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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Modern Chronicle, Volume 4 + +Author: Winston Churchill + +Release Date: October 19, 2004 [EBook #5377] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A MODERN CHRONICLE, VOLUME 4 *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +A MODERN CHRONICLE + +By Winston Churchill + + +Volume 4. + + + +CHAPTER VII + +OF CERTAIN DELICATE MATTERS + +In the religious cult of Gad and Meni, practised with such enthusiasm at +Quicksands, the Saints' days were polo days, and the chief of all +festivals the occasion of the match with the Banbury Hunt Club +--Quicksands's greatest rival. Rival for more reasons than one, reasons +too delicate to tell. Long, long ago there appeared in Punch a cartoon of +Lord Beaconsfield executing that most difficult of performances, an egg +dance. We shall be fortunate indeed if we get to the end of this chapter +without breaking an egg! + +Our pen fails us in a description of that festival of festivals, the +Banbury one, which took place early in September. We should have to go +back to Babylon and the days of King Nebuchadnezzar. (Who turns out to +have been only a regent, by the way, and his name is now said to be +spelled rezzar). How give an idea of the libations poured out to Gad and +the shekels laid aside for Meni in the Quicksands Temple? + +Honora privately thought that building ugly, and it reminded her of a +collection of huge yellow fungi sprawling over the ground. A few of the +inevitable tortured cedars were around it. Between two of the larger +buildings was wedged a room dedicated to the worship of Bacchus, to-day +like a narrow river-gorge at flood time jammed with tree-trunks--some of +them, let us say, water-logged--and all grinding together with an +intolerable noise like a battle. If you happened to be passing the +windows, certain more or less intelligible sounds might separate +themselves from the bedlam. + +"Four to five on Quicksands!" + +"That stock isn't worth a d--n!" + +"She's gone to South Dakota." + +Honora, however, is an heretic, as we know. Without going definitely into +her reasons, these festivals had gradually become distasteful to her. +Perhaps it would be fairer to look at them through the eyes of Lily +Dallam, who was in her element on such days, and regarded them as the +most innocent and enjoyable of occasions, and perhaps they were. + +The view from the veranda, at least, appealed to our heroine's artistic +sense. The marshes in the middle distance, the shimmering sea beyond, and +the polo field laid down like a vast green carpet in the foreground; +while the players, in white breeches and bright shirts, on the agile +little horses that darted hither and thither across the turf lent an +added touch of colour and movement to the scene. Amongst them, Trixton +Brent most frequently caught the eye and held it. Once Honora perceived +him flying the length of the field, madly pursued, his mallet poised +lightly, his shirt bulging in the wind, his close-cropped head bereft of +a cap, regardless of the havoc and confusion behind him. He played, +indeed, with the cocksureness and individuality one might have expected; +and Honora, forgetting at moments the disturbing elements by which she +was surrounded, followed him with fascination. Occasionally his name +rippled from one end of the crowded veranda to the other, and she +experienced a curious and uncomfortable sensation when she heard it in +the mouths of these strangers. + +From time to time she found herself watching them furtively, comparing +them unconsciously with her Quicksands friends. Some of them she had +remarked before, at contests of a minor importance, and they seemed to +her to possess a certain distinction that was indefinable. They had come +to-day from many mysterious (and therefore delightful) places which +Honora knew only by name, and some had driven the twenty-five odd miles +from the bunting community of Banbury in coaches and even those new and +marvellous importations--French automobiles. When the game had ended, and +Lily Dallam was cajoling the club steward to set her tea-table at once, a +group of these visitors halted on the lawn, talking and laughing gayly. +Two of the younger men Honora recognized with a start, but for a moment +she could not place them--until suddenly she remembered that she had seen +them on her wedding trip at Hot Springs. The one who lisped was Mr. +Cuthbert, familiarly known as "Toots": the other, taller and slimmer and +paler, was Jimmy Wing. A third, the regularity of whose features made one +wonder at the perfection which nature could attain when she chose, who +had a certain Gallic appearance (and who, if the truth be told, might +have reminded an impartial eye of a slightly animated wax clothing +model), turned, stared, hesitated, and bowed to Lily Dallam. + +"That's Reggie Farwel, who did my house in town," she whispered to +Honora. "He's never been near me since it was finished. He's utterly +ruined." + +Honora was silent. She tried not to look at the group, in which there +were two women of very attractive appearance, and another man. + +"Those people are so superior," Mrs. Dallam continued. + +"I'm not surprised at Elsie Shorter. Ever since she married Jerry she's +stuck to the Graingers closer than a sister. That's Cecil Grainger, my +dear, the man who looks as though he were going to fall asleep any +moment. But to think of Abby Kame acting that way! Isn't it ridiculous, +Clara?" she cried, appealing to Mrs. Trowbridge. "They say that Cecil +Grainger never leaves her side. I knew her when she first married John +Kame, the dearest, simplest man that ever was. He was twenty years older +than Abby, and made his money in leather. She took the first steamer +after his funeral and an apartment in a Roman palace for the winter. As +soon as she decently could she made for England. The English will put up +with anybody who has a few million dollars, and I don't deny that Abby's +good-looking, and clever in her way. But it's absurd for her to come over +here and act as though we didn't exist. She needn't be afraid that I'll +speak to her. They say she became intimate with Bessie Grainger through +charities. One of your friend Mrs. Holt's charities, by the way, Honora. +Where are you going?" + +For Honora had risen. + +"I think I'll go home, Lily," she said; "I'm rather tired." + +"Home!" exclaimed Mrs. Dallam. "What can you be thinking of, my dear? +Nobody ever goes home after the Banbury match. The fun has just begun, +and we're all to stay here for dinner and dance afterwards. And Trixy +Brent promised me faithfully he'd' come here for tea, as soon as he +dressed." + +"I really can't stay, Lily. I--I don't feel up to it," said Honora, +desperately. + +"And you can't know how I counted on you! You look perfectly fresh, my +dear." + +Honora felt an overwhelming desire to hide herself, to be alone. In spite +of the cries of protest that followed her and drew--she thought--an +unnecessary and disagreeable attention to her departure, she threaded her +way among groups of people who stared after her. Her colour was high, her +heart beating painfully; a vague sense of rebellion and shame within her +for which she did not try to account. Rather than run the gantlet of the +crowded veranda she stepped out on the lawn, and there encountered +Trixton Brent. He had, in an incredibly brief time, changed from his polo +clothes to flannels and a straw hat. He looked at her and whistled, and +barred her passage. + +"Hello!" he cried. "Hoity-toity! Where are we going in such a hurry?" + +"Home," answered Honora, a little breathlessly, and added for his +deception, "the game's over, isn't it? I'm glad you won." + +Mr. Brent, however, continued to gaze at her penetratingly, and she +avoided his eyes. + +"But why are you rushing off like a flushed partridge?--no reference to +your complexion. Has there been a row?" + +"Oh, no--I was just--tired. Please let me go." + +"Being your good angel--or physician, as you choose--I have a +prescription for that kind of weariness," he said smilingly. +"I--anticipated such an attack. That's why I got into my clothes in such +record time." + +"I don't know what you mean," faltered Honora. "You are always imagining +all sorts of things about me that aren't true." + +"As a matter of fact," said Brent, "I have promised faithfully to do a +favor for certain friends of mine who have been clamouring to be +presented to you." + +"I can't--to-day--Mr. Brent," she cried. "I really don't feel +like-meeting people. I told Lily Dallam I was going home." + +The group, however, which had been the object of that lady's remarks was +already moving towards them--with the exception of Mrs. Shorter and Mr. +Farwell, who had left it. They greeted Mr. Brent with great cordiality. + +"Mrs. Kame," he said, "let me introduce Mrs. Spence. And Mrs. Spence, Mr. +Grainger, Mr. Wing, and Mr. Cuthbert. Mrs. Spence was just going home." + +"Home!" echoed Mrs. Kame, "I thought Quicksands people never went home +after a victory." + +"I've scarcely been here long enough," replied Honora, "to have acquired +all of the Quicksands habits." + +"Oh," said Mrs. Kame, and looked at Honora again. "Wasn't that Mrs. +Dallam you were with? I used to know her, years ago, but she doesn't +speak to me any more." + +"Perhaps she thinks you've forgotten her," said Honora. + +"It would be impossible to forget Mrs. Dallam," declared Mrs. Kame. + +"So I should have thought," said Honora. + +Trixton Brent laughed, and Mrs. Kame, too, after a moment's hesitation. +She laid her hand familiarly on Mr. Brent's arm. + +"I haven't seen you all summer, Trixy," she said. "I hear you've been +here at Quicksands, stewing in that little packing-case of yours. Aren't +you coming into our steeplechase at Banbury. + +"I believe you went to school with my sister," said young Mr. Wing. + +"Oh, yes," answered Honora, somewhat surprised. "I caught a glimpse of +her once, in New York. I hope you will remember me to her." + +"And I've seen you before," proclaimed Mr. Cuthbert, "but I can't for the +life of me think where." + +Honora did not enlighten him. + +"I shan't forget, at any rate, Mrs. Spence," said Cecil Grainger, who had +not taken his eyes from her, except to blink. + +Mrs. Kame saved her the embarrassment of replying. + +"Can't we go somewhere and play bridge," Trixy demanded. + +"I'd be delighted to offer you the hospitality of my packing-case, as you +call it," said Brent, "but the dining-room ceiling fell down Wednesday, +and I'm having the others bolstered up as a mere matter of precaution." + +"I suppose we couldn't get a fourth, anyway. Neither Jimmy nor Toots +plays. It's so stupid of them not to learn." + +"Mrs. Spence might, help us out," suggested Brent. + +"Do you play?" exclaimed Mrs. Kame, in a voice of mixed incredulity and +hope. + +"Play!" cried Mr. Brent, "she can teach Jerry Shorter or the Duchess of +Taunton." + +"The Duchess cheats," announced Cecil Grainger. "I caught her at it at +Cannes--" + +"Indeed, I don't play very well," Honora interrupted him, "and besides--" + +"Suppose we go over to Mrs. Spence's house," Trixton Brent suggested. +"I'm sure she'd like to have us wouldn't you, Mrs. Spence?" + +"What a brilliant idea, Trixy!" exclaimed Mrs. Kame. + +"I should be delighted," said Honora, somewhat weakly. An impulse made +her glance toward the veranda, and for a fraction of a second she caught +the eye of Lily Dallam, who turned again to Mrs. Chandos. + +"I say," said Mr. Cuthbert, "I don't play--but I hope I may come along." + +"And me too," chimed in Mr. Wing. + +Honora, not free from a certain uneasiness of conscience, led the way to +the Brackens, flanked by Mr. Grainger and Mr. Cuthbert. Her frame of mind +was not an ideal one for a hostess; she was put out with Trixton Brent, +and she could not help wondering whether these people would have made +themselves so free with another house. When tea was over, however, and +the bridge had begun, her spirits rose; or rather, a new and strange +excitement took possession of her that was not wholly due to the novel +and revolutionary experience of playing, for money--and winning. Her star +being in the ascendant, as we may perceive. She had drawn Mrs. Kame for a +partner, and the satisfaction and graciousness of that lady visibly grew +as the score mounted: even the skill of Trixton Brent could not triumph +over the hands which the two ladies held. + +In the intervals the talk wandered into regions unfamiliar to Honora, and +she had a sense that her own horizon was being enlarged. A new vista, at +least, had been cut: possibilities became probabilities. Even when Mrs. +Kame chose to ridicule Quicksands Honora was silent, so keenly did she +feel the justice of her guest's remarks; and the implication was that +Honora did not belong there. When train time arrived and they were about +to climb into Trixton Brent's omnibus--for which he had obligingly +telephoned--Mrs. Kame took Honora's band in both her own. Some good +thing, after all, could come out of this community--such was the +triumphant discovery the lady's manner implied. + +"My dear, don't you ever come to Banbury?" she asked. I'd be so glad to +see you. I must get Trixy to drive you over some day for lunch. We've had +such a good time, and Cecil didn't fall asleep once. Quite a record. You +saved our lives, really." + +"Are you going to be in town this winter?" Mr. Grainger inquired. + +"I,--I suppose so--replied Honora, for the moment taken aback, although I +haven't decided just where." + +"I shall look forward to seeing you," he said. + +This hope was expressed even more fervently by Mr. Cuthbert and Mr. Wing, +and the whole party waved her a cordial good-by as the carriage turned +the circle. Trixton Brent, with his hands in his pockets, stood facing +her under the electric light on the porch. + +"Well?" he said. + +"Well," repeated Honora. + +"Nice people," said Mr. Brent. + +Honora bridled. + +"You invited them here," she said. "I must say I think it, was rather +--presumptuous. And you've got me into no end of trouble with Lily +Dallam." + +He laughed as he held open the screen door for her. + +"I wonder whether a good angel was ever so abused," he said. + +"A good angel," she repeated, smiling at him in spite of herself. + +"Or knight-errant," he continued, "whichever you choose. You want to get +out of Quicksands--I'm trying to make it easy for you. Before you leave +you have to arrange some place to go. Before we are off with the old we'd +better be on with the new." + +"Oh, please don't say such things," she cried, "they're so--so sordid." +She looked searchingly into his face. "Do I really seem to you like +that?" + +Her lip was quivering, and she was still under the influence of the +excitement which the visit of these people had brought about. + +"No," said Brent--coming very close to her, "no, you don't. That's the +extraordinary part of it. The trouble with you, Honora, is that you want +something badly very badly--and you haven't yet found out what it is. + +"And you won't find out," he added, "until you have tried everything. +Therefore am I a good Samaritan, or something like it." + +She looked at him with startled eyes, breathing deeply. + +"I wonder if that is so!" she said, in a low voice. + +"Not until you have had and broken every toy in the shop," he declared. +"Out of the mouths of men of the world occasionally issues wisdom. I'm +going to help you get the toys. Don't you think I'm kind?" + +"And isn't this philanthropic mood a little new to you?" she asked. + +"I thought I had exhausted all novelties," he answered. "Perhaps that's +the reason why I enjoy it." + +She turned and walked slowly into the drawing-room, halted, and stood +staring at the heap of gold and yellow bills that Mr. Grainger had +deposited in front of the place where she had sat. Her sensation was akin +to sickness. She reached out with a kind of shuddering fascination and +touched the gold. + +"I think," she said, speaking rather to herself than to Brent, "I'll give +it to charity." + +"If it is possible to combine a meritorious act with good policy, I +should suggest giving it to Mrs. Grainger for the relief of oppressed +working girls," he said. + +Honora started. + +"I wonder why Howard doesn't come she exclaimed, looking at the clock. + +"Probably because he is holding nothing but full hands and flushes," +hazarded Mr. Brent. "Might I propose myself for dinner?" + +"When so many people are clamouring for you?" she asked. + +"Even so," he said. + +"I think I'll telephone to the Club," said Honora, and left the room. + +It was some time before her husband responded to the call; and then he +explained that if Honora didn't object, he was going to a man's dinner in +a private room. The statement was not unusual. + +"But, Howard," she said, I--I wanted you particularly to-night." + +"I thought you were going to dine with Lily Dallam. She told me you were. +Are you alone?" + +"Mr. Brent is here. He brought over some Banbury people to play bridge. +They've gone." + +"Oh, Brent will amuse you," he replied. "I didn't know you were going to +be home, and I've promised these men. I'll come back early." + +She hung up the receiver thoughtfully, paused a moment, and went back to +the drawing-room. Brent looked up. + +"Well," he said, "was I right?" + +"You seem always to be right," Honora, sighed. + +After dinner they sat in the screened part of the porch which Mrs. Fern +had arranged very cleverly as an outside room. Brent had put a rug over +Honora's knees, for the ocean breath that stirred the leaves was cold. +Across the darkness fragments of dance music drifted fitfully from the +Club, and died away; and at intervals, when the embers of his cigar +flared up, she caught sight of her companion's face. + +She found him difficult to understand. There are certain rules of thumb +in every art, no doubt,--even in that most perilous one of lion-taming. +But here was a baffling, individual lion. She liked him best, she told +herself, when he purred platonically, but she could by no means be sure +that his subjection was complete. Sometimes he had scratched her in his +play. And however natural it is to desire a lion for one's friend, to be +eaten is both uncomfortable and inglorious. + +"That's, a remarkable husband of yours," he said at length. + +"I shouldn't have said that you were a particularly good judge of +husbands," she retorted, after a moment of surprise. + +He acknowledged with a laugh the justice of this observation. + +"I stand corrected. He is by no means a remarkable husband. Permit me to +say he is a remarkable man." + +"What makes you think so?" asked Honora, considerably disturbed. + +"Because he induced you to marry him, for one thing," said Brent. "Of +course he got you before you knew what you were worth, but we must give +him credit for discovery and foresight." + +"Perhaps," Honora could not resist replying, "perhaps he didn't know what +he was getting." + +"That's probably true," Brent assented, "or he'd be sitting here now, +where I am, instead of playing poker. Although there is something in +matrimony that takes the bloom off the peach." + +"I think that's a horrid, cynical remark," said Honora. + +"Well," he said, "we speak according to our experiences--that is, if +we're not inclined to be hypocritical. Most women are." + +Honora was silent. He had thrown away his cigar, and she could no longer +see his face. She wondered whither he was leading. + +"How would you like to see your husband president of a trust company?" he +said suddenly. + +"Howard--president of a trust company!" she exclaimed. + +"Why not?" he demanded. And added enigmatically, "Smaller men have been." + +"I wish you wouldn't joke about Howard," she said. + +"How does the idea strike you?" he persisted. "Ambition satisfied +--temporarily; Quicksands a mile-stone on a back road; another toy to +break; husband a big man in the community, so far as the eye can see; +visiting list on Fifth Avenue, and all that sort of thing." + +"I once told you you could be brutal," she said. + +"You haven't told me what you thought of the idea." + +"I wish you'd be sensible once in a while," she exclaimed. + +"Howard Spence, President of the Orange Trust Company!" he recited. "I +suppose no man is a hero to his wife. Does it sound so incredible?" + +It did. But Honora did not say so. + +"What have I to do with it?" she asked, in pardonable doubt as to his +seriousness. + +"Everything," answered Brent. "Women of your type usually have. They make +and mar without rhyme or reason--set business by the ears, alter the gold +reserve, disturb the balance of trade, and nobody ever suspects it. Old +James Wing and I have got a trust company organized, and the building up, +and the man Wing wanted for president backed out." + +Honora sat up. + +"Why--why did he 'back out'?" she demanded. + +"He preferred to stay where he was, I suppose," replied Brent, in another +tone. "The point is that the place is empty. I'll give it to YOU." + +"To me?" + +"Certainly," said Brent, "I don't pretend to care anything about your +husband. He'll do as well as the next man. His duties are pretty well +--defined." + +Again she was silent. But after a moment dropped back in her chair and +laughed uneasily. + +"You're preposterous," she said; "I can't think why I let you talk to me +in this way." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +OF MENTAL PROCESSES--FEMININE AND INSOLUBLE + +Honora may be pardoned for finally ascribing to Mr. Brent's somewhat +sardonic sense of humour his remarks concerning her husband's elevation +to a conspicuous position in the world of finance. Taken in any other +sense than a joke, they were both insulting and degrading, and made her +face burn when she thought of them. After he had gone--or rather after +she had dismissed him--she took a book upstairs to wait for Howard, but +she could not read. At times she wished she had rebuked Trixton Brent +more forcibly, although he was not an easy person to rebuke; and again +she reflected that, had she taken the matter too seriously, she would +have laid herself open to his ridicule. The lion was often unwittingly +rough, and perhaps that was part of his fascination. + +If Howard had come home before midnight it is possible that she might +have tried to sound him as to his relations with Trixton Brent. That +gentleman, she remembered, had the reputation of being a peculiarly +hardheaded business man, and it was of course absurd that he should offer +her husband a position merely to please her. And her imagination failed +her when she tried to think of Howard as the president of a trust +company. She was unable to picture him in a great executive office: + +This tram of thought led her to the unaccustomed task of analyzing his +character. For the first time since her marriage comparisons crept into +her mind, and she awoke to the fact that he was not a masterful man--even +among men. For all his self-confidence-self-assurance, perhaps, would be +the better word--he was in reality a follower, not a leader; a gleaner. +He did not lack ideas. She tried to arrest the process in her brain when +she got as far as asking herself whether it might not be that he lacked +ideals. Since in business matters he never had taken her into his +confidence, and since she would not at any rate have understood such +things, she had no proof of such a failing. But one or two vague remarks +of Trixton Brent's which she recalled, and Howard's own request that she +should be friendly with Brent, reenforced her instinct on this point. + +When she heard her husband's footstep on the porch, she put out her +light, but still lay thinking in the darkness. Her revelations had +arrived at the uncomfortable stage where they began to frighten her, and +with an effort she forced herself to turn to the other side of the +account. The hour was conducive to exaggerations. Perfection in husbands +was evidently a state not to be considered by any woman in her right +senses. He was more or less amenable, and he was prosperous, although +definite news of that prosperity never came from him--Quicksands always +knew of it first. An instance of this second-hand acquisition of +knowledge occurred the very next morning, when Lily Dallam, with much +dignity, walked into Honora's little sitting-room. There was no apparent +reason why dignity should not have been becoming to Lily Dallam, for she +was by no means an unimpressive-looking woman; but the assumption by her +of that quality always made her a little tragic or (if one chanced to be +in the humour--Honora was not) a little ridiculous. + +"I suppose I have no pride," she said, as she halted within a few feet of +the doorway. + +"Why, Lily!" exclaimed Honora, pushing back the chair from her desk, and +rising. + +But Mrs. Dallam did not move. + +"I suppose I have no pride," she repeated in a dead voice, "but I just +couldn't help coming over and giving you a chance." + +"Giving me a chance?" said Honora. + +"To explain--after the way you treated me at the polo game. If I hadn't +seen it with my own eyes, I shouldn't have believed it. I don't think I +should have trusted my own eyes," Mrs. Dallam went so far as to affirm, +"if Lula Chandos and Clara Trowbridge and others hadn't been there and +seen it too; I shouldn't have believed it." + +Honora was finding penitence a little difficult. But her heart was kind. + +"Do sit down, Lily," she begged. "If I've offended you in any way, I'm +exceedingly sorry--I am, really. You ought to know me well enough to +understand that I wouldn't do anything to hurt your feelings." + +"And when I counted on you so, for my tea and dinner at the club!" +continued Mrs. Dallam. "There were other women dying to come. And you +said you had a headache, and were tired." + +"I was," began Honora, fruitlessly. + +"And you were so popular in Quicksands--everybody was crazy about you. +You were so sweet and so unspoiled. I might have known that it couldn't +last. And now, because Abby Kame and Cecil Grainger and--" + +"Lily, please don't say such things!" Honora implored, revolted. + +"Of course you won't be satisfied now with anything less than Banbury or +Newport. But you can't say I didn't warn you, Honora, that they are a +horrid, selfish, fast lot," Lily Dallam declared, and brushed her eyes +with her handkerchief. "I did love you." + +"If you'll only be reasonable a moment, Lily,--" said Honora. + +"Reasonable! I saw you with my own eyes. Five minutes after you left me +they all started for your house, and Lula Chandos said it was the +quickest cure of a headache she had ever seen." + +"Lily," Honora began again, with exemplary patience, when people invite +themselves to one's house, it's a little difficult to refuse them +hospitality, isn't it?" + +"Invite themselves?" + +"Yes," replied Honora. "If I weren't--fond of you, too, I shouldn't make +this explanation. I was tired. I never felt less like entertaining +strangers. They wanted to play bridge, there wasn't a quiet spot in the +Club where they could go. They knew I was on my way home, and they +suggested my house. That is how it happened." + +Mrs. Dallam was silent a moment. + +"May I have one of Howard's cigarettes?" she asked, and added, after this +modest wish had been supplied, that's just like them. They're willing to +make use of anybody." + +"I meant," said Honora, "to have gone to your house this morning and to +have explained how it happened." + +Another brief silence, broken by Lily Dallam. + +"Did you notice the skirt of that suit Abby Kame had on?", she asked. +"I'm sure she paid a fabulous price for it in Paris, and it's exactly +like one I ordered on Tuesday." + +The details of the rest of this conversation may be omitted. That Honora +was forgiven, and Mrs. Dallam's spirits restored may be inferred from her +final remark. + +"My dear, what do you think of Sid and Howard making twenty thousand +dollars apiece in Sassafras Copper? Isn't it too lovely! I'm having a +little architect make me plans for a conservatory. You know I've always +been dying for one--I don't see how I've lived all these years without +it." + +Honora, after her friend had gone, sat down in one of the wicker chairs +on the porch. She had a very vague idea as to how much twenty thousand +dollars was, but she reflected that while they had lived in Rivington +Howard must have made many similar sums, of which she was unaware. +Gradually she began to realize, however, that her resentment of the lack +of confidence of her husband was by no means the only cause of the +feeling that took possession of and overwhelmed her. Something like it +she had experienced before: to-day her thoughts seemed to run through her +in pulsations, like waves of heat, and she wondered that she could have +controlled herself while listening to Lily Dallam. + +Mrs. Dallam's reproaches presented themselves to Honora in new aspects. +She began to feel now, with an intensity that frightened her, distaste +and rebellion. It was intolerable that she should be called to account +for the people she chose to have in her house, that any sort of pressure +should be brought to bear on her to confine her friends to Quicksands. +Treason, heresy, disloyalty to the cult of that community--in reality +these, and not a breach of engagement, were the things of which she had +been accused. She saw now. She would not be tied to Quicksands--she would +not, she would not, she would not! She owed it no allegiance. Her very +soul rebelled at the thought, and cried out that she was made for +something better, something higher than the life she had been leading. +She would permit no one forcibly to restrict her horizon. + +Just where and how this higher and better life was to be found Honora did +not know; but the belief of her childhood--that it existed somewhere--was +still intact. Her powers of analysis, we see, are only just budding, and +she did not and could not define the ideal existence which she so +unflaggingly sought. Of two of its attributes only she was sure--that it +was to be free from restraint and from odious comparisons. Honora's +development, it may be remarked, proceeds by the action of irritants, and +of late her protest against Quicksands and what it represented had driven +her to other books besides the treatise on bridge. The library she had +collected at Rivington she had brought with her, and was adding to it +from time to time. Its volumes are neither sufficiently extensive or +profound to enumerate. + +Those who are more or less skilled in psychology may attempt to establish +a sequence between the events and reflections just related and the fact +that, one morning a fortnight later, Honora found herself driving +northward on Fifth Avenue in a hansom cab. She was in a pleasurable state +of adventurous excitement, comparable to that Columbus must have felt +when the shores of the Old World had disappeared below the horizon. +During the fortnight we have skipped Honora had been to town several +times, and had driven and walked through certain streets: inspiration, +courage, and decision had all arrived at once this morning, when at the +ferry she had given the cabman this particular address on Fifth Avenue. + +The cab, with the jerking and thumping peculiar to hansoms, made a circle +and drew up at the curb. But even then a moment of irresolution +intervened, and she sat staring through the little side window at the +sign, T. Gerald Shorter, Real Estate, in neat gold letters over the +basement floor of the building. + +"Here y'are, Miss," said the cabman through the hole in the roof. + +Honora descended, and was almost at the flight of steps leading down to +the office door when a familiar figure appeared coming out of it. It was +that of Mr. Toots Cuthbert, arrayed in a faultless morning suit, his tie +delicately suggestive of falling leaves; and there dangled over his arm +the slenderest of walking sticks. + +"Mrs. Spence!" he lisped, with every appearance of joy. + +"Mr. Cuthbert!" she cried. + +"Going in to see Jerry?" he inquired after he had put on his hat, nodding +up at the sign. + +"I--that is, yes, I had thought of it," she answered. + +"Town house?" said Mr. Cuthbert, with a knowing smile. + +"I did have an idea of looking at houses," she confessed, somewhat taken +aback. + +"I'm your man," announced Mr. Cuthbert. + +"You!" exclaimed Honora, with an air of considering the lilies of the +field. But he did not seem to take offence. + +"That's my business," he proclaimed,--"when in town. Jerry gives me a +commission. Come in and see him, while I get a list and some keys. By the +way, you wouldn't object to telling him you were a friend of mine, would +you?" + +"Not at all," said Honora, laughing. + +Mr. Shorter was a jovial gentleman in loose-fitting clothes, and he was +exceedingly glad to meet Mr. Cuthbert's friend. + +"What kind of a house do you want, Mrs. Spence?" he asked. "Cuthbert +tells me this morning that the Whitworth house has come into the market. +You couldn't have a better location than that, on the Avenue between the +Cathedral and the Park." + +"Oh," said Honora with a gasp, "that's much too expensive, I'm sure. And +there are only two of us." She hesitated, a little alarmed at the +rapidity with which affairs were proceeding, and added: "I ought to tell +you that I've not really decided to take a house. I wished to--to see +what there was to be had, and then I should have to consult my husband." + +She gazed very seriously into Mr. Shorter's brown eyes, which became very +wide and serious, too. But all the time it seemed to her that other parts +of him were laughing. + +"Husbands," he declared, "are kill-joys. What have they got to do with a +house--except to sleep in it? Now I haven't the pleasure of knowing you +as well as I hope to one of these days, Mrs. Spence--" + +"Oh, I say!" interrupted Mr. Cuthbert. + +"But I venture to predict, on a slight acquaintance," continued Mr. +Shorter, undisturbed, "that you will pick out the house you want, and +that your husband will move into it." + +Honora could not help laughing. And Mr. Shorter leaned back in his +revolving chair and laughed, too, in so alarming a manner as to lead her +to fear he would fall over backwards. But Mr. Cuthbert, who did not +appear to perceive the humour in this conversation, extracted some keys +and several pasteboard slips from a rack in the corner. Suddenly Mr. +Shorter jerked himself upright again, and became very solemn. + +"Where's my hat?" he demanded. + +"What do you want with your hat?" Mr. Cuthbert inquired. + +"Why, I'm going with you, of course," Mr. Shorter replied. "I've decided +to take a personal interest in this matter. You may regard my presence, +Cuthbert, as justified by an artistic passion for my profession. I should +never forgive myself if Mrs. Spence didn't get just the right house." + +"Oh," said Mr. Cuthbert, "I'll manage that all right. I thought you were +going to see the representative of a syndicate at eleven." + +Mr. Shorter, with a sigh, acknowledged this necessity, and escorted +Honora gallantly through the office and across the sidewalk to the +waiting hansom. Cuthbert got in beside her. + +"Jerry's a joker," he observed as they drove off, "you mustn't mind him." + +"I think he's delightful," said Honora. + +"One wouldn't believe that a man of his size and appearance could be so +fond of women," said Mr. Cuthbert. "He's the greatest old lady-killer +that ever breathed. For two cents he would have come with us this +morning, and let a five thousand dollar commission go. Do you know Mrs. +Shorter?" + +"No," replied Honora. "She looks most attractive. I caught a glimpse of +her at the polo that day with you." + +"I've been at her house in Newport ever since. Came down yesterday to try +to earn some money," he continued, cheerfully making himself agreeable. +"Deuced clever woman, much too clever for me and Jerry too. Always in a +tete-a-tete with an antiquarian or a pathologist, or a psychologist, and +tells novelists what to put into their next books and jurists how to +decide cases. Full of modern and liberal ideas--believes in free love and +all that sort of thing, and gives Jerry the dickens for practising it." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Honora. + +Mr. Cuthbert, however, did not appear to realize that he had shocked her. + +"By the way," he asked, "have you seen Cecil Grainger since the +Quicksands game?" + +"No," she replied. "Has Mr. Grainger been at Quicksands since?" + +"Nobody knows where he's been," answered Mr. Cuthbert. "It's a mystery. +He hasn't been home--at Newport, I mean-for a fortnight. He's never +stayed away so long without letting any one know where he is. Naturally +they thought he was at Mrs. Kame's in Banbury, but she hasn't laid eyes +on him. It's a mystery. My own theory is that he went to sleep in a +parlour car and was sent to the yards, and hasn't waked up." + +"And isn't Mrs. Grainger worried?" asked Honora. + +"Oh, you never can tell anything about her," he said. "Do you know her? +She's a sphinx. All the Pendletons are Stoics. And besides, she's been so +busy with this Charities Conference that she hasn't had time to think of +Cecil. Who's that?" + +"That" was a lady from Rivington, one of Honora's former neighbours, to +whom she had bowed. Life, indeed, is full of contrasts. Mr. Cuthbert, +too, was continually bowing and waving to acquaintances on the Avenue. + +Thus pleasantly conversing, they arrived at the first house on the list, +and afterwards went through a succession of them. Once inside, Honora +would look helplessly about her in the darkness while her escort would +raise the shades, admitting a gloomy light on bare interiors or shrouded +furniture. + +And the rents: Four, five, six, and seven and eight thousand dollars a +year. Pride prevented her from discussing these prices with Mr. Cuthbert; +and in truth, when lunch time came, she had seen nothing which realized +her somewhat vague but persistent ideals. + +"I'm so much obliged to you," she said, "and I hope you'll forgive me for +wasting your time." + +Mr. Cuthbert smiled broadly, and Honora smiled too. + +Indeed, there was something ludicrous in the remark. He assumed an +attitude of reflection. + +"I imagine you wouldn't care to go over beyond Lexington Avenue, would +you? I didn't think to ask you." + +"No," she replied, blushing a little, "I shouldn't care to go over as far +as that." + +He pondered a while longer, when suddenly his face lighted up. + +"I've got it!" he cried, "the very thing--why didn't. I think of it? +Dicky Farnham's house, or rather his wife's house. I'll get it straight +after a while,--she isn't his wife any more, you know; she married +Eustace Rindge last month. That's the reason it's for rent. Dicky says +he'll never get married again--you bet! They planned it together, laid +the corner-stone and all that sort of thing, and before it was finished +she had a divorce and had gone abroad with Rindge. I saw her before she +sailed, and she begged me to rent it. But it isn't furnished." + +"I might look at it," said Honora, dubiously. + +"I'm sure it will just suit you," he declared with enthusiasm. "It's a +real find. We'll drive around by the office and get the keys." + +The house was between Fifth Avenue and Madison, on a cross street not far +below Fifty-Ninth, and Honora had scarcely entered the little +oak-panelled hall before she had forgotten that Mr. Cuthbert was a real +estate agent--a most difficult thing to remember. + +Upstairs, the drawing-room was flooded with sunlight that poured in +through a window with stone mullions and leaded panes extending the +entire width of the house. Against the wall stood a huge stone mantel of +the Tudor period, and the ceiling was of wood. Behind the little hall a +cosey library lighted by a well, and behind that an ample dining-room. +And Honora remembered to have seen, in a shop on Fourth Avenue, just the +sideboard for such a setting. + +On the third floor, as Mr. Cuthbert pointed out, there was a bedroom and +boudoir for Mrs. Spence, and a bedroom and dressing-room for Mr. Spence. +Into the domestic arrangement of the house, however important, we need +not penetrate. The rent was eight thousand dollars, which Mr. Cuthbert +thought extremely reasonable. + +"Eight thousand dollars!" As she stood with her back turned, looking out +on the street, some trick of memory brought into her mind the fact that +she had once heard her uncle declare that he had bought his house and lot +for that exact sum. And as cashier of Mr. Isham's bank, he did not earn +so much in a year. + +She had found the house, indeed, but the other and mightier half of the +task remained, of getting Howard into it. In the consideration of this +most difficult of problems Honora, who in her exaltation had beheld +herself installed in every room, grew suddenly serious. She was startled +out of her reflections by a remark of almost uncanny penetration on the +part of Mr. Cuthbert. + +"Oh, he'll come round all right, when he sees the house," that young +gentleman declared. + +Honora turned quickly, and, after a moment of astonishment, laughed in +spite of herself. It was impossible not to laugh with Mr. Cuthbert, so +irresistible and debonair was he, so confiding and sympathetic, that he +became; before one knew it, an accomplice. Had he not poured out to +Honora, with a charming gayety and frankness, many of his financial +troubles? + +"I'm afraid he'll think it frightfully expensive," she answered, becoming +thoughtful once more. And it did not occur to her that neither of them +had mentioned the individual to whom they referred. + +"Wait until he's feeling tiptop," Mr. Cuthbert advised, "and then bring +him up here in a hurry. I say, I hope you do take the house," he added, +with a boyish seriousness after she had refused his appeal to lunch with +him, "and that you will let me come and see you once in a while." + +She lunched alone, in a quiet corner of the dining-room of one of the +large hotels, gazing at intervals absently out of the window. And by the +middle of the afternoon she found herself, quite unexpectedly, in the +antique furniture shop, gazing at the sideboard and a set of +leather-seated Jacobean chairs, and bribing the dealer with a smile to +hold them for a few days until she could decide whether she wished them. +In a similar mood of abstraction she boarded the ferry, but it was not +until the boat had started on its journey that she became aware of a +trim, familiar figure in front of her, silhouetted against the ruffed +blue waters of the river--Trixton Brent's. And presently, as though the +concentration of her thoughts upon his back had summoned him, he turned. + +"Where have you been all this time?" she asked. "I haven't seen you for +an age." + +"To Seattle." + +"To Seattle!" she exclaimed. "What were you doing there?" + +"Trying to forget you," he replied promptly, "and incidentally attempting +to obtain control of some properties. Both efforts, I may add, were +unsuccessful." + +"I'm sorry," said Honora. + +"And what mischief," he demanded, "have you been up to?" + +"You'll never guess!" she exclaimed. + +"Preparing for the exodus," he hazarded. + +"You surely don't expect me to stay in Quicksands all winter?" she +replied, a little guiltily. + +"Quicksands," he declared, "has passed into history." + +"You always insist upon putting a wrong interpretation upon what I do," +she complained. + +He laughed. + +"What interpretation do you put on it?" he asked. + +"A most natural and praiseworthy one," she answered. "Education, +improvement, growth--these things are as necessary for a woman as for a +man. Of course I don't expect you to believe that--your idea of women not +being a very exalted one." + +He did not reply, for at that instant the bell rang, the passengers +pressed forward about them, and they were soon in the midst of the +confusion of a landing. It was not until they were seated in adjoining +chairs of the parlour-car that the conversation was renewed. + +"When do you move to town?" he inquired. + +However simple Mr. Brent's methods of reasoning may appear to others, his +apparent clairvoyance never failed to startle Honora. + +"Somebody has told you that I've been looking at houses!" she exclaimed. + +"Have you found one?" + +She hesitated. + +"Yes--I have found one. It belongs to some people named Farnham--they're +divorced." + +"Dicky Farnham's ex-wife," he supplied. "I know where it is +--unexceptionable neighbourhood and all that sort of thing." + +"And it's just finished," continued Honora, her enthusiasm gaining on her +as she spoke of the object which had possessed her mind for four hours. +"It's the most enchanting house, and so sunny for New York. If I had +built it myself it could not have suited me better. Only--" + +"Only--" repeated Trixton Brent, smiling. + +"Well," she said slowly, "I really oughtn't to talk about it. I--I +haven't said anything to Howard yet, and he may not like it. I ran across +it by the merest accident." + +"What will you give me," he said, "if I can induce Howard to like it?" + +"My eternal friendship," she laughed. + +"That's not enough," said Trixton Brent. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +INTRODUCING A REVOLUTIONIZING VEHICLE + +"Howard," said Honora that evening, "I've been going through houses +to-day." + +"Houses!" he exclaimed, looking up from his newspaper. + +"And I've been most fortunate," she continued. "I found one that Mrs. +Farnham built--she is now Mrs. Rindge. It is just finished, and so +attractive. If I'd looked until doomsday I couldn't have done any +better." + +"But great Scott!" he ejaculated, "what put the notion of a town house +into your head?" + +"Isn't it high time to be thinking of the winter?" she asked. "It's +nearly the end of September." + +He was inarticulate for a few moments, in an evident desperate attempt to +rally his forces to meet such an unforeseen attack. + +"Who said anything about going to town?" he inquired. + +"Now, Howard, don't be foolish," she replied. "Surely you didn't expect +to stay in Quicksands all winter?" + +"Foolish!" he repeated, and added inconsequently, "why not?" + +"Because," said Honora, calmly, "I have a life to lead as well as you." + +"But you weren't satisfied until you got to Quicksands, and now you want +to leave it." + +"I didn't bargain to stay here in the winter," she declared. "You know +very well that if you were unfortunate it would be different. But you're +quite prosperous." + +"How do you know?" he demanded unguardedly. + +"Quicksands tells me," she said. "It is--a little humiliating not to have +more of your confidence, and to hear such things from outsiders." + +"You never seemed interested in business matters," he answered uneasily. + +"I should be," said Honora, "if you would only take the trouble to tell +me about them." She stood up. "Howard, can't you see that it is making +us--grow apart? If you won't tell me about yourself and what you're +doing, you drive me to other interests. I am your wife, and I ought to +know--I want to know. The reason I don't understand is because you've +never taken the trouble to teach me. I wish to lead my own life, it is +true--to develop. I don't want to be like these other women down here. +I--I was made for something better. I'm sure of it. But I wish my life to +be joined to yours, too--and it doesn't seem to be. And sometimes--I'm +afraid I can't explain it to you--sometimes I feel lonely and frightened, +as though I might do something desperate. And I don't know what's going +to become of me." + +He laid down his newspaper and stared at her helplessly, with the air of +a man who suddenly finds himself at sea in a small boat without oars. + +"Oh, you can't understand!" she cried. "I might have known you never +could." + +He was, indeed, thoroughly perplexed and uncomfortable: unhappy might not +be too strong a word. He got up awkwardly and put his hand on her arm. +She did not respond. He drew her, limp and unresisting, down on the +lounge beside him. + +"For heaven's sake, what is the matter, Honora?" he faltered. "I--I +thought we were happy. You were getting on all right, and seemed to be +having a good time down here. You never said anything about--this." + +She turned her head and looked at him--a long, searching look with +widened eyes. + +"No," she said slowly, "you don't understand. I suppose it isn't your +fault." + +"I'll try," he said, "I don't like to see you--upset like this. I'll do +anything I can to make you happy." + +"Not things, not--not toys," Trixton Brent's expression involuntarily +coming to her lips. "Oh, can't you see I'm not that kind of a woman? I +don't want to be bought. I want you, whatever you are, if you are. I want +to be saved. Take care of me--see a little more of me--be a little +interested in what I think. God gave me a mind, and--other men have +discovered it. You don't know, you can't know, what temptations you +subject me to. It isn't right, Howard. And oh, it is humiliating not to +be able to interest one's husband." + +"But you do interest me," he protested. + +She shook her head. + +"Not so much as your business," she said; "not nearly so much." + +"Perhaps I have been too absorbed," he confessed. "One thing has followed +another. I didn't suspect that you felt this way. Come, I'll try to brace +up." He pressed her to him. "Don't feel badly. You're overwrought. You've +exaggerated the situation, Honora. We'll go in on the eight o'clock train +together and look at the house--although I'm afraid it's a little steep," +he added cautiously. + +"I don't care anything about the house," said Honora. "I don't want it." + +"There!" he said soothingly, "you'll feel differently in the morning. +We'll go and look at it, anyway." + +Her quick ear, however, detected an undertone which, if not precisely +resentment, was akin to the vexation that an elderly gentleman might be +justified in feeling who has taken the same walk for twenty years, and is +one day struck by a falling brick. Howard had not thought of consulting +her in regard to remaining all winter in Quicksands. And, although he +might not realize it himself, if he should consent to go to New York one +reason for his acquiescence would be that the country in winter offered a +more or less favourable atmosphere for the recurrence of similar +unpleasant and unaccountable domestic convulsions. Business demands peace +at any price. And the ultimatum at Rivington, though delivered in so +different a manner, recurred to him. + +The morning sunlight, as is well known, is a dispeller of moods, a +disintegrator of the night's fantasies. It awoke Honora at what for her +was a comparatively early hour, and as she dressed rapidly she heard her +husband whistling in his room. It is idle to speculate on the phenomenon +taking place within her, and it may merely be remarked in passing that +she possessed a quality which, in a man, leads to a career and fame. +Unimagined numbers of America's women possess that quality--a fact that +is becoming more and more apparent every day. + +"Why, Honora!" Howard exclaimed, as she appeared at the breakfast table. +"What's happened to you?" + +"Have you forgotten already," she asked, smilingly, as she poured out her +coffee, "that we are going to town together?" + +He readjusted his newspaper against the carafe. + +"How much do you think Mrs. Farnham--or Mrs. Rindge--is worth?" he asked. + +"I'm sure I don't know," she replied. + +"Old Marshall left her five million dollars." + +"What has that to do with it?" inquired Honora. + +"She isn't going to rent, especially in that part of town, for nothing." + +"Wouldn't it be wiser, Howard, to wait and see the house. You know you +proposed it yourself, and it won't take very much of your time." + +He returned to a perusal of the financial column, but his eye from time +to time wandered from the sheet to his wife, who was reading her letters. + +"Howard," she said, "I feel dreadfully about Mrs. Holt. We haven't been +at Silverdale all summer. Here's a note from her saying she'll be in town +to-morrow for the Charities Conference, asking me to come to see her at +her hotel. I think I'll go to Silverdale a little later." + +"Why don't you?" he said. "It would do you good." + +"And you?" she asked. + +"My only day of the week is Sunday, Honora. You know that. And I wouldn't +spend another day at Silverdale if they gave me a deed to the property," +he declared. + +On the train, when Howard had returned from the smoking car and they were +about to disembark at Long Island City, they encountered Mr. Trixton +Brent. + +"Whither away?" he cried in apparent astonishment. "Up at dawn, and the +eight o'clock train!" + +"We were going to look at a house," explained Honora, "and Howard has no +other time." + +"I'll go, too," declared Mr. Brent, promptly. "You mightn't think me a +judge of houses, but I am. I've lived in so many bad ones that I know a +good one when I see it now." + +"Honora has got a wild notion into her head that I'm going to take the +Farnham house," said Howard, smiling. There, on the deck of the +ferryboat, in the flooding sunlight, the idea seemed to give him +amusement. With the morning light Pharaoh must have hardened his heart. + +"Well, perhaps you are," said Mr. Brent, conveying to Honora his delight +in the situation by a scarcely perceptible wink. "I shouldn't like to +take the other end of the bet. Why shouldn't you? You're fat and healthy +and making money faster than you can gather it in." + +Howard coughed, and laughed a little, uncomfortably. Trixton Brent was +not a man to offend. + +"Honora has got that delusion, too," he replied. He steeled himself in +his usual manner for the ordeal to come by smoking a cigarette, for the +arrival of such a powerful ally on his wife's side lent a different +aspect to the situation. + +Honora, during this colloquy, was silent. She was a little uncomfortable, +and pretended not to see Mr. Brent's wink. + +"Incredible as it may seem, I expected to have my automobile ready this +morning," he observed; "we might have gone in that. It landed three days +ago, but so far it has failed to do anything but fire off revolver +shots." + +"Oh, I do wish you had it," said Honora, relieved by the change of +subject. "To drive in one must be such a wonderful sensation." + +"I'll let you know when it stops shooting up the garage and consents to +move out," he said. "I'll take you down to Quicksands in it." + +The prospective arrival of Mr. Brent's French motor car, which was looked +for daily, had indeed been one of the chief topics of conversation at +Quicksands that summer. He could appear at no lunch or dinner party +without being subjected to a shower of questions as to where it was, and +as many as half a dozen different women among whom was Mrs. Chandos +--declared that he had promised to bring them out from New York on the +occasion of its triumphal entry into the colony. Honora, needless to say, +had betrayed no curiosity. + +Neither Mr. Shorter nor Mr. Cuthbert had appeared at the real estate +office when, at a little after nine o'clock; Honora asked for the keys. +And an office boy, perched on the box seat of the carriage, drove with +them to the house and opened the wrought-iron gate that guarded the +entrance, and the massive front door. Honora had a sense of unreality as +they entered, and told herself it was obviously ridiculous that she +should aspire to such a dwelling. Yesterday, under the spell of that +somewhat adventurous excursion with Mr. Cuthbert, she had pictured +herself as installed. He had contrived somehow to give her a sense of +intimacy with the people who lived thereabout--his own friends. + +Perhaps it was her husband who was the disillusionizing note as he stood +on the polished floor of the sunflooded drawing-room. Although bare of +furniture, it was eloquent to Honora of a kind of taste not to be found +at Quicksands: it carried her back, by undiscernible channels of thought, +to the impression which, in her childhood, the Hanbury mansion had always +made. Howard, in her present whimsical fancy, even seemed a little +grotesque in such a setting. His inevitable pink shirt and obviously +prosperous clothes made discord there, and she knew in this moment that +he was appraising the house from a commercial standpoint. His comment +confirmed her guess. + +"If I were starting out to blow myself, or you, Honora," he said, poking +with his stick a marmouset of the carved stone mantel, "I'd get a little +more for my money while I was about it." + +Honora did not reply. She looked out of the window instead. + +"See here, old man," said Trixton Brent, "I'm not a real estate dealer or +an architect, but if I were in your place I'd take that carriage and +hustle over to Jerry Shorter's as fast as I could and sign the lease." + +Howard looked at him in some surprise, as one who had learned that +Trixton Brent's opinions were usually worth listening to. +Characteristically, he did not like to display his ignorance. + +"I know what you mean, Brent," he replied, "and there may be something to +the argument. It gives an idea of conservativeness and prosperity." + +"You've made a bull's-eye," said Trixton Brent, succinctly. + +"But--but I'm not ready to begin on this scale," objected Howard. + +"Why," cried Brent, with evident zest--for he was a man who enjoyed sport +in all its forms, even to baiting the husbands of his friends,--"when I +first set eyes on you, old fellow, I thought you knew a thing or two, and +you've made a few turns since that confirmed the opinion. But I'm +beginning to perceive that you have limitations. I could sit down here +now, if there were any place to sit, and calculate how much living in +this house would be worth to me in Wall Street." + +Honora, who had been listening uneasily, knew that a shrewder or more +disturbing argument could not have been used on her husband; and it came +from Trixton Brent--to Howard at least--ex cathedra. She was filled with +a sense of shame, which was due not solely to the fact that she was a +little conscience-stricken because of her innocent complicity, nor that +her husband did not resent an obvious attempt of a high-handed man to +browbeat him; but also to the feeling that the character of the +discussion had in some strange way degraded the house itself. Why was it +that everything she touched seemed to become contaminated? + +"There's no use staying any longer," she said. "Howard doesn't like it." + +"I didn't say so," he interrupted. "There's something about the place +that grows on you. If I felt I could afford it--" + +"At any rate," declared Honora, trying to control her voice, "I've +decided, now I've seen it a second time, that I don't want it. I only +wished him to look at it," she added, scornfully aware that she was +taking up the cudgels in his behalf. But she could not bring herself, in +Brent's presence, to declare that the argument of the rent seemed +decisive. + +Her exasperation was somewhat increased by the expression on Trixton +Brent's face, which plainly declared that he deemed her last remarks to +be the quintessence of tactics; and he obstinately refused, as they went +down the stairs to the street, to regard the matter as closed. + +"I'll take him down town in the Elevated," he said, as he put her into +the carriage. "The first round's a draw." + +She directed the driver to the ferry again, and went back to Quicksands. +Several times during the day she was on the point of telephoning Brent +not to try to persuade Howard to rent the house, and once she even got so +far as to take down the receiver. But when she reflected, it seemed an +impossible thing to do. At four o'clock she herself was called to the +telephone by Mr. Cray, a confidential clerk in Howard's office, who +informed her that her husband had been obliged to leave town suddenly on +business, and would not be home that night. + +"Didn't he say where he was going?" asked Honora. + +"He didn't even tell me, Mrs. Spence," Cray replied, and Mr. Dallam +doesn't know." + +"Oh, dear," said Honora, "I hope he realizes that people are coming for +dinner to-morrow evening." + +"I'm positive, from what he said, that he'll be back some time +to-morrow," Cray reassured her. + +She refused an invitation to dine out, and retired shortly after her own +dinner with a novel so distracting that she gradually regained an equable +frame of mind. The uneasiness, the vague fear of the future, wore away, +and she slept peacefully. In the morning, however; she found on her +breakfast tray a note from Trixton Brent. + +Her first feeling after reading it was one of relief that he had not +mentioned the house. He had written from a New York club, asking her to +lunch with him at Delmonico's that day and drive home in the motor. No +answer was required: if she did not appear at one o'clock, he would know +she couldn't come. + +Honora took the eleven o'clock train, which gave her an hour after she +arrived in New York to do as she pleased. Her first idea, as she stood +for a moment amidst the clamour of the traffic in front of the ferry +house, was to call on Mrs. Holt at that lady's hotel; and then she +remembered that the Charities Conference began at eleven, and decided to +pay a visit to Madame Dumond, who made a specialty of importing novelties +in dress. Her costume for the prospective excursion in the automobile had +cost Honora some thought that morning. As the day was cool, she had +brought along an ulster that was irreproachable. But how about the hat +and veil? + +Madame Dumond was enchanted. She had them both,--she had landed with them +only last week. She tried them on Honora, and stood back with her hands +clasped in an ecstasy she did not attempt to hide. What a satisfaction to +sell things to Mrs. Spence! Some ladies she could mention would look like +frights in them, but Madame Spence had 'de la race'. She could wear +anything that was chic. The hat and veil, said Madame, with a simper, +were sixty dollars. + +"Sixty dollars!" exclaimed Honora. + +"Ah, madame, what would you?" Novelties were novelties, the United States +Custom authorities robbers. + +Having attended to these important details, Honora drove to the +restaurant in her hansom cab, the blood coursing pleasantly in her veins. +The autumn air sparkled, and New York was showing signs of animation. She +glanced furtively into the little mirror at the side. Her veil was grey, +and with the hat gave her somewhat the air of a religieuse, an aspect +heightened by the perfect oval of her face; and something akin to a +religious thrill ran through her. + +The automobile, with its brass and varnish shining in the sunlight, was +waiting a little way up the street, and the first person Honora met in +the vestibule of Delmonico's was Lula Chandos. She was, as usual, +elaborately dressed, and gave one the impression of being lost, so +anxiously was she scanning the face of every new arrival. + +"Oh, my dear," she cried, staring hard at the hat and the veil, "have you +seen Clara Trowbridge anywhere?" + +A certain pity possessed Honora as she shook her head. + +"She was in town this morning," continued Mrs. Chandos, "and I was sure +she was coming here to lunch. Trixy just drove up a moment ago in his new +car. Did you see it?" + +Honora's pity turned into a definite contempt. + +"I saw an automobile as I came in," she said, but the brevity of her +reply seemed to have no effect upon Mrs. Chandos. + +"There he is now, at the entrance to the cafe," she exclaimed. + +There, indeed, was Trixton Brent, staring at them from the end of the +hall, and making no attempt to approach them. + +"I think I'll go into the dressing-room and leave my coat," said Honora, +outwardly calm but inwardly desperate. Fortunately, Lula made no attempt +to follow her. + +"You're a dream in that veil, my dear," Mrs. Chandos called after her. +"Don't forget that we're all dining with you to-night in Quicksands." + +Once in the dressing-room, Honora felt like locking the doors and jumping +out of the window. She gave her coat to the maid, rearranged her hair +without any apparent reason, and was leisurely putting on her hat again, +and wondering what she would do next, when Mrs. Kame appeared. + +"Trixy asked me to get you," she explained. "Mr. Grainger and I are going +to lunch with you." + +"How nice!" said Honora, with such a distinct emphasis of relief that +Mrs. Kame looked at her queerly. + +"What a fool Trixy was, with all his experience, to get mixed up with +that Chandos woman," that lady remarked as they passed through the +hallway. "She's like molasses--one can never get her off. Lucky thing he +found Cecil and me here. There's your persistent friend, Trixy," she +added, when they were seated. "Really, this is pathetic, when an +invitation to lunch and a drive in your car would have made her so +happy." + +Honora looked around and beheld, indeed, Mrs. Chandos and two other +Quicksands women, Mrs. Randall and Mrs. Barclay, at a table in the corner +of the room. + +"Where's Bessie to-day, Cecil--or do you know?" demanded Mrs. Kame, after +an amused glance at Brent, who had not deigned to answer her. "I promised +to go to Newport with her at the end of the week, but I haven't been able +to find her." + +"Cecil doesn't know," said Trixton Brent. "The police have been looking +for him for a fortnight. Where the deuce have you been, Cecil?" + +"To the Adirondacks," replied Mr Grainger, gravely. + +This explanation, which seemed entirely plausible to Honora, appeared to +afford great amusement to Brent, and even to Mrs. Kame. + +"When did you come to life?" demanded Brent. + +"Yesterday," said Mr. Grainger, quite as solemnly as before. + +Mrs. Kame glanced curiously at Honora, and laughed again. + +"You ought to be ashamed of yourself, Trixy," she said. + +"Why?" he asked innocently. "There's nothing wrong in going to the +Adirondacks--is there, Cecil?" + +"No," said Mr. Grainger, blinking rapidly. + +"The Adirondacks," declared Mrs. Kame, "have now become classic." + +"By the way," observed Mr. Grainger, "I believe Bessie's in town to-day +at a charity pow-wow, reading a paper. I've half a mind to go over and +listen to it. The white dove of peace--and all that kind of thing." + +"You'd go to sleep and spoil it all," said Brent. + +"But you can't, Cecil!" cried Mrs. Kame. "Don't you remember we're going +to Westchester to the Faunces' to spend the night and play bridge? And we +promised to arrive early." + +"That's so, by George," said Mr. Grainger, and he drank the rest of his +whiskey-and-soda. + +"I'll tell you what I'll do, if Mrs. Spence is willing," suggested Brent. +"If you start right after lunch, I'll take you out. We'll have plenty of +time," he added to Honora, "to get back to Quicksands for dinner." + +"Are you sure?" she asked anxiously. "I have people for dinner tonight." + +"Oh, lots of time," declared Mrs. Kame. "Trixy's car is some unheard-of +horse-power. It's only twenty-five miles to the Faunces', and you'll be +back at the ferry by half-past four." + +"Easily," said Trixton Brent. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +ON THE ART OF LION TAMING + +After lunch, while Mrs. Kame was telephoning to her maid and Mr. Grainger +to Mrs. Faunce, Honora found herself alone with Trixton Brent in the +automobile at a moment when the Quicksands party were taking a cab. Mrs. +Chandos parsed long enough to wave her hand. + +"Bon voyage!" she cried. "What an ideal party! and the chauffeur doesn't +understand English. If you don't turn up this evening, Honora, I'll +entertain your guests." + +"We must get back," said Honora, involuntarily to Brent. "It would be too +dreadful if we didn't!" + +"Are you afraid I'll run off with you?" he asked. + +"I believe you're perfectly capable of it," she replied. "If I were wise, +I'd take the train." + +"Why don't you?" he demanded. + +She smiled. + +"I don't know. It's because of your deteriorating influence, I suppose. +And yet I trust you, in spite of my instincts and--my eyes. I'm seriously +put out with you." + +"Why?" + +"I'll tell you later, if you're at a loss," she said, as Mrs. Kame and +Mr. Grainger appeared. + +Eight years have elapsed since that day and this writing--an aeon in this +rapidly moving Republic of ours. The roads, although far from perfect +yet, were not then what they have since become. But the weather was dry +and the voyage to Westchester accomplished successfully. It was half-past +three when they drove up the avenue and deposited Mrs. Kame and Cecil +Grainger at the long front of the Faunce house: and Brent, who had been +driving, relinquished the wheel to the chauffeur and joined Honora in the +tonneau. The day was perfect, the woods still heavy with summer foliage, +and the only signs of autumn were the hay mounds and the yellowing +cornstalks stacked amidst the stubble of the fields. + +Brent sat silently watching her, for she had raised her veil in saying +good-by to Mrs. Kame, and--as the chauffeur was proceeding slowly--had +not lowered it. Suddenly she turned and looked him full in the face. + +"What kind of woman do you think I am?" she demanded. + +"That's rather a big order, isn't it?" he said. + +"I'm perfectly serious," continued Honora, slowly. + +"I'd really like to know." + +"Before I begin on the somewhat lengthy list of your qualities," he +replied, smiling, "may I ask why you'd like to know?" + +"Yes," she said quickly. "I'd like to know because I think you've +misjudged me. I was really more angry than you have any idea of at the +manner in which you talked to Howard. And did you seriously suppose that +I was in earnest when we spoke about your assistance in persuading him to +take the house?" + +He laughed. + +"You are either the cleverest woman in the world," he declared, "or else +you oughtn't to be out without a guardian. And no judge in possession of +his five senses would appoint your husband." + +Indignant as she was, she could not resist smiling. There was something +in the way Brent made such remarks that fascinated her. + +"I shouldn't call you precisely eligible, either," she retorted. + +He laughed again. But his eyes made her vaguely uneasy. + +"Are these harsh words the reward for my charity? he asked. + +"I'm by no means sure it's charity," she said. "That's what is troubling +me. And you have no right to say such things about my husband." + +"How was I to know you were sensitive on the subject? he replied. + +"I wonder what it would be like to be so utterly cynical as you," she +said. + +"Do you mean to say you don't want the house?" + +"I don't want it under those conditions," she answered with spirit. "I +didn't expect to be taken literally. And you've always insisted," she +added, "in ascribing to me motives that--that never occurred to me. You +make the mistake of thinking that because you have no ideals, other +people haven't. I hope Howard hasn't said he'd take the house. He's gone +off somewhere, and I haven't been able to see him." + +Trixton Brent looked at her queerly. + +"After that last manoeuvre of yours," he said, "it was all I could do to +prevent him from rushing over to Jerry Shorter's--and signing the lease." + +She did not reply. + +"What do these sudden, virtuous resolutions mean?" he asked. "Resignation? +Quicksands for life? Abandonment of the whole campaign?" + +"There isn't any I campaign," she said--and her voice caught in something +like a sob. "I'm not that sordid kind of a person. And if I don't like +Quicksands, it's because the whole atmosphere seems to be charged with +--with just such a spirit." + +Her hand was lying on the seat. He covered it with his own so quickly +that she left it there for a moment, as though paralyzed, while she +listened to the first serious words he had ever addressed to her. + +"Honora, I admire you more than any woman I have ever known," he said. + +Her breath came quickly, and she drew her hand away. + +"I suppose I ought to feel complimented," she replied. + +At this crucial instant what had been a gliding flight of the automobile +became, suddenly, a more or less uneven and jerky progress, accompanied +by violent explosions. At the first of these Honora, in alarm, leaped to +her feet. And the machine, after what seemed an heroic attempt to +continue, came to a dead stop. They were on the outskirts of a village; +children coming home from school surrounded them in a ring. Brent jumped +out, the chauffeur opened the hood, and they peered together into what +was, to Honora, an inexplicable tangle of machinery. There followed a +colloquy, in technical French, between the master and the man. + +"What's the matter?" asked Honora, anxiously. + +"Nothing much," said Brent, "spark-plugs. We'll fix it up in a few +minutes." He looked with some annoyance at the gathering crowd. "Stand +back a little, can't you?" he cried, "and give us room." + +After some minutes spent in wiping greasy pieces of steel which the +chauffeur extracted, and subsequent ceaseless grinding on the crank, the +engine started again, not without a series of protesting cracks like +pistol shots. The chauffeur and Brent leaped in, the bystanders parted +with derisive cheers, and away they went through the village, only to +announce by another series of explosions a second disaster at the other +end of the street. A crowd collected there, too. + +"Oh, dear!" said Honora, "don't you think we ought to take the train, Mr. +Brent? If I were to miss a dinner at my own house, it would be too +terrible!" + +"There's nothing to worry about," he assured her. "Nothing broken. It's +only the igniting system that needs adjustment." + +Although this was so much Greek to Honora, she was reassured. Trixton +Brent inspired confidence. There was another argument with the chauffeur, +a little more animated than the first; more greasy plugs taken out and +wiped, and a sharper exchange of compliments with the crowd; more +grinding, until the chauffeur's face was steeped in perspiration, and +more pistol shots. They were off again, but lamely, spurting a little at +times, and again slowing down to the pace of an ox-cart. Their progress +became a series of illustrations of the fable of the hare and the +tortoise. They passed horses, and the horses shied into the ditch: then +the same horses passed them, usually at the periods chosen by the demon +under the hood to fire its pistol shots, and into the ditch went the +horses once more, their owners expressing their thoughts in language at +once vivid and unrestrained. + +It is one of the blessed compensations of life that in times of +prosperity we do not remember our miseries. In these enlightened days, +when everybody owns an automobile and calmly travels from Chicago to +Boston if he chooses, we have forgotten the dark ages when these machines +were possessed by devils: when it took sometimes as much as three hours +to go twenty miles, and often longer than that. How many of us have had +the same experience as Honora! + +She was always going to take the train, and didn't. Whenever her mind was +irrevocably made up, the automobile whirled away on all four cylinders +for a half a mile or so, until they were out of reach of the railroad. +There were trolley cars, to be sure, but those took forever to get +anywhere. Four o'clock struck, five and six, when at last the fiend who +had conspired with fate, having accomplished his evident purpose of +compelling Honora to miss her dinner, finally abandoned them as suddenly +and mysteriously as he had come, and the automobile was a lamb once more. +It was half-past six, and the sun had set, before they saw the lights +twinkling all yellow on the heights of Fort George. At that hour the last +train they could have taken to reach the dinner-party in time was leaving +the New York side of the ferry. + +"What will they think?" cried Honora. "They saw us leave Delmonico's at +two o'clock, and they didn't know we were going to Westchester." + +It needed no very vivid imagination to summon up the probable remarks of +Mrs. Chandos on the affair. It was all very well to say the motor broke +down; but unfortunately Trixton Brent's reputation was not much better +than that of his car. + +Trixton Brent, as might have been expected, was inclined to treat the +matter as a joke. + +"There's nothing very formal about a Quicksands dinner-party," he said. +"We'll have a cosey little dinner in town, and call 'em up on the +telephone." + +She herself was surprised at the spirit of recklessness stealing over +her, for there was, after all, a certain appealing glamour in the +adventure. She was thrilled by the swift, gliding motion of the +automobile, the weird and unfamiliar character of these upper reaches of +a great city in the twilight, where new houses stood alone or m rows on +wide levelled tracts; and old houses, once in the country, were seen high +above the roadway behind crumbling fences, surrounded by gloomy old trees +with rotting branches. She stole a glance at the man close beside her; a +delightful fear of him made her shiver, and she shrank closer into the +corner of the seat. + +"Honora!" + +All at once he had seized her hand again, and held it in spite of her +efforts to release it. + +"Honora," he said, "I love you as I have never loved in my life. As I +never shall love again." + +"Oh--you mustn't say that!" she cried. + +"Why not?" he demanded. "Why not, if I feel it?" + +"Because," faltered Honora, "because I can't listen to you." + +Brent made a motion of disdain with his free hand. + +"I don't pretend that it's right," he said. "I'm not a hypocrite, anyway, +thank God! It's undoubtedly wrong, according to all moral codes. I've +never paid any attention to them. You're married. I'm happy to say I'm +divorced. You've got a husband. I won't be guilty of the bad taste of +discussing him. He's a good fellow enough, but he never thinks about you +from the time the Exchange opens in the morning until he gets home at +night and wants his dinner. You don't love him--it would be a miracle if +a woman with any spirit did. He hasn't any more of an idea of what he +possesses by legal right than the man I discovered driving in a cart one +of the best hunters I ever had in my stables. To say that he doesn't +appreciate you is a ludicrous understatement. Any woman would have done +for him." + +"Please don't!" she implored him. "Please don't!" + +But for the moment she knew that she was powerless, carried along like a +chip on the crest of his passion. + +"I don't pretend to say how it is, or why it is," he went on, paying no +heed to her protests. "I suppose there's one woman for every man in the +world--though I didn't use to think so. I always had another idea of +woman before I met you. I've thought I was in love with 'em, but now I +understand it was only--something else. I say, I don't know what it is in +you that makes me feel differently. I can't analyze it, and I don't want +to. You're not perfect, by a good deal, and God knows I'm not. You're +ambitious, but if you weren't, you'd be humdrum--yet there's no pitiful +artifice in you as in other women that any idiot can see through. And it +would have paralyzed forever any ordinary woman to have married Howard +Spence." + +A new method of wooing, surely, and evidently peculiar to Trixton Brent. +Honora, in the prey of emotions which he had aroused in spite of her, +needless to say did not, at that moment, perceive the humour in it. His +words gave her food for thought for many months afterwards. + +The lion was indeed aroused at last, and whip or goad or wile of no +avail. There came a time when she no longer knew what he was saying: when +speech, though eloquent and forceful, seemed a useless medium. Her +appeals were lost, and she found herself fighting in his arms, when +suddenly they turned into one of the crowded arteries of Harlem. She made +a supreme effort of will, and he released her. + +"Oh!" she cried, trembling. + +But he looked at her, unrepentant, with the light of triumph in his eyes. + +"I'll never forgive you!" she exclaimed, breathless. + +"I gloried in it," he replied. "I shall remember it as long as I live, +and I'll do it again." + +She did not answer him. She dropped her veil, and for a long space was +silent while they rapidly threaded the traffic, and at length turned into +upper Fifth Avenue, skirting the Park. She did not so much as glance at +him. But he seemed content to watch her veiled profile in the dusk. + +Her breath, in the first tumult of her thought, came and went deeply. But +gradually as the street lights burned brighter and familiar sights began +to appear, she grew more controlled and became capable of reflection. She +remembered that there was a train for Quicksands at seven-fifteen, which +Howard had taken once or twice. But she felt that the interval was too +short. In that brief period she could not calm herself sufficiently to +face her guests. Indeed, the notion of appearing alone, or with Brent, at +that dinner-party, appalled her. And suddenly an idea presented itself. + +Brent leaned over, and began to direct the chauffeur to a well-known +hotel. She interrupted him. + +"No," she said, "I'd rather go to the Holland House." + +"Very well," he said amicably, not a little surprised at this +unlooked-for acquiescence, and then told his man to keep straight on down +the Avenue. + +She began mechanically to rearrange her hat and veil; and after that, +sitting upright, to watch the cross streets with feverish anticipation, +her hands in her lap. + +"Honora?" he said. + +She did not answer. + +"Raise the veil, just for a moment, and look at me." + +She shook her head. But for some reason, best known to herself, she +smiled a little. Perhaps it was because her indignation, which would have +frightened many men into repentance, left this one undismayed. At any +rate, he caught the gleam of the smile through the film of her veil, and +laughed. + +"We'll have a little table in the corner of the room," he declared, "and +you shall order the dinner. Here we are," he cried to the chauffeur. +"Pull up to the right." + +They alighted, crossed the sidewalk, the doors were flung open to receive +them, and they entered the hotel. + +Through the entrance to the restaurant Honora caught sight of the red +glow of candles upon the white tables, and heard the hum of voices. In +the hall, people were talking and laughing in groups, and it came as a +distinct surprise to her that their arrival seemed to occasion no remark. +At the moment of getting out of the automobile, her courage had almost +failed her. + +Trixton Brent hailed one of the hotel servants. + +"Show Mrs. Spence to the ladies' parlour," said he. And added to Honora, +"I'll get a table, and have the dinner card brought up in a few moments." + +Honora stopped the boy at the elevator door. + +"Go to the office," she said, "and find out if Mrs. Joshua Holt is in, +and the number of her room. And take me to the telephone booths. I'll +wait there." + +She asked the telephone operator to call up Mr. Spence's house at +Quicksands--and waited. + +"I'm sorry, madam," he said, after a little while, which seemed like half +an hour to Honora, "but they've had a fire in the Kingston exchange, and +the Quicksands line is out of order." + +Honora's heart sank; but the bell-boy had reappeared. Yes, Mrs. Holt was +in. + +"Take me to her room," she said, and followed him into the elevator. + +In response to his knock the door was opened by Mrs. Holt herself. She +wore a dove-coloured gown, and in her hand was a copy of the report of +the Board of Missions. For a moment she peered at Honora over the glasses +lightly poised on the uncertain rim of her nose. + +"Why--my dear!" she exclaimed, in astonishment. Honora!" + +"Oh," cried Honora, "I'm so glad you're here. I was so afraid you'd be +out." + +In the embrace that followed both the glasses and the mission report fell +to the floor. Honora picked them up. + +"Sit down, my dear, and tell me how you happen to be here," said Mrs. +Holt. "I suppose Howard is downstairs." + +"No, he isn't," said Honora, rather breathlessly; "that's the reason I +came here. That's one reason, I mean. I was coming to see you this +morning, but I simply didn't have time for a call after I got to town." + +Mrs. Holt settled herself in the middle of the sofa, the only piece of +furniture in the room in harmony with her ample proportions. Her attitude +and posture were both judicial, and justice itself spoke in her +delft-blue eyes. + +"Tell me all about it," she said, thus revealing her suspicions that +there was something to tell. + +"I was just going to," said Honora, hastily, thinking of Trixton Brent +waiting in the ladies' parlour. "I took lunch at Delmomico's with Mr. +Grainger, and Mr. Brent, and Mrs. Kame--" + +"Cecil Grainger?" demanded Mrs. Holt. + +Honora trembled. + +"Yes," she said. + +"I knew his father and mother intimately," said Mrs. Holt, unexpectedly. +"And his wife is a friend of mine. She's one of the most executive women +we have in the 'Working Girls' Association,' and she read a paper today +that was masterful. You know her, of course." + +"No," said Honora, "I haven't met her yet." + +"Then how did you happen to be lunching with her husband? + +"I wasn't lunching with him, Mrs. Holt," said Honora; "Mr. Brent was +giving the lunch." + +"Who's Mr. Brent?" demanded Mrs. Holt. "One of those Quicksands people?" + +"He's not exactly a Quicksands person. I scarcely know how to describe +him. He's very rich, and goes abroad a great deal, and plays polo. That's +the reason he has a little place at Quicksands. He's been awfully kind +both to Howard and me," she added with inspiration. + +"And Mrs. Kame?" said Mrs. Holt. + +"She's a widow, and has a place at Banbury. + +"I never heard of her," said Mrs. Holt, and Honora thanked her stars. + +"And Howard approves of these mixed lunches, my dear? When I was young, +husbands and wives usually went to parties together." + +A panicky thought came to Honora, that Mrs. Holt might suddenly inquire +as to the whereabouts of Mr. Brent's wife. + +"Oh, Howard doesn't mind," she said hastily. "I suppose times have +changed, Mrs. Holt. And after lunch we all went out in Mr. Brent's +automobile to the Faunces' in Westchester--" + +"The Paul Jones Faunces?" Mrs. Holt interrupted. + +"What a nice woman that young Mrs. Faunce is! She was Kitty Esterbrook, +you know. Both of them very old families." + +"It was only," continued Honora, in desperation, "it was only to leave +Mr. Grainger and Mrs. Kame there to spend the night. They all said we had +plenty of time to go and get back to Quicksands by six o'clock. But +coming back the automobile broke down--" + +"Of course," said Mrs. Holt, "it serves any one right for trusting to +them. I think they are an invention of the devil." + +"And we've only just got back to New York this minute." + +"Who?" inquired Mrs. Holt. + +"Mr. Brent and I," said Honora, with downcast eyes. + +"Good gracious!" exclaimed the elder lady. + +"I couldn't think of anything else to do but come straight here to you," +said Honora, gazing at her friend. "And oh, I'm so glad to find you. +There's not another train to Quicksands till after nine." + +"You did quite right, my dear, under the circumstances. I don't say you +haven't been foolish, but it's Howard's fault quite as much as yours. He +has no business to let you do such things." + +"And what makes it worse," said Honora, "is that the wires are down to +Quicksands, and I can't telephone Howard, and we have people to dinner, +and they don't know I went to Westchester, and there's no use +telegraphing: it wouldn't be delivered till midnight or morning." + +"There, there, my dear, don't worry. I know how anxious you feel on your +husband's account--" + +"Oh--Mrs. Holt, I was going to ask you a great, great favour. Wouldn't +you go down to Quicksands with me and spend the night--and pay us a +little visit? You know we would so love to have you!" + +"Of course I'll go down with you, my dear," said Mrs. Holt. "I'm +surprised that you should think for an instant that I wouldn't. It's my +obvious duty. Martha!" she called, "Martha!" + +The door of the bedroom opened, and Mrs. Holt's elderly maid appeared. +The same maid, by the way, who had closed the shutters that memorable +stormy night at Silverdale. She had, it seemed, a trick of appearing at +crises. + +"Martha, telephone to Mrs. Edgerly--you know her number-and say that I am +very sorry, but an unexpected duty calls me out of town to-night, and ask +her to communicate with the Reverend Mr. Field. As for staying with you, +Honora," she continued, "I have to be back at Silverdale to-morrow night. +Perhaps you and Howard will come back with me. My frank opinion is, that +a rest from the gayety of Quicksands will do you good." + +"I will come, with pleasure," said Honora. "But as for Howard--I'm afraid +he's too busy." + +"And how about dinner?" asked Mrs. Holt. + +"I forgot to say," said Honora, that Mr. Brent's downstairs. He brought +me here, of course. Have you any objection to his dining with us?" + +"No," answered Mrs. Holt, "I think I should like to see him." + +After Mrs. Holt had given instructions to her maid to pack, and Honora +had brushed some of the dust of the roads from her costume, they +descended to the ladies' parlour. At the far end of it a waiter holding a +card was standing respectfully, and Trixton Brent was pacing up and down +between the windows. When he caught sight of them he stopped in his +tracks, and stared, and stood as if rooted to the carpet. Honora came +forward. + +"Oh, Mr. Brent!" she cried, "my old friend, Mrs. Holt, is here, and she's +going to take dinner with us and come down to Quicksands for the night. +May I introduce Mr. Brent." + +"Wasn't it fortunate, Mr. Brent, that Mrs. Spence happened to find me?" +said Mrs. Holt, as she took his hand. "I know it is a relief to you." + +It was not often, indeed, that Trixton Brent was taken off his guard; but +some allowance must be made for him, since he was facing a situation +unparalleled in his previous experience. Virtue had not often been so +triumphant, and never so dramatic as to produce at the critical instant +so emblematic a defender as this matronly lady in dove colour. For a +moment, he stared at her, speechless, and then he gathered himself +together. + +"A relief?" he asked. + +"It would seem so to me," said Mrs. Holt. "Not that I do not think you +are perfectly capable of taking care of her, as an intimate friend of her +husband. I was merely thinking of the proprieties. And as I am a guest in +this hotel, I expect you both to do me the honour to dine with me before +we start for Quicksands." + +After all, Trixton Brent had a sense of humour, although it must not be +expected that he should grasp at once all the elements of a joke on +himself so colossal. + +"I, for one," he said, with a slight bow which gave to his words a touch +somewhat elaborate, "will be delighted." And he shot at Honora a glance +compounded of many feelings, which she returned smilingly. + +"Is that the waiter?" asked Mrs. Holt. + +"That is a waiter," said Trixton Brent, glancing at the motionless +figure. "Shall I call him?" + +"If you please," said Mrs. Holt. "Honora, you must tell me what you +like." + +"Anything, Mrs. Holt," said Honora. + +"If we are to leave a little after nine," said that lady, balancing her +glasses on her nose and glancing at the card, "we have not, I'm afraid, +time for many courses." + +The head waiter greeted them at the door of the dining-room. He, too, was +a man of wisdom and experience. He knew Mrs. Holt, and he knew Trixton +Brent. If gravity had not been a life-long habit with him, one might have +suspected him of a desire to laugh. As it was, he seemed palpably +embarrassed,--for Mr. Brent had evidently been conversing with him. + +"Two, sir?" he asked. + +"Three," said Mrs. Holt, with dignity. + +The head waiter planted them conspicuously in the centre of the room; one +of the strangest parties, from the point of view of a connoisseur of New +York, that ever sat down together. Mrs. Holt with her curls, and her +glasses laid flat on the bosom of her dove-coloured dress; Honora in a +costume dedicated to the very latest of the sports, and Trixton Brent in +English tweeds. The dining-room was full. But here and there amongst the +diners, Honora observed, were elderly people who smiled discreetly as +they glanced in their direction--friends, perhaps, of Mrs. Holt. And +suddenly, in one corner, she perceived a table of six where the mirth was +less restrained. + +Fortunately for Mr. Brent, he had had a cocktail, or perhaps two, in +Honora's absence. Sufficient time had elapsed since their administration +for their proper soothing and exhilarating effects. At the sound of the +laughter in the corner he turned his head, a signal for renewed merriment +from that quarter. Whereupon he turned back again and faced his hostess +once more with a heroism that compelled Honora's admiration. As a +sportsman, he had no intention of shirking the bitterness of defeat. + +"Mrs. Grainger and Mrs. Shorter," he remarked, "appear to be enjoying +themselves." + +Honora felt her face grow hot as the merriment at the corner table rose +to a height it had not heretofore attained. And she did not dare to look +again. + +Mrs. Holt was blissfully oblivious to her surroundings. She was, as +usual, extremely composed, and improved the interval, while drinking her +soup, with a more or less undisguised observation of Mr. Brent; evidently +regarding him somewhat in the manner that a suspicious householder would +look upon a strange gentleman whom he accidentally found in his front +hall. Explanations were necessary. That Mr. Brent's appearance, on the +whole, was in his favour did not serve to mitigate her suspicions. +Good-looking men were apt to be unscrupulous. + +"Are you interested in working girls, Mr. Brent?" she inquired presently. + +Honora, in spite of her discomfort, had an insane desire to giggle. She +did not dare to raise her eyes. + +"I can't say that I've had much experience with them, Mrs. Holt," he +replied, with a gravity little short of sublime. + +"Naturally you wouldn't have had," said Mrs. Holt. "What I meant was, are +you interested in the problems they have to face?" + +"Extremely," said he, so unexpectedly that Honora choked. "I can't say +that I've given as many hours as I should have liked to a study of the +subject, but I don't know of any class that has a harder time. As a rule, +they're underpaid and overworked, and when night comes they are either +tired to death or bored to death, and the good-looking ones are subject +to temptations which some of them find impossible to resist, in a natural +desire for some excitement to vary the routine of their lives." + +"It seems to me," said Mrs. Holt, "that you are fairly conversant with +the subject. I don't think I ever heard the problem stated so succinctly +and so well. Perhaps," she added, "it might interest you to attend one of +our meetings next month. Indeed, you might be willing to say a few +words." + +"I'm afraid you'll have to excuse me, Mrs. Holt. I'm a rather busy man, +and nothing of a public speaker, and it is rarely I get off in the +daytime." + +"How about automobiling?" asked Mrs. Holt, with a smile. + +"Well," said Trixton Brent, laughing in spite of himself, "I like the +working girls, I have to have a little excitement occasionally. And I +find it easier to get off in the summer than in the winter." + +"Men cover a multitude of sins under the plea of business," said Mrs. +Holt, shaking her head. I can't say I think much of your method of +distraction. Why any one desires to get into an automobile, I don't see." + +"Have you ever been in one?" he asked. "Mine is here, and I was about to +invite you to go down to the ferry in it. I'll promise to go slow." + +"Well," said Mrs. Holt, "I don't object to going that distance, if you +keep your promise. I'll admit that I've always had a curiosity." + +"And in return," said Brent, gallantly, "allow me to send you a cheque +for your working girls." + +"You're very good," said Mrs. Holt. + +"Oh," he protested, I'm not in the habit of giving much to charities, I'm +sorry to say. I'd like to know how it feels." + +"Then I hope the sensation will induce you to try it again," said Mrs. +Holt. + +"Nobody, Mrs. Holt," cried Honora, "could be kinder to his friends than +Mr. Brent!" + +"We were speaking of disinterested kindness, my dear," was Mrs. Holt's +reply. + +"You're quite right, Mrs. Holt," said Trixton Brent, beginning, as the +dinner progressed, to take in the lady opposite a delight that surprised +him. "I'm willing to confess that I've led an extremely selfish +existence." + +"The confession isn't necessary," she replied. "It's written all over +you. You're the type of successful man who gets what he wants. I don't +mean to say that you are incapable of kindly instincts." And her eye +twinkled a little. + +"I'm very grateful for that concession, at any rate," he declared. + +"There might be some hope for you if you fell into the hands of a good +woman," said Mrs. Holt. "I take it you are a bachelor. Mark my words, the +longer you remain one, the more steeped in selfishness you are likely to +become in this modern and complex and sense-satisfying life which so many +people lead." + +Honora trembled for what he might say to this, remembering his bitter +references of that afternoon to his own matrimonial experience. Visions +of a scene arose before her in the event that Mrs. Holt should discover +his status. But evidently Trixton Brent had no intention of discussing +his marriage. + +"Judging by some of my married friends and acquaintances," he said, "I +have no desire to try matrimony as a remedy for unselfishness." + +"Then," replied Mrs. Holt, "all I can say is, I should make new friends +amongst another kind of people, if I were you. You are quite right, and +if I were seeking examples of happy marriages, I should not begin my +search among the so-called fashionable set of the present day. They are +so supremely selfish that if the least difference in taste develops, or +if another man or woman chances along whom they momentarily fancy more +than their own husbands or wives, they get a divorce. Their idea of +marriage is not a mutual sacrifice which brings happiness through trials +borne together and through the making of character. No, they have a +notion that man and wife may continue to lead their individual lives. +That isn't marriage. I've lived with Joshua Holt thirty-five years last +April, and I haven't pleased myself in all that time." + +"All men," said Trixton Brent, "are not so fortunate as Mr. Holt." + +Honora began to have the sensations of a witness to a debate between +Mephistopheles and the powers of heaven. Her head swam. But Mrs. Holt, +who had unlooked-for flashes of humour, laughed, and shook her curls at +Brent. + +"I should like to lecture you some time," she said; "I think it would do +you good." + +He shook his head. + +"I'm beyond redemption. Don't you think so, Honora?" he asked, with an +unexpected return of his audacity. + +"I'm afraid I'm not worthy to judge you," she replied, and coloured. + +"Stuff and nonsense," said Mrs. Holt; "women are superior to men, and +it's our duty to keep them in order. And if we're really going to risk +our lives in your automobile, Mr. Brent, you'd better make sure it's +there," she added, glancing at her watch. + +Having dined together in an apparent and inexplicable amity, their exit +was of even more interest to the table in the corner than their entrance +had been. Mrs. Holt's elderly maid was waiting in the hall, Mrs. Holt's +little trunk was strapped on the rear of the car; and the lady herself, +with something of the feelings of a missionary embarking for the wilds of +Africa, was assisted up the little step and through the narrow entrance +of the tonneau by the combined efforts of Honora and Brent. An expression +of resolution, emblematic of a determination to die, if necessary, in the +performance of duty, was on her face as the machinery started; and her +breath was not quite normal when, in an incredibly brief period, they +descended at the ferry. + +The journey to Quicksands was accomplished in a good fellowship which +Honora, an hour before, would not have dreamed of. Even Mrs. Holt was not +wholly proof against the charms of Trixton Brent when he chose to exert +himself; and for some reason he did so choose. As they stood in the +starlight on the platform of the deserted little station while he went +across to Whelen's livery stable to get a carriage, Mrs. Holt remarked to +Honora: + +"Mr. Brent is a fascinating man, my dear." + +"I am so glad that you appreciate him," exclaimed Honora. + +"And a most dangerous one," continued Mrs. Holt. "He has probably, in his +day, disturbed the peace of mind of a great many young women. Not that I +haven't the highest confidence in you, Honora, but honesty forces me to +confess that you are young and pleasure-loving, and a little heedless. +And the atmosphere in which you live is not likely to correct those +tendencies. If you will take my advice, you will not see too much of Mr. +Trixton Brent when your husband is not present." + +Indeed, as to the probable effect of this incident on the relations +between Mr. Brent and herself Honora was wholly in the dark. Although, +from her point of view, what she had done had been amply justified by the +plea of self-defence, it could not be expected that he would accept it in +the same spirit. The apparent pleasure he had taken in the present +situation, once his amazement had been overcome, profoundly puzzled her. + +He returned in a few minutes with the carriage and driver, and they +started off. Brent sat in front, and Honora explained to Mrs. Holt the +appearance of the various places by daylight, and the names of their +owners. The elderly lady looked with considerable interest at the blazing +lights of the Club, with the same sensations she would no doubt have had +if she had been suddenly set down within the Moulin Rouge. Shortly +afterwards they turned in at the gate of "The Brackens." The light +streamed across the porch and driveway, and the sound of music floated +out of the open windows. Within, the figure of Mrs. Barclay could be +seen; she was singing vaudeville songs at the piano. Mrs. Holt's lips +were tightly shut as she descended and made her way up the steps. + +"I hope you'll come in,", said Honora to Trixton Brent, in a low voice. + +"Come in!" he replied, "I wouldn't miss it for ten thousand dollars." + +Mrs. Holt was the first of the three to appear at the door of the +drawing-room, and Mrs. Barclay caught sight of her, and stopped in the +middle of a bar, with her mouth open. Some of the guests had left. A +table in the corner, where Lula Chandos had insisted on playing bridge, +was covered with scattered cards and some bills, a decanter of whiskey, +two soda bottles, and two glasses. The blue curling smoke from Mrs. +Chandos' cigarette mingled with the haze that hung between the ceiling +and the floor, and that lady was in the act of saying cheerfully to +Howard, who sat opposite,--"Trixy's run off with her." + +Suddenly the chill of silence pervaded the room. Lula Chandos, whose back +was turned to the door, looked from Mrs. Barclay to Howard, who, with the +other men had risen to his feet. + +"What's the matter?" she said in a frightened tone. And, following the +eyes of the others, turned her head slowly towards the doorway. + +Mrs. Holt, who filled it, had been literally incapable of speech. Close +behind her stood Honora and Trixton whose face was inscrutable. + +"Howard," said Honora, summoning all the courage that remained in her, +"here's Mrs. Holt. We dined with her, and she was good enough to come +down for the night. I'm so sorry not to have been here," she added to her +guests, "but we went to Westchester with Mrs. Kame and Mr. Grainger, and +the automobile broke down on the way back." + +Mrs. Holt made no attempt to enter, but stared fixedly at the cigarette +that Mrs. Chandos still held in her trembling fingers. Howard crossed the +room in the midst of an intense silence. + +"Glad to see you, Mrs. Holt," he said. "Er--won't you come in and--and +sit down?" + +"Thank you, Howard" she replied, "I do not wish to interrupt your party. +It is my usual hour for retiring. + +"And I think, my dear," she added, turning to Honora, "that I'll ask you +to excuse me, and show me to my room." + +"Certainly, Mrs. Holt," said Honora, breathlessly. + +"Howard, ring the bell." + +She led the way up the stairs to the guest-chamber with the rose paper +and the little balcony. As she closed the door gusts of laughter reached +them from the floor below, and she could plainly distinguish the voices +of May Barclay and Trixton Brent. + +"I hope you'll be comfortable, Mrs. Holt," she said. "Your maid will be +in the little room across the hall and I believe you like breakfast at +eight." + +"You mustn't let me keep you from your guests, Honora." + +"Oh, Mrs. Holt," she said, on the verge of tears, "I don't want to go to +them. Really, I don't." + +"It must be confessed," said Mrs. Holt, opening her handbag and taking +out the copy of the mission report, which had been carefully folded, +"that they seem to be able to get along very well without you. I suppose +I am too old to understand this modern way of living. How well I remember +one night--it was in 1886--I missed the train to Silverdale, and my +telegram miscarried. Poor Mr. Holt was nearly out of his head." + +She fumbled for her glasses and dropped them. Honora picked them up, and +it was then she perceived that the tears were raining down the good +lady's cheeks. At the same moment they sprang into Honora's eyes, and +blinded her. Mrs. Holt looked at her long and earnestly. + +"Go down, my dear," she said gently, "you must not neglect your friends. +They will wonder where you are. And at what time do you breakfast?" + +"At--at any time you like." + +"I shall be down at eight," said Mrs. Holt, and she kissed her. + +Honora, closing the door, stood motionless in the hall, and presently the +footsteps and the laughter and the sound of carriage wheels on the gravel +died away. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +CONTAINING SOME REVELATIONS + +Honora, as she descended, caught a glimpse of the parlour maid picking up +the scattered cards on the drawing-room floor. There were voices on the +porch, where Howard was saying good-by to Mrs. Chandos and Trixton Brent. +She joined them. + +"Oh, my dear!" cried Mrs. Chandos, interrupting Honora's apologies, "I'm +sure I shan't sleep a wink--she gave me such a fright. You might have +sent Trixy ahead to prepare us. When I first caught sight of her, I +thought it was my own dear mother who had come all the way from +Cleveland, and the cigarette burned my fingers. But I must say I think it +was awfully clever of you to get hold of her and save Trixy's reputation. +Good night, dear." + +And she got into her carriage. + +"Give my love to Mrs. Holt," said Brent, as he took Honora's hand, "and +tell her I feel hurt that she neglected to say good night to me. I +thought I had made an impression. Tell her I'll send her a cheque for her +rescue work. She inspires me with confidence." + +Howard laughed. + +"I'll see you to-morrow, Brent," he called out as they drove away. Though +always assertive, it seemed to Honora that her husband had an increased +air of importance as he turned to her now with his hands in his pockets. +He looked at her for a moment, and laughed again. He, too, had apparently +seen the incident only in a humorous light. "Well, Honora," he remarked, +"you have a sort of a P. T. Barnum way of doing things once in a +while--haven't you? Is the old lady really tucked away for the night, or +is she coming down to read us a sermon? And how the deuce did you happen +to pick her up?" + +She had come downstairs with confession on her lips, and in the agitation +of her mind had scarcely heeded Brent's words or Mrs. Chandos'. She had +come down prepared for any attitude but the one in which she found him; +for anger, reproaches, arraignments. Nay, she was surprised to find now +that she had actually hoped for these. She deserved to be scolded: it was +her right. If he had been all of a man, he would have called her to +account. There must be--there was something lacking in his character. And +it came to her suddenly, with all the shock of a great contrast, with +what different eyes she had looked upon him five years before at +Silverdale. + +He went into the house and started to enter the drawing-room, still in +disorder and reeking with smoke. + +"No, not in there!" she cried sharply. + +He turned to her puzzled. Her breath was coming and going quickly. She +crossed the hall and turned on the light in the little parlour there, and +he followed her. + +"Don't you feel well?" he asked. + +"Howard," she said, "weren't you worried?" + +"Worried? No, why should I have been? Lula Chandos and May Barclay had +seen you in the automobile in town, and I knew you were high and dry +somewhere." + +"High and dry," she repeated. What?" + +"Nothing. They said I had run off with Mr. Brent, didn't they?" + +He laughed. + +"Yes, there was some joking to that effect." + +"You didn't take it seriously? + +"No--why should I?" + +She was appalled by his lack of knowledge of her. All these years she had +lived with him, and he had not grasped even the elements of her nature. +And this was marriage! Trixton Brent--short as their acquaintance had +been--had some conception of her character and possibilities her husband +none. Where was she to begin? How was she to tell him the episode in the +automobile in order that he might perceive something of its sinister +significance? + +Where was she to go to be saved from herself, if not to him? + +"I might have run away with him, if I had loved him," she said after a +pause. "Would you have cared?" + +"You bet your life," said Howard, and put his arm around her. + +She looked up into his face. So intent had she been on what she had meant +to tell him that she did not until now perceive he was preoccupied, and +only half listening to what she was saying. + +"You bet your life," he said, patting her shoulder. "What would I have +done, all alone, in the new house?" + +"In the new house?" she cried. "Oh, Howard--you haven't taken it!" + +"I haven't signed the lease," he replied importantly, smiling down at +her, and thrusting his hands in his pockets. + +"I don't want it," said Honora; "I don't want it. I told you that I'd +decided I didn't want it when we were there. Oh, Howard, why did you take +it?" + +He whistled. He had the maddening air of one who derives amusement from +the tantrums of a spoiled child. + +"Well," he remarked, "women are too many for me. If there's any way of +pleasing 'em I haven't yet discovered it. The night before last you had +to have the house. Nothing else would do. It was the greatest find in New +York. For the first time in months you get up for breakfast--a pretty +sure sign you hadn't changed your mind. You drag me to see it, and when +you land me there, because I don't lose my head immediately, you say you +don't want it. Of course I didn't take you seriously--I thought you'd set +your heart on it, so I wired an offer to Shorter to-day, and he accepted +it. And when I hand you this pleasant little surprise, you go right up in +the air." + +He had no air of vexation, however, as he delivered this somewhat +reproachful harangue in the picturesque language to which he commonly +resorted. Quite the contrary. He was still smiling, as Santa Claus must +smile when he knows he has another pack up the chimney. + +"Why this sudden change of mind?" he demanded. "It can't be because you +want to spend the winter in Quicksands." + +She was indeed at a loss what to say. She could not bring herself to ask +him whether he had been influenced by Trixton Brent. If he had, she told +herself, she did not wish to know. He was her husband, after all, and it +would be too humiliating. And then he had taken the house. + +"Have you hit on a palace you like better?" he inquired, with a clumsy +attempt at banter. "They tell me the elder Maitlands are going abroad +--perhaps we could get their house on the Park." + +"You said you couldn't afford Mrs. Rindge's house," she answered +uneasily, "and I--I believed you." + +"I couldn't," he said mysteriously, and paused. + +It seemed to her, as she recalled the scene afterwards, that in this +pause he gave the impression of physically swelling. She remembered +staring at him with wide, frightened eyes and parted lips. + +"I couldn't," he repeated, with the same strange emphasis and a palpable +attempt at complacency. "But--er--circumstances have changed since then." + +"What do you mean, Howard?" she whispered. + +The corners of his mouth twitched in the attempt to repress a smile. + +"I mean," he said, "that the president of a trust company can afford to +live in a better house than the junior partner of Dallam and Spence." + +"The president of a trust company!" Honora scarcely recognized her own +voice--so distant it sounded. The room rocked, and she clutched the arm +of a chair and sat down. He came and stood over her. + +"I thought that would surprise you some," he said, obviously pleased by +these symptoms. "The fact is, I hadn't meant to break it to you until +morning. But I think I'll go in on the seven thirty-five." (He glanced +significantly up at the ceiling, as though Mrs. Holt had something to do +with this decision.) "President of the Orange Trust Company at forty +isn't so bad, eh?" + +"The Orange Trust Company? Did you say the Orange Trust Company?" + +"Yes." He produced a cigarette. "Old James Wing and Brent practically +control it. You see, if I do say it myself, I handled some things pretty +well for Brent this summer, and he's seemed to appreciate it. He and Wing +were buying in traction stocks out West. But you could have knocked me +down with a paper-knife when he came to me--" + +"When did he come to you?" she asked breathlessly. + +"Yesterday. We went down town together, you remember, and he asked me to +step into his office. Well, we talked it over, and I left on the one +o'clock for Newport to see Mr. Wing. Wonderful old man! I sat up with him +till midnight--it wasn't any picnic" . . . + +More than once during the night Honora awoke with a sense of oppression, +and each time went painfully through the whole episode from the evening +--some weeks past when Trixton Brent had first mentioned the subject of +the trust company, to the occurrence in the automobile and Howard's +triumphant announcement. She had but a vague notion of how that scene had +finished; or of how, limply, she had got to bed. Round and round the +circle she went in each waking period. To have implored him to relinquish +the place had been waste of breath; and then--her reasons? These were the +moments when the current was strongest, when she grew incandescent with +humiliation and pain; when stray phrases in red letters of Brent's were +illuminated. Merit! He had a contempt for her husband which he had not +taken the trouble to hide. But not a business contempt. "As good as the +next man," Brent had said--or words to that effect. "As good as the next +man!" Then she had tacitly agreed to the bargain, and refused to honour +the bill! No, she had not, she had not. Before God, she was innocent of +that! When she reached this point it was always to James Wing that she +clung--the financier, at least, had been impartial. And it was he who +saved her. + +At length she opened her eyes to discover with bewilderment that the room +was flooded with light, and then she sprang out of bed and went to the +open window. To seaward hung an opal mist, struck here and there with +crimson. She listened; some one was whistling an air she had heard +before--Mrs. Barclay had been singing it last night! Wheels crunched the +gravel--Howard was going off. She stood motionless until the horse's +hoofs rang on the highroad, and then hurried into her dressing-gown and +slippers and went downstairs to the telephone and called a number. + +"Is this Mr. Brent's? Will you say to Mr. Brent that Mrs. Spence would be +greatly, obliged if he stopped a moment at her house before going to +town? Thank you." + +She returned to her room and dressed with feverish haste, trying to +gather her wits for an ordeal which she felt it would have killed her to +delay. At ten minutes to eight she emerged again and glanced anxiously at +Mrs. Holt's door; and scarcely had she reached the lower hall before he +drove into the circle. She was struck more forcibly than ever by the +physical freshness of the man, and he bestowed on her, as he took her +hand, the peculiar smile she knew so well, that always seemed to have an +enigma behind it. At sight and touch of him the memory of what she had +prepared to say vanished. + +"Behold me, as ever, your obedient servant," he said, as he followed her +into the screened-off portion of the porch. + +"You must think it strange that I sent for you, I know," she cried, as +she turned to him. "But I couldn't wait. I--I did not know until last +night. Howard only told me then. Oh, you didn't do it for me! Please say +you didn't do it for me!" + +"My dear Honora," replied Trixton Brent, gravely, "we wanted your husband +for his abilities and the valuable services he can render us." + +She stood looking into his eyes, striving to penetrate to the soul +behind, ignorant or heedless that others before her had tried and failed. +He met her gaze unflinchingly, and smiled. + +"I want the truth," she craved. + +"I never lie--to a woman," he said. + +"My life--my future depends upon it," she went on. "I'd rather scrub +floors, I'd rather beg--than to have it so. You must believe me!" + +"I do believe you," he affirmed. And he said it with a gentleness and a +sincerity that startled her. + +"Thank you," she answered simply. And speech became very difficult. +"If--if I haven't been quite fair with you--Mr. Brent, I am sorry. I--I +liked you, and I like you to-day better than ever before. And I can quite +see now how I must have misled you into thinking--queer things about me. +I didn't mean to. I have learned a lesson." + +She took a deep, involuntary breath. The touch of lightness in his reply +served to emphasize the hitherto unsuspected fact that sportsmanship in +Trixton Brent was not merely a code, but assumed something of the +grandeur of a principle. + +"I, too, have learned a lesson," he replied. "I have learned the +difference between nature and art. I am something of a connoisseur in +art. I bow to nature, and pay my bets." + +"Your bets?" she asked, with a look. + +"My renunciations, forfeits, whatever you choose to call them. I have +been fairly and squarely beaten--but by nature, not by art. That is my +consolation." + +Laughter struck into her eyes like a shaft of sunlight into a well; her +emotions were no longer to be distinguished. And in that moment she +wondered what would have happened if she had loved this man, and why she +had not. And when next he spoke, she started. + +"How is my elderly dove-coloured friend this morning?" he asked. "That +dinner with her was one of the great events of my life. I didn't suppose +such people existed any more." + +"Perhaps you'll stay to breakfast with her," suggested Honora, smiling. +"I know she'd like to see you again." + +"No, thanks," he said, taking her hand, "I'm on my way to the train--I'd +quite forgotten it. Au revoir!" He reached the end of the porch, turned, +and called back, "As a 'dea ex machina', she has never been equalled." + +Honora stood for a while looking after him, until she heard a footstep +behind her,--Mrs. Holt's. + +"Who was that, my dear?" she asked, "Howard?" + +"Howard has gone, Mrs. Holt," Honora replied, rousing herself. "I must +make his apologies. It was Mr. Brent." + +"Mr. Brent!" the good lady repeated, with a slight upward lift of the +faint eyebrows. "Does he often call this early?" + +Honora coloured a little, and laughed. + +"I asked him to breakfast with you, but he had to catch a train. He +--wished to be remembered. He took such a fancy to you." + +"I am afraid," said Mrs. Holt, "that his fancy is a thing to be avoided. +Are you coming to Silverdale with me, Honora?" + +"Yes, Mrs. Holt," she replied, slipping her arm through that of her +friend, "for as long as you will let me stay." + +And she left a note for Howard to that effect. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Modern Chronicle, Volume 4, by Winston Churchill + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A MODERN CHRONICLE, VOLUME 4 *** + +***** This file should be named 5377.txt or 5377.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/5/3/7/5377/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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We should have to go +back to Babylon and the days of King Nebuchadnezzar. (Who turns out to +have been only a regent, by the way, and his name is now said to be +spelled rezzar). How give an idea of the libations poured out to Gad and +the shekels laid aside for Meni in the Quicksands Temple? + +Honora privately thought that building ugly, and it reminded her of a +collection of huge yellow fungi sprawling over the ground. A few of the +inevitable tortured cedars were around it. Between two of the larger +buildings was wedged a room dedicated to the worship of Bacchus, to-day +like a narrow river-gorge at flood time jammed with tree-trunks--some of +them, let us say, water-logged--and all grinding together with an +intolerable noise like a battle. If you happened to be passing the +windows, certain more or less intelligible sounds might separate +themselves from the bedlam. + +"Four to five on Quicksands!" + +"That stock isn't worth a d--n!" + +"She's gone to South Dakota." + +Honora, however, is an heretic, as we know. Without going definitely +into her reasons, these festivals had gradually become distasteful to +her. Perhaps it would be fairer to look at them through the eyes of Lily +Dallam, who was in her element on such days, and regarded them as the +most innocent and enjoyable of occasions, and perhaps they were. + +The view from the veranda, at least, appealed to our heroine's artistic +sense. The marshes in the middle distance, the shimmering sea beyond, +and the polo field laid down like a vast green carpet in the foreground; +while the players, in white breeches and bright shirts, on the agile +little horses that darted hither and thither across the turf lent an +added touch of colour and movement to the scene. Amongst them, Trixton +Brent most frequently caught the eye and held it. Once Honora perceived +him flying the length of the field, madly pursued, his mallet poised +lightly, his shirt bulging in the wind, his close-cropped head bereft of +a cap, regardless of the havoc and confusion behind him. He played, +indeed, with the cocksureness and individuality one might have expected; +and Honora, forgetting at moments the disturbing elements by which she +was surrounded, followed him with fascination. Occasionally his name +rippled from one end of the crowded veranda to the other, and she +experienced a curious and uncomfortable sensation when she heard it in +the mouths of these strangers. + +From time to time she found herself watching them furtively, comparing +them unconsciously with her Quicksands friends. Some of them she had +remarked before, at contests of a minor importance, and they seemed to +her to possess a certain distinction that was indefinable. They had come +to-day from many mysterious (and therefore delightful) places which +Honora knew only by name, and some had driven the twenty-five odd miles +from the bunting community of Banbury in coaches and even those new and +marvellous importations--French automobiles. When the game had ended, +and Lily Dallam was cajoling the club steward to set her tea-table at +once, a group of these visitors halted on the lawn, talking and laughing +gayly. Two of the younger men Honora recognized with a start, but for a +moment she could not place them--until suddenly she remembered that she +had seen them on her wedding trip at Hot Springs. The one who lisped was +Mr. Cuthbert, familiarly known as "Toots": the other, taller and slimmer +and paler, was Jimmy Wing. A third, the regularity of whose features +made one wonder at the perfection which nature could attain when she +chose, who had a certain Gallic appearance (and who, if the truth be +told, might have reminded an impartial eye of a slightly animated wax +clothing model), turned, stared, hesitated, and bowed to Lily Dallam. + +"That's Reggie Farwel, who did my house in town," she whispered to +Honora. "He's never been near me since it was finished. He's utterly +ruined." + +Honora was silent. She tried not to look at the group, in which there +were two women of very attractive appearance, and another man. + +"Those people are so superior," Mrs. Dallam continued. + +"I'm not surprised at Elsie Shorter. Ever since she married Jerry she's +stuck to the Graingers closer than a sister. That's Cecil Grainger, my +dear, the man who looks as though be were going to fall asleep any +moment. But to think of Abby Kame acting that way! Isn't it ridiculous, +Clara?" she cried, appealing to Mrs. Trowbridge. "They say that Cecil +Grainger never leaves her side. I knew her when she first married John +Kame, the dearest, simplest man that ever was. He was twenty years older +than Abby, and made his money in leather. She took the first steamer +after his funeral and an apartment in a Roman palace for the winter. As +soon as she decently could she made for England. The English will put up +with anybody who has a few million dollars, and I don't deny that Abby's +good-looking, and clever in her way. But it's absurd for her to come +over here and act as though we didn't exist. She needn't be afraid that +I'll speak to her. They say she became intimate with Bessie Grainger +through charities. One of your friend Mrs. Holt's charities, by the +way, Honora. Where are you going?" + +For Honora had risen. + +"I think I'll go home, Lily," she said; "I'm rather tired." + +"Home!" exclaimed Mrs. Dallam. "What can you be thinking of, my dear? +Nobody ever goes home after the Banbury match. The fun has just begun, +and we're all to stay here for dinner and dance afterwards. And Trixy +Brent promised me faithfully he'd' come here for tea, as soon as he +dressed." + +"I really can't stay, Lily. I--I don't feel up to it," said Honora, +desperately. + +"And you can't know how I counted on you! You look perfectly fresh, my +dear." + +Honora felt an overwhelming desire to hide herself, to be alone. In +spite of the cries of protest that followed her and drew--she thought--an +unnecessary and disagreeable attention to her departure, she threaded her +way among groups of people who stared after her. Her colour was high, +her heart beating painfully; a vague sense of rebellion and shame within +her for which she did not try to account. Rather than run the gantlet of +the crowded veranda she stepped out on the lawn, and there encountered +Trixton Brent. He had, in an incredibly brief time, changed from his +polo clothes to flannels and a straw hat. He looked at her and whistled, +and barred her passage. + +"Hello!" he cried. "Hoity-toity! Where are we going in such a hurry?" + +"Home," answered Honora, a little breathlessly, and added for his +deception, "the game's over, isn't it? I'm glad you won." + +Mr. Brent, however, continued to gaze at her penetratingly, and she +avoided his eyes. + +"But why are you rushing off like a flushed partridge?--no reference to +your complexion. Has there been a row?" + +"Oh, no--I was just--tired. Please let me go." + +"Being your good angel--or physician, as you choose--I have a +prescription for that kind of weariness," he said smilingly. +"I--anticipated such an attack. That's why I got into my clothes in such +record time." + +"I don't know what you mean," faltered Honora. "You are always imagining +all sorts of things about me that aren't true." + +"As a matter of fact," said Brent, "I have promised faithfully to do a +favor for certain friends of mine who have been clamouring to be +presented to you." + +"I can't--to-day--Mr. Brent," she cried. "I really don't feel like- +meeting people. I told Lily Dallam I was going home." + +The group, however, which had been the object of that lady's remarks was +already moving towards them--with the exception of Mrs. Shorter and Mr. +Farwell, who had left it. They greeted Mr. Brent with great cordiality. + +"Mrs. Kame," he said, "let me introduce Mrs. Spence. And Mrs. Spence, +Mr. Grainger, Mr. Wing, and Mr. Cuthbert. Mrs. Spence was just going +home." + +"Home!" echoed Mrs. Kame, "I thought Quicksands people never went home +after a victory." + +"I've scarcely been here long enough," replied Honora, "to have acquired +all of the Quicksands habits." + +"Oh," said Mrs. Kame, and looked at Honora again. "Wasn't that Mrs. +Dallam you were with? I used to know her, years ago, but she doesn't +speak to me any more." + +"Perhaps she thinks you've forgotten her," said Honora. + +"It would be impossible to forget Mrs. Dallam," declared Mrs. Kame. + +"So I should have thought," said Honora. + +Trixton Brent laughed, and Mrs. Kame, too, after a moment's hesitation. +She laid her hand familiarly on Mr. Brent's arm. + +"I haven't seen yon all summer, Trixy," she said. "I hear you've been +here at Quicksands, stewing in that little packing-case of yours. Aren't +you coming into our steeplechase at Banbury. + +"I believe you went to school with my sister," said young Mr. Wing. + +"Oh, yes," answered Honora, somewhat surprised. "I caught a glimpse of +her once, in New York. I hope you will remember me to her." + +"And I've seen you before," proclaimed Mr. Cuthbert, "but I can't for the +life of me think where." + +Honora did not enlighten him. + +"I shan't forget, at any rate, Mrs. Spence," said Cecil Grainger, who had +not taken his eyes from her, except to blink. + +Mrs. Kame saved her the embarrassment of replying. + +"Can't we go somewhere and play bridge," Trixy demanded. + +I'd be delighted to offer you the hospitality of my packing-case, as you +call it," said Brent, "but the diningroom ceiling fell down Wednesday, +and I'm having the others bolstered up as a mere matter of precaution." + +"I suppose we couldn't get a fourth, anyway. Neither Jimmy nor Toots +plays. It's so stupid of them not to learn." + +"Mrs. Spence might, help us out," suggested Brent. + +"Do you play?" exclaimed Mrs. Kame, in a voice of mixed incredulity and +hope. + +"Play!" cried Mr. Brent, "she can teach Jerry Shorter or the Duchess of +Taunton." + +"The Duchess cheats," announced Cecil Grainger. "I caught her at it at +Cannes--" + +"Indeed, I don't play very well," Honora interrupted him, "and besides--" + +"Suppose we go over to Mrs. Spence's house," Trixton Brent suggested. +"I'm sure she'd like to have us wouldn't you, Mrs. Spence?" + +"What a brilliant idea, Trixy!" exclaimed Mrs. Kame. + +"I should be delighted," said Honora, somewhat weakly. An impulse made +her glance toward the veranda, and for a fraction of a second she caught +the eye of Lily Dallam, who turned again to Mrs. Chandos. + +"I say," said Mr. Cuthbert, "I don't play--but I hope I may come along." + +"And me too," chimed in Mr. Wing. + +Honora, not free from a certain uneasiness of conscience, led the way to +the Brackens, flanked by Mr. Grainger and Mr. Cuthbert. Her frame of +mind was not an ideal one for a hostess; she was put out with Trixton +Brent, and she could not help wondering whether these people would have +made themselves so free with another house. When tea was over, however, +and the bridge had begun, her spirits rose; or rather, a new and strange +excitement took possession of her that was not wholly due to the novel +and revolutionary experience of playing, for money--and winning. Her +star being in the ascendant, as we may perceive. She had drawn Mrs. Kame +for a partner, and the satisfaction and graciousness of that lady visibly +grew as the score mounted: even the skill of Trixton Brent could not +triumph over the hands which the two ladies held. + +In the intervals the talk wandered into regions unfamiliar to Honora, and +she had a sense that her own horizon was being enlarged. A new vista, at +least, had been cut: possibilities became probabilities. Even when Mrs. +Kame chose to ridicule Quicksands Honora was silent, so keenly did she +feel the justice of her guest's remarks; and the implication was that +Honora did not belong there. When train time arrived and they were about +to climb into Trixton Brent's omnibus--for which he had obligingly +telephoned--Mrs. Kame took Honora's band in both her own. Some good +thing, after all, could come out of this community--such was the +triumphant discovery the lady's manner implied. + +"My dear, don't you ever come to Banbury?" she asked. I'd be so glad to +see you. I must get Trixy to drive you over some day for lunch. We've +had such a good time, and Cecil didn't fall asleep once. Quite a record. +You saved our lives, really." + +"Are you going to be in town this winter?" Mr. Grainger inquired. + +"I,--I suppose so--replied Honora, for the moment taken aback, although I +haven't decided just where." + +"I shall look forward to seeing you," he said. + +This hope was expressed even more fervently by Mr. Cuthbert and Mr. Wing, +and the whole party waved her a cordial good-by as the carriage turned +the circle. Trixton Brent, with his hands in his pockets, stood facing +her under the electric light on the porch. + +"Well?" he said. +"Well," repeated Honora. + +"Nice people," said Mr. Brent, + +Honora bridled. + +"You invited them here," she said. "I must say I think it, was rather-- +presumptuous. And you've got me into no end of trouble with Lily +Dallam." + +He laughed as he held open the screen door for her. + +"I wonder whether a good angel was ever so abused," he said. + +"A good angel," she repeated, smiling at him in spite of herself. + +"Or knight-errant," he continued, "whichever you choose. You want to get +out of Quicksands--I'm trying to make it easy for you. Before you leave +you have to arrange some place to go. Before we are off with the old +we'd better be on with the new." + +"Oh, please don't say such things," she cried, "they're so--so sordid." +She looked searchingly into his face. "Do I really seem to you like +that?" + +Her lip was quivering, and she was still under the influence of the +excitement which the visit of these people had brought about. + +"No," said Brent--coming very close to her, "no, you don't. That's the +extraordinary part of it. The trouble with you, Honora, is that you want +something badly very badly--and you haven't yet found out what it is. + +"And you won't find out," he added, "until you have tried everything. +Therefore am I a good Samaritan, or something like it." + +She looked at him with startled eyes, breathing deeply. + +"I wonder if that is so!" she said, in a low voice. + +"Not until you have had and broken every toy in the shop," he declared. +"Out of the mouths of men of the world occasionally issues wisdom. I'm +going to help you get the toys. Don't you think I'm kind?" + +"And isn't this philanthropic mood a little new to you?" she asked. + +"I thought I had exhausted all novelties," he answered. "Perhaps that's +the reason why I enjoy it." + +She turned and walked slowly into the drawing-room, halted, and stood +staring at the heap of gold and yellow bills that Mr. Grainger had +deposited in front of the place where she had sat. Her sensation was +akin to sickness. She reached out with a kind of shuddering fascination +and touched the gold. + +"I think," she said, speaking rather to herself than to Brent, "I'll give +it to charity." + +"If it is possible to combine a meritorious act with good policy, I +should suggest giving it to Mrs. Grainger for the relief of oppressed +working girls," he said. + +Honora started. + +"I wonder why Howard doesn't come she exclaimed, looking at the clock. + +"Probably because he is holding nothing but full hands and flushes," +hazarded Mr. Brent. "Might I propose myself for dinner?" + +"When so many people are clamouring for you?" she asked. + +"Even so," he said. + +"I think I'll telephone to the Club," said Honora, and left the room. + +It was some time before her husband responded to the call; and then he +explained that if Honora didn't object, he was going to a man's dinner in +a private room. The statement was not unusual. + +"But, Howard," she said, I--I wanted you particularly to-night." + +"I thought you were going to dine with Lily Dallam. She told me you +were. Are you alone?" + +"Mr. Brent is here. He brought over some Banbury people to play bridge. +They've gone." + +"Oh, Brent will amuse you," he replied. "I didn't know you were going to +be home, and I've promised these men. I'll come back early." + +She hung up the receiver thoughtfully, paused a moment, and went back to +the drawing-room. Brent looked up. + +"Well," he said, "was I right?" + +"You seem always to be right," Honora, sighed. + +After dinner they sat in the screened part of the porch which Mrs. Fern +had arranged very cleverly as an outside room. Brent had put a rug over +Honora's knees, for the ocean breath that stirred the leaves was cold. +Across the darkness fragments of dance music drifted fitfully from the +Club, and died away; and at intervals, when the embers of his cigar +flared up, she caught sight of her companion's face. + +She found him difficult to understand. There are certain rules of thumb +in every art, no doubt,--even in that most perilous one of lion-taming. +But here was a baffling, individual lion. She liked him best, she told +herself, when he purred platonically, but she could by no means be sure +that his subjection was complete. Sometimes he had scratched her in his +play. And however natural it is to desire a lion for one's friend, to be +eaten is both uncomfortable and inglorious. + +"That's, a remarkable husband of yours," he said at length. + +"I shouldn't have said that you were a particularly good judge of +husbands," she retorted, after a moment of surprise. + +He acknowledged with a laugh the justice of this observation. + +"I stand corrected. He is by no means a remarkable husband. Permit me +to say he is a remarkable man." + +"What makes you think so?" asked Honora, considerably disturbed. + +"Because he induced you to marry him, for one thing," said Brent. +"Of course he got you before you knew what you were worth, but we must +give him credit for discovery and foresight." + +"Perhaps," Honora could not resist replying, "perhaps he didn't know what +he was getting." + +"That's probably true," Brent assented, "or he'd be sitting here now, +where I am, instead of playing poker. Although there is something in +matrimony that takes the bloom off the peach." + +"I think that's a horrid, cynical remark," said Honora. + +"Well," he said, "we speak according to our experiences--that is, if +we're not inclined to be hypocritical. Most women are." + +Honora was silent. He had thrown away his cigar, and she could no longer +see his face. She wondered whither he was leading. + +"How would you like to see your husband president of a trust company?" he +said suddenly. + +"Howard--president of a trust company!" she exclaimed. + +"Why not?" he demanded. And added enigmatically, "Smaller men have +been." + +"I wish you wouldn't joke about Howard," she said. + +"How does the idea strike you?" he persisted. "Ambition satisfied-- +temporarily; Quicksands a mile-stone on a back road; another toy to +break; husband a big man in the community, so far as the eye can see; +visiting list on Fifth Avenue, and all that sort of thing." + +"I once told you you could be brutal," she said. + +"You haven't told me what you thought of the idea." + +"I wish you'd be sensible once in a while," she exclaimed. + +"Howard Spence, President of the Orange Trust Company!" he recited. +"I suppose no man is a hero to his wife. Does it sound so incredible?" + +It did. But Honora did not say so. + +"What have I to do with it?" she asked, in pardonable doubt as to his +seriousness. + +"Everything," answered Brent. "Women of your type usually have. They +make and mar without rhyme or reason--set business by the ears, alter the +gold reserve, disturb the balance of trade, and nobody ever suspects it. +Old James Wing and I have got a trust company organized, and the building +up, and the man Wing wanted for president backed out." + +Honora sat up. + +"Why--why did he 'back out'?" she demanded. + +"He preferred to stay where he was, I suppose," replied Brent, in another +tone. "The point is that the place is empty. I'll give it to YOU." + +"To me?" + +"Certainly," said Brent, "I don't pretend to care anything about your +husband. He'll do as well as the next man. His duties are pretty well-- +defined." + +Again she was silent. But after a moment dropped back in her chair and +laughed uneasily. + +"You're preposterous," she said; "I can't think why I let you talk to me +in this way." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +OF MENTAL PROCESSES--FEMININE AND INSOLUBLE + +Honora may be pardoned for finally ascribing to Mr. Brent's somewhat +sardonic sense of humour his remarks concerning her husband's elevation +to a conspicuous position in the world of finance. Taken in any other +sense than a joke, they were both insulting and degrading, and made her +face burn when she thought of them. After he had gone--or rather after +she had dismissed him--she took a book upstairs to wait for Howard, but +she could not read. At times she wished she had rebuked Trixton Brent +more forcibly, although he was not an easy person to rebuke; and again +she reflected that, had she taken the matter too seriously, she would +have laid herself open to his ridicule. The lion was often unwittingly +rough, and perhaps that was part of his fascination. + +If Howard had come home before midnight it is possible that she might +have tried to sound him as to his relations with Trixton Brent. That +gentleman, she remembered, had the reputation of being a peculiarly +hardheaded business man, and it was of course absurd that he should offer +her husband a position merely to please her. And her imagination failed +her when she tried to think of Howard as the president of a trust +company. She was unable to picture him in a great executive office: + +This tram of thought led her to the unaccustomed task of analyzing his +character. For the first time since her marriage comparisons crept into +her mind, and she awoke to the fact that he was not a masterful man--even +among men. For all his self-confidence-self-assurance, perhaps, would be +the better word--he was in reality a follower, not a leader; a gleaner. +He did not lack ideas. She tried to arrest the process in her brain when +she got as far as asking herself whether it might not be that he lacked +ideals. Since in business matters he never had taken her into his +confidence, and since she would not at any rate have understood such +things, she had no proof of such a failing. But one or two vague remarks +of Trixton Brent's which she recalled, and Howard's own request that she +should be friendly with Brent, reenforced her instinct on this point. + +When she heard her husband's footstep on the porch, she put out her +light, but still lay thinking in the darkness. Her revelations had +arrived at the uncomfortable stage where they began to frighten her, +and with an effort she forced herself to turn to the other side of the +account. The hour was conducive to exaggerations. Perfection in +husbands was evidently a state not to be considered by any woman in her +right senses. He was more or less amenable, and he was prosperous, +although definite news of that prosperity never came from him--Quicksands +always knew of it first. An instance of this second-hand acquisition of +knowledge occurred the very next morning, when Lily Dallam, with much +dignity, walked into Honora's little sitting-room. There was no apparent +reason why dignity should not have been becoming to Lily Dallam, for she +was by no means an unimpressive-looking woman; but the assumption by her +of that quality always made her a little tragic or (if one chanced to be +in the humour--Honora was not) a little ridiculous. + +"I suppose I have no pride," she said, as she halted within a few feet of +the doorway. + +"Why, Lily!" exclaimed Honora, pushing back the chair from her desk, and +rising. + +But Mrs. Dallam did not move. + +"I suppose I have no pride," she repeated in a dead voice, "but I just +couldn't help coming over and giving you a chance." + +"Giving me a chance?" said Honora. + +"To explain--after the way you treated me at the polo game. If I hadn't +seen it with my own eyes, I shouldn't have believed it. I don't think I +should have trusted my own eyes," Mrs. Dallam went so far as to affirm, +"if Lula Chandos and Clara Trowbridge and others hadn't been there and +seen it too; I shouldn't have believed it." + +Honora was finding penitence a little difficult. But her heart was kind. + +"Do sit down, Lily," she begged. "If I've offended you in any way, I'm +exceedingly sorry--I am, really. You ought to know me well enough to +understand that I wouldn't do anything to hurt your feelings." + +"And when I counted on you so, for my tea and dinner at the club!" +continued Mrs. Dallam. "There were other women dying to come. And you +said you had a headache, and were tired." + +"I was," began Honora, fruitlessly. + +"And you were so popular in Quicksands--everybody was crazy about you. +You were so sweet and so unspoiled. I might have known that it couldn't +last. And now, because Abby Kame and Cecil Grainger and--" + +"Lily, please don't say such things!" Honora implored, revolted. + +"Of course you won't be satisfied now with anything less than Banbury or +Newport. But you can't say I didn't warn you, Honora, that they are a +horrid, selfish, fast lot," Lily Dallam declared, and brushed her eyes +with her handkerchief. "I did love you." + +"If you'll only be reasonable a moment, Lily,--" said Honora. + +"Reasonable! I saw you with my own eyes. Five minutes after you left me +they all started for your house, and Lula Chandos said it was the +quickest cure of a headache she had ever seen." + +"Lily," Honora began again, with exemplary patience, when people invite +themselves to one's house, it's a little difficult to refuse them +hospitality, isn't it?" + +"Invite themselves?" + +"Yes," replied Honora. "If I weren't--fond of you, too, I shouldn't make +this explanation. I was tired. I never felt less like entertaining +strangers. They wanted to play bridge, there wasn't a quiet spot in the +Club where they could go. They knew I was on my way home, and they +suggested my house. That is how it happened." + +Mrs. Dallam was silent a moment. + +"May I have one of Howard's cigarettes?" she asked, and added, after this +modest wish had been supplied, that's just like them. They're willing to +make use of anybody." + +"I meant," said Honora, "to have gone to your house this morning and to +have explained how it happened." + +Another brief silence, broken by Lily Dallam. + +"Did you notice the skirt of that suit Abby Kame had on?", she asked. +"I'm sure she paid a fabulous price for it in Paris, and it's exactly +like one I ordered on Tuesday." + +The details of the rest of this conversation may be omitted. That Honora +was forgiven, and Mrs. Dallam's spirits restored may be inferred from her +final remark. + +"My dear, what do you think of Sid and Howard making twenty thousand +dollars apiece in Sassafras Copper? Isn't it too lovely! I'm having a +little architect make me plans for a conservatory. You know I've always +been dying for one--I don't see how I've lived all these years without +it." + +Honora, after her friend had gone, sat down in one of the wicker chairs +on the porch. She had a very vague idea as to how much twenty thousand +dollars was, but she reflected that while they had lived in Rivington +Howard must have made many similar sums, of which she was unaware. +Gradually she began to realize, however, that her resentment of the lack +of confidence of her husband was by no means the only cause of the +feeling that took possession of and overwhelmed her. Something like it +she had experienced before: to-day her thoughts seemed to run through her +in pulsations, like waves of heat, and she wondered that she could have +controlled herself while listening to Lily Dallam. + +Mrs. Dallam's reproaches presented themselves to Honora in new aspects. +She began to feel now, with an intensity that frightened her, distaste +and rebellion. It was intolerable that she should be called to account +for the people she chose to have in her house, that any sort of pressure +should be brought to bear on her to confine her friends to Quicksands. +Treason, heresy, disloyalty to the cult of that community--in reality +these, and not a breach of engagement, were the things of which she had +been accused. She saw now. She would not be tied to Quicksands--she +would not, she would not, she would not! She owed it no allegiance. +Her very soul rebelled at the thought, and cried out that she was made +for something better, something higher than the life she had been +leading. She would permit no one forcibly to restrict her horizon. + +Just where and how this higher and better life was to be found Honora did +not know; but the belief of her childhood--that it existed somewhere--was +still intact. Her powers of analysis, we see, are only just budding, +and she did not and could not define the ideal existence which she so +unflaggingly sought. Of two of its attributes only she was sure--that +it was to be free from restraint and from odious comparisons. Honora's +development, it may be remarked, proceeds by the action of irritants, and +of late her protest against Quicksands and what it represented had driven +her to other books besides the treatise on bridge. The library she had +collected at Rivington she had brought with her, and was adding to it +from time to time. Its volumes are neither sufficiently extensive or +profound to enumerate. + +Those who are more or less skilled in psychology may attempt to establish +a sequence between the events and reflections just related and the fact +that, one morning a fortnight later, Honora found herself driving +northward on Fifth Avenue in a hansom cab. She was in a pleasurable +state of adventurous excitement, comparable to that Columbus must have +felt when the shores of the Old World had disappeared below the horizon. +During the fortnight we have skipped Honora had been to town several +times, and had driven and walked through certain streets: inspiration, +courage, and decision had all arrived at once this morning, when at the +ferry she had given the cabman this particular address on Fifth Avenue. + +The cab, with the jerking and thumping peculiar to hansoms, made a circle +and drew up at the curb. But even then a moment of irresolution +intervened, and she sat staring through the little side window at the +sign, T. Gerald Shorter, Real Estate, in neat gold letters over the +basement floor of the building. + +"Here y'are, Miss," said the cabman through the hole in the roof. + +Honora descended, and was almost at the flight of steps leading down to +the office door when a familiar figure appeared coming out of it. It was +that of Mr. Toots Cuthbert, arrayed in a faultless morning suit, his tie +delicately suggestive of falling leaves; and there dangled over his arm +the slenderest of walking sticks. + +"Mrs. Spence!" he lisped, with every appearance of joy. + +"Mr. Cuthbert!" she cried. + +"Going in to see Jerry?" he inquired after he had put on his hat, nodding +up at the sign. + +"I--that is, yes, I had thought of it," she answered. + +"Town house?" said Mr. Cuthbert, with a knowing smile. + +"I did have an idea of looking at houses," she confessed, somewhat taken +aback. + +"I'm your man," announced Mr. Cuthbert. + +"You!" exclaimed Honora, with an air of considering the lilies of the +field. But he did not seem to take offence. + +"That's my business," he proclaimed,--"when in town. Jerry gives me a +commission. Come in and see him, while I get a list and some keys. By +the way, you wouldn't object to telling him you were a friend of mine, +would you?" + +"Not at all," said Honora, laughing. + +Mr. Shorter was a jovial gentleman in loose-fitting clothes, and he was +exceedingly glad to meet Mr. Cuthbert's friend. + +"What kind of a house do you want, Mrs. Spence?" he asked. "Cuthbert +tells me this morning that the Whitworth house has come into the market. +You couldn't have a better location than that, on the Avenue between the +Cathedral and the Park." + +"Oh," said Honora with a gasp, "that's much too expensive, I'm sure. +And there are only two of us." She hesitated, a little alarmed at the +rapidity with which affairs were proceeding, and added: "I ought to tell +you that I've not really decided to take a house. I wished to--to see +what there was to be had, and then I should have to consult my husband." + +She gazed very seriously into Mr. Shorter's brown eyes, which became very +wide and serious, too. But all the time it seemed to her that other +parts of him were laughing. + +"Husbands," he declared, "are kill-joys. What have they got to do with +a house--except to sleep in it? Now I haven't the pleasure of knowing +you as well as I hope to one of these days, Mrs. Spence--" + +"Oh, I say!" interrupted Mr. Cuthbert. + +"But I venture to predict, on a slight acquaintance," continued Mr. +Shorter, undisturbed, "that you will pick out the house you want, and +that your husband will move into it." + +Honora could not help laughing. And Mr. Shorter leaned back in his +revolving chair and laughed, too, in so alarming a manner as to lead her +to fear he would fall over backwards. But Mr. Cuthbert, who did not +appear to perceive the humour in this conversation, extracted some keys +and several pasteboard slips from a rack in the corner. Suddenly Mr. +Shorter jerked himself upright again, and became very solemn. + +"Where's my hat?" he demanded. + +"What do you want with your hat?" Mr. Cuthbert inquired. + +"Why, I'm going with you, of course," Mr. Shorter replied. "I've decided +to take a personal interest in this matter. You may regard my presence, +Cuthbert, as justified by an artistic passion for my profession. I +should never forgive myself if Mrs. Spence didn't get just the right +house." + +"Oh," said Mr. Cuthbert, "I'll manage that all right. I thought you were +going to see the representative of a syndicate at eleven." + +Mr. Shorter, with a sigh, acknowledged this necessity, and escorted +Honora gallantly through the office and across the sidewalk to the +waiting hansom. Cuthbert got in beside her. + +"Jerry's a joker," he observed as they drove off, "you mustn't mind him." + +"I think he's delightful," said Honora. + +"One wouldn't believe that a man of his size and appearance could be so +fond of women," said Mr. Cuthbert. "He's the greatest old lady-killer +that ever breathed. For two cents he would have come with us this +morning, and let a five thousand dollar commission go. Do you know Mrs. +Shorter?" + +"No," replied Honora. "She looks most attractive. I caught a glimpse of +her at the polo that day with you." + +"I've been at her house in Newport ever since. Came down yesterday to +try to earn some money," he continued, cheerfully making himself +agreeable. "Deuced clever woman, much too clever for me and Jerry too. +Always in a tete-a-tete with an antiquarian or a pathologist, or a +psychologist, and tells novelists what to put into their next books and +jurists how to decide cases. Full of modern and liberal ideas--believes +in free love and all that sort of thing, and gives Jerry the dickens for +practising it." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Honora. + +Mr. Cuthbert, however, did not appear to realize that he had shocked her. + +"By the way," he asked, "have you seen Cecil Grainger since the +Quicksands game?" + +"No," she replied. "Has Mr. Grainger been at Quicksands since?" + +"Nobody knows where he's been," answered Mr. Cuthbert. "It's a mystery. +He hasn't been home--at Newport, I mean-for a fortnight. He's never +stayed away so long without letting any one know where he is. Naturally +they thought he was at Mrs. Kame's in Banbury, but she hasn't laid eyes +on him. It's a mystery. My own theory is that he went to sleep in a +parlour car and was sent to the yards, and hasn't waked up." + +"And isn't Mrs. Grainger worried?" asked Honora. + +"Oh, you never can tell anything about her," he said. "Do you know her? +She's a sphinx. All the Pendletons are Stoics. And besides, she's been +so busy with this Charities Conference that she hasn't had time to think +of Cecil. Who's that?" + +"That" was a lady from Rivington, one of Honora's former neighbours, to +whom she had bowed. Life, indeed, is full of contrasts. Mr. Cuthbert, +too, was continually bowing and waving to acquaintances on the Avenue. + +Thus pleasantly conversing, they arrived at the first house on the list, +and afterwards went through a succession of them. Once inside, Honora +would look helplessly about her in the darkness while her escort would +raise the shades, admitting a gloomy light on bare interiors or shrouded +furniture. + +And the rents: Four, five, six, and seven and eight thousand dollars +a year. Pride prevented her from discussing these prices with Mr. +Cuthbert; and in truth, when lunch time came, she had seen nothing +which realized her somewhat vague but persistent ideals. + +"I'm so much obliged to you," she said, "and I hope you'll forgive me for +wasting your time." + +Mr. Cuthbert smiled broadly, and Honora smiled too. + +Indeed, there was something ludicrous in the remark. He assumed an +attitude of reflection. + +"I imagine you wouldn't care to go over beyond Lexington Avenue, would +you? I didn't think to ask you." + +"No," she replied, blushing a little, "I shouldn't care to go over as far +as that." + +He pondered a while longer, when suddenly his face lighted up. + +"I've got it!" he cried, "the very thing--why didn't. I think of it? +Dicky Farnham's house, or rather his wife's house. I'll get it straight +after a while,--she isn't his wife any more, you know; she married +Eustace Rindge last month. That's the reason it's for rent. Dicky says +he'll never get married again--you bet! They planned it together, laid +the corner-stone and all that sort of thing, and before it was finished +she had a divorce and had gone abroad with Rindge. I saw her before she +sailed, and she begged me to rent it. But it isn't furnished." + +"I might look at it," said Honora, dubiously. + +"I'm sure it will just suit you," he declared with enthusiasm. "It's a +real find. We'll drive around by the office and get the keys." + +The house was between Fifth Avenue and Madison, on a cross street not far +below Fifty-Ninth, and Honora had scarcely entered the little oak- +panelled hall before she had forgotten that Mr. Cuthbert was a real +estate agent--a most difficult thing to remember. + +Upstairs, the drawing-room was flooded with sunlight that poured in +through a window with stone mullions and leaded panes extending the +entire width of the house. Against the wall stood a huge stone mantel of +the Tudor period, and the ceiling was of wood. Behind the little hall a +cosey library lighted by a well, and behind that an ample dining-room. +And Honora remembered to have seen, in a shop on Fourth Avenue, just the +sideboard for such a setting. + +On the third floor, as Mr. Cuthbert pointed out, there was a bedroom and +boudoir for Mrs. Spence, and a bedroom and dressing-room for Mr. Spence. +Into the domestic arrangement of the house, however important, we need +not penetrate. The rent was eight thousand dollars, which Mr. Cuthbert +thought extremely reasonable. + +"Eight thousand dollars!" As she stood with her back turned, looking out +on the street, some trick of memory brought into her mind the fact that +she had once heard her uncle declare that he had bought his house and lot +for that exact sum. And as cashier of Mr. Isham's bank, he did not earn +so much in a year. + +She had found the house, indeed, but the other and mightier half of the +task remained, of getting Howard into it. In the consideration of this +most difficult of problems Honora, who in her exaltation had beheld +herself installed in every room, grew suddenly serious. She was startled +out of her reflections by a remark of almost uncanny penetration on the +part of Mr. Cuthbert. + +"Oh, he'll come round all right, when he sees the house," that young +gentleman declared. + +Honora turned quickly, and, after a moment of astonishment, laughed in +spite of herself. It was impossible not to laugh with Mr. Cuthbert, so +irresistible and debonair was he, so confiding and sympathetic, that he +became; before one knew it, an accomplice. Had he not poured out to +Honora, with a charming gayety and frankness, many of his financial +troubles? + +"I'm afraid he'll think it frightfully expensive," she answered, becoming +thoughtful once more. And it did not occur to her that neither of them +had mentioned the individual to whom they referred. + +"Wait until he's feeling tiptop," Mr. Cuthbert advised, "and then bring +him up here in a hurry. I say, I hope you do take the house," he added, +with a boyish seriousness after she had refused his appeal to lunch with +him, "and that you will let me come and see you once in a while." + +She lunched alone, in a quiet corner of the dining-room of one of the +large hotels, gazing at intervals absently out of the window. And by the +middle of the afternoon she found herself, quite unexpectedly, in the +antique furniture shop, gazing at the sideboard and a set of leather- +seated Jacobean chairs, and bribing the dealer with a smile to hold them +for a few days until she could decide whether she wished them. In a +similar mood of abstraction she boarded the ferry, but it was not until +the boat had started on its journey that she became aware of a trim, +familiar figure in front of her, silhouetted against the ruffed blue +waters of the river--Trixton Brent's. And presently, as though the +concentration of her thoughts upon his back had summoned him, he turned. + +"Where have you been all this time?" she asked. "I haven't seen you for +an age." + +"To Seattle." + +"To Seattle!" she exclaimed. "What were you doing there?" + +"Trying to forget you," he replied promptly, "and incidentally attempting +to obtain control of some properties. Both efforts, I may add, were +unsuccessful." + +"I'm sorry," said Honora. + +"And what mischief," he demanded, "have you been up to?" + +"You'll never guess!" she exclaimed. + +"Preparing for the exodus," he hazarded. + +"You surely don't expect me to stay in Quicksands all winter?" she +replied, a little guiltily. + +"Quicksands," he declared, "has passed into history." + +"You always insist upon putting a wrong interpretation upon what I do," +she complained. + +He laughed. + +"What interpretation do you put on it?" he asked. + +"A most natural and praiseworthy one," she answered. "Education, +improvement, growth--these things are as necessary for a woman as for a +man. Of course I don't expect you to believe that--your idea of women +not being a very exalted one." + +He did not reply, for at that instant the bell rang, the passengers +pressed forward about them, and they were soon in the midst of the +confusion of a landing. It was not until they were seated in adjoining +chairs of the parlour-car that the conversation was renewed. + +"When do you move to town?" he inquired. + +However simple Mr. Brent's methods of reasoning may appear to others, his +apparent clairvoyance never failed to startle Honora. + +"Somebody has told you that I've been looking at houses!" she exclaimed. + +"Have you found one?" + +She hesitated. + +"Yes--I have found one. It belongs to some people named Farnham--they're +divorced." + +"Dicky Farnham's ex-wife," he supplied. "I know where it is-- +unexceptionable neighbourhood and all that sort of thing." + +"And it's just finished," continued Honora, her enthusiasm gaining on her +as she spoke of the object which had possessed her mind for four hours. +"It's the most enchanting house, and so sunny for New York. If I had +built it myself it could not have suited me better. Only--" + +"Only--"repeated Trixton Brent, smiling. + +"Well," she said slowly, "I really oughtn't to talk about it. I--I +haven't said anything to Howard yet, and he may not like it. I ran +across it by the merest accident." + +"What will you give me," he said, "if I can induce Howard to like it?" + +"My eternal friendship," she laughed. + +"That's not enough," said Trixton Brent. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +INTRODUCING A REVOLUTIONIZING VEHICLE + +"Howard," said Honora that evening, "I've been going through houses +to-day." + +"Houses!" he exclaimed, looking up from his newspaper. + +"And I've been most fortunate," she continued. "I found one that Mrs. +Farnham built--she is now Mrs. Rindge. It is just finished, and so +attractive. If I'd looked until doomsday I couldn't have done any +better." + +"But great Scott!" he ejaculated, "what put the notion of a town house +into your head?" + +"Isn't it high time to be thinking of the winter?" she asked. "It's +nearly the end of September." + +He was inarticulate for a few moments, in an evident desperate attempt to +rally his forces to meet such an unforeseen attack. + +"Who said anything about going to town?" he inquired. + +"Now, Howard, don't be foolish," she replied. "Surely you didn't expect +to stay in Quicksands all winter?" + +"Foolish!" he repeated, and added inconsequently, "why not?" + +"Because," said Honora, calmly, "I have a life to lead as well as you." + +"But you weren't satisfied until you got to Quicksands, and now you want +to leave it." + +"I didn't bargain to stay here in the winter," she declared. "You know +very well that if you were unfortunate it would be different. But you're +quite prosperous." + +"How do you know?" he demanded unguardedly. + +"Quicksands tells me," she said. "It is--a little humiliating not to +have more of your confidence, and to hear such things from outsiders." + +"You never seemed interested in business matters," he answered uneasily. + +"I should be," said Honora, "if you would only take the trouble to tell +me about them." She stood up. "Howard, can't you see that it is making +us--grow apart? If you won't tell me about yourself and what you're +doing, you drive me to other interests. I am your wife, and I ought to +know--I want to know. The reason I don't understand is because you've +never taken the trouble to teach me. I wish to lead my own life, it is +true--to develop. I don't want to be like these other women down here. +I--I was made for something better. I'm sure of it. But I wish my life +to be joined to yours, too--and it doesn't seem to be. And sometimes-- +I'm afraid I can't explain it to you--sometimes I feel lonely and +frightened, as though I might do something desperate. And I don't +know what's going to become of me." + +He laid down his newspaper and stared at her helplessly, with the air of +a man who suddenly finds himself at sea in a small boat without oars. + +"Oh, you can't understand!" she cried. "I might have known you never +could." + +He was, indeed, thoroughly perplexed and uncomfortable: unhappy might not +be too strong a word. He got up awkwardly and put his hand on her arm. +She did not respond. He drew her, limp and unresisting, down on the +lounge beside him. + +"For heaven's sake, what is the matter, Honora?" he faltered. "I--I +thought we were happy. You were getting on all right, and seemed to be +having a good time down here. You never said anything about--this." + +She turned her head and looked at him--a long, searching look with +widened eyes. + +"No," she said slowly, "you don't understand. I suppose it isn't your +fault." + +"I'll try," he said, "I don't like to see you--upset like this. I'll do +anything I can to make you happy." + +"Not things, not--not toys," Trixton Brent's expression involuntarily +coming to her lips. "Oh, can't you see I'm not that kind of a woman? +I don't want to be bought. I want you, whatever you are, if you are. +I want to be saved. Take care of me--see a little more of me--be +a little interested in what I think. God gave me a mind, and--other men +have discovered it. You don't know, you can't know, what temptations you +subject me to. It isn't right, Howard. And oh, it is humiliating not to +be able to interest one's husband." + +"But you do interest me," he protested. + +She shook her head. + +"Not so much as your business," she said; "not nearly so much." + +"Perhaps I have been too absorbed," he confessed. "One thing has +followed another. I didn't suspect that you felt this way. Come, I'll +try to brace up." He pressed her to him. "Don't feel badly. You're +overwrought. You've exaggerated the situation, Honora. We'll go in on +the eight o'clock train together and look at the house--although I'm +afraid it's a little steep," he added cautiously. + +"I don't care anything about the house," said Honora. "I don't want it." + +"There!" he said soothingly, "you'll feel differently in the morning. +We'll go and look at it, anyway." + +Her quick ear, however, detected an undertone which, if not precisely +resentment, was akin to the vexation that an elderly gentleman might be +justified in feeling who has taken the same walk for twenty years, and is +one day struck by a falling brick. Howard had not thought of consulting +her in regard to remaining all winter in Quicksands. And, although he +might not realize it himself, if he should consent to go to New York one +reason for his acquiescence would be that the country in winter offered +a more or less favourable atmosphere for the recurrence of similar +unpleasant and unaccountable domestic convulsions. Business demands +peace at any price. And the ultimatum at Rivington, though delivered in +so different a manner, recurred to him. + +The morning sunlight, as is well known, is a dispeller of moods, a +disintegrator of the night's fantasies. It awoke Honora at what for her +was a comparatively early hour, and as she dressed rapidly she heard her +husband whistling in his room. It is idle to speculate on the phenomenon +taking place within her, and it may merely be remarked in passing that +she possessed a quality which, in a man, leads to a career and fame. +Unimagined numbers of America's women possess that quality--a fact that +is becoming more and more apparent every day. + +"Why, Honora!" Howard exclaimed, as she appeared at the breakfast table. +"What's happened to you?" + +"Have you forgotten already," she asked, smilingly, as she poured out her +coffee, "that we are going to town together?" + +He readjusted his newspaper against the carafe. + +"How much do you think Mrs. Farnham--or Mrs. Rindge--is worth? "he +asked. + +"I'm sure I don't know," she replied. + +"Old Marshall left her five million dollars." + +"What has that to do with it?" inquired Honora. + +"She isn't going to rent, especially in that part of town, for nothing." + +"Wouldn't it be wiser, Howard, to wait and see the house. You know you +proposed it yourself, and it won't take very much of your time." + +He returned to a perusal of the financial column, but his eye from time +to time wandered from the sheet to his wife, who was reading her letters. + +"Howard," she said, "I feel dreadfully about Mrs. Holt. We haven't been +at Silverdale all summer. Here's a note from her saying she'll be in +town to-morrow for the Charities Conference, asking me to come to see her +at her hotel. I think I'll go to Silverdale a little later." + +"Why don't you?" he said. "It would do you good." + +"And you?" she asked. + +"My only day of the week is Sunday, Honora. You know that. And I +wouldn't spend another day at Silverdale if they gave me a deed to the +property," he declared. + +On the train, when Howard had returned from the smoking car and they were +about to disembark at Long Island City, they encountered Mr. Trixton +Brent. + +"Whither away?" he cried in apparent astonishment. "Up at dawn, and the +eight o'clock train!" + +"We were going to look at a house," explained Honora, "and Howard has no +other time." + +"I'll go, too," declared Mr. Brent, promptly. "You mightn't think me a +judge of houses, but I am. I've lived in so many bad ones that I know a +good one when I see it now." + +"Honora has got a wild notion into her head that I'm going to take the +Farnham house," said Howard, smiling. There, on the deck of the +ferryboat, in the flooding sunlight, the idea seemed to give him +amusement. With the morning light Pharaoh must have hardened his heart. + +"Well, perhaps you are," said Mr. Brent, conveying to Honora his delight +in the situation by a scarcely perceptible wink. "I shouldn't like to +take the other end of the bet. Why shouldn't you? You're fat and +healthy and making money faster than you can gather it in." + +Howard coughed, and laughed a little, uncomfortably. Trixton Brent was +not a man to offend. + +"Honora has got that delusion, too," he replied. He steeled himself in +his usual manner for the ordeal to come by smoking a cigarette, for the +arrival of such a powerful ally on his wife's side lent a different +aspect to the situation. + +Honora, during this colloquy, was silent. She was a little +uncomfortable, and pretended not to see Mr. Brent's wink. + +"Incredible as it may seem, I expected to have my automobile ready this +morning," he observed; "we might have gone in that. It landed three days +ago, but so far it has failed to do anything but fire off revolver +shots." + +"Oh, I do wish you had it," said Honora, relieved by the change of +subject. "To drive in one must be such a wonderful sensation." + +"I'll let you know when it stops shooting up the garage and consents to +move out," he said. "I'll take you down to Quicksands in it." + +The prospective arrival of Mr. Brent's French motor car, which was looked +for daily, had indeed been one of the chief topics of conversation at +Quicksands that summer. He could appear at no lunch or dinner party +without being subjected to a shower of questions as to where it was, and +as many as half a dozen different women among whom was Mrs. Chandos-- +declared that he had promised to bring them out from New York on the +occasion of its triumphal entry into the colony. Honora, needless to +say, had betrayed no curiosity. + +Neither Mr. Shorter nor Mr. Cuthbert had appeared at the real estate +office when, at a little after nine o'clock; Honora asked for the keys. +And an office boy, perched on the box seat of the carriage, drove with +them to the house and opened the wrought-iron gate that guarded the +entrance, and the massive front door. Honora had a sense of unreality +as they entered, and told herself it was obviously ridiculous that she +should aspire to such a dwelling. Yesterday, under the spell of that +somewhat adventurous excursion with Mr. Cuthbert, she had pictured +herself as installed. He had contrived somehow to give her a sense of +intimacy with the people who lived thereabout--his own friends. + +Perhaps it was her husband who was the disillusionizing note as he stood +on the polished floor of the sunflooded drawing-room. Although bare of +furniture, it was eloquent to Honora of a kind of taste not to be found +at Quicksands: it carried her back, by undiscernible channels of thought, +to the impression which, in her childhood, the Hanbury mansion had always +made. Howard, in her present whimsical fancy, even seemed a little +grotesque in such a setting. His inevitable pink shirt and obviously +prosperous clothes made discord there, and she knew in this moment that +he was appraising the house from a commercial standpoint. His comment +confirmed her guess. + +"If I were starting out to blow myself, or you, Honora," he said, poking +with his stick a marmouset of the carved stone mantel, "I'd get a little +more for my money while I was about it." + +Honora did not reply. She looked out of the window instead. + +"See here, old man," said Trixton Brent, "I'm not a real estate dealer +or an architect, but if I were in your place I'd take that carriage and +hustle over to Jerry Shorter's as fast as I could and sign the lease." + +Howard looked at him in some surprise, as one who had learned that +Trixton Brent's opinions were usually worth listening to. +Characteristically, he did not like to display his ignorance. + +"I know what you mean, Brent," he replied, "and there may be something to +the argument. It gives an idea of conservativeness and prosperity." + +"You've made a bull's-eye," said Trixton Brent, succinctly. + +"But--but I'm not ready to begin on this scale," objected Howard. + +"Why," cried Brent, with evident zest--for he was a man who enjoyed sport +in all its forms, even to baiting the husbands of his friends,--"when I +first set eyes on you, old fellow, I thought you knew a thing or two, +and you've made a few turns since that confirmed the opinion. But I'm +beginning to perceive that you have limitations. I could sit down here +now, if there were any place to sit, and calculate how much living in +this house would be worth to me in Wall Street." + +Honora, who had been listening uneasily, knew that a shrewder or more +disturbing argument could not have been used on her husband; and it came +from Trixton Brent--to Howard at least--ex cathedra. She was filled with +a sense of shame, which was due not solely to the fact that she was a +little conscience-stricken because of her innocent complicity, nor that +her husband did not resent an obvious attempt of a high-handed man to +browbeat him; but also to the feeling that the character of the +discussion had in some strange way degraded the house itself. Why +was it that everything she touched seemed to become contaminated? + +"There's no use staying any longer," she said. "Howard doesn't like it." + +"I didn't say so," he interrupted. "There's something about the place +that grows on you. If I felt I could afford it--" + +"At any rate," declared Honora, trying to control her voice, "I've +decided, now I've seen it a second time, that I don't want it. I only +wished him to look at it," she added, scornfully aware that she was +taking up the cudgels in his behalf. But she could not bring herself, +in Brent's presence, to declare that the argument of the rent seemed +decisive. + +Her exasperation was somewhat increased by the expression on Trixton +Brent's face, which plainly declared that he deemed her last remarks to +be the quintessence of tactics; and he obstinately refused, as they went +down the stairs to the street, to regard the matter as closed. + +"I'll take him down town in the Elevated," he said, as he put her into +the carriage. "The first round's a draw." + +She directed the driver to the ferry again, and went back to Quicksands. +Several times during the day she was on the point of telephoning Brent +not to try to persuade Howard to rent the house, and once she even got +so far as to take down the receiver. But when she reflected, it seemed +an impossible thing to do. At four o'clock she herself was called to the +telephone by Mr. Cray, a confidential clerk in Howard's office, who +informed her that her husband had been obliged to leave town suddenly on +business, and would not be home that night. + +"Didn't he say where he was going?" asked Honora. + +"He didn't even tell me, Mrs. Spence," Cray replied, and Mr. Dallam +doesn't know." + +"Oh, dear," said Honora, "I hope he realizes that people are coming for +dinner to-morrow evening." + +"I'm positive, from what he said, that he'll be back some time +to-morrow," Cray reassured her. + +She refused an invitation to dine out, and retired shortly after her own +dinner with a novel so distracting that she gradually regained an equable +frame of mind. The uneasiness, the vague fear of the future, wore away, +and she slept peacefully. In the morning, however; she found on her +breakfast tray a note from Trixton Brent. + +Her first feeling after reading it was one of relief that he had not +mentioned the house. He had written from a New York club, asking her to +lunch with him at Delmonico's that day and drive home in the motor. No +answer was required: if she did not appear at one o'clock, he would know +she couldn't come. + +Honora took the eleven o'clock train, which gave her an hour after she +arrived in New York to do as she pleased. Her first idea, as she stood +for a moment amidst the clamour of the traffic in front of the ferry +house, was to call on Mrs. Holt at that lady's hotel; and then she +remembered that the Charities Conference began at eleven, and decided to +pay a visit to Madame Dumond, who made a specialty of importing novelties +in dress. Her costume for the prospective excursion in the automobile +had cost Honora some thought that morning. As the day was cool, she had +brought along an ulster that was irreproachable. But how about the hat +and veil? + +Madame Dumond was enchanted. She had them both,--she had landed with +them only last week. She tried them on Honora, and stood back with her +hands clasped in an ecstasy she did not attempt to hide. What a +satisfaction to sell things to Mrs. Spence! Some ladies she could +mention would look like frights in them, but Madame Spence had 'de la +race'. She could wear anything that was chic. The hat and veil, said +Madame, with a simper, were sixty dollars. + +"Sixty dollars!" exclaimed Honora. + +"Ah, madame, what would you?" Novelties were novelties, the United States +Custom authorities robbers. + +Having attended to these important details, Honora drove to the +restaurant in her hansom cab, the blood coursing pleasantly in her veins. +The autumn air sparkled, and New York was showing signs of animation. +She glanced furtively into the little mirror at the side. Her veil was +grey, and with the hat gave her somewhat the air of a religieuse, an +aspect heightened by the perfect oval of her face; and something akin to +a religious thrill ran through her. + +The automobile, with its brass and varnish shining in the sunlight, was +waiting a little way up the street, and the first person Honora met in +the vestibule of Delmonico's was Lula Chandos. She was, as usual, +elaborately dressed, and gave one the impression of being lost, +so anxiously was she scanning the face of every new arrival. + +"Oh, my dear," she cried, staring hard at the hat and the veil, "have you +seen Clara Trowbridge anywhere?" + +A certain pity possessed Honora as she shook her head. + +"She was in town this morning," continued Mrs. Chandos, "and I was sure +she was coming here to lunch. Trixy just drove up a moment ago in his +new car. Did you see it?" + +Honora's pity turned into a definite contempt. + +"I saw an automobile as I came in," she said, but the brevity of her +reply seemed to have no effect upon Mrs. Chandos. + +"There he is now, at the entrance to the cafe," she exclaimed. + +There, indeed, was Trixton Brent, staring at them from the end of the +hall, and making no attempt to approach them. + +"I think I'll go into the dressing-room and leave my coat," said Honora, +outwardly calm but inwardly desperate. Fortunately, Lula made no attempt +to follow her. + +"You're a dream in that veil, my dear," Mrs. Chandos called after her. +"Don't forget that we're all dining with you to-night in Quicksands." + +Once in the dressing-room, Honora felt like locking the doors and jumping +out of the window. She gave her coat to the maid, rearranged her hair +without any apparent reason, and was leisurely putting on her hat again, +and wondering what she would do next, when Mrs. Kame appeared. + +"Trixy asked me to get you," she explained. "Mr. Grainger and I are +going to lunch with you." + +"How nice!" said Honora, with such a distinct emphasis of relief that +Mrs. Kame looked at her queerly. + +"What a fool Trixy was, with all his experience, to get mixed up with +that Chandos woman," that lady remarked as they passed through the +hallway. "She's like molasses--one can never get her off. Lucky thing +he found Cecil and me here. There's your persistent friend, Trixy," she +added, when they were seated. "Really, this is pathetic, when an +invitation to lunch and a drive in your car would have made her so +happy." + +Honora looked around and beheld, indeed, Mrs. Chandos and two other +Quicksands women, Mrs. Randall and Mrs. Barclay, at a table in the corner +of the room. + +"Where's Bessie to-day, Cecil--or do you know?" demanded Mrs. Kame, +after an amused glance at Brent, who had not deigned to answer her. +"I promised to go to Newport with her at the end of the week, but +I haven't been able to find her." + +Cecil doesn't know," said Trixton Brent. "The police have been looking +for him for a fortnight. Where the deuce have you been, Cecil?" + +"To the Adirondacks," replied Mr Grainger, gravely. + +This explanation, which seemed entirely plausible to Honora, appeared to +afford great amusement to Brent, and even to Mrs. Kame. + +"When did you come to life?" demanded Brent. + +"Yesterday," said Mr. Grainger, quite as solemnly as before. + +Mrs. Kame glanced curiously at Honora, and laughed again. + +"You ought to be ashamed of yourself, Trixy," she said. + +"Why?" he asked innocently. "There's nothing wrong in going to the +Adirondacks--is there, Cecil?" + +"No," said Mr. Grainger, blinking rapidly. + +"The Adirondacks," declared Mrs. Kame, "have now become classic." + +"By the way," observed Mr. Grainger, "I believe Bessie's in town to-day +at a charity pow-wow, reading a paper. I've half a mind to go over and +listen to it. The white dove of peace--and all that kind of thing." + +"You'd go to sleep and spoil it all," said Brent. + +"But you can't, Cecil!" cried Mrs. Kame. "Don't you remember we're going +to Westchester to the Faunces' to spend the night and play bridge? And +we promised to arrive early." + +"That's so, by George," said Mr. Grainger, and he drank the rest of his +whiskey-and-soda. + +"I'll tell you what I'll do, if Mrs. Spence is willing," suggested Brent. +"If you start right after lunch, I'll take you out. We'll have plenty of +time," he added to Honora, "to get back to Quicksands for dinner." + +"Are you sure?" she asked anxiously. "I have people for dinner tonight." + +"Oh, lots of time," declared Mrs. Kame. "Trixy's car is some unheard-of +horse-power. It's only twenty-five miles to the Faunces', and you'll be +back at the ferry by half-past four." + +"Easily," said Trixton Brent. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +ON THE ART OF LION TAMING + +After lunch, while Mrs. Kame was telephoning to her maid and Mr. Grainger +to Mrs. Faunce, Honora found herself alone with Trixton Brent in the +automobile at a moment when the Quicksands party were taking a cab. Mrs. +Chandos parsed long enough to wave her hand. + +"Bon voyage!" she cried. "What an ideal party! and the chauffeur +doesn't understand English. If you don't turn up this evening, Honora, +I'll entertain your guests." + +"We must get back," said Honora, involuntarily to Brent. "It would be +too dreadful if we didn't!" + +"Are you afraid I'll run off with you?" he asked. + +"I believe you're perfectly capable of it," she replied. "If I were +wise, I'd take the train." + +"Why don't you?" he demanded. + +She smiled. + +"I don't know. It's because of your deteriorating influence, I suppose. +And yet I trust you, in spite of my instincts and--my eyes. I'm +seriously put out with you." + +"Why?" + +"I'll tell you later, if you're at a loss," she said, as Mrs. Kame and +Mr. Grainger appeared. + +Eight years have elapsed since that day and this writing--an aeon in this +rapidly moving Republic of ours. The roads, although far from perfect +yet, were not then what they have since become. But the weather was dry +and the voyage to Westchester accomplished successfully. It was half- +past three when they drove up the avenue and deposited Mrs. Kame and +Cecil Grainger at the long front of the Faunce house: and Brent, who had +been driving, relinquished the wheel to the chauffeur and joined Honora +in the tonneau. The day was perfect, the woods still heavy with summer +foliage, and the only signs of autumn were the hay mounds and the +yellowing cornstalks stacked amidst the stubble of the fields. + +Brent sat silently watching her, for she had raised her veil in saying +good-by to Mrs. Kame, and--as the chauffeur was proceeding slowly--had +not lowered it. Suddenly she turned and looked him full in the face. + +"What kind of woman do you think I am?" she demanded. + +"That's rather a big order, isn't it?" he said. + +"I'm perfectly serious," continued Honora, slowly. + +"I'd really like to know." + +"Before I begin on the somewhat lengthy list of your qualities," +he replied, smiling, "may I ask why you'd like to know?" + +"Yes," she said quickly. "I'd like to know because I think you've +misjudged me. I was really more angry than you have any idea of at the +manner in which you talked to Howard. And did you seriously suppose that +I was in earnest when we spoke about your assistance in persuading him to +take the house?" + +He laughed. + +"You are either the cleverest woman in the world," he declared, "or else +you oughtn't to be out without a guardian. And no judge in possession of +his five senses would appoint your husband." + +Indignant as she was, she could not resist smiling. There was something +in the way Brent made such remarks that fascinated her. + +"I shouldn't call you precisely eligible, either," she retorted. + +He laughed again. But his eyes made her vaguely uneasy. + +"Are these harsh words the reward for my charity? he asked. + +"I'm by no means sure it's charity," she said. "That's what is troubling +me. And you have no right to say such things about my husband." + +"How was I to know you were sensitive on the subject? he replied. + +"I wonder what it would be like to be so utterly cynical as you," she +said. + +"Do you mean to say you don't want the house?" + +"I don't want it under those conditions," she answered with spirit. +"I didn't expect to be taken literally. And you've always insisted," she +added, "in ascribing to me motives that--that never occurred to me. You +make the mistake of thinking that because you have no ideals, other +people haven't. I hope Howard hasn't said he'd take the house. He's +gone off somewhere, and I haven't been able to see him." + +Trixton Brent looked at her queerly. + +"After that last manoeuvre of yours," he said, "it was all I could do to +prevent him from rushing over to Jerry Shorter's--and signing the lease." + +She did not reply. + +"What do these sudden, virtuous resolutions mean? he asked. +"Resignation? Quicksands for life? Abandonment of the whole campaign?" + +"There isn't any I campaign," she said--and her voice caught in something +like a sob. "I'm not that sordid kind of a person. And if I don't like +Quicksands, it's because the whole atmosphere seems to be charged with-- +with just such a spirit." + +Her hand was lying on the seat. He covered it with his own so quickly +that she left it there for a moment, as though paralyzed, while she +listened to the first serious words he had ever addressed to her. + +"Honora, I admire you more than any woman I have ever known," he said. + +Her breath came quickly, and she drew her hand away. + +"I suppose I ought to feel complimented," she replied. + +At this crucial instant what had been a gliding flight of the automobile +became, suddenly, a more or less uneven and jerky progress, accompanied +by violent explosions. At the first of these Honora, in alarm, leaped to +her feet. And the machine, after what seemed an heroic attempt to +continue, came to a dead stop. They were on the outskirts of a village; +children coming home from school surrounded them in a ring. Brent jumped +out, the chauffeur opened the hood, and they peered together into what +was, to Honora, an inexplicable tangle of machinery. There followed a +colloquy, in technical French, between the master and the man. + +"What's the matter?" asked Honora, anxiously. + +"Nothing much," said Brent, "spark-plugs. We'll fix it up in a few +minutes." He looked with some annoyance at the gathering crowd. "Stand +back a little, can't you?" he cried, "and give us room." + +After some minutes spent in wiping greasy pieces of steel which the +chauffeur extracted, and subsequent ceaseless grinding on the crank, the +engine started again, not without a series of protesting cracks like +pistol shots. The chauffeur and Brent leaped in, the bystanders parted +with derisive cheers, and away they went through the village, only to +announce by another series of explosions a second disaster at the other +end of the street. A crowd collected there, too. + +"Oh, dear!" said Honora, "don't you think we ought to take the train, Mr. +Brent? If I were to miss a dinner at my own house, it would be too +terrible!" + +"There's nothing to worry about," he assured her. "Nothing broken. It's +only the igniting system that needs adjustment." + +Although this was so much Greek to Honora, she was reassured. Trixton +Brent inspired confidence. There was another argument with the +chauffeur, a little more animated than the first; more greasy plugs taken +out and wiped, and a sharper exchange of compliments with the crowd; more +grinding, until the chauffeur's face was steeped in perspiration, and +more pistol shots. They were off again, but lamely, spurting a little at +times, and again slowing down to the pace of an ox-cart. Their progress +became a series of illustrations of the fable of the hare and the +tortoise. They passed horses, and the horses shied into the ditch: then +the same horses passed them, usually at the periods chosen by the demon +under the hood to fire its pistol shots, and into the ditch went the +horses once more, their owners expressing their thoughts in language at +once vivid and unrestrained. + +It is one of the blessed compensations of life that in times of +prosperity we do not remember our miseries. In these enlightened days, +when everybody owns an automobile and calmly travels from Chicago to +Boston if he chooses, we have forgotten the dark ages when these machines +were possessed by devils: when it took sometimes as much as three hours +to go twenty miles, and often longer than that. How many of us have had +the same experience as Honora! + +She was always going to take the train, and didn't. Whenever her mind +was irrevocably made up, the automobile whirled away on all four +cylinders for a half a mile or so, until they were out of reach of the +railroad. There were trolley cars, to be sure, but those took forever to +get anywhere. Four o'clock struck, five and six, when at last the fiend +who had conspired with fate, having accomplished his evident purpose of +compelling Honora to miss her dinner, finally abandoned them as suddenly +and mysteriously as he had come, and the automobile was a lamb once more. +It was half-past six, and the sun had set, before they saw the lights +twinkling all yellow on the heights of Fort George. At that hour the +last train they could have taken to reach the dinner-party in time was +leaving the New York side of the ferry. + +"What will they think?" cried Honora. "They saw us leave Delmonico's at +two o'clock, and they didn't know we were going to Westchester." + +It needed no very vivid imagination to summon up the probable remarks of +Mrs. Chandos on the affair. It was all very well to say the motor broke +down; but unfortunately Trixton Brent's reputation was not much better +than that of his car. + +Trixton Brent, as might have been expected, was inclined to treat the +matter as a joke. + +"There's nothing very formal about a Quicksands dinner-party," he said. +"We'll have a cosey little dinner in town, and call 'em up on the +telephone." + +She herself was surprised at the spirit of recklessness stealing over +her, for there was, after all, a certain appealing glamour in the +adventure. She was thrilled by the swift, gliding motion of the +automobile, the weird and unfamiliar character of these upper reaches of +a great city in the twilight, where new houses stood alone or m rows on +wide levelled tracts; and old houses, once in the country, were seen high +above the roadway behind crumbling fences, surrounded by gloomy old trees +with rotting branches. She stole a glance at the man close beside her; +a delightful fear of him made her shiver, and she shrank closer into the +corner of the seat. + +"Honora!" + +All at once he had seized her hand again, and held it in spite of her +efforts to release it. + +"Honora," he said, "I love you as I have never loved in my life. As I +never shall love again." + +"Oh--you mustn't say that!" she cried. + +"Why not?" he demanded. "Why not, if I feel it?" + +"Because," faltered Honora, "because I can't listen to you." + +Brent made a motion of disdain with his free hand. + +"I don't pretend that it's right," he said. "I'm not a hypocrite, +anyway, thank God! It's undoubtedly wrong, according to all moral codes. +I've never paid any attention to them. You're married. I'm happy to say +I'm divorced. You've got a husband. I won't be guilty of the bad taste +of discussing him. He's a good fellow enough, but he never thinks about +you from the time the Exchange opens in the morning until he gets home at +night and wants his dinner. You don't love him--it would be a miracle if +a woman with any spirit did. He hasn't any more of an idea of what he +possesses by legal right than the man I discovered driving in a cart one +of the best hunters I ever had in my stables. To say that he doesn't +appreciate you is a ludicrous understatement. Any woman would have done +for him." + +"Please don't!" she implored him. "Please don't!" + +But for the moment she knew that she was powerless, carried along like a +chip on the crest of his passion. + +"I don't pretend to say how it is, or why it is," he went on, paying no +heed to her protests. "I suppose there's one woman for every man in the +world--though I didn't use to think so. I always had another idea of +woman before I met you. I've thought I was in love with 'em, but now I +understand it was only--something else. I say, I don't know what it is +in you that makes me feel differently. I can't analyze it, and I don't +want to. You're not perfect, by a good deal, and God knows I'm not. +You're ambitious, but if you weren't, you'd be humdrum--yet there's no +pitiful artifice in you as in other women that any idiot can see through. +And it would have paralyzed forever any ordinary woman to have married +Howard Spence." + +A new method of wooing, surely, and evidently peculiar to Trixton Brent. +Honora, in the prey of emotions which he had aroused in spite of her, +needless to say did not, at that moment, perceive the humour in it. His +words gave her food for thought for many months afterwards. + +The lion was indeed aroused at last, and whip or goad or wile of no +avail. There came a time when she no longer knew what he was saying: +when speech, though eloquent and forceful, seemed a useless medium. Her +appeals were lost, and she found herself fighting in his arms, when +suddenly they turned into one of the crowded arteries of Harlem. She +made a supreme effort of will, and he released her. + +"Oh!" she cried, trembling. + +But he looked at her, unrepentant, with the light of triumph in his eyes. + +"I'll never forgive you!" she exclaimed, breathless. + +"I gloried in it," he replied. "I shall remember it as long as I live, +and I'll do it again." + +She did not answer him. She dropped her veil, and for a long space was +silent while they rapidly threaded the traffic, and at length turned into +upper Fifth Avenue, skirting the Park. She did not so much as glance at +him. But he seemed content to watch her veiled profile in the dusk. + +Her breath, in the first tumult of her thought, came and went deeply. +But gradually as the street lights burned brighter and familiar sights +began to appear, she grew more controlled and became capable of +reflection. She remembered that there was a train for Quicksands at +seven-fifteen, which Howard had taken once or twice. But she felt that +the interval was too short. In that brief period she could not calm +herself sufficiently to face her guests. Indeed, the notion of appearing +alone, or with Brent, at that dinner-party, appalled her. And suddenly +an idea presented itself. + +Brent leaned over, and began to direct the chauffeur to a well-known +hotel. She interrupted him. + +"No," she said, "I'd rather go to the Holland House." + +"Very well," he said amicably, not a little surprised at this unlooked- +for acquiescence, and then told his man to keep straight on down the +Avenue. + +She began mechanically to rearrange her hat and veil; and after that, +sitting upright, to watch the cross streets with feverish anticipation, +her hands in her lap. + +"Honora?" he said. + +She did not answer. + +"Raise the veil, just for a moment, and look at me." + +She shook her head. But for some reason, best known to herself, she +smiled a little. Perhaps it was because her indignation, which would +have frightened many men into repentance, left this one undismayed. At +any rate, he caught the gleam of the smile through the film of her veil, +and laughed. + +"We'll have a little table in the corner of the room," he declared, "and +you shall order the dinner. Here we are," he cried to the chauffeur. +"Pull up to the right." + +They alighted, crossed the sidewalk, the doors were flung open to receive +them, and they entered the hotel. + +Through the entrance to the restaurant Honora caught sight of the red +glow of candles upon the white tables, and heard the hum of voices. In +the hall, people were talking and laughing in groups, and it came as a +distinct surprise to her that their arrival seemed to occasion no remark. +At the moment of getting out of the automobile, her courage had almost +failed her. + +Trixton Brent hailed one of the hotel servants. + +"Show Mrs. Spence to the ladies' parlour," said he. And added to Honora, +"I'll get a table, and have the dinner card brought up in a few moments." + +Honora stopped the boy at the elevator door. + +"Go to the office," she said, "and find out if Mrs. Joshua Holt is in, and +the number of her room. And take me to the telephone booths. I'll wait +there." + +She asked the telephone operator to call up Mr. Spence's house at +Quicksands--and waited. + +"I'm sorry, madam," he said, after a little while, which seemed like half +an hour to Honora, "but they've had a fire in the Kingston exchange, and +the Quicksands line is out of order." + +Honora's heart sank; but the bell-boy had reappeared. Yes, Mrs. Holt was +in. + +"Take me to her room," she said, and followed him into the elevator. + +In response to his knock the door was opened by Mrs. Holt herself. She +wore a dove-coloured gown, and in her hand was a copy of the report of +the Board of Missions. For a moment she peered at Honora over the +glasses lightly poised on the uncertain rim of her nose. + +"Why--my dear!" she exclaimed, in astonishment. Honora!" + +"Oh," cried Honora, "I'm so glad you're here. I was so afraid you'd be +out." + +In the embrace that followed both the glasses and the mission report fell +to the floor. Honora picked them up. + +"Sit down, my dear, and tell me how you happen to be here," said Mrs. +Holt. "I suppose Howard is downstairs." + +"No, he isn't," said Honora, rather breathlessly; "that's the reason I +came here. That's one reason, I mean. I was coming to see you this +morning, but I simply didn't have time for a call after I got to town." + +Mrs. Holt settled herself in the middle of the sofa, the only piece of +furniture in the room in harmony with her ample proportions. Her +attitude and posture were both judicial, and justice itself spoke in her +delft-blue eyes. + +"Tell me all about it," she said, thus revealing her suspicions that +there was something to tell. + +"I was just going to," said Honora, hastily, thinking of Trixton Brent +waiting in the ladies' parlour. "I took lunch at Delmomico's with Mr. +Grainger, and Mr. Brent, and Mrs. Kame--" + +"Cecil Grainger?" demanded Mrs. Holt. + +Honora trembled. + +"Yes," she said. + +"I knew his father and mother intimately," said Mrs. Holt, unexpectedly. +"And his wife is a friend of mine. She's one of the most executive women +we have in the 'Working Girls' Association,' and she read a paper today +that was masterful. You know her, of course." + +"No," said Honora, "I haven't met her yet." + +"Then how did you happen to be lunching with her husband? + +"I wasn't lunching with him, Mrs. Holt," said Honora; + +"Mr. Brent was giving the lunch." + +"Who's Mr. Brent?" demanded Mrs. Holt. "One of those Quicksands people?" + +"He's not exactly a Quicksands person. I scarcely know how to describe +him. He's very rich, and goes abroad a great deal, and plays polo. +That's the reason he has a little place at Quicksands. He's been awfully +kind both to Howard and me," she added with inspiration. + +"And Mrs. Kame?" said Mrs. Holt. + +"She's a widow, and has a place at Banbury. + +"I never heard of her," said Mrs. Holt, and Honora thanked her stars. + +"And Howard approves of these mixed lunches, my dear? When I was young, +husbands and wives usually went to parties together." + +A panicky thought came to Honora, that Mrs. Holt might suddenly inquire +as to the whereabouts of Mr. Brent's wife. + +"Oh, Howard doesn't mind," she said hastily. "I suppose times have +changed, Mrs. Holt. And after lunch we all went out in Mr. Brent's +automobile to the Faunces' in Westchester--" + +"The Paul Jones Faunces?" Mrs. Holt interrupted. + +"What a nice woman that young Mrs. Faunce is! She was Kitty Esterbrook, +you know. Both of them very old families." + +"It was only," continued Honora, in desperation, "it was only to leave +Mr. Grainger and Mrs. Kame there to spend the night. They all said we +had plenty of time to go and get back to Quicksands by six o'clock. But +coming back the automobile broke down--" + +"Of course," said Mrs. Holt, "it serves any one right for trusting to +them. I think they are an invention of the devil." + +"And we've only just got back to New York this minute." + +"Who?" inquired Mrs. Holt. + +"Mr. Brent and I" said Honora, with downcast eyes. + +"Good gracious!" exclaimed the elder lady. + +"I couldn't think of anything else to do but come straight here to you," +said Honora, gazing at her friend. "And oh, I'm so glad to find you. +There's not another train to Quicksands till after nine." + +"You did quite right, my dear, under the circumstances. I don't say you +haven't been foolish, but it's Howard's fault quite as much as yours. +He has no business to let you do such things." + +"And what makes it worse," said Honora, "is that the wires are down to +Quicksands, and I can't telephone Howard, and we have people to dinner, +and they don't know I went to Westchester, and there's no use +telegraphing: it wouldn't be delivered till midnight or morning." + +"There, there, my dear, don't worry. I know how anxious you feel on your +husband's account--" + +"Oh--Mrs. Holt, I was going to ask you a great, great favour. Wouldn't +you go down to Quicksands with me and spend the night--and pay us a +little visit? You know we would so love to have you!" + +"Of course I'll go down with you, my dear," said Mrs. Holt. "I'm +surprised that you should think for an instant that I wouldn't. It's my +obvious duty. Martha!" she called, "Martha!" + +The door of the bedroom opened, and Mrs. Holt's elderly maid appeared. +The same maid, by the way, who had closed the shutters that memorable +stormy night at Silverdale. She had, it seemed, a trick of appearing at +crises. + +"Martha, telephone to Mrs. Edgerly--you know her number-and say that I am +very sorry, but an unexpected duty calls me out of town to-night, and ask +her to communicate with the Reverend Mr. Field. As for staying with you, +Honora," she continued, "I have to be back at Silverdale to-morrow night. +Perhaps you and Howard will come back with me. My frank opinion is, that +a rest from the gayety of Quicksands will do you good." + +"I will come, with pleasure," said Honora. "But as for Howard--I'm +afraid he's too busy." + +And how about dinner?" asked Mrs. Holt. + +"I forgot to say," said Honora, that Mr. Brent's downstairs. He brought +me here, of course. Have you any objection to his dining with us?" + +"No," answered Mrs. Holt, "I think I should like to see him." + +After Mrs. Holt had given instructions to her maid to pack, and Honora +had brushed some of the dust of the roads from her costume, they +descended to the ladies' parlour. At the far end of it a waiter holding +a card was standing respectfully, and Trixton Brent was pacing up and +down between the windows. When he caught sight of them he stopped in his +tracks, and stared, and stood as if rooted to the carpet. Honora came +forward. + +"Oh, Mr. Brent!" she cried, "my old friend, Mrs. Holt, is here, and she's +going to take dinner with us and come down to Quicksands for the night. +May I introduce Mr. Brent." + +"Wasn't it fortunate, Mr. Brent, that Mrs. Spence happened to find me?" +said Mrs. Holt, as she took his hand. "I know it is a relief to you." + +It was not often, indeed, that Trixton Brent was taken off his guard; +but some allowance must be made for him, since he was facing a situation +unparalleled in his previous experience. Virtue had not often been so +triumphant, and never so dramatic as to produce at the critical instant +so emblematic a defender as this matronly lady in dove colour. For a +moment, he stared at her, speechless, and then he gathered himself +together. + +"A relief?" he asked. + +"It would seem so to me," said Mrs. Holt. "Not that I do not think you +are perfectly capable of taking care of her, as an intimate friend of her +husband. I was merely thinking of the proprieties. And as I am a guest +in this hotel, I expect you both to do me the honour to dine with me +before we start for Quicksands." + +After all, Trixton Brent had a sense of humour, although it must not be +expected that he should grasp at once all the elements of a joke on +himself so colossal. + +"I, for one," he said, with a slight bow which gave to his words a touch +somewhat elaborate, "will be delighted." And he shot at Honora a glance +compounded of many feelings, which she returned smilingly. + +"Is that the waiter?" asked Mrs. Holt. + +"That is a waiter," said Trixton Brent, glancing at the motionless +figure. "Shall I call him?" + +"If you please," said Mrs. Holt. "Honora, you must tell me what you +like." + +"Anything, Mrs. Holt," said Honora. + +"If we are to leave a little after nine," said that lady, balancing her +glasses on her nose and glancing at the card, "we have not, I'm afraid, +time for many courses." + +The head waiter greeted them at the door of the dining-room. He, too, +was a man of wisdom and experience. He knew Mrs. Holt, and he knew +Trixton Brent. If gravity had not been a life-long habit with him, one +might have suspected him of a desire to laugh. As it was, he seemed +palpably embarrassed,--for Mr. Brent had evidently been conversing with +him. + +"Two, sir?" he asked. + +"Three," said Mrs. Holt, with dignity. + +The head waiter planted them conspicuously in the centre of the room; one +of the strangest parties, from the point of view of a connoisseur of New +York, that ever sat down together. Mrs. Holt with her curls, and her +glasses laid flat on the bosom of her dove-coloured dress; Honora in a +costume dedicated to the very latest of the sports, and Trixton Brent in +English tweeds. The dining-room was full. But here and there amongst +the diners, Honora observed, were elderly people who smiled discreetly as +they glanced in their direction--friends, perhaps, of Mrs. Holt. And +suddenly, in one corner, she perceived a table of six where the mirth was +less restrained. + +Fortunately for Mr. Brent, he had had a cocktail, or perhaps two, in +Honora's absence. Sufficient time had elapsed since their administration +for their proper soothing and exhilarating effects. At the sound of the +laughter in the corner he turned his head, a signal for renewed merriment +from that quarter. Whereupon he turned back again and faced his hostess +once more with a heroism that compelled Honora's admiration. As a +sportsman, he had no intention of shirking the bitterness of defeat. + +"Mrs. Grainger and Mrs. Shorter," he remarked, "appear to be enjoying +themselves." + +Honora felt her face grow hot as the merriment at the corner table rose +to a height it had not heretofore attained. And she did not dare to look +again. + +Mrs. Holt was blissfully oblivious to her surroundings. She was, as +usual, extremely composed, and improved the interval, while drinking her +soup, with a more or less undisguised observation of Mr. Brent; evidently +regarding him somewhat in the manner that a suspicious householder +would look upon a strange gentleman whom he accidentally found in his +front hall. Explanations were necessary. That Mr. Brent's appearance, +on the whole, was in his favour did not serve to mitigate her suspicions. +Good-looking men were apt to be unscrupulous. + +"Are you interested in working girls, Mr. Brent?" she inquired presently. + +Honora, in spite of her discomfort, had an insane desire to giggle. She +did not dare to raise her eyes. + +"I can't say that I've had much experience with them, Mrs. Holt," he +replied, with a gravity little short of sublime. + +"Naturally you wouldn't have had," said Mrs. Holt. "What I meant was, +are you interested in the problems they have to face?" + +"Extremely," said he, so unexpectedly that Honora choked. "I can't say +that I've given as many hours as I should have liked to a study of the +subject, but I don't know of any class that has a harder time. As a +rule, they're underpaid and overworked, and when night comes they are +either tired to death or bored to death, and the good-looking ones are +subject to temptations which some of them find impossible to resist, in a +natural desire for some excitement to vary the routine of their lives." + +"It seems to me," said Mrs. Holt, "that you are fairly conversant with +the subject. I don't think I ever heard the problem stated so succinctly +and so well. Perhaps," she added, "it might interest you to attend one +of our meetings next month. Indeed, you might be willing to say a few +words." + +"I'm afraid you'll have to excuse me, Mrs. Holt. I'm a rather busy man, +and nothing of a public speaker, and it is rarely I get off in the +daytime." + +"How about automobiling?" asked Mrs. Holt, with a smile. + +"Well," said Trixton Brent, laughing in spite of himself, "I like the +working girls, I have to have a little excitement occasionally. And I +find it easier to get off in the summer than in the winter." + +"Men cover a multitude of sins under the plea of business," said Mrs. +Holt, shaking her head. I can't say I think much of your method of +distraction. Why any one desires to get into an automobile, I don't +see." + +"Have you ever been in one?" he asked. "Mine is here, and I was about to +invite you to go down to the ferry in it. I'll promise to go slow." + +"Well," said Mrs. Holt, "I don't object to going that distance, if you +keep your promise. I'll admit that I've always had a curiosity." + +"And in return," said Brent, gallantly, "allow me to send you a cheque +for your working girls." + +"You're very good," said Mrs. Holt. + +"Oh," he protested, I'm not in the habit of giving much to charities, I'm +sorry to say. I'd like to know how it feels." + +"Then I hope the sensation will induce you to try it again," said Mrs. +Holt. + +"Nobody, Mrs. Holt," cried Honora, "could be kinder to his friends than +Mr. Brent!" + +"We were speaking of disinterested kindness, my dear," was Mrs. Holt's +reply. + +"You're quite right, Mrs. Holt," said Trixton Brent, beginning, as the +dinner progressed, to take in the lady opposite a delight that surprised +him. "I'm willing to confess that I've led an extremely selfish +existence." + +"The confession isn't necessary," she replied. "It's written all over +you. You're the type of successful man who gets what he wants. I don't +mean to say that you are incapable of kindly instincts." And her eye +twinkled a little. + +"I'm very grateful for that concession, at any rate," he declared. + +"There might be some hope for you if you fell into the hands of a good +woman," said Mrs. Holt. "I take it you are a bachelor. Mark my words, +the longer you remain one, the more steeped in selfishness you are likely +to become in this modern and complex and sense-satisfying life which so +many people lead." + +Honora trembled for what he might say to this, remembering his bitter +references of that afternoon to his own matrimonial experience. Visions +of a scene arose before her in the event that Mrs. Holt should discover +his status. But evidently Trixton Brent had no intention of discussing +his marriage. + +"Judging by some of my married friends and acquaintances," he said, +"I have no desire to try matrimony as a remedy for unselfishness." + +"Then," replied Mrs. Holt, "all I can say is, I should make new friends +amongst another kind of people, if I were you. You are quite right, and +if I were seeking examples of happy marriages, I should not begin my +search among the so-called fashionable set of the present day. They are +so supremely selfish that if the least difference in taste develops, or +if another man or woman chances along whom they momentarily fancy more +than their own husbands or wives, they get a divorce. Their idea of +marriage is not a mutual sacrifice which brings happiness through trials +borne together and through the making of character. No, they have a +notion that man and wife may continue to lead their individual lives. +That isn't marriage. I've lived with Joshua Holt thirty-five years last +April, and I haven't pleased myself in all that time." + +"All men," said Trixton Brent, "are not so fortunate as Mr. Holt." + +Honora began to have the sensations of a witness to a debate between +Mephistopheles and the powers of heaven. Her head swam. But Mrs. Holt, +who had unlooked-for flashes of humour, laughed, and shook her curls at +Brent. + +"I should like to lecture you some time," she said; "I think it would do +you good." + +He shook his head. + +"I'm beyond redemption. Don't you think so, Honora?" he asked, with an +unexpected return of his audacity. + +"I'm afraid I'm not worthy to judge you," she replied, and coloured. + +"Stuff and nonsense," said Mrs. Holt; "women are superior to men, and +it's our duty to keep them in order. And if we're really going to risk +our lives in your automobile, Mr. Brent, you'd better make sure it's +there," she added, glancing at her watch. + +Having dined together in an apparent and inexplicable amity, their exit +was of even more interest to the table in the corner than their entrance +had been. Mrs. Holt's elderly maid was waiting in the hall, Mrs. Holt's +little trunk was strapped on the rear of the car; and the lady herself, +with something of the feelings of a missionary embarking for the wilds of +Africa, was assisted up the little step and through the narrow entrance +of the tonneau by the combined efforts of Honora and Brent. An +expression of resolution, emblematic of a determination to die, if +necessary, in the performance of duty, was on her face as the machinery +started; and her breath was not quite normal when, in an incredibly brief +period, they descended at the ferry. + +The journey to Quicksands was accomplished in a good fellowship which +Honora, an hour before, would not have dreamed of. Even Mrs. Holt was +not wholly proof against the charms of Trixton Brent when he chose to +exert himself; and for some reason he did so choose. As they stood in +the starlight on the platform of the deserted little station while he +went across to Whelen's livery stable to get a carriage, Mrs. Holt +remarked to Honora: + +"Mr. Brent is a fascinating man, my dear." + +"I am so glad that you appreciate him," exclaimed Honora. + +"And a most dangerous one," continued Mrs. Holt. "He has probably, in +his day, disturbed the peace of mind of a great many young women. Not +that I haven't the highest confidence in you, Honora, but honesty forces +me to confess that you are young and pleasure-loving, and a little +heedless. And the atmosphere in which you live is not likely to correct +those tendencies. If you will take my advice, you will not see too much +of Mr. Trixton Brent when your husband is not present." + +Indeed, as to the probable effect of this incident on the relations +between Mr. Brent and herself Honora was wholly in the dark. Although, +from her point of view, what she had done had been amply justified by the +plea of self-defence, it could not be expected that he would accept it in +the same spirit. The apparent pleasure he had taken in the present +situation, once his amazement had been overcome, profoundly puzzled her. + +He returned in a few minutes with the carriage and driver, and they +started off. Brent sat in front, and Honora explained to Mrs. Holt the +appearance of the various places by daylight, and the names of their +owners. The elderly lady looked with considerable interest at the +blazing lights of the Club, with the same sensations she would no doubt +have had if she had been suddenly set down within the Moulin Rouge. +Shortly afterwards they turned in at the gate of "The Brackens." The +light streamed across the porch and driveway, and the sound of music +floated out of the open windows. Within, the figure of Mrs. Barclay +could be seen; she was singing vaudeville songs at the piano. Mrs. +Holt's lips were tightly shut as she descended and made her way up the +steps. + +"I hope you'll come in,", said Honora to Trixton Brent, in a low voice. + +"Come in !" he replied, "I wouldn't miss it for ten thousand dollars." + +Mrs. Holt was the first of the three to appear at the door of the +drawing-room, and Mrs. Barclay caught sight of her, and stopped in the +middle of a bar, with her mouth open. Some of the guests had left. A +table in the corner, where Lula Chandos had insisted on playing bridge, +was covered with scattered cards and some bills, a decanter of whiskey, +two soda bottles, and two glasses. The blue curling smoke from Mrs. +Chandos' cigarette mingled with the haze that hung between the ceiling +and the floor, and that lady was in the act of saying cheerfully to +Howard, who sat opposite,-- + +"Trixy's run off with her." + +Suddenly the chill of silence pervaded the room. Lula Chandos, whose +back was turned to the door, looked from Mrs. Barclay to Howard, who, +with the other men had risen to his feet. + +"What's the matter?" she said in a frightened tone. And, following the +eyes of the others, turned her head slowly towards the doorway. + +Mrs. Holt, who filled it, had been literally incapable of speech. Close +behind her stood Honora and Trixton whose face was inscrutable. + +"Howard," said Honora, summoning all the courage that remained in her, +"here's Mrs. Holt. We dined with her, and she was good enough to come +down for the night. I'm so sorry not to have been here," she added to +her guests, "but we went to Westchester with Mrs. Kame and Mr. Grainger, +and the automobile broke down on the way back." + +Mrs. Holt made no attempt to enter, but stared fixedly at the cigarette +that Mrs. Chandos still held in her trembling fingers. Howard crossed +the room in the midst of an intense silence. + +"Glad to see you, Mrs. Holt," he said. "Er--won't you come in and--and +sit down?" + +"Thank you, Howard" she replied, "I do not wish to interrupt your party. +It is my usual hour for retiring. + +"And I think, my dear," she added, turning to Honora, "that I'll ask you +to excuse me, and show me to my room." + +"Certainly, Mrs. Holt," said Honora, breathlessly. + +"Howard, ring the bell." + +She led the way up the stairs to the guest-chamber with the rose paper +and the little balcony. As she closed the door gusts of laughter reached +them from the floor below, and she could plainly distinguish the voices +of May Barclay and Trixton Brent. + +"I hope you'll be comfortable, Mrs. Holt," she said. "Your maid will be +in the little room across the hall and I believe you like breakfast at +eight." + +"You mustn't let me keep you from your guests, Honora." + +"Oh, Mrs. Holt," she said, on the verge of tears, "I don't want to go to +them. Really, I don't." + +"It must be confessed," said Mrs. Holt, opening her handbag and taking +out the copy of the mission report, which had been carefully folded, +"that they seem to be able to get along very well without you. +I suppose I am too old to understand this modern way of living. How well +I remember one night--it was in 1886--I missed the train to Silverdale, +and my telegram miscarried. Poor Mr. Holt was nearly out of his head." + +She fumbled for her glasses and dropped them. Honora picked them up, and +it was then she perceived that the tears were raining down the good +lady's cheeks. At the same moment they sprang into Honora's eyes, and +blinded her. Mrs. Holt looked at her long and earnestly. + +"Go down, my dear," she said gently, "you must not neglect your friends. +They will wonder where you are. And at what time do you breakfast?" + +"At--at any time you like." + +"I shall be down at eight," said Mrs. Holt, and she kissed her. + +Honora, closing the door, stood motionless in the hall, and presently the +footsteps and the laughter and the sound of carriage wheels on the gravel +died away. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +CONTAINING SOME REVELATIONS + +Honora, as she descended, caught a glimpse of the parlour maid picking up +the scattered cards on the drawing-room floor. There were voices on the +porch, where Howard was saying good-by to Mrs. Chandos and Trixton Brent. +She joined them. + +"Oh, my dear!" cried Mrs. Chandos, interrupting Honora's apologies, "I'm +sure I shan't sleep a wink--she gave me such a fright. You might have +sent Trixy ahead to prepare us. When I first caught sight of her, +I thought it was my own dear mother who had come all the way from +Cleveland, and the cigarette burned my fingers. But I must say I +think it was awfully clever of you to get hold of her and save Trixy's +reputation. Good night, dear." + +And she got into her carriage. + +"Give my love to Mrs. Holt," said Brent, as he took Honora's hand, "and +tell her I feel hurt that she neglected to say good night to me. I +thought I had made an impression. Tell her I'll send her a cheque for +her rescue work. She inspires me with confidence." + +Howard laughed. + +"I'll see you to-morrow, Brent," he called out as they drove away. +Though always assertive, it seemed to Honora that her husband had an +increased air of importance as be turned to her now with his hands in his +pockets. He looked at her for a moment, and laughed again. He, too, had +apparently seen the incident only in a humorous light. "Well, Honora," +he remarked, "you have a sort of a P. T. Barnum way of doing things +once in a while--haven't you? Is the old lady really tucked away for the +night, or is she coming down to read us a sermon? And how the deuce did +you happen to pick her up?" + +She had come downstairs with confession on her lips, and in the agitation +of her mind had scarcely heeded Brent's words or Mrs. Chandos'. She had +come down prepared for any attitude but the one in which she found him; +for anger, reproaches, arraignments. Nay, she was surprised to find now +that she had actually hoped for these. She deserved to be scolded: it +was her right. If he had been all of a man, he would have called her to +account. There must be--there was something lacking in his character. +And it came to her suddenly, with all the shock of a great contrast, with +what different eyes she had looked upon him five years before at +Silverdale. + +He went into the house and started to enter the drawing-room, still in +disorder and reeking with smoke. + +"No, not in there!" she cried sharply. + +He turned to her puzzled. Her breath was coming and going quickly. She +crossed the hall and turned on the light in the little parlour there, and +he followed her. + +"Don't you feel well?" he asked. + +"Howard," she said, "weren't you worried?" + +"Worried? No, why should I have been? Lula Chandos and May Barclay had +seen you in the automobile in town, and I knew you were high and dry +somewhere." + +"High and dry," she repeated. What?" + +"Nothing. They said I had run off with Mr. Brent, didn't they?" + +He laughed. + +"Yes, there was some joking to that effect." + +"You didn't take it seriously? + +"No--why should I?" + +She was appalled by his lack of knowledge of her. All these years she +had lived with him, and he had not grasped even the elements of her +nature. And this was marriage! Trixton Brent--short as their +acquaintance had been--had some conception of her character and +possibilities her husband none. Where was she to begin? How was she to +tell him the episode in the automobile in order that he might perceive +something of its sinister significance? + +Where was she to go to be saved from herself, if not to him? + +"I might have run away with him, if I had loved him," she said after a +pause. "Would you have cared?" + +"You bet your life," said Howard, and put his arm around her. + +She looked up into his face. So intent had she been on what she had +meant to tell him that she did not until now perceive he was preoccupied, +and only half listening to what she was saying. + +"You bet your life, he said, patting her shoulder. "What would I have +done, all alone, in the new house?" + +"In the new house?" she cried. "Oh, Howard--you haven't taken it!" + +"I haven't signed the lease," he replied importantly, smiling down at +her, and thrusting his hands in his pockets. + +"I don't want it," said Honora; "I don't want it. I told you that I'd +decided I didn't want it when we were there. Oh, Howard, why did you +take it?" + +He whistled. He had the maddening air of one who derives amusement from +the tantrums of a spoiled child. + +"Well," he remarked, "women are too many for me. If there's any way of +pleasing 'em I haven't yet discovered it. The night before last you had +to have the house. Nothing else would do. It was the greatest find in +New York. For the first time in months you get up for breakfast--a +pretty sure sign you hadn't changed your mind. You drag me to see it, +and when you land me there, because I don't lose my head immediately, you +say you don't want it. Of course I didn't take you seriously--I thought +you'd set your heart on it, so I wired an offer to Shorter to-day, and he +accepted it. And when I hand you this pleasant little surprise, you go +right up in the air." + +He had no air of vexation, however, as he delivered this somewhat +reproachful harangue in the picturesque language to which he commonly +resorted. Quite the contrary. He was still smiling, as Santa Claus must +smile when he knows he has another pack up the chimney. + +"Why this sudden change of mind?" he demanded. "It can't be because you +want to spend the winter in Quicksands." + +She was indeed at a loss what to say. She could not bring herself to ask +him whether he had been influenced by Trixton Brent. If he had, she told +herself, she did not wish to know. He was her husband, after all, and it +would be too humiliating. And then he had taken the house. + +"Have you hit on a palace you like better?" he inquired, with a clumsy +attempt at banter. "They tell me the elder Maitlands are going abroad-- +perhaps we could get their house on the Park." + +"You said you couldn't afford Mrs. Rindge's house," she answered +uneasily, "and I--I believed you." + +"I couldn't," he said mysteriously, and paused. + +It seemed to her, as she recalled the scene afterwards, that in this +pause he gave the impression of physically swelling. She remembered +staring at him with wide, frightened eyes and parted lips. + +"I couldn't," he repeated, with the same strange emphasis and a palpable +attempt at complacency. "But--er--circumstances have changed since +then." + +"What do you mean, Howard?" she whispered. + +The corners of his mouth twitched in the attempt to repress a smile. + +"I mean," he said, "that the president of a trust company can afford to +live in a better house than the junior partner of Dallam and Spence." + +"The president of a trust company!" Honora scarcely recognized her own +voice--so distant it sounded. The room rocked, and she clutched the arm +of a chair and sat down. He came and stood over her. + +"I thought that would surprise you some," he said, obviously pleased by +these symptoms. "The fact is, I hadn't meant to break it to you until +morning. But I think I'll go in on the seven thirty-five." (He glanced +significantly up at the ceiling, as though Mrs. Holt had something to do +with this decision.) "President of the Orange Trust Company at forty +isn't so bad, eh?" + +"The Orange Trust Company? Did you say the Orange Trust Company?" + +"Yes." He produced a cigarette. "Old James Wing and Brent practically +control it. You see, if I do say it myself, I handled some things pretty +well for Brent this summer, and he's seemed to appreciate it. He and +Wing were buying in traction stocks out West. But you could have knocked +me down with a paper-knife when he came to me--" + +"When did he come to you?" she asked breathlessly. + +"Yesterday. We went down town together, you remember, and he asked me +to step into his office. Well, we talked it over, and I left on the one +o'clock for Newport to see Mr. Wing. Wonderful old man! I sat up with +him till midnight--it wasn't any picnic" . . . + +More than once during the night Honora awoke with a sense of oppression, +and each time went painfully through the whole episode from the evening-- +some weeks past when Trixton Brent had first mentioned the subject of the +trust company, to the occurrence in the automobile and Howard's +triumphant announcement. She had but a vague notion of how that scene +had finished; or of how, limply, she had got to bed. Round and round the +circle she went in each waking period. To have implored him to +relinquish the place had been waste of breath; and then--her reasons? +These were the moments when the current was strongest, when she grew +incandescent with humiliation and pain; when stray phrases in red letters +of Brent's were illuminated. Merit! He had a contempt for her husband +which he had not taken the trouble to hide. But not a business contempt. +"As good as the next man," Brent had said--or words to that effect. "As +good as the next man!" Then she had tacitly agreed to the bargain, and +refused to honour the bill! No, she had not, she had not. Before God, +she was innocent of that! When she reached this point it was always to +James Wing that she clung--the financier, at least, had been impartial. +And it was he who saved her. + +At length she opened her eyes to discover with bewilderment that the room +was flooded with light, and then she sprang out of bed and went to the +open window. To seaward hung an opal mist, struck here and there with +crimson. She listened; some one was whistling an air she had heard +before--Mrs. Barclay had been singing it last night! Wheels crunched the +gravel--Howard was going off. She stood motionless until the horse's +hoofs rang on the highroad, and then hurried into her dressing-gown and +slippers and went downstairs to the telephone and called a number. + +"Is this Mr. Brent's? Will you say to Mr. Brent that Mrs. Spence would +be greatly, obliged if he stopped a moment at her house before going to +town? Thank you." + +She returned to her room and dressed with feverish haste, trying to +gather her wits for an ordeal which she felt it would have killed her to +delay. At ten minutes to eight she emerged again and glanced anxiously +at Mrs. Holt's door; and scarcely had she reached the lower hall before +he drove into the circle. She was struck more forcibly than ever by the +physical freshness of the man, and he bestowed on her, as he took her +hand, the peculiar smile she knew so well, that always seemed to have an +enigma behind it. At sight and touch of him the memory of what she had +prepared to say vanished. + +"Behold me, as ever, your obedient servant," he said, as he followed her +into the screened-off portion of the porch. + +"You must think it strange that I sent for you, I know," she cried, as +she turned to him. "But I couldn't wait. I--I did not know until last +night. Howard only told me then. Oh, you didn't do it for me! Please +say you didn't do it for me!" + +"My dear Honora," replied Trixton Brent, gravely, "we wanted your husband +for his abilities and the valuable services he can render us." + +She stood looking into his eyes, striving to penetrate to the soul +behind, ignorant or heedless that others before her had tried and failed. +He met her gaze unflinchingly, and smiled. + +"I want the truth," she craved. + +"I never lie--to a woman," he said. + +"My life--my future depends upon it," she went on. "I'd rather scrub +floors, I'd rather beg--than to have it so. You must believe me!" + +"I do believe you," he affirmed. And he said it with a gentleness and a +sincerity that startled her. + +"Thank you," she answered simply. And speech became very difficult. +"If--if I haven't been quite fair with you--Mr. Brent, I am sorry. I--I +liked you, and I like you to-day better than ever before. And I can +quite see now how I must have misled you into thinking--queer things +about me. I didn't mean to. I have learned a lesson." + +She took a deep, involuntary breath. The touch of lightness in his reply +served to emphasize the hitherto unsuspected fact that sportsmanship in +Trixton Brent was not merely a code, but assumed something of the +grandeur of a principle. + +"I, too, have learned a lesson," he replied. "I have learned the +difference between nature and art. I am something of a connoisseur in +art. I bow to nature, and pay my bets." + +"Your bets?" she asked, with a look. + +"My renunciations, forfeits, whatever you choose to call them. I have +been fairly and squarely beaten--but by nature, not by art. That is my +consolation." + +Laughter struck into her eyes like a shaft of sunlight into a well; her +emotions were no longer to be distinguished. And in that moment she +wondered what would have happened if she had loved this man, and why +she had not. And when next he spoke, she started. + +"How is my elderly dove-coloured friend this morning?" he asked. "That +dinner with her was one of the great events of my life. I didn't suppose +such people existed any more." + +"Perhaps you'll stay to breakfast with her," suggested Honora, smiling. +"I know she'd like to see you again." + +"No, thanks," he said, taking her hand, "I'm on my way to the train--I'd +quite forgotten it. Au revoir!" He reached the end of the porch, +turned, and called back, "As a 'dea ex machina', she has never been +equalled." + +Honora stood for a while looking after him, until she heard a footstep +behind her,--Mrs. Holt's. + +"Who was that, my dear?" she asked, "Howard?" + +"Howard has gone, Mrs. Holt," Honora replied, rousing herself. "I must +make his apologies. It was Mr. Brent." + +"Mr. Brent!" the good lady repeated, with a slight upward lift of the +faint eyebrows. "Does he often call this early?" + +Honora coloured a little, and laughed. + +"I asked him to breakfast with you, but be had to catch a train. He-- +wished to be remembered. He took such a fancy to you." + +"I am afraid," said Mrs. Holt, "that his fancy is a thing to be avoided. +Are you coming to Silverdale with me, Honora?" + +"Yes, Mrs. Holt," she replied, slipping her arm through that of her +friend, "for as long as you will let me stay." + +And she left a note for Howard to that effect. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Thinking that because you have no ideals, other people haven't + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MODERN CHRONICLE, V4, BY CHURCHILL *** + +*********** This file should be named wc40w10.txt or wc40w10.zip ************ + +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, wc40w11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, wc40w10a.txt + +This eBook was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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