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- THE STARS INCLINE
-
-
- BY
-
- JEANNE JUDSON
-
- AUTHOR OF “BECKONING ROADS”
-
-[Illustration]
-
- McCLELLAND & STEWART
-
- PUBLISHERS TORONTO
-
- 1920
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1919
-
- BY DODD, MEAD AND COMPANY, INC.
-
-
- PRINTED IN THE U. S. A.
-
-
- The Quinn & Boden Company
-
- BOOK MANUFACTURERS
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- THE STARS INCLINE
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I
-
-
-One can be nineteen and still know a great deal of the world. Ruth
-Mayfield felt that she knew a great deal of the world. She could judge
-character, and taking care of Mother’s business affairs had helped a
-lot, and like most young women of nineteen she knew that if marriage
-offered no more to her than it had offered to her parents, she did not
-want to marry. Of course they hadn’t quarrelled or anything, but they
-lived such dull lives, and there were always money worries—and
-everything.
-
-Ruth had never told her mother any of these things, especially after her
-father died and her mother had cried so much and had seemed to feel even
-worse than Ruth did, for Ruth _had_ felt badly. She had been awfully
-fond of her father, really fonder of him than of her mother. He
-understood her better and it was he who had encouraged her to study art.
-
-That was one of the things that set her apart from other girls in
-Indianapolis. She was an art student. One day she would do great things,
-she knew.
-
-When she was a very little girl she had intended to write. She decided
-this because nothing gave her so much pleasure as reading, not the sort
-of books that delight the hours of the average childhood, but books
-which, had her mother ever taken the trouble to look at them, would have
-made her rather concerned for the future of the small reader. But Mrs.
-Mayfield never troubled to look. The books all came from the
-Indianapolis public library, so they must be all right. They were fairy
-tales at first and later mythology. The mythology of the Greeks and
-Romans which somehow never stepped out of the marble for her; and the
-intensely human mythology of the Icelanders and of the Celts which she
-liked better, and later the mythology of India which fascinated her most
-of all because it had apparently neither beginning nor end. While her
-mother and her mother’s friends were dabbling in Christian Science and
-“New Thought” she was lost in the mysteries of the transmigration of
-souls. Perhaps it was all this delving into the past that gave to her
-wide brown eyes what is called the spirituelle look—a look decidedly
-contradicted by her sturdy body; perhaps, too, it was extensive reading
-that finally decided her not to try to write, but to express herself in
-painting, a medium through which she could depict emotions and dramas
-rather than ideas and facts.
-
-There came to her at the age of fourteen a development which, while it
-increased her faith in things supernormal and for a while fascinated her
-into a deeper delving into the religions of the East, had the final
-effect of frightening her away from things of the mind and turning her
-activities into more beautiful channels. She had read of the
-objectification of ideas and the materialization of thoughts and wanted
-to try to do these things herself, without quite knowing what exercise
-she should make of her knowledge even though it came to her. Like many
-people of a spiritual yet intense nature, of her five senses the sense
-of smell was the keenest. She liked flowers for their odour more than
-for colour or form. One winter day when she had returned home from
-school and was sitting alone with her books—looking out at the
-snow-laden trees instead of studying—she thought of spring and violets;
-she was tired of winter, eager for the spring to come again, and she
-tried to see violets, to catch their scent and their colour. She closed
-her eyes and shut out the winter room and the frost-rimmed window—all
-around her in great warm waves of fragrance rose the odour of
-violets—exquisite English violets with the freshness of the woods in
-them. She took deep breaths, keeping her eyes closed lest the miracle
-should fade. Then when she had quite satisfied herself that she really
-did smell violets she opened her eyes. All about her on the floor, on
-the table, covering her schoolbooks, they lay, great heaps of odorous
-purple blossoms mingled with rich green leaves. With a little cry of
-pleasure and amazement she stretched out her hands to gather them in and
-they were gone. The room was as it had been before, but the odour was
-not gone. For many minutes the fragrance of violets filled her nostrils.
-She was afraid to close her eyes again to bring back the vision, but the
-following day she tried again, and many times afterward. She tried
-different flowers, carnations and Chinese lilies. She could not always
-see the flowers, but she seldom failed with the odour. The game
-fascinated her so that she spent every moment that she could find alone
-in materializing flowers. Then came to her the desire to take the next
-step—to make other people realize her power. Her mother, being the least
-imaginative person she knew as well as the one most conveniently near,
-she decided to try with her. It was one evening when her father was not
-at home. Her mother was busy embroidering—one of those never to be
-finished articles of no conceivable use, which occupy the hands of women
-who have no active interest in life. Ruth was pretending to read. She
-dared not shut her eyes lest her mother should observe. But she bent
-unseeing eyes over her book and concentrated on the inner vision of the
-mystic—shutting out everything except the thought of violets. They were
-her mother’s favourite flower. For many seconds after she herself was
-surrounded by the odour of violets and could see them on her book, her
-mother did not speak. Then she looked up restlessly from her embroidery.
-
-“Have you been using perfume, Ruth?—you know I don’t approve of young
-girls—”
-
-“No, Mother, I haven’t. I haven’t any to use.”
-
-“I smell perfume—violet perfume—it’s more like real violets than just
-perfume—don’t you notice it? The whole room is heavy with it.”
-
-She dropped her embroidery and moved about the room as if hunting for
-the flowers though she knew there were none there.
-
-“It must have been my imagination—it’s gone now. Strange, I was sure I
-smelt violets. I must ask Doctor Gorton about it. It may be a dangerous
-symptom.”
-
-Ruth did not speak. She was rather ashamed and not a little frightened.
-There was nothing of the mischievous about her. She did not want to play
-tricks. She had just wanted to test her power, but this was the last
-time that she consciously tried to use it. For some time the illusion of
-flowers persisted whenever she thought of them, but she tried not to
-think of them and before many months the experiment was a thing of the
-past. It persisted in Ruth only in a deep-rooted faith in the power of
-mind, and in the truth of many things that the average person considered
-superstition. When she heard of deaths and births and marriages—of good
-luck and bad luck—of coincidences and accidents, it seemed to her that
-behind the obvious and accepted causes of all these things she could
-trace an inner and spiritual reason—the working of forces that laughed
-at the clumsy working of material machinery. Yet she no longer delved.
-For a while she actually made a conscious effort to look at life in the
-ordinary way. She was helped in this by the death of her father, which
-placed her in a position of responsibility toward her invalid mother,
-and made her life too full of reality to leave much room for the occult
-and supernatural.
-
-She hadn’t realized quite how much she had loved her mother until she
-died. Mother had been old-fashioned and fussy, but then all invalids
-were fussy, and she had been a dear about letting her go on with her
-studies after Father died, even though she wouldn’t move to Chicago as
-Ruth wished. They could have lived as cheaply in Chicago and Ruth could
-have gone to the art institute there, but Mother wouldn’t consent to the
-move. She wanted to stay near her friends. Ruth couldn’t understand
-that. Her mother’s friends were all such ordinary people. Kind-hearted,
-but quite hopelessly ordinary. It was curious that her mother’s death
-had realized for her one of her most cherished dreams. Mother knew that
-she was going to die. The doctors had told her so, and she had told
-Ruth. It made Ruth cry, but her mother didn’t shed any tears. That was
-why Ruth did. If her mother had cried Ruth would have been more
-controlled, but her mother was so unnaturally calm.
-
-“When I am gone I want you to go to your father’s sister, Gloria
-Mayfield. I hate to send you there, but there’s no one else of your
-blood, and you’re too young to live alone. Gloria has retired from the
-stage and they say she is quite respectable now, and besides you won’t
-be dependent on her. Now that there will be no more doctors’ bills to
-pay, there will be enough money for you to live on, more than any young
-girl ought to have in her own hands. It is all in trust and you will
-have just the income until you are twenty-one.” Ruth made no comment to
-this. Having handled her mother’s business affairs she knew that her
-income would be very small indeed, but she and her mother had different
-ideas as to how much a young girl should spend. “Of course I expect you
-to pay your way with your aunt,” her mother went on. “But you must live
-with some older woman and she is your father’s sister.”
-
-She said it as if the fact that Gloria Mayfield was her father’s sister
-answered all arguments.
-
-“Where does Aunt Gloria live, Mother?” asked Ruth. She accepted the fact
-that her mother would die soon without making an effort to persuade
-either herself or her mother that there was any hope that the doctors
-might be mistaken. She had known for years that her mother would not
-live long. Doctors, New Thought, Christian Science, and Theosophy had
-all been appealed to without having any appreciable effect on her
-mother’s health. Ruth being perfectly healthy was inclined to have faith
-in the New Thought. She disliked the Science because of the word
-Christian, but was inclined to believe that any one of these numerous
-things might have helped if used alone. When her father had died first
-it had seemed unreal—impossible almost, for Ruth and her father had
-always expected her mother to go first, though neither of them would
-have put such a thought into words. It was just an unspoken
-understanding between them.
-
-“In New York,” Mrs. Mayfield had answered; and Ruth was ashamed that her
-first thought on hearing this amazing news was that in New York she
-could study in the best American art schools.
-
-“How old is she?” asked Ruth. She had been a bit troubled by her
-mother’s words about an older woman. Ruth had no desire to go to New
-York to be controlled by some elderly female relative.
-
-“I don’t know. I never saw her. In her younger days she was abroad a
-great deal, and then I never cared to meet her. She was younger than
-your father, quite a lot younger, but she must have reached years of
-discretion by this time. I hope so for your sake. Perhaps I’m not doing
-the right thing by telling you to go to her, but after all she is your
-father’s sister and will be your only relative after I am gone.”
-
-“Have you written to her—do you want me to write?”
-
-“No. I didn’t write to her before and I can’t start now. You will go to
-her after I’m gone as your father’s daughter. Your claim on her is
-through him, not me. You can write to her yourself as soon—as soon as
-you know. Her address is in that little red book on the desk—at least
-that was her address five years ago, when your poor father died. She
-didn’t come to the funeral, though she did write to me, and she may have
-moved since. She probably has. I think on the whole you’d better write
-now so that the letter will have time to follow her.”
-
-Ruth did write and her aunt had not moved, for by a curious coincidence
-Aunt Gloria’s answer came on the very day that her mother died. At the
-time, concerned with her grief, Ruth didn’t read the letter very
-carefully, but afterward—after the funeral, and after all the
-innumerable details had been settled, she went back to it and read it
-again. She didn’t know exactly what to think of it. It filled her with
-doubts. Almost she persuaded herself to disregard her mother’s wish and
-not go to Aunt Gloria at all, but she had already told all her mother’s
-kind friends that that was what she would do. It gave her a logical
-excuse for refusing all of the offers of the well-meaning women who
-asked her to come and stop with them “for a few weeks at least until you
-are more yourself.”
-
-Ruth realized that she had never felt so much herself as she did
-now—rather hopelessly alone and independent in a way that frightened
-her. These kind women were all her mother’s friends, not hers. She had
-none. She had always prided herself on being different from other girls
-and not interested in the things they cared for—boys and parties and
-dress. Even at the art school she had found the other students
-disappointingly frivolous. They had not taken their art seriously as she
-did. The letter was curious:
-
-“My dear child,” she had written, “by all means come to me in New York
-if your mother dies. But why anticipate? She’ll probably live for years.
-I hope so. To say I hope so sounds almost like a lack of hospitality and
-to send you an urgent invitation to come, under the circumstances,
-sounds—This is getting too complicated. Come whenever you need me, I’m
-always at home now.”
-
-And the letter was signed with her full name, Gloria Mayfield. She had
-not even called Ruth niece, or signed herself “your loving aunt,” or
-anything that might be reasonably expected.
-
-Ruth might have lingered on at home, but she had refused the hospitality
-of her mother’s friends and the house was empty and desolate and she was
-dressed in black. She hadn’t wanted to dress in black, but she hadn’t
-the courage to shock people by continuing to wear colours, so she
-hurriedly finished all the ghastly business that some one must always
-finish after a funeral, and then she packed her trunks, putting in all
-the pictures and books that she liked best, and took a train for New
-York. She had a plan in the back of her mind about a studio there. She
-had never seen a real studio, but she had read about them, and if Aunt
-Gloria proved disagreeable, she would go and live in one. She wondered a
-bit what sort of a place Aunt Gloria lived in. The address sounded
-aristocratic and sort of English, Gramercy Square. She liked the sound
-of it.
-
-Her mother’s death had hurt her cruelly, but she was so young that
-already she was beginning to rebound. The journey helped to revive her
-spirits. Everything interested her, but her first sight of New York
-disappointed her vaguely. If she had known, her disappointment was
-caused only because the cab driver took her down Fourth Avenue instead
-of Fifth, and there was little to interest her in the dull publishing
-buildings and wholesale houses, and she missed even the shabby green of
-Madison Square. Her spirits rose a bit when the cab turned into Gramercy
-Square. All the fresh greenness of it, the children playing within the
-iron-barred enclosure, the old-fashioned houses and clubs and the big,
-new apartment buildings looking so clean and quiet in the morning
-sunlight, appealed to her. She rather expected the cab to stop before
-one of the apartment houses, but instead it stopped on the north side of
-the park. Her aunt lived in a house then. This was also cheering. The
-cab driver carried her bag for her up the high steps and she rang the
-bell with a fast-beating heart. She didn’t know exactly what she had
-expected—perhaps that Aunt Gloria would open the door in person—and she
-started back when it was opened by a tall negro who looked as startled
-as herself.
-
-“Is Aunt Gloria—is Miss Mayfield at home?”
-
-“Are you expected?”
-
-He spoke in a soft, precise voice unlike the voice of any nigger Ruth
-had ever heard before. She knew he must be a servant though he was not
-in livery, and she looked at him as she answered, suddenly impressed by
-his regular features, his straight hair, and yellow-brown skin.
-
-“She didn’t know exactly when I’d come, but she knew I was coming. I am
-her niece.”
-
-The servant picked up her bag, which the cab driver had left beside her
-and opened the door wider for her to come in.
-
-“Miss Mayfield is at home. I’ll let her know that you are here if you
-will wait a few moments.”
-
-She was in a wide hall now from which an open staircase rose to rooms
-above. The hall was very cheerful with white woodwork and grey walls
-hung with etchings in narrow black frames. Uninvited Ruth perched
-hesitatingly on the edge of a Chippendale chair and waited. The coloured
-man walked to the far end of the hall, opened a door there and called:
-
-“Amy, come here, you.”
-
-Amy came, a round, short, black woman of the type most familiar to Ruth.
-
-To her the man evidently explained the situation, but his soft voice did
-not carry to Ruth’s end of the hall; not so the voice of Amy. Ruth could
-hear her replies quite plainly.
-
-“Mis’ Mayfiel’ a’n yit had her breakfus’—I’se jes now makin’ de tray—ef
-you sez so I’ll tell her, but dis a’n no hour to be talkin’ to Mis’
-Mayfiel’.”
-
-Both Amy and the man disappeared through the door and soon Amy emerged
-again carrying a breakfast tray. She went past Ruth and up the stairs.
-Ruth was growing impatient and rather offended. Of course she should
-have sent a wire, but even so, Gloria Mayfield was her aunt and she
-should have been taken to her at once. Evidently her aunt ate breakfast
-in bed. Perhaps she was an invalid like her mother. Ruth hoped not.
-Evidently too she had a lot more money than Ruth had supposed. Her
-impatience was not alleviated when Amy came down the stairs again
-without speaking to her. It was unbearable that she should sit here in
-the hall of her aunt’s house, ignored like a book agent. In another
-moment the man had reappeared.
-
-“Miss Mayfield will see you as soon as she can dress, Miss, and would
-you like breakfast in your room or downstairs?”
-
-He had picked up Ruth’s bag as he spoke.
-
-“I’ve had breakfast,” said Ruth. She had indeed eaten breakfast in Grand
-Central Station. It was only seven o’clock in the morning when she
-arrived in New York, and that had seemed rather an early hour for even a
-relative to drop into her aunt’s home unexpectedly.
-
-She followed the servant up the stairs, mentally commenting on how she
-hated “educated niggers.” Yet she had to admit there was nothing
-disrespectful in his manner. He set her bag down in one of the rooms
-opening out of the circular landing and asked for her trunk checks, and
-suggested sending Amy up to make her comfortable. She gave him the trunk
-checks, refused the offer of Amy’s help, and when he had closed the door
-sat down to examine her surroundings and wait for the appearance of her
-aunt.
-
-There had been a certain charm about the entrance hall and stairway of
-the house, but the room in which she found herself was as uninteresting
-as possible. It was large and high-ceiled and almost empty and streamers
-of loosened and discoloured wall paper hung from the walls. It was in
-the rear of the house. The few essential pieces of furniture in the room
-made it look even larger than it really was. It looked like what it was,
-a very much unused bedroom in a house very much too large for its
-inhabitants. She walked to the window and looked out, but the view did
-not interest her. It was only of the rear of the houses on Twenty-second
-Street. The house opposite had a tiny back garden that ran out to meet a
-similar back garden in the rear of her aunt’s house. Ruth did not call
-this plot of ground a garden, because it had nothing growing in it
-except one stunted, twisted tree on the branches of which September had
-left a dozen pale green leaves. It made her think of an anæmic slum
-child. Looking at it Ruth felt suddenly very sad and neglected. She had
-hoped that her aunt would not be too much like a relative, but now she
-began to persuade herself that she had looked forward to the embracing
-arms of a motherly aunt, and her cold reception had quite broken her
-heart. Instead of a fussy, motherly relative she had found a cold,
-selfish woman living in a house much too large, surrounded by
-servants—Ruth had only seen two but there were probably more. She was
-unwelcome; she had been shoved off into the shabbiest room in the house
-by an insolent servant. But she was not a pauper. She would tell her
-aunt very coldly that she had only come to pay her respects and was
-going immediately to an hotel.
-
-“Oh no, Aunt Gloria; I couldn’t think of imposing on you,” she could
-hear herself saying, and of course then her aunt would urge her to stay,
-but she wouldn’t. What could her aunt do in such a big house? It was
-four floors and a basement. It must be full of shabby, unused rooms like
-this one. Just then there was a knock at the door, and she hadn’t even
-smoothed her hair or powdered her nose as she had intended doing before
-her aunt sent for her.
-
-“Come in,” she said. Her voice sounded husky and unused. The words were
-scarcely out of her mouth when the door opened and a woman swept into
-the room—the tallest woman she had ever seen, at least six feet tall and
-slender without being thin—a graceful tiger lily of a woman with masses
-of auburn hair and big grey, black-lashed eyes and a straight white nose
-and a crushed flower of a mouth. With one hand she was holding a
-gorgeous, nameless garment of amber silk and lace and the other hand was
-held out to Ruth. Even as she took it Ruth realized that it would have
-been preposterous to have expected the goddess to kiss her.
-
-“I’m so sorry to have kept you waiting—Ruth,” she said. Her voice was
-like silver bells ringing.
-
-“I should have wired,” admitted Ruth. Her voice sounded flat and
-toneless after hearing her aunt speak.
-
-“It would have been awkward if I hadn’t happened to be in town, but I
-was, so it’s all right. You’re older than I thought, I was afraid that
-you’d turn out a little girl.”
-
-“And you’re ever so much younger than I thought, Aunt Gloria,” said
-Ruth, beginning to gain her composure.
-
-“Thirty-five last birthday,” said her aunt.
-
-Immediately Ruth realized that thirty-five was the only possible age for
-a woman. To be older or younger than thirty-five was infinitely dull.
-She herself at nineteen, which only a few moments ago she had considered
-a very interesting age indeed, was quite hopeless.
-
-“But come, we mustn’t stay in this awful room. I didn’t tell George just
-where to take you. Certainly not here. I’ll have a room fixed up for
-you. Did George send for your trunks? He said you’d had breakfast, but
-that can’t be true—coffee perhaps, but not breakfast—I only had coffee
-myself. So we can eat together while they’re getting a room ready for
-you.” She was sweeping Ruth along with her down the stairs as she
-talked, not waiting for answers to anything she said. At the foot she
-turned and opened a door at the left of the staircase and peered in.
-
-“Too gloomy in the dining-room in the morning. We’ll go in here,” and
-she turned to the other side, opening a door into a big room, all
-furnished in soft grey and dull gold. Ruth’s artist eye perceived how
-such a neutral-tinted background was just the thing to enhance the
-colourful appearance and personality of her aunt. The only touch of
-vivid colour in the room was in the hangings at the deep, high windows
-that looked out on the park.
-
-“Have Amy bring our breakfast in here,” said Gloria, and then Ruth saw
-that George was standing in the doorway of the room they had just
-entered, though she had not heard her aunt call him. Later she observed
-the same thing many times, that George always appeared as if by magic
-and seemingly without being called whenever her aunt wanted him.
-
-The room was full of comfortable, low, cushioned chairs, and seated on
-two of them with a table between, on which George had laid a white
-cloth, Ruth and her aunt Gloria gave each other that full scrutiny which
-surprise and embarrassment had previously denied them.
-
-Ruth could see now that her aunt was not really so young as she had at
-first appeared. There were fine lines around her large eyes and art, not
-nature had painted her lashes black. Her fine brows had been “formed”
-and there were little, pale freckles gleaming on her white nose and
-across her long, cleanly moulded hands. Ruth saw all these things and
-they only strengthened her belief that Aunt Gloria was the most
-beautiful and charming woman in the world. She hoped very much that her
-aunt would like her, but she was not sanguine about it. She tried to
-tell herself that this woman was only her father’s sister, but it was
-hard to believe.
-
-“Now, tell me all about it,” said Gloria.
-
-“There’s very little to tell. Mother died on the tenth—your letter
-arrived on the same day. Of course it wasn’t unexpected. She had been an
-invalid for almost ten years, so it wasn’t a shock. I was the only
-relative at the funeral, but Mother had ever so many friends—”
-
-She paused, wondering if she ought to tell Aunt Gloria about the
-flowers, the Eastern Star wreath, and—
-
-“I don’t mean that,” Gloria interrupted her thoughts. “I mean how your
-mother happened to suggest that you come here. You know Jack’s wife
-didn’t approve of me—refused to meet me even, and I can’t understand.
-Was there some sort of deathbed forgiveness, or what?”
-
-There was the faintest trace of mockery in her voice, but somehow Ruth
-could not be angry, though she knew that this woman, her father’s
-sister, was laughing at her dead mother and her dead mother’s
-conventions and moralities. She decided that she would be as frank as
-her aunt.
-
-“No, Aunt Gloria, I don’t think Mother’s views had changed at all. She
-sent me here because you are my only living relative and she thought I
-was too young to live alone—and I came,” she continued bravely, “because
-New York is the best place in America to study art and I want to be a
-great painter. But if you don’t want me here I’ll live alone—I have
-money you know, and Mother intended that I should pay my own way.”
-
-“I understand,” said Gloria, nodding. “That would be in character—a sort
-of blood is stronger than Bohemia idea.”
-
-“And then,” continued Ruth, determined to be absolutely frank, “I think
-Mother was under the impression that you were older than you are, and
-had settled down—you have retired from the stage?”
-
-Again Gloria laughed.
-
-“My dear child, I’ve done nothing but retire from the stage ever since I
-first went on it, but that doesn’t matter. I agree with your mother that
-you will be much better off here with me than alone, and I shall be very
-glad to have you—it means one more permanent resident in this huge barn
-of a house. Only please don’t call me Aunt. Call me Gloria. My being
-your aunt is more or less of an accident. The fact that I like you is of
-vastly more importance, and if you like me we shall get on very well
-together.”
-
-“I think you’re wonderful,” admitted Ruth, blushing deeply.
-
-“Very well, then, you shall stay here—you can have two rooms or more if
-you want ’em, fixed up to suit yourself, and you can spend your income
-on your clothes and your education—but you will be here as my guest, not
-as my relative. I dislike relatives inordinately—don’t you?”
-
-Without giving Ruth time to reply she went on:
-
-“Have you thought about where you’re going to study?”
-
-“No; I suppose there are a number of places.”
-
-“There are, of course; the Art Students’ League is one of the best. The
-associations there should be good. You’ll be working with the
-strugglers. How old are you?”
-
-“Nineteen.”
-
-“Nineteen and the whole world before you, work and failure and success
-and New York and Paris and your first love affair—you’re young and you
-don’t have to nibble at the loaf; you can take big, hungry bites, and
-when the time for nibbling does come, you’ll have a banquet to
-remember.”
-
-“Where is the Art Students’ League?” asked Ruth.
-
-Her aunt fascinated her; she talked “like a book,” Ruth thought, but
-Ruth herself was practical despite her dreaming and the talk of art
-schools interested her.
-
-“Oh, it’s a school with small fees—if you have a lot of talent they give
-scholarships—I don’t really know much about it, except that it’s on
-Fifty-seventh Street some place, and that it is supposed to be proper
-and good. You might try it for a year—then you’ll probably be wanting
-Paris. In another year I may feel old enough to chaperon you.”
-
-After breakfast they went through the house, planning where Ruth should
-establish herself, finally deciding on two rooms on the fourth floor,
-because one of them had a skylight and could be used as a studio, where
-Ruth could work undisturbed.
-
-The next few days were spent in buying furniture, in having the rooms
-redecorated, and in becoming familiar with New York.
-
-Ruth was determined not to be impressed by anything, a determination
-that led Gloria Mayfield to suspect that her niece was of a phlegmatic
-temperament, and to wonder why she wanted to be an artist. Only the
-quiet sense of humour that Ruth displayed at rare intervals, encouraged
-her to believe that having her niece with her might not be a bad
-arrangement.
-
-Ruth on her part discovered that her Aunt Gloria had a wide and varied
-circle of friends and no particularly well-defined scheme of existence.
-And she discovered a little of Gloria Mayfield’s past, the past that had
-been so shrouded in mystery in her mother’s house. It was when Ruth had
-made a remark about her aunt living alone in such a large house.
-
-“Yes, it is large, but what am I to do?” said Gloria. “My second husband
-wished it on me and my third was kind enough to settle enough income on
-me to pay the taxes, and there you are. Of course I could let it to some
-one else, but it’s nice to have a lot of room.”
-
-Ruth could not disguise her shock and astonishment.
-
-“Oh, didn’t you know?” asked Gloria, smiling cheerfully.
-
-“I didn’t know you’d been married at all,” said Ruth.
-
-“Only once, really—the others were almost too casual. I supposed your
-mother had told you.”
-
-“Did they die?” asked Ruth.
-
-“Not to my knowledge—I never killed any of them,” said Gloria.
-
-And Ruth put this conversation away in the back of her brain for future
-reference, along with several dozen other things that she didn’t exactly
-understand.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
-
-Ruth would have liked a scholarship—not because she could not easily
-afford the small fees at the Art Students’ League, but because a
-scholarship would have meant that she had unusual talent; but she didn’t
-get one. No one seemed particularly interested in her work. The woman
-who enrolled her in the League was as casual as a clerk in an hotel.
-
-The manner of the enrolment clerk and the grandeur of the Fine Arts
-Building produced a feeling of insignificance in Ruth that was far from
-pleasant. She engaged her locker for the year, and when she was led to
-it to put her board and paints away, and saw the rows upon rows of other
-lockers, she felt even smaller. Was it possible that all those lockers
-were needed? That so many other girls and boys were also art students?
-If there was an art student for every locker and each of them shared her
-determination to become a great painter, the world would be so flooded
-with splendid art that one might better be a stenographer. Then she
-comforted herself that all of the students could not possibly succeeded.
-Some of them, the girls especially, would doubtless give up art for
-marriage and babies. Some of the men would become commercialized, go in
-for illustrating or even advertising, but she would go “onward and
-upward,” as her instructor in Indianapolis had so thrillingly said. She
-felt better after that; and seeing her reflection in a shop window she
-felt better still. She wasn’t beautiful, but she was interesting
-looking, she told herself. The way she combed her almost black hair down
-over her ears Madonna fashion, her little low-heeled shoes, her complete
-absence of waist line, all marked her as “different.”
-
-She had enrolled for the morning class in portrait painting from 9:00 to
-12:30 and the afternoon class in life drawing from 1:00 to 4:30 and she
-would attend the Friday afternoon lectures on anatomy. They began at
-4:30, after the first of November, so she could go direct from her life
-class to the lecture. She would have liked to attend some of the evening
-classes, too, but Gloria had suggested that she wait a bit.
-
-“My word, child, it’s all right to work hard. One must work hard, but
-don’t spend twenty-four hours a day at it. It’s bad enough to begin at
-the unearthly hour of nine in the morning without spending your evenings
-there, too.”
-
-Afterward Ruth was glad that she had not enrolled in any of the evening
-classes. She usually returned to the house on Gramercy Square about five
-o’clock in the afternoon, just when Gloria’s day seemed to be properly
-begun, and there were always people there who interested Ruth, though
-she took little part in the conversation. Ruth would come into the hall,
-her sketches under her arm, and Gloria would call to her and she would
-walk into the big comfortable room and be introduced to half a dozen
-people, whose names she seldom remembered. The people would nod to her
-and go on with their conversation, and she would sit back listening and
-watching, feeling more like an audience at a play than one of the group
-of people in a drawing-room.
-
-Most of the conversation was quite meaningless to her, but there was one
-man, one of the few who did not change in the ever-changing group, who
-interested her intensely. She gathered that he was a playwright and that
-he had written the book and lyrics for a musical comedy that was to have
-its New York _première_ soon. One of the other men called him a show
-doctor, and said that he had written lines into over half the shows on
-Broadway.
-
-All of the other people seemed to think him “terribly clever,” but Ruth
-didn’t understand all of the things at which they laughed. They were
-always begging him to sing his latest song, and he never demurred,
-though any one could tell with half an ear that he hadn’t any voice at
-all. He sang in a queer, half-chanty voice, with a curious appealing
-note in it.
-
-“Do you really like his singing?” she once asked Gloria.
-
-“His voice, you mean?” Gloria looked at her with the little frown
-between her eyes and the amused twist to her mouth that Ruth often
-observed when her aunt was explaining things to her. “Of course not;
-it’s not his voice, it’s his song. He’s the cleverest song writer in New
-York, and he’s already written two fairly successful plays. He’s young,
-you know.”
-
-“Is he? I thought he must be thirty at least.”
-
-Then Gloria laughed outright.
-
-“He is about thirty, but that isn’t old. He’s a funny, old dear, don’t
-you think so?”
-
-“Yes,” admitted Ruth. “He dresses oddly—that is—”
-
-“I know what you mean, but you see a man like Terry Riordan doesn’t have
-to keep his trousers pressed. No other man is worth listening to while
-Terry is in the room.”
-
-Ruth decided that she would pay particular attention to Terry Riordan
-the next time she met him.
-
-Her opportunity came the next day. She had gone out to lunch that day
-and had been a little late at life class in consequence, and had to
-stand up at an easel in the back instead of sitting among the more
-fortunate ones in the front rows, where early arrival had usually placed
-her. The model was a man—“Krakowski, the wrestler,” one of the girls had
-whispered to her. “He’s got a wonderful body; we’re lucky to get him.”
-
-Ruth could not control a little gasp of admiration when he stepped on
-the model throne. He looked like a statue with his shining
-smooth-muscled body, and he stood almost as still. It was several
-minutes before Ruth could get the proper, impersonal attitude toward
-him. Most of the models had quite uninteresting faces, but Krakowski had
-a face almost as handsome as his body, and there was a half smile on his
-lips as if he were secretly amused at the students. For a second Ruth
-saw them through his eyes—thin, earnest-eyed girls, dressed in “arty”
-garments, squinting at him over drawing-boards as if the fate of nations
-depended on their work, well-dressed dabblers and shabby strugglers
-after beauty. She noted again the two old women, the fat one with the
-dyed hair, and the ribbons and art jewelry and the thin one whose hair
-was quite frankly grey. The fat one had attracted Ruth’s attention the
-very first day because in the rest period she ran around insisting that
-every one near her should look at her work and offer criticism, and when
-the instructor came through she monopolized as much of his time as
-possible to his obvious annoyance.
-
-Why didn’t they think of studying art twenty years ago? Ruth wondered.
-It seemed to her that the model was thinking the same thing. Then she
-forgot his face and began to block in her sketch.
-
-The girl next to her had a scholarship, her name was Dorothy Winslow, a
-rather pretty, widemouthed girl with a shock of corn-coloured bobbed
-hair and very merry blue eyes. Out of the corner of her eye Ruth watched
-her work. She had large, beautiful hands and the ends of her slim
-fingers were always smudged with charcoal or blotted up with paint. She
-wore a painting-smock of purple and green batik. Ruth was tremendously
-impressed, but tried not to be. She was torn between a desire to dress
-in the same manner and a determination to consider herself superior to
-such affectations and remain smug in the consciousness of her
-conventional dress. Still she did wonder how she would look with her
-hair bobbed. How fast Dorothy Winslow worked. Her pencil seemed so sure.
-Never mind, she must not be jealous.
-
-“Facility? Facility is dangerous—big things aren’t done in a few
-minutes—Rome wasn’t built in a day,” she said to herself in the best
-manner of her instructor in Indianapolis. One thing that puzzled her was
-the way the instructors left the students alone. They were there to
-teach, why didn’t they do it? Instead, they passed around about twice a
-week and looked at the drawings and said something like “You’re getting
-on all right—just keep it up,” or now and then really gave a criticism,
-but more often just looked and passed on to the next without a word in
-the most tantalizing manner possible. The reticence of the instructors
-was amply balanced by the loquacity of the students. They looked at each
-other’s work and criticized or praised in the frankest manner possible,
-and seemingly without a hint of jealousy or self-consciousness. It was
-time to rest. The model left the throne and immediately the students all
-left their drawing-boards to talk.
-
-Dorothy Winslow leaned over Ruth’s shoulder.
-
-“That’s really awfully nice, the way you’ve got that line,—” she pointed
-with one long, slim charcoal-smudged finger.
-
-“Do you think so? Thank you,” said Ruth.
-
-“Krakowski’s lovely to work from, anyway. I’d love to paint him. He’s
-got such an interesting head.”
-
-“Yes—it distracted me from my work a little,” admitted Ruth. “Why,
-you’ve almost got a finished sketch,” she continued, looking at
-Dorothy’s board.
-
-“I always work fast,” admitted Dorothy, “but I’ll do it all over again a
-dozen times before the week is finished.”
-
-“I wonder how she happened to take up art,” said Ruth, nodding toward
-the broad back of the fat lady with the dyed hair.
-
-“Oh, she’s—she’s just one of the perpetual students—they say she’s been
-coming here for ten years—didn’t they have any perpetual students where
-you came from? But perhaps this is your first year?”
-
-“No, I studied a year in the Indianapolis Art School and we didn’t have
-any perpetual art students. Is the one with grey hair a perpetual
-student, too?”
-
-“Yes; we had one, a man too, in San Francisco where I came from.”
-
-“Why do they do it? Isn’t it rather pitiful, or are they rich women with
-a fad?”
-
-“No, indeed, they’re not rich. I never heard of a perpetual student who
-was rich. Why, Camille De Muth, the fat one, sometimes has to pose in
-the portrait class to earn money to pay for her life.”
-
-“How does she live?” asked Ruth.
-
-“Dear Lord, as well ask me why is an art student as how does one
-live—how do any of us live, except of course the lucky ones with an
-allowance from home?”
-
-All the time she was talking, Dorothy Winslow was moving her hands,
-defying all the laws of physiology by bending her long fingers back over
-the tops of them, and by throwing one white thumb out of joint.
-
-“But you haven’t told me why they do it—why they keep on studying year
-after year. Don’t they try to make any use of what they’ve learned?”
-
-“Not that I ever heard of—they’re just—just art artists. They spend
-their lives in class and at exhibitions, but I’ve never tried to
-understand them—too busy trying to understand myself.”
-
-“What do they do when they’re not here?” asked Ruth.
-
-“They spend their leisure in the cool marble twilight of the
-Metropolitan, making bad copies of old masters.”
-
-The model had reappeared and they went back to their boards, but after
-class Ruth found that Dorothy Winslow was walking by her side toward
-Fifth Avenue.
-
-“Do you go downtown?” asked Dorothy.
-
-“Yes,” admitted Ruth. She was really very much interested in Dorothy,
-but she was a bit afraid that the girl would attract attention on the
-street. She now had a vivid blue tam with a yellow tassel on her fluffy
-hair.
-
-“How do you go?”
-
-“On the ’bus,” said Ruth.
-
-“So do I, when I can afford it; when I can’t I walk, but I guess I can
-spend the dime today. I got some fashion work to do last week.”
-
-“Fashions?” Ruth could not keep the scorn out of her voice.
-
-“Oh, I know how you feel about that, but one can’t become Whistler or
-Sargent all in a day, and paint and Michelet paper and canvas cost
-money.”
-
-“You must be awfully clever to be able to earn money with your work
-already,” admitted Ruth, a bit ashamed of herself.
-
-“I have talent,” admitted Dorothy, “but then so many people have talent.
-I’ve got an idea that work counts a whole lot more than talent, but of
-course that’s an awfully practical, inartistic idea—only I can’t help
-it. I had to come to New York and I couldn’t come without a scholarship,
-so I worked and got it. What do you think about it?”
-
-“Work counts of course, but without the divine spark of genius—one must
-have talent and genius, and then work added makes the ideal combination.
-Why, if only hard work were necessary, any one, any stevedore or common
-labourer or dull bookkeeper, could become a great artist.”
-
-“That doesn’t sound so silly to me. I really think they could, if the
-idea only occurred to them and they didn’t give up. I think any one can
-be anything they please, if they only please it long enough.”
-
-It was like Ruth to answer this with a quotation.
-
-“I don’t think so,” she said. “‘There is a destiny that shapes our ends,
-rough-hew them as we may.’”
-
-“Perhaps, but some people do a lot more rough-hewing than others, and
-I’m going to hew my way to a position as the greatest American portrait
-painter, and it won’t be so rough either.”
-
-Before such blind self-confidence Ruth was dumb. She also intended to be
-a great something or other in the world of art, but she had never
-thought definitely enough about it to decide just what it would be. She
-did think now, or spoke without thinking.
-
-“Then I’ll be the greatest landscape painter—landscapes with figures.”
-
-Before they parted at Twentieth Street, Ruth had promised to go to an
-exhibition with Dorothy on the following Saturday.
-
-Gloria had given her a latch key and she went into the house on Gramercy
-Square without ringing the bell. She expected to hear her aunt’s voice,
-but instead a man’s voice called out:
-
-“That you, Gloria?”
-
-She answered by walking into the drawing-room, disappointed at not
-finding Gloria there.
-
-“Where is Gloria?”
-
-They both said it at once, and then they both laughed. Terry Riordan was
-very appealing when he laughed. He had risen at her entrance, and was
-standing loose-limbed yet somehow graceful in his formless tweeds.
-
-“I’ve been waiting at least an hour for her, though it was obvious that
-George didn’t want me here. He quite overpowered me with big words and
-proper English to explain why he thought my waiting quite uncalled for.”
-
-“He’s like that, but Gloria is sure to come if you wait long enough,”
-said Ruth, sinking wearily into a chair and dropping her sketches beside
-her on the floor.
-
-“Even if she doesn’t I couldn’t find a more comfortable place than this
-to loaf. I’m too nervous to be any place else in comfort. The show opens
-tonight. It was all right at the tryout in Stamford, but that doesn’t
-mean much. I want a cigarette, and George frightened me so that I didn’t
-dare ask him where they are.”
-
-“Frightened? You, Mr. Riordan?”
-
-“There, you looked like Gloria then. You are relatives, of course, same
-name and everything, but I never noticed any resemblance before. Suppose
-you must be distant relatives.”
-
-“Gloria says we must be very distant relatives in order to be close
-friends,” said Ruth, dodging the invitation to tell the extent of her
-relationship to Gloria.
-
-“As for the cigarettes, there should be some in the blue Ming jar over
-there, or, if you prefer, you can roll your own. There’s tobacco in the
-box—Gloria’s own tobacco.”
-
-“Thanks; I suppose I could have found it myself, but I was actually
-afraid to look around—George gave me such a wicked look—he did indeed,”
-said Terry. “What a wonderful woman Gloria Mayfield is,” he continued as
-he lit a cigarette.
-
-“I know,” said Ruth. “No wonder she has so many friends.”
-
-“Every one loves Gloria,” continued Terry.
-
-“You love her?” asked Ruth. She felt that this man was confiding in her.
-She wondered if he had proposed to Gloria and if his suit was hopeless.
-She felt sorry for him, but even while she sympathized she could not
-keep the three husbands out of her mind. Three husbands were rather
-overwhelming, but four! Somehow, it didn’t seem quite right, even for so
-amazing a woman as Gloria.
-
-“I should say I do love Gloria. Why, she lets me read everything I’ve
-written and always applauds. That’s one of the things I came for today.
-I’ve written that number for Dolly Derwent. Want to hear it?”
-
-“Yes, please; I’d love to hear it.”
-
-“Got to tell some one,” said Terry, and without waiting for further
-encouragement, he began singing in his queer, plaintive voice, that made
-his words sound even more nonsensical than they were, a song the refrain
-of which was:
-
- “_Any judge can recognize
- A perfect lady by her eyes,
- And they ain’t got nothing, they ain’t got nothing,
- They ain’t got nothing on me._”
-
-“Do you think that’ll get across? You know Dolly Derwent. Don’t you
-think that will suit her?”
-
-Now, Ruth had never seen Dolly Derwent, and looking at Terry Riordan she
-suddenly decided to drop pretence.
-
-“I’ve never seen her,” she admitted, “and while I suppose your songs are
-awfully clever and funny, I don’t know anything about the stage and half
-the time I don’t know what you’re all talking about. You see I haven’t
-been in New York long and I spend most of my time at the Art Students’
-League and I’m afraid I’m not much good as a critic.”
-
-For a few moments Terry did not answer. He just looked at her, smiling.
-His smile diffused a warm glow all round her heart as if he were telling
-her that he understood all about her and rather admired her for not
-understanding all the stage patter.
-
-“Suppose you show me your sketches. I don’t know any more about art than
-you do about the stage, so then we’ll be even,” he said.
-
-“There’s nothing here that would interest you—just studies from the life
-class.”
-
-“I say there’s an idea for a number—chorus of art students in smocks and
-artists’ caps and a girl with an awfully good figure on a model
-throne—no, that’s been used. Still there ought to be some sort of an
-original variation of the theme.” He took out his notebook and wrote
-something in it.
-
-“Shall I bring tea, Miss Ruth?”
-
-George was standing in the doorway, having appeared suddenly from
-nowhere.
-
-“Yes, thank you, George—”
-
-“Perhaps if we go on just as if we weren’t waiting for Gloria, she’ll
-come.”
-
-“I’d forgotten that we were waiting for her,” said Terry. “Do you know,
-I think that nigger is jealous of me—you know, as dogs are sometimes
-jealous of their mistress’ friends—and he’s only being civil now because
-I’m talking to you instead of Gloria. Some day he’s going to put
-something in my high ball.”
-
-“What a terrible thing to say,” said Ruth. “I’m sure George is perfectly
-harmless. It’s only that he doesn’t talk like other niggers.”
-
-“Don’t call him a nigger!” exclaimed Terry, pretending to be shocked.
-“Hasn’t Gloria told you that he is a Hindoo—half-caste I imagine, and he
-came from some weird place, and I heartily wish he’d return to it.”
-
-A Hindoo—that explained George’s appearance, but it made him more
-puzzling as a servant than before. He was not like the imaginations of
-Hindoos that her reading had built up, but perhaps as Terry said he was
-a half-caste. Terry’s words, for the moment, surprised her out of
-speech.
-
-“Here’s Gloria now,” he said. “We must stop talking treason. She thinks
-she has the best servants in the world.”
-
-Gloria came in, filling the room with cold outer air mingled with the
-odour of the violets pinned on her sables.
-
-“Just look who’s here,” she said, holding a small, plump, frizzled,
-blond woman of about forty in front of her. “Billie Irwin—she came over
-from London with the unfortunate ‘Love at First Sight’ company, and here
-she is with no more engagement than a trapeze performer with a broken
-leg—you know her, don’t you, Terry?—well, anyway you know her now, and
-this is Ruth Mayfield—not in the profession, an artist of a different
-kind.”
-
-“How interesting!” murmured Billie Irwin.
-
-“Tea? Take it away, George—we don’t want tea. I want dinner just as soon
-as Amy can get it. We’re all going to see the opening of ‘Three Merry
-Men.’ You thought I was going to fail you, didn’t you, Terry? But we’re
-not, we’ll all be there. And, George, do get a room ready for Miss
-Irwin. She’s going to stay for a few days with me.”
-
-“She means a few months,” whispered Terry to Ruth, thereby establishing
-between them a secret confidence.
-
-That night Ruth got a new impression of Terry Riordan. He did not stay
-to dinner, though Gloria asked him, but he met them at the theatre.
-Every one seemed to know him and treated him as quite an important
-person. It was her first experience of a first night, and she got the
-impression that these people were waiting through the acts for the
-intermissions instead of waiting through the intermissions for the acts.
-Terry wasn’t in their box, he had a seat in the back of the theatre with
-Philip Noel, who had written the music, but he slipped in and out during
-the evening to chat and to hear words of praise.
-
-“How do you think it’s going to go?” Gloria asked him when he returned
-to their box after the first intermission.
-
-“Badly, I’m afraid; I met several of the newspaper men out there, and
-they seemed to like it. If the critics like it, it’s almost sure to
-close in three weeks,” said Terry.
-
-“I won’t believe it. It is sure to have a long run,” said Gloria.
-
-“God knows I did my best to lower the moral tone of the thing and make
-it successful,” said Terry. “If it will only run long enough to give me
-some royalties, just long enough to keep me going until my comedy is
-finished, I won’t care.”
-
-They chatted on, commenting on the people on the stage until Ruth lost
-all sense of illusion. They took away from her the fairyland sense that
-had formerly made the theatre a joy, and as yet she had not acquired the
-knowledge of stagecraft that gives the stage a stronger fascination for
-theatrical folk than for the people who have never seen it in any way
-except from “out front.”
-
-She knew that the music was all stolen from something else, for a
-composer, a rival of Philip Noel, who had dropped in to chat with
-Gloria, had said so; that in an effort to do something original the
-costumer had produced frightful results, for Terry Riordan had commented
-on it, and Billie Irwin had spoken of how often the leading woman
-flatted her notes. Her voice had been bad enough when she started ten
-years ago, and now it was quite hopeless.
-
-Terry Riordan had not spoken to Ruth since their arrival, when he had
-pretended to be quite overcome with the grandeur of her gown. Since then
-he had devoted himself entirely to Gloria. Ruth couldn’t blame him for
-that. Gloria made every one else appear colourless. No wonder Terry
-Riordan loved her. It was foolish of her to let him occupy her thoughts.
-No man in his right mind would give her a second thought in the presence
-of Gloria. Even the thought that she was an art student no longer
-brought comfort. There were so many art students in New York. Still she
-could not keep Terry out of her mind. It was not that she thought him a
-genius. Indeed, she rather scorned his slapstick lyrics. New York might
-bow down before his frayed cuff cleverness, but she was from the Middle
-West, where men are rated by what they have done, not what they are
-going to do. She couldn’t analyse exactly what it was about Terry
-Riordan that stirred her emotions,—some sympathetic quality in his voice
-perhaps, his never-failing cheerfulness and his absolute confidence in
-his own future. She was rather glad that he didn’t talk to her very
-much, for she blushed whenever he spoke to her. She had blushed when he
-spoke about her frock and old John Courtney had commented on it in his
-absurd exaggerated manner.
-
-“How charmingly you blush, Miss Mayfield,” he had said. “You must pardon
-an old gentleman for speaking of it, my dear, but I dare say it is the
-only genuine blush that Broadway has seen these forty years.”
-
-If it had been possible to be annoyed by anything the ancient matinée
-idol said, Ruth would have been annoyed, especially as it momentarily
-attracted the attention of every one to the party, to herself.
-
-John Courtney was another of Gloria’s admirers.
-
-“The best actress in New York,” he whispered to Ruth. “But she hasn’t
-had an engagement for three years. She won’t take anything but leads,
-and there isn’t a man who dares play opposite her. It’s not alone that
-she’s so tall—though no man likes to play opposite a woman from one to
-five inches taller than he—it’s her personality. She fills the stage.
-The other players are just so much background.”
-
-Later even John Courtney seemed to forget the existence of Ruth, and she
-sat back in the crowded box in the crowded theatre quite alone. She
-could not even watch the stage—for they had reduced the people on it to
-a group of ordinary individuals working at their trade. She had a little
-sketch pad and a pencil with her and began making caricatures of the
-principals. She became absorbed in this and forgot to feel alone.
-
-“That nose is wonderful and that’s just her trick with her hands. I
-didn’t know you were a cartoonist.”
-
-It was Terry Riordan looking over her shoulder. She had not known he was
-in the box.
-
-“I’m not a cartoonist,” she said, making an effort to hide her sketch
-pad. “I was only doing it for fun.”
-
-“But they’re great; let me see the others. I had no idea you were so
-talented. I thought you just daubed around with paint.”
-
-From any one else the words would have been cruel enough, but from Terry
-Riordan they were almost unbearable. She could hardly keep the tears
-back.
-
-“That isn’t talent,” she managed to articulate. “It’s just facility. I
-am studying painting—I never do this sort of thing seriously—I was just
-playing.”
-
-He had taken the sketches from her and was looking at her in puzzled
-wonder.
-
-“Do you mean to say you don’t want to do this sort of thing—that you
-consider it beneath your talent?”
-
-“It doesn’t interest me.” She spoke with as much dignity as she could
-muster. For a moment he looked troubled, then his irresistible smile
-came.
-
-“Never mind, I understand,” he said. “Ten years ago I intended to be a
-modern Shakespeare—and just see the awful end to which I’ve come.”
-
-Just then the curtain went up, and she did not notice that he had not
-returned her sketches.
-
-Up to this time Gloria had been the gayest person there—so gay that Ruth
-thought that she had forgotten her existence. She was in the chair in
-front of Ruth, and had apparently been absorbed in the play and the
-conversation of the people with her. Suddenly she rose and left the box,
-pausing just long enough to whisper in Ruth’s ear, “I’m going home;
-Billie will explain.”
-
-The others in the box didn’t seem to notice. Perhaps they thought Gloria
-had gone back stage to see some friend and would return. It was only
-when the final curtain fell and Terry came back to ask them to go to
-supper that her absence was explained.
-
-“Where’s Gloria?” he asked.
-
-“Gone home,” said Billie. “She asked me to explain to you that she had
-to go.”
-
-“But why?” asked Terry.
-
-“Because she wanted to—you know Gloria—sudden fit of depression, because
-she isn’t working and wants to work. Why don’t you write a play for her,
-Terry?”
-
-“I will one day perhaps—if I can, but I so wanted her tonight. Let’s
-follow her home and drag her out again.”
-
-“Not if you value her friendship,” said Billie. “Aren’t there enough of
-us here to make a supper party?” She smiled coyly at him, shrugging her
-plump shoulders and turning her pale eyes at him in an ingénue ogle.
-
-“Of course—we’ll try to be as merry as possible without her.”
-
-“I think if you’ll help me find a cab I’ll go home to Gloria,” said
-Ruth.
-
-“You too?” Terry looked at her reproachfully.
-
-“I’d rather if you don’t mind.”
-
-“We can’t allow you to go alone. I shall be most happy,” said John
-Courtney.
-
-“No indeed. I know that you don’t want to miss a word of what they say
-about Terry’s play, and I’d rather go alone. The others would never
-forgive me for taking you away.”
-
-After that it was easy for her to slip away into the darkness and
-seclusion of a cab, alone with the thousands in the checked
-thoroughfare. She wanted to get away from Terry Riordan and his success.
-She thought she was escaping for the same reason that Gloria had run
-away, but Gloria could not be as unhappy as she, for Gloria had had her
-success. Terry Riordan knew that Gloria was a great actress, but he
-didn’t know that she, Ruth Mayfield, was a great painter, at least a
-potential great painter. He had suggested that she was a cartoonist and
-he had thought that he was paying her a compliment. Years from now, when
-she became a beautiful, fascinating woman of thirty like Gloria, even in
-imagination she couldn’t make herself quite thirty-five—they would meet
-again. It would be at a private view at the Academy, and he would be
-standing lost in wonder before the picture she would have hung there.
-Every one would be talking about her and her work, and then they would
-meet face to face. There would be no condescension in his words and
-smile then—
-
-She was imagining childish nonsense. By the time she had won her
-success, Terry would be married to Gloria. It was easy to see that he
-loved Gloria. Why not? No one could be so beautiful or so charming as
-Gloria. It was silly to dream of Terry Riordan’s love, but she would win
-his admiration and respect. After all, marriage had never held any place
-in her plans. She didn’t want to marry. She wanted to be a great
-painter. One must make some sacrifices for that. The cab turned into the
-great quiet of Gramercy Square. A soft mist hung over the trees, like
-quiet tears of renunciation.
-
-She was startled to see lights gleaming in all the lower windows of the
-house. Inside she found George sitting on the lower step of the stairs.
-He rose as she entered, but did not respond when she spoke to him. The
-doors into the drawing-room were open and she looked in. Lying face down
-on the floor, still fully dressed, was Gloria and scattered around her
-were the violets from the bouquet she had been wearing. She was quite
-motionless, and Ruth dared not speak to her. Evidently George was
-keeping watch.
-
-“Can I do anything?” she whispered to him.
-
-He shook his head and pointed silently up the stairs. She went, hurrying
-up the three flights as if the act of going up lifted her above her own
-discontent and above the unhappiness of Gloria. She went into the studio
-and looked at the canvas on which she had been working. It was hard to
-wait until morning to begin on it again. It had been a week since she
-had touched it. When she began she had intended rising early to get an
-hour’s work before breakfast, but evenings in the company of Gloria and
-her friends had kept her up late and youth claimed its need of rest
-despite her firmest resolves. It was no good, the picture, anyway. She
-would paint it all out and begin over again. She would spend her Sundays
-in the country with the other art students, sketching. She had not
-entered into the student life enough. And she had entered into Gloria’s
-life too much. If she had been taking her work more seriously she would
-not have had time to fall in love with Terry Riordan. She did not
-question that it was love that had come into her life to complicate
-things. In Indianapolis it had all seemed so simple. There were paint
-and canvas and her hands to work with, and she would study and work and
-exhibit and become famous. Now it was made plain to her that art itself
-was not a matter of paint and canvas and exhibitions, or even of work as
-Dorothy Winslow had said, but a matter of men and women, and competition
-and struggle and love and hate and jealousy and thwarted ambitions like
-those of the woman who lay down there prostrate with defeat. The defeat
-that was such a tragic jest—a great talent useless because the actress
-was too tall. If success was dependent on such things as that of what
-use to struggle and work? Crouched on the floor before her canvas she
-looked up through the skylight at a star, and soft tears moved slowly
-down her cheeks, tears for herself and for Gloria and for all the
-unfruitful love and labour in the world.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
-
-Ever since her conversation with Dorothy Winslow, Ruth had wondered
-whether it would not be better if she had taken painting and composition
-instead of portrait painting in the morning. But she didn’t like to give
-up the portrait painting and she knew that if she suggested attending
-one of the evening classes Gloria would object that she was working too
-hard. Of course she was her own mistress, but it wasn’t pleasant to meet
-with opposition nevertheless.
-
-She spoke to Dorothy about it.
-
-“You can’t get everything in a year, and it all counts. I don’t think
-one can tell exactly what one’s forte is until one has studied for some
-time. Better keep on as you are. Certainly don’t give up the portrait
-class. Bridgelow is wonderful,” Dorothy had assured her, “and you may
-not get a chance to study under him again.”
-
-It seemed to Ruth that she was living a sort of double life, her hours
-among the art students were so separate from her life with the people at
-the house on Gramercy Square. And in a way she was not actually a part
-of either life. Among the students she felt a certain reticence, because
-they were most of them, at least the ones she had met, very obviously
-poor. They were paying their own way by working at things far removed
-from art. One of the girls painted stereopticon slides for illustrated
-songs, and some of the boys worked at night as waiters. They lived in
-studios and cooked their own meals, and Ruth was ashamed to let them
-know exactly where or how she lived. She heard their chatter of parties
-to which she had not been invited, and she could not control the feeling
-that she was inferior to these people because she had an assured income.
-
-The morning following the opening of Terry Riordan’s play Ruth had left
-the house without seeing Gloria, and the thought of her aunt as she had
-last seen her, was with her all morning. In the brief time between
-classes she was glad to join the group of students who always hurried to
-a little restaurant on Eighth Avenue for a bite of lunch, or a “bolt of
-lunch” as Nels Zord called it. Nels was a Norwegian, possibly
-twenty-five years old who spent every other year studying. He was
-supposed to have a great amount of talent and he sometimes sold
-things—seascapes mostly, small canvases of a delicacy that seemed
-incredible in view of his huge, thick hands. When he was not in New
-York, he went on long voyages as a sailor before the mast, where he
-satisfied his muscles with hard work and his soul with adventure and
-gathered material to be painted from half finished sketches and from
-memory when he returned to New York. He had gone to sea first as a boy
-of fifteen, from his home in Seattle and always chose sailing vessels
-from preference. He had two passions, art and food, and had never yet
-been known to give a girl anything but the most comradely attentions,
-which was, perhaps, why he was so much sought after by them.
-
-Ruth, Dorothy, and Nels walked together to the lunch room. All of the
-students were talking about the water colour show that was to open at
-the Academy the following Tuesday. On Monday evening there was to be a
-private view, and Nels Zord, by virtue of being an exhibitor was one of
-the few students who would be admitted. He was permitted one guest and
-had surprised every one by inviting Dorothy Winslow. She told the news
-to Ruth as they walked along.
-
-“I didn’t,” said Nels with what seemed to Ruth unnecessary rudeness.
-“You invited yourself, and I hadn’t asked any one else. Might as well
-take you as any one.”
-
-“Far be it from me to care how I get there,” said Dorothy with perfect
-good nature. “It’s a shame that Ruth can’t go too. You’ve never been to
-a private view at a big show like this, have you?”
-
-“No, and I’d love to go, but I suppose there’s no chance.”
-
-“I’ll tell you what; I think I know how you can get it,” said Nels. “I
-know a chap, old fellow, one of the patrons. He always goes and he’s
-always alone. I don’t see why he wouldn’t take you—he’s not one of those
-old birds who goes in for young girls—not old enough I guess—and you’re
-quiet looking and everything. You know he ought to be proud to take
-you,” he ended up in what was for him a burst of enthusiasm, but Ruth
-was rather inclined to be offended.
-
-“Really, I’d much rather not go than to go in that way—” she began
-explaining.
-
-“Now don’t be foolish,” interrupted Dorothy. “You know that any one of
-us will go in any way possible. It doesn’t matter how we get there so
-long as we do get there. At the private view we’ll have a chance to
-really see the pictures and to hear the criticisms of the people whose
-opinion counts. Do be sensible and come with us.”
-
-“Of course I want to go, just as all of us do,” admitted Ruth, “but not
-badly enough to go as the unwelcome guest of a man I’ve never met.”
-
-“You don’t understand,” said Nels. “He won’t be taking you there,
-exactly. It’s just this way. He’s allowed one guest, I’ve never known
-him to bring one. Some one might just as well use that guest card. He’s
-a friend of mine and I’ll ask him for it. If it’s necessary for him to
-appear with you, we can all meet at the Academy. By the way, a private
-view is awfully dressy—have you got evening things?”
-
-Ruth wasn’t surprised at the question. She knew that lots of the
-students considered themselves lucky to possess one costume suitable for
-the street. She knew two girls who shared a studio and one evening gown
-together. They wore the gown turn about, and couldn’t both accept an
-invitation to the same party. Knowing these things she nodded without
-comment.
-
-“Of course, she has everything,” explained Dorothy.
-
-“Well, I haven’t you know—always put on my Latin quartier clothes,
-things I never dared wear in Paris, but they go big enough here,
-especially when worn by an exhibitor,” said Nels.
-
-“I don’t know what I shall wear—probably borrow a frock from some one.”
-
-“Would you—do you think you could wear one of mine?” asked Ruth
-hesitatingly.
-
-“D’you mean to say you’ve got two?” asked Dorothy with mock amazement.
-
-“If you think it can be arranged without too much trouble, I would like
-to go,” admitted Ruth.
-
-“Simplest thing in the world,” said Nels who was rather proud of his
-influential friend.
-
-The conversation about the water colour show drove thoughts of Gloria
-out of Ruth’s mind until she started homeward from the League. She
-wondered how Gloria would look, whether she would dare speak of the
-happening of the night before, whether Gloria would be shut in her own
-room and refuse to see her.
-
-Gloria’s voice called joyously to her as she opened the door. She was
-standing in the midst of innumerable garments, frocks, hats, shoes,
-lingerie, gloves, all in a state of wild confusion, while George dragged
-huge trunks into the few empty spaces on the floor, and Amy stood by,
-trying to fold and classify garments as Gloria threw them about.
-
-“I’m going to Palm Beach—want to come along?” she called cheerfully.
-
-“I can’t very well leave school, Gloria, but if you want to close the
-house I can go to an hotel for a few weeks. How long are you going to be
-gone—when are you going?”
-
-“I don’t know. I just know I’ve got to get away for a while. I hate New
-York. I’m going as soon as I can get packed, but there’s no reason for
-closing the house. You’re here and Billie will be here at least until
-she gets an engagement, and I’ll leave George and Amy. I just thought if
-you wanted to come you might.”
-
-“Of course I’d love to go; I’ve never been to Florida, but I can’t leave
-school just now. Can I help?”
-
-“Dive in; the sooner the trunks are packed the sooner I go.”
-
-“Have you bought a ticket and made reservations?” asked Ruth
-practically.
-
-“Time enough for that later. I can’t go today anyway you know. I just
-thought of it an hour ago.”
-
-“If Miss Mayfield will pardon a suggestion from me,” said George, “I
-would suggest that Palm Beach will be very dull just now—It is too early
-for the season to have begun and the hotels will be quite deserted.”
-
-“That’s just why I’m going—I’m fed up with people,” said Gloria, and
-George subsided into sullen silence.
-
-One of the few things about Gloria that Ruth did not quite like was her
-treatment of her servants. She was quite as apt to ask the advice of
-George or Amy as one of her friends, and in consequence they often
-offered it unsolicited. With Amy this course was all right. She would
-storm and scold in true Southern negro fashion and take the resulting
-scolding in good part, but if Gloria reprimanded George he would retire
-sullenly to the lower regions of the house and pack his luggage and then
-appear with great dignity to offer his resignation. Whereupon Gloria
-would beg him to stay and he would consent to do so with apparent
-reluctance. Once Ruth had seen her put her hand on his arm with a
-familiar gesture while she pleaded with him to stay. The sight sent a
-cold shudder over her. To Ruth there was something sinister and
-repulsive about George, and she was almost sure that her feeling of
-distrust and dislike was fully returned.
-
-He went out now in answer to the ringing door bell, and returned with
-Terry Riordan, who stood looking in with wide, questioning eyes. Ruth
-watched his face intently, keen to see whether he would show regret at
-Gloria’s going away.
-
-“Glad I got here in time to say good-bye,” he said, smiling. “Who’s
-going away?”
-
-“I thought George told you over the ’phone that I couldn’t see any one
-today,” said Gloria. “I’m packing to go to Palm Beach, and now that
-you’ve satisfied your curiosity, perhaps you’ll run along.”
-
-“Not at all; I’m going to stay to argue with you. In the first place why
-go away and in the second why go to Palm Beach when there are so many
-interesting places to go?”
-
-“I’m going away because I’m tired of playwrights and actors and
-actresses, and Fifth Avenue and Broadway, and if you have any better
-place than Palm Beach to suggest, I will be very glad to go there—only
-don’t say the North Pole, for I’ve been packing summer clothing and
-don’t want to do it all over again.”
-
-“Can’t you say anything to her?” he asked, smiling at Ruth.
-
-She shook her head, answering him with her eyes and again she had the
-feeling of a secret understanding between herself and Terry.
-
-“Haven’t you any control over this house, George?” he asked perching on
-top of one of the trunks and lighting a cigarette.
-
-George made no answer, but Amy grinned her delight. With her mistress
-gone George would assume more upper servant airs than ever and she would
-have no court of justice to which she could refer in time of domestic
-strife.
-
-“Please get off that trunk, Terry; there are chairs to sit on,” said
-Gloria, drawing the red flower of her lip under her white teeth.
-
-“How can I sit on a chair when there are hats and boots on every one?”
-
-“Here, I’ll clear one for you,” said Gloria, and sent a hat sailing
-across the room.
-
-Ruth would never dare throw a hat across the room, no matter how much
-she felt like it. She watched Gloria in a perfect passion of admiration
-that half drowned the sharp pain in her heart because she knew that
-Terry also saw Gloria’s beauty and felt the charm of her.
-
-“If you really must go away, and I can understand that too, for I’d like
-to get away myself, why not take a sea voyage—that’s the real thing in
-rest cures. Go to San Francisco by rail and then take one of those boats
-that run to Hawaii and Samoa and on to Sydney if you don’t want to stop
-at Samoa. Let me see, five days to San Francisco, eighteen days to
-Sydney, not counting a long stopover in Hawaii and Samoa, and by the
-time you return I’ll have a comedy written for you,—a comedy in which
-the entire plot rests on the heroine’s being not less than six feet
-tall—”
-
-“Don’t tease me, Terry—it isn’t fair—you’ve been writing that comedy for
-three years now—if you only would write it I wouldn’t care even if I had
-to play opposite a giant from a circus—”
-
-She was near tears, so near that Ruth could hardly restrain an impulse
-to go to her and throw her arms about her, when Terry evidently with the
-same impulse went to her and did throw one arm about her shoulders. Ruth
-saw now that they were exactly the same height.
-
-“My dear girl, I’m not teasing. The comedy is half finished now, only I
-wanted to keep it for a surprise, and you won’t play opposite a circus
-giant. If necessary I’ll play opposite you myself and wear French
-heels.”
-
-“Don’t believe him, Ruth,” said Gloria, smiling now. “He’s always
-promising to write a comedy for me, but he doesn’t mean it.”
-
-“Wait and see,” said Terry. “You do believe me, don’t you Ruth?”
-
-But Ruth, gazing hopelessly on the splendid beauty of her aunt, and
-seeing Terry’s arm across her shoulder could not answer.
-
-“I’ll give you four weeks more to make good, Terry,” said Gloria. “Clear
-all the junk away, George; I’ve changed my mind. I’m not going away for
-a while.”
-
-Terry Riordan forebore to laugh, but his eyes again sought Ruth’s in
-secret understanding.
-
-“I think I’ll go up and work a while before dinner,” she said. It was
-better to leave them alone, and she must work! she must work! she must
-work!
-
-Pursuant to her conversation with Dorothy Winslow in which she had
-announced her intention of painting landscapes with figures, Ruth had
-begun a new canvas—a corner of the park with two children playing under
-the trees. She had been trying to get an effect of sunlight falling
-through green leaves. It was badly done. She could see that now.
-Besides, she didn’t want to paint children. She painted them out with
-great sweeps of her brush. They were stiff, horrid, complacent little
-creatures. Instead she would have only one figure, a shabby, old woman
-crouching on a park bench, and she would take out the sunlight too. A
-thin mist of rain would be falling and the sky would be murky with a
-faint, coppery glow where the sun sought to penetrate through the
-clouds, but the chief interest of the picture would centre about the
-figure of the old woman, holding her tattered cloak about her under the
-uncertain shelter of the trees.
-
-If only she had the colour sense of Nels Zord—she would get it in time.
-It was only a question of more work and more work. Would Terry Riordan
-really play opposite Gloria in the new comedy? The play was the task
-that Gloria had set him and when it was produced Terry could claim his
-reward. She would go to the wedding and no one would ever guess that her
-heart was broken. Afterward she would live in retirement and paint; or
-perhaps she would travel and one day be thirty-five years old and
-beautiful with a strange, sad beauty and men would love her, but she
-would refuse them all ever so gently.
-
-She worked steadily for almost an hour and then she began to wonder
-whether Amy would have a very good dinner and how many would be there.
-Perhaps Terry Riordan would stay. And she decided to put on a new dinner
-frock that she had bought and wondered if she could dress her hair as
-Gloria did, and tried it, but found it unsuccessful and reverted to her
-own simple coiffure.
-
-When she went down she found that Terry had indeed stayed for dinner and
-Gloria had changed to a gorgeous gown and Billie Irwin, who had come in
-late from the hair-dresser’s, had acquired a splendid aureole of golden
-hair in place of the streaked blond of yesterday, and Philip Noel was
-trying out some new music and they had all promised to stay to dinner
-and afterward there was a play that they simply must see, at least the
-second act. There was really nothing worth listening to after the second
-act, and all conversation about going away or about the new comedy
-seemed to be forgotten.
-
-“You’ll have a surprise on Sunday morning,” Terry told her.
-
-“What kind of a surprise?” asked Ruth.
-
-“Can’t tell now; it’s a secret. Gloria knows, though.”
-
-“It’s a very nice surprise,” said Gloria.
-
-Ruth glanced quickly from one to the other. Perhaps they were going to
-be married and would announce the fact on Sunday.
-
-“Can’t I guess?” she asked, trying to imitate their gay mood.
-
-“No! you’d never guess,” said Gloria, “but it’s really a wonderful
-surprise. Only you mustn’t ask questions—you’ll find out at breakfast
-Sunday morning and not a moment sooner.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
-
-Sunday breakfast was a ceremony at the house on Gramercy Square. Then
-Gloria broke away from her rule of breakfast in bed, and clad in the
-most alluring of French negligées, she presided at the coffee urn in the
-big dining-room, while around her were ranged friends expected and
-unexpected in harmonious Sunday comfort. There was a delightful
-untidiness about the entire room that was particularly cheering—ash
-trays with half-smoked cigarettes on the white cloth and Sunday
-newspapers scattered at random by casual hands. Conversation for the
-first half hour was confined to nods and sleepy smiles, but when the
-second cup of coffee had been poured people really began to talk. There
-was always, when the weather permitted, a fire in the grate, and after
-breakfast there was an hour of intimate chat in which all the stage
-gossip of the season was told and analysed, and careers were made and
-unmade.
-
-Breakfast was at eleven o’clock, but Ruth had been up for hours, working
-away in her studio at the top of the house. At eleven she came down, for
-George was intolerant of late comers. Gloria, Billie Irwin, Terry
-Riordan, and John Courtney were already there. They raised their heads
-from their newspapers and greeted her with smiles, for Gloria considered
-it the worst taste possible for any one to speak before she had had her
-first cup of coffee, and particularly she disliked “Good morning” spoken
-in a cheery tone.
-
-“There is no such thing as a good morning,” she always averred. “Morning
-is never good, except for sleep.”
-
-At the moment that Ruth entered George placed the coffee urn on the
-table and Gloria proceeded to pour the cups, looking very lovely with
-the dusk of sleep still in her eyes.
-
-Ruth thought it very odd to be at a table with four other people none of
-whom spoke a word. No one else seemed to mind, they all devoted
-themselves to their breakfast with the same earnestness that a few
-moments before had been bestowed on the Sunday newspapers.
-
-“Now, Terry, you can give Ruth her surprise,” said Gloria presently.
-
-Ruth had almost forgotten but now she remembered, seeing them all look
-at her beamingly, as if she had done something very nice.
-
-Terry reached down to the floor and picked up a section of newspaper. It
-was the theatrical section, Ruth saw, even before he handed it to her,
-and then, that it contained a story about “Three Merry Men,” with a
-photograph of the leading woman and grouped around it the sketches that
-Ruth had made caricaturing the players. The sketches had not been signed
-but under them was a printed caption, “Sketched by Ruth Mayfield.” She
-stared at the page for some moments, realizing that they were all
-looking at her and expecting some sort of an outburst. Finally when she
-sat silent, Billie Irwin, less sensitive than the others, spoke:
-
-“Isn’t it wonderful, Ruth—we’re all so proud and glad for you—to think
-of seeing your work reproduced, and you’ve only been in New York a few
-weeks.” She put her plump hand on Ruth’s shoulder with an impulsive
-gesture.
-
-Ruth restrained an impulse to throw it off. She still kept her head
-bent, instinctively hiding her eyes until she should gain control of
-their expression. She realized that every one there thought that Terry
-had done a fine thing in getting the sketches printed, that Terry
-himself thought he had done a nice thing. It would be impossible to
-explain to these people that she considered such work beneath her—that
-she, the future great painter, did not want to dabble in cartooning. But
-to them she was only an obscure art student. She must say something
-soon—her silence was past the limit of surprise.
-
-“How good of you, Mr. Riordan,” she said at last. “I had no idea that
-you were going to do this when you took my sketches. It’s quite
-wonderful to see them—to see them in a newspaper like this—”
-
-“My word,” laughed Terry, “I believe that Ruth doesn’t really like it at
-all, though I meant well, I did indeed, child, and though you don’t know
-it, cartooning is quite as much art as painting, and quite as difficult
-if one had not the particular genius for it. I gave the sketches to the
-_Sun_ critic and he was quite enthusiastic. I dare say you might get a
-chance to do it right along if you wanted to.”
-
-“Ruth is an ungrateful little wretch if she isn’t both pleased and
-proud,” said Gloria, smiling fondly at Ruth.
-
-“I am pleased and grateful,” protested Ruth, “but I don’t want to be a
-cartoonist, not until I’m quite sure that I can never be a painter.”
-
-“Better far be a clever cartoonist than a bad painter,” said John
-Courtney, “though I understand just how you feel. As a young man, when I
-first entered the profession I wanted to be a great comedian—I still
-think I could have been one, for I have a keen sense of humour, but it
-was not to be, I was, you will pardon me for speaking of it, I was too
-handsome—my appearance forced me to be a romantic hero—”
-
-He passed one white hand over his grey, curled hair, as he spoke, with a
-gesture as one who should say, “you can see that I am still handsome and
-can judge for yourselves of my youth.”
-
-“Your fatal beauty was your ruin,” said Gloria.
-
-He smiled good-naturedly.
-
-“No, not my ruin, I have done very well, but I did want to be a great
-comedian, and I’ve never seen a comedian who did not secretly long for
-tragic rôles, but ‘there is a destiny that shapes our ends—’ What is
-that quotation?”
-
-“‘Rough-hew them as we will,’” Ruth finished for him. “I quoted that
-myself to a girl last week and she answered me by saying that she
-intended to do a lot of rough-hewing.”
-
-“Still, even if you do want to paint I think you ought to follow this
-newspaper thing up,” said Billie Irwin who was a bit vague as to the
-trend of the conversation. “Your name is in quite large type and nothing
-counts like keeping one’s name before the public. If only I had not been
-so retiring when I first started!”
-
-Just here George came in with a letter which he laid beside Ruth’s
-plate.
-
-“It just came by hand,” he explained.
-
-Ruth lost no time in opening the large, square envelope, addressed in a
-precise, old-fashioned, masculine hand.
-
-Inside was a square engraved card of admission to the private view of
-the water colour show at the Academy on Monday evening. With it was
-another card with the name Professor Percival Pendragon engraved on it,
-and the words “compliments of” written above.
-
-“Oh, isn’t this splendid!” she exclaimed, passing the contents of the
-envelope to Gloria. “You know all of the students are crazy to go to the
-private view tomorrow night, but it’s awfully exclusive and only the
-members of the Academy and the exhibitors have cards, but each one is
-permitted one guest. Nels Zord, one of the student exhibitors is taking
-Dorothy Winslow and he’s asked this man, a friend and patron of his, to
-send me his guest card. Hasn’t he got a queer name? You know I’ve never
-met him at all. He must be really fond of Nels—quite an old chap I
-suppose and perhaps I’ll meet him at—”
-
-Just then Ruth was stopped by the expression on Gloria’s face. She was
-holding the card away from her as if it were something dangerous and her
-face had grown quite pale, her big, blue eyes staring out with an
-expression that Ruth could not analyse.
-
-“What is it—are you ill?” In her fright Ruth has risen from her place at
-the table and moved to Gloria’s side.
-
-Gloria waved her away with a movement of her arm, and seeming to recover
-a part of her composure began to smile.
-
-“It’s nothing at all, Ruth,” she said. “I was just startled for a
-moment—you see Professor Percival Pendragon is—was, my husband.”
-
-Ruth sank back into her chair.
-
-“Then I suppose—perhaps you’d prefer—I can send the card back to him and
-tell that I am unable to use it.”
-
-“Not at all,” said Gloria, twisting her round, red mouth in the
-whimsical way she had. “If you haven’t met him he doesn’t know that you
-are a relative of mine and you needn’t tell. Besides he’s an awfully
-good sort really. I always did like Percy. I didn’t know he was in
-America. The last I knew he was in Oxford, associated with the
-observatory there. He’ll probably talk to you about the great star map.”
-
-“The great star map?” questioned Terry.
-
-“Oh, I don’t know what the thing really is,” said Gloria. “Something
-that the astronomers are working on now. It takes about twenty years to
-make one, but it’s no particular use to them after it’s finished. They
-just make it with great work—but that’s merely a rehearsal. Their
-children make another one, which I suppose is the dress rehearsal; and
-their grandchildren make a third, which is I suppose the _première_.
-Then they compare their map with the one made by their parents and
-grandparents and by some process discover that the planets have moved.
-They have a wild hope that they may discover where the planets have
-moved and why, but if that doesn’t materialize the great-grandchildren’s
-children make a new star map, devoting their entire lives to it, and
-some time, two thousand years from now, perhaps, some grey-whiskered old
-man some place will know something exact about the stars, or will not
-know something exact about the stars, as the case may be.”
-
-Every one except Ruth laughed at this description. She felt that these
-people with all their years must be in some ways younger than herself.
-
-“They are working for posterity,” she said reprovingly. “All great art
-and science is like that.”
-
-“Yes, but you mustn’t expect player folk to appreciate anything but the
-transitory in art,” said John Courtney. “It is the tragedy of the
-profession that the art of every one of us dies with us. The tones of
-Gloria’s marvellous speaking voice will not be heard by our descendants.
-Booth is nothing but a memory in spite of his statue out there in the
-park. It is the life of a butterfly.”
-
-Courtney had used his deepest emotional voice in speaking, and despite
-custom and knowledge of his many harmless affectations, Billie Irwin
-shuddered and looked pained.
-
-“Butterflies are very beautiful at least,” said Terry, reflecting in his
-face the concern that Ruth also felt as she noted that Gloria was still
-looking quite pale, with a strained expression in her eyes as if she
-were seeing things far removed from the breakfast room. She determined
-to again ask her aunt if it would not be better to give up the private
-view, as soon as she had an opportunity to speak with her alone.
-
-The opportunity did not come until late that afternoon, and then Gloria
-shrugged her shoulders in a careless manner and laughed at Ruth.
-
-“Certainly not, foolish child. He doesn’t know that you live with me. I
-doubt if he even knows that I am alive. I’ve been off the stage so long
-and besides he never goes to the theatre. This art thing must be a new
-fad with him. Still he must have noticed the name. Even Percy can
-scarcely have forgotten my last name. Only don’t tell him about me.
-Don’t let him know that you are a relative, and don’t let him come to
-the house.”
-
-“The others are coming—Dorothy and Nels. I’m going to lend Dorothy a
-gown.”
-
-“Do they know anything about me?” asked Gloria.
-
-“No; you see I’ve been afraid to tell them just how happily I am
-situated. They are all so poor and I’ve been afraid that they’d not take
-me seriously if I told them that I have never been hungry or afraid of a
-landlord or any of the interesting things that seem to be common in
-their lives. They rather look down on the students that have an
-allowance from home, so I’ve never told them anything about myself.
-Probably I shan’t meet Mr. Pendragon at all. If he had wanted to meet me
-he would have come with Nels instead of sending the admission card,
-don’t you think so?”
-
-“Perhaps,” said Gloria.
-
-Then curiosity overcoming delicacy, Ruth asked her the question that had
-been in her mind all day.
-
-“Which one is Professor Pendragon?”
-
-“Which one?” Gloria’s eyebrows went up in surprise. “Oh yes, I know what
-you mean, which one on my list. Percy was number one. I was very young
-when I married Percy and very ambitious. It was—let me see—eleven years
-ago and we were married just one year. I haven’t seen him for nine years
-or heard of him for at least five, and if you love me, Ruth, you won’t
-let him know who you are or you won’t mention me. You see I’ve been
-married twice since then and I don’t want to meet Percy. It would be
-painful to both of us. He can’t have any interest in me, and certainly l
-have none in him.”
-
-Her voice grew hard as she spoke the last words and her mouth set in a
-line that made her lips look almost thin, but her eyes were not hard.
-Some deep emotion looked out of them, but whether it was pain or hate,
-Ruth could not decide.
-
-She could understand that Gloria would be embarrassed at seeing her
-first husband, especially in view of the fact that he had had two
-successors, and that Gloria was contemplating a fourth marriage. As
-Ruth’s own admiration for Terry Riordan increased she found it
-increasingly difficult to believe that Gloria would reject him, so the
-fourth marriage seemed quite possible.
-
-Gloria was going to dine out that night and they were together in her
-room where she was dressing. Her auburn hair fell over her shoulders and
-Ruth decided that now she looked like the pictures of Guinevere in “The
-Idylls of the King.” Ruth knew that Gloria had been disturbed by the
-knowledge that her former husband was in New York and that she might
-meet him at any time, but she did not seem to be averse to talking about
-it, and Ruth was one of those persons, who, seemingly shy and reserved,
-actually so about her own affairs, could yet ask with impunity,
-questions that from any other person would have seemed prying and almost
-impertinent. This was really because Ruth never asked out of idle
-curiosity, but because she had a real interest. Her aunt was to her a
-fascinating book, the pages of which she must turn and turn until she
-had read the entire story.
-
-“Had any of the people this morning ever met Professor Pendragon?” she
-asked.
-
-“No; that is no one but George—I acquired George in London, you know,
-just about the same time that I married Percy. Husbands come and
-husbands go, but a good servant is not so easily replaced, so I’ve
-managed to keep George, though he hates New York.”
-
-“Then,” continued Ruth, more to herself than to Gloria, “it was not
-Professor Pendragon who gave you this house.”
-
-“No, as I told you, I don’t think he even knows that I’m in New York. I
-didn’t know he was here. I was fond of Percy and naturally I don’t let
-him give me anything, because that would have given him pleasure and I
-wanted to hurt him—”
-
-In the mirror she caught the shocked expression in Ruth’s eyes, and
-turned swiftly to face her.
-
-“Of course you think all this is terrible, but after a few years you’ll
-understand, not me, but something of life itself and of how helpless we
-all are. I know that you have a very clearly defined plan of
-life—certain things that you will do—certain things that ‘could never
-happen to me.’ I know because we’re all like that. And then one day,
-utterly without your own volition, knowing that you’re doing the wrong
-thing, you’ll do and say things that simply aren’t written in your
-lines. Do you suppose that at your age I planned to love a human
-observatory that observed everything except me, or that I expected to
-divorce him and marry a tired business man who expected to use me as a
-perpetual advertisement for toilet preparations, or that I expected when
-I divorced him that I’d do it all over again with a man more lifeless
-than his family portraits? You don’t know what you’re going to do when
-you start out. I know just that much now—that I don’t know. I may commit
-matrimony again tomorrow.”
-
-“But didn’t you love any of these men?” gasped Ruth.
-
-“Of course—I loved Percy, and Percy loved the stars—perhaps that’s why
-he married me. I was a star of a kind at the time.”
-
-“Then why—”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know; I think the final break came because of Eros— Isn’t
-that the bell? Do run and tell Terry that I’ll be with him in a minute.
-I wonder why he will persist in always being on time?”
-
-It was Terry. He was trying to engage the dignified George in
-conversation.
-
-“Hello—you look as if you’d been reading fairy tales,” he exclaimed.
-
-“No, just talking to Gloria,” said Ruth. “She’ll be down in a few
-minutes.”
-
-“It must have been an exciting conversation from the size of your young
-eyes.”
-
-“We were talking,” said Ruth, “we were talking about—about Eros.”
-
-“The God of Love?” asked Terry.
-
-“If you will pardon me,” said George, “Eros is also the name of a small
-planet discovered in our solar system in the year 1898.”
-
-Completing which amazing piece of information, George silently departed,
-leaving the two staring after him.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
-
-Ruth had intended asking permission to have Dorothy and Nels to dinner
-on the night of the private view, but if she did that they would learn
-that her aunt was Gloria Mayfield and there was every chance that Nels
-would refer to that fact in talking to Professor Pendragon, for Ruth had
-already discovered that the art students were ardent celebrity seekers
-and Gloria Mayfield, though she had not appeared on any stage for three
-seasons, was still something of a celebrity.
-
-She compromised by eating an early dinner with Dorothy at the little
-restaurant on Eighth Avenue, at least Dorothy called it dinner, though
-it was eaten at tea time and both girls were too excited to care what
-they ate. Then they went home to dress. It was the first time that Ruth
-had taken any one of the students to her house and she wondered just how
-she would avoid telling Dorothy about her aunt.
-
-George opened the door for them and they went on up to Ruth’s room
-without seeing any one else, though Ruth could hear voices from the
-drawing-room.
-
-“This doesn’t look like a rooming house,” said Dorothy.
-
-“It isn’t. I live here with friends. What do you think of my work room?”
-
-“Great!—warm, too. There isn’t any heat where I live and I have to use a
-little oil stove, but it’s expensive. You know I don’t think much of
-that—one might as well be frank—” She was looking at the canvas Ruth had
-on her easel. “Nels and I were talking about it yesterday. We think you
-ought to follow up the cartoon thing. You know they make a lot of money,
-cartoonists. You could take it up seriously, you know—”
-
-“But I don’t want to take it up seriously. I don’t want to be a
-cartoonist. I want to be a landscape painter, and if you will allow me
-to be frank, too, I don’t think that you are in a position to judge
-whether I have talent or not.”
-
-Ruth had been very much surprised to find that her friends at school
-seemed to think that she had achieved something by having her sketches
-in a Sunday newspaper. What she had thought would make her lose caste
-among them had in reality given her distinction, but it had had another
-effect also. If she was a caricaturist she could also be a painter, they
-reasoned, and less frankly than Dorothy, Nels Zord had expressed the
-opinion that she would never be a great painter.
-
-“Better be a successful cartoonist than an unsuccessful painter,” he had
-said.
-
-She had made no protest until now and Dorothy looked at her in
-amazement.
-
-“Don’t be angry. I didn’t mean anything, only it’s always a pity when
-any one has a real talent and then insists on some other method of
-expression. Of course you may be a great painter. As you say, I’m not a
-critic and besides you haven’t been studying long. Only the painting is
-all a gamble and the sketches are a success right now if you care to go
-on with them.”
-
-“So are your fashions if you care to go on with them,” said Ruth, still
-hurt.
-
-“Speaking of fashions, let me see the frock I’m to wear,” said Dorothy,
-changing the subject with more abruptness than skill.
-
-“They’re in my other room,” said Ruth. “You can have anything you want
-except what I’m going to wear myself.”
-
-Then followed two hours of dressing and redressing. There were only two
-gowns to choose from, but Dorothy had to try both of them many times,
-rearranging her bobbed hair each time, and finally deciding on the blue
-one because “it makes my eyes so lovely and Nels is crazy about that
-blue.”
-
-She was so interested in her own appearance that she forgot to ask
-questions about the friends with whom Ruth lived and long before Nels
-called for them, Ruth knew that Gloria would have gone out for she was
-dining with the Peyton-Russells. Mrs. Peyton-Russell had been a chorus
-girl who after she married John Peyton-Russell had the good taste to
-remember that Gloria Mayfield had befriended her, the result being that
-Gloria was often invited to dinner parties at their place in town and
-had a standing invitation to whatever country place happened to be
-housing the Peyton-Russells, all invitations that Gloria often accepted,
-though she complained that Angela Peyton-Russell took her new position
-far more seriously than she had ever taken her profession. She was
-almost painfully respectable and correct. She dressed more plainly than
-a grand duchess, and having no children, was making strenuous efforts to
-break into public work. One of the most amusing of her activities, at
-least to Gloria, was in connection with a drama uplift movement.
-
-Nels Zord came promptly at half-past eight, dressed as he had
-threatened, “like a musical comedy art student.” His wide trousers,
-short velvet jacket and flowing tie created in the mind of Ruth much the
-same wonder that Dorothy’s unaccustomed elegance created in the mind of
-Nels. Only Dorothy herself was unimpressed by their combined
-magnificence. To her everything was but a stepping stone on the upward
-path of her career.
-
-“Don’t I look spiffy, Nels? And aren’t you going to make sure that I
-meet Professor Pendragon, and be sure and tell him that I do portraits
-and then I’ll do the rest. If one can’t make use of one’s friends, of
-whom can one make use?” The last addressed to Ruth.
-
-“I wouldn’t miss the opportunity of letting him meet you for anything,”
-agreed Nels. “Only do try and be a little bit careful, Dot, you are
-strenuous, you know. Anyway you’d have met him without asking. He seemed
-curious to meet Ruth. Asked how she looked and if she was tall and
-beautiful, and seemed awfully disappointed when I told him that she was
-only short and pretty. Are you all ready? There’s the cab waiting.”
-
-From somewhere George appeared to open the door for them, and as Ruth
-paused to wrap her cloak more closely about her bare shoulders, his
-soft, lisping voice whispered in her ear:
-
-“Take care what you say to Pendragon, Miss.”
-
-She nodded and followed Nels and Dorothy into the cold, outer air. In
-the cab Nels and Dorothy chatted of the exhibitors—great artists whom
-they knew by sight, while Ruth to whom they were only names, listened in
-breathless admiration.
-
-When they had arrived and had left off their wraps, Dorothy protested:
-
-
-“Do we have to go down the line, or can we duck to the left?”
-
-“No nonsense like that; remember you’re with an exhibitor, and besides
-Professor Pendragon may be waiting for us. We can pay for the privilege
-of looking at the pictures by breaking through the line of receiving
-dowagers. It’s only fair.”
-
-“Oh, very well—but it’s really awful, Ruth. Lots of the students just
-duck the line and slip in at the left, but I suppose we’re too dignified
-tonight.”
-
-Professor Pendragon was not waiting for them, but the long line of
-dowagers was. If Dorothy had not been with her, Ruth would merely have
-looked at them as a long line of middle aged and elderly women in
-evening dress, but Dorothy saw them with far different eyes. She knew
-the names of some of them, and whispered them to Ruth while they waited
-to follow some people who had arrived before them.
-
-“Just look at the third one from the end—the one with the Valeska Suratt
-make-up on the Miss Hazy frame—”
-
-And then Ruth looked puzzled.
-
-“You know Miss Hazy in ‘Mrs. Wiggs of the Cabbage Patch’—I say, wouldn’t
-you think she’d choke with all those beads—the one with the neck like a
-turtle. The ones with the antique jewelry are from Philadelphia—you can
-tell them with their evening cloaks on, too. They always have evening
-cloaks made out of some grand, old piece of tapestry taken from the top
-of the piano—”
-
-Then Nels led them forward and in a very few seconds they had passed the
-line of patronesses, thin and stout, there seemed to be no
-intermediates, and were free to look at the pictures and talk to their
-friends.
-
-Not for the world would Nels have dashed immediately to his own picture,
-though he knew to a fraction of an inch just where it was hung. But
-gradually they went to it, hung on the eye line and in the honour room,
-and there the three stood, the girls telling Nels how proud they were,
-and Nels, gratified at their praise, yet half fearing that some one
-would overhear, with the blood coming and going in his blond face until
-he looked like a girl despite his heavy shoulders and the big hands that
-looked more fitted for handling bricks than for painting delicate
-seascapes in water colour.
-
-Other people seeing their interest in the picture came and looked at it
-also. The “outsiders,” as Dorothy called them, standing up as close as
-their lorgnettes would permit, the artists, standing far off and closing
-one eye in absurd postures, while murmurs of “atmosphere,” “divine
-colour,” and other phrases and words entered the pink ears of Nels like
-incense in the nostrils of a god.
-
-So much engrossed was he in his little ceremony of success that he did
-not see Professor Pendragon approaching, though Dorothy and Ruth,
-without knowing his identity, were both conscious that the very tall,
-distinguished looking man was watching them, Ruth even guessed who he
-was before he laid his hand on Nels’ shoulder and spoke. It was not
-alone that he was tall—very tall even with the slight stoop with which
-he carried his shoulders; it was his face that first attracted Ruth’s
-attention, a keen, dark face with a high bridged nose and eyes from
-which a flame of perpetual youth seemed to flash. Yet it was a lined
-face, too, full of unexpected laugh wrinkles and creases and there were
-streaks of grey in the hair.
-
-“Well, Nels, you can’t complain of how the picture was hung this time.”
-His voice was like his face, poetic and with a hidden laugh in it.
-
-Nels turned, flushing redder than before.
-
-“Professor Pendragon, we’ve been looking for you. I knew you’d turn up
-here sooner or later and just waited. Here is Dot, I mean Miss Winslow,
-and Miss Mayfield.”
-
-“Thank you so much for letting me use your guest card. It was very kind
-of you, Professor Pendragon, and I’m having such a good time.”
-
-“Not at all! I was delighted to be able to make such good use of it.
-Have you seen Alice Schille’s children or Mary Cassatt’s charming
-pastel? The women artists are rather outshining the men this year. If
-Nels can break away from his own work we’ll go and see them. Then
-there’s John Sloan and Steinlen, and a Breckenridge thing with wonderful
-colour.” He led them off, smiling down with a funny little stooping
-movement of his head that in a smaller man might have been described as
-birdlike. He seemed to know every one and was continually being stopped
-by men and women who wanted his opinion about this or that piece of
-work. Ruth tried hard to look at the pictures, but her mind was
-continually wandering to the people and especially to Professor
-Pendragon. Dorothy noticed this.
-
-“Don’t try to look at things tonight. None of us ever do. The people are
-too funny. The dragon seems to be on intimate terms with all of them,”
-she whispered. “Nels tells me that he’s a great swell with ever so much
-money. I wish you could mention that I paint portraits. If I could get
-him to sit it would be a start. You mention portraits and I’ll do the
-rest.”
-
-Much embarrassed and in great fear that Dorothy’s whispers would be
-overheard, Ruth tried to make an opportunity for mentioning that Dorothy
-painted portraits. Professor Pendragon himself made it.
-
-“What sort of work are you doing, Miss Mayfield?” he asked.
-
-“Nothing now, I’m just a student, but I hope to do landscapes. Dorothy
-is to be a great portrait painter.”
-
-“You know I’d love to paint you, Professor Pendragon. You have such an
-interesting face—you have really,” she ended as Nels laughed.
-
-“Some day when I have lots of time—and thank you for saying that my face
-is interesting! Or perhaps I can do even better and get some beautiful
-woman to sit for you. Wouldn’t you like that?”
-
-“No; I’d rather have you,” said Dorothy, raising her large blue eyes
-with ingenuous confidence.
-
-“There’s a very interesting picture in the ‘morgue,’ by a new artist of
-course, that I’d like to have you see, Nels.” He broke off, for Nels had
-been drawn away by some fellow students and Dorothy had followed him,
-leaving him alone with Ruth.
-
-“Never mind; perhaps you’ll be interested, Miss Mayfield.”
-
-Ruth thought she detected the faintest trace of hesitancy in his voice
-whenever he pronounced her name.
-
-“Is New York your home?” he asked.
-
-“It is now. I came from Indiana, but my mother died a few months ago and
-I am living with friends here.”
-
-“How sad; you have no relatives then?”
-
-“No.”
-
-His eyes were searching her face and she felt that he must see that she
-was lying.
-
-“Do you paint?” she asked.
-
-“Oh no, this art thing is a new fad with me—that is of course I’ve
-always been interested in beautiful things, but it’s only recently that
-I’ve been actively interested. I’m afraid I’m a dilettante—rather an
-awkward confession for a man of forty-one to make, but it’s true. I
-thought I had a career as an astronomer, but I gave that up some years
-ago, and since then I’ve tried a bit of everything. One must play some
-sort of game, you know. It must be wonderful to be like that little girl
-with Nels. Her game will be earning a living for some time to come—”
-
-Another pause gave Ruth a clue to his thoughts.
-
-“No; I’m not exactly in that position—of course I want to earn money,
-too, but only because that is the world’s stamp of success,” she said.
-
-He had evidently forgotten the picture they went to see, for he asked
-her if she was hungry, and when she said “No,—”
-
-“I thought young things were always hungry, especially art students, but
-if you’re not hungry let’s sit here and talk. Nels and Miss Winslow will
-be sure to find us soon.”
-
-“Astronomy must be an awfully interesting study,” she said, wondering
-how any man once having married Gloria could ever have let her go, and
-why Gloria once having loved a man like this, could ever have sent him
-away.
-
-“Yes, interesting, but like art it is very long. I sometimes think I
-would have done better to take up astrology.”
-
-“You’re joking,” said Ruth. “Surely you don’t believe in that sort of
-thing.”
-
-“Why not? There’s a grain of truth at the bottom of all old beliefs, and
-it is as easy to believe that one’s destiny is controlled by the stars
-as to believe in a Divine Providence, sometimes much easier. The stars
-are cold, passionless things, inexorable and fixed, each moving in its
-appointed round—passing and repassing other stars, meeting and
-parting—alone as human lives are alone. There are satellites powerless
-to leave the planet around which they circle and here and there twin
-stars that seem one light from this distance, but doubtless are really
-millions of miles separated in space—”
-
-He caught the intent look on her face and smiled:
-
-“No, on the whole I think astrology would not have been any more
-satisfactory than astronomy, for even there, there is nothing clear cut,
-‘The stars incline but do not compel.’ Just one thing is really sure,
-one must play with something.”
-
-“Here comes Nels,” said Ruth.
-
-“Just in time to keep me from persuading you that I am quite insane,”
-said Professor Pendragon. “I was going to show you a wonderful picture
-in the morgue, but it’s too late, Nels, for you’ll never be able to find
-it alone, and I am going to buy it. Some day, if you’ll come and have
-tea with me—all of you—you can advise me about the proper place to hang
-it.”
-
-“We’ll do that, but I’ll bet I can find it by myself—go ahead and buy it
-and when we come to your house I’ll be able to describe the picture and
-tell you who painted it.”
-
-“Of course, if some one tells you.”
-
-“No, not that; if there’s anything in the morgue worth your attention,
-I’ll be sure to notice it.”
-
-“So will I,” said Dorothy. “Come on, Ruth, let’s look.”
-
-Ruth had been wondering whether Pendragon would go out with them and how
-she could avoid his going to the house on Gramercy Square, but evidently
-he was as informal as a student, for he only nodded a careless farewell
-and strolled off while they went in search of the picture.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
-
-Ruth entered the house with her own key, which she had taken, not
-wanting to keep George waiting up to open the door for her. The house
-was quite silent and dark, save for one dim light burning in the hall,
-and this light seemed to illumine a thick blue haze or smoke that
-floated out enveloping her as she paused on the threshold. At the same
-moment she was conscious of an almost overpowering odour of incense,
-something that Gloria never used, she knew. She stood a moment peering
-through the blue haze until she made out a figure crouching on the
-stairs, not George as she at first supposed, but Amy, who seldom showed
-herself in the front of the house. She was huddled up, with clasped
-arms, weaving to and fro and moaning inarticulate prayers, while her
-eyes rolled wildly about in her head.
-
-“Amy, what’s wrong? Are you ill?”
-
-Amy paused in her weaving and moaning to shake her head negatively.
-
-“Then what’s wrong? Is Miss Mayfield ill?”
-
-Again the negative shake.
-
-“I’se waitin’ up for yo’, Mis’ Ruth. I want you to let me sleep upstairs
-with you all tonight. There’s a couch in the room what you all paint. I
-kin use that,—please, Mis’ Ruth, I’se a dead woman ef you says no.”
-
-“What nonsense!” said Ruth, trying to speak sharply and at the same time
-in a low tone. Amy, for all her agitation, kept her voice almost a
-whisper and kept turning her head over her shoulder as if she feared
-that some one was coming up behind her.
-
-“Why do you want to sleep in my studio? Aren’t you comfortable
-downstairs? If you’re ill I’ll send for a doctor. You’ll have to give me
-some reason.”
-
-She saw that the negro woman’s distress was very real, however foolish,
-and laid her hand on her trembling shoulder.
-
-“Doan ask me no questions now—jes let me come,” she said rising as if
-she would accompany Ruth upstairs against her will, and still looking
-over her shoulder.
-
-“I can’t let you come unless you tell me why,” said Ruth, her voice
-growing louder in spite of her efforts to keep it low.
-
-The negress laid a warning finger on her lips and shot a look of such
-terror over her shoulder that Ruth felt a sympathetic thrill of horror
-down her own spine and peered into the blackness beyond the stairway,
-half expecting to see some apparition there. Then struggling as much to
-control her own nerves as those of the servant, she put both hands on
-Amy’s shoulders and forced her down on the stairway again.
-
-“If there’s any real reason why you should sleep upstairs you can, but
-you must tell me first what you’re afraid of.”
-
-The negress leaned toward her, whispering:
-
-“It’s him—that devil-man, George; he a voodoo and he’s practisin’ black
-magic down there. I cain’t sleep in the same paht of the house. I’m
-goin’ to give notice in the mawnin’—please, Mis’ Ruth, take me up with
-yo’—”
-
-For a moment Ruth did not know what to say. She knew that all negroes
-are superstitious, but looking into the rolling eyes of Amy, there in
-the midnight silence of the house, she was not able to laugh.
-
-“I’m surprised at you, Amy. I thought you were more sensible. What’s
-George doing? He hasn’t tried to hurt you, has he?”
-
-“No, not me, he ain’t goin’ hu’t me—I don’t expec’ you-all to
-understand. I don’t care whether you understands or not, jus’ let me go
-up with yo’.”
-
-“What’s George doing?” demanded Ruth again. She would much rather have
-given consent at once and ended the argument, but she could not control
-a feeling both of curiosity and nervousness, and was now protesting more
-against her own fears than those of Amy.
-
-“He tol’ me to go to baid. He orders me roun’ li’e I was his nigger, and
-I went, but I could see him through the keyhole—he’s in our
-settin’-room—it’s between his room and mine. There’s another do’ to my
-room and I wen’ right out through it. I didn’t waste no time. But don’t
-you-all try to stop him. He’s at black magic—oh-o-o-o-o-o—”
-
-Her tense whisper trailed off into a suppressed wail.
-
-“Come with me,” said Ruth with sudden determination. “I’ll see for
-myself.”
-
-She started off down the hall, through the thick blue haze which she
-could now tell was issuing from the servants’ quarters, and Amy,
-protesting, but evidently fearing to remain behind, walked behind her.
-Ruth had never been in the servants’ quarters, but she knew that they
-had rooms on the first floor, which was partly below the street level.
-As she passed she switched on the lights in the hall, illuminating the
-short flight of steps that led below. The door at the bottom was closed.
-At the top of the steps, Amy caught her arm.
-
-“Don’t go, Mis’ Ruth—jes’ look through the keyhole once. The do’s
-locked—don’t knock, jes’ look once—”
-
-Ruth shook off her restraining arm, but unconsciously she softened her
-footsteps, creeping almost noiselessly down the steps, while the black
-woman waited above. In the silence she could hear her frightened
-breathing. She had no intention of following Amy’s advice, but intended
-to knock boldly at the door and then to scold George for frightening his
-fellow servant. She was determined to do that even if George complained
-to his mistress, but when her foot touched the last step, something
-stronger than herself restrained her. She stood a moment with her heart
-beating against her ribs, and then, Ruth Mayfield, daughter of
-respectable parents, bent down in the attitude of a curious and
-untrustworthy servant and applied her eye to the keyhole. She knelt thus
-for many minutes before she finally rose and came back up the steps
-controlling by a strong effort of her will the inclination to look back
-over her shoulder as she had seen Amy do. At the top Amy took her arm
-and together they walked back through the hall.
-
-At the foot of the stairway she turned her white face to Amy.
-
-“You can come with me if you’ll promise not to say anything about this
-to Miss Mayfield, or to leave for a while at least.”
-
-“I’ll promise anything, Mis’ Ruth, only take me with you—an’ I won’
-tell—I ain’ ready to die yit.”
-
-“It’s all just nonsense, Amy, only I don’t want to worry Gloria with it
-just now. You understand, it’s just nonsense,” she repeated with lips
-that trembled.
-
-She slept fitfully that night, waking in the morning to the sound of
-Amy’s knocking at her door. She called to the servant to come in, eager
-to talk with her again before she had an opportunity to speak to Gloria.
-She came in with the breakfast tray, looking much as usual and
-apparently only too eager to ignore the events of the night before. She
-set the tray down and began rubbing her shoulders.
-
-“I got a misery,” she whined, “the wu’k in this house is too ha’ad.
-They’se wu’uk enough here for foah and only two to do it all. I’se neber
-wu’uked in a big house like this befo’ less they was at least foah kep’.
-I’se a cook, I is, not a maid, and what not. Nex’ thing she’ll be askin’
-me to do laundry.”
-
-“Now, Amy, that isn’t fair. The house is big, but Miss Mayfield only
-uses about half of it, and you know she dines out almost more than in.
-Besides I don’t want you to go away yet. If you’ll stay I’ll ask Miss
-Mayfield to let you sleep up here all the time. I can tell her that I’m
-nervous up here so far away from every one and I’m sure she won’t mind.”
-
-Amy’s face beamed with pleasure. “Is you-all goin’ speak to her ’bout
-Go’ge?”
-
-“Not at once—I must have time to think about that, and you must be
-quiet, too.”
-
-“Don’ you fret; I ain’ goin’ say anything ef you-all doan’.”
-
-At the door she turned again and looked at Ruth as if she would like to
-ask a question, but Ruth pretended not to see, and she went out without
-speaking.
-
-What Ruth had seen could not be ignored, yet she could not go to Gloria
-and tell her that she had deliberately peeked through keyholes,
-especially as there was no way of proving that she had seen what she had
-seen. George did not practise his rites every night or Amy would have
-long since fled in terror. The only thing to do was to try and persuade
-Gloria to discharge George for some other cause, or failing that, to
-watch an opportunity to show Gloria what she had seen. But perhaps
-Gloria already knew. That did not seem exactly probable, but Gloria was
-a strange woman and she said that George had been in her service a long
-time—before her marriage to Professor Pendragon. Perhaps Professor
-Pendragon—
-
-Her thoughts lost themselves in trying to unravel the tangled skein of
-Professor Pendragon, Gloria and her marriages, George and his evident
-connection with everything. She remembered George’s warning whisper of
-the night before. Pendragon might be able to explain everything to her,
-but she could not ask him about George without also giving him
-information of Gloria, a thing she had promised not to do. The night
-before she had thought that she might go direct to Gloria with her story
-about George, but in the light of morning it sounded both fantastic and
-unreal—as foolish as the fears of the superstitious Amy had seemed
-before she, herself, had investigated her wild story.
-
-She would be late to class this morning, for she had waked late and had
-dressed slowly with her thoughts. On her way downstairs she passed
-Gloria’s room. The door was open and Gloria was sitting up in bed
-surrounded by innumerable papers.
-
-“Are you in a hurry?” she called.
-
-“No, not much,” which was true, for being already late, Ruth was
-wondering whether it would be worth while to try and attend her first
-class.
-
-“Perhaps you can help me out—can’t make anything of all this,” said
-Gloria.
-
-“What is it?”
-
-“Bills and my bank account—they don’t seem to match somehow.”
-
-She thrust a mass of papers toward Ruth, who sat down on the side of the
-bed and began to look at them. She picked up an assortment of bills,
-some of them months old, some of them just arrived, some of them mere
-statements of indebtedness, others with pertinent phrases attached
-thereto, such as “An immediate settlement will be appreciated.”
-
-Ruth found a pencil and a pad and began to add up the various
-amounts—they totalled several thousand dollars. The idea of so much
-indebtedness frightened Ruth. All her life she had been accustomed to
-paying for things when she got them. Since coming to New York she had
-discovered that this was bourgeoise and inartistic, but training and
-heredity were stronger than environment with her and she still had a
-horror of debt. However, she tried to conceal her surprise.
-
-“Now, if you’ll let me see your check book and your pass book, perhaps
-we can discover why they don’t match,” she suggested.
-
-“Here they are—go as far as you like. I never could make anything of
-figures, except debts,” said Gloria.
-
-“But you haven’t made out more than half the stubs on your checks—how
-can I tell what you’ve spent unless you’ve kept some record of it?
-
-“I don’t know—they balance the book now and then at the bank, but I
-don’t know as it’s much use. The truth is I really can’t afford to keep
-up this house, even with only two servants.”
-
-“Why don’t you rent it and then get an apartment and let George go and
-keep Amy? You could do with one servant in a small apartment and I could
-pay half the expense—”
-
-“You could not! I thought I made that quite clear. I can’t have any one
-living with me except as a guest—”
-
-“But why?”
-
-“I don’t know why, except that it flatters my vanity. Besides I can’t
-give up the house. I’ve got to keep it whether I can afford it or not.
-Where would Billie and any number of other people live when they’re out
-of work if they didn’t have this big house to come to? I got a note from
-Ben Stark yesterday. His company broke up in Saint Louis last week and
-he’s coming on here. I wrote that I could put him up until he gets
-another engagement.”
-
-“But Gloria, don’t you see that you can’t afford to do that sort of
-thing? You’re too generous. No one likes to talk about money, but one
-must talk about money—it’s always coming in at the most inopportune
-moments and unless we recognize it politely at first it’s sure to show
-up at the worst time possible later. You can’t afford to be always
-giving and never taking anything from any one. If you’d only let me live
-here on a sensible basis—it would make me feel much more comfortable,
-and—”
-
-“It would not,” said Gloria. “If I’d known you were going to be sensible
-and practical and all that sort of thing, I wouldn’t have asked you to
-look at the silly, old bills. And I’m not generous at all. I’m selfish.
-Generous people are the sort of people who accept favors
-gracefully—people like Billie Irwin and Ben Stark. Besides we aren’t
-sure yet. I may have money enough to pay all this—only it’s such a bore
-writing checks.”
-
-She smiled cheerfully at the thought.
-
-“I’ll tell you what—I’ll take your book to the bank and have it balanced
-and then we can find out just what is wrong, and I’ll take care of it
-all for you. I did all that sort of thing for Mother, you know.”
-
-“You’re a dear, and just to show you that I can help myself too I’m
-going to do something that I suppose I should have done long ago.”
-
-One of Gloria’s pet extravagances was having telephone extensions in all
-the rooms that she herself used. She reached out now to the telephone by
-her bed and called a number.
-
-“Is Mr. Davis there?” she asked. “Tell him Miss Mayfield wants to talk
-to him.” Then after a pause: “Good morning—you remember you offered me a
-contract last week. Is it still open? Send it over and I’ll sign it—
-Tomorrow? Yes, I can begin tomorrow. Nine o’clock—that’s awfully early,
-but I can do it I suppose if other people do. Yes, thanks. Woman’s
-prerogative and I have changed mine. Tomorrow, then— Thank you—
-Good-bye.”
-
-“There now, I’ve promised to go to work in the movies and earn some
-money. Meantime if you can straighten out my financial puzzle I shall be
-most grateful.”
-
-“Have you ever worked in motion pictures before?” asked Ruth.
-
-“No, but we all come to it sooner or later, that is if they’ll take us.
-I haven’t any illusions about it. They may not like me at all. Being an
-actress on the speaking stage doesn’t always mean that one can make a
-picture actress. Half the down and out artists of the spoken drama who
-scorn the movies, couldn’t get in if they tried. But if they give me a
-contract for a few weeks I’ll have that at least, and then if I’m no
-good I won’t have to worry about it any more.”
-
-“Has Miss Irwin an engagement yet?”
-
-“No; but she’s doing her best, poor dear. It’s awfully hard in the
-middle of the season. Angela Peyton-Russell is going to give a Christmas
-party at their house in the Berkshires. I’ll have her invite you, too.
-If I work a few weeks in pictures I’ll be ready for a rest. By the way,
-did you see Percy last night?”
-
-Suddenly Ruth had a suspicion that this was the real reason why she had
-been called in. Gloria’s tone was almost too casual and she had asked
-her question without introduction, abruptly in the middle of other
-things.
-
-“Yes, I met him and he’s awfully nice and good looking, but I told him
-that I had no relatives and that I am living with friends.”
-
-“He asked then?”
-
-“Yes; I suppose the name made him curious.”
-
-“He isn’t married?”
-
-“If he is his wife was not with him and he didn’t mention her. I’m
-almost sure that he’s not.”
-
-“Did he talk about astronomy?”
-
-“No—that is yes—only to say that he’d given it up and art is his latest
-fad.”
-
-“Take care you don’t fall in love with him, he’s very fascinating,” said
-Gloria, smiling.
-
-“I know—why did you divorce him?”
-
-“How should I know?” Gloria frowned impatiently. “Oh, because he was
-quite impossible—as a husband. All men are.”
-
-“I’ll take your book to the bank now. I’ve missed my morning class
-anyway,” said Ruth rising. The weight of all the things she knew and
-guessed, and did not know, was pressing heavily on her and she longed
-for some one to whom she could tell everything and get advice. Obviously
-her temperamental aunt was not the one.
-
-At the door she paused again, making one last effort to simplify her
-problem.
-
-“Why don’t you discharge George anyway and get another woman? I’m sure
-he must be very expensive.”
-
-“You don’t like George, do you?”
-
-“No, I don’t. He’s not like any nigger I ever saw before. Where did he
-come from anyway?”
-
-“I don’t know exactly. He is a Hindoo, half-caste I imagine, or he
-wouldn’t work as a servant, and I found him in London. It was just
-before I married Percy. George had been working in one of the music
-halls as a magician and he was ill. I took care of him. His colour
-didn’t matter—he was in The Profession, in a way, you know, and when he
-got well he offered to work for me and he’s been with me ever since,
-about eleven years. I really couldn’t do without George, you know. Percy
-didn’t like him either.”
-
-“Why doesn’t he go back into vaudeville? He could make more money.”
-
-“Gratitude, I suppose—anyway, that wouldn’t make very much difference,
-and so long as I have any money at all, I shall keep George.”
-
-“How do you know that he is really a Hindoo?” asked Ruth.
-
-“He told me that when I first found him. You’re more curious about
-George than Percy was. Percy always said he looked like something come
-to life from a pyramid, but George never liked Percy and he won’t like
-you if you ask him questions.”
-
-“I shan’t ask him questions.”
-
-“I do wish you hadn’t met Percy—he keeps coming into my mind. Did he
-look well?”
-
-“Very well indeed.”
-
-“Happy?”
-
-“That’s more difficult—you know I’d never seen him before, so it would
-be hard to tell. If you—why didn’t you let me tell him the truth; then
-probably you’d have seen for yourself.”
-
-“No, I wouldn’t. He might have thought that I deliberately tried to see
-him. Anyway I don’t want to see him. I was only curious. Don’t speak
-about him again, even if I ask. I want to forget him.”
-
-Ruth went out with thoughts more conflicting than before. One moment she
-thought she detected in Gloria a sentimental interest in her former
-husband; the next she appeared to hate him, and apparently there was no
-hope of persuading her to send George away. She went to the restaurant
-on Eighth Avenue for lunch, where she met Nels and Dorothy.
-
-“What do you think?” said Nels. “I just heard that Professor Pendragon
-is ill—paralysis or something like that, and he certainly looked well
-last night. I can’t understand it.”
-
-“The news doesn’t seem to have affected your appetite any,” said
-Dorothy.
-
-“Certainly not—must keep up steam. Shouldn’t wonder if that was why he’s
-ill. He never eats anything much. One can’t paint greatly unless one
-eats greatly.”
-
-“When did he get ill, and how?” asked Ruth.
-
-“When he went home from the show last night—It’s extraordinary because
-he’s never been troubled that way and he was quite well just a short
-time before.”
-
-Ruth was thinking of George and of all the old tales she had ever heard
-of the evil eye and black magic. She was thinking of these things with
-one part of her brain, while with another part she scoffed at herself
-for being a superstitious, silly fool. If only Amy hadn’t persuaded her
-to look through the keyhole.
-
-“I’m going to go and see him tomorrow afternoon,” said Nels. “I’d go
-today, but I have to work.”
-
-“Take us with you,” said Dorothy. “He invited us to tea anyway and he
-seemed to be interested in Ruth.”
-
-“One can’t go to tea with a paralytic, Dot, besides, he lives in a
-hotel, unless they’ve moved him to a hospital. I’ll find out and if it’s
-all right of course you can go too.”
-
-“Just look at Ruth, Nels; she looks as concerned as if the dragon were a
-dear friend.”
-
-“I’m not at all; it’s just that it’s sudden—and I was thinking of
-something else too.”
-
-She was remembering Gloria’s last words about not mentioning Pendragon’s
-name again. Here was another piece of information that she must keep to
-herself. It was so annoying to be just one person with only one pair of
-eyes and ears and only one small brain. If she could only see inside and
-know what Gloria was really thinking, what depths of ignorance or
-wickedness were concealed behind George’s black brows, what secret
-Professor Pendragon knew—and even, yes, it might blight romance, but she
-would like to know just what Terry Riordan thought.
-
-Did Gloria love Terry or did her heart still belong to her first
-husband? And what of those other two whose names were never mentioned?
-If only she could be one of those wonderful detective girls one read
-about in magazine stories. How simply she would solve everything.
-
-She found Terry with Gloria when she reached home. They were talking
-interestedly as they always did, with eyes for no one else apparently,
-and her heart sank. George came in to ask come question about dinner. He
-did look like something that had stepped from the carvings on a pyramid.
-His fine features were inexpressibly cruel, yet there was something
-splendid about him too. He was so tall—taller than Gloria. Tall enough
-to play—she stopped affrighted at her unnatural thought.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
-
-The entire régime of the house on Gramercy Square had been changed.
-Instead of rising at eleven o’clock Gloria now left the house shortly
-after eight, to be at the motion picture studios in New Jersey at nine,
-so that Ruth seldom saw her before dinner time. The balancing of
-Gloria’s bank book disclosed that she had been living at a rate far in
-excess of her income—news that did not seem to trouble Gloria at all.
-
-“I’ll make it all up again in a few weeks now that I’m working,” she
-said. “If you’ll only write out a book full of checks for my poor, dear
-creditors, I’ll sign them and then you can mail them out and everything
-will be lovely—for a few months at least.”
-
-“Yes, but don’t you think you ought to regulate your expenditures
-according to your assured income, Gloria? You know you aren’t always
-working,” said Ruth.
-
-“I can’t be troubled with that now. Wait until I get tangled up
-again—something always happens, and nothing could be worse than the
-pictures; regular hours like a shopgirl, and no audience.”
-
-Ruth returned from school to find Gloria not yet home and the
-drawing-room empty, except perhaps for Billie Irwin and Ben Stark, a
-tall, good-natured youth, who had followed hard upon his letter and who
-was perpetually asking Ruth to go to theatres with him, where he had
-“professional courtesy” due to having worked on Broadway the season
-before. If Ruth refused, as she sometimes did, he cheerfully turned his
-invitation to Billie Irwin, seemingly as pleased with her society as
-with that of the younger woman.
-
-It troubled Ruth to think of them all, herself and Miss Irwin and Ben
-Stark, all living here as if Gloria had unlimited wealth, while Gloria
-went out every morning to uncongenial work to keep up with the expenses
-of her too large ménage. Only that morning Amy had complained to her of
-having so many breakfasts to prepare for people who rose whenever they
-pleased and never remembered to make her any presents. If only George
-would grow dissatisfied—but he never seemed weary of serving Gloria’s
-impecunious guests, and if he was still engaged in midnight orgies of
-enchantment Ruth could not know. She dared not repeat the keyhole
-experiment. She wished that she had not taken Amy upstairs to sleep;
-then she would have had a spy below stairs. It was foolish of her to
-connect Professor Pendragon’s illness with George, but she could not
-help it. If she could only have some other opinion to go by—or perhaps
-when she had seen Professor Pendragon again, her illusion would be
-dispelled. Nels Zord had talked with him over the telephone and
-Professor Pendragon had made light of his illness and said he would be
-glad to have Nels and the two girls come and have tea with him the
-following Thursday. He said he was not going to a hospital and hoped to
-be quite well when they came. If he was well then Ruth could laugh at
-her superstitious fears. Thursday was a good day for all of them because
-there was no lecture Thursday afternoon and they could all leave the Art
-Students’ League at half-past four and go together to Professor
-Pendragon’s hotel.
-
-The idea of visiting a man in his hotel, even a man of forty who was
-ill, and in company with two other people did not seem quite proper to
-Ruth, but she did not say anything about it, having acquired the habit
-of taking customs and conventions as she found them. Nevertheless she
-was quite relieved to find that Professor Pendragon had a suite and that
-they were ushered into a pleasant room with no hint either of sickness
-or sleep in it. She even took time to wonder where the prejudice against
-sleeping rooms as places of ordinary social intercourse first
-originated.
-
-Professor Pendragon met them, leaning on a crutch, one foot lifted in
-the attitude of a delightful, old stork.
-
-“It’s really kind of you to come,” he said, after he had made them all
-comfortable. “You know I have hundreds of acquaintances but very few
-friends, as I have discovered since I became a victim of the evil eye.”
-
-Ruth could not restrain a start of surprise and he looked at her, his
-dark eyes wrinkling with mirth.
-
-“So you know about the evil eye?” he questioned.
-
-“No, I don’t. Only I suppose the phrase startled me. What really is the
-matter?”
-
-“I don’t know and neither do the doctors apparently; that’s why I call
-it the evil eye. I came home from the show that night and went to sleep
-like a good Christian with a quiet conscience, but when I woke I found
-that my right leg was paralysed to the knee. It was the dark of the moon
-that night. I know because I always think in more or less almanacal
-terms—that would be when the evil eye would be most effective, you know;
-and I’m waiting for the full moon to see if I will not be cured as
-mysteriously as I have been afflicted.”
-
-Nels and Dorothy were listening with puzzled eyes, not quite knowing
-whether Professor Pendragon was jesting or in earnest.
-
-“You mean all maniacal terms, if you believe such rubbish,” said Nels,
-“and you need a brain specialist, not a doctor.”
-
-“I think that’s our tea at the door, if you’ll please open it for me,
-Nels, and I promise not to talk about the evil eye in the presence of
-such moderns as you and Miss Winslow again.”
-
-“Why don’t you include Ruth in that?” asked Dorothy, as Nels rose to
-open the door.
-
-“Because Miss Mayfield is not a modern at all; she belongs to the dark
-middle ages.”
-
-“I’m afraid I’m a bit superstitious,” admitted Ruth, and then hoping to
-test his sincerity, for he had spoken throughout with a smile, and also
-to throw, if possible, some light on the uncanny suspicions that
-troubled her—“Even if you did believe in the evil eye, who would want to
-harm you?”
-
-“Please do stop,” said Dorothy. “You’re spoiling my tea with your
-gruesome talk. Where’s the picture that Nels was to point out and advise
-you about hanging?”
-
-“That is, perhaps, a more wholesome topic, but we were only joking, Miss
-Mayfield and I.”
-
-“I’ve found the picture already,” exclaimed Nels—“the one with the fat
-Bacchus—you see I picked it out of all the others—I don’t blame you for
-buying it; it’s delightful humour, depicting Bacchus as a modern
-business man, fat and bald, yet clad in a leopard skin with grape vines
-on his head, and tearing through the forest with a slim, young nymph in
-his arms—it’s grotesque and fascinating.”
-
-“I thought you’d approve,” said Professor Pendragon. “Now where shall we
-hang it?”
-
-“It’s all right where it is, unless you have a larger picture to hang
-there.”
-
-“Now, while you’re unable to walk around, why don’t you sit for a
-portrait—you’ll never have another time when the sittings will be less
-irksome. I’d come here and Ruth could come with me as a chaperon, not
-that I need one, but we might as well be perfectly proper when it’s just
-as pleasant—you know,” she continued, slightly embarrassed by the smiles
-on the faces of Nels, Professor Pendragon, and Ruth. “I’m not looking
-for a commission at all; I just want to paint you because you will make
-an interesting subject, and because, if I can hang you—I mean get your
-picture hung in the Academy, I will get real commissions, just because
-you sat for me. Now I’ve been perfectly frank,” she finished.
-
-Pendragon held out his hand to her, laughing:
-
-“Any of those numerous reasons ought to be enough,” he said, “and if my
-infirmity lasts long enough, I’ll be glad to have you come and help me
-kill time.”
-
-“Better start before next dark of the moon,” said Ruth mischievously.
-
-“That gives you only ten more days,” said Pendragon.
-
-“You don’t really believe in those things?”—Dorothy’s blue eyes were
-wide with distress—“Please tell me the truth; Nels, they’re just
-teasing, aren’t they?”
-
-“Of course, you know they are; don’t be a silly goose, Dot,” said Nels.
-
-“I know they are, but even if they don’t believe in all they say, they
-believe in something that I don’t understand, now, don’t you?—confess.”
-
-She turned to Ruth, but it was Pendragon who answered.
-
-“If mind is stronger than matter, and most of us believe that now, then
-an evil thought has power over matter just as surely as a good thought
-has power, and the power of the evil thought will continue until it is
-dispelled by good thought. There if you like is black and white magic. I
-believe that there are people in the world so crushed by fear and
-wickedness that every breath of their bodies and every glance of their
-eyes is a blight on all who come near them, and I believe that there are
-people who are so fearless and good that where they walk, health and
-happiness spreads round them as an aura, as sunlight on every life that
-touches them. Does that satisfy you, Miss Dorothy?”
-
-“Oh yes, that’s very beautiful, I’m sure,” said Dorothy, looking a bit
-uncomfortable as if she had been listening to a sermon. “When will you
-let me come for your first sitting?”
-
-“Sunday morning if you like; that won’t interfere with your classes, and
-it’s a good day for me too, because I am duller than usual on Sunday.”
-
-As they were leaving, Ruth lingered for a moment.
-
-“If you did have an enemy who was trying to harm you, what would you do,
-Professor Pendragon?” she asked.
-
-“Evil works like good, can only be accomplished with faith; if I had an
-enemy, I would destroy his faith in his own power,” he answered.
-
-Ruth found the entire family, as Gloria called her household, assembled
-when she reached the house on Gramercy Park. Terry Riordan was among
-them.
-
-“Please, Ruth, won’t you go to the theatre with Terry tonight? He has a
-perfect passion for first nights, but as an honest working woman I need
-my rest and I’m too tired to go tonight,” said Gloria.
-
-“I’d like to, but—” Ruth glanced in the direction of Ben Stark.
-
-“Oh, don’t mind me,” said that youth. “The fact that you have refused me
-three times won’t make any difference. I’m accustomed to such treatment
-from the fair sex.”
-
-“Why don’t you come with us?” said Terry. “I have three tickets and
-intended taking both Gloria and Ruth if they would go.”
-
-“Please, Miss Ruth, will you let me go with you? I’ll walk a few paces
-in the rear and be a good little boy,” said Ben. “You really must be
-kind to me, because I’m going into rehearsals for another trip to the
-coast with a company that will probably go at least as far as Buffalo.
-You’ll miss my cheery smile when I am far away.”
-
-“Then we’ll all go together,” agreed Ruth, rather annoyed that Terry
-should have suggested that Ben go with them. Evidently he considered her
-too young to be an interesting companion and would be glad to have
-another man to talk to. It was perhaps for this reason that when they
-started out she directed most of her smiles and conversation to the
-erstwhile neglected Ben, making that young man beam with pleasure, while
-Terry seemed not to observe his neglected state at all.
-
-“What’s wrong, old chap? You are as solemn as an owl and you ought to be
-as happy as larks are supposed to be, with a real, honest-to-goodness
-show on Broadway,” said Ben.
-
-“It’s going off next week,” said Terry. “It’s been nothing but a paper
-house for a week, and they’re going to try it on the road; I don’t seem
-to have the trick or the recipe for success.”
-
-“I’m so sorry; perhaps it will go well on the road,” said Ruth.
-
-“Don’t feel sorry; it doesn’t matter very much; I’ll write another. A
-man must do something and if I grow very successful I might be tempted
-to stop.”
-
-“Yes, one must play some game; that’s what Professor Pendragon says.”
-
-“That’s right, you met Gloria’s husband, didn’t you? What’s he like?”
-
-“Very nice; I’ll tell you later all about it.”
-
-They were entering the theatre now and Ruth wanted to talk to Terry
-about Professor Pendragon when no one else was listening. Ben Stark was
-a jarring note that precluded absolute revealment of her hopes and
-fears. Nevertheless she forgot to be annoyed at his presence in the
-theatre for he amused her with his comments about people on and off the
-stage and Terry was strangely silent. The play was a particularly inane
-bit of fluff and seemed to be making a great hit. Ruth could imagine the
-trend of his thoughts, the discouragement attendant upon doing his best
-and seeing it fail, and watching the success of an inferior endeavour,
-yet she envied him, for he at least believed in his own work, and the
-more she studied and compared her work with that of other students, the
-more a creeping doubt of her own ability filled her brain.
-
-“I need cheering up! Won’t you go to supper with me?” he asked as they
-passed out of the theatre.
-
-His invitation was addressed to both Ben and Ruth, but Ben, with motives
-which Ruth understood only too well begged off.
-
-“You know I have to report for rehearsals tomorrow morning, if you don’t
-mind I’ll run along.”
-
-He evidently thought that Terry would like to be alone with Ruth, and
-Ruth, realizing his mistake, was yet too timid to protest, even had she
-not secretly desired to be alone with Terry. She had never gone to
-supper with a man alone. It would be an adventure, and the fact that she
-loved the man even though he did not know or care, made it even more
-thrilling. She bethought herself of her costume and wished that she were
-in evening clothes.
-
-“I think I’d better take you some place near home,” said Terry. “If we
-use a cab we can save time, and there won’t be so many people downtown
-and we’ll be served quicker. I feel a bit guilty about keeping you out
-late.”
-
-“I’m not a child,” said Ruth, pouting.
-
-“I know you’re not, but you are—you’ll always be one, I hope.”
-
-She was about to ask why, but they were entering a cab now and she did
-not ask. She wanted to ask where they were going, but she did not ask
-that either. She found herself with Terry afflicted with a strange
-inability to talk. They rode almost in silence to Fourteenth Street and
-entered a most disappointing place.
-
-Ruth’s idea of supper after the theatre was a place of soft lights and
-music with beautifully dressed women and flowers, and sparkling wine.
-She didn’t want to drink the sparkling wine herself or even to wear the
-beautiful gowns, but she wanted to see them.
-
-The place they entered was a low ceiled, dark paneled room with no music
-visible or audible. There were white spread tables, but the women around
-them were far from beautiful, the men undistinguished in the
-extreme—matrons on the heavy order with men who were quite obviously,
-even to Ruth’s untrained gaze, their lawful spouses. Both men and women
-were giving more attention to their food, than to their companions and
-they were drinking—beer.
-
-“It’s quiet here and we can talk,” said Terry, quite oblivious to Ruth’s
-disappointment, but when they were seated he did not talk.
-
-“Tell me about the new comedy you’re writing,” said Ruth, remembering
-the axiom that it is always tactful to talk to a man about his own work.
-
-“No; I want to forget my work and myself. Let’s gossip. Tell me about
-Gloria’s husband.”
-
-In this Ruth thought she detected the interest of a jealous suitor.
-
-“Professor Pendragon is very charming and very clever and good looking.
-He is taller than Gloria, and apparently has no particular vocation, for
-he has given up astronomy. His interest in art he calls a fad; he lives
-alone in a suite in the Belton Hotel and about ten days ago he became
-mysteriously paralysed—his right leg up to the knee. That’s all I know,”
-said Ruth, “except that he’s one of the most fascinating men I’ve ever
-seen and I can’t understand why any woman would ever give him up. He’s
-almost as wonderful as Gloria herself. I’d like to say that he is ugly
-and old and disagreeable for your sake, but he isn’t.”
-
-Terry looked at her uncomprehendingly for a moment and then ignored her
-inference if he understood it at all.
-
-“That’s a lot of information to have collected all about one person,” he
-said. “They say it was a great love match and that they disagreed over
-some trifle. They met and were married in London and Gloria got a
-divorce in Paris less than a year later. Curious his turning up just
-now.”
-
-“Why just now?” asked Ruth.
-
-“Because Gloria is a woman who must at all times have some absorbing
-interest, and recently she hasn’t had one and it’s telling on her. She
-has fits of moodiness, and wild ideas that she never carries out—like
-the proposed sudden trip to Palm Beach. Two years ago when I first met
-Gloria she would have gone. If only I could finish my comedy and make it
-a real success with Gloria in the star rôle—”
-
-“You would really like to do things for Gloria,” said Ruth.
-
-“Yes; I’m awfully fond of her. She’s been my friend and has helped me
-ever since I first met her.”
-
-“Then, please, can’t you persuade her to get rid of George?”
-
-There was an intense appeal in Ruth’s voice that surprised Terry more
-than her request.
-
-“Why? How would that help her?”
-
-“I can’t explain it exactly. There are several reasons. One is that
-Gloria has been living quite beyond her income—I suppose I shouldn’t
-tell these things even to you, but I am worried about her and perhaps
-you can help—and she simply refuses to give up her big house because it
-serves as a refuge for professional people, friends of hers, out of an
-engagement. Of course all these people think that Gloria has unlimited
-means or they wouldn’t come. She won’t even let me help her, though I
-could quite easily. It’s because she really needs money that she’s gone
-to work in motion pictures. I imagine that George is an expensive
-servant and I thought if we could make her discharge him, she could get
-some one else for less money. Of course that wouldn’t make much
-difference in her expenses—I understand that—but it would be a start.
-It’s a lot of small economies that count, you know,” she said gravely.
-
-“I had no idea that Gloria didn’t have lots of money. Her second husband
-was Darral Knight, a man who had made a fortune in toilet preparations.
-It was he who gave her the house on Gramercy Square. Then she married
-Brooks Grosvenor and he settled an income on her when they were
-divorced. I always supposed that it was ample. Certainly from what I’ve
-heard of the man he would have it fixed so that she could not get
-anything but the income, and even that would be forfeited if she married
-again.”
-
-“The income isn’t large, not really large enough to afford such a big
-house, and Gloria has gone in debt a lot and now she’s working to pay it
-off. You see she’d have enough money if she would consent to live
-differently.”
-
-“But Gloria is not the sort of person who will ever live differently. I
-have often wondered how she got by in such a big house with perpetual
-guests and only two servants, but I suppose she just didn’t want to
-bother with any more. But that isn’t the reason you want her to get rid
-of George, is it? It really wouldn’t make any appreciable difference,
-would it?”
-
-“No—there are other reasons too, but I’m afraid to tell you.”
-
-“Something you don’t like to put into words?”
-
-Ruth nodded.
-
-“I think I know. I’ve thought of it myself and I don’t like to put it
-into words either, but I will, so that we can understand each other
-perfectly—a necessary thing if we are to help Gloria.” He paused looking
-at her, and seemingly trying to gather courage for what he was about to
-say.
-
-“You think that George is in love with his mistress.”
-
-Ruth’s horrified face revealed that Terry had put into words something
-quite foreign to anything in her thoughts.
-
-“Don’t look so horrified, it sounds terrible to us—it is terrible, but
-you must remember that George is a Hindoo, not a nigger, and that he is
-well educated, and that in many parts of the world, the idea of a black
-man loving a white woman is not so repugnant as it is here. I wouldn’t
-admit it for a long time myself, but it’s the only plausible explanation
-of a lot of things. Perhaps Gloria has told you that when she first met
-George he was a magician mahatma, who had been playing in London music
-halls and that he had been out of work for some time on account of
-illness. Out of gratitude, apparently, he offered to serve her. Later
-when he had quite recovered his health he could easily have gone back to
-his former work, but he didn’t go, though regardless of what Gloria pays
-him, it must be much less than he could make on the stage. If you’ve
-observed too, you will have seen that his attitude, while quite
-respectful, is never the attitude of a servant, and toward Gloria’s men
-friends his attitude is almost offensively disrespectful, especially
-when she is not present. He even hates me. I’ve thought for a long time
-that she ought to get rid of him, but I can’t go to her and tell her
-what I think, for certainly Gloria doesn’t suspect anything like that.”
-
-During this explanation, Ruth, recovered from the first shock of his
-words, was thinking rapidly. All her fears and superstitions came back
-one hundred fold in the light of Terry’s revelation. They gave reason
-and purpose to what she had seen and what she had suspected. She debated
-in her mind whether she dare tell everything to Terry.
-
-“But evidently you had something else in mind—some other reason,” he
-continued. “What was it?”
-
-She looked at his grey blue eyes and brown hair, his clear, fair skin
-and firm chin—he was Western of the West—he would never understand or
-believe.
-
-“Nothing,” she answered. “I suppose it’s just that I sensed what you
-have said, without ever daring to put it into words even in my own
-thoughts. Couldn’t you try and tempt George back on to the stage?”
-
-“I don’t know—I couldn’t, because he doesn’t like me, but I might get
-some one else to do it, that is if he hasn’t forgotten all his old
-tricks. Eleven years is a long time, you know.”
-
-“Oh, he hasn’t—” but she decided not to finish her sentence.
-
-The restaurant was almost deserted now, and Terry bethought himself,
-with many apologies, of his resolve not to keep Ruth out too late. He
-would have hurried into another cab, but Ruth protested that it was such
-a short distance and she wanted to walk. In reality she thought that in
-the darkness when she could not see his face so clearly she might find
-the courage to tell him. Yet she walked silent by his side, unable to
-speak. She was lost in the wonder of being alone with him—he was so tall
-and wonderful. She looked up at the stars and gratitude filled her
-heart. It was good to love, even when love was unreciprocated. She
-pitied women who had never loved, as she did, unselfishly—a love more
-like adoration than earthly passion. She wanted to help Terry and
-Gloria. She would rejoice in their marriage. If she could only solve
-their problems, she would not care what life held for her after that. It
-was an exalted mood for a girl of nineteen years, some months and days,
-and Terry, all unsuspecting, broke into it with words:
-
-“I wish we could arrange to have Gloria and Professor Pendragon meet
-again,” he said. “Pendragon was the big love of her life, and no man
-ever having once loved Gloria could possibly be quite free of her sway.
-She made the other marriages just for excitement, I think. I can’t
-imagine any other reason. I’d like to have them meet again. It would be
-interesting to say the least. I’m horribly unmodern, but I believe that
-men and women love once and once only.”
-
-It seemed to Ruth that there was a note of sad resignation and generous
-resolve in his voice.
-
-“But I’ve promised Gloria that I will not let him know anything about
-her. It’s very generous of you to want to—to bring them together.”
-
-For a moment Terry did not speak. He seemed to be considering her words
-and looked at her in a curious way that she did not understand.
-
-“It’s not generosity—perhaps only curiosity,” he said. “Gloria and I
-have been such good friends—and I am tremendously fond of her. She is so
-beautiful and charming and talented, but just now I think she needs
-something, some one, bigger than her work.”
-
-They had reached home, Ruth in a state of exalted pain and happiness.
-Terry loved Gloria; that was evident, but for some reason he did not
-hope to win her. With noble generosity he was hoping only for Gloria’s
-happiness—planning to bring her and Professor Pendragon together.
-Somehow it seemed that she and Terry were sharing sacrifice—he his love
-for Gloria, she her love for him. It gave her a feeling of sweet
-comradeship with him, that almost compensated for the pain of knowing
-that he did not love her. Perhaps behind her thoughts too there was the
-faint hope that if Gloria went back to her first husband, Terry might
-change the object of his affections, but this thought was only half
-defined, for at nineteen the idea of a man loving twice is very
-inartistic. To Ruth all real love was of the _Abelard and Heloise, Paul
-and Virginia_ type.
-
-Thus she thought in silence while Terry waited for her to unlock the
-door. The door opened to her key and she turned to say good-night to
-him, when her nostrils caught the overpowering perfume of some strange
-incense, and in the hall she saw the same blue haze that she had seen
-that night when she found Amy on the stairs. Terry, too, had smelled the
-incense, and paused, looking at her for explanation. Her heart was
-beating at a tremendous rate. Here was the opportunity that she had been
-seeking to secure an unbiased witness. She put her finger to her lips in
-sign of silence, as Amy had done that night, and drew him with her into
-the hall. Then she closed the door silently behind them. Without knowing
-why he imitated her example in silence. Inside the hall was heavy with
-the blue smoke and the perfume that seemed to be smothering them.
-
-“Now I can show you why I want Gloria to send George away. He’s
-downstairs now, I think,” she was speaking in a low whisper. “I want you
-to see for yourself. I haven’t dared to tell any one for fear they
-wouldn’t believe. He’s down there,” she pointed. “Don’t knock or let him
-know you’re coming—I want you to see everything. Perhaps—I know it
-sounds a terrible thing to do, but if you could just look through the
-keyhole—”
-
-She stopped abruptly, seeing Terry’s look of amazement at such a
-request.
-
-“Believe me—it is better to do that—just look once and you’ll
-understand.”
-
-She moved toward the rear of the house, tiptoeing noiselessly and
-beckoning him to follow. At the top of the short flight of steps she
-stopped again.
-
-“Down there, behind that door,” she whispered.
-
-As one preparing to dispel the foolish fears of a nervous woman, Terry
-advanced down the steps, yet such was the influence of the hour, the
-strange incense and Ruth’s manner that he walked softly. Ruth followed
-him, but at the bottom Terry did not bend down to look through the
-keyhole. Before Ruth’s frightened eyes he put his hand to the handle of
-the door, which swung inward at his touch.
-
-A deeper blue haze than that above filled the room into which they
-looked. In the centre of the room George was kneeling—about his head a
-white turban was wound and he was wrapped in a long, black robe on which
-the signs of the zodiac were picked out in gold thread. Before him was
-placed an altar, which rose in a series of seven steps. At the bottom a
-lamp was burning with a blue flame, from which the clouds of incense
-were rising, almost obscuring what lay coiled on the topmost step which
-spread into a flat platform—an enormous serpent coiled, with its head
-lifted from the centre of the mass and swaying from side to side,
-seemingly in accompaniment to a low monotonous chant that George was
-singing, while he too swayed back and forth, for some moments seeming
-not to know that the door had been opened. Ruth could not understand the
-words of the chant, but from the tone they sounded like an invocation.
-George was praying to his reptile! Suddenly, as if he had just seen
-them, he lifted his hands and his voice rose, and the snake reared its
-head far into the air, so that they could see its darting, forked
-tongue. Then as George’s voice suddenly stopped on a high note the snake
-subsided again, and George rose to his feet and greeted them.
-
-“Good evening,” he said, “I was just practising my box of tricks. You
-know I used to be a professional magician and Miss Mayfield has asked me
-to accompany her to the Christmas party in the country to help entertain
-the guests of the Peyton-Russells. The snake is quite harmless,” he
-continued, picking it up on both hands and dropping it over his
-shoulders. “Would you like to touch it?”
-
-“Oh, no, no,” said Ruth, drawing back and instinctively clutching
-Terry’s arm. Terry did not accept the invitation either, but to Ruth’s
-surprise he seemed to accept George’s explanation of the strange scene
-as truth.
-
-“We were attracted by the smell of the incense,” he explained, “thought
-it might be fire and we’d better investigate.”
-
-“Certainly, quite right.” Never had George’s voice sounded so silky and
-lisping and sinister. He stood quite still, seemingly waiting for them
-to go, the snake coiled round his shoulders. Ruth was only too glad to
-make her escape and Terry followed her. In the hall he turned to her
-smiling.
-
-“No wonder you were frightened if that’s what you saw, but you see it’s
-quite all right—Gloria knows about it and it hasn’t any significance. Of
-course snakes aren’t pleasant things to have in the house, but this one
-is harmless, so I hope it won’t disturb your sleep.”
-
-“Do you believe what George said,” she asked.
-
-“Of course, why not?”
-
-“Because I don’t. He may be practising tricks for the Christmas
-party—that may be true, but there was no trick to what we saw just
-now—the snake was real, and the altar and the incense—and George was
-praying—he was praying to that snake.”
-
-“Even so,” said Terry. “We’re not missionaries that we should try to
-convert the heathen. I don’t care how many snake worshippers there are
-in New York.”
-
-“It isn’t that, Terry—I know it sounds weird, but the night I saw him
-before, was the night Professor Pendragon was stricken with paralysis—”
-
-She stopped frightened by the lack of comprehension in Terry’s face.
-
-“Don’t you see if George will worship a snake, he is the sort of person
-who will pray calamities on his enemies. If he loves Gloria, then he
-hates Professor Pendragon, because he is the only man Gloria has loved.
-When Pendragon’s name was first mentioned, you remember the Sunday
-morning I got the card to the water colour show, George was even more
-concerned than Gloria, and when I went he warned me to be careful what I
-said. I believe that he is responsible for Pendragon’s illness.”
-
-Comprehension had dawned in Terry’s face, but with it Ruth could see a
-tolerant incredulity and a wonder that she could believe such nonsense.
-
-“It’s reasonable enough that George hates Pendragon, but even if he does
-hate him and even if he was actually praying for him to be harmed, that
-doesn’t give a prop snake the power to carry out his wishes.”
-
-“It isn’t the snake; it’s the power of George’s concentrated thought.”
-
-“Thoughts can’t harm people,” said Terry.
-
-“But they can—thoughts are things and evil thoughts are as powerful as
-good ones.”
-
-She could almost see the thoughts passing through Terry’s brain. He was
-looking at her, assuring himself that she really was sane and had been
-up to this night quite normal, almost uninterestingly normal, and even
-while she tried to make her beliefs clear she was conscious of a feeling
-of exultation because for the first time she was actually interesting
-the man.
-
-“I’ve heard of Indian fakirs who could paralyse parts of their own
-bodies so that knives could be thrust into them without causing the
-slightest pain, but I never heard of one who exercised such power over
-another person, but even if that were possible how would it help to send
-George away? If Gloria sent him away, he could still keep on thinking
-and worshipping snakes, too, for that matter,” he said, smiling.
-
-“Professor Pendragon told me that if he had an enemy who was trying to
-harm him, he would try and destroy that enemy’s faith in his ability to
-harm. What we must do is destroy the snake first. George worships the
-snake or some power of which the snake is a symbol. Either way if we
-destroy the snake we destroy George’s confidence in his ability to
-harm.”
-
-“I haven’t any objections to killing snakes. In my opinion that’s what
-the horrid beasts were created for, but this particular snake is
-probably very valuable—he belongs to the profession and everything.”
-
-“Please don’t jest about it, Terry; it may be a matter of life and
-death. If I hear that Professor Pendragon is worse instead of better
-tomorrow, I will be sure. Then we must do something before it is too
-late. You must promise to help me.”
-
-She laid her hand on his arm and looked up at him with such genuine fear
-and entreaty in her eyes that for a moment he understood and sympathized
-with all of her beliefs.
-
-“Of course I’ll help,” he promised, “but now I’d best go, and you must
-go to bed and try not to dream of snakes.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
-
-Ruth waited impatiently for the noon hour, so that she might ask Nels
-what news he had of Professor Pendragon, but when she finally met him he
-had not seen nor heard from the Professor since the day they all had tea
-together. On Sunday morning Dorothy was to go to him to begin his
-portrait and Ruth was to accompany her. Until then she probably would
-get no news. In the afternoon when she returned to the house she found
-Gloria there before her, having returned early from the motion picture
-studios. Terry was there too, reading the last of his new comedy which
-was now completed. Gloria was enthusiastic about it and Billie Irwin,
-who had been quite depressed for over a fortnight, was now as cheery as
-if the contract was already signed, for Gloria had picked out a part
-that must certainly be given to Billie if she, herself, was to play the
-lead.
-
-They all talked as if the production of the play was assured, and as if
-no one but the author would have a word to say about how it should be
-cast, a thing that seemed quite logical to Ruth until Terry himself
-explained that he would have very little to say about it, except as to
-Gloria, and she would be given the leading rôle when the play was
-produced, not so much because Terry wanted her, as because she was the
-only well-known actress who could possibly fit it.
-
-To hear the others talking one would think that the play was going into
-rehearsals tomorrow with all the parts distributed among Gloria’s
-friends. Even Ben Stark begged Terry to try and hold out one of the
-parts until he saw how his road tour was coming out, and they were all
-discussing how the various parts ought to be dressed.
-
-Terry had no opportunity to talk to Ruth alone, but they exchanged
-significant glances when George appeared with tea, looking so correct
-and conventional that it was difficult to believe that they had seen him
-the night before burning incense and kneeling to a snake.
-
-“Any news?” Terry whispered, and Ruth could only shake her head.
-
-When George had left the room Terry ventured to speak of him:
-
-“What’s all this that George is telling me about going up to the
-Peyton-Russells’ with you to amuse the guests with vaudeville magic?” he
-asked.
-
-“Oh, he’s been telling!” exclaimed Gloria. “I intended it to be a
-surprise. He’s really quite wonderful, you know, or at least he was
-quite wonderful if he hasn’t forgotten.”
-
-“It can’t do any harm, my knowing, as I’m not to be one of them,” said
-Terry.
-
-“I’d get you an invitation, if there was the slightest chance that you’d
-accept,” said Gloria.
-
-“You know I’d like to go, just to see George.”
-
-“Consider yourself invited then. Angela will ask any one that I tell her
-I want. They’ve got loads of room and men are never too numerous even in
-the trail of the fair Angela.”
-
-“Don’t you think that George ought to go back to his profession? If he’s
-as good as you say it ought to be easy to get him signed up on the
-Orpheum circuit. If he doesn’t know the ropes here in the States I’ll be
-glad to help him,” said Terry.
-
-“It can’t be done—the biggest salary in the world wouldn’t tempt George
-away from my service. It’s the Eastern idea of gratitude. We had that
-all argued out ten years ago. I told George that he ought not to give up
-his career to serve me, but he wouldn’t listen to me at all. He said
-that I had saved his life, therefore it belonged to me. He almost wept
-at the idea of having to go, and yet I sometimes think that it is my
-life that belongs to George instead of his life that belongs to me. He
-is a most despotic servant and tries to rule all of my actions. If my
-conduct displeases him he inconsistently threatens to leave, but of
-course he doesn’t mean it.”
-
-Gloria was smiling, reciting the peculiarities of an amusing servant,
-but to Ruth her words were appalling. She seemed to see Gloria as a
-bright plumaged bird, charmed by a snake. Once, years ago when she was a
-little girl visiting in the country, she had seen a bird thus charmed,
-circling, circling, downward toward the bright-eyed snake that waited
-for it. She had been unable to move or help, as fascinated as the bird
-itself. She felt the same sensation of helplessness now. She dared not
-look at Terry, but a few minutes later he came to her side and whispered
-to her:
-
-“Meet me at Mori’s tomorrow at five.”
-
-She had never heard of Mori’s, but she could look it up in the telephone
-directory. Evidently Terry had some plan. The thought cheered her
-immeasurably.
-
-The situation in the house was a curious one, for Amy shrank with terror
-whenever George came near her, at the same time leaping to do his
-slightest bidding. Ruth, so far as possible, ignored George completely
-and he never spoke to her directly unless it was absolutely necessary,
-and Gloria did not seem to either observe or sense that there was a
-strained atmosphere in the house.
-
-The distrust of George and foreboding of the future descended on Ruth
-the moment she entered the house in the afternoon and remained with her,
-colouring all her thoughts until she entered the Art Students’ League in
-the morning. Here she forgot everything in passionate pursuit of art,
-daily lifting her ambition to higher ideals and daily seeming to
-demonstrate more and more her lack of talent for the career which she
-had chosen.
-
-Seeing her earnestness her fellow students strove to help her, giving
-her advice and criticism and now and then a word of encouragement, and
-Ruth, whose confidence in herself was fast slipping, listened to
-everything, following the advice last received and struggling to “find
-herself.”
-
-The thing that hurt her most was the fact that as yet she had seemed to
-attract no particular notice from her instructors. In Indianapolis she
-had been rather important and she could not think that the greater
-attention she had received there was entirely due to there not being so
-large a number of students. She longed to ask one of the instructors,
-but it was hard to do that. They came through, looked impersonally at
-her work and made brief comments about drawing, proportion, composition,
-etc. Finally the courage came to her very suddenly in the portrait class
-one morning. She had come early and was in the front row. Very slowly
-the instructor, the most frank and vitriolic of all the instructors,
-according to Nels, was coming toward her. Suddenly she knew that she
-would speak to him that day. As he stopped from time to time, her
-courage did not desert her. She waited quite calmly until he reached her
-side. She rose to let him have her chair, and for some seconds he looked
-at her work without speaking. Then he began:
-
-“Don’t you see that your values are all wrong? And the entire figure is
-out of drawing; it’s a caricature!”
-
-Ruth listened almost without emotion. It was as if he was speaking to
-some one else.
-
-“By the way,” continued the instructor, looking up at her suddenly,
-“didn’t I see some work of yours in one of the Sunday newspapers about a
-month ago?”
-
-Ruth nodded; she could not speak.
-
-“I thought so; I was pleased and surprised at the time to see how much
-better your work in that line was than anything you have done here.
-That’s what is the trouble with this; it’s a cartoon.”
-
-“But I want to be a portrait painter; I’m interested more in landscapes.
-Please tell me the truth. Do you think I have talent—possibilities—will
-I ever do anything?”
-
-He looked at her, frowning, yet with a half smile on his lips.
-
-“Tell me first, what are you studying for? Are you collecting canvases
-to take home and show Mother, or do you intend to try for a career—to
-make a profession of painting?”
-
-“It is my profession—I’ve never wanted to do anything else—I must be a
-great painter.”
-
-She spoke with almost hysterical intensity.
-
-A shadow passed over the instructor’s face.
-
-“It is difficult to say who has and who has not talent. So far I have
-seen no signs of it in your work here. Unquestionably you have the
-cartoon gift, but as for painting—still a great desire may do much. Rome
-wasn’t built in a day.”
-
-She had listened attentively, almost hopefully, until those last
-words. Then she knew that he was doing what Nels would have called
-“stalling.” He did not believe that there was any chance for her. He
-rose and went on about his tour of inspection, and Ruth sank down into
-the empty chair. She did not work any more, but sat still, looking at
-her work, but not thinking of it—not thinking of anything. She was
-roused by seeing the other students filing out at the luncheon hour.
-She did not want to see Nels and Dorothy; she would not go to their
-restaurant, instead she would eat the “cheap and wholesome” lunch
-offered in the building. There she would be with strangers. She ate
-something, she did not know what, and returned to her life class, but
-again she could not work. She was beginning to think definitely now.
-She had no talent—no future. If she could not be a great artist, a
-great painter, there was nothing in life for her. She didn’t want
-anything else, not even love. If she could come to Terry with a great
-gift, she would not stop hoping that he would love her, but to be just
-an ordinary woman—just a wife. If she was not to be a great painter,
-then what was she to be? Very carefully she went over every word of
-the professor. He had admitted that it was difficult to say exactly
-whether she had talent or not; he had only said that he had discovered
-no signs of it. Yet he was only one man. Thousands of geniuses in
-every field of endeavour had been discouraged by their elders simply
-because the new genius worked in a different manner from those who had
-gone before. But that didn’t apply to herself. She had no new and
-original methods. She changed her style of work every day in response
-to something she had heard or had seen. She had no knowledge, no ideas
-about art, in herself. Yet all beginners must be swayed by what they
-saw and heard, influenced by this or that painter from day to day,
-until they found themselves. Then she wondered if she had a self to
-find. She was vaultingly ambitious; she was industrious and something
-of a dreamer, but with all this Ruth was practical. She thought of
-perpetual students—did she want to become one of them? That was what
-it meant, following a muse who had not called. Art is not chosen. It
-chooses its own. Dorothy Winslow was wrong—fame could not be achieved
-merely by ambition, energy, and determination—neither is genius the
-art of taking pains, she thought. Sometimes it is achieved with
-infinite carelessness. The hour was afternoon, class was over and she
-had not touched crayon to paper. Not until she was on the street,
-hurrying out to avoid speaking to Nels or Dorothy, did she remember
-her engagement with Terry. Mori’s was on Forty-second Street. If she
-walked she would arrive at the right time. She was no longer curious
-as to what Terry would have to say. Gloria and George did not interest
-her. She was arrived at branching roads and she must choose. She
-realized that. Not that she could not keep on with her studies,
-regardless of whether she had talent or not. She could, for she was
-responsible to no one. No one counted on her to make good, nor was
-there any one to warn her against mistakes. She only knew that she did
-not want to devote her life to something for which she was not
-intended. She did not want to fail, even less did she want to be a
-mediocre success. She must live on Olympus or in the valley. It
-occurred to her that her very thoughts were proof of her unworthiness.
-If she were really a great artist she would not be thinking of either
-fame or failure, but only of her work. She was walking rapidly so that
-she arrived at Mori’s before five. She glanced at the watch on her
-wrist before entering and he was beside her, coming from the opposite
-direction.
-
-“On time,” he said with mock surprise.
-
-“No, I am ahead of time. I just came from the League.”
-
-They went in together—a big room crowded with innumerable tiny tables
-and many people, yet when she found herself seated opposite him, pouring
-tea, they seemed to be quite alone together. Perhaps it was because the
-tables were so tiny, perhaps because of the small, soft, rose-shaded
-light on each one, that she seemed to be nearer him than ever before,
-both physically and spiritually.
-
-“You were looking quite downcast when we met; I hope you aren’t worrying
-too much about George,” he said.
-
-His tone was friendly, intimate, comforting, inviting confidence.
-
-“No, it’s not that. Much more selfish. I was thinking of my own
-troubles.”
-
-“I didn’t know you had any.”
-
-“Yes, it’s art. You know I have thought for years—three years to be
-exact—that I would one day be a great painter and today I discovered
-that I have no talent.”
-
-“You can’t know that; you’re discouraged over some little failure. I
-don’t know anything about art, but you’ve only been studying a few years
-and that’s not time enough to tell.”
-
-“Yes, it is—I’ve compared my work with that of other students and I’ve
-been afraid for some time. Today I asked Burroughs, one of the
-instructors, and now I know.”
-
-“But that’s only one man’s opinion. Just what did he say?—I know the
-pedagogue-al formula, three words of praise and one of censure to keep
-you from being too happy, or three words of adverse criticism and one of
-praise to keep you from being too discouraged. Wasn’t it like that?”
-
-“No; he just said very frankly that he would not say that I had no
-future at all, but he did say that if I had any my work at school had
-never given any indication of it. He said my portraits looked like
-cartoons, and then he remembered those awful sketches in the _Express_—”
-She stopped embarrassed.
-
-“You never will live that down, will you?” said Terry, smiling.
-
-“That isn’t fair, I didn’t mean that, only it’s all so discouraging, to
-want to paint masterpieces and to be told to draw cartoons.”
-
-“Did he tell you that?” Terry spoke eagerly.
-
-“Not in so many words, but that’s what he meant.”
-
-“Then he rather admired your ability to do cartoons?”
-
-“I suppose so.”
-
-“Then why don’t you go in for that? One must do something, you know—play
-some game and that is better than most.”
-
-Ruth did not answer.
-
-“If you’d like I dare say you could do theatrical caricatures for the
-Sunday _Express_ every week. It wouldn’t take much time. Of course you’d
-soon get as fed up with the theatre as a dramatic critic, but it would
-be interesting for a time and you could continue to study, to take time
-to prove whether or not you have talent. If you say I may, I’ll speak to
-Daly about it the next time I see him.”
-
-“I’d like it I think—after all, as Mr. Courtenay said, it’s better to be
-a good cartoonist than a bad painter, and I can always keep on studying.
-It will not be exactly giving up my ambition, only I won’t be gambling
-everything on it.” Then, as if half ashamed of her surrender, and
-wishing to change the subject, “But we didn’t intend to talk about me,
-we were going to talk about Gloria, weren’t we?”
-
-“Is it absolutely necessary that we should have something very definite
-to talk about?” he asked, smiling. “Suppose I just asked you to meet me
-for tea, because.”
-
-Was he teasing her, she wondered.
-
-“But now that we are together, because, let’s talk about Gloria. I won’t
-know anything more about Professor Pendragon until Sunday. I’m going
-there with Dorothy Winslow, who is going to do a portrait of him, but in
-the meantime I’d feel very much happier if he was out of the house, or
-if not George, at least the snake. Couldn’t you kill it, Terry? That
-might make George so angry that he’d leave. And anyway, the snake is the
-important thing. Without the snake George would be comparatively
-harmless. You must kill the snake.”
-
-“But, my dear girl, how do you propose that I am to make away with
-George’s little pet? It belongs to George, you know. I don’t even know
-where he keeps it, and if I did it is his property and it wouldn’t be
-legal, you know—”
-
-“I wish you wouldn’t laugh at me—”
-
-“I’m not laughing at you. Even if I can’t quite believe all the things
-that you believe, I can still see that the situation is serious, but I
-can’t see how killing the snake would help any. My idea is a bit
-different and perhaps quite as bizarre in its way. I’ve been thinking
-that if we could bring Gloria and Professor Pendragon together again,
-then he would take her away from George and the snake and save us the
-trouble of taking George and the snake away from her.”
-
-“It sounds good, but there’s no way to do it. I’ve given Gloria my word
-that I’ll not mention her name to him and the other day she even made me
-promise not to mention his name to her again.”
-
-“Even so, there must be other people who know both of them.”
-
-“He’s only been in America two years—they’d move in different circles,
-naturally.”
-
-“Yes, but circles cross—and look here, those pictures will be coming out
-soon.”
-
-“I don’t imagine he goes to the movies, certainly not now that he’s
-ill.”
-
-“Yes, but he reads the newspapers; he’ll see her pictures.”
-
-“But that isn’t meeting her. If he’s at all like Gloria, he’ll be too
-proud to look her up; besides we may be talking nonsense. How do we know
-that they don’t really hate each other?”
-
-“That’s not the worst. People don’t usually hate over ten years. They
-may be utterly indifferent. I realize that possibility, but I don’t
-believe they are indifferent. It’s all just guessing.”
-
-“The simplest way would be to get rid of the snake,” persisted Ruth.
-
-“Yes, I know, but who’s to do it, and how?”
-
-“You’re to do it, and I suppose that I, being in the house, should plan
-the means—find out where he keeps his pet and how to kidnap it.”
-
-“Even if it has the significance you suppose, what’s to prevent him
-getting a new one?”
-
-“They don’t sell them in the department stores, you know,” said Ruth,
-smiling.
-
-“Let’s wait until you see Pendragon again before we do anything rash,”
-Terry closed the discussion.
-
-He came home with Ruth, who wondered if Gloria would observe them coming
-together, and if it might not wake in Gloria some latent jealousy.
-
-“I’ve persuaded Ruth to take up cartooning as a profession,” he
-announced. His putting it into words like that before all of them seemed
-to make it final.
-
-“You mean those political things of fat capitalists and paper-capped
-labouring men?” asked Ben Stark.
-
-“Certainly not,” said Terry. “You’re horribly behind the times. That
-sort of thing isn’t done. If she goes in for political cartoons at all
-she will draw pictures of downtrodden millionaires defending themselves
-from Bolsheviki, rampant on a field of red, or of a mob of infuriated
-factory owners throwing stones at the home of a labour leader—she may
-draw a series of pictures showing in great detail how a motion picture
-actress makes up to conceal the wart on her nose before facing the
-camera.”
-
-“It isn’t at all settled yet,” said Ruth. “I may not be able to get a—a
-job.” She hated the word, but pronounced it in a perfect fury of
-democratic renunciation.
-
-“I don’t think there’ll be any trouble,” said Terry. “There’s always a
-demand for that sort of thing.”
-
-Altogether, however, the announcement produced surprisingly little
-comment from Gloria and her friends. They seemed to take it as a matter
-of course, like Gloria’s going into motion pictures. She had been,
-despite her fears, rather successful, and had been offered a new
-contract, which, however, she was unwilling to sign until she knew more
-about the production of Terry’s comedy. If Terry’s play really got a New
-York production, Gloria would be only too glad to desert the camera.
-
-The revelation of Ruth’s duplicity to Professor Pendragon was threatened
-in a most unexpected manner, Sunday morning. First Dorothy called for
-her at the house, and this time, manifested more curiosity about her
-surroundings than she had done previously, because this time her mind
-was not on the more important matter of frocks.
-
-“Who do you live with here?” she asked Ruth, as she waited for her to
-put on her hat and coat.
-
-Ruth hesitated; she hated deception of any kind, or making mysteries.
-After all it was very silly of Gloria. If one must leave ex-husbands
-scattered around the world, one should contemplate the possibility of
-running across them now and then with equanimity. And then the stupid
-idea of concealing their relationship. It was all most annoying.
-
-“With a woman who was a friend of my father,” she answered at last, but
-Dorothy was not to be put off so easily.
-
-“I mean what’s her name?” she asked with frank curiosity.
-
-“Gloria Mayfield—she’s really my aunt,” said Ruth with a desperate
-realization that she might as well speak now as have her secret come out
-later under less favourable circumstances. After all, Dorothy didn’t
-know that Pendragon was one of Gloria’s husbands and she might not
-mention their relationship to him anyway.
-
-“The actress?” asked Dorothy, with a rising inflection composed of
-astonishment, envy, and doubt in her voice.
-
-“Uh—huh.” She tried not to be pleased at the look in Dorothy’s blue
-eyes.
-
-“She’s in pictures, isn’t she, now? I saw her picture in at least three
-newspapers this morning.”
-
-“I don’t know—I’ve not seen any newspapers this morning,” she answered.
-
-“Will I meet her?” asked Dorothy. She was a most distressingly natural
-and unaffected person. She always said what she thought and asked for
-what she wanted without the slightest effort at concealment.
-
-“I dare say you will if you come often enough. She’s asleep now, but
-she’s not at all difficult to meet.”
-
-“Perhaps I could paint her,” again suggested Dorothy.
-
-“I don’t think Gloria could sit still long enough.”
-
-Things were developing too rapidly for Ruth. She had known that Dorothy
-would be interested, but she had not thought that her interest would
-take this turn, though she might have guessed, for Dorothy looked at
-everything and every person as so much available material. She worked
-incessantly with both hands and brain. She didn’t just study art; she
-lived it in the most practical manner possible. She was becoming quite
-well known as a fashion artist and could have been busy all the time,
-had she not continued her studies. As it was she did quite as much work
-as many fashion artists who devoted all their time to it. And she never
-for a moment let herself think that being a fashion artist today would
-debar her from becoming a famous portrait painter tomorrow. She was
-building high hopes on Professor Pendragon.
-
-On the way to his hotel Ruth told her about her decision to go in for
-cartooning professionally, and she rather hoped that Dorothy would
-discourage her, but she was disappointed.
-
-“Splendid! You’re doing the right thing. You know I don’t think you’ll
-ever get any place with painting. Nels thinks that, too, but you have a
-genius for caricature. Those things in the _Express_ were really clever.
-Lots of character and good action. You’ll be famous.”
-
-“Famous!” Ruth put as much scorn as possible into the one word.
-
-“Of course—beginning with Cruickshank there have been ever so many
-caricature artists in the last two centuries whose names will last as
-long and longer than most of the painters.”
-
-Ruth did not respond to this. She was wondering if after all she might
-not one day, not only be reconciled to the work destiny had given her,
-but be actually rather proud of it.
-
-They were expected by Professor Pendragon and were conducted immediately
-to his apartment, but when the boy knocked at his door, he did not open
-it as on the former occasion, instead they were met by a white uniformed
-nurse.
-
-“Professor Pendragon begs to be excused from his appointment. He is very
-much worse. The paralysis has extended from his knee to his hip. He
-asked me to say that he will be glad to make good his promise as soon as
-he is well.”
-
-The effect of this announcement was bad enough on Dorothy, who naturally
-was bitterly disappointed, but its effect on Ruth was much worse.
-Professor Pendragon’s misfortune had fallen upon him on the night that
-she first watched George, and a repetition of George’s ceremonial had
-brought with it the increased misfortune to him that she had feared. She
-was eager to hurry away and find an opportunity to tell Terry of this
-new development, but Dorothy lingered at the door, expressing sympathy,
-which Ruth suspected was more for herself than for Professor Pendragon.
-
-Professor Pendragon called to the nurse to let them come in. He was
-propped up on a chaise longue, with newspapers and the remains of
-breakfast scattered about on the floor and on a low table beside him.
-His face was very pale and Ruth thought that he looked as if he had not
-slept. She tried not to look at some photographs of Gloria prominently
-displayed on the scattered sheets. Evidently he had seen them, so now he
-knew that she was in New York, or at least in America.
-
-“I’m awfully sorry to disappoint you and myself. But you see a man can’t
-have his portrait painted in a pose like this,” he said. “I can’t
-imagine what’s wrong with me, but of course it won’t last long. A friend
-of mine has asked me out to his place in the Berkshires and I think I’ll
-go. Perhaps this may be the result of nerves, and anyway, lots of cold
-air and altitude and quiet can’t do any harm. When I return I’ll be very
-glad to make good, but perhaps by that time you will have so many
-commissions that you won’t have time for me.”
-
-“No chance,” said Dorothy. “I shall be waiting for you.” And then: “How
-long do you think it will be?”
-
-“You’ll know definitely after Christmas eve, next dark of the moon, you
-know.” He was smiling, the smile that Ruth had grown to suspect hid a
-serious thought. “Either the paralysis will have crept up to my heart,
-or it will have gone entirely. I am waiting.”
-
-Dorothy laughed nervously.
-
-“What nonsense; of course you’ll get well and the moon hasn’t anything
-to do with it anyway. We’re awfully sorry that you’re ill, and don’t
-forget to let me know when you get back to town.”
-
-When Ruth took his hand to say good-bye she thought he looked at her
-reproachfully, but she dared not meet his eyes. Dorothy was looking down
-at the pictured face of Gloria that was smiling up at them, but
-apparently she looked with unseeing eyes, for she did not say anything.
-
-In a way it would have relieved Ruth’s conscience if Dorothy had spoken.
-She might then have discovered whether Pendragon knew of her deception
-and what he thought. One thing she knew. Professor Pendragon was really
-facing death—a mysterious, relentless death that could not be overcome
-or even combated. When he died no one would search for his murderer—no
-one would believe that his death was anything but natural, and the force
-that had killed him would still go on through the world, too mysterious
-and unbelievable for modern minds to compass.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
-
-It was the first time that Ruth had seen Prince Aglipogue, though
-apparently he was on the most congenial and intimate terms of friendship
-with Gloria. He was at the piano now, accompanying himself, while he
-sang in Italian. He had glossy black eyes, glossy red lips, glossy black
-hair, smooth glossy cheeks and what Terry described as a grand opera
-figure. He was a Roumanian, and while he sang magnificently, was a
-passable pianist and a really good violinist, he was at present earning
-his living as a painter.
-
-Gloria had finished her motion picture contract and was relaxing. Ruth
-had just come home from the League and found Gloria, Terry, Billie
-Irwin, Prince Aglipogue and Angela Peyton-Russell at the house. Ben
-Stark had at last started out on tour, or he would also have been there.
-Ruth often thought that her aunt’s house was more like a club than a
-home. Of course Ruth did not immediately learn all the foregoing details
-about Prince Aglipogue, whom Gloria called Aggie, and the others called
-Prince. Her information came in scraps gathered from the conversation of
-the others. She had slipped quietly into the room while Prince Aglipogue
-was singing and was introduced to him when he had finished. He bowed
-with surprising depth and grace for a man with no waist line to speak
-of, and regarded her out of his glossy, black eyes. He spoke entirely
-without accent, but constructed his sentences curiously, Ruth thought.
-
-As always when there were many people Ruth did not talk, but listened.
-Mrs. Peyton-Russell had come to talk over with Gloria the details of her
-Christmas party. As at present arranged she would have one more man than
-woman, and it appeared that her party must be conducted strictly on the
-Ark principle, with pairs. She was deeply distressed. She had invited
-Billie Irwin in a patronizing burst of generosity, but Billie had also
-secured an engagement that would take her out of town and could not
-come.
-
-“I don’t know who to have,” Angela complained. “Of course there are
-dozens of people I could ask, but I wanted this to be just our little
-Bohemian circle—no swank, no society people—just friends.”
-
-No one seemed to mind this remark. George had come in with a tea wagon
-and the Prince was engaged in the, to Ruth, alarming, procedure of
-drinking whiskey and soda and eating cake. Witnessing this catholic
-consumption of refreshment she could easily conceive that an invitation
-to any party under any circumstances, would be welcome to him. As for
-Gloria, she was accustomed to Angela, and did not mind her airs. Since
-her marriage Angela had consistently referred to all her old friends as
-“our little Bohemian circle,” a circle, to which she was constantly
-reverting for amusement, after unsuccessful attempts to gain access to
-the more conventional circles described as Society.
-
-“Angela’s heart is as good as her complexion,” Gloria always said, and
-that was indeed high praise.
-
-“Just tea, please, Gloria,” Angela was saying. “I never drink anything
-stronger any more—no, no real principle, but people in our position must
-set an example, you know. Not sweets—I really don’t dare, well just a
-tiny bit. You know there is a tendency to stoutness in our family.”
-
-“There is, I suppose, in that, nothing personal,” said Prince Aglipogue,
-hastily swallowing a _petit fours_.
-
-Angela laughed gaily. She pretended to believe everything the Prince
-said to be extremely clever.
-
-“But that doesn’t solve my problem,” said Angela. “You are all to come
-up on the Friday night train. We’ll meet you at the station at North
-Adams. You must be sure and dress warmly, because it’s a twenty-mile
-drive through the hills and while there’ll be lots of robes in the
-sleigh, one can’t have too much.”
-
-“It will remind me of Russia,” said the Prince.
-
-“You’ll be sure to bring your violin and some music,” said Angela.
-
-Prince Aglipogue assented carelessly.
-
-“I really think it will be tremendously successful,” said Angela, “not a
-dull person in the party, only John has invited one of his friends—he’s
-coming up early. I forget his name, but anyway I haven’t the slightest
-idea what he’s like and he makes my party uneven. Come to think, though,
-John said something about his being ill—lungs, I suppose, so perhaps he
-won’t want to talk to any one. Anyway I’ll try and think of some one
-congenial before it’s too late.”
-
-She rambled on, sipping her tea and forgetting her diet to the extent of
-two more cakes, while George moved in and out among them apparently a
-model of what a perfect servant could be.
-
-“Of course you’ll sing for us,” she demanded of the Prince.
-
-“You will inspire my best efforts,” he assured her, looking at Gloria.
-
-“And you’ll be sure to have some clever stories, Mr. Riordan.”
-
-Evidently every one would have to pay for their entertainment. Ruth
-wondered if she would be expected to draw.
-
-“And the best part of the entertainment is to be a secret.”
-
-“I’m afraid it isn’t to most of them,” said Gloria. “Professional pride
-got the better of George’s discretion and he told Terry and Terry told
-Ruth.”
-
-“What is it?” asked the Prince, evidently fearing a rival attraction.
-
-“It’s George,” explained Gloria. “He used to be a music hall magician
-and he’s going to do his tricks for us.”
-
-“Oh!” Prince Aglipogue shrugged his fat shoulders.
-
-“You won’t be so scornful when you’ve seen him. He was one of the best
-and if he hasn’t forgotten he’ll astonish you. George is a Hindoo, you
-know, and he doesn’t need a lot of props to work with.”
-
-“And he is working here as your—as your butler.” It was indeed difficult
-to classify George. His duties were so numerous and varied.
-
-“Yes, Aggie, as my butler, footman, and he will be cook and maid as
-well, I’m afraid, for Amy has given notice. She’s leaving at the end of
-the week, unless Ruth can persuade her to stay.”
-
-“Why Ruth?” asked Terry.
-
-“I don’t know. Servants always have favourites and while George is
-devoted to me, Amy is devoted to Ruth.”
-
-“Devotion? Among servants!” Angela threw out her hands in a despairing
-gesture and then launched forth on a discussion of servants to which no
-one paid much attention, with the possible exception of Billie Irwin,
-who listened to every one on every subject, showing her keen attention
-to their words by sundry nods, smiles, and shakes of the head.
-
-Angela was taking Gloria away with her to dinner and Prince Aglipogue,
-finally having consumed the last scrap of cake, and convinced that he
-would not be asked to come with them, took his departure. Billie Irwin
-went up to her room to rest, Gloria and Angela went away and Terry also
-departed, leaving Ruth alone. She rather hated these evenings when
-Gloria was away and she had to dine alone. Amy usually served her on
-these occasions, George hardly thinking that one person at the table
-justified his appearance. She was wondering whether she should tell her
-not to trouble with dinner and go out, when George came in to take away
-the tea things. Ruth was almost as much afraid of George as Amy, but she
-nerved herself to speak to him now, because she questioned whether she
-would again have such a good opportunity.
-
-“How is your pet?” she asked.
-
-“I beg your pardon,” said George, capturing a glass from the piano and a
-tea cup from the floor with what looked like one movement.
-
-“I mean the snake that you use in your—in your tricks.”
-
-“I do not perform _tricks_ with the daughter of Shiva.”
-
-“But you said you were rehearsing the day Mr. Riordan and I looked in on
-you?”
-
-“You knew that I was not speaking the truth.”
-
-As he talked he went on about his duties. There was in his attitude
-toward her nothing of the servant. He did not pronounce her name once,
-but spoke as one speaks to an equal.
-
-“Why should I think that you were speaking anything but the truth? If
-you were not telling the truth I must speak to Miss Mayfield. I don’t
-think she would like the idea of having a snake in the house.”
-
-He put down the cup in his hand and turned to her.
-
-“Miss Mayfield is well aware that the daughter of Shiva is with me. She
-has been with me since my birth and was with my father before me, and
-she is sacred.”
-
-“George, you ought to be ashamed to believe all that superstition—an
-educated—” she stopped, the word nigger on her lips—“man like you. It’s
-nothing short of idolatry.” She was trying to talk to him as she would
-have scolded at one of her mother’s coloured servants.
-
-“You prefer the mythology of the Hebrews?” asked George.
-
-Ruth decided to ignore this.
-
-“And now you’ve frightened poor Amy so that she is leaving. That ought
-to concern you, for it may be some time before Miss Mayfield can find
-any one to take her place.”
-
-“That is of no importance, for on the first of the year the house will
-revert to its original owner and she will not need servants. She will be
-travelling with her new husband.”
-
-“Her what?” Ruth forgot that she was talking to George. She stared at
-him wide eyed, unwilling to believe that she had heard him rightly.
-
-His blue lips curled up in a thin smile:
-
-“Certainly—wait and you will see that I am right. She herself does not
-know it, but she will marry Prince Aglipogue on the first of the new
-year.”
-
-“She will do nothing of the sort—she can’t—he’s fat!”
-
-Ruth was protesting not to George but to herself, for even against her
-reason she believed everything George said to her. He shrugged his
-shoulders, still smiling at her, and it seemed to her that the iris of
-his eyes was red, concentrating in tiny points of flame at the pupils.
-
-“You are speaking foolishly out of the few years of your present
-existence; back of that you have the unerring knowledge of many
-incarnations and you know that what I say is true. Has she not already
-had three husbands? I tell you she will have one more before she finally
-finds her true mate. She has suffered, but before she knows the truth
-she must suffer more. Through the Prince she will come to poverty and
-disgrace, and when these things are completed she will see her true
-destiny and follow it.”
-
-A mist was swimming before Ruth’s eyes so that she no longer saw the
-room or the figure of George—only his red eyes glowed in the deepening
-shadows of the room, holding her own. She struggled to move her gaze,
-but her head would not turn; she tried to rise, to leave him as if his
-words were the silly ravings of a demented servant, but her limbs were
-paralysed. Only her lips moved and she heard words coming from them, or
-echoing in her brain. She could not be sure that she really made a
-sound.
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“In the whole world there are only two men who are fit to walk beside
-her—and of those one is slowly dying of an unknown disease. He whom the
-gods chose will soon be gone, but I remain because I have knowledge. In
-the _Mahabharata_ it is written, ‘Even if thou art the greatest sinner
-among all that are sinful, thou shalt yet cross over all transgressions
-by the raft of knowledge,’ and the Vedas tell of men who armed with
-knowledge have defied the gods themselves—”
-
-He paused and turned on her almost fiercely:
-
-“Do you think that I have renounced my caste, that I have lived with the
-unclean and served the unclean for nothing—the price has been too high
-for me to lose—but no price will seem too high after I have won!”
-
-
-Ruth woke to find herself alone and in darkness, save for the light from
-the street lamps that shone through the curtained windows. With her
-hands stretched out in front of her to ward off obstacles she moved
-cautiously through the room until she found a light to turn on. She felt
-weak and dizzy, but she remembered everything that George had said. It
-could not be true—it could not, but with her denials she still heard
-George’s voice speaking of the raft of knowledge and she half remembered
-the incomprehensible contradictions of Indian mythology—of heroes and
-holy Brahmans who had actually fought with gods and conquered, but these
-men had only won power through self-denial. Possibly George thought that
-by living as a servant for eleven years he was performing
-austerities—possibly did not know what he believed. Certainly modern
-Hindoos did not believe as he did. His mind seemed to be a confused mass
-of knowledge and superstition, ancient and modern, but one thing he
-had—faith and absolute confidence in his power, and she remembered some
-words she had read, when, as a child, she pored over books of mythology
-instead of fairy tales: “All this, whatever exists, rests absolutely on
-mind,” and “That man succeeds whom thus knowing the power of austere
-abstraction, practises it.”
-
-She was roused from her thoughts by the entrance of Amy.
-
-“Ain’ yo’ goin’ eat dinnah? That voodoo man, he’s gone out, an’ I saw
-you-all sleepin’ here and didn’t like to disturb yo’. Yo’ dinnah’s cold
-by now, but I’ll warm it up—now he’s gone I ain’ ’fraid to go in the
-kitchen.”
-
-“I’m not hungry, Amy, and I’m sorry you’re going.”
-
-“Dat’s all right. I ain’ so anxious fo’ wu’k as that. I don’ haf to wu’k
-with devils. An’ yo’ bettah eat. You-all too thin. It’s a shame you-all
-havin’ ter eat alone heah while Mis’ Glorie go out to pahties. She don’
-treat yo’ like folks. Dat devil man he’s hoodooed her. I’ve seen him
-lookin’ at her with his red eyes.”
-
-She went on muttering and returned with dinner on a tray, and Ruth
-knowing the uselessness of resistance dutifully ate, while Amy hovered
-near.
-
-“Tell me all about it, Amy. What has George been doing now? I thought
-you would be satisfied when I let you sleep upstairs.”
-
-“No, sir, I ain’ satisfied nohow. I wouldn’t wu’k heah or sleep heah
-’nother night not for all the money in the worl’. Dat man he sets an’
-sets lookin’ at nothin’ an’ then he runs knives inter his hans—an’ he
-don’ bleed. He ain’ human—that’s what.”
-
-“I’m sorry, Amy—I don’t want you to go and neither does Gloria, but of
-course we can’t keep you. Let me know if you don’t get another place or
-if anything goes wrong. Perhaps later George may go and then you can
-come back.”
-
-“He won’t go. One mawnin’ you-all will wake up dade—that’s what goin’
-happen.”
-
-She shook her head, looking at Ruth with real tears in her eyes.
-Apparently she thought she looked at one doomed to early death, and
-Ruth, though she knew the threatened evil was not for herself, had long
-since lost the ability to laugh at Amy’s superstitions.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
-
-Terry Riordan arranged an interview for Ruth with the Sunday editor of
-the _Express_, with the result that she found herself promised to do a
-weekly page of theatrical sketches, beginning the first of the year, and
-she discovered the unique joy of having real work which was wanted and
-for which she would receive money. Also she discovered that association
-with a newspaper and connection with a weekly stipend gave her a
-prestige with her fellow students which no amount of splendid amateur
-effort would have won for her. Dorothy and Nels told every one they knew
-about “Ruth Mayfield’s splendid success,” and Professor Burroughs
-congratulated her.
-
-“It is always sad to see a student with a real gift neglecting it for a
-fancied talent,” he said, “and it is equally satisfying when any of our
-students wisely follow the line of work for which they are fitted. We
-don’t want to turn out dabblers, and too often that’s what art students
-become.”
-
-Ruth would have looked forward to the beginning of the next year
-eagerly, had she been thinking only of herself, for her new work was
-throwing her much in the company of Terry Riordan, who was taking her to
-the theatre every night, so that she would become familiar with the
-appearance and mannerisms of the popular actresses and actors. Of course
-he was doing it only because he was such a kind-hearted man and because
-he wanted to help her, but even Ruth knew that if she had not been a
-rather pleasant companion he would not have taken so much interest in
-helping her. His cheerfulness puzzled her. He seemed so brave and
-happy—but perhaps it was merely the forced gaiety of a man who is trying
-to forget.
-
-It was not, however, her own affairs that interested her most. Terry had
-found a producer for his play and despite the lateness of the season,
-rehearsals for it were to begin in January. Gloria had been offered the
-leading rôle, and with characteristic perverseness had said that she was
-not at all sure that she wanted it, information that Terry refused to
-convey to the manager. This, coupled with the fact that Gloria was now
-constantly in the company of Prince Aglipogue, made Ruth remember
-vividly her conversation with George. Her beauty, her restlessness, her
-changeful moods seemed to increase from day to day. She was always kind
-to Ruth, but she was very seldom with her. Invitations that a month
-before would have been thrown away unread were now accepted and Gloria
-dashed about from one place to another, always with Prince Aglipogue in
-her wake. His ponderous attentions seemed to surround her like a cage
-and she, like a darting humming-bird, seemed ever to be struggling to
-escape and ever recognizing the bars that enclosed her.
-
-Terry and Ruth, returning very late from supper after the theatre, would
-sometimes find her sitting in semi-darkness, while the Prince sang to
-her, but in such brief glimpses there was no chance for intimate
-conversation between the two women. Alone with Terry at the theatre or
-in some restaurant, Ruth almost forgot the shadow hanging over the house
-on Gramercy Park. Terry was so gay and amusing, so healthful and normal
-in his outlook, and wherever they went they met his friends, until Ruth
-began to feel like a personage. It was all very pleasant. Late hours had
-forced her to appear less and less often at the morning class, but she
-was always at the League in the afternoon and she began to wonder
-whether she would not give it up altogether as soon as she actually
-began her work for the _Express_. She had tried to tell Terry about her
-talk with George; but a few hours away from George and his snake worship
-and the sight of George in his rôle of servant had restored what Terry
-called his mental balance, and he no longer regarded him as dangerous.
-He was beginning to be a bit ashamed of even listening to Ruth’s fears.
-
-“It’s only natural that you should be nervous—that we should both have
-been a bit impressed, it was so weird and unexpected, but after all
-George is just a servant, and the snake is probably a harmless reptile,
-such as one sees in any circus. I do not think that he is a bad servant
-and that he does not regard Gloria as a servant should; he’s impertinent
-and disagreeable, if you like, but I don’t believe he has the slightest
-thing to do with Professor Pendragon’s illness. How could he?”
-
-He talked thus until Ruth despaired of securing his assistance. Terry
-had given Gloria a contract to sign, which she persistently refused to
-consider. Finally he appealed to Ruth about it.
-
-“Can’t you make Gloria sign it?” he said. “She seemed keen enough before
-we found a producer and before the thing was cast, and now that she has
-the contract before her, she seems to have lost all interest. I can’t
-imagine what’s wrong. Of course temperament covers a multitude of sins,
-but she never was temperamental about her work.”
-
-“Perhaps she’s decided to really abandon the stage,” said Ruth.
-
-They were having supper together—Ruth didn’t know where. One of the
-delightful things about Terry was that he never asked her where she
-wanted to go. He didn’t even tell her where they were going. He just
-took her.
-
-Terry looked at her in amazement. “Leave the stage?”
-
-“Did it ever occur to you that Gloria might marry Prince Aglipogue?” she
-asked.
-
-Terry answered with a laugh:
-
-“My dear child, you’ve thought so much about Gloria and George that
-you’re beginning to think of impossibilities. Gloria wouldn’t marry a
-man like that, and if she did she’d have to stay on the stage to support
-him. The house, of course, belongs to her, but the income from her other
-husband—I forget his name—would certainly stop if she remarried.”
-
-“I know; I thought it was preposterous too, but she’s always with him,
-and George told me that Gloria would marry Aglipogue.”
-
-“Servants’ gossip, or perhaps he did it to annoy you. Did you tell
-Gloria?”
-
-“No; I never get a chance to talk to her any more.”
-
-“If you told her it might make her angry enough to dismiss him. Gloria
-hates being discussed. Is the Prince going to the Christmas party?”
-
-“Of course; he goes everywhere that Gloria goes. I know you think that I
-am foolish and superstitious, but I can’t help thinking that George has
-some power over Gloria—that what he says is true—that he’s forcing her
-to marry Prince Aglipogue and that he is responsible for Professor
-Pendragon’s strange illness. The first time I saw George with the snake
-was almost three months ago—that same night Professor Pendragon became
-paralysed; the next time was just a month later and at the same time
-Professor Pendragon’s paralysis became suddenly worse. It was at the
-dark of the moon—”
-
-The last words were spoken almost in a whisper and when she paused Terry
-did not speak, but sat waiting for her to go on.
-
-“I know George hasn’t worshipped the snake since that time, for I’ve
-been in the house every night and you can always tell because of the
-incense that fills the hall and lingers there for hours. Christmas Eve
-will be the next dark of the moon. I know, for I’ve looked it up. We’ll
-all be in the Berkshires then, at the Peyton-Russells’. George will be
-there, too—and I’m afraid—I’m afraid.”
-
-Terry still sat silent looking at her with an expression of helpless
-amazement. His blue eyes were troubled and doubting and she knew that
-while he did not quite disbelieve her, he was by no means convinced,
-that her fears were justified. It was all too bizarre and unusual. The
-only trace of fear in his eyes was for herself, not for Gloria, or
-Professor Pendragon. She had been bending eagerly toward him. Now she
-sank back with a little helpless sigh. Instantly Terry’s hand reached
-across the table and caught her own in a comforting grip.
-
-“Tell me what you want me to do, Ruth; I’ll do anything. I’ll do
-anything for you—anything in or out of reason. I don’t understand all
-this talk about snakes and black magic, but whatever you want done, you
-can depend on me.”
-
-The blood rushed into Ruth’s cheeks in a glow of happiness. Something
-deeper than friendship thrilled in his voice. For a moment she forgot
-Gloria, and believed that she was looking into the eyes of her own
-acknowledged lover. Then she remembered. His words, even his eyes told
-her that he did, but it could not be true. For a moment she could not
-speak. She must think of Gloria first and herself afterward, but she
-wanted to prolong her dream a little while. Finally she told him what
-she had decided in her own mind was the only thing that Terry could do
-for her. She knew that he did not believe that George was menacing the
-life of Professor Pendragon, or that he was influencing Gloria to marry
-Prince Aglipogue, but even though he did not love her, he would do
-whatever she asked.
-
-“I want you to get me a revolver, Terry; I want a revolver—one of those
-little ones—before we go to the Christmas party.”
-
-She did not quite understand the curious “let down” expression on
-Terry’s face, when she made her request.
-
-“You don’t want to shoot George or the snake?” he asked, smiling.
-
-“I don’t want to shoot any one or any thing unless—anyway I’d feel much
-more comfortable if I had a little revolver.”
-
-“You shall have one; I’ll call it a Christmas present; but can you
-shoot?”
-
-“I don’t know. I suppose I could hit things if they weren’t too far away
-or too small.”
-
-“If you accidentally kill any of your friends I shall feel morally
-responsible, but I suppose I’ll just have to take a chance. Do you by
-any chance want the thing to be loaded?”
-
-“Of course,” said Ruth, ignoring his frivolous tone.
-
-They went home together almost in silence. Ruth did not know what
-occupied Terry’s thoughts, but she herself was wondering if she could
-find the courage to ask Terry to save Gloria from George and Aglipogue,
-by marrying her himself. It was all very well to be unselfish in love,
-but for some weeks at least it seemed to her that Terry had given up all
-effort to interest Gloria. If he would only make an effort he might save
-Gloria from the Prince and win happiness for himself, but despite her
-generous resolves, she could not bring herself to advise him to “speak
-for himself.”
-
-They could hear Prince Aglipogue singing as she unlocked the door of the
-house on Gramercy Square. The sound of his voice and the piano covered
-the opening and closing of the door, so that they stood looking in on
-Gloria and her guest without themselves being observed. The song was
-just ending—Prince Aglipogue at the piano, her eyes wide and if she
-heard the music she did not see the singer. There was a trance-like
-expression in her eyes and when, the song ending, they saw Aglipogue
-draw her to the seat beside him and lift his face to kiss her, with one
-movement Terry and Ruth drew back toward the outer door.
-
-“Guess I’d better go,” whispered Terry.
-
-“Yes; you saw George was right. They didn’t see us—don’t forget my
-revolver.”
-
-She closed the door after Terry, this time with a loud bang that could
-not fail to be heard and as she turned back she saw, far down the hall,
-two red eyes gleaming at her, like the eyes of a cat. She wondered if
-George had been watching too, and if his quick ears caught her whispered
-words to Terry.
-
-Gloria called her name before she entered the room, almost like old
-times, but Prince Aglipogue did not seem to be particularly pleased to
-see her.
-
-“You were singing,” she said to him. “Please don’t stop because I’ve
-come. I love to hear you.”
-
-“Thank you, but it is late for more music; and it is late, too, for
-little girls who study, to be up even for the sake of music.”
-
-Even a week ago he would not have dared speak to her like that. He sat
-staring at her now, out of his insolent, oily black eyes, as if she were
-really a troublesome child. For a moment anger choked her voice and she
-half expected Gloria to speak for her, but Gloria was still looking at
-Aglipogue, the strange trance-like expression in her eyes, and Ruth
-became calm. If Prince Aglipogue chose to be rude she could be
-impervious to rudeness.
-
-“I’m not trying to make the morning classes any more, Prince Aglipogue,
-so I can stay up as long as I like, but perhaps you’re tired of
-singing.”
-
-It was Aglipogue who looked at Gloria now as if he expected her to send
-Ruth away, but she said nothing, sitting quite still with her long hands
-folded in her lap, a most uncharacteristic pose, and a faint smile on
-her lips. She seemed to have forgotten both of them. It seemed
-incredible that less than five minutes before Ruth had seen her bend her
-head to meet the lips of the fat singer—incredible and horrible.
-
-“Yes, I’m tired—of singing,” said Aglipogue after a pause. He rose and
-lifted one of Gloria’s lovely hands and kissed it. Simultaneously George
-appeared at the door with his hat and stick. It seemed to Ruth that
-under his air of great deference and humility George was sneering at the
-Prince. Gloria, seemingly only half roused from her trance or reverie,
-rose also in farewell and seemed to struggle to concentrate on her
-departing guest.
-
-“Tomorrow,” he said, bending again over her hand.
-
-“Yes, tomorrow.”
-
-He went out without again speaking to Ruth, who waited breathless until
-she heard the closing of the outer door. Gloria watched him disappear,
-and then lifted her arms high above her head, stretching her superb body
-up to its full length like a great Persian cat just waking from a nap.
-
-“What are you doing up at this hour, Ruth?” She spoke as if seeing Ruth
-for the first time.
-
-“I went to the theatre with Terry, you know, and then we went to supper
-afterward and I came in fifteen minutes ago. I’m not a bit tired.”
-
-“I am, horribly, of everything.”
-
-“It’s only Prince Aglipogue who’s been boring you. No wonder you’re
-tired of him. If he’d only sing behind a curtain so that one didn’t have
-to look at him, he would be quite lovely,” said Ruth. She spoke thus
-with the intention of making Gloria tell what she really thought of the
-Prince. Gloria sank back on her chair by the piano and rested her chin
-on her folded hands, her elbows on her knees. Unlike most large women
-she seemed able to assume any attitude she chose without appearing
-ungraceful.
-
-“You don’t like Aggie, do you?”
-
-She was looking at Ruth now with something of her normal expression in
-her eyes.
-
-“I don’t exactly dislike him,” said Ruth. “He’s all right as a singer or
-a pianist or a painter, but as a man he is singularly uninteresting,
-isn’t he?”
-
-“He is horribly stupid—I—” Suddenly her expression changed and she was
-on her feet again, walking restlessly up and down the room: “I’m going
-to marry him; he’s going to South America on a concert tour and I’ll go
-with him—I’m so tired of everything; I want to get away.”
-
-Involuntarily Ruth had also risen, bewildered at the sudden change in
-Gloria’s manner. Through the open doorway she could see George standing
-in the dimly lighted hall beyond, his red eyes gleaming, fixed on
-Gloria’s moving figure. She thought she understood, at least in part,
-the reason for the sudden change and though she was trembling with the
-unreasoning fear that assails the bravest in the face of the mysterious
-and unknown, she forced herself to move across the room so that she
-stood between George in the hall, and Gloria. She could almost feel his
-malignant gaze on her back as she stood in the doorway, but she did not
-falter.
-
-“If you do that, Gloria, it will mean that you can’t work in Terry’s
-play—It will mean giving up everything—your career and your income. Does
-Prince Aglipogue know that?”
-
-Gloria paused in her restless walk and looked at her from beneath her
-troubled brows.
-
-“I don’t care about the career; I’m tired of the stage, but what
-difference will the income make? It’s such a little one, you know.”
-
-“Still it may make a difference with Aglipogue, and if you give up your
-career and your income you will be dependent on him. That should make a
-difference to you.”
-
-Ruth wondered afterward where she got all this worldly knowledge and how
-she was able to say it, with George’s eyes burning into her back.
-
-“What a practical child you are; but let’s not talk about it tonight.
-I’m awfully tired. We were going to announce our engagement Christmas
-Eve, but there’s no harm in your knowing.”
-
-“Gloria, you can’t—you can’t marry him. He’s fat and selfish and
-horrid!” In her excitement she forgot George and moved to Gloria’s side.
-“You don’t know what you’re doing.”
-
-Gloria’s eyes looked across her, over her head and the trance-like look
-came back into them.
-
-“When you are as old as I you will know that physical appearance doesn’t
-matter much. I don’t know why I’m marrying Aggie, but it seems to be
-happening. So many things happen—I need a change; I want to travel in a
-new country. Besides it’s all fixed—it’s too late now—too late—”
-
-She threw off Ruth’s detaining hands and swept past her through the hall
-and up the stairway, and Ruth did not try to follow her. Somewhere
-beyond the shadows she knew that George was still standing, his red eyes
-gleaming like those of a cat. She waited a few minutes to give Gloria
-time to go to her room and to give him time to retire to his own
-quarters. She did not want to pass him in the hall, and when at last she
-also went up, she thought she caught the sounds of suppressed sobs,
-coming from Gloria’s room. It would do no good to stop. In two days more
-they would be going to the Berkshires and there either George would win
-in his curious twisted plans or she would defeat him. If only she knew
-where to find Professor Pendragon. Terry could not help. He was too
-modern and practical. He couldn’t understand, his mind was fresh and
-clean and honest and western. If she could see Pendragon again she would
-tell him everything and he might help. She decided to telephone his
-hotel in the morning and find out, if possible, just where he had gone.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
-
-When Ruth telephoned Professor Pendragon’s hotel she found that he had
-not left any address and would not be expected back before the first of
-the year. Her next thought was of Nels Zord. He might know, but much to
-her surprise she did not see Nels at the League, and sought out Dorothy
-instead. She found her easily enough, but it was not until she had asked
-about Nels that she observed that Dorothy’s eyes were red and her cheeks
-swollen as if from recent weeping. It was luncheon time and they were
-walking toward their restaurant together.
-
-“I don’t know where Nels is,” said Dorothy. Her voice was almost a sob.
-
-“Haven’t you seen him today?”
-
-“I never see him any more—haven’t you seen? He’s too busy with that
-Alice Winn girl. Oh, you know her, Ruth, the insipid creature with the
-carefully nurtured southern accent, who always has some highbrow Russian
-or Swedish book under her arm, and begins reading it every time she
-thinks a man is looking.”
-
-“I think I know the one you mean, but what about her and why is Nels
-busy with her and why have you been crying? You _have_ been crying.”
-
-“I suppose I have; it’s most unmanly of me, but I must do something. All
-men you know are irresistibly attracted to the weakest, cheapest sort of
-women. They all prefer sham to reality, and they are all snobs at
-heart.”
-
-“I’m afraid I don’t know much about men,” admitted Ruth.
-
-“Well, I’m telling you about them now. You might as well know. And the
-better a man is the more he likes imitation women, and Nels is just as
-bad as any of them, and that’s why he’s fallen so hard for Alice Winn.
-First he fell for the highbrow books. He really believes that she reads
-’em. Then she told him all about her aristocratic family in Kentucky,
-who fought and fought to keep her from being an artist, but she must
-‘live her own life,’ even if she had to brave the hardships of a great
-city with not a thing to live on except the income she gets from home.
-And then, of course, she scorns everything except real art—she would
-never stoop to a fashion drawing or commercial art of any kind. Her
-artistic temperament would not allow it. She is working on a mural—yes,
-indeed—of course it never has and never will go any further than a rough
-sketch and a lot of conversation in her comfortable studio, but Nels
-doesn’t know that. He and every other man she talks to believes that she
-is really working on something big. And then she is _such_ a lover of
-beauty. She must have flowers in her studio at all times. She simply
-couldn’t live without flowers. And Nels—Nels who never bought me even a
-bunch of violets at Easter time—is pawning his clothes to buy her roses.
-I think that’s what hurts most. I’m just a practical old thing, and I’ve
-never wanted to do anything at all but work with him and for him, and go
-to dinner with him ‘Dutch’—and so you see I am of no value—and she, who
-has never done a useful thing in her whole life, has completely
-fascinated him. He isn’t worth all this. I ought not to care—I don’t
-care—I’m just plain angry.”
-
-Tears were overflowing the blue eyes of the “just plain angry” girl and
-Ruth feared a public exhibition. They had reached the restaurant and she
-feared the curious eyes inside.
-
-“Let’s not eat here today, Dorothy. You need a change, that’s all, so
-why not take the afternoon off? We could go to your studio. I’ve never
-been there, you know. Couldn’t we have lunch there?”
-
-“We could buy it at the ‘delly’ ’round the corner,” said Dorothy, her
-round face clearing a bit.
-
-“And let’s buy some flowers first; if Nels shows up we can pretend a man
-sent them.”
-
-“That’s ‘woman stuff’; I don’t think I ought—but—”
-
-“Just for this once,” persisted Ruth, leading the way into the nearest
-flower shop.
-
-“I don’t like to have you spend money on me. I don’t like to have
-anything that I can’t pay for myself.”
-
-“That’s selfish, and vain. Perhaps that’s why Nels is with Alice.”
-
-“I suppose so. You know they’re so stupid, men. They believe everything
-you tell them. I’ve told Nels what a practical worker I am and how
-independent I am and he believes me, without ever trying to prove it;
-and she’s told him that she is an impractical, artistic dreamer and he
-believes that, too, though if he’d only think for just a minute he’d
-know that she’s a mercenary schemer, not an artistic dreamer.”
-
-“Do you like these pink ones?”
-
-“Oh, and those unusual pale yellow roses—the combination is wonderful,
-and the scent.”
-
-She buried her nose in the flowers in an ecstasy of delight that made
-her forget that Ruth was paying for them.
-
-“Now we’ll ride down on the ’bus,” said Ruth. “But you haven’t told me
-just where Nels is—is Alice Winn pretty?”
-
-Questions of this sort are perfectly intelligible to women and Dorothy
-answered in her own way as they climbed into the Fifth Avenue ’bus.
-
-“He’s gone with her to the Met—to look over some costumes she wants to
-use in this mural she’s supposed to be doing; and of course she is
-pretty—an anæmic, horrid, little dark-skinned vamp—and she lisps—all the
-time except when she forgets it or when there aren’t any men around.
-It’s not nice for me to talk like this. Probably she’s all right, only
-she isn’t good for Nels. I know that. What I’m afraid of is that she’ll
-use him. Lots of girls do, you know, use men like that. She’ll ask his
-advice about things and before he knows it he’ll be painting her old
-mural for her and she’ll sign it, and he’ll sit back and let her get the
-credit for doing it. It’s been done before, you know.”
-
-“Nels is too sensible for that. He’ll wake up before it’s gone that
-far.”
-
-“I don’t think so; she _is_ attractive to men.”
-
-They fell silent for a short space, looking out at the grey December
-streets on which no snow had yet fallen. Now a thin, cold rain began
-falling, making the pavements glisten, and giving even well-dressed
-pedestrians a shabby appearance as they hurried up and down—a thick
-stream of holiday shoppers.
-
-“My room isn’t much, but at least I live on Washington Square and that
-is something,” said Dorothy. “I love it all the year round, even now
-when there aren’t any leaves on the trees or any Italian children
-playing and when this beastly rain falls. I rather like rain anyway, but
-I’m awfully glad we’ve got the roses. We’ll get off here and walk around
-to the ‘delly’ first. It’s on Bleecker Street. I’m not supposed to cook
-anything in my room, but of course I do. All of us do.”
-
-Their purchases, though guided by the practical Dorothy, were rather
-like a college girl’s spread. Dorothy lived in an old-fashioned white
-house on the south side of the square—a house in which every piece of
-decrepit furniture seemed to have been dragged from its individual attic
-and assembled here in vast inharmony. Yet mingled with the 1830
-atrocities were a few “good” things, left from time to time by artists
-and writers whom prosperity had called to better quarters. Dorothy lived
-at the top of the house in one of the two rooms facing the square.
-
-“You see it isn’t really a studio,” she explained apologetically. “But
-it has got north light and the sloping room and that bit of skylight
-makes it quite satisfactory, and then, too, I face the Square and can
-always see the fountain and the Washington arch and the first green that
-comes on the trees in May, and I like it. And just because we’re
-celebrating I’ll put a charcoal fire in the grate and we’ll make tea in
-the samovar, but first we must take care of the flowers.”
-
-For a few minutes she seemed to have forgotten all her troubles.
-
-“I do wish I had a pretty vase. It’s almost criminal to put roses in
-this old jug. Don’t you think the samovar’s pretty? Nels did get me
-that. Wait a minute; I’ll show you his studio. It’s the next room to
-this and just like it. He never locks his door.”
-
-She stepped out, Ruth following, and pushed open the only half closed
-door of a room, the exact counterpart in size of her own, but rather
-more comfortable as to furnishings.
-
-“That’s her picture; she must have given it to him last week. I haven’t
-been in his studio for days and we used to have such corking times
-together—I worked here more often than in my own room and he always
-seemed to like having me—”
-
-Fearing a return of tears Ruth hastily retreated to Dorothy’s room.
-Besides she didn’t feel quite comfortable about entering a man’s room
-during his absence and examining his pictures.
-
-“Let’s not think about her; it’s just a phase and he’ll recover and come
-back to you,” she comforted.
-
-“You make the tea and I’ll spread this little table,” she continued,
-removing a pile of sketches to the floor.
-
-In a short space of time there was a real fire burning in the tiny
-grate, throwing a ruddy glow on the burnished brass of the samovar; in
-the small room the roses shed a heavy sweet perfume and the two girls
-chatted cosily over their tea cups. Dorothy smoked a cigarette.
-
-“Cigarettes are a party to me,” she exclaimed. “If I could afford to
-smoke I might not care for it at all, but I can’t, so when I want to be
-extravagant I smoke; it’s just a symbol.”
-
-Now that Dorothy seemed to have put her grief into the background Ruth
-was beginning to feel restless. On the following day the party was to
-leave for the Christmas party. They would arrive at their destination on
-the twenty-third of December and the imminence of the solution of all
-Ruth’s worries, for either good or evil, made her feel that she should
-be at the house as much as possible. Could she have done so she would
-have followed Gloria wherever she went. Most of all she wanted to find
-out where Professor Pendragon was stopping; and she ought to telephone
-Terry again to remind him not to forget the revolver. In her own mind
-she was not exactly sure what she would do with the gun when she got it.
-
-“I think I’ll have to run along,” she said.
-
-“Oh, and we were having such a good time. I was beginning to be quite
-cheered up. Wait a minute; that’s him.”
-
-Regardless of grammar, Ruth knew that the masculine pronoun could refer
-to only one person. Down three flights of stairs she could hear a
-tuneless but valiant whistle.
-
-“I wonder why he’s coming home so soon?” continued Dorothy. “I’ll shut
-the door tight so he won’t see us. I’m not going to make it easy for him
-to come back.”
-
-She closed the door as she spoke and the two girls waited, trying to
-keep up a hum of conversation. Dorothy’s agitation communicated itself
-to Ruth.
-
-“Will he come here?” she asked.
-
-“I don’t know; he always did before, but now, he may just be coming in
-to get something and then dash out again to meet her.” She walked to the
-window and looked out:
-
-“There’s no one down there waiting for him.” She came back to her place
-at the tiny table.
-
-The whistle had mounted all three flights now, and paused a moment
-before their door. Dorothy began talking unconcernedly. They heard him
-enter his own studio. The whistle was resumed and they could hear him
-moving restlessly about. A match was struck, then another; then silence,
-then footsteps and a knock at the door.
-
-“Come in,” called Dorothy, and the door opened, disclosing a rather
-shame-faced Nels, who, however, was determined to appear as if nothing
-had happened.
-
-“Looks like a party,” he said.
-
-“It is a party,” said Ruth.
-
-“I hope I’m not intruding—I thought Dorothy was alone.”
-
-“We were chattering continuously enough for any one to hear us,” said
-Dorothy. “Would you like a cup of tea?”
-
-“Thanks—I suppose that means, too, that I can come in and sit down and
-share your gossip, and everything,” said Nels, seating himself forthwith
-on the couch-bed—not a chaise longue—but an ugly bed disguised as a
-couch—without which no cheap studio or hall bedroom is complete.
-
-Much is written about the “feminine touch” which makes home of the most
-ordinary surroundings. Ruth thought of it as she looked at Dorothy’s
-room. Perhaps, she decided, artistic women are an exception to this
-rule. Dorothy had knowledge of beautiful things, more knowledge than the
-average woman, but no one would have guessed it from the untidy
-shabbiness of her studio. Only the bright samovar and the roses, thrown
-into relief by the firelight, which with the same magic threw dusty
-corners into shadow and seemed to gild the ugly, broken-down furniture
-into beauty, threw a glamour over the place now and made it seem quite
-different from the cheerless room they had entered over an hour before.
-The rain was bringing a premature twilight which made the firelight
-doubly welcome. Nels felt the change and looked about him as if in
-unfamiliar surroundings.
-
-“This is certainly cheery,” he said, taking the cup Dorothy offered him.
-“And roses!” He looked inquiringly at Ruth.
-
-“No, I’m not the lucky girl; some admirer of Dorothy’s.”
-
-There was an embarrassed pause. Ruth blushed because she had told what
-in childhood she had called a “white lie”; Dorothy because she accepted
-the deception that she would not herself have instigated, and Nels for
-many reasons.
-
-“Whoever he is he’s not a poor artist,” he said. “I know the price of
-roses in December,” whereupon he blushed more redly in remembrance.
-
-“I thought you were going to spend the entire day at the Metropolitan,”
-said Dorothy, beginning to enjoy the situation.
-
-“So did I,” said Nels, and then with a sudden burst of resolution, “I
-don’t mind telling you all about it—I’ve been an awful fool, and if
-you’ve decided to play with some one else, I don’t blame you. We walked
-to the Met this morning; Alice lives way uptown and I thought it would
-be a pleasant hike, but when we got there she was quite worn out, and
-then some fellow she knows came along with a car and offered to take her
-home and she went; said the walk had made her too tired to work. Of
-course he offered to ‘pick me up,’ too, but I preferred to walk and I
-did—all the way from the Metropolitan to Washington Square—now you know
-the entire story and can laugh to your heart’s content.”
-
-But neither of the girls laughed. Nels had evidently learned his lesson,
-and they were in no mood to increase his discomfiture.
-
-“I wanted to see you to ask if you know where Professor Pendragon went
-when he left town. He said some place in the country, but I’ve forgotten
-where,” said Ruth.
-
-“Yes; I got a note from him only this morning. He’s visiting a friend of
-his in the Berkshires. North Adams is the post-office and I’ve forgotten
-the name of the house. One of those big country places with a fancy
-name—wait and I’ll get the note from my room.”
-
-“He believed that about the roses and now that he’s sane again, my
-conscience hurts,” whispered Dorothy when he had left them.
-
-“Let it hurt a bit; I wouldn’t tell him,” whispered Ruth.
-
-“Here it is,” said Nels, returning. “Professor Percival Pendragon, care
-of Mr. John Peyton-Russell, Fir Tree Farm, North Adams,
-Massachusetts—some address, but anyway it will reach him.”
-
-“Peyton-Russell—he’s at the Peyton-Russell’s?”
-
-“You know them?”
-
-“Yes, that is, I know Mrs. Peyton-Russell a bit; she’s a friend of my
-aunt’s, and we’re going there for Christmas—going tomorrow.”
-
-“Really; that’s splendid, for you can save me writing a note. I hate
-writing letters. You see Pendragon has been trying to interest this
-Peyton-Russell in my work. He’s one of these men who’s spent two-thirds
-of a lifetime making money, and now he doesn’t know exactly what to do
-with it. He’s only been married about two years. I know Pendragon hadn’t
-met his wife, but Mr. Peyton-Russell depends on Pendragon to tell him
-when things are good, and when Professor Pendragon bought one of my
-pictures Mr. Peyton-Russell thought he ought to buy one, too. If you’d
-just tell Professor Pendragon that I don’t care what he pays for the
-picture he has—I let him borrow one to see whether he grew tired of it
-after it was hung—you’ll save me a lot of trouble.”
-
-“Of course; did you say Professor Pendragon hasn’t met Mrs.
-Peyton-Russell?”
-
-“He hadn’t; but I suppose he has now that he’s a guest in her house.
-John Peyton-Russell used to try to get him out to dinner in town, but
-Pen wouldn’t go; he hates society. But he was ill, you know, and
-Peyton-Russell was so anxious to do something for him, and promised that
-it would be quiet—no one out there, and the doctor seemed to think it
-might be good—he took the nurse along, of course, so Pen went.”
-
-“Did he say how he was getting on, in his last letter?”
-
-“Yes; just the same, no better and no worse, but didn’t say anything
-about coming back at once. You’re more interested than Dot.”
-
-“No; only it seems strange, a coincidence, his being at the same house
-we’re going to.”
-
-“While you’re delivering messages for Nels, deliver one for me too,
-Ruth,” said Dorothy. “Tell him I’m waiting very patiently to make that
-portrait and that when it’s finished if he wants to sell it to his rich
-collectors he can. What is he, Nels, a sort of dealer?”
-
-“My word, no—he’s a—just a man who happens to have a little money and a
-lot of appreciation. He’s just helping me to success, and helping
-Peyton-Russell to a reputation as a collector—he is quite disinterested.
-He could be anything, that man. I don’t know why he isn’t. Something
-went wrong some place along his route, I guess, and he just got
-side-tracked, you understand.” He finished with a wave of his hand.
-
-“Now I really must go—one must do a few things even before a short
-journey.”
-
-Ruth was more anxious than ever to get away now, and neither Nels nor
-Dorothy made any great effort to keep her. Nels was looking at the roses
-with sad eyes and Dorothy was looking at him with eyes that made Ruth
-fear that the secret of the flowers would not be kept long. Dorothy was
-too generous and honest to want to keep up even so tiny a deception.
-
-The one stupendous fact that stood out in her brain as she walked
-homeward was that Gloria and Professor Pendragon would meet. What would
-they do? Would Pendragon leave or would Gloria come back to town? What
-would they say to each other? How amazing that Mr. Peyton-Russell should
-be a friend of Pendragon’s and that Angela should be a friend of
-Gloria’s and that they had never before all met. Still it was
-understandable. Angela had only been married a year. George would be
-there, too, and Prince Aglipogue.
-
-She thought of Pendragon’s tall, clean-cut figure and fine face, and of
-Aglipogue’s heavy countenance and elephantine form—the contrast. Surely
-Gloria would see and withdraw before too late. It would be, too, the
-time of test—the dark of the moon.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
-
-It had been planned that they would all take the morning train together
-for North Adams, Gloria and Ruth, Terry and Prince Aglipogue and George,
-but Gloria, despite her motion picture experience, proved unequal to the
-early rising.
-
-“It’s no use,” she explained to Ruth, who went to her room to wake her.
-“I simply can’t get up this early in the morning. You go on and meet
-Aggie and Terry at the station and tell them that I’m coming up on the
-sleeper tonight. Tell George to go along, too, just as he planned. He’s
-got his ticket and will take care of your luggage and the others’, and
-everything will go just as we planned it except that I’ll show up
-tomorrow morning.”
-
-“Suppose there isn’t any sleeping train?”
-
-“There will be; anyway as far as Pittsfield. Do go down and tell George
-and explain to Angela when you get there.”
-
-What the trip would have been had Gloria not decided to wait for the
-night train, Ruth could not guess. What it was was most unexpected.
-George, being first told, was the first person to show sulky displeasure
-at Gloria’s decision. For a moment Ruth thought that he was actually
-going to knock on Gloria’s door and remonstrate with her, but even
-George dared not do that, so instead he preceded Ruth to the station,
-heavily laden with boxes and bags. He was there when she arrived, as was
-also Terry, who laughed without any apparent regret at Gloria’s revolt.
-
-“I rather hated to get up myself,” he said, “but a holiday is a holiday,
-and it’s part of the game to climb out of bed from one to ten hours
-earlier than usual. Besides, think how tired we’ll be tonight and what
-wonderful sleep we’ll get up there in the fresh air. There’ll be lots of
-snow, too. A few flakes fell here this morning, and that means that up
-in the mountains it will be thick and wonderful. I only hope it won’t be
-too cold.”
-
-“Here comes Prince Aglipogue,” said Ruth.
-
-The Prince was approaching, his great bulk thrusting aside the lesser
-human atoms in the station. Ruth was amazed to see that his curious
-travelling costume was finished by a top hat and wondered whether he
-would wear it in the train and in the sleigh from North Adams. Over the
-collar of his fur-lined overcoat his huge face rose, placid and
-self-satisfied, until he spied the waiting group with Gloria not among
-them.
-
-“Has she not yet come?” he asked. “The time of the train is immediate;
-we will miss it.”
-
-“Gloria has decided to take the evening train,” said Terry.
-
-“Then I also will wait.”
-
-“No, she especially asked that we all go ahead just as planned. Here’s
-George to take care of everything,” said Ruth.
-
-“Did she send to me no personal message?”
-
-“No; just that,” Ruth took pleasure in watching his face, like a
-cloud-flecked moon, in its annoyance. “We were all to go ahead and
-explain to Mrs. Peyton-Russell that Gloria will arrive in the morning.”
-
-Just then the gate was opened and Prince Aglipogue, still frowning,
-followed them reluctantly through it, in front of George and the two
-porters, who were helping him carry travelling bags.
-
-When they were all comfortably disposed in their seats Ruth began to
-fear that it would be rather an unpleasant journey, for Prince
-Aglipogue, unhappy himself, was determined that the others should be,
-too, if he could make them so.
-
-Only the amused light in Terry’s eyes gave her courage. Prince Aglipogue
-began with a monologue about rotten trains, stupid country houses,
-beastly cold and the improbability of Gloria’s coming at all, and
-finally worked himself up into a state of agitation bordering on tears,
-which would have made Ruth laugh had she not been afraid.
-
-“It is unkind of her to leave us this way. For herself she sleeps
-comfortably at home, while I rise at this unchristian hour for her
-sake,” he protested, more to himself than to the others, for he seemed
-determined to ignore them. His next phase was one of annoyance at his
-own discomfort.
-
-Why had not the Peyton-Russells themselves provided a drawing-room for
-him? They were “filthy” with money, and he was not accustomed to
-travelling in this public manner in spite of the fact that he was only a
-poor artist. Then he became worried about his luggage, which had
-consisted of a single dressing-case. He had entrusted it to George, and
-who knew what had become of it? He lurched off in search of George some
-place in the rear cars to find out.
-
-“I’d buy him a drawing-room just to get rid of him, if there was any
-graceful way of doing it,” said Terry. “I’m afraid this is not going to
-be the pleasantest of parties.”
-
-“For more reasons than one,” said Ruth. “I discovered yesterday that
-Professor Pendragon is already a guest of the Peyton-Russells. What will
-happen when Gloria arrives and they meet? Ought I to tell him, do you
-think, that she’s coming?” She had been thinking of nothing else since
-her talk with Nels and was delighted to have an opportunity to tell some
-one.
-
-“This is going to be fun! How do you know, and why do you suppose Angela
-Peyton-Russell is doing it—some idea of bringing them together again?”
-
-“I don’t see any fun in it with that beast Aglipogue along. And Angela
-didn’t know—at least, I’m quite sure she didn’t, and doesn’t. Professor
-Pendragon is a friend of Mr. Peyton-Russell and had never met his wife,
-and I don’t think Angela was going to the house many days before her
-guests. Mr. Peyton-Russell asked Professor Pendragon there because
-they’re old friends and Pendragon was ill. He thought the air and quiet
-would be good for him. He took a nurse along. I only learned yesterday
-from Nels Zord. Unless Angela has mentioned the names of all her guests,
-it’s possible that Professor Pendragon doesn’t know she’s coming. It’s
-going to be awfully awkward—meeting that way. I suppose one of them will
-return to New York. Perhaps he would if we warned him. Do you think I
-ought?”
-
-“You didn’t warn Gloria, and you had time for that; I don’t see why you
-should warn her ex-husband. Besides, it isn’t such an awful thing.
-Ex-husbands and wives meet every day in New York and don’t seem to
-mind.”
-
-“In a way I suppose I didn’t tell Gloria because she told me not to
-mention his name again, and besides I’d like to have her meet him,
-providing she didn’t make a scene. If she saw him again I don’t think
-she could go on with the Prince.”
-
-“Do you think she really is going to marry him?” asked Terry.
-
-“Of course she is, unless you or some one stops her; I don’t see how you
-can stand by quietly and see it done.”
-
-“It’s no affair—here he comes now.”
-
-Their conversation, thus broken off by the reappearance of Prince
-Aglipogue, they turned to the scenery outside, while their heavy
-companion, turning his back upon them as much as possible, pretended to
-read a magazine. The snow that had been falling in thin flakes in New
-York was coming down in great, feathery “blobs,” as Terry descriptively
-called them. At first they did not see any hills, but the movement of
-the train and the stertorous puffing of the engine told them that they
-were going steadily upgrade. Now the ground was entirely covered with
-snow, and the train twisted so continuously around the hills that
-sometimes they could see the engine curving in front of them, through
-the window.
-
-“If the snow continues like this, I’m afraid we’ll be many hours late,”
-said Terry.
-
-“It won’t matter much. We’re to be there at two o’clock, and we couldn’t
-be delayed more than a few hours at most, could we?”
-
-“You are pleased to be cheerful,” said the Prince. Evidently he had not
-been so deeply engaged with his magazine as he pretended. “If I am
-forced on this train to remain a moment longer than is necessary I shall
-perish.”
-
-“They do get snow bound, sometimes, you know,” said Terry cheerfully.
-“It won’t be so bad if we’re near some town. We can just get off and
-spend the night in an hotel.”
-
-At this the Prince only glared.
-
-“That would be an adventure—I think I’d rather like it,” said Ruth.
-
-As if he could bear no more the Prince again departed.
-
-“Presently he’ll come back, saying that the air in the smoking car has
-made his head ache.”
-
-“Don’t you want to go yourself for a smoke? You know you mustn’t think
-you have to stay here and amuse me,” said Ruth.
-
-“I can live ever so long without a cigarette. Besides I’d rather go when
-he isn’t there. I’ve been thinking about Gloria. Do you suppose she
-could have found out about Pendragon and isn’t coming? It would be like
-her. She could telephone that she’s ill or something.”
-
-“I don’t think so, but of course I don’t know. I don’t know anything.
-Perhaps Pendragon himself has left and all my worry is for nothing.
-Who’d ever think an aunt could be such a responsibility?”
-
-She said it so seriously and with such a wistful look that Terry
-restrained his impulse to laugh.
-
-“An aunt is almost as difficult to chaperon as a modern mother,” he
-admitted gravely; “but if the snow doesn’t stop snowing she may arrive
-as soon as we do, and you’ll not have to decide whether to warn the
-professor or not. After all, it’s no affair of yours. If they’re to meet
-this way they will meet this way, and it may be rather amusing.”
-
-It was difficult to answer him when he talked like that. Probably his
-words were prompted by bitterness, but it was maddening to have him sit
-back as if he were helpless to do anything. If only he would make an
-effort he could win Gloria away from her present course. He was
-attractive enough to win any woman. Whether he talked or sat silent, it
-was good to be with him. Then she remembered the gift he had promised
-her.
-
-“Oh, you’ve forgotten! I was afraid you would.”
-
-“No, I haven’t. You mean the revolver, but I thought it was to be a
-Christmas gift.”
-
-“It was—only I’d like to have it now if you don’t mind.”
-
-“What are you afraid of—train robbers? This isn’t a western movie in
-spite of the wild nature of our journey.”
-
-“I know, but please let me have it. You don’t know what a comfort it
-would be just to look at it.”
-
-“All right; just to show you how much I thought of it I didn’t pack it
-at all. It’s here in my overcoat.”
-
-An eager porter anticipated his movement to reach up to the rack on
-which the coat had been put, and brought it down for him, and he reached
-inside the pocket and brought out a box which he put in her hands.
-
-For a moment she did not open it, though he waited, smiling. She was
-conscious of the movement of the train, of the white flakes flashing
-past the window, half obscuring the rolling, tree-crowned hills that
-were fast merging into mountains; of the smell of the Pullman car,—a
-combination of steam-heated varnish and dusty upholstery—and most of all
-of Terry, seated opposite her, a half eager, half amused light dancing
-in his eyes.
-
-“It’s rather an odd gift to give a woman,” he said as she hesitated. She
-opened the box now, realizing herself more than anything else, as the
-central figure in a little drama. Inside she found a leather case—pale
-blue leather, more fit to contain jewels than a weapon of defence, and
-inside that the tiniest revolver she had ever seen, an exquisite thing
-with gold mountings.
-
-“Will—will it really shoot?” she gasped. “And it must have been horribly
-expensive—you shouldn’t have done it.”
-
-Her pleasure was so apparent in her face that her words, which she felt
-were ill chosen, did not really matter.
-
-“Of course it will shoot; and it’s loaded now, so please do be careful.
-Here, I’ll show you how it works—see, you open it this way, and here’s
-the way to empty the shells out—you see there are six—this revolves so
-that when you’ve shot one the next one moves into place all ready; it’s
-quite as deadly as a big one, I assure you. Do you think you’ll feel
-quite safe with this?”
-
-“It isn’t myself I want to protect,” she answered, and just then, she
-saw Prince Aglipogue returning, and some instinct prompted her to take
-the gun from his hands and put it back in its case and conceal it behind
-her. She need not have concealed it, for Prince Aglipogue was in no mood
-to observe details. His oily, black eyes were standing out in his head
-and his face had turned a sickly green. His three chins seemed to be
-trembling with fright.
-
-“That nigger of Gloria’s; he’s in the baggage car with a snake—a snake
-as big as”—he threw out his fat arms as if he could think of no word to
-describe the size of the snake. His voice was a thin whisper. “You must
-the conductor tell—it is not allowed. They do not know the trunk’s
-contents—I tell you I am speaking truth—a snake—as big as the
-engine—will you do nothing?” He grasped Terry’s shoulder and shook him.
-
-“It’s all right. We know all about it. Miss Mayfield knew he was
-bringing it. He uses it in his vaudeville stunts.”
-
-“I tell you I will not go on—to travel with a snake—it is horrible.”
-
-“He’s always had it,” soothed Terry. “It was in the house on Gramercy
-Square and never came out and bit any one. I guess you’re safe.”
-
-“If I had known——” He shuddered through all his fat frame and rolled his
-eyes upward.
-
-“How is he taking it?” asked Terry. “It’s bad enough to travel with a
-pet dog, but what one does with a pet snake I don’t know, and I’ve been
-curious.”
-
-Prince Aglipogue, frightened into friendliness, broke into a torrent of
-words from which they gathered that George had the snake in a trunk, the
-sides of which were warmed by electricity; that the train officials had
-no idea of the contents of the trunk, that George had gained access to
-the baggage car though it was against the rules, and that the Prince,
-being still worried about his luggage, though he had seen it safely
-aboard, had claimed the right to follow him there and had found George
-kneeling beside the opened trunk, from which the snake, artificially
-warmed to activity, was rearing a head which the Prince protested was as
-large as that of a cow. As he saw that his hearers were unmoved and that
-they had known about the snake and seemed to consider it quite ordinary,
-he was a bit ashamed of his agitation, though by no means convinced that
-there was no cause for it.
-
-“It’s a harmless variety,” Terry assured him. “If it were dangerous
-Gloria wouldn’t have allowed George to keep it in the house.”
-
-“For the bite, yes; it may be of no harm, but the shock to the nerves! I
-should have been warned.”
-
-“We didn’t know that you were going into the baggage car,” protested
-Terry.
-
-“What a terrible journey—look at the snow,” said the Prince, sinking
-into his seat.
-
-They looked out. The movement of the train exaggerated the whirling of
-the snow until it seemed like a frozen, white whirlwind, sweeping past
-them, or a drove of wild, white horses whose manes brushed the window
-panes. Beyond the whirling drift they could see nothing.
-
-Terry looked at his watch. Down the aisle Ruth heard a man asking how
-late they were, but could not catch the answer.
-
-“Let’s have something to eat; even if we’re on time, we won’t want to
-wait luncheon until our arrival. A twelve-mile drive through this
-doesn’t sound very alluring, and we may die of starvation on the way.”
-
-Terry’s glance included both Ruth and Prince Aglipogue.
-
-“Food I cannot face after what I have witnessed,” said the Prince.
-“Perhaps I may have something—a cup of tea—something to keep up my—what
-did you say—two hours late?”
-
-He clutched the arm of a passing conductor.
-
-“Yes, sir; two hours late now—only two hours,” he answered wearily,
-freeing his arm and passing on. Prince Aglipogue sank back in his chair
-as if he would never rise again.
-
-“Cheer up; that’s not bad. What can you expect with this snow? Two hours
-only means that we’ll arrive about five o’clock and get to Fir Tree
-Lodge—I think that’s what they call it—in time for dinner. Better come
-on and eat with us.”
-
-But Prince Aglipogue shook his huge head sadly, much to the relief of
-both Terry and Ruth, and they walked out together. Ruth was beginning to
-feel that she was having an adventure. Something in the restlessness of
-the other passengers on the train, who were beginning to look frequently
-at watches and to stop the train officials every time they appeared,
-something in the sight of the whirling clouds of snow, the thought of
-George, some place back there with his strange travelling companion, all
-contributed to the undercurrent of excitement, and with it was that
-comforting feeling of security that always comes from looking at storm
-and snow from a place of warmth and shelter.
-
-Because it was the holiday season the train was crowded and they were
-compelled to wait in the narrow hallway with other people in line before
-they could get a table.
-
-“Isn’t it wonderful and Christmasy?” she asked, “especially as I’ve
-already got one gift; see, I brought it with me. I’d like to look at it
-again, only I’m afraid if any of the other passengers saw it they might
-suspect me of being a train robber.”
-
-“Yes; you look so much like one. But perhaps it would be just as well
-not to look at it now. I’m glad you like it.”
-
-“It’s beautiful, and somehow I feel safer—I mean safer and happier about
-Gloria now that I have it.”
-
-“It’s a curious gift to give a girl, but I couldn’t exactly imagine
-giving you—”
-
-“Table for two,” interrupted the steward. Ruth wondered what it was that
-Terry couldn’t imagine giving her.
-
-Luncheon was like a party. Terry seemed to be making as much effort to
-amuse her as he would have made for Gloria, or perhaps he was so
-charming that he couldn’t help being charming all the time, she
-reflected. He had the most wonderful eyes in the world, and the kindest,
-strongest mouth, but she must stop looking at them. Still just for today
-she might pretend that he was her lover and that they were engaged,
-and—why not pretend that they were actually married and on their wedding
-journey? The thought made her gasp.
-
-“Is something wrong? I’ll call the waiter.”
-
-“No, nothing! I was just thinking—of something.”
-
-“Something nice, I hope.”
-
-“Yes, no—I don’t know.” It was horrible to blush like that. If she were
-only older and poised and sophisticated. Perhaps then she wouldn’t have
-to be pretending. But she would pretend, no matter how bold and
-unladylike it was to pretend such things and perhaps she would never be
-with him again in just this way, and it would be nice to remember.
-
-In her reckless mood she surprised herself by saying things like Gloria
-sometimes. They lingered as long as they dared because it was such a
-good way of killing time, and when they had finished she made Terry go
-back to the smoker.
-
-“They ought to have smoking cars for women,” she said. It was what
-Gloria might have said.
-
-“But you don’t smoke,” said Terry, smiling.
-
-“I know, but I shall learn.”
-
-“Not right away, I hope,” he said, smiling.
-
-Ruth found that Prince Aglipogue had controlled his nervous shock to the
-extent of having a very substantial lunch brought to him, which he
-seemed to be enjoying as much as if snakes had never been created, but
-he showed no more disposition to be sociable than before, for which Ruth
-was grateful. It would have spoiled her illusion that she and Terry were
-travelling alone together. Even she did not think he was gone long. He
-came back looking rather sober.
-
-“Would you be very much frightened if we didn’t reach North Adams
-tonight at all?” he asked.
-
-“No, not frightened; but why?”
-
-“It looks as though we couldn’t go much farther. We may have to stop.
-You can see how slowly we’re moving now. If they can get to the next
-station we can all stop at an hotel, but if not we may have to sit up
-all night.”
-
-“I think it’ll be rather fun—only won’t Angela Peyton-Russell be
-worried?”
-
-“She’ll probably have telephoned the station at North Adams and will
-know that we’re late. Gloria was wise. The track may be clear by the
-time her train leaves and she’ll arrive as soon as we.”
-
-“Then I won’t have to decide about warning Professor Pendragon. He’ll
-learn the news less gently.”
-
-“He may have left,” said Terry.
-
-“I don’t know whether to wish that he has or has not,” said Ruth. She
-could not bear the thought of Gloria’s marrying Prince Aglipogue, but
-every hour it seemed to grow more difficult to entertain the thought of
-her marrying Terry. Of course it wasn’t absolutely necessary for her to
-marry any one, but she must be in a marrying mood, or she wouldn’t think
-of Aglipogue, and she’d done it so often before that it ought to be
-easier every time. If only she could ask Terry what he thought, but of
-course she couldn’t do that.
-
-Prince Aglipogue had heard Terry’s first words and had lumbered off to
-secure the first-hand information. All the other men in the coach seemed
-to be doing the same thing. The snow had brought on a premature darkness
-and the lights were lit so that now they could see nothing outside. One
-could almost feel the struggles of the engine, which seemed to grow
-greater and greater as the speed of the train grew less. Finally it
-stopped altogether with a sound of grinding wheels. The conductor told
-them not to be alarmed. It was nothing but a few hours’ delay. A steam
-plough was already on its way. It was impossible to say how long.
-
-For a few minutes the passengers all talked to each other. Some of the
-men thought that if they could reach the road they might hail a passing
-sleigh that might convey some of them to the nearest town, but the road
-was half a mile away and there would be few vehicles abroad in such a
-storm, and the idea was abandoned. Terry went back to see how George was
-faring, and reported him still in the baggage car, sleeping on the trunk
-which doubtless contained “the daughter of Shiva.”
-
-People settled down to waiting; some of them read, and others slept,
-among them Prince Aglipogue. He snored unrebuked. Ruth heard a man
-inviting Terry to a poker game in the smoking car and was relieved when
-he refused. It would have been lonely without him. She tried to read,
-but the car was growing steadily colder. Terry insisted that she put on
-her cloak, but even that didn’t help much, when she was stiff with
-inaction. She tried to read, and finally curled up in the chair to
-sleep. Her last conscious thought was a protest when she felt rather
-than saw Terry wrapping his cloak around her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
-
-Ruth awakened to the sound of grinding brakes and opened her eyes to
-look into the eyes of Terry, which seemed very near as he bent over her.
-Her muscles were horribly cramped. She did not fully remember until he
-spoke.
-
-“We’ll be on our way in less than an hour, and if you want some coffee
-you’d better hurry. The train was only prepared for one meal, but there
-is some coffee and perhaps a piece of toast, if we get there before the
-hungry mob has finished it,” he said.
-
-“You gave me your coat,” she said, looking down at the garment that was
-wrapped about her. “You shouldn’t have done that; I had my own, and you
-must have frozen.”
-
-“Not at all; I’ve slept beautifully. Did it keep you warm?”
-
-“Yes, but—”
-
-“That’s all that counts; come on and get some coffee.”
-
-“Can’t I even wait to wash my face, or shall I wash it afterward, cat
-fashion?”
-
-“If it’s really necessary, you may; but you look remarkably clean and
-fresh considering—a few grains of dust, perhaps—”
-
-He looked at her with his head on one side, smiling.
-
-She was on her feet in an instant, but discovering that one foot was
-asleep, did not make such swift progress as she had expected. There were
-two other women in the dressing-room. Yesterday they would have looked
-at her as silently and impersonally as at the mirror or the wash basin
-or the black “prop” comb that is always found in Pullman dressing-rooms
-and that no one has ever been known to use, but now they were talking to
-her and to each other. The stout lady who was going home from a day’s
-Christmas shopping in New York was most voluble. She was worried about
-her husband and children, especially her husband.
-
-“What I’ll ever say to Henry, I don’t know. He told me that I could do
-just as well in Pittsfield as in New York. They have everything there,
-and such accommodating sales people—not like New York, where every one
-is too busy to be polite—and I didn’t get a thing I went after—and then
-this horrible experience. It’s added ten years to my life—I know it
-has.”
-
-“After all, it was only a delay,” comforted Ruth. “Suppose the train had
-been wrecked. I think it was rather fun.”
-
-“Fun! Fun!” the tall thin woman fairly shrieked at her, and the eyebrow
-pencil she was using slipped and made a long mark down her nose that she
-had to rub off subsequently with cold cream, producing a fine, high
-polish, which in turn had to be removed with powder, so thickly applied
-that Ruth thought she looked as if her nose was made of plaster of Paris
-and had been fastened on after the rest of her face was finished. It was
-difficult to do anything in the tiny crowded space, but she finally
-completed a hasty toilet and hurried out to rejoin Terry, who, in her
-absence, had secured two cups of coffee and some toast and brought them
-to their seats in the Pullman.
-
-“Where’s the Prince?” she asked suddenly, remembering his unwelcome
-existence.
-
-“In the dining-car; he got there early and managed to secure what little
-food there was aboard.”
-
-“Gloria’s train is right behind us,” he continued, “so we’ll wait for
-her at the station and all go up together.”
-
-The increasing warmth in the train was beginning to clear the frosted
-windows, and Ruth could see that the snow had stopped falling. A
-wonderful pink glow was resting on top of the softly rounded mountains,
-and where the clouds were herded between two high crests it looked like
-a rose-coloured lake with fir trees on its banks. She forgot her
-uncomfortable night and felt new-born like the sun. Everything was
-simple and easy. Everything would be solved; Gloria would not marry
-Prince Aglipogue. She certainly would not, for he came in now, unshaved,
-with bloodshot eyes and rumpled linen. He did not speak at all, but
-slumped in his chair, his chins resting on his bulging shirt bosom.
-
-“Have you seen George?” she asked Terry.
-
-“Yes; he’s all right. I only hope the daughter of Shiva froze to death,
-but I fear not.”
-
-“Will it be long now?”
-
-“We’ll be into North Adams in less than an hour.”
-
-“I’m afraid you didn’t get any sleep at all,” said Ruth, observing that
-his eyes looked tired.
-
-“Do I look as badly as that?” he parried. “Never mind, wait until we
-reach Fir Tree Farm and I’ve had a mug of hot Scotch.”
-
-“What’s hot Scotch?”
-
-“It’s something that no one would think of drinking at any time except
-the Christmas holiday—and the only thing that it seems quite correct to
-drink on a Christmas holiday, especially in a country house. It’s hot,
-and sweet and full of Captain Kidd’s own brand of rum, and spice,
-and—oh, ever so many things. You’ll see.”
-
-“Perhaps Gloria won’t let me drink it,” said Ruth.
-
-“Don’t ask her—from now on you must ask me—and if I say you may, it’s
-all right.”
-
-“Why?”
-
-“Haven’t I tucked you in and watched over you like a mother?” said
-Terry. “That gives me the right to say yes and no about things. I shall
-explain my new position just as soon as the stately Gloria steps off the
-train.”
-
-“This is North Adams; I heard a man say so—”
-
-“Yes; we’re here. I wonder if there’s food in the station. I’m starving
-already.”
-
-There was not food at the station, but there was a huge sleigh drawn by
-two powerful horses, with bells on their harness that tinkled merrily in
-the sharp air, and a man from Fir Tree Farm. Inquiry revealed the fact
-that Gloria’s train would be in within fifteen minutes and Terry told
-the man to wait. Meantime George appeared, looking as calm and
-imperturbable as if he had just stepped out of the house on Gramercy
-Square. They all sat on hard benches in the railway station, or looking
-through the soiled windows at other passengers driving gaily off to
-their homes—and breakfast, as Terry said quite wistfully. Prince
-Aglipogue paced up and down in melancholy silence. Ruth could imagine
-that he was preparing dignified reproaches to hurl at the auburn head of
-Gloria. Her train came in finally and she stepped off swathed in furs,
-exhaling the perfume of violets, followed by respectful porters and
-greeted by George, who took possession of everything, before the
-vicarious servitors quite knew what was happening.
-
-Gloria looked so fresh and beautiful, so perfectly groomed and so
-rested, that they all felt shabbier than ever and more dishevelled. They
-made a rush for her, and when George had stepped aside she greeted them
-with bright smiles.
-
-“Hello, people. You see I was right! What a wonderful morning! Hello,
-Aggie—you look as if you’d been in a wreck, and Ruth and Terry as if
-they’d been, oh, on an adventure. I actually believe you liked it. What
-did you sleep on?”
-
-“It has been a terrible experience,” Prince Aglipogue began, trying to
-look reproachful, but only succeeding in looking ridiculous. He could
-get no further in his speech, for Ruth and Terry were both talking.
-
-“We did enjoy it; wish you’d been along.”
-
-“We slept in our chairs, at least I did, but I don’t believe Terry slept
-at all. You look gorgeous, Gloria—there’s a sleigh out there with bells
-on.”
-
-“Come on, then; I’m famished. Didn’t you get up in time for breakfast
-even if there’d been any to get? Have you eaten?”
-
-“No; only a cup of coffee—very bad, too.”
-
-They followed George, all talking at once, and piled into the sleigh.
-There was straw on the bottom and many fur robes, the heaviest of which
-Aglipogue managed to collect for himself and Gloria, who were in the
-back of the sleigh. Ruth would have loved to sit in front with the
-driver, but, of course, George had to sit there.
-
-“My word, why did you wear that?” Gloria burst into peals of laughter,
-and lifted the silk hat from the head of Prince Aglipogue.
-
-“Naturally I supposed that the millionaires, your friends, would send a
-conveyance suitable—an enclosed car. How was I to know—straw, farm
-horses?” He almost snorted in his disgust.
-
-“You’re so funny, Aggie! Don’t you know there isn’t a motor built that
-could drive through these mountains in winter time? We’re lucky that the
-sleigh can make it.”
-
-Ruth noted with horror that in her laughter there was a tender note as
-if she were talking to an attractive, big boy. Instinctively she turned
-to look at George’s straight back, and long, narrow head. It seemed to
-her that his ears were visibly listening.
-
-From somewhere Terry produced a long, knitted scarf, and this Gloria
-tied around the Prince’s head, laying his hat tenderly down in the
-middle of the sleigh. He looked like a huge, ugly boy with mumps, Ruth
-thought, and Gloria, whose sense of humour even her Titania-like love
-could not quite quench, burst into renewed peals of laughter. Perhaps
-he’ll get angry and break his engagement, Ruth thought, hopefully, but
-his resentment seemed to be at things in general rather than at Gloria.
-
-They were really very comfortable in spite of the keen wind and the
-country round them was magnificent, hill melting into hill in endless
-procession like the waves on a limitless ocean. The sky was a vivid blue
-and the rich green of the fir and hemlock trees shone warm in contrast
-to the white snow. The clear ringing of the bells on the horses seemed
-like fairy music leading them over the hills and far away to some
-tremendous adventure. Just what that adventure would be Ruth could not
-guess, but she knew that Gloria would be its heroine and George the
-villain. As for Prince Aglipogue, with his fat face swathed in the
-scarf, she would concede him no other rôle than that of buffoon. The
-hero? Perhaps Professor Pendragon, perhaps Terry, but she would rather
-save Terry for another story.
-
-If only she knew whether Professor Pendragon was still at Fir Tree
-Lodge. It would have been easy to ask the driver, who was an inquisitive
-New Englander and was making desperate attempts to talk with George,
-but, of course, she dared not do that because of Gloria. After all she
-was not supposed to know anything about the guests. That was Angela
-Peyton-Russell’s affair.
-
-The heavy snow rather helped than impeded their progress, but they were
-all rather cold and tremendously hungry before they reached the gates of
-Fir Tree Farm. Then there was a slow pull up to the top of the hill on
-which it was built, a huge stone house, almost hidden in a forest of fir
-trees.
-
-Prince Aglipogue shuddered when he looked at it.
-
-“How is it heated?” he asked in tragic tones.
-
-“Very old-fashioned—no furnace or steam heat—just fire places like your
-dear castles in Europe,” said Gloria, which was not true, but served its
-purpose of making him look even more melancholy and making Gloria laugh
-again. She was quite the gayest person in the party and didn’t even
-complain of hunger.
-
-Angela Peyton-Russell was not at the door to greet them, but a
-maidservant and a man servant were. Angela had read some place that it
-was not smart to greet one’s guests in country homes that way, so she
-did what she thought was the correct thing.
-
-“Though she’s probably watching us from some point of vantage,” Gloria
-whispered to Ruth, as they followed the maid up a wide staircase, at the
-top of which she separated them, leading Ruth into what looked like the
-most cheerful room in the world.
-
-“Your luggage will be up directly,” she told Ruth, “and as soon as you
-can you’re to come down to breakfast. Mrs. Peyton-Russell has waited it
-for you.”
-
-She left at once, evidently going to attendance on Gloria, who any
-servant could see at a glance was the more important guest of the two.
-While she was waiting for her bags Ruth warmed herself before a
-wonderful wood fire, in front of which a blue satin-covered day bed
-tempted her to further rest. Through the wide windows the tops of the
-mountains that had looked so cold when she was driving to the house
-resumed the almost warm beauty that she had admired on the train. Snow
-always looks thus, infinitely attractive when one is safely indoors
-before a fire, but rather cold and lonely when one is travelling through
-it. She had hardly had time to remove her cloak and hat when a tap at
-the door announced her bags, and another maid came in to help her
-unpack. Ruth let her stay because she took rather kindly to being
-served, an inheritance from her mother, who came from Virginia, and
-because she might, without appearing too curious, learn something of the
-other guests.
-
-“Are there many people here?” she asked. It sounded rather unsubtle
-after she had said it, but the maid was evidently a country girl, not
-like the one who had brought her up, who had probably come from the
-Peyton-Russell town house, and she did not seem surprised, but rather
-glad to talk.
-
-“Only Mr. and Mrs. Peyton-Russell, and Miss Mayfield—but you came with
-her—you’re Miss Ruth Mayfield? and the foreign prince, and Mr. Riordan
-and Professor Pendragon, a poor sick man who’s been here almost a month,
-and a Miss Gilchrist, a singer. Perhaps you know her?”
-
-“No, I don’t think so,” said Ruth, almost sorry she had spoken, for the
-maid seemed to consider it an invitation to talk at length.
-
-“You’ll be surprised when you meet her, Miss; she’s that odd—not at all
-like you other ladies. She sings beautiful—do you want to change for
-breakfast? I wouldn’t if I were you. The breakfast’s waiting—here, let
-me smooth your hair—no, I want it for practice—one day I want to be a
-lady’s maid—a personal maid.”
-
-She laid great stress on the first syllable of the word personal.
-
-“They say some of these personal maids in big houses gets lovely
-tips—not that I want tips; I’m glad to serve some people, but a working
-girl’s got to take care of herself. If they was all like Miss Gilchrist
-life _would_ be hard.”
-
-She had a curious way of talking, with a rising and falling inflection,
-stressing unexpected words and syllables, so that in listening to her
-voice Ruth scarcely heard her words and forgot that she ought not to
-encourage servant’s gossip.
-
-“She’s terrible homely for one thing, and I think looking at herself in
-the mirror has soured her disposition. She wears her hair short, and at
-first I thought it was toifide fever. You should seen her glare at me
-when I ast. You better run right down; I’ll finish unpacking for you.
-You look too sweet; clothes ain’t everything.” With which doubtful
-compliment ringing in her ears, Ruth passed out, but instead of “running
-right down” she knocked at Gloria’s door. She had the feeling that if
-they were to walk down and meet Professor Pendragon face to face she
-wanted to be with Gloria. She had a vague fear that Gloria might faint,
-and she wanted to be there to bear her up. Gloria was herself all ready
-for descent, but she had changed her travelling costume for a charming
-frock. Hunger had doubtless prompted speed and a theatrical woman’s
-facility had aided her. She looked stunning, Ruth thought, and her heart
-swelled with pride at the thought that at least her Gloria was looking
-her very best for the encounter.
-
-“Afraid to go down alone?” Gloria asked. “You needn’t be; you’re looking
-ducky. I hope she has a millionaire for you to meet, but no such luck.
-That would spoil ‘our Bohemian circle.’”. She mimicked Angela’s gurgling
-voice perfectly. “I dare say those hungry brutes of men are waiting
-now—if they have the grace to wait, which I doubt; I could eat almost
-anything myself.”
-
-Angela, having done her conventional duty by not meeting them at the
-door, now yielded to her emotions and ran halfway up the stairs to meet
-them, hurling herself into Gloria’s arms and even kissing Ruth on the
-cheek to make her feel that she was welcome and really belonged.
-
-“Come on, we’re having breakfast in the sun parlour; it’s the loveliest
-room in the house. Every one is waiting. I’ve only two other guests, and
-I didn’t tell them who was coming. You’ll be such a welcome surprise,”
-she gurgled.
-
-“We will, indeed,” thought Ruth.
-
-“This is the library,” she waved her hand at an enormous room with
-gloomy furniture, the door of which was open. “Cosy little place, don’t
-you think? But here—”
-
-She paused dramatically before she threw open the door of the sun
-parlour. She was after all such a fluffy, good-hearted child that her
-pride in her possessions was no more offensive than the pride of a child
-in new toys, and Ruth couldn’t blame her for being proud of the room
-they entered. They all stood at the open door looking at it a moment
-before entering—a long, narrow room, evidently running the full length
-of the house from north to south, with two sides of glass, window after
-window with drawn-back draperies of amber silk, and between each window
-a bird cage, hung above a tall blue vase filled with cut flowers. At one
-end of the room the breakfast table was spread and at the other, where
-there were no windows, was a fireplace, round which the men were
-standing—Terry, Prince Aglipogue and John Peyton-Russell. There was a
-lady seated there, too, and in another big, wing chair Ruth thought she
-could discern the top of Professor Pendragon’s head.
-
-They had satisfied Angela with their admiration, and as they came in the
-three standing men advanced to meet them, and the woman turned her head.
-Ruth looked at her, and her brain working by a sort of double process,
-she had time to compare her with the maid’s description, even while her
-heart was standing still because of the imminent meeting of Gloria and
-Professor Pendragon. Miss Gilchrist did have short hair, not a fluffy
-mass like Dorothy Winslow’s, but lank, dank, soiled-brown locks that
-framed a lank, soiled-brown countenance. Her gown also seemed to be of a
-dusty black, and Ruth could easily imagine that if her manners were no
-more attractive than her appearance, she would be quite as disagreeable
-as the maid described her. A closer view showed an out-thrust foot in a
-long, flat, soiled-brown shoe, and Ruth remembered what Dorothy had once
-told her:
-
-“Never trust a woman who wears common sense shoes—there is something
-radically wrong with her.”
-
-She was being introduced to Mr. Peyton-Russell now. She had never met
-him before. He was a large man who looked as if he took his material
-wealth very seriously indeed and thought he owed some reparation to the
-public from which he had extracted it, but he had a heavy cordiality
-that was rather charming because it was so obviously sincere.
-
-“And now you must meet the others,” chirped Angela.
-
-Ruth realized for the first time that Angela was like a yellow canary.
-The birds, singing gaily in the sunshine, made the comparison almost
-compulsory.
-
-“You’ll have to come to them, and anyway, I always have cocktails in
-front of the fireplace. After that lone, cold ride, you must need one,
-though it is only ten o’clock in the morning.”
-
-They followed her across the long room, Ruth walking a step behind
-Gloria, watching her face, waiting for the moment when she should see
-around the high-backed chair. They must have seen him at the same
-moment, for Ruth’s heart gave a little thump and it seemed that Gloria
-missed a step, her body swaying just perceptibly for a second, while one
-hand flew to her throat in a gesture that Ruth had seen before. Her
-colour did not change, but with the sophistication of four months in New
-York Ruth knew that Gloria’s colour did not “come and go” for very good
-reason. The biggest change was in her eyes. They seemed to have turned a
-dark violet and to have opened wider than Ruth had ever seen them
-before, in a fixed stare. They were standing before him now. In her
-anxiety about Gloria she had not thought of him at all. His face was
-quite white and he seemed to be nerving himself for some tremendous
-ordeal.
-
-“Pardon me for not rising,”—he indicated the crutches beside his chair.
-
-“Professor Pendragon’s not a bit like a real invalid—one forgets it the
-moment one talks to him,” apologized Angela, rather tactlessly. “He and
-John are such good friends that I used to be jealous of him, and when I
-heard he was ill I insisted that John make him come, and do you know, he
-wanted to run away before, but I told him what clever people were coming
-and made him stay—aren’t you glad now that you’ve met Gloria Mayfield,
-and Ruth?”
-
-“Miss Ruth Mayfield and I have met before,” he said.
-
-She was almost afraid to look at him. There was in his eyes a look of
-questioning, almost of reproach. He had grown thinner and she wondered
-how Gloria could be so heartless. Still it wasn’t all Gloria’s fault.
-Ruth had seen her dark eyes melt with pity at sight of the crutches—pity
-and a sort of bewildered fright, but when he spoke as if he had never
-seen her before, the soft look faded and her eyes changed from violet to
-the coldest grey imaginable, and her mouth set in a cold line, quite
-unlike its natural form.
-
-“I’m sure you’ll like our little Bohemian circle,” she said.
-
-Ruth wondered how she dared make fun of Angela that way in her own
-house. Somehow or other they had all been presented to Miss Gilchrist,
-too, but she proved to be one of those persons one habitually forgets,
-and who is perpetually trying to call back the wandering attention of
-others, like a friendless pup rubbing his nose in the hands of
-strangers, hoping some place to find a master. Of course Miss Gilchrist
-hadn’t that kind of nose, but there was a pitiful look in her
-dust-coloured brown eyes that simply plead for attention. Evidently
-Terry saw it, for he was talking to her now, or perhaps he was only
-trying to relieve what was an awkward moment for him as well as for
-Ruth.
-
-The cocktails came and though Ruth had never seen Gloria drink anything
-stronger than coffee before four o’clock in the afternoon, she took this
-one in the way that Ruth had sometimes seen men drink, almost pouring it
-down. They all moved off to the breakfast table then, Gloria with John
-Peyton-Russell, Angela beside Prince Aglipogue, and Terry with Miss
-Gilchrist. Ruth waited while Professor Pendragon picked up his crutches.
-Evidently he could get about very well by himself.
-
-“I want to see you after breakfast—as soon as possible,” she whispered
-to him.
-
-“The enclosed veranda at five o’clock,” he whispered back.
-
-She wanted to ask him what and where the enclosed veranda was, but there
-was no chance. Every one was talking at once, it seemed; that is, every
-one except Professor Pendragon and herself. She tried to catch Terry’s
-eyes, but when she did, he only lifted one eyebrow as who should say:
-
-“You see, your anxiety was needless; they are sophisticated New Yorkers
-and didn’t mind a bit.”
-
-But they did mind; she knew that. If they had recognized each other—that
-would have been the sophisticated thing to do. Instead they had taken
-the romantic course and met as strangers, though unlike strangers they
-did not talk to each other. All around her she could hear snatches of
-conversation. Terry seemed to have quite won the formidable Miss
-Gilchrist.
-
-“Yes; I sing,” she could hear her saying; “but I prefer poetry to any of
-the arts.”
-
-“Really?” said Terry politely.
-
-“Yes; I say that poetry is my chief métier. I have a poem this month in
-_Zaneslie’s_.”
-
-“I must read it,” murmured Terry.
-
-“You should hear me recite to really appreciate; don’t you think that
-one is always the best interpreter of one’s own work?”
-
-Terry nodded understandingly, and then in a voice that amused Ruth even
-while she thought it rather cruel of him to laugh at the serious Miss
-Gilchrist:
-
-“Do you write rhymed poetry or do you prefer free verse?” he asked.
-
-Miss Gilchrist deserted her grape fruit and gave him her undivided
-attention.
-
-“You know, Mr. Riordan, for years I have written rhymed poetry, but
-recently, quite recently, I have felt a definite urge toward the free
-medium. I have not relinquished the rhyme, but I am expressing myself in
-both forms. The free medium—”
-
-Her voice went on, and on, but Ruth could not hear her now because
-Gloria’s voice, clear and high like the sleigh bells, rose above
-everything else for the moment.
-
-“No; I can’t work in Terry’s play; I’ve decided never to go back to the
-stage. I want to travel—South America, perhaps.”
-
-“But you’re going there on a concert tour, aren’t you, Prince?” said
-Angela. “Perhaps—if you have a secret from me, Gloria, I don’t know what
-I shall do to you.”
-
-For a moment Ruth’s eyes met those of Professor Pendragon. She saw a
-strange light flash into them, like a sword half withdrawn from its
-sheath and then replaced, as he dropped his eyes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
-
-It was easy to slip away alone. Ruth knew that Gloria, who had gone to
-her own room, expected to be followed, but she did not want to talk
-alone with Gloria until she had seen Professor Pendragon. She found the
-enclosed veranda, a sleeping porch above the sun room. She threw a heavy
-cloak about her shoulders and passed unobserved down the hall and
-through the narrow doorway leading outside. He was there, waiting for
-her in his wheel chair. There was another chair beside him, perhaps for
-the nurse. She could look out over a wide circle of white hills with
-masses of dark green where fir trees clustered in the hollows. The outer
-edge of the circle was stained a deep rose, so that hill and cloud lay
-heaped against the sunset bathed in cold flame.
-
-She moved toward him slowly, wondering how she would begin now that she
-had kept her rendezvous. He laid down the pipe he had been smoking and
-held out a hand to her, a hand through which the light seemed to shine,
-it was so pale and thin.
-
-She sat down beside him without speaking at once and looked for a moment
-at the sunset hills. They seemed so quiet and cold and peaceful. What
-she was going to say would sound strange and unreal here—more strange
-even than it sounded in New York.
-
-“I want to talk to you about Gloria,” she began, but he did not speak
-when she paused, so she went on:
-
-“When you sent me that card to the water colour show—it was at breakfast
-I got it—Gloria told me that she’d been married to you. She’s my aunt—my
-father’s sister, but I’d never seen her until after father and mother
-both died and I came here to study art. Mother sent me to her because
-she is my only living relative. She didn’t know you were in New York
-until I got that card, and she asked me not to tell you about her, so I
-lied when you asked me about myself, or at least didn’t tell the truth.
-Then just before we came here I saw Nels Zord and he told me you were
-here too. At first I thought of telling Gloria, but I didn’t because I
-want you to help me. I want you to save Gloria.”
-
-“I’m afraid I can’t save Gloria, my child, any more than Gloria can save
-me—she perhaps has lost her soul—tomorrow I lose my life. It is all set
-and we have as little to do with it as with that thin thread of waning
-moon up there, which tomorrow night will be utterly dark.”
-
-“But don’t you see, Gloria doesn’t understand and that’s why she is
-helpless; but you do understand and can prevent things. You said
-yourself to me once, ‘The stars incline but do not compel.’ If you won’t
-help me I must do everything alone, but you must tell me the truth,
-isn’t George the cause of your illness?”
-
-He leaned suddenly toward her.
-
-“Why do you think that?”
-
-“You talked about the evil eye and the dark of the moon; the others,
-Nels and Dorothy, thought you were joking or talking in riddles, but I
-didn’t. The night of the show, when you were first stricken, I saw
-George performing incantations before a horrible snake—a black cobra, I
-think; a month later he worshipped the snake again and your illness
-increased. He has come here because Angela wants him to entertain us
-with his music hall magic. I am afraid that he will use the snake. You
-say you are to lose your life tomorrow; if George is the cause of your
-illness, then that is true.”
-
-He was still leaning toward her, searching her face in the waning light.
-He spoke slowly as if his words were but a surface ripple over a deep
-lake of thought.
-
-“It is true that my illness is mind-born—I have known that from the
-beginning—and that it is not of myself, and I have tried to discover who
-could have thought it on me. It may be, as you suggest, that George has
-done it. It is an answer, but why?”
-
-“Because of Gloria,” she said. With another man it would have been
-difficult to tell her beliefs, but for the moment it seemed as if they
-two were hanging suspended in the dusk-blue bowl of mountain and sky,
-and the soul, eager yet indifferent of life, that looked out of his
-eyes, commanded absolute truth.
-
-“George loves her—he is a Hindoo, and for no other reason would he have
-been her servant all these years. At first he understood the prejudices
-of a Western woman and realized that he couldn’t marry her, but I think
-if you will look back perhaps now you can see how he separated you and
-Gloria. I have never seen the two men who followed, but I think he must
-have hypnotized her into marrying them, and then himself broken the
-marriages, and now she is going to marry this horrible Prince Aglipogue.
-George is forcing her to do that. He boasted that it was so to me. It
-will ruin her career and make her poor, and break her heart with shame
-when she wakes to what she has done. Then George will claim his reward.
-He did not mention your name when he talked to me, but he said, ‘There
-is only one other fit to walk beside her, and he is slowly dying of an
-unknown disease.’ You see there is only one link gone from my story and
-that is how you let Gloria go at first. Why did you, why did you?”
-
-In the retelling of the story that had occupied her mind all these
-weeks, putting all her fears into words, it seemed that the danger she
-told had grown fourfold. When she had tried to tell Terry his very
-attitude of uncomprehension had made her story sound unreal, but when
-she told it now, she saw belief and understanding in Pendragon’s eyes,
-and something else—a resignation that maddened her. It was as if he
-watched Gloria being murdered and made no movement to protect her.
-
-“Why, why?” she demanded again, grasping his arm with tense fingers. She
-could almost have shaken him.
-
-He seemed quite unmoved by her excitement.
-
-“Gloria had met George before we were married,” he said in his quiet
-voice. “She found him ill, you know, and paid his debts and got him a
-doctor, and when he was well he wanted to serve her. I didn’t like him
-and advised her not to take him; it would have been much better for him
-to go back to his profession, but he begged to come and she liked him;
-perhaps his devotion flattered her. Everything went well until the night
-when Gloria was to open in a new play. I never went much to the theatre.
-I thought it better to leave her alone in her professional life, and on
-this night the planet Eros—a small planet discovered quite recently in
-our new solar system—was to be very near—much nearer than it had ever
-been but once before, much nearer than it would be again for many years.
-The first time the astronomers of the world had missed a wonderful
-opportunity; this time they were all watching. We were to take
-photographs if the weather permitted; by means of Eros and comparative
-calculations we would discover something exact about the distance and
-weight of many other planets. It was the opportunity of a century.
-
-“We had a small flat in London and George was acting as a sort of butler
-and sometimes valeting me as well. I hated having him around, but Gloria
-said he was happier when he was busy. I remember now everything that
-happened and how he looked at me. ‘You are going to the theatre tonight,
-Sir?’ he said, and I had the impression that he often gave me, that he
-was being impertinent, almost insulting, though there was neither
-impertinence nor insult in his words or manner.
-
-“‘No; I’m due at the observatory,’ I answered. There had been no idea of
-my going to the opening in my mind, or in Gloria’s, I think, until that
-moment, but when George had left us she turned on me with reproaches.
-She said that I took no interest in her work; that I was jealous of her
-career and that I must choose between her and the stars that night. I
-dare say I was very stupid, but she seemed quite strange and
-unreasonable as I had never seen her before, and I said some rather
-nasty things. She said if I did not go to the theatre she would never
-return to the flat. Of course I said that was unnecessary—that I would
-go. I did; expecting a message from her every day. The only message I
-got was from her lawyers in Paris, where she had gone for a divorce.
-That’s the story.”
-
-He stopped talking now, but Ruth waited. Over the hills the rose flush
-had faded, the thin, keen blade of the almost disappearing moon hung
-like a scimitar in a field of dark purple and resting above it a star
-hung, trembling, as if waiting for the cold arms of a laggard lover.
-
-“I suppose half confidences won’t do,” he said at last. “I still love
-Gloria; what man once having loved her could forget? ‘Time cannot change
-nor custom stale her infinite variety’; but of what use to fight one’s
-destiny—in another incarnation, perhaps. I cannot believe all that you
-say of George. That he is a Mahatma is doubtless true, that he loves
-Gloria is gruesomely natural, that he hates me and has put upon me this
-mind-born malady is reasonable, but that he should possess, or even
-aspire to possess, Gloria is incredible.”
-
-There was a sadness on his face, another worldness in his eyes, but
-there was no light of battle there, and Ruth, whose youth and energy
-cried out for action, felt as if she were beating with futile hands
-against a stone wall.
-
-“But he does want her, and he’s going to succeed if you don’t do
-something. If he has the power to kill you, he has the power to do these
-other things too. Even if you don’t believe this, you must do something
-to save your own life.”
-
-“I’m afraid I’m not very keen about living; if I die now it is an easy
-way out—”
-
-She wanted to protest that if he had courage he might yet win Gloria
-again, but she did not dare raise hopes that might never be fulfilled.
-Even if Gloria were saved from the Prince who could tell that she might
-not marry Terry?
-
-“That’s weak, and cowardly,” she said, “and if you believe in the wisdom
-of the East you know that in the next life you will not enjoy the fruit
-of any joy for which you have not struggled in this. You are selfish,
-too. Even if you no longer care for your own life, you must do what you
-can to help Gloria.”
-
-“She no longer wants anything from me; she would only resent my
-interference.”
-
-“You are thinking only of yourself—what difference can her attitude make
-now? Promise me that you will do something—promise—”
-
-“Perhaps the voice of youth is the voice to follow—I am afraid I have
-grown old and age does not love knighthood, but I promise that if I see
-any way in which to change her destiny and mine, I will make what effort
-I can. I will think about it.”
-
-It was almost dark now, and Gloria was standing beside them before they
-saw her.
-
-“Angela’s been looking for you; she wants you to play billiards, Ruth.”
-
-“But I don’t know how.”
-
-“That doesn’t make any difference; neither do I and neither does Miss
-Gilchrist; you just stand around and make the men wish that you’d go
-away and let them have a good game—but don’t go just yet,” as Ruth
-started away. “I want to say something to Professor Pendragon and I
-don’t want to be alone with him.”
-
-Ruth could not see his face very clearly, but she saw his long white
-hands clenching over the arms of his chair.
-
-“I thought, of course, when we met this morning, that you would find
-some excuse for going away on the next train, Percy.”
-
-“Why should I do that, Gloria? I did not know you were coming; you did
-not know I was here. We have been thrown together for a brief time.
-Neither Mr. nor Mrs. Peyton-Russell knows that we have met before. I
-have promised to stay over the New Year. John knows I haven’t any
-particular business interest to call me away. I thought the least
-conspicuous thing would be to stay. My illness makes it easy for me to
-stay much in my own rooms. We need not meet often, but if you wish, of
-course, I can go tomorrow.”
-
-There was no trace of bitterness or anger in his voice. He spoke in a
-cold, casual way as if he were discussing some rather boring detail of
-business.
-
-“I do wish it very much—Prince Aglipogue has asked Angela to announce
-our engagement tomorrow night. Of course no one but Ruth and Mr. Riordan
-knows that we have ever met before, but it will be awkward for me, even
-though you seem to have forgotten everything.”
-
-Her voice, as cold as his at the beginning, deepened and trembled on the
-last words, whether with tears or anger Ruth could not tell. She only
-knew that both of these people were suffering as only proud people can
-suffer and she did not want to watch. She tried to slip away, but
-Gloria’s hand on her arm restrained her.
-
-“Really, Gloria, I don’t see why you should announce a thing like that;
-you might as well make an announcement every time you buy a new frock.”
-
-The words could not have cut Gloria more than they did Ruth. Surely this
-was not the man who not fifteen minutes earlier had told her that he
-still loved Gloria? If he had hated her he could have said nothing more
-rude. She felt Gloria’s hand tighten on her arm as if for support.
-
-“I will go, then; you need not trouble,” she said in a low voice.
-
-“No; forgive me—I will go on the early train.”
-
-But already Gloria had turned and was walking away, and Ruth, not
-knowing what to say, followed, her heart aching for both the woman and
-the lonely man outside. Gloria did not pause nor look back and Ruth
-suspected that she dared not turn her face for fear of disclosing tears.
-
-The warm air inside made Ruth realize for the first time that, though
-sheltered, it was very cold outside. She hesitated, wondering whether to
-follow Gloria or to go back and beg Professor Pendragon not to remain
-longer out of doors. Gloria decided her by walking steadily forward and
-turning into her own room, closing the door behind her.
-
-He was still sitting where they had left him, staring out into the
-blue-black sky. Even his hands still clung tightly to the arms of his
-chair as they had when she had left him.
-
-“I’ve just discovered that it’s terrifically cold out here and you ought
-to come in,” she said, trying to speak as if nothing had happened.
-
-“The nurse was to have come out for me a long time ago; I dare say she
-saw us talking and went back. If you think you could push the chair for
-me—I haven’t any crutches here—I will go in,” he answered in the same
-tone.
-
-Without speaking she moved to the back of the chair and began wheeling
-him toward the door. It really moved very easily. She stopped at the
-door, opened it and pushed him through.
-
-“Which door?” she asked.
-
-“That one,” he pointed.
-
-It was next to Gloria’s room and across the hall from her own. The
-obvious thought came to her of how these two, apparently so near, were
-separated by a bridgeless ocean of misunderstanding.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
-
-“It’s a worse storm than the one that held up your train; it’s rather
-Christmasy and all that, but it’s rather unfortunate, because the nurse
-has become alarmed about Professor Pendragon and he wanted to take the
-early train back to New York. We’ve telephoned Dr. Gerstens, and if it’s
-possible for anything to travel five miles through this snow storm he’ll
-be here.”
-
-Ruth glanced across the breakfast table at Gloria while Angela was
-speaking, but there was no annoyance on Gloria’s face, only a desperate
-fear looked out of her eyes. Again it seemed to Ruth that she was a
-trapped bird.
-
-“How about the children?” asked Mr. Peyton-Russell.
-
-“Oh, these storms never last more than a few hours; by noon it will be
-over and most of them can get here—those that only live a few miles
-away. They’re accustomed to weather like this—unless James refuses to
-take out the horses—James, you know, thinks more of the horses than he
-does of us,” she continued, turning to the others. “You know every
-Christmas John has the most beautiful custom. He gees around to all the
-farm houses and collects the children and brings them here to play games
-and enjoy our Christmas tree. I expect you to help entertain them, Ruth.
-You’re the youngest person here.”
-
-“I’m afraid I don’t know much about children, but I’ll try.”
-
-“I’ll help,” said Terry quickly.
-
-“I knew you would,” said Angela, and they all laughed, though Ruth could
-see nothing to laugh at. She was beginning to fear that the events of
-the last weeks had dulled her wits.
-
-“Can’t Pendragon take the afternoon train if it clears up?” asked Mr.
-Peyton-Russell.
-
-“The nurse won’t let him; says he can’t stand sleeping cars. She simply
-won’t let him go until morning—and perhaps when Dr. Gerstens comes he’ll
-say it isn’t necessary—though he has looked rather badly the last few
-days. You know at first I quite forgot that he was ill until he would
-try to walk. I like him so much—don’t you think it’s awfully sweet of me
-to like John’s friends, Gloria?”
-
-Angela was in one of her juvenile moods in which Gloria usually
-encouraged her, but now she only answered:
-
-“Yes, very.”
-
-“It is the duty of a good wife to like the friends of her husband,” said
-Prince Aglipogue, who by this time had sufficiently satisfied the first
-keen edge of the appetite acquired through the night to begin taking
-part in the conversation.
-
-This remark was a challenge to Miss Gilchrist, who began a long talk on
-the duty of every woman to retain her individuality after marriage,
-illustrating her talk with examples of what the unfortunate man who
-married her might expect. And no one was rude enough or brave enough to
-tell her that all these plans and warnings on her part were unnecessary.
-Ruth didn’t even listen. She had discovered that Miss Gilchrist never
-required an answer to anything she said. She was content if only allowed
-to go on talking.
-
-It was at such times as these that everything that Ruth had seen in the
-past and everything she feared for the future seemed most unreal and
-incredible.
-
-Surely here in this warm room with its glowing fire, its flowers and
-birds, among these every-day people, eating breakfast and chatting of
-ordinary things, there could be nothing more sinister than the snow
-storm outside; and that only seemed to add to the comfort and good cheer
-within.
-
-Then she saw George glide across the far end of the long room, silent,
-dark-clad, swift, and she remembered that this was not only Christmas
-Eve; it was also the dark of the moon. The children would come to play
-before the Christmas tree in the afternoon—and at night the doom of the
-daughter of Shiva would fall. Later she knew that it was in this moment
-that she thought again of the words of Professor Pendragon: “If I had an
-enemy I would destroy his faith in his power to harm,” and she knew what
-it was that she must do.
-
-Angela was right. The snow stopped falling before ten o’clock. They had
-all been keeping country hours and had breakfasted at eight, and they
-all watched James drive off in the huge sleigh that was to bring the
-children to the Christmas party.
-
-There would not be as many as usual, for James had been forced to make a
-late start and he could not travel very rapidly in the deep snow and the
-children must be there at three o’clock if they were to start home early
-in the evening. For these very good reasons he could not stop at more
-than four or five of the very nearest farms. However, as each farm could
-provide from two to six children, there promised to be quite enough to
-keep Ruth busy if she was to amuse them.
-
-The idea of amusing children rather frightened Ruth, but she was
-relieved when Angela took them to see the tree. It had all been very
-nicely arranged with enough mechanical amusement to relieve her of any
-very great responsibility. The tree—a very big one—was in a large room
-from which most of the furniture, except a few chairs, had been
-thoughtfully removed. Aside from the candles and tinsel ornaments there
-were dozens of small gifts, of little value, but suitable almost for any
-child, together with the usual “Christian sweets,” as Terry called them,
-which Ruth remembered to have received herself from Church Christmas
-trees, and to have seen nowhere else at any time. Then there was to be
-tea with lots of cakes and chocolate and nuts and fruit, and altogether
-Ruth could see that there would not be more than one torturing hour in
-which she would have to “amuse the children.” Besides they would
-probably amuse themselves.
-
-“Why not teach them poetry games?” suggested Miss Gilchrist, “those
-lovely things of Vachel Lindsay’s, where the poetry is interpreted by
-motion—”
-
-“Better let them play games they know,” said Angela. “They only have an
-hour or two, and there won’t be time to teach them anything new.”
-
-“Oh, very well. I was only suggesting; of course if you prefer the
-old-fashioned, undirected play—but it seemed to me a splendid
-opportunity to bring beauty into the lives of children who might never
-have another opportunity of studying it. I have gone in for child study,
-you know, quite deeply; I may say that child culture is my—”
-
-Ruth feared that she was going to say it was her chief métier, but
-Angela interrupted with:
-
-“I think I’ll have some little tables brought in for the tea. Children
-are so awkward about cups and things, and perhaps they’ll feel less shy
-if they’re all sitting together round a table.”
-
-Though her ideas about modern child culture seemed to meet with so
-little approval, Miss Gilchrist did not absent herself from the party.
-She was with Ruth and Terry and Mr. and Mrs. Peyton-Russell while they
-watched the arrival of the sleigh load of shouting children. Prince
-Aglipogue was, of course, far too dignified to take any interest and
-Gloria had absented herself since breakfast as if she feared that she
-would have to meet Pendragon again.
-
-“They didn’t seem to mind meeting at all,” Terry had said to her the day
-before, but when Angela had spoken of Professor Pendragon’s dangerous
-condition and his plan of returning to the city, Ruth had caught his
-glance and knew that he understood at least in part—at least as much as
-any one else could understand. She did not intend to tell him anything
-about her own conversation with Pendragon or the scene between him and
-Gloria which she had witnessed. She knew that she had been there, not so
-much as a confidante, as an artificial barrier between two people who
-otherwise could not have borne the pain of meeting. The experience had
-made her feel very old, and now the idea of entertaining children seemed
-almost preposterous.
-
-The door was opened and the little guests came trooping into the big
-hall, but something seemed to have happened when they clambered out of
-the sleigh. They had been laughing after the most approved manner of
-childhood. Ruth could swear to that. She had seen their faces and some
-of the shrill shouts had penetrated into the house. Now they stood, with
-wide, curious eyes and solemn demeanour, the little ones were huddling
-close behind the older ones and all looking like shy, frightened wood
-things. They followed Mr. Peyton-Russell into the room of the Christmas
-tree; they looked, but where were the cries of delight with which Ruth
-had expected them to hail this wonder? Beyond shy “yes” and “no” to
-questions they said nothing. They stood like little, wooden images while
-the maids separated them from vast quantities of little coats, sweaters,
-knitted caps, hoods, mufflers, and overshoes. Ruth hoped that they would
-breathe sighs of relief and begin to look happy after that, but they
-didn’t. They stood quite solemnly where they were and Angela and her
-husband, who were to return later to distribute the gifts, fled, leaving
-them to be “amused.” The electric candles on the tree had been lighted,
-though it was a bright day, and some of the bolder children drew near to
-it, but still they did not talk. It seemed that entrance into the house
-had made them strangers to each other as well as to their hosts, and
-they looked so dull Ruth wondered, remembering the hordes of dark-faced
-children she had seen playing in Washington Square, if country children
-were duller than city children.
-
-“Let me start them,” said Miss Gilchrist, talking quite audibly as if
-the children could not hear. “I have a great way with children.” She
-threw an ogreish smile at them as she spoke and one little girl
-instinctively drew near to Terry as if for protection.
-
-“Now, children, what shall we play?” she asked in what was doubtless
-intended to be an engaging tone of voice.
-
-For a long time no one spoke; then a little girl—the tallest little girl
-there—whispered just audibly:
-
-“Kissing games.”
-
-Terry grinned delightedly, but Miss Gilchrist flushed a dark purple.
-
-“No, indeed,” she said, still in her schoolteacher voice. “I’m sure the
-other children do not want to play games like that. Tell me what you
-play at school.” But again there was silence. Though some of the little
-boys had giggled, there were indications that most of the children did
-want to play “kissing games,” probably because those were the only
-indoor games they knew.
-
-“Why not let them play the games they’re accustomed to playing—isn’t
-there one called—er—post-office?” he questioned the little girl. She
-nodded emphatically, and Miss Gilchrist, casting looks expressive of
-deep disgust at both Terry and Ruth, departed. In her absence the
-children seemed to gain confidence. They told Terry their names and
-recalled to him such details of the fascinating game of post-office as
-he had forgotten.
-
-“D’you really mean you never played it?” he asked Ruth.
-
-“I’m sorry; I didn’t know it was so important.”
-
-“No child’s education complete without it; but it’s never too late to
-mend your ways, so you can learn now.”
-
-At first Ruth couldn’t help feeling rather ridiculous, but the children
-after five minutes of play seemed to regard her as one of them, and
-Terry was perhaps a bit younger than the youngest boy there. They
-progressed from one game to another, and to Ruth it seemed that every
-game, no matter how harmless on the surface, called for some declaration
-in rhyme about “the un that I luf best,” followed by a kiss to prove it,
-and she was in constant fear that the etiquette of play would require
-that she kiss Terry, but it never did. Evidently Terry understood these
-things far better than she did, for while he kissed every little maid in
-the room and every little boy made declaration of his love for her, they
-never had to kiss each other.
-
-Still it was a relief when tea was brought in; a relief to the children
-as well, if one could judge by the enthusiasm with which they greeted
-it, and afterward John Peyton-Russell and Angela and Gloria and even
-Prince Aglipogue came in to see the distribution of gifts.
-
-They all sat in rows, “Like in Sunday School,” as Ruth heard one of the
-little girls whisper, while Mr. Peyton-Russell made a little speech and
-gave out the gifts. Gloria’s cheeks were flushed and her eyes were
-unnaturally bright, Ruth thought, but as always under stress of emotion,
-she was hiding behind words, amusing words with a touch of acid behind
-them.
-
-“He used to invite the parents, too,” she told Ruth; “sort of lord of
-the manor pose; but he found that American farmers do not lend
-themselves well to the tenantry idea; they came and then sent him
-invitations as a return of hospitality. They simply would not be
-faithful retainers, and then”—
-
-“I’m afraid Aggie’s being bored—not enough to drink for one thing—Angela
-is so conservative—dinner tonight will cheer him—some more people
-coming; the Brixtons and their guests, I think. Hope Percy has the good
-grace to keep to his rooms even though he didn’t leave.”
-
-“He couldn’t, you know, because of the storm this morning,” defended
-Ruth.
-
-“I say, is he going to die, do you think?” she asked suddenly.
-
-“No—what made you ask that?” Ruth felt her eyes shifting in spite of her
-efforts to meet Gloria’s clear gaze.
-
-“I don’t know—something in the look of him when we left him there in his
-wheel chair—you know everything is finished for us, but still it would
-be terrible! I should hate to have Percy die, though God knows I have
-enough ex-husbands to be able to spare just one.”
-
-Her shrill, mirthless laughter rose above the chatter of the children’s
-voices.
-
-“Don’t, Gloria—please don’t—I can’t bear it!”
-
-“Look here, child—are you—do you love Percy?” Her voice had changed now,
-all the hardness gone from it—it was almost the mother tone. Her words
-startled Ruth more than anything that had gone before.
-
-“Love Professor Pendragon? Of course not. I like him awfully well—I’m
-afraid I think you’ve treated him very badly and perhaps I’m sorry for
-him, but I never thought of him in any other way. What made you ask
-that?”
-
-Gloria listened, at first with a little puzzled line between her perfect
-brows, and then, convinced of Ruth’s sincerity, her face cleared.
-
-“I don’t know—something Terry said first gave me the idea. I think he
-got the impression from something you said. And it wouldn’t be so
-strange, would it? Percy _is_ attractive.”
-
-“Much more attractive than that horrible creature,” said Ruth, glancing
-in Prince Aglipogue’s direction.
-
-Gloria shrugged her shoulders and did not reply. One could say anything
-to Gloria. She was never offended because people did not agree with her,
-nor did the opinions of other people change or influence her own actions
-or beliefs in any way.
-
-Ruth did not try to talk any more. She was thinking of what Gloria had
-said about Terry. If Terry thought that she was interested in
-Pendragon—if she could have made a mistake like this—wasn’t it possible
-that she had made a mistake in thinking that Terry loved Gloria? Somehow
-since their adventure on the train together he had not seemed so
-inaccessible. Reason had told her that he was unattainable, but
-something stronger than reason had told another story. There had been an
-indefinable something different in his attitude toward her during the
-last few days—something like a prelude—something for which they were
-both waiting. Still, she must not deceive herself with false hopes.
-There were so many things for which she was waiting—things that would
-happen now she knew within a very few hours.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
-
-The other guests had come, so that there were twelve people around the
-Christmas Eve dinner table, among them Professor Pendragon, in whose
-quiet face Ruth thought she read some new resolve. Surely he must have
-some purpose in thus joining the others when he knew that tonight
-Gloria’s engagement to Prince Aglipogue would be announced, and when his
-illness would have made his absence seem quite plausible. He moved about
-so unobtrusively as to make his infirmity almost unnoticed, and now,
-seated beside Ruth, she found it difficult to believe that he was really
-paralysed. She talked to him of trivial things, ordinary dinner chat, or
-listened to the others, wondering within herself what secrets lay behind
-those smiling masks of triviality.
-
-If Gloria and Pendragon, who had once been married, could meet thus as
-strangers, if she and Terry knowing their secret, or at least a part of
-it, could calmly pretend to the world that they did not know, might not
-all these other people have secrets, too—old memories that wine would
-not drown, meetings and partings whose pleasure or pain even time could
-not dim—immortal loves and hates still living, but sealed securely in
-coffins of conventionality?
-
-Hundreds of candles flashed against dark walls, stained to a semblance
-of old age; bright scarlet holly berries nestled against their green
-waxen leaves, and dark, red roses shed their heavy perfume over
-everything. The dinner was being a great success, for there were no
-awkward lulls in conversation, and, while Ruth in her youth and
-innocence did not know it, Angela Peyton-Russell was blessed with an
-excellent cook, without whose services the faces of the men present
-would not have been so happy. Ruth did not even observe what she ate,
-but Prince Aglipogue, upon whose face sat heavy satisfaction, could have
-told to the smallest grain of condiment exactly what each dish
-contained.
-
-Some one suggested that there were enough people to dance, and Angela,
-realizing the advantages of spontaneity in entertainment, eagerly
-acquiesced. They would dance for an hour or two after dinner and she
-would have her little “show” later; but the guests themselves would have
-to supply the music.
-
-The Prince, who could be agreeable when he chose, immediately offered
-his services and his violin if Miss Gilchrist would accompany him with
-the piano.
-
-It would all be just like an old-fashioned country dance, and “so
-delightfully Bohemian,” Angela thought. She was tremendously happy over
-the success of her Christmas party, and her husband was tremendously
-satisfied because of the success of his beautiful wife in the luxury of
-his beautiful home; but Ruth’s heart ached whenever she heard Gloria’s
-liquid laughter because there were tears in it, and in the steady fire
-of Professor Pendragon’s dark eyes she saw a flame more pitiful than the
-funeral pyre of a Sati.
-
-He talked a little, very quietly of trivial things, sometimes to her,
-sometimes to the others, and Ruth took courage from his calmness. Only
-as the party grew more gay it seemed to her that under all the sparkle
-and the gaiety there was a silence louder than the noise, like the heavy
-hush that falls on nature before the thunder clap and the revealing
-flash have ushered in a storm. So strong was this sense of waiting that
-when their host stood with upraised glass, her hand instinctively went
-out and rested for a brief second on Professor Pendragon’s arm, as if
-she would shield him. Then she saw Terry looking at her, and remembering
-what Angela had said to her that afternoon, she quickly withdrew it.
-There had been no need to touch him, for Pendragon, like the others at
-the table, turned his attention to John Peyton-Russell, listening to his
-words as if they held no especial significance for him.
-
-“I want John to make the announcement,” Angela had said. “It gives him
-such pleasure to make speeches. He simply adores it.”
-
-Evidently she knew her husband’s tastes, for with the halting words and
-awkward phraseology of the man accustomed to addressing nothing gayer
-than a board of directors’ meeting, he stumbled at great length and with
-obvious self-satisfaction through a speech in which he proposed that
-they drink to the approaching marriage of Gloria Mayfield and Prince
-Aglipogue.
-
-His words were greeted with enthusiasm by all those to whom they meant
-nothing except that a more or less famous actress was to marry a fat
-foreign prince. Ruth heard a woman near her whisper to the man at her
-right:
-
-“Will this make her third or her fourth?”
-
-And the response:
-
-“I’ve lost count.”
-
-The Prince was responding now—something stilted and elaborate, but Ruth
-did not hear. The dinner had become a nightmare. She wanted to escape.
-Concealed in the girdle of her frock was the little revolver that Terry
-had given her. She could feel its weight, and it comforted her.
-
-Somehow the dinner ended and Ruth with the others followed Angela to a
-drawing-room that had been denuded of rugs for dancing. A few months
-before Ruth would have thought all these people charming, the women
-beautiful, the men distinguished. Now they were repulsive to her. How
-could they listen unprotesting to the announcement that Gloria, the
-beautiful and good (no power on earth could have persuaded Ruth that
-Gloria was not good), was to marry an ugly ogre like Prince Aglipogue?
-
-His fat face wreathed in smiles now, he stood, tucking his violin under
-his third chin, and then he played—he played, and even Ruth forgot the
-source of the music. It was not Prince Aglipogue that played, but some
-slender, dark Hungarian gypsy whose music was addressed to an
-unattainable princess, ’neath whose window he stood, bathed in
-moonlight. She threw a rose to him and he crushed it against a heart
-that broke with joyous pain of loving.
-
-Some little time he played before any one danced; then the insensate
-callousness of people who “must be amused” triumphed over the music and
-the stupid gyrations of the modern dance which every one had been forced
-to learn in self-protection—for those who do not dance must watch, and
-the insult to the eyes is too great to be borne.
-
-Perhaps after all the music of Aglipogue’s violin did move them; perhaps
-it was only that they had dined too well; perhaps because the company
-was so small that twice men found themselves dancing with their own
-wives; for any, or all, or none of these reasons, they tired of dancing
-early and were ready for Angela’s much-advertised “show.”
-
-Terry had been dancing with Ruth, and she knew that there was something
-that he wanted to say to her. She guessed that it was something about
-Gloria, but she did not want to talk to Terry about Gloria. He could not
-understand and she regretted that she had tried to make him understand.
-She could not discuss Gloria with any one, not even Terry. She knew what
-she had to do and her whole mind was set on that. If she talked to Terry
-his lack of faith would weaken her purpose. She left him now, abruptly,
-ignoring the look of reproach in his eyes, and walked beside Professor
-Pendragon, who was moving slowly on his crutches, a little behind the
-others. She meant to stay close beside him through the rest of the
-night.
-
-In the room that had been the scene of the children’s party that
-afternoon a stage had been put up—a low platform covered with a black
-velvet carpet and divided in half by a black curtain on which the signs
-of the Zodiac were embroidered in gold thread. The Christmas tree was
-still in the room, but unlighted and shoved away into an obscure corner.
-To Ruth it looked pitiful, like an old man, Father Christmas perhaps,
-who sat back watching with sorrowful eyes the unchristmas-like
-amusements of modern humanity. There was a piano on the stage. For a
-woman who was herself “unmusical,” Angela had more pianos in her house
-than any one in the world, Ruth decided.
-
-In a semicircle, very close to the stage, chairs had been placed, and
-here the company seated themselves, with much more or less witty comment
-about what they might expect from behind the mysterious curtain. Behind
-them was another row of chairs, which, carrying out Mr. Peyton-Russell’s
-“lord of the manor” pose, the household servants had been invited to
-occupy. They came, with quiet curiosity, one or two of the maids
-stifling yawns that led Ruth to suspect they would much rather have gone
-to bed.
-
-The semi-circular arrangement of the chairs made those at the ends of
-the row much closer to the stage than those in the centre. On one of
-these end chairs sat Professor Pendragon, his crutches resting beside
-him on the floor, and next to him sat Ruth. Then came some of the dinner
-guests, the other house guests, including Gloria and Prince Aglipogue,
-being at the farther end of the row; the room was dimly lighted and the
-stage itself had only one light, a ghostly green lamp, seemingly
-suspended in the middle of the black curtain, in the shape of a waning
-moon. Instinctively voices were hushed and people talked to each other
-in whispers. Only Ruth and Professor Pendragon did not speak. She could
-not know of what he was thinking, but she knew that in herself thought
-was suspended. She sat watching her hand clasping the tiny revolver
-concealed in her girdle.
-
-John Peyton-Russell then announced that Miss Gilchrist (if she had a
-Christian name no one ever heard it) had consented to recite some of her
-own poems. The relaxation of the company, almost visible, was half
-disappointment, half relief. The stage set had led them to expect
-something unusual, and they were only going to be bored.
-
-Miss Gilchrist seated herself at the piano, on which she accompanied
-herself. Ruth did not know if her words were as bad as her music, for
-she did not understand them, and from certain whispered comments she
-knew that no one else did, with the possible exception of Miss Gilchrist
-herself.
-
-Some one else—a pretty, blond young thing with a “parlour voice,” sang
-an old English Christmas carol that sounded like sacrilege. Then Prince
-Aglipogue sang. Ruth never hated him so much as when he sang because
-then as at no other time he created the illusion of an understanding
-soul. His painting was obvious trickery; his violin playing of a quality
-that did not discredit the composer, for he had been trained to a
-parrot-like perfection; but when he sang he created the illusion of
-greatness—Purcell, Brahms, Richard Strauss—it did not matter whose music
-he sang; one felt that he understood, and it angered Ruth that when she
-closed her eyes she forgot the singer and could understand how Gloria
-might marry and even love the possessor of this voice.
-
-Aglipogue always maintained that the war had ruined his career. He had
-an opera engagement in Germany in 1914, and when the war came he could
-not go to fill it. So he had remained in the States, and his amazing
-versatility had enabled him to earn a living as an artist. Now the end
-of the war had opened new opportunities and he was going to South
-America in concert work. Ruth had never quite believed his boasting. She
-did not think that any man’s work could be bigger than himself—that any
-artist could express something bigger than that contained in his own
-soul; and the soul of Prince Aglipogue was a weak, cowardly, hateful
-thing. Yet his voice moved her, attracted and repelled, cast a spell
-over her, exotic, fascinating, yet sinister as if the music were only a
-prelude to the wicked necromancy of the Hindoo that was to follow.
-
-The voice ceased, and Prince Aglipogue, alone of all the company unmoved
-by his own voice, resumed his place at Gloria’s side. For a brief
-breathing minute no one moved. John Peyton-Russell seemed to have
-forgotten his cue. Then he rose and told them that the real surprise was
-to come, an exhibition of magic by Karkotaka, a famous Indian Mahatma.
-It was the first time that Ruth had ever heard George’s Hindoo name and
-she suspected that it was no more his real name than was George. She
-thought she remembered an Indian story in which a certain Karkotaka
-figured as king of the serpents, a sort of demi-god.
-
-All eyes were on the dark curtain now, but if they expected it to rise
-or to be drawn aside they were disappointed. Instead, it parted silently
-and Karkotaka, George, glided through, dressed not in the costume of a
-Brahman, but of a mediæval prince of India. Instead of a turban he wore
-a high jewelled headdress. A single piece of cloth, dark blue in colour
-and gemmed with small gold stars, was draped about him, leaving one arm
-and shoulder bare, and descending to his feet, which were encased in
-jewelled sandals. Even Ruth, who had expected something extraordinary,
-gasped as he stood bowing before them. The dignity that had shown even
-through his servant’s dress was now one hundred times more apparent. He
-moved with a lithe grace as became the king of the serpents, slowly
-moving his bare bronze arms until it seemed to Ruth they coiled and
-writhed like living snakes. Under his headdress his eyes gleamed more
-brightly than the jewels above.
-
-He had come upon the stage with nothing in his hands, and except for the
-piano it was empty, certainly empty of all the paraphernalia of
-legerdemain. Then, suddenly he held in his hand a small brass bowl. He
-made a sign to some one in the back of the room, who had evidently been
-detailed to help him, and a servant gave him a carafe of ice water. This
-he set down beside the bowl. Then he offered the bowl to the spectators
-for examination. Ruth noticed that he was so close to them that it was
-not even necessary to step down from the low stage. Two or three men who
-“Never saw a trick yet I couldn’t see through” examined the bowl with
-sceptical eyes and pronounced it quite ordinary. Then George poured ice
-water from the carafe into the bowl and again offered it for inspection.
-Several people touched it with their hands and pronounced the water with
-which it was quite filled to be ice cold. Then George set the bowl down
-before him and covered it with a small silk handkerchief. He waved his
-hands over it three times, removed the handkerchief, and they saw steam
-rising from the ice water. Again George offered the bowl for inspection.
-Terry dipped his fingers into the water and as quickly removed them with
-an exclamation of pain. The water was almost too hot to touch.
-
-Then from nowhere appeared the little mound of sand and watering pot
-indispensable to any self-respecting Indian fakir. Several people
-whispered, “The mango tree—that’s an old one.” Throughout George had not
-spoken one word. He seemed to be unconscious of his audience except when
-he asked them to examine something. To Ruth there seemed in his studied
-leisure a conscious effort to disguise haste. He bent now over the sand,
-pouring water on it and pressing it up into a little hillock of mud;
-then he covered it with a cloth, beneath which his hands were still
-busy. Then he moved away and seemed to be muttering charms. When he
-returned and removed the cloth there was the little mango sprout with
-its two leathery leaves. Again the plant was covered, next time to
-appear several inches tall with more leaves, and so on until it had
-reached a height of more than a foot.
-
-It was all very wonderful, as was also the fountain of water that sprang
-from the tip of his index finger, until he seemed to chide it, whereupon
-it disappeared from his hand and was seen spouting from the top of the
-piano. Dissatisfied, he lit a candle and, calling to the water, made it
-spring from the candle flame itself. Then he called again, spread out
-his arms, and the stream, leaving the still lighted candle, separated
-and sprang from his five outspread fingertips.
-
-In an ordinary music hall the people who watched would doubtless have
-conceded that it was clever, but here in an ordinary drawing-room in an
-ordinary country house in the Berkshires on Christmas Eve, the
-performance became something more than legerdemain. It bordered on the
-supernatural and they sat silent and fascinated.
-
-Suddenly with an annoyed gesture he threw up his hands, apparently
-throwing off the water, which instantaneously began to flow in myriad
-streams from his headdress, reminding Ruth of Shiva, who, with his hair,
-separated the flow of the sacred river when it came down from the
-Himalayas. George removed his headdress, disclosing a close white turban
-beneath, and the flow of the fountain died as unceremoniously as it had
-begun.
-
-The servant who was standing nearby waiting for his signal now handed
-George an ordinary walking stick, which George silently offered for
-inspection. After some examination it was agreed that it was a very
-ordinary walking stick indeed. George whirled it about his head and
-dropped it before his feet—it was a writhing snake. Several women
-screamed. Fountains were pretty, but they were in no mood for snakes.
-George picked up the snake again and whirled it around his head. It was
-an ordinary walking stick, though the men hesitated to re-examine it for
-proof.
-
-George balanced the stick on his finger, holding his arm out straight
-before him, and it began to writhe and twist, a snake with open, hissing
-mouth and darting tongue. He dropped it—the same women screamed again,
-then laughed hysterically as they saw the common piece of wood before
-them.
-
-“This sort of thing is all very well from a distance, but I don’t really
-care for snakes at such close quarters,” Ruth heard some one whisper.
-
-Ruth glanced at Professor Pendragon beside her, but his eyes were fixed
-on George. There was an eager light in his eyes as if he, too, were
-waiting, and his firm set lips were curved in a smile. Again her hand
-sought Terry’s gift. If all these people here were the victims of
-hypnotic illusions, she at least must keep one corner of her brain free
-and untouched. Pendragon’s presence there was proof that he had decided
-to fight, and she must help him. In the semi-darkness of the room she
-could not see Gloria, but she heard her laughter like thin bells over
-snow-covered hills—it seemed to echo round the room, and she fancied
-that George, bending over the task of clearing away the things with
-which he had been working, winced as he heard it, as if the frost of her
-mirth had bitten into his heart.
-
-The stage was all clear again now, and he bowed deeply before them three
-times. There was a restless movement among the watchers. Perhaps they
-thought this was the end, but Ruth waited, her heart high up in her
-throat and standing still with fear that she would somehow fail to do
-the thing she had decided upon.
-
-George moved slowly backward toward the curtain and parted it with his
-two hands, still facing them. Then reaching back he grasped a heavy
-object behind him and dragged it into the centre of the stage, the
-curtains closing behind him. He stood back now and they could see what
-looked like a large ebony chest. He knelt before it, and Ruth could see
-that there was more of reverence than utility in his attitude, as he
-lifted the deep lid that seemed to divide the chest in half. Before her
-eyes she saw forming the altar she had twice seen before. The side of
-the lifted top made a wide platform. It was there that _It_ would lie.
-From a compartment in the lifted half he took an antique lamp, which he
-set on what now looked like the base of the altar. Ruth had removed the
-revolver from her girdle—the cold metal saved her from screaming aloud
-as George lit the lamp—a pale blue flame from which, on the instant,
-heavy, odorous spirals of smoke began to rise, filling the silent room
-with the insidious perfume of idolatry. For a moment the smoke seemed to
-blind her eyes. Then she saw—
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
-
-A sigh, more like a gasp, ran through the room—from nowhere apparently,
-by some trick of slight of hand, by some optical illusion, by some power
-of hypnosis, they all saw a huge snake coiled on top of what had been an
-ebony chest, but was now an altar, and before it knelt a priest whose
-last incarnation had surely been thousands of years before kind Buddha
-came to bless or curse the world with his doctrine of annihilation.
-
-Then for the first time Karkotaka moved his lips in audible
-speech—swaying on his knees before the altar, he chanted what no one
-could doubt was a hymn of praise and supplication to the snake that lay
-coiled inert above the lamp. For some moments he chanted while they
-waited with held breath, fascinated, repelled, frightened, for once in
-their sophisticated lives, into silence.
-
-Then the coiled mass began to move—its head was raised and they could
-see its cold, glittering eyes; it seemed to be swaying as Karkotaka
-swayed in time to the chant. The clouds of incense grew thicker and they
-could scarcely see each other’s faces had they looked, but their eyes
-were held by the tableau on the stage, the kneeling, swaying, chanting
-priest and the reptile that swayed in response. Ever higher and higher
-reared the evil head, swaying always further and further toward the end
-of the semicircle at which Ruth and Pendragon were sitting. Ruth sensed
-his presence at her side and knew the tenseness of his waiting, but she
-dared not turn her eyes toward him for one moment. Higher and higher
-rose the chant until with a swift movement and a shout Karkotaka stood
-upon his feet. In the same moment the snake reared to its full height,
-hissing with open mouth toward them. In that instant Ruth shot. In the
-confusion she was conscious of thinking that she must have hit the snake
-right between the eyes, for it fell to the floor with scarcely a
-movement, and George stood, staring stupidly down at it. Every one was
-on their feet—every one speaking at once, though she could not
-understand what they said. She could only stare at the revolver in her
-hand. It all happened in such a swift moment—then her head was
-clear—Gloria had fainted—they were trying to give her air. Some one of
-the bewildered, frightened servants turned on the lights. Professor
-Pendragon strode past her, and though Ruth saw the smoking revolver in
-his hand, it carried no message to her brain. Thrusting aside Prince
-Aglipogue, who was kneeling futilely over Gloria, he picked her up in
-his arms and carried her out, and in the general excitement no one
-thought to wonder at his miraculous cure. Angela had followed Pendragon,
-but Ruth with the others stood gazing at the horrible enchantment.
-
-“Who did it?—who shot the thing?” she heard some one ask.
-
-“I did.” She held up her revolver. “I killed it.”
-
-“Let me see.” It was Terry standing beside her. He took the revolver
-from her hands.
-
-“Sorry, Ruth, but I’m afraid you didn’t. It was Pendragon. I was
-watching him and saw him aim and fire. It was a splendid shot even for
-an expert and at such short range, for the filthy brute was moving and
-he hit it right between the eyes. You see, child—” he opened the
-revolver for her to look—“there hasn’t been a single shot fired from
-your gun.”
-
-“Oh, I’m so glad.”
-
-And then, though she had never done anything so mid-Victorian in her
-life before, she swayed and for the smallest fraction of a second lost
-consciousness, then woke to the realization that Terry was supporting
-her and straightened up with protestations that she was all right.
-
-“But why did you, why did he do it? We were going to see something quite
-wonderful—I think the Indian snake dances are—”
-
-It was Miss Gilchrist, but no one had to answer her, for Mr.
-Peyton-Russell came in just then to tell them that Miss Mayfield was
-quite all right.
-
-“Angela’s going to stay with her for a while, but if any of you don’t
-feel that your nerves are quite ready for bed, come on down to the
-billiard room. There’s a little drink—real, old-fashioned hot Scotch,
-waiting for you.”
-
-He was trying hard to be the imperturbable jovial host and perhaps he
-succeeded for there was a general exodus. Terry looked questioningly at
-Ruth.
-
-She shook her head. She wanted above everything to get away from them.
-They would sit over their drinks and gossip discreetly—discuss George,
-why Pendragon had killed the snake, his sudden return to health, his
-usurpation of Aglipogue’s place at Gloria’s side. She had not killed the
-snake but she had gone through all the nervous strain of preparing to
-kill it—of thinking she had killed it and she was very tired.
-
-Terry walked with her as far as the staircase.
-
-“Tomorrow,” he said, but she did not know what he meant. Yet she slept
-that night. She was in that state of weariness mental and physical in
-which one stretches out like a cat, feeling the cool, clean linen like a
-caress and thanking God for the greatest blessing in all this tired
-world—sleep.
-
-
-She woke late with a sense of happiness and relief even before she was
-sufficiently conscious to remember the events of the past night. It was
-a wonderful Christmas day—sunshiny and bright. She lay quietly thinking,
-looking at the holly wreaths at her windows and watching some snow birds
-on her sill. She wished lazily that she had some crumbs to feed them.
-She felt very young, almost like a child. It would be nice to be a child
-again, to get up and explore the contents of a stocking hung before the
-chimney place in the living-room of a Middle West home. She thought of
-her mother, as one inevitably thinks of the dead on days of home
-gathering, and soft tears filled her eyes.
-
-She answered a discreet knock on the door and a maid entered with a
-tray. It was the gossipy maid of her first day. How she knew that she
-was awake Ruth could not guess.
-
-“I thought you’d rather have breakfast in bed this morning, Miss,” and
-then as an afterthought, “Merry Christmas, Miss.”
-
-“Merry Christmas— It is a Merry Christmas after all, and I would like
-breakfast in bed, though it makes me feel awfully lazy. How did you
-think of it?”
-
-“The mistress left orders last night, but I’d thought of it anyway—after
-what we all went through last night—”
-
-She shook her head and compressed her lips solemnly. Ruth looked at her,
-willing to be interested in anything or anybody. She could not have been
-much older than Ruth herself, but hard work and a coiffure composed of
-much false hair surmounted by a preposterously small maid’s cap, made
-her seem much more mature. As Ruth did not answer she went on:
-
-“Such goings on—it’s a wonder we’re all alive to tell of it.”
-
-“Then you didn’t like the show?” asked Ruth.
-
-“Such things ain’t Christian, especially on the Lord’s birthday. Tell
-me, Miss, was it you killed it—some said it was you and some said it was
-the poor paralysed gentleman, who was cured so miraculous like.”
-
-“It was Professor Pendragon. Have you seen him today?”
-
-“Indeed, we’ve all seen him. He’s walking round all over the place, and
-he’s give ev-er-ey servant in the house a five dollar gold piece!”
-
-This amazing piece of information gave Ruth a shock. In her selfish
-absorption in Gloria and herself she hadn’t thought of the servants and
-the inevitable toll of Christmas gifts.
-
-“Do you know, Jennie, I didn’t buy any gifts before I came up here and I
-almost forgot, but I want to give you a present—” She was just about to
-offer money, and then something in the kind, stolid face warned her that
-this would be wrong. “I’d like to give you something of my own that you
-like. If you’ll just tell me what you want you can have anything of
-mine—any dress or hat or—well, just anything you like.”
-
-The girl’s eyes spread wide.
-
-“Anything?”
-
-“Yes, anything, that is, if I have anything you like. If not I’ll have
-to follow Professor Pendragon’s example and give you money to buy your
-own gift.”
-
-“You’ve got such lots of pretty clothes—”
-
-Ruth thought her wardrobe very limited, but waited.
-
-“There is one dress—not a party dress—I’ve always wanted one—there ain’t
-any place to wear it, but if you could—do you really mean it—anything?”
-
-“Of course,” said Ruth, expecting a request for one of her three
-presentable evening gowns.
-
-“Then I’d like that blue silk thing with the lots of lace—the thing you
-wear here in your own room.”
-
-She pointed to a negligée thrown over a chair by the dressing-table.
-
-“Take it; it will make me very happy to know that you have it.” She
-tried to visualize Jennie in the negligée, but the picture was not
-funny. She turned her head away so that Jennie should not see the tears
-in her eyes.
-
-“You’ll most likely be getting a lot of things yourself, Miss; a man’s
-gone down to the village for the mail. You’ll be getting a lot of things
-from the city.”
-
-“I’m afraid not; still I may get some letters which will be welcome.”
-
-“I’ll go down and see—he may be back. He went early.”
-
-She was back in an incredibly short space of minutes bearing one letter,
-from Dorothy Winslow.
-
-“And Miss Mayfield wants to know if you’ll come to her room when you’re
-dressed,” said Jennie, who, seeing that Ruth was going to read her
-letter, left her with another hurried, awkward “thank you, Miss,”
-delivered through the door as she hurried off with her blue silk prize.
-
-Dorothy’s Christmas letter fairly bubbled over with happiness, and with
-an affection for Ruth which she had never suspected.
-
-“It seems ages since you went away,” she wrote, “and I’m just dying to
-tell you everything—how Nels was awfully humble and admitted he’s been a
-perfect silly over that imitation high siren, and then he was
-jealous—furiously jealous over your roses. It was hard not to tell him
-the truth, but I didn’t—not until afterward, when he asked me to marry
-him. Yes, he did! And we’ve done it. Neither of us had any money, but
-that didn’t really make any difference. He’s always been able to buy his
-own cigarettes and so have I and there’s no reason why we can’t do it
-together just as well as apart. We’ve got the funniest little apartment
-on Thirty-fourth Street—just a room with an alcove and a bath and a
-kitchenette. Nels is going to get another place to work—one room some
-place—very business-like and all that sort of thing and I’ll work at
-home. But please do hurry back and have dinner with us sometime. You’ll
-see! I _can_ cook. But I must work, too, else Nels will get ever so many
-leagues ahead of me. And please have you delivered my message to the
-Dragon? You did give him Nels’ message I know for Nels heard from him
-and that man with the double name who is so splendidly entertaining you
-over the holidays is going to buy the picture. You must get back in time
-for the party we’ll put on to celebrate when the check comes. You know I
-feel that you made it all happen.”
-
-She chatted on over ten pages of art school gossip that made Ruth rather
-homesick, and eager to get back to New York, especially as the first
-object of her visit had been accomplished. But had it been accomplished?
-The snake was killed and Professor Pendragon was cured. To her the
-connection seemed obvious. Professor Pendragon had been cured because
-the object of George’s faith had been destroyed and with it the
-mind-born malady which, through faith, he had put upon the man who was
-his rival. But this did not accomplish all of Ruth’s desire. There still
-remained the Prince. Even though George’s power over Pendragon had been
-destroyed, might he not still exercise the same influence over Gloria?
-And would George calmly submit to the insult that had been put upon him?
-Her whole trust was now in Pendragon. He had shown that he could fight.
-Having gone so far he must go further and drive away Prince Aglipogue.
-Then every one would be happy—that is, every one except herself and
-Terry. She was no longer sure that Terry loved Gloria. Probably he had
-loved her because no man could be indifferent to Gloria, but perhaps he
-had resigned himself to the unromantic rôle of friend. He had suspected
-her of being interested in Pendragon for herself. That might mean
-anything—his thought might have been fathered by the hope that some one
-would remove Pendragon, one of his own rivals; or perhaps she had
-betrayed her love for him and he wanted to turn her attention toward
-another object, or perhaps—but men were such curious creatures and who
-could tell? At least he did not love her which was all that really
-mattered now. Nels and Dorothy could go working and playing together
-through the future, but she must content herself to be wedded for life
-to her art; and such art—newspaper cartoons!
-
-While she thought she was dressing, for she was really very curious to
-see Gloria and hear what she had to say. The door of Gloria’s room was
-half open and Ruth knocked and went inside at the same moment. Gloria
-was fully dressed and seemed to be in the midst of packing. There were
-dark circles under her eyes as if she had not slept.
-
-“Ruth, I want you to do something for me,” was her abrupt greeting.
-
-Ruth waited for an explanation.
-
-“Will you?”
-
-“Of course, Gloria,—anything.”
-
-“I believe you would at that—you’re an awfully nice child; sometimes I
-suspect that you’re older than I am; but this is something rather nasty,
-so don’t be too sure that you’ll want to do it. I want you to tell Aggie
-that I can’t marry him—that I must have been insane when I said I would,
-that the whole thing is utterly impossible—that it would please me if he
-would go back to New York at once. I don’t want to see him any more.”
-
-Ruth struggled to conceal her joy at this announcement.
-
-“Don’t you think, Gloria, that it would be more effective if you told
-him yourself?”
-
-“No; and besides I don’t want to see the brute—he—he— Oh, I can’t bear
-to look at him—to remember everything—”
-
-“Suppose he doesn’t believe me?”
-
-“He will.”
-
-“You could write a note.”
-
-“Then he wouldn’t believe; a note would be too gentle. He’d want to see
-me and talk, but if you tell him he’ll know that it’s final or I
-wouldn’t have chosen to tell him through a third person. Will you do
-it?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“I was going to leave myself,” explained Gloria with a wave of her hand
-toward the evidences of packing. “But I can’t. George has
-disappeared—absolutely disappeared—”
-
-“When—where?”
-
-“I said disappeared; that doesn’t mean he left a forwarding address. He
-slipped off into the nowhere, sometime between midnight and morning and
-of course I can’t move until we hear from him.”
-
-“You can, too!” Ruth was intense in her excitement. “You can—you’ve
-given up the Prince; the next thing is to give up George. He’s been the
-cause of all your troubles. I know you don’t believe it, but he has—he’s
-hypnotized you—and if he’s disappeared you ought to be glad of it.”
-
-Gloria looked at her curiously from between half-closed lids.
-
-“Why do you think I won’t believe you? I don’t believe or disbelieve, I
-know that I have been hypnotized, or mad, or ill—something. I woke up
-this morning quite new— Perhaps it’s religion—” She laughed with
-something of her old careless mirth. “Anyway I’m quite sane now, and I
-do want to get back to New York so that I can begin rehearsals in
-Terry’s new play. I feel like working hard, like beginning all over
-again— I feel—so—so free, that’s the word, as if I had been in prison—a
-prison with mirror walls, every one of which reflected a distorted
-vision of myself. That’s all I could see—myself, always myself and
-always wrong.”
-
-“May I come in?”
-
-It was Angela at the still half-open door.
-
-“Why, you’re not leaving?”
-
-“No; I only thought I was. Changed my mind again.”
-
-“And you’re quite well. The poor, dear Prince has been quite frantic.
-He’s so anxious to see you for himself before he will be assured that
-you’re really all right, after the shock last night. He’s waiting for
-you now. The other men have gone off on a hike through the snow. John
-has such a passion for exercise—afraid of getting stout, though he won’t
-admit it. I told the Prince that I would try and send you down to him.”
-
-“I can’t go now. Ruth will go down and talk to him.”
-
-“Ruth? But he wants you.”
-
-A sign from Gloria counselled Ruth to go now before the discussion, and
-she slipped out unnoticed by Angela whose blue eyes were fixed on
-Gloria, awaiting explanations.
-
-Prince Aglipogue was not difficult to find. She could hear his heavy
-pacing before she had reached the bottom of the stairs. He stopped
-abruptly when he saw her approaching, waving his cigarette frantically
-with one hand while he twisted his moustache with the other.
-
-“Gloria, Miss Mayfield, she is well; you have news from her? She is
-coming down?”
-
-“Miss Mayfield is well, but she is not coming down just now. She wants
-to be alone, but she sent me—”
-
-It was impossible to tell him. Much as she hated the man she did not
-quite have the courage to deliver Gloria’s message without
-preliminaries.
-
-“Yes? Yes?—speak, tell me; she is ill, is it not?”
-
-There was a nervous apprehension in his voice and manner that made Ruth
-suspect that the news would not be altogether unexpected.
-
-“No; she is not ill. As I said she is quite well, but she asked me to
-say—to tell you—it’s awfully hard to say it, but she asked me to tell
-you that she cannot marry you and that it would be very tactful if you
-would go back to New York at once without trying to see her.”
-
-It was blunderingly done, but she could think of no other way to tell
-it. Unwelcome truths are only made more ugly by any effort to soften
-their harshness.
-
-His cigarette dropped unnoticed upon the rug and his jaw dropped in a
-stupid way that made him look like a great pig. One part of Ruth’s brain
-was really sorry for him, for he had doubtless been fond of Gloria in
-his own way; the other half of her brain wanted to laugh, but she only
-stood with bent head, as if, having struck him she was waiting for his
-retaliation. It came with a rush as soon as he had assimilated the full
-meaning of her words:
-
-“I do not believe—it is a plot—she would not send a message such as that
-to me—it is the work of that Riordan— He is jealous—. I will sue her for
-breach of promise—one can do that, is it not?”
-
-“Women sometimes sue men for breach of promise,” said Ruth, who was
-quite calm now, “but men seldom sue women; besides, you can’t sue
-Gloria, because she has no money.”
-
-“No money?” He laughed and lit another cigarette to give point to his
-carelessness and unbelief.
-
-“You say she has no money? With a house on Gramercy Park, she is poor?”
-
-Behind his words and his nonchalant air Ruth caught the uneasiness in
-his small eyes and knew that she had struck the right note.
-
-“It is true that she has a house on Gramercy Square, but it takes her
-entire income to pay the taxes. She got the house from her second
-husband; the third was more careful. He only gave her a small income,
-which, of course, she loses when she remarries.”
-
-For a moment he stared at her incredulous, but there was nothing but
-honesty in her face.
-
-“It is the truth, you are speaking? Come, let us sit and talk—here a
-cigarette? No? You do not smoke? I had forgotten. We have not been such
-friends as I might have desired. Now explain—Miss Mayfield wishes to
-break her engagement with me?”
-
-“She has broken it,” said Ruth tersely.
-
-“It is, you can understand, a shock of the greatest—I loved—but no
-matter—tell me again of the affairs financial of Miss Mayfield. As a
-friend only—I am resigned—as a friend only I am interested.”
-
-She looked at him, his heavy body, his fat face, his oily brown eyes,
-and was tempted to tell him the truth of what she thought. He laid one
-fat hand on hers with a familiar gesture and involuntarily she drew back
-as if something unclean had touched her. He saw but pretended not to
-see. He had an object to achieve and could not afford to be sensitive.
-She understood and thought it all out before she spoke. If she followed
-her impulse he would cause trouble, or annoyance to Gloria at the least.
-If she told him the truth he would believe her and would go away without
-further urging. Evidently he had thought that Gloria had money, and
-Gloria, to whom money meant nothing, had never thought to tell him
-anything of her affairs. It was a repulsive task but Ruth decided to
-give him the information he wanted.
-
-“You must understand,” she said, “that Gloria is merely a professional
-woman, an actress, not an heiress. She has no money except what she
-earns. One of her husbands gave her the house on Gramercy Park. A year
-later she married again and when she was divorced from her last husband
-he settled on her a small income—hardly sufficient to keep up the house
-when she is not working. If she marries again she loses even that.”
-
-She rose to leave him, having finished with her mission, but he caught
-her hand.
-
-“You are speaking the truth, Miss Ruth?”
-
-She drew away her hand without answering.
-
-“But you? Perhaps you have been helping her?”
-
-“I have even less than Gloria.”
-
-His amazing lack of finesse—his appalling vulgarity stunned her into
-making a reply.
-
-“There is a train in the morning—”
-
-“There is one this afternoon that you can catch if you will hurry. I
-advise you to take it.”
-
-“Thank you, I will—you have saved me a great deal of annoyance. I am
-grateful—if—”
-
-But Ruth did not wait for the end of his remarks. She could not bear to
-look at him for another second. He was even worse than she had supposed.
-Evidently he had not cared for Gloria at all, and she had always
-conceded to him that much—that Gloria had touched some one small bit of
-fineness in his sordid nature.
-
-She dared not return to Gloria just then, for she knew that Gloria in
-her usual frank manner had doubtless told Angela of her changed plans;
-even now Angela might be protesting with her and urging her not to
-dispose of a real title so carelessly. Even without the title Angela
-would not approve of the broken engagement, for it had been announced in
-her house; therefore, she had, in a way, been sponsor for it, and would
-want to see it go through to a successful conclusion.
-
-She made her way to the enclosed veranda where she had kept her
-rendezvous with Pendragon on the afternoon of her arrival. It was quite
-deserted now, but far out on the crest of one of the near hills she saw
-a moving, black splotch against the snow that as she watched gradually
-resolved itself into three figures—John Peyton-Russell, Terry and
-Professor Pendragon. It gave her a strange thrill to see them
-thus—Pendragon striding along with the rest. Surely this was a miracle—a
-Christmas miracle, and she remembered a sentence in an old book of
-witchcraft that she had once read:
-
-“Verily there be magic both black and white, but of these two, the white
-magic prevaileth ever over the black.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
-
-Ruth did not see Gloria until just before luncheon.
-
-“I told him, and he’s going,” she said.
-
-“Did he make much of a row?”
-
-“Not after I explained that you hadn’t any money.”
-
-“Let’s not talk about him any more—only has he gone yet?”
-
-“Yes; he wouldn’t even wait until train time. Said he could get luncheon
-in the village and started out as soon as he could pack. I’m so happy
-about it—now you can marry Professor Pendragon again.”
-
-She realized at once that she shouldn’t have said it, but she had left
-so much unsaid during the last few weeks and now with both George and
-Prince Aglipogue gone she felt that the seal had been removed from her
-lips. She felt too, in a curious way, that Gloria though so many years
-older, was in a way her special charge—that she was entering a new life
-and must be guided.
-
-Gloria looked at her with startled eyes.
-
-“What nonsense! You’re too romantic, Ruth!”
-
-“But, Gloria, you do love him; you can’t deny it. Didn’t you tell me
-once that he is the only one you’ve ever really loved?”
-
-“It takes two to make a marriage, Ruth.”
-
-“But he loves you too.”
-
-“What makes you think that?”
-
-“He told me so.”
-
-“Even so, and even if I would marry again, you must realize that men
-very rarely marry the women they love. That’s why we separated, I think.
-We married for love and that is always disastrous. I should never have
-married at all. Tomorrow we’ll go back to town and Percy and I will each
-go our separate ways and forget the horrible nightmare of this place. It
-was just chance that we met—a weird freak of coincidence. He didn’t want
-it; neither did I.”
-
-There was nothing that Ruth could answer and presently Gloria went on:
-
-“No woman was meant to have both a career and a husband; lots of them
-try it—most women in fact, but usually they come to grief. It isn’t
-written in the stars that one woman should have both loves, art and a
-husband.”
-
-Ruth thought of Nels and Dorothy. Would they come to grief she wondered.
-As for herself she didn’t have to choose—love didn’t come and art had
-turned its back on her. She wondered if it was written in the stars that
-she should have neither art nor love. Then she remembered Pendragon’s
-quotation, “The stars incline, but do not compel.” So many things had
-happened here perhaps another miracle would be performed. She wondered
-why Gloria said nothing about Pendragon’s sudden recovery.
-
-It was a relief not to see Prince Aglipogue at the luncheon table. The
-dinner guests of the night before had all returned to their own homes.
-Aglipogue was gone, and Ruth wondered if Angela would be troubled,
-because, for once, there was an uneven number of people at the table.
-She did look a bit troubled, though she was trying hard to conceal it.
-An engagement announced and broken within twenty-four hours was rather
-trying. Still she was smiling:
-
-“We’ve got news of your servant, Gloria dear,—rather horrid news. It’s
-quite a shock—a bad way to end a pleasant Christmas party, even though
-he was only a servant, and not a very good one.” She paused, but no one
-came to her rescue with questions or information and she went on:
-
-“They found him in the snow—he must have tried to walk to the station
-and got lost—he was dead—frozen—and he had the—that horrible beast with
-him—the dead snake wound round his body.”
-
-Her voice broke hysterically and she shivered with horror.
-
-“They didn’t bring him here—thank God—but took him to an undertaker’s in
-the village. If he has any relatives that you could wire—”
-
-“None that I know of—they wouldn’t be in America anyway,” said Gloria,
-quite calmly, though her face was pale.
-
-“Then Terry said he’d arrange things, you know—one place is as good as
-another. I’m glad you take it so quietly—it’s an awful ending.”
-
-“He must have been furious because Pendragon shot the snake,” said
-Terry.
-
-“Still, if the excitement of killing a snake could cure Pen, Miss
-Mayfield ought to be willing to sacrifice her servant,” said John
-Peyton-Russell.
-
-“It really was remarkable—though I have heard of similar instances—of
-paralytics leaving their beds during the excitement of a fire, and that
-sort of thing— I trust there will be no relapse.”
-
-Miss Gilchrist’s tone left no doubt in the minds of her hearers that she
-was prepared for the worst. Indeed, her eyes were constantly fastened on
-Professor Pendragon as if she expected him to fall down at any minute.
-
-“There will be none, thank you,” said Pendragon.
-
-Ruth and Terry exchanged glances. Ruth’s eyes asked Terry, “Do you
-believe me now?” and Terry’s answered, “I don’t know— I don’t understand
-it at all.”
-
-“Of course we’re all very happy over Professor Pendragon’s recovery,”
-said Gloria in her most conventional voice, “and of course I don’t
-really feel any loss about George, though I am sorry he died that way.”
-
-“It is tragic, but now he’s really gone, Gloria,” said Terry. “I’m
-awfully glad to be rid of him. He was the most disagreeable servant I
-ever met, if one can be said to meet servants. I don’t think George ever
-really accepted me. He used to snub me most horribly and I don’t like
-being snubbed.”
-
-“That reminds me that you haven’t any servant at all, Gloria, so you
-really must stay here a few days longer. Perhaps I can find some for
-you—she really can’t go back now, can she, John?”
-
-“Really, Angela, that’s unfair; of course I want Miss Mayfield to
-stay—we planned to have everybody over the New Year. Perhaps Professor
-Pendragon can persuade her.”
-
-“I have had little luck in persuading women to do anything—if Prince
-Aglipogue had not left us so suddenly he might have been more
-successful.”
-
-There was a little embarrassed silence around the table after Pendragon
-had spoken, then Angela began talking of some irrelevant subject and the
-conversation went on, but always Ruth observed that neither Gloria nor
-Pendragon ever spoke directly to each other, though the omission was so
-cleverly disguised that no one at the table observed it except Terry and
-Ruth who always seemed to see everything together. Ruth had been so busy
-with Gloria and her affairs that she had talked very little to Terry and
-never alone; but they conversed nevertheless, constantly reading each
-other’s eyes as clearly as they would a printed page. The same things
-seemed to amuse them both and except in the realm of mystery which
-Ruth’s childhood had built about her, they understood each other
-perfectly. She knew now that he wanted to talk to her, but she pretended
-not to see, for having begun her task of managing the happiness of
-Gloria, she was determined to go on, and the person she wanted to see
-alone was Professor Pendragon.
-
-Angela who always advertised her house as “one of those places where you
-can do exactly what you please,” and therefore never on any occasion let
-any one do as they pleased if she could possibly prevent it by a
-continuous program of “amusement” and “entertainment,” was trying to
-interest them in a plan to go skating that evening by moonlight on a
-little lake that lay halfway between Fir Tree Farm and the village. Some
-one had reported that the ice was clear of snow and what was the good of
-being in the country in winter time if one didn’t go in for winter
-sport?
-
-Her plans fell on rather unenthusiastic ears. The men, having enjoyed a
-long hike in the morning, were not eager for more exercise; Gloria
-wanted to spend the afternoon preparing to leave the next morning; Ruth
-was not interested in anything that did not seem to offer any
-furtherance of her plans for Gloria; and Miss Gilchrist didn’t skate.
-
-The very atmosphere seemed to say that the party was finished; that
-these people had, for the time being, said all they had to say to each
-other and for the time, and wanted to be gone along their several roads.
-It is a wise hostess who recognizes this situation and apparently Angela
-did recognize it, for she finally stopped urging her scheme and when
-Gloria asked Ruth to help her pack—Gloria always went on a week-end
-equipped as for transcontinental travel—Angela made no effort to detain
-them or to go with them.
-
-Gloria’s moment of confidences had passed. She talked now, but of
-Terry’s play. She had told him of her changed decision and he seemed
-very happy about it.
-
-“Perhaps you’ll have a chance to make sketches of us,” she said to Ruth,
-awakening again Ruth’s interest in the work to which she also was
-returning.
-
-“We’ll find two women servants some place and go on as before, Ruth.
-Except that I’m not going to see quite so many people—only people I
-really like after this. You know I really love the old house—as near
-home as anything I’ll ever have. Wish we could get Amy back.”
-
-“We can,” said Ruth. “Amy and I had an agreement when she left that she
-would come back if you ever got rid of George. I have her address.”
-
-“Really, Ruth!” said Gloria, looking at her with genuine admiration,
-“You are the most amazing young person I’ve ever met. You ought to write
-a book on the care and training of aunts. It would be a great success.”
-
-Of this Ruth was not so sure. They were to leave on the morning train
-and while she had accomplished half her purpose she had not wholly
-succeeded. Gloria and Pendragon had met and now they were going to part
-more widely separated than ever before, because their opportunity had
-come and for some stupid reason they were both letting it go without
-reaching out a hand or saying one word to make it their own. And Gloria
-wasn’t happy—she was just normal at last, and a normal Gloria was rather
-a pitiful thing. She was like stale champagne—all the sparkle gone out
-of her. It seemed to Ruth that she could not live through another meal
-with Gloria and Pendragon talking across and around each other—Pendragon
-with his grave, quiet face in which the lines of pain seemed to be set
-forever—Gloria, changed and quiet, determined to work and succeed again,
-not for the joy of her work, but because it seemed the right thing to
-do. Yet she did live through another dinner, a most unhappy meal at
-which John and Angela sat trying to talk, realizing that something more
-than they could quite understand had gone wrong and not knowing exactly
-what to do about it. Terry and Miss Gilchrist relieved the tension
-somewhat, Terry consciously, Miss Gilchrist unconsciously, because no
-one else seemed able to talk, drew her out and once started on modern
-child training, there was no reason for any one else making any effort.
-She ran on endlessly with no more encouragement than an occasional, “Oh
-quite, Really, Yes indeed, or How interesting!” from Terry or Pendragon.
-
-What hurt more than anything was that Terry no longer signalled Ruth
-with his eyes. There was no longer any interest or invitation in them.
-If he had had anything to say to her he had forgotten it or lost
-interest, for now he seemed to avoid exchange of words or glances with
-her as much as Gloria and Pendragon avoided each other.
-
-There was a feeble attempt on the part of Angela to start a conversation
-with some semblance of animation over the coffee cups in the library
-afterward, but finally even she surrendered as one by one they made
-excuses of weariness, the early train or no excuse at all and drifted
-away.
-
-Ruth watched for Pendragon’s going and followed him. He made his way to
-the enclosed veranda. She stood a moment looking through the glass door,
-watching him as he paced up and down, smoking a pipe. What she was going
-to do required courage; she might only meet with the cold rebuff that is
-due to meddlesome persons, but Gloria’s happiness was at stake and she
-could only fail, so she walked timidly out to him.
-
-She waited patiently until he turned and faced her. She thought she saw
-a look of disappointment cross his face when he saw who had interrupted
-his solitude. That look, fancied or real, encouraged her to go on.
-
-“I wanted to thank you for doing what you did—for not giving up, and to
-tell you how happy I am that you’re well again,” she began.
-
-“Yes—I am well again—I walk and eat and sleep and wake again—I am
-alive.”
-
-“And I wanted to ask you if you’re going to stop now— You’ve saved
-Gloria from George and from the Prince—are you going to let her go away
-now that you have accomplished so much?”
-
-“My dear child, I can’t kidnap Gloria—she’s not the sort of woman one
-kidnaps—not even the sort one woos and wins. She is the other sort—the
-only sort worth while I think—the princess who calls her own swayamvara,
-and makes her own choice.”
-
-“But she did choose.”
-
-“She has chosen too often.”
-
-“Do you mean that even if Gloria still loved you you would not marry her
-just because she has—because she has—”
-
-All her old ideas and training rose up and kept her from finishing the
-sentence “because she has had two other husbands.”
-
-“If Gloria had married one hundred men I would still want her—don’t you
-understand that?” He spoke almost fiercely. “But you don’t
-understand—you’re too young; it isn’t that; but Gloria doesn’t love me.
-If she did she would tell me so. She knows that I love her and she has
-shown very plainly that she doesn’t want my love. I appreciate your
-kindness,” he went on in a calmer tone, “but don’t trouble any more—what
-is written is written and can’t be changed no matter how one tries.”
-
-“If I give you my word of honour that Gloria does love you, what then?
-She told me so—she does know that you love her, but she thinks you
-don’t—she thinks the husbands make a difference. She doesn’t believe
-that a man could understand that they were just—just incidents.”
-
-Neither laughed at the idea of this twenty-year old girl speaking of two
-husbands as incidents, though later Ruth remembered it herself, and
-thought it rather funny.
-
-He did not answer,—he was standing quite rigidly, staring at the door,
-and, turning, Ruth saw Gloria approaching them:
-
-“I’m sorry; I thought you were alone, Ruth,” she said and hesitated as
-if she would have gone back.
-
-“I’ve just remembered,” said Pendragon, “that the small star Eros is
-supposed to be visible again about this time, but we have no telescope.
-Ruth has not found it, though she has young eyes— Perhaps you and I,
-together, Gloria—if we looked very closely—”
-
-Under the clear starlight she saw them in each other’s arms. There was
-one very bright star, that seemed to hang lower in the sky than winter
-stars are wont to hang. Surely it was the star of love, though doubtless
-no astronomer had ever named it so. She did not know exactly where she
-was going when she left them there, but she was very happy. And then
-halfway down the stairs she sat down because her happiness was
-overflowing from her eyes in tears and she couldn’t see, and suddenly
-she felt very tired. It was there that Terry, ascending, found her.
-
-“I say—what’s wrong? You’re crying. I saw you with Pendragon—has he done
-anything to hurt you? I’ll—”
-
-“No-it’s not that—I’m crying because I’m so happy—”
-
-“Oh!”
-
-He looked at her half-disappointed, half-relieved and wholly bewildered.
-
-“It’s Gloria and Pendragon—they’ve made up.” She reverted to the
-vernacular of childhood. “I’m so happy because they’re happy.”
-
-“But I thought—I thought you cared for Pendragon,” stumbled Terry.
-
-“That’s funny—what made you think that? I do like him but mostly for
-Gloria’s sake.”
-
-“Look here,” said Terry. “If you don’t love Pendragon who do you love?”
-
-She was smiling through her tears now.
-
-“Is it absolutely necessary that I should love some one? You know I
-always thought that you loved Gloria. If you don’t love Gloria, whom do
-you love?”
-
-For a moment he looked down into her upturned face, struggling against
-the provocation of her lips.
-
-“I love the most charming, youngest, most mature, most unselfish, most
-winsome—oh, there aren’t adjectives enough. Who do you love?”
-
-“The nicest—the very nicest and cleverest man in the world,” she
-answered demurely.
-
-“Nicest—I’m not quite sure that I like that adjective applied to a man.”
-
-“I can’t help it—we can’t all have playwright’s vocabularies, you know.
-I could draw him better.”
-
-He bent over very near to her while her clever fingers made rapid
-strokes. When it was finished she looked up at him with shy daring in
-her eyes.
-
-“Is my nose really like that?” he asked.
-
-“How did you guess who it was meant for?” she teased, and turned her
-head quickly, because she was not quite sure even now that she was ready
-for that wonderful first kiss.
-
-“I’ve always wanted to kiss you just below that little curl anyway,”
-whispered Terry. “And now your lips, please.”
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-<p class='c000'><b>Transcriber’s Note:</b></p>
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-<p class='c000'>The cover image was created by the transcriber and is placed in the public domain.</p>
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-<div>
- <h1 class='c001'>THE STARS INCLINE</h1>
-</div>
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-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
-<div class='nf-center c002'>
- <div>BY</div>
- <div class='c003'><span class='xlarge'>JEANNE JUDSON</span></div>
- <div class='c003'><span class='small'>AUTHOR OF “BECKONING ROADS”</span></div>
- </div>
-</div>
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-<div class='figcenter id001'>
-<img src='images/title.jpg' alt='' class='ig001' />
-</div>
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-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
- <div class='nf-center'>
- <div><span class='large'>McCLELLAND &amp; STEWART</span></div>
- <div class='c003'>PUBLISHERS &#8196; &#8196; &#8196; TORONTO</div>
- <div class='c003'>1920</div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-</div>
-
-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
-<div class='nf-center c004'>
- <div><span class='sc'>Copyright, 1919</span></div>
- <div class='c003'><span class='sc'>By DODD, MEAD AND COMPANY, Inc.</span></div>
- <div class='c002'>PRINTED IN THE U. S. A.</div>
- <div class='c002'>The Quinn &amp; Boden Company</div>
- <div class='c003'>BOOK MANUFACTURERS</div>
- <div>RAHWAY &#8196; &#8196; &#8196; NEW JERSEY</div>
- </div>
-</div>
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-<div class='pbb'>
- <hr class='pb c003' />
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-<div class='section ph1'>
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-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
-<div class='nf-center c004'>
- <div>THE STARS INCLINE</div>
- </div>
-</div>
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-</div>
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-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_1'>1</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER I</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>One can be nineteen and still know a great
-deal of the world. Ruth Mayfield felt that
-she knew a great deal of the world. She
-could judge character, and taking care of Mother’s
-business affairs had helped a lot, and like most young
-women of nineteen she knew that if marriage offered
-no more to her than it had offered to her parents,
-she did not want to marry. Of course they hadn’t
-quarrelled or anything, but they lived such dull lives,
-and there were always money worries—and everything.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth had never told her mother any of these
-things, especially after her father died and her
-mother had cried so much and had seemed to feel
-even worse than Ruth did, for Ruth <i>had</i> felt badly.
-She had been awfully fond of her father, really
-fonder of him than of her mother. He understood
-her better and it was he who had encouraged her
-to study art.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>That was one of the things that set her apart
-from other girls in Indianapolis. She was an art
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_2'>2</span>student. One day she would do great things, she
-knew.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>When she was a very little girl she had intended
-to write. She decided this because nothing gave her
-so much pleasure as reading, not the sort of books
-that delight the hours of the average childhood, but
-books which, had her mother ever taken the trouble
-to look at them, would have made her rather concerned
-for the future of the small reader. But
-Mrs. Mayfield never troubled to look. The books
-all came from the Indianapolis public library, so
-they must be all right. They were fairy tales at first
-and later mythology. The mythology of the Greeks
-and Romans which somehow never stepped out of
-the marble for her; and the intensely human mythology
-of the Icelanders and of the Celts which she
-liked better, and later the mythology of India which
-fascinated her most of all because it had apparently
-neither beginning nor end. While her mother and
-her mother’s friends were dabbling in Christian
-Science and “New Thought” she was lost in the
-mysteries of the transmigration of souls. Perhaps
-it was all this delving into the past that gave to her
-wide brown eyes what is called the spirituelle look—a
-look decidedly contradicted by her sturdy body;
-perhaps, too, it was extensive reading that finally
-decided her not to try to write, but to express herself
-in painting, a medium through which she could
-depict emotions and dramas rather than ideas and
-facts.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_3'>3</span>There came to her at the age of fourteen a
-development which, while it increased her faith in
-things supernormal and for a while fascinated her
-into a deeper delving into the religions of the East,
-had the final effect of frightening her away from
-things of the mind and turning her activities into
-more beautiful channels. She had read of the objectification
-of ideas and the materialization of
-thoughts and wanted to try to do these things herself,
-without quite knowing what exercise she should
-make of her knowledge even though it came to her.
-Like many people of a spiritual yet intense nature,
-of her five senses the sense of smell was the keenest.
-She liked flowers for their odour more than for colour
-or form. One winter day when she had returned
-home from school and was sitting alone with her
-books—looking out at the snow-laden trees instead
-of studying—she thought of spring and violets; she
-was tired of winter, eager for the spring to come
-again, and she tried to see violets, to catch their
-scent and their colour. She closed her eyes and shut
-out the winter room and the frost-rimmed window—all
-around her in great warm waves of fragrance
-rose the odour of violets—exquisite English violets
-with the freshness of the woods in them. She took
-deep breaths, keeping her eyes closed lest the
-miracle should fade. Then when she had quite satisfied
-herself that she really did smell violets she
-opened her eyes. All about her on the floor, on the
-table, covering her schoolbooks, they lay, great
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_4'>4</span>heaps of odorous purple blossoms mingled with
-rich green leaves. With a little cry of pleasure and
-amazement she stretched out her hands to gather
-them in and they were gone. The room was as it
-had been before, but the odour was not gone. For
-many minutes the fragrance of violets filled her nostrils.
-She was afraid to close her eyes again to bring
-back the vision, but the following day she tried
-again, and many times afterward. She tried different
-flowers, carnations and Chinese lilies. She could
-not always see the flowers, but she seldom failed
-with the odour. The game fascinated her so that
-she spent every moment that she could find alone in
-materializing flowers. Then came to her the desire
-to take the next step—to make other people realize
-her power. Her mother, being the least imaginative
-person she knew as well as the one most conveniently
-near, she decided to try with her. It was one evening
-when her father was not at home. Her mother was
-busy embroidering—one of those never to be finished
-articles of no conceivable use, which occupy the
-hands of women who have no active interest in life.
-Ruth was pretending to read. She dared not shut
-her eyes lest her mother should observe. But she
-bent unseeing eyes over her book and concentrated
-on the inner vision of the mystic—shutting out
-everything except the thought of violets. They
-were her mother’s favourite flower. For many seconds
-after she herself was surrounded by the odour
-of violets and could see them on her book, her
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_5'>5</span>mother did not speak. Then she looked up restlessly
-from her embroidery.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Have you been using perfume, Ruth?—you
-know I don’t approve of young girls—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, Mother, I haven’t. I haven’t any to use.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I smell perfume—violet perfume—it’s more like
-real violets than just perfume—don’t you notice it?
-The whole room is heavy with it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She dropped her embroidery and moved about the
-room as if hunting for the flowers though she knew
-there were none there.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It must have been my imagination—it’s gone
-now. Strange, I was sure I smelt violets. I must
-ask Doctor Gorton about it. It may be a dangerous
-symptom.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth did not speak. She was rather ashamed
-and not a little frightened. There was nothing of
-the mischievous about her. She did not want to
-play tricks. She had just wanted to test her power,
-but this was the last time that she consciously tried
-to use it. For some time the illusion of flowers persisted
-whenever she thought of them, but she tried
-not to think of them and before many months the
-experiment was a thing of the past. It persisted in
-Ruth only in a deep-rooted faith in the power of
-mind, and in the truth of many things that the average
-person considered superstition. When she
-heard of deaths and births and marriages—of good
-luck and bad luck—of coincidences and accidents,
-it seemed to her that behind the obvious and accepted
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_6'>6</span>causes of all these things she could trace an inner
-and spiritual reason—the working of forces that
-laughed at the clumsy working of material
-machinery. Yet she no longer delved. For a while
-she actually made a conscious effort to look at life
-in the ordinary way. She was helped in this by the
-death of her father, which placed her in a position
-of responsibility toward her invalid mother, and
-made her life too full of reality to leave much room
-for the occult and supernatural.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She hadn’t realized quite how much she had loved
-her mother until she died. Mother had been old-fashioned
-and fussy, but then all invalids were fussy,
-and she had been a dear about letting her go on with
-her studies after Father died, even though she
-wouldn’t move to Chicago as Ruth wished. They
-could have lived as cheaply in Chicago and Ruth
-could have gone to the art institute there, but
-Mother wouldn’t consent to the move. She wanted
-to stay near her friends. Ruth couldn’t understand
-that. Her mother’s friends were all such ordinary
-people. Kind-hearted, but quite hopelessly ordinary.
-It was curious that her mother’s death had realized
-for her one of her most cherished dreams. Mother
-knew that she was going to die. The doctors had
-told her so, and she had told Ruth. It made Ruth
-cry, but her mother didn’t shed any tears. That was
-why Ruth did. If her mother had cried Ruth would
-have been more controlled, but her mother was so
-unnaturally calm.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_7'>7</span>“When I am gone I want you to go to your
-father’s sister, Gloria Mayfield. I hate to send you
-there, but there’s no one else of your blood, and
-you’re too young to live alone. Gloria has retired
-from the stage and they say she is quite respectable
-now, and besides you won’t be dependent on her.
-Now that there will be no more doctors’ bills to pay,
-there will be enough money for you to live on, more
-than any young girl ought to have in her own hands.
-It is all in trust and you will have just the income
-until you are twenty-one.” Ruth made no comment
-to this. Having handled her mother’s business affairs
-she knew that her income would be very small
-indeed, but she and her mother had different ideas
-as to how much a young girl should spend. “Of
-course I expect you to pay your way with your aunt,”
-her mother went on. “But you must live with some
-older woman and she is your father’s sister.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She said it as if the fact that Gloria Mayfield was
-her father’s sister answered all arguments.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Where does Aunt Gloria live, Mother?” asked
-Ruth. She accepted the fact that her mother would
-die soon without making an effort to persuade either
-herself or her mother that there was any hope that
-the doctors might be mistaken. She had known for
-years that her mother would not live long. Doctors,
-New Thought, Christian Science, and Theosophy
-had all been appealed to without having any appreciable
-effect on her mother’s health. Ruth being
-perfectly healthy was inclined to have faith in the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_8'>8</span>New Thought. She disliked the Science because of
-the word Christian, but was inclined to believe that
-any one of these numerous things might have helped
-if used alone. When her father had died first it had
-seemed unreal—impossible almost, for Ruth and her
-father had always expected her mother to go first,
-though neither of them would have put such a
-thought into words. It was just an unspoken understanding
-between them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“In New York,” Mrs. Mayfield had answered;
-and Ruth was ashamed that her first thought on
-hearing this amazing news was that in New York
-she could study in the best American art schools.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How old is she?” asked Ruth. She had been
-a bit troubled by her mother’s words about an older
-woman. Ruth had no desire to go to New York
-to be controlled by some elderly female relative.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know. I never saw her. In her younger
-days she was abroad a great deal, and then I never
-cared to meet her. She was younger than your
-father, quite a lot younger, but she must have
-reached years of discretion by this time. I hope so
-for your sake. Perhaps I’m not doing the right
-thing by telling you to go to her, but after all she is
-your father’s sister and will be your only relative
-after I am gone.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Have you written to her—do you want me to
-write?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No. I didn’t write to her before and I can’t
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_9'>9</span>start now. You will go to her after I’m gone
-as your father’s daughter. Your claim on her is
-through him, not me. You can write to her yourself
-as soon—as soon as you know. Her address is in
-that little red book on the desk—at least that was
-her address five years ago, when your poor father
-died. She didn’t come to the funeral, though she
-did write to me, and she may have moved since. She
-probably has. I think on the whole you’d better
-write now so that the letter will have time to follow
-her.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth did write and her aunt had not moved, for
-by a curious coincidence Aunt Gloria’s answer came
-on the very day that her mother died. At the time,
-concerned with her grief, Ruth didn’t read the letter
-very carefully, but afterward—after the funeral,
-and after all the innumerable details had been settled,
-she went back to it and read it again. She
-didn’t know exactly what to think of it. It filled her
-with doubts. Almost she persuaded herself to disregard
-her mother’s wish and not go to Aunt Gloria
-at all, but she had already told all her mother’s kind
-friends that that was what she would do. It gave
-her a logical excuse for refusing all of the offers of
-the well-meaning women who asked her to come
-and stop with them “for a few weeks at least until
-you are more yourself.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth realized that she had never felt so much
-herself as she did now—rather hopelessly alone and
-independent in a way that frightened her. These
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_10'>10</span>kind women were all her mother’s friends, not hers.
-She had none. She had always prided herself on
-being different from other girls and not interested
-in the things they cared for—boys and parties and
-dress. Even at the art school she had found the
-other students disappointingly frivolous. They had
-not taken their art seriously as she did. The letter
-was curious:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My dear child,” she had written, “by all means
-come to me in New York if your mother dies. But
-why anticipate? She’ll probably live for years. I
-hope so. To say I hope so sounds almost like a lack
-of hospitality and to send you an urgent invitation
-to come, under the circumstances, sounds—This is
-getting too complicated. Come whenever you need
-me, I’m always at home now.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>And the letter was signed with her full name,
-Gloria Mayfield. She had not even called Ruth
-niece, or signed herself “your loving aunt,” or anything
-that might be reasonably expected.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth might have lingered on at home, but she
-had refused the hospitality of her mother’s friends
-and the house was empty and desolate and she was
-dressed in black. She hadn’t wanted to dress in
-black, but she hadn’t the courage to shock people by
-continuing to wear colours, so she hurriedly finished
-all the ghastly business that some one must always
-finish after a funeral, and then she packed her
-trunks, putting in all the pictures and books that
-she liked best, and took a train for New York. She
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_11'>11</span>had a plan in the back of her mind about a studio
-there. She had never seen a real studio, but she had
-read about them, and if Aunt Gloria proved disagreeable,
-she would go and live in one. She wondered
-a bit what sort of a place Aunt Gloria lived
-in. The address sounded aristocratic and sort of
-English, Gramercy Square. She liked the sound
-of it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her mother’s death had hurt her cruelly, but she
-was so young that already she was beginning to rebound.
-The journey helped to revive her spirits.
-Everything interested her, but her first sight of New
-York disappointed her vaguely. If she had known,
-her disappointment was caused only because the cab
-driver took her down Fourth Avenue instead of
-Fifth, and there was little to interest her in the dull
-publishing buildings and wholesale houses, and she
-missed even the shabby green of Madison Square.
-Her spirits rose a bit when the cab turned into
-Gramercy Square. All the fresh greenness of it,
-the children playing within the iron-barred enclosure,
-the old-fashioned houses and clubs and the
-big, new apartment buildings looking so clean and
-quiet in the morning sunlight, appealed to her. She
-rather expected the cab to stop before one of the
-apartment houses, but instead it stopped on the
-north side of the park. Her aunt lived in a house
-then. This was also cheering. The cab driver
-carried her bag for her up the high steps and she
-rang the bell with a fast-beating heart. She didn’t
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_12'>12</span>know exactly what she had expected—perhaps that
-Aunt Gloria would open the door in person—and she
-started back when it was opened by a tall negro who
-looked as startled as herself.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Is Aunt Gloria—is Miss Mayfield at home?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Are you expected?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He spoke in a soft, precise voice unlike the voice
-of any nigger Ruth had ever heard before. She
-knew he must be a servant though he was not in
-livery, and she looked at him as she answered, suddenly
-impressed by his regular features, his straight
-hair, and yellow-brown skin.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“She didn’t know exactly when I’d come, but she
-knew I was coming. I am her niece.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The servant picked up her bag, which the cab
-driver had left beside her and opened the door wider
-for her to come in.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Miss Mayfield is at home. I’ll let her know
-that you are here if you will wait a few moments.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was in a wide hall now from which an open
-staircase rose to rooms above. The hall was very
-cheerful with white woodwork and grey walls hung
-with etchings in narrow black frames. Uninvited
-Ruth perched hesitatingly on the edge of a
-Chippendale chair and waited. The coloured man
-walked to the far end of the hall, opened a door
-there and called:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Amy, come here, you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Amy came, a round, short, black woman of the
-type most familiar to Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_13'>13</span>To her the man evidently explained the situation,
-but his soft voice did not carry to Ruth’s end of the
-hall; not so the voice of Amy. Ruth could hear her
-replies quite plainly.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Mis’ Mayfiel’ a’n yit had her breakfus’—I’se
-jes now makin’ de tray—ef you sez so I’ll tell her,
-but dis a’n no hour to be talkin’ to Mis’ Mayfiel’.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Both Amy and the man disappeared through the
-door and soon Amy emerged again carrying a breakfast
-tray. She went past Ruth and up the stairs.
-Ruth was growing impatient and rather offended.
-Of course she should have sent a wire, but even so,
-Gloria Mayfield was her aunt and she should have
-been taken to her at once. Evidently her aunt ate
-breakfast in bed. Perhaps she was an invalid like
-her mother. Ruth hoped not. Evidently too she
-had a lot more money than Ruth had supposed. Her
-impatience was not alleviated when Amy came down
-the stairs again without speaking to her. It was unbearable
-that she should sit here in the hall of her
-aunt’s house, ignored like a book agent. In another
-moment the man had reappeared.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Miss Mayfield will see you as soon as she can
-dress, Miss, and would you like breakfast in your
-room or downstairs?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He had picked up Ruth’s bag as he spoke.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve had breakfast,” said Ruth. She had indeed
-eaten breakfast in Grand Central Station. It was
-only seven o’clock in the morning when she arrived
-in New York, and that had seemed rather an early
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_14'>14</span>hour for even a relative to drop into her aunt’s
-home unexpectedly.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She followed the servant up the stairs, mentally
-commenting on how she hated “educated niggers.”
-Yet she had to admit there was nothing disrespectful
-in his manner. He set her bag down in one of
-the rooms opening out of the circular landing and
-asked for her trunk checks, and suggested sending
-Amy up to make her comfortable. She gave him
-the trunk checks, refused the offer of Amy’s help,
-and when he had closed the door sat down to examine
-her surroundings and wait for the appearance
-of her aunt.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There had been a certain charm about the
-entrance hall and stairway of the house, but the
-room in which she found herself was as uninteresting
-as possible. It was large and high-ceiled and almost
-empty and streamers of loosened and discoloured
-wall paper hung from the walls. It was in the rear
-of the house. The few essential pieces of furniture
-in the room made it look even larger than it really
-was. It looked like what it was, a very much unused
-bedroom in a house very much too large for its
-inhabitants. She walked to the window and looked
-out, but the view did not interest her. It was only
-of the rear of the houses on Twenty-second Street.
-The house opposite had a tiny back garden that ran
-out to meet a similar back garden in the rear of her
-aunt’s house. Ruth did not call this plot of ground
-a garden, because it had nothing growing in it except
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_15'>15</span>one stunted, twisted tree on the branches of which
-September had left a dozen pale green leaves. It
-made her think of an anæmic slum child. Looking
-at it Ruth felt suddenly very sad and neglected. She
-had hoped that her aunt would not be too much like
-a relative, but now she began to persuade herself
-that she had looked forward to the embracing arms
-of a motherly aunt, and her cold reception had quite
-broken her heart. Instead of a fussy, motherly
-relative she had found a cold, selfish woman living in
-a house much too large, surrounded by servants—Ruth
-had only seen two but there were probably
-more. She was unwelcome; she had been shoved
-off into the shabbiest room in the house by an insolent
-servant. But she was not a pauper. She would tell
-her aunt very coldly that she had only come to pay
-her respects and was going immediately to an hotel.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh no, Aunt Gloria; I couldn’t think of imposing
-on you,” she could hear herself saying, and of
-course then her aunt would urge her to stay, but
-she wouldn’t. What could her aunt do in such a big
-house? It was four floors and a basement. It must
-be full of shabby, unused rooms like this one. Just
-then there was a knock at the door, and she hadn’t
-even smoothed her hair or powdered her nose as she
-had intended doing before her aunt sent for her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Come in,” she said. Her voice sounded husky
-and unused. The words were scarcely out of her
-mouth when the door opened and a woman swept
-into the room—the tallest woman she had ever seen,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_16'>16</span>at least six feet tall and slender without being thin—a
-graceful tiger lily of a woman with masses of
-auburn hair and big grey, black-lashed eyes and a
-straight white nose and a crushed flower of a mouth.
-With one hand she was holding a gorgeous, nameless
-garment of amber silk and lace and the other hand
-was held out to Ruth. Even as she took it Ruth
-realized that it would have been preposterous to
-have expected the goddess to kiss her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m so sorry to have kept you waiting—Ruth,”
-she said. Her voice was like silver bells ringing.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I should have wired,” admitted Ruth. Her
-voice sounded flat and toneless after hearing her aunt
-speak.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It would have been awkward if I hadn’t happened
-to be in town, but I was, so it’s all right.
-You’re older than I thought, I was afraid that you’d
-turn out a little girl.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And you’re ever so much younger than I
-thought, Aunt Gloria,” said Ruth, beginning to gain
-her composure.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Thirty-five last birthday,” said her aunt.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Immediately Ruth realized that thirty-five was
-the only possible age for a woman. To be older or
-younger than thirty-five was infinitely dull. She herself
-at nineteen, which only a few moments ago she
-had considered a very interesting age indeed, was
-quite hopeless.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But come, we mustn’t stay in this awful room.
-I didn’t tell George just where to take you. Certainly
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_17'>17</span>not here. I’ll have a room fixed up for you.
-Did George send for your trunks? He said you’d
-had breakfast, but that can’t be true—coffee perhaps,
-but not breakfast—I only had coffee myself.
-So we can eat together while they’re getting a room
-ready for you.” She was sweeping Ruth along with
-her down the stairs as she talked, not waiting for
-answers to anything she said. At the foot she turned
-and opened a door at the left of the staircase and
-peered in.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Too gloomy in the dining-room in the morning.
-We’ll go in here,” and she turned to the other side,
-opening a door into a big room, all furnished in soft
-grey and dull gold. Ruth’s artist eye perceived
-how such a neutral-tinted background was just the
-thing to enhance the colourful appearance and personality
-of her aunt. The only touch of vivid colour
-in the room was in the hangings at the deep, high
-windows that looked out on the park.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Have Amy bring our breakfast in here,” said
-Gloria, and then Ruth saw that George was standing
-in the doorway of the room they had just entered,
-though she had not heard her aunt call him. Later
-she observed the same thing many times, that George
-always appeared as if by magic and seemingly
-without being called whenever her aunt wanted
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The room was full of comfortable, low, cushioned
-chairs, and seated on two of them with a table
-between, on which George had laid a white cloth,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_18'>18</span>Ruth and her aunt Gloria gave each other that full
-scrutiny which surprise and embarrassment had
-previously denied them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth could see now that her aunt was not really
-so young as she had at first appeared. There were
-fine lines around her large eyes and art, not nature
-had painted her lashes black. Her fine brows had
-been “formed” and there were little, pale freckles
-gleaming on her white nose and across her long,
-cleanly moulded hands. Ruth saw all these things
-and they only strengthened her belief that Aunt
-Gloria was the most beautiful and charming woman
-in the world. She hoped very much that her aunt
-would like her, but she was not sanguine about it.
-She tried to tell herself that this woman was only
-her father’s sister, but it was hard to believe.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now, tell me all about it,” said Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There’s very little to tell. Mother died on the
-tenth—your letter arrived on the same day. Of
-course it wasn’t unexpected. She had been an invalid
-for almost ten years, so it wasn’t a shock. I was
-the only relative at the funeral, but Mother had ever
-so many friends—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She paused, wondering if she ought to tell Aunt
-Gloria about the flowers, the Eastern Star wreath,
-and—</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t mean that,” Gloria interrupted her
-thoughts. “I mean how your mother happened to
-suggest that you come here. You know Jack’s wife
-didn’t approve of me—refused to meet me even,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_19'>19</span>and I can’t understand. Was there some sort of
-deathbed forgiveness, or what?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was the faintest trace of mockery in her
-voice, but somehow Ruth could not be angry, though
-she knew that this woman, her father’s sister, was
-laughing at her dead mother and her dead mother’s
-conventions and moralities. She decided that she
-would be as frank as her aunt.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, Aunt Gloria, I don’t think Mother’s views
-had changed at all. She sent me here because
-you are my only living relative and she thought I
-was too young to live alone—and I came,” she continued
-bravely, “because New York is the best place
-in America to study art and I want to be a great
-painter. But if you don’t want me here I’ll live
-alone—I have money you know, and Mother intended
-that I should pay my own way.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I understand,” said Gloria, nodding. “That
-would be in character—a sort of blood is stronger
-than Bohemia idea.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And then,” continued Ruth, determined to be
-absolutely frank, “I think Mother was under the
-impression that you were older than you are, and
-had settled down—you have retired from the
-stage?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Again Gloria laughed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My dear child, I’ve done nothing but retire
-from the stage ever since I first went on it, but that
-doesn’t matter. I agree with your mother that you
-will be much better off here with me than alone, and
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_20'>20</span>I shall be very glad to have you—it means one more
-permanent resident in this huge barn of a house.
-Only please don’t call me Aunt. Call me Gloria.
-My being your aunt is more or less of an accident.
-The fact that I like you is of vastly more importance,
-and if you like me we shall get on very well together.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think you’re wonderful,” admitted Ruth,
-blushing deeply.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Very well, then, you shall stay here—you can
-have two rooms or more if you want ’em, fixed up
-to suit yourself, and you can spend your income on
-your clothes and your education—but you will be
-here as my guest, not as my relative. I dislike
-relatives inordinately—don’t you?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Without giving Ruth time to reply she went on:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Have you thought about where you’re going to
-study?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; I suppose there are a number of places.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There are, of course; the Art Students’ League
-is one of the best. The associations there should be
-good. You’ll be working with the strugglers. How
-old are you?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Nineteen.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Nineteen and the whole world before you, work
-and failure and success and New York and Paris
-and your first love affair—you’re young and you
-don’t have to nibble at the loaf; you can take big,
-hungry bites, and when the time for nibbling does
-come, you’ll have a banquet to remember.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_21'>21</span>“Where is the Art Students’ League?” asked
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her aunt fascinated her; she talked “like a
-book,” Ruth thought, but Ruth herself was practical
-despite her dreaming and the talk of art schools interested
-her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, it’s a school with small fees—if you have
-a lot of talent they give scholarships—I don’t really
-know much about it, except that it’s on Fifty-seventh
-Street some place, and that it is supposed to be
-proper and good. You might try it for a year—then
-you’ll probably be wanting Paris. In another
-year I may feel old enough to chaperon you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>After breakfast they went through the house,
-planning where Ruth should establish herself, finally
-deciding on two rooms on the fourth floor, because
-one of them had a skylight and could be used as a
-studio, where Ruth could work undisturbed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The next few days were spent in buying furniture,
-in having the rooms redecorated, and in becoming
-familiar with New York.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth was determined not to be impressed by anything,
-a determination that led Gloria Mayfield to
-suspect that her niece was of a phlegmatic temperament,
-and to wonder why she wanted to be an artist.
-Only the quiet sense of humour that Ruth displayed
-at rare intervals, encouraged her to believe that
-having her niece with her might not be a bad arrangement.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth on her part discovered that her Aunt Gloria
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_22'>22</span>had a wide and varied circle of friends and no
-particularly well-defined scheme of existence. And
-she discovered a little of Gloria Mayfield’s past, the
-past that had been so shrouded in mystery in her
-mother’s house. It was when Ruth had made a
-remark about her aunt living alone in such a large
-house.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, it is large, but what am I to do?” said
-Gloria. “My second husband wished it on me and
-my third was kind enough to settle enough income
-on me to pay the taxes, and there you are. Of
-course I could let it to some one else, but it’s nice
-to have a lot of room.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth could not disguise her shock and astonishment.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, didn’t you know?” asked Gloria, smiling
-cheerfully.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I didn’t know you’d been married at all,” said
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Only once, really—the others were almost too
-casual. I supposed your mother had told you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Did they die?” asked Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not to my knowledge—I never killed any of
-them,” said Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>And Ruth put this conversation away in the back
-of her brain for future reference, along with several
-dozen other things that she didn’t exactly understand.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_23'>23</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER II</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>Ruth would have liked a scholarship—not
-because she could not easily afford the small
-fees at the Art Students’ League, but because
-a scholarship would have meant that she had unusual
-talent; but she didn’t get one. No one seemed
-particularly interested in her work. The woman who
-enrolled her in the League was as casual as a clerk
-in an hotel.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The manner of the enrolment clerk and the
-grandeur of the Fine Arts Building produced a feeling
-of insignificance in Ruth that was far from
-pleasant. She engaged her locker for the year, and
-when she was led to it to put her board and paints
-away, and saw the rows upon rows of other lockers,
-she felt even smaller. Was it possible that all those
-lockers were needed? That so many other girls and
-boys were also art students? If there was an art
-student for every locker and each of them shared
-her determination to become a great painter, the
-world would be so flooded with splendid art that
-one might better be a stenographer. Then she comforted
-herself that all of the students could not possibly
-succeeded. Some of them, the girls especially,
-would doubtless give up art for marriage and
-babies. Some of the men would become commercialized,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_24'>24</span>go in for illustrating or even advertising, but
-she would go “onward and upward,” as her instructor
-in Indianapolis had so thrillingly said. She
-felt better after that; and seeing her reflection in
-a shop window she felt better still. She wasn’t
-beautiful, but she was interesting looking, she told
-herself. The way she combed her almost black hair
-down over her ears Madonna fashion, her little low-heeled
-shoes, her complete absence of waist line, all
-marked her as “different.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She had enrolled for the morning class in portrait
-painting from 9:00 to 12:30 and the afternoon class
-in life drawing from 1:00 to 4:30 and she would
-attend the Friday afternoon lectures on anatomy.
-They began at 4:30, after the first of November, so
-she could go direct from her life class to the lecture.
-She would have liked to attend some of the
-evening classes, too, but Gloria had suggested that
-she wait a bit.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My word, child, it’s all right to work hard. One
-must work hard, but don’t spend twenty-four hours
-a day at it. It’s bad enough to begin at the unearthly
-hour of nine in the morning without spending
-your evenings there, too.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Afterward Ruth was glad that she had not enrolled
-in any of the evening classes. She usually
-returned to the house on Gramercy Square about five
-o’clock in the afternoon, just when Gloria’s day
-seemed to be properly begun, and there were always
-people there who interested Ruth, though she took
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_25'>25</span>little part in the conversation. Ruth would come
-into the hall, her sketches under her arm, and Gloria
-would call to her and she would walk into the big
-comfortable room and be introduced to half a dozen
-people, whose names she seldom remembered. The
-people would nod to her and go on with their conversation,
-and she would sit back listening and
-watching, feeling more like an audience at a play
-than one of the group of people in a drawing-room.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Most of the conversation was quite meaningless
-to her, but there was one man, one of the few who
-did not change in the ever-changing group, who interested
-her intensely. She gathered that he was a
-playwright and that he had written the book and
-lyrics for a musical comedy that was to have its
-New York <i><span lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">première</span></i> soon. One of the other men
-called him a show doctor, and said that he had
-written lines into over half the shows on Broadway.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>All of the other people seemed to think him
-“terribly clever,” but Ruth didn’t understand all of
-the things at which they laughed. They were always
-begging him to sing his latest song, and he never
-demurred, though any one could tell with half an
-ear that he hadn’t any voice at all. He sang in a
-queer, half-chanty voice, with a curious appealing
-note in it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you really like his singing?” she once asked
-Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“His voice, you mean?” Gloria looked at her
-with the little frown between her eyes and the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_26'>26</span>amused twist to her mouth that Ruth often observed
-when her aunt was explaining things to her. “Of
-course not; it’s not his voice, it’s his song. He’s
-the cleverest song writer in New York, and he’s
-already written two fairly successful plays. He’s
-young, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Is he? I thought he must be thirty at least.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Then Gloria laughed outright.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He is about thirty, but that isn’t old. He’s a
-funny, old dear, don’t you think so?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes,” admitted Ruth. “He dresses oddly—that
-is—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I know what you mean, but you see a man like
-Terry Riordan doesn’t have to keep his trousers
-pressed. No other man is worth listening to while
-Terry is in the room.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth decided that she would pay particular attention
-to Terry Riordan the next time she met
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her opportunity came the next day. She had gone
-out to lunch that day and had been a little late at
-life class in consequence, and had to stand up at an
-easel in the back instead of sitting among the more
-fortunate ones in the front rows, where early arrival
-had usually placed her. The model was a man—“Krakowski,
-the wrestler,” one of the girls had
-whispered to her. “He’s got a wonderful body;
-we’re lucky to get him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth could not control a little gasp of admiration
-when he stepped on the model throne. He looked
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_27'>27</span>like a statue with his shining smooth-muscled body,
-and he stood almost as still. It was several minutes
-before Ruth could get the proper, impersonal attitude
-toward him. Most of the models had quite
-uninteresting faces, but Krakowski had a face almost
-as handsome as his body, and there was a half smile
-on his lips as if he were secretly amused at the
-students. For a second Ruth saw them through his
-eyes—thin, earnest-eyed girls, dressed in “arty”
-garments, squinting at him over drawing-boards as
-if the fate of nations depended on their work, well-dressed
-dabblers and shabby strugglers after beauty.
-She noted again the two old women, the fat one with
-the dyed hair, and the ribbons and art jewelry and
-the thin one whose hair was quite frankly grey. The
-fat one had attracted Ruth’s attention the very first
-day because in the rest period she ran around insisting
-that every one near her should look at her
-work and offer criticism, and when the instructor
-came through she monopolized as much of his time
-as possible to his obvious annoyance.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Why didn’t they think of studying art twenty
-years ago? Ruth wondered. It seemed to her that
-the model was thinking the same thing. Then she
-forgot his face and began to block in her sketch.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The girl next to her had a scholarship, her name
-was Dorothy Winslow, a rather pretty, widemouthed
-girl with a shock of corn-coloured bobbed
-hair and very merry blue eyes. Out of the corner
-of her eye Ruth watched her work. She had large,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_28'>28</span>beautiful hands and the ends of her slim fingers were
-always smudged with charcoal or blotted up with
-paint. She wore a painting-smock of purple and
-green batik. Ruth was tremendously impressed,
-but tried not to be. She was torn between a desire
-to dress in the same manner and a determination to
-consider herself superior to such affectations and
-remain smug in the consciousness of her conventional
-dress. Still she did wonder how she would look with
-her hair bobbed. How fast Dorothy Winslow
-worked. Her pencil seemed so sure. Never mind,
-she must not be jealous.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Facility? Facility is dangerous—big things
-aren’t done in a few minutes—Rome wasn’t built in
-a day,” she said to herself in the best manner of
-her instructor in Indianapolis. One thing that
-puzzled her was the way the instructors left the
-students alone. They were there to teach, why
-didn’t they do it? Instead, they passed around
-about twice a week and looked at the drawings
-and said something like “You’re getting on all
-right—just keep it up,” or now and then really gave
-a criticism, but more often just looked and passed
-on to the next without a word in the most tantalizing
-manner possible. The reticence of the instructors
-was amply balanced by the loquacity of the students.
-They looked at each other’s work and criticized or
-praised in the frankest manner possible, and seemingly
-without a hint of jealousy or self-consciousness.
-It was time to rest. The model left the throne and
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_29'>29</span>immediately the students all left their drawing-boards
-to talk.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Dorothy Winslow leaned over Ruth’s shoulder.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s really awfully nice, the way you’ve got
-that line,—” she pointed with one long, slim charcoal-smudged
-finger.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you think so? Thank you,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Krakowski’s lovely to work from, anyway. I’d
-love to paint him. He’s got such an interesting
-head.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes—it distracted me from my work a little,”
-admitted Ruth. “Why, you’ve almost got a finished
-sketch,” she continued, looking at Dorothy’s board.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I always work fast,” admitted Dorothy, “but
-I’ll do it all over again a dozen times before the
-week is finished.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I wonder how she happened to take up art,”
-said Ruth, nodding toward the broad back of the
-fat lady with the dyed hair.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, she’s—she’s just one of the perpetual
-students—they say she’s been coming here for ten
-years—didn’t they have any perpetual students
-where you came from? But perhaps this is your first
-year?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, I studied a year in the Indianapolis Art
-School and we didn’t have any perpetual art students.
-Is the one with grey hair a perpetual student,
-too?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; we had one, a man too, in San Francisco
-where I came from.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_30'>30</span>“Why do they do it? Isn’t it rather pitiful, or
-are they rich women with a fad?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, indeed, they’re not rich. I never heard of
-a perpetual student who was rich. Why, Camille
-De Muth, the fat one, sometimes has to pose in the
-portrait class to earn money to pay for her life.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How does she live?” asked Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Dear Lord, as well ask me why is an art student
-as how does one live—how do any of us live,
-except of course the lucky ones with an allowance
-from home?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>All the time she was talking, Dorothy Winslow
-was moving her hands, defying all the laws of physiology
-by bending her long fingers back over the tops
-of them, and by throwing one white thumb out of
-joint.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But you haven’t told me why they do it—why
-they keep on studying year after year. Don’t they
-try to make any use of what they’ve learned?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not that I ever heard of—they’re just—just
-art artists. They spend their lives in class and at
-exhibitions, but I’ve never tried to understand
-them—too busy trying to understand myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What do they do when they’re not here?” asked
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“They spend their leisure in the cool marble twilight
-of the Metropolitan, making bad copies of old
-masters.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The model had reappeared and they went back
-to their boards, but after class Ruth found that
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_31'>31</span>Dorothy Winslow was walking by her side toward
-Fifth Avenue.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you go downtown?” asked Dorothy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes,” admitted Ruth. She was really very much
-interested in Dorothy, but she was a bit afraid that
-the girl would attract attention on the street. She
-now had a vivid blue tam with a yellow tassel on
-her fluffy hair.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How do you go?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“On the ’bus,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“So do I, when I can afford it; when I can’t I
-walk, but I guess I can spend the dime today. I got
-some fashion work to do last week.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Fashions?” Ruth could not keep the scorn
-out of her voice.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, I know how you feel about that, but one
-can’t become Whistler or Sargent all in a day, and
-paint and Michelet paper and canvas cost money.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You must be awfully clever to be able to earn
-money with your work already,” admitted Ruth, a
-bit ashamed of herself.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I have talent,” admitted Dorothy, “but then
-so many people have talent. I’ve got an idea that
-work counts a whole lot more than talent, but of
-course that’s an awfully practical, inartistic idea—only
-I can’t help it. I had to come to New York
-and I couldn’t come without a scholarship, so I
-worked and got it. What do you think about it?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Work counts of course, but without the divine
-spark of genius—one must have talent and genius,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_32'>32</span>and then work added makes the ideal combination.
-Why, if only hard work were necessary, any one,
-any stevedore or common labourer or dull bookkeeper,
-could become a great artist.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That doesn’t sound so silly to me. I really think
-they could, if the idea only occurred to them and
-they didn’t give up. I think any one can be anything
-they please, if they only please it long enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was like Ruth to answer this with a quotation.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t think so,” she said. “‘There is a destiny
-that shapes our ends, rough-hew them as we may.’”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Perhaps, but some people do a lot more rough-hewing
-than others, and I’m going to hew my way
-to a position as the greatest American portrait
-painter, and it won’t be so rough either.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Before such blind self-confidence Ruth was dumb.
-She also intended to be a great something or other
-in the world of art, but she had never thought
-definitely enough about it to decide just what it would
-be. She did think now, or spoke without thinking.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then I’ll be the greatest landscape painter—landscapes
-with figures.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Before they parted at Twentieth Street, Ruth had
-promised to go to an exhibition with Dorothy on the
-following Saturday.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria had given her a latch key and she went into
-the house on Gramercy Square without ringing the
-bell. She expected to hear her aunt’s voice, but instead
-a man’s voice called out:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That you, Gloria?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_33'>33</span>She answered by walking into the drawing-room,
-disappointed at not finding Gloria there.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Where is Gloria?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They both said it at once, and then they both
-laughed. Terry Riordan was very appealing when
-he laughed. He had risen at her entrance, and was
-standing loose-limbed yet somehow graceful in his
-formless tweeds.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve been waiting at least an hour for her,
-though it was obvious that George didn’t want me
-here. He quite overpowered me with big words and
-proper English to explain why he thought my waiting
-quite uncalled for.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He’s like that, but Gloria is sure to come if you
-wait long enough,” said Ruth, sinking wearily into
-a chair and dropping her sketches beside her on the
-floor.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Even if she doesn’t I couldn’t find a more comfortable
-place than this to loaf. I’m too nervous to
-be any place else in comfort. The show opens tonight.
-It was all right at the tryout in Stamford,
-but that doesn’t mean much. I want a cigarette, and
-George frightened me so that I didn’t dare ask him
-where they are.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Frightened? You, Mr. Riordan?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There, you looked like Gloria then. You are
-relatives, of course, same name and everything, but
-I never noticed any resemblance before. Suppose
-you must be distant relatives.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Gloria says we must be very distant relatives in
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_34'>34</span>order to be close friends,” said Ruth, dodging the
-invitation to tell the extent of her relationship to
-Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“As for the cigarettes, there should be some in
-the blue Ming jar over there, or, if you prefer, you
-can roll your own. There’s tobacco in the box—Gloria’s
-own tobacco.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Thanks; I suppose I could have found it myself,
-but I was actually afraid to look around—George
-gave me such a wicked look—he did indeed,”
-said Terry. “What a wonderful woman
-Gloria Mayfield is,” he continued as he lit a
-cigarette.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I know,” said Ruth. “No wonder she has so
-many friends.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Every one loves Gloria,” continued Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You love her?” asked Ruth. She felt that this
-man was confiding in her. She wondered if he had
-proposed to Gloria and if his suit was hopeless.
-She felt sorry for him, but even while she sympathized
-she could not keep the three husbands out
-of her mind. Three husbands were rather overwhelming,
-but four! Somehow, it didn’t seem quite
-right, even for so amazing a woman as Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I should say I do love Gloria. Why, she lets
-me read everything I’ve written and always applauds.
-That’s one of the things I came for today.
-I’ve written that number for Dolly Derwent. Want
-to hear it?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, please; I’d love to hear it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_35'>35</span>“Got to tell some one,” said Terry, and without
-waiting for further encouragement, he began singing
-in his queer, plaintive voice, that made his words
-sound even more nonsensical than they were, a song
-the refrain of which was:</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b c003'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>“<i>Any judge can recognize</i></div>
- <div class='line'><i>A perfect lady by her eyes,</i></div>
- <div class='line'><i>And they ain’t got nothing, they ain’t got nothing,</i></div>
- <div class='line'><i>They ain’t got nothing on me.</i>”</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you think that’ll get across? You know
-Dolly Derwent. Don’t you think that will suit
-her?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Now, Ruth had never seen Dolly Derwent, and
-looking at Terry Riordan she suddenly decided to
-drop pretence.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve never seen her,” she admitted, “and while
-I suppose your songs are awfully clever and funny,
-I don’t know anything about the stage and half the
-time I don’t know what you’re all talking about.
-You see I haven’t been in New York long and I
-spend most of my time at the Art Students’ League
-and I’m afraid I’m not much good as a critic.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>For a few moments Terry did not answer. He
-just looked at her, smiling. His smile diffused a
-warm glow all round her heart as if he were telling
-her that he understood all about her and rather
-admired her for not understanding all the stage
-patter.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_36'>36</span>“Suppose you show me your sketches. I don’t
-know any more about art than you do about the
-stage, so then we’ll be even,” he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There’s nothing here that would interest you—just
-studies from the life class.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I say there’s an idea for a number—chorus of
-art students in smocks and artists’ caps and a girl
-with an awfully good figure on a model throne—no,
-that’s been used. Still there ought to be
-some sort of an original variation of the theme.”
-He took out his notebook and wrote something
-in it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Shall I bring tea, Miss Ruth?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>George was standing in the doorway, having appeared
-suddenly from nowhere.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, thank you, George—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Perhaps if we go on just as if we weren’t waiting
-for Gloria, she’ll come.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’d forgotten that we were waiting for her,” said
-Terry. “Do you know, I think that nigger is
-jealous of me—you know, as dogs are sometimes
-jealous of their mistress’ friends—and he’s only
-being civil now because I’m talking to you instead
-of Gloria. Some day he’s going to put something in
-my high ball.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What a terrible thing to say,” said Ruth.
-“I’m sure George is perfectly harmless. It’s only
-that he doesn’t talk like other niggers.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t call him a nigger!” exclaimed Terry,
-pretending to be shocked. “Hasn’t Gloria told you
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_37'>37</span>that he is a Hindoo—half-caste I imagine, and he
-came from some weird place, and I heartily wish
-he’d return to it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>A Hindoo—that explained George’s appearance,
-but it made him more puzzling as a servant than
-before. He was not like the imaginations of Hindoos
-that her reading had built up, but perhaps as
-Terry said he was a half-caste. Terry’s words, for
-the moment, surprised her out of speech.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Here’s Gloria now,” he said. “We must stop
-talking treason. She thinks she has the best servants
-in the world.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria came in, filling the room with cold outer
-air mingled with the odour of the violets pinned on
-her sables.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Just look who’s here,” she said, holding a small,
-plump, frizzled, blond woman of about forty in
-front of her. “Billie Irwin—she came over from
-London with the unfortunate ‘Love at First Sight’
-company, and here she is with no more engagement
-than a trapeze performer with a broken leg—you
-know her, don’t you, Terry?—well, anyway you
-know her now, and this is Ruth Mayfield—not in the
-profession, an artist of a different kind.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How interesting!” murmured Billie Irwin.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Tea? Take it away, George—we don’t want
-tea. I want dinner just as soon as Amy can get it.
-We’re all going to see the opening of ‘Three Merry
-Men.’ You thought I was going to fail you, didn’t
-you, Terry? But we’re not, we’ll all be there. And,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_38'>38</span>George, do get a room ready for Miss Irwin. She’s
-going to stay for a few days with me.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“She means a few months,” whispered Terry to
-Ruth, thereby establishing between them a secret
-confidence.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>That night Ruth got a new impression of Terry
-Riordan. He did not stay to dinner, though Gloria
-asked him, but he met them at the theatre. Every
-one seemed to know him and treated him as quite
-an important person. It was her first experience of
-a first night, and she got the impression that these
-people were waiting through the acts for the intermissions
-instead of waiting through the intermissions
-for the acts. Terry wasn’t in their box, he had a seat
-in the back of the theatre with Philip Noel, who had
-written the music, but he slipped in and out during
-the evening to chat and to hear words of praise.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How do you think it’s going to go?” Gloria
-asked him when he returned to their box after the
-first intermission.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Badly, I’m afraid; I met several of the newspaper
-men out there, and they seemed to like it. If
-the critics like it, it’s almost sure to close in three
-weeks,” said Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I won’t believe it. It is sure to have a long
-run,” said Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“God knows I did my best to lower the moral
-tone of the thing and make it successful,” said
-Terry. “If it will only run long enough to give
-me some royalties, just long enough to keep me
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_39'>39</span>going until my comedy is finished, I won’t
-care.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They chatted on, commenting on the people on
-the stage until Ruth lost all sense of illusion. They
-took away from her the fairyland sense that had
-formerly made the theatre a joy, and as yet she had
-not acquired the knowledge of stagecraft that gives
-the stage a stronger fascination for theatrical folk
-than for the people who have never seen it in any
-way except from “out front.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She knew that the music was all stolen from
-something else, for a composer, a rival of Philip
-Noel, who had dropped in to chat with Gloria, had
-said so; that in an effort to do something original
-the costumer had produced frightful results, for
-Terry Riordan had commented on it, and Billie
-Irwin had spoken of how often the leading woman
-flatted her notes. Her voice had been bad enough
-when she started ten years ago, and now it was quite
-hopeless.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry Riordan had not spoken to Ruth since
-their arrival, when he had pretended to be quite
-overcome with the grandeur of her gown. Since
-then he had devoted himself entirely to Gloria.
-Ruth couldn’t blame him for that. Gloria made
-every one else appear colourless. No wonder Terry
-Riordan loved her. It was foolish of her to let him
-occupy her thoughts. No man in his right mind
-would give her a second thought in the presence of
-Gloria. Even the thought that she was an art student
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_40'>40</span>no longer brought comfort. There were so
-many art students in New York. Still she could
-not keep Terry out of her mind. It was not that
-she thought him a genius. Indeed, she rather
-scorned his slapstick lyrics. New York might bow
-down before his frayed cuff cleverness, but she was
-from the Middle West, where men are rated by
-what they have done, not what they are going to
-do. She couldn’t analyse exactly what it was about
-Terry Riordan that stirred her emotions,—some
-sympathetic quality in his voice perhaps, his never-failing
-cheerfulness and his absolute confidence in
-his own future. She was rather glad that he didn’t
-talk to her very much, for she blushed whenever
-he spoke to her. She had blushed when he spoke
-about her frock and old John Courtney had commented
-on it in his absurd exaggerated manner.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How charmingly you blush, Miss Mayfield,” he
-had said. “You must pardon an old gentleman for
-speaking of it, my dear, but I dare say it is the
-only genuine blush that Broadway has seen these
-forty years.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>If it had been possible to be annoyed by anything
-the ancient matinée idol said, Ruth would have
-been annoyed, especially as it momentarily attracted
-the attention of every one to the party, to herself.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>John Courtney was another of Gloria’s admirers.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The best actress in New York,” he whispered
-to Ruth. “But she hasn’t had an engagement for
-three years. She won’t take anything but leads, and
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_41'>41</span>there isn’t a man who dares play opposite her. It’s
-not alone that she’s so tall—though no man likes to
-play opposite a woman from one to five inches
-taller than he—it’s her personality. She fills the
-stage. The other players are just so much background.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Later even John Courtney seemed to forget the
-existence of Ruth, and she sat back in the crowded
-box in the crowded theatre quite alone. She could
-not even watch the stage—for they had reduced the
-people on it to a group of ordinary individuals
-working at their trade. She had a little sketch pad
-and a pencil with her and began making caricatures
-of the principals. She became absorbed in this and
-forgot to feel alone.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That nose is wonderful and that’s just her
-trick with her hands. I didn’t know you were a
-cartoonist.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was Terry Riordan looking over her shoulder.
-She had not known he was in the box.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m not a cartoonist,” she said, making an effort
-to hide her sketch pad. “I was only doing it for
-fun.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But they’re great; let me see the others. I had
-no idea you were so talented. I thought you just
-daubed around with paint.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>From any one else the words would have been
-cruel enough, but from Terry Riordan they were
-almost unbearable. She could hardly keep the tears
-back.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_42'>42</span>“That isn’t talent,” she managed to articulate.
-“It’s just facility. I am studying painting—I never
-do this sort of thing seriously—I was just playing.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He had taken the sketches from her and was looking
-at her in puzzled wonder.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you mean to say you don’t want to do this
-sort of thing—that you consider it beneath your
-talent?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It doesn’t interest me.” She spoke with as much
-dignity as she could muster. For a moment he
-looked troubled, then his irresistible smile came.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Never mind, I understand,” he said. “Ten
-years ago I intended to be a modern Shakespeare—and
-just see the awful end to which I’ve come.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Just then the curtain went up, and she did not
-notice that he had not returned her sketches.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Up to this time Gloria had been the gayest person
-there—so gay that Ruth thought that she had
-forgotten her existence. She was in the chair in
-front of Ruth, and had apparently been absorbed
-in the play and the conversation of the people with
-her. Suddenly she rose and left the box, pausing
-just long enough to whisper in Ruth’s ear, “I’m
-going home; Billie will explain.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The others in the box didn’t seem to notice. Perhaps
-they thought Gloria had gone back stage to
-see some friend and would return. It was only
-when the final curtain fell and Terry came back to
-ask them to go to supper that her absence was explained.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_43'>43</span>“Where’s Gloria?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Gone home,” said Billie. “She asked me to
-explain to you that she had to go.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But why?” asked Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Because she wanted to—you know Gloria—sudden
-fit of depression, because she isn’t working
-and wants to work. Why don’t you write a play for
-her, Terry?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I will one day perhaps—if I can, but I so
-wanted her tonight. Let’s follow her home and
-drag her out again.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not if you value her friendship,” said Billie.
-“Aren’t there enough of us here to make a supper
-party?” She smiled coyly at him, shrugging her
-plump shoulders and turning her pale eyes at him
-in an ingénue ogle.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course—we’ll try to be as merry as possible
-without her.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think if you’ll help me find a cab I’ll go
-home to Gloria,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You too?” Terry looked at her reproachfully.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’d rather if you don’t mind.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We can’t allow you to go alone. I shall be
-most happy,” said John Courtney.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No indeed. I know that you don’t want to
-miss a word of what they say about Terry’s play,
-and I’d rather go alone. The others would never
-forgive me for taking you away.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>After that it was easy for her to slip away into
-the darkness and seclusion of a cab, alone with the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_44'>44</span>thousands in the checked thoroughfare. She wanted
-to get away from Terry Riordan and his success.
-She thought she was escaping for the same reason
-that Gloria had run away, but Gloria could not be
-as unhappy as she, for Gloria had had her success.
-Terry Riordan knew that Gloria was a great actress,
-but he didn’t know that she, Ruth Mayfield, was a
-great painter, at least a potential great painter. He
-had suggested that she was a cartoonist and he had
-thought that he was paying her a compliment.
-Years from now, when she became a beautiful,
-fascinating woman of thirty like Gloria, even in
-imagination she couldn’t make herself quite thirty-five—they
-would meet again. It would be at a private
-view at the Academy, and he would be standing
-lost in wonder before the picture she would have
-hung there. Every one would be talking about her
-and her work, and then they would meet face to
-face. There would be no condescension in his
-words and smile then—</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was imagining childish nonsense. By the
-time she had won her success, Terry would be married
-to Gloria. It was easy to see that he loved
-Gloria. Why not? No one could be so beautiful
-or so charming as Gloria. It was silly to dream of
-Terry Riordan’s love, but she would win his admiration
-and respect. After all, marriage had never
-held any place in her plans. She didn’t want to
-marry. She wanted to be a great painter. One
-must make some sacrifices for that. The cab turned
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_45'>45</span>into the great quiet of Gramercy Square. A soft
-mist hung over the trees, like quiet tears of renunciation.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was startled to see lights gleaming in all the
-lower windows of the house. Inside she found
-George sitting on the lower step of the stairs. He
-rose as she entered, but did not respond when she
-spoke to him. The doors into the drawing-room
-were open and she looked in. Lying face down on
-the floor, still fully dressed, was Gloria and scattered
-around her were the violets from the bouquet
-she had been wearing. She was quite motionless,
-and Ruth dared not speak to her. Evidently
-George was keeping watch.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Can I do anything?” she whispered to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He shook his head and pointed silently up the
-stairs. She went, hurrying up the three flights as
-if the act of going up lifted her above her own
-discontent and above the unhappiness of Gloria.
-She went into the studio and looked at the canvas
-on which she had been working. It was hard to
-wait until morning to begin on it again. It had
-been a week since she had touched it. When she
-began she had intended rising early to get an hour’s
-work before breakfast, but evenings in the company
-of Gloria and her friends had kept her up late and
-youth claimed its need of rest despite her firmest
-resolves. It was no good, the picture, anyway. She
-would paint it all out and begin over again. She
-would spend her Sundays in the country with the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_46'>46</span>other art students, sketching. She had not entered
-into the student life enough. And she had entered
-into Gloria’s life too much. If she had been taking
-her work more seriously she would not have had
-time to fall in love with Terry Riordan. She did
-not question that it was love that had come into her
-life to complicate things. In Indianapolis it had
-all seemed so simple. There were paint and canvas
-and her hands to work with, and she would study
-and work and exhibit and become famous. Now it
-was made plain to her that art itself was not a matter
-of paint and canvas and exhibitions, or even of
-work as Dorothy Winslow had said, but a matter
-of men and women, and competition and struggle
-and love and hate and jealousy and thwarted ambitions
-like those of the woman who lay down there
-prostrate with defeat. The defeat that was such a
-tragic jest—a great talent useless because the actress
-was too tall. If success was dependent on such
-things as that of what use to struggle and work?
-Crouched on the floor before her canvas she looked
-up through the skylight at a star, and soft tears
-moved slowly down her cheeks, tears for herself
-and for Gloria and for all the unfruitful love and
-labour in the world.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_47'>47</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER III</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>Ever since her conversation with Dorothy
-Winslow, Ruth had wondered whether it
-would not be better if she had taken painting
-and composition instead of portrait painting in the
-morning. But she didn’t like to give up the portrait
-painting and she knew that if she suggested attending
-one of the evening classes Gloria would object
-that she was working too hard. Of course she was
-her own mistress, but it wasn’t pleasant to meet with
-opposition nevertheless.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She spoke to Dorothy about it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You can’t get everything in a year, and it all
-counts. I don’t think one can tell exactly what one’s
-forte is until one has studied for some time. Better
-keep on as you are. Certainly don’t give up the portrait
-class. Bridgelow is wonderful,” Dorothy had
-assured her, “and you may not get a chance to
-study under him again.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It seemed to Ruth that she was living a sort of
-double life, her hours among the art students were
-so separate from her life with the people at the
-house on Gramercy Square. And in a way she was
-not actually a part of either life. Among the students
-she felt a certain reticence, because they were
-most of them, at least the ones she had met, very
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_48'>48</span>obviously poor. They were paying their own way
-by working at things far removed from art. One
-of the girls painted stereopticon slides for illustrated
-songs, and some of the boys worked at night as
-waiters. They lived in studios and cooked their own
-meals, and Ruth was ashamed to let them know
-exactly where or how she lived. She heard their
-chatter of parties to which she had not been invited,
-and she could not control the feeling that she was
-inferior to these people because she had an assured
-income.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The morning following the opening of Terry
-Riordan’s play Ruth had left the house without seeing
-Gloria, and the thought of her aunt as she had
-last seen her, was with her all morning. In the
-brief time between classes she was glad to join the
-group of students who always hurried to a little
-restaurant on Eighth Avenue for a bite of lunch, or
-a “bolt of lunch” as Nels Zord called it. Nels
-was a Norwegian, possibly twenty-five years old
-who spent every other year studying. He was supposed
-to have a great amount of talent and he sometimes
-sold things—seascapes mostly, small canvases
-of a delicacy that seemed incredible in view
-of his huge, thick hands. When he was not in
-New York, he went on long voyages as a sailor
-before the mast, where he satisfied his muscles with
-hard work and his soul with adventure and gathered
-material to be painted from half finished
-sketches and from memory when he returned to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_49'>49</span>New York. He had gone to sea first as a boy of
-fifteen, from his home in Seattle and always chose
-sailing vessels from preference. He had two passions,
-art and food, and had never yet been known
-to give a girl anything but the most comradely attentions,
-which was, perhaps, why he was so much
-sought after by them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth, Dorothy, and Nels walked together to the
-lunch room. All of the students were talking about
-the water colour show that was to open at the
-Academy the following Tuesday. On Monday
-evening there was to be a private view, and Nels
-Zord, by virtue of being an exhibitor was one of the
-few students who would be admitted. He was permitted
-one guest and had surprised every one by
-inviting Dorothy Winslow. She told the news to
-Ruth as they walked along.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I didn’t,” said Nels with what seemed to Ruth
-unnecessary rudeness. “You invited yourself, and
-I hadn’t asked any one else. Might as well take
-you as any one.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Far be it from me to care how I get there,”
-said Dorothy with perfect good nature. “It’s a
-shame that Ruth can’t go too. You’ve never been
-to a private view at a big show like this, have you?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, and I’d love to go, but I suppose there’s
-no chance.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ll tell you what; I think I know how you can
-get it,” said Nels. “I know a chap, old fellow, one
-of the patrons. He always goes and he’s always
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_50'>50</span>alone. I don’t see why he wouldn’t take you—he’s
-not one of those old birds who goes in for
-young girls—not old enough I guess—and you’re
-quiet looking and everything. You know he ought
-to be proud to take you,” he ended up in what was
-for him a burst of enthusiasm, but Ruth was rather
-inclined to be offended.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Really, I’d much rather not go than to go in
-that way—” she began explaining.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now don’t be foolish,” interrupted Dorothy.
-“You know that any one of us will go in any way
-possible. It doesn’t matter how we get there so
-long as we do get there. At the private view we’ll
-have a chance to really see the pictures and to hear
-the criticisms of the people whose opinion counts.
-Do be sensible and come with us.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course I want to go, just as all of us do,”
-admitted Ruth, “but not badly enough to go as the
-unwelcome guest of a man I’ve never met.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You don’t understand,” said Nels. “He won’t
-be taking you there, exactly. It’s just this way.
-He’s allowed one guest, I’ve never known him to
-bring one. Some one might just as well use that
-guest card. He’s a friend of mine and I’ll ask him
-for it. If it’s necessary for him to appear with you,
-we can all meet at the Academy. By the way, a private
-view is awfully dressy—have you got evening
-things?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth wasn’t surprised at the question. She knew
-that lots of the students considered themselves
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_51'>51</span>lucky to possess one costume suitable for the street.
-She knew two girls who shared a studio and one
-evening gown together. They wore the gown turn
-about, and couldn’t both accept an invitation to the
-same party. Knowing these things she nodded
-without comment.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course, she has everything,” explained
-Dorothy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Well, I haven’t you know—always put on my
-Latin quartier clothes, things I never dared wear in
-Paris, but they go big enough here, especially when
-worn by an exhibitor,” said Nels.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know what I shall wear—probably borrow
-a frock from some one.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Would you—do you think you could wear one
-of mine?” asked Ruth hesitatingly.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“D’you mean to say you’ve got two?” asked
-Dorothy with mock amazement.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If you think it can be arranged without too
-much trouble, I would like to go,” admitted
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Simplest thing in the world,” said Nels who was
-rather proud of his influential friend.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The conversation about the water colour show
-drove thoughts of Gloria out of Ruth’s mind until
-she started homeward from the League. She wondered
-how Gloria would look, whether she would
-dare speak of the happening of the night before,
-whether Gloria would be shut in her own room and
-refuse to see her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_52'>52</span>Gloria’s voice called joyously to her as she opened
-the door. She was standing in the midst of innumerable
-garments, frocks, hats, shoes, lingerie,
-gloves, all in a state of wild confusion, while George
-dragged huge trunks into the few empty spaces on
-the floor, and Amy stood by, trying to fold and
-classify garments as Gloria threw them about.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m going to Palm Beach—want to come
-along?” she called cheerfully.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I can’t very well leave school, Gloria, but if
-you want to close the house I can go to an hotel
-for a few weeks. How long are you going to be
-gone—when are you going?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know. I just know I’ve got to get away
-for a while. I hate New York. I’m going as soon
-as I can get packed, but there’s no reason for closing
-the house. You’re here and Billie will be here
-at least until she gets an engagement, and I’ll leave
-George and Amy. I just thought if you wanted to
-come you might.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course I’d love to go; I’ve never been to
-Florida, but I can’t leave school just now. Can I
-help?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Dive in; the sooner the trunks are packed the
-sooner I go.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Have you bought a ticket and made reservations?”
-asked Ruth practically.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Time enough for that later. I can’t go today
-anyway you know. I just thought of it an hour
-ago.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_53'>53</span>“If Miss Mayfield will pardon a suggestion from
-me,” said George, “I would suggest that Palm
-Beach will be very dull just now—It is too early
-for the season to have begun and the hotels will be
-quite deserted.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s just why I’m going—I’m fed up with
-people,” said Gloria, and George subsided into sullen
-silence.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>One of the few things about Gloria that Ruth did
-not quite like was her treatment of her servants.
-She was quite as apt to ask the advice of George or
-Amy as one of her friends, and in consequence they
-often offered it unsolicited. With Amy this course
-was all right. She would storm and scold in true
-Southern negro fashion and take the resulting scolding
-in good part, but if Gloria reprimanded George
-he would retire sullenly to the lower regions of the
-house and pack his luggage and then appear with
-great dignity to offer his resignation. Whereupon
-Gloria would beg him to stay and he would consent
-to do so with apparent reluctance. Once Ruth had
-seen her put her hand on his arm with a familiar
-gesture while she pleaded with him to stay. The
-sight sent a cold shudder over her. To Ruth there
-was something sinister and repulsive about George,
-and she was almost sure that her feeling of distrust
-and dislike was fully returned.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He went out now in answer to the ringing door
-bell, and returned with Terry Riordan, who stood
-looking in with wide, questioning eyes. Ruth
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_54'>54</span>watched his face intently, keen to see whether he
-would show regret at Gloria’s going away.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Glad I got here in time to say good-bye,” he
-said, smiling. “Who’s going away?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I thought George told you over the ’phone that
-I couldn’t see any one today,” said Gloria. “I’m
-packing to go to Palm Beach, and now that
-you’ve satisfied your curiosity, perhaps you’ll run
-along.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not at all; I’m going to stay to argue with
-you. In the first place why go away and in the
-second why go to Palm Beach when there are so
-many interesting places to go?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m going away because I’m tired of playwrights
-and actors and actresses, and Fifth Avenue
-and Broadway, and if you have any better place
-than Palm Beach to suggest, I will be very glad to
-go there—only don’t say the North Pole, for I’ve
-been packing summer clothing and don’t want to do
-it all over again.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Can’t you say anything to her?” he asked, smiling
-at Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She shook her head, answering him with her eyes
-and again she had the feeling of a secret understanding
-between herself and Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Haven’t you any control over this house,
-George?” he asked perching on top of one of the
-trunks and lighting a cigarette.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>George made no answer, but Amy grinned her
-delight. With her mistress gone George would assume
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_55'>55</span>more upper servant airs than ever and she
-would have no court of justice to which she could
-refer in time of domestic strife.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Please get off that trunk, Terry; there are chairs
-to sit on,” said Gloria, drawing the red flower of
-her lip under her white teeth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How can I sit on a chair when there are hats
-and boots on every one?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Here, I’ll clear one for you,” said Gloria, and
-sent a hat sailing across the room.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth would never dare throw a hat across the
-room, no matter how much she felt like it. She
-watched Gloria in a perfect passion of admiration
-that half drowned the sharp pain in her heart because
-she knew that Terry also saw Gloria’s beauty
-and felt the charm of her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If you really must go away, and I can understand
-that too, for I’d like to get away myself,
-why not take a sea voyage—that’s the real thing
-in rest cures. Go to San Francisco by rail and then
-take one of those boats that run to Hawaii and
-Samoa and on to Sydney if you don’t want to stop
-at Samoa. Let me see, five days to San Francisco,
-eighteen days to Sydney, not counting a long stopover
-in Hawaii and Samoa, and by the time you return
-I’ll have a comedy written for you,—a comedy
-in which the entire plot rests on the heroine’s being
-not less than six feet tall—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t tease me, Terry—it isn’t fair—you’ve
-been writing that comedy for three years now—if
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_56'>56</span>you only would write it I wouldn’t care even if I
-had to play opposite a giant from a circus—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was near tears, so near that Ruth could hardly
-restrain an impulse to go to her and throw her arms
-about her, when Terry evidently with the same impulse
-went to her and did throw one arm about her
-shoulders. Ruth saw now that they were exactly
-the same height.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My dear girl, I’m not teasing. The comedy is
-half finished now, only I wanted to keep it for a
-surprise, and you won’t play opposite a circus giant.
-If necessary I’ll play opposite you myself and wear
-French heels.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t believe him, Ruth,” said Gloria, smiling
-now. “He’s always promising to write a comedy
-for me, but he doesn’t mean it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Wait and see,” said Terry. “You do believe
-me, don’t you Ruth?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>But Ruth, gazing hopelessly on the splendid
-beauty of her aunt, and seeing Terry’s arm across
-her shoulder could not answer.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ll give you four weeks more to make good,
-Terry,” said Gloria. “Clear all the junk away,
-George; I’ve changed my mind. I’m not going
-away for a while.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry Riordan forebore to laugh, but his eyes
-again sought Ruth’s in secret understanding.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think I’ll go up and work a while before dinner,”
-she said. It was better to leave them alone,
-and she must work! she must work! she must work!</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_57'>57</span>Pursuant to her conversation with Dorothy
-Winslow in which she had announced her intention
-of painting landscapes with figures, Ruth had begun
-a new canvas—a corner of the park with two children
-playing under the trees. She had been trying
-to get an effect of sunlight falling through green
-leaves. It was badly done. She could see that now.
-Besides, she didn’t want to paint children. She
-painted them out with great sweeps of her brush.
-They were stiff, horrid, complacent little creatures.
-Instead she would have only one figure, a shabby,
-old woman crouching on a park bench, and she
-would take out the sunlight too. A thin mist of
-rain would be falling and the sky would be murky
-with a faint, coppery glow where the sun sought to
-penetrate through the clouds, but the chief interest
-of the picture would centre about the figure of the
-old woman, holding her tattered cloak about her
-under the uncertain shelter of the trees.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>If only she had the colour sense of Nels Zord—she
-would get it in time. It was only a question
-of more work and more work. Would Terry
-Riordan really play opposite Gloria in the new
-comedy? The play was the task that Gloria had set
-him and when it was produced Terry could claim
-his reward. She would go to the wedding and no
-one would ever guess that her heart was broken.
-Afterward she would live in retirement and paint;
-or perhaps she would travel and one day be thirty-five
-years old and beautiful with a strange, sad
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_58'>58</span>beauty and men would love her, but she would refuse
-them all ever so gently.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She worked steadily for almost an hour and then
-she began to wonder whether Amy would have a
-very good dinner and how many would be there.
-Perhaps Terry Riordan would stay. And she decided
-to put on a new dinner frock that she had
-bought and wondered if she could dress her hair as
-Gloria did, and tried it, but found it unsuccessful
-and reverted to her own simple coiffure.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>When she went down she found that Terry had
-indeed stayed for dinner and Gloria had changed to
-a gorgeous gown and Billie Irwin, who had come
-in late from the hair-dresser’s, had acquired a
-splendid aureole of golden hair in place of the
-streaked blond of yesterday, and Philip Noel was
-trying out some new music and they had all promised
-to stay to dinner and afterward there was a
-play that they simply must see, at least the second
-act. There was really nothing worth listening to
-after the second act, and all conversation about
-going away or about the new comedy seemed to be
-forgotten.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’ll have a surprise on Sunday morning,”
-Terry told her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What kind of a surprise?” asked Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Can’t tell now; it’s a secret. Gloria knows,
-though.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s a very nice surprise,” said Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth glanced quickly from one to the other.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_59'>59</span>Perhaps they were going to be married and would
-announce the fact on Sunday.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Can’t I guess?” she asked, trying to imitate
-their gay mood.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No! you’d never guess,” said Gloria, “but it’s
-really a wonderful surprise. Only you mustn’t
-ask questions—you’ll find out at breakfast Sunday
-morning and not a moment sooner.”</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_60'>60</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER IV</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>Sunday breakfast was a ceremony at the
-house on Gramercy Square. Then Gloria
-broke away from her rule of breakfast in
-bed, and clad in the most alluring of French
-negligées, she presided at the coffee urn in the big
-dining-room, while around her were ranged friends
-expected and unexpected in harmonious Sunday
-comfort. There was a delightful untidiness about
-the entire room that was particularly cheering—ash
-trays with half-smoked cigarettes on the white cloth
-and Sunday newspapers scattered at random by
-casual hands. Conversation for the first half hour
-was confined to nods and sleepy smiles, but when
-the second cup of coffee had been poured people
-really began to talk. There was always, when the
-weather permitted, a fire in the grate, and after
-breakfast there was an hour of intimate chat in
-which all the stage gossip of the season was told
-and analysed, and careers were made and unmade.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Breakfast was at eleven o’clock, but Ruth had
-been up for hours, working away in her studio at
-the top of the house. At eleven she came down,
-for George was intolerant of late comers. Gloria,
-Billie Irwin, Terry Riordan, and John Courtney
-were already there. They raised their heads from
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_61'>61</span>their newspapers and greeted her with smiles, for
-Gloria considered it the worst taste possible for
-any one to speak before she had had her first cup
-of coffee, and particularly she disliked “Good morning”
-spoken in a cheery tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There is no such thing as a good morning,” she
-always averred. “Morning is never good, except
-for sleep.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>At the moment that Ruth entered George placed
-the coffee urn on the table and Gloria proceeded to
-pour the cups, looking very lovely with the dusk of
-sleep still in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth thought it very odd to be at a table with
-four other people none of whom spoke a word. No
-one else seemed to mind, they all devoted themselves
-to their breakfast with the same earnestness
-that a few moments before had been bestowed on
-the Sunday newspapers.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now, Terry, you can give Ruth her surprise,”
-said Gloria presently.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth had almost forgotten but now she remembered,
-seeing them all look at her beamingly, as if
-she had done something very nice.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry reached down to the floor and picked up a
-section of newspaper. It was the theatrical section,
-Ruth saw, even before he handed it to her, and
-then, that it contained a story about “Three Merry
-Men,” with a photograph of the leading woman and
-grouped around it the sketches that Ruth had made
-caricaturing the players. The sketches had not
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_62'>62</span>been signed but under them was a printed caption,
-“Sketched by Ruth Mayfield.” She stared at the
-page for some moments, realizing that they were
-all looking at her and expecting some sort of an outburst.
-Finally when she sat silent, Billie Irwin, less
-sensitive than the others, spoke:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Isn’t it wonderful, Ruth—we’re all so proud
-and glad for you—to think of seeing your work reproduced,
-and you’ve only been in New York a few
-weeks.” She put her plump hand on Ruth’s shoulder
-with an impulsive gesture.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth restrained an impulse to throw it off. She
-still kept her head bent, instinctively hiding her eyes
-until she should gain control of their expression.
-She realized that every one there thought that
-Terry had done a fine thing in getting the sketches
-printed, that Terry himself thought he had done a
-nice thing. It would be impossible to explain to
-these people that she considered such work beneath
-her—that she, the future great painter, did not
-want to dabble in cartooning. But to them she was
-only an obscure art student. She must say something
-soon—her silence was past the limit of surprise.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How good of you, Mr. Riordan,” she said at
-last. “I had no idea that you were going to do this
-when you took my sketches. It’s quite wonderful
-to see them—to see them in a newspaper like
-this—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My word,” laughed Terry, “I believe that
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_63'>63</span>Ruth doesn’t really like it at all, though I meant
-well, I did indeed, child, and though you don’t know
-it, cartooning is quite as much art as painting, and
-quite as difficult if one had not the particular genius
-for it. I gave the sketches to the <cite>Sun</cite> critic and he
-was quite enthusiastic. I dare say you might get
-a chance to do it right along if you wanted to.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Ruth is an ungrateful little wretch if she isn’t
-both pleased and proud,” said Gloria, smiling fondly
-at Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I am pleased and grateful,” protested Ruth,
-“but I don’t want to be a cartoonist, not until I’m
-quite sure that I can never be a painter.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Better far be a clever cartoonist than a bad
-painter,” said John Courtney, “though I understand
-just how you feel. As a young man, when I first
-entered the profession I wanted to be a great
-comedian—I still think I could have been one, for
-I have a keen sense of humour, but it was not to be,
-I was, you will pardon me for speaking of it, I was
-too handsome—my appearance forced me to be a
-romantic hero—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He passed one white hand over his grey, curled
-hair, as he spoke, with a gesture as one who should
-say, “you can see that I am still handsome and can
-judge for yourselves of my youth.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Your fatal beauty was your ruin,” said Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He smiled good-naturedly.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, not my ruin, I have done very well, but I
-did want to be a great comedian, and I’ve never seen
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_64'>64</span>a comedian who did not secretly long for tragic
-rôles, but ‘there is a destiny that shapes our
-ends—’ What is that quotation?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“‘Rough-hew them as we will,’” Ruth finished
-for him. “I quoted that myself to a girl last week
-and she answered me by saying that she intended
-to do a lot of rough-hewing.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Still, even if you do want to paint I think you
-ought to follow this newspaper thing up,” said
-Billie Irwin who was a bit vague as to the trend
-of the conversation. “Your name is in quite large
-type and nothing counts like keeping one’s name before
-the public. If only I had not been so retiring
-when I first started!”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Just here George came in with a letter which he
-laid beside Ruth’s plate.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It just came by hand,” he explained.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth lost no time in opening the large, square
-envelope, addressed in a precise, old-fashioned,
-masculine hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Inside was a square engraved card of admission
-to the private view of the water colour show at the
-Academy on Monday evening. With it was another
-card with the name Professor Percival Pendragon
-engraved on it, and the words “compliments of”
-written above.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, isn’t this splendid!” she exclaimed, passing
-the contents of the envelope to Gloria. “You know
-all of the students are crazy to go to the private
-view tomorrow night, but it’s awfully exclusive and
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_65'>65</span>only the members of the Academy and the exhibitors
-have cards, but each one is permitted one
-guest. Nels Zord, one of the student exhibitors is
-taking Dorothy Winslow and he’s asked this man,
-a friend and patron of his, to send me his guest
-card. Hasn’t he got a queer name? You know
-I’ve never met him at all. He must be really fond
-of Nels—quite an old chap I suppose and perhaps
-I’ll meet him at—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Just then Ruth was stopped by the expression on
-Gloria’s face. She was holding the card away from
-her as if it were something dangerous and her face
-had grown quite pale, her big, blue eyes staring out
-with an expression that Ruth could not analyse.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What is it—are you ill?” In her fright Ruth
-has risen from her place at the table and moved to
-Gloria’s side.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria waved her away with a movement of her
-arm, and seeming to recover a part of her composure
-began to smile.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s nothing at all, Ruth,” she said. “I was
-just startled for a moment—you see Professor Percival
-Pendragon is—was, my husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth sank back into her chair.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then I suppose—perhaps you’d prefer—I can
-send the card back to him and tell that I am unable
-to use it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not at all,” said Gloria, twisting her round, red
-mouth in the whimsical way she had. “If you
-haven’t met him he doesn’t know that you are a
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_66'>66</span>relative of mine and you needn’t tell. Besides he’s
-an awfully good sort really. I always did like
-Percy. I didn’t know he was in America. The last
-I knew he was in Oxford, associated with the observatory
-there. He’ll probably talk to you about
-the great star map.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The great star map?” questioned Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, I don’t know what the thing really is,” said
-Gloria. “Something that the astronomers are
-working on now. It takes about twenty years to
-make one, but it’s no particular use to them after
-it’s finished. They just make it with great work—but
-that’s merely a rehearsal. Their children make
-another one, which I suppose is the dress rehearsal;
-and their grandchildren make a third, which is I
-suppose the <i><span lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">première</span></i>. Then they compare their
-map with the one made by their parents and grandparents
-and by some process discover that the
-planets have moved. They have a wild hope that
-they may discover where the planets have moved
-and why, but if that doesn’t materialize the great-grandchildren’s
-children make a new star map, devoting
-their entire lives to it, and some time, two
-thousand years from now, perhaps, some grey-whiskered
-old man some place will know something
-exact about the stars, or will not know something
-exact about the stars, as the case may be.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Every one except Ruth laughed at this description.
-She felt that these people with all their years
-must be in some ways younger than herself.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_67'>67</span>“They are working for posterity,” she said reprovingly.
-“All great art and science is like that.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, but you mustn’t expect player folk to appreciate
-anything but the transitory in art,” said
-John Courtney. “It is the tragedy of the profession
-that the art of every one of us dies with us. The
-tones of Gloria’s marvellous speaking voice will not
-be heard by our descendants. Booth is nothing but
-a memory in spite of his statue out there in the park.
-It is the life of a butterfly.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Courtney had used his deepest emotional voice
-in speaking, and despite custom and knowledge of
-his many harmless affectations, Billie Irwin shuddered
-and looked pained.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Butterflies are very beautiful at least,” said
-Terry, reflecting in his face the concern that Ruth
-also felt as she noted that Gloria was still looking
-quite pale, with a strained expression in her eyes as
-if she were seeing things far removed from the
-breakfast room. She determined to again ask her
-aunt if it would not be better to give up the private
-view, as soon as she had an opportunity to speak
-with her alone.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The opportunity did not come until late that afternoon,
-and then Gloria shrugged her shoulders in
-a careless manner and laughed at Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Certainly not, foolish child. He doesn’t know
-that you live with me. I doubt if he even knows
-that I am alive. I’ve been off the stage so long and
-besides he never goes to the theatre. This art
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_68'>68</span>thing must be a new fad with him. Still he must
-have noticed the name. Even Percy can scarcely
-have forgotten my last name. Only don’t tell him
-about me. Don’t let him know that you are a relative,
-and don’t let him come to the house.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The others are coming—Dorothy and Nels.
-I’m going to lend Dorothy a gown.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do they know anything about me?” asked
-Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; you see I’ve been afraid to tell them just
-how happily I am situated. They are all so poor
-and I’ve been afraid that they’d not take me seriously
-if I told them that I have never been hungry
-or afraid of a landlord or any of the interesting
-things that seem to be common in their lives. They
-rather look down on the students that have an allowance
-from home, so I’ve never told them anything
-about myself. Probably I shan’t meet Mr.
-Pendragon at all. If he had wanted to meet me
-he would have come with Nels instead of sending
-the admission card, don’t you think so?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Perhaps,” said Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Then curiosity overcoming delicacy, Ruth asked
-her the question that had been in her mind all day.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Which one is Professor Pendragon?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Which one?” Gloria’s eyebrows went up in
-surprise. “Oh yes, I know what you mean, which
-one on my list. Percy was number one. I was very
-young when I married Percy and very ambitious.
-It was—let me see—eleven years ago and we were
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_69'>69</span>married just one year. I haven’t seen him for nine
-years or heard of him for at least five, and if you
-love me, Ruth, you won’t let him know who you
-are or you won’t mention me. You see I’ve been
-married twice since then and I don’t want to meet
-Percy. It would be painful to both of us. He can’t
-have any interest in me, and certainly l have none
-in him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her voice grew hard as she spoke the last words
-and her mouth set in a line that made her lips look
-almost thin, but her eyes were not hard. Some deep
-emotion looked out of them, but whether it was pain
-or hate, Ruth could not decide.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She could understand that Gloria would be embarrassed
-at seeing her first husband, especially in
-view of the fact that he had had two successors,
-and that Gloria was contemplating a fourth marriage.
-As Ruth’s own admiration for Terry Riordan
-increased she found it increasingly difficult to believe
-that Gloria would reject him, so the fourth
-marriage seemed quite possible.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria was going to dine out that night and they
-were together in her room where she was dressing.
-Her auburn hair fell over her shoulders and Ruth
-decided that now she looked like the pictures of
-Guinevere in “The Idylls of the King.” Ruth knew
-that Gloria had been disturbed by the knowledge
-that her former husband was in New York and that
-she might meet him at any time, but she did not
-seem to be averse to talking about it, and Ruth was
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_70'>70</span>one of those persons, who, seemingly shy and reserved,
-actually so about her own affairs, could yet
-ask with impunity, questions that from any other
-person would have seemed prying and almost impertinent.
-This was really because Ruth never
-asked out of idle curiosity, but because she had a real
-interest. Her aunt was to her a fascinating book,
-the pages of which she must turn and turn until she
-had read the entire story.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Had any of the people this morning ever met
-Professor Pendragon?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; that is no one but George—I acquired
-George in London, you know, just about the same
-time that I married Percy. Husbands come and husbands
-go, but a good servant is not so easily replaced,
-so I’ve managed to keep George, though he
-hates New York.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then,” continued Ruth, more to herself than to
-Gloria, “it was not Professor Pendragon who gave
-you this house.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, as I told you, I don’t think he even knows
-that I’m in New York. I didn’t know he was here.
-I was fond of Percy and naturally I don’t let him
-give me anything, because that would have given him
-pleasure and I wanted to hurt him—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>In the mirror she caught the shocked expression
-in Ruth’s eyes, and turned swiftly to face her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course you think all this is terrible, but after
-a few years you’ll understand, not me, but something
-of life itself and of how helpless we all are.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_71'>71</span>I know that you have a very clearly defined plan of
-life—certain things that you will do—certain things
-that ‘could never happen to me.’ I know because
-we’re all like that. And then one day, utterly without
-your own volition, knowing that you’re doing
-the wrong thing, you’ll do and say things that simply
-aren’t written in your lines. Do you suppose that at
-your age I planned to love a human observatory that
-observed everything except me, or that I expected
-to divorce him and marry a tired business man who
-expected to use me as a perpetual advertisement for
-toilet preparations, or that I expected when I
-divorced him that I’d do it all over again with a man
-more lifeless than his family portraits? You don’t
-know what you’re going to do when you start out.
-I know just that much now—that I don’t know. I
-may commit matrimony again tomorrow.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But didn’t you love any of these men?” gasped
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course—I loved Percy, and Percy loved the
-stars—perhaps that’s why he married me. I was
-a star of a kind at the time.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then why—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, I don’t know; I think the final break came
-because of Eros— Isn’t that the bell? Do run and
-tell Terry that I’ll be with him in a minute. I
-wonder why he will persist in always being on
-time?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was Terry. He was trying to engage the dignified
-George in conversation.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_72'>72</span>“Hello—you look as if you’d been reading fairy
-tales,” he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, just talking to Gloria,” said Ruth. “She’ll
-be down in a few minutes.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It must have been an exciting conversation from
-the size of your young eyes.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We were talking,” said Ruth, “we were talking
-about—about Eros.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The God of Love?” asked Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If you will pardon me,” said George, “Eros is
-also the name of a small planet discovered in our
-solar system in the year 1898.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Completing which amazing piece of information,
-George silently departed, leaving the two staring
-after him.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_73'>73</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER V</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>Ruth had intended asking permission to have
-Dorothy and Nels to dinner on the night of
-the private view, but if she did that they
-would learn that her aunt was Gloria Mayfield and
-there was every chance that Nels would refer to that
-fact in talking to Professor Pendragon, for Ruth
-had already discovered that the art students were
-ardent celebrity seekers and Gloria Mayfield, though
-she had not appeared on any stage for three seasons,
-was still something of a celebrity.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She compromised by eating an early dinner with
-Dorothy at the little restaurant on Eighth Avenue,
-at least Dorothy called it dinner, though it was
-eaten at tea time and both girls were too excited to
-care what they ate. Then they went home to dress.
-It was the first time that Ruth had taken any one
-of the students to her house and she wondered just
-how she would avoid telling Dorothy about her
-aunt.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>George opened the door for them and they went
-on up to Ruth’s room without seeing any one else,
-though Ruth could hear voices from the drawing-room.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“This doesn’t look like a rooming house,” said
-Dorothy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_74'>74</span>“It isn’t. I live here with friends. What do
-you think of my work room?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Great!—warm, too. There isn’t any heat
-where I live and I have to use a little oil stove, but
-it’s expensive. You know I don’t think much of
-that—one might as well be frank—” She was looking
-at the canvas Ruth had on her easel. “Nels
-and I were talking about it yesterday. We think
-you ought to follow up the cartoon thing. You
-know they make a lot of money, cartoonists. You
-could take it up seriously, you know—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But I don’t want to take it up seriously. I don’t
-want to be a cartoonist. I want to be a landscape
-painter, and if you will allow me to be frank, too,
-I don’t think that you are in a position to judge
-whether I have talent or not.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth had been very much surprised to find that
-her friends at school seemed to think that she had
-achieved something by having her sketches in a Sunday
-newspaper. What she had thought would make
-her lose caste among them had in reality given her
-distinction, but it had had another effect also. If
-she was a caricaturist she could also be a painter,
-they reasoned, and less frankly than Dorothy, Nels
-Zord had expressed the opinion that she would never
-be a great painter.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Better be a successful cartoonist than an unsuccessful
-painter,” he had said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She had made no protest until now and Dorothy
-looked at her in amazement.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_75'>75</span>“Don’t be angry. I didn’t mean anything, only
-it’s always a pity when any one has a real talent and
-then insists on some other method of expression. Of
-course you may be a great painter. As you say, I’m
-not a critic and besides you haven’t been studying
-long. Only the painting is all a gamble and the
-sketches are a success right now if you care to go on
-with them.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“So are your fashions if you care to go on with
-them,” said Ruth, still hurt.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Speaking of fashions, let me see the frock I’m
-to wear,” said Dorothy, changing the subject with
-more abruptness than skill.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“They’re in my other room,” said Ruth. “You
-can have anything you want except what I’m going
-to wear myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Then followed two hours of dressing and redressing.
-There were only two gowns to choose from,
-but Dorothy had to try both of them many times,
-rearranging her bobbed hair each time, and finally
-deciding on the blue one because “it makes my eyes
-so lovely and Nels is crazy about that blue.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was so interested in her own appearance that
-she forgot to ask questions about the friends with
-whom Ruth lived and long before Nels called for
-them, Ruth knew that Gloria would have gone out
-for she was dining with the Peyton-Russells. Mrs.
-Peyton-Russell had been a chorus girl who after she
-married John Peyton-Russell had the good taste to
-remember that Gloria Mayfield had befriended her,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_76'>76</span>the result being that Gloria was often invited to
-dinner parties at their place in town and had a
-standing invitation to whatever country place happened
-to be housing the Peyton-Russells, all invitations
-that Gloria often accepted, though she complained
-that Angela Peyton-Russell took her new
-position far more seriously than she had ever taken
-her profession. She was almost painfully respectable
-and correct. She dressed more plainly than a grand
-duchess, and having no children, was making strenuous
-efforts to break into public work. One of the
-most amusing of her activities, at least to Gloria,
-was in connection with a drama uplift movement.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Nels Zord came promptly at half-past eight,
-dressed as he had threatened, “like a musical comedy
-art student.” His wide trousers, short velvet
-jacket and flowing tie created in the mind of Ruth
-much the same wonder that Dorothy’s unaccustomed
-elegance created in the mind of Nels. Only Dorothy
-herself was unimpressed by their combined magnificence.
-To her everything was but a stepping
-stone on the upward path of her career.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t I look spiffy, Nels? And aren’t you going
-to make sure that I meet Professor Pendragon, and
-be sure and tell him that I do portraits and then I’ll
-do the rest. If one can’t make use of one’s friends,
-of whom can one make use?” The last addressed
-to Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I wouldn’t miss the opportunity of letting him
-meet you for anything,” agreed Nels. “Only do
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_77'>77</span>try and be a little bit careful, Dot, you are strenuous,
-you know. Anyway you’d have met him without
-asking. He seemed curious to meet Ruth. Asked
-how she looked and if she was tall and beautiful,
-and seemed awfully disappointed when I told him
-that she was only short and pretty. Are you all
-ready? There’s the cab waiting.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>From somewhere George appeared to open the
-door for them, and as Ruth paused to wrap her cloak
-more closely about her bare shoulders, his soft, lisping
-voice whispered in her ear:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Take care what you say to Pendragon, Miss.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She nodded and followed Nels and Dorothy into
-the cold, outer air. In the cab Nels and Dorothy
-chatted of the exhibitors—great artists whom they
-knew by sight, while Ruth to whom they were only
-names, listened in breathless admiration.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>When they had arrived and had left off their
-wraps, Dorothy protested:</p>
-
-<p class='c008'>“Do we have to go down the line, or can we duck
-to the left?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No nonsense like that; remember you’re with
-an exhibitor, and besides Professor Pendragon may
-be waiting for us. We can pay for the privilege of
-looking at the pictures by breaking through the line
-of receiving dowagers. It’s only fair.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, very well—but it’s really awful, Ruth. Lots
-of the students just duck the line and slip in at the
-left, but I suppose we’re too dignified tonight.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_78'>78</span>Professor Pendragon was not waiting for them,
-but the long line of dowagers was. If Dorothy had
-not been with her, Ruth would merely have looked
-at them as a long line of middle aged and elderly
-women in evening dress, but Dorothy saw them with
-far different eyes. She knew the names of some of
-them, and whispered them to Ruth while they waited
-to follow some people who had arrived before them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Just look at the third one from the end—the
-one with the Valeska Suratt make-up on the Miss
-Hazy frame—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>And then Ruth looked puzzled.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You know Miss Hazy in ‘Mrs. Wiggs of the
-Cabbage Patch’—I say, wouldn’t you think she’d
-choke with all those beads—the one with the neck
-like a turtle. The ones with the antique
-jewelry are from Philadelphia—you can tell them
-with their evening cloaks on, too. They always have
-evening cloaks made out of some grand, old piece
-of tapestry taken from the top of the piano—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Then Nels led them forward and in a very few
-seconds they had passed the line of patronesses, thin
-and stout, there seemed to be no intermediates, and
-were free to look at the pictures and talk to their
-friends.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Not for the world would Nels have dashed immediately
-to his own picture, though he knew to a
-fraction of an inch just where it was hung. But
-gradually they went to it, hung on the eye line and
-in the honour room, and there the three stood, the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_79'>79</span>girls telling Nels how proud they were, and Nels,
-gratified at their praise, yet half fearing that some
-one would overhear, with the blood coming and
-going in his blond face until he looked like a girl
-despite his heavy shoulders and the big hands that
-looked more fitted for handling bricks than for painting
-delicate seascapes in water colour.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Other people seeing their interest in the picture
-came and looked at it also. The “outsiders,” as
-Dorothy called them, standing up as close as their
-lorgnettes would permit, the artists, standing far
-off and closing one eye in absurd postures, while
-murmurs of “atmosphere,” “divine colour,” and
-other phrases and words entered the pink ears of
-Nels like incense in the nostrils of a god.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>So much engrossed was he in his little ceremony
-of success that he did not see Professor Pendragon
-approaching, though Dorothy and Ruth, without
-knowing his identity, were both conscious that the
-very tall, distinguished looking man was watching
-them, Ruth even guessed who he was before he laid
-his hand on Nels’ shoulder and spoke. It was not
-alone that he was tall—very tall even with the slight
-stoop with which he carried his shoulders; it was his
-face that first attracted Ruth’s attention, a keen,
-dark face with a high bridged nose and eyes from
-which a flame of perpetual youth seemed to flash.
-Yet it was a lined face, too, full of unexpected
-laugh wrinkles and creases and there were streaks
-of grey in the hair.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_80'>80</span>“Well, Nels, you can’t complain of how the picture
-was hung this time.” His voice was like his
-face, poetic and with a hidden laugh in it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Nels turned, flushing redder than before.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Professor Pendragon, we’ve been looking for
-you. I knew you’d turn up here sooner or later and
-just waited. Here is Dot, I mean Miss Winslow,
-and Miss Mayfield.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Thank you so much for letting me use your
-guest card. It was very kind of you, Professor
-Pendragon, and I’m having such a good time.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not at all! I was delighted to be able to make
-such good use of it. Have you seen Alice Schille’s
-children or Mary Cassatt’s charming pastel? The
-women artists are rather outshining the men this
-year. If Nels can break away from his own work
-we’ll go and see them. Then there’s John Sloan and
-Steinlen, and a Breckenridge thing with wonderful
-colour.” He led them off, smiling down with a funny
-little stooping movement of his head that in a smaller
-man might have been described as birdlike. He
-seemed to know every one and was continually being
-stopped by men and women who wanted his opinion
-about this or that piece of work. Ruth tried hard
-to look at the pictures, but her mind was continually
-wandering to the people and especially to Professor
-Pendragon. Dorothy noticed this.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t try to look at things tonight. None of
-us ever do. The people are too funny. The dragon
-seems to be on intimate terms with all of them,” she
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_81'>81</span>whispered. “Nels tells me that he’s a great swell
-with ever so much money. I wish you could mention
-that I paint portraits. If I could get him to sit it
-would be a start. You mention portraits and I’ll
-do the rest.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Much embarrassed and in great fear that
-Dorothy’s whispers would be overheard, Ruth tried
-to make an opportunity for mentioning that Dorothy
-painted portraits. Professor Pendragon himself
-made it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What sort of work are you doing, Miss Mayfield?”
-he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Nothing now, I’m just a student, but I hope to
-do landscapes. Dorothy is to be a great portrait
-painter.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You know I’d love to paint you, Professor
-Pendragon. You have such an interesting face—you
-have really,” she ended as Nels laughed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Some day when I have lots of time—and thank
-you for saying that my face is interesting! Or perhaps
-I can do even better and get some beautiful
-woman to sit for you. Wouldn’t you like that?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; I’d rather have you,” said Dorothy, raising
-her large blue eyes with ingenuous confidence.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There’s a very interesting picture in the
-‘morgue,’ by a new artist of course, that I’d like to
-have you see, Nels.” He broke off, for Nels had
-been drawn away by some fellow students and
-Dorothy had followed him, leaving him alone with
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_82'>82</span>“Never mind; perhaps you’ll be interested, Miss
-Mayfield.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth thought she detected the faintest trace of
-hesitancy in his voice whenever he pronounced her
-name.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Is New York your home?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is now. I came from Indiana, but my mother
-died a few months ago and I am living with friends
-here.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How sad; you have no relatives then?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>His eyes were searching her face and she felt
-that he must see that she was lying.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you paint?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh no, this art thing is a new fad with me—that
-is of course I’ve always been interested in beautiful
-things, but it’s only recently that I’ve been actively
-interested. I’m afraid I’m a dilettante—rather an
-awkward confession for a man of forty-one to make,
-but it’s true. I thought I had a career as an astronomer,
-but I gave that up some years ago, and
-since then I’ve tried a bit of everything. One must
-play some sort of game, you know. It must be wonderful
-to be like that little girl with Nels. Her
-game will be earning a living for some time to
-come—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Another pause gave Ruth a clue to his thoughts.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; I’m not exactly in that position—of course
-I want to earn money, too, but only because that is
-the world’s stamp of success,” she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_83'>83</span>He had evidently forgotten the picture they went
-to see, for he asked her if she was hungry, and when
-she said “No,—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I thought young things were always hungry,
-especially art students, but if you’re not hungry let’s
-sit here and talk. Nels and Miss Winslow will be
-sure to find us soon.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Astronomy must be an awfully interesting
-study,” she said, wondering how any man once having
-married Gloria could ever have let her go, and
-why Gloria once having loved a man like this, could
-ever have sent him away.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, interesting, but like art it is very long.
-I sometimes think I would have done better to take
-up astrology.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’re joking,” said Ruth. “Surely you don’t
-believe in that sort of thing.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why not? There’s a grain of truth at the bottom
-of all old beliefs, and it is as easy to believe
-that one’s destiny is controlled by the stars as to
-believe in a Divine Providence, sometimes much
-easier. The stars are cold, passionless things, inexorable
-and fixed, each moving in its appointed
-round—passing and repassing other stars, meeting
-and parting—alone as human lives are alone. There
-are satellites powerless to leave the planet around
-which they circle and here and there twin stars that
-seem one light from this distance, but doubtless are
-really millions of miles separated in space—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He caught the intent look on her face and smiled:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_84'>84</span>“No, on the whole I think astrology would not
-have been any more satisfactory than astronomy, for
-even there, there is nothing clear cut, ‘The stars
-incline but do not compel.’ Just one thing is really
-sure, one must play with something.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Here comes Nels,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Just in time to keep me from persuading you
-that I am quite insane,” said Professor Pendragon.
-“I was going to show you a wonderful picture in
-the morgue, but it’s too late, Nels, for you’ll never
-be able to find it alone, and I am going to buy it.
-Some day, if you’ll come and have tea with me—all
-of you—you can advise me about the proper place
-to hang it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We’ll do that, but I’ll bet I can find it by myself—go
-ahead and buy it and when we come to your
-house I’ll be able to describe the picture and tell you
-who painted it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course, if some one tells you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, not that; if there’s anything in the morgue
-worth your attention, I’ll be sure to notice it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“So will I,” said Dorothy. “Come on, Ruth,
-let’s look.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth had been wondering whether Pendragon
-would go out with them and how she could avoid
-his going to the house on Gramercy Square, but evidently
-he was as informal as a student, for he only
-nodded a careless farewell and strolled off while
-they went in search of the picture.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_85'>85</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER VI</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>Ruth entered the house with her own key,
-which she had taken, not wanting to keep
-George waiting up to open the door for her.
-The house was quite silent and dark, save for one
-dim light burning in the hall, and this light seemed
-to illumine a thick blue haze or smoke that floated
-out enveloping her as she paused on the threshold.
-At the same moment she was conscious of an almost
-overpowering odour of incense, something that
-Gloria never used, she knew. She stood a moment
-peering through the blue haze until she made out a
-figure crouching on the stairs, not George as she
-at first supposed, but Amy, who seldom showed herself
-in the front of the house. She was huddled up,
-with clasped arms, weaving to and fro and moaning
-inarticulate prayers, while her eyes rolled wildly
-about in her head.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Amy, what’s wrong? Are you ill?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Amy paused in her weaving and moaning to shake
-her head negatively.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then what’s wrong? Is Miss Mayfield ill?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Again the negative shake.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’se waitin’ up for yo’, Mis’ Ruth. I want you
-to let me sleep upstairs with you all tonight. There’s
-a couch in the room what you all paint. I kin use
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_86'>86</span>that,—please, Mis’ Ruth, I’se a dead woman ef you
-says no.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What nonsense!” said Ruth, trying to speak
-sharply and at the same time in a low tone. Amy,
-for all her agitation, kept her voice almost a whisper
-and kept turning her head over her shoulder as if
-she feared that some one was coming up behind her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why do you want to sleep in my studio? Aren’t
-you comfortable downstairs? If you’re ill I’ll send
-for a doctor. You’ll have to give me some reason.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She saw that the negro woman’s distress was very
-real, however foolish, and laid her hand on her
-trembling shoulder.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Doan ask me no questions now—jes let me
-come,” she said rising as if she would accompany
-Ruth upstairs against her will, and still looking over
-her shoulder.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I can’t let you come unless you tell me why,”
-said Ruth, her voice growing louder in spite of her
-efforts to keep it low.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The negress laid a warning finger on her lips and
-shot a look of such terror over her shoulder that
-Ruth felt a sympathetic thrill of horror down her
-own spine and peered into the blackness beyond the
-stairway, half expecting to see some apparition
-there. Then struggling as much to control her own
-nerves as those of the servant, she put both hands
-on Amy’s shoulders and forced her down on the
-stairway again.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If there’s any real reason why you should sleep
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_87'>87</span>upstairs you can, but you must tell me first what
-you’re afraid of.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The negress leaned toward her, whispering:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s him—that devil-man, George; he a voodoo
-and he’s practisin’ black magic down there. I cain’t
-sleep in the same paht of the house. I’m goin’ to
-give notice in the mawnin’—please, Mis’ Ruth, take
-me up with yo’—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>For a moment Ruth did not know what to say.
-She knew that all negroes are superstitious, but looking
-into the rolling eyes of Amy, there in the midnight
-silence of the house, she was not able to
-laugh.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m surprised at you, Amy. I thought you were
-more sensible. What’s George doing? He hasn’t
-tried to hurt you, has he?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, not me, he ain’t goin’ hu’t me—I don’t
-expec’ you-all to understand. I don’t care whether
-you understands or not, jus’ let me go up with yo’.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What’s George doing?” demanded Ruth again.
-She would much rather have given consent at once
-and ended the argument, but she could not control
-a feeling both of curiosity and nervousness, and was
-now protesting more against her own fears than
-those of Amy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He tol’ me to go to baid. He orders me roun’
-li’e I was his nigger, and I went, but I could see him
-through the keyhole—he’s in our settin’-room—it’s
-between his room and mine. There’s another do’
-to my room and I wen’ right out through it. I didn’t
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_88'>88</span>waste no time. But don’t you-all try to stop him.
-He’s at black magic—oh-o-o-o-o-o—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her tense whisper trailed off into a suppressed
-wail.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Come with me,” said Ruth with sudden determination.
-“I’ll see for myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She started off down the hall, through the thick
-blue haze which she could now tell was issuing from
-the servants’ quarters, and Amy, protesting, but
-evidently fearing to remain behind, walked behind
-her. Ruth had never been in the servants’ quarters,
-but she knew that they had rooms on the first floor,
-which was partly below the street level. As she
-passed she switched on the lights in the hall, illuminating
-the short flight of steps that led below. The
-door at the bottom was closed. At the top of the
-steps, Amy caught her arm.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t go, Mis’ Ruth—jes’ look through the
-keyhole once. The do’s locked—don’t knock, jes’
-look once—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth shook off her restraining arm, but unconsciously
-she softened her footsteps, creeping
-almost noiselessly down the steps, while the black
-woman waited above. In the silence she could hear
-her frightened breathing. She had no intention of
-following Amy’s advice, but intended to knock
-boldly at the door and then to scold George for
-frightening his fellow servant. She was determined
-to do that even if George complained to his mistress,
-but when her foot touched the last step, something
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_89'>89</span>stronger than herself restrained her. She stood
-a moment with her heart beating against her ribs,
-and then, Ruth Mayfield, daughter of respectable
-parents, bent down in the attitude of a curious and
-untrustworthy servant and applied her eye to the
-keyhole. She knelt thus for many minutes before she
-finally rose and came back up the steps controlling
-by a strong effort of her will the inclination to look
-back over her shoulder as she had seen Amy do. At
-the top Amy took her arm and together they walked
-back through the hall.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>At the foot of the stairway she turned her white
-face to Amy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You can come with me if you’ll promise not to
-say anything about this to Miss Mayfield, or to leave
-for a while at least.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ll promise anything, Mis’ Ruth, only take me
-with you—an’ I won’ tell—I ain’ ready to die yit.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s all just nonsense, Amy, only I don’t want
-to worry Gloria with it just now. You understand,
-it’s just nonsense,” she repeated with lips that
-trembled.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She slept fitfully that night, waking in the morning
-to the sound of Amy’s knocking at her door. She
-called to the servant to come in, eager to talk with
-her again before she had an opportunity to speak
-to Gloria. She came in with the breakfast tray,
-looking much as usual and apparently only too eager
-to ignore the events of the night before. She set the
-tray down and began rubbing her shoulders.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_90'>90</span>“I got a misery,” she whined, “the wu’k in this
-house is too ha’ad. They’se wu’uk enough here for
-foah and only two to do it all. I’se neber wu’uked
-in a big house like this befo’ less they was at least
-foah kep’. I’se a cook, I is, not a maid, and what
-not. Nex’ thing she’ll be askin’ me to do laundry.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now, Amy, that isn’t fair. The house is big,
-but Miss Mayfield only uses about half of it, and you
-know she dines out almost more than in. Besides I
-don’t want you to go away yet. If you’ll stay I’ll
-ask Miss Mayfield to let you sleep up here all the
-time. I can tell her that I’m nervous up here so
-far away from every one and I’m sure she won’t
-mind.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Amy’s face beamed with pleasure. “Is you-all
-goin’ speak to her ’bout Go’ge?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not at once—I must have time to think about
-that, and you must be quiet, too.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’ you fret; I ain’ goin’ say anything ef
-you-all doan’.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>At the door she turned again and looked at Ruth
-as if she would like to ask a question, but Ruth
-pretended not to see, and she went out without
-speaking.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>What Ruth had seen could not be ignored, yet
-she could not go to Gloria and tell her that she had
-deliberately peeked through keyholes, especially as
-there was no way of proving that she had seen what
-she had seen. George did not practise his rites every
-night or Amy would have long since fled in terror.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_91'>91</span>The only thing to do was to try and persuade Gloria
-to discharge George for some other cause, or failing
-that, to watch an opportunity to show Gloria what
-she had seen. But perhaps Gloria already knew.
-That did not seem exactly probable, but Gloria was
-a strange woman and she said that George had been
-in her service a long time—before her marriage to
-Professor Pendragon. Perhaps Professor Pendragon—</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her thoughts lost themselves in trying to unravel
-the tangled skein of Professor Pendragon, Gloria
-and her marriages, George and his evident connection
-with everything. She remembered George’s
-warning whisper of the night before. Pendragon
-might be able to explain everything to her, but she
-could not ask him about George without also giving
-him information of Gloria, a thing she had promised
-not to do. The night before she had thought that
-she might go direct to Gloria with her story about
-George, but in the light of morning it sounded both
-fantastic and unreal—as foolish as the fears of the
-superstitious Amy had seemed before she, herself,
-had investigated her wild story.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She would be late to class this morning, for she
-had waked late and had dressed slowly with her
-thoughts. On her way downstairs she passed
-Gloria’s room. The door was open and Gloria was
-sitting up in bed surrounded by innumerable papers.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Are you in a hurry?” she called.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, not much,” which was true, for being
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_92'>92</span>already late, Ruth was wondering whether it would
-be worth while to try and attend her first class.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Perhaps you can help me out—can’t make anything
-of all this,” said Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What is it?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Bills and my bank account—they don’t seem to
-match somehow.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She thrust a mass of papers toward Ruth, who sat
-down on the side of the bed and began to look at
-them. She picked up an assortment of bills, some
-of them months old, some of them just arrived, some
-of them mere statements of indebtedness, others with
-pertinent phrases attached thereto, such as “An immediate
-settlement will be appreciated.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth found a pencil and a pad and began to add
-up the various amounts—they totalled several
-thousand dollars. The idea of so much indebtedness
-frightened Ruth. All her life she had been accustomed
-to paying for things when she got them.
-Since coming to New York she had discovered that
-this was bourgeoise and inartistic, but training and
-heredity were stronger than environment with her
-and she still had a horror of debt. However, she
-tried to conceal her surprise.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now, if you’ll let me see your check book and
-your pass book, perhaps we can discover why they
-don’t match,” she suggested.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Here they are—go as far as you like. I never
-could make anything of figures, except debts,” said
-Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_93'>93</span>“But you haven’t made out more than half the
-stubs on your checks—how can I tell what you’ve
-spent unless you’ve kept some record of it?</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know—they balance the book now and
-then at the bank, but I don’t know as it’s much use.
-The truth is I really can’t afford to keep up this
-house, even with only two servants.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why don’t you rent it and then get an apartment
-and let George go and keep Amy? You could do
-with one servant in a small apartment and I could
-pay half the expense—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You could not! I thought I made that quite
-clear. I can’t have any one living with me except as
-a guest—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But why?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know why, except that it flatters my
-vanity. Besides I can’t give up the house. I’ve got
-to keep it whether I can afford it or not. Where
-would Billie and any number of other people live
-when they’re out of work if they didn’t have this
-big house to come to? I got a note from Ben Stark
-yesterday. His company broke up in Saint Louis
-last week and he’s coming on here. I wrote that I
-could put him up until he gets another engagement.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But Gloria, don’t you see that you can’t afford
-to do that sort of thing? You’re too generous. No
-one likes to talk about money, but one must talk
-about money—it’s always coming in at the most
-inopportune moments and unless we recognize it
-politely at first it’s sure to show up at the worst time
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_94'>94</span>possible later. You can’t afford to be always giving
-and never taking anything from any one. If you’d
-only let me live here on a sensible basis—it would
-make me feel much more comfortable, and—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It would not,” said Gloria. “If I’d known you
-were going to be sensible and practical and all that
-sort of thing, I wouldn’t have asked you to look at
-the silly, old bills. And I’m not generous at all.
-I’m selfish. Generous people are the sort of people
-who accept favors gracefully—people like Billie
-Irwin and Ben Stark. Besides we aren’t sure yet.
-I may have money enough to pay all this—only it’s
-such a bore writing checks.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She smiled cheerfully at the thought.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ll tell you what—I’ll take your book to the
-bank and have it balanced and then we can find out
-just what is wrong, and I’ll take care of it all for
-you. I did all that sort of thing for Mother, you
-know.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’re a dear, and just to show you that I can
-help myself too I’m going to do something that I
-suppose I should have done long ago.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>One of Gloria’s pet extravagances was having
-telephone extensions in all the rooms that she herself
-used. She reached out now to the telephone by
-her bed and called a number.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Is Mr. Davis there?” she asked. “Tell him
-Miss Mayfield wants to talk to him.” Then after
-a pause: “Good morning—you remember you
-offered me a contract last week. Is it still open?
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_95'>95</span>Send it over and I’ll sign it— Tomorrow? Yes, I
-can begin tomorrow. Nine o’clock—that’s awfully
-early, but I can do it I suppose if other people do.
-Yes, thanks. Woman’s prerogative and I have
-changed mine. Tomorrow, then— Thank you— Good-bye.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There now, I’ve promised to go to work in the
-movies and earn some money. Meantime if you can
-straighten out my financial puzzle I shall be most
-grateful.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Have you ever worked in motion pictures before?”
-asked Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, but we all come to it sooner or later, that
-is if they’ll take us. I haven’t any illusions about it.
-They may not like me at all. Being an actress on the
-speaking stage doesn’t always mean that one can
-make a picture actress. Half the down and out
-artists of the spoken drama who scorn the movies,
-couldn’t get in if they tried. But if they give me a
-contract for a few weeks I’ll have that at least, and
-then if I’m no good I won’t have to worry about it
-any more.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Has Miss Irwin an engagement yet?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; but she’s doing her best, poor dear. It’s
-awfully hard in the middle of the season. Angela
-Peyton-Russell is going to give a Christmas party at
-their house in the Berkshires. I’ll have her invite
-you, too. If I work a few weeks in pictures I’ll be
-ready for a rest. By the way, did you see Percy
-last night?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_96'>96</span>Suddenly Ruth had a suspicion that this was the
-real reason why she had been called in. Gloria’s
-tone was almost too casual and she had asked her
-question without introduction, abruptly in the middle
-of other things.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, I met him and he’s awfully nice and good
-looking, but I told him that I had no relatives and
-that I am living with friends.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He asked then?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; I suppose the name made him curious.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He isn’t married?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If he is his wife was not with him and he
-didn’t mention her. I’m almost sure that he’s
-not.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Did he talk about astronomy?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No—that is yes—only to say that he’d given it
-up and art is his latest fad.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Take care you don’t fall in love with him, he’s
-very fascinating,” said Gloria, smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I know—why did you divorce him?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How should I know?” Gloria frowned impatiently.
-“Oh, because he was quite impossible—as
-a husband. All men are.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ll take your book to the bank now. I’ve
-missed my morning class anyway,” said Ruth rising.
-The weight of all the things she knew and guessed,
-and did not know, was pressing heavily on her and
-she longed for some one to whom she could tell
-everything and get advice. Obviously her temperamental
-aunt was not the one.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_97'>97</span>At the door she paused again, making one last
-effort to simplify her problem.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why don’t you discharge George anyway and
-get another woman? I’m sure he must be very expensive.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You don’t like George, do you?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, I don’t. He’s not like any nigger I ever
-saw before. Where did he come from anyway?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know exactly. He is a Hindoo, half-caste
-I imagine, or he wouldn’t work as a servant,
-and I found him in London. It was just before I
-married Percy. George had been working in one
-of the music halls as a magician and he was ill. I
-took care of him. His colour didn’t matter—he was
-in The Profession, in a way, you know, and when
-he got well he offered to work for me and he’s been
-with me ever since, about eleven years. I really
-couldn’t do without George, you know. Percy didn’t
-like him either.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why doesn’t he go back into vaudeville? He
-could make more money.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Gratitude, I suppose—anyway, that wouldn’t
-make very much difference, and so long as I have any
-money at all, I shall keep George.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How do you know that he is really a Hindoo?”
-asked Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He told me that when I first found him. You’re
-more curious about George than Percy was. Percy
-always said he looked like something come to life
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_98'>98</span>from a pyramid, but George never liked Percy and
-he won’t like you if you ask him questions.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I shan’t ask him questions.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I do wish you hadn’t met Percy—he keeps coming
-into my mind. Did he look well?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Very well indeed.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Happy?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s more difficult—you know I’d never seen
-him before, so it would be hard to tell. If you—why
-didn’t you let me tell him the truth; then probably
-you’d have seen for yourself.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, I wouldn’t. He might have thought that I
-deliberately tried to see him. Anyway I don’t want
-to see him. I was only curious. Don’t speak about
-him again, even if I ask. I want to forget him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth went out with thoughts more conflicting than
-before. One moment she thought she detected in
-Gloria a sentimental interest in her former husband;
-the next she appeared to hate him, and apparently
-there was no hope of persuading her to send
-George away. She went to the restaurant on Eighth
-Avenue for lunch, where she met Nels and Dorothy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What do you think?” said Nels. “I just heard
-that Professor Pendragon is ill—paralysis or something
-like that, and he certainly looked well last
-night. I can’t understand it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The news doesn’t seem to have affected your appetite
-any,” said Dorothy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Certainly not—must keep up steam. Shouldn’t
-wonder if that was why he’s ill. He never eats anything
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_99'>99</span>much. One can’t paint greatly unless one eats
-greatly.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“When did he get ill, and how?” asked Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“When he went home from the show last night—It’s
-extraordinary because he’s never been troubled
-that way and he was quite well just a short time before.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth was thinking of George and of all the old
-tales she had ever heard of the evil eye and black
-magic. She was thinking of these things with one
-part of her brain, while with another part she scoffed
-at herself for being a superstitious, silly fool. If
-only Amy hadn’t persuaded her to look through the
-keyhole.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m going to go and see him tomorrow afternoon,”
-said Nels. “I’d go today, but I have to
-work.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Take us with you,” said Dorothy. “He invited
-us to tea anyway and he seemed to be interested in
-Ruth.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“One can’t go to tea with a paralytic, Dot, besides,
-he lives in a hotel, unless they’ve moved him
-to a hospital. I’ll find out and if it’s all right of
-course you can go too.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Just look at Ruth, Nels; she looks as concerned
-as if the dragon were a dear friend.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m not at all; it’s just that it’s sudden—and I
-was thinking of something else too.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was remembering Gloria’s last words about
-not mentioning Pendragon’s name again. Here
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_100'>100</span>was another piece of information that she must keep
-to herself. It was so annoying to be just one person
-with only one pair of eyes and ears and only one
-small brain. If she could only see inside and know
-what Gloria was really thinking, what depths of
-ignorance or wickedness were concealed behind
-George’s black brows, what secret Professor Pendragon
-knew—and even, yes, it might blight
-romance, but she would like to know just what Terry
-Riordan thought.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Did Gloria love Terry or did her heart still belong
-to her first husband? And what of those other
-two whose names were never mentioned? If only
-she could be one of those wonderful detective girls
-one read about in magazine stories. How simply
-she would solve everything.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She found Terry with Gloria when she reached
-home. They were talking interestedly as they always
-did, with eyes for no one else apparently, and
-her heart sank. George came in to ask come question
-about dinner. He did look like something that
-had stepped from the carvings on a pyramid. His
-fine features were inexpressibly cruel, yet there was
-something splendid about him too. He was so tall—taller
-than Gloria. Tall enough to play—she
-stopped affrighted at her unnatural thought.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_101'>101</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER VII</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>The entire régime of the house on Gramercy
-Square had been changed. Instead of rising
-at eleven o’clock Gloria now left the house
-shortly after eight, to be at the motion picture
-studios in New Jersey at nine, so that Ruth seldom
-saw her before dinner time. The balancing of
-Gloria’s bank book disclosed that she had been living
-at a rate far in excess of her income—news that did
-not seem to trouble Gloria at all.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ll make it all up again in a few weeks now that
-I’m working,” she said. “If you’ll only write out
-a book full of checks for my poor, dear creditors,
-I’ll sign them and then you can mail them out and
-everything will be lovely—for a few months at
-least.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, but don’t you think you ought to regulate
-your expenditures according to your assured income,
-Gloria? You know you aren’t always working,”
-said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I can’t be troubled with that now. Wait until
-I get tangled up again—something always happens,
-and nothing could be worse than the pictures;
-regular hours like a shopgirl, and no audience.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth returned from school to find Gloria not yet
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_102'>102</span>home and the drawing-room empty, except perhaps
-for Billie Irwin and Ben Stark, a tall, good-natured
-youth, who had followed hard upon his letter and
-who was perpetually asking Ruth to go to theatres
-with him, where he had “professional courtesy”
-due to having worked on Broadway the season before.
-If Ruth refused, as she sometimes did, he
-cheerfully turned his invitation to Billie Irwin, seemingly
-as pleased with her society as with that of the
-younger woman.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It troubled Ruth to think of them all, herself and
-Miss Irwin and Ben Stark, all living here as if Gloria
-had unlimited wealth, while Gloria went out every
-morning to uncongenial work to keep up with the
-expenses of her too large ménage. Only that morning
-Amy had complained to her of having so many
-breakfasts to prepare for people who rose whenever
-they pleased and never remembered to make
-her any presents. If only George would grow dissatisfied—but
-he never seemed weary of serving
-Gloria’s impecunious guests, and if he was still engaged
-in midnight orgies of enchantment Ruth could
-not know. She dared not repeat the keyhole experiment.
-She wished that she had not taken Amy
-upstairs to sleep; then she would have had a spy
-below stairs. It was foolish of her to connect
-Professor Pendragon’s illness with George, but she
-could not help it. If she could only have some other
-opinion to go by—or perhaps when she had seen
-Professor Pendragon again, her illusion would be
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_103'>103</span>dispelled. Nels Zord had talked with him over the
-telephone and Professor Pendragon had made light
-of his illness and said he would be glad to have Nels
-and the two girls come and have tea with him the
-following Thursday. He said he was not going to
-a hospital and hoped to be quite well when they
-came. If he was well then Ruth could laugh at
-her superstitious fears. Thursday was a good day
-for all of them because there was no lecture Thursday
-afternoon and they could all leave the Art
-Students’ League at half-past four and go together
-to Professor Pendragon’s hotel.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The idea of visiting a man in his hotel, even a
-man of forty who was ill, and in company with two
-other people did not seem quite proper to Ruth,
-but she did not say anything about it, having acquired
-the habit of taking customs and conventions
-as she found them. Nevertheless she was quite relieved
-to find that Professor Pendragon had a suite
-and that they were ushered into a pleasant room with
-no hint either of sickness or sleep in it. She even
-took time to wonder where the prejudice against
-sleeping rooms as places of ordinary social intercourse
-first originated.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Professor Pendragon met them, leaning on a
-crutch, one foot lifted in the attitude of a delightful,
-old stork.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s really kind of you to come,” he said, after
-he had made them all comfortable. “You know I
-have hundreds of acquaintances but very few
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_104'>104</span>friends, as I have discovered since I became a victim
-of the evil eye.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth could not restrain a start of surprise and
-he looked at her, his dark eyes wrinkling with
-mirth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“So you know about the evil eye?” he questioned.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, I don’t. Only I suppose the phrase startled
-me. What really is the matter?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know and neither do the doctors apparently;
-that’s why I call it the evil eye. I came home
-from the show that night and went to sleep like a
-good Christian with a quiet conscience, but when
-I woke I found that my right leg was paralysed to
-the knee. It was the dark of the moon that night.
-I know because I always think in more or less
-almanacal terms—that would be when the evil eye
-would be most effective, you know; and I’m waiting
-for the full moon to see if I will not be cured as
-mysteriously as I have been afflicted.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Nels and Dorothy were listening with puzzled
-eyes, not quite knowing whether Professor Pendragon
-was jesting or in earnest.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You mean all maniacal terms, if you believe
-such rubbish,” said Nels, “and you need a brain
-specialist, not a doctor.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think that’s our tea at the door, if you’ll please
-open it for me, Nels, and I promise not to talk about
-the evil eye in the presence of such moderns as you
-and Miss Winslow again.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_105'>105</span>“Why don’t you include Ruth in that?” asked
-Dorothy, as Nels rose to open the door.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Because Miss Mayfield is not a modern at all;
-she belongs to the dark middle ages.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m afraid I’m a bit superstitious,” admitted
-Ruth, and then hoping to test his sincerity, for he
-had spoken throughout with a smile, and also to
-throw, if possible, some light on the uncanny suspicions
-that troubled her—“Even if you did believe
-in the evil eye, who would want to harm
-you?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Please do stop,” said Dorothy. “You’re spoiling
-my tea with your gruesome talk. Where’s the
-picture that Nels was to point out and advise you
-about hanging?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That is, perhaps, a more wholesome topic, but
-we were only joking, Miss Mayfield and I.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve found the picture already,” exclaimed Nels—“the
-one with the fat Bacchus—you see I picked
-it out of all the others—I don’t blame you for
-buying it; it’s delightful humour, depicting Bacchus
-as a modern business man, fat and bald, yet clad in
-a leopard skin with grape vines on his head, and
-tearing through the forest with a slim, young nymph
-in his arms—it’s grotesque and fascinating.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I thought you’d approve,” said Professor Pendragon.
-“Now where shall we hang it?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s all right where it is, unless you have a larger
-picture to hang there.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now, while you’re unable to walk around, why
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_106'>106</span>don’t you sit for a portrait—you’ll never have another
-time when the sittings will be less irksome.
-I’d come here and Ruth could come with me as a
-chaperon, not that I need one, but we might as well
-be perfectly proper when it’s just as pleasant—you
-know,” she continued, slightly embarrassed by the
-smiles on the faces of Nels, Professor Pendragon,
-and Ruth. “I’m not looking for a commission at
-all; I just want to paint you because you will make
-an interesting subject, and because, if I can hang
-you—I mean get your picture hung in the Academy,
-I will get real commissions, just because you sat
-for me. Now I’ve been perfectly frank,” she
-finished.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Pendragon held out his hand to her, laughing:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Any of those numerous reasons ought to be
-enough,” he said, “and if my infirmity lasts long
-enough, I’ll be glad to have you come and help me
-kill time.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Better start before next dark of the moon,”
-said Ruth mischievously.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That gives you only ten more days,” said Pendragon.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You don’t really believe in those things?”—Dorothy’s
-blue eyes were wide with distress—“Please
-tell me the truth; Nels, they’re just teasing,
-aren’t they?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course, you know they are; don’t be a silly
-goose, Dot,” said Nels.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I know they are, but even if they don’t believe
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_107'>107</span>in all they say, they believe in something that I don’t
-understand, now, don’t you?—confess.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She turned to Ruth, but it was Pendragon who
-answered.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If mind is stronger than matter, and most of
-us believe that now, then an evil thought has power
-over matter just as surely as a good thought has
-power, and the power of the evil thought will continue
-until it is dispelled by good thought. There
-if you like is black and white magic. I believe that
-there are people in the world so crushed by fear and
-wickedness that every breath of their bodies and
-every glance of their eyes is a blight on all who
-come near them, and I believe that there are people
-who are so fearless and good that where they walk,
-health and happiness spreads round them as an
-aura, as sunlight on every life that touches them.
-Does that satisfy you, Miss Dorothy?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh yes, that’s very beautiful, I’m sure,” said
-Dorothy, looking a bit uncomfortable as if she had
-been listening to a sermon. “When will you let
-me come for your first sitting?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Sunday morning if you like; that won’t interfere
-with your classes, and it’s a good day for me
-too, because I am duller than usual on Sunday.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>As they were leaving, Ruth lingered for a
-moment.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If you did have an enemy who was trying to
-harm you, what would you do, Professor Pendragon?”
-she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_108'>108</span>“Evil works like good, can only be accomplished
-with faith; if I had an enemy, I would destroy his
-faith in his own power,” he answered.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth found the entire family, as Gloria called her
-household, assembled when she reached the house
-on Gramercy Park. Terry Riordan was among
-them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Please, Ruth, won’t you go to the theatre with
-Terry tonight? He has a perfect passion for first
-nights, but as an honest working woman I need my
-rest and I’m too tired to go tonight,” said Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’d like to, but—” Ruth glanced in the direction
-of Ben Stark.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, don’t mind me,” said that youth. “The
-fact that you have refused me three times won’t
-make any difference. I’m accustomed to such treatment
-from the fair sex.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why don’t you come with us?” said Terry.
-“I have three tickets and intended taking both
-Gloria and Ruth if they would go.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Please, Miss Ruth, will you let me go with
-you? I’ll walk a few paces in the rear and be a good
-little boy,” said Ben. “You really must be kind to
-me, because I’m going into rehearsals for another
-trip to the coast with a company that will probably
-go at least as far as Buffalo. You’ll miss my cheery
-smile when I am far away.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then we’ll all go together,” agreed Ruth, rather
-annoyed that Terry should have suggested that Ben
-go with them. Evidently he considered her too young
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_109'>109</span>to be an interesting companion and would be glad
-to have another man to talk to. It was perhaps for
-this reason that when they started out she directed
-most of her smiles and conversation to the erstwhile
-neglected Ben, making that young man beam with
-pleasure, while Terry seemed not to observe his
-neglected state at all.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What’s wrong, old chap? You are as solemn
-as an owl and you ought to be as happy as larks
-are supposed to be, with a real, honest-to-goodness
-show on Broadway,” said Ben.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s going off next week,” said Terry. “It’s
-been nothing but a paper house for a week, and
-they’re going to try it on the road; I don’t seem to
-have the trick or the recipe for success.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m so sorry; perhaps it will go well on the
-road,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t feel sorry; it doesn’t matter very much;
-I’ll write another. A man must do something and
-if I grow very successful I might be tempted to
-stop.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, one must play some game; that’s what Professor
-Pendragon says.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s right, you met Gloria’s husband, didn’t
-you? What’s he like?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Very nice; I’ll tell you later all about it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They were entering the theatre now and Ruth
-wanted to talk to Terry about Professor Pendragon
-when no one else was listening. Ben Stark was a
-jarring note that precluded absolute revealment of
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_110'>110</span>her hopes and fears. Nevertheless she forgot to
-be annoyed at his presence in the theatre for he
-amused her with his comments about people on and
-off the stage and Terry was strangely silent. The
-play was a particularly inane bit of fluff and seemed
-to be making a great hit. Ruth could imagine the
-trend of his thoughts, the discouragement attendant
-upon doing his best and seeing it fail, and watching
-the success of an inferior endeavour, yet she envied
-him, for he at least believed in his own work, and
-the more she studied and compared her work with
-that of other students, the more a creeping doubt
-of her own ability filled her brain.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I need cheering up! Won’t you go to supper
-with me?” he asked as they passed out of the
-theatre.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>His invitation was addressed to both Ben and
-Ruth, but Ben, with motives which Ruth understood
-only too well begged off.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You know I have to report for rehearsals
-tomorrow morning, if you don’t mind I’ll run
-along.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He evidently thought that Terry would like to
-be alone with Ruth, and Ruth, realizing his mistake,
-was yet too timid to protest, even had she not secretly
-desired to be alone with Terry. She had
-never gone to supper with a man alone. It would
-be an adventure, and the fact that she loved the
-man even though he did not know or care, made it
-even more thrilling. She bethought herself of her
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_111'>111</span>costume and wished that she were in evening
-clothes.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think I’d better take you some place near
-home,” said Terry. “If we use a cab we can save
-time, and there won’t be so many people downtown
-and we’ll be served quicker. I feel a bit guilty
-about keeping you out late.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m not a child,” said Ruth, pouting.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I know you’re not, but you are—you’ll always
-be one, I hope.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was about to ask why, but they were entering
-a cab now and she did not ask. She wanted to
-ask where they were going, but she did not ask that
-either. She found herself with Terry afflicted with
-a strange inability to talk. They rode almost in
-silence to Fourteenth Street and entered a most
-disappointing place.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth’s idea of supper after the theatre was a
-place of soft lights and music with beautifully
-dressed women and flowers, and sparkling wine.
-She didn’t want to drink the sparkling wine herself
-or even to wear the beautiful gowns, but she wanted
-to see them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The place they entered was a low ceiled, dark
-paneled room with no music visible or audible.
-There were white spread tables, but the women
-around them were far from beautiful, the men undistinguished
-in the extreme—matrons on the heavy
-order with men who were quite obviously, even to
-Ruth’s untrained gaze, their lawful spouses. Both
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_112'>112</span>men and women were giving more attention to their
-food, than to their companions and they were drinking—beer.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s quiet here and we can talk,” said Terry,
-quite oblivious to Ruth’s disappointment, but when
-they were seated he did not talk.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Tell me about the new comedy you’re writing,”
-said Ruth, remembering the axiom that it is always
-tactful to talk to a man about his own work.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; I want to forget my work and myself.
-Let’s gossip. Tell me about Gloria’s husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>In this Ruth thought she detected the interest of
-a jealous suitor.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Professor Pendragon is very charming and
-very clever and good looking. He is taller than
-Gloria, and apparently has no particular vocation,
-for he has given up astronomy. His interest in art
-he calls a fad; he lives alone in a suite in the
-Belton Hotel and about ten days ago he became
-mysteriously paralysed—his right leg up to the
-knee. That’s all I know,” said Ruth, “except that
-he’s one of the most fascinating men I’ve ever seen
-and I can’t understand why any woman would ever
-give him up. He’s almost as wonderful as Gloria
-herself. I’d like to say that he is ugly and old and
-disagreeable for your sake, but he isn’t.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry looked at her uncomprehendingly for a
-moment and then ignored her inference if he understood
-it at all.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s a lot of information to have collected
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_113'>113</span>all about one person,” he said. “They say it was
-a great love match and that they disagreed over
-some trifle. They met and were married in London
-and Gloria got a divorce in Paris less than a
-year later. Curious his turning up just now.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why just now?” asked Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Because Gloria is a woman who must at all
-times have some absorbing interest, and recently she
-hasn’t had one and it’s telling on her. She has fits
-of moodiness, and wild ideas that she never carries
-out—like the proposed sudden trip to Palm Beach.
-Two years ago when I first met Gloria she would
-have gone. If only I could finish my comedy and
-make it a real success with Gloria in the star
-rôle—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You would really like to do things for Gloria,”
-said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; I’m awfully fond of her. She’s been my
-friend and has helped me ever since I first met her.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then, please, can’t you persuade her to get rid
-of George?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was an intense appeal in Ruth’s voice that
-surprised Terry more than her request.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why? How would that help her?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I can’t explain it exactly. There are several
-reasons. One is that Gloria has been living quite
-beyond her income—I suppose I shouldn’t tell these
-things even to you, but I am worried about her and
-perhaps you can help—and she simply refuses to
-give up her big house because it serves as a refuge
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_114'>114</span>for professional people, friends of hers, out of an
-engagement. Of course all these people think that
-Gloria has unlimited means or they wouldn’t come.
-She won’t even let me help her, though I could quite
-easily. It’s because she really needs money that
-she’s gone to work in motion pictures. I imagine
-that George is an expensive servant and I thought
-if we could make her discharge him, she could get
-some one else for less money. Of course that
-wouldn’t make much difference in her expenses—I
-understand that—but it would be a start. It’s a
-lot of small economies that count, you know,” she
-said gravely.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I had no idea that Gloria didn’t have lots of
-money. Her second husband was Darral Knight,
-a man who had made a fortune in toilet preparations.
-It was he who gave her the house on
-Gramercy Square. Then she married Brooks
-Grosvenor and he settled an income on her when
-they were divorced. I always supposed that it was
-ample. Certainly from what I’ve heard of the man
-he would have it fixed so that she could not get anything
-but the income, and even that would be forfeited
-if she married again.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The income isn’t large, not really large enough
-to afford such a big house, and Gloria has gone in
-debt a lot and now she’s working to pay it off. You
-see she’d have enough money if she would consent
-to live differently.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But Gloria is not the sort of person who will
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_115'>115</span>ever live differently. I have often wondered how
-she got by in such a big house with perpetual guests
-and only two servants, but I suppose she just didn’t
-want to bother with any more. But that isn’t the
-reason you want her to get rid of George, is it? It
-really wouldn’t make any appreciable difference,
-would it?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No—there are other reasons too, but I’m afraid
-to tell you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Something you don’t like to put into words?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth nodded.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think I know. I’ve thought of it myself and
-I don’t like to put it into words either, but I will,
-so that we can understand each other perfectly—a
-necessary thing if we are to help Gloria.” He
-paused looking at her, and seemingly trying to
-gather courage for what he was about to say.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You think that George is in love with his mistress.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth’s horrified face revealed that Terry had put
-into words something quite foreign to anything in
-her thoughts.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t look so horrified, it sounds terrible to
-us—it is terrible, but you must remember that
-George is a Hindoo, not a nigger, and that he is
-well educated, and that in many parts of the world,
-the idea of a black man loving a white woman is
-not so repugnant as it is here. I wouldn’t admit it
-for a long time myself, but it’s the only plausible
-explanation of a lot of things. Perhaps Gloria has
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_116'>116</span>told you that when she first met George he was a
-magician mahatma, who had been playing in
-London music halls and that he had been out of
-work for some time on account of illness. Out of
-gratitude, apparently, he offered to serve her. Later
-when he had quite recovered his health he could
-easily have gone back to his former work, but he
-didn’t go, though regardless of what Gloria pays
-him, it must be much less than he could make on the
-stage. If you’ve observed too, you will have seen
-that his attitude, while quite respectful, is never the
-attitude of a servant, and toward Gloria’s men
-friends his attitude is almost offensively disrespectful,
-especially when she is not present. He even
-hates me. I’ve thought for a long time that she
-ought to get rid of him, but I can’t go to her and
-tell her what I think, for certainly Gloria doesn’t suspect
-anything like that.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>During this explanation, Ruth, recovered from
-the first shock of his words, was thinking rapidly.
-All her fears and superstitions came back one hundred
-fold in the light of Terry’s revelation. They
-gave reason and purpose to what she had seen and
-what she had suspected. She debated in her mind
-whether she dare tell everything to Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But evidently you had something else in mind—some
-other reason,” he continued. “What was
-it?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She looked at his grey blue eyes and brown hair,
-his clear, fair skin and firm chin—he was Western
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_117'>117</span>of the West—he would never understand or believe.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Nothing,” she answered. “I suppose it’s just
-that I sensed what you have said, without ever daring
-to put it into words even in my own thoughts.
-Couldn’t you try and tempt George back on to the
-stage?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know—I couldn’t, because he doesn’t
-like me, but I might get some one else to do it, that
-is if he hasn’t forgotten all his old tricks. Eleven
-years is a long time, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, he hasn’t—” but she decided not to finish
-her sentence.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The restaurant was almost deserted now, and
-Terry bethought himself, with many apologies, of
-his resolve not to keep Ruth out too late. He
-would have hurried into another cab, but Ruth protested
-that it was such a short distance and she
-wanted to walk. In reality she thought that in the
-darkness when she could not see his face so clearly
-she might find the courage to tell him. Yet she
-walked silent by his side, unable to speak. She was
-lost in the wonder of being alone with him—he was
-so tall and wonderful. She looked up at the stars
-and gratitude filled her heart. It was good to love,
-even when love was unreciprocated. She pitied
-women who had never loved, as she did, unselfishly—a
-love more like adoration than earthly passion.
-She wanted to help Terry and Gloria. She would
-rejoice in their marriage. If she could only solve
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_118'>118</span>their problems, she would not care what life held for
-her after that. It was an exalted mood for a girl
-of nineteen years, some months and days, and
-Terry, all unsuspecting, broke into it with words:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I wish we could arrange to have Gloria and
-Professor Pendragon meet again,” he said. “Pendragon
-was the big love of her life, and no man
-ever having once loved Gloria could possibly be
-quite free of her sway. She made the other marriages
-just for excitement, I think. I can’t imagine
-any other reason. I’d like to have them meet again.
-It would be interesting to say the least. I’m horribly
-unmodern, but I believe that men and women
-love once and once only.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It seemed to Ruth that there was a note of sad
-resignation and generous resolve in his voice.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But I’ve promised Gloria that I will not let
-him know anything about her. It’s very generous
-of you to want to—to bring them together.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>For a moment Terry did not speak. He seemed
-to be considering her words and looked at her in a
-curious way that she did not understand.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s not generosity—perhaps only curiosity,” he
-said. “Gloria and I have been such good friends—and
-I am tremendously fond of her. She is so
-beautiful and charming and talented, but just now
-I think she needs something, some one, bigger than
-her work.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They had reached home, Ruth in a state of exalted
-pain and happiness. Terry loved Gloria; that was
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_119'>119</span>evident, but for some reason he did not hope to
-win her. With noble generosity he was hoping
-only for Gloria’s happiness—planning to bring her
-and Professor Pendragon together. Somehow it
-seemed that she and Terry were sharing sacrifice—he
-his love for Gloria, she her love for him. It
-gave her a feeling of sweet comradeship with him,
-that almost compensated for the pain of knowing
-that he did not love her. Perhaps behind her
-thoughts too there was the faint hope that if
-Gloria went back to her first husband, Terry might
-change the object of his affections, but this thought
-was only half defined, for at nineteen the idea of a
-man loving twice is very inartistic. To Ruth all
-real love was of the <i>Abelard and Heloise, Paul and
-Virginia</i> type.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Thus she thought in silence while Terry waited
-for her to unlock the door. The door opened to
-her key and she turned to say good-night to him,
-when her nostrils caught the overpowering perfume
-of some strange incense, and in the hall she saw the
-same blue haze that she had seen that night when
-she found Amy on the stairs. Terry, too, had smelled
-the incense, and paused, looking at her for explanation.
-Her heart was beating at a tremendous rate.
-Here was the opportunity that she had been seeking
-to secure an unbiased witness. She put her finger
-to her lips in sign of silence, as Amy had done that
-night, and drew him with her into the hall. Then
-she closed the door silently behind them. Without
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_120'>120</span>knowing why he imitated her example in silence.
-Inside the hall was heavy with the blue smoke and
-the perfume that seemed to be smothering them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now I can show you why I want Gloria to send
-George away. He’s downstairs now, I think,” she
-was speaking in a low whisper. “I want you to see
-for yourself. I haven’t dared to tell any one for
-fear they wouldn’t believe. He’s down there,” she
-pointed. “Don’t knock or let him know you’re
-coming—I want you to see everything. Perhaps—I
-know it sounds a terrible thing to do, but if you could
-just look through the keyhole—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She stopped abruptly, seeing Terry’s look of
-amazement at such a request.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Believe me—it is better to do that—just look
-once and you’ll understand.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She moved toward the rear of the house, tiptoeing
-noiselessly and beckoning him to follow. At the
-top of the short flight of steps she stopped again.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Down there, behind that door,” she whispered.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>As one preparing to dispel the foolish fears of a
-nervous woman, Terry advanced down the steps,
-yet such was the influence of the hour, the strange
-incense and Ruth’s manner that he walked softly.
-Ruth followed him, but at the bottom Terry did not
-bend down to look through the keyhole. Before
-Ruth’s frightened eyes he put his hand to the handle
-of the door, which swung inward at his touch.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>A deeper blue haze than that above filled the room
-into which they looked. In the centre of the room
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_121'>121</span>George was kneeling—about his head a white turban
-was wound and he was wrapped in a long, black
-robe on which the signs of the zodiac were picked
-out in gold thread. Before him was placed an altar,
-which rose in a series of seven steps. At the bottom
-a lamp was burning with a blue flame, from which
-the clouds of incense were rising, almost obscuring
-what lay coiled on the topmost step which spread
-into a flat platform—an enormous serpent coiled,
-with its head lifted from the centre of the mass and
-swaying from side to side, seemingly in accompaniment
-to a low monotonous chant that George was
-singing, while he too swayed back and forth, for
-some moments seeming not to know that the door
-had been opened. Ruth could not understand the
-words of the chant, but from the tone they sounded
-like an invocation. George was praying to his reptile!
-Suddenly, as if he had just seen them, he lifted
-his hands and his voice rose, and the snake reared its
-head far into the air, so that they could see its darting,
-forked tongue. Then as George’s voice suddenly
-stopped on a high note the snake subsided
-again, and George rose to his feet and greeted
-them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Good evening,” he said, “I was just practising
-my box of tricks. You know I used to be a professional
-magician and Miss Mayfield has asked me to
-accompany her to the Christmas party in the country
-to help entertain the guests of the Peyton-Russells.
-The snake is quite harmless,” he continued, picking
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_122'>122</span>it up on both hands and dropping it over his shoulders.
-“Would you like to touch it?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, no, no,” said Ruth, drawing back and instinctively
-clutching Terry’s arm. Terry did not accept
-the invitation either, but to Ruth’s surprise he
-seemed to accept George’s explanation of the strange
-scene as truth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We were attracted by the smell of the incense,”
-he explained, “thought it might be fire and we’d
-better investigate.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Certainly, quite right.” Never had George’s
-voice sounded so silky and lisping and sinister. He
-stood quite still, seemingly waiting for them to go,
-the snake coiled round his shoulders. Ruth was
-only too glad to make her escape and Terry followed
-her. In the hall he turned to her smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No wonder you were frightened if that’s what
-you saw, but you see it’s quite all right—Gloria
-knows about it and it hasn’t any significance. Of
-course snakes aren’t pleasant things to have in the
-house, but this one is harmless, so I hope it won’t
-disturb your sleep.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you believe what George said,” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course, why not?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Because I don’t. He may be practising tricks
-for the Christmas party—that may be true, but there
-was no trick to what we saw just now—the snake
-was real, and the altar and the incense—and George
-was praying—he was praying to that snake.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Even so,” said Terry. “We’re not missionaries
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_123'>123</span>that we should try to convert the heathen. I don’t
-care how many snake worshippers there are in New
-York.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It isn’t that, Terry—I know it sounds weird, but
-the night I saw him before, was the night Professor
-Pendragon was stricken with paralysis—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She stopped frightened by the lack of comprehension
-in Terry’s face.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t you see if George will worship a snake,
-he is the sort of person who will pray calamities on
-his enemies. If he loves Gloria, then he hates
-Professor Pendragon, because he is the only man
-Gloria has loved. When Pendragon’s name was
-first mentioned, you remember the Sunday morning
-I got the card to the water colour show, George
-was even more concerned than Gloria, and when I
-went he warned me to be careful what I said. I
-believe that he is responsible for Pendragon’s
-illness.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Comprehension had dawned in Terry’s face, but
-with it Ruth could see a tolerant incredulity and a
-wonder that she could believe such nonsense.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s reasonable enough that George hates Pendragon,
-but even if he does hate him and even if
-he was actually praying for him to be harmed, that
-doesn’t give a prop snake the power to carry out his
-wishes.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It isn’t the snake; it’s the power of George’s
-concentrated thought.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Thoughts can’t harm people,” said Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_124'>124</span>“But they can—thoughts are things and evil
-thoughts are as powerful as good ones.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She could almost see the thoughts passing through
-Terry’s brain. He was looking at her, assuring
-himself that she really was sane and had been up to
-this night quite normal, almost uninterestingly
-normal, and even while she tried to make her beliefs
-clear she was conscious of a feeling of exultation
-because for the first time she was actually interesting
-the man.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve heard of Indian fakirs who could paralyse
-parts of their own bodies so that knives could be
-thrust into them without causing the slightest pain,
-but I never heard of one who exercised such power
-over another person, but even if that were possible
-how would it help to send George away? If Gloria
-sent him away, he could still keep on thinking and
-worshipping snakes, too, for that matter,” he said,
-smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Professor Pendragon told me that if he had an
-enemy who was trying to harm him, he would try
-and destroy that enemy’s faith in his ability to harm.
-What we must do is destroy the snake first. George
-worships the snake or some power of which the
-snake is a symbol. Either way if we destroy the
-snake we destroy George’s confidence in his ability
-to harm.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I haven’t any objections to killing snakes. In
-my opinion that’s what the horrid beasts were
-created for, but this particular snake is probably
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_125'>125</span>very valuable—he belongs to the profession and
-everything.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Please don’t jest about it, Terry; it may be a
-matter of life and death. If I hear that Professor
-Pendragon is worse instead of better tomorrow, I
-will be sure. Then we must do something before it
-is too late. You must promise to help me.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She laid her hand on his arm and looked up at
-him with such genuine fear and entreaty in her eyes
-that for a moment he understood and sympathized
-with all of her beliefs.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course I’ll help,” he promised, “but now I’d
-best go, and you must go to bed and try not to dream
-of snakes.”</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_126'>126</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER VIII</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>Ruth waited impatiently for the noon hour,
-so that she might ask Nels what news he
-had of Professor Pendragon, but when she
-finally met him he had not seen nor heard from
-the Professor since the day they all had tea together.
-On Sunday morning Dorothy was to go to him to
-begin his portrait and Ruth was to accompany her.
-Until then she probably would get no news. In the
-afternoon when she returned to the house she found
-Gloria there before her, having returned early from
-the motion picture studios. Terry was there too,
-reading the last of his new comedy which was now
-completed. Gloria was enthusiastic about it and
-Billie Irwin, who had been quite depressed for over
-a fortnight, was now as cheery as if the contract
-was already signed, for Gloria had picked out a part
-that must certainly be given to Billie if she, herself,
-was to play the lead.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They all talked as if the production of the play
-was assured, and as if no one but the author would
-have a word to say about how it should be cast, a
-thing that seemed quite logical to Ruth until Terry
-himself explained that he would have very little to
-say about it, except as to Gloria, and she would be
-given the leading rôle when the play was produced,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_127'>127</span>not so much because Terry wanted her, as because
-she was the only well-known actress who could possibly
-fit it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>To hear the others talking one would think that
-the play was going into rehearsals tomorrow with
-all the parts distributed among Gloria’s friends.
-Even Ben Stark begged Terry to try and hold out
-one of the parts until he saw how his road tour was
-coming out, and they were all discussing how the
-various parts ought to be dressed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry had no opportunity to talk to Ruth alone,
-but they exchanged significant glances when George
-appeared with tea, looking so correct and conventional
-that it was difficult to believe that they had
-seen him the night before burning incense and kneeling
-to a snake.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Any news?” Terry whispered, and Ruth could
-only shake her head.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>When George had left the room Terry ventured
-to speak of him:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What’s all this that George is telling me about
-going up to the Peyton-Russells’ with you to
-amuse the guests with vaudeville magic?” he
-asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, he’s been telling!” exclaimed Gloria. “I
-intended it to be a surprise. He’s really quite wonderful,
-you know, or at least he was quite wonderful
-if he hasn’t forgotten.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It can’t do any harm, my knowing, as I’m not
-to be one of them,” said Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_128'>128</span>“I’d get you an invitation, if there was
-the slightest chance that you’d accept,” said
-Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You know I’d like to go, just to see George.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Consider yourself invited then. Angela will ask
-any one that I tell her I want. They’ve got loads of
-room and men are never too numerous even in the
-trail of the fair Angela.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t you think that George ought to go back
-to his profession? If he’s as good as you say it
-ought to be easy to get him signed up on the
-Orpheum circuit. If he doesn’t know the ropes
-here in the States I’ll be glad to help him,” said
-Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It can’t be done—the biggest salary in the world
-wouldn’t tempt George away from my service. It’s
-the Eastern idea of gratitude. We had that all
-argued out ten years ago. I told George that he
-ought not to give up his career to serve me, but he
-wouldn’t listen to me at all. He said that I had saved
-his life, therefore it belonged to me. He almost
-wept at the idea of having to go, and yet I sometimes
-think that it is my life that belongs to
-George instead of his life that belongs to me. He
-is a most despotic servant and tries to rule all of my
-actions. If my conduct displeases him he inconsistently
-threatens to leave, but of course he doesn’t
-mean it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria was smiling, reciting the peculiarities of an
-amusing servant, but to Ruth her words were appalling.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_129'>129</span>She seemed to see Gloria as a bright
-plumaged bird, charmed by a snake. Once, years
-ago when she was a little girl visiting in the country,
-she had seen a bird thus charmed, circling, circling,
-downward toward the bright-eyed snake that waited
-for it. She had been unable to move or help, as
-fascinated as the bird itself. She felt the same sensation
-of helplessness now. She dared not look at
-Terry, but a few minutes later he came to her side
-and whispered to her:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Meet me at Mori’s tomorrow at five.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She had never heard of Mori’s, but she could look
-it up in the telephone directory. Evidently Terry
-had some plan. The thought cheered her immeasurably.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The situation in the house was a curious one, for
-Amy shrank with terror whenever George came
-near her, at the same time leaping to do his slightest
-bidding. Ruth, so far as possible, ignored George
-completely and he never spoke to her directly unless
-it was absolutely necessary, and Gloria did not seem
-to either observe or sense that there was a strained
-atmosphere in the house.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The distrust of George and foreboding of the
-future descended on Ruth the moment she entered
-the house in the afternoon and remained with her,
-colouring all her thoughts until she entered the Art
-Students’ League in the morning. Here she forgot
-everything in passionate pursuit of art, daily lifting
-her ambition to higher ideals and daily seeming to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_130'>130</span>demonstrate more and more her lack of talent for
-the career which she had chosen.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Seeing her earnestness her fellow students strove
-to help her, giving her advice and criticism and now
-and then a word of encouragement, and Ruth, whose
-confidence in herself was fast slipping, listened to
-everything, following the advice last received and
-struggling to “find herself.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The thing that hurt her most was the fact that as
-yet she had seemed to attract no particular notice
-from her instructors. In Indianapolis she had been
-rather important and she could not think that the
-greater attention she had received there was entirely
-due to there not being so large a number of
-students. She longed to ask one of the instructors,
-but it was hard to do that. They came through,
-looked impersonally at her work and made brief
-comments about drawing, proportion, composition,
-etc. Finally the courage came to her very suddenly
-in the portrait class one morning. She had come
-early and was in the front row. Very slowly the
-instructor, the most frank and vitriolic of all the
-instructors, according to Nels, was coming toward
-her. Suddenly she knew that she would speak to
-him that day. As he stopped from time to time, her
-courage did not desert her. She waited quite calmly
-until he reached her side. She rose to let him have
-her chair, and for some seconds he looked at her
-work without speaking. Then he began:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t you see that your values are all wrong?
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_131'>131</span>And the entire figure is out of drawing; it’s a
-caricature!”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth listened almost without emotion. It was
-as if he was speaking to some one else.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“By the way,” continued the instructor, looking
-up at her suddenly, “didn’t I see some work of
-yours in one of the Sunday newspapers about a
-month ago?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth nodded; she could not speak.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I thought so; I was pleased and surprised at
-the time to see how much better your work in that
-line was than anything you have done here. That’s
-what is the trouble with this; it’s a cartoon.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But I want to be a portrait painter; I’m interested
-more in landscapes. Please tell me the truth.
-Do you think I have talent—possibilities—will I
-ever do anything?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He looked at her, frowning, yet with a half smile
-on his lips.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Tell me first, what are you studying for? Are
-you collecting canvases to take home and show
-Mother, or do you intend to try for a career—to
-make a profession of painting?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is my profession—I’ve never wanted to do
-anything else—I must be a great painter.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She spoke with almost hysterical intensity.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>A shadow passed over the instructor’s face.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is difficult to say who has and who has not
-talent. So far I have seen no signs of it in your
-work here. Unquestionably you have the cartoon
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_132'>132</span>gift, but as for painting—still a great desire may
-do much. Rome wasn’t built in a day.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She had listened attentively, almost hopefully,
-until those last words. Then she knew that he was
-doing what Nels would have called “stalling.” He
-did not believe that there was any chance for her.
-He rose and went on about his tour of inspection,
-and Ruth sank down into the empty chair. She did
-not work any more, but sat still, looking at her
-work, but not thinking of it—not thinking of anything.
-She was roused by seeing the other students
-filing out at the luncheon hour. She did not want to
-see Nels and Dorothy; she would not go to their
-restaurant, instead she would eat the “cheap and
-wholesome” lunch offered in the building. There
-she would be with strangers. She ate something, she
-did not know what, and returned to her life class,
-but again she could not work. She was beginning
-to think definitely now. She had no talent—no
-future. If she could not be a great artist, a great
-painter, there was nothing in life for her. She didn’t
-want anything else, not even love. If she could come
-to Terry with a great gift, she would not stop hoping
-that he would love her, but to be just an ordinary
-woman—just a wife. If she was not to be a great
-painter, then what was she to be? Very carefully
-she went over every word of the professor. He had
-admitted that it was difficult to say exactly whether
-she had talent or not; he had only said that he had
-discovered no signs of it. Yet he was only one man.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_133'>133</span>Thousands of geniuses in every field of endeavour
-had been discouraged by their elders simply because
-the new genius worked in a different manner from
-those who had gone before. But that didn’t apply to
-herself. She had no new and original methods. She
-changed her style of work every day in response to
-something she had heard or had seen. She had no
-knowledge, no ideas about art, in herself. Yet all
-beginners must be swayed by what they saw and
-heard, influenced by this or that painter from day to
-day, until they found themselves. Then she
-wondered if she had a self to find. She was vaultingly
-ambitious; she was industrious and something
-of a dreamer, but with all this Ruth was practical.
-She thought of perpetual students—did she want to
-become one of them? That was what it meant, following
-a muse who had not called. Art is not
-chosen. It chooses its own. Dorothy Winslow was
-wrong—fame could not be achieved merely by ambition,
-energy, and determination—neither is genius
-the art of taking pains, she thought. Sometimes it
-is achieved with infinite carelessness. The hour was
-afternoon, class was over and she had not touched
-crayon to paper. Not until she was on the street,
-hurrying out to avoid speaking to Nels or Dorothy,
-did she remember her engagement with Terry.
-Mori’s was on Forty-second Street. If she walked
-she would arrive at the right time. She was no
-longer curious as to what Terry would have to say.
-Gloria and George did not interest her. She was
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_134'>134</span>arrived at branching roads and she must choose. She
-realized that. Not that she could not keep on with
-her studies, regardless of whether she had talent or
-not. She could, for she was responsible to no one.
-No one counted on her to make good, nor was there
-any one to warn her against mistakes. She only
-knew that she did not want to devote her life to
-something for which she was not intended. She did
-not want to fail, even less did she want to be a
-mediocre success. She must live on Olympus or in
-the valley. It occurred to her that her very thoughts
-were proof of her unworthiness. If she were really
-a great artist she would not be thinking of either
-fame or failure, but only of her work. She was
-walking rapidly so that she arrived at Mori’s before
-five. She glanced at the watch on her wrist before
-entering and he was beside her, coming from the
-opposite direction.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“On time,” he said with mock surprise.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, I am ahead of time. I just came from the
-League.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They went in together—a big room crowded with
-innumerable tiny tables and many people, yet when
-she found herself seated opposite him, pouring tea,
-they seemed to be quite alone together. Perhaps it
-was because the tables were so tiny, perhaps because
-of the small, soft, rose-shaded light on each one, that
-she seemed to be nearer him than ever before, both
-physically and spiritually.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You were looking quite downcast when we met;
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_135'>135</span>I hope you aren’t worrying too much about George,”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>His tone was friendly, intimate, comforting, inviting
-confidence.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, it’s not that. Much more selfish. I was
-thinking of my own troubles.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I didn’t know you had any.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, it’s art. You know I have thought for
-years—three years to be exact—that I would one
-day be a great painter and today I discovered that I
-have no talent.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You can’t know that; you’re discouraged over
-some little failure. I don’t know anything about art,
-but you’ve only been studying a few years and that’s
-not time enough to tell.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, it is—I’ve compared my work with that
-of other students and I’ve been afraid for some time.
-Today I asked Burroughs, one of the instructors,
-and now I know.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But that’s only one man’s opinion. Just what
-did he say?—I know the pedagogue-al formula,
-three words of praise and one of censure to keep you
-from being too happy, or three words of adverse
-criticism and one of praise to keep you from being
-too discouraged. Wasn’t it like that?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; he just said very frankly that he would not
-say that I had no future at all, but he did say that
-if I had any my work at school had never given any
-indication of it. He said my portraits looked like
-cartoons, and then he remembered those awful
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_136'>136</span>sketches in the <cite>Express</cite>—” She stopped embarrassed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You never will live that down, will you?” said
-Terry, smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That isn’t fair, I didn’t mean that, only it’s all
-so discouraging, to want to paint masterpieces and
-to be told to draw cartoons.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Did he tell you that?” Terry spoke eagerly.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not in so many words, but that’s what he
-meant.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then he rather admired your ability to do cartoons?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I suppose so.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then why don’t you go in for that? One must
-do something, you know—play some game and that
-is better than most.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth did not answer.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If you’d like I dare say you could do theatrical
-caricatures for the Sunday <cite>Express</cite> every week. It
-wouldn’t take much time. Of course you’d soon get
-as fed up with the theatre as a dramatic critic, but
-it would be interesting for a time and you could
-continue to study, to take time to prove whether or
-not you have talent. If you say I may, I’ll speak
-to Daly about it the next time I see him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’d like it I think—after all, as Mr. Courtenay
-said, it’s better to be a good cartoonist than a bad
-painter, and I can always keep on studying. It will
-not be exactly giving up my ambition, only I won’t
-be gambling everything on it.” Then, as if half
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_137'>137</span>ashamed of her surrender, and wishing to change
-the subject, “But we didn’t intend to talk about me,
-we were going to talk about Gloria, weren’t we?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Is it absolutely necessary that we should have
-something very definite to talk about?” he asked,
-smiling. “Suppose I just asked you to meet me
-for tea, because.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Was he teasing her, she wondered.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But now that we are together, because, let’s talk
-about Gloria. I won’t know anything more about
-Professor Pendragon until Sunday. I’m going
-there with Dorothy Winslow, who is going to do a
-portrait of him, but in the meantime I’d feel very
-much happier if he was out of the house, or if not
-George, at least the snake. Couldn’t you kill it,
-Terry? That might make George so angry that he’d
-leave. And anyway, the snake is the important thing.
-Without the snake George would be comparatively
-harmless. You must kill the snake.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But, my dear girl, how do you propose that I am
-to make away with George’s little pet? It belongs
-to George, you know. I don’t even know where he
-keeps it, and if I did it is his property and it wouldn’t
-be legal, you know—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I wish you wouldn’t laugh at me—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m not laughing at you. Even if I can’t quite
-believe all the things that you believe, I can still see
-that the situation is serious, but I can’t see how
-killing the snake would help any. My idea is a bit
-different and perhaps quite as bizarre in its way.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_138'>138</span>I’ve been thinking that if we could bring Gloria and
-Professor Pendragon together again, then he would
-take her away from George and the snake and save
-us the trouble of taking George and the snake away
-from her.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It sounds good, but there’s no way to do it.
-I’ve given Gloria my word that I’ll not mention her
-name to him and the other day she even made me
-promise not to mention his name to her again.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Even so, there must be other people who know
-both of them.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He’s only been in America two years—they’d
-move in different circles, naturally.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, but circles cross—and look here, those pictures
-will be coming out soon.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t imagine he goes to the movies, certainly
-not now that he’s ill.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, but he reads the newspapers; he’ll see her
-pictures.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But that isn’t meeting her. If he’s at all like
-Gloria, he’ll be too proud to look her up; besides
-we may be talking nonsense. How do we know that
-they don’t really hate each other?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s not the worst. People don’t usually hate
-over ten years. They may be utterly indifferent. I
-realize that possibility, but I don’t believe they are
-indifferent. It’s all just guessing.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The simplest way would be to get rid of the
-snake,” persisted Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, I know, but who’s to do it, and how?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_139'>139</span>“You’re to do it, and I suppose that I, being in
-the house, should plan the means—find out where
-he keeps his pet and how to kidnap it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Even if it has the significance you suppose,
-what’s to prevent him getting a new one?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“They don’t sell them in the department stores,
-you know,” said Ruth, smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Let’s wait until you see Pendragon again before
-we do anything rash,” Terry closed the discussion.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He came home with Ruth, who wondered if
-Gloria would observe them coming together, and if
-it might not wake in Gloria some latent jealousy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve persuaded Ruth to take up cartooning as
-a profession,” he announced. His putting it into
-words like that before all of them seemed to make
-it final.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You mean those political things of fat capitalists
-and paper-capped labouring men?” asked Ben
-Stark.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Certainly not,” said Terry. “You’re horribly
-behind the times. That sort of thing isn’t done. If
-she goes in for political cartoons at all she will draw
-pictures of downtrodden millionaires defending
-themselves from Bolsheviki, rampant on a field of
-red, or of a mob of infuriated factory owners
-throwing stones at the home of a labour leader—she
-may draw a series of pictures showing in great
-detail how a motion picture actress makes up to conceal
-the wart on her nose before facing the camera.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It isn’t at all settled yet,” said Ruth. “I may
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_140'>140</span>not be able to get a—a job.” She hated the word,
-but pronounced it in a perfect fury of democratic
-renunciation.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t think there’ll be any trouble,” said
-Terry. “There’s always a demand for that sort of
-thing.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Altogether, however, the announcement produced
-surprisingly little comment from Gloria and her
-friends. They seemed to take it as a matter of
-course, like Gloria’s going into motion pictures. She
-had been, despite her fears, rather successful, and
-had been offered a new contract, which, however,
-she was unwilling to sign until she knew more about
-the production of Terry’s comedy. If Terry’s play
-really got a New York production, Gloria would
-be only too glad to desert the camera.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The revelation of Ruth’s duplicity to Professor
-Pendragon was threatened in a most unexpected
-manner, Sunday morning. First Dorothy called for
-her at the house, and this time, manifested more curiosity
-about her surroundings than she had done
-previously, because this time her mind was not on the
-more important matter of frocks.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Who do you live with here?” she asked Ruth,
-as she waited for her to put on her hat and
-coat.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth hesitated; she hated deception of any kind,
-or making mysteries. After all it was very silly of
-Gloria. If one must leave ex-husbands scattered
-around the world, one should contemplate the possibility
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_141'>141</span>of running across them now and then with
-equanimity. And then the stupid idea of concealing
-their relationship. It was all most annoying.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“With a woman who was a friend of my father,”
-she answered at last, but Dorothy was not to be put
-off so easily.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I mean what’s her name?” she asked with
-frank curiosity.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Gloria Mayfield—she’s really my aunt,” said
-Ruth with a desperate realization that she might as
-well speak now as have her secret come out later
-under less favourable circumstances. After all,
-Dorothy didn’t know that Pendragon was one of
-Gloria’s husbands and she might not mention their
-relationship to him anyway.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The actress?” asked Dorothy, with a rising inflection
-composed of astonishment, envy, and doubt
-in her voice.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Uh—huh.” She tried not to be pleased at the
-look in Dorothy’s blue eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“She’s in pictures, isn’t she, now? I saw her
-picture in at least three newspapers this morning.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know—I’ve not seen any newspapers
-this morning,” she answered.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Will I meet her?” asked Dorothy. She was a
-most distressingly natural and unaffected person.
-She always said what she thought and asked for
-what she wanted without the slightest effort at concealment.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I dare say you will if you come often enough.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_142'>142</span>She’s asleep now, but she’s not at all difficult to
-meet.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Perhaps I could paint her,” again suggested
-Dorothy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t think Gloria could sit still long enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Things were developing too rapidly for Ruth.
-She had known that Dorothy would be interested,
-but she had not thought that her interest
-would take this turn, though she might have guessed,
-for Dorothy looked at everything and every person
-as so much available material. She worked incessantly
-with both hands and brain. She didn’t just
-study art; she lived it in the most practical manner
-possible. She was becoming quite well known as a
-fashion artist and could have been busy all the time,
-had she not continued her studies. As it was she
-did quite as much work as many fashion artists who
-devoted all their time to it. And she never for a
-moment let herself think that being a fashion artist
-today would debar her from becoming a famous
-portrait painter tomorrow. She was building high
-hopes on Professor Pendragon.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>On the way to his hotel Ruth told her about her
-decision to go in for cartooning professionally, and
-she rather hoped that Dorothy would discourage her,
-but she was disappointed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Splendid! You’re doing the right thing. You
-know I don’t think you’ll ever get any place with
-painting. Nels thinks that, too, but you have a
-genius for caricature. Those things in the <cite>Express</cite>
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_143'>143</span>were really clever. Lots of character and good action.
-You’ll be famous.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Famous!” Ruth put as much scorn as possible
-into the one word.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course—beginning with Cruickshank there
-have been ever so many caricature artists in the last
-two centuries whose names will last as long and
-longer than most of the painters.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth did not respond to this. She was wondering
-if after all she might not one day, not only be
-reconciled to the work destiny had given her, but be
-actually rather proud of it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They were expected by Professor Pendragon and
-were conducted immediately to his apartment, but
-when the boy knocked at his door, he did not open
-it as on the former occasion, instead they were met
-by a white uniformed nurse.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Professor Pendragon begs to be excused from
-his appointment. He is very much worse. The
-paralysis has extended from his knee to his hip. He
-asked me to say that he will be glad to make good
-his promise as soon as he is well.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The effect of this announcement was bad enough
-on Dorothy, who naturally was bitterly disappointed,
-but its effect on Ruth was much worse.
-Professor Pendragon’s misfortune had fallen upon
-him on the night that she first watched George, and
-a repetition of George’s ceremonial had brought
-with it the increased misfortune to him that she had
-feared. She was eager to hurry away and find an
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_144'>144</span>opportunity to tell Terry of this new development,
-but Dorothy lingered at the door, expressing sympathy,
-which Ruth suspected was more for herself
-than for Professor Pendragon.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Professor Pendragon called to the nurse to let
-them come in. He was propped up on a chaise
-longue, with newspapers and the remains of breakfast
-scattered about on the floor and on a low table
-beside him. His face was very pale and Ruth
-thought that he looked as if he had not slept. She
-tried not to look at some photographs of Gloria
-prominently displayed on the scattered sheets. Evidently
-he had seen them, so now he knew that she
-was in New York, or at least in America.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m awfully sorry to disappoint you and myself.
-But you see a man can’t have his portrait painted in
-a pose like this,” he said. “I can’t imagine what’s
-wrong with me, but of course it won’t last long. A
-friend of mine has asked me out to his place in the
-Berkshires and I think I’ll go. Perhaps this may
-be the result of nerves, and anyway, lots of cold air
-and altitude and quiet can’t do any harm. When I
-return I’ll be very glad to make good, but perhaps
-by that time you will have so many commissions that
-you won’t have time for me.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No chance,” said Dorothy. “I shall be waiting
-for you.” And then: “How long do you think it
-will be?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’ll know definitely after Christmas eve,
-next dark of the moon, you know.” He was smiling,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_145'>145</span>the smile that Ruth had grown to suspect hid a serious
-thought. “Either the paralysis will have crept
-up to my heart, or it will have gone entirely. I am
-waiting.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Dorothy laughed nervously.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What nonsense; of course you’ll get well and the
-moon hasn’t anything to do with it anyway. We’re
-awfully sorry that you’re ill, and don’t forget to let
-me know when you get back to town.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>When Ruth took his hand to say good-bye she
-thought he looked at her reproachfully, but she
-dared not meet his eyes. Dorothy was looking down
-at the pictured face of Gloria that was smiling up
-at them, but apparently she looked with unseeing
-eyes, for she did not say anything.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>In a way it would have relieved Ruth’s conscience
-if Dorothy had spoken. She might then have discovered
-whether Pendragon knew of her deception
-and what he thought. One thing she knew. Professor
-Pendragon was really facing death—a mysterious,
-relentless death that could not be overcome
-or even combated. When he died no one would
-search for his murderer—no one would believe that
-his death was anything but natural, and the force
-that had killed him would still go on through the
-world, too mysterious and unbelievable for modern
-minds to compass.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_146'>146</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER IX</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>It was the first time that Ruth had seen Prince
-Aglipogue, though apparently he was on the
-most congenial and intimate terms of friendship
-with Gloria. He was at the piano now, accompanying
-himself, while he sang in Italian. He had
-glossy black eyes, glossy red lips, glossy black hair,
-smooth glossy cheeks and what Terry described as
-a grand opera figure. He was a Roumanian, and
-while he sang magnificently, was a passable pianist
-and a really good violinist, he was at present earning
-his living as a painter.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria had finished her motion picture contract
-and was relaxing. Ruth had just come home from
-the League and found Gloria, Terry, Billie Irwin,
-Prince Aglipogue and Angela Peyton-Russell at the
-house. Ben Stark had at last started out on tour,
-or he would also have been there. Ruth often thought
-that her aunt’s house was more like a club than a
-home. Of course Ruth did not immediately learn
-all the foregoing details about Prince Aglipogue,
-whom Gloria called Aggie, and the others called
-Prince. Her information came in scraps gathered
-from the conversation of the others. She had
-slipped quietly into the room while Prince Aglipogue
-was singing and was introduced to him when he had
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_147'>147</span>finished. He bowed with surprising depth and grace
-for a man with no waist line to speak of, and regarded
-her out of his glossy, black eyes. He spoke
-entirely without accent, but constructed his sentences
-curiously, Ruth thought.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>As always when there were many people Ruth
-did not talk, but listened. Mrs. Peyton-Russell had
-come to talk over with Gloria the details of her
-Christmas party. As at present arranged she would
-have one more man than woman, and it appeared
-that her party must be conducted strictly on the Ark
-principle, with pairs. She was deeply distressed.
-She had invited Billie Irwin in a patronizing burst of
-generosity, but Billie had also secured an engagement
-that would take her out of town and could not
-come.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know who to have,” Angela complained.
-“Of course there are dozens of people I could ask,
-but I wanted this to be just our little Bohemian
-circle—no swank, no society people—just friends.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>No one seemed to mind this remark. George had
-come in with a tea wagon and the Prince was engaged
-in the, to Ruth, alarming, procedure of drinking
-whiskey and soda and eating cake. Witnessing
-this catholic consumption of refreshment she could
-easily conceive that an invitation to any party under
-any circumstances, would be welcome to him. As
-for Gloria, she was accustomed to Angela, and did
-not mind her airs. Since her marriage Angela had
-consistently referred to all her old friends as “our
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_148'>148</span>little Bohemian circle,” a circle, to which she was
-constantly reverting for amusement, after unsuccessful
-attempts to gain access to the more conventional
-circles described as Society.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Angela’s heart is as good as her complexion,”
-Gloria always said, and that was indeed high praise.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Just tea, please, Gloria,” Angela was saying.
-“I never drink anything stronger any more—no,
-no real principle, but people in our position must set
-an example, you know. Not sweets—I really don’t
-dare, well just a tiny bit. You know there is a tendency
-to stoutness in our family.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There is, I suppose, in that, nothing personal,”
-said Prince Aglipogue, hastily swallowing a <i><span lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">petit
-fours</span></i>.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Angela laughed gaily. She pretended to believe
-everything the Prince said to be extremely clever.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But that doesn’t solve my problem,” said Angela.
-“You are all to come up on the Friday night
-train. We’ll meet you at the station at North
-Adams. You must be sure and dress warmly, because
-it’s a twenty-mile drive through the hills and
-while there’ll be lots of robes in the sleigh, one
-can’t have too much.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It will remind me of Russia,” said the Prince.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’ll be sure to bring your violin and some
-music,” said Angela.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Prince Aglipogue assented carelessly.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I really think it will be tremendously successful,”
-said Angela, “not a dull person in the party,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_149'>149</span>only John has invited one of his friends—he’s coming
-up early. I forget his name, but anyway I haven’t
-the slightest idea what he’s like and he makes my
-party uneven. Come to think, though, John said
-something about his being ill—lungs, I suppose, so
-perhaps he won’t want to talk to any one. Anyway
-I’ll try and think of some one congenial before it’s
-too late.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She rambled on, sipping her tea and forgetting
-her diet to the extent of two more cakes, while
-George moved in and out among them apparently
-a model of what a perfect servant could be.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course you’ll sing for us,” she demanded of
-the Prince.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You will inspire my best efforts,” he assured her,
-looking at Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And you’ll be sure to have some clever stories,
-Mr. Riordan.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Evidently every one would have to pay for their
-entertainment. Ruth wondered if she would be
-expected to draw.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And the best part of the entertainment is to be
-a secret.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m afraid it isn’t to most of them,” said Gloria.
-“Professional pride got the better of George’s
-discretion and he told Terry and Terry told
-Ruth.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What is it?” asked the Prince, evidently fearing
-a rival attraction.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s George,” explained Gloria. “He used to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_150'>150</span>be a music hall magician and he’s going to do his
-tricks for us.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh!” Prince Aglipogue shrugged his fat
-shoulders.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You won’t be so scornful when you’ve seen him.
-He was one of the best and if he hasn’t forgotten
-he’ll astonish you. George is a Hindoo, you know,
-and he doesn’t need a lot of props to work with.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And he is working here as your—as your butler.”
-It was indeed difficult to classify George.
-His duties were so numerous and varied.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, Aggie, as my butler, footman, and he will
-be cook and maid as well, I’m afraid, for Amy has
-given notice. She’s leaving at the end of the week,
-unless Ruth can persuade her to stay.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why Ruth?” asked Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know. Servants always have favourites
-and while George is devoted to me, Amy is devoted
-to Ruth.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Devotion? Among servants!” Angela threw
-out her hands in a despairing gesture and then
-launched forth on a discussion of servants to which
-no one paid much attention, with the possible exception
-of Billie Irwin, who listened to every one on
-every subject, showing her keen attention to their
-words by sundry nods, smiles, and shakes of the
-head.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Angela was taking Gloria away with her to dinner
-and Prince Aglipogue, finally having consumed
-the last scrap of cake, and convinced that he would
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_151'>151</span>not be asked to come with them, took his departure.
-Billie Irwin went up to her room to rest,
-Gloria and Angela went away and Terry also departed,
-leaving Ruth alone. She rather hated these
-evenings when Gloria was away and she had to dine
-alone. Amy usually served her on these occasions,
-George hardly thinking that one person at the table
-justified his appearance. She was wondering whether
-she should tell her not to trouble with dinner and go
-out, when George came in to take away the tea
-things. Ruth was almost as much afraid of George
-as Amy, but she nerved herself to speak to him now,
-because she questioned whether she would again
-have such a good opportunity.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How is your pet?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I beg your pardon,” said George, capturing a
-glass from the piano and a tea cup from the floor
-with what looked like one movement.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I mean the snake that you use in your—in your
-tricks.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I do not perform <i>tricks</i> with the daughter of
-Shiva.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But you said you were rehearsing the day Mr.
-Riordan and I looked in on you?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You knew that I was not speaking the truth.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>As he talked he went on about his duties. There
-was in his attitude toward her nothing of the servant.
-He did not pronounce her name once, but
-spoke as one speaks to an equal.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why should I think that you were speaking anything
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_152'>152</span>but the truth? If you were not telling the
-truth I must speak to Miss Mayfield. I don’t think
-she would like the idea of having a snake in the
-house.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He put down the cup in his hand and turned to
-her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Miss Mayfield is well aware that the daughter
-of Shiva is with me. She has been with me since
-my birth and was with my father before me, and
-she is sacred.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“George, you ought to be ashamed to believe all
-that superstition—an educated—” she stopped, the
-word nigger on her lips—“man like you. It’s
-nothing short of idolatry.” She was trying to talk
-to him as she would have scolded at one of her
-mother’s coloured servants.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You prefer the mythology of the Hebrews?”
-asked George.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth decided to ignore this.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And now you’ve frightened poor Amy so that
-she is leaving. That ought to concern you, for it may
-be some time before Miss Mayfield can find any one
-to take her place.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That is of no importance, for on the first of the
-year the house will revert to its original owner and
-she will not need servants. She will be travelling with
-her new husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Her what?” Ruth forgot that she was talking
-to George. She stared at him wide eyed, unwilling
-to believe that she had heard him rightly.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_153'>153</span>His blue lips curled up in a thin smile:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Certainly—wait and you will see that I am
-right. She herself does not know it, but she will
-marry Prince Aglipogue on the first of the new
-year.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“She will do nothing of the sort—she can’t—he’s
-fat!”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth was protesting not to George but to herself,
-for even against her reason she believed everything
-George said to her. He shrugged his shoulders,
-still smiling at her, and it seemed to her that the iris
-of his eyes was red, concentrating in tiny points of
-flame at the pupils.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You are speaking foolishly out of the few years
-of your present existence; back of that you have the
-unerring knowledge of many incarnations and you
-know that what I say is true. Has she not already
-had three husbands? I tell you she will have one
-more before she finally finds her true mate. She
-has suffered, but before she knows the truth she
-must suffer more. Through the Prince she will
-come to poverty and disgrace, and when these things
-are completed she will see her true destiny and follow
-it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>A mist was swimming before Ruth’s eyes so that
-she no longer saw the room or the figure of George—only
-his red eyes glowed in the deepening shadows
-of the room, holding her own. She struggled to
-move her gaze, but her head would not turn; she
-tried to rise, to leave him as if his words were the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_154'>154</span>silly ravings of a demented servant, but her limbs
-were paralysed. Only her lips moved and she heard
-words coming from them, or echoing in her brain.
-She could not be sure that she really made a sound.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“In the whole world there are only two men who
-are fit to walk beside her—and of those one is
-slowly dying of an unknown disease. He whom the
-gods chose will soon be gone, but I remain because I
-have knowledge. In the <cite>Mahabharata</cite> it is written,
-‘Even if thou art the greatest sinner among all
-that are sinful, thou shalt yet cross over all transgressions
-by the raft of knowledge,’ and the Vedas
-tell of men who armed with knowledge have defied
-the gods themselves—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He paused and turned on her almost fiercely:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you think that I have renounced my caste,
-that I have lived with the unclean and served the
-unclean for nothing—the price has been too high
-for me to lose—but no price will seem too high after
-I have won!”</p>
-
-<p class='c008'>Ruth woke to find herself alone and in darkness,
-save for the light from the street lamps that shone
-through the curtained windows. With her hands
-stretched out in front of her to ward off obstacles
-she moved cautiously through the room until she
-found a light to turn on. She felt weak and dizzy,
-but she remembered everything that George had
-said. It could not be true—it could not, but with
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_155'>155</span>her denials she still heard George’s voice speaking
-of the raft of knowledge and she half remembered
-the incomprehensible contradictions of Indian mythology—of
-heroes and holy Brahmans who had
-actually fought with gods and conquered, but these
-men had only won power through self-denial. Possibly
-George thought that by living as a servant for
-eleven years he was performing austerities—possibly
-did not know what he believed. Certainly modern
-Hindoos did not believe as he did. His mind seemed
-to be a confused mass of knowledge and superstition,
-ancient and modern, but one thing he had—faith
-and absolute confidence in his power, and she
-remembered some words she had read, when, as a
-child, she pored over books of mythology instead
-of fairy tales: “All this, whatever exists, rests absolutely
-on mind,” and “That man succeeds whom
-thus knowing the power of austere abstraction, practises
-it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was roused from her thoughts by the entrance
-of Amy.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Ain’ yo’ goin’ eat dinnah? That voodoo man,
-he’s gone out, an’ I saw you-all sleepin’ here and
-didn’t like to disturb yo’. Yo’ dinnah’s cold by now,
-but I’ll warm it up—now he’s gone I ain’ ’fraid to
-go in the kitchen.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m not hungry, Amy, and I’m sorry you’re
-going.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Dat’s all right. I ain’ so anxious fo’ wu’k as
-that. I don’ haf to wu’k with devils. An’ yo’ bettah
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_156'>156</span>eat. You-all too thin. It’s a shame you-all havin’
-ter eat alone heah while Mis’ Glorie go out to
-pahties. She don’ treat yo’ like folks. Dat devil
-man he’s hoodooed her. I’ve seen him lookin’ at
-her with his red eyes.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She went on muttering and returned with dinner
-on a tray, and Ruth knowing the uselessness of resistance
-dutifully ate, while Amy hovered near.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Tell me all about it, Amy. What has George
-been doing now? I thought you would be satisfied
-when I let you sleep upstairs.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, sir, I ain’ satisfied nohow. I wouldn’t wu’k
-heah or sleep heah ’nother night not for all the
-money in the worl’. Dat man he sets an’ sets lookin’
-at nothin’ an’ then he runs knives inter his hans—an’
-he don’ bleed. He ain’ human—that’s what.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m sorry, Amy—I don’t want you to go and
-neither does Gloria, but of course we can’t keep you.
-Let me know if you don’t get another place or if
-anything goes wrong. Perhaps later George may go
-and then you can come back.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He won’t go. One mawnin’ you-all will wake
-up dade—that’s what goin’ happen.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She shook her head, looking at Ruth with real
-tears in her eyes. Apparently she thought she looked
-at one doomed to early death, and Ruth, though she
-knew the threatened evil was not for herself, had
-long since lost the ability to laugh at Amy’s superstitions.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_157'>157</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER X</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>Terry Riordan arranged an interview
-for Ruth with the Sunday editor of the
-<cite>Express</cite>, with the result that she found herself
-promised to do a weekly page of theatrical
-sketches, beginning the first of the year, and she
-discovered the unique joy of having real work which
-was wanted and for which she would receive money.
-Also she discovered that association with a newspaper
-and connection with a weekly stipend gave her
-a prestige with her fellow students which no amount
-of splendid amateur effort would have won for her.
-Dorothy and Nels told every one they knew about
-“Ruth Mayfield’s splendid success,” and Professor
-Burroughs congratulated her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is always sad to see a student with a real
-gift neglecting it for a fancied talent,” he said, “and
-it is equally satisfying when any of our students
-wisely follow the line of work for which they are
-fitted. We don’t want to turn out dabblers, and too
-often that’s what art students become.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth would have looked forward to the beginning
-of the next year eagerly, had she been thinking only
-of herself, for her new work was throwing her much
-in the company of Terry Riordan, who was taking
-her to the theatre every night, so that she would
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_158'>158</span>become familiar with the appearance and mannerisms
-of the popular actresses and actors. Of course
-he was doing it only because he was such a kind-hearted
-man and because he wanted to help her, but
-even Ruth knew that if she had not been a rather
-pleasant companion he would not have taken so much
-interest in helping her. His cheerfulness puzzled
-her. He seemed so brave and happy—but perhaps
-it was merely the forced gaiety of a man who is trying
-to forget.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was not, however, her own affairs that interested
-her most. Terry had found a producer for
-his play and despite the lateness of the season, rehearsals
-for it were to begin in January. Gloria
-had been offered the leading rôle, and with characteristic
-perverseness had said that she was not at
-all sure that she wanted it, information that Terry
-refused to convey to the manager. This, coupled
-with the fact that Gloria was now constantly in the
-company of Prince Aglipogue, made Ruth remember
-vividly her conversation with George. Her beauty,
-her restlessness, her changeful moods seemed to increase
-from day to day. She was always kind to
-Ruth, but she was very seldom with her. Invitations
-that a month before would have been thrown away
-unread were now accepted and Gloria dashed about
-from one place to another, always with Prince Aglipogue
-in her wake. His ponderous attentions seemed
-to surround her like a cage and she, like a darting
-humming-bird, seemed ever to be struggling to escape
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_159'>159</span>and ever recognizing the bars that enclosed her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry and Ruth, returning very late from supper
-after the theatre, would sometimes find her sitting
-in semi-darkness, while the Prince sang to her, but
-in such brief glimpses there was no chance for intimate
-conversation between the two women. Alone
-with Terry at the theatre or in some restaurant, Ruth
-almost forgot the shadow hanging over the house
-on Gramercy Park. Terry was so gay and amusing,
-so healthful and normal in his outlook, and wherever
-they went they met his friends, until Ruth began to
-feel like a personage. It was all very pleasant. Late
-hours had forced her to appear less and less often
-at the morning class, but she was always at the
-League in the afternoon and she began to wonder
-whether she would not give it up altogether as soon
-as she actually began her work for the <cite>Express</cite>. She
-had tried to tell Terry about her talk with George;
-but a few hours away from George and his snake
-worship and the sight of George in his rôle of
-servant had restored what Terry called his mental
-balance, and he no longer regarded him as dangerous.
-He was beginning to be a bit ashamed of even
-listening to Ruth’s fears.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s only natural that you should be nervous—that
-we should both have been a bit impressed, it
-was so weird and unexpected, but after all George
-is just a servant, and the snake is probably a harmless
-reptile, such as one sees in any circus. I do not think
-that he is a bad servant and that he does not regard
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_160'>160</span>Gloria as a servant should; he’s impertinent and disagreeable,
-if you like, but I don’t believe he has the
-slightest thing to do with Professor Pendragon’s
-illness. How could he?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He talked thus until Ruth despaired of securing
-his assistance. Terry had given Gloria a contract
-to sign, which she persistently refused to consider.
-Finally he appealed to Ruth about it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Can’t you make Gloria sign it?” he said. “She
-seemed keen enough before we found a producer and
-before the thing was cast, and now that she has the
-contract before her, she seems to have lost all interest.
-I can’t imagine what’s wrong. Of course temperament
-covers a multitude of sins, but she never
-was temperamental about her work.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Perhaps she’s decided to really abandon the
-stage,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They were having supper together—Ruth didn’t
-know where. One of the delightful things about
-Terry was that he never asked her where she wanted
-to go. He didn’t even tell her where they were
-going. He just took her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry looked at her in amazement. “Leave the
-stage?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Did it ever occur to you that Gloria might marry
-Prince Aglipogue?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry answered with a laugh:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My dear child, you’ve thought so much about
-Gloria and George that you’re beginning to think of
-impossibilities. Gloria wouldn’t marry a man like
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_161'>161</span>that, and if she did she’d have to stay on the stage
-to support him. The house, of course, belongs to
-her, but the income from her other husband—I
-forget his name—would certainly stop if she remarried.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I know; I thought it was preposterous too, but
-she’s always with him, and George told me that
-Gloria would marry Aglipogue.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Servants’ gossip, or perhaps he did it to annoy
-you. Did you tell Gloria?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; I never get a chance to talk to her any
-more.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If you told her it might make her angry enough
-to dismiss him. Gloria hates being discussed. Is
-the Prince going to the Christmas party?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course; he goes everywhere that Gloria goes.
-I know you think that I am foolish and superstitious,
-but I can’t help thinking that George has some
-power over Gloria—that what he says is true—that
-he’s forcing her to marry Prince Aglipogue and that
-he is responsible for Professor Pendragon’s strange
-illness. The first time I saw George with the snake
-was almost three months ago—that same night Professor
-Pendragon became paralysed; the next time
-was just a month later and at the same time Professor
-Pendragon’s paralysis became suddenly worse.
-It was at the dark of the moon—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The last words were spoken almost in a whisper
-and when she paused Terry did not speak, but sat
-waiting for her to go on.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_162'>162</span>“I know George hasn’t worshipped the snake
-since that time, for I’ve been in the house every night
-and you can always tell because of the incense that
-fills the hall and lingers there for hours. Christmas
-Eve will be the next dark of the moon. I know, for
-I’ve looked it up. We’ll all be in the Berkshires
-then, at the Peyton-Russells’. George will be there,
-too—and I’m afraid—I’m afraid.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry still sat silent looking at her with an expression
-of helpless amazement. His blue eyes were
-troubled and doubting and she knew that while he
-did not quite disbelieve her, he was by no means
-convinced, that her fears were justified. It was all
-too bizarre and unusual. The only trace of fear
-in his eyes was for herself, not for Gloria, or Professor
-Pendragon. She had been bending eagerly
-toward him. Now she sank back with a little helpless
-sigh. Instantly Terry’s hand reached across the
-table and caught her own in a comforting grip.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Tell me what you want me to do, Ruth; I’ll
-do anything. I’ll do anything for you—anything in
-or out of reason. I don’t understand all this talk
-about snakes and black magic, but whatever you
-want done, you can depend on me.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The blood rushed into Ruth’s cheeks in a glow of
-happiness. Something deeper than friendship
-thrilled in his voice. For a moment she forgot
-Gloria, and believed that she was looking into the
-eyes of her own acknowledged lover. Then she remembered.
-His words, even his eyes told her that
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_163'>163</span>he did, but it could not be true. For a moment she
-could not speak. She must think of Gloria first and
-herself afterward, but she wanted to prolong her
-dream a little while. Finally she told him what she
-had decided in her own mind was the only thing
-that Terry could do for her. She knew that he did
-not believe that George was menacing the life of
-Professor Pendragon, or that he was influencing
-Gloria to marry Prince Aglipogue, but even though
-he did not love her, he would do whatever she
-asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I want you to get me a revolver, Terry; I want
-a revolver—one of those little ones—before we go
-to the Christmas party.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She did not quite understand the curious “let
-down” expression on Terry’s face, when she made
-her request.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You don’t want to shoot George or the snake?”
-he asked, smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t want to shoot any one or any thing
-unless—anyway I’d feel much more comfortable if
-I had a little revolver.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You shall have one; I’ll call it a Christmas
-present; but can you shoot?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know. I suppose I could hit things if
-they weren’t too far away or too small.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If you accidentally kill any of your friends I
-shall feel morally responsible, but I suppose I’ll just
-have to take a chance. Do you by any chance want
-the thing to be loaded?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_164'>164</span>“Of course,” said Ruth, ignoring his frivolous
-tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They went home together almost in silence. Ruth
-did not know what occupied Terry’s thoughts, but
-she herself was wondering if she could find the courage
-to ask Terry to save Gloria from George and
-Aglipogue, by marrying her himself. It was all very
-well to be unselfish in love, but for some weeks at
-least it seemed to her that Terry had given up all
-effort to interest Gloria. If he would only make
-an effort he might save Gloria from the Prince and
-win happiness for himself, but despite her generous
-resolves, she could not bring herself to advise him
-to “speak for himself.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They could hear Prince Aglipogue singing as she
-unlocked the door of the house on Gramercy Square.
-The sound of his voice and the piano covered the
-opening and closing of the door, so that they stood
-looking in on Gloria and her guest without themselves
-being observed. The song was just ending—Prince
-Aglipogue at the piano, her eyes wide and if
-she heard the music she did not see the singer. There
-was a trance-like expression in her eyes and when,
-the song ending, they saw Aglipogue draw her to
-the seat beside him and lift his face to kiss her, with
-one movement Terry and Ruth drew back toward
-the outer door.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Guess I’d better go,” whispered Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; you saw George was right. They didn’t
-see us—don’t forget my revolver.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_165'>165</span>She closed the door after Terry, this time with a
-loud bang that could not fail to be heard and as she
-turned back she saw, far down the hall, two red eyes
-gleaming at her, like the eyes of a cat. She wondered
-if George had been watching too, and if his
-quick ears caught her whispered words to Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria called her name before she entered the
-room, almost like old times, but Prince Aglipogue
-did not seem to be particularly pleased to see her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You were singing,” she said to him. “Please
-don’t stop because I’ve come. I love to hear
-you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Thank you, but it is late for more music; and
-it is late, too, for little girls who study, to be up
-even for the sake of music.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Even a week ago he would not have dared speak
-to her like that. He sat staring at her now, out of
-his insolent, oily black eyes, as if she were really a
-troublesome child. For a moment anger choked her
-voice and she half expected Gloria to speak for her,
-but Gloria was still looking at Aglipogue, the strange
-trance-like expression in her eyes, and Ruth became
-calm. If Prince Aglipogue chose to be rude she
-could be impervious to rudeness.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m not trying to make the morning classes any
-more, Prince Aglipogue, so I can stay up as long
-as I like, but perhaps you’re tired of singing.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was Aglipogue who looked at Gloria now as
-if he expected her to send Ruth away, but she said
-nothing, sitting quite still with her long hands folded
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_166'>166</span>in her lap, a most uncharacteristic pose, and a faint
-smile on her lips. She seemed to have forgotten
-both of them. It seemed incredible that less than
-five minutes before Ruth had seen her bend her head
-to meet the lips of the fat singer—incredible and
-horrible.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, I’m tired—of singing,” said Aglipogue
-after a pause. He rose and lifted one of Gloria’s
-lovely hands and kissed it. Simultaneously George
-appeared at the door with his hat and stick. It
-seemed to Ruth that under his air of great deference
-and humility George was sneering at the Prince.
-Gloria, seemingly only half roused from her trance
-or reverie, rose also in farewell and seemed to
-struggle to concentrate on her departing guest.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Tomorrow,” he said, bending again over her
-hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, tomorrow.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He went out without again speaking to Ruth, who
-waited breathless until she heard the closing of the
-outer door. Gloria watched him disappear, and
-then lifted her arms high above her head, stretching
-her superb body up to its full length like a great
-Persian cat just waking from a nap.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What are you doing up at this hour, Ruth?”
-She spoke as if seeing Ruth for the first time.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I went to the theatre with Terry, you know, and
-then we went to supper afterward and I came in
-fifteen minutes ago. I’m not a bit tired.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I am, horribly, of everything.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_167'>167</span>“It’s only Prince Aglipogue who’s been boring
-you. No wonder you’re tired of him. If he’d only
-sing behind a curtain so that one didn’t have to look
-at him, he would be quite lovely,” said Ruth. She
-spoke thus with the intention of making Gloria tell
-what she really thought of the Prince. Gloria
-sank back on her chair by the piano and rested her
-chin on her folded hands, her elbows on her knees.
-Unlike most large women she seemed able to assume
-any attitude she chose without appearing ungraceful.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You don’t like Aggie, do you?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was looking at Ruth now with something of
-her normal expression in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t exactly dislike him,” said Ruth. “He’s
-all right as a singer or a pianist or a painter, but as
-a man he is singularly uninteresting, isn’t he?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He is horribly stupid—I—” Suddenly her expression
-changed and she was on her feet again,
-walking restlessly up and down the room: “I’m
-going to marry him; he’s going to South America on
-a concert tour and I’ll go with him—I’m so tired of
-everything; I want to get away.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Involuntarily Ruth had also risen, bewildered at
-the sudden change in Gloria’s manner. Through
-the open doorway she could see George standing in
-the dimly lighted hall beyond, his red eyes gleaming,
-fixed on Gloria’s moving figure. She thought she
-understood, at least in part, the reason for the sudden
-change and though she was trembling with the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_168'>168</span>unreasoning fear that assails the bravest in the face
-of the mysterious and unknown, she forced herself
-to move across the room so that she stood between
-George in the hall, and Gloria. She could almost
-feel his malignant gaze on her back as she stood in
-the doorway, but she did not falter.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If you do that, Gloria, it will mean that you
-can’t work in Terry’s play—It will mean giving up
-everything—your career and your income. Does
-Prince Aglipogue know that?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria paused in her restless walk and looked at
-her from beneath her troubled brows.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t care about the career; I’m tired of the
-stage, but what difference will the income make?
-It’s such a little one, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Still it may make a difference with Aglipogue,
-and if you give up your career and your income you
-will be dependent on him. That should make a difference
-to you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth wondered afterward where she got all this
-worldly knowledge and how she was able to say it,
-with George’s eyes burning into her back.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What a practical child you are; but let’s not
-talk about it tonight. I’m awfully tired. We were
-going to announce our engagement Christmas Eve,
-but there’s no harm in your knowing.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Gloria, you can’t—you can’t marry him. He’s
-fat and selfish and horrid!” In her excitement she
-forgot George and moved to Gloria’s side. “You
-don’t know what you’re doing.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_169'>169</span>Gloria’s eyes looked across her, over her head
-and the trance-like look came back into them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“When you are as old as I you will know that
-physical appearance doesn’t matter much. I don’t
-know why I’m marrying Aggie, but it seems to be
-happening. So many things happen—I need a
-change; I want to travel in a new country. Besides
-it’s all fixed—it’s too late now—too late—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She threw off Ruth’s detaining hands and swept
-past her through the hall and up the stairway, and
-Ruth did not try to follow her. Somewhere beyond
-the shadows she knew that George was still standing,
-his red eyes gleaming like those of a cat. She waited
-a few minutes to give Gloria time to go to her room
-and to give him time to retire to his own quarters.
-She did not want to pass him in the hall, and when
-at last she also went up, she thought she caught the
-sounds of suppressed sobs, coming from Gloria’s
-room. It would do no good to stop. In two days
-more they would be going to the Berkshires and
-there either George would win in his curious twisted
-plans or she would defeat him. If only she knew
-where to find Professor Pendragon. Terry could
-not help. He was too modern and practical. He
-couldn’t understand, his mind was fresh and clean
-and honest and western. If she could see Pendragon
-again she would tell him everything and he
-might help. She decided to telephone his hotel in
-the morning and find out, if possible, just where he
-had gone.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_170'>170</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER XI</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>When Ruth telephoned Professor Pendragon’s
-hotel she found that he had not
-left any address and would not be expected
-back before the first of the year. Her next thought
-was of Nels Zord. He might know, but much to
-her surprise she did not see Nels at the League, and
-sought out Dorothy instead. She found her easily
-enough, but it was not until she had asked about
-Nels that she observed that Dorothy’s eyes were red
-and her cheeks swollen as if from recent weeping.
-It was luncheon time and they were walking toward
-their restaurant together.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know where Nels is,” said Dorothy.
-Her voice was almost a sob.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Haven’t you seen him today?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I never see him any more—haven’t you seen?
-He’s too busy with that Alice Winn girl. Oh, you
-know her, Ruth, the insipid creature with the carefully
-nurtured southern accent, who always has some
-highbrow Russian or Swedish book under her arm,
-and begins reading it every time she thinks a man is
-looking.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think I know the one you mean, but what about
-her and why is Nels busy with her and why have you
-been crying? You <i>have</i> been crying.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_171'>171</span>“I suppose I have; it’s most unmanly of me, but
-I must do something. All men you know are irresistibly
-attracted to the weakest, cheapest sort of
-women. They all prefer sham to reality, and they
-are all snobs at heart.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m afraid I don’t know much about men,” admitted
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Well, I’m telling you about them now. You
-might as well know. And the better a man is the
-more he likes imitation women, and Nels is just as
-bad as any of them, and that’s why he’s fallen so
-hard for Alice Winn. First he fell for the highbrow
-books. He really believes that she reads ’em.
-Then she told him all about her aristocratic family
-in Kentucky, who fought and fought to keep her
-from being an artist, but she must ‘live her own
-life,’ even if she had to brave the hardships of a
-great city with not a thing to live on except the income
-she gets from home. And then, of course, she
-scorns everything except real art—she would never
-stoop to a fashion drawing or commercial art of any
-kind. Her artistic temperament would not allow it.
-She is working on a mural—yes, indeed—of course
-it never has and never will go any further than a
-rough sketch and a lot of conversation in her comfortable
-studio, but Nels doesn’t know that. He and
-every other man she talks to believes that she is
-really working on something big. And then she is
-<i>such</i> a lover of beauty. She must have flowers in
-her studio at all times. She simply couldn’t live
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_172'>172</span>without flowers. And Nels—Nels who never
-bought me even a bunch of violets at Easter time—is
-pawning his clothes to buy her roses. I think
-that’s what hurts most. I’m just a practical old
-thing, and I’ve never wanted to do anything at all
-but work with him and for him, and go to dinner
-with him ‘Dutch’—and so you see I am of no value—and
-she, who has never done a useful thing in her
-whole life, has completely fascinated him. He isn’t
-worth all this. I ought not to care—I don’t care—I’m
-just plain angry.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Tears were overflowing the blue eyes of the
-“just plain angry” girl and Ruth feared a public
-exhibition. They had reached the restaurant and
-she feared the curious eyes inside.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Let’s not eat here today, Dorothy. You need
-a change, that’s all, so why not take the afternoon
-off? We could go to your studio. I’ve never been
-there, you know. Couldn’t we have lunch there?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We could buy it at the ‘delly’ ’round the corner,”
-said Dorothy, her round face clearing a bit.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And let’s buy some flowers first; if Nels shows
-up we can pretend a man sent them.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s ‘woman stuff’; I don’t think I ought—but—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Just for this once,” persisted Ruth, leading the
-way into the nearest flower shop.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t like to have you spend money on me.
-I don’t like to have anything that I can’t pay for
-myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_173'>173</span>“That’s selfish, and vain. Perhaps that’s why
-Nels is with Alice.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I suppose so. You know they’re so stupid, men.
-They believe everything you tell them. I’ve told
-Nels what a practical worker I am and how independent
-I am and he believes me, without ever trying
-to prove it; and she’s told him that she is an
-impractical, artistic dreamer and he believes that,
-too, though if he’d only think for just a minute he’d
-know that she’s a mercenary schemer, not an artistic
-dreamer.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you like these pink ones?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, and those unusual pale yellow roses—the
-combination is wonderful, and the scent.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She buried her nose in the flowers in an ecstasy
-of delight that made her forget that Ruth was paying
-for them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now we’ll ride down on the ’bus,” said Ruth.
-“But you haven’t told me just where Nels is—is
-Alice Winn pretty?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Questions of this sort are perfectly intelligible to
-women and Dorothy answered in her own way as
-they climbed into the Fifth Avenue ’bus.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He’s gone with her to the Met—to look over
-some costumes she wants to use in this mural she’s
-supposed to be doing; and of course she is pretty—an
-anæmic, horrid, little dark-skinned vamp—and
-she lisps—all the time except when she forgets it
-or when there aren’t any men around. It’s not nice
-for me to talk like this. Probably she’s all right,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_174'>174</span>only she isn’t good for Nels. I know that. What
-I’m afraid of is that she’ll use him. Lots of girls
-do, you know, use men like that. She’ll ask his advice
-about things and before he knows it he’ll be
-painting her old mural for her and she’ll sign it, and
-he’ll sit back and let her get the credit for doing it.
-It’s been done before, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Nels is too sensible for that. He’ll wake up
-before it’s gone that far.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t think so; she <i>is</i> attractive to men.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They fell silent for a short space, looking out at
-the grey December streets on which no snow had yet
-fallen. Now a thin, cold rain began falling, making
-the pavements glisten, and giving even well-dressed
-pedestrians a shabby appearance as they hurried up
-and down—a thick stream of holiday shoppers.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My room isn’t much, but at least I live on
-Washington Square and that is something,” said
-Dorothy. “I love it all the year round, even now
-when there aren’t any leaves on the trees or any
-Italian children playing and when this beastly rain
-falls. I rather like rain anyway, but I’m awfully
-glad we’ve got the roses. We’ll get off here and
-walk around to the ‘delly’ first. It’s on Bleecker
-Street. I’m not supposed to cook anything in my
-room, but of course I do. All of us do.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Their purchases, though guided by the practical
-Dorothy, were rather like a college girl’s spread.
-Dorothy lived in an old-fashioned white house on
-the south side of the square—a house in which every
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_175'>175</span>piece of decrepit furniture seemed to have been
-dragged from its individual attic and assembled here
-in vast inharmony. Yet mingled with the 1830
-atrocities were a few “good” things, left from time
-to time by artists and writers whom prosperity had
-called to better quarters. Dorothy lived at the top
-of the house in one of the two rooms facing the
-square.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You see it isn’t really a studio,” she explained
-apologetically. “But it has got north light and
-the sloping room and that bit of skylight makes it
-quite satisfactory, and then, too, I face the Square
-and can always see the fountain and the Washington
-arch and the first green that comes on the trees in
-May, and I like it. And just because we’re celebrating
-I’ll put a charcoal fire in the grate and we’ll
-make tea in the samovar, but first we must take care
-of the flowers.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>For a few minutes she seemed to have forgotten
-all her troubles.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I do wish I had a pretty vase. It’s almost criminal
-to put roses in this old jug. Don’t you think the
-samovar’s pretty? Nels did get me that. Wait a
-minute; I’ll show you his studio. It’s the next room
-to this and just like it. He never locks his door.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She stepped out, Ruth following, and pushed open
-the only half closed door of a room, the exact
-counterpart in size of her own, but rather more
-comfortable as to furnishings.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s her picture; she must have given it to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_176'>176</span>him last week. I haven’t been in his studio for days
-and we used to have such corking times together—I
-worked here more often than in my own room and
-he always seemed to like having me—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Fearing a return of tears Ruth hastily retreated
-to Dorothy’s room. Besides she didn’t feel quite
-comfortable about entering a man’s room during
-his absence and examining his pictures.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Let’s not think about her; it’s just a phase and
-he’ll recover and come back to you,” she comforted.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You make the tea and I’ll spread this little
-table,” she continued, removing a pile of sketches
-to the floor.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>In a short space of time there was a real fire burning
-in the tiny grate, throwing a ruddy glow on the
-burnished brass of the samovar; in the small room
-the roses shed a heavy sweet perfume and the two
-girls chatted cosily over their tea cups. Dorothy
-smoked a cigarette.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Cigarettes are a party to me,” she exclaimed.
-“If I could afford to smoke I might not care for it
-at all, but I can’t, so when I want to be extravagant
-I smoke; it’s just a symbol.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Now that Dorothy seemed to have put her grief
-into the background Ruth was beginning to feel
-restless. On the following day the party was to
-leave for the Christmas party. They would arrive
-at their destination on the twenty-third of December
-and the imminence of the solution of all Ruth’s
-worries, for either good or evil, made her feel that
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_177'>177</span>she should be at the house as much as possible.
-Could she have done so she would have followed
-Gloria wherever she went. Most of all she wanted
-to find out where Professor Pendragon was stopping;
-and she ought to telephone Terry again to
-remind him not to forget the revolver. In her own
-mind she was not exactly sure what she would do
-with the gun when she got it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think I’ll have to run along,” she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, and we were having such a good time. I
-was beginning to be quite cheered up. Wait a
-minute; that’s him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Regardless of grammar, Ruth knew that the masculine
-pronoun could refer to only one person.
-Down three flights of stairs she could hear a tuneless
-but valiant whistle.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I wonder why he’s coming home so soon?” continued
-Dorothy. “I’ll shut the door tight so he
-won’t see us. I’m not going to make it easy for
-him to come back.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She closed the door as she spoke and the two girls
-waited, trying to keep up a hum of conversation.
-Dorothy’s agitation communicated itself to Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Will he come here?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know; he always did before, but now,
-he may just be coming in to get something and
-then dash out again to meet her.” She walked to
-the window and looked out:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There’s no one down there waiting for him.”
-She came back to her place at the tiny table.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_178'>178</span>The whistle had mounted all three flights now,
-and paused a moment before their door. Dorothy
-began talking unconcernedly. They heard him enter
-his own studio. The whistle was resumed and they
-could hear him moving restlessly about. A match
-was struck, then another; then silence, then footsteps
-and a knock at the door.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Come in,” called Dorothy, and the door opened,
-disclosing a rather shame-faced Nels, who, however,
-was determined to appear as if nothing had
-happened.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Looks like a party,” he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is a party,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I hope I’m not intruding—I thought Dorothy
-was alone.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We were chattering continuously enough for
-any one to hear us,” said Dorothy. “Would you
-like a cup of tea?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Thanks—I suppose that means, too, that I can
-come in and sit down and share your gossip, and
-everything,” said Nels, seating himself forthwith
-on the couch-bed—not a chaise longue—but an ugly
-bed disguised as a couch—without which no cheap
-studio or hall bedroom is complete.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Much is written about the “feminine touch”
-which makes home of the most ordinary surroundings.
-Ruth thought of it as she looked at Dorothy’s
-room. Perhaps, she decided, artistic women are an
-exception to this rule. Dorothy had knowledge of
-beautiful things, more knowledge than the average
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_179'>179</span>woman, but no one would have guessed it from the
-untidy shabbiness of her studio. Only the bright
-samovar and the roses, thrown into relief by the
-firelight, which with the same magic threw dusty
-corners into shadow and seemed to gild the ugly,
-broken-down furniture into beauty, threw a glamour
-over the place now and made it seem quite different
-from the cheerless room they had entered over an
-hour before. The rain was bringing a premature
-twilight which made the firelight doubly welcome.
-Nels felt the change and looked about him as if in
-unfamiliar surroundings.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“This is certainly cheery,” he said, taking the
-cup Dorothy offered him. “And roses!” He looked
-inquiringly at Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, I’m not the lucky girl; some admirer of
-Dorothy’s.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was an embarrassed pause. Ruth blushed
-because she had told what in childhood she had
-called a “white lie”; Dorothy because she accepted
-the deception that she would not herself have instigated,
-and Nels for many reasons.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Whoever he is he’s not a poor artist,” he said.
-“I know the price of roses in December,” whereupon
-he blushed more redly in remembrance.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I thought you were going to spend the entire
-day at the Metropolitan,” said Dorothy, beginning
-to enjoy the situation.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“So did I,” said Nels, and then with a sudden
-burst of resolution, “I don’t mind telling you all
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_180'>180</span>about it—I’ve been an awful fool, and if you’ve decided
-to play with some one else, I don’t blame you.
-We walked to the Met this morning; Alice lives way
-uptown and I thought it would be a pleasant hike,
-but when we got there she was quite worn out, and
-then some fellow she knows came along with a car
-and offered to take her home and she went; said
-the walk had made her too tired to work. Of course
-he offered to ‘pick me up,’ too, but I preferred to
-walk and I did—all the way from the Metropolitan
-to Washington Square—now you know the entire
-story and can laugh to your heart’s content.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>But neither of the girls laughed. Nels had evidently
-learned his lesson, and they were in no mood
-to increase his discomfiture.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I wanted to see you to ask if you know where
-Professor Pendragon went when he left town. He
-said some place in the country, but I’ve forgotten
-where,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; I got a note from him only this morning.
-He’s visiting a friend of his in the Berkshires. North
-Adams is the post-office and I’ve forgotten the name
-of the house. One of those big country places with
-a fancy name—wait and I’ll get the note from my
-room.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He believed that about the roses and now that
-he’s sane again, my conscience hurts,” whispered
-Dorothy when he had left them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Let it hurt a bit; I wouldn’t tell him,” whispered
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_181'>181</span>“Here it is,” said Nels, returning. “Professor
-Percival Pendragon, care of Mr. John Peyton-Russell,
-Fir Tree Farm, North Adams, Massachusetts—some
-address, but anyway it will reach him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Peyton-Russell—he’s at the Peyton-Russell’s?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You know them?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, that is, I know Mrs. Peyton-Russell a bit;
-she’s a friend of my aunt’s, and we’re going there
-for Christmas—going tomorrow.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Really; that’s splendid, for you can save me
-writing a note. I hate writing letters. You see
-Pendragon has been trying to interest this Peyton-Russell
-in my work. He’s one of these men who’s
-spent two-thirds of a lifetime making money, and
-now he doesn’t know exactly what to do with it.
-He’s only been married about two years. I know
-Pendragon hadn’t met his wife, but Mr. Peyton-Russell
-depends on Pendragon to tell him when
-things are good, and when Professor Pendragon
-bought one of my pictures Mr. Peyton-Russell
-thought he ought to buy one, too. If you’d just
-tell Professor Pendragon that I don’t care what he
-pays for the picture he has—I let him borrow one to
-see whether he grew tired of it after it was hung—you’ll
-save me a lot of trouble.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course; did you say Professor Pendragon
-hasn’t met Mrs. Peyton-Russell?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He hadn’t; but I suppose he has now that he’s
-a guest in her house. John Peyton-Russell used to
-try to get him out to dinner in town, but Pen
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_182'>182</span>wouldn’t go; he hates society. But he was ill, you
-know, and Peyton-Russell was so anxious to do
-something for him, and promised that it would be
-quiet—no one out there, and the doctor seemed to
-think it might be good—he took the nurse along, of
-course, so Pen went.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Did he say how he was getting on, in his last
-letter?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; just the same, no better and no worse, but
-didn’t say anything about coming back at once.
-You’re more interested than Dot.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; only it seems strange, a coincidence, his
-being at the same house we’re going to.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“While you’re delivering messages for Nels, deliver
-one for me too, Ruth,” said Dorothy. “Tell
-him I’m waiting very patiently to make that portrait
-and that when it’s finished if he wants to sell
-it to his rich collectors he can. What is he, Nels, a
-sort of dealer?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My word, no—he’s a—just a man who happens
-to have a little money and a lot of appreciation.
-He’s just helping me to success, and helping Peyton-Russell
-to a reputation as a collector—he is quite
-disinterested. He could be anything, that man. I
-don’t know why he isn’t. Something went wrong
-some place along his route, I guess, and he just got
-side-tracked, you understand.” He finished with a
-wave of his hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now I really must go—one must do a few
-things even before a short journey.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_183'>183</span>Ruth was more anxious than ever to get away
-now, and neither Nels nor Dorothy made any great
-effort to keep her. Nels was looking at the roses
-with sad eyes and Dorothy was looking at him with
-eyes that made Ruth fear that the secret of the
-flowers would not be kept long. Dorothy was too
-generous and honest to want to keep up even so tiny
-a deception.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The one stupendous fact that stood out in her
-brain as she walked homeward was that Gloria and
-Professor Pendragon would meet. What would
-they do? Would Pendragon leave or would Gloria
-come back to town? What would they say to each
-other? How amazing that Mr. Peyton-Russell
-should be a friend of Pendragon’s and that Angela
-should be a friend of Gloria’s and that they had
-never before all met. Still it was understandable.
-Angela had only been married a year. George
-would be there, too, and Prince Aglipogue.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She thought of Pendragon’s tall, clean-cut figure
-and fine face, and of Aglipogue’s heavy countenance
-and elephantine form—the contrast. Surely Gloria
-would see and withdraw before too late. It would
-be, too, the time of test—the dark of the moon.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_184'>184</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER XII</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>It had been planned that they would all take the
-morning train together for North Adams,
-Gloria and Ruth, Terry and Prince Aglipogue
-and George, but Gloria, despite her motion picture
-experience, proved unequal to the early rising.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s no use,” she explained to Ruth, who went
-to her room to wake her. “I simply can’t get up
-this early in the morning. You go on and meet
-Aggie and Terry at the station and tell them that
-I’m coming up on the sleeper tonight. Tell George
-to go along, too, just as he planned. He’s got his
-ticket and will take care of your luggage and the
-others’, and everything will go just as we planned
-it except that I’ll show up tomorrow morning.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Suppose there isn’t any sleeping train?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There will be; anyway as far as Pittsfield. Do
-go down and tell George and explain to Angela
-when you get there.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>What the trip would have been had Gloria not
-decided to wait for the night train, Ruth could not
-guess. What it was was most unexpected. George,
-being first told, was the first person to show sulky
-displeasure at Gloria’s decision. For a moment
-Ruth thought that he was actually going to knock
-on Gloria’s door and remonstrate with her, but even
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_185'>185</span>George dared not do that, so instead he preceded
-Ruth to the station, heavily laden with boxes and
-bags. He was there when she arrived, as was also
-Terry, who laughed without any apparent regret at
-Gloria’s revolt.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I rather hated to get up myself,” he said, “but
-a holiday is a holiday, and it’s part of the game to
-climb out of bed from one to ten hours earlier than
-usual. Besides, think how tired we’ll be tonight
-and what wonderful sleep we’ll get up there in the
-fresh air. There’ll be lots of snow, too. A few
-flakes fell here this morning, and that means that up
-in the mountains it will be thick and wonderful. I
-only hope it won’t be too cold.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Here comes Prince Aglipogue,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The Prince was approaching, his great bulk
-thrusting aside the lesser human atoms in the station.
-Ruth was amazed to see that his curious travelling
-costume was finished by a top hat and wondered
-whether he would wear it in the train and in the
-sleigh from North Adams. Over the collar of his
-fur-lined overcoat his huge face rose, placid and self-satisfied,
-until he spied the waiting group with Gloria
-not among them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Has she not yet come?” he asked. “The time
-of the train is immediate; we will miss it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Gloria has decided to take the evening train,”
-said Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then I also will wait.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, she especially asked that we all go ahead
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_186'>186</span>just as planned. Here’s George to take care of
-everything,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Did she send to me no personal message?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; just that,” Ruth took pleasure in watching
-his face, like a cloud-flecked moon, in its annoyance.
-“We were all to go ahead and explain to Mrs. Peyton-Russell
-that Gloria will arrive in the morning.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Just then the gate was opened and Prince Aglipogue,
-still frowning, followed them reluctantly
-through it, in front of George and the two porters,
-who were helping him carry travelling bags.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>When they were all comfortably disposed in their
-seats Ruth began to fear that it would be rather an
-unpleasant journey, for Prince Aglipogue, unhappy
-himself, was determined that the others should be,
-too, if he could make them so.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Only the amused light in Terry’s eyes gave her
-courage. Prince Aglipogue began with a monologue
-about rotten trains, stupid country houses, beastly
-cold and the improbability of Gloria’s coming at all,
-and finally worked himself up into a state of agitation
-bordering on tears, which would have made
-Ruth laugh had she not been afraid.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is unkind of her to leave us this way. For
-herself she sleeps comfortably at home, while I rise
-at this unchristian hour for her sake,” he protested,
-more to himself than to the others, for he seemed
-determined to ignore them. His next phase was one
-of annoyance at his own discomfort.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Why had not the Peyton-Russells themselves provided
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_187'>187</span>a drawing-room for him? They were
-“filthy” with money, and he was not accustomed to
-travelling in this public manner in spite of the fact
-that he was only a poor artist. Then he became
-worried about his luggage, which had consisted of
-a single dressing-case. He had entrusted it to
-George, and who knew what had become of it? He
-lurched off in search of George some place in the
-rear cars to find out.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’d buy him a drawing-room just to get rid of
-him, if there was any graceful way of doing it,” said
-Terry. “I’m afraid this is not going to be the
-pleasantest of parties.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“For more reasons than one,” said Ruth. “I
-discovered yesterday that Professor Pendragon is
-already a guest of the Peyton-Russells. What will
-happen when Gloria arrives and they meet? Ought
-I to tell him, do you think, that she’s coming?” She
-had been thinking of nothing else since her talk with
-Nels and was delighted to have an opportunity to
-tell some one.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“This is going to be fun! How do you know,
-and why do you suppose Angela Peyton-Russell is
-doing it—some idea of bringing them together
-again?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t see any fun in it with that beast Aglipogue
-along. And Angela didn’t know—at least,
-I’m quite sure she didn’t, and doesn’t. Professor
-Pendragon is a friend of Mr. Peyton-Russell and
-had never met his wife, and I don’t think Angela
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_188'>188</span>was going to the house many days before her guests.
-Mr. Peyton-Russell asked Professor Pendragon
-there because they’re old friends and Pendragon was
-ill. He thought the air and quiet would be good
-for him. He took a nurse along. I only learned
-yesterday from Nels Zord. Unless Angela has
-mentioned the names of all her guests, it’s possible
-that Professor Pendragon doesn’t know she’s coming.
-It’s going to be awfully awkward—meeting
-that way. I suppose one of them will return to New
-York. Perhaps he would if we warned him. Do
-you think I ought?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You didn’t warn Gloria, and you had time for
-that; I don’t see why you should warn her ex-husband.
-Besides, it isn’t such an awful thing. Ex-husbands
-and wives meet every day in New York
-and don’t seem to mind.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“In a way I suppose I didn’t tell Gloria because
-she told me not to mention his name again, and besides
-I’d like to have her meet him, providing she
-didn’t make a scene. If she saw him again I don’t
-think she could go on with the Prince.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you think she really is going to marry him?”
-asked Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course she is, unless you or some one stops
-her; I don’t see how you can stand by quietly and
-see it done.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s no affair—here he comes now.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Their conversation, thus broken off by the reappearance
-of Prince Aglipogue, they turned to the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_189'>189</span>scenery outside, while their heavy companion, turning
-his back upon them as much as possible, pretended
-to read a magazine. The snow that had
-been falling in thin flakes in New York was coming
-down in great, feathery “blobs,” as Terry descriptively
-called them. At first they did not see any
-hills, but the movement of the train and the stertorous
-puffing of the engine told them that they were
-going steadily upgrade. Now the ground was
-entirely covered with snow, and the train twisted so
-continuously around the hills that sometimes they
-could see the engine curving in front of them,
-through the window.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If the snow continues like this, I’m afraid we’ll
-be many hours late,” said Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It won’t matter much. We’re to be there at
-two o’clock, and we couldn’t be delayed more than
-a few hours at most, could we?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You are pleased to be cheerful,” said the Prince.
-Evidently he had not been so deeply engaged with
-his magazine as he pretended. “If I am forced on
-this train to remain a moment longer than is necessary
-I shall perish.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“They do get snow bound, sometimes, you
-know,” said Terry cheerfully. “It won’t be so
-bad if we’re near some town. We can just get off
-and spend the night in an hotel.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>At this the Prince only glared.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That would be an adventure—I think I’d rather
-like it,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_190'>190</span>As if he could bear no more the Prince again
-departed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Presently he’ll come back, saying that the air
-in the smoking car has made his head ache.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t you want to go yourself for a smoke?
-You know you mustn’t think you have to stay here
-and amuse me,” said Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I can live ever so long without a cigarette.
-Besides I’d rather go when he isn’t there. I’ve been
-thinking about Gloria. Do you suppose she could
-have found out about Pendragon and isn’t coming?
-It would be like her. She could telephone that she’s
-ill or something.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t think so, but of course I don’t know. I
-don’t know anything. Perhaps Pendragon himself
-has left and all my worry is for nothing. Who’d
-ever think an aunt could be such a responsibility?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She said it so seriously and with such a wistful
-look that Terry restrained his impulse to laugh.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“An aunt is almost as difficult to chaperon as a
-modern mother,” he admitted gravely; “but if the
-snow doesn’t stop snowing she may arrive as soon
-as we do, and you’ll not have to decide whether to
-warn the professor or not. After all, it’s no affair
-of yours. If they’re to meet this way they will meet
-this way, and it may be rather amusing.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was difficult to answer him when he talked
-like that. Probably his words were prompted by
-bitterness, but it was maddening to have him sit
-back as if he were helpless to do anything. If only
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_191'>191</span>he would make an effort he could win Gloria away
-from her present course. He was attractive enough
-to win any woman. Whether he talked or sat silent,
-it was good to be with him. Then she remembered
-the gift he had promised her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, you’ve forgotten! I was afraid you
-would.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, I haven’t. You mean the revolver, but I
-thought it was to be a Christmas gift.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It was—only I’d like to have it now if you don’t
-mind.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What are you afraid of—train robbers? This
-isn’t a western movie in spite of the wild nature
-of our journey.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I know, but please let me have it. You don’t
-know what a comfort it would be just to look at it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“All right; just to show you how much I thought
-of it I didn’t pack it at all. It’s here in my overcoat.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>An eager porter anticipated his movement to
-reach up to the rack on which the coat had been put,
-and brought it down for him, and he reached inside
-the pocket and brought out a box which he put in
-her hands.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>For a moment she did not open it, though he
-waited, smiling. She was conscious of the movement
-of the train, of the white flakes flashing past
-the window, half obscuring the rolling, tree-crowned
-hills that were fast merging into mountains; of the
-smell of the Pullman car,—a combination of steam-heated
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_192'>192</span>varnish and dusty upholstery—and most of
-all of Terry, seated opposite her, a half eager, half
-amused light dancing in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s rather an odd gift to give a woman,” he
-said as she hesitated. She opened the box now,
-realizing herself more than anything else, as the
-central figure in a little drama. Inside she found
-a leather case—pale blue leather, more fit to contain
-jewels than a weapon of defence, and inside that the
-tiniest revolver she had ever seen, an exquisite thing
-with gold mountings.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Will—will it really shoot?” she gasped. “And
-it must have been horribly expensive—you shouldn’t
-have done it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her pleasure was so apparent in her face that
-her words, which she felt were ill chosen, did not
-really matter.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course it will shoot; and it’s loaded now, so
-please do be careful. Here, I’ll show you how it
-works—see, you open it this way, and here’s the
-way to empty the shells out—you see there are six—this
-revolves so that when you’ve shot one the
-next one moves into place all ready; it’s quite as
-deadly as a big one, I assure you. Do you think
-you’ll feel quite safe with this?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It isn’t myself I want to protect,” she answered,
-and just then, she saw Prince Aglipogue returning,
-and some instinct prompted her to take the gun
-from his hands and put it back in its case and conceal
-it behind her. She need not have concealed it, for
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_193'>193</span>Prince Aglipogue was in no mood to observe details.
-His oily, black eyes were standing out in his
-head and his face had turned a sickly green. His
-three chins seemed to be trembling with fright.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That nigger of Gloria’s; he’s in the baggage
-car with a snake—a snake as big as”—he threw out
-his fat arms as if he could think of no word to
-describe the size of the snake. His voice was a
-thin whisper. “You must the conductor tell—it is
-not allowed. They do not know the trunk’s contents—I
-tell you I am speaking truth—a snake—as
-big as the engine—will you do nothing?” He
-grasped Terry’s shoulder and shook him.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s all right. We know all about it. Miss
-Mayfield knew he was bringing it. He uses it in
-his vaudeville stunts.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I tell you I will not go on—to travel with a
-snake—it is horrible.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He’s always had it,” soothed Terry. “It was
-in the house on Gramercy Square and never came out
-and bit any one. I guess you’re safe.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If I had known——” He shuddered through
-all his fat frame and rolled his eyes upward.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How is he taking it?” asked Terry. “It’s bad
-enough to travel with a pet dog, but what one does
-with a pet snake I don’t know, and I’ve been
-curious.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Prince Aglipogue, frightened into friendliness,
-broke into a torrent of words from which they gathered
-that George had the snake in a trunk, the sides
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_194'>194</span>of which were warmed by electricity; that the train
-officials had no idea of the contents of the trunk,
-that George had gained access to the baggage car
-though it was against the rules, and that the Prince,
-being still worried about his luggage, though he had
-seen it safely aboard, had claimed the right to follow
-him there and had found George kneeling beside the
-opened trunk, from which the snake, artificially
-warmed to activity, was rearing a head which the
-Prince protested was as large as that of a cow. As
-he saw that his hearers were unmoved and that they
-had known about the snake and seemed to consider
-it quite ordinary, he was a bit ashamed of his agitation,
-though by no means convinced that there was
-no cause for it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s a harmless variety,” Terry assured him. “If
-it were dangerous Gloria wouldn’t have allowed
-George to keep it in the house.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“For the bite, yes; it may be of no harm, but the
-shock to the nerves! I should have been warned.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We didn’t know that you were going into the
-baggage car,” protested Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What a terrible journey—look at the snow,”
-said the Prince, sinking into his seat.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They looked out. The movement of the train
-exaggerated the whirling of the snow until it seemed
-like a frozen, white whirlwind, sweeping past them,
-or a drove of wild, white horses whose manes
-brushed the window panes. Beyond the whirling
-drift they could see nothing.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_195'>195</span>Terry looked at his watch. Down the aisle Ruth
-heard a man asking how late they were, but could
-not catch the answer.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Let’s have something to eat; even if we’re on
-time, we won’t want to wait luncheon until our arrival.
-A twelve-mile drive through this doesn’t
-sound very alluring, and we may die of starvation
-on the way.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry’s glance included both Ruth and Prince
-Aglipogue.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Food I cannot face after what I have witnessed,”
-said the Prince. “Perhaps I may have
-something—a cup of tea—something to keep up my—what
-did you say—two hours late?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He clutched the arm of a passing conductor.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, sir; two hours late now—only two hours,”
-he answered wearily, freeing his arm and passing on.
-Prince Aglipogue sank back in his chair as if he
-would never rise again.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Cheer up; that’s not bad. What can you expect
-with this snow? Two hours only means that we’ll
-arrive about five o’clock and get to Fir Tree Lodge—I
-think that’s what they call it—in time for dinner.
-Better come on and eat with us.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>But Prince Aglipogue shook his huge head sadly,
-much to the relief of both Terry and Ruth, and they
-walked out together. Ruth was beginning to feel
-that she was having an adventure. Something in
-the restlessness of the other passengers on the train,
-who were beginning to look frequently at watches
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_196'>196</span>and to stop the train officials every time they appeared,
-something in the sight of the whirling clouds
-of snow, the thought of George, some place back
-there with his strange travelling companion, all contributed
-to the undercurrent of excitement, and with
-it was that comforting feeling of security that always
-comes from looking at storm and snow from a place
-of warmth and shelter.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Because it was the holiday season the train was
-crowded and they were compelled to wait in the
-narrow hallway with other people in line before
-they could get a table.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Isn’t it wonderful and Christmasy?” she
-asked, “especially as I’ve already got one gift; see,
-I brought it with me. I’d like to look at it again,
-only I’m afraid if any of the other passengers saw
-it they might suspect me of being a train robber.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; you look so much like one. But perhaps
-it would be just as well not to look at it now. I’m
-glad you like it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s beautiful, and somehow I feel safer—I
-mean safer and happier about Gloria now that I
-have it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s a curious gift to give a girl, but I couldn’t
-exactly imagine giving you—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Table for two,” interrupted the steward. Ruth
-wondered what it was that Terry couldn’t imagine
-giving her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Luncheon was like a party. Terry seemed to be
-making as much effort to amuse her as he would
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_197'>197</span>have made for Gloria, or perhaps he was so charming
-that he couldn’t help being charming all the time,
-she reflected. He had the most wonderful eyes in
-the world, and the kindest, strongest mouth, but she
-must stop looking at them. Still just for today she
-might pretend that he was her lover and that they
-were engaged, and—why not pretend that they were
-actually married and on their wedding journey?
-The thought made her gasp.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Is something wrong? I’ll call the waiter.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, nothing! I was just thinking—of something.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Something nice, I hope.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, no—I don’t know.” It was horrible to
-blush like that. If she were only older and poised
-and sophisticated. Perhaps then she wouldn’t have
-to be pretending. But she would pretend, no matter
-how bold and unladylike it was to pretend such
-things and perhaps she would never be with him
-again in just this way, and it would be nice to
-remember.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>In her reckless mood she surprised herself by saying
-things like Gloria sometimes. They lingered as
-long as they dared because it was such a good way
-of killing time, and when they had finished she made
-Terry go back to the smoker.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“They ought to have smoking cars for women,”
-she said. It was what Gloria might have said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But you don’t smoke,” said Terry, smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I know, but I shall learn.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_198'>198</span>“Not right away, I hope,” he said, smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth found that Prince Aglipogue had controlled
-his nervous shock to the extent of having a very substantial
-lunch brought to him, which he seemed to be
-enjoying as much as if snakes had never been
-created, but he showed no more disposition to be
-sociable than before, for which Ruth was grateful.
-It would have spoiled her illusion that she and Terry
-were travelling alone together. Even she did not
-think he was gone long. He came back looking
-rather sober.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Would you be very much frightened if we didn’t
-reach North Adams tonight at all?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, not frightened; but why?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It looks as though we couldn’t go much farther.
-We may have to stop. You can see how slowly
-we’re moving now. If they can get to the next
-station we can all stop at an hotel, but if not we
-may have to sit up all night.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think it’ll be rather fun—only won’t Angela
-Peyton-Russell be worried?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“She’ll probably have telephoned the station at
-North Adams and will know that we’re late. Gloria
-was wise. The track may be clear by the time her
-train leaves and she’ll arrive as soon as we.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then I won’t have to decide about warning Professor
-Pendragon. He’ll learn the news less gently.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He may have left,” said Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know whether to wish that he has or
-has not,” said Ruth. She could not bear the thought
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_199'>199</span>of Gloria’s marrying Prince Aglipogue, but every
-hour it seemed to grow more difficult to entertain
-the thought of her marrying Terry. Of course it
-wasn’t absolutely necessary for her to marry any
-one, but she must be in a marrying mood, or she
-wouldn’t think of Aglipogue, and she’d done it so
-often before that it ought to be easier every time.
-If only she could ask Terry what he thought, but
-of course she couldn’t do that.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Prince Aglipogue had heard Terry’s first words
-and had lumbered off to secure the first-hand information.
-All the other men in the coach seemed
-to be doing the same thing. The snow had brought
-on a premature darkness and the lights were lit so
-that now they could see nothing outside. One could
-almost feel the struggles of the engine, which seemed
-to grow greater and greater as the speed of the train
-grew less. Finally it stopped altogether with a
-sound of grinding wheels. The conductor told them
-not to be alarmed. It was nothing but a few hours’
-delay. A steam plough was already on its way. It
-was impossible to say how long.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>For a few minutes the passengers all talked to
-each other. Some of the men thought that if they
-could reach the road they might hail a passing sleigh
-that might convey some of them to the nearest town,
-but the road was half a mile away and there would
-be few vehicles abroad in such a storm, and the idea
-was abandoned. Terry went back to see how
-George was faring, and reported him still in the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_200'>200</span>baggage car, sleeping on the trunk which doubtless
-contained “the daughter of Shiva.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>People settled down to waiting; some of them
-read, and others slept, among them Prince Aglipogue.
-He snored unrebuked. Ruth heard a man
-inviting Terry to a poker game in the smoking car
-and was relieved when he refused. It would have
-been lonely without him. She tried to read, but the
-car was growing steadily colder. Terry insisted that
-she put on her cloak, but even that didn’t help much,
-when she was stiff with inaction. She tried to read,
-and finally curled up in the chair to sleep. Her last
-conscious thought was a protest when she felt rather
-than saw Terry wrapping his cloak around her.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_201'>201</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER XIII</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>Ruth awakened to the sound of grinding
-brakes and opened her eyes to look into the
-eyes of Terry, which seemed very near as he
-bent over her. Her muscles were horribly cramped.
-She did not fully remember until he spoke.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We’ll be on our way in less than an hour, and
-if you want some coffee you’d better hurry. The
-train was only prepared for one meal, but there is
-some coffee and perhaps a piece of toast, if we get
-there before the hungry mob has finished it,” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You gave me your coat,” she said, looking down
-at the garment that was wrapped about her. “You
-shouldn’t have done that; I had my own, and you
-must have frozen.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not at all; I’ve slept beautifully. Did it keep
-you warm?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, but—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s all that counts; come on and get some
-coffee.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Can’t I even wait to wash my face, or shall I
-wash it afterward, cat fashion?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If it’s really necessary, you may; but you look
-remarkably clean and fresh considering—a few
-grains of dust, perhaps—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_202'>202</span>He looked at her with his head on one side,
-smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was on her feet in an instant, but discovering
-that one foot was asleep, did not make such swift
-progress as she had expected. There were two
-other women in the dressing-room. Yesterday they
-would have looked at her as silently and impersonally
-as at the mirror or the wash basin or the black
-“prop” comb that is always found in Pullman
-dressing-rooms and that no one has ever been known
-to use, but now they were talking to her and to each
-other. The stout lady who was going home from a
-day’s Christmas shopping in New York was most
-voluble. She was worried about her husband and
-children, especially her husband.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What I’ll ever say to Henry, I don’t know. He
-told me that I could do just as well in Pittsfield as
-in New York. They have everything there, and
-such accommodating sales people—not like New
-York, where every one is too busy to be polite—and
-I didn’t get a thing I went after—and then this horrible
-experience. It’s added ten years to my life—I
-know it has.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“After all, it was only a delay,” comforted Ruth.
-“Suppose the train had been wrecked. I think it
-was rather fun.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Fun! Fun!” the tall thin woman fairly
-shrieked at her, and the eyebrow pencil she was
-using slipped and made a long mark down her nose
-that she had to rub off subsequently with cold cream,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_203'>203</span>producing a fine, high polish, which in turn had to
-be removed with powder, so thickly applied that
-Ruth thought she looked as if her nose was made of
-plaster of Paris and had been fastened on after the
-rest of her face was finished. It was difficult to do
-anything in the tiny crowded space, but she finally
-completed a hasty toilet and hurried out to rejoin
-Terry, who, in her absence, had secured two cups of
-coffee and some toast and brought them to their
-seats in the Pullman.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Where’s the Prince?” she asked suddenly, remembering
-his unwelcome existence.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“In the dining-car; he got there early and
-managed to secure what little food there was
-aboard.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Gloria’s train is right behind us,” he continued,
-“so we’ll wait for her at the station and all go up
-together.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The increasing warmth in the train was beginning
-to clear the frosted windows, and Ruth could see
-that the snow had stopped falling. A wonderful
-pink glow was resting on top of the softly rounded
-mountains, and where the clouds were herded between
-two high crests it looked like a rose-coloured
-lake with fir trees on its banks. She forgot her
-uncomfortable night and felt new-born like the sun.
-Everything was simple and easy. Everything would
-be solved; Gloria would not marry Prince Aglipogue.
-She certainly would not, for he came in
-now, unshaved, with bloodshot eyes and rumpled
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_204'>204</span>linen. He did not speak at all, but slumped in
-his chair, his chins resting on his bulging shirt
-bosom.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Have you seen George?” she asked Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; he’s all right. I only hope the daughter
-of Shiva froze to death, but I fear not.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Will it be long now?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We’ll be into North Adams in less than an
-hour.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m afraid you didn’t get any sleep at all,” said
-Ruth, observing that his eyes looked tired.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do I look as badly as that?” he parried.
-“Never mind, wait until we reach Fir Tree Farm
-and I’ve had a mug of hot Scotch.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What’s hot Scotch?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s something that no one would think of drinking
-at any time except the Christmas holiday—and
-the only thing that it seems quite correct to drink on
-a Christmas holiday, especially in a country house.
-It’s hot, and sweet and full of Captain Kidd’s own
-brand of rum, and spice, and—oh, ever so many
-things. You’ll see.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Perhaps Gloria won’t let me drink it,” said
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t ask her—from now on you must ask me—and
-if I say you may, it’s all right.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Haven’t I tucked you in and watched over you
-like a mother?” said Terry. “That gives me the
-right to say yes and no about things. I shall explain
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_205'>205</span>my new position just as soon as the stately Gloria
-steps off the train.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“This is North Adams; I heard a man say
-so—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; we’re here. I wonder if there’s food in
-the station. I’m starving already.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was not food at the station, but there was
-a huge sleigh drawn by two powerful horses, with
-bells on their harness that tinkled merrily in the
-sharp air, and a man from Fir Tree Farm. Inquiry
-revealed the fact that Gloria’s train would be in
-within fifteen minutes and Terry told the man to
-wait. Meantime George appeared, looking as calm
-and imperturbable as if he had just stepped out of
-the house on Gramercy Square. They all sat on
-hard benches in the railway station, or looking
-through the soiled windows at other passengers driving
-gaily off to their homes—and breakfast, as Terry
-said quite wistfully. Prince Aglipogue paced up
-and down in melancholy silence. Ruth could imagine
-that he was preparing dignified reproaches to hurl
-at the auburn head of Gloria. Her train came in
-finally and she stepped off swathed in furs, exhaling
-the perfume of violets, followed by respectful
-porters and greeted by George, who took possession
-of everything, before the vicarious servitors quite
-knew what was happening.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria looked so fresh and beautiful, so perfectly
-groomed and so rested, that they all felt shabbier
-than ever and more dishevelled. They made a rush
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_206'>206</span>for her, and when George had stepped aside she
-greeted them with bright smiles.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Hello, people. You see I was right! What a
-wonderful morning! Hello, Aggie—you look as if
-you’d been in a wreck, and Ruth and Terry as if
-they’d been, oh, on an adventure. I actually believe
-you liked it. What did you sleep on?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It has been a terrible experience,” Prince Aglipogue
-began, trying to look reproachful, but only
-succeeding in looking ridiculous. He could get no
-further in his speech, for Ruth and Terry were both
-talking.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We did enjoy it; wish you’d been along.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We slept in our chairs, at least I did, but I don’t
-believe Terry slept at all. You look gorgeous,
-Gloria—there’s a sleigh out there with bells on.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Come on, then; I’m famished. Didn’t you get
-up in time for breakfast even if there’d been any to
-get? Have you eaten?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; only a cup of coffee—very bad, too.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They followed George, all talking at once, and
-piled into the sleigh. There was straw on the bottom
-and many fur robes, the heaviest of which Aglipogue
-managed to collect for himself and Gloria,
-who were in the back of the sleigh. Ruth would
-have loved to sit in front with the driver, but, of
-course, George had to sit there.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My word, why did you wear that?” Gloria
-burst into peals of laughter, and lifted the silk hat
-from the head of Prince Aglipogue.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_207'>207</span>“Naturally I supposed that the millionaires, your
-friends, would send a conveyance suitable—an enclosed
-car. How was I to know—straw, farm
-horses?” He almost snorted in his disgust.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’re so funny, Aggie! Don’t you know there
-isn’t a motor built that could drive through these
-mountains in winter time? We’re lucky that the
-sleigh can make it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth noted with horror that in her laughter there
-was a tender note as if she were talking to an attractive,
-big boy. Instinctively she turned to look
-at George’s straight back, and long, narrow head.
-It seemed to her that his ears were visibly listening.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>From somewhere Terry produced a long, knitted
-scarf, and this Gloria tied around the Prince’s head,
-laying his hat tenderly down in the middle of the
-sleigh. He looked like a huge, ugly boy with mumps,
-Ruth thought, and Gloria, whose sense of humour
-even her Titania-like love could not quite quench,
-burst into renewed peals of laughter. Perhaps he’ll
-get angry and break his engagement, Ruth thought,
-hopefully, but his resentment seemed to be at things
-in general rather than at Gloria.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They were really very comfortable in spite of
-the keen wind and the country round them was
-magnificent, hill melting into hill in endless procession
-like the waves on a limitless ocean. The sky
-was a vivid blue and the rich green of the fir and
-hemlock trees shone warm in contrast to the white
-snow. The clear ringing of the bells on the horses
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_208'>208</span>seemed like fairy music leading them over the hills
-and far away to some tremendous adventure. Just
-what that adventure would be Ruth could not guess,
-but she knew that Gloria would be its heroine and
-George the villain. As for Prince Aglipogue, with
-his fat face swathed in the scarf, she would concede
-him no other rôle than that of buffoon. The hero?
-Perhaps Professor Pendragon, perhaps Terry, but
-she would rather save Terry for another story.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>If only she knew whether Professor Pendragon
-was still at Fir Tree Lodge. It would have been
-easy to ask the driver, who was an inquisitive New
-Englander and was making desperate attempts to
-talk with George, but, of course, she dared not do
-that because of Gloria. After all she was not supposed
-to know anything about the guests. That was
-Angela Peyton-Russell’s affair.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The heavy snow rather helped than impeded their
-progress, but they were all rather cold and tremendously
-hungry before they reached the gates of Fir
-Tree Farm. Then there was a slow pull up to the
-top of the hill on which it was built, a huge stone
-house, almost hidden in a forest of fir trees.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Prince Aglipogue shuddered when he looked at it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How is it heated?” he asked in tragic tones.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Very old-fashioned—no furnace or steam heat—just
-fire places like your dear castles in Europe,”
-said Gloria, which was not true, but served its purpose
-of making him look even more melancholy and
-making Gloria laugh again. She was quite the gayest
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_209'>209</span>person in the party and didn’t even complain of
-hunger.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Angela Peyton-Russell was not at the door to
-greet them, but a maidservant and a man servant
-were. Angela had read some place that it was not
-smart to greet one’s guests in country homes that
-way, so she did what she thought was the correct
-thing.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Though she’s probably watching us from some
-point of vantage,” Gloria whispered to Ruth, as they
-followed the maid up a wide staircase, at the top of
-which she separated them, leading Ruth into what
-looked like the most cheerful room in the world.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Your luggage will be up directly,” she told
-Ruth, “and as soon as you can you’re to come down
-to breakfast. Mrs. Peyton-Russell has waited it for
-you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She left at once, evidently going to attendance on
-Gloria, who any servant could see at a glance was
-the more important guest of the two. While she
-was waiting for her bags Ruth warmed herself before
-a wonderful wood fire, in front of which a blue
-satin-covered day bed tempted her to further rest.
-Through the wide windows the tops of the mountains
-that had looked so cold when she was driving to the
-house resumed the almost warm beauty that she had
-admired on the train. Snow always looks thus,
-infinitely attractive when one is safely indoors before
-a fire, but rather cold and lonely when one is travelling
-through it. She had hardly had time to remove
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_210'>210</span>her cloak and hat when a tap at the door announced
-her bags, and another maid came in to help her
-unpack. Ruth let her stay because she took rather
-kindly to being served, an inheritance from her
-mother, who came from Virginia, and because she
-might, without appearing too curious, learn something
-of the other guests.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Are there many people here?” she asked. It
-sounded rather unsubtle after she had said it, but
-the maid was evidently a country girl, not like the
-one who had brought her up, who had probably
-come from the Peyton-Russell town house, and
-she did not seem surprised, but rather glad to
-talk.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Only Mr. and Mrs. Peyton-Russell, and Miss
-Mayfield—but you came with her—you’re Miss
-Ruth Mayfield? and the foreign prince, and Mr.
-Riordan and Professor Pendragon, a poor sick man
-who’s been here almost a month, and a Miss Gilchrist,
-a singer. Perhaps you know her?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, I don’t think so,” said Ruth, almost sorry
-she had spoken, for the maid seemed to consider it
-an invitation to talk at length.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’ll be surprised when you meet her, Miss;
-she’s that odd—not at all like you other ladies. She
-sings beautiful—do you want to change for breakfast?
-I wouldn’t if I were you. The breakfast’s
-waiting—here, let me smooth your hair—no, I want
-it for practice—one day I want to be a lady’s maid—a
-personal maid.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_211'>211</span>She laid great stress on the first syllable of the
-word personal.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“They say some of these personal maids in big
-houses gets lovely tips—not that I want tips; I’m
-glad to serve some people, but a working girl’s got
-to take care of herself. If they was all like Miss
-Gilchrist life <i>would</i> be hard.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She had a curious way of talking, with a rising
-and falling inflection, stressing unexpected words and
-syllables, so that in listening to her voice Ruth
-scarcely heard her words and forgot that she ought
-not to encourage servant’s gossip.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“She’s terrible homely for one thing, and I think
-looking at herself in the mirror has soured her disposition.
-She wears her hair short, and at first I
-thought it was toifide fever. You should seen her
-glare at me when I ast. You better run right down;
-I’ll finish unpacking for you. You look too sweet;
-clothes ain’t everything.” With which doubtful
-compliment ringing in her ears, Ruth passed out, but
-instead of “running right down” she knocked at
-Gloria’s door. She had the feeling that if they
-were to walk down and meet Professor Pendragon
-face to face she wanted to be with Gloria. She had
-a vague fear that Gloria might faint, and she wanted
-to be there to bear her up. Gloria was herself all
-ready for descent, but she had changed her travelling
-costume for a charming frock. Hunger had doubtless
-prompted speed and a theatrical woman’s facility
-had aided her. She looked stunning, Ruth thought,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_212'>212</span>and her heart swelled with pride at the thought that
-at least her Gloria was looking her very best for the
-encounter.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Afraid to go down alone?” Gloria asked.
-“You needn’t be; you’re looking ducky. I hope she
-has a millionaire for you to meet, but no such luck.
-That would spoil ‘our Bohemian circle.’”. She
-mimicked Angela’s gurgling voice perfectly. “I
-dare say those hungry brutes of men are waiting
-now—if they have the grace to wait, which I doubt;
-I could eat almost anything myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Angela, having done her conventional duty by not
-meeting them at the door, now yielded to her emotions
-and ran halfway up the stairs to meet them,
-hurling herself into Gloria’s arms and even kissing
-Ruth on the cheek to make her feel that she was
-welcome and really belonged.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Come on, we’re having breakfast in the sun
-parlour; it’s the loveliest room in the house. Every
-one is waiting. I’ve only two other guests, and I
-didn’t tell them who was coming. You’ll be such a
-welcome surprise,” she gurgled.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We will, indeed,” thought Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“This is the library,” she waved her hand at an
-enormous room with gloomy furniture, the door of
-which was open. “Cosy little place, don’t you
-think? But here—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She paused dramatically before she threw open
-the door of the sun parlour. She was after all such
-a fluffy, good-hearted child that her pride in her possessions
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_213'>213</span>was no more offensive than the pride of a
-child in new toys, and Ruth couldn’t blame her for
-being proud of the room they entered. They all
-stood at the open door looking at it a moment before
-entering—a long, narrow room, evidently running
-the full length of the house from north to south, with
-two sides of glass, window after window with drawn-back
-draperies of amber silk, and between each
-window a bird cage, hung above a tall blue vase
-filled with cut flowers. At one end of the room the
-breakfast table was spread and at the other, where
-there were no windows, was a fireplace, round which
-the men were standing—Terry, Prince Aglipogue
-and John Peyton-Russell. There was a lady seated
-there, too, and in another big, wing chair Ruth
-thought she could discern the top of Professor Pendragon’s
-head.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They had satisfied Angela with their admiration,
-and as they came in the three standing men advanced
-to meet them, and the woman turned her
-head. Ruth looked at her, and her brain working
-by a sort of double process, she had time to compare
-her with the maid’s description, even while her heart
-was standing still because of the imminent meeting
-of Gloria and Professor Pendragon. Miss Gilchrist
-did have short hair, not a fluffy mass like
-Dorothy Winslow’s, but lank, dank, soiled-brown
-locks that framed a lank, soiled-brown countenance.
-Her gown also seemed to be of a dusty black, and
-Ruth could easily imagine that if her manners were
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_214'>214</span>no more attractive than her appearance, she would
-be quite as disagreeable as the maid described her.
-A closer view showed an out-thrust foot in a long,
-flat, soiled-brown shoe, and Ruth remembered what
-Dorothy had once told her:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Never trust a woman who wears common sense
-shoes—there is something radically wrong with her.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was being introduced to Mr. Peyton-Russell
-now. She had never met him before. He was a
-large man who looked as if he took his material
-wealth very seriously indeed and thought he owed
-some reparation to the public from which he had
-extracted it, but he had a heavy cordiality that was
-rather charming because it was so obviously sincere.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And now you must meet the others,” chirped
-Angela.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth realized for the first time that Angela was
-like a yellow canary. The birds, singing gaily in the
-sunshine, made the comparison almost compulsory.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’ll have to come to them, and anyway, I
-always have cocktails in front of the fireplace. After
-that lone, cold ride, you must need one, though it is
-only ten o’clock in the morning.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They followed her across the long room, Ruth
-walking a step behind Gloria, watching her face,
-waiting for the moment when she should see around
-the high-backed chair. They must have seen him at
-the same moment, for Ruth’s heart gave a little
-thump and it seemed that Gloria missed a step, her
-body swaying just perceptibly for a second, while
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_215'>215</span>one hand flew to her throat in a gesture that Ruth
-had seen before. Her colour did not change, but with
-the sophistication of four months in New York Ruth
-knew that Gloria’s colour did not “come and go”
-for very good reason. The biggest change was in
-her eyes. They seemed to have turned a dark violet
-and to have opened wider than Ruth had ever seen
-them before, in a fixed stare. They were standing
-before him now. In her anxiety about Gloria she
-had not thought of him at all. His face was quite
-white and he seemed to be nerving himself for some
-tremendous ordeal.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Pardon me for not rising,”—he indicated the
-crutches beside his chair.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Professor Pendragon’s not a bit like a real invalid—one
-forgets it the moment one talks to him,”
-apologized Angela, rather tactlessly. “He and
-John are such good friends that I used to be jealous
-of him, and when I heard he was ill I insisted that
-John make him come, and do you know, he wanted
-to run away before, but I told him what clever people
-were coming and made him stay—aren’t you glad
-now that you’ve met Gloria Mayfield, and Ruth?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Miss Ruth Mayfield and I have met before,”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was almost afraid to look at him. There was
-in his eyes a look of questioning, almost of reproach.
-He had grown thinner and she wondered how Gloria
-could be so heartless. Still it wasn’t all Gloria’s
-fault. Ruth had seen her dark eyes melt with pity at
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_216'>216</span>sight of the crutches—pity and a sort of bewildered
-fright, but when he spoke as if he had never seen her
-before, the soft look faded and her eyes changed
-from violet to the coldest grey imaginable, and her
-mouth set in a cold line, quite unlike its natural
-form.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m sure you’ll like our little Bohemian circle,”
-she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth wondered how she dared make fun of Angela
-that way in her own house. Somehow or other
-they had all been presented to Miss Gilchrist, too,
-but she proved to be one of those persons one habitually
-forgets, and who is perpetually trying to call
-back the wandering attention of others, like a friendless
-pup rubbing his nose in the hands of strangers,
-hoping some place to find a master. Of course Miss
-Gilchrist hadn’t that kind of nose, but there was a
-pitiful look in her dust-coloured brown eyes that
-simply plead for attention. Evidently Terry saw it,
-for he was talking to her now, or perhaps he was
-only trying to relieve what was an awkward moment
-for him as well as for Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The cocktails came and though Ruth had never
-seen Gloria drink anything stronger than coffee before
-four o’clock in the afternoon, she took this one
-in the way that Ruth had sometimes seen men drink,
-almost pouring it down. They all moved off to the
-breakfast table then, Gloria with John Peyton-Russell,
-Angela beside Prince Aglipogue, and Terry
-with Miss Gilchrist. Ruth waited while Professor
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_217'>217</span>Pendragon picked up his crutches. Evidently he
-could get about very well by himself.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I want to see you after breakfast—as soon as
-possible,” she whispered to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The enclosed veranda at five o’clock,” he whispered
-back.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She wanted to ask him what and where the enclosed
-veranda was, but there was no chance. Every
-one was talking at once, it seemed; that is, every one
-except Professor Pendragon and herself. She tried
-to catch Terry’s eyes, but when she did, he only
-lifted one eyebrow as who should say:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You see, your anxiety was needless; they are
-sophisticated New Yorkers and didn’t mind a
-bit.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>But they did mind; she knew that. If they
-had recognized each other—that would have been
-the sophisticated thing to do. Instead they had
-taken the romantic course and met as strangers,
-though unlike strangers they did not talk to each
-other. All around her she could hear snatches of
-conversation. Terry seemed to have quite won the
-formidable Miss Gilchrist.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; I sing,” she could hear her saying; “but I
-prefer poetry to any of the arts.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Really?” said Terry politely.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; I say that poetry is my chief <span lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">métier</span>. I
-have a poem this month in <cite>Zaneslie’s</cite>.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I must read it,” murmured Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You should hear me recite to really appreciate;
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_218'>218</span>don’t you think that one is always the best interpreter
-of one’s own work?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry nodded understandingly, and then in a voice
-that amused Ruth even while she thought it rather
-cruel of him to laugh at the serious Miss Gilchrist:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you write rhymed poetry or do you prefer
-free verse?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Miss Gilchrist deserted her grape fruit and gave
-him her undivided attention.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You know, Mr. Riordan, for years I have
-written rhymed poetry, but recently, quite recently,
-I have felt a definite urge toward the free medium.
-I have not relinquished the rhyme, but I am expressing
-myself in both forms. The free medium—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her voice went on, and on, but Ruth could not
-hear her now because Gloria’s voice, clear and high
-like the sleigh bells, rose above everything else for
-the moment.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; I can’t work in Terry’s play; I’ve decided
-never to go back to the stage. I want to travel—South
-America, perhaps.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But you’re going there on a concert tour, aren’t
-you, Prince?” said Angela. “Perhaps—if you
-have a secret from me, Gloria, I don’t know what
-I shall do to you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>For a moment Ruth’s eyes met those of Professor
-Pendragon. She saw a strange light flash
-into them, like a sword half withdrawn from its
-sheath and then replaced, as he dropped his eyes.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_219'>219</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER XIV</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>It was easy to slip away alone. Ruth knew that
-Gloria, who had gone to her own room, expected
-to be followed, but she did not want to
-talk alone with Gloria until she had seen Professor
-Pendragon. She found the enclosed veranda, a sleeping
-porch above the sun room. She threw a heavy
-cloak about her shoulders and passed unobserved
-down the hall and through the narrow doorway
-leading outside. He was there, waiting for her in
-his wheel chair. There was another chair beside
-him, perhaps for the nurse. She could look out over
-a wide circle of white hills with masses of dark
-green where fir trees clustered in the hollows. The
-outer edge of the circle was stained a deep rose, so
-that hill and cloud lay heaped against the sunset
-bathed in cold flame.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She moved toward him slowly, wondering how
-she would begin now that she had kept her rendezvous.
-He laid down the pipe he had been smoking
-and held out a hand to her, a hand through which
-the light seemed to shine, it was so pale and thin.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She sat down beside him without speaking at once
-and looked for a moment at the sunset hills. They
-seemed so quiet and cold and peaceful. What she
-was going to say would sound strange and unreal
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_220'>220</span>here—more strange even than it sounded in New
-York.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I want to talk to you about Gloria,” she began,
-but he did not speak when she paused, so she
-went on:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“When you sent me that card to the water
-colour show—it was at breakfast I got it—Gloria
-told me that she’d been married to you. She’s my
-aunt—my father’s sister, but I’d never seen her until
-after father and mother both died and I came here
-to study art. Mother sent me to her because she is
-my only living relative. She didn’t know you were
-in New York until I got that card, and she asked
-me not to tell you about her, so I lied when you
-asked me about myself, or at least didn’t tell the
-truth. Then just before we came here I saw Nels
-Zord and he told me you were here too. At first I
-thought of telling Gloria, but I didn’t because I want
-you to help me. I want you to save Gloria.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m afraid I can’t save Gloria, my child, any
-more than Gloria can save me—she perhaps has lost
-her soul—tomorrow I lose my life. It is all set
-and we have as little to do with it as with that thin
-thread of waning moon up there, which tomorrow
-night will be utterly dark.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But don’t you see, Gloria doesn’t understand
-and that’s why she is helpless; but you do understand
-and can prevent things. You said yourself to
-me once, ‘The stars incline but do not compel.’ If
-you won’t help me I must do everything alone, but
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_221'>221</span>you must tell me the truth, isn’t George the cause
-of your illness?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He leaned suddenly toward her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why do you think that?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You talked about the evil eye and the dark of
-the moon; the others, Nels and Dorothy, thought
-you were joking or talking in riddles, but I didn’t.
-The night of the show, when you were first stricken,
-I saw George performing incantations before a horrible
-snake—a black cobra, I think; a month later
-he worshipped the snake again and your illness increased.
-He has come here because Angela wants
-him to entertain us with his music hall magic. I am
-afraid that he will use the snake. You say you are
-to lose your life tomorrow; if George is the cause
-of your illness, then that is true.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He was still leaning toward her, searching her
-face in the waning light. He spoke slowly as if his
-words were but a surface ripple over a deep lake of
-thought.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is true that my illness is mind-born—I have
-known that from the beginning—and that it is not of
-myself, and I have tried to discover who could have
-thought it on me. It may be, as you suggest, that
-George has done it. It is an answer, but why?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Because of Gloria,” she said. With another
-man it would have been difficult to tell her beliefs,
-but for the moment it seemed as if they two were
-hanging suspended in the dusk-blue bowl of mountain
-and sky, and the soul, eager yet indifferent of
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_222'>222</span>life, that looked out of his eyes, commanded absolute
-truth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“George loves her—he is a Hindoo, and for no
-other reason would he have been her servant all
-these years. At first he understood the prejudices
-of a Western woman and realized that he couldn’t
-marry her, but I think if you will look back perhaps
-now you can see how he separated you and Gloria.
-I have never seen the two men who followed, but
-I think he must have hypnotized her into marrying
-them, and then himself broken the marriages, and
-now she is going to marry this horrible Prince Aglipogue.
-George is forcing her to do that. He
-boasted that it was so to me. It will ruin her career
-and make her poor, and break her heart with shame
-when she wakes to what she has done. Then George
-will claim his reward. He did not mention your
-name when he talked to me, but he said, ‘There is
-only one other fit to walk beside her, and he is
-slowly dying of an unknown disease.’ You see there
-is only one link gone from my story and that is how
-you let Gloria go at first. Why did you, why did
-you?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>In the retelling of the story that had occupied her
-mind all these weeks, putting all her fears into words,
-it seemed that the danger she told had grown fourfold.
-When she had tried to tell Terry his very
-attitude of uncomprehension had made her story
-sound unreal, but when she told it now, she saw belief
-and understanding in Pendragon’s eyes, and
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_223'>223</span>something else—a resignation that maddened her.
-It was as if he watched Gloria being murdered and
-made no movement to protect her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why, why?” she demanded again, grasping his
-arm with tense fingers. She could almost have
-shaken him.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He seemed quite unmoved by her excitement.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Gloria had met George before we were married,”
-he said in his quiet voice. “She found him
-ill, you know, and paid his debts and got him a
-doctor, and when he was well he wanted to serve
-her. I didn’t like him and advised her not to take
-him; it would have been much better for him to go
-back to his profession, but he begged to come and
-she liked him; perhaps his devotion flattered her.
-Everything went well until the night when Gloria
-was to open in a new play. I never went much to
-the theatre. I thought it better to leave her alone
-in her professional life, and on this night the planet
-Eros—a small planet discovered quite recently in
-our new solar system—was to be very near—much
-nearer than it had ever been but once before, much
-nearer than it would be again for many years. The
-first time the astronomers of the world had missed
-a wonderful opportunity; this time they were all
-watching. We were to take photographs if the
-weather permitted; by means of Eros and comparative
-calculations we would discover something exact
-about the distance and weight of many other planets.
-It was the opportunity of a century.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_224'>224</span>“We had a small flat in London and George was
-acting as a sort of butler and sometimes valeting me
-as well. I hated having him around, but Gloria said
-he was happier when he was busy. I remember now
-everything that happened and how he looked at me.
-‘You are going to the theatre tonight, Sir?’ he said,
-and I had the impression that he often gave me, that
-he was being impertinent, almost insulting, though
-there was neither impertinence nor insult in his words
-or manner.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“‘No; I’m due at the observatory,’ I answered.
-There had been no idea of my going to the opening
-in my mind, or in Gloria’s, I think, until that moment,
-but when George had left us she turned on me with
-reproaches. She said that I took no interest in her
-work; that I was jealous of her career and that I
-must choose between her and the stars that night.
-I dare say I was very stupid, but she seemed quite
-strange and unreasonable as I had never seen her
-before, and I said some rather nasty things. She
-said if I did not go to the theatre she would never
-return to the flat. Of course I said that was unnecessary—that
-I would go. I did; expecting a
-message from her every day. The only message I
-got was from her lawyers in Paris, where she had
-gone for a divorce. That’s the story.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He stopped talking now, but Ruth waited. Over
-the hills the rose flush had faded, the thin, keen
-blade of the almost disappearing moon hung like a
-scimitar in a field of dark purple and resting above
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_225'>225</span>it a star hung, trembling, as if waiting for the cold
-arms of a laggard lover.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I suppose half confidences won’t do,” he said
-at last. “I still love Gloria; what man once having
-loved her could forget? ‘Time cannot change nor
-custom stale her infinite variety’; but of what use to
-fight one’s destiny—in another incarnation, perhaps.
-I cannot believe all that you say of George. That
-he is a Mahatma is doubtless true, that he loves
-Gloria is gruesomely natural, that he hates me and
-has put upon me this mind-born malady is reasonable,
-but that he should possess, or even aspire to
-possess, Gloria is incredible.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was a sadness on his face, another worldness
-in his eyes, but there was no light of battle
-there, and Ruth, whose youth and energy cried out
-for action, felt as if she were beating with futile
-hands against a stone wall.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But he does want her, and he’s going to succeed
-if you don’t do something. If he has the power to
-kill you, he has the power to do these other things
-too. Even if you don’t believe this, you must do
-something to save your own life.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m afraid I’m not very keen about living; if
-I die now it is an easy way out—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She wanted to protest that if he had courage he
-might yet win Gloria again, but she did not dare
-raise hopes that might never be fulfilled. Even if
-Gloria were saved from the Prince who could tell
-that she might not marry Terry?</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_226'>226</span>“That’s weak, and cowardly,” she said, “and
-if you believe in the wisdom of the East you know
-that in the next life you will not enjoy the fruit of
-any joy for which you have not struggled in this.
-You are selfish, too. Even if you no longer care for
-your own life, you must do what you can to help
-Gloria.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“She no longer wants anything from me; she
-would only resent my interference.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You are thinking only of yourself—what difference
-can her attitude make now? Promise me
-that you will do something—promise—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Perhaps the voice of youth is the voice to follow—I
-am afraid I have grown old and age does not
-love knighthood, but I promise that if I see any
-way in which to change her destiny and mine, I
-will make what effort I can. I will think about it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was almost dark now, and Gloria was standing
-beside them before they saw her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Angela’s been looking for you; she wants you
-to play billiards, Ruth.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But I don’t know how.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That doesn’t make any difference; neither do I
-and neither does Miss Gilchrist; you just stand
-around and make the men wish that you’d go away
-and let them have a good game—but don’t go just
-yet,” as Ruth started away. “I want to say something
-to Professor Pendragon and I don’t want to
-be alone with him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth could not see his face very clearly, but she
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_227'>227</span>saw his long white hands clenching over the arms
-of his chair.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I thought, of course, when we met this morning,
-that you would find some excuse for going away
-on the next train, Percy.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why should I do that, Gloria? I did not know
-you were coming; you did not know I was here. We
-have been thrown together for a brief time. Neither
-Mr. nor Mrs. Peyton-Russell knows that we have
-met before. I have promised to stay over the New
-Year. John knows I haven’t any particular business
-interest to call me away. I thought the least
-conspicuous thing would be to stay. My illness
-makes it easy for me to stay much in my own rooms.
-We need not meet often, but if you wish, of course,
-I can go tomorrow.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was no trace of bitterness or anger in his
-voice. He spoke in a cold, casual way as if he were
-discussing some rather boring detail of business.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I do wish it very much—Prince Aglipogue has
-asked Angela to announce our engagement tomorrow
-night. Of course no one but Ruth and Mr.
-Riordan knows that we have ever met before, but it
-will be awkward for me, even though you seem to
-have forgotten everything.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her voice, as cold as his at the beginning, deepened
-and trembled on the last words, whether with
-tears or anger Ruth could not tell. She only knew
-that both of these people were suffering as only
-proud people can suffer and she did not want to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_228'>228</span>watch. She tried to slip away, but Gloria’s hand on
-her arm restrained her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Really, Gloria, I don’t see why you should
-announce a thing like that; you might as well
-make an announcement every time you buy a new
-frock.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The words could not have cut Gloria more than
-they did Ruth. Surely this was not the man who
-not fifteen minutes earlier had told her that he still
-loved Gloria? If he had hated her he could have
-said nothing more rude. She felt Gloria’s hand
-tighten on her arm as if for support.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I will go, then; you need not trouble,” she said
-in a low voice.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; forgive me—I will go on the early train.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>But already Gloria had turned and was walking
-away, and Ruth, not knowing what to say, followed,
-her heart aching for both the woman and the lonely
-man outside. Gloria did not pause nor look back
-and Ruth suspected that she dared not turn her face
-for fear of disclosing tears.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The warm air inside made Ruth realize for the
-first time that, though sheltered, it was very cold
-outside. She hesitated, wondering whether to follow
-Gloria or to go back and beg Professor Pendragon
-not to remain longer out of doors. Gloria decided
-her by walking steadily forward and turning into her
-own room, closing the door behind her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He was still sitting where they had left him, staring
-out into the blue-black sky. Even his hands still
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_229'>229</span>clung tightly to the arms of his chair as they had
-when she had left him.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve just discovered that it’s terrifically cold out
-here and you ought to come in,” she said, trying to
-speak as if nothing had happened.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The nurse was to have come out for me a long
-time ago; I dare say she saw us talking and went
-back. If you think you could push the chair for me—I
-haven’t any crutches here—I will go in,” he
-answered in the same tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Without speaking she moved to the back of the
-chair and began wheeling him toward the door. It
-really moved very easily. She stopped at the door,
-opened it and pushed him through.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Which door?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That one,” he pointed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was next to Gloria’s room and across the hall
-from her own. The obvious thought came to her
-of how these two, apparently so near, were separated
-by a bridgeless ocean of misunderstanding.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_230'>230</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER XV</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>“It’s a worse storm than the one that held up
-your train; it’s rather Christmasy and all
-that, but it’s rather unfortunate, because the
-nurse has become alarmed about Professor Pendragon
-and he wanted to take the early train back
-to New York. We’ve telephoned Dr. Gerstens,
-and if it’s possible for anything to travel five miles
-through this snow storm he’ll be here.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth glanced across the breakfast table at Gloria
-while Angela was speaking, but there was no annoyance
-on Gloria’s face, only a desperate fear looked
-out of her eyes. Again it seemed to Ruth that she
-was a trapped bird.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How about the children?” asked Mr. Peyton-Russell.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, these storms never last more than a few
-hours; by noon it will be over and most of them
-can get here—those that only live a few miles away.
-They’re accustomed to weather like this—unless
-James refuses to take out the horses—James, you
-know, thinks more of the horses than he does of
-us,” she continued, turning to the others. “You
-know every Christmas John has the most beautiful
-custom. He gees around to all the farm houses
-and collects the children and brings them here to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_231'>231</span>play games and enjoy our Christmas tree. I expect
-you to help entertain them, Ruth. You’re the youngest
-person here.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m afraid I don’t know much about children,
-but I’ll try.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ll help,” said Terry quickly.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I knew you would,” said Angela, and they all
-laughed, though Ruth could see nothing to laugh at.
-She was beginning to fear that the events of the last
-weeks had dulled her wits.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Can’t Pendragon take the afternoon train if it
-clears up?” asked Mr. Peyton-Russell.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The nurse won’t let him; says he can’t stand
-sleeping cars. She simply won’t let him go until
-morning—and perhaps when Dr. Gerstens comes
-he’ll say it isn’t necessary—though he has looked
-rather badly the last few days. You know at first I
-quite forgot that he was ill until he would try to
-walk. I like him so much—don’t you think it’s
-awfully sweet of me to like John’s friends, Gloria?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Angela was in one of her juvenile moods in which
-Gloria usually encouraged her, but now she only
-answered:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, very.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is the duty of a good wife to like the friends
-of her husband,” said Prince Aglipogue, who by this
-time had sufficiently satisfied the first keen edge of
-the appetite acquired through the night to begin
-taking part in the conversation.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>This remark was a challenge to Miss Gilchrist,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_232'>232</span>who began a long talk on the duty of every woman
-to retain her individuality after marriage, illustrating
-her talk with examples of what the unfortunate
-man who married her might expect. And no one
-was rude enough or brave enough to tell her that
-all these plans and warnings on her part were
-unnecessary. Ruth didn’t even listen. She had discovered
-that Miss Gilchrist never required an
-answer to anything she said. She was content if only
-allowed to go on talking.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was at such times as these that everything that
-Ruth had seen in the past and everything she feared
-for the future seemed most unreal and incredible.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Surely here in this warm room with its glowing
-fire, its flowers and birds, among these every-day
-people, eating breakfast and chatting of ordinary
-things, there could be nothing more sinister than the
-snow storm outside; and that only seemed to add to
-the comfort and good cheer within.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Then she saw George glide across the far end
-of the long room, silent, dark-clad, swift, and she
-remembered that this was not only Christmas Eve;
-it was also the dark of the moon. The children
-would come to play before the Christmas tree in
-the afternoon—and at night the doom of the daughter
-of Shiva would fall. Later she knew that it was
-in this moment that she thought again of the words
-of Professor Pendragon: “If I had an enemy I
-would destroy his faith in his power to harm,” and
-she knew what it was that she must do.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_233'>233</span>Angela was right. The snow stopped falling before
-ten o’clock. They had all been keeping country
-hours and had breakfasted at eight, and they all
-watched James drive off in the huge sleigh that was
-to bring the children to the Christmas party.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There would not be as many as usual, for James
-had been forced to make a late start and he could
-not travel very rapidly in the deep snow and the
-children must be there at three o’clock if they were
-to start home early in the evening. For these very
-good reasons he could not stop at more than four or
-five of the very nearest farms. However, as each
-farm could provide from two to six children, there
-promised to be quite enough to keep Ruth busy if
-she was to amuse them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The idea of amusing children rather frightened
-Ruth, but she was relieved when Angela took them
-to see the tree. It had all been very nicely arranged
-with enough mechanical amusement to relieve her
-of any very great responsibility. The tree—a very
-big one—was in a large room from which most of
-the furniture, except a few chairs, had been thoughtfully
-removed. Aside from the candles and tinsel
-ornaments there were dozens of small gifts, of little
-value, but suitable almost for any child, together
-with the usual “Christian sweets,” as Terry called
-them, which Ruth remembered to have received herself
-from Church Christmas trees, and to have seen
-nowhere else at any time. Then there was to be tea
-with lots of cakes and chocolate and nuts and fruit,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_234'>234</span>and altogether Ruth could see that there would not
-be more than one torturing hour in which she would
-have to “amuse the children.” Besides they would
-probably amuse themselves.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why not teach them poetry games?” suggested
-Miss Gilchrist, “those lovely things of Vachel Lindsay’s,
-where the poetry is interpreted by motion—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Better let them play games they know,” said
-Angela. “They only have an hour or two, and
-there won’t be time to teach them anything new.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, very well. I was only suggesting; of course
-if you prefer the old-fashioned, undirected play—but
-it seemed to me a splendid opportunity to bring
-beauty into the lives of children who might never
-have another opportunity of studying it. I have
-gone in for child study, you know, quite deeply; I
-may say that child culture is my—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth feared that she was going to say it was her
-chief <span lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">métier</span>, but Angela interrupted with:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I think I’ll have some little tables brought in
-for the tea. Children are so awkward about cups
-and things, and perhaps they’ll feel less shy if they’re
-all sitting together round a table.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Though her ideas about modern child culture
-seemed to meet with so little approval, Miss Gilchrist
-did not absent herself from the party. She
-was with Ruth and Terry and Mr. and Mrs. Peyton-Russell
-while they watched the arrival of the
-sleigh load of shouting children. Prince Aglipogue
-was, of course, far too dignified to take any interest
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_235'>235</span>and Gloria had absented herself since breakfast as
-if she feared that she would have to meet Pendragon
-again.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“They didn’t seem to mind meeting at all,” Terry
-had said to her the day before, but when Angela
-had spoken of Professor Pendragon’s dangerous
-condition and his plan of returning to the city, Ruth
-had caught his glance and knew that he understood
-at least in part—at least as much as any one else
-could understand. She did not intend to tell him
-anything about her own conversation with Pendragon
-or the scene between him and Gloria which
-she had witnessed. She knew that she had been
-there, not so much as a confidante, as an artificial
-barrier between two people who otherwise could not
-have borne the pain of meeting. The experience
-had made her feel very old, and now the idea of
-entertaining children seemed almost preposterous.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The door was opened and the little guests came
-trooping into the big hall, but something seemed to
-have happened when they clambered out of the
-sleigh. They had been laughing after the most approved
-manner of childhood. Ruth could swear to
-that. She had seen their faces and some of the shrill
-shouts had penetrated into the house. Now they
-stood, with wide, curious eyes and solemn demeanour,
-the little ones were huddling close behind
-the older ones and all looking like shy, frightened
-wood things. They followed Mr. Peyton-Russell
-into the room of the Christmas tree; they looked,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_236'>236</span>but where were the cries of delight with which Ruth
-had expected them to hail this wonder? Beyond shy
-“yes” and “no” to questions they said nothing.
-They stood like little, wooden images while the maids
-separated them from vast quantities of little coats,
-sweaters, knitted caps, hoods, mufflers, and overshoes.
-Ruth hoped that they would breathe sighs of
-relief and begin to look happy after that, but they
-didn’t. They stood quite solemnly where they were
-and Angela and her husband, who were to return
-later to distribute the gifts, fled, leaving them to be
-“amused.” The electric candles on the tree had
-been lighted, though it was a bright day, and some
-of the bolder children drew near to it, but still they
-did not talk. It seemed that entrance into the house
-had made them strangers to each other as well as
-to their hosts, and they looked so dull Ruth wondered,
-remembering the hordes of dark-faced children
-she had seen playing in Washington Square,
-if country children were duller than city children.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Let me start them,” said Miss Gilchrist, talking
-quite audibly as if the children could not hear. “I
-have a great way with children.” She threw an
-ogreish smile at them as she spoke and one little
-girl instinctively drew near to Terry as if for protection.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Now, children, what shall we play?” she asked
-in what was doubtless intended to be an engaging
-tone of voice.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_237'>237</span>For a long time no one spoke; then a little girl—the
-tallest little girl there—whispered just audibly:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Kissing games.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry grinned delightedly, but Miss Gilchrist
-flushed a dark purple.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No, indeed,” she said, still in her schoolteacher
-voice. “I’m sure the other children do not
-want to play games like that. Tell me what you
-play at school.” But again there was silence.
-Though some of the little boys had giggled, there
-were indications that most of the children did want
-to play “kissing games,” probably because those
-were the only indoor games they knew.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why not let them play the games they’re accustomed
-to playing—isn’t there one called—er—post-office?”
-he questioned the little girl. She nodded
-emphatically, and Miss Gilchrist, casting looks expressive
-of deep disgust at both Terry and Ruth,
-departed. In her absence the children seemed to
-gain confidence. They told Terry their names and
-recalled to him such details of the fascinating game
-of post-office as he had forgotten.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“D’you really mean you never played it?” he
-asked Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m sorry; I didn’t know it was so important.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No child’s education complete without it; but
-it’s never too late to mend your ways, so you can
-learn now.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>At first Ruth couldn’t help feeling rather ridiculous,
-but the children after five minutes of play
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_238'>238</span>seemed to regard her as one of them, and Terry
-was perhaps a bit younger than the youngest boy
-there. They progressed from one game to another,
-and to Ruth it seemed that every game, no matter
-how harmless on the surface, called for some declaration
-in rhyme about “the un that I luf best,” followed
-by a kiss to prove it, and she was in constant
-fear that the etiquette of play would require that
-she kiss Terry, but it never did. Evidently Terry
-understood these things far better than she did, for
-while he kissed every little maid in the room and
-every little boy made declaration of his love for
-her, they never had to kiss each other.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Still it was a relief when tea was brought in; a
-relief to the children as well, if one could judge by
-the enthusiasm with which they greeted it, and afterward
-John Peyton-Russell and Angela and Gloria
-and even Prince Aglipogue came in to see the distribution
-of gifts.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>They all sat in rows, “Like in Sunday School,”
-as Ruth heard one of the little girls whisper, while
-Mr. Peyton-Russell made a little speech and gave
-out the gifts. Gloria’s cheeks were flushed and her
-eyes were unnaturally bright, Ruth thought, but as
-always under stress of emotion, she was hiding behind
-words, amusing words with a touch of acid
-behind them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He used to invite the parents, too,” she told
-Ruth; “sort of lord of the manor pose; but he
-found that American farmers do not lend themselves
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_239'>239</span>well to the tenantry idea; they came and then sent
-him invitations as a return of hospitality. They
-simply would not be faithful retainers, and then”—</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m afraid Aggie’s being bored—not enough to
-drink for one thing—Angela is so conservative—dinner
-tonight will cheer him—some more people
-coming; the Brixtons and their guests, I think. Hope
-Percy has the good grace to keep to his rooms even
-though he didn’t leave.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He couldn’t, you know, because of the storm
-this morning,” defended Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I say, is he going to die, do you think?” she
-asked suddenly.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No—what made you ask that?” Ruth felt her
-eyes shifting in spite of her efforts to meet Gloria’s
-clear gaze.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know—something in the look of him
-when we left him there in his wheel chair—you know
-everything is finished for us, but still it would be
-terrible! I should hate to have Percy die, though
-God knows I have enough ex-husbands to be able to
-spare just one.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her shrill, mirthless laughter rose above the
-chatter of the children’s voices.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t, Gloria—please don’t—I can’t bear it!”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Look here, child—are you—do you love
-Percy?” Her voice had changed now, all the hardness
-gone from it—it was almost the mother tone.
-Her words startled Ruth more than anything that
-had gone before.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_240'>240</span>“Love Professor Pendragon? Of course not. I
-like him awfully well—I’m afraid I think you’ve
-treated him very badly and perhaps I’m sorry for
-him, but I never thought of him in any other way.
-What made you ask that?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria listened, at first with a little puzzled line
-between her perfect brows, and then, convinced of
-Ruth’s sincerity, her face cleared.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I don’t know—something Terry said first gave
-me the idea. I think he got the impression from
-something you said. And it wouldn’t be so strange,
-would it? Percy <i>is</i> attractive.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Much more attractive than that horrible creature,”
-said Ruth, glancing in Prince Aglipogue’s
-direction.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria shrugged her shoulders and did not reply.
-One could say anything to Gloria. She was never
-offended because people did not agree with her, nor
-did the opinions of other people change or influence
-her own actions or beliefs in any way.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth did not try to talk any more. She was thinking
-of what Gloria had said about Terry. If Terry
-thought that she was interested in Pendragon—if
-she could have made a mistake like this—wasn’t it
-possible that she had made a mistake in thinking
-that Terry loved Gloria? Somehow since their adventure
-on the train together he had not seemed so
-inaccessible. Reason had told her that he was
-unattainable, but something stronger than reason had
-told another story. There had been an indefinable
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_241'>241</span>something different in his attitude toward her during
-the last few days—something like a prelude—something
-for which they were both waiting. Still,
-she must not deceive herself with false hopes.
-There were so many things for which she was waiting—things
-that would happen now she knew
-within a very few hours.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_242'>242</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER XVI</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>The other guests had come, so that there were
-twelve people around the Christmas Eve
-dinner table, among them Professor Pendragon,
-in whose quiet face Ruth thought she read
-some new resolve. Surely he must have some purpose
-in thus joining the others when he knew that
-tonight Gloria’s engagement to Prince Aglipogue
-would be announced, and when his illness would
-have made his absence seem quite plausible. He
-moved about so unobtrusively as to make his infirmity
-almost unnoticed, and now, seated beside
-Ruth, she found it difficult to believe that he was
-really paralysed. She talked to him of trivial
-things, ordinary dinner chat, or listened to the
-others, wondering within herself what secrets lay
-behind those smiling masks of triviality.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>If Gloria and Pendragon, who had once been married,
-could meet thus as strangers, if she and Terry
-knowing their secret, or at least a part of it, could
-calmly pretend to the world that they did not know,
-might not all these other people have secrets, too—old
-memories that wine would not drown, meetings
-and partings whose pleasure or pain even time could
-not dim—immortal loves and hates still living, but
-sealed securely in coffins of conventionality?</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_243'>243</span>Hundreds of candles flashed against dark walls,
-stained to a semblance of old age; bright scarlet
-holly berries nestled against their green waxen
-leaves, and dark, red roses shed their heavy perfume
-over everything. The dinner was being a
-great success, for there were no awkward lulls in
-conversation, and, while Ruth in her youth and innocence
-did not know it, Angela Peyton-Russell was
-blessed with an excellent cook, without whose
-services the faces of the men present would not have
-been so happy. Ruth did not even observe what she
-ate, but Prince Aglipogue, upon whose face sat heavy
-satisfaction, could have told to the smallest grain
-of condiment exactly what each dish contained.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Some one suggested that there were enough people
-to dance, and Angela, realizing the advantages of
-spontaneity in entertainment, eagerly acquiesced.
-They would dance for an hour or two after dinner
-and she would have her little “show” later; but
-the guests themselves would have to supply the music.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The Prince, who could be agreeable when he
-chose, immediately offered his services and his violin
-if Miss Gilchrist would accompany him with the
-piano.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It would all be just like an old-fashioned country
-dance, and “so delightfully Bohemian,” Angela
-thought. She was tremendously happy over the success
-of her Christmas party, and her husband was
-tremendously satisfied because of the success of his
-beautiful wife in the luxury of his beautiful home;
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_244'>244</span>but Ruth’s heart ached whenever she heard Gloria’s
-liquid laughter because there were tears in it, and
-in the steady fire of Professor Pendragon’s dark
-eyes she saw a flame more pitiful than the funeral
-pyre of a Sati.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He talked a little, very quietly of trivial things,
-sometimes to her, sometimes to the others, and Ruth
-took courage from his calmness. Only as the party
-grew more gay it seemed to her that under all the
-sparkle and the gaiety there was a silence louder
-than the noise, like the heavy hush that falls on
-nature before the thunder clap and the revealing
-flash have ushered in a storm. So strong was this
-sense of waiting that when their host stood with
-upraised glass, her hand instinctively went out and
-rested for a brief second on Professor Pendragon’s
-arm, as if she would shield him. Then she saw
-Terry looking at her, and remembering what Angela
-had said to her that afternoon, she quickly
-withdrew it. There had been no need to touch him,
-for Pendragon, like the others at the table, turned
-his attention to John Peyton-Russell, listening to his
-words as if they held no especial significance for him.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I want John to make the announcement,” Angela
-had said. “It gives him such pleasure to make
-speeches. He simply adores it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Evidently she knew her husband’s tastes, for with
-the halting words and awkward phraseology of the
-man accustomed to addressing nothing gayer than a
-board of directors’ meeting, he stumbled at great
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_245'>245</span>length and with obvious self-satisfaction through a
-speech in which he proposed that they drink to the
-approaching marriage of Gloria Mayfield and
-Prince Aglipogue.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>His words were greeted with enthusiasm by all
-those to whom they meant nothing except that a
-more or less famous actress was to marry a fat
-foreign prince. Ruth heard a woman near her
-whisper to the man at her right:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Will this make her third or her fourth?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>And the response:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve lost count.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The Prince was responding now—something
-stilted and elaborate, but Ruth did not hear. The
-dinner had become a nightmare. She wanted to
-escape. Concealed in the girdle of her frock was
-the little revolver that Terry had given her. She
-could feel its weight, and it comforted her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Somehow the dinner ended and Ruth with the
-others followed Angela to a drawing-room that had
-been denuded of rugs for dancing. A few months
-before Ruth would have thought all these people
-charming, the women beautiful, the men distinguished.
-Now they were repulsive to her. How
-could they listen unprotesting to the announcement
-that Gloria, the beautiful and good (no power on
-earth could have persuaded Ruth that Gloria was
-not good), was to marry an ugly ogre like Prince
-Aglipogue?</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>His fat face wreathed in smiles now, he stood,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_246'>246</span>tucking his violin under his third chin, and then he
-played—he played, and even Ruth forgot the source
-of the music. It was not Prince Aglipogue that
-played, but some slender, dark Hungarian gypsy
-whose music was addressed to an unattainable
-princess, ’neath whose window he stood, bathed in
-moonlight. She threw a rose to him and he crushed
-it against a heart that broke with joyous pain of
-loving.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Some little time he played before any one danced;
-then the insensate callousness of people who “must
-be amused” triumphed over the music and the
-stupid gyrations of the modern dance which every
-one had been forced to learn in self-protection—for
-those who do not dance must watch, and the
-insult to the eyes is too great to be borne.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Perhaps after all the music of Aglipogue’s violin
-did move them; perhaps it was only that they had
-dined too well; perhaps because the company was
-so small that twice men found themselves dancing
-with their own wives; for any, or all, or none of
-these reasons, they tired of dancing early and were
-ready for Angela’s much-advertised “show.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry had been dancing with Ruth, and she knew
-that there was something that he wanted to say to
-her. She guessed that it was something about
-Gloria, but she did not want to talk to Terry about
-Gloria. He could not understand and she regretted
-that she had tried to make him understand. She
-could not discuss Gloria with any one, not even
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_247'>247</span>Terry. She knew what she had to do and her whole
-mind was set on that. If she talked to Terry his
-lack of faith would weaken her purpose. She left
-him now, abruptly, ignoring the look of reproach
-in his eyes, and walked beside Professor Pendragon,
-who was moving slowly on his crutches, a little behind
-the others. She meant to stay close beside him
-through the rest of the night.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>In the room that had been the scene of the children’s
-party that afternoon a stage had been put up—a
-low platform covered with a black velvet carpet
-and divided in half by a black curtain on which the
-signs of the Zodiac were embroidered in gold thread.
-The Christmas tree was still in the room, but unlighted
-and shoved away into an obscure corner. To
-Ruth it looked pitiful, like an old man, Father
-Christmas perhaps, who sat back watching with sorrowful
-eyes the unchristmas-like amusements of
-modern humanity. There was a piano on the
-stage. For a woman who was herself “unmusical,”
-Angela had more pianos in her house than any one
-in the world, Ruth decided.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>In a semicircle, very close to the stage, chairs had
-been placed, and here the company seated themselves,
-with much more or less witty comment about
-what they might expect from behind the mysterious
-curtain. Behind them was another row of chairs,
-which, carrying out Mr. Peyton-Russell’s “lord of
-the manor” pose, the household servants had been
-invited to occupy. They came, with quiet curiosity,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_248'>248</span>one or two of the maids stifling yawns that led
-Ruth to suspect they would much rather have gone
-to bed.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The semi-circular arrangement of the chairs made
-those at the ends of the row much closer to the
-stage than those in the centre. On one of these
-end chairs sat Professor Pendragon, his crutches
-resting beside him on the floor, and next to him sat
-Ruth. Then came some of the dinner guests, the
-other house guests, including Gloria and Prince Aglipogue,
-being at the farther end of the row; the room
-was dimly lighted and the stage itself had only one
-light, a ghostly green lamp, seemingly suspended in
-the middle of the black curtain, in the shape of a
-waning moon. Instinctively voices were hushed and
-people talked to each other in whispers. Only Ruth
-and Professor Pendragon did not speak. She could
-not know of what he was thinking, but she knew
-that in herself thought was suspended. She sat
-watching her hand clasping the tiny revolver concealed
-in her girdle.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>John Peyton-Russell then announced that Miss
-Gilchrist (if she had a Christian name no one ever
-heard it) had consented to recite some of her own
-poems. The relaxation of the company, almost
-visible, was half disappointment, half relief. The
-stage set had led them to expect something unusual,
-and they were only going to be bored.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Miss Gilchrist seated herself at the piano, on
-which she accompanied herself. Ruth did not know
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_249'>249</span>if her words were as bad as her music, for she did
-not understand them, and from certain whispered
-comments she knew that no one else did, with the
-possible exception of Miss Gilchrist herself.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Some one else—a pretty, blond young thing with
-a “parlour voice,” sang an old English Christmas
-carol that sounded like sacrilege. Then Prince
-Aglipogue sang. Ruth never hated him so much as
-when he sang because then as at no other time he
-created the illusion of an understanding soul. His
-painting was obvious trickery; his violin playing of
-a quality that did not discredit the composer, for he
-had been trained to a parrot-like perfection; but
-when he sang he created the illusion of greatness—Purcell,
-Brahms, Richard Strauss—it did not matter
-whose music he sang; one felt that he understood,
-and it angered Ruth that when she closed her eyes
-she forgot the singer and could understand how
-Gloria might marry and even love the possessor of
-this voice.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Aglipogue always maintained that the war had
-ruined his career. He had an opera engagement in
-Germany in 1914, and when the war came he could
-not go to fill it. So he had remained in the States,
-and his amazing versatility had enabled him to earn
-a living as an artist. Now the end of the war had
-opened new opportunities and he was going to South
-America in concert work. Ruth had never quite believed
-his boasting. She did not think that any man’s
-work could be bigger than himself—that any artist
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_250'>250</span>could express something bigger than that contained
-in his own soul; and the soul of Prince Aglipogue
-was a weak, cowardly, hateful thing. Yet his voice
-moved her, attracted and repelled, cast a spell over
-her, exotic, fascinating, yet sinister as if the music
-were only a prelude to the wicked necromancy of
-the Hindoo that was to follow.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The voice ceased, and Prince Aglipogue, alone of
-all the company unmoved by his own voice, resumed
-his place at Gloria’s side. For a brief breathing
-minute no one moved. John Peyton-Russell seemed
-to have forgotten his cue. Then he rose and told
-them that the real surprise was to come, an exhibition
-of magic by Karkotaka, a famous Indian
-Mahatma. It was the first time that Ruth had ever
-heard George’s Hindoo name and she suspected that
-it was no more his real name than was George. She
-thought she remembered an Indian story in which a
-certain Karkotaka figured as king of the serpents,
-a sort of demi-god.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>All eyes were on the dark curtain now, but if they
-expected it to rise or to be drawn aside they were
-disappointed. Instead, it parted silently and Karkotaka,
-George, glided through, dressed not in the costume
-of a Brahman, but of a mediæval prince of
-India. Instead of a turban he wore a high jewelled
-headdress. A single piece of cloth, dark blue in
-colour and gemmed with small gold stars, was draped
-about him, leaving one arm and shoulder bare, and
-descending to his feet, which were encased in jewelled
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_251'>251</span>sandals. Even Ruth, who had expected something
-extraordinary, gasped as he stood bowing before
-them. The dignity that had shown even through
-his servant’s dress was now one hundred times more
-apparent. He moved with a lithe grace as became
-the king of the serpents, slowly moving his bare
-bronze arms until it seemed to Ruth they coiled and
-writhed like living snakes. Under his headdress
-his eyes gleamed more brightly than the jewels
-above.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He had come upon the stage with nothing in his
-hands, and except for the piano it was empty, certainly
-empty of all the paraphernalia of legerdemain.
-Then, suddenly he held in his hand a small
-brass bowl. He made a sign to some one in the
-back of the room, who had evidently been detailed
-to help him, and a servant gave him a carafe of
-ice water. This he set down beside the bowl. Then
-he offered the bowl to the spectators for examination.
-Ruth noticed that he was so close to them that
-it was not even necessary to step down from the
-low stage. Two or three men who “Never saw a
-trick yet I couldn’t see through” examined the bowl
-with sceptical eyes and pronounced it quite ordinary.
-Then George poured ice water from the carafe into
-the bowl and again offered it for inspection. Several
-people touched it with their hands and pronounced
-the water with which it was quite filled to be ice
-cold. Then George set the bowl down before him
-and covered it with a small silk handkerchief. He
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_252'>252</span>waved his hands over it three times, removed the
-handkerchief, and they saw steam rising from the
-ice water. Again George offered the bowl for inspection.
-Terry dipped his fingers into the water
-and as quickly removed them with an exclamation
-of pain. The water was almost too hot to touch.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Then from nowhere appeared the little mound of
-sand and watering pot indispensable to any self-respecting
-Indian fakir. Several people whispered,
-“The mango tree—that’s an old one.” Throughout
-George had not spoken one word. He seemed
-to be unconscious of his audience except when
-he asked them to examine something. To Ruth
-there seemed in his studied leisure a conscious effort
-to disguise haste. He bent now over the sand, pouring
-water on it and pressing it up into a little hillock
-of mud; then he covered it with a cloth, beneath
-which his hands were still busy. Then he moved
-away and seemed to be muttering charms. When he
-returned and removed the cloth there was the little
-mango sprout with its two leathery leaves. Again
-the plant was covered, next time to appear several
-inches tall with more leaves, and so on until it had
-reached a height of more than a foot.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was all very wonderful, as was also the
-fountain of water that sprang from the tip of his
-index finger, until he seemed to chide it, whereupon
-it disappeared from his hand and was seen spouting
-from the top of the piano. Dissatisfied, he lit a
-candle and, calling to the water, made it spring
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_253'>253</span>from the candle flame itself. Then he called again,
-spread out his arms, and the stream, leaving the
-still lighted candle, separated and sprang from his
-five outspread fingertips.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>In an ordinary music hall the people who watched
-would doubtless have conceded that it was clever,
-but here in an ordinary drawing-room in an ordinary
-country house in the Berkshires on Christmas
-Eve, the performance became something more than
-legerdemain. It bordered on the supernatural and
-they sat silent and fascinated.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Suddenly with an annoyed gesture he threw up
-his hands, apparently throwing off the water, which
-instantaneously began to flow in myriad streams
-from his headdress, reminding Ruth of Shiva, who,
-with his hair, separated the flow of the sacred river
-when it came down from the Himalayas. George
-removed his headdress, disclosing a close white turban
-beneath, and the flow of the fountain died as
-unceremoniously as it had begun.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The servant who was standing nearby waiting
-for his signal now handed George an ordinary walking
-stick, which George silently offered for inspection.
-After some examination it was agreed that it
-was a very ordinary walking stick indeed. George
-whirled it about his head and dropped it before his
-feet—it was a writhing snake. Several women
-screamed. Fountains were pretty, but they were in
-no mood for snakes. George picked up the snake
-again and whirled it around his head. It was an
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_254'>254</span>ordinary walking stick, though the men hesitated to
-re-examine it for proof.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>George balanced the stick on his finger, holding
-his arm out straight before him, and it began to
-writhe and twist, a snake with open, hissing mouth
-and darting tongue. He dropped it—the same
-women screamed again, then laughed hysterically as
-they saw the common piece of wood before them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“This sort of thing is all very well from a distance,
-but I don’t really care for snakes at such close
-quarters,” Ruth heard some one whisper.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth glanced at Professor Pendragon beside her,
-but his eyes were fixed on George. There was an
-eager light in his eyes as if he, too, were waiting, and
-his firm set lips were curved in a smile. Again her
-hand sought Terry’s gift. If all these people here
-were the victims of hypnotic illusions, she at least
-must keep one corner of her brain free and untouched.
-Pendragon’s presence there was proof
-that he had decided to fight, and she must help him.
-In the semi-darkness of the room she could not see
-Gloria, but she heard her laughter like thin bells
-over snow-covered hills—it seemed to echo round
-the room, and she fancied that George, bending over
-the task of clearing away the things with which he
-had been working, winced as he heard it, as if the
-frost of her mirth had bitten into his heart.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The stage was all clear again now, and he bowed
-deeply before them three times. There was a restless
-movement among the watchers. Perhaps they
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_255'>255</span>thought this was the end, but Ruth waited, her
-heart high up in her throat and standing still with
-fear that she would somehow fail to do the thing
-she had decided upon.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>George moved slowly backward toward the curtain
-and parted it with his two hands, still facing
-them. Then reaching back he grasped a heavy
-object behind him and dragged it into the centre
-of the stage, the curtains closing behind him.
-He stood back now and they could see what looked
-like a large ebony chest. He knelt before it, and
-Ruth could see that there was more of reverence
-than utility in his attitude, as he lifted the deep lid
-that seemed to divide the chest in half. Before her
-eyes she saw forming the altar she had twice seen
-before. The side of the lifted top made a wide
-platform. It was there that <i>It</i> would lie. From a
-compartment in the lifted half he took an antique
-lamp, which he set on what now looked like the base
-of the altar. Ruth had removed the revolver from
-her girdle—the cold metal saved her from screaming
-aloud as George lit the lamp—a pale blue flame
-from which, on the instant, heavy, odorous spirals
-of smoke began to rise, filling the silent room with
-the insidious perfume of idolatry. For a moment
-the smoke seemed to blind her eyes. Then she
-saw—</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_256'>256</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER XVII</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>A sigh, more like a gasp, ran through the
-room—from nowhere apparently, by some
-trick of slight of hand, by some optical illusion,
-by some power of hypnosis, they all saw a huge
-snake coiled on top of what had been an ebony chest,
-but was now an altar, and before it knelt a priest
-whose last incarnation had surely been thousands of
-years before kind Buddha came to bless or curse
-the world with his doctrine of annihilation.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Then for the first time Karkotaka moved his lips
-in audible speech—swaying on his knees before the
-altar, he chanted what no one could doubt was a
-hymn of praise and supplication to the snake that
-lay coiled inert above the lamp. For some moments
-he chanted while they waited with held breath,
-fascinated, repelled, frightened, for once in their
-sophisticated lives, into silence.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Then the coiled mass began to move—its head
-was raised and they could see its cold, glittering
-eyes; it seemed to be swaying as Karkotaka swayed
-in time to the chant. The clouds of incense grew
-thicker and they could scarcely see each other’s faces
-had they looked, but their eyes were held by the
-tableau on the stage, the kneeling, swaying, chanting
-priest and the reptile that swayed in response. Ever
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_257'>257</span>higher and higher reared the evil head, swaying
-always further and further toward the end of the
-semicircle at which Ruth and Pendragon were sitting.
-Ruth sensed his presence at her side and knew
-the tenseness of his waiting, but she dared not turn
-her eyes toward him for one moment. Higher and
-higher rose the chant until with a swift movement
-and a shout Karkotaka stood upon his feet. In the
-same moment the snake reared to its full height,
-hissing with open mouth toward them. In that instant
-Ruth shot. In the confusion she was conscious
-of thinking that she must have hit the snake right
-between the eyes, for it fell to the floor with scarcely
-a movement, and George stood, staring stupidly
-down at it. Every one was on their feet—every one
-speaking at once, though she could not understand
-what they said. She could only stare at the revolver
-in her hand. It all happened in such a swift moment—then
-her head was clear—Gloria had fainted—they
-were trying to give her air. Some one of the
-bewildered, frightened servants turned on the lights.
-Professor Pendragon strode past her, and though
-Ruth saw the smoking revolver in his hand, it carried
-no message to her brain. Thrusting aside Prince
-Aglipogue, who was kneeling futilely over Gloria,
-he picked her up in his arms and carried her out,
-and in the general excitement no one thought to
-wonder at his miraculous cure. Angela had followed
-Pendragon, but Ruth with the others stood gazing
-at the horrible enchantment.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_258'>258</span>“Who did it?—who shot the thing?” she heard
-some one ask.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I did.” She held up her revolver. “I killed
-it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Let me see.” It was Terry standing beside her.
-He took the revolver from her hands.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Sorry, Ruth, but I’m afraid you didn’t. It was
-Pendragon. I was watching him and saw him aim
-and fire. It was a splendid shot even for an expert
-and at such short range, for the filthy brute was
-moving and he hit it right between the eyes. You
-see, child—” he opened the revolver for her to look—“there
-hasn’t been a single shot fired from your
-gun.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh, I’m so glad.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>And then, though she had never done anything so
-mid-Victorian in her life before, she swayed and for
-the smallest fraction of a second lost consciousness,
-then woke to the realization that Terry was supporting
-her and straightened up with protestations
-that she was all right.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But why did you, why did he do it? We were
-going to see something quite wonderful—I think
-the Indian snake dances are—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was Miss Gilchrist, but no one had to answer
-her, for Mr. Peyton-Russell came in just then to
-tell them that Miss Mayfield was quite all right.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Angela’s going to stay with her for a while,
-but if any of you don’t feel that your nerves are
-quite ready for bed, come on down to the billiard
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_259'>259</span>room. There’s a little drink—real, old-fashioned
-hot Scotch, waiting for you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He was trying hard to be the imperturbable
-jovial host and perhaps he succeeded for there was
-a general exodus. Terry looked questioningly at
-Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She shook her head. She wanted above everything
-to get away from them. They would sit over
-their drinks and gossip discreetly—discuss George,
-why Pendragon had killed the snake, his sudden return
-to health, his usurpation of Aglipogue’s place
-at Gloria’s side. She had not killed the snake but
-she had gone through all the nervous strain of preparing
-to kill it—of thinking she had killed it and
-she was very tired.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Terry walked with her as far as the staircase.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Tomorrow,” he said, but she did not know what
-he meant. Yet she slept that night. She was in
-that state of weariness mental and physical in which
-one stretches out like a cat, feeling the cool, clean
-linen like a caress and thanking God for the greatest
-blessing in all this tired world—sleep.</p>
-
-<p class='c008'>She woke late with a sense of happiness and relief
-even before she was sufficiently conscious to
-remember the events of the past night. It was a
-wonderful Christmas day—sunshiny and bright.
-She lay quietly thinking, looking at the holly
-wreaths at her windows and watching some snow
-birds on her sill. She wished lazily that she had
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_260'>260</span>some crumbs to feed them. She felt very young,
-almost like a child. It would be nice to be a child
-again, to get up and explore the contents of a stocking
-hung before the chimney place in the living-room
-of a Middle West home. She thought of her
-mother, as one inevitably thinks of the dead on
-days of home gathering, and soft tears filled her
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She answered a discreet knock on the door and
-a maid entered with a tray. It was the gossipy maid
-of her first day. How she knew that she was awake
-Ruth could not guess.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I thought you’d rather have breakfast in bed
-this morning, Miss,” and then as an afterthought,
-“Merry Christmas, Miss.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Merry Christmas— It is a Merry Christmas
-after all, and I would like breakfast in bed, though
-it makes me feel awfully lazy. How did you think
-of it?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The mistress left orders last night, but I’d
-thought of it anyway—after what we all went
-through last night—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She shook her head and compressed her lips
-solemnly. Ruth looked at her, willing to be interested
-in anything or anybody. She could not have
-been much older than Ruth herself, but hard work
-and a coiffure composed of much false hair surmounted
-by a preposterously small maid’s cap, made
-her seem much more mature. As Ruth did not
-answer she went on:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_261'>261</span>“Such goings on—it’s a wonder we’re all alive
-to tell of it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then you didn’t like the show?” asked Ruth.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Such things ain’t Christian, especially on the
-Lord’s birthday. Tell me, Miss, was it you killed
-it—some said it was you and some said it was the
-poor paralysed gentleman, who was cured so miraculous
-like.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It was Professor Pendragon. Have you seen
-him today?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Indeed, we’ve all seen him. He’s walking
-round all over the place, and he’s give ev-er-ey servant
-in the house a five dollar gold piece!”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>This amazing piece of information gave Ruth a
-shock. In her selfish absorption in Gloria and herself
-she hadn’t thought of the servants and the inevitable
-toll of Christmas gifts.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you know, Jennie, I didn’t buy any gifts
-before I came up here and I almost forgot, but I
-want to give you a present—” She was just about
-to offer money, and then something in the kind,
-stolid face warned her that this would be wrong.
-“I’d like to give you something of my own that you
-like. If you’ll just tell me what you want you can
-have anything of mine—any dress or hat or—well,
-just anything you like.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The girl’s eyes spread wide.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Anything?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes, anything, that is, if I have anything you
-like. If not I’ll have to follow Professor Pendragon’s
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_262'>262</span>example and give you money to buy your
-own gift.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’ve got such lots of pretty clothes—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth thought her wardrobe very limited, but
-waited.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There is one dress—not a party dress—I’ve always
-wanted one—there ain’t any place to wear it,
-but if you could—do you really mean it—anything?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course,” said Ruth, expecting a request for
-one of her three presentable evening gowns.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then I’d like that blue silk thing with the lots
-of lace—the thing you wear here in your own
-room.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She pointed to a negligée thrown over a chair by
-the dressing-table.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Take it; it will make me very happy to know
-that you have it.” She tried to visualize Jennie in
-the negligée, but the picture was not funny. She
-turned her head away so that Jennie should not see
-the tears in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You’ll most likely be getting a lot of things
-yourself, Miss; a man’s gone down to the village for
-the mail. You’ll be getting a lot of things from the
-city.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m afraid not; still I may get some letters
-which will be welcome.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ll go down and see—he may be back. He
-went early.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was back in an incredibly short space of
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_263'>263</span>minutes bearing one letter, from Dorothy Winslow.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And Miss Mayfield wants to know if you’ll
-come to her room when you’re dressed,” said
-Jennie, who, seeing that Ruth was going to read her
-letter, left her with another hurried, awkward
-“thank you, Miss,” delivered through the door as
-she hurried off with her blue silk prize.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Dorothy’s Christmas letter fairly bubbled over
-with happiness, and with an affection for Ruth which
-she had never suspected.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It seems ages since you went away,” she wrote,
-“and I’m just dying to tell you everything—how
-Nels was awfully humble and admitted he’s been
-a perfect silly over that imitation high siren, and
-then he was jealous—furiously jealous over your
-roses. It was hard not to tell him the truth, but I
-didn’t—not until afterward, when he asked me to
-marry him. Yes, he did! And we’ve done it.
-Neither of us had any money, but that didn’t really
-make any difference. He’s always been able to buy
-his own cigarettes and so have I and there’s no reason
-why we can’t do it together just as well as apart.
-We’ve got the funniest little apartment on Thirty-fourth
-Street—just a room with an alcove and a
-bath and a kitchenette. Nels is going to get another
-place to work—one room some place—very business-like
-and all that sort of thing and I’ll work at
-home. But please do hurry back and have dinner
-with us sometime. You’ll see! I <i>can</i> cook. But I
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_264'>264</span>must work, too, else Nels will get ever so many
-leagues ahead of me. And please have you delivered
-my message to the Dragon? You did give
-him Nels’ message I know for Nels heard from him
-and that man with the double name who is so splendidly
-entertaining you over the holidays is going to
-buy the picture. You must get back in time for the
-party we’ll put on to celebrate when the check
-comes. You know I feel that you made it all happen.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She chatted on over ten pages of art school gossip
-that made Ruth rather homesick, and eager to get
-back to New York, especially as the first object of
-her visit had been accomplished. But had it been
-accomplished? The snake was killed and Professor
-Pendragon was cured. To her the connection
-seemed obvious. Professor Pendragon had been
-cured because the object of George’s faith had
-been destroyed and with it the mind-born malady
-which, through faith, he had put upon the man who
-was his rival. But this did not accomplish all of
-Ruth’s desire. There still remained the Prince.
-Even though George’s power over Pendragon had
-been destroyed, might he not still exercise the same
-influence over Gloria? And would George calmly
-submit to the insult that had been put upon him?
-Her whole trust was now in Pendragon. He had
-shown that he could fight. Having gone so far he
-must go further and drive away Prince Aglipogue.
-Then every one would be happy—that is, every one
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_265'>265</span>except herself and Terry. She was no longer sure
-that Terry loved Gloria. Probably he had loved
-her because no man could be indifferent to Gloria,
-but perhaps he had resigned himself to the unromantic
-rôle of friend. He had suspected her of
-being interested in Pendragon for herself. That
-might mean anything—his thought might have been
-fathered by the hope that some one would remove
-Pendragon, one of his own rivals; or perhaps she
-had betrayed her love for him and he wanted to
-turn her attention toward another object, or perhaps—but
-men were such curious creatures and who
-could tell? At least he did not love her which was
-all that really mattered now. Nels and Dorothy
-could go working and playing together through the
-future, but she must content herself to be wedded
-for life to her art; and such art—newspaper cartoons!</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>While she thought she was dressing, for she was
-really very curious to see Gloria and hear what she
-had to say. The door of Gloria’s room was half
-open and Ruth knocked and went inside at the same
-moment. Gloria was fully dressed and seemed to
-be in the midst of packing. There were dark circles
-under her eyes as if she had not slept.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Ruth, I want you to do something for me,” was
-her abrupt greeting.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth waited for an explanation.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Will you?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course, Gloria,—anything.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_266'>266</span>“I believe you would at that—you’re an awfully
-nice child; sometimes I suspect that you’re older
-than I am; but this is something rather nasty, so
-don’t be too sure that you’ll want to do it. I want
-you to tell Aggie that I can’t marry him—that I
-must have been insane when I said I would, that the
-whole thing is utterly impossible—that it would
-please me if he would go back to New York at
-once. I don’t want to see him any more.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth struggled to conceal her joy at this announcement.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Don’t you think, Gloria, that it would be more
-effective if you told him yourself?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; and besides I don’t want to see the brute—he—he— Oh,
-I can’t bear to look at him—to
-remember everything—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Suppose he doesn’t believe me?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He will.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You could write a note.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then he wouldn’t believe; a note would be too
-gentle. He’d want to see me and talk, but if you
-tell him he’ll know that it’s final or I wouldn’t have
-chosen to tell him through a third person. Will you
-do it?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I was going to leave myself,” explained Gloria
-with a wave of her hand toward the evidences of
-packing. “But I can’t. George has disappeared—absolutely
-disappeared—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“When—where?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_267'>267</span>“I said disappeared; that doesn’t mean he left
-a forwarding address. He slipped off into the
-nowhere, sometime between midnight and morning
-and of course I can’t move until we hear from
-him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You can, too!” Ruth was intense in her excitement.
-“You can—you’ve given up the Prince; the
-next thing is to give up George. He’s been the
-cause of all your troubles. I know you don’t believe
-it, but he has—he’s hypnotized you—and if he’s
-disappeared you ought to be glad of it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria looked at her curiously from between
-half-closed lids.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why do you think I won’t believe you? I
-don’t believe or disbelieve, I know that I have been
-hypnotized, or mad, or ill—something. I woke up
-this morning quite new— Perhaps it’s religion—”
-She laughed with something of her old careless
-mirth. “Anyway I’m quite sane now, and I do
-want to get back to New York so that I can begin
-rehearsals in Terry’s new play. I feel like working
-hard, like beginning all over again— I feel—so—so
-free, that’s the word, as if I had been in prison—a
-prison with mirror walls, every one of which reflected
-a distorted vision of myself. That’s all I
-could see—myself, always myself and always
-wrong.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“May I come in?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was Angela at the still half-open door.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Why, you’re not leaving?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_268'>268</span>“No; I only thought I was. Changed my mind
-again.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And you’re quite well. The poor, dear Prince
-has been quite frantic. He’s so anxious to see you
-for himself before he will be assured that you’re
-really all right, after the shock last night. He’s
-waiting for you now. The other men have gone off
-on a hike through the snow. John has such a passion
-for exercise—afraid of getting stout, though
-he won’t admit it. I told the Prince that I would
-try and send you down to him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I can’t go now. Ruth will go down and talk to
-him.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Ruth? But he wants you.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>A sign from Gloria counselled Ruth to go now
-before the discussion, and she slipped out unnoticed
-by Angela whose blue eyes were fixed on Gloria,
-awaiting explanations.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Prince Aglipogue was not difficult to find. She
-could hear his heavy pacing before she had reached
-the bottom of the stairs. He stopped abruptly when
-he saw her approaching, waving his cigarette frantically
-with one hand while he twisted his moustache
-with the other.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Gloria, Miss Mayfield, she is well; you have
-news from her? She is coming down?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Miss Mayfield is well, but she is not coming
-down just now. She wants to be alone, but she sent
-me—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was impossible to tell him. Much as she hated
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_269'>269</span>the man she did not quite have the courage to deliver
-Gloria’s message without preliminaries.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes? Yes?—speak, tell me; she is ill, is it
-not?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was a nervous apprehension in his voice
-and manner that made Ruth suspect that the news
-would not be altogether unexpected.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No; she is not ill. As I said she is quite well,
-but she asked me to say—to tell you—it’s awfully
-hard to say it, but she asked me to tell you that she
-cannot marry you and that it would be very tactful
-if you would go back to New York at once without
-trying to see her.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was blunderingly done, but she could think of
-no other way to tell it. Unwelcome truths are only
-made more ugly by any effort to soften their harshness.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>His cigarette dropped unnoticed upon the rug and
-his jaw dropped in a stupid way that made him look
-like a great pig. One part of Ruth’s brain was
-really sorry for him, for he had doubtless been fond
-of Gloria in his own way; the other half of her
-brain wanted to laugh, but she only stood with bent
-head, as if, having struck him she was waiting for
-his retaliation. It came with a rush as soon as he
-had assimilated the full meaning of her words:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I do not believe—it is a plot—she would not
-send a message such as that to me—it is the work
-of that Riordan— He is jealous—. I will sue her
-for breach of promise—one can do that, is it not?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_270'>270</span>“Women sometimes sue men for breach of
-promise,” said Ruth, who was quite calm now, “but
-men seldom sue women; besides, you can’t sue
-Gloria, because she has no money.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No money?” He laughed and lit another
-cigarette to give point to his carelessness and unbelief.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You say she has no money? With a house on
-Gramercy Park, she is poor?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Behind his words and his nonchalant air Ruth
-caught the uneasiness in his small eyes and knew
-that she had struck the right note.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is true that she has a house on Gramercy
-Square, but it takes her entire income to pay the
-taxes. She got the house from her second husband;
-the third was more careful. He only gave her a
-small income, which, of course, she loses when she
-remarries.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>For a moment he stared at her incredulous, but
-there was nothing but honesty in her face.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is the truth, you are speaking? Come, let us
-sit and talk—here a cigarette? No? You do not
-smoke? I had forgotten. We have not been such
-friends as I might have desired. Now explain—Miss
-Mayfield wishes to break her engagement with
-me?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“She has broken it,” said Ruth tersely.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is, you can understand, a shock of the greatest—I
-loved—but no matter—tell me again of the
-affairs financial of Miss Mayfield. As a friend only—I
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_271'>271</span>am resigned—as a friend only I am interested.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She looked at him, his heavy body, his fat face,
-his oily brown eyes, and was tempted to tell him
-the truth of what she thought. He laid one fat
-hand on hers with a familiar gesture and involuntarily
-she drew back as if something unclean had
-touched her. He saw but pretended not to see. He
-had an object to achieve and could not afford to be
-sensitive. She understood and thought it all out before
-she spoke. If she followed her impulse he
-would cause trouble, or annoyance to Gloria at the
-least. If she told him the truth he would believe
-her and would go away without further urging.
-Evidently he had thought that Gloria had money,
-and Gloria, to whom money meant nothing, had
-never thought to tell him anything of her affairs.
-It was a repulsive task but Ruth decided to give
-him the information he wanted.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“You must understand,” she said, “that Gloria
-is merely a professional woman, an actress, not an
-heiress. She has no money except what she earns.
-One of her husbands gave her the house on Gramercy
-Park. A year later she married again and
-when she was divorced from her last husband he
-settled on her a small income—hardly sufficient to
-keep up the house when she is not working. If she
-marries again she loses even that.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She rose to leave him, having finished with her
-mission, but he caught her hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_272'>272</span>“You are speaking the truth, Miss Ruth?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She drew away her hand without answering.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But you? Perhaps you have been helping
-her?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I have even less than Gloria.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>His amazing lack of finesse—his appalling vulgarity
-stunned her into making a reply.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There is a train in the morning—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There is one this afternoon that you can catch
-if you will hurry. I advise you to take it.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Thank you, I will—you have saved me a great
-deal of annoyance. I am grateful—if—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>But Ruth did not wait for the end of his remarks.
-She could not bear to look at him for another second.
-He was even worse than she had supposed.
-Evidently he had not cared for Gloria at all, and
-she had always conceded to him that much—that
-Gloria had touched some one small bit of fineness
-in his sordid nature.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She dared not return to Gloria just then, for she
-knew that Gloria in her usual frank manner had
-doubtless told Angela of her changed plans; even
-now Angela might be protesting with her and urging
-her not to dispose of a real title so carelessly.
-Even without the title Angela would not approve
-of the broken engagement, for it had been announced
-in her house; therefore, she had, in a way,
-been sponsor for it, and would want to see it go
-through to a successful conclusion.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She made her way to the enclosed veranda
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_273'>273</span>where she had kept her rendezvous with Pendragon
-on the afternoon of her arrival. It was quite deserted
-now, but far out on the crest of one of the
-near hills she saw a moving, black splotch against
-the snow that as she watched gradually resolved
-itself into three figures—John Peyton-Russell, Terry
-and Professor Pendragon. It gave her a strange
-thrill to see them thus—Pendragon striding along
-with the rest. Surely this was a miracle—a Christmas
-miracle, and she remembered a sentence in an
-old book of witchcraft that she had once read:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Verily there be magic both black and white, but
-of these two, the white magic prevaileth ever over
-the black.”</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_274'>274</span>
- <h2 class='c005'>CHAPTER XVIII</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class='drop-capa0_0_6 c006'>Ruth did not see Gloria until just before
-luncheon.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I told him, and he’s going,” she said.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Did he make much of a row?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Not after I explained that you hadn’t any
-money.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Let’s not talk about him any more—only has he
-gone yet?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes; he wouldn’t even wait until train time.
-Said he could get luncheon in the village and started
-out as soon as he could pack. I’m so happy about
-it—now you can marry Professor Pendragon
-again.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She realized at once that she shouldn’t have said
-it, but she had left so much unsaid during the last
-few weeks and now with both George and Prince
-Aglipogue gone she felt that the seal had been removed
-from her lips. She felt too, in a curious way,
-that Gloria though so many years older, was in a
-way her special charge—that she was entering a new
-life and must be guided.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria looked at her with startled eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What nonsense! You’re too romantic, Ruth!”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But, Gloria, you do love him; you can’t deny it.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_275'>275</span>Didn’t you tell me once that he is the only one
-you’ve ever really loved?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It takes two to make a marriage, Ruth.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But he loves you too.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“What makes you think that?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He told me so.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Even so, and even if I would marry again, you
-must realize that men very rarely marry the women
-they love. That’s why we separated, I think. We
-married for love and that is always disastrous. I
-should never have married at all. Tomorrow we’ll
-go back to town and Percy and I will each go our
-separate ways and forget the horrible nightmare of
-this place. It was just chance that we met—a weird
-freak of coincidence. He didn’t want it; neither
-did I.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was nothing that Ruth could answer and
-presently Gloria went on:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No woman was meant to have both a career
-and a husband; lots of them try it—most women
-in fact, but usually they come to grief. It isn’t
-written in the stars that one woman should have
-both loves, art and a husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth thought of Nels and Dorothy. Would they
-come to grief she wondered. As for herself she
-didn’t have to choose—love didn’t come and art had
-turned its back on her. She wondered if it was
-written in the stars that she should have neither art
-nor love. Then she remembered Pendragon’s quotation,
-“The stars incline, but do not compel.” So
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_276'>276</span>many things had happened here perhaps another
-miracle would be performed. She wondered why
-Gloria said nothing about Pendragon’s sudden recovery.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>It was a relief not to see Prince Aglipogue at the
-luncheon table. The dinner guests of the night
-before had all returned to their own homes.
-Aglipogue was gone, and Ruth wondered if Angela
-would be troubled, because, for once, there was an
-uneven number of people at the table. She did look
-a bit troubled, though she was trying hard to conceal
-it. An engagement announced and broken
-within twenty-four hours was rather trying. Still
-she was smiling:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We’ve got news of your servant, Gloria
-dear,—rather horrid news. It’s quite a shock—a
-bad way to end a pleasant Christmas party,
-even though he was only a servant, and not a very
-good one.” She paused, but no one came to her
-rescue with questions or information and she went
-on:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“They found him in the snow—he must have
-tried to walk to the station and got lost—he was
-dead—frozen—and he had the—that horrible beast
-with him—the dead snake wound round his body.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her voice broke hysterically and she shivered
-with horror.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“They didn’t bring him here—thank God—but
-took him to an undertaker’s in the village. If he
-has any relatives that you could wire—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_277'>277</span>“None that I know of—they wouldn’t be in
-America anyway,” said Gloria, quite calmly, though
-her face was pale.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Then Terry said he’d arrange things, you know—one
-place is as good as another. I’m glad you
-take it so quietly—it’s an awful ending.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“He must have been furious because Pendragon
-shot the snake,” said Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Still, if the excitement of killing a snake could
-cure Pen, Miss Mayfield ought to be willing to
-sacrifice her servant,” said John Peyton-Russell.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It really was remarkable—though I have
-heard of similar instances—of paralytics leaving
-their beds during the excitement of a fire, and
-that sort of thing— I trust there will be no
-relapse.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Miss Gilchrist’s tone left no doubt in the minds
-of her hearers that she was prepared for the worst.
-Indeed, her eyes were constantly fastened on Professor
-Pendragon as if she expected him to fall
-down at any minute.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“There will be none, thank you,” said Pendragon.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth and Terry exchanged glances. Ruth’s eyes
-asked Terry, “Do you believe me now?” and
-Terry’s answered, “I don’t know— I don’t understand
-it at all.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Of course we’re all very happy over Professor
-Pendragon’s recovery,” said Gloria in her most conventional
-voice, “and of course I don’t really feel
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_278'>278</span>any loss about George, though I am sorry he died
-that way.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It is tragic, but now he’s really gone, Gloria,”
-said Terry. “I’m awfully glad to be rid of him.
-He was the most disagreeable servant I ever met,
-if one can be said to meet servants. I don’t think
-George ever really accepted me. He used to snub
-me most horribly and I don’t like being snubbed.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That reminds me that you haven’t any servant
-at all, Gloria, so you really must stay here a few
-days longer. Perhaps I can find some for you—she
-really can’t go back now, can she, John?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Really, Angela, that’s unfair; of course I want
-Miss Mayfield to stay—we planned to have everybody
-over the New Year. Perhaps Professor Pendragon
-can persuade her.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I have had little luck in persuading women to
-do anything—if Prince Aglipogue had not left us
-so suddenly he might have been more successful.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was a little embarrassed silence around the
-table after Pendragon had spoken, then Angela began
-talking of some irrelevant subject and the conversation
-went on, but always Ruth observed that
-neither Gloria nor Pendragon ever spoke directly to
-each other, though the omission was so cleverly disguised
-that no one at the table observed it except
-Terry and Ruth who always seemed to see everything
-together. Ruth had been so busy with Gloria
-and her affairs that she had talked very little to
-Terry and never alone; but they conversed nevertheless,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_279'>279</span>constantly reading each other’s eyes as clearly
-as they would a printed page. The same things
-seemed to amuse them both and except in the realm
-of mystery which Ruth’s childhood had built about
-her, they understood each other perfectly. She
-knew now that he wanted to talk to her, but she
-pretended not to see, for having begun her task of
-managing the happiness of Gloria, she was determined
-to go on, and the person she wanted to see
-alone was Professor Pendragon.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Angela who always advertised her house as “one
-of those places where you can do exactly what you
-please,” and therefore never on any occasion let
-any one do as they pleased if she could possibly prevent
-it by a continuous program of “amusement”
-and “entertainment,” was trying to interest them
-in a plan to go skating that evening by moonlight
-on a little lake that lay halfway between Fir Tree
-Farm and the village. Some one had reported that
-the ice was clear of snow and what was the good
-of being in the country in winter time if one didn’t
-go in for winter sport?</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Her plans fell on rather unenthusiastic ears. The
-men, having enjoyed a long hike in the morning,
-were not eager for more exercise; Gloria wanted
-to spend the afternoon preparing to leave the next
-morning; Ruth was not interested in anything that
-did not seem to offer any furtherance of her plans
-for Gloria; and Miss Gilchrist didn’t skate.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>The very atmosphere seemed to say that the party
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_280'>280</span>was finished; that these people had, for the time
-being, said all they had to say to each other and
-for the time, and wanted to be gone along their several
-roads. It is a wise hostess who recognizes this
-situation and apparently Angela did recognize it,
-for she finally stopped urging her scheme and
-when Gloria asked Ruth to help her pack—Gloria
-always went on a week-end equipped as for transcontinental
-travel—Angela made no effort to detain
-them or to go with them.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Gloria’s moment of confidences had passed. She
-talked now, but of Terry’s play. She had told him
-of her changed decision and he seemed very happy
-about it.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Perhaps you’ll have a chance to make sketches
-of us,” she said to Ruth, awakening again Ruth’s
-interest in the work to which she also was returning.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We’ll find two women servants some place and
-go on as before, Ruth. Except that I’m not going
-to see quite so many people—only people I really
-like after this. You know I really love the old
-house—as near home as anything I’ll ever have.
-Wish we could get Amy back.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“We can,” said Ruth. “Amy and I had an
-agreement when she left that she would come back
-if you ever got rid of George. I have her address.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Really, Ruth!” said Gloria, looking at her with
-genuine admiration, “You are the most amazing
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_281'>281</span>young person I’ve ever met. You ought to write
-a book on the care and training of aunts. It would
-be a great success.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Of this Ruth was not so sure. They were to leave
-on the morning train and while she had accomplished
-half her purpose she had not wholly succeeded.
-Gloria and Pendragon had met and now
-they were going to part more widely separated than
-ever before, because their opportunity had come and
-for some stupid reason they were both letting it go
-without reaching out a hand or saying one word to
-make it their own. And Gloria wasn’t happy—she
-was just normal at last, and a normal Gloria was
-rather a pitiful thing. She was like stale champagne—all
-the sparkle gone out of her. It seemed
-to Ruth that she could not live through another
-meal with Gloria and Pendragon talking across and
-around each other—Pendragon with his grave, quiet
-face in which the lines of pain seemed to be set
-forever—Gloria, changed and quiet, determined to
-work and succeed again, not for the joy of her
-work, but because it seemed the right thing to do.
-Yet she did live through another dinner, a most unhappy
-meal at which John and Angela sat trying to
-talk, realizing that something more than they could
-quite understand had gone wrong and not knowing
-exactly what to do about it. Terry and Miss Gilchrist
-relieved the tension somewhat, Terry consciously,
-Miss Gilchrist unconsciously, because no
-one else seemed able to talk, drew her out and once
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_282'>282</span>started on modern child training, there was no reason
-for any one else making any effort. She ran
-on endlessly with no more encouragement than an
-occasional, “Oh quite, Really, Yes indeed, or How
-interesting!” from Terry or Pendragon.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>What hurt more than anything was that Terry
-no longer signalled Ruth with his eyes. There was
-no longer any interest or invitation in them. If he
-had had anything to say to her he had forgotten it
-or lost interest, for now he seemed to avoid exchange
-of words or glances with her as much as
-Gloria and Pendragon avoided each other.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>There was a feeble attempt on the part of
-Angela to start a conversation with some semblance
-of animation over the coffee cups in the library afterward,
-but finally even she surrendered as one by one
-they made excuses of weariness, the early train or
-no excuse at all and drifted away.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Ruth watched for Pendragon’s going and followed
-him. He made his way to the enclosed
-veranda. She stood a moment looking through the
-glass door, watching him as he paced up and down,
-smoking a pipe. What she was going to do required
-courage; she might only meet with the cold
-rebuff that is due to meddlesome persons, but
-Gloria’s happiness was at stake and she could only
-fail, so she walked timidly out to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She waited patiently until he turned and faced
-her. She thought she saw a look of disappointment
-cross his face when he saw who had interrupted
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_283'>283</span>his solitude. That look, fancied or real, encouraged
-her to go on.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I wanted to thank you for doing what you did—for
-not giving up, and to tell you how happy I am
-that you’re well again,” she began.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Yes—I am well again—I walk and eat and
-sleep and wake again—I am alive.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“And I wanted to ask you if you’re going to stop
-now— You’ve saved Gloria from George and
-from the Prince—are you going to let her go away
-now that you have accomplished so much?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“My dear child, I can’t kidnap Gloria—she’s not
-the sort of woman one kidnaps—not even the sort
-one woos and wins. She is the other sort—the only
-sort worth while I think—the princess who calls her
-own swayamvara, and makes her own choice.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But she did choose.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“She has chosen too often.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Do you mean that even if Gloria still loved you
-you would not marry her just because she has—because
-she has—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>All her old ideas and training rose up and kept
-her from finishing the sentence “because she has
-had two other husbands.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If Gloria had married one hundred men I would
-still want her—don’t you understand that?” He
-spoke almost fiercely. “But you don’t understand—you’re
-too young; it isn’t that; but Gloria doesn’t
-love me. If she did she would tell me so. She
-knows that I love her and she has shown very
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_284'>284</span>plainly that she doesn’t want my love. I appreciate
-your kindness,” he went on in a calmer tone, “but
-don’t trouble any more—what is written is written
-and can’t be changed no matter how one tries.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“If I give you my word of honour that Gloria
-does love you, what then? She told me so—she
-does know that you love her, but she thinks you
-don’t—she thinks the husbands make a difference.
-She doesn’t believe that a man could understand
-that they were just—just incidents.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Neither laughed at the idea of this twenty-year
-old girl speaking of two husbands as incidents,
-though later Ruth remembered it herself, and
-thought it rather funny.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He did not answer,—he was standing quite rigidly,
-staring at the door, and, turning, Ruth saw
-Gloria approaching them:</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’m sorry; I thought you were alone, Ruth,”
-she said and hesitated as if she would have gone
-back.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve just remembered,” said Pendragon, “that
-the small star Eros is supposed to be visible again
-about this time, but we have no telescope. Ruth has
-not found it, though she has young eyes— Perhaps
-you and I, together, Gloria—if we looked very
-closely—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>Under the clear starlight she saw them in each
-other’s arms. There was one very bright star, that
-seemed to hang lower in the sky than winter stars
-are wont to hang. Surely it was the star of love,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_285'>285</span>though doubtless no astronomer had ever named it
-so. She did not know exactly where she was going
-when she left them there, but she was very happy.
-And then halfway down the stairs she sat down because
-her happiness was overflowing from her eyes
-in tears and she couldn’t see, and suddenly she felt
-very tired. It was there that Terry, ascending,
-found her.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I say—what’s wrong? You’re crying. I saw
-you with Pendragon—has he done anything to hurt
-you? I’ll—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“No-it’s not that—I’m crying because I’m so
-happy—”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Oh!”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He looked at her half-disappointed, half-relieved
-and wholly bewildered.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“It’s Gloria and Pendragon—they’ve made up.”
-She reverted to the vernacular of childhood. “I’m
-so happy because they’re happy.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“But I thought—I thought you cared for Pendragon,”
-stumbled Terry.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“That’s funny—what made you think that? I
-do like him but mostly for Gloria’s sake.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Look here,” said Terry. “If you don’t love
-Pendragon who do you love?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>She was smiling through her tears now.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Is it absolutely necessary that I should love
-some one? You know I always thought that you
-loved Gloria. If you don’t love Gloria, whom do
-you love?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'><span class='pageno' id='Page_286'>286</span>For a moment he looked down into her upturned
-face, struggling against the provocation of her lips.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I love the most charming, youngest, most mature,
-most unselfish, most winsome—oh, there
-aren’t adjectives enough. Who do you love?”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“The nicest—the very nicest and cleverest man
-in the world,” she answered demurely.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Nicest—I’m not quite sure that I like that adjective
-applied to a man.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I can’t help it—we can’t all have playwright’s
-vocabularies, you know. I could draw him better.”</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>He bent over very near to her while her clever
-fingers made rapid strokes. When it was finished
-she looked up at him with shy daring in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“Is my nose really like that?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“How did you guess who it was meant for?”
-she teased, and turned her head quickly, because she
-was not quite sure even now that she was ready for
-that wonderful first kiss.</p>
-
-<p class='c007'>“I’ve always wanted to kiss you just below that
-little curl anyway,” whispered Terry. “And now
-your lips, please.”</p>
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- <hr class='pb c003' />
-</div>
-<div class='tnotes'>
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-<div class='chapter'>
- <h2 class='c005'>TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES</h2>
-</div>
- <ol class='ol_1 c002'>
- <li>Silently corrected typographical errors and variations in spelling.
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- </li>
- <li>Retained anachronistic, non-standard, and uncertain spellings as printed.
- </li>
- </ol>
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