re-piqued him,” answered the old man, with joy +sparkling in his countenance. Harley wished to be re-piqued too, but he +was disappointed; for he had the same good fortune against his opponent. +Indeed, never did fortune, mutable as she is, delight in mutability so +much as at that moment. The victory was so quick, and so constantly +alternate, that the stake, in a short time, amounted to no less a sum +than £12, Harley’s proportion of which was within half-a-guinea of the +money he had in his pocket. He had before proposed a division, but the +old gentleman opposed it with such a pleasant warmth in his manner, that +it was always over-ruled. Now, however, he told them that he had an +appointment with some gentlemen, and it was within a few minutes of his +hour. The young stranger had gained one game, and was engaged in the +second with the other; they agreed, therefore, that the stake should be +divided, if the old gentleman won that: which was more than probable, as +his score was 90 to 35, and he was elder hand; but a momentous re-pique +decided it in favour of his adversary, who seemed to enjoy his victory +mingled with regret, for having won too much, while his friend, with +great ebullience of passion, many praises of his own good play, and many +malediction’s on the power of chance, took up the cards, and threw them +into the fire. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. +FRUITS OF THE DEAD SEA. + + +THE company he was engaged to meet were assembled in Fleet Street. He +had walked some time along the Strand, amidst a crowd of those wretches +who wait the uncertain wages of prostitution, with ideas of pity suitable +to the scene around him and the feelings he possessed, and had got as far +as Somerset House, when one of them laid hold of his arm, and, with a +voice tremulous and faint, asked him for a pint of wine, in a manner more +supplicatory than is usual with those whom the infamy of their profession +has deprived of shame. He turned round at the demand, and looked +steadfastly on the person who made it. + +She was above the common size, and elegantly formed; her face was thin +and hollow, and showed the remains of tarnished beauty. Her eyes were +black, but had little of their lustre left; her cheeks had some paint +laid on without art, and productive of no advantage to her complexion, +which exhibited a deadly paleness on the other parts of her face. + +Harley stood in the attitude of hesitation; which she, interpreting to +her advantage, repeated her request, and endeavoured to force a leer of +invitation into her countenance. He took her arm, and they walked on to +one of those obsequious taverns in the neighbourhood, where the dearness +of the wine is a discharge in full for the character of the house. From +what impulse he did this we do not mean to enquire; as it has ever been +against our nature to search for motives where bad ones are to be found. +They entered, and a waiter showed them a room, and placed a bottle of +claret on the table. + +Harley filled the lady’s glass: which she had no sooner tasted, than +dropping it on the floor, and eagerly catching his arm, her eye grew +fixed, her lip assumed a clayey whiteness, and she fell back lifeless in +her chair. + +Harley started from his seat, and, catching her in his arms, supported +her from falling to the ground, looking wildly at the door, as if he +wanted to run for assistance, but durst not leave the miserable creature. +It was not till some minutes after that it occurred to him to ring the +bell, which at last, however, he thought of, and rung with repeated +violence even after the waiter appeared. Luckily the waiter had his +senses somewhat more about him; and snatching up a bottle of water, which +stood on a buffet at the end of the room, he sprinkled it over the hands +and face of the dying figure before him. She began to revive, and, with +the assistance of some hartshorn drops, which Harley now for the first +time drew from his pocket, was able to desire the waiter to bring her a +crust of bread, of which she swallowed some mouthfuls with the appearance +of the keenest hunger. The waiter withdrew: when turning to Harley, +sobbing at the same time, and shedding tears, “I am sorry, sir,” said +she, “that I should have given you so much trouble; but you will pity me +when I tell you that till now I have not tasted a morsel these two days +past.”—He fixed his eyes on hers—every circumstance but the last was +forgotten; and he took her hand with as much respect as if she had been a +duchess. It was ever the privilege of misfortune to be revered by +him.—“Two days!” said he; “and I have fared sumptuously every day!”—He +was reaching to the bell; she understood his meaning, and prevented him. +“I beg, sir,” said she, “that you would give yourself no more trouble +about a wretch who does not wish to live; but, at present, I could not +eat a bit; my stomach even rose at the last mouthful of that crust.”—He +offered to call a chair, saying that he hoped a little rest would relieve +her.—He had one half-guinea left. “I am sorry,” he said, “that at +present I should be able to make you an offer of no more than this paltry +sum.”—She burst into tears: “Your generosity, sir, is abused; to bestow +it on me is to take it from the virtuous. I have no title but misery to +plead: misery of my own procuring.” “No more of that,” answered Harley; +“there is virtue in these tears; let the fruit of them be virtue.”—He +rung, and ordered a chair.—“Though I am the vilest of beings,” said she, +“I have not forgotten every virtue; gratitude, I hope, I shall still have +left, did I but know who is my benefactor.”—“My name is Harley.”—“Could I +ever have an opportunity?”—“You shall, and a glorious one too! your +future conduct—but I do not mean to reproach you—if, I say—it will be the +noblest reward—I will do myself the pleasure of seeing you again.”—Here +the waiter entered, and told them the chair was at the door; the lady +informed Harley of her lodgings, and he promised to wait on her at ten +next morning. + +He led her to the chair, and returned to clear with the waiter, without +ever once reflecting that he had no money in his pocket. He was ashamed +to make an excuse; yet an excuse must be made: he was beginning to frame +one, when the waiter cut him short by telling him that he could not run +scores; but that, if he would leave his watch, or any other pledge, it +would be as safe as if it lay in his pocket. Harley jumped at the +proposal, and pulling out his watch, delivered it into his hands +immediately, and having, for once, had the precaution to take a note of +the lodging he intended to visit next morning, sallied forth with a blush +of triumph on his face, without taking notice of the sneer of the waiter, +who, twirling the watch in his hand, made him a profound bow at the door, +and whispered to a girl, who stood in the passage, something, in which +the word CULLY was honoured with a particular emphasis. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. +HIS SKILL IN PHYSIOGNOMY IS DOUBTED. + + +AFTER he had been some time with the company he had appointed to meet, +and the last bottle was called for, he first recollected that he would be +again at a loss how to discharge his share of the reckoning. He applied, +therefore, to one of them, with whom he was most intimate, acknowledging +that he had not a farthing of money about him; and, upon being jocularly +asked the reason, acquainted them with the two adventures we have just +now related. One of the company asked him if the old man in Hyde Park +did not wear a brownish coat, with a narrow gold edging, and his +companion an old green frock, with a buff-coloured waistcoat. Upon +Harley’s recollecting that they did, “Then,” said he, “you may be +thankful you have come off so well; they are two as noted sharpers, in +their way, as any in town, and but t’other night took me in for a much +larger sum. I had some thoughts of applying to a justice, but one does +not like to be seen in those matters.” + +Harley answered, “That he could not but fancy the gentleman was mistaken, +as he never saw a face promise more honesty than that of the old man he +had met with.”—“His face!” said a grave-looking man, when sat opposite to +him, squirting the juice of his tobacco obliquely into the grate. There +was something very emphatical in the action, for it was followed by a +burst of laughter round the table. “Gentlemen,” said Harley, “you are +disposed to be merry; it may be as you imagine, for I confess myself +ignorant of the town; but there is one thing which makes me hear the loss +of my money with temper: the young fellow who won it must have been +miserably poor; I observed him borrow money for the stake from his +friend: he had distress and hunger in his countenance: be his character +what it may, his necessities at least plead for him.” At this there was +a louder laugh than before. “Gentlemen,” said the lawyer, one of whose +conversations with Harley we have already recorded, “here’s a pretty +fellow for you! to have heard him talk some nights ago, as I did, you +might have sworn he was a saint; yet now he games with sharpers, and +loses his money, and is bubbled by a fine tale of the Dead Sea, and pawns +his watch; here are sanctified doings with a witness!” + +“Young gentleman,” said his friend on the other side of the table, “let +me advise you to be a little more cautious for the future; and as for +faces—you may look into them to know whether a man’s nose be a long or a +short one.” + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. +HE KEEPS HIS APPOINTMENT. + + +THE last night’s raillery of his companions was recalled to his +remembrance when he awoke, and the colder homilies of prudence began to +suggest some things which were nowise favourable for a performance of his +promise to the unfortunate female he had met with before. He rose, +uncertain of his purpose; but the torpor of such considerations was +seldom prevalent over the warmth of his nature. He walked some turns +backwards and forwards in his room; he recalled the languid form of the +fainting wretch to his mind; he wept at the recollection of her tears. +“Though I am the vilest of beings, I have not forgotten every virtue; +gratitude, I hope, I shall still have left.”—He took a larger +stride—“Powers of mercy that surround me!” cried he, “do ye not smile +upon deeds like these? to calculate the chances of deception is too +tedious a business for the life of man!”—The clock struck ten.—When he +was got down-stairs, he found that he had forgot the note of her +lodgings; he gnawed his lips at the delay: he was fairly on the pavement, +when he recollected having left his purse; he did but just prevent +himself from articulating an imprecation. He rushed a second time up +into his chamber. “What a wretch I am!” said he; “ere this time, +perhaps—” ’Twas a perhaps not to be borne;—two vibrations of a pendulum +would have served him to lock his bureau; but they could not be spared. + +When he reached the house, and inquired for Miss Atkins (for that was the +lady’s name), he was shown up three pair of stairs, into a small room +lighted by one narrow lattice, and patched round with shreds of +different-coloured paper. In the darkest corner stood something like a +bed, before which a tattered coverlet hung by way of curtain. He had not +waited long when she appeared. Her face had the glister of new-washed +tears on it. “I am ashamed, sir,” said she, “that you should have taken +this fresh piece of trouble about one so little worthy of it; but, to the +humane, I know there is a pleasure in goodness for its own sake: if you +have patience for the recital of my story, it may palliate, though it +cannot excuse, my faults.” Harley bowed, as a sign of assent; and she +began as follows:— + +“I am the daughter of an officer, whom a service of forty years had +advanced no higher than the rank of captain. I have had hints from +himself, and been informed by others, that it was in some measure owing +to those principles of rigid honour, which it was his boast to possess, +and which he early inculcated on me, that he had been able to arrive at +no better station. My mother died when I was a child: old enough to +grieve for her death, but incapable of remembering her precepts. Though +my father was doatingly fond of her, yet there were some sentiments in +which they materially differed: she had been bred from her infancy in the +strictest principles of religion, and took the morality of her conduct +from the motives which an adherence to those principles suggested. My +father, who had been in the army from his youth, affixed an idea of +pusillanimity to that virtue, which was formed by the doctrines, excited +by the rewards, or guarded by the terrors of revelation; his dashing idol +was the honour of a soldier: a term which he held in such reverence, that +he used it for his most sacred asseveration. When my mother died, I was +some time suffered to continue in those sentiments which her instructions +had produced; but soon after, though, from respect to her memory, my +father did not absolutely ridicule them, yet he showed, in his discourse +to others, so little regard to them, and at times suggested to me motives +of action so different, that I was soon weaned from opinions which I +began to consider as the dreams of superstition, or the artful inventions +of designing hypocrisy. My mother’s books were left behind at the +different quarters we removed to, and my reading was principally confined +to plays, novels, and those poetical descriptions of the beauty of virtue +and honour, which the circulating libraries easily afforded. + +“As I was generally reckoned handsome, and the quickness of my parts +extolled by all our visitors, my father had a pride in allowing me to the +world. I was young, giddy, open to adulation, and vain of those talents +which acquired it. + +“After the last war, my father was reduced to half-pay; with which we +retired to a village in the country, which the acquaintance of some +genteel families who resided in it, and the cheapness of living, +particularly recommended. My father rented a small house, with a piece +of ground sufficient to keep a horse for him, and a cow for the benefit +of his family. An old man servant managed his ground; while a maid, who +had formerly been my mother’s, and had since been mine, undertook the +care of our little dairy: they were assisted in each of their provinces +by my father and me: and we passed our time in a state of tranquillity, +which he had always talked of with delight, and my train of reading had +taught me to admire. + +“Though I had never seen the polite circles of the metropolis, the +company my father had introduced me into had given me a degree of good +breeding, which soon discovered a superiority over the young ladies of +our village. I was quoted as an example of politeness, and my company +courted by most of the considerable families in the neighbourhood. + +“Amongst the houses where I was frequently invited was Sir George +Winbrooke’s. He had two daughters nearly of my age, with whom, though +they had been bred up in those maxims of vulgar doctrine which my +superior understanding could not but despise, yet as their good nature +led them to an imitation of my manners in everything else, I cultivated a +particular friendship. + +“Some months after our first acquaintance, Sir George’s eldest son came +home from his travels. His figure, his address, and conversation, were +not unlike those warm ideas of an accomplished man which my favourite +novels had taught me to form; and his sentiments on the article of +religion were as liberal as my own: when any of these happened to be the +topic of our discourse, I, who before had been silent, from a fear of +being single in opposition, now kindled at the fire he raised, and +defended our mutual opinions with all the eloquence I was mistress of. +He would be respectfully attentive all the while; and when I had ended, +would raise his eyes from the ground, look at me with a gaze of +admiration, and express his applause in the highest strain of encomium. +This was an incense the more pleasing, as I seldom or never had met with +it before; for the young gentlemen who visited Sir George were for the +most part of that athletic order, the pleasure of whose lives is derived +from fox-hunting: these are seldom solicitous to please the women at all; +or if they were, would never think of applying their flattery to the +mind. + +“Mr. Winbrooke observed the weakness of my soul, and took every occasion +of improving the esteem he had gained. He asked my opinion of every +author, of every sentiment, with that submissive diffidence, which showed +an unlimited confidence in my understanding. I saw myself revered, as a +superior being, by one whose judgment my vanity told me was not likely to +err: preferred by him to all the other visitors of my sex, whose fortunes +and rank should have entitled them to a much higher degree of notice: I +saw their little jealousies at the distinguished attention he paid me; it +was gratitude, it was pride, it was love! Love which had made too fatal +a progress in my heart, before any declaration on his part should have +warranted a return: but I interpreted every look of attention, every +expression of compliment, to the passion I imagined him inspired with, +and imputed to his sensibility that silence which was the effect of art +and design. At length, however, he took an opportunity of declaring his +love: he now expressed himself in such ardent terms, that prudence might +have suspected their sincerity: but prudence is rarely found in the +situation I had been unguardedly led into; besides, that the course of +reading to which I had been accustomed, did not lead me to conclude, that +his expressions could be too warm to be sincere: nor was I even alarmed +at the manner in which he talked of marriage, a subjection, he often +hinted, to which genuine love should scorn to be confined. The woman, he +would often say, who had merit like mine to fix his affection, could +easily command it for ever. That honour too which I revered, was often +called in to enforce his sentiments. I did not, however, absolutely +assent to them; but I found my regard for their opposites diminish by +degrees. If it is dangerous to be convinced, it is dangerous to listen; +for our reason is so much of a machine, that it will not always be able +to resist, when the ear is perpetually assailed. + +“In short, Mr. Harley (for I tire you with a relation, the catastrophe of +which you will already have imagined), I fell a prey to his artifices. +He had not been able so thoroughly to convert me, that my conscience was +silent on the subject; but he was so assiduous to give repeated proofs of +unabated affection, that I hushed its suggestions as they rose. The +world, however, I knew, was not to be silenced; and therefore I took +occasion to express my uneasiness to my seducer, and entreat him, as he +valued the peace of one to whom he professed such attachment, to remove +it by a marriage. He made excuse from his dependence on the will of his +father, but quieted my fears by the promise of endeavouring to win his +assent. + +“My father had been some days absent on a visit to a dying relation, from +whom he had considerable expectations. I was left at home, with no other +company than my books: my books I found were not now such companions as +they used to be; I was restless, melancholy, unsatisfied with myself. +But judge my situation when I received a billet from Mr. Winbrooke +informing me, that he had sounded Sir George on the subject we had talked +of, and found him so averse to any match so unequal to his own rank and +fortune, that he was obliged, with whatever reluctance, to bid adieu to a +place, the remembrance of which should ever be dear to him. + +“I read this letter a hundred times over. Alone, helpless, conscious of +guilt, and abandoned by every better thought, my mind was one motley +scene of terror, confusion, and remorse. A thousand expedients suggested +themselves, and a thousand fears told me they would be vain: at last, in +an agony of despair, I packed up a few clothes, took what money and +trinkets were in the house, and set out for London, whither I understood +he was gone; pretending to my maid, that I had received letters from my +father requiring my immediate attendance. I had no other companion than +a boy, a servant to the man from whom I hired my horses. I arrived in +London within an hour of Mr. Winbrooke, and accidentally alighted at the +very inn where he was. + +“He started and turned pale when he saw me; but recovered himself in time +enough to make many new protestations of regard, and beg me to make +myself easy under a disappointment which was equally afflicting to him. +He procured me lodgings, where I slept, or rather endeavoured to sleep, +for that night. Next morning I saw him again, he then mildly observed on +the imprudence of my precipitate flight from the country, and proposed my +removing to lodgings at another end of the town, to elude the search of +my father, till he should fall upon some method of excusing my conduct to +him, and reconciling him to my return. We took a hackney-coach, and +drove to the house he mentioned. + +“It was situated in a dirty lane, furnished with a tawdry affectation of +finery, with some old family pictures hanging on walls which their own +cobwebs would better have suited. I was struck with a secret dread at +entering, nor was it lessened by the appearance of the landlady, who had +that look of selfish shrewdness, which, of all others, is the most +hateful to those whose feelings are untinctured with the world. A girl, +who she told us was her niece, sat by her, playing on a guitar, while +herself was at work, with the assistance of spectacles, and had a +prayer-book with the leaves folded down in several places, lying on the +table before her. Perhaps, sir, I tire you with my minuteness, but the +place, and every circumstance about it, is so impressed on my mind, that +I shall never forget it. + +“I dined that day with Mr. Winbrooke alone. He lost by degrees that +restraint which I perceived too well to hang about him before, and, with +his former gaiety and good humour, repeated the flattering things which, +though they had once been fatal, I durst not now distrust. At last, +taking my hand and kissing it, ‘It is thus,’ said he, ‘that love will +last, while freedom is preserved; thus let us ever be blessed, without +the galling thought that we are tied to a condition where we may cease to +be so.’ + +“I answered, ‘That the world thought otherwise: that it had certain ideas +of good fame, which it was impossible not to wish to maintain.’ + +“‘The world,’ said he, ‘is a tyrant, they are slaves who obey it; let us +be happy without the pale of the world. To-morrow I shall leave this +quarter of it, for one where the talkers of the world shall be foiled, +and lose us. Could not my Emily accompany me? my friend, my companion, +the mistress of my soul! Nay, do not look so, Emily! Your father may +grieve for a while, but your father shall be taken care of; this +bank-bill I intend as the comfort for his daughter.’ + +“I could contain myself no longer: ‘Wretch,’ I exclaimed, ‘dost thou +imagine that my father’s heart could brook dependence on the destroyer of +his child, and tamely accept of a base equivalent for her honour and his +own?’ + +“‘Honour, my Emily,’ said he, ‘is the word of fools, or of those wiser +men who cheat them. ’Tis a fantastic bauble that does not suit the +gravity of your father’s age; but, whatever it is, I am afraid it can +never be perfectly restored to you: exchange the word then, and let +pleasure be your object now.’ + +“At these words he clasped me in his arms, and pressed his lips rudely to +my bosom. I started from my seat. ‘Perfidious villain!’ said I, ‘who +dar’st insult the weakness thou hast undone; were that father here, thy +coward soul would shrink from the vengeance of his honour! Cursed be +that wretch who has deprived him of it! oh doubly cursed, who has dragged +on his hoary head the infamy which should have crushed her own!’ I +snatched a knife which lay beside me, and would have plunged it in my +breast, but the monster prevented my purpose, and smiling with a grin of +barbarous insult— + +“‘Madam,’ said he, ‘I confess you are rather too much in heroics for me; +I am sorry we should differ about trifles; but as I seem somehow to have +offended you, I would willingly remedy it by taking my leave. You have +been put to some foolish expense in this journey on my account; allow me +to reimburse you.’ + +“So saying he laid a bank-bill, of what amount I had no patience to see, +upon the table. Shame, grief, and indignation choked my utterance; +unable to speak my wrongs, and unable to bear them in silence, I fell in +a swoon at his feet. + +“What happened in the interval I cannot tell, but when I came to myself I +was in the arms of the landlady, with her niece chafing my temples, and +doing all in her power for my recovery. She had much compassion in her +countenance; the old woman assumed the softest look she was capable of, +and both endeavoured to bring me comfort. They continued to show me many +civilities, and even the aunt began to be less disagreeable in my sight. +To the wretched, to the forlorn, as I was, small offices of kindness are +endearing. + +“Meantime my money was far spent, nor did I attempt to conceal my wants +from their knowledge. I had frequent thoughts of returning to my father; +but the dread of a life of scorn is insurmountable. I avoided, +therefore, going abroad when I had a chance of being seen by any former +acquaintance, nor indeed did my health for a great while permit it; and +suffered the old woman, at her own suggestion, to call me niece at home, +where we now and then saw (when they could prevail on me to leave my +room) one or two other elderly women, and sometimes a grave business-like +man, who showed great compassion for my indisposition, and made me very +obligingly an offer of a room at his country-house for the recovery of my +health. This offer I did not chose to accept, but told my landlady, +‘that I should be glad to be employed in any way of business which my +skill in needlework could recommend me to, confessing, at the same time, +that I was afraid I should scarce be able to pay her what I already owed +for board and lodging, and that for her other good offices, I had nothing +but thanks to give her.’ + +“‘My dear child,’ said she, ‘do not talk of paying; since I lost my own +sweet girl’ (here she wept), ‘your very picture she was, Miss Emily, I +have nobody, except my niece, to whom I should leave any little thing I +have been able to save; you shall live with me, my dear; and I have +sometimes a little millinery work, in which, when you are inclined to it, +you may assist us. By the way, here are a pair of ruffles we have just +finished for that gentleman you saw here at tea; a distant relation of +mine, and a worthy man he is. ’Twas pity you refused the offer of an +apartment at his country house; my niece, you know, was to have +accompanied you, and you might have fancied yourself at home; a most +sweet place it is, and but a short mile beyond Hampstead. Who knows, +Miss Emily, what effect such a visit might have had! If I had half your +beauty I should not waste it pining after e’er a worthless fellow of them +all.’ + +“I felt my heart swell at her words; I would have been angry if I could, +but I was in that stupid state which is not easily awakened to anger: +when I would have chid her the reproof stuck in my throat; I could only +weep! + +“Her want of respect increased, as I had not spirit to assert it. My +work was now rather imposed than offered, and I became a drudge for the +bread I eat: but my dependence and servility grew in proportion, and I +was now in a situation which could not make any extraordinary exertions +to disengage itself from either—I found myself with child. + +“At last the wretch, who had thus trained me to destruction, hinted the +purpose for which those means had been used. I discovered her to be an +artful procuress for the pleasures of those who are men of decency to the +world in the midst of debauchery. + +“I roused every spark of courage within me at the horrid proposal. She +treated my passion at first somewhat mildly, but when I continued to +exert it she resented it with insult, and told me plainly that if I did +not soon comply with her desires I should pay her every farthing I owed, +or rot in a jail for life. I trembled at the thought; still, however, I +resisted her importunities, and she put her threats in execution. I was +conveyed to prison, weak from my condition, weaker from that struggle of +grief and misery which for some time I had suffered. A miscarriage was +the consequence. + +“Amidst all the horrors of such a state, surrounded with wretches totally +callous, lost alike to humanity and to shame, think, Mr. Harley, think +what I endured; nor wonder that I at last yielded to the solicitations of +that miscreant I had seen at her house, and sunk to the prostitution +which he tempted. But that was happiness compared to what I have +suffered since. He soon abandoned me to the common use of the town, and +I was cast among those miserable beings in whose society I have since +remained. + +“Oh! did the daughters of virtue know our sufferings; did they see our +hearts torn with anguish amidst the affectation of gaiety which our faces +are obliged to assume! our bodies tortured by disease, our minds with +that consciousness which they cannot lose! Did they know, did they think +of this, Mr. Harley! Their censures are just, but their pity perhaps +might spare the wretches whom their justice should condemn. + +“Last night, but for an exertion of benevolence which the infection of +our infamy prevents even in the humane, had I been thrust out from this +miserable place which misfortune has yet left me; exposed to the brutal +insults of drunkenness, or dragged by that justice which I could not +bribe, to the punishment which may correct, but, alas! can never amend +the abandoned objects of its terrors. From that, Mr. Harley, your +goodness has relieved me.” + +He beckoned with his hand: he would have stopped the mention of his +favours; but he could not speak, had it been to beg a diadem. + +She saw his tears; her fortitude began to fail at the sight, when the +voice of some stranger on the stairs awakened her attention. She +listened for a moment, then starting up, exclaimed, “Merciful God! my +father’s voice!” + +She had scarce uttered the word, when the door burst open, and a man +entered in the garb of an officer. When he discovered his daughter and +Harley, he started back a few paces; his look assumed a furious wildness! +he laid his hand on his sword. The two objects of his wrath did not +utter a syllable. + +“Villain,” he cried, “thou seest a father who had once a daughter’s +honour to preserve; blasted as it now is, behold him ready to avenge its +loss!” + +Harley had by this time some power of utterance. “Sir,” said he, “if you +will be a moment calm—” + +“Infamous coward!” interrupted the other, “dost thou preach calmness to +wrongs like mine!” + +He drew his sword. + +“Sir,” said Harley, “let me tell you”—the blood ran quicker to his cheek, +his pulse beat one, no more, and regained the temperament of +humanity—“you are deceived, sir,” said he, “you are much deceived; but I +forgive suspicions which your misfortunes have justified: I would not +wrong you, upon my soul I would not, for the dearest gratification of a +thousand worlds; my heart bleeds for you!” + +His daughter was now prostrate at his feet. + +“Strike,” said she, “strike here a wretch, whose misery cannot end but +with that death she deserves.” + +Her hair had fallen on her shoulders! her look had the horrid calmness of +out-breathed despair! Her father would have spoken; his lip quivered, +his cheek grew pale, his eyes lost the lightning of their fury! there was +a reproach in them, but with a mingling of pity. He turned them up to +heaven, then on his daughter. He laid his left hand on his heart, the +sword dropped from his right, he burst into tears. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. +THE DISTRESSES OF A FATHER. + + +HARLEY kneeled also at the side of the unfortunate daughter. + +“Allow me, sir,” said he, “to entreat your pardon for one whose offences +have been already so signally punished. I know, I feel, that those +tears, wrung from the heart of a father, are more dreadful to her than +all the punishments your sword could have inflicted: accept the +contrition of a child whom heaven has restored to you.” + +“Is she not lost,” answered he, “irrecoverably lost? Damnation! a common +prostitute to the meanest ruffian!” + +“Calmly, my dear sir,” said Harley, “did you know by what complicated +misfortunes she had fallen to that miserable state in which you now +behold her, I should have no need of words to excite your compassion. +Think, sir, of what once she was. Would you abandon her to the insults +of an unfeeling world, deny her opportunity of penitence, and cut off the +little comfort that still remains for your afflictions and her own!” + +“Speak,” said he, addressing himself to his daughter; “speak; I will hear +thee.” + +The desperation that supported her was lost; she fell to the ground, and +bathed his feet with her tears. + +Harley undertook her cause: he related the treacheries to which she had +fallen a sacrifice, and again solicited the forgiveness of her father. +He looked on her for some time in silence; the pride of a soldier’s +honour checked for a while the yearnings of his heart; but nature at last +prevailed, he fell on her neck and mingled his tears with hers. + +Harley, who discovered from the dress of the stranger that he was just +arrived from a journey, begged that they would both remove to his +lodgings, till he could procure others for them. Atkins looked at him +with some marks of surprise. His daughter now first recovered the power +of speech. + +“Wretch as I am,” said she, “yet there is some gratitude due to the +preserver of your child. See him now before you. To him I owe my life, +or at least the comfort of imploring your forgiveness before I die.” + +“Pardon me, young gentleman,” said Atkins, “I fear my passion wronged +you.” + +“Never, never, sir,” said Harley “if it had, your reconciliation to your +daughter were an atonement a thousand fold.” He then repeated his +request that he might be allowed to conduct them to his lodgings, to +which Mr. Atkins at last consented. He took his daughter’s arm. + +“Come, my Emily,” said he, “we can never, never recover that happiness we +have lost! but time may teach us to remember our misfortunes with +patience.” + +When they arrived at the house where Harley lodged, he was informed that +the first floor was then vacant, and that the gentleman and his daughter +might be accommodated there. While he was upon his enquiry, Miss Atkins +informed her father more particularly what she owed to his benevolence. +When he turned into the room where they were Atkins ran and embraced +him;—begged him again to forgive the offence he had given him, and made +the warmest protestations of gratitude for his favours. We would attempt +to describe the joy which Harley felt on this occasion, did it not occur +to us that one half of the world could not understand it though we did, +and the other half will, by this time, have understood it without any +description at all. + +Miss Atkins now retired to her chamber, to take some rest from the +violence of the emotions she had suffered. When she was gone, her +father, addressing himself to Harley, said, “You have a right, sir, to be +informed of the present situation of one who owes so much to your +compassion for his misfortunes. My daughter I find has informed you what +that was at the fatal juncture when they began. Her distresses you have +heard, you have pitied as they deserved; with mine, perhaps, I cannot so +easily make you acquainted. You have a feeling heart, Mr. Harley; I +bless it that it has saved my child; but you never were a father, a +father torn by that most dreadful of calamities, the dishonour of a child +he doated on! You have been already informed of some of the +circumstances of her elopement: I was then from home, called by the death +of a relation, who, though he would never advance me a shilling on the +utmost exigency in his life-time, left me all the gleanings of his +frugality at his death. I would not write this intelligence to my +daughter, because I intended to be the bearer myself; and as soon as my +business would allow me, I set out on my return, winged with all the +haste of paternal affection. I fondly built those schemes of future +happiness, which present prosperity is ever busy to suggest: my Emily was +concerned in them all. As I approached our little dwelling my heart +throbbed with the anticipation of joy and welcome. I imagined the +cheering fire, the blissful contentment of a frugal meal, made luxurious +by a daughter’s smile, I painted to myself her surprise at the tidings of +our new-acquired riches, our fond disputes about the disposal of them. + +“The road was shortened by the dreams of happiness I enjoyed, and it +began to be dark as I reached the house: I alighted from my horse, and +walked softly upstairs to the room we commonly sat in. I was somewhat +disappointed at not finding my daughter there. I rung the bell; her maid +appeared, and shewed no small signs of wonder at the summons. She +blessed herself as she entered the room: I smiled at her surprise. +‘Where is Miss Emily, sir?’ said she. + +“‘Emily!’ + +“‘Yes, sir; she has been gone hence some days, upon receipt of those +letters you sent her.’ + +“‘Letters!’ said I. + +“‘Yes, sir, so she told me, and went off in all haste that very night.’ + +“I stood aghast as she spoke, but was able so far to recollect myself, as +to put on the affectation of calmness, and telling her there was +certainly some mistake in the affair, desired her to leave me. + +“When she was gone, I threw myself into a chair, in that state of +uncertainty which is, of all others, the most dreadful. The gay visions +with which I had delighted myself, vanished in an instant. I was +tortured with tracing back the same circle of doubt and disappointment. +My head grew dizzy as I thought. I called the servant again, and asked +her a hundred questions, to no purpose; there was not room even for +conjecture. + +“Something at last arose in my mind, which we call Hope, without knowing +what it is. I wished myself deluded by it; but it could not prevail over +my returning fears. I rose and walked through the room. My Emily’s +spinnet stood at the end of it, open, with a book of music folded down at +some of my favourite lessons. I touched the keys; there was a vibration +in the sound that froze my blood; I looked around, and methought the +family pictures on the walls gazed on me with compassion in their faces. +I sat down again with an attempt at more composure; I started at every +creaking of the door, and my ears rung with imaginary noises! + +“I had not remained long in this situation, when the arrival of a friend, +who had accidentally heard of my return, put an end to my doubts, by the +recital of my daughter’s dishonour. He told me he had his information +from a young gentleman, to whom Winbrooke had boasted of having seduced +her. + +“I started from my seat, with broken curses on my lips, and without +knowing whither I should pursue them, ordered my servant to load my +pistols and saddle my horses. My friend, however, with great difficulty, +persuaded me to compose myself for that night, promising to accompany me +on the morrow, to Sir George Winbrooke’s in quest of his son. + +“The morrow came, after a night spent in a state little distant from +madness. We went as early as decency would allow to Sir George’s. He +received me with politeness, and indeed compassion, protested his +abhorrence of his son’s conduct, and told me that he had set out some +days before for London, on which place he had procured a draft for a +large sum, on pretence of finishing his travels, but that he had not +heard from him since his departure. + +“I did not wait for any more, either of information or comfort, but, +against the united remonstrances of Sir George and my friend, set out +instantly for London, with a frantic uncertainty of purpose; but there, +all manner of search was in vain. I could trace neither of them any +farther than the inn where they first put up on their arrival; and after +some days fruitless inquiry, returned home destitute of every little hope +that had hitherto supported me. The journeys I had made, the restless +nights I had spent, above all, the perturbation of my mind, had the +effect which naturally might be expected—a very dangerous fever was the +consequence. From this, however, contrary to the expectation of my +physicians, I recovered. It was now that I first felt something like +calmness of mind: probably from being reduced to a state which could not +produce the exertions of anguish or despair. A stupid melancholy settled +on my soul; I could endure to live with an apathy of life; at times I +forgot my resentment, and wept at the remembrance of my child. + +“Such has been the tenor of my days since that fatal moment when these +misfortunes began, till yesterday, that I received a letter from a friend +in town, acquainting me of her present situation. Could such tales as +mine, Mr. Harley, be sometimes suggested to the daughters of levity, did +they but know with what anxiety the heart of a parent flutters round the +child he loves, they would be less apt to construe into harshness that +delicate concern for their conduct, which they often complain of as +laying restraint upon things, to the young, the gay, and the thoughtless, +seemingly harmless and indifferent. Alas! I fondly imagined that I +needed not even these common cautions! my Emily was the joy of my age, +and the pride of my soul! Those things are now no more, they are lost +for ever! Her death I could have born, but the death of her honour has +added obloquy and shame to that sorrow which bends my grey hairs to the +dust!” + +As he spoke these last words, his voice trembled in his throat; it was +now lost in his tears. He sat with his face half turned from Harley, as +if he would have hid the sorrow which he felt. Harley was in the same +attitude himself; he durst not meet his eye with a tear, but gathering +his stifled breath, “Let me entreat you, sir,” said he, “to hope better +things. The world is ever tyrannical; it warps our sorrows to edge them +with keener affliction. Let us not be slaves to the names it affixes to +motive or to action. I know an ingenuous mind cannot help feeling when +they sting. But there are considerations by which it may be overcome. +Its fantastic ideas vanish as they rise; they teach us to look beyond +it.” + + * * * * * + + + +A FRAGMENT. +SHOWING HIS SUCCESS WITH THE BARONET. + + +* * THE card he received was in the politest style in which +disappointment could be communicated. The baronet “was under a necessity +of giving up his application for Mr. Harley, as he was informed that the +lease was engaged for a gentleman who had long served His Majesty in +another capacity, and whose merit had entitled him to the first lucrative +thing that should be vacant.” Even Harley could not murmur at such a +disposal. “Perhaps,” said he to himself, “some war-worn officer, who, +like poor Atkins, had been neglected from reasons which merited the +highest advancement; whose honour could not stoop to solicit the +preferment he deserved; perhaps, with a family, taught the principles of +delicacy, without the means of supporting it; a wife and +children—gracious heaven! whom my wishes would have deprived of bread—” + +He was interrupted in his reverie by some one tapping him on the +shoulder, and, on turning round, he discovered it to be the very man who +had explained to him the condition of his gay companion at Hyde Park +Corner. “I am glad to see you, sir,” said he; “I believe we are fellows +in disappointment.” Harley started, and said that he was at a loss to +understand him. “Pooh! you need not be so shy,” answered the other; +“every one for himself is but fair, and I had much rather you had got it +than the rascally gauger.” Harley still protested his ignorance of what +he meant. “Why, the lease of Bancroft Manor; had not you been applying +for it?” “I confess I was,” replied Harley; “but I cannot conceive how +you should be interested in the matter.” “Why, I was making interest for +it myself,” said he, “and I think I had some title. I voted for this +same baronet at the last election, and made some of my friends do so too; +though I would not have you imagine that I sold my vote. No, I scorn it, +let me tell you I scorn it; but I thought as how this man was staunch and +true, and I find he’s but a double-faced fellow after all, and +speechifies in the House for any side he hopes to make most by. Oh, how +many fine speeches and squeezings by the hand we had of him on the +canvas! ‘And if ever I shall be so happy as to have an opportunity of +serving you.’ A murrain on the smooth-tongued knave, and after all to +get it for this pimp of a gauger.” “The gauger! there must be some +mistake,” said Harley. “He writes me, that it was engaged for one whose +long services—” “Services!” interrupted the other; “you shall hear. +Services! Yes, his sister arrived in town a few days ago, and is now +sempstress to the baronet. A plague on all rogues, says honest Sam +Wrightson. I shall but just drink damnation to them to-night, in a +crown’s worth of Ashley’s, and leave London to-morrow by sun-rise.” “I +shall leave it too,” said Harley; and so he accordingly did. + +In passing through Piccadilly, he had observed, on the window of an inn, +a notification of the departure of a stage-coach for a place in his road +homewards; in the way back to his lodgings, he took a seat in it for his +return. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. +HE LEAVES LONDON—CHARACTERS IN A STAGE-COACH. + + +THE company in the stage-coach consisted of a grocer and his wife, who +were going to pay a visit to some of their country friends; a young +officer, who took this way of marching to quarters; a middle-aged +gentlewoman, who had been hired as housekeeper to some family in the +country; and an elderly, well-looking man, with a remarkable +old-fashioned periwig. + +Harley, upon entering, discovered but one vacant seat, next the grocer’s +wife, which, from his natural shyness of temper, he made no scruple to +occupy, however aware that riding backwards always disagreed with him. + +Though his inclination to physiognomy had met with some rubs in the +metropolis, he had not yet lost his attachment to that science. He set +himself, therefore, to examine, as usual, the countenances of his +companions. Here, indeed, he was not long in doubt as to the preference; +for besides that the elderly gentleman, who sat opposite to him, had +features by nature more expressive of good dispositions, there was +something in that periwig we mentioned, peculiarly attractive of Harley’s +regard. + +He had not been long employed in these speculations, when he found +himself attacked with that faintish sickness, which was the natural +consequence of his situation in the coach. The paleness of his +countenance was first observed by the housekeeper, who immediately made +offer of her smelling bottle, which Harley, however, declined, telling at +the same time the cause of his uneasiness. The gentleman, on the +opposite side of the coach, now first turned his eye from the side +direction in which it had been fixed, and begged Harley to exchange +places with him, expressing his regret that he had not made the proposal +before. Harley thanked him, and, upon being assured that both seats were +alike to him, was about to accept of his offer, when the young gentleman +of the sword, putting on an arch look, laid hold of the other’s arm. +“So, my old boy,” said he, “I find you have still some youthful blood +about you, but, with your leave, I will do myself the honour of sitting +by this lady;” and took his place accordingly. The grocer stared him as +full in the face as his own short neck would allow, and his wife, who was +a little, round-faced woman, with a great deal of colour in her cheeks, +drew up at the compliment that was paid her, looking first at the +officer, and then at the housekeeper. + +This incident was productive of some discourse; for before, though there +was sometimes a cough or a hem from the grocer, and the officer now and +then humm’d a few notes of a song, there had not a single word passed the +lips of any of the company. + +Mrs. Grocer observed, how ill-convenient it was for people, who could not +be drove backwards, to travel in a stage. This brought on a dissertation +on stage-coaches in general, and the pleasure of keeping a chay of one’s +own; which led to another, on the great riches of Mr. Deputy Bearskin, +who, according to her, had once been of that industrious order of youths +who sweep the crossings of the streets for the conveniency of passengers, +but, by various fortunate accidents, had now acquired an immense fortune, +and kept his coach and a dozen livery servants. All this afforded ample +fund for conversation, if conversation it might be called, that was +carried on solely by the before-mentioned lady, nobody offering to +interrupt her, except that the officer sometimes signified his +approbation by a variety of oaths, a sort of phraseology in which he +seemed extremely versant. She appealed indeed, frequently, to her +husband for the authenticity of certain facts, of which the good man as +often protested his total ignorance; but as he was always called fool, or +something very like it, for his pains, he at last contrived to support +the credit of his wife without prejudice to his conscience, and signified +his assent by a noise not unlike the grunting of that animal which in +shape and fatness he somewhat resembled. + +The housekeeper, and the old gentleman who sat next to Harley, were now +observed to be fast asleep, at which the lady, who had been at such pains +to entertain them, muttered some words of displeasure, and, upon the +officer’s whispering to smoke the old put, both she and her husband +purs’d up their mouths into a contemptuous smile. Harley looked sternly +on the grocer. “You are come, sir,” said he, “to those years when you +might have learned some reverence for age. As for this young man, who +has so lately escaped from the nursery, he may be allowed to divert +himself.” “Dam’me, sir!” said the officer, “do you call me young?” +striking up the front of his hat, and stretching forward on his seat, +till his face almost touched Harley’s. It is probable, however, that he +discovered something there which tended to pacify him, for, on the ladies +entreating them not to quarrel, he very soon resumed his posture and +calmness together, and was rather less profuse of his oaths during the +rest of the journey. + +It is possible the old gentleman had waked time enough to hear the last +part of this discourse; at least (whether from that cause, or that he too +was a physiognomist) he wore a look remarkably complacent to Harley, who, +on his part, shewed a particular observance of him. Indeed, they had +soon a better opportunity of making their acquaintance, as the coach +arrived that night at the town where the officer’s regiment lay, and the +places of destination of their other fellow-travellers, it seems, were at +no great distance, for, next morning, the old gentleman and Harley were +the only passengers remaining. + +When they left the inn in the morning, Harley, pulling out a little +pocket-book, began to examine the contents, and make some corrections +with a pencil. “This,” said he, turning to his companion, “is an +amusement with which I sometimes pass idle hours at an inn. These are +quotations from those humble poets, who trust their fame to the brittle +tenure of windows and drinking-glasses.” “From our inn,” returned the +gentleman, “a stranger might imagine that we were a nation of poets; +machines, at least, containing poetry, which the motion of a journey +emptied of their contents. Is it from the vanity of being thought +geniuses, or a mere mechanical imitation of the custom of others, that we +are tempted to scrawl rhyme upon such places?” + +“Whether vanity is the cause of our becoming rhymesters or not,” answered +Harley, “it is a pretty certain effect of it. An old man of my +acquaintance, who deals in apothegms, used to say that he had known few +men without envy, few wits without ill-nature, and no poet without +vanity; and I believe his remark is a pretty just one. Vanity has been +immemorially the charter of poets. In this, the ancients were more +honest than we are. The old poets frequently make boastful predictions +of the immortality their works shall acquire them; ours, in their +dedications and prefatory discourses, employ much eloquence to praise +their patrons, and much seeming modesty to condemn themselves, or at +least to apologise for their productions to the world. But this, in my +opinion, is the more assuming manner of the two; for of all the garbs I +ever saw Pride put on, that of her humility is to me the most +disgusting.” + +“It is natural enough for a poet to be vain,” said the stranger. “The +little worlds which he raises, the inspiration which he claims, may +easily be productive of self-importance; though that inspiration is +fabulous, it brings on egotism, which is always the parent of vanity.” + +“It may be supposed,” answered Harley, “that inspiration of old was an +article of religious faith; in modern times it may be translated a +propensity to compose; and I believe it is not always most readily found +where the poets have fixed its residence, amidst groves and plains, and +the scenes of pastoral retirement. The mind may be there unbent from the +cares of the world, but it will frequently, at the same time, be unnerved +from any great exertion. It will feel imperfect, and wander without +effort over the regions of reflection.” + +“There is at least,” said the stranger, “one advantage in the poetical +inclination, that it is an incentive to philanthropy. There is a certain +poetic ground, on which a man cannot tread without feelings that enlarge +the heart: the causes of human depravity vanish before the romantic +enthusiasm he professes, and many who are not able to reach the +Parnassian heights, may yet approach so near as to be bettered by the air +of the climate.” + +“I have always thought so,” replied Harley; “but this is an argument with +the prudent against it: they urge the danger of unfitness for the world.” + +“I allow it,” returned the other; “but I believe it is not always +rightfully imputed to the bent for poetry: that is only one effect of the +common cause.—Jack, says his father, is indeed no scholar; nor could all +the drubbings from his master ever bring him one step forward in his +accidence or syntax: but I intend him for a merchant.—Allow the same +indulgence to Tom.—Tom reads Virgil and Horace when he should be casting +accounts; and but t’other day he pawned his great-coat for an edition of +Shakespeare.—But Tom would have been as he is, though Virgil and Horace +had never been born, though Shakespeare had died a link-boy; for his +nurse will tell you, that when he was a child, he broke his rattle, to +discover what it was that sounded within it; and burnt the sticks of his +go-cart, because he liked to see the sparkling of timber in the +fire.—’Tis a sad case; but what is to be done?—Why, Jack shall make a +fortune, dine on venison, and drink claret.—Ay, but Tom—Tom shall dine +with his brother, when his pride will let him; at other times, he shall +bless God over a half-pint of ale and a Welsh-rabbit; and both shall go +to heaven as they may.—That’s a poor prospect for Tom, says the +father.—To go to heaven! I cannot agree with him.” + +“Perhaps,” said Harley, “we now-a-days discourage the romantic turn a +little too much. Our boys are prudent too soon. Mistake me not, I do +not mean to blame them for want of levity or dissipation; but their +pleasures are those of hackneyed vice, blunted to every finer emotion by +the repetition of debauch; and their desire of pleasure is warped to the +desire of wealth, as the means of procuring it. The immense riches +acquired by individuals have erected a standard of ambition, destructive +of private morals, and of public virtue. The weaknesses of vice are left +us; but the most allowable of our failings we are taught to despise. +Love, the passion most natural to the sensibility of youth, has lost the +plaintive dignity he once possessed, for the unmeaning simper of a +dangling coxcomb; and the only serious concern, that of a dowry, is +settled, even amongst the beardless leaders of the dancing-school. The +Frivolous and the Interested (might a satirist say) are the +characteristical features of the age; they are visible even in the essays +of our philosophers. They laugh at the pedantry of our fathers, who +complained of the times in which they lived; they are at pains to +persuade us how much those were deceived; they pride themselves in +defending things as they find them, and in exploding the barren sounds +which had been reared into motives for action. To this their style is +suited; and the manly tone of reason is exchanged for perpetual efforts +at sneer and ridicule. This I hold to be an alarming crisis in the +corruption of a state; when not only is virtue declined, and vice +prevailing, but when the praises of virtue are forgotten, and the infamy +of vice unfelt.” + +They soon after arrived at the next inn upon the route of the +stage-coach, when the stranger told Harley, that his brother’s house, to +which he was returning, lay at no great distance, and he must therefore +unwillingly bid him adieu. + +“I should like,” said Harley, taking his hand, “to have some word to +remember so much seeming worth by: my name is Harley.” + +“I shall remember it,” answered the old gentleman, “in my prayers; mine +is Silton.” + +And Silton indeed it was! Ben Silton himself! Once more, my honoured +friend, farewell!—Born to be happy without the world, to that peaceful +happiness which the world has not to bestow! Envy never scowled on thy +life, nor hatred smiled on thy grave. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. +HE MEETS AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE. + + +WHEN the stage-coach arrived at the place of its destination, Harley +began to consider how he should proceed the remaining part of his +journey. He was very civilly accosted by the master of the inn, who +offered to accommodate him either with a post-chaise or horses, to any +distance he had a mind: but as he did things frequently in a way +different from what other people call natural, he refused these offers, +and set out immediately a-foot, having first put a spare shirt in his +pocket, and given directions for the forwarding of his portmanteau. This +was a method of travelling which he was accustomed to take: it saved the +trouble of provision for any animal but himself, and left him at liberty +to chose his quarters, either at an inn, or at the first cottage in which +he saw a face he liked: nay, when he was not peculiarly attracted by the +reasonable creation, he would sometimes consort with a species of +inferior rank, and lay himself down to sleep by the side of a rock, or on +the banks of a rivulet. He did few things without a motive, but his +motives were rather eccentric: and the useful and expedient were terms +which he held to be very indefinite, and which therefore he did not +always apply to the sense in which they are commonly understood. + +The sun was now in his decline, and the evening remarkably serene, when +he entered a hollow part of the road, which winded between the +surrounding banks, and seamed the sward in different lines, as the choice +of travellers had directed them to tread it. It seemed to be little +frequented now, for some of those had partly recovered their former +verdure. The scene was such as induced Harley to stand and enjoy it; +when, turning round, his notice was attracted by an object, which the +fixture of his eye on the spot he walked had before prevented him from +observing. + +An old man, who from his dress seemed to have been a soldier, lay fast +asleep on the ground; a knapsack rested on a stone at his right hand, +while his staff and brass-hilted sword were crossed at his left. + +Harley looked on him with the most earnest attention. He was one of +those figures which Salvator would have drawn; nor was the surrounding +scenery unlike the wildness of that painter’s back-grounds. The banks on +each side were covered with fantastic shrub-wood, and at a little +distance, on the top of one of them, stood a finger-post, to mark the +directions of two roads which diverged from the point where it was +placed. A rock, with some dangling wild flowers, jutted out above where +the soldier lay; on which grew the stump of a large tree, white with age, +and a single twisted branch shaded his face as he slept. His face had +the marks of manly comeliness impaired by time; his forehead was not +altogether bald, but its hairs might have been numbered; while a few +white locks behind crossed the brown of his neck with a contrast the most +venerable to a mind like Harley’s. “Thou art old,” said he to himself; +“but age has not brought thee rest for its infirmities; I fear those +silver hairs have not found shelter from thy country, though that neck +has been bronzed in its service.” The stranger waked. He looked at +Harley with the appearance of some confusion: it was a pain the latter +knew too well to think of causing in another; he turned and went on. The +old man re-adjusted his knapsack, and followed in one of the tracks on +the opposite side of the road. + +When Harley heard the tread of his feet behind him, he could not help +stealing back a glance at his fellow-traveller. He seemed to bend under +the weight of his knapsack; he halted on his walk, and one of his arms +was supported by a sling, and lay motionless across his breast. He had +that steady look of sorrow, which indicates that its owner has gazed upon +his griefs till he has forgotten to lament them; yet not without those +streaks of complacency which a good mind will sometimes throw into the +countenance, through all the incumbent load of its depression. + +He had now advanced nearer to Harley, and, with an uncertain sort of +voice, begged to know what it was o’clock; “I fear,” said he, “sleep has +beguiled me of my time, and I shall hardly have light enough left to +carry me to the end of my journey.” + +“Father!” said Harley (who by this time found the romantic enthusiasm +rising within him) “how far do you mean to go?” + +“But a little way, sir,” returned the other; “and indeed it is but a +little way I can manage now: ’tis just four miles from the height to the +village, thither I am going.” + +“I am going there too,” said Harley; “we may make the road shorter to +each other. You seem to have served your country, sir, to have served it +hardly too; ’tis a character I have the highest esteem for.—I would not +be impertinently inquisitive; but there is that in your appearance which +excites my curiosity to know something more of you; in the meantime, +suffer me to carry that knapsack.” + +The old man gazed on him; a tear stood in his eye! “Young gentleman,” +said he, “you are too good; may Heaven bless you for an old man’s sake, +who has nothing but his blessing to give! but my knapsack is so familiar +to my shoulders, that I should walk the worse for wanting it; and it +would be troublesome to you, who have not been used to its weight.” + +“Far from it,” answered Harley, “I should tread the lighter; it would be +the most honourable badge I ever wore.” + +“Sir,” said the stranger, who had looked earnestly in Harley’s face +during the last part of his discourse, “is act your name Harley?” + +“It is,” replied he; “I am ashamed to say I have forgotten yours.” + +“You may well have forgotten my face,” said the stranger;—“’tis a long +time since you saw it; but possibly you may remember something of old +Edwards.” + +“Edwards!” cried Harley, “oh! heavens!” and sprung to embrace him; “let +me clasp those knees on which I have sat so often: Edwards!—I shall never +forget that fire-side, round which I have been so happy! But where, +where have you been? where is Jack? where is your daughter? How has it +fared with them, when fortune, I fear, has been so unkind to you?” + +“’Tis a long tale,” replied Edwards; “but I will try to tell it you as we +walk. + +“When you were at school in the neighbourhood, you remember me at +South-hill: that farm had been possessed by my father, grandfather, and +great-grandfather, which last was a younger brother of that very man’s +ancestor, who is now lord of the manor. I thought I managed it, as they +had done, with prudence; I paid my rent regularly as it became due, and +had always as much behind as gave bread to me and my children. But my +last lease was out soon after you left that part of the country; and the +squire, who had lately got a London-attorney for his steward, would not +renew it, because, he said, he did not chuse to have any farm under £300 +a year value on his estate; but offered to give me the preference on the +same terms with another, if I chose to take the one he had marked out, of +which mine was a part. + +“What could I do, Mr. Harley? I feared the undertaking was too great for +me; yet to leave, at my age, the house I had lived in from my cradle! I +could not, Mr. Harley, I could not; there was not a tree about it that I +did not look on as my father, my brother, or my child: so I even ran the +risk, and took the squire’s offer of the whole. But had soon reason to +repent of my bargain; the steward had taken care that my former farm +should be the best land of the division: I was obliged to hire more +servants, and I could not have my eye over them all; some unfavourable +seasons followed one another, and I found my affairs entangling on my +hands. To add to my distress, a considerable corn-factor turned bankrupt +with a sum of mine in his possession: I failed paying my rent so +punctually as I was wont to do, and the same steward had my stock taken +in execution in a few days after. So, Mr. Harley, there was an end of my +prosperity. However, there was as much produced from the sale of my +effects as paid my debts and saved me from a jail: I thank God I wronged +no man, and the world could never charge me with dishonesty. + +“Had you seen us, Mr. Harley, when we were turned out of South-hill, I am +sure you would have wept at the sight. You remember old Trusty, my shag +house-dog; I shall never forget it while I live; the poor creature was +blind with age, and could scarce crawl after us to the door; he went +however as far as the gooseberry-bush that you may remember stood on the +left side of the yard; he was wont to bask in the sun there; when he had +reached that spot, he stopped; we went on: I called to him; he wagged his +tail, but did not stir: I called again; he lay down: I whistled, and +cried Trusty; he gave a short howl, and died! I could have lain down and +died too; but God gave me strength to live for my children.” + +The old man now paused a moment to take breath. He eyed Harley’s face; +it was bathed with tears: the story was grown familiar to himself; he +dropped one tear, and no more. + +“Though I was poor,” continued he, “I was not altogether without credit. +A gentleman in the neighbourhood, who had a small farm unoccupied at the +time, offered to let me have it, on giving security for the rent; which I +made shift to procure. It was a piece of ground which required +management to make anything of; but it was nearly within the compass of +my son’s labour and my own. We exerted all our industry to bring it into +some heart. We began to succeed tolerably and lived contented on its +produce, when an unlucky accident brought us under the displeasure of a +neighbouring justice of the peace, and broke all our family-happiness +again. + +“My son was a remarkable good shooter; he-had always kept a pointer on +our former farm, and thought no harm in doing so now; when one day, +having sprung a covey in our own ground, the dog, of his own accord, +followed them into the justice’s. My son laid down his gun, and went +after his dog to bring him back: the game-keeper, who had marked the +birds, came up, and seeing the pointer, shot him just as my son +approached. The creature fell; my son ran up to him: he died with a +complaining sort of cry at his master’s feet. Jack could bear it no +longer; but, flying at the game-keeper, wrenched his gun out of his hand, +and with the butt end of it, felled him to the ground. + +“He had scarce got home, when a constable came with a warrant, and +dragged him to prison; there he lay, for the justices would not take +bail, till he was tried at the quarter-sessions for the assault and +battery. His fine was hard upon us to pay: we contrived however to live +the worse for it, and make up the loss by our frugality: but the justice +was not content with that punishment, and soon after had an opportunity +of punishing us indeed. + +“An officer with press-orders came down to our county, and having met +with the justices, agreed that they should pitch on a certain number, who +could most easily be spared from the county, of whom he would take care +to clear it: my son’s name was in the justices’ list. + +“’Twas on a Christmas eve, and the birth-day too of my son’s little boy. +The night was piercing cold, and it blew a storm, with showers of hail +and snow. We had made up a cheering fire in an inner room; I sat before +it in my wicker-chair; blessing providence, that had still left a shelter +for me and my children. My son’s two little ones were holding their +gambols around us; my heart warmed at the sight: I brought a bottle of my +best ale, and all our misfortunes were forgotten. + +“It had long been our custom to play a game at blind man’s buff on that +night, and it was not omitted now; so to it we fell, I, and my son, and +his wife, the daughter of a neighbouring farmer, who happened to be with +us at the time, the two children, and an old maid servant, who had lived +with me from a child. The lot fell on my son to be blindfolded: we had +continued some time in our game, when he groped his way into an outer +room in pursuit of some of us, who, he imagined, had taken shelter there; +we kept snug in our places, and enjoyed his mistake. He had not been +long there, when he was suddenly seized from behind; ‘I shall have you +now,’ said he, and turned about. ‘Shall you so, master?’ answered the +ruffian, who had laid hold of him; ‘we shall make you play at another +sort of game by and by.’”—At these words Harley started with a convulsive +sort of motion, and grasping Edwards’s sword, drew it half out of the +scabbard, with a look of the most frantic wildness. Edwards gently +replaced it in its sheath, and went on with his relation. + +“On hearing these words in a strange voice, we all rushed out to discover +the cause; the room by this time was almost full of the gang. My +daughter-in-law fainted at the sight; the maid and I ran to assist her, +while my poor son remained motionless, gazing by turns on his children +and their mother. We soon recovered her to life, and begged her to +retire and wait the issue of the affair; but she flew to her husband, and +clung round him in an agony of terror and grief. + +“In the gang was one of a smoother aspect, whom, by his dress, we +discovered to be a serjeant of foot: he came up to me, and told me, that +my son had his choice of the sea or land service, whispering at the same +time that, if he chose the land, he might get off, on procuring him +another man, and paying a certain sum for his freedom. The money we +could just muster up in the house, by the assistance of the maid, who +produced, in a green bag, all the little savings of her service; but the +man we could not expect to find. My daughter-in-law gazed upon her +children with a look of the wildest despair: ‘My poor infants!’ said she, +‘your father is forced from you; who shall now labour for your bread? or +must your mother beg for herself and you?’ I prayed her to be patient; +but comfort I had none to give her. At last, calling the serjeant aside, +I asked him, ‘If I was too old to be accepted in place of my son?’ + +“‘Why, I don’t know,’ said he; ‘you are rather old to be sure, but yet +the money may do much.’ + +“I put the money in his hand, and coming back to my children, ‘Jack,’ +said I, ‘you are free; live to give your wife and these little ones +bread; I will go, my child, in your stead; I have but little life to +lose, and if I staid, I should add one to the wretches you left behind.’ + +“‘No,’ replied my son, ‘I am not that coward you imagine me; heaven +forbid that my father’s grey hairs should be so exposed, while I sat idle +at home; I am young and able to endure much, and God will take care of +you and my family.’ + +“‘Jack,’ said I, ‘I will put an end to this matter, you have never +hitherto disobeyed me; I will not be contradicted in this; stay at home, +I charge you, and, for my sake, be kind to my children.’ + +“Our parting, Mr. Harley, I cannot describe to you; it was the first time +we ever had parted: the very press-gang could scarce keep from tears; but +the serjeant, who had seemed the softest before, was now the least moved +of them all. He conducted me to a party of new-raised recruits, who lay +at a village in the neighbourhood; and we soon after joined the regiment. +I had not been long with it when we were ordered to the East Indies, +where I was soon made a serjeant, and might have picked up some money, if +my heart had been as hard as some others were; but my nature was never of +that kind, that could think of getting rich at the expense of my +conscience. + +“Amongst our prisoners was an old Indian, whom some of our officers +supposed to have a treasure hidden somewhere; which is no uncommon +practice in that country. They pressed him to discover it. He declared +he had none, but that would not satisfy them, so they ordered him to be +tied to a stake, and suffer fifty lashes every morning till he should +learn to speak out, as they said. Oh! Mr. Harley, had you seen him, as I +did, with his hands bound behind him, suffering in silence, while the big +drops trickled down his shrivelled cheeks and wet his grey beard, which +some of the inhuman soldiers plucked in scorn! I could not bear it, I +could not for my soul, and one morning, when the rest of the guard were +out of the way, I found means to let him escape. I was tried by a +court-martial for negligence of my post, and ordered, in compassion of my +age, and having got this wound in my arm and that in my leg in the +service, only to suffer three hundred lashes and be turned out of the +regiment; but my sentence was mitigated as to the lashes, and I had only +two hundred. When I had suffered these I was turned out of the camp, and +had betwixt three and four hundred miles to travel before I could reach a +sea-port, without guide to conduct me, or money to buy me provisions by +the way. I set out, however, resolved to walk as far as I could, and +then to lay myself down and die. But I had scarce gone a mile when I was +met by the Indian whom I had delivered. He pressed me in his arms, and +kissed the marks of the lashes on my back a thousand times; he led me to +a little hut, where some friend of his dwelt, and after I was recovered +of my wounds conducted me so far on my journey himself, and sent another +Indian to guide me through the rest. When we parted he pulled out a +purse with two hundred pieces of gold in it. ‘Take this,’ said he, ‘my +dear preserver, it is all I have been able to procure.’ + +“I begged him not to bring himself to poverty for my sake, who should +probably have no need of it long, but he insisted on my accepting it. He +embraced me. ‘You are an Englishman,’ said he, ‘but the Great Spirit has +given you an Indian heart, may He bear up the weight of your old age, and +blunt the arrow that brings it rest!’ + +“We parted, and not long after I made shift to get my passage to England. +’Tis but about a week since I landed, and I am going to end my days in +the arms of my son. This sum may be of use to him and his children, ’tis +all the value I put upon it. I thank Heaven I never was covetous of +wealth; I never had much, but was always so happy as to be content with +my little.” + +When Edwards had ended his relation, Harley stood a while looking at him +in silence; at last he pressed him in his arms, and when he had given +vent to the fulness of his heart by a shower of tears, “Edwards,” said +he, “let me hold thee to my bosom, let me imprint the virtue of thy +sufferings on my soul. Come, my honoured veteran! let me endeavour to +soften the last days of a life, worn out in the service of humanity; call +me also thy son, and let me cherish thee as a father.”’ + +Edwards, from whom the recollection of his own suffering had scarced +forced a tear, now blubbered like a boy; he could not speak his +gratitude, but by some short exclamations of blessings upon Harley. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. +HE MISSES AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.—AN ADVENTURE CONSEQUENT UPON IT. + + +WHEN they had arrived within a little way of the village they journeyed +to, Harley stopped short, and looked steadfastly on the mouldering walls +of a ruined house that stood on the road side. “Oh, heavens!” he cried, +“what do I see: silent, unroofed, and desolate! Are all thy gay tenants +gone? do I hear their hum no more Edwards, look there, look there? the +scene of my infant joys, my earliest friendships, laid waste and ruinous! +That was the very school where I was boarded when you were at South-hill; +’tis but a twelve-month since I saw it standing, and its benches filled +with cherubs: that opposite side of the road was the green on which they +sported; see it now ploughed up! I would have given fifty times its +value to have saved it from the sacrilege of that plough.” + +“Dear sir,” replied Edwards, “perhaps they have left it from choice, and +may have got another spot as good.” + +“They cannot,” said Harley, “they cannot; I shall never see the sward +covered with its daisies, nor pressed by the dance of the dear innocents: +I shall never see that stump decked with the garlands which their little +hands had gathered. These two long stones, which now lie at the foot of +it, were once the supports of a hut I myself assisted to rear: I have sat +on the sods within it, when we had spread our banquet of apples before +us, and been more blessed—Oh! Edwards, infinitely more blessed, than +ever I shall be again.” + +Just then a woman passed them on the road, and discovered some signs of +wonder at the attitude of Harley, who stood, with his hands folded +together, looking with a moistened eye on the fallen pillars of the hut. +He was too much entranced in thought to observe her at all, but Edwards, +civilly accosting her, desired to know if that had not been the +school-house, and how it came into the condition in which they now saw +it. + +“Alack a day!” said she, “it was the school-house indeed; but to be sure, +sir, the squire has pulled it down because it stood in the way of his +prospects.” + +“What! how! prospects! pulled down!” cried Harley. + +“Yes, to be sure, sir; and the green, where the children used to play, he +has ploughed up, because, he said, they hurt his fence on the other side +of it.” + +“Curses on his narrow heart,” cried Harley, “that could violate a right +so sacred! Heaven blast the wretch! + + “And from his derogate body never spring + A babe to honour him!”— + +But I need not, Edwards, I need not” (recovering himself a little), “he +is cursed enough already: to him the noblest source of happiness is +denied, and the cares of his sordid soul shall gnaw it, while thou +sittest over a brown crust, smiling on those mangled limbs that have +saved thy son and his children!” + +“If you want anything with the school-mistress, sir,” said the woman, “I +can show you the way to her house.” + +He followed her without knowing whither he went. + +They stopped at the door of a snug habitation, where sat an elderly woman +with a boy and a girl before her, each of whom held a supper of bread and +milk in their hands. + +“There, sir, is the school-mistress.” + +“Madam,” said Harley, “was not an old venerable man school-master here +some time ago?” + +“Yes, sir, he was, poor man; the loss of his former school-house, I +believe, broke his heart, for he died soon after it was taken down, and +as another has not yet been found, I have that charge in the meantime.” + +“And this boy and girl, I presume, are your pupils?” + +“Ay, sir; they are poor orphans, put under my care by the parish, and +more promising children I never saw.” + +“Orphans?” said Harley. + +“Yes, sir, of honest creditable parents as any in the parish, and it is a +shame for some folks to forget their relations at a time when they have +most need to remember them.” + +“Madam,” said Harley, “let us never forget that we are all relations.” + +He kissed the children. + +“Their father, sir,” continued she, “was a farmer here in the +neighbourhood, and a sober industrious man he was; but nobody can help +misfortunes: what with bad crops, and bad debts, which are worse, his +affairs went to wreck, and both he and his wife died of broken hearts. +And a sweet couple they were, sir; there was not a properer man to look +on in the county than John Edwards, and so indeed were all the +Edwardses.” + +“What Edwardses?” cried the old soldier hastily. + +“The Edwardses of South-hill, and a worthy family they were.” + +“South-hill!” said he, in a languid voice, and fell back into the arms of +the astonished Harley. The school-mistress ran for some water—and a +smelling-bottle, with the assistance of which they soon recovered the +unfortunate Edwards. He stared wildly for some time, then folding his +orphan grandchildren in his arms, + +“Oh! my children, my children,” he cried, “have I found you thus? My +poor Jack, art thou gone? I thought thou shouldst have carried thy +father’s grey hairs to the grave! and these little ones”—his tears choked +his utterance, and he fell again on the necks of the children. + +“My dear old man,” said Harley, “Providence has sent you to relieve them; +it will bless me if I can be the means of assisting you.” + +“Yes, indeed, sir,” answered the boy; “father, when he was a-dying, bade +God bless us, and prayed that if grandfather lived he might send him to +support us.” + +“Where did they lay my boy?” said Edwards. + +“In the Old Churchyard,” replied the woman, “hard by his mother.” + +“I will show it you,” answered the boy, “for I have wept over it many a +time when first I came amongst strange folks.” + +He took the old man’s hand, Harley laid hold of his sister’s, and they +walked in silence to the churchyard. + +There was an old stone, with the corner broken off, and some letters, +half-covered with moss, to denote the names of the dead: there was a +cyphered R. E. plainer than the rest; it was the tomb they sought. + +“Here it is, grandfather,” said the boy. + +Edwards gazed upon it without uttering a word: the girl, who had only +sighed before, now wept outright; her brother sobbed, but he stifled his +sobbing. + +“I have told sister,” said he, “that she should not take it so to heart; +she can knit already, and I shall soon be able to dig, we shall not +starve, sister, indeed we shall not, nor shall grandfather neither.” + +The girl cried afresh; Harley kissed off her tears as they flowed, and +wept between every kiss. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. +HE RETURNS HOME.—A DESCRIPTION OF HIS RETINUE. + + +IT was with some difficulty that Harley prevailed on the old man to leave +the spot where the remains of his son were laid. At last, with the +assistance of the school-mistress, he prevailed; and she accommodated +Edwards and him with beds in her house, there being nothing like an inn +nearer than the distance of some miles. + +In the morning Harley persuaded Edwards to come with the children to his +house, which was distant but a short day’s journey. The boy walked in +his grandfather’s hand; and the name of Edwards procured him a +neighbouring farmer’s horse, on which a servant mounted, with the girl on +a pillow before him. + +With this train Harley returned to the abode of his fathers: and we +cannot but think, that his enjoyment was as great as if he had arrived +from the tour of Europe with a Swiss valet for his companion, and half a +dozen snuff-boxes, with invisible hinges, in his pocket. But we take our +ideas from sounds which folly has invented; Fashion, Bon ton, and Vertù, +are the names of certain idols, to which we sacrifice the genuine +pleasures of the soul: in this world of semblance, we are contented with +personating happiness; to feel it is an art beyond us. + +It was otherwise with Harley; he ran upstairs to his aunt with the +history of his fellow-travellers glowing on his lips. His aunt was an +economist; but she knew the pleasure of doing charitable things, and +withal was fond of her nephew, and solicitous to oblige him. She +received old Edwards therefore with a look of more complacency than is +perhaps natural to maiden ladies of three-score, and was remarkably +attentive to his grandchildren: she roasted apples with her own hands for +their supper, and made up a little bed beside her own for the girl. +Edwards made some attempts towards an acknowledgment for these favours; +but his young friend stopped them in their beginnings. + +“Whosoever receiveth any of these children,” said his aunt; for her +acquaintance with her Bible was habitual. + +Early next morning Harley stole into the room where Edwards lay: he +expected to have found him a-bed, but in this he was mistaken: the old +man had risen, and was leaning over his sleeping grandson, with the tears +flowing down his cheeks. At first he did not perceive Harley; when he +did, he endeavoured to hide his grief, and crossing his eyes with his +hand expressed his surprise at seeing him so early astir. + +“I was thinking of you,” said Harley, “and your children: I learned last +night that a small farm of mine in the neighbourhood is now vacant: if +you will occupy it I shall gain a good neighbour and be able in some +measure to repay the notice you took of me when a boy, and as the +furniture of the house is mine, it will be so much trouble saved.” + +Edwards’s tears gushed afresh, and Harley led him to see the place he +intended for him. + +The house upon this farm was indeed little better than a hut; its +situation, however, was pleasant, and Edwards, assisted by the +beneficence of Harley, set about improving its neatness and convenience. +He staked out a piece of the green before for a garden, and Peter, who +acted in Harley’s family as valet, butler, and gardener, had orders to +furnish him with parcels of the different seeds he chose to sow in it. I +have seen his master at work in this little spot with his coat off, and +his dibble in his hand: it was a scene of tranquil virtue to have stopped +an angel on his errands of mercy! Harley had contrived to lead a little +bubbling brook through a green walk in the middle of the ground, upon +which he had erected a mill in miniature for the diversion of Edwards’s +infant grandson, and made shift in its construction to introduce a pliant +bit of wood that answered with its fairy clack to the murmuring of the +rill that turned it. I have seen him stand, listening to these mingled +sounds, with his eye fixed on the boy, and the smile of conscious +satisfaction on his cheek, while the old man, with a look half turned to +Harley and half to heaven, breathed an ejaculation of gratitude and +piety. + +Father of mercies! I also would thank thee that not only hast thou +assigned eternal rewards to virtue, but that, even in this bad world, the +lines of our duty and our happiness are so frequently woven together. + + + +A FRAGMENT. +THE MAN OF FEELING TALKS OF WHAT HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND.—AN INCIDENT. + + +* * * * “EDWARDS,” said he, “I have a proper regard for the prosperity of +my country: every native of it appropriates to himself some share of the +power, or the fame, which, as a nation, it acquires, but I cannot throw +off the man so much as to rejoice at our conquests in India. You tell me +of immense territories subject to the English: I cannot think of their +possessions without being led to inquire by what right they possess them. +They came there as traders, bartering the commodities they brought for +others which their purchasers could spare; and however great their +profits were, they were then equitable. But what title have the subjects +of another kingdom to establish an empire in India? to give laws to a +country where the inhabitants received them on the terms of friendly +commerce? You say they are happier under our regulations than the +tyranny of their own petty princes. I must doubt it, from the conduct of +those by whom these regulations have been made. They have drained the +treasuries of Nabobs, who must fill them by oppressing the industry of +their subjects. Nor is this to be wondered at, when we consider the +motive upon which those gentlemen do not deny their going to India. The +fame of conquest, barbarous as that motive is, is but a secondary +consideration: there are certain stations in wealth to which the warriors +of the East aspire. It is there, indeed, where the wishes of their +friends assign them eminence, where the question of their country is +pointed at their return. When shall I see a commander return from India +in the pride of honourable poverty? You describe the victories they have +gained; they are sullied by the cause in which they fought: you enumerate +the spoils of those victories; they are covered with the blood of the +vanquished. + +“Could you tell me of some conqueror giving peace and happiness to the +conquered? did he accept the gifts of their princes to use them for the +comfort of those whose fathers, sons, or husbands, fell in battle? did he +use his power to gain security and freedom to the regions of oppression +and slavery? did he endear the British name by examples of generosity, +which the most barbarous or most depraved are rarely able to resist? did +he return with the consciousness of duty discharged to his country, and +humanity to his fellow-creatures? did he return with no lace on his coat, +no slaves in his retinue, no chariot at his door, and no burgundy at his +table?—these were laurels which princes might envy—which an honest man +would not condemn!” + +“Your maxims, Mr. Harley, are certainly right,” said Edwards. “I am not +capable of arguing with you; but I imagine there are great temptations in +a great degree of riches, which it is no easy matter to resist: those a +poor man like me cannot describe, because he never knew them; and perhaps +I have reason to bless God that I never did; for then, it is likely, I +should have withstood them no better than my neighbours. For you know, +sir, that it is not the fashion now, as it was in former times, that I +have read of in books, when your great generals died so poor, that they +did not leave wherewithal to buy them a coffin; and people thought the +better of their memories for it: if they did so now-a-days, I question if +any body, except yourself, and some few like you, would thank them.” + +“I am sorry,” replied Harley, “that there is so much truth in what you +say; but however the general current of opinion may point, the feelings +are not yet lost that applaud benevolence, and censure inhumanity. Let +us endeavour to strengthen them in ourselves; and we, who live +sequestered from the noise of the multitude, have better opportunities of +listening undisturbed to their voice.” + +They now approached the little dwelling of Edwards. A maid-servant, whom +he had hired to assist him in the care of his grandchildren met them a +little way from the house: “There is a young lady within with the +children,” said she. Edwards expressed his surprise at the visit: it was +however not the less true; and we mean to account for it. + +This young lady then was no other than Miss Walton. She had heard the +old man’s history from Harley, as we have already related it. Curiosity, +or some other motive, made her desirous to see his grandchildren; this +she had an opportunity of gratifying soon, the children, in some of their +walks, having strolled as far as her father’s avenue. She put several +questions to both; she was delighted with the simplicity of their +answers, and promised, that if they continued to be good children, and do +as their grandfather bid them, she would soon see them again, and bring +some present or other for their reward. This promise she had performed +now: she came attended only by her maid, and brought with her a complete +suit of green for the boy, and a chintz gown, a cap, and a suit of +ribbons, for his sister. She had time enough, with her maid’s +assistance, to equip them in their new habiliments before Harley and +Edwards returned. The boy heard his grandfather’s voice, and, with that +silent joy which his present finery inspired, ran to the door to meet +him: putting one hand in his, with the other pointed to his sister, +“See,” said he, “what Miss Walton has brought us!”—Edwards gazed on them. +Harley fixed his eyes on Miss Walton; her’s were turned to the ground;—in +Edwards’s was a beamy moisture.—He folded his hands together—“I cannot +speak, young lady,” said he, “to thank you.” Neither could Harley. +There were a thousand sentiments; but they gushed so impetuously on his +heart, that he could not utter a syllable. * * * * + + + + +CHAPTER XL. +THE MAN OF FEELING JEALOUS. + + +THE desire of communicating knowledge or intelligence, is an argument +with those who hold that man is naturally a social animal. It is indeed +one of the earliest propensities we discover; but it may be doubted +whether the pleasure (for pleasure there certainly is) arising from it be +not often more selfish than social: for we frequently observe the tidings +of Ill communicated as eagerly as the annunciation of Good. Is it that +we delight in observing the effects of the stronger passions? for we are +all philosophers in this respect; and it is perhaps amongst the +spectators at Tyburn that the most genuine are to be found. + +Was it from this motive that Peter came one morning into his master’s +room with a meaning face of recital? His master indeed did not at first +observe it; for he was sitting with one shoe buckled, delineating +portraits in the fire. “I have brushed those clothes, sir, as you +ordered me.”—Harley nodded his head but Peter observed that his hat +wanted brushing too: his master nodded again. At last Peter bethought +him that the fire needed stirring; and taking up the poker, demolished +the turban’d head of a Saracen, while his master was seeking out a body +for it. “The morning is main cold, sir,” said Peter. “Is it?” said +Harley. “Yes, sir; I have been as far as Tom Dowson’s to fetch some +barberries he had picked for Mrs. Margery. There was a rare junketting +last night at Thomas’s among Sir Harry Benson’s servants; he lay at +Squire Walton’s, but he would not suffer his servants to trouble the +family: so, to be sure, they were all at Tom’s, and had a fiddle, and a +hot supper in the big room where the justices meet about the destroying +of hares and partridges, and them things; and Tom’s eyes looked so red +and so bleared when I called him to get the barberries:—And I hear as how +Sir Harry is going to be married to Miss Walton.”—“How! Miss Walton +married!” said Harley. “Why, it mayn’t be true, sir, for all that; but +Tom’s wife told it me, and to be sure the servants told her, and their +master told them, as I guess, sir; but it mayn’t be true for all that, as +I said before.”—“Have done with your idle information,” said Harley:—“Is +my aunt come down into the parlour to breakfast?”—“Yes, sir.”—“Tell her +I’ll be with her immediately.” + +When Peter was gone, he stood with his eyes fixed on the ground, and the +last words of his intelligence vibrating in his ears. “Miss Walton +married!” he sighed—and walked down stairs, with his shoe as it was, and +the buckle in his hand. His aunt, however, was pretty well accustomed to +those appearances of absence; besides, that the natural gravity of her +temper, which was commonly called into exertion by the care of her +household concerns, was such as not easily to be discomposed by any +circumstance of accidental impropriety. She too had been informed of the +intended match between Sir Harry Benson and Miss Walton. “I have been +thinking,” said she, “that they are distant relations: for the +great-grandfather of this Sir Harry Benson, who was knight of the shire +in the reign of Charles the First, and one of the cavaliers of those +times, was married to a daughter of the Walton family.” Harley answered +drily, that it might be so; but that he never troubled himself about +those matters. “Indeed,” said she, “you are to blame, nephew, for not +knowing a little more of them: before I was near your age I had sewed the +pedigree of our family in a set of chair-bottoms, that were made a +present of to my grandmother, who was a very notable woman, and had a +proper regard for gentility, I’ll assure you; but now-a-days it is money, +not birth, that makes people respected; the more shame for the times.” + +Harley was in no very good humour for entering into a discussion of this +question; but he always entertained so much filial respect for his aunt, +as to attend to her discourse. + +“We blame the pride of the rich,” said he, “but are not we ashamed of our +poverty?” + +“Why, one would not choose,” replied his aunt, “to make a much worse +figure than one’s neighbours; but, as I was saying before, the times (as +my friend, Mrs. Dorothy Walton, observes) are shamefully degenerated in +this respect. There was but t’other day at Mr. Walton’s, that fat +fellow’s daughter, the London merchant, as he calls himself, though I +have heard that he was little better than the keeper of a chandler’s +shop. We were leaving the gentlemen to go to tea. She had a hoop, +forsooth, as large and as stiff—and it showed a pair of bandy legs, as +thick as two—I was nearer the door by an apron’s length, and the pert +hussy brushed by me, as who should say, Make way for your betters, and +with one of her London bobs—but Mrs. Dorothy did not let her pass with +it; for all the time of drinking tea, she spoke of the precedency of +family, and the disparity there is between people who are come of +something and your mushroom gentry who wear their coats of arms in their +purses.” + +Her indignation was interrupted by the arrival of her maid with a damask +table-cloth, and a set of napkins, from the loom, which had been spun by +her mistress’s own hand. There was the family crest in each corner, and +in the middle a view of the battle of Worcester, where one of her +ancestors had been a captain in the king’s forces; and with a sort of +poetical licence in perspective, there was seen the Royal Oak, with more +wig than leaves upon it. + +On all this the good lady was very copious, and took up the remaining +intervals of filling tea, to describe its excellencies to Harley; adding, +that she intended this as a present for his wife, when he should get one. +He sighed and looked foolish, and commending the serenity of the day, +walked out into the garden. + +He sat down on a little seat which commanded an extensive prospect round +the house. He leaned on his hand, and scored the ground with his stick: +“Miss Walton married!” said he; “but what is that to me? May she be +happy! her virtues deserve it; to me her marriage is otherwise +indifferent: I had romantic dreams? they are fled?—it is perfectly +indifferent.” + +Just at that moment he saw a servant with a knot of ribbons in his hat go +into the house. His cheeks grew flushed at the sight! He kept his eye +fixed for some time on the door by which he had entered, then starting to +his feet, hastily followed him. + +When he approached the door of the kitchen where he supposed the man had +entered, his heart throbbed so violently, that when he would have called +Peter, his voice failed in the attempt. He stood a moment listening in +this breathless state of palpitation: Peter came out by chance. “Did +your honour want any thing?”—“Where is the servant that came just now +from Mr. Walton’s?”—“From Mr. Walton’s, sir! there is none of his +servants here that I know of.”—“Nor of Sir Harry Benson’s?”—He did not +wait for an answer; but having by this time observed the hat with its +parti-coloured ornament hanging on a peg near the door, he pressed +forwards into the kitchen, and addressing himself to a stranger whom he +saw there, asked him, with no small tremor in his voice, “If he had any +commands for him?” The man looked silly, and said, “That he had nothing +to trouble his honour with.”—“Are not you a servant of Sir Harry +Benson’s?”—“No, sir.”—“You’ll pardon me, young man; I judged by the +favour in your hat.”—“Sir, I’m his majesty’s servant, God bless him! and +these favours we always wear when we are recruiting.”—“Recruiting!” his +eyes glistened at the word: he seized the soldier’s hand, and shaking it +violently, ordered Peter to fetch a bottle of his aunt’s best dram. The +bottle was brought: “You shall drink the king’s health,” said Harley, “in +a bumper.”—“The king and your honour.”—“Nay, you shall drink the king’s +health by itself; you may drink mine in another.” Peter looked in his +master’s face, and filled with some little reluctance. “Now to your +mistress,” said Harley; “every soldier has a mistress.” The man excused +himself—“To your mistress! you cannot refuse it.” ’Twas Mrs. Margery’s +best dram! Peter stood with the bottle a little inclined, but not so as +to discharge a drop of its contents: “Fill it, Peter,” said his master, +“fill it to the brim.” Peter filled it; and the soldier having named +Suky Simpson, dispatched it in a twinkling. “Thou art an honest fellow,” +said Harley, “and I love thee;” and shaking his hand again, desired Peter +to make him his guest at dinner, and walked up into his room with a pace +much quicker and more springy than usual. + +This agreeable disappointment, however, he was not long suffered to +enjoy. The curate happened that day to dine with him: his visits, +indeed, were more properly to the aunt than the nephew; and many of the +intelligent ladies in the parish, who, like some very great philosophers, +have the happy knack at accounting for everything, gave out that there +was a particular attachment between them, which wanted only to be matured +by some more years of courtship to end in the tenderest connection. In +this conclusion, indeed, supposing the premises to have been true, they +were somewhat justified by the known opinion of the lady, who frequently +declared herself a friend to the ceremonial of former times, when a lover +might have sighed seven years at his mistress’s feet before he was +allowed the liberty of kissing her hand. ’Tis true Mrs. Margery was now +about her grand climacteric; no matter: that is just the age when we +expect to grow younger. But I verily believe there was nothing in the +report; the curate’s connection was only that of a genealogist; for in +that character he was no way inferior to Mrs. Margery herself. He dealt +also in the present times; for he was a politician and a news-monger. + +He had hardly said grace after dinner, when he told Mrs. Margery that she +might soon expect a pair of white gloves, as Sir Harry Benson, he was +very well informed, was just going to be married to Miss Walton. Harley +spilt the wine he was carrying to his mouth: he had time, however, to +recollect himself before the curate had finished the different +particulars of his intelligence, and summing up all the heroism he was +master of, filled a bumper, and drank to Miss Walton. “With all my +heart,” said the curate, “the bride that is to be.” Harley would have +said bride too; but the word bride stuck in his throat. His confusion, +indeed, was manifest; but the curate began to enter on some point of +descent with Mrs. Margery, and Harley had very soon after an opportunity +of leaving them, while they were deeply engaged in a question, whether +the name of some great man in the time of Henry the Seventh was Richard +or Humphrey. + +He did not see his aunt again till supper; the time between he spent in +walking, like some troubled ghost, round the place where his treasure +lay. He went as far as a little gate, that led into a copse near Mr. +Walton’s house, to which that gentleman had been so obliging as to let +him have a key. He had just begun to open it when he saw, on a terrace +below, Miss Walton walking with a gentleman in a riding-dress, whom he +immediately guessed to be Sir Harry Benson. He stopped of a sudden; his +hand shook so much that he could hardly turn the key; he opened the gate, +however, and advanced a few paces. The lady’s lap-dog pricked up its +ears, and barked; he stopped again— + + —“The little dogs and all, + Tray, Blanch, and Sweetheart, see they bark at me!” + +His resolution failed; he slunk back, and, locking the gate as softly as +he could, stood on tiptoe looking over the wall till they were gone. At +that instant a shepherd blew his horn: the romantic melancholy of the +sound quite overcame him!—it was the very note that wanted to be +touched—he sighed! he dropped a tear!—and returned. + +At supper his aunt observed that he was graver than usual; but she did +not suspect the cause: indeed, it may seem odd that she was the only +person in the family who had no suspicion of his attachment to Miss +Walton. It was frequently matter of discourse amongst the servants: +perhaps her maiden coldness—but for those things we need not account. + +In a day or two he was so much master of himself as to be able to rhyme +upon the subject. The following pastoral he left, some time after, on +the handle of a tea-kettle, at a neighbouring house where we were +visiting; and as I filled the tea-pot after him, I happened to put it in +my pocket by a similar act of forgetfulness. It is such as might be +expected from a man who makes verses for amusement. I am pleased with +somewhat of good nature that runs through it, because I have commonly +observed the writers of those complaints to bestow epithets on their lost +mistresses rather too harsh for the mere liberty of choice, which led +them to prefer another to the poet himself: I do not doubt the vehemence +of their passion; but, alas! the sensations of love are something more +than the returns of gratitude. + + LAVINIA. + + A PASTORAL. + + Why steals from my bosom the sigh? + Why fixed is my gaze on the ground? + Come, give me my pipe, and I’ll try + To banish my cares with the sound. + + Erewhile were its notes of accord + With the smile of the flow’r-footed Muse; + Ah! why by its master implored + Shou’d it now the gay carrol refuse? + + ’Twas taught by LAVINIA’S sweet smile, + In the mirth-loving chorus to join: + Ah, me! how unweeting the while! + LAVINIA—can never be mine! + + Another, more happy, the maid + By fortune is destin’d to bless— + ’Tho’ the hope has forsook that betray’d, + Yet why should I love her the less? + + Her beauties are bright as the morn, + With rapture I counted them o’er; + Such virtues these beauties adorn, + I knew her, and prais’d them no more. + + I term’d her no goddess of love, + I call’d not her beauty divine: + These far other passions may prove, + But they could not be figures of mine. + + It ne’er was apparel’d with art, + On words it could never rely; + It reign’d in the throb of my heart, + It gleam’d in the glance of my eye. + + Oh fool! in the circle to shine + That Fashion’s gay daughters approve, + You must speak as the fashions incline; + Alas! are there fashions in love? + + Yet sure they are simple who prize + The tongue that is smooth to deceive; + Yet sure she had sense to despise, + The tinsel that folly may weave. + + When I talk’d, I have seen her recline, + With an aspect so pensively sweet,— + Tho’ I spoke what the shepherds opine, + A fop were ashamed to repeat. + + She is soft as the dew-drops that fall + From the lip of the sweet-scented pea; + Perhaps when she smil’d upon all, + I have thought that she smil’d upon me. + + But why of her charms should I tell? + Ah me! whom her charms have undone + Yet I love the reflection too well, + The painful reflection to shun. + + Ye souls of more delicate kind, + Who feast not on pleasure alone, + Who wear the soft sense of the mind, + To the sons of the world still unknown. + + Ye know, tho’ I cannot express, + Why I foolishly doat on my pain; + Nor will ye believe it the less, + That I have not the skill to complain. + + I lean on my hand with a sigh, + My friends the soft sadness condemn; + Yet, methinks, tho’ I cannot tell why, + I should hate to be merry like them. + + When I walk’d in the pride of the dawn, + Methought all the region look’d bright: + Has sweetness forsaken the lawn? + For, methinks, I grow sad at the sight. + + When I stood by the stream, I have thought + There was mirth in the gurgling soft sound; + But now ’tis a sorrowful note, + And the banks are all gloomy around! + + I have laugh’d at the jest of a friend; + Now they laugh, and I know not the cause, + Tho’ I seem with my looks to attend, + How silly! I ask what it was. + + They sing the sweet song of the May, + They sing it with mirth and with glee; + Sure I once thought the sonnet was gay, + But now ’tis all sadness to me. + + Oh! give me the dubious light + That gleams thro’ the quivering shade; + Oh! give me the horrors of night, + By gloom and by silence array’d! + + Let me walk where the soft-rising wave, + Has pictur’d the moon on its breast; + Let me walk where the new cover’d grave + Allows the pale lover to rest! + + When shall I in its peaceable womb, + Be laid with my sorrows asleep? + Should LAVINIA but chance on my tomb— + I could die if I thought she would weep. + + Perhaps, if the souls of the just + Revisit these mansions of care, + It may be my favourite trust + To watch o’er the fate of the fair. + + Perhaps the soft thought of her breast, + With rapture more favour’d to warm; + Perhaps, if with sorrow oppress’d, + Her sorrow with patience to arm. + + Then, then, in the tenderest part + May I whisper, “Poor COLIN was true,” + And mark if a heave of her heart + The thought of her COLIN pursue. + + + +THE PUPIL. +A FRAGMENT. + + +* * * “BUT as to the higher part of education, Mr. Harley, the culture of +the mind—let the feelings be awakened, let the heart be brought forth to +its object, placed in the light in which nature would have it stand, and +its decisions will ever be just. The world + + Will smile, and smile, and be a villain; + +and the youth, who does not suspect its deceit, will be content to smile +with it. Men will put on the most forbidding aspect in nature, and tell +him of the beauty of virtue. + +“I have not, under these grey hairs, forgotten that I was once a young +man, warm in the pursuit of pleasure, but meaning to be honest as well as +happy. I had ideas of virtue, of honour, of benevolence, which I had +never been at the pains to define; but I felt my bosom heave at the +thoughts of them, and I made the most delightful soliloquies. It is +impossible, said I, that there can be half so many rogues as are +imagined. + +“I travelled, because it is the fashion for young men of my fortune to +travel. I had a travelling tutor, which is the fashion too; but my tutor +was a gentleman, which it is not always the fashion for tutors to be. +His gentility, indeed, was all he had from his father, whose prodigality +had not left him a shilling to support it. + +“‘I have a favour to ask of you, my dear Mountford,’ said my father, +‘which I will not be refused. You have travelled as became a man; +neither France nor Italy have made anything of Mountford, which +Mountford, before he left England, would have been ashamed of. My son +Edward goes abroad, would you take him under your protection?’ + +“He blushed; my father’s face was scarlet. He pressed his hand to his +bosom, as if he had said, my heart does not mean to offend you. +Mountford sighed twice. + +“‘I am a proud fool,’ said he, ‘and you will pardon it. There! (he +sighed again) I can hear of dependance, since it is dependance on my +Sedley.’ + +“‘Dependance!’ answered my father; ‘there can be no such word between us. +What is there in £9,000 a year that should make me unworthy of +Mountford’s friendship?’ + +“They embraced; and soon after I set out on my travels, with Mountford +for my guardian. + +“We were at Milan, where my father happened to have an Italian friend, to +whom he had been of some service in England. The count, for he was of +quality, was solicitous to return the obligation by a particular +attention to his son. We lived in his palace, visited with his family, +were caressed by his friends, and I began to be so well pleased with my +entertainment, that I thought of England as of some foreign country. + +“The count had a son not much older than myself. At that age a friend is +an easy acquisition; we were friends the first night of our acquaintance. + +“He introduced me into the company of a set of young gentlemen, whose +fortunes gave them the command of pleasure, and whose inclinations +incited them to the purchase. After having spent some joyous evenings in +their society, it became a sort of habit which I could not miss without +uneasiness, and our meetings, which before were frequent, were now stated +and regular. + +“Sometimes, in the pauses of our mirth, gaming was introduced as an +amusement. It was an art in which I was a novice. I received +instruction, as other novices do, by losing pretty largely to my +teachers. Nor was this the only evil which Mountford foresaw would arise +from the connection I had formed; but a lecture of sour injunctions was +not his method of reclaiming. He sometimes asked me questions about the +company, but they were such as the curiosity of any indifferent man might +have prompted. I told him of their wit, their eloquence, their warmth of +friendship, and their sensibility of heart. ‘And their honour,’ said I, +laying my hand on my breast, ‘is unquestionable.’ Mountford seemed to +rejoice at my good fortune, and begged that I would introduce him to +their acquaintance. At the next meeting I introduced him accordingly. + +“The conversation was as animated as usual. They displayed all that +sprightliness and good-humour which my praises had led Mountford to +expect; subjects, too, of sentiment occurred, and their speeches, +particularly those of our friend the son of Count Respino, glowed with +the warmth of honour, and softened into the tenderness of feeling. +Mountford was charmed with his companions. When we parted, he made the +highest eulogiums upon them. ‘When shall we see them again?’ said he. I +was delighted with the demand, and promised to reconduct him on the +morrow. + +“In going to their place of rendezvous, he took me a little out of the +road, to see, as he told me, the performances of a young statuary. When +we were near the house in which Mountford said he lived, a boy of about +seven years old crossed us in the street. At sight of Mountford he +stopped, and grasping his hand, + +“‘My dearest sir,’ said he, ‘my father is likely to do well. He will +live to pray for you, and to bless you. Yes, he will bless you, though +you are an Englishman, and some other hard word that the monk talked of +this morning, which I have forgot, but it meant that you should not go to +heaven; but he shall go to heaven, said I, for he has saved my father. +Come and see him, sir, that we may be happy.’ + +“‘My dear, I am engaged at present with this gentleman.’ + +“‘But he shall come along with you; he is an Englishman, too, I fancy. +He shall come and learn how an Englishman may go to heaven.’ + +“Mountford smiled, and we followed the boy together. + +“After crossing the next street, we arrived at the gate of a prison. I +seemed surprised at the sight; our little conductor observed it. + +“‘Are you afraid, sir?’ said he. ‘I was afraid once too, but my father +and mother are here, and I am never afraid when I am with them.’ + +“He took my hand, and led me through a dark passage that fronted the +gate. When we came to a little door at the end, he tapped. A boy, still +younger than himself, opened it to receive us. Mountford entered with a +look in which was pictured the benign assurance of a superior being. I +followed in silence and amazement. + +“On something like a bed, lay a man, with a face seemingly emaciated with +sickness, and a look of patient dejection. A bundle of dirty shreds +served him for a pillow, but he had a better support—the arm of a female +who kneeled beside him, beautiful as an angel, but with a fading languor +in her countenance, the still life of melancholy, that seemed to borrow +its shade from the object on which she gazed. There was a tear in her +eye—the sick man kissed it off in its bud, smiling through the dimness of +his own—when she saw Mountford, she crawled forward on the ground, and +clasped his knees. He raised her from the floor; she threw her arms +round his neck, and sobbed out a speech of thankfulness, eloquent beyond +the power of language. + +“‘Compose yourself, my love,’ said the man on the bed; ‘but he, whose +goodness has caused that emotion, will pardon its effects.’ + +“‘How is this, Mountford?’ said I; ‘what do I see? What must I do?’ + +“‘You see,’ replied the stranger, ‘a wretch, sunk in poverty, starving in +prison, stretched on a sick bed. But that is little. There are his wife +and children wanting the bread which he has not to give them! Yet you +cannot easily imagine the conscious serenity of his mind. In the gripe +of affliction, his heart swells with the pride of virtue; it can even +look down with pity on the man whose cruelty has wrung it almost to +bursting. You are, I fancy, a friend of Mr. Mountford’s. Come nearer, +and I’ll tell you, for, short as my story is, I can hardly command breath +enough for a recital. The son of Count Respino (I started, as if I had +trod on a viper) has long had a criminal passion for my wife. This her +prudence had concealed from me; but he had lately the boldness to declare +it to myself. He promised me affluence in exchange for honour, and +threatened misery as its attendant if I kept it. I treated him with the +contempt he deserved; the consequence was, that he hired a couple of +bravoes (for I am persuaded they acted under his direction), who +attempted to assassinate me in the street; but I made such a defence as +obliged them to fly, after having given me two or three stabs, none of +which, however, were mortal. But his revenge was not thus to be +disappointed. In the little dealings of my trade I had contracted some +debts, of which he had made himself master for my ruin. I was confined +here at his suit, when not yet recovered from the wounds I had received; +the dear woman, and these two boys, followed me, that we might starve +together; but Providence interposed, and sent Mr. Mountford to our +support. He has relieved my family from the gnawings of hunger, and +rescued me from death, to which a fever, consequent on my wounds and +increased by the want of every necessary, had almost reduced me.’ + +“‘Inhuman villain!’ I exclaimed, lifting up my eyes to heaven. + +“‘Inhuman indeed!’ said the lovely woman who stood at my side. ‘Alas! +sir, what had we done to offend him? what had these little ones done, +that they should perish in the toils of his vengeance?’ + +“I reached a pen which stood in the inkstand dish at the bed-side. + +“‘May I ask what is the amount of the sum for which you are imprisoned?’ + +“‘I was able,’ he replied, ‘to pay all but five hundred crowns.’ + +“I wrote a draft on the banker with whom I had a credit from my father +for 2,500, and presenting it to the stranger’s wife, + +“‘You will receive, madam, on presenting this note, a sum more than +sufficient for your husband’s discharge; the remainder I leave for his +industry to improve.’ + +“I would have left the room. Each of them laid hold of one of my hands, +the children clung to my coat. Oh! Mr. Harley, methinks I feel their +gentle violence at this moment; it beats here with delight inexpressible. + +“‘Stay, sir,’ said he, ‘I do not mean attempting to thank you’ (he took a +pocket-book from under his pillow), ‘let me but know what name I shall +place here next to Mr. Mountford!’ + +“‘Sedley.’ + +“He writ it down. + +“‘An Englishman too, I presume.’ + +“‘He shall go to heaven, notwithstanding;’ said the boy who had been our +guide. + +“It began to be too much for me. I squeezed his hand that was clasped in +mine, his wife’s I pressed to my lips, and burst from the place, to give +vent to the feelings that laboured within me. + +“‘Oh, Mountford!’ said I, when he had overtaken me at the door. + +“‘It is time,’ replied he, ‘that we should think of our appointment; +young Respino and his friends are waiting us.’ + +“‘Damn him, damn him!’ said I. ‘Let us leave Milan instantly; but soft—I +will be calm; Mountford, your pencil.’ I wrote on a slip of paper, + + “‘To Signor RESPINO. + + “‘When you receive this, I am at a distance from Milan. Accept of my + thanks for the civilities I have received from you and your family. + As to the friendship with which you were pleased to honour me, the + prison, which I have just left, has exhibited a scene to cancel it + for ever. You may possibly be merry with your companions at my + weakness, as I suppose you will term it. I give you leave for + derision. You may affect a triumph, I shall feel it. + + “EDWARD SEDLEY.” + +“‘You may send this if you will,’ said Mountford, coolly, ‘but still +Respino is a _man of honour_; the world will continue to call him so.’ + +“‘It is probable,’ I answered, ‘they may; I envy not the appellation. If +this is the world’s honour, if these men are the guides of its manners—’ + +“‘Tut!’ said Mountford, ‘do you eat macaroni—’” + + * * * * * + +[At this place had the greatest depredations of the curate begun. There +were so very few connected passages of the subsequent chapters remaining, +that even the partiality of an editor could not offer them to the public. +I discovered, from some scattered sentences, that they were of much the +same tenor with the preceding; recitals of little adventures, in which +the dispositions of a man, sensible to judge, and still more warm to +feel, had room to unfold themselves. Some instruction, and some example, +I make no doubt they contained; but it is likely that many of those, whom +chance has led to a perusal of what I have already presented, may have +read it with little pleasure, and will feel no disappointment from the +want of those parts which I have been unable to procure. To such as may +have expected the intricacies of a novel, a few incidents in a life +undistinguished, except by some features of the heart, cannot have +afforded much entertainment. + +Harley’s own story, from the mutilated passages I have mentioned, as well +as from some inquiries I was at the trouble of making in the country, I +found to have been simple to excess. His mistress, I could perceive, was +not married to Sir Harry Benson; but it would seem, by one of the +following chapters, which is still entire, that Harley had not profited +on the occasion by making any declaration of his own passion, after those +of the other had been unsuccessful. The state of his health, for some +part of this period, appears to have been such as to forbid any thoughts +of that kind: he had been seized with a very dangerous fever, caught by +attending old Edwards in one of an infectious kind. From this he had +recovered but imperfectly, and though he had no formed complaint, his +health was manifestly on the decline. + +It appears that the sagacity of some friend had at length pointed out to +his aunt a cause from which this might be supposed to proceed, to wit, +his hopeless love for Miss Walton; for, according to the conceptions of +the world, the love of a man of Harley’s fortune for the heiress of +£4,000 a year is indeed desperate. Whether it was so in this case may be +gathered from the next chapter, which, with the two subsequent, +concluding the performance, have escaped those accidents that proved +fatal to the rest.] + + + + +CHAPTER LV. +HE SEES MISS WALTON, AND IS HAPPY. + + +HARLEY was one of those few friends whom the malevolence of fortune had +yet left me; I could not therefore but be sensibly concerned for his +present indisposition; there seldom passed a day on which I did not make +inquiry about him. + +The physician who attended him had informed me the evening before, that +he thought him considerably better than he had been for some time past. +I called next morning to be confirmed in a piece of intelligence so +welcome to me. + +When I entered his apartment, I found him sitting on a couch, leaning on +his hand, with his eye turned upwards in the attitude of thoughtful +inspiration. His look had always an open benignity, which commanded +esteem; there was now something more—a gentle triumph in it. + +He rose, and met me with his usual kindness. When I gave him the good +accounts I had had from his physician, “I am foolish enough,” said he, +“to rely but little, in this instance, upon physic: my presentiment may +be false; but I think I feel myself approaching to my end, by steps so +easy, that they woo me to approach it. + +“There is a certain dignity in retiring from life at a time, when the +infirmities of age have not sapped our faculties. This world, my dear +Charles, was a scene in which I never much delighted. I was not formed +for the bustle of the busy, nor the dissipation of the gay; a thousand +things occurred, where I blushed for the impropriety of my conduct when I +thought on the world, though my reason told me I should have blushed to +have done otherwise.—It was a scene of dissimulation, of restraint, of +disappointment. I leave it to enter on that state which I have learned +to believe is replete with the genuine happiness attendant upon virtue. +I look back on the tenor of my life, with the consciousness of few great +offences to account for. There are blemishes, I confess, which deform in +some degree the picture. But I know the benignity of the Supreme Being, +and rejoice at the thoughts of its exertion in my favour. My mind +expands at the thought I shall enter into the society of the blessed, +wise as angels, with the simplicity of children.” He had by this time +clasped my hand, and found it wet by a tear which had just fallen upon +it.—His eye began to moisten too—we sat for some time silent.—At last, +with an attempt to a look of more composure, “There are some +remembrances,” said Harley, “which rise involuntary on my heart, and make +me almost wish to live. I have been blessed with a few friends, who +redeem my opinion of mankind. I recollect, with the tenderest emotion, +the scenes of pleasure I have passed among them; but we shall meet again, +my friend, never to be separated. There are some feelings which perhaps +are too tender to be suffered by the world.—The world is in general +selfish, interested, and unthinking, and throws the imputation of romance +or melancholy on every temper more susceptible than its own. I cannot +think but in those regions which I contemplate, if there is any thing of +mortality left about us, that these feelings will subsist;—they are +called,—perhaps they are—weaknesses here;—but there may be some better +modifications of them in heaven, which may deserve the name of virtues.” +He sighed as he spoke these last words. He had scarcely finished them, +when the door opened, and his aunt appeared, leading in Miss Walton. “My +dear,” said she, “here is Miss Walton, who has been so kind as to come +and inquire for you herself.” I could observe a transient glow upon his +face. He rose from his seat—“If to know Miss Walton’s goodness,” said +he, “be a title to deserve it, I have some claim.” She begged him to +resume his seat, and placed herself on the sofa beside him. I took my +leave. Mrs. Margery accompanied me to the door. He was left with Miss +Walton alone. She inquired anxiously about his health. “I believe,” +said he, “from the accounts which my physicians unwillingly give me, that +they have no great hopes of my recovery.”—She started as he spoke; but +recollecting herself immediately, endeavoured to flatter him into a +belief that his apprehensions were groundless. “I know,” said he, “that +it is usual with persons at my time of life to have these hopes, which +your kindness suggests; but I would not wish to be deceived. To meet +death as becomes a man, is a privilege bestowed on few.—I would endeavour +to make it mine;—nor do I think that I can ever be better prepared for it +than now:—It is that chiefly which determines the fitness of its +approach.” “Those sentiments,” answered Miss Walton, “are just; but your +good sense, Mr. Harley, will own, that life has its proper value.—As the +province of virtue, life is ennobled; as such, it is to be desired.—To +virtue has the Supreme Director of all things assigned rewards enough +even here to fix its attachment.” + +The subject began to overpower her.—Harley lifted his eyes from the +ground—“There are,” said he, in a very low voice, “there are attachments, +Miss Walton”—His glance met hers.—They both betrayed a confusion, and +were both instantly withdrawn.—He paused some moments—“I am such a state +as calls for sincerity, let that also excuse it—It is perhaps the last +time we shall ever meet. I feel something particularly solemn in the +acknowledgment, yet my heart swells to make it, awed as it is by a sense +of my presumption, by a sense of your perfections”—He paused again—“Let +it not offend you, to know their power over one so unworthy—It will, I +believe, soon cease to beat, even with that feeling which it shall lose +the latest.—To love Miss Walton could not be a crime;—if to declare it is +one—the expiation will be made.”—Her tears were now flowing without +control.—“Let me intreat you,” said she, “to have better hopes—Let not +life be so indifferent to you; if my wishes can put any value on it—I +will not pretend to misunderstand you—I know your worth—I have known it +long—I have esteemed it—What would you have me say?—I have loved it as it +deserved.”—He seized her hand—a languid colour reddened his cheek—a smile +brightened faintly in his eye. As he gazed on her, it grew dim, it +fixed, it closed—He sighed and fell back on his seat—Miss Walton screamed +at the sight—His aunt and the servants rushed into the room—They found +them lying motionless together.—His physician happened to call at that +instant. Every art was tried to recover them—With Miss Walton they +succeeded—But Harley was gone for ever. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. +THE EMOTIONS OF THE HEART. + + +I entered the room where his body lay; I approached it with reverence, +not fear: I looked; the recollection of the past crowded upon me. I saw +that form which, but a little before, was animated with a soul which did +honour to humanity, stretched without sense or feeling before me. ’Tis a +connection we cannot easily forget:—I took his hand in mine; I repeated +his name involuntary;—I felt a pulse in every vein at the sound. I +looked earnestly in his face; his eye was closed, his lip pale and +motionless. There is an enthusiasm in sorrow that forgets impossibility; +I wondered that it was so. The sight drew a prayer from my heart: it was +the voice of frailty and of man! the confusion of my mind began to +subside into thought; I had time to meet! + +I turned with the last farewell upon my lips, when I observed old Edwards +standing behind me. I looked him full in the face; but his eye was fixed +on another object: he pressed between me and the bed, and stood gazing on +the breathless remains of his benefactor. I spoke to him I know not +what; but he took no notice of what I said, and remained in the same +attitude as before. He stood some minutes in that posture, then turned +and walked towards the door. He paused as he went;—he returned a second +time: I could observe his lips move as he looked: but the voice they +would have uttered was lost. He attempted going again; and a third time +he returned as before.—I saw him wipe his cheek: then covering his face +with his hands, his breast heaving with the most convulsive throbs, he +flung out of the room. + + + + +THE CONCLUSION. + + +HE had hinted that he should like to be buried in a certain spot near the +grave of his mother. This is a weakness; but it is universally incident +to humanity: ’tis at least a memorial for those who survive: for some +indeed a slender memorial will serve;—and the soft affections, when they +are busy that way, will build their structures, were it but on the paring +of a nail. + +He was buried in the place he had desired. It was shaded by an old tree, +the only one in the church-yard, in which was a cavity worn by time. I +have sat with him in it, and counted the tombs. The last time we passed +there, methought he looked wistfully on the tree: there was a branch of +it that bent towards us waving in the wind; he waved his hand as if he +mimicked its motion. There was something predictive in his look! perhaps +it is foolish to remark it; but there are times and places when I am a +child at those things. + +I sometimes visit his grave; I sit in the hollow of the tree. It is +worth a thousand homilies; every noble feeling rises within me! every +beat of my heart awakens a virtue!—but it will make you hate the +world—No: there is such an air of gentleness around, that I can hate +nothing; but, as to the world—I pity the men of it. + + + + +FOOTNOTES + + +{15} The reader will remember that the Editor is accountable only for +scattered chapters and fragments of chapters; the curate must answer for +the rest. The number at the top, when the chapter was entire, he has +given as it originally stood, with the title which its author had affixed +to it. + +{61} Though the Curate could not remember having shown this chapter to +anybody, I strongly suspect that these political observations are the +work of a later pen than the rest of this performance. There seems to +have been, by some accident, a gap in the manuscript, from the words, +“Expectation at a jointure,” to these, “In short, man is an animal,” +where the present blank ends; and some other person (for the hand is +different, and the ink whiter) has filled part of it with sentiments of +his own. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Man of Feeling + + +Author: Henry Mackenzie + +Editor: Henry Morley + +Release Date: July 5, 2014 [eBook #5083] +[This file was first posted on April 18, 2002] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAN OF FEELING*** +</pre> +<p>Transcribed from the 1886 Cassell & Company edition by +David Price, email ccx074@pglaf.org</p> +<p style="text-align: center"> +<a href="images/coverb.jpg"> +<img alt= +"Book cover" +title= +"Book cover" +src="images/covers.jpg" /> +</a></p> +<p style="text-align: center">CASSELL’S NATIONAL +LIBRARY</p> + +<div class="gapshortline"> </div> +<h1><span class="GutSmall">THE</span><br /> +<span class="smcap">Man Of Feeling</span></h1> +<p style="text-align: center"><span +class="GutSmall">BY</span></p> +<p style="text-align: center">HENRY MACKENZIE.</p> +<p style="text-align: center"> +<a href="images/tpb.jpg"> +<img alt= +"Decorative graphic" +title= +"Decorative graphic" +src="images/tps.jpg" /> +</a></p> +<p style="text-align: center">CASSELL & COMPANY, <span +class="smcap">Limited</span>:</p> +<p style="text-align: center"><span +class="GutSmall"><i>LONDON</i></span><span class="GutSmall">, +</span><span class="GutSmall"><i>PARIS</i></span><span +class="GutSmall">, </span><span class="GutSmall"><i>NEW YORK +& MELBOURNE</i></span><span class="GutSmall">.</span></p> +<p style="text-align: center"><span +class="GutSmall">1886.</span></p> +<h2><a name="pageiii"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +iii</span>EDITOR’S INTRODUCTION</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">Henry Mackenzie</span>, the son of an +Edinburgh physician, was born in August, 1745. After +education in the University of Edinburgh he went to London in +1765, at the age of twenty, for law studies, returned to +Edinburgh, and became Crown Attorney in the Scottish Court of +Exchequer. When Mackenzie was in London, Sterne’s +“Tristram Shandy” was in course of publication. +The first two volumes had appeared in 1759, and the ninth +appeared in 1767, followed in 1768, the year of Sterne’s +death, by “The Sentimental Journey.” Young +Mackenzie had a strong bent towards literature, and while +studying law in London, he read Sterne, and falling in with the +tone of sentiment which Sterne himself caught from the spirit of +the time and the example of Rousseau, he wrote “The Man of +Feeling.” This book was published, without +author’s name, in 1771. It was so <a +name="pageiv"></a><span class="pagenum">p. iv</span>popular that +a young clergyman made a copy of it popular with imagined +passages of erasure and correction, on the strength of which he +claimed to be its author, and obliged Henry Mackenzie to declare +himself. In 1773 Mackenzie published a second novel, +“The Man of the World,” and in 1777 a third, +“Julia de Roubigné.” An essay-reading +society in Edinburgh, of which he was a leader, started in +January, 1779, a weekly paper called <i>The Mirror</i>, which he +edited until May, 1780. Its writers afterwards joined in +producing <i>The Lounger</i>, which lasted from February, 1785, +to January, 1787. Henry Mackenzie contributed forty-two +papers to <i>The Mirror</i> and fifty-seven to <i>The +Lounger</i>. When the Royal Society of Edinburgh was +founded Henry Mackenzie was active as one of its first +members. He was also one of the founders of the Highland +Society.</p> +<p>Although his “Man of Feeling” was a serious +reflection of the false sentiment of the Revolution, Mackenzie +joined afterwards in writing tracts to dissuade the people from +faith in the doctrines of the Revolutionists. Mackenzie +wrote also a tragedy, “The Prince of Tunis,” which +was acted with success at Edinburgh, and a comedy, “The <a +name="pagev"></a><span class="pagenum">p. v</span>White +Hypocrite,” which was acted once only at Covent +garden. He died at the age of eighty-six, on the 13th June, +1831, having for many years been regarded as an elder friend of +their own craft by the men of letters who in his days gave +dignity to Edinburgh society, and caused the town to be called +the Modern Athens.</p> +<p>A man of refined taste, who caught the tone of the French +sentiment of his time, has, of course, pleased French critics, +and has been translated into French. “The Man of +Feeling” begins with imitation of Sterne, and proceeds in +due course through so many tears that it is hardly to be called a +dry book. As guide to persons of a calculating disposition +who may read these pages I append an index to the Tears shed in +“The Man of Feeling.”</p> +<h2><a name="pagevi"></a><span class="pagenum">p. vi</span>INDEX +TO TEARS.</h2> +<p style="text-align: center">(<i>Chokings</i>, <i>&c.</i>, +<i>not counted</i>.)</p> +<table> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">PAGE</span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>“Odds but should have wept”</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#pagexiii">xiii</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tear, given, “cordial drop” repeated</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page17">17</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, like Cestus of Cytherea</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page26">26</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, one on a cheek</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page30">30</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>“I will not weep”</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page31">31</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tears add energy to benediction</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page31">31</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, tribute of some</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page52">52</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>„ blessings on</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page52">52</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>I would weep too</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page52">52</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Not an unmoistened eye</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page53">53</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Do you weep again?</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page53">53</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Hand bathed with tears</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page53">53</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tears, burst into</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page54">54</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>„ sobbing and shedding</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page74">74</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, burst into</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page75">75</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, virtue in these</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page75">75</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>„ he wept at the recollection of her</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page80">80</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, glister of new-washed</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page81">81</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Sweet girl (here she wept)</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page94">94</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>I could only weep</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page95">95</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tears, saw his</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page97">97</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, burst into</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page99">99</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>„ wrung from the heart</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page99">99</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, feet bathed with</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page100">100</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p><a name="pagevii"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +vii</span>,, mingled, <i>i.e.</i>, his with hers</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page100">100</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>„ voice lost in</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page108">108</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Eye met with a tear</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page108">108</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tear stood in eye</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page127">127</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tears, face bathed with</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page130">130</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Dropped one tear, no more</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page131">131</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tears, press-gang could scarce keep from</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page136">136</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Big drops wetted gray beard</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page137">137</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tears, shower of</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page138">138</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, scarce forced—blubbered like a boy</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page139">139</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Moistened eye</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page141">141</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tears choked utterance</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page144">144</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>I have wept many a time</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page144">144</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Girl wept, brother sobbed</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page145">145</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Harley kissed off her tears as they flowed, and wept +between every kiss</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page145">145</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tears flowing down cheeks</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page148">148</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>,, gushed afresh</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page148">148</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Beamy moisture</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page154">154</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>A tear dropped</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page165">165</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tear in her eye, the sick man kissed it off in its bud, +smiling through the dimness of his own</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page176">176</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Hand wet by tear just fallen</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page185">185</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Tears flowing without control</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page187">187</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p>Cheek wiped (at the end of the last chapter)</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page189">189</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +</table> +<h2><a name="pageix"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +ix</span>AUTHOR’S INTRODUCTION</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">My</span> dog had made a point on a piece +of fallow-ground, and led the curate and me two or three hundred +yards over that and some stubble adjoining, in a breathless state +of expectation, on a burning first of September.</p> +<p>It was a false point, and our labour was vain: yet, to do +Rover justice (for he’s an excellent dog, though I have +lost his pedigree), the fault was none of his, the birds were +gone: the curate showed me the spot where they had lain basking, +at the root of an old hedge.</p> +<p>I stopped and cried Hem! The curate is fatter than I; he +wiped the sweat from his brow.</p> +<p>There is no state where one is apter to pause and look round +one, than after such a disappointment. It is even so in +life. When we have been hurrying on, impelled by some warm +wish or other, looking neither to the right hand nor to the <a +name="pagex"></a><span class="pagenum">p. x</span>left—we +find of a sudden that all our gay hopes are flown; and the only +slender consolation that some friend can give us, is to point +where they were once to be found. And lo! if we are not of +that combustible race, who will rather beat their heads in spite, +than wipe their brows with the curate, we look round and say, +with the nauseated listlessness of the king of Israel, “All +is vanity and vexation of spirit.”</p> +<p>I looked round with some such grave apophthegm in my mind when +I discovered, for the first time, a venerable pile, to which the +enclosure belonged. An air of melancholy hung about +it. There was a languid stillness in the day, and a single +crow, that perched on an old tree by the side of the gate, seemed +to delight in the echo of its own croaking.</p> +<p>I leaned on my gun and looked; but I had not breath enough to +ask the curate a question. I observed carving on the bark +of some of the trees: ’twas indeed the only mark of human +art about the place, except that some branches appeared to have +been lopped, to give a view of the cascade, which was formed by a +little rill at some distance.</p> +<p>Just at that instant I saw pass between the <a +name="pagexi"></a><span class="pagenum">p. xi</span>trees a young +lady with a book in her hand. I stood upon a stone to +observe her; but the curate sat him down on the grass, and +leaning his back where I stood, told me, “That was the +daughter of a neighbouring gentleman of the name of <span +class="smcap">Walton</span>, whom he had seen walking there more +than once.</p> +<p>“Some time ago,” he said, “one <span +class="smcap">Harley</span> lived there, a whimsical sort of man +I am told, but I was not then in the cure; though, if I had a +turn for those things, I might know a good deal of his history, +for the greatest part of it is still in my possession.”</p> +<p>“His history!” said I. “Nay, you may +call it what you please,” said the curate; for indeed it is +no more a history than it is a sermon. The way I came by it +was this: some time ago, a grave, oddish kind of a man boarded at +a farmer’s in this parish: the country people called him +The Ghost; and he was known by the slouch in his gait, and the +length of his stride. I was but little acquainted with him, +for he never frequented any of the clubs hereabouts. Yet +for all he used to walk a-nights, he was as gentle as a lamb at +times; for I have seen him playing at teetotum with the <a +name="pagexii"></a><span class="pagenum">p. xii</span>children, +on the great stone at the door of our churchyard.</p> +<p>“Soon after I was made curate, he left the parish, and +went nobody knows whither; and in his room was found a bundle of +papers, which was brought to me by his landlord. I began to +read them, but I soon grew weary of the task; for, besides that +the hand is intolerably bad, I could never find the author in one +strain for two chapters together; and I don’t believe +there’s a single syllogism from beginning to +end.”</p> +<p>“I should be glad to see this medley,” said +I. “You shall see it now,” answered the curate, +“for I always take it along with me +a-shooting.” “How came it so torn?” +“’Tis excellent wadding,” said the +curate.—This was a plea of expediency I was not in a +condition to answer; for I had actually in my pocket great part +of an edition of one of the German Illustrissimi, for the very +same purpose. We exchanged books; and by that means (for +the curate was a strenuous logician) we probably saved both.</p> +<p>When I returned to town, I had leisure to peruse the +acquisition I had made: I found it a bundle of little episodes, +put together without art, <a name="pagexiii"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. xiii</span>and of no importance on the whole, +with something of nature, and little else in them. I was a +good deal affected with some very trifling passages in it; and +had the name of Marmontel, or a Richardson, been on the +title-page—’tis odds that I should have wept: But</p> +<p>One is ashamed to be pleased with the works of one knows not +whom.</p> +<h2><a name="page15"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +15</span>CHAPTER XI. <a name="citation15"></a><a +href="#footnote15" class="citation">[15]</a><br /> +<span class="GutSmall">ON BASHFULNESS.—A +CHARACTER.—HIS OPINION ON THAT SUBJECT.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">There</span> is some rust about every man +at the beginning; though in some nations (among the French for +instance) the ideas of the inhabitants, from climate, or what +other cause you will, are so vivacious, so eternally on the wing, +that they must, even in small societies, have a frequent +collision; the rust therefore will wear off sooner: but in +Britain it often goes with a man to his grave; nay, he dares not +even pen a <i>hic jacet</i> to speak out for him after his +death.</p> +<p>“Let them rub it off by travel,” said the +baronet’s <a name="page16"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +16</span>brother, who was a striking instance of excellent metal, +shamefully rusted. I had drawn my chair near his. Let +me paint the honest old man: ’tis but one passing sentence +to preserve his image in my mind.</p> +<p>He sat in his usual attitude, with his elbow rested on his +knee, and his fingers pressed on his cheek. His face was +shaded by his hand; yet it was a face that might once have been +well accounted handsome; its features were manly and striking, a +dignity resided on his eyebrows, which were the largest I +remember to have seen. His person was tall and well-made; +but the indolence of his nature had now inclined it to +corpulency.</p> +<p>His remarks were few, and made only to his familiar friends; +but they were such as the world might have heard with veneration: +and his heart, uncorrupted by its ways, was ever warm in the +cause of virtue and his friends.</p> +<p>He is now forgotten and gone! The last time I was at +Silton Hall, I saw his chair stand in its corner by the +fire-side; there was an additional cushion on it, and it was +occupied by my young lady’s favourite lap dog. I drew +near unperceived, <a name="page17"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +17</span>and pinched its ears in the bitterness of my soul; the +creature howled, and ran to its mistress. She did not +suspect the author of its misfortune, but she bewailed it in the +most pathetic terms; and kissing its lips, laid it gently on her +lap, and covered it with a cambric handkerchief. I sat in +my old friend’s seat; I heard the roar of mirth and gaiety +around me: poor Ben Silton! I gave thee a tear then: accept +of one cordial drop that falls to thy memory now.</p> +<p>“They should wear it off by travel.”—Why, it +is true, said I, that will go far; but then it will often happen, +that in the velocity of a modern tour, and amidst the materials +through which it is commonly made, the friction is so violent, +that not only the rust, but the metal too, is lost in the +progress.</p> +<p>“Give me leave to correct the expression of your +metaphor,” said Mr. Silton: “that is not always rust +which is acquired by the inactivity of the body on which it +preys; such, perhaps, is the case with me, though indeed I was +never cleared from my youth; but (taking it in its first stage) +it is rather an encrustation, which nature has given for purposes +of the greatest wisdom.”</p> +<p><a name="page18"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +18</span>“You are right,” I returned; “and +sometimes, like certain precious fossils, there may be hid under +it gems of the purest brilliancy.”</p> +<p>“Nay, farther,” continued Mr. Silton, “there +are two distinct sorts of what we call bashfulness; this, the +awkwardness of a booby, which a few steps into the world will +convert into the pertness of a coxcomb; that, a consciousness, +which the most delicate feelings produce, and the most extensive +knowledge cannot always remove.”</p> +<p>From the incidents I have already related, I imagine it will +be concluded that Harley was of the latter species of bashful +animals; at least, if Mr. Silton’s principle is just, it +may be argued on this side; for the gradation of the first +mentioned sort, it is certain, he never attained. Some part +of his external appearance was modelled from the company of those +gentlemen, whom the antiquity of a family, now possessed of bare +£250 a year, entitled its representative to approach: these +indeed were not many; great part of the property in his +neighbourhood being in the hands of merchants, who had got rich +by their lawful calling abroad, and the sons of stewards, who had +got rich by their lawful calling at home: persons so perfectly +versed <a name="page19"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 19</span>in +the ceremonial of thousands, tens of thousands, and hundreds of +thousands (whose degrees of precedency are plainly demonstrable +from the first page of the Complete Accomptant, or Young +Man’s Best Pocket Companion) that a bow at church from them +to such a man as Harley would have made the parson look back into +his sermon for some precept of Christian humility.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XII.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">OF WORLDLY INTERESTS.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">There</span> are certain interests which +the world supposes every man to have, and which therefore are +properly enough termed worldly; but the world is apt to make an +erroneous estimate: ignorant of the dispositions which constitute +our happiness or misery, they bring to an undistinguished scale +the means of the one, as connected with power, wealth, or +grandeur, and of the other with their contraries. +Philosophers and poets have often protested against this +decision; but their arguments have <a name="page20"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 20</span>been despised as declamatory, or +ridiculed as romantic.</p> +<p>There are never wanting to a young man some grave and prudent +friends to set him right in this particular, if he need it; to +watch his ideas as they arise, and point them to those objects +which a wise man should never forget.</p> +<p>Harley did not want for some monitors of this sort. He +was frequently told of men whose fortunes enabled them to command +all the luxuries of life, whose fortunes were of their own +acquirement: his envy was invited by a description of their +happiness, and his emulation by a recital of the means which had +procured it.</p> +<p>Harley was apt to hear those lectures with indifference; nay, +sometimes they got the better of his temper; and as the instances +were not always amiable, provoked, on his part, some reflections, +which I am persuaded his good-nature would else have avoided.</p> +<p>Indeed, I have observed one ingredient, somewhat necessary in +a man’s composition towards happiness, which people of +feeling would do well to acquire; a certain respect for the +follies of mankind: for there are so many fools whom the <a +name="page21"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 21</span>opinion of +the world entitles to regard, whom accident has placed in heights +of which they are unworthy, that he who cannot restrain his +contempt or indignation at the sight will be too often +quarrelling with the disposal of things to relish that share +which is allotted to himself. I do not mean, however, to +insinuate this to have been the case with Harley; on the +contrary, if we might rely on his own testimony, the conceptions +he had of pomp and grandeur served to endear the state which +Providence had assigned him.</p> +<p>He lost his father, the last surviving of his parents, as I +have already related, when he was a boy. The good man, from +a fear of offending, as well as a regard to his son, had named +him a variety of guardians; one consequence of which was, that +they seldom met at all to consider the affairs of their ward; and +when they did meet, their opinions were so opposite, that the +only possible method of conciliation was the mediatory power of a +dinner and a bottle, which commonly interrupted, not ended, the +dispute; and after that interruption ceased, left the consulting +parties in a condition not very proper for adjusting it. +His education therefore had been but indifferently attended to; +and <a name="page22"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 22</span>after +being taken from a country school, at which he had been boarded, +the young gentleman was suffered to be his own master in the +subsequent branches of literature, with some assistance from the +parson of the parish in languages and philosophy, and from the +exciseman in arithmetic and book-keeping. One of his +guardians, indeed, who, in his youth, had been an inhabitant of +the Temple, set him to read Coke upon Lyttelton: a book which is +very properly put into the hands of beginners in that science, as +its simplicity is accommodated to their understandings, and its +size to their inclination. He profited but little by the +perusal; but it was not without its use in the family: for his +maiden aunt applied it commonly to the laudable purpose of +pressing her rebellious linens to the folds she had allotted +them.</p> +<p>There were particularly two ways of increasing his fortune, +which might have occurred to people of less foresight than the +counsellors we have mentioned. One of these was, the +prospect of his succeeding to an old lady, a distant relation, +who was known to be possessed of a very large sum in the stocks: +but in this their hopes were disappointed; for the young man was +so untoward in <a name="page23"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +23</span>his disposition, that, notwithstanding the instructions +he daily received, his visits rather tended to alienate than gain +the good-will of his kinswoman. He sometimes looked grave +when the old lady told the jokes of her youth; he often refused +to eat when she pressed him, and was seldom or never provided +with sugar-candy or liquorice when she was seized with a fit of +coughing: nay, he had once the rudeness to fall asleep while she +was describing the composition and virtues of her favourite +cholic-water. In short, be accommodated himself so ill to +her humour, that she died, and did not leave him a farthing.</p> +<p>The other method pointed out to him was an endeavour to get a +lease of some crown-lands, which lay contiguous to his little +paternal estate. This, it was imagined, might be easily +procured, as the crown did not draw so much rent as Harley could +afford to give, with very considerable profit to himself; and the +then lessee had rendered himself so obnoxious to the ministry, by +the disposal of his vote at an election, that he could not expect +a renewal. This, however, needed some interest with the +great, which Harley or his father never possessed.</p> +<p><a name="page24"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 24</span>His +neighbour, Mr. Walton, having heard of this affair, generously +offered his assistance to accomplish it. He told him, that +though he had long been a stranger to courtiers, yet he believed +there were some of them who might pay regard to his +recommendation; and that, if he thought it worth the while to +take a London journey upon the business, he would furnish him +with a letter of introduction to a baronet of his acquaintance, +who had a great deal to say with the first lord of the +treasury.</p> +<p>When his friends heard of this offer, they pressed him with +the utmost earnestness to accept of it.</p> +<p>They did not fail to enumerate the many advantages which a +certain degree of spirit and assurance gives a man who would make +a figure in the world: they repeated their instances of good +fortune in others, ascribed them all to a happy forwardness of +disposition; and made so copious a recital of the disadvantages +which attend the opposite weakness, that a stranger, who had +heard them, would have been led to imagine, that in the British +code there was some disqualifying statute against any citizen who +should be convicted of—modesty.</p> +<p>Harley, though he had no great relish for the attempt, yet +could not resist the torrent of motives <a +name="page25"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 25</span>that +assaulted him; and as he needed but little preparation for his +journey, a day, not very distant, was fixed for his +departure.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XIII.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">THE MAN OF FEELING IN LOVE.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> day before that on which he set +out, he went to take leave of Mr. Walton.—We would conceal +nothing;—there was another person of the family to whom +also the visit was intended, on whose account, perhaps, there +were some tenderer feelings in the bosom of Harley than his +gratitude for the friendly notice of that gentleman (though he +was seldom deficient in that virtue) could inspire. Mr. +Walton had a daughter; and such a daughter! we will attempt some +description of her by and by.</p> +<p>Harley’s notions of the +καλον, or beautiful, were not +always to be defined, nor indeed such as the world would always +assent to, though we could define them. A blush, a phrase +of affability to an inferior, a tear at a moving tale, were to +him, like <a name="page26"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +26</span>the Cestus of Cytherea, unequalled in conferring +beauty. For all these Miss Walton was remarkable; but as +these, like the above-mentioned Cestus, are perhaps still more +powerful when the wearer is possessed of some degree of beauty, +commonly so called, it happened, that, from this cause, they had +more than usual power in the person of that young lady.</p> +<p>She was now arrived at that period of life which takes, or is +supposed to take, from the flippancy of girlhood those +sprightlinesses with which some good-natured old maids oblige the +world at three-score. She had been ushered into life (as +that word is used in the dialect of St. James’s) at +seventeen, her father being then in parliament, and living in +London: at seventeen, therefore, she had been a universal toast; +her health, now she was four-and-twenty, was only drank by those +who knew her face at least. Her complexion was mellowed +into a paleness, which certainly took from her beauty; but +agreed, at least Harley used to say so, with the pensive softness +of her mind. Her eyes were of that gentle hazel colour +which is rather mild than piercing; and, except when they were +lighted up by good-humour, which was frequently the case, <a +name="page27"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 27</span>were supposed +by the fine gentlemen to want fire. Her air and manner were +elegant in the highest degree, and were as sure of commanding +respect as their mistress was far from demanding it. Her +voice was inexpressibly soft; it was, according to that +incomparable simile of Otway’s,</p> +<blockquote><p>—“like the shepherd’s pipe upon +the mountains,<br /> +When all his little flock’s at feed before him.”</p> +</blockquote> +<p>The effect it had upon Harley, himself used to paint +ridiculously enough; and ascribed it to powers, which few +believed, and nobody cared for.</p> +<p>Her conversation was always cheerful, but rarely witty; and +without the smallest affectation of learning, had as much +sentiment in it as would have puzzled a Turk, upon his principles +of female materialism, to account for. Her beneficence was +unbounded; indeed the natural tenderness of her heart might have +been argued, by the frigidity of a casuist, as detracting from +her virtue in this respect, for her humanity was a feeling, not a +principle: but minds like Harley’s are not very apt to make +this distinction, and generally give our virtue credit for all +that benevolence which is instinctive in our nature.</p> +<p>As her father had some years retired to the <a +name="page28"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 28</span>country, +Harley had frequent opportunities of seeing her. He looked +on her for some time merely with that respect and admiration +which her appearance seemed to demand, and the opinion of others +conferred upon her from this cause, perhaps, and from that +extreme sensibility of which we have taken frequent notice, +Harley was remarkably silent in her presence. He heard her +sentiments with peculiar attention, sometimes with looks very +expressive of approbation; but seldom declared his opinion on the +subject, much less made compliments to the lady on the justness +of her remarks.</p> +<p>From this very reason it was that Miss Walton frequently took +more particular notice of him than of other visitors, who, by the +laws of precedency, were better entitled to it: it was a mode of +politeness she had peculiarly studied, to bring to the line of +that equality, which is ever necessary for the ease of our +guests, those whose sensibility had placed them below it.</p> +<p>Harley saw this; for though he was a child in the drama of the +world, yet was it not altogether owing to a want of knowledge on +his part; on the contrary, the most delicate consciousness of +propriety often kindled that blush which marred the <a +name="page29"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 29</span>performance +of it: this raised his esteem something above what the most +sanguine descriptions of her goodness had been able to do; for +certain it is, that notwithstanding the laboured definitions +which very wise men have given us of the inherent beauty of +virtue, we are always inclined to think her handsomest when she +condescends to smile upon ourselves.</p> +<p>It would be trite to observe the easy gradation from esteem to +love: in the bosom of Harley there scarce needed a transition; +for there were certain seasons when his ideas were flushed to a +degree much above their common complexion. In times not +credulous of inspiration, we should account for this from some +natural cause; but we do not mean to account for it at all; it +were sufficient to describe its effects; but they were sometimes +so ludicrous, as might derogate from the dignity of the +sensations which produced them to describe. They were +treated indeed as such by most of Harley’s sober friends, +who often laughed very heartily at the awkward blunders of the +real Harley, when the different faculties, which should have +prevented them, were entirely occupied by the ideal. In +some of these paroxysms of fancy, Miss Walton did not <a +name="page30"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 30</span>fail to be +introduced; and the picture which had been drawn amidst the +surrounding objects of unnoticed levity was now singled out to be +viewed through the medium of romantic imagination: it was +improved of course, and esteem was a word inexpressive of the +feelings which it excited.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XIV.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HE SETS OUT ON HIS JOURNEY—THE +BEGGAR AND HIS DOG.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">He</span> had taken leave of his aunt on +the eve of his intended departure; but the good lady’s +affection for her nephew interrupted her sleep, and early as it +was next morning when Harley came downstairs to set out, he found +her in the parlour with a tear on her cheek, and her caudle-cup +in her hand. She knew enough of physic to prescribe against +going abroad of a morning with an empty stomach. She gave +her blessing with the draught; her instructions she had delivered +the night before. They consisted mostly of negatives, for +London, in <a name="page31"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +31</span>her idea, was so replete with temptations that it needed +the whole armour of her friendly cautions to repel their +attacks.</p> +<p>Peter stood at the door. We have mentioned this faithful +fellow formerly: Harley’s father had taken him up an +orphan, and saved him from being cast on the parish; and he had +ever since remained in the service of him and of his son. +Harley shook him by the hand as he passed, smiling, as if he had +said, “I will not weep.” He sprung hastily into +the chaise that waited for him; Peter folded up the step. +“My dear master,” said he, shaking the solitary lock +that hung on either side of his head, “I have been told as +how London is a sad place.” He was choked with the +thought, and his benediction could not be heard:—but it +shall be heard, honest Peter! where these tears will add to its +energy.</p> +<p>In a few hours Harley reached the inn where he proposed +breakfasting, but the fulness of his heart would not suffer him +to eat a morsel. He walked out on the road, and gaining a +little height, stood gazing on that quarter he had left. He +looked for his wonted prospect, his fields, his woods, and his +hills: they were lost in the distant clouds! He <a +name="page32"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 32</span>pencilled +them on the clouds, and bade them farewell with a sigh!</p> +<p>He sat down on a large stone to take out a little pebble from +his shoe, when he saw, at some distance, a beggar approaching +him. He had on a loose sort of coat, mended with +different-coloured rags, amongst which the blue and the russet +were the predominant. He had a short knotty stick in his +hand, and on the top of it was stuck a ram’s horn; his +knees (though he was no pilgrim) had worn the stuff of his +breeches; he wore no shoes, and his stockings had entirely lost +that part of them which should have covered his feet and ankles; +in his face, however, was the plump appearance of good humour; he +walked a good round pace, and a crook-legged dog trotted at his +heels.</p> +<p>“Our delicacies,” said Harley to himself, +“are fantastic; they are not in nature! that beggar walks +over the sharpest of these stones barefooted, whilst I have lost +the most delightful dream in the world, from the smallest of them +happening to get into my shoe.” The beggar had by +this time come up, and, pulling off a piece of hat, asked charity +of Harley; the dog began to beg too:—it was impossible <a +name="page33"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 33</span>to resist +both; and, in truth, the want of shoes and stockings had made +both unnecessary, for Harley had destined sixpence for him +before. The beggar, on receiving it, poured forth blessings +without number; and, with a sort of smile on his countenance, +said to Harley “that if he wanted to have his fortune +told”—Harley turned his eye briskly on the beggar: it +was an unpromising look for the subject of a prediction, and +silenced the prophet immediately. “I would much +rather learn,” said Harley, “what it is in your power +to tell me: your trade must be an entertaining one; sit down on +this stone, and let me know something of your profession; I have +often thought of turning fortune-teller for a week or two +myself.”</p> +<p>“Master,” replied the beggar, “I like your +frankness much; God knows I had the humour of plain-dealing in me +from a child, but there is no doing with it in this world; we +must live as we can, and lying is, as you call it, my profession, +but I was in some sort forced to the trade, for I dealt once in +telling truth.</p> +<p>“I was a labourer, sir, and gained as much as to make me +live: I never laid by indeed: for I was <a +name="page34"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 34</span>reckoned a +piece of a wag, and your wags, I take it, are seldom rich, Mr. +Harley.”</p> +<p>“So,” said Harley, “you seem to know +me.”</p> +<p>“Ay, there are few folks in the country that I +don’t know something of: how should I tell fortunes +else?”</p> +<p>“True; but to go on with your story: you were a +labourer, you say, and a wag; your industry, I suppose, you left +with your old trade, but your humour you preserve to be of use to +you in your new.”</p> +<p>“What signifies sadness, sir? a man grows lean +on’t: but I was brought to my idleness by degrees; first I +could not work, and it went against my stomach to work ever +after. I was seized with a jail fever at the time of the +assizes being in the county where I lived; for I was always +curious to get acquainted with the felons, because they are +commonly fellows of much mirth and little thought, qualities I +had ever an esteem for. In the height of this fever, Mr. +Harley, the house where I lay took fire, and burnt to the ground; +I was carried out in that condition, and lay all the rest of my +illness in a barn. I got the better of my disease, however, +but I was so weak that I spit <a name="page35"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 35</span>blood whenever I attempted to +work. I had no relation living that I knew of, and I never +kept a friend above a week, when I was able to joke; I seldom +remained above six months in a parish, so that I might have died +before I had found a settlement in any: thus I was forced to beg +my bread, and a sorry trade I found it, Mr. Harley. I told +all my misfortunes truly, but they were seldom believed; and the +few who gave me a halfpenny as they passed did it with a shake of +the head, and an injunction not to trouble them with a long +story. In short, I found that people don’t care to +give alms without some security for their money; a wooden leg or +a withered arm is a sort of draught upon heaven for those who +choose to have their money placed to account there; so I changed +my plan, and, instead of telling my own misfortunes, began to +prophesy happiness to others. This I found by much the +better way: folks will always listen when the tale is their own, +and of many who say they do not believe in fortune-telling, I +have known few on whom it had not a very sensible effect. I +pick up the names of their acquaintance; amours and little +squabbles are easily gleaned among servants and neighbours; and +<a name="page36"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 36</span>indeed +people themselves are the best intelligencers in the world for +our purpose: they dare not puzzle us for their own sakes, for +every one is anxious to hear what they wish to believe, and they +who repeat it, to laugh at it when they have done, are generally +more serious than their hearers are apt to imagine. With a +tolerable good memory, and some share of cunning, with the help +of walking a-nights over heaths and church-yards, with this, and +showing the tricks of that there dog, whom I stole from the +serjeant of a marching regiment (and by the way, he can steal too +upon occasion), I make shift to pick up a livelihood. My +trade, indeed, is none of the honestest; yet people are not much +cheated neither who give a few half-pence for a prospect of +happiness, which I have heard some persons say is all a man can +arrive at in this world. But I must bid you good day, sir, +for I have three miles to walk before noon, to inform some +boarding-school young ladies whether their husbands are to be +peers of the realm or captains in the army: a question which I +promised to answer them by that time.”</p> +<p>Harley had drawn a shilling from his pocket; but Virtue bade +him consider on whom he was <a name="page37"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 37</span>going to bestow it. Virtue held +back his arm; but a milder form, a younger sister of +Virtue’s, not so severe as Virtue, nor so serious as Pity, +smiled upon him; his fingers lost their compression, nor did +Virtue offer to catch the money as it fell. It had no +sooner reached the ground than the watchful cur (a trick he had +been taught) snapped it up, and, contrary to the most approved +method of stewardship, delivered it immediately into the hands of +his master.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XIX.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HE MAKES A SECOND EXPEDITION TO THE +BARONET’S. THE LAUDABLE AMBITION OF A YOUNG MAN TO BE +THOUGHT SOMETHING BY THE WORLD.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">We</span> have related, in a former +chapter, the little success of his first visit to the great man, +for whom he had the introductory letter from Mr. Walton. To +people of equal sensibility, the influence of those trifles we +mentioned on his deportment will not appear surprising, but to +his friends in the <a name="page38"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +38</span>country they could not be stated, nor would they have +allowed them any place in the account. In some of their +letters, therefore, which he received soon after, they expressed +their surprise at his not having been more urgent in his +application, and again recommended the blushless assiduity of +successful merit.</p> +<p>He resolved to make another attempt at the baronet’s; +fortified with higher notions of his own dignity, and with less +apprehension of repulse. In his way to Grosvenor Square he +began to ruminate on the folly of mankind, who affixed those +ideas of superiority to riches, which reduced the minds of men, +by nature equal with the more fortunate, to that sort of +servility which he felt in his own. By the time he had +reached the Square, and was walking along the pavement which led +to the baronet’s, he had brought his reasoning on the +subject to such a point, that the conclusion, by every rule of +logic, should have led him to a thorough indifference in his +approaches to a fellow-mortal, whether that fellow-mortal was +possessed of six or six thousand pounds a year. It is +probable, however, that the premises had been improperly formed: +for it is certain, that when he <a name="page39"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 39</span>approached the great man’s door +he felt his heart agitated by an unusual pulsation.</p> +<p>He had almost reached it, when he observed among gentleman +coming out, dressed in a white frock and a red laced waistcoat, +with a small switch in his hand, which he seemed to manage with a +particular good grace. As he passed him on the steps, the +stranger very politely made him a bow, which Harley returned, +though he could not remember ever having seen him before. +He asked Harley, in the same civil manner, if he was going to +wait on his friend the baronet. “For I was just +calling,” said he, “and am sorry to find that he is +gone for some days into the country.”</p> +<p>Harley thanked him for his information, and was turning from +the door, when the other observed that it would be proper to +leave his name, and very obligingly knocked for that purpose.</p> +<p>“Here is a gentleman, Tom, who meant to have waited on +your master.”</p> +<p>“Your name, if you please, sir?”</p> +<p>“Harley.”</p> +<p>“You’ll remember, Tom, Harley.”</p> +<p>The door was shut. “Since we are here,” said +<a name="page40"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 40</span>he, +“we shall not lose our walk if we add a little to it by a +turn or two in Hyde Park.”</p> +<p>He accompanied this proposal with a second bow, and Harley +accepted of it by another in return.</p> +<p>The conversation, as they walked, was brilliant on the side of +his companion. The playhouse, the opera, with every +occurrence in high life, he seemed perfectly master of; and +talked of some reigning beauties of quality in a manner the most +feeling in the world. Harley admired the happiness of his +vivacity, and, opposite as it was to the reserve of his own +nature, began to be much pleased with its effects.</p> +<p>Though I am not of opinion with some wise men, that the +existence of objects depends on idea, yet I am convinced that +their appearance is not a little influenced by it. The +optics of some minds are in so unlucky a perspective as to throw +a certain shade on every picture that is presented to them, while +those of others (of which number was Harley), like the mirrors of +the ladies, have a wonderful effect in bettering their +complexions. Through such a medium perhaps he was looking +on his present companion.</p> +<p><a name="page41"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 41</span>When +they had finished their walk, and were returning by the corner of +the Park, they observed a board hung out of a window signifying, +“An excellent <span class="GutSmall">ORDINARY</span> on +Saturdays and Sundays.” It happened to be Saturday, +and the table was covered for the purpose.</p> +<p>“What if we should go in and dine here, if you happen +not to be engaged, sir?” said the young gentleman. +“It is not impossible but we shall meet with some original +or other; it is a sort of humour I like hugely.”</p> +<p>Harley made no objection, and the stranger showed him the way +into the parlour.</p> +<p>He was placed, by the courtesy of his introductor, in an +arm-chair that stood at one side of the fire. Over against +him was seated a man of a grave considering aspect, with that +look of sober prudence which indicates what is commonly called a +warm man. He wore a pretty large wig, which had once been +white, but was now of a brownish yellow; his coat was one of +those modest-coloured drabs which mock the injuries of dust and +dirt; two jack-boots concealed, in part, the well-mended knees of +an old pair of buckskin breeches; while the spotted handkerchief +round his neck preserved <a name="page42"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 42</span>at once its owner from catching cold +and his neck-cloth from being dirtied. Next him sat another +man, with a tankard in his hand and a quid of tobacco in his +cheek, whose eye was rather more vivacious, and whose dress was +something smarter.</p> +<p>The first-mentioned gentleman took notice that the room had +been so lately washed, as not to have had time to dry, and +remarked that wet lodging was unwholesome for man or beast. +He looked round at the same time for a poker to stir the fire +with, which, he at last observed to the company, the people of +the house had removed in order to save their coals. This +difficulty, however, he overcame by the help of Harley’s +stick, saying, “that as they should, no doubt, pay for +their fire in some shape or other, he saw no reason why they +should not have the use of it while they sat.”</p> +<p>The door was now opened for the admission of dinner. +“I don’t know how it is with you, gentlemen,” +said Harley’s new acquaintance, “but I am afraid I +shall not be able to get down a morsel at this horrid mechanical +hour of dining.” He sat down, however, and did not +show any want of appetite by his eating. He took upon him +the <a name="page43"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +43</span>carving of the meat, and criticised on the goodness of +the pudding.</p> +<p>When the table-cloth was removed, he proposed calling for some +punch, which was readily agreed to; he seemed at first inclined +to make it himself, but afterwards changed his mind, and left +that province to the waiter, telling him to have it pure West +Indian, or he could not taste a drop of it.</p> +<p>When the punch was brought he undertook to fill the glasses +and call the toasts. “The King.”—The +toast naturally produced politics. It is the privilege of +Englishmen to drink the king’s health, and to talk of his +conduct. The man who sat opposite to Harley (and who by +this time, partly from himself, and partly from his acquaintance +on his left hand, was discovered to be a grazier) observed, +“That it was a shame for so many pensioners to be allowed +to take the bread out of the mouth of the poor.”</p> +<p>“Ay, and provisions,” said his friend, “were +never so dear in the memory of man; I wish the king and his +counsellors would look to that.”</p> +<p>“As for the matter of provisions, neighbour +Wrightson,” he replied, “I am sure the prices of +cattle—”</p> +<p><a name="page44"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 44</span>A +dispute would have probably ensued, but it was prevented by the +spruce toastmaster, who gave a sentiment, and turning to the two +politicians, “Pray, gentlemen,” said he, “let +us have done with these musty politics: I would always leave them +to the beer-suckers in Butcher Row. Come, let us have +something of the fine arts. That was a damn’d hard +match between Joe the Nailor and Tim Bucket. The knowing +ones were cursedly taken in there! I lost a cool hundred +myself, faith.”</p> +<p>At mention of the cool hundred, the grazier threw his eyes +aslant, with a mingled look of doubt and surprise; while the man +at his elbow looked arch, and gave a short emphatical sort of +cough.</p> +<p>Both seemed to be silenced, however, by this intelligence; and +while the remainder of the punch lasted the conversation was +wholly engrossed by the gentleman with the fine waistcoat, who +told a great many “immense comical stories” and +“confounded smart things,” as he termed them, acted +and spoken by lords, ladies, and young bucks of quality, of his +acquaintance. At last, the grazier, pulling out a watch, of +a very unusual size, and telling the hour, said that he had an +appointment. <a name="page45"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +45</span>“Is it so late?” said the young gentleman; +“then I am afraid I have missed an appointment already; but +the truth is, I am cursedly given to missing of +appointments.”</p> +<p>When the grazier and he were gone, Harley turned to the +remaining personage, and asked him if he knew that young +gentleman. “A gentleman!” said he; “ay, +he is one of your gentlemen at the top of an affidavit. I +knew him, some years ago, in the quality of a footman; and I +believe he had some times the honour to be a pimp. At last, +some of the great folks, to whom he had been serviceable in both +capacities, had him made a gauger; in which station he remains, +and has the assurance to pretend an acquaintance with men of +quality. The impudent dog! with a few shillings in his +pocket, he will talk you three times as much as my friend Mundy +there, who is worth nine thousand if he’s worth a +farthing. But I know the rascal, and despise him, as he +deserves.”</p> +<p>Harley began to despise him too, and to conceive some +indignation at having sat with patience to hear such a fellow +speak nonsense. But he corrected himself by reflecting that +he was perhaps as well entertained, and instructed too, by this +same modest <a name="page46"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +46</span>gauger, as he should have been by such a man as he had +thought proper to personate. And surely the fault may more +properly be imputed to that rank where the futility is real than +where it is feigned: to that rank whose opportunities for nobler +accomplishments have only served to rear a fabric of folly which +the untutored hand of affectation, even among the meanest of +mankind, can imitate with success.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XX.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HE VISITS BEDLAM.—THE DISTRESSES OF +A DAUGHTER.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">Of</span> those things called Sights in +London, which every stranger is supposed desirous to see, Bedlam +is one. To that place, therefore, an acquaintance of +Harley’s, after having accompanied him to several other +shows, proposed a visit. Harley objected to it, +“because,” said he, “I think it an inhuman +practice to expose the greatest misery with which our nature is +afflicted to every idle visitant who can afford a trifling +perquisite to the <a name="page47"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +47</span>keeper; especially as it is a distress which the humane +must see, with the painful reflection, that it is not in their +power to alleviate it.” He was overpowered, however, +by the solicitations of his friend and the other persons of the +party (amongst whom were several ladies); and they went in a body +to Moorfields.</p> +<p>Their conductor led them first to the dismal mansions of those +who are in the most horrid state of incurable madness. The +clanking of chains, the wildness of their cries, and the +imprecations which some of them uttered, formed a scene +inexpressibly shocking. Harley and his companions, +especially the female part of them, begged their guide to return; +he seemed surprised at their uneasiness, and was with difficulty +prevailed on to leave that part of the house without showing them +some others: who, as he expressed it in the phrase of those that +keep wild beasts for show, were much better worth seeing than any +they had passed, being ten times more fierce and +unmanageable.</p> +<p>He led them next to that quarter where those reside who, as +they are not dangerous to themselves or others, enjoy a certain +degree of freedom, according to the state of their distemper.</p> +<p><a name="page48"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 48</span>Harley +had fallen behind his companions, looking at a man who was making +pendulums with bits of thread and little balls of clay. He +had delineated a segment of a circle on the wall with chalk, and +marked their different vibrations by intersecting it with cross +lines. A decent-looking man came up, and smiling at the +maniac, turned to Harley, and told him that gentleman had once +been a very celebrated mathematician. “He fell a +sacrifice,” said he, “to the theory of comets; for +having, with infinite labour, formed a table on the conjectures +of Sir Isaac Newton, he was disappointed in the return of one of +those luminaries, and was very soon after obliged to be placed +here by his friends. If you please to follow me, +sir,” continued the stranger, “I believe I shall be +able to give you a more satisfactory account of the unfortunate +people you see here than the man who attends your +companions.”</p> +<p>Harley bowed, and accepted his offer.</p> +<p>The next person they came up to had scrawled a variety of +figures on a piece of slate. Harley had the curiosity to +take a nearer view of them. They consisted of different +columns, on the top of which were marked South-sea annuities, +India-stock, and Three per cent. annuities consol. +“This,” said <a name="page49"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 49</span>Harley’s instructor, “was +a gentleman well known in Change Alley. He was once worth +fifty thousand pounds, and had actually agreed for the purchase +of an estate in the West, in order to realise his money; but he +quarrelled with the proprietor about the repairs of the garden +wall, and so returned to town, to follow his old trade of +stock-jobbing a little longer; when an unlucky fluctuation of +stock, in which he was engaged to an immense extent, reduced him +at once to poverty and to madness. Poor wretch! he told me +t’other day that against the next payment of differences he +should be some hundreds above a plum.”</p> +<p>“It is a spondee, and I will maintain it,” +interrupted a voice on his left hand. This assertion was +followed by a very rapid recital of some verses from Homer. +“That figure,” said the gentleman, “whose +clothes are so bedaubed with snuff, was a schoolmaster of some +reputation: he came hither to be resolved of some doubts he +entertained concerning the genuine pronunciation of the Greek +vowels. In his highest fits, he makes frequent mention of +one Mr. Bentley.</p> +<p>“But delusive ideas, sir, are the motives of the +greatest part of mankind, and a heated imagination <a +name="page50"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 50</span>the power by +which their actions are incited: the world, in the eye of a +philosopher, may be said to be a large madhouse.” +“It is true,” answered Harley, “the passions of +men are temporary madnesses; and sometimes very fatal in their +effects.</p> +<blockquote><p>From Macedonia’s madman to the +Swede.”</p> +</blockquote> +<p>“It was, indeed,” said the stranger, “a very +mad thing in Charles to think of adding so vast a country as +Russia to his dominions: that would have been fatal indeed; the +balance of the North would then have been lost; but the Sultan +and I would never have allowed +it.”—“Sir!” said Harley, with no small +surprise on his countenance.—“Why, yes,” +answered the other, “the Sultan and I; do you know +me? I am the Chan of Tartary.”</p> +<p>Harley was a good deal struck by this discovery; he had +prudence enough, however, to conceal his amazement, and bowing as +low to the monarch as his dignity required, left him immediately, +and joined his companions.</p> +<p>He found them in a quarter of the house set apart for the +insane of the other sex, several of whom had gathered about the +female visitors, and were examining, with rather more accuracy +than might have been expected, the particulars of their +dress.</p> +<p><a name="page51"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +51</span>Separate from the rest stood one whose appearance had +something of superior dignity. Her face, though pale and +wasted, was less squalid than those of the others, and showed a +dejection of that decent kind, which moves our pity unmixed with +horror: upon her, therefore, the eyes of all were immediately +turned. The keeper who accompanied them observed it: +“This,” said he, “is a young lady who was born +to ride in her coach and six. She was beloved, if the story +I have heard is true, by a young gentleman, her equal in birth, +though by no means her match in fortune: but love, they say, is +blind, and so she fancied him as much as he did her. Her +father, it seems, would not hear of their marriage, and +threatened to turn her out of doors if ever she saw him +again. Upon this the young gentleman took a voyage to the +West Indies, in hopes of bettering his fortune, and obtaining his +mistress; but he was scarce landed, when he was seized with one +of the fevers which are common in those islands, and died in a +few days, lamented by every one that knew him. This news +soon reached his mistress, who was at the same time pressed by +her father to marry a rich miserly fellow, who was old enough to +be her grandfather. <a name="page52"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 52</span>The death of her lover had no effect +on her inhuman parent: he was only the more earnest for her +marriage with the man he had provided for her; and what between +her despair at the death of the one, and her aversion to the +other, the poor young lady was reduced to the condition you see +her in. But God would not prosper such cruelty; her +father’s affairs soon after went to wreck, and he died +almost a beggar.”</p> +<p>Though this story was told in very plain language, it had +particularly attracted Harley’s notice; he had given it the +tribute of some tears. The unfortunate young lady had till +now seemed entranced in thought, with her eyes fixed on a little +garnet ring she wore on her finger; she turned them now upon +Harley. “My Billy is no more!” said she; +“do you weep for my Billy? Blessings on your +tears! I would weep too, but my brain is dry; and it burns, +it burns, it burns!”—She drew nearer to +Harley.—“Be comforted, young lady,” said he, +“your Billy is in heaven.”—“Is he, +indeed? and shall we meet again? and shall that frightful man +(pointing to the keeper) not be there!—Alas! I am +grown naughty of late; I have almost forgotten to think of +heaven: yet I pray sometimes; when I <a name="page53"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 53</span>can, I pray; and sometimes I sing; +when I am saddest, I sing:—You shall hear +me—hush!</p> +<blockquote><p>“Light be the earth on Billy’s +breast,<br /> +And green the sod that wraps his grave.”</p> +</blockquote> +<p>There was a plaintive wildness in the air not to be withstood; +and, except the keeper’s, there was not an unmoistened eye +around her.</p> +<p>“Do you weep again?” said she. “I +would not have you weep: you are like my Billy; you are, believe +me; just so he looked when he gave me this ring; poor Billy! +’twas the last time ever we met!—</p> +<p>“’Twas when the seas were roaring—I love you +for resembling my Billy; but I shall never love any man like +him.”—She stretched out her hand to Harley; he +pressed it between both of his, and bathed it with his +tears.—“Nay, that is Billy’s ring,” said +she, “you cannot have it, indeed; but here is another, look +here, which I plated to-day of some gold-thread from this bit of +stuff; will you keep it for my sake? I am a strange girl; +but my heart is harmless: my poor heart; it will burst some day; +feel how it beats!” She pressed his hand to her +bosom, then holding her head in the attitude of +listening—“Hark! one, two, three! be <a +name="page54"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 54</span>quiet, thou +little trembler; my Billy is cold!—but I had forgotten the +ring.”—She put it on his finger. +“Farewell! I must leave you now.”—She +would have withdrawn her hand; Harley held it to his +lips.—“I dare not stay longer; my head throbs sadly: +farewell!”—She walked with a hurried step to a little +apartment at some distance. Harley stood fixed in +astonishment and pity; his friend gave money to the +keeper.—Harley looked on his ring.—He put a couple of +guineas into the man’s hand: “Be kind to that +unfortunate.”—He burst into tears, and left them.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XXI.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">THE MISANTHROPE.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> friend who had conducted him to +Moorfields called upon him again the next evening. After +some talk on the adventures of the preceding day: “I +carried you yesterday,” said he to Harley, “to visit +the mad; let me introduce you to-night, at supper, to one of the +wise: but you must not look <a name="page55"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 55</span>for anything of the Socratic +pleasantry about him; on the contrary, I warn you to expect the +spirit of a Diogenes. That you may be a little prepared for +his extraordinary manner, I will let you into some particulars of +his history.</p> +<p>“He is the elder of the two sons of a gentleman of +considerable estate in the country. Their father died when +they were young: both were remarkable at school for quickness of +parts and extent of genius; this had been bred to no profession, +because his father’s fortune, which descended to him, was +thought sufficient to set him above it; the other was put +apprentice to an eminent attorney. In this the expectations +of his friends were more consulted than his own inclination; for +both his brother and he had feelings of that warm kind that could +ill brook a study so dry as the law, especially in that +department of it which was allotted to him. But the +difference of their tempers made the characteristical distinction +between them. The younger, from the gentleness of his +nature, bore with patience a situation entirely discordant to his +genius and disposition. At times, indeed, his pride would +suggest of how little importance those talents were which the +partiality of his friends had often extolled: they <a +name="page56"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 56</span>were now +incumbrances in a walk of life where the dull and the ignorant +passed him at every turn; his fancy and his feeling were +invincible obstacles to eminence in a situation where his fancy +had no room for exertion, and his feeling experienced perpetual +disgust. But these murmurings he never suffered to be +heard; and that he might not offend the prudence of those who had +been concerned in the choice of his profession, he continued to +labour in it several years, till, by the death of a relation, he +succeeded to an estate of a little better than £100 a year, +with which, and the small patrimony left him, he retired into the +country, and made a love-match with a young lady of a similar +temper to his own, with whom the sagacious world pitied him for +finding happiness.</p> +<p>“But his elder brother, whom you are to see at supper, +if you will do us the favour of your company, was naturally +impetuous, decisive, and overbearing. He entered into life +with those ardent expectations by which young men are commonly +deluded: in his friendships, warm to excess; and equally violent +in his dislikes. He was on the brink of marriage with a +young lady, when one of those friends, for whose honour he would +have pawned his life, made <a name="page57"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 57</span>an elopement with that very goddess, +and left him besides deeply engaged for sums which that good +friend’s extravagance had squandered.</p> +<p>“The dreams he had formerly enjoyed were now changed for +ideas of a very different nature. He abjured all confidence +in anything of human form; sold his lands, which still produced +him a very large reversion, came to town, and immured himself, +with a woman who had been his nurse, in little better than a +garret; and has ever since applied his talents to the vilifying +of his species. In one thing I must take the liberty to +instruct you; however different your sentiments may be (and +different they must be), you will suffer him to go on without +contradiction; otherwise, he will be silent immediately, and we +shall not get a word from him all the night after.” +Harley promised to remember this injunction, and accepted the +invitation of his friend.</p> +<p>When they arrived at the house, they were informed that the +gentleman was come, and had been shown into the parlour. +They found him sitting with a daughter of his friend’s, +about three years old, on his knee, whom he was teaching the +alphabet from a horn book: at a little distance stood a <a +name="page58"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 58</span>sister of +hers, some years older. “Get you away, miss,” +said he to this last; “you are a pert gossip, and I will +have nothing to do with you.”—“Nay,” +answered she, “Nancy is your favourite; you are quite in +love with Nancy.”—“Take away that girl,” +said he to her father, whom he now observed to have entered the +room; “she has woman about her already.” The +children were accordingly dismissed.</p> +<p>Betwixt that and supper-time he did not utter a +syllable. When supper came, he quarrelled with every dish +at table, but eat of them all; only exempting from his censures a +salad, “which you have not spoiled,” said he, +“because you have not attempted to cook it.”</p> +<p>When the wine was set upon the table, he took from his pocket +a particular smoking apparatus, and filled his pipe, without +taking any more notice of Harley, or his friend, than if no such +persons had been in the room.</p> +<p>Harley could not help stealing a look of surprise at him; but +his friend, who knew his humour, returned it by annihilating his +presence in the like manner, and, leaving him to his own +meditations, addressed himself entirely to Harley.</p> +<p>In their discourse some mention happened to be <a +name="page59"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 59</span>made of an +amiable character, and the words <i>honour</i> and +<i>politeness</i> were applied to it. Upon this, the +gentleman, laying down his pipe, and changing the tone of his +countenance, from an ironical grin to something more intently +contemptuous: “Honour,” said he: “Honour and +Politeness! this is the coin of the world, and passes current +with the fools of it. You have substituted the shadow +Honour, instead of the substance Virtue; and have banished the +reality of friendship for the fictitious semblance which you have +termed Politeness: politeness, which consists in a certain +ceremonious jargon, more ridiculous to the ear of reason than the +voice of a puppet. You have invented sounds, which you +worship, though they tyrannize over your peace; and are +surrounded with empty forms, which take from the honest emotions +of joy, and add to the poignancy of misfortune.” +“Sir!” said Harley—his friend winked to him, to +remind him of the caution he had received. He was silenced +by the thought. The philosopher turned his eye upon him: he +examined him from top to toe, with a sort of triumphant contempt; +Harley’s coat happened to be a new one; the other’s +was as shabby as could <a name="page60"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 60</span>possibly be supposed to be on the +back of a gentleman: there was much significance in his look with +regard to this coat; it spoke of the sleekness of folly and the +threadbareness of wisdom.</p> +<p>“Truth,” continued he, “the most amiable, as +well as the most natural of virtues, you are at pains to +eradicate. Your very nurseries are seminaries of falsehood; +and what is called Fashion in manhood completes the system of +avowed insincerity. Mankind, in the gross, is a gaping +monster, that loves to be deceived, and has seldom been +disappointed: nor is their vanity less fallacious to your +philosophers, who adopt modes of truth to follow them through the +paths of error, and defend paradoxes merely to be singular in +defending them. These are they whom ye term Ingenious; +’tis a phrase of commendation I detest: it implies an +attempt to impose on my judgment, by flattering my imagination; +yet these are they whose works are read by the old with delight, +which the young are taught to look upon as the codes of knowledge +and philosophy.</p> +<p>“Indeed, the education of your youth is every way +preposterous; you waste at school years in improving talents, +without having ever spent an hour <a name="page61"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 61</span>in discovering them; one promiscuous +line of instruction is followed, without regard to genius, +capacity, or probable situation in the commonwealth. From +this bear-garden of the pedagogue, a raw, unprincipled boy is +turned loose upon the world to travel; without any ideas but +those of improving his dress at Paris, or starting into taste by +gazing on some paintings at Rome. Ask him of the manners of +the people, and he will tell you that the skirt is worn much +shorter in France, and that everybody eats macaroni in +Italy. When he returns home, he buys a seat in parliament, +and studies the constitution at Arthur’s.</p> +<p>“Nor are your females trained to any more useful +purpose: they are taught, by the very rewards which their nurses +propose for good behaviour, by the first thing like a jest which +they hear from every male visitor of the family, that a young +woman is a creature to be married; and when they are grown +somewhat older, are instructed that it is the purpose of marriage +to have the enjoyment of pin-money, and the expectation of a +jointure.”</p> +<p>“These, <a name="citation61"></a><a href="#footnote61" +class="citation">[61]</a> indeed, are the effects of luxury, <a +name="page62"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 62</span>which is, +perhaps, inseparable from a certain degree of power and grandeur +in a nation. But it is not simply of the progress of luxury +that we have to complain: did its votaries keep in their own +sphere of thoughtless dissipation, we might despise them without +emotion; but the frivolous pursuits of pleasure are mingled with +the most important concerns of the state; and public enterprise +shall sleep till he who should guide its operation has decided +his bets at Newmarket, or fulfilled his engagement with a +favourite mistress in the country. We want some man of +acknowledged eminence to point our counsels with that firmness +which the counsels of a great people require. We have +hundreds of ministers, who press forward into office without +having ever learned that art which is necessary for every +business: the art of thinking; and mistake the petulance, which +could give <a name="page63"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +63</span>inspiration to smart sarcasms on an obnoxious measure in +a popular assembly, for the ability which is to balance the +interest of kingdoms, and investigate the latent sources of +national superiority. With the administration of such men +the people can never be satisfied; for besides that their +confidence is gained only by the view of superior talents, there +needs that depth of knowledge, which is not only acquainted with +the just extent of power, but can also trace its connection with +the expedient, to preserve its possessors from the contempt which +attends irresolution, or the resentment which follows +temerity.”</p> +<p style="text-align: center">* * * * *</p> +<p>[Here a considerable part is wanting.]</p> +<p>* * “In short, man is an animal equally selfish and +vain. Vanity, indeed, is but a modification of +selfishness. From the latter, there are some who pretend to +be free: they are generally such as declaim against the lust of +wealth and power, because they have never been able to attain any +high degree in either: they boast of generosity and +feeling. They tell us (perhaps they tell us in rhyme) that +the sensations of an honest heart, of a mind universally +benevolent, make up the quiet <a name="page64"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 64</span>bliss which they enjoy; but they will +not, by this, be exempted from the charge of selfishness. +Whence the luxurious happiness they describe in their little +family-circles? Whence the pleasure which they feel, when +they trim their evening fires, and listen to the howl of +winter’s wind? Whence, but from the secret reflection +of what houseless wretches feel from it? Or do you +administer comfort in affliction—the motive is at hand; I +have had it preached to me in nineteen out of twenty of your +consolatory discourses—the comparative littleness of our +own misfortunes.</p> +<p>“With vanity your best virtues are grossly tainted: your +benevolence, which ye deduce immediately from the natural impulse +of the heart, squints to it for its reward. There are some, +indeed, who tell us of the satisfaction which flows from a secret +consciousness of good actions: this secret satisfaction is truly +excellent—when we have some friend to whom we may discover +its excellence.”</p> +<p>He now paused a moment to re-light his pipe, when a clock, +that stood at his back, struck eleven; he started up at the +sound, took his hat and his cane, and nodding good night with his +<a name="page65"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 65</span>head, +walked out of the room. The gentleman of the house called a +servant to bring the stranger’s surtout. “What +sort of a night is it, fellow?” said he.—“It +rains, sir,” answered the servant, “with an easterly +wind.”—“Easterly for ever!” He made +no other reply; but shrugging up his shoulders till they almost +touched his ears, wrapped himself tight in his great coat, and +disappeared.</p> +<p>“This is a strange creature,” said his friend to +Harley. “I cannot say,” answered he, +“that his remarks are of the pleasant kind: it is curious +to observe how the nature of truth may be changed by the garb it +wears; softened to the admonition of friendship, or soured into +the severity of reproof: yet this severity may be useful to some +tempers; it somewhat resembles a file: disagreeable in its +operation, but hard metals may be the brighter for it.”</p> +<p style="text-align: center">* * * * *</p> +<h2><a name="page66"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +66</span>CHAPTER XXV.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HIS SKILL IN PHYSIOGNOMY.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> company at the baronet’s +removed to the playhouse accordingly, and Harley took his usual +route into the Park. He observed, as he entered, a +fresh-looking elderly gentleman in conversation with a beggar, +who, leaning on his crutch, was recounting the hardships he had +undergone, and explaining the wretchedness of his present +condition. This was a very interesting dialogue to Harley; +he was rude enough, therefore, to slacken his pace as he +approached, and at last to make a full stop at the +gentleman’s back, who was just then expressing his +compassion for the beggar, and regretting that he had not a +farthing of change about him. At saying this, he looked +piteously on the fellow: there was something in his physiognomy +which caught Harley’s notice: indeed, physiognomy was one +of Harley’s foibles, for which he had been often rebuked by +his aunt in the country, who used to tell him that when he was +come to her years and experience he would know that all’s +not gold that <a name="page67"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +67</span>glitters: and it must be owned that his aunt was a very +sensible, harsh-looking maiden lady of threescore and +upwards. But he was too apt to forget this caution and now, +it seems, it had not occurred to him. Stepping up, +therefore, to the gentleman, who was lamenting the want of +silver, “Your intentions, sir,” said he, “are +so good, that I cannot help lending you my assistance to carry +them into execution,” and gave the beggar a shilling. +The other returned a suitable compliment, and extolled the +benevolence of Harley. They kept walking together, and +benevolence grew the topic of discourse.</p> +<p>The stranger was fluent on the subject. “There is +no use of money,” said he, “equal to that of +beneficence. With the profuse, it is lost; and even with +those who lay it out according to the prudence of the world, the +objects acquired by it pall on the sense, and have scarce become +our own till they lose their value with the power of pleasing; +but here the enjoyment grows on reflection, and our money is most +truly ours when it ceases being in our possession.</p> +<p>“Yet I agree in some measure,” answered Harley, +“with those who think that charity to our <a +name="page68"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 68</span>common +beggars is often misplaced; there are objects less obtrusive +whose title is a better one.”</p> +<p>“We cannot easily distinguish,” said the stranger; +“and even of the worthless, are there not many whose +imprudence, or whose vice, may have been one dreadful consequence +of misfortune?”</p> +<p>Harley looked again in his face, and blessed himself for his +skill in physiognomy.</p> +<p>By this time they had reached the end of the walk, the old +gentleman leaning on the rails to take breath, and in the +meantime they were joined by a younger man, whose figure was much +above the appearance of his dress, which was poor and +shabby. Harley’s former companion addressed him as an +acquaintance, and they turned on the walk together.</p> +<p>The elder of the strangers complained of the closeness of the +evening, and asked the other if he would go with him into a house +hard by, and take one draught of excellent cyder. +“The man who keeps this house,” said he to Harley, +“was once a servant of mine. I could not think of +turning loose upon the world a faithful old fellow, for no other +reason but that his age had incapacitated <a +name="page69"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 69</span>him; so I +gave him an annuity of ten pounds, with the help of which he has +set up this little place here, and his daughter goes and sells +milk in the city, while her father manages his tap-room, as he +calls it, at home. I can’t well ask a gentleman of +your appearance to accompany me to so paltry a +place.” “Sir,” replied Harley, +interrupting him, “I would much rather enter it than the +most celebrated tavern in town. To give to the necessitous +may sometimes be a weakness in the man; to encourage industry is +a duty in the citizen.” They entered the house +accordingly.</p> +<p>On a table at the corner of the room lay a pack of cards, +loosely thrown together. The old gentleman reproved the man +of the house for encouraging so idle an amusement. Harley +attempted to defend him from the necessity of accommodating +himself to the humour of his guests, and taking up the cards, +began to shuffle them backwards and forwards in his hand. +“Nay, I don’t think cards so unpardonable an +amusement as some do,” replied the other; “and now +and then, about this time of the evening, when my eyes begin to +fail me for my book, I divert myself with a game at piquet, +without finding my morals a bit relaxed by it. <a +name="page70"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 70</span>Do you play +piquet, sir?” (to Harley.) Harley answered in the +affirmative; upon which the other proposed playing a pool at a +shilling the game, doubling the stakes; adding, that he never +played higher with anybody.</p> +<p>Harley’s good nature could not refuse the benevolent old +man; and the younger stranger, though he at first pleaded prior +engagements, yet being earnestly solicited by his friend, at last +yielded to solicitation.</p> +<p>When they began to play, the old gentleman, somewhat to the +surprise of Harley, produced ten shillings to serve for markers +of his score. “He had no change for the +beggar,” said Harley to himself; “but I can easily +account for it; it is curious to observe the affection that +inanimate things will create in us by a long acquaintance. +If I may judge from my own feelings, the old man would not part +with one of these counters for ten times its intrinsic value; it +even got the better of his benevolence! I, myself, have a +pair of old brass sleeve buttons.” Here he was +interrupted by being told that the old gentleman had beat the +younger, and that it was his turn to take up the conqueror. +“Your game has been short,” said Harley. +“I re-piqued <a name="page71"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +71</span>him,” answered the old man, with joy sparkling in +his countenance. Harley wished to be re-piqued too, but he +was disappointed; for he had the same good fortune against his +opponent. Indeed, never did fortune, mutable as she is, +delight in mutability so much as at that moment. The +victory was so quick, and so constantly alternate, that the +stake, in a short time, amounted to no less a sum than £12, +Harley’s proportion of which was within half-a-guinea of +the money he had in his pocket. He had before proposed a +division, but the old gentleman opposed it with such a pleasant +warmth in his manner, that it was always over-ruled. Now, +however, he told them that he had an appointment with some +gentlemen, and it was within a few minutes of his hour. The +young stranger had gained one game, and was engaged in the second +with the other; they agreed, therefore, that the stake should be +divided, if the old gentleman won that: which was more than +probable, as his score was 90 to 35, and he was elder hand; but a +momentous re-pique decided it in favour of his adversary, who +seemed to enjoy his victory mingled with regret, for having won +too much, while his friend, with great ebullience of <a +name="page72"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 72</span>passion, many +praises of his own good play, and many malediction’s on the +power of chance, took up the cards, and threw them into the +fire.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XXVI.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">FRUITS OF THE DEAD SEA.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> company he was engaged to meet +were assembled in Fleet Street. He had walked some time +along the Strand, amidst a crowd of those wretches who wait the +uncertain wages of prostitution, with ideas of pity suitable to +the scene around him and the feelings he possessed, and had got +as far as Somerset House, when one of them laid hold of his arm, +and, with a voice tremulous and faint, asked him for a pint of +wine, in a manner more supplicatory than is usual with those whom +the infamy of their profession has deprived of shame. He +turned round at the demand, and looked steadfastly on the person +who made it.</p> +<p>She was above the common size, and elegantly formed; her face +was thin and hollow, and showed <a name="page73"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 73</span>the remains of tarnished +beauty. Her eyes were black, but had little of their lustre +left; her cheeks had some paint laid on without art, and +productive of no advantage to her complexion, which exhibited a +deadly paleness on the other parts of her face.</p> +<p>Harley stood in the attitude of hesitation; which she, +interpreting to her advantage, repeated her request, and +endeavoured to force a leer of invitation into her +countenance. He took her arm, and they walked on to one of +those obsequious taverns in the neighbourhood, where the dearness +of the wine is a discharge in full for the character of the +house. From what impulse he did this we do not mean to +enquire; as it has ever been against our nature to search for +motives where bad ones are to be found. They entered, and a +waiter showed them a room, and placed a bottle of claret on the +table.</p> +<p>Harley filled the lady’s glass: which she had no sooner +tasted, than dropping it on the floor, and eagerly catching his +arm, her eye grew fixed, her lip assumed a clayey whiteness, and +she fell back lifeless in her chair.</p> +<p>Harley started from his seat, and, catching her <a +name="page74"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 74</span>in his arms, +supported her from falling to the ground, looking wildly at the +door, as if he wanted to run for assistance, but durst not leave +the miserable creature. It was not till some minutes after +that it occurred to him to ring the bell, which at last, however, +he thought of, and rung with repeated violence even after the +waiter appeared. Luckily the waiter had his senses somewhat +more about him; and snatching up a bottle of water, which stood +on a buffet at the end of the room, he sprinkled it over the +hands and face of the dying figure before him. She began to +revive, and, with the assistance of some hartshorn drops, which +Harley now for the first time drew from his pocket, was able to +desire the waiter to bring her a crust of bread, of which she +swallowed some mouthfuls with the appearance of the keenest +hunger. The waiter withdrew: when turning to Harley, +sobbing at the same time, and shedding tears, “I am sorry, +sir,” said she, “that I should have given you so much +trouble; but you will pity me when I tell you that till now I +have not tasted a morsel these two days past.”—He +fixed his eyes on hers—every circumstance but the last was +forgotten; and he took her <a name="page75"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 75</span>hand with as much respect as if she +had been a duchess. It was ever the privilege of misfortune +to be revered by him.—“Two days!” said he; +“and I have fared sumptuously every day!”—He +was reaching to the bell; she understood his meaning, and +prevented him. “I beg, sir,” said she, +“that you would give yourself no more trouble about a +wretch who does not wish to live; but, at present, I could not +eat a bit; my stomach even rose at the last mouthful of that +crust.”—He offered to call a chair, saying that he +hoped a little rest would relieve her.—He had one +half-guinea left. “I am sorry,” he said, +“that at present I should be able to make you an offer of +no more than this paltry sum.”—She burst into tears: +“Your generosity, sir, is abused; to bestow it on me is to +take it from the virtuous. I have no title but misery to +plead: misery of my own procuring.” “No more of +that,” answered Harley; “there is virtue in these +tears; let the fruit of them be virtue.”—He rung, and +ordered a chair.—“Though I am the vilest of +beings,” said she, “I have not forgotten every +virtue; gratitude, I hope, I shall still have left, did I but +know who is my benefactor.”—“My name is +Harley.”—<a name="page76"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 76</span>“Could I ever have an +opportunity?”—“You shall, and a glorious one +too! your future conduct—but I do not mean to reproach +you—if, I say—it will be the noblest reward—I +will do myself the pleasure of seeing you +again.”—Here the waiter entered, and told them the +chair was at the door; the lady informed Harley of her lodgings, +and he promised to wait on her at ten next morning.</p> +<p>He led her to the chair, and returned to clear with the +waiter, without ever once reflecting that he had no money in his +pocket. He was ashamed to make an excuse; yet an excuse +must be made: he was beginning to frame one, when the waiter cut +him short by telling him that he could not run scores; but that, +if he would leave his watch, or any other pledge, it would be as +safe as if it lay in his pocket. Harley jumped at the +proposal, and pulling out his watch, delivered it into his hands +immediately, and having, for once, had the precaution to take a +note of the lodging he intended to visit next morning, sallied +forth with a blush of triumph on his face, without taking notice +of the sneer of the waiter, who, twirling the watch in his hand, +made him a profound bow at <a name="page77"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 77</span>the door, and whispered to a girl, +who stood in the passage, something, in which the word <span +class="GutSmall">CULLY</span> was honoured with a particular +emphasis.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XXVII.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HIS SKILL IN PHYSIOGNOMY IS +DOUBTED.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">After</span> he had been some time with +the company he had appointed to meet, and the last bottle was +called for, he first recollected that he would be again at a loss +how to discharge his share of the reckoning. He applied, +therefore, to one of them, with whom he was most intimate, +acknowledging that he had not a farthing of money about him; and, +upon being jocularly asked the reason, acquainted them with the +two adventures we have just now related. One of the company +asked him if the old man in Hyde Park did not wear a brownish +coat, with a narrow gold edging, and his companion an old green +frock, with a buff-coloured waistcoat. Upon Harley’s +recollecting that they did, “Then,” said he, +“you may be <a name="page78"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +78</span>thankful you have come off so well; they are two as +noted sharpers, in their way, as any in town, and but +t’other night took me in for a much larger sum. I had +some thoughts of applying to a justice, but one does not like to +be seen in those matters.”</p> +<p>Harley answered, “That he could not but fancy the +gentleman was mistaken, as he never saw a face promise more +honesty than that of the old man he had met +with.”—“His face!” said a grave-looking +man, when sat opposite to him, squirting the juice of his tobacco +obliquely into the grate. There was something very +emphatical in the action, for it was followed by a burst of +laughter round the table. “Gentlemen,” said +Harley, “you are disposed to be merry; it may be as you +imagine, for I confess myself ignorant of the town; but there is +one thing which makes me hear the loss of my money with temper: +the young fellow who won it must have been miserably poor; I +observed him borrow money for the stake from his friend: he had +distress and hunger in his countenance: be his character what it +may, his necessities at least plead for him.” At this +there was a louder laugh than before. +“Gentlemen,” <a name="page79"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 79</span>said the lawyer, one of whose +conversations with Harley we have already recorded, +“here’s a pretty fellow for you! to have heard him +talk some nights ago, as I did, you might have sworn he was a +saint; yet now he games with sharpers, and loses his money, and +is bubbled by a fine tale of the Dead Sea, and pawns his watch; +here are sanctified doings with a witness!”</p> +<p>“Young gentleman,” said his friend on the other +side of the table, “let me advise you to be a little more +cautious for the future; and as for faces—you may look into +them to know whether a man’s nose be a long or a short +one.”</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XXVIII.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HE KEEPS HIS APPOINTMENT.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> last night’s raillery of +his companions was recalled to his remembrance when he awoke, and +the colder homilies of prudence began to suggest some things +which were nowise favourable for a performance of his promise to +the unfortunate <a name="page80"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +80</span>female he had met with before. He rose, uncertain +of his purpose; but the torpor of such considerations was seldom +prevalent over the warmth of his nature. He walked some +turns backwards and forwards in his room; he recalled the languid +form of the fainting wretch to his mind; he wept at the +recollection of her tears. “Though I am the vilest of +beings, I have not forgotten every virtue; gratitude, I hope, I +shall still have left.”—He took a larger +stride—“Powers of mercy that surround me!” +cried he, “do ye not smile upon deeds like these? to +calculate the chances of deception is too tedious a business for +the life of man!”—The clock struck ten.—When he +was got down-stairs, he found that he had forgot the note of her +lodgings; he gnawed his lips at the delay: he was fairly on the +pavement, when he recollected having left his purse; he did but +just prevent himself from articulating an imprecation. He +rushed a second time up into his chamber. “What a +wretch I am!” said he; “ere this time, +perhaps—” ’Twas a perhaps not to be +borne;—two vibrations of a pendulum would have served him +to lock his bureau; but they could not be spared.</p> +<p><a name="page81"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 81</span>When he +reached the house, and inquired for Miss Atkins (for that was the +lady’s name), he was shown up three pair of stairs, into a +small room lighted by one narrow lattice, and patched round with +shreds of different-coloured paper. In the darkest corner +stood something like a bed, before which a tattered coverlet hung +by way of curtain. He had not waited long when she +appeared. Her face had the glister of new-washed tears on +it. “I am ashamed, sir,” said she, “that +you should have taken this fresh piece of trouble about one so +little worthy of it; but, to the humane, I know there is a +pleasure in goodness for its own sake: if you have patience for +the recital of my story, it may palliate, though it cannot +excuse, my faults.” Harley bowed, as a sign of +assent; and she began as follows:—</p> +<p>“I am the daughter of an officer, whom a service of +forty years had advanced no higher than the rank of +captain. I have had hints from himself, and been informed +by others, that it was in some measure owing to those principles +of rigid honour, which it was his boast to possess, and which he +early inculcated on me, that he had been able to arrive at no +better station. My <a name="page82"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 82</span>mother died when I was a child: old +enough to grieve for her death, but incapable of remembering her +precepts. Though my father was doatingly fond of her, yet +there were some sentiments in which they materially differed: she +had been bred from her infancy in the strictest principles of +religion, and took the morality of her conduct from the motives +which an adherence to those principles suggested. My +father, who had been in the army from his youth, affixed an idea +of pusillanimity to that virtue, which was formed by the +doctrines, excited by the rewards, or guarded by the terrors of +revelation; his dashing idol was the honour of a soldier: a term +which he held in such reverence, that he used it for his most +sacred asseveration. When my mother died, I was some time +suffered to continue in those sentiments which her instructions +had produced; but soon after, though, from respect to her memory, +my father did not absolutely ridicule them, yet he showed, in his +discourse to others, so little regard to them, and at times +suggested to me motives of action so different, that I was soon +weaned from opinions which I began to consider as the dreams of +superstition, or the artful inventions of designing <a +name="page83"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +83</span>hypocrisy. My mother’s books were left +behind at the different quarters we removed to, and my reading +was principally confined to plays, novels, and those poetical +descriptions of the beauty of virtue and honour, which the +circulating libraries easily afforded.</p> +<p>“As I was generally reckoned handsome, and the quickness +of my parts extolled by all our visitors, my father had a pride +in allowing me to the world. I was young, giddy, open to +adulation, and vain of those talents which acquired it.</p> +<p>“After the last war, my father was reduced to half-pay; +with which we retired to a village in the country, which the +acquaintance of some genteel families who resided in it, and the +cheapness of living, particularly recommended. My father +rented a small house, with a piece of ground sufficient to keep a +horse for him, and a cow for the benefit of his family. An +old man servant managed his ground; while a maid, who had +formerly been my mother’s, and had since been mine, +undertook the care of our little dairy: they were assisted in +each of their provinces by my father and me: and we passed our +time in a state of tranquillity, which he had always talked of +with <a name="page84"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +84</span>delight, and my train of reading had taught me to +admire.</p> +<p>“Though I had never seen the polite circles of the +metropolis, the company my father had introduced me into had +given me a degree of good breeding, which soon discovered a +superiority over the young ladies of our village. I was +quoted as an example of politeness, and my company courted by +most of the considerable families in the neighbourhood.</p> +<p>“Amongst the houses where I was frequently invited was +Sir George Winbrooke’s. He had two daughters nearly +of my age, with whom, though they had been bred up in those +maxims of vulgar doctrine which my superior understanding could +not but despise, yet as their good nature led them to an +imitation of my manners in everything else, I cultivated a +particular friendship.</p> +<p>“Some months after our first acquaintance, Sir +George’s eldest son came home from his travels. His +figure, his address, and conversation, were not unlike those warm +ideas of an accomplished man which my favourite novels had taught +me to form; and his sentiments on the article of religion were as +liberal as my own: when any of these happened <a +name="page85"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 85</span>to be the +topic of our discourse, I, who before had been silent, from a +fear of being single in opposition, now kindled at the fire he +raised, and defended our mutual opinions with all the eloquence I +was mistress of. He would be respectfully attentive all the +while; and when I had ended, would raise his eyes from the +ground, look at me with a gaze of admiration, and express his +applause in the highest strain of encomium. This was an +incense the more pleasing, as I seldom or never had met with it +before; for the young gentlemen who visited Sir George were for +the most part of that athletic order, the pleasure of whose lives +is derived from fox-hunting: these are seldom solicitous to +please the women at all; or if they were, would never think of +applying their flattery to the mind.</p> +<p>“Mr. Winbrooke observed the weakness of my soul, and +took every occasion of improving the esteem he had gained. +He asked my opinion of every author, of every sentiment, with +that submissive diffidence, which showed an unlimited confidence +in my understanding. I saw myself revered, as a superior +being, by one whose judgment my vanity told me was not likely to +err: <a name="page86"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +86</span>preferred by him to all the other visitors of my sex, +whose fortunes and rank should have entitled them to a much +higher degree of notice: I saw their little jealousies at the +distinguished attention he paid me; it was gratitude, it was +pride, it was love! Love which had made too fatal a +progress in my heart, before any declaration on his part should +have warranted a return: but I interpreted every look of +attention, every expression of compliment, to the passion I +imagined him inspired with, and imputed to his sensibility that +silence which was the effect of art and design. At length, +however, he took an opportunity of declaring his love: he now +expressed himself in such ardent terms, that prudence might have +suspected their sincerity: but prudence is rarely found in the +situation I had been unguardedly led into; besides, that the +course of reading to which I had been accustomed, did not lead me +to conclude, that his expressions could be too warm to be +sincere: nor was I even alarmed at the manner in which he talked +of marriage, a subjection, he often hinted, to which genuine love +should scorn to be confined. The woman, he would often say, +who had merit like mine to fix his affection, could easily +command <a name="page87"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 87</span>it +for ever. That honour too which I revered, was often called +in to enforce his sentiments. I did not, however, +absolutely assent to them; but I found my regard for their +opposites diminish by degrees. If it is dangerous to be +convinced, it is dangerous to listen; for our reason is so much +of a machine, that it will not always be able to resist, when the +ear is perpetually assailed.</p> +<p>“In short, Mr. Harley (for I tire you with a relation, +the catastrophe of which you will already have imagined), I fell +a prey to his artifices. He had not been able so thoroughly +to convert me, that my conscience was silent on the subject; but +he was so assiduous to give repeated proofs of unabated +affection, that I hushed its suggestions as they rose. The +world, however, I knew, was not to be silenced; and therefore I +took occasion to express my uneasiness to my seducer, and entreat +him, as he valued the peace of one to whom he professed such +attachment, to remove it by a marriage. He made excuse from +his dependence on the will of his father, but quieted my fears by +the promise of endeavouring to win his assent.</p> +<p>“My father had been some days absent on a visit to a +dying relation, from whom he had considerable <a +name="page88"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +88</span>expectations. I was left at home, with no other +company than my books: my books I found were not now such +companions as they used to be; I was restless, melancholy, +unsatisfied with myself. But judge my situation when I +received a billet from Mr. Winbrooke informing me, that he had +sounded Sir George on the subject we had talked of, and found him +so averse to any match so unequal to his own rank and fortune, +that he was obliged, with whatever reluctance, to bid adieu to a +place, the remembrance of which should ever be dear to him.</p> +<p>“I read this letter a hundred times over. Alone, +helpless, conscious of guilt, and abandoned by every better +thought, my mind was one motley scene of terror, confusion, and +remorse. A thousand expedients suggested themselves, and a +thousand fears told me they would be vain: at last, in an agony +of despair, I packed up a few clothes, took what money and +trinkets were in the house, and set out for London, whither I +understood he was gone; pretending to my maid, that I had +received letters from my father requiring my immediate +attendance. I had no other companion than a boy, a servant +to the man from whom I <a name="page89"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 89</span>hired my horses. I arrived in +London within an hour of Mr. Winbrooke, and accidentally alighted +at the very inn where he was.</p> +<p>“He started and turned pale when he saw me; but +recovered himself in time enough to make many new protestations +of regard, and beg me to make myself easy under a disappointment +which was equally afflicting to him. He procured me +lodgings, where I slept, or rather endeavoured to sleep, for that +night. Next morning I saw him again, he then mildly +observed on the imprudence of my precipitate flight from the +country, and proposed my removing to lodgings at another end of +the town, to elude the search of my father, till he should fall +upon some method of excusing my conduct to him, and reconciling +him to my return. We took a hackney-coach, and drove to the +house he mentioned.</p> +<p>“It was situated in a dirty lane, furnished with a +tawdry affectation of finery, with some old family pictures +hanging on walls which their own cobwebs would better have +suited. I was struck with a secret dread at entering, nor +was it lessened by the appearance of the landlady, who had that +look of selfish shrewdness, which, of all others, is the <a +name="page90"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 90</span>most hateful +to those whose feelings are untinctured with the world. A +girl, who she told us was her niece, sat by her, playing on a +guitar, while herself was at work, with the assistance of +spectacles, and had a prayer-book with the leaves folded down in +several places, lying on the table before her. Perhaps, +sir, I tire you with my minuteness, but the place, and every +circumstance about it, is so impressed on my mind, that I shall +never forget it.</p> +<p>“I dined that day with Mr. Winbrooke alone. He +lost by degrees that restraint which I perceived too well to hang +about him before, and, with his former gaiety and good humour, +repeated the flattering things which, though they had once been +fatal, I durst not now distrust. At last, taking my hand +and kissing it, ‘It is thus,’ said he, ‘that +love will last, while freedom is preserved; thus let us ever be +blessed, without the galling thought that we are tied to a +condition where we may cease to be so.’</p> +<p>“I answered, ‘That the world thought otherwise: +that it had certain ideas of good fame, which it was impossible +not to wish to maintain.’</p> +<p>“‘The world,’ said he, ‘is a tyrant, +they are slaves who obey it; let us be happy without the <a +name="page91"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 91</span>pale of the +world. To-morrow I shall leave this quarter of it, for one +where the talkers of the world shall be foiled, and lose +us. Could not my Emily accompany me? my friend, my +companion, the mistress of my soul! Nay, do not look so, +Emily! Your father may grieve for a while, but your father +shall be taken care of; this bank-bill I intend as the comfort +for his daughter.’</p> +<p>“I could contain myself no longer: ‘Wretch,’ +I exclaimed, ‘dost thou imagine that my father’s +heart could brook dependence on the destroyer of his child, and +tamely accept of a base equivalent for her honour and his +own?’</p> +<p>“‘Honour, my Emily,’ said he, ‘is the +word of fools, or of those wiser men who cheat them. +’Tis a fantastic bauble that does not suit the gravity of +your father’s age; but, whatever it is, I am afraid it can +never be perfectly restored to you: exchange the word then, and +let pleasure be your object now.’</p> +<p>“At these words he clasped me in his arms, and pressed +his lips rudely to my bosom. I started from my seat. +‘Perfidious villain!’ said I, ‘who dar’st +insult the weakness thou hast undone; were that father here, thy +coward soul would shrink <a name="page92"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 92</span>from the vengeance of his +honour! Cursed be that wretch who has deprived him of it! +oh doubly cursed, who has dragged on his hoary head the infamy +which should have crushed her own!’ I snatched a +knife which lay beside me, and would have plunged it in my +breast, but the monster prevented my purpose, and smiling with a +grin of barbarous insult—</p> +<p>“‘Madam,’ said he, ‘I confess you are +rather too much in heroics for me; I am sorry we should differ +about trifles; but as I seem somehow to have offended you, I +would willingly remedy it by taking my leave. You have been +put to some foolish expense in this journey on my account; allow +me to reimburse you.’</p> +<p>“So saying he laid a bank-bill, of what amount I had no +patience to see, upon the table. Shame, grief, and +indignation choked my utterance; unable to speak my wrongs, and +unable to bear them in silence, I fell in a swoon at his +feet.</p> +<p>“What happened in the interval I cannot tell, but when I +came to myself I was in the arms of the landlady, with her niece +chafing my temples, and doing all in her power for my +recovery. She had much compassion in her countenance; the +old <a name="page93"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 93</span>woman +assumed the softest look she was capable of, and both endeavoured +to bring me comfort. They continued to show me many +civilities, and even the aunt began to be less disagreeable in my +sight. To the wretched, to the forlorn, as I was, small +offices of kindness are endearing.</p> +<p>“Meantime my money was far spent, nor did I attempt to +conceal my wants from their knowledge. I had frequent +thoughts of returning to my father; but the dread of a life of +scorn is insurmountable. I avoided, therefore, going abroad +when I had a chance of being seen by any former acquaintance, nor +indeed did my health for a great while permit it; and suffered +the old woman, at her own suggestion, to call me niece at home, +where we now and then saw (when they could prevail on me to leave +my room) one or two other elderly women, and sometimes a grave +business-like man, who showed great compassion for my +indisposition, and made me very obligingly an offer of a room at +his country-house for the recovery of my health. This offer +I did not chose to accept, but told my landlady, ‘that I +should be glad to be employed in any way of business which my +skill in needlework could recommend me to, confessing, at the <a +name="page94"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 94</span>same time, +that I was afraid I should scarce be able to pay her what I +already owed for board and lodging, and that for her other good +offices, I had nothing but thanks to give her.’</p> +<p>“‘My dear child,’ said she, ‘do not +talk of paying; since I lost my own sweet girl’ (here she +wept), ‘your very picture she was, Miss Emily, I have +nobody, except my niece, to whom I should leave any little thing +I have been able to save; you shall live with me, my dear; and I +have sometimes a little millinery work, in which, when you are +inclined to it, you may assist us. By the way, here are a +pair of ruffles we have just finished for that gentleman you saw +here at tea; a distant relation of mine, and a worthy man he +is. ’Twas pity you refused the offer of an apartment +at his country house; my niece, you know, was to have accompanied +you, and you might have fancied yourself at home; a most sweet +place it is, and but a short mile beyond Hampstead. Who +knows, Miss Emily, what effect such a visit might have had! +If I had half your beauty I should not waste it pining after +e’er a worthless fellow of them all.’</p> +<p>“I felt my heart swell at her words; I would <a +name="page95"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 95</span>have been +angry if I could, but I was in that stupid state which is not +easily awakened to anger: when I would have chid her the reproof +stuck in my throat; I could only weep!</p> +<p>“Her want of respect increased, as I had not spirit to +assert it. My work was now rather imposed than offered, and +I became a drudge for the bread I eat: but my dependence and +servility grew in proportion, and I was now in a situation which +could not make any extraordinary exertions to disengage itself +from either—I found myself with child.</p> +<p>“At last the wretch, who had thus trained me to +destruction, hinted the purpose for which those means had been +used. I discovered her to be an artful procuress for the +pleasures of those who are men of decency to the world in the +midst of debauchery.</p> +<p>“I roused every spark of courage within me at the horrid +proposal. She treated my passion at first somewhat mildly, +but when I continued to exert it she resented it with insult, and +told me plainly that if I did not soon comply with her desires I +should pay her every farthing I owed, or rot in a jail for +life. I trembled at the thought; <a name="page96"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 96</span>still, however, I resisted her +importunities, and she put her threats in execution. I was +conveyed to prison, weak from my condition, weaker from that +struggle of grief and misery which for some time I had +suffered. A miscarriage was the consequence.</p> +<p>“Amidst all the horrors of such a state, surrounded with +wretches totally callous, lost alike to humanity and to shame, +think, Mr. Harley, think what I endured; nor wonder that I at +last yielded to the solicitations of that miscreant I had seen at +her house, and sunk to the prostitution which he tempted. +But that was happiness compared to what I have suffered +since. He soon abandoned me to the common use of the town, +and I was cast among those miserable beings in whose society I +have since remained.</p> +<p>“Oh! did the daughters of virtue know our sufferings; +did they see our hearts torn with anguish amidst the affectation +of gaiety which our faces are obliged to assume! our bodies +tortured by disease, our minds with that consciousness which they +cannot lose! Did they know, did they think of this, Mr. +Harley! Their censures are just, but their pity perhaps +might <a name="page97"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +97</span>spare the wretches whom their justice should +condemn.</p> +<p>“Last night, but for an exertion of benevolence which +the infection of our infamy prevents even in the humane, had I +been thrust out from this miserable place which misfortune has +yet left me; exposed to the brutal insults of drunkenness, or +dragged by that justice which I could not bribe, to the +punishment which may correct, but, alas! can never amend the +abandoned objects of its terrors. From that, Mr. Harley, +your goodness has relieved me.”</p> +<p>He beckoned with his hand: he would have stopped the mention +of his favours; but he could not speak, had it been to beg a +diadem.</p> +<p>She saw his tears; her fortitude began to fail at the sight, +when the voice of some stranger on the stairs awakened her +attention. She listened for a moment, then starting up, +exclaimed, “Merciful God! my father’s +voice!”</p> +<p>She had scarce uttered the word, when the door burst open, and +a man entered in the garb of an officer. When he discovered +his daughter and Harley, he started back a few paces; his look +assumed a furious wildness! he laid his hand on <a +name="page98"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 98</span>his +sword. The two objects of his wrath did not utter a +syllable.</p> +<p>“Villain,” he cried, “thou seest a father +who had once a daughter’s honour to preserve; blasted as it +now is, behold him ready to avenge its loss!”</p> +<p>Harley had by this time some power of utterance. +“Sir,” said he, “if you will be a moment +calm—”</p> +<p>“Infamous coward!” interrupted the other, +“dost thou preach calmness to wrongs like mine!”</p> +<p>He drew his sword.</p> +<p>“Sir,” said Harley, “let me tell +you”—the blood ran quicker to his cheek, his pulse +beat one, no more, and regained the temperament of +humanity—“you are deceived, sir,” said he, +“you are much deceived; but I forgive suspicions which your +misfortunes have justified: I would not wrong you, upon my soul I +would not, for the dearest gratification of a thousand worlds; my +heart bleeds for you!”</p> +<p>His daughter was now prostrate at his feet.</p> +<p>“Strike,” said she, “strike here a wretch, +whose misery cannot end but with that death she +deserves.”</p> +<p>Her hair had fallen on her shoulders! her look <a +name="page99"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 99</span>had the +horrid calmness of out-breathed despair! Her father would +have spoken; his lip quivered, his cheek grew pale, his eyes lost +the lightning of their fury! there was a reproach in them, but +with a mingling of pity. He turned them up to heaven, then +on his daughter. He laid his left hand on his heart, the +sword dropped from his right, he burst into tears.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XXIX.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">THE DISTRESSES OF A FATHER.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">Harley</span> kneeled also at the side of +the unfortunate daughter.</p> +<p>“Allow me, sir,” said he, “to entreat your +pardon for one whose offences have been already so signally +punished. I know, I feel, that those tears, wrung from the +heart of a father, are more dreadful to her than all the +punishments your sword could have inflicted: accept the +contrition of a child whom heaven has restored to you.”</p> +<p>“Is she not lost,” answered he, +“irrecoverably <a name="page100"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 100</span>lost? Damnation! a common +prostitute to the meanest ruffian!”</p> +<p>“Calmly, my dear sir,” said Harley, “did you +know by what complicated misfortunes she had fallen to that +miserable state in which you now behold her, I should have no +need of words to excite your compassion. Think, sir, of +what once she was. Would you abandon her to the insults of +an unfeeling world, deny her opportunity of penitence, and cut +off the little comfort that still remains for your afflictions +and her own!”</p> +<p>“Speak,” said he, addressing himself to his +daughter; “speak; I will hear thee.”</p> +<p>The desperation that supported her was lost; she fell to the +ground, and bathed his feet with her tears.</p> +<p>Harley undertook her cause: he related the treacheries to +which she had fallen a sacrifice, and again solicited the +forgiveness of her father. He looked on her for some time +in silence; the pride of a soldier’s honour checked for a +while the yearnings of his heart; but nature at last prevailed, +he fell on her neck and mingled his tears with hers.</p> +<p>Harley, who discovered from the dress of the <a +name="page101"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 101</span>stranger +that he was just arrived from a journey, begged that they would +both remove to his lodgings, till he could procure others for +them. Atkins looked at him with some marks of +surprise. His daughter now first recovered the power of +speech.</p> +<p>“Wretch as I am,” said she, “yet there is +some gratitude due to the preserver of your child. See him +now before you. To him I owe my life, or at least the +comfort of imploring your forgiveness before I die.”</p> +<p>“Pardon me, young gentleman,” said Atkins, +“I fear my passion wronged you.”</p> +<p>“Never, never, sir,” said Harley “if it had, +your reconciliation to your daughter were an atonement a thousand +fold.” He then repeated his request that he might be +allowed to conduct them to his lodgings, to which Mr. Atkins at +last consented. He took his daughter’s arm.</p> +<p>“Come, my Emily,” said he, “we can never, +never recover that happiness we have lost! but time may teach us +to remember our misfortunes with patience.”</p> +<p>When they arrived at the house where Harley lodged, he was +informed that the first floor was then vacant, and that the +gentleman and his <a name="page102"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +102</span>daughter might be accommodated there. While he +was upon his enquiry, Miss Atkins informed her father more +particularly what she owed to his benevolence. When he +turned into the room where they were Atkins ran and embraced +him;—begged him again to forgive the offence he had given +him, and made the warmest protestations of gratitude for his +favours. We would attempt to describe the joy which Harley +felt on this occasion, did it not occur to us that one half of +the world could not understand it though we did, and the other +half will, by this time, have understood it without any +description at all.</p> +<p>Miss Atkins now retired to her chamber, to take some rest from +the violence of the emotions she had suffered. When she was +gone, her father, addressing himself to Harley, said, “You +have a right, sir, to be informed of the present situation of one +who owes so much to your compassion for his misfortunes. My +daughter I find has informed you what that was at the fatal +juncture when they began. Her distresses you have heard, +you have pitied as they deserved; with mine, perhaps, I cannot so +easily make you acquainted. You have a feeling heart, Mr. +Harley; I bless it <a name="page103"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +103</span>that it has saved my child; but you never were a +father, a father torn by that most dreadful of calamities, the +dishonour of a child he doated on! You have been already +informed of some of the circumstances of her elopement: I was +then from home, called by the death of a relation, who, though he +would never advance me a shilling on the utmost exigency in his +life-time, left me all the gleanings of his frugality at his +death. I would not write this intelligence to my daughter, +because I intended to be the bearer myself; and as soon as my +business would allow me, I set out on my return, winged with all +the haste of paternal affection. I fondly built those +schemes of future happiness, which present prosperity is ever +busy to suggest: my Emily was concerned in them all. As I +approached our little dwelling my heart throbbed with the +anticipation of joy and welcome. I imagined the cheering +fire, the blissful contentment of a frugal meal, made luxurious +by a daughter’s smile, I painted to myself her surprise at +the tidings of our new-acquired riches, our fond disputes about +the disposal of them.</p> +<p>“The road was shortened by the dreams of happiness I +enjoyed, and it began to be dark as I <a name="page104"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 104</span>reached the house: I alighted from +my horse, and walked softly upstairs to the room we commonly sat +in. I was somewhat disappointed at not finding my daughter +there. I rung the bell; her maid appeared, and shewed no +small signs of wonder at the summons. She blessed herself +as she entered the room: I smiled at her surprise. +‘Where is Miss Emily, sir?’ said she.</p> +<p>“‘Emily!’</p> +<p>“‘Yes, sir; she has been gone hence some days, +upon receipt of those letters you sent her.’</p> +<p>“‘Letters!’ said I.</p> +<p>“‘Yes, sir, so she told me, and went off in all +haste that very night.’</p> +<p>“I stood aghast as she spoke, but was able so far to +recollect myself, as to put on the affectation of calmness, and +telling her there was certainly some mistake in the affair, +desired her to leave me.</p> +<p>“When she was gone, I threw myself into a chair, in that +state of uncertainty which is, of all others, the most +dreadful. The gay visions with which I had delighted +myself, vanished in an instant. I was tortured with tracing +back the same circle of doubt and disappointment. My <a +name="page105"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 105</span>head grew +dizzy as I thought. I called the servant again, and asked +her a hundred questions, to no purpose; there was not room even +for conjecture.</p> +<p>“Something at last arose in my mind, which we call Hope, +without knowing what it is. I wished myself deluded by it; +but it could not prevail over my returning fears. I rose +and walked through the room. My Emily’s spinnet stood +at the end of it, open, with a book of music folded down at some +of my favourite lessons. I touched the keys; there was a +vibration in the sound that froze my blood; I looked around, and +methought the family pictures on the walls gazed on me with +compassion in their faces. I sat down again with an attempt +at more composure; I started at every creaking of the door, and +my ears rung with imaginary noises!</p> +<p>“I had not remained long in this situation, when the +arrival of a friend, who had accidentally heard of my return, put +an end to my doubts, by the recital of my daughter’s +dishonour. He told me he had his information from a young +gentleman, to whom Winbrooke had boasted of having seduced +her.</p> +<p>“I started from my seat, with broken curses on <a +name="page106"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 106</span>my lips, +and without knowing whither I should pursue them, ordered my +servant to load my pistols and saddle my horses. My friend, +however, with great difficulty, persuaded me to compose myself +for that night, promising to accompany me on the morrow, to Sir +George Winbrooke’s in quest of his son.</p> +<p>“The morrow came, after a night spent in a state little +distant from madness. We went as early as decency would +allow to Sir George’s. He received me with +politeness, and indeed compassion, protested his abhorrence of +his son’s conduct, and told me that he had set out some +days before for London, on which place he had procured a draft +for a large sum, on pretence of finishing his travels, but that +he had not heard from him since his departure.</p> +<p>“I did not wait for any more, either of information or +comfort, but, against the united remonstrances of Sir George and +my friend, set out instantly for London, with a frantic +uncertainty of purpose; but there, all manner of search was in +vain. I could trace neither of them any farther than the +inn where they first put up on their arrival; and after some days +fruitless inquiry, returned <a name="page107"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 107</span>home destitute of every little hope +that had hitherto supported me. The journeys I had made, +the restless nights I had spent, above all, the perturbation of +my mind, had the effect which naturally might be expected—a +very dangerous fever was the consequence. From this, +however, contrary to the expectation of my physicians, I +recovered. It was now that I first felt something like +calmness of mind: probably from being reduced to a state which +could not produce the exertions of anguish or despair. A +stupid melancholy settled on my soul; I could endure to live with +an apathy of life; at times I forgot my resentment, and wept at +the remembrance of my child.</p> +<p>“Such has been the tenor of my days since that fatal +moment when these misfortunes began, till yesterday, that I +received a letter from a friend in town, acquainting me of her +present situation. Could such tales as mine, Mr. Harley, be +sometimes suggested to the daughters of levity, did they but know +with what anxiety the heart of a parent flutters round the child +he loves, they would be less apt to construe into harshness that +delicate concern for their conduct, which they often complain of +as laying restraint upon things, to the <a +name="page108"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 108</span>young, the +gay, and the thoughtless, seemingly harmless and +indifferent. Alas! I fondly imagined that I needed +not even these common cautions! my Emily was the joy of my age, +and the pride of my soul! Those things are now no more, +they are lost for ever! Her death I could have born, but +the death of her honour has added obloquy and shame to that +sorrow which bends my grey hairs to the dust!”</p> +<p>As he spoke these last words, his voice trembled in his +throat; it was now lost in his tears. He sat with his face +half turned from Harley, as if he would have hid the sorrow which +he felt. Harley was in the same attitude himself; he durst +not meet his eye with a tear, but gathering his stifled breath, +“Let me entreat you, sir,” said he, “to hope +better things. The world is ever tyrannical; it warps our +sorrows to edge them with keener affliction. Let us not be +slaves to the names it affixes to motive or to action. I +know an ingenuous mind cannot help feeling when they sting. +But there are considerations by which it may be overcome. +Its fantastic ideas vanish as they rise; they teach us to look +beyond it.”</p> +<p style="text-align: center">* * * * *</p> +<h3><a name="page109"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 109</span>A +FRAGMENT.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">SHOWING HIS SUCCESS WITH THE +BARONET.</span></h3> +<p>* * <span class="smcap">The</span> card he received was in the +politest style in which disappointment could be +communicated. The baronet “was under a necessity of +giving up his application for Mr. Harley, as he was informed that +the lease was engaged for a gentleman who had long served His +Majesty in another capacity, and whose merit had entitled him to +the first lucrative thing that should be vacant.” +Even Harley could not murmur at such a disposal. +“Perhaps,” said he to himself, “some war-worn +officer, who, like poor Atkins, had been neglected from reasons +which merited the highest advancement; whose honour could not +stoop to solicit the preferment he deserved; perhaps, with a +family, taught the principles of delicacy, without the means of +supporting it; a wife and children—gracious heaven! whom my +wishes would have deprived of bread—”</p> +<p>He was interrupted in his reverie by some one tapping him on +the shoulder, and, on turning round, <a name="page110"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 110</span>he discovered it to be the very man +who had explained to him the condition of his gay companion at +Hyde Park Corner. “I am glad to see you, sir,” +said he; “I believe we are fellows in +disappointment.” Harley started, and said that he was +at a loss to understand him. “Pooh! you need not be +so shy,” answered the other; “every one for himself +is but fair, and I had much rather you had got it than the +rascally gauger.” Harley still protested his +ignorance of what he meant. “Why, the lease of +Bancroft Manor; had not you been applying for it?” +“I confess I was,” replied Harley; “but I +cannot conceive how you should be interested in the +matter.” “Why, I was making interest for it +myself,” said he, “and I think I had some +title. I voted for this same baronet at the last election, +and made some of my friends do so too; though I would not have +you imagine that I sold my vote. No, I scorn it, let me +tell you I scorn it; but I thought as how this man was staunch +and true, and I find he’s but a double-faced fellow after +all, and speechifies in the House for any side he hopes to make +most by. Oh, how many fine speeches and squeezings by the +hand we had of him on the canvas! ‘And if ever <a +name="page111"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 111</span>I shall be +so happy as to have an opportunity of serving you.’ A +murrain on the smooth-tongued knave, and after all to get it for +this pimp of a gauger.” “The gauger! there must +be some mistake,” said Harley. “He writes me, +that it was engaged for one whose long +services—” “Services!” interrupted +the other; “you shall hear. Services! Yes, his +sister arrived in town a few days ago, and is now sempstress to +the baronet. A plague on all rogues, says honest Sam +Wrightson. I shall but just drink damnation to them +to-night, in a crown’s worth of Ashley’s, and leave +London to-morrow by sun-rise.” “I shall leave +it too,” said Harley; and so he accordingly did.</p> +<p>In passing through Piccadilly, he had observed, on the window +of an inn, a notification of the departure of a stage-coach for a +place in his road homewards; in the way back to his lodgings, he +took a seat in it for his return.</p> +<h2><a name="page112"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +112</span>CHAPTER XXXIII.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HE LEAVES LONDON—CHARACTERS IN A +STAGE-COACH.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> company in the stage-coach +consisted of a grocer and his wife, who were going to pay a visit +to some of their country friends; a young officer, who took this +way of marching to quarters; a middle-aged gentlewoman, who had +been hired as housekeeper to some family in the country; and an +elderly, well-looking man, with a remarkable old-fashioned +periwig.</p> +<p>Harley, upon entering, discovered but one vacant seat, next +the grocer’s wife, which, from his natural shyness of +temper, he made no scruple to occupy, however aware that riding +backwards always disagreed with him.</p> +<p>Though his inclination to physiognomy had met with some rubs +in the metropolis, he had not yet lost his attachment to that +science. He set himself, therefore, to examine, as usual, +the countenances of his companions. Here, indeed, he was +not long in doubt as to the preference; for besides <a +name="page113"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 113</span>that the +elderly gentleman, who sat opposite to him, had features by +nature more expressive of good dispositions, there was something +in that periwig we mentioned, peculiarly attractive of +Harley’s regard.</p> +<p>He had not been long employed in these speculations, when he +found himself attacked with that faintish sickness, which was the +natural consequence of his situation in the coach. The +paleness of his countenance was first observed by the +housekeeper, who immediately made offer of her smelling bottle, +which Harley, however, declined, telling at the same time the +cause of his uneasiness. The gentleman, on the opposite +side of the coach, now first turned his eye from the side +direction in which it had been fixed, and begged Harley to +exchange places with him, expressing his regret that he had not +made the proposal before. Harley thanked him, and, upon +being assured that both seats were alike to him, was about to +accept of his offer, when the young gentleman of the sword, +putting on an arch look, laid hold of the other’s +arm. “So, my old boy,” said he, “I find +you have still some youthful blood about you, but, with your +leave, I will do myself the honour of sitting <a +name="page114"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 114</span>by this +lady;” and took his place accordingly. The grocer +stared him as full in the face as his own short neck would allow, +and his wife, who was a little, round-faced woman, with a great +deal of colour in her cheeks, drew up at the compliment that was +paid her, looking first at the officer, and then at the +housekeeper.</p> +<p>This incident was productive of some discourse; for before, +though there was sometimes a cough or a hem from the grocer, and +the officer now and then humm’d a few notes of a song, +there had not a single word passed the lips of any of the +company.</p> +<p>Mrs. Grocer observed, how ill-convenient it was for people, +who could not be drove backwards, to travel in a stage. +This brought on a dissertation on stage-coaches in general, and +the pleasure of keeping a chay of one’s own; which led to +another, on the great riches of Mr. Deputy Bearskin, who, +according to her, had once been of that industrious order of +youths who sweep the crossings of the streets for the conveniency +of passengers, but, by various fortunate accidents, had now +acquired an immense fortune, and kept his coach and a dozen +livery servants. All this afforded ample fund for <a +name="page115"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +115</span>conversation, if conversation it might be called, that +was carried on solely by the before-mentioned lady, nobody +offering to interrupt her, except that the officer sometimes +signified his approbation by a variety of oaths, a sort of +phraseology in which he seemed extremely versant. She +appealed indeed, frequently, to her husband for the authenticity +of certain facts, of which the good man as often protested his +total ignorance; but as he was always called fool, or something +very like it, for his pains, he at last contrived to support the +credit of his wife without prejudice to his conscience, and +signified his assent by a noise not unlike the grunting of that +animal which in shape and fatness he somewhat resembled.</p> +<p>The housekeeper, and the old gentleman who sat next to Harley, +were now observed to be fast asleep, at which the lady, who had +been at such pains to entertain them, muttered some words of +displeasure, and, upon the officer’s whispering to smoke +the old put, both she and her husband purs’d up their +mouths into a contemptuous smile. Harley looked sternly on +the grocer. “You are come, sir,” said he, +“to those years when you might have learned some reverence +for age. As <a name="page116"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +116</span>for this young man, who has so lately escaped from the +nursery, he may be allowed to divert himself.” +“Dam’me, sir!” said the officer, “do you +call me young?” striking up the front of his hat, and +stretching forward on his seat, till his face almost touched +Harley’s. It is probable, however, that he discovered +something there which tended to pacify him, for, on the ladies +entreating them not to quarrel, he very soon resumed his posture +and calmness together, and was rather less profuse of his oaths +during the rest of the journey.</p> +<p>It is possible the old gentleman had waked time enough to hear +the last part of this discourse; at least (whether from that +cause, or that he too was a physiognomist) he wore a look +remarkably complacent to Harley, who, on his part, shewed a +particular observance of him. Indeed, they had soon a +better opportunity of making their acquaintance, as the coach +arrived that night at the town where the officer’s regiment +lay, and the places of destination of their other +fellow-travellers, it seems, were at no great distance, for, next +morning, the old gentleman and Harley were the only passengers +remaining.</p> +<p>When they left the inn in the morning, Harley, <a +name="page117"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 117</span>pulling out +a little pocket-book, began to examine the contents, and make +some corrections with a pencil. “This,” said +he, turning to his companion, “is an amusement with which I +sometimes pass idle hours at an inn. These are quotations +from those humble poets, who trust their fame to the brittle +tenure of windows and drinking-glasses.” “From +our inn,” returned the gentleman, “a stranger might +imagine that we were a nation of poets; machines, at least, +containing poetry, which the motion of a journey emptied of their +contents. Is it from the vanity of being thought geniuses, +or a mere mechanical imitation of the custom of others, that we +are tempted to scrawl rhyme upon such places?”</p> +<p>“Whether vanity is the cause of our becoming rhymesters +or not,” answered Harley, “it is a pretty certain +effect of it. An old man of my acquaintance, who deals in +apothegms, used to say that he had known few men without envy, +few wits without ill-nature, and no poet without vanity; and I +believe his remark is a pretty just one. Vanity has been +immemorially the charter of poets. In this, the ancients +were more honest than we are. The old poets frequently make +<a name="page118"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 118</span>boastful +predictions of the immortality their works shall acquire them; +ours, in their dedications and prefatory discourses, employ much +eloquence to praise their patrons, and much seeming modesty to +condemn themselves, or at least to apologise for their +productions to the world. But this, in my opinion, is the +more assuming manner of the two; for of all the garbs I ever saw +Pride put on, that of her humility is to me the most +disgusting.”</p> +<p>“It is natural enough for a poet to be vain,” said +the stranger. “The little worlds which he raises, the +inspiration which he claims, may easily be productive of +self-importance; though that inspiration is fabulous, it brings +on egotism, which is always the parent of vanity.”</p> +<p>“It may be supposed,” answered Harley, “that +inspiration of old was an article of religious faith; in modern +times it may be translated a propensity to compose; and I believe +it is not always most readily found where the poets have fixed +its residence, amidst groves and plains, and the scenes of +pastoral retirement. The mind may be there unbent from the +cares of the world, but it will frequently, at the same time, be +unnerved from any <a name="page119"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +119</span>great exertion. It will feel imperfect, and +wander without effort over the regions of reflection.”</p> +<p>“There is at least,” said the stranger, “one +advantage in the poetical inclination, that it is an incentive to +philanthropy. There is a certain poetic ground, on which a +man cannot tread without feelings that enlarge the heart: the +causes of human depravity vanish before the romantic enthusiasm +he professes, and many who are not able to reach the Parnassian +heights, may yet approach so near as to be bettered by the air of +the climate.”</p> +<p>“I have always thought so,” replied Harley; +“but this is an argument with the prudent against it: they +urge the danger of unfitness for the world.”</p> +<p>“I allow it,” returned the other; “but I +believe it is not always rightfully imputed to the bent for +poetry: that is only one effect of the common cause.—Jack, +says his father, is indeed no scholar; nor could all the +drubbings from his master ever bring him one step forward in his +accidence or syntax: but I intend him for a merchant.—Allow +the same indulgence to Tom.—Tom reads Virgil and Horace +when he should be casting accounts; <a name="page120"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 120</span>and but t’other day he pawned +his great-coat for an edition of Shakespeare.—But Tom would +have been as he is, though Virgil and Horace had never been born, +though Shakespeare had died a link-boy; for his nurse will tell +you, that when he was a child, he broke his rattle, to discover +what it was that sounded within it; and burnt the sticks of his +go-cart, because he liked to see the sparkling of timber in the +fire.—’Tis a sad case; but what is to be +done?—Why, Jack shall make a fortune, dine on venison, and +drink claret.—Ay, but Tom—Tom shall dine with his +brother, when his pride will let him; at other times, he shall +bless God over a half-pint of ale and a Welsh-rabbit; and both +shall go to heaven as they may.—That’s a poor +prospect for Tom, says the father.—To go to heaven! I +cannot agree with him.”</p> +<p>“Perhaps,” said Harley, “we now-a-days +discourage the romantic turn a little too much. Our boys +are prudent too soon. Mistake me not, I do not mean to +blame them for want of levity or dissipation; but their pleasures +are those of hackneyed vice, blunted to every finer emotion by +the repetition of debauch; and their desire of pleasure is warped +to the desire of wealth, as the means of procuring <a +name="page121"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 121</span>it. +The immense riches acquired by individuals have erected a +standard of ambition, destructive of private morals, and of +public virtue. The weaknesses of vice are left us; but the +most allowable of our failings we are taught to despise. +Love, the passion most natural to the sensibility of youth, has +lost the plaintive dignity he once possessed, for the unmeaning +simper of a dangling coxcomb; and the only serious concern, that +of a dowry, is settled, even amongst the beardless leaders of the +dancing-school. The Frivolous and the Interested (might a +satirist say) are the characteristical features of the age; they +are visible even in the essays of our philosophers. They +laugh at the pedantry of our fathers, who complained of the times +in which they lived; they are at pains to persuade us how much +those were deceived; they pride themselves in defending things as +they find them, and in exploding the barren sounds which had been +reared into motives for action. To this their style is +suited; and the manly tone of reason is exchanged for perpetual +efforts at sneer and ridicule. This I hold to be an +alarming crisis in the corruption of a state; when not only is +virtue declined, and vice prevailing, but when the praises <a +name="page122"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 122</span>of virtue +are forgotten, and the infamy of vice unfelt.”</p> +<p>They soon after arrived at the next inn upon the route of the +stage-coach, when the stranger told Harley, that his +brother’s house, to which he was returning, lay at no great +distance, and he must therefore unwillingly bid him adieu.</p> +<p>“I should like,” said Harley, taking his hand, +“to have some word to remember so much seeming worth by: my +name is Harley.”</p> +<p>“I shall remember it,” answered the old gentleman, +“in my prayers; mine is Silton.”</p> +<p>And Silton indeed it was! Ben Silton himself! Once +more, my honoured friend, farewell!—Born to be happy +without the world, to that peaceful happiness which the world has +not to bestow! Envy never scowled on thy life, nor hatred +smiled on thy grave.</p> +<h2><a name="page123"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +123</span>CHAPTER XXXIV.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HE MEETS AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">When</span> the stage-coach arrived at the +place of its destination, Harley began to consider how he should +proceed the remaining part of his journey. He was very +civilly accosted by the master of the inn, who offered to +accommodate him either with a post-chaise or horses, to any +distance he had a mind: but as he did things frequently in a way +different from what other people call natural, he refused these +offers, and set out immediately a-foot, having first put a spare +shirt in his pocket, and given directions for the forwarding of +his portmanteau. This was a method of travelling which he +was accustomed to take: it saved the trouble of provision for any +animal but himself, and left him at liberty to chose his +quarters, either at an inn, or at the first cottage in which he +saw a face he liked: nay, when he was not peculiarly attracted by +the reasonable creation, he would sometimes consort with a +species of inferior rank, and lay himself down to sleep by the +side of a rock, or on <a name="page124"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 124</span>the banks of a rivulet. He did +few things without a motive, but his motives were rather +eccentric: and the useful and expedient were terms which he held +to be very indefinite, and which therefore he did not always +apply to the sense in which they are commonly understood.</p> +<p>The sun was now in his decline, and the evening remarkably +serene, when he entered a hollow part of the road, which winded +between the surrounding banks, and seamed the sward in different +lines, as the choice of travellers had directed them to tread +it. It seemed to be little frequented now, for some of +those had partly recovered their former verdure. The scene +was such as induced Harley to stand and enjoy it; when, turning +round, his notice was attracted by an object, which the fixture +of his eye on the spot he walked had before prevented him from +observing.</p> +<p>An old man, who from his dress seemed to have been a soldier, +lay fast asleep on the ground; a knapsack rested on a stone at +his right hand, while his staff and brass-hilted sword were +crossed at his left.</p> +<p>Harley looked on him with the most earnest attention. He +was one of those figures which <a name="page125"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 125</span>Salvator would have drawn; nor was +the surrounding scenery unlike the wildness of that +painter’s back-grounds. The banks on each side were +covered with fantastic shrub-wood, and at a little distance, on +the top of one of them, stood a finger-post, to mark the +directions of two roads which diverged from the point where it +was placed. A rock, with some dangling wild flowers, jutted +out above where the soldier lay; on which grew the stump of a +large tree, white with age, and a single twisted branch shaded +his face as he slept. His face had the marks of manly +comeliness impaired by time; his forehead was not altogether +bald, but its hairs might have been numbered; while a few white +locks behind crossed the brown of his neck with a contrast the +most venerable to a mind like Harley’s. “Thou +art old,” said he to himself; “but age has not +brought thee rest for its infirmities; I fear those silver hairs +have not found shelter from thy country, though that neck has +been bronzed in its service.” The stranger +waked. He looked at Harley with the appearance of some +confusion: it was a pain the latter knew too well to think of +causing in another; he turned and went on. The old man +re-adjusted his knapsack, and followed <a +name="page126"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 126</span>in one of +the tracks on the opposite side of the road.</p> +<p>When Harley heard the tread of his feet behind him, he could +not help stealing back a glance at his fellow-traveller. He +seemed to bend under the weight of his knapsack; he halted on his +walk, and one of his arms was supported by a sling, and lay +motionless across his breast. He had that steady look of +sorrow, which indicates that its owner has gazed upon his griefs +till he has forgotten to lament them; yet not without those +streaks of complacency which a good mind will sometimes throw +into the countenance, through all the incumbent load of its +depression.</p> +<p>He had now advanced nearer to Harley, and, with an uncertain +sort of voice, begged to know what it was o’clock; “I +fear,” said he, “sleep has beguiled me of my time, +and I shall hardly have light enough left to carry me to the end +of my journey.”</p> +<p>“Father!” said Harley (who by this time found the +romantic enthusiasm rising within him) “how far do you mean +to go?”</p> +<p>“But a little way, sir,” returned the other; +“and indeed it is but a little way I can manage <a +name="page127"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 127</span>now: +’tis just four miles from the height to the village, +thither I am going.”</p> +<p>“I am going there too,” said Harley; “we may +make the road shorter to each other. You seem to have +served your country, sir, to have served it hardly too; +’tis a character I have the highest esteem for.—I +would not be impertinently inquisitive; but there is that in your +appearance which excites my curiosity to know something more of +you; in the meantime, suffer me to carry that +knapsack.”</p> +<p>The old man gazed on him; a tear stood in his eye! +“Young gentleman,” said he, “you are too good; +may Heaven bless you for an old man’s sake, who has nothing +but his blessing to give! but my knapsack is so familiar to my +shoulders, that I should walk the worse for wanting it; and it +would be troublesome to you, who have not been used to its +weight.”</p> +<p>“Far from it,” answered Harley, “I should +tread the lighter; it would be the most honourable badge I ever +wore.”</p> +<p>“Sir,” said the stranger, who had looked earnestly +in Harley’s face during the last part of his discourse, +“is act your name Harley?”</p> +<p><a name="page128"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +128</span>“It is,” replied he; “I am ashamed to +say I have forgotten yours.”</p> +<p>“You may well have forgotten my face,” said the +stranger;—“’tis a long time since you saw it; +but possibly you may remember something of old +Edwards.”</p> +<p>“Edwards!” cried Harley, “oh! +heavens!” and sprung to embrace him; “let me clasp +those knees on which I have sat so often: Edwards!—I shall +never forget that fire-side, round which I have been so +happy! But where, where have you been? where is Jack? where +is your daughter? How has it fared with them, when fortune, +I fear, has been so unkind to you?”</p> +<p>“’Tis a long tale,” replied Edwards; +“but I will try to tell it you as we walk.</p> +<p>“When you were at school in the neighbourhood, you +remember me at South-hill: that farm had been possessed by my +father, grandfather, and great-grandfather, which last was a +younger brother of that very man’s ancestor, who is now +lord of the manor. I thought I managed it, as they had +done, with prudence; I paid my rent regularly as it became due, +and had always as much behind as gave bread to me and my +children. But my <a name="page129"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 129</span>last lease was out soon after you +left that part of the country; and the squire, who had lately got +a London-attorney for his steward, would not renew it, because, +he said, he did not chuse to have any farm under £300 a +year value on his estate; but offered to give me the preference +on the same terms with another, if I chose to take the one he had +marked out, of which mine was a part.</p> +<p>“What could I do, Mr. Harley? I feared the +undertaking was too great for me; yet to leave, at my age, the +house I had lived in from my cradle! I could not, Mr. +Harley, I could not; there was not a tree about it that I did not +look on as my father, my brother, or my child: so I even ran the +risk, and took the squire’s offer of the whole. But +had soon reason to repent of my bargain; the steward had taken +care that my former farm should be the best land of the division: +I was obliged to hire more servants, and I could not have my eye +over them all; some unfavourable seasons followed one another, +and I found my affairs entangling on my hands. To add to my +distress, a considerable corn-factor turned bankrupt with a sum +of mine in his possession: I failed paying my rent so punctually +<a name="page130"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 130</span>as I was +wont to do, and the same steward had my stock taken in execution +in a few days after. So, Mr. Harley, there was an end of my +prosperity. However, there was as much produced from the +sale of my effects as paid my debts and saved me from a jail: I +thank God I wronged no man, and the world could never charge me +with dishonesty.</p> +<p>“Had you seen us, Mr. Harley, when we were turned out of +South-hill, I am sure you would have wept at the sight. You +remember old Trusty, my shag house-dog; I shall never forget it +while I live; the poor creature was blind with age, and could +scarce crawl after us to the door; he went however as far as the +gooseberry-bush that you may remember stood on the left side of +the yard; he was wont to bask in the sun there; when he had +reached that spot, he stopped; we went on: I called to him; he +wagged his tail, but did not stir: I called again; he lay down: I +whistled, and cried Trusty; he gave a short howl, and died! +I could have lain down and died too; but God gave me strength to +live for my children.”</p> +<p>The old man now paused a moment to take breath. He eyed +Harley’s face; it was bathed <a name="page131"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 131</span>with tears: the story was grown +familiar to himself; he dropped one tear, and no more.</p> +<p>“Though I was poor,” continued he, “I was +not altogether without credit. A gentleman in the +neighbourhood, who had a small farm unoccupied at the time, +offered to let me have it, on giving security for the rent; which +I made shift to procure. It was a piece of ground which +required management to make anything of; but it was nearly within +the compass of my son’s labour and my own. We exerted +all our industry to bring it into some heart. We began to +succeed tolerably and lived contented on its produce, when an +unlucky accident brought us under the displeasure of a +neighbouring justice of the peace, and broke all our +family-happiness again.</p> +<p>“My son was a remarkable good shooter; he-had always +kept a pointer on our former farm, and thought no harm in doing +so now; when one day, having sprung a covey in our own ground, +the dog, of his own accord, followed them into the +justice’s. My son laid down his gun, and went after +his dog to bring him back: the game-keeper, who had marked the +birds, came up, and seeing the pointer, shot him just as my son +approached. The creature <a name="page132"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 132</span>fell; my son ran up to him: he died +with a complaining sort of cry at his master’s feet. +Jack could bear it no longer; but, flying at the game-keeper, +wrenched his gun out of his hand, and with the butt end of it, +felled him to the ground.</p> +<p>“He had scarce got home, when a constable came with a +warrant, and dragged him to prison; there he lay, for the +justices would not take bail, till he was tried at the +quarter-sessions for the assault and battery. His fine was +hard upon us to pay: we contrived however to live the worse for +it, and make up the loss by our frugality: but the justice was +not content with that punishment, and soon after had an +opportunity of punishing us indeed.</p> +<p>“An officer with press-orders came down to our county, +and having met with the justices, agreed that they should pitch +on a certain number, who could most easily be spared from the +county, of whom he would take care to clear it: my son’s +name was in the justices’ list.</p> +<p>“’Twas on a Christmas eve, and the birth-day too +of my son’s little boy. The night was piercing cold, +and it blew a storm, with showers of hail and snow. We had +made up a cheering fire in an inner <a name="page133"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 133</span>room; I sat before it in my +wicker-chair; blessing providence, that had still left a shelter +for me and my children. My son’s two little ones were +holding their gambols around us; my heart warmed at the sight: I +brought a bottle of my best ale, and all our misfortunes were +forgotten.</p> +<p>“It had long been our custom to play a game at blind +man’s buff on that night, and it was not omitted now; so to +it we fell, I, and my son, and his wife, the daughter of a +neighbouring farmer, who happened to be with us at the time, the +two children, and an old maid servant, who had lived with me from +a child. The lot fell on my son to be blindfolded: we had +continued some time in our game, when he groped his way into an +outer room in pursuit of some of us, who, he imagined, had taken +shelter there; we kept snug in our places, and enjoyed his +mistake. He had not been long there, when he was suddenly +seized from behind; ‘I shall have you now,’ said he, +and turned about. ‘Shall you so, master?’ +answered the ruffian, who had laid hold of him; ‘we shall +make you play at another sort of game by and +by.’”—At these words Harley started with a +convulsive sort of motion, and grasping Edwards’s sword, +drew it half out of <a name="page134"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 134</span>the scabbard, with a look of the +most frantic wildness. Edwards gently replaced it in its +sheath, and went on with his relation.</p> +<p>“On hearing these words in a strange voice, we all +rushed out to discover the cause; the room by this time was +almost full of the gang. My daughter-in-law fainted at the +sight; the maid and I ran to assist her, while my poor son +remained motionless, gazing by turns on his children and their +mother. We soon recovered her to life, and begged her to +retire and wait the issue of the affair; but she flew to her +husband, and clung round him in an agony of terror and grief.</p> +<p>“In the gang was one of a smoother aspect, whom, by his +dress, we discovered to be a serjeant of foot: he came up to me, +and told me, that my son had his choice of the sea or land +service, whispering at the same time that, if he chose the land, +he might get off, on procuring him another man, and paying a +certain sum for his freedom. The money we could just muster +up in the house, by the assistance of the maid, who produced, in +a green bag, all the little savings of her service; but the man +we could not expect to find. My daughter-in-law gazed upon +her children with a look of the <a name="page135"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 135</span>wildest despair: ‘My poor +infants!’ said she, ‘your father is forced from you; +who shall now labour for your bread? or must your mother beg for +herself and you?’ I prayed her to be patient; but +comfort I had none to give her. At last, calling the +serjeant aside, I asked him, ‘If I was too old to be +accepted in place of my son?’</p> +<p>“‘Why, I don’t know,’ said he; +‘you are rather old to be sure, but yet the money may do +much.’</p> +<p>“I put the money in his hand, and coming back to my +children, ‘Jack,’ said I, ‘you are free; live +to give your wife and these little ones bread; I will go, my +child, in your stead; I have but little life to lose, and if I +staid, I should add one to the wretches you left +behind.’</p> +<p>“‘No,’ replied my son, ‘I am not that +coward you imagine me; heaven forbid that my father’s grey +hairs should be so exposed, while I sat idle at home; I am young +and able to endure much, and God will take care of you and my +family.’</p> +<p>“‘Jack,’ said I, ‘I will put an end to +this matter, you have never hitherto disobeyed me; I will not be +contradicted in this; stay at home, I charge you, and, for my +sake, be kind to my children.’</p> +<p><a name="page136"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +136</span>“Our parting, Mr. Harley, I cannot describe to +you; it was the first time we ever had parted: the very +press-gang could scarce keep from tears; but the serjeant, who +had seemed the softest before, was now the least moved of them +all. He conducted me to a party of new-raised recruits, who +lay at a village in the neighbourhood; and we soon after joined +the regiment. I had not been long with it when we were +ordered to the East Indies, where I was soon made a serjeant, and +might have picked up some money, if my heart had been as hard as +some others were; but my nature was never of that kind, that +could think of getting rich at the expense of my conscience.</p> +<p>“Amongst our prisoners was an old Indian, whom some of +our officers supposed to have a treasure hidden somewhere; which +is no uncommon practice in that country. They pressed him +to discover it. He declared he had none, but that would not +satisfy them, so they ordered him to be tied to a stake, and +suffer fifty lashes every morning till he should learn to speak +out, as they said. Oh! Mr. Harley, had you seen him, as I +did, with his hands bound behind him, suffering in silence, while +the big drops trickled down his <a name="page137"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 137</span>shrivelled cheeks and wet his grey +beard, which some of the inhuman soldiers plucked in scorn! +I could not bear it, I could not for my soul, and one morning, +when the rest of the guard were out of the way, I found means to +let him escape. I was tried by a court-martial for +negligence of my post, and ordered, in compassion of my age, and +having got this wound in my arm and that in my leg in the +service, only to suffer three hundred lashes and be turned out of +the regiment; but my sentence was mitigated as to the lashes, and +I had only two hundred. When I had suffered these I was +turned out of the camp, and had betwixt three and four hundred +miles to travel before I could reach a sea-port, without guide to +conduct me, or money to buy me provisions by the way. I set +out, however, resolved to walk as far as I could, and then to lay +myself down and die. But I had scarce gone a mile when I +was met by the Indian whom I had delivered. He pressed me +in his arms, and kissed the marks of the lashes on my back a +thousand times; he led me to a little hut, where some friend of +his dwelt, and after I was recovered of my wounds conducted me so +far on my journey himself, and sent another Indian to <a +name="page138"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 138</span>guide me +through the rest. When we parted he pulled out a purse with +two hundred pieces of gold in it. ‘Take this,’ +said he, ‘my dear preserver, it is all I have been able to +procure.’</p> +<p>“I begged him not to bring himself to poverty for my +sake, who should probably have no need of it long, but he +insisted on my accepting it. He embraced me. +‘You are an Englishman,’ said he, ‘but the +Great Spirit has given you an Indian heart, may He bear up the +weight of your old age, and blunt the arrow that brings it +rest!’</p> +<p>“We parted, and not long after I made shift to get my +passage to England. ’Tis but about a week since I +landed, and I am going to end my days in the arms of my +son. This sum may be of use to him and his children, +’tis all the value I put upon it. I thank Heaven I +never was covetous of wealth; I never had much, but was always so +happy as to be content with my little.”</p> +<p>When Edwards had ended his relation, Harley stood a while +looking at him in silence; at last he pressed him in his arms, +and when he had given vent to the fulness of his heart by a +shower of tears, “Edwards,” said he, “let me +hold thee to my bosom, let me imprint the virtue of thy +sufferings <a name="page139"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +139</span>on my soul. Come, my honoured veteran! let me +endeavour to soften the last days of a life, worn out in the +service of humanity; call me also thy son, and let me cherish +thee as a father.”’</p> +<p>Edwards, from whom the recollection of his own suffering had +scarced forced a tear, now blubbered like a boy; he could not +speak his gratitude, but by some short exclamations of blessings +upon Harley.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXV.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HE MISSES AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.—AN +ADVENTURE CONSEQUENT UPON IT.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">When</span> they had arrived within a +little way of the village they journeyed to, Harley stopped +short, and looked steadfastly on the mouldering walls of a ruined +house that stood on the road side. “Oh, +heavens!” he cried, “what do I see: silent, unroofed, +and desolate! Are all thy gay tenants gone? do I hear their +hum no more Edwards, look there, look there? the scene of my +infant joys, my earliest friendships, laid waste and +ruinous! <a name="page140"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +140</span>That was the very school where I was boarded when you +were at South-hill; ’tis but a twelve-month since I saw it +standing, and its benches filled with cherubs: that opposite side +of the road was the green on which they sported; see it now +ploughed up! I would have given fifty times its value to +have saved it from the sacrilege of that plough.”</p> +<p>“Dear sir,” replied Edwards, “perhaps they +have left it from choice, and may have got another spot as +good.”</p> +<p>“They cannot,” said Harley, “they cannot; I +shall never see the sward covered with its daisies, nor pressed +by the dance of the dear innocents: I shall never see that stump +decked with the garlands which their little hands had +gathered. These two long stones, which now lie at the foot +of it, were once the supports of a hut I myself assisted to rear: +I have sat on the sods within it, when we had spread our banquet +of apples before us, and been more blessed—Oh! +Edwards, infinitely more blessed, than ever I shall be +again.”</p> +<p>Just then a woman passed them on the road, and discovered some +signs of wonder at the attitude of Harley, who stood, with his +hands <a name="page141"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +141</span>folded together, looking with a moistened eye on the +fallen pillars of the hut. He was too much entranced in +thought to observe her at all, but Edwards, civilly accosting +her, desired to know if that had not been the school-house, and +how it came into the condition in which they now saw it.</p> +<p>“Alack a day!” said she, “it was the +school-house indeed; but to be sure, sir, the squire has pulled +it down because it stood in the way of his prospects.”</p> +<p>“What! how! prospects! pulled down!” cried +Harley.</p> +<p>“Yes, to be sure, sir; and the green, where the children +used to play, he has ploughed up, because, he said, they hurt his +fence on the other side of it.”</p> +<p>“Curses on his narrow heart,” cried Harley, +“that could violate a right so sacred! Heaven blast +the wretch!</p> +<blockquote><p>“And from his derogate body never spring<br +/> +A babe to honour him!”—</p> +</blockquote> +<p>But I need not, Edwards, I need not” (recovering himself +a little), “he is cursed enough already: to him the noblest +source of happiness is denied, and the cares of his sordid soul +shall gnaw it, while <a name="page142"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 142</span>thou sittest over a brown crust, +smiling on those mangled limbs that have saved thy son and his +children!”</p> +<p>“If you want anything with the school-mistress, +sir,” said the woman, “I can show you the way to her +house.”</p> +<p>He followed her without knowing whither he went.</p> +<p>They stopped at the door of a snug habitation, where sat an +elderly woman with a boy and a girl before her, each of whom held +a supper of bread and milk in their hands.</p> +<p>“There, sir, is the school-mistress.”</p> +<p>“Madam,” said Harley, “was not an old +venerable man school-master here some time ago?”</p> +<p>“Yes, sir, he was, poor man; the loss of his former +school-house, I believe, broke his heart, for he died soon after +it was taken down, and as another has not yet been found, I have +that charge in the meantime.”</p> +<p>“And this boy and girl, I presume, are your +pupils?”</p> +<p>“Ay, sir; they are poor orphans, put under my care by +the parish, and more promising children I never saw.”</p> +<p><a name="page143"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +143</span>“Orphans?” said Harley.</p> +<p>“Yes, sir, of honest creditable parents as any in the +parish, and it is a shame for some folks to forget their +relations at a time when they have most need to remember +them.”</p> +<p>“Madam,” said Harley, “let us never forget +that we are all relations.”</p> +<p>He kissed the children.</p> +<p>“Their father, sir,” continued she, “was a +farmer here in the neighbourhood, and a sober industrious man he +was; but nobody can help misfortunes: what with bad crops, and +bad debts, which are worse, his affairs went to wreck, and both +he and his wife died of broken hearts. And a sweet couple +they were, sir; there was not a properer man to look on in the +county than John Edwards, and so indeed were all the +Edwardses.”</p> +<p>“What Edwardses?” cried the old soldier +hastily.</p> +<p>“The Edwardses of South-hill, and a worthy family they +were.”</p> +<p>“South-hill!” said he, in a languid voice, and +fell back into the arms of the astonished Harley. The +school-mistress ran for some water—and a smelling-bottle, +with the assistance of which they <a name="page144"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 144</span>soon recovered the unfortunate +Edwards. He stared wildly for some time, then folding his +orphan grandchildren in his arms,</p> +<p>“Oh! my children, my children,” he cried, +“have I found you thus? My poor Jack, art thou +gone? I thought thou shouldst have carried thy +father’s grey hairs to the grave! and these little +ones”—his tears choked his utterance, and he fell +again on the necks of the children.</p> +<p>“My dear old man,” said Harley, “Providence +has sent you to relieve them; it will bless me if I can be the +means of assisting you.”</p> +<p>“Yes, indeed, sir,” answered the boy; +“father, when he was a-dying, bade God bless us, and prayed +that if grandfather lived he might send him to support +us.”</p> +<p>“Where did they lay my boy?” said Edwards.</p> +<p>“In the Old Churchyard,” replied the woman, +“hard by his mother.”</p> +<p>“I will show it you,” answered the boy, “for +I have wept over it many a time when first I came amongst strange +folks.”</p> +<p>He took the old man’s hand, Harley laid hold of his +sister’s, and they walked in silence to the churchyard.</p> +<p><a name="page145"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 145</span>There +was an old stone, with the corner broken off, and some letters, +half-covered with moss, to denote the names of the dead: there +was a cyphered R. E. plainer than the rest; it was the tomb they +sought.</p> +<p>“Here it is, grandfather,” said the boy.</p> +<p>Edwards gazed upon it without uttering a word: the girl, who +had only sighed before, now wept outright; her brother sobbed, +but he stifled his sobbing.</p> +<p>“I have told sister,” said he, “that she +should not take it so to heart; she can knit already, and I shall +soon be able to dig, we shall not starve, sister, indeed we shall +not, nor shall grandfather neither.”</p> +<p>The girl cried afresh; Harley kissed off her tears as they +flowed, and wept between every kiss.</p> +<h2><a name="page146"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +146</span>CHAPTER XXXVI.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HE RETURNS HOME.—A DESCRIPTION OF +HIS RETINUE.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was with some difficulty that +Harley prevailed on the old man to leave the spot where the +remains of his son were laid. At last, with the assistance +of the school-mistress, he prevailed; and she accommodated +Edwards and him with beds in her house, there being nothing like +an inn nearer than the distance of some miles.</p> +<p>In the morning Harley persuaded Edwards to come with the +children to his house, which was distant but a short day’s +journey. The boy walked in his grandfather’s hand; +and the name of Edwards procured him a neighbouring +farmer’s horse, on which a servant mounted, with the girl +on a pillow before him.</p> +<p>With this train Harley returned to the abode of his fathers: +and we cannot but think, that his enjoyment was as great as if he +had arrived from the tour of Europe with a Swiss valet for his +companion, and half a dozen snuff-boxes, with invisible <a +name="page147"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 147</span>hinges, in +his pocket. But we take our ideas from sounds which folly +has invented; Fashion, Bon ton, and Vertù, are the names +of certain idols, to which we sacrifice the genuine pleasures of +the soul: in this world of semblance, we are contented with +personating happiness; to feel it is an art beyond us.</p> +<p>It was otherwise with Harley; he ran upstairs to his aunt with +the history of his fellow-travellers glowing on his lips. +His aunt was an economist; but she knew the pleasure of doing +charitable things, and withal was fond of her nephew, and +solicitous to oblige him. She received old Edwards +therefore with a look of more complacency than is perhaps natural +to maiden ladies of three-score, and was remarkably attentive to +his grandchildren: she roasted apples with her own hands for +their supper, and made up a little bed beside her own for the +girl. Edwards made some attempts towards an acknowledgment +for these favours; but his young friend stopped them in their +beginnings.</p> +<p>“Whosoever receiveth any of these children,” said +his aunt; for her acquaintance with her Bible was habitual.</p> +<p><a name="page148"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 148</span>Early +next morning Harley stole into the room where Edwards lay: he +expected to have found him a-bed, but in this he was mistaken: +the old man had risen, and was leaning over his sleeping +grandson, with the tears flowing down his cheeks. At first +he did not perceive Harley; when he did, he endeavoured to hide +his grief, and crossing his eyes with his hand expressed his +surprise at seeing him so early astir.</p> +<p>“I was thinking of you,” said Harley, “and +your children: I learned last night that a small farm of mine in +the neighbourhood is now vacant: if you will occupy it I shall +gain a good neighbour and be able in some measure to repay the +notice you took of me when a boy, and as the furniture of the +house is mine, it will be so much trouble saved.”</p> +<p>Edwards’s tears gushed afresh, and Harley led him to see +the place he intended for him.</p> +<p>The house upon this farm was indeed little better than a hut; +its situation, however, was pleasant, and Edwards, assisted by +the beneficence of Harley, set about improving its neatness and +convenience. He staked out a piece of the green before for +a garden, and Peter, who acted in Harley’s <a +name="page149"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 149</span>family as +valet, butler, and gardener, had orders to furnish him with +parcels of the different seeds he chose to sow in it. I +have seen his master at work in this little spot with his coat +off, and his dibble in his hand: it was a scene of tranquil +virtue to have stopped an angel on his errands of mercy! +Harley had contrived to lead a little bubbling brook through a +green walk in the middle of the ground, upon which he had erected +a mill in miniature for the diversion of Edwards’s infant +grandson, and made shift in its construction to introduce a +pliant bit of wood that answered with its fairy clack to the +murmuring of the rill that turned it. I have seen him +stand, listening to these mingled sounds, with his eye fixed on +the boy, and the smile of conscious satisfaction on his cheek, +while the old man, with a look half turned to Harley and half to +heaven, breathed an ejaculation of gratitude and piety.</p> +<p>Father of mercies! I also would thank thee that not only +hast thou assigned eternal rewards to virtue, but that, even in +this bad world, the lines of our duty and our happiness are so +frequently woven together.</p> +<h3><a name="page150"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 150</span>A +FRAGMENT.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">THE MAN OF FEELING TALKS OF WHAT HE DOES +NOT UNDERSTAND.—AN INCIDENT.</span></h3> +<p>* * * * “<span class="smcap">Edwards</span>,” said +he, “I have a proper regard for the prosperity of my +country: every native of it appropriates to himself some share of +the power, or the fame, which, as a nation, it acquires, but I +cannot throw off the man so much as to rejoice at our conquests +in India. You tell me of immense territories subject to the +English: I cannot think of their possessions without being led to +inquire by what right they possess them. They came there as +traders, bartering the commodities they brought for others which +their purchasers could spare; and however great their profits +were, they were then equitable. But what title have the +subjects of another kingdom to establish an empire in India? to +give laws to a country where the inhabitants received them on the +terms of friendly commerce? You say they are happier under +our regulations than the tyranny <a name="page151"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 151</span>of their own petty princes. I +must doubt it, from the conduct of those by whom these +regulations have been made. They have drained the +treasuries of Nabobs, who must fill them by oppressing the +industry of their subjects. Nor is this to be wondered at, +when we consider the motive upon which those gentlemen do not +deny their going to India. The fame of conquest, barbarous +as that motive is, is but a secondary consideration: there are +certain stations in wealth to which the warriors of the East +aspire. It is there, indeed, where the wishes of their +friends assign them eminence, where the question of their country +is pointed at their return. When shall I see a commander +return from India in the pride of honourable poverty? You +describe the victories they have gained; they are sullied by the +cause in which they fought: you enumerate the spoils of those +victories; they are covered with the blood of the vanquished.</p> +<p>“Could you tell me of some conqueror giving peace and +happiness to the conquered? did he accept the gifts of their +princes to use them for the comfort of those whose fathers, sons, +or husbands, fell in battle? did he use his power to gain <a +name="page152"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 152</span>security +and freedom to the regions of oppression and slavery? did he +endear the British name by examples of generosity, which the most +barbarous or most depraved are rarely able to resist? did he +return with the consciousness of duty discharged to his country, +and humanity to his fellow-creatures? did he return with no lace +on his coat, no slaves in his retinue, no chariot at his door, +and no burgundy at his table?—these were laurels which +princes might envy—which an honest man would not +condemn!”</p> +<p>“Your maxims, Mr. Harley, are certainly right,” +said Edwards. “I am not capable of arguing with you; +but I imagine there are great temptations in a great degree of +riches, which it is no easy matter to resist: those a poor man +like me cannot describe, because he never knew them; and perhaps +I have reason to bless God that I never did; for then, it is +likely, I should have withstood them no better than my +neighbours. For you know, sir, that it is not the fashion +now, as it was in former times, that I have read of in books, +when your great generals died so poor, that they did not leave +wherewithal to buy them a coffin; and people thought the better +of their <a name="page153"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +153</span>memories for it: if they did so now-a-days, I question +if any body, except yourself, and some few like you, would thank +them.”</p> +<p>“I am sorry,” replied Harley, “that there is +so much truth in what you say; but however the general current of +opinion may point, the feelings are not yet lost that applaud +benevolence, and censure inhumanity. Let us endeavour to +strengthen them in ourselves; and we, who live sequestered from +the noise of the multitude, have better opportunities of +listening undisturbed to their voice.”</p> +<p>They now approached the little dwelling of Edwards. A +maid-servant, whom he had hired to assist him in the care of his +grandchildren met them a little way from the house: “There +is a young lady within with the children,” said she. +Edwards expressed his surprise at the visit: it was however not +the less true; and we mean to account for it.</p> +<p>This young lady then was no other than Miss Walton. She +had heard the old man’s history from Harley, as we have +already related it. Curiosity, or some other motive, made +her desirous to see his grandchildren; this she had an +opportunity <a name="page154"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +154</span>of gratifying soon, the children, in some of their +walks, having strolled as far as her father’s avenue. +She put several questions to both; she was delighted with the +simplicity of their answers, and promised, that if they continued +to be good children, and do as their grandfather bid them, she +would soon see them again, and bring some present or other for +their reward. This promise she had performed now: she came +attended only by her maid, and brought with her a complete suit +of green for the boy, and a chintz gown, a cap, and a suit of +ribbons, for his sister. She had time enough, with her +maid’s assistance, to equip them in their new habiliments +before Harley and Edwards returned. The boy heard his +grandfather’s voice, and, with that silent joy which his +present finery inspired, ran to the door to meet him: putting one +hand in his, with the other pointed to his sister, +“See,” said he, “what Miss Walton has brought +us!”—Edwards gazed on them. Harley fixed his +eyes on Miss Walton; her’s were turned to the +ground;—in Edwards’s was a beamy moisture.—He +folded his hands together—“I cannot speak, young +lady,” said he, “to thank you.” Neither +could Harley. <a name="page155"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 155</span>There were a thousand sentiments; +but they gushed so impetuously on his heart, that he could not +utter a syllable. * * * *</p> +<h2>CHAPTER XL.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">THE MAN OF FEELING JEALOUS.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> desire of communicating +knowledge or intelligence, is an argument with those who hold +that man is naturally a social animal. It is indeed one of +the earliest propensities we discover; but it may be doubted +whether the pleasure (for pleasure there certainly is) arising +from it be not often more selfish than social: for we frequently +observe the tidings of Ill communicated as eagerly as the +annunciation of Good. Is it that we delight in observing +the effects of the stronger passions? for we are all philosophers +in this respect; and it is perhaps amongst the spectators at +Tyburn that the most genuine are to be found.</p> +<p>Was it from this motive that Peter came one morning into his +master’s room with a meaning face <a +name="page156"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 156</span>of +recital? His master indeed did not at first observe it; for +he was sitting with one shoe buckled, delineating portraits in +the fire. “I have brushed those clothes, sir, as you +ordered me.”—Harley nodded his head but Peter +observed that his hat wanted brushing too: his master nodded +again. At last Peter bethought him that the fire needed +stirring; and taking up the poker, demolished the turban’d +head of a Saracen, while his master was seeking out a body for +it. “The morning is main cold, sir,” said +Peter. “Is it?” said Harley. “Yes, +sir; I have been as far as Tom Dowson’s to fetch some +barberries he had picked for Mrs. Margery. There was a rare +junketting last night at Thomas’s among Sir Harry +Benson’s servants; he lay at Squire Walton’s, but he +would not suffer his servants to trouble the family: so, to be +sure, they were all at Tom’s, and had a fiddle, and a hot +supper in the big room where the justices meet about the +destroying of hares and partridges, and them things; and +Tom’s eyes looked so red and so bleared when I called him +to get the barberries:—And I hear as how Sir Harry is going +to be married to Miss Walton.”—“How! Miss +Walton married!” said Harley. “Why, it <a +name="page157"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +157</span>mayn’t be true, sir, for all that; but +Tom’s wife told it me, and to be sure the servants told +her, and their master told them, as I guess, sir; but it +mayn’t be true for all that, as I said +before.”—“Have done with your idle +information,” said Harley:—“Is my aunt come +down into the parlour to breakfast?”—“Yes, +sir.”—“Tell her I’ll be with her +immediately.”</p> +<p>When Peter was gone, he stood with his eyes fixed on the +ground, and the last words of his intelligence vibrating in his +ears. “Miss Walton married!” he +sighed—and walked down stairs, with his shoe as it was, and +the buckle in his hand. His aunt, however, was pretty well +accustomed to those appearances of absence; besides, that the +natural gravity of her temper, which was commonly called into +exertion by the care of her household concerns, was such as not +easily to be discomposed by any circumstance of accidental +impropriety. She too had been informed of the intended +match between Sir Harry Benson and Miss Walton. “I +have been thinking,” said she, “that they are distant +relations: for the great-grandfather of this Sir Harry Benson, +who was knight of the shire in the reign of Charles the <a +name="page158"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 158</span>First, and +one of the cavaliers of those times, was married to a daughter of +the Walton family.” Harley answered drily, that it +might be so; but that he never troubled himself about those +matters. “Indeed,” said she, “you are to +blame, nephew, for not knowing a little more of them: before I +was near your age I had sewed the pedigree of our family in a set +of chair-bottoms, that were made a present of to my grandmother, +who was a very notable woman, and had a proper regard for +gentility, I’ll assure you; but now-a-days it is money, not +birth, that makes people respected; the more shame for the +times.”</p> +<p>Harley was in no very good humour for entering into a +discussion of this question; but he always entertained so much +filial respect for his aunt, as to attend to her discourse.</p> +<p>“We blame the pride of the rich,” said he, +“but are not we ashamed of our poverty?”</p> +<p>“Why, one would not choose,” replied his aunt, +“to make a much worse figure than one’s neighbours; +but, as I was saying before, the times (as my friend, Mrs. +Dorothy Walton, observes) are shamefully degenerated in this +respect. There was but t’other day at Mr. +Walton’s, that fat fellow’s <a +name="page159"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 159</span>daughter, +the London merchant, as he calls himself, though I have heard +that he was little better than the keeper of a chandler’s +shop. We were leaving the gentlemen to go to tea. She +had a hoop, forsooth, as large and as stiff—and it showed a +pair of bandy legs, as thick as two—I was nearer the door +by an apron’s length, and the pert hussy brushed by me, as +who should say, Make way for your betters, and with one of her +London bobs—but Mrs. Dorothy did not let her pass with it; +for all the time of drinking tea, she spoke of the precedency of +family, and the disparity there is between people who are come of +something and your mushroom gentry who wear their coats of arms +in their purses.”</p> +<p>Her indignation was interrupted by the arrival of her maid +with a damask table-cloth, and a set of napkins, from the loom, +which had been spun by her mistress’s own hand. There +was the family crest in each corner, and in the middle a view of +the battle of Worcester, where one of her ancestors had been a +captain in the king’s forces; and with a sort of poetical +licence in perspective, there was seen the Royal Oak, with more +wig than leaves upon it.</p> +<p><a name="page160"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 160</span>On +all this the good lady was very copious, and took up the +remaining intervals of filling tea, to describe its excellencies +to Harley; adding, that she intended this as a present for his +wife, when he should get one. He sighed and looked foolish, +and commending the serenity of the day, walked out into the +garden.</p> +<p>He sat down on a little seat which commanded an extensive +prospect round the house. He leaned on his hand, and scored +the ground with his stick: “Miss Walton married!” +said he; “but what is that to me? May she be happy! +her virtues deserve it; to me her marriage is otherwise +indifferent: I had romantic dreams? they are fled?—it is +perfectly indifferent.”</p> +<p>Just at that moment he saw a servant with a knot of ribbons in +his hat go into the house. His cheeks grew flushed at the +sight! He kept his eye fixed for some time on the door by +which he had entered, then starting to his feet, hastily followed +him.</p> +<p>When he approached the door of the kitchen where he supposed +the man had entered, his heart throbbed so violently, that when +he would have called Peter, his voice failed in the +attempt. He <a name="page161"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +161</span>stood a moment listening in this breathless state of +palpitation: Peter came out by chance. “Did your +honour want any thing?”—“Where is the servant +that came just now from Mr. +Walton’s?”—“From Mr. Walton’s, sir! +there is none of his servants here that I know +of.”—“Nor of Sir Harry +Benson’s?”—He did not wait for an answer; but +having by this time observed the hat with its parti-coloured +ornament hanging on a peg near the door, he pressed forwards into +the kitchen, and addressing himself to a stranger whom he saw +there, asked him, with no small tremor in his voice, “If he +had any commands for him?” The man looked silly, and +said, “That he had nothing to trouble his honour +with.”—“Are not you a servant of Sir Harry +Benson’s?”—“No, +sir.”—“You’ll pardon me, young man; I +judged by the favour in your hat.”—“Sir, +I’m his majesty’s servant, God bless him! and these +favours we always wear when we are +recruiting.”—“Recruiting!” his eyes +glistened at the word: he seized the soldier’s hand, and +shaking it violently, ordered Peter to fetch a bottle of his +aunt’s best dram. The bottle was brought: “You +shall drink the king’s health,” said Harley, +“in a bumper.”—<a name="page162"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 162</span>“The king and your +honour.”—“Nay, you shall drink the king’s +health by itself; you may drink mine in another.” +Peter looked in his master’s face, and filled with some +little reluctance. “Now to your mistress,” said +Harley; “every soldier has a mistress.” The man +excused himself—“To your mistress! you cannot refuse +it.” ’Twas Mrs. Margery’s best +dram! Peter stood with the bottle a little inclined, but +not so as to discharge a drop of its contents: “Fill it, +Peter,” said his master, “fill it to the +brim.” Peter filled it; and the soldier having named +Suky Simpson, dispatched it in a twinkling. “Thou art +an honest fellow,” said Harley, “and I love +thee;” and shaking his hand again, desired Peter to make +him his guest at dinner, and walked up into his room with a pace +much quicker and more springy than usual.</p> +<p>This agreeable disappointment, however, he was not long +suffered to enjoy. The curate happened that day to dine +with him: his visits, indeed, were more properly to the aunt than +the nephew; and many of the intelligent ladies in the parish, +who, like some very great philosophers, have the happy knack at +accounting for everything, gave out that there was a particular +attachment between them, <a name="page163"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 163</span>which wanted only to be matured by +some more years of courtship to end in the tenderest +connection. In this conclusion, indeed, supposing the +premises to have been true, they were somewhat justified by the +known opinion of the lady, who frequently declared herself a +friend to the ceremonial of former times, when a lover might have +sighed seven years at his mistress’s feet before he was +allowed the liberty of kissing her hand. ’Tis true +Mrs. Margery was now about her grand climacteric; no matter: that +is just the age when we expect to grow younger. But I +verily believe there was nothing in the report; the +curate’s connection was only that of a genealogist; for in +that character he was no way inferior to Mrs. Margery +herself. He dealt also in the present times; for he was a +politician and a news-monger.</p> +<p>He had hardly said grace after dinner, when he told Mrs. +Margery that she might soon expect a pair of white gloves, as Sir +Harry Benson, he was very well informed, was just going to be +married to Miss Walton. Harley spilt the wine he was +carrying to his mouth: he had time, however, to recollect himself +before the curate had finished the <a name="page164"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 164</span>different particulars of his +intelligence, and summing up all the heroism he was master of, +filled a bumper, and drank to Miss Walton. “With all +my heart,” said the curate, “the bride that is to +be.” Harley would have said bride too; but the word +bride stuck in his throat. His confusion, indeed, was +manifest; but the curate began to enter on some point of descent +with Mrs. Margery, and Harley had very soon after an opportunity +of leaving them, while they were deeply engaged in a question, +whether the name of some great man in the time of Henry the +Seventh was Richard or Humphrey.</p> +<p>He did not see his aunt again till supper; the time between he +spent in walking, like some troubled ghost, round the place where +his treasure lay. He went as far as a little gate, that led +into a copse near Mr. Walton’s house, to which that +gentleman had been so obliging as to let him have a key. He +had just begun to open it when he saw, on a terrace below, Miss +Walton walking with a gentleman in a riding-dress, whom he +immediately guessed to be Sir Harry Benson. He stopped of a +sudden; his hand shook so much that he could hardly turn the key; +he opened the <a name="page165"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +165</span>gate, however, and advanced a few paces. The +lady’s lap-dog pricked up its ears, and barked; he stopped +again—</p> +<blockquote><p>—“The little dogs and all,<br /> +Tray, Blanch, and Sweetheart, see they bark at me!”</p> +</blockquote> +<p>His resolution failed; he slunk back, and, locking the gate as +softly as he could, stood on tiptoe looking over the wall till +they were gone. At that instant a shepherd blew his horn: +the romantic melancholy of the sound quite overcame him!—it +was the very note that wanted to be touched—he sighed! he +dropped a tear!—and returned.</p> +<p>At supper his aunt observed that he was graver than usual; but +she did not suspect the cause: indeed, it may seem odd that she +was the only person in the family who had no suspicion of his +attachment to Miss Walton. It was frequently matter of +discourse amongst the servants: perhaps her maiden +coldness—but for those things we need not account.</p> +<p>In a day or two he was so much master of himself as to be able +to rhyme upon the subject. The following pastoral he left, +some time after, on <a name="page166"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 166</span>the handle of a tea-kettle, at a +neighbouring house where we were visiting; and as I filled the +tea-pot after him, I happened to put it in my pocket by a similar +act of forgetfulness. It is such as might be expected from +a man who makes verses for amusement. I am pleased with +somewhat of good nature that runs through it, because I have +commonly observed the writers of those complaints to bestow +epithets on their lost mistresses rather too harsh for the mere +liberty of choice, which led them to prefer another to the poet +himself: I do not doubt the vehemence of their passion; but, +alas! the sensations of love are something more than the returns +of gratitude.</p> +<blockquote><p style="text-align: center">LAVINIA.</p> +<p style="text-align: center">A <span +class="smcap">Pastoral</span>.</p> +<p>Why steals from my bosom the sigh?<br /> + Why fixed is my gaze on the ground?<br /> +Come, give me my pipe, and I’ll try<br /> + To banish my cares with the sound.</p> +<p>Erewhile were its notes of accord<br /> + With the smile of the flow’r-footed Muse;<br +/> +Ah! why by its master implored<br /> + Shou’d it now the gay carrol refuse?</p> +<p>’Twas taught by <span +class="smcap">Lavinia’s</span> sweet smile,<br /> + In the mirth-loving chorus to join:<br /> +<a name="page167"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 167</span>Ah, me! +how unweeting the while!<br /> + <span class="smcap">Lavinia</span>—can never +be mine!</p> +<p>Another, more happy, the maid<br /> + By fortune is destin’d to bless—<br /> +’Tho’ the hope has forsook that betray’d,<br /> + Yet why should I love her the less?</p> +<p>Her beauties are bright as the morn,<br /> + With rapture I counted them o’er;<br /> +Such virtues these beauties adorn,<br /> + I knew her, and prais’d them no more.</p> +<p>I term’d her no goddess of love,<br /> + I call’d not her beauty divine:<br /> +These far other passions may prove,<br /> + But they could not be figures of mine.</p> +<p>It ne’er was apparel’d with art,<br /> + On words it could never rely;<br /> +It reign’d in the throb of my heart,<br /> + It gleam’d in the glance of my eye.</p> +<p>Oh fool! in the circle to shine<br /> + That Fashion’s gay daughters approve,<br /> +You must speak as the fashions incline;<br /> + Alas! are there fashions in love?</p> +<p>Yet sure they are simple who prize<br /> + The tongue that is smooth to deceive;<br /> +Yet sure she had sense to despise,<br /> + The tinsel that folly may weave.</p> +<p>When I talk’d, I have seen her recline,<br /> + With an aspect so pensively sweet,—<br /> +Tho’ I spoke what the shepherds opine,<br /> + A fop were ashamed to repeat.</p> +<p><a name="page168"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 168</span>She +is soft as the dew-drops that fall<br /> + From the lip of the sweet-scented pea;<br /> +Perhaps when she smil’d upon all,<br /> + I have thought that she smil’d upon me.</p> +<p>But why of her charms should I tell?<br /> + Ah me! whom her charms have undone<br /> +Yet I love the reflection too well,<br /> + The painful reflection to shun.</p> +<p>Ye souls of more delicate kind,<br /> + Who feast not on pleasure alone,<br /> +Who wear the soft sense of the mind,<br /> + To the sons of the world still unknown.</p> +<p>Ye know, tho’ I cannot express,<br /> + Why I foolishly doat on my pain;<br /> +Nor will ye believe it the less,<br /> + That I have not the skill to complain.</p> +<p>I lean on my hand with a sigh,<br /> + My friends the soft sadness condemn;<br /> +Yet, methinks, tho’ I cannot tell why,<br /> + I should hate to be merry like them.</p> +<p>When I walk’d in the pride of the dawn,<br /> + Methought all the region look’d bright:<br /> +Has sweetness forsaken the lawn?<br /> + For, methinks, I grow sad at the sight.</p> +<p>When I stood by the stream, I have thought<br /> + There was mirth in the gurgling soft sound;<br /> +But now ’tis a sorrowful note,<br /> + And the banks are all gloomy around!</p> +<p>I have laugh’d at the jest of a friend;<br /> + Now they laugh, and I know not the cause,<br /> +<a name="page169"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +169</span>Tho’ I seem with my looks to attend,<br /> + How silly! I ask what it was.</p> +<p>They sing the sweet song of the May,<br /> + They sing it with mirth and with glee;<br /> +Sure I once thought the sonnet was gay,<br /> + But now ’tis all sadness to me.</p> +<p>Oh! give me the dubious light<br /> + That gleams thro’ the quivering shade;<br /> +Oh! give me the horrors of night,<br /> + By gloom and by silence array’d!</p> +<p>Let me walk where the soft-rising wave,<br /> + Has pictur’d the moon on its breast;<br /> +Let me walk where the new cover’d grave<br /> + Allows the pale lover to rest!</p> +<p>When shall I in its peaceable womb,<br /> + Be laid with my sorrows asleep?<br /> +Should <span class="smcap">Lavinia</span> but chance on my +tomb—<br /> + I could die if I thought she would weep.</p> +<p>Perhaps, if the souls of the just<br /> + Revisit these mansions of care,<br /> +It may be my favourite trust<br /> + To watch o’er the fate of the fair.</p> +<p>Perhaps the soft thought of her breast,<br /> + With rapture more favour’d to warm;<br /> +Perhaps, if with sorrow oppress’d,<br /> + Her sorrow with patience to arm.</p> +<p>Then, then, in the tenderest part<br /> + May I whisper, “Poor <span +class="smcap">Colin</span> was true,”<br /> +And mark if a heave of her heart<br /> + The thought of her <span class="smcap">Colin</span> +pursue.</p> +</blockquote> +<h3><a name="page170"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 170</span>THE +PUPIL.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">A FRAGMENT.</span></h3> +<p>* * * “<span class="smcap">But</span> as to the higher +part of education, Mr. Harley, the culture of the mind—let +the feelings be awakened, let the heart be brought forth to its +object, placed in the light in which nature would have it stand, +and its decisions will ever be just. The world</p> +<blockquote><p>Will smile, and smile, and be a villain;</p> +</blockquote> +<p>and the youth, who does not suspect its deceit, will be +content to smile with it. Men will put on the most +forbidding aspect in nature, and tell him of the beauty of +virtue.</p> +<p>“I have not, under these grey hairs, forgotten that I +was once a young man, warm in the pursuit of pleasure, but +meaning to be honest as well as happy. I had ideas of +virtue, of honour, of benevolence, which I had never been at the +pains to define; but I felt my bosom heave at the thoughts of +them, and I made the most delightful soliloquies. It is +impossible, said I, that there can be half so many rogues as are +imagined.</p> +<p><a name="page171"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +171</span>“I travelled, because it is the fashion for young +men of my fortune to travel. I had a travelling tutor, +which is the fashion too; but my tutor was a gentleman, which it +is not always the fashion for tutors to be. His gentility, +indeed, was all he had from his father, whose prodigality had not +left him a shilling to support it.</p> +<p>“‘I have a favour to ask of you, my dear +Mountford,’ said my father, ‘which I will not be +refused. You have travelled as became a man; neither France +nor Italy have made anything of Mountford, which Mountford, +before he left England, would have been ashamed of. My son +Edward goes abroad, would you take him under your +protection?’</p> +<p>“He blushed; my father’s face was scarlet. +He pressed his hand to his bosom, as if he had said, my heart +does not mean to offend you. Mountford sighed twice.</p> +<p>“‘I am a proud fool,’ said he, ‘and +you will pardon it. There! (he sighed again) I can hear of +dependance, since it is dependance on my Sedley.’</p> +<p>“‘Dependance!’ answered my father; +‘there can be no such word between us. What is there +<a name="page172"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 172</span>in +£9,000 a year that should make me unworthy of +Mountford’s friendship?’</p> +<p>“They embraced; and soon after I set out on my travels, +with Mountford for my guardian.</p> +<p>“We were at Milan, where my father happened to have an +Italian friend, to whom he had been of some service in +England. The count, for he was of quality, was solicitous +to return the obligation by a particular attention to his +son. We lived in his palace, visited with his family, were +caressed by his friends, and I began to be so well pleased with +my entertainment, that I thought of England as of some foreign +country.</p> +<p>“The count had a son not much older than myself. +At that age a friend is an easy acquisition; we were friends the +first night of our acquaintance.</p> +<p>“He introduced me into the company of a set of young +gentlemen, whose fortunes gave them the command of pleasure, and +whose inclinations incited them to the purchase. After +having spent some joyous evenings in their society, it became a +sort of habit which I could not miss without uneasiness, and our +meetings, which before were frequent, were now stated and +regular.</p> +<p><a name="page173"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +173</span>“Sometimes, in the pauses of our mirth, gaming +was introduced as an amusement. It was an art in which I +was a novice. I received instruction, as other novices do, +by losing pretty largely to my teachers. Nor was this the +only evil which Mountford foresaw would arise from the connection +I had formed; but a lecture of sour injunctions was not his +method of reclaiming. He sometimes asked me questions about +the company, but they were such as the curiosity of any +indifferent man might have prompted. I told him of their +wit, their eloquence, their warmth of friendship, and their +sensibility of heart. ‘And their honour,’ said +I, laying my hand on my breast, ‘is +unquestionable.’ Mountford seemed to rejoice at my +good fortune, and begged that I would introduce him to their +acquaintance. At the next meeting I introduced him +accordingly.</p> +<p>“The conversation was as animated as usual. They +displayed all that sprightliness and good-humour which my praises +had led Mountford to expect; subjects, too, of sentiment +occurred, and their speeches, particularly those of our friend +the son of Count Respino, glowed with the warmth of honour, and +softened into the tenderness <a name="page174"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 174</span>of feeling. Mountford was +charmed with his companions. When we parted, he made the +highest eulogiums upon them. ‘When shall we see them +again?’ said he. I was delighted with the demand, and +promised to reconduct him on the morrow.</p> +<p>“In going to their place of rendezvous, he took me a +little out of the road, to see, as he told me, the performances +of a young statuary. When we were near the house in which +Mountford said he lived, a boy of about seven years old crossed +us in the street. At sight of Mountford he stopped, and +grasping his hand,</p> +<p>“‘My dearest sir,’ said he, ‘my father +is likely to do well. He will live to pray for you, and to +bless you. Yes, he will bless you, though you are an +Englishman, and some other hard word that the monk talked of this +morning, which I have forgot, but it meant that you should not go +to heaven; but he shall go to heaven, said I, for he has saved my +father. Come and see him, sir, that we may be +happy.’</p> +<p>“‘My dear, I am engaged at present with this +gentleman.’</p> +<p>“‘But he shall come along with you; he is an <a +name="page175"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 175</span>Englishman, +too, I fancy. He shall come and learn how an Englishman may +go to heaven.’</p> +<p>“Mountford smiled, and we followed the boy together.</p> +<p>“After crossing the next street, we arrived at the gate +of a prison. I <a name="page176"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 176</span>seemed surprised at the sight; our +little conductor observed it.</p> +<p>“‘Are you afraid, sir?’ said he. +‘I was afraid once too, but my father and mother are here, +and I am never afraid when I am with them.’</p> +<p>“He took my hand, and led me through a dark passage that +fronted the gate. When we came to a little door at the end, +he tapped. A boy, still younger than himself, opened it to +receive us. Mountford entered with a look in which was +pictured the benign assurance of a superior being. I +followed in silence and amazement.</p> +<p>“On something like a bed, lay a man, with a face +seemingly emaciated with sickness, and a look of patient +dejection. A bundle of dirty shreds served him for a +pillow, but he had a better support—the arm of a female who +kneeled beside him, beautiful as an angel, but with a fading +languor in her countenance, the still life of melancholy, that +seemed to borrow its shade from the object on which she +gazed. There was a tear in her eye—the sick man +kissed it off in its bud, smiling through the dimness of his +own—when she saw Mountford, she crawled forward on the +ground, and clasped his knees. He raised her from the +floor; she threw her arms round his neck, and sobbed out a speech +of thankfulness, eloquent beyond the power of language.</p> +<p>“‘Compose yourself, my love,’ said the man +on the bed; ‘but he, whose goodness has caused that +emotion, will pardon its effects.’</p> +<p>“‘How is this, Mountford?’ said I; +‘what do I see? What must I do?’</p> +<p>“‘You see,’ replied the stranger, ‘a +wretch, sunk in poverty, starving in prison, stretched on a sick +bed. But that is little. There are his wife and +children wanting the bread which he has not to give them! +Yet you cannot easily imagine the conscious serenity of his +mind. In the gripe of affliction, his heart swells with the +pride of virtue; it can even look down with pity on the man whose +cruelty has wrung it almost to bursting. You are, I fancy, +a friend of Mr. Mountford’s. Come nearer, and +I’ll tell you, for, short as my story is, <a +name="page177"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 177</span>I can +hardly command breath enough for a recital. The son of +Count Respino (I started, as if I had trod on a viper) has long +had a criminal passion for my wife. This her prudence had +concealed from me; but he had lately the boldness to declare it +to myself. He promised me affluence in exchange for honour, +and threatened misery as its attendant if I kept it. I +treated him with the contempt he deserved; the consequence was, +that he hired a couple of bravoes (for I am persuaded they acted +under his direction), who attempted to assassinate me in the +street; but I made such a defence as obliged them to fly, after +having given me two or three stabs, none of which, however, were +mortal. But his revenge was not thus to be +disappointed. In the little dealings of my trade I had +contracted some debts, of which he had made himself master for my +ruin. I was confined here at his suit, when not yet +recovered from the wounds I had received; the dear woman, and +these two boys, followed me, that we might starve together; but +Providence interposed, and sent Mr. Mountford to our +support. He has relieved my family from the gnawings of +hunger, and rescued me from death, to which a fever, consequent +on my wounds and <a name="page178"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +178</span>increased by the want of every necessary, had almost +reduced me.’</p> +<p>“‘Inhuman villain!’ I exclaimed, lifting up +my eyes to heaven.</p> +<p>“‘Inhuman indeed!’ said the lovely woman who +stood at my side. ‘Alas! sir, what had we done to +offend him? what had these little ones done, that they should +perish in the toils of his vengeance?’</p> +<p>“I reached a pen which stood in the inkstand dish at the +bed-side.</p> +<p>“‘May I ask what is the amount of the sum for +which you are imprisoned?’</p> +<p>“‘I was able,’ he replied, ‘to pay all +but five hundred crowns.’</p> +<p>“I wrote a draft on the banker with whom I had a credit +from my father for 2,500, and presenting it to the +stranger’s wife,</p> +<p>“‘You will receive, madam, on presenting this +note, a sum more than sufficient for your husband’s +discharge; the remainder I leave for his industry to +improve.’</p> +<p>“I would have left the room. Each of them laid +hold of one of my hands, the children clung to my coat. Oh! +Mr. Harley, methinks I feel their <a name="page179"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 179</span>gentle violence at this moment; it +beats here with delight inexpressible.</p> +<p>“‘Stay, sir,’ said he, ‘I do not mean +attempting to thank you’ (he took a pocket-book from under +his pillow), ‘let me but know what name I shall place here +next to Mr. Mountford!’</p> +<p>“‘Sedley.’</p> +<p>“He writ it down.</p> +<p>“‘An Englishman too, I presume.’</p> +<p>“‘He shall go to heaven, notwithstanding;’ +said the boy who had been our guide.</p> +<p>“It began to be too much for me. I squeezed his +hand that was clasped in mine, his wife’s I pressed to my +lips, and burst from the place, to give vent to the feelings that +laboured within me.</p> +<p>“‘Oh, Mountford!’ said I, when he had +overtaken me at the door.</p> +<p>“‘It is time,’ replied he, ‘that we +should think of our appointment; young Respino and his friends +are waiting us.’</p> +<p>“‘Damn him, damn him!’ said I. +‘Let us leave Milan instantly; but soft—I will be +calm; Mountford, your pencil.’ I wrote on a slip of +paper,</p> +<blockquote><p style="text-align: center"><a +name="page180"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +180</span>“‘To Signor <span +class="smcap">Respino</span>.</p> +<p>“‘When you receive this, I am at a distance from +Milan. Accept of my thanks for the civilities I have +received from you and your family. As to the friendship +with which you were pleased to honour me, the prison, which I +have just left, has exhibited a scene to cancel it for +ever. You may possibly be merry with your companions at my +weakness, as I suppose you will term it. I give you leave +for derision. You may affect a triumph, I shall feel +it.</p> +<p style="text-align: right">“<span class="smcap">Edward +Sedley</span>.”</p> +</blockquote> +<p>“‘You may send this if you will,’ said +Mountford, coolly, ‘but still Respino is a <i>man of +honour</i>; the world will continue to call him so.’</p> +<p>“‘It is probable,’ I answered, ‘they +may; I envy not the appellation. If this is the +world’s honour, if these men are the guides of its +manners—’</p> +<p>“‘Tut!’ said Mountford, ‘do you eat +macaroni—’”</p> +<p style="text-align: center">* * * * *</p> +<p>[At this place had the greatest depredations of the curate +begun. There were so very few connected <a +name="page181"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 181</span>passages of +the subsequent chapters remaining, that even the partiality of an +editor could not offer them to the public. I discovered, +from some scattered sentences, that they were of much the same +tenor with the preceding; recitals of little adventures, in which +the dispositions of a man, sensible to judge, and still more warm +to feel, had room to unfold themselves. Some instruction, +and some example, I make no doubt they contained; but it is +likely that many of those, whom chance has led to a perusal of +what I have already presented, may have read it with little +pleasure, and will feel no disappointment from the want of those +parts which I have been unable to procure. To such as may +have expected the intricacies of a novel, a few incidents in a +life undistinguished, except by some features of the heart, +cannot have afforded much entertainment.</p> +<p>Harley’s own story, from the mutilated passages I have +mentioned, as well as from some inquiries I was at the trouble of +making in the country, I found to have been simple to +excess. His mistress, I could perceive, was not married to +Sir Harry Benson; but it would seem, by one of the following +chapters, which is still entire, that Harley had not <a +name="page182"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 182</span>profited on +the occasion by making any declaration of his own passion, after +those of the other had been unsuccessful. The state of his +health, for some part of this period, appears to have been such +as to forbid any thoughts of that kind: he had been seized with a +very dangerous fever, caught by attending old Edwards in one of +an infectious kind. From this he had recovered but +imperfectly, and though he had no formed complaint, his health +was manifestly on the decline.</p> +<p>It appears that the sagacity of some friend had at length +pointed out to his aunt a cause from which this might be supposed +to proceed, to wit, his hopeless love for Miss Walton; for, +according to the conceptions of the world, the love of a man of +Harley’s fortune for the heiress of £4,000 a year is +indeed desperate. Whether it was so in this case may be +gathered from the next chapter, which, with the two subsequent, +concluding the performance, have escaped those accidents that +proved fatal to the rest.]</p> +<h2><a name="page183"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +183</span>CHAPTER LV.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">HE SEES MISS WALTON, AND IS +HAPPY.</span></h2> +<p><span class="smcap">Harley</span> was one of those few friends +whom the malevolence of fortune had yet left me; I could not +therefore but be sensibly concerned for his present +indisposition; there seldom passed a day on which I did not make +inquiry about him.</p> +<p>The physician who attended him had informed me the evening +before, that he thought him considerably better than he had been +for some time past. I called next morning to be confirmed +in a piece of intelligence so welcome to me.</p> +<p>When I entered his apartment, I found him sitting on a couch, +leaning on his hand, with his eye turned upwards in the attitude +of thoughtful inspiration. His look had always an open +benignity, which commanded esteem; there was now something +more—a gentle triumph in it.</p> +<p>He rose, and met me with his usual kindness. When I gave +him the good accounts I had had from his physician, “I am +foolish enough,” said he, “to rely but little, in +this instance, upon physic: my <a name="page184"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 184</span>presentiment may be false; but I +think I feel myself approaching to my end, by steps so easy, that +they woo me to approach it.</p> +<p>“There is a certain dignity in retiring from life at a +time, when the infirmities of age have not sapped our +faculties. This world, my dear Charles, was a scene in +which I never much delighted. I was not formed for the +bustle of the busy, nor the dissipation of the gay; a thousand +things occurred, where I blushed for the impropriety of my +conduct when I thought on the world, though my reason told me I +should have blushed to have done otherwise.—It was a scene +of dissimulation, of restraint, of disappointment. I leave +it to enter on that state which I have learned to believe is +replete with the genuine happiness attendant upon virtue. I +look back on the tenor of my life, with the consciousness of few +great offences to account for. There are blemishes, I +confess, which deform in some degree the picture. But I +know the benignity of the Supreme Being, and rejoice at the +thoughts of its exertion in my favour. My mind expands at +the thought I shall enter into the society of the blessed, wise +as angels, with the simplicity of children.” He had +by this time clasped my hand, and found <a +name="page185"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 185</span>it wet by a +tear which had just fallen upon it.—His eye began to +moisten too—we sat for some time silent.—At last, +with an attempt to a look of more composure, “There are +some remembrances,” said Harley, “which rise +involuntary on my heart, and make me almost wish to live. I +have been blessed with a few friends, who redeem my opinion of +mankind. I recollect, with the tenderest emotion, the +scenes of pleasure I have passed among them; but we shall meet +again, my friend, never to be separated. There are some +feelings which perhaps are too tender to be suffered by the +world.—The world is in general selfish, interested, and +unthinking, and throws the imputation of romance or melancholy on +every temper more susceptible than its own. I cannot think +but in those regions which I contemplate, if there is any thing +of mortality left about us, that these feelings will +subsist;—they are called,—perhaps they +are—weaknesses here;—but there may be some better +modifications of them in heaven, which may deserve the name of +virtues.” He sighed as he spoke these last +words. He had scarcely finished them, when the door opened, +and his aunt appeared, leading in Miss Walton. “My +dear,” said she, “here is Miss Walton, <a +name="page186"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 186</span>who has +been so kind as to come and inquire for you herself.” +I could observe a transient glow upon his face. He rose +from his seat—“If to know Miss Walton’s +goodness,” said he, “be a title to deserve it, I have +some claim.” She begged him to resume his seat, and +placed herself on the sofa beside him. I took my +leave. Mrs. Margery accompanied me to the door. He +was left with Miss Walton alone. She inquired anxiously +about his health. “I believe,” said he, +“from the accounts which my physicians unwillingly give me, +that they have no great hopes of my recovery.”—She +started as he spoke; but recollecting herself immediately, +endeavoured to flatter him into a belief that his apprehensions +were groundless. “I know,” said he, “that +it is usual with persons at my time of life to have these hopes, +which your kindness suggests; but I would not wish to be +deceived. To meet death as becomes a man, is a privilege +bestowed on few.—I would endeavour to make it +mine;—nor do I think that I can ever be better prepared for +it than now:—It is that chiefly which determines the +fitness of its approach.” “Those +sentiments,” answered Miss Walton, “are just; but +your good sense, Mr. Harley, will own, that life has its proper +<a name="page187"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +187</span>value.—As the province of virtue, life is +ennobled; as such, it is to be desired.—To virtue has the +Supreme Director of all things assigned rewards enough even here +to fix its attachment.”</p> +<p>The subject began to overpower her.—Harley lifted his +eyes from the ground—“There are,” said he, in a +very low voice, “there are attachments, Miss +Walton”—His glance met hers.—They both betrayed +a confusion, and were both instantly withdrawn.—He paused +some moments—“I am such a state as calls for +sincerity, let that also excuse it—It is perhaps the last +time we shall ever meet. I feel something particularly +solemn in the acknowledgment, yet my heart swells to make it, +awed as it is by a sense of my presumption, by a sense of your +perfections”—He paused again—“Let it not +offend you, to know their power over one so unworthy—It +will, I believe, soon cease to beat, even with that feeling which +it shall lose the latest.—To love Miss Walton could not be +a crime;—if to declare it is one—the expiation will +be made.”—Her tears were now flowing without +control.—“Let me intreat you,” said she, +“to have better hopes—Let not life be so indifferent +to you; if my wishes can put any value on it—I will not <a +name="page188"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 188</span>pretend to +misunderstand you—I know your worth—I have known it +long—I have esteemed it—What would you have me +say?—I have loved it as it deserved.”—He seized +her hand—a languid colour reddened his cheek—a smile +brightened faintly in his eye. As he gazed on her, it grew +dim, it fixed, it closed—He sighed and fell back on his +seat—Miss Walton screamed at the sight—His aunt and +the servants rushed into the room—They found them lying +motionless together.—His physician happened to call at that +instant. Every art was tried to recover them—With +Miss Walton they succeeded—But Harley was gone for +ever.</p> +<h2>CHAPTER LVI.<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">THE EMOTIONS OF THE HEART.</span></h2> +<p>I entered the room where his body lay; I approached it with +reverence, not fear: I looked; the recollection of the past +crowded upon me. I saw that form which, but a little +before, was animated with a soul which did honour to humanity, +stretched without <a name="page189"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +189</span>sense or feeling before me. ’Tis a +connection we cannot easily forget:—I took his hand in +mine; I repeated his name involuntary;—I felt a pulse in +every vein at the sound. I looked earnestly in his face; +his eye was closed, his lip pale and motionless. There is +an enthusiasm in sorrow that forgets impossibility; I wondered +that it was so. The sight drew a prayer from my heart: it +was the voice of frailty and of man! the confusion of my mind +began to subside into thought; I had time to meet!</p> +<p>I turned with the last farewell upon my lips, when I observed +old Edwards standing behind me. I looked him full in the +face; but his eye was fixed on another object: he pressed between +me and the bed, and stood gazing on the breathless remains of his +benefactor. I spoke to him I know not what; but he took no +notice of what I said, and remained in the same attitude as +before. He stood some minutes in that posture, then turned +and walked towards the door. He paused as he went;—he +returned a second time: I could observe his lips move as he +looked: but the voice they would have uttered was lost. He +attempted going again; and a third time he returned as +before.—I saw him wipe his <a name="page190"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 190</span>cheek: then covering his face with +his hands, his breast heaving with the most convulsive throbs, he +flung out of the room.</p> +<h2>THE CONCLUSION.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">He</span> had hinted that he should like +to be buried in a certain spot near the grave of his +mother. This is a weakness; but it is universally incident +to humanity: ’tis at least a memorial for those who +survive: for some indeed a slender memorial will serve;—and +the soft affections, when they are busy that way, will build +their structures, were it but on the paring of a nail.</p> +<p>He was buried in the place he had desired. It was shaded +by an old tree, the only one in the church-yard, in which was a +cavity worn by time. I have sat with him in it, and counted +the tombs. The last time we passed there, methought he +looked wistfully on the tree: there was a branch of it that bent +towards us waving in the wind; he waved his hand as if he +mimicked its motion. There was something predictive in his +look! perhaps it is <a name="page191"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 191</span>foolish to remark it; but there are +times and places when I am a child at those things.</p> +<p>I sometimes visit his grave; I sit in the hollow of the +tree. It is worth a thousand homilies; every noble feeling +rises within me! every beat of my heart awakens a +virtue!—but it will make you hate the world—No: there +is such an air of gentleness around, that I can hate nothing; +but, as to the world—I pity the men of it.</p> +<h2>FOOTNOTES</h2> +<p><a name="footnote15"></a><a href="#citation15" +class="footnote">[15]</a> The reader will remember that the +Editor is accountable only for scattered chapters and fragments +of chapters; the curate must answer for the rest. The +number at the top, when the chapter was entire, he has given as +it originally stood, with the title which its author had affixed +to it.</p> +<p><a name="footnote61"></a><a href="#citation61" +class="footnote">[61]</a> Though the Curate could not +remember having shown this chapter to anybody, I strongly suspect +that these political observations are the work of a later pen +than the rest of this performance. There seems to have +been, by some accident, a gap in the manuscript, from the words, +“Expectation at a jointure,” to these, “In +short, man is an animal,” where the present blank ends; and +some other person (for the hand is different, and the ink whiter) +has filled part of it with sentiments of his own. 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After education in the University of Edinburgh he +went to London in 1765, at the age of twenty, for law studies, +returned to Edinburgh, and became Crown Attorney in the Scottish +Court of Exchequer. When Mackenzie was in London, Sterne's +"Tristram Shandy" was in course of publication. The first two +volumes had appeared in 1759, and the ninth appeared in 1767, +followed in 1768, the year of Sterne's death, by "The Sentimental +Journey." Young Mackenzie had a strong bent towards literature, and +while studying law in London, he read Sterne, and falling in with +the tone of sentiment which Sterne himself caught from the spirit of +the time and the example of Rousseau, he wrote "The Man of Feeling." +This book was published, without author's name, in 1771. It was so +popular that a young clergyman made a copy of it popular with +imagined passages of erasure and correction, on the strength of +which he claimed to be its author, and obliged Henry Mackenzie to +declare himself. In 1773 Mackenzie published a second novel, "The +Man of the World," and in 1777 a third, "Julia de Roubigne." An +essay-reading society in Edinburgh, of which he was a leader, +started in January, 1779, a weekly paper called The Mirror, which he +edited until May, 1780. Its writers afterwards joined in producing +The Lounger, which lasted from February, 1785, to January, 1787. +Henry Mackenzie contributed forty-two papers to The Mirror and +fifty-seven to The Lounger. When the Royal Society of Edinburgh was +founded Henry Mackenzie was active as one of its first members. He +was also one of the founders of the Highland Society. + +Although his "Man of Feeling" was a serious reflection of the false +sentiment of the Revolution, Mackenzie joined afterwards in writing +tracts to dissuade the people from faith in the doctrines of the +Revolutionists. Mackenzie wrote also a tragedy, "The Prince of +Tunis," which was acted with success at Edinburgh, and a comedy, +"The White Hypocrite," which was acted once only at Covent garden. +He died at the age of eighty-six, on the 13th June, 1831, having for +many years been regarded as an elder friend of their own craft by +the men of letters who in his days gave dignity to Edinburgh +society, and caused the town to be called the Modern Athens. + +A man of refined taste, who caught the tone of the French sentiment +of his time, has, of course, pleased French critics, and has been +translated into French. "The Man of Feeling" begins with imitation +of Sterne, and proceeds in due course through so many tears that it +is hardly to be called a dry book. As guide to persons of a +calculating disposition who may read these pages I append an index +to the Tears shed in "The Man of Feeling." + + + +AUTHOR'S INTRODUCTION + + + +My dog had made a point on a piece of fallow-ground, and led the +curate and me two or three hundred yards over that and some stubble +adjoining, in a breathless state of expectation, on a burning first +of September. + +It was a false point, and our labour was vain: yet, to do Rover +justice (for he's an excellent dog, though I have lost his +pedigree), the fault was none of his, the birds were gone: the +curate showed me the spot where they had lain basking, at the root +of an old hedge. + +I stopped and cried Hem! The curate is fatter than I; he wiped the +sweat from his brow. + +There is no state where one is apter to pause and look round one, +than after such a disappointment. It is even so in life. When we +have been hurrying on, impelled by some warm wish or other, looking +neither to the right hand nor to the left--we find of a sudden that +all our gay hopes are flown; and the only slender consolation that +some friend can give us, is to point where they were once to be +found. And lo! if we are not of that combustible race, who will +rather beat their heads in spite, than wipe their brows with the +curate, we look round and say, with the nauseated listlessness of +the king of Israel, "All is vanity and vexation of spirit." + +I looked round with some such grave apophthegm in my mind when I +discovered, for the first time, a venerable pile, to which the +enclosure belonged. An air of melancholy hung about it. There was +a languid stillness in the day, and a single crow, that perched on +an old tree by the side of the gate, seemed to delight in the echo +of its own croaking. + +I leaned on my gun and looked; but I had not breath enough to ask +the curate a question. I observed carving on the bark of some of +the trees: 'twas indeed the only mark of human art about the place, +except that some branches appeared to have been lopped, to give a +view of the cascade, which was formed by a little rill at some +distance. + +Just at that instant I saw pass between the trees a young lady with +a book in her hand. I stood upon a stone to observe her; but the +curate sat him down on the grass, and leaning his back where I +stood, told me, "That was the daughter of a neighbouring gentleman +of the name of WALTON, whom he had seen walking there more than +once. + +"Some time ago," he said, "one HARLEY lived there, a whimsical sort +of man I am told, but I was not then in the cure; though, if I had a +turn for those things, I might know a good deal of his history, for +the greatest part of it is still in my possession." + +"His history!" said I. "Nay, you may call it what you please," said +the curate; for indeed it is no more a history than it is a sermon. +The way I came by it was this: some time ago, a grave, oddish kind +of a man boarded at a farmer's in this parish: the country people +called him The Ghost; and he was known by the slouch in his gait, +and the length of his stride. I was but little acquainted with him, +for he never frequented any of the clubs hereabouts. Yet for all he +used to walk a-nights, he was as gentle as a lamb at times; for I +have seen him playing at teetotum with the children, on the great +stone at the door of our churchyard. + +"Soon after I was made curate, he left the parish, and went nobody +knows whither; and in his room was found a bundle of papers, which +was brought to me by his landlord. I began to read them, but I soon +grew weary of the task; for, besides that the hand is intolerably +bad, I could never find the author in one strain for two chapters +together; and I don't believe there's a single syllogism from +beginning to end." + +"I should be glad to see this medley," said I. "You shall see it +now," answered the curate, "for I always take it along with me a- +shooting." "How came it so torn?" "'Tis excellent wadding," said +the curate.--This was a plea of expediency I was not in a condition +to answer; for I had actually in my pocket great part of an edition +of one of the German Illustrissimi, for the very same purpose. We +exchanged books; and by that means (for the curate was a strenuous +logician) we probably saved both. + +When I returned to town, I had leisure to peruse the acquisition I +had made: I found it a bundle of little episodes, put together +without art, and of no importance on the whole, with something of +nature, and little else in them. I was a good deal affected with +some very trifling passages in it; and had the name of Marmontel, or +a Richardson, been on the title-page--'tis odds that I should have +wept: But + +One is ashamed to be pleased with the works of one knows not whom. + + + +CHAPTER XI {16}--ON BASHFULNESS.--A CHARACTER.--HIS OPINION ON THAT +SUBJECT + + + +There is some rust about every man at the beginning; though in some +nations (among the French for instance) the ideas of the +inhabitants, from climate, or what other cause you will, are so +vivacious, so eternally on the wing, that they must, even in small +societies, have a frequent collision; the rust therefore will wear +off sooner: but in Britain it often goes with a man to his grave; +nay, he dares not even pen a hic jacet to speak out for him after +his death. + +"Let them rub it off by travel," said the baronet's brother, who was +a striking instance of excellent metal, shamefully rusted. I had +drawn my chair near his. Let me paint the honest old man: 'tis but +one passing sentence to preserve his image in my mind. + +He sat in his usual attitude, with his elbow rested on his knee, and +his fingers pressed on his cheek. His face was shaded by his hand; +yet it was a face that might once have been well accounted handsome; +its features were manly and striking, a dignity resided on his +eyebrows, which were the largest I remember to have seen. His +person was tall and well-made; but the indolence of his nature had +now inclined it to corpulency. + +His remarks were few, and made only to his familiar friends; but +they were such as the world might have heard with veneration: and +his heart, uncorrupted by its ways, was ever warm in the cause of +virtue and his friends. + +He is now forgotten and gone! The last time I was at Silton Hall, I +saw his chair stand in its corner by the fire-side; there was an +additional cushion on it, and it was occupied by my young lady's +favourite lap dog. I drew near unperceived, and pinched its ears in +the bitterness of my soul; the creature howled, and ran to its +mistress. She did not suspect the author of its misfortune, but she +bewailed it in the most pathetic terms; and kissing its lips, laid +it gently on her lap, and covered it with a cambric handkerchief. I +sat in my old friend's seat; I heard the roar of mirth and gaiety +around me: poor Ben Silton! I gave thee a tear then: accept of +one cordial drop that falls to thy memory now. + +"They should wear it off by travel."--Why, it is true, said I, that +will go far; but then it will often happen, that in the velocity of +a modern tour, and amidst the materials through which it is commonly +made, the friction is so violent, that not only the rust, but the +metal too, is lost in the progress. + +"Give me leave to correct the expression of your metaphor," said Mr. +Silton: "that is not always rust which is acquired by the +inactivity of the body on which it preys; such, perhaps, is the case +with me, though indeed I was never cleared from my youth; but +(taking it in its first stage) it is rather an encrustation, which +nature has given for purposes of the greatest wisdom." + +"You are right," I returned; "and sometimes, like certain precious +fossils, there may be hid under it gems of the purest brilliancy." + +"Nay, farther," continued Mr. Silton, "there are two distinct sorts +of what we call bashfulness; this, the awkwardness of a booby, which +a few steps into the world will convert into the pertness of a +coxcomb; that, a consciousness, which the most delicate feelings +produce, and the most extensive knowledge cannot always remove." + +From the incidents I have already related, I imagine it will be +concluded that Harley was of the latter species of bashful animals; +at least, if Mr. Silton's principle is just, it may be argued on +this side; for the gradation of the first mentioned sort, it is +certain, he never attained. Some part of his external appearance +was modelled from the company of those gentlemen, whom the antiquity +of a family, now possessed of bare 250 pounds a year, entitled its +representative to approach: these indeed were not many; great part +of the property in his neighbourhood being in the hands of +merchants, who had got rich by their lawful calling abroad, and the +sons of stewards, who had got rich by their lawful calling at home: +persons so perfectly versed in the ceremonial of thousands, tens of +thousands, and hundreds of thousands (whose degrees of precedency +are plainly demonstrable from the first page of the Complete +Accomptant, or Young Man's Best Pocket Companion) that a bow at +church from them to such a man as Harley would have made the parson +look back into his sermon for some precept of Christian humility. + + + +CHAPTER XII--OF WORLDLY INTERESTS + + + +There are certain interests which the world supposes every man to +have, and which therefore are properly enough termed worldly; but +the world is apt to make an erroneous estimate: ignorant of the +dispositions which constitute our happiness or misery, they bring to +an undistinguished scale the means of the one, as connected with +power, wealth, or grandeur, and of the other with their contraries. +Philosophers and poets have often protested against this decision; +but their arguments have been despised as declamatory, or ridiculed +as romantic. + +There are never wanting to a young man some grave and prudent +friends to set him right in this particular, if he need it; to watch +his ideas as they arise, and point them to those objects which a +wise man should never forget. + +Harley did not want for some monitors of this sort. He was +frequently told of men whose fortunes enabled them to command all +the luxuries of life, whose fortunes were of their own acquirement: +his envy was invited by a description of their happiness, and his +emulation by a recital of the means which had procured it. + +Harley was apt to hear those lectures with indifference; nay, +sometimes they got the better of his temper; and as the instances +were not always amiable, provoked, on his part, some reflections, +which I am persuaded his good-nature would else have avoided. + +Indeed, I have observed one ingredient, somewhat necessary in a +man's composition towards happiness, which people of feeling would +do well to acquire; a certain respect for the follies of mankind: +for there are so many fools whom the opinion of the world entitles +to regard, whom accident has placed in heights of which they are +unworthy, that he who cannot restrain his contempt or indignation at +the sight will be too often quarrelling with the disposal of things +to relish that share which is allotted to himself. I do not mean, +however, to insinuate this to have been the case with Harley; on the +contrary, if we might rely on his own testimony, the conceptions he +had of pomp and grandeur served to endear the state which Providence +had assigned him. + +He lost his father, the last surviving of his parents, as I have +already related, when he was a boy. The good man, from a fear of +offending, as well as a regard to his son, had named him a variety +of guardians; one consequence of which was, that they seldom met at +all to consider the affairs of their ward; and when they did meet, +their opinions were so opposite, that the only possible method of +conciliation was the mediatory power of a dinner and a bottle, which +commonly interrupted, not ended, the dispute; and after that +interruption ceased, left the consulting parties in a condition not +very proper for adjusting it. His education therefore had been but +indifferently attended to; and after being taken from a country +school, at which he had been boarded, the young gentleman was +suffered to be his own master in the subsequent branches of +literature, with some assistance from the parson of the parish in +languages and philosophy, and from the exciseman in arithmetic and +book-keeping. One of his guardians, indeed, who, in his youth, had +been an inhabitant of the Temple, set him to read Coke upon +Lyttelton: a book which is very properly put into the hands of +beginners in that science, as its simplicity is accommodated to +their understandings, and its size to their inclination. He +profited but little by the perusal; but it was not without its use +in the family: for his maiden aunt applied it commonly to the +laudable purpose of pressing her rebellious linens to the folds she +had allotted them. + +There were particularly two ways of increasing his fortune, which +might have occurred to people of less foresight than the counsellors +we have mentioned. One of these was, the prospect of his succeeding +to an old lady, a distant relation, who was known to be possessed of +a very large sum in the stocks: but in this their hopes were +disappointed; for the young man was so untoward in his disposition, +that, notwithstanding the instructions he daily received, his visits +rather tended to alienate than gain the good-will of his kinswoman. +He sometimes looked grave when the old lady told the jokes of her +youth; he often refused to eat when she pressed him, and was seldom +or never provided with sugar-candy or liquorice when she was seized +with a fit of coughing: nay, he had once the rudeness to fall +asleep while she was describing the composition and virtues of her +favourite cholic-water. In short, be accommodated himself so ill to +her humour, that she died, and did not leave him a farthing. + +The other method pointed out to him was an endeavour to get a lease +of some crown-lands, which lay contiguous to his little paternal +estate. This, it was imagined, might be easily procured, as the +crown did not draw so much rent as Harley could afford to give, with +very considerable profit to himself; and the then lessee had +rendered himself so obnoxious to the ministry, by the disposal of +his vote at an election, that he could not expect a renewal. This, +however, needed some interest with the great, which Harley or his +father never possessed. + +His neighbour, Mr. Walton, having heard of this affair, generously +offered his assistance to accomplish it. He told him, that though +he had long been a stranger to courtiers, yet he believed there were +some of them who might pay regard to his recommendation; and that, +if he thought it worth the while to take a London journey upon the +business, he would furnish him with a letter of introduction to a +baronet of his acquaintance, who had a great deal to say with the +first lord of the treasury. + +When his friends heard of this offer, they pressed him with the +utmost earnestness to accept of it. + +They did not fail to enumerate the many advantages which a certain +degree of spirit and assurance gives a man who would make a figure +in the world: they repeated their instances of good fortune in +others, ascribed them all to a happy forwardness of disposition; and +made so copious a recital of the disadvantages which attend the +opposite weakness, that a stranger, who had heard them, would have +been led to imagine, that in the British code there was some +disqualifying statute against any citizen who should be convicted +of--modesty. + +Harley, though he had no great relish for the attempt, yet could not +resist the torrent of motives that assaulted him; and as he needed +but little preparation for his journey, a day, not very distant, was +fixed for his departure. + + + +CHAPTER XIII--THE MAN OF FEELING IN LOVE + + + +The day before that on which he set out, he went to take leave of +Mr. Walton.--We would conceal nothing;--there was another person of +the family to whom also the visit was intended, on whose account, +perhaps, there were some tenderer feelings in the bosom of Harley +than his gratitude for the friendly notice of that gentleman (though +he was seldom deficient in that virtue) could inspire. Mr. Walton +had a daughter; and such a daughter! we will attempt some +description of her by and by. + +Harley's notions of the ?a???, or beautiful, were not always to be +defined, nor indeed such as the world would always assent to, though +we could define them. A blush, a phrase of affability to an +inferior, a tear at a moving tale, were to him, like the Cestus of +Cytherea, unequalled in conferring beauty. For all these Miss +Walton was remarkable; but as these, like the above-mentioned +Cestus, are perhaps still more powerful when the wearer is possessed +of souse degree of beauty, commonly so called, it happened, that, +from this cause, they had more than usual power in the person of +that young lady. + +She was now arrived at that period of life which takes, or is +supposed to take, from the flippancy of girlhood those +sprightlinesses with which some good-natured old maids oblige the +world at three-score. She had been ushered into life (as that word +is used in the dialect of St. James's) at seventeen, her father +being then in parliament, and living in London: at seventeen, +therefore, she had been a universal toast; her health, now she was +four-and-twenty, was only drank by those who knew her face at least. +Her complexion was mellowed into a paleness, which certainly took +from her beauty; but agreed, at least Harley used to say so, with +the pensive softness of her mind. Her eyes were of that gentle +hazel colour which is rather mild than piercing; and, except when +they were lighted up by good-humour, which was frequently the case, +were supposed by the fine gentlemen to want fire. Her air and +manner were elegant in the highest degree, and were as sure of +commanding respect as their mistress was far from demanding it. Her +voice was inexpressibly soft; it was, according to that incomparable +simile of Otway's, + + +- "like the shepherd's pipe upon the mountains, +When all his little flock's at feed before him." + + +The effect it had upon Harley, himself used to paint ridiculously +enough; and ascribed it to powers, which few believed, and nobody +cared for. + +Her conversation was always cheerful, but rarely witty; and without +the smallest affectation of learning, had as much sentiment in it as +would have puzzled a Turk, upon his principles of female +materialism, to account for. Her beneficence was unbounded; indeed +the natural tenderness of her heart might have been argued, by the +frigidity of a casuist, as detracting from her virtue in this +respect, for her humanity was a feeling, not a principle: but minds +like Harley's are not very apt to make this distinction, and +generally give our virtue credit for all that benevolence which is +instinctive in our nature. + +As her father had some years retired to the country, Harley had +frequent opportunities of seeing her. He looked on her for some +time merely with that respect and admiration which her appearance +seemed to demand, and the opinion of others conferred upon her from +this cause, perhaps, and from that extreme sensibility of which we +have taken frequent notice, Harley was remarkably silent in her +presence. He heard her sentiments with peculiar attention, +sometimes with looks very expressive of approbation; but seldom +declared his opinion on the subject, much less made compliments to +the lady on the justness of her remarks. + +From this very reason it was that Miss Walton frequently took more +particular notice of him than of other visitors, who, by the laws of +precedency, were better entitled to it: it was a mode of politeness +she had peculiarly studied, to bring to the line of that equality, +which is ever necessary for the ease of our guests, those whose +sensibility had placed them below it. + +Harley saw this; for though he was a child in the drama of the +world, yet was it not altogether owing to a want of knowledge on his +part; on the contrary, the most delicate consciousness of propriety +often kindled that blush which marred the performance of it: this +raised his esteem something above what the most sanguine +descriptions of her goodness had been able to do; for certain it is, +that notwithstanding the laboured definitions which very wise men +have given us of the inherent beauty of virtue, we are always +inclined to think her handsomest when she condescends to smile upon +ourselves. + +It would be trite to observe the easy gradation from esteem to love: +in the bosom of Harley there scarce needed a transition; for there +were certain seasons when his ideas were flushed to a degree much +above their common complexion. In times not credulous of +inspiration, we should account for this from some natural cause; but +we do not mean to account for it at all; it were sufficient to +describe its effects; but they were sometimes so ludicrous, as might +derogate from the dignity of the sensations which produced them to +describe. They were treated indeed as such by most of Harley's +sober friends, who often laughed very heartily at the awkward +blunders of the real Harley, when the different faculties, which +should have prevented them, were entirely occupied by the ideal. In +some of these paroxysms of fancy, Miss Walton did not fail to be +introduced; and the picture which had been drawn amidst the +surrounding objects of unnoticed levity was now singled out to be +viewed through the medium of romantic imagination: it was improved +of course, and esteem was a word inexpressive of the feelings which +it excited. + + + +CHAPTER XIV--HE SETS OUT ON HIS JOURNEY--THE BEGGAR AND HIS DOG + + + +He had taken leave of his aunt on the eve of his intended departure; +but the good lady's affection for her nephew interrupted her sleep, +and early as it was next morning when Harley came downstairs to set +out, he found her in the parlour with a tear on her cheek, and her +caudle-cup in her hand. She knew enough of physic to prescribe +against going abroad of a morning with an empty stomach. She gave +her blessing with the draught; her instructions she had delivered +the night before. They consisted mostly of negatives, for London, +in her idea, was so replete with temptations that it needed the +whole armour of her friendly cautions to repel their attacks. + +Peter stood at the door. We have mentioned this faithful fellow +formerly: Harley's father had taken him up an orphan, and saved him +from being cast on the parish; and he had ever since remained in the +service of him and of his son. Harley shook him by the hand as he +passed, smiling, as if he had said, "I will not weep." He sprung +hastily into the chaise that waited for him; Peter folded up the +step. "My dear master," said he, shaking the solitary lock that +hung on either side of his head, "I have been told as how London is +a sad place." He was choked with the thought, and his benediction +could not be heard: --but it shall be heard, honest Peter! where +these tears will add to its energy. + +In a few hours Harley reached the inn where he proposed +breakfasting, but the fulness of his heart would not suffer him to +eat a morsel. He walked out on the road, and gaining a little +height, stood gazing on that quarter he had left. He looked for his +wonted prospect, his fields, his woods, and his hills: they were +lost in the distant clouds! He pencilled them on the clouds, and +bade them farewell with a sigh! + +He sat down on a large stone to take out a little pebble from his +shoe, when he saw, at some distance, a beggar approaching him. He +had on a loose sort of coat, mended with different-coloured rags, +amongst which the blue and the russet were the predominant. He had +a short knotty stick in his hand, and on the top of it was stuck a +ram's horn; his knees (though he was no pilgrim) had worn the stuff +of his breeches; he wore no shoes, and his stockings had entirely +lost that part of them which should have covered his feet and +ankles; in his face, however, was the plump appearance of good +humour; he walked a good round pace, and a crook-legged dog trotted +at his heels. + +"Our delicacies," said Harley to himself, "are fantastic; they are +not in nature! that beggar walks over the sharpest of these stones +barefooted, whilst I have lost the most delightful dream in the +world, from the smallest of them happening to get into my shoe." +The beggar had by this time come up, and, pulling off a piece of +hat, asked charity of Harley; the dog began to beg too: --it was +impossible to resist both; and, in truth, the want of shoes and +stockings had made both unnecessary, for Harley had destined +sixpence for him before. The beggar, on receiving it, poured forth +blessings without number; and, with a sort of smile on his +countenance, said to Harley "that if he wanted to have his fortune +told"--Harley turned his eye briskly on the beggar: it was an +unpromising look for the subject of a prediction, and silenced the +prophet immediately. "I would much rather learn," said Harley, +"what it is in your power to tell me: your trade must be an +entertaining one; sit down on this stone, and let me know something +of your profession; I have often thought of turning fortune-teller +for a week or two myself." + +"Master," replied the beggar, "I like your frankness much; God knows +I had the humour of plain-dealing in me from a child, but there is +no doing with it in this world; we must live as we can, and lying +is, as you call it, my profession, but I was in some sort forced to +the trade, for I dealt once in telling truth. + +"I was a labourer, sir, and gained as much as to make me live: I +never laid by indeed: for I was reckoned a piece of a wag, and your +wags, I take it, are seldom rich, Mr. Harley." + +"So," said Harley, "you seem to know me." + +"Ay, there are few folks in the country that I don't know something +of: how should I tell fortunes else?" + +"True; but to go on with your story: you were a labourer, you say, +and a wag; your industry, I suppose, you left with your old trade, +but your humour you preserve to be of use to you in your new." + +"What signifies sadness, sir? a man grows lean on't: but I was +brought to my idleness by degrees; first I could not work, and it +went against my stomach to work ever after. I was seized with a +jail fever at the time of the assizes being in the county where I +lived; for I was always curious to get acquainted with the felons, +because they are commonly fellows of much mirth and little thought, +qualities I had ever an esteem for. In the height of this fever, +Mr. Harley, the house where I lay took fire, and burnt to the +ground; I was carried out in that condition, and lay all the rest of +my illness in a barn. I got the better of my disease, however, but +I was so weak that I spit blood whenever I attempted to work. I had +no relation living that I knew of, and I never kept a friend above a +week, when I was able to joke; I seldom remained above six months in +a parish, so that I might have died before I had found a settlement +in any: thus I was forced to beg my bread, and a sorry trade I +found it, Mr. Harley. I told all my misfortunes truly, but they +were seldom believed; and the few who gave me a halfpenny as they +passed did it with a shake of the head, and an injunction not to +trouble them with a long story. In short, I found that people don't +care to give alms without some security for their money; a wooden +leg or a withered arm is a sort of draught upon heaven for those who +choose to have their money placed to account there; so I changed my +plan, and, instead of telling my own misfortunes, began to prophesy +happiness to others. This I found by much the better way: folks +will always listen when the tale is their own, and of many who say +they do not believe in fortune-telling, I have known few on whom it +had not a very sensible effect. I pick up the names of their +acquaintance; amours and little squabbles are easily gleaned among +servants and neighbours; and indeed people themselves are the best +intelligencers in the world for our purpose: they dare not puzzle +us for their own sakes, for every one is anxious to hear what they +wish to believe, and they who repeat it, to laugh at it when they +have done, are generally more serious than their hearers are apt to +imagine. With a tolerable good memory, and some share of cunning, +with the help of walking a-nights over heaths and church-yards, with +this, and showing the tricks of that there dog, whom I stole from +the serjeant of a marching regiment (and by the way, he can steal +too upon occasion), I make shift to pick up a livelihood. My trade, +indeed, is none of the honestest; yet people are not much cheated +neither who give a few half-pence for a prospect of happiness, which +I have heard some persons say is all a man can arrive at in this +world. But I must bid you good day, sir, for I have three miles to +walk before noon, to inform some boarding-school young ladies +whether their husbands are to be peers of the realm or captains in +the army: a question which I promised to answer them by that time." + +Harley had drawn a shilling from his pocket; but Virtue bade him +consider on whom he was going to bestow it. Virtue held back his +arm; but a milder form, a younger sister of Virtue's, not so severe +as Virtue, nor so serious as Pity, smiled upon him; his fingers lost +their compression, nor did Virtue offer to catch the money as it +fell. It had no sooner reached the ground than the watchful cur (a +trick he had been taught) snapped it up, and, contrary to the most +approved method of stewardship, delivered it immediately into the +hands of his master. + + + +CHAPTER XIX--HE MAKES A SECOND EXPEDITION TO THE BARONET'S. THE +LAUDABLE AMBITION OF A YOUNG MAN TO BE THOUGHT SOMETHING BY THE +WORLD + + + +We have related, in a former chapter, the little success of his +first visit to the great man, for whom he had the introductory +letter from Mr. Walton. To people of equal sensibility, the +influence of those trifles we mentioned on his deportment will not +appear surprising, but to his friends in the country they could not +be stated, nor would they have allowed them any place in the +account. In some of their letters, therefore, which he received +soon after, they expressed their surprise at his not having been +more urgent in his application, and again recommended the blushless +assiduity of successful merit. + +He resolved to make another attempt at the baronet's; fortified with +higher notions of his own dignity, and with less apprehension of +repulse. In his way to Grosvenor Square he began to ruminate on the +folly of mankind, who affixed those ideas of superiority to riches, +which reduced the minds of men, by nature equal with the more +fortunate, to that sort of servility which he felt in his own. By +the time he had reached the Square, and was walking along the +pavement which led to the baronet's, he had brought his reasoning on +the subject to such a point, that the conclusion, by every rule of +logic, should have led him to a thorough indifference in his +approaches to a fellow-mortal, whether that fellow-mortal was +possessed of six or six thousand pounds a year. It is probable, +however, that the premises had been improperly formed: for it is +certain, that when he approached the great man's door he felt his +heart agitated by an unusual pulsation. + +He had almost reached it, when he observed among gentleman coming +out, dressed in a white frock and a red laced waistcoat, with a +small switch in his hand, which he seemed to manage with a +particular good grace. As he passed him on the steps, the stranger +very politely made him a bow, which Harley returned, though he could +not remember ever having seen him before. He asked Harley, in the +same civil manner, if he was going to wait on his friend the +baronet. "For I was just calling," said he, "and am sorry to find +that he is gone for some days into the country." + +Harley thanked him for his information, and was turning from the +door, when the other observed that it would be proper to leave his +name, and very obligingly knocked for that purpose. + +"Here is a gentleman, Tom, who meant to have waited on your master." + +"Your name, if you please, sir?" + +"Harley." + +"You'll remember, Tom, Harley." + +The door was shut. "Since we are here," said he, "we shall not lose +our walk if we add a little to it by a turn or two in Hyde Park." + +He accompanied this proposal with a second bow, and Harley accepted +of it by another in return. + +The conversation, as they walked, was brilliant on the side of his +companion. The playhouse, the opera, with every occurrence in high +life, he seemed perfectly master of; and talked of some reigning +beauties of quality in a manner the most feeling in the world. +Harley admired the happiness of his vivacity, and, opposite as it +was to the reserve of his own nature, began to be much pleased with +its effects. + +Though I am not of opinion with some wise men, that the existence of +objects depends on idea, yet I am convinced that their appearance is +not a little influenced by it. The optics of some minds are in so +unlucky a perspective as to throw a certain shade on every picture +that is presented to them, while those of others (of which number +was Harley), like the mirrors of the ladies, have a wonderful effect +in bettering their complexions. Through such a medium perhaps he +was looking on his present companion. + +When they had finished their walk, and were returning by the corner +of the Park, they observed a board hung out of a window signifying, +"An excellent ORDINARY on Saturdays and Sundays." It happened to be +Saturday, and the table was covered for the purpose. + +"What if we should go in and dine here, if you happen not to be +engaged, sir?" said the young gentleman. "It is not impossible but +we shall meet with some original or other; it is a sort of humour I +like hugely." + +Harley made no objection, and the stranger showed him the way into +the parlour. + +He was placed, by the courtesy of his introductor, in an arm-chair +that stood at one side of the fire. Over against him was seated a +man of a grave considering aspect, with that look of sober prudence +which indicates what is commonly called a warm man. He wore a +pretty large wig, which had once been white, but was now of a +brownish yellow; his coat was one of those modest-coloured drabs +which mock the injuries of dust and dirt; two jack-boots concealed, +in part, the well-mended knees of an old pair of buckskin breeches; +while the spotted handkerchief round his neck preserved at once its +owner from catching cold and his neck-cloth from being dirtied. +Next him sat another man, with a tankard in his hand and a quid of +tobacco in his cheek, whose eye was rather more vivacious, and whose +dress was something smarter. + +The first-mentioned gentleman took notice that the room had been so +lately washed, as not to have had time to dry, and remarked that wet +lodging was unwholesome for man or beast. He looked round at the +same time for a poker to stir the fire with, which, he at last +observed to the company, the people of the house had removed in +order to save their coals. This difficulty, however, he overcame by +the help of Harley's stick, saying, "that as they should, no doubt, +pay for their fire in some shape or other, he saw no reason why they +should not have the use of it while they sat." + +The door was now opened for the admission of dinner. "I don't know +how it is with you, gentlemen," said Harley's new acquaintance, "but +I am afraid I shall not be able to get down a morsel at this horrid +mechanical hour of dining." He sat down, however, and did not show +any want of appetite by his eating. He took upon him the carving of +the meat, and criticised on the goodness of the pudding. + +When the table-cloth was removed, he proposed calling for some +punch, which was readily agreed to; he seemed at first inclined to +make it himself, but afterwards changed his mind, and left that +province to the waiter, telling him to have it pure West Indian, or +he could not taste a drop of it. + +When the punch was brought he undertook to fill the glasses and call +the toasts. "The King."--The toast naturally produced politics. It +is the privilege of Englishmen to drink the king's health, and to +talk of his conduct. The man who sat opposite to Harley (and who by +this time, partly from himself, and partly from his acquaintance on +his left hand, was discovered to be a grazier) observed, "That it +was a shame for so many pensioners to be allowed to take the bread +out of the mouth of the poor." + +"Ay, and provisions," said his friend, "were never so dear in the +memory of man; I wish the king and his counsellors would look to +that." + +"As for the matter of provisions, neighbour Wrightson," he replied, +"I am sure the prices of cattle--" + +A dispute would have probably ensued, but it was prevented by the +spruce toastmaster, who gave a sentiment, and turning to the two +politicians, "Pray, gentlemen," said he, "let us have done with +these musty politics: I would always leave them to the beer-suckers +in Butcher Row. Come, let us have something of the fine arts. That +was a damn'd hard match between Joe the Nailor and Tim Bucket. The +knowing ones were cursedly taken in there! I lost a cool hundred +myself, faith." + +At mention of the cool hundred, the grazier threw his eyes aslant, +with a mingled look of doubt and surprise; while the man at his +elbow looked arch, and gave a short emphatical sort of cough. + +Both seemed to be silenced, however, by this intelligence; and while +the remainder of the punch lasted the conversation was wholly +engrossed by the gentleman with the fine waistcoat, who told a great +many "immense comical stories" and "confounded smart things," as he +termed them, acted and spoken by lords, ladies, and young bucks of +quality, of his acquaintance. At last, the grazier, pulling out a +watch, of a very unusual size, and telling the hour, said that he +had an appointment. + +"Is it so late?" said the young gentleman; "then I am afraid I have +missed an appointment already; but the truth is, I am cursedly given +to missing of appointments." + +When the grazier and he were gone, Harley turned to the remaining +personage, and asked him if he knew that young gentleman. "A +gentleman!" said he; "ay, he is one of your gentlemen at the top of +an affidavit. I knew him, some years ago, in the quality of a +footman; and I believe he had some times the honour to be a pimp. +At last, some of the great folks, to whom he had been serviceable in +both capacities, had him made a gauger; in which station he remains, +and has the assurance to pretend an acquaintance with men of +quality. The impudent dog! with a few shillings in his pocket, he +will talk you three times as much as my friend Mundy there, who is +worth nine thousand if he's worth a farthing. But I know the +rascal, and despise him, as he deserves." + +Harley began to despise him too, and to conceive some indignation at +having sat with patience to hear such a fellow speak nonsense. But +he corrected himself by reflecting that he was perhaps as well +entertained, and instructed too, by this same modest gauger, as he +should have been by such a man as he had thought proper to +personate. And surely the fault may more properly be imputed to +that rank where the futility is real than where it is feigned: to +that rank whose opportunities for nobler accomplishments have only +served to rear a fabric of folly which the untutored hand of +affectation, even among the meanest of mankind, can imitate with +success. + + + +CHAPTER XX--HE VISITS BEDLAM.--THE DISTRESSES OF A DAUGHTER + + + +Or those things called Sights in London, which every stranger is +supposed desirous to see, Bedlam is one. To that place, therefore, +an acquaintance of Harley's, after having accompanied him to several +other shows, proposed a visit. Harley objected to it, "because," +said he, "I think it an inhuman practice to expose the greatest +misery with which our nature is afflicted to every idle visitant who +can afford a trifling perquisite to the keeper; especially as it is +a distress which the humane must see, with the painful reflection, +that it is not in their power to alleviate it." He was overpowered, +however, by the solicitations of his friend and the other persons of +the party (amongst whom were several ladies); and they went in a +body to Moorfields. + +Their conductor led them first to the dismal mansions of those who +are in the most horrid state of incurable madness. The clanking of +chains, the wildness of their cries, and the imprecations which some +of them uttered, formed a scene inexpressibly shocking. Harley and +his companions, especially the female part of them, begged their +guide to return; he seemed surprised at their uneasiness, and was +with difficulty prevailed on to leave that part of the house without +showing them some others: who, as he expressed it in the phrase of +those that keep wild beasts for show, were much better worth seeing +than any they had passed, being ten times more fierce and +unmanageable. + +He led them next to that quarter where those reside who, as they are +not dangerous to themselves or others, enjoy a certain degree of +freedom, according to the state of their distemper. + +Harley had fallen behind his companions, looking at a man who was +making pendulums with bits of thread and little balls of clay. He +had delineated a segment of a circle on the wall with chalk, and +marked their different vibrations by intersecting it with cross +lines. A decent-looking man came up, and smiling at the maniac, +turned to Harley, and told him that gentleman had once been a very +celebrated mathematician. "He fell a sacrifice," said he, "to the +theory of comets; for having, with infinite labour, formed a table +on the conjectures of Sir Isaac Newton, he was disappointed in the +return of one of those luminaries, and was very soon after obliged +to be placed here by his friends. If you please to follow me, sir," +continued the stranger, "I believe I shall be able to give you a +more satisfactory account of the unfortunate people you see here +than the man who attends your companions." + +Harley bowed, and accepted his offer. + +The next person they came up to had scrawled a variety of figures on +a piece of slate. Harley had the curiosity to take a nearer view of +them. They consisted of different columns, on the top of which were +marked South-sea annuities, India-stock, and Three per cent. +annuities consol. "This," said Harley's instructor, "was a +gentleman well known in Change Alley. He was once worth fifty +thousand pounds, and had actually agreed for the purchase of an +estate in the West, in order to realise his money; but he quarrelled +with the proprietor about the repairs of the garden wall, and so +returned to town, to follow his old trade of stock-jobbing a little +longer; when an unlucky fluctuation of stock, in which he was +engaged to an immense extent, reduced him at once to poverty and to +madness. Poor wretch! he told me t'other day that against the next +payment of differences he should be some hundreds above a plum." + +"It is a spondee, and I will maintain it," interrupted a voice on +his left hand. This assertion was followed by a very rapid recital +of some verses from Homer. "That figure," said the gentleman, +"whose clothes are so bedaubed with snuff, was a schoolmaster of +some reputation: he came hither to be resolved of some doubts he +entertained concerning the genuine pronunciation of the Greek +vowels. In his highest fits, he makes frequent mention of one Mr. +Bentley. + +"But delusive ideas, sir, are the motives of the greatest part of +mankind, and a heated imagination the power by which their actions +are incited: the world, in the eye of a philosopher, may be said to +be a large madhouse." "It is true," answered Harley, "the passions +of men are temporary madnesses; and sometimes very fatal in their +effects. + + +From Macedonia's madman to the Swede." + + +"It was, indeed," said the stranger, "a very mad thing in Charles to +think of adding so vast a country as Russia to his dominions: that +would have been fatal indeed; the balance of the North would then +have been lost; but the Sultan and I would never have allowed it."-- +"Sir!" said Harley, with no small surprise on his countenance.-- +"Why, yes," answered the other, "the Sultan and I; do you know me? +I am the Chan of Tartary." + +Harley was a good deal struck by this discovery; he had prudence +enough, however, to conceal his amazement, and bowing as low to the +monarch as his dignity required, left him immediately, and joined +his companions. + +He found them in a quarter of the house set apart for the insane of +the other sex, several of whom had gathered about the female +visitors, and were examining, with rather more accuracy than might +have been expected, the particulars of their dress. + +Separate from the rest stood one whose appearance had something of +superior dignity. Her face, though pale and wasted, was less +squalid than those of the others, and showed a dejection of that +decent kind, which moves our pity unmixed with horror: upon her, +therefore, the eyes of all were immediately turned. The keeper who +accompanied them observed it: "This," said he, "is a young lady who +was born to ride in her coach and six. She was beloved, if the +story I have heard is true, by a young gentleman, her equal in +birth, though by no means her match in fortune: but love, they say, +is blind, and so she fancied him as much as he did her. Her father, +it seems, would not hear of their marriage, and threatened to turn +her out of doors if ever she saw him again. Upon this the young +gentleman took a voyage to the West Indies, in hopes of bettering +his fortune, and obtaining his mistress; but he was scarce landed, +when he was seized with one of the fevers which are common in those +islands, and died in a few days, lamented by every one that knew +him. This news soon reached his mistress, who was at the same time +pressed by her father to marry a rich miserly fellow, who was old +enough to be her grandfather. The death of her lover had no effect +on her inhuman parent: he was only the more earnest for her +marriage with the man he had provided for her; and what between her +despair at the death of the one, and her aversion to the other, the +poor young lady was reduced to the condition you see her in. But +God would not prosper such cruelty; her father's affairs soon after +went to wreck, and he died almost a beggar." + +Though this story was told in very plain language, it had +particularly attracted Harley's notice; he had given it the tribute +of some tears. The unfortunate young lady had till now seemed +entranced in thought, with her eyes fixed on a little garnet ring +she wore on her finger; she turned them now upon Harley. "My Billy +is no more!" said she; "do you weep for my Billy? Blessings on your +tears! I would weep too, but my brain is dry; and it burns, it +burns, it burns!"--She drew nearer to Harley.--"Be comforted, young +lady," said he, "your Billy is in heaven."--"Is he, indeed? and +shall we meet again? and shall that frightful man (pointing to the +keeper) not be there!--Alas! I am grown naughty of late; I have +almost forgotten to think of heaven: yet I pray sometimes; when I +can, I pray; and sometimes I sing; when I am saddest, I sing: --You +shall hear me--hush! + + +"Light be the earth on Billy's breast, +And green the sod that wraps his grave." + + +There was a plaintive wildness in the air not to be withstood; and, +except the keeper's, there was not an unmoistened eye around her. + +"Do you weep again?" said she. "I would not have you weep: you are +like my Billy; you are, believe me; just so he looked when he gave +me this ring; poor Billy! 'twas the last time ever we met! - + +"'Twas when the seas were roaring--I love you for resembling my +Billy; but I shall never love any man like him."--She stretched out +her hand to Harley; he pressed it between both of his, and bathed it +with his tears.--"Nay, that is Billy's ring," said she, "you cannot +have it, indeed; but here is another, look here, which I plated to- +day of some gold-thread from this bit of stuff; will you keep it for +my sake? I am a strange girl; but my heart is harmless: my poor +heart; it will burst some day; feel how it beats!" She pressed his +hand to her bosom, then holding her head in the attitude of +listening--"Hark! one, two, three! be quiet, thou little trembler; +my Billy is cold!--but I had forgotten the ring."--She put it on his +finger. "Farewell! I must leave you now."--She would have +withdrawn her hand; Harley held it to his lips.--"I dare not stay +longer; my head throbs sadly: farewell!"--She walked with a hurried +step to a little apartment at some distance. Harley stood fixed in +astonishment and pity; his friend gave money to the keeper.--Harley +looked on his ring.--He put a couple of guineas into the man's hand: +"Be kind to that unfortunate."--He burst into tears, and left them. + + + +CHAPTER XXI--THE MISANTHROPE + + + +The friend who had conducted him to Moorfields called upon him again +the next evening. After some talk on the adventures of the +preceding day: "I carried you yesterday," said he to Harley, "to +visit the mad; let me introduce you to-night, at supper, to one of +the wise: but you must not look for anything of the Socratic +pleasantry about him; on the contrary, I warn you to expect the +spirit of a Diogenes. That you may be a little prepared for his +extraordinary manner, I will let you into some particulars of his +history. + +"He is the elder of the two sons of a gentleman of considerable +estate in the country. Their father died when they were young: +both were remarkable at school for quickness of parts and extent of +genius; this had been bred to no profession, because his father's +fortune, which descended to him, was thought sufficient to set him +above it; the other was put apprentice to an eminent attorney. In +this the expectations of his friends were more consulted than his +own inclination; for both his brother and he had feelings of that +warm kind that could ill brook a study so dry as the law, especially +in that department of it which was allotted to him. But the +difference of their tempers made the characteristical distinction +between them. The younger, from the gentleness of his nature, bore +with patience a situation entirely discordant to his genius and +disposition. At times, indeed, his pride would suggest of how +little importance those talents were which the partiality of his +friends had often extolled: they were now incumbrances in a walk of +life where the dull and the ignorant passed him at every turn; his +fancy and his feeling were invincible obstacles to eminence in a +situation where his fancy had no room for exertion, and his feeling +experienced perpetual disgust. But these murmurings he never +suffered to be heard; and that he might not offend the prudence of +those who had been concerned in the choice of his profession, he +continued to labour in it several years, till, by the death of a +relation, he succeeded to an estate of a little better than 100 +pounds a year, with which, and the small patrimony left him, he +retired into the country, and made a love-match with a young lady of +a similar temper to his own, with whom the sagacious world pitied +him for finding happiness. + +"But his elder brother, whom you are to see at supper, if you will +do us the favour of your company, was naturally impetuous, decisive, +and overbearing. He entered into life with those ardent +expectations by which young men are commonly deluded: in his +friendships, warm to excess; and equally violent in his dislikes. +He was on the brink of marriage with a young lady, when one of those +friends, for whose honour he would have pawned his life, made an +elopement with that very goddess, and left him besides deeply +engaged for sums which that good friend's extravagance had +squandered. + +"The dreams he had formerly enjoyed were now changed for ideas of a +very different nature. He abjured all confidence in anything of +human form; sold his lands, which still produced him a very large +reversion, came to town, and immured himself, with a woman who had +been his nurse, in little better than a garret; and has ever since +applied his talents to the vilifying of his species. In one thing I +must take the liberty to instruct you; however different your +sentiments may be (and different they must be), you will suffer him +to go on without contradiction; otherwise, he will be silent +immediately, and we shall not get a word from him all the night +after." Harley promised to remember this injunction, and accepted +the invitation of his friend. + +When they arrived at the house, they were informed that the +gentleman was come, and had been shown into the parlour. They found +him sitting with a daughter of his friend's, about three years old, +on his knee, whom he was teaching the alphabet from a horn book: at +a little distance stood a sister of hers, some years older. "Get +you away, miss," said he to this last; "you are a pert gossip, and I +will have nothing to do with you."--"Nay," answered she, "Nancy is +your favourite; you are quite in love with Nancy."--"Take away that +girl," said he to her father, whom he now observed to have entered +the room; "she has woman about her already." The children were +accordingly dismissed. + +Betwixt that and supper-time he did not utter a syllable. When +supper came, he quarrelled with every dish at table, but eat of them +all; only exempting from his censures a salad, "which you have not +spoiled," said he, "because you have not attempted to cook it." + +When the wine was set upon the table, he took from his pocket a +particular smoking apparatus, and filled his pipe, without taking +any more notice of Harley, or his friend, than if no such persons +had been in the room. + +Harley could not help stealing a look of surprise at him; but his +friend, who knew his humour, returned it by annihilating his +presence in the like manner, and, leaving him to his own +meditations, addressed himself entirely to Harley. + +In their discourse some mention happened to be made of an amiable +character, and the words HONOUR and POLITENESS were applied to it. +Upon this, the gentleman, laying down his pipe, and changing the +tone of his countenance, from an ironical grin to something more +intently contemptuous: "Honour," said he: "Honour and Politeness! +this is the coin of the world, and passes current with the fools of +it. You have substituted the shadow Honour, instead of the +substance Virtue; and have banished the reality of friendship for +the fictitious semblance which you have termed Politeness: +politeness, which consists in a certain ceremonious jargon, more +ridiculous to the ear of reason than the voice of a puppet. You +have invented sounds, which you worship, though they tyrannize over +your peace; and are surrounded with empty forms, which take from the +honest emotions of joy, and add to the poignancy of misfortune." +"Sir!" said Harley--his friend winked to him, to remind him of the +caution he had received. He was silenced by the thought. The +philosopher turned his eye upon him: he examined him from top to +toe, with a sort of triumphant contempt; Harley's coat happened to +be a new one; the other's was as shabby as could possibly be +supposed to be on the back of a gentleman: there was much +significance in his look with regard to this coat; it spoke of the +sleekness of folly and the threadbareness of wisdom. + +"Truth," continued he, "the most amiable, as well as the most +natural of virtues, you are at pains to eradicate. Your very +nurseries are seminaries of falsehood; and what is called Fashion in +manhood completes the system of avowed insincerity. Mankind, in the +gross, is a gaping monster, that loves to be deceived, and has +seldom been disappointed: nor is their vanity less fallacious to +your philosophers, who adopt modes of truth to follow them through +the paths of error, and defend paradoxes merely to be singular in +defending them. These are they whom ye term Ingenious; 'tis a +phrase of commendation I detest: it implies an attempt to impose on +my judgment, by flattering my imagination; yet these are they whose +works are read by the old with delight, which the young are taught +to look upon as the codes of knowledge and philosophy. + +"Indeed, the education of your youth is every way preposterous; you +waste at school years in improving talents, without having ever +spent an hour in discovering them; one promiscuous line of +instruction is followed, without regard to genius, capacity, or +probable situation in the commonwealth. From this bear-garden of +the pedagogue, a raw, unprincipled boy is turned loose upon the +world to travel; without any ideas but those of improving his dress +at Paris, or starting into taste by gazing on some paintings at +Rome. Ask him of the manners of the people, and he will tell you +that the skirt is worn much shorter in France, and that everybody +eats macaroni in Italy. When he returns home, he buys a seat in +parliament, and studies the constitution at Arthur's. + +"Nor are your females trained to any more useful purpose: they are +taught, by the very rewards which their nurses propose for good +behaviour, by the first thing like a jest which they hear from every +male visitor of the family, that a young woman is a creature to be +married; and when they are grown somewhat older, are instructed that +it is the purpose of marriage to have the enjoyment of pin-money, +and the expectation of a jointure." + +"These, {61} indeed, are the effects of luxury, which is, perhaps, +inseparable from a certain degree of power and grandeur in a nation. +But it is not simply of the progress of luxury that we have to +complain: did its votaries keep in their own sphere of thoughtless +dissipation, we might despise them without emotion; but the +frivolous pursuits of pleasure are mingled with the most important +concerns of the state; and public enterprise shall sleep till he who +should guide its operation has decided his bets at Newmarket, or +fulfilled his engagement with a favourite mistress in the country. +We want some man of acknowledged eminence to point our counsels with +that firmness which the counsels of a great people require. We have +hundreds of ministers, who press forward into office without having +ever learned that art which is necessary for every business: the +art of thinking; and mistake the petulance, which could give +inspiration to smart sarcasms on an obnoxious measure in a popular +assembly, for the ability which is to balance the interest of +kingdoms, and investigate the latent sources of national +superiority. With the administration of such men the people can +never be satisfied; for besides that their confidence is gained only +by the view of superior talents, there needs that depth of +knowledge, which is not only acquainted with the just extent of +power, but can also trace its connection with the expedient, to +preserve its possessors from the contempt which attends +irresolution, or the resentment which follows temerity." + +* * * * * + +[Here a considerable part is wanting.] + +* * "In short, man is an animal equally selfish and vain. Vanity, +indeed, is but a modification of selfishness. From the latter, +there are some who pretend to be free: they are generally such as +declaim against the lust of wealth and power, because they have +never been able to attain any high degree in either: they boast of +generosity and feeling. They tell us (perhaps they tell us in +rhyme) that the sensations of an honest heart, of a mind universally +benevolent, make up the quiet bliss which they enjoy; but they will +not, by this, be exempted from the charge of selfishness. Whence +the luxurious happiness they describe in their little family- +circles? Whence the pleasure which they feel, when they trim their +evening fires, and listen to the howl of winter's wind? Whence, but +from the secret reflection of what houseless wretches feel from it? +Or do you administer comfort in affliction--the motive is at hand; I +have had it preached to me in nineteen out of twenty of your +consolatory discourses--the comparative littleness of our own +misfortunes. + +"With vanity your best virtues are grossly tainted: your +benevolence, which ye deduce immediately from the natural impulse of +the heart, squints to it for its reward. There are some, indeed, +who tell us of the satisfaction which flows from a secret +consciousness of good actions: this secret satisfaction is truly +excellent--when we have some friend to whom we may discover its +excellence." + +He now paused a moment to re-light his pipe, when a clock, that +stood at his back, struck eleven; he started up at the sound, took +his hat and his cane, and nodding good night with his head, walked +out of the room. The gentleman of the house called a servant to +bring the stranger's surtout. "What sort of a night is it, fellow?" +said he.--"It rains, sir," answered the servant, "with an easterly +wind."--"Easterly for ever!" He made no other reply; but shrugging +up his shoulders till they almost touched his ears, wrapped himself +tight in his great coat, and disappeared. + +"This is a strange creature," said his friend to Harley. "I cannot +say," answered he, "that his remarks are of the pleasant kind: it +is curious to observe how the nature of truth may be changed by the +garb it wears; softened to the admonition of friendship, or soured +into the severity of reproof: yet this severity may be useful to +some tempers; it somewhat resembles a file: disagreeable in its +operation, but hard metals may be the brighter for it." + +* * * + + + +CHAPTER XXV--HIS SKILL IN PHYSIOGNOMY + + + +The company at the baronet's removed to the playhouse accordingly, +and Harley took his usual route into the Park. He observed, as he +entered, a fresh-looking elderly gentleman in conversation with a +beggar, who, leaning on his crutch, was recounting the hardships he +had undergone, and explaining the wretchedness of his present +condition. This was a very interesting dialogue to Harley; he was +rude enough, therefore, to slacken his pace as he approached, and at +last to make a full stop at the gentleman's back, who was just then +expressing his compassion for the beggar, and regretting that he had +not a farthing of change about him. At saying this, he looked +piteously on the fellow: there was something in his physiognomy +which caught Harley's notice: indeed, physiognomy was one of +Harley's foibles, for which he had been often rebuked by his aunt in +the country, who used to tell him that when he was come to her years +and experience he would know that all's not gold that glitters: and +it must be owned that his aunt was a very sensible, harsh-looking +maiden lady of threescore and upwards. But he was too apt to forget +this caution and now, it seems, it had not occurred to him. +Stepping up, therefore, to the gentleman, who was lamenting the want +of silver, "Your intentions, sir," said he, "are so good, that I +cannot help lending you my assistance to carry them into execution," +and gave the beggar a shilling. The other returned a suitable +compliment, and extolled the benevolence of Harley. They kept +walking together, and benevolence grew the topic of discourse. + +The stranger was fluent on the subject. "There is no use of money," +said he, "equal to that of beneficence. With the profuse, it is +lost; and even with those who lay it out according to the prudence +of the world, the objects acquired by it pall on the sense, and have +scarce become our own till they lose their value with the power of +pleasing; but here the enjoyment grows on reflection, and our money +is most truly ours when it ceases being in our possession. + +"Yet I agree in some measure," answered Harley, "with those who +think that charity to our common beggars is often misplaced; there +are objects less obtrusive whose title is a better one." + +"We cannot easily distinguish," said the stranger; "and even of the +worthless, are there not many whose imprudence, or whose vice, may +have been one dreadful consequence of misfortune?" + +Harley looked again in his face, and blessed himself for his skill +in physiognomy. + +By this time they had reached the end of the walk, the old gentleman +leaning on the rails to take breath, and in the meantime they were +joined by a younger man, whose figure was much above the appearance +of his dress, which was poor and shabby. Harley's former companion +addressed him as an acquaintance, and they turned on the walk +together. + +The elder of the strangers complained of the closeness of the +evening, and asked the other if he would go with him into a house +hard by, and take one draught of excellent cyder. "The man who +keeps this house," said he to Harley, "was once a servant of mine. +I could not think of turning loose upon the world a faithful old +fellow, for no other reason but that his age had incapacitated him; +so I gave him an annuity of ten pounds, with the help of which he +has set up this little place here, and his daughter goes and sells +milk in the city, while her father manages his tap-room, as he calls +it, at home. I can't well ask a gentleman of your appearance to +accompany me to so paltry a place." "Sir," replied Harley, +interrupting him, "I would much rather enter it than the most +celebrated tavern in town. To give to the necessitous may sometimes +be a weakness in the man; to encourage industry is a duty in the +citizen." They entered the house accordingly. + +On a table at the corner of the room lay a pack of cards, loosely +thrown together. The old gentleman reproved the man of the house +for encouraging so idle an amusement. Harley attempted to defend +him from the necessity of accommodating himself to the humour of his +guests, and taking up the cards, began to shuffle them backwards and +forwards in his hand. "Nay, I don't think cards so unpardonable an +amusement as some do," replied the other; "and now and then, about +this time of the evening, when my eyes begin to fail me for my book, +I divert myself with a game at piquet, without finding my morals a +bit relaxed by it. Do you play piquet, sir?" (to Harley.) Harley +answered in the affirmative; upon which the other proposed playing a +pool at a shilling the game, doubling the stakes; adding, that he +never played higher with anybody. + +Harley's good nature could not refuse the benevolent old man; and +the younger stranger, though he at first pleaded prior engagements, +yet being earnestly solicited by his friend, at last yielded to +solicitation. + +When they began to play, the old gentleman, somewhat to the surprise +of Harley, produced ten shillings to serve for markers of his score. +"He had no change for the beggar," said Harley to himself; "but I +can easily account for it; it is curious to observe the affection +that inanimate things will create in us by a long acquaintance. If +I may judge from my own feelings, the old man would not part with +one of these counters for ten times its intrinsic value; it even got +the better of his benevolence! I, myself, have a pair of old brass +sleeve buttons." Here he was interrupted by being told that the old +gentleman had beat the younger, and that it was his turn to take up +the conqueror. "Your game has been short," said Harley. "I re- +piqued him," answered the old man, with joy sparkling in his +countenance. Harley wished to be re-piqued too, but he was +disappointed; for he had the same good fortune against his opponent. +Indeed, never did fortune, mutable as she is, delight in mutability +so much as at that moment. The victory was so quick, and so +constantly alternate, that the stake, in a short time, amounted to +no less a sum than 12 pounds, Harley's proportion of which was +within half-a-guinea of the money he had in his pocket. He had +before proposed a division, but the old gentleman opposed it with +such a pleasant warmth in his manner, that it was always over-ruled. +Now, however, he told them that he had an appointment with some +gentlemen, and it was within a few minutes of his hour. The young +stranger had gained one game, and was engaged in the second with the +other; they agreed, therefore, that the stake should be divided, if +the old gentleman won that: which was more than probable, as his +score was 90 to 35, and he was elder hand; but a momentous re-pique +decided it in favour of his adversary, who seemed to enjoy his +victory mingled with regret, for having won too much, while his +friend, with great ebullience of passion, many praises of his own +good play, and many malediction's on the power of chance, took up +the cards, and threw them into the fire. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI--FRUITS OF THE DEAD SEA + + + +The company he was engaged to meet were assembled in Fleet Street. +He had walked some time along the Strand, amidst a crowd of those +wretches who wait the uncertain wages of prostitution, with ideas of +pity suitable to the scene around him and the feelings he possessed, +and had got as far as Somerset House, when one of them laid hold of +his arm, and, with a voice tremulous and faint, asked him for a pint +of wine, in a manner more supplicatory than is usual with those whom +the infamy of their profession has deprived of shame. He turned +round at the demand, and looked steadfastly on the person who made +it. + +She was above the common size, and elegantly formed; her face was +thin and hollow, and showed the remains of tarnished beauty. Her +eyes were black, but had little of their lustre left; her cheeks had +some paint laid on without art, and productive of no advantage to +her complexion, which exhibited a deadly paleness on the other parts +of her face. + +Harley stood in the attitude of hesitation; which she, interpreting +to her advantage, repeated her request, and endeavoured to force a +leer of invitation into her countenance. He took her arm, and they +walked on to one of those obsequious taverns in the neighbourhood, +where the dearness of the wine is a discharge in full for the +character of the house. From what impulse he did this we do not +mean to enquire; as it has ever been against our nature to search +for motives where bad ones are to be found. They entered, and a +waiter showed them a room, and placed a bottle of claret on the +table. + +Harley filled the lady's glass: which she had no sooner tasted, +than dropping it on the floor, and eagerly catching his arm, her eye +grew fixed, her lip assumed a clayey whiteness, and she fell back +lifeless in her chair. + +Harley started from his seat, and, catching her in his arms, +supported her from falling to the ground, looking wildly at the +door, as if he wanted to run for assistance, but durst not leave the +miserable creature. It was not till some minutes after that it +occurred to him to ring the bell, which at last, however, he thought +of, and rung with repeated violence even after the waiter appeared. +Luckily the waiter had his senses somewhat more about him; and +snatching up a bottle of water, which stood on a buffet at the end +of the room, he sprinkled it over the hands and face of the dying +figure before him. She began to revive, and, with the assistance of +some hartshorn drops, which Harley now for the first time drew from +his pocket, was able to desire the waiter to bring her a crust of +bread, of which she swallowed some mouthfuls with the appearance of +the keenest hunger. The waiter withdrew: when turning to Harley, +sobbing at the same time, and shedding tears, "I am sorry, sir," +said she, "that I should have given you so much trouble; but you +will pity me when I tell you that till now I have not tasted a +morsel these two days past."--He fixed his eyes on hers--every +circumstance but the last was forgotten; and he took her hand with +as much respect as if she had been a duchess. It was ever the +privilege of misfortune to be revered by him.--"Two days!" said he; +"and I have fared sumptuously every day!"--He was reaching to the +bell; she understood his meaning, and prevented him. "I beg, sir," +said she, "that you would give yourself no more trouble about a +wretch who does not wish to live; but, at present, I could not eat a +bit; my stomach even rose at the last mouthful of that crust."--He +offered to call a chair, saying that he hoped a little rest would +relieve her.--He had one half-guinea left. "I am sorry," he said, +"that at present I should be able to make you an offer of no more +than this paltry sum."--She burst into tears: "Your generosity, +sir, is abused; to bestow it on me is to take it from the virtuous. +I have no title but misery to plead: misery of my own procuring." +"No more of that," answered Harley; "there is virtue in these tears; +let the fruit of them be virtue."--He rung, and ordered a chair.-- +"Though I am the vilest of beings," said she, "I have not forgotten +every virtue; gratitude, I hope, I shall still have left, did I but +know who is my benefactor."--"My name is Harley."--"Could I ever +have an opportunity?"--"You shall, and a glorious one too! your +future conduct--but I do not mean to reproach you--if, I say--it +will be the noblest reward--I will do myself the pleasure of seeing +you again."--Here the waiter entered, and told them the chair was at +the door; the lady informed Harley of her lodgings, and he promised +to wait on her at ten next morning. + +He led her to the chair, and returned to clear with the waiter, +without ever once reflecting that he had no money in his pocket. He +was ashamed to make an excuse; yet an excuse must be made: he was +beginning to frame one, when the waiter cut him short by telling him +that he could not run scores; but that, if he would leave his watch, +or any other pledge, it would be as safe as if it lay in his pocket. +Harley jumped at the proposal, and pulling out his watch, delivered +it into his hands immediately, and having, for once, had the +precaution to take a note of the lodging he intended to visit next +morning, sallied forth with a blush of triumph on his face, without +taking notice of the sneer of the waiter, who, twirling the watch in +his hand, made him a profound bow at the door, and whispered to a +girl, who stood in the passage, something, in which the word CULLY +was honoured with a particular emphasis. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII--HIS SKILL IN PHYSIOGNOMY IS DOUBTED + + + +After he had been some time with the company he had appointed to +meet, and the last bottle was called for, he first recollected that +he would be again at a loss how to discharge his share of the +reckoning. He applied, therefore, to one of them, with whom he was +most intimate, acknowledging that he had not a farthing of money +about him; and, upon being jocularly asked the reason, acquainted +them with the two adventures we have just now related. One of the +company asked him if the old man in Hyde Park did not wear a +brownish coat, with a narrow gold edging, and his companion an old +green frock, with a buff-coloured waistcoat. Upon Harley's +recollecting that they did, "Then," said he, "you may be thankful +you have come off so well; they are two as noted sharpers, in their +way, as any in town, and but t'other night took me in for a much +larger sum. I had some thoughts of applying to a justice, but one +does not like to be seen in those matters." + +Harley answered, "That he could not but fancy the gentleman was +mistaken, as he never saw a face promise more honesty than that of +the old man he had met with."--"His face!" said a grave-looking man, +when sat opposite to him, squirting the juice of his tobacco +obliquely into the grate. There was something very emphatical in +the action, for it was followed by a burst of laughter round the +table. "Gentlemen," said Harley, "you are disposed to be merry; it +may be as you imagine, for I confess myself ignorant of the town; +but there is one thing which makes me hear the loss of my money with +temper: the young fellow who won it must have been miserably poor; +I observed him borrow money for the stake from his friend: he had +distress and hunger in his countenance: be his character what it +may, his necessities at least plead for him." At this there was a +louder laugh than before. "Gentlemen," said the lawyer, one of +whose conversations with Harley we have already recorded, "here's a +pretty fellow for you! to have heard him talk some nights ago, as I +did, you might have sworn he was a saint; yet now he games with +sharpers, and loses his money, and is bubbled by a fine tale of the +Dead Sea, and pawns his watch; here are sanctified doings with a +witness!" + +"Young gentleman," said his friend on the other side of the table, +"let me advise you to be a little more cautious for the future; and +as for faces--you may look into them to know whether a man's nose be +a long or a short one." + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII--HE KEEPS HIS APPOINTMENT + + + +The last night's raillery of his companions was recalled to his +remembrance when he awoke, and the colder homilies of prudence began +to suggest some things which were nowise favourable for a +performance of his promise to the unfortunate female he had met with +before. He rose, uncertain of his purpose; but the torpor of such +considerations was seldom prevalent over the warmth of his nature. +He walked some turns backwards and forwards in his room; he recalled +the languid form of the fainting wretch to his mind; he wept at the +recollection of her tears. "Though I am the vilest of beings, I +have not forgotten every virtue; gratitude, I hope, I shall still +have left."--He took a larger stride--"Powers of mercy that surround +me!" cried he, "do ye not smile upon deeds like these? to calculate +the chances of deception is too tedious a business for the life of +man!"--The clock struck ten.--When he was got down-stairs, he found +that he had forgot the note of her lodgings; he gnawed his lips at +the delay: he was fairly on the pavement, when he recollected +having left his purse; he did but just prevent himself from +articulating an imprecation. He rushed a second time up into his +chamber. "What a wretch I am!" said he; "ere this time, perhaps--" +'Twas a perhaps not to be borne;--two vibrations of a pendulum would +have served him to lock his bureau; but they could not be spared. + +When he reached the house, and inquired for Miss Atkins (for that +was the lady's name), he was shown up three pair of stairs, into a +small room lighted by one narrow lattice, and patched round with +shreds of different-coloured paper. In the darkest corner stood +something like a bed, before which a tattered coverlet hung by way +of curtain. He had not waited long when she appeared. Her face had +the glister of new-washed tears on it. "I am ashamed, sir," said +she, "that you should have taken this fresh piece of trouble about +one so little worthy of it; but, to the humane, I know there is a +pleasure in goodness for its own sake: if you have patience for the +recital of my story, it may palliate, though it cannot excuse, my +faults." Harley bowed, as a sign of assent; and she began as +follows:- + +"I am the daughter of an officer, whom a service of forty years had +advanced no higher than the rank of captain. I have had hints from +himself, and been informed by others, that it was in some measure +owing to those principles of rigid honour, which it was his boast to +possess, and which he early inculcated on me, that he had been able +to arrive at no better station. My mother died when I was a child: +old enough to grieve for her death, but incapable of remembering her +precepts. Though my father was doatingly fond of her, yet there +were some sentiments in which they materially differed: she had +been bred from her infancy in the strictest principles of religion, +and took the morality of her conduct from the motives which an +adherence to those principles suggested. My father, who had been in +the army from his youth, affixed an idea of pusillanimity to that +virtue, which was formed by the doctrines, excited by the rewards, +or guarded by the terrors of revelation; his dashing idol was the +honour of a soldier: a term which he held in such reverence, that +he used it for his most sacred asseveration. When my mother died, I +was some time suffered to continue in those sentiments which her +instructions had produced; but soon after, though, from respect to +her memory, my father did not absolutely ridicule them, yet he +showed, in his discourse to others, so little regard to them, and at +times suggested to me motives of action so different, that I was +soon weaned from opinions which I began to consider as the dreams of +superstition, or the artful inventions of designing hypocrisy. My +mother's books were left behind at the different quarters we removed +to, and my reading was principally confined to plays, novels, and +those poetical descriptions of the beauty of virtue and honour, +which the circulating libraries easily afforded. + +"As I was generally reckoned handsome, and the quickness of my parts +extolled by all our visitors, my father had a pride in allowing me +to the world. I was young, giddy, open to adulation, and vain of +those talents which acquired it. + +"After the last war, my father was reduced to half-pay; with which +we retired to a village in the country, which the acquaintance of +some genteel families who resided in it, and the cheapness of +living, particularly recommended. My father rented a small house, +with a piece of ground sufficient to keep a horse for him, and a cow +for the benefit of his family. An old man servant managed his +ground; while a maid, who had formerly been my mother's, and had +since been mine, undertook the care of our little dairy: they were +assisted in each of their provinces by my father and me: and we +passed our time in a state of tranquillity, which he had always +talked of with delight, and my train of reading had taught me to +admire. + +"Though I had never seen the polite circles of the metropolis, the +company my father had introduced me into had given me a degree of +good breeding, which soon discovered a superiority over the young +ladies of our village. I was quoted as an example of politeness, +and my company courted by most of the considerable families in the +neighbourhood. + +"Amongst the houses where I was frequently invited was Sir George +Winbrooke's. He had two daughters nearly of my age, with whom, +though they had been bred up in those maxims of vulgar doctrine +which my superior understanding could not but despise, yet as their +good nature led them to an imitation of my manners in everything +else, I cultivated a particular friendship. + +"Some months after our first acquaintance, Sir George's eldest son +came home from his travels. His figure, his address, and +conversation, were not unlike those warm ideas of an accomplished +man which my favourite novels had taught me to form; and his +sentiments on the article of religion were as liberal as my own: +when any of these happened to be the topic of our discourse, I, who +before had been silent, from a fear of being single in opposition, +now kindled at the fire he raised, and defended our mutual opinions +with all the eloquence I was mistress of. He would be respectfully +attentive all the while; and when I had ended, would raise his eyes +from the ground, look at me with a gaze of admiration, and express +his applause in the highest strain of encomium. This was an incense +the more pleasing, as I seldom or never had met with it before; for +the young gentlemen who visited Sir George were for the most part of +that athletic order, the pleasure of whose lives is derived from +fox-hunting: these are seldom solicitous to please the women at +all; or if they were, would never think of applying their flattery +to the mind. + +"Mr. Winbrooke observed the weakness of my soul, and took every +occasion of improving the esteem he had gained. He asked my opinion +of every author, of every sentiment, with that submissive +diffidence, which showed an unlimited confidence in my +understanding. I saw myself revered, as a superior being, by one +whose judgment my vanity told me was not likely to err: preferred +by him to all the other visitors of my sex, whose fortunes and rank +should have entitled them to a much higher degree of notice: I saw +their little jealousies at the distinguished attention he paid me; +it was gratitude, it was pride, it was love! Love which had made +too fatal a progress in my heart, before any declaration on his part +should have warranted a return: but I interpreted every look of +attention, every expression of compliment, to the passion I imagined +him inspired with, and imputed to his sensibility that silence which +was the effect of art and design. At length, however, he took an +opportunity of declaring his love: he now expressed himself in such +ardent terms, that prudence might have suspected their sincerity: +but prudence is rarely found in the situation I had been unguardedly +led into; besides, that the course of reading to which I had been +accustomed, did not lead me to conclude, that his expressions could +be too warm to be sincere: nor was I even alarmed at the manner in +which he talked of marriage, a subjection, he often hinted, to which +genuine love should scorn to be confined. The woman, he would often +say, who had merit like mine to fix his affection, could easily +command it for ever. That honour too which I revered, was often +called in to enforce his sentiments. I did not, however, absolutely +assent to them; but I found my regard for their opposites diminish +by degrees. If it is dangerous to be convinced, it is dangerous to +listen; for our reason is so much of a machine, that it will not +always be able to resist, when the ear is perpetually assailed. + +"In short, Mr. Harley (for I tire you with a relation, the +catastrophe of which you will already have imagined), I fell a prey +to his artifices. He had not been able so thoroughly to convert me, +that my conscience was silent on the subject; but he was so +assiduous to give repeated proofs of unabated affection, that I +hushed its suggestions as they rose. The world, however, I knew, +was not to be silenced; and therefore I took occasion to express my +uneasiness to my seducer, and entreat him, as he valued the peace of +one to whom he professed such attachment, to remove it by a +marriage. He made excuse from his dependence on the will of his +father, but quieted my fears by the promise of endeavouring to win +his assent. + +"My father had been some days absent on a visit to a dying relation, +from whom he had considerable expectations. I was left at home, +with no other company than my books: my books I found were not now +such companions as they used to be; I was restless, melancholy, +unsatisfied with myself. But judge my situation when I received a +billet from Mr. Winbrooke informing me, that he had sounded Sir +George on the subject we had talked of, and found him so averse to +any match so unequal to his own rank and fortune, that he was +obliged, with whatever reluctance, to bid adieu to a place, the +remembrance of which should ever be dear to him. + +"I read this letter a hundred times over. Alone, helpless, +conscious of guilt, and abandoned by every better thought, my mind +was one motley scene of terror, confusion, and remorse. A thousand +expedients suggested themselves, and a thousand fears told me they +would be vain: at last, in an agony of despair, I packed up a few +clothes, took what money and trinkets were in the house, and set out +for London, whither I understood he was gone; pretending to my maid, +that I had received letters from my father requiring my immediate +attendance. I had no other companion than a boy, a servant to the +man from whom I hired my horses. I arrived in London within an hour +of Mr. Winbrooke, and accidentally alighted at the very inn where he +was. + +"He started and turned pale when he saw me; but recovered himself in +time enough to make many new protestations of regard, and beg me to +make myself easy under a disappointment which was equally afflicting +to him. He procured me lodgings, where I slept, or rather +endeavoured to sleep, for that night. Next morning I saw him again, +he then mildly observed on the imprudence of my precipitate flight +from the country, and proposed my removing to lodgings at another +end of the town, to elude the search of my father, till he should +fall upon some method of excusing my conduct to him, and reconciling +him to my return. We took a hackney-coach, and drove to the house +he mentioned. + +"It was situated in a dirty lane, furnished with a tawdry +affectation of finery, with some old family pictures hanging on +walls which their own cobwebs would better have suited. I was +struck with a secret dread at entering, nor was it lessened by the +appearance of the landlady, who had that look of selfish shrewdness, +which, of all others, is the most hateful to those whose feelings +are untinctured with the world. A girl, who she told us was her +niece, sat by her, playing on a guitar, while herself was at work, +with the assistance of spectacles, and had a prayer-book with the +leaves folded down in several places, lying on the table before her. +Perhaps, sir, I tire you with my minuteness, but the place, and +every circumstance about it, is so impressed on my mind, that I +shall never forget it. + +"I dined that day with Mr. Winbrooke alone. He lost by degrees that +restraint which I perceived too well to hang about him before, and, +with his former gaiety and good humour, repeated the flattering +things which, though they had once been fatal, I durst not now +distrust. At last, taking my hand and kissing it, 'It is thus,' +said he, 'that love will last, while freedom is preserved; thus let +us ever be blessed, without the galling thought that we are tied to +a condition where we may cease to be so.' + +"I answered, 'That the world thought otherwise: that it had certain +ideas of good fame, which it was impossible not to wish to +maintain.' + +"'The world,' said he, 'is a tyrant, they are slaves who obey it; +let us be happy without the pale of the world. To-morrow I shall +leave this quarter of it, for one where the talkers of the world +shall be foiled, and lose us. Could not my Emily accompany me? my +friend, my companion, the mistress of my soul! Nay, do not look so, +Emily! Your father may grieve for a while, but your father shall be +taken care of; this bank-bill I intend as the comfort for his +daughter.' + +"I could contain myself no longer: 'Wretch,' I exclaimed, 'dost +thou imagine that my father's heart could brook dependence on the +destroyer of his child, and tamely accept of a base equivalent for +her honour and his own?' + +"'Honour, my Emily,' said he, 'is the word of fools, or of those +wiser men who cheat them. 'Tis a fantastic bauble that does not +suit the gravity of your father's age; but, whatever it is, I am +afraid it can never be perfectly restored to you: exchange the word +then, and let pleasure be your object now.' + +"At these words he clasped me in his arms, and pressed his lips +rudely to my bosom. I started from my seat. 'Perfidious villain!' +said I, 'who dar'st insult the weakness thou hast undone; were that +father here, thy coward soul would shrink from the vengeance of his +honour! Cursed be that wretch who has deprived him of it! oh doubly +cursed, who has dragged on his hoary head the infamy which should +have crushed her own!' I snatched a knife which lay beside me, and +would have plunged it in my breast, but the monster prevented my +purpose, and smiling with a grin of barbarous insult - + +"'Madam,' said he, 'I confess you are rather too much in heroics for +me; I am sorry we should differ about trifles; but as I seem somehow +to have offended you, I would willingly remedy it by taking my +leave. You have been put to some foolish expense in this journey on +my account; allow me to reimburse you.' + +"So saying he laid a bank-bill, of what amount I had no patience to +see, upon the table. Shame, grief, and indignation choked my +utterance; unable to speak my wrongs, and unable to bear them in +silence, I fell in a swoon at his feet. + +"What happened in the interval I cannot tell, but when I came to +myself I was in the arms of the landlady, with her niece chafing my +temples, and doing all in her power for my recovery. She had much +compassion in her countenance; the old woman assumed the softest +look she was capable of, and both endeavoured to bring me comfort. +They continued to show me many civilities, and even the aunt began +to be less disagreeable in my sight. To the wretched, to the +forlorn, as I was, small offices of kindness are endearing. + +"Meantime my money was far spent, nor did I attempt to conceal my +wants from their knowledge. I had frequent thoughts of returning to +my father; but the dread of a life of scorn is insurmountable. I +avoided, therefore, going abroad when I had a chance of being seen +by any former acquaintance, nor indeed did my health for a great +while permit it; and suffered the old woman, at her own suggestion, +to call me niece at home, where we now and then saw (when they could +prevail on me to leave my room) one or two other elderly women, and +sometimes a grave business-like man, who showed great compassion for +my indisposition, and made me very obligingly an offer of a room at +his country-house for the recovery of my health. This offer I did +not chose to accept, but told my landlady, 'that I should be glad to +be employed in any way of business which my skill in needlework +could recommend me to, confessing, at the same time, that I was +afraid I should scarce be able to pay her what I already owed for +board and lodging, and that for her other good offices, I had +nothing but thanks to give her.' + +"'My dear child,' said she, 'do not talk of paying; since I lost my +own sweet girl' (here she wept), 'your very picture she was, Miss +Emily, I have nobody, except my niece, to whom I should leave any +little thing I have been able to save; you shall live with me, my +dear; and I have sometimes a little millinery work, in which, when +you are inclined to it, you may assist us. By the way, here are a +pair of ruffles we have just finished for that gentleman you saw +here at tea; a distant relation of mine, and a worthy man he is. +'Twas pity you refused the offer of an apartment at his country +house; my niece, you know, was to have accompanied you, and you +might have fancied yourself at home; a most sweet place it is, and +but a short mile beyond Hampstead. Who knows, Miss Emily, what +effect such a visit might have had! If I had half your beauty I +should not waste it pining after e'er a worthless fellow of them +all.' + +"I felt my heart swell at her words; I would have been angry if I +could, but I was in that stupid state which is not easily awakened +to anger: when I would have chid her the reproof stuck in my +throat; I could only weep! + +"Her want of respect increased, as I had not spirit to assert it. +My work was now rather imposed than offered, and I became a drudge +for the bread I eat: but my dependence and servility grew in +proportion, and I was now in a situation which could not make any +extraordinary exertions to disengage itself from either--I found +myself with child. + +"At last the wretch, who had thus trained me to destruction, hinted +the purpose for which those means had been used. I discovered her +to be an artful procuress for the pleasures of those who are men of +decency to the world in the midst of debauchery. + +"I roused every spark of courage within me at the horrid proposal. +She treated my passion at first somewhat mildly, but when I +continued to exert it she resented it with insult, and told me +plainly that if I did not soon comply with her desires I should pay +her every farthing I owed, or rot in a jail for life. I trembled at +the thought; still, however, I resisted her importunities, and she +put her threats in execution. I was conveyed to prison, weak from +my condition, weaker from that struggle of grief and misery which +for some time I had suffered. A miscarriage was the consequence. + +"Amidst all the horrors of such a state, surrounded with wretches +totally callous, lost alike to humanity and to shame, think, Mr. +Harley, think what I endured; nor wonder that I at last yielded to +the solicitations of that miscreant I had seen at her house, and +sunk to the prostitution which he tempted. But that was happiness +compared to what I have suffered since. He soon abandoned me to the +common use of the town, and I was cast among those miserable beings +in whose society I have since remained. + +"Oh! did the daughters of virtue know our sufferings; did they see +our hearts torn with anguish amidst the affectation of gaiety which +our faces are obliged to assume! our bodies tortured by disease, our +minds with that consciousness which they cannot lose! Did they +know, did they think of this, Mr. Harley! Their censures are just, +but their pity perhaps might spare the wretches whom their justice +should condemn. + +"Last night, but for an exertion of benevolence which the infection +of our infamy prevents even in the humane, had I been thrust out +from this miserable place which misfortune has yet left me; exposed +to the brutal insults of drunkenness, or dragged by that justice +which I could not bribe, to the punishment which may correct, but, +alas! can never amend the abandoned objects of its terrors. From +that, Mr. Harley, your goodness has relieved me." + +He beckoned with his hand: he would have stopped the mention of his +favours; but he could not speak, had it been to beg a diadem. + +She saw his tears; her fortitude began to fail at the sight, when +the voice of some stranger on the stairs awakened her attention. +She listened for a moment, then starting up, exclaimed, "Merciful +God! my father's voice!" + +She had scarce uttered the word, when the door burst open, and a man +entered in the garb of an officer. When he discovered his daughter +and Harley, he started back a few paces; his look assumed a furious +wildness! he laid his hand on his sword. The two objects of his +wrath did not utter a syllable. + +"Villain," he cried, "thou seest a father who had once a daughter's +honour to preserve; blasted as it now is, behold him ready to avenge +its loss!" + +Harley had by this time some power of utterance. "Sir," said he, +"if you will be a moment calm--" + +"Infamous coward!" interrupted the other, "dost thou preach calmness +to wrongs like mine!" + +He drew his sword. + +"Sir," said Harley, "let me tell you"--the blood ran quicker to his +cheek, his pulse beat one, no more, and regained the temperament of +humanity--"you are deceived, sir," said he, "you are much deceived; +but I forgive suspicions which your misfortunes have justified: I +would not wrong you, upon my soul I would not, for the dearest +gratification of a thousand worlds; my heart bleeds for you!" + +His daughter was now prostrate at his feet. + +"Strike," said she, "strike here a wretch, whose misery cannot end +but with that death she deserves." + +Her hair had fallen on her shoulders! her look had the horrid +calmness of out-breathed despair! Her father would have spoken; his +lip quivered, his cheek grew pale, his eyes lost the lightning of +their fury! there was a reproach in them, but with a mingling of +pity. He turned them up to heaven, then on his daughter. He laid +his left hand on his heart, the sword dropped from his right, he +burst into tears. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX--THE DISTRESSES OF A FATHER + + + +Harley kneeled also at the side of the unfortunate daughter. + +"Allow me, sir," said he, "to entreat your pardon for one whose +offences have been already so signally punished. I know, I feel, +that those tears, wrung from the heart of a father, are more +dreadful to her than all the punishments your sword could have +inflicted: accept the contrition of a child whom heaven has +restored to you." + +"Is she not lost," answered he, "irrecoverably lost? Damnation! a +common prostitute to the meanest ruffian!" + +"Calmly, my dear sir," said Harley, "did you know by what +complicated misfortunes she had fallen to that miserable state in +which you now behold her, I should have no need of words to excite +your compassion. Think, sir, of what once she was. Would you +abandon her to the insults of an unfeeling world, deny her +opportunity of penitence, and cut off the little comfort that still +remains for your afflictions and her own!" + +"Speak," said he, addressing himself to his daughter; "speak; I will +hear thee." + +The desperation that supported her was lost; she fell to the ground, +and bathed his feet with her tears. + +Harley undertook her cause: he related the treacheries to which she +had fallen a sacrifice, and again solicited the forgiveness of her +father. He looked on her for some time in silence; the pride of a +soldier's honour checked for a while the yearnings of his heart; but +nature at last prevailed, he fell on her neck and mingled his tears +with hers. + +Harley, who discovered from the dress of the stranger that he was +just arrived from a journey, begged that they would both remove to +his lodgings, till he could procure others for them. Atkins looked +at him with some marks of surprise. His daughter now first +recovered the power of speech. + +"Wretch as I am," said she, "yet there is some gratitude due to the +preserver of your child. See him now before you. To him I owe my +life, or at least the comfort of imploring your forgiveness before I +die." + +"Pardon me, young gentleman," said Atkins, "I fear my passion +wronged you." + +"Never, never, sir," said Harley "if it had, your reconciliation to +your daughter were an atonement a thousand fold." He then repeated +his request that he might be allowed to conduct them to his +lodgings, to which Mr. Atkins at last consented. He took his +daughter's arm. + +"Come, my Emily," said he, "we can never, never recover that +happiness we have lost! but time may teach us to remember our +misfortunes with patience." + +When they arrived at the house where Harley lodged, he was informed +that the first floor was then vacant, and that the gentleman and his +daughter might be accommodated there. While he was upon his +enquiry, Miss Atkins informed her father more particularly what she +owed to his benevolence. When he turned into the room where they +were Atkins ran and embraced him;--begged him again to forgive the +offence he had given him, and made the warmest protestations of +gratitude for his favours. We would attempt to describe the joy +which Harley felt on this occasion, did it not occur to us that one +half of the world could not understand it though we did, and the +other half will, by this time, have understood it without any +description at all. + +Miss Atkins now retired to her chamber, to take some rest from the +violence of the emotions she had suffered. When she was gone, her +father, addressing himself to Harley, said, "You have a right, sir, +to be informed of the present situation of one who owes so much to +your compassion for his misfortunes. My daughter I find has +informed you what that was at the fatal juncture when they began. +Her distresses you have heard, you have pitied as they deserved; +with mine, perhaps, I cannot so easily make you acquainted. You +have a feeling heart, Mr. Harley; I bless it that it has saved my +child; but you never were a father, a father torn by that most +dreadful of calamities, the dishonour of a child he doated on! You +have been already informed of some of the circumstances of her +elopement: I was then from home, called by the death of a relation, +who, though he would never advance me a shilling on the utmost +exigency in his life-time, left me all the gleanings of his +frugality at his death. I would not write this intelligence to my +daughter, because I intended to be the bearer myself; and as soon as +my business would allow me, I set out on my return, winged with all +the haste of paternal affection. I fondly built those schemes of +future happiness, which present prosperity is ever busy to suggest: +my Emily was concerned in them all. As I approached our little +dwelling my heart throbbed with the anticipation of joy and welcome. +I imagined the cheering fire, the blissful contentment of a frugal +meal, made luxurious by a daughter's smile, I painted to myself her +surprise at the tidings of our new-acquired riches, our fond +disputes about the disposal of them. + +"The road was shortened by the dreams of happiness I enjoyed, and it +began to be dark as I reached the house: I alighted from my horse, +and walked softly upstairs to the room we commonly sat in. I was +somewhat disappointed at not finding my daughter there. I rung the +bell; her maid appeared, and shewed no small signs of wonder at the +summons. She blessed herself as she entered the room: I smiled at +her surprise. 'Where is Miss Emily, sir?' said she. + +"'Emily!' + +"'Yes, sir; she has been gone hence some days, upon receipt of those +letters you sent her.' + +"'Letters!' said I. + +"'Yes, sir, so she told me, and went off in all haste that very +night.' + +"I stood aghast as she spoke, but was able so far to recollect +myself, as to put on the affectation of calmness, and telling her +there was certainly some mistake in the affair, desired her to leave +me. + +"When she was gone, I threw myself into a chair, in that state of +uncertainty which is, of all others, the most dreadful. The gay +visions with which I had delighted myself, vanished in an instant. +I was tortured with tracing back the same circle of doubt and +disappointment. My head grew dizzy as I thought. I called the +servant again, and asked her a hundred questions, to no purpose; +there was not room even for conjecture. + +"Something at last arose in my mind, which we call Hope, without +knowing what it is. I wished myself deluded by it; but it could not +prevail over my returning fears. I rose and walked through the +room. My Emily's spinnet stood at the end of it, open, with a book +of music folded down at some of my favourite lessons. I touched the +keys; there was a vibration in the sound that froze my blood; I +looked around, and methought the family pictures on the walls gazed +on me with compassion in their faces. I sat down again with an +attempt at more composure; I started at every creaking of the door, +and my ears rung with imaginary noises! + +"I had not remained long in this situation, when the arrival of a +friend, who had accidentally heard of my return, put an end to my +doubts, by the recital of my daughter's dishonour. He told me he +had his information from a young gentleman, to whom Winbrooke had +boasted of having seduced her. + +"I started from my seat, with broken curses on my lips, and without +knowing whither I should pursue them, ordered my servant to load my +pistols and saddle my horses. My friend, however, with great +difficulty, persuaded me to compose myself for that night, promising +to accompany me on the morrow, to Sir George Winbrooke's in quest of +his son. + +"The morrow came, after a night spent in a state little distant from +madness. We went as early as decency would allow to Sir George's. +He received me with politeness, and indeed compassion, protested his +abhorrence of his son's conduct, and told me that he had set out +some days before for London, on which place he had procured a draft +for a large sum, on pretence of finishing his travels, but that he +had not heard from him since his departure. + +"I did not wait for any more, either of information or comfort, but, +against the united remonstrances of Sir George and my friend, set +out instantly for London, with a frantic uncertainty of purpose; but +there, all manner of search was in vain. I could trace neither of +them any farther than the inn where they first put up on their +arrival; and after some days fruitless inquiry, returned home +destitute of every little hope that had hitherto supported me. The +journeys I had made, the restless nights I had spent, above all, the +perturbation of my mind, had the effect which naturally might be +expected--a very dangerous fever was the consequence. From this, +however, contrary to the expectation of my physicians, I recovered. +It was now that I first felt something like calmness of mind: +probably from being reduced to a state which could not produce the +exertions of anguish or despair. A stupid melancholy settled on my +soul; I could endure to live with an apathy of life; at times I +forgot my resentment, and wept at the remembrance of my child. + +"Such has been the tenor of my days since that fatal moment when +these misfortunes began, till yesterday, that I received a letter +from a friend in town, acquainting me of her present situation. +Could such tales as mine, Mr. Harley, be sometimes suggested to the +daughters of levity, did they but know with what anxiety the heart +of a parent flutters round the child he loves, they would be less +apt to construe into harshness that delicate concern for their +conduct, which they often complain of as laying restraint upon +things, to the young, the gay, and the thoughtless, seemingly +harmless and indifferent. Alas! I fondly imagined that I needed +not even these common cautions! my Emily was the joy of my age, and +the pride of my soul! Those things are now no more, they are lost +for ever! Her death I could have born, but the death of her honour +has added obloquy and shame to that sorrow which bends my grey hairs +to the dust!" + +As he spoke these last words, his voice trembled in his throat; it +was now lost in his tears. He sat with his face half turned from +Harley, as if he would have hid the sorrow which he felt. Harley +was in the same attitude himself; he durst not meet his eye with a +tear, but gathering his stifled breath, "Let me entreat you, sir," +said he, "to hope better things. The world is ever tyrannical; it +warps our sorrows to edge them with keener affliction. Let us not +be slaves to the names it affixes to motive or to action. I know an +ingenuous mind cannot help feeling when they sting. But there are +considerations by which it may be overcome. Its fantastic ideas +vanish as they rise; they teach us to look beyond it." + +* * * * * + + + +A FRAGMENT. SHOWING HIS SUCCESS WITH THE BARONET + + + +* * The card he received was in the politest style in which +disappointment could be communicated. The baronet "was under a +necessity of giving up his application for Mr. Harley, as he was +informed that the lease was engaged for a gentleman who had long +served His Majesty in another capacity, and whose merit had entitled +him to the first lucrative thing that should be vacant." Even +Harley could not murmur at such a disposal. "Perhaps," said he to +himself, "some war-worn officer, who, like poor Atkins, had been +neglected from reasons which merited the highest advancement; whose +honour could not stoop to solicit the preferment he deserved; +perhaps, with a family, taught the principles of delicacy, without +the means of supporting it; a wife and children--gracious heaven! +whom my wishes would have deprived of bread--" + +He was interrupted in his reverie by some one tapping him on the +shoulder, and, on turning round, he discovered it to be the very man +who had explained to him the condition of his gay companion at Hyde +Park Corner. "I am glad to see you, sir," said he; "I believe we +are fellows in disappointment." Harley started, and said that he +was at a loss to understand him. "Pooh! you need not be so shy," +answered the other; "every one for himself is but fair, and I had +much rather you had got it than the rascally gauger." Harley still +protested his ignorance of what he meant. "Why, the lease of +Bancroft Manor; had not you been applying for it?" "I confess I +was," replied Harley; "but I cannot conceive how you should be +interested in the matter." "Why, I was making interest for it +myself," said he, "and I think I had some title. I voted for this +same baronet at the last election, and made some of my friends do so +too; though I would not have you imagine that I sold my vote. No, I +scorn it, let me tell you I scorn it; but I thought as how this man +was staunch and true, and I find he's but a double-faced fellow +after all, and speechifies in the House for any side he hopes to +make most by. Oh, how many fine speeches and squeezings by the hand +we had of him on the canvas! 'And if ever I shall be so happy as to +have an opportunity of serving you.' A murrain on the smooth- +tongued knave, and after all to get it for this pimp of a gauger." +"The gauger! there must be some mistake," said Harley. "He writes +me, that it was engaged for one whose long services--" "Services!" +interrupted the other; "you shall hear. Services! Yes, his sister +arrived in town a few days ago, and is now sempstress to the +baronet. A plague on all rogues, says honest Sam Wrightson. I +shall but just drink damnation to them to-night, in a crown's worth +of Ashley's, and leave London to-morrow by sun-rise." "I shall +leave it too," said Harley; and so he accordingly did. + +In passing through Piccadilly, he had observed, on the window of an +inn, a notification of the departure of a stage-coach for a place in +his road homewards; in the way back to his lodgings, he took a seat +in it for his return. + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII--HE LEAVES LONDON--CHARACTERS IN A STAGE-COACH + + + +The company in the stage-coach consisted of a grocer and his wife, +who were going to pay a visit to some of their country friends; a +young officer, who took this way of marching to quarters; a middle- +aged gentlewoman, who had been hired as housekeeper to some family +in the country; and an elderly, well-looking man, with a remarkable +old-fashioned periwig. + +Harley, upon entering, discovered but one vacant seat, next the +grocer's wife, which, from his natural shyness of temper, he made no +scruple to occupy, however aware that riding backwards always +disagreed with him. + +Though his inclination to physiognomy had met with some rubs in the +metropolis, he had not yet lost his attachment to that science. He +set himself, therefore, to examine, as usual, the countenances of +his companions. Here, indeed, he was not long in doubt as to the +preference; for besides that the elderly gentleman, who sat opposite +to him, had features by nature more expressive of good dispositions, +there was something in that periwig we mentioned, peculiarly +attractive of Harley's regard. + +He had not been long employed in these speculations, when he found +himself attacked with that faintish sickness, which was the natural +consequence of his situation in the coach. The paleness of his +countenance was first observed by the housekeeper, who immediately +made offer of her smelling bottle, which Harley, however, declined, +telling at the same time the cause of his uneasiness. The +gentleman, on the opposite side of the coach, now first turned his +eye from the side direction in which it had been fixed, and begged +Harley to exchange places with him, expressing his regret that he +had not made the proposal before. Harley thanked him, and, upon +being assured that both seats were alike to him, was about to accept +of his offer, when the young gentleman of the sword, putting on an +arch look, laid hold of the other's arm. "So, my old boy," said he, +"I find you have still some youthful blood about you, but, with your +leave, I will do myself the honour of sitting by this lady;" and +took his place accordingly. The grocer stared him as full in the +face as his own short neck would allow, and his wife, who was a +little, round-faced woman, with a great deal of colour in her +cheeks, drew up at the compliment that was paid her, looking first +at the officer, and then at the housekeeper. + +This incident was productive of some discourse; for before, though +there was sometimes a cough or a hem from the grocer, and the +officer now and then humm'd a few notes of a song, there had not a +single word passed the lips of any of the company. + +Mrs. Grocer observed, how ill-convenient it was for people, who +could not be drove backwards, to travel in a stage. This brought on +a dissertation on stage-coaches in general, and the pleasure of +keeping a chay of one's own; which led to another, on the great +riches of Mr. Deputy Bearskin, who, according to her, had once been +of that industrious order of youths who sweep the crossings of the +streets for the conveniency of passengers, but, by various fortunate +accidents, had now acquired an immense fortune, and kept his coach +and a dozen livery servants. All this afforded ample fund for +conversation, if conversation it might be called, that was carried +on solely by the before-mentioned lady, nobody offering to interrupt +her, except that the officer sometimes signified his approbation by +a variety of oaths, a sort of phraseology in which he seemed +extremely versant. She appealed indeed, frequently, to her husband +for the authenticity of certain facts, of which the good man as +often protested his total ignorance; but as he was always called +fool, or something very like it, for his pains, he at last contrived +to support the credit of his wife without prejudice to his +conscience, and signified his assent by a noise not unlike the +grunting of that animal which in shape and fatness he somewhat +resembled. + +The housekeeper, and the old gentleman who sat next to Harley, were +now observed to be fast asleep, at which the lady, who had been at +such pains to entertain them, muttered some words of displeasure, +and, upon the officer's whispering to smoke the old put, both she +and her husband purs'd up their mouths into a contemptuous smile. +Harley looked sternly on the grocer. "You are come, sir," said he, +"to those years when you might have learned some reverence for age. +As for this young man, who has so lately escaped from the nursery, +he may be allowed to divert himself." "Dam'me, sir!" said the +officer, "do you call me young?" striking up the front of his hat, +and stretching forward on his seat, till his face almost touched +Harley's. It is probable, however, that he discovered something +there which tended to pacify him, for, on the ladies entreating them +not to quarrel, he very soon resumed his posture and calmness +together, and was rather less profuse of his oaths during the rest +of the journey. + +It is possible the old gentleman had waked time enough to hear the +last part of this discourse; at least (whether from that cause, or +that he too was a physiognomist) he wore a look remarkably +complacent to Harley, who, on his part, shewed a particular +observance of him. Indeed, they had soon a better opportunity of +making their acquaintance, as the coach arrived that night at the +town where the officer's regiment lay, and the places of destination +of their other fellow-travellers, it seems, were at no great +distance, for, next morning, the old gentleman and Harley were the +only passengers remaining. + +When they left the inn in the morning, Harley, pulling out a little +pocket-book, began to examine the contents, and make some +corrections with a pencil. "This," said he, turning to his +companion, "is an amusement with which I sometimes pass idle hours +at an inn. These are quotations from those humble poets, who trust +their fame to the brittle tenure of windows and drinking-glasses." +"From our inn," returned the gentleman, "a stranger might imagine +that we were a nation of poets; machines, at least, containing +poetry, which the motion of a journey emptied of their contents. Is +it from the vanity of being thought geniuses, or a mere mechanical +imitation of the custom of others, that we are tempted to scrawl +rhyme upon such places?" + +"Whether vanity is the cause of our becoming rhymesters or not," +answered Harley, "it is a pretty certain effect of it. An old man +of my acquaintance, who deals in apothegms, used to say that he had +known few men without envy, few wits without ill-nature, and no poet +without vanity; and I believe his remark is a pretty just one. +Vanity has been immemorially the charter of poets. In this, the +ancients were more honest than we are. The old poets frequently +make boastful predictions of the immortality their works shall +acquire them; ours, in their dedications and prefatory discourses, +employ much eloquence to praise their patrons, and much seeming +modesty to condemn themselves, or at least to apologise for their +productions to the world. But this, in my opinion, is the more +assuming manner of the two; for of all the garbs I ever saw Pride +put on, that of her humility is to me the most disgusting." + +"It is natural enough for a poet to be vain," said the stranger. +"The little worlds which he raises, the inspiration which he claims, +may easily be productive of self-importance; though that inspiration +is fabulous, it brings on egotism, which is always the parent of +vanity." + +"It may be supposed," answered Harley, "that inspiration of old was +an article of religious faith; in modern times it may be translated +a propensity to compose; and I believe it is not always most readily +found where the poets have fixed its residence, amidst groves and +plains, and the scenes of pastoral retirement. The mind may be +there unbent from the cares of the world, but it will frequently, at +the same time, be unnerved from any great exertion. It will feel +imperfect, and wander without effort over the regions of +reflection." + +"There is at least," said the stranger, "one advantage in the +poetical inclination, that it is an incentive to philanthropy. +There is a certain poetic ground, on which a man cannot tread +without feelings that enlarge the heart: the causes of human +depravity vanish before the romantic enthusiasm he professes, and +many who are not able to reach the Parnassian heights, may yet +approach so near as to be bettered by the air of the climate." + +"I have always thought so," replied Harley; "but this is an argument +with the prudent against it: they urge the danger of unfitness for +the world." + +"I allow it," returned the other; "but I believe it is not always +rightfully imputed to the bent for poetry: that is only one effect +of the common cause.--Jack, says his father, is indeed no scholar; +nor could all the drubbings from his master ever bring him one step +forward in his accidence or syntax: but I intend him for a +merchant.--Allow the same indulgence to Tom.--Tom reads Virgil and +Horace when he should be casting accounts; and but t'other day he +pawned his great-coat for an edition of Shakespeare.--But Tom would +have been as he is, though Virgil and Horace had never been born, +though Shakespeare had died a link-boy; for his nurse will tell you, +that when he was a child, he broke his rattle, to discover what it +was that sounded within it; and burnt the sticks of his go-cart, +because he liked to see the sparkling of timber in the fire.--'Tis a +sad case; but what is to be done?--Why, Jack shall make a fortune, +dine on venison, and drink claret.--Ay, but Tom--Tom shall dine with +his brother, when his pride will let him; at other times, he shall +bless God over a half-pint of ale and a Welsh-rabbit; and both shall +go to heaven as they may.--That's a poor prospect for Tom, says the +father.--To go to heaven! I cannot agree with him." + +"Perhaps," said Harley, "we now-a-days discourage the romantic turn +a little too much. Our boys are prudent too soon. Mistake me not, +I do not mean to blame them for want of levity or dissipation; but +their pleasures are those of hackneyed vice, blunted to every finer +emotion by the repetition of debauch; and their desire of pleasure +is warped to the desire of wealth, as the means of procuring it. +The immense riches acquired by individuals have erected a standard +of ambition, destructive of private morals, and of public virtue. +The weaknesses of vice are left us; but the most allowable of our +failings we are taught to despise. Love, the passion most natural +to the sensibility of youth, has lost the plaintive dignity he once +possessed, for the unmeaning simper of a dangling coxcomb; and the +only serious concern, that of a dowry, is settled, even amongst the +beardless leaders of the dancing-school. The Frivolous and the +Interested (might a satirist say) are the characteristical features +of the age; they are visible even in the essays of our philosophers. +They laugh at the pedantry of our fathers, who complained of the +times in which they lived; they are at pains to persuade us how much +those were deceived; they pride themselves in defending things as +they find them, and in exploding the barren sounds which had been +reared into motives for action. To this their style is suited; and +the manly tone of reason is exchanged for perpetual efforts at sneer +and ridicule. This I hold to be an alarming crisis in the +corruption of a state; when not only is virtue declined, and vice +prevailing, but when the praises of virtue are forgotten, and the +infamy of vice unfelt." + +They soon after arrived at the next inn upon the route of the stage- +coach, when the stranger told Harley, that his brother's house, to +which he was returning, lay at no great distance, and he must +therefore unwillingly bid him adieu. + +"I should like," said Harley, taking his hand, "to have some word to +remember so much seeming worth by: my name is Harley." + +"I shall remember it," answered the old gentleman, "in my prayers; +mine is Silton." + +And Silton indeed it was! Ben Silton himself! Once more, my +honoured friend, farewell!--Born to be happy without the world, to +that peaceful happiness which the world has not to bestow! Envy +never scowled on thy life, nor hatred smiled on thy grave. + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV--HE MEETS AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE + + + +When the stage-coach arrived at the place of its destination, Harley +began to consider how he should proceed the remaining part of his +journey. He was very civilly accosted by the master of the inn, who +offered to accommodate him either with a post-chaise or horses, to +any distance he had a mind: but as he did things frequently in a +way different from what other people call natural, he refused these +offers, and set out immediately a-foot, having first put a spare +shirt in his pocket, and given directions for the forwarding of his +portmanteau. This was a method of travelling which he was +accustomed to take: it saved the trouble of provision for any +animal but himself, and left him at liberty to chose his quarters, +either at an inn, or at the first cottage in which he saw a face he +liked: nay, when he was not peculiarly attracted by the reasonable +creation, he would sometimes consort with a species of inferior +rank, and lay himself down to sleep by the side of a rock, or on the +banks of a rivulet. He did few things without a motive, but his +motives were rather eccentric: and the useful and expedient were +terms which he held to be very indefinite, and which therefore he +did not always apply to the sense in which they are commonly +understood. + +The sun was now in his decline, and the evening remarkably serene, +when he entered a hollow part of the road, which winded between the +surrounding banks, and seamed the sward in different lines, as the +choice of travellers had directed them to tread it. It seemed to be +little frequented now, for some of those had partly recovered their +former verdure. The scene was such as induced Harley to stand and +enjoy it; when, turning round, his notice was attracted by an +object, which the fixture of his eye on the spot he walked had +before prevented him from observing. + +An old man, who from his dress seemed to have been a soldier, lay +fast asleep on the ground; a knapsack rested on a stone at his right +hand, while his staff and brass-hilted sword were crossed at his +left. + +Harley looked on him with the most earnest attention. He was one of +those figures which Salvator would have drawn; nor was the +surrounding scenery unlike the wildness of that painter's back- +grounds. The banks on each side were covered with fantastic shrub- +wood, and at a little distance, on the top of one of them, stood a +finger-post, to mark the directions of two roads which diverged from +the point where it was placed. A rock, with some dangling wild +flowers, jutted out above where the soldier lay; on which grew the +stump of a large tree, white with age, and a single twisted branch +shaded his face as he slept. His face had the marks of manly +comeliness impaired by time; his forehead was not altogether bald, +but its hairs might have been numbered; while a few white locks +behind crossed the brown of his neck with a contrast the most +venerable to a mind like Harley's. "Thou art old," said he to +himself; "but age has not brought thee rest for its infirmities; I +fear those silver hairs have not found shelter from thy country, +though that neck has been bronzed in its service." The stranger +waked. He looked at Harley with the appearance of some confusion: +it was a pain the latter knew too well to think of causing in +another; he turned and went on. The old man re-adjusted his +knapsack, and followed in one of the tracks on the opposite side of +the road. + +When Harley heard the tread of his feet behind him, he could not +help stealing back a glance at his fellow-traveller. He seemed to +bend under the weight of his knapsack; he halted on his walk, and +one of his arms was supported by a sling, and lay motionless across +his breast. He had that steady look of sorrow, which indicates that +its owner has gazed upon his griefs till he has forgotten to lament +them; yet not without those streaks of complacency which a good mind +will sometimes throw into the countenance, through all the incumbent +load of its depression. + +He had now advanced nearer to Harley, and, with an uncertain sort of +voice, begged to know what it was o'clock; "I fear," said he, "sleep +has beguiled me of my time, and I shall hardly have light enough +left to carry me to the end of my journey." + +"Father!" said Harley (who by this time found the romantic +enthusiasm rising within him) "how far do you mean to go?" + +"But a little way, sir," returned the other; "and indeed it is but a +little way I can manage now: 'tis just four miles from the height +to the village, thither I am going." + +"I am going there too," said Harley; "we may make the road shorter +to each other. You seem to have served your country, sir, to have +served it hardly too; 'tis a character I have the highest esteem +for.--I would not be impertinently inquisitive; but there is that in +your appearance which excites my curiosity to know something more of +you; in the meantime, suffer me to carry that knapsack." + +The old man gazed on him; a tear stood in his eye! "Young +gentleman," said he, "you are too good; may Heaven bless you for an +old man's sake, who has nothing but his blessing to give! but my +knapsack is so familiar to my shoulders, that I should walk the +worse for wanting it; and it would be troublesome to you, who have +not been used to its weight." + +"Far from it," answered Harley, "I should tread the lighter; it +would be the most honourable badge I ever wore." + +"Sir," said the stranger, who had looked earnestly in Harley's face +during the last part of his discourse, "is act your name Harley?" + +"It is," replied he; "I am ashamed to say I have forgotten yours." + +"You may well have forgotten my face," said the stranger;--"'tis a +long time since you saw it; but possibly you may remember something +of old Edwards." + +"Edwards!" cried Harley, "oh! heavens!" and sprung to embrace him; +"let me clasp those knees on which I have sat so often: Edwards!--I +shall never forget that fire-side, round which I have been so happy! +But where, where have you been? where is Jack? where is your +daughter? How has it fared with them, when fortune, I fear, has +been so unkind to you?" + +"'Tis a long tale," replied Edwards; "but I will try to tell it you +as we walk. + +"When you were at school in the neighbourhood, you remember me at +South-hill: that farm had been possessed by my father, grandfather, +and great-grandfather, which last was a younger brother of that very +man's ancestor, who is now lord of the manor. I thought I managed +it, as they had done, with prudence; I paid my rent regularly as it +became due, and had always as much behind as gave bread to me and my +children. But my last lease was out soon after you left that part +of the country; and the squire, who had lately got a London-attorney +for his steward, would not renew it, because, he said, he did not +chuse to have any farm under 300 pounds a year value on his estate; +but offered to give me the preference on the same terms with +another, if I chose to take the one he had marked out, of which mine +was a part. + +"What could I do, Mr. Harley? I feared the undertaking was too +great for me; yet to leave, at my age, the house I had lived in from +my cradle! I could not, Mr. Harley, I could not; there was not a +tree about it that I did not look on as my father, my brother, or my +child: so I even ran the risk, and took the squire's offer of the +whole. But had soon reason to repent of my bargain; the steward had +taken care that my former farm should be the best land of the +division: I was obliged to hire more servants, and I could not have +my eye over them all; some unfavourable seasons followed one +another, and I found my affairs entangling on my hands. To add to +my distress, a considerable corn-factor turned bankrupt with a sum +of mine in his possession: I failed paying my rent so punctually as +I was wont to do, and the same steward had my stock taken in +execution in a few days after. So, Mr. Harley, there was an end of +my prosperity. However, there was as much produced from the sale of +my effects as paid my debts and saved me from a jail: I thank God I +wronged no man, and the world could never charge me with dishonesty. + +"Had you seen us, Mr. Harley, when we were turned out of South-hill, +I am sure you would have wept at the sight. You remember old +Trusty, my shag house-dog; I shall never forget it while I live; the +poor creature was blind with age, and could scarce crawl after us to +the door; he went however as far as the gooseberry-bush that you may +remember stood on the left side of the yard; he was wont to bask in +the sun there; when he had reached that spot, he stopped; we went +on: I called to him; he wagged his tail, but did not stir: I +called again; he lay down: I whistled, and cried Trusty; he gave a +short howl, and died! I could have lain down and died too; but God +gave me strength to live for my children." + +The old man now paused a moment to take breath. He eyed Harley's +face; it was bathed with tears: the story was grown familiar to +himself; he dropped one tear, and no more. + +"Though I was poor," continued he, "I was not altogether without +credit. A gentleman in the neighbourhood, who had a small farm +unoccupied at the time, offered to let me have it, on giving +security for the rent; which I made shift to procure. It was a +piece of ground which required management to make anything of; but +it was nearly within the compass of my son's labour and my own. We +exerted all our industry to bring it into some heart. We began to +succeed tolerably and lived contented on its produce, when an +unlucky accident brought us under the displeasure of a neighbouring +justice of the peace, and broke all our family-happiness again. + +"My son was a remarkable good shooter; he-had always kept a pointer +on our former farm, and thought no harm in doing so now; when one +day, having sprung a covey in our own ground, the dog, of his own +accord, followed them into the justice's. My son laid down his gun, +and went after his dog to bring him back: the game-keeper, who had +marked the birds, came up, and seeing the pointer, shot him just as +my son approached. The creature fell; my son ran up to him: he +died with a complaining sort of cry at his master's feet. Jack +could bear it no longer; but, flying at the game-keeper, wrenched +his gun out of his hand, and with the butt end of it, felled him to +the ground. + +"He had scarce got home, when a constable came with a warrant, and +dragged him to prison; there he lay, for the justices would not take +bail, till he was tried at the quarter-sessions for the assault and +battery. His fine was hard upon us to pay: we contrived however to +live the worse for it, and make up the loss by our frugality: but +the justice was not content with that punishment, and soon after had +an opportunity of punishing us indeed. + +"An officer with press-orders came down to our county, and having +met with the justices, agreed that they should pitch on a certain +number, who could most easily be spared from the county, of whom he +would take care to clear it: my son's name was in the justices' +list. + +"'Twas on a Christmas eve, and the birth-day too of my son's little +boy. The night was piercing cold, and it blew a storm, with showers +of hail and snow. We had made up a cheering fire in an inner room; +I sat before it in my wicker-chair; blessing providence, that had +still left a shelter for me and my children. My son's two little +ones were holding their gambols around us; my heart warmed at the +sight: I brought a bottle of my best ale, and all our misfortunes +were forgotten. + +"It had long been our custom to play a game at blind man's buff on +that night, and it was not omitted now; so to it we fell, I, and my +son, and his wife, the daughter of a neighbouring farmer, who +happened to be with us at the time, the two children, and an old +maid servant, who had lived with me from a child. The lot fell on +my son to be blindfolded: we had continued some time in our game, +when he groped his way into an outer room in pursuit of some of us, +who, he imagined, had taken shelter there; we kept snug in our +places, and enjoyed his mistake. He had not been long there, when +he was suddenly seized from behind; 'I shall have you now,' said he, +and turned about. 'Shall you so, master?' answered the ruffian, who +had laid hold of him; 'we shall make you play at another sort of +game by and by.'"--At these words Harley started with a convulsive +sort of motion, and grasping Edwards's sword, drew it half out of +the scabbard, with a look of the most frantic wildness. Edwards +gently replaced it in its sheath, and went on with his relation. + +"On hearing these words in a strange voice, we all rushed out to +discover the cause; the room by this time was almost full of the +gang. My daughter-in-law fainted at the sight; the maid and I ran +to assist her, while my poor son remained motionless, gazing by +turns on his children and their mother. We soon recovered her to +life, and begged her to retire and wait the issue of the affair; but +she flew to her husband, and clung round him in an agony of terror +and grief. + +"In the gang was one of a smoother aspect, whom, by his dress, we +discovered to be a serjeant of foot: he came up to me, and told me, +that my son had his choice of the sea or land service, whispering at +the same time that, if he chose the land, he might get off, on +procuring him another man, and paying a certain sum for his freedom. +The money we could just muster up in the house, by the assistance of +the maid, who produced, in a green bag, all the little savings of +her service; but the man we could not expect to find. My daughter- +in-law gazed upon her children with a look of the wildest despair: +'My poor infants!' said she, 'your father is forced from you; who +shall now labour for your bread? or must your mother beg for herself +and you?' I prayed her to be patient; but comfort I had none to +give her. At last, calling the serjeant aside, I asked him, 'If I +was too old to be accepted in place of my son?' + +"'Why, I don't know,' said he; 'you are rather old to be sure, but +yet the money may do much.' + +"I put the money in his hand, and coming back to my children, +'Jack,' said I, 'you are free; live to give your wife and these +little ones bread; I will go, my child, in your stead; I have but +little life to lose, and if I staid, I should add one to the +wretches you left behind.' + +"'No,' replied my son, 'I am not that coward you imagine me; heaven +forbid that my father's grey hairs should be so exposed, while I sat +idle at home; I am young and able to endure much, and God will take +care of you and my family.' + +"'Jack,' said I, 'I will put an end to this matter, you have never +hitherto disobeyed me; I will not be contradicted in this; stay at +home, I charge you, and, for my sake, be kind to my children.' + +"Our parting, Mr. Harley, I cannot describe to you; it was the first +time we ever had parted: the very press-gang could scarce keep from +tears; but the serjeant, who had seemed the softest before, was now +the least moved of them all. He conducted me to a party of new- +raised recruits, who lay at a village in the neighbourhood; and we +soon after joined the regiment. I had not been long with it when we +were ordered to the East Indies, where I was soon made a serjeant, +and might have picked up some money, if my heart had been as hard as +some others were; but my nature was never of that kind, that could +think of getting rich at the expense of my conscience. + +"Amongst our prisoners was an old Indian, whom some of our officers +supposed to have a treasure hidden somewhere; which is no uncommon +practice in that country. They pressed him to discover it. He +declared he had none, but that would not satisfy them, so they +ordered him to be tied to a stake, and suffer fifty lashes every +morning till he should learn to speak out, as they said. Oh! Mr. +Harley, had you seen him, as I did, with his hands bound behind him, +suffering in silence, while the big drops trickled down his +shrivelled cheeks and wet his grey beard, which some of the inhuman +soldiers plucked in scorn! I could not bear it, I could not for my +soul, and one morning, when the rest of the guard were out of the +way, I found means to let him escape. I was tried by a court- +martial for negligence of my post, and ordered, in compassion of my +age, and having got this wound in my arm and that in my leg in the +service, only to suffer three hundred lashes and be turned out of +the regiment; but my sentence was mitigated as to the lashes, and I +had only two hundred. When I had suffered these I was turned out of +the camp, and had betwixt three and four hundred miles to travel +before I could reach a sea-port, without guide to conduct me, or +money to buy me provisions by the way. I set out, however, resolved +to walk as far as I could, and then to lay myself down and die. But +I had scarce gone a mile when I was met by the Indian whom I had +delivered. He pressed me in his arms, and kissed the marks of the +lashes on my back a thousand times; he led me to a little hut, where +some friend of his dwelt, and after I was recovered of my wounds +conducted me so far on my journey himself, and sent another Indian +to guide me through the rest. When we parted he pulled out a purse +with two hundred pieces of gold in it. 'Take this,' said he, 'my +dear preserver, it is all I have been able to procure.' + +"I begged him not to bring himself to poverty for my sake, who +should probably have no need of it long, but he insisted on my +accepting it. He embraced me. 'You are an Englishman,' said he, +'but the Great Spirit has given you an Indian heart, may He bear up +the weight of your old age, and blunt the arrow that brings it +rest!' + +"We parted, and not long after I made shift to get my passage to +England. 'Tis but about a week since I landed, and I am going to +end my days in the arms of my son. This sum may be of use to him +and his children, 'tis all the value I put upon it. I thank Heaven +I never was covetous of wealth; I never had much, but was always so +happy as to be content with my little." + +When Edwards had ended his relation, Harley stood a while looking at +him in silence; at last he pressed him in his arms, and when he had +given vent to the fulness of his heart by a shower of tears, +"Edwards," said he, "let me hold thee to my bosom, let me imprint +the virtue of thy sufferings on my soul. Come, my honoured veteran +let me endeavour to soften the last days of a life, worn out in the +service of humanity; call me also thy son, and let me cherish thee +as a father."' + +Edwards, from whom the recollection of his own suffering had scarced +forced a tear, now blubbered like a boy; he could not speak his +gratitude, but by some short exclamations of blessings upon Harley. + + + +CHAPTER XXXV--HE MISSES AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.--AN ADVENTURE +CONSEQUENT UPON IT + + + +When they had arrived within a little way of the village they +journeyed to, Harley stopped short, and looked steadfastly on the +mouldering walls of a ruined house that stood on the road side. +"Oh, heavens!" he cried, "what do I see: silent, unroofed, and +desolate! Are all thy gay tenants gone? do I hear their hum no more +Edwards, look there, look there? the scene of my infant joys, my +earliest friendships, laid waste and ruinous! That was the very +school where I was boarded when you were at South-hill; 'tis but a +twelve-month since I saw it standing, and its benches filled with +cherubs: that opposite side of the road was the green on which they +sported; see it now ploughed up! I would have given fifty times its +value to have saved it from the sacrilege of that plough." + +"Dear sir," replied Edwards, "perhaps they have left it from choice, +and may have got another spot as good." + +"They cannot," said Harley, "they cannot; I shall never see the +sward covered with its daisies, nor pressed by the dance of the dear +innocents: I shall never see that stump decked with the garlands +which their little hands had gathered. These two long stones, which +now lie at the foot of it, were once the supports of a hut I myself +assisted to rear: I have sat on the sods within it, when we had +spread our banquet of apples before us, and been more blessed--Oh! +Edwards, infinitely more blessed, than ever I shall be again." + +Just then a woman passed them on the road, and discovered some signs +of wonder at the attitude of Harley, who stood, with his hands +folded together, looking with a moistened eye on the fallen pillars +of the hut. He was too much entranced in thought to observe her at +all, but Edwards, civilly accosting her, desired to know if that had +not been the school-house, and how it came into the condition in +which they now saw it. + +"Alack a day!" said she, "it was the school-house indeed; but to be +sure, sir, the squire has pulled it down because it stood in the way +of his prospects." + +"What! how! prospects! pulled down!" cried Harley. + +"Yes, to be sure, sir; and the green, where the children used to +play, he has ploughed up, because, he said, they hurt his fence on +the other side of it." + +"Curses on his narrow heart," cried Harley, "that could violate a +right so sacred! Heaven blast the wretch! + + +"And from his derogate body never spring +A babe to honour him!" - + + +But I need not, Edwards, I need not" (recovering himself a little), +"he is cursed enough already: to him the noblest source of +happiness is denied, and the cares of his sordid soul shall gnaw it, +while thou sittest over a brown crust, smiling on those mangled +limbs that have saved thy son and his children!" + +"If you want anything with the school-mistress, sir," said the +woman, "I can show you the way to her house." + +He followed her without knowing whither he went. + +They stopped at the door of a snug habitation, where sat an elderly +woman with a boy and a girl before her, each of whom held a supper +of bread and milk in their hands. + +"There, sir, is the school-mistress." + +"Madam," said Harley, "was not an old venerable man school-master +here some time ago?" + +"Yes, sir, he was, poor man; the loss of his former school-house, I +believe, broke his heart, for he died soon after it was taken down, +and as another has not yet been found, I have that charge in the +meantime." + +"And this boy and girl, I presume, are your pupils?" + +"Ay, sir; they are poor orphans, put under my care by the parish, +and more promising children I never saw." + +"Orphans?" said Harley. + +"Yes, sir, of honest creditable parents as any in the parish, and it +is a shame for some folks to forget their relations at a time when +they have most need to remember them." + +"Madam," said Harley, "let us never forget that we are all +relations." + +He kissed the children. + +"Their father, sir," continued she, "was a farmer here in the +neighbourhood, and a sober industrious man he was; but nobody can +help misfortunes: what with bad crops, and bad debts, which are +worse, his affairs went to wreck, and both he and his wife died of +broken hearts. And a sweet couple they were, sir; there was not a +properer man to look on in the county than John Edwards, and so +indeed were all the Edwardses." + +"What Edwardses?" cried the old soldier hastily. + +"The Edwardses of South-hill, and a worthy family they were." + +"South-hill!" said he, in a languid voice, and fell back into the +arms of the astonished Harley. The school-mistress ran for some +water--and a smelling-bottle, with the assistance of which they soon +recovered the unfortunate Edwards. He stared wildly for some time, +then folding his orphan grandchildren in his arms, + +"Oh! my children, my children," he cried, "have I found you thus? +My poor Jack, art thou gone? I thought thou shouldst have carried +thy father's grey hairs to the grave! and these little ones"--his +tears choked his utterance, and he fell again on the necks of the +children. + +"My dear old man," said Harley, "Providence has sent you to relieve +them; it will bless me if I can be the means of assisting you." + +"Yes, indeed, sir," answered the boy; "father, when he was a-dying, +bade God bless us, and prayed that if grandfather lived he might +send him to support us." + +"Where did they lay my boy?" said Edwards. + +"In the Old Churchyard," replied the woman, "hard by his mother." + +"I will show it you," answered the boy, "for I have wept over it +many a time when first I came amongst strange folks." + +He took the old man's hand, Harley laid hold of his sister's, and +they walked in silence to the churchyard. + +There was an old stone, with the corner broken off, and some +letters, half-covered with moss, to denote the names of the dead: +there was a cyphered R. E. plainer than the rest; it was the tomb +they sought. + +"Here it is, grandfather," said the boy. + +Edwards gazed upon it without uttering a word: the girl, who had +only sighed before, now wept outright; her brother sobbed, but he +stifled his sobbing. + +"I have told sister," said he, "that she should not take it so to +heart; she can knit already, and I shall soon be able to dig, we +shall not starve, sister, indeed we shall not, nor shall grandfather +neither." + +The girl cried afresh; Harley kissed off her tears as they flowed, +and wept between every kiss. + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI--HE RETURNS HOME.--A DESCRIPTION OF HIS RETINUE + + + +It was with some difficulty that Harley prevailed on the old man to +leave the spot where the remains of his son were laid. At last, +with the assistance of the school-mistress, he prevailed; and she +accommodated Edwards and him with beds in her house, there being +nothing like an inn nearer than the distance of some miles. + +In the morning Harley persuaded Edwards to come with the children to +his house, which was distant but a short day's journey. The boy +walked in his grandfather's hand; and the name of Edwards procured +him a neighbouring farmer's horse, on which a servant mounted, with +the girl on a pillow before him. + +With this train Harley returned to the abode of his fathers: and we +cannot but think, that his enjoyment was as great as if he had +arrived from the tour of Europe with a Swiss valet for his +companion, and half a dozen snuff-boxes, with invisible hinges, in +his pocket. But we take our ideas from sounds which folly has +invented; Fashion, Boa ton, and Vertu, are the names of certain +idols, to which we sacrifice the genuine pleasures of the soul: in +this world of semblance, we are contented with personating +happiness; to feel it is an art beyond us. + +It was otherwise with Harley; he ran upstairs to his aunt with the +history of his fellow-travellers glowing on his lips. His aunt was +an economist; but she knew the pleasure of doing charitable things, +and withal was fond of her nephew, and solicitous to oblige him. +She received old Edwards therefore with a look of more complacency +than is perhaps natural to maiden ladies of three-score, and was +remarkably attentive to his grandchildren: she roasted apples with +her own hands for their supper, and made up a little bed beside her +own for the girl. Edwards made some attempts towards an +acknowledgment for these favours; but his young friend stopped them +in their beginnings. + +"Whosoever receiveth any of these children," said his aunt; for her +acquaintance with her Bible was habitual. + +Early next morning Harley stole into the room where Edwards lay: he +expected to have found him a-bed, but in this he was mistaken: the +old man had risen, and was leaning over his sleeping grandson, with +the tears flowing down his cheeks. At first he did not perceive +Harley; when he did, he endeavoured to hide his grief, and crossing +his eyes with his hand expressed his surprise at seeing him so early +astir. + +"I was thinking of you," said Harley, "and your children: I learned +last night that a small farm of mine in the neighbourhood is now +vacant: if you will occupy it I shall gain a good neighbour and be +able in some measure to repay the notice you took of me when a boy, +and as the furniture of the house is mine, it will be so much +trouble saved." + +Edwards's tears gushed afresh, and Harley led him to see the place +he intended for him. + +The house upon this farm was indeed little better than a hut; its +situation, however, was pleasant, and Edwards, assisted by the +beneficence of Harley, set about improving its neatness and +convenience. He staked out a piece of the green before for a +garden, and Peter, who acted in Harley's family as valet, butler, +and gardener, had orders to furnish him with parcels of the +different seeds he chose to sow in it. I have seen his master at +work in this little spot with his coat off, and his dibble in his +hand: it was a scene of tranquil virtue to have stopped an angel on +his errands of mercy! Harley had contrived to lead a little +bubbling brook through a green walk in the middle of the ground, +upon which he had erected a mill in miniature for the diversion of +Edwards's infant grandson, and made shift in its construction to +introduce a pliant bit of wood that answered with its fairy clack to +the murmuring of the rill that turned it. I have seen him stand, +listening to these mingled sounds, with his eye fixed on the boy, +and the smile of conscious satisfaction on his cheek, while the old +man, with a look half turned to Harley and half to heaven, breathed +an ejaculation of gratitude and piety. + +Father of mercies! I also would thank thee that not only hast thou +assigned eternal rewards to virtue, but that, even in this bad +world, the lines of our duty and our happiness are so frequently +woven together. + + + +A FRAGMENT.--THE MAN OF FEELING TALKS OF WHAT HE DOES NOT +UNDERSTAND.--AN INCIDENT + + + +* * * * "Edwards," said he, "I have a proper regard for the +prosperity of my country: every native of it appropriates to +himself some share of the power, or the fame, which, as a nation, it +acquires, but I cannot throw off the man so much as to rejoice at +our conquests in India. You tell me of immense territories subject +to the English: I cannot think of their possessions without being +led to inquire by what right they possess them. They came there as +traders, bartering the commodities they brought for others which +their purchasers could spare; and however great their profits were, +they were then equitable. But what title have the subjects of +another kingdom to establish an empire in India? to give laws to a +country where the inhabitants received them on the terms of friendly +commerce? You say they are happier under our regulations than the +tyranny of their own petty princes. I must doubt it, from the +conduct of those by whom these regulations have been made. They +have drained the treasuries of Nabobs, who must fill them by +oppressing the industry of their subjects. Nor is this to be +wondered at, when we consider the motive upon which those gentlemen +do not deny their going to India. The fame of conquest, barbarous +as that motive is, is but a secondary consideration: there are +certain stations in wealth to which the warriors of the East aspire. +It is there, indeed, where the wishes of their friends assign them +eminence, where the question of their country is pointed at their +return. When shall I see a commander return from India in the pride +of honourable poverty? You describe the victories they have gained; +they are sullied by the cause in which they fought: you enumerate +the spoils of those victories; they are covered with the blood of +the vanquished. + +"Could you tell me of some conqueror giving peace and happiness to +the conquered? did he accept the gifts of their princes to use them +for the comfort of those whose fathers, sons, or husbands, fell in +battle? did he use his power to gain security and freedom to the +regions of oppression and slavery? did he endear the British name by +examples of generosity, which the most barbarous or most depraved +are rarely able to resist? did he return with the consciousness of +duty discharged to his country, and humanity to his fellow- +creatures? did he return with no lace on his coat, no slaves in his +retinue, no chariot at his door, and no burgundy at his table?-- +these were laurels which princes might envy--which an honest man +would not condemn!" + +"Your maxims, Mr. Harley, are certainly right," said Edwards. "I am +not capable of arguing with you; but I imagine there are great +temptations in a great degree of riches, which it is no easy matter +to resist: those a poor man like me cannot describe, because he +never knew them; and perhaps I have reason to bless God that I never +did; for then, it is likely, I should have withstood them no better +than my neighbours. For you know, sir, that it is not the fashion +now, as it was in former times, that I have read of in books, when +your great generals died so poor, that they did not leave +wherewithal to buy them a coffin; and people thought the better of +their memories for it: if they did so now-a-days, I question if any +body, except yourself, and some few like you, would thank them." + +"I am sorry," replied Harley, "that there is so much truth in what +you say; but however the general current of opinion may point, the +feelings are not yet lost that applaud benevolence, and censure +inhumanity. Let us endeavour to strengthen them in ourselves; and +we, who live sequestered from the noise of the multitude, have +better opportunities of listening undisturbed to their voice." + +They now approached the little dwelling of Edwards. A maid-servant, +whom he had hired to assist him in the care of his grandchildren met +them a little way from the house: "There is a young lady within +with the children," said she. Edwards expressed his surprise at the +visit: it was however not the less true; and we mean to account for +it. + +This young lady then was no other than Miss Walton. She had heard +the old man's history from Harley, as we have already related it. +Curiosity, or some other motive, made her desirous to see his +grandchildren; this she had an opportunity of gratifying soon, the +children, in some of their walks, having strolled as far as her +father's avenue. She put several questions to both; she was +delighted with the simplicity of their answers, and promised, that +if they continued to be good children, and do as their grandfather +bid them, she would soon see them again, and bring some present or +other for their reward. This promise she had performed now: she +came attended only by her maid, and brought with her a complete suit +of green for the boy, and a chintz gown, a cap, and a suit of +ribbons, for his sister. She had time enough, with her maid's +assistance, to equip them in their new habiliments before Harley and +Edwards returned. The boy heard his grandfather's voice, and, with +that silent joy which his present finery inspired, ran to the door +to meet him: putting one hand in his, with the other pointed to his +sister, "See," said he, "what Miss Walton has brought us!"--Edwards +gazed on them. Harley fixed his eyes on Miss Walton; her's were +turned to the ground;--in Edwards's was a beamy moisture.--He folded +his hands together--"I cannot speak, young lady," said he, "to thank +you." Neither could Harley. There were a thousand sentiments; but +they gushed so impetuously on his heart, that he could not utter a +syllable. * * * * + + + +CHAPTER XL--THE MAN OF FEELING JEALOUS + + + +The desire of communicating knowledge or intelligence, is an +argument with those who hold that man is naturally a social animal. +It is indeed one of the earliest propensities we discover; but it +may be doubted whether the pleasure (for pleasure there certainly +is) arising from it be not often more selfish than social: for we +frequently observe the tidings of Ill communicated as eagerly as the +annunciation of Good. Is it that we delight in observing the +effects of the stronger passions? for we are all philosophers in +this respect; and it is perhaps amongst the spectators at Tyburn +that the most genuine are to be found. + +Was it from this motive that Peter came one morning into his +master's room with a meaning face of recital? His master indeed did +not at first observe it; for he was sitting with one shoe buckled, +delineating portraits in the fire. "I have brushed those clothes, +sir, as you ordered me."--Harley nodded his head but Peter observed +that his hat wanted brushing too: his master nodded again. At last +Peter bethought him that the fire needed stirring; and taking up the +poker, demolished the turban'd head of a Saracen, while his master +was seeking out a body for it. "The morning is main cold, sir," +said Peter. "Is it?" said Harley. "Yes, sir; I have been as far as +Tom Dowson's to fetch some barberries he had picked for Mrs. +Margery. There was a rare junketting last night at Thomas's among +Sir Harry Benson's servants; he lay at Squire Walton's, but he would +not suffer his servants to trouble the family: so, to be sure, they +were all at Tom's, and had a fiddle, and a hot supper in the big +room where the justices meet about the destroying of hares and +partridges, and them things; and Tom's eyes looked so red and so +bleared when I called him to get the barberries:- And I hear as how +Sir Harry is going to be married to Miss Walton."--"How! Miss +Walton married!" said Harley. "Why, it mayn't be true, sir, for all +that; but Tom's wife told it me, and to be sure the servants told +her, and their master told them, as I guess, sir; but it mayn't be +true for all that, as I said before."--"Have done with your idle +information," said Harley:- "Is my aunt come down into the parlour +to breakfast?"--"Yes, sir."--"Tell her I'll be with her +immediately." + +When Peter was gone, he stood with his eyes fixed on the ground, and +the last words of his intelligence vibrating in his ears. "Miss +Walton married!" he sighed--and walked down stairs, with his shoe as +it was, and the buckle in his hand. His aunt, however, was pretty +well accustomed to those appearances of absence; besides, that the +natural gravity of her temper, which was commonly called into +exertion by the care of her household concerns, was such as not +easily to be discomposed by any circumstance of accidental +impropriety. She too had been informed of the intended match +between Sir Harry Benson and Miss Walton. "I have been thinking," +said she, "that they are distant relations: for the great- +grandfather of this Sir Harry Benson, who was knight of the shire in +the reign of Charles the First, and one of the cavaliers of those +times, was married to a daughter of the Walton family." Harley +answered drily, that it might be so; but that he never troubled +himself about those matters. "Indeed," said she, "you are to blame, +nephew, for not knowing a little more of them: before I was near +your age I had sewed the pedigree of our family in a set of chair- +bottoms, that were made a present of to my grandmother, who was a +very notable woman, and had a proper regard for gentility, I'll +assure you; but now-a-days it is money, not birth, that makes people +respected; the more shame for the times." + +Harley was in no very good humour for entering into a discussion of +this question; but he always entertained so much filial respect for +his aunt, as to attend to her discourse. + +"We blame the pride of the rich," said he, "but are not we ashamed +of our poverty?" + +"Why, one would not choose," replied his aunt, "to make a much worse +figure than one's neighbours; but, as I was saying before, the times +(as my friend, Mrs. Dorothy Walton, observes) are shamefully +degenerated in this respect. There was but t'other day at Mr. +Walton's, that fat fellow's daughter, the London merchant, as he +calls himself, though I have heard that he was little better than +the keeper of a chandler's shop. We were leaving the gentlemen to +go to tea. She had a hoop, forsooth, as large and as stiff--and it +showed a pair of bandy legs, as thick as two--I was nearer the door +by an apron's length, and the pert hussy brushed by me, as who +should say, Make way for your betters, and with one of her London +bobs--but Mrs. Dorothy did not let her pass with it; for all the +time of drinking tea, she spoke of the precedency of family, and the +disparity there is between people who are come of something and your +mushroom gentry who wear their coats of arms in their purses." + +Her indignation was interrupted by the arrival of her maid with a +damask table-cloth, and a set of napkins, from the loom, which had +been spun by her mistress's own hand. There was the family crest in +each corner, and in the middle a view of the battle of Worcester, +where one of her ancestors had been a captain in the king's forces; +and with a sort of poetical licence in perspective, there was seen +the Royal Oak, with more wig than leaves upon it. + +On all this the good lady was very copious, and took up the +remaining intervals of filling tea, to describe its excellencies to +Harley; adding, that she intended this as a present for his wife, +when he should get one. He sighed and looked foolish, and +commending the serenity of the day, walked out into the garden. + +He sat down on a little seat which commanded an extensive prospect +round the house. He leaned on his hand, and scored the ground with +his stick: 'Miss Walton married!' said he; but what is that to me? +May she be happy! her virtues deserve it; to me her marriage is +otherwise indifferent: I had romantic dreams? they are fled?--it is +perfectly indifferent." + +Just at that moment he saw a servant with a knot of ribbons in his +hat go into the house. His cheeks grew flushed at the sight! He +kept his eye fixed for some time on the door by which he had +entered, then starting to his feet, hastily followed him. + +When he approached the door of the kitchen where he supposed the man +had entered, his heart throbbed so violently, that when he would +have called Peter, his voice failed in the attempt. He stood a +moment listening in this breathless state of palpitation: Peter +came out by chance. "Did your honour want any thing?"--"Where is +the servant that came just now from Mr. Walton's?" + +"From Mr. Walton's, sir! there is none of his servants here that I +know of."--"Nor of Sir Harry Benson's?"--He did not wait for an +answer; but having by this time observed the hat with its parti- +coloured ornament hanging on a peg near the door, he pressed +forwards into the kitchen, and addressing himself to a stranger whom +he saw there, asked him, with no small tremor in his voice, "If he +had any commands for him?" The man looked silly, and said, "That he +had nothing to trouble his honour with."--"Are not you a servant of +Sir Harry Benson's?"--"No, sir."--"You'll pardon me, young man; I +judged by the favour in your hat."--"Sir, I'm his majesty's servant, +God bless him! and these favours we always wear when we are +recruiting."--"Recruiting!" his eyes glistened at the word: he +seized the soldier's hand, and shaking it violently, ordered Peter +to fetch a bottle of his aunt's best dram. The bottle was brought: +"You shall drink the king's health," said Harley, "in a bumper."-- +"The king and your honour."--"Nay, you shall drink the king's health +by itself; you may drink mine in another." Peter looked in his +master's face, and filled with some little reluctance. "Now to your +mistress," said Harley; "every soldier has a mistress." The man +excused himself--"To your mistress! you cannot refuse it." 'Twas +Mrs. Margery's best dram! Peter stood with the bottle a little +inclined, but not so as to discharge a drop of its contents: "Fill +it, Peter," said his master, "fill it to the brim." Peter filled +it; and the soldier having named Suky Simpson, dispatched it in a +twinkling. "Thou art an honest fellow," said Harley, "and I love +thee;" and shaking his hand again, desired Peter to make him his +guest at dinner, and walked up into his room with a pace much +quicker and more springy than usual. + +This agreeable disappointment, however, he was not long suffered to +enjoy. The curate happened that day to dine with him: his visits, +indeed, were more properly to the aunt than the nephew; and many of +the intelligent ladies in the parish, who, like some very great +philosophers, have the happy knack at accounting for everything, +gave out that there was a particular attachment between them, which +wanted only to be matured by some more years of courtship to end in +the tenderest connection. In this conclusion, indeed, supposing the +premises to have been true, they were somewhat justified by the +known opinion of the lady, who frequently declared herself a friend +to the ceremonial of former times, when a lover might have sighed +seven years at his mistress's feet before he was allowed the liberty +of kissing her hand. 'Tis true Mrs. Margery was now about her grand +climacteric; no matter: that is just the age when we expect to grow +younger. But I verily believe there was nothing in the report; the +curate's connection was only that of a genealogist; for in that +character he was no way inferior to Mrs. Margery herself. He dealt +also in the present times; for he was a politician and a news- +monger. + +He had hardly said grace after dinner, when he told Mrs. Margery +that she might soon expect a pair of white gloves, as Sir Harry +Benson, he was very well informed, was just going to be married to +Miss Walton. Harley spilt the wine he was carrying to his mouth: +he had time, however, to recollect himself before the curate had +finished the different particulars of his intelligence, and summing +up all the heroism he was master of, filled a bumper, and drank to +Miss Walton. "With all my heart," said the curate, "the bride that +is to be." Harley would have said bride too; but the word bride +stuck in his throat. His confusion, indeed, was manifest; but the +curate began to enter on some point of descent with Mrs. Margery, +and Harley had very soon after an opportunity of leaving them, while +they were deeply engaged in a question, whether the name of some +great man in the time of Henry the Seventh was Richard or Humphrey. + +He did not see his aunt again till supper; the time between he spent +in walking, like some troubled ghost, round the place where his +treasure lay. He went as far as a little gate, that led into a +copse near Mr. Walton's house, to which that gentleman had been so +obliging as to let him have a key. He had just begun to open it +when he saw, on a terrace below, Miss Walton walking with a +gentleman in a riding-dress, whom he immediately guessed to be Sir +Harry Benson. He stopped of a sudden; his hand shook so much that +he could hardly turn the key; he opened the gate, however, and +advanced a few paces. The lady's lap-dog pricked up its ears, and +barked; he stopped again - + + +- "The little dogs and all, +Tray, Blanch, and Sweetheart, see they bark at me!" + + +His resolution failed; he slunk back, and, locking the gate as +softly as he could, stood on tiptoe looking over the wall till they +were gone. At that instant a shepherd blew his horn: the romantic +melancholy of the sound quite overcame him!--it was the very note +that wanted to be touched--he sighed! he dropped a tear!--and +returned. + +At supper his aunt observed that he was graver than usual; but she +did not suspect the cause: indeed, it may seem odd that she was the +only person in the family who had no suspicion of his attachment to +Miss Walton. It was frequently matter of discourse amongst the +servants: perhaps her maiden coldness--but for those things we need +not account. + +In a day or two he was so much master of himself as to be able to +rhyme upon the subject. The following pastoral he left, some time +after, on the handle of a tea-kettle, at a neighbouring house where +we were visiting; and as I filled the tea-pot after him, I happened +to put it in my pocket by a similar act of forgetfulness. It is +such as might be expected from a man who makes verses for amusement. +I am pleased with somewhat of good nature that runs through it, +because I have commonly observed the writers of those complaints to +bestow epithets on their lost mistresses rather too harsh for the +mere liberty of choice, which led them to prefer another to the poet +himself: I do not doubt the vehemence of their passion; but, alas! +the sensations of love are something more than the returns of +gratitude. + + +LAVINIA. +A PASTORAL. + +Why steals from my bosom the sigh? + Why fixed is my gaze on the ground? +Come, give me my pipe, and I'll try + To banish my cares with the sound. + +Erewhile were its notes of accord + With the smile of the flow'r-footed Muse; +Ah! why by its master implored + Shou'd it now the gay carrol refuse? + +'Twas taught by LAVINIA'S sweet smile, + In the mirth-loving chorus to join: +Ah, me! how unweeting the while! + LAVINIA--can never be mine! + +Another, more happy, the maid + By fortune is destin'd to bless - +'Tho' the hope has forsook that betray'd, + Yet why should I love her the less? + +Her beauties are bright as the morn, + With rapture I counted them o'er; +Such virtues these beauties adorn, + I knew her, and prais'd them no more. + +I term'd her no goddess of love, + I call'd not her beauty divine: +These far other passions may prove, + But they could not be figures of mine. + +It ne'er was apparel'd with art, + On words it could never rely; +It reign'd in the throb of my heart, + It gleam'd in the glance of my eye. + +Oh fool! in the circle to shine + That Fashion's gay daughters approve, +You must speak as the fashions incline; + Alas! are there fashions in love? + +Yet sure they are simple who prize + The tongue that is smooth to deceive; +Yet sure she had sense to despise, + The tinsel that folly may weave. + +When I talk'd, I have seen her recline, + With an aspect so pensively sweet, - +Tho' I spoke what the shepherds opine, + A fop were ashamed to repeat. + +She is soft as the dew-drops that fall + From the lip of the sweet-scented pea; +Perhaps when she smil'd upon all, + I have thought that she smil'd upon me. + +But why of her charms should I tell? + Ah me! whom her charms have undone +Yet I love the reflection too well, + The painful reflection to shun. + +Ye souls of more delicate kind, + Who feast not on pleasure alone, +Who wear the soft sense of the mind, + To the sons of the world still unknown. + +Ye know, tho' I cannot express, + Why I foolishly doat on my pain; +Nor will ye believe it the less, + That I have not the skill to complain. + +I lean on my hand with a sigh, + My friends the soft sadness condemn; +Yet, methinks, tho' I cannot tell why, + I should hate to be merry like them. + +When I walk'd in the pride of the dawn, + Methought all the region look'd bright: +Has sweetness forsaken the lawn? + For, methinks, I grow sad at the sight. + +When I stood by the stream, I have thought + There was mirth in the gurgling soft sound; +But now 'tis a sorrowful note, + And the banks are all gloomy around! + +I have laugh'd at the jest of a friend; + Now they laugh, and I know not the cause, +Tho' I seem with my looks to attend, + How silly! I ask what it was. + +They sing the sweet song of the May, + They sing it with mirth and with glee; +Sure I once thought the sonnet was gay, + But now 'tis all sadness to me. + +Oh! give me the dubious light + That gleams thro' the quivering shade; +Oh! give me the horrors of night, + By gloom and by silence array'd! + +Let me walk where the soft-rising wave, + Has pictur'd the moon on its breast; +Let me walk where the new cover'd grave + Allows the pale lover to rest! + +When shall I in its peaceable womb, + Be laid with my sorrows asleep? +Should LAVINIA but chance on my tomb - + I could die if I thought she would weep. + +Perhaps, if the souls of the just + Revisit these mansions of care, +It may be my favourite trust + To watch o'er the fate of the fair. + +Perhaps the soft thought of her breast, + With rapture more favour'd to warm; +Perhaps, if with sorrow oppress'd, + Her sorrow with patience to arm. + +Then, then, in the tenderest part + May I whisper, "Poor COLIN was true," +And mark if a heave of her heart + The thought of her COLIN pursue. + + + +THE PUPIL--A FRAGMENT + + + +* * * "But as to the higher part of education, Mr. Harley, the +culture of the mind--let the feelings be awakened, let the heart be +brought forth to its object, placed in the light in which nature +would have it stand, and its decisions will ever be just. The world + + +Will smile, and smile, and be a villain; + + +and the youth, who does not suspect its deceit, will be content to +smile with it. Men will put on the most forbidding aspect in +nature, and tell him of the beauty of virtue. + +"I have not, under these grey hairs, forgotten that I was once a +young man, warm in the pursuit of pleasure, but meaning to be honest +as well as happy. I had ideas of virtue, of honour, of benevolence, +which I had never been at the pains to define; but I felt my bosom +heave at the thoughts of them, and I made the most delightful +soliloquies. It is impossible, said I, that there can be half so +many rogues as are imagined. + +"I travelled, because it is the fashion for young men of my fortune +to travel. I had a travelling tutor, which is the fashion too; but +my tutor was a gentleman, which it is not always the fashion for +tutors to be. His gentility, indeed, was all he had from his +father, whose prodigality had not left him a shilling to support it. + +"'I have a favour to ask of you, my dear Mountford,' said my father, +'which I will not be refused. You have travelled as became a man; +neither France nor Italy have made anything of Mountford, which +Mountford, before he left England, would have been ashamed of. My +son Edward goes abroad, would you take him under your protection?' + +"He blushed; my father's face was scarlet. He pressed his hand to +his bosom, as if he had said, my heart does not mean to offend you. +Mountford sighed twice. + +"'I am a proud fool,' said he, 'and you will pardon it. There! (he +sighed again) I can hear of dependance, since it is dependance on my +Sedley.' + +"'Dependance!' answered my father; 'there can be no such word +between us. What is there in 9,000 pounds a year that should make +me unworthy of Mountford's friendship?' + +"They embraced; and soon after I set out on my travels, with +Mountford for my guardian. + +"We were at Milan, where my father happened to have an Italian +friend, to whom he had been of some service in England. The count, +for he was of quality, was solicitous to return the obligation by a +particular attention to his son. We lived in his palace, visited +with his family, were caressed by his friends, and I began to be so +well pleased with my entertainment, that I thought of England as of +some foreign country. + +"The count had a son not much older than myself. At that age a +friend is an easy acquisition; we were friends the first night of +our acquaintance. + +"He introduced me into the company of a set of young gentlemen, +whose fortunes gave them the command of pleasure, and whose +inclinations incited them to the purchase. After having spent some +joyous evenings in their society, it became a sort of habit which I +could not miss without uneasiness, and our meetings, which before +were frequent, were now stated and regular. + +"Sometimes, in the pauses of our mirth, gaming was introduced as an +amusement. It was an art in which I was a novice. I received +instruction, as other novices do, by losing pretty largely to my +teachers. Nor was this the only evil which Mountford foresaw would +arise from the connection I had formed; but a lecture of sour +injunctions was not his method of reclaiming. He sometimes asked me +questions about the company, but they were such as the curiosity of +any indifferent man might have prompted. I told him of their wit, +their eloquence, their warmth of friendship, and their sensibility +of heart. 'And their honour,' said I, laying my hand on my breast, +'is unquestionable.' Mountford seemed to rejoice at my good +fortune, and begged that I would introduce him to their +acquaintance. At the next meeting I introduced him accordingly. + +"The conversation was as animated as usual. They displayed all that +sprightliness and good-humour which my praises had led Mountford to +expect; subjects, too, of sentiment occurred, and their speeches, +particularly those of our friend the son of Count Respino, glowed +with the warmth of honour, and softened into the tenderness of +feeling. Mountford was charmed with his companions. When we +parted, he made the highest eulogiums upon them. 'When shall we see +them again?' said he. I was delighted with the demand, and promised +to reconduct him on the morrow. + +"In going to their place of rendezvous, he took me a little out of +the road, to see, as he told me, the performances of a young +statuary. When we were near the house in which Mountford said he +lived, a boy of about seven years old crossed us in the street. At +sight of Mountford he stopped, and grasping his hand, + +"'My dearest sir,' said he, 'my father is likely to do well. He +will live to pray for you, and to bless you. Yes, he will bless +you, though you are an Englishman, and some other hard word that the +monk talked of this morning, which I have forgot, but it meant that +you should not go to heaven; but he shall go to heaven, said I, for +he has saved my father. Come and see him, sir, that we may be +happy.' + +"'My dear, I am engaged at present with this gentleman.' + +"'But he shall come along with you; he is an Englishman, too, I +fancy. He shall come and learn how an Englishman may go to heaven.' + +"Mountford smiled, and we followed the boy together. + +"After crossing the next street, we arrived at the gate of a prison. +I seemed surprised at the sight; our little conductor observed it. + +"'Are you afraid, sir?' said he. 'I was afraid once too, but my +father and mother are here, and I am never afraid when I am with +them.' + +"He took my hand, and led me through a dark passage that fronted the +gate. When we came to a little door at the end, he tapped. A boy, +still younger than himself, opened it to receive us. Mountford +entered with a look in which was pictured the benign assurance of a +superior being. I followed in silence and amazement. + +"On something like a bed, lay a man, with a face seemingly emaciated +with sickness, and a look of patient dejection. A bundle of dirty +shreds served him for a pillow, but he had a better support--the arm +of a female who kneeled beside him, beautiful as an angel, but with +a fading languor in her countenance, the still life of melancholy, +that seemed to borrow its shade from the object on which she gazed. +There was a tear in her eye--the sick man kissed it off in its bud, +smiling through the dimness of his own--when she saw Mountford, she +crawled forward on the ground, and clasped his knees. He raised her +from the floor; she threw her arms round his neck, and sobbed out a +speech of thankfulness, eloquent beyond the power of language. + +"'Compose yourself, my love,' said the man on the bed; 'but he, +whose goodness has caused that emotion, will pardon its effects.' + +"'How is this, Mountford?' said I; 'what do I see? What must I do?' + +"'You see,' replied the stranger, 'a wretch, sunk in poverty, +starving in prison, stretched on a sick bed. But that is little. +There are his wife and children wanting the bread which he has not +to give them! Yet you cannot easily imagine the conscious serenity +of his mind. In the gripe of affliction, his heart swells with the +pride of virtue; it can even look down with pity on the man whose +cruelty has wrung it almost to bursting. You are, I fancy, a friend +of Mr. Mountford's. Come nearer, and I'll tell you, for, short as +my story is, I can hardly command breath enough for a recital. The +son of Count Respino (I started, as if I had trod on a viper) has +long had a criminal passion for my wife. This her prudence had +concealed from me; but he had lately the boldness to declare it to +myself. He promised me affluence in exchange for honour, and +threatened misery as its attendant if I kept it. I treated him with +the contempt he deserved; the consequence was, that he hired a +couple of bravoes (for I am persuaded they acted under his +direction), who attempted to assassinate me in the street; but I +made such a defence as obliged them to fly, after having given me +two or three stabs, none of which, however, were mortal. But his +revenge was not thus to be disappointed. In the little dealings of +my trade I had contracted some debts, of which he had made himself +master for my ruin. I was confined here at his suit, when not yet +recovered from the wounds I had received; the dear woman, and these +two boys, followed me, that we might starve together; but Providence +interposed, and sent Mr. Mountford to our support. He has relieved +my family from the gnawings of hunger, and rescued me from death, to +which a fever, consequent on my wounds and increased by the want of +every necessary, had almost reduced me.' + +"'Inhuman villain!' I exclaimed, lifting up my eyes to heaven. + +"'Inhuman indeed!' said the lovely woman who stood at my side. +'Alas! sir, what had we done to offend him? what had these little +ones done, that they should perish in the toils of his vengeance?' + +"I reached a pen which stood in the inkstand dish at the bed-side. + +"'May I ask what is the amount of the sum for which you are +imprisoned?' + +"'I was able,' he replied, 'to pay all but five hundred crowns.' + +"I wrote a draft on the banker with whom I had a credit from my +father for 2,500, and presenting it to the stranger's wife, + +"'You will receive, madam, on presenting this note, a sum more than +sufficient for your husband's discharge; the remainder I leave for +his industry to improve.' + +"I would have left the room. Each of them laid hold of one of my +hands, the children clung to my coat. Oh! Mr. Harley, methinks I +feel their gentle violence at this moment; it beats here with +delight inexpressible. + +"'Stay, sir,' said he, 'I do not mean attempting to thank you' (he +took a pocket-book from under his pillow), 'let me but know what +name I shall place here next to Mr. Mountford!' + +"'Sedley.' + +"He writ it down. + +"'An Englishman too, I presume.' + +"'He shall go to heaven, notwithstanding;' said the boy who had been +our guide. + +"It began to be too much for me. I squeezed his hand that was +clasped in mine, his wife's I pressed to my lips, and burst from the +place, to give vent to the feelings that laboured within me. + +"'Oh, Mountford!' said I, when he had overtaken me at the door. + +"'It is time,' replied he, 'that we should think of our appointment; +young Respino and his friends are waiting us.' + +"'Damn him, damn him!' said I. 'Let us leave Milan instantly; but +soft--I will be calm; Mountford, your pencil.' I wrote on a slip of +paper, + + +"'To Signor RESPINO. + +"'When you receive this, I am at a distance from Milan. Accept of +my thanks for the civilities I have received from you and your +family. As to the friendship with which you were pleased to honour +me, the prison, which I have just left, has exhibited a scene to +cancel it for ever. You may possibly be merry with your companions +at my weakness, as I suppose you will term it. I give you leave for +derision. You may affect a triumph, I shall feel it. + +"EDWARD SEDLEY." + + +"'You may send this if you will,' said Mountford, coolly, 'but still +Respino is a MAN OF HONOUR; the world will continue to call him so.' + +"'It is probable,' I answered, 'they may; I envy not the +appellation. If this is the world's honour, if these men are the +guides of its manners--' + +"'Tut!' said Mountford, 'do you eat macaroni--'" + +* * * + +[At this place had the greatest depredations of the curate begun. +There were so very few connected passages of the subsequent chapters +remaining, that even the partiality of an editor could not offer +them to the public. I discovered, from some scattered sentences, +that they were of much the same tenor with the preceding; recitals +of little adventures, in which the dispositions of a man, sensible +to judge, and still more warm to feel, had room to unfold +themselves. Some instruction, and some example, I make no doubt +they contained; but it is likely that many of those, whom chance has +led to a perusal of what I have already presented, may have read it +with little pleasure, and will feel no disappointment from the want +of those parts which I have been unable to procure. To such as may +have expected the intricacies of a novel, a few incidents in a life +undistinguished, except by some features of the heart, cannot have +afforded much entertainment. + +Harley's own story, from the mutilated passages I have mentioned, as +well as from some inquiries I was at the trouble of making in the +country, I found to have been simple to excess. His mistress, I +could perceive, was not married to Sir Harry Benson; but it would +seem, by one of the following chapters, which is still entire, that +Harley had not profited on the occasion by making any declaration of +his own passion, after those of the other had been unsuccessful. +The state of his health, for some part of this period, appears to +have been such as to forbid any thoughts of that kind: he had been +seized with a very dangerous fever, caught by attending old Edwards +in one of an infectious kind. From this he had recovered but +imperfectly, and though he had no formed complaint, his health was +manifestly on the decline. + +It appears that the sagacity of some friend had at length pointed +out to his aunt a cause from which this might be supposed to +proceed, to wit, his hopeless love for Miss Walton; for, according +to the conceptions of the world, the love of a man of Harley's +fortune for the heiress of 4,000 pounds a year is indeed desperate. +Whether it was so in this case may be gathered from the next +chapter, which, with the two subsequent, concluding the performance, +have escaped those accidents that proved fatal to the rest.] + + + +CHAPTER LV--HE SEES MISS WALTON, AND IS HAPPY + + + +Harley was one of those few friends whom the malevolence of fortune +had yet left me; I could not therefore but be sensibly concerned for +his present indisposition; there seldom passed a day on which I did +not make inquiry about him. + +The physician who attended him had informed me the evening before, +that he thought him considerably better than he had been for some +time past. I called next morning to be confirmed in a piece of +intelligence so welcome to me. + +When I entered his apartment, I found him sitting on a couch, +leaning on his hand, with his eye turned upwards in the attitude of +thoughtful inspiration. His look had always an open benignity, +which commanded esteem; there was now something more--a gentle +triumph in it. + +He rose, and met me with his usual kindness. When I gave him the +good accounts I had had from his physician, "I am foolish enough," +said he, "to rely but little, in this instance, upon physic: my +presentiment may be false; but I think I feel myself approaching to +my end, by steps so easy, that they woo me to approach it. + +"There is a certain dignity in retiring from life at a time, when +the infirmities of age have not sapped our faculties. This world, +my dear Charles, was a scene in which I never much delighted. I was +not formed for the bustle of the busy, nor the dissipation of the +gay; a thousand things occurred, where I blushed for the impropriety +of my conduct when I thought on the world, though my reason told me +I should have blushed to have done otherwise.--It was a scene of +dissimulation, of restraint, of disappointment. I leave it to enter +on that state which I have learned to believe is replete with the +genuine happiness attendant upon virtue. I look back on the tenor +of my life, with the consciousness of few great offences to account +for. There are blemishes, I confess, which deform in some degree +the picture. But I know the benignity of the Supreme Being, and +rejoice at the thoughts of its exertion in my favour. My mind +expands at the thought I shall enter into the society of the +blessed, wise as angels, with the simplicity of children." He had +by this time clasped my hand, and found it wet by a tear which had +just fallen upon it.--His eye began to moisten too--we sat for some +time silent.--At last, with an attempt to a look of more composure, +"There are some remembrances," said Harley, "which rise involuntary +on my heart, and make me almost wish to live. I have been blessed +with a few friends, who redeem my opinion of mankind. I recollect, +with the tenderest emotion, the scenes of pleasure I have passed +among them; but we shall meet again, my friend, never to be +separated. There are some feelings which perhaps are too tender to +be suffered by the world.--The world is in general selfish, +interested, and unthinking, and throws the imputation of romance or +melancholy on every temper more susceptible than its own. I cannot +think but in those regions which I contemplate, if there is any +thing of mortality left about us, that these feelings will subsist;- +-they are called,--perhaps they are--weaknesses here;--but there may +be some better modifications of them in heaven, which may deserve +the name of virtues." He sighed as he spoke these last words. He +had scarcely finished them, when the door opened, and his aunt +appeared, leading in Miss Walton. "My dear," said she, "here is +Miss Walton, who has been so kind as to come and inquire for you +herself." I could observe a transient glow upon his face. He rose +from his seat--"If to know Miss Walton's goodness," said he, "be a +title to deserve it, I have some claim." She begged him to resume +his seat, and placed herself on the sofa beside him. I took my +leave. Mrs. Margery accompanied me to the door. He was left with +Miss Walton alone. She inquired anxiously about his health. "I +believe," said he, "from the accounts which my physicians +unwillingly give me, that they have no great hopes of my recovery."- +-She started as he spoke; but recollecting herself immediately, +endeavoured to flatter him into a belief that his apprehensions were +groundless. "I know," said he, "that it is usual with persons at my +time of life to have these hopes, which your kindness suggests; but +I would not wish to be deceived. To meet death as becomes a man, is +a privilege bestowed on few.--I would endeavour to make it mine;-- +nor do I think that I can ever be better prepared for it than now: - +-It is that chiefly which determines the fitness of its approach." +"Those sentiments," answered Miss Walton, "are just; but your good +sense, Mr. Harley, will own, that life has its proper value.--As the +province of virtue, life is ennobled; as such, it is to be desired.- +-To virtue has the Supreme Director of all things assigned rewards +enough even here to fix its attachment." + +The subject began to overpower her.--Harley lifted his eyes from the +ground--"There are," said he, in a very low voice, "there are +attachments, Miss Walton"--His glance met hers.--They both betrayed +a confusion, and were both instantly withdrawn.--He paused some +moments--"I am such a state as calls for sincerity, let that also +excuse it--It is perhaps the last time we shall ever meet. I feel +something particularly solemn in the acknowledgment, yet my heart +swells to make it, awed as it is by a sense of my presumption, by a +sense of your perfections"--He paused again--"Let it not offend you, +to know their power over one so unworthy--It will, I believe, soon +cease to beat, even with that feeling which it shall lose the +latest.--To love Miss Walton could not be a crime;--if to declare it +is one--the expiation will be made."--Her tears were now flowing +without control.--"Let me intreat you," said she, "to have better +hopes--Let not life be so indifferent to you; if my wishes can put +any value on it--I will not pretend to misunderstand you--I know +your worth--I have known it long--I have esteemed it--What would you +have me say?--I have loved it as it deserved."--He seized her hand-- +a languid colour reddened his cheek--a smile brightened faintly in +his eye. As he gazed on her, it grew dim, it fixed, it closed--He +sighed and fell back on his seat--Miss Walton screamed at the sight- +-His aunt and the servants rushed into the room--They found them +lying motionless together.--His physician happened to call at that +instant. Every art was tried to recover them--With Miss Walton they +succeeded--But Harley was gone for ever. + + + +CHAPTER LVI--THE EMOTIONS OF THE HEART + + + +I entered the room where his body lay; I approached it with +reverence, not fear: I looked; the recollection of the past crowded +upon me. I saw that form which, but a little before, was animated +with a soul which did honour to humanity, stretched without sense or +feeling before me. 'Tis a connection we cannot easily forget:- I +took his hand in mine; I repeated his name involuntary;--I felt a +pulse in every vein at the sound. I looked earnestly in his face; +his eye was closed, his lip pale and motionless. There is an +enthusiasm in sorrow that forgets impossibility; I wondered that it +was so. The sight drew a prayer from my heart: it was the voice of +frailty and of man! the confusion of my mind began to subside into +thought; I had time to meet! + +I turned with the last farewell upon my lips, when I observed old +Edwards standing behind me. I looked him full in the face; but his +eye was fixed on another object: he pressed between me and the bed, +and stood gazing on the breathless remains of his benefactor. I +spoke to him I know not what; but he took no notice of what I said, +and remained in the same attitude as before. He stood some minutes +in that posture, then turned and walked towards the door. He paused +as he went;--he returned a second time: I could observe his lips +move as he looked: but the voice they would have uttered was lost. +He attempted going again; and a third time he returned as before.--I +saw him wipe his cheek: then covering his face with his hands, his +breast heaving with the most convulsive throbs, he flung out of the +room. + + + +THE CONCLUSION + + + +He had hinted that he should like to be buried in a certain spot +near the grave of his mother. This is a weakness; but it is +universally incident to humanity: 'tis at least a memorial for +those who survive: for some indeed a slender memorial will serve;-- +and the soft affections, when they are busy that way, will build +their structures, were it but on the paring of a nail. + +He was buried in the place he had desired. It was shaded by an old +tree, the only one in the church-yard, in which was a cavity worn by +time. I have sat with him in it, and counted the tombs. The last +time we passed there, methought he looked wistfully on the tree: +there was a branch of it that bent towards us waving in the wind; he +waved his hand as if he mimicked its motion. There was something +predictive in his look! perhaps it is foolish to remark it; but +there are times and places when I am a child at those things. + +I sometimes visit his grave; I sit in the hollow of the tree. It is +worth a thousand homilies; every noble feeling rises within me! +every beat of my heart awakens a virtue!--but it will make you hate +the world--No: there is such an air of gentleness around, that I +can hate nothing; but, as to the world--I pity the men of it. + + + +Footnotes: + +{16} The reader will remember that the Editor is accountable only +for scattered chapters and fragments of chapters; the curate must +answer for the rest. The number at the top, when the chapter was +entire, he has given as it originally stood, with the title which +its author had affixed to it. + +{61} Though the Curate could not remember having shown this chapter +to anybody, I strongly suspect that these political observations are +the work of a later pen than the rest of this performance. There +seems to have been, by some accident, a gap in the manuscript, from +the words, "Expectation at a jointure," to these, "In short, man is +an animal," where the present blank ends; and some other person (for +the hand is different, and the ink whiter) has filled part of it +with sentiments of his own. 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After education in the University of Edinburgh he went to +London in 1765, at the age of twenty, for law studies, returned to Edinburgh, +and became Crown Attorney in the Scottish Court of Exchequer. +When Mackenzie was in London, Sterne’s “Tristram Shandy” +was in course of publication. The first two volumes had appeared +in 1759, and the ninth appeared in 1767, followed in 1768, the year +of Sterne’s death, by “The Sentimental Journey.” +Young Mackenzie had a strong bent towards literature, and while studying +law in London, he read Sterne, and falling in with the tone of sentiment +which Sterne himself caught from the spirit of the time and the example +of Rousseau, he wrote “The Man of Feeling.” This book +was published, without author’s name, in 1771. It was so +popular that a young clergyman made a copy of it popular with imagined +passages of erasure and correction, on the strength of which he claimed +to be its author, and obliged Henry Mackenzie to declare himself. +In 1773 Mackenzie published a second novel, “The Man of the World,” +and in 1777 a third, “Julia de Roubigné.” An +essay-reading society in Edinburgh, of which he was a leader, started +in January, 1779, a weekly paper called <i>The Mirror, </i>which he +edited until May, 1780. Its writers afterwards joined in producing +<i>The Lounger, </i>which lasted from February, 1785, to January, 1787. +Henry Mackenzie contributed forty-two papers to <i>The Mirror </i>and +fifty-seven to <i>The Lounger</i>. When the Royal Society of Edinburgh +was founded Henry Mackenzie was active as one of its first members. +He was also one of the founders of the Highland Society.<br> +<br> +Although his “Man of Feeling” was a serious reflection of +the false sentiment of the Revolution, Mackenzie joined afterwards in +writing tracts to dissuade the people from faith in the doctrines of +the Revolutionists. Mackenzie wrote also a tragedy, “The +Prince of Tunis,” which was acted with success at Edinburgh, and +a comedy, “The White Hypocrite,” which was acted once only +at Covent garden. He died at the age of eighty-six, on the 13th +June, 1831, having for many years been regarded as an elder friend of +their own craft by the men of letters who in his days gave dignity to +Edinburgh society, and caused the town to be called the Modern Athens.<br> +<br> +A man of refined taste, who caught the tone of the French sentiment +of his time, has, of course, pleased French critics, and has been translated +into French. “The Man of Feeling” begins with imitation +of Sterne, and proceeds in due course through so many tears that it +is hardly to be called a dry book. As guide to persons of a calculating +disposition who may read these pages I append an index to the Tears +shed in “The Man of Feeling.”<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +AUTHOR’S INTRODUCTION<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +My dog had made a point on a piece of fallow-ground, and led the curate +and me two or three hundred yards over that and some stubble adjoining, +in a breathless state of expectation, on a burning first of September.<br> +<br> +It was a false point, and our labour was vain: yet, to do Rover justice +(for he’s an excellent dog, though I have lost his pedigree), +the fault was none of his, the birds were gone: the curate showed me +the spot where they had lain basking, at the root of an old hedge.<br> +<br> +I stopped and cried Hem! The curate is fatter than I; he wiped +the sweat from his brow.<br> +<br> +There is no state where one is apter to pause and look round one, than +after such a disappointment. It is even so in life. When +we have been hurrying on, impelled by some warm wish or other, looking +neither to the right hand nor to the left - we find of a sudden that +all our gay hopes are flown; and the only slender consolation that some +friend can give us, is to point where they were once to be found. +And lo! if we are not of that combustible race, who will rather beat +their heads in spite, than wipe their brows with the curate, we look +round and say, with the nauseated listlessness of the king of Israel, +“All is vanity and vexation of spirit.”<br> +<br> +I looked round with some such grave apophthegm in my mind when I discovered, +for the first time, a venerable pile, to which the enclosure belonged. +An air of melancholy hung about it. There was a languid stillness +in the day, and a single crow, that perched on an old tree by the side +of the gate, seemed to delight in the echo of its own croaking.<br> +<br> +I leaned on my gun and looked; but I had not breath enough to ask the +curate a question. I observed carving on the bark of some of the +trees: ’twas indeed the only mark of human art about the place, +except that some branches appeared to have been lopped, to give a view +of the cascade, which was formed by a little rill at some distance.<br> +<br> +Just at that instant I saw pass between the trees a young lady with +a book in her hand. I stood upon a stone to observe her; but the +curate sat him down on the grass, and leaning his back where I stood, +told me, “That was the daughter of a neighbouring gentleman of +the name of WALTON, whom he had seen walking there more than once.<br> +<br> +“Some time ago,” he said, “one HARLEY lived there, +a whimsical sort of man I am told, but I was not then in the cure; though, +if I had a turn for those things, I might know a good deal of his history, +for the greatest part of it is still in my possession.”<br> +<br> +“His history!” said I. “Nay, you may call it +what you please,” said the curate; for indeed it is no more a +history than it is a sermon. The way I came by it was this: some +time ago, a grave, oddish kind of a man boarded at a farmer’s +in this parish: the country people called him The Ghost; and he was +known by the slouch in his gait, and the length of his stride. +I was but little acquainted with him, for he never frequented any of +the clubs hereabouts. Yet for all he used to walk a-nights, he +was as gentle as a lamb at times; for I have seen him playing at teetotum +with the children, on the great stone at the door of our churchyard.<br> +<br> +“Soon after I was made curate, he left the parish, and went nobody +knows whither; and in his room was found a bundle of papers, which was +brought to me by his landlord. I began to read them, but I soon +grew weary of the task; for, besides that the hand is intolerably bad, +I could never find the author in one strain for two chapters together; +and I don’t believe there’s a single syllogism from beginning +to end.”<br> +<br> +“I should be glad to see this medley,” said I. “You +shall see it now,” answered the curate, “for I always take +it along with me a-shooting.” “How came it so torn?” +“’Tis excellent wadding,” said the curate. - This +was a plea of expediency I was not in a condition to answer; for I had +actually in my pocket great part of an edition of one of the German +Illustrissimi, for the very same purpose. We exchanged books; +and by that means (for the curate was a strenuous logician) we probably +saved both.<br> +<br> +When I returned to town, I had leisure to peruse the acquisition I had +made: I found it a bundle of little episodes, put together without art, +and of no importance on the whole, with something of nature, and little +else in them. I was a good deal affected with some very trifling +passages in it; and had the name of Marmontel, or a Richardson, been +on the title-page - ’tis odds that I should have wept: But<br> +<br> +One is ashamed to be pleased with the works of one knows not whom.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XI <a name="citation16"></a><a href="#footnote16">{16}</a> - +ON BASHFULNESS. - A CHARACTER. - HIS OPINION ON THAT SUBJECT<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +There is some rust about every man at the beginning; though in some +nations (among the French for instance) the ideas of the inhabitants, +from climate, or what other cause you will, are so vivacious, so eternally +on the wing, that they must, even in small societies, have a frequent +collision; the rust therefore will wear off sooner: but in Britain it +often goes with a man to his grave; nay, he dares not even pen a <i>hic +jacet </i>to speak out for him after his death.<br> +<br> +“Let them rub it off by travel,” said the baronet’s +brother, who was a striking instance of excellent metal, shamefully +rusted. I had drawn my chair near his. Let me paint the +honest old man: ’tis but one passing sentence to preserve his +image in my mind.<br> +<br> +He sat in his usual attitude, with his elbow rested on his knee, and +his fingers pressed on his cheek. His face was shaded by his hand; +yet it was a face that might once have been well accounted handsome; +its features were manly and striking, a dignity resided on his eyebrows, +which were the largest I remember to have seen. His person was +tall and well-made; but the indolence of his nature had now inclined +it to corpulency.<br> +<br> +His remarks were few, and made only to his familiar friends; but they +were such as the world might have heard with veneration: and his heart, +uncorrupted by its ways, was ever warm in the cause of virtue and his +friends.<br> +<br> +He is now forgotten and gone! The last time I was at Silton Hall, +I saw his chair stand in its corner by the fire-side; there was an additional +cushion on it, and it was occupied by my young lady’s favourite +lap dog. I drew near unperceived, and pinched its ears in the +bitterness of my soul; the creature howled, and ran to its mistress. +She did not suspect the author of its misfortune, but she bewailed it +in the most pathetic terms; and kissing its lips, laid it gently on +her lap, and covered it with a cambric handkerchief. I sat in +my old friend’s seat; I heard the roar of mirth and gaiety around +me: poor Ben Silton! I gave thee a tear then: accept of one cordial +drop that falls to thy memory now.<br> +<br> +“They should wear it off by travel.” - Why, it is true, +said I, that will go far; but then it will often happen, that in the +velocity of a modern tour, and amidst the materials through which it +is commonly made, the friction is so violent, that not only the rust, +but the metal too, is lost in the progress.<br> +<br> +“Give me leave to correct the expression of your metaphor,” +said Mr. Silton: “that is not always rust which is acquired by +the inactivity of the body on which it preys; such, perhaps, is the +case with me, though indeed I was never cleared from my youth; but (taking +it in its first stage) it is rather an encrustation, which nature has +given for purposes of the greatest wisdom.”<br> +<br> +“You are right,” I returned; “and sometimes, like +certain precious fossils, there may be hid under it gems of the purest +brilliancy.”<br> +<br> +“Nay, farther,” continued Mr. Silton, “there are two +distinct sorts of what we call bashfulness; this, the awkwardness of +a booby, which a few steps into the world will convert into the pertness +of a coxcomb; that, a consciousness, which the most delicate feelings +produce, and the most extensive knowledge cannot always remove.”<br> +<br> +From the incidents I have already related, I imagine it will be concluded +that Harley was of the latter species of bashful animals; at least, +if Mr. Silton’s principle is just, it may be argued on this side; +for the gradation of the first mentioned sort, it is certain, he never +attained. Some part of his external appearance was modelled from +the company of those gentlemen, whom the antiquity of a family, now +possessed of bare £250 a year, entitled its representative to +approach: these indeed were not many; great part of the property in +his neighbourhood being in the hands of merchants, who had got rich +by their lawful calling abroad, and the sons of stewards, who had got +rich by their lawful calling at home: persons so perfectly versed in +the ceremonial of thousands, tens of thousands, and hundreds of thousands +(whose degrees of precedency are plainly demonstrable from the first +page of the Complete Accomptant, or Young Man’s Best Pocket Companion) +that a bow at church from them to such a man as Harley would have made +the parson look back into his sermon for some precept of Christian humility.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XII - OF WORLDLY INTERESTS<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +There are certain interests which the world supposes every man to have, +and which therefore are properly enough termed worldly; but the world +is apt to make an erroneous estimate: ignorant of the dispositions which +constitute our happiness or misery, they bring to an undistinguished +scale the means of the one, as connected with power, wealth, or grandeur, +and of the other with their contraries. Philosophers and poets +have often protested against this decision; but their arguments have +been despised as declamatory, or ridiculed as romantic.<br> +<br> +There are never wanting to a young man some grave and prudent friends +to set him right in this particular, if he need it; to watch his ideas +as they arise, and point them to those objects which a wise man should +never forget.<br> +<br> +Harley did not want for some monitors of this sort. He was frequently +told of men whose fortunes enabled them to command all the luxuries +of life, whose fortunes were of their own acquirement: his envy was +invited by a description of their happiness, and his emulation by a +recital of the means which had procured it.<br> +<br> +Harley was apt to hear those lectures with indifference; nay, sometimes +they got the better of his temper; and as the instances were not always +amiable, provoked, on his part, some reflections, which I am persuaded +his good-nature would else have avoided.<br> +<br> +Indeed, I have observed one ingredient, somewhat necessary in a man’s +composition towards happiness, which people of feeling would do well +to acquire; a certain respect for the follies of mankind: for there +are so many fools whom the opinion of the world entitles to regard, +whom accident has placed in heights of which they are unworthy, that +he who cannot restrain his contempt or indignation at the sight will +be too often quarrelling with the disposal of things to relish that +share which is allotted to himself. I do not mean, however, to +insinuate this to have been the case with Harley; on the contrary, if +we might rely on his own testimony, the conceptions he had of pomp and +grandeur served to endear the state which Providence had assigned him.<br> +<br> +He lost his father, the last surviving of his parents, as I have already +related, when he was a boy. The good man, from a fear of offending, +as well as a regard to his son, had named him a variety of guardians; +one consequence of which was, that they seldom met at all to consider +the affairs of their ward; and when they did meet, their opinions were +so opposite, that the only possible method of conciliation was the mediatory +power of a dinner and a bottle, which commonly interrupted, not ended, +the dispute; and after that interruption ceased, left the consulting +parties in a condition not very proper for adjusting it. His education +therefore had been but indifferently attended to; and after being taken +from a country school, at which he had been boarded, the young gentleman +was suffered to be his own master in the subsequent branches of literature, +with some assistance from the parson of the parish in languages and +philosophy, and from the exciseman in arithmetic and book-keeping. +One of his guardians, indeed, who, in his youth, had been an inhabitant +of the Temple, set him to read Coke upon Lyttelton: a book which is +very properly put into the hands of beginners in that science, as its +simplicity is accommodated to their understandings, and its size to +their inclination. He profited but little by the perusal; but +it was not without its use in the family: for his maiden aunt applied +it commonly to the laudable purpose of pressing her rebellious linens +to the folds she had allotted them.<br> +<br> +There were particularly two ways of increasing his fortune, which might +have occurred to people of less foresight than the counsellors we have +mentioned. One of these was, the prospect of his succeeding to +an old lady, a distant relation, who was known to be possessed of a +very large sum in the stocks: but in this their hopes were disappointed; +for the young man was so untoward in his disposition, that, notwithstanding +the instructions he daily received, his visits rather tended to alienate +than gain the good-will of his kinswoman. He sometimes looked +grave when the old lady told the jokes of her youth; he often refused +to eat when she pressed him, and was seldom or never provided with sugar-candy +or liquorice when she was seized with a fit of coughing: nay, he had +once the rudeness to fall asleep while she was describing the composition +and virtues of her favourite cholic-water. In short, be accommodated +himself so ill to her humour, that she died, and did not leave him a +farthing.<br> +<br> +The other method pointed out to him was an endeavour to get a lease +of some crown-lands, which lay contiguous to his little paternal estate. +This, it was imagined, might be easily procured, as the crown did not +draw so much rent as Harley could afford to give, with very considerable +profit to himself; and the then lessee had rendered himself so obnoxious +to the ministry, by the disposal of his vote at an election, that he +could not expect a renewal. This, however, needed some interest +with the great, which Harley or his father never possessed.<br> +<br> +His neighbour, Mr. Walton, having heard of this affair, generously offered +his assistance to accomplish it. He told him, that though he had +long been a stranger to courtiers, yet he believed there were some of +them who might pay regard to his recommendation; and that, if he thought +it worth the while to take a London journey upon the business, he would +furnish him with a letter of introduction to a baronet of his acquaintance, +who had a great deal to say with the first lord of the treasury.<br> +<br> +When his friends heard of this offer, they pressed him with the utmost +earnestness to accept of it.<br> +<br> +They did not fail to enumerate the many advantages which a certain degree +of spirit and assurance gives a man who would make a figure in the world: +they repeated their instances of good fortune in others, ascribed them +all to a happy forwardness of disposition; and made so copious a recital +of the disadvantages which attend the opposite weakness, that a stranger, +who had heard them, would have been led to imagine, that in the British +code there was some disqualifying statute against any citizen who should +be convicted of - modesty.<br> +<br> +Harley, though he had no great relish for the attempt, yet could not +resist the torrent of motives that assaulted him; and as he needed but +little preparation for his journey, a day, not very distant, was fixed +for his departure.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XIII - THE MAN OF FEELING IN LOVE<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +The day before that on which he set out, he went to take leave of Mr. +Walton. - We would conceal nothing; - there was another person of the +family to whom also the visit was intended, on whose account, perhaps, +there were some tenderer feelings in the bosom of Harley than his gratitude +for the friendly notice of that gentleman (though he was seldom deficient +in that virtue) could inspire. Mr. Walton had a daughter; and +such a daughter! we will attempt some description of her by and by.<br> +<br> +Harley’s notions of the καλον, or +beautiful, were not always to be defined, nor indeed such as the world +would always assent to, though we could define them. A blush, +a phrase of affability to an inferior, a tear at a moving tale, were +to him, like the Cestus of Cytherea, unequalled in conferring beauty. +For all these Miss Walton was remarkable; but as these, like the above-mentioned +Cestus, are perhaps still more powerful when the wearer is possessed +of souse degree of beauty, commonly so called, it happened, that, from +this cause, they had more than usual power in the person of that young +lady.<br> +<br> +She was now arrived at that period of life which takes, or is supposed +to take, from the flippancy of girlhood those sprightlinesses with which +some good-natured old maids oblige the world at three-score. She +had been ushered into life (as that word is used in the dialect of St. +James’s) at seventeen, her father being then in parliament, and +living in London: at seventeen, therefore, she had been a universal +toast; her health, now she was four-and-twenty, was only drank by those +who knew her face at least. Her complexion was mellowed into a +paleness, which certainly took from her beauty; but agreed, at least +Harley used to say so, with the pensive softness of her mind. +Her eyes were of that gentle hazel colour which is rather mild than +piercing; and, except when they were lighted up by good-humour, which +was frequently the case, were supposed by the fine gentlemen to want +fire. Her air and manner were elegant in the highest degree, and +were as sure of commanding respect as their mistress was far from demanding +it. Her voice was inexpressibly soft; it was, according to that +incomparable simile of Otway’s,<br> +<br> +<br> +- “like the shepherd’s pipe upon the mountains,<br> +When all his little flock’s at feed before him.”<br> +<br> +<br> +The effect it had upon Harley, himself used to paint ridiculously enough; +and ascribed it to powers, which few believed, and nobody cared for.<br> +<br> +Her conversation was always cheerful, but rarely witty; and without +the smallest affectation of learning, had as much sentiment in it as +would have puzzled a Turk, upon his principles of female materialism, +to account for. Her beneficence was unbounded; indeed the natural +tenderness of her heart might have been argued, by the frigidity of +a casuist, as detracting from her virtue in this respect, for her humanity +was a feeling, not a principle: but minds like Harley’s are not +very apt to make this distinction, and generally give our virtue credit +for all that benevolence which is instinctive in our nature.<br> +<br> +As her father had some years retired to the country, Harley had frequent +opportunities of seeing her. He looked on her for some time merely +with that respect and admiration which her appearance seemed to demand, +and the opinion of others conferred upon her from this cause, perhaps, +and from that extreme sensibility of which we have taken frequent notice, +Harley was remarkably silent in her presence. He heard her sentiments +with peculiar attention, sometimes with looks very expressive of approbation; +but seldom declared his opinion on the subject, much less made compliments +to the lady on the justness of her remarks.<br> +<br> +From this very reason it was that Miss Walton frequently took more particular +notice of him than of other visitors, who, by the laws of precedency, +were better entitled to it: it was a mode of politeness she had peculiarly +studied, to bring to the line of that equality, which is ever necessary +for the ease of our guests, those whose sensibility had placed them +below it.<br> +<br> +Harley saw this; for though he was a child in the drama of the world, +yet was it not altogether owing to a want of knowledge on his part; +on the contrary, the most delicate consciousness of propriety often +kindled that blush which marred the performance of it: this raised his +esteem something above what the most sanguine descriptions of her goodness +had been able to do; for certain it is, that notwithstanding the laboured +definitions which very wise men have given us of the inherent beauty +of virtue, we are always inclined to think her handsomest when she condescends +to smile upon ourselves.<br> +<br> +It would be trite to observe the easy gradation from esteem to love: +in the bosom of Harley there scarce needed a transition; for there were +certain seasons when his ideas were flushed to a degree much above their +common complexion. In times not credulous of inspiration, we should +account for this from some natural cause; but we do not mean to account +for it at all; it were sufficient to describe its effects; but they +were sometimes so ludicrous, as might derogate from the dignity of the +sensations which produced them to describe. They were treated +indeed as such by most of Harley’s sober friends, who often laughed +very heartily at the awkward blunders of the real Harley, when the different +faculties, which should have prevented them, were entirely occupied +by the ideal. In some of these paroxysms of fancy, Miss Walton +did not fail to be introduced; and the picture which had been drawn +amidst the surrounding objects of unnoticed levity was now singled out +to be viewed through the medium of romantic imagination: it was improved +of course, and esteem was a word inexpressive of the feelings which +it excited.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XIV - HE SETS OUT ON HIS JOURNEY - THE BEGGAR AND HIS DOG<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +He had taken leave of his aunt on the eve of his intended departure; +but the good lady’s affection for her nephew interrupted her sleep, +and early as it was next morning when Harley came downstairs to set +out, he found her in the parlour with a tear on her cheek, and her caudle-cup +in her hand. She knew enough of physic to prescribe against going +abroad of a morning with an empty stomach. She gave her blessing +with the draught; her instructions she had delivered the night before. +They consisted mostly of negatives, for London, in her idea, was so +replete with temptations that it needed the whole armour of her friendly +cautions to repel their attacks.<br> +<br> +Peter stood at the door. We have mentioned this faithful fellow +formerly: Harley’s father had taken him up an orphan, and saved +him from being cast on the parish; and he had ever since remained in +the service of him and of his son. Harley shook him by the hand +as he passed, smiling, as if he had said, “I will not weep.” +He sprung hastily into the chaise that waited for him; Peter folded +up the step. “My dear master,” said he, shaking the +solitary lock that hung on either side of his head, “I have been +told as how London is a sad place.” He was choked with the +thought, and his benediction could not be heard: - but it shall be heard, +honest Peter! where these tears will add to its energy.<br> +<br> +In a few hours Harley reached the inn where he proposed breakfasting, +but the fulness of his heart would not suffer him to eat a morsel. +He walked out on the road, and gaining a little height, stood gazing +on that quarter he had left. He looked for his wonted prospect, +his fields, his woods, and his hills: they were lost in the distant +clouds! He pencilled them on the clouds, and bade them farewell +with a sigh!<br> +<br> +He sat down on a large stone to take out a little pebble from his shoe, +when he saw, at some distance, a beggar approaching him. He had +on a loose sort of coat, mended with different-coloured rags, amongst +which the blue and the russet were the predominant. He had a short +knotty stick in his hand, and on the top of it was stuck a ram’s +horn; his knees (though he was no pilgrim) had worn the stuff of his +breeches; he wore no shoes, and his stockings had entirely lost that +part of them which should have covered his feet and ankles; in his face, +however, was the plump appearance of good humour; he walked a good round +pace, and a crook-legged dog trotted at his heels.<br> +<br> +“Our delicacies,” said Harley to himself, “are fantastic; +they are not in nature! that beggar walks over the sharpest of these +stones barefooted, whilst I have lost the most delightful dream in the +world, from the smallest of them happening to get into my shoe.” +The beggar had by this time come up, and, pulling off a piece of hat, +asked charity of Harley; the dog began to beg too: - it was impossible +to resist both; and, in truth, the want of shoes and stockings had made +both unnecessary, for Harley had destined sixpence for him before. +The beggar, on receiving it, poured forth blessings without number; +and, with a sort of smile on his countenance, said to Harley “that +if he wanted to have his fortune told” - Harley turned his eye +briskly on the beggar: it was an unpromising look for the subject of +a prediction, and silenced the prophet immediately. “I would +much rather learn,” said Harley, “what it is in your power +to tell me: your trade must be an entertaining one; sit down on this +stone, and let me know something of your profession; I have often thought +of turning fortune-teller for a week or two myself.”<br> +<br> +“Master,” replied the beggar, “I like your frankness +much; God knows I had the humour of plain-dealing in me from a child, +but there is no doing with it in this world; we must live as we can, +and lying is, as you call it, my profession, but I was in some sort +forced to the trade, for I dealt once in telling truth.<br> +<br> +“I was a labourer, sir, and gained as much as to make me live: +I never laid by indeed: for I was reckoned a piece of a wag, and your +wags, I take it, are seldom rich, Mr. Harley.”<br> +<br> +“So,” said Harley, “you seem to know me.”<br> +<br> +“Ay, there are few folks in the country that I don’t know +something of: how should I tell fortunes else?”<br> +<br> +“True; but to go on with your story: you were a labourer, you +say, and a wag; your industry, I suppose, you left with your old trade, +but your humour you preserve to be of use to you in your new.”<br> +<br> +“What signifies sadness, sir? a man grows lean on’t: but +I was brought to my idleness by degrees; first I could not work, and +it went against my stomach to work ever after. I was seized with +a jail fever at the time of the assizes being in the county where I +lived; for I was always curious to get acquainted with the felons, because +they are commonly fellows of much mirth and little thought, qualities +I had ever an esteem for. In the height of this fever, Mr. Harley, +the house where I lay took fire, and burnt to the ground; I was carried +out in that condition, and lay all the rest of my illness in a barn. +I got the better of my disease, however, but I was so weak that I spit +blood whenever I attempted to work. I had no relation living that +I knew of, and I never kept a friend above a week, when I was able to +joke; I seldom remained above six months in a parish, so that I might +have died before I had found a settlement in any: thus I was forced +to beg my bread, and a sorry trade I found it, Mr. Harley. I told +all my misfortunes truly, but they were seldom believed; and the few +who gave me a halfpenny as they passed did it with a shake of the head, +and an injunction not to trouble them with a long story. In short, +I found that people don’t care to give alms without some security +for their money; a wooden leg or a withered arm is a sort of draught +upon heaven for those who choose to have their money placed to account +there; so I changed my plan, and, instead of telling my own misfortunes, +began to prophesy happiness to others. This I found by much the +better way: folks will always listen when the tale is their own, and +of many who say they do not believe in fortune-telling, I have known +few on whom it had not a very sensible effect. I pick up the names +of their acquaintance; amours and little squabbles are easily gleaned +among servants and neighbours; and indeed people themselves are the +best intelligencers in the world for our purpose: they dare not puzzle +us for their own sakes, for every one is anxious to hear what they wish +to believe, and they who repeat it, to laugh at it when they have done, +are generally more serious than their hearers are apt to imagine. +With a tolerable good memory, and some share of cunning, with the help +of walking a-nights over heaths and church-yards, with this, and showing +the tricks of that there dog, whom I stole from the serjeant of a marching +regiment (and by the way, he can steal too upon occasion), I make shift +to pick up a livelihood. My trade, indeed, is none of the honestest; +yet people are not much cheated neither who give a few half-pence for +a prospect of happiness, which I have heard some persons say is all +a man can arrive at in this world. But I must bid you good day, +sir, for I have three miles to walk before noon, to inform some boarding-school +young ladies whether their husbands are to be peers of the realm or +captains in the army: a question which I promised to answer them by +that time.”<br> +<br> +Harley had drawn a shilling from his pocket; but Virtue bade him consider +on whom he was going to bestow it. Virtue held back his arm; but +a milder form, a younger sister of Virtue’s, not so severe as +Virtue, nor so serious as Pity, smiled upon him; his fingers lost their +compression, nor did Virtue offer to catch the money as it fell. +It had no sooner reached the ground than the watchful cur (a trick he +had been taught) snapped it up, and, contrary to the most approved method +of stewardship, delivered it immediately into the hands of his master.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XIX - HE MAKES A SECOND EXPEDITION TO THE BARONET’S. +THE LAUDABLE AMBITION OF A YOUNG MAN TO BE THOUGHT SOMETHING BY THE +WORLD<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +We have related, in a former chapter, the little success of his first +visit to the great man, for whom he had the introductory letter from +Mr. Walton. To people of equal sensibility, the influence of those +trifles we mentioned on his deportment will not appear surprising, but +to his friends in the country they could not be stated, nor would they +have allowed them any place in the account. In some of their letters, +therefore, which he received soon after, they expressed their surprise +at his not having been more urgent in his application, and again recommended +the blushless assiduity of successful merit.<br> +<br> +He resolved to make another attempt at the baronet’s; fortified +with higher notions of his own dignity, and with less apprehension of +repulse. In his way to Grosvenor Square he began to ruminate on +the folly of mankind, who affixed those ideas of superiority to riches, +which reduced the minds of men, by nature equal with the more fortunate, +to that sort of servility which he felt in his own. By the time +he had reached the Square, and was walking along the pavement which +led to the baronet’s, he had brought his reasoning on the subject +to such a point, that the conclusion, by every rule of logic, should +have led him to a thorough indifference in his approaches to a fellow-mortal, +whether that fellow-mortal was possessed of six or six thousand pounds +a year. It is probable, however, that the premises had been improperly +formed: for it is certain, that when he approached the great man’s +door he felt his heart agitated by an unusual pulsation.<br> +<br> +He had almost reached it, when he observed among gentleman coming out, +dressed in a white frock and a red laced waistcoat, with a small switch +in his hand, which he seemed to manage with a particular good grace. +As he passed him on the steps, the stranger very politely made him a +bow, which Harley returned, though he could not remember ever having +seen him before. He asked Harley, in the same civil manner, if +he was going to wait on his friend the baronet. “For I was +just calling,” said he, “and am sorry to find that he is +gone for some days into the country.”<br> +<br> +Harley thanked him for his information, and was turning from the door, +when the other observed that it would be proper to leave his name, and +very obligingly knocked for that purpose.<br> +<br> +“Here is a gentleman, Tom, who meant to have waited on your master.”<br> +<br> +“Your name, if you please, sir?”<br> +<br> +“Harley.”<br> +<br> +“You’ll remember, Tom, Harley.”<br> +<br> +The door was shut. “Since we are here,” said he, “we +shall not lose our walk if we add a little to it by a turn or two in +Hyde Park.”<br> +<br> +He accompanied this proposal with a second bow, and Harley accepted +of it by another in return.<br> +<br> +The conversation, as they walked, was brilliant on the side of his companion. +The playhouse, the opera, with every occurrence in high life, he seemed +perfectly master of; and talked of some reigning beauties of quality +in a manner the most feeling in the world. Harley admired the +happiness of his vivacity, and, opposite as it was to the reserve of +his own nature, began to be much pleased with its effects.<br> +<br> +Though I am not of opinion with some wise men, that the existence of +objects depends on idea, yet I am convinced that their appearance is +not a little influenced by it. The optics of some minds are in +so unlucky a perspective as to throw a certain shade on every picture +that is presented to them, while those of others (of which number was +Harley), like the mirrors of the ladies, have a wonderful effect in +bettering their complexions. Through such a medium perhaps he +was looking on his present companion.<br> +<br> +When they had finished their walk, and were returning by the corner +of the Park, they observed a board hung out of a window signifying, +“An excellent ORDINARY on Saturdays and Sundays.” +It happened to be Saturday, and the table was covered for the purpose.<br> +<br> +“What if we should go in and dine here, if you happen not to be +engaged, sir?” said the young gentleman. “It is not +impossible but we shall meet with some original or other; it is a sort +of humour I like hugely.”<br> +<br> +Harley made no objection, and the stranger showed him the way into the +parlour.<br> +<br> +He was placed, by the courtesy of his introductor, in an arm-chair that +stood at one side of the fire. Over against him was seated a man +of a grave considering aspect, with that look of sober prudence which +indicates what is commonly called a warm man. He wore a pretty +large wig, which had once been white, but was now of a brownish yellow; +his coat was one of those modest-coloured drabs which mock the injuries +of dust and dirt; two jack-boots concealed, in part, the well-mended +knees of an old pair of buckskin breeches; while the spotted handkerchief +round his neck preserved at once its owner from catching cold and his +neck-cloth from being dirtied. Next him sat another man, with +a tankard in his hand and a quid of tobacco in his cheek, whose eye +was rather more vivacious, and whose dress was something smarter.<br> +<br> +The first-mentioned gentleman took notice that the room had been so +lately washed, as not to have had time to dry, and remarked that wet +lodging was unwholesome for man or beast. He looked round at the +same time for a poker to stir the fire with, which, he at last observed +to the company, the people of the house had removed in order to save +their coals. This difficulty, however, he overcame by the help +of Harley’s stick, saying, “that as they should, no doubt, +pay for their fire in some shape or other, he saw no reason why they +should not have the use of it while they sat.”<br> +<br> +The door was now opened for the admission of dinner. “I +don’t know how it is with you, gentlemen,” said Harley’s +new acquaintance, “but I am afraid I shall not be able to get +down a morsel at this horrid mechanical hour of dining.” +He sat down, however, and did not show any want of appetite by his eating. +He took upon him the carving of the meat, and criticised on the goodness +of the pudding.<br> +<br> +When the table-cloth was removed, he proposed calling for some punch, +which was readily agreed to; he seemed at first inclined to make it +himself, but afterwards changed his mind, and left that province to +the waiter, telling him to have it pure West Indian, or he could not +taste a drop of it.<br> +<br> +When the punch was brought he undertook to fill the glasses and call +the toasts. “The King.” - The toast naturally produced +politics. It is the privilege of Englishmen to drink the king’s +health, and to talk of his conduct. The man who sat opposite to +Harley (and who by this time, partly from himself, and partly from his +acquaintance on his left hand, was discovered to be a grazier) observed, +“That it was a shame for so many pensioners to be allowed to take +the bread out of the mouth of the poor.”<br> +<br> +“Ay, and provisions,” said his friend, “were never +so dear in the memory of man; I wish the king and his counsellors would +look to that.”<br> +<br> +“As for the matter of provisions, neighbour Wrightson,” +he replied, “I am sure the prices of cattle - ”<br> +<br> +A dispute would have probably ensued, but it was prevented by the spruce +toastmaster, who gave a sentiment, and turning to the two politicians, +“Pray, gentlemen,” said he, “let us have done with +these musty politics: I would always leave them to the beer-suckers +in Butcher Row. Come, let us have something of the fine arts. +That was a damn’d hard match between Joe the Nailor and Tim Bucket. +The knowing ones were cursedly taken in there! I lost a cool hundred +myself, faith.”<br> +<br> +At mention of the cool hundred, the grazier threw his eyes aslant, with +a mingled look of doubt and surprise; while the man at his elbow looked +arch, and gave a short emphatical sort of cough.<br> +<br> +Both seemed to be silenced, however, by this intelligence; and while +the remainder of the punch lasted the conversation was wholly engrossed +by the gentleman with the fine waistcoat, who told a great many “immense +comical stories” and “confounded smart things,” as +he termed them, acted and spoken by lords, ladies, and young bucks of +quality, of his acquaintance. At last, the grazier, pulling out +a watch, of a very unusual size, and telling the hour, said that he +had an appointment.<br> +<br> +“Is it so late?” said the young gentleman; “then I +am afraid I have missed an appointment already; but the truth is, I +am cursedly given to missing of appointments.”<br> +<br> +When the grazier and he were gone, Harley turned to the remaining personage, +and asked him if he knew that young gentleman. “A gentleman!” +said he; “ay, he is one of your gentlemen at the top of an affidavit. +I knew him, some years ago, in the quality of a footman; and I believe +he had some times the honour to be a pimp. At last, some of the +great folks, to whom he had been serviceable in both capacities, had +him made a gauger; in which station he remains, and has the assurance +to pretend an acquaintance with men of quality. The impudent dog! +with a few shillings in his pocket, he will talk you three times as +much as my friend Mundy there, who is worth nine thousand if he’s +worth a farthing. But I know the rascal, and despise him, as he +deserves.”<br> +<br> +Harley began to despise him too, and to conceive some indignation at +having sat with patience to hear such a fellow speak nonsense. +But he corrected himself by reflecting that he was perhaps as well entertained, +and instructed too, by this same modest gauger, as he should have been +by such a man as he had thought proper to personate. And surely +the fault may more properly be imputed to that rank where the futility +is real than where it is feigned: to that rank whose opportunities for +nobler accomplishments have only served to rear a fabric of folly which +the untutored hand of affectation, even among the meanest of mankind, +can imitate with success.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XX - HE VISITS BEDLAM. - THE DISTRESSES OF A DAUGHTER<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +Or those things called Sights in London, which every stranger is supposed +desirous to see, Bedlam is one. To that place, therefore, an acquaintance +of Harley’s, after having accompanied him to several other shows, +proposed a visit. Harley objected to it, “because,” +said he, “I think it an inhuman practice to expose the greatest +misery with which our nature is afflicted to every idle visitant who +can afford a trifling perquisite to the keeper; especially as it is +a distress which the humane must see, with the painful reflection, that +it is not in their power to alleviate it.” He was overpowered, +however, by the solicitations of his friend and the other persons of +the party (amongst whom were several ladies); and they went in a body +to Moorfields.<br> +<br> +Their conductor led them first to the dismal mansions of those who are +in the most horrid state of incurable madness. The clanking of +chains, the wildness of their cries, and the imprecations which some +of them uttered, formed a scene inexpressibly shocking. Harley +and his companions, especially the female part of them, begged their +guide to return; he seemed surprised at their uneasiness, and was with +difficulty prevailed on to leave that part of the house without showing +them some others: who, as he expressed it in the phrase of those that +keep wild beasts for show, were much better worth seeing than any they +had passed, being ten times more fierce and unmanageable.<br> +<br> +He led them next to that quarter where those reside who, as they are +not dangerous to themselves or others, enjoy a certain degree of freedom, +according to the state of their distemper.<br> +<br> +Harley had fallen behind his companions, looking at a man who was making +pendulums with bits of thread and little balls of clay. He had +delineated a segment of a circle on the wall with chalk, and marked +their different vibrations by intersecting it with cross lines. +A decent-looking man came up, and smiling at the maniac, turned to Harley, +and told him that gentleman had once been a very celebrated mathematician. +“He fell a sacrifice,” said he, “to the theory of +comets; for having, with infinite labour, formed a table on the conjectures +of Sir Isaac Newton, he was disappointed in the return of one of those +luminaries, and was very soon after obliged to be placed here by his +friends. If you please to follow me, sir,” continued the +stranger, “I believe I shall be able to give you a more satisfactory +account of the unfortunate people you see here than the man who attends +your companions.”<br> +<br> +Harley bowed, and accepted his offer.<br> +<br> +The next person they came up to had scrawled a variety of figures on +a piece of slate. Harley had the curiosity to take a nearer view +of them. They consisted of different columns, on the top of which +were marked South-sea annuities, India-stock, and Three per cent. annuities +consol. “This,” said Harley’s instructor, “was +a gentleman well known in Change Alley. He was once worth fifty +thousand pounds, and had actually agreed for the purchase of an estate +in the West, in order to realise his money; but he quarrelled with the +proprietor about the repairs of the garden wall, and so returned to +town, to follow his old trade of stock-jobbing a little longer; when +an unlucky fluctuation of stock, in which he was engaged to an immense +extent, reduced him at once to poverty and to madness. Poor wretch! +he told me t’other day that against the next payment of differences +he should be some hundreds above a plum.”<br> +<br> +“It is a spondee, and I will maintain it,” interrupted a +voice on his left hand. This assertion was followed by a very +rapid recital of some verses from Homer. “That figure,” +said the gentleman, “whose clothes are so bedaubed with snuff, +was a schoolmaster of some reputation: he came hither to be resolved +of some doubts he entertained concerning the genuine pronunciation of +the Greek vowels. In his highest fits, he makes frequent mention +of one Mr. Bentley.<br> +<br> +“But delusive ideas, sir, are the motives of the greatest part +of mankind, and a heated imagination the power by which their actions +are incited: the world, in the eye of a philosopher, may be said to +be a large madhouse.” “It is true,” answered +Harley, “the passions of men are temporary madnesses; and sometimes +very fatal in their effects.<br> +<br> +<br> +From Macedonia’s madman to the Swede.”<br> +<br> +<br> +“It was, indeed,” said the stranger, “a very mad thing +in Charles to think of adding so vast a country as Russia to his dominions: +that would have been fatal indeed; the balance of the North would then +have been lost; but the Sultan and I would never have allowed it.” +- “Sir!” said Harley, with no small surprise on his countenance. +- “Why, yes,” answered the other, “the Sultan and +I; do you know me? I am the Chan of Tartary.”<br> +<br> +Harley was a good deal struck by this discovery; he had prudence enough, +however, to conceal his amazement, and bowing as low to the monarch +as his dignity required, left him immediately, and joined his companions.<br> +<br> +He found them in a quarter of the house set apart for the insane of +the other sex, several of whom had gathered about the female visitors, +and were examining, with rather more accuracy than might have been expected, +the particulars of their dress.<br> +<br> +Separate from the rest stood one whose appearance had something of superior +dignity. Her face, though pale and wasted, was less squalid than +those of the others, and showed a dejection of that decent kind, which +moves our pity unmixed with horror: upon her, therefore, the eyes of +all were immediately turned. The keeper who accompanied them observed +it: “This,” said he, “is a young lady who was born +to ride in her coach and six. She was beloved, if the story I +have heard is true, by a young gentleman, her equal in birth, though +by no means her match in fortune: but love, they say, is blind, and +so she fancied him as much as he did her. Her father, it seems, +would not hear of their marriage, and threatened to turn her out of +doors if ever she saw him again. Upon this the young gentleman +took a voyage to the West Indies, in hopes of bettering his fortune, +and obtaining his mistress; but he was scarce landed, when he was seized +with one of the fevers which are common in those islands, and died in +a few days, lamented by every one that knew him. This news soon +reached his mistress, who was at the same time pressed by her father +to marry a rich miserly fellow, who was old enough to be her grandfather. +The death of her lover had no effect on her inhuman parent: he was only +the more earnest for her marriage with the man he had provided for her; +and what between her despair at the death of the one, and her aversion +to the other, the poor young lady was reduced to the condition you see +her in. But God would not prosper such cruelty; her father’s +affairs soon after went to wreck, and he died almost a beggar.”<br> +<br> +Though this story was told in very plain language, it had particularly +attracted Harley’s notice; he had given it the tribute of some +tears. The unfortunate young lady had till now seemed entranced +in thought, with her eyes fixed on a little garnet ring she wore on +her finger; she turned them now upon Harley. “My Billy is +no more!” said she; “do you weep for my Billy? Blessings +on your tears! I would weep too, but my brain is dry; and it burns, +it burns, it burns!” - She drew nearer to Harley. - “Be +comforted, young lady,” said he, “your Billy is in heaven.” +- “Is he, indeed? and shall we meet again? and shall that frightful +man (pointing to the keeper) not be there! - Alas! I am grown +naughty of late; I have almost forgotten to think of heaven: yet I pray +sometimes; when I can, I pray; and sometimes I sing; when I am saddest, +I sing: - You shall hear me - hush!<br> +<br> +<br> +“Light be the earth on Billy’s breast,<br> +And green the sod that wraps his grave.”<br> +<br> +<br> +There was a plaintive wildness in the air not to be withstood; and, +except the keeper’s, there was not an unmoistened eye around her.<br> +<br> +“Do you weep again?” said she. “I would not +have you weep: you are like my Billy; you are, believe me; just so he +looked when he gave me this ring; poor Billy! ’twas the last time +ever we met! -<br> +<br> +“’Twas when the seas were roaring - I love you for resembling +my Billy; but I shall never love any man like him.” - She stretched +out her hand to Harley; he pressed it between both of his, and bathed +it with his tears. - “Nay, that is Billy’s ring,” +said she, “you cannot have it, indeed; but here is another, look +here, which I plated to-day of some gold-thread from this bit of stuff; +will you keep it for my sake? I am a strange girl; but my heart +is harmless: my poor heart; it will burst some day; feel how it beats!” +She pressed his hand to her bosom, then holding her head in the attitude +of listening - “Hark! one, two, three! be quiet, thou little trembler; +my Billy is cold! - but I had forgotten the ring.” - She put it +on his finger. “Farewell! I must leave you now.” +- She would have withdrawn her hand; Harley held it to his lips. - “I +dare not stay longer; my head throbs sadly: farewell!” - She walked +with a hurried step to a little apartment at some distance. Harley +stood fixed in astonishment and pity; his friend gave money to the keeper. +- Harley looked on his ring. - He put a couple of guineas into the man’s +hand: “Be kind to that unfortunate.” - He burst into tears, +and left them.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXI - THE MISANTHROPE<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +The friend who had conducted him to Moorfields called upon him again +the next evening. After some talk on the adventures of the preceding +day: “I carried you yesterday,” said he to Harley, “to +visit the mad; let me introduce you to-night, at supper, to one of the +wise: but you must not look for anything of the Socratic pleasantry +about him; on the contrary, I warn you to expect the spirit of a Diogenes. +That you may be a little prepared for his extraordinary manner, I will +let you into some particulars of his history.<br> +<br> +“He is the elder of the two sons of a gentleman of considerable +estate in the country. Their father died when they were young: +both were remarkable at school for quickness of parts and extent of +genius; this had been bred to no profession, because his father’s +fortune, which descended to him, was thought sufficient to set him above +it; the other was put apprentice to an eminent attorney. In this +the expectations of his friends were more consulted than his own inclination; +for both his brother and he had feelings of that warm kind that could +ill brook a study so dry as the law, especially in that department of +it which was allotted to him. But the difference of their tempers +made the characteristical distinction between them. The younger, +from the gentleness of his nature, bore with patience a situation entirely +discordant to his genius and disposition. At times, indeed, his +pride would suggest of how little importance those talents were which +the partiality of his friends had often extolled: they were now incumbrances +in a walk of life where the dull and the ignorant passed him at every +turn; his fancy and his feeling were invincible obstacles to eminence +in a situation where his fancy had no room for exertion, and his feeling +experienced perpetual disgust. But these murmurings he never suffered +to be heard; and that he might not offend the prudence of those who +had been concerned in the choice of his profession, he continued to +labour in it several years, till, by the death of a relation, he succeeded +to an estate of a little better than £100 a year, with which, +and the small patrimony left him, he retired into the country, and made +a love-match with a young lady of a similar temper to his own, with +whom the sagacious world pitied him for finding happiness.<br> +<br> +“But his elder brother, whom you are to see at supper, if you +will do us the favour of your company, was naturally impetuous, decisive, +and overbearing. He entered into life with those ardent expectations +by which young men are commonly deluded: in his friendships, warm to +excess; and equally violent in his dislikes. He was on the brink +of marriage with a young lady, when one of those friends, for whose +honour he would have pawned his life, made an elopement with that very +goddess, and left him besides deeply engaged for sums which that good +friend’s extravagance had squandered.<br> +<br> +“The dreams he had formerly enjoyed were now changed for ideas +of a very different nature. He abjured all confidence in anything +of human form; sold his lands, which still produced him a very large +reversion, came to town, and immured himself, with a woman who had been +his nurse, in little better than a garret; and has ever since applied +his talents to the vilifying of his species. In one thing I must +take the liberty to instruct you; however different your sentiments +may be (and different they must be), you will suffer him to go on without +contradiction; otherwise, he will be silent immediately, and we shall +not get a word from him all the night after.” Harley promised +to remember this injunction, and accepted the invitation of his friend.<br> +<br> +When they arrived at the house, they were informed that the gentleman +was come, and had been shown into the parlour. They found him +sitting with a daughter of his friend’s, about three years old, +on his knee, whom he was teaching the alphabet from a horn book: at +a little distance stood a sister of hers, some years older. “Get +you away, miss,” said he to this last; “you are a pert gossip, +and I will have nothing to do with you.” - “Nay,” +answered she, “Nancy is your favourite; you are quite in love +with Nancy.” - “Take away that girl,” said he to her +father, whom he now observed to have entered the room; “she has +woman about her already.” The children were accordingly +dismissed.<br> +<br> +Betwixt that and supper-time he did not utter a syllable. When +supper came, he quarrelled with every dish at table, but eat of them +all; only exempting from his censures a salad, “which you have +not spoiled,” said he, “because you have not attempted to +cook it.”<br> +<br> +When the wine was set upon the table, he took from his pocket a particular +smoking apparatus, and filled his pipe, without taking any more notice +of Harley, or his friend, than if no such persons had been in the room.<br> +<br> +Harley could not help stealing a look of surprise at him; but his friend, +who knew his humour, returned it by annihilating his presence in the +like manner, and, leaving him to his own meditations, addressed himself +entirely to Harley.<br> +<br> +In their discourse some mention happened to be made of an amiable character, +and the words <i>honour </i>and <i>politeness </i>were applied to it. +Upon this, the gentleman, laying down his pipe, and changing the tone +of his countenance, from an ironical grin to something more intently +contemptuous: “Honour,” said he: “Honour and Politeness! +this is the coin of the world, and passes current with the fools of +it. You have substituted the shadow Honour, instead of the substance +Virtue; and have banished the reality of friendship for the fictitious +semblance which you have termed Politeness: politeness, which consists +in a certain ceremonious jargon, more ridiculous to the ear of reason +than the voice of a puppet. You have invented sounds, which you +worship, though they tyrannize over your peace; and are surrounded with +empty forms, which take from the honest emotions of joy, and add to +the poignancy of misfortune.” “Sir!” said Harley +- his friend winked to him, to remind him of the caution he had received. +He was silenced by the thought. The philosopher turned his eye +upon him: he examined him from top to toe, with a sort of triumphant +contempt; Harley’s coat happened to be a new one; the other’s +was as shabby as could possibly be supposed to be on the back of a gentleman: +there was much significance in his look with regard to this coat; it +spoke of the sleekness of folly and the threadbareness of wisdom.<br> +<br> +“Truth,” continued he, “the most amiable, as well +as the most natural of virtues, you are at pains to eradicate. +Your very nurseries are seminaries of falsehood; and what is called +Fashion in manhood completes the system of avowed insincerity. +Mankind, in the gross, is a gaping monster, that loves to be deceived, +and has seldom been disappointed: nor is their vanity less fallacious +to your philosophers, who adopt modes of truth to follow them through +the paths of error, and defend paradoxes merely to be singular in defending +them. These are they whom ye term Ingenious; ’tis a phrase +of commendation I detest: it implies an attempt to impose on my judgment, +by flattering my imagination; yet these are they whose works are read +by the old with delight, which the young are taught to look upon as +the codes of knowledge and philosophy.<br> +<br> +“Indeed, the education of your youth is every way preposterous; +you waste at school years in improving talents, without having ever +spent an hour in discovering them; one promiscuous line of instruction +is followed, without regard to genius, capacity, or probable situation +in the commonwealth. From this bear-garden of the pedagogue, a +raw, unprincipled boy is turned loose upon the world to travel; without +any ideas but those of improving his dress at Paris, or starting into +taste by gazing on some paintings at Rome. Ask him of the manners +of the people, and he will tell you that the skirt is worn much shorter +in France, and that everybody eats macaroni in Italy. When he +returns home, he buys a seat in parliament, and studies the constitution +at Arthur’s.<br> +<br> +“Nor are your females trained to any more useful purpose: they +are taught, by the very rewards which their nurses propose for good +behaviour, by the first thing like a jest which they hear from every +male visitor of the family, that a young woman is a creature to be married; +and when they are grown somewhat older, are instructed that it is the +purpose of marriage to have the enjoyment of pin-money, and the expectation +of a jointure.”<br> +<br> +“These, <a name="citation61"></a><a href="#footnote61">{61}</a> +indeed, are the effects of luxury, which is, perhaps, inseparable from +a certain degree of power and grandeur in a nation. But it is +not simply of the progress of luxury that we have to complain: did its +votaries keep in their own sphere of thoughtless dissipation, we might +despise them without emotion; but the frivolous pursuits of pleasure +are mingled with the most important concerns of the state; and public +enterprise shall sleep till he who should guide its operation has decided +his bets at Newmarket, or fulfilled his engagement with a favourite +mistress in the country. We want some man of acknowledged eminence +to point our counsels with that firmness which the counsels of a great +people require. We have hundreds of ministers, who press forward +into office without having ever learned that art which is necessary +for every business: the art of thinking; and mistake the petulance, +which could give inspiration to smart sarcasms on an obnoxious measure +in a popular assembly, for the ability which is to balance the interest +of kingdoms, and investigate the latent sources of national superiority. +With the administration of such men the people can never be satisfied; +for besides that their confidence is gained only by the view of superior +talents, there needs that depth of knowledge, which is not only acquainted +with the just extent of power, but can also trace its connection with +the expedient, to preserve its possessors from the contempt which attends +irresolution, or the resentment which follows temerity.”<br> +<br> +* * * * *<br> +<br> +[Here a considerable part is wanting.]<br> +<br> +* * “In short, man is an animal equally selfish and vain. +Vanity, indeed, is but a modification of selfishness. From the +latter, there are some who pretend to be free: they are generally such +as declaim against the lust of wealth and power, because they have never +been able to attain any high degree in either: they boast of generosity +and feeling. They tell us (perhaps they tell us in rhyme) that +the sensations of an honest heart, of a mind universally benevolent, +make up the quiet bliss which they enjoy; but they will not, by this, +be exempted from the charge of selfishness. Whence the luxurious +happiness they describe in their little family-circles? Whence +the pleasure which they feel, when they trim their evening fires, and +listen to the howl of winter’s wind? Whence, but from the +secret reflection of what houseless wretches feel from it? Or +do you administer comfort in affliction - the motive is at hand; I have +had it preached to me in nineteen out of twenty of your consolatory +discourses - the comparative littleness of our own misfortunes.<br> +<br> +“With vanity your best virtues are grossly tainted: your benevolence, +which ye deduce immediately from the natural impulse of the heart, squints +to it for its reward. There are some, indeed, who tell us of the +satisfaction which flows from a secret consciousness of good actions: +this secret satisfaction is truly excellent - when we have some friend +to whom we may discover its excellence.”<br> +<br> +He now paused a moment to re-light his pipe, when a clock, that stood +at his back, struck eleven; he started up at the sound, took his hat +and his cane, and nodding good night with his head, walked out of the +room. The gentleman of the house called a servant to bring the +stranger’s surtout. “What sort of a night is it, fellow?” +said he. - “It rains, sir,” answered the servant, “with +an easterly wind.” - “Easterly for ever!” He +made no other reply; but shrugging up his shoulders till they almost +touched his ears, wrapped himself tight in his great coat, and disappeared.<br> +<br> +“This is a strange creature,” said his friend to Harley. +“I cannot say,” answered he, “that his remarks are +of the pleasant kind: it is curious to observe how the nature of truth +may be changed by the garb it wears; softened to the admonition of friendship, +or soured into the severity of reproof: yet this severity may be useful +to some tempers; it somewhat resembles a file: disagreeable in its operation, +but hard metals may be the brighter for it.”<br> +<br> +* * *<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXV - HIS SKILL IN PHYSIOGNOMY<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +The company at the baronet’s removed to the playhouse accordingly, +and Harley took his usual route into the Park. He observed, as +he entered, a fresh-looking elderly gentleman in conversation with a +beggar, who, leaning on his crutch, was recounting the hardships he +had undergone, and explaining the wretchedness of his present condition. +This was a very interesting dialogue to Harley; he was rude enough, +therefore, to slacken his pace as he approached, and at last to make +a full stop at the gentleman’s back, who was just then expressing +his compassion for the beggar, and regretting that he had not a farthing +of change about him. At saying this, he looked piteously on the +fellow: there was something in his physiognomy which caught Harley’s +notice: indeed, physiognomy was one of Harley’s foibles, for which +he had been often rebuked by his aunt in the country, who used to tell +him that when he was come to her years and experience he would know +that all’s not gold that glitters: and it must be owned that his +aunt was a very sensible, harsh-looking maiden lady of threescore and +upwards. But he was too apt to forget this caution and now, it +seems, it had not occurred to him. Stepping up, therefore, to +the gentleman, who was lamenting the want of silver, “Your intentions, +sir,” said he, “are so good, that I cannot help lending +you my assistance to carry them into execution,” and gave the +beggar a shilling. The other returned a suitable compliment, and +extolled the benevolence of Harley. They kept walking together, +and benevolence grew the topic of discourse.<br> +<br> +The stranger was fluent on the subject. “There is no use +of money,” said he, “equal to that of beneficence. +With the profuse, it is lost; and even with those who lay it out according +to the prudence of the world, the objects acquired by it pall on the +sense, and have scarce become our own till they lose their value with +the power of pleasing; but here the enjoyment grows on reflection, and +our money is most truly ours when it ceases being in our possession.<br> +<br> +“Yet I agree in some measure,” answered Harley, “with +those who think that charity to our common beggars is often misplaced; +there are objects less obtrusive whose title is a better one.”<br> +<br> +“We cannot easily distinguish,” said the stranger; “and +even of the worthless, are there not many whose imprudence, or whose +vice, may have been one dreadful consequence of misfortune?”<br> +<br> +Harley looked again in his face, and blessed himself for his skill in +physiognomy.<br> +<br> +By this time they had reached the end of the walk, the old gentleman +leaning on the rails to take breath, and in the meantime they were joined +by a younger man, whose figure was much above the appearance of his +dress, which was poor and shabby. Harley’s former companion +addressed him as an acquaintance, and they turned on the walk together.<br> +<br> +The elder of the strangers complained of the closeness of the evening, +and asked the other if he would go with him into a house hard by, and +take one draught of excellent cyder. “The man who keeps +this house,” said he to Harley, “was once a servant of mine. +I could not think of turning loose upon the world a faithful old fellow, +for no other reason but that his age had incapacitated him; so I gave +him an annuity of ten pounds, with the help of which he has set up this +little place here, and his daughter goes and sells milk in the city, +while her father manages his tap-room, as he calls it, at home. +I can’t well ask a gentleman of your appearance to accompany me +to so paltry a place.” “Sir,” replied Harley, +interrupting him, “I would much rather enter it than the most +celebrated tavern in town. To give to the necessitous may sometimes +be a weakness in the man; to encourage industry is a duty in the citizen.” +They entered the house accordingly.<br> +<br> +On a table at the corner of the room lay a pack of cards, loosely thrown +together. The old gentleman reproved the man of the house for +encouraging so idle an amusement. Harley attempted to defend him +from the necessity of accommodating himself to the humour of his guests, +and taking up the cards, began to shuffle them backwards and forwards +in his hand. “Nay, I don’t think cards so unpardonable +an amusement as some do,” replied the other; “and now and +then, about this time of the evening, when my eyes begin to fail me +for my book, I divert myself with a game at piquet, without finding +my morals a bit relaxed by it. Do you play piquet, sir?” +(to Harley.) Harley answered in the affirmative; upon which the +other proposed playing a pool at a shilling the game, doubling the stakes; +adding, that he never played higher with anybody.<br> +<br> +Harley’s good nature could not refuse the benevolent old man; +and the younger stranger, though he at first pleaded prior engagements, +yet being earnestly solicited by his friend, at last yielded to solicitation.<br> +<br> +When they began to play, the old gentleman, somewhat to the surprise +of Harley, produced ten shillings to serve for markers of his score. +“He had no change for the beggar,” said Harley to himself; +“but I can easily account for it; it is curious to observe the +affection that inanimate things will create in us by a long acquaintance. +If I may judge from my own feelings, the old man would not part with +one of these counters for ten times its intrinsic value; it even got +the better of his benevolence! I, myself, have a pair of old brass +sleeve buttons.” Here he was interrupted by being told that +the old gentleman had beat the younger, and that it was his turn to +take up the conqueror. “Your game has been short,” +said Harley. “I re-piqued him,” answered the old man, +with joy sparkling in his countenance. Harley wished to be re-piqued +too, but he was disappointed; for he had the same good fortune against +his opponent. Indeed, never did fortune, mutable as she is, delight +in mutability so much as at that moment. The victory was so quick, +and so constantly alternate, that the stake, in a short time, amounted +to no less a sum than £12, Harley’s proportion of which +was within half-a-guinea of the money he had in his pocket. He +had before proposed a division, but the old gentleman opposed it with +such a pleasant warmth in his manner, that it was always over-ruled. +Now, however, he told them that he had an appointment with some gentlemen, +and it was within a few minutes of his hour. The young stranger +had gained one game, and was engaged in the second with the other; they +agreed, therefore, that the stake should be divided, if the old gentleman +won that: which was more than probable, as his score was 90 to 35, and +he was elder hand; but a momentous re-pique decided it in favour of +his adversary, who seemed to enjoy his victory mingled with regret, +for having won too much, while his friend, with great ebullience of +passion, many praises of his own good play, and many malediction’s +on the power of chance, took up the cards, and threw them into the fire.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXVI - FRUITS OF THE DEAD SEA<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +The company he was engaged to meet were assembled in Fleet Street. +He had walked some time along the Strand, amidst a crowd of those wretches +who wait the uncertain wages of prostitution, with ideas of pity suitable +to the scene around him and the feelings he possessed, and had got as +far as Somerset House, when one of them laid hold of his arm, and, with +a voice tremulous and faint, asked him for a pint of wine, in a manner +more supplicatory than is usual with those whom the infamy of their +profession has deprived of shame. He turned round at the demand, +and looked steadfastly on the person who made it.<br> +<br> +She was above the common size, and elegantly formed; her face was thin +and hollow, and showed the remains of tarnished beauty. Her eyes +were black, but had little of their lustre left; her cheeks had some +paint laid on without art, and productive of no advantage to her complexion, +which exhibited a deadly paleness on the other parts of her face.<br> +<br> +Harley stood in the attitude of hesitation; which she, interpreting +to her advantage, repeated her request, and endeavoured to force a leer +of invitation into her countenance. He took her arm, and they +walked on to one of those obsequious taverns in the neighbourhood, where +the dearness of the wine is a discharge in full for the character of +the house. From what impulse he did this we do not mean to enquire; +as it has ever been against our nature to search for motives where bad +ones are to be found. They entered, and a waiter showed them a +room, and placed a bottle of claret on the table.<br> +<br> +Harley filled the lady’s glass: which she had no sooner tasted, +than dropping it on the floor, and eagerly catching his arm, her eye +grew fixed, her lip assumed a clayey whiteness, and she fell back lifeless +in her chair.<br> +<br> +Harley started from his seat, and, catching her in his arms, supported +her from falling to the ground, looking wildly at the door, as if he +wanted to run for assistance, but durst not leave the miserable creature. +It was not till some minutes after that it occurred to him to ring the +bell, which at last, however, he thought of, and rung with repeated +violence even after the waiter appeared. Luckily the waiter had +his senses somewhat more about him; and snatching up a bottle of water, +which stood on a buffet at the end of the room, he sprinkled it over +the hands and face of the dying figure before him. She began to +revive, and, with the assistance of some hartshorn drops, which Harley +now for the first time drew from his pocket, was able to desire the +waiter to bring her a crust of bread, of which she swallowed some mouthfuls +with the appearance of the keenest hunger. The waiter withdrew: +when turning to Harley, sobbing at the same time, and shedding tears, +“I am sorry, sir,” said she, “that I should have given +you so much trouble; but you will pity me when I tell you that till +now I have not tasted a morsel these two days past.” - He fixed +his eyes on hers - every circumstance but the last was forgotten; and +he took her hand with as much respect as if she had been a duchess. +It was ever the privilege of misfortune to be revered by him. - “Two +days!” said he; “and I have fared sumptuously every day!” +- He was reaching to the bell; she understood his meaning, and prevented +him. “I beg, sir,” said she, “that you would +give yourself no more trouble about a wretch who does not wish to live; +but, at present, I could not eat a bit; my stomach even rose at the +last mouthful of that crust.” - He offered to call a chair, saying +that he hoped a little rest would relieve her. - He had one half-guinea +left. “I am sorry,” he said, “that at present +I should be able to make you an offer of no more than this paltry sum.” +- She burst into tears: “Your generosity, sir, is abused; to bestow +it on me is to take it from the virtuous. I have no title but +misery to plead: misery of my own procuring.” “No +more of that,” answered Harley; “there is virtue in these +tears; let the fruit of them be virtue.” - He rung, and ordered +a chair. - “Though I am the vilest of beings,” said she, +“I have not forgotten every virtue; gratitude, I hope, I shall +still have left, did I but know who is my benefactor.” - “My +name is Harley.” - “Could I ever have an opportunity?” +- “You shall, and a glorious one too! your future conduct - but +I do not mean to reproach you - if, I say - it will be the noblest reward +- I will do myself the pleasure of seeing you again.” - Here the +waiter entered, and told them the chair was at the door; the lady informed +Harley of her lodgings, and he promised to wait on her at ten next morning.<br> +<br> +He led her to the chair, and returned to clear with the waiter, without +ever once reflecting that he had no money in his pocket. He was +ashamed to make an excuse; yet an excuse must be made: he was beginning +to frame one, when the waiter cut him short by telling him that he could +not run scores; but that, if he would leave his watch, or any other +pledge, it would be as safe as if it lay in his pocket. Harley +jumped at the proposal, and pulling out his watch, delivered it into +his hands immediately, and having, for once, had the precaution to take +a note of the lodging he intended to visit next morning, sallied forth +with a blush of triumph on his face, without taking notice of the sneer +of the waiter, who, twirling the watch in his hand, made him a profound +bow at the door, and whispered to a girl, who stood in the passage, +something, in which the word CULLY was honoured with a particular emphasis.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXVII - HIS SKILL IN PHYSIOGNOMY IS DOUBTED<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +After he had been some time with the company he had appointed to meet, +and the last bottle was called for, he first recollected that he would +be again at a loss how to discharge his share of the reckoning. +He applied, therefore, to one of them, with whom he was most intimate, +acknowledging that he had not a farthing of money about him; and, upon +being jocularly asked the reason, acquainted them with the two adventures +we have just now related. One of the company asked him if the +old man in Hyde Park did not wear a brownish coat, with a narrow gold +edging, and his companion an old green frock, with a buff-coloured waistcoat. +Upon Harley’s recollecting that they did, “Then,” +said he, “you may be thankful you have come off so well; they +are two as noted sharpers, in their way, as any in town, and but t’other +night took me in for a much larger sum. I had some thoughts of +applying to a justice, but one does not like to be seen in those matters.”<br> +<br> +Harley answered, “That he could not but fancy the gentleman was +mistaken, as he never saw a face promise more honesty than that of the +old man he had met with.” - “His face!” said a grave-looking +man, when sat opposite to him, squirting the juice of his tobacco obliquely +into the grate. There was something very emphatical in the action, +for it was followed by a burst of laughter round the table. “Gentlemen,” +said Harley, “you are disposed to be merry; it may be as you imagine, +for I confess myself ignorant of the town; but there is one thing which +makes me hear the loss of my money with temper: the young fellow who +won it must have been miserably poor; I observed him borrow money for +the stake from his friend: he had distress and hunger in his countenance: +be his character what it may, his necessities at least plead for him.” +At this there was a louder laugh than before. “Gentlemen,” +said the lawyer, one of whose conversations with Harley we have already +recorded, “here’s a pretty fellow for you! to have heard +him talk some nights ago, as I did, you might have sworn he was a saint; +yet now he games with sharpers, and loses his money, and is bubbled +by a fine tale of the Dead Sea, and pawns his watch; here are sanctified +doings with a witness!”<br> +<br> +“Young gentleman,” said his friend on the other side of +the table, “let me advise you to be a little more cautious for +the future; and as for faces - you may look into them to know whether +a man’s nose be a long or a short one.”<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXVIII - HE KEEPS HIS APPOINTMENT<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +The last night’s raillery of his companions was recalled to his +remembrance when he awoke, and the colder homilies of prudence began +to suggest some things which were nowise favourable for a performance +of his promise to the unfortunate female he had met with before. +He rose, uncertain of his purpose; but the torpor of such considerations +was seldom prevalent over the warmth of his nature. He walked +some turns backwards and forwards in his room; he recalled the languid +form of the fainting wretch to his mind; he wept at the recollection +of her tears. “Though I am the vilest of beings, I have +not forgotten every virtue; gratitude, I hope, I shall still have left.” +- He took a larger stride - “Powers of mercy that surround me!” +cried he, “do ye not smile upon deeds like these? to calculate +the chances of deception is too tedious a business for the life of man!” +- The clock struck ten. - When he was got down-stairs, he found that +he had forgot the note of her lodgings; he gnawed his lips at the delay: +he was fairly on the pavement, when he recollected having left his purse; +he did but just prevent himself from articulating an imprecation. +He rushed a second time up into his chamber. “What a wretch +I am!” said he; “ere this time, perhaps - ” +’Twas a perhaps not to be borne; - two vibrations of a pendulum +would have served him to lock his bureau; but they could not be spared.<br> +<br> +When he reached the house, and inquired for Miss Atkins (for that was +the lady’s name), he was shown up three pair of stairs, into a +small room lighted by one narrow lattice, and patched round with shreds +of different-coloured paper. In the darkest corner stood something +like a bed, before which a tattered coverlet hung by way of curtain. +He had not waited long when she appeared. Her face had the glister +of new-washed tears on it. “I am ashamed, sir,” said +she, “that you should have taken this fresh piece of trouble about +one so little worthy of it; but, to the humane, I know there is a pleasure +in goodness for its own sake: if you have patience for the recital of +my story, it may palliate, though it cannot excuse, my faults.” +Harley bowed, as a sign of assent; and she began as follows:-<br> +<br> +“I am the daughter of an officer, whom a service of forty years +had advanced no higher than the rank of captain. I have had hints +from himself, and been informed by others, that it was in some measure +owing to those principles of rigid honour, which it was his boast to +possess, and which he early inculcated on me, that he had been able +to arrive at no better station. My mother died when I was a child: +old enough to grieve for her death, but incapable of remembering her +precepts. Though my father was doatingly fond of her, yet there +were some sentiments in which they materially differed: she had been +bred from her infancy in the strictest principles of religion, and took +the morality of her conduct from the motives which an adherence to those +principles suggested. My father, who had been in the army from +his youth, affixed an idea of pusillanimity to that virtue, which was +formed by the doctrines, excited by the rewards, or guarded by the terrors +of revelation; his dashing idol was the honour of a soldier: a term +which he held in such reverence, that he used it for his most sacred +asseveration. When my mother died, I was some time suffered to +continue in those sentiments which her instructions had produced; but +soon after, though, from respect to her memory, my father did not absolutely +ridicule them, yet he showed, in his discourse to others, so little +regard to them, and at times suggested to me motives of action so different, +that I was soon weaned from opinions which I began to consider as the +dreams of superstition, or the artful inventions of designing hypocrisy. +My mother’s books were left behind at the different quarters we +removed to, and my reading was principally confined to plays, novels, +and those poetical descriptions of the beauty of virtue and honour, +which the circulating libraries easily afforded.<br> +<br> +“As I was generally reckoned handsome, and the quickness of my +parts extolled by all our visitors, my father had a pride in allowing +me to the world. I was young, giddy, open to adulation, and vain +of those talents which acquired it.<br> +<br> +“After the last war, my father was reduced to half-pay; with which +we retired to a village in the country, which the acquaintance of some +genteel families who resided in it, and the cheapness of living, particularly +recommended. My father rented a small house, with a piece of ground +sufficient to keep a horse for him, and a cow for the benefit of his +family. An old man servant managed his ground; while a maid, who +had formerly been my mother’s, and had since been mine, undertook +the care of our little dairy: they were assisted in each of their provinces +by my father and me: and we passed our time in a state of tranquillity, +which he had always talked of with delight, and my train of reading +had taught me to admire.<br> +<br> +“Though I had never seen the polite circles of the metropolis, +the company my father had introduced me into had given me a degree of +good breeding, which soon discovered a superiority over the young ladies +of our village. I was quoted as an example of politeness, and +my company courted by most of the considerable families in the neighbourhood.<br> +<br> +“Amongst the houses where I was frequently invited was Sir George +Winbrooke’s. He had two daughters nearly of my age, with +whom, though they had been bred up in those maxims of vulgar doctrine +which my superior understanding could not but despise, yet as their +good nature led them to an imitation of my manners in everything else, +I cultivated a particular friendship.<br> +<br> +“Some months after our first acquaintance, Sir George’s +eldest son came home from his travels. His figure, his address, +and conversation, were not unlike those warm ideas of an accomplished +man which my favourite novels had taught me to form; and his sentiments +on the article of religion were as liberal as my own: when any of these +happened to be the topic of our discourse, I, who before had been silent, +from a fear of being single in opposition, now kindled at the fire he +raised, and defended our mutual opinions with all the eloquence I was +mistress of. He would be respectfully attentive all the while; +and when I had ended, would raise his eyes from the ground, look at +me with a gaze of admiration, and express his applause in the highest +strain of encomium. This was an incense the more pleasing, as +I seldom or never had met with it before; for the young gentlemen who +visited Sir George were for the most part of that athletic order, the +pleasure of whose lives is derived from fox-hunting: these are seldom +solicitous to please the women at all; or if they were, would never +think of applying their flattery to the mind.<br> +<br> +“Mr. Winbrooke observed the weakness of my soul, and took every +occasion of improving the esteem he had gained. He asked my opinion +of every author, of every sentiment, with that submissive diffidence, +which showed an unlimited confidence in my understanding. I saw +myself revered, as a superior being, by one whose judgment my vanity +told me was not likely to err: preferred by him to all the other visitors +of my sex, whose fortunes and rank should have entitled them to a much +higher degree of notice: I saw their little jealousies at the distinguished +attention he paid me; it was gratitude, it was pride, it was love! +Love which had made too fatal a progress in my heart, before any declaration +on his part should have warranted a return: but I interpreted every +look of attention, every expression of compliment, to the passion I +imagined him inspired with, and imputed to his sensibility that silence +which was the effect of art and design. At length, however, he +took an opportunity of declaring his love: he now expressed himself +in such ardent terms, that prudence might have suspected their sincerity: +but prudence is rarely found in the situation I had been unguardedly +led into; besides, that the course of reading to which I had been accustomed, +did not lead me to conclude, that his expressions could be too warm +to be sincere: nor was I even alarmed at the manner in which he talked +of marriage, a subjection, he often hinted, to which genuine love should +scorn to be confined. The woman, he would often say, who had merit +like mine to fix his affection, could easily command it for ever. +That honour too which I revered, was often called in to enforce his +sentiments. I did not, however, absolutely assent to them; but +I found my regard for their opposites diminish by degrees. If +it is dangerous to be convinced, it is dangerous to listen; for our +reason is so much of a machine, that it will not always be able to resist, +when the ear is perpetually assailed.<br> +<br> +“In short, Mr. Harley (for I tire you with a relation, the catastrophe +of which you will already have imagined), I fell a prey to his artifices. +He had not been able so thoroughly to convert me, that my conscience +was silent on the subject; but he was so assiduous to give repeated +proofs of unabated affection, that I hushed its suggestions as they +rose. The world, however, I knew, was not to be silenced; and +therefore I took occasion to express my uneasiness to my seducer, and +entreat him, as he valued the peace of one to whom he professed such +attachment, to remove it by a marriage. He made excuse from his +dependence on the will of his father, but quieted my fears by the promise +of endeavouring to win his assent.<br> +<br> +“My father had been some days absent on a visit to a dying relation, +from whom he had considerable expectations. I was left at home, +with no other company than my books: my books I found were not now such +companions as they used to be; I was restless, melancholy, unsatisfied +with myself. But judge my situation when I received a billet from +Mr. Winbrooke informing me, that he had sounded Sir George on the subject +we had talked of, and found him so averse to any match so unequal to +his own rank and fortune, that he was obliged, with whatever reluctance, +to bid adieu to a place, the remembrance of which should ever be dear +to him.<br> +<br> +“I read this letter a hundred times over. Alone, helpless, +conscious of guilt, and abandoned by every better thought, my mind was +one motley scene of terror, confusion, and remorse. A thousand +expedients suggested themselves, and a thousand fears told me they would +be vain: at last, in an agony of despair, I packed up a few clothes, +took what money and trinkets were in the house, and set out for London, +whither I understood he was gone; pretending to my maid, that I had +received letters from my father requiring my immediate attendance. +I had no other companion than a boy, a servant to the man from whom +I hired my horses. I arrived in London within an hour of Mr. Winbrooke, +and accidentally alighted at the very inn where he was.<br> +<br> +“He started and turned pale when he saw me; but recovered himself +in time enough to make many new protestations of regard, and beg me +to make myself easy under a disappointment which was equally afflicting +to him. He procured me lodgings, where I slept, or rather endeavoured +to sleep, for that night. Next morning I saw him again, he then +mildly observed on the imprudence of my precipitate flight from the +country, and proposed my removing to lodgings at another end of the +town, to elude the search of my father, till he should fall upon some +method of excusing my conduct to him, and reconciling him to my return. +We took a hackney-coach, and drove to the house he mentioned.<br> +<br> +“It was situated in a dirty lane, furnished with a tawdry affectation +of finery, with some old family pictures hanging on walls which their +own cobwebs would better have suited. I was struck with a secret +dread at entering, nor was it lessened by the appearance of the landlady, +who had that look of selfish shrewdness, which, of all others, is the +most hateful to those whose feelings are untinctured with the world. +A girl, who she told us was her niece, sat by her, playing on a guitar, +while herself was at work, with the assistance of spectacles, and had +a prayer-book with the leaves folded down in several places, lying on +the table before her. Perhaps, sir, I tire you with my minuteness, +but the place, and every circumstance about it, is so impressed on my +mind, that I shall never forget it.<br> +<br> +“I dined that day with Mr. Winbrooke alone. He lost by degrees +that restraint which I perceived too well to hang about him before, +and, with his former gaiety and good humour, repeated the flattering +things which, though they had once been fatal, I durst not now distrust. +At last, taking my hand and kissing it, ‘It is thus,’ said +he, ‘that love will last, while freedom is preserved; thus let +us ever be blessed, without the galling thought that we are tied to +a condition where we may cease to be so.’<br> +<br> +“I answered, ‘That the world thought otherwise: that it +had certain ideas of good fame, which it was impossible not to wish +to maintain.’<br> +<br> +“‘The world,’ said he, ‘is a tyrant, they are +slaves who obey it; let us be happy without the pale of the world. +To-morrow I shall leave this quarter of it, for one where the talkers +of the world shall be foiled, and lose us. Could not my Emily +accompany me? my friend, my companion, the mistress of my soul! +Nay, do not look so, Emily! Your father may grieve for a while, +but your father shall be taken care of; this bank-bill I intend as the +comfort for his daughter.’<br> +<br> +“I could contain myself no longer: ‘Wretch,’ I exclaimed, +‘dost thou imagine that my father’s heart could brook dependence +on the destroyer of his child, and tamely accept of a base equivalent +for her honour and his own?’<br> +<br> +“‘Honour, my Emily,’ said he, ‘is the word of +fools, or of those wiser men who cheat them. ’Tis a fantastic +bauble that does not suit the gravity of your father’s age; but, +whatever it is, I am afraid it can never be perfectly restored to you: +exchange the word then, and let pleasure be your object now.’<br> +<br> +“At these words he clasped me in his arms, and pressed his lips +rudely to my bosom. I started from my seat. ‘Perfidious +villain!’ said I, ‘who dar’st insult the weakness +thou hast undone; were that father here, thy coward soul would shrink +from the vengeance of his honour! Cursed be that wretch who has +deprived him of it! oh doubly cursed, who has dragged on his hoary head +the infamy which should have crushed her own!’ I snatched +a knife which lay beside me, and would have plunged it in my breast, +but the monster prevented my purpose, and smiling with a grin of barbarous +insult -<br> +<br> +“‘Madam,’ said he, ‘I confess you are rather +too much in heroics for me; I am sorry we should differ about trifles; +but as I seem somehow to have offended you, I would willingly remedy +it by taking my leave. You have been put to some foolish expense +in this journey on my account; allow me to reimburse you.’<br> +<br> +“So saying he laid a bank-bill, of what amount I had no patience +to see, upon the table. Shame, grief, and indignation choked my +utterance; unable to speak my wrongs, and unable to bear them in silence, +I fell in a swoon at his feet.<br> +<br> +“What happened in the interval I cannot tell, but when I came +to myself I was in the arms of the landlady, with her niece chafing +my temples, and doing all in her power for my recovery. She had +much compassion in her countenance; the old woman assumed the softest +look she was capable of, and both endeavoured to bring me comfort. +They continued to show me many civilities, and even the aunt began to +be less disagreeable in my sight. To the wretched, to the forlorn, +as I was, small offices of kindness are endearing.<br> +<br> +“Meantime my money was far spent, nor did I attempt to conceal +my wants from their knowledge. I had frequent thoughts of returning +to my father; but the dread of a life of scorn is insurmountable. +I avoided, therefore, going abroad when I had a chance of being seen +by any former acquaintance, nor indeed did my health for a great while +permit it; and suffered the old woman, at her own suggestion, to call +me niece at home, where we now and then saw (when they could prevail +on me to leave my room) one or two other elderly women, and sometimes +a grave business-like man, who showed great compassion for my indisposition, +and made me very obligingly an offer of a room at his country-house +for the recovery of my health. This offer I did not chose to accept, +but told my landlady, ‘that I should be glad to be employed in +any way of business which my skill in needlework could recommend me +to, confessing, at the same time, that I was afraid I should scarce +be able to pay her what I already owed for board and lodging, and that +for her other good offices, I had nothing but thanks to give her.’<br> +<br> +“‘My dear child,’ said she, ‘do not talk of +paying; since I lost my own sweet girl’ (here she wept), ‘your +very picture she was, Miss Emily, I have nobody, except my niece, to +whom I should leave any little thing I have been able to save; you shall +live with me, my dear; and I have sometimes a little millinery work, +in which, when you are inclined to it, you may assist us. By the +way, here are a pair of ruffles we have just finished for that gentleman +you saw here at tea; a distant relation of mine, and a worthy man he +is. ’Twas pity you refused the offer of an apartment at +his country house; my niece, you know, was to have accompanied you, +and you might have fancied yourself at home; a most sweet place it is, +and but a short mile beyond Hampstead. Who knows, Miss Emily, +what effect such a visit might have had! If I had half your beauty +I should not waste it pining after e’er a worthless fellow of +them all.’<br> +<br> +“I felt my heart swell at her words; I would have been angry if +I could, but I was in that stupid state which is not easily awakened +to anger: when I would have chid her the reproof stuck in my throat; +I could only weep!<br> +<br> +“Her want of respect increased, as I had not spirit to assert +it. My work was now rather imposed than offered, and I became +a drudge for the bread I eat: but my dependence and servility grew in +proportion, and I was now in a situation which could not make any extraordinary +exertions to disengage itself from either - I found myself with child.<br> +<br> +“At last the wretch, who had thus trained me to destruction, hinted +the purpose for which those means had been used. I discovered +her to be an artful procuress for the pleasures of those who are men +of decency to the world in the midst of debauchery.<br> +<br> +“I roused every spark of courage within me at the horrid proposal. +She treated my passion at first somewhat mildly, but when I continued +to exert it she resented it with insult, and told me plainly that if +I did not soon comply with her desires I should pay her every farthing +I owed, or rot in a jail for life. I trembled at the thought; +still, however, I resisted her importunities, and she put her threats +in execution. I was conveyed to prison, weak from my condition, +weaker from that struggle of grief and misery which for some time I +had suffered. A miscarriage was the consequence.<br> +<br> +“Amidst all the horrors of such a state, surrounded with wretches +totally callous, lost alike to humanity and to shame, think, Mr. Harley, +think what I endured; nor wonder that I at last yielded to the solicitations +of that miscreant I had seen at her house, and sunk to the prostitution +which he tempted. But that was happiness compared to what I have +suffered since. He soon abandoned me to the common use of the +town, and I was cast among those miserable beings in whose society I +have since remained.<br> +<br> +“Oh! did the daughters of virtue know our sufferings; did they +see our hearts torn with anguish amidst the affectation of gaiety which +our faces are obliged to assume! our bodies tortured by disease, our +minds with that consciousness which they cannot lose! Did they +know, did they think of this, Mr. Harley! Their censures are just, +but their pity perhaps might spare the wretches whom their justice should +condemn.<br> +<br> +“Last night, but for an exertion of benevolence which the infection +of our infamy prevents even in the humane, had I been thrust out from +this miserable place which misfortune has yet left me; exposed to the +brutal insults of drunkenness, or dragged by that justice which I could +not bribe, to the punishment which may correct, but, alas! can never +amend the abandoned objects of its terrors. From that, Mr. Harley, +your goodness has relieved me.”<br> +<br> +He beckoned with his hand: he would have stopped the mention of his +favours; but he could not speak, had it been to beg a diadem.<br> +<br> +She saw his tears; her fortitude began to fail at the sight, when the +voice of some stranger on the stairs awakened her attention. She +listened for a moment, then starting up, exclaimed, “Merciful +God! my father’s voice!”<br> +<br> +She had scarce uttered the word, when the door burst open, and a man +entered in the garb of an officer. When he discovered his daughter +and Harley, he started back a few paces; his look assumed a furious +wildness! he laid his hand on his sword. The two objects of his +wrath did not utter a syllable.<br> +<br> +“Villain,” he cried, “thou seest a father who had +once a daughter’s honour to preserve; blasted as it now is, behold +him ready to avenge its loss!”<br> +<br> +Harley had by this time some power of utterance. “Sir,” +said he, “if you will be a moment calm - ”<br> +<br> +“Infamous coward!” interrupted the other, “dost thou +preach calmness to wrongs like mine!”<br> +<br> +He drew his sword.<br> +<br> +“Sir,” said Harley, “let me tell you” - the +blood ran quicker to his cheek, his pulse beat one, no more, and regained +the temperament of humanity - “you are deceived, sir,” said +he, “you are much deceived; but I forgive suspicions which your +misfortunes have justified: I would not wrong you, upon my soul I would +not, for the dearest gratification of a thousand worlds; my heart bleeds +for you!”<br> +<br> +His daughter was now prostrate at his feet.<br> +<br> +“Strike,” said she, “strike here a wretch, whose misery +cannot end but with that death she deserves.”<br> +<br> +Her hair had fallen on her shoulders! her look had the horrid calmness +of out-breathed despair! Her father would have spoken; his lip +quivered, his cheek grew pale, his eyes lost the lightning of their +fury! there was a reproach in them, but with a mingling of pity. +He turned them up to heaven, then on his daughter. He laid his +left hand on his heart, the sword dropped from his right, he burst into +tears.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXIX - THE DISTRESSES OF A FATHER<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +Harley kneeled also at the side of the unfortunate daughter.<br> +<br> +“Allow me, sir,” said he, “to entreat your pardon +for one whose offences have been already so signally punished. +I know, I feel, that those tears, wrung from the heart of a father, +are more dreadful to her than all the punishments your sword could have +inflicted: accept the contrition of a child whom heaven has restored +to you.”<br> +<br> +“Is she not lost,” answered he, “irrecoverably lost? +Damnation! a common prostitute to the meanest ruffian!”<br> +<br> +“Calmly, my dear sir,” said Harley, “did you know +by what complicated misfortunes she had fallen to that miserable state +in which you now behold her, I should have no need of words to excite +your compassion. Think, sir, of what once she was. Would +you abandon her to the insults of an unfeeling world, deny her opportunity +of penitence, and cut off the little comfort that still remains for +your afflictions and her own!”<br> +<br> +“Speak,” said he, addressing himself to his daughter; “speak; +I will hear thee.”<br> +<br> +The desperation that supported her was lost; she fell to the ground, +and bathed his feet with her tears.<br> +<br> +Harley undertook her cause: he related the treacheries to which she +had fallen a sacrifice, and again solicited the forgiveness of her father. +He looked on her for some time in silence; the pride of a soldier’s +honour checked for a while the yearnings of his heart; but nature at +last prevailed, he fell on her neck and mingled his tears with hers.<br> +<br> +Harley, who discovered from the dress of the stranger that he was just +arrived from a journey, begged that they would both remove to his lodgings, +till he could procure others for them. Atkins looked at him with +some marks of surprise. His daughter now first recovered the power +of speech.<br> +<br> +“Wretch as I am,” said she, “yet there is some gratitude +due to the preserver of your child. See him now before you. +To him I owe my life, or at least the comfort of imploring your forgiveness +before I die.”<br> +<br> +“Pardon me, young gentleman,” said Atkins, “I fear +my passion wronged you.”<br> +<br> +“Never, never, sir,” said Harley “if it had, your +reconciliation to your daughter were an atonement a thousand fold.” +He then repeated his request that he might be allowed to conduct them +to his lodgings, to which Mr. Atkins at last consented. He took +his daughter’s arm.<br> +<br> +“Come, my Emily,” said he, “we can never, never recover +that happiness we have lost! but time may teach us to remember our misfortunes +with patience.”<br> +<br> +When they arrived at the house where Harley lodged, he was informed +that the first floor was then vacant, and that the gentleman and his +daughter might be accommodated there. While he was upon his enquiry, +Miss Atkins informed her father more particularly what she owed to his +benevolence. When he turned into the room where they were Atkins +ran and embraced him; - begged him again to forgive the offence he had +given him, and made the warmest protestations of gratitude for his favours. +We would attempt to describe the joy which Harley felt on this occasion, +did it not occur to us that one half of the world could not understand +it though we did, and the other half will, by this time, have understood +it without any description at all.<br> +<br> +Miss Atkins now retired to her chamber, to take some rest from the violence +of the emotions she had suffered. When she was gone, her father, +addressing himself to Harley, said, “You have a right, sir, to +be informed of the present situation of one who owes so much to your +compassion for his misfortunes. My daughter I find has informed +you what that was at the fatal juncture when they began. Her distresses +you have heard, you have pitied as they deserved; with mine, perhaps, +I cannot so easily make you acquainted. You have a feeling heart, +Mr. Harley; I bless it that it has saved my child; but you never were +a father, a father torn by that most dreadful of calamities, the dishonour +of a child he doated on! You have been already informed of some +of the circumstances of her elopement: I was then from home, called +by the death of a relation, who, though he would never advance me a +shilling on the utmost exigency in his life-time, left me all the gleanings +of his frugality at his death. I would not write this intelligence +to my daughter, because I intended to be the bearer myself; and as soon +as my business would allow me, I set out on my return, winged with all +the haste of paternal affection. I fondly built those schemes +of future happiness, which present prosperity is ever busy to suggest: +my Emily was concerned in them all. As I approached our little +dwelling my heart throbbed with the anticipation of joy and welcome. +I imagined the cheering fire, the blissful contentment of a frugal meal, +made luxurious by a daughter’s smile, I painted to myself her +surprise at the tidings of our new-acquired riches, our fond disputes +about the disposal of them.<br> +<br> +“The road was shortened by the dreams of happiness I enjoyed, +and it began to be dark as I reached the house: I alighted from my horse, +and walked softly upstairs to the room we commonly sat in. I was +somewhat disappointed at not finding my daughter there. I rung +the bell; her maid appeared, and shewed no small signs of wonder at +the summons. She blessed herself as she entered the room: I smiled +at her surprise. ‘Where is Miss Emily, sir?’ said +she.<br> +<br> +“‘Emily!’<br> +<br> +“‘Yes, sir; she has been gone hence some days, upon receipt +of those letters you sent her.’<br> +<br> +“‘Letters!’ said I.<br> +<br> +“‘Yes, sir, so she told me, and went off in all haste that +very night.’<br> +<br> +“I stood aghast as she spoke, but was able so far to recollect +myself, as to put on the affectation of calmness, and telling her there +was certainly some mistake in the affair, desired her to leave me.<br> +<br> +“When she was gone, I threw myself into a chair, in that state +of uncertainty which is, of all others, the most dreadful. The +gay visions with which I had delighted myself, vanished in an instant. +I was tortured with tracing back the same circle of doubt and disappointment. +My head grew dizzy as I thought. I called the servant again, and +asked her a hundred questions, to no purpose; there was not room even +for conjecture.<br> +<br> +“Something at last arose in my mind, which we call Hope, without +knowing what it is. I wished myself deluded by it; but it could +not prevail over my returning fears. I rose and walked through +the room. My Emily’s spinnet stood at the end of it, open, +with a book of music folded down at some of my favourite lessons. +I touched the keys; there was a vibration in the sound that froze my +blood; I looked around, and methought the family pictures on the walls +gazed on me with compassion in their faces. I sat down again with +an attempt at more composure; I started at every creaking of the door, +and my ears rung with imaginary noises!<br> +<br> +“I had not remained long in this situation, when the arrival of +a friend, who had accidentally heard of my return, put an end to my +doubts, by the recital of my daughter’s dishonour. He told +me he had his information from a young gentleman, to whom Winbrooke +had boasted of having seduced her.<br> +<br> +“I started from my seat, with broken curses on my lips, and without +knowing whither I should pursue them, ordered my servant to load my +pistols and saddle my horses. My friend, however, with great difficulty, +persuaded me to compose myself for that night, promising to accompany +me on the morrow, to Sir George Winbrooke’s in quest of his son.<br> +<br> +“The morrow came, after a night spent in a state little distant +from madness. We went as early as decency would allow to Sir George’s. +He received me with politeness, and indeed compassion, protested his +abhorrence of his son’s conduct, and told me that he had set out +some days before for London, on which place he had procured a draft +for a large sum, on pretence of finishing his travels, but that he had +not heard from him since his departure.<br> +<br> +“I did not wait for any more, either of information or comfort, +but, against the united remonstrances of Sir George and my friend, set +out instantly for London, with a frantic uncertainty of purpose; but +there, all manner of search was in vain. I could trace neither +of them any farther than the inn where they first put up on their arrival; +and after some days fruitless inquiry, returned home destitute of every +little hope that had hitherto supported me. The journeys I had +made, the restless nights I had spent, above all, the perturbation of +my mind, had the effect which naturally might be expected - a very dangerous +fever was the consequence. From this, however, contrary to the +expectation of my physicians, I recovered. It was now that I first +felt something like calmness of mind: probably from being reduced to +a state which could not produce the exertions of anguish or despair. +A stupid melancholy settled on my soul; I could endure to live with +an apathy of life; at times I forgot my resentment, and wept at the +remembrance of my child.<br> +<br> +“Such has been the tenor of my days since that fatal moment when +these misfortunes began, till yesterday, that I received a letter from +a friend in town, acquainting me of her present situation. Could +such tales as mine, Mr. Harley, be sometimes suggested to the daughters +of levity, did they but know with what anxiety the heart of a parent +flutters round the child he loves, they would be less apt to construe +into harshness that delicate concern for their conduct, which they often +complain of as laying restraint upon things, to the young, the gay, +and the thoughtless, seemingly harmless and indifferent. Alas! +I fondly imagined that I needed not even these common cautions! my Emily +was the joy of my age, and the pride of my soul! Those things +are now no more, they are lost for ever! Her death I could have +born, but the death of her honour has added obloquy and shame to that +sorrow which bends my grey hairs to the dust!”<br> +<br> +As he spoke these last words, his voice trembled in his throat; it was +now lost in his tears. He sat with his face half turned from Harley, +as if he would have hid the sorrow which he felt. Harley was in +the same attitude himself; he durst not meet his eye with a tear, but +gathering his stifled breath, “Let me entreat you, sir,” +said he, “to hope better things. The world is ever tyrannical; +it warps our sorrows to edge them with keener affliction. Let +us not be slaves to the names it affixes to motive or to action. +I know an ingenuous mind cannot help feeling when they sting. +But there are considerations by which it may be overcome. Its +fantastic ideas vanish as they rise; they teach us to look beyond it.”<br> +<br> +* * * * *<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +A FRAGMENT. SHOWING HIS SUCCESS WITH THE BARONET<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +* * The card he received was in the politest style in which disappointment +could be communicated. The baronet “was under a necessity +of giving up his application for Mr. Harley, as he was informed that +the lease was engaged for a gentleman who had long served His Majesty +in another capacity, and whose merit had entitled him to the first lucrative +thing that should be vacant.” Even Harley could not murmur +at such a disposal. “Perhaps,” said he to himself, +“some war-worn officer, who, like poor Atkins, had been neglected +from reasons which merited the highest advancement; whose honour could +not stoop to solicit the preferment he deserved; perhaps, with a family, +taught the principles of delicacy, without the means of supporting it; +a wife and children - gracious heaven! whom my wishes would have deprived +of bread - ”<br> +<br> +He was interrupted in his reverie by some one tapping him on the shoulder, +and, on turning round, he discovered it to be the very man who had explained +to him the condition of his gay companion at Hyde Park Corner. +“I am glad to see you, sir,” said he; “I believe we +are fellows in disappointment.” Harley started, and said +that he was at a loss to understand him. “Pooh! you need +not be so shy,” answered the other; “every one for himself +is but fair, and I had much rather you had got it than the rascally +gauger.” Harley still protested his ignorance of what he +meant. “Why, the lease of Bancroft Manor; had not you been +applying for it?” “I confess I was,” replied +Harley; “but I cannot conceive how you should be interested in +the matter.” “Why, I was making interest for it myself,” +said he, “and I think I had some title. I voted for this +same baronet at the last election, and made some of my friends do so +too; though I would not have you imagine that I sold my vote. +No, I scorn it, let me tell you I scorn it; but I thought as how this +man was staunch and true, and I find he’s but a double-faced fellow +after all, and speechifies in the House for any side he hopes to make +most by. Oh, how many fine speeches and squeezings by the hand +we had of him on the canvas! ‘And if ever I shall be so +happy as to have an opportunity of serving you.’ A murrain +on the smooth-tongued knave, and after all to get it for this pimp of +a gauger.” “The gauger! there must be some mistake,” +said Harley. “He writes me, that it was engaged for one +whose long services - ” “Services!” interrupted +the other; “you shall hear. Services! Yes, his sister +arrived in town a few days ago, and is now sempstress to the baronet. +A plague on all rogues, says honest Sam Wrightson. I shall but +just drink damnation to them to-night, in a crown’s worth of Ashley’s, +and leave London to-morrow by sun-rise.” “I shall +leave it too,” said Harley; and so he accordingly did.<br> +<br> +In passing through Piccadilly, he had observed, on the window of an +inn, a notification of the departure of a stage-coach for a place in +his road homewards; in the way back to his lodgings, he took a seat +in it for his return.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXXIII - HE LEAVES LONDON - CHARACTERS IN A STAGE-COACH<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +The company in the stage-coach consisted of a grocer and his wife, who +were going to pay a visit to some of their country friends; a young +officer, who took this way of marching to quarters; a middle-aged gentlewoman, +who had been hired as housekeeper to some family in the country; and +an elderly, well-looking man, with a remarkable old-fashioned periwig.<br> +<br> +Harley, upon entering, discovered but one vacant seat, next the grocer’s +wife, which, from his natural shyness of temper, he made no scruple +to occupy, however aware that riding backwards always disagreed with +him.<br> +<br> +Though his inclination to physiognomy had met with some rubs in the +metropolis, he had not yet lost his attachment to that science. +He set himself, therefore, to examine, as usual, the countenances of +his companions. Here, indeed, he was not long in doubt as to the +preference; for besides that the elderly gentleman, who sat opposite +to him, had features by nature more expressive of good dispositions, +there was something in that periwig we mentioned, peculiarly attractive +of Harley’s regard.<br> +<br> +He had not been long employed in these speculations, when he found himself +attacked with that faintish sickness, which was the natural consequence +of his situation in the coach. The paleness of his countenance +was first observed by the housekeeper, who immediately made offer of +her smelling bottle, which Harley, however, declined, telling at the +same time the cause of his uneasiness. The gentleman, on the opposite +side of the coach, now first turned his eye from the side direction +in which it had been fixed, and begged Harley to exchange places with +him, expressing his regret that he had not made the proposal before. +Harley thanked him, and, upon being assured that both seats were alike +to him, was about to accept of his offer, when the young gentleman of +the sword, putting on an arch look, laid hold of the other’s arm. +“So, my old boy,” said he, “I find you have still +some youthful blood about you, but, with your leave, I will do myself +the honour of sitting by this lady;” and took his place accordingly. +The grocer stared him as full in the face as his own short neck would +allow, and his wife, who was a little, round-faced woman, with a great +deal of colour in her cheeks, drew up at the compliment that was paid +her, looking first at the officer, and then at the housekeeper.<br> +<br> +This incident was productive of some discourse; for before, though there +was sometimes a cough or a hem from the grocer, and the officer now +and then humm’d a few notes of a song, there had not a single +word passed the lips of any of the company.<br> +<br> +Mrs. Grocer observed, how ill-convenient it was for people, who could +not be drove backwards, to travel in a stage. This brought on +a dissertation on stage-coaches in general, and the pleasure of keeping +a chay of one’s own; which led to another, on the great riches +of Mr. Deputy Bearskin, who, according to her, had once been of that +industrious order of youths who sweep the crossings of the streets for +the conveniency of passengers, but, by various fortunate accidents, +had now acquired an immense fortune, and kept his coach and a dozen +livery servants. All this afforded ample fund for conversation, +if conversation it might be called, that was carried on solely by the +before-mentioned lady, nobody offering to interrupt her, except that +the officer sometimes signified his approbation by a variety of oaths, +a sort of phraseology in which he seemed extremely versant. She +appealed indeed, frequently, to her husband for the authenticity of +certain facts, of which the good man as often protested his total ignorance; +but as he was always called fool, or something very like it, for his +pains, he at last contrived to support the credit of his wife without +prejudice to his conscience, and signified his assent by a noise not +unlike the grunting of that animal which in shape and fatness he somewhat +resembled.<br> +<br> +The housekeeper, and the old gentleman who sat next to Harley, were +now observed to be fast asleep, at which the lady, who had been at such +pains to entertain them, muttered some words of displeasure, and, upon +the officer’s whispering to smoke the old put, both she and her +husband purs’d up their mouths into a contemptuous smile. +Harley looked sternly on the grocer. “You are come, sir,” +said he, “to those years when you might have learned some reverence +for age. As for this young man, who has so lately escaped from +the nursery, he may be allowed to divert himself.” “Dam’me, +sir!” said the officer, “do you call me young?” striking +up the front of his hat, and stretching forward on his seat, till his +face almost touched Harley’s. It is probable, however, that +he discovered something there which tended to pacify him, for, on the +ladies entreating them not to quarrel, he very soon resumed his posture +and calmness together, and was rather less profuse of his oaths during +the rest of the journey.<br> +<br> +It is possible the old gentleman had waked time enough to hear the last +part of this discourse; at least (whether from that cause, or that he +too was a physiognomist) he wore a look remarkably complacent to Harley, +who, on his part, shewed a particular observance of him. Indeed, +they had soon a better opportunity of making their acquaintance, as +the coach arrived that night at the town where the officer’s regiment +lay, and the places of destination of their other fellow-travellers, +it seems, were at no great distance, for, next morning, the old gentleman +and Harley were the only passengers remaining.<br> +<br> +When they left the inn in the morning, Harley, pulling out a little +pocket-book, began to examine the contents, and make some corrections +with a pencil. “This,” said he, turning to his companion, +“is an amusement with which I sometimes pass idle hours at an +inn. These are quotations from those humble poets, who trust their +fame to the brittle tenure of windows and drinking-glasses.” +“From our inn,” returned the gentleman, “a stranger +might imagine that we were a nation of poets; machines, at least, containing +poetry, which the motion of a journey emptied of their contents. +Is it from the vanity of being thought geniuses, or a mere mechanical +imitation of the custom of others, that we are tempted to scrawl rhyme +upon such places?”<br> +<br> +“Whether vanity is the cause of our becoming rhymesters or not,” +answered Harley, “it is a pretty certain effect of it. An +old man of my acquaintance, who deals in apothegms, used to say that +he had known few men without envy, few wits without ill-nature, and +no poet without vanity; and I believe his remark is a pretty just one. +Vanity has been immemorially the charter of poets. In this, the +ancients were more honest than we are. The old poets frequently +make boastful predictions of the immortality their works shall acquire +them; ours, in their dedications and prefatory discourses, employ much +eloquence to praise their patrons, and much seeming modesty to condemn +themselves, or at least to apologise for their productions to the world. +But this, in my opinion, is the more assuming manner of the two; for +of all the garbs I ever saw Pride put on, that of her humility is to +me the most disgusting.”<br> +<br> +“It is natural enough for a poet to be vain,” said the stranger. +“The little worlds which he raises, the inspiration which he claims, +may easily be productive of self-importance; though that inspiration +is fabulous, it brings on egotism, which is always the parent of vanity.”<br> +<br> +“It may be supposed,” answered Harley, “that inspiration +of old was an article of religious faith; in modern times it may be +translated a propensity to compose; and I believe it is not always most +readily found where the poets have fixed its residence, amidst groves +and plains, and the scenes of pastoral retirement. The mind may +be there unbent from the cares of the world, but it will frequently, +at the same time, be unnerved from any great exertion. It will +feel imperfect, and wander without effort over the regions of reflection.”<br> +<br> +“There is at least,” said the stranger, “one advantage +in the poetical inclination, that it is an incentive to philanthropy. +There is a certain poetic ground, on which a man cannot tread without +feelings that enlarge the heart: the causes of human depravity vanish +before the romantic enthusiasm he professes, and many who are not able +to reach the Parnassian heights, may yet approach so near as to be bettered +by the air of the climate.”<br> +<br> +“I have always thought so,” replied Harley; “but this +is an argument with the prudent against it: they urge the danger of +unfitness for the world.”<br> +<br> +“I allow it,” returned the other; “but I believe it +is not always rightfully imputed to the bent for poetry: that is only +one effect of the common cause. - Jack, says his father, is indeed no +scholar; nor could all the drubbings from his master ever bring him +one step forward in his accidence or syntax: but I intend him for a +merchant. - Allow the same indulgence to Tom. - Tom reads Virgil and +Horace when he should be casting accounts; and but t’other day +he pawned his great-coat for an edition of Shakespeare. - But Tom would +have been as he is, though Virgil and Horace had never been born, though +Shakespeare had died a link-boy; for his nurse will tell you, that when +he was a child, he broke his rattle, to discover what it was that sounded +within it; and burnt the sticks of his go-cart, because he liked to +see the sparkling of timber in the fire. - ’Tis a sad case; but +what is to be done? - Why, Jack shall make a fortune, dine on venison, +and drink claret. - Ay, but Tom - Tom shall dine with his brother, when +his pride will let him; at other times, he shall bless God over a half-pint +of ale and a Welsh-rabbit; and both shall go to heaven as they may. +- That’s a poor prospect for Tom, says the father. - To go to +heaven! I cannot agree with him.”<br> +<br> +“Perhaps,” said Harley, “we now-a-days discourage +the romantic turn a little too much. Our boys are prudent too +soon. Mistake me not, I do not mean to blame them for want of +levity or dissipation; but their pleasures are those of hackneyed vice, +blunted to every finer emotion by the repetition of debauch; and their +desire of pleasure is warped to the desire of wealth, as the means of +procuring it. The immense riches acquired by individuals have +erected a standard of ambition, destructive of private morals, and of +public virtue. The weaknesses of vice are left us; but the most +allowable of our failings we are taught to despise. Love, the +passion most natural to the sensibility of youth, has lost the plaintive +dignity he once possessed, for the unmeaning simper of a dangling coxcomb; +and the only serious concern, that of a dowry, is settled, even amongst +the beardless leaders of the dancing-school. The Frivolous and +the Interested (might a satirist say) are the characteristical features +of the age; they are visible even in the essays of our philosophers. +They laugh at the pedantry of our fathers, who complained of the times +in which they lived; they are at pains to persuade us how much those +were deceived; they pride themselves in defending things as they find +them, and in exploding the barren sounds which had been reared into +motives for action. To this their style is suited; and the manly +tone of reason is exchanged for perpetual efforts at sneer and ridicule. +This I hold to be an alarming crisis in the corruption of a state; when +not only is virtue declined, and vice prevailing, but when the praises +of virtue are forgotten, and the infamy of vice unfelt.”<br> +<br> +They soon after arrived at the next inn upon the route of the stage-coach, +when the stranger told Harley, that his brother’s house, to which +he was returning, lay at no great distance, and he must therefore unwillingly +bid him adieu.<br> +<br> +“I should like,” said Harley, taking his hand, “to +have some word to remember so much seeming worth by: my name is Harley.”<br> +<br> +“I shall remember it,” answered the old gentleman, “in +my prayers; mine is Silton.”<br> +<br> +And Silton indeed it was! Ben Silton himself! Once more, +my honoured friend, farewell! - Born to be happy without the world, +to that peaceful happiness which the world has not to bestow! +Envy never scowled on thy life, nor hatred smiled on thy grave.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXXIV - HE MEETS AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +When the stage-coach arrived at the place of its destination, Harley +began to consider how he should proceed the remaining part of his journey. +He was very civilly accosted by the master of the inn, who offered to +accommodate him either with a post-chaise or horses, to any distance +he had a mind: but as he did things frequently in a way different from +what other people call natural, he refused these offers, and set out +immediately a-foot, having first put a spare shirt in his pocket, and +given directions for the forwarding of his portmanteau. This was +a method of travelling which he was accustomed to take: it saved the +trouble of provision for any animal but himself, and left him at liberty +to chose his quarters, either at an inn, or at the first cottage in +which he saw a face he liked: nay, when he was not peculiarly attracted +by the reasonable creation, he would sometimes consort with a species +of inferior rank, and lay himself down to sleep by the side of a rock, +or on the banks of a rivulet. He did few things without a motive, +but his motives were rather eccentric: and the useful and expedient +were terms which he held to be very indefinite, and which therefore +he did not always apply to the sense in which they are commonly understood.<br> +<br> +The sun was now in his decline, and the evening remarkably serene, when +he entered a hollow part of the road, which winded between the surrounding +banks, and seamed the sward in different lines, as the choice of travellers +had directed them to tread it. It seemed to be little frequented +now, for some of those had partly recovered their former verdure. +The scene was such as induced Harley to stand and enjoy it; when, turning +round, his notice was attracted by an object, which the fixture of his +eye on the spot he walked had before prevented him from observing.<br> +<br> +An old man, who from his dress seemed to have been a soldier, lay fast +asleep on the ground; a knapsack rested on a stone at his right hand, +while his staff and brass-hilted sword were crossed at his left.<br> +<br> +Harley looked on him with the most earnest attention. He was one +of those figures which Salvator would have drawn; nor was the surrounding +scenery unlike the wildness of that painter’s back-grounds. +The banks on each side were covered with fantastic shrub-wood, and at +a little distance, on the top of one of them, stood a finger-post, to +mark the directions of two roads which diverged from the point where +it was placed. A rock, with some dangling wild flowers, jutted +out above where the soldier lay; on which grew the stump of a large +tree, white with age, and a single twisted branch shaded his face as +he slept. His face had the marks of manly comeliness impaired +by time; his forehead was not altogether bald, but its hairs might have +been numbered; while a few white locks behind crossed the brown of his +neck with a contrast the most venerable to a mind like Harley’s. +“Thou art old,” said he to himself; “but age has not +brought thee rest for its infirmities; I fear those silver hairs have +not found shelter from thy country, though that neck has been bronzed +in its service.” The stranger waked. He looked at +Harley with the appearance of some confusion: it was a pain the latter +knew too well to think of causing in another; he turned and went on. +The old man re-adjusted his knapsack, and followed in one of the tracks +on the opposite side of the road.<br> +<br> +When Harley heard the tread of his feet behind him, he could not help +stealing back a glance at his fellow-traveller. He seemed to bend +under the weight of his knapsack; he halted on his walk, and one of +his arms was supported by a sling, and lay motionless across his breast. +He had that steady look of sorrow, which indicates that its owner has +gazed upon his griefs till he has forgotten to lament them; yet not +without those streaks of complacency which a good mind will sometimes +throw into the countenance, through all the incumbent load of its depression.<br> +<br> +He had now advanced nearer to Harley, and, with an uncertain sort of +voice, begged to know what it was o’clock; “I fear,” +said he, “sleep has beguiled me of my time, and I shall hardly +have light enough left to carry me to the end of my journey.”<br> +<br> +“Father!” said Harley (who by this time found the romantic +enthusiasm rising within him) “how far do you mean to go?”<br> +<br> +“But a little way, sir,” returned the other; “and +indeed it is but a little way I can manage now: ’tis just four +miles from the height to the village, thither I am going.”<br> +<br> +“I am going there too,” said Harley; “we may make +the road shorter to each other. You seem to have served your country, +sir, to have served it hardly too; ’tis a character I have the +highest esteem for. - I would not be impertinently inquisitive; but +there is that in your appearance which excites my curiosity to know +something more of you; in the meantime, suffer me to carry that knapsack.”<br> +<br> +The old man gazed on him; a tear stood in his eye! “Young +gentleman,” said he, “you are too good; may Heaven bless +you for an old man’s sake, who has nothing but his blessing to +give! but my knapsack is so familiar to my shoulders, that I should +walk the worse for wanting it; and it would be troublesome to you, who +have not been used to its weight.”<br> +<br> +“Far from it,” answered Harley, “I should tread the +lighter; it would be the most honourable badge I ever wore.”<br> +<br> +“Sir,” said the stranger, who had looked earnestly in Harley’s +face during the last part of his discourse, “is act your name +Harley?”<br> +<br> +“It is,” replied he; “I am ashamed to say I have forgotten +yours.”<br> +<br> +“You may well have forgotten my face,” said the stranger; +- “’tis a long time since you saw it; but possibly you may +remember something of old Edwards.”<br> +<br> +“Edwards!” cried Harley, “oh! heavens!” and +sprung to embrace him; “let me clasp those knees on which I have +sat so often: Edwards! - I shall never forget that fire-side, round +which I have been so happy! But where, where have you been? where +is Jack? where is your daughter? How has it fared with them, when +fortune, I fear, has been so unkind to you?”<br> +<br> +“’Tis a long tale,” replied Edwards; “but I +will try to tell it you as we walk.<br> +<br> +“When you were at school in the neighbourhood, you remember me +at South-hill: that farm had been possessed by my father, grandfather, +and great-grandfather, which last was a younger brother of that very +man’s ancestor, who is now lord of the manor. I thought +I managed it, as they had done, with prudence; I paid my rent regularly +as it became due, and had always as much behind as gave bread to me +and my children. But my last lease was out soon after you left +that part of the country; and the squire, who had lately got a London-attorney +for his steward, would not renew it, because, he said, he did not chuse +to have any farm under £300 a year value on his estate; but offered +to give me the preference on the same terms with another, if I chose +to take the one he had marked out, of which mine was a part.<br> +<br> +“What could I do, Mr. Harley? I feared the undertaking was +too great for me; yet to leave, at my age, the house I had lived in +from my cradle! I could not, Mr. Harley, I could not; there was +not a tree about it that I did not look on as my father, my brother, +or my child: so I even ran the risk, and took the squire’s offer +of the whole. But had soon reason to repent of my bargain; the +steward had taken care that my former farm should be the best land of +the division: I was obliged to hire more servants, and I could not have +my eye over them all; some unfavourable seasons followed one another, +and I found my affairs entangling on my hands. To add to my distress, +a considerable corn-factor turned bankrupt with a sum of mine in his +possession: I failed paying my rent so punctually as I was wont to do, +and the same steward had my stock taken in execution in a few days after. +So, Mr. Harley, there was an end of my prosperity. However, there +was as much produced from the sale of my effects as paid my debts and +saved me from a jail: I thank God I wronged no man, and the world could +never charge me with dishonesty.<br> +<br> +“Had you seen us, Mr. Harley, when we were turned out of South-hill, +I am sure you would have wept at the sight. You remember old Trusty, +my shag house-dog; I shall never forget it while I live; the poor creature +was blind with age, and could scarce crawl after us to the door; he +went however as far as the gooseberry-bush that you may remember stood +on the left side of the yard; he was wont to bask in the sun there; +when he had reached that spot, he stopped; we went on: I called to him; +he wagged his tail, but did not stir: I called again; he lay down: I +whistled, and cried Trusty; he gave a short howl, and died! I +could have lain down and died too; but God gave me strength to live +for my children.”<br> +<br> +The old man now paused a moment to take breath. He eyed Harley’s +face; it was bathed with tears: the story was grown familiar to himself; +he dropped one tear, and no more.<br> +<br> +“Though I was poor,” continued he, “I was not altogether +without credit. A gentleman in the neighbourhood, who had a small +farm unoccupied at the time, offered to let me have it, on giving security +for the rent; which I made shift to procure. It was a piece of +ground which required management to make anything of; but it was nearly +within the compass of my son’s labour and my own. We exerted +all our industry to bring it into some heart. We began to succeed +tolerably and lived contented on its produce, when an unlucky accident +brought us under the displeasure of a neighbouring justice of the peace, +and broke all our family-happiness again.<br> +<br> +“My son was a remarkable good shooter; he-had always kept a pointer +on our former farm, and thought no harm in doing so now; when one day, +having sprung a covey in our own ground, the dog, of his own accord, +followed them into the justice’s. My son laid down his gun, +and went after his dog to bring him back: the game-keeper, who had marked +the birds, came up, and seeing the pointer, shot him just as my son +approached. The creature fell; my son ran up to him: he died with +a complaining sort of cry at his master’s feet. Jack could +bear it no longer; but, flying at the game-keeper, wrenched his gun +out of his hand, and with the butt end of it, felled him to the ground.<br> +<br> +“He had scarce got home, when a constable came with a warrant, +and dragged him to prison; there he lay, for the justices would not +take bail, till he was tried at the quarter-sessions for the assault +and battery. His fine was hard upon us to pay: we contrived however +to live the worse for it, and make up the loss by our frugality: but +the justice was not content with that punishment, and soon after had +an opportunity of punishing us indeed.<br> +<br> +“An officer with press-orders came down to our county, and having +met with the justices, agreed that they should pitch on a certain number, +who could most easily be spared from the county, of whom he would take +care to clear it: my son’s name was in the justices’ list.<br> +<br> +“’Twas on a Christmas eve, and the birth-day too of my son’s +little boy. The night was piercing cold, and it blew a storm, +with showers of hail and snow. We had made up a cheering fire +in an inner room; I sat before it in my wicker-chair; blessing providence, +that had still left a shelter for me and my children. My son’s +two little ones were holding their gambols around us; my heart warmed +at the sight: I brought a bottle of my best ale, and all our misfortunes +were forgotten.<br> +<br> +“It had long been our custom to play a game at blind man’s +buff on that night, and it was not omitted now; so to it we fell, I, +and my son, and his wife, the daughter of a neighbouring farmer, who +happened to be with us at the time, the two children, and an old maid +servant, who had lived with me from a child. The lot fell on my +son to be blindfolded: we had continued some time in our game, when +he groped his way into an outer room in pursuit of some of us, who, +he imagined, had taken shelter there; we kept snug in our places, and +enjoyed his mistake. He had not been long there, when he was suddenly +seized from behind; ‘I shall have you now,’ said he, and +turned about. ‘Shall you so, master?’ answered the +ruffian, who had laid hold of him; ‘we shall make you play at +another sort of game by and by.’” - At these words Harley +started with a convulsive sort of motion, and grasping Edwards’s +sword, drew it half out of the scabbard, with a look of the most frantic +wildness. Edwards gently replaced it in its sheath, and went on +with his relation.<br> +<br> +“On hearing these words in a strange voice, we all rushed out +to discover the cause; the room by this time was almost full of the +gang. My daughter-in-law fainted at the sight; the maid and I +ran to assist her, while my poor son remained motionless, gazing by +turns on his children and their mother. We soon recovered her +to life, and begged her to retire and wait the issue of the affair; +but she flew to her husband, and clung round him in an agony of terror +and grief.<br> +<br> +“In the gang was one of a smoother aspect, whom, by his dress, +we discovered to be a serjeant of foot: he came up to me, and told me, +that my son had his choice of the sea or land service, whispering at +the same time that, if he chose the land, he might get off, on procuring +him another man, and paying a certain sum for his freedom. The +money we could just muster up in the house, by the assistance of the +maid, who produced, in a green bag, all the little savings of her service; +but the man we could not expect to find. My daughter-in-law gazed +upon her children with a look of the wildest despair: ‘My poor +infants!’ said she, ‘your father is forced from you; who +shall now labour for your bread? or must your mother beg for herself +and you?’ I prayed her to be patient; but comfort I had +none to give her. At last, calling the serjeant aside, I asked +him, ‘If I was too old to be accepted in place of my son?’<br> +<br> +“‘Why, I don’t know,’ said he; ‘you are +rather old to be sure, but yet the money may do much.’<br> +<br> +“I put the money in his hand, and coming back to my children, +‘Jack,’ said I, ‘you are free; live to give your wife +and these little ones bread; I will go, my child, in your stead; I have +but little life to lose, and if I staid, I should add one to the wretches +you left behind.’<br> +<br> +“‘No,’ replied my son, ‘I am not that coward +you imagine me; heaven forbid that my father’s grey hairs should +be so exposed, while I sat idle at home; I am young and able to endure +much, and God will take care of you and my family.’<br> +<br> +“‘Jack,’ said I, ‘I will put an end to this +matter, you have never hitherto disobeyed me; I will not be contradicted +in this; stay at home, I charge you, and, for my sake, be kind to my +children.’<br> +<br> +“Our parting, Mr. Harley, I cannot describe to you; it was the +first time we ever had parted: the very press-gang could scarce keep +from tears; but the serjeant, who had seemed the softest before, was +now the least moved of them all. He conducted me to a party of +new-raised recruits, who lay at a village in the neighbourhood; and +we soon after joined the regiment. I had not been long with it +when we were ordered to the East Indies, where I was soon made a serjeant, +and might have picked up some money, if my heart had been as hard as +some others were; but my nature was never of that kind, that could think +of getting rich at the expense of my conscience.<br> +<br> +“Amongst our prisoners was an old Indian, whom some of our officers +supposed to have a treasure hidden somewhere; which is no uncommon practice +in that country. They pressed him to discover it. He declared +he had none, but that would not satisfy them, so they ordered him to +be tied to a stake, and suffer fifty lashes every morning till he should +learn to speak out, as they said. Oh! Mr. Harley, had you seen +him, as I did, with his hands bound behind him, suffering in silence, +while the big drops trickled down his shrivelled cheeks and wet his +grey beard, which some of the inhuman soldiers plucked in scorn! +I could not bear it, I could not for my soul, and one morning, when +the rest of the guard were out of the way, I found means to let him +escape. I was tried by a court-martial for negligence of my post, +and ordered, in compassion of my age, and having got this wound in my +arm and that in my leg in the service, only to suffer three hundred +lashes and be turned out of the regiment; but my sentence was mitigated +as to the lashes, and I had only two hundred. When I had suffered +these I was turned out of the camp, and had betwixt three and four hundred +miles to travel before I could reach a sea-port, without guide to conduct +me, or money to buy me provisions by the way. I set out, however, +resolved to walk as far as I could, and then to lay myself down and +die. But I had scarce gone a mile when I was met by the Indian +whom I had delivered. He pressed me in his arms, and kissed the +marks of the lashes on my back a thousand times; he led me to a little +hut, where some friend of his dwelt, and after I was recovered of my +wounds conducted me so far on my journey himself, and sent another Indian +to guide me through the rest. When we parted he pulled out a purse +with two hundred pieces of gold in it. ‘Take this,’ +said he, ‘my dear preserver, it is all I have been able to procure.’<br> +<br> +“I begged him not to bring himself to poverty for my sake, who +should probably have no need of it long, but he insisted on my accepting +it. He embraced me. ‘You are an Englishman,’ +said he, ‘but the Great Spirit has given you an Indian heart, +may He bear up the weight of your old age, and blunt the arrow that +brings it rest!’<br> +<br> +“We parted, and not long after I made shift to get my passage +to England. ’Tis but about a week since I landed, and I +am going to end my days in the arms of my son. This sum may be +of use to him and his children, ’tis all the value I put upon +it. I thank Heaven I never was covetous of wealth; I never had +much, but was always so happy as to be content with my little.”<br> +<br> +When Edwards had ended his relation, Harley stood a while looking at +him in silence; at last he pressed him in his arms, and when he had +given vent to the fulness of his heart by a shower of tears, “Edwards,” +said he, “let me hold thee to my bosom, let me imprint the virtue +of thy sufferings on my soul. Come, my honoured veteran let me +endeavour to soften the last days of a life, worn out in the service +of humanity; call me also thy son, and let me cherish thee as a father.”’<br> +<br> +Edwards, from whom the recollection of his own suffering had scarced +forced a tear, now blubbered like a boy; he could not speak his gratitude, +but by some short exclamations of blessings upon Harley.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXXV - HE MISSES AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE. - AN ADVENTURE CONSEQUENT +UPON IT<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +When they had arrived within a little way of the village they journeyed +to, Harley stopped short, and looked steadfastly on the mouldering walls +of a ruined house that stood on the road side. “Oh, heavens!” +he cried, “what do I see: silent, unroofed, and desolate! +Are all thy gay tenants gone? do I hear their hum no more Edwards, look +there, look there? the scene of my infant joys, my earliest friendships, +laid waste and ruinous! That was the very school where I was boarded +when you were at South-hill; ’tis but a twelve-month since I saw +it standing, and its benches filled with cherubs: that opposite side +of the road was the green on which they sported; see it now ploughed +up! I would have given fifty times its value to have saved it +from the sacrilege of that plough.”<br> +<br> +“Dear sir,” replied Edwards, “perhaps they have left +it from choice, and may have got another spot as good.”<br> +<br> +“They cannot,” said Harley, “they cannot; I shall +never see the sward covered with its daisies, nor pressed by the dance +of the dear innocents: I shall never see that stump decked with the +garlands which their little hands had gathered. These two long +stones, which now lie at the foot of it, were once the supports of a +hut I myself assisted to rear: I have sat on the sods within it, when +we had spread our banquet of apples before us, and been more blessed +- Oh! Edwards, infinitely more blessed, than ever I shall be again.”<br> +<br> +Just then a woman passed them on the road, and discovered some signs +of wonder at the attitude of Harley, who stood, with his hands folded +together, looking with a moistened eye on the fallen pillars of the +hut. He was too much entranced in thought to observe her at all, +but Edwards, civilly accosting her, desired to know if that had not +been the school-house, and how it came into the condition in which they +now saw it.<br> +<br> +“Alack a day!” said she, “it was the school-house +indeed; but to be sure, sir, the squire has pulled it down because it +stood in the way of his prospects.”<br> +<br> +“What! how! prospects! pulled down!” cried Harley.<br> +<br> +“Yes, to be sure, sir; and the green, where the children used +to play, he has ploughed up, because, he said, they hurt his fence on +the other side of it.”<br> +<br> +“Curses on his narrow heart,” cried Harley, “that +could violate a right so sacred! Heaven blast the wretch!<br> +<br> +<br> +“And from his derogate body never spring<br> +A babe to honour him!” -<br> +<br> +<br> +But I need not, Edwards, I need not” (recovering himself a little), +“he is cursed enough already: to him the noblest source of happiness +is denied, and the cares of his sordid soul shall gnaw it, while thou +sittest over a brown crust, smiling on those mangled limbs that have +saved thy son and his children!”<br> +<br> +“If you want anything with the school-mistress, sir,” said +the woman, “I can show you the way to her house.”<br> +<br> +He followed her without knowing whither he went.<br> +<br> +They stopped at the door of a snug habitation, where sat an elderly +woman with a boy and a girl before her, each of whom held a supper of +bread and milk in their hands.<br> +<br> +“There, sir, is the school-mistress.”<br> +<br> +“Madam,” said Harley, “was not an old venerable man +school-master here some time ago?”<br> +<br> +“Yes, sir, he was, poor man; the loss of his former school-house, +I believe, broke his heart, for he died soon after it was taken down, +and as another has not yet been found, I have that charge in the meantime.”<br> +<br> +“And this boy and girl, I presume, are your pupils?”<br> +<br> +“Ay, sir; they are poor orphans, put under my care by the parish, +and more promising children I never saw.”<br> +<br> +“Orphans?” said Harley.<br> +<br> +“Yes, sir, of honest creditable parents as any in the parish, +and it is a shame for some folks to forget their relations at a time +when they have most need to remember them.”<br> +<br> +“Madam,” said Harley, “let us never forget that we +are all relations.”<br> +<br> +He kissed the children.<br> +<br> +“Their father, sir,” continued she, “was a farmer +here in the neighbourhood, and a sober industrious man he was; but nobody +can help misfortunes: what with bad crops, and bad debts, which are +worse, his affairs went to wreck, and both he and his wife died of broken +hearts. And a sweet couple they were, sir; there was not a properer +man to look on in the county than John Edwards, and so indeed were all +the Edwardses.”<br> +<br> +“What Edwardses?” cried the old soldier hastily.<br> +<br> +“The Edwardses of South-hill, and a worthy family they were.”<br> +<br> +“South-hill!” said he, in a languid voice, and fell back +into the arms of the astonished Harley. The school-mistress ran +for some water - and a smelling-bottle, with the assistance of which +they soon recovered the unfortunate Edwards. He stared wildly +for some time, then folding his orphan grandchildren in his arms,<br> +<br> +“Oh! my children, my children,” he cried, “have I +found you thus? My poor Jack, art thou gone? I thought thou +shouldst have carried thy father’s grey hairs to the grave! and +these little ones” - his tears choked his utterance, and he fell +again on the necks of the children.<br> +<br> +“My dear old man,” said Harley, “Providence has sent +you to relieve them; it will bless me if I can be the means of assisting +you.”<br> +<br> +“Yes, indeed, sir,” answered the boy; “father, when +he was a-dying, bade God bless us, and prayed that if grandfather lived +he might send him to support us.”<br> +<br> +“Where did they lay my boy?” said Edwards.<br> +<br> +“In the Old Churchyard,” replied the woman, “hard +by his mother.”<br> +<br> +“I will show it you,” answered the boy, “for I have +wept over it many a time when first I came amongst strange folks.”<br> +<br> +He took the old man’s hand, Harley laid hold of his sister’s, +and they walked in silence to the churchyard.<br> +<br> +There was an old stone, with the corner broken off, and some letters, +half-covered with moss, to denote the names of the dead: there was a +cyphered R. E. plainer than the rest; it was the tomb they sought.<br> +<br> +“Here it is, grandfather,” said the boy.<br> +<br> +Edwards gazed upon it without uttering a word: the girl, who had only +sighed before, now wept outright; her brother sobbed, but he stifled +his sobbing.<br> +<br> +“I have told sister,” said he, “that she should not +take it so to heart; she can knit already, and I shall soon be able +to dig, we shall not starve, sister, indeed we shall not, nor shall +grandfather neither.”<br> +<br> +The girl cried afresh; Harley kissed off her tears as they flowed, and +wept between every kiss.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XXXVI - HE RETURNS HOME. - A DESCRIPTION OF HIS RETINUE<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +It was with some difficulty that Harley prevailed on the old man to +leave the spot where the remains of his son were laid. At last, +with the assistance of the school-mistress, he prevailed; and she accommodated +Edwards and him with beds in her house, there being nothing like an +inn nearer than the distance of some miles.<br> +<br> +In the morning Harley persuaded Edwards to come with the children to +his house, which was distant but a short day’s journey. +The boy walked in his grandfather’s hand; and the name of Edwards +procured him a neighbouring farmer’s horse, on which a servant +mounted, with the girl on a pillow before him.<br> +<br> +With this train Harley returned to the abode of his fathers: and we +cannot but think, that his enjoyment was as great as if he had arrived +from the tour of Europe with a Swiss valet for his companion, and half +a dozen snuff-boxes, with invisible hinges, in his pocket. But +we take our ideas from sounds which folly has invented; Fashion, Boa +ton, and Vertù, are the names of certain idols, to which we sacrifice +the genuine pleasures of the soul: in this world of semblance, we are +contented with personating happiness; to feel it is an art beyond us.<br> +<br> +It was otherwise with Harley; he ran upstairs to his aunt with the history +of his fellow-travellers glowing on his lips. His aunt was an +economist; but she knew the pleasure of doing charitable things, and +withal was fond of her nephew, and solicitous to oblige him. She +received old Edwards therefore with a look of more complacency than +is perhaps natural to maiden ladies of three-score, and was remarkably +attentive to his grandchildren: she roasted apples with her own hands +for their supper, and made up a little bed beside her own for the girl. +Edwards made some attempts towards an acknowledgment for these favours; +but his young friend stopped them in their beginnings.<br> +<br> +“Whosoever receiveth any of these children,” said his aunt; +for her acquaintance with her Bible was habitual.<br> +<br> +Early next morning Harley stole into the room where Edwards lay: he +expected to have found him a-bed, but in this he was mistaken: the old +man had risen, and was leaning over his sleeping grandson, with the +tears flowing down his cheeks. At first he did not perceive Harley; +when he did, he endeavoured to hide his grief, and crossing his eyes +with his hand expressed his surprise at seeing him so early astir.<br> +<br> +“I was thinking of you,” said Harley, “and your children: +I learned last night that a small farm of mine in the neighbourhood +is now vacant: if you will occupy it I shall gain a good neighbour and +be able in some measure to repay the notice you took of me when a boy, +and as the furniture of the house is mine, it will be so much trouble +saved.”<br> +<br> +Edwards’s tears gushed afresh, and Harley led him to see the place +he intended for him.<br> +<br> +The house upon this farm was indeed little better than a hut; its situation, +however, was pleasant, and Edwards, assisted by the beneficence of Harley, +set about improving its neatness and convenience. He staked out +a piece of the green before for a garden, and Peter, who acted in Harley’s +family as valet, butler, and gardener, had orders to furnish him with +parcels of the different seeds he chose to sow in it. I have seen +his master at work in this little spot with his coat off, and his dibble +in his hand: it was a scene of tranquil virtue to have stopped an angel +on his errands of mercy! Harley had contrived to lead a little +bubbling brook through a green walk in the middle of the ground, upon +which he had erected a mill in miniature for the diversion of Edwards’s +infant grandson, and made shift in its construction to introduce a pliant +bit of wood that answered with its fairy clack to the murmuring of the +rill that turned it. I have seen him stand, listening to these +mingled sounds, with his eye fixed on the boy, and the smile of conscious +satisfaction on his cheek, while the old man, with a look half turned +to Harley and half to heaven, breathed an ejaculation of gratitude and +piety.<br> +<br> +Father of mercies! I also would thank thee that not only hast +thou assigned eternal rewards to virtue, but that, even in this bad +world, the lines of our duty and our happiness are so frequently woven +together.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +A FRAGMENT. - THE MAN OF FEELING TALKS OF WHAT HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND. +- AN INCIDENT<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +* * * * “Edwards,” said he, “I have a proper regard +for the prosperity of my country: every native of it appropriates to +himself some share of the power, or the fame, which, as a nation, it +acquires, but I cannot throw off the man so much as to rejoice at our +conquests in India. You tell me of immense territories subject +to the English: I cannot think of their possessions without being led +to inquire by what right they possess them. They came there as +traders, bartering the commodities they brought for others which their +purchasers could spare; and however great their profits were, they were +then equitable. But what title have the subjects of another kingdom +to establish an empire in India? to give laws to a country where the +inhabitants received them on the terms of friendly commerce? You +say they are happier under our regulations than the tyranny of their +own petty princes. I must doubt it, from the conduct of those +by whom these regulations have been made. They have drained the +treasuries of Nabobs, who must fill them by oppressing the industry +of their subjects. Nor is this to be wondered at, when we consider +the motive upon which those gentlemen do not deny their going to India. +The fame of conquest, barbarous as that motive is, is but a secondary +consideration: there are certain stations in wealth to which the warriors +of the East aspire. It is there, indeed, where the wishes of their +friends assign them eminence, where the question of their country is +pointed at their return. When shall I see a commander return from +India in the pride of honourable poverty? You describe the victories +they have gained; they are sullied by the cause in which they fought: +you enumerate the spoils of those victories; they are covered with the +blood of the vanquished.<br> +<br> +“Could you tell me of some conqueror giving peace and happiness +to the conquered? did he accept the gifts of their princes to use them +for the comfort of those whose fathers, sons, or husbands, fell in battle? +did he use his power to gain security and freedom to the regions of +oppression and slavery? did he endear the British name by examples of +generosity, which the most barbarous or most depraved are rarely able +to resist? did he return with the consciousness of duty discharged to +his country, and humanity to his fellow-creatures? did he return with +no lace on his coat, no slaves in his retinue, no chariot at his door, +and no burgundy at his table? - these were laurels which princes might +envy - which an honest man would not condemn!”<br> +<br> +“Your maxims, Mr. Harley, are certainly right,” said Edwards. +“I am not capable of arguing with you; but I imagine there are +great temptations in a great degree of riches, which it is no easy matter +to resist: those a poor man like me cannot describe, because he never +knew them; and perhaps I have reason to bless God that I never did; +for then, it is likely, I should have withstood them no better than +my neighbours. For you know, sir, that it is not the fashion now, +as it was in former times, that I have read of in books, when your great +generals died so poor, that they did not leave wherewithal to buy them +a coffin; and people thought the better of their memories for it: if +they did so now-a-days, I question if any body, except yourself, and +some few like you, would thank them.”<br> +<br> +“I am sorry,” replied Harley, “that there is so much +truth in what you say; but however the general current of opinion may +point, the feelings are not yet lost that applaud benevolence, and censure +inhumanity. Let us endeavour to strengthen them in ourselves; +and we, who live sequestered from the noise of the multitude, have better +opportunities of listening undisturbed to their voice.”<br> +<br> +They now approached the little dwelling of Edwards. A maid-servant, +whom he had hired to assist him in the care of his grandchildren met +them a little way from the house: “There is a young lady within +with the children,” said she. Edwards expressed his surprise +at the visit: it was however not the less true; and we mean to account +for it.<br> +<br> +This young lady then was no other than Miss Walton. She had heard +the old man’s history from Harley, as we have already related +it. Curiosity, or some other motive, made her desirous to see +his grandchildren; this she had an opportunity of gratifying soon, the +children, in some of their walks, having strolled as far as her father’s +avenue. She put several questions to both; she was delighted with +the simplicity of their answers, and promised, that if they continued +to be good children, and do as their grandfather bid them, she would +soon see them again, and bring some present or other for their reward. +This promise she had performed now: she came attended only by her maid, +and brought with her a complete suit of green for the boy, and a chintz +gown, a cap, and a suit of ribbons, for his sister. She had time +enough, with her maid’s assistance, to equip them in their new +habiliments before Harley and Edwards returned. The boy heard +his grandfather’s voice, and, with that silent joy which his present +finery inspired, ran to the door to meet him: putting one hand in his, +with the other pointed to his sister, “See,” said he, “what +Miss Walton has brought us!” - Edwards gazed on them. Harley +fixed his eyes on Miss Walton; her’s were turned to the ground; +- in Edwards’s was a beamy moisture. - He folded his hands together +- “I cannot speak, young lady,” said he, “to thank +you.” Neither could Harley. There were a thousand +sentiments; but they gushed so impetuously on his heart, that he could +not utter a syllable. * * * *<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER XL - THE MAN OF FEELING JEALOUS<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +The desire of communicating knowledge or intelligence, is an argument +with those who hold that man is naturally a social animal. It +is indeed one of the earliest propensities we discover; but it may be +doubted whether the pleasure (for pleasure there certainly is) arising +from it be not often more selfish than social: for we frequently observe +the tidings of Ill communicated as eagerly as the annunciation of Good. +Is it that we delight in observing the effects of the stronger passions? +for we are all philosophers in this respect; and it is perhaps amongst +the spectators at Tyburn that the most genuine are to be found.<br> +<br> +Was it from this motive that Peter came one morning into his master’s +room with a meaning face of recital? His master indeed did not +at first observe it; for he was sitting with one shoe buckled, delineating +portraits in the fire. “I have brushed those clothes, sir, +as you ordered me.” - Harley nodded his head but Peter observed +that his hat wanted brushing too: his master nodded again. At +last Peter bethought him that the fire needed stirring; and taking up +the poker, demolished the turban’d head of a Saracen, while his +master was seeking out a body for it. “The morning is main +cold, sir,” said Peter. “Is it?” said Harley. +“Yes, sir; I have been as far as Tom Dowson’s to fetch some +barberries he had picked for Mrs. Margery. There was a rare junketting +last night at Thomas’s among Sir Harry Benson’s servants; +he lay at Squire Walton’s, but he would not suffer his servants +to trouble the family: so, to be sure, they were all at Tom’s, +and had a fiddle, and a hot supper in the big room where the justices +meet about the destroying of hares and partridges, and them things; +and Tom’s eyes looked so red and so bleared when I called him +to get the barberries:- And I hear as how Sir Harry is going to be married +to Miss Walton.” - “How! Miss Walton married!” +said Harley. “Why, it mayn’t be true, sir, for all +that; but Tom’s wife told it me, and to be sure the servants told +her, and their master told them, as I guess, sir; but it mayn’t +be true for all that, as I said before.” - “Have done with +your idle information,” said Harley:- “Is my aunt come down +into the parlour to breakfast?” - “Yes, sir.” - “Tell +her I’ll be with her immediately.”<br> +<br> +When Peter was gone, he stood with his eyes fixed on the ground, and +the last words of his intelligence vibrating in his ears. “Miss +Walton married!” he sighed - and walked down stairs, with his +shoe as it was, and the buckle in his hand. His aunt, however, +was pretty well accustomed to those appearances of absence; besides, +that the natural gravity of her temper, which was commonly called into +exertion by the care of her household concerns, was such as not easily +to be discomposed by any circumstance of accidental impropriety. +She too had been informed of the intended match between Sir Harry Benson +and Miss Walton. “I have been thinking,” said she, +“that they are distant relations: for the great-grandfather of +this Sir Harry Benson, who was knight of the shire in the reign of Charles +the First, and one of the cavaliers of those times, was married to a +daughter of the Walton family.” Harley answered drily, that +it might be so; but that he never troubled himself about those matters. +“Indeed,” said she, “you are to blame, nephew, for +not knowing a little more of them: before I was near your age I had +sewed the pedigree of our family in a set of chair-bottoms, that were +made a present of to my grandmother, who was a very notable woman, and +had a proper regard for gentility, I’ll assure you; but now-a-days +it is money, not birth, that makes people respected; the more shame +for the times.”<br> +<br> +Harley was in no very good humour for entering into a discussion of +this question; but he always entertained so much filial respect for +his aunt, as to attend to her discourse.<br> +<br> +“We blame the pride of the rich,” said he, “but are +not we ashamed of our poverty?”<br> +<br> +“Why, one would not choose,” replied his aunt, “to +make a much worse figure than one’s neighbours; but, as I was +saying before, the times (as my friend, Mrs. Dorothy Walton, observes) +are shamefully degenerated in this respect. There was but t’other +day at Mr. Walton’s, that fat fellow’s daughter, the London +merchant, as he calls himself, though I have heard that he was little +better than the keeper of a chandler’s shop. We were leaving +the gentlemen to go to tea. She had a hoop, forsooth, as large +and as stiff - and it showed a pair of bandy legs, as thick as two - +I was nearer the door by an apron’s length, and the pert hussy +brushed by me, as who should say, Make way for your betters, and with +one of her London bobs - but Mrs. Dorothy did not let her pass with +it; for all the time of drinking tea, she spoke of the precedency of +family, and the disparity there is between people who are come of something +and your mushroom gentry who wear their coats of arms in their purses.”<br> +<br> +Her indignation was interrupted by the arrival of her maid with a damask +table-cloth, and a set of napkins, from the loom, which had been spun +by her mistress’s own hand. There was the family crest in +each corner, and in the middle a view of the battle of Worcester, where +one of her ancestors had been a captain in the king’s forces; +and with a sort of poetical licence in perspective, there was seen the +Royal Oak, with more wig than leaves upon it.<br> +<br> +On all this the good lady was very copious, and took up the remaining +intervals of filling tea, to describe its excellencies to Harley; adding, +that she intended this as a present for his wife, when he should get +one. He sighed and looked foolish, and commending the serenity +of the day, walked out into the garden.<br> +<br> +He sat down on a little seat which commanded an extensive prospect round +the house. He leaned on his hand, and scored the ground with his +stick: ‘Miss Walton married!’ said he; but what is that +to me? May she be happy! her virtues deserve it; to me her marriage +is otherwise indifferent: I had romantic dreams? they are fled? - it +is perfectly indifferent.”<br> +<br> +Just at that moment he saw a servant with a knot of ribbons in his hat +go into the house. His cheeks grew flushed at the sight! +He kept his eye fixed for some time on the door by which he had entered, +then starting to his feet, hastily followed him.<br> +<br> +When he approached the door of the kitchen where he supposed the man +had entered, his heart throbbed so violently, that when he would have +called Peter, his voice failed in the attempt. He stood a moment +listening in this breathless state of palpitation: Peter came out by +chance. “Did your honour want any thing?” - “Where +is the servant that came just now from Mr. Walton’s?”<br> +<br> +“From Mr. Walton’s, sir! there is none of his servants here +that I know of.” - “Nor of Sir Harry Benson’s?” +- He did not wait for an answer; but having by this time observed the +hat with its parti-coloured ornament hanging on a peg near the door, +he pressed forwards into the kitchen, and addressing himself to a stranger +whom he saw there, asked him, with no small tremor in his voice, “If +he had any commands for him?” The man looked silly, and +said, “That he had nothing to trouble his honour with.” +- “Are not you a servant of Sir Harry Benson’s?” - +“No, sir.” - “You’ll<i> </i>pardon me, young +man; I judged by the favour in your hat.” - “Sir, I’m +his majesty’s servant, God bless him! and these favours we always +wear when we are recruiting.” - “Recruiting!” his +eyes glistened at the word: he seized the soldier’s hand, and +shaking it violently, ordered Peter to fetch a bottle of his aunt’s +best dram. The bottle was brought: “You shall drink the +king’s health,” said Harley, “in a bumper.” +- “The king and your honour.” - “Nay, you shall drink +the king’s health by itself; you may drink mine in another.” +Peter looked in his master’s face, and filled with some little +reluctance. “Now to your mistress,” said Harley; “every +soldier has a mistress.” The man excused himself - “To +your mistress! you cannot refuse it.” ’Twas Mrs. Margery’s +best dram! Peter stood with the bottle a little inclined, but +not so as to discharge a drop of its contents: “Fill it, Peter,” +said his master, “fill it to the brim.” Peter filled +it; and the soldier having named Suky Simpson, dispatched it in a twinkling. +“Thou art an honest fellow,” said Harley, “and I love +thee;” and shaking his hand again, desired Peter to make him his +guest at dinner, and walked up into his room with a pace much quicker +and more springy than usual.<br> +<br> +This agreeable disappointment, however, he was not long suffered to +enjoy. The curate happened that day to dine with him: his visits, +indeed, were more properly to the aunt than the nephew; and many of +the intelligent ladies in the parish, who, like some very great philosophers, +have the happy knack at accounting for everything, gave out that there +was a particular attachment between them, which wanted only to be matured +by some more years of courtship to end in the tenderest connection. +In this conclusion, indeed, supposing the premises to have been true, +they were somewhat justified by the known opinion of the lady, who frequently +declared herself a friend to the ceremonial of former times, when a +lover might have sighed seven years at his mistress’s feet before +he was allowed the liberty of kissing her hand. ’Tis true +Mrs. Margery was now about her grand climacteric; no matter: that is +just the age when we expect to grow younger. But I verily believe +there was nothing in the report; the curate’s connection was only +that of a genealogist; for in that character he was no way inferior +to Mrs. Margery herself. He dealt also in the present times; for +he was a politician and a news-monger.<br> +<br> +He had hardly said grace after dinner, when he told Mrs. Margery that +she might soon expect a pair of white gloves, as Sir Harry Benson, he +was very well informed, was just going to be married to Miss Walton. +Harley spilt the wine he was carrying to his mouth: he had time, however, +to recollect himself before the curate had finished the different particulars +of his intelligence, and summing up all the heroism he was master of, +filled a bumper, and drank to Miss Walton. “With all my +heart,” said the curate, “the bride that is to be.” +Harley would have said bride too; but the word bride stuck in his throat. +His confusion, indeed, was manifest; but the curate began to enter on +some point of descent with Mrs. Margery, and Harley had very soon after +an opportunity of leaving them, while they were deeply engaged in a +question, whether the name of some great man in the time of Henry the +Seventh was Richard or Humphrey.<br> +<br> +He did not see his aunt again till supper; the time between he spent +in walking, like some troubled ghost, round the place where his treasure +lay. He went as far as a little gate, that led into a copse near +Mr. Walton’s house, to which that gentleman had been so obliging +as to let him have a key. He had just begun to open it when he +saw, on a terrace below, Miss Walton walking with a gentleman in a riding-dress, +whom he immediately guessed to be Sir Harry Benson. He stopped +of a sudden; his hand shook so much that he could hardly turn the key; +he opened the gate, however, and advanced a few paces. The lady’s +lap-dog pricked up its ears, and barked; he stopped again -<br> +<br> +<br> +- “The little dogs and all,<br> +Tray, Blanch, and Sweetheart, see they bark at me!”<br> +<br> +<br> +His resolution failed; he slunk back, and, locking the gate as softly +as he could, stood on tiptoe looking over the wall till they were gone. +At that instant a shepherd blew his horn: the romantic melancholy of +the sound quite overcame him! - it was the very note that wanted to +be touched - he sighed! he dropped a tear! - and returned.<br> +<br> +At supper his aunt observed that he was graver than usual; but she did +not suspect the cause: indeed, it may seem odd that she was the only +person in the family who had no suspicion of his attachment to Miss +Walton. It was frequently matter of discourse amongst the servants: +perhaps her maiden coldness - but for those things we need not account.<br> +<br> +In a day or two he was so much master of himself as to be able to rhyme +upon the subject. The following pastoral he left, some time after, +on the handle of a tea-kettle, at a neighbouring house where we were +visiting; and as I filled the tea-pot after him, I happened to put it +in my pocket by a similar act of forgetfulness. It is such as +might be expected from a man who makes verses for amusement. I +am pleased with somewhat of good nature that runs through it, because +I have commonly observed the writers of those complaints to bestow epithets +on their lost mistresses rather too harsh for the mere liberty of choice, +which led them to prefer another to the poet himself: I do not doubt +the vehemence of their passion; but, alas! the sensations of love are +something more than the returns of gratitude.<br> +<br> +<br> +LAVINIA.<br> +A PASTORAL.<br> +<br> +Why steals from my bosom the sigh?<br> + Why fixed is my gaze on the ground?<br> +Come, give me my pipe, and I’ll try<br> + To banish my cares with the sound.<br> +<br> +Erewhile were its notes of accord<br> + With the smile of the flow’r-footed Muse;<br> +Ah! why by its master implored<br> + Shou’d it now the gay carrol refuse?<br> +<br> +’Twas taught by LAVINIA’S sweet smile,<br> + In the mirth-loving chorus to join:<br> +Ah, me! how unweeting the while!<br> + LAVINIA - can never be mine!<br> +<br> +Another, more happy, the maid<br> + By fortune is destin’d to bless -<br> +’Tho’ the hope has forsook that betray’d,<br> + Yet why should I love her the less?<br> +<br> +Her beauties are bright as the morn,<br> + With rapture I counted them o’er;<br> +Such virtues these beauties adorn,<br> + I knew her, and prais’d them no more.<br> +<br> +I term’d her no goddess of love,<br> + I call’d not her beauty divine:<br> +These far other passions may prove,<br> + But they could not be figures of mine.<br> +<br> +It ne’er was apparel’d with art,<br> + On words it could never rely;<br> +It reign’d in the throb of my heart,<br> + It gleam’d in the glance of my eye.<br> +<br> +Oh fool! in the circle to shine<br> + That Fashion’s gay daughters approve,<br> +You must speak as the fashions incline;<br> + Alas! are there fashions in love?<br> +<br> +Yet sure they are simple who prize<br> + The tongue that is smooth to deceive;<br> +Yet sure she had sense to despise,<br> + The tinsel that folly may weave.<br> +<br> +When I talk’d, I have seen her recline,<br> + With an aspect so pensively sweet, -<br> +Tho’ I spoke what the shepherds opine,<br> + A fop were ashamed to repeat.<br> +<br> +She is soft as the dew-drops that fall<br> + From the lip of the sweet-scented pea;<br> +Perhaps when she smil’d upon all,<br> + I have thought that she smil’d upon me.<br> +<br> +But why of her charms should I tell?<br> + Ah me! whom her charms have undone<br> +Yet I love the reflection too well,<br> + The painful reflection to shun.<br> +<br> +Ye souls of more delicate kind,<br> + Who feast not on pleasure alone,<br> +Who wear the soft sense of the mind,<br> + To the sons of the world still unknown.<br> +<br> +Ye know, tho’ I cannot express,<br> + Why I foolishly doat on my pain;<br> +Nor will ye believe it the less,<br> + That I have not the skill to complain.<br> +<br> +I lean on my hand with a sigh,<br> + My friends the soft sadness condemn;<br> +Yet, methinks, tho’ I cannot tell why,<br> + I should hate to be merry like them.<br> +<br> +When I walk’d in the pride of the dawn,<br> + Methought all the region look’d bright:<br> +Has sweetness forsaken the lawn?<br> + For, methinks, I grow sad at the sight.<br> +<br> +When I stood by the stream, I have thought<br> + There was mirth in the gurgling soft sound;<br> +But now ’tis a sorrowful note,<br> + And the banks are all gloomy around!<br> +<br> +I have laugh’d at the jest of a friend;<br> + Now they laugh, and I know not the cause,<br> +Tho’ I seem with my looks to attend,<br> + How silly! I ask what it was.<br> +<br> +They sing the sweet song of the May,<br> + They sing it with mirth and with glee;<br> +Sure I once thought the sonnet was gay,<br> + But now ’tis all sadness to me.<br> +<br> +Oh! give me the dubious light<br> + That gleams thro’ the quivering shade;<br> +Oh! give me the horrors of night,<br> + By gloom and by silence array’d!<br> +<br> +Let me walk where the soft-rising wave,<br> + Has pictur’d the moon on its breast;<br> +Let me walk where the new cover’d grave<br> + Allows the pale lover to rest!<br> +<br> +When shall I in its peaceable womb,<br> + Be laid with my sorrows asleep?<br> +Should LAVINIA but chance on my tomb -<br> + I could die if I thought she would weep.<br> +<br> +Perhaps, if the souls of the just<br> + Revisit these mansions of care,<br> +It may be my favourite trust<br> + To watch o’er the fate of the fair.<br> +<br> +Perhaps the soft thought of her breast,<br> + With rapture more favour’d to warm;<br> +Perhaps, if with sorrow oppress’d,<br> + Her sorrow with patience to arm.<br> +<br> +Then, then, in the tenderest part<br> + May I whisper, “Poor COLIN was true,”<br> +And mark if a heave of her heart<br> + The thought of her COLIN pursue.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +THE PUPIL - A FRAGMENT<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +* * * “But as to the higher part of education, Mr. Harley, the +culture of the mind - let the feelings be awakened, let the heart be +brought forth to its object, placed in the light in which nature would +have it stand, and its decisions will ever be just. The world<br> +<br> +<br> +Will smile, and smile, and be a villain;<br> +<br> +<br> +and the youth, who does not suspect its deceit, will be content to smile +with it. Men will put on the most forbidding aspect in nature, +and tell him of the beauty of virtue.<br> +<br> +“I have not, under these grey hairs, forgotten that I was once +a young man, warm in the pursuit of pleasure, but meaning to be honest +as well as happy. I had ideas of virtue, of honour, of benevolence, +which I had never been at the pains to define; but I felt my bosom heave +at the thoughts of them, and I made the most delightful soliloquies. +It is impossible, said I, that there can be half so many rogues as are +imagined.<br> +<br> +“I travelled, because it is the fashion for young men of my fortune +to travel. I had a travelling tutor, which is the fashion too; +but my tutor was a gentleman, which it is not always the fashion for +tutors to be. His gentility, indeed, was all he had from his father, +whose prodigality had not left him a shilling to support it.<br> +<br> +“‘I have a favour to ask of you, my dear Mountford,’ +said my father, ‘which I will not be refused. You have travelled +as became a man; neither France nor Italy have made anything of Mountford, +which Mountford, before he left England, would have been ashamed of. +My son Edward goes abroad, would you take him under your protection?’<br> +<br> +“He blushed; my father’s face was scarlet. He pressed +his hand to his bosom, as if he had said, my heart does not mean to +offend you. Mountford sighed twice.<br> +<br> +“‘I am a proud fool,’ said he, ‘and you will +pardon it. There! (he sighed again) I can hear of dependance, +since it is dependance on my Sedley.’<br> +<br> +“‘Dependance!’ answered my father; ‘there can +be no such word between us. What is there in £9,000 a year +that should make me unworthy of Mountford’s friendship?’<br> +<br> +“They embraced; and soon after I set out on my travels, with Mountford +for my guardian.<br> +<br> +“We were at Milan, where my father happened to have an Italian +friend, to whom he had been of some service in England. The count, +for he was of quality, was solicitous to return the obligation by a +particular attention to his son. We lived in his palace, visited +with his family, were caressed by his friends, and I began to be so +well pleased with my entertainment, that I thought of England as of +some foreign country.<br> +<br> +“The count had a son not much older than myself. At that +age a friend is an easy acquisition; we were friends the first night +of our acquaintance.<br> +<br> +“He introduced me into the company of a set of young gentlemen, +whose fortunes gave them the command of pleasure, and whose inclinations +incited them to the purchase. After having spent some joyous evenings +in their society, it became a sort of habit which I could not miss without +uneasiness, and our meetings, which before were frequent, were now stated +and regular.<br> +<br> +“Sometimes, in the pauses of our mirth, gaming was introduced +as an amusement. It was an art in which I was a novice. +I received instruction, as other novices do, by losing pretty largely +to my teachers. Nor was this the only evil which Mountford foresaw +would arise from the connection I had formed; but a lecture of sour +injunctions was not his method of reclaiming. He sometimes asked +me questions about the company, but they were such as the curiosity +of any indifferent man might have prompted. I told him of their +wit, their eloquence, their warmth of friendship, and their sensibility +of heart. ‘And their honour,’ said I, laying my hand +on my breast, ‘is unquestionable.’ Mountford seemed +to rejoice at my good fortune, and begged that I would introduce him +to their acquaintance. At the next meeting I introduced him accordingly.<br> +<br> +“The conversation was as animated as usual. They displayed +all that sprightliness and good-humour which my praises had led Mountford +to expect; subjects, too, of sentiment occurred, and their speeches, +particularly those of our friend the son of Count Respino, glowed with +the warmth of honour, and softened into the tenderness of feeling. +Mountford was charmed with his companions. When we parted, he +made the highest eulogiums upon them. ‘When shall we see +them again?’ said he. I was delighted with the demand, and +promised to reconduct him on the morrow.<br> +<br> +“In going to their place of rendezvous, he took me a little out +of the road, to see, as he told me, the performances of a young statuary. +When we were near the house in which Mountford said he lived, a boy +of about seven years old crossed us in the street. At sight of +Mountford he stopped, and grasping his hand,<br> +<br> +“‘My dearest sir,’ said he, ‘my father is likely +to do well. He will live to pray for you, and to bless you. +Yes, he will bless you, though you are an Englishman, and some other +hard word that the monk talked of this morning, which I have forgot, +but it meant that you should not go to heaven; but he shall go to heaven, +said I, for he has saved my father. Come and see him, sir, that +we may be happy.’<br> +<br> +“‘My dear, I am engaged at present with this gentleman.’<br> +<br> +“‘But he shall come along with you; he is an Englishman, +too, I fancy. He shall come and learn how an Englishman may go +to heaven.’<br> +<br> +“Mountford smiled, and we followed the boy together.<br> +<br> +“After crossing the next street, we arrived at the gate of a prison. +I seemed surprised at the sight; our little conductor observed it.<br> +<br> +“‘Are you afraid, sir?’ said he. ‘I was +afraid once too, but my father and mother are here, and I am never afraid +when I am with them.’<br> +<br> +“He took my hand, and led me through a dark passage that fronted +the gate. When we came to a little door at the end, he tapped. +A boy, still younger than himself, opened it to receive us. Mountford +entered with a look in which was pictured the benign assurance of a +superior being. I followed in silence and amazement.<br> +<br> +“On something like a bed, lay a man, with a face seemingly emaciated +with sickness, and a look of patient dejection. A bundle of dirty +shreds served him for a pillow, but he had a better support - the arm +of a female who kneeled beside him, beautiful as an angel, but with +a fading languor in her countenance, the still life of melancholy, that +seemed to borrow its shade from the object on which she gazed. +There was a tear in her eye - the sick man kissed it off in its bud, +smiling through the dimness of his own - when she saw Mountford, she +crawled forward on the ground, and clasped his knees. He raised +her from the floor; she threw her arms round his neck, and sobbed out +a speech of thankfulness, eloquent beyond the power of language.<br> +<br> +“‘Compose yourself, my love,’ said the man on the +bed; ‘but he, whose goodness has caused that emotion, will pardon +its effects.’<br> +<br> +“‘How is this, Mountford?’ said I; ‘what do +I see? What must I do?’<br> +<br> +“‘You see,’ replied the stranger, ‘a wretch, +sunk in poverty, starving in prison, stretched on a sick bed. +But that is little. There are his wife and children wanting the +bread which he has not to give them! Yet you cannot easily imagine +the conscious serenity of his mind. In the gripe of affliction, +his heart swells with the pride of virtue; it can even look down with +pity on the man whose cruelty has wrung it almost to bursting. +You are, I fancy, a friend of Mr. Mountford’s. Come nearer, +and I’ll tell you, for, short as my story is, I can hardly command +breath enough for a recital. The son of Count Respino (I started, +as if I had trod on a viper) has long had a criminal passion for my +wife. This her prudence had concealed from me; but he had lately +the boldness to declare it to myself. He promised me affluence +in exchange for honour, and threatened misery as its attendant if I +kept it. I treated him with the contempt he deserved; the consequence +was, that he hired a couple of bravoes (for I am persuaded they acted +under his direction), who attempted to assassinate me in the street; +but I made such a defence as obliged them to fly, after having given +me two or three stabs, none of which, however, were mortal. But +his revenge was not thus to be disappointed. In the little dealings +of my trade I had contracted some debts, of which he had made himself +master for my ruin. I was confined here at his suit, when not +yet recovered from the wounds I had received; the dear woman, and these +two boys, followed me, that we might starve together; but Providence +interposed, and sent Mr. Mountford to our support. He has relieved +my family from the gnawings of hunger, and rescued me from death, to +which a fever, consequent on my wounds and increased by the want of +every necessary, had almost reduced me.’<br> +<br> +“‘Inhuman villain!’ I exclaimed, lifting up my eyes +to heaven.<br> +<br> +“‘Inhuman indeed!’ said the lovely woman who stood +at my side. ‘Alas! sir, what had we done to offend him? +what had these little ones done, that they should perish in the toils +of his vengeance?’<br> +<br> +“I reached a pen which stood in the inkstand dish at the bed-side.<br> +<br> +“‘May I ask what is the amount of the sum for which you +are imprisoned?’<br> +<br> +“‘I was able,’ he replied, ‘to pay all but five +hundred crowns.’<br> +<br> +“I wrote a draft on the banker with whom I had a credit from my +father for 2,500, and presenting it to the stranger’s wife,<br> +<br> +“‘You will receive, madam, on presenting this note, a sum +more than sufficient for your husband’s discharge; the remainder +I leave for his industry to improve.’<br> +<br> +“I would have left the room. Each of them laid hold of one +of my hands, the children clung to my coat. Oh! Mr. Harley, methinks +I feel their gentle violence at this moment; it beats here with delight +inexpressible.<br> +<br> +“‘Stay, sir,’ said he, ‘I do not mean attempting +to thank you’ (he took a pocket-book from under his pillow), ‘let +me but know what name I shall place here next to Mr. Mountford!’<br> +<br> +“‘Sedley.’<br> +<br> +“He writ it down.<br> +<br> +“‘An Englishman too, I presume.’<br> +<br> +“‘He shall go to heaven, notwithstanding;’ said the +boy who had been our guide.<br> +<br> +“It began to be too much for me. I squeezed his hand that +was clasped in mine, his wife’s I pressed to my lips, and burst +from the place, to give vent to the feelings that laboured within me.<br> +<br> +“‘Oh, Mountford!’ said I, when he had overtaken me +at the door.<br> +<br> +“‘It is time,’ replied he, ‘that we should think +of our appointment; young Respino and his friends are waiting us.’<br> +<br> +“‘Damn him, damn him!’ said I. ‘Let us +leave Milan instantly; but soft - I will be calm; Mountford, your pencil.’ +I wrote on a slip of paper,<br> +<br> +<br> +“‘To Signor RESPINO.<br> +<br> +“‘When you receive this, I am at a distance from Milan. +Accept of my thanks for the civilities I have received from you and +your family. As to the friendship with which you were pleased +to honour me, the prison, which I have just left, has exhibited a scene +to cancel it for ever. You may possibly be merry with your companions +at my weakness, as I suppose you will term it. I give you leave +for derision. You may affect a triumph, I shall feel it.<br> +<br> +“EDWARD SEDLEY.”<br> +<br> +<br> +“‘You may send this if you will,’ said Mountford, +coolly, ‘but still Respino is a <i>man of honour; </i>the world +will continue to call him so.’<br> +<br> +“‘It is probable,’ I answered, ‘they may; I +envy not the appellation. If this is the world’s honour, +if these men are the guides of its manners - ’<br> +<br> +“‘Tut!’ said Mountford, ‘do you eat macaroni +- ’”<br> +<br> +* * *<br> +<br> +[At this place had the greatest depredations of the curate begun. +There were so very few connected passages of the subsequent chapters +remaining, that even the partiality of an editor could not offer them +to the public. I discovered, from some scattered sentences, that +they were of much the same tenor with the preceding; recitals of little +adventures, in which the dispositions of a man, sensible to judge, and +still more warm to feel, had room to unfold themselves. Some instruction, +and some example, I make no doubt they contained; but it is likely that +many of those, whom chance has led to a perusal of what I have already +presented, may have read it with little pleasure, and will feel no disappointment +from the want of those parts which I have been unable to procure. +To such as may have expected the intricacies of a novel, a few incidents +in a life undistinguished, except by some features of the heart, cannot +have afforded much entertainment.<br> +<br> +Harley’s own story, from the mutilated passages I have mentioned, +as well as from some inquiries I was at the trouble of making in the +country, I found to have been simple to excess. His mistress, +I could perceive, was not married to Sir Harry Benson; but it would +seem, by one of the following chapters, which is still entire, that +Harley had not profited on the occasion by making any declaration of +his own passion, after those of the other had been unsuccessful. +The state of his health, for some part of this period, appears to have +been such as to forbid any thoughts of that kind: he had been seized +with a very dangerous fever, caught by attending old Edwards in one +of an infectious kind. From this he had recovered but imperfectly, +and though he had no formed complaint, his health was manifestly on +the decline.<br> +<br> +It appears that the sagacity of some friend had at length pointed out +to his aunt a cause from which this might be supposed to proceed, to +wit, his hopeless love for Miss Walton; for, according to the conceptions +of the world, the love of a man of Harley’s fortune for the heiress +of £4,000 a year is indeed desperate. Whether it was so +in this case may be gathered from the next chapter, which, with the +two subsequent, concluding the performance, have escaped those accidents +that proved fatal to the rest.]<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER LV - HE SEES MISS WALTON, AND IS HAPPY<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +Harley was one of those few friends whom the malevolence of fortune +had yet left me; I could not therefore but be sensibly concerned for +his present indisposition; there seldom passed a day on which I did +not make inquiry about him.<br> +<br> +The physician who attended him had informed me the evening before, that +he thought him considerably better than he had been for some time past. +I called next morning to be confirmed in a piece of intelligence so +welcome to me.<br> +<br> +When I entered his apartment, I found him sitting on a couch, leaning +on his hand, with his eye turned upwards in the attitude of thoughtful +inspiration. His look had always an open benignity, which commanded +esteem; there was now something more - a gentle triumph in it.<br> +<br> +He rose, and met me with his usual kindness. When I gave him the +good accounts I had had from his physician, “I am foolish enough,” +said he, “to rely but little, in this instance, upon physic: my +presentiment may be false; but I think I feel myself approaching to +my end, by steps so easy, that they woo me to approach it.<br> +<br> +“There is a certain dignity in retiring from life at a time, when +the infirmities of age have not sapped our faculties. This world, +my dear Charles, was a scene in which I never much delighted. +I was not formed for the bustle of the busy, nor the dissipation of +the gay; a thousand things occurred, where I blushed for the impropriety +of my conduct when I thought on the world, though my reason told me +I should have blushed to have done otherwise. - It was a scene of dissimulation, +of restraint, of disappointment. I leave it to enter on that state +which I have learned to believe is replete with the genuine happiness +attendant upon virtue. I look back on the tenor of my life, with +the consciousness of few great offences to account for. There +are blemishes, I confess, which deform in some degree the picture. +But I know the benignity of the Supreme Being, and rejoice at the thoughts +of its exertion in my favour. My mind expands at the thought I +shall enter into the society of the blessed, wise as angels, with the +simplicity of children.” He had by this time clasped my +hand, and found it wet by a tear which had just fallen upon it. - His +eye began to moisten too - we sat for some time silent. - At last, with +an attempt to a look of more composure, “There are some remembrances,” +said Harley, “which rise involuntary on my heart, and make me +almost wish to live. I have been blessed with a few friends, who +redeem my opinion of mankind. I recollect, with the tenderest +emotion, the scenes of pleasure I have passed among them; but we shall +meet again, my friend, never to be separated. There are some feelings +which perhaps are too tender to be suffered by the world. - The world +is in general selfish, interested, and unthinking, and throws the imputation +of romance or melancholy on every temper more susceptible than its own. +I cannot think but in those regions which I contemplate, if there is +any thing of mortality left about us, that these feelings will subsist; +- they are called, - perhaps they are - weaknesses here; - but there +may be some better modifications of them in heaven, which may deserve +the name of virtues.” He sighed as he spoke these last words. +He had scarcely finished them, when the door opened, and his aunt appeared, +leading in Miss Walton. “My dear,” said she, “here +is Miss Walton, who has been so kind as to come and inquire for you +herself.” I could observe a transient glow upon his face. +He rose from his seat - “If to know Miss Walton’s goodness,” +said he, “be a title to deserve it, I have some claim.” +She begged him to resume his seat, and placed herself on the sofa beside +him. I took my leave. Mrs. Margery accompanied me to the +door. He was left with Miss Walton alone. She inquired anxiously +about his health. “I believe,” said he, “from +the accounts which my physicians unwillingly give me, that they have +no great hopes of my recovery.” - She started as he spoke; but +recollecting herself immediately, endeavoured to flatter him into a +belief that his apprehensions were groundless. “I know,” +said he, “that it is usual with persons at my time of life to +have these hopes, which your kindness suggests; but I would not wish +to be deceived. To meet death as becomes a man, is a privilege +bestowed on few. - I would endeavour to make it mine; - nor do I think +that I can ever be better prepared for it than now: - It is that chiefly +which determines the fitness of its approach.” “Those +sentiments,” answered Miss Walton, “are just; but your good +sense, Mr. Harley, will own, that life has its proper value. - As the +province of virtue, life is ennobled; as such, it is to be desired. +- To virtue has the Supreme Director of all things assigned rewards +enough even here to fix its attachment.”<br> +<br> +The subject began to overpower her. - Harley lifted his eyes from the +ground - “There are,” said he, in a very low voice, “there +are attachments, Miss Walton” - His glance met hers. - They both +betrayed a confusion, and were both instantly withdrawn. - He paused +some moments - “I am such a state as calls for sincerity, let +that also excuse it - It is perhaps the last time we shall ever meet. +I feel something particularly solemn in the acknowledgment, yet my heart +swells to make it, awed as it is by a sense of my presumption, by a +sense of your perfections” - He paused again - “Let it not +offend you, to know their power over one so unworthy - It will, I believe, +soon cease to beat, even with that feeling which it shall lose the latest. +- To love Miss Walton could not be a crime; - if to declare it is one +- the expiation will be made.” - Her tears were now flowing without +control. - “Let me intreat you,” said she, “to have +better hopes - Let not life be so indifferent to you; if my wishes can +put any value on it - I will not pretend to misunderstand you - I know +your worth - I have known it long - I have esteemed it - What would +you have me say? - I have loved it as it deserved.” - He seized +her hand - a languid colour reddened his cheek - a smile brightened +faintly in his eye. As he gazed on her, it grew dim, it fixed, +it closed - He sighed and fell back on his seat - Miss Walton screamed +at the sight - His aunt and the servants rushed into the room - They +found them lying motionless together. - His physician happened to call +at that instant. Every art was tried to recover them - With Miss +Walton they succeeded - But Harley was gone for ever.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +CHAPTER LVI - THE EMOTIONS OF THE HEART<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +I entered the room where his body lay; I approached it with reverence, +not fear: I looked; the recollection of the past crowded upon me. +I saw that form which, but a little before, was animated with a soul +which did honour to humanity, stretched without sense or feeling before +me. ’Tis a connection we cannot easily forget:- I took his +hand in mine; I repeated his name involuntary; - I felt a pulse in every +vein at the sound. I looked earnestly in his face; his eye was +closed, his lip pale and motionless. There is an enthusiasm in +sorrow that forgets impossibility; I wondered that it was so. +The sight drew a prayer from my heart: it was the voice of frailty and +of man! the confusion of my mind began to subside into thought; I had +time to meet!<br> +<br> +I turned with the last farewell upon my lips, when I observed old Edwards +standing behind me. I looked him full in the face; but his eye +was fixed on another object: he pressed between me and the bed, and +stood gazing on the breathless remains of his benefactor. I spoke +to him I know not what; but he took no notice of what I said, and remained +in the same attitude as before. He stood some minutes in that +posture, then turned and walked towards the door. He paused as +he went; - he returned a second time: I could observe his lips move +as he looked: but the voice they would have uttered was lost. +He attempted going again; and a third time he returned as before. - +I saw him wipe his cheek: then covering his face with his hands, his +breast heaving with the most convulsive throbs, he flung out of the +room.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +THE CONCLUSION<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +He had hinted that he should like to be buried in a certain spot near +the grave of his mother. This is a weakness; but it is universally +incident to humanity: ’tis at least a memorial for those who survive: +for some indeed a slender memorial will serve; - and the soft affections, +when they are busy that way, will build their structures, were it but +on the paring of a nail.<br> +<br> +He was buried in the place he had desired. It was shaded by an +old tree, the only one in the church-yard, in which was a cavity worn +by time. I have sat with him in it, and counted the tombs. +The last time we passed there, methought he looked wistfully on the +tree: there was a branch of it that bent towards us waving in the wind; +he waved his hand as if he mimicked its motion. There was something +predictive in his look! perhaps it is foolish to remark it; but there +are times and places when I am a child at those things.<br> +<br> +I sometimes visit his grave; I sit in the hollow of the tree. +It is worth a thousand homilies; every noble feeling rises within me! +every beat of my heart awakens a virtue! - but it will make you hate +the world - No: there is such an air of gentleness around, that I can +hate nothing; but, as to the world - I pity the men of it.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +Footnotes:<br> +<br> +<a name="footnote16"></a><a href="#citation16">{16}</a> The reader +will remember that the Editor is accountable only for scattered chapters +and fragments of chapters; the curate must answer for the rest. +The number at the top, when the chapter was entire, he has given as +it originally stood, with the title which its author had affixed to +it.<br> +<br> +<a name="footnote61"></a><a href="#citation61">{61}</a> Though +the Curate could not remember having<i> </i>shown this chapter to anybody, +I strongly suspect that these political observations are the work of +a later pen than the rest of this performance. 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