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THE REIGN OF MISRULE 92 + +VI. ‘LADY PEGGY’ 111 + +VII. ‘HUNTINGTOWER’ 133 + +VIII. PEGGY’S FRIENDS 158 + +IX. THE LESSONS THAT PRIMROSE GAVE WHILE BALCAIRNIE LOOKED ON 182 + +X. ‘A’ WILL BE RICHT AGAIN GIN JAMIE WERE COME BACK 209 + + + _JEAN KINLOCH_ + +I. JEAN SCORNED 223 + +II. BOB MEFFIN’S AMENDS 247 + +III. JEAN’S REPRISALS 275 + + + + + LADY PEGGY + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + BRIDEGROOM AND BRIDEGROOM’S FRIEND. + + +During the last century there was little real difference between +young Drumsheugh and young Balcairnie, the young laird and the young +yeoman,[1] who was also the laird’s chief tenant and chosen friend. +Jamie Ramsay, of Drumsheugh, and Jock Home, of Balcairnie, both +rejoicing in a territorial appellation, had sat together on the same +bench in the same parish school. For that matter Jock, though not +particularly scholarly, as the cleverer of the two, had generally sat +above his companion. The boys had played together in the same games +of ball and hockey. In company they had scoured the fields together +after birds’ nests, nuts, and haws. They had in their green youth worn +and torn the same corduroys little different in quality, and satisfied +their hearty appetites on the same wholesome porridge and kail, oatmeal +cakes, and ‘bannocks o’ barley,’ for the laird’s table was not much +more daintily supplied than the farmer’s. + +Even the lads’ homes were on the outside not so different as might +have been expected. Drumsheugh had an avenue of crazy fir trees, and +the dignity of a ruined tower about a bow-shot from the high, narrow, +free-stone house which represented the modern mansion. Balcairnie was +just such another house, a storey lower, without the avenue and the +tower. It was not destitute of compensation for these deficiencies in +the comfortable-looking stack-yard, which sheltered it from every +wind that blew, and in the square of the farmyard which abutted on +the house, and was alive and cheerful with domestic animals, and the +constant work going on among them. Balcairnie was the livelier dwelling +of the two. Both houses had long gardens very similar, prolific in +hardy vegetables and primitive fruit, as well as in old-fashioned +flowers. The gardens found room for umbrageous bowers and Dutch +summer-houses, and included beech and holly hedges, which enclosed +washing-greens. + +Inside, the best parlour of Balcairnie might have stood for the +dining-room of Drumsheugh--furnished as they both were with Scotch +carpets and oak, and adorned alike with silver cups, won in coursing +matches, and great Chinese punch-bowls brought home by friendly sea +captains. The chief difference lay in the fact that the dining-room +at Drumsheugh was in constant use, while the _pièce de résistance_ +among the apartments in Balcairnie was the ordinary parlour, given +over to drugget and blue-and-white checked linen, with ornaments of no +more costly material than cherry-wood pipes, pink-lipped shells, and +peacocks’ feathers. Again, there was no drawing-room at Balcairnie, +with spindle-legged chairs in painted satin-wood and white chintz +covers, such as was the company room at Drumsheugh. But the boys’ bare +little garret dormitories were much alike. + +On the rare occasions, when the lads went from home, unattended by +their parents, they journeyed by one conveyance which served the whole +neighbourhood, except on special occasions--Tam Fleemin’s carrier’s +cart. + +True, on leaving school young Drumsheugh had gone to the Edinburgh +University, as became his birth and rank, while young Balcairnie had +entered on the apprenticeship implied in holding a plough and drawing a +straight furrow under the critical eyes of his father and his father’s +foreman, according to the standard for young men in his class; but on +the return of the one lad from the college and the promotion of the +other on the death of his father to the possession of all the pairs of +horses on the farm, instead of the obligation to work one pair, the +occupations and amusements of the old allies tallied once more at many +points. + +Young Drumsheugh--young only in years, for his father had died long +before Balcairnie’s father, and the laird had grown up under the rule +of a widowed mother--was a scion of the great house of Dalwolsie, the +representative of a family of respectable though not very wealthy +country gentry that had held up their heads among their equals for the +last three hundred years at least. Young Balcairnie, though his father, +grandfather and great-grandfather had been tenants of Balcairnie as +long as the oldest living man in the neighbourhood could recollect, +knew nothing further of his origin than what was to be deciphered on +a few mossy stones leaning over in Craigture kirk yard. These did not +condescend to mention whether the Homes of Balcairnie came of the great +Berwickshire Homes or not. The rude, half-effaced letters only gave +the brief, if graphic, statement that here lay ‘the cauld corp’ of +‘Dauvit,’ or Alexander, or John Home, as it might be. + +But blue blood must have spoken out very unmistakably, if it had drawn +a sharp line between two lads whose rearing, casts of mind, tastes and +pursuits were so much in common. For the laird farmed the home farm, +and the yeoman was one of the first in the hunting field, though he +did not attend the hunt ball. The young men, like the boys, wore as a +rule the same every-day suits--no longer of corduroy, but of home-spun. +Good brown woollen stuff, shorn, spun, and woven in the district, +diversified by yellow buckskins, boots and tops, red waistcoats, +and three-cornered hats. The manly build of the pair rivalled each +that of the other. Both were deep-chested, broad-shouldered, long +and clean-limbed, with arms, not unused to fencing and boxing, quite +capable of keeping the owners’ heads. The corresponding legs came out +strong at coursing matches without the aid of riding horses, while +the feet beat the floor resoundingly in reels and country dances for +well-nigh a round of the clock at every merry-making, great and small, +far and near. The comely ruddy faces under the three-cornered hats +might almost have been those of brothers, except that Drumsheugh was +dark and Balcairnie fair in hair and complexion. + +The men met at the kirk, they met at the market, they dined at the +same table in the George Inn of the little town of Craigie on the +market-day, they resorted to the same coffee-room to read the same +newspaper, with its chronicle of war prices, victories of His Majesty’s +forces abroad, and meal mobs at home, while the laird and the farmer +frequently rode home together, so long as their roads were one. + +Balcairnie would dine several times at Drumsheugh in the course of the +winter, and if the Lady--Drumsheugh’s mother--was a thought stately, +and kept her visitors somewhat at a distance, all in a perfectly +courteous way, that was not the laird’s fault. He did his best to +make up for it by being ‘Jack-fellow-alike’ with his tenant when +Drumsheugh returned Balcairnie’s visits at the farm-house. Indeed it +was well known to the Lady herself that Drumsheugh, though he could +carry himself well enough in any society, was not guilty of offence +against any and was liked in all ranks, showed at this stage of his +development a perilous preference for humbler company than he had +been born to. He would rather accompany Balcairnie to a ‘maiden’[2] +or penny wedding, and enter with all his soul into the prevailing fun +and frolic, rendering himself the most acceptable guest in the motley +assemblage, than go where Balcairnie could not go with him, to what was +by comparison the high and dry hunt balls and subscription assemblies. + +There is this to be said in excuse for Drumsheugh’s low tastes, that +the maidens and weddings--penny and otherwise--not less than the +markets of those days were freely frequented by guests--male guests +especially--many degrees higher than the mass of the company. Besides, +as is sometimes true in a thinly peopled district, it happened that +about the time Drumsheugh came of age, the county circle round him was +remarkably deficient in young people of his own age, above all in young +people endowed with such attractions as were likely to seize and retain +the laird. + +Neither could the step be called a great descent, when in mind and +manners so many were nearly on one level. For instance, not only had +Drumsheugh and Balcairnie been fellow-scholars at the same parish +school, but another contemporary scholar was little Peggy Hedderwick, +the daughter of a hedger-and-ditcher, who had brought her doubled-up +scone and whang of cheese tied up in a napkin for her dinner at school, +just as she had carried her father’s dinner daily when the field of +his operations was within a girl’s walk from home. Peggy, though she +was the junior of both the lads by some three to four years, had +darted nimbly ahead, with the precociously quick wit of girls, in all +learning, save sums. She had been ‘out of the Testament’ and ‘into +Proverbs’ before either of the boys, and she had been such an expert in +repeating the shorter catechism, from ‘man’s chief end’ to the Creed, +without halt or blunder, that the master himself could not ‘fichle’ +(puzzle) her. She had frequently coached her seniors and betters in +that, to them, most difficult performance. As for the Psalms and +Paraphrases, she could repeat them by heart in her shrill sing-song, +till the master, though he was a licentiate of the Kirk, grew weary +of hearing her. It was even seriously believed in the school that she +had surmounted the Ass’s Bridge of the curriculum and could say right +off, if anybody would stay to listen to her, the whole of the Hundred +and Nineteenth Psalm. She could write a fine round hand, with an +occasional clerkly flourish at the tail of a letter. It was at sums +that Peggy hung her head. The multiplication table, with its barren +chart of commercial details, unbrightened by a green spot on which +fancy and sentiment could feed, had brought her to grief, and taken the +pride of intellect out of the white-headed lassie. The lads who came +through this test triumphantly had tried to help her in turn. But it +was in vain--poor Peggy would never make even a decent arithmetician. +It must only be by counting her fingers that she could ever reckon her +earnings and her spendings. + +Peggy Hedderwick, grown up into the bonniest lass for many a mile, +was now the acknowledged belle of every rustic merry-making in the +parish of Craigture. She was a great deal more and better than such a +distinction often implies. She was something else than a blue-eyed, +white-skinned, red-cheeked maiden, with a slim yet well-rounded +figure, a pretty foot and ankle, though they went bare six days out +of the seven--unless in the depth of winter, a trim waist, a slender +throat, a delicate chin, a dainty mouth, as good a nose as if she +had been born a Ramsay--or, as far as that goes, a Stewart, and a +broad enough brow to explain her early attainments in the Psalms and +Paraphrases. She was even something more than an innocent creature in +whom there was little guile, a modest child to soil whose modesty would +be a gross sin and shame in the eyes of every man worthy of the name. +She was an industrious, upright, pious soul, the stay--by means of +Peggy’s busy wheel principally, of her widowed mother. For the hedger +and ditcher, exposed to every inclemency of the weather, had early paid +the debt of nature. Peggy discharged faithfully all obligations known +to her. She was a reverent, unfailing worshipper--one of the favourite +lambs of the flock with the elderly uncouth book-worm of a dominie, +who had progressed from the parish school to the parish kirk, and was +in either place an excellent man, master, and minister. + +It was to this fair, sweet, and good young Peggy Hedderwick that +Drumsheugh, wilful and masterful in his simple condescension, paid +unfailing homage. He sought her out--for she never threw herself in +his way--wherever she was to be found. He went with Balcairnie under +a hundred pretexts to wherever the laird fancied there was the most +distant chance of meeting Peggy. To bleaching-greens, quilting-parties, +Handsel-Monday games, even kirk-preachings, her sorely-smitten swain +followed Peggy desperately. He made little disguise of his infatuation, +and put small restraint on his inclinations in scenes, where, as +a welcome visitor from another sphere, he was allowed, it must be +confessed, a considerable amount of license. He would dance with no +other, he would sit by no other, he would convoy Peggy home when the +play was ended. + +Soon the state of the case was no secret in the neighbourhood, with +its various circles, among them that presided over by the old Lady +of Drumsheugh. The folly and the danger, with what would come of it +all, were commented on and canvassed everywhere. The sole cover to +his actions, which Drumsheugh chose to assume, was that he went about +in these lower regions under Balcairnie’s wing, as it were. The laird +insisted on taking the yeoman with him in all his excursions and +escapades. + +This was some small comfort to Mrs. Ramsay. Balcairnie was, if +anything, the wiser and more prudent of the two, and she felt he was, +in a sense, on his honour to protect his friend from the consequences +of Drumsheugh’s rashness. Perhaps the Lady also counted a little, in +the imminence of the peril--for Drumsheugh was already of age and his +own master, on a theory which was prevalent among the gossips. They +said Balcairnie had been the first captivated by the charms of young +Peggy, though he had at once drawn back from rivalry with his laird, +and that Peggy on her part had smiled on the farmer till a bigger star +appeared in her firmament. + +Even Balcairnie’s marriage with Peggy would be a great _mésalliance_, +but it would not be so heinous an infringement of all social laws as +Drumsheugh’s stooping to a cotter lass, either honestly or in sin and +shame. Balcairnie’s mother as well as his father was dead, his sisters +were married, and his brothers out in the world, so that he was a lone +man--if a man can ever be called lone, able to disgrace nobody save +himself, by an unequal marriage. + +The old Lady of Drumsheugh was particularly gracious to Balcairnie at +this time. She inquired after his house, if it was in good repair with +the plenishing in order? She hinted at the propriety, no less than +the probability, of his stiff old housekeeper being superseded by an +active young wife. After the next sentence or two, she went the length +of asking meaningly for bonnie Peggy Hedderwick, who was so good to +her mother and so clever with her hands. Had she not won the maiden at +the last harvest? Was not her yarn more in request in Craigie market +than that of any other girl or matron in Craigture? And the Lady had +heard that from Luckie Hedderwick’s couple of hens Peggy had reared +the finest brood of chickens that were to be seen that Candlemas. +Such qualities in a young woman were worth her weight in gold, Mrs. +Ramsay declared impressively, with her keen eyes fixed steadily on the +listener. She had the greatest respect for that girl. The Lady plainly +suggested that a farmer, whatever might be said of a laird, need seek +no richer dower with his wife than Peggy had to bestow. If the laird’s +mother were a consistent woman, no doubt she would call on Peggy and do +the Lady’s best to countenance her son’s tenant’s wife, should Peggy +receive the promotion of becoming the mistress of Balcairnie. + +To this stroke of policy Balcairnie merely replied by returning the +lady’s fixed stare, with a full and grave stolid look from blue eyes +which were not unlike Peggy’s. + +If Balcairnie had ever entertained a tender inclination towards Peggy, +it made no ill-blood between him and his friend the laird. It was +probably early nipped in the bud by the fact that Peggy’s favours had +been swiftly transferred, ere they were well bestowed, from Balcairnie +to Drumsheugh. Balcairnie was once heard reproaching her, more +waggishly than bitterly, ‘Ay, Peggy, when I gie you a turn in the reel, +fient a kiss you grant me now, gin the laird be by.’ For Peggy, with +all her virtues, was a woman still. She was caught while her fancy +was yet hovering in its flight, by the glamour of superior rank. Both +of her admirers were bonnie and fine lads to her, in the first blush +of their admiration, and while both were above her in station, there +was not much to choose between them. But the lairdship, and perhaps +the greater boldness of Drumsheugh, turned the scales, and after a +few months of ardent courtship Peggy was as far gone as her lover. +She would no more have permitted a comparison between the merits of +Drumsheugh and Balcairnie--though the latter was her very good friend +just as he was the laird’s--than she would have suffered the old +bed-ridden mother who had borne her and toiled for her to be matched +with any other woman in the kingdom, be she Queen Charlotte seated with +her golden sceptre in her hand by the side of King George on the throne. + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] In Scotland the distinction between a yeoman farmer--one who owns +his farm--and a tenant farmer is not strictly preserved. The term +yeoman is, or was, employed indiscriminately to any farmer. + +[2] A harvest-home, so called from the last sheaf of corn cut on +the farm for the season. It was allowed to fall to the share of the +best shearer or reaper, who tied it up with ribands so that it might +take the semblance of a doll. It was then hung conspicuously as +the chief adornment of the principal wall of the barn in which the +‘maiden’--called in the north of Scotland the ‘kirn,’ was held. The +decked-up sheaf was finally carried home by its proud winner, and +suspended on the wall of her cottage, where it was treasured as a token +of her prowess. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + PEGGY’S WEDDING. + + +There came a crisis to all those thoughtless daring doings, and it did +not proceed from the old Lady of Drumsheugh, much as she loved to lead +in life. She had ruled with a high hand her old husband, who, if all +tales were true, was not an easy person to guide; but his young son, +with his easy temper and pleasant speech to the world at large, though +he was a good son at home when he was let alone, threatened to prove +too much for her. + +There was another mother in the case, as has been signified,--poor +old Luckie Hedderwick--who had never been considered more than a +sickly ‘feckless’ body in her best days, and who was now bed-ridden +and dependent on her daughter’s industry for her daily bread. Whether +Luckie had been from the first an accomplished and hardened deceiver +so that she could at last bring forward a strategy worthy of the rival +mother--the Lady of Drumsheugh; whether the approach of death began to +unseal her dim and dull eyes, and to teach the foolish, ignorant old +woman wisdom beyond all earthly sagacity; whether the former dominie +who visited his aged and sick parishioner at the cottage in Peggy’s +unavoidable absence, was secretly at the bottom of the manœuvre, Luckie +Hedderwick suddenly set an interdict on all future friendship and +love-making between Peggy and the laird. The old woman had been till +then as silly and inconsiderate as any lass in her teens in taking the +greatest pride and pleasure in Peggy’s triumphs and conquests, and in +encouraging the girl in what other people held to be Peggy’s sins of +vanity and unwarrantable ambition; but she now forbade her child, under +pain of her mother’s lamentations and reproaches--which were worse than +her wrath--so much as to have a meeting with the gentleman, if she +could possibly foresee and prevent it. + +Peggy was broken-hearted and in despair, but she never dreamt of +defying, and still less of cheating, her mother. + +The laird, arrested in the full force of his passion, was goaded +to the brink of madness and driven half beside himself. No more +well-understood foregatherings with Peggy; no more interceptings of +the girl on her way to the well, or the shop, or a neighbour’s house; +no more strolls among the whins and broom[3] in the twilight, careless +who saw; no more walking of his horse--or leaping from the saddle +and walking himself--beside her when he came up with her, which he +was pretty sure to do, on the return of both from Craigie market; no +more climbing of the breezy, heathery hill and descending on the other +side where the green trees shaded the road, throwing a white shower of +blossom there in the spring, being full of birds singing as they rifled +the fruit in summer, and in autumn dropping blood-shot leaves among +the mud and mire. The laird would gallantly insist on placing Peggy’s +basket before him on the saddle, or would carry it for her. Balcairnie +either trotting on with a passing nod, or falling discreetly into the +background, determined to show that he was not curious over much, or +bent on spoiling sport. + +The spectacle had hardly been an improving one. The young laird had +been demeaning himself in some lights, trifling with a poor country +girl, and exposing her, as he ought not to have done, to serious +misconstruction and harm. Peggy, like a senseless girl, had been laying +herself open to scandal and slander and a hundred graver dangers. +Still the pair had been a pretty pair, however ill-matched--there is +no denying it. The laird in his riding-coat and boots and tops, gaily +flourishing his silver-mounted whip; Peggy in her blue-and-red striped +linsey-woolsey petticoat, white apron, blue-and-buff striped jacket, +and her duffle mantle if it chanced to be wintry weather; her fair +hair either bare and tied up with a riband--the relic of the old snood +or cockernonie, or else covered by a Bessie-kell-a quilted cotton or +woollen hood--under the curtains of which the bonnie face beamed with +the mingled shyness and gladness of a child’s face. + +In a similar manner the larger groups, in which many minor figures had +been represented with varying effect, were effaced from the canvas. +These had shown Peggy on the harvest field where the laird, like +Boaz of old, shared the labour and the mid-day meal of his servants. +Detaching Peggy from the rest, he would act as ‘bandster’ to her +shearing, or he would sit at her feet, and decree that as an equivalent +to dipping her morsel in the vinegar, she should have her choice of the +scones in the basket and the first draught of ale from the pitcher. In +those days Peggy was the queen of the autumn fields--a gentle queen +who bore the honours thrust upon her meekly. Still she did not fail to +arouse animadversion, and the entire _tableau_ tended rather to the +entertainment than the edification of the spectators. + +The sensations of the company were not of a much more generous or +amiable description when Peggy was persuaded to fling her handkerchief +to Drumsheugh in the coquettish old dance of ‘The Country Bumpkin;’ or +when, at the entreaty of her lover, she sang with her flute-like pipe +to a decorously hushed assembly, or sat as mute as a mouse while he +sang in his trumpet tones. Her song might be ‘Ye Banks and Braes,’ or +‘Aye wauken O! wauken aye and weary’--both of which ditties held tender +warnings to heedless girls, if they would but have taken the hints--or +it might be some blyther measure. But his song never varied. It was +always the bold, barefaced declaration-- + + Young Peggy blooms our bonniest lass, + Her breath is like the morning, + The rosy dawn, the springing grass + With early gems adorning. + +with a peculiar emphasis on the verse-- + + Ye powers of honour, love, and truth, + From every ill defend her; + Inspire the highly-favoured youth + The destinies intend her. + +The laird could not stand the abrupt, harsh interference which in the +twinkling of an eye dissolved these enchanting scenes. It would cost +him his wits. He would rather carry off Peggy, with or without her +will, where nobody should ever come between them. What did she mean by +giving him up at any third person’s word, be that person her mother +twice over? Had the two-faced lass no heart in her breast? He would be +upsides with her yet, for the pain and mortification she was causing +him. He confided all this to Balcairnie, who gave no further answer +than a shake of his head and a resolute ‘I’ll no be your man in sic an +ill job, Drumsheugh,’ so the laird went on fuming and storming if he +did not speak of ‘louping ower a linn.’ + +The comical side of the question was that he was his own master all the +time to do what he liked in the circumstances. He had been left the +Laird of Drumsheugh without limitation. He could marry Peggy Hedderwick +to-morrow, in spite of his mother, and it was not likely that Peggy or +her mother for her, would decline a plain offer of marriage from so +high a quarter, or that either would draw so fine a distinction as to +refuse the proposed honour, unless it were accompanied by the free and +full consent of the Lady to her son’s throwing himself away. + +But, somehow, the laird stopped short of such rank insubordination +and thoroughgoing independence. There was a strain of weakness in his +wilfulness, or else the times were against him. People had not yet +shaken off the old feudal prejudices. Drumsheugh, in his simplicity +and homeliness, was still, both in his own estimation and in that of +other people, the Laird, the scion of the great house of Dalwolsie, +and Peggy was the cotter lass, come of hynds and nobodies. Balcairnie, +who was not so far before her in the last respect, might have married +her without reservation, though she was by no means his social equal; +but the most disinterested unworldly version of the affair which +the most single-hearted judges looked for from Drumsheugh was that +he should be found fond enough of Peggy, and faithful enough to her, +while he was sufficiently regardless of his own interests, to engage in +a secret ancient troth-plight equivalent to a marriage with her, and +right in the eyes of the law, though it was censurable by the Kirk. +It would be a contract which must hamper him all his days, and if he +were ever so far left to himself as to seek to evade it, might drag +him down to crime and misery. Why on such small temptation, out of two +courses--the one clear and above-board, the worst consequences of which +would be faced at once--the other a flattering more than half-cowardly +compromise done in the dark, and only coming to the light and +encountering the natural results after a long interval--a manly fellow +like the laird should inevitably, as if it were a matter of necessity, +have adopted the second and lower course, remains a testimony to the +force of habit and of one-sided reasoning. + +The laird had been accustomed to set his mother at nought in what +seemed right in his own eyes. He was not dependent on her in money +matters, and did not give a thought to the risk of forfeiting the +savings of her jointure, since he was at this stage of his development +as free-handed as he was open-hearted. Still, he could not summon +up his courage to brave the high-spirited, determined old woman +altogether. In the same way he could not make up his mind to despise +the clamour and opposition of his circle of gentry, little as he had +hitherto prized the hereditary association with them. + +Drumsheugh, when he was compelled to a decision, never dreamed of a +more generous and honourable step than that of running away with Peggy, +and vowing that he was her husband before two available witnesses; +nay, the idea of anything less temporising and more magnanimous did +not even cross Balcairnie’s mind. It was in serene satisfaction with +the concession that he agreed to back the laird as usual in waylaying +Peggy, in spite of her mother’s commands, and in propounding to her the +grand yet sorry expedient for getting rid of all objections in future, +by establishing the couple in the sure, if unacknowledged, relations of +man and wife. + +After some spying and picking up of floating information, the two +friends learnt that Peggy, while she now kept religiously indoors +with her mother, for the most part of her time, was in the custom of +recompensing the neighbour who went most of the girl’s errands. This +reward consisted in Peggy’s ‘ca’ing,’ or driving out, the neighbour’s +cow in the cool of the morning and late evening of the June season, to +feed for an hour or two on the grass by the dyke sides and ditches, or +on the short turf of a single knowe, which rose in solitary dignity +among the flat corn-fields. The road to the knowe was for a certain +distance that to Craigie, so often trodden in happier circumstances. +The knowe itself, with its patches of rushes, had been Peggy’s seat +when as a child she had played at plaiting the ‘thrashies’ into a crown +and sceptre. She was an only child like her lover, and had known few +playmates save her school companions. She had been used to lonely hours +and single-handed games. Her most intimate friend in later times had +been her ardent admirer the laird, whom she was now forbidden to see +or speak to. He had been with her on this knowe when the dew lay on +the grass and the corn-craik was ‘chirming,’ as it was at the present +moment. He had made a posy for her of what Peggy merely called ‘bonnie +floors,’ but which were in detail the dead white grass of Parnassus +that grew among the rushes, together with the crimson and pink fumitory +and the yellow avens which he had gathered idly as they came along, +leaving hedge-row and dyke-side behind them. He had shown the greatest +kindness and patience in helping her to draw out the pith of the rushes +and plait it--no longer into a mock crown and sceptre, but into a real +wick for her mother’s cruizie. + +All these soft recollections proved too much for poor Peggy, as she +ca’d Hawkie; the girl put up her apron to her eyes to dry the blinding +tears which rendered her more incapable of detecting prowlers in her +vicinity. + +Then with the practical agility of the riever of old, the laird ‘cam’ +skipping ower the hill’ from the little hollow on the other side, to +which he and Balcairnie had ridden, and where the latter stayed with +the horses. + +In a moment Jamie Ramsay was by the sorrowful girl’s side, detaining +her when she sought to retreat. + +Peggy wore her summer house dress, the pretty light cotton jacket +which has been immortalised by Wilkie and Sir William Allen. It had a +little collar or ‘neck,’ turned over where the sunburn of the throat +met the whiteness of the bosom, and was only confined at the waist by +the string of her apron. Her round arms were bare to the elbow, the +sleeves of her jacket being rolled up for convenience’ sake. The arms +were mottled and dimpled like those of a child. Her brown little feet +too were bare. Her uncovered hair was arranged in the most primitive +style--after all it is the fashion of the great Greek statues. The +locks ‘which the wind used to blaw’ were ‘shed’ behind the ears, wound +round the head, rippling in natural ripples as they were wound, until +they were fastened in a knot at the back of the shapely head. Yet no +stately ball-room belle in flowing gauze or rustling brocade, with +high-heeled shoes and a higher powdered _tête_, had ever appeared half +so sweet as Peggy to the enamoured young laird. He was not caught in +undress. He came a-courting her--as he was bound to do, though she had +been a beggar maid, and not merely an industrious cotter lass, who +supported herself and her mother by the fruits of her honest industry. +He wore his best snuff-brown coat, his last flowered waistcoat, his +dress buckles in his shoes, with his dark hair combed carefully and +neatly back and tied in a _queue_, the riband of which, in skilfully +disposed bows and ends, hung half-way down his shoulders. + +‘I mauna bide. Let me gang, laird. Oh! why are you here, when I canna +lichtlie my mither’s word?’ cried the faithful and despairing Peggy, +with streaming eyes and heaving bosom, torn as she was by conflicting +obligations. + +‘Na, but hear me, Peggy,’ insisted Drumsheugh, strong to carry the day +in his confidence in the honesty of his intentions, and the truth of +what he was going to say. ‘Take a message from me to your mother, and +she will not stand in our gate, or make another thrawn rule to keep +us apart. Tell her I am willing to join hands with you and exchange +written lines. Lass, I’ll take the half-merk with you the morn if you +like; neither king nor minister has power to come between us after +that. You’ll be to all intents and purposes my wife and the young Leddy +of Drumsheugh from that moment.’ + +Peggy was not only staggered, she was deeply touched and proudly +joyful. She had it in her power to become the ‘Leddy of Drumsheugh.’ +The laird had vindicated his sincerity and honour. There was no more +question of tampering with her affections and betraying her trust. He +had come out of the test nobly, as not one man in a thousand would have +come. + +Peggy had not the least doubt that her mother would feel more than +satisfied--she would be greatly uplifted by her daughter’s wonderful +good fortune. Instead of thwarting Drumsheugh again in his wildest +fancy, Mrs. Hedderwick would now defer to his least whim, and consent +to pay him the humblest, most grateful homage. Peggy was ready to go +with the laird to her mother and see if it were not so--to settle for +life her grand and happy destiny. + +The laird, carried out of himself by the excitement of the moment, +delighted with the effect of his words, thinking himself nearly as true +and kind as Peggy thought him--more in love with her than ever--was +prepared to start that instant to fulfil his pledge and knock the nail +on the head. + +To Luckie Hedderwick, accordingly, the infatuated couple went +straightway, without an attempt at concealment, widely removed as they +were, in the exaltation of their feelings, from any consideration of +prudence. They only waited till Drumsheugh hallooed for Balcairnie to +come up and wish Peggy and the laird joy, and then to bring on the +horses to the Cotton. + +Poor old Luckie, lying powerless in her box-bed, could hardly believe +her fast-failing eyes and ears, when Peggy came in (followed by +Drumsheugh in full feather), and when he sat down on the kist in the +window, which was the only disengaged seat, her own arm-chair being +occupied by the unmannerly cat, and Peggy’s stool at the wheel taken up +by the tray of reeled pirns of yarn. + +There was no vow of vengeance on the laird’s smooth brow, or of +reprisal on his smiling lips. On the contrary, there was the most +abundant security and provision for Peggy Hedderwick in his presence +there in her mother’s cottage, and his frankly undertaking to marry +the lass at once, before competent witnesses. It was not from such a +good end as this that her conscience and her minister alike had begun +to frighten the widow. Her dear little Peggy would be a lady after +all, and some day she would take her stand among the best and be freely +acknowledged by the whole of the county side. She could not expect that +just at first, but anyway she would be kept an honest and innocent +woman. Her children, if she ever had children, would be born in lawful +wedlock. She need neither fear God nor man, and poverty would no longer +hover at her door, only held at bay by her courageous, diligent young +arm. + +Of course, it was not for Mrs. Hedderwick to say the laird nay. It was +for her to thank him from a lowly, thankful heart for not merely doing +justly by her daughter, but for being minded to endow her with his +favour and with her share of his portion of the world’s goods, which +many people would reckon far beyond her deserts. + +A glimpse of Balcairnie and the horses as they walked up and down the +road, which the old woman saw through the bole of a window at the +head of her bed, completed the dazzling of any sense Mrs. Hedderwick +possessed. She described the scene afterwards as too splendid for this +world--like a verse of the Bible, or a line of an ‘auld ballant.’ +It was as when ‘Abraham’s servant baud the lassie munt and ride wi’ +him to be the wife of his maister’s son. To be sure the horses were +camels then, whatever the odds. It was as when the auld knicht crossed +the sea to bring the king o’ Norrowa’s dochter ower the faem to be +his queen, and then the nags were boats--whilk it was a mercy they +were not here, lest the cobbles had coupet wi’ her Peggy among the +prood waves, as gude Sir Patrick Spens’s ship sank down, in forty +fathoms deep. Whatever, it was a maist fine ferlie for Drumsheugh to +come wooing and speering for her dochter at a puir body like her, +and for Balcairnie--with whose mither, worthy woman, she hersel had +been a servant lass for three year afore she and Simon Hedderwick +yoked thegither--to sit or stand at her door wi’ the beasts in braid +daylicht, in the sicht of the whole Cotton, as gin she were the leddy +and Balcairnie the serving-man.’ + +The entire arrangements were agreed on that evening, the laird chalking +them out very much according to his vagrant fancy, Peggy and her +mother assenting with meek, swelling hearts, simply entering a humble +protest and venturing on a mild amendment when he suggested a clean +impossibility. It would be far pleasanter as well as safer, since the +marriage was not to be made public immediately, for the affair to take +place from home. Peggy had a cousin--a decent man--a cow-keeper near +Edinburgh. She could go on a visit to his wife. Such a visit would be +made worth the couple’s while; in fact, they were likely to be filled +with importance at the part they were called on to play. Drumsheugh +and Balcairnie could easily take a ride to town treading on Peggy’s +heels early one fine morning, or late one propitious evening; Peggy, +with her cousins to bear her company, and the laird, with Balcairnie +as his supporter, would join in a stroll to look at the shop windows +or admire the big houses, until they reached the particular house the +laird spoke of as the Temple of Hymen, to the mystified ears hanging +on his words. There Peggy and he would take the half-merk together in +the most popular mode. They would acknowledge themselves man and wife, +and sign the lines before some queer sort of mass-John and a notary, as +well as before Peggy’s cousins and Balcairnie; and the knot would be +so securely tied that only death could sever it. Peggy would come back +to her mother and the Cotton, and he would return to his mother and +Drumsheugh. Nobody need be any wiser till the couple chose to proclaim +what had been accomplished, when he should be at liberty to put his +wife into his mother’s seat. But he felt sure his Peggy would not +refuse to bide a wee for her honours, and would not weary while she had +his love and care. And Mrs. Hedderwick would not seek to come between +the pair when they were man and wife. + +Peggy would not weary, would not refuse to wait a hundred years--always +supposing she lived a century and retained Drumsheugh’s unshaken love +and faith while the years lasted. Was she to dictate terms and exact +favours which were far beyond her original estate? She would be well +off if Drumsheugh owned her for his wife, though it were but with his +dying breath. As for Luckie Hedderwick, she would no more interfere +with the laird’s rights when he had established them, than she would +challenge the prerogative of the King. + +It all came to pass as Drumsheugh had ordained it. In an irregular +and yet in a deliberate, formal manner, quite legal according to the +liberal law of Scotland, and with ancient custom to justify the act, +by no mock marriage, but by a binding rite, as both knew, Jamie Ramsay +wedded Peggy Hedderwick. No exposure followed the event, though it +did not go unattended by vague suspicions and fitful rumours. Such +marriages were not so unheard of as to prevent the signs of their +recurrence from being quickly noted and eagerly caught up. + +But as the Lady of Drumsheugh did not see fit to cause an +investigation, to cross-question her son, or to go out of her way to +assail and harass Peggy; as Peggy’s mother in her box-bed did not stir +in the matter by proxy; as it was the old daffing intercourse between +the laird and the lass, which was openly resumed, and went on much as +formerly to hoodwink the public, what was everybody’s business proved +nobody’s business. Nothing was said or done to clear up the mystery as +to the precise terms on which the Laird of Drumsheugh stood with the +lass of low degree. + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[3] + + He’s low down, he’s in the broom, + That’s waiting for me. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + PEGGY’S WELCOME HOME. + + +Balcairnie could have spoken out and enlightened the neighbourhood, but +he did not. Affectionately attached as he was both to Drumsheugh and +Peggy, he had not as yet any strong temptation to speak out and shame +the Devil, while delivering his victims. Granted that the position +was most awkward and indefensible, it had not become so untenable as +to shock and scare a man like Balcairnie--not wholly unaccustomed to +such difficult conditions--into breaking his word and exposing the +offenders, with whom he had been ‘art and part,’ for the good of one or +both. + +It was hardly possible that Drumsheugh’s passion would remain at +its first white heat. It was too probable that it might pass into +weariness, even disgust, where the poor girl he had married was +concerned. True, there had been no such fundamental disparity between +the two as may be imagined. Still, Drumsheugh was a man with a man’s +power of varying his life. He could not rid himself of his blue blood +and his lairdship. The likelihood was that the longer he lived their +claims on him would increase and intensify, till what he had slighted +in his youth might, in inverse proportion, become a heavy chain on +his mature years. He might come to clutch his hereditary advantages +and brandish them in a surly fashion in the face of poor Peggy, who +not only lacked such on her own account, but would to a considerable +extent qualify and damage her husband’s privileges. The shallowness +of the laird’s nature, in the middle of its single-heartedness and +transparency, would tend to this result. + +In the meantime Peggy, arrested and isolated by her own deed, instead +of moving on and becoming transplanted, would stand still or retrograde +in her false suspended position. Half envied, half doubted, and blamed +by her former equals, wholly distrusted and shunned by those who were +still her social superiors, her heart would grow sick under the painful +ordeal, her gentle, modest nature wax bold and defiant. The very +appearance of evil--which is to be avoided in its turn--would work much +of the harm of the evil itself. + +But long before this deplorable conclusion was reached, within three or +four months of the unceremonious marriage, while the laird was still +the fond bridegroom and Peggy the tender bride, an accident happened +which brought matters to an unexpected crisis. + +One windy October afternoon the laird had been helping to take down +the first new stack to be thrashed or flailed out from the stack-yard +of the home-farm, when by some chance he missed his footing, fell +headlong from the stack-head among the horses’ feet below, and received +a kick in the chest from one of the startled horses. He was taken up +insensible and carried to the mansion-house. The misadventure created a +lively sensation, and the news gathered gravity and tragic horror as it +spread abroad. + +It was said that Drumsheugh was dead, that he had been vomiting blood, +that he had never spoken, that he had cried loudly for Peggy Hedderwick +to bid her a last farewell. In the conflicting testimony one serious +bit of evidence was certain. Dr. Forsyth had been summoned post-haste +from Craigie. Balcairnie had been seen riding like a madman from +his biggest potatoe field, in which the gatherers had been toiling +anxiously all day, for frost was in the air, and if the potatoes were +not ‘pitted’ in time there would be havock among the earth-apples. + +It was almost night-fall before the calamitous tidings got Peggy’s +length. They were thrown in at the half-open door of the cottage in +which she and her mother dwelt, by an ill-conditioned drunken brute of +a carter, who was driving by, and had caught a glimpse of the girl as +she moved about between the dim gloaming without and the fire-light +within. In the spirit of mischief and strange pleasure in inflicting +pain which belongs to very small, low, and morbidly hostile natures, +just as the man in other circumstances might have pelted her with a +snow-ball in which lay lodged a cruelly sharp stone; so he called +out to her in a bullying, inhumanly indifferent tone, ‘Hey! Peggy +Hedderwick, what are you doing there? Do you ken your fine laird’s +felled? He’s met his dead in the corn-yard of Drumsheugh an hour or +twa syne.’ + +Peggy gave a piteous, plaintive cry, like that of a wounded hare--the +most helpless, timid creature in its misery; but she did not sink down +or faint away, and the next moment she was beginning to make nervous +preparations to set forth for the scene of the disaster. She would +not listen to her startled mother, imploring, in the mingled terror +and weakness of age, for the explanations and reassurances there was +nobody to afford. The informant had driven off after launching his +thunderbolt, and the occupants of the neighbouring cottages were still +about in the potatoe fields. ‘I maun gang to him at aince,’ Peggy +kept muttering as she groped instinctively in the waning light for a +shawl to fling over her head--not so much as a shelter from the bitter +blast which had been scouring along the floor and causing her to +spin by the warm hearth-side, as with a lingering sense of what was +womanly and fitting, because it would not be wiselike in a lass to go +abroad at such a season without a screen from inquisitive eyes. ‘He +wouldna forbid me ony mair. He’s my man. Oh! Jamie, Jamie, if you’re +felled outricht, and there is nocht left for me to do for you, but +to streek you and dress you in your dead-claes, it is for your puir +lassie’s--your wife’s hand, to steek your een and kame your hair for +the last time. I dinna mind your leddy-mither now; I’m nearer to you +than she is, and I’ll daur her to do her worst the nicht--as if the +worst were not come already, gin my Jamie be felled dead! Wae’s me! +wae’s me! And it was but this mornin’, and no a terrible lifetime syne, +that he clasped and kissed me at parting.’ + +Peggy did not even notice to lift off the gridle on which cakes were +toasting. She who had been reared in the most frugal habits was +abandoning the good oaten bread which must ‘scouther’ unheeded. The +room was full of the sharp, searching smell of scorched oatmeal, at +which every mouse in the farthest recesses of its hole in the clay +biggin’ was snuffing with relish as at the potent odour of toasted +cheese. + +Luckie was feebly protesting and whimpering over the waste, when Peggy +unheeding stepped across the threshold and ran right against Balcairnie +in the act of entering. + +‘Balcairnie, is the tale true? Is he living or dead? For the love o’ +Heaven, speak,’ gasped Peggy, clasping the friendly arm and making as +if she would fall on her knees at the yeoman’s feet, treating him like +the arbiter of fate. + +‘Oh! Balcairnie, sir, will you stop her--she winna mind me--frae goin’ +on a fule’s errand?’ implored Luckie from her bed, wiping her bleared +eyes with a blue checked linen handkerchief; ‘and gin you will forgie +me for the liberty, will you turn the cakes and tak’ them aff, or do +something to hinder sic a wicket throwing awa’ o’ gude victuals and me +no able to steer a finger.’ + +‘Canny, canny,’ remonstrated the doubly-assailed Balcairnie. ‘Yes, +Peggy, he’s livin’ and life-like in spite of this mischanter, thank +his Maker and yours and mine--no me. Oo, ay, gudewife, I’ll see to +the cakes. Mony a time I had a hand--not always a helping hand--in +your bakings--do you mind? When you were my puir mither’s douce lass +and I was a mischievious deil o’ a laddie birslin’ peas among your +bannocks.--Peggy, have I given you time to draw breath? If so, you maun +come wi’ me this minute. I’m sent to fetch you: no by Drumsheugh alone, +by his mither the Leddy: “Go and bring Peggy Hedderwick here,” were her +words, and you maun haste ye to do her bidding.’ + +But Peggy hung back. The reaction had come. She was relieved from her +depth of despair and extremity of fear for Drumsheugh’s life. Her old +childish dread of the Lady and reluctance to encounter her reproaches +and scorn revived in full force. ‘Oh, Balcairnie, I canna gang,’ she +protested incoherently, twisting her fingers. ‘Does he want me? What +has she sent for me to do to me?’ + +‘To gie you your paiks (whips),’ Balcairnie, who was somewhat of a +humourist in his way, could not resist saying dryly, taking off the +abject fright of poor Peggy. But the kind fellow relented the next +moment. ‘If so, Drumsheugh and me had need to come in for muckle +heavier skelps, as the Leddy is a just woman, who has a name for +uprightness, and has ta’en pride in the fact all her days. Na, Peggy, +dinna be a cawf,’ he admonished her with great friendliness though +little ceremony. ‘You maunna stand in your ain licht. You must tak’ +the wind when it blaws in your barn door. Forbye you maun obey your +gude mither and your man, like a gude bairn. Drumsheugh cried for you +as soon as he cam’ to himself, and vowed he but to see you richted, or +it’s like his mither the Leddy micht not have minded your existence or +mentioned your name. And he does want you, lass, for his breast has +gotten a bit stave in from that ugly brute’s cloot; he’s lying groaning +and peching yonder, though the doctor promises to put him richt in a +wheen weeks or months.’ + +Thus urged and alarmed anew, Peggy prepared to go home to Drumsheugh +a weeping, downcast bride with a troubled home-coming--altogether +different from the happy woman making the triumphant, if late, entrance +on her honours which she and her laird had confidently pictured to +themselves. + +Balcairnie would not suffer Peggy to tarry for any change of dress. +He had spoken the truth and he was fain to hope the best, but he was +by no means so sure as he tried to pretend of the laird’s ultimate +recovery, or even of his long surviving the bad injury he had received. +And when Peggy detected some gleam of this dire uncertainty in the mind +of his friend where her husband’s fate was in question, she had no more +heart to put on her best clothes and seek humbly to make as favourable +an impression as could be hoped for, on the mind of the Lady. + +Indeed, Mrs. Ramsay had often enough seen Peggy before, and till lately +had been in the habit of speaking to her in a gracious condescending +way, becoming in a laird’s mother, when the girl worked in the fields, +or carried in her yarn and eggs to the market at Craigie. But that +notice and these salutations had been bestowed on Peggy Hedderwick, a +cotter lass. It was Peggy Ramsay, the Lady’s son’s wife by a lawful +though summary marriage, who in other circumstances might have been +tremblingly desirous to prepossess the dowager-lady in the younger +woman’s favour. + +As it was, Peggy could but take down from their respective ‘cleeks’ her +ordinary duffle cloak and rustic straw bonnet as the articles of dress +which came readily to her hand, and tie their strings in such desperate +speed and confusion that they at once fell into ‘run knots,’ which must +be cut or torn asunder before she could be freed from their encumbrance +when she arrived at Drumsheugh. + +‘God bless you, my lass, gin this be fare-you-weel,’ her mother’s +quavering voice said wistfully, and Peggy minded so far as to turn +quickly before quitting the room and bend over the prostrate figure +with a half-choked reply, ‘Mither, Merrin will be in next door or I’m +weel gane, gin you gie a chap she’ll look ben and see to you. If I +dinna come back the nicht, I’ll send ower the first thing the morn, +and I’ll never forget you, mither, only I can think o’ naething but him +the nicht.’ + +Peggy had no other idea than that she would trudge on foot all the way +through the cold, darkness and storm, too thankful to have Balcairnie’s +escort to Drumsheugh. But he had made a more considerate arrangement, +though his care for Peggy had not impelled him to so bold a measure as +ordering out the Drumsheugh coach to fulfil the lady’s commission and +for Peggy’s benefit. When it came to that, he had never dreamt of such +a step. Peggy and the family coach--the chief symbol of the country +gentry’s rank and state, were still far apart even in Balcairnie’s +loyal eyes. If Peggy should ever arrive at ordering out the Drumsheugh +coach, and driving in it at her pleasure, as another young Mrs. Ramsay +might have done in the sense of an unquestionable right, it could +only be after a considerable apprenticeship still to sufferance and +dependence on the part of the low-born wife. + +Balcairnie had merely brought his horse, with a pillion fastened to the +saddle. There was no ‘louping-on-stane’ at the cot-house door. Nobody +except the laird had been in the habit of mounting and dismounting +there, any more than of driving up in a coach with horses taken from +the plough. But the example of Katherine Janfarie’s lover, though it +had not yet been sung in more than the rough border ballad, could very +well be followed in one respect-- + + He’s mounted her hie behind himsel’, + At her kinsmen speer’d nae leave. + +Balcairnie was far too true, generous, and reverent, with too +well-balanced a mind in his yeoman estate, to find a further analogy +in the situation. But it was on the cards that he should have his +thoughts, as he rode on, stooping forward to see and guide his horse +in the gathering night and tempest on the rough road, with the feeble +woman’s arms clinging to him. For Peggy became forced, in order to +keep her seat, to cling tenaciously to the other rider, and let her +drooping head rest on his friendly shoulder, as she shook and quivered +with the sobs into which she broke out now and then in her distraction +and dismay, and as she was further flung here and there by the hard +trot over the stones and through the holes, in a painful, perilous mode +of locomotion to which she had been totally unaccustomed. Did he ask +himself was it thus that Peggy would have held by him and depended on +him utterly, had that vision which he was supposed to have entertained +for a fleeting moment come to pass long ago--had she been for more than +a year now the goodwife of Balcairnie, and had he been taking her home +as a common event from kirk, or market, or friendly visit in scenes +where she had already established her claim to be treated like the best +of the company? Faithful as he was to the laird no less than to Peggy, +Balcairnie knew that in such a case it would have been infinitely +better for Peggy, whatever it might have been for himself. + +Other thoughts and associations thronged thickly on the young couple as +they rode on in their excitement and suspense. The first snow of the +season began to fall blindingly and blow strongly in their bent faces, +before they passed between the two battered pillars originally crowned +with stone balls, one of which had fallen down and been suffered to +lie, like a decapitated head, at the side of the entrance to the +avenue. By some means the stone ball had become split in two and could +not be replaced on its site. In this condition the two halves always +reminded Balcairnie, who was tolerably familiar with Scotch history, +though it was the only history he had ever read, of that unlucky +De Bohun, Earl of Essex, whose head good King Robert clove with his +battle-axe, just to give the blustering champion of England his due, +and as an earnest of the feats the warlike monarch was to perform that +day on the field of Bannockburn. + +Balcairnie sought to cheer Peggy by claiming the snow as a good omen; +she was ‘ganging a white gate,’ which, as everybody knew, boded high +prosperity to a bride. But, in spite of themselves, another and very +different picture arose in their minds. It was that which in song +and legend has formed the burden of many a local tragedy. The scene +is familiar to all when the betrayed and ruined woman wanders in her +despair to her cruel lover’s door, while the ‘whuddering blast’ pierces +her to the marrow, and the deadly white and chill snow threatens to +prove her winding-sheet. She knocks, and implores piteously in vain +for admission and shelter. ‘Oh, ope, Lord Gregory, ope the door!’ cries +the sobbing, wailing voice, fast sinking into everlasting silence. + +Balcairnie and Peggy were now riding down the avenue of firs, sombre +in the height of summer, with their black canopies blacker than ever +under their powdering of white, while the bare stems were ‘swirled’ +by the wind in the wildest, dreariest manner. The ruin of the old +tower was faintly visible. Shaken as it was, with its loose stones +rattling in the hurlyburly, it seemed as if it might fall and crush +Peggy in punishment of her heinous sin against the ancient dignity of +Drumsheugh, and her audacious intrusion within its precincts. + +The front of the house was lit up with lights stationary in ordinarily +obscured windows, or flitting up and down staircases, showing that +something out of the common had happened, and that the whole household +was roused and restless. + +At the moment when the clatter of Balcairnie’s horse’s hoofs might +be heard, the hall-door was suddenly thrown open, showing what, by +contrast with the darkness without, looked a blaze of light within. A +group of servants was in the glare, but still more prominently in front +of them stood the Lady in her black mode gown, tippet, and mittens, +with her lace lappets fluttering in the night-wind as they framed a +high-nosed, high-browed face--the face of a born ruler. + +Peggy set her teeth to keep back a scream of dismay, while Balcairnie +lept down quickly and lifted his companion, ready to fall in a heap on +the ground, from his horse. + +Was the Lady come out to kill her on the spot by telling her Drumsheugh +was gone, and there was no longer a place for his poor Peggy in the +house that had ceased with his passing breath to be his dwelling? When +it came to that, Peggy thought in her despair, there was no place for +her on the face of that earth where her young lover walked no longer. + +Was the Lady come out to spurn Peggy in the sight of the powdered +flunkeys and flouting waiting-maids, and still-maids for whom Peggy, +cotter lass as she was, had been wont, in her greater independence +and simpler sufficiency for her few needs, to entertain a mild, +somewhat inconsequent scorn? At the same time, in her perturbation, she +indulged in extravagant hyperbole, for there was only one miserable +flunkey--guiltless of powder, who was also coachman and gardener, +and one ancient waiting-maid, who united the offices of abigail and +housekeeper, at Drumsheugh. + +As Peggy’s tottering feet touched the ground a firm foot stepped up to +her, a steady hand was laid upon her to hold her up, a voice addressed +her in clear, unfaltering accents, which, though they were imperious, +were far from unkind. ‘Come away, my dear. Come in where it is your +right to be in your man’s house and by your man’s side. If I had been +told, for certain, four months since what I’ve been told to-day, you +should not have waited and been kept so long out of your own. Fie!’ +exclaimed the lady in a little heat, bending her brows, ‘it was not fit +that Drumsheugh’s wife should shaw neeps and sell yarn, whatever might +be free to his Joe. But we’ll say no more of that. I ken it was not +you who were the most to blame, my bonnie Peggy. It was all the fault +of these two foolish loons, Drumsheugh and Balcairnie. But we cannot +wyte the one, can we? when he is lying sick and sorry, and we may come +to forgive the second in time, for the service he has rendered us this +night. Cheer up, Peggy, the doctor says Jamie will pull through, and +be as braw a man as ever yet.’[4] + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[4] The author cannot refrain from recording that the magnanimous +reception which the Lady of Drumsheugh is represented as according to +her son’s low-born, privately married wife, was, in fact, given in +similar circumstances by the widow and mother of an old Fife laird +to her son’s sorely daunted, humble bride. A very different fate +was hers from that of the Portuguese Inez and the German Agnes. The +sagacious Scotch mother, finding that the losing game was about to +be taken out of her hands, by what she did not hesitate to regard as +an interposition of Providence in the illness of the laird, made her +concession frankly and handsomely. Stout Drumsheugh and Balcairnie and +bonnie Peggy are more than mere shadows, as the reader could not fail +to see but for what is lacking in the skill of their chronicler. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + THE LONG DAYS THAT FOLLOWED + + +Drumsheugh recovered gradually from the consequences of his fall; but +he had a long and dangerous illness, during which there was much to +subdue any human being to whom he was first and dearest. + +Peggy proved herself a harmless, guileless, fond and faithful creature. +She was meek in her exaltation, which, to begin with, consisted mainly +of the liberty to nurse day and night a young man who had been too +much spoilt by rude health, an active life, and the getting of his own +way, though it had not necessarily been a base--not even a mean and +heartless way--to come out strong as a patient, considerate invalid. + +The old lady opened her eyes more and more to the truth, and did not +repent of her wise generosity. She was won so far as to take Peggy +into a degree of favour on her own account. Still, there could not +fail to be an amount of reaction here also. Mrs. Ramsay made the best +of Peggy: she brought herself to think that the laird’s mother might +be the most suitable person to train the laird’s wife and to mould her +in the course of years into the future Lady as well as mistress of +Drumsheugh. She, the present Lady, might do it and get over the contact +with all Peggy’s innumerable rusticities and gaucheries, not merely +out of unselfish regard for her son, but because of some grains of +tenderness already springing up, whether she would or not, in her by no +means unmotherly heart, for her daughter. Poor little Peggy Hedderwick +that was, had been thrust on an undesirable eminence, which brought +her in unsuitable rivalry--not with one alone, but with every former +aggrieved Lady of Drumsheugh; yet Peggy deferred so sincerely to Mrs. +Ramsay in the smallest particular, and looked up to her from such a +lowly depth of respect that was almost awe, and of gratitude which in +its intensity was well-nigh anguish, that the worst part of the offence +became cancelled. + +But when all was said and done, it galled and fretted Mrs. Ramsay’s +proud, punctilious nature to see Peggy scared and ashamed, floundering +and bungling hugely and grotesquely whenever she could not avoid +taking the place which had been vacated to her. For the old lady did +nothing by halves. The head of the dinner-table, the central seat +on the principal settee in the drawing-room, the top of the front +gallery ‘bucht’ in Craigture Kirk, the front seat of that coach which +Balcairnie had not caused to be driven to the Cotton to bring Peggy +home, the ordering of the servants, the receiving of the guests--all +belonged now to Peggy’s duties and privileges. She might discharge +them very unworthily, but she might not refuse to accept them; and no +third person who had Peggy’s interest at heart might decline them for +her or appropriate them in order to save her from suffering. This was +not to be done for young Mrs. Ramsay’s own sake, to avoid injuring her +fatally, since if any rash, short-sighted person were to interfere +and adopt this course, worse would be sure to come of it, and for the +sake of shielding her present the poor young woman’s future would be +irretrievably ruined. + +No, as Peggy had brewed she must drink--as she had aspired, and by +what would universally be held a wonderful stroke of good fortune, +gained her aspirations, she must consent to rise to them, and fit +herself for a new sphere. She must learn to live up to the blue china +of a hundred years ago. She must agree to learn the lessons of her +womanhood, with whatever toil and torture; she must struggle upwards +against overwhelming obstacles and crushing defeats; she must resign in +exchange for her dearly bought success, all the peace, ease, and happy +equality of her hardest day’s work as a labouring woman. + +There were others besides Peggy who had to endure mental pain when +Drumsheugh was sufficiently recovered to quit the retirement of +his rooms and appear even in the small publicity of family life. +At first, though the news had gone abroad at once, as the Lady had +intended it should, since the marriage was confessed and could never +be controverted, that Peggy Hedderwick had been acknowledged in the +presence of the household of Drumsheugh, and received by the mother of +the laird, as Jamie Ramsay’s wife, there were few witnesses of the +cotter’s girl’s lack of qualifications for her dignities. Only the +doctor and the minister and Drumsheugh’s confidant, Balcairnie, besides +Mrs. Ramsay and Peggy, and the elder servants, entered the sick room. +These spectators were bound in honour to keep their own counsel on the +subject of Peggy’s mistakes and eccentricities. + +Besides, when a man lies hovering between life and that death which +ends all social distinctions, grades and rank, with their different +standards and clashing practices, dwindle into vagueness and unreality. +Love may be as strong as death, and so capable of doing battle with the +last enemy; but there is a tendency, even in the noblest antecedents, +the best breeding, and the most polished manners, to collapse before +the primitive foe with his rude directness of dealing. It hardly +signified in these circumstances whether Peggy were a laird’s or a +hind’s daughter, though it did matter still that she was Drumsheugh’s +first and last love, that it was to her his eye turned in every wrestle +with the assailant, that her voice could soothe or rouse him when +not even his mother’s tones could penetrate through the turmoil of +unaccustomed torture, fever, and weakness under which his senses were +reeling. + +But everything became different when the first stage was over, and +Drumsheugh had returned in a state of convalescence to the family +sitting-room, with no further trace of having lingered on the brink +of the grave than was to be found in that peculiar unreasonable +‘fractiousness’ or crossness, which in itself caused Peggy to shed +salt tears half a dozen times a day, as if she had been the most to be +pitied instead of the most to be envied of low-born lasses. The fact +was she was incurably gentle and tender-hearted, and had neither the +wit to understand nor the spirit to withstand what was merely a passing +trouble not worth the reckoning, the natural result of the previous +disaster, for which the victim, in his inexperience, was not altogether +to blame. Not that Peggy found fault with her laird. It was simply +over her own presumption and demerits, and because she could no longer +‘please him,’ that she grew periodically hopeless. + +The servants felt the seal set on their powers of observation, +criticism and ridicule--and here and there their secret spitefulness, +so far withdrawn. Other spies began to drop in: neighbours who, under +the plea of inquiring for Drumsheugh, came to take a look and a laugh +at bonnie Peggy on her promotion. When they were formally introduced to +her as young Mrs. Ramsay they would, in their own minds and in the same +breath, praise Drumsheugh’s taste for beauty, and censure his want of +sense and worldly wisdom in committing so gross a _mésalliance_. They +would seriously debate with themselves whether it would be fit for +their wives and daughters to call on Peggy, and make her acquaintance +as one of themselves, till the lass could bear herself more like a +gentlewoman and less like a field-worker. The old lady had taken care +to have Peggy dressed as became her new station; but of what use was it +when Peggy huddled away her hands in her black silk apron, just as she +had hidden them in her linen ‘brat,’ and bobbed a curtsey, ‘looting’ +till she caught her foot in her train, tearing the lace from her skirt, +and threatening to come down with violence on her own drawing-room +floor. + +No, the Lady could not stand the first tug of the social struggle, +above all as Drumsheugh had been ordered away from home to avoid +the cold spring winds till his chest should be stronger. He was +actually going to take a voyage either to Gibraltar or Madeira--great +expeditions in those days--promising such adventures and risks of being +chased and taken prisoner by foreign privateers, that it quite raised +the laird’s spirits to think of them. + +Nobody proposed that Peggy should accompany her husband. It would have +doubled the considerable expense of the journey, while the laird was +but a poor man for his station. Besides, to tell the truth, Peggy, +with all her sweetness and humility, would have been of very little +use, rather a good deal of an incumbrance, as a travelling companion. +She had been rendered just then still more _distrait_ and lost by the +sudden death of her own mother, poor Luckie Hedderwick, which happened +not long after Peggy had been transferred to Drumsheugh. The melancholy +event overwhelmed Peggy with sorrow to an extent which the laird and +his mother were inclined to consider unreasonable. They did not mean to +be unkind, but it was difficult for them, after their first sympathy +with Peggy in her grievous shock and the solemnity of the occasion had +worn away, to regard the widow’s death otherwise than as a release to +more than herself, an opportune end to one of the most trying of the +awkward complications involved in the marriage. It was still harder +to be quite patient with Peggy for having so little judgment in her +lamentations for my ‘mither’ as not to recognise the compensations +in the trial, and to remain the next thing to inconsolable--letting +herself get more stupid and shyer than ever in her affliction, when the +sole foundation for it was the death of a ‘frail,’ bed-ridden woman +well up in years and laden with infirmities, so that she had become +betimes a burden both to herself and others. She could not have been +long spared to her friends in the nature of things. Peggy could not +have seen much more of her mother in the circumstances. If Luckie had +not happily been taken away at a stroke, her daughter could not have +been permitted to leave her husband’s house to wait upon her mother +without signal incongruity and a host of serious objections. Peggy +ought to be thankful that she had escaped these divided duties, and +to rest content with having been a good daughter to her mother when +the girl still belonged to the old woman, before Peggy had married far +above her in rank, and thus raised heavy barriers between the pair. +The poor soul herself had been reasonable. She had been tolerably +reconciled to what was inevitable, while she had cherished the utmost +pride and pleasure in her daughter’s lot. Peggy had been permitted to +gladden her mother’s heart in this respect: she ought to remember that +no woman, whether old or young, could have everything in this world. + +As Peggy, with all her submission, could not see this side of the +question for the present--on the contrary, kept foolishly reproaching +herself and mourning her loss, it would be better on the whole that +she should be left to herself--under good guidance, however,--for a +time, to recover from the blow she had received and come round to a +more cheerful and becoming frame of mind. The old lady would take the +opportunity of her son’s going South to accompany him as far as London, +from which he was to sail. She, too, would be better for a complete +change of scene and interests. She would pay the second visit of her +life to the English metropolis, and renew a friendship with some old +Scotch families that had removed to England, the members of which she +had not seen since they were all school-girls together. + +The Lady would have liked to supply her place efficiently. She was +really a fine woman and proved more thoughtfully careful of her son’s +wife in the absence of both mother and son than he showed himself. In +his lightness of heart and simple philosophy he never doubted that +Peggy would do quite well if she did not weary too much for him. But +he would write and tell her how strong he was growing, that he did +not forget her, and would be home to her again ‘belyve.’ She, on her +part, must exert herself, write and let him know all about the house +and garden, the cows and the cocks and hens; while Balcairnie would +look after the horses and cattle, manage the cropping, and the buying +and selling in the market for him, and would keep him informed on the +business of the farm which was beyond a woman’s comprehension. She must +go out and recover her roses which she had lost, good lass! in his +sick-room, for he meant to return as brown as sea air and a foreign sun +would tan and burn him. + +Mrs. Ramsay would have fain done more for Peggy. She would have +provided her with a wonderful ally. It was not that the old lady did +not think of it or wish it strenuously that she made no motion in +this direction. It was because she was conscious that in her former +ambition for her son and engrossment with what she had reckoned his +welfare, she had wronged this ally, and so did not have it in her power +to ask a great favour from the injured person. + +As the next best thing, the Lady repeatedly and earnestly recommended +Peggy to the good officies of Cunnings,[5] Mrs. Ramsay’s old maid +and housekeeper, an excellent servant, devoted to the family, honest +enough to be trusted with untold gold, and having but one failing to +be watched and weighed against so many virtues. True-hearted, kind +Cunnings, powerful in her worth, invulnerable on every other point, was +‘too fond of a drappie’--to put her weakness in the euphemistic words +in which it was for the most part respectfully and tenderly veiled. +She could not look on the wine when it was red, or more correctly, on +whisky when it was clear and colourless as the water at a well-eye, or +just tinged with the suspicion of amber which belongs to a mountain +stream flowing over a bed of peat, without danger of forgetting her +obligations and falling lamentably from her honourable reputation. + +But except on rare and unhappy occasions, Mrs. Ramsay’s strong hand +had always been able to keep Cunnings from stumbling into the snare. +And the Lady argued that Peggy could take care of the keys of the +cellar and side-board if she could do nothing else, and that having +been solemnly warned of Cunnings’ weakness, she would not be so silly +and unprincipled as to expose her servant to temptation. Poor fallible +Cunnings, on her part, was incapable, in spite of the flaw in her +perfect integrity, of laying snares to induce Peggy to leave the keys +about, or abandon them altogether. + +Mrs. Ramsay then provided Peggy with a maid of her own; a sort of +humble companion, to lighten the tedium when she should be left alone, +and to prevent her seeking undesirable associates elsewhere. The person +selected was a distant cousin of Peggy’s, five or six years older, who +had been in good service, and knew and could teach young Mrs. Ramsay +many things of which she was profoundly ignorant. In this way Jenny +Hedderwick would break the fallow ground of Peggy’s mind and pave the +way for the Lady’s more thorough and farther-reaching cultivation of +the soil. + +It may sound strange to the modern reader that any relative of Peggy’s +should be received as a domestic at Drumsheugh. But such arrangements, +of doubtful propriety as they seem to us, were not at all uncommon +in those single-hearted, downright days, when the world accepted a +situation frankly and made the best of it all round. In the case of +_més alliances_ like the laird’s and sudden elevations in rank like +Peggy’s, far nearer and less well endowed relatives than Jenny were +often received as a matter of course into the household that they might +profit in their degree and in their turn by the promotion of one of +their kindred. A mother would come as a nurse or a cook, a brother as a +groom or a gamekeeper, to the establishment, over which another member +of the family ruled as master or mistress. The arrangement could not +have worked very smoothly one would think. There must have been rough +and tough tugs and hitches; but there were inequalities everywhere, and +the seamy side was then unhesitatingly exposed in all circumstances. +The one advantage which we have lost, was still in full force; defects +and obligations were freely acknowledged, not scrupulously concealed, +while plain speaking flourished to an extent which we can hardly +conceive in these self-conscious and artificial days. Even Cunnings, +old and attached retainer as she was, with a grave defect in her +character which ought to have taught her humility, treated Mrs. Ramsay, +senior, to her unvarnished opinion on many points in a manner that +would not be ventured on or suffered in the case of our polished, +accomplished servants--who are also far removed from us. + +Indeed, another relative of Peggy’s, with immeasurably smaller +qualifications than Jenny could boast, had already been put on the +Drumsheugh staff. Peggy had a second cousin, called Johnnie Fuggie, or +Foggo, who was a jobbing gardener by trade. The old gardener, coachman, +and general serving-man at Drumsheugh had become fairly superannuated +and incapable even of the pretence of performing his duties. Whereupon +Johnnie, a foolish, conceited fellow of mature years, not hindered by +any modest doubt of his abilities, or deterred by the least delicate +consideration for the difficulties of Peggy’s position, applied for the +honourable post, and actually urged as a strong title to it the fact +of his relationship to the young Lady of Drumsheugh. ‘The laird can +never ha’e the face to refuse me the place, when he has marriet my ain +uncle’s dochter’s dochter. It would be a fell thing if young Mistress +Ramsay were not to hand out a helping hand and lend a lift to her ain +flesh and blude. Wha but her cuzin should be her gairner and fut-man +and a’? Wha will care for Drumsheugh gairden and the coach and my Leddy +hersel as he will? Sowl! man, he has his ain share in them, and pride +in them, because o’ the kinship!’ + +Thus boldly urged by Johnnie Fuggie and his emissaries, who had easily +procured access to her, Peggy had made her first ignorant, humble +petition to her easy-minded, good-natured husband, who answered without +thinking twice on the subject, ‘Oh, aye, Peggy, if you like. The place +is promised to no other that I know of. Let Johnnie succeed to poor +old Robbie Red-Lugs, but bid him mind the cauliflowers and codlins, and +the horses’ knees, or I’ll break his head for him the first time I’m +across the door.’ + +The Lady was not so content with this hasty appointment, which had been +none of her contriving, but she thought if it did not work well, it +could be summarily set aside when she and her son came back. + +So Peggy was left--not in solitary state, but doubly fenced with +kindred at Drumsheugh after the deplorable day when she hung on her +husband’s neck at parting, and saw him and his mother drive away down +the fir-tree avenue, with the most miserable forebodings that she would +never see Jamie Ramsay in the flesh again. + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[5] Scotticè for Cunningham. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + THE REIGN OF MISRULE. + + +Apart from Peggy’s despair at the separation from her husband, +following so close on the death of her mother, the young wife felt +as pleased as she could feel that she was to have her cousin Jenny +for her helper and counsellor. Peggy had always looked up to Jenny, +putting her under a different classification from that bestowed on +ordinary servants. Peggy knew how clever and diligent her older, +better-instructed kinswoman had proved herself. It had been entirely +by her own laudable exertions that she had attained a higher standing, +from which she had always been reasonably condescending and indulgent +to her little cousin. + +The tables were turned now, but it never entered Peggy’s head to be +anything save highly gratified that she could be of use to Jenny, while +Peggy was grateful in proportion for the services which she was sure +Jenny would render her. Jenny, who had lived as an upper servant among +ladies, would show Peggy how to behave like a lady, so that she might +no longer annoy the laird and affront his mother. And Jenny would speak +to the poor, yearning, mourning girl’s hungry heart of the mother whose +name had come to be a forbidden word at Drumsheugh, long before Peggy +had left off wearing her first crape. Luckie Hedderwick’s memory must +be cherished in a measure by Jenny also, since she had known the widow +well, and had even been indebted to her in her better days. + +Jenny was quite of Peggy’s opinion that she ought to profit by her +cousin’s good fortune. But there the thoughts of the kinswomen diverged +widely, and ran in two distinct and opposing channels. Jenny Hedderwick +was a calculating, unscrupulous young woman, bent on making her +own--and that as quickly as might be--out of Peggy’s advantages, and of +what Johnnie Fuggie had confidently reckoned, in more senses than one, +her relations’ share in them. Johnnie was a forward fool, as obtuse +as he was intrusive, but Jenny was worse. She had viewed what was to +her Peggy’s utterly unwarrantable exaltation with indignant amazement +and disgust, while she had at the same time endeavoured to swallow her +jealous vexation, and reap all the benefit she could gain from her +cousin’s prosperity without paying any heed to what Peggy might lose in +the process. + +Jenny did not go the length of hating Peggy, or even of bearing her +decided ill-will. She was not worth it in Jenny’s estimation. She was +a silly ‘coof,’ who, if one lost sight of her fair face, had not a +single claim to rise above her old allies, and was as totally unfitted +to do so as a girl could be. All the use she was for, in Jenny’s sharp, +mocking estimate, was to serve as available prey for those who had +spirit and wit to spoil the new-made lady. + +In accomplishing her object Jenny would not dream of being harsh +or cruel to young Mrs. Ramsay. She would be as good to Peggy in a +half-jeering, contemptuous manner as the girl would permit. Jenny +was too astute a schemer as well as too reasonable a mortal for the +opposite course of conduct. Indeed, hers was not a harsh or cruel +nature, though she was wholly worldly and in many respects unfeeling. + +At the same time, Jenny would not take the trouble or undergo the +personal mortification of keeping up much of a disguise before +Peggy--her own cousin, who had been wont to convoy Jenny and carry +her bundle for her in the elder woman’s earlier visits to the Cotton, +when Peggy had felt amply rewarded for her trudge and toil by an old +riband of Jenny’s or a handful of the ‘sweeties’ which had been her +last ‘market fare’--a silly lass, who could not hold up her head in her +own house, fill the place she had won, give orders and exact obedience +and deference from a laird himself, as Jenny would have done with a +high hand in Peggy’s place. But Peggy must ‘pinge’ like a senseless +bairn for the poor old mother well out of the way. Who was to stand on +ceremony and put herself about to maintain a great show of appearances +before such an unmitigated goose? + +Accordingly, the very day after the setting out of Drumsheugh and his +mother, Jenny--a strapping-enough figure, with a foxy head and steely +eyes--proceeded to ‘rake’ through the house, up and down, backwards +and forwards, opening cupboards and turning out the contents of +drawers; taking an inventory, as it were, of what might be useful to +her, with an eye to future raids. + +Peggy came upon her cousin standing on a chair, narrowly inspecting the +articles of dress put away on the shelves of Mrs. Ramsay’s wardrobe, to +which the prowler had found access by means of a key on the bunch which +she carried with her ready for action. + +‘Eh, Jenny, ye mauna meddle there, nor touch a preen in this room,’ +cried Peggy, in the utmost dismay. ‘There’s naething o’ mine there, +it’s a’ Mrs. Ramsay’s; this is her room.’ + +‘Hoot, Peggy,’ said Jenny lightly, in no manner discomposed. ‘Div ye no +ken yet a’ the rooms here are yours, and it is only by your will and +pleasure that the auld flytin’ wife gets house-room now at Drumsheugh?’ + +Peggy was in greater distress than before. ‘But, Jenny, you’re sair +mista’en; Mrs. Ramsay is Drumsheugh’s leddy-mither. She has the best +title to be here, and she is nae randy. She has behaved as I could +never have looked for her to behave, as no common woman would have +acted. She neither flat nor grat, but took me in as her dochter without +a word against it, though we had deceived her--Drumsheugh and me; and +she has been gude to me, and patient wi’ me. Oh, Jenny, surely I never +said a word to the contrary.’ + +‘I daresay no,’ said Jenny carelessly; ‘she’s your gude-mither--you’re +bund to keep her up ahint her back, whatever you may do to her face. +But that need not hinder you from taking a look at her gear when you +have the chance. It will be a’ yours in the end, for she has no other +bairn save Jamie Ramsay, unless the body play you an ill trick, and put +it past you in her wull, which is the mair reason that ye should mak’ +yoursel’ acquent wi’ what there is for her to leave ahint her.’ + +‘No, no, Jenny,’ protested Peggy, wringing her hands; ‘come down off +that chair. I dinna want to ken what that press hauds so long as it is +no mine but hers--Mrs. Ramsay’s, to do what she likes wi’.’ + +Jenny paid no heed to the prohibition. ‘Look, Peggy,’ she said, pulling +out and throwing down a long, lace scarf, so that it fell over Peggy’s +head and shoulders, ‘see how you’ll set that. I’m thinking you’ll wear +that, or something like it, when you come out o’ your shell and gang +wi’ your laird to grand parties.’ + +But Peggy was not to be betrayed through her vanity. She snatched off +the scarf and began to fold it up quickly with trembling fingers. She +knit her smooth brows into the semblance of a frown, and set down her +foot with a desperate stamp, as an outraged worm will turn on a wanton +aggressor. ‘Do you hear me speaking to you, Jenny? Put back Mrs. +Ramsay’s things this minute? Let them alane, or I’ll ring for her maid +Cunnings.’ + +Jenny leapt down instantly and cleverly took the first and worst word +of accusation: ‘What do you mean, Peggy Ramsay? Am I a thief, think +ye, that ye should ca’ in Cunnings or ony other woman to catch me +for taking a look about me when I was brocht here to look after you, +madam, and see to your belongings, and put you on the richt road to +behaving like ane o’ the gentles? I can tell you it will be a long time +before you do that, Peggy, my woman, when you begin by wyting your ain +mither’s kith and kin for a cantrip, because you have said the word +and you are my leddy now, and are not to be contered. Had I ever the +name of being licht-fingered, Peggy Ramsay, when I had whole charge of +a hantle grander braws than I’m like to see at Drumsheugh? What ill +was I doing to the leddy’s claes by just giving them a bit turn and +air and proper fauld up, which is beyond Cunnings’s power now that she +is ower stiff to mount upon a chair? Has it crossed your mind what +folk would think and say gin you ca’ed in ony o’ your servants--_your +servants_--Peggy Ramsay, to stop your cuzin from looking over Mrs. +Ramsay’s wardrobe? Do you want to brand me as a thief, mem?’ + +‘Oh! Jenny, Jenny, how can you say sic words!’ cried Peggy, in an +agony, willing to fling herself at her cousin’s feet, and beg her +pardon a dozen times. ‘You ken that I ken you’re as honest as mysel’. I +never dreamt of evening you to sic sin and shame. It would be insulting +mysel’ and my mither and a’, as well as you! I niver, niver meant sic a +wrang!’ + +‘Weel, then, Peggy, you’ll better take care what you say, and think +twice afore you speak again,’ said Jenny, not so much wrathfully as +in delivering the calm warning of a deeply-injured woman. ‘I like you, +Peggy, for auld lang syne, and I’ll do my best for you in spite o’ what +has happened. But, I’m just flesh and blude after a’, and though you +ha’e marriet a laird you maunna try to ride roch shod ower my head, and +bleck my gude name!’ + +‘Jenny, do you still believe I would?’ implored the weeping Peggy, but +with an accent of indignant reproach in the pleading, which told Jenny +she had gone far enough. + +‘Na, I hardly think it,’ Jenny said with a return to reassuring, +patronising kindness. ‘But you’re a young lassie and you’re uplifted a +bit, nae doubt. Your best friend’s advice to you would be to take tent, +and ca’ canny, and dinna lippen to your ain first thochts, till you’re +aulder and wiser and less likely to be mista’en.’ + +Jenny came off the undoubted conqueror in the preliminary sparring, +though she showed some wariness in pursuing her victory. She did not +again enter old Mrs. Ramsay’s private domain and rummage among her +personal possessions before Peggy. Jenny confined herself to what was +the common ground of the laird and Peggy. + +Cunnings was the next person who interfered with Jenny in her little +arrangements. ‘Ye maunna shift the ornaments in the rooms,’ the old +servant said with stolid impassiveness, which might have meant anything +or nothing to Jenny, whom she caught abstracting an agate patch-box +and a pair of silver lazy tongs from the drawing-room--and a gold +and tortoise-shell snuff-box, and a shagreen case which might have +suited a pair of Moses Primrose’s gross of green spectacles, from the +dining-room. ‘Mair by token that flowered pelerine which I heard you +borrow from young Mrs. Ramsay that you micht wear it at a friend’s +house in Craigie, was sent down by smack frae Lon’on as a gift from +the laird to his leddy. It is not my place to interfere wi’ ony favour +young Mrs. Ramsay may chuse to grant, but I will tak’ it upon me as +an auld servant, weel acquent wi’ the ways of the family, to say that +the laird may no tak’ it weel from her to bestow his gift, even in the +licht o’ a len’ on anither woman. I’ll also say as a frien’ to baith, +that whatever may have been fitting eneuch aince on a time, in the +niffer o’ bunches o’ ribands and strings o’ beads and sic worthless +troke o’ lasses when you were equals, the fine pelerine, noo shuitable +for Drumsheugh’s leddy, is hardly the wear for a young woman even in +upper service like you or me, Jenny Hedderwick.’ + +Jenny snuffed the air with her upturned nose, and her eyes shot out +an ominous flash, but she thanked Cunnings with the greatest apparent +friendliness and respect. She had taken the accurate measure of the +older woman in her strength and weakness, for such natures as Jenny’s +seldom fail to gauge the flaws of their neighbours. Accordingly in +the week following this incident, Jenny betrayed symptoms of falling +into an ailing state of health, languished, and stood clearly in need +of the ale-saps and bread-berry, the white wine, whey possets, and +warm drinks for which Peggy, in her anxiety and affection, furnished +abundant materials; while Cunnings prepared the food and drink for the +threatened invalid, disinterestedly to begin with. + +There are various curious old legends and traditions of all countries +and ages--travesties, like the swallowing of the pomegranate seeds +by Proserpine--of the sacred record of the eating of the apple in +Paradise--which illustrate the danger of tasting forbidden fruit. If +a man or woman who hesitates is apt to be lost, the weak individual +who prees and prees as Rab and Allan preed the famous peck o’ maut +which Willie brewed, till nothing of the peck remains, is still more +likely to become the victim of a fatal appetite. Within a month poor +old Cunnings had fallen lower before her mortal enemy, and disgraced +herself more irretrievably than she had done in the whole course of +her long service. She had been so helpless in her degradation that +she could not ‘bite a finger’ in the customary phrase, though why the +wretched sinner should seek to accomplish such a useless performance +in the circumstances has not been explained. She had been seen in this +state, and had been put to bed, the guilty woman, like an innocent +baby, by one of the more compassionate of the mocking under-servants, +to whom Cunnings ought to have served as an example while she ruled +over them. She knew it all--the extent of her transgression, the shame +of it, the degree to which she had exposed herself. She was down in +the mire, and did not believe she could ever rise again and free +herself from its defilement, while her infatuated base propensity was +tempting her to lie and wallow in the dirt, so that she could gratify +the horrible craving. She shrank from poor Peggy, who, in place of +challenging and denouncing her housekeeper, was fit to break her heart +over Cunnings’s lamentable breakdown. + +Cunnings was terrified to meet her old mistress. She became the +bond-slave of Jenny Hedderwick, who had led the older woman into +temptation and was now prepared to feed her vice, so that it might +serve Jenny’s evil ends. + +There never was so thorough a moral ruin effected in so short a time. +The truth is that a man liable to Cunnings’s sin might have indulged +in it, succumbed so far, and still have continued true to the trust +reposed in him and to one half of his better antecedents. He might +have escaped a complete collapse, and saved his integrity and honour. +But it is a well-known melancholy instance of psychological difference +between men and women that, whereas there remains a reservation and +some power of resistance, even of retaining a few of the finer traits +of character in the drunken man, in the case of the woman, in whom +reason is weaker and passion stronger, an indulgence in an excess of +intoxicating drink is prone to open the flood-gates to all corruption, +and to produce a complete demoralisation of the individual. + +There was no further hope or help for Peggy from Cunnings. + +Jenny, triumphing in an unhallowed victory over all obstacles, sought +to get Peggy too in her power, as she had got Cunnings. And Peggy had +no defence from Jenny’s wily stratagems and bold, fierce assaults, +except God’s grace and her own good intentions. She was not wise, +but she had grown up pious and dutiful, faithful and tender of +conscience as of heart. It remained to be seen whether God and goodness +alone would suffice to protect Peggy from Jenny, the flesh, and the +devil--all the evil influences to which her husband’s thoughtlessness +and Mrs. Ramsay’s mistake had given her over. + +Balcairnie could not interfere or come to Peggy’s rescue, though he +was in a position to be soon aware of the mischief which was going +on. Balcairnie was, to a great extent, gagged, if not tongue-tied. He +was not one of those impulsive, inconsiderate male-friends who figure +in so many stories, and by way of helping the women, for whom the men +are supposed to have some regard, rush rashly into the breach, indulge +in a great deal of foolish Platonic philandering, and precipitate the +wrong they have been solicitous to avert. The Scotch yeoman was a man +of another sort. He possessed straightforward honesty and common sense +approaching to sagacity in his slowness and solidity of intellect. He +was further endowed with some of the delicacy of feeling and action in +which those fine gentlemen of fiction are often curiously deficient. +He knew perfectly well that it was not in his honorary office of +farm-manager to go much about the young Lady of Drumsheugh and attempt +to control her in her domestic concerns. To do so would be to draw down +upon both the strongly-flavoured gossip of the country side. It would +be to take a liberty which not even his intimacy with his laird could +freely warrant, and which Drumsheugh, easy-going as he was, might very +possibly resent. In that case Balcairnie would have played beautifully +into Jenny Hedderwick’s hands. + +No, he was aware from the beginning that he must stand at a distance, +and only come forward if matters went utterly amiss so as to forebode a +grand catastrophe. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + ‘LADY PEGGY.’ + + +Jenny made use of Johnnie Fuggie and employed him in her aim. Her +motive here was twofold. Johnnie was a person interested in Peggy’s +kindred making their own out of Peggy, since she had become a powerful +woman with favours in her right hand. It was better for all concerned +that there should be a safe understanding rather than a dangerous feud +between the rival claimants for young Mrs. Ramsay’s bounties. In other +respects Johnnie himself was a despicable object to Jenny--a crouse, +clavering carle, up in years, with a silly wife and family keeping +him down. But Johnnie’s relations were not all detrimentals. He had +a spruce, pushing nephew, who had risen to be a commercial traveller +for ‘a big Edinburgh house in the drapery line.’ This nephew was +considerably younger than Jenny, therefore flattered by her notice, +while the disparity in years did not prevent her from making sheep’s +eyes at him. + +The double inducement caused Jenny to be particularly attentive to +Johnnie Fuggie, who was even more taken in by her graciousness than +his nephew had yet proved himself. If the innocent man had known it, +she wished that Johnnie should be art and part in her manœuvres and +aggressions. Her clever tactics were to compromise everybody all round, +and when each person was deeply involved, to rule the roast, and play +her own winning game by means of her accomplices. + +One afternoon, in the end of April, when the weather was unusually warm +for a Scotch spring, so that the gooseberry bushes were covered with +their pale green blossom, and there was a fine sprinkling of red and +lilac ‘spinks’ (polyanthuses) and white daisies already brightening the +garden borders, Jenny come coolly into the dining-room at Drumsheugh, +followed slowly by Johnnie Fuggie in his corduroys, velveteen jacket, +and woollen comforter, which he wore summer and winter. + +Johnnie had the grace to pause, glance ruefully at his earth-laden +feet, and even execute half a scrape of a bow on the threshold. He was +a small, rickety-looking man, with a slight halt in his gait--more +perceptible in his fatigue. He was not wont to be troubled with +scruples, still he hung back a little. + +But Jenny explained his presence there volubly. ‘It’s Johnnie, +cuzin Peggy,’ she said, with a wave of the hand to the unanswerable +proposition and unnecessary introduction. ‘He has been a’ the way to +the Knockruddery planting for pea-sticks, and has carriet them hame, +the gomerel, on his back instead of ordering a cart from the offices, +though Balcairnie could not ha’e said strae to that. Johnnie, puir +chap, is clean forfochten, as ye may see, with the long walk and +the load; sae, as he would ha’e needed to gang round by the Cotton +to slocken his drouth, I ha’e just brocht him in here to eat his +fower hours, but ceremony wi’ you and me. I ha’e telled Cunnings in +the by-going, and gin you’ll send her the keys, she’ll bring in the +Hollands and yale wi’ the dishes o’ tea, which are no for a man’s +refreshment. Sit ye doon, Johnnie, my man; dinna be blate, rest ye, and +mak yoursel’ at hame in the muckle chair in your ain cuzin’s hoose.’ + +He was her own cousin, once or twice removed, and Peggy would willingly +have given him of her best for his rest and refreshment; but Johnny +Fuggie in Drumsheugh’s absence in the laird’s chair at his table, was +what she could not authorise, whether or not she had strength of mind +to forbid it. She stood up, trembling from head to foot, growing very +pale, and gasping for breath. + +Johnnie took pity upon her. The girl’s tremor still farther abashed +instead of emboldening him. It reached even through his coarse and +thick skin. + +‘Na, Jenny, ye’re wrang, lass, this time,’ he mumbled. ‘This is no’ +the place for me. I couldna be comfortable, ony mair than ither folk +could be. Gude e’en to you, young Mistress Ramsay, mem, I give you a’ +your titles wi’ a’ my heart. I’ll gang my ways and you’ll forgie this +mischanter. It is a’ the wyte o’ this sorry Jenny. She means weel, but +her frien’liness runs awa’ wi’ her at times.’ + +‘You’ll no gang out o’ this house without tasting for the house’s ain +credit, Johnnie Fuggie; no’ sae lang as I’m to the fore and under +its roof, though I suld ha’e to set up a bottle and a kebbock wi’ +a fardel o’ cakes on my ain account, as I have never needed to do +yet,’ protested Jenny clamorously. ‘Na, I’ll tell you what,’ with the +ready adaptation of her scheme to circumstances which is the gift of +first-rate conspirators, and is for that matter an attribute of genius, +‘we’ll sally but to Cunnings’s room, if the dining-room flegs you, and +I’m sure Peggy will not refuse to grace us wi’ her presence.’ + +Poor Peggy caught at the compromise, overlooking the sneer scarcely +hidden under Jenny’s accommodating suggestion. She would cheerfully +bear her relations company in the housekeeper’s room for half-an-hour, +if that would keep them out of Drumsheugh’s dining-room or the Lady’s +drawing-room. + +Peggy little guessed that the visit was destined to be often repeated, +till it became almost a daily occurrence, brought about, as it +was, by Jenny’s determined, deliberate design, Johnnie’s sloth and +folly, Cunnings’s desperate self-indulgence, and Peggy’s humility and +incapacity. + +But Peggy was only a troubled, frightened spectatress of those feasts, +which were rapidly degenerating into orgies where Johnnie and Cunnings +were concerned. Jenny herself was as sober a woman from inclination and +policy as Peggy was in her innocence and purity. Many women of grosser +nature, in Peggy’s position--raised suddenly from penury and frugality +to what is to them luxury and lavish abundance, without work to do, +destitute of any faculty for such duties as the women have to perform, +without the smallest capacity for the poorest kind of intellectual +recreation--sink piteously and repulsively into gulfs of gluttony and +excess. But Peggy was secure from such hideous pitfalls--on which +Jenny may have counted, by Providence, Peggy’s goodness, and the +refinement which belonged, to be sure, to the core, and not to the +surface of her nature. + +It was the season for Johnnie Puggie’s nephew making his spring +rounds in the way of business, and Jenny was strongly bent at once on +gratifying and benefiting him, and on raising herself in his estimation +by proving the terms she was on at Drumsheugh. She persuaded Peggy +that it would only be doing her duty and being barely hospitable if +she invited young Baldie Puggie to spend a quiet evening at the house, +during which he might let them see his ‘swatches,’ or patterns, and +young Mrs. Ramsay might have the opportunity and pleasure of giving +him a handsome order, for old acquaintance and kinship’s sake, since +Drumsheugh did not stint his wife either in house-money or pocket-money. + +Peggy in her simplicity was rather pleased that she had one relation +on her side of the house in so good a way as Baldie Fuggie, who wore +a cloth coat, and could handle his knife and fork, and was almost a +gentleman. He might rise to be ‘a merchant’ in his own person. He might +sit down even now at the same table with Balcairnie and the laird, +though his tone was not just like theirs, and he was not altogether +without the traces of the pit whence he had been dug. Yes; she was glad +to be able to grant Jenny’s request on Jenny’s account too. + +Peggy was ready to welcome Baldie Fuggie to a supper at Drumsheugh, and +she would be proud to give him a lady-like commission. She must have a +braw new gown in glad anticipation of Drumsheugh’s home-coming safe and +sound. Her laird must see her at her best, so that all his admiration +might revive, and he might fall in love with his wife afresh. + +There are some people to whom to vouch-safe an inch is to grant a +yard, in whatever request is pending--people who, if they are permitted +to insert a finger in an opening will forthwith introduce the whole +hand and break down every impediment to their will. This was true of +Jenny and the family supper to which Baldie Fuggie was to be bidden. +First, Johnnie must come also, because he was Baldie’s uncle and +nearest surviving relation. Next, Johnnie’s wife and children could +not be left out, and after them Baldie had one or two other friends +with whom he had been much more intimate, among the shopkeepers, +sewing-girls, and maid-servants of Craigie--honest lads and lasses +well-known to Jenny--and Peggy also in the days when she was not +mistress of Drumsheugh. It could do no harm to have them for once up +at the house to see that their old friend had not forgotten them and +wished them well. She could take leave of them, for that matter, in +this handsome, informal manner. + +Then the gathering might be in Cunnings’s room, and it might be called +Cunnings’s and Jenny’s little party, merely permitted and countenanced +by young Mrs. Ramsay. Thus no reasonable person could find fault with +‘the bit ploy.’ Peggy was led on, half unconscious how far she was +going, with dust thrown into her eyes at every reluctant step. But +for any preparation she had received and permission she had given, +she was not the less overwhelmed and aghast at the size and style of +the entertainment when it burst fully upon her in the hour of its +celebration. It was far too late then to stop the details--supposing +the mistress of Drumsheugh had possessed the strength of mind and the +mother-wit to issue an interdict and organise on the spur of the moment +something very different. + +Jenny had actually bespoken a fiddler. Before Peggy could believe her +eyes that Tam Lauder, the young gauger, had taken it upon him to +bring his fiddle in its green bag, there were reels forming on the +floor, and she could not refuse to let herself be ‘lifted’ (led to the +top of the set) to take the first turn, lest folk should say she was +proud and held herself above dancing in the same rounds with her old +friends, she who had been born and bred a cotter lass, and had footed +it blithely with the laird and Balcairnie at many a maiden! Oh! how far +removed from this those dances had been, when she had lived free from +responsibility, and her grandest title had been ‘Bonnie Peggy.’ + +It goes without saying that Peggy had no heart for that unsuitable, +inopportune merry-making when her laird was far away and her mother’s +grave had not grown green. Bitter self-reproach for what she had been +powerless to prevent, with aversion to the ill-timed gaiety and dismay +of what might come of it, wrung her gentle spirit. Notwithstanding, +Peggy was swept on with the current and compelled to take a part in the +fun which grew fast and furious, and was maintained far into the small +hours, while Baldie Fuggie betrayed that his small amount of polish was +but skin-deep. + +Peggy escaped at last from what had become a homely edition of the +situation of the lady in the Masque of ‘Comus,’ crying, ‘Oh, mind, +I’m a marriet woman, I’m the laird’s Leddy,’ to shut herself up in +her room, sink scared and remorseful on the first seat, stare with +tightly-clasped hands at one of Drumsheugh’s three-cornered hats which +she had kept fondly hanging on the most available peg behind the +door, and finally begin to sob and cry her heart out. Cunnings had +been removed in a state of insensibility from her presidence over the +festivities, and Jenny was leading a troop of skirling women racing +over the house, pursued with loud shouts by Baldie Fuggie and his +fellows, who did not pretend to Baldie’s scraping of veneer, bent on +extorting forfeits of kisses and inflicting the penalty of rubbing +rough beards on blowsy cheeks. + +The report of Peggy’s party--it was never called Jenny’s, not to say +Cunnings’s--spread far and wide, and created as lively a sensation +in select circles as if it had been the inauguration of a county +Almacks. In the days and places where hardly anybody read a line of +anything, save of the newspaper on one day a week and of the Bible +on the Sabbath, local gossip counted for a great deal. Without it +conversation would have languished, and men and women’s minds become +stagnant. Every scrap of gossip was therefore carefully collected and +made much of. Peggy’s party was reckoned very racy and droll gossip, +essentially characteristic and not without its moral. It proved a great +boon and set off half a dozen teas and three dinner-parties among the +neighbours. Fine doings at Drumsheugh, but no more than what was +to be expected. See what came of low marriages. Time the laird were +home, whether to reap the fruits of his folly, or to stave off a worse +catastrophe, if that were possible. Poor old Mrs. Ramsay, who had held +her head high, and had hardly reckoned a young lady in the country-side +a fit match for her son. But pride comes before a fall. + +It was at this time that the mocking title of ‘Lady Peggy’ was first +bestowed on the interloper, the heroine of all these good stories. +For Jenny Hedderwick and Cunnings were beneath these worthy people’s +notice, and little mention was made of either delinquent in the +arraignment of their victim. + +Though Jenny had to some extent achieved her purpose, and it might have +been said that nobody resisted her will, she began to bear a greater +grudge against Peggy, and to go near to treating her with a purely +vindictive malice, strangely unreasoning, in so reasonable a woman. +This was not merely because Jenny had taken advantage of Peggy in every +way, and wronged her to the utmost of Jenny’s power, though that is +generally a fertile enough source of ill-will in the wrongdoer, but +because Peggy beyond a certain point remained invulnerable. Jenny had a +secret resentful conviction that while apparently successful, she was +really foiled in her chief object of dragging down her cousin below +Jenny’s own level, and so obtaining a firm, permanent hold on the poor +girl through her errors and fears. + +Jenny lost her prudence and her temper with it. She proceeded to cast +aside the semblance of kindness which she had kept up and even felt for +Peggy. Jenny now treated Peggy with positive rudeness and insolence. +She was for ever jeering at the young wife because of her unfitness +for her position, her ignorance, and her mistakes. And Jenny taunted +Peggy on the tenderest point, dwelling on Drumsheugh’s protracted +absence, broadly hinting that he, and all belonging to him, were +mortally ashamed of the low-born intruder in their ranks. Was there not +a cousin of the laird’s who had spent most of her early girlhood at +Drumsheugh, and who was now on a visit to the doctor’s wife in Craigie, +in the immediate neighbourhood? But though Miss Ramsay did not think +it beneath her to come and stay for weeks with an old schoolfellow who +had only married a country doctor, did she ever dream of walking out to +Drumsheugh nowadays, to hear tell how the laird was getting on, and to +make the acquaintance of her new cousin? Mrs. Forsyth, Miss Ramsay’s +friend and hostess, could not advise her to the condescension--not +even though Drumsheugh was a good patient of Dr. Forsyth’s, and Peggy +herself was acquainted with the doctor. + +Lady Peggy was crushed and heart-broken in her helplessness and her +miserable sense of culpability, though she was hardly accountable for +her faults as a matron. She found no resource in reading, though good +books would have been a strengthening and sustaining influence; while +Peggy, as a carefully instructed Scotch child, had been fond of her +book--a little rustic scholar, and the taste would have remained with +any food for its sustenance. But when we learn in ‘Lord Campbell’s +Life’ that the library even of a well-born, classically cultivated +divine consisted of some odd volumes of the ‘Spectator,’ two volumes +of ‘Tom Jones,’ and the ‘History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless,’ some +idea may be formed of the dearth of profane literature at Drumsheugh. +The stock of books had not increased since the reign of the second +George, and was scarcely a whit better than Peggy might have found in +her mother’s cottage room. Certainly Luckie Hedderwick had not owned a +cookery-book or a work on farriery, which would have been in a measure +supererogatory, seeing that she possessed few and simple materials for +cookery, and had no horses to keep in health. But she had thumbed, +well-preserved copies of the ‘Death of Abel’ and ‘Blind Harry’ to match +‘The Cloud of Witnesses’--this branch of the Ramsays having been on the +Whig and Covenanting side in politics and religion--and ‘Allan Ramsay’s +Songs,’ in a much more tattered condition, at Drumsheugh. + +Peggy’s sole earthly stays consisted in the faithful reading of the +little pocket Bible which had descended to her from her mother, and +the somewhat rigid observance of the sabbath and unfailing attendance +at the kirk in which she had been brought up, to which she clung, and +from which neither fraud nor force on Jenny’s part could detach her. +The minister was Peggy’s old friend, the Dominie, who took an interest +in her, and had always a kind word and glance for her when they met, +though in the ordinarily dreamy, absorbed life of a book-worm, he never +guessed she was again in circumstances well-nigh as perilous as those +from which he had helped to deliver her. But, however rambling and +incoherent his prayers, or dry and doctrinal his sermons, they were +always solemn, holy words delivered by God’s commissioned messenger +to Peggy. They served as balm to the wounded spirit, and bracing to +the unnerved will, they saved her from despair. Yet Peggy was fast +losing all modest satisfaction in her front seat in the ‘laft,’ all +womanly pride in her appearance and surroundings. Disengaging herself +with difficulty, and almost running away to get to the kirk, walking +there in all states of the weather rather than provoke discussion by +summoning Johnny Fuggie to drive her, Peggy would reach her destination +with disordered, shabby, black dress, ill-arranged head-gear, shoes +almost as cumbered with the soil as ever were Johnny Fuggie’s on +working days--a poor, hunted, forlorn-looking waif of a laird’s lady. +The sight would disturb Balcairnie in his worship. ‘If I had thocht she +would be left like this--what for doesna Drumsheugh come hame and look +after her?’ He would enter silent, broken, indignant protests. ‘But the +laird, puir fally, canna help himsel’;’ the loyal yeoman would correct +his assumption, ‘and puir Peggy was ay a saft, silly quean to let +hersel’ be put upon.’ + +The late spring was waning into early summer; the budding roses were +replacing the withering lilies alike in Drumsheugh and Balcairnie +gardens, and still the laird tarried abroad, though the news was +always of his amendment, while every day Peggy was drifting into more +heavy-hearted helplessness on her own account and a falser report in +the mouths of her neighbours. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + ‘HUNTINGTOWER.’ + + +Primrose Ramsay bore a Christian name which was not altogether uncommon +among the Scotch-women of her era. It was also the surname of the +excellent vicar of Wakefield and of a noble Scotch family, and the +ordinary title of the sweetest and most welcome of spring flowers. She +was, as Jenny Hedderwick had reported, on a friendly visit to young +Mrs. Forsyth, the doctor’s wife in Craigie. Primrose was not like her +namesake and emblem, strictly fair to see, but she was cheery as ever +was pinched daisy in February, promising to close the gloomy winter and +herald the glad summer. She was a little, pale, somewhat meagre girl, +whom a passer-by might have stigmatised as insignificant-looking. Her +spirit, sense, and kindness, and not her face, constituted her fortune, +and it was only when mind and heart took possession of her slight, +though wiry, frame, coloured her ordinarily colourless cheeks, and +kindled up her grey eyes that they looked handsome. Primrose Ramsay was +valued even in the matter of personal appearance exactly in proportion +as she was known. Slight acquaintances thought little of her, intimate +friends agreed to admire her very defects, and the old relation who had +brought up the orphan girl, and with whom she usually resided, set such +store upon her that Mrs. Purvis grudged Primrose out of her sight, and +confidently believed her the attraction of all eyes and hearts, the +greatest beauty, and the most virtuous, charming young woman in the +world. + +Withal, there was something about Primrose Ramsay--unprotected, poor, +unassuming, and kindly as she was--which prevented anyone from taking +liberties with her; something which daunted the coarse and shallow, and +rendered her, on occasions, as formidable as her aunt, the old Lady +of Drumsheugh, could prove. Primrose won respect in her youth, and +exercised influence wherever she went. + +Primrose heard from Mrs. Forsyth, with a mixture of interest, +amusement, and pain, all the nonsensical stories, loud ridicule, and +blame, and increasingly rampant scandal afloat with regard to young +Mrs. Ramsay. Primrose could not help feeling diverted, in spite of her +goodness; for she was a girl in whom the sense of humour abounded in +exceptional strength, keeping pace with that ‘weeping-blood in woman’s +breast,’ which made her sorry too; because it went to her heart not +to be able to go over to Drumsheugh where she had spent some of her +happiest youthful holidays, or to hold out her hand to Jamie Ramsay’s +wife, when Jamie was Primrose’s nearest male relative, and he and she +had been fast boy and girl friends. And she was sure Jamie was not half +a bad fellow, though he had made a low marriage. + +Primrose entertained a shrewd suspicion that the day had been when her +aunt, Mrs. Ramsay, had experienced a dread lest Jamie should throw his +handkerchief at her (Primrose); and so, just when the girl was growing +up, had managed to put a stop to her annual visits to Drumsheugh. But +in place of bearing malice or enjoying her revenge, Primrose proved, +among other things, how perfectly disengaged her own juvenile feelings +had been, by only laughing and shaking her head, ever so little, over +the _mal à propos_ recollection, and perhaps cherishing a livelier +grain of curiosity respecting that bonnie Peggy who had figured as +Primrose’s unconscious rival. + +Primrose’s sole chance of catching a glimpse of her cousin’s wife, +whom she did not remember having seen as the cotter lass, Peggy +Hedderwick, was at Craigture Kirk, to which the Forsyths went +one afternoon on purpose to furnish their guest with the desired +opportunity. Primrose felt puzzled and disappointed by the glimpse +she got. Yes, young Mrs. Ramsay was very bonnie so far as features, +skin, and what colour remained to her, went. But could this shabby, +dowdy, almost slatternly ‘disjasket’ (out of joint from some depressing +cause)--young woman be the lass who had caught bauld Jamie Ramsay’s +fancy? Primrose, notwithstanding her fine eye for beauty, had some +difficulty in believing it. Poor, low-born lass! bonnie Peggy’s +exaltation seemed likely to end in her destruction. Poor Jamie! whose +single-heartedness and recklessness had brought Drumsheugh to such +a pass. But there was nothing to be done: Peggy Ramsay, according +to all accounts, was developing into a woman with whom no lady, no +respectable person, would care to hold intercourse. + +Primrose Ramsay improved her visit in other ways. She and Mrs. Forsyth +occupied and amused themselves after the most approved standards of +their class and generation. Mrs. Forsyth had put herself slightly out +of the upper circles by marrying a country-town doctor. Still the +simple, stay-at-home gentry were not over-particular, else they must +have narrowed their set to a nearly stifling extent; and there was a +nice enough lower stratum of professional men, bankers, clergy and +half-pay officers with their families in Craigie, to which the Forsyths +could justly consider themselves as belonging, that at many points +touched upon and merged into the lairds and their ladies’ sphere. +Young Mrs. Forsyth had committed no heinous solecism in marrying her +doctor, and she was not punished for the small offence. She did not +feel ashamed to invite Primrose Ramsay to become the Forsyths’ first +guest in fulfilment of an old school-girl promise. Primrose could +accept the invitation and be happy in the visit, without any further +_arrière-pensée_ than belonged to her stifled regret that she was +thenceforth banished from Drumsheugh, which had become a prohibited +place to her. + +Mrs. Forsyth had acted differently from Jamie Ramsay, and the result +was much more satisfactory. The single light in which the two affairs +might be said to act and react on each other was that though the laird +was Dr. Forsyth’s patient, as Jenny Hedderwick had remarked, none +looked on the unfortunate match with more disfavour, or inveighed +against Peggy’s delinquencies with greater contempt, than did Mrs. +Forsyth. It was as if she felt bound to exonerate herself from the most +distant suspicion of such gross imprudence by exaggerating the public +sentiment where Drumsheugh and ‘Lady Peggy’ were concerned. + +Mrs. Forsyth was a tall, blooming, consequential bride, to whom, at the +first glance, her friend served as a foil. Dr. Forsyth was a brisk, +busy, aspiring young man, well pleased with the attainment of some of +his aspirations. The couple did the honours of their new home, where +everything was fresh, bright, and hopeful, pleasantly to the young +lady visitor Primrose. She entered with heart and soul into all their +sanguine plans and projects, and so relished them in turn with her +wholesome young appetite. She had her share of the marriage-parties, +the teas and suppers, which were not yet over for the pair. She drove, +bodkin-fashion, between the two, in the doctor’s gig, without any +loss to their gentility, far and near to these blithe, yet decorous, +merry-makings. She could not execute half so well as the bride could a +lesson in classic music on any spinnet which presented itself handily, +but Primrose beat her friend hollow in playing without a music-book +tunes to which feet could keep time in carpet dances. She had her own +song, which she was always asked to give after supper, and which never +failed to elicit well-merited applause, for she had a sweet, tolerably +trained voice, and sang with feeling and taste. Strange to say, her +song was the old ballad ‘Huntingtower,’ and its echoes used to wake in +the singer dim, contradictory associations with Jamie Ramsay and his +miserable _mésalliance_. + +Did the other ‘Jamie’ of the song go away lightly after all, and +leave the peasant bride to whom, in the first brush of the affair, +he gave Blair-in-Athole, Little Dunkel’, St. Johnstown’s Bower, and +Huntingtower, and all that was his so freely, to bear the brunt of +their foolish wedlock? Did the ‘Jeannie’ who refused so decisively the +braw new gown ‘wi’ Valenciennes trimmed roun’, lassie,’ that subtle +allurement to a woman’s heart, and claimed only the heart which was +hers already, who with unwavering voice, though her heart-strings were +cracking, bade her cruelly jesting, unfairly suspicious lover, ‘gae +hame’ to the wife and the bairnies three he invented to torture and +try her, pass in the sequel and in the natural order of things into +such a wasteful, reckless, low-lifed woman as Peggy Ramsay was turning +out? Had true love no real foundation? Was there a canker at its core, +sure to come to light in the end, even when it seemed most genuine and +generous? + +Primrose and Mrs. Forsyth worked and read, walked and talked together, +so as to have little time to weary, even when the doctor was too much +engaged to attend to them, or was sent for to some distant patient. +The ladies drew, and embroidered ruffles, caps, and aprons for +themselves--the favourite fancy-work of the day after work of necessity +in steady, solid gown and shirt making was disposed of. + +Primrose had been so far reared in intellectual circles that she +possessed something like a large portable library of her own, which +she generally carried about with her at the foot of her father’s great +hair trunk; for, apart from the Bible in which she read as regularly as +Peggy read in hers, it was to these other books Primrose had recourse +to draw fresh springs of wisdom and happiness. She had not only ‘Hannah +More’s Essays’ and ‘Dr. Gregory’s Advice to his Daughter,’ she had sets +of ‘Sir Charles Grandison’ and ‘Evelina.’ The two novels represented +all fiction to the girl, and she read in them with as inexhaustible +sympathy and delight as her grandmother had found for the interminable +adventures of the grand Cyrus. + +During Primrose’s stay in Craigie she found less need for her books +than she was wont to do on a rainy day, not only because Mrs. +Forsyth was no reader, but because Dr. Forsyth, being something of a +naturalist, had indulged himself in buying copies of ‘Bewick’s British +Birds’ and ‘White’s Natural History of Selborne.’ These offered new +treasures to Primrose Ramsay’s quickness of observation and fondness +for nature. + +‘Bewick’s Birds’ bore a practical result to both Mrs. Forsyth and +Primrose, and had a strange collateral bearing--presumably not +intended by the author--on certain future events in more than one +human history. The ladies were stimulated by the inspection of the +life-like engravings to a fresh enterprise for their ingenious brains +and fingers--not that the device was altogether original. Feather +tippets had become almost as much the fashion as muslin ruffles. But +Mrs. Forsyth and Primrose would make themselves such tippets as had +seldom been seen even in the wardrobes of the Duchess of Portland and +Mrs. Delany. The whole country-side was to be ransacked for a variety +of feathers. The doctor’s gig was to be put in requisition to carry +the collectors to different poultry yards, from which they were to beg, +borrow, and, it is to be feared, when temptation waxed too strong, +steal, their spoil. Mrs. Forsyth and Primrose’s minds became as stuffed +with feathers as if the minds had been so many beds and pillows for +mortal aches and bruises. The girls, even the doctor, who did not often +consent to lose sight of the superior enlightenment and dignity of +his college, medical school, and learned profession, with the burden +of responsibility involved in a promising practice, grew zealously +engrossed and affected, as only young, eager, care-free natures could +be usurped and excited by such a trifle. + +‘There is Balcairnie,’ said Mrs. Forsyth one day, when the two women +were earnestly speculating on the places they ought to visit in their +search. ‘We have not been to Balcairnie yet. I am told that Balcairnie, +in addition to his peacock and a most splendid bubbly-jock, has got +a pair of guinea-fowls. We have not a single guinea-fowl’s feather, +and we ought to have a whole row of them. What a good thing for us, +Primrose, that Balcairnie has set up a pair of guinea-fowls. We must go +a-begging to Balcairnie.’ + +‘He is my cousin’s great friend,’ said Primrose meditatively. ‘I +remember him as a long-legged laddie running about with Jamie; but I +had not much to do with him.’ + +‘Of course not,’ said Mrs. Forsyth emphatically, ‘your aunt would take +care of that. Your poor cousin had too much to do with his tenant--not +that Balcairnie was so far beneath Drumsheugh. Balcairnie is a good +farm, and they say its tenant has grown rich in these war times, +though he is well liked, and has not a lowe raised among his stacks +for keeping up famine prices, like some other farmers. But it was he +who took about Drumsheugh to maidens and country ploys, where he fell +in with “Lady Peggy.” Had it not been for her there would have been no +great harm done, since young men will have their heads out and know +for themselves what a splore means. Why, even Davie, though he was +coming out for a doctor, which is the next thing to being a minister +so far as douceness is wanted, went his round of first-footings, and +feet-washings, and dergies, before he had me to take care of him,’ the +young wife ended, with a fine show of power and sedateness. ‘But as +they tell,’ she began again, ‘Balcairnie had gone too far himself in +daundering and sitting among the stooks, and dancing with the barn-door +beauty, who was as cunning as Sawtan himself in her schemes. He might +have given her his promise--who knows?--in their trysts and convoys and +caperings, for a wily fool never loses sight of her own interest. At +last, he pushed the laird into the breach, and escaped by causing the +officer to cover the soldier, instead of the soldier the officer.’ + +‘What a shame!’ cried Primrose; and then her natural candour and +sagacity came to her aid in disentangling the perversion of the story. +‘If Jamie did not put Balcairnie out,’ she suggested; ‘that was more +likely than that Drumsheugh should serve as a cat’s paw to another lad.’ + +‘Any way, Balcairnie acted as blackfoot to the laird and played him an +ill turn,’ maintained Mrs. Forsyth, who in the midst of her youth and +happiness was not disposed to take a charitable view of human nature. +Kirsty Forsyth showed herself a trifle hardened at that stage of her +history. + +But so blinding is covetousness--granted the object coveted is no +heavier than a feather--that Balcairnie’s evil deeds did not hinder +Mrs. Forsyth from instigating her husband to invite the yeoman to +dinner on the market-day. + +This invitation was with the sole purpose of the two fair traffickers +in feathers getting round the simple farmer and inducing him to have +every ‘pen’ which fell from the guinea-fowls carefully picked up and +stored on the ladies’ behalf--if the greed did not prompt them to +lead or drive their victim to the barbarous extremity of slaying the +birds that they might then be plucked for the benefit of the tippet +manufacturers. The still greater wantonness of torture by which birds +have been plucked alive to serve the vanity of women had not so much as +entered the heads of a more primitive generation. + +Mrs. Forsyth’s single scruple was on the score of comparative +gentility. ‘Jock Home is only the farmer of Balcairnie,’ she said +anxiously to her husband; and ‘though Drumsheugh has thought fit to run +and ride the country with him, they were two young men after their own +pursuits. I do not know, Davie, if it is right for us to have him at +our table otherwise than as your patient, to bid him to meet Primrose +Ramsay as though he were young Pittentullo’, or Captain Don, or any +other gentleman of our set.’ + +‘Hout, Kirsty,’ said the more liberal doctor, ‘you have not stuck so +fast to your set. Balcairnie is a fine enough fellow who would pass +muster anywhere. He is well to do; I should not wonder though he were +to buy his farm, if Drumsheugh let it get into the market, and come out +as a laird among the best of them some day.’ + +So Mrs. Forsyth swallowed her misgivings and Balcairnie furnished a +stalwart figure to the two o’clock dinner-table in the flat above the +apothecary’s shop, which also belonged to Dr. Forsyth, and was a source +of considerable profit to him. Such a house was thought then quite +good enough for the best doctor in Craigie, even though he had mated +with a sprig of the gentry. Their olfactory nerves were not supposed +sufficiently sensitive to feel mortally offended by the occasionally +pungent smell of those drugs which helped to butter the couple’s bread. + +Balcairnie and Primrose regarded each other in side glances, under +their eyelashes, with some interest. He had heard in the inveterate +distortion of facts which is a prominent feature in gossip, that the +Lady had intended her niece for her son. Primrose had just been told +that Balcairnie had contrived to shift his folly and its consequences +to Drumsheugh’s broad shoulders, though her mother-wit had cancelled +the error, and laid hold of the greater probability of the yeoman’s +having been jilted for the laird. + +The estimate which the two formed of each other at first sight differed +comically and unfairly. + +‘A shilpet sparroy of a lass like that!’ Balcairnie reflected +disdainfully, ‘was she to stand in Bonnie Peggy’s licht? Drumsheugh +would not have had an ee in his head or a mind of his ain, if he had +preferred this leddy to yon kimmer.’ + +‘Jamie’s a well-favoured, manly chield, with a good heart, though he +may have a thick head,’ considered Primrose, not without reluctance; +‘but I doubt his Peggy stood in her own light for all that. If I am not +mistaken, the yeoman is worth double the laird.’ Her penetration saw at +once, against her will, that Balcairnie was the bigger, better man of +the two. + +But by the time the party had repaired to the drawing-room, and the +ladies were exerting themselves with their interested object in helping +to entertain Balcairnie, a remarkable reversal of his opinion took +place, while her verdict remained unchanged. + +As the conversation was craftily turned to ornithology generally, he +became deeply impressed by Primrose’s lively intelligence in expounding +these plates in the bird-book, which so delighted him, and by her +wonderful acquaintance with the looks and habits of those fowls of the +air with which he himself was most familiar. + +‘The leddy-lass kens as muckle about craws and doos and laverocks as +I do, though I have followed the ploo, and set girns for them, when I +should have thocht she would have been sitting with her feet on the +fender, or at a window fanning herself, ganting over a nouvelle and +holding a yapping lap-dog on her knee.’ + +Mrs. Forsyth made a dead set at him with the feather tippets. He looked +at them, laughed with surprised pleasure, and ventured to touch them +shyly with his great brown hand in a sort of marvelling, fearful, +wholly large-hearted admiration. He glanced round at the tambour +frames, the open spinnet, the books which might be nouvelles, but which +must be so much better reading than he had imagined when they did not +incapacitate the readers for all this ability and industry, and for +a practical appreciation of the bird-book. It is to be doubted that +Balcairnie applied to Primrose and Mrs. Forsyth a homely, if emphatic, +classification and commendation, which at the same time meant a great +deal from his mouth and that of Robbie Burns--‘clever hizzies!’ he +said to himself. Balcairnie remembered Peggy with a rueful sense of +contrast. Poor lass! she could not be half so useful now at Drumsheugh. +She could not divert herself in all these charming fashions. Poor +Drumsheugh had, indeed, thrown himself away. How could he have been so +blind and besotted? It made au odds when a man kenned little better. + +Of course, Balcairnie would be right glad to be allowed to be of any +use to the ladies. The guinea-fowls were at their service, living or +dead, and he thought he could put them in the way of some moor-hens and +wild ducks. If Mrs. Forsyth and her friend would not object to honour +his bachelor-house by their presence, if they could put up with the +poor accommodation of a farm-house, perhaps the doctor would bring them +out to see what they could find at Balcairnie, where the cherries were +nearly ripe and curds and cream were always to be had for the taking. + +The ladies were correspondingly gratified, not only with the success +of their design, but in addition with Balcairnie’s somewhat quaint and +naïve but altogether becoming deference and gallantry. An engagement to +visit him was entered into on the spot. + +All this agreeable social intercourse had nothing whatever to do with +old friendship and its obligations--on the contrary. Balcairnie, as +he looked and listened, more and more enchanted by the bright face +and womanly eloquence of Primrose Ramsay, in the revulsion of his +feelings, was conscious of an increasing temptation to undervalue and +decry Peggy’s charms and Drumsheugh’s taste, which the fickle man had +been applauding to the skies hardly three hours before. Balcairnie no +longer called Primrose ‘a shilpet sparroy.’ Where had his eyes or his +ears been when he made that invidious comparison? She was like the lady +wren in her dainty proportions as she flitted here and there with such +light grace, and such deftness of hand in everything she did, whether +she helped Mrs. Forsyth to dispense the dishes of tea, or showed Dr. +Forsyth the impressions of seals the ladies had taken in his absence, +or arranged the counters on the card-table. She was like his mother’s +favourite white hen, which always looked so dainty and spotless beside +the other hens, that discriminating people grew disgusted with their +flaunting yellow or red necks relieved against their brown or black +backs. She was like the white calf, which his father had held to be +so lucky. No pet lamb could have been so canty as this orphan lassie +showed herself. She was an orphan lassie, though she was also a lady +who had danced at the hunt balls into which Balcairnie might not +intrude. + +But when Primrose was farther called upon to lend her aid to the +hilarity of the evening by singing for Balcairnie’s benefit, and when +she sang her romantic ditty of ‘Huntingtower,’ Balcairnie, struck +by the unintentional coincidence, swayed by more than one powerful +influence, and penetrated to his melted heart, took a swift and bold +resolution which was neither time-serving nor personal. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + PEGGY’S FRIENDS. + + +The woman who sang ‘Huntingtower’ as Primrose Ramsay sang it could +neither be hard-hearted nor narrow-minded, Balcairnie said to himself, +and he acted on the speech. + +The visit to Balcairnie was paid. The ladies behaved as graciously as +the host was intent on rendering the visit a pleasure to his guests. +Everything was propitious, even to a recent fortuitous moulting of +the guinea-fowls. There was quite a heap of the clear grey and black +and white spotted feathers, which Primrose called ‘second mourning +feathers,’ at their fanciers’ disposal. The cherries were at their +best, the curds and cream as rich and sweet as could be desired. Yellow +ragwart, small pink and white convolvuluses, great purple mallows grew +among last autumn’s russet stacks, which sheltered the farm-house +more effectually than the fir-tree avenue sheltered the mansion of +Drumsheugh. The garden was fragrant with red and white gilliflower, +pink cabbage-roses and lilac lavender, and gay with orange marigolds. +The kye were coming home from the pasture, the sheep were in the +fauld, the pigeons were flying back to the pigeon-house as the evening +drew on. The whole place looked so ‘couthie’ and sweet and bright, so +home-like and cheery, that the women felt it hard it should be wasted +on a single man and his servants. The hardship to her sex surprised +Mrs. Forsyth into something like an aggrieved wonder that Balcairnie +did not take a wife. + +The remark in its turn startled a deeper colour into Balcairnie’s ruddy +cheeks, and provoked a laugh from Dr. Forsyth and Primrose Ramsay. + +At last Balcairnie found an opportunity when the party were still +strolling about the garden, and Dr. Forsyth had called away his wife +to examine one of the Dutch summer-houses which were then in great +favour, and of which he proposed erecting a specimen in their garden at +Craigie. Balcairnie and Primrose Ramsay were left sauntering along a +broad box-edged walk, listening to a blackbird in a neighbouring lilac +bush. Balcairnie interrupted the bird, and went to the gist of the +matter and of his purpose at once. He had no notion of courtly fencing. +Artful preambles were not in his way. ‘Miss Ramsay, I want to speak to +you about your cousin’s lady up at Drumsheugh.’ + +Primrose met his request, which was more like a demand, with a look +of surprise and some annoyance. She was not easily offended, but she +felt vexed that this man--her cousin’s friend, whom she had begun to +respect as well as to like--should introduce an unpalatable subject, +one on which they could not be expected to agree, at his own place too. +He was less of a gentleman--one of nature’s gentlemen--than she had +been thinking him. Then she said, with a shade of distance and dryness +in her manner and tone, ‘I beg your pardon, Mr. Home, but I am not +acquainted with young Mrs. Ramsay, though she is my cousin’s wife.’ + +‘That is the very reason I want to speak to you about her,’ he said, +looking her straight in the face. ‘What for are you not acquainted with +Drumsheugh’s wife?’ he asked bluntly. ‘You should be. Not only has she +become your relation by marriage, you could be of the first service to +her; you could do her all the gude in the world. And I have conceived +such an opinion of you, madam, that I believe you would be pleased to +confer a favour even on a stranger, and do gude to one you might never +see again.’ + +She stood still, perplexed and a little softened. + +He was forced to go on; he must speak out now or be silent for ever. +‘Young Mrs. Ramsay is lonesome in the laird’s absence. For mair reasons +than one she has great need of a friend. If I mistake not, you could be +the best friend she has ever had in this world.’ + +‘How could I?’ stammered Primrose. ‘She is your acquaintance, not mine. +Why cannot you help her if she requires help?’ + +He waived aside the proposal with an impatient swing of his arm. ‘A +man body is worse than nothing to a woman in some straits. A woman +friend--a gude woman to give gude advice from her own experience, +is everything. If I were even to mint the trouble in a letter to +Drumsheugh, I might only breed more mischief. I tell you what, Miss +Ramsay, you may rue it to the day of your death, if you do not give a +thocht to what I’m asking from you.’ + +‘Be reasonable, Mr. Home,’ remonstrated Primrose, whom his earnestness +infected and stirred with agitation. ‘How can I interfere? I have no +commission from my cousin Jamie or my aunt, even supposing I could move +in this matter. From what I have heard--forgive me, if she is a friend +of yours--I could do no good. Young Mrs. Ramsay is taking her own +course--a foolish, downward course, I fear--with which it would not be +fitting that I should intermeddle.’ + +‘Then what is the gude of your being a young leddy, so muckle cleverer +and wiser and better-bred, with no chance of your making a mistake +or the world’s finding faut with you?’ Balcairnie put the question +sharply, almost sternly, and the next moment grew abashed and shocked +at his own rudeness. ‘I beg your pardon, humbly, Miss Ramsay, I’ve no +manners, as I need not tell you, but it makes me mad’--with a quick +groan--‘to think of another woman, a leddy gude and kind, as I can see, +leaving a poor sister lass to be sorned on, trodden down and driven +desperate--never by her own wickedness and hardness of heart, but just +because she’s as tender and gentle as any leddy in the land.’ + +Primrose was struck by his passionate advocacy. How he must have loved +this girl, who had forsaken him for a grander suitor, to be so deceived +in his view of her character--if he were deceived. She had already had +a conception of him as a larger-minded man than Jamie Ramsay, and his +present appeal proved his largeness of heart. + +‘I daresay she is to be pitied, poor thing, with her man so long away, +though he is recovering,’ she granted slowly and doubtfully, for even +Primrose Ramsay’s prejudices were strong. ‘But has she not been very +thoughtless, to say the least, in bringing so many of her own folk +about her and letting them run riot--disturbing Drumsheugh and the +neighbourhood by their pranks?’ Primrose ended more severely. + +‘How could she help having her own folk when they were ordained, and +placed about her by Drumsheugh and the auld lady? When no other body +would look near her to see whether she could say her head or her feet +were her ain, or speak or go but as her so-called servants would let +her!’ maintained Peggy’s champion stoutly. ‘I grant you Peggy ocht to +have been firm,’ he admitted, forgetting in the half-bitterness of the +admission the scrupulous ceremony with which he had been previously +naming his laird’s lady. ‘She should have stood like a rock and defied +all inroads on her dignity and authority as the new-made Leddy and +mistress of Drumsheugh--as you, madam, with your birth and breeding, +would have done, no doubt. But when, you find a poor bit leveret +behaving like the dog that chases him, or a lintie like the hawk that’s +striking her down, then you may reasonably--you spak’ of reason, Miss +Ramsay--count on sic behaviour from a meek, young creature like Peggy.’ + +‘Has she no spirit of her own?’ Primrose was goaded on to inquire. + +‘I do not know what you mean by spirit,’ said Balcairnie, doggedly. +‘She had enough spirit to do her mither’s bidding, and save the laird +from being betrayed into becoming a scoundrel who might have ruined her +and flung her to the dogs. But as for the spirit to hold her ain and +keep off all that would rob and murder her, where her gudes and credit +are concerned, I trow Peggy has not muckle of that spirit to boast of. +There is some word about the wind being tempered to the shorn lamb. I +wuss it may blaw lown ower Peggy’s grave, for, so far as I can see, the +best thing she could do would be to dee soon, poor lass. Then when her +head’s lying among the mools, the fact that it was ever raised to be +one of the heads of the house of Drumsheugh may be forgiven her, and +the scum of her folk cannot prey on her any longer.’ + +‘Oh! do not say that,’ cried Primrose in real distress. ‘It cannot be +so bad as that. Think of Drumsheugh who has cared so much for her--what +would he do?’ + +‘I’ve thocht of Drumsheugh long enough, ower long; I’m going to think +of Peggy now and what she’s to do. It was I who brocht her hame to +Drumsheugh, and I swear to you, Miss Ramsay, if I had kenned what +the innocent, loving soul was coming to, I would suner the beast had +fallen and broken his neck--baith of our necks. For it is true I +was Drumsheugh’s aider and abettor--his blackfoot in courting Peggy +Hedderwick. He was my friend and Peggy’s choice; it was not for me to +conter them.’ + +Primrose looked in the manly, honest face, and believed every word he +said, to the last syllable. Her dauntless spirit rose and her generous +heart swelled. ‘There is a better resource,’ she said, with hearty +sympathy and goodwill, relinquishing her opposition all at once, and, +womanlike, passing in a bound to warm partisanship. ‘She shall not be +set upon like that! How base of her kindred! But we will circumvent +them, sir. You and I will beat them before the game is played out. +I’m not afraid that my cousin Jamie will be seriously angered by my +interference. I’ll venture to take him in my own hand. As for my aunt, +she’s an upright woman, Mr. Home. She would never countenance such +wrong-doing. She is ignorant of it. When she welcomed Bonnie Peggy +home she meant to receive her as a daughter and behave to her as a +mother should--I am sure of it.’ + +It was a difficult enough task which Balcairnie had set Primrose +Ramsay, and he could render her no assistance in the beginning. It must +not even appear that she was acting on his prompting. + +Mrs. Forsyth was exceedingly aggrieved by Primrose’s proposing to pay +a visit to Peggy, and opposed the step violently. Doctor Forsyth, who +should have known better, shook his head at his wife’s instigation. +Primrose’s happy first visit to the couple was in danger of having +its harmony entirely spoilt, and the girl suspected that her friends’ +opinion was a tolerably sure sign of the light in which the world +generally would regard her conduct. It was mean, time-serving, and +unworthy of her to go near ‘Lady Peggy,’ and seek to get the foolish +mistress of Drumsheugh out of the mess into which she had floundered. + +But Primrose was as strong and staunch in facing and overcoming +difficulties in what she recognised to be a good cause as Peggy was +weak and yielding. There was the courage of a lion in the small, pale, +pleasant-mannered, merry-tongued girl. + +Primrose walked out alone to Drumsheugh, claimed the right of entrance +to the drawing-room, which could not well be denied to her, and begged +young Mrs. Ramsay to be told that her cousin, Miss Ramsay, had come to +wait upon her. + +Peggy did not pause, like ‘Mistress Jean’ in the ‘Laird o’ Cockpen,’ +to ask petulantly what brought her visitor there ‘at sic a like time,’ +for it was early in the day. She was overwhelmed with consternation +and shame while Jenny coolly informed her cousin that here was one of +the laird’s family come to call his wife to account, to require a +statement of her stewardship, and to pounce on all her shortcomings. + +‘Oh! what sall I do, Jenny? Mercy on me! what sall I do?’ besought the +poor changeling in the foreign nest. + +‘Say you’re no weel--I’m sure that’s true eneuch,’ suggested the +temptress. ‘Say you never trysted her here, and you maun bid her +excuse you for you’re no fit to receive a visitor, you’ve gotten the +heartburn, or the headache, or ony other convenient ailment.’ + +Accordingly a message was brought to Primrose: ‘Young Mrs. Ramsay was +very sorry, she was not able to see a stranger.’ + +But Primrose was more than a match for Jenny. The young lady had quite +as much ready wit at her command as the woman owned. It would be +strange if the powers of light did not sometimes overcome the powers +of darkness. Primrose presented her compliments, and she too was very +sorry to hear that her cousin’s lady was ailing. But it did not matter +so much--Mrs. Ramsay need not put herself about, or exert herself when +she was not fit for the exertion. She--Miss Ramsay--had walked out from +Craigie with the intention of staying for a few days at her cousin’s +house of Drumsheugh. If its mistress was not well enough to come down +to her visitor to-day, no doubt Mrs. Ramsay would be better to-morrow +or the next day. In the meantime Miss Ramsay could entertain herself, +and her old friend Cunnings would see that she had everything she +wanted. + +‘Hech, sirs! hech, sirs! sirs the day!’ moaned Peggy, shrinking away in +the fastness of her chamber from the most distant sight or sound of her +deliverer. + +‘Send the bauld cutty about her business. Bid her leave the hoose this +minute,’ stormed Jenny. + +‘Oh, I canna do that, Jenny,’ insisted the cowering Peggy. +‘Drumsheugh’s leddy cousin--she maun bide here as long as she likes, +till he come back, if she takes it into her head, though I wonder what +pleasure it can be to her to force herself in and sit in judgment on a +puir lass like me. Oh, Jamie, Jamie! will you never come back and stand +by me?’ + +‘It’s no your chirming will bring him back. If he had wanted to come +he might have been here long syne,’ said Jenny scornfully. ‘Peggy, tak +your choice--either that insolent hempie maun gang, or me.’ + +‘Jenny, Jenny, will you leave me, when the auld leddy engaged you +to stay with me till she came back?’ implored the girl, to whose +transparent mind infidelity to a pledge was simply incomprehensible. +‘How can I put Drumsheugh’s cousin to the door? It would come ill aff +my hand; I could look neither him nor his mither in the face again if +I were guilty of sic sauciness.’ + +‘Then you’ve ta’en your choice, Peggy, my woman, and you maun abide by +it,’ said Jenny, beginning instantly to gather together her ‘pickings’ +and belongings. ‘It’s muckle gratitude I’ve gotten for a’ the trouble +I’ve wared upon you. But you’ll maybe think on me, madam, when you’re +in the hands of your gaoler. For Drumsheugh and his mither have sent +you a rale gaoler at last, and it’s little pity she’ll ha’e on your +fule tricks, you heartless gipsy.’ Jenny had the wisdom to anticipate +defeat, and beat a masterly retreat, while the wretched Peggy was +weeping and quailing, and abjectly beseeching her tyrant to reconsider +her resolution. + +However, Jenny was not sufficiently prudent to avoid altogether an +encounter with her adversary, in which Peggy’s ’cuzin’ came off second +best. + +‘Gude day to you, mem.’ Jenny flounced past Primrose who had gone +out to stroll in the avenue. ‘I wuss you joy o’ the charge you’ve +underta’en. I suld ken something o’t, and I tell you for your comfort +you may as weel be a daft woman’s keeper. Peggy Ramsay is bund to gang +daft as sure as ever lass gaed. I may tell you a bit o’ my mind since +you’ve not stucken at treating me like a common thief.’ + +Primrose turned round upon Jenny with a flame of outraged righteousness +in the girl’s aspect like the flaming sword which the angel held to bar +the way to Paradise. ‘These words are very ready on your lips, Jenny +Hedderwick. I believe they are too ready. If young Mrs. Ramsay were to +lose her wits, it would be you who had scared them away. Woman, you are +worse than a common thief! You have seethed a kid in its mother’s milk.’ + +At that terribly mysterious accusation even Jenny looked cowed for the +moment and slunk away, muttering a denial. The first news she heard +when she entered Craigie was that the firm to which Baldie Fuggie was +attached had broken--become bankrupt. ‘Sae that door is steekit for the +present,’ Jenny said to herself without equivocation. But she had her +pickings--a profitable four months’ work, in addition to her wages to +console her, and for such as Jenny open doors are plentiful. + +Cunnings was also stumbling and fumbling about, in trembling +preparations to be gone without delay from what had been her home for +forty years; but Primrose anticipated her. She came softly into the +housekeeper’s room and looked shyly and sadly at the sinner. Primrose +said no more than ‘Oh, Cunnings, Cunnings, I’m sorry, sorry,’ and the +grey-haired delinquent groaned out her abasement: ‘Ye may weel be +sorry, Miss Ramsay, for I’m a lost woman, and yet I’m no worth the +sorrow o’ the like o’ you. I’m just a miserable, auld drucken drab.’ + +‘Oh! whisht! whisht! Cunnings,’ cried the girl, hiding her face, and +thinking how the trusted servant had been proud to teach her many a +secret of housekeeping, and had made much of her and petted her in +the old happy days, when Primrose came between a child and a girl to +Drumsheugh. + +‘Let me gang!’ cried Cunnings desperately, ‘afore the auld mistress +claps her een on me again. She’ll walk in neist and speer what I’ve +dune wi’ the hoose and the keys when they fell into my keeping. I’ve +betrayed them baith, Miss Ramsay, and what’s waur I’ve sided wi’ that +limb o’ Sawtan Jenny in betrayin’ the puir simple bairn up the stair. +Mind ye she was betrayed. She would never o’ hersel’ had ony troke +wi’ sic doings as we were fain to carry on to cloak our ill deeds. +I’ve selled my sowl for drink, and I’ve betrayed the young mistress +(Maister Jamie’s wife). Let me gang, Miss Ramsay, if you’ve a thocht o’ +sorrow for a wicket wretch like me.’ + +‘No, Cunnings, you shall not go,’ said Primrose brave and steadfast, +like a pitying guardian angel this time. ‘You’ll stay and help me +to undo all the wrong, and then your own fall may be forgiven and +forgotten. You’ll trust to me and I’ll protect you from your fell +weakness. I’ll speak to my aunt and cousin when they come back. I’ll +tell them that you wanted to go. I’ll bear the blame of keeping you +here. You were a faithful servant once; you’ll be faithful again, +please God. It is never too late to repent and win back respect and +confidence. Cunnings, you do not need a girl like me to tell you that.’ + +Cunnings hung her head more and more, and wept the few scalding tears +of age; but she stopped her packing and submitted to Primrose Ramsay’s +guidance when at the words of sympathy and encouragement, remorse was +converted into repentance. + +Primrose had frequently and anxiously conned over the part she should +play in her first meeting with Peggy. Miss Ramsay would approach the +young mistress of Drumsheugh with studied deference and all the formal +homage which was now Peggy’s due. + +But when Peggy, compelled to stand at bay for the second time in her +life, after a hasty, ineffectual effort to arrange her dress properly +and remove the traces of tears from her face, crept like a guilty +culprit or a forlorn ghost into the room, Primrose forgot all her +preconceived theories and studies and thought only of the fair young +creature thus blighted in what should have been her pride of bloom. +Instead of advancing in a stately fashion, curtseying and waiting for +Peggy to offer her hand, Primrose went swiftly to the wife, clasped +her in the girl’s kind arms and kissed the cold cheek, which began to +blush warmly with amazement, doubting relief and trembling pleasure. +‘My cousin Peggy,’ said Primrose, in her clear, sweet voice, ‘I’m glad +to know you. Will you forgive my intrusion? I’ve often heard of you and +so must you have heard of me; and now we must make the hearing knowing, +and become good friends as well as kinswomen, if you will let me stay +as long as you can spare room for me at Drumsheugh.’ + +‘Stay as long as you like,’ stammered Peggy. ‘There’s no want of room. +Ony o’ Drumsheugh’s frien’s maun aye be welcome here. Oh! surely you +ken that, though I canna say what I should,’ beginning to twist her +fingers. + +‘I ken,’ said Primrose gently, ‘and you say all you should. You’re very +good to me, cousin Peggy--you’ll let me call you that in stead of Mrs. +Ramsay, which I’ve been accustomed to say to my aunt, and you’ll call +me cousin Primrose. You are very good to permit me to stay here when +I’ve taken you by surprise.’ + +‘_Me_ good! Permit _you_, Miss Ramsay! Oh! you’re laughing at me in +your condescension,’ cried Peggy, aghast. + +‘No, I’m not laughing, and there is no condescension. I’ll never laugh +at you,’ answered Primrose a little gravely; and then she went on +cheerfully, ‘When we come to know each other better, I’m sure we’ll +be good friends, and you’ll not suspect me of laughing at you in that +sense again.’ + +Peggy stood rebuked without being chidden, and somehow her crushed +spirit rose a little under the rebuke. She began to look Primrose in +the face with timid satisfaction, and to proceed to ask her to sit +down and try to make her comfortable, as Peggy had been wont, in the +few happy moments after her marriage, to busy herself modestly with +Drumsheugh and Mrs. Ramsay. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + THE LESSONS THAT PRIMROSE GAVE WHILE BALCAIRNIE LOOKED ON. + + +Even Primrose, who was of a hopeful disposition, with some well-placed +confidence in her social powers, had wondered what she could get to +say to Peggy in the intercourse which must follow, and Peggy had been +in mortal terror at the appalling necessity of making conversation +for Miss Ramsay. But after the first ten minutes the talk became +wonderfully easy between these two honest, single-hearted, gentle +souls, though they were on different levels of intelligence and +education. Peggy was entranced by what Primrose could tell of her +early visits to Drumsheugh--including innumerable anecdotes of +the young laird. Why, Primrose was the first intimate friend and +equal--like a sister of Drumsheugh’s--whom Peggy had ever known, who +could and would give the loving girl--pining for talk of Drumsheugh in +his absence--welcome, though not very recent information concerning +him. Primrose, in her turn, enjoyed drawing forth Peggy’s tales of +her school days, when she had been the little class-fellow of both +Drumsheugh and Balcairnie. + +Gradually and almost inadvertently Peggy passed in her talk from +her school to her home and her mother. When she would have stopped, +abashed, recollecting with tingling cheeks and a pang at her heart that +her husband and his mother had not cared for her recalling these tender +associations, she found, to her deep, ineffaceable gratitude, that it +was otherwise with Primrose Ramsay. ‘Tell me about your mother, Peggy; +I like to hear about mothers--I think all the more because I have not +been so favoured as you. I never knew my mother; she died when I was +a child in arms. But your talk helps me to judge what my mother would +have been like--is like. For our mothers are both alive, and we’ll see +them yet in Heaven,’ + +Primrose introduced a new _régime_ at Drumsheugh--a reign of order and +diligence, peace and prosperity. And in place of its being opposed by +Peggy or proving distasteful to her, it was hailed and clung to by her +with breathless, well-nigh pathetic eagerness. She was so desirous, +when the least prospect of attainment was held out to her, of being a +good wife, a mistress of Drumsheugh of whom its old owners need not be +altogether ashamed. + +One of Primrose’s first questions had been whether or not Johnny Fuggie +should be sent away after Jenny. If necessary, Primrose would assume +the responsibility of the dismissal, and save Peggy from every grain +of the pain of it. But after consultation with Balcairnie, and on +examination for herself, when the righteous young reformer found that +the man had only been a tool in Jenny’s hands, like poor Cunnings, that +he had got a wholesome warning, and was capable of being induced to +behave with fitting respect and keep at a discreet distance from his +mistress--especially when it was taken into account that he had a wife +and family whom it would go to Peggy’s heart to punish through their +bread-winner--Primrose agreed that Johnnie should remain on trial, so +to speak. The trial, as in the case of Cunnings, ended well. Johnnie, +in spite of his temporary aberration, his long tongue, and his foolish +conceit, behaved thenceforth very tolerably under difficulties. If +Peggy and he occasionally lapsed into too rash, free-and-easy gossip +when she happened to be alone with him in the garden, it was probably +as much her fault as his, and it might serve for a safety-valve in the +tension of their relations. Though poor Peggy would flutter off like +a lapwing when surprised in the indulgence, no serious harm followed, +and Drumsheugh was the last man in the world to come down heavily on so +natural and venial an offence. + +Peggy, as a rule, showed herself very docile and a very quick pupil. +She only displayed a little restiveness now and then, when the lessons +trenched too closely on much-prized associations. + +Primrose said one day, ‘You have very bonnie hair, Peggy, but I think +I could let you see how to dress it better, so that your friends might +more easily guess how long, and fine, and glossy it is.’ + +‘This was the way Drumsheugh liked my hair busket lang syne,’ answered +Peggy, a little jealously; ‘and if I were to alter it, then it would +be to put on a mutch. My mother put on a mutch when she was married; +she held that all married women should wear mutches,’ Peggy explained, +evidently a little troubled that she had not complied with her mother’s +standard. + +‘But maybe Drumsheugh will like your hair busket in another fashion +now,’ said Primrose persuasively. ‘His fancy may be as taken with the +new as with the old way. His fondness does not rest with the past, +it is to last all your lives, and it will always be finding out new +beauties in his wife and her fashions. The glory of wedded love is +its growth in fidelity and its fidelity in growth. It is, or should +be, like God’s love--new every morning, and so it never gets stawed +(satiated), or tires, or shifts. As for the mutch, you can always wear +it of a morning in our rank, and you may come on to something like it +of an evening, if my cousin Jamie bring you, as I should not wonder +though he will, a fine lace ‘head’ of Mechlin or Valenciennes.’ + +After that conversation, under the blissful prognostication of her +laird’s finding new beauties in her every day, Peggy consented to +learn to put up her hair like Primrose’s, in a modified version of +some becoming mode of the time, and thus came considerably nearer in +appearance to the conventional lady of her generation. So with her +clothes: Primrose taught Peggy how to choose them, and how to wear them. + +Strange as it may sound, it was not otherwise with her mind; for Peggy +had received the good, solid, parish education of a Scotch child a +hundred years ago. Her constant study of the Bible had trained her +intellect, so far as it went, as well as her heart. Her familiarity +with the Hebrew prophets and poets, with old Scotch ballads, and +with the exquisite songs which Burns was then causing to flood the +whole country, from castle to cottage, had cultivated her imagination +and taste. Peggy entered with positive zest into the new world of +literature, didactic and fanciful, to which Primrose introduced her. To +the teacher’s joyful surprise, and a little to her bewilderment, Peggy +was far more impressed and enthralled by a book than Kirsty Forsyth had +ever been. Peggy listened with the most respectful attention to the +advice of Hannah More and Dr. Gregory. She hung on Richardson’s and +Fanny Burney’s stories. She was wrapped up in the fortunes of Harriet +Byron, Clementina and Evelina, though their spheres were so different, +and the ‘_ma foi_’ of Evelina’s aunt, with the cockney follies of her +cousins might have been Greek or Latin, or the practices of Timbuctoo +to Peggy. Still she had perfect, comprehensive sympathy for each +heroine. Primrose’s entire heart was won by Peggy’s unexpected openness +to Primrose’s beloved books. + +Another gift of Peggy’s was susceptible of training. Under Primrose’s +judicious direction Peggy’s singing became greatly improved, and +brought on a par with that of the chief young lady vocalists round +Craigie. Peggy’s broad Doric did not interfere in the least with this +accomplishment, for she sang Scotch songs, and her mother tongue only +enabled her to give them with truer effect. + +Dancing was an additional available attainment of the age--so highly +coveted that the acquirement was often prosecuted under what might +have appeared insurmountable obstacles. The poor notable wives of +impecunious lairds dispensed with expensive dancing-masters, and +taught their children to dance the intricate country-dances of the day +by means of chairs set up in rows.[6] Lord Campbell, after he was +a distinguished, hard-working lawyer, went under an assumed name to +an evening dancing-school. Dr. Norman Macleod’s aunts were supposed +to have acquired dancing from an enterprising little governess, +heavily weighted with a wooden leg. Primrose was bent on refining and +perfecting Peggy’s dancing. She would make feints of practising her own +steps and of longing for a country-dance till she coaxed Peggy to stand +up with her at the head of a double row of chairs. + +Balcairnie, who could go oftener to Drumsheugh now that Miss Ramsay +was there, caught the two girls in the middle of such a performance. +Primrose with long-winded assiduity was singing the tune of ‘The +White Cockade,’ in addition to taking her part in the dance. Peggy +was slightly holding out her gown as she was bidden, and sliding +bashfully, yet not without a certain natural grace, down the room at +the backs of the chairs. No gazer could have been more imbued with +keen pleasure and humble admiration, but, like Actæon, he had to +pay a penalty for his rash gazing. He was compelled by the autocrat +Primrose to join in dancing a ‘three-some reel,’ performed to his +whistling instead of her singing, while the last rays of the setting +sun were yet gilding the pear-tree round the western window of the +Drumsheugh drawing-room. When he was brought to the point he did his +duty gallantly, not withholding a single spring, shuffle or ‘hough!’ +which was Primrose’s due, but capering his best, with the serious face +which most English and Scotchmen put on to qualify their gambols. It +might be some consolation for the effort of the exhibition to hear a +judge and mistress of the art like Primrose say graciously after the +deed was done, ‘Well danced, sir. I have often heard that there were +no reels to be seen far or near like those danced by you and Drumsheugh +and my cousin Peggy here, and now, though I am a poor substitute for +the laird, I know what the folk said was true.’ + +Peggy’s hands were far more unmanageable than her head or her heels. +She had been brought up too entirely in the country, and Luckie +Hedderwick had been too poor for the child to have derived any +advantage from such a ‘sewing school’ as Craigie possessed, under +the patronage of some of the Ladies Bountiful in the neighbourhood. +It need hardly be said in addition that Peggy had not the smallest +acquaintance with the mysteries of high cooking, preserve and pastry +making, and the brewing of home-made wine. Peggy could spin and knit +well, and do a little coarse sewing and darning rather indifferently. +She could scour a floor or a table, make porridge and kail, boil +potatoes and bake cakes, but she could do little else in the light of +domestic attainments. Unfortunately, with the exception of the spinning +and knitting, even Peggy’s few acquirements were out of count. The +field for them was gone. Primrose set herself with affectionate zeal +to supply the blank, but long before Peggy had toiled half through her +first sampler, Miss Ramsay was forced to own to herself that here was +labour thrown away, as much as if she had sought to train Peggy to play +on the spinnet late in the day. There are some respects in which lost +opportunities--however innocently and inevitably lost--can never be +recalled. Peggy’s fingers had grown stiff, and her eyes dull to nice +distinctions of pattern and colour. She must be left to her spinning +which, fortunately, was not yet banished from drawing-rooms; and she +must be permitted to hem towels and dusters in the same dignified +quarter. For the child-wife Dora could not have felt prouder to be +of use than was the rustic ‘Lady Peggy.’ Indeed, Peggy went further +than Dora, since the little English girl could feel content to be +played with--whether by David Copperfield or Gyp, while it made the +deeper-souled Scotch girl, who had once actually been the bread-winner +of a household, feel humbled and miserable to realise herself of no +real moment, an idle ornament--if she could be called an ornament--and +not one of the stays of her house. + +At last Peggy’s wifely ambition was fired to gigantic struggles by +two grand and glorious achievements which were dangled before her +eyes. If she would give her whole attention and try and try again, she +might--who knows?--so improve in white seam and cookery as to be fit +before she died, or her sight and memory failed, to make a frilled +shirt for Drumsheugh, and bake a pie which he could eat. + +How hard Peggy strove at her tasks, with such splendid rewards before +her, during the long summer days! So immeasurable was her enthusiasm +that against tremendous odds she attained her object, even before +Drumsheugh’s return. She made the shirt, every bit with her own slow +hands: + + Seam, gusset, and band; + Band, gusset, and seam; + +sewing on the buttons in an intensely happy dream. She baked a +preparatory pie, pondering as anxiously over its ingredients as the +eastern princess debated over her crucial cream tart with the pepper +seasoning, and more impartial authorities than Primrose and Cunnings +would have pronounced the feats highly creditable to their author. + +With innocent pride and exultation Peggy displayed the trophies of her +prowess to Balcairnie. She showed the sark of Hollands fine, solemnly +assuring him that she had put in every ‘steek’ herself, and gleefully +boasting that she had a web of the same cloth bleaching on the green, +and by the next summer she would have made a dozen of shirts to keep +the laird well provided. She conducted her friend the yeoman into the +larder, and invited him to break off a lump of the pie-crust and ‘pree’ +it for himself. + +Having examined these two credentials of capable womanhood, which +used to be demanded from every young girl before she passed into a +young lady, that were often crowned by gratified parents with such +substantial gifts as silk gowns or gold watches, he said with profound +conviction, and the utmost approval: ‘Ay, Mrs. Ramsay, you’re a +finished leddy now, and you may thank Miss Ramsay for it.’ He made a +little obeisance to Primrose in his turn, and looked as if he felt +certain that Peggy’s prosperous future was thenceforth secured. + +Primrose had grown very proud as well as fond of her pupil, after the +visitor had by earnest representations induced the old relative with +whom she usually dwelt, to grant her further leave of absence and +suffer her stay at Drumsheugh to extend to many weeks. + +It happened to be Primrose’s first long visit from home after she was +quite grown up. Therefore it formed an era in the girl’s life which +might never be repeated. This was not foreboding an early death for +Primrose, but she was no longer a school girl, and before travelling +had been made easy, when it was still both hazardous to the person and +a drain on the purse, friendly visits were not frequent though they +might be long. Primrose and Peggy had laughed together over that famous +marriage visit paid by the ‘heartsome lass,’ Miss Suff Johnstone, to +the young matron the Countess of Balcarres, which lasted over a period +of thirteen years. ‘I should like to give her safe out of my own +hands, improved as she is, the dear lamb, into the hands of my cousin +Jamie and my aunt,’ Primrose proposed to herself. ‘I wonder what they +will think of her; if they will thank me. But I have done little; I had +such good ground to work upon.’ + +The Ramsays, mother and son, had heard of Primrose’s presence at +Drumsheugh, and were thoroughly acquiescent and complacent, though not +in equal degrees. The laird was simply well pleased that Peggy should +have good company, be acknowledged by his kin, and become acquainted +with one of the best of them. It was left for his mother to cry out: +‘Primrose Ramsay at Drumsheugh! That beats all! Now all will go well +with my son’s wife.’ + +To do the old lady justice, she had been accustoming herself more and +more to think and speak of Peggy as ‘my son’s wife’; while she did +so, she took the girl nearer to her heart, and made Peggy’s joys and +sorrows more her own. ‘I would have given ten years of my dowager’s +jointure to have said before to Primrose, “Come and help us,” but I had +not the face. Primrose Ramsay is a fine as well as a clever creature.’ +Mrs. Ramsay reflected further: ‘Who but she would have looked over all +former shortcomings and been the first to hold out her hand to Peggy? I +see now what a wife Primrose would have made to Jamie, but it was not +to be.’ + +No doubt the fatalistic sentence had been to a considerable extent +worked out by the speaker. For it had been on the cards that Jamie +Ramsay might have been won from Peggy in the earlier stages of their +acquaintance, and his allegiance transferred to Primrose, if that most +winning young woman--at once strong and sweet--had continued thrown in +his way as a visitor at Drumsheugh. + +Still, Mrs. Ramsay, though rather an exceptionally truthful woman, +consoled herself by repeating, with a shake of the head, ‘It was not to +be,’ slurring over all the details in the failure of such a marriage, +and adding briskly, ‘But the next best thing is for Primrose to have +taken Mrs. Jamie in hand.’ + +So long as Drumsheugh and his mother used the privilege of rare +travellers in pro-longing their travels, Miss Ramsay had to content +herself with showing off Peggy in the first blush of her rapid +improvement to Balcairnie. Generous man though he was, he sometimes +sighed in the middle of his unaffected satisfaction--not so much for +Peggy as for that charmed region into which she was fast passing, and +which he might never enter. No fairy princess or gifted woman, however +good, would quit her rank to train his clumsy hands and feet and +tongue, to refine his plain manners and rude tastes. + +But other company besides Balcairnie now came freely to Drumsheugh. +Primrose’s presence there made the greatest difference in this +respect to Peggy. If the laird’s cousin--a sensible, well-conducted, +well-educated, young lady like Miss Ramsay, went and stayed with his +wife, the scandals against her must have been grossly exaggerated. She +must have been more sinned against than sinning: Miss Ramsay had taken +care to remedy all that was wrong, and if she supported ‘Lady Peggy’ +thus cordially, Drumsheugh’s neighbours could do no less than back her +a little, for the sake of the laird and his mother. + +When people did notice young Mrs. Ramsay, everybody was struck by the +change in her, and the immense advance she had made. She was becoming +quite presentable, and like the rest of the world. Poor young thing! +after all she had always been modest and harmless, though she had been +a cotter’s daughter and a field worker not two years ago. Her elevation +had been the fault of Drumsheugh and Balcairnie, as Drumsheugh’s own +mother had said. + +Mrs. Forsyth herself made her appearance at Drumsheugh, acknowledging +by her presence there some glimmering suspicion that a fresh mild +sun might be about to rise on the social horizon. ‘You have worked +wonders,’ she said to her old friend. ‘I believe I could bid young Mrs. +Ramsay to my house to tea now, without fear of how she might behave and +what folk would say. Still, it was a great risk, and I cannot acquit +you of much imprudence in exposing yourself to it.’ + +‘I am not so foolish as to ask your acquittal, Kirsty,’ said Primrose, +‘and we are not out of the wood yet. Take care that you do not run into +danger yourself. My cousin Peggy might help herself and drain your +tea-pot.’ Primrose was provoked into a hit at the private parsimony +which was already the weak point of Kirsty Forsyth’s housekeeping ‘Do +you know what Mrs. Jamie said to me when we were speaking the other +night of the dancing-school ball at Craigie, and I was remarking that +if Drumsheugh had been at home we might all have graced it? “I might +have tried a reel or even a country dance,” she ventured to promise, +“but a high dance I would not have attempted.” Yet, if it had not been +going out of fashion, so that she might have danced it at the wrong +time and place, seeing that she does not know all the outs and ins of +society, poor dearie, I would have engaged to instruct her to walk +through a _minuet de la cour_ ravishingly.’ + +‘Primrose, you are out of your mind or fey,’ said Mrs. Forsyth angrily, +for to dance a _minuet de la cour_ ravishingly had been till quite +lately the height of polite accomplishments. + +Primrose was not always in a merry mood. Like most fine characters, +hers had a pensive side, which it remained for Peggy to find out. ‘Why +do you take so much trouble with me, cousin Primrose?’ inquired the +young wife in one of her paroxysms of gratitude. + +‘Because I like you so well, my lassie,’ answered Primrose promptly. +‘I’m real fond of you--as fond as though you had been the sister I +never possessed, and that is saying something. I would have liked a +brother--a big, blustering, fleeching chield of a brother--to order me +about and make a stir in the house. But oh! Peggy, I would fain have +had a sister. I would have had a great work either with an elder or a +younger sister.’ + +‘But when you first kenned me?’ urged Peggy. + +‘Well, you see, I could not let you be wronged, as Balcairnie told me +you were wronged, and my cousin Jamie is the nearest man-body I have. +Some day he or his son, if you bring him an heir, will walk at the +head of my coffin as chief mourner at my funeral.’ + +‘Na, na,’ interposed Peggy; ‘you’ll marry yoursel’--you’re bound to; +and a man and bairns of your ain will lament you sair. But death and +auld age are far awa’.’ + +‘I dinna ken,’ said Primrose softly; ‘we do not all live to grow old, +Peggy; my mother and father both died young. As for marrying,’ speaking +a little more lightly, ‘we do not all marry either. I’m not bonnie, +like you, and I’ve no tocher.’ + +‘What a tocher you would be to any lucky lad who had the gude fortune +to win you!’ cried Peggy ecstatically. + +‘But he cannot ken that ere he set his heart on me,’ said Primrose +naïvely. Then she went on to tell Peggy that the income of the elderly +relative with whom Primrose stayed died with the annuitant. Primrose +might be a very poor gentlewoman indeed, in a generation when there +were few channels by which a gentlewoman could earn independence. +She was often forced to think how anxiously she would have to pinch +and scrape to secure a living in her old age, when she was ‘a single +leddy,’ without even the small privilege of ‘a lass with a lantern,’ +for her evening escort to the houses of better provided friends. + +While Peggy vowed in her heart that Primrose should never know such +straits, since the best seat, the best room, and the most precious +thing which Drumsheugh held must be at her command, young Mrs. Ramsay +was made to understand that the sense of her loneliness, her lack +of family ties, and her uncertain future often pressed heavily on +Primrose. Yet this was the girl Peggy had always envied, because +Primrose was so clever and helpful and blithe that she never entered +a household without becoming quickly like sunshine there. It taught +Peggy another, and that one of the most valuable, lessons she learned +from her friend--the mingled warp and woof of which the web of human +life is composed, the hard knots beneath the smooth surface. + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[6] As an example of the rigid self-restraint, no less than the +indefatigable self-devotion of one of these ladies, it is recorded that +when a son was about to sail for India--a terrible exile then--and came +in to say farewell, when he found her playing on her piano, she merely +looked over her shoulder, nodded a ‘good-bye, my dear,’ and immediately +turning resumed her tune, and played on till his last footstep had +sounded in the avenue. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + ‘A’ WILL BE RICHT AGAIN WHEN JAMIE HE’S COME BACK.’ + + +At last, when the late harvest of those days was nearly over, when +Balcairnie was ‘grieving,’ or ‘leading,’ or ‘forking’ in the fields and +in the stack-yards both of Balcairnie and Drumsheugh, before the first +hoar frost had melted in the early rays of the morning sun, till it was +lying again thick and white all around, like the manna of the children +of Israel, in the moon-light; when the mellow russet and yellow apples +had long replaced the delicate pink-and-white apple blossom, and there +were no lingering flowers in the gardens save sun-flowers, marigolds, +and daisies, Drumsheugh and his mother were to come home--not ‘late, +late in the gloamin,’ like Kilmeny, but at a more rational hour of +the afternoon. It would permit a four o’clock tea, or ‘fower hours,’ +something perfectly distinct from a modern kettledrum. At the ‘fower +hours’ Peggy’s famous pie was to serve as the _pièce de résistance_, +well balanced by ale and glenlivat. Her maiden efforts in preserves, +elderflower and elderberry, currant, and ginger wines were to keep +company with the butter-bannocks and cakes and honey, the loaf-bread, +the short-bread and the diet-loaf which suited the old lady’s green +tea. The provision was not too ample for the large execution sanguinely +expected from the ravenous appetites of the travellers. Balcairnie, +too, had donned his best coat in honour of the occasion, hurrying +from the harvest-field at the first word of warning that a yellow +post-chaise was seen on the road to Drumsheugh. + +It had not been altogether the laird’s careless procrastination, or any +reluctance to return home from a growing fear of what he was to find +there, which had delayed the mother and son so long. There had been +chases by privateers, contrary winds, an illness of Mrs. Ramsay’s, an +accident to the London coach, uncontrollable impediments turning up in +succession and baffling the travellers. + +But at last Peggy wore, under happy auspices, one of the new gowns +which had been ordered from Baldie Fuggie. It had been carefully cut +out, made up, and toned down under Primrose’s superintendence; next it +had been brightened up by dexterous touches here and there, of lawn +neckerchief and apron, and bonnie breast-knot. It was a very fair and +gentle-looking young lady, whose trim feet in their rosetted shoes, +under the dainty skirt well tucked through the pocket-hole, tripped +so lightly--though the speed was tremulous, from her post by the +decapitated stone pillars at the head of the fir avenue, into the +middle of the rough road--along which she had jogged with Balcairnie on +the wintry night of her dismal home-coming--to take that first place at +the chaise door to which she was entitled. + +Old Mrs. Ramsay’s head, well protected with wraps, though it still +wanted a month to Martinmas, was poked out of the window on her side in +anticipation of her arrival. ‘Eh! can that be you, Peggy, my love?’ she +cried with glad surprise. ‘You’re looking so well I would hardly have +known you.’ + +But when Drumsheugh leapt from the chaise and took his wife in his +arms, he said the very reverse, though he had not even heard his +mother’s comment, and had no thought of contradicting her. ‘I’m glad to +find my Peggy the same,’ he said fervently, ‘the very same as when I +left her. I’m far gladder of that than to be at hame again, though that +is good, too. I have not seen any leddy like you, Peggy, my doo, since +I quitted Drumsheugh.’ + +Peggy looked uplifted to the sky as at the very words she would have +liked best to hear. + +‘The ungrateful man!’ said Primrose Ramsay to Balcairnie, when the two +were comparing notes together in the recess of one of the drawing-room +windows before he left. ‘The ungrateful woman!’ after all I have done +to make her liker him and her place henceforth.’ + +He was not sure whether she was most in jest or earnest, and there +was a strain of wistfulness in his reply. ‘But did you not see how +his speech pleased her, Miss Ramsay? She would rather have been told +she was the same to him than that she had grown like the queen on +the throne; yet she would not have been the same to him if she had +not changed with the weeks and months, thanks to you. Do you hear +me, madam, or do you suppose I’m contradicting myself? He has been +learning, almost without his knowledge, to see her with other een all +the time he has been away, and if she had come upon him, just as she +used to be, he would have been startled and flegged. It is these other +een which the improvement in her fits so well, that he was as proud and +happy as a king to see at a glance she was as bonnie and dear to him as +ever. Except for you, Miss Ramsay, this gude end would never have come +to pass.’ + +‘I’m afraid you’re a flatterer, Balcairnie,’ said Primrose demurely. + +‘Na, na,’ he said hastily, with some trouble and agitation laying hold +of him, in consequence of her accusation, ‘I have no saft words. I’m +but a yeoman-farmer. Nobody’s likely to ettle to rub me down--or up,’ +he finished, a little sorely. + +‘Don’t let them, if there is anybody so conceited and impertinent as +to try,’ she said quickly, with a curious tone of half-smothered +indignation against him rather than against herself, mingling with her +half fun; ‘there is no call for it. You are best as you are; you could +not be better. But why do you let me speak like that? Why do you need +to be told such a plain truth?’ + +A rush of colour flew into his face, a glow into his eyes; still he +paused doubtfully, as at news too good to be believed. ‘Forgive me for +being a gowk,’ he said humbly, ‘but do you really mean I could not be +better to you, Miss Ramsay?’ + +She bit her lips, frowned, laughed, and nodded, while she grew as red +as fire herself. ‘Why do you make me say and do such things?’ she +repeated, with an impatient tap of her foot. + +‘Well,’ he said eagerly, ‘I’ve gear enough, and if I were to buy a +place like this, and be a laird like Drumsheugh, you and me would never +be equal in anything worth counting--never. Nobody kens that better +than myself; but there would be less outward odds, less descent in the +sight of the world for you.’ + +‘Please yourself. I daresay it is very natural for a man to wish to +have land of his own,’ she said, with the indulgent sympathy which was +one of her chief charms. ‘Most natural for a man like you who would +know and love every inch of his land, and spend his life in causing it +to wave with corn. But if you please, I have my pride too, and I think +I would rather stoop a little in outward show, if the world likes to +call it stooping, than that you should be in a hurry to rax up (stretch +violently) an idle fancy, to me. I would like fine to try what it is +to be the gudewife of Balcairnie. I’ve a notion it would be a pleasant +place to fill, to stand in your mither’s shoes, and be to you what she +was to her gude man.’ + +In after years, when Primrose had long been the much-loved, +much-honoured wife of Jock Home, and their love had room and to spare +for merry jesting, he was wont to assure their daughters that he would +never have presumed to approach their mother as a suitor if she had not +given him the first word of encouragement. + +On the whole, Balcairnie and Primrose’s _mésalliance_--small by +comparison, though, to be sure, it was a direct result of the first +flagrant transgression of social laws, met with large tolerance. There +were even persons, only slightly acquainted with the future bride, +certainly, who maintained she had done very well for herself--‘a +penniless lass with a long pedigree,’ white-faced, and small to boot, +who had won so braw a bridegroom and so comfortable a down-sitting as +Balcairnie. She had cut her own cloth when she was pretending to be +looking after the interests of others. Even the old Lady of Drumsheugh +grieved over the marriage principally because she was conscious that +here too she had been to blame for the misadventure. And Primrose was +so fine and generous a creature she deserved the very best match in the +country, which, when it came to that, Primrose argued with spirit she +had got. + +As for Primrose’s proper guardian, she would not have thought the +Prince of Wales or the Duke of York good enough for her darling, so +that it did not matter so much that Mrs. Purvis should resent the +child’s infatuation, and experience a large amount of chagrin, which +had to be tenderly borne with and persuaded away before the wedding +could take place. + +Mrs. Forsyth, though she had set the example, did not clearly perceive +the parallel, and was by no means without several strong private +objections. Balcairnie might have plenty of money and old wheat stacks, +but he was not in a learned profession like Dr. Forsyth, and it would +be a terrible upheaval of the very foundations of gentility if unequal +marriages were to become common, the rule instead of the exception. + +But there was great and unmixed joy in the hearts of Drumsheugh and +Peggy over the delightful fortuitousness of the attachment. Drumsheugh +almost shook the bridegroom elect’s hand off, and loudly claimed the +right to be ‘blackfoot’ in turn to his friend. Peggy hugged Primrose as +if they had been very sisters, and cried that now she was not to lose +her, she, Peggy, had little more to desire; she was near the summit +of human bliss. In the end even the few hostile voices were silenced, +for Balcairnie, in the course of a year or two, fulfilled his purpose +of buying a fair estate, was welcomed among the lairds, and held up +his head modestly among them. Then the old Lady of Drumsheugh and Mrs. +Forsyth took him fully to their hearts. + + + + + JEAN KINLOCH. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + JEAN SCORNED. + + +‘Ower the muir among the heather,’ Jean Kinloch walked straight and +fast on a sunny sabbath morning in autumn. She was only nineteen years +of age but already she was tall and broad-shouldered, with the perfect +proportions and perfect development of health and strength. She was +nearer to a beautiful woman than to a bonnie lassie. She had the +dark-haired, black-browed, grey-eyed face, with the clear-cut features +and clear complexion which one is accustomed to associate with the +highest type of Norman beauty. But Jean’s white square teeth, and round +somewhat massive chin, were departures from the type as it is usually +to be met with. And if she had the dignity and earnestness which on +occasions break into sunshine--incomparably sweeter, more pathetic, +even more radiant, relieved against the almost sombre background, than +an all-pervading, soulless light-heartedness can be--it was not Norman +dignity and earnestness. It was the self-respect and sedateness of the +Scotch peasant woman, on whom a Hebrew stamp has been deeply impressed, +who is enamoured of duty as other women are enamoured of pleasure, to +whom the sternest doctrines of Calvinism are invested with an awful +beauty. These are the Lord’s decrees, and though He should slay her, +yet will she trust in Him. + +Jean’s dress had lost the picturesqueness which would have +distinguished her grand-mother’s, but it was good of its kind--if +somewhat severe in the tone and cut, and only remarkable as worn by +Jean Kinloch. But Jean carried a bible which was no modern, cheaply +printed, cheaply bound Bible Society’s volume: it was a valuable +hereditary possession in a couple of small volumes bound in fine and +lasting russian leather with flaps fastened by burnished silver clasps, +while there was dim gold on the edges of the yellow leaves with their +clear delicate print. A bible not unlike it is to be seen among the +relics of Burns. It was given by the peasant farmer’s son to his +Highland Mary--the girl whom he was to immortalise by two out of the +most exquisite love-laments in any language--in that autumn when she +came down and ‘shore’ the harvest with him among the + + ‘banks and braes and streams around + The Castle o’ Montgomery.’ + +But Jean Kinloch’s bible was not a love-gift, on which, as it was held +in the man’s left hand over a running stream, the woman and her lover +clasped hands, and swore in the sight of their God to be faithful to +death. Such bibles with the broken sixpences of a more worldly form of +troth-plight were already gone out of fashion. This book possessed a +different distinction, having been Jean’s mother’s kirking bible. + +Jean was bound on a long and fatiguing walk even for her youth and +vigour, so that she had got up by daybreak, before even the minister, +the earliest riser in the manse, had replaced the Greek and Hebrew +studies of ordinary days, by the preparatory devotions peculiar +to the sabbath day, while the rest of the household lay in silent +unconsciousness. She had set out ere the raw mist had cleared away, in +order to reach Logan Kirk in time for the forenoon ‘diet of worship.’ + +The only sufficient warrant in Jean’s eyes for such a distant +expedition on that ‘sawbath day’ which she had been taught to reverence +so intensely, would have been an exceptional privilege of sitting down +at one of the sacred ‘tables,’ after they had been jealously ‘fenced.’ +Then she would have heard it ‘served’ by some grand minister, a very +patriarch and prophet in one, a man famed in Jean’s circle for lofty +austere piety, impassioned zeal, and immense experience with learning +to match, though the latter quality was held in small account compared +to the recommendations which went before it. Such a minister was a fit +successor to ‘Holy Renwick’ and ‘gude Cargill’ and the other heroes and +martyrs who endured to the end--till they were shot down in peat bogs, +or mounted steadfastly and triumphantly the long ladder to the high +gallows in the Grass Market of Edinburgh. + +But young Jean was not journeying on so unexceptionable and profitable +an errand. It was her own private affairs which sent her forth to cross +the broad moor on the sabbath morning, and any competent judge might +easily guess that Jean’s affairs were in dire confusion when she took +such a step. + +Jean’s story was not unprecedented in her rank of life, though it is to +be hoped that hers was an extreme case. She had been courted for years, +young as she was, and at last trothplighted to a young ploughman. +Their marriage had been fixed to take place in the following spring at +Whitsunday, one of the two great feeing, flitting, and marrying terms +among Scotch agricultural labourers. Jean had been making manifold +happy preparations in her quiet womanly way by little purchases from +pedlars, by seams sewed diligently in the half hours which were +honestly hers, by plans made over and over again with fond deliberation +and reiteration for the laying out of her little savings and her next +half year’s wages. She had been undecided whether she herself should +invest in a chest of drawers, or help Bob to buy an eight-day clock, +either of which would be an ‘honesty,’ that is a standing mark of +respectability in their ‘cot house’ and might descend as an heirloom +to their children. + +In the meantime the bridegroom elect had left Dalroy, which was his +native parish as well as Jean’s, and gone ‘to better himself’ on a +farm in the parish of Logan. But it did not seem to her to matter +much--except where their feelings were concerned, that he should have +little communication with her, either personally or by letter in the +interval. He might or he might not, after the pitting of the potatoes, +the last pressing job of the rural year, + + tak his stick into his hand + +on his sabbath-day out, and cross ten miles of moor, as Jean was doing +now, to visit her for a few hours. He might or he might not send her a +formal letter or two, or a message occasionally by the carrier. What +was his performance or failure in such trifles to Jean’s great trust in +her lad? Yet of all classes of men, perhaps with the single exception +of soldiers, not one is so notoriously fickle in love-making as Scotch +ploughmen, not one is more exposed to special sources of temptation, +and not one, alas! as Jean knew, though her pure mind recoiled from the +grievous knowledge and refused absolutely to connect it with her lover, +is more apt to fall into a particular form of vice. + +But it is to be hoped that the class’s frequent fickleness and folly do +not often attain the climax they reached here; for Jean had not only +been courted, a solemn promise of marriage had been exchanged between +her and her lover, and such promises are not broken--either by lord or +lout, lady or lass, without causing such a scandal in their respective +worlds, as proves the comparative rarity of the offence. + +Jean had dwelt in her dream of perfect faith and security until two +days before the sabbath in question. Then the sister of the lover, who +was also Jean’s bosom friend, came to the back door of the manse and +called out Jean in the middle of the day at the height of her household +work, to break to her a catastrophe. + +‘Oh Jean!’ said Eppie, taking the first word--before Jean could cry +out was there anything wrong with Bob--and speaking with tears and +groans and honest blushes--‘Oh! that ever I should see the day I would +be black ashamed of my ain kith an’ kin--that ever I should have to +say it to you--a lass that mither an’ me were proud to count as are of +the family. There is word by Willie Broon the carrier--and I doubt it +is ower true, for Willie, though he may take a drap, was never given +to leein’--our Bob has played you fause, he has ta’en up with another +lass--ane Leezbeth Red (Reid), a fellow-servant at Blawart Brae. Nae +doubt she has set her cap at him ilka day and hour, ilka kye milking +and horse suppering, and Bob was aye a simple chield--even mair sae +when a fair flattering tongue than when red and white cheeks came in +his way. The upshot is--and I could have seen him, my ain brither, +in the mools afore I had to carry the tidings to you--and I’ll never +speak to the other lass who has stealt him from you--never, be she ten +times my gude sister--but it is richt you should ken at aince; they say +Bob has done her a sair wrang, and there is nothing left for him but +to marry her; so the twa are to be cried together this very incoming +sabbath in Logan Kirk. They may be cried and marriet too,’ protested +the informant in her righteous indignation for Jean, ‘but it’s no his +friends that will ever own them after sic heartless deceit, and sic +disgrace as they have brocht upon us a’.’ + +‘Dinna speak in that wild way, Eppie,’ said Jean with a little of her +natural stateliness and reserve after the first deadly spasm of sick +incredulity and terrible pain, when Jean had held her breath for a +moment. ‘If it be sae that Bob has changed his mind without telling +me, even if he has fallen into greater sin, still it is not for you +to refuse to own his wife; though I ken you mean weel, what gude would +that do to me? And now I maun go in, Eppie, for I am in the middle of +ironing the minister’s best sark, and if I tarry longer the irons will +get cauld.’ And the irons must not get cold though Jean’s heart should +break. She must go on ironing in a dazed sort of way, but yet to the +best of her ability, that special sark of the minister’s which he was +to wear when he presided over the Synod next Tuesday. + +Then Jean resolved to ascertain for herself, beyond the possibility of +doubt, whether Bob Meffin were a traitor or a true man. It was not a +subject to ask questions about, nor was she the woman to lay bare her +heart to the public gaze. But this coming sabbath was Jean’s sabbath +out, and she could, without saying a word to anybody else, get her +unsuspecting mistress to grant her leave to spend the day in walking +across the moor and attending public worship at Logan Kirk instead of +waiting on the ministrations of her master at Dalroy. + +Jean shed no tear nor did she sob and sigh audibly as she walked along +to meet her destiny. But she was utterly unobservant of the nature she +loved in the scene around her, either in its broad outlines or in its +minute details. She had no attention to spare to-day for the spreading +heathery moor, as fresh and free almost as the blue sky above it, on +a sunny morning like this, when what had been the summer’s glistening +dew-drops were just beginning to fall heavily and hoarily in the first +suspicion of frost. + +Jean had no notice to give to the sweet pungent smell of the heather, +to the varying hues of the purple milkwort, the yellow rock rose, the +nodding white-flowered grass of Parnassus which diversified the red +ling. She did not listen to the hum of the big bee--a splendid fellow +in black and gold, who was continually crossing her path and sounding +his drone in her ear, or to the twitter of the brown and grey linnet +which brushed her very skirts as he rose from the broom, or to the crow +of the moor cock and to the cry of the plover. Yet all these noises +were made doubly distinct by the sabbath stillness which rendered +itself felt even on the moor when no sportsmen were shooting there, no +quarry men or bands of late shearers taking near cuts to their quarries +and fields. + +Now and then Jean roused herself from her painful abstraction, +and tried to control her racked heart and brain, by what she had +always known as the potent spell of duty. It was the sabbath day, +and therefore she was not her own mistress; though it was her ‘day +out,’ she ought not, as a Christian woman, to be engrossed with her +own worldly concerns, however imperative. She should try at least +to engage in some mental exercise befitting the day--since, as Jean +held, its divine obligation was not affected by her human distress. +She made a great effort and prepared to repeat aloud, as she walked, +one of the psalms with which her memory was stored, using it as the +early Christians raised the symbol of the cross for a charm against +distracting worldly thoughts. + +She began mechanically to say the first psalm, the earliest learnt by +Scotch children, one of the most familiar throughout life. But + + All people that on earth do dwell, + Sing to the Lord with cheerful voice, + +in its call to universal praise--associated closely as it is with +the noblest, simplest, most moving melody which ever rang rudely yet +thrillingly through barn kirk or along bleak hill-side, faltered and +died away on Jean’s quivering lips. + +The staunch-hearted woman began again with the psalm which holds the +second place in the regard of her nation-- + + The Lord’s my shepherd, + I’ll not want; + +and when she had reached the fourth verse, she found that her choice +was more appropriate: + + Yea, though I walk in death’s dark vale, + Yet will I fear none ill, + +said Jean steadfastly--and truly, it was like voluntarily descending +into ‘death’s dark vale’ to go on with the end in view for which Jean +journeyed this day. And if she had got her choice, the girl in her +magnificent bloom of young womanhood, with all her warm interest in +life--which her religion sanctified but did not stifle, would far +rather have lain her down and died, than found Bob Meffin a leear, a +still more cruel sinner against another woman than against Jean herself. + +Jean was not well known to the congregation of Logan Kirk; she had not +been there more than once or twice in her life before, and the one +person in the neighbourhood with whom she was well acquainted she did +not expect to see in the kirk this morning. + +She reached the little kirk close to the adjoining hamlet, both of +the ‘drystane dyke’ order of architecture, just as the most primitive +of bells commenced to make discord instead of harmony, clattering and +tinkling instead of clashing and booming its summons. + +Nobody recognised Jean as she passed through the groups in the +roughly kept kirkyard, and though she did not absolutely shrink from +observation, being too brave and upright to take, as if by natural +instinct, to hiding her head, she certainly did not desire notice. +She was glad to get into a back seat without attracting any further +remark--than what was casually bestowed on a strange face, from the +fellow-worshippers who were equally strange to her. + +The country people--most of them farmers and farm-servants with the +village hand-loom weavers--tramped and tumbled in, with the want +of ceremony which used to distinguish a Scotch rural congregation. +The minister and precentor took their places, and Jean fixed mute +imploring eyes on the latter as if the decision of her fate rested +with him. He was a homely, elderly man, distinguished among his +compeers by the _sobriquet_, derived from his office in the kirk, of +‘Singing Johnny,’ a souter by trade, but a less thirsty and a more +theological souter than his great namesake. As he rose for the secular +rite which in Scotland precedes the religious services, even the most +austerely devout listened attentively with human interest. And if +the congregation had only known, so as to watch a young woman in the +obscurity of the back seats, they might have been aroused by the fading +of the rich colour in her face, the rigid set of her mouth, and the +desperate light as of a creature at bay, in what ought to have been +her reasonable grey eyes, to comprehend that her hands were clasped +tight--even clenched--under the shelter of the book-board in an agony. + +Johnny dallied with the matter in hand, perfectly unaware of the +torture he was inflicting. He laboured under no press of business as +at Martinmas or Whitsunday; this was a sabbath between terms when +little was doing in Johnny’s line. He was able to rise in a deliberate +manner, to sleek down his stubbly hair as he was wont to do, before +raising the psalm tune, to look around him with even more philosophical +indifference; indeed, the only customary act which he refrained from +doing as if to distinguish his secular from his religious duties, +was that of putting up his hands before his mouth and giving a +preliminary cough behind the screen. At last he proclaimed sonorously: +‘There is a purpose of marriage between Tammas Proodfit and Ailison +Clinkscales--for the second time,’ not that the purpose had been +entertained, dropped and resumed, but that the announcement had been +made before and would ring out once again in the ears of the listening +kirk. + +One woman was listening intently with bent head as if she would fain +catch even the sound of a pin’s fall, through the thick tumultuous +beating of her heart. At the words spoken there was the faintest rustle +of relaxation in her attitude. The couple whose intention had been thus +sounded abroad were entire strangers to her. What had she to do with +a Tammas Proodfit and an Ailison Clinkscales, or what had they to do +with her? It was not to hear them ‘cried’ that she had walked ten miles +across the moor. + +After the proclamation there was a distinct pause, which had the air +of being instituted for sensational effect, unless Johnny had no +more ‘purposes of marriages’ in the background to fire off at the +congregation. + +One fainting heart leapt up with half wild relief and joy. After all +it was a base report without a word of truth in it. Bob was to be +proved innocent as the babe unborn. + +Woe’s me! Johnny was even then fumbling with another set of lines in +his horny fingers; he lifted up his voice afresh and called all present +to witness that there was also a purpose of marriage ‘between Robert +Meffin and Leezbeth Red for the first time.’ Having discharged his lay +functions, he stopped abruptly to look up, in expectation of the folded +paper which the minister rose and bent over the pulpit to hand to him, +taking Singing Johnny into his confidence as it were, with regard to +the psalms and paraphrases appropriate to the sermon, which were to +be sung during the service, for which the precentor was to find the +fitting tunes on the spur of the moment. + +Even after the commencement of the second proclamation, the formal +employment of the full christian name struck so unfamiliarly on Jean’s +ears, as to stay the flood of anguish for an instant longer, till the +enunciation of the surname in company with the name she had heard given +to her rival, rendered doubt no longer possible. It was all over, as +Jean had heard said after her father and mother had drawn their last +breath. It was too true: this was her Bob Meffin and no other whom she +had heard cried with another woman in order to repair as far as might +be a shameful wrong. + +Jean felt like the rest of us when the catastrophe we have most dreaded +has come upon us, that she had not known how much she had hoped against +hope--how hard a battle hope had fought for bare life, till it lay +slain stark and cold at her feet. + +For she had not come there with any intention of protesting against the +marriage which would be celebrated within the next few weeks. Such a +step is even rarer in Scotland than in England; neither could there be +any appeal under the circumstances. It was only that Bob Meffin had +lied to her and before the Lord, had fallen from what Jean had judged +to be the glory of his manhood and dragged down another with him in his +fall. Thenceforth the two who had been all in all could be less than +nothing to each other. + +Jean had listened to the sentence which blighted her youthful hopes, +crushed her tenderest affections, and left her in the flower of her +beauty, in all her sense and goodness, for no fault of her own, a lass +‘lichtlied’--scorned before the world--that sorest humiliation to a +woman. And it was all for the wiles of another lass with regard to whom +Jean knew full well, without any vanity or arrogance on her part, that +Leezbeth Red and such as she were not worthy to be named in the same +breath with her--Jean, since they could not save either themselves or +the men whom they had never loved with a noble unselfish love, from +gross sin and degradation. + +But unless in the involuntary shiver which ran through her--while long +rays of sunshine were finding their way into the kirk windows and into +the open door, lighting up and warming even the remotest corner--and in +the breath drawn in and let out again with a dry inaudible sob, Jean +gave no sign. She neither screamed nor fainted, she made no ‘dust’ or +disturbance in the kirk of all places, she would have thought that +neither maidenly--‘wiselike’ she would have called it--nor reverent. +Bob Meffin was a fallen sinner, that was all, though it was enough +for her to carry branded on her heart to her dying day. And she would +never see or speak with him again, though she had loved him with all +her heart. And what power of passion and depth of tenderness existed +in that heart may be fairly conceived in the light of a biblical +compliment which her master the minister once paid her. He had been +watching Jean with his younger children when he exclaimed suddenly, +‘Jean, your mistress is right, you’re a fine young woman; you remind me +of that riddle of Samson’s, “Out of the strong came forth sweetness.”’ + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + BOB MEFFIN’S AMENDS. + + +Fourteen years passed--not without their changes. It was a fine frosty +winter afternoon when two knots of homely men and women--forming two +distinct coteries--were gathered at one end of Dalroy village, where, +on the right side of the little street stood the Dalroy ‘smiddy,’ and +on the left was ‘the smiddy well’--a dipping-in-well famous throughout +the village for the excellence of its ‘tea-water.’ Horses were waiting +to be shod round the smiddy door, while their temporary owners--dark +figures in the ruddy glow of the furnace, prepared to hold their rustic +parliament. At the centre of attraction over the way maids and matrons +took their turn in filling their cans and pitchers. + +Very nearly at the same moment Jean Kinloch came in sight--emerging +from the blue haze made up of the frost and the gloaming, while there +was heard, with the peculiar distinctness of such a sound in such +weather, the rumbling of a cart, with cart, horse, and driver still +unseen, sounding louder and louder as it drew near in the opposite +direction. + +Jean had a plaid pinned over her cap, and carried a bright pitcher +dangling lightly from one wrist; she was sniffing with satisfaction +‘the caller air,’ which sent her rich blood coursing through her veins, +and yet not refusing to welcome the hot blast which met her as she +crossed in front of the smiddy door. + +Of course, Jean’s arrival was hailed before she was within ear-shot by +a double chorus of half-approving, half-ironical comments--the purport +of which she could very well guess--beginning with ‘Here comes the Miss +Fraser’s Jean.’ + +Jean had remained in the service of the Manse family all these years, +though both the minister and his wife were dead, and the Manse was no +longer the home of the remnant of the household. Impoverished as such +remnants usually are, and consisting only of Jean’s young ladies, they +could hardly have continued to live on, in genteel poverty, if Jean, +who was so closely allied to them as to be styled theirs by inalienable +possession, had not worked their double work on diminished wages. + +‘Jean’s true to a minute,’ said another speaker, a man in the smiddy. +‘She’s nae daidler either at meat or wark.’ + +‘Ay, lasses, ye may stand about,’ a woman at the well took up the +theme, without hearing the man’s contribution to the subject. ‘Jean +Kinloch’s no sma’ graith--least of a’ in her ain opinion.’ It was like +a version of that climax of commendation pronounced on the virtuous +woman in Proverbs, ‘Let her own works praise her in the gates,’ with +the grudging qualification that must have mingled with the praise. + +Jean did not mind much either the concentrated scrutiny or the sifting +analysis of her merits and demerits, to which, with her knowledge of +the world, she knew she was exposed. Like a pillar of strength in her +self-reliance and composure, her fine presence was unimpaired by her +servant’s costume, and her goodly prime untouched by any token of +decay. Though she had not risen in worldly rank and prosperity, this +was a very different Jean from the miserable lass, high-souled and +innocent as she was, who had sat in a back seat in Logan Kirk to hear +Bob Meffin cried with another woman. + +Before Jean could say ‘Gude day’ to anybody, while she was still coming +forward in the mingled lights of a cold primrose in the western +sky behind her, and a warm saffron from the glare of the smiddy at +her right hand, the cart--the rumble of which had been constantly +increasing--rattled up, bringing cart, horse, and driver into the +illumination. And even before the din of its progress had ceased or the +half-dazzled eyes could distinguish the face of the new comer, a voice, +which seemed to issue from the past, suddenly called in eager excited +tones, ‘Jean Kinloch!’ + +Jean turned startled, and with a shock even to her well-strung nerves, +at the imperative summons. In spite of changes in the speaker, to which +those in herself were infinitesimal, she recognised, without a moment’s +hesitation, her old lover. She had not seen him since six months before +that day in Logan Kirk, on the last occasion when the two had parted +a fond loving lad and lass--a plighted bridegroom and bride. She had +heard little of him in the interval, for his sister Eppie had married +a soldier and ‘followed the drum,’ while with her departure Jean had +lost all chance of news of her recreant lover. + +Taken by surprise as she was, Jean cried out with shaken accents, in +turn, ‘Bob Meffin!’ Then she recalled, as any true woman would have +recalled, instantaneously, the whole circumstances, the scene, the +spectators. Some of them had known the two in their green youth, and +were doubtless speculating already, with keen interest and a sense of +the ridiculous, how Jean Kinloch would meet Bob Meffin now that the +pair had reached the years of discretion--after what had once been +between them, after the falseness of Bob which had separated them. + +Jean was equal to the occasion; she stepped up to the cart, to which +Bob sat nailed, with the intention of speaking to him, and doing her +part in the interchange of such light questions and answers, as might +be expected between old acquaintances who had known each other well +in youth, and who happened to encounter each other in later years. As +to any nearer relation which had ever existed between them, Jean’s +attitude showed that she, at least, meant to behave as if she had +forgotten it as utterly as the most trifling incident of her girlish +days. + +But unfalteringly as Jean carried out this line of conduct, in the few +paces that intervened between her and Bob Meffin, which she crossed +steadily with every eye upon her, and with her own eyes not fixed on +the ground, but raised to catch his, she took in at a glance the whole +man--including every indication of the transformation he had undergone +since the last time she had seen him. + +That Bob Meffin had been a gallant-looking young fellow in his degree, +stalwart, lithe, fit to heave up the biggest sheaves on the stack which +was in the process of building--as Jean had shorn foremost on her +harvest rig--and to dance longest and with lightest foot at harvest +home or bridal. + +This Bob Meffin was a broken-down, fast-ageing man, while Jean was +still in her prime. His back was bent, while hers was straight; his +hair had grown thin, and hung in uncared-for grey locks under his faded +cap, while hers, in its undiminished profusion and without one dead +white thread, was carefully disposed beneath her spotless white cap. +His cheeks and forehead were weather-worn, dragged, and wrinkled, while +hers remained fresh, round, and smooth. His working clothes had lost +all the smartness with which the Bob Meffin of old had worn his most +patched jacket and most clay-clogged shoon. Before that lightning-flash +of womanly observation, they gave evidence of such untidiness and +neglect in absent buttons, ragged cuffs, and the frayed, dangling ends +of his neckerchief, as not only cast the utmost discredit on the wife +who had supplanted Jean, but told in graphic language that Bob had +lost all personal pride and even proper sense of what was due in the +dress of a respectable ploughman, who had risen to be foreman over the +younger men on the farm. + +Here were the wrong doer and the wrong sufferer. A fine moral could +have been pointed from the difference between them, even though a +hair-splitting casuist might have urged that it was not a case of +retribution alone, since the constant exposure and the coarse fare +of a ploughman, even when he carries the clearest of consciences +within his bosom, is apt to tell upon him betimes, and make him look +elderly before he is forty. As for Jean, though she had undergone +‘a disappointment,’ having continued in domestic service, she had +of necessity missed such parallel drudgery and lack of sufficiently +nourishing food, as she had once looked forward to willingly and +cheerfully. But such causes make the ploughman’s wife keep pace with +her husband in ageing prematurely. + +Still Bob Meffin had altered with a vengeance; and Jean could hardly +believe the testimony of her eyes and was impressed by the change. For +surely nobody will say that because Adam delved and Eve span, because +Jean had been a servant lass and Bob a ploughman all their respective +lives, they had not the feelings of their kind, so that Jean should +fail to have a sensitive perception that her former hero had lost, in +the rough battle of life, all the glamour with which he had once been +surrounded? + +Was Jean pleased that it should be so? That she had lived to see how +Bob Meffin had been punished for his desertion of her and degradation +of another? She could not tell, there was such a tumult of pride and +pain in her heart. + +But she went up to him where he sat and said with the easiest manner +imaginable, ‘Is this you, Bob? How are you, and how are your wife and +bairns?’ + +‘My wife!’ cried Bob aghast. ‘Do you no ken, Jean, she’s dead and gane +a year and a half syne?’ + +Jean received another shock in which there were appalling elements. +The dead woman had been one against whom Jean--Christian woman as +she was--had borne a sore grudge for many a day. Nay, only a moment +ago, Jean had been sharply summing up, with rising disdain and not +without a sense of bitter satisfaction, what she had reckoned as so +many unanswerable proofs of Leezbeth Red’s wifely incompetency, while +all the time Jean’s successful rival had passed away long months ago +without Jean’s knowledge, to give in her--Leezbeth’s--account to the +Great Judge. + +‘Poor woman!’ said Jean more softly; ‘she had gotten her ca’ early.’ + +‘She was never a strong woman,’ said Bob, speaking without the +awkwardness which must have accompanied the discussion of his living +wife’s qualities with Jean. He spoke also with that little hush of +reverence, which is found in every man or woman with a spark of +generosity and awe in the soul, when he or she refers to the dead--once +so near, but who has gone far beyond all kindly communion and familiar +every-day life. + +In addition Bob showed that grave composure of regret which might be +expected from a reasonable man and a widower whose grief was a year +and a half old. ‘Leezbeth was silly from the time of our marriage,’ +continued Bob, not uttering a supercilious reflection on the limited +mental capacity of his wife, simply expressing himself in the +vernacular for delicate health. ‘She had mostly to keep her bed, for +the last year or twa of her life.’ + +That sentence explained much. The misfortune of having married a +sickly wife doomed to die prematurely, may only serve to call forth +the deeper tenderness of the rich man whose personal independence and +the necessaries--nay, the soothing solaces of whose life, remain +altogether untouched by the calamity. But it is a crushing blow to +the poor man, however faithfully and gallantly he may bear it. Bob’s +slouching gait, haggard face, grey hair and uncared-for clothes were +all easily accounted for now, without farther severe reflection either +on himself or on his dead wife. They spoke of hard work doubled when +rest should have come; of the son of the soil returning from his day’s +darg, + + Wat, wat, wat and weary, + +with neither a blazing ingle nor a clean hearth-stone, not a single +creature-comfort to sustain him; of ill or uncooked food such as a +dainty townbred beggar would have turned from in supreme disgust; of a +father who had to be father and mother in one to his helpless children; +of long nights of waking and watching for the labouring man whose sleep +ought to have been sweet. + +Jean, who understood the circumstances so well, was not the woman +to be unmoved by them. ‘But your bairns, Bob?’ she suggested kindly, +turning instinctively to what seemed to her the single prospect of +better days for the speaker. ‘They will be getting on, and rising up to +be a blessing to you?’ + +‘They are that already, woman,’ said Bob heartily, while his careworn +face brightened inexpressibly, ‘though the auldest of the two lasses, +Lizzie and Peggy, is but growing thirteen, and they have to take turn +and turn about at their schulin’ and at keepin’ the house. They are +as gude and clever, though I should na say sae, as lasses can be. My +word! Jean, they can kindle a fire and put out a bannock that would not +disgrace yoursel’.’ + +Here was a trace of the old Bob with his impetuosity and sanguineness. +Jean smiled faintly in listening to him, even while she asked herself +sternly, how she could be such a weak and wicked sinner as to feel a +pang of jealous resentment shoot through her. It was because she heard +this poor man who had suffered so much, refer in terms which proved +his high esteem for the only thing of value that remained to him--his +bairns and Leezbeth Red’s--not Jean’s--to her, who must go a lone woman +to her grave through his treachery. + +‘For the bit laddie,’ continued Bob with a slight fall and wistful +yearning in his voice, ‘he’s but a wee chappie of three years. We +lost twa weans between him and the lasses. He’s no stout--I’m whiles +frightened that he has his mither’s constitution. But his sisters and +a gude auld body of a wife in our cotton do the best they can for +him, and wha kens but that we’ll be permitted to pu’ him through--and +live to see him a braw man some day?’ Bob lifted his bent head with +glistening eyes at the remote but inspiring prospect. + +Jean thought of a manse child that had died in its infancy, on +which she had doted as women like her are apt to lavish passionate +affection on little children. ‘I hope sae too, Bob, my man,’ she said +in the kindly phraseology of her class, and addressing him all the +more gently, because she sought, in her own mind, to atone for the +unreasonable, unrighteous anger she had felt stirring in her heart +against him, for his very fatherliness, only a moment before. ‘I’ll be +right glad to hear that your laddie has thriven.’ + +Bob’s face brightened more and more, as he leapt down from the +cart-head, and stood by Jean’s side. But in spite of the decided action +a certain hesitation and agitation began to appear in his manner. + +The movement served to remind Jean of what she had been losing +consciousness of, that she and Bob Meffin were central figures in an +attentive circle scrutinising their proceedings, and probably catching +scraps of their conversation. + +‘Jean,’ said her old lover, lost to, or careless of, their public +position, a broken red rising in his face while his eyes fell before +hers, ‘I’m pleased to have seen you here, lass; and I own I had a +notion we might forgather, after I had been with the cart for draff +at the brewery, and made up my mind to come this way, because I had a +doubt about a nail in ane of Bruce the horse’s shoon--the back fit on +the hinder side--which Jamie Caird could put richt. Jean, I leed to +you when we were young, I’ll never deny it; but oh! woman, ye dinna +ken what it is for a man to own to a lee, whether to man or woman. +And ye dinna ken how I was tempted--a thochtless lad as I was, in the +same place with a bonnie fulish young lass who took a liking to him, +and would let him see her heart richt or wrang. Jean, I’ll no say ill +of the dead to whom I did wrang, who was the mither of my bairns. She +did her best, puir feckless thing, when she had gotten me--no sic a +bargain after all, since I was neither so clever nor so handy as to +make up for her lack of pith and experience--and she was a tried woman, +racked wi’ pain and faint with heart sickness, longing to be gane to +her rest, her worst enemy might have pitied her, puir Leezbeth! long +before she gaed aff the face of the earth. I would be a muckle brute +to blame her at this time of the day, and to throw a’ the wyte of my +faut on her. Still, Jean, the truth must be spoken, and gin ye had +kenned, even at the time, there was some puir excuse for a moment’s +madness of passion and its miserable consequences--you were aye so +strong yoursel’ that you micht hae had some mercy on the weak--and +we were weak as water, baith Leezbeth and me. But it’s a’ ower now, +Jean, and you are to the fore and a “wanter” yet. Woman, gin you would +suffer me to make some amends--a’ that’s in my power. I’ve keepet my +place and risen to be foreman at Blawart Brae in spite of a’. I’ve +gude thirty pounds a year o’ wages, and I’ve paid up my debt this last +twalmonth. If I had onybody to manage for me I micht do weel yet. It’s +not to certain puirtith I’m bidding you, Jean. And there’s my little +cummers,’ continued the infatuated man, with a flash of exultant hope, +well-nigh conviction, at the mention of his young daughters; ‘they will +be proud to do your will, and wait on you like a queen; you could rear +them into fine women like yoursel’. The wee chappie would be a fash to +you, no doubt, but you are never the woman to heed sic fash, and oh! +lass, you dinna ken what a takin’ way he has wi’ him, how he is the pet +of ilka body that comes near him, though he’s ill-grown and weakly. He +tholes his trouble like a bit man, and when he’s no clean knocked on +the head wi’t, and wallied like the young grass in simmer-time when +there has not been a shower to slocken its drouth for sax weeks, he’s +the plaisantest o’ God’s creatures you ever saw. Jean, you would like +Jockie as gin he were your ain, and you micht be the saving of my +laddie,’ pleaded Bob passionately, as he had never pled before, not +even for Jean’s young love. + +Jean was so confounded at the turn matters had taken, and the advantage +Bob Meffin was seeking to wrest from her pity, and the softening of +her heart towards him and his, that she hardly gave their full meaning +to the first words of this second suit, and it was not for a moment +that the extent of their presumption struck her. ‘The deil’s in the +man!’ Jean said under her breath, in spite of her principles, her +decorum, and the recollection that she had served in a minister’s +family for a large part of her life. Was there no end to the conceit +of men, in themselves and their bairns? And so he thought he could +make her amends! Doubtless he imagined she was still hankering after +his fickle love, and pining for his sake, while she being an honest +woman had banished him from her thoughts, as a married man, fourteen +years before. By his careless use of the slighting term ‘wanter,’ which +complaisant contemptuous married couples applied to single men but +particularly to single women, he betrayed that he shared in the coarse +popular scorn of old maids, and the mean opinion that they would be +only too glad to snatch at any--the most wretched, chance of changing +their condition and escaping from its reproach. He, the middle-aged, +battered, and broken-down ploughman with his two forward hempies of +lasses, and his heavy handful of a sick bairn, concluding impudently +that any husband was better than none, judged himself a fit match for +an independent well-esteemed woman like Jean Kinloch! And he had been +the very man, the leear, as he had rightly called himself, to the one +woman, the worst enemy to the other, of the two who had trusted him. +He had wrung Jean’s heart when it was young and tender, and lichtlied +her for a lass like Leezbeth Red, leaving Jean to be the mark for the +jests and scoffs of mocking tongues. + +Jean was burning with indignation, and looking at it in her light, +greater provocation could not have been given her. ‘Are you daft, Bob +Meffin?’ She turned upon him with a pale face set like iron, and words +which cut like swords. ‘Do you think I would have a gift of you, after +what has come and gane? If I had been brodent on a man, I might have +had my wale of a hantle better than you ever were, without waiting so +long. Man, I’m weel content to be an auld maid, it’s no sic a forlorn +lot as you marriet folk in your crouseness fancy. But I would be keen +to get marriet gin I could consent to stand in a dead woman’s shoon, a +lass who was like to have had “a misfortune”’--Jean used the apologetic +phrase with strong contempt--‘who had so little truth and honesty in +her that she could steal the fickle man’s heart and word which were +not worth the taking, though they had been flung at her feet, kennin’ +a’ the time they belonged to another woman--would I be plaguet wi’ her +brats o’ bairns, think ye?’ + +Bob heard the terms of her answer with as much amazement as she had +experienced at his proposal, with consternation added to the amazement, +and with the pain of a great disappointment in the crestfallen and +wounded expression of his face. + +But at the last scornful words the man’s spirit kindled within him. He +faced Jean, and replied to her with volleys of wrath: ‘Jean Kinloch, +you may cast laith at me, you’ve ower gude richt, though I thocht--I +was wrang--a’ the same I had a fulish notion it would be grander to +forgi’e and forget, and that the lass I had lo’ed sae weel, when there +was naebody to come atween us, micht be fit to play the grander +part. But to cast laith at the silent dead for the wrong-doing of her +youth, after she has paid the heavy cost--to cast laith, to my face, +at my innocent bairns, my twa gude lasses and my stricken laddie, Jean +Kinloch, you were na blate.’ + +‘Na, Bob, I didna mean--’ began Jean hesitatingly, but he would not +hear her. + +‘You’ve done what I’ll stand frae no man or woman born, no frae the +woman I aince lo’ed as I lo’ed my life, and whom even when I gaed her +up, because I couldna say “na” either to mysel’ or to anither, I would +hae focht ony mither’s son in braid Scotland who would have dared to +say that she was not amaist worthy to be worshipped. I thocht you were +ower gude for me, and it was a comfort in repenting o’ my folly, that +you were weel rid o’ me. But I tell you where you stand glowering +there, you’re not the woman I thocht you; you’re not gude enough for +the gift o’ my bairns that you have spoken tantingly o’--Jean Kinloch, +you’re a hard, cauld woman this day.’ + +This was turning the tables in truth, and an astounding effect followed. + +Bob Meffin’s words could hardly be called reasonable, and yet the +utterance of them seemed to lift him above his fall and to lend a +homely dignity to the sinner, as he walked away from the old love to +whom he had not been true. + +Jean felt it with a curious force. She had the strongest conception +that Bob Meffin, who had jilted her in the past and was insulting her +in the present--as she had thought only a moment before, who defended +his dead wife and loved his children so fondly, was having the best of +it in their contest. He had been foolish and false in word and deed, he +might be what she had called him--the most conceited and audacious of +men. He might share in the low views current as to ‘wanters’ and old +maids, yet could it be that Bob Meffin had grown a better man than Jean +was a woman, while he had been the sinner and she the sinned against? +Had the simple, manly patience with which he had paid the penalty +reversed the result in character, in the subtle workings by which good +may triumph over evil? Had Bob become less and she more worldly-minded +since they parted? Had his nature been softened, mellowed, purified in +his ceaseless toil for his sick wife and helpless children, while she +in her comparative ease, her leisure for her bible and her kirk, had +lost sight of magnanimity and mercy and learnt only vindictiveness and +malice? And if so, had she not been doubly defrauded? Was Bob to cheat +her not only of earthly, but of heavenly happiness? + +Jean’s sense of justice rebelled against the merest bewildered +suspicion of such a sentence. But she was sorry for the words she +had spoken; she had been mean enough to cherish the recollection of +Bob’s offence after all these years, and, with a full knowledge of the +apples of Sodom it had borne, to cast it up to the offender. And he had +been perfectly right in his accusation--she had ‘cast laith’ at the +dead wife whose soul had gone before the great tribunal--at Leezbeth +Red’s and Bob Meffin’s innocent bairns, thus outraging the most sacred +feelings of humanity. As Jean was a good woman she must take back her +words in part, she must say she was sorry for having uttered them. + +‘Forgi’e me, Bob,’ she said in a low tone, her handsome face working +with suppressed emotion. ‘It was sma’ of me and unworthy of a Christian +woman to let on about byganes--no to say it was cruel to say an +unbecoming word o’ your dead wife and your living bairns.’ + +Alas! the original mercurial temperament of the man which no suffering +had altogether subdued, leapt up on the slightest encouragement from +the depth of alienation and despondency to the height of fresh love +and hope. He was not merely propitiated, he was elevated by a single +word of regret so as to be ready to repeat the affront he had given. +‘Will you no think better of it, Jean, lass, and make me a prood and +happy man at last?’ he called out loudly and recklessly. Jean’s recent +remorse for her harshness was nipped in the bud, and she was furious at +the renewed outrage. ‘No me, niver, niver,’ she proclaimed to him and +to all who might choose to listen. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + JEAN’S REPRISALS. + + +Eppie Meffin had returned with her soldier, a full-blown sergeant +in possession of a comfortable pension, to settle in her native +village. And Jean went to congratulate her old friend, but found that +condolences instead of congratulations were in requisition. + +Eppie stood bathed in tears with her good bonnet and shawl thrown on +anyhow, in her haste to set out for the Dalroy railway-station, which +was now within three miles of the village, while the train stopped for +five minutes at another station a mile from Logan, on its way to a +place of greater note. + +‘Come a bittie with me, Jean, it’s lang since we’ve seen ane anither, +lass. I take your early visit very kind, and am fain to hear your +cracks, ‘but I canna stop to speak to you,’ said Eppie, without waiting +to be questioned on the cause of her distress. + +Jean complied with the petition, excited almost out of her staid +maidenly composure. And her companion was not slow to pour forth her +lamentations over the misfortune that had befallen her, through all +that was left of her kindred. + +‘Oo, aye, it’s that unlucky Bob: you may be satisfied now, Jean, you +ha’e lived to see vengeance execut’ on him--as they say, it’s aye +ta’en--even in this world, on the deceivers and deserters o’ women.’ + +‘Me satisfied!’ cried Jean in unfeigned horror; ‘what do you tak me +for, Eppie Meffin? Do you think I wish, or ha’e ever wished, an ill +wish on your brither? You’re speakin’ like an unregenerate heathen. +Is’t his ae bit laddie?’ inquired Jean almost tenderly. + +‘It’s a hantle waur than the bairn,’ groaned Eppie. ‘I canna help +liking the wee thing who is no accountable for a’ the fash he gies; but +’deed he would be weel awa’, at rest from a’ his pains.’ + +‘Oh! Eppie, Eppie,’ said Jean reproachfully, ‘when Bob’s heart is set +on this bairn, and ane can never tell what the silliest callant may +come through, and live, and grow to; you a mither yoursel’ to speak sic +words!’ + +‘You speak o’ me bein’ a mither,’ said Eppie with a half-choked voice, +‘woman, you dinna ken what the outcome o’ a mither’s love may lead to, +though you’re gude--you were aye a gude lass, Jean Kinloch. There’s +my ain brisk mannie Peter. Do you think if I had the choice, and if I +kenned I was to be ta’en away frae him, and his father was to forfeit +his pension and become superannuate’, I wouldna rather choose to have +a’ the briskness ta’en out of my laddie, and see him lying still--never +to stir mair--only fit for the mools, than look forward to a chance of +his comin’ to want, and fa’n on the parish, and being knocked about and +scorned, and treated to a dog’s life?’ + +‘Then it’s Bob himsel’,’ said Jean briefly. + +‘Wha else should it be?’ demanded Eppie, made peevish by her grief. + +‘Ye dinna say he’s dead?’ said Jean, with white lips. + +‘No dead outricht,’ said Eppie, not so grateful as she ought to have +been for the great respite, never having contemplated the extremity, +‘but he is no muckle better, so far as being a bread-winner is +concerned. He was trying to break in a maisterfu’ horse, when it turned +and flung at him, and struck him atween the elbow and the shouther. +His arm--and it’s his richt ane--is that melled the doctor is feared +the banes will never gang thegither again, and he may have to cut it +aff bodily. If poor Bob survive the operation, and be left an ae-armed +man, he’ll no even be fit for a hag man’ (the used-up man who is the +cattle-feeder on a farm). His maister may do something for him, so long +as he lives, since the hurt was got in his service, but Bob cannot be +allowed mair than will provide for his ain bite and sup, and what is +to become of his bairns even in his lifetime Gude can tell. Me and my +man micht take ane o’ the halflin lassies, but we could do nae mair; +and little as the like o’ her is gude for, she’s like to be ill spared +with her faither as weel as her little brither thrown on her and her +sister’s care. Pity me! for the care, wi’ the auldest of the twa hardly +in her teens. Now, Jean, when you’ve heard a’ will you flee out on me +again for wishing the weary wean were safe in a better place?’ + +Jean was silent in the magnitude of the calamity. + +At this moment Eppie had only one complaint to make of the victim, +and she did not dream of including Jean in it, for Eppie was a loyal +friend as well as an attached sister. She had heard already how Bob +as a widower had ventured to make up to Jean Kinloch again, and so +far from approving of the venture, Eppie, in fairness to her sex, and +still more in fairness to Jean, had said stoutly, unswayed by family +interest and partiality, that Bob was rightly served in the repulse he +had received. He had no reason to count on any other answer. He was +both bold and simple to speer Jean Kinloch’s price a second time. There +had always been a simplicity about him, poor chap, though he was no +fool either. Doubtless that had been the cause of his falling an easy +victim to the wiles of that light-headed cutty Leezbeth Red--that Eppie +should miscall the dead. But Eppie’s auld mother, who had a great work +with Jean, could never abide Leezbeth. Thus Eppie took refuge from any +self-reproach for the disparaging criticism on her late sister-in-law, +by regarding it as a mark of filial respect. + +‘You ken, Jean, it’s a mercy, “there was never a silly Jocky but +there was aye as silly a Jenny,” and some canny woman, a wee bit up +in years, wi no muckle to lippen to, micht have drawn up wi’ Bob and +his foreman’s house and wages. And what though, she had been a thocht +ill-faured?’ speculated Eppie boldly, ‘she would not ha’e made a waur +wife and step-mither because of the shape of her nose or the colour of +her skin. Of course I dinna mean a weel-to-do, weel-looking woman like +you, Jean,’ broke off Eppie in perfect sincerity; ‘a match like that +was no longer to be thought of for him. If you were inclined to change +your state, you micht aspire as high as a butler or a schulemaister. +But about the woman that might ha’e done for our Bob afore this +mischanter--if she had not been a fule o’ a lassie--caring only for +idleset and a reive at whatever pleasure came in her way--she would not +ha’e been that ill aff. Puir Bob has learnt to serve hissel’ and to be +easy served, and his patience wi’ these bairns o’ his, and his pleasure +in them, is jist extraordinar’.’ + +‘Yes,’ Jean said half abstractedly, ‘he seemed to think a deal o’ his +bairns.’ + +‘Nae doubt, ilka craw thinks its ain bird whitest, and Bob’s birds +were aye birds o’ Paradise. No that I would deny they’re fine lasses +as lasses gang, but will that prevent them being frichtet out o’ their +wits if Bob has to get his arm chapped aff? and if he come round, how +long will they be, think ye, of forgetting the trouble and getting out +their heads? And how can I, wi’ a man and bairns and a house o’ my ain +to look after, and a railway journey atween me and Bob’s family, keep +the lasses out of a’ but good company, and set them down and haud them +on their seats, at their seams and their knittin’, and teach them to be +orderly and punctual and weel-mannered,’ said the sergeant’s wife with +emphasis. ‘No that it matters muckle since it has come to the warst,’ +she added the next moment, sinking back into dejection. ‘I see nae way +now for them but they maun gang on the parish--that ever ony o’ my folk +should come to this!’ Eppie ended with fresh tears of mingled personal +mortification and grief for ‘our Bob.’ + +Jean tarried a couple of weeks, hearing various reports of Bob’s +keeping up or giving way--of the youngest of his doctors maintaining +that he would both save the arm and restore it to usefulness, only +months of suffering and helplessness must intervene--of the eldest +of his doctors swearing that Bob’s arm, if it were not amputated at +once, would cost him his life at no distant day. Jean could bear it no +longer. Her punishment, not Bob’s, was more than she could bear. She +would ‘take her foot in her hand,’ go across the moor, and ask how Bob +Meffin fared. She was an old enough woman to decide for herself on the +desirability of such a step. She was old enough in her rank of life to +be her own chaperon, and dispense with the presence of Eppie on her +visit. + +Jean was not accustomed to railways as her travelled friend was, so it +did not occur to her to lessen the fatigue of the expedition by having +recourse to the station, nearly three miles off, and being carried by +the iron horse and deposited a mile from her destination. To Jean, by +far the simpler and less troublesome course was to ‘take her foot in +her hand’ and walk the ten miles to Logan. + +It was already the month of February, and the days were lengthening, +though spring was making little show in the woods and fields, and least +of all on the moor. + +Jean accomplished this journey as she had accomplished that other, +with the frost-bitten instead of the blooming heather under her feet, +and the former summer sky still grey with wintry clouds over her head. +It was not the sabbath day, so Jean was not called upon to redeem the +holy time by speaking to herself in psalms and hymns and spiritual +songs, as she trod the long and hard road; but she caught herself +muttering involuntarily half aloud more than once, ‘God be gude to +Bob Meffin and his mitherless bairns.’ And she was conscious, through +her anxiety, that peace with God and man, instead of restless misery, +filled her breast. + +Jean passed the kirk where she had sat and heard Bob ‘cried’ with +another woman, as it seemed to her an age ago--passed the kirkyard +where Leezbeth Red lay sleeping. She knew the road to Blawart Brae +perfectly well. Had she not learnt its every turning by heart in the +days when she had thought of the farm in the light of her home as a +young wife? Bob’s present house was not, indeed, the house which +that young wife would have dwelt in, the last was tenanted by one of +the junior ploughmen and his wife--no older than Jean would have been +if she had come to Blawart Brae a married woman by the time she was +twenty. Jean caught a glimpse of a young lass whose brown hand was +already invested with the dignity of a wedding-ring, as she looked up +and paused in the act of pulling up a curly green kail-stock from her +‘yaird.’ Jean stared wistfully at the fresh contented face as at a +picture of what her own face might have been like, if Bob Meffin had +not broken his vows more than a dozen of years before. + +Bob’s cottage was that of the foreman on the farm, but the little +advantages which the promotion secured had all been lost in the +grinding poverty to which he had been subjected. + +Bob himself opened the door to Jean’s knock, for he was able to walk +about the house, though his arm was still in an early precarious stage +of recovery. + +‘Eh! Jean, is this you? Come in by; it’s kind of you to look in and +speer for me in the by-going, since you maun ha’e some other errand at +Logan.’ He cried with such glad surprise, that Jean had no more cause +to fear the nature of her welcome. + +He insisted upon her occupying the one arm-chair, and he would break +up with his left hand the little fire gathered on the hearth, while +he kept repeating, as in a wonderfully pleasant dream, ‘Is’t possible +you’ve come aince errand to see me? Woman, the sicht of you is gude for +a sick man;’ and Jean knew that he admired her fine carriage and fine +face as of old--that to him, as to the rest of the world, she was still +the well-endowed, the well- not the ill-favoured woman whom Eppie had +proposed as a fit wife for her brother. + +As for him, he looked fifty times more haggard and worn than when Jean +had seen him sitting, still able-bodied and active, on the head of +his cart between the smiddy and the well, in the winter gloaming. His +cheeks were more sunken, his hair had received an additional white +powdering, his very voice piped a little with weakness, his fustian +clothes naturally were worse--not better, attended to, while his +right arm, that sign and seal of a working man’s independence, hung +pathetically incapable of service in its sling. + +But he was eager, even cheerful, in his greetings to Jean. At the +same time it was clear that though he had no regrets to spare for his +personal appearance, he was full of apologies for his house which might +throw discredit on the management of his young house-keepers. Both +of them were absent for the moment, since Lizzie had carried out her +little brother, and Peggy, who had returned to the parish school, was +not come back for the day. + +To tell the truth, Jean saw Bob’s house when it was about its best, +while he remained constantly at home to give directions to his lasses, +and when his sister Eppie came over, once a fortnight, expending her +surplus energy and emotion in scouring not only the family wardrobe, +but the windows and the grate. + +But it was a house bare and barren in its small space, as the great +ward of a poor-house, while it was liable to the squalor the absence of +which is the redeeming feature of the poor-house. Here there was not +one of the articles which are the pride of a well-to-do ploughman’s +heart, and which make all the difference between ‘couthiness’ (plenty +and comfort combined) and dreariness in his homely dwelling. In Bob’s +house there was no chest of drawers rubbed by proud patient hands--such +as Jean had been once laying by ten shillings of her wages at a +time to buy; no grandiose eight-day clock with perhaps a wreath of +brilliant pink roses and gorgeous blue convolvuluses painted round its +broad face, to which Bob in the heyday of his fortunes had aspired; +no coarse but gay earthenware, for show as well as for use, in the +cupboard with its glass door; no resplendent coloured engravings of +worse than doubtful merit as works of art, but bright suggestive spots +relieving the staring or dingy blankness of the white-washed walls; no +exquisitely patched quilt--a marvel of womanly ingenuity and industry, +such as Jean had once stitched together and sung over, and laid aside +to fade in her kist--adorning the box-bed. There was not even a cat +purring about the ‘clean hearth-stane,’ or a bird chirping in its +cage, or a growing plant on the ledge of the small window. Yet Bob as +a young man had been fond of animals and plants. Only there had been +hard times in his history. Then a cat, if it did not cast aside its +domestic habits and run wild about the stack-yard and barn, killing +rats and mice which Bob might have been tempted to grudge it, for its +own consumption, would have grown as lean in flesh and as unthrifty in +coat as Bob himself. The pence to be paid for an ounce of bird-seed +might have formed a far larger sum than he, with any conscience, would +have dared to abstract from the family capital. The burdened man could +not have given the moment’s thought and time necessary to supply the +‘flooer’ with the common sunshine, air, and water--all that it craved. + +Jean, who had been thinking much of late of her old comfortable +manse-kitchen glittering with pewter, tin and brass, the very roof +groaning with the weight of mutton hams, pigs’ cheeks, dried fish, +bags of onions, bunches of herbs, contrasted it with this region of +desolation, but did not shrink from the contrast. + +Jean and Bob chatted together one on each side of the flickering +fire--the blinking of which was more kindly than the pale February +sunbeams, which shone steadily on the dispiriting house-place. + +But Bob was not down-hearted: he was wonderfully hopeful, as, by the +Providence which makes the back fit for the burden, it was his nature +to be. He was ready to praise to the skies the cleverness and kindness +of his young doctor--Bob having affectionately appropriated his medical +man, with a certain proud admiration and tenderness for his gifts and +his youth, much as Jean had appropriated her young mistresses, dwelling +with fond delight on their graces. Bob proclaimed with unstinted +gratitude the generosity of his master, who was paying in full a +term’s wages which the servant had not earned, and only putting an +orra (extra man) man into Bob’s place, till it could be ascertained +whether he should recover from the effects of his accident, as Bob was +well assured he would in time, if it were the Lord’s will--he used the +expression without the slightest affectation. Eppie was a good sister +to him, while all his neighbours were richt kind. He could better thole +the pain of his arm now, that he had the comfort of trusting it was not +to be sawn off. Bob said the words without shrinking and with manly +fortitude. He had been in worse straits and seen far greater ‘trouble,’ +and he had much to be thankful for. There was no more pretence in the +acknowledgment of thankfulness than in the reference to his Maker’s +will. Bob was one of those wayfaring men who, though a fool, was +prevented, in part by his very simplicity, from erring in his judgment +of the way he had to go through life and death. + +Then he quietly dropped his own affairs and turned with kindly +interest to discuss Jean’s concerns, and also to hear the news of old +acquaintances which could only reach him and Jean orally, and could +never come to them through any humble substitute for ‘Fashionable +News’ in West-end newspapers. Bob could and did read stray newspapers, +but they rarely brought him intelligence of the doings of friends old +or new, and news were especially acceptable to Bob in these weeks of +enforced idleness and pain, from which, though he bore the infliction +bravely, he was fain to have his mind diverted for an hour. He took the +friendliest interest in the changes going on in Jean’s ‘family,’ which +happened at that moment to be looking up in the world, while now and +then that very interest betrayed him into precarious allusions. ‘So +Miss Mary is to be buckled with young Logan o’ Logan! I mind her weel +as a bairn. She was the little leddy wi’ the lint white locks I ha’e +carried on my shouther many a time--you mind, Jean? when there was a +lock o’ us among the minister’s hay. And Miss Catrine’s to go back to +the manse--how bools rin round! and she wants you to go back wi’ her. +You’ll do’t, Jean,’ said Bob with cordial confidence. ‘You’ll like the +auld place far better than Logan House after young Logan has come to +his kingdom. The manse o’ Dalroy was a bonnie pairt and a happy hame +even for a servant lass in the auld days. I’ve no doubt it will be as +nearly as possible the same, under Miss Catrine who comes o’ a gude +stock and the young minister who I am told has the making o’ a powerful +preacher in him, while he is a kind man to the puir. I’m as pleased as +you can think, Jean, to hear o’ your down-sitten in the end--for you’ll +never leave them, they’ll never let you go. Woman, you’ll be an honour +to their house among their young maids; you’ll be like Rebeecy’s nurse +whom all Israel murned for, that the auld Doctor aince preached about, +and you could turn up chapter and verse, and read what was said o’ her +in the “Word.”’ + +‘Thanks to you, Bob,’ said Jean in a low tone, conscious of his +self-forgetfulness. + +But all through the conversation Bob was alert for any sign of the +return of his bairns. He was extremely desirous that they should come +home in time for Jean to see them before she left. ‘I wouldna like to +keep you ower long, Jean, when you have siccan a tramp between toons, +and it was mair than kind of you to come. But if you could just aince +cast een on the bairns, if you could see Jockie and tell me what you +think o’ him, I would like it aboon a’ things. If I were at their +heels,’ cried Bob, waxing hot in his great longing to bring about the +introduction, ‘I would try if a gude paik wouldna put smeddum in them. +But you ken bairns will be bairns,’ he turned the next moment and +craved indulgence for his culprits. ‘They will find things to play wi’, +were it but a wheen burrs to stick on ane anither’s backs, and keep +them ahint on the road.’ + +At last the members of Bob’s family arrived simultaneously, the lasses +with their bleached hair and round rosy faces, and the puny little +lad. Lizzie was lugging along her brother in her motherly young arms, +Peggy had her bag with her books hung round her neck. There was no +particular sign of that seeking to get their heads out of the yoke +which Eppie had foreboded, though they might not have been guiltless of +the light-heartedness of sticking burrs on each other’s backs for the +last quarter of an hour. But the two, and even the small child, having +a spindly arm hanging loosely across the breast of his sister’s blue +pinafore, with his eyes looking large and hollow like his father’s, in +his wasted mite of a face, stared open-mouthed at Jean. In vain their +father strove to do the honours with the best effect. ‘Gie me the +bairn, Lizzie. This is Lizzie and thon’s Peggy, Jean; and here’s an +auld friend of mine, lasses.’ + +In his deep anxiety that the children might make a favourable +impression on his old friend, Bob suddenly fell foul of the objects of +his devotion with a sharpness of fault-finding which not only took them +completely by surprise, but drove them into a frame of mind still more +stupid and provoking. + +‘Ha’e you no a tongue in your head, Lizzie?’ Bob reproached his +eldest-born cuttingly. ‘And as for you, Peggy,’ he turned furiously +on the second girl, ‘lowse that bag from your neck this minute, and +put aff that bannet that you have a’ but torn the croon frae since +you left hame this morning. What garred you be sae royd--and noo you +are as blate, when I would have had you look wiselike and behave your +best no to disgrace yoursel’s and me.’ Bob ended with a groan of +disappointment--well-nigh despair. + +Jean had to interfere with her womanly forbearance and consideration. +‘Let them alane, Bob. There’s naithing wrang. What would you ha’e o’ +the bairns--fine bairns, who I am sure will do a’ they can to please +you?’ + +But Bob’s heart melted utterly to his youngest-born, his son and heir, +and he failed to attack him with scathing sarcasm. ‘Here’s Jockie,’ +he said, smiling on the child that nestled in his left arm. ‘Tak him +frae me, Jean, he’ll no greet--he’s the best manners o’ us a’--he’s +sic a licht wecht, though he’s a hantle heavier than he was six months +syne, you’ll no feel it, even though you’re tired,’ said Bob, putting +his darling awkwardly with his one free hand into Jean’s arms. He +gave a sigh half of speechless satisfaction, half of unfathomable +sorrow--looking in her face at the same time, seeking to hear her utter +her tribute to the child’s attractions, and hanging breathlessly on +what was likely to be her outspoken verdict of whether it was to be +life or death for the lad. + +Jean took the bairn reverently and gently. He did not greet; in his +weakness he appreciated fully Jean’s light firm grasp, while he +cuddled to her breast and looked up in her face with his child’s eyes. +‘Puir wee lamb,’ said Jean, sitting down again, for she had risen, as +if his feather’s weight had overpowered her strength; and she stroked +the wan cheeks till Jockie smiled with the ineffable sweetness of a +sick child’s smile. + +‘He looks far frae strong,’ said truthful Jean slowly, while Bob +listened to her words as if they had been those of an oracle. ‘But I +dinna think he has just the look that little Jack at the manse had--I +ha’e a hope he’ll get ower his sickness. Do you mind, Bob, your mither +used to say you were a silly bairn yoursel’ till you were sax years +auld? and your Jockie has a look o’ you.’ + +‘Do you think sae, Jean?’ said Bob, almost shame-faced at the +extent of the compliment, while ready to bless her for the faintest +encouragement to trust that Jockie might live to become a toil-worn, +care-laden man like his father. But, no; Jockie, if he were spared, +would have brighter fortunes; no true father or mother has ever ceased +to dream that his or her child will be more successful in the best +sense--happier in every way, in the path trodden and cleared before him. + +‘I canna keep you longer, Jean,’ said Bob reluctantly but with manly +tender forethought for her. ‘And I canna expeck that sic a favour will +be repeated. I canna even find words to express to you how much I’m +obleeged for this ca’. But if we should never meet again in this world, +you’ll mind, Jean, I said as my last words to you, that, like the +Maister you ha’e served all your life, you’ve returned gude for evil, +you have done what you could to cheer the heart of a sick and lanely +man.’ + +It was the single word of complaint he had allowed to fall from him, +and he only let it pass his lips to enhance the value of her good deeds. + +The two had left the children in the room behind them, and were +standing in the doorway about to part. + +‘Bob,’ said Jean hurriedly, ‘I’m ready and willing to come again and +stop, if you’re in the same mind that you were on the afternoon you +spoke with me, at the smiddy well. The Miss Frasers have no more need +o’ me. Eppie will gie in the lines and cite the minister to come here, +and I’ll walk across the moor as soon as a’ is ready--if you are in the +same mind, Bob.’ + +Jean spoke the words tremulously, but merely as a matter of course, in +her recantation of her refusal. It was the thought farthest from her +generous heart to choose this moment of all others in which to reproach +him with his former faithlessness. + +But as a wrong once done is indelible, the reproach of which Jean +never dreamt, smote Bob’s conscience keenly, even while he protested +vehemently, ‘I’m in the same mind. Could I be in any other to my auld +true love Jean?’ And he cried again, ‘Oh, Jean! your tender mercies +are baith kind and cruel,’ while he bowed himself in such an agony +of shame as he had never yet felt for the past. He had even, for an +instant, a notion that it must be the bitterest part of his punishment +to have to put away from him, with his own hand, this ecstasy of hope +and happiness for the future--not of himself alone but of his children. +‘I canna let your mercies be, Jean, I daurna let them be,’ he muttered +hoarsely. + +‘Then I winna ask your leave, Bob,’ said Jean in her triumph of love, +before the might of which Bob’s anguish and resistance went down. + +‘It’s no me, it’s the bairns, who have won you, as I aye kenned they +would,’ said Bob, taking heart again at the thought of his treasure; +‘and they will thank you as I couldna do--no, though I were to live to +ninety-nine and never cease speaking your praises.’ + + + END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. + + + + + LONDON: PRINTED BY + SPOTTISWOODE AND CO., NEW-STREET SQUARE + AND PARLIAMENT STREET + + + + + Transcriber’s Notes + +Obvious punctuation errors and omissions have been silently corrected. + +Page 41: “freely acknowleged” changed to “freely acknowledged” + +Page 55: “scorched outmeal” changed to “scorched oatmeal” + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75486 *** diff --git a/75486-h/75486-h.htm b/75486-h/75486-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6ed0b85 --- /dev/null +++ b/75486-h/75486-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,5021 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <title>Scotch marriages, vol. 1 | Project Gutenberg</title> + <link rel="icon" href="images/cover.jpg" type="image/x-cover"> + <style> + +body { + margin-left: 10%; + margin-right: 10%; +} + + h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6 { + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + clear: both; +} + +p { + margin-top: .51em; + text-align: justify; + margin-bottom: .49em; + text-indent: 1em; +} + +.p2 {margin-top: 2em;} +.p4 {margin-top: 4em;} +.p0 {text-indent: 0em;} + +hr { + width: 33%; + margin-top: 2em; + margin-bottom: 2em; + margin-left: 33.5%; + margin-right: 33.5%; + clear: both; +} + +hr.chap {width: 65%; margin-left: 17.5%; margin-right: 17.5%;} +hr.r5 {width: 5%; margin-top: 1em; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 47.5%; margin-right: 47.5%;} +@media print { hr.chap {display: none; visibility: hidden;} } + +div.chapter {page-break-before: always;} +h2.nobreak {page-break-before: avoid;} + +table { + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; +} +table.autotable { border-collapse: collapse; width: 60%;} +table.autotable td, +table.autotable th { padding: 4px; } +.x-ebookmaker table {width: 95%;} + +.tdc {text-align: center; vertical-align: top;} +.tdr {text-align: right; vertical-align: top;} +.page {width: 8em; vertical-align: top;} + +.pagenum { /* uncomment the next line for invisible page numbers */ + /* visibility: hidden; */ + position: absolute; + left: 92%; + font-size: smaller; + text-align: right; + font-style: normal; + font-weight: normal; + font-variant: normal; + text-indent: 0; +} + +.center {text-align: center; text-indent: 0em;} + + +.smcap {font-variant: small-caps;} + + +/* Footnotes */ +.footnotes {border: 1px dashed; margin-top: 1em;} + +.footnote {margin-left: 10%; margin-right: 10%; font-size: 0.9em;} + +.footnote .label {position: absolute; right: 84%; text-align: right;} + +.fnanchor { + vertical-align: super; + font-size: .8em; + text-decoration: + none; +} + +/* Poetry */ + +.poetry { + display: block; + text-align: left; + margin-left: 0 + } +/* uncomment the next line for centered poetry in browsers */ +/* .poetry {display: inline-block;} */ +/* large inline blocks don't split well on paged devices */ +@media print { .poetry {display: block;} } + +.x-ebookmaker .poetry { + margin-left: 5%; + margin-right: 5% + } +.poetry-container { + margin: 1.5em auto; + text-align: center; + font-size: 98%; + display: flex; + justify-content: center + } +.poetry .stanza { + padding: 0.5em 0; + page-break-inside: avoid + } +.poetry .verse { + text-indent: -3em; + padding-left: 3em + } + +/* Transcriber's notes */ +.transnote {background-color: #E6E6FA; + color: black; + font-size:smaller; + padding:0.5em; + margin-bottom:5em; + font-family:sans-serif, serif; } + +.xbig {font-size: 2em;} +.big {font-size: 1.3em;} +.small {font-size: 0.8em;} + +abbr[title] { + text-decoration: none; +} + +/* Poetry indents */ +.poetry .indent0 {text-indent: -3em;} +.poetry .indent2 {text-indent: -2em;} +.poetry .indent6 {text-indent: 0em;} + + + </style> +</head> +<body> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75486 ***</div> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_i">[Pg i]</span></p> + + + +<h1> SCOTCH MARRIAGES<br><span class="small">I.</span></h1> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + + +<div class="chapter"> +<p class="center xbig"> +SCOTCH MARRIAGES<br> +</p> +</div> + +<p class="center p2"> +BY<br><span class="big"> +SARAH TYTLER</span> <br><span class="small"> +AUTHOR OF +‘SCOTCH FIRS’ ‘CITOYENNE JACQUELINE’ &c.</span> +</p> + +<p class="center p2"> +IN THREE VOLUMES<br><span class="big"> +VOL. I.</span> +</p> + +<p class="center p4"> +LONDON<br> +SMITH, ELDER, & CO., 15 WATERLOO PLACE<br> +1882<br> +</p> + +<p class="center"> +[<i>All rights reserved</i>]<br> +</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_iv">[Pg iv]</span></p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + + +<div class="chapter"> +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">‘Choose not alone a proper mate</div> + <div class="verse indent0">But proper time to marry’</div> + </div> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent6"><span class="smcap">Cowper</span></div> + </div> +</div> +</div> +</div> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_v">[Pg v]</span></p> +<h2 class="nobreak" id="CONTENTS">CONTENTS<br> +OF<br> +THE FIRST VOLUME.</h2> +</div> +<hr class="r5"> +<table class="autotable"> +<tr><th class="tdr">CHAPTER</th><th></th><th class="tdr page">PAGE</th></tr> +<tr><td class="tdc" colspan="3"><i>LADY PEGGY.</i></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +I.</td><td><span class="smcap">Bridegroom and Bridegroom’s Friend</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_3">3</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +II.</td><td><span class="smcap">Peggy’s Wedding</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_22">22</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +III.</td><td><span class="smcap">Peggy’s Welcome Home</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_48">48</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +IV.</td><td><span class="smcap">The Long Days that followed</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_71">71</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +V.</td><td><span class="smcap">The Reign of Misrule</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_92">92</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +VI.</td><td>‘<span class="smcap">Lady Peggy</span>’ </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_111">111</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +VII.</td><td>‘<span class="smcap">Huntingtower</span>’ </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_133">133</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +VIII.</td><td><span class="smcap">Peggy’s Friends</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_158">158</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +IX.</td><td><span class="smcap">The Lessons that Primrose gave while Balcairnie +looked on</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_182">182</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +X.</td><td>‘<span class="smcap">A’ will be richt again gin Jamie were +come back</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_209">209</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdc" colspan="3"><span class="pagenum" id="Page_vi">[Pg vi]</span> +<i>JEAN KINLOCH</i></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +I.</td><td><span class="smcap">Jean Scorned</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_223">223</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +II.</td><td><span class="smcap">Bob Meffin’s Amends</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_247">247</a></td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr"> +III.</td><td><span class="smcap">Jean’s Reprisals</span> </td><td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_275">275</a></td></tr> +</table> +<p> +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</span></p> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<h2 class="nobreak" id="LADY_PEGGY">LADY PEGGY</h2> +</div> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I.<br><span class="small">BRIDEGROOM AND BRIDEGROOM’S FRIEND.</span></h3></div> + + +<p>During the last century there was little real difference between +young Drumsheugh and young Balcairnie, the young laird and the young +yeoman,<a id="FNanchor_1" href="#Footnote_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a> who was also the laird’s chief tenant and chosen friend. +Jamie Ramsay, of Drumsheugh, and Jock Home, of Balcairnie, both +rejoicing in a territorial appellation, had sat together on the same +bench in the same parish school. For that matter Jock, though not +particularly scholarly, as the cleverer of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</span> two, had generally sat +above his companion. The boys had played together in the same games +of ball and hockey. In company they had scoured the fields together +after birds’ nests, nuts, and haws. They had in their green youth worn +and torn the same corduroys little different in quality, and satisfied +their hearty appetites on the same wholesome porridge and kail, oatmeal +cakes, and ‘bannocks o’ barley,’ for the laird’s table was not much +more daintily supplied than the farmer’s.</p> + +<p>Even the lads’ homes were on the outside not so different as might +have been expected. Drumsheugh had an avenue of crazy fir trees, and +the dignity of a ruined tower about a bow-shot from the high, narrow, +free-stone house which represented the modern mansion. Balcairnie was +just such another house, a storey lower, without the avenue and the +tower. It was not destitute of compensation for these deficiencies in +the comfortable-looking stack-yard,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</span> which sheltered it from every +wind that blew, and in the square of the farmyard which abutted on +the house, and was alive and cheerful with domestic animals, and the +constant work going on among them. Balcairnie was the livelier dwelling +of the two. Both houses had long gardens very similar, prolific in +hardy vegetables and primitive fruit, as well as in old-fashioned +flowers. The gardens found room for umbrageous bowers and Dutch +summer-houses, and included beech and holly hedges, which enclosed +washing-greens.</p> + +<p>Inside, the best parlour of Balcairnie might have stood for the +dining-room of Drumsheugh—furnished as they both were with Scotch +carpets and oak, and adorned alike with silver cups, won in coursing +matches, and great Chinese punch-bowls brought home by friendly sea +captains. The chief difference lay in the fact that the dining-room at +Drumsheugh was in constant use, while the <i>pièce de résistance</i><span class="pagenum" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</span> +among the apartments in Balcairnie was the ordinary parlour, given +over to drugget and blue-and-white checked linen, with ornaments of no +more costly material than cherry-wood pipes, pink-lipped shells, and +peacocks’ feathers. Again, there was no drawing-room at Balcairnie, +with spindle-legged chairs in painted satin-wood and white chintz +covers, such as was the company room at Drumsheugh. But the boys’ bare +little garret dormitories were much alike.</p> + +<p>On the rare occasions, when the lads went from home, unattended by +their parents, they journeyed by one conveyance which served the whole +neighbourhood, except on special occasions—Tam Fleemin’s carrier’s +cart.</p> + +<p>True, on leaving school young Drumsheugh had gone to the Edinburgh +University, as became his birth and rank, while young Balcairnie had +entered on the apprenticeship implied in holding a plough and drawing a +straight furrow<span class="pagenum" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</span> under the critical eyes of his father and his father’s +foreman, according to the standard for young men in his class; but on +the return of the one lad from the college and the promotion of the +other on the death of his father to the possession of all the pairs of +horses on the farm, instead of the obligation to work one pair, the +occupations and amusements of the old allies tallied once more at many +points.</p> + +<p>Young Drumsheugh—young only in years, for his father had died long +before Balcairnie’s father, and the laird had grown up under the rule +of a widowed mother—was a scion of the great house of Dalwolsie, the +representative of a family of respectable though not very wealthy +country gentry that had held up their heads among their equals for the +last three hundred years at least. Young Balcairnie, though his father, +grandfather and great-grandfather had been tenants of Balcairnie as +long as the oldest living man in the neighbourhood could recollect,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</span> +knew nothing further of his origin than what was to be deciphered on +a few mossy stones leaning over in Craigture kirk yard. These did not +condescend to mention whether the Homes of Balcairnie came of the great +Berwickshire Homes or not. The rude, half-effaced letters only gave +the brief, if graphic, statement that here lay ‘the cauld corp’ of +‘Dauvit,’ or Alexander, or John Home, as it might be.</p> + +<p>But blue blood must have spoken out very unmistakably, if it had drawn +a sharp line between two lads whose rearing, casts of mind, tastes and +pursuits were so much in common. For the laird farmed the home farm, +and the yeoman was one of the first in the hunting field, though he +did not attend the hunt ball. The young men, like the boys, wore as a +rule the same every-day suits—no longer of corduroy, but of home-spun. +Good brown woollen stuff, shorn, spun, and woven in the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</span> district, +diversified by yellow buckskins, boots and tops, red waistcoats, +and three-cornered hats. The manly build of the pair rivalled each +that of the other. Both were deep-chested, broad-shouldered, long +and clean-limbed, with arms, not unused to fencing and boxing, quite +capable of keeping the owners’ heads. The corresponding legs came out +strong at coursing matches without the aid of riding horses, while +the feet beat the floor resoundingly in reels and country dances for +well-nigh a round of the clock at every merry-making, great and small, +far and near. The comely ruddy faces under the three-cornered hats +might almost have been those of brothers, except that Drumsheugh was +dark and Balcairnie fair in hair and complexion.</p> + +<p>The men met at the kirk, they met at the market, they dined at the +same table in the George Inn of the little town of Craigie on the +market-day, they resorted to the same<span class="pagenum" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</span> coffee-room to read the same +newspaper, with its chronicle of war prices, victories of His Majesty’s +forces abroad, and meal mobs at home, while the laird and the farmer +frequently rode home together, so long as their roads were one.</p> + +<p>Balcairnie would dine several times at Drumsheugh in the course of the +winter, and if the Lady—Drumsheugh’s mother—was a thought stately, +and kept her visitors somewhat at a distance, all in a perfectly +courteous way, that was not the laird’s fault. He did his best to +make up for it by being ‘Jack-fellow-alike’ with his tenant when +Drumsheugh returned Balcairnie’s visits at the farm-house. Indeed it +was well known to the Lady herself that Drumsheugh, though he could +carry himself well enough in any society, was not guilty of offence +against any and was liked in all ranks, showed at this stage of his +development a perilous preference for humbler company than<span class="pagenum" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</span> he had +been born to. He would rather accompany Balcairnie to a ‘maiden’<a id="FNanchor_2" href="#Footnote_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</a> +or penny wedding, and enter with all his soul into the prevailing fun +and frolic, rendering himself the most acceptable guest in the motley +assemblage, than go where Balcairnie could not go with him, to what was +by comparison the high and dry hunt balls and subscription assemblies.</p> + +<p>There is this to be said in excuse for Drumsheugh’s low tastes, that +the maidens and weddings—penny and otherwise—not less than the +markets of those days were freely frequented by guests—male guests +especially—many<span class="pagenum" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</span> degrees higher than the mass of the company. Besides, +as is sometimes true in a thinly peopled district, it happened that +about the time Drumsheugh came of age, the county circle round him was +remarkably deficient in young people of his own age, above all in young +people endowed with such attractions as were likely to seize and retain +the laird.</p> + +<p>Neither could the step be called a great descent, when in mind and +manners so many were nearly on one level. For instance, not only had +Drumsheugh and Balcairnie been fellow-scholars at the same parish +school, but another contemporary scholar was little Peggy Hedderwick, +the daughter of a hedger-and-ditcher, who had brought her doubled-up +scone and whang of cheese tied up in a napkin for her dinner at school, +just as she had carried her father’s dinner daily when the field of +his operations was within a girl’s walk from home. Peggy, though she +was the junior of both the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</span> lads by some three to four years, had +darted nimbly ahead, with the precociously quick wit of girls, in all +learning, save sums. She had been ‘out of the Testament’ and ‘into +Proverbs’ before either of the boys, and she had been such an expert in +repeating the shorter catechism, from ‘man’s chief end’ to the Creed, +without halt or blunder, that the master himself could not ‘fichle’ +(puzzle) her. She had frequently coached her seniors and betters in +that, to them, most difficult performance. As for the Psalms and +Paraphrases, she could repeat them by heart in her shrill sing-song, +till the master, though he was a licentiate of the Kirk, grew weary +of hearing her. It was even seriously believed in the school that she +had surmounted the Ass’s Bridge of the curriculum and could say right +off, if anybody would stay to listen to her, the whole of the Hundred +and Nineteenth Psalm. She could write a fine round hand, with an +occasional<span class="pagenum" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</span> clerkly flourish at the tail of a letter. It was at sums +that Peggy hung her head. The multiplication table, with its barren +chart of commercial details, unbrightened by a green spot on which +fancy and sentiment could feed, had brought her to grief, and taken the +pride of intellect out of the white-headed lassie. The lads who came +through this test triumphantly had tried to help her in turn. But it +was in vain—poor Peggy would never make even a decent arithmetician. +It must only be by counting her fingers that she could ever reckon her +earnings and her spendings.</p> + +<p>Peggy Hedderwick, grown up into the bonniest lass for many a mile, +was now the acknowledged belle of every rustic merry-making in the +parish of Craigture. She was a great deal more and better than such a +distinction often implies. She was something else than a blue-eyed, +white-skinned, red-cheeked maiden, with a slim yet well-rounded<span class="pagenum" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</span> +figure, a pretty foot and ankle, though they went bare six days out +of the seven—unless in the depth of winter, a trim waist, a slender +throat, a delicate chin, a dainty mouth, as good a nose as if she +had been born a Ramsay—or, as far as that goes, a Stewart, and a +broad enough brow to explain her early attainments in the Psalms and +Paraphrases. She was even something more than an innocent creature in +whom there was little guile, a modest child to soil whose modesty would +be a gross sin and shame in the eyes of every man worthy of the name. +She was an industrious, upright, pious soul, the stay—by means of +Peggy’s busy wheel principally, of her widowed mother. For the hedger +and ditcher, exposed to every inclemency of the weather, had early paid +the debt of nature. Peggy discharged faithfully all obligations known +to her. She was a reverent, unfailing worshipper—one of the favourite +lambs of the flock with the elderly uncouth<span class="pagenum" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</span> book-worm of a dominie, +who had progressed from the parish school to the parish kirk, and was +in either place an excellent man, master, and minister.</p> + +<p>It was to this fair, sweet, and good young Peggy Hedderwick that +Drumsheugh, wilful and masterful in his simple condescension, paid +unfailing homage. He sought her out—for she never threw herself in +his way—wherever she was to be found. He went with Balcairnie under +a hundred pretexts to wherever the laird fancied there was the most +distant chance of meeting Peggy. To bleaching-greens, quilting-parties, +Handsel-Monday games, even kirk-preachings, her sorely-smitten swain +followed Peggy desperately. He made little disguise of his infatuation, +and put small restraint on his inclinations in scenes, where, as +a welcome visitor from another sphere, he was allowed, it must be +confessed, a considerable amount of license. He would dance with no<span class="pagenum" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</span> +other, he would sit by no other, he would convoy Peggy home when the +play was ended.</p> + +<p>Soon the state of the case was no secret in the neighbourhood, with +its various circles, among them that presided over by the old Lady +of Drumsheugh. The folly and the danger, with what would come of it +all, were commented on and canvassed everywhere. The sole cover to +his actions, which Drumsheugh chose to assume, was that he went about +in these lower regions under Balcairnie’s wing, as it were. The laird +insisted on taking the yeoman with him in all his excursions and +escapades.</p> + +<p>This was some small comfort to Mrs. Ramsay. Balcairnie was, if +anything, the wiser and more prudent of the two, and she felt he was, +in a sense, on his honour to protect his friend from the consequences +of Drumsheugh’s rashness. Perhaps the Lady also counted a little, in +the imminence of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</span> peril—for Drumsheugh was already of age and his +own master, on a theory which was prevalent among the gossips. They +said Balcairnie had been the first captivated by the charms of young +Peggy, though he had at once drawn back from rivalry with his laird, +and that Peggy on her part had smiled on the farmer till a bigger star +appeared in her firmament.</p> + +<p>Even Balcairnie’s marriage with Peggy would be a great +<i>mésalliance</i>, but it would not be so heinous an infringement +of all social laws as Drumsheugh’s stooping to a cotter lass, either +honestly or in sin and shame. Balcairnie’s mother as well as his father +was dead, his sisters were married, and his brothers out in the world, +so that he was a lone man—if a man can ever be called lone, able to +disgrace nobody save himself, by an unequal marriage.</p> + +<p>The old Lady of Drumsheugh was particularly gracious to Balcairnie at +this time. She inquired after his house, if it was in good<span class="pagenum" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</span> repair with +the plenishing in order? She hinted at the propriety, no less than +the probability, of his stiff old housekeeper being superseded by an +active young wife. After the next sentence or two, she went the length +of asking meaningly for bonnie Peggy Hedderwick, who was so good to +her mother and so clever with her hands. Had she not won the maiden at +the last harvest? Was not her yarn more in request in Craigie market +than that of any other girl or matron in Craigture? And the Lady had +heard that from Luckie Hedderwick’s couple of hens Peggy had reared +the finest brood of chickens that were to be seen that Candlemas. +Such qualities in a young woman were worth her weight in gold, Mrs. +Ramsay declared impressively, with her keen eyes fixed steadily on the +listener. She had the greatest respect for that girl. The Lady plainly +suggested that a farmer, whatever might be said of a laird, need seek +no richer dower with his wife than<span class="pagenum" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</span> Peggy had to bestow. If the laird’s +mother were a consistent woman, no doubt she would call on Peggy and do +the Lady’s best to countenance her son’s tenant’s wife, should Peggy +receive the promotion of becoming the mistress of Balcairnie.</p> + +<p>To this stroke of policy Balcairnie merely replied by returning the +lady’s fixed stare, with a full and grave stolid look from blue eyes +which were not unlike Peggy’s.</p> + +<p>If Balcairnie had ever entertained a tender inclination towards Peggy, +it made no ill-blood between him and his friend the laird. It was +probably early nipped in the bud by the fact that Peggy’s favours had +been swiftly transferred, ere they were well bestowed, from Balcairnie +to Drumsheugh. Balcairnie was once heard reproaching her, more +waggishly than bitterly, ‘Ay, Peggy, when I gie you a turn in the reel, +fient a kiss you grant me now, gin the laird be by.’ For Peggy, with +all her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</span> virtues, was a woman still. She was caught while her fancy +was yet hovering in its flight, by the glamour of superior rank. Both +of her admirers were bonnie and fine lads to her, in the first blush +of their admiration, and while both were above her in station, there +was not much to choose between them. But the lairdship, and perhaps +the greater boldness of Drumsheugh, turned the scales, and after a +few months of ardent courtship Peggy was as far gone as her lover. +She would no more have permitted a comparison between the merits of +Drumsheugh and Balcairnie—though the latter was her very good friend +just as he was the laird’s—than she would have suffered the old +bed-ridden mother who had borne her and toiled for her to be matched +with any other woman in the kingdom, be she Queen Charlotte seated with +her golden sceptre in her hand by the side of King George on the throne.</p> + + +<div class="footnotes"><h4>FOOTNOTES:</h4> + +<div class="footnote"> + +<p><a id="Footnote_1" href="#FNanchor_1" class="label">[1]</a> In Scotland the distinction between a yeoman farmer—one +who owns his farm—and a tenant farmer is not strictly preserved. The +term yeoman is, or was, employed indiscriminately to any farmer.</p> + +</div> + +<div class="footnote"> + +<p><a id="Footnote_2" href="#FNanchor_2" class="label">[2]</a> A harvest-home, so called from the last sheaf of corn +cut on the farm for the season. It was allowed to fall to the share +of the best shearer or reaper, who tied it up with ribands so that it +might take the semblance of a doll. It was then hung conspicuously as +the chief adornment of the principal wall of the barn in which the +‘maiden’—called in the north of Scotland the ‘kirn,’ was held. The +decked-up sheaf was finally carried home by its proud winner, and +suspended on the wall of her cottage, where it was treasured as a token +of her prowess.</p> + +</div> +</div> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II.<br><span class="small">PEGGY’S WEDDING.</span></h3></div> + + +<p>There came a crisis to all those thoughtless daring doings, and it did +not proceed from the old Lady of Drumsheugh, much as she loved to lead +in life. She had ruled with a high hand her old husband, who, if all +tales were true, was not an easy person to guide; but his young son, +with his easy temper and pleasant speech to the world at large, though +he was a good son at home when he was let alone, threatened to prove +too much for her.</p> + +<p>There was another mother in the case, as has been signified,—poor +old Luckie Hedderwick—who had never been considered more<span class="pagenum" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</span> than a +sickly ‘feckless’ body in her best days, and who was now bed-ridden +and dependent on her daughter’s industry for her daily bread. Whether +Luckie had been from the first an accomplished and hardened deceiver +so that she could at last bring forward a strategy worthy of the rival +mother—the Lady of Drumsheugh; whether the approach of death began to +unseal her dim and dull eyes, and to teach the foolish, ignorant old +woman wisdom beyond all earthly sagacity; whether the former dominie +who visited his aged and sick parishioner at the cottage in Peggy’s +unavoidable absence, was secretly at the bottom of the manœuvre, Luckie +Hedderwick suddenly set an interdict on all future friendship and +love-making between Peggy and the laird. The old woman had been till +then as silly and inconsiderate as any lass in her teens in taking the +greatest pride and pleasure in Peggy’s triumphs and conquests, and in +encouraging<span class="pagenum" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</span> the girl in what other people held to be Peggy’s sins of +vanity and unwarrantable ambition; but she now forbade her child, under +pain of her mother’s lamentations and reproaches—which were worse than +her wrath—so much as to have a meeting with the gentleman, if she +could possibly foresee and prevent it.</p> + +<p>Peggy was broken-hearted and in despair, but she never dreamt of +defying, and still less of cheating, her mother.</p> + +<p>The laird, arrested in the full force of his passion, was goaded +to the brink of madness and driven half beside himself. No more +well-understood foregatherings with Peggy; no more interceptings of +the girl on her way to the well, or the shop, or a neighbour’s house; +no more strolls among the whins and broom<a id="FNanchor_3" href="#Footnote_3" class="fnanchor">[3]</a> in the twilight, careless +who saw; no more walking<span class="pagenum" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</span> of his horse—or leaping from the saddle +and walking himself—beside her when he came up with her, which he +was pretty sure to do, on the return of both from Craigie market; no +more climbing of the breezy, heathery hill and descending on the other +side where the green trees shaded the road, throwing a white shower of +blossom there in the spring, being full of birds singing as they rifled +the fruit in summer, and in autumn dropping blood-shot leaves among +the mud and mire. The laird would gallantly insist on placing Peggy’s +basket before him on the saddle, or would carry it for her. Balcairnie +either trotting on with a passing nod, or falling discreetly into the +background, determined to show that he was not curious over much, or +bent on spoiling sport.</p> + +<p>The spectacle had hardly been an improving one. The young laird had +been demeaning himself in some lights, trifling with a poor country +girl, and exposing her, as he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</span> ought not to have done, to serious +misconstruction and harm. Peggy, like a senseless girl, had been laying +herself open to scandal and slander and a hundred graver dangers. +Still the pair had been a pretty pair, however ill-matched—there is +no denying it. The laird in his riding-coat and boots and tops, gaily +flourishing his silver-mounted whip; Peggy in her blue-and-red striped +linsey-woolsey petticoat, white apron, blue-and-buff striped jacket, +and her duffle mantle if it chanced to be wintry weather; her fair +hair either bare and tied up with a riband—the relic of the old snood +or cockernonie, or else covered by a Bessie-kell-a quilted cotton or +woollen hood—under the curtains of which the bonnie face beamed with +the mingled shyness and gladness of a child’s face.</p> + +<p>In a similar manner the larger groups, in which many minor figures had +been represented with varying effect, were effaced from<span class="pagenum" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</span> the canvas. +These had shown Peggy on the harvest field where the laird, like +Boaz of old, shared the labour and the mid-day meal of his servants. +Detaching Peggy from the rest, he would act as ‘bandster’ to her +shearing, or he would sit at her feet, and decree that as an equivalent +to dipping her morsel in the vinegar, she should have her choice of the +scones in the basket and the first draught of ale from the pitcher. In +those days Peggy was the queen of the autumn fields—a gentle queen +who bore the honours thrust upon her meekly. Still she did not fail to +arouse animadversion, and the entire <i>tableau</i> tended rather to +the entertainment than the edification of the spectators.</p> + +<p>The sensations of the company were not of a much more generous or +amiable description when Peggy was persuaded to fling her handkerchief +to Drumsheugh in the coquettish old dance of ‘The Country Bumpkin;’ or +when, at the entreaty<span class="pagenum" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</span> of her lover, she sang with her flute-like pipe +to a decorously hushed assembly, or sat as mute as a mouse while he +sang in his trumpet tones. Her song might be ‘Ye Banks and Braes,’ or +‘Aye wauken O! wauken aye and weary’—both of which ditties held tender +warnings to heedless girls, if they would but have taken the hints—or +it might be some blyther measure. But his song never varied. It was +always the bold, barefaced declaration—</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">Young Peggy blooms our bonniest lass,</div> + <div class="verse indent2">Her breath is like the morning,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The rosy dawn, the springing grass</div> + <div class="verse indent2">With early gems adorning.</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p class="p0">with a peculiar emphasis on the verse—</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">Ye powers of honour, love, and truth,</div> + <div class="verse indent2">From every ill defend her;</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Inspire the highly-favoured youth</div> + <div class="verse indent2">The destinies intend her.</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p>The laird could not stand the abrupt, harsh interference which in the +twinkling of an eye dissolved these enchanting scenes. It<span class="pagenum" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</span> would cost +him his wits. He would rather carry off Peggy, with or without her +will, where nobody should ever come between them. What did she mean by +giving him up at any third person’s word, be that person her mother +twice over? Had the two-faced lass no heart in her breast? He would be +upsides with her yet, for the pain and mortification she was causing +him. He confided all this to Balcairnie, who gave no further answer +than a shake of his head and a resolute ‘I’ll no be your man in sic an +ill job, Drumsheugh,’ so the laird went on fuming and storming if he +did not speak of ‘louping ower a linn.’</p> + +<p>The comical side of the question was that he was his own master all the +time to do what he liked in the circumstances. He had been left the +Laird of Drumsheugh without limitation. He could marry Peggy Hedderwick +to-morrow, in spite of his mother, and it was not likely that Peggy or +her mother for her, would<span class="pagenum" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</span> decline a plain offer of marriage from so +high a quarter, or that either would draw so fine a distinction as to +refuse the proposed honour, unless it were accompanied by the free and +full consent of the Lady to her son’s throwing himself away.</p> + +<p>But, somehow, the laird stopped short of such rank insubordination +and thoroughgoing independence. There was a strain of weakness in his +wilfulness, or else the times were against him. People had not yet +shaken off the old feudal prejudices. Drumsheugh, in his simplicity +and homeliness, was still, both in his own estimation and in that of +other people, the Laird, the scion of the great house of Dalwolsie, +and Peggy was the cotter lass, come of hynds and nobodies. Balcairnie, +who was not so far before her in the last respect, might have married +her without reservation, though she was by no means his social equal; +but the most disinterested unworldly version of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</span> the affair which +the most single-hearted judges looked for from Drumsheugh was that +he should be found fond enough of Peggy, and faithful enough to her, +while he was sufficiently regardless of his own interests, to engage in +a secret ancient troth-plight equivalent to a marriage with her, and +right in the eyes of the law, though it was censurable by the Kirk. +It would be a contract which must hamper him all his days, and if he +were ever so far left to himself as to seek to evade it, might drag +him down to crime and misery. Why on such small temptation, out of two +courses—the one clear and above-board, the worst consequences of which +would be faced at once—the other a flattering more than half-cowardly +compromise done in the dark, and only coming to the light and +encountering the natural results after a long interval—a manly fellow +like the laird should inevitably, as if it were a matter of necessity, +have adopted the second and lower course,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</span> remains a testimony to the +force of habit and of one-sided reasoning.</p> + +<p>The laird had been accustomed to set his mother at nought in what +seemed right in his own eyes. He was not dependent on her in money +matters, and did not give a thought to the risk of forfeiting the +savings of her jointure, since he was at this stage of his development +as free-handed as he was open-hearted. Still, he could not summon +up his courage to brave the high-spirited, determined old woman +altogether. In the same way he could not make up his mind to despise +the clamour and opposition of his circle of gentry, little as he had +hitherto prized the hereditary association with them.</p> + +<p>Drumsheugh, when he was compelled to a decision, never dreamed of a +more generous and honourable step than that of running away with Peggy, +and vowing that he was her husband before two available witnesses; +nay, the idea of anything less temporising and more<span class="pagenum" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</span> magnanimous did +not even cross Balcairnie’s mind. It was in serene satisfaction with +the concession that he agreed to back the laird as usual in waylaying +Peggy, in spite of her mother’s commands, and in propounding to her the +grand yet sorry expedient for getting rid of all objections in future, +by establishing the couple in the sure, if unacknowledged, relations of +man and wife.</p> + +<p>After some spying and picking up of floating information, the two +friends learnt that Peggy, while she now kept religiously indoors +with her mother, for the most part of her time, was in the custom of +recompensing the neighbour who went most of the girl’s errands. This +reward consisted in Peggy’s ‘ca’ing,’ or driving out, the neighbour’s +cow in the cool of the morning and late evening of the June season, to +feed for an hour or two on the grass by the dyke sides and ditches, or +on the short turf of a single knowe, which rose in solitary dignity<span class="pagenum" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</span> +among the flat corn-fields. The road to the knowe was for a certain +distance that to Craigie, so often trodden in happier circumstances. +The knowe itself, with its patches of rushes, had been Peggy’s seat +when as a child she had played at plaiting the ‘thrashies’ into a crown +and sceptre. She was an only child like her lover, and had known few +playmates save her school companions. She had been used to lonely hours +and single-handed games. Her most intimate friend in later times had +been her ardent admirer the laird, whom she was now forbidden to see +or speak to. He had been with her on this knowe when the dew lay on +the grass and the corn-craik was ‘chirming,’ as it was at the present +moment. He had made a posy for her of what Peggy merely called ‘bonnie +floors,’ but which were in detail the dead white grass of Parnassus +that grew among the rushes, together with the crimson and pink fumitory +and the yellow<span class="pagenum" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</span> avens which he had gathered idly as they came along, +leaving hedge-row and dyke-side behind them. He had shown the greatest +kindness and patience in helping her to draw out the pith of the rushes +and plait it—no longer into a mock crown and sceptre, but into a real +wick for her mother’s cruizie.</p> + +<p>All these soft recollections proved too much for poor Peggy, as she +ca’d Hawkie; the girl put up her apron to her eyes to dry the blinding +tears which rendered her more incapable of detecting prowlers in her +vicinity.</p> + +<p>Then with the practical agility of the riever of old, the laird ‘cam’ +skipping ower the hill’ from the little hollow on the other side, to +which he and Balcairnie had ridden, and where the latter stayed with +the horses.</p> + +<p>In a moment Jamie Ramsay was by the sorrowful girl’s side, detaining +her when she sought to retreat.</p> + +<p>Peggy wore her summer house dress, the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</span> pretty light cotton jacket +which has been immortalised by Wilkie and Sir William Allen. It had a +little collar or ‘neck,’ turned over where the sunburn of the throat +met the whiteness of the bosom, and was only confined at the waist by +the string of her apron. Her round arms were bare to the elbow, the +sleeves of her jacket being rolled up for convenience’ sake. The arms +were mottled and dimpled like those of a child. Her brown little feet +too were bare. Her uncovered hair was arranged in the most primitive +style—after all it is the fashion of the great Greek statues. The +locks ‘which the wind used to blaw’ were ‘shed’ behind the ears, wound +round the head, rippling in natural ripples as they were wound, until +they were fastened in a knot at the back of the shapely head. Yet no +stately ball-room belle in flowing gauze or rustling brocade, with +high-heeled shoes and a higher powdered <i>tête</i>, had ever appeared +half so sweet as Peggy to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</span> the enamoured young laird. He was not caught +in undress. He came a-courting her—as he was bound to do, though she +had been a beggar maid, and not merely an industrious cotter lass, who +supported herself and her mother by the fruits of her honest industry. +He wore his best snuff-brown coat, his last flowered waistcoat, his +dress buckles in his shoes, with his dark hair combed carefully and +neatly back and tied in a <i>queue</i>, the riband of which, in +skilfully disposed bows and ends, hung half-way down his shoulders.</p> + +<p>‘I mauna bide. Let me gang, laird. Oh! why are you here, when I canna +lichtlie my mither’s word?’ cried the faithful and despairing Peggy, +with streaming eyes and heaving bosom, torn as she was by conflicting +obligations.</p> + +<p>‘Na, but hear me, Peggy,’ insisted Drumsheugh, strong to carry the day +in his confidence in the honesty of his intentions, and the truth of +what he was going to say. ‘Take a message<span class="pagenum" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</span> from me to your mother, and +she will not stand in our gate, or make another thrawn rule to keep +us apart. Tell her I am willing to join hands with you and exchange +written lines. Lass, I’ll take the half-merk with you the morn if you +like; neither king nor minister has power to come between us after +that. You’ll be to all intents and purposes my wife and the young Leddy +of Drumsheugh from that moment.’</p> + +<p>Peggy was not only staggered, she was deeply touched and proudly +joyful. She had it in her power to become the ‘Leddy of Drumsheugh.’ +The laird had vindicated his sincerity and honour. There was no more +question of tampering with her affections and betraying her trust. He +had come out of the test nobly, as not one man in a thousand would have +come.</p> + +<p>Peggy had not the least doubt that her mother would feel more than +satisfied—she would be greatly uplifted by her daughter’s wonderful +good fortune. Instead of thwarting<span class="pagenum" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</span> Drumsheugh again in his wildest +fancy, Mrs. Hedderwick would now defer to his least whim, and consent +to pay him the humblest, most grateful homage. Peggy was ready to go +with the laird to her mother and see if it were not so—to settle for +life her grand and happy destiny.</p> + +<p>The laird, carried out of himself by the excitement of the moment, +delighted with the effect of his words, thinking himself nearly as true +and kind as Peggy thought him—more in love with her than ever—was +prepared to start that instant to fulfil his pledge and knock the nail +on the head.</p> + +<p>To Luckie Hedderwick, accordingly, the infatuated couple went +straightway, without an attempt at concealment, widely removed as they +were, in the exaltation of their feelings, from any consideration of +prudence. They only waited till Drumsheugh hallooed for Balcairnie to +come up and wish Peggy and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</span> the laird joy, and then to bring on the +horses to the Cotton.</p> + +<p>Poor old Luckie, lying powerless in her box-bed, could hardly believe +her fast-failing eyes and ears, when Peggy came in (followed by +Drumsheugh in full feather), and when he sat down on the kist in the +window, which was the only disengaged seat, her own arm-chair being +occupied by the unmannerly cat, and Peggy’s stool at the wheel taken up +by the tray of reeled pirns of yarn.</p> + +<p>There was no vow of vengeance on the laird’s smooth brow, or of +reprisal on his smiling lips. On the contrary, there was the most +abundant security and provision for Peggy Hedderwick in his presence +there in her mother’s cottage, and his frankly undertaking to marry +the lass at once, before competent witnesses. It was not from such a +good end as this that her conscience and her minister alike had begun +to frighten the widow. Her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</span> dear little Peggy would be a lady after +all, and some day she would take her stand among the best and be freely +acknowledged by the whole of the county side. She could not expect that +just at first, but anyway she would be kept an honest and innocent +woman. Her children, if she ever had children, would be born in lawful +wedlock. She need neither fear God nor man, and poverty would no longer +hover at her door, only held at bay by her courageous, diligent young +arm.</p> + +<p>Of course, it was not for Mrs. Hedderwick to say the laird nay. It was +for her to thank him from a lowly, thankful heart for not merely doing +justly by her daughter, but for being minded to endow her with his +favour and with her share of his portion of the world’s goods, which +many people would reckon far beyond her deserts.</p> + +<p>A glimpse of Balcairnie and the horses as they walked up and down the +road, which the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</span> old woman saw through the bole of a window at the +head of her bed, completed the dazzling of any sense Mrs. Hedderwick +possessed. She described the scene afterwards as too splendid for this +world—like a verse of the Bible, or a line of an ‘auld ballant.’ +It was as when ‘Abraham’s servant baud the lassie munt and ride wi’ +him to be the wife of his maister’s son. To be sure the horses were +camels then, whatever the odds. It was as when the auld knicht crossed +the sea to bring the king o’ Norrowa’s dochter ower the faem to be +his queen, and then the nags were boats—whilk it was a mercy they +were not here, lest the cobbles had coupet wi’ her Peggy among the +prood waves, as gude Sir Patrick Spens’s ship sank down, in forty +fathoms deep. Whatever, it was a maist fine ferlie for Drumsheugh to +come wooing and speering for her dochter at a puir body like her, +and for Balcairnie—with whose mither, worthy woman, she hersel had +been a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</span> servant lass for three year afore she and Simon Hedderwick +yoked thegither—to sit or stand at her door wi’ the beasts in braid +daylicht, in the sicht of the whole Cotton, as gin she were the leddy +and Balcairnie the serving-man.’</p> + +<p>The entire arrangements were agreed on that evening, the laird chalking +them out very much according to his vagrant fancy, Peggy and her +mother assenting with meek, swelling hearts, simply entering a humble +protest and venturing on a mild amendment when he suggested a clean +impossibility. It would be far pleasanter as well as safer, since the +marriage was not to be made public immediately, for the affair to take +place from home. Peggy had a cousin—a decent man—a cow-keeper near +Edinburgh. She could go on a visit to his wife. Such a visit would be +made worth the couple’s while; in fact, they were likely to be filled +with importance at the part they were called on to play. Drumsheugh +and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</span> Balcairnie could easily take a ride to town treading on Peggy’s +heels early one fine morning, or late one propitious evening; Peggy, +with her cousins to bear her company, and the laird, with Balcairnie +as his supporter, would join in a stroll to look at the shop windows +or admire the big houses, until they reached the particular house the +laird spoke of as the Temple of Hymen, to the mystified ears hanging +on his words. There Peggy and he would take the half-merk together in +the most popular mode. They would acknowledge themselves man and wife, +and sign the lines before some queer sort of mass-John and a notary, as +well as before Peggy’s cousins and Balcairnie; and the knot would be +so securely tied that only death could sever it. Peggy would come back +to her mother and the Cotton, and he would return to his mother and +Drumsheugh. Nobody need be any wiser till the couple chose to proclaim +what had been<span class="pagenum" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</span> accomplished, when he should be at liberty to put his +wife into his mother’s seat. But he felt sure his Peggy would not +refuse to bide a wee for her honours, and would not weary while she had +his love and care. And Mrs. Hedderwick would not seek to come between +the pair when they were man and wife.</p> + +<p>Peggy would not weary, would not refuse to wait a hundred years—always +supposing she lived a century and retained Drumsheugh’s unshaken love +and faith while the years lasted. Was she to dictate terms and exact +favours which were far beyond her original estate? She would be well +off if Drumsheugh owned her for his wife, though it were but with his +dying breath. As for Luckie Hedderwick, she would no more interfere +with the laird’s rights when he had established them, than she would +challenge the prerogative of the King.</p> + +<p>It all came to pass as Drumsheugh had ordained<span class="pagenum" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</span> it. In an irregular +and yet in a deliberate, formal manner, quite legal according to the +liberal law of Scotland, and with ancient custom to justify the act, +by no mock marriage, but by a binding rite, as both knew, Jamie Ramsay +wedded Peggy Hedderwick. No exposure followed the event, though it +did not go unattended by vague suspicions and fitful rumours. Such +marriages were not so unheard of as to prevent the signs of their +recurrence from being quickly noted and eagerly caught up.</p> + +<p>But as the Lady of Drumsheugh did not see fit to cause an +investigation, to cross-question her son, or to go out of her way to +assail and harass Peggy; as Peggy’s mother in her box-bed did not stir +in the matter by proxy; as it was the old daffing intercourse between +the laird and the lass, which was openly resumed, and went on much as +formerly to hoodwink the public, what was everybody’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</span> business proved +nobody’s business. Nothing was said or done to clear up the mystery as +to the precise terms on which the Laird of Drumsheugh stood with the +lass of low degree.</p> + + +<div class="footnotes"><h4>FOOTNOTES:</h4> + +<div class="footnote"> + +<p><a id="Footnote_3" href="#FNanchor_3" class="label">[3]</a></p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">He’s low down, he’s in the broom,</div> + <div class="verse indent2">That’s waiting for me.</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + + +</div></div> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III.<br><span class="small">PEGGY’S WELCOME HOME.</span></h3></div> + + +<p>Balcairnie could have spoken out and enlightened the neighbourhood, but +he did not. Affectionately attached as he was both to Drumsheugh and +Peggy, he had not as yet any strong temptation to speak out and shame +the Devil, while delivering his victims. Granted that the position +was most awkward and indefensible, it had not become so untenable as +to shock and scare a man like Balcairnie—not wholly unaccustomed to +such difficult conditions—into breaking his word and exposing the +offenders, with whom he had been ‘art and part,’ for the good of one or +both.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</span></p> + +<p>It was hardly possible that Drumsheugh’s passion would remain at +its first white heat. It was too probable that it might pass into +weariness, even disgust, where the poor girl he had married was +concerned. True, there had been no such fundamental disparity between +the two as may be imagined. Still, Drumsheugh was a man with a man’s +power of varying his life. He could not rid himself of his blue blood +and his lairdship. The likelihood was that the longer he lived their +claims on him would increase and intensify, till what he had slighted +in his youth might, in inverse proportion, become a heavy chain on +his mature years. He might come to clutch his hereditary advantages +and brandish them in a surly fashion in the face of poor Peggy, who +not only lacked such on her own account, but would to a considerable +extent qualify and damage her husband’s privileges. The shallowness +of the laird’s nature, in the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</span> middle of its single-heartedness and +transparency, would tend to this result.</p> + +<p>In the meantime Peggy, arrested and isolated by her own deed, instead +of moving on and becoming transplanted, would stand still or retrograde +in her false suspended position. Half envied, half doubted, and blamed +by her former equals, wholly distrusted and shunned by those who were +still her social superiors, her heart would grow sick under the painful +ordeal, her gentle, modest nature wax bold and defiant. The very +appearance of evil—which is to be avoided in its turn—would work much +of the harm of the evil itself.</p> + +<p>But long before this deplorable conclusion was reached, within three or +four months of the unceremonious marriage, while the laird was still +the fond bridegroom and Peggy the tender bride, an accident happened +which brought matters to an unexpected crisis.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</span></p> + +<p>One windy October afternoon the laird had been helping to take down +the first new stack to be thrashed or flailed out from the stack-yard +of the home-farm, when by some chance he missed his footing, fell +headlong from the stack-head among the horses’ feet below, and received +a kick in the chest from one of the startled horses. He was taken up +insensible and carried to the mansion-house. The misadventure created a +lively sensation, and the news gathered gravity and tragic horror as it +spread abroad.</p> + +<p>It was said that Drumsheugh was dead, that he had been vomiting blood, +that he had never spoken, that he had cried loudly for Peggy Hedderwick +to bid her a last farewell. In the conflicting testimony one serious +bit of evidence was certain. Dr. Forsyth had been summoned post-haste +from Craigie. Balcairnie had been seen riding like a madman from +his biggest potatoe field, in which the gatherers<span class="pagenum" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</span> had been toiling +anxiously all day, for frost was in the air, and if the potatoes were +not ‘pitted’ in time there would be havock among the earth-apples.</p> + +<p>It was almost night-fall before the calamitous tidings got Peggy’s +length. They were thrown in at the half-open door of the cottage in +which she and her mother dwelt, by an ill-conditioned drunken brute of +a carter, who was driving by, and had caught a glimpse of the girl as +she moved about between the dim gloaming without and the fire-light +within. In the spirit of mischief and strange pleasure in inflicting +pain which belongs to very small, low, and morbidly hostile natures, +just as the man in other circumstances might have pelted her with a +snow-ball in which lay lodged a cruelly sharp stone; so he called +out to her in a bullying, inhumanly indifferent tone, ‘Hey! Peggy +Hedderwick, what are you doing there? Do you ken your fine laird’s +felled? He’s met<span class="pagenum" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</span> his dead in the corn-yard of Drumsheugh an hour or +twa syne.’</p> + +<p>Peggy gave a piteous, plaintive cry, like that of a wounded hare—the +most helpless, timid creature in its misery; but she did not sink down +or faint away, and the next moment she was beginning to make nervous +preparations to set forth for the scene of the disaster. She would +not listen to her startled mother, imploring, in the mingled terror +and weakness of age, for the explanations and reassurances there was +nobody to afford. The informant had driven off after launching his +thunderbolt, and the occupants of the neighbouring cottages were still +about in the potatoe fields. ‘I maun gang to him at aince,’ Peggy +kept muttering as she groped instinctively in the waning light for a +shawl to fling over her head—not so much as a shelter from the bitter +blast which had been scouring along the floor and causing her to +spin by the warm hearth-side, as with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</span> a lingering sense of what was +womanly and fitting, because it would not be wiselike in a lass to go +abroad at such a season without a screen from inquisitive eyes. ‘He +wouldna forbid me ony mair. He’s my man. Oh! Jamie, Jamie, if you’re +felled outricht, and there is nocht left for me to do for you, but +to streek you and dress you in your dead-claes, it is for your puir +lassie’s—your wife’s hand, to steek your een and kame your hair for +the last time. I dinna mind your leddy-mither now; I’m nearer to you +than she is, and I’ll daur her to do her worst the nicht—as if the +worst were not come already, gin my Jamie be felled dead! Wae’s me! +wae’s me! And it was but this mornin’, and no a terrible lifetime syne, +that he clasped and kissed me at parting.’</p> + +<p>Peggy did not even notice to lift off the gridle on which cakes were +toasting. She who had been reared in the most frugal habits was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</span> +abandoning the good oaten bread which must ‘scouther’ unheeded. The +room was full of the sharp, searching smell of scorched oatmeal, at +which every mouse in the farthest recesses of its hole in the clay +biggin’ was snuffing with relish as at the potent odour of toasted +cheese.</p> + +<p>Luckie was feebly protesting and whimpering over the waste, when Peggy +unheeding stepped across the threshold and ran right against Balcairnie +in the act of entering.</p> + +<p>‘Balcairnie, is the tale true? Is he living or dead? For the love o’ +Heaven, speak,’ gasped Peggy, clasping the friendly arm and making as +if she would fall on her knees at the yeoman’s feet, treating him like +the arbiter of fate.</p> + +<p>‘Oh! Balcairnie, sir, will you stop her—she winna mind me—frae goin’ +on a fule’s errand?’ implored Luckie from her bed, wiping her bleared +eyes with a blue checked linen handkerchief; ‘and gin you will forgie +me for the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</span> liberty, will you turn the cakes and tak’ them aff, or do +something to hinder sic a wicket throwing awa’ o’ gude victuals and me +no able to steer a finger.’</p> + +<p>‘Canny, canny,’ remonstrated the doubly-assailed Balcairnie. ‘Yes, +Peggy, he’s livin’ and life-like in spite of this mischanter, thank +his Maker and yours and mine—no me. Oo, ay, gudewife, I’ll see to +the cakes. Mony a time I had a hand—not always a helping hand—in +your bakings—do you mind? When you were my puir mither’s douce lass +and I was a mischievious deil o’ a laddie birslin’ peas among your +bannocks.—Peggy, have I given you time to draw breath? If so, you maun +come wi’ me this minute. I’m sent to fetch you: no by Drumsheugh alone, +by his mither the Leddy: “Go and bring Peggy Hedderwick here,” were her +words, and you maun haste ye to do her bidding.’</p> + +<p>But Peggy hung back. The reaction had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</span> come. She was relieved from her +depth of despair and extremity of fear for Drumsheugh’s life. Her old +childish dread of the Lady and reluctance to encounter her reproaches +and scorn revived in full force. ‘Oh, Balcairnie, I canna gang,’ she +protested incoherently, twisting her fingers. ‘Does he want me? What +has she sent for me to do to me?’</p> + +<p>‘To gie you your paiks (whips),’ Balcairnie, who was somewhat of a +humourist in his way, could not resist saying dryly, taking off the +abject fright of poor Peggy. But the kind fellow relented the next +moment. ‘If so, Drumsheugh and me had need to come in for muckle +heavier skelps, as the Leddy is a just woman, who has a name for +uprightness, and has ta’en pride in the fact all her days. Na, Peggy, +dinna be a cawf,’ he admonished her with great friendliness though +little ceremony. ‘You maunna stand in your ain licht. You must tak’ +the wind when it blaws in your barn<span class="pagenum" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</span> door. Forbye you maun obey your +gude mither and your man, like a gude bairn. Drumsheugh cried for you +as soon as he cam’ to himself, and vowed he but to see you richted, or +it’s like his mither the Leddy micht not have minded your existence or +mentioned your name. And he does want you, lass, for his breast has +gotten a bit stave in from that ugly brute’s cloot; he’s lying groaning +and peching yonder, though the doctor promises to put him richt in a +wheen weeks or months.’</p> + +<p>Thus urged and alarmed anew, Peggy prepared to go home to Drumsheugh +a weeping, downcast bride with a troubled home-coming—altogether +different from the happy woman making the triumphant, if late, entrance +on her honours which she and her laird had confidently pictured to +themselves.</p> + +<p>Balcairnie would not suffer Peggy to tarry for any change of dress. +He had spoken<span class="pagenum" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</span> the truth and he was fain to hope the best, but he was +by no means so sure as he tried to pretend of the laird’s ultimate +recovery, or even of his long surviving the bad injury he had received. +And when Peggy detected some gleam of this dire uncertainty in the mind +of his friend where her husband’s fate was in question, she had no more +heart to put on her best clothes and seek humbly to make as favourable +an impression as could be hoped for, on the mind of the Lady.</p> + +<p>Indeed, Mrs. Ramsay had often enough seen Peggy before, and till lately +had been in the habit of speaking to her in a gracious condescending +way, becoming in a laird’s mother, when the girl worked in the fields, +or carried in her yarn and eggs to the market at Craigie. But that +notice and these salutations had been bestowed on Peggy Hedderwick, a +cotter lass. It was Peggy Ramsay, the Lady’s son’s wife by a lawful +though summary marriage, who in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</span> other circumstances might have been +tremblingly desirous to prepossess the dowager-lady in the younger +woman’s favour.</p> + +<p>As it was, Peggy could but take down from their respective ‘cleeks’ her +ordinary duffle cloak and rustic straw bonnet as the articles of dress +which came readily to her hand, and tie their strings in such desperate +speed and confusion that they at once fell into ‘run knots,’ which must +be cut or torn asunder before she could be freed from their encumbrance +when she arrived at Drumsheugh.</p> + +<p>‘God bless you, my lass, gin this be fare-you-weel,’ her mother’s +quavering voice said wistfully, and Peggy minded so far as to turn +quickly before quitting the room and bend over the prostrate figure +with a half-choked reply, ‘Mither, Merrin will be in next door or I’m +weel gane, gin you gie a chap she’ll look ben and see to you. If I +dinna come back the nicht, I’ll send ower the first thing the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</span> morn, +and I’ll never forget you, mither, only I can think o’ naething but him +the nicht.’</p> + +<p>Peggy had no other idea than that she would trudge on foot all the way +through the cold, darkness and storm, too thankful to have Balcairnie’s +escort to Drumsheugh. But he had made a more considerate arrangement, +though his care for Peggy had not impelled him to so bold a measure as +ordering out the Drumsheugh coach to fulfil the lady’s commission and +for Peggy’s benefit. When it came to that, he had never dreamt of such +a step. Peggy and the family coach—the chief symbol of the country +gentry’s rank and state, were still far apart even in Balcairnie’s +loyal eyes. If Peggy should ever arrive at ordering out the Drumsheugh +coach, and driving in it at her pleasure, as another young Mrs. Ramsay +might have done in the sense of an unquestionable right, it could +only be after a considerable<span class="pagenum" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</span> apprenticeship still to sufferance and +dependence on the part of the low-born wife.</p> + +<p>Balcairnie had merely brought his horse, with a pillion fastened to the +saddle. There was no ‘louping-on-stane’ at the cot-house door. Nobody +except the laird had been in the habit of mounting and dismounting +there, any more than of driving up in a coach with horses taken from +the plough. But the example of Katherine Janfarie’s lover, though it +had not yet been sung in more than the rough border ballad, could very +well be followed in one respect—</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">He’s mounted her hie behind himsel’,</div> + <div class="verse indent2">At her kinsmen speer’d nae leave.</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p>Balcairnie was far too true, generous, and reverent, with too +well-balanced a mind in his yeoman estate, to find a further analogy +in the situation. But it was on the cards that he should have his +thoughts, as he rode on,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</span> stooping forward to see and guide his horse +in the gathering night and tempest on the rough road, with the feeble +woman’s arms clinging to him. For Peggy became forced, in order to +keep her seat, to cling tenaciously to the other rider, and let her +drooping head rest on his friendly shoulder, as she shook and quivered +with the sobs into which she broke out now and then in her distraction +and dismay, and as she was further flung here and there by the hard +trot over the stones and through the holes, in a painful, perilous mode +of locomotion to which she had been totally unaccustomed. Did he ask +himself was it thus that Peggy would have held by him and depended on +him utterly, had that vision which he was supposed to have entertained +for a fleeting moment come to pass long ago—had she been for more than +a year now the goodwife of Balcairnie, and had he been taking her home +as a common event from kirk, or market, or<span class="pagenum" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</span> friendly visit in scenes +where she had already established her claim to be treated like the best +of the company? Faithful as he was to the laird no less than to Peggy, +Balcairnie knew that in such a case it would have been infinitely +better for Peggy, whatever it might have been for himself.</p> + +<p>Other thoughts and associations thronged thickly on the young couple as +they rode on in their excitement and suspense. The first snow of the +season began to fall blindingly and blow strongly in their bent faces, +before they passed between the two battered pillars originally crowned +with stone balls, one of which had fallen down and been suffered to +lie, like a decapitated head, at the side of the entrance to the +avenue. By some means the stone ball had become split in two and could +not be replaced on its site. In this condition the two halves always +reminded Balcairnie, who was tolerably familiar with Scotch history, +though<span class="pagenum" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</span> it was the only history he had ever read, of that unlucky +De Bohun, Earl of Essex, whose head good King Robert clove with his +battle-axe, just to give the blustering champion of England his due, +and as an earnest of the feats the warlike monarch was to perform that +day on the field of Bannockburn.</p> + +<p>Balcairnie sought to cheer Peggy by claiming the snow as a good omen; +she was ‘ganging a white gate,’ which, as everybody knew, boded high +prosperity to a bride. But, in spite of themselves, another and very +different picture arose in their minds. It was that which in song +and legend has formed the burden of many a local tragedy. The scene +is familiar to all when the betrayed and ruined woman wanders in her +despair to her cruel lover’s door, while the ‘whuddering blast’ pierces +her to the marrow, and the deadly white and chill snow threatens to +prove her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</span> winding-sheet. She knocks, and implores piteously in vain +for admission and shelter. ‘Oh, ope, Lord Gregory, ope the door!’ cries +the sobbing, wailing voice, fast sinking into everlasting silence.</p> + +<p>Balcairnie and Peggy were now riding down the avenue of firs, sombre +in the height of summer, with their black canopies blacker than ever +under their powdering of white, while the bare stems were ‘swirled’ +by the wind in the wildest, dreariest manner. The ruin of the old +tower was faintly visible. Shaken as it was, with its loose stones +rattling in the hurlyburly, it seemed as if it might fall and crush +Peggy in punishment of her heinous sin against the ancient dignity of +Drumsheugh, and her audacious intrusion within its precincts.</p> + +<p>The front of the house was lit up with lights stationary in ordinarily +obscured windows, or flitting up and down staircases, showing that +something out of the common had happened,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</span> and that the whole household +was roused and restless.</p> + +<p>At the moment when the clatter of Balcairnie’s horse’s hoofs might +be heard, the hall-door was suddenly thrown open, showing what, by +contrast with the darkness without, looked a blaze of light within. A +group of servants was in the glare, but still more prominently in front +of them stood the Lady in her black mode gown, tippet, and mittens, +with her lace lappets fluttering in the night-wind as they framed a +high-nosed, high-browed face—the face of a born ruler.</p> + +<p>Peggy set her teeth to keep back a scream of dismay, while Balcairnie +lept down quickly and lifted his companion, ready to fall in a heap on +the ground, from his horse.</p> + +<p>Was the Lady come out to kill her on the spot by telling her Drumsheugh +was gone, and there was no longer a place for his poor Peggy<span class="pagenum" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</span> in the +house that had ceased with his passing breath to be his dwelling? When +it came to that, Peggy thought in her despair, there was no place for +her on the face of that earth where her young lover walked no longer.</p> + +<p>Was the Lady come out to spurn Peggy in the sight of the powdered +flunkeys and flouting waiting-maids, and still-maids for whom Peggy, +cotter lass as she was, had been wont, in her greater independence +and simpler sufficiency for her few needs, to entertain a mild, +somewhat inconsequent scorn? At the same time, in her perturbation, she +indulged in extravagant hyperbole, for there was only one miserable +flunkey—guiltless of powder, who was also coachman and gardener, +and one ancient waiting-maid, who united the offices of abigail and +housekeeper, at Drumsheugh.</p> + +<p>As Peggy’s tottering feet touched the ground a firm foot stepped up to +her, a steady<span class="pagenum" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</span> hand was laid upon her to hold her up, a voice addressed +her in clear, unfaltering accents, which, though they were imperious, +were far from unkind. ‘Come away, my dear. Come in where it is your +right to be in your man’s house and by your man’s side. If I had been +told, for certain, four months since what I’ve been told to-day, you +should not have waited and been kept so long out of your own. Fie!’ +exclaimed the lady in a little heat, bending her brows, ‘it was not fit +that Drumsheugh’s wife should shaw neeps and sell yarn, whatever might +be free to his Joe. But we’ll say no more of that. I ken it was not +you who were the most to blame, my bonnie Peggy. It was all the fault +of these two foolish loons, Drumsheugh and Balcairnie. But we cannot +wyte the one, can we? when he is lying sick and sorry, and we may come +to forgive the second in time, for the service he has rendered us this +night. Cheer up,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</span> Peggy, the doctor says Jamie will pull through, and +be as braw a man as ever yet.’<a id="FNanchor_4" href="#Footnote_4" class="fnanchor">[4]</a></p> + + +<div class="footnotes"> + +<h4>FOOTNOTES:</h4> + +<div class="footnote"> + +<p><a id="Footnote_4" href="#FNanchor_4" class="label">[4]</a> The author cannot refrain from recording that the +magnanimous reception which the Lady of Drumsheugh is represented as +according to her son’s low-born, privately married wife, was, in fact, +given in similar circumstances by the widow and mother of an old Fife +laird to her son’s sorely daunted, humble bride. A very different fate +was hers from that of the Portuguese Inez and the German Agnes. The +sagacious Scotch mother, finding that the losing game was about to +be taken out of her hands, by what she did not hesitate to regard as +an interposition of Providence in the illness of the laird, made her +concession frankly and handsomely. Stout Drumsheugh and Balcairnie and +bonnie Peggy are more than mere shadows, as the reader could not fail +to see but for what is lacking in the skill of their chronicler.</p> + +</div> +</div> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV.<br><span class="small">THE LONG DAYS THAT FOLLOWED</span></h3></div> + + +<p>Drumsheugh recovered gradually from the consequences of his fall; but +he had a long and dangerous illness, during which there was much to +subdue any human being to whom he was first and dearest.</p> + +<p>Peggy proved herself a harmless, guileless, fond and faithful creature. +She was meek in her exaltation, which, to begin with, consisted mainly +of the liberty to nurse day and night a young man who had been too +much spoilt by rude health, an active life, and the getting of his own +way, though it had not necessarily been a base—not even a mean and +heartless<span class="pagenum" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</span> way—to come out strong as a patient, considerate invalid.</p> + +<p>The old lady opened her eyes more and more to the truth, and did not +repent of her wise generosity. She was won so far as to take Peggy +into a degree of favour on her own account. Still, there could not +fail to be an amount of reaction here also. Mrs. Ramsay made the best +of Peggy: she brought herself to think that the laird’s mother might +be the most suitable person to train the laird’s wife and to mould her +in the course of years into the future Lady as well as mistress of +Drumsheugh. She, the present Lady, might do it and get over the contact +with all Peggy’s innumerable rusticities and gaucheries, not merely +out of unselfish regard for her son, but because of some grains of +tenderness already springing up, whether she would or not, in her by no +means unmotherly heart, for her daughter. Poor little Peggy Hedderwick +that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</span> was, had been thrust on an undesirable eminence, which brought +her in unsuitable rivalry—not with one alone, but with every former +aggrieved Lady of Drumsheugh; yet Peggy deferred so sincerely to Mrs. +Ramsay in the smallest particular, and looked up to her from such a +lowly depth of respect that was almost awe, and of gratitude which in +its intensity was well-nigh anguish, that the worst part of the offence +became cancelled.</p> + +<p>But when all was said and done, it galled and fretted Mrs. Ramsay’s +proud, punctilious nature to see Peggy scared and ashamed, floundering +and bungling hugely and grotesquely whenever she could not avoid +taking the place which had been vacated to her. For the old lady did +nothing by halves. The head of the dinner-table, the central seat +on the principal settee in the drawing-room, the top of the front +gallery ‘bucht’ in Craigture Kirk, the front seat of that coach which +Balcairnie had not caused<span class="pagenum" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</span> to be driven to the Cotton to bring Peggy +home, the ordering of the servants, the receiving of the guests—all +belonged now to Peggy’s duties and privileges. She might discharge +them very unworthily, but she might not refuse to accept them; and no +third person who had Peggy’s interest at heart might decline them for +her or appropriate them in order to save her from suffering. This was +not to be done for young Mrs. Ramsay’s own sake, to avoid injuring her +fatally, since if any rash, short-sighted person were to interfere +and adopt this course, worse would be sure to come of it, and for the +sake of shielding her present the poor young woman’s future would be +irretrievably ruined.</p> + +<p>No, as Peggy had brewed she must drink—as she had aspired, and by +what would universally be held a wonderful stroke of good fortune, +gained her aspirations, she must consent to rise to them, and fit +herself for a new<span class="pagenum" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</span> sphere. She must learn to live up to the blue china +of a hundred years ago. She must agree to learn the lessons of her +womanhood, with whatever toil and torture; she must struggle upwards +against overwhelming obstacles and crushing defeats; she must resign in +exchange for her dearly bought success, all the peace, ease, and happy +equality of her hardest day’s work as a labouring woman.</p> + +<p>There were others besides Peggy who had to endure mental pain when +Drumsheugh was sufficiently recovered to quit the retirement of +his rooms and appear even in the small publicity of family life. +At first, though the news had gone abroad at once, as the Lady had +intended it should, since the marriage was confessed and could never +be controverted, that Peggy Hedderwick had been acknowledged in the +presence of the household of Drumsheugh, and received by the mother of +the laird, as Jamie Ramsay’s wife, there were few witnesses<span class="pagenum" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</span> of the +cotter’s girl’s lack of qualifications for her dignities. Only the +doctor and the minister and Drumsheugh’s confidant, Balcairnie, besides +Mrs. Ramsay and Peggy, and the elder servants, entered the sick room. +These spectators were bound in honour to keep their own counsel on the +subject of Peggy’s mistakes and eccentricities.</p> + +<p>Besides, when a man lies hovering between life and that death which +ends all social distinctions, grades and rank, with their different +standards and clashing practices, dwindle into vagueness and unreality. +Love may be as strong as death, and so capable of doing battle with the +last enemy; but there is a tendency, even in the noblest antecedents, +the best breeding, and the most polished manners, to collapse before +the primitive foe with his rude directness of dealing. It hardly +signified in these circumstances whether Peggy were a laird’s or a +hind’s daughter, though it did matter still that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</span> she was Drumsheugh’s +first and last love, that it was to her his eye turned in every wrestle +with the assailant, that her voice could soothe or rouse him when +not even his mother’s tones could penetrate through the turmoil of +unaccustomed torture, fever, and weakness under which his senses were +reeling.</p> + +<p>But everything became different when the first stage was over, and +Drumsheugh had returned in a state of convalescence to the family +sitting-room, with no further trace of having lingered on the brink +of the grave than was to be found in that peculiar unreasonable +‘fractiousness’ or crossness, which in itself caused Peggy to shed +salt tears half a dozen times a day, as if she had been the most to be +pitied instead of the most to be envied of low-born lasses. The fact +was she was incurably gentle and tender-hearted, and had neither the +wit to understand nor the spirit to withstand what was merely a passing +trouble not worth<span class="pagenum" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</span> the reckoning, the natural result of the previous +disaster, for which the victim, in his inexperience, was not altogether +to blame. Not that Peggy found fault with her laird. It was simply +over her own presumption and demerits, and because she could no longer +‘please him,’ that she grew periodically hopeless.</p> + +<p>The servants felt the seal set on their powers of observation, +criticism and ridicule—and here and there their secret spitefulness, +so far withdrawn. Other spies began to drop in: neighbours who, under +the plea of inquiring for Drumsheugh, came to take a look and a laugh +at bonnie Peggy on her promotion. When they were formally introduced to +her as young Mrs. Ramsay they would, in their own minds and in the same +breath, praise Drumsheugh’s taste for beauty, and censure his want of +sense and worldly wisdom in committing so gross a <i>mésalliance</i>. +They would seriously debate with themselves whether it would be<span class="pagenum" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</span> +fit for their wives and daughters to call on Peggy, and make her +acquaintance as one of themselves, till the lass could bear herself +more like a gentlewoman and less like a field-worker. The old lady had +taken care to have Peggy dressed as became her new station; but of what +use was it when Peggy huddled away her hands in her black silk apron, +just as she had hidden them in her linen ‘brat,’ and bobbed a curtsey, +‘looting’ till she caught her foot in her train, tearing the lace +from her skirt, and threatening to come down with violence on her own +drawing-room floor.</p> + +<p>No, the Lady could not stand the first tug of the social struggle, +above all as Drumsheugh had been ordered away from home to avoid +the cold spring winds till his chest should be stronger. He was +actually going to take a voyage either to Gibraltar or Madeira—great +expeditions in those days—promising such adventures and risks of being +chased and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</span> taken prisoner by foreign privateers, that it quite raised +the laird’s spirits to think of them.</p> + +<p>Nobody proposed that Peggy should accompany her husband. It would have +doubled the considerable expense of the journey, while the laird was +but a poor man for his station. Besides, to tell the truth, Peggy, with +all her sweetness and humility, would have been of very little use, +rather a good deal of an incumbrance, as a travelling companion. She +had been rendered just then still more <i>distrait</i> and lost by the +sudden death of her own mother, poor Luckie Hedderwick, which happened +not long after Peggy had been transferred to Drumsheugh. The melancholy +event overwhelmed Peggy with sorrow to an extent which the laird and +his mother were inclined to consider unreasonable. They did not mean to +be unkind, but it was difficult for them, after their first sympathy +with Peggy in her grievous shock and the solemnity of the occasion<span class="pagenum" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</span> had +worn away, to regard the widow’s death otherwise than as a release to +more than herself, an opportune end to one of the most trying of the +awkward complications involved in the marriage. It was still harder +to be quite patient with Peggy for having so little judgment in her +lamentations for my ‘mither’ as not to recognise the compensations +in the trial, and to remain the next thing to inconsolable—letting +herself get more stupid and shyer than ever in her affliction, when the +sole foundation for it was the death of a ‘frail,’ bed-ridden woman +well up in years and laden with infirmities, so that she had become +betimes a burden both to herself and others. She could not have been +long spared to her friends in the nature of things. Peggy could not +have seen much more of her mother in the circumstances. If Luckie had +not happily been taken away at a stroke, her daughter could not have +been permitted to leave her husband’s house<span class="pagenum" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</span> to wait upon her mother +without signal incongruity and a host of serious objections. Peggy +ought to be thankful that she had escaped these divided duties, and +to rest content with having been a good daughter to her mother when +the girl still belonged to the old woman, before Peggy had married far +above her in rank, and thus raised heavy barriers between the pair. +The poor soul herself had been reasonable. She had been tolerably +reconciled to what was inevitable, while she had cherished the utmost +pride and pleasure in her daughter’s lot. Peggy had been permitted to +gladden her mother’s heart in this respect: she ought to remember that +no woman, whether old or young, could have everything in this world.</p> + +<p>As Peggy, with all her submission, could not see this side of the +question for the present—on the contrary, kept foolishly reproaching +herself and mourning her loss, it would be better on the whole that +she should be left to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</span> herself—under good guidance, however,—for a +time, to recover from the blow she had received and come round to a +more cheerful and becoming frame of mind. The old lady would take the +opportunity of her son’s going South to accompany him as far as London, +from which he was to sail. She, too, would be better for a complete +change of scene and interests. She would pay the second visit of her +life to the English metropolis, and renew a friendship with some old +Scotch families that had removed to England, the members of which she +had not seen since they were all school-girls together.</p> + +<p>The Lady would have liked to supply her place efficiently. She was +really a fine woman and proved more thoughtfully careful of her son’s +wife in the absence of both mother and son than he showed himself. In +his lightness of heart and simple philosophy he never doubted that +Peggy would do quite well if she did not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</span> weary too much for him. But +he would write and tell her how strong he was growing, that he did +not forget her, and would be home to her again ‘belyve.’ She, on her +part, must exert herself, write and let him know all about the house +and garden, the cows and the cocks and hens; while Balcairnie would +look after the horses and cattle, manage the cropping, and the buying +and selling in the market for him, and would keep him informed on the +business of the farm which was beyond a woman’s comprehension. She must +go out and recover her roses which she had lost, good lass! in his +sick-room, for he meant to return as brown as sea air and a foreign sun +would tan and burn him.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ramsay would have fain done more for Peggy. She would have +provided her with a wonderful ally. It was not that the old lady did +not think of it or wish it strenuously that she made no motion in +this direction. It was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</span> because she was conscious that in her former +ambition for her son and engrossment with what she had reckoned his +welfare, she had wronged this ally, and so did not have it in her power +to ask a great favour from the injured person.</p> + +<p>As the next best thing, the Lady repeatedly and earnestly recommended +Peggy to the good officies of Cunnings,<a id="FNanchor_5" href="#Footnote_5" class="fnanchor">[5]</a> Mrs. Ramsay’s old maid +and housekeeper, an excellent servant, devoted to the family, honest +enough to be trusted with untold gold, and having but one failing to +be watched and weighed against so many virtues. True-hearted, kind +Cunnings, powerful in her worth, invulnerable on every other point, was +‘too fond of a drappie’—to put her weakness in the euphemistic words +in which it was for the most part respectfully and tenderly veiled. +She could not look on the wine when it was red, or more correctly, on +whisky when it was clear and colourless as the water at a well-eye, or<span class="pagenum" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</span> +just tinged with the suspicion of amber which belongs to a mountain +stream flowing over a bed of peat, without danger of forgetting her +obligations and falling lamentably from her honourable reputation.</p> + +<p>But except on rare and unhappy occasions, Mrs. Ramsay’s strong hand +had always been able to keep Cunnings from stumbling into the snare. +And the Lady argued that Peggy could take care of the keys of the +cellar and side-board if she could do nothing else, and that having +been solemnly warned of Cunnings’ weakness, she would not be so silly +and unprincipled as to expose her servant to temptation. Poor fallible +Cunnings, on her part, was incapable, in spite of the flaw in her +perfect integrity, of laying snares to induce Peggy to leave the keys +about, or abandon them altogether.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ramsay then provided Peggy with a maid of her own; a sort of +humble companion,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</span> to lighten the tedium when she should be left alone, +and to prevent her seeking undesirable associates elsewhere. The person +selected was a distant cousin of Peggy’s, five or six years older, who +had been in good service, and knew and could teach young Mrs. Ramsay +many things of which she was profoundly ignorant. In this way Jenny +Hedderwick would break the fallow ground of Peggy’s mind and pave the +way for the Lady’s more thorough and farther-reaching cultivation of +the soil.</p> + +<p>It may sound strange to the modern reader that any relative of Peggy’s +should be received as a domestic at Drumsheugh. But such arrangements, +of doubtful propriety as they seem to us, were not at all uncommon +in those single-hearted, downright days, when the world accepted a +situation frankly and made the best of it all round. In the case of +<i>més alliances</i> like the laird’s and sudden elevations in rank +like Peggy’s, far nearer and less well endowed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</span> relatives than Jenny +were often received as a matter of course into the household that they +might profit in their degree and in their turn by the promotion of one +of their kindred. A mother would come as a nurse or a cook, a brother +as a groom or a gamekeeper, to the establishment, over which another +member of the family ruled as master or mistress. The arrangement +could not have worked very smoothly one would think. There must have +been rough and tough tugs and hitches; but there were inequalities +everywhere, and the seamy side was then unhesitatingly exposed in +all circumstances. The one advantage which we have lost, was still +in full force; defects and obligations were freely acknowledged, not +scrupulously concealed, while plain speaking flourished to an extent +which we can hardly conceive in these self-conscious and artificial +days. Even Cunnings, old and attached retainer as she was, with a grave +defect in her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</span> character which ought to have taught her humility, +treated Mrs. Ramsay, senior, to her unvarnished opinion on many points +in a manner that would not be ventured on or suffered in the case of +our polished, accomplished servants—who are also far removed from us.</p> + +<p>Indeed, another relative of Peggy’s, with immeasurably smaller +qualifications than Jenny could boast, had already been put on the +Drumsheugh staff. Peggy had a second cousin, called Johnnie Fuggie, or +Foggo, who was a jobbing gardener by trade. The old gardener, coachman, +and general serving-man at Drumsheugh had become fairly superannuated +and incapable even of the pretence of performing his duties. Whereupon +Johnnie, a foolish, conceited fellow of mature years, not hindered by +any modest doubt of his abilities, or deterred by the least delicate +consideration for the difficulties of Peggy’s position, applied for the +honourable post, and actually urged as a strong title to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</span> it the fact +of his relationship to the young Lady of Drumsheugh. ‘The laird can +never ha’e the face to refuse me the place, when he has marriet my ain +uncle’s dochter’s dochter. It would be a fell thing if young Mistress +Ramsay were not to hand out a helping hand and lend a lift to her ain +flesh and blude. Wha but her cuzin should be her gairner and fut-man +and a’? Wha will care for Drumsheugh gairden and the coach and my Leddy +hersel as he will? Sowl! man, he has his ain share in them, and pride +in them, because o’ the kinship!’</p> + +<p>Thus boldly urged by Johnnie Fuggie and his emissaries, who had easily +procured access to her, Peggy had made her first ignorant, humble +petition to her easy-minded, good-natured husband, who answered without +thinking twice on the subject, ‘Oh, aye, Peggy, if you like. The place +is promised to no other that I know of. Let Johnnie succeed to poor<span class="pagenum" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</span> +old Robbie Red-Lugs, but bid him mind the cauliflowers and codlins, and +the horses’ knees, or I’ll break his head for him the first time I’m +across the door.’</p> + +<p>The Lady was not so content with this hasty appointment, which had been +none of her contriving, but she thought if it did not work well, it +could be summarily set aside when she and her son came back.</p> + +<p>So Peggy was left—not in solitary state, but doubly fenced with +kindred at Drumsheugh after the deplorable day when she hung on her +husband’s neck at parting, and saw him and his mother drive away down +the fir-tree avenue, with the most miserable forebodings that she would +never see Jamie Ramsay in the flesh again.</p> + + +<div class="footnotes"><h4>FOOTNOTES:</h4> + +<div class="footnote"> + +<p><a id="Footnote_5" href="#FNanchor_5" class="label">[5]</a> Scotticè for Cunningham.</p> + +</div> +</div> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V.<br><span class="small">THE REIGN OF MISRULE.</span></h3></div> + + +<p>Apart from Peggy’s despair at the separation from her husband, +following so close on the death of her mother, the young wife felt +as pleased as she could feel that she was to have her cousin Jenny +for her helper and counsellor. Peggy had always looked up to Jenny, +putting her under a different classification from that bestowed on +ordinary servants. Peggy knew how clever and diligent her older, +better-instructed kinswoman had proved herself. It had been entirely +by her own laudable exertions that she had attained a higher standing, +from which she had always been reasonably<span class="pagenum" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</span> condescending and indulgent +to her little cousin.</p> + +<p>The tables were turned now, but it never entered Peggy’s head to be +anything save highly gratified that she could be of use to Jenny, while +Peggy was grateful in proportion for the services which she was sure +Jenny would render her. Jenny, who had lived as an upper servant among +ladies, would show Peggy how to behave like a lady, so that she might +no longer annoy the laird and affront his mother. And Jenny would speak +to the poor, yearning, mourning girl’s hungry heart of the mother whose +name had come to be a forbidden word at Drumsheugh, long before Peggy +had left off wearing her first crape. Luckie Hedderwick’s memory must +be cherished in a measure by Jenny also, since she had known the widow +well, and had even been indebted to her in her better days.</p> + +<p>Jenny was quite of Peggy’s opinion that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</span> she ought to profit by her +cousin’s good fortune. But there the thoughts of the kinswomen diverged +widely, and ran in two distinct and opposing channels. Jenny Hedderwick +was a calculating, unscrupulous young woman, bent on making her +own—and that as quickly as might be—out of Peggy’s advantages, and of +what Johnnie Fuggie had confidently reckoned, in more senses than one, +her relations’ share in them. Johnnie was a forward fool, as obtuse +as he was intrusive, but Jenny was worse. She had viewed what was to +her Peggy’s utterly unwarrantable exaltation with indignant amazement +and disgust, while she had at the same time endeavoured to swallow her +jealous vexation, and reap all the benefit she could gain from her +cousin’s prosperity without paying any heed to what Peggy might lose in +the process.</p> + +<p>Jenny did not go the length of hating Peggy, or even of bearing her +decided ill-will.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</span> She was not worth it in Jenny’s estimation. She was +a silly ‘coof,’ who, if one lost sight of her fair face, had not a +single claim to rise above her old allies, and was as totally unfitted +to do so as a girl could be. All the use she was for, in Jenny’s sharp, +mocking estimate, was to serve as available prey for those who had +spirit and wit to spoil the new-made lady.</p> + +<p>In accomplishing her object Jenny would not dream of being harsh +or cruel to young Mrs. Ramsay. She would be as good to Peggy in a +half-jeering, contemptuous manner as the girl would permit. Jenny +was too astute a schemer as well as too reasonable a mortal for the +opposite course of conduct. Indeed, hers was not a harsh or cruel +nature, though she was wholly worldly and in many respects unfeeling.</p> + +<p>At the same time, Jenny would not take the trouble or undergo the +personal mortification of keeping up much of a disguise before<span class="pagenum" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</span> +Peggy—her own cousin, who had been wont to convoy Jenny and carry +her bundle for her in the elder woman’s earlier visits to the Cotton, +when Peggy had felt amply rewarded for her trudge and toil by an old +riband of Jenny’s or a handful of the ‘sweeties’ which had been her +last ‘market fare’—a silly lass, who could not hold up her head in her +own house, fill the place she had won, give orders and exact obedience +and deference from a laird himself, as Jenny would have done with a +high hand in Peggy’s place. But Peggy must ‘pinge’ like a senseless +bairn for the poor old mother well out of the way. Who was to stand on +ceremony and put herself about to maintain a great show of appearances +before such an unmitigated goose?</p> + +<p>Accordingly, the very day after the setting out of Drumsheugh and his +mother, Jenny—a strapping-enough figure, with a foxy head and steely +eyes—proceeded to ‘rake’ through the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</span> house, up and down, backwards +and forwards, opening cupboards and turning out the contents of +drawers; taking an inventory, as it were, of what might be useful to +her, with an eye to future raids.</p> + +<p>Peggy came upon her cousin standing on a chair, narrowly inspecting the +articles of dress put away on the shelves of Mrs. Ramsay’s wardrobe, to +which the prowler had found access by means of a key on the bunch which +she carried with her ready for action.</p> + +<p>‘Eh, Jenny, ye mauna meddle there, nor touch a preen in this room,’ +cried Peggy, in the utmost dismay. ‘There’s naething o’ mine there, +it’s a’ Mrs. Ramsay’s; this is her room.’</p> + +<p>‘Hoot, Peggy,’ said Jenny lightly, in no manner discomposed. ‘Div ye no +ken yet a’ the rooms here are yours, and it is only by your will and +pleasure that the auld flytin’ wife gets house-room now at Drumsheugh?’</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</span></p> + +<p>Peggy was in greater distress than before. ‘But, Jenny, you’re sair +mista’en; Mrs. Ramsay is Drumsheugh’s leddy-mither. She has the best +title to be here, and she is nae randy. She has behaved as I could +never have looked for her to behave, as no common woman would have +acted. She neither flat nor grat, but took me in as her dochter without +a word against it, though we had deceived her—Drumsheugh and me; and +she has been gude to me, and patient wi’ me. Oh, Jenny, surely I never +said a word to the contrary.’</p> + +<p>‘I daresay no,’ said Jenny carelessly; ‘she’s your gude-mither—you’re +bund to keep her up ahint her back, whatever you may do to her face. +But that need not hinder you from taking a look at her gear when you +have the chance. It will be a’ yours in the end, for she has no other +bairn save Jamie Ramsay, unless the body play you an ill trick, and put +it past you in her wull, which is the mair reason that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</span> ye should mak’ +yoursel’ acquent wi’ what there is for her to leave ahint her.’</p> + +<p>‘No, no, Jenny,’ protested Peggy, wringing her hands; ‘come down off +that chair. I dinna want to ken what that press hauds so long as it is +no mine but hers—Mrs. Ramsay’s, to do what she likes wi’.’</p> + +<p>Jenny paid no heed to the prohibition. ‘Look, Peggy,’ she said, pulling +out and throwing down a long, lace scarf, so that it fell over Peggy’s +head and shoulders, ‘see how you’ll set that. I’m thinking you’ll wear +that, or something like it, when you come out o’ your shell and gang +wi’ your laird to grand parties.’</p> + +<p>But Peggy was not to be betrayed through her vanity. She snatched off +the scarf and began to fold it up quickly with trembling fingers. She +knit her smooth brows into the semblance of a frown, and set down her +foot with a desperate stamp, as an outraged worm will turn on a wanton +aggressor. ‘Do you hear<span class="pagenum" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</span> me speaking to you, Jenny? Put back Mrs. +Ramsay’s things this minute? Let them alane, or I’ll ring for her maid +Cunnings.’</p> + +<p>Jenny leapt down instantly and cleverly took the first and worst word +of accusation: ‘What do you mean, Peggy Ramsay? Am I a thief, think +ye, that ye should ca’ in Cunnings or ony other woman to catch me +for taking a look about me when I was brocht here to look after you, +madam, and see to your belongings, and put you on the richt road to +behaving like ane o’ the gentles? I can tell you it will be a long time +before you do that, Peggy, my woman, when you begin by wyting your ain +mither’s kith and kin for a cantrip, because you have said the word and +you are my leddy now, and are not to be contered. Had I ever the name +of being licht-fingered, Peggy Ramsay, when I had whole charge of a +hantle grander braws than I’m like to see at Drumsheugh? What ill was +I doing to the leddy’s claes by<span class="pagenum" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</span> just giving them a bit turn and air +and proper fauld up, which is beyond Cunnings’s power now that she is +ower stiff to mount upon a chair? Has it crossed your mind what folk +would think and say gin you ca’ed in ony o’ your servants—<i>your +servants</i>—Peggy Ramsay, to stop your cuzin from looking over Mrs. +Ramsay’s wardrobe? Do you want to brand me as a thief, mem?’</p> + +<p>‘Oh! Jenny, Jenny, how can you say sic words!’ cried Peggy, in an +agony, willing to fling herself at her cousin’s feet, and beg her +pardon a dozen times. ‘You ken that I ken you’re as honest as mysel’. I +never dreamt of evening you to sic sin and shame. It would be insulting +mysel’ and my mither and a’, as well as you! I niver, niver meant sic a +wrang!’</p> + +<p>‘Weel, then, Peggy, you’ll better take care what you say, and think +twice afore you speak again,’ said Jenny, not so much wrathfully as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</span> +in delivering the calm warning of a deeply-injured woman. ‘I like you, +Peggy, for auld lang syne, and I’ll do my best for you in spite o’ what +has happened. But, I’m just flesh and blude after a’, and though you +ha’e marriet a laird you maunna try to ride roch shod ower my head, and +bleck my gude name!’</p> + +<p>‘Jenny, do you still believe I would?’ implored the weeping Peggy, but +with an accent of indignant reproach in the pleading, which told Jenny +she had gone far enough.</p> + +<p>‘Na, I hardly think it,’ Jenny said with a return to reassuring, +patronising kindness. ‘But you’re a young lassie and you’re uplifted a +bit, nae doubt. Your best friend’s advice to you would be to take tent, +and ca’ canny, and dinna lippen to your ain first thochts, till you’re +aulder and wiser and less likely to be mista’en.’</p> + +<p>Jenny came off the undoubted conqueror in the preliminary sparring, +though she showed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</span> some wariness in pursuing her victory. She did not +again enter old Mrs. Ramsay’s private domain and rummage among her +personal possessions before Peggy. Jenny confined herself to what was +the common ground of the laird and Peggy.</p> + +<p>Cunnings was the next person who interfered with Jenny in her little +arrangements. ‘Ye maunna shift the ornaments in the rooms,’ the old +servant said with stolid impassiveness, which might have meant anything +or nothing to Jenny, whom she caught abstracting an agate patch-box +and a pair of silver lazy tongs from the drawing-room—and a gold +and tortoise-shell snuff-box, and a shagreen case which might have +suited a pair of Moses Primrose’s gross of green spectacles, from the +dining-room. ‘Mair by token that flowered pelerine which I heard you +borrow from young Mrs. Ramsay that you micht wear it at a friend’s +house in Craigie, was sent down by smack frae Lon’on<span class="pagenum" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</span> as a gift from +the laird to his leddy. It is not my place to interfere wi’ ony favour +young Mrs. Ramsay may chuse to grant, but I will tak’ it upon me as +an auld servant, weel acquent wi’ the ways of the family, to say that +the laird may no tak’ it weel from her to bestow his gift, even in the +licht o’ a len’ on anither woman. I’ll also say as a frien’ to baith, +that whatever may have been fitting eneuch aince on a time, in the +niffer o’ bunches o’ ribands and strings o’ beads and sic worthless +troke o’ lasses when you were equals, the fine pelerine, noo shuitable +for Drumsheugh’s leddy, is hardly the wear for a young woman even in +upper service like you or me, Jenny Hedderwick.’</p> + +<p>Jenny snuffed the air with her upturned nose, and her eyes shot out +an ominous flash, but she thanked Cunnings with the greatest apparent +friendliness and respect. She had taken the accurate measure of the +older<span class="pagenum" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</span> woman in her strength and weakness, for such natures as Jenny’s +seldom fail to gauge the flaws of their neighbours. Accordingly in +the week following this incident, Jenny betrayed symptoms of falling +into an ailing state of health, languished, and stood clearly in need +of the ale-saps and bread-berry, the white wine, whey possets, and +warm drinks for which Peggy, in her anxiety and affection, furnished +abundant materials; while Cunnings prepared the food and drink for the +threatened invalid, disinterestedly to begin with.</p> + +<p>There are various curious old legends and traditions of all countries +and ages—travesties, like the swallowing of the pomegranate seeds +by Proserpine—of the sacred record of the eating of the apple in +Paradise—which illustrate the danger of tasting forbidden fruit. If +a man or woman who hesitates is apt to be lost, the weak individual +who prees and prees as Rab and Allan preed the famous peck o’<span class="pagenum" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</span> maut +which Willie brewed, till nothing of the peck remains, is still more +likely to become the victim of a fatal appetite. Within a month poor +old Cunnings had fallen lower before her mortal enemy, and disgraced +herself more irretrievably than she had done in the whole course of +her long service. She had been so helpless in her degradation that +she could not ‘bite a finger’ in the customary phrase, though why the +wretched sinner should seek to accomplish such a useless performance +in the circumstances has not been explained. She had been seen in this +state, and had been put to bed, the guilty woman, like an innocent +baby, by one of the more compassionate of the mocking under-servants, +to whom Cunnings ought to have served as an example while she ruled +over them. She knew it all—the extent of her transgression, the shame +of it, the degree to which she had exposed herself. She was down in +the mire, and did not believe she<span class="pagenum" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</span> could ever rise again and free +herself from its defilement, while her infatuated base propensity was +tempting her to lie and wallow in the dirt, so that she could gratify +the horrible craving. She shrank from poor Peggy, who, in place of +challenging and denouncing her housekeeper, was fit to break her heart +over Cunnings’s lamentable breakdown.</p> + +<p>Cunnings was terrified to meet her old mistress. She became the +bond-slave of Jenny Hedderwick, who had led the older woman into +temptation and was now prepared to feed her vice, so that it might +serve Jenny’s evil ends.</p> + +<p>There never was so thorough a moral ruin effected in so short a time. +The truth is that a man liable to Cunnings’s sin might have indulged +in it, succumbed so far, and still have continued true to the trust +reposed in him and to one half of his better antecedents. He might +have escaped a complete collapse,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</span> and saved his integrity and honour. +But it is a well-known melancholy instance of psychological difference +between men and women that, whereas there remains a reservation and +some power of resistance, even of retaining a few of the finer traits +of character in the drunken man, in the case of the woman, in whom +reason is weaker and passion stronger, an indulgence in an excess of +intoxicating drink is prone to open the flood-gates to all corruption, +and to produce a complete demoralisation of the individual.</p> + +<p>There was no further hope or help for Peggy from Cunnings.</p> + +<p>Jenny, triumphing in an unhallowed victory over all obstacles, sought +to get Peggy too in her power, as she had got Cunnings. And Peggy had +no defence from Jenny’s wily stratagems and bold, fierce assaults, +except God’s grace and her own good intentions. She was not wise, +but she had grown up pious and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</span> dutiful, faithful and tender of +conscience as of heart. It remained to be seen whether God and goodness +alone would suffice to protect Peggy from Jenny, the flesh, and the +devil—all the evil influences to which her husband’s thoughtlessness +and Mrs. Ramsay’s mistake had given her over.</p> + +<p>Balcairnie could not interfere or come to Peggy’s rescue, though he +was in a position to be soon aware of the mischief which was going +on. Balcairnie was, to a great extent, gagged, if not tongue-tied. He +was not one of those impulsive, inconsiderate male-friends who figure +in so many stories, and by way of helping the women, for whom the men +are supposed to have some regard, rush rashly into the breach, indulge +in a great deal of foolish Platonic philandering, and precipitate the +wrong they have been solicitous to avert. The Scotch yeoman was a man +of another sort. He possessed straightforward honesty and common<span class="pagenum" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</span> sense +approaching to sagacity in his slowness and solidity of intellect. He +was further endowed with some of the delicacy of feeling and action in +which those fine gentlemen of fiction are often curiously deficient. +He knew perfectly well that it was not in his honorary office of +farm-manager to go much about the young Lady of Drumsheugh and attempt +to control her in her domestic concerns. To do so would be to draw down +upon both the strongly-flavoured gossip of the country side. It would +be to take a liberty which not even his intimacy with his laird could +freely warrant, and which Drumsheugh, easy-going as he was, might very +possibly resent. In that case Balcairnie would have played beautifully +into Jenny Hedderwick’s hands.</p> + +<p>No, he was aware from the beginning that he must stand at a distance, +and only come forward if matters went utterly amiss so as to forebode a +grand catastrophe.</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI.<br><span class="small">‘LADY PEGGY.’</span></h3></div> + + +<p>Jenny made use of Johnnie Fuggie and employed him in her aim. Her +motive here was twofold. Johnnie was a person interested in Peggy’s +kindred making their own out of Peggy, since she had become a powerful +woman with favours in her right hand. It was better for all concerned +that there should be a safe understanding rather than a dangerous feud +between the rival claimants for young Mrs. Ramsay’s bounties. In other +respects Johnnie himself was a despicable object to Jenny—a crouse, +clavering carle, up in years, with a silly wife and family keeping +him down. But<span class="pagenum" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</span> Johnnie’s relations were not all detrimentals. He had +a spruce, pushing nephew, who had risen to be a commercial traveller +for ‘a big Edinburgh house in the drapery line.’ This nephew was +considerably younger than Jenny, therefore flattered by her notice, +while the disparity in years did not prevent her from making sheep’s +eyes at him.</p> + +<p>The double inducement caused Jenny to be particularly attentive to +Johnnie Fuggie, who was even more taken in by her graciousness than +his nephew had yet proved himself. If the innocent man had known it, +she wished that Johnnie should be art and part in her manœuvres and +aggressions. Her clever tactics were to compromise everybody all round, +and when each person was deeply involved, to rule the roast, and play +her own winning game by means of her accomplices.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, in the end of April, when the weather was unusually warm +for a Scotch<span class="pagenum" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</span> spring, so that the gooseberry bushes were covered with +their pale green blossom, and there was a fine sprinkling of red and +lilac ‘spinks’ (polyanthuses) and white daisies already brightening the +garden borders, Jenny come coolly into the dining-room at Drumsheugh, +followed slowly by Johnnie Fuggie in his corduroys, velveteen jacket, +and woollen comforter, which he wore summer and winter.</p> + +<p>Johnnie had the grace to pause, glance ruefully at his earth-laden +feet, and even execute half a scrape of a bow on the threshold. He was +a small, rickety-looking man, with a slight halt in his gait—more +perceptible in his fatigue. He was not wont to be troubled with +scruples, still he hung back a little.</p> + +<p>But Jenny explained his presence there volubly. ‘It’s Johnnie, +cuzin Peggy,’ she said, with a wave of the hand to the unanswerable +proposition and unnecessary introduction. ‘He has been a’ the way to +the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</span> Knockruddery planting for pea-sticks, and has carriet them hame, +the gomerel, on his back instead of ordering a cart from the offices, +though Balcairnie could not ha’e said strae to that. Johnnie, puir +chap, is clean forfochten, as ye may see, with the long walk and +the load; sae, as he would ha’e needed to gang round by the Cotton +to slocken his drouth, I ha’e just brocht him in here to eat his +fower hours, but ceremony wi’ you and me. I ha’e telled Cunnings in +the by-going, and gin you’ll send her the keys, she’ll bring in the +Hollands and yale wi’ the dishes o’ tea, which are no for a man’s +refreshment. Sit ye doon, Johnnie, my man; dinna be blate, rest ye, and +mak yoursel’ at hame in the muckle chair in your ain cuzin’s hoose.’</p> + +<p>He was her own cousin, once or twice removed, and Peggy would willingly +have given him of her best for his rest and refreshment; but Johnny +Fuggie in Drumsheugh’s absence in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</span> the laird’s chair at his table, was +what she could not authorise, whether or not she had strength of mind +to forbid it. She stood up, trembling from head to foot, growing very +pale, and gasping for breath.</p> + +<p>Johnnie took pity upon her. The girl’s tremor still farther abashed +instead of emboldening him. It reached even through his coarse and +thick skin.</p> + +<p>‘Na, Jenny, ye’re wrang, lass, this time,’ he mumbled. ‘This is no’ +the place for me. I couldna be comfortable, ony mair than ither folk +could be. Gude e’en to you, young Mistress Ramsay, mem, I give you a’ +your titles wi’ a’ my heart. I’ll gang my ways and you’ll forgie this +mischanter. It is a’ the wyte o’ this sorry Jenny. She means weel, but +her frien’liness runs awa’ wi’ her at times.’</p> + +<p>‘You’ll no gang out o’ this house without tasting for the house’s ain +credit, Johnnie<span class="pagenum" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</span> Fuggie; no’ sae lang as I’m to the fore and under +its roof, though I suld ha’e to set up a bottle and a kebbock wi’ +a fardel o’ cakes on my ain account, as I have never needed to do +yet,’ protested Jenny clamorously. ‘Na, I’ll tell you what,’ with the +ready adaptation of her scheme to circumstances which is the gift of +first-rate conspirators, and is for that matter an attribute of genius, +‘we’ll sally but to Cunnings’s room, if the dining-room flegs you, and +I’m sure Peggy will not refuse to grace us wi’ her presence.’</p> + +<p>Poor Peggy caught at the compromise, overlooking the sneer scarcely +hidden under Jenny’s accommodating suggestion. She would cheerfully +bear her relations company in the housekeeper’s room for half-an-hour, +if that would keep them out of Drumsheugh’s dining-room or the Lady’s +drawing-room.</p> + +<p>Peggy little guessed that the visit was destined to be often repeated, +till it became almost<span class="pagenum" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</span> a daily occurrence, brought about, as it +was, by Jenny’s determined, deliberate design, Johnnie’s sloth and +folly, Cunnings’s desperate self-indulgence, and Peggy’s humility and +incapacity.</p> + +<p>But Peggy was only a troubled, frightened spectatress of those feasts, +which were rapidly degenerating into orgies where Johnnie and Cunnings +were concerned. Jenny herself was as sober a woman from inclination and +policy as Peggy was in her innocence and purity. Many women of grosser +nature, in Peggy’s position—raised suddenly from penury and frugality +to what is to them luxury and lavish abundance, without work to do, +destitute of any faculty for such duties as the women have to perform, +without the smallest capacity for the poorest kind of intellectual +recreation—sink piteously and repulsively into gulfs of gluttony and +excess. But Peggy was secure from such hideous pitfalls—on which +Jenny<span class="pagenum" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</span> may have counted, by Providence, Peggy’s goodness, and the +refinement which belonged, to be sure, to the core, and not to the +surface of her nature.</p> + +<p>It was the season for Johnnie Puggie’s nephew making his spring +rounds in the way of business, and Jenny was strongly bent at once on +gratifying and benefiting him, and on raising herself in his estimation +by proving the terms she was on at Drumsheugh. She persuaded Peggy +that it would only be doing her duty and being barely hospitable if +she invited young Baldie Puggie to spend a quiet evening at the house, +during which he might let them see his ‘swatches,’ or patterns, and +young Mrs. Ramsay might have the opportunity and pleasure of giving +him a handsome order, for old acquaintance and kinship’s sake, since +Drumsheugh did not stint his wife either in house-money or pocket-money.</p> + +<p>Peggy in her simplicity was rather pleased<span class="pagenum" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</span> that she had one relation +on her side of the house in so good a way as Baldie Fuggie, who wore +a cloth coat, and could handle his knife and fork, and was almost a +gentleman. He might rise to be ‘a merchant’ in his own person. He might +sit down even now at the same table with Balcairnie and the laird, +though his tone was not just like theirs, and he was not altogether +without the traces of the pit whence he had been dug. Yes; she was glad +to be able to grant Jenny’s request on Jenny’s account too.</p> + +<p>Peggy was ready to welcome Baldie Fuggie to a supper at Drumsheugh, and +she would be proud to give him a lady-like commission. She must have a +braw new gown in glad anticipation of Drumsheugh’s home-coming safe and +sound. Her laird must see her at her best, so that all his admiration +might revive, and he might fall in love with his wife afresh.</p> + +<p>There are some people to whom to vouch-safe<span class="pagenum" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</span> an inch is to grant a +yard, in whatever request is pending—people who, if they are permitted +to insert a finger in an opening will forthwith introduce the whole +hand and break down every impediment to their will. This was true of +Jenny and the family supper to which Baldie Fuggie was to be bidden. +First, Johnnie must come also, because he was Baldie’s uncle and +nearest surviving relation. Next, Johnnie’s wife and children could +not be left out, and after them Baldie had one or two other friends +with whom he had been much more intimate, among the shopkeepers, +sewing-girls, and maid-servants of Craigie—honest lads and lasses +well-known to Jenny—and Peggy also in the days when she was not +mistress of Drumsheugh. It could do no harm to have them for once up +at the house to see that their old friend had not forgotten them and +wished them well. She could take leave of them, for that matter, in +this handsome, informal manner.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</span></p> + +<p>Then the gathering might be in Cunnings’s room, and it might be called +Cunnings’s and Jenny’s little party, merely permitted and countenanced +by young Mrs. Ramsay. Thus no reasonable person could find fault with +‘the bit ploy.’ Peggy was led on, half unconscious how far she was +going, with dust thrown into her eyes at every reluctant step. But +for any preparation she had received and permission she had given, +she was not the less overwhelmed and aghast at the size and style of +the entertainment when it burst fully upon her in the hour of its +celebration. It was far too late then to stop the details—supposing +the mistress of Drumsheugh had possessed the strength of mind and the +mother-wit to issue an interdict and organise on the spur of the moment +something very different.</p> + +<p>Jenny had actually bespoken a fiddler. Before Peggy could believe her +eyes that Tam Lauder, the young gauger, had taken it upon<span class="pagenum" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</span> him to +bring his fiddle in its green bag, there were reels forming on the +floor, and she could not refuse to let herself be ‘lifted’ (led to the +top of the set) to take the first turn, lest folk should say she was +proud and held herself above dancing in the same rounds with her old +friends, she who had been born and bred a cotter lass, and had footed +it blithely with the laird and Balcairnie at many a maiden! Oh! how far +removed from this those dances had been, when she had lived free from +responsibility, and her grandest title had been ‘Bonnie Peggy.’</p> + +<p>It goes without saying that Peggy had no heart for that unsuitable, +inopportune merry-making when her laird was far away and her mother’s +grave had not grown green. Bitter self-reproach for what she had been +powerless to prevent, with aversion to the ill-timed gaiety and dismay +of what might come of it, wrung her gentle spirit. Notwithstanding,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</span> +Peggy was swept on with the current and compelled to take a part in the +fun which grew fast and furious, and was maintained far into the small +hours, while Baldie Fuggie betrayed that his small amount of polish was +but skin-deep.</p> + +<p>Peggy escaped at last from what had become a homely edition of the +situation of the lady in the Masque of ‘Comus,’ crying, ‘Oh, mind, +I’m a marriet woman, I’m the laird’s Leddy,’ to shut herself up in +her room, sink scared and remorseful on the first seat, stare with +tightly-clasped hands at one of Drumsheugh’s three-cornered hats which +she had kept fondly hanging on the most available peg behind the +door, and finally begin to sob and cry her heart out. Cunnings had +been removed in a state of insensibility from her presidence over the +festivities, and Jenny was leading a troop of skirling women racing +over the house, pursued with loud shouts by Baldie Fuggie<span class="pagenum" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</span> and his +fellows, who did not pretend to Baldie’s scraping of veneer, bent on +extorting forfeits of kisses and inflicting the penalty of rubbing +rough beards on blowsy cheeks.</p> + +<p>The report of Peggy’s party—it was never called Jenny’s, not to say +Cunnings’s—spread far and wide, and created as lively a sensation +in select circles as if it had been the inauguration of a county +Almacks. In the days and places where hardly anybody read a line of +anything, save of the newspaper on one day a week and of the Bible +on the Sabbath, local gossip counted for a great deal. Without it +conversation would have languished, and men and women’s minds become +stagnant. Every scrap of gossip was therefore carefully collected and +made much of. Peggy’s party was reckoned very racy and droll gossip, +essentially characteristic and not without its moral. It proved a great +boon and set off half a dozen teas and three dinner-parties among the +neighbours.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</span> Fine doings at Drumsheugh, but no more than what was +to be expected. See what came of low marriages. Time the laird were +home, whether to reap the fruits of his folly, or to stave off a worse +catastrophe, if that were possible. Poor old Mrs. Ramsay, who had held +her head high, and had hardly reckoned a young lady in the country-side +a fit match for her son. But pride comes before a fall.</p> + +<p>It was at this time that the mocking title of ‘Lady Peggy’ was first +bestowed on the interloper, the heroine of all these good stories. +For Jenny Hedderwick and Cunnings were beneath these worthy people’s +notice, and little mention was made of either delinquent in the +arraignment of their victim.</p> + +<p>Though Jenny had to some extent achieved her purpose, and it might have +been said that nobody resisted her will, she began to bear a greater +grudge against Peggy, and to go near<span class="pagenum" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</span> to treating her with a purely +vindictive malice, strangely unreasoning, in so reasonable a woman. +This was not merely because Jenny had taken advantage of Peggy in every +way, and wronged her to the utmost of Jenny’s power, though that is +generally a fertile enough source of ill-will in the wrongdoer, but +because Peggy beyond a certain point remained invulnerable. Jenny had a +secret resentful conviction that while apparently successful, she was +really foiled in her chief object of dragging down her cousin below +Jenny’s own level, and so obtaining a firm, permanent hold on the poor +girl through her errors and fears.</p> + +<p>Jenny lost her prudence and her temper with it. She proceeded to cast +aside the semblance of kindness which she had kept up and even felt for +Peggy. Jenny now treated Peggy with positive rudeness and insolence. +She was for ever jeering at the young wife<span class="pagenum" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</span> because of her unfitness +for her position, her ignorance, and her mistakes. And Jenny taunted +Peggy on the tenderest point, dwelling on Drumsheugh’s protracted +absence, broadly hinting that he, and all belonging to him, were +mortally ashamed of the low-born intruder in their ranks. Was there not +a cousin of the laird’s who had spent most of her early girlhood at +Drumsheugh, and who was now on a visit to the doctor’s wife in Craigie, +in the immediate neighbourhood? But though Miss Ramsay did not think +it beneath her to come and stay for weeks with an old schoolfellow who +had only married a country doctor, did she ever dream of walking out to +Drumsheugh nowadays, to hear tell how the laird was getting on, and to +make the acquaintance of her new cousin? Mrs. Forsyth, Miss Ramsay’s +friend and hostess, could not advise her to the condescension—not +even though Drumsheugh was a good patient of Dr. Forsyth’s,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</span> and Peggy +herself was acquainted with the doctor.</p> + +<p>Lady Peggy was crushed and heart-broken in her helplessness and her +miserable sense of culpability, though she was hardly accountable for +her faults as a matron. She found no resource in reading, though good +books would have been a strengthening and sustaining influence; while +Peggy, as a carefully instructed Scotch child, had been fond of her +book—a little rustic scholar, and the taste would have remained with +any food for its sustenance. But when we learn in ‘Lord Campbell’s +Life’ that the library even of a well-born, classically cultivated +divine consisted of some odd volumes of the ‘Spectator,’ two volumes +of ‘Tom Jones,’ and the ‘History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless,’ some +idea may be formed of the dearth of profane literature at Drumsheugh. +The stock of books had not increased since the reign of the second +George,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</span> and was scarcely a whit better than Peggy might have found in +her mother’s cottage room. Certainly Luckie Hedderwick had not owned a +cookery-book or a work on farriery, which would have been in a measure +supererogatory, seeing that she possessed few and simple materials for +cookery, and had no horses to keep in health. But she had thumbed, +well-preserved copies of the ‘Death of Abel’ and ‘Blind Harry’ to match +‘The Cloud of Witnesses’—this branch of the Ramsays having been on the +Whig and Covenanting side in politics and religion—and ‘Allan Ramsay’s +Songs,’ in a much more tattered condition, at Drumsheugh.</p> + +<p>Peggy’s sole earthly stays consisted in the faithful reading of the +little pocket Bible which had descended to her from her mother, and +the somewhat rigid observance of the sabbath and unfailing attendance +at the kirk in which she had been brought up, to which she clung, and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</span> +from which neither fraud nor force on Jenny’s part could detach her. +The minister was Peggy’s old friend, the Dominie, who took an interest +in her, and had always a kind word and glance for her when they met, +though in the ordinarily dreamy, absorbed life of a book-worm, he never +guessed she was again in circumstances well-nigh as perilous as those +from which he had helped to deliver her. But, however rambling and +incoherent his prayers, or dry and doctrinal his sermons, they were +always solemn, holy words delivered by God’s commissioned messenger +to Peggy. They served as balm to the wounded spirit, and bracing to +the unnerved will, they saved her from despair. Yet Peggy was fast +losing all modest satisfaction in her front seat in the ‘laft,’ all +womanly pride in her appearance and surroundings. Disengaging herself +with difficulty, and almost running away to get to the kirk, walking +there in all states of the weather<span class="pagenum" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</span> rather than provoke discussion by +summoning Johnny Fuggie to drive her, Peggy would reach her destination +with disordered, shabby, black dress, ill-arranged head-gear, shoes +almost as cumbered with the soil as ever were Johnny Fuggie’s on +working days—a poor, hunted, forlorn-looking waif of a laird’s lady. +The sight would disturb Balcairnie in his worship. ‘If I had thocht she +would be left like this—what for doesna Drumsheugh come hame and look +after her?’ He would enter silent, broken, indignant protests. ‘But the +laird, puir fally, canna help himsel’;’ the loyal yeoman would correct +his assumption, ‘and puir Peggy was ay a saft, silly quean to let +hersel’ be put upon.’</p> + +<p>The late spring was waning into early summer; the budding roses were +replacing the withering lilies alike in Drumsheugh and Balcairnie +gardens, and still the laird tarried abroad, though the news was +always of his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</span> amendment, while every day Peggy was drifting into more +heavy-hearted helplessness on her own account and a falser report in +the mouths of her neighbours.</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII.<br><span class="small">‘HUNTINGTOWER.’</span></h3></div> + + +<p>Primrose Ramsay bore a Christian name which was not altogether uncommon +among the Scotch-women of her era. It was also the surname of the +excellent vicar of Wakefield and of a noble Scotch family, and the +ordinary title of the sweetest and most welcome of spring flowers. She +was, as Jenny Hedderwick had reported, on a friendly visit to young +Mrs. Forsyth, the doctor’s wife in Craigie. Primrose was not like her +namesake and emblem, strictly fair to see, but she was cheery as ever +was pinched daisy in February, promising to close the gloomy winter and +herald the glad summer. She was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</span> a little, pale, somewhat meagre girl, +whom a passer-by might have stigmatised as insignificant-looking. Her +spirit, sense, and kindness, and not her face, constituted her fortune, +and it was only when mind and heart took possession of her slight, +though wiry, frame, coloured her ordinarily colourless cheeks, and +kindled up her grey eyes that they looked handsome. Primrose Ramsay was +valued even in the matter of personal appearance exactly in proportion +as she was known. Slight acquaintances thought little of her, intimate +friends agreed to admire her very defects, and the old relation who had +brought up the orphan girl, and with whom she usually resided, set such +store upon her that Mrs. Purvis grudged Primrose out of her sight, and +confidently believed her the attraction of all eyes and hearts, the +greatest beauty, and the most virtuous, charming young woman in the +world.</p> + +<p>Withal, there was something about Primrose<span class="pagenum" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</span> Ramsay—unprotected, poor, +unassuming, and kindly as she was—which prevented anyone from taking +liberties with her; something which daunted the coarse and shallow, and +rendered her, on occasions, as formidable as her aunt, the old Lady +of Drumsheugh, could prove. Primrose won respect in her youth, and +exercised influence wherever she went.</p> + +<p>Primrose heard from Mrs. Forsyth, with a mixture of interest, +amusement, and pain, all the nonsensical stories, loud ridicule, and +blame, and increasingly rampant scandal afloat with regard to young +Mrs. Ramsay. Primrose could not help feeling diverted, in spite of her +goodness; for she was a girl in whom the sense of humour abounded in +exceptional strength, keeping pace with that ‘weeping-blood in woman’s +breast,’ which made her sorry too; because it went to her heart not +to be able to go over to Drumsheugh where she had spent some of her +happiest youthful holidays, or to hold<span class="pagenum" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</span> out her hand to Jamie Ramsay’s +wife, when Jamie was Primrose’s nearest male relative, and he and she +had been fast boy and girl friends. And she was sure Jamie was not half +a bad fellow, though he had made a low marriage.</p> + +<p>Primrose entertained a shrewd suspicion that the day had been when her +aunt, Mrs. Ramsay, had experienced a dread lest Jamie should throw his +handkerchief at her (Primrose); and so, just when the girl was growing +up, had managed to put a stop to her annual visits to Drumsheugh. But +in place of bearing malice or enjoying her revenge, Primrose proved, +among other things, how perfectly disengaged her own juvenile feelings +had been, by only laughing and shaking her head, ever so little, over +the <i>mal à propos</i> recollection, and perhaps cherishing a livelier +grain of curiosity respecting that bonnie Peggy who had figured as +Primrose’s unconscious rival.</p> + +<p>Primrose’s sole chance of catching a glimpse<span class="pagenum" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</span> of her cousin’s wife, +whom she did not remember having seen as the cotter lass, Peggy +Hedderwick, was at Craigture Kirk, to which the Forsyths went +one afternoon on purpose to furnish their guest with the desired +opportunity. Primrose felt puzzled and disappointed by the glimpse +she got. Yes, young Mrs. Ramsay was very bonnie so far as features, +skin, and what colour remained to her, went. But could this shabby, +dowdy, almost slatternly ‘disjasket’ (out of joint from some depressing +cause)—young woman be the lass who had caught bauld Jamie Ramsay’s +fancy? Primrose, notwithstanding her fine eye for beauty, had some +difficulty in believing it. Poor, low-born lass! bonnie Peggy’s +exaltation seemed likely to end in her destruction. Poor Jamie! whose +single-heartedness and recklessness had brought Drumsheugh to such +a pass. But there was nothing to be done: Peggy Ramsay, according +to all accounts, was developing into<span class="pagenum" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</span> a woman with whom no lady, no +respectable person, would care to hold intercourse.</p> + +<p>Primrose Ramsay improved her visit in other ways. She and Mrs. Forsyth +occupied and amused themselves after the most approved standards of +their class and generation. Mrs. Forsyth had put herself slightly out +of the upper circles by marrying a country-town doctor. Still the +simple, stay-at-home gentry were not over-particular, else they must +have narrowed their set to a nearly stifling extent; and there was a +nice enough lower stratum of professional men, bankers, clergy and +half-pay officers with their families in Craigie, to which the Forsyths +could justly consider themselves as belonging, that at many points +touched upon and merged into the lairds and their ladies’ sphere. +Young Mrs. Forsyth had committed no heinous solecism in marrying her +doctor, and she was not punished for the small offence. She did not +feel ashamed to invite<span class="pagenum" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</span> Primrose Ramsay to become the Forsyths’ first +guest in fulfilment of an old school-girl promise. Primrose could +accept the invitation and be happy in the visit, without any further +<i>arrière-pensée</i> than belonged to her stifled regret that she was +thenceforth banished from Drumsheugh, which had become a prohibited +place to her.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Forsyth had acted differently from Jamie Ramsay, and the result +was much more satisfactory. The single light in which the two affairs +might be said to act and react on each other was that though the laird +was Dr. Forsyth’s patient, as Jenny Hedderwick had remarked, none +looked on the unfortunate match with more disfavour, or inveighed +against Peggy’s delinquencies with greater contempt, than did Mrs. +Forsyth. It was as if she felt bound to exonerate herself from the most +distant suspicion of such gross imprudence by exaggerating the public +sentiment where Drumsheugh and ‘Lady Peggy’ were concerned.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</span></p> + +<p>Mrs. Forsyth was a tall, blooming, consequential bride, to whom, at the +first glance, her friend served as a foil. Dr. Forsyth was a brisk, +busy, aspiring young man, well pleased with the attainment of some of +his aspirations. The couple did the honours of their new home, where +everything was fresh, bright, and hopeful, pleasantly to the young +lady visitor Primrose. She entered with heart and soul into all their +sanguine plans and projects, and so relished them in turn with her +wholesome young appetite. She had her share of the marriage-parties, +the teas and suppers, which were not yet over for the pair. She drove, +bodkin-fashion, between the two, in the doctor’s gig, without any +loss to their gentility, far and near to these blithe, yet decorous, +merry-makings. She could not execute half so well as the bride could a +lesson in classic music on any spinnet which presented itself handily, +but Primrose beat her friend hollow in playing without a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</span> music-book +tunes to which feet could keep time in carpet dances. She had her own +song, which she was always asked to give after supper, and which never +failed to elicit well-merited applause, for she had a sweet, tolerably +trained voice, and sang with feeling and taste. Strange to say, her +song was the old ballad ‘Huntingtower,’ and its echoes used to wake in +the singer dim, contradictory associations with Jamie Ramsay and his +miserable <i>mésalliance</i>.</p> + +<p>Did the other ‘Jamie’ of the song go away lightly after all, and +leave the peasant bride to whom, in the first brush of the affair, +he gave Blair-in-Athole, Little Dunkel’, St. Johnstown’s Bower, and +Huntingtower, and all that was his so freely, to bear the brunt of +their foolish wedlock? Did the ‘Jeannie’ who refused so decisively the +braw new gown ‘wi’ Valenciennes trimmed roun’, lassie,’ that subtle +allurement to a woman’s heart, and claimed only the heart<span class="pagenum" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</span> which was +hers already, who with unwavering voice, though her heart-strings were +cracking, bade her cruelly jesting, unfairly suspicious lover, ‘gae +hame’ to the wife and the bairnies three he invented to torture and +try her, pass in the sequel and in the natural order of things into +such a wasteful, reckless, low-lifed woman as Peggy Ramsay was turning +out? Had true love no real foundation? Was there a canker at its core, +sure to come to light in the end, even when it seemed most genuine and +generous?</p> + +<p>Primrose and Mrs. Forsyth worked and read, walked and talked together, +so as to have little time to weary, even when the doctor was too much +engaged to attend to them, or was sent for to some distant patient. +The ladies drew, and embroidered ruffles, caps, and aprons for +themselves—the favourite fancy-work of the day after work of necessity +in steady, solid gown and shirt making was disposed of.</p> + +<p>Primrose had been so far reared in intellectual<span class="pagenum" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</span> circles that she +possessed something like a large portable library of her own, which +she generally carried about with her at the foot of her father’s great +hair trunk; for, apart from the Bible in which she read as regularly as +Peggy read in hers, it was to these other books Primrose had recourse +to draw fresh springs of wisdom and happiness. She had not only ‘Hannah +More’s Essays’ and ‘Dr. Gregory’s Advice to his Daughter,’ she had sets +of ‘Sir Charles Grandison’ and ‘Evelina.’ The two novels represented +all fiction to the girl, and she read in them with as inexhaustible +sympathy and delight as her grandmother had found for the interminable +adventures of the grand Cyrus.</p> + +<p>During Primrose’s stay in Craigie she found less need for her books +than she was wont to do on a rainy day, not only because Mrs. +Forsyth was no reader, but because Dr. Forsyth, being something of a +naturalist, had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</span> indulged himself in buying copies of ‘Bewick’s British +Birds’ and ‘White’s Natural History of Selborne.’ These offered new +treasures to Primrose Ramsay’s quickness of observation and fondness +for nature.</p> + +<p>‘Bewick’s Birds’ bore a practical result to both Mrs. Forsyth and +Primrose, and had a strange collateral bearing—presumably not +intended by the author—on certain future events in more than one +human history. The ladies were stimulated by the inspection of the +life-like engravings to a fresh enterprise for their ingenious brains +and fingers—not that the device was altogether original. Feather +tippets had become almost as much the fashion as muslin ruffles. But +Mrs. Forsyth and Primrose would make themselves such tippets as had +seldom been seen even in the wardrobes of the Duchess of Portland and +Mrs. Delany. The whole country-side was to be ransacked for a variety +of feathers. The doctor’s gig<span class="pagenum" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</span> was to be put in requisition to carry +the collectors to different poultry yards, from which they were to beg, +borrow, and, it is to be feared, when temptation waxed too strong, +steal, their spoil. Mrs. Forsyth and Primrose’s minds became as stuffed +with feathers as if the minds had been so many beds and pillows for +mortal aches and bruises. The girls, even the doctor, who did not often +consent to lose sight of the superior enlightenment and dignity of +his college, medical school, and learned profession, with the burden +of responsibility involved in a promising practice, grew zealously +engrossed and affected, as only young, eager, care-free natures could +be usurped and excited by such a trifle.</p> + +<p>‘There is Balcairnie,’ said Mrs. Forsyth one day, when the two women +were earnestly speculating on the places they ought to visit in their +search. ‘We have not been to Balcairnie yet. I am told that Balcairnie, +in addition to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</span> his peacock and a most splendid bubbly-jock, has got +a pair of guinea-fowls. We have not a single guinea-fowl’s feather, +and we ought to have a whole row of them. What a good thing for us, +Primrose, that Balcairnie has set up a pair of guinea-fowls. We must go +a-begging to Balcairnie.’</p> + +<p>‘He is my cousin’s great friend,’ said Primrose meditatively. ‘I +remember him as a long-legged laddie running about with Jamie; but I +had not much to do with him.’</p> + +<p>‘Of course not,’ said Mrs. Forsyth emphatically, ‘your aunt would take +care of that. Your poor cousin had too much to do with his tenant—not +that Balcairnie was so far beneath Drumsheugh. Balcairnie is a good +farm, and they say its tenant has grown rich in these war times, +though he is well liked, and has not a lowe raised among his stacks +for keeping up famine prices, like some other farmers. But it was he +who took about Drumsheugh to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</span> maidens and country ploys, where he fell +in with “Lady Peggy.” Had it not been for her there would have been no +great harm done, since young men will have their heads out and know +for themselves what a splore means. Why, even Davie, though he was +coming out for a doctor, which is the next thing to being a minister +so far as douceness is wanted, went his round of first-footings, and +feet-washings, and dergies, before he had me to take care of him,’ the +young wife ended, with a fine show of power and sedateness. ‘But as +they tell,’ she began again, ‘Balcairnie had gone too far himself in +daundering and sitting among the stooks, and dancing with the barn-door +beauty, who was as cunning as Sawtan himself in her schemes. He might +have given her his promise—who knows?—in their trysts and convoys and +caperings, for a wily fool never loses sight of her own interest. At +last, he pushed the laird into the breach, and escaped by causing<span class="pagenum" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</span> the +officer to cover the soldier, instead of the soldier the officer.’</p> + +<p>‘What a shame!’ cried Primrose; and then her natural candour and +sagacity came to her aid in disentangling the perversion of the story. +‘If Jamie did not put Balcairnie out,’ she suggested; ‘that was more +likely than that Drumsheugh should serve as a cat’s paw to another lad.’</p> + +<p>‘Any way, Balcairnie acted as blackfoot to the laird and played him an +ill turn,’ maintained Mrs. Forsyth, who in the midst of her youth and +happiness was not disposed to take a charitable view of human nature. +Kirsty Forsyth showed herself a trifle hardened at that stage of her +history.</p> + +<p>But so blinding is covetousness—granted the object coveted is no +heavier than a feather—that Balcairnie’s evil deeds did not hinder +Mrs. Forsyth from instigating her husband to invite the yeoman to +dinner on the market-day.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</span></p> + +<p>This invitation was with the sole purpose of the two fair traffickers +in feathers getting round the simple farmer and inducing him to have +every ‘pen’ which fell from the guinea-fowls carefully picked up and +stored on the ladies’ behalf—if the greed did not prompt them to +lead or drive their victim to the barbarous extremity of slaying the +birds that they might then be plucked for the benefit of the tippet +manufacturers. The still greater wantonness of torture by which birds +have been plucked alive to serve the vanity of women had not so much as +entered the heads of a more primitive generation.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Forsyth’s single scruple was on the score of comparative +gentility. ‘Jock Home is only the farmer of Balcairnie,’ she said +anxiously to her husband; and ‘though Drumsheugh has thought fit to run +and ride the country with him, they were two young men after their own +pursuits. I do not know,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</span> Davie, if it is right for us to have him at +our table otherwise than as your patient, to bid him to meet Primrose +Ramsay as though he were young Pittentullo’, or Captain Don, or any +other gentleman of our set.’</p> + +<p>‘Hout, Kirsty,’ said the more liberal doctor, ‘you have not stuck so +fast to your set. Balcairnie is a fine enough fellow who would pass +muster anywhere. He is well to do; I should not wonder though he were +to buy his farm, if Drumsheugh let it get into the market, and come out +as a laird among the best of them some day.’</p> + +<p>So Mrs. Forsyth swallowed her misgivings and Balcairnie furnished a +stalwart figure to the two o’clock dinner-table in the flat above the +apothecary’s shop, which also belonged to Dr. Forsyth, and was a source +of considerable profit to him. Such a house was thought then quite +good enough for the best doctor in Craigie, even though he had mated +with a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</span> sprig of the gentry. Their olfactory nerves were not supposed +sufficiently sensitive to feel mortally offended by the occasionally +pungent smell of those drugs which helped to butter the couple’s bread.</p> + +<p>Balcairnie and Primrose regarded each other in side glances, under +their eyelashes, with some interest. He had heard in the inveterate +distortion of facts which is a prominent feature in gossip, that the +Lady had intended her niece for her son. Primrose had just been told +that Balcairnie had contrived to shift his folly and its consequences +to Drumsheugh’s broad shoulders, though her mother-wit had cancelled +the error, and laid hold of the greater probability of the yeoman’s +having been jilted for the laird.</p> + +<p>The estimate which the two formed of each other at first sight differed +comically and unfairly.</p> + +<p>‘A shilpet sparroy of a lass like that!’ Balcairnie<span class="pagenum" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</span> reflected +disdainfully, ‘was she to stand in Bonnie Peggy’s licht? Drumsheugh +would not have had an ee in his head or a mind of his ain, if he had +preferred this leddy to yon kimmer.’</p> + +<p>‘Jamie’s a well-favoured, manly chield, with a good heart, though he +may have a thick head,’ considered Primrose, not without reluctance; +‘but I doubt his Peggy stood in her own light for all that. If I am not +mistaken, the yeoman is worth double the laird.’ Her penetration saw at +once, against her will, that Balcairnie was the bigger, better man of +the two.</p> + +<p>But by the time the party had repaired to the drawing-room, and the +ladies were exerting themselves with their interested object in helping +to entertain Balcairnie, a remarkable reversal of his opinion took +place, while her verdict remained unchanged.</p> + +<p>As the conversation was craftily turned to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</span> ornithology generally, he +became deeply impressed by Primrose’s lively intelligence in expounding +these plates in the bird-book, which so delighted him, and by her +wonderful acquaintance with the looks and habits of those fowls of the +air with which he himself was most familiar.</p> + +<p>‘The leddy-lass kens as muckle about craws and doos and laverocks as +I do, though I have followed the ploo, and set girns for them, when I +should have thocht she would have been sitting with her feet on the +fender, or at a window fanning herself, ganting over a nouvelle and +holding a yapping lap-dog on her knee.’</p> + +<p>Mrs. Forsyth made a dead set at him with the feather tippets. He looked +at them, laughed with surprised pleasure, and ventured to touch them +shyly with his great brown hand in a sort of marvelling, fearful, +wholly large-hearted admiration. He glanced round at the tambour<span class="pagenum" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</span> +frames, the open spinnet, the books which might be nouvelles, but which +must be so much better reading than he had imagined when they did not +incapacitate the readers for all this ability and industry, and for +a practical appreciation of the bird-book. It is to be doubted that +Balcairnie applied to Primrose and Mrs. Forsyth a homely, if emphatic, +classification and commendation, which at the same time meant a great +deal from his mouth and that of Robbie Burns—‘clever hizzies!’ he +said to himself. Balcairnie remembered Peggy with a rueful sense of +contrast. Poor lass! she could not be half so useful now at Drumsheugh. +She could not divert herself in all these charming fashions. Poor +Drumsheugh had, indeed, thrown himself away. How could he have been so +blind and besotted? It made au odds when a man kenned little better.</p> + +<p>Of course, Balcairnie would be right glad to be allowed to be of any +use to the ladies.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</span> The guinea-fowls were at their service, living or +dead, and he thought he could put them in the way of some moor-hens and +wild ducks. If Mrs. Forsyth and her friend would not object to honour +his bachelor-house by their presence, if they could put up with the +poor accommodation of a farm-house, perhaps the doctor would bring them +out to see what they could find at Balcairnie, where the cherries were +nearly ripe and curds and cream were always to be had for the taking.</p> + +<p>The ladies were correspondingly gratified, not only with the success +of their design, but in addition with Balcairnie’s somewhat quaint and +naïve but altogether becoming deference and gallantry. An engagement to +visit him was entered into on the spot.</p> + +<p>All this agreeable social intercourse had nothing whatever to do with +old friendship and its obligations—on the contrary. Balcairnie, as +he looked and listened, more and more<span class="pagenum" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</span> enchanted by the bright face +and womanly eloquence of Primrose Ramsay, in the revulsion of his +feelings, was conscious of an increasing temptation to undervalue and +decry Peggy’s charms and Drumsheugh’s taste, which the fickle man had +been applauding to the skies hardly three hours before. Balcairnie no +longer called Primrose ‘a shilpet sparroy.’ Where had his eyes or his +ears been when he made that invidious comparison? She was like the lady +wren in her dainty proportions as she flitted here and there with such +light grace, and such deftness of hand in everything she did, whether +she helped Mrs. Forsyth to dispense the dishes of tea, or showed Dr. +Forsyth the impressions of seals the ladies had taken in his absence, +or arranged the counters on the card-table. She was like his mother’s +favourite white hen, which always looked so dainty and spotless beside +the other hens, that discriminating people grew disgusted with their +flaunting<span class="pagenum" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</span> yellow or red necks relieved against their brown or black +backs. She was like the white calf, which his father had held to be +so lucky. No pet lamb could have been so canty as this orphan lassie +showed herself. She was an orphan lassie, though she was also a lady +who had danced at the hunt balls into which Balcairnie might not +intrude.</p> + +<p>But when Primrose was farther called upon to lend her aid to the +hilarity of the evening by singing for Balcairnie’s benefit, and when +she sang her romantic ditty of ‘Huntingtower,’ Balcairnie, struck +by the unintentional coincidence, swayed by more than one powerful +influence, and penetrated to his melted heart, took a swift and bold +resolution which was neither time-serving nor personal.</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII.<br><span class="small">PEGGY’S FRIENDS.</span></h3></div> + + +<p>The woman who sang ‘Huntingtower’ as Primrose Ramsay sang it could +neither be hard-hearted nor narrow-minded, Balcairnie said to himself, +and he acted on the speech.</p> + +<p>The visit to Balcairnie was paid. The ladies behaved as graciously as +the host was intent on rendering the visit a pleasure to his guests. +Everything was propitious, even to a recent fortuitous moulting of +the guinea-fowls. There was quite a heap of the clear grey and black +and white spotted feathers, which Primrose called ‘second mourning +feathers,’ at their fanciers’ disposal. The cherries were at their<span class="pagenum" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</span> +best, the curds and cream as rich and sweet as could be desired. Yellow +ragwart, small pink and white convolvuluses, great purple mallows grew +among last autumn’s russet stacks, which sheltered the farm-house +more effectually than the fir-tree avenue sheltered the mansion of +Drumsheugh. The garden was fragrant with red and white gilliflower, +pink cabbage-roses and lilac lavender, and gay with orange marigolds. +The kye were coming home from the pasture, the sheep were in the +fauld, the pigeons were flying back to the pigeon-house as the evening +drew on. The whole place looked so ‘couthie’ and sweet and bright, so +home-like and cheery, that the women felt it hard it should be wasted +on a single man and his servants. The hardship to her sex surprised +Mrs. Forsyth into something like an aggrieved wonder that Balcairnie +did not take a wife.</p> + +<p>The remark in its turn startled a deeper colour into Balcairnie’s ruddy +cheeks, and provoked<span class="pagenum" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</span> a laugh from Dr. Forsyth and Primrose Ramsay.</p> + +<p>At last Balcairnie found an opportunity when the party were still +strolling about the garden, and Dr. Forsyth had called away his wife +to examine one of the Dutch summer-houses which were then in great +favour, and of which he proposed erecting a specimen in their garden at +Craigie. Balcairnie and Primrose Ramsay were left sauntering along a +broad box-edged walk, listening to a blackbird in a neighbouring lilac +bush. Balcairnie interrupted the bird, and went to the gist of the +matter and of his purpose at once. He had no notion of courtly fencing. +Artful preambles were not in his way. ‘Miss Ramsay, I want to speak to +you about your cousin’s lady up at Drumsheugh.’</p> + +<p>Primrose met his request, which was more like a demand, with a look +of surprise and some annoyance. She was not easily offended,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</span> but she +felt vexed that this man—her cousin’s friend, whom she had begun to +respect as well as to like—should introduce an unpalatable subject, +one on which they could not be expected to agree, at his own place too. +He was less of a gentleman—one of nature’s gentlemen—than she had +been thinking him. Then she said, with a shade of distance and dryness +in her manner and tone, ‘I beg your pardon, Mr. Home, but I am not +acquainted with young Mrs. Ramsay, though she is my cousin’s wife.’</p> + +<p>‘That is the very reason I want to speak to you about her,’ he said, +looking her straight in the face. ‘What for are you not acquainted with +Drumsheugh’s wife?’ he asked bluntly. ‘You should be. Not only has she +become your relation by marriage, you could be of the first service to +her; you could do her all the gude in the world. And I have conceived +such an opinion of you, madam, that I<span class="pagenum" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</span> believe you would be pleased to +confer a favour even on a stranger, and do gude to one you might never +see again.’</p> + +<p>She stood still, perplexed and a little softened.</p> + +<p>He was forced to go on; he must speak out now or be silent for ever. +‘Young Mrs. Ramsay is lonesome in the laird’s absence. For mair reasons +than one she has great need of a friend. If I mistake not, you could be +the best friend she has ever had in this world.’</p> + +<p>‘How could I?’ stammered Primrose. ‘She is your acquaintance, not mine. +Why cannot you help her if she requires help?’</p> + +<p>He waived aside the proposal with an impatient swing of his arm. ‘A +man body is worse than nothing to a woman in some straits. A woman +friend—a gude woman to give gude advice from her own experience, +is everything. If I were even to mint the trouble in a letter<span class="pagenum" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</span> to +Drumsheugh, I might only breed more mischief. I tell you what, Miss +Ramsay, you may rue it to the day of your death, if you do not give a +thocht to what I’m asking from you.’</p> + +<p>‘Be reasonable, Mr. Home,’ remonstrated Primrose, whom his earnestness +infected and stirred with agitation. ‘How can I interfere? I have no +commission from my cousin Jamie or my aunt, even supposing I could move +in this matter. From what I have heard—forgive me, if she is a friend +of yours—I could do no good. Young Mrs. Ramsay is taking her own +course—a foolish, downward course, I fear—with which it would not be +fitting that I should intermeddle.’</p> + +<p>‘Then what is the gude of your being a young leddy, so muckle cleverer +and wiser and better-bred, with no chance of your making a mistake +or the world’s finding faut with you?’ Balcairnie put the question +sharply, almost<span class="pagenum" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</span> sternly, and the next moment grew abashed and shocked +at his own rudeness. ‘I beg your pardon, humbly, Miss Ramsay, I’ve no +manners, as I need not tell you, but it makes me mad’—with a quick +groan—‘to think of another woman, a leddy gude and kind, as I can see, +leaving a poor sister lass to be sorned on, trodden down and driven +desperate—never by her own wickedness and hardness of heart, but just +because she’s as tender and gentle as any leddy in the land.’</p> + +<p>Primrose was struck by his passionate advocacy. How he must have loved +this girl, who had forsaken him for a grander suitor, to be so deceived +in his view of her character—if he were deceived. She had already had +a conception of him as a larger-minded man than Jamie Ramsay, and his +present appeal proved his largeness of heart.</p> + +<p>‘I daresay she is to be pitied, poor thing, with her man so long away, +though he is<span class="pagenum" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</span> recovering,’ she granted slowly and doubtfully, for even +Primrose Ramsay’s prejudices were strong. ‘But has she not been very +thoughtless, to say the least, in bringing so many of her own folk +about her and letting them run riot—disturbing Drumsheugh and the +neighbourhood by their pranks?’ Primrose ended more severely.</p> + +<p>‘How could she help having her own folk when they were ordained, and +placed about her by Drumsheugh and the auld lady? When no other body +would look near her to see whether she could say her head or her feet +were her ain, or speak or go but as her so-called servants would let +her!’ maintained Peggy’s champion stoutly. ‘I grant you Peggy ocht to +have been firm,’ he admitted, forgetting in the half-bitterness of the +admission the scrupulous ceremony with which he had been previously +naming his laird’s lady. ‘She should have stood like a rock and defied +all inroads<span class="pagenum" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</span> on her dignity and authority as the new-made Leddy and +mistress of Drumsheugh—as you, madam, with your birth and breeding, +would have done, no doubt. But when, you find a poor bit leveret +behaving like the dog that chases him, or a lintie like the hawk that’s +striking her down, then you may reasonably—you spak’ of reason, Miss +Ramsay—count on sic behaviour from a meek, young creature like Peggy.’</p> + +<p>‘Has she no spirit of her own?’ Primrose was goaded on to inquire.</p> + +<p>‘I do not know what you mean by spirit,’ said Balcairnie, doggedly. +‘She had enough spirit to do her mither’s bidding, and save the laird +from being betrayed into becoming a scoundrel who might have ruined her +and flung her to the dogs. But as for the spirit to hold her ain and +keep off all that would rob and murder her, where her gudes and credit +are concerned, I trow Peggy has not muckle of that spirit to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</span> boast of. +There is some word about the wind being tempered to the shorn lamb. I +wuss it may blaw lown ower Peggy’s grave, for, so far as I can see, the +best thing she could do would be to dee soon, poor lass. Then when her +head’s lying among the mools, the fact that it was ever raised to be +one of the heads of the house of Drumsheugh may be forgiven her, and +the scum of her folk cannot prey on her any longer.’</p> + +<p>‘Oh! do not say that,’ cried Primrose in real distress. ‘It cannot be +so bad as that. Think of Drumsheugh who has cared so much for her—what +would he do?’</p> + +<p>‘I’ve thocht of Drumsheugh long enough, ower long; I’m going to think +of Peggy now and what she’s to do. It was I who brocht her hame to +Drumsheugh, and I swear to you, Miss Ramsay, if I had kenned what +the innocent, loving soul was coming to, I would suner the beast had +fallen and broken his neck—baith<span class="pagenum" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</span> of our necks. For it is true I +was Drumsheugh’s aider and abettor—his blackfoot in courting Peggy +Hedderwick. He was my friend and Peggy’s choice; it was not for me to +conter them.’</p> + +<p>Primrose looked in the manly, honest face, and believed every word he +said, to the last syllable. Her dauntless spirit rose and her generous +heart swelled. ‘There is a better resource,’ she said, with hearty +sympathy and goodwill, relinquishing her opposition all at once, and, +womanlike, passing in a bound to warm partisanship. ‘She shall not be +set upon like that! How base of her kindred! But we will circumvent +them, sir. You and I will beat them before the game is played out. +I’m not afraid that my cousin Jamie will be seriously angered by my +interference. I’ll venture to take him in my own hand. As for my aunt, +she’s an upright woman, Mr. Home. She would never countenance such +wrong-doing.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</span> She is ignorant of it. When she welcomed Bonnie Peggy +home she meant to receive her as a daughter and behave to her as a +mother should—I am sure of it.’</p> + +<p>It was a difficult enough task which Balcairnie had set Primrose +Ramsay, and he could render her no assistance in the beginning. It must +not even appear that she was acting on his prompting.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Forsyth was exceedingly aggrieved by Primrose’s proposing to pay +a visit to Peggy, and opposed the step violently. Doctor Forsyth, who +should have known better, shook his head at his wife’s instigation. +Primrose’s happy first visit to the couple was in danger of having +its harmony entirely spoilt, and the girl suspected that her friends’ +opinion was a tolerably sure sign of the light in which the world +generally would regard her conduct. It was mean, time-serving, and +unworthy of her to go near ‘Lady Peggy,’ and seek to get<span class="pagenum" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</span> the foolish +mistress of Drumsheugh out of the mess into which she had floundered.</p> + +<p>But Primrose was as strong and staunch in facing and overcoming +difficulties in what she recognised to be a good cause as Peggy was +weak and yielding. There was the courage of a lion in the small, pale, +pleasant-mannered, merry-tongued girl.</p> + +<p>Primrose walked out alone to Drumsheugh, claimed the right of entrance +to the drawing-room, which could not well be denied to her, and begged +young Mrs. Ramsay to be told that her cousin, Miss Ramsay, had come to +wait upon her.</p> + +<p>Peggy did not pause, like ‘Mistress Jean’ in the ‘Laird o’ Cockpen,’ +to ask petulantly what brought her visitor there ‘at sic a like time,’ +for it was early in the day. She was overwhelmed with consternation +and shame while Jenny coolly informed her cousin that here was one of +the laird’s family come to call his wife<span class="pagenum" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</span> to account, to require a +statement of her stewardship, and to pounce on all her shortcomings.</p> + +<p>‘Oh! what sall I do, Jenny? Mercy on me! what sall I do?’ besought the +poor changeling in the foreign nest.</p> + +<p>‘Say you’re no weel—I’m sure that’s true eneuch,’ suggested the +temptress. ‘Say you never trysted her here, and you maun bid her +excuse you for you’re no fit to receive a visitor, you’ve gotten the +heartburn, or the headache, or ony other convenient ailment.’</p> + +<p>Accordingly a message was brought to Primrose: ‘Young Mrs. Ramsay was +very sorry, she was not able to see a stranger.’</p> + +<p>But Primrose was more than a match for Jenny. The young lady had quite +as much ready wit at her command as the woman owned. It would be +strange if the powers of light did not sometimes overcome the powers +of darkness. Primrose presented her compliments,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</span> and she too was very +sorry to hear that her cousin’s lady was ailing. But it did not matter +so much—Mrs. Ramsay need not put herself about, or exert herself when +she was not fit for the exertion. She—Miss Ramsay—had walked out from +Craigie with the intention of staying for a few days at her cousin’s +house of Drumsheugh. If its mistress was not well enough to come down +to her visitor to-day, no doubt Mrs. Ramsay would be better to-morrow +or the next day. In the meantime Miss Ramsay could entertain herself, +and her old friend Cunnings would see that she had everything she +wanted.</p> + +<p>‘Hech, sirs! hech, sirs! sirs the day!’ moaned Peggy, shrinking away in +the fastness of her chamber from the most distant sight or sound of her +deliverer.</p> + +<p>‘Send the bauld cutty about her business. Bid her leave the hoose this +minute,’ stormed Jenny.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</span></p> + +<p>‘Oh, I canna do that, Jenny,’ insisted the cowering Peggy. +‘Drumsheugh’s leddy cousin—she maun bide here as long as she likes, +till he come back, if she takes it into her head, though I wonder what +pleasure it can be to her to force herself in and sit in judgment on a +puir lass like me. Oh, Jamie, Jamie! will you never come back and stand +by me?’</p> + +<p>‘It’s no your chirming will bring him back. If he had wanted to come +he might have been here long syne,’ said Jenny scornfully. ‘Peggy, tak +your choice—either that insolent hempie maun gang, or me.’</p> + +<p>‘Jenny, Jenny, will you leave me, when the auld leddy engaged you +to stay with me till she came back?’ implored the girl, to whose +transparent mind infidelity to a pledge was simply incomprehensible. +‘How can I put Drumsheugh’s cousin to the door? It would come ill aff +my hand; I could look neither<span class="pagenum" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</span> him nor his mither in the face again if +I were guilty of sic sauciness.’</p> + +<p>‘Then you’ve ta’en your choice, Peggy, my woman, and you maun abide by +it,’ said Jenny, beginning instantly to gather together her ‘pickings’ +and belongings. ‘It’s muckle gratitude I’ve gotten for a’ the trouble +I’ve wared upon you. But you’ll maybe think on me, madam, when you’re +in the hands of your gaoler. For Drumsheugh and his mither have sent +you a rale gaoler at last, and it’s little pity she’ll ha’e on your +fule tricks, you heartless gipsy.’ Jenny had the wisdom to anticipate +defeat, and beat a masterly retreat, while the wretched Peggy was +weeping and quailing, and abjectly beseeching her tyrant to reconsider +her resolution.</p> + +<p>However, Jenny was not sufficiently prudent to avoid altogether an +encounter with her adversary, in which Peggy’s ’cuzin’ came off second +best.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</span></p> + +<p>‘Gude day to you, mem.’ Jenny flounced past Primrose who had gone +out to stroll in the avenue. ‘I wuss you joy o’ the charge you’ve +underta’en. I suld ken something o’t, and I tell you for your comfort +you may as weel be a daft woman’s keeper. Peggy Ramsay is bund to gang +daft as sure as ever lass gaed. I may tell you a bit o’ my mind since +you’ve not stucken at treating me like a common thief.’</p> + +<p>Primrose turned round upon Jenny with a flame of outraged righteousness +in the girl’s aspect like the flaming sword which the angel held to bar +the way to Paradise. ‘These words are very ready on your lips, Jenny +Hedderwick. I believe they are too ready. If young Mrs. Ramsay were to +lose her wits, it would be you who had scared them away. Woman, you are +worse than a common thief! You have seethed a kid in its mother’s milk.’</p> + +<p>At that terribly mysterious accusation even<span class="pagenum" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</span> Jenny looked cowed for the +moment and slunk away, muttering a denial. The first news she heard +when she entered Craigie was that the firm to which Baldie Fuggie was +attached had broken—become bankrupt. ‘Sae that door is steekit for the +present,’ Jenny said to herself without equivocation. But she had her +pickings—a profitable four months’ work, in addition to her wages to +console her, and for such as Jenny open doors are plentiful.</p> + +<p>Cunnings was also stumbling and fumbling about, in trembling +preparations to be gone without delay from what had been her home for +forty years; but Primrose anticipated her. She came softly into the +housekeeper’s room and looked shyly and sadly at the sinner. Primrose +said no more than ‘Oh, Cunnings, Cunnings, I’m sorry, sorry,’ and the +grey-haired delinquent groaned out her abasement: ‘Ye may weel be +sorry, Miss Ramsay, for I’m a lost woman, and yet I’m no worth the +sorrow<span class="pagenum" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</span> o’ the like o’ you. I’m just a miserable, auld drucken drab.’</p> + +<p>‘Oh! whisht! whisht! Cunnings,’ cried the girl, hiding her face, and +thinking how the trusted servant had been proud to teach her many a +secret of housekeeping, and had made much of her and petted her in +the old happy days, when Primrose came between a child and a girl to +Drumsheugh.</p> + +<p>‘Let me gang!’ cried Cunnings desperately, ‘afore the auld mistress +claps her een on me again. She’ll walk in neist and speer what I’ve +dune wi’ the hoose and the keys when they fell into my keeping. I’ve +betrayed them baith, Miss Ramsay, and what’s waur I’ve sided wi’ that +limb o’ Sawtan Jenny in betrayin’ the puir simple bairn up the stair. +Mind ye she was betrayed. She would never o’ hersel’ had ony troke +wi’ sic doings as we were fain to carry on to cloak our ill deeds. +I’ve selled my sowl for drink, and I’ve betrayed the young<span class="pagenum" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</span> mistress +(Maister Jamie’s wife). Let me gang, Miss Ramsay, if you’ve a thocht o’ +sorrow for a wicket wretch like me.’</p> + +<p>‘No, Cunnings, you shall not go,’ said Primrose brave and steadfast, +like a pitying guardian angel this time. ‘You’ll stay and help me +to undo all the wrong, and then your own fall may be forgiven and +forgotten. You’ll trust to me and I’ll protect you from your fell +weakness. I’ll speak to my aunt and cousin when they come back. I’ll +tell them that you wanted to go. I’ll bear the blame of keeping you +here. You were a faithful servant once; you’ll be faithful again, +please God. It is never too late to repent and win back respect and +confidence. Cunnings, you do not need a girl like me to tell you that.’</p> + +<p>Cunnings hung her head more and more, and wept the few scalding tears +of age; but she stopped her packing and submitted to Primrose Ramsay’s +guidance when at the words<span class="pagenum" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</span> of sympathy and encouragement, remorse was +converted into repentance.</p> + +<p>Primrose had frequently and anxiously conned over the part she should +play in her first meeting with Peggy. Miss Ramsay would approach the +young mistress of Drumsheugh with studied deference and all the formal +homage which was now Peggy’s due.</p> + +<p>But when Peggy, compelled to stand at bay for the second time in her +life, after a hasty, ineffectual effort to arrange her dress properly +and remove the traces of tears from her face, crept like a guilty +culprit or a forlorn ghost into the room, Primrose forgot all her +preconceived theories and studies and thought only of the fair young +creature thus blighted in what should have been her pride of bloom. +Instead of advancing in a stately fashion, curtseying and waiting for +Peggy to offer her hand, Primrose went swiftly to the wife, clasped +her in the girl’s kind arms and kissed the cold cheek,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</span> which began to +blush warmly with amazement, doubting relief and trembling pleasure. +‘My cousin Peggy,’ said Primrose, in her clear, sweet voice, ‘I’m glad +to know you. Will you forgive my intrusion? I’ve often heard of you and +so must you have heard of me; and now we must make the hearing knowing, +and become good friends as well as kinswomen, if you will let me stay +as long as you can spare room for me at Drumsheugh.’</p> + +<p>‘Stay as long as you like,’ stammered Peggy. ‘There’s no want of room. +Ony o’ Drumsheugh’s frien’s maun aye be welcome here. Oh! surely you +ken that, though I canna say what I should,’ beginning to twist her +fingers.</p> + +<p>‘I ken,’ said Primrose gently, ‘and you say all you should. You’re very +good to me, cousin Peggy—you’ll let me call you that in stead of Mrs. +Ramsay, which I’ve been accustomed to say to my aunt, and you’ll call +me<span class="pagenum" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</span> cousin Primrose. You are very good to permit me to stay here when +I’ve taken you by surprise.’</p> + +<p>‘<i>Me</i> good! Permit <i>you</i>, Miss Ramsay! Oh! you’re laughing at +me in your condescension,’ cried Peggy, aghast.</p> + +<p>‘No, I’m not laughing, and there is no condescension. I’ll never laugh +at you,’ answered Primrose a little gravely; and then she went on +cheerfully, ‘When we come to know each other better, I’m sure we’ll +be good friends, and you’ll not suspect me of laughing at you in that +sense again.’</p> + +<p>Peggy stood rebuked without being chidden, and somehow her crushed +spirit rose a little under the rebuke. She began to look Primrose in +the face with timid satisfaction, and to proceed to ask her to sit +down and try to make her comfortable, as Peggy had been wont, in the +few happy moments after her marriage, to busy herself modestly with +Drumsheugh and Mrs. Ramsay.</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX.<br><span class="small">THE LESSONS THAT PRIMROSE GAVE WHILE BALCAIRNIE LOOKED ON.</span></h3></div> + + +<p>Even Primrose, who was of a hopeful disposition, with some well-placed +confidence in her social powers, had wondered what she could get to +say to Peggy in the intercourse which must follow, and Peggy had been +in mortal terror at the appalling necessity of making conversation +for Miss Ramsay. But after the first ten minutes the talk became +wonderfully easy between these two honest, single-hearted, gentle +souls, though they were on different levels of intelligence and +education. Peggy was entranced by what Primrose could tell of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</span> her +early visits to Drumsheugh—including innumerable anecdotes of +the young laird. Why, Primrose was the first intimate friend and +equal—like a sister of Drumsheugh’s—whom Peggy had ever known, who +could and would give the loving girl—pining for talk of Drumsheugh in +his absence—welcome, though not very recent information concerning +him. Primrose, in her turn, enjoyed drawing forth Peggy’s tales of +her school days, when she had been the little class-fellow of both +Drumsheugh and Balcairnie.</p> + +<p>Gradually and almost inadvertently Peggy passed in her talk from +her school to her home and her mother. When she would have stopped, +abashed, recollecting with tingling cheeks and a pang at her heart that +her husband and his mother had not cared for her recalling these tender +associations, she found, to her deep, ineffaceable gratitude, that it +was otherwise with Primrose Ramsay. ‘Tell me<span class="pagenum" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</span> about your mother, Peggy; +I like to hear about mothers—I think all the more because I have not +been so favoured as you. I never knew my mother; she died when I was +a child in arms. But your talk helps me to judge what my mother would +have been like—is like. For our mothers are both alive, and we’ll see +them yet in Heaven,’</p> + +<p>Primrose introduced a new <i>régime</i> at Drumsheugh—a reign of order +and diligence, peace and prosperity. And in place of its being opposed +by Peggy or proving distasteful to her, it was hailed and clung to by +her with breathless, well-nigh pathetic eagerness. She was so desirous, +when the least prospect of attainment was held out to her, of being a +good wife, a mistress of Drumsheugh of whom its old owners need not be +altogether ashamed.</p> + +<p>One of Primrose’s first questions had been whether or not Johnny Fuggie +should be sent away after Jenny. If necessary, Primrose<span class="pagenum" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</span> would assume +the responsibility of the dismissal, and save Peggy from every grain +of the pain of it. But after consultation with Balcairnie, and on +examination for herself, when the righteous young reformer found that +the man had only been a tool in Jenny’s hands, like poor Cunnings, that +he had got a wholesome warning, and was capable of being induced to +behave with fitting respect and keep at a discreet distance from his +mistress—especially when it was taken into account that he had a wife +and family whom it would go to Peggy’s heart to punish through their +bread-winner—Primrose agreed that Johnnie should remain on trial, so +to speak. The trial, as in the case of Cunnings, ended well. Johnnie, +in spite of his temporary aberration, his long tongue, and his foolish +conceit, behaved thenceforth very tolerably under difficulties. If +Peggy and he occasionally lapsed into too rash, free-and-easy gossip +when she happened to be alone with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</span> him in the garden, it was probably +as much her fault as his, and it might serve for a safety-valve in the +tension of their relations. Though poor Peggy would flutter off like +a lapwing when surprised in the indulgence, no serious harm followed, +and Drumsheugh was the last man in the world to come down heavily on so +natural and venial an offence.</p> + +<p>Peggy, as a rule, showed herself very docile and a very quick pupil. +She only displayed a little restiveness now and then, when the lessons +trenched too closely on much-prized associations.</p> + +<p>Primrose said one day, ‘You have very bonnie hair, Peggy, but I think +I could let you see how to dress it better, so that your friends might +more easily guess how long, and fine, and glossy it is.’</p> + +<p>‘This was the way Drumsheugh liked my hair busket lang syne,’ answered +Peggy, a little jealously; ‘and if I were to alter it, then<span class="pagenum" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</span> it would +be to put on a mutch. My mother put on a mutch when she was married; +she held that all married women should wear mutches,’ Peggy explained, +evidently a little troubled that she had not complied with her mother’s +standard.</p> + +<p>‘But maybe Drumsheugh will like your hair busket in another fashion +now,’ said Primrose persuasively. ‘His fancy may be as taken with the +new as with the old way. His fondness does not rest with the past, +it is to last all your lives, and it will always be finding out new +beauties in his wife and her fashions. The glory of wedded love is +its growth in fidelity and its fidelity in growth. It is, or should +be, like God’s love—new every morning, and so it never gets stawed +(satiated), or tires, or shifts. As for the mutch, you can always wear +it of a morning in our rank, and you may come on to something like it +of an evening, if my cousin Jamie bring you, as I should not wonder<span class="pagenum" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</span> +though he will, a fine lace ‘head’ of Mechlin or Valenciennes.’</p> + +<p>After that conversation, under the blissful prognostication of her +laird’s finding new beauties in her every day, Peggy consented to +learn to put up her hair like Primrose’s, in a modified version of +some becoming mode of the time, and thus came considerably nearer in +appearance to the conventional lady of her generation. So with her +clothes: Primrose taught Peggy how to choose them, and how to wear them.</p> + +<p>Strange as it may sound, it was not otherwise with her mind; for Peggy +had received the good, solid, parish education of a Scotch child a +hundred years ago. Her constant study of the Bible had trained her +intellect, so far as it went, as well as her heart. Her familiarity +with the Hebrew prophets and poets, with old Scotch ballads, and +with the exquisite songs which Burns was then causing to flood<span class="pagenum" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</span> the +whole country, from castle to cottage, had cultivated her imagination +and taste. Peggy entered with positive zest into the new world of +literature, didactic and fanciful, to which Primrose introduced her. To +the teacher’s joyful surprise, and a little to her bewilderment, Peggy +was far more impressed and enthralled by a book than Kirsty Forsyth had +ever been. Peggy listened with the most respectful attention to the +advice of Hannah More and Dr. Gregory. She hung on Richardson’s and +Fanny Burney’s stories. She was wrapped up in the fortunes of Harriet +Byron, Clementina and Evelina, though their spheres were so different, +and the ‘<i>ma foi</i>’ of Evelina’s aunt, with the cockney follies +of her cousins might have been Greek or Latin, or the practices of +Timbuctoo to Peggy. Still she had perfect, comprehensive sympathy for +each heroine. Primrose’s entire heart was won by Peggy’s unexpected +openness to Primrose’s beloved books.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</span></p> + +<p>Another gift of Peggy’s was susceptible of training. Under Primrose’s +judicious direction Peggy’s singing became greatly improved, and +brought on a par with that of the chief young lady vocalists round +Craigie. Peggy’s broad Doric did not interfere in the least with this +accomplishment, for she sang Scotch songs, and her mother tongue only +enabled her to give them with truer effect.</p> + +<p>Dancing was an additional available attainment of the age—so highly +coveted that the acquirement was often prosecuted under what might +have appeared insurmountable obstacles. The poor notable wives of +impecunious lairds dispensed with expensive dancing-masters, and +taught their children to dance the intricate country-dances of the day +by means of chairs set up in rows.<a id="FNanchor_6" href="#Footnote_6" class="fnanchor">[6]</a> Lord Campbell, after he was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</span> +a distinguished, hard-working lawyer, went under an assumed name to +an evening dancing-school. Dr. Norman Macleod’s aunts were supposed +to have acquired dancing from an enterprising little governess, +heavily weighted with a wooden leg. Primrose was bent on refining and +perfecting Peggy’s dancing. She would make feints of practising her own +steps and of longing for a country-dance till she coaxed Peggy to stand +up with her at the head of a double row of chairs.</p> + +<p>Balcairnie, who could go oftener to Drumsheugh now that Miss Ramsay +was there, caught the two girls in the middle of such a performance. +Primrose with long-winded assiduity was singing the tune of ‘The +White Cockade,’ in addition to taking her part in the dance. Peggy +was slightly holding out her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</span> gown as she was bidden, and sliding +bashfully, yet not without a certain natural grace, down the room at +the backs of the chairs. No gazer could have been more imbued with +keen pleasure and humble admiration, but, like Actæon, he had to +pay a penalty for his rash gazing. He was compelled by the autocrat +Primrose to join in dancing a ‘three-some reel,’ performed to his +whistling instead of her singing, while the last rays of the setting +sun were yet gilding the pear-tree round the western window of the +Drumsheugh drawing-room. When he was brought to the point he did his +duty gallantly, not withholding a single spring, shuffle or ‘hough!’ +which was Primrose’s due, but capering his best, with the serious face +which most English and Scotchmen put on to qualify their gambols. It +might be some consolation for the effort of the exhibition to hear a +judge and mistress of the art like Primrose say graciously after the +deed was done,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</span> ‘Well danced, sir. I have often heard that there were +no reels to be seen far or near like those danced by you and Drumsheugh +and my cousin Peggy here, and now, though I am a poor substitute for +the laird, I know what the folk said was true.’</p> + +<p>Peggy’s hands were far more unmanageable than her head or her heels. +She had been brought up too entirely in the country, and Luckie +Hedderwick had been too poor for the child to have derived any +advantage from such a ‘sewing school’ as Craigie possessed, under +the patronage of some of the Ladies Bountiful in the neighbourhood. +It need hardly be said in addition that Peggy had not the smallest +acquaintance with the mysteries of high cooking, preserve and pastry +making, and the brewing of home-made wine. Peggy could spin and knit +well, and do a little coarse sewing and darning rather indifferently. +She could scour a floor or a table, make porridge<span class="pagenum" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</span> and kail, boil +potatoes and bake cakes, but she could do little else in the light of +domestic attainments. Unfortunately, with the exception of the spinning +and knitting, even Peggy’s few acquirements were out of count. The +field for them was gone. Primrose set herself with affectionate zeal +to supply the blank, but long before Peggy had toiled half through her +first sampler, Miss Ramsay was forced to own to herself that here was +labour thrown away, as much as if she had sought to train Peggy to play +on the spinnet late in the day. There are some respects in which lost +opportunities—however innocently and inevitably lost—can never be +recalled. Peggy’s fingers had grown stiff, and her eyes dull to nice +distinctions of pattern and colour. She must be left to her spinning +which, fortunately, was not yet banished from drawing-rooms; and she +must be permitted to hem towels and dusters in the same dignified +quarter. For the child-wife<span class="pagenum" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</span> Dora could not have felt prouder to be +of use than was the rustic ‘Lady Peggy.’ Indeed, Peggy went further +than Dora, since the little English girl could feel content to be +played with—whether by David Copperfield or Gyp, while it made the +deeper-souled Scotch girl, who had once actually been the bread-winner +of a household, feel humbled and miserable to realise herself of no +real moment, an idle ornament—if she could be called an ornament—and +not one of the stays of her house.</p> + +<p>At last Peggy’s wifely ambition was fired to gigantic struggles by +two grand and glorious achievements which were dangled before her +eyes. If she would give her whole attention and try and try again, she +might—who knows?—so improve in white seam and cookery as to be fit +before she died, or her sight and memory failed, to make a frilled +shirt for Drumsheugh, and bake a pie which he could eat.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</span></p> + +<p>How hard Peggy strove at her tasks, with such splendid rewards before +her, during the long summer days! So immeasurable was her enthusiasm +that against tremendous odds she attained her object, even before +Drumsheugh’s return. She made the shirt, every bit with her own slow +hands:</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">Seam, gusset, and band;</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Band, gusset, and seam;</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p class="p0">sewing on the buttons in an intensely happy dream. She baked a +preparatory pie, pondering as anxiously over its ingredients as the +eastern princess debated over her crucial cream tart with the pepper +seasoning, and more impartial authorities than Primrose and Cunnings +would have pronounced the feats highly creditable to their author.</p> + +<p>With innocent pride and exultation Peggy displayed the trophies of her +prowess to Balcairnie. She showed the sark of Hollands fine, solemnly +assuring him that she had put in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</span> every ‘steek’ herself, and gleefully +boasting that she had a web of the same cloth bleaching on the green, +and by the next summer she would have made a dozen of shirts to keep +the laird well provided. She conducted her friend the yeoman into the +larder, and invited him to break off a lump of the pie-crust and ‘pree’ +it for himself.</p> + +<p>Having examined these two credentials of capable womanhood, which +used to be demanded from every young girl before she passed into a +young lady, that were often crowned by gratified parents with such +substantial gifts as silk gowns or gold watches, he said with profound +conviction, and the utmost approval: ‘Ay, Mrs. Ramsay, you’re a +finished leddy now, and you may thank Miss Ramsay for it.’ He made a +little obeisance to Primrose in his turn, and looked as if he felt +certain that Peggy’s prosperous future was thenceforth secured.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</span></p> + +<p>Primrose had grown very proud as well as fond of her pupil, after the +visitor had by earnest representations induced the old relative with +whom she usually dwelt, to grant her further leave of absence and +suffer her stay at Drumsheugh to extend to many weeks.</p> + +<p>It happened to be Primrose’s first long visit from home after she was +quite grown up. Therefore it formed an era in the girl’s life which +might never be repeated. This was not foreboding an early death for +Primrose, but she was no longer a school girl, and before travelling +had been made easy, when it was still both hazardous to the person and +a drain on the purse, friendly visits were not frequent though they +might be long. Primrose and Peggy had laughed together over that famous +marriage visit paid by the ‘heartsome lass,’ Miss Suff Johnstone, to +the young matron the Countess of Balcarres, which lasted over a period +of thirteen years. ‘I should like to give her safe<span class="pagenum" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</span> out of my own +hands, improved as she is, the dear lamb, into the hands of my cousin +Jamie and my aunt,’ Primrose proposed to herself. ‘I wonder what they +will think of her; if they will thank me. But I have done little; I had +such good ground to work upon.’</p> + +<p>The Ramsays, mother and son, had heard of Primrose’s presence at +Drumsheugh, and were thoroughly acquiescent and complacent, though not +in equal degrees. The laird was simply well pleased that Peggy should +have good company, be acknowledged by his kin, and become acquainted +with one of the best of them. It was left for his mother to cry out: +‘Primrose Ramsay at Drumsheugh! That beats all! Now all will go well +with my son’s wife.’</p> + +<p>To do the old lady justice, she had been accustoming herself more and +more to think and speak of Peggy as ‘my son’s wife’; while she did +so, she took the girl nearer to her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</span> heart, and made Peggy’s joys and +sorrows more her own. ‘I would have given ten years of my dowager’s +jointure to have said before to Primrose, “Come and help us,” but I had +not the face. Primrose Ramsay is a fine as well as a clever creature.’ +Mrs. Ramsay reflected further: ‘Who but she would have looked over all +former shortcomings and been the first to hold out her hand to Peggy? I +see now what a wife Primrose would have made to Jamie, but it was not +to be.’</p> + +<p>No doubt the fatalistic sentence had been to a considerable extent +worked out by the speaker. For it had been on the cards that Jamie +Ramsay might have been won from Peggy in the earlier stages of their +acquaintance, and his allegiance transferred to Primrose, if that most +winning young woman—at once strong and sweet—had continued thrown in +his way as a visitor at Drumsheugh.</p> + +<p>Still, Mrs. Ramsay, though rather an exceptionally<span class="pagenum" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</span> truthful woman, +consoled herself by repeating, with a shake of the head, ‘It was not to +be,’ slurring over all the details in the failure of such a marriage, +and adding briskly, ‘But the next best thing is for Primrose to have +taken Mrs. Jamie in hand.’</p> + +<p>So long as Drumsheugh and his mother used the privilege of rare +travellers in pro-longing their travels, Miss Ramsay had to content +herself with showing off Peggy in the first blush of her rapid +improvement to Balcairnie. Generous man though he was, he sometimes +sighed in the middle of his unaffected satisfaction—not so much for +Peggy as for that charmed region into which she was fast passing, and +which he might never enter. No fairy princess or gifted woman, however +good, would quit her rank to train his clumsy hands and feet and +tongue, to refine his plain manners and rude tastes.</p> + +<p>But other company besides Balcairnie now<span class="pagenum" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</span> came freely to Drumsheugh. +Primrose’s presence there made the greatest difference in this +respect to Peggy. If the laird’s cousin—a sensible, well-conducted, +well-educated, young lady like Miss Ramsay, went and stayed with his +wife, the scandals against her must have been grossly exaggerated. She +must have been more sinned against than sinning: Miss Ramsay had taken +care to remedy all that was wrong, and if she supported ‘Lady Peggy’ +thus cordially, Drumsheugh’s neighbours could do no less than back her +a little, for the sake of the laird and his mother.</p> + +<p>When people did notice young Mrs. Ramsay, everybody was struck by the +change in her, and the immense advance she had made. She was becoming +quite presentable, and like the rest of the world. Poor young thing! +after all she had always been modest and harmless, though she had been +a cotter’s daughter and a field worker not two years ago. Her elevation +had been<span class="pagenum" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</span> the fault of Drumsheugh and Balcairnie, as Drumsheugh’s own +mother had said.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Forsyth herself made her appearance at Drumsheugh, acknowledging +by her presence there some glimmering suspicion that a fresh mild +sun might be about to rise on the social horizon. ‘You have worked +wonders,’ she said to her old friend. ‘I believe I could bid young Mrs. +Ramsay to my house to tea now, without fear of how she might behave and +what folk would say. Still, it was a great risk, and I cannot acquit +you of much imprudence in exposing yourself to it.’</p> + +<p>‘I am not so foolish as to ask your acquittal, Kirsty,’ said Primrose, +‘and we are not out of the wood yet. Take care that you do not run into +danger yourself. My cousin Peggy might help herself and drain your +tea-pot.’ Primrose was provoked into a hit at the private parsimony +which was already the weak point of Kirsty Forsyth’s housekeeping ‘Do +you know<span class="pagenum" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</span> what Mrs. Jamie said to me when we were speaking the other +night of the dancing-school ball at Craigie, and I was remarking that +if Drumsheugh had been at home we might all have graced it? “I might +have tried a reel or even a country dance,” she ventured to promise, +“but a high dance I would not have attempted.” Yet, if it had not been +going out of fashion, so that she might have danced it at the wrong +time and place, seeing that she does not know all the outs and ins of +society, poor dearie, I would have engaged to instruct her to walk +through a <i>minuet de la cour</i> ravishingly.’</p> + +<p>‘Primrose, you are out of your mind or fey,’ said Mrs. Forsyth angrily, +for to dance a <i>minuet de la cour</i> ravishingly had been till quite +lately the height of polite accomplishments.</p> + +<p>Primrose was not always in a merry mood. Like most fine characters, +hers had a pensive<span class="pagenum" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</span> side, which it remained for Peggy to find out. ‘Why +do you take so much trouble with me, cousin Primrose?’ inquired the +young wife in one of her paroxysms of gratitude.</p> + +<p>‘Because I like you so well, my lassie,’ answered Primrose promptly. +‘I’m real fond of you—as fond as though you had been the sister I +never possessed, and that is saying something. I would have liked a +brother—a big, blustering, fleeching chield of a brother—to order me +about and make a stir in the house. But oh! Peggy, I would fain have +had a sister. I would have had a great work either with an elder or a +younger sister.’</p> + +<p>‘But when you first kenned me?’ urged Peggy.</p> + +<p>‘Well, you see, I could not let you be wronged, as Balcairnie told me +you were wronged, and my cousin Jamie is the nearest man-body I have. +Some day he or his son, if you bring him an heir, will walk at the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</span> +head of my coffin as chief mourner at my funeral.’</p> + +<p>‘Na, na,’ interposed Peggy; ‘you’ll marry yoursel’—you’re bound to; +and a man and bairns of your ain will lament you sair. But death and +auld age are far awa’.’</p> + +<p>‘I dinna ken,’ said Primrose softly; ‘we do not all live to grow old, +Peggy; my mother and father both died young. As for marrying,’ speaking +a little more lightly, ‘we do not all marry either. I’m not bonnie, +like you, and I’ve no tocher.’</p> + +<p>‘What a tocher you would be to any lucky lad who had the gude fortune +to win you!’ cried Peggy ecstatically.</p> + +<p>‘But he cannot ken that ere he set his heart on me,’ said Primrose +naïvely. Then she went on to tell Peggy that the income of the elderly +relative with whom Primrose stayed died with the annuitant. Primrose +might be a very poor gentlewoman indeed, in a generation<span class="pagenum" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</span> when there +were few channels by which a gentlewoman could earn independence. +She was often forced to think how anxiously she would have to pinch +and scrape to secure a living in her old age, when she was ‘a single +leddy,’ without even the small privilege of ‘a lass with a lantern,’ +for her evening escort to the houses of better provided friends.</p> + +<p>While Peggy vowed in her heart that Primrose should never know such +straits, since the best seat, the best room, and the most precious +thing which Drumsheugh held must be at her command, young Mrs. Ramsay +was made to understand that the sense of her loneliness, her lack +of family ties, and her uncertain future often pressed heavily on +Primrose. Yet this was the girl Peggy had always envied, because +Primrose was so clever and helpful and blithe that she never entered +a household without becoming quickly like sunshine there. It<span class="pagenum" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</span> taught +Peggy another, and that one of the most valuable, lessons she learned +from her friend—the mingled warp and woof of which the web of human +life is composed, the hard knots beneath the smooth surface.</p> + + +<div class="footnotes"><h4>FOOTNOTES:</h4> + +<div class="footnote"> + +<p><a id="Footnote_6" href="#FNanchor_6" class="label">[6]</a> As an example of the rigid self-restraint, no less than +the indefatigable self-devotion of one of these ladies, it is recorded +that when a son was about to sail for India—a terrible exile then—and +came in to say farewell, when he found her playing on her piano, she +merely looked over her shoulder, nodded a ‘good-bye, my dear,’ and +immediately turning resumed her tune, and played on till his last +footstep had sounded in the avenue.</p> + +</div> +</div> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X.<br><span class="small">‘A’ WILL BE RICHT AGAIN WHEN JAMIE HE’S COME BACK.’</span></h3></div> + + +<p>At last, when the late harvest of those days was nearly over, when +Balcairnie was ‘grieving,’ or ‘leading,’ or ‘forking’ in the fields +and in the stack-yards both of Balcairnie and Drumsheugh, before the +first hoar frost had melted in the early rays of the morning sun, +till it was lying again thick and white all around, like the manna +of the children of Israel, in the moon-light; when the mellow russet +and yellow apples had long replaced the delicate pink-and-white apple +blossom, and there were no lingering flowers in the gardens save +sun-flowers, marigolds,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</span> and daisies, Drumsheugh and his mother were to +come home—not ‘late, late in the gloamin,’ like Kilmeny, but at a more +rational hour of the afternoon. It would permit a four o’clock tea, or +‘fower hours,’ something perfectly distinct from a modern kettledrum. +At the ‘fower hours’ Peggy’s famous pie was to serve as the <i>pièce +de résistance</i>, well balanced by ale and glenlivat. Her maiden +efforts in preserves, elderflower and elderberry, currant, and ginger +wines were to keep company with the butter-bannocks and cakes and +honey, the loaf-bread, the short-bread and the diet-loaf which suited +the old lady’s green tea. The provision was not too ample for the +large execution sanguinely expected from the ravenous appetites of the +travellers. Balcairnie, too, had donned his best coat in honour of the +occasion, hurrying from the harvest-field at the first word of warning +that a yellow post-chaise was seen on the road to Drumsheugh.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</span></p> + +<p>It had not been altogether the laird’s careless procrastination, or any +reluctance to return home from a growing fear of what he was to find +there, which had delayed the mother and son so long. There had been +chases by privateers, contrary winds, an illness of Mrs. Ramsay’s, an +accident to the London coach, uncontrollable impediments turning up in +succession and baffling the travellers.</p> + +<p>But at last Peggy wore, under happy auspices, one of the new gowns +which had been ordered from Baldie Fuggie. It had been carefully cut +out, made up, and toned down under Primrose’s superintendence; next it +had been brightened up by dexterous touches here and there, of lawn +neckerchief and apron, and bonnie breast-knot. It was a very fair and +gentle-looking young lady, whose trim feet in their rosetted shoes, +under the dainty skirt well tucked through the pocket-hole, tripped +so lightly—though the speed was tremulous, from<span class="pagenum" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</span> her post by the +decapitated stone pillars at the head of the fir avenue, into the +middle of the rough road—along which she had jogged with Balcairnie on +the wintry night of her dismal home-coming—to take that first place at +the chaise door to which she was entitled.</p> + +<p>Old Mrs. Ramsay’s head, well protected with wraps, though it still +wanted a month to Martinmas, was poked out of the window on her side in +anticipation of her arrival. ‘Eh! can that be you, Peggy, my love?’ she +cried with glad surprise. ‘You’re looking so well I would hardly have +known you.’</p> + +<p>But when Drumsheugh leapt from the chaise and took his wife in his +arms, he said the very reverse, though he had not even heard his +mother’s comment, and had no thought of contradicting her. ‘I’m glad to +find my Peggy the same,’ he said fervently, ‘the very same as when I +left her. I’m far gladder of that than to be at hame again, though that +is good, too.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</span> I have not seen any leddy like you, Peggy, my doo, since +I quitted Drumsheugh.’</p> + +<p>Peggy looked uplifted to the sky as at the very words she would have +liked best to hear.</p> + +<p>‘The ungrateful man!’ said Primrose Ramsay to Balcairnie, when the two +were comparing notes together in the recess of one of the drawing-room +windows before he left. ‘The ungrateful woman!’ after all I have done +to make her liker him and her place henceforth.’</p> + +<p>He was not sure whether she was most in jest or earnest, and there +was a strain of wistfulness in his reply. ‘But did you not see how +his speech pleased her, Miss Ramsay? She would rather have been told +she was the same to him than that she had grown like the queen on +the throne; yet she would not have been the same to him if she had +not changed with the weeks and months, thanks to you. Do you hear +me, madam, or do you suppose I’m contradicting myself? He has been +learning,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</span> almost without his knowledge, to see her with other een all +the time he has been away, and if she had come upon him, just as she +used to be, he would have been startled and flegged. It is these other +een which the improvement in her fits so well, that he was as proud and +happy as a king to see at a glance she was as bonnie and dear to him as +ever. Except for you, Miss Ramsay, this gude end would never have come +to pass.’</p> + +<p>‘I’m afraid you’re a flatterer, Balcairnie,’ said Primrose demurely.</p> + +<p>‘Na, na,’ he said hastily, with some trouble and agitation laying hold +of him, in consequence of her accusation, ‘I have no saft words. I’m +but a yeoman-farmer. Nobody’s likely to ettle to rub me down—or up,’ +he finished, a little sorely.</p> + +<p>‘Don’t let them, if there is anybody so conceited and impertinent as +to try,’ she said quickly, with a curious tone of half-smothered<span class="pagenum" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</span> +indignation against him rather than against herself, mingling with her +half fun; ‘there is no call for it. You are best as you are; you could +not be better. But why do you let me speak like that? Why do you need +to be told such a plain truth?’</p> + +<p>A rush of colour flew into his face, a glow into his eyes; still he +paused doubtfully, as at news too good to be believed. ‘Forgive me for +being a gowk,’ he said humbly, ‘but do you really mean I could not be +better to you, Miss Ramsay?’</p> + +<p>She bit her lips, frowned, laughed, and nodded, while she grew as red +as fire herself. ‘Why do you make me say and do such things?’ she +repeated, with an impatient tap of her foot.</p> + +<p>‘Well,’ he said eagerly, ‘I’ve gear enough, and if I were to buy a +place like this, and be a laird like Drumsheugh, you and me would never +be equal in anything worth counting—never.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</span> Nobody kens that better +than myself; but there would be less outward odds, less descent in the +sight of the world for you.’</p> + +<p>‘Please yourself. I daresay it is very natural for a man to wish to +have land of his own,’ she said, with the indulgent sympathy which was +one of her chief charms. ‘Most natural for a man like you who would +know and love every inch of his land, and spend his life in causing it +to wave with corn. But if you please, I have my pride too, and I think +I would rather stoop a little in outward show, if the world likes to +call it stooping, than that you should be in a hurry to rax up (stretch +violently) an idle fancy, to me. I would like fine to try what it is +to be the gudewife of Balcairnie. I’ve a notion it would be a pleasant +place to fill, to stand in your mither’s shoes, and be to you what she +was to her gude man.’</p> + +<p>In after years, when Primrose had long<span class="pagenum" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</span> been the much-loved, +much-honoured wife of Jock Home, and their love had room and to spare +for merry jesting, he was wont to assure their daughters that he would +never have presumed to approach their mother as a suitor if she had not +given him the first word of encouragement.</p> + +<p>On the whole, Balcairnie and Primrose’s <i>mésalliance</i>—small by +comparison, though, to be sure, it was a direct result of the first +flagrant transgression of social laws, met with large tolerance. There +were even persons, only slightly acquainted with the future bride, +certainly, who maintained she had done very well for herself—‘a +penniless lass with a long pedigree,’ white-faced, and small to boot, +who had won so braw a bridegroom and so comfortable a down-sitting as +Balcairnie. She had cut her own cloth when she was pretending to be +looking after the interests of others. Even the old Lady of Drumsheugh +grieved over the marriage<span class="pagenum" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</span> principally because she was conscious that +here too she had been to blame for the misadventure. And Primrose was +so fine and generous a creature she deserved the very best match in the +country, which, when it came to that, Primrose argued with spirit she +had got.</p> + +<p>As for Primrose’s proper guardian, she would not have thought the +Prince of Wales or the Duke of York good enough for her darling, so +that it did not matter so much that Mrs. Purvis should resent the +child’s infatuation, and experience a large amount of chagrin, which +had to be tenderly borne with and persuaded away before the wedding +could take place.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Forsyth, though she had set the example, did not clearly perceive +the parallel, and was by no means without several strong private +objections. Balcairnie might have plenty of money and old wheat stacks, +but he was not in a learned profession like Dr. Forsyth,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</span> and it would +be a terrible upheaval of the very foundations of gentility if unequal +marriages were to become common, the rule instead of the exception.</p> + +<p>But there was great and unmixed joy in the hearts of Drumsheugh and +Peggy over the delightful fortuitousness of the attachment. Drumsheugh +almost shook the bridegroom elect’s hand off, and loudly claimed the +right to be ‘blackfoot’ in turn to his friend. Peggy hugged Primrose as +if they had been very sisters, and cried that now she was not to lose +her, she, Peggy, had little more to desire; she was near the summit +of human bliss. In the end even the few hostile voices were silenced, +for Balcairnie, in the course of a year or two, fulfilled his purpose +of buying a fair estate, was welcomed among the lairds, and held up +his head modestly among them. Then the old Lady of Drumsheugh and Mrs. +Forsyth took him fully to their hearts.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</span></p> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</span></p> +<h2 class="nobreak" id="JEAN_KINLOCH">JEAN KINLOCH.</h2> +</div> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_I2">CHAPTER I.<br><span class="small">JEAN SCORNED.</span></h3></div> + + +<p>‘Ower the muir among the heather,’ Jean Kinloch walked straight and +fast on a sunny sabbath morning in autumn. She was only nineteen years +of age but already she was tall and broad-shouldered, with the perfect +proportions and perfect development of health and strength. She was +nearer to a beautiful woman than to a bonnie lassie. She had the +dark-haired, black-browed, grey-eyed face, with the clear-cut features +and clear complexion which one is accustomed to associate with the +highest type of Norman beauty. But Jean’s white square teeth, and round +somewhat massive<span class="pagenum" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</span> chin, were departures from the type as it is usually +to be met with. And if she had the dignity and earnestness which on +occasions break into sunshine—incomparably sweeter, more pathetic, +even more radiant, relieved against the almost sombre background, than +an all-pervading, soulless light-heartedness can be—it was not Norman +dignity and earnestness. It was the self-respect and sedateness of the +Scotch peasant woman, on whom a Hebrew stamp has been deeply impressed, +who is enamoured of duty as other women are enamoured of pleasure, to +whom the sternest doctrines of Calvinism are invested with an awful +beauty. These are the Lord’s decrees, and though He should slay her, +yet will she trust in Him.</p> + +<p>Jean’s dress had lost the picturesqueness which would have +distinguished her grand-mother’s, but it was good of its kind—if +somewhat severe in the tone and cut, and only remarkable as worn by +Jean Kinloch. But<span class="pagenum" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</span> Jean carried a bible which was no modern, cheaply +printed, cheaply bound Bible Society’s volume: it was a valuable +hereditary possession in a couple of small volumes bound in fine and +lasting russian leather with flaps fastened by burnished silver clasps, +while there was dim gold on the edges of the yellow leaves with their +clear delicate print. A bible not unlike it is to be seen among the +relics of Burns. It was given by the peasant farmer’s son to his +Highland Mary—the girl whom he was to immortalise by two out of the +most exquisite love-laments in any language—in that autumn when she +came down and ‘shore’ the harvest with him among the</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">‘banks and braes and streams around</div> + <div class="verse indent6">The Castle o’ Montgomery.’</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p>But Jean Kinloch’s bible was not a love-gift, on which, as it was held +in the man’s left hand over a running stream, the woman and her lover +clasped hands, and swore in the sight of their<span class="pagenum" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</span> God to be faithful to +death. Such bibles with the broken sixpences of a more worldly form of +troth-plight were already gone out of fashion. This book possessed a +different distinction, having been Jean’s mother’s kirking bible.</p> + +<p>Jean was bound on a long and fatiguing walk even for her youth and +vigour, so that she had got up by daybreak, before even the minister, +the earliest riser in the manse, had replaced the Greek and Hebrew +studies of ordinary days, by the preparatory devotions peculiar +to the sabbath day, while the rest of the household lay in silent +unconsciousness. She had set out ere the raw mist had cleared away, in +order to reach Logan Kirk in time for the forenoon ‘diet of worship.’</p> + +<p>The only sufficient warrant in Jean’s eyes for such a distant +expedition on that ‘sawbath day’ which she had been taught to reverence +so intensely, would have been an exceptional privilege of sitting down +at one of the sacred<span class="pagenum" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</span> ‘tables,’ after they had been jealously ‘fenced.’ +Then she would have heard it ‘served’ by some grand minister, a very +patriarch and prophet in one, a man famed in Jean’s circle for lofty +austere piety, impassioned zeal, and immense experience with learning +to match, though the latter quality was held in small account compared +to the recommendations which went before it. Such a minister was a fit +successor to ‘Holy Renwick’ and ‘gude Cargill’ and the other heroes and +martyrs who endured to the end—till they were shot down in peat bogs, +or mounted steadfastly and triumphantly the long ladder to the high +gallows in the Grass Market of Edinburgh.</p> + +<p>But young Jean was not journeying on so unexceptionable and profitable +an errand. It was her own private affairs which sent her forth to cross +the broad moor on the sabbath morning, and any competent judge might +easily guess that Jean’s affairs were in dire confusion when she took +such a step.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</span></p> + +<p>Jean’s story was not unprecedented in her rank of life, though it is to +be hoped that hers was an extreme case. She had been courted for years, +young as she was, and at last trothplighted to a young ploughman. +Their marriage had been fixed to take place in the following spring at +Whitsunday, one of the two great feeing, flitting, and marrying terms +among Scotch agricultural labourers. Jean had been making manifold +happy preparations in her quiet womanly way by little purchases from +pedlars, by seams sewed diligently in the half hours which were +honestly hers, by plans made over and over again with fond deliberation +and reiteration for the laying out of her little savings and her next +half year’s wages. She had been undecided whether she herself should +invest in a chest of drawers, or help Bob to buy an eight-day clock, +either of which would be an ‘honesty,’ that is a standing mark of +respectability in their ‘cot<span class="pagenum" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</span> house’ and might descend as an heirloom +to their children.</p> + +<p>In the meantime the bridegroom elect had left Dalroy, which was his +native parish as well as Jean’s, and gone ‘to better himself’ on a +farm in the parish of Logan. But it did not seem to her to matter +much—except where their feelings were concerned, that he should have +little communication with her, either personally or by letter in the +interval. He might or he might not, after the pitting of the potatoes, +the last pressing job of the rural year,</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">tak his stick into his hand</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p class="p0">on his sabbath-day out, and cross ten miles of moor, as Jean was doing +now, to visit her for a few hours. He might or he might not send her a +formal letter or two, or a message occasionally by the carrier. What +was his performance or failure in such trifles to Jean’s great trust in +her lad? Yet of all classes of men, perhaps with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</span> the single exception +of soldiers, not one is so notoriously fickle in love-making as Scotch +ploughmen, not one is more exposed to special sources of temptation, +and not one, alas! as Jean knew, though her pure mind recoiled from the +grievous knowledge and refused absolutely to connect it with her lover, +is more apt to fall into a particular form of vice.</p> + +<p>But it is to be hoped that the class’s frequent fickleness and folly do +not often attain the climax they reached here; for Jean had not only +been courted, a solemn promise of marriage had been exchanged between +her and her lover, and such promises are not broken—either by lord or +lout, lady or lass, without causing such a scandal in their respective +worlds, as proves the comparative rarity of the offence.</p> + +<p>Jean had dwelt in her dream of perfect faith and security until two +days before the sabbath in question. Then the sister of the lover, who +was also Jean’s bosom friend, came<span class="pagenum" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</span> to the back door of the manse and +called out Jean in the middle of the day at the height of her household +work, to break to her a catastrophe.</p> + +<p>‘Oh Jean!’ said Eppie, taking the first word—before Jean could cry +out was there anything wrong with Bob—and speaking with tears and +groans and honest blushes—‘Oh! that ever I should see the day I would +be black ashamed of my ain kith an’ kin—that ever I should have to +say it to you—a lass that mither an’ me were proud to count as are of +the family. There is word by Willie Broon the carrier—and I doubt it +is ower true, for Willie, though he may take a drap, was never given +to leein’—our Bob has played you fause, he has ta’en up with another +lass—ane Leezbeth Red (Reid), a fellow-servant at Blawart Brae. Nae +doubt she has set her cap at him ilka day and hour, ilka kye milking +and horse suppering, and Bob was aye a simple chield—even mair sae +when a fair flattering tongue than when red and white cheeks came<span class="pagenum" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</span> in +his way. The upshot is—and I could have seen him, my ain brither, +in the mools afore I had to carry the tidings to you—and I’ll never +speak to the other lass who has stealt him from you—never, be she ten +times my gude sister—but it is richt you should ken at aince; they say +Bob has done her a sair wrang, and there is nothing left for him but +to marry her; so the twa are to be cried together this very incoming +sabbath in Logan Kirk. They may be cried and marriet too,’ protested +the informant in her righteous indignation for Jean, ‘but it’s no his +friends that will ever own them after sic heartless deceit, and sic +disgrace as they have brocht upon us a’.’</p> + +<p>‘Dinna speak in that wild way, Eppie,’ said Jean with a little of her +natural stateliness and reserve after the first deadly spasm of sick +incredulity and terrible pain, when Jean had held her breath for a +moment. ‘If it be sae that Bob has changed his mind without telling +me, even if he has fallen into greater sin, still it<span class="pagenum" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</span> is not for you +to refuse to own his wife; though I ken you mean weel, what gude would +that do to me? And now I maun go in, Eppie, for I am in the middle of +ironing the minister’s best sark, and if I tarry longer the irons will +get cauld.’ And the irons must not get cold though Jean’s heart should +break. She must go on ironing in a dazed sort of way, but yet to the +best of her ability, that special sark of the minister’s which he was +to wear when he presided over the Synod next Tuesday.</p> + +<p>Then Jean resolved to ascertain for herself, beyond the possibility of +doubt, whether Bob Meffin were a traitor or a true man. It was not a +subject to ask questions about, nor was she the woman to lay bare her +heart to the public gaze. But this coming sabbath was Jean’s sabbath +out, and she could, without saying a word to anybody else, get her +unsuspecting mistress to grant her leave to spend the day in walking +across the moor and attending public worship<span class="pagenum" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</span> at Logan Kirk instead of +waiting on the ministrations of her master at Dalroy.</p> + +<p>Jean shed no tear nor did she sob and sigh audibly as she walked along +to meet her destiny. But she was utterly unobservant of the nature she +loved in the scene around her, either in its broad outlines or in its +minute details. She had no attention to spare to-day for the spreading +heathery moor, as fresh and free almost as the blue sky above it, on +a sunny morning like this, when what had been the summer’s glistening +dew-drops were just beginning to fall heavily and hoarily in the first +suspicion of frost.</p> + +<p>Jean had no notice to give to the sweet pungent smell of the heather, +to the varying hues of the purple milkwort, the yellow rock rose, the +nodding white-flowered grass of Parnassus which diversified the red +ling. She did not listen to the hum of the big bee—a splendid fellow +in black and gold, who was continually crossing her path and sounding +his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</span> drone in her ear, or to the twitter of the brown and grey linnet +which brushed her very skirts as he rose from the broom, or to the crow +of the moor cock and to the cry of the plover. Yet all these noises +were made doubly distinct by the sabbath stillness which rendered +itself felt even on the moor when no sportsmen were shooting there, no +quarry men or bands of late shearers taking near cuts to their quarries +and fields.</p> + +<p>Now and then Jean roused herself from her painful abstraction, +and tried to control her racked heart and brain, by what she had +always known as the potent spell of duty. It was the sabbath day, +and therefore she was not her own mistress; though it was her ‘day +out,’ she ought not, as a Christian woman, to be engrossed with her +own worldly concerns, however imperative. She should try at least +to engage in some mental exercise befitting the day—since, as Jean +held, its divine obligation was not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</span> affected by her human distress. +She made a great effort and prepared to repeat aloud, as she walked, +one of the psalms with which her memory was stored, using it as the +early Christians raised the symbol of the cross for a charm against +distracting worldly thoughts.</p> + +<p>She began mechanically to say the first psalm, the earliest learnt by +Scotch children, one of the most familiar throughout life. But</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">All people that on earth do dwell,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Sing to the Lord with cheerful voice,</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p class="p0">in its call to universal praise—associated closely as it is with +the noblest, simplest, most moving melody which ever rang rudely yet +thrillingly through barn kirk or along bleak hill-side, faltered and +died away on Jean’s quivering lips.</p> + +<p>The staunch-hearted woman began again with the psalm which holds the +second place in the regard of her nation—</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">The Lord’s my shepherd,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">I’ll not want;</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</span></p> +<p class="p0">and when she had reached the fourth verse, she found that her choice +was more appropriate:</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">Yea, though I walk in death’s dark vale,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Yet will I fear none ill,</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p class="p0">said Jean steadfastly—and truly, it was like voluntarily descending +into ‘death’s dark vale’ to go on with the end in view for which Jean +journeyed this day. And if she had got her choice, the girl in her +magnificent bloom of young womanhood, with all her warm interest in +life—which her religion sanctified but did not stifle, would far +rather have lain her down and died, than found Bob Meffin a leear, a +still more cruel sinner against another woman than against Jean herself.</p> + +<p>Jean was not well known to the congregation of Logan Kirk; she had not +been there more than once or twice in her life before, and the one +person in the neighbourhood with whom she was well acquainted she did +not expect to see in the kirk this morning.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</span></p> + +<p>She reached the little kirk close to the adjoining hamlet, both of +the ‘drystane dyke’ order of architecture, just as the most primitive +of bells commenced to make discord instead of harmony, clattering and +tinkling instead of clashing and booming its summons.</p> + +<p>Nobody recognised Jean as she passed through the groups in the +roughly kept kirkyard, and though she did not absolutely shrink from +observation, being too brave and upright to take, as if by natural +instinct, to hiding her head, she certainly did not desire notice. +She was glad to get into a back seat without attracting any further +remark—than what was casually bestowed on a strange face, from the +fellow-worshippers who were equally strange to her.</p> + +<p>The country people—most of them farmers and farm-servants with the +village hand-loom weavers—tramped and tumbled in, with the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</span> want +of ceremony which used to distinguish a Scotch rural congregation. +The minister and precentor took their places, and Jean fixed mute +imploring eyes on the latter as if the decision of her fate rested with +him. He was a homely, elderly man, distinguished among his compeers +by the <i>sobriquet</i>, derived from his office in the kirk, of +‘Singing Johnny,’ a souter by trade, but a less thirsty and a more +theological souter than his great namesake. As he rose for the secular +rite which in Scotland precedes the religious services, even the most +austerely devout listened attentively with human interest. And if +the congregation had only known, so as to watch a young woman in the +obscurity of the back seats, they might have been aroused by the fading +of the rich colour in her face, the rigid set of her mouth, and the +desperate light as of a creature at bay, in what ought to have been +her reasonable grey eyes, to comprehend that her hands were clasped +tight—even<span class="pagenum" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</span> clenched—under the shelter of the book-board in an agony.</p> + +<p>Johnny dallied with the matter in hand, perfectly unaware of the +torture he was inflicting. He laboured under no press of business as +at Martinmas or Whitsunday; this was a sabbath between terms when +little was doing in Johnny’s line. He was able to rise in a deliberate +manner, to sleek down his stubbly hair as he was wont to do, before +raising the psalm tune, to look around him with even more philosophical +indifference; indeed, the only customary act which he refrained from +doing as if to distinguish his secular from his religious duties, +was that of putting up his hands before his mouth and giving a +preliminary cough behind the screen. At last he proclaimed sonorously: +‘There is a purpose of marriage between Tammas Proodfit and Ailison +Clinkscales—for the second time,’ not that the purpose had been +entertained, dropped and resumed,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</span> but that the announcement had been +made before and would ring out once again in the ears of the listening +kirk.</p> + +<p>One woman was listening intently with bent head as if she would fain +catch even the sound of a pin’s fall, through the thick tumultuous +beating of her heart. At the words spoken there was the faintest rustle +of relaxation in her attitude. The couple whose intention had been thus +sounded abroad were entire strangers to her. What had she to do with +a Tammas Proodfit and an Ailison Clinkscales, or what had they to do +with her? It was not to hear them ‘cried’ that she had walked ten miles +across the moor.</p> + +<p>After the proclamation there was a distinct pause, which had the air +of being instituted for sensational effect, unless Johnny had no +more ‘purposes of marriages’ in the background to fire off at the +congregation.</p> + +<p>One fainting heart leapt up with half wild<span class="pagenum" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</span> relief and joy. After all +it was a base report without a word of truth in it. Bob was to be +proved innocent as the babe unborn.</p> + +<p>Woe’s me! Johnny was even then fumbling with another set of lines in +his horny fingers; he lifted up his voice afresh and called all present +to witness that there was also a purpose of marriage ‘between Robert +Meffin and Leezbeth Red for the first time.’ Having discharged his lay +functions, he stopped abruptly to look up, in expectation of the folded +paper which the minister rose and bent over the pulpit to hand to him, +taking Singing Johnny into his confidence as it were, with regard to +the psalms and paraphrases appropriate to the sermon, which were to +be sung during the service, for which the precentor was to find the +fitting tunes on the spur of the moment.</p> + +<p>Even after the commencement of the second proclamation, the formal +employment of the full christian name struck so unfamiliarly on<span class="pagenum" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</span> Jean’s +ears, as to stay the flood of anguish for an instant longer, till the +enunciation of the surname in company with the name she had heard given +to her rival, rendered doubt no longer possible. It was all over, as +Jean had heard said after her father and mother had drawn their last +breath. It was too true: this was her Bob Meffin and no other whom she +had heard cried with another woman in order to repair as far as might +be a shameful wrong.</p> + +<p>Jean felt like the rest of us when the catastrophe we have most dreaded +has come upon us, that she had not known how much she had hoped against +hope—how hard a battle hope had fought for bare life, till it lay +slain stark and cold at her feet.</p> + +<p>For she had not come there with any intention of protesting against the +marriage which would be celebrated within the next few weeks. Such a +step is even rarer in Scotland than in England; neither could there be +any appeal<span class="pagenum" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</span> under the circumstances. It was only that Bob Meffin had +lied to her and before the Lord, had fallen from what Jean had judged +to be the glory of his manhood and dragged down another with him in his +fall. Thenceforth the two who had been all in all could be less than +nothing to each other.</p> + +<p>Jean had listened to the sentence which blighted her youthful hopes, +crushed her tenderest affections, and left her in the flower of her +beauty, in all her sense and goodness, for no fault of her own, a lass +‘lichtlied’—scorned before the world—that sorest humiliation to a +woman. And it was all for the wiles of another lass with regard to whom +Jean knew full well, without any vanity or arrogance on her part, that +Leezbeth Red and such as she were not worthy to be named in the same +breath with her—Jean, since they could not save either themselves or +the men whom they had never loved with a noble unselfish love, from +gross sin and degradation.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</span></p> + +<p>But unless in the involuntary shiver which ran through her—while long +rays of sunshine were finding their way into the kirk windows and into +the open door, lighting up and warming even the remotest corner—and in +the breath drawn in and let out again with a dry inaudible sob, Jean +gave no sign. She neither screamed nor fainted, she made no ‘dust’ or +disturbance in the kirk of all places, she would have thought that +neither maidenly—‘wiselike’ she would have called it—nor reverent. +Bob Meffin was a fallen sinner, that was all, though it was enough +for her to carry branded on her heart to her dying day. And she would +never see or speak with him again, though she had loved him with all +her heart. And what power of passion and depth of tenderness existed +in that heart may be fairly conceived in the light of a biblical +compliment which her master the minister once paid her. He had been +watching Jean with his younger children when he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</span> exclaimed suddenly, +‘Jean, your mistress is right, you’re a fine young woman; you remind me +of that riddle of Samson’s, “Out of the strong came forth sweetness.”’</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_II2">CHAPTER II.<br><span class="small">BOB MEFFIN’S AMENDS.</span></h3></div> + + +<p>Fourteen years passed—not without their changes. It was a fine frosty +winter afternoon when two knots of homely men and women—forming two +distinct coteries—were gathered at one end of Dalroy village, where, +on the right side of the little street stood the Dalroy ‘smiddy,’ and +on the left was ‘the smiddy well’—a dipping-in-well famous throughout +the village for the excellence of its ‘tea-water.’ Horses were waiting +to be shod round the smiddy door, while their temporary owners—dark +figures in the ruddy glow of the furnace, prepared to hold their rustic +parliament. At<span class="pagenum" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</span> the centre of attraction over the way maids and matrons +took their turn in filling their cans and pitchers.</p> + +<p>Very nearly at the same moment Jean Kinloch came in sight—emerging +from the blue haze made up of the frost and the gloaming, while there +was heard, with the peculiar distinctness of such a sound in such +weather, the rumbling of a cart, with cart, horse, and driver still +unseen, sounding louder and louder as it drew near in the opposite +direction.</p> + +<p>Jean had a plaid pinned over her cap, and carried a bright pitcher +dangling lightly from one wrist; she was sniffing with satisfaction +‘the caller air,’ which sent her rich blood coursing through her veins, +and yet not refusing to welcome the hot blast which met her as she +crossed in front of the smiddy door.</p> + +<p>Of course, Jean’s arrival was hailed before she was within ear-shot by +a double chorus of half-approving, half-ironical comments—the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</span> purport +of which she could very well guess—beginning with ‘Here comes the Miss +Fraser’s Jean.’</p> + +<p>Jean had remained in the service of the Manse family all these years, +though both the minister and his wife were dead, and the Manse was no +longer the home of the remnant of the household. Impoverished as such +remnants usually are, and consisting only of Jean’s young ladies, they +could hardly have continued to live on, in genteel poverty, if Jean, +who was so closely allied to them as to be styled theirs by inalienable +possession, had not worked their double work on diminished wages.</p> + +<p>‘Jean’s true to a minute,’ said another speaker, a man in the smiddy. +‘She’s nae daidler either at meat or wark.’</p> + +<p>‘Ay, lasses, ye may stand about,’ a woman at the well took up the +theme, without hearing the man’s contribution to the subject. ‘Jean +Kinloch’s no sma’ graith—least of a’ in her ain<span class="pagenum" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</span> opinion.’ It was like +a version of that climax of commendation pronounced on the virtuous +woman in Proverbs, ‘Let her own works praise her in the gates,’ with +the grudging qualification that must have mingled with the praise.</p> + +<p>Jean did not mind much either the concentrated scrutiny or the sifting +analysis of her merits and demerits, to which, with her knowledge of +the world, she knew she was exposed. Like a pillar of strength in her +self-reliance and composure, her fine presence was unimpaired by her +servant’s costume, and her goodly prime untouched by any token of +decay. Though she had not risen in worldly rank and prosperity, this +was a very different Jean from the miserable lass, high-souled and +innocent as she was, who had sat in a back seat in Logan Kirk to hear +Bob Meffin cried with another woman.</p> + +<p>Before Jean could say ‘Gude day’ to anybody, while she was still coming +forward in the mingled lights of a cold primrose in the western<span class="pagenum" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</span> +sky behind her, and a warm saffron from the glare of the smiddy at +her right hand, the cart—the rumble of which had been constantly +increasing—rattled up, bringing cart, horse, and driver into the +illumination. And even before the din of its progress had ceased or the +half-dazzled eyes could distinguish the face of the new comer, a voice, +which seemed to issue from the past, suddenly called in eager excited +tones, ‘Jean Kinloch!’</p> + +<p>Jean turned startled, and with a shock even to her well-strung nerves, +at the imperative summons. In spite of changes in the speaker, to which +those in herself were infinitesimal, she recognised, without a moment’s +hesitation, her old lover. She had not seen him since six months before +that day in Logan Kirk, on the last occasion when the two had parted +a fond loving lad and lass—a plighted bridegroom and bride. She had +heard little of him in the interval, for his sister Eppie had married +a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</span> soldier and ‘followed the drum,’ while with her departure Jean had +lost all chance of news of her recreant lover.</p> + +<p>Taken by surprise as she was, Jean cried out with shaken accents, in +turn, ‘Bob Meffin!’ Then she recalled, as any true woman would have +recalled, instantaneously, the whole circumstances, the scene, the +spectators. Some of them had known the two in their green youth, and +were doubtless speculating already, with keen interest and a sense of +the ridiculous, how Jean Kinloch would meet Bob Meffin now that the +pair had reached the years of discretion—after what had once been +between them, after the falseness of Bob which had separated them.</p> + +<p>Jean was equal to the occasion; she stepped up to the cart, to which +Bob sat nailed, with the intention of speaking to him, and doing her +part in the interchange of such light questions and answers, as might +be expected between old acquaintances who had known<span class="pagenum" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</span> each other well +in youth, and who happened to encounter each other in later years. As +to any nearer relation which had ever existed between them, Jean’s +attitude showed that she, at least, meant to behave as if she had +forgotten it as utterly as the most trifling incident of her girlish +days.</p> + +<p>But unfalteringly as Jean carried out this line of conduct, in the few +paces that intervened between her and Bob Meffin, which she crossed +steadily with every eye upon her, and with her own eyes not fixed on +the ground, but raised to catch his, she took in at a glance the whole +man—including every indication of the transformation he had undergone +since the last time she had seen him.</p> + +<p>That Bob Meffin had been a gallant-looking young fellow in his degree, +stalwart, lithe, fit to heave up the biggest sheaves on the stack which +was in the process of building—as Jean had shorn foremost on her +harvest rig—and to dance<span class="pagenum" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</span> longest and with lightest foot at harvest +home or bridal.</p> + +<p>This Bob Meffin was a broken-down, fast-ageing man, while Jean was +still in her prime. His back was bent, while hers was straight; his +hair had grown thin, and hung in uncared-for grey locks under his faded +cap, while hers, in its undiminished profusion and without one dead +white thread, was carefully disposed beneath her spotless white cap. +His cheeks and forehead were weather-worn, dragged, and wrinkled, while +hers remained fresh, round, and smooth. His working clothes had lost +all the smartness with which the Bob Meffin of old had worn his most +patched jacket and most clay-clogged shoon. Before that lightning-flash +of womanly observation, they gave evidence of such untidiness and +neglect in absent buttons, ragged cuffs, and the frayed, dangling ends +of his neckerchief, as not only cast the utmost discredit on the wife +who had supplanted Jean, but told in graphic language that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</span> Bob had +lost all personal pride and even proper sense of what was due in the +dress of a respectable ploughman, who had risen to be foreman over the +younger men on the farm.</p> + +<p>Here were the wrong doer and the wrong sufferer. A fine moral could +have been pointed from the difference between them, even though a +hair-splitting casuist might have urged that it was not a case of +retribution alone, since the constant exposure and the coarse fare +of a ploughman, even when he carries the clearest of consciences +within his bosom, is apt to tell upon him betimes, and make him look +elderly before he is forty. As for Jean, though she had undergone +‘a disappointment,’ having continued in domestic service, she had +of necessity missed such parallel drudgery and lack of sufficiently +nourishing food, as she had once looked forward to willingly and +cheerfully. But such causes make the ploughman’s wife keep pace with +her husband in ageing prematurely.</p> + +<p>Still Bob Meffin had altered with a vengeance;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</span> and Jean could hardly +believe the testimony of her eyes and was impressed by the change. For +surely nobody will say that because Adam delved and Eve span, because +Jean had been a servant lass and Bob a ploughman all their respective +lives, they had not the feelings of their kind, so that Jean should +fail to have a sensitive perception that her former hero had lost, in +the rough battle of life, all the glamour with which he had once been +surrounded?</p> + +<p>Was Jean pleased that it should be so? That she had lived to see how +Bob Meffin had been punished for his desertion of her and degradation +of another? She could not tell, there was such a tumult of pride and +pain in her heart.</p> + +<p>But she went up to him where he sat and said with the easiest manner +imaginable, ‘Is this you, Bob? How are you, and how are your wife and +bairns?’</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</span></p> + +<p>‘My wife!’ cried Bob aghast. ‘Do you no ken, Jean, she’s dead and gane +a year and a half syne?’</p> + +<p>Jean received another shock in which there were appalling elements. +The dead woman had been one against whom Jean—Christian woman as +she was—had borne a sore grudge for many a day. Nay, only a moment +ago, Jean had been sharply summing up, with rising disdain and not +without a sense of bitter satisfaction, what she had reckoned as so +many unanswerable proofs of Leezbeth Red’s wifely incompetency, while +all the time Jean’s successful rival had passed away long months ago +without Jean’s knowledge, to give in her—Leezbeth’s—account to the +Great Judge.</p> + +<p>‘Poor woman!’ said Jean more softly; ‘she had gotten her ca’ early.’</p> + +<p>‘She was never a strong woman,’ said Bob, speaking without the +awkwardness which must have accompanied the discussion of his living<span class="pagenum" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</span> +wife’s qualities with Jean. He spoke also with that little hush of +reverence, which is found in every man or woman with a spark of +generosity and awe in the soul, when he or she refers to the dead—once +so near, but who has gone far beyond all kindly communion and familiar +every-day life.</p> + +<p>In addition Bob showed that grave composure of regret which might be +expected from a reasonable man and a widower whose grief was a year +and a half old. ‘Leezbeth was silly from the time of our marriage,’ +continued Bob, not uttering a supercilious reflection on the limited +mental capacity of his wife, simply expressing himself in the +vernacular for delicate health. ‘She had mostly to keep her bed, for +the last year or twa of her life.’</p> + +<p>That sentence explained much. The misfortune of having married a +sickly wife doomed to die prematurely, may only serve to call forth +the deeper tenderness of the rich man whose personal independence and +the necessaries—nay,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</span> the soothing solaces of whose life, remain +altogether untouched by the calamity. But it is a crushing blow to +the poor man, however faithfully and gallantly he may bear it. Bob’s +slouching gait, haggard face, grey hair and uncared-for clothes were +all easily accounted for now, without farther severe reflection either +on himself or on his dead wife. They spoke of hard work doubled when +rest should have come; of the son of the soil returning from his day’s +darg,</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">Wat, wat, wat and weary,</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p class="p0">with neither a blazing ingle nor a clean hearth-stone, not a single +creature-comfort to sustain him; of ill or uncooked food such as a +dainty townbred beggar would have turned from in supreme disgust; of a +father who had to be father and mother in one to his helpless children; +of long nights of waking and watching for the labouring man whose sleep +ought to have been sweet.</p> + +<p>Jean, who understood the circumstances so<span class="pagenum" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</span> well, was not the woman +to be unmoved by them. ‘But your bairns, Bob?’ she suggested kindly, +turning instinctively to what seemed to her the single prospect of +better days for the speaker. ‘They will be getting on, and rising up to +be a blessing to you?’</p> + +<p>‘They are that already, woman,’ said Bob heartily, while his careworn +face brightened inexpressibly, ‘though the auldest of the two lasses, +Lizzie and Peggy, is but growing thirteen, and they have to take turn +and turn about at their schulin’ and at keepin’ the house. They are +as gude and clever, though I should na say sae, as lasses can be. My +word! Jean, they can kindle a fire and put out a bannock that would not +disgrace yoursel’.’</p> + +<p>Here was a trace of the old Bob with his impetuosity and sanguineness. +Jean smiled faintly in listening to him, even while she asked herself +sternly, how she could be such a weak and wicked sinner as to feel a +pang of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</span> jealous resentment shoot through her. It was because she heard +this poor man who had suffered so much, refer in terms which proved +his high esteem for the only thing of value that remained to him—his +bairns and Leezbeth Red’s—not Jean’s—to her, who must go a lone woman +to her grave through his treachery.</p> + +<p>‘For the bit laddie,’ continued Bob with a slight fall and wistful +yearning in his voice, ‘he’s but a wee chappie of three years. We +lost twa weans between him and the lasses. He’s no stout—I’m whiles +frightened that he has his mither’s constitution. But his sisters and +a gude auld body of a wife in our cotton do the best they can for +him, and wha kens but that we’ll be permitted to pu’ him through—and +live to see him a braw man some day?’ Bob lifted his bent head with +glistening eyes at the remote but inspiring prospect.</p> + +<p>Jean thought of a manse child that had died in its infancy, on +which she had doted as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</span> women like her are apt to lavish passionate +affection on little children. ‘I hope sae too, Bob, my man,’ she said +in the kindly phraseology of her class, and addressing him all the +more gently, because she sought, in her own mind, to atone for the +unreasonable, unrighteous anger she had felt stirring in her heart +against him, for his very fatherliness, only a moment before. ‘I’ll be +right glad to hear that your laddie has thriven.’</p> + +<p>Bob’s face brightened more and more, as he leapt down from the +cart-head, and stood by Jean’s side. But in spite of the decided action +a certain hesitation and agitation began to appear in his manner.</p> + +<p>The movement served to remind Jean of what she had been losing +consciousness of, that she and Bob Meffin were central figures in an +attentive circle scrutinising their proceedings, and probably catching +scraps of their conversation.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</span></p> + +<p>‘Jean,’ said her old lover, lost to, or careless of, their public +position, a broken red rising in his face while his eyes fell before +hers, ‘I’m pleased to have seen you here, lass; and I own I had a +notion we might forgather, after I had been with the cart for draff +at the brewery, and made up my mind to come this way, because I had a +doubt about a nail in ane of Bruce the horse’s shoon—the back fit on +the hinder side—which Jamie Caird could put richt. Jean, I leed to +you when we were young, I’ll never deny it; but oh! woman, ye dinna +ken what it is for a man to own to a lee, whether to man or woman. +And ye dinna ken how I was tempted—a thochtless lad as I was, in the +same place with a bonnie fulish young lass who took a liking to him, +and would let him see her heart richt or wrang. Jean, I’ll no say ill +of the dead to whom I did wrang, who was the mither of my bairns. She +did her best, puir feckless thing, when she had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</span> gotten me—no sic a +bargain after all, since I was neither so clever nor so handy as to +make up for her lack of pith and experience—and she was a tried woman, +racked wi’ pain and faint with heart sickness, longing to be gane to +her rest, her worst enemy might have pitied her, puir Leezbeth! long +before she gaed aff the face of the earth. I would be a muckle brute +to blame her at this time of the day, and to throw a’ the wyte of my +faut on her. Still, Jean, the truth must be spoken, and gin ye had +kenned, even at the time, there was some puir excuse for a moment’s +madness of passion and its miserable consequences—you were aye so +strong yoursel’ that you micht hae had some mercy on the weak—and +we were weak as water, baith Leezbeth and me. But it’s a’ ower now, +Jean, and you are to the fore and a “wanter” yet. Woman, gin you would +suffer me to make some amends—a’ that’s in my power. I’ve keepet my +place and risen to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</span> be foreman at Blawart Brae in spite of a’. I’ve +gude thirty pounds a year o’ wages, and I’ve paid up my debt this last +twalmonth. If I had onybody to manage for me I micht do weel yet. It’s +not to certain puirtith I’m bidding you, Jean. And there’s my little +cummers,’ continued the infatuated man, with a flash of exultant hope, +well-nigh conviction, at the mention of his young daughters; ‘they will +be proud to do your will, and wait on you like a queen; you could rear +them into fine women like yoursel’. The wee chappie would be a fash to +you, no doubt, but you are never the woman to heed sic fash, and oh! +lass, you dinna ken what a takin’ way he has wi’ him, how he is the pet +of ilka body that comes near him, though he’s ill-grown and weakly. He +tholes his trouble like a bit man, and when he’s no clean knocked on +the head wi’t, and wallied like the young grass in simmer-time when +there has not been a shower to slocken<span class="pagenum" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</span> its drouth for sax weeks, he’s +the plaisantest o’ God’s creatures you ever saw. Jean, you would like +Jockie as gin he were your ain, and you micht be the saving of my +laddie,’ pleaded Bob passionately, as he had never pled before, not +even for Jean’s young love.</p> + +<p>Jean was so confounded at the turn matters had taken, and the advantage +Bob Meffin was seeking to wrest from her pity, and the softening of +her heart towards him and his, that she hardly gave their full meaning +to the first words of this second suit, and it was not for a moment +that the extent of their presumption struck her. ‘The deil’s in the +man!’ Jean said under her breath, in spite of her principles, her +decorum, and the recollection that she had served in a minister’s +family for a large part of her life. Was there no end to the conceit +of men, in themselves and their bairns? And so he thought he could +make her amends! Doubtless he imagined she was still hankering<span class="pagenum" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</span> after +his fickle love, and pining for his sake, while she being an honest +woman had banished him from her thoughts, as a married man, fourteen +years before. By his careless use of the slighting term ‘wanter,’ which +complaisant contemptuous married couples applied to single men but +particularly to single women, he betrayed that he shared in the coarse +popular scorn of old maids, and the mean opinion that they would be +only too glad to snatch at any—the most wretched, chance of changing +their condition and escaping from its reproach. He, the middle-aged, +battered, and broken-down ploughman with his two forward hempies of +lasses, and his heavy handful of a sick bairn, concluding impudently +that any husband was better than none, judged himself a fit match for +an independent well-esteemed woman like Jean Kinloch! And he had been +the very man, the leear, as he had rightly called himself, to the one +woman, the worst enemy to the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</span> other, of the two who had trusted him. +He had wrung Jean’s heart when it was young and tender, and lichtlied +her for a lass like Leezbeth Red, leaving Jean to be the mark for the +jests and scoffs of mocking tongues.</p> + +<p>Jean was burning with indignation, and looking at it in her light, +greater provocation could not have been given her. ‘Are you daft, Bob +Meffin?’ She turned upon him with a pale face set like iron, and words +which cut like swords. ‘Do you think I would have a gift of you, after +what has come and gane? If I had been brodent on a man, I might have +had my wale of a hantle better than you ever were, without waiting so +long. Man, I’m weel content to be an auld maid, it’s no sic a forlorn +lot as you marriet folk in your crouseness fancy. But I would be keen +to get marriet gin I could consent to stand in a dead woman’s shoon, a +lass who was like to have had “a misfortune”’—Jean used the apologetic +phrase with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</span> strong contempt—‘who had so little truth and honesty in +her that she could steal the fickle man’s heart and word which were +not worth the taking, though they had been flung at her feet, kennin’ +a’ the time they belonged to another woman—would I be plaguet wi’ her +brats o’ bairns, think ye?’</p> + +<p>Bob heard the terms of her answer with as much amazement as she had +experienced at his proposal, with consternation added to the amazement, +and with the pain of a great disappointment in the crestfallen and +wounded expression of his face.</p> + +<p>But at the last scornful words the man’s spirit kindled within him. He +faced Jean, and replied to her with volleys of wrath: ‘Jean Kinloch, +you may cast laith at me, you’ve ower gude richt, though I thocht—I +was wrang—a’ the same I had a fulish notion it would be grander to +forgi’e and forget, and that the lass I had lo’ed sae weel, when there +was naebody to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</span> come atween us, micht be fit to play the grander +part. But to cast laith at the silent dead for the wrong-doing of her +youth, after she has paid the heavy cost—to cast laith, to my face, +at my innocent bairns, my twa gude lasses and my stricken laddie, Jean +Kinloch, you were na blate.’</p> + +<p>‘Na, Bob, I didna mean—’ began Jean hesitatingly, but he would not +hear her.</p> + +<p>‘You’ve done what I’ll stand frae no man or woman born, no frae the +woman I aince lo’ed as I lo’ed my life, and whom even when I gaed her +up, because I couldna say “na” either to mysel’ or to anither, I would +hae focht ony mither’s son in braid Scotland who would have dared to +say that she was not amaist worthy to be worshipped. I thocht you were +ower gude for me, and it was a comfort in repenting o’ my folly, that +you were weel rid o’ me. But I tell you where you stand glowering +there, you’re not the woman I thocht you;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</span> you’re not gude enough for +the gift o’ my bairns that you have spoken tantingly o’—Jean Kinloch, +you’re a hard, cauld woman this day.’</p> + +<p>This was turning the tables in truth, and an astounding effect followed.</p> + +<p>Bob Meffin’s words could hardly be called reasonable, and yet the +utterance of them seemed to lift him above his fall and to lend a +homely dignity to the sinner, as he walked away from the old love to +whom he had not been true.</p> + +<p>Jean felt it with a curious force. She had the strongest conception +that Bob Meffin, who had jilted her in the past and was insulting her +in the present—as she had thought only a moment before, who defended +his dead wife and loved his children so fondly, was having the best of +it in their contest. He had been foolish and false in word and deed, he +might be what she had called him—the most conceited and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</span> audacious of +men. He might share in the low views current as to ‘wanters’ and old +maids, yet could it be that Bob Meffin had grown a better man than Jean +was a woman, while he had been the sinner and she the sinned against? +Had the simple, manly patience with which he had paid the penalty +reversed the result in character, in the subtle workings by which good +may triumph over evil? Had Bob become less and she more worldly-minded +since they parted? Had his nature been softened, mellowed, purified in +his ceaseless toil for his sick wife and helpless children, while she +in her comparative ease, her leisure for her bible and her kirk, had +lost sight of magnanimity and mercy and learnt only vindictiveness and +malice? And if so, had she not been doubly defrauded? Was Bob to cheat +her not only of earthly, but of heavenly happiness?</p> + +<p>Jean’s sense of justice rebelled against the merest bewildered +suspicion of such a sentence.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</span> But she was sorry for the words she +had spoken; she had been mean enough to cherish the recollection of +Bob’s offence after all these years, and, with a full knowledge of the +apples of Sodom it had borne, to cast it up to the offender. And he had +been perfectly right in his accusation—she had ‘cast laith’ at the +dead wife whose soul had gone before the great tribunal—at Leezbeth +Red’s and Bob Meffin’s innocent bairns, thus outraging the most sacred +feelings of humanity. As Jean was a good woman she must take back her +words in part, she must say she was sorry for having uttered them.</p> + +<p>‘Forgi’e me, Bob,’ she said in a low tone, her handsome face working +with suppressed emotion. ‘It was sma’ of me and unworthy of a Christian +woman to let on about byganes—no to say it was cruel to say an +unbecoming word o’ your dead wife and your living bairns.’</p> + +<p>Alas! the original mercurial temperament<span class="pagenum" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</span> of the man which no suffering +had altogether subdued, leapt up on the slightest encouragement from +the depth of alienation and despondency to the height of fresh love +and hope. He was not merely propitiated, he was elevated by a single +word of regret so as to be ready to repeat the affront he had given. +‘Will you no think better of it, Jean, lass, and make me a prood and +happy man at last?’ he called out loudly and recklessly. Jean’s recent +remorse for her harshness was nipped in the bud, and she was furious at +the renewed outrage. ‘No me, niver, niver,’ she proclaimed to him and +to all who might choose to listen.</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_III2">CHAPTER III.<br><span class="small">JEAN’S REPRISALS.</span></h3></div> + + +<p>Eppie Meffin had returned with her soldier, a full-blown sergeant +in possession of a comfortable pension, to settle in her native +village. And Jean went to congratulate her old friend, but found that +condolences instead of congratulations were in requisition.</p> + +<p>Eppie stood bathed in tears with her good bonnet and shawl thrown on +anyhow, in her haste to set out for the Dalroy railway-station, which +was now within three miles of the village, while the train stopped for +five minutes at another station a mile from Logan, on its way to a +place of greater note.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</span></p> + +<p>‘Come a bittie with me, Jean, it’s lang since we’ve seen ane anither, +lass. I take your early visit very kind, and am fain to hear your +cracks, ‘but I canna stop to speak to you,’ said Eppie, without waiting +to be questioned on the cause of her distress.</p> + +<p>Jean complied with the petition, excited almost out of her staid +maidenly composure. And her companion was not slow to pour forth her +lamentations over the misfortune that had befallen her, through all +that was left of her kindred.</p> + +<p>‘Oo, aye, it’s that unlucky Bob: you may be satisfied now, Jean, you +ha’e lived to see vengeance execut’ on him—as they say, it’s aye +ta’en—even in this world, on the deceivers and deserters o’ women.’</p> + +<p>‘Me satisfied!’ cried Jean in unfeigned horror; ‘what do you tak me +for, Eppie Meffin? Do you think I wish, or ha’e ever wished, an ill +wish on your brither? You’re speakin’ like an<span class="pagenum" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</span> unregenerate heathen. +Is’t his ae bit laddie?’ inquired Jean almost tenderly.</p> + +<p>‘It’s a hantle waur than the bairn,’ groaned Eppie. ‘I canna help +liking the wee thing who is no accountable for a’ the fash he gies; but +’deed he would be weel awa’, at rest from a’ his pains.’</p> + +<p>‘Oh! Eppie, Eppie,’ said Jean reproachfully, ‘when Bob’s heart is set +on this bairn, and ane can never tell what the silliest callant may +come through, and live, and grow to; you a mither yoursel’ to speak sic +words!’</p> + +<p>‘You speak o’ me bein’ a mither,’ said Eppie with a half-choked voice, +‘woman, you dinna ken what the outcome o’ a mither’s love may lead to, +though you’re gude—you were aye a gude lass, Jean Kinloch. There’s +my ain brisk mannie Peter. Do you think if I had the choice, and if I +kenned I was to be ta’en away frae him, and his father was to forfeit +his pension and become superannuate’, I wouldna<span class="pagenum" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</span> rather choose to have +a’ the briskness ta’en out of my laddie, and see him lying still—never +to stir mair—only fit for the mools, than look forward to a chance of +his comin’ to want, and fa’n on the parish, and being knocked about and +scorned, and treated to a dog’s life?’</p> + +<p>‘Then it’s Bob himsel’,’ said Jean briefly.</p> + +<p>‘Wha else should it be?’ demanded Eppie, made peevish by her grief.</p> + +<p>‘Ye dinna say he’s dead?’ said Jean, with white lips.</p> + +<p>‘No dead outricht,’ said Eppie, not so grateful as she ought to have +been for the great respite, never having contemplated the extremity, +‘but he is no muckle better, so far as being a bread-winner is +concerned. He was trying to break in a maisterfu’ horse, when it turned +and flung at him, and struck him atween the elbow and the shouther. +His arm—and it’s his richt ane—is that melled the doctor is feared +the banes will never gang thegither again, and he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</span> may have to cut it +aff bodily. If poor Bob survive the operation, and be left an ae-armed +man, he’ll no even be fit for a hag man’ (the used-up man who is the +cattle-feeder on a farm). His maister may do something for him, so long +as he lives, since the hurt was got in his service, but Bob cannot be +allowed mair than will provide for his ain bite and sup, and what is +to become of his bairns even in his lifetime Gude can tell. Me and my +man micht take ane o’ the halflin lassies, but we could do nae mair; +and little as the like o’ her is gude for, she’s like to be ill spared +with her faither as weel as her little brither thrown on her and her +sister’s care. Pity me! for the care, wi’ the auldest of the twa hardly +in her teens. Now, Jean, when you’ve heard a’ will you flee out on me +again for wishing the weary wean were safe in a better place?’</p> + +<p>Jean was silent in the magnitude of the calamity.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</span></p> + +<p>At this moment Eppie had only one complaint to make of the victim, +and she did not dream of including Jean in it, for Eppie was a loyal +friend as well as an attached sister. She had heard already how Bob +as a widower had ventured to make up to Jean Kinloch again, and so +far from approving of the venture, Eppie, in fairness to her sex, and +still more in fairness to Jean, had said stoutly, unswayed by family +interest and partiality, that Bob was rightly served in the repulse he +had received. He had no reason to count on any other answer. He was +both bold and simple to speer Jean Kinloch’s price a second time. There +had always been a simplicity about him, poor chap, though he was no +fool either. Doubtless that had been the cause of his falling an easy +victim to the wiles of that light-headed cutty Leezbeth Red—that Eppie +should miscall the dead. But Eppie’s auld mother, who had a great work +with Jean, could never abide<span class="pagenum" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</span> Leezbeth. Thus Eppie took refuge from any +self-reproach for the disparaging criticism on her late sister-in-law, +by regarding it as a mark of filial respect.</p> + +<p>‘You ken, Jean, it’s a mercy, “there was never a silly Jocky but +there was aye as silly a Jenny,” and some canny woman, a wee bit up +in years, wi no muckle to lippen to, micht have drawn up wi’ Bob and +his foreman’s house and wages. And what though, she had been a thocht +ill-faured?’ speculated Eppie boldly, ‘she would not ha’e made a waur +wife and step-mither because of the shape of her nose or the colour of +her skin. Of course I dinna mean a weel-to-do, weel-looking woman like +you, Jean,’ broke off Eppie in perfect sincerity; ‘a match like that +was no longer to be thought of for him. If you were inclined to change +your state, you micht aspire as high as a butler or a schulemaister. +But about the woman that might ha’e done for our Bob afore this +mischanter—if<span class="pagenum" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</span> she had not been a fule o’ a lassie—caring only for +idleset and a reive at whatever pleasure came in her way—she would not +ha’e been that ill aff. Puir Bob has learnt to serve hissel’ and to be +easy served, and his patience wi’ these bairns o’ his, and his pleasure +in them, is jist extraordinar’.’</p> + +<p>‘Yes,’ Jean said half abstractedly, ‘he seemed to think a deal o’ his +bairns.’</p> + +<p>‘Nae doubt, ilka craw thinks its ain bird whitest, and Bob’s birds +were aye birds o’ Paradise. No that I would deny they’re fine lasses +as lasses gang, but will that prevent them being frichtet out o’ their +wits if Bob has to get his arm chapped aff? and if he come round, how +long will they be, think ye, of forgetting the trouble and getting out +their heads? And how can I, wi’ a man and bairns and a house o’ my ain +to look after, and a railway journey atween me and Bob’s family, keep +the lasses out of a’ but good company, and set them<span class="pagenum" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</span> down and haud them +on their seats, at their seams and their knittin’, and teach them to be +orderly and punctual and weel-mannered,’ said the sergeant’s wife with +emphasis. ‘No that it matters muckle since it has come to the warst,’ +she added the next moment, sinking back into dejection. ‘I see nae way +now for them but they maun gang on the parish—that ever ony o’ my folk +should come to this!’ Eppie ended with fresh tears of mingled personal +mortification and grief for ‘our Bob.’</p> + +<p>Jean tarried a couple of weeks, hearing various reports of Bob’s +keeping up or giving way—of the youngest of his doctors maintaining +that he would both save the arm and restore it to usefulness, only +months of suffering and helplessness must intervene—of the eldest +of his doctors swearing that Bob’s arm, if it were not amputated at +once, would cost him his life at no distant day. Jean could bear it no +longer. Her punishment, not Bob’s, was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</span> more than she could bear. She +would ‘take her foot in her hand,’ go across the moor, and ask how Bob +Meffin fared. She was an old enough woman to decide for herself on the +desirability of such a step. She was old enough in her rank of life to +be her own chaperon, and dispense with the presence of Eppie on her +visit.</p> + +<p>Jean was not accustomed to railways as her travelled friend was, so it +did not occur to her to lessen the fatigue of the expedition by having +recourse to the station, nearly three miles off, and being carried by +the iron horse and deposited a mile from her destination. To Jean, by +far the simpler and less troublesome course was to ‘take her foot in +her hand’ and walk the ten miles to Logan.</p> + +<p>It was already the month of February, and the days were lengthening, +though spring was making little show in the woods and fields, and least +of all on the moor.</p> + +<p>Jean accomplished this journey as she had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</span> accomplished that other, +with the frost-bitten instead of the blooming heather under her feet, +and the former summer sky still grey with wintry clouds over her head. +It was not the sabbath day, so Jean was not called upon to redeem the +holy time by speaking to herself in psalms and hymns and spiritual +songs, as she trod the long and hard road; but she caught herself +muttering involuntarily half aloud more than once, ‘God be gude to +Bob Meffin and his mitherless bairns.’ And she was conscious, through +her anxiety, that peace with God and man, instead of restless misery, +filled her breast.</p> + +<p>Jean passed the kirk where she had sat and heard Bob ‘cried’ with +another woman, as it seemed to her an age ago—passed the kirkyard +where Leezbeth Red lay sleeping. She knew the road to Blawart Brae +perfectly well. Had she not learnt its every turning by heart in the +days when she had thought of the farm in the light of her home as a +young wife? Bob’s present<span class="pagenum" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</span> house was not, indeed, the house which +that young wife would have dwelt in, the last was tenanted by one of +the junior ploughmen and his wife—no older than Jean would have been +if she had come to Blawart Brae a married woman by the time she was +twenty. Jean caught a glimpse of a young lass whose brown hand was +already invested with the dignity of a wedding-ring, as she looked up +and paused in the act of pulling up a curly green kail-stock from her +‘yaird.’ Jean stared wistfully at the fresh contented face as at a +picture of what her own face might have been like, if Bob Meffin had +not broken his vows more than a dozen of years before.</p> + +<p>Bob’s cottage was that of the foreman on the farm, but the little +advantages which the promotion secured had all been lost in the +grinding poverty to which he had been subjected.</p> + +<p>Bob himself opened the door to Jean’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</span> knock, for he was able to walk +about the house, though his arm was still in an early precarious stage +of recovery.</p> + +<p>‘Eh! Jean, is this you? Come in by; it’s kind of you to look in and +speer for me in the by-going, since you maun ha’e some other errand at +Logan.’ He cried with such glad surprise, that Jean had no more cause +to fear the nature of her welcome.</p> + +<p>He insisted upon her occupying the one arm-chair, and he would break +up with his left hand the little fire gathered on the hearth, while +he kept repeating, as in a wonderfully pleasant dream, ‘Is’t possible +you’ve come aince errand to see me? Woman, the sicht of you is gude for +a sick man;’ and Jean knew that he admired her fine carriage and fine +face as of old—that to him, as to the rest of the world, she was still +the well-endowed, the well- not the ill-favoured woman whom Eppie had +proposed as a fit wife for her brother.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</span></p> + +<p>As for him, he looked fifty times more haggard and worn than when Jean +had seen him sitting, still able-bodied and active, on the head of +his cart between the smiddy and the well, in the winter gloaming. His +cheeks were more sunken, his hair had received an additional white +powdering, his very voice piped a little with weakness, his fustian +clothes naturally were worse—not better, attended to, while his +right arm, that sign and seal of a working man’s independence, hung +pathetically incapable of service in its sling.</p> + +<p>But he was eager, even cheerful, in his greetings to Jean. At the +same time it was clear that though he had no regrets to spare for his +personal appearance, he was full of apologies for his house which might +throw discredit on the management of his young house-keepers. Both +of them were absent for the moment, since Lizzie had carried out her +little brother, and Peggy, who had returned to the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</span> parish school, was +not come back for the day.</p> + +<p>To tell the truth, Jean saw Bob’s house when it was about its best, +while he remained constantly at home to give directions to his lasses, +and when his sister Eppie came over, once a fortnight, expending her +surplus energy and emotion in scouring not only the family wardrobe, +but the windows and the grate.</p> + +<p>But it was a house bare and barren in its small space, as the great +ward of a poor-house, while it was liable to the squalor the absence of +which is the redeeming feature of the poor-house. Here there was not +one of the articles which are the pride of a well-to-do ploughman’s +heart, and which make all the difference between ‘couthiness’ (plenty +and comfort combined) and dreariness in his homely dwelling. In Bob’s +house there was no chest of drawers rubbed by proud patient hands—such +as Jean had been once laying by ten shillings<span class="pagenum" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</span> of her wages at a +time to buy; no grandiose eight-day clock with perhaps a wreath of +brilliant pink roses and gorgeous blue convolvuluses painted round its +broad face, to which Bob in the heyday of his fortunes had aspired; +no coarse but gay earthenware, for show as well as for use, in the +cupboard with its glass door; no resplendent coloured engravings of +worse than doubtful merit as works of art, but bright suggestive spots +relieving the staring or dingy blankness of the white-washed walls; no +exquisitely patched quilt—a marvel of womanly ingenuity and industry, +such as Jean had once stitched together and sung over, and laid aside +to fade in her kist—adorning the box-bed. There was not even a cat +purring about the ‘clean hearth-stane,’ or a bird chirping in its +cage, or a growing plant on the ledge of the small window. Yet Bob as +a young man had been fond of animals and plants. Only there had been +hard times in his history. Then a cat, if<span class="pagenum" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</span> it did not cast aside its +domestic habits and run wild about the stack-yard and barn, killing +rats and mice which Bob might have been tempted to grudge it, for its +own consumption, would have grown as lean in flesh and as unthrifty in +coat as Bob himself. The pence to be paid for an ounce of bird-seed +might have formed a far larger sum than he, with any conscience, would +have dared to abstract from the family capital. The burdened man could +not have given the moment’s thought and time necessary to supply the +‘flooer’ with the common sunshine, air, and water—all that it craved.</p> + +<p>Jean, who had been thinking much of late of her old comfortable +manse-kitchen glittering with pewter, tin and brass, the very roof +groaning with the weight of mutton hams, pigs’ cheeks, dried fish, +bags of onions, bunches of herbs, contrasted it with this region of +desolation, but did not shrink from the contrast.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</span></p> + +<p>Jean and Bob chatted together one on each side of the flickering +fire—the blinking of which was more kindly than the pale February +sunbeams, which shone steadily on the dispiriting house-place.</p> + +<p>But Bob was not down-hearted: he was wonderfully hopeful, as, by the +Providence which makes the back fit for the burden, it was his nature +to be. He was ready to praise to the skies the cleverness and kindness +of his young doctor—Bob having affectionately appropriated his medical +man, with a certain proud admiration and tenderness for his gifts and +his youth, much as Jean had appropriated her young mistresses, dwelling +with fond delight on their graces. Bob proclaimed with unstinted +gratitude the generosity of his master, who was paying in full a +term’s wages which the servant had not earned, and only putting an +orra (extra man) man into Bob’s place, till it could be ascertained +whether he should recover from<span class="pagenum" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</span> the effects of his accident, as Bob was +well assured he would in time, if it were the Lord’s will—he used the +expression without the slightest affectation. Eppie was a good sister +to him, while all his neighbours were richt kind. He could better thole +the pain of his arm now, that he had the comfort of trusting it was not +to be sawn off. Bob said the words without shrinking and with manly +fortitude. He had been in worse straits and seen far greater ‘trouble,’ +and he had much to be thankful for. There was no more pretence in the +acknowledgment of thankfulness than in the reference to his Maker’s +will. Bob was one of those wayfaring men who, though a fool, was +prevented, in part by his very simplicity, from erring in his judgment +of the way he had to go through life and death.</p> + +<p>Then he quietly dropped his own affairs and turned with kindly +interest to discuss Jean’s concerns, and also to hear the news of old +acquaintances<span class="pagenum" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</span> which could only reach him and Jean orally, and could +never come to them through any humble substitute for ‘Fashionable +News’ in West-end newspapers. Bob could and did read stray newspapers, +but they rarely brought him intelligence of the doings of friends old +or new, and news were especially acceptable to Bob in these weeks of +enforced idleness and pain, from which, though he bore the infliction +bravely, he was fain to have his mind diverted for an hour. He took the +friendliest interest in the changes going on in Jean’s ‘family,’ which +happened at that moment to be looking up in the world, while now and +then that very interest betrayed him into precarious allusions. ‘So +Miss Mary is to be buckled with young Logan o’ Logan! I mind her weel +as a bairn. She was the little leddy wi’ the lint white locks I ha’e +carried on my shouther many a time—you mind, Jean? when there was a +lock o’ us among the minister’s hay.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</span> And Miss Catrine’s to go back to +the manse—how bools rin round! and she wants you to go back wi’ her. +You’ll do’t, Jean,’ said Bob with cordial confidence. ‘You’ll like the +auld place far better than Logan House after young Logan has come to +his kingdom. The manse o’ Dalroy was a bonnie pairt and a happy hame +even for a servant lass in the auld days. I’ve no doubt it will be as +nearly as possible the same, under Miss Catrine who comes o’ a gude +stock and the young minister who I am told has the making o’ a powerful +preacher in him, while he is a kind man to the puir. I’m as pleased as +you can think, Jean, to hear o’ your down-sitten in the end—for you’ll +never leave them, they’ll never let you go. Woman, you’ll be an honour +to their house among their young maids; you’ll be like Rebeecy’s nurse +whom all Israel murned for, that the auld Doctor aince preached about, +and you could turn up chapter and verse, and read what was said o’ her +in the “Word.”’</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</span></p> + +<p>‘Thanks to you, Bob,’ said Jean in a low tone, conscious of his +self-forgetfulness.</p> + +<p>But all through the conversation Bob was alert for any sign of the +return of his bairns. He was extremely desirous that they should come +home in time for Jean to see them before she left. ‘I wouldna like to +keep you ower long, Jean, when you have siccan a tramp between toons, +and it was mair than kind of you to come. But if you could just aince +cast een on the bairns, if you could see Jockie and tell me what you +think o’ him, I would like it aboon a’ things. If I were at their +heels,’ cried Bob, waxing hot in his great longing to bring about the +introduction, ‘I would try if a gude paik wouldna put smeddum in them. +But you ken bairns will be bairns,’ he turned the next moment and +craved indulgence for his culprits. ‘They will find things to play wi’, +were it but a wheen burrs to stick on ane anither’s backs, and keep +them ahint on the road.’</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</span></p> + +<p>At last the members of Bob’s family arrived simultaneously, the lasses +with their bleached hair and round rosy faces, and the puny little +lad. Lizzie was lugging along her brother in her motherly young arms, +Peggy had her bag with her books hung round her neck. There was no +particular sign of that seeking to get their heads out of the yoke +which Eppie had foreboded, though they might not have been guiltless of +the light-heartedness of sticking burrs on each other’s backs for the +last quarter of an hour. But the two, and even the small child, having +a spindly arm hanging loosely across the breast of his sister’s blue +pinafore, with his eyes looking large and hollow like his father’s, in +his wasted mite of a face, stared open-mouthed at Jean. In vain their +father strove to do the honours with the best effect. ‘Gie me the +bairn, Lizzie. This is Lizzie and thon’s Peggy, Jean; and here’s an +auld friend of mine, lasses.’</p> + +<p>In his deep anxiety that the children might<span class="pagenum" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</span> make a favourable +impression on his old friend, Bob suddenly fell foul of the objects of +his devotion with a sharpness of fault-finding which not only took them +completely by surprise, but drove them into a frame of mind still more +stupid and provoking.</p> + +<p>‘Ha’e you no a tongue in your head, Lizzie?’ Bob reproached his +eldest-born cuttingly. ‘And as for you, Peggy,’ he turned furiously +on the second girl, ‘lowse that bag from your neck this minute, and +put aff that bannet that you have a’ but torn the croon frae since +you left hame this morning. What garred you be sae royd—and noo you +are as blate, when I would have had you look wiselike and behave your +best no to disgrace yoursel’s and me.’ Bob ended with a groan of +disappointment—well-nigh despair.</p> + +<p>Jean had to interfere with her womanly forbearance and consideration. +‘Let them alane, Bob. There’s naithing wrang. What<span class="pagenum" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</span> would you ha’e o’ +the bairns—fine bairns, who I am sure will do a’ they can to please +you?’</p> + +<p>But Bob’s heart melted utterly to his youngest-born, his son and heir, +and he failed to attack him with scathing sarcasm. ‘Here’s Jockie,’ +he said, smiling on the child that nestled in his left arm. ‘Tak him +frae me, Jean, he’ll no greet—he’s the best manners o’ us a’—he’s +sic a licht wecht, though he’s a hantle heavier than he was six months +syne, you’ll no feel it, even though you’re tired,’ said Bob, putting +his darling awkwardly with his one free hand into Jean’s arms. He +gave a sigh half of speechless satisfaction, half of unfathomable +sorrow—looking in her face at the same time, seeking to hear her utter +her tribute to the child’s attractions, and hanging breathlessly on +what was likely to be her outspoken verdict of whether it was to be +life or death for the lad.</p> + +<p>Jean took the bairn reverently and gently. He did not greet; in his +weakness he appreciated<span class="pagenum" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</span> fully Jean’s light firm grasp, while he +cuddled to her breast and looked up in her face with his child’s eyes. +‘Puir wee lamb,’ said Jean, sitting down again, for she had risen, as +if his feather’s weight had overpowered her strength; and she stroked +the wan cheeks till Jockie smiled with the ineffable sweetness of a +sick child’s smile.</p> + +<p>‘He looks far frae strong,’ said truthful Jean slowly, while Bob +listened to her words as if they had been those of an oracle. ‘But I +dinna think he has just the look that little Jack at the manse had—I +ha’e a hope he’ll get ower his sickness. Do you mind, Bob, your mither +used to say you were a silly bairn yoursel’ till you were sax years +auld? and your Jockie has a look o’ you.’</p> + +<p>‘Do you think sae, Jean?’ said Bob, almost shame-faced at the +extent of the compliment, while ready to bless her for the faintest +encouragement to trust that Jockie might live to become a toil-worn, +care-laden man like his father. But, no; Jockie, if he were spared,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</span> +would have brighter fortunes; no true father or mother has ever ceased +to dream that his or her child will be more successful in the best +sense—happier in every way, in the path trodden and cleared before him.</p> + +<p>‘I canna keep you longer, Jean,’ said Bob reluctantly but with manly +tender forethought for her. ‘And I canna expeck that sic a favour will +be repeated. I canna even find words to express to you how much I’m +obleeged for this ca’. But if we should never meet again in this world, +you’ll mind, Jean, I said as my last words to you, that, like the +Maister you ha’e served all your life, you’ve returned gude for evil, +you have done what you could to cheer the heart of a sick and lanely +man.’</p> + +<p>It was the single word of complaint he had allowed to fall from him, +and he only let it pass his lips to enhance the value of her good deeds.</p> + +<p>The two had left the children in the room behind them, and were +standing in the doorway about to part.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</span></p> + +<p>‘Bob,’ said Jean hurriedly, ‘I’m ready and willing to come again and +stop, if you’re in the same mind that you were on the afternoon you +spoke with me, at the smiddy well. The Miss Frasers have no more need +o’ me. Eppie will gie in the lines and cite the minister to come here, +and I’ll walk across the moor as soon as a’ is ready—if you are in the +same mind, Bob.’</p> + +<p>Jean spoke the words tremulously, but merely as a matter of course, in +her recantation of her refusal. It was the thought farthest from her +generous heart to choose this moment of all others in which to reproach +him with his former faithlessness.</p> + +<p>But as a wrong once done is indelible, the reproach of which Jean +never dreamt, smote Bob’s conscience keenly, even while he protested +vehemently, ‘I’m in the same mind. Could I be in any other to my auld +true love Jean?’ And he cried again, ‘Oh, Jean! your tender mercies +are baith kind and cruel,’ while he bowed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</span> himself in such an agony +of shame as he had never yet felt for the past. He had even, for an +instant, a notion that it must be the bitterest part of his punishment +to have to put away from him, with his own hand, this ecstasy of hope +and happiness for the future—not of himself alone but of his children. +‘I canna let your mercies be, Jean, I daurna let them be,’ he muttered +hoarsely.</p> + +<p>‘Then I winna ask your leave, Bob,’ said Jean in her triumph of love, +before the might of which Bob’s anguish and resistance went down.</p> + +<p>‘It’s no me, it’s the bairns, who have won you, as I aye kenned they +would,’ said Bob, taking heart again at the thought of his treasure; +‘and they will thank you as I couldna do—no, though I were to live to +ninety-nine and never cease speaking your praises.’</p> + + +<p class="center p2">END OF THE FIRST VOLUME.</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + + +<div class="chapter"> +<p class="center p2"> +LONDON: PRINTED BY SPOTTISWOODE AND CO.,<br> +NEW-STREET SQUARE +AND PARLIAMENT STREET<br> +</p> +</div> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter transnote"> +<h2 class="nobreak" id="Transcribers_Notes">Transcriber’s Notes</h2> + + +<p>Obvious punctuation errors and omissions have been silently corrected.</p> + +<p><a href="#Page_41">Page 41</a>: “freely acknowleged” changed to “freely acknowledged”</p> + +<p><a href="#Page_55">Page 55</a>: “scorched outmeal” changed to “scorched oatmeal” +</p></div> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75486 ***</div> +</body> +</html> + diff --git a/75486-h/images/cover.jpg b/75486-h/images/cover.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..81b1209 --- /dev/null +++ b/75486-h/images/cover.jpg diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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