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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Modern Chronicle, Volume 3 + +Author: Winston Churchill + +Release Date: October 19, 2004 [EBook #5376] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A MODERN CHRONICLE, VOLUME 3 *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +A MODERN CHRONICLE + +By Winston Churchill + + +BOOK II + + +Volume 3. + + + +CHAPTER I + +SO LONG AS YE BOTH SHALL LIVE! + +It was late November. And as Honora sat at the window of the drawing-room +of the sleeping car, life seemed as fantastic and unreal as the moss-hung +Southern forest into which she stared. She was happy, as a child is happy +who is taken on an excursion into the unknown. The monotony of existence +was at last broken, and riven the circumscribing walls. Limitless +possibilities lay ahead. + +The emancipation had not been without its pangs of sorrow, and there were +moments of retrospection--as now. She saw herself on Uncle Tom's arm, +walking up the aisle of the old church. How many Sundays of her life had +she sat watching a shaft of sunlight strike across the stone pillars of +its gothic arches! She saw, in the chancel, tall and grave and pale, +Peter Erwin standing beside the man with the flushed face who was to be +her husband. She heard again the familiar voice of Dr. Ewing reciting the +words of that wonderful introduction. At other weddings she had been +moved. Why was her own so unrealizable? + + "Honora, wilt thou have this man to thy wedded husband, to live + together after God's ordinance in the holy state of Matrimony? Wilt + thou obey him, and serve him, love, honour, and keep him in sickness + and in health; and, forsaking all others, keep thee only unto him, + so long as ye both shall live?" + +She had promised. And they were walking out of the church, facing the +great rose window with its blended colours, and the vaults above were +ringing now with the volume of an immortal march. + +After that an illogical series of events and pictures passed before her. +She was in a corner of the carriage, her veil raised, gazing at her +husband, who had kissed her passionately. He was there beside her, +looking extremely well in his top hat and frock-coat, with a white flower +in his buttonhole. He was the representative of the future she had +deliberately chosen. And yet, by virtue of the strange ceremony through +which they had passed, he seemed to have changed. In her attempt to seize +upon a reality she looked out of the window. They were just passing the +Hanbury mansion in Wayland Square, and her eyes fell upon the playroom +windows under the wide cornice; and she wondered whether the doll's house +were still in its place, its mute inhabitants waiting to be called by the +names she had given them, and quickened into life once more. + +Next she recalled the arrival at the little house that had been her home, +summer and winter, for so many years of her life. A red and white awning, +stretching up the length of the walk which once had run beside the tall +pear trees, gave it an unrecognizable, gala air. Long had it stood there, +patient, unpretentious, content that the great things should pass it by! +And now, modest still, it had been singled out from amongst its +neighbours and honoured. Was it honoured? It seemed to Honora, so +fanciful this day, that its unwonted air of festival was unnatural. Why +should the hour of departure from such a harbour of peace be celebrated? + +She was standing beside her husband in the little parlour, while carriage +doors slammed in the dusk outside; while one by one--a pageant of the +past which she was leaving forever the friends of her childhood came and +went. Laughter and tears and kisses! And then, in no time at all, she +found herself changing for the journey in the "little house under the +hill." There, locked up in the little desk Cousin Eleanor had given her +long ago, was the unfinished manuscript of that novel written at fever +heat during those summer days in which she had sought to escape from a +humdrum existence. And now--she had escaped. Aunt Mary, helpful under the +most trying circumstances, was putting her articles in a bag, the +initials on which she did not recognize--H. L. S.--Honora Leffingwell +Spence; while old Catherine, tearful and inefficient, knelt before her, +fumbling at her shoes. Honora, bending over, took the face of the +faithful old servant and kissed it. + +"Don't feel badly, Catherine," she said; "I'll be coming back often to +see you, and you will be coming to see me." + +"Will ye, darlint? The blessing of God be on you for those words--and you +to be such a fine lady! It always was a fine lady ye were, with such a +family and such a bringin' up. And now ye've married a rich man, as is +right and proper. If it's rich as Croesus he was, he'd be none too good +for you." + +"Catherine," said Aunt Mary, reprovingly, "what ideas you put into the +child's head!" + +"Sure, Miss Mary," cried Catherine, "it's always the great lady she was, +and she a wee bit of a thing. And wasn't it yerself, Miss Mary, that +dressed her like a princess?" + +Then came the good-bys--the real ones. Uncle Tom, always the friend of +young people, was surrounded by a group of bridesmaids in the hall. She +clung to him. And Peter, who had the carriage ready. What would her +wedding have been without Peter? As they drove towards the station, his +was the image that remained persistently in her mind, bareheaded on the +sidewalk in the light of the carriage lamps. The image of struggle. + +She had married Prosperity. A whimsical question, that shocked her, +irresistibly presented itself: was it not Prosperity that she had +promised to love, honour, and obey? + +It must not be thought that Honora was by any means discontented with her +Prosperity. He was new--that was all. Howard looked new. But she +remembered that he had always looked new; such was one of his greatest +charms. In the long summer days since she had bade him good-by on her way +through New York from Silverdale, Honora had constructed him: he was +perpetual yet sophisticated Youth; he was Finance and Fashion; he was +Power in correctly cut clothes. And when he had arrived in St. Louis to +play his part in the wedding festivities, she had found her swan a swan +indeed--he was all that she had dreamed of him. And she had tingled with +pride as she introduced him to her friends, or gazed at him across the +flower-laden table as he sat beside Edith Hanbury at the bridesmaids' +dinner in Wayland Square. + +The wedding ceremony had somehow upset her opinion of him, but Honora +regarded this change as temporary. Julius Caesar or George Washington +himself must have been somewhat ridiculous as bridegrooms: and she had +the sense to perceive that her own agitations as a bride were partly +responsible. No matter how much a young girl may have trifled with that +electric force in the male sex known as the grand passion, she shrinks +from surrendering herself to its dominion. Honora shrank. He made love to +her on the way to the station, and she was terrified. He actually forgot +to smoke cigarettes. What he said was to the effect that he possessed at +last the most wonderful and beautiful woman in the world, and she +resented the implication of possession. + +Nevertheless, in the glaring lights of the station, her courage and her +pride in him revived, and he became again a normal and a marked man. +Although the sex may resent it, few women are really indifferent to +clothes, and Howard's well-fitting check suit had the magic touch of the +metropolis. His manner matched his garments. Obsequious porters grasped +his pig-skin bag, and seized Honora's; the man at the gate inclined his +head as he examined their tickets, and the Pullman conductor himself +showed them their stateroom, and plainly regarded them as important +people far from home. Howard had the cosmopolitan air. He gave the man a +dollar, and remarked that the New Orleans train was not exactly the +Chicago and New York Limited. + +"Not by a long shot," agreed the conductor, as he went out, softly +closing the door behind him. + +Whereupon the cosmopolitan air dropped from Mr. Howard Spence, not +gracefully, and he became once more that superfluous and awkward and +utterly banal individual, the husband. + +"Let's go out and walk on the platform until the train starts," suggested +Honora, desperately. "Oh, Howard, the shades are up! I'm sure I saw some +one looking in!" + +He laughed. But there was a light in his eyes that frightened her, and +she deemed his laughter out of place. Was he, after all, an utterly +different man than what she had thought him? Still laughing, he held to +her wrist with one hand, and with the other pulled down the shades. + +"This is good enough for me," he said. "At last--at last," he whispered, +"all the red tape is over, and I've got you to myself! Do you love me +just a little, Honora?" + +"Of course I do," she faltered, still struggling, her face burning as +from a fire. + +"Then what's the matter?" he demanded. + +"I don't know--I want air. Howard, please let me go. It's-it's so hot +inhere. You must let me go." + +Her release, she felt afterwards, was due less to a physical than a +mental effort. She seemed suddenly to have cowed him, and his resistance +became enfeebled. She broke from him, and opened the door, and reached +the cement platform and the cold air. When he joined her, there was +something jokingly apologetic about his manner, and he was smoking a +cigarette; and she could not help thinking that she would have respected +him more if he had held her. + +"Women beat me," he said. "They're the most erratic stock in the market." + +It is worthy of remark how soon the human, and especially the feminine +brain adjusts itself to new conditions. In a day or two life became real +again, or rather romantic. + +For the American husband in his proper place is an auxiliary who makes +all things possible. His ability to "get things done," before it ceases +to be a novelty, is a quality to be admired. Honora admired. An +intimacy--if the word be not too strong--sprang up between them. They +wandered through the quaint streets of New Orleans, that most foreign of +American cities, searching out the tumbledown French houses; and Honora +was never tired of imagining the romances and tragedies which must have +taken place in them. The new scenes excited her,--the quaint cafes with +their delicious, peppery Creole cooking,--and she would sit talking for a +quarter of an hour at a time with Alphonse, who outdid himself to please +the palate of a lady with such allure. He called her "Madame"; but well +he knew, this student of human kind, that the title had not been of long +duration. + +Madame came from New York, without doubt? such was one of his questions, +as he stood before them in answer to Howard's summons, rubbing his hands. +And Honora, with a little thrill, acknowledged the accuracy of his guess. +There was no dish of Alphonse's they did not taste. And Howard smilingly +paid the bills. He was ecstatically proud of his wife, and although he +did justice to the cooking, he cared but little for the mysterious +courtyards, the Spanish buildings, and the novels of Mr. George W. Cable, +which Honora devoured when she was too tired to walk about. He followed +her obediently to the battle field of New Orleans, and admired as +obediently the sunset, when the sky was all silver-green through the +magnolias, and the spreading live oaks hung with Spanish moss, and a +silver bar lay upon the Father of Waters. Honora, with beating heart and +flushed cheeks, felt these things: Howard felt them through her and +watched--not the sunset--but the flame it lighted in her eyes. + +He left her but twice a day, and then only for brief periods. He even +felt a joy when she ventured to complain. + +"I believe you care more for those horrid stocks than for me," she said. +"I--I am just a novelty." + +His answer, since they were alone in their sitting-room, was obvious. + +"Howard," she cried, "how mean of you! Now I'll have to do my hair all +over again. I've got such a lot of it--you've no idea how difficult it +is." + +"You bet I have!" he declared meaningly, and Honora blushed. + +His pleasure of possession was increased when people turned to look at +her on the street or in the dining room--to think that this remarkable +creature was in reality his wife! Nor did the feeling grow less intense +with time, being quite the same when they arrived at a fashionable resort +in the Virginia mountains, on their way to New York. For such were the +exactions of his calling that he could spare but two weeks for his +honeymoon. + +Honora's interest in her new surroundings was as great, and the sight of +those towering ridges against the soft blue of the autumn skies inspired +her. It was Indian summer here, the tang of wood smoke was in the air; in +the valleys--as they drove--the haze was shot with the dust of gold, and +through the gaps they looked across vast, unexplored valleys to other +distant, blue-stained ridges that rose between them and the sunset. +Honora took an infinite delight in the ramshackle cabins beside the +red-clay roads, in the historic atmosphere of the ancient houses and +porticoes of the Warm Springs, where the fathers of the Republic had come +to take the waters. And one day, when a north wind had scattered the +smoke and swept the sky, Howard followed her up the paths to the ridge's +crest, where she stood like a Victory, her garments blowing, gazing off +over the mighty billows to the westward. Howard had never seen a Victory, +but his vision of domesticity was untroubled. + +Although it was late in the season, the old-fashioned, rambling hotel was +well filled, and people interested Honora as well as scenery--a proof of +her human qualities. She chided Howard because he, too, was not more +socially inclined. + +"How can you expect me to be--now?" he demanded. + +She told him he was a goose, although secretly admitting the justice of +his defence. He knew four or five men in the hotel, with whom he talked +stocks while waiting for Honora to complete her toilets; and he gathered +from two of these, who were married, that patience was a necessary +qualification in a husband. One evening they introduced their wives. +Later, Howard revealed their identity--or rather that of the husbands. + +"Bowker is one of the big men in the Faith Insurance Company, and Tyler +is president of the Gotham Trust." He paused to light a cigarette, and +smiled at her significantly. "If you can dolly the ladies along once in a +while, Honora, it won't do any harm," he added. "You have a way with you, +you know,--when you want to." + +Honora grew scarlet. + +"Howard!" she exclaimed. + +He looked somewhat shamefaced. + +"Well," he said, "I was only joking. Don't take it seriously. But it +doesn't do any harm to be polite." + +"I am always polite," she answered a little coldly. + +Honeymoons, after all, are matters of conjecture, and what proportion of +them contain disenchantments will never be known. Honora lay awake for a +long time that night, and the poignant and ever recurring remembrance of +her husband's remark sent the blood to her face like a flame. Would +Peter, or George Hanbury, or any of the intimate friends of her childhood +have said such a thing? + +A new and wistful feeling of loneliness was upon her. For some days, with +a certain sense of isolation and a tinge of envy which she would not +acknowledge, she had been watching a group of well-dressed, clean-looking +people galloping off on horseback or filling the six-seated buckboards. +They were from New York--that she had discovered; and they did not mix +with the others in the hotel. She had thought it strange that Howard did +not know them, but for a reason which she did not analyze she hesitated +to ask him who they were. They had rather a rude manner of staring +--especially the men--and the air of deriving infinite amusement from +that which went on about them. One of them, a young man with a lisp who +was addressed by the singular name of "Toots," she had overheard +demanding as she passed: who the deuce was the tall girl with the dark +hair and the colour? Wherever she went, she was aware of them. It was +foolish, she knew, but their presence seemed--in the magnitude which +trifles are wont to assume in the night-watches--of late to have poisoned +her pleasure. + +Enlightenment as to the identity of these disturbing persons came, the +next day, from an unexpected source. Indeed, from Mrs. Tyler. She loved +brides, she said, and Honora seemed to her such a sweet bride. It was +Mrs. Tyler's ambition to become thin (which was hitching her wagon to a +star with a vengeance), and she invited our heroine to share her +constitutional on the porch. Honora found the proceeding in the nature of +an ordeal, for Mrs. Tyler's legs were short, her frizzled hair very +blond, and the fact that it was natural made it seem, somehow, all the +more damning. + +They had scarcely begun to walk before Honora, with a sense of dismay of +which she was ashamed, beheld some of the people who had occupied her +thoughts come out of the door and form a laughing group at the end of the +porch. She could not rid herself of the feeling that they were laughing +at her. She tried in vain to drive them from her mind, to listen to Mrs. +Tyler's account of how she, too, came as a bride to New York from some +place with a classical name, and to the advice that accompanied the +narration. The most conspicuous young woman in the group, in riding +clothes, was seated on the railing, with the toe of one boot on the +ground. Her profile was clear-cut and her chestnut hair tightly knotted +behind under her hat. Every time they turned, this young woman stared at +Honora amusedly. + +"Nasty thing!" exclaimed Mrs. Tyler, suddenly and unexpectedly in the +midst of a description of the delights of life in the metropolis. + +"Who?" asked Honora. + +"That young Mrs. Freddy Maitland, sitting on the rail. She's the rudest +woman in New York." + +A perversity of spirit which she could not control prompted Honora to +reply: + +"Why, I think she is so good-looking, Mrs. Tyler. And she seems to have +so much individuality and independence." + +"There!" cried Mrs. Tyler, triumphantly. "Once--not so very long ago--I +was just as inexperienced as you, my dear. She belongs to that horribly +fast set with which no self-respecting woman would be seen. It's an +outrage that they should come to a hotel like this and act as though it +belonged to them. She knows me quite as well as I know her, but when I am +face to face she acts as though I was air." + +Honora could not help thinking that this, at least, required some +imagination on Mrs. Maitland's part. Mrs. Tyler had stopped for breath. + +"I have been introduced to her twice," she continued, "but of course I +wouldn't speak to her. The little man with the lisp, next to her, who is +always acting in that silly way, they call Toots Cuthbert. He gets his +name in the newspapers by leading cotillons in New York and Newport. And +the tall, slim, blond one, with the green hat and the feather in it, is +Jimmy Wing. He's the son of James Wing, the financier." + +"I went to school at Sutcliffe with his sister," said Honora. + +It seemed to Honora that Mrs. Tyler's manner underwent a change. + +"My dear," she exclaimed, "did you go to Sutcliffe? What a wonderful +school it is! I fully intend to send my daughter Louise there." + +An almost irresistible desire came over Honora to run away. She excused +herself instead, and hurried back towards her room. On the way she met +Howard in the corridor, and he held a telegram in his hand. + +"I've got some bad news, Honora," he said. "That is, bad from the point +of view of our honeymoon. Sid Dallam is swamped with business, and wants +me in New York. I'm afraid we've got to cut it short." + +To his astonishment she smiled. + +"Oh, I'm so glad, Howard," she cried. "I--I don't like this place nearly +so well as New Orleans. There are--so many people here." + +He looked relieved, and patted her on the arm. + +"We'll go to-night, old girl," he said. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +"STAFFORD PARK" + +There is a terrifying aspect of all great cities. Rome, with its +leviathan aqueducts, its seething tenements clinging to the hills, its +cruel, shining Palatine, must have overborne the provincial traveller +coming up from Ostia. And Honora, as she stood on the deck of the +ferry-boat, approaching New York for the second time in her life, could +not overcome a sense of oppression. It was on a sharp December morning, +and the steam of the hurrying craft was dazzling white in the early sun. +Above and beyond the city rose, overpowering, a very different city, +somehow, than that her imagination had first drawn. Each of that +multitude of vast towers seemed a fortress now, manned by Celt and Hun +and, Israelite and Saxon, captained by Titans. And the strife between +them was on a scale never known in the world before, a strife with modern +arms and modern methods and modern brains, in which there was no mercy. + +Hidden somewhere amidst those bristling miles of masonry to the northward +of the towers was her future home. Her mind dwelt upon it now, for the +first time, and tried to construct it. Once she had spoken to Howard of +it, but he had smiled and avoided discussion. What would it be like to +have a house of one's own in New York? A house on Fifth Avenue, as her +girl friends had said when they laughingly congratulated her and begged +her to remember that they came occasionally to New York. Those of us who, +like Honora, believe in Providence, do not trouble ourselves with mere +matters of dollars and cents. This morning, however, the huge material +towers which she gazed upon seemed stronger than Providence, and she +thought of her husband. Was his fibre sufficiently tough to become +eventually the captain of one of those fortresses, to compete with the +Maitlands and the Wings, and others she knew by name, calmly and +efficiently intrenched there? + +The boat was approaching the slip, and he came out to her from the cabin, +where he had been industriously reading the stock reports, his newspapers +thrust into his overcoat pocket. + +"There's no place like New York, after all," he declared, and added, +"when the market's up. We'll go to a hotel for breakfast." + +For some reason she found it difficult to ask the question on her lips. + +"I suppose," she said hesitatingly, "I suppose we couldn't go--home, +Howard. You--you have never told me where we are to live." + +As before, the reference to their home seemed to cause him amusement. He +became very mysterious. + +"Couldn't you pass away a few hours shopping this morning, my dear?" + +"Oh, yes," replied Honora. + +"While I gather in a few dollars," he continued. "I'll meet you at lunch, +and then we'll go-home." + +As the sun mounted higher, her spirits rose with it. New York, or that +strip of it which is known to the more fortunate of human beings, is a +place to raise one's spirits on a sparkling day in early winter. And +Honora, as she drove in a hansom from shop to shop, felt a new sense of +elation and independence. She was at one, now, with the prosperity that +surrounded her: her purse no longer limited, her whims existing only to +be gratified. Her reflections on this recently attained state alternated +with alluring conjectures on the place of abode of which Howard had made +such a mystery. Where was it? And why had he insisted, before showing it +to her, upon waiting until afternoon? + +Newly arrayed in the most becoming of grey furs, she met him at that +hitherto fabled restaurant which in future days--she reflected--was to +become so familiar--Delmonico's. Howard was awaiting her in the +vestibule; and it was not without a little quiver of timidity and +excitement and a consequent rise of colour that she followed the waiter +to a table by the window. She felt as though the assembled fashionable +world was staring at her, but presently gathered courage enough to gaze +at the costumes of the women and the faces of the men. Howard, with a +sang froid of which she felt a little proud, ordered a meal for which he +eventually paid a fraction over eight dollars. What would Aunt Mary have +said to such extravagance? He produced a large bunch of violets. + +"With Sid Dallam's love," he said, as she pinned them on her gown. "I +tried to get Lily--Mrs. Sid--for lunch, but you never can put your finger +on her. She'll amuse you, Honora." + +"Oh, Howard, it's so much pleasanter lunching alone to-day. I'm glad you +didn't. And then afterwards--?" + +He refused, however, to be drawn. When they emerged she did not hear the +directions he gave the cabman, and it was not until they turned into a +narrow side street, which became dingier and dingier as they bumped their +way eastward, that she experienced a sudden sinking sensation. + +"Howard!" she cried. "Where are you going? You must tell me." + +"One of the prettiest suburbs in New Jersey--Rivington," he said. "Wait +till you see the house." + +"Suburbs! Rivington! New Jersey!" The words swam before Honora's eyes, +like the great signs she had seen printed in black letters on the tall +buildings from the ferry that morning. She had a sickening sensation, and +the odour of his cigarette in the cab became unbearable. By an ironic +trick of her memory, she recalled that she had told the clerks in the +shops where she had made her purchases that she would send them her +address later. How different that address from what she had imagined it! + +"It's in the country!" she exclaimed. + +To lunch at Delmonico's for eight dollars and live in Rivington + +Howard appeared disturbed. More than that, he appeared astonished, +solicitous. + +"Why, what's the matter, Honora?" he asked. "I thought you'd like it. +It's a brand new house, and I got Lily Dallam to furnish it. She's a +wonder on that sort of thing, and I told her to go ahead--within reason. +I talked it over with your aunt and uncle, and they agreed with me you'd +much rather live out there for a few years than in a flat." + +"In a flat!" repeated Honora, with a shudder. + +"Certainly," he said, flicking his ashes out of the window. "Who do you +think I am, at my age? Frederick T. Maitland, or the owner of the +Brougham Building?" + +"But--Howard," she protested, "why didn't you talk it over with me?" + +"Because I wanted to surprise you," he replied. "I spent a month and a +half looking for that house. And you never seemed to care. It didn't +occur to me that you would care--for the first few years," he added, and +there was in his voice a note of reproach that did not escape her. "You +never seemed inclined to discuss business with me, Honora. I didn't think +you were interested. Dallam and I are making money. We expect some day to +be on Easy Street--so to speak--or Fifth Avenue. Some day, I hope, you +can show some of these people the road. But just now what capital we have +has to go into the business." + +Strangely enough, in spite of the intensity of her disappointment, she +felt nearer to her husband in that instant than at any time since their +marriage. Honora, who could not bear to hurt any one's feelings, seized +his hand repentantly. Tears started in her eyes. + +"Oh, Howard, I must seem to you very ungrateful," she cried. "It was such +a--such a surprise. I have never lived in the country, and I'm sure it +will be delightful--and much more healthful than the city. Won't you +forgive me?" + +If he had known as much about the fluctuations of the feminine +temperament as of those of stocks, the ease with which Honora executed +this complete change of front might have disturbed him. Howard, as will +be seen, possessed that quality which is loosely called good nature. In +marriage, he had been told (and was ready to believe), the wind blew +where it listed; and he was a wise husband who did not spend his time in +inquiry as to its sources. He kissed her before he helped her out of the +carriage. Again they crossed the North River, and he led her through the +wooden ferry house on the New Jersey side to where the Rivington train +was standing beside a platform shed. + +There was no parlour car. Men and women--mostly women--with bundles were +already appropriating the seats and racks, and Honora found herself +wondering how many of these individuals were her future neighbours. That +there might have been an hysterical element in the lively anticipation +she exhibited during the journey did not occur to Howard Spence. + +After many stops,--in forty-two minutes, to be exact, the brakeman +shouted out the name of the place which was to be her home, and of which +she had been ignorant that morning. They alighted at an old red railroad +station, were seized upon by a hackman in a coonskin coat, and thrust +into a carriage that threatened to fall to pieces on the frozen macadam +road. They passed through a village in which Honora had a glimpse of the +drug store and grocery and the Grand Army Hall; then came detached houses +of all ages in one and two-acre plots some above the road, for the +country was rolling; a very attractive church of cream-coloured stone, +and finally the carriage turned sharply to the left under an archway on +which were the words "Stafford Park," and stopped at a very new curbstone +in a very new gutter on the right. + +"Here we are!" cried Howard, as he fished in his trousers pockets for +money to pay the hackman. + +Honora looked around her. Stafford Park consisted of a wide centre-way of +red gravel, not yet packed, with an island in its middle planted with +shrubbery and young trees, the bare branches of which formed a black +tracery against the orange-red of the western sky. On both sides of this +centre-way were concrete walks, with cross-walks from the curbs to the +houses. There were six of these--three on each side--standing on a raised +terrace and about two hundred feet apart. Beyond them, to the northward, +Stafford Park was still a wilderness of second-growth hardwood, +interspersed with a few cedars. + +Honora's house, the first on the right, was exactly like the other five. +If we look at it through her eyes, we shall find this similarity its main +drawback. If we are a little older, however, and more sophisticated, we +shall suspect the owner of Stafford Park and his architect of a design to +make it appear imposing. It was (indefinite and much-abused term) +Colonial; painted white; and double, with dormer windows of diagonal +wood-surrounded panes in the roof. There was a large pillared porch on +its least private side--namely, the front. A white-capped maid stood in +the open doorway and smiled at Honora as she entered. + +Honora walked through the rooms. There was nothing intricate about the +house; it was as simple as two times four, and really too large for her +and Howard. Her presents were installed, the pictures and photograph +frames and chairs, even Mr. Isham's dining-room table and Cousin +Eleanor's piano. The sight of these, and of the engraving which Aunt Mary +had sent on, and which all her childhood had hung over her bed in the +little room at home, brought the tears once more to her eyes. But she +forced them back bravely. + +These reflections were interrupted by the appearance of the little maid +announcing that tea was ready, and bringing her two letters. One was from +Susan Holt, and the other, written in a large, slanting, and angular +handwriting, was signed Lily Dallam. It was dated from New York. + +"My dear Honora," it ran, "I feel that I must call you so, for Sid and +Howard, in addition to being partners, are such friends. I hesitated so +long about furnishing your house, my dear, but Howard insisted, and said +he wished to surprise you. I am sending you this line to welcome you, and +to tell you that I have arranged with the furniture people to take any or +all things back that you do not like, and exchange them. After all, they +will be out of date in a few years, and Howard and Sid will have made so +much money by that time, I hope, that I shall be able to leave my +apartment, which is dear, and you will be coming to town." + +Honora laid down the sheet, and began to tidy her hair before the glass +of the highly polished bureau in her room. A line in Susan's letter +occurred to her: "Mother hopes to see you soon. She asked me to tell you +to buy good things which will last you all your life, and says that it +pays." + +The tea-table was steaming in the parlour in front of the wood fire in +the blue tiled fireplace. The oak floor reflected its gleam, and that of +the electric lights; the shades were drawn; a slight odour of steam heat +pervaded the place. Howard, smoking a cigarette, was reclining on a sofa +that evidently was not made for such a purpose, reading the evening +newspapers. + +"Well, Honora," he said, as she took her seat behind the tea-table, "you +haven't told me how you like it. Pretty cosey, eh? And enough spare room +to have people out over Sundays." + +"Oh, Howard, I do like it," she cried, in a desperate attempt--which +momentarily came near succeeding to convince herself that she could have +desired nothing more. "It's so sweet and clean and new--and all our own." + +She succeeded, at any rate, in convincing Howard. In certain matters, he +was easily convinced. + +"I thought you'd be pleased when you saw it, my dear," he said. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THE GREAT UNATTACHED + +It was the poet Cowper who sang of domestic happiness as the only bliss +that has survived the Fall. One of the burning and unsolved questions of +to-day is,--will it survive the twentieth century? Will it survive rapid +transit and bridge and Woman's Rights, the modern novel and modern drama, +automobiles, flying machines, and intelligence offices; hotel, apartment, +and suburban life, or four homes, or none at all? Is it a weed that will +grow anywhere, in a crevice between two stones in the city? Or is it a +plant that requires tender care and the water of self-sacrifice? Above +all, is it desirable? + +Our heroine, as may have been suspected, has an adaptable temperament. +Her natural position is upright, but like the reed, she can bend +gracefully, and yields only to spring back again blithely. Since this +chronicle regards her, we must try to look at existence through her eyes, +and those of some of her generation and her sex: we must give the four +years of her life in Rivington the approximate value which she herself +would have put upon it--which is a chapter. We must regard Rivington as a +kind of purgatory, not solely a place of departed spirits, but of those +which have not yet arrived; as one of the many temporary abodes of the +Great Unattached. + +No philosophical writer has as yet made the attempt to define the change +--as profound as that of the tadpole to the frog--between the lover and +the husband. An author of ideals would not dare to proclaim that this +change is inevitable: some husbands--and some wives are fortunate enough +to escape it, but it is not unlikely to happen in our modern +civilization. Just when it occurred in Howard Spence it is difficult to +say, but we have got to consider him henceforth as a husband; one who +regards his home as a shipyard rather than the sanctuary of a goddess; as +a launching place, the ways of which are carefully greased, that he may +slide off to business every morning with as little friction as possible, +and return at night to rest undisturbed in a comfortable berth, to ponder +over the combat of the morrow. + +It would be inspiring to summon the vision of Honora, in rustling +garments, poised as the figurehead of this craft, beckoning him on to +battle and victory. Alas! the launching happened at that grimmest and +most unromantic of hours-ten minutes of eight in the morning. There was a +period, indeterminate, when she poured out his coffee with wifely zeal; a +second period when she appeared at the foot of the stairs to kiss him as +he was going out of the door; a third when, clad in an attractive +dressing-gown, she waved him good-by from the window; and lastly, a +fourth, which was only marked by an occasional protest on his part, when +the coffee was weak. + +"I'd gladly come down, Howard, if it seemed to make the least difference +to you," said Honora. "But all you do is to sit with your newspaper +propped up and read the stock reports, and growl when I ask you a polite +question. You've no idea how long it makes the days out here, to get up +early." + +"It seems to me you put in a good many days in town," he retorted. + +"Surely you don't expect me to spend all my time in Rivington!" she cried +reproachfully; "I'd die. And then I am always having to get new cooks for +you, because they can't make Hollandaise sauce like hotel chefs. Men have +no idea how hard it is to keep house in the country,--I just wish you had +to go to those horrid intelligence offices. You wouldn't stay in +Rivington ten days. And all the good cooks drink." + +Howard, indeed, with the aid of the village policeman, had had to expel +from his kitchen one imperious female who swore like a dock hand, and who +wounded Honora to the quick by remarking, as she departed in durance, +that she had always lived with ladies and gentlemen and people who were +somebody. The incident had tended further to detract from the romance of +the country. + +It is a mistake to suppose that the honeymoon disappears below the +horizon with the rapidity of a tropical sun. And there is generally an +afterglow. In spite of cooks and other minor clouds, in spite of visions +of metropolitan triumphs (not shattered, but put away in camphor), life +was touched with a certain novelty. There was a new runabout and a horse +which Honora could drive herself, and she went to the station to meet her +husband. On mild Saturday and Sunday afternoons they made long +excursions, into the country--until the golf season began, when the +lessons begun at Silverdale were renewed. But after a while certain male +competitors appeared, and the lessons were discontinued. Sunday, after +his pile of newspapers had religiously been disposed of, became a field +day. Indeed, it is impossible, without a twinge of pity, to behold Howard +taking root in Rivington, for we know that sooner or later he will be dug +up and transplanted. The soil was congenial. He played poker on the train +with the Rivington husbands, and otherwise got along with them famously. +And it was to him an enigma--when occasionally he allowed his thoughts to +dwell upon such trivial matters--why Honora was not equally congenial +with the wives. + +There were, no doubt, interesting people in Rivington about whom many +stories could be written: people with loves and fears and anxieties and +joys, with illnesses and recoveries, with babies, but few grandchildren. +There were weddings at the little church, and burials; there were dances +at the golf club; there were Christmas trees, where most of the presents +--like Honora's--came from afar, from family centres formed in a social +period gone by; there were promotions for the heads of families, and +consequent rejoicings over increases of income; there were movings; there +were--inevitable in the ever grinding action of that remorseless law, the +survival of the fittest--commercial calamities, and the heartrending +search for new employment. + +Rivington called upon Honora in vehicles of all descriptions, in +proportion to the improvidence or prosperity of the owners. And Honora +returned the calls, and joined the Sewing Circle, and the Woman's +Luncheon Club, which met for the purpose of literary discussion. In the +evenings there were little dinners of six or eight, where the men talked +business and the women house rent and groceries and gossip and the +cheapest places in New York City to buy articles of the latest fashion. +Some of them had actually built or were building houses that cost as much +as thirty thousand dollars, with the inexplicable intention of remaining +in Rivington the rest of their lives! + +Honora was kind to these ladies. As we know, she was kind to everybody. +She almost allowed two or three of them to hope that they might become +her intimates, and made excursions to New York with them, and lunched in +fashionable restaurants. Their range of discussion included babies and +Robert Browning, the modern novel and the best matinee. It would be +interesting to know why she treated them, on the whole, like travellers +met by chance in a railroad station, from whom she was presently forever +to depart. The time and manner of this departure were matters to be +determined in the future. + +It would be interesting to know, likewise, just at what period the +intention of moving away from Rivington became fixed in Honora's mind. +Honora circumscribed, Honora limited, Honora admitting defeat, and this +chronicle would be finished. The gods exist somewhere, though many +incarnations may, be necessary to achieve their companionship. And no +prison walls loom so high as to appall our heroine's soul. To exchange +one prison for another is in itself something of a feat, and an argument +that the thing may be done again. Neither do the wise ones beat +themselves uselessly against brick or stone. Howard--poor man!--is +fatuous enough to regard a great problem as being settled once and for +all by a marriage certificate and a benediction; and labours under the +delusion that henceforth he may come and go as he pleases, eat his +breakfast in silence, sleep after dinner, and spend his Sundays at the +Rivington Golf Club. It is as well to leave him, at present, in blissful +ignorance of his future. + +Our sympathies, however, must be with Honora, who has paid the price for +heaven, and who discovers that by marriage she has merely joined the +ranks of the Great Unattached. Hitherto it had been inconceivable to her +that any one sufficiently prosperous could live in a city, or near it and +dependent on it, without being socially a part of it. Most momentous of +disillusions! With the exception of the Sidney Dallams and one or two +young brokers who occasionally came out over Sunday, her husband had no +friends in New York. Rivington and the Holt family (incongruous mixture) +formed the sum total of her acquaintance. + +On Monday mornings in particular, if perchance she went to town, the huge +signs which she read across the swamps, of breakfast foods and other +necessaries, seemed, for some reason, best to express her isolation. +Well-dressed, laughing people descended from omnibuses at the prettier +stations, people who seemed all-sufficient to themselves; people she was +sure she should like if only she knew them. Once the sight of her school +friend, Ethel Wing, chatting with a tall young man, brought up a flood of +recollections; again, in a millinery establishment, she came face to face +with the attractive Mrs. Maitland whom she had seen at Hot Springs. +Sometimes she would walk on Fifth Avenue, watching, with mingled +sensations, the procession there. The colour, the movement, the sensation +of living in a world where every one was fabulously wealthy, was at once +a stimulation and a despair. Brougham after brougham passed, victoria +after victoria, in which beautifully gowned women chatted gayly or sat +back, impassive, amidst the cushions. Some of them, indeed, looked bored, +but this did not mar the general effect of pleasure and prosperity. Even +the people--well-dressed, too--in the hansom cabs were usually animated +and smiling. On the sidewalk athletic, clear-skinned girls passed her, +sometimes with a man, sometimes in groups of two and three, going in and +out of the expensive-looking shops with the large, plate-glass windows. + +All of these women, apparently, had something definite to do, somewhere +to go, some one to meet the very next, minute. They protested to +milliners and dressmakers if they were kept waiting, and even seemed +impatient of time lost if one by chance bumped into them. But Honora had +no imperative appointments. Lily Dallam was almost sure to be out, or +going out immediately, and seemed to have more engagements than any one +in New York. + +"I'm so sorry, my dear," she would say, and add reproachfully: "why +didn't you telephone me you were coming? If you had only let me know we +might have lunched together or gone to the matinee. Now I have promised +Clara Trowbridge to go to a lunch party at her house." + +Mrs. Dallam had a most convincing way of saying such things, and in spite +of one's self put one in the wrong for not having telephoned. But if +indeed Honora telephoned--as she did once or twice in her innocence--Lily +was quite as distressed. + +"My dear, why didn't you let me know last night? Trixy Brent has given +Lula Chandos his box at the Horse Show, and Lula would never, never +forgive me if I backed out." + +Although she lived in an apartment--in a most attractive one, to be sure +--there could be no doubt about it that Lily Dallam was fashionable. She +had a way with her, and her costumes were marvellous. She could have made +her fortune either as a dressmaker or a house decorator, and she bought +everything from "little" men and women whom she discovered herself. It +was a curious fact that all of these small tradespeople eventually became +fashionable, too. Lily was kind to Honora, and gave her their addresses +before they grew to be great and insolent and careless whether one +patronized them or not. + +While we are confessing the trials and weaknesses of our heroine, we +shall have to admit that she read, occasionally, the society columns of +the newspapers. And in this manner she grew to have a certain familiarity +with the doings of those favourites of fortune who had more delightful +engagements than hours in which to fulfil them. So intimate was Lily +Dallam with many of these Olympians that she spoke of them by their first +names, or generally by their nicknames. Some two years after Honora's +marriage the Dallams had taken a house in that much discussed colony of +Quicksands, where sport and pleasure reigned supreme: and more than once +the gown which Mrs. Sidney Dallam had worn to a polo match had been +faithfully described in the public prints, or the dinners which she had +given at the Quicksands Club. One of these dinners, Honora learned, had +been given in honour of Mr. Trixton Brent. + +"You ought to know Trixy, Honora," Mrs. Dallam declared; "he'd be crazy +about you." + +Time passed, however, and Mrs. Dallam made no attempt to bring about this +most desirable meeting. When Honora and Howard went to town to dine with +the Dallams, it was always at a restaurant, a 'partie carree'. Lily +Dallam thought it dull to dine at home, and they went to the theatre +afterwards--invariably a musical comedy. Although Honora did not care +particularly for musical comedies, she always experienced a certain +feverish stimulation which kept her wide awake on the midnight train to +Rivington. Howard had a most exasperating habit of dozing in the corner +of the seat. + +"You are always sleepy when I have anything interesting to talk to you +about," said Honora, "or reading stock reports. I scarcely see anything +at all of you." + +Howard roused himself. + +"Where are we now?" he asked. + +"Oh," cried Honora, "we haven't passed Hydeville. Howard, who is Trixton +Brent?" + +"What about him?" demanded her husband. + +"Nothing--except that he is one of Lily's friends, and she said she knew +--I should like him. I wish you would be more interested in people. Who +is he?" + +"One of the best-known operators in the market," Howard answered, and his +air implied that a lack of knowledge of Mr. Brent was ignorance indeed; +"a daring gambler. He cornered cotton once, and raked in over a million. +He's a sport, too." + +"How old is he?" + +"About forty-three." + +"Is he married?" inquired Honora. + +"He's divorced," said Howard. And she had to be content with so much of +the gentleman's biography, for her husband relapsed into somnolence +again. A few days later she saw a picture of Mr. Brent, in polo costume, +in one of the magazines. She thought him good-looking, and wondered what +kind of a wife he had had. + +Honora, when she went to town for the day, generally could be sure of +finding some one, at least, of the Holt family at home at luncheon time. +They lived still in the same house on Madison Avenue to which Aunt Mary +and Uncle Tom had been invited to breakfast on the day of Honora's +arrival in her own country. It had a wide, brownstone front, with a +basement, and a high flight of steps leading up to the door. Within, +solemnity reigned, and this effect was largely produced by the +prodigiously high ceilings and the black walnut doors and woodwork. On +the second floor, the library where the family assembled was more +cheerful. The books themselves, although in black-walnut cases, and the +sun pouring in, assisted in making this effect. + +Here, indeed, were stability and peace. Here Honora remade the +acquaintance of the young settlement worker, and of the missionary, now +on the Presbyterian Board of Missions. Here she charmed other friends and +allies of the Holt family; and once met, somewhat to her surprise, two +young married women who differed radically from the other guests of the +house. Honora admired their gowns if not their manners; for they ignored +her, and talked to Mrs. Holt about plans for raising money for the +Working Girl's Relief Society. + +"You should join us, my dear," said Mrs. Holt; "I am sure you would be +interested in our work." + +"I'd be so glad to, Mrs. Holt," replied Honora, "if only I didn't live in +the country." + +She came away as usual, feeling of having run into a cul de sac. Mrs. +Holt's house was a refuge, not an outlet; and thither Honora directed her +steps when a distaste for lunching alone or with some of her Rivington +friends in the hateful, selfish gayety of a fashionable restaurant +overcame her; or when her moods had run through a cycle, and an +atmosphere of religion and domesticity became congenial. + +"Howard," she asked unexpectedly one evening, as he sat smoking beside +the blue tiled mantel, "have you got on your winter flannels?" + +"I'll bet a hundred dollars to ten cents," he cried, "that you've been +lunching with Mrs. Holt." + +"I think you're horrid," said Honora. + +Something must be said for her. Domestic virtue, in the face of such +mocking heresy, is exceptionally difficult of attainment. + +Mrs. Holt had not been satisfied with Honora's and Susan's accounts of +the house in Stafford Park. She felt called upon to inspect it. And for +this purpose, in the spring following Honora's marriage, she made a +pilgrimage to Rivington and spent the day. Honora met her at the station, +and the drive homeward was occupied in answering innumerable questions on +the characters, conditions, and modes of life of Honora's neighbours. + +"Now, my dear," said Mrs. Holt, when they were seated before the fire +after lunch, "I want you to feel that you can come to me for everything. +I must congratulate you and Howard on being sensible enough to start your +married life simply, in the country. I shall never forget the little +house in which Mr. Holt and I began, and how blissfully happy I was." The +good lady reached out and took Honora's hand in her own. "Not that your +deep feeling for your husband will ever change. But men are more +difficult to manage as they grow older, my dear, and the best of them +require a little managing for their own good. And increased +establishments bring added cares and responsibilities. Now that I am +here, I have formed a very fair notion of what it ought to cost you to +live in such a place. And I shall be glad to go over your housekeeping +books with you, and tell you if you are being cheated as I dare say you +are." + +"Oh, Mrs. Holt," Honora faltered, "I--I haven't kept any books. Howard +just pays the bills." + +"You mean to say he hasn't given you any allowance!" cried Mrs. Holt, +aghast. "You don't know what it costs to run this house?" + +"No," said Honora, humbly. "I never thought of it. I have no idea what +Howard's income may be." + +"I'll write to Howard myself--to-night," declared Mrs. Holt. + +"Please don't, Mrs. Holt. I'll--I'll speak to him," said Honora. + +"Very well, then," the good lady agreed, "and I will send you one of my +own books, with my own system, as soon as I get home. It is not your +fault, my dear, it is Howard's. It is little short of criminal of him. I +suppose this is one of the pernicious results of being on the Stock +Exchange. New York is nothing like what it was when I was a girl--the +extravagance by everybody is actually appalling. The whole city is bent +upon lavishness and pleasure. And I am afraid it is very often the wives, +Honora, who take the lead in prodigality. It all tends, my dear, to +loosen the marriage tie--especially this frightful habit of dining in +hotels and restaurants." + +Before she left Mrs. Holt insisted on going over the house from top to +bottom, from laundry to linen closet. Suffice it to say that the +inspection was not without a certain criticism, which must be passed +over. + +"It is a little large, just for you and Howard, my dear," was her final +comment. "But you are wise in providing for the future." + +"For the future?" Honora repeated. + +Mrs. Holt playfully pinched her cheek. + +"When the children arrive, my dear, as I hope they will--soon," she said, +smiling at Honora's colour. "Sometimes it all comes back to me--my own +joy when Joshua was a baby. I was very foolish about him, no doubt. Annie +and Gwendolen tell me so. I wouldn't even let the nurse sit up with him +when he was getting his teeth. Mercy!" she exclaimed, glancing at the +enamelled watch on her gown,--for long practice had enabled her to tell +the time upside down,--"we'll be late for the train, my dear." + +After returning from the station, Honora sat for a long time at her +window, looking out on the park. The afternoon sunlight had the silvery +tinge that comes to it in March; the red gravel of the centre driveway +was very wet, and the grass of the lawns of the houses opposite already a +vivid green; in the back-yards the white clothes snapped from the lines; +and a group of children, followed by nurses with perambulators, tripped +along the strip of sidewalk. + +Why could not she feel the joys and desires of which Mrs. Holt had +spoken? It never had occurred to her until to-day that they were lacking +in her. Children! A home! Why was it that she did not want children? Why +should such a natural longing be absent in her? Her mind went back to the +days of her childhood dolls, and she smiled to think of their large +families. She had always associated marriage with children--until she got +married. And now she remembered that her childhood ideals of the +matrimonial state had been very much, like Mrs. Holt's own experience of +it: Why then had that ideal gradually faded until, when marriage came to +her, it was faint and shadowy indeed? Why were not her spirit and her +hopes enclosed by the walls in which she sat? + +The housekeeping book came from Mrs. Holt the next morning, but Honora +did not mention it to her husband. Circumstances were her excuse: he had +had a hard day on the Exchange, and at such times he showed a marked +disinclination for the discussion of household matters. It was not until +the autumn, in fact, that the subject of finance was mentioned between +them, and after a period during which Howard had been unusually +uncommunicative and morose. Just as electrical disturbances are said to +be in some way connected with sun spots, so Honora learned that a certain +glumness and tendency to discuss expenses on the part of her husband were +synchronous with a depression in the market. + +"I wish you'd learn to go a little slow, Honora," he said one evening. +"The bills are pretty stiff this month. You don't seem to have any idea +of the value of money." + +"Oh, Howard," she exclaimed, after a moment's pause for breath, "how can +you say such a thing, when I save you so much?" + +"Save me so much!" he echoed. + +"Yes. If I had gone to Ridley for this suit, he would have charged me two +hundred dollars. I took such pains--all on your account--to find a little +man Lily Dallam told me about, who actually made it for one hundred and +twenty-five." + +It was typical of the unreason of his sex that he failed to be impressed +by this argument. + +"If you go on saving that way," said he, "we'll be in the hands of a +receiver by Christmas. I can't see any difference between buying one suit +from Ridley--whoever he may be--and three from Lily Dallam's 'little +man,' except that you spend more than three times as much money." + +"Oh, I didn't get three!--I never thought you could be so unjust, Howard. +Surely you don't want me to dress like these Rivington women, do you?" + +"I can't see anything wrong with their clothes," he maintained. + +"And to think that I was doing it all to please you!" she cried +reproachfully. + +"To please me!" + +"Who else? We-we don't know anybody in New York. And I wanted you to be +proud of me. I've tried so hard and--and sometimes you don't even look at +my gowns, and say whether you like them and they are all for you." + +This argument, at least, did not fail of results, combined as it was with +a hint of tears in Honora's voice. Its effect upon Howard was peculiar +--he was at once irritated, disarmed, and softened. He put down his +cigarette--and Honora was on his knee! He could not deny her attractions. + +"How could you be so cruel, Howard?" she asked. + +"You know you wouldn't like me to be a slattern. It was my own idea to +save money--I had a long talk about economy one day with Mrs. Holt. And +you act as though you had such a lot of it when we're in town for dinner +with these Rivington people. You always have champagne. If--if you're +poor, you ought to have told me so, and I shouldn't have ordered another +dinner gown." + +"You've ordered another dinner gown!" + +"Only a little one," said Honora, "the simplest kind. But if you're +poor--" + +She had made a discovery--to reflect upon his business success was to +touch a sensitive nerve. + +"I'm not poor," he declared. "But the bottom's dropped out of the market, +and even old Wing is economizing. We'll have to put on the brakes for +awhile, Honora." + +It was shortly after this that Honora departed on the first of her three +visits to St. Louis. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE NEW DOCTRINE + +This history concerns a free and untrammelled--and, let us add, feminine +--spirit. No lady is in the least interesting if restricted and contented +with her restrictions,--a fact which the ladies of our nation are fast +finding out. What would become of the Goddess of Liberty? And let us mark +well, while we are making these observations, that Liberty is a goddess, +not a god, although it has taken us in America over a century to realize +a significance in the choice of her sex. And--another discovery!--she is +not a haus frau. She is never domiciled, never fettered. Even the French, +clever as they are, have not conceived her: equality and fraternity are +neither kith nor kin of hers, and she laughs at them as myths--for she is +a laughing lady. She alone of the three is real, and she alone is +worshipped for attributes which she does not possess. She is a coquette, +and she is never satisfied. If she were, she would not be Liberty: if she +were, she would not be worshipped of men, but despised. If they +understood her, they would not care for her. And finally, she comes not +to bring peace, but a sword. + +At quarter to seven one blustery evening of the April following their +fourth anniversary Honora returned from New York to find her husband +seated under the tall lamp in the room he somewhat facetiously called his +"den," scanning the financial page of his newspaper. He was in his +dressing gown, his slippered feet extended towards the hearth, smoking a +cigarette. And on the stand beside him was a cocktail glass--empty. + +"Howard," she cried, brushing his ashes from the table, "how can you be so +untidy when you are so good-looking dressed up? I really believe you're +getting fat. And there," she added, critically touching a place on the +top of his head, "is a bald spot!" + +"Anything else?" he murmured, with his eyes still on the sheet. + +"Lots," answered Honora, pulling down the newspaper from before his face. +"For one thing, I'm not going to allow you to be a bear any more. I don't +mean a Stock Exchange bear, but a domestic bear--which is much worse. +You've got to notice me once in a while. If you don't, I'll get another +husband. That's what women do in these days, you know, when the one they +have doesn't take the trouble to make himself sufficiently agreeable. I'm +sure I could get another one quite easily," she declared. + +He looked up at her as she stood facing him in the lamplight before the +fire, and was forced to admit to himself that the boast was not wholly +idle. A smile was on her lips, her eyes gleamed with health; her furs +--of silver fox--were thrown back, the crimson roses pinned on her mauve +afternoon gown matched the glow in her cheeks, while her hair mingled +with the dusky shadows. Howard Spence experienced one of those startling, +illuminating moments which come on occasions to the busy and +self-absorbed husbands of his nation. Psychologists have a name for such +a phenomenon. Ten minutes before, so far as his thoughts were concerned, +she had not existed, and suddenly she had become a possession which he +had not, in truth, sufficiently prized. Absurd though it was, the +possibility which she had suggested aroused in him a slight uneasiness. + +"You are a deuced good-looking woman, I'll say that for you, Honora," he +admitted. + +"Thanks," she answered, mockingly, and put her hands behind her back. "If +I had only known you were going to settle down in Rivington and get fat +and bald and wear dressing gowns and be a bear, I never should have +married you--never, never, never! Oh, how young and simple and foolish I +was! And the magnificent way you talked about New York, and intimated +that you were going to conquer the world. I believed you. Wasn't I a +little idiot not--to know that you'd make for a place like this and dig a +hole and stay in it, and let the world go hang?" + +He laughed, though it was a poor attempt. And she read in his eyes, which +had not left her face, that he was more or less disturbed. + +"I treat you pretty well, don't I, Honora?" he asked. There was an +amorous, apologetic note in his voice that amused her, and reminded her +of the honeymoon. "I give you all the money you want or rather--you take +it,--and I don't kick up a row, except when the market goes to pieces--" + +"When you act as though we'd have to live in Harlem--which couldn't be +much worse," she interrupted. "And you stay in town all day and have no +end of fun making money,--for you like to make money, and expect me to +amuse myself the best part of my life with a lot of women who don't know +enough to keep thin." + +He laughed again, but still uneasily. Honora was still smiling. + +"What's got into you?" he demanded. "I know you don't like Rivington, but +you never broke loose this way before." + +"If you stay here," said Honora, with a new firmness, "it will be alone. +I can't see what you want with a wife, anyway. I've been thinking you +over lately. I don't do anything for you, except to keep getting you +cooks--and anybody could do that. You don't seem to need me in any +possible way. All I do is to loiter around the house and read and play +the piano, or go to New York and buy clothes for nobody to look at except +strangers in restaurants. I'm worth more than that. I think I'll get +married again." + +"Great Lord, what are you talking about?" he exclaimed when he got his +breath. + +"I think I'll take a man next time," she continued calmly, "who has +something to him, some ambition. The kind of man I thought I was getting +when I took you only I shouldn't be fooled again. Women remarry a good +deal in these days, and I'm beginning to see the reason why. And the +women who have done it appear to be perfectly happy--much happier than +they were at first. I saw one of them at Lily Dallam's this afternoon. +She was radiant. I can't see any particular reason why a woman should be +tied all her life to her husband's apron strings--or whatever he wears +--and waste the talents she has. It's wicked, when she might be the +making of some man who is worth something, and who lives somewhere." + +Her husband got up. + +"Jehosaphat!" he cried, "I never heard such talk in my life." + +The idea that her love for him might have ebbed a little, or that she +would for a moment consider leaving him, he rejected as preposterous, of +course: the reputation which the majority of her sex had made throughout +the ages for constancy to the marriage tie was not to be so lightly +dissipated. Nevertheless, there was in her words a new undertone of +determination he had never before heard--or, at least, noticed. + +There was one argument, or panacea, which had generally worked like a +charm, although some time had elapsed since last he had resorted to it. +He tried to seize and kiss her, but she eluded him. At last he caught +her, out of breath, in the corner of the room. + +"Howard--you'll knock over the lamp--you'll ruin my gown--and then you'll +have to buy me another. I DID mean it," she insisted, holding back her +head; "you'll have to choose between Rivington and me. It's--it's an +ultimatum. There were at least three awfully attractive men at Lily +Dallam's tea--I won't tell you who they were--who would be glad to marry +me in a minute." + +He drew her down on the arm of his chair. + +"Now that Lily has a house in town," he said weakly, "I suppose you think +you've got to have one." + +"Oh, Howard, it is such a dear house. I had no idea that so much could be +done with so narrow a front. It's all French, with mirrors and big white +panels and satin chairs and sofas, and a carved gilt piano that she got +for nothing from a dealer she knows; and church candlesticks. The mirrors +give it the effect of being larger than it really is. I've only two +criticisms to make: it's too far from Fifth Avenue, and one can scarcely +turn around in it without knocking something down--a photograph frame or +a flower vase or one of her spindle-legged chairs. It was only a hideous, +old-fashioned stone front when she bought it. I suppose nobody but Reggie +Farwell could have made anything out of it." + +"Who's Reggie Farwell?" inquired her husband. + +"Howard, do you really mean to say you've never heard of Reggie Farwell? +Lily was so lucky to get him--she says he wouldn't have done the house if +he hadn't been such a friend of hers. And he was coming to the tea this +afternoon--only something happened at the last minute, and he couldn't. +She was so disappointed. He built the Maitlands' house, and did over the +Cecil Graingers'. And he's going to do our house--some day." + +"Why not right away?" asked Howard. + +"Because I've made up my mind to be very, very reasonable," she replied. +"We're going to Quicksands for a while, first." + +"To Quicksands!" he repeated. But in spite of himself he experienced a +feeling of relief that she had not demanded a town mansion on the spot. + +Honora sprang to her feet. + +"Get up, Howard," she cried, "remember that we're going out for +dinner-and you'll never be ready." + +"Hold on," he protested, "I don't know about this Quicksands proposition. +Let's talk it over a little more--" + +"We'll talk it over another time," she replied. "But--remember my +ultimatum. And I am only taking you there for your own good." + +"For my own good!" + +"Yes. To get you out of a rut. To keep you from becoming commonplace and +obscure and--and everything you promised not to be when you married me," +she retorted from the doorway, her eyes still alight with that disturbing +and tantalizing fire. "It is my last desperate effort as a wife to save +you from baldness, obesity, and nonentity." Wherewith she disappeared +into her room and closed the door. + +We read of earthquakes in the tropics and at the ends of the earth with +commiseration, it is true, yet with the fond belief that the ground on +which we have built is so firm that our own 'lares' and 'penates' are in +no danger of being shaken down. And in the same spirit we learn of other +people's domestic cataclysms. Howard Spence had had only a slight shock, +but it frightened him and destroyed his sense of immunity. And during the +week that followed he lacked the moral courage either to discuss the +subject of Quicksands thoroughly or to let it alone: to put down his foot +like a Turk or accede like a Crichton. + +Either course might have saved him. One trouble with the unfortunate man +was that he realized but dimly the gravity of the crisis. He had laboured +under the delusion that matrimonial conditions were still what they had +been in the Eighteenth Century--although it is doubtful whether he had +ever thought of that century. Characteristically, he considered the +troublesome affair chiefly from its business side. His ambition, if we +may use so large a word for the sentiment that had filled his breast, had +been coincident with his prenuptial passion for Honora. And she had +contrived, after four years, in some mysterious way to stir up that +ambition once more; to make him uncomfortable; to compel him to ask +himself whether he were not sliding downhill; to wonder whether living at +Quicksands might not bring him in touch with important interests which +had as yet eluded him. And, above all,--if the idea be put a little more +crudely and definitely than it occurred in his thoughts, he awoke to the +realization that his wife was an asset he had hitherto utterly neglected. +Inconceivable though it were (a middle-of-the-night reflection), if he +insisted on trying to keep such a woman bottled up in Rivington she might +some day pack up and leave him. One never could tell what a woman would +do in these days. Les sacrees femmes. + +We are indebted to Honora for this view of her husband's mental +processes. She watched them, as it were, through a glass in the side of +his head, and incidentally derived infinite amusement therefrom. With +instinctive wisdom she refrained from tinkering. + +An invitation to dine with the Dallams', in their own house, arrived a +day or two after the tea which Honora had attended there. Although Lily +had always been cordial, Honora thought this note couched in terms of +unusual warmth. She was implored to come early, because Lily had so much +to talk to her about which couldn't be written on account of a splitting +headache. In moderate obedience to this summons Honora arrived, on the +evening in question, before the ornamental ironwork of Mrs. Dallam's +front door at a few minutes after seven o'clock. Honora paused in the +spring twilight to contemplate the house, which stood out incongruously +from its sombre, brownstone brothers and sisters with noisy basement +kitchens. The Third Avenue Elevated, "so handy for Sid," roared across +the gap scarcely a block away; and just as the door was opened the +tightest of little blue broughams, pulled by a huge chestnut horse and +driven by the tiniest of grooms in top boots, drew up at the curb. And +out of it burst a resplendent lady--Mrs. Dallam. + +"Oh, it's you, Honora," she cried. "Am I late? I'm so sorry. But I just +couldn't help it. It's all Clara Trowbridge's fault. She insisted on my +staying to meet that Renee Labride who dances so divinely in Lady +Emmeline. She's sweet. I've seen her eight times." Here she took Honora's +arm, and faced her towards the street. "What do you think of my turnout? +Isn't he a darling?" + +"Is he--full grown?" asked Honora. + +Lilly Dallam burst out laughing. + +"Bless you, I don't mean Patrick,--although I had a terrible time finding +him. I mean the horse. Trixy Brent gave him to me before he went abroad." + +"Gave him to you!" Honora exclaimed. + +"Oh, he's always doing kind things like that, and he hadn't any use for +him. My dear, I hope you don't think for an instant Trixy's in love with +me! He's crazy about Lula Chandos. I tried so hard to get her to come to +dinner to-night, and the Trowbridges' and the Barclays'. You've no idea +how difficult it is in New York to get any one under two weeks. And so +we've got just ourselves." + +Honora was on the point of declaring, politely, that she was very glad, +when Lily Dallam asked her how she liked the brougham. + +"It's the image of Mrs. Cecil Grainger's, my dear, and I got it for a +song. As long as Trixy gave me the horse, I told Sid the least he could +do was to give me the brougham and the harness. Is Master Sid asleep?" +she inquired of the maid who had been patiently waiting at the door. "I +meant to have got home in time to kiss him." + +She led Honora up the narrow but thickly carpeted stairs to a miniature +boudoir, where Madame Adelaide, in a gilt rococo frame, looked +superciliously down from the walls. + +"Why haven't you been in to see me since my tea, Honora? You were such a +success, and after you left they were all crazy to know something about +you, and why they hadn't heard of you. My dear, how much did little +Harris charge you for that dress? If I had your face and neck and figure +I'd die before I'd live in Rivington. You're positively wasted, Honora. +And if you stay there, no one will look at you, though you were as +beautiful as Mrs. Langtry." + +"You're rather good-looking yourself, Lily," said Honora. + +"I'm ten years older than you, my dear, and I have to be so careful. Sid +says I'm killing myself, but I've found a little massage woman who is +wonderful. How do you like this dress?" + +"All your things are exquisite." + +"Do you think so?" cried Mrs. Dallam, delightedly. + +Honora, indeed, had not perjured herself. Only the hypercritical, when +Mrs. Dallam was dressed, had the impression of a performed miracle. She +was the most finished of finished products. Her complexion was high and +(be it added) natural, her hair wonderfully 'onduled', and she had withal +the sweetest and kindest of smiles and the most engaging laughter in the +world. It was impossible not to love her. + +"Howard," she cried, when a little later they were seated at the table, +"how mean of you to have kept Honora in a dead and alive place like +Rivington all these years! I think she's an angel to have stood it. Men +are beyond me. Do you know what an attractive wife you've got? I've just +been telling her that there wasn't a woman at my tea who compared with +her, and the men were crazy about her." + +"That's the reason I live down there," proclaimed Howard, as he finished +his first glass of champagne. + +"Honora," demanded Mrs. Dallam, ignoring his bravado, "why don't you take +a house at Quicksands? You'd love it, and you'd look simply divine in a +bathing suit. Why don't you come down?" + +"Ask Howard," replied Honora, demurely. + +"Well, Lily, I'll own up I have been considering it a little," that +gentleman admitted with gravity. "But I haven't decided anything. There +are certain drawbacks--" + +"Drawbacks!" exclaimed Mrs. Dallam. "Drawbacks at Quicksands! I'd like to +know what they are. Don't be silly, Howard. You get more for your money +there than any place I know." Suddenly the light of an inspiration came +into her eyes, and she turned to her husband. "Sid, the Alfred Fern house +is for rent, isn't it?" + +"I think it must be, Lily," replied Mr. Dallam. + +"Sometimes I believe I'm losing my mind," declared Mrs. Dallam. "What an +imbecile I was not to think of it! It's a dear, Honora, not five minutes +from the Club, with the sweetest furniture, and they just finished it +last fall. It would be positively wicked not to take it, Howard. They +couldn't have failed more opportunely. I'm sorry for Alfred, but I always +thought Louise Fern a little snob. Sid, you must see Alfred down town the +first thing in the morning and ask him what's the least he'll rent it +for. Tell him I wish to know." + +"But--my dear Lily--began Mr. Dallam apologetically. + +"There!" complained his wife, "you're always raising objections to my +most charming and sensible plans. You act as though you wanted Honora and +Howard to stay in Rivington." + +"My dear Lily!" he protested again. And words failing him, he sought by a +gesture to disclaim such a sinister motive for inaction. + +"What harm can it do?" she asked plaintively. "Howard doesn't have to +rent the house, although it would be a sin if he didn't. Find out the +rent in the morning, Sid, and we'll all four go down on Sunday and look +at it, and lunch at the Quicksands Club. I'm sure I can get out of my +engagement at Laura Dean's--this is so important. What do you say, +Honora?" + +"I think it would be delightful," said Honora. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +QUICKSANDS + +To convey any adequate idea of the community familiarly known as +Quicksands a cinematograph were necessary. With a pen we can only +approximate the appearance of the shifting grains at any one time. Some +households there were, indeed, which maintained a precarious though +seemingly miraculous footing on the surface, or near it, going under for +mere brief periods, only to rise again and flaunt men-servants in the +face of Providence. + +There were real tragedies, too, although a casual visitor would never +have guessed it. For tragedies sink, and that is the end of them. The +cinematograph, to be sure, would reveal one from time to time, coming +like a shadow across an endless feast, and gone again in a flash. Such +was what might appropriately be called the episode of the Alfred Ferns. +After three years of married life they had come, they had rented; the +market had gone up, they had bought and built--upon the sands. The +ancient farmhouse which had stood on the site had been torn down as +unsuited to a higher civilization, although the great elms which had +sheltered it had been left standing, in grave contrast to the twisted +cedars and stunted oaks so much in evidence round about. + +The Ferns--or rather little Mrs. Fern--had had taste, and the new house +reflected it. As an indication of the quality of imagination possessed by +the owners, the place was called "The Brackens." There was a long porch +on the side of the ocean, but a view of the water was shut off from it by +a hedge which, during the successive ownerships of the adjoining +property, had attained a height of twelve feet. There was a little toy +greenhouse connecting with the porch (an "economy" indulged in when the +market had begun to go the wrong way for Mr. Fern). Exile, although +unpleasant, was sometimes found necessary at Quicksands, and even +effective. + +Above all things, however, if one is describing Quicksands, one must not +be depressing. That is the unforgiveable sin there. Hence we must touch +upon these tragedies lightly. + +If, after walking through the entrance in the hedge that separated the +Brackens from the main road, you turned to the left and followed a +driveway newly laid out between young poplars, you came to a mass of +cedars. Behind these was hidden the stable. There were four stalls, all +replete with brass trimmings, and a box, and the carriage-house was made +large enough for the break which Mr. Fern had been getting ready to buy +when he had been forced, so unexpectedly, to change his mind. + +If the world had been searched, perhaps, no greater contrast to Rivington +could have been found than this delightful colony of quicksands, full of +life and motion and colour, where everybody was beautifully dressed and +enjoying themselves. For a whole week after her instalment Honora was in +a continual state of excitement and anticipation, and the sound of wheels +and voices on the highroad beyond the hedge sent her peeping to her +curtains a dozen times a day. The waking hours, instead of burdens, were +so many fleeting joys. In the morning she awoke to breathe a new, +perplexing, and delicious perfume--the salt sea breeze stirring her +curtains: later, she was on the gay, yellow-ochre beach with Lily Dallam, +making new acquaintances; and presently stepping, with a quiver of fear +akin to delight, into the restless, limitless blue water that stretched +southward under a milky haze: luncheon somewhere, more new acquaintances, +and then, perhaps, in Lily's light wood victoria to meet the train of +trains. For at half-past five the little station, forlorn all day long in +the midst of the twisted cedars that grew out of the heated sand, assumed +an air of gayety and animation. Vehicles of all sorts drew up in the open +space before it, wagonettes, phaetons, victorias, high wheeled hackney +carts, and low Hempstead carts: women in white summer gowns and veils +compared notes, or shouted invitations to dinner from carriage to +carriage. The engine rolled in with a great cloud of dust, the horses +danced, the husbands and the overnight guests, grimy and brandishing +evening newspapers, poured out of the special car where they had sat in +arm-chairs and talked stocks all the way from Long Island City. Some were +driven home, it is true; some to the beach, and others to the Quicksands +Club, where they continued their discussions over whiskey-and-sodas +until it was time to have a cocktail and dress for dinner. + +Then came the memorable evening when Lily Dallam gave a dinner in honour +of Honora, her real introduction to Quicksands. It was characteristic of +Lily that her touch made the desert bloom. Three years before Quicksands +had gasped to hear that the Sidney Dallams had bought the Faraday house +--or rather what remained of it. + +"We got it for nothing," Lily explained triumphantly on the occasion of +Honora's first admiring view. "Nobody would look at it, my dear." + +It must have been this first price, undoubtedly, that appealed to Sidney +Dallam, model for all husbands: to Sidney, who had had as much of an idea +of buying in Quicksands as of acquiring a Scotch shooting box. The +"Faraday place" had belonged to the middle ages, as time is reckoned in +Quicksands, and had lain deserted for years, chiefly on account of its +lugubrious and funereal aspect. It was on a corner. Two "for rent" signs +had fallen successively from the overgrown hedge: some fifty feet back +from the road, hidden by undergrowth and in the tenebrous shades of huge +larches and cedars, stood a hideous, two-storied house with a mansard +roof, once painted dark red. + +The magical transformation of all this into a sunny, smiling, white villa +with red-striped awnings and well-kept lawns and just enough shade had +done no little towards giving to Lily Dallam that ascendency which she +had acquired with such startling rapidity in the community. When Honora +and Howard drove up to the door in the deepening twilight, every window +was a yellow, blazing square, and above the sound of voices rose a waltz +from "Lady Emmeline" played with vigour on the piano. Lily Dallam greeted +Honora in the little room which (for some unexplained reason) was known +as the library, pressed into service at dinner parties as the ladies' +dressing room. + +"My dear, how sweet you look in that coral! I've been so lucky to-night," +she added in Honora's ear; "I've actually got Trixy Brent for you." + +Our heroine was conscious of a pleasurable palpitation as she walked with +her hostess across the little entry to the door of the drawing-room, +where her eyes encountered an inviting and vivacious scene. Some ten or a +dozen guests, laughing and talking gayly, filled the spaces between the +furniture; an upright piano was embedded in a corner, and the lady who +had just executed the waltz had swung around on the stool, and was +smiling up at a man who stood beside her with his hand in his pocket. She +was a decided brunette, neither tall nor short, with a suggestion of +plumpness. + +"That's Lula Chandos," explained Lily Dallam in her usual staccato, +following Honora's gaze, "at the piano, in ashes of roses. She's stopped +mourning for her husband. Trixy told her to-night she'd discarded the +sackcloth and kept the ashes. He's awfully clever. I don't wonder that +she's crazy about him, do you? He's standing beside her." + +Honora took a good look at the famous Trixy, who resembled a certain type +of military Englishman. He had close-cropped hair and a close-cropped +mustache; and his grey eyes, as they rested amusedly on Mrs. Chandos, +seemed to have in them the light of mockery. + +"Trixy!" cried his hostess, threading her way with considerable skill +across the room and dragging Honora after her, "Trixy, I want to +introduce you to Mrs. Spence. Now aren't you glad you came!" + +It was partly, no doubt, by such informal introductions that Lily Dallam +had made her reputation as the mistress of a house where one and all had +such a good time. Honora, of course, blushed to her temples, and +everybody laughed--even Mrs. Chandos. + +"Glad," said Mr. Brent, with his eyes on Honora, "does not quite express +it. You usually have a supply of superlatives, Lily, which you might have +drawn on." + +"Isn't he irrepressible?" demanded Lily Dallam, delightedly, "he's always +teasing." + +It was running through Honora's mind, while Lily Dallam's characteristic +introductions of the other guests were in progress, that "irrepressible" +was an inaccurate word to apply to Mr. Brent's manner. Honora could not +define his attitude, but she vaguely resented it. All of Lily's guests +had the air of being at home, and at that moment a young gentleman named +Charley Goodwin, who was six feet tall and weighed two hundred pounds, +was loudly demanding cocktails. They were presently brought by a rather +harassed-looking man-servant. + +"I can't get over how well you look in that gown, Lula," declared Mrs. +Dallam, as they went out to dinner. "Trixy, what does she remind you of?" + +"Cleopatra," cried Warry Trowbridge, with an attempt to be gallant. + +"Eternal vigilance," said Mr. Brent, and they sat down amidst the +laughter, Lily Dallam declaring that he was horrid, and Mrs. Chandos +giving him a look of tender reproach. But he turned abruptly to Honora, +who was on his other side. + +"Where did you drop down from, Mrs. Spence?" he inquired. + +"Why do you take it for granted that I have dropped?" she asked sweetly. + +He looked at her queerly for a moment, and then burst out laughing. + +"Because you are sitting next to Lucifer," he said. "It's kind of me to +warn you, isn't it?" + +"It wasn't necessary," replied Honora. "And besides, as a dinner +companion, I imagine Lucifer couldn't be improved on." + +He laughed again. + +"As a dinner companion!" he repeated. "So you would limit Lucifer to +dinners? That's rather a severe punishment, since we're neighbours." + +"How delightful to have Lucifer as one's neighbour," said Honora, +avoiding his eyes. "Of course I've been brought up to believe that he was +always next door, so to speak, but I've never--had any proof of it until +now." + +"Proof!" echoed Mr. Brent. "Has my reputation gone before me?" + +"I smell the brimstone," said Honora. + +He derived, apparently, infinite amusement from this remark likewise. + +"If I had known I was to have the honour of sitting here, I should have +used another perfume," he replied. "I have several." + +It was Honora's turn to laugh. + +"They are probably for--commercial transactions, not for ladies," she +retorted. "We are notoriously fond of brimstone, if it is not too strong. +A suspicion of it." + +Her colour was high, and she was surprised at her own vivacity. It seemed +strange that she should be holding her own in this manner with the +renowned Trixton Brent. No wonder, after four years of Rivington, that +she tingled with an unwonted excitement. + +At this point Mr. Brent's eye fell upon Howard, who was explaining +something to Mrs. Trowbridge at the far end of the table. + +"What's your husband like?" he demanded abruptly. + +Honora was a little taken aback, but recovered sufficiently to retort: +"You'd hardly expect me to give you an unprejudiced judgment." + +"That's true," he agreed significantly. + +"He's everything," added Honora, "that is to be expected in a husband." + +"Which isn't much, in these days," declared Mr. Brent. + +"On the contrary," said Honora. + +"What I should like to know is why you came to Quicksands," said Mr. +Brent. + +"For a little excitement," she replied. "So far, I have not been +disappointed. But why do you ask that question?" she demanded, with a +slight uneasiness. "Why did you come here?" + +"Oh," he said, "you must remember that I'm--Lucifer, a citizen of the +world, at home anywhere, a sort of 'freebooter. I'm not here all the +time--but that's no reflection on Quicksands. May I make a bet with you, +Mrs. Spence?" + +"What about?" + +"That you won't stay in Quicksands more than six months," he answered. + +"Why do you say that?" she asked curiously. + +He shook his head. + +"My experience with your sex," he declared enigmatically, "has not been a +slight one." + +"Trixy!" interrupted Mrs. Chandos at this juncture, from his other side, +"Warry Trowbridge won't tell me whether to sell my Consolidated Potteries +stock." + +"Because he doesn't know," said Mr. Brent, laconically, and readdressed +himself to Honora, who had, however, caught a glimpse of Mrs. Chandos' +face. + +"Don't you think it's time for you to talk to Mrs. Chandos?" she asked. + +"What for?" + +"Well, for one reason, it is customary, out of consideration for the +hostess, to assist in turning the table." + +"Lily doesn't care," he said. + +"How about Mrs. Chandos? I have an idea that she does care." + +He made a gesture of indifference. + +"And how about me?" Honora continued. "Perhaps--I'd like to talk to Mr. +Dallam." + +"Have you ever tried it?" he demanded. + +Over her shoulder she flashed back at him a glance which he did not +return. She had never, to tell the truth, given her husband's partner +much consideration. He had existed in her mind solely as an obliging +shopkeeper with whom Lily had unlimited credit, and who handed her over +the counter such things as she desired. And to-night, in contrast to +Trixton Brent, Sidney Dallam suggested the counter more than ever before. +He was about five and forty, small, neatly made, with little hands and +feet; fast growing bald, and what hair remained to him was a jet black. +His suavity of manner and anxious desire to give one just the topic that +pleased had always irritated Honora. + +Good shopkeepers are not supposed to have any tastes, predilections, or +desires of their own, and it was therefore with no little surprise that, +after many haphazard attempts, Honora discovered Mr, Dallam to be +possessed by one all-absorbing weakness. She had fallen in love, she +remarked, with little Sid on the beach, and Sidney Dallam suddenly became +transfigured. Was she fond of children? Honora coloured a little, and +said "yes." He confided to her, with an astonishing degree of feeling, +that it had been the regret of his life he had not had more children. +Nobody, he implied, who came to his house had ever exhibited the proper +interest in Sid. + +"Sometimes," he said, leaning towards her confidentially, "I slip +upstairs for a little peep at him after dinner." + +"Oh," cried Honora, "if you're going to-night mayn't I go with you? I'd +love to see him in bed." + +"Of course I'll take you," said Sidney Dallam, and he looked at her so +gratefully that she coloured again. + +"Honora," said Lily Dallam, when the women were back in the drawing-room, +"what did you do to Sid? You had him beaming--and he hates dinner +parties." + +"We were talking about children," replied Honora, innocently. + +"Children!" + +"Yes," said Honora, "and your husband has promised to take me up to the +nursery." + +"And did you talk to Trixy about children, too?" cried Lily, laughing, +with a mischievous glance at Mrs. Chandos. + +"Is he interested in them?" asked Honora. + +"You dear!" cried Lily, "you'll be the death of me. Lula, Honora wants to +know whether Trixy is interested in children." + +Mrs. Chandos, in the act of lighting a cigarette, smiled sweetly. + +"Apparently he is," she said. + +"It's time he were, if he's ever going to be," said Honora, just as +sweetly. + +Everybody laughed but Mrs. Chandos, who began to betray an intense +interest in some old lace in the corner of the room. + +"I bought it for nothing, my dear," said Mrs. Dallam, but she pinched +Honora's arm delightedly. "How wicked of you!" she whispered, "but it +serves her right." + +In the midst of the discussion of clothes and house rents and other +people's possessions, interspersed with anecdotes of a kind that was new +to Honora, Sidney Dallam appeared at the door and beckoned to her. + +"How silly of you, Sid!" exclaimed his wife; "of course she doesn't want +to go." + +"Indeed I do," protested Honora, rising with alacrity and following her +host up the stairs. At the end of a hallway a nurse, who had been reading +beside a lamp, got up smilingly and led the way on tiptoe into the +nursery, turning on a shaded electric light. Honora bent over the crib. +The child lay, as children will, with his little yellow head resting on +his arm. But in a moment, as she stood gazing at him, he turned and +opened his eyes and smiled at her, and she stooped and kissed him. + +"Where's Daddy?" he demanded. + +"We've waked him!" said Honora, remorsefully. + +"Daddy," said the child, "tell me a story." + +The nurse looked at Dallam reproachfully, as her duty demanded, and yet +she smiled. The noise of laughter reached them from below. + +"I didn't have any to-night," the child pleaded. + +"I got home late," Dallam explained to Honora, and, looking at the nurse, +pleaded in his turn; "just one." + +"Just a tiny one," said the child. + +"It's against all rules, Mr. Dallam," said the nurse, "but--he's been +very lonesome to-day." + +Dallam sat down on one side of him, Honora on the other. + +"Will you go to sleep right away if I do, Sid?" he asked. + +The child shut his eyes very tight. + +"Like that," he promised. + +It was not the Sidney Dallam of the counting-room who told that story, +and Honora listened with strange sensations which she did not attempt to +define. + +"I used to be fond of that one when I was a youngster," he explained +apologetically to her as they went out, and little Sid had settled +himself obediently on the pillow once more. "It was when I dreamed," he +added, "of less prosaic occupations than the stock market." + +Sidney Dallam had dreamed! + +Although Lily Dallam had declared that to leave her house before midnight +was to insult her, it was half-past eleven when Honora and her husband +reached home. He halted smilingly in her doorway as she took off her wrap +and laid it over a chair. + +"Well, Honora," he asked, "how do you like--the whirl of fashion?" + +She turned to him with one of those rapid and bewildering movements that +sometimes characterized her, and put her arms on his shoulders. + +"What a dear old stay-at-home you were, Howard," she said. "I wonder what +would have happened to you if I hadn't rescued you in the nick of time! +Own up that you like--a little variety in life." + +Being a man, he qualified his approval. + +"I didn't have a bad time," he admitted. "I had a talk with Brent after +dinner, and I think I've got him interested in a little scheme. It's a +strange thing that Sid Dallam was never able to do any business with him. +If I can put this through, coming to Quicksands will have been worth +while." He paused a moment, and added: "Brent seems to have taken quite a +shine to you, Honora." + +She dropped her arms, and going over to her dressing table, unclasped a +pin on the front of her gown. + +"I imagine," she answered, in an indifferent tone, "that he acts so with +every new woman he meets." + +Howard remained for a while in the doorway, seemingly about to speak. +Then he turned on his heel, and she heard him go into his own room. + +Far into the night she lay awake, the various incidents of the evening, +like magic lantern views, thrown with bewildering rapidity on the screen +of her mind. At last she was launched into life, and the days of her +isolation gone by forever. She was in the centre of things. And yet +--well, nothing could be perfect. Perhaps she demanded too much. Once or +twice, in the intimate and somewhat uproarious badinage that had been +tossed back and forth in the drawing-room after dinner, her delicacy had +been offended: an air of revelry had prevailed, enhanced by the arrival +of whiskey-and-soda on a tray. And at the time she had been caught up by +an excitement in the grip of which she still found herself. She had been +aware, as she tried to talk to Warren Trowbridge, of Trixton Brent's +glance, and of a certain hostility from Mrs. Chandos that caused her now +to grow warm with a kind of shame when she thought of it. But she could +not deny that this man had for her a fascination. There was in him an +insolent sense of power, of scarcely veiled contempt for the company in +which he found himself. And she asked herself, in this mood of +introspection, whether a little of his contempt for Lily Dallam's guests +had not been communicated from him to her. + +When she had risen to leave, he had followed her into the entry. She +recalled him vividly as he had stood before her then, a cigar in one hand +and a lighted match in the other, his eyes fixed upon her with a +singularly disquieting look that was tinged, however, with amusement. +"I'm coming to see you," he announced. + +"Do be careful," she had cried, "you'll burn yourself!" + +"That," he answered, tossing away the match, "is to be expected." + +She laughed nervously. + +"Good night," he added, "and remember my bet." + +What could he have meant when he had declared that she would not remain +in Quicksands? + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +GAD AND MENI + +There was an orthodox place of worship at Quicksands, a temple not merely +opened up for an hour or so on Sunday mornings to be shut tight during +the remainder of the week although it was thronged with devotees on the +Sabbath. This temple, of course, was the Quicksands Club. Howard Spence +was quite orthodox; and, like some of our Puritan forefathers, did not +even come home to the midday meal on the first day of the week. But a +certain instinct of protest and of nonconformity which may have been +remarked in our heroine sent her to St. Andrews-by-the-Sea--by no means +so well attended as the house of Gad and Meni. She walked home in a +pleasantly contemplative state of mind through a field of daisies, and +had just arrived at the hedge m front of the Brackens when the sound of +hoofs behind her caused her to turn. Mr. Trixton Brent, very firmly +astride of a restive, flea-bitten polo pony, surveyed her amusedly. + +"Where have you been?" said he. + +"To church," replied Honora, demurely. + +"Such virtue is unheard of in Quicksands." + +"It isn't virtue," said Honora. + +"I had my doubts about that, too," he declared. + +"What is it, then?" she asked laughingly, wondering why he had such a +faculty of stirring her excitement and interest. + +"Dissatisfaction," was his prompt reply. + +"I don't see why you say that," she protested. + +"I'm prepared to make my wager definite," said he. "The odds are a +thoroughbred horse against a personally knitted worsted waistcoat that +you won't stay in Quicksands six months." + +"I wish you wouldn't talk nonsense," said Honora, "and besides, I can't +knit." + +There was a short silence during which he didn't relax his disconcerting +stare. + +"Won't you come in?" she asked. "I'm sorry Howard isn't home." + +"I'm not," he said promptly. "Can't you come over to my box for lunch? +I've asked Lula Chandos and Warry Trowbridge." + +It was not without appropriateness that Trixton Brent called his house +the "Box." It was square, with no pretensions to architecture whatever, +with a porch running all the way around it. And it was literally filled +with the relics of the man's physical prowess cups for games of all +descriptions, heads and skins from the Bitter Roots to Bengal, and masks +and brushes from England. To Honora there was an irresistible and +mysterious fascination in all these trophies, each suggesting a finished +--and some perhaps a cruel--performance of the man himself. The cups were +polished until they beat back the light like mirrors, and the glossy bear +and tiger skins gave no hint of dying agonies. + +Mr. Brent's method with women, Honora observed, more resembled the noble +sport of Isaac Walton than that of Nimrod, but she could not deny that +this element of cruelty was one of his fascinations. It was very evident +to a feminine observer, for instance, that Mrs. Chandos was engaged in a +breathless and altogether desperate struggle with the slow but inevitable +and appalling Nemesis of a body and character that would not harmonize. +If her figure grew stout, what was to become of her charm as an 'enfant +gate'? Her host not only perceived, but apparently derived great +enjoyment out of the drama of this contest. From self-indulgence to +self-denial--even though inspired by terror--is a far cry. And Trixton +Brent had evidently prepared his menu with a satanic purpose. + +"What! No entree, Lula? I had that sauce especially for you." + +"Oh, Trixy, did you really? How sweet of you!" And her liquid eyes +regarded, with an almost equal affection, first the master and then the +dish. "I'll take a little," she said weakly; "it's so bad for my gout." + +"What," asked Trixton Brent, flashing an amused glance at Honora, "are +the symptoms of gout, Lula? I hear a great deal about that trouble these +days, but it seems to affect every one differently." + +Mrs. Chandos grew very red, but Warry Trowbridge saved her. + +"It's a swelling," he said innocently. + +Brent threw back his head and laughed. + +"You haven't got it anyway, Warry," he cried. + +Mr. Trowbridge, who resembled a lean and greying Irish terrier, +maintained that he had. + +"It's a pity you don't ride, Lula. I understand that that's one of the +best preventives--for gout. I bought a horse last week that would just +suit you--an ideal woman's horse. He's taken a couple of blue ribbons +this summer." + +"I hope you will show him to us, Mr. Brent," exclaimed Honora, in a +spirit of kindness. + +"Do you ride?" he demanded. + +"I'm devoted to it," she declared. + +It was true. For many weeks that spring, on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday +mornings, she had gone up from Rivington to Harvey's Riding Academy, near +Central Park. Thus she had acquired the elements of the equestrian art, +and incidentally aroused the enthusiasm of a riding-master. + +After Mrs. Chandos had smoked three of the cigarettes which her host +specially imported from Egypt, she declared, with no superabundance of +enthusiasm, that she was ready to go and see what Trixy had in the +"stables." In spite of that lady's somewhat obvious impatience, Honora +insisted upon admiring everything from the monogram of coloured sands so +deftly woven on the white in the coach house, to the hunters and polo +ponies in their rows of boxes. At last Vercingetorix, the latest +acquisition of which Brent had spoken, was uncovered and trotted around +the ring. + +"I'm sorry, Trixy, but I've really got to leave," said Mrs. Chandos. "And +I'm in such a predicament! I promised Fanny Darlington I'd go over there, +and it's eight miles, and both my horses are lame." + +Brent turned to his coachman. + +"Put a pair in the victoria right away and drive Mrs. Chandos to Mrs. +Darlington's," he said. + +She looked at him, and her lip quivered. + +"You always were the soul of generosity, Trixy, but why the victoria?" + +"My dear Lula," he replied, "if there's any other carriage you prefer--?" + +Honora did not hear the answer, which at any rate was scarcely audible. +She moved away, and her eyes continued to follow Vercingetorix as he +trotted about the tan-bark after a groom. And presently she was aware +that Trixton Brent was standing beside her. + +"What do you think of him?" he asked. + +"He's adorable," declared Honora. Would you like to try him?" + +"Oh--might I? Sometime?" + +"Why not to-day--now?" he said. "I'll send him over to your house and +have your saddle put on him." + +Before Honora could protest Mrs. Chandos came forward. + +"It's awfully sweet of you, Trixy, to offer to send me to Fanny's, but +Warry says he will drive me over. Good-by, my dear," she added, holding +out her hand to Honora. + +"I hope you enjoy your ride." + +Mr. Trowbridge's phaeton was brought up, Brent helped Mrs. Chandos in, +and stood for a moment gazing after her. Amusement was still in his eyes +as he turned to Honora. + +"Poor Lula!" he said. "Most women could have done it better than that +--couldn't they?" + +"I think you were horrid to her," exclaimed Honora, indignantly. "It +wouldn't have hurt you to drive her to Mrs. Darlington's." + +It did not occur to her that her rebuke implied a familiarity at which +they had swiftly but imperceptibly arrived. + +"Oh, yes, it would hurt me," said he. "I'd rather spend a day in jail +than drive with Lula in that frame of mind. Tender reproaches, and all +that sort of thing, you know although I can't believe you ever indulge in +them. Don't," he added. + +In spite of the fact that she was up in arms for her sex, Honora smiled. + +"Do you know," she said slowly, "I'm beginning to think you are a brute." + +"That's encouraging," he replied. + +"And fickle." + +"Still more encouraging. Most men are fickle. We're predatory animals." + +"It's just as well that I am warned," said Honora. She raised her parasol +and picked up her skirts and shot him a look. Although he did not +resemble in feature the great if unscrupulous Emperor of the French, he +reminded her now of a picture she had once seen of Napoleon and a lady; +the lady obviously in a little flutter under the Emperor's scrutiny. The +picture had suggested a probable future for the lady. + +"How long will it take you to dress?" he asked. + +"To dress for what?" + +"To ride with me." + +"I'm not going to ride with you," she said, and experienced a tingle of +satisfaction from his surprise. + +"Why not?" he demanded. + +"In the first place, because I don't want to; and in the second, because +I'm expecting Lily Dallam." + +"Lily never keeps an engagement," he said. + +"That's no reason why I shouldn't," Honora answered. + +"I'm beginning to think you're deuced clever," said he. + +"How unfortunate for me!" she exclaimed. + +He laughed, although it was plain that he was obviously put out. Honora +was still smiling. + +"Deuced clever," he repeated. + +"An experienced moth," suggested Honora; "perhaps one that has been +singed a little, once or twice. Good-by--I've enjoyed myself immensely." + +She glanced back at him as she walked down the path to the roadway. He +was still standing where she had left him, his feet slightly apart, his +hands in the pockets of his riding breeches, looking after her. + +Her announcement of an engagement with Mrs. Dallam had been, to put it +politely, fiction. She spent the rest of the afternoon writing letters +home, pausing at periods to look out of the window. Occasionally it +appeared that her reflections were amusing. At seven o'clock Howard +arrived, flushed and tired after his day of rest. + +"By the way, Honora, I saw Trixy Brent at the Club, and he said you +wouldn't go riding with him." + +"Do you call him Trixy to his face?" she asked. + +"What? No--but everyone calls him Trixy. What's the matter with you?" + +"Nothing," she replied. "Only--the habit every one has in Quicksands of +speaking of people they don't know well by their nicknames seems rather +bad taste." + +"I thought you liked Quicksands," he retorted. "You weren't happy until +you got down here." + +"It's infinitely better than Rivington," she said. + +"I suppose," he remarked, with a little irritation unusual in him, "that +you'll be wanting to go to Newport next." + +"Perhaps," said Honora, and resumed her letter. He fidgeted about the +room for a while, ordered a cocktail, and lighted a cigarette. + +"Look here," he began presently, "I wish you'd be decent to Brent. He's a +pretty good fellow, and he's in with James Wing and that crowd of big +financiers, and he seems to have taken a shine to me probably because +he's heard of that copper deal I put through this spring." + +Honora thrust back her writing pad, turned in her chair, and faced him. + +"How 'decent' do you wish me to be?" she inquired. + +"How decent?" he repeated. + +"Yes." + +He regarded her uneasily, took the cocktail which the maid offered him, +drank it, and laid down the glass. + +He had had before, in the presence of his wife, this vague feeling of +having passed boundaries invisible to him. In her eyes was a curious +smile that lacked mirth, in her voice a dispassionate note that added to +his bewilderment. + +"What do you mean, Honora?" + +"I know it's too much to expect of a man to be as solicitous about his +wife as he is about his business," she replied. "Otherwise he would +hesitate before he threw her into the arms of Mr. Trixton Brent. I warn +you that he is very attractive to women." + +"Hang it," said Howard, "I can't see what you're driving at. I'm not +throwing you into his arms. I'm merely asking you to be friendly with +him. It means a good deal to me--to both of us. And besides, you can take +care of yourself. You're not the sort of woman to play the fool." + +"One never can tell," said Honora, "what may happen. Suppose I fell in +love with him?" + +"Don't talk nonsense," he said. + +"I'm not so sure," she answered, meditatively, "that it is nonsense. It +would be quite easy to fall in love with him. Easier than you imagine. +curiously. Would you care?" she added. + +"Care!" he cried; "of course I'd care. What kind of rot are you talking?" + +"Why would you care?" + +"Why? What a darned idiotic question--" + +"It's not really so idiotic as you think it is," she said. "Suppose I +allowed Mr. Brent to make love to me, as he's very willing to do, would +you be sufficiently interested to compete." + +"To what?" + +"To compete." + +"But--but we're married." + +She laid her hand upon her knee and glanced down at it. + +"It never occurred to me until lately," she said, "how absurd is the +belief men still hold in these days that a wedding-ring absolves them +forever from any effort on their part to retain their wives' affections. +They regard the ring very much as a ball and chain, or a hobble to +prevent the women from running away, that they may catch them whenever +they may desire--which isn't often. Am I not right?" + +He snapped his cigarette case. + +"Darn it, Honora, you're getting too deep for me!" he exclaimed. "You +never liked those, Browning women down at Rivington, but if this isn't +browning I'm hanged if I know what it is. An attack of nerves, perhaps. +They tell me that women go all to pieces nowadays over nothing at all." + +"That's just it," she agreed, "nothing at all!" + +"I thought as much," he replied, eager to seize this opportunity of +ending a conversation that had neither head nor tail, and yet was +marvellously uncomfortable. "There! be a good girl, and forget it." + +He stooped down suddenly to her face to kiss her, but she turned her face +in time to receive the caress on the cheek. + +"The panacea!" she said. + +He laughed a little, boyishly, as he stood looking down at her. + +"Sometimes I can't make you out," he said. "You've changed a good deal +since I married you." + +She was silent. But the thought occurred to her that a complete +absorption in commercialism was not developing. + +"If you can manage it, Honora," he added with an attempt at lightness, "I +wish you'd have a little dinner soon, and ask Brent. Will you?" + +"Nothing," she replied, "would give me greater pleasure." + +He patted her on the shoulder and left the room whistling. But she sat +where she was until the maid came in to pull the curtains and turn on the +lights, reminding her that guests were expected. + + ..................... + +Although the circle of Mr. Brent's friends could not be said to include +any university or college presidents, it was, however, both catholic and +wide. He was hail fellow, indeed, with jockeys and financiers, great +ladies and municipal statesmen of good Irish stock. He was a lion who +roamed at large over a great variety of hunting grounds, some of which it +would be snobbish to mention; for many reasons he preferred Quicksands: a +man-eater, a woman-eater, and extraordinarily popular, nevertheless. Many +ladies, so it was reported, had tried to tame him: some of them he had +cheerfully gobbled up, and others after the briefest of inspections, +disdainfully thrust aside with his paw. + +This instinct for lion taming, which the most spirited of women possess, +is, by the way, almost inexplicable to the great majority of the male +sex. Honora had it, as must have been guessed. But however our faith in +her may be justified by the ridiculous ease of her previous conquests, we +cannot regard without trepidation her entrance into the arena with this +particular and widely renowned king of beasts. Innocence pitted against +sophistry and wile and might. + +Two of the preliminary contests we have already witnessed. Others, more +or less similar, followed during a period of two months or more. Nothing +inducing the excessive wagging of tongues,--Honora saw to that, although +Mrs. Chandos kindly took the trouble to warn our heroine,--a scene for +which there is unfortunately no space in this chronicle; an entirely +amicable, almost honeyed scene, in Honora's boudoir. Nor can a complete +picture of life at Quicksands be undertaken. Multiply Mrs. Dallam's +dinner-party by one hundred, Howard Silence's Sundays at the Club by +twenty, and one has a very fair idea of it. It was not precisely +intellectual. "Happy," says Montesquieu, "the people whose annals are +blank in history's book." Let us leave it at that. + +Late one afternoon in August Honora was riding homeward along the ocean +road. The fragrant marshes that bordered it were a vivid green under the +slanting rays of the sun, and she was gazing across them at the breakers +crashing on the beach beyond. Trixton Brent was beside her. + +"I wish you wouldn't stare at me so," she said, turning to him suddenly; +"it is embarrassing." + +"How did you know I was looking at you?" he asked. + +"I felt it." + +He drew his horse a little nearer. + +"Sometimes you're positively uncanny," she added. + +He laughed. + +"I rather like that castles-in-Spain expression you wore," he declared. + +"Castles in Spain?" + +"Or in some other place where the real estate is more valuable. Certainly +not in Quicksands." + +"You are uncanny," proclaimed Honora, with conviction. + +"I told you you wouldn't like Quicksands," said he. + +"I've never said I didn't like it," she replied. "I can't see why you +assume that I don't." + +"You're ambitious," he said. "Not that I think it a fault, when it's more +or less warranted. Your thrown away here, and you know it." + +She made him a bow from the saddle. + +"I have not been without a reward, at least," she answered, and looked at +him. + +"I have," said he. + +Honora smiled. + +"I'm going to be your good angel, and help you get out of it," he +continued. + +"Get out of what?" + +"Quicksands." + +"Do you think I'm in danger of sinking?" she asked. "And is it impossible +for me to get out alone, if I wished to?" + +"It will be easier with my help," he answered. "You're clever enough to +realize that--Honora." + +She was silent awhile. + +"You say the most extraordinary things," she remarked presently. +"Sometimes I think they are almost--" + +"Indelicate," he supplied. + +She coloured. + +"Yes, indelicate." + +"You can't forgive me for sweeping away your rose-coloured cloud of +romance," he declared, laughing. "There are spades in the pack, however +much you may wish to ignore 'em. You know very well you don't like these +Quicksands people. They grate on your finer sensibilities, and all that +sort of thing. Come, now, isn't it so?" + +She coloured again, and put her horse to the trot. + +"Onwards and upwards," he cried. "Veni, vidi, vici, ascendi." + +"It seems to me," she laughed, "that so much education is thrown away on +the stock market." + +"Whether you will be any happier higher up," he went on, "God knows. +Sometimes I think you ought to go back to the Arcadia you came from. Did +you pick out Spence for an embryo lord of high finance?" + +"My excuse is," replied Honora, "that I was very young, and I hadn't met +you." + +Whether the lion has judged our heroine with astuteness, or done her a +little less than justice, must be left to the reader. Apparently he is +accepting her gentle lashings with a meek enjoyment. He assisted her to +alight at her own door, sent the horses home, and offered to come in and +give her a lesson in a delightful game that was to do its share in the +disintegration of the old and tiresome order of things--bridge. The lion, +it will be seen, was self-sacrificing even to the extent of double dummy. +He had picked up the game with characteristic aptitude abroad +--Quicksands had yet to learn it. + +Howard Spence entered in the midst of the lesson. + +"Hello, Brent," said he, genially, "you may be interested to know I got +that little matter through without a hitch to-day." + +"I continue to marvel at you," said the lion, and made it no trumps. + +Since this is a veracious history, and since we have wandered so far from +home and amidst such strange, if brilliant scenes, it must be confessed +that Honora, three days earlier, had entered a certain shop in New York +and inquired for a book on bridge. Yes, said the clerk, he had such a +treatise, it had arrived from England a week before. She kept it looked +up in her drawer, and studied it in the mornings with a pack of cards +before her. + +Given the proper amount of spur, anything in reason can be mastered. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Modern Chronicle, Volume 3, by Winston Churchill + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A MODERN CHRONICLE, VOLUME 3 *** + +***** This file should be named 5376.txt or 5376.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/5/3/7/5376/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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She saw, in the chancel, tall and grave and pale, +Peter Erwin standing beside the man with the flushed face who was to be +her husband. She heard again the familiar voice of Dr. Ewing reciting +the words of that wonderful introduction. At other weddings she had been +moved. Why was her own so unrealizable? + + "Honora, wilt thou have this man to thy wedded husband, to live + together after God's ordinance in the holy state of Matrimony? Wilt + thou obey him, and serve him, love, honour, and keep him in sickness + and in health; and, forsaking all others, keep thee only unto him, + so long as ye both shall live?" + +She had promised. And they were walking out of the church, facing the +great rose window with its blended colours, and the vaults above were +ringing now with the volume of an immortal march. + +After that an illogical series of events and pictures passed before her. +She was in a corner of the carriage, her veil raised, gazing at her +husband, who had kissed her passionately. He was there beside her, +looking extremely well in his top hat and frock-coat, with a white flower +in his buttonhole. He was the representative of the future she had +deliberately chosen. And yet, by virtue of the strange ceremony through +which they had passed, he seemed to have changed. In her attempt to +seize upon a reality she looked out of the window. They were just +passing the Hanbury mansion in Wayland Square, and her eyes fell upon +the playroom windows under the wide cornice; and she wondered whether the +doll's house were still in its place, its mute inhabitants waiting to be +called by the names she had given them, and quickened into life once +more. + +Next she recalled the arrival at the little house that had been her home, +summer and winter, for so many years of her life. A red and white +awning, stretching up the length of the walk which once had run beside +the tall pear trees, gave it an unrecognizable, gala air. Long had it +stood there, patient, unpretentious, content that the great things should +pass it by! And now, modest still, it had been singled out from amongst +its neighbours and honoured. Was it honoured? It seemed to Honora, so +fanciful this day, that its unwonted air of festival was unnatural. Why +should the hour of departure from such a harbour of peace be celebrated? + +She was standing beside her husband in the little parlour, while carriage +doors slammed in the dusk outside; while one by one--a pageant of the +past which she was leaving forever the friends of her childhood came and +went. Laughter and tears and kisses! And then, in no time at all, she +found herself changing for the journey in the "little house under the +hill." There, locked up in the little desk Cousin Eleanor had given her +long ago, was the unfinished manuscript of that novel written at fever +heat during those summer days in which she had sought to escape from a +humdrum existence. And now--she had escaped. Aunt Mary, helpful under +the most trying circumstances, was putting her articles in a bag, the +initials on which she did not recognize--H. L. S.--Honora Leffingwell +Spence; while old Catherine, tearful and inefficient, knelt before her, +fumbling at her shoes. Honora, bending over, took the face of the +faithful old servant and kissed it. + +"Don't feel badly, Catherine," she said; "I'll be coming back often to +see you, and you will be coming to see me." + +"Will ye, darlint? The blessing of God be on you for those words--and +you to be such a fine lady! It always was a fine lady ye were, with such +a family and such a bringin' up. And now ye've married a rich man, as is +right and proper. If it's rich as Croesus he was, he'd be none too good +for you." + +"Catherine," said Aunt Mary, reprovingly, "what ideas you put into the +child's head!" + +"Sure, Miss Mary," cried Catherine, "it's always the great lady she was, +and she a wee bit of a thing. And wasn't it yerself, Miss Mary, that +dressed her like a princess?" + +Then came the good-bys--the real ones. Uncle Tom, always the friend of +young people, was surrounded by a group of bridesmaids in the hall. She +clung to him. And Peter, who had the carriage ready. What would her +wedding have been without Peter? As they drove towards the station, his +was the image that remained persistently in her mind, bareheaded on the +sidewalk in the light of the carriage lamps. The image of struggle. + +She had married Prosperity. A whimsical question, that shocked her, +irresistibly presented itself: was it not Prosperity that she had +promised to love, honour, and obey? + +It must not be thought that Honora was by any means discontented with her +Prosperity. He was new--that was all. Howard looked new. But she +remembered that he had always looked new; such was one of his greatest +charms. In the long summer days since she had bade him good-by on her +way through New York from Silverdale, Honora had constructed him: he was +perpetual yet sophisticated Youth; he was Finance and Fashion; he was +Power in correctly cut clothes. And when he had arrived in St. Louis to +play his part in the wedding festivities, she had found her swan a swan +indeed--he was all that she had dreamed of him. And she had tingled with +pride as she introduced him to her friends, or gazed at him across the +flower-laden table as he sat beside Edith Hanbury at the bridesmaids' +dinner in Wayland Square. + +The wedding ceremony had somehow upset her opinion of him, but Honora +regarded this change as temporary. Julius Caesar or George Washington +himself must have been somewhat ridiculous as bridegrooms: and she had +the sense to perceive that her own agitations as a bride were partly +responsible. No matter how much a young girl may have trifled with that +electric force in the male sex known as the grand passion, she shrinks +from surrendering herself to its dominion. Honora shrank. He made love +to her on the way to the station, and she was terrified. He actually +forgot to smoke cigarettes. What he said was to the effect that he +possessed at last the most wonderful and beautiful woman in the world, +and she resented the implication of possession. + +Nevertheless, in the glaring lights of the station, her courage and her +pride in him revived, and he became again a normal and a marked man. +Although the sex may resent it, few women are really indifferent to +clothes, and Howard's well-fitting check suit had the magic touch of the +metropolis. His manner matched his garments. Obsequious porters grasped +his pig-skin bag, and seized Honora's; the man at the gate inclined his +head as he examined their tickets, and the Pullman conductor himself +showed them their stateroom, and plainly regarded them as important +people far from home. Howard had the cosmopolitan air. He gave the man +a dollar, and remarked that the New Orleans train was not exactly the +Chicago and New York Limited. + +"Not by a long shot," agreed the conductor, as he went out, softly +closing the door behind him. + +Whereupon the cosmopolitan air dropped from Mr. Howard Spence, not +gracefully, and he became once more that superfluous and awkward and +utterly banal individual, the husband. + +"Let's go out and walk on the platform until the train starts," suggested +Honora, desperately. "Oh, Howard, the shades are up! I'm sure I saw +some one looking in!" + +He laughed. But there was a light in his eyes that frightened her, and +she deemed his laughter out of place. Was he, after all, an utterly +different man than what she had thought him? Still laughing, he held to +her wrist with one hand, and with the other pulled down the shades. + +"This is good enough for me," he said. "At last--at last," he whispered, +"all the red tape is over, and I've got you to myself! Do you love me +just a little, Honora?" + +"Of course I do," she faltered, still struggling, her face burning as +from a fire. + +"Then what's the matter?" he demanded. + +"I don't know--I want air. Howard, please let me go. It's-it's so hot +inhere. You must let me go." + +Her release, she felt afterwards, was due less to a physical than a +mental effort. She seemed suddenly to have cowed him, and his resistance +became enfeebled. She broke from him, and opened the door, and reached +the cement platform and the cold air. When he joined her, there was +something jokingly apologetic about his manner, and he was smoking a +cigarette; and she could not help thinking that she would have respected +him more if he had held her. + +"Women beat me," he said. "They're the most erratic stock in the +market." + +It is worthy of remark how soon the human, and especially the feminine +brain adjusts itself to new conditions. In a day or two life became real +again, or rather romantic. + +For the American husband in his proper place is an auxiliary who makes +all things possible. His ability to "get things done," before it ceases +to be a novelty, is a quality to be admired. Honora admired. An +intimacy--if the word be not too strong--sprang up between them. They +wandered through the quaint streets of New Orleans, that most foreign of +American cities, searching out the tumbledown French houses; and Honora +was never tired of imagining the romances and tragedies which must have +taken place in them. The new scenes excited her,--the quaint cafes with +their delicious, peppery Creole cooking,--and she would sit talking for a +quarter of an hour at a time with Alphonse, who outdid himself to please +the palate of a lady with such allure. He called her "Madame"; but well +he knew, this student of human kind, that the title had not been of long +duration. + +Madame came from New York, without doubt? such was one of his questions, +as he stood before them in answer to Howard's summons, rubbing his hands. +And Honora, with a little thrill, acknowledged the accuracy of his guess. +There was no dish of Alphonse's they did not taste. And Howard smilingly +paid the bills. He was ecstatically proud of his wife, and although he +did justice to the cooking, he cared but little for the mysterious +courtyards, the Spanish buildings, and the novels of Mr. George W. +Cable, which Honora devoured when she was too tired to walk about. He +followed her obediently to the battle field of New Orleans, and admired +as obediently the sunset, when the sky was all silver-green through the +magnolias, and the spreading live oaks hung with Spanish moss, and a +silver bar lay upon the Father of Waters. Honora, with beating heart and +flushed cheeks, felt these things: Howard felt them through her and +watched--not the sunset--but the flame it lighted in her eyes. + +He left her but twice a day, and then only for brief periods. He even +felt a joy when she ventured to complain. + +"I believe you care more for those horrid stocks than for me," she said. +"I--I am just a novelty." + +His answer, since they were alone in their sitting-room, was obvious. + +"Howard," she cried, "how mean of you! Now I'll have to do my hair all +over again. I've got such a lot of it--you've no idea how difficult it +is." + +"You bet I have!" he declared meaningly, and Honora blushed. + +His pleasure of possession was increased when people turned to look at +her on the street or in the dining room--to think that this remarkable +creature was in reality his wife! Nor did the feeling grow less intense +with time, being quite the same when they arrived at a fashionable resort +in the Virginia mountains, on their way to New York. For such were the +exactions of his calling that he could spare but two weeks for his +honeymoon. + +Honora's interest in her new surroundings was as great, and the sight of +those towering ridges against the soft blue of the autumn skies inspired +her. It was Indian summer here, the tang of wood smoke was in the air; +in the valleys--as they drove--the haze was shot with the dust of gold, +and through the gaps they looked across vast, unexplored valleys to other +distant, blue-stained ridges that rose between them and the sunset. +Honora took an infinite delight in the ramshackle cabins beside the +red-clay roads, in the historic atmosphere of the ancient houses and +porticoes of the Warm Springs, where the fathers of the Republic had +come to take the waters. And one day, when a north wind had scattered +the smoke and swept the sky, Howard followed her up the paths to the +ridge's crest, where she stood like a Victory, her garments blowing, +gazing off over the mighty billows to the westward. Howard had never +seen a Victory, but his vision of domesticity was untroubled. + +Although it was late in the season, the old-fashioned, rambling hotel was +well filled, and people interested Honora as well as scenery--a proof of +her human qualities. She chided Howard because he, too, was not more +socially inclined. + +"How can you expect me to be--now?" he demanded. + +She told him he was a goose, although secretly admitting the justice of +his defence. He knew four or five men in the hotel, with whom he talked +stocks while waiting for Honora to complete her toilets; and he gathered +from two of these, who were married, that patience was a necessary +qualification in a husband. One evening they introduced their wives. +Later, Howard revealed their identity--or rather that of the husbands. + +"Bowker is one of the big men in the Faith Insurance Company, and Tyler +is president of the Gotham Trust." He paused to light a cigarette, and +smiled at her significantly. "If you can dolly the ladies along once in +a while, Honora, it won't do any harm," he added. "You have a way with +you, you know,--when you want to." + +Honora grew scarlet. + +"Howard!" she exclaimed. + +He looked somewhat shamefaced. + +"Well," he said, "I was only joking. Don't take it seriously. But it +doesn't do any harm to be polite." + +"I am always polite," she answered a little coldly. + +Honeymoons, after all, are matters of conjecture, and what proportion of +them contain disenchantments will never be known. Honora lay awake for a +long time that night, and the poignant and ever recurring remembrance of +her husband's remark sent the blood to her face like a flame. Would +Peter, or George Hanbury, or any of the intimate friends of her childhood +have said such a thing? + +A new and wistful feeling of loneliness was upon her. For some days, +with a certain sense of isolation and a tinge of envy which she would not +acknowledge, she had been watching a group of well-dressed, clean-looking +people galloping off on horseback or filling the six-seated buckboards. +They were from New York--that she had discovered; and they did not mix +with the others in the hotel. She had thought it strange that Howard did +not know them, but for a reason which she did not analyze she hesitated +to ask him who they were. They had rather a rude manner of staring-- +especially the men--and the air of deriving infinite amusement from that +which went on about them. One of them, a young man with a lisp who was +addressed by the singular name of "Toots," she had overheard demanding as +she passed: who the deuce was the tall girl with the dark hair and the +colour? Wherever she went, she was aware of them. It was foolish, she +knew, but their presence seemed--in the magnitude which trifles are wont +to assume in the night-watches--of late to have poisoned her pleasure. + +Enlightenment as to the identity of these disturbing persons came, the +next day, from an unexpected source. Indeed, from Mrs. Tyler. She loved +brides, she said, and Honora seemed to her such a sweet bride. It was +Mrs. Tyler's ambition to become thin (which was hitching her wagon to a +star with a vengeance), and she invited our heroine to share her +constitutional on the porch. Honora found the proceeding in the nature +of an ordeal, for Mrs. Tyler's legs were short, her frizzled hair very +blond, and the fact that it was natural made it seem, somehow, all the +more damning. + +They had scarcely begun to walk before Honora, with a sense of dismay +of which she was ashamed, beheld some of the people who had occupied her +thoughts come out of the door and form a laughing group at the end of the +porch. She could not rid herself of the feeling that they were laughing +at her. She tried in vain to drive them from her mind, to listen to Mrs. +Tyler's account of how she, too, came as a bride to New York from some +place with a classical name, and to the advice that accompanied the +narration. The most conspicuous young woman in the group, in riding +clothes, was seated on the railing, with the toe of one boot on the +ground. Her profile was clear-cut and her chestnut hair tightly knotted +behind under her hat. Every time they turned, this young woman stared at +Honora amusedly. + +"Nasty thing!" exclaimed Mrs. Tyler, suddenly and unexpectedly in the +midst of a description of the delights of life in the metropolis. + +"Who?" asked Honora. + +"That young Mrs. Freddy Maitland, sitting on the rail. She's the rudest +woman in New York." + +A perversity of spirit which she could not control prompted Honora to +reply: + +"Why, I think she is so good-looking, Mrs. Tyler. And she seems to have +so much individuality and independence." + +"There!" cried Mrs. Tyler, triumphantly. "Once--not so very long ago--I +was just as inexperienced as you, my dear. She belongs to that horribly +fast set with which no self-respecting woman would be seen. It's an +outrage that they should come to a hotel like this and act as though it +belonged to them. She knows me quite as well as I know her, but when I +am face to face she acts as though I was air." + +Honora could not help thinking that this, at least, required some +imagination on Mrs. Maitland's part. Mrs. Tyler had stopped for breath. + +"I have been introduced to her twice," she continued, "but of course I +wouldn't speak to her. The little man with the lisp, next to her, who is +always acting in that silly way, they call Toots Cuthbert. He gets his +name in the newspapers by leading cotillons in New York and Newport. And +the tall, slim, blond one, with the green hat and the feather in it, is +Jimmy Wing. He's the son of James Wing, the financier." + +"I went to school at Sutcliffe with his sister," said Honora. + +It seemed to Honora that Mrs. Tyler's manner underwent a change. + +"My dear," she exclaimed, "did you go to Sutcliffe? What a wonderful +school it is! I fully intend to send my daughter Louise there." + +An almost irresistible desire came over Honora to run away. She excused +herself instead, and hurried back towards her room. On the way she met +Howard in the corridor, and he held a telegram in his hand. + +"I've got some bad news, Honora," he said. "That is, bad from the point +of view of our honeymoon. Sid Dallam is swamped with business, and wants +me in New York. I'm afraid we've got to cut it short." + +To his astonishment she smiled. + +"Oh, I'm so glad, Howard," she cried. "I--I don't like this place nearly +so well as New Orleans. There are--so many people here." + +He looked relieved, and patted her on the arm. + +"We'll go to-night, old girl," he said. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +"STAFFORD PARK" + +There is a terrifying aspect of all great cities. Rome, with its +leviathan aqueducts, its seething tenements clinging to the hills, its +cruel, shining Palatine, must have overborne the provincial traveller +coming up from Ostia. And Honora, as she stood on the deck of the ferry- +boat, approaching New York for the second time in her life, could not +overcome a sense of oppression. It was on a sharp December morning, +and the steam of the hurrying craft was dazzling white in the early sun. +Above and beyond the city rose, overpowering, a very different city, +somehow, than that her imagination had first drawn. Each of that +multitude of vast towers seemed a fortress now, manned by Celt and Hun +and, Israelite and Saxon, captained by Titans. And the strife between +them was on a scale never known in the world before, a strife with modern +arms and modern methods and modern brains, in which there was no mercy. + +Hidden somewhere amidst those bristling miles of masonry to the northward +of the towers was her future home. Her mind dwelt upon it now, for the +first time, and tried to construct it. Once she had spoken to Howard of +it, but he had smiled and avoided discussion. What would it be like to +have a house of one's own in New York? A house on Fifth Avenue, as her +girl friends had said when they laughingly congratulated her and begged +her to remember that they came occasionally to New York. Those of us +who, like Honora, believe in Providence, do not trouble ourselves with +mere matters of dollars and cents. This morning, however, the huge +material towers which she gazed upon seemed stronger than Providence, and +she thought of her husband. Was his fibre sufficiently tough to become +eventually the captain of one of those fortresses, to compete with the +Maitlands and the Wings, and others she knew by name, calmly and +efficiently intrenched there? + +The boat was approaching the slip, and he came out to her from the cabin, +where he had been industriously reading the stock reports, his newspapers +thrust into his overcoat pocket. + +"There's no place like New York, after all," he declared, and added, +"when the market's up. We'll go to a hotel for breakfast." + +For some reason she found it difficult to ask the question on her lips. + +"I suppose," she said hesitatingly, "I suppose we couldn't go--home, +Howard. You--you have never told me where we are to live." + +As before, the reference to their home seemed to cause him amusement. He +became very mysterious. + +"Couldn't you pass away a few hours shopping this morning, my dear?" + +"Oh, yes," replied Honora. + +"While I gather in a few dollars," he continued. "I'll meet you at +lunch, and then we'll go-home." + +As the sun mounted higher, her spirits rose with it. New York, or that +strip of it which is known to the more fortunate of human beings, is a +place to raise one's spirits on a sparkling day in early winter. And +Honora, as she drove in a hansom from shop to shop, felt a new sense of +elation and independence. She was at one, now, with the prosperity that +surrounded her: her purse no longer limited, her whims existing only to +be gratified. Her reflections on this recently attained state alternated +with alluring conjectures on the place of abode of which Howard had made +such a mystery. Where was it? And why had he insisted, before showing +it to her, upon waiting until afternoon? + +Newly arrayed in the most becoming of grey furs, she met him at that +hitherto fabled restaurant which in future days--she reflected--was to +become so familiar--Delmonico's. Howard was awaiting her in the +vestibule; and it was not without a little quiver of timidity and +excitement and a consequent rise of colour that she followed the waiter +to a table by the window. She felt as though the assembled fashionable +world was staring at her, but presently gathered courage enough to gaze +at the costumes of the women and the faces of the men. Howard, with a +sang froid of which she felt a little proud, ordered a meal for which he +eventually paid a fraction over eight dollars. What would Aunt Mary have +said to such extravagance? He produced a large bunch of violets. + +"With Sid Dallam's love," he said, as she pinned them on her gown. +"I tried to get Lily--Mrs. Sid--for lunch, but you never can put your +finger on her. She'll amuse you, Honora." + +"Oh, Howard, it's so much pleasanter lunching alone to-day. I'm glad you +didn't. And then afterwards--?" + +He refused, however, to be drawn. When they emerged she did not hear the +directions he gave the cabman, and it was not until they turned into a +narrow side street, which became dingier and dingier as they bumped their +way eastward, that she experienced a sudden sinking sensation. + +"Howard!" she cried. "Where are you going? You must tell me." + +"One of the prettiest suburbs in New Jersey--Rivington," he said. "Wait +till you see the house." + +"Suburbs! Rivington! New Jersey!" The words swam before Honora's eyes, +like the great signs she had seen printed in black letters on the tall +buildings from the ferry that morning. She had a sickening sensation, +and the odour of his cigarette in the cab became unbearable. By an +ironic trick of her memory, she recalled that she had told the clerks in +the shops where she had made her purchases that she would send them her +address later. How different that address from what she had imagined it! + +"It's in the country!" she exclaimed. + +To lunch at Delmonico's for eight dollars and live in Rivington + +Howard appeared disturbed. More than that, he appeared astonished, +solicitous. + +"Why, what's the matter, Honora?" he asked. "I thought you'd like it. +It's a brand new house, and I got Lily Dallam to furnish it. She's a +wonder on that sort of thing, and I told her to go ahead--within reason. +I talked it over with your aunt and uncle, and they agreed with me you'd +much rather live out there for a few years than in a flat." + +"In a flat!" repeated Honora, with a shudder. + +"Certainly," he said, flicking his ashes out of the window. "Who do you +think I am, at my age? Frederick T. Maitland, or the owner of the +Brougham Building?" + +"But--Howard," she protested, "why didn't you talk it over with me?" + +"Because I wanted to surprise you," he replied. "I spent a month and a +half looking for that house. And you never seemed to care. It didn't +occur to me that you would care--for the first few years," he added, +and there was in his voice a note of reproach that did not escape her. +"You never seemed inclined to discuss business with me, Honora. I didn't +think you were interested. Dallam and I are making money. We expect +some day to be on Easy Street--so to speak--or Fifth Avenue. Some day, +I hope, you can show some of these people the road. But just now what +capital we have has to go into the business." + +Strangely enough, in spite of the intensity of her disappointment, she +felt nearer to her husband in that instant than at any time since their +marriage. Honora, who could not bear to hurt any one's feelings, seized +his hand repentantly. Tears started in her eyes. + +"Oh, Howard, I must seem to you very ungrateful," she cried. "It was +such a--such a surprise. I have never lived in the country, and I'm sure +it will be delightful--and much more healthful than the city. Won't you +forgive me?" + +If he had known as much about the fluctuations of the feminine +temperament as of those of stocks, the ease with which Honora executed +this complete change of front might have disturbed him. Howard, as will +be seen, possessed that quality which is loosely called good nature. +In marriage, he had been told (and was ready to believe), the wind blew +where it listed; and he was a wise husband who did not spend his time in +inquiry as to its sources. He kissed her before he helped her out of the +carriage. Again they crossed the North River, and he led her through the +wooden ferry house on the New Jersey side to where the Rivington train +was standing beside a platform shed. + +There was no parlour car. Men and women--mostly women--with bundles were +already appropriating the seats and racks, and Honora found herself +wondering how many of these individuals were her future neighbours. That +there might have been an hysterical element in the lively anticipation +she exhibited during the journey did not occur to Howard Spence. + +After many stops,--in forty-two minutes, to be exact, the brakeman +shouted out the name of the place which was to be her home, and of which +she had been ignorant that morning. They alighted at an old red railroad +station, were seized upon by a hackman in a coonskin coat, and thrust +into a carriage that threatened to fall to pieces on the frozen macadam +road. They passed through a village in which Honora had a glimpse of the +drug store and grocery and the Grand Army Hall; then came detached houses +of all ages in one and two-acre plots some above the road, for the +country was rolling; a very attractive church of cream-coloured stone, +and finally the carriage turned sharply to the left under an archway on +which were the words "Stafford Park," and stopped at a very new curbstone +in a very new gutter on the right. + +"Here we are!" cried Howard, as he fished in his trousers pockets for +money to pay the hackman. + +Honora looked around her. Stafford Park consisted of a wide centre-way +of red gravel, not yet packed, with an island in its middle planted with +shrubbery and young trees, the bare branches of which formed a black +tracery against the orange-red of the western sky. On both sides of this +centre-way were concrete walks, with cross-walks from the curbs to the +houses. There were six of these--three on each side--standing on a +raised terrace and about two hundred feet apart. Beyond them, to the +northward, Stafford Park was still a wilderness of second-growth +hardwood, interspersed with a few cedars. + +Honora's house, the first on the right, was exactly like the other five. +If we look at it through her eyes, we shall find this similarity its main +drawback. If we are a little older, however, and more sophisticated, we +shall suspect the owner of Stafford Park and his architect of a design +to make it appear imposing. It was (indefinite and much-abused term) +Colonial; painted white; and double, with dormer windows of diagonal +wood-surrounded panes in the roof. There was a large pillared porch on +its least private side--namely, the front. A white-capped maid stood in +the open doorway and smiled at Honora as she entered. + +Honora walked through the rooms. There was nothing intricate about the +house; it was as simple as two times four, and really too large for her +and Howard. Her presents were installed, the pictures and photograph +frames and chairs, even Mr. Isham's dining-room table and Cousin +Eleanor's piano. The sight of these, and of the engraving which Aunt +Mary had sent on, and which all her childhood had hung over her bed in +the little room at home, brought the tears once more to her eyes. But +she forced them back bravely. + +These reflections were interrupted by the appearance of the little maid +announcing that tea was ready, and bringing her two letters. One was +from Susan Holt, and the other, written in a large, slanting, and angular +handwriting, was signed Lily Dallam. It was dated from New York. + +"My dear Honora," it ran, "I feel that I must call you so, for Sid and +Howard, in addition to being partners, are such friends. I hesitated so +long about furnishing your house, my dear, but Howard insisted, and said +he wished to surprise you. I am sending you this line to welcome you, +and to tell you that I have arranged with the furniture people to take +any or all things back that you do not like, and exchange them. After +all, they will be out of date in a few years, and Howard and Sid will +have made so much money by that time, I hope, that I shall be able to +leave my apartment, which is dear, and you will be coming to town." + +Honora laid down the sheet, and began to tidy her hair before the glass +of the highly polished bureau in her room. A line in Susan's letter +occurred to her: "Mother hopes to see you soon. She asked me to tell you +to buy good things which will last you all your life, and says that it +pays." + +The tea-table was steaming in the parlour in front of the wood fire in +the blue tiled fireplace. The oak floor reflected its gleam, and that of +the electric lights; the shades were drawn; a slight odour of steam heat +pervaded the place. Howard, smoking a cigarette, was reclining on a sofa +that evidently was not made for such a purpose, reading the evening +newspapers. + +"Well, Honora," he said, as she took her seat behind the tea-table, "you +haven't told me how you like it. Pretty cosey, eh? And enough spare +room to have people out over Sundays." + +"Oh, Howard, I do like it," she cried, in a desperate attempt--which +momentarily came near succeeding to convince herself that she could have +desired nothing more. "It's so sweet and clean and new--and all our +own." + +She succeeded, at any rate, in convincing Howard. In certain matters, he +was easily convinced. + +"I thought you'd be pleased when you saw it, my dear," he said. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THE GREAT UNATTACHED + +It was the poet Cowper who sang of domestic happiness as the only bliss +that has survived the Fall. One of the burning and unsolved questions of +to-day is,--will it survive the twentieth century? Will it survive rapid +transit and bridge and Woman's Rights, the modern novel and modern drama, +automobiles, flying machines, and intelligence offices; hotel, apartment, +and suburban life, or four homes, or none at all? Is it a weed that will +grow anywhere, in a crevice between two stones in the city? Or is it a +plant that requires tender care and the water of self-sacrifice? Above +all, is it desirable? + +Our heroine, as may have been suspected, has an adaptable temperament. +Her natural position is upright, but like the reed, she can bend +gracefully, and yields only to spring back again blithely. Since this +chronicle regards her, we must try to look at existence through her eyes, +and those of some of her generation and her sex: we must give the four +years of her life in Rivington the approximate value which she herself +would have put upon it--which is a chapter. We must regard Rivington as +a kind of purgatory, not solely a place of departed spirits, but of those +which have not yet arrived; as one of the many temporary abodes of the +Great Unattached. + +No philosophical writer has as yet made the attempt to define the change +--as profound as that of the tadpole to the frog--between the lover and +the husband. An author of ideals would not dare to proclaim that this +change is inevitable: some husbands--and some wives are fortunate enough +to escape it, but it is not unlikely to happen in our modern +civilization. Just when it occurred in Howard Spence it is difficult to +say, but we have got to consider him henceforth as a husband; one who +regards his home as a shipyard rather than the sanctuary of a goddess; +as a launching place, the ways of which are carefully greased, that he +may slide off to business every morning with as little friction as +possible, and return at night to rest undisturbed in a comfortable berth, +to ponder over the combat of the morrow. + +It would be inspiring to summon the vision of Honora, in rustling +garments, poised as the figurehead of this craft, beckoning him on to +battle and victory. Alas! the launching happened at that grimmest and +most unromantic of hours-ten minutes of eight in the morning. There was +a period, indeterminate, when she poured out his coffee with wifely zeal; +a second period when she appeared at the foot of the stairs to kiss him +as he was going out of the door; a third when, clad in an attractive +dressing-gown, she waved him good-by from the window; and lastly, +a fourth, which was only marked by an occasional protest on his part, +when the coffee was weak. + +"I'd gladly come down, Howard, if it seemed to make the least difference +to you," said Honora. "But all you do is to sit with your newspaper +propped up and read the stock reports, and growl when I ask you a polite +question. You've no idea how long it makes the days out here, to get up +early." + +"It seems to me you put in a good many days in town," he retorted. + +"Surely you don't expect me to spend all my time in Rivington!" she cried +reproachfully; "I'd die. And then I am always having to get new cooks +for you, because they can't make Hollandaise sauce like hotel chefs. +Men have no idea how hard it is to keep house in the country,--I just +wish you had to go to those horrid intelligence offices. You wouldn't +stay in Rivington ten days. And all the good cooks drink." + +Howard, indeed, with the aid of the village policeman, had had to expel +from his kitchen one imperious female who swore like a dock hand, and who +wounded Honora to the quick by remarking, as she departed in durance, +that she had always lived with ladies and gentlemen and people who were +somebody. The incident had tended further to detract from the romance of +the country. + +It is a mistake to suppose that the honeymoon disappears below the +horizon with the rapidity of a tropical sun. And there is generally an +afterglow. In spite of cooks and other minor clouds, in spite of visions +of metropolitan triumphs (not shattered, but put away in camphor), life +was touched with a certain novelty. There was a new runabout and a horse +which Honora could drive herself, and she went to the station to meet her +husband. On mild Saturday and Sunday afternoons they made long +excursions, into the country--until the golf season began, when the +lessons begun at Silverdale were renewed. But after a while certain male +competitors appeared, and the lessons were discontinued. Sunday, after +his pile of newspapers had religiously been disposed of, became a field +day. Indeed, it is impossible, without a twinge of pity, to behold +Howard taking root in Rivington, for we know that sooner or later he will +be dug up and transplanted. The soil was congenial. He played poker on +the train with the Rivington husbands, and otherwise got along with them +famously. And it was to him an enigma--when occasionally he allowed his +thoughts to dwell upon such trivial matters--why Honora was not equally +congenial with the wives. + +There were, no doubt, interesting people in Rivington about whom many +stories could be written: people with loves and fears and anxieties and +joys, with illnesses and recoveries, with babies, but few grandchildren. +There were weddings at the little church, and burials; there were dances +at the golf club; there were Christmas trees, where most of the presents +--like Honora's--came from afar, from family centres formed in a social +period gone by; there were promotions for the heads of families, and +consequent rejoicings over increases of income; there were movings; there +were--inevitable in the ever grinding action of that remorseless law, the +survival of the fittest--commercial calamities, and the heartrending +search for new employment. + +Rivington called upon Honora in vehicles of all descriptions, in +proportion to the improvidence or prosperity of the owners. And Honora +returned the calls, and joined the Sewing Circle, and the Woman's +Luncheon Club, which met for the purpose of literary discussion. In the +evenings there were little dinners of six or eight, where the men talked +business and the women house rent and groceries and gossip and the +cheapest places in New York City to buy articles of the latest fashion. +Some of them had actually built or were building houses that cost as much +as thirty thousand dollars, with the inexplicable intention of remaining +in Rivington the rest of their lives! + +Honora was kind to these ladies. As we know, she was kind to everybody. +She almost allowed two or three of them to hope that they might become +her intimates, and made excursions to New York with them, and lunched in +fashionable restaurants. Their range of discussion included babies and +Robert Browning, the modern novel and the best matinee. It would be +interesting to know why she treated them, on the whole, like travellers +met by chance in a railroad station, from whom she was presently forever +to depart. The time and manner of this departure were matters to be +determined in the future. + +It would be interesting to know, likewise, just at what period the +intention of moving away from Rivington became fixed in Honora's mind. +Honora circumscribed, Honora limited, Honora admitting defeat, and this +chronicle would be finished. The gods exist somewhere, though many +incarnations may, be necessary to achieve their companionship. And no +prison walls loom so high as to appall our heroine's soul. To exchange +one prison for another is in itself something of a feat, and an argument +that the thing may be done again. Neither do the wise ones beat +themselves uselessly against brick or stone. Howard--poor man!--is +fatuous enough to regard a great problem as being settled once and for +all by a marriage certificate and a benediction; and labours under the +delusion that henceforth he may come and go as he pleases, eat his +breakfast in silence, sleep after dinner, and spend his Sundays at the +Rivington Golf Club. It is as well to leave him, at present, in blissful +ignorance of his future. + +Our sympathies, however, must be with Honora, who has paid the price for +heaven, and who discovers that by marriage she has merely joined the +ranks of the Great Unattached. Hitherto it had been inconceivable to her +that any one sufficiently prosperous could live in a city, or near it and +dependent on it, without being socially a part of it. Most momentous of +disillusions! With the exception of the Sidney Dallams and one or two +young brokers who occasionally came out over Sunday, her husband had no +friends in New York. Rivington and the Holt family (incongruous mixture) +formed the sum total of her acquaintance. + +On Monday mornings in particular, if perchance she went to town, the huge +signs which she read across the swamps, of breakfast foods and other +necessaries, seemed, for some reason, best to express her isolation. +Well-dressed, laughing people descended from omnibuses at the prettier +stations, people who seemed all-sufficient to themselves; people she was +sure she should like if only she knew them. Once the sight of her school +friend, Ethel Wing, chatting with a tall young man, brought up a flood of +recollections; again, in a millinery establishment, she came face to face +with the attractive Mrs. Maitland whom she had seen at Hot Springs. +Sometimes she would walk on Fifth Avenue, watching, with mingled +sensations, the procession there. The colour, the movement, the +sensation of living in a world where every one was fabulously wealthy, +was at once a stimulation and a despair. Brougham after brougham passed, +victoria after victoria, in which beautifully gowned women chatted gayly +or sat back, impassive, amidst the cushions. Some of them, indeed, +looked bored, but this did not mar the general effect of pleasure and +prosperity. Even the people--well-dressed, too--in the hansom cabs were +usually animated and smiling. On the sidewalk athletic, clear-skinned +girls passed her, sometimes with a man, sometimes in groups of two and. +three, going in and out of the expensive-looking shops with the large, +plate-glass windows. + +All of these women, apparently, had something definite to do, somewhere +to go, some one to meet the very next, minute. They protested to +milliners and dressmakers if they were kept waiting, and even seemed +impatient of time lost if one by chance bumped into them. But Honora had +no imperative appointments. Lily Dallam was almost sure to be out, or +going out immediately, and seemed to have more engagements than any one +in New York. + +"I'm so sorry, my dear," she would say, and add reproachfully: "why +didn't you telephone me you were coming? If you had only let me know we +might have lunched together or gone to the matinee. Now I have promised +Clara Trowbridge to go to a lunch party at her house." + +Mrs. Dallam had a most convincing way of saying such things, and in spite +of one's self put one in the wrong for not having telephoned. But if +indeed Honora telephoned--as she did once or twice in her innocence--Lily +was quite as distressed. + +"My dear, why didn't you let me know last night? Trixy Brent has given +Lula Chandos his box at the Horse Show, and Lula would never, never +forgive me if I backed out." + +Although she lived in an apartment--in a most attractive one, to be sure +--there could be no doubt about it that Lily Dallam was fashionable. She +had a way with her, and her costumes were marvellous. She could have +made her fortune either as a dressmaker or a house decorator, and she +bought everything from "little" men and women whom she discovered +herself. It was a curious fact that all of these small tradespeople +eventually became fashionable, too. Lily was kind to Honora, and gave +her their addresses before they grew to be great and insolent and +careless whether one patronized them or not. + +While we are confessing the trials and weaknesses of our heroine, we +shall have to admit that she read, occasionally, the society columns of +the newspapers. And in this manner she grew to have a certain +familiarity with the doings of those favourites of fortune who had more +delightful engagements than hours in which to fulfil them. So intimate +was Lily Dallam with many of these Olympians that she spoke of them by +their first names, or generally by their nicknames. Some two years after +Honora's marriage the Dallams had taken a house in that much discussed +colony of Quicksands, where sport and pleasure reigned supreme: and more +than once the gown which Mrs. Sidney Dallam had worn to a polo match had +been faithfully described in the public prints, or the dinners which she +had given at the Quicksands Club. One of these dinners, Honora learned, +had been given in honour of Mr. Trixton Brent. + +"You ought to know Trixy, Honora," Mrs. Dallam declared; "he'd be crazy +about you." + +Time passed, however, and Mrs. Dallam made no attempt to bring about this +most desirable meeting. When Honora and Howard went to town to dine with +the Dallams, it was always at a restaurant, a 'partie carree'. Lily +Dallam thought it dull to dine at home, and they went to the theatre +afterwards--invariably a musical comedy. Although Honora did not care +particularly for musical comedies, she always experienced a certain +feverish stimulation which kept her wide awake on the midnight train to +Rivington. Howard had a most exasperating habit of dozing in the corner +of the seat. + +"You are always sleepy when I have anything interesting to talk to you +about," said Honora, "or reading stock reports. I scarcely see anything +at all of you." + +Howard roused himself. + +"Where are we now?" he asked. + +"Oh," cried Honora, "we haven't passed Hydeville. Howard, who is Trixton +Brent?" + +"What about him?" demanded her husband. + +"Nothing--except that he is one of Lily's friends, and she said she knew +--I should like him. I wish you would be more interested in people. Who +is he?" + +"One of the best-known operators in the market," Howard answered, and his +air implied that a lack of knowledge of Mr. Brent was ignorance indeed; +"a daring gambler. He cornered cotton once, and raked in over a million. +He's a sport, too." + +"How old is he?" + +"About forty-three." + +"Is he married?" inquired Honora. + +"He's divorced," said Howard. And she had to be content with so much of +the gentleman's biography, for her husband relapsed into somnolence +again. A few days later she saw a picture of Mr. Brent, in polo costume, +in one of the magazines. She thought him good-looking, and wondered what +kind of a wife he had had. + +Honora, when she went to town for the day, generally could be sure of +finding some one, at least, of the Holt family at home at luncheon time. +They lived still in the same house on Madison Avenue to which Aunt Mary +and Uncle Tom had been invited to breakfast on the day of Honora's +arrival in her own country. It had a wide, brownstone front, with a +basement, and a high flight of steps leading up to the door. Within, +solemnity reigned, and this effect was largely produced by the +prodigiously high ceilings and the black walnut doors and woodwork. +On the second floor, the library where the family assembled was more +cheerful. The books themselves, although in black-walnut cases, and the +sun pouring in, assisted in making this effect. + +Here, indeed, were stability and peace. Here Honora remade the +acquaintance of the young settlement worker, and of the missionary, now +on the Presbyterian Board of Missions. Here she charmed other friends +and allies of the Holt family; and once met, somewhat to her surprise, +two young married women who differed radically from the other guests of +the house. Honora admired their gowns if not their manners; for they +ignored her, and talked to Mrs. Holt about plans for raising money for +the Working Girl's Relief Society. + +"You should join us, my dear," said Mrs. Holt; "I am sure you would be +interested in our work." + +"I'd be so glad to, Mrs. Holt," replied Honora, "if only I didn't live in +the country." + +She came away as usual, feeling of having run into a cul de sac. Mrs. +Holt's house was a refuge, not an outlet; and thither Honora directed her +steps when a distaste for lunching alone or with some of her Rivington +friends in the hateful, selfish gayety of a fashionable restaurant +overcame her; or when her moods had run through a cycle, and an +atmosphere of religion and domesticity became congenial. + +"Howard," she asked unexpectedly one evening, as he sat smoking beside +the blue tiled mantel, "have you got on your winter flannels?" + +"I'll bet a hundred dollars to ten cents," he cried, "that you've been +lunching with Mrs. Holt." + +"I think you're horrid," said Honora. + +Something must be said for her. Domestic virtue, in the face of such +mocking heresy, is exceptionally difficult of attainment. + +Mrs. Holt had not been satisfied with Honora's and Susan's accounts of +the house in Stafford Park. She felt called upon to inspect it. And for +this purpose, in the spring following Honora's marriage, she made a +pilgrimage to Rivington and spent the day. Honora met her at the +station, and the drive homeward was occupied in answering innumerable +questions on the characters, conditions, and modes of life of Honora's +neighbours. + +"Now, my dear," said Mrs. Holt, when they were seated before the fire +after lunch, "I want you to feel that you can come to me for everything. +I must congratulate you and Howard on being sensible enough to start your +married life simply, in the country. I shall never forget the little +house in which Mr. Holt and I began, and how blissfully happy I was." +The good lady reached out and took Honora's hand in her own. "Not that +your deep feeling for your husband will ever change. But men are more +difficult to manage as they grow older, my dear, and the best of them +require a little managing for their own good. And increased +establishments bring added cares and responsibilities. Now that I am +here, I have formed a very fair notion of what it ought to cost you to +live in such a place. And I shall be glad to go over your housekeeping +books with you, and tell you if you are being cheated as I dare say you +are." + +"Oh, Mrs. Holt," Honora faltered, "I--I haven't kept any books. Howard +just pays the bills." + +"You mean to say he hasn't given you any allowance!" cried Mrs. Holt, +aghast. "You don't know what it costs to run this house?" + +"No," said Honora, humbly. "I never thought of it. I have no idea what +Howard's income may be." + +"I'll write to Howard myself--to-night," declared Mrs. Holt. + +"Please don't, Mrs. Holt. I'll--I'll speak to him," said Honora. + +"Very well, then," the good lady agreed, "and I will send you one of my +own books, with my own system, as soon as I get home. It is not your +fault, my dear, it is Howard's. It is little short of criminal of him. +I suppose this is one of the pernicious results of being on the Stock +Exchange. New York is nothing like what it was when I was a girl--the +extravagance by everybody is actually appalling. The whole city is bent +upon lavishness and pleasure. And I am afraid it is very often the +wives, Honora, who take the lead in prodigality. It all tends, my dear, +to loosen the marriage tie--especially this frightful habit of dining in +hotels and restaurants." + +Before she left Mrs. Holt insisted on going over the house from top to +bottom, from laundry to linen closet. Suffice it to say that the +inspection was not without a certain criticism, which must be passed +over. + +"It is a little large, just for you and Howard, my dear," was her final +comment. "But you are wise in providing for the future." + +"For the future?" Honora repeated. + +Mrs. Holt playfully pinched her cheek. + +"When the children arrive, my dear, as I hope they will--soon," she said, +smiling at Honora's colour. "Sometimes it all comes back to me--my own +joy when Joshua was a baby. I was very foolish about him, no doubt. +Annie and Gwendolen tell me so. I wouldn't even let the nurse sit up +with him when he was getting his teeth. Mercy!" she exclaimed, glancing +at the enamelled watch on her gown,--for long practice had enabled her to +tell the time upside down,--"we'll be late for the train, my dear." + +After returning from the station, Honora sat for a long time at her +window, looking out on the park. The afternoon sunlight had the silvery +tinge that comes to it in March; the red gravel of the centre driveway +was very wet, and the grass of the lawns of the houses opposite already a +vivid green; in the back-yards the white clothes snapped from the lines; +and a group of children, followed by nurses with perambulators, tripped +along the strip of sidewalk. + +Why could not she feel the joys and desires of which Mrs. Holt had +spoken? It never had occurred to her until to-day that they were lacking +in her. Children! A home! Why was it that she did not want children? +Why should such a natural longing be absent in her? Her mind went back +to the days of her childhood dolls, and she smiled to think of their +large families. She had always associated marriage with children--until +she got married. And now she remembered that her childhood ideals of the +matrimonial state had been very much, like Mrs. Holt's own experience of +it: Why then had that ideal gradually faded until, when marriage came to +her, it was faint and shadowy indeed? Why were not her spirit and her +hopes enclosed by the walls in which she sat? + +The housekeeping book came from Mrs. Holt the next morning, but Honora +did not mention it to her husband. Circumstances were her excuse: he had +had a hard day on the Exchange, and at such times he showed a marked +disinclination for the discussion of household matters. It was not until +the autumn, in fact, that the subject of finance was mentioned between +them, and after a period during which Howard had been unusually +uncommunicative and morose. Just as electrical disturbances are said to +be in some way connected with sun spots, so Honora learned that a certain +glumness and tendency to discuss expenses on the part of her husband were +synchronous with a depression in the market. + +"I wish you'd learn to go a little slow, Honora," he said one evening. +"The bills are pretty stiff this month. You don't seem to have any idea +of the value of money." + +"Oh, Howard," she exclaimed, after a moment's pause for breath, "how can +you say such a thing, when I save you so much?" + +"Save me so much!" he echoed. + +"Yes. If I had gone to Ridley for this suit, he would have charged me +two hundred dollars. I took such pains--all on your account--to find a +little man Lily Dallam told me about, who actually made it for one +hundred and twenty-five." + +It was typical of the unreason of his sex that he failed to be impressed +by this argument. + +"If you go on saving that way," said he, "we'll be in the hands of a +receiver by Christmas. I can't see any difference between buying one +suit from Ridley--whoever he may be--and three from Lily Dallam's 'little +man,' except that you spend more than three times as much money." + +"Oh, I didn't get three!--I never thought you could be so unjust, Howard. +Surely you don't want me to dress like these Rivington women, do you?" + +"I can't see anything wrong with their clothes," he maintained. + +"And to think that I was doing it all to please you!" she cried +reproachfully. + +"To please me!" + +"Who else? We-we don't know anybody in New York. And I wanted you to be +proud of me. I've tried so hard and--and sometimes you don't even look +at my gowns, and say whether you like them and they are all for you." + +This argument, at least, did not fail of results, combined as it was with +a hint of tears in Honora's voice. Its effect upon Howard was peculiar-- +he was at once irritated, disarmed, and softened. He put down his +cigarette--and Honora was on his knee! He could not deny her +attractions. + +"How could you be so cruel, Howard?" she asked. + +"You know you wouldn't like me to be a slattern. It was my own idea to +save money--I had a long talk about economy one day with Mrs. Holt. And +you act as though you had such a lot of it when we're in town for dinner +with these Rivington people. You always have champagne. If--if you're +poor, you ought to have told me so, and I shouldn't have ordered another +dinner gown." + +"You've ordered another dinner gown!" + +"Only a little one," said Honora, "the simplest kind. But if you're +poor--" + +She had made a discovery--to reflect upon his business success was to +touch a sensitive nerve. + +"I'm not poor," he declared. "But the bottom's dropped out of the +market, and even old Wing is economizing. We'll have to put on the +brakes for awhile, Honora." + +It was shortly after this that Honora departed on the first of her three +visits to St. Louis. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE NEW DOCTRINE + +This history concerns a free and untrammelled--and, let us add, feminine +--spirit. No lady is in the least interesting if restricted and +contented with her restrictions,--a fact which the ladies of our nation +are fast finding out. What would become of the Goddess of Liberty? And +let us mark well, while we are making these observations, that Liberty is +a goddess, not a god, although it has taken us in America over a century +to realize a significance in the choice of her sex. And--another +discovery!--she is not a haus frau. She is never domiciled, never +fettered. Even the French, clever as they are, have not conceived her: +equality and fraternity are neither kith nor kin of hers, and she laughs +at them as myths--for she is a laughing lady. She alone of the three +is real, and she alone is worshipped for attributes which she does not +possess. She is a coquette, and she is never satisfied. If she were, +she would not be Liberty: if she were, she would not be worshipped of +men, but despised. If they understood her, they would not care for her. +And finally, she comes not to bring peace, but a sword. + +At quarter to seven one blustery evening of the April following their +fourth anniversary Honora returned from New York to find her husband +seated under the tall lamp in the room he somewhat facetiously called his +"den," scanning the financial page of his newspaper. He was in his +dressing gown, his slippered feet extended towards the hearth, smoking a +cigarette. And on the stand beside him was a cocktail glass--empty. + +Howard," she cried, brushing his ashes from the table, "how can you be so +untidy when you are so good-looking dressed up? I really believe you're +getting fat. And there," she added, critically touching a place on the +top of his head, "is a bald spot!" + +"Anything else?" he murmured, with his eyes still on the sheet. + +"Lots," answered Honora, pulling down the newspaper from before his +face. "For one thing, I'm not going to allow you to be a bear any more. +I don't mean a Stock Exchange bear, but a domestic bear--which is much +worse. You've got to notice me once in a while. If you don't, I'll get +another husband. That's what women do in these days, you know, when the +one they have doesn't take the trouble to make himself sufficiently +agreeable. I'm sure I could get another one quite easily," she declared. + +He looked up at her as she stood facing him in the lamplight before the +fire, and was forced to admit to himself that the boast was not wholly +idle. A smile was on her lips, her eyes gleamed with health; her furs-- +of silver fox--were thrown back, the crimson roses pinned on her mauve +afternoon gown matched the glow in her cheeks, while her hair mingled +with the dusky shadows. Howard Spence experienced one of those +startling, illuminating moments which come on occasions to the busy and +self-absorbed husbands of his nation. Psychologists have a name for such +a phenomenon. Ten minutes before, so far as his thoughts were concerned, +she had not existed, and suddenly she had become a possession which he +had not, in truth, sufficiently prized. Absurd though it was, the +possibility which she had suggested aroused in him a slight uneasiness. + +"You are a deuced good-looking woman, I'll say that for you, Honora," he +admitted. + +"Thanks," she answered, mockingly, and put her hands behind her back. +"If I had only known you were going to settle down in Rivington and get +fat and bald and wear dressing gowns and be a bear, I never should have +married you--never, never, never! Oh, how young and simple and foolish +I was! And the magnificent way you talked about New York, and intimated +that you were going to conquer the world. I believed you. Wasn't I a +little idiot not--to know that you'd make for a place like this and dig a +hole and stay in it, and let the world go hang?" + +He laughed, though it was a poor attempt. And she read in his eyes, +which had not left her face, that he was more or less disturbed. + +"I treat you pretty well, don't I, Honora?" he asked. There was an +amorous, apologetic note in his voice that amused her, and reminded her +of the honeymoon. "I give you all the money you want or rather--you take +it,--and I don't kick up a row, except when the market goes to pieces--" + +"When you act as though we'd have to live in Harlem--which couldn't be +much worse," she interrupted. "And you stay in town all day and have no +end of fun making money,--for you like to make money, and expect me to +amuse myself the best part of my life with a lot of women who don't know +enough to keep thin." + +He laughed again, but still uneasily. Honora was still smiling. + +"What's got into you?" he demanded. "I know you don't like Rivington, +but you never broke loose this way before." + +"If you stay here," said Honora, with a new firmness, "it will be alone. +I can't see what you want with a wife, anyway. I've been thinking you +over lately. I don't do anything for you, except to keep getting you +cooks--and anybody could do that. You don't seem to need me in any +possible way. All I do is to loiter around the house and read and play +the piano, or go to New York and buy clothes for nobody to look at except +strangers in restaurants. I'm worth more than that. I think I'll get +married again." + +"Great Lord, what are you talking about?" he exclaimed when he got his +breath. + +"I think I'll take a man next time," she continued calmly, "who has +something to him, some ambition. The kind of man I thought I was getting +when I took you only I shouldn't be fooled again. Women remarry a good +deal in these days, and I'm beginning to see the reason why. And the +women who have done it appear to be perfectly happy--much happier than +they were at first. I saw one of them at Lily Dallam's this afternoon. +She was radiant. I can't see any particular reason why a woman should be +tied all her life to her husband's apron strings--or whatever he wears-- +and waste the talents she has. It's wicked, when she might be the making +of some man who is worth something, and who lives somewhere." + +Her husband got up. + +"Jehosaphat!" he cried, "I never heard such talk in my life." + +The idea that her love for him might have ebbed a little, or that she +would for a moment consider leaving him, he rejected as preposterous, of +course: the reputation which the majority of her sex had made throughout +the ages for constancy to the marriage tie was not to be so lightly +dissipated. Nevertheless, there was in her words a new undertone of +determination he had never before heard--or, at least, noticed. + +There was one argument, or panacea, which had generally worked like a +charm, although some time had elapsed since last he had resorted to it. +He tried to seize and kiss her, but she eluded him. At last he caught +her, out of breath, in the corner of the room. + +"Howard--you'll knock over the lamp--you'll ruin my gown--and then you'll +have to buy me another. I DID mean it," she insisted, holding back her +head; "you'll have to choose between Rivington and me. It's--it's an +ultimatum. There were at least three awfully attractive men at Lily +Dallam's tea--I won't tell you who they were--who would be glad to marry +me in a minute." + +He drew her down on the arm of his chair. + +"Now that Lily has a house in town," he said weakly, "I suppose you think +you've got to have one." + +"Oh, Howard, it is such a dear house. I had no idea that so much could +be done with so narrow a front. It's all French, with mirrors and big +white panels and satin chairs and sofas, and a carved gilt piano that she +got for nothing from a dealer she knows; and church candlesticks. The +mirrors give it the effect of being larger than it really is. I've only +two criticisms to make: it's too far from Fifth Avenue, and one can +scarcely turn around in it without knocking something down--a photograph +frame or a flower vase or one of her spindle-legged chairs. It was only +a hideous, old-fashioned stone front when she bought it. I suppose +nobody but Reggie Farwell could have made anything out of it." + +"Who's Reggie Farwell?" inquired her husband. + +"Howard, do you really mean to say you've never heard of Reggie Farwell? +Lily was so lucky to get him--she says he wouldn't have done the house if +he hadn't been such a friend of hers. And he was coming to the tea this +afternoon--only something happened at the last minute, and he couldn't. +She was so disappointed. He built the Maitlands' house, and did over the +Cecil Graingers'. And he's going to do our house--some day." + +"Why not right away?" asked Howard. + +"Because I've made up my mind to be very, very reasonable," she replied. +"We're going to Quicksands for a while, first." + +"To Quicksands!" he repeated. But in spite of himself he experienced a +feeling of relief that she had not demanded a town mansion on the spot. + +Honora sprang to her feet. + +"Get up, Howard," she cried, "remember that we're going out for dinner- +and you'll never be ready." + +"Hold on," he protested," I don't know about this Quicksands proposition. +Let's talk it over a little more--" + +"We'll talk it over another time," she replied. "But--remember my +ultimatum. And I am only taking you there for your own good." + +"For my own good!" + +"Yes. To get you out of a rut. To keep you from becoming commonplace +and obscure and--and everything you promised not to be when you married +me," she retorted from the doorway, her eyes still alight with that +disturbing and tantalizing fire. "It is my last desperate effort as a +wife to save you from baldness, obesity, and nonentity." Wherewith she +disappeared into her room and closed the door. + +We read of earthquakes in the tropics and at the ends of the earth with +commiseration, it is true, yet with the fond belief that the ground on +which we have built is so firm that our own 'lares' and 'penates' are in +no danger of being shaken down. And in the same spirit we learn of other +people's domestic cataclysms. Howard Spence had had only a slight shock, +but it frightened him and destroyed his sense of immunity. And during +the week that followed he lacked the moral courage either to discuss the +subject of Quicksands thoroughly or to let it alone: to put down his foot +like a Turk or accede like a Crichton. + +Either course might have saved him. One trouble with the unfortunate +man was that he realized but dimly the gravity of the crisis. He had +laboured under the delusion that matrimonial conditions were still what +they had been in the Eighteenth Century--although it is doubtful whether +be had ever thought of that century. Characteristically, he considered +the troublesome affair chiefly from its business side. His ambition, if +we may use so large a word for the sentiment that had filled his breast, +had been coincident with his prenuptial passion for Honora. And she had +contrived, after four years, in some mysterious way to stir up that +ambition once more; to make him uncomfortable; to compel him to ask +himself whether he were not sliding downhill; to wonder whether living +at Quicksands might not bring him in touch with important interests which +had as yet eluded him. And, above all,--if the idea be put a little more +crudely and definitely than it occurred in his thoughts, he awoke to the +realization that his wife was an asset he had hitherto utterly neglected. +Inconceivable though it were (a middle-of-the-night reflection), if he +insisted on trying to keep such a woman bottled up in Rivington she might +some day pack up and leave him. One never could tell what a woman would +do in these days. Les sacrees femmes. + +We are indebted to Honora for this view of her husband's mental +processes. She watched them, as it were, through a glass in the side of +his head, and incidentally derived infinite amusement therefrom. With +instinctive wisdom she refrained from tinkering. + +An invitation to dine with the Dallams', in their own house, arrived a +day or two after the tea which Honora had attended there. Although Lily +had always been cordial, Honora thought this note couched in terms of +unusual warmth. She was implored to come early, because Lily had so much +to talk to her about which couldn't be written on account of a splitting +headache. In moderate obedience to this summons Honora arrived, on the +evening in question, before the ornamental ironwork of Mrs. Dallam's +front door at a few minutes after seven o'clock. Honora paused in the +spring twilight to contemplate the house, which stood out incongruously +from its sombre, brownstone brothers and sisters with noisy basement +kitchens. The Third Avenue Elevated, "so handy for Sid," roared across +the gap scarcely a block away; and just as the door was opened the +tightest of little blue broughams, pulled by a huge chestnut horse and +driven by the tiniest of grooms in top boots, drew up at the curb. And +out of it burst a resplendent lady--Mrs. Dallam. + +"Oh, it's you, Honora," she cried. "Am I late? I'm so sorry. But I +just couldn't help it. It's all Clara Trowbridge's fault. She insisted +on my staying to meet that Renee Labride who dances so divinely in Lady +Emmeline. She's sweet. I've seen her eight times." Here she took +Honora's arm, and faced her towards the street. "What do you think of my +turnout? Isn't he a darling?" + +"Is he--full grown?" asked Honora. + +Lilly Dallam burst out laughing. + +"Bless you, I don't mean Patrick,--although I had a terrible time finding +him. I mean the horse. Trixy Brent gave him to me before he went +abroad." + +"Gave him to you!" Honora exclaimed. + +"Oh, he's always doing kind things like that, and he hadn't any use for +him. My dear, I hope you don't think for an instant Trixy's in love with +me! He's crazy about Lula Chandos. I tried so hard to get her to come +to dinner to-night, and the Trowbridges' and the Barclays'. You've no +idea how difficult it is in New York to get any one under two weeks. +And so we've got just ourselves." + +Honora was on the point of declaring, politely, that she was very glad, +when Lily Dallam asked her how she liked the brougham. + +"It's the image of Mrs. Cecil Grainger's, my dear, and I got it for a +song. As long as Trixy gave me the horse, I told Sid the least he could +do was to give me the brougham and the harness. Is Master Sid asleep?" +she inquired of the maid who had been patiently waiting at the door. +"I meant to have got home in time to kiss him." + +She led Honora up the narrow but thickly carpeted stairs to a miniature +boudoir, where Madame Adelaide, in a gilt rococo frame, looked +superciliously down from the walls. + +"Why haven't you been in to see me since my tea, Honora? You were such a +success, and after you left they were all crazy to know something about +you, and why they hadn't heard of you. My dear, how much did little +Harris charge you for that dress? If I had your face and neck and figure +I'd die before I'd live in Rivington. You're positively wasted, Honora. +And if you stay there, no one will look at you, though you were as +beautiful as Mrs. Langtry." + +"You're rather good-looking yourself, Lily," said Honora. + +"I'm ten years older than you, my dear, and I have to be so careful. +Sid says I'm killing myself, but I've found a little massage woman who +is wonderful. How do you like this dress?" + +"All your things are exquisite." + +"Do you think so?" cried Mrs. Dallam, delightedly. + +Honora, indeed, had not perjured herself. Only the hypercritical, when +Mrs. Dallam was dressed, had the impression of a performed miracle. She +was the most finished of finished products. Her complexion was high and +(be it added) natural, her hair wonderfully 'onduled', and she had withal +the sweetest and kindest of smiles and the most engaging laughter in the +world. It was impossible not to love her. + +"Howard," she cried, when a little later they were seated at the table, +"how mean of you to have kept Honora in a dead and alive place like +Rivington all these years! I think she's an angel to have stood it. Men +are beyond me. Do you know what an attractive wife you've got? I've +just been telling her that there wasn't a woman at my tea who compared +with her, and the men were crazy about her." + +"That's the reason I live down there," proclaimed Howard, as he finished +his first glass of champagne. + +"Honora," demanded Mrs. Dallam, ignoring his bravado, "why don't you take +a house at Quicksands? You'd love it, and you'd look simply divine in a +bathing suit. Why don't you come down?" + +"Ask Howard," replied Honora, demurely. + +"Well, Lily, I'll own up I have been considering it a little," that +gentleman admitted with gravity. "But I haven't decided anything. There +are certain drawbacks--" + +"Drawbacks!" exclaimed Mrs. Dallam. "Drawbacks at Quicksands! I'd like +to know what they are. Don't be silly, Howard. You get more for your +money there than any place I know." Suddenly the light of an inspiration +came into her eyes, and she turned to her husband. "Sid, the Alfred Fern +house is for rent, isn't it?" + +"I think it must be, Lily," replied Mr. Dallam. + +"Sometimes I believe I'm losing my mind," declared Mrs. Dallam. "What an +imbecile I was not to think of it! It's a dear, Honora, not five minutes +from the Club, with the sweetest furniture, and they just finished it +last fall. It would be positively wicked not to take it, Howard. They +couldn't have failed more opportunely. I'm sorry for Alfred, but I +always thought Louise Fern a little snob. Sid, you must see Alfred down +town the first thing in the morning and ask him what's the least he'll +rent it for. Tell him I wish to know." + +"But--my dear Lily--began Mr. Dallam apologetically. + +"There!" complained his wife, "you're always raising objections to my +most charming and sensible plans. You act as though you wanted Honora +and Howard to stay in Rivington." + +"My dear Lily!" he protested again. And words failing him, he sought by +a gesture to disclaim such a sinister motive for inaction. + +"What harm can it do?" she asked plaintively. "Howard doesn't have to +rent the house, although it would be a sin if he didn't. Find out the +rent in the morning, Sid, and we'll all four go down on Sunday and look +at it, and lunch at the Quicksands Club. I'm sure I can get out of my +engagement at Laura Dean's--this is so important. What do you say, +Honora?" + +"I think it would be delightful," said Honora. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +QUICKSANDS + +To convey any adequate idea of the community familiarly known as +Quicksands a cinematograph were necessary. With a pen we can only +approximate the appearance of the shifting grains at any one time. +Some households there were, indeed, which maintained a precarious though +seemingly miraculous footing on the surface, or near it, going under for +mere brief periods, only to rise again and flaunt men-servants in the +face of Providence. + +There were real tragedies, too, although a casual visitor would never +have guessed it. For tragedies sink, and that is the end of them. The +cinematograph, to be sure, would reveal one from time to time, coming +like a shadow across an endless feast, and gone again in a flash. Such +was what might appropriately be called the episode of the Alfred Ferns. +After three years of married life they had come, they had rented; the +market had gone up, they had bought and built--upon the sands. The +ancient farmhouse which had stood on the site had been torn down as +unsuited to a higher civilization, although the great elms which had +sheltered it had been left standing, in grave contrast to the twisted +cedars and stunted oaks so much in evidence round about. + +The Ferns--or rather little Mrs. Fern--had had taste, and the new house +reflected it. As an indication of the quality of imagination possessed +by the owners, the place was called "The Brackens." There was a long +porch on the side of the ocean, but a view of the water was shut off from +it by a hedge which, during the successive ownerships of the adjoining +property, had attained a height of twelve feet. There was a little toy +greenhouse connecting with the porch (an "economy "indulged in when the +market had begun to go the wrong way for Mr. Fern). Exile, although +unpleasant, was sometimes found necessary at Quicksands, and even +effective. + +Above all things, however, if one is describing Quicksands, one must not +be depressing. That is the unforgiveable sin there. Hence we must touch +upon these tragedies lightly. + +If, after walking through the entrance in the hedge that separated the +Brackens from the main road, you turned to the left and followed a +driveway newly laid out between young poplars, you came to a mass of +cedars. Behind these was hidden the stable. There were four stalls, all +replete with brass trimmings, and a box, and the carriage-house was made +large enough for the break which Mr. Fern had been getting ready to buy +when he had been forced, so unexpectedly, to change his mind. + +If the world had been searched, perhaps, no greater contrast to Rivington +could have been found than this delightful colony of quicksands, full of +life and motion and colour, where everybody was beautifully dressed and +enjoying themselves. For a whole week after her instalment Honora was in +a continual state of excitement and anticipation, and the sound of wheels +and voices on the highroad beyond the hedge sent her peeping to her +curtains a dozen times a day. The waking hours, instead of burdens, +were so many fleeting joys. In the morning she awoke to breathe a new, +perplexing, and delicious perfume--the salt sea breeze stirring her +curtains: later, she was on the gay, yellow-ochre beach with Lily Dallam, +making new acquaintances; and presently stepping, with a quiver of fear +akin to delight, into the restless, limitless blue water that stretched +southward under a milky haze: luncheon somewhere, more new acquaintances, +and then, perhaps, in Lily's light wood victoria to meet the train of +trains. For at half-past five the little station, forlorn all day long +in the midst of the twisted cedars that grew out of the heated sand, +assumed an air of gayety and animation. Vehicles of all sorts drew up in +the open space before it, wagonettes, phaetons, victorias, high wheeled +hackney carts, and low Hempstead carts: women in white summer gowns and +veils compared notes, or shouted invitations to dinner from carriage to +carriage. The engine rolled in with a great cloud of dust, the horses +danced, the husbands and the overnight guests, grimy and brandishing +evening newspapers, poured out of the special car where they had sat in +arm-chairs and talked stocks all the way from Long Island City. Some +were driven home, it is true; some to the beach, and others to the +Quicksands Club, where they continued their discussions over whiskey-and +-sodas until it was time to have a cocktail and dress for dinner. + +Then came the memorable evening when Lily Dallam gave a dinner in honour +of Honora, her real introduction to Quicksands. It was characteristic of +Lily that her touch made the desert bloom. Three years before Quicksands +had gasped to hear that the Sidney Dallams had bought the Faraday house-- +or rather what remained of it. + +"We got it for nothing," Lily explained triumphantly on the occasion of +Honora's first admiring view. "Nobody would look at it, my dear." + +It must have been this first price, undoubtedly, that appealed to Sidney +Dallam, model for all husbands: to Sidney, who had had as much of an idea +of buying in Quicksands as of acquiring a Scotch shooting box. The +"Faraday place" had belonged to the middle ages, as time is reckoned in +Quicksands, and had lain deserted for years, chiefly on account of its +lugubrious and funereal aspect. It was on a corner. Two "for rent" +signs had fallen successively from the overgrown hedge: some fifty feet +back from the road, hidden by undergrowth and in the tenebrous shades of +huge larches and cedars, stood a hideous, two-storied house with a +mansard roof, once painted dark red. + +The magical transformation of all this into a sunny, smiling, white villa +with red-striped awnings and well-kept lawns and just enough shade had +done no little towards giving to Lily Dallam that ascendency which she +had acquired with such startling rapidity in the community. When Honora +and Howard drove up to the door in the deepening twilight, every window +was a yellow, blazing square, and above the sound of voices rose a waltz +from "Lady Emmeline" played with vigour on the piano. Lily Dallam +greeted Honora in the little room which (for some unexplained reason) was +known as the library, pressed into service at dinner parties as the +ladies' dressing room. + +"My dear, how sweet you look in that coral! I've been so lucky +to-night," she added in Honora's ear; "I've actually got Trixy Brent for +you." + +Our heroine was conscious of a pleasurable palpitation as she walked with +her hostess across the little entry to the door of the drawing-room, +where her eyes encountered an inviting and vivacious scene. Some ten or +a dozen guests, laughing and talking gayly, filled the spaces between the +furniture; an upright piano was embedded in a corner, and the lady who +had just executed the waltz had swung around on the stool, and was +smiling up at a man who stood beside her with his hand in his pocket. +She was a decided brunette, neither tall nor short, with a suggestion of +plumpness. + +"That's Lula Chandos," explained Lily Dallam in her usual staccato, +following Honora's gaze, "at the piano, in ashes of roses. She's stopped +mourning for her husband. Trixy told her to-night she'd discarded the +sackcloth and kept the ashes. He's awfully clever. I don't wonder that +she's crazy about him, do you? He's standing beside her." + +Honora took a good look at the famous Trixy, who resembled a certain type +of military Englishman. He had close-cropped hair and a close-cropped +mustache; and his grey eyes, as they rested amusedly on Mrs. Chandos, +seemed to have in them the light of mockery. + +"Trixy!" cried his hostess, threading her way with considerable skill +across the room and dragging Honora after her, "Trixy, I want to +introduce you to Mrs. Spence. Now aren't you glad you came!" + +It was partly, no doubt, by such informal introductions that Lily Dallam +had made her reputation as the mistress of a house where one and all had +such a good time. Honora, of course, blushed to her temples, and +everybody laughed--even Mrs. Chandos. + +"Glad," said Mr. Brent, with his eyes on Honora, "does not quite express +it. You usually have a supply of superlatives, Lily, which you might +have drawn on." + +"Isn't he irrepressible?" demanded Lily Dallam, delightedly, "he's +always teasing." + +It was running through Honora's mind, while Lily Dallam's characteristic +introductions of the other guests were in progress, that "irrepressible" +was an inaccurate word to apply to Mr. Brent's manner. Honora could not +define his attitude, but she vaguely resented it. All of Lily's guests +had the air of being at home, and at that moment a young gentleman named +Charley Goodwin, who was six feet tall and weighed two hundred pounds, +was loudly demanding cocktails. They were presently brought by a rather +harassed-looking man-servant. + +"I can't get over how well you look in that gown, Lula," declared Mrs. +Dallam, as they went out to dinner. "Trixy, what does she remind you of?" + +"Cleopatra," cried Warry Trowbridge, with an attempt to be gallant. + +"Eternal vigilance," said Mr. Brent, and they sat down amidst the +laughter, Lily Dallam declaring that he was horrid, and Mrs. Chandos +giving him a look of tender reproach. But he turned abruptly to Honora, +who was on his other side. + +"Where did you drop down from, Mrs. Spence?" he inquired. + +"Why do you take it for granted that I have dropped?" she asked sweetly. + +He looked at her queerly for a moment, and then burst out laughing. + +"Because you are sitting next to Lucifer," he said. "It's kind of me to +warn you, isn't it?" + +"It wasn't necessary," replied Honora. "And besides, as a dinner +companion, I imagine Lucifer couldn't be improved on." + +He laughed again. + +"As a dinner companion!" he repeated. "So you would limit Lucifer to +dinners? That's rather a severe punishment, since we're neighbours." + +"How delightful to have Lucifer as one's neighbour," said Honora, +avoiding his eyes. "Of course I've been brought up to believe that he +was always next door, so to speak, but I've never--had any proof of it +until now." + +"Proof!" echoed Mr. Brent. "Has my reputation gone before me?" + +"I smell the brimstone," said Honora. + +He derived, apparently, infinite amusement from this remark likewise. + +"If I had known I was to have the honour of sitting here, I should have +used another perfume," he replied. "I have several." + +It was Honora's turn to laugh. + +"They are probably for--commercial transactions, not for ladies," she +retorted. "We are notoriously fond of brimstone, if it is not too +strong. A suspicion of it." + +Her colour was high, and she was surprised at her own vivacity. It +seemed strange that she should be holding her own in this manner with the +renowned Trixton Brent. No wonder, after four years of Rivington, that +she tingled with an unwonted excitement. + +At this point Mr. Brent's eye fell upon Howard, who was explaining +something to Mrs. Trowbridge at the far end of the table. + +"What's your husband like?" he demanded abruptly. + +Honora was a little taken aback, but recovered sufficiently to retort: +"You'd hardly expect me to give you an unprejudiced judgment." + +"That's true," he agreed significantly. + +"He's everything," added Honora, "that is to be expected in a husband." + +"Which isn't much, in these days," declared Mr. Brent. + +"On the contrary," said Honora. + +"What I should like to know is why you came to Quicksands," said Mr. +Brent. + +"For a little excitement," she replied. "So far, I have not been +disappointed. But why do you ask that question?" she demanded, with a +slight uneasiness. "Why did you come here?" + +"Oh," he said, "you must remember that I'm--Lucifer, a citizen of the +world, at home anywhere, a sort of 'freebooter. I'm not here all the +time--but that's no reflection on Quicksands. May I make a bet with you, +Mrs. Spence?" + +"What about?" + +"That you won't stay in Quicksands more than six months," he answered. + +"Why do you say that?" she asked curiously. + +He shook his head. + +"My experience with your sex," he declared enigmatically, "has not been a +slight one." + +"Trixy!" interrupted Mrs. Chandos at this juncture, from his other side, +"Warry Trowbridge won't tell me whether to sell my Consolidated Potteries +stock." + +"Because he doesn't know," said Mr. Brent, laconically, and readdressed +himself to Honora, who had, however, caught a glimpse of Mrs. Chandos' +face. + +"Don't you think it's time for you to talk to Mrs. Chandos?" she asked. + +"What for?" + +"Well, for one reason, it is customary, out of consideration for the +hostess, to assist in turning the table." + +"Lily doesn't care," he said. + +"How about Mrs. Chandos? I have an idea that she does care." + +He made a gesture of indifference. + +"And how about me?" Honora continued. "Perhaps--I'd like to talk to Mr. +Dallam." + +"Have you ever tried it?" he demanded. + +Over her shoulder she flashed back at him a glance which he did not +return. She had never, to tell the truth, given her husband's partner +much consideration. He had existed in her mind solely as an obliging +shopkeeper with whom Lily had unlimited credit, and who handed her over +the counter such things as she desired. And to-night, in contrast to +Trixton Brent, Sidney Dallam suggested the counter more than ever before. +He was about five and forty, small, neatly made, with little hands and +feet; fast growing bald, and what hair remained to him was a jet black. +His suavity of manner and anxious desire to give one just the topic that +pleased had always irritated Honora. + +Good shopkeepers are not supposed to have any tastes, predilections, or +desires of their own, and it was therefore with no little surprise that, +after many haphazard attempts, Honora discovered Mr, Dallam to be +possessed by one all-absorbing weakness. She had fallen in love, she +remarked, with little Sid on the beach, and Sidney Dallam suddenly became +transfigured. Was she fond of children? Honora coloured a little, and +said "yes." He confided to her, with an astonishing degree of feeling, +that it had been the regret of his life he had not had more children. +Nobody, he implied, who came to his house had ever exhibited the proper +interest in Sid. + +"Sometimes," he said, leaning towards her confidentially, "I slip +upstairs for a little peep at him after dinner." + +"Oh," cried Honora, "if you're going to-night mayn't I go with you? I'd +love to see him in bed." + +"Of course I'll take you," said Sidney Dallam, and he looked at her so +gratefully that she coloured again. + +"Honora," said Lily Dallam, when the women were back in the drawing-room, +"what did you do to Sid? You had him beaming--and he hates dinner +parties." + +"We were talking about children," replied Honora, innocently. + +"Children!" + +"Yes," said Honora, "and your husband has promised to take me up to the +nursery." + +"And did you talk to Trixy about children, too?" cried Lily, laughing, +with a mischievous glance at Mrs. Chandos. + +"Is he interested in them?" asked Honora. + +"You dear!" cried Lily, "you'll be the death of me. Lula, Honora wants +to know whether Trixy is interested in children." + +Mrs. Chandos, in the act of lighting a cigarette, smiled sweetly. + +"Apparently he is," she said. + +"It's time he were, if he's ever going to be," said Honora, just as +sweetly. + +Everybody laughed but Mrs. Chandos, who began to betray an intense +interest in some old lace in the corner of the room. + +"I bought it for nothing, my dear," said Mrs. Dallam, but she pinched +Honora's arm delightedly. "How wicked of you!" she whispered, "but it +serves her right." + +In the midst of the discussion of clothes and house rents and other +people's possessions, interspersed with anecdotes of a kind that was new +to Honora, Sidney Dallam appeared at the door and beckoned to her. + +"How silly of you, Sid!" exclaimed his wife; "of course she doesn't want +to go." + +"Indeed I do," protested Honora, rising with alacrity and following her +host up the stairs. At the end of a hallway a nurse, who had been +reading beside a lamp, got up smilingly and led the way on tiptoe into +the nursery, turning on a shaded electric light. Honora bent over the +crib. The child lay, as children will, with his little yellow head +resting on his arm. But in a moment, as she stood gazing at him, he +turned and opened his eyes and smiled at her, and she stooped and kissed +him. + +"Where's Daddy?" he demanded. + +"We've waked him!" said Honora, remorsefully. + +"Daddy," said the child, "tell me a story." + +The nurse looked at Dallam reproachfully, as her duty demanded, and yet +she smiled. The noise of laughter reached them from below. + +"I didn't have any to-night," the child pleaded. + +"I got home late," Dallam explained to Honora, and, looking at the nurse, +pleaded in his turn; "just one." + +"Just a tiny one," said the child. + +"It's against all rules, Mr. Dallam," said the nurse, "but--he's been +very lonesome to-day." + +Dallam sat down on one side of him, Honora on the other. + +"Will you go to sleep right away if I do, Sid?" he asked. + +The child shut his eyes very tight. + +"Like that," he promised. + +It was not the Sidney Dallam of the counting-room who told that story, +and Honora listened with strange sensations which she did not attempt to +define. + +"I used to be fond of that one when I was a youngster," he explained +apologetically to her as they went out, and little Sid had settled +himself obediently on the pillow once more. "It was when I dreamed," +he added, "of less prosaic occupations than the stock market." + +Sidney Dallam had dreamed! + +Although Lily Dallam had declared that to leave her house before midnight +was to insult her, it was half-past eleven when Honora and her husband +reached home. He halted smilingly in her doorway as she took off her +wrap and laid it over a chair. + +"Well, Honora," he asked, "how do you like--the whirl of fashion?" + +She turned to him with one of those rapid and bewildering movements that +sometimes characterized her, and put her arms on his shoulders. + +"What a dear old stay-at-home you were, Howard," she said. "I wonder +what would have happened to you if I hadn't rescued you in the nick of +time! Own up that you like--a little variety in life." + +Being a man, he qualified his approval. + +"I didn't have a bad time," he admitted. "I had a talk with Brent after +dinner, and I think I've got him interested in a little scheme. It's a +strange thing that Sid Dallam was never able to do any business with him. +If I can put this through, coming to Quicksands will have been worth +while." He paused a moment, and added: "Brent seems to have taken quite +a shine to you, Honora." + +She dropped her arms, and going over to her dressing table, unclasped a +pin on the front of her gown. + +"I imagine," she answered, in an indifferent tone, "that he acts so with +every new woman he meets." + +Howard remained for a while in the doorway, seemingly about to speak. +Then he turned on his heel, and she heard him go into his own room. + +Far into the night she lay awake, the various incidents of the evening, +like magic lantern views, thrown with bewildering rapidity on the screen +of her mind. At last she was launched into life, and the days of her +isolation gone by forever. She was in the centre of things. And yet-- +well, nothing could be perfect. Perhaps she demanded too much. Once or +twice, in the intimate and somewhat uproarious badinage that had been +tossed back and forth in the drawing-room after dinner, her delicacy had +been offended: an air of revelry had prevailed, enhanced by the arrival +of whiskey-and-soda on a tray. And at the time she had been caught up by +an excitement in the grip of which she still found herself. She had been +aware, as she tried to talk to Warren Trowbridge, of Trixton Brent's +glance, and of a certain hostility from Mrs. Chandos that caused her now +to grow warm with a kind of shame when she thought of it. But she could +not deny that this man had for her a fascination. There was in him an +insolent sense of power, of scarcely veiled contempt for the company +in which he found himself. And she asked herself, in this mood of +introspection, whether a little of his contempt for Lily Dallam's +guests had not been communicated from him to her. + +When she had risen to leave, he had followed her into the entry. She +recalled him vividly as he had stood before her then, a cigar in one hand +and a lighted match in the other, his eyes fixed upon her with a +singularly disquieting look that was tinged, however, with amusement. +I'm coming to see you," he announced. + +"Do be careful," she had cried, "you'll burn yourself!" + +"That," he answered, tossing away the match, "is to be expected." + +She laughed nervously. + +"Good night," he added, "and remember my bet." + +What could he have meant when he had declared that she would not remain +in Quicksands? + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +GAD AND MENI + +There was an orthodox place of worship at Quicksands, a temple not merely +opened up for an hour or so on Sunday mornings to be shut tight during +the remainder of the week although it was thronged with devotees on the +Sabbath. This temple, of course, was the Quicksands Club. Howard Spence +was quite orthodox; and, like some of our Puritan forefathers, did not +even come home to the midday meal on the first day of the week. But a +certain instinct of protest and of nonconformity which may have been +remarked in our heroine sent her to St. Andrews-by-the-Sea--by no means +so well attended as the house of Gad and Meni. She walked home in a +pleasantly contemplative state of mind through a field of daisies, and +had just arrived at the hedge m front of the Brackens when the sound of +hoofs behind her caused her to turn. Mr. Trixton Brent, very firmly +astride of a restive, flea-bitten polo pony, surveyed her amusedly. + +Where have you been?" said he. + +"To church," replied Honora, demurely. + +"Such virtue is unheard of in Quicksands." + +"It isn't virtue," said Honora. + +"I had my doubts about that, too," he declared. + +"What is it, then?" she asked laughingly, wondering why he had such a +faculty of stirring her excitement and interest. + +"Dissatisfaction," was his prompt reply. + +"I don't see why you say that," she protested. + +"I'm prepared to make my wager definite," said he. "The odds are a +thoroughbred horse against a personally knitted worsted waistcoat that +you won't stay in Quicksands six months." + +"I wish you wouldn't talk nonsense," said Honora, "and besides, I can't +knit." + +There was a short silence during which he didn't relax his disconcerting +stare. + +"Won't you come in?" she asked. "I'm sorry Howard isn't home." + +"I'm not," he said promptly. "Can't you come over to my box for lunch? +I've asked Lula Chandos and Warry Trowbridge." + +It was not without appropriateness that Trixton Brent called his house +the "Box." It was square, with no pretensions to architecture whatever, +with a porch running all the way around it. And it was literally filled +with the relics of the man's physical prowess cups for games of all +descriptions, heads and skins from the Bitter Roots to Bengal, and masks +and brushes from England. To Honora there was an irresistible and +mysterious fascination in all these trophies, each suggesting a finished +--and some perhaps a cruel--performance of the man himself. The cups +were polished until they beat back the light like mirrors, and the +glossy bear and tiger skins gave no hint of dying agonies. + +Mr. Brent's method with women, Honora observed, more resembled the noble +sport of Isaac Walton than that of Nimrod, but she could not deny that +this element of cruelty was one of his fascinations. It was very evident +to a feminine observer, for instance, that Mrs. Chandos was engaged in a +breathless and altogether desperate struggle with the slow but inevitable +and appalling Nemesis of a body and character that would not harmonize. +If her figure grew stout, what was to become of her charm as an 'enfant +gate'? Her host not only perceived, but apparently derived great +enjoyment out of the drama of this contest. From self-indulgence to +self-denial--even though inspired by terror--is a far cry. And Trixton +Brent had evidently prepared his menu with a satanic purpose. + +"What! No entree, Lula? I had that sauce especially for you." + +"Oh, Trixy, did you really? How sweet of you!" And her liquid eyes +regarded, with an almost equal affection, first the master and then the +dish. "I'll take a little," she said weakly; "it's so bad for my gout." + +"What," asked Trixton Brent, flashing an amused glance at Honora, "are +the symptoms of gout, Lula? I hear a great deal about that trouble these +days, but it seems to affect every one differently." + +Mrs. Chandos grew very red, but Warry Trowbridge saved her. + +"It's a swelling," he said innocently. + +Brent threw back his head and laughed. + +"You haven't got it anyway, Warry," he cried. + +Mr. Trowbridge, who resembled a lean and greying Irish terrier, +maintained that he had. + +"It's a pity you don't ride, Lula. I understand that that's one of the +best preventives--for gout. I bought a horse last week that would just +suit you--an ideal woman's horse. He's taken a couple of blue ribbons +this summer." + +"I hope you will show him to us, Mr. Brent," exclaimed Honora, in a +spirit of kindness. + +"Do you ride?" he demanded. + +"I'm devoted to it," she declared. + +It was true. For many weeks that spring, on Monday, Wednesday, and +Friday mornings, she had gone up from Rivington to Harvey's Riding +Academy, near Central Park. Thus she had acquired the elements of the +equestrian art, and incidentally aroused the enthusiasm of a riding- +master. + +After Mrs. Chandos had smoked three of the cigarettes which her host +specially imported from Egypt, she declared, with no superabundance of +enthusiasm, that she was ready to go and see what Trixy had in the +stables." In spite of that lady's somewhat obvious impatience, Honora +insisted upon admiring everything from the monogram of coloured sands so +deftly woven on the white in the coach house, to the hunters and polo +ponies in their rows of boxes. At last Vercingetorix, the latest +acquisition of which Brent had spoken, was uncovered and trotted +around the ring. + +"I'm sorry, Trixy, but I've really got to leave," said Mrs. Chandos. +"And I'm in such a predicament! I promised Fanny Darlington I'd go over +there, and it's eight miles, and both my horses are lame." + +Brent turned to his coachman. + +"Put a pair in the victoria right away and drive Mrs. Chandos to Mrs. +Darlington's," he said. + +She looked at him, and her lip quivered. + +"You always were the soul of generosity, Trixy, but why the victoria?" + +"My dear Lula," he replied, "if there's any other carriage you prefer--?" + +Honora did not hear the answer, which at any rate was scarcely audible. +She moved away, and her eyes continued to follow Vercingetorix as he +trotted about the tan-bark after a groom. And presently she was aware +that Trixton Brent was standing beside her. + +"What do you think of him?" he asked. + +"He's adorable," declared Honora. Would you like to try him?" + +"Oh--might I? Sometime?" + +"Why not to-day--now?" he said. "I'll send him over to your house and +have your saddle put on him." + +Before Honora could protest Mrs. Chandos came forward. + +"It's awfully sweet of you, Trixy, to offer to send me to Fanny's, but +Warry says he will drive me over. Good-by, my dear," she added, holding +out her hand to Honora. + +"I hope you enjoy your ride." + +Mr. Trowbridge's phaeton was brought up, Brent helped Mrs. Chandos in, +and stood for a moment gazing after her. Amusement was still in his eyes +as he turned to Honora. + +"Poor Lula!" he said. "Most women could have done it better than that-- +couldn't they?" + +"I think you were horrid to her," exclaimed Honora, indignantly. "It +wouldn't have hurt you to drive her to Mrs. Darlington's." + +It did not occur to her that her rebuke implied a familiarity at which +they had swiftly but imperceptibly arrived. + +"Oh, yes, it would hurt me," said he. "I'd rather spend a day in jail +than drive with Lula in that frame of mind. Tender reproaches, and all +that sort of thing, you know although I can't believe you ever indulge in +them. Don't," he added. + +In spite of the fact that she was up in arms for her sex, Honora smiled. + +"Do you know," she said slowly, "I'm beginning to think you are a brute." + +"That's encouraging," he replied. + +"And fickle." + +"Still more encouraging. Most men are fickle. We're predatory animals." + +"It's just as well that I am warned," said Honora. She raised her +parasol and picked up her skirts and shot him a look. Although he did +not resemble in feature the great if unscrupulous Emperor of the French, +he reminded her now of a picture she had once seen of Napoleon and a +lady; the lady obviously in a little flutter under the Emperor's +scrutiny. The picture had suggested a probable future for the lady. + +"How long will it take you to dress?" he asked. + +"To dress for what?" + +"To ride with me." + +"I'm not going to ride with you," she said, and experienced a tingle of +satisfaction from his surprise. + +"Why not?" he demanded. + +"In the first place, because I don't want to; and in the second, because +I'm expecting Lily Dallam." + +"Lily never keeps an engagement," he said. + +"That's no reason why I shouldn't," Honora answered. + +"I'm beginning to think you're deuced clever," said he. + +"How unfortunate for me!" she exclaimed. + +He laughed, although it was plain that he was obviously put out. Honora +was still smiling. + +"Deuced clever," he repeated. + +"An experienced moth," suggested Honora; "perhaps one that has been +singed a little, once or twice. Good-by--I've enjoyed myself immensely." + +She glanced back at him as she walked down the path to the roadway. He +was still standing where she had left him, his feet slightly apart, his +hands in the pockets of his riding breeches, looking after her. + +Her announcement of an engagement with Mrs. Dallam had been, to put it +politely, fiction. She spent the rest of the afternoon writing letters +home, pausing at periods to look out of the window. Occasionally it +appeared that her reflections were amusing. At seven o'clock Howard +arrived, flushed and tired after his day of rest. + +"By the way, Honora, I saw Trixy Brent at the Club, and he said you +wouldn't go riding with him." + +"Do you call him Trixy to his face?" she asked. + +"What? No--but everyone calls him Trixy. What's the matter with you?" + +"Nothing," she replied. "Only--the habit every one has in Quicksands of +speaking of people they don't know well by their nicknames seems rather +bad taste." + +"I thought you liked Quicksands," he retorted. "You weren't happy until +you got down here." + +"It's infinitely better than Rivington," she said. + +"I suppose," he remarked, with a little irritation unusual in him, "that +you'll be wanting to go to Newport next." + +"Perhaps," said Honora, and resumed her letter. He fidgeted about the +room for a while, ordered a cocktail, and lighted a cigarette. + +"Look here," he began presently, "I wish you'd be decent to Brent. He's +a pretty good fellow, and he's in with James Wing and that crowd of big +financiers, and he seems to have taken a shine to me probably because +he's heard of that copper deal I put through this spring." + +Honora thrust back her writing pad, turned in her chair, and faced him. + +"How 'decent' do you wish me to be?" she inquired. + +"How decent?" he repeated. + +"Yes." + +He regarded her uneasily, took the cocktail which the maid offered him, +drank it, and laid down the glass. + +He had had before, in the presence of his wife, this vague feeling of +having passed boundaries invisible to him. In her eyes was a curious +smile that lacked mirth, in her voice a dispassionate note that added to +his bewilderment. + +"What do you mean, Honora?" + +"I know it's too much to expect of a man to be as solicitous about his +wife as he is about his business," she replied. "Otherwise he would +hesitate before he threw her into the arms of Mr. Trixton Brent. I warn +you that he is very attractive to women." + +"Hang it," said Howard, "I can't see what you're driving at. I'm not +throwing you into his arms. I'm merely asking you to be friendly with +him. It means a good deal to me--to both of us. And besides, you can +take care of yourself. You're not the sort of woman to play the fool." + +"One never can tell," said Honora, "what may happen. Suppose I fell in +love with him?" + +"Don't talk nonsense," he said. + +"I'm not so sure," she answered, meditatively, "that it is nonsense. It +would be quite easy to fall in love with him. Easier than you imagine. +curiously. Would you care?" she added. + +"Care!" he cried; "of course I'd care. What kind of rot are you talking?" + +"Why would you care?" + +"Why? What a darned idiotic question--" + +"It's not really so idiotic as you think it is," she said. "Suppose I +allowed Mr. Brent to make love to me, as he's very willing to do, would +you be sufficiently interested to compete." + +"To what?" + +"To compete." + +"But--but we're married." + +She laid her hand upon her knee and glanced down at it. + +"It never occurred to me until lately," she said, "how absurd is the +belief men still hold in these days that a wedding-ring absolves them +forever from any effort on their part to retain their wives' affections. +They regard the ring very much as a ball and chain, or a hobble to +prevent the women from running away, that they may catch them whenever +they may desire--which isn't often. Am I not right?" + +He snapped his cigarette case. + +"Darn it, Honora, you're getting too deep for me!" he exclaimed. "You +never liked those, Browning women down at Rivington, but if this isn't +browning I'm hanged if I know what it is. An attack of nerves, perhaps. +They tell me that women go all to pieces nowadays over nothing at all." + +"That's just it," she agreed, "nothing at all!" + +"I thought as much," he replied, eager to seize this opportunity of +ending a conversation that had neither head nor tail, and yet was +marvellously uncomfortable. "There! be a good girl, and forget it." + +He stooped down suddenly to her face to kiss her, but she turned +her face in time to receive the caress on the cheek. + +"The panacea!" she said. + +He laughed a little, boyishly, as he stood looking down at her. + +"Sometimes I can't make you out," he said. "You've changed a good deal +since I married you." + +She was silent. But the thought occurred to her that a complete +absorption in commercialism was not developing. + +"If you can manage it, Honora," he added with an attempt at lightness, +"I wish you'd have a little dinner soon, and ask Brent. Will you?" + +"Nothing," she replied, "would give me greater pleasure." + +He patted her on the shoulder and left the room whistling. But she sat +where she was until the maid came in to pull the curtains and turn on the +lights, reminding her that guests were expected. + + ..................... + +Although the circle of Mr. Brent's friends could not be said to include +any university or college presidents, it was, however, both catholic and +wide. He was hail fellow, indeed, with jockeys and financiers, great +ladies and municipal statesmen of good Irish stock. He was a lion who +roamed at large over a great variety of hunting grounds, some of which it +would be snobbish to mention; for many reasons he preferred Quicksands: a +man-eater, a woman-eater, and extraordinarily popular, nevertheless. +Many ladies, so it was reported, had tried to tame him: some of them he +had cheerfully gobbled up, and others after the briefest of inspections, +disdainfully thrust aside with his paw. + +This instinct for lion taming, which the most spirited of women possess, +is, by the way, almost inexplicable to the great majority of the male +sex. Honora had it, as must have been guessed. But however our faith in +her may be justified by the ridiculous ease of her previous conquests, we +cannot regard without trepidation her entrance into the arena with this +particular and widely renowned king of beasts. Innocence pitted against +sophistry and wile and might. + +Two of the preliminary contests we have already witnessed. Others, more +or less similar, followed during a period of two months or more. Nothing +inducing the excessive wagging of tongues,--Honora saw to that, although +Mrs. Chandos kindly took the trouble to warn our heroine,--a scene for +which there is unfortunately no space in this chronicle; an entirely +amicable, almost honeyed scene, in Honora's boudoir. Nor can a complete +picture of life at Quicksands be undertaken. Multiply Mrs. Dallam's +dinner-party by one hundred, Howard Silence's Sundays at the Club by +twenty, and one has a very fair idea of it. It was not precisely +intellectual. "Happy," says Montesquieu, "the people whose annals are +blank in history's book." Let us leave it at that. + +Late one afternoon in August Honora was riding homeward along the ocean +road. The fragrant marshes that bordered it were a vivid green under the +slanting rays of the sun, and she was gazing across them at the breakers +crashing on the beach beyond. Trixton Brent was beside her. + +"I wish you wouldn't stare at me so," she said, turning to him suddenly; +"it is embarrassing." + +"How did you know I was looking at you?" he asked. + +"I felt it." + +He drew his horse a little nearer. + +"Sometimes you're positively uncanny," she added. + +He laughed. + +"I rather like that castles-in-Spain expression you wore," he declared. + +"Castles in Spain?" + +"Or in some other place where the real estate is more valuable. +Certainly not in Quicksands." + +"You are uncanny," proclaimed Honora, with conviction. + +"I told you you wouldn't like Quicksands," said he. + +"I've never said I didn't like it," she replied. "I can't see why you +assume that I don't." + +"You're ambitious," he said. "Not that I think it a fault, when it's +more or less warranted. Your thrown away here, and you know it." + +She made him a bow from the saddle. + +"I have not been without a reward, at least," she answered, and looked at +him. + +"I have," said he. + +Honora smiled. + +"I'm going to be your good angel, and help you get out of it," he +continued. + +"Get out of what?" + +"Quicksands." + +"Do you think I'm in danger of sinking?" she asked. "And is it +impossible for me to get out alone, if I wished to?" + +"It will be easier with my help," he answered. "You're clever enough to +realize that--Honora." + +She was silent awhile. + +"You say the most extraordinary things," she remarked presently. +"Sometimes I think they are almost--" + +"Indelicate," he supplied. + +She coloured. + +"Yes, indelicate." + +"You can't forgive me for sweeping away your rose-coloured cloud of +romance," he declared, laughing. "There are spades in the pack, however +much you may wish to ignore 'em. You know very well you don't like these +Quicksands people. They grate on your finer sensibilities, and all that +sort of thing. Come, now, isn't it so?" + +She coloured again, and put her horse to the trot. + +"Onwards and upwards," he cried. "Veni, vidi, vici, ascendi." + +"It seems to me," she laughed, "that so much education is thrown away on +the stock market." + +"Whether you will be any happier higher up," he went on, "God knows. +Sometimes I think you ought to go back to the Arcadia you came from. +Did you pick out Spence for an embryo lord of high finance?" + +"My excuse is," replied Honora, "that I was very young, and I hadn't met +you." + +Whether the lion has judged our heroine with astuteness, or done her a +little less than justice, must be left to the reader. Apparently he is +accepting her gentle lashings with a meek enjoyment. He assisted her to +alight at her own door, sent the horses home, and offered to come in and +give her a lesson in a delightful game that was to do its share in the +disintegration of the old and tiresome order of things--bridge. The +lion, it will be seen, was self-sacrificing even to the extent of double +dummy. He had picked up the game with characteristic aptitude abroad-- +Quicksands had yet to learn it. + +Howard Spence entered in the midst of the lesson. + +"Hello, Brent," said he, genially, "you may be interested to know I got +that little matter through without a hitch to-day." + +"I continue to marvel at you," said the lion, and made it no trumps. + +Since this is a veracious history, and since we have wandered so far from +home and amidst such strange, if brilliant scenes, it must be confessed +that Honora, three days earlier, had entered a certain shop in New York +and inquired for a book on bridge. Yes, said the clerk, he had such a +treatise, it had arrived from England a week before. She kept it looked +up in her drawer, and studied it in the mornings with a pack of cards +before her. + +Given the proper amount of spur, anything in reason can be mastered. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Happy the people whose annals are blank in history's book +Resented the implication of possession + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MODERN CHRONICLE, V3, BY CHURCHILL *** + +*********** This file should be named wc39w10.txt or wc39w10.zip ************ + +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, wc39w11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, wc39w10a.txt + +This eBook was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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