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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/5552.txt b/5552.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..98092cc --- /dev/null +++ b/5552.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2459 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook Margery, by Georg Ebers, Volume 1. +#113 in our series by Georg Ebers + +Copyright laws are changing all over the world. Be sure to check the +copyright laws for your country before downloading or redistributing +this or any other Project Gutenberg eBook. + +This header should be the first thing seen when viewing this Project +Gutenberg file. Please do not remove it. Do not change or edit the +header without written permission. + +Please read the "legal small print," and other information about the +eBook and Project Gutenberg at the bottom of this file. Included is +important information about your specific rights and restrictions in +how the file may be used. You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**EBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These EBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers***** + + +Title: Margery, Volume 1. + +Author: Georg Ebers + +Release Date: April, 2004 [EBook #5552] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on August 2, 2002] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + + + + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MARGERY, BY GEORG EBERS, V1 *** + + + +This eBook was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + + + +[NOTE: There is a short list of bookmarks, or pointers, at the end of the +file for those who may wish to sample the author's ideas before making an +entire meal of them. D.W.] + + + + + +MARGERY + +By Georg Ebers + +Volume 1. + + + + +TRANSLATOR'S NOTE: + +In translating what is supposed to be a transcript into modern German of +the language of Nuremberg in the fifteenth century, I have made no +attempt to imitate English phraseology of the same date. The difficulty +would in fact be insuperable to the writer and the annoyance to the +reader almost equally great. + +I have merely endeavored to avoid essentially modern words and forms of +speech. + + + + +INTRODUCTION: + +"PIETRO GIUSTINIANI, merchant, of Venice." This was the signature +affixed to his receipt by the little antiquary in the city of St. Mark, +from whom I purchased a few stitched sheets of manuscript. What a name +and title! + +As I remarked on the splendor of his ancestry he slapped his pocket, and +exclaimed, half in pride and half in lamentation: + +"Yes, they had plenty of money; but what has become of it?" + +"And have you no record of their deeds?" I asked the little man, who +himself wore a moustache with stiff military points to it. + +"Their deeds!" he echoed scornfully. "I wish they had been less zealous +in their pursuit of fame and had managed their money matters better!-- +Poor child!" + +And he pointed to little Marietta who was playing among the old books, +and with whom I had already struck up a friendship. She this day +displayed some strange appendage in the lobes of her ears, which on +closer examination I found to be a twist of thread. + +The child's pretty dark head was lying confidentially against my arm and +as, with my fingers, I felt this singular ornament, I heard, from behind +the little desk at the end of the counter, her mother's shrill voice in +complaining accents: "Aye, Sir, it is a shame in a family which has given +three saints to the Church--Saint Nicholas, Saint Anna, and Saint +Eufemia, all three Giustinianis as you know--in a family whose sons have +more than once worn a cardinal's hat--that a mother, Sir, should be +compelled to let her own child--But you are fond of the little one, Sir, +as every one is hereabout. Heh, Marietta! What would you say if the +gentleman were to give you a pair of ear-rings, now; real gold ear-rings +I mean? Thread for ear-rings, Sir, in the ears of a Giustiniani! It is +absurd, preposterous, monstrous; and a right-thinking gentleman like you, +Sir, will never deny that." + +How could I neglect such a hint; and when I had gratified the antiquary's +wife, I could reflect with some pride that I might esteem myself a +benefactor to a family which boasted of its descent from the Emperor +Justinian, which had been called the 'Fabia gens' of Venice, and, in its +day had given to the Republic great generals, far-seeing statesmen, and +admirable scholars. + +When, at length, I had to quit the city and took leave of the curiosity- +dealer, he pressed my hand with heartfelt regret; and though the Signora +Giustiniani, as she pocketed a tolerably thick bundle of paper money, +looked at me with that kindly pity which a good woman is always ready to +bestow on the inexperienced, especially when they are young, that, no +doubt, was because the manuscript I had acquired bore such a dilapidated +appearance. The margins of the thick old Nuremberg paper were eaten into +by mice and insects, in many places black patches like tinder dropped +away from the yellow pages; indeed, many passages of the once clear +writing had so utterly faded that I scarcely hoped to see them made +legible again by the chemist's art. However, the contents of the +document were so interesting and remarkable, so unique in relation to the +time when it was written, that they irresistibly riveted my attention, +and in studying them I turned half the night into day. There were nine +separate parts. All, except the very last one, were in the same hand, +and they seemed to have formed a single book before they were torn +asunder. The cover and title-page were lost, but at the head of the +first page these words were written in large letters: "The Book of my +Life." Then followed a long passage in crude verse, very much to this +effect. + + "What we behold with waking Eye + Can, to our judgment, never lie, + And what through Sense and Sight we gain. + Becometh part of Soul and Brain. + Look round the World in which you dwell + Nor, Snail-like, live within your Shell; + And if you see His World aright + The Lord shall grant you double Sight. + For, though your Mind and Soul be small, + If you but open them to all + The great wide World, they will expand + Those glorious Things to understand. + When Heart and Brain are great with Love + Man is most like the Lord above. + Look up to Him with patient Eye + Not on your own Infirmity. + In pious Trust yourself forget + For others only toil and fret, + Since all we do for fellow Men + With right good Will, shall be our Gain. + What if the Folk should call you Fool + Care not, but act by Virtue's Rule, + Contempt and Curses let them fling, + God's Blessing shields you from their Sting. + Grey is my Head but young my Heart; + In Nuremberg, ere I depart, + Children and Grandchildren, for you + I write this Book, and it is true." + + MARGERY SCHOPPER. + + +Below the verses the text of the narrative began with these words: "In +the yere of our Lord M/CCCC/lx/VI dyd I begynne to wrtre in thys lytel +Boke thys storie of my lyf, as I haue lyued it." + +It was in her sixty-second year that the writer had first begun to note +down her reminiscences. This becomes clear as we go on, but it may be +gathered from the first lines on the second page which begins thus: + + "I, Margery Schopper, was borne in the yere of our Lord M/CCCC/IV on + a Twesday after 'Palmarum' Sonday, at foure houris after mydnyght. + Myn uncle Kristan Pfinzing was god sib to me in my chrystening. My + fader, God assoyle his soul, was Franz Schopper, iclyped the Singer. + He dyed on a Monday after 'Laetare'--[The fourth Sunday in Lent.]-- + Sonday M/CCCC/IV. And he hadde to wyf Kristine Peheym whyche was my + moder. Also she bare to hym my brethren Herdegen and Kunz Schopper. + My moder dyed in the vigil of Seint Kateryn M/CCCC/V. Thus was I + refte of my moder whyle yet a babe; also the Lord broughte sorwe + upon me in that of hys grace He callyd my fader out of thys worlde + before that ever I sawe the lyght of dai." + +These few lines, which I read in the little antiquary's shop, betrayed me +to my ruin; for, in my delight at finding the daily journal of a German +housewife of the beginning of the fifteenth century my heart overflowed; +forgetting all prudence I laughed aloud, exclaiming "splendid," +"wonderful," "what a treasure!" But it would have been beyond all human +power to stand speechless, for, as I read on, I found things which far +exceeded my fondest expectations. The writer of these pages had not been +content, like the other chroniclers of her time and of her native town- +such as Ulman Stromer, Andres Tucher and their fellows--to register +notable facts without any connection, the family affairs, items of +expenditure and mercantile measures of her day; she had plainly and +candidly recorded everything that had happened to her from her childhood +to the close of her life. This Margery had inherited some of her +father's artistic gifts; he is mentioned in Ulman Stromer's famous +chronicle, where he is spoken of as "the Singer." It was to her mother, +however, that she owed her bold spirit, for she was a Behaim, cousin to +the famous traveller Behaim of Schwarzbach, whose mother is known to have +been one of the Schopper family, daughter to Herdegen Schopper. + +In the course of a week I had not merely read the manuscript, but had +copied a great deal of what seemed to me best worth preservation, +including the verses. I subsequently had good reason to be glad that I +had taken so much pains, though travelling about at the time; for a cruel +disaster befel the trunk in which the manuscript was packed, with other +books and a few treasures, and which I had sent home by sea. The ship +conveying them was stranded at the mouth of the Elbe and my precious +manuscript perished miserably in the wreck. + +The nine stitched sheets, of which the last was written by the hand of +Margery Schopper's younger brother, had found their way to Venice--as was +recorded on the last page--in the possession of Margery's great-grandson, +who represented the great mercantile house of Im Hoff on the Fondaco, and +who ultimately died in the City of St. Mark. When that famous firm was +broken up the papers were separated from their cover and had finally +fallen into the hands of the curiosity dealer of whom I bought them. And +after surviving travels on land, risk of fire, the ravages of worms and +the ruthlessness of man for four centuries, they finally fell a prey to +the destructive fury of the waves; but my memory served me well as to the +contents, and at my bidding was at once ready to aid me in restoring the +narrative I had read. The copied portions were a valuable aid, and +imagination was able to fill the gaps; and though it failed, no doubt, to +reproduce Margery Schopper's memoirs phrase for phrase and word for word, +I have on the whole succeeded in transcribing with considerable +exactitude all that she herself had thought worthy to be rescued from +oblivion. Moreover I have avoided the repetition of the mode of talk in +the fifteenth century, when German was barely commencing to be used as a +written language, since scholars, writers, and men of letters always +chose the Latin tongue for any great or elegant intellectual work. The +narrator's expressions would only be intelligible to a select few, and, +I should have done my Margery injustice, had I left the ideas and +descriptions, whose meaning I thoroughly understood, in the clumsy form +she had given them. The language of her day is a mirror whose uneven +surface might easily reflect the fairest picture in blurred or distorted +out lines to modern eyes. Much, indeed which most attracted me in her +descriptions will have lost its peculiar charm in mine; as to whether I +have always supplemented her correctly, that must remain an open +question. + +I have endeavored to throw myself into the mind and spirit of my Margery +and repeat her tale with occasional amplification, in a familiar style, +yet with such a choice of words as seems suitable to the date of her +narrative. Thus I have perpetuated all that she strove to record for her +descendants out of her warm heart and eager brain; though often in mere +outline and broken sentences, still, in the language of her time and of +her native province. + + + + +MARGERY + +CHAPTER I. + +I, MARGERY SCHOPPER, was born in the year of our Lord 1404, on the +Tuesday after Palm Sunday. My uncle Christan Pfinzing of the Burg, a +widower whose wife had been a Schopper, held me at the font. My father, +God have his soul, was Franz Schopper, known as Franz the Singer. He +died in the night of the Monday after Laetare Sunday in 1404, and his +wife my mother, God rest her, whose name was Christine, was born a +Behaim; she had brought him my two brothers Herdegen and Kunz, and she +died on the eve of Saint Catharine's day 1404; so that I lost my mother +while I was but a babe, and God dealt hardly with me also in taking my +father to Himself in His mercy, before I ever saw the light. + +Instead of a loving father, such as other children have, I had only a +grave in the churchyard, and the good report of him given by such as had +known him; and by their account he must have been a right merry and +lovable soul, and a good man of business both in his own affairs and in +those pertaining to the city. He was called "the Singer" because, even +when he was a member of the town-council, he could sing sweetly and +worthily to the lute. This art he learned in Lombardy, where he had been +living at Padua to study the law there; and they say that among those +outlandish folk his music brought him a rich reward in the love of the +Italian ladies and damsels. He was a well-favored man, of goodly stature +and pleasing to look upon, as my brother Herdegen his oldest son bears +witness, since it is commonly said that he is the living image of his +blessed father; and I, who am now an old woman, may freely confess that +I have seldom seen a man whose blue eyes shone more brightly beneath his +brow, or whose golden hair curled thicker over his neck and shoulders +than my brother's in the high day of his happy youth. + +He was born at Eastertide, and the Almighty blessed him with a happy +temper such as he bestows only on a Sunday-child. He, too, was skilled +in the art of singing, and as my other brother, my playmate Kunz, had +also a liking for music and song, there was ever a piping and playing in +our orphaned and motherless house, as if it were a nest of mirthful +grasshoppers, and more childlike gladness and happy merriment reigned +there than in many another house that rejoices in the presence of father +and mother. And I have ever been truly thankful to the Almighty that +it was so; for as I have often seen, the life of children who lack a +mother's love is like a day when the sun is hidden by storm-clouds. +But the merciful God, who laid his hand on our mother's heart, filled +that of another woman with a treasure of love towards me and my brothers. + +Our cousin Maud, a childless widow, took upon herself to care for us. +As a maid, and before she had married her departed husband, she had been +in love with my father, and then had looked up to my mother as a saint +from Heaven, so she could have no greater joy than to tell us tales about +our parents; and when she did so her eyes would be full of tears, and as +every word came straight from her heart it found its way straight to +ours; and as we three sat round, listening to her, besides her own two +eyes there were soon six more wet enough to need a handkerchief. + +Her gait was heavy and awkward, and her face seemed as though it had been +hewn out of coarse wood, so that it was a proper face to frighten +children; even when she was young they said that her appearance was too +like a man and devoid of charms, and for that reason my father never +heeded her love for him; but her eyes were like open windows, and out of +them looked everything that was good and kind and loving and true, like +angels within. For the sake of those eyes you forgot all else; all that +was rough in her, and her wide nose with the deep dent just in the +middle, and such hair on her lip as many a young stripling might envy +her. + +And Sebald Kresz knew very well what he was about when he took to wife +Maud Im Hoff when he was between sixty and seventy years of age; and she +had nothing to look forward to in life as she stood at the altar with +him, but to play the part of nurse to a sickly perverse old man. But to +Maud it seemed as fair a lot to take care of a fellow-creature as it is +to many another to be nursed and cherished; and it was the reward of her +faithful care that she could keep the old man from the clutch of Death +for full ten years longer. After his decease she was left a well-to-do +widow; but instead of taking thought for herself she at once entered on a +life of fresh care, for she undertook the duty of filling the place of +mother to us three orphans. + +As I grew up she would often instruct me in her kind voice, which was as +deep as the bass pipe of an organ, that she had set three aims before her +in bringing us up, namely: to make us good and Godfearing; to teach us to +agree among ourselves so that each should be ready to give everything up +to the others; and to make our young days as happy as possible. How far +she succeeded in the first I leave to others to judge; but a more united +family than we ever were I should like any man to show me, and because it +was evident from a hundred small tokens how closely we clung together +folks used to speak of us as "the three links," especially as the arms +borne by the Schoppers display three rings linked to form a chain. + +As for myself, I was the youngest and smallest of the three links, and +yet I was the middle one; for if ever it fell that Herdegen and Kunz had +done one thing or another which led them to disagree and avoid or defy +each other, they always came together again by seeking me and through my +means. But though I thus sometimes acted as peacemaker it is no credit +to me, since I did not bring them together out of any virtue or +praiseworthy intent, but simply because I could not bear to stand alone, +or with only one ring linked to me. + +Alas! how far behind me lies the bright, happy youth of which I now +write! I have reached the top of life's hill, nay, I have long since +overstepped the ridge; and, as I look back and think of all I have seen +and known, it is not to the end that I may get wisdom for myself whereby +to do better as I live longer. My old bones are stiff and set; it would +be vain now to try to bend them. No, I write this little book for my own +pleasure, and to be of use and comfort to my children and grandchildren. +May they avoid the rocks on which I have bruised my feet, and where I +have walked firmly on may they take example by an old woman's brave +spirit, though I have learned in a thousand ways that no man gains profit +by any experience other than his own. + +So I will begin at the beginning. + +I could find much to tell of my happy childhood, for then everything +seems new; but it profits not to tell of what every one has known in his +own life, and what more can a Nuremberg child have to say of her early +growth and school life than ever another. The blades in one field and +the trees in one wood share the same lot without any favour. It is true +that in many ways I was unlike other children; for my cousin Maud would +often say that I would not abide rule as beseems a maid, and Herdegen's +lament that I was not born a boy still sounds in my ears when I call to +mind our wild games. Any one who knows the window on the first floor, +at the back of our house, from which I would jump into the courtyard to +do as my brothers did, would be fairly frightened, and think it a wonder +that I came out of it with whole bones; but yet I was not always minded +to riot with the boys, and from my tenderest years I was a very +thoughtful little maid. But there were things; in my young life very apt +to sharpen my wits. + +We Schoppers are nearly allied with every worshipful family in the town, +or of a rank to sit in the council and bear a coat of arms; these being, +in fact, in Nuremberg, the class answering to the families of the +Signoria in Venice, whose names are enrolled in the Libro d'Oro. What +the Barberighi, the Foscari, the Grimaldi, the Giustiniani and the like, +are there, the families of Stromer, Behaim, Im Hoff, Tucher, Kresz, +Baumgartner, Pfinzing, Pukheimer, Holzschuher, and so forth, are with us; +and the Schoppers certainly do not rank lowest on the list. We who hold +ourselves entitled to bear arms, to ride in tournaments, and take office +in the Church, and who have a right to call ourselves nobles and +patricians, are all more or less kith and kin. Wherever in Nuremberg +there was a fine house we could find there an uncle and aunt, cousins +and kinsmen, or at least godparents, and good friends of our deceased +parents. Wherever one of them might chance to meet us, even if it were +in the street, he would say: "Poor little orphans! God be good to the +fatherless!" and tears would sparkle in the eyes of many a kindhearted +woman. Even the gentlemen of the Council--for most of the elders of our +friends were members of it--would stroke my fair hair and look at me as +pitifully as though I were some poor sinner for whom there could be no +mercy in the eyes of the judges of a court of justice. + +Why was it that men deemed me so unfortunate when I knew no sorrow and my +heart was as gay as a singing bird? I could not ask cousin Maud, for she +was sorely troubled if I had but a finger-ache, and how could I tell her +that I was such a miserable creature in the eyes of other folks? But I +presently found out for myself why and wherefore they pitied me; for +seven who called me fatherless, seventy would speak of me as motherless +when they addressed me with pity. Our misfortune was that we had no +mother. But was there not Cousin Maud, and was not she as good as any +mother? To be sure she was only a cousin, and she must lack something of +what a real mother feels. + +And though I was but a heedless, foolish child I kept my eyes open and +began to look about me. I took no one into the secret but my brothers, +and though my elder brother chid me, and bid me only be thankful to our +cousin for all her goodness, I nevertheless began to watch and learn. + +There were a number of children at the Stromers' house--the Golden Rose +was its name--and they were still happy in having their mother. She was +a very cheerful young woman, as plump as a cherry, and pink and white +like blood on snow; and she never fixed her gaze on me as others did, +but would frolic with me or scold me sharply when I did any wrong. +At the Muffels, on the contrary, the mistress was dead, and the master +had not long after brought home another mother to his little ones, a +stepmother, Susan, who was my maid, was wont to call her; and such a +mother was no more a real mother than our good cousin--I knew that much +from the fairy tales to which I was ever ready to hearken. But I saw +this very stepmother wash and dress little Elsie, her husband's youngest +babe and not her own, and lull her till she fell asleep; and she did it +right tenderly, and quite as she ought. And then, when the child was +asleep she kissed it, too, on its brow and cheeks. + +And yet Mistress Stromer, of the Golden-Rose House, did differently; for +when she took little Clare that was her own babe out of the water, and +laid it on warm clouts on the swaddling board, she buried her face in the +sweet, soft flesh, and kissed the whole of its little body all over, +before and behind, from head to foot, as if it were all one sweet, rosy +mouth; and they both laughed with hearty, loving merriment, as the mother +pressed her lips against the babe's white, clean skin and trumpeted till +the room rang, or clasped it, wrapped in napkins to her warm breast, as +if she could hug it to death. And she broke into a loud, strange laugh, +and cried as she fondled it: "My treasure, my darling, my God-sent jewel! +My own, my own--I could eat thee!" + +No, Mistress Muffel never behaved so to Elsie, her husband's babe. +Notwithstanding I knew right well that Cousin Maud had been just as fond +of me as Dame Stromer of her own babes, and so far our cousin was no way +different from a real mother. And I said as much to myself, when I laid +me down to sleep in my little white bed at night, and my cousin came and +folded her hands as I folded mine and, after we had said the prayers for +the Angelus together, as we did every evening, she laid her head by the +side of mine, and pressed my baby face to her own big face. I liked this +well enough, and I whispered in her ear: "Tell me, Cousin Maud, are you +not my real, true mother?" + +And she hastily replied, "In my heart I am, most truly; and you are a +very lucky maid, my Margery, for instead of only one mother you have two: +me, here below, to care for you and foster you, and the other up among +the angels above, looking down on you and beseeching the all-gracious +Virgin who is so nigh to her, to keep your little heart pure, and to +preserve you from all ill; nay, perhaps she herself is wearing a glory +and a heavenly crown. Look at her face." And Cousin Maud held up the +lamp so that the light fell on a large picture. My eyes beheld the +lovely portrait in front of me, and meseemed it looked at me with a deep +gaze and stretched out loving arms to me. I sat up in my bed; the +feelings which filled my little heart overflowed my lips, and I said in a +whisper: "Oh, Cousin Maud! Surely my mammy might kiss me for once, and +fondle me as Mistress Stromer does her little Clare." + +Cousin Maud set the lamp on the table, and without a word she lifted me +out of bed and held me up quite close to the face of the picture; and I +understood. My lips softly touched the red lips on the canvas; and, as I +was all the happier, I fancied that my mother in Heaven must be glad too. + +Then my cousin sighed: "Well, well!" and murmured other words to +herself; she laid me in the bed again, tucked the coverlet tightly round +me as I loved to have it, gave me another kiss, waited till I had settled +my head on the pillow, and whispered: "Now go to sleep and dream of your +sainted mother." + +She quitted the room; but she had left the lamp, and as soon as I was +alone I looked once more at the picture, which showed me my mother in +right goodly array. She had a rose on her breast, her golden fillet +looked like the crown of the Queen of Heaven, and in her robe of rich, +stiff brocade she was like some great Saint. But what seemed to me more +heavenly than all the rest was her rose and white young face, and the +sweet mouth which I had touched with my lips. Oh if I had but once had +the happiness of kissing that mouth in life! A sudden feeling glowed +in my heart, and an inward voice told me that a thousand kisses +from Cousin Maud would never be worth one single kiss from that lovely +young mother, and that I had indeed lost almost as much as my pitying +friends had said. And I could not help sorrowing, weeping for a long +time; I felt as though I had lost just what was best and dearest, and +for the first time I saw that my good cousin was right ugly as other +folks said, and my silly little head conceived that a real mother must be +fair to look upon, and that however kind any one else might be she could +never be so gracious and lovable. + +And so I fell asleep; and in my dreams the picture came towards me out of +the frame and took me in her arms as Madonna takes her Holy Child, and +looked at me with a gaze as if all the love on earth had met in those +eyes. I threw my arms round her neck and waited for her to fondle and +play with me like Mistress Stromer with her little Clare; but she gently +and sadly shook her head with the golden crownlet, and went up to Cousin +Maud and set me in her lap. + +"I have never forgot that dream, and often in my prayers have I lifted up +my heart to my sainted mother, and cried to her as to the blessed Virgin +and Saint Margaret, my name-saint; and how often she has heard me and +rescued me in need and jeopardy! As to my cousin, she was ever dearer to +me from that night; for had not my own mother given me to her, and when +folks looked at me pitifully and bewailed my lot, I could laugh in my +heart and think: 'If only you knew! Your children have only one mother, +but we have two; and our own real mother is prettier than any one's, +while the other, for all that she is so ugly, is the best.'" + +It was the compassion of folks that first led me to such thoughts, and as +I grew older I began to deem that their pity had done little good to my +young soul. Friends are ever at hand to comfort every job; but few are +they who come to share his heaviness, all the more so because all men +take pleasure in comparing their own fair lot with the evil lot of +others. Compassion--and I am the last to deny it--is a noble and right +healing grace; but those who are so ready to extend it should be cautious +how they do so, especially in the case of a child, for a child is like a +sapling which needs light, and those who darken the sun that shines on it +sin against it, and hinder its growth. Instead of bewailing it, make it +glad; that is the comfort that befits it. + +I felt I had discovered a great and important secret and I was eager to +make our sainted mother known to my brothers; but they had found her +already without any aid from their little sister. I told first one and +then the other all that stirred within me, and when I spoke to Herdegen, +the elder, I saw at once that it was nothing new to him. Kunz, the +younger, I found in the swing; he flew so high that I thought he would +fling himself out, and I cried to him to stop a minute; but, as he +clutched the rope tighter and pulled himself together to stand firm on +the board, he cried: "Leave me now, Margery; I want to go up, up; up to +Heaven--up to where mother is!" + +That was enough for me; and from that hour we often spoke together of our +sainted mother, and Cousin Maud took care that we should likewise keep +our father in mind. She had his portrait--as she had had my mother's-- +brought from the great dining-room, where it had hung, into the large +children's room where she slept with me. And this picture, too, left +its mark on my after-life; for when I had the measles, and Master Paul +Rieter, the town physician and our doctor, came to see me, he stayed a +long time, as though he could not bear to depart, standing in front of +the portrait; and when he turned to me again, his face was quite red with +sorrowful feeling--for he had been a favorite friend of my father, at +Padua--and he exclaimed: "What a fortunate child art thou, little +Margery!" + +I must have looked at him puzzled enough, for no one had ever esteemed me +fortunate, unless it were Cousin Maud or the Waldstromers in the forest; +and Master Paul must have observed my amazement, for he went on. "Yea, +a happy child art thou; for so are all babes, maids or boys, who come +into the world after their father's death." As I gazed into his face, +no less astonished than before, he laid the gold knob of his cane against +his nose and said: "Remember, little simpleton, the good God would not be +what he is, would not be a man of honor--God forgive the words--if he did +not take a babe whom He had robbed of its father before it had seen the +light or had one proof of his love under His own special care. Mark what +I say, child. Is it a small thing to be the ward of a guardian who is +not only Almighty but true above all truth?" And those words have +followed me through all my life till this very hour. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +Thus passed our childhood, as I have already said, in very great +happiness; and by the time that my brothers had left the leading strings +far behind them, and were studying their 'Donatus', Cousin Maud was +teaching me to read and write, and that with much mirth and the most +frolicsome ways. For instance, she would stamp four copies of each +letter out of sweet honey-cakes, and when I knew them well she gave me +these tiny little A. B. C. cakes, and one I ate myself, and gave the +others to my brothers, or Susan, or my cousin. Often I put them in my +satchel to carry them into the woods with me, and give them to my Cousin +Gotz's favorite hound or his cross-beak; for he himself did not care for +sweets. I shall have many things to tell of him and the forest; even +when I was very small it was my greatest joy to be told that we were +going to the woods, for there dwelt the dearest and most faithful of all +our kinsmen: my uncle Waldstromer and his family. The stately hunting- +lodge in which he dwelt as head forester of the Lorenzerwald in the +service of the Emperor and of our town, had greater joys for me than any +other, since not only were there the woods with all their delights and +wonders, but also, besides many hounds, a number of strange beasts, and +other pastimes such as a town child knows little of. + +But what I most loved was the only son of my uncle and aunt Waldstromer, +for whose dog I kept my cake letters; for though Cousin Gotz was older +than I by eleven years, he nevertheless did not scorn me, but whenever I +asked him to show me this or that, or teach me some light woodland craft, +he would leave his elders to please me. + +When I was six years old I went to the forest one day in a scarlet velvet +hood, and after that he ever called me his little "Red riding-hood," and +I liked to be called so; and of all the boys and lads I ever met among my +brothers' friends or others I deemed none could compare with Gotz; my +guileless heart was so wholly his that I always mentioned his name in my +little prayers. + +Till I was nine we had gone out into the forest three or four times in +each year to pass some weeks; but after this I was sent to school, and +as Cousin Maud took it much to heart, because she knew that my father had +set great store by good learning, we paid such visits more rarely; and +indeed, the strict mistress who ruled my teaching would never have +allowed me to break through my learning for pastime's sake. + +Sister Margaret, commonly called the Carthusian nun, was the name of the +singular woman who was chosen to be my teacher. She was at once the most +pious and learned soul living; she was Prioress of a Carthusian nunnery +and had written ten large choirbooks, besides others. Though the rule of +her order forbade discourse, she was permitted to teach. + +Oh, how I trembled when Cousin Maud first took me to the convent. + +As a rule my tongue was never still, unless it were when Herdegen sang to +me, or thought aloud, telling me his dreams of what he would do when he +had risen to be chancellor, or captain-in chief of the Imperial army, and +had found a count's or a prince's daughter to carry home to his grand +castle. Besides, the wild wood was a second home to me, and now I was +shut up in a convent where the silence about me crushed me like a too +tight bodice. The walls of the vast antechamber, where I was left to +wait, were covered with various texts in Latin, and several times +repeated were these words under a skull. + +"Bitter as it is to live a Carthusian, it is right sweet to die one." + +There was a crucifix in a shrine, and so much bright red blood flowed +from the Crown of Thorns and the Wounds that the Sacred Body was half +covered with it, and I was sore afraid at the sight--oh I can find no +words for it! And all the while one nun after another glided through the +chamber in silence, and with bowed head, her arms folded, and never so +much as lifting an eye to look at me. + +It was in May; the day was fine and pleasant, but I began to shiver, +and I felt as if the Spring had bloomed and gone, and I had suddenly +forgotten how to laugh and be glad. Presently a cat stole in, leapt on +to the bench where I sat, and arched her back to rub up against me; but I +drew away, albeit I commonly laved to play with animals; for it glared at +me strangely with its green eyes, and I had a sudden fear that it would +turn into a werewolf and do me a hurt. + +At length the door opened, and a woman in nun's weeds came in with my +cousin; she was the taller by a head. I had never seen so tall a woman, +but the nun was very thin, too, and her shoulders scarce broader than my +own. Ere long, indeed, she stooped a good deal, and as time went on I +saw her ever with her back bent and her head bowed. They said she had +some hurt of the back-bone, and that she had taken this bent shape from +writing, which she always did at night. + +At first I dared not look up in her face, for my cousin had told me that +with her I must be very diligent, that idleness never escaped her keen +eyes; and Gotz Waldstromer knew the meaning of the Latin motto with which +she began all her writings: "Beware lest Satan find thee idle!" These +words flashed through my mind at this moment; I felt her eye fixed upon +me, and I started as she laid her cold, thin fingers on my brow and +firmly, but not ungently, made me lift my drooping head. I raised my +eyes, and how glad I was when in her pale, thin face I saw nothing but +true, sweet good will. + +She asked me in a low, clear voice, though hardly above a whisper, how +old I was, what was my name, and what I had learnt already. She spoke in +brief sentences, not a word too little or too many; and she ever set me +my tasks in the same manner; for though, by a dispensation, she might +speak, she ever bore in mind that at the Last Day we shall be called to +account for every word we utter. + +At last she spoke of my sainted parents, but she only said: "Thy father +and mother behold thee ever; therefore be diligent in school that they +may rejoice in thee.--To-morrow and every morning at seven." Then she +kissed me gently on my head, bowed to my cousin without a word, and +turned her back upon us. But afterwards, as I walked on in the open air +glad to be moving, and saw the blue sky and the green meadows once more, +and heard the birds sing and the children at play, I felt as it were a +load lifted from my breast; but I likewise felt the tall, silent nun's +kiss, and as if she had given me something which did me honor. + +Next morning I went to school for the first time; and whereas it is +commonly the part of a child's godparents only to send it parcels of +sweetmeats when it goes to school, I had many from various kinsfolks and +other of our friends, because they pitied me as a hapless orphan. + +I thought more of my riches, and how to dispense them, than of school and +tasks; and as my cousin would only put one parcel into my little satchel +I stuffed another--quite a little one, sent me by rich mistress Grosz, +with a better kind of sweeties--into the wallet which hung from my +girdle. + +On the way I looked about at the folks to see if they observed how I had +got on, and my little heart beat fast as I met my cousin Gotz in front of +Master Pernhart's brass-smithy. He had come from the forest to live in +the town, that he might learn book-keeping under the tax-gatherers. We +greeted each other merrily, and he pulled my plait of hair and went on +his way, while I felt as if this meeting had brought me good luck indeed. + +In school of course I had to forget such follies at once; for among +Sister Margaret's sixteen scholars I was far below most of them, not, +indeed in stature, for I was well-grown for my years, but in age and +learning and this I was to discover before the first hour was past. + +Fifteen of us were of the great city families, and this day, being the +first day of the school-term, we were all neatly clad in fine woollen +stuffs of Florence or of Flanders make, and colored knitted hose. We all +had fine lace ruffs round the cuffs of our tight sleeves and the square +cut fronts of our bodices; each little maid wore a silken ribbon to tie +her plaits, and almost all had gold rings in her ears and a gold pin at +her breast or in her girdle. Only one was in a simple garb, unlike the +others, and she, notwithstanding her weed was clean and fitting, was +arrayed in poor, grey home spun. As I looked on her I could not but mind +me of Cinderella; and when I looked in her face, and then at her feet to +see whether they were as neat and as little as in the tale, I saw that +she had small ankles and sweet little shoes; and as for her face, I +deemed I had never seen one so lovely and at the same time so strange to +me. Yea, she seemed to have come from another world than this that I and +the others lived in; for we were light or brown haired, with blue or grey +eyes, and healthy red and white faces; while Cinderella had a low +forehead and with big dark eyes strange, long, fine silky lashes; and +heavy plaits of black hair hung down her back. + +Ursula Tetzel was accounted by the lads the comeliest maiden of us all; +and I knew full well that the flower she wore in her bodice had been +given to her by my brother Herdegen early that morning, because he had +chosen her for his "Lady," and said she was the fairest; but as I looked +at her beside this stranger I deemed that she was of poorer stuff. + +Moreover Cinderella was a stranger to me, and all the others I knew well, +but I had to take patience for a whole hour ere I could ask who this fair +Cinderella was, for Sister Margaret kept her eye on us, and so long as I +was taught by her, no one at any time made so bold as to speak during +lessons or venture on any pastime. + +At last, in a few minutes for rest, I asked Ursula Tetzel, who had come +to the convent school for a year past. She put out her red nether-lip +with a look of scorn and said the new scholar had been thrust among us +but did not belong to the like of us. Sister Margaret, though of a noble +house herself, had forgot what was due to us and our families, and had +taken in this grey bat out of pity. Her father was a simple clerk in the +Chancery office and was accountant to the convent for some small wage. +His name was Veit Spiesz, and she had heard her father say that the +scribe was the son of a simple lute-player and could hardly earn enough +to live. He had formerly served in a merchant's house at Venice. There +he had wed an Italian woman, and all his children, which were many, had, +like her, hair and eyes as black as the devil. For the sake of a "God +repay thee!" this maid, named Ann, had been brought to mix with us +daughters of noble houses. "But we will harry her out," said Ursula, +"you will see!" + +This shocked me sorely, and I said that would be cruel and I would have +no part in such a matter; but Ursula laughed and said I was yet but a +green thing, and turned away to the window-shelf where all the new-comers +had laid out their sweetmeats at the behest of the eldest or first of the +class; for, by old custom, all the sweetmeats brought by the novices on +the first day were in common. + +All the party crowded round the heap of sweetmeats, which waxed greater +and greater, and I was standing among the others when I saw that the +scribe's daughter Ann, Cinderella, was standing lonely and hanging her +head by the tiled stove at the end of the room. I forthwith hastened to +her, pressed the little packet which Mistress Grosz had given me into her +hand--for I had it still hidden in my poke--and, whispered to her: "I had +two of them, little Ann; make haste and pour them on the heap." + +She gave me a questioning look with her great eyes, and when she saw that +I meant it truly she nodded, and there was something in her tearful look +which I never can forget; and I mind, too, that when I passed the little +packet into her hand it seemed that I, and not she, had received the +favor. + +She gave the sweetmeats she had taken from me to the eldest, and +spoke not a word, and did not seem to mark that they all mocked at the +smallness of the packet. But soon enough their scorn was turned to glee +and praises; for out of Cinderella's parcel such fine sweetmeats fell on +to the heap as never another one had brought with her, and among them was +a little phial of attar of roses from the Levant. + +At first Ann had cast an anxious look at me, then she seemed as though +she cared not; but when the oil of roses came to light she took it firmly +in her hand to give to me. But Ursula cried out: "Nay. Whatsoever the +new-comers bring is for all to share in common!" Notwithstanding, Ann +laid her hand on mine, which already held the phial, and said boldly: "I +give this to Margery, and I renounce all the rest." + +And there was not one to say her nay, or hinder her; and when she refused +to eat with them, each one strove to press upon her so much as fell to +her share. + +When Sister Margaret came back into the room she looked to find us in +good order and holding our peace; and while we awaited her Ann whispered +to me, as though to put herself right in my eyes: "I had a packet of +sweetmeats; but there are four little ones at home." + +Cousin Maud was waiting at the convent gate to take me home. As I was +setting forth at good speed, hand in hand with my new friend, she looked +at the little maid's plain garb from top to toe, and not kindly. And she +made me leave hold, but yet as though it were by chance, for she came +between us to put my hood straight. Then she busied herself with my +neckkerchief and whispered in my ear: "Who is that?" + +So I replied: "Little Ann;" and when she went on to ask who her father +might be, I told her she was a scrivener's daughter, and was about to +speak of her with hearty good will, when my cousin stopped me by saying +to Ann: "God save you child; Margery and I must hurry." And she strove +to get me on and away; but I struggled to be free from her, and cried out +with the wilful pride which at that time I was wont to show when I +thought folks would hinder that which seemed good and right in my eyes: +"Little Ann shall come with us." + +But the little maid had her pride likewise, and said firmly: "Be dutiful, +Margery; I can go alone." At this Cousin Maud looked at her more +closely, and thereupon her eyes had the soft light of good will which I +loved so well, and she herself began to question Ann about her kinsfolk. +The little maid answered readily but modestly, and when my Cousin +understood that her father was a certain writer in the Chancery of whom +she had heard a good report, she was softer and more gentle, so that when +I took hold again of Ann's little hand she let it pass, and presently, at +parting, kissed her on the brow and bid her carry a greeting to her +worthy father. + +Now, when I was alone with Cousin Maud and gave her to understand that +I loved the scribe's little daughter and wished for no dearer friend, +she answered gravely; "Little maids can hold no conversation with any +but those whose mothers meet in each other's houses. Take patience till +I can speak to Sister Margaret." So when my Cousin went out in the +afternoon I tarried in the most anxious expectation; but she came home +with famous good tidings, and thenceforward Ann was a friend to whom I +clung almost as closely as to my brothers. And which of us was the chief +gainer it would be hard to say, for whereas I found in her a trusted +companion to whom I might impart every thing which was scarce worthy of +my brothers' or my Cousin's ears, and foremost of all things my childish +good-will for my Cousin Gotz and love of the Forest, to her the place in +my heart and in our house were as a haven of peace when she craved rest +after the heavy duties which, for all she was so young, she had already +taken upon herself. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +True it is that the class I learnt in at the convent was under the +strictest rule, and that my teacher was a Carthusian nun; and yet I take +pleasure in calling to mind the years when my spirit enjoyed the benefit +of schooling with friendly companions and by the side of my best friend. +Nay, even in the midst of the silent dwelling of the speechless Sisters, +right merry laughter might be heard during the hours of rest, and in +spite of the thick walls of the class-room it reached the nuns' ears. +Albeit at first I was stricken with awe, and shy in their presence, +I soon became familiar with their strange manner of life, and there was +many an one whom I learnt truly to love: with some, too, we could talk +and jest right merrily, for they, to be sure, had good ears, and we, +were not slow in learning the language of their eyes and fingers. + +As concerning the rule of silence no one, to my knowledge, ever broke it +in the presence of us little ones, save only Sister Renata, and she was +dismissed from the convent; yet, as I waxed older, I could see that the +nuns were as fain to hear any tidings of the outer life that might find a +way into the cloister as though there was nothing they held more dear +than the world which they had withdrawn from by their own free choice. + +For my part, I have ever been, and remain to the end, one of those least +fitted for the Carthusian habit, notwithstanding that Sister Margaret +would paint the beatitudes and the purifying power of her Order in fair +and tempting colors. In the hours given up to sacred teaching, when she +would shed out upon us the overflowing wealth and abundant grace of her +loving spirit--insomuch that she won not less than four souls of our +small number to the sisterhood--she was wont and glad to speak of this +matter, and would say that there was a heavenly spirit living and moving +in every human breast. That it told us, with the clear and holy voice +of angels, what was divine and true, but that the noise of the world and +our own vain imaginings sounded louder and would not suffer us to hear. +But that they who took upon them the Carthusian rule and hearkened to +it speechless, in a silent home, lending no ear to distant outer voices, +but only to those within, would ere long learn to mark the heavenly voice +with the inward ear and know its warning. That voice would declare to +them the glory and the will of the Most High God, and reveal the things +that are hidden in such wise as that even here below he should take part +in the joys of paradise. + +But, for all that I never was a Carthusian nun, and that my tongue was +ever apt to run too freely, I conceive that I have found the Heavenly +Spirit in the depths of my own soul and heard its voice; but in truth +this has befallen me most clearly, and with most joy, when my heart has +been most filled with that worldly love which the Carthusian Sisters shut +out with a hundred doors. And again, when I have been moved by that love +towards my neighbor which is called Charity, and wearied myself out for +him, sparing nothing that was my own, I have felt those divine emotions +plainly enough in my breast. + +The Sister bid us to question her at all times without fear, and I was +ever the foremost of us all to plague her with communings. Of a +certainty she could not at all times satisfy my soul, which thirsted for +knowledge, though she never failed to calm it; for I stood firm in the +faith, and all she could tell me of God's revelation to man I accepted +gladly, without doubt or cavil. She had taught us that faith and +knowledge are things apart, and I felt that there could be no more peace +for my soul if I suffered knowledge to meddle with faith. + +Led by her, I saw the Saviour as love incarnate; and that the love which +He brought into the world was still and ever a living thing working after +His will, I strove to confess with my thinking mind. But I beheld even +the Archbishops and Bishops go forth to battle, and shed the blood of +their fellow men with vengeful rage; I saw Pope excommunicate Pope--for +the great Schism only came to an end while I was yet at school; peaceful +cities in their sore need bound themselves by treaties, under our eyes, +for defence against Christian knights and lords. The robber bands of the +great nobles plundered merchants on the Emperor's highway, though they +were of the same creed, while the citizens strove to seize the +strongholds of the knights. We heard of many more letters of defiance +than of peacemaking and friendship. Even the burgesses of our good +Christian town--could not the love taught by the Redeemer prevail even +among them? And as with the great so with the simple; for was it love +alone that reigned among us maidens in a Christian school? Nay, verily; +for never shall I forget how that Ursula Tetzel, and in fellowship with +her a good half of the others, pursued my sweet, sage Ann, the most +diligent and best of us all, to drive her out of our midst; but in vain, +thanks to Sister Margaret's upright justice. Nay, the shrewish plotters +were fain at last to see the scrivener's daughter uplifted to be our +head, and this compelled them to bend their pride before her. + +All this and much more I would say to the good Sister; nay, and I made so +bold as to ask her whether Christ's behest that we should love our enemy +were not too high for attainment by the spirit of man. This made her +grave and thoughtful; yet she found no lack of comforting words, and said +that the Lord had only showed the way and the end. That men had turned +sadly from both; but that many a stream wandered through divers windings +from the path to its goal, the sea, before it reached it; and that +mankind was wondrous like the stream, for, albeit they even now rend each +other in bloody fights, the day will come when foe shall offer to foe the +palm of peace, and when there shall be but one fold on earth and one +Shepherd. + +But my anxious questioning, albeit I was but a child, had without doubt +troubled her pure and truthful spirit. It was in Passion week, of the +fifth year of my school-life--and ever through those years she had become +more bent and her voice had sunk lower, so that many a time we found it +hard to hear her--that it fell that she could no longer quit her cell; +and she sent me a bidding to go to her bedside, and with me only two of +us all: to wit my Ann, and Elsa Ebner, a right good child and a diligent +bee in her work. + +And it befell that as Sister Margaret on her deathbed bid us farewell for +ever, with many a God speed and much good council for the rest likewise, +her heart waxed soft and she went on to speak of the love each Christian +soul oweth to his neighbor and eke to his enemy. She fixed her eye in +especial on me, and confessed with her pale lips that she herself had +ofttimes found it hard to love evil-minded adversaries and those whose +ways had been contrary to hers, as the law of the Saviour bid her. +To those young ones among us who had made their minds up to take the veil +she had, ere this, more especially shown what was needful; for their way +lay plain before them, to walk as followers of Christ how bitter soever +it might be to their human nature; but we were bound to live in the +world, and she could but counsel us to flee from hate as the soul's worst +foe and the most cunning of all the devils. But an if it should befall +that our heart could not be subdued after a brave struggle to love such +or such an one, then ought we to strive at least to respect all that was +good and praiseworthy in him, inasmuch as we should ever find something +worthy of honor even in the most froward and least pleasing to ourselves. +And these words I have ever kept in mind, and many times have they given +me pause, when the hot blood of the Schoppers has bid me stoop and pick +up a stone to fling at my neighbor. + +No longer than three days after she had thus bidden us to her side, +Sister Margaret entered into her rest; she had been our strait but gentle +teacher, and her learning was as far above that of most women of her time +as the heavens are high; and as her mortal body lay, no longer bent, but +at full length in the coffin, the saintly lady, who before she took the +vows had been a Countess of Lupfen, belonged, meseemed, to a race taller +than ours by a head. A calm, queenlike dignity was on her noble thin +face; and, this corpse being the first, as it fell, that I had ever +looked on, it so worked on my mind that death, of which I had heretofore +been in terror, took the image in my young soul of a great Master to whom +we must indeed bow, but who is not our foe. + +I never could earn such praise as Ann, who was by good right at our head; +notwithstanding I ever stood high. And the vouchers I carried home were +enough to content Cousin Maud, for her great wish that her foster- +children should out-do others was amply fulfilled by Herdegen, the +eldest. He was indeed filled with sleeping learning, as it were, and I +often conceived that he needed only fitting instruction and a fair start +to wake it up. For even he did not attain his learning without pains, +and they who deem that it flew into his mouth agape are sorely mistaken. +Many a time have I sat by his side while he pored over his books, and I +could see how he set to work in right earnest when once he had cast away +sports and pastime. Thus with three mighty blows he would smite the nail +home, which a weaker hand could not do with twenty. For whole weeks he +might be idle and about divers matters which had no concern with +schooling; and then, of a sudden, set to work; and it would so wholly +possess his soul that he would not have seen a stone drop close at his +feet. + +My second brother, Kunz, was not at all on this wise. Not that he was +soft-witted; far from it. His head was as clear as ever another's for +all matters of daily life; but he found it hard to learn scholarship, and +what Herdegen could master in one hour, it took him a whole livelong day +to get. Notwithstanding he was not one of the dunces, for he strove hard +with all diligence, and rather would he have lost a night's sleep than +have left what he deemed a duty only half done. Thus there were sore +half-hours for him in school-time; but he was not therefor to be pitied, +for he had a right merry soul and was easily content, and loved many +things. Good temper and a high spirit looked out of his great blue eyes; +aye, and when he had played some prank which was like to bring him into +trouble he had a look in his eyes--a look that might have melted a stone +to pity, much more good Cousin Maud. + +But this did not altogether profit him, for after that Herdegen had +discovered one day how easily Kunz got off chastisement he would pray him +to take upon himself many a misdeed which the elder had done; and Kunz, +who was soft-hearted, was fain rather to suffer the penalty than to see +it laid on his well-beloved brother. Add to this that Kunz was a well- +favored, slender youth; but as compared with Herdegen's splendid looks +and stalwart frame he looked no more than common. For this cause he had +no ill-wishers while our eldest's uncommon beauty in all respects, and +his hasty temper, ever ready to boil over for good or evil, brought upon +him much ill-will and misliking. + +When Cousin Maud beheld how little good Kunz got out of his learning, in +spite of his zeal, she was minded to get him a private governor to teach +him; and this she did by the advice of a learned doctor of Church-law, +Albrecht Fleischmann, the vicar and provost of Saint Sebald's and member +of the Imperial council, because we Schoppers were of the parish of Saint +Sebald's, to which church Albrecht and Friedrich Schopper, God rest their +souls, had attached a rich prebendary endowment. + +His Reverence the prebendary Fleischmann, having attended the Council at +Costnitz, whither he was sent by the town elders with divers errands to +the Emperor Sigismund, who was engaged in a disputation with John Huss +the Bohemian schismatic, brought to my cousin's knowledge a governor +whose name was Peter Pihringer, a native of Nuremberg. He it was who +brought the Greek tongue, which was not yet taught in the Latin schools +of our city, not in our house alone, but likewise into others; he was not +indeed at all like the high-souled men and heroes of whom his Plutarch +wrote; nay, he was a right pitiable little man, who had learnt nothing of +life, though all the more out of books. He had journeyed long in Italy, +from one great humanistic doctor to another, and while he had sat at +their feet, feeding his soul with learning, his money had melted away in +his hands--all that he had inherited from his father, a worthy tavern- +keeper and master baker. Much of his substance he had lent to false +friends never to see it more, and it would scarce be believed how many +times knavish rogues had beguiled this learned man of his goods. At +length he came home to Nuremberg, a needy traveller, entering the city by +the same gate as that by which Huss had that same day departed, having +tarried in Nuremberg on his way to Costnitz and won over divers of our +learned scholars to his doctrine. Now, after Magister Peter had written +a very learned homily against the said Hans Huss, full of much Greek-- +of which, indeed, it was reported that it had brought a smile to the +dauntless Bohemian's lips in the midst of his sorrow--he found a patron +in Doctor Fleischmann, who was well pleased with this tractate, and he +thenceforth made a living by teaching divers matters. But he sped but +ill, dwelling alone, inasmuch as he would forget to eat and drink and +mislay or lose his hardly won wage. Once the town watch had to see him +home because, instead of a book, he was carrying a ham which a gossip had +given him; and another day he was seen speeding down the streets with his +nightcap on, to the great mirth of the lads and lasses. + +Notwithstanding he showed himself no whit unworthy of the high praise +wherewith his Reverence the Prebendary had commended him, inasmuch as he +was not only a right learned, but likewise a faithful and longsuffering +teacher. But his wisdom profited Herdegen and Ann and me rather than +Kunz, though it was for his sake that he had come to us; and as, touching +this strange man's person, my cousin told me later that when she saw him +for the first time she took such a horror of his wretched looks that she +was ready to bid him depart and desire the Reverend doctor to send us +another governor. But out of pity she would nevertheless give him a +trial, and considering that I should ere long be fully grown, and that a +young maid's heart is a strange thing, she deemed that a younger teacher +might lead it into peril. + +At the time when Master Pihringer came to dwell with us, Herdegen was +already high enough to pass into the upper school, for he was first in +his 'ordo'; but our guardian, the old knight Hans Im Hoff, of whom I +shall have much to tell, held that he was yet too young for the risks of +a free scholar's life in a high school away from home, and he kept him +two years more in Nuremberg at the school of the Brethren of the Holy +Ghost, albeit the teaching there was not of the best. At any rate Master +Pihringer avowed that in all matters of learning we were out of all +measure behind the Italians; and how rough and barbarous was the Latin +spoken by the reverend Fathers and taught by them in the schools, I +myself had later the means of judging. + +Their way of imparting that tongue was in truth a strange thing; for to +fix the quantity of the syllables in the learners' mind, they were made +to sing verses in chorus, while one of them, on whose head Father +Hieronymus would set a paper cap to mark his office, beat the measure +with a wooden sword; but what pranks of mischief the unruly rout would be +playing all the time Kunz could describe better than I can. + +The great and famous works of the Roman chroniclers and poets, which our +Master had come to know well in Italy--having besides fine copies of +them--were never heard of in the Fathers' school, by reason, that those +writers had all been mere blind heathen; but, verily, the common school +catechisms which were given to the lads for their instruction, contained +such foolish and ill-conceived matters, that any sage heathen would have +been ashamed of them. The highest exercise consisted of disputations on +all manner of subtle and captious questions, and the Latin verses which +the scholars hammered out under the rule of Father Jodocus were so vile +as to rouse Magister Peter to great and righteous wrath. Each morning, +before the day's tasks began, the fine old hymn Salve Regina was chanted, +and this was much better done in the Brothers' school than in ever +another, for those Monks gave especial heed to the practice of good +music. My Herdegen profited much thereby, and he was the foremost of all +the singing scholars. He likewise gladly and of his own free will took +part in the exercises of the Alumni, of whom twelve, called the Pueri, +had to sing at holy mass, and at burials and festivals, as well as in the +streets before the houses of the great city families and other worthy +citizens. The money they thus earned served to help maintain the poorer +scholars, and to be sure, my brother was ready to forego his share; nay, +and a great part of his own pocket-money went to those twelve, for among +them were comrades he truly loved. + +There was something lordly in my elder brother, and his fellows were ever +subject to his will. Even at the shooting matches in sport he was ever +chosen captain, and the singing pueri soon would do his every behest. +Cousin Maud would give them free commons on many a Sunday and holy-day, +and when they had well filled their hungry young crops at our table for +the coming week of lean fare, they went out with us into the garden, and +it presently rang with mirthful songs, Herdegen beating the measure, +while we young maids joined in with a will. + +For the most part we three: Ann, Elsa Ebner, and I--were the only maids +with the lads, but Ursula Tetzel was sometimes with us, for she was ever +fain to be where Herdegen was. And he had been diligent enough in +waiting upon her ere ever I went to school. There was a giving and +taking of flowers and nosegays, for he had chosen her for his Lady, and +she called him her knight; and if I saw him with a red knot on his cap I +knew right well it was to wear her color; and I liked all this child's- +play myself right well, inasmuch as I likewise had my chosen color: +green, as pertaining to my cousin in the forest. + +But when I went to the convent-school all this was at an end, and I had +no choice but to forego my childish love matters, not only for my tasks' +sake, but forasmuch as I discerned that Gotz had a graver love matter on +hand, and that such an one as moved his parents to great sorrow. + +The wench to whom he plighted his love was the daughter of a common +craftsman, Pernhart the coppersmith, and when this came to my ears it +angered me greatly; nay, and cost me bitter tears, as I told it to Ann. +But ere long we were playing with our dollies again right happily. + +I took this matter to heart nevertheless, more than many another of my +years might have done; and when we went again to the Forest Lodge and I +missed Gotz from his place, and once, as it fell, heard my aunt lamenting +to Cousin Maud bitterly indeed of the sorrows brought upon her by her +only son--for he was fully bent on taking the working wench to wife in +holy wedlock--in my heart I took my aunt's part. And I deemed it a +shameful and grievous thing that so fine a young gentleman could abase +himself to bring heaviness on the best of parents for the sake of a +lowborn maid. + +After this, one Sunday, it fell by chance that I went to mass with Ann to +the church of St. Laurence, instead of St. Sebald's to which we belonged. +Having said my prayer, looking about me I beheld Gotz, and saw how, as he +leaned against a pillar, he held his gaze fixed on one certain spot. My +eyes followed his, and at once I saw whither they were drawn, for I saw a +young maid of the citizen class in goodly, nay--in rich array, and she +was herself of such rare and wonderful beauty that I myself could not +take my eyes off her. And I remembered that I had met the wench erewhile +on the feast-day of St. John, and that uncle Christian Pfinzing, my +worshipful godfather, had pointed her out to Cousin Maud, and had said +that she was the fairest maid in Nuremberg whom they called, and rightly, +Fair Gertrude. + +Now the longer I gazed at her the fairer I deemed her, and when Ann +discovered to me, what I had at once divined, that this sweet maid was +the daughter of Pernhart the coppersmith, my child's heart was glad, for +if my cousin was without dispute the finest figure of a man in the whole +assembly Fair Gertrude was the sweetest maid, I thought, in the whole +wide world. + +If it had been possible that she could be of yet greater beauty it would +but have added to my joy. And henceforth I would go as often as I might +to St. Laurence's, and past the coppersmith's house to behold Fair +Gertrude; and my heart beat high with gladness when she one day saw me +pass and graciously bowed to my silent greeting, and looked in my face +with friendly inquiry. + +After this when Gotz came to our house I welcomed him gladly as +heretofore; and one day, when I made bold to whisper in his ear that I +had seen his fair Gertrude, and for certain no saint in heaven could have +a sweeter face than hers, he thanked me with a bright look and it was +from the bottom of his soul that he said: "If you could but know her +faithful heart of gold!" + +For all this Gotz was dearer to me than of old, and it uplifted me in my +own conceit that he should put such trust in a foolish young thing as I +was. But in later days it made me sad to see his frank and noble face +grow ever more sorrowful, nay, and full of gloom; and I knew full well +what pained him, for a child can often see much more than its elders +deem. Matters had come to a sharp quarrel betwixt the son and the +parents, and I knew my cousin well, and his iron will which was a by-word +with us. And my aunt in the Forest was of the same temper; albeit her +body was sickly, she was one of those women who will not bear to be +withstood, and my heart hung heavy with fear when I conceived of the +outcome of this matter. + +Hence it was a boon indeed to me that I had my Ann for a friend, and +could pour out to her all that filled my young soul with fears. How our +cheeks would burn when many a time we spoke of the love which was the +bond between Gotz and his fair Gertrude. To us, indeed, it was as yet +a mystery, but that it was sweet and full of joy we deemed a certainty. +We would have been fain to cry out to the Emperor and the world to take +arms against the ruthless parents who were minded to tread so holy a +blossom in the dust; but since this was not in our power we had dreams of +essaying to touch the heart of my forest aunt, for she had but that one +son and no daughter to make her glad, and I had ever been her favorite. + +Thus passed many weeks, and one morning, when I came forth from school, +I found Gotz with Cousin Maud who had been speaking with him, and her +eyes were wet with tears; and I heard him cry out: + +"It is in my mother's power to drive me to misery and ruin; but no power +in heaven or on earth can drive me to break the oath and forswear the +faith I have sworn!" + +And his cheeks were red, and I had never seen him look so great and tall. + +Then, when he saw me, he held out both hands to me in his frank, loving +way, and I took them with all my heart. At this he looked into my eyes +which were full of tears, and he drew me hastily to him and kissed me on +my brow for the first time in all his life, with strange passion; and +without another word he ran out of the house-door into the street. My +cousin gazed after him, shaking her head sadly and wiping her eyes; but +when I asked her what was wrong with my cousin she would give me no +tidings of the matter. + +The next day we should have gone out to the forest, but we remained at +home; Aunt Jacoba would see no one. Her son had turned his back on his +parents' dwelling, and had gone out as a stranger among strangers. And +this was the first sore grief sent by Heaven on my young heart. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Many of the fairest memories of my childhood are linked with the house +where Ann's parents dwelt. It was indeed but a simple home and not to be +named with ours--the Schopperhof--for greatness or for riches; but it was +a snug nest, and in divers ways so unlike ever another that it was full +of pleasures for a child. + +Master Spiesz, Ann's father, had been bidden from Venice, where he had +been in the service of the Mendel's merchant house, to become head clerk +in Nuremberg, first in the Chamber of Taxes, and then in the Chancery, +a respectable post of much trust. His father was, as Ursula Tetzel had +said in the school, a luteplayer; but he had long been held the head and +chief of teachers of the noble art of music, and was so greatly respected +by the clergy and laity that he was made master and leader of the church +choir, and even in the houses of the city nobles his teaching of the lute +and of singing was deemed the best. He was a right well-disposed and +cheerful old man, of a rare good heart and temper, and of wondrous good +devices. When the worshipful town council bid his son Veit Spiesz come +back to Nuremberg, the old man must need fit up a proper house for him, +since he himself was content with a small chamber, and the scribe was by +this time married to the fair Giovanna, the daughter of one of the +Sensali or brokers of the German Fondaco, and must have a home and hearth +of his own. + + [Sensali--Agents who conducted all matters of business between the + German and Venetian merchants. Not even the smallest affair was + settled without their intervention, on account of the duties + demanded by the Republic. The Fondaco was the name of the great + exchange established by the Republic itself for the German trade.] + +The musician, who had as a student dwelt in Venice, hit on the fancy that +he would give his daughter-in-law a home in Nuremberg like her father's +house, which stood on one of the canals in Venice; so he found a house +with windows looking to the river, and which he therefore deemed fit to +ease her homesickness. And verily the Venetian lady was pleased with the +placing of her house, and yet more with the old man's loving care for +her; although the house was over tall, and so narrow that there were but +two windows on each floor. Thus there was no manner of going to and fro +in the Spiesz's house, but only up and down. Notwithstanding, the +Venetian lady loved it, and I have heard her say that there was no spot +so sweet in all Nuremberg as the window seat on the second story of her +house. There stood her spinning-wheel and sewing-box; and a bright +Venice mirror, which, in jest, she would call "Dame Inquisitive," showed +her all that passed on the river and the Fleisch-brucke, for her house +was not far from those which stood facing the Franciscan Friars. There +she ruled in peace and good order, in love and all sweetness, and her +children throve even as the flowers did under her hand: roses, auriculas, +pinks and pansies; and whosoever went past the house in a boat could hear +mirth within and the voice of song. For the Spiesz children had a fine +ear for music, both from their grandsire and their mother, and sweet, +clear, bell-like voices. My Ann was the queen of them all, and her +nightingale's throat drew even Herdegen to her with great power. + +Only one of the scribe's children, little Mario, was shut out from the +world of sound, for he was a deaf-mute born; and when Ann tarried under +our roof, rarely indeed and for but a short while, her stay was brief for +his sake; for she tended him with such care and love as though she had +been his own mother. Albeit she thereby was put to much pains, these +were as nothing to the heartfelt joys which the love and good speed of +this child brought her; for notwithstanding he was thus born to sorrow, +by his sister's faithful care he grew a happy and thankful creature. +Ofttimes my Cousin Maud was witness to her teaching of her little +brother, and all Ann did for the child seemed to her so pious and so +wonderful, that it broke down the last bar that stood in the way of our +close fellowship. And Ann's well-favored mother likewise won my cousin's +good graces, albeit she was swift to mark that the Italian lady could +fall in but ill with German ways, and in especial with those of +Nuremberg, and was ever ready to let Ann bear the burthen of the +household. + +All our closest friends, and foremost of these my worshipful godfather +Uncle Christian Pfinzing, ere long truly loved my little Ann; and of all +our fellows I knew of only one who was ill-disposed towards her, and that +was Ursula Tetzel, who marked, with ill-cloaked wrath, that my brother +Herdegen cared less and less for her, and did Ann many a little courtesy +wherewith he had formerly favored her. She could not dissemble her +anger, and when my eldest brother waited on Ann on her name day with the +'pueri' to give her a 'serenata' on the water, whereas, a year agone, he +had done Ursula the like honor, she fell upon my friend in our garden +with such fierce and cruel words that my cousin had to come betwixt them, +and then to temper my great wrath by saying that Ursula was a motherless +child, whose hasty ways had never been bridled by a loving hand. + +As I mind me now of those days I do so with heartfelt thankfulness and +joy. To be sure it but ill-pleased our grand-uncle and guardian, the +knight Im Hoff, that Cousin Maud should suffer me, the daughter of a +noble house, to mix with the low born race of a simple scrivener; but +in sooth Ann was more like by far to get harm in our house, among my +brethren and their fellows, than I in the peaceful home by the river, +where none but seemly speech was ever heard and sweet singing, nor ever +seen but labor and good order and content. + +Right glad was I to tarry there; but yet how good it was when Ann got +leave to come to us for the whole of Sunday from noon till eventide; when +we would first sit and chatter and play alone together, and talk over all +we had done in school; thereafter we had my brothers with us, and would +go out to take the air under the care of my cousin or of Magister Peter, +or abide at home to sing or have merry pastime. + +After the Ave Maria, the old organist, Adam Heyden, Ann's grand uncle, +would come to seek her, and many sweet memories dwell in my mind of that +worthy and gifted man, which I might set down were it not that I am Ann's +debtor for so many things that made my childhood happy. It was she, for +a certainty, who first taught me truly to play; for whereas my dolls, and +men-at-arms and shop games, albeit they were small, were in all points +like the true great ones, she had but a staff of wood wrapped round with +a kerchief which she rocked in her arms for a babe; and when she played a +shop game with the little ones, she marked stones and leaves to be their +wares and their money, and so found far greater pastime than we when we +played with figs and almonds and cloves out of little wooden chests and +linen-cloth sacks, and weighed them with brass weights on little scales +with a tongue and string. It was she who brought imagination to bear on +my pastimes, and many a time has she borne my fancy far enough from the +Pegnitz, over seas and rivers to groves of palm and golden fairy lands. + +Our fellowship with my brethren was grateful to her as it was to me; but +meseems it was a different thing in those early years from what it was in +later days. While I write a certain summer day from that long past time +comes back to my mind strangely clear. We had played long enough in our +chamber, and we found it too hot in the loft under the roof, where we had +climbed on to the beams, which were great, so we went down into the +garden. Herdegen had quitted us in haste after noon, and we found none +but Kunz, who was shaping arrows for his cross-bow. But he ere long +threw away his knife and came to be with us, and as he was well-disposed +to Ann as being my friend, he did his best to make himself pleasing, or +at least noteworthy in her sight. He stood on his head and then climbed +to the top of the tallest fruit-tree and flung down pears, but they smote +her head so that she cried out; then he turned a wheel on his hands and +feet, and a little more and his shoe would hit her in the face; and when +he marked that he was but troubling us, he went away sorrowful, but only +to hide behind a bush, and as we went past, to rush out on a sudden and +put us in fear by wild shouting. + +My eldest brother well-nigh affrighted us more when he presently joined +us, for his hair was all unkempt and his looks wild. He was now of an +age when men-children deem maids to be weak and unfit for true sport, but +nevertheless strive their utmost to be marked and chosen by them. Hence +Ursula's good graces, which she had shown right openly, had for a long +while greatly pleased him, but by this time he was weary of her and began +to conceive that good little Ann, with her nightingale's voice, was more +to his liking. + +After hastily greeting us, he forthwith made us privy to an evil matter. +One of his fellowship, Laurence Abenberger, the son of an apothecary, who +was diligent in school, and of a wondrous pious spirit, gave up all his +spare time to all manner of magic arts, and albeit he was but seventeen +years of age, he had already cast nativities for many folks and for us +maids, and had told us of divers ill-omens for the future. This +Abenberger, a little fellow of no note, had found in some ancient papers +a recipe for discovering treasure, and had told the secret to Herdegen +and some other few. To begin, they went at his bidding to the graveyard +with him, and there, at the full moon, they poured hot lead into the left +eye-hole of a skull and made it into arrow-heads. Yesternight they had +journeyed forth as far as Sinterspuhel, and there, at midnight, had stood +at the cross-roads and shot with these same arrow-heads to the four +quarters, to the end that they might dig for treasure wheresoever the +shafts might fall. But they found no treasure, but a newly-buried body, +and on this had taken to their heels in all haste. Herdegen only had +tarried behind with Abenberger, and when he saw that there were deep +wounds on the head of the dead man his intent was to carry the tidings to +the justices in council; nevertheless he would delay a while, because +Abenberger had besought him to keep silence and not to bring him to an +evil end. But as he had gone past the school of arms he had learnt that +an apprentice was missing, and that it was feared lest he had been +waylaid by pillagers, or had fallen into evil hands; so he now deemed it +his plain duty to keep no longer silence concerning the finding of the +body, and desired to be advised by me and Ann. While I, for my part, +shortly and clearly declared that information must at once be laid +before his worship the Mayor, a strange trembling fell on Ann, and +notwithstanding she could not say me nay, she was in such fear that grave +mischief might overtake Herdegen by reason of his thoughtless deed, that +tears ran in streams down her cheeks, and it cost me great pains or ever +I could comfort her, so brave and reasonable as she commonly was. But +Herdegen was greatly pleased by her too great terrors; and albeit he +laughed at her, he called her his faithful, fearful little hare, and +stuck the pink he wore in his jerkin into her hair. At this she was soon +herself again; she counselled him forthwith to do that it was his duty to +do; and when thereafter the authorities had made inquisition, it came to +light that our lads had in truth come upon the body of the slain +apprentice. And though Herdegen did his best to keep silence as touching +Abenberger's evildoings, they nevertheless came out through other ways, +and the poor wight was dismissed from the school. + +By the end of two years after this, matters had changed in our household. + +The twelve 'pueri' had been our guests at dinner, and were in the garden +singing merry rounds well known to us, and I joined in, with Ann and +Ursula Tetzel. Now, while Herdegen beat the time, his ear was intent on +Ann's singing, as though there were revelation on her lips; and his well- +beloved companion, Heinrich Trardorf, who erewhile had, with due modesty, +preferred me, Margery, seemed likewise well affected to her singing; and +when we ceased he fell into eager talk with her, for he had bewailed to +her that, albeit he loved me well, as being the son of simple folk he +might never lift up his eyes so high. + +Herdegen's eyes rested on the twain with some little wrath; then he +hastily got up! He snatched the last of Cousin Maud's precious roses +from her favorite bush and gave them to Ursula, and then waited on her as +though she were the only maid there present. But ere long her father +came to fetch her, and so soon as she had departed, beaming, with her +roses, Herdegen hastily came to me and, without deeming Ann worthy to be +looked at even, bid me good even. I held his hand and called to her to +come to me, to help me hinder him from departing, inasmuch as one of the +pueri was about to play the lute for the rest to dance. She came forward +as an honest maid should, looked up at him with her great eyes, and +besought him full sweetly to tarry with us. + +He pointed with his hand to Trardorf and answered roughly: "I care not to +go halves!" And he turned to go to the gate. + +Ann took him by the hand, and without a word of his ways with Ursula, +not in chiding but as in deep grief, she said: "If you depart, you do me +a hurt. I have no pleasure but when you are by, and what do I care for +Heinrich?" + +This was all he needed; his eye again met hers with bright looks, and +from that hour of our childhood she knew no will but his. + +From that hour likewise Ann held off from all other lads, and when he was +by it seemed as though she had no eyes nor ears save for him and me +alone. To Kunz she paid little heed; yet he never failed to wait on her +and watch to do her service, as though she were the daughter of some +great lord, and he no more than her page. + +Ann freely owned to me that she held Herdegen to be the noblest youth +on earth, nor could I marvel, when I was myself of the same mind. What +should I know, when I was still but fourteen and fifteen years old, of +love and its dangers? I had felt such love for Gotz as Ann for my elder +brother, and as I had then been glad that my dear Cousin had won the love +of so fair a maid as Gertrude, I likewise believed that Ann would some +day be glad if Herdegen should plight his troth to a fair damsel of high +degree. Hence I did all that in me lay to bring them together whenever +it might be, and in truth this befell often enough without my aid; for +not music alone was a bond between them, nor yet that Herdegen and I +taught her to ride on a horse, on the sandy way behind our horse-stalls +--the Greek lessons for which Magister Peter had come into the household +were a plea on which they passed many an hour together. + +I was slow to learn that tongue; but Ann's head was not less apt than my +brother's, and he was eager and diligent to keep her good speed at the +like mark with his own, as she was so quick to apprehend. Thus both were +at last forward enough to put Greek into German, and then Magister Peter +was bidden to lend them his aid. Now, the change in the worthy man, +after eating for four years at our table, was such that many an one would +have said it was a miracle. At his first coming to us he himself said he +weened he was a doomed son of ill-luck, and he scarce dared look man or +woman in the face; and what a good figure he made now, notwithstanding +the divers pranks played on his simplicity by my brothers and their +fellows, nay, and some whiles by me. + +Many an one before this has marked that the god Amor is the best +schoolmaster; and when our Magister had learnt to stoop less, nay almost +to hold himself straight, when as now, he wore his good new coat with +wide hanging sleeves, tight-fitting hose, a well-stiffened, snow-white +collar, and even a smart black feather in his beretta, when he not alone +smoothed his hair but anointed it, all this, in its beginnings, was by +reason of his great and true love for my Ann, while she was yet but a +child. + +My cautious Cousin Maud had, it is true, done the blind god of Love good +service; for many a time she would, with her own hand, set some matter +straight which the Magister had put on all askew, and on divers occasions +would give him a piece of fine cloth, and with it the cost of the +tailor's work, in bright new coin wrapped in colored paper. She brought +him to order and to keep his hours, and when grave speech availed not she +could laugh at him with friendly mockery, such as hurts no man, inasmuch +as it is the outcome of a good heart. Thus it was, that, by the time +when Herdegen was to go to the high school at Erfurt, Magister Peter was +not strangely unlike other learned men of his standing; and when it fell +that he had to discourse of the great masters of learning in Italy, or of +the glorious Greek writers, I have seen his eye light up like that of a +youth. + +Our guardian kept watch over my brothers' speed in learning. The old +knight Im Hoff was a somewhat stern man and shy of his kind, but scarce +another had such great wealth, or was so highly respected in our town. +He was our grand-uncle, as old Adam Heyden was Ann's, and two men less +alike it would be hard to find. + +When we were bid to pay our devoir to my guardian it was seldom done but +with much complaining and churlishness; whereas it was ever a festival to +be suffered to go with Ann to the organist's house. He dwelt in a fine +lodging high up in the tower above the city, and he could look down from +his windows, as God Almighty looks down on the earth from the bright +heavens, over Nuremberg, and the fortress on the hill, the wide ring of +forest which guards it on the north and east and south, the meadows and +villages stretching between the woods, and the walls and turrets of our +good city, and the windings of the river Pegnitz. He loved to boast that +he was the first to bid the sun welcome and the last to bid it good- +night; and perchance it was to the light, of which he had so goodly a +share, that his spirit owed its ever gay good-cheer. He was ever ready +with a jest and some little gift for us children; and, albeit these were +of little money's worth, they brought us much joy. And indeed there was +never another man in Nuremberg who had given away so many tokens and made +so many glad hearts and faces thereby as Adam Heyden. True, indeed, +after a short but blessed wedded life he had been left a widower and +childless, and had no care to save for his heirs; and yet Gottfried +Spiesz, Ann's grandfather, was in the right when he said that he had more +children than ever another in Nuremberg, inasmuch as that he was like a +father to every lad and maid in the town. + +When he walked down the street all the little ones were as glad though +they had met Christ the Lord or Saint Nicholas; and as they hung on to +his long gown with the left hand, with the right they crammed their +mouths with the apples or cakes whereof his pockets seemed never to be +empty. + +But Master Adam had his weak side, and there were many to blame him for +that he was over fond of good liquor. Albeit he did his drinking after a +manner of his own, in no unseemly wise. To wit, on certain year-days he +would tarry alone in his tower, and his lamp might be seen gleaming till +midnight. There he would sit alone, with his wine jar and cup, and he +would drink the first and second and third in silence, to the good speed +of Elsa, his late departed wife. After that he began to sing in a low +voice, and before each fresh cup as he raised it he cried aloud "Prosit, +Adam!" and when it was empty: "I Heartily thank you, Heyden!" + +Thus would he go on till he had drunk out divers jugs, and the tower +seemed to be spinning round him. Then to his bed, where he would dream +of his Elsa and the good old days, the folks he had loved, his youthful +courtships, and all the fine and wondrous things which his lonely +drinking bout had brought to his inward eye. Next morning he was +faithfully at his duty. Common evenings, which were of no mark to him, +he spent with the Spiesz folks in the little house by the river, or else +in the Gentlemen's tavern in the Frohnwage; for albeit none met there but +such as belonged to the noble families of the town, and learned men, and +artists of mark, Adam Heyden the organist was held as their equal and a +right welcome guest. + +And now as touching our grand-uncle and guardian the Knight Sir Sebald +Im Hoff. + +Many an one will understand how that my fear of him grew greater after +that I one evening by mishap chanced to go into his bed chamber, and +there saw a black coffin wherein he was wont to sleep each night, as it +were in a bed. It was easy to see in the man himself that some deep +sorrow or heavy sin gnawed at his heart, and nevertheless he was one of +the stateliest old gentlemen I have met in a long life. His face seemed +as though cast in metal, and was of wondrous fine mould, but deadly and +unchangefully pale. His snowy hair fell in long locks over his collar of +sable fur, and his short beard, cut in a point, was likewise of a silver +whiteness. When he stood up he was much taller than common, and he +walked with princelike dignity. For many years he had ceased to go to +other folks' houses, nevertheless many others sought him out. In every +family of rank, excepting in his own, the Im Hoff family, wherever there +was a manchild or a maid growing up they were brought to him; but of them +all there were but two who dare come nigh him without fear. These were +my brother Herdegen and Ursula Tetzel; and throughout my young days she +was the one soul whom mine altogether shut out. + +Notwithstanding I must for justice sake confess that she grew up to be a +well-favored damsel. Besides this, she was the only offspring of a rich +and noble house. She went from school a year before Ann and I did, and +after that her father, a haughty and eke a surly man, who had long since +lost his wife, her mother, prided himself on giving her such attires as +might have beseemed the daughter of a Count or a Prince-Elector. And the +brocades and fine furs and costly chains and clasps she wore graced her +lofty, round shape exceeding well, and she lorded it so haughtily in them +that the worshipful town-council were moved to put forth an order against +over much splendor in women's weed. + +She was, verily and indeed, the last damsel I could have wished to see +brought home as mistress of the "Schopperhof," and nevertheless I knew +full well, before my brother went away to the high school, that our grand +uncle was counting on giving her and him to each other in marriage. +Master Tetzel likewise would point to them when they stood side by side, +so high and goodly, as though they were a pair; and this old man, whose +face was as grey and cold and hueless as all about his daughter was +bright and gay, would demean himself with utter humbleness and homage to +the lad who scarce showed the first down on his lip and chin, by reason +that he looked upon him, who was his granduncle's heir, as his own son- +in-law. + +It was, to be sure, known to many that rich old Im Hoff was minded to +leave great endowments to the Holy Church, and meseemed that it was +praiseworthy and wise that he should do all that in him lay to gain the +prayers of the Blessed Virgin and the dear Saints; for the evil deed +which had turned him from a dashing knight into a lonely penitent might +well weigh in torment on his poor soul. I will here shortly rehearse all +I myself knew of that matter. + +In his young days my grand uncle had carried his head high indeed, and +deemed so greatly of his scutcheon and his knightly forbears that be +scorned all civic dignities as but a small matter. Then, whereas in the +middle of the past century all towns were forbid by imperial law to hold +tournaments, he went to Court, and had been dubbed knight by the Emperor +Charles, and won fame and honor by many a shrewd lance-thrust. His more +than common manly beauty gained him favor with the ladies, and since he +preferred what was noble and knightly to all other graces he would wed no +daughter of Nuremberg but the penniless child of Baron von Frauentrift. +But my grand-uncle had made an evil choice; his wife was high-tempered +and filled full of conceits. When princes and great lords came into our +city, they were ever ready to find lodging in the great and wealthy house +of the Im Hoffs; but then she would suffer them to pay court to her, and +grant them greater freedom than becomes the decent honor of a Nuremberg +citizen's hearth. Once, then, when my lord the duke of Bavaria lay at +their house with a numerous fellowship, a fine young count, who had +courted my grand uncle's wife while she was yet a maid, fanned his +jealousy to a flame; and, one evening, at a late hour, while his wife was +yet not come home from seeing some friends, as it fell he heard a noise +and whispering of voices, beneath their lodging, in the courtyard wherein +all these folks' chests and bales were bestowed. He rushed forth, beside +himself; and whereas he shouted out to the courtyard and got no reply, he +thrust right and left at haphazard with his naked sword among the chests +whence he had heard the voices, and a pitiful cry warned him that he had +struck home. Then there came the wailing of a woman; and when the +squires and yeomen came forth with torches and lanterns, he could see +that he had slain Ludwig Tetzel, Ursula's uncle, a young unwedded man. +He had stolen into the courtyard to hold a tryst with the fair daughter +of the master-weigher in the Im Hoffs' house of trade, and the loving +pair, in their fear of the master, had not answered his call, but had +crept behind the baggage. Thus, by ill guidance, had my grand-uncle +become a murderer, and the judges broke their staff over him; albeit, +since he freely confessed the deed of death, and had done it with no evil +intent, they were content to make him pay a fine in money. But some said +that they likewise commanded the hangman to nail up a gallows-cord behind +his house door; others, rather, that he had taken upon himself the +penance of ever wearing such a cord about his neck day and night. + +As touching the Tetzels themselves, they made no claim for blood; and for +this he was so thankful to them, all his life through, that he gave them +his word that he would name Ursula in his testament; whereas he ever +hated the Im Hoffs to the end, after that they, on whom he had brought so +much vexation by his wilful and haughty temper, took counsel after the +judgment as to whether it behooved them not to strip him of their good +old name and thrust him forth from their kinship. Four only, as against +three, spoke in his favor, and this his haughty spirit could so ill +endure that never an Im Hoff dared cross his threshold, though one and +another often strove to win back his favor. + +He had little comfort from his wife in his grief, for when he was found +guilty of manslaughter she quitted him to return to the Emperor's court +at Prague, and there she died after a wild hunt which she had followed in +King Wenzel's train, while she was not yet past her youth. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +Three years were past since Herdegen had first gone to the High School, +and we had never seen him but for a few weeks at the end of the first +year, when he was on his way from Erfurt to Padua. In the letters he +wrote from thence there was ever a greeting for Mistress Anna, and often +there would be a few words in Greek for her and me; yet, as he knew full +well that she alone could crack such nuts, he bid me to the feast only as +the fox bid the stork. While he was with us he ever demeaned himself +both to me and to her as a true and loving brother, when he was not at +the school of arms proving to the amazement of the knights and nobles his +wondrous skill in the handling of the sword, which he had got in the High +School. And during this same brief while be at divers times had speech +of Ursula, but he showed plainly enough that he had lost all delight in +her. + +He had found but half of what he sought at Erfurt, but deemed that he was +ripe to go to Padua; for there, alone, he thought--and Magister Peter +said likewise--could he find the true grist for his mill. And when he +told us of what he hoped to gain at that place we could but account his +judgment good, and wish him good speed and that he might come home from +that famous Italian school a luminary of learning. When, at his +departing, I saw that Ann was in no better heart than I was, but looked +right doleful, I thought it was by reason of the sickness which for some +while past had now and again fallen on her good father. Kunz likewise +had quitted school, and be could not complain that learning weighed too +heavily on his light heart and merry spirit. He was now serving his +apprenticeship in our grand uncle's business, and whereas the traffic was +mainly with Venice he was to learn the Italian tongue with all diligence. +Our Magister, who was well-skilled in it, taught him therein, and was, as +heretofore, well content to be with us. Cousin Maud would never suffer +him to depart, for it had grown to be a habit with her to care for him; +albeit many an one can less easily suffer the presence of a man who needs +help, than of one who is himself of use and service. + +Master Peter himself, under pretence of exercising himself in the Italian +tongue, would often wait upon Dame Giovanna. We on our part would +remember the fable of the Sack and the Ass and laugh; while Ann slipped +off to her garret chamber when the Magister was coming; and she could +never fail to know of it, for no son of man ever smote so feebly as he +with the knocker on the door plate. + +Thus the years in which we grew from children into maidens ran past in +sheer peace and gladness. Cousin Maud allowed us to have every pastime +and delight; and if at times her face was less content, it was only by +reason that I craved to wear a longer kirtle than she deemed fitting for +my tender years, or that I proved myself over-rash in riding in the +riding school or the open country. + +My close friendship with Ann brought me to mark and enjoy many other and +better things; and in this I differed from the maidens of some noble +families, who, to this day, sit in stalls of their own in church, apart +from such as have no scutcheon of arms. But indeed Ann was an honored +guest in many a lordly house wherein our school and playmates dwelt. + +In summer days we would sometimes go forth to the farm belonging to us +Schoppers outside the town, or else to Jorg Stromer our worthy cousin at +the mill where paper is made; and at holy Whitsuntide we would ride forth +to the farm at Laub, which his sister Dame Anna Borchtlin had by +inheritance of her father. Nevertheless, and for all that there was to +see and learn at the paper-mill, and much as I relished the good fresh +butter and the black home-bread and the lard cakes with which Dame +Borchtlin made cheer for us, my heart best loved the green forest where +dwelt our uncle Conrad Waldstromer, father to my cousin Gotz, who still +was far abroad. + +Now, since I shall have much to tell of this well-beloved kinsman and of +his kith and kin, I will here take leave to make mention that all the +Stromers were descended from a certain knight, Conrad von Reichenbach, +who erewhile had come from his castle of Kammerstein, hard by Schwabach, +as far forth as Nuremberg. There had he married a daughter of the +Waldstromers, and the children and grandchildren, issue of this marriage, +were all named Stromer or Waldstromer. And the style Wald--or wood-- +Stromer is to be set down to the fact that this branch had, from a long +past time, heretofore held the dignity of Rangers of the great forest +which is the pride of Nuremberg to this very day. But at the end of the +last century the municipality had bought the offices and dignities which +were theirs by inheritance, both from Waldstromer and eke from Koler the +second ranger; albeit the worshipful council entrusted none others than a +Waldstromer or a Koler with the care of its woods; and in my young days +our Uncle Conrad Waldstromer was chief Forester, and a right bold hunter. + +Whensoever he crossed our threshold meseemed as though the fresh and +wholesome breath of pine-woods was in the air; and when he gave me his +hand it hurt mine, so firm and strong and loving withal was his grip, and +that his heart was the same all men might see. His thick, red-gold hair +and beard, streaked with snowy white, his light, flax-blue eyes and his +green forester's garb, with high tan boots and a cap of otter fur +garnished with the feather of some bird he had slain--all this gave him a +strange, gladsome, and gaudy look. And as the stalwart man stepped forth +with his hanger and hunting-knife at his girdle, followed by his hounds +and badger-dogs, other children might have been affrighted, but to me, +betimes, there was no dearer sight than this of the terrible-looking +forester, who was besides Cousin Gotz's father. + +Well, on the second Sunday after Whitsunday, when the apple blossoms were +all shed, my uncle came in to town to bid me and Cousin Maud to the +forest lodge once more; for he ever dwelt there from one Springtide till +the next, albeit he was under a bond to the Council to keep a house in +the city. I was nigh upon seventeen years old; Ann was past seventeen +already, and I would have expressed my joy as freely as heretofore but +that somewhat lay at my heart, and that was concerning my Ann. She was +not as she was wont to be; she was apt to suffer pains in her head, and +the blood had fled from her fresh cheeks. Nay, at her worst she was all +pale, and the sight of her thus cut me to the heart, so I gladly agreed +when Cousin Maud said that the little house by the river was doing her a +mischief, and the grievous care of her deaf-mute brother and the other +little ones, and that she lacked fresh air. And indeed her own parents +did not fail to mark it; but they lacked the means to obey the leech's +orders and to give Ann the good chance of a change to fresh forest air. + +When my uncle had given his bidding, I made so bold as to beseech him +with coaxing words that he would bid her go with me. And if any should +deem that it was but a light matter to ask of a good-hearted old man that +he should harbor a fair young maid for a while, in a large and wealthy +house, he will be mistaken, inasmuch as my uncle was wont, at all times +and in all places, to have regard first to his wife's goodwill and +pleasure. + +This lady was a Behaim, of the same noble race as my mother, whom God +keep; and what great pride she set on her ancient and noble blood she had +plainly proven in the matter of her son's love-match. This matter had in +truth no less heavily stricken his father's soul, but he had held his +peace, inasmuch as he could never bring himself to play the lord over his +wife; albeit he was in other matters a strict and thorough man; nay a +right stern master, who ruled the host of foresters and hewers, warders +and beaters, bee-keepers and woodmen who were under him with prudence and +straitness. And yet my aunt Jacoba was a feeble, sickly woman, who +rarely went forth to drink in God's fresh air in the lordly forest, +having lost the use of her feet, so that she must be borne from her couch +to her bed. + +My uncle knew her full well, and he knew that she had a good and pitiful +heart and was minded to do good to her kind; nevertheless he said his +power over her would not stretch to the point of making her take a +scrivener's child into her noble house, and entertaining her as an equal. +Thus he withstood my fondest prayers, till he granted so much as that Ann +should come and speak for herself or ever he should leave the house. + +When she had hastily greeted my cousin and me, and Cousin Maud had told +her who my uncle was, she went up to him in her decent way, made him a +curtsey, and held out her hand, no whit abashed, while her great eyes +looked up at him lovingly, inasmuch as she had heard all that was good of +him from me. + +Thereupon I saw in the old forester's face that he was "on the scent" of +my Ann--to use his own words--so I took heart again and said: "Well, +little uncle?" + +"Well," said he slowly and doubtingly. But he presently uplifted Ann's +chin, gazed her in the face, and said: "To be sure, to be sure! Peaches +get they red cheeks better where we dwell than here among stone walls." +And he pulled down his belt and went on quickly, as though he weened that +he might have to rue his hasty words: "Margery is to be our welcome guest +out in the forest; and if she should bring thee with her, child, thou'lt +be welcome." + +Nor need I here set down how gladly the bidding was received; and Ann's +parents were more than content to let her go. Thenceforth had Cousin +Maud, and our house maids, and Beata the tailor-wife, enough on their +hands; for they deemed it a pleasure to take care to outfit Ann as well +as me, since there were many noble guests at the forest lodge, especially +about St. Hubert's day, when there was ever a grand hunt. + +Dame Giovanna, Ann's mother, was in truth at all times choicely clad, +and she ever kept Ann in more seemly and richer habit than others of her +standing; yet she was greatly content with the summer holiday raiment +which Cousin Maud had made for us. Likewise, for each of us, a green +riding habit, fit for the forest, was made of good Florence cloth; and if +ever two young maids rode out with glad and thankful hearts into the +fair, sunny world, we were those maids when, on Saint Margaret's day in +the morning--[The 13th July, old style.]--we bid adieu and, mounted on +our saddles, followed Balzer, the old forester, whom my uncle had sent +with four men at arms on horseback to attend us, and two beasts of +burthen to carry Susan and the "woman's gear." + +As we rode forth at this early hour, across the fields, and saw the lark +mount singing, we likewise lifted up our voices, and did not stop singing +till we entered the wood. Then in the dewy silence our minds were turned +to devotion and a Sabbath mood, and we spoke not of what was in our +minds; only once--and it seems as I could hear her now--these simple +words rose from Ann's heart to her lips: "I am so thankful!" + +And I was thankful at that hour, with my whole heart; and as the great +hills of the Alps cover their heads with pure snow as they get nearer to +heaven, so should every good man or woman, when in some happy hour he +feels God's mercy nigh him, deck his heart with pure and joyful +thanksgiving. + +At last we drew up on a plot shut in by tall trees, in front of a bee- +keeper's hut, and while we were there, refreshing on some new milk and +the store Cousin Maud had put into our saddle bags, we heard the barking +of hounds and a noise of hoofs, and ere long Uncle Conrad was giving us a +welcome. + +He was right glad to let us wait upon him and fell to with a will; but +he made us set forth again sooner than was our pleasure, and as we fared +farther the old forest rang with many a merry jest and much laughter. +To Ann it seemed that my uncle was but now opening her eyes and ears to +the mystery of the forest, which Gotz had shown me long years ago. How +many a bird's pipe did he teach her to know which till now she had never +marked! And each had its special significance, for my uncle named them +all by their names and described them; whereas his son could copy them so +as to deceive the ear, twittering, singing, whistling and calling, each +after his kind. To the end that Ann and my uncle should learn to come +together closely I put no word into his teaching. + +Not till we came to the skirts of the clearing, where the forest lodge +came in sight against the screen of trees, was my uncle silent; then, +while he lifted me from the saddle, he asked me in a low tone if I had +already warned Ann of my aunt's strange demeanor. This I could tell him +I had indeed done; nevertheless I saw by his face that he was not easy +till he could lead Ann to his wife, and had learnt that the maid had +found such favor in her eyes as, in truth, nor he nor I were so bold as +to hope. But with what sweet dignity did the clerk's daughter kiss the +somewhat stern lady's hand--as I had bidden her, and how modestly, though +with due self-respect, did she go through Dame Jacoba's inquisition. For +my part I should have lost patience all too soon, if I had thus been +questioned touching matters concerning myself alone; but Ann kept calm +till the end, and at the same time she spoke as openly as though the +inquisitor had been her own mother. This, in truth, somewhat moved me to +fear; for, albeit I likewise cling to the truth, meseemed it showed it a +lack of prudence and foresight to discover so freely and frankly all that +was poor or lacking in her home; inasmuch as there was much, even there, +which could not be better or more seemly in the richest man's dwelling. +In truth, to my knowledge there was not the smallest thing in the little +house by the river of which a virtuous damsel need feel ashamed. But at +night, in our bed-chamber, Ann confessed to me that she had taken it as a +favor of fortune that she should be allowed, at once, to lay bare to the +great lady who had been so unwilling to open her doors to her, exactly +what she was and to whom she belonged. + +"To be deemed unworthy of heed by my lady hostess," said she, "would have +been hard to bear; but whereas she truly cared to question me, a simple +maid, and I have nothing hid, all is clear and plain betwixt us." + +My aunt doubtless thought in like manner; for she was a truthful woman, +and Ann's honest, firm, and withal gentle way had won her heart. And +yet, since she was strait in her opinions, and must deem it unseemly in +me and my kinsfolk to receive a maid of lower birth as one of ourselves, +she stoutly avowed that Ann's worthy father, as being chief clerk in the +Chancery, might claim to be accounted one of the Council. Never, as she +said to my uncle, would she have suffered a workingman's daughter to +cross her threshold, whereas she had a large place, not alone at her +table but in her heart, for this gentle daughter of a worthy member of +the worshipful Council. + +And such speech was good to my ears and to my uncle Conrad's; but the +best of all was that already, by the end of a week or two, Ann seemed +likely to supplant me wholly in the love my aunt had erewhile shown to +me; Ann thenceforth was diligent in waiting on the sick lady, and such +loving duty won her more and more of my uncle's love, who found his +weakly, suffering wife much on his hands, and that in the plainest sense +of the words, since, whenever he might be at home, she would allow no +other creature to lift her from one spot to another. + +Now, whereas Uncle Conrad had taught Ann to mark the divers voices of the +forest, so did she open my eyes to the many virtues of my aunt, which, +heretofore, I had been wont to veil from my own sight out of wrath at her +hardness to my cousin Gotz. + +Ann, in her compassion and thankfulness, had truly learnt to love her, +and she now led me to perceive that she was in many ways a right wise and +good woman. Her low, sheltered couch in the peaceful chimney-corner was, +as it were, the centre of a wide net, and she herself the spider-wife who +had spun it, for in truth her good counsel stretched forth over the whole +range of forest, and over all her husband's rough henchmen. She knew the +name of every child in the furthest warders' huts, and never did she +suffer one of the forest folks to die unholpen. She was, indeed, forced +to see with other eyes and give with other hands than her own, and +notwithstanding this she ever gave help where it was most needed, since +she chose her messengers well and lent an ear to all who sought her. + +She soon found work for us, making us do many a Samaritan-task; and many +a time have we marvelled to mark the skill with which she wove her web, +and the wisdom coupled with her open-handed bounty. + +No one else could have found a place in the great books which she filled +with her records; but to her they were so clear that the craft of the +most cunning was put to shame when she looked into them. Never a soul, +whether master or man, said her nay in the lightest thing, to my +knowledge, and this was a plea for the one fault which had hitherto set +me against her. + +Everything here was new to Ann; and what could be more delightful, what +could give me greater joy than to be able to show all that was noteworthy +and pleasant, and to me well-known, to a well-beloved friend, and to tell +her the use and end of each thing. In this two men were ever ready to +help me: Uncle Conrad and the young Baron von Kalenbach, a Swabian who +had come to be my uncle's disciple and to learn forestry. + +This same young Baron was a slender stripling, well-grown and not ill- +favored; but it seemed as though his lips were locked, and if a man was +fain to hear the sound of his voice and get from him a "yea" or "nay" +there was no way but by asking him a plain question. His eye, on the +other hand, was full of speech, and by the time I had been no more than +three weeks at the Lodge it told me, as often as it might, that he was +deeply in love with me; nay, he told the reverend chaplain in so many +words that his first desire was that he might take me home as his wife +to Swabia, where he had rich estates. + +Never would I have said him yea, albeit I liked him well; nor did I hide +it from him; nay indeed, now and again I may have lent him courage, +though truly with no evil intent, since I was not ill pleased with the +tale his eyes told me. And I was but a young thing then, and wist not as +yet that a maid who gives hope to a suitor though she has no mind to hear +him, is guilty of a sin grievous enough to bring forth much sorrow and +heart-ache. It was not till I had had a lesson which came upon me all +too soon, that I took heed in such matters; and the time was at hand when +men folks thought more about me than I deemed convenient. + +As I have gone so far as to put this down on paper, I, an old woman now, +will put aside bashfulness and freely confess that both Ann and I were at +that time well-favored and good to look upon. + +I was of the greater height and stouter build, while she was more slender +and supple; and for gentle sweetness I have never seen her like. I was +rose and white, and my golden hair was no whit less fine than Ursula +Tetzel's; but whoso would care to know what we were to look upon in our +youth, let him gaze on our portraits, before which each one of you has +stood many a time. But I will leave speaking of such foolish things and +come now to the point. + +Though for most days common wear was good enough at the Forest Lodge, +we sometimes had occasion to wear our bravery, for now and again we went +forth to hunt with my uncle or with the Junker, on foot or on horseback, +or hawking with a falcon on the wrist. There was no lack of these noble +birds, and the bravest of them all, a falcon from Iceland beyond seas, +had been brought thence by Seyfried Kubbeling of Brunswick. That same +strange man, who was my right good friend, had ere now taught me to +handle a falcon, and I could help my uncle to teach my friend the art. + +I went out shooting but seldom, by reason that Ann loved it not ever +after she had hit one of the best hounds in the pack with her arrow; +and my uncle must have been well affected to her to forgive such a shot, +inasmuch as the dogs were only less near his heart than his closest kin. +They had to make up to him for much that he lacked, and when he stood in +their midst he saw round him, yelping and barking on four legs, well nigh +all that he had thought most noteworthy from his childhood up. They bore +names, indeed, of no more than one or two syllables, but each had its +sense. They were for the most part the beginning of some word which +reminded him of a thing he cared to remember. First he had, in sport, +named some of them after the metrical feet of Latin verse, which had been +but ill friends of his in his school days, and in his kennel there was a +Troch, Iamb, Spond and Dact, whose full names were Trochee, Iambus, +Spondee and Dactyl. Now Spond was the greatest and heaviest of the +wolfhounds; Anap, rightly Anapaest, was a slender and swift greyhound; +and whereas he found this pastime of names good sport he carried it +further. Thus it came to pass that the witless creatures who shared his +loneliness were reminders of many pleasant things. One of a pair of +fleet bloodhounds which were ever leashed together was named Nich, and +the other Syn, in memory that he had been betrothed on the festival of +Saint Nicodemus and wedded on Saint Synesius' day. A noble hound called +Salve, or as we should say Welcome, spoke to him of the birth of his +first born, and every dog in like manner had a name of some +signification; thus Ann took it not at all amiss that he should call a +fine young setter after her name. There had long been a Gred, short for +Margaret. + +Nevertheless we spent much more time in seeing the sick to whom my aunt +sent us on her errands, than we did in shooting or heron-hawking. She +ever packed the little basket we were to carry with her own hands, and +there was never a physic which she did not mingle, nor a garment she had +not made choice of, nor a victual she had not judged fit for each one it +was sent to. + +Thus many a time our souls ached to see want and pain lying in darksome +chambers on wretched straw, though we earned thanks and true joy when we +saw that healing and ease followed in our steps. And whatever seemed to +me the most praiseworthy grace in my Aunt Jacoba, was, that albeit she +could never hear the hearty thanksgiving of those she had comforted and +healed, she nevertheless, to the end of her days, ceased not from caring +for the poor folks in the forest like a very mother. + +My Ann was never made for such work, inasmuch as she could never endure +to see blood or wounds; yet was it in this tending of the sick that I had +reason to mark and understand how strong was the spirit of this frail, +slender flower. + +Since a certain army surgeon, by name Haberlein, had departed this life, +there was no leech at the Forest lodge, but my aunt and the chaplain, a +man of few words but well trained in good works and a right pious servant +of the Lord, were disciples of Galen, and the leech from Nuremberg came +forth once a week, on each Tuesday; and since the death of Doctor Paul +Rieter, of whom I have made mention, it was his successor Master +Ulsenius. His duty it was to attend on the sick mistress, and on any +other sick folks if they needed it; and then it was our part to wait on +the leech, and my aunt would diligently instruct us in the right way to +use healing drugs, or bandages. + +The first time we were bidden to a woman who gathered berries, who had +been stung in the toe by an adder; and when I set to work to wash the +wound, as my aunt had taught me, Ann turned as white as a linen cloth. +And whereas I saw that she was nigh swooning I would not have her help; +but she gave her help nevertheless, though she held her breath and half +turned away her face. And thus she ever did with sores; but she ever +paid the penalty of the violence she did herself. As it fell Master +Ulsenius came to the Forest one day when my aunt's waiting-woman had +fared forth on a pilgrimage to Vierzelmheiligen, and my uncle likewise +being out of the way, the leech called us to him to lend him a helping +hand. Then I came to know that a fall unawares with her horse had been +the beginning of my aunt's long sickness. She had at that time done her +backbone a mischief, and some few months later a wound had broken forth +which was part of her hurt. + +Now when all was made ready Aunt Jacoba begged of Ann that she should +hold the sore closed while Master Ulsenius made the linen bands wet. I +remembered my friend's weakness and came close to her, to take her place +unmarked; but she whispered: "Nay, leave me," in a commanding voice, so +that I saw full well she meant it in earnest, and withdrew without a +word. And then I beheld a noble sight; for though she was pale she did +as she was bidden, nor did she turn her eyes off the wound. But her +bosom rose and fell fast, as if some danger threatened her, and her +nostrils quivered, and I was minded to hold out my arms to save her from +falling. But she stood firm till all was done, and none but I was aware +of her having defied the base foe with such true valor. + +Thenceforth she ever did me good service without shrinking; and +whensoever thereafter I had some hateful duty to do which meseemed I +might never bring myself to fulfil, I would remember Ann holding my +aunt's wound. And out of all this grew the good saying, "They who will, +can"--which the children are wont to call my motto. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +As every word came straight from her heart +Be cautious how they are compassionate +Beware lest Satan find thee idle! +Brought imagination to bear on my pastimes +Comparing their own fair lot with the evil lot of others +Faith and knowledge are things apart +Flee from hate as the soul's worst foe +For the sake of those eyes you forgot all else +Her eyes were like open windows +Last Day we shall be called to account for every word we utter +Laugh at him with friendly mockery, such as hurts no man +Maid who gives hope to a suitor though she has no mind to hear +May they avoid the rocks on which I have bruised my feet +Men folks thought more about me than I deemed convenient +No man gains profit by any experience other than his own +One of those women who will not bear to be withstood +The god Amor is the best schoolmaster +They who will, can +When men-children deem maids to be weak and unfit for true sport + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MARGERY, BY GEORG EBERS, V1 *** + +******** This file should be named 5552.txt or 5552.zip ******** + +This eBook was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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