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But it was not so. I did not choose to break the +run of the tale to tell of other things and of the passing of time. +The making took me many, many weeks, and in all that time I had +seen no face but Gabord's, and heard no voice but his, when he +came twice a day to bring me bread and water. He would answer no +questions concerning Juste Duvarney, or Voban, or Monsieur Doltaire, +nor tell me anything of what was forward in the town. He had had +his orders precise enough, he said. At the end of my hints and +turnings and approaches, stretching himself up, and turning the +corn about with his foot (but not crushing it, for he saw that I +prized the poor little comrades), he would say: + +"Snug, snug, quiet and warm! The cosiest nest in the world--aho!" + +There was no coaxing him, and at last I desisted. I had no +light. With resolution I set my mind to see in spite of the dark, +and at the end of a month I was able to note the outlines of my +dungeon; nay, more, I was able to see my field of corn; and at last +what joy I had when, hearing a little rustle near me, I looked +closely and beheld a mouse running across the floor! I straightway +began to scatter crumbs of bread, that it might, perhaps, come near +me--as at last it did. + +I have not spoken at all of my wounds, though they gave me many +painful hours, and I had no attendance but my own and Gabord's. The +wound in my side was long healing, for it was more easily disturbed +as I turned in my sleep, while I could ease my arm at all times, +and it came on slowly. My sufferings drew on my flesh, my blood, +and my spirits, and to this was added that disease inaction, the +corrosion of solitude, and the fever of suspense and uncertainty as +to Alixe and Juste Duvarney. Every hour, every moment that I had +ever passed in Alixe's presence, with many little incidents and +scenes in which we shared, passed before me--vivid and cherished +pictures of the mind. One of those incidents I will set down here. + +A year or so before, soon after Juste Duvarney came from Montreal, +he brought in one day from hunting a young live hawk, and put it +in a cage. When I came the next morning, Alixe met me, and asked +me to see what he had brought. There, beside the kitchen door, +overhung with morning-glories and flanked by hollyhocks, was a +large green cage, and in it the gray-brown hawk. "Poor thing, +poor prisoned thing!" she said. "Look how strange and hunted it +seems! See how its feathers stir! And those flashing, watchful +eyes, they seem to read through you, and to say, 'Who are you? What +do you want with me? Your world is not my world; your air is not my +air; your homes are holes, and mine hangs high up between you and +God. Who are you? Why do you pen me? You have shut me in that I may +not travel, not even die out in the open world. All the world is +mine; yours is only a stolen field. Who are you? What do you want +with me? There is a fire within my head, it eats to my eyes, and I +burn away. What do you want with me?'" + +She did not speak these words all at once as I have written them +here, but little by little, as we stood there beside the cage. Yet, +as she talked with me, her mind was on the bird, her fingers running +up and down the cage bars soothingly, her voice now and again +interjecting soft reflections and exclamations. + +"Shall I set it free?" I asked her. + +She turned upon me and replied, "Ah, monsieur, I hoped you +would--without my asking. You are a prisoner too," she added; "one +captive should feel for another." + +"And the freeman for both," I answered meaningly, as I softly +opened the cage. + +She did not drop her eyes, but raised them shining honestly and +frankly to mine, and said, "I wished you to think that." + +Opening the cage door wide, I called the little captive to +freedom. But while we stood close by it would not stir, and the +look in its eyes became wilder. I moved away, and Alixe followed +me. Standing beside an old well we waited and watched. Presently +the hawk dropped from the perch, hopped to the door, then with a +wild spring was gone, up, up, up, and was away over the maple woods +beyond, lost in the sun and the good air. + +I know not quite why I dwell on this scene, save that it throws +some little light upon her nature, and shows how simple and yet +deep she was in soul, and what was the fashion of our friendship. +But I can perhaps give a deeper insight of her character if I here +set down the substance of a letter written about that time, which +came into my possession long afterwards. It was her custom to +write her letters first in a book, and afterwards to copy them +for posting. This she did that they might be an impulse to her +friendships and a record of her feelings. + + +ALIXE DUVARNEY TO LUCIE LOTBINIERE. + +QUEBEC CITY, the 10th of May, 1756. + +MY DEAR LUCIE: I wish I knew how to tell you all I have been +thinking since we parted at the door of the Ursulines a year ago. +Then we were going to meet again in a few weeks, and now twelve +months have gone! How have I spent them? Not wickedly, I hope, +and yet sometimes I wonder if Mere St. George would quite approve +of me; for I have such wild spirits now and then, and I shout and +sing in the woods and along the river as if I were a mad youngster +home from school. But indeed, that is the way I feel at times, +though again I am so quiet that I am frightened of myself. I am a +hawk to-day and a mouse to-morrow, and fond of pleasure all the +time. Ah, what good days I have had with Juste! You remember him +before he went to Montreal? He is gay, full of fancies, as brave +as can be, and plays and sings well, but he is very hot-headed, +and likes to play the tyrant. We have some bad encounters now and +then. But we love each other better for it; he respects me, and +he does not become spoiled, as you will see when you come to us. + +I have had no society yet. My mother thinks seventeen years too +few to warrant my going into the gay world. I wonder will my wings +be any stronger, will there be less danger of scorching them at +twenty-six? Years do not make us wise; one may be as wise at twenty +as at fifty. And they do not save us from the scorching. I know +more than they guess how cruel the world may be to the innocent as +to--the other. One can not live within sight of the Intendant's +palace and the Chateau St. Louis without learning many things; and, +for myself, though I hunger for all the joys of life, I do not +fret because my mother holds me back from the gay doings in the +town. I have my long walks, my fishing and rowing, and sometimes +hunting, with Juste and my sweet sister Georgette, my drawing, +painting, music, and needlework, and my housework. + +Yet I am not entirely happy, I do not know quite why. Do you +ever feel as if there were some sorrow far back in you, which now +and then rushed in and flooded your spirits, and then drew back, +and you could not give it a name? Well, that is the way with me. +Yesterday, as I stood in the kitchen beside our old cook Jovin, +she said a kind word to me, and my eyes filled, and I ran up to +my room, and burst into tears as I lay upon my bed. I could not +help it. I thought at first it was because of the poor hawk that +Captain Moray and I set free yesterday morning; but it could not +have been that, for it was FREE when I cried, you see. You know, +of course, that he saved my father's life, some years ago? That is +one reason why he has been used so well in Quebec, for otherwise +no one would have lessened the rigours of his captivity. But there +are tales that he is too curious about our government and state, +and so he may be kept close jailed, though he only came here as a +hostage. He is much at our home, and sometimes walks with Juste +and me and Georgette, and accompanies my mother in the streets. +This is not to the liking of the Intendant, who loves not my +father because he is such a friend of our cousin the Governor. +If their lives and characters be anything to the point the +Governor must be in the right. + +In truth, things are in a sad way here, for there is robbery on +every hand, and who can tell what the end may be? Perhaps that we +go to the English after all. Monsieur Doltaire--you do not know +him, I think--says, "If the English eat us, as they swear they +will, they'll die of megrims, our affairs are so indigestible." At +another time he said, "Better to be English than to be damned." And +when some one asked him what he meant, he said, "Is it not read +from the altar, 'Cursed is he that putteth his trust in man'? The +English trust nobody, and we trust the English." That was aimed at +Captain Moray, who was present, and I felt it a cruel thing for him +to say; but Captain Moray, smiling at the ladies, said, "Better +to be French and damned than not to be French at all." And this +pleased Monsieur Doltaire, who does not love him. I know not +why, but there are vague whispers that he is acting against the +Englishman for causes best known at Versailles, which have nothing +to do with our affairs here. I do believe that Monsieur Doltaire +would rather hear a clever thing than get ten thousand francs. At +such times his face lights up, he is at once on his mettle, his +eyes look almost fiendishly beautiful. He is a handsome man, but +he is wicked, and I do not think he has one little sense of morals. +I do not suppose he would stab a man in the back, or remove his +neighbour's landmark in the night, though he'd rob him of it in +open daylight, and call it "enterprise"--a usual word with him. + +He is a favourite with Madame Cournal, who influences Bigot most, +and one day we may see the boon companions at each other's throats; +and if either falls, I hope it maybe Bigot, for Monsieur Doltaire +is, at least, no robber. Indeed, he is kind to the poor in a +disdainful sort of way. He gives to them and scoffs at them at the +same moment; a bad man, with just enough natural kindness to make +him dangerous. I have not seen much of the world, but some things +we know by instinct; we feel them; and I often wonder if that is +not the way we know everything in the end. Sometimes when I take my +long walks, or go and sit beside the Falls of Montmorenci, looking +out to the great city on the Heights, to dear Isle Orleans, +where we have our pretty villa (we are to go there next week for +three months--happy summer months), up at the blue sky and into +the deep woods, I have strange feelings, which afterwards become +thoughts; and sometimes they fly away like butterflies, but oftener +they stay with me, and I give them a little garden to roam in--you +can guess where. Now and then I call them out of the garden and +make them speak, and then I set down what they say in my journal; +but I think they like their garden best. You remember the song we +used to sing at school? + + "'Where do the stars grow, little Garaine? + The garden of moons, is it far away? + The orchard of suns, my little Garaine, + Will you take us there some day?' + + "'If you shut your eyes,' quoth little Garaine, + 'I will show you the way to go + To the orchard of suns, and the garden of moons, + And the field where the stars do grow. + + "'But you must speak soft,' quoth little Garaine, + 'And still must your footsteps be, + For a great bear prowls in the field of the stars, + And the moons they have men to see. + + "'And the suns have the Children of Signs to guard, + And they have no pity at all-- + You must not stumble, you must not speak, + When you come to the orchard wall. + + "'The gates are locked,' quoth little Garaine, + 'But the way I am going to tell? + The key of your heart it will open them all: + And there's where the darlings dwell!'" + +You may not care to read these lines again, but it helps to show +what I mean: that everything is in the heart, and that nothing +is at all if we do not feel it. Sometimes I have spoken of these +things to my mother, but she does not see as I do. I dare not tell +my father all I think, and Juste is so much a creature of moods +that I am never sure whether he will be sensible and kind, or +scoff. One can not bear to be laughed at. And as for my sister, she +never thinks; she only lives; and she looks it--looks beautiful. +But there, dear Lucie, I must not tire you with my childish +philosophy, though I feel no longer a child. You would not know +your friend. I can not tell what has come over me. Voila! + +To-morrow we go to visit General Montcalm, who has just arrived +in the colony. Bigot and his gay set are not likely to be there. +My mother insists that I shall never darken the doors of the +Intendant's palace. + +Do you still hold to your former purpose of keeping a daily +journal? If so, I beg you to copy into it this epistle and your +answer; and when I go up to your dear manor house at Beauce next +summer, we will read over our letters and other things set down, +and gossip of the changes come since we met last. Do sketch the +old place for me (as will I our new villa on dear Isle Orleans), +and make interest with the good cure to bring it to me with your +letter, since there are no posts, no postmen, yet between here +and Beauce. The cure most kindly bears this to you, and says he +will gladly be our messenger. Yesterday he said to me, shaking +his head in a whimsical way, "But no treason, mademoiselle, and +no heresy or schism." I am not quite sure what he meant. I dare +hardly think he had Captain Moray in his mind. I would not for +the world so lessen my good opinion of him as to think him +suspicious of me when no other dare; and so I put his words +down to chance hitting, to a humorous fancy. + +Be sure, dear Lucie, I shall not love you less for giving me a +prompt answer. Tell me of what you are thinking and what doing. If +Juste can be spared from the Governor's establishment, may I bring +him with me next summer? He is a difficult, sparkling sort of +fellow, but you are so steady-tempered, so full of tact, getting +your own way so quietly and cleverly, that I am sure I should find +plenty of straw for the bricks of my house of hope, my castle in +Spain! + +Do not give too much of my share of thy heart elsewhere, and +continue to think me, my dear Lucie, thy friend, loyal and +loving, + +ALIXE DUVARNEY. + +P.S.--Since the above was written we have visited the General. +Both Monsieur Doltaire and Captain Moray were there, but neither +took much note of me--Monsieur Doltaire not at all. Those two +either hate each other lovingly, or love hatefully, I know not +which, they are so biting, yet so friendly to each other's +cleverness, though their style of word-play is so different: +Monsieur Doltaire's like a bodkin-point, Captain Moray's like a +musket-stock a-clubbing. Be not surprised to see the British at +our gates any day. Though we shall beat them back, I shall feel no +less easy because I have a friend in the enemy's camp. You may +guess who. Do not smile. He is old enough to be my father. He said +so himself six months ago. + +ALIXE. + + + +VIII + +AS VAIN AS ABSALOM + + +Gabord, coming in to me one day after I had lain down to sleep, +said, "See, m'sieu' the dormouse, 'tis holiday-eve; the King's +sport comes to-morrow." + +I sat up in bed with a start, for I knew not but that my death +had been decided on without trial; and yet on second thought I was +sure this could not be, for every rule of military conduct was +against it. + +"Whose holiday?" asked I after a moment; "and what is King's +sport?" + +"You're to play bear in the streets to-morrow--which is sport for +the King," he retorted; "we lead you by a rope, and you dance +the quickstep to please our ladies all the way to the Chateau, +where they bring the bear to drum-head." + +"Who sits behind the drum?" I questioned. + +"The Marquis de Vaudreuil," he replied, "the Intendant, Master +Devil Doltaire, and the little men." By these last he meant +officers of the colonial soldiery. + +So then, at last I was to be tried, to be dealt with definitely +on the abominable charge. I should at least again see light and +breathe fresh air, and feel about me the stir of the world. For a +long year I had heard no voice but my own and Gabord's, had had no +friends but my pale blades of corn and a timid mouse, day after day +no light at all; and now winter was at hand again, and without fire +and with poor food my body was chilled and starved. I had had no +news of the world, nor of her who was dear to me, nor of Juste +Duvarney save that he lived, nor of our cause. But succeeding the +thrill of delight I had at thought of seeing the open world again +there came a feeling of lassitude, of indifference; I shrank from +the jar of activity. But presently I got upon my feet, and with a +little air of drollery straightened out my clothes and flicked a +handkerchief across my gaiters. Then I twisted my head over my +shoulder as if I were noting the shape of my back and the set of +my clothes in a mirror, and thrust a leg out in the manner of an +exquisite. I had need to do some mocking thing at the moment, or I +should have given way to tears like a woman, so suddenly weak had +I become. + +Gabord burst out laughing. + +An idea came to me. "I must be fine to-morrow," said I. "I must +not shame my jailer." I rubbed my beard--I had none when I came +into this dungeon first. + +"Aho!" said he, his eyes wheeling. + +I knew he understood me. I did not speak, but went on running my +fingers through my beard. + +"As vain as Absalom," he added. "Do you think they'll hang you +by the hair?" + +"I'd have it off," said I, "to be clean for the sacrifice." + +"You had Voban before," he rejoined; "we know what happened--a +dainty bit of a letter all rose-lily scented, and comfits for +the soldier. The pretty wren perches now in the Governor's +house--a-cousining, a-cousining. Think you it is that she may get +a glimpse of m'sieu' the dormouse as he comes to trial? But 'tis +no business o' mine; and if I bring my prisoner up when called +for, there's duty done!" + +I saw the friendly spirit in the words. + +"Voban," urged I, "Voban may come to me?" + +"The Intendant said no, but the Governor yes," was the reply; +"and that M'sieu' Doltaire is not yet come back from Montreal, +so he had no voice. They look for him here to-morrow." + +"Voban may come?" I asked again. + +"At daybreak Voban--aho!" he continued. "There's milk and honey +to-morrow," he added, and then, without a word, he drew forth from +his coat, and hurriedly thrust into my hands, a piece of meat and a +small flask of wine, and, swinging round like a schoolboy afraid of +being caught in a misdemeanor, he passed through the door and the +bolts clanged after him. He left the torch behind him, stuck in the +cleft of the wall. + +I sat down on my couch, and for a moment gazed almost vacantly +at the meat and wine in my hands. I had not touched either for a +year, and now I could see that my fingers, as they closed on the +food nervously, were thin and bloodless, and I realized that my +clothes hung loose upon my person. Here were light, meat, and wine, +and there was a piece of bread on the board covering my water-jar. +Luxury was spread before me, but although I had eaten little all +day I was not hungry. Presently, however, I took the knife which I +had hidden a year before, and cut pieces of the meat and laid them +by the bread. Then I drew the cork from the bottle of wine, and, +lifting it towards that face which was always visible to my soul, +I drank--drank--drank! + +The rich liquor swam through my veins like glorious fire. It +wakened my brain and nerved my body. The old spring of life +came back. This wine had come from the hands of Alixe--from the +Governor's store, maybe; for never could Gabord have got such +stuff. I ate heartily of the rich beef and bread with a new-made +appetite, and drank the rest of the wine. When I had eaten and +drunk the last, I sat and looked at the glowing torch, and felt +a sort of comfort creep through me. Then there came a delightful +thought. Months ago I had put away one last pipeful of tobacco, to +save it till some day when I should need it most. I got it, and +no man can guess how lovingly I held it to a flying flame of the +torch, saw it light, and blew out the first whiff of smoke into the +sombre air; for November was again piercing this underground house +of mine, another winter was at hand. I sat and smoked, and--can you +not guess my thoughts? For have you all not the same hearts, being +British born and bred? When I had taken the last whiff, I wrapped +myself in my cloak and went to sleep. But twice or thrice during +the night I waked to see the torch still shining, and caught the +fragrance of consuming pine, and minded not at all the smoke the +burning made. + + + +IX + +A LITTLE CONCERNING THE CHEVALIER DE LA DARANTE + + +I was wakened completely by the shooting of bolts. With the opening +of the door I saw the figures of Gabord and Voban. My little friend +the mouse saw them also, and scampered from the bread it had been +eating, away among the corn, through which my footsteps had now made +two rectangular paths, not disregarded by Gabord, who solicitously +pulled Voban into the narrow track, that he should not trespass on +my harvest. + +I rose, showed no particular delight at seeing Voban, but greeted +him easily--though my heart was bursting to ask him of Alixe--and +arranged my clothes. Presently Gabord said, "Stools for barber," +and, wheeling, he left the dungeon. He was gone only an instant, +but long enough for Voban to thrust a letter into my hand, which +I ran into the lining of my waistcoat as I whispered, "Her +brother--he is well?" + +"Well, and he have go to France," he answered. "She make me say, +look to the round window in the Chateau front." + +We spoke in English--which, as I have said, Voban understood +imperfectly. There was nothing more said, and if Gabord, when he +returned, suspected, he showed no sign, but put down two stools, +seating himself on one, as I seated myself on the other for Voban's +handiwork. Presently a soldier appeared with a bowl of coffee. +Gabord rose, took it from him, waved him away, and handed it to me. +Never did coffee taste so sweet, and I sipped and sipped till Voban +had ended his work with me. Then I drained the last drop and stood +up. He handed me a mirror, and Gabord, fetching a fine white +handkerchief from his pocket, said, "Here's for your tears, when +they drum you to heaven, dickey-bird." + +But when I saw my face in the mirror, I confess I was startled. +My hair, which had been black, was plentifully sprinkled with +white, my face was intensely pale and thin, and the eyes were sunk +in dark hollows. I should not have recognized myself. But I laughed +as I handed back the glass, and said, "All flesh is grass, but a +dungeon's no good meadow." + +"'Tis for the dry chaff," Gabord answered, "not for young +grass--aho!" + +He rose and made ready to leave, Voban with him. "The commissariat +camps here in an hour or so," he said, with a ripe chuckle. + +It was clear the new state of affairs was more to his mind than +the long year's rigour and silence. It seemed to me strange then, +and it has seemed so ever since, that during all that time I never +was visited by Doltaire but once, and of that event I am going to +write briefly here. + +It was about two months before this particular morning that he +came, greeting me courteously enough. + +"Close quarters here," said he, looking round as if the place +were new to him and smiling to himself. + +"Not so close as we all come to one day," said I. + +"Dismal comparison!" he rejoined; "you've lost your +spirits." + +"Not so," I retorted; "nothing but my liberty." + +"You know the way to find it quickly," he suggested. + +"The letters for La Pompadour?" I asked. + +"A dead man's waste papers," responded he; "of no use to him or +you, or any one save the Grande Marquise." + +"Valuable to me," said I. + +"None but the Grande Marquise and the writer would give you a +penny for them!" + +"Why should I not be my own merchant?" + +"You can--to me. If not to me, to no one. You had your chance long +ago, and you refused it. You must admit I dealt fairly with you. +I did not move till you had set your own trap and fallen into it. +Now, if you do not give me the letters--well, you will give them to +none else in this world. It has been a fair game, and I am winning +now. I've only used means which one gentleman might use with +another. Had you been a lesser man I should have had you spitted +long ago. You understand?" + +"Perfectly. But since we have played so long, do you think I'll +give you the stakes now--before the end?" + +"It would be wiser," he answered thoughtfully. + +"I have a nation behind me," urged I. + +"It has left you in a hole here to rot." + +"It will take over your citadel and dig me out some day," I +retorted hotly. + +"What good that? Your life is more to you than Quebec to England." + +"No, no," said I quickly; "I would give my life a hundred times +to see your flag hauled down!" + +"A freakish ambition," he replied; "mere infatuation!" + +"You do not understand it, Monsieur Doltaire," I remarked +ironically. + +"I love not endless puzzles. There is no sport in following a maze +that leads to nowhere save the grave." He yawned. "This air is +heavy," he added; "you must find it trying." + +"Never as trying as at this moment," I retorted. + +"Come, am I so malarious?" + +"You are a trickster," I answered coldly. + +"Ah, you mean that night at Bigot's?" He smiled. "No, no, you +were to blame--so green. You might have known we were for having +you between the stones." + +"But it did not come out as you wished?" hinted I. + +"It served my turn," he responded; and he gave me such a smiling, +malicious look that I knew sought to convey he had his way with +Alixe; and though I felt that she was true to me, his cool +presumption so stirred me I could have struck him in the face. +I got angrily to my feet, but as I did so I shrank a little, for +at times the wound in my side, not yet entirely healed, hurt me. + +"You are not well," he said, with instant show of curiosity; +"your wounds still trouble you? They should be healed. Gabord was +ordered to see you cared for." + +"Gabord has done well enough," answered I. "I have had wounds +before, monsieur." + +He leaned against the wall and laughed. "What braggarts you +English are!" he said. "A race of swashbucklers--even on bread and +water!" + +He had me at advantage, and I knew it, for he had kept his +temper. I made an effort. "Both excellent," rejoined I, "and +English too." + +He laughed again. "Come, that is better. That's in your old +vein. I love to see you so. But how knew you our baker was +English?--which he is, a prisoner like yourself." + +"As easily as I could tell the water was not made by Frenchmen." + +"Now I have hope of you," he broke out gaily; "you will yet +redeem your nation." + +At that moment Gabord came with a message from the Governor to +Doltaire, and he prepared to go. + +"You are set on sacrifice?" he asked. "Think--dangling from Cape +Diamond!" + +"I will meditate on your fate instead," I replied. + +"Think!" he said again, waving off my answer with his hand. +"The letters I shall no more ask for; and you will not escape +death?" + +"Never by that way," rejoined I. + +"So. Very good. Au plaisir, my captain. I go to dine at +the Seigneur Duvarney's." + +With that last thrust he was gone, and left me wondering if the +Seigneur had ever made an effort to see me, if he had forgiven the +duel with his son. + +That was the incident. + + * * * * * + +When Gabord and Voban were gone, leaving the light behind, I +went over to where the torch stuck in the wall, and drew Alixe's +letter from my pocket with eager fingers. It told the whole story +of her heart. + +CHATEAU ST. LOUIS, 27th November, 1757. + +Though I write you these few words, dear Robert, I do not know +that they will reach you, for as yet it is not certain they will +let Voban visit you. A year, dear friend, and not a word from you! +I should have broken my heart if I had not heard of you one way and +another. They say you are much worn in body, though you have always +a cheerful air. There are stories of a visit Monsieur Doltaire paid +you, and how you jested. He hates you, and yet he admires you too. + +And now listen, Robert, and I beg you not to be angry--oh, do not +be angry, for I am all yours; but I want to tell you that I have +not repulsed Monsieur Doltaire when he has spoken flatteries to me. +I have not believed them, and I have kept my spirits strong against +the evil in him. I want to get you free of prison, and to that end +I have to work through him with the Intendant, that he will not set +the Governor more against you. With the Intendant himself I will +not deal at all. So I use the lesser villain, and in truth the more +powerful, for he stands higher at Versailles than any here. With +the Governor I have influence, for he is, as you know, a kinsman of +my mother's, and of late he has shown a fondness for me. Yet you +can see that I must act most warily, that I must not seem to care +for you, for that would be your complete undoing. I rather seem +to scoff. (Oh, how it hurts me! how my cheeks tingle when I think +of it alone! and how I clench my hands, hating them all for +oppressing you!) + +I do not believe their slanders--that you are a spy. It is I, +Robert, who have at last induced the Governor to bring you to +trial. They would have put it off till next year, but I feared you +would die in that awful dungeon, and I was sure that if your trial +came on there would be a change, as there is to be for a time, at +least. You are to be lodged in the common jail during the sitting +of the court; and so that is one step gained. Yet I had to use all +manner of device with the Governor. + +He is sometimes so playful with me that I can pretend to +sulkiness; and so one day I said that he showed no regard for our +family or for me in not bringing you, who had nearly killed my +brother, to justice. So he consented, and being of a stubborn +nature, too, when Monsieur Doltaire and the Intendant opposed +the trial, he said it should come off at once. But one thing +grieves me: they are to have you marched through the streets of +the town like any common criminal, and I dare show no distress +nor plead, nor can my father, though he wishes to move for you in +this; and I dare not urge him, for then it would seem strange the +daughter asked your punishment, and the father sought to lessen it. + +When you are in the common jail it will be much easier to help +you. I have seen Gabord, but he is not to be bent to any purpose, +though he is kind to me. I shall try once more to have him take +some wine and meat to you to-night. If I fail, then I shall only +pray that you may be given strength in body for your time of +trouble equal to your courage. + +It may be I can fix upon a point where you may look to see me as +you pass to-morrow to the Chateau. There must be a sign. If you +will put your hand to your forehead-- But no, they may bind you, +and your hands may not be free. When you see me, pause in your +step for an instant, and I shall know. I will tell Voban where +you shall send your glance, if he is to be let in to you, and I +hope that what I plan may not fail. + +And so, Robert, adieu. Time can not change me, and your misfortunes +draw me closer to you. Only the dishonourable thing could make me +close the doors of my heart, and I will not think you, whate'er +they say, unworthy of my constant faith. Some day, maybe, we shall +smile at, and even cherish, these sad times. In this gay house I +must be flippant, for I am now of the foolish world! But under all +the trivial sparkle a serious heart beats. It belongs to thee, if +thou wilt have it, Robert, the heart of thy + +ALIXE. + +An hour after getting this good letter Gabord came again, and +with him breakfast--a word which I had almost dropped from my +language. True, it was only in a dungeon, on a pair of stools, by +the light of a torch, but how I relished it!--a bottle of good +wine, a piece of broiled fish, the half of a fowl, and some tender +vegetables. + +When Gabord came for me with two soldiers, an hour later--I say +an hour, but I only guess so, for I had no way of noting time--I +was ready for new cares, and to see the world again. Before the +others Gabord was the rough, almost brutal soldier, and soon I +knew that I was to be driven out upon the St. Foye Road and on +into the town. My arms were well fastened down, and I was tied +about till I must have looked like a bale of living goods of no +great value. Indeed, my clothes were by no means handsome, and +save for my well-shaven face and clean handkerchief I was an +ill-favoured spectacle; but I tried to bear my shoulders up as +we marched through dark reeking corridors, and presently came +suddenly into well-lighted passages. + +I had to pause, for the light blinded my eyes, and they hurt me +horribly, so delicate were the nerves. For some minutes I stood +there, my guards stolidly waiting, Gabord muttering a little and +stamping upon the floor as if in anger, though I knew he was +merely playing a small part to deceive his comrades. The pain in +my eyes grew less, and, though they kept filling with moisture +from the violence of the light, I soon could see without distress. + +I was led into the yard of the citadel, where was drawn up a +company of soldiers. Gabord bade me stand still, and advanced +towards the officers' quarters. I asked him if I might not walk to +the ramparts and view the scene. He gruffly assented, bidding the +men watch me closely, and I walked over to a point where, standing +three hundred feet above the noble river, I could look out upon its +sweet expanse, across to the Levis shore, with its serried legions +of trees behind, and its bold settlement in front upon the Heights. +There, eastward lay the well-wooded Island of Orleans, and over all +the clear sun and sky, enlivened by a crisp and cheering air. Snow +had fallen, but none now lay upon the ground, and I saw a rare and +winning earth. I stood absorbed. I was recalling that first day +that I remember in my life, when at Balmore my grandfather made +prophecies upon me, and for the first time I was conscious of the +world. + +As I stood lost to everything about me, I heard Doltaire's voice +behind, and presently he said over my shoulder, "To wish Captain +Moray a good-morning were superfluous!" + +I smiled at him: the pleasure of that scene had given me an +impulse towards good nature even with my enemies. + +"The best I ever had," I answered quietly. + +"Contrasts are life's delights," he said. "You should thank us. +You have your best day because of our worst dungeon." + +"But my thanks shall not be in words; you shall have the same +courtesy at our hands one day." + +"I had the Bastile for a year," he rejoined, calling up a squad +of men with his finger as he spoke. "I have had my best day. Two +would be monotony. You think your English will take this some +time?" he asked, waving a finger towards the citadel. "It will need +good play to pluck that ribbon from its place." He glanced up, as +he spoke, at the white flag with its golden lilies. + +"So much the better sport," I answered. "We will have the ribbon +and its heritage." + +"You yourself shall furnish evidence to-day. Gabord here will +see you temptingly disposed--the wild bull led peaceably by the +nose!" + +"But one day I will twist your nose, Monsieur Doltaire." + +"That is fair enough, if rude," he responded. "When your turn +comes, you twist and I endure. You shall be nourished well like me, +and I shall look a battered hulk like you. But I shall never be the +fool that you are. If I had a way to slip the leash, I'd slip it. +You are a dolt." He was touching upon the letters again. + +"I weigh it all," said I. "I am no fool--anything else you will." + +"You'll be nothing soon, I fear--which is a pity." + +What more he might have said I do not know, but there now +appeared in the yard a tall, reverend old gentleman, in the costume +of the coureur de bois, though his belt was richly chased, and he +wore an order on his breast. There was something more refined than +powerful in his appearance, but he had a keen, kindly eye, and a +manner unmistakably superior. His dress was a little barbarous, +unlike Doltaire's splendid white uniform, set off with violet and +gold, the lace of a fine handkerchief sticking from his belt, and +a gold-handled sword at his side; but the manner of both was +distinguished. + +Seeing Doltaire, he came forward and they embraced. Then he turned +towards me, and as they walked off a little distance I could see +that he was curious concerning me. Presently he raised his hand, +and, as if something had excited him, said, "No, no, no; hang him +and have done with it, but I'll have nothing to do with it--not a +thing. 'Tis enough for me to rule at--" + +I could hear no further, but I was now sure that he was some one +of note who had retired from any share in state affairs. He and +Doltaire then moved on to the doors of the citadel, and, pausing +there, Doltaire turned round and made a motion of his hand to +Gabord. I was at once surrounded by the squad of men, and the +order to march was given. A drum in front of me began to play a +well-known derisive air of the French army, The Fox and the Wolf. + +We came out on the St. Foye Road and down towards the Chateau St. +Louis, between crowds of shouting people who beat drums, kettles, +pans, and made all manner of mocking noises. It was meant not only +against myself, but against the British people. The women were not +behind the men in violence; from them at first came handfuls of +gravel and dust which struck me in the face; but Gabord put a +stop to that. + +It was a shameful ordeal, which might have vexed me sorely if I +had not had greater trials and expected worse. Now and again +appeared a face I knew--some lady who turned her head away, or +some gentleman who watched me curiously, but made no sign. + +When we came to the Chateau, I looked up as if casually, and there +in the little round window I saw Alixe's face--for an instant only. +I stopped in my tracks, was prodded by a soldier from behind, and +I then stepped on. Entering, we were taken to the rear of the +building, where, in an open courtyard, were a company of soldiers, +some seats, and a table. On my right was the St. Lawrence swelling +on its course, hundreds of feet beneath, little boats passing +hither and thither on its flood. + +We were waiting about half an hour, the noises of the clamoring +crowd coming to us, as they carried me aloft in effigy, and, +burning me at the cliff edge, fired guns and threw stones at me, +till, rags, ashes, and flame, I was tumbled into the river far +below. At last, from the Chateau came the Marquis de Vaudreuil, +Bigot, and a number of officers. The Governor looked gravely at +me, but did not bow; Bigot gave me a sneering smile, eying me +curiously the while, and (I could feel) remarking on my poor +appearance to Cournal beside him--Cournal, who winked at his +wife's dishonour for the favour of her lover, who gave him means +for public robbery. + +Presently the Governor was seated, and he said, looking round, +"Monsieur Doltaire--he is not here?" + +Bigot shook his head, and answered, "No doubt he is detained at +the citadel." + +"And the Seigneur Duvarney?" the Governor added. + +At that moment the Governor's secretary handed him a letter. The +Governor opened it. "Listen," said he. He read to the effect that +the Seigneur Duvarney felt he was hardly fitted to be a just judge +in this case, remembering the conflict between his son and the +notorious Captain Moray. And from another standpoint, though the +prisoner merited any fate reserved for him, if guilty of spying, +he could not forget that his life had been saved by this British +captain--an obligation which, unfortunately, he could neither repay +nor wipe out. After much thought, he must disobey the Governor's +summons, and he prayed that his Excellency would grant his +consideration thereupon. + +I saw the Governor frown, but he made no remark, while Bigot +said something in his ear which did not improve his humour, for +he replied curtly, and turned to his secretary. "We must have +two gentlemen more," he said. + +At that moment Doltaire entered with the old gentleman of whom +I have written. The Governor instantly brightened, and gave the +stranger a warm greeting, calling him his "dear Chevalier;" and, +after a deal of urging, the Chevalier de la Darante was seated as +one of my judges: which did not at all displease me, for I liked +his face. + +I do not need to dwell upon the trial here. I have set down the +facts before. I had no counsel and no witnesses. There seemed no +reason why the trial should have dragged on all day, for I soon saw +it was intended to find me guilty. Yet I was surprised to see how +Doltaire brought up a point here and a question there in my favour, +which served to lengthen out the trial; and all the time he sat +near the Chevalier de la Darante, now and again talking with him. + +It was late evening before the trial came to a close. The one +point to be established was that the letters taken from General +Braddock were mine, and that I had made the plans while a hostage. +I acknowledged nothing, and would not do so unless I was allowed +to speak freely. This was not permitted until just before I was +sentenced. + +Then Doltaire's look was fixed on me, and I knew he waited to +see if I would divulge the matter private between us. However, I +stood by my compact with him. Besides, it could not serve me to +speak of it here, or use it as an argument, and it would only +hasten an end which I felt he could prevent if he chose. + +So when I was asked if I had aught to say, I pleaded only that +they had not kept the Articles of War signed at Fort Necessity, +which provided I should be free within two months and a half--that +is, when prisoners in our hands should be delivered up to them, +as they were. They had broken their bond, though we had fulfilled +ours, and I held myself justified in doing what I had done for +our cause and for my own life. + +I was not heard patiently, though I could see that the Governor +and the Chevalier were impressed; but Bigot instantly urged the +case hotly against me, and the end came very soon. It was now dark; +a single light had been brought and placed beside the Governor, +while a soldier held a torch at a distance. Suddenly there was a +silence; then, in response to a signal, the sharp ringing of a +hundred bayonets as they were drawn and fastened to the muskets, +and I could see them gleaming in the feeble torchlight. Presently, +out of the stillness, the Governor's voice was heard condemning me +to death by hanging, thirty days hence, at sunrise. Silence fell +again instantly, and then a thing occurred which sent a thrill +through us all. From the dark balcony above us came a voice, weird, +high, and wailing: + +"Guilty! Guilty! Guilty! He is guilty, and shall die! Francois +Bigot shall die!" + +The voice was Mathilde's, and I saw Doltaire shrug a shoulder +and look with malicious amusement at the Intendant. Bigot himself +sat pale and furious. "Discover the intruder," he said to Gabord, +who was standing near, "and have--him--jailed." + +But the Governor interfered. "It is some drunken creature," he +urged quietly. "Take no account of it." + + + +X + +AN OFFICER OF MARINES + + +What was my dismay to know that I was to be taken back again to +my dungeon, and not lodged in the common jail, as I had hoped and +Alixe had hinted! When I saw whither my footsteps were directed I +said nothing, nor did Gabord speak at all. We marched back through +a railing crowd as we had come, all silent and gloomy. I felt a +chill at my heart when the citadel loomed up again out of the +November shadow, and I half paused as I entered the gates. +"Forward!" said Gabord mechanically, and I moved on into the yard, +into the prison, through the dull corridors, the soldiers' heels +clanking and resounding behind, down into the bowels of the earth, +where the air was moist and warm, and then into my dungeon home! I +stepped inside, and Gabord ordered the ropes off my person somewhat +roughly, watched the soldiers till they were well away, and then +leaned against the wall, waiting for me to speak. I had no impulse +to smile, but I knew how I could most touch him, and so I said +lightly, "You've got dickey-bird home again." + +He answered nothing and turned towards the door, leaving the torch +stuck in the wall. But he suddenly stopped short, and suddenly +thrust out to me a tiny piece of paper. + +"A hand touched mine as I went through the Chateau," said he, "and +when out I came, look you, this here! I can't see to read. What does +it say?" he added, with a shrewd attempt at innocence. + +I opened the little paper, held it towards the torch, and read: + +"Because of the storm there is no sleeping. Is there not the +watcher aloft? Shall the sparrow fall unheeded? The wicked +shall be confounded." + +It was Alixe's writing. She had hazarded this in the hands of my +jailer as her only hope, and, knowing that he might not serve her, +had put her message in vague sentences which I readily interpreted. +I read the words aloud to him, and he laughed, and remarked, "'Tis +a foolish thing that--The Scarlet Woman, mast like." + +"Most like," I answered quietly; "yet what should she be doing +there at the Chateau?" + +"The mad go everywhere," he answered, "even to the intendance!" + +With that he left me, going, as he said, "to fetch crumbs and +wine." Exhausted with the day's business, I threw myself upon +my couch, drew my cloak over me, composed myself, and in a few +minutes was sound asleep. I waked to find Gabord in the dungeon, +setting out food upon a board supported by two stools. + +"'Tis custom to feed your dickey-bird ere you fetch him to the +pot." he said, and drew the cork from a bottle of wine. + +He watched me as I ate and talked, but he spoke little. When I +had finished, he fetched a packet of tobacco from his pocket. I +offered him money, but he refused it, and I did not press him, for +he said the food and wine were not of his buying. Presently he +left, and came back with pens, ink, paper, and candles, which be +laid out on my couch without words. + +After a little he came again, and laid a book on the improvised +table before me. It was an English Bible. Opening it, I found +inscribed on the fly-leaf, Charles Wainfleet, Chaplain to the +British Army. Gabord explained that this chaplain had been in +the citadel for some weeks; that he had often inquired about me; +that he had been brought from the Ohio; and had known of me, having +tended the lieutenant of my Virginian infantry in his last hours. +Gabord thought I should now begin to make my peace with Heaven, +and so had asked for the chaplain's Bible, which was freely given. +I bade him thank the chaplain for me, and opening the book, I found +a leaf turned down at the words, + +"In the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these +calamities be overpast." + +When I was left alone, I sat down to write diligently that history +of myself which I had composed and fixed in my memory during the +year of my housing in this dungeon. The words came from my pen +freely, and hour after hour through many days, while no single word +reached me from the outside world, I wrote on; carefully revising, +but changing little from that which I had taken so long to record +in my mind. I would not even yet think that they would hang me; and +if they did, what good could brooding do? When the last word of the +memoirs (I may call them so), addressed to Alixe, had been written, +I turned my thoughts to other friends. + +The day preceding that fixed for my execution came, yet there +was no sign from friend or enemy without. At ten o'clock of that +day Chaplain Wainfleet was admitted to me in the presence of Gabord +and a soldier. I found great pleasure in his company, brief as his +visit was; and after I had given him messages to bear for me to old +friends, if we never met again and he were set free, he left me, +benignly commending me to Heaven. There was the question of my +other letters. I had but one desire--Voban again, unless at my +request the Seigneur Duvarney would come, and they would let him +come. If it were certain that I was to go to the scaffold, then I +should not hesitate to tell him my relations with his daughter, +that he might comfort her when, being gone from the world myself, +my love could do her no harm. I could not think that he would hold +against me the duel with his son, and I felt sure he would come to +me if he could. + +But why should I not try for both Voban and the Seigneur? So I +spoke to Gabord. + +"Voban! Voban!" said he. "Does dickey-bird play at peacock still? +Well, thou shalt see Voban. Thou shalt go trimmed to heaven--aho!" + +Presently I asked him if he would bear a message to the Governor, +asking permission for the Seigneur Duvarney to visit me, if he were +so inclined. At his request I wrote my petition out, and he carried +it away with him, saying that I should have Voban that evening. + +I waited hour after hour, but no one came. As near as I could +judge it was now evening. It seemed strange to think that, twenty +feet above me, the world was all white with snow; the sound of +sleigh-bells and church-bells, and the cries of snowshoers ringing +on the clear, sharp air. I pictured the streets of Quebec alive +with people: the young seigneur set off with furs and silken sash +and sword or pistols; the long-haired, black-eyed woodsman in his +embroidered moccasins and leggings with flying thrums; the peasant +farmer slapping his hands cheerfully in the lighted market-place; +the petty noble, with his demoiselle, hovering in the precincts of +the Chateau St. Louis and the intendance. Up there were light, +freedom, and the inspiriting frost; down here in my dungeon, the +blades of corn, which, dying, yet never died, told the story of a +choking air, wherein the body and soul of a man droop and take long +to die. This was the night before Christmas Eve, when in England +and Virginia they would be preparing for feasting and thanksgiving. + +The memories of past years crowded on me. I thought of feastings +and spendthrift rejoicings in Glasgow and Virginia. All at once +the carnal man in me rose up and damned these lying foes of mine. +Resignation went whistling down the wind. Hang me! Hang me! No, by +the God that gave me breath! I sat back and laughed--laughed at +my own insipid virtue, by which, to keep faith with the fanatical +follower of Prince Charlie, I had refused my liberty; cut myself off +from the useful services of my King; wasted good years of my life, +trusting to pressure and help to come from England, which never +came; twisted the rope for my own neck to keep honour with the +dishonourable Doltaire, who himself had set the noose swinging; and, +inexpressible misery! involved in my shame and peril a young blithe +spirit, breathing a miasma upon the health of a tender life. Every +rebellious atom in my blood sprang to indignant action. I swore +that if they fetched me to the gallows to celebrate their Noel, +other lives than mine should go to keep me company on the dark trail. +To die like a rat in a trap, oiled for the burning, and lighted by +the torch of hatred! No, I would die fighting, if I must die. + +I drew from its hiding-place the knife I had secreted the day I +was brought into that dungeon--a little weapon, but it would serve +for the first blow. At whom? Gabord? It all flashed through my mind +how I might do it when he came in again: bury this blade in his neck +or heart--it was long enough for the work; then, when he was dead, +change my clothes for his, take his weapons, and run my chances to +get free of the citadel. Free? Where should I go in the dead of +winter? Who would hide me, shelter me? I could not make my way to +an English settlement. Ill clad, exposed to the merciless climate, +and the end death. But that was freedom--freedom! I could feel my +body dilating with the thought, as I paced my dungeon like an +ill-tempered beast. But kill Gabord, who had put himself in danger +to serve me, who himself had kept the chains from off my ankles and +body, whose own life depended upon my security--"Come, come, Robert +Moray," said I, "what relish have you for that? That's an ill game +for a gentleman. Alixe Duvarney would rather see you dead than get +your freedom over the body of this man." + +That was an hour of storm. I am glad that I conquered the baser +part of me; for, almost before I had grown calm again, the bolts of +the dungeon doors shot back, and presently Gabord stepped inside, +followed by a muffled figure. + +"Voban the barber," said Gabord in a strange voice, and stepping +again outside, he closed the door, but did not shoot the bolts. + +I stood as one in a dream. Voban the barber? In spite of cap and +great fur coat, I saw the outline of a figure that no barber ever +had in this world. I saw two eyes shining like lights set in a rosy +sky. A moment of doubt, of impossible speculation, of delicious +suspense, and then the coat of Voban the barber opened, dropped +away from the lithe, graceful figure of a young officer of marines, +the cap flew off, and in an instant the dear head, the blushing, +shining face of Alixe was on my breast. + +In that moment, stolen from the calendar of hate, I ran into the +haven where true hearts cast anchor and bless God that they have +seen upon the heights, to guide them, the lights of home. The +moment flashed by and was gone, but the light it made went not +with it. + +When I drew her blushing face up, and stood her off from me that +I might look at her again, the colour flew back and forth on her +cheek, as you may see the fire flutter in an uncut ruby when you +turn it in the sun. Modestly drawing the cloak she wore more +closely about her, she hastened to tell me how it was she came in +such a guise; but I made her pause for a moment while I gave her a +seat and sat down beside her. Then by the light of the flickering +torch and flaring candles I watched her feelings play upon her +face as the warm light of autumn shifts upon the glories of ripe +fruits. Her happiness was tempered by the sadness of our position, +and my heart smote me that I had made her suffer, had brought care +to her young life. I could see that in the year she had grown +older, yet her beauty seemed enhanced by that and by the trouble +she had endured. I shall let her tell her story here unbroken by +my questions and those interruptions which Gabord made, bidding +her to make haste. She spoke without faltering, save here and +there; but even then I could see her brave spirit quelling the riot +of her emotions, shutting down the sluice-gate of tears. + +"I knew," she said, her hand clasped in mine, "that Gabord was +the only person like to be admitted to you, and so for days, living +in fear lest the worst should happen, I have prepared for this +chance. I have grown so in height that I knew an old uniform of my +brothers would fit me, and I had it ready--small sword and all," +she added, with a sad sort of humour, touching the weapon at her +side. "You must know that we have for the winter a house here upon +the ramparts near the Chateau. It was my mother's doings, that my +sister Georgette and I might have no great journeyings in the cold +to the festivities hereabouts. So I, being a favourite with the +Governor, ran in and out of the Chateau at my will; of which my +mother was proud, and she allowed me much liberty, for to be a +favourite of the Governor is an honour. I knew how things were +going, and what the chances were of the sentence being carried out +on you. Sometimes I thought my heart would burst with the anxiety of +it all, but I would not let that show to the world. If you could but +have seen me smile at the Governor and Monsieur Doltaire--nay, do +not press my hand so, Robert; you know well you have no need to +fear monsieur--while I learned secrets of state, among them news of +you. Three nights ago Monsieur Doltaire was talking with me at a +ball--ah, those feastings while you were lying in a dungeon, and I +shutting up my love and your danger close in my heart, even from +those who loved me best! Well, suddenly he said, 'I think I will +not have our English captain shifted to a better world.' + +"My heart stood still; I felt an ache across my breast so that I +could hardly breathe. 'Why will you not?' said I; 'was not the +sentence just?' He paused a minute, and then replied, 'All +sentences are just when an enemy is dangerous.' Then said I as in +surprise, 'Why, was he no spy, after all?' He sat back, and laughed +a little. 'A spy according to the letter of the law, but you have +heard of secret history--eh?' I tried to seem puzzled, for I had a +thought there was something private between you and him which has +to do with your fate. So I said, as if bewildered, 'You mean there +is evidence which was not shown at the trial?' He answered slowly, +'Evidence that would bear upon the morals, not the law of the +case.' Then said I, 'Has it to do with you, monsieur?' 'It has to +do with France,' he replied. 'And so you will not have his death?' +I asked. 'Bigot wishes it,' he replied, 'for no other reason than +that Madame Cournal has spoken nice words for the good-looking +captain, and because that unsuccessful duel gave Vaudreuil an +advantage over himself. Vaudreuil wishes it because he thinks it +will sound well in France, and also because he really believes the +man a spy. The Council do not care much; they follow the Governor +and Bigot, and both being agreed, their verdict is unanimous.' +He paused, then added, 'And the Seigneur Duvarney--and his +daughter--wish it because of a notable injury to one of their +name.' At that I cautiously replied, 'No, my father does not wish +it, for my brother gave the offense, and Captain Moray saved his +life, as you know. I do not wish it, Monsieur Doltaire, because +hanging is a shameful death, and he is a gentle man, not a ruffian. +Let him be shot like a gentleman. How will it sound at the Court of +France that, on insufficient evidence, as you admit, an English +gentleman was hanged for a spy? Would not the King say (for he is a +gentleman), Why was not this shown me before the man's death? Is it +not a matter upon which a country would feel as gentlemen feel?' + +"I knew it the right thing to say at the moment, and it seemed +the only way to aid you, though I intended, if the worst came to +the worst, to go myself to the Governor at the last and plead for +your life, at least for a reprieve. But it had suddenly flashed +upon me that a reference to France was the thing, since the +Articles of War which you are accused of dishonouring were signed +by officers from France and England. + +"Presently he turned to me with a look of curiosity, and another +sort of look also that made me tremble, and said, 'Now, there you +have put your finger on the point--my point, the choice weapon I +had reserved to prick the little bubble of Bigot's hate and the +Governor's conceit, if I so chose, even at the last. And here is a +girl, a young girl just freed from pinafores, who teaches them the +law of nations! If it pleased me I should not speak, for Vaudreuil's +and Bigot's affairs are none of mine; but, in truth, why should you +kill your enemy? It is the sport to keep him living; you can get no +change for your money from a dead man. He has had one cheerful year; +why not another, and another, and another? And so watch him fretting +to the slow-coming end, while now and again you give him a taste of +hope, to drop him back again into the pit which has no sides for +climbing.' He paused a minute, and then added, 'A year ago I thought +he had touched you, this Britisher, with his raw humour and manners; +but, my faith, how swiftly does a woman's fancy veer!' At that I +said calmly to him, 'You must remember that then he was not thought +so base.' 'Yes, yes,' he replied; 'and a woman loves to pity the +captive, whatever his fault, if he be presentable and of some notice +or talent. And Moray has gifts,' he went on. I appeared all at once +to be offended. 'Veering, indeed! a woman's fancy! I think you might +judge women better. You come from high places, Monsieur Doltaire, +and they say this and that of your great talents and of your power +at Versailles, but what proof have we had of it? You set a girl +down with a fine patronage, and you hint at weapons to cut off my +cousin the Governor and the Intendant from their purposes; but how +do we know you can use them, that you have power with either the +unnoticeable woman or the great men?' I knew very well it was a bold +move. He suddenly turned to me, in his cruel eyes a glittering kind +of light, and said, 'I suggest no more than I can do with those +"great men"; and as for the woman, the slave can not be patron--I am +the slave. I thought not of power before; but now that I do, I will +live up to my thinking. I seem idle, I am not; purposeless, I am +not; a gamester, I am none. I am a sportsman, and I will not leave +the field till all the hunt be over. I seem a trifler, yet I have +persistency. I am no romanticist, I have no great admiration for +myself, and yet when I set out to hunt a woman honestly, be sure +I shall never back to kennel till she is mine or I am done for +utterly. Not by worth nor by deserving, but by unending patience and +diligence--that shall be my motto. I shall devote to the chase every +art that I have learned or known by nature. So there you have me, +mademoiselle. Since you have brought me to the point, I will unfurl +my flag.... I am--your--hunter,' he went on, speaking with slow, +painful emphasis, 'and I shall make you mine. You fight against me, +but it is no use.' I got to my feet, and said with coolness, though +I was sick at heart and trembling, 'You are frank. You have made two +resolves. I shall give weight to one as you fulfill the other'; and, +smiling at him, I moved away towards my mother. + +"Masterful as he is, I felt that this would touch his vanity. +There lay my great chance with him. If he had guessed the truth +of what's between us, be sure, Robert, your life were not worth +one hour beyond to-morrow's sunrise. You must know how I loathe +deceitfulness, but when one weak girl is matched against powerful +and evil men, what can she do? My conscience does not chide me, for +I know my cause is just. Robert, look me in the eyes.... There, +like that.... Now tell me. You are innocent of the dishonourable +thing, are you not? I believe with all my soul, but that I may say +from your own lips that you are no spy, tell me so." + +When I had said as she had wished, assuring her she should know +all, carrying proofs away with her, and that hidden evidence of +which Doltaire had spoken, she went on: + +"'You put me to the test,' said monsieur. 'Doing one, it will be +proof that I shall do the other.' He fixed his eyes upon me with +such a look that my whole nature shrank from him, as if the next +instant his hateful hands were to be placed on me. Oh, Robert, I +know how perilous was the part I played, but I dared it for your +sake. For a whole year I have dissembled to every one save to that +poor mad soul Mathilde, who reads my heart in her wild way, to +Voban, and to the rough soldier outside your dungeon. But they will +not betray me. God has given us these rough but honest friends. + +"Well, monsieur left me that night, and I have not seen him since, +nor can I tell where he is, for no one knows, and I dare not ask +too much. I did believe he would achieve his boast as to saving +your life, and so, all yesterday and to-day, I have waited with most +anxious heart; but not one word! Yet there was that in all he said +which made me sure he meant to save you, and I believe he will. Yet +think: if anything happened to him! You know what wild doings go on +at Bigot's chateau out at Charlesbourg; or, again, in the storm of +yesterday he may have been lost. You see, there are the hundred +chances; so I determined not to trust wholly to him. There was +one other way--to seek the Governor myself, open my heart to him, +and beg for a reprieve. To-night at nine o'clock--it is now six, +Robert--we go to the Chateau St. Louis, my mother and my father and +I, to sup with the Governor. Oh, think what I must endure, to face +them with this awful shadow on me! If no word come of the reprieve +before that hour, I shall make my own appeal to the Governor. It may +ruin me, but it may save you; and that done, what should I care for +the rest? Your life is more to me than all the world beside." Here +she put both hands upon my shoulders and looked me in the eyes. + +I did not answer yet, but took her hands in mine, and she +continued: "An hour past, I told my mother I should go to see +my dear friend Lucie Lotbiniere. Then I stole up to my room, +put on my brother's uniform, and came down to meet Voban near the +citadel, as we had arranged. I knew he was to have an order from +the Governor to visit you. He was waiting, and to my great joy he +put the order in my hands. I took his coat and wig and cap, a poor +disguise, and came straight to the citadel, handing the order to +the soldiers at the gate. They gave it back without a word, and +passed me on. I thought this strange, and looked at the paper by +the light of the torches. What was my surprise to see that Voban's +name had been left out! It but gave permission to the bearer. That +would serve with the common soldier, but I knew well it would not +with Gabord or with the commandant of the citadel. All at once I saw +the great risk I was running, the danger to us both. Still I would +not turn back. But how good fortune serves us when we least look for +it! At the commandant's very door was Gabord. I did not think to +deceive him. It was my purpose from the first to throw myself upon +his mercy. So there, that moment, I thrust the order into his hand. +He read it, looked a moment, half fiercely and half kindly, at me, +then turned and took the order to the commandant. Presently he came +out, and said to me, 'Come, m'sieu', and see you clip the gentleman +dainty fine for his sunrise travel. He'll get no care 'twixt +posting-house and end of journey, m'sieu'.' This he said before two +soldiers, speaking with harshness and a brutal humour. But inside +the citadel he changed at once, and, taking from my head this cap +and wig, he said quite gently, yet I could see he was angry, too, +'This is a mad doing, young lady.' He said no more, and led me +straight to you. If I had told him I was coming, I know he would +have stayed me. But at the dangerous moment he had not heart to +drive me back.... And that is all my story, Robert." + +As I have said, this tale was broken often by little questionings +and exclamations, and was not told in one long narrative as I have +written it here. When she had done I sat silent and overcome for a +moment. There was one thing now troubling me sorely, even in the +painful joy of having her here close by me. She had risked all to +save my life--reputation, friends, even myself, the one solace in +her possible misery. Was it not my duty to agree to Doltaire's +terms, for her sake, if there was yet a chance to do so? I had made +a solemn promise to Sir John Godric that those letters, if they ever +left my hands, should go to the lady who had written them; and to +save my own life I would not have broken faith with my benefactor. +But had I the right to add to the misery of this sweet, brave +spirit? Suppose it was but for a year or two: had I the right to +give her sorrow for that time, if I could prevent it, even at the +cost of honour with the dead? Was it not my duty to act, and at +once? Time was short. + +While in a swift moment I was debating, Gabord opened the door, +and said, "Come, end it, end it. Gabord has a head to save!" I +begged him for one minute more, and then giving Alixe the packet +which held my story, I told her hastily the matter between Doltaire +and myself, and said that now, rather than give her sorrow, I was +prepared to break my word with Sir John Godric. She heard me through +with flashing eyes, and I could see her bosom heave. When I had +done, she looked me straight in the eyes. + +"Is all that here?" she said, holding up the packet. + +"All," I answered. + +"And you would not break your word to save your own life?" + +I shook my head in negation. + +"Now I know that you are truly honourable," she answered, "and +you shall not break your promise for me. No, no, you shall not; you +shall not stir. Tell me that you will not send word to Monsieur +Doltaire--tell me!" + +When, after some struggle, I had consented, she said, "But I may +act. I am not bound to secrecy. I have given no word or bond. I +will go to the Governor with my love, and I do not fear the end. +They will put me in a convent, and I shall see you no more, but I +shall have saved you." + +In vain I begged her not to do so; her purpose was strong, and I +could only get her promise that she would not act till midnight. +This was hardly achieved when Gabord entered quickly, saying, +"The Seigneur Duvarney! On with your coat, wig, and cap! Quick, +mademoiselle!" + +Swiftly the disguise was put on, and I clasped her to my breast with +a joyful agony, while Gabord hastily put out the candles and torch, +and drew Alixe behind the dungeon door. Then standing himself in +the doorway, he loudly commended me to sleep sound and be ready +for travel in the morning. Taking the hint, I threw myself upon +my couch, and composed myself. An instant afterwards the Seigneur +appeared with a soldier, and Gabord met him cheerfully, looked at +the order from the Governor, and motioned the Seigneur in and the +soldier away. As Duvarney stepped inside, Gabord followed, holding +up a torch. I rose to meet my visitor, and as I took his hand I saw +Gabord catch Alixe by the sleeve and hurry her out with a whispered +word, swinging the door behind her as she passed. Then he stuck the +torch in the wall, went out, shut and bolted the dungeon door, and +left us two alone. + +I was glad that Alixe's safety had been assured, and my greeting +of her father was cordial. But he was more reserved than I had +ever known him. The duel with his son, which had sent the youth to +France and left him with a wound which would trouble him for many a +day, weighed heavily against me. Again, I think that he guessed my +love for Alixe, and resented it with all his might. What Frenchman +would care to have his daughter lose her heart to one accused of a +wretched crime, condemned to death, an enemy of his country, and a +Protestant? I was sure that should he guess at the exact relations +between us, Alixe would be sent behind the tall doors of a convent, +where I should knock in vain. + +"You must not think, Moray," said he, "that I have been indifferent +to your fate, but you can not guess how strong the feeling is +against you, how obdurate is the Governor, who, if he should appear +lax in dealing with you, would give a weapon into Bigot's hands +which might ruin him in France one day. I have but this moment come +from the Governor, and there seems no way to move him." + +I saw that he was troubled greatly, and I felt his helplessness. +He went on: "There is but one man who could bend the Governor, but +he, alas! is no friend of yours. And what way there is to move him +I know not; he has no wish, I fancy, but that you shall go to your +fate." + +"You mean Monsieur Doltaire?" said I quietly. + +"Doltaire," he answered. "I have tried to find him, for he is +the secret agent of La Pompadour, and if I had one plausible reason +to weigh with him--- But I have none, unless you can give it. There +are vague hints of things between you and him, and I have come to +ask if you can put any fact, any argument, in my hands that would +aid me with him. I would go far to serve you." + +"Think not, I pray you," returned I, "that there is any debt +unsatisfied between us." + +He waved his hand in a melancholy way. "Indeed, I wish to serve +you for the sake of past friendship between us, not only for that +debt's sake." + +"In spite of my quarrel with your son?" asked I. + +"In spite of that, indeed," he said slowly, "though a great +wedge was driven between us there." + +"I am truly sorry for it," said I, with some pride. "The blame +was in no sense mine. I was struck across the face; I humbled +myself, remembering you, but he would have me out yes or no." + +"Upon a wager!" he urged, somewhat coldly. + +"With the Intendant, monsieur," I replied, "not with your son." + +"I can not understand the matter," was his gloomy answer. + +"I beg you not to try," I rejoined; "it is too late for +explanations, and I have nothing to tell you of myself and Monsieur +Doltaire. Only, whatever comes, remember I have begged nothing of +you, have desired nothing but justice--that only. I shall make no +further move; the axe shall fall if it must. I have nothing now to +do but set my house in order, and live the hours between this and +sunrise with what quiet I may. I am ready for either freedom or +death. Life is not so incomparable a thing that I can not give it +up without pother." + +He looked at me a moment steadily. "You and I are standing far +off from each other," he remarked. "I will say one last thing to +you, though you seem to wish me gone and your own grave closing +in. I was asked by the Governor to tell you that if you would put +him in the way of knowing the affairs of your provinces from the +letters you have received, together with estimate of forces and +plans of your forts, as you have known them, he will spare you. +I only tell you this because you close all other ways to me." + +"I carry," said I, with a sharp burst of anger, "the scars of +wounds an insolent youth gave me. I wish now that I had killed +the son of the man who dares bring me such a message." + +For a moment I had forgotten Alixe, everything, in the wildness +of my anger. I choked with rage; I could have struck him. + +"I mean nothing against you," he urged, with great ruefulness. "I +suggest nothing. I bring the Governor's message, that is all. And +let me say," he added, "that I have not thought you a spy, nor +ever shall think so." + +I was trembling with anger still, and I was glad that at the +moment Gabord opened the door, and stood waiting. + +"You will not part with me in peace, then?" asked the Seigneur +slowly. + +"I will remember the gentleman who gave a captive hospitality," +I answered. "I am too near death to let a late injury outweigh an +old friendship. I am ashamed, but not only for myself. Let us part +in peace--ay, let us part in peace," I added with feeling, for the +thought of Alixe came rushing over me, and this was her father! + +"Good-by, Moray," he responded gravely. "You are a soldier, and +brave; if the worst comes, I know how you will meet it. Let us +waive all bitter thoughts between us. Good-by." + +We shook hands then, without a word, and in a moment the dungeon +door closed behind him, and I was alone; and for a moment my heart +was heavy beyond telling, and a terrible darkness settled on my +spirit. I sat on my couch and buried my head in my hands. + + + +XI + +THE COMING OF DOLTAIRE + + +At last I was roused by Gabord's voice. + +He sat down, and drew the leaves of faded corn between his +fingers. "'Tis a poor life, this in a cage, after all--eh, +dickey-bird? If a soldier can't stand in the field fighting, if +a man can't rub shoulders with man, and pitch a tent of his own +somewhere, why not go travelling with the Beast--aho? To have all +the life sucked out like these--eh? To see the flesh melt and the +hair go white, the eye to be one hour bright like a fire in a kiln, +and the next like mother on working vinegar--that's not living at +all--no." + +The speech had evidently cost him much thinking, and when he ended, +his cheeks puffed out and a soundless laugh seemed to gather, +but it burst in a sort of sigh. I would have taken his hand that +moment, if I had not remembered when once he drew back from such +demonstrations. I did not speak, but nodded assent, and took to +drawing the leaves of corn between my fingers as he was doing. + +After a moment, cocking his head at me as might a surly +schoolmaster in a pause of leniency, he added, "As quiet, as quiet, +and never did he fly at door of cage, nor peck at jailer--aho!" + +I looked at him a minute seriously, and then, feeling in my +coat, handed to him the knife which I had secreted, with the words, +"Enough for pecking with, eh?" + +He looked at me so strangely, as he weighed the knife up and +down in his hand, that I could not at first guess his thought; +but presently I understood it, and I almost could have told what +he would say. He opened the knife, felt the blade, measured it +along his fingers, and then said, with a little bursting of the +lips, "Poom! But what would ma'm'selle have thought if Gabord +was found dead with a hole in his neck--behind? Eh?" + +He had struck the very note that had sung in me when the temptation +came; but he was gay at once again, and I said to him, "What is the +hour fixed?" + +"Seven o'clock," he answered, "and I will bring your breakfast +first." + +"Good-night, then," said I. "Coffee and a little tobacco will be +enough." + +When he was gone, I lay down on my bag of straw, which, never +having been renewed, was now only full of worn chaff, and, +gathering myself in my cloak, was soon in a dreamless sleep. + +I waked to the opening of the dungeon door, to see Gabord entering +with a torch and a tray that held my frugal breakfast. He had added +some brandy, also, of which I was glad, for it was bitter cold +outside, as I discovered later. He was quiet, seeming often to +wish to speak, but pausing before the act, never getting beyond a +stumbling aho! I greeted him cheerfully enough. After making a +little toilette, I drank my coffee with relish. At last I asked +Gabord if no word had come to the citadel for me; and he said, none +at all, nothing save a message from the Governor, before midnight, +ordering certain matters. No more was said, until, turning to the +door, he told me he would return to fetch me forth in a few minutes. +But when halfway out he suddenly wheeled, came back, and blurted +out, "If you and I could only fight it out, m'sieu'! 'Tis ill for a +gentleman and a soldier to die without thrust or parry." + +"Gabord," said I, smiling at him, "you preach good sermons always, +and I never saw a man I'd rather fight and be killed by than you!" +Then, with an attempt at rough humour, I added, "But as I told you +once, the knot is'nt at my throat, and I'll tie another one yet +elsewhere, if God loves honest men." + +I had no hope at all, yet I felt I must say it. He nodded, but +said nothing, and presently I was alone. + +I sat down on my straw couch and composed myself to think; not +upon my end, for my mind was made up as to that, but upon the girl +who was so dear to me, whose life had crept into mine and filled +it, making it of value in the world. It must not be thought that I +no longer had care for our cause, for I would willingly have spent +my life a hundred times for my country, as my best friends will +bear witness; but there comes a time when a man has a right to set +all else aside but his own personal love and welfare, and to me the +world was now bounded by just so much space as my dear Alixe might +move in. I fastened my thought upon her face as I had last seen it. +My eyes seemed to search for it also, and to find it in the torch +which stuck out, softly sputtering, from the wall. I do not +pretend, even at this distance of time, after having thought much +over the thing, to give any good reason for so sudden a change as +took place in me there. All at once a voice appeared to say to me, +"When you are gone, she will be Doltaire's. Remember what she said. +She fears him. He has a power over her." + +Now, some will set it down to a low, unmanly jealousy and suspicion; +it is hard to name it, but I know that I was seized with a misery so +deep that all my past sufferings and disappointments, and even this +present horror were shadowy beside it. I pictured to myself Alixe in +Doltaire's arms, after I had gone beyond human call. It is strange +how an idea will seize us and master us, and an inconspicuous +possibility suddenly stand out with huge distinctness. All at once I +felt in my head "the ring of fire" of which Mathilde had warned me, +a maddening heat filled my veins, and that hateful picture grew more +vivid. Things Alixe had said the night before flashed to my mind, +and I fancied that, unknown to herself even, he already had a +substantial power over her. + +He had deep determination, the gracious subtlety which charms +a woman, and she, hemmed in by his devices, overcome by his +pleadings, attracted by his enviable personality, would come at +last to his will. The evening before I had seen strong signs of the +dramatic qualities of her nature. She had the gift of imagination, +the epic spirit. Even three years previous I felt how she had seen +every little incident of her daily life in a way which gave it +vividness and distinction. All things touched her with delicate +emphasis--were etched upon her brain--or did not touch her at all. +She would love the picturesque in life, though her own tastes were +so simple and fine. Imagination would beset her path with dangers; +it would be to her, with her beauty, a fatal gift, a danger to +herself and others. She would have power, and feeling it, womanlike, +would use it, dissipating her emotions, paying out the sweetness +of her soul, till one day a dramatic move, a strong picturesque +personality like Doltaire's, would catch her from the moorings of +her truth, and the end must be tragedy to her. Doltaire! Doltaire! +The name burnt into my brain. Some prescient quality in me awaked, +and I saw her the sacrifice of her imagination, of the dramatic +beauty of her nature, my enemy her tyrant and destroyer. He would +leave nothing undone to achieve his end, and do nothing that would +not in the end poison her soul and turn her very glories into +miseries. How could she withstand the charm of his keen knowledge +of the world, the fascination of his temperament, the alluring +eloquence of his frank wickedness? And I should rather a million +times see her in her grave than passed through the atmosphere of +his life. + +This may seem madness, selfish and small; but after-events went +far to justify my fears and imaginings, for behind there was a +love, an aching, absorbing solicitude. I can not think that my +anxiety was all vulgar smallness then. + +I called him by coarse names, as I tramped up and down my +dungeon; I cursed him; impotent contempt was poured out on him; +in imagination I held him there before me, and choked him till +his eyes burst out and his body grew limp in my arms. The ring of +fire in my head scorched and narrowed till I could have shrieked +in agony. My breath came short and labored, and my heart felt as +though it were in a vise and being clamped to nothing. For an +instant, also, I broke out in wild bitterness against Alixe. She +had said she would save me, and yet in an hour or less I should +be dead. She had come to me last night ah--true; but that was in +keeping with her dramatic temperament; it was the drama of it that +had appealed to her; and to-morrow she would forget me, and sink +her fresh spirit in the malarial shadows of Doltaire's. + +In my passion I thrust my hand into my waistcoat and unconsciously +drew out something. At first my only feeling was that my hand could +clench it, but slowly a knowledge of it travelled to my brain, as +if through clouds and vapours. Now I am no Catholic, I do not know +that I am superstitious, yet when I became conscious that the thing +I held was the wooden cross that Mathilde had given me, a weird +feeling passed through me, and there was an arrest of the passions +of mind and body; a coolness passed over all my nerves, and my brain +got clear again, the ring of fire loosing, melting away. It was a +happy, diverting influence, which gave the mind rest for a moment, +till the better spirit, the wiser feeling, had a chance to reassert +itself; but then it seemed to me almost supernatural. + +One can laugh when misery and danger are over, and it would be +easy to turn this matter into ridicule, but from that hour to this +the wooden cross which turned the flood of my feelings then into a +saving channel has never left me. I keep it, not indeed for what it +was, but for what it did. + +As I stood musing, there came to my mind suddenly the words of a +song which I had heard some voyageurs sing on the St. Lawrence, +as I sat on the cliff a hundred feet above them and watched them +drift down in the twilight: + + "Brothers, we go to the Scarlet Hills: + (Little gold sun, come out of the dawn!) + There we will meet in the cedar groves; + (Shining white dew, come down!) + There is a bed where you sleep so sound, + The little good folk of the hills will guard, + Till the morning wakes and your love comes home. + (Fly away, heart, to the Scarlet Hills!)" + +Something in the half-mystical, half-Arcadian spirit of the +words soothed me, lightened my thoughts, so that when, presently, +Gabord opened the door, and entered with four soldiers, I was calm +enough for the great shift. Gabord did not speak, but set about +pinioning me himself. I asked him if he could not let me go +unpinioned, for it was ignoble to go to ones death tied like a +beast. At first he shook his head, but as if with a sudden impulse +lie cast the ropes aside, and, helping me on with my cloak, threw +again over it a heavier cloak he had brought, gave me a fur cap to +wear, and at last himself put on me a pair of woollen leggings, +which, if they were no ornament, and to be of but transitory use +(it seemed strange to me then that one should be caring for a body +so soon to be cut off from all feeling), were most comforting when +we came into the bitter, steely air. Gabord might easily have given +these last tasks to the soldiers, but he was solicitous to perform +them himself. Yet with surly brow and a rough accent he gave the +word to go forward, and in a moment we were marching through the +passages, up frosty steps, in the stone corridors, and on out of +the citadel into the yard. + +I remember that as we passed into the open air I heard the voice +of a soldier singing a gay air of love and war. Presently he came +in sight. He saw me, stood still for a moment looking curiously, +and then, taking up the song again at the very line where he had +broken off, passed round an angle of the building and was gone. To +him I was no more than a moth fluttering in the candle, to drop +dead a moment later. + +It was just on the verge of sunrise. There was the grayish-blue +light in the west, the top of a long range of forest was sharply +outlined against it, and a timorous darkness was hurrying out of +the zenith. In the east a sad golden radiance was stealing up and +driving back the mystery of the night, and that weird loneliness of +an arctic world. The city was hardly waking as yet, but straight +silver columns of smoke rolled up out of many chimneys, and the +golden cross on the cathedral caught the first rays of the sun. I +was not interested in the city; I had now, as I thought, done with +men. Besides the four soldiers who had brought me out, another squad +surrounded me, commanded by a young officer whom I recognized as +Captain Lancy, the rough roysterer who had insulted me at Bigot's +palace over a year ago. I looked with a spirit absorbed upon the +world about me, and a hundred thoughts which had to do with man's +life passed through my mind. But the young officer, speaking sharply +to me, ordered me on, and changed the current of my thoughts. The +coarseness of the man and his insulting words were hard to bear, +so that I was constrained to ask him if it were not customary to +protect a condemned man from insult rather than to expose him to it. +I said that I should be glad of my last moments in peace. At that he +asked Gabord why I was unbound, and my jailer answered that binding +was for criminals who were to be HANGED! + +I could scarcely believe my ears. I was to be shot, not hanged. +I had a thrill of gratitude which I can not describe. It may seem +a nice distinction, but to me there were whole seas between the +two modes of death. I need not blush in advance for being shot--my +friends could bear that without humiliation; but hanging would have +always tainted their memory of me, try as they would against it. + +"The gallows is ready, and my orders were to see him hanged," +Mr. Lancy said. + +"An order came at midnight that he should be shot," was Gabord's +reply, producing the order, and handing it over. + +The officer contemptuously tossed it back, and now, a little +more courteous, ordered me against the wall, and I let my cloak +fall to the ground. I was placed where, looking east, I could see +the Island of Orleans, on which was the summer-house of the Seigneur +Duvarney. Gabord came to me and said, "M'sieu', you are a brave +man"--then, all at once breaking off, he added in a low, hurried +voice, "'Tis not a long flight to heaven, m'sieu'!" I could see his +face twitching as he stood looking at me. He hardly dared to turn +round to his comrades, lest his emotion should be seen. But the +officer roughly ordered him back. Gabord coolly drew out his watch, +and made a motion to me not to take off my cloak yet. + +"'Tis not the time by six minutes," he said. "The gentleman is +to be shot to the stroke--aho!" His voice and manner were dogged. +The officer stepped forward threateningly; but Gabord said +something angrily in an undertone, and the other turned on his +heel and began walking up and down. This continued for a moment, +in which we all were very still and bitter cold--the air cut like +steel--and then my heart gave a great leap, for suddenly there +stepped into the yard Doltaire. Action seemed suspended in me, but +I know I listened with singular curiosity to the shrill creaking of +his boots on the frosty earth, and I noticed that the fur collar +of the coat he wore was all white with the frozen moisture of his +breath, also that tiny icicles hung from his eyelashes. He came +down the yard slowly, and presently paused and looked at Gabord +and the young officer, his head laid a little to one side in a +quizzical fashion, his eyelids drooping. + +"What time was monsieur to be shot?" he asked of Captain Lancy. + +"At seven o'clock, monsieur," was the reply. + +Doltaire took out his watch. "It wants three minutes of seven," +said he. "What the devil means this business before the stroke o' +the hour?" waving a hand towards me. + +"We were waiting for the minute, monsieur," was the officer's +reply. + +A cynical, cutting smile crossed Doltaire's face. "A charitable +trick, upon my soul, to fetch a gentleman from a warm dungeon and +stand him against an icy wall on a deadly morning to cool his heels +as he waits for his hour to die! You'd skin your lion and shoot him +afterwards--voila!" All this time he held the watch in his hand. + +"You, Gabord," he went on, "you are a man to obey orders--eh?" + +Gabord hesitated a moment as if waiting for Lancy to speak, and +then said, "I was not in command. When I was called upon I brought +him forth." + +"Excuses! excuses! You sweated to be rid of your charge." + +Gabord's face lowered. "M'sieu' would have been in heaven by +this if I had'nt stopped it," he broke out angrily. + +Doltaire turned sharply on Lancy. "I thought as much," said he, +"and you would have let Gabord share your misdemeanor. Yet your +father was a gentleman! If you had shot monsieur before seven, you +would have taken the dungeon he left. You must learn, my young +provincial, that you are not to supersede France and the King. It +is now seven o'clock; you will march your men back into quarters." + +Then turning to me, he raised his cap. "You will find your cloak +more comfortable, Captain Moray," said he, and he motioned Gabord +to hand it to me, as he came forward. "May I breakfast with you?" +he added courteously. He yawned a little. "I have not risen so +early in years, and I am chilled to the bone. Gabord insists that +it is warm in your dungeon; I have a fancy to breakfast there. It +will recall my year in the Bastile." + +He smiled in a quaint, elusive sort of fashion, and as I drew +the cloak about me, I said through chattering teeth, for I had +suffered with the brutal cold, "I am glad to have the chance to +offer breakfast." + +"To me or any one?" he dryly suggested. "Think! by now, had I +not come, you might have been in a warmer world than this--indeed, +much warmer," he suddenly said, as he stooped, picked up some snow +in his bare hand, and clapped it to my cheek, rubbing it with force +and swiftness. The cold had nipped it, and this was the way to +draw out the frost. His solicitude at the moment was so natural +and earnest that it was hard to think he was my enemy. + +When he had rubbed awhile, he gave me his own handkerchief to +dry my face; and so perfect was his courtesy, it was impossible to +do otherwise than meet him as he meant and showed for the moment. +He had stepped between me and death, and even an enemy who does +that, no matter what the motive, deserves something at your hands. + +"Gabord," he said, as we stepped inside the citadel, "we will +breakfast at eight o'clock. Meanwhile, I have some duties with our +officers here. Till we meet in your dining-hall, then, monsieur," +he added to me, and raised his cap. + +"You must put up with frugal fare," I answered, bowing. + +"If you but furnish locusts," he said gaily, "I will bring the +wild honey.... What wonderful hives of bees they have at the +Seigneur Duvarney's!" he continued musingly, as if with second +thought; "a beautiful manor--a place for pretty birds and +honey-bees!" + +His eyelids drooped languidly, as was their way when he had said +something a little carbolic, as this was to me, because of its +hateful suggestion. His words drew nothing from me, not even a look +of understanding, and, again bowing, we went our ways. + +At the door of the dungeon Gabord held the torch up to my face. His +own had a look which came as near to being gentle as was possible +to him. Yet he was so ugly that it looked almost ludicrous in him. +"Poom!" said he. "A friend at court. More comfits." + +"You think Monsieur Doltaire gets comfits, too?" asked I. + +He rubbed his cheek with a key. "Aho!" mused he--"aho! M'sieu' +Doltaire rises not early for naught." + + + +XII + +"THE POINT ENVENOMED TOO!" + + +I was roused by the opening of the door. Doltaire entered. He +advanced towards me with the manner of an admired comrade, and, +with no trace of what would mark him as my foe, said, as he +sniffed the air: + +"Monsieur, I have been selfish. I asked myself to breakfast with +you, yet, while I love the new experience, I will deny myself in +this. You shall breakfast with me, as you pass to your new lodgings. +You must not say no," he added, as though we were in some salon. "I +have a sleigh here at the door, and a fellow has already gone to fan +my kitchen fires and forage for the table. Come," he went on, "let +me help you with your cloak." + +He threw my cloak around me, and turned towards the door. I had not +spoken a word, for what with weakness, the announcement that I was +to have new lodgings, and the sudden change in my affairs, I was +like a child walking in its sleep. I could do no more than bow to +him and force a smile, which must have told more than aught else of +my state, for he stepped to my side and offered me his arm. I drew +back from that with thanks, for I felt a quick hatred of myself that +I should take favours of the man who had moved for my destruction, +and to steal from me my promised wife. Yet it was my duty to live if +I could, to escape if that were possible, to use every means to foil +my enemies. It was all a game; why should I not accept advances at +my enemy's hands, and match dissimulation with dissimulation? + +When I refused his arm, he smiled comically, and raised his +shoulders in deprecation. + +"You forget your dignity, monsieur," I said presently as we +walked on, Gabord meeting us and lighting us through the passages; +"you voted me a villain, a spy, at my trial!" + +"Technically and publicly, you are a spy, a vulgar criminal," he +replied; "privately, you are a foolish, blundering gentleman." + +"A soldier, also, you will admit, who keeps his compact with his +enemy." + +"Otherwise we should not breakfast together this morning," he +answered. "What difference would it make to this government if our +private matter had been dragged in? Technically, you still would +have been the spy. But I will say this, monsieur, to me you are a +man better worth torture than death." + +"Do you ever stop to think of how this may end for you?" I asked +quietly. + +He seemed pleased with the question. "I have thought it might be +interesting," he answered; "else, as I said, you should long ago +have left this naughty world. Is it in your mind that we shall +cross swords one day?" + +"I feel it in my bones," said I, "that I shall kill you." + +At that moment we stood at the entrance to the citadel, where a +good pair of horses and a sleigh awaited us. We got in, the robes +were piled around us, and the horses started off at a long trot. I +was muffled to the ears, but I could see how white and beautiful was +the world, how the frost glistened in the trees, how the balsams +were weighted down with snow, and how snug the chateaux looked with +the smoke curling up from their hunched chimneys. + +Presently Doltaire replied to my last remark. "Conviction is the +executioner of the stupid," said he. "When a man is not great +enough to let change and chance guide him, he gets convictions, +and dies a fool." + +"Conviction has made men and nations strong," I rejoined. + +"Has made men and nations asses," he retorted. "The Mohammmedan +has conviction, so has the Christian: they die fighting each other, +and the philosopher sits by and laughs. Expediency, monsieur, +expediency is the real wisdom, the true master of this world. +Expediency saved your life to-day; conviction would have sent you +to a starry home." + +As he spoke a thought came in on me. Here we were in the open +world, travelling together, without a guard of any kind. Was it not +possible to make a dash for freedom? The idea was put away from me, +and yet it was a fresh accent of Doltaire's character that he +tempted me in this way. As if he divined what I thought, he said +to me--for I made no attempt to answer his question: + +"Men of sense never confuse issues or choose the wrong time for +their purposes. Foes may have unwritten truces." + +There was the matter in a nutshell. He had done nothing carelessly; +he was touching off our conflict with flashes of genius. He was the +man who had roused in me last night the fiercest passions of my +life, and yet this morning he had saved me from death, and, though +he was still my sworn enemy, I was about to breakfast with him. + +Already the streets of the town were filling; for it was the day +before Christmas, and it would be the great market-day of the year. +Few noticed us as we sped along down Palace Street and I could not +conceive whither we were going, until, passing the Hotel Dieu, I +saw in front the Intendance. I remembered the last time I was there, +and what had happened then, and a thought flashed through me that +perhaps this was another trap. But I put it from me, and soon +afterwards Doltaire said: + +"I have now a slice of the Intendance for my own, and we shall +breakfast like squirrels in a loft." + +As we drove into the open space before the palace, a company of +soldiers standing before the great door began marching up to the +road by which we came. With them was a prisoner. I saw at once that +he was a British officer, but I did not recognize his face. I asked +his name of Doltaire, and found it was one Lieutenant Stevens, of +Rogers' Rangers, those brave New Englanders. After an interview +with Bigot he was being taken to the common jail. To my request +that I might speak with him Doltaire assented, and at a sign from +my companion the soldiers stopped. Stevens's eyes were fixed on me +with a puzzled, disturbed expression. He was well built, of intrepid +bearing, with a fine openness of manner joined to handsome features. +But there was a recklessness in his eye which seemed to me to come +nearer the swashbuckling character of a young French seigneur than +the wariness of a British soldier. + +I spoke his name and introduced myself. His surprise and pleasure +were pronounced, for he had thought (as he said) that by this time +I would be dead. There was an instant's flash of his eye, as if a +suspicion of my loyalty had crossed his mind; but it was gone on +the instant, and immediately Doltaire, who also had interpreted the +look, smiled, and said he had carried me off to breakfast while the +furniture of my former prison was being shifted to my new one. After +a word or two more, with Stevens's assurance that the British had +recovered from Braddock's defeat and would soon be knocking at the +portals of the Chateau St. Louis, we parted, and soon Doltaire and +I got out at the high stone steps of the palace. + +Standing there a moment, I looked round. In this space +surrounding the Intendance was gathered the history of New France. +This palace, large enough for the king of a European country with +a population of a million, was the official residence of the +commercial ruler of a province. It was the house of the miller, and +across the way was the King's storehouse, La Friponne, where poor +folk were ground between the stones. The great square was already +filling with people who had come to trade. Here were barrels of +malt being unloaded; there, great sacks of grain, bags of dried +fruits, bales of home-made cloth, and loads of fine-sawn boards and +timber. Moving about among the peasants were the regular soldiers +in their white uniforms faced with blue, red, yellow, or violet, +with black three-cornered hats, and black gaiters from foot to +knee, and the militia in coats of white with black facings. Behind +a great collar of dogskin a pair of jet-black eyes flashed out from +under a pretty forehead; and presently one saw these same eyes +grown sorrowful or dull under heavy knotted brows, which told of a +life too vexed by care and labour to keep alive a spark of youth's +romance. Now the bell in the tower above us rang a short peal, the +signal for the opening of La Friponne, and the bustling crowd moved +towards its doors. As I stood there on the great steps, I chanced +to look along the plain, bare front of the palace to an annex at +the end, and standing in a doorway opening on a pair of steps was +Voban. I was amazed that he should be there--the man whose life +had been spoiled by Bigot. At the same moment Doltaire motioned to +him to return inside; which he did. + +Doltaire laughed at my surprise, and as he showed me inside +the palace said: "There is no barber in the world like Voban. +Interesting interesting! I love to watch his eye when he draws the +razor down my throat. It would be so easy to fetch it across; but +Voban, as you see, is not a man of absolute conviction. It will be +sport, some day, to put Bigot's valet to bed with a broken leg or +a fit of spleen, and send Voban to shave him." + +"Where is Mathilde?" I asked, as though I knew naught of her +whereabouts. + +"Mathilde is where none may touch her, monsieur; under the +protection of the daintiest lady of New France. It is her whim; and +when a lady is charming, an Intendant, even, must not trouble her +caprice." + +He did not need to speak more plainly. It was he who had prevented +Bigot from taking Mathilde away from Alixe, and locking her up, or +worse. I said nothing, however, and soon we were in a large room, +sumptuously furnished, looking out on the great square. The morning +sun stared in, some snowbirds twittered on the window-sill, and +inside, a canary, in an alcove hung with plants and flowers, sang as +if it were the heart of summer. All was warm and comfortable, and it +was like a dream that I had just come from the dismal chance of a +miserable death. My cloak and cap and leggings had been taken from +me when I entered, as courteously as though I had been King Louis +himself, and a great chair was drawn solicitously to the fire. All +this was done by the servant, after one quick look from Doltaire. +The man seemed to understand his master perfectly, to read one look +as though it were a volume-- + + "The constant service of the antique world." + +Such was Doltaire's influence. The closer you came to him, the +more compelling was he--a devilish attraction, notably selfish, yet +capable of benevolence. Two years before this time I saw him lift +a load from the back of a peasant woman and carry it home for her, +putting into her hand a gold piece on leaving. At another time, an +old man had died of a foul disease in a miserable upper room of a +warehouse. Doltaire was passing at the moment when the body should +be carried to burial. The stricken widow of the dead man stood +below, waiting, but no one would fetch the body down. Doltaire +stopped and questioned her kindly, and in another minute he was +driving the carter and another upstairs at the point of his sword. +Together they brought the body down, and Doltaire followed it to +the burying-ground; keeping the gravedigger at his task when he +would have run away, and saying the responses to the priest in the +short service read above the grave. + +I said to him then, "You rail at the world and scoff at men and +many decencies, and yet you do these things!" + +To this he replied--he was in my own lodgings at the time--"The +brain may call all men liars and fools, but the senses feel the +shock of misery which we do not ourselves inflict. Inflicting, +we are prone to cruelty, as you have seen a schoolmaster begin +punishment with tears, grow angry at the shrinking back under his +cane, and give way to a sudden lust of torture. I have little pity +for those who can help themselves--let them fight or eat the leek; +but the child and the helpless and the sick it is a pleasure to +aid. I love the poor as much as I love anything. I could live their +life, if I were put to it. As a gentleman, I hate squalor and the +puddles of wretchedness but I could have worked at the plough or +the anvil; I could have dug in the earth till my knuckles grew big +and my shoulders hardened to a roundness, have eaten my beans and +pork and pea-soup, and have been a healthy ox, munching the bread +of industry and trailing the puissant pike, a diligent serf. I have +no ethics, and yet I am on the side of the just when they do not +put thorns in my bed to keep me awake at night!" + +Upon the walls hung suits of armour, swords of beautiful make, +spears, belts of wonderful workmanship, a tattered banner, sashes +knit by ladies' fingers, pouches, bandoleers, and many strong +sketches of scenes that I knew well. Now and then a woman's head in +oils or pencil peeped out from the abundant ornaments. I recalled +then another thing he said at that time of which I write: + +"I have never juggled with my conscience--never 'made believe' +with it. My will was always stronger than my wish for anything, +always stronger than temptation. I have chosen this way or that +deliberately. I am ever ready to face consequences, and never to +cry out. It is the ass who does not deserve either reward or +punishment who says that something carried him away, and, being +weak, he fell. That is a poor man who is no stronger than his +passions. I can understand the devil fighting God, and taking the +long punishment without repentance, like a powerful prince as he +was. I could understand a peasant, killing King Louis in the +palace, and being ready, if he had a hundred lives, to give them +all, having done the deed he set out to do. If a man must have +convictions of that sort, he can escape everlasting laughter--the +final hell--only by facing the rebound of his wild deeds." + +These were strange sentiments in the mouth of a man who was ever +the mannered courtier, and as I sat there alone, while he was gone +elsewhere for some minutes, many such things he had said came back +to me, suggested, no doubt, by this new, inexplicable attitude +towards myself. I could trace some of his sentiments, perhaps +vaguely, to the fact that--as I had come to know through the +Seigneur Duvarney--his mother was of peasant blood, the beautiful +daughter of a farmer of Poictiers, who had died soon after giving +birth to Doltaire. His peculiar nature had shown itself in his +refusal to accept a title. It was his whim to be the plain +"Monsieur"; behind which was, perhaps, some native arrogancy which +made him prefer that to being a noble whose origin, well known, +must ever interfere with his ambitions. Then, too, maybe, the +peasant in him--never in his face or form, which were patrician +altogether--spoke for more truth and manliness than he was capable +of, and so he chose to be the cynical, irresponsible courtier, while +many of his instincts had urged him to the peasant's integrity. He +had undisturbed, however, one instinct of the peasant--a directness, +which was evident chiefly in the clearness of his thoughts. + +As these things hurried through my mind, my body sunk in a kind +of restfulness before the great fire, Doltaire came back. + +"I will not keep you from breakfast," said he. "Voban must wait, +if you will pass by untidiness." + +A thought flashed through my mind. Maybe Voban had some word for +me from Alixe! So I said instantly, "I am not hungry. Perhaps you +will let me wait yonder while Voban tends you. As you said, it +should be interesting." + +"You will not mind the disorder of my dressing-room? Well, then, +this way, and we can talk while Voban plays with temptation." + +So saying, he courteously led the way into another chamber, +where Voban stood waiting. I spoke to him, and he bowed, but did +not speak; and then Doltaire said: + +"You see, Voban, your labour on Monsieur was wasted so far as +concerns the world to come. You trimmed him for the glorious company +of the apostles, and see, he breakfasts with Monsieur Doltaire--in +the Intendance, too, my Voban, which, as you know, is wicked--a very +nest of wasps!" + +I never saw more hate than shot out of Voban's eyes at that +moment; but the lids drooped over them at once, and he made ready +for his work, as Doltaire, putting aside his coat, seated himself, +laughing. There was no little daring, as there was cruelty, in thus +torturing a man whose life had been broken by Doltaire's associate. +I wondered now and then if Doltaire were not really putting acid on +the barber's bare nerves for some other purpose than mere general +cruelty. Even as he would have understood the peasant's murder of +King Louis, so he would have seen a logical end to a terrible game +in Bigot's death at the hand of Voban. Possibly he wondered that +Voban did not strike, and he himself took a delight in showing him +his own wrongs occasionally. Then, again, Doltaire might wish for +Bigot's death, to succeed him in his place! But this I put by as +improbable, for the Intendant's post was not his ambition, or, +favourite of La Pompadour as he was, he would, desiring, have +long ago achieved that end. Moreover, every evidence showed that +he would gladly return to France, for his clear brain foresaw the +final ruin of the colony and the triumph of the British. He had +once said in my hearing: + +"Those swaggering Englishmen will keep coming on. They are too +stupid to turn back. The eternal sameness of it all will so +distress us we shall awake one morning, find them at our bedsides, +give a kick, and die from sheer ennui. They'll use our banners to +boil their fat puddings in, they'll roast oxen in the highways, +and after our girls have married them they'll turn them into +kitchen wenches with frowsy skirts and ankles like beeves!" + +But, indeed, beneath his dangerous irony there was a strain of +impishness, and he would, if need be, laugh at his own troubles, +and torture himself as he had tortured others. This morning he +was full of a carbolic humour. As the razor came to his neck he +said: + +"Voban, a barber must have patience. It is a sad thing to +mistake friend for enemy. What is a friend? Is it one who says +sweet words?" + +There was a pause, in which the shaving went on, and then he +continued: + +"Is it he who says, I have eaten Voban's bread, and Voban shall +therefore go to prison, or be hurried to Walhalla? Or is it he who +stays the iron hand, who puts nettles in Voban's cold, cold bed, +that he may rise early and go forth among the heroes?" + +I do not think Voban understood that, through some freak of purpose, +Doltaire was telling him thus obliquely he had saved him from +Bigot's cruelty, from prison or death. Once or twice he glanced at +me, but not meaningly, for Doltaire was seated opposite a mirror, +and could see each motion made by either of us. Presently Doltaire +said to me idly: + +"I dine to-day at the Seigneur Duvarney's. You will be glad to +hear that mademoiselle bids fair to rival the charming Madame +Cournal. Her followers are as many, so they say, and all in one +short year she has suddenly thrown out a thousand new faculties and +charms. Doubtless you remember she was gifted, but who would have +thought she could have blossomed so! She was all light and softness +and air; she is now all fire and skill as well. Matchless! +matchless! Every day sees her with some new capacity, some fresh +and delicate aplomb. She has set the town admiring, and jealous +mothers prophesy trist ending for her. Her swift mastery of the +social arts is weird, they say. La! la! The social arts! A good +brain, a gift of penetration, a manner--which is a grand necessity, +and it must be with birth--no heart to speak of, and the rest is +easy. No heart--there is the thing; with a good brain and senses all +warm with life--to feel, but never to have the arrow strike home. +You must never think to love and be loved, and be wise too. The +emotions blind the judgment. Be heartless, be perfect with heavenly +artifice, and, if you are a woman, have no vitriol on your +tongue--and you may rule at Versailles or Quebec. But with this +difference: in Quebec you may be virtuous; at Versailles you must +not. It is a pity that you may not meet Mademoiselle Duvarney. She +would astound you. She was a simple ballad a year ago; to-morrow she +may be an epic." + +He nodded at me reflectively, and went on: + +"'Mademoiselle,' said the Chevalier de la Darante to her at +dinner, some weeks ago, 'if I were young, I should adore you.' +'Monsieur,' she answered, 'you use that "if" to shirk the +responsibility.' That put him on his mettle. 'Then, by the gods, +I adore you now,' he answered. 'If I were young, I should blush +to hear you say so,' was her reply. 'I empty out my heart, and +away trips the disdainful nymph with a laugh,' he rejoined gaily, +the rusty old courtier; 'there's nothing left but to fall upon +my sword!' 'Disdainful nymphs are the better scabbards for +distinguished swords,' she said, with charming courtesy. Then, +laughing softly, 'There is an Egyptian proverb which runs thus: +"If thou, Dol, son of Hoshti, hast emptied out thy heart, and +it bring no fruit in exchange, curse not thy gods and die, but +build a pyramid in the vineyard where thy love was spent, and +write upon it, Pride hath no conqueror."' It is a mind for a +palace, is it not?" + +I could see in the mirror facing him the provoking devilry of +his eyes. I knew that he was trying how much he could stir me. He +guessed my love for her, but I could see he was sure that she no +longer--if she ever had--thought of me. Besides, with a lover's +understanding, I saw also that he liked to talk of her. His eyes, in +the mirror, did not meet mine, but were fixed, as on some distant +and pleasing prospect, though there was, as always, a slight disdain +at his mouth. But the eyes were clear, resolute, and strong, never +wavering--and I never saw them waver--yet in them something distant +and inscrutable. It was a candid eye, and he was candid in his evil; +he made no pretense; and though the means to his ends were wicked, +they were never low. Presently, glancing round the room, I saw an +easel on which was a canvas. He caught my glance. + +"Silly work for a soldier and a gentleman," he said, "but silliness +is a great privilege. It needs as much skill to carry folly as to be +an ambassador. Now, you are often much too serious, Captain Moray." + +At that he rose, and, after putting on his coat, came over to +the easel and threw up the cloth, exposing a portrait of Alixe! It +had been painted in by a few bold strokes, full of force and life, +yet giving her face more of that look which comes to women bitterly +wise in the ways of this world than I cared to see. The treatment +was daring, and it cut me like a knife that the whole painting had +a red glow: the dress was red, the light falling on the hair was +red, the shine of the eyes was red also. It was fascinating, but +weird, and, to me, distressful. There flashed through my mind the +remembrance of Mathilde in her scarlet robe as she stood on the +Heights that momentous night of my arrest. I looked at the picture +in silence. He kept gazing at it with a curious, half-quizzical +smile, as if he were unconscious of my presence. At last he said, +with a slight knitting of his brows: + +"It is strange--strange. I sketched that in two nights ago, by +the light of the fire, after I had come from the Chateau St. +Louis--from memory, as you see. It never struck me where the effect +was taken from, that singular glow over all the face and figure. +But now I see it; it returns: it is the impression of colour in the +senses, left from the night that lady-bug Mathilde flashed out on +the Heights! A fine--a fine effect! H'm! for another such one might +give another such Mathilde!" + +At that moment we were both startled by a sound behind us, and, +wheeling, we saw Voban, a mad look in his face, in the act of +throwing at Doltaire a short spear which he had caught up from a +corner. The spear flew from his hand even as Doltaire sprang aside, +drawing his sword with great swiftness. I thought he must have been +killed, but the rapidity of his action saved him, for the spear +passed his shoulder so close that it tore away a shred of his coat, +and stuck in the wall behind him. In another instant Doltaire had +his sword-point at Voban's throat. The man did not cringe, did not +speak a word, but his hands clinched, and the muscles of his face +worked painfully. There was at first a fury in Doltaire's face and +a metallic hardness in his eyes, and I was sure he meant to pass +his sword through the other's body; but after standing for a moment, +death hanging on his sword-point, he quietly lowered his weapon, +and, sitting on a chair-arm, looked curiously at Voban, as one +might sit and watch a mad animal within a cage. Voban did not stir, +but stood rooted to the spot, his eyes, however, never moving +from Doltaire. It was clear that he had looked for death, and now +expected punishment and prison. Doltaire took out his handkerchief +and wiped a sweat from his cheeks. He turned to me soon, and said, +in a singularly impersonal way, as though he were speaking of some +animal: + +"He had great provocation. The Duchess de Valois had a young panther +once which she had brought up from the milk. She was inquisitive, +and used to try its temper. It was good sport, but one day she +took away its food, gave it to the cat, and pointed her finger at +monsieur the panther. The Duchess de Valois never bared her breast +thereafter to an admiring world--a panther's claws leave scars." He +paused, and presently continued: "You remember it, Voban; you were +the Duke's valet then--you see I recall you! Well, the panther lost +his head, both figuratively and in fact. The panther did not mean to +kill, maybe, but to kill the lady's beauty was death to her.... +Voban, yonder spear was poisoned!" + +He wiped his face, and said to me, "I think you saw that at the +dangerous moment I had no fear; yet now when the game is in my own +hands, my cheek runs with cold sweat. How easy to be charged with +cowardice! Like evaporation, the hot breath of peril passing +suddenly into the cold air of safety leaves this!"--he wiped his +cheek again. + +He rose, moved slowly to Voban, and, pricking him with his +sword, said, "You are a bungler, barber. Now listen. I never +wronged you; I have only been your blister. I prick your sores at +home. Tut! tut! they prick them openly in the market-place. I gave +you life a minute ago; I give you freedom now. Some day I may ask +that life for a day's use, and then, Voban, then will you give it?" + +There was a moment's pause, and the barber answered, "M'sieu', +I owe you nothing. I would have killed you then; you may kill me, +if you will." + +Doltaire nodded musingly. Something was passing through his +mind. I judged he was thinking that here was a man who as a servant +would be invaluable. + +"Well, well, we can discuss the thing at leisure, Voban," he +said at last. "Meanwhile you may wait here till Captain Moray has +breakfasted, and then you shall be at his service; and I would +have a word with you, also." + +Turning with a polite gesture to me, he led the way into the +breakfast-room, and at once, half famished, I was seated at the +table, drinking a glass of good wine, and busy with a broiled +whitefish of delicate quality. We were silent for a time, and the +bird in the alcove kept singing as though it were in Eden, while +chiming in between the rhythms there came the silvery sound of +sleigh-bells from the world without. I was in a sort of dream, +and I felt there must be a rude awakening soon. After a while, +Doltaire, who seemed thinking keenly, ordered the servant to take +in a glass of wine to Voban. + +He looked up at me after a little, as if he had come back from a +long distance, and said, "It is my fate to have as foes the men I +would have as friends, and as friends the men I would have as foes. +The cause of my friends is often bad; the cause of my enemies is +sometimes good. It is droll. I love directness, yet I have ever +been the slave of complication. I delight in following my reason, +yet I have been of the motes that stumble in the sunlight. I have +enough cruelty in me, enough selfishness and will, to be a ruler, +and yet I have never held an office in my life. I love true +diplomacy, yet I have been comrade to the official liar, and am +the captain of intrigue--la! la!" + +"You have never had an enthusiasm, a purpose?" said I. + +He laughed, a dry, ironical laugh. "I have both an enthusiasm +and a purpose," he answered, "or you would by now be snug in bed +forever." + +I knew what he meant, though he could not guess I understood. +He was referring to Alixe and the challenge she had given him. +I did not feel that I had anything to get by playing a part of +friendliness, and besides, he was a man to whom the boldest +speaking was always palatable, even when most against himself. + +"I am sure neither would bear daylight," said I. + +"Why, I almost blush to say that they are both honest--would at +this moment endure a moral microscope. The experience, I confess, +is new, and has the glamour of originality." + +"It will not stay honest," I retorted. "Honesty is a new toy +with you. You will break it on the first rock that shows." + +"I wonder," he answered, "I wonder, ... and yet I suppose you are +right. Some devilish incident will twist things out of gear, and +then the old Adam must improvise for safety and success. Yes, I +suppose my one beautiful virtue will get a twist." + +What he had said showed me his mind as in a mirror. He had no +idea that I had the key to his enigmas. I felt as had Voban in +the other room. I could see that he had set his mind on Alixe, +and that she had roused in him what was perhaps the first honest +passion of his life. + +What further talk we might have had I can not tell, but while we +were smoking and drinking coffee the door opened suddenly, and the +servant said, "His Excellency the Marquis de Vaudreuil!" + +Doltaire got to his feet, a look of annoyance crossing his face; +but he courteously met the Governor, and placed a chair for him. +The Governor, however, said frostily, "Monsieur Doltaire, it must +seem difficult for Captain Moray to know who is Governor in Canada, +since he has so many masters. I am not sure who needs assurance +most upon the point, you or he. This is the second time he has +been feasted at the Intendance when he should have been in prison. +I came too late that other time; now it seems I am opportune." + +Doltaire's reply was smooth: "Your Excellency will pardon the +liberty. The Intendance was a sort of halfway house between +the citadel and the jail." + +"There is news from France," the Governor said, "brought from +Gaspe. We meet in council at the Chateau in an hour. A guard +is without to take Captain Moray to the common jail." + +In a moment more, after a courteous good-by from Doltaire, and a +remark from the Governor to the effect that I had spoiled his +night's sleep to no purpose, I was soon on my way to the common +jail, where arriving, what was my pleased surprise to see Gabord! +He had been told off to be my especial guard, his services at the +citadel having been deemed so efficient. He was outwardly surly--as +rough as he was ever before the world, and without speaking a word +to me, he had a soldier lock me in a cell. + + + +XIII + +"A LITTLE BOAST" + + +My new abode was more cheerful than the one I had quitted in the +citadel. It was not large, but it had a window, well barred, +through which came the good strong light of the northern sky. A +wooden bench for my bed stood in one corner, and, what cheered me +much, there was a small iron stove. Apart from warmth, its fire +would be companionable, and to tend it a means of passing the time. +Almost the first thing I did was to examine it. It was round, and +shaped like a small bulging keg on end. It had a lid on top, and in +the side a small door with bars for draught, suggesting to me in +little the delight of a fireplace. A small pipe from the side +carried away the smoke into a chimney in the wall. It seemed to +me luxurious, and my spirits came back apace. + +There was no fire yet, and it was bitter cold, so that I took to +walking up and down to keep warmth in me. I was ill nourished, and +I felt the cold intensely. But I trotted up and down, plans of +escape already running through my head. I was as far off as you can +imagine from that event of the early morning, when I stood waiting, +half frozen, to be shot by Lancy's men. + +After I had been walking swiftly up and down for an hour or +more, slapping my hands against my sides to keep them warm--for it +was so cold I ached and felt a nausea--I was glad to see Gabord +enter with a soldier carrying wood and shavings. I do not think I +could much longer have borne the chilling air--a dampness, too, had +risen from the floor, which had been washed that morning--for my +clothes were very light in texture and much worn. I had had but the +one suit since I entered the dungeon, for my other suit, which +was by no means smart, had been taken from me when I was first +imprisoned the year before. As if many good things had been +destined to come at once, soon afterwards another soldier entered +with a knapsack, which he laid down on the bench. My delight was +great when I saw it held my other poor suit of clothes, together +with a rough set of woollens, a few handkerchiefs, two pairs of +stockings, and a wool cap for night wear. + +Gabord did not speak to me at all, but roughly hurried the +soldier at his task of fire-lighting, and ordered the other to +fetch a pair of stools and a jar of water. Meanwhile I stood near, +watching, and stretched out my skinny hands to the grateful heat as +soon as the fire was lighted. I had a boy's delight in noting how +the draught pumped the fire into violence, shaking the stove till +it puffed and roared. I was so filled, that moment, with the +domestic spirit that I thought a steaming kettle on the little +stove would give me a tabby-like comfort. + +"Why not a kettle on the hob?" said I gaily to Gabord. + +"Why not a cat before the fire, a bit of bacon on the coals, a +pot of mulled wine at the elbow, and a wench's chin to chuck, +baby-bumbo!" said Gabord in a mocking voice, which made the +soldiers laugh at my expense. "And a spinet, too, for ducky dear, +Scarrat; a piece of cake and cherry wine, and a soul to go to +heaven! Tonnerre!" he added, with an oath, "these English prisoners +want the world for a sou, and they'd owe that till judgment +day." + +I saw at once the meaning of his words, for he turned his back +on me and went to the window and tried the stanchions, seeming much +concerned about them, and muttering to himself. I drew out from my +pocket two gold pieces, and gave them to the soldier Scarrat; and +the other soldier coming in just then, I did the same with him; and +I could see that their respect for me mightily increased. Gabord, +still muttering, turned to us again, and began to berate the +soldiers for their laziness. As the two men turned to go, Scarrat, +evidently feeling that something was due for the gold I had given, +said to Gabord, "Shall m'sieu' have the kettle?" + +Gabord took a step forward as if to strike the soldier, but stopped +short, blew out his cheeks, and laughed in a loud, mocking way. + +"Ay, ay, fetch m'sieu' the kettle, and fetch him flax to spin, and +a pinch of snuff, and hot flannels for his stomach, and every night +at sundown you shall feed him with pretty biscuits soaked in milk. +Ah, go to the devil and fetch the kettle, fool!" he added roughly +again, and quickly the place was empty save for him and myself. + +"Those two fellows are to sit outside your cage door, dickey-bird, +and two are to march beneath your window yonder, so you shall not +lack care if you seek to go abroad. Those are the new orders." + +"And you, Gabord," said I, "are you not to be my jailer?" I said +it sorrowfully, for I had a genuine feeling for him, and I could +not keep that from my voice. + +When I had spoken so feelingly, he stood for a moment, flushing +and puffing, as if confused by the compliment in the tone, and then +he answered, "I'm to keep you safe till word comes from the King +what's to be done with you." + +Then he suddenly became surly again, standing with legs apart +and keys dangling; for Scarrat entered with the kettle, and put it +on the stove. "You will bring blankets for m'sieu'," he added, "and +there's an order on my table for tobacco, which you will send your +comrade for." + +In a moment we were left alone. + +"You'll live like a stuffed pig here," he said, "though 'twill +be cold o' nights." + +After another pass or two of words he left me, and I hastened to +make a better toilet than I had done for a year. My old rusty suit +which I exchanged for the one I had worn seemed almost sumptuous, +and the woollen wear comforted my weakened body. Within an hour my +cell looked snug, and I sat cosily by the fire, feeding it lazily. + +It must have been about four o'clock when there was a turning of +keys and a shooting of bolts, the door opened, and who should +step inside but Gabord, followed by Alixe! I saw Alixe's lips +frame my name thrice, though no word came forth, and my heart was +bursting to cry out and clasp her to my breast. But still with a +sweet, serious look cast on me, she put out her hand and stayed me. + +Gabord, looking not at us at all, went straight to the window, +and, standing on a stool, busied himself with the stanchions and +to whistle. I took Alixe's hands and held them, and spoke her name +softly, and she smiled up at me with so perfect a grace that I +thought there never was aught like it in the world. + +She was the first to break the good spell. I placed a seat for +her, and sat down by her. She held out her fingers to the fire, and +then, after a moment, she told me the story of last night's affair. +First she made me tell her briefly of the events of the morning, of +which she knew, but not fully. This done, she began. I will set +down her story as a whole, and you must understand as you read that +it was told as women tell a story, with all little graces and +diversions, and those small details with which even momentous +things are enveloped in their eyes. I loved her all the more +because of these, and I saw, as Doltaire had said, how admirably +poised was her intellect, how acute her wit, how delicate and +astute a diplomatist she was becoming; and yet, through all, +preserving a simplicity of character almost impossible of belief. +Such qualities, in her directed to good ends, in lesser women have +made them infamous. Once that day Alixe said to me, breaking off as +her story went on, "Oh, Robert, when I see what power I have to +dissimulate--for it is that, call it by what name you will--when I +see how I enjoy accomplishing against all difficulty, how I can +blind even so skilled a diplomatist as Monsieur Doltaire, I almost +tremble. I see how, if God had not given me something here"--she +placed her hand upon her heart--"that saves me, I might be like +Madame Cournal, and far worse, far worse than she. For I love +power--I do love it; I can see that!" + +She did not realize that it was her strict honesty with herself +that was her true safeguard. + +But here is the story she told me: + +"When I left you, last night, I went at once to my home, and was +glad to get in without being seen. At nine o'clock we were to be +at the Chateau, and while my sister Georgette was helping me with +my toilette--oh, how I wished she would go and leave me quite +alone!--my head was in a whirl, and now and then I could feel +my heart draw and shake like a half-choked pump, and there was +a strange pain behind my eyes. Georgette is of such a warm +disposition, so kind always to me, whom she would yield to in +everything, so simple in her affections, that I seemed standing +there by her like an intrigante, as one who had got wisdom at the +price of a good something lost. But do not think, Robert, that for +one instant I was sorry I played a part, and have done so for a long +year and more. I would do it and more again, if it were for you. + +"Georgette could not understand why it was I stopped all at once +and caught her head to my breast, as she sat by me where I stood +arranging my gown. I do not know quite why I did it, but perhaps +it was from my yearning that never should she have a lover in such +sorrow and danger as mine, and that never should she have to learn +to mask her heart as I have done. Ah, sometimes I fear, Robert, +that when all is over, and you are free, and you see what the world +and all this playing at hide-and-seek have made me, you will feel +that such as Georgette, who have never looked inside the hearts of +wicked people, and read the tales therein for knowledge to defeat +wickedness--that such as she were better fitted for your life and +love. No, no, please do not take my hand--not till you have heard +all I am going to tell." + +She continued quietly; yet her eye flashed out now and then, and +now and then, also, something in her thoughts as to how she, a +weak, powerless girl, had got her ends against astute evil men, +sent a little laugh to her lips; for she had by nature as merry a +heart as serious. + +"At nine o'clock we came to the Chateau St. Louis from Ste. Anne +Street, where our winter home is--yet how much do I prefer the Manor +House! There were not many guests to supper, and Monsieur Doltaire +was not among them. I affected a genial surprise, and asked the +Governor if one of the two vacant chairs at the table was for +monsieur; and looking a little as though he would reprove me--for +he does not like to think of me as interested in monsieur--he said +it was, but that monsieur was somewhere out of town, and there was +no surety that he would come. The other chair was for the Chevalier +de la Darante, one of the oldest and best of our nobility, who +pretends great roughness and barbarism, but is a kind and honourable +gentleman, though odd. He was one of your judges, Robert; and though +he condemned you, he said that you had some reason on your side. And +I will show you how he stood for you last night. + +"I need not tell you how the supper passed, while I was +planning--planning to reach the Governor if monsieur did not come; +and if he did come, how to play my part so he should suspect +nothing but a vain girl's caprice, and maybe heartlessness. Moment +after moment went by, and he came not. I almost despaired. Presently +the Chevalier de la Darante entered, and he took the vacant chair +beside me. I was glad of this. I had gone in upon the arm of a +rusty gentleman of the Court, who is over here to get his health +again, and does it by gaming and drinking at the Chateau Bigot. The +Chevalier began at once to talk to me, and he spoke of you, saying +that he had heard of your duel with my brother, and that formerly +you had been much a guest at our house. I answered him with what +carefulness I could, and brought round the question of your death, +by hint and allusion getting him to speak of the mode of execution. + +"Upon this point he spoke his mind strongly, saying that it was +a case where the penalty should be the musket, not the rope. It was +no subject for the supper table, and the Governor felt this, and I +feared he would show displeasure; but other gentlemen took up the +matter, and he could not easily change the talk at the moment. The +feeling was strong against you. My father stayed silent, but I could +see he watched the effect upon the Governor. I knew that he himself +had tried to get the mode of execution changed, but the Governor had +been immovable. The Chevalier spoke most strongly, for he is afraid +of no one, and he gave the other gentlemen raps upon the knuckles. + +"'I swear,' he said at last, 'I am sorry now I gave in to his +death at all, for it seems to me that there is much cruelty and +hatred behind the case against him. He seemed to me a gentleman of +force and fearlessness, and what he said had weight. Why was the +gentleman not exchanged long ago? He was here three years before he +was tried on this charge. Ay, there's the point. Other prisoners +were exchanged--why not he? If the gentleman is not given a decent +death, after these years of captivity, I swear I will not leave +Kamaraska again to set foot in Quebec.' + +"At that the Governor gravely said, 'These are matters for our +Council, dear Chevalier.' To this the Chevalier replied, 'I meant +no reflection on your Excellency, but you are good enough to let +the opinions of gentlemen not so wise as you weigh with you in your +efforts to be just; and I have ever held that one wise autocrat was +worth a score of juries.' There was an instant's pause, and then my +father said quietly, 'If his Excellency had always councillors and +colleagues like the Chevalier de la Darante, his path would be +easier, and Canada happier and richer.' This settled the matter, +for the Governor, looking at them both for a moment, suddenly said, +'Gentlemen, you shall have your way, and I thank you for your +confidence.--If the ladies will pardon a sort of council of state +here!' he added. The Governor called a servant, and ordered pen, +ink, and paper; and there before us all he wrote an order to Gabord, +your jailer, to be delivered before midnight. + +"He had begun to read it aloud to us, when the curtains of the +entrance-door parted, and Monsieur Doltaire stepped inside. The +Governor did not hear him, and monsieur stood for a moment +listening. When the reading was finished, he gave a dry little +laugh, and came down to the Governor, apologizing for his lateness, +and bowing to the rest of us. He did not look at me at all, but +once he glanced keenly at my father, and I felt sure that he had +heard my father's words to the Governor. + +"'Have the ladies been made councillors?' he asked lightly, and +took his seat, which was opposite to mine. 'Have they all conspired +to give a criminal one less episode in his life for which to +blush? ... May I not join the conspiracy?' he added, glancing round, +and lifting a glass of wine. Not even yet had he looked at me. Then +he waved his glass the circuit of the table, and said, 'I drink to +the councillors and applaud the conspirators,' and as he raised his +glass to his lips his eyes came abruptly to mine and stayed, and +he bowed profoundly and with an air of suggestion. He drank, still +looking, and then turned again to the Governor. I felt my heart +stand still. Did he suspect my love for you, Robert? Had he +discovered something? Was Gabord a traitor to us? Had I been +watched, detected? I could have shrieked at the suspense. I was +like one suddenly faced with a dreadful accusation, with which was +a great fear. But I held myself still--oh, so still, so still--and +as in a dream I heard the Governor say pleasantly, 'I would I had +such conspirators always by me. I am sure you would wish them to +take more responsibility than you will now assume in Canada.' +Doltaire bowed and smiled, and the Governor went on: 'I am sure +you will approve of Captain Moray being shot instead of hanged. But +indeed it has been my good friend the Chevalier here who has given +me the best council I have held in many a day.' + +"To this Monsieur Doltaire replied: 'A council unknown to +statute, but approved of those who stand for etiquette with ones +foe's at any cost. For myself, it is so unpleasant to think of the +rope'" (here Alixe hid her face in her hands for a moment) "'that I +should eat no breakfast to-morrow, if the gentleman from Virginia +were to hang.' It was impossible to tell from his tone what was in +his mind, and I dared not think of his failure to interfere as he +had promised me. As yet he had done nothing, I could see, and in +eight or nine hours more you were to die. He did not look at me +again for some time, but talked to my mother and my father and the +Chevalier, commenting on affairs in France and the war between our +countries, but saying nothing of where he had been during the past +week. He seemed paler and thinner than when I last saw him, and I +felt that something had happened to him. You shall hear soon what +it was. + +"At last he turned from the Chevalier to me, and, said, 'When +did you hear from your brother, mademoiselle?' I told him; and he +added, 'I have had a letter since, and after supper, if you will +permit me, I will tell you of it.' Turning to my father and my +mother, he assured them of Juste's well-being, and afterwards +engaged in talk with the Governor, to whom he seemed to defer. +When we all rose to go to the salon, he offered my mother his +arm, and I went in upon the arm of the good Chevalier. A few +moments afterwards he came to me, and remarked cheerfully, 'In this +farther corner where the spinet sounds most we can talk best'; and +we went near to the spinet, where Madame Lotbiniere was playing. +'It is true,' he began, 'that I have had a letter from your brother. +He begs me to use influence for his advancement. You see he writes +to me instead of to the Governor. You can guess how I stand in +France. Well, we shall see what I may do.... Have you not wondered +concerning me this week?' he asked. I said to him, 'I scarce +expected you till after to-morrow, when you would plead some +accident as cause for not fulfilling your pretty little boast.' He +looked at me sharply for a minute, and then said: 'A pretty LITTLE +boast, is it? H'm! you touch great things with light fingers.' I +nodded. 'Yes,' said I, 'when I have no great faith.' 'You have +marvellous coldness for a girl that promised warmth in her youth,' +he answered. 'Even I, who am old in these matters, can not think of +this Moray's death without a twinge, for it is not like an affair +of battle; but you seem to think of it in its relation to my +"little boast," as you call it. Is it not so?' + +"'No, no,' said I, with apparent indignation, 'you must not make +me out so cruel. I am not so hard-hearted as you think. My brother +is well--I have no feeling against Captain Moray on his account; +and as for spying--well, it is only a painful epithet for what is +done here and everywhere all the time.' 'Dear me, dear me,' he +remarked lightly, 'what a mind you have for argument!--a born +casuist; and yet, like all women, you would let your sympathy rule +you in matters of state. But come,' he added, 'where do you think +I have been?' It was hard to answer him gaily, and yet it must be +done, and so I said, 'You have probably put yourself in prison, +that you should not keep your tiny boast.' 'I have been in prison,' +he answered, 'and I was on the wrong side, with no key--even locked +in a chest-room of the Intendance,' he explained, 'but as yet I do +not know by whom, nor am I sure why. After two days without food or +drink, I managed to get out through the barred window. I spent three +days in my room, ill, and here I am. You must not speak of this--you +will not?' he asked me. 'To no one,' I answered gaily, 'but my other +self.' 'Where is your other self?' he asked. 'In here,' said I, +touching my bosom. I did not mean to turn my head away when I said +it, but indeed I felt I could not look him in the eyes at the +moment, for I was thinking of you. + +"He mistook me; he thought I was coquetting with him, and he leaned +forward to speak in my ear, so that I could feel his breath on my +cheek. I turned faint, for I saw how terrible was this game I was +playing; but oh, Robert, Robert,"--her hands fluttered towards me, +then drew back--"it was for your sake, for your sake, that I let his +hand rest on mine an instant, as he said: 'I shall go hunting THERE +to find your other self. Shall I know the face if I see it?' I drew +my hand away, for it was torture to me, and I hated him, but I only +said a little scornfully, 'You do not stand by your words. You +said'--here I laughed a little disdainfully--'that you would meet +the first test to prove your right to follow the second boast.' + +"He got to his feet, and said in a low, firm voice: 'Your memory +is excellent, your aplomb perfect. You are young to know it all so +well. But you bring your own punishment,' he added, with a wicked +smile, 'and you shall pay hereafter. I am going to the Governor. +Bigot has arrived, and is with Madame Cournal yonder. You shall +have proof in half an hour.' + +"Then he left me. An idea occurred to me. If he succeeded in +staying your execution, you would in all likelihood be placed in +the common jail. I would try to get an order from the Governor to +visit the jail to distribute gifts to the prisoners, as my mother +and I had done before on the day before Christmas. So, while +Monsieur Doltaire was passing with Bigot and the Chevalier de la +Darante into another room, I asked the Governor; and that very +moment, at my wish, he had his secretary write the order, which he +countersigned and handed me, with a gift of gold for the prisoners. +As he left my mother and myself, Monsieur Doltaire came back with +Bigot, and, approaching the Governor, they led him away, engaging +at once in serious talk. One thing I noticed: as monsieur and Bigot +came up, I could see monsieur eying the Intendant askance, as though +he would read treachery; for I feel sure that it was Bigot who +contrived to have monsieur shut up in the chest-room. I can not +quite guess the reason, unless it be true what gossips say, that +Bigot is jealous of the notice Madame Cournal has given Doltaire, +who visits much at her house. + +"Well, they asked me to sing, and so I did; and can you guess +what it was? Even the voyageurs' song,-- + + 'Brothers, we go to the Scarlet Hills, + (Little gold sun, come out of the dawn!)' + +I know not how I sang it, for my heart, my thoughts, were far +away in a whirl of clouds and mist, as you may see a flock of wild +ducks in the haze upon a river, flying they know not whither, save +that they follow the sound of the stream. I was just ending the +song when Monsieur Doltaire leaned over me, and said in my ear, +'To-morrow I shall invite Captain Moray from the scaffold to my +breakfast-table--or, better still, invite myself to his own.' His +hand caught mine, as I gave a little cry; for when I felt sure of +your reprieve, I could not, Robert, I could not keep it back. He +thought I was startled at his hand-pressure, and did not guess the +real cause. + +"'I have met one challenge, and I shall meet the other,' he said +quickly. 'It is not so much a matter of power, either; it is that +engine opportunity. You and I should go far in this wicked world,' +he added. 'We think together, we see through ladders. I admire you, +mademoiselle. Some men will say they love you; and they should, or +they have no taste; and the more they love you, the better pleased +am I--if you are best pleased with me. But it is possible for men to +love and not to admire. It is a foolish thing to say that reverence +must go with love. I know men who have lost their heads and their +souls for women whom they knew infamous. But when one admires where +one loves, then in the ebb and flow of passion the heart is safe, +for admiration holds when the sense is cold.' + +"You know well, Robert, how clever he is; how, listening to him, +you must admit his talent and his power. But oh, believe that, +though I am full of wonder at his cleverness, I can not bear him +very near me." + +She paused. I looked most gravely at her, as well one might who +saw so sweet a maid employing her heart thus, and the danger that +faced her. She misread my look a little, maybe, for she said at +once: + +"I must be honest with you, and so I tell you all--all, else the +part I play were not possible to me. To you I can speak plainly, +pour out my soul. Do not fear for me. I see a battle coming between +that man and me, but I shall fight it stoutly, worthily, so that in +this, at least, I shall never have to blush for you that you loved +me. Be patient, Robert, and never doubt me; for that would make me +close the doors of my heart, though I should never cease to aid +you, never weary in labor for your well-being. If these things, and +fighting all these wicked men, to make Doltaire help me to save +you, have schooled to action some worse parts of me, there is yet +in me that which shall never be brought low, never be dragged to +the level of Versailles or the Chateau Bigot--never!" + +She looked at me with such dignity and pride that my eyes filled +with tears, and, not to be stayed, I reached out and took her +hands, and would have clasped her to my breast, but she held back +from me. + +"You believe in me, Robert?" she said most earnestly. "You will +never doubt me? You know that I am true and loyal." + +"I believe in God, and you," I answered reverently, and I took +her in my arms and kissed her. I did not care at all whether or no +Gabord saw; but indeed he did not, as Alixe told me afterwards, +for, womanlike, even in this sweet crisis she had an eye for such +details. + +"What more did he say?" I asked, my heart beating hard in the +joy of that embrace. + +"No more, or little more, for my mother came that instant and +brought me to talk with the Chevalier de la Darante, who wished to +ask me for next summer to Kamaraska or Isle aux Coudres, where he +has manorhouses. Before I left Monsieur Doltaire, he said, 'I never +made a promise but I wished to break it. This one shall balance all +I've broken, for I'll never unwish it.' + +"My mother heard this, and so I summoned all my will, and said +gaily, 'Poor broken crockery! You stand a tower among the ruins.' +This pleased him, and he answered, 'On the tower base is written, +This crockery outserves all others.' My mother looked sharply at +me, but said nothing, for she has come to think that I am heartless +and cold to men and to the world, selfish in many things." + +At this moment Gabord turned round, saying, "'Tis time to be +done. Madame comes." + +"It is my mother," said Alixe, standing up, and hastily placing +her hands in mine. "I must be gone. Good-bye, good-bye." + +There was no chance for further adieu, and I saw her pass out with +Gabord; but she turned at the last, and said in English, for she +spoke it fairly now, "Believe, and remember." + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SEATS OF THE MIGHTY, PARKER, V2 *** + +********** This file should be named 6225.txt or 6225.zip ********** + +This eBook was produced by Andrew Sly. + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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