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Pictures of + life and manners, and Stories of adventure, are more eagerly received by + the many than graver productions, however important these latter may be. + Apuleius is better remembered by his fable of Cupid and Psyche than by + his abstruser Platonic writings; and the Decameron of Boccaccio has + outlived the Latin Treatises and other learned works of that author." + + TALES + + OF + + THE PEERAGE AND THE PEASANTRY. + + COMPLETE IN ONE VOLUME. + + LONDON: + RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET; + AND BELL & BRADFUTE, EDINBURGH. + + 1849. + + + + + LONDON: + Spottiswoodes and Shaw, + New-street-Square. + +[Illustration: + + _Clara Cause, del._ _C. Cook, sc._ + +TALES OF THE PEERAGE AND THE PEASANTRY. + +"_The Chevalier received the Countess of Nithsdale with what he meant +to be marked attention, but his manner was subdued, his bearing +dejected_" Winifred + +_London. Published by Richard Bentley. 1849._] + + + + + TALES + + OF THE + + PEERAGE AND THE PEASANTRY. + + EDITED BY LADY DACRE. + + LONDON: + RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET; + AND BELL & BRADFUTE, EDINBURGH. + + 1849. + + + + +NOTICE. + + +The Proprietors of Circulating Libraries in all parts of the country +are compelled by the new Copyright Act to discontinue purchasing and +lending out a single copy of a foreign edition of an English work. _The +mere having it in their possession ticketed and marked as a library +book_ exposes them to + + A PENALTY OF TEN POUNDS. + + * * * * * + +By the new Copyright Act and the new Customs Act, even single copies of +pirated editions of English Works are prohibited both in Great Britain +and the Colonies. Copies so attempted to be passed are seized. + +These measures will be rigidly enforced. + + + + +PREFACE. + + +The authoress feels much diffidence in sending forth to the world a +tale which by its title gives promise of treating not only of history, +but of Scottish history; an act of presumption from which she is +anxious to clear herself;--and at the same time she wishes to re-assure +those readers who may not like historical novels from a woman's pen, +that she has entered no farther into public affairs, than as they may +have influenced the fortunes and feelings of the one admirable woman +who forms the subject of the following memoir. + +Since in the human heart the same passions and the same emotions are +found in all ages, she hopes she has not trespassed beyond the limits +assigned to one who is conscious that all she writes bears the stamp +of feminine authorship, in attempting the development of a female +character, the firmness and tenderness of which may be gathered from +Lady Nithsdale's own beautiful letter to her sister. + +The foundation of the story of the Hampshire Cottage is strictly true. +The appearance, the characters, the sentiments, and the death of the +old couple, are entirely from nature. Their very Christian names have +been preserved; and the circumstance of the blind old man feeling too +low for the head of the little girl, who had outgrown his recollection, +actually occurred to the authoress, when visiting the cottage after a +long absence. + +For reasons which perhaps may be understood by her friends, she adds, +that the tale of Blanche was written in the year 1832. + + London. + June 26, 1835. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + + Page + + Winifred, Countess of Nithsdale 1 + The Hampshire Cottage 194 + Blanche 273 + + + + +TALES + +OF + +THE PEERAGE AND THE PEASANTRY. + + + + +WINIFRED, COUNTESS OF NITHSDALE. + + +CHAPTER I. + + My father stood for his true king, + Till standing it could do nae mair; + The day is lost, and so are we,-- + Nae wonder mony a heart is sair. + + _Jacobite Song._ + + +The sound of the organ pealed through the chapel of the English +Augustine convent at Bruges: a bright gleam of sunshine, streaming +through the painted window to the south of the altar, shone upon the +clouds of incense which arose in silvery folds from the censers; it +shone upon the white-robed assistants, upon the priests, and upon the +calm brow of the young nun who had that moment taken the irrevocable +vows which separated her from the world--a world of which she knew +but little; but which, from the circumstances in which her family was +placed, offered not to her the temptations it usually holds out to +youth, beauty, and rank such as hers. + +The Lady Lucy Herbert was the fourth daughter of William Marquis of +Powis, who, having devoted himself to the cause of James the Second, +and accompanied his queen in her flight to France, received from the +exiled monarch, as a reward for his uncompromising loyalty, the empty +titles of Marquis of Montgomery and Duke of Powis. + +James afterwards appointed him steward and chamberlain to his +household--offices which, although of small advantage, may have been +gratifying to his feelings, as proofs of the estimation in which he +was held by the master to whom he had sacrificed everything. + +Upon the Duke of Powis's death, which took place in 1696, his widow +placed her two youngest daughters in the English Augustine convent +at Bruges; while the three elder remained with her at the melancholy +shadow of a court still kept up at St. Germain's. + +It was no grief to the widowed mother when she found that the bent +of the young Lucy's mind was sincerely and enthusiastically directed +towards a religious life. Although the attainder had been reversed, +and her son had been restored to the Marquisate of Powis, it was not +till some years afterwards that she had ventured to return to England; +even then she lived in retirement and privacy. The widow of so zealous +an adherent to King James could not be regarded without suspicion; +her means were scanty; her elder daughters had not then made the +advantageous alliances which they afterwards formed; and joyfully did +she hail the vocation which she hoped would secure, to one of her +children at least, a peaceful and tranquil existence, secure from any +farther vicissitudes of fortune. + +But to one person the decision of the Lady Lucy Herbert was a matter of +deep and unmixed sorrow. Her younger sister, the Lady Winifred, loved +her with all the devotion of a fresh and unpractised heart. They had +been early separated from the rest of their family. At the period of +their father's death, when their childish hearts had for the first time +been made acquainted with grief, they had been thrown entirely on each +other for support and consolation. + +Though many years had now elapsed, the moment was still fresh in their +memories, when their mother, in her mourning habit, with pale cheek +and streaming eyes, delivered them over to the care of the friend who +was to convey them to Bruges. The sad countenances and black garments +of their sisters, and of the few domestics who still remained of their +former establishment, coupled with the vague, ill-defined feeling, +half resembling fear, half shame, which children experience when they +witness grief more intense than their young minds can comprehend, had +left a deep impression upon both the youthful pensioners. When first +they found themselves in the convent, with none but strangers around +them, the timid Winifred clung instinctively to her sister; while Lady +Lucy, forced, as it were, to become the prop and stay of one younger +and weaker than herself, acquired at an early age the habit of seeking +strength and support from above. + +Loving and admiring her sister as did the Lady Winifred, it may excite +wonder that she did not imbibe her strict religious notions; that she +also should not have looked forward with joy to the idea of devoting +herself to pious seclusion, and thus, at the same time, preserving the +society of the being she most loved on earth. But it was not so. On the +contrary, she felt her sister's vows as a barrier of separation between +them. + +Although she had no wish to wander beyond the walls of the little +convent garden, though she seldom even went to the parlour grate, and +never wished to avail herself of the occasional opportunities which +occurred to the pensioners of mixing in society, still she felt an +instinctive horror of irrevocable vows, to renounce--they knew not +what. It was with a feeling amounting to despair that she witnessed +the funeral rites, that she heard the service for the dead, that she +saw the black veil dropped between her sister and the world, of whose +pains and pleasures they could form no idea. Moreover, these vows for +ever precluded the possibility of her seeing their native country in +company with that beloved sister; and in the heart of the Lady Winifred +there existed the strong instinctive affection for the land of her +forefathers, which the coldest and the most hardened are not wholly +without, but which in minds of a more ardent temperament amounts almost +to a ruling passion. She had never beheld the British shores, she had +never breathed British air, and yet she felt as if England was her +home--her natural resting-place. + +When first the young girls had been sent to Bruges, an old and faithful +servant of the name of Evans had accompanied them. She was a native of +Wales, and had been born in the neighbourhood of the ancient seat of +the Herbert family, Poole Castle, in Montgomeryshire. + +Loyalty to the family of Herbert had grown with her growth and +strengthened with her strength, and was only balanced by the attachment +to her country, which is generally more enthusiastic in the inhabitants +of mountainous districts than of any other. + +The young girl had listened for hours together to old Evans's glowing +descriptions of the cloud-capped Snowdon, the green mountains, the +smiling valleys, the rapid streams, the wreaths of mist,--all the +varied beauties of her own Wales. From the windows of their convent +they could descry nothing but the flat and uninteresting country +which surrounds Bruges: but when the clouds formed themselves into a +thousand fantastic shapes, old Evans would point out to them how one +mass resembled such a mountain near their ancestral castle--how another +was the very picture of Snowdon when he wore his white cap of clouds, +as she familiarly expressed herself. She would describe to them the +peculiar customs of Wales--the snowy caps, the small black hats, of +the women,--would expatiate on the light form and airy step with which +they trod the mountain paths--would picture to them how beautiful were +the white sheep dotting the soft green of the steep and swelling hills, +till the youthful Lady Winifred's heart would burn within her to flee +to the home of her ancestors. + +Nor, though Evans afterwards returned to her mistress, the duchess, +when she established herself in England, did these impressions fade +away. + +The nunnery was all composed of English, most of whom had been driven +into exile by the adherence of their families to that of Stuart; thence +it naturally arose that all their ideas of prosperity, happiness, +splendour and gaiety, were blended with the memory of England. These +recollections also partook of the colouring thrown around them by the +joyousness of youth; so that perhaps in no spot of earth had patriotism +a firmer hold on the human heart than in the English Augustine convent +at Bruges. There also did King James the Third, as he was ever styled, +reign without a rival. To every inhabitant of the convent was his +cause endeared by the sacrifice of friends, of property, of rank, or +of situation; and all those whose age or disposition inclined them +to hope, rather than to despond, looked forward with superstitious +confidence to the time when "the king should enjoy his own again." + +It was an additional grief to the Lady Winifred that her sister's vows +would prevent her ever witnessing the glorious restoration which was +to take place at some future and unknown period; and it was with a +feeling of desolation keener than any emotion she had experienced since +the grief of childhood at her father's death, that she retired for the +first time to her solitary apartment as one of the pensioners; while +her sister--her friend, her companion by day and by night--was now a +professed nun, immured within her narrow cell, and henceforward subject +to all the rules and regulations of the order. + +The Lady Lucy's vocation had been so decided, and her only surviving +parent's consent so unhesitating, that her noviciate had been +shortened; and it seemed to Lady Winifred a sudden and violent +separation. + +During the next year, her thoughts, which could no longer be +communicated as they arose in the hourly companionship of sisterhood, +turned more frequently than ever towards her native land; her studies +were all of the glorious deeds of England; she read none but English +poets; she carolled none but English ballads; and she hailed with joy +the intelligence that her eldest sister, the Lady Mary, was united to +the eldest son of Carril Viscount Molineux, and that an alliance was in +treaty between the Lady Frances and the Earl of Seaforth, for she hoped +her mother might wish for her society when her sisters were honourably +disposed of in marriage. + +Since she had taken the vows, the Lady Lucy had unavoidably been +not only less her companion, but moreover the constant practice of +religious forms and exercises occupied her mind as well as her time. +She was unable to sympathise with Lady Winifred: her lot was cast +within her convent walls; and she would have considered it a vain +and sinful indulgence to let her thoughts wander towards scenes or +pleasures, which she had renounced. At the age of fifteen, therefore, +the Lady Winifred's mind had been thrown back upon itself; and it +gradually acquired a gentle reserve, a mild thoughtfulness, which +suited well the cast of her features. The placid brow, and the full +white eyelids,--the rounded cheek, which, except when some sudden +emotion called up an evanescent bloom, was pale as the white rose +consecrated to the Jacobite party,--were not calculated to strike at +first sight; but any one who had once looked upon her, could not choose +but look again. The dove-like eyes, the lips so full of expression, the +whole form so aristocratic in its mould, so feminine in its movements, +so delicate, so fragile,--all were rather like a poet's dream, than +a being formed to encounter the chances and changes of this rough +work-day world. Her slender throat gleamed white from the close, +narrow mantilla of black silk edged with lace, which, according to the +fashion of the time and country, was closely fastened down the front; +her soft brown hair was smoothly parted off her brow, and tucked under +the little white cap, enclosing the back of the head, which is still +worn in the Low Countries, and which formed part of the dress of the +young pensioners. + +The character, the countenance, the features, and the habit, all seemed +in unison with each other. + + +CHAPTER II. + + Hail, Childhood! lovely age, in thy short race + Too oft we know our only happy hours. + With what fond yearnings later we retrace + Each several step in thy sweet path of flowers. + The spirit bounding wild, unknowing why, + And still expectant of new ecstacy-- + The little sorrows that to memory seem + As 'twere joys undefin'd in some fair dream. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + + +One evening the Lady Winifred was alone in the small and simple +apartment of which she was now the sole inhabitant; the fading light +had obliged her to relinquish her employment, and she gazed through the +narrow grated window as the sun sank behind the bank of purple clouds +which, in low flat countries, so frequently accompany the decline of +day. She thought on old Rachael Evans's descriptions of her home, and +she remained lost in fanciful imaginings, conjuring the masses of +vapour into the forms of mountains which she had never beheld, when +she was roused from her meditations by the entrance of the sister +porteress, who came to announce to her that a messenger from England +had arrived, and to summon her to the parlour grate. + +What were her joy and surprise at recognising old Evans herself, who, +with a trusty servant, was sent to convey her in safety to London, +where she would meet her mother, the Duchess of Powis, as she was +called by all her immediate dependants, although the title conferred +upon her husband by James the Second was not allowed to her son at the +court of Queen Anne. + +The Lady Winifred listened with even fresh delight to all which Rachael +Evans could impart respecting her family and her country, though she +could not but express her surprise that her mother should so suddenly +command her to her presence. + +"Your lady mother may have her reasons," replied the old woman, with a +mysterious and important air; "and it is likely his gracious majesty +himself, (Heaven bless and restore him to his own!) may also have his +reasons for wishing you should not follow your sister's example." + +"The king! He cannot surely take any thought of what my fate may be!" + +"It is not for me to make so bold as to dive into a king's counsels; +but it would not be fitting for all the heads of noble Catholic +families and true Jacobites to be intermarrying with the daughters of +crop-eared Whigamoors, as many of the young lords have done of late. +If all the beautiful young ladies of loyal families were to take the +veil, as the Lady Lucy has done, it would not be the better for the +true cause. Your fair sister, the Lady Anne, is about to be married to +the Viscount Carrington; and there may be other nobles as great, or +greater, whom King James may also wish to see attached to his cause, +rather than withdrawn from it, by the lady whom they may chance to +marry." + +Lady Winifred was half alarmed at Rachael Evans's insinuations. Love +and marriage were topics of conversation interdicted by the elder nuns, +and subjects on which she had never wittingly allowed her thoughts to +dwell. Yet she could not but collect from various expressions which +Evans let drop, that some alliance, by which the Jacobite cause might +be strengthened, was in contemplation for her. + +Her thoughts were all duty, submission, and obedience, both towards +her mother and her king; but her pure and ardent soul recoiled from +the idea of being condemned to love and honour one of whom she knew +nothing. She questioned Evans more closely, and extracted from her that +Colonel Hook had been despatched with credentials from the court of St. +Germain's, for the purpose of ascertaining the situation, numbers and +ability of King James's adherents in Scotland; that he had reported the +Earl of Nithsdale to be a nobleman of much weight and consideration in +the southern counties, and the head of a Jacobite family; and that he +was considered by the Chevalier de St. George as a person whom it was +of great importance to attach firmly to his cause, by uniting him to a +lady of undoubted loyalty. + +The Lady Winifred received this intelligence with tears and sorrow. +The notion of resistance to the wishes of her superiors never crossed +her mind as within the scope of possible events; but the prospect +which unfolded itself before her seemed to her simple, yet ardent +imagination, awful in the extreme. + +"Have you ever seen the Earl of Nithsdale?" she timidly inquired, after +the long silence which succeeded Rachael Evans's developement of the +views entertained with regard to her. + +"No, my sweet young lady," replied Evans; "but you need not harbour a +fear that he is other than a good and a noble gentleman. There never +was a Whig nor a traitor among any of the Maxwells of Caerlaverock. Was +it not his ancestor, the noble Sir Eustace, who was as true to King +Robert Bruce, as your own blessed father was to his king? and rather +than that the enemy should have a chance of turning it into a garrison +for themselves, did he not, with his own hands, assist in demolishing +his fair castle of Caerlaverock? The king gave him twenty-two pounds in +money for this piece of service; and though that sounds little enough +in these days, they say it was then thought a great sum of money. It +was his ancestor, Lord Robert, who was killed at the battle of Flodden, +fighting by King James's side. They always were a noble family, and +true to their lawful sovereign. It was the first earl who spent all his +princely fortune in the wars of King Charles the Martyr;--nor would +he surrender his castles of Caerlaverock and Thrieve, till he had +received his majesty's own letters commanding him to do so. It may be a +bold speech for me who am but a servant--though, I am proud to say, a +trusted one--but I think a young lady should esteem herself honoured to +ally herself with one descended from such worthy parentage." + +The Lady Winifred sighed: she also set a high value upon an honourable +and noble lineage; that a woman should match herself beneath her +station appeared to her a shameful degradation. The idea of a Jacobite +intermarrying with a Whigamoor was as revolting to her imagination as +to Rachael Evans's; yet she would fain have learned something more of +her future husband's character, his age, and his appearance. + +"But, Evans," she replied, "it sometimes happens that persons of noble +birth are mean and sordid in their minds, and such that it would be +difficult to love and honour them, as a wife should love and honour her +husband, and as I have heard you say my mother loved and honoured my +father. Oh! I could tell you a sad tale which one of our nuns has often +told to me, how a friend of hers was married to a great duke, who was +of the oldest and noblest family in France." + +"And was he not noble in mind, as such a great person should ever be?" + +"I will repeat it all to you, as sister Margaret has so often told +it to me, and you will not wonder at my fears:--She was brought up +in the same convent as Eugénie de St. Mesnil: they were friends from +childhood; and when Eugénie was removed to her father's house, previous +to her betrothment, she begged that her friend might be permitted +to accompany her. One morning they were all dressed in their most +brilliant apparel,--sister Margaret says that poor Eugénie looked +more like an angel than a woman,--the relations were assembled, and +in the adjoining apartment waited the notaries and the family of the +bridegroom. The folding doors opened:--sister Margaret kept close +to Eugénie, who stole a fearful glance towards the gentlemen at the +farther end of the room. She whispered softly to sister Margaret +'she only hoped it was not he who wore the blue and silver!' The +future bride and bridegroom were now summoned to sign their names to +the parchments. Eugénie advanced, and from among the gentlemen she +indeed saw him who wore the blue and silver step forward, and it was +he who signed his name with hers. Sister Margaret says, that to her +dying day she shall never forget the expression of despair in poor +Eugénie's countenance. At that moment she resolved she would profess +herself a nun; and the very day which saw Eugénie become a miserable +wife, sister Margaret returned to her convent. She was soon afterwards +removed hither, that she might take the veil among others of her own +country.--Alas! alas! how often have I wished to see my native land; +and now how much rather would I embrace the fate of sister Margaret, +than that of Eugénie de St. Mesnil, if I could do so without failing in +duty to my mother!" + +"My dear young lady, you should not listen to these love tales; they +are almost as bad for young people as reading idle romances and songs." + +The Lady Winifred could not suppress a smile. "Nay, dear Evans, I do +not think my tale has been a tale of love," she replied. + +"I dare say sister Margaret's French friend was very happy after a +while, when she became accustomed to the strange duke." + +"Alas! I believe not"--and the young Winifred shook her head. "Sister +Margaret never would tell me any more of what befel her. She says poor +Eugénie is at rest, and bids me ask no farther of her history. It was a +very sad one, she always adds; so sad, that she rejoiced when she heard +of her friend's death!" + + +CHAPTER III. + + You call this weakness!--It is strength, + I say; the parent of all honest feeling! + Who loves not his country, can love nothing. + + _The Two Foscari._ + +Dear as her sister had ever been to the Lady Winifred, never had she +seemed so dear as at the moment of parting from her for ever: never had +she so loved the convent garden, which had hitherto been her only place +of recreation; the cloisters, through which she had so often wandered +in the twilight; the chapel, where she had so regularly joined her +companions in devotion. It was with a sensation resembling awe, that +she bade adieu to the tranquil retreat where she had passed a youth +unruffled by any grief, if not enlivened by many pleasures, to enter +upon a career which was destined to call forth feelings as pure and as +ardent as ever informed mortal clay; feelings which, whatever might +prove their intensity in after years, now lay dormant under an exterior +almost child-like in its placidity. + +To her unpractised eyes every object was new, every sight interesting. +The very streets of Bruges were not familiar to her, for she had +seldom passed the portals of the convent. The town appeared to her +interminable. So many houses, with their high roofs and their pointed +gables; the innumerable people, who hurried past each other in every +direction, intent on business or on pleasure; the various vehicles +which crowded the streets;--all confused her, and she forgot for the +moment the grief of parting from her sister, the joyful prospect of +seeing her mother, her curiosity concerning her native land, and even +her dread of the husband to whom she was destined. + +Uninteresting as was the country between Bruges and Ostend, she looked +with pleasure at the fields so brightly green, at the hedgerows of +willow, at the luxuriant crops; at the industrious peasant who still +toiled at his daily labour, or at the noisy boors who were enjoying the +relaxation of their favourite game of bowls; at the stout and active +boys, who almost excited her mirth by their antics as they ran with +incredible speed by the side of the carriage. + +The extreme flatness of the country prevents the traveller from +becoming aware how near he is to the ocean, till he finds himself +almost upon the shore. Though overpowered, her first emotion was mixed +with disappointment. When standing on a level with the sea, the eye +embraces so much smaller a range than when placed on higher ground, +that she did not receive that impression of its boundless expanse +which she had anticipated. Yet the sight of the ocean awakened other +emotions. She almost felt as if it were part of her native country. She +had imbued and fed her mind with the history of England's glories--of +England's triumphs. She felt as if the waters were all tributary to the +Island Queen; she knew that the navies of England maintained the empire +of the sea, and she hailed with a feeling of love and reverence the +waves which washed the white cliffs of Albion--the waves which bore the +British fleets to conquest and to glory. + +It was not till on board the vessel which was to convey her to her +long-loved though stranger home, and that the first surprise had in +some degree subsided, that her thoughts were again able to dwell on her +own future fate. + +After a long and thoughtful silence, she thus addressed Evans:-- + +"It would be impossible that a person who was good should fail to love +her husband, would it not?" + +"A woman's first duty, madam, is towards her husband." + +"Then I trust I shall assuredly love the Earl of Nithsdale," she +replied with a brightened countenance; "for when my confessor parted +from me, he bestowed on me this little crucifix, which was brought from +Our Lady's holy convent at Einsiedlin, and giving me his benediction, +he told me I had been ever a good girl, and that he felt confident +I should prove myself a virtuous woman. I have felt happier from +that moment; for since Father Albert says so, I suppose I must prove +virtuous, and fulfil my duties, whatever they may be." + +"I wish her grace, your honoured mother, were present," answered Evans, +"to hear you speak so beautifully and so properly!" + +"But if I should not love Lord Nithsdale, I shall be sinful!" exclaimed +Lady Winifred with a look of terror. + +"Young ladies' minds should not be turned upon such subjects as love: +it is a word which does not befit a maiden's lips," replied Rachael +Evans, with an expression of severity in her countenance. + +The Lady Winifred was silent and abashed. She feared to have been +unmaidenly in her questions, and she buried within her own bosom the +emotions which she could not subdue. + +It was long before she again ventured to address her companion. She +found that years had not softened the old woman's character. She was +faithfully devoted to the objects of her loyalty--the Herbert family, +the exiled Stuarts, and after them the mountains of Wales; she did not +imagine that any doubts or scruples could lawfully interfere where duty +towards either of the first-mentioned objects was in question. + +The Lady Winifred sat watching the waves as they dashed one after +another against the side of the vessel; she wondered within herself +to find that the accomplishment of her constant and early wish--the +prospect of so soon setting her foot on British land--should not give +her more pleasure. She wished she had remained in ignorance of her +mother's intentions respecting her, and she felt a certain awe of that +mother stealing upon her, from finding old Evans so much more stern +and serious than when she had parted from her. Since that period, +Evans, who was a privileged person, had been entrusted with many of the +secrets of the Jacobite party, and had occasionally been of service in +conveying intelligence between the Duchess of Powis and her friends. +She had consequently become more and more devoted to the cause, and +would have resented any difficulty thrown in the way of a Jacobite +plan as an injury offered to herself. She feared Lady Winifred might +not blindly submit to the decrees of her mother, and she felt almost +displeased with her for even wishing to know to whom she was destined. +But the Lady Winifred was so thoroughly imbued with the principles of +submission and duty, that resistance to parental authority seemed to +her impossible: yet her submission would have been that of a mind in +which the sense of duty was stronger even than the warm and ardent +feelings of which she in after life gave such signal proofs, not the +submission of weakness or of indifference. + +At length the white cliffs of Albion actually greeted her eyes, and +she once more forgot herself and all that might await her. What a +strange and strong tie is that which binds the soul to the land of +one's forefathers! Her heart went forth towards the very earth: strange +as it was to her, it seemed familiar: and as the vessel glided up the +stately river, and passed the ships which bore the riches and the arms +of England to every region of the habitable globe, she exulted in the +power and the wealth of her country. + +They passed the Tower of London; and little did the fair young +creature, who gazed with youthful curiosity upon the antique edifice, +anticipate what she would one day endure within those walls! Little did +she think, when the Traitor's Gate was pointed out to her awe-struck +and wondering eyes, that he in whom her own existence was wound up +would one day mount those dreary steps, and pass that ominous portal. + +The duchess's coach was in waiting to convey the Lady Winifred to her +mother's presence--the Duchess of Powis having undertaken a journey +to London purposely to receive her daughter: she usually resided in +retirement at her son's castle in Wales. She did not wish to excite +suspicion by openly refusing to attend the court of Queen Anne; yet she +could not bring herself to pay the accustomed homage expected of one of +her exalted rank, when, in truth, she was devoted to the cause of the +Chevalier de St. George--when she looked upon Queen Anne as an usurper, +though, as many others at that time did, she looked upon her in the +light of an unwilling usurper. + +Queen Anne was known to speak with kindness and pity of her exiled +brother; and she was not regarded by the Jacobites with the same horror +they had entertained towards Mary, whose want of filial piety afforded +her enemies a never-failing topic for eloquent invective. + +As the heavy coach, with its ponderous horses, conveyed Lady Winifred +to that part of the town where the Duchess of Powis had for the time +established herself, her feelings were too much excited to remark upon +the long, muddy, and unpaved streets, which contrasted so strangely +with the extreme brilliancy of the shops, and which usually called +forth the astonishment of those who visited London for the first time. + +At length she was ushered into the presence of her who was at once a +parent and a stranger. She knelt at her feet;--it was her mother's +hand which was placed upon her head--it was her mother's voice which +pronounced a blessing over her. The venerable lady embraced her, while +a tear shone beneath her eyelid. She looked with tenderness upon +her child--her youngest child, but it was a tenderness mixed with +reserve and with habitual stateliness. Her mind had been of late years +turned to matters of secrecy and importance, and her countenance had +acquired an expression which, while it did not amount to sternness, +was nearly enough allied to it to awe her young daughter rather than +to attract her. Her silver hair was parted smoothly from her forehead, +while a black silk hood, from beneath which appeared a close cap of +the finest lace, formed her head-dress. Her stature was tall, and +remarkably erect. She moved and looked the daughter of a long line of +ancestors--the widow of the true and loyal Duke of Powis--the mother of +a race of nobles! + +The Lady Winifred was presented to many of her relations; and to her +sisters, the Ladies Seaforth and Carrington, and the Lady Mary Molineux. + +All were delighted with the timid and graceful girl, whose heart was +so ready to receive them, as if she had ever been nurtured among them; +while the freshness of her mind, her wonder at all she saw, and her +determination to love and to admire every thing English, rendered her +as interesting as she was attaching. + +The Duchess of Powis did not devote many days to making her daughter +acquainted with her kinsfolk, but shortly set forth upon her journey to +Wales; and at length the Lady Winifred's ardent desire to gaze on real +mountains was likely to be gratified. In the agitations of the last +few days, and the anticipated delight of visiting Wales, the destined +husband had been forgotten. Her mother had not alluded to the subject; +and with the natural buoyancy of early youth, she gave herself up to +the enjoyment of the moment, and would not look beyond the present +happiness. + + +CHAPTER IV. + + Peace, brother, peace! Speak not irreverently + Of maiden bashfulness; it were to slander + The breath of morn--the dew-drop on the bud-- + The thousand, thousand evanescent sweets + That mix in Nature's earliest incense. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + +For the first few miles of her journey every step of the way called +forth from the Lady Winifred fresh expressions of delight; at every +inequality of the ground, she inquired whether these were yet the +mountains of Wales, although at the same time she would have been +disappointed had she received an answer in the affirmative, for her +imagination had pictured something far more wild and sublime. + +By degrees her questions became fewer, her exclamations less frequent. +It was not that her wonder, or her delight, decreased; it was not that +her mother was unkind; but there was no sympathy between the artless +child, (for she was scarcely more than a child in experience,) and the +aged and serious women, who had arrived nearly at the end of a career, +in which they had witnessed the overthrow of the monarch to whom they +were attached, the destruction of the religion they professed, and the +blasting of the hopes of youth. All that remained of warmth of feeling +in the Duchess of Powis was concentrated in the desire of once more +seeing a Catholic king upon the throne; all the energies of a lofty and +commanding spirit were devoted to that one object. + +The innocent wonder, the simple delight of her young daughter, would +have afforded to many a subject of pleasing interest: but her thoughts +were upon weightier matters; and to a person engaged in secret +negotiations for the restoration of a dynasty, such artless graces +possessed no charm. The Lady Winifred's personal attractions were +such that there was no reason to fear the Earl of Nithsdale would not +gladly fulfil the engagement which was desired by his king; from the +gentleness and duty of her child, no resistance to her wishes could be +anticipated, and she was satisfied. + +The duchess journeyed with her own horses, and from the state of the +roads in those days there was leisure during their progress for much +reflection. By the time the dark blue outlines of the mountains became +visible, the Lady Winifred had learned to subdue her raptures, and to +resume the staid and sober demeanour which had been usual to her in the +convent, but which had in some measure given way under the excitement +of her first arrival in England. + +When once established in the castle, of which Lord Powis considered +his mother as the mistress, and where he himself only occasionally +resided, the Lady Winifred found her life nearly as monotonous as it +had been at Bruges. She had the pleasure of looking upon the beauties +of nature, it is true; but it was only from a distance. The duchess +would have considered it improper and undignified for her daughter +to have strayed beyond the terrace which surrounded two sides of the +castle, or the pleasaunce, which, having been neglected during the +years that the Herbert family passed in exile, now rather resembled a +straggling orchard, and, although superior in extent, was very inferior +in neatness and cultivation to the trim garden of the Augustine convent +at Bruges. + +There were moments when the Lady Winifred looked back with regret to +her convent life--when she thought with painful tenderness of her +beloved sister--when she keenly felt the want of congenial companions. + +Her mother, serious and abstracted, would sometimes pass whole hours +in unbroken silence. Seated in her carved arm-chair of black oak, with +its high back and its velvet cushions, she industriously plied her +needle at the elaborate piece of carpet-work which had occupied her +fingers, though not her thoughts, for the last twelve years; while the +Lady Winifred as patiently toiled at the delicate embroidery, in the +execution of which persons brought up in foreign convents are usually +so skilful. + +An airing in the ponderous coach, through roads which would now be +deemed impassable, constituted the only break in the routine of their +life. + +But even then, there was no one to whom she might exclaim upon the +beauties of the Dovey, the rich interchange of meadow and mountain, +wood and fields of waving grain, or admire the more majestic glories of +Cader Idris; which, although inferior in height to Snowdon, strikes the +eye as being more lofty, from its more abrupt and bolder outline. + +The daughter of Rachael Evans had been appointed as the personal +attendant of the Lady Winifred, and notwithstanding the difference in +their birth, their condition, and their education, it was not long +before the high-born Lady Winifred Herbert discovered in the humble Amy +Evans a spirit as simple, as ardent, as unsophisticated, as her own. + +Their young hearts warmed to each other. The want of sympathy in the +other persons who surrounded her naturally led the Lady Winifred to an +unconstrained communication with her waiting-woman; which, had Amy's +mind been stamped in a common mould, might have produced disrespect +or familiarity, but which, with a soul so true, so frank, as that of +the Welsh girl, inspired the enthusiastic devotion which subsequently +proved invaluable to her lady. + +The Lady Winifred was one evening summoned from her walk upon the +terrace, where she was calmly listening to the tinkling of the distant +sheep-bells, and watching the sun as it gradually sank behind the blue +mountains. + +It was Rachael Evans, whose tall and stately form approached through +the twilight. From the circumstances before alluded to, she had been +associated with those in a class above her, till she had acquired +manners, as well as sentiments, beyond her station. She now wished to +prepare the Lady Winifred's mind for the unresisting compliance to her +mother's wishes, which she knew would be expected from her; but she +was too really well-bred ever to lose, in the freedom of the trusted +companion, the respect due from a menial to her superiors--while at +the same time the affection she felt for one whom she had nursed in +infancy, though it tempered the sternness of her character, was but +secondary to her devotion to her lady, and the cause her lady had +espoused. + +There was respect, affection, and decision in Rachael Evans's tone as +she thus accosted Lady Winifred:--"Her grace requests your presence +in the oak-chamber, madam: she has matters of high importance to +communicate to your ladyship. You remember, my dear young lady, what I +once told you, that your honoured mother had chosen for you a gentleman +of noble lineage and undoubted honour; and I trust that my dear young +mistress will show herself, as I know she is, a dutiful and grateful +child." + +"Oh, Evans! you do not mean--that my mother is really about to speak to +me of the gentleman you mentioned--now!--this evening?" + +The Lady Winifred clasped her hands and trembled. + +"Yes, madam, assuredly is she. And from whom can a young lady more +properly receive the first intimation of her approaching marriage, +than from her parent--her only remaining parent? But I thought I would +prepare you for what you were about to hear, lest you should at first +look strange upon her grace; and you know full well that the lady +duchess is not one of those who could brook an undutiful word, or a +look of disobedience. Ever since his grace's death--Heaven rest his +soul!--my mistress has been used to rule everything; and nobly has she +contended with adverse fortune, and well is she entitled to observance +and respect from all around her!" + +"Certainly, Evans. Full well do I know that it is the first duty of a +child to honour and obey her parents: still I cannot but feel uneasy +and alarmed." + +"Compose yourself, my sweet child. I know you are dutiful, although +somewhat timid. Do not linger on the way, but hasten to her grace; she +is in the oak-room,--and see! the tapers are already lighted. Hasten, +lest the supper may be served, and her grace may not be pleased if you +are absent." + +The Lady Winifred followed old Rachael's injunctions, neither did she +venture to question her any farther. Though kinder and less stern than +when she had formerly opened the subject, still Rachael's manner was +firm and uncommunicative, and she feared to show a curiosity which +might be deemed forward or unbecoming. In ages and in countries where +marriages are arranged and contracted by parental authority, love, +whether lawful or unlawful, is equally treated as a feeling improper to +be indulged. + +With trembling hands the Lady Winifred turned the lock of the high and +massive door. The apartment was brilliant from the wax tapers in heavy +silver sconces which illuminated it. The venerable lady was content to +live in retirement; but though she inhabited only a few rooms of the +rambling old castle, in those she would not dispense with any of the +state to which her youth had been accustomed. + +She was, as usual, employed upon her carpet-work. How many serious and +lofty thoughts--how many ambitious, proud, and melancholy feelings--how +many sad and tender recollections--how many aspiring and loyal +hopes--had passed through the mind of the noble embroideress, while +her fingers had been employed in tracing the unconscious leaves and +fruits!--if unrolled, it would have been to her as a journal of past +thoughts and feelings! + +The Lady Winifred gently closed the door behind her, and timidly +approached her mother. + +"I sent Rachael Evans to bid you hither, my child," said the duchess, +as Lady Winifred stood before her: "be seated, Winifred; I have much to +say to you. I have just received a letter from your brother, informing +me that he will be here to-morrow by mid-day, and with him the Earl +of Nithsdale, who accompanies him from Scotland. He is a nobleman of +undoubted loyalty and gallant bearing, and one to whom I shall feel +proud and happy in committing the welfare of my child. He is to become +your husband, my dear Winifred; your king, your surviving parent, and +your brother, have chosen him for you: so prepare yourself to receive +him with such maidenly attention as may be fitting in one of your noble +birth." + +The Lady Winifred answered not; but the tears stood in her eyes, and at +length flowed down her cheeks. + +"What mean these tears?" resumed the duchess, when she observed them. + +"Oh, nothing, madam; only the news is sudden, and I scarcely know----" + +"You scarcely know what, my child?" + +"I scarcely know how I should comport myself on such an occasion. Is +he--is the Earl of Nithsdale--a person--such a person--is he a good +man?" the Lady Winifred faltered forth. + +"Assuredly is he. Does my daughter think I would wed her to a person +who was mean in character--a heretic, a coward, or a profligate? No; +not even to fulfil the commands of my king would I peril the immortal +soul of my child!" answered the lady, with a proud reliance on her own +integrity of purpose. + +"Oh, no! my honoured mother, I never imagined such a thing: only----" +but she durst frame no other question. If in her secret bosom she +wished to know whether he was in outward appearance, and in manners, +such as might win a youthful heart, she scarcely ventured to +acknowledge to herself any anxiety upon subjects concerning which both +her mother and Rachael Evans had appeared to consider it unbecoming in +her to inquire. + +The Duchess of Powis presently resumed. "The young earl" (the word +young was not lost upon Lady Winifred) "was at Bruges when your sister +Lucy took the veil; indeed, he has not been many months returned from +Flanders. When there, he was fortunate enough to obtain a secret +interview with our gracious king." + +"Did he indeed?" asked Lady Winifred with eagerness; for the loyalty in +which she had been nurtured invested every thing that appertained to +the exiled monarch with interest in her eyes. + +"Yes; it was when King James was serving in the King of France's army. +His retinue, alas! was scarcely equal to that of a private gentleman; +and his gracious majesty was suffering so severely from ill-health, +that he was shortly obliged to return to St. Germain's; but he received +the earl most graciously, and accepted his homage and devotion. Colonel +Hook, who has since been sent from St. Germain's to Scotland, has +been for some time in communication with the earl, and it is through +him that the king has expressed a wish that the loyal family of the +Maxwells should form an alliance with that of the Herberts." + +The servant now entered to announce that supper was served, and the +Lady Winifred offered her supporting arm to conduct her mother into +the adjoining apartment, although perhaps at that moment the daughter +more needed a stay to her footsteps than the parent, who was pleased +and satisfied at the successful termination which she anticipated to +the plans she had long been forming. + +The repast was silent. The Lady Winifred felt as if the gray-headed +butler and the two serving-men must all be aware that she was a +destined bride, and she blushed for the agitation which prevented her +being able to touch any of the viands placed before her. + +It was the custom of the ladies to retire to rest soon after supper; +and when the young girl had carefully folded and arranged all belonging +to her mother's work, and had dutifully lighted her to her apartment, +the duchess gave her a more tender and fondling embrace than was usual, +according to the formal manners of the time, and the cold bearing of +the person we have described. + +This temporary unbending on the part of the parent roused all the +smothered feelings in the bosom of the daughter. + +"Give me your blessing, dearest mother," she exclaimed, with an emotion +her mother had never yet witnessed: "Bless me before I leave you, and +pray that I may make a good wife to the stranger I am to marry." + +"I do indeed bless you, my good child; nor can I doubt that you will +prove the virtuous wife that is a crown of glory to her husband. None +of your race and lineage have failed, nor will you, my gentle daughter. +Heaven bless you, and preserve you, my Winifred, to be an honour to +your family and to your sex!" + +Amy Evans was surprised, when her young lady had closed the door of her +sleeping-apartment, to see her suddenly throw herself into a chair and +burst into convulsive sobs. She was greatly alarmed, and prescribed +such simple nostrums for hysterics as occurred to her. She knelt by +her side; she patted her lady's hands; she bathed her temples with +distilled waters. + +"I am not ill, dear Amy! I shall be better in a moment; but--but, I am +going to be married, Amy!" + +"Indeed, my lady! You do not say so? I hope it is to a worthy +gentleman." + +"Oh, yes: my mother says he is in every respect most worthy, and was +almost angry with me that I could doubt it." + +"And is he young?" + +"I think the word young escaped my mother's lips." + +"And handsome, I hope?" + +"Nay, of that I know nothing." + +"How! my lady, not know?" + +"I have never seen him, and these are questions it would not have been +fitting for me to ask." + +"Oh! I thank my kind stars I am not a lady," exclaimed Amy, "to be +married to some ugly old man one knows nothing of." + +"Alas! is he indeed old and ugly? Oh, Amy! would I were an humble +country-girl! But," she added, after a moment's pause, with a gentle +dignity and firmness of resolve--"but, being what I am, I must do that +which my station requires. I must obey my mother, even though he may be +as old and as disagreeable as you say." + +"Nay, my dear, dear lady, do not look so sad! I know not that he is old +and ugly; I was only thinking it would be a sore trial to be married +to some old stranger, when--when----" It was now Amy's turn to blush, +and to look confused, for she was betrothed to the son of a tenant of +the Duke of Powis's. "But with you, my lady, it is quite different. Who +knows but your future husband may prove as dear to you, as--as--David +is to me?" she added, half-blushing, but half-smiling also, for her +engagement was an acknowledged thing. + +"Perhaps you may have seen him, Amy? He is a friend of my +brother's,--the Earl of Nithsdale." + +"No, my sweet lady, I have never seen him; but the name is a marvellous +well-sounding name; so do not look sorrowful, but hope for the best. +If your lady mother has chosen him, and if your brother loves him, why +should not you love him also?" + +"And the king, Amy--the king approves of him, and confides in him; and +the king wishes for this union!" + +"His majesty!" exclaimed Amy with awe; "then it must be right! And +yet," she added, "I know not how it would fare with me, if the king was +to send his commands from beyond the seas, that David was not to be my +husband, but that I was to marry some one he chose for me! Ah, well! +it is all as it should be! You are a lady, and I am a country maiden; +and it is all for the best!" + + +CHAPTER V. + + His soul is tost sweet hopes and doubts between, + And you might almost 'mid these flutterings trace + A dear assurance to be lov'd by her; + For silence is Love's best interpreter. + + He might, besides, as she drew near, observe + O'er all her face a deep vermilion dye; + And short and broken, check'd by cold reserve, + Her accents of condoling courtesy. + + _Translation from the Italian of Pulci._ + +The morrow came. The Lady Winifred was pale, more pale than usual. Her +hands trembled as she toiled at her many-coloured silks; more time was +spent in disentangling them than in embroidering. Her heart beat at +every sound: she started every moment. But the duchess was in the habit +of veiling all emotions under an exterior of imperturbable composure, +and proceeded with the eternal carpet-work without making one false +stitch, although she might feel some inward agitation at the prospect +of presenting her daughter to her future husband, and some joy at that +of seeing her son, who had been many months absent. + +Once or twice she turned her eyes upon her daughter, and secretly +regretted that she seemed pale and languid, and she even fancied she +could perceive traces of tears upon her cheek; but she knew that the +marriage was arranged, and she was certain that a shade more or less of +beauty in his betrothed would not affect the ultimate success of the +negotiations with the Earl of Nithsdale. She was confident that the +Herbert family was too noble to be slighted; and she doubted not that +the gentleness and virtues of Winifred must attach her husband, even +should her personal attractions fail to strike him at first. + +The Lady Winifred, meantime, thought not of her own appearance. She +imagined that Lord Nithsdale was as inevitably bound to her as she was +to him; and her agitation at the notion of first beholding him, and her +longing desire to see the brother, who was equally a stranger to her, +swallowed up all personal feelings. + +The apartment already described as that usually inhabited by the +Duchess of Powis was a corner room, and was lighted by windows on two +sides. Lady Winifred habitually established herself in one of those +which looked towards the east; it commanded the most extensive view; +and, moreover, when gazing in that direction, her thoughts o'erleaped +the space between, and wandered towards the friends and playmates +of her childhood. From the other, to the south, could be seen the +approach of travellers from some distance. If her brother only had been +expected, probably she would have placed herself so as to command a +view of the road, but now she scarcely ventured to turn her eyes that +way: she sat with her face bent low over her frame, almost breathlessly +listening to every sound. + +The castle clock struck three. The Duchess of Powis wondered her +visitors had not yet arrived. She desired her daughter to look out +towards the southern entrance, and tell her whether she saw any one +approaching. + +"Yes, madam!" answered Lady Winifred, in a voice scarcely audible. + +"Well, my child, whom and what do you see?" + +"There are four horsemen, madam, riding quickly up the hill." + +"Then I imagine we may order dinner to be served," answered the mother, +who was accustomed to the strictest punctuality. "How near are they?" + +"They are even now entering the castle gate;" and Lady Winifred sunk +on the window-seat, while her eyes became so dizzy she could scarcely +distinguish anything farther. A vague indistinct recollection of sister +Margaret's French friend, Eugénie de St. Mesnil, and of the betrothed +in blue and silver--a confused thought of Amy's expression, "old and +ugly," ran through her brain--when her mother bade her ring the bell: +she obeyed; and rallying herself, she returned to the embroidery, which +she hoped would assist her in recovering from her confusion. + +In a few moments footsteps were heard in the adjoining apartment; the +clank of boots--the sound of voices. The door opened; and the Marquis, +or, as he was more usually called, the Duke of Powis, advanced to his +mother, and having kissed her hand, was folded in her maternal embrace; +while Lady Winifred, having risen mechanically from her seat, stood +pale and immovable behind her. + +"My sister?" inquired the duke. + +"Our dear Winifred," replied the duchess; and, to her utter surprise +and confusion, the Lady Winifred suddenly found herself embraced by a +bluff, gay, honest-looking man, who was indeed her brother. + +"And now, my lady mother, you must allow me to present to you my friend +and companion, the Earl of Nithsdale, who has been my host for the last +three weeks, which I have passed with him at Terreagles." + +The Earl of Nithsdale, who had hitherto kept in the background, now +advanced with a graceful and respectful bow to make his obeisances to +the duchess, who then presented him to her daughter. + +The Lady Winifred, startled by her brother's greeting, blushed +rosy-red. Lord Nithsdale bowed still lower than to the duchess, and for +a moment gazed upon the fair young thing before him, but as quickly +withdrew his glance; for, with the nice feeling of a refined mind, he +perceived, although her eyes were not for one moment raised from the +ground, that she quivered beneath his gaze. + +The parent might have been satisfied with the personal attractions +of her daughter at this moment. The surprise and the excitement had +summoned a bloom that gave her all the brilliancy which at times she +might require. The extreme purity of her expression, and bashfulness of +her demeanour, suited well with the embarrassing situation in which she +was placed. + +The mid-day repast was announced. The duchess was handed by Lord +Nithsdale; while the Duke of Powis gave his arm to his shrinking +sister, who, shy and trembling, scarcely ventured to slightly touch it, +alarmed to find herself on so familiar a footing with any man, even +though a brother--she who had scarcely spoken to one of the other sex, +except good Father Albert. + +Had the soft innocent eyes of young Winifred never yet been raised? Had +she not yet beheld the face of her future lord? When first the door had +opened, she had stolen a furtive glance--had seen enough to convince +her that the person who accompanied her brother, if indeed he were +the Earl of Nithsdale, was neither old nor ugly. But from that moment +forward they had been riveted to the ground. + +The dinner was dull and constrained--how should it have been otherwise? +Though the Duke of Powis exerted himself to the utmost, and told many +lively anecdotes concerning his exploits when deer-stalking in the +Highlands, or salmon-fishing in the Lowlands, his unassisted efforts +could not succeed in sustaining the conversation. The venerable duchess +was always stately in her manners: she had lived almost entirely out of +the world, and had none of the small talk of the day. Lady Winifred, +of course, could not be expected to speak. Lord Nithsdale, although +he had read much, travelled far, and although he had seen much of the +world in general, felt that in his situation, also, light and flippant +conversation would be out of season; and upon subjects of nearer +interest, of deeper anxiety, whether personal or political, they could +none of them touch while surrounded by attendants. + +When, however, they adjourned to the pleasaunce, they were able to +communicate more freely. + +The Duke of Powis imparted to the duchess all that Colonel Hook had +told them of the Chevalier's hopes and fears; of all the promises of +assistance which were held out to him by Louis the Fourteenth; of all +the pledges of devoted attachment to the cause which he had received +from the various nobles and lairds of Scotland. + +The Earl of Nithsdale qualified his friend's hopeful view of the case, +by mentioning the divisions which, in consequence of Colonel Hook's +mismanagement, had arisen between the more zealous partizans, including +the Dukes of Athol and of Perth, who were for at once receiving the +king without any conditions, and the Duke of Hamilton, the Earl +Marishal, and others, who adopted more moderate principles. + +The Lady Winifred cowered close to her mother; but once or twice, +attracted by the deep, low, earnest tones of his voice, as he feelingly +deplored these disunions, which he feared might prove the destruction +of all their hopes, she found her eyes involuntarily turn towards the +speaker; and once--once only--he surprised them fixed upon him. + +Confused and shocked at herself, she hastily withdrew them, and from +that instant found herself, all loyal Jacobite as she was, totally +incapable of listening to the chances of success which attended the +plans in agitation, but wholly occupied in wondering what must have +been the Earl of Nithsdale's impression of her boldness, in having +ventured thus to gaze upon him, and fearing he must necessarily have +formed a very unfavourable opinion of her. + +This was a great change! She was little aware herself that the +subject of her anxiety had so completely shifted its ground, from the +impression he might make on her, to that which she might make on him. + +The Lady Winifred found the young Amy awaiting her with impatience in +her chamber. "I have seen him, my dear lady--I have seen him!" she +exclaimed with eagerness; "and if he is but as good as he is comely, +why there is no harm in leaving it to one's king and one's parents to +choose for one. I am so overjoyed to think my dear mistress may be as +happy as she deserves to be! for you never could have been happy, my +lady, if they had married you to such a husband as I had fancied in my +own mind.--But you do not look half pleased, madam! Think you he is not +so worthy a gentleman?" inquired Amy with a tone of alarm. + +"Oh, yes, Amy; I do not think any one with such a voice could be other +than most excellent and most gentle!" + +"And it seemed to me, madam, as he was walking in the pleasaunce, that +he had the goodliest eye-brows!--so black, and so straight! And yet he +did not look as though he were stern." + +"I believe not;--but indeed I scarcely ventured,--I was +fearful--lest----" + +"And then every time you turned at the end of the broad walk, he bowed +with such grace and respect to your honoured mother, it did one's heart +good to see; for it seemed as though he would make a dutiful son to +her, as well as a good husband to you." + +"Oh, Amy! I cannot think it possible he should ever be my husband." + +"Why, I thought, madam, he was come here on purpose." + +"He never can think of me, I am sure! so wise, so noble as he is! And +I who know nothing, and have seen nothing--I never can make him a wife +such as would be worthy of him!" + +"And if you are not worthy to match with any earl, or duke, or prince +in the wide world, my lady, I do not know who is--good, sweet, +gentle, beautiful, and noble as you are!" exclaimed Amy, with a burst +of enthusiasm which almost resembled indignation at her lady for +undervaluing herself. + +"Oh, no! Amy, not beautiful! I never thought before how much more +beautiful my dear sister Lucy is than I am!" + +"Nay, my dear, dear lady, I have often heard my mother say the Lady +Lucy may be taller, and may have more colour in her cheeks, but that +for real beauty her features are not near equal to yours; and as for +the Lady Carrington, or the Lady Mary, or----" + +"Stop, stop, Amy! I must not listen to such flatteries! What would +Father Albert say, if he knew I was listening to such sinful vanities +as praises of personal beauty, and that I was listening to hear myself +preferred before my sisters? Oh, no! It is not thus I may make myself +worthy of him who is to be my lord, if indeed he can condescend to such +as I am." + +"Oh, my sweet mistress! you are only too good. Bear with me, my lady, +and I hope in time I may learn to be something like you. But indeed it +hurts me to hear you speak so humbly and so sadly: I am sure that every +time you dropped behind, I saw the earl slacken his pace, and steal a +look to see if you were there." + +"Did he, indeed?" said the young Winifred; but, checking herself, +she added, "but now I will to my prayers. Alas! I wish Father Albert +were here! I feel as if I had much need of confession, and of ghostly +counsel; and yet I do not know what sin I have committed which seems +to weigh so heavily upon me. My mind is bewildered. It is so very long +since I have confessed! I wonder what Father Albert would say!" + + +CHAPTER VI. + + His affection was of a very extraordinary alloy,--a composition of + conscience, and love, and generosity, and gratitude, and all those + noble affections that raise the passion to its greatest height. + + _Clarendon's Life._ + +On the following morning, after some private conversation between the +duchess, her son, and the Earl of Nithsdale, the Lady Winifred was +summoned to the oak-chamber, where her mother formally taking her hand, +placed it in that of the earl. They both knelt before her to receive +her blessing; and though as yet they had never addressed one word to +each other, they rose from their knees, their faiths mutually plighted. + +Such marriages have often been contracted, and sometimes they may have +proved as well assorted as those in which the choice of the individuals +has been more consulted; but it has seldom occurred that hearts have so +sincerely acquiesced in the vows dictated by others as on this occasion. + +The Earl of Nithsdale was approaching the age of thirty. He had visited +Paris, he had travelled in Italy, he had passed some time in Germany. +There was a singularity in the eye-brows, whose darkness had already +attracted Amy's notice, and the clear but melancholy blue eyes which +they shaded, in the pale complexion, and the expression of sadness +about the mouth, which had proved irresistible to many a foreign fair +one. He had often won unwooed the hearts of those Parisian belles, +who were not devoted to the dreary court decorum prevalent during the +reign of Madame de Maintenon; while many of the more glowing beauties +of Italy had absolutely courted the favour of the young Englishman, +and many a sentimental German seemed ready to yield her heart, almost +before he could lay siege to it. + +In his early youth he had not failed to profit by the advances which +were thus made to him; but his was not a character which could long +find pleasure in such conquests. He had an innate preference for +virtue and purity; his disposition was naturally enthusiastic and +contemplative. The gay, the thoughtless, passing attachments to which +we have alluded, were not in unison with his mind. The sprightly +Parisian was too volatile to make any lasting impression on such a +heart, the Italian too little refined, the German too easily won; +so that, though he had passed the first flush of youth, his real +affections were still unhackneyed. + +He had accidentally found himself at Bruges when the Lady Lucy +pronounced her vows, and was one of the assembly who crowded the church +to witness the ceremony. Lady Winifred had been pointed out to him +among the convent pensioners, as being sister to the young nun; and he +had then remarked upon the innocence and purity of her countenance, +and had thought within himself how much more attractive was such an +expression than all the graces and fascinations which are meant to +allure. + +If there is any foundation of virtue in the heart of a man, the more he +has been thrown with the less respectable part of the sex, the more he +has been exposed to their allurements, the more highly does he prize +entire innocence when he meets with it, and the more strict is his line +of demarcation between the modest, and those in whose conduct there may +be any touch of levity. It might almost be taken as a touchstone of +the original disposition, whether or not, through all the errors into +which man, when tempted, is liable to fall, he yet preserves a quick +perception of genuine purity, and also retains a taste and a veneration +for it. Whatever may have been his aberrations, there is always hope +that such a one will return to the path of virtue. + +The Earl of Nithsdale, however, was not one who had ever been +completely carried away in the vortex of dissipation. He had still +cherished within his mind an ideal model of perfection, which had +preserved him from yielding up his affections to any of the fair +creatures who fluttered around him. He had always resolved that the +woman to whom he should unite himself should be pure as the unsunned +snow, with mind, soul, and affections fresh and unpolluted. + +It was, therefore, willingly that he entered into the alliance urged +by the agent of his master--a master towards whom he inherited loyalty +with the blood which flowed in his veins, and to whom, since his +interview with him in Flanders, he felt additionally bound by every tie +of romantic honour. + +Lord Nithsdale had sought that interview with all the feelings of +enthusiasm naturally inspired by the circumstance of the young prince +so gallantly entering the King of France's army. He was then saddened +at the appearance of ill-health visible in the Chevalier, and he was +disheartened by perceiving how poorly he was attended. These facts, +unpromising as they were, affected his hopes of success, but they did +not lessen the interest he felt for the royal exile. The divisions +among the Chevalier's adherents, consequent upon Colonel Hook's +imprudent neglect of the more moderate Jacobites, who were not prepared +rashly and unconditionally to yield the hard-earned liberties of their +country into the hands of a restored monarch, portended, to a person +who was not of a sanguine temperament, the ill-success which attended +the attempt of 1707, but it did not for a moment affect his allegiance. + +This despondent, yet devoted loyalty threw over his whole demeanour +a tinge of melancholy, which was calculated to render him only more +interesting in the eyes of a young girl; and she soon learned to watch +with anxiety the varying expression of his brow, and to hail with joy +the smile which her presence invariably called forth. + +His affection for her was a mingled feeling of almost parental care and +protection, with a punctilious respect, excited by her innocence and +her noble birth. + +She had been brought up to honour and to obey; and the love to which +she gladly and dutifully yielded every faculty of her soul, evinced +itself in a thousand actions of almost filial reverence. She was +unaccustomed to the common attentions mechanically granted by the other +sex, and unconsciously received by those who have lived in the world; +and he sometimes smilingly checked her when she stooped for her own +roll of silk, or performed for herself and others a thousand little +services, which, in former days especially, were exacted not only from +a lover, but from all gentlemen towards all ladies. + +When, however, they occasionally found themselves alone, a circumstance +of rare occurrence, then her instinctive inborn nobleness and modesty +made her for the time assume, unknown to herself, the dignity of +demeanour befitting one of her rank and station. She was no longer the +timid and affectionate girl, only watching to forestall the wishes of +him to whom she owed duty and allegiance; but the high-born damsel, +whose gentle purity was more awful in its simplicity than the frown of +another. + +The novelty of such a character--the contrast it afforded to those +which he had previously met with--the unusual mixture of perfect +confidence in her entire affection for himself, and of perfect +certainty that a few weeks would make her his wedded wife, with the +fear of alarming the shrinking bashfulness of one nurtured in such +utter seclusion,--the desire of winning the unreserved confidence of a +creature accustomed to reveal the secret workings of her innocent soul +to her confessor alone, and the pleasure of gently insinuating himself +into her heart of hearts,--gave a new and singular character to this +courtship. His own soul seemed to grow fresh, young, and pure by the +study of hers. He enjoyed once more all the simple tastes and pleasures +of childhood, which had long ceased to charm him; and he hailed with +as much delight, as in some cases a lover would the confession of +reciprocal affection, any detail of the youthful amusements of her +convent life which he could succeed in luring her to describe. + +It was seldom, however, that she spoke herself. She loved to sit +in her own accustomed and retired seat, apparently occupied with +her embroidery, while she gave up her whole soul to the rapture of +listening to his voice, and of drinking long draughts of the new +and absorbing passion which it was become her duty to feel. If, as +not unfrequently happened, he addressed himself to her, and asked +her opinion, her feelings, upon the subject which might be under +discussion, she started as from a reverie; and unless it was one which +touched upon some matter of morality, of religion, or of loyalty, she +could give no opinion, for in truth she had none. She listened for +the pleasure of hearing his full, sweet, mellow voice; of learning +his sentiments; and of sometimes stealing an occasion of dwelling +unobserved upon the countenance, which, in her eyes, beamed with all +that was noble and intellectual. + +On the day preceding that on which the marriage ceremony was to be +performed by a Catholic priest in the chapel of Poole Castle, the +Duchess of Powis gave her daughter some of the sage maternal counsel +which was to fit her to become a virtuous wife, and the head of a noble +household, at a period when the duties of housewifery really devolved +upon the mistress. + +"Be seated, my dear Winifred, and listen to me attentively. You are +now about to enter upon a mode of life entirely new to you; you will +have no one to guide and direct you." + +"Oh! madam! think you my lord is likely to be called away from me so +soon?" + +"No, my child; it is not on that account I speak, unless indeed our +gracious master should carry his proposed landing into effect; in such +a case you would not be a degenerate daughter of the house of Herbert, +but you would wish your husband to be among the first who flock to the +standard of our rightful sovereign. But though no such paramount duty, +to which all others must yield, should call him from your side, there +are many points connected with your household arrangements in which you +must act and judge for yourself. Of course, should any circumstance +occur on which there should be a diversity of opinion between yourself +and your husband," (the Lady Winifred looked up in her mother's face +with an expression of unfeigned astonishment,) "remember, Winifred, +that on such occasions it will be your duty to submit, whether your +reason is convinced or not." + +"Is it possible?" + +"Is what possible, my child?" + +"Is it possible, madam, that I should ever hold an opinion contrary to +my lord's?" + +"Such things have occurred," resumed the duchess, while a transient, +almost imperceptible smile passed over her lips. "When you have lived +more in the world, you may perhaps acquire wishes and sentiments of +your own. Should subjects of dispute arise----" + +"Oh! madam!" + +"Remember, it is the wife's duty to yield; and remember, that a soft +word turneth away wrath." + +The duchess had proceeded so far with her advice, because she had ever +deemed it right thus to admonish each of her daughters before they +entered into the marriage state, when the Lady Winifred exclaimed with +tears in her eyes-- + +"Oh! my dearest mother! surely you have not seen in me any signs of +wilfulness! Heaven knows my heart is all submission towards him to whom +it has pleased you and my sovereign to unite my destiny. Heaven is my +witness," she added, clasping her hands, "that I honour him--that I +revere him, (saving yourself, madam, and Father Albert,) second to +nothing under Heaven! And to-morrow, mother--to-morrow, I suppose, +I may honour him first of all created beings!" She turned her soft +and tearful eyes to Heaven with an expression of such enthusiastic, +such sublime devotion--though the devotion was not at the moment +all religious, that the duchess looked upon her for a space in mute +astonishment. + +"You are a strange girl," at length she said; "so silent, so reserved, +and yet so ardent:" and the mother, who had been too much occupied with +other thoughts to study the real character concealed under the gentle, +unobtrusive deportment of her child, was surprised and perplexed at +this unexpected burst of feeling. + +After a pause she resumed. "And there is another thing which I have +never failed to impress upon your sisters, which is, that however +exalted may be a woman's rank, however ample her husband's fortune, +she should not disdain to be the diligent housewife as well as the +high-born lady. I have in this small clasped book a collection of +family receipts, which I wish you to study carefully, and which +you will find of infinite service. They descended to me from my +grandmother, her grace of Somerset; and our family have always been +renowned for our almond comfits and our spiced cakes. Amy Evans can +assist you, for she has learned to compose these condiments under our +faithful Rachel." + +The Lady Winifred with gratitude and humility received from her +mother's hand the small green book with silver clasps which contained +these valuable documents. The duchess continued: "In uniting you to +one of the Maxwell blood, I need scarcely fear for your principles of +loyalty. There can be no doubt that, born of the Herberts, and married +to a Maxwell, you will live and die true to the king of your ancestors. +And now, my dear child, may a merciful Providence grant that, firm in +the faith in which you have been brought up, you may live a virtuous, +if not a happy life, and that you may die the death of the righteous!" + +The Lady Winifred knelt; and her mother having thus advised her upon +conjugal, economical, political, and religious subjects, kissed her +fair child's forehead, and they retired to rest. + +The next day witnessed the vows of the betrothed pair; and they shortly +afterwards took up their abode at the Earl of Nithsdale's castle of +Terreagles, in Dumfriesshire. + + +CHAPTER VII. + + The realm from danger to secure, + To foreign aid we cry; + With papists and non-jurors join + To keep out popery. + + _Whig Song._ + +In the mutual affection which subsisted between herself and her lord, +the Countess of Nithsdale would now have enjoyed happiness, as perfect +and as unalloyed as mortals may look for here below, had not the public +affairs of the time been to both a subject of deep interest and anxiety. + +The party of the Chevalier de St. George was strong in Scotland. The +people in general were disaffected to the government in consequence +of the Union: a measure against which many signed a protest, which +was presented by the Duke of Athol; and a measure which, in the +eyes of many Scotchmen, appeared contrary to the honour, interest, +and constitution of their country, the birthright of the peers, the +privileges of the barons and boroughs, and to the claim of right, +property, and liberty of the subject. + +While such feelings tended to produce discontent among all orders, the +regular troops, under the Earl of Leven, did not exceed 2500 men, many +of whom upon the landing of the Chevalier would most probably have +joined him. The castle of Edinburgh was destitute of ammunition; and if +it had surrendered, the Jacobites would have found themselves masters +of a considerable sum of money. + +The King of France, with the view of making a diversion from the +Netherlands, and of occupying Queen Anne with disturbances at home, +had granted considerable assistance to the Pretender. A squadron was +assembled at Dunkirk under the Chevalier de Fourbin, and a body of land +forces was embarked under M. de Gace: James was furnished with services +of gold and silver plate, sumptuous tents, splendid liveries, and all +sorts of necessaries, even to profusion. Louis had presented him with +a sword studded with diamonds, and had repeated to him the same words +with which he had dismissed his father,--that the kindest wish he could +express towards him was, "that he might never see him again." + +The Scottish nobles but awaited the moment of the Chevalier's landing +to rise simultaneously in his favour: though outwardly all was quiet, +they were on the tip-toe of expectation, when the active measures taken +by Queen Anne, the vigilance of Sir George Byng, who intercepted the +squadron before it could reach Edinburgh, and the wind, which prevented +its ever arriving at Inverness, rendered vain all their hopes and fears. + +The Chevalier, after having been tost upon the seas during a month of +tempestuous weather, returned to Dunkirk; and Sir George Byng sailed up +the Leith road to Edinburgh, for the purpose of receiving the freedom +of the city which he had delivered from impending danger. + +Thus ended the Chevalier de St. George's first, and almost ridiculous, +attempt to recover the throne of his ancestors. + +To the Earl of Nithsdale this period had been one of no common +anxiety: he was too well aware of the dissensions which Colonel Hook's +imprudence had produced among the Chevalier's most faithful partisans, +to feel confident of the result under any circumstances; and he knew +that till the king was actually in Scotland, and was himself a rallying +point for all his adherents, nothing but mischief could accrue from +any movement among his friends. He had therefore so conducted himself +as to escape the notice of government: his disappointment was great +when he found that a moment, in many respects so favourable for the +Jacobite cause, had been allowed to escape; but far greater was his +mortification at finding the monarch to whom he had devoted himself +could be so easily persuaded to return to dependence on the court of +France; and his fears for the future affected him still more deeply +than his vexation at the failure of the present attempt. + +His young wife also grieved at the dispersion of their cherished hopes; +but to her, the object of real and deep anxiety was her husband. +Sometimes, when, with folded arms, he would gaze vacantly upon the +blazing fire, his dark brows knit, his lips compressed, his mind +absorbed in sad retrospections and melancholy forebodings, the un-read +book would fall upon her knee, or the needle drop from her hand, as she +watched the expression of his face. On one occasion, when he caught +her eyes thus fixed upon him, a kind but passing smile illumined his +countenance; and addressing her with the low and mellow voice which +first made her maiden heart his own,--"My gentle Winifred," he said, +"you have exchanged a calm and peaceful home, beloved and cheerful +friends, the sister of your affections, and all the joyous carelessness +of youth, for an unsettled country, a troubled land, and a gloomy +husband--who hates himself, dearest, when he thinks his thoughtfulness +and his abstraction can cast a shade of care over that smooth and +tranquil brow----" + +"Oh my dear lord!" she exclaimed, as she looked up at him, her eyes +half filled with tears. + +Lord Nithsdale continued,--"Or that his moody silence can bring tears +into those dear eyes!" and seating himself beside her, he pressed her +slender hand in his. + +"It is not his silence, but my beloved lord's kind words, that have +brought tears into these foolish eyes. I can scarce believe that one so +far above me in wisdom and in knowledge--one whose mind is engrossed by +subjects of such moment, can take so much thought for such an ignorant +child as I am. I often regret my convent education; for I feel, my +lord, that I can be no companion to you; and in these times especially, +when----" + +"Wish not yourself other than you are, my love! It is that purity, that +heavenly innocence, that confiding simplicity, which render you in my +eyes so immeasurably superior to all the far-famed beauties of this, or +any other land. What are their charms, their wit, their talents, their +learning, their acquired attractions, to that pure blush which even now +mantles my own sweet Winifred's cheek, to hear her praises, though from +a husband's lips?" + +And Winifred was happy; for she found that in truth her unobtrusive +affection, her gentle cares, could alone dispel the gloom which hung +over that beloved husband. + +Time, however, changed the nature of his regrets. Lord Nithsdale's +clear understanding could not fail to perceive that his country was +quiet, prosperous, and glorious under the rule of its present monarch; +and the doubt would cross him whether it were the act of a true patriot +to favour the pretensions of one who must necessarily overturn much of +what tended to promote that prosperity. + +Still, was he not by birth a Jacobite? a Catholic? and therefore bound +from motives of religion to support a Catholic claimant to the throne? +Moreover, had he not, in his romantic interview with the Pretender, +pledged himself personally to his service? It was too late to retract! +If any attempt were renewed in his favour, he could not but join in +it. Yet the consciousness of being bound in honour to a cause of which +his reason could not thoroughly approve, oppressed him with a sense of +care--almost of guilt. + +He was a man who wished strictly to act as honour and as duty might +dictate, and he was not carried away by eager hopefulness, or by +ambition, or by passion. He saw and balanced so nicely the reasons +and arguments on both sides, that he was apt to be dissatisfied with +himself; sometimes to think he was guilty of a dereliction of duty +towards his lawful sovereign, when his clear judgment forced upon him +the thriving condition of his country; at others, to feel that he +was perhaps ready to sacrifice the real good of thousands to his own +private notions of personal honour. + +The Lady Nithsdale, with never-failing gentleness, soothed these +wayward feelings, if wayward they may be called, which were so natural +to a conscientious man in times such as those we treat of. She would +chase away his gloom by light and playful converse; she would gather +around him their friends and neighbours, and lure him to forget his +careful thoughts in the pleasing duties of hospitality; or she would +draw his attention to the gambols of their children, the young Lord +Maxwell and the little Lady Anne, and lead him to join in their sports, +and thus lose the sense of the conflicting duties which pressed so +heavily upon his mind. He was always, and at all times, the object +of her thoughts; and the earl in return hung on her as his stay, his +support, his consolation. + +The bond of their mutual affection thus became more firmly knit than +if their lives had passed in an uninterrupted flow of happiness. The +affection which is wearied by sadness, or falls off in sorrow, is one +which has taken but shallow root in the heart. + +It is perhaps to the credit of human nature, that misfortune is not +the trial under which mutual attachment so frequently gives way as +under that of unbroken prosperity. When there is any groundwork of +tenderness, the sight of the object of that tenderness in sorrow, in +sickness, or in suffering, endears it more and more. The attention is +fixed; the thoughts are occupied: affection is called into action; +it is not allowed to drop into a slumber, which sometimes ends in +lethargy. The enduring love of wives to wayward husbands, the exceeding +fondness of some husbands for capricious wives, may thus be accounted +for. How natural was it, then, that an anxious and thoughtful temper, +produced by conscientious scruples, devoted loyalty, romantic honour, +and disinterested patriotism, should concentrate upon her husband every +feeling of a soul which, like the Countess of Nithsdale's, was made up +of duty and of tenderness! + +The imprudent boldness with which many Jacobites professed their +principles and their attachment to the Pretender was to Lord Nithsdale +a source of much vexation. The Duchess of Gordon sent the faculty of +advocates a silver medal, representing on one side the Chevalier de +St. George, and on the reverse the British islands, with the motto +"Reddite." The duchess was thanked for having presented them with a +medal of "their sovereign lord the king;" and a confident hope was +expressed that her grace would soon have an opportunity of offering +them a second medal, struck upon the "restoration of the king and royal +family, and the destruction of usurping tyranny and whiggery." + +This whole proceeding was afterwards disowned by the faculty, and +by a solemn act they declared their attachment to the queen and the +Protestant succession. But such uncalled-for boldness, such weak +retracting of daring imprudence, in the opinion of Lord Nithsdale, +augured ill for the cause to which he was bound. Such conduct could in +no wise forward the hopes of his master, and it only served to keep the +country in an unquiet and disturbed state. + +He disapproved of the measures of his party; and consequently he kept +himself somewhat retired at Terreagles, associating more with his +immediate neighbours than courting political connexions. With the +Earl of Derwentwater alone he kept up a constant and confidential +intercourse. They together deplored the infatuation of some of their +friends: in loyalty and patriotism each found in the other a spirit +congenial to his own. + +Lord Nithsdale's visits to London, or to Edinburgh, were rare; and +no change occurred to mark the lapse of years, unless we may note +that which took place in the bearing of Amy Evans. She was still, +as before, high in her lady's favour, who regarded her more in the +light of a confidential, though humble friend, than merely as a +waiting-woman. Indeed, Amy in her childhood had been admitted as +play-fellow and associate to the daughter of an old cavalier who +resided in the neighbourhood of Poole Castle, and from her youthful +intercourse with Mrs. Mellicent Hilton, she had acquired a tone of +feeling somewhat superior to those in her station of life. + +Lady Nithsdale could not but remark that the laughing eyes which once +sparkled with merriment were now dull and spiritless, and that the +ruddy cheek had lost its bloom. When she sought the chamber where her +maidens were employed at their needle, she no longer heard the clear +voice of Amy, who used to enliven the light labours of her companions +with the ditties she had learned in her childhood. Her gay laugh no +longer pealed cheerily on the ear. Lady Nithsdale attributed the change +which had gradually stolen over the demeanour of her dear Amy Evans to +her separation from her lover. + +"You are sad, dear Amy," she one day remarked to her; "but I think +I have news that will call up the bloom on those pale cheeks, and I +shall hear your old Welsh songs carolled with fresh glee. The farm +of Hetherstone is vacant now, and my lord proposes that David should +become his tenant;--and then I suppose I must make Jeannie Scott my +'tirewoman!" + +"Alas! my gracious mistress, not unless your ladyship is weary of the +services of poor Amy Evans. I trust that I can still diligently ply my +needle, and that I can arrange your ladyship's head-gear with as neat a +hand as Jean Scott at the least." + +"Nay, you have been a diligent and careful servant to me, Amy, and I +shall love to see you as careful and diligent a wife; and when I visit +you in your home, I shall once more see your merry eyes sparkle as they +used to do." + +"No, madam, those days are gone by for me. You shall ever find me a +true and faithful servant, but I shall never be a wife." + +"And what will David do without a housewife to see to his dairy, to +bake his bread and his bannocks, and to trim his hearth, and keep all +neat and seemly around him?" + +"He needs not me for a housewife, madam: he has found one, more to his +taste, these six months back. He was married, madam, last Lammas-tide;" +and, though her hands trembled, she still proceeded in the composition +of the spiced comfits which her lady had come to overlook. + +"Oh! my poor Amy! And is this true? Can men really be so false?" + +"Indeed can they, madam. And I am not the first girl who has been +slighted: they all tell me so! But I always held myself high; and it is +no comfort to hear how, when his wedding morning came, Donald M'Rae was +nowhere to be found; or how Jockie Smith deserted Kate Armstrong, after +he had broken a gold piece with her; or how Mary Morrison pined herself +to death for the loss of Jamie Elliot. But I am not one to pine myself +to death! David's wife shall never hear that Amy Evans had so mean a +spirit; no, she shall hear of me cheerful, and contented, madam. And +why should I not be so, when I have such a good, kind lady, whom I love +better--ay, better than I once did David himself!" And now the tears +rained fast from her eyes, which Nature seemed to have intended should +only express sprightliness and warm affection. "But, I beseech you, +madam, speak not to Jean Scott or to Annie Bell of my griefs. They have +never yet seen me weep, and I would not have them know that David's +falsehood had wrung tears from me. I shall not feel it so much after a +while, my lady! And when all is said and done, where could I ever be +so happy as with my kind, my honoured mistress? So you will never say +anything more, my lady, of making Jean Scott your 'tirewoman?" + +"Oh no! dear Amy; I should never, never like any one about me so well +as you!" + +"I thought so, my lady; and I told Jean Scott I was sure you would +never turn me off, though she prides herself so upon her taste, and the +nimbleness of her fingers, and is always throwing out that the time +will come when she will have my place!" And Amy was half consoled for +the loss of David, when she had ascertained that she retained the same +hold on her mistress's affections. Since the blight which had fallen on +her first and early love, she valued the favour of her lady above all +other earthly goods, and watched over it with the jealous tenderness of +a lover. + +Her secluded education, and her own early marriage to so honourable a +man, had prevented the Countess of Nithsdale's having ever witnessed, +much more having ever experienced, the caprice and infidelities of the +other sex. She had heard and read of them, as of matters undoubtedly +true, but as never likely to come under her own immediate cognizance; +and she was astonished at Amy's treating a lover's desertion of his +mistress as an event of common occurrence. She wondered still more that +pride should, in a low-born country maiden's heart, almost overbalance +the more instinctive feeling of love. That a noble damsel should resent +any slight was indispensable to her birth and breeding; and the proud +blood of the Herberts mantled in her cheeks at the mere imagining such +a case. But she thought, had she been lowly born, pride could never +have sustained her under so cruel a blow. She forgot that, in all ranks +alike, each feels the eyes of his equals upon him,--that the lowest, +as well as the highest, have their world, before whom to blush is +degradation. + +It was not that the gentle Lady Nithsdale was haughty in her nature; +the affection which subsisted between herself and Amy sufficiently +proved the contrary; but as she was imbued with the divine indefeasible +right of kings, so was she with the innate inherent nobility of an +ancient family. + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + The virtue of her lively looks + Excels the precious stone, + I wish to have none other books + To read or look upon. + + The modest mirth that she doth use + Is mixed with shamefacedness. + + _Attributed to Lord Rockford, + Anne Boleyn's brother._ + +Although they differed widely in politics, the Duke of Montrose was one +of the persons whom Lord Nithsdale looked upon as a true patriot, and a +young man of great promise. He was the grandson of the great marquis, +and had been by Queen Anne lately raised to the dignity of Duke of +Montrose. + +The family of the Earl of Nithsdale was, through Douglas, Earl of +Moreton, nearly connected with that of the duke; and also, through +the marriage of Lord Nithsdale's sister, the Lady Mary Maxwell, to the +Earl of Traquhair, with that of his young duchess, the Lady Christian +Carnegie, daughter to the Earl of Northesk. + +This double connexion had assisted to foster a friendship, which the +opposite tendency of their political opinions might otherwise have +prevented from attaining maturity; and consequently, when the young +Duke of Montrose first brought his fair bride and cousin into Scotland, +he failed not to present her to a family with which they were mutually +connected. + +The duke was a zealous supporter of the Protestant succession, and was +at that period high in favour with Queen Anne. His youthful wife had +shone as one of the most brilliant stars at her court; and gay, lovely, +and volatile, she had not failed to adopt the style and manners then +in vogue; she was esteemed the most modish lady about the court; the +furbelow of her petticoat was no sooner seen than it was copied; her +commode attracted all eyes, the jaunty air of her hoop was envied by +all the sex, and she no sooner appeared in one of the small muffs which +we sometimes see represented in pictures of the time, than all the +muffs about town were cut in half. + +She enjoyed the admiration she excited, as was natural to one who +was aware, though not vain, of her powers of fascination; and there +was a grace in her harmless coquetries, and a joyous good-humour, a +frankness, piercing through the court airs, which had become as it were +second nature to her, that took captive the hearts of all. + +The young duchess would sometimes rally Lady Nithsdale on her +antiquated notions, her housewife-like avocations, her retired habits; +she would try to persuade her to follow the fashion of the day, and +would urge her to taste with her the exciting pleasure of being swiftly +borne by a spirited steed over hill and vale, dell and dingle: but Lady +Nithsdale, unaccustomed to such exertions, would shrink from the very +idea, and trembled when she saw her fair friend mounted on her palfrey, +and, dressed according to the mode which has excited the indignation +of cotemporary writers, dash from the hall-door like an arrow from the +bow; then, turning gaily back, laugh at her timid cousin's fears. Her +hair, which was suffered to hang at some length on her shoulders, was +loosely tied by a scarlet riband, which played like a streamer behind +her; her small hat was edged with silver; her dress was of green camlet +embroidered with the same material; and a cravat of the finest lace +completed the toilet of the _élégante_ of the year 1711. The horse, as +though it were proud of so fair a rider, seemed to share in her vanity: +he was adorned after the same airy manner; and tossed and shook his +pretty head, as if he despised the silken rein which hung loosely upon +his neck. + +Lady Nithsdale watched the party of equestrians as long as they +continued in sight; and Amy, whose blighted hopes enabled her to give +her undivided affection to her lady, and her undivided thoughts to +her dress, had not allowed this opportunity to escape of enlarging +her notions upon the subject of the prevailing mode. Presuming upon +her favour with her mistress, she had stolen away from Annie Bell and +Jeannie Scott, and glided to the oriel window of the hall, that she +might see the great London bride in her new-fangled garb. + +"By my troth, madam, but her grace is very fair, and wears a goodly +dress, and mounts a jennet such as might befit a lady in one of my old +ballads!" + +"Yes, Amy," replied Lady Nithsdale, "the dress is strange, but +graceful, and well does it suit my gay and sprightly cousin: yet she +must have a marvellous good courage; I think I never could mount any +horse, much less a pawing prancing steed such as delights her grace. It +is strange thus to peril one's life for pleasure!" + +"And yet, my lady, such a close-fitting jaunty coat as that would +right well set off your ladyship's slender waist. Trust me, madam, +but I should like to have the curling of your soft brown hair, and +the shaking in a thought of powder, (her grace's maid showed me the +powder-puffs they use now,) and the making it just hang in such +ringlets as my lady duchess's." + +"Nay, Amy, such flighty doings are not for me!" + +In the evening, when the company were sipping their chocolate, and the +servants were preparing the ombre-tables, the lively duchess again +rallied the Lady Nithsdale upon her taste for staying at home. + +"Now we will put you upon your trial," she said, playfully tapping +her with her fan; "and you, my lord duke, and the Earl of Nithsdale +himself, and Sir Hector M'Gregor, and Mr. M'Kenzie, and my fair cousin +Crawford of Kilbirny, and young Mistress Rose Scott of Murdiston, +shall sit in judgment, and pronounce whether I have not passed a more +profitable morning than our demure hostess there! Now stand forth, +Countess of Nithsdale, and answer the truth, the whole truth, and +nothing but the truth!" + +The Lady Nithsdale smiled, while the slight colour mounted to her +cheek, at being called into notice; but she professed her willingness +to submit to the verdict of so goodly a tribunal. + +"After our morning meal," resumed the duchess, "which I grant you was +somewhat to the credit of the housewife--there was no fault to be found +with the bannocks, nor with the saffron-cakes, nor the honey, nor the +marmalade, nor the Finnan haddocks, nor any of the other delicacies for +which our good land of Scotland is renowned,--after this meal, what +were my lady countess's avocations!" + +"Even such household duties as your grace must needs attend to when +you reach your own castle of Kincarn. I visited the 'still-room, and +gave the housekeeper directions for making of some mint-water, and some +julap, and other simple medicines, which the neighbouring poor are used +to procure at the castle. And, moreover, this is the season when the +distilled waters for the year must be made; the elder-flowers and the +roses are all in bloom." + +"Oh, stop, my dear countess! This last employment was most vain and +useless! for who could endure such homely scents? It is impossible +now to use anything but orange-flower water; so you have indeed +mis-spent your time most shamefully! Now you, by your own confession, +did only one thing at a time, while I cultivated my mind and improved +my beauty at one and the same moment. I studied Locke on the Human +Understanding, while my woman curled my hair; after which I read two +chapters on the properties of the loadstone, and--I would fain have +studied the mathematics, only my wicked lord"--and she shook her fan at +the duke--"would not give me the lesson he promised." She put on the +prettiest pout of her ruby lips, while her gay eyes laughed through +their fringe of eye-lashes, as she looked down her cheeks with a mock +air of pettish anger; then raising them suddenly on the duke, she +continued in a reproachful tone, "You know, my lord, you would not wish +your wife to be quite out of the fashion; and every lady now talks of +the mathematics, and speaks but in words with a Latin derivation; and I +will learn these things too, in spite of you!" + +The duke looked upon her with delight and love, while he replied, +"Learn of our fair hostess how to make a sack-posset, Christian!" + +"Not unless your grace will teach me the mathematics! Now promise, and +it shall be a bargain, and I will let you kiss my hand upon it." + +The duke most gladly availed himself of her permission to imprint on +the fair hand she extended more than one kiss. + +"Nay, you are too bold!" she added, withdrawing her hand suddenly, +and frowning for a moment, while she expressed a pretty anger in the +eloquent language of the fan, by quickly opening and shutting the +sticks so as to produce a somewhat sharp noise. "But, my lord duke, +you interrupt the trial. Silence in the court! The Lady Nithsdale had +not made an end, when I, to my shame be it spoken, somewhat rudely +interrupted her. Proceed, fair countess." + +"I visited my children for a while, and then I practised to my new +spinet some of the songs your grace showed me last night; for my lord +loves sweet sounds so well, that he will sometimes listen to such poor +music as I can make." + +"That is well. But now, fair countess, how did you pass your time while +I, having duly attended both to my understanding and my person, now +took heed to my health, by galloping in the clear fresh air, many and +many a mile, over sweet heath and thymy downs?" + +"Why, after seeing my maidens at their embroidery, I wrote and +despatched a letter to my dear sister Lucy at Bruges." + +"Useless! still vain and useless! If your letter had been addressed to +some court lady, who might have informed you in return of what colour +was Mrs. Masham's new hood, and whether the queen had yet adopted the +fashion of my last commode, and whether her grace of Marlborough had +yet left off the philomot-coloured petticoat of which we are all so +weary,--well! But what news can your devout sister send you from her +dull convent?" + +"Nay, your grace is jesting now! Every word that comes from Bruges, and +tells me of the dear, dear friends of my childhood, is precious to me." + +"I can well believe it," replied the duchess with a winning frankness; +"for dearly do I love a letter from old Eupheme Stuart, the sister of +our minister at Ethy; and I would often rather sit and con over her +prosy epistle, than dress myself for a court-ball. But you know, Lady +Nithsdale, that all other considerations must give way before our +loyalty to our monarch." + +"Most true, your grace," answered the Lady Nithsdale, in a tone of +voice which showed she thought of the "king over the water," while the +volatile duchess watched her with a laughing and malicious countenance. + +"Oh, my dearest countess!" she exclaimed, "do you know you have patched +yourself in the most factious manner! For Heaven's sake, remove that +shocking patch on the wrong side of your face! it might lead to much +mischief. It is an old saying, that extremes meet; and they say that +some of the discomfited Whigs are even now plotting with the Jacobites. +This is a season when it behoves every one to be most discreet in such +tokens of their sentiments, and your imprudent patching might bring +suspicion on your good lord." + +"Does your grace speak of the mole on my right temple?" + +"Is it indeed a mole? I pray your pardon, dearest cousin. But this is +very sad! quite a misfortune! Do you not know we all of late express +our political opinions after this fashion? You may perceive I always +wear a patch on the left side of my chin, to evince my loyalty." + +"If such be the case, my loyalty is born with me, and cannot cease but +with my life!" replied the Countess of Nithsdale, whose feelings were +so strong and so devoted she could not jest or banter on the subject. + +"Treason! treason!" exclaimed the duchess: "we shall have to put you on +your trial for still higher crimes and misdemeanours." + +"A prisoner cannot be tried for two offences at once, and your grace +has not brought the first accusation to an end," interposed the Earl of +Nithsdale, somewhat anxious to give the conversation another turn. + +"To tell the honest truth, my lord, I thought the evidence seemed +likely to go against myself, and I was not sorry to drop the +prosecution. We will let judgment go by default! Is that good law, +my Lord Privy Seal, for you should understand these matters?" she +continued, turning to her husband with an air of mock solemnity. + +"You are a mad-cap, Christian!" replied the duke, who, while he half +attempted to repress her lively sallies, listened to them with pleased +amusement, and, like the mother of a spoiled child, looked round upon +the company to see if they also did not applaud her wit and grace. + +In truth, though she was somewhat the spoiled child of fortune, no one +could wish her other than she was. What in another would have been +frivolous or impertinent, in her was graceful and most fitting. She +was in the vein for playful malice, and with an air of mock penitence +replied, "Well, then, my lord, I will be most staid and serious. I will +not play one single game at ombre to-night, but I will sit by my gentle +cousin's side, and learn of her to ply my needle as good housewives and +virtuous matrons should;" and seating herself on a low stool in the +window, she fell to sorting and choosing shades of silks, till she had +confused and mixed them all. + +"I must look at you, fair cousin," she added suddenly, "to learn how I +should begin;--but methinks you have not chosen your colours with that +taste which all admire in whatever else you do. Surely a white rose +on that pale blue ground lacks contrast: a red rose, or a tulip, or a +peony, would better please the eye; a white rose is, to my mind, but +a mean and insipid flower," she added, with a sidelong glance at Lady +Nithsdale. + +"In my eyes it is the fairest flower that blows," replied the countess. +"This stool is for my mother; and well may the white rose be dear to +the widow, and the daughter, of the Duke of Powis!" + +"Well, may it be dear, for it has cost you dear, or rather it might +have cost you dear, had it not been for our gracious sovereign's +clemency in restoring to your brother his estates. Now own, sweet +coz, that never was Old England so great or so glorious as she is +at present; our navies triumphant, our armies crowned with laurels, +our commerce flourishing, our colonies prospering, our negotiations +successful----Anything else, my lord duke? for I often hear a +recapitulation of our glories, and I ought to know them by heart." + +"Nay, dearest cousin, I do not understand such things; but I know full +well that adverse fortune cannot loose us from our allegiance." + +"Nay, nay, constancy to a falling cause is treason, not allegiance; for +you know + + 'Treason doth never prosper. What's the reason? + That when it prospers, none dare call it treason.'" + +"Methinks, if any are guilty of treason, it is not those who through +weal and through woe, through danger and distress, at the risk of their +fortunes and their persons, preserve their fidelity to the king of +their ancestors!" + +The Earl of Nithsdale turned a warning glance upon his wife, whose +feelings had for a moment outrun her prudence. The blood rushed into +her face; her eyes filled with tears. + +"Nay, dearest cousin, you are moved. Forgive my giddy bantering, and +trust me, that whether Whig or Tory, Protestant or Catholic, Jacobite +or not, I love you dearly; and if ever there should arise occasion to +prove it, you shall not find your cousin Christian Montrose wanting:" +and she threw her arms around her neck, and embraced Lady Nithsdale +with a warm-hearted frankness which caused their playful dispute to +draw still closer the bonds of affection between them. + +Although the earl would not have denied his attachment to the exiled +family, he wished not to be unnecessarily forward in expressing +his sentiments. He respected the sincere patriotism of the Duke of +Montrose--he did him the justice to believe that it was from firm +conviction that he was so strenuous a supporter of the Protestant +succession; and it was no matter of surprise to him when, two years +afterwards, the duke retired from the ministry, rather than support the +Earl of Oxford in measures of which his conscience did not approve. + + +CHAPTER IX. + + Wigton's coming, Nithsdale's coming, + Carnwarth's coming, Kenmure's coming, + Derwentwater and Foster's coming, + Withrington and Nairne's coming: + Little wot ye who's coming, + Blythe Cowhill, and a's coming. + + _The Chevalier's Muster-roll._ + +The queen's health was now declining; and Lord Nithsdale, in common +with many others of his party, looked forward to the chance of a +peaceable restoration of the Stuarts. + +His impartial judgment acknowledged that, under the rule of Anne, +England enjoyed a more than common measure of prosperity; and though +she was not the rightful heir, still it was Stuart blood which ran in +her veins. He augured, from her silence upon the address of both houses +of parliament, urging her to press the Duke of Lorraine and her other +allies to exclude the Pretender from their dominions, and from her open +disapprobation of the Elector's sitting in the house of peers, as Duke +of Cambridge, or even taking up his abode in England, that her secret +inclinations were in favour of her brother. + +All these considerations combined to render Lord Nithsdale unwilling +to disturb the tranquillity of his native land; and it was with +satisfaction that he found month after month elapse without his being +called upon to sacrifice either the peace of his country, or the +principles of loyalty in which he had been brought up. + +The moment, however, came at length, in which conflicting duties made +it difficult for the most conscientious to preserve a fame untarnished, +or so to conduct themselves as that their motives should not be liable +to misconstruction. If in times comparatively settled, when loyalty and +patriotism may and ought to go hand in hand, it is difficult for public +men to steer clear of suspicion, we should not be too severe on those +who were exposed to trials, and placed in difficulties, from which all +are now happily exempt. + +Queen Anne died: and it might have afforded a lesson to both the +claimants to her throne, that she, under whom this country had ranked +higher in the scale of nations than at any previous period of its +history--under whom the British arms had been crowned with unexampled +success--under whom no British subject's blood had been shed for +treason--that "good Queen Anne," the mild and merciful, sank a victim +to mental anxiety, a martyr to the harassing dissensions of her +ministers and of her confidential friends and favourites. But when was +such a lesson of any avail? The prize was sought by both parties with +unabated ardour; and Lord Nithsdale's hopes that the title of King +James the Third might be acknowledged were quickly blasted. + +The Duke of Montrose, true to the Protestant cause, hastened to +Edinburgh, there to assist in the proclamation of the Elector; and the +Jacobites lost no time in communicating with the Pretender. + +Both pity and indignation had been roused in the Earl of Nithsdale's +bosom, when, upon the queen's death, the King of France intimated +to the Chevalier that it was expected he would immediately quit his +territories and return to Lorraine; and when, on the other hand, the +King of England refused an audience to the minister of Lorraine till +the unfortunate exile was removed from his master's dominions. + +That the descendant of a long line of monarchs should thus be hunted +from country to country--that the lawful sovereign of one of the +fairest realms of Europe should not have where to lay his head, +over-came all other considerations; and it was with zealous passion +that he joined himself with the Earls of Mar, Carnwarth, Kenmure, +and the other most ardent Jacobites. It was the generous impulse of +compassion for the injured,--indignation, reckless of the consequences, +which prompted his conduct, rather than hope of seeing their efforts +crowned with success. + +While others were elated at the unpopularity of the king, whose foreign +language, manners, and habits were not calculated to please the +multitude, and who, by the favour shown exclusively to the Whigs, had +indisposed the Tories, with whom lay the great mass of landed property; +Lord Nithsdale perceived that the new monarch was determined, spirited, +and active. While others relied on the secret assistance which Louis +the Fourteenth, notwithstanding his engagements with England, afforded +to the Chevalier; Lord Nithsdale was convinced, from the effectual +measures taken to defeat them, that the Chevalier's designs must be +by some means communicated to the government: and, in truth, the Earl +of Stair, the English ambassador at Paris, found means to discover, +and transmitted to his own court, all the plans and intentions of the +Pretender while yet in embryo. + +Not many months after the king's accession, some tumults and riots +took place, which tended greatly to raise the spirits of the more +sanguine; and even to Lord Nithsdale himself seemed to augur well for +the ultimate result. + +Those who celebrated the king's birth-day were insulted; while on the +following day, which was the anniversary of the Restoration, the whole +city was illuminated, and its streets re-echoed with the sounds of +mirth and rejoicing. + +The government, aware that the spirit of disaffection was making +considerable progress, adopted measures of some severity towards the +Scottish Jacobites; they resolved that all who were in any degree +liable to suspicion should be summoned to appear at Edinburgh, and +there required to give bail for their peaceable behaviour. + +The Earl and Countess of Nithsdale were one evening on the +bowling-green of their castle of Terreagles, watching the gambols +of their children; the little Lord Maxwell, a stout bold boy, was +exerting all his might to drag one of the garden-seats up the steep +grass bank. He had turned it upside down; had stuck in it a tall staff, +with a handkerchief for its streamer; and having christened it "his +gallant vessel the Royal James," had laden it with all the bowls and +bowling-pins he could find scattered upon the grass. + +The parents for the moment forgot the disputed succession to the +throne, the claims of James the Third, the dangers which beset their +country, the perils which awaited themselves--lost in the pride and +delight of watching the eager spirited boy, whose sun-burned cheek was +flushed with the exertion, every muscle called into action, every sinew +strained, as by turns he pushed and dragged, and shoved his unwieldy +plaything. + +"He is a brave boy, is he not, my lord?" exclaimed Lady Nithsdale, +looking into her husband's face, her eyes teaming with maternal pride; +"he will not bring disgrace upon the Maxwells! Methinks he may one day +fight as gallantly for his king and country as his ancestors have done +before him!" + +"God bless him!" ejaculated the earl; and he turned half away, ashamed +of the emotion which suddenly surprised him. + +At that moment a servant approached, and delivered to him the summons +issued by government, requiring his attendance at Edinburgh, there to +offer bail for his good behaviour, under pain of being denounced a +rebel. + +"Winifred, my love, the decisive moment has arrived," said Lord +Nithsdale, turning to his lady with a sad, a serious, but a determined +air. "I am here ordered to Edinburgh--a summons I cannot and will not +obey. I am henceforward a rebel to the existing government. The die is +cast. Alas! alas! for this poor land! Let the event be what it may, +ruin and desolation must fall on many. Blood must flow!--the blood of +our countrymen! Winifred, it is an awful thing to take the first step +which must inevitably lead to civil war!" + +"Nay, nay, my lord, if our gracious prince but sets foot upon his +native land, all loyal hearts will at once acknowledge him. Was not +his uncle's restoration bloodless? and was not the public mind less +prepared for such an event than at the present moment? Oh, think more +hopefully, my dear, dear lord! The 'rose of snow' will be triumphant +yet!" + +The earl shook his head sorrowfully. "I cannot join in the sanguine +hopes of those who think this matter can be brought to a speedy +termination. I tremble, Winifred,--nay, do not look at me as though +you scarcely believed, and yet blamed me," he continued, with a smile, +in which there was little mirth,--"I tremble for my native land: God +knows I honestly and sincerely wish for its welfare. During the just +and mild reign of the late queen, it would have gone hard with me to +have assisted in any disturbance, for her people were happy; but now, +when a stranger and a foreigner persecutes my rightful sovereign--when +he is driven, like a hunted beast, from one land to another--when +all the persons of note in the country are prosecuted, banished, or +disgraced--when my honoured friend and cousin, the Duke of Ormond's +name and armorial bearings are razed from out the list of peers, his +achievement as Knight of the Garter taken down from St. George's +Chapel,--no, it is not in mortal man to sit down calmly under this +tyranny! I should disgrace my name, my ancestors! Let the success be +what it may, it shall never be said that William Maxwell, Earl of +Nithsdale, proved false to the cause of his king, through coward fear +of the event!" + +Lady Nithsdale watched his kindling countenance with love and awe: the +colour flushed into his pale cheek; his eyes, so full of care, gleamed +from beneath the coal-black eye-brows. + +"King James must succeed," she cried; "a few such spirits as my noble +lord's must carry victory with them. Let the king but set foot in +Scotland----" + +"Yes, Winifred," he resumed, and an expression of care again stole over +his countenance; "let the king come in person, and come quickly!--but, +alas! he is in the hands of those who use him for their own purposes. +I fear--but I scarcely dare own the fear to myself--that he lacks that +decision, that boldness, that promptitude of action, which in such +an undertaking are so indispensably requisite! Why is he not here +even now? Why does not the Earl of Mar receive his commission? Yes, +Winifred, I tremble. Should we plunge our native land in strife, should +the 'rose of sna'' be indeed 'steeped deep in ruddie heart's bluid,' +and should we fail in our object, shall we not have much to answer for?" + +At that moment the little Lord Maxwell came running to his parents, +breathless and exulting: "I have towed the Royal James safe to land, +father; there she is in port!" + +"Oh, take this for a good omen, my lord!" said Lady Nithsdale, kissing +the boy. Lord Nithsdale shook his head; but bending over the boy, he +kissed him likewise. + +"Winifred, do you not think your sister Lucy, the abbess, would let +them be pensioners in your old convent? I should engage in this +business with better heart, if I knew that my boy and poor little +Annie were safe in any other land. I would urge your accompanying +them,"--Lady Nithsdale started,--"but I know that it would be in vain." + +"Vain indeed!" replied Lady Nithsdale. "In all things else I have been, +and I will be, a submissive wife; but do not ask me to leave you, my +lord,--I scarcely think I could obey." + +"But the children?" + +"Gain but a little time, and we will despatch them to Bruges." + +"I will excuse myself from attending the summons to Edinburgh, will beg +the commissioners to take my bail here, at my own castle. This they +will refuse; but some days will thus be gained, and we will hope--" he +added with a sigh--"and we will hope his majesty will either arrive in +person, or we may be authorised from himself to set up his standard +openly." + +In consequence of this resolution, the Earl of Nithsdale returned an +evasive answer, in which, under the plea of ill-health, (and indeed the +mental anxiety which he had of late undergone had somewhat affected his +health), he applied to those entrusted with the government in Scotland +for indulgence to have his bail received at Terreagles; and, in the +mean time, the children were despatched, under the care of trusty +and confidential attendants, to Bruges, and there placed under the +protection of their aunt, the Lady Lucy. + +It may well be imagined that such a separation could not take place +without a bitter pang to both parents. With Lady Nithsdale it was the +instinctive tenderness of the mother which suffered at parting from the +objects of her love; but she looked forward with hope and reliance that +the long-desired moment had arrived, that they were at last on the eve +of seeing realised the expectation, which in her mind amounted to a +kind of religious trust. With her husband the feeling was different. + +Lady Nithsdale wept as she bade her children adieu. Lord Nithsdale's +eyes were dry. The last sound of their voices, the last embrace, melted +away the heart of the mother. The father, silent and almost stern, +scarcely heard their parting words; but as he watched the carriage +which bore them from their paternal halls, pass under the archway and +emerge into the brighter light beyond, he felt that the heir of the +house of Maxwell had for ever quitted the tower of his ancestors; and +that he, by his own act and deed, was about to deprive his child of +his home, his heritage, his titles, and his country. Bitter were the +thoughts which struggled in his soul. He turned abruptly from the +portal, and strode with a hasty but firm step into the withdrawing-room +beyond the hall. + +Lady Nithsdale followed with streaming eyes; and winding her arm within +her lord's, she spoke of the winning words of their boy, of the pretty +grief of the Lady Anne. For the first time Lord Nithsdale forgot to +soothe her sorrows, forgot to press the arm that clung to him for +support; but throwing himself into a chair, he hid his face with both +his hands, and remained for some seconds absorbed by emotions far more +painful in their intensity than the tender regret which drew tears from +the mother's eyes. + +Those tears were, however, soon dried, for in the fearful grief of her +husband she found cause for alarm, which changed the current of her +thoughts. "My lord, my dear lord!" she said, "be not thus moved, the +children will do well. See! I have dried my woman's tears. They will +be well cared for by my good sister; and we shall see them soon again +bounding through the hall, we shall hear their gay voices prattling on +the stairs." + +"Never, Winifred, never!" he replied, withdrawing his hands, and +looking at her with a sad and fixed countenance; "never! I have +banished my children; I have deprived my son of his lawful patrimony; +I have now driven him forth to beggary, exile, and dependence. No Earl +of Nithsdale will ever inhabit these halls again: I know it, I feel +it! The lands I inherited from my forefathers must pass to others. +Our castles will be desolate, our name extinct! But this is weakness +all. I knew I hazarded all earthly goods when I devoted myself to +the interests of my king. Alas! If I could but feel assured that I +was truly devoting myself to the interests of my king, _and_ also of +my country, I would not pause to think of my fair castle, my goodly +lands!" And his eye glanced quickly round the noble apartment, and +dwelt for a moment on the smiling prospect from the windows, where the +Nith danced along the valley through banks diversified with fields +of waving corn, and luxuriant copses, whose deep green contrasted +beautifully with the yellow harvest. + +During this momentary silence the distant sound of the bagpipe came +fitfully on the ear, as its wild music cheered the reapers to their +toil. "Though," he added, "the descendant of a long line of ancestors +loves the halls where those ancestors have dwelt,--though the man +loves the spot where he has wandered a child,--though," he continued, +"a patriot loves the soil which gave him birth; yet," and his voice +strengthened, his eye flashed upwards,--"gladly, willingly, gallantly, +would I resign them all, were I certain that I indeed strove to secure +my country's good, when I seek the restoration of my king." + +Neither the countess nor her lord had ever contemplated the possibility +of their deserting the Jacobite party; but they viewed the probable +result of the enterprise, in which both deemed it equally indispensable +to join, with very different eyes. + +Even the success of his schemes did not to him hold out a prospect of +certain good. Though a strict Catholic, he was no bigot; and he could +not blind himself to the inexpediency of giving a Catholic king to a +Protestant people. + +To Lady Nithsdale, on the contrary, the peaceful restoration of the +Stuarts appeared to be the universal panacea; and she devoutly +believed that if that object could be accomplished without effusion of +blood, all orders of British subjects must be good and happy. Little +used, however, to join in political discussions, little accustomed +indeed to hear them, she did not venture to urge any arguments of her +own; yet she could not remain silent when she saw her lord thus moved, +and timidly suggested-- + +"You are a true patriot, my lord; and that you yourself could not be +content under the rule of a stranger and a heretic, is surely proof +enough that neither could others, who have noble souls, be happy under +his dominion. Does England boast any man whose name is fairer, whose +character is more unblemished, than the kind, good, generous Earl of +Derwentwater? he whose purse is open to the poor, whose hand is ever +ready to assist the unfortunate? Must not he seek his country's good? +Is not the Viscount Kenmure's name a noble and an honourable one? would +he sacrifice his country? But why should I seek other names than my own +dear lord's? The Earl of Nithsdale's is in itself a justification, and +a sanction, of any cause he espouses!" she continued with warmth. Lord +Nithsdale shook his head. "Our noble friend, the Duke of Ormond too! he +has joined his majesty at Havre." + +"Ah, Winifred! now you have touched the chord to which my soul +vibrates. Such flagrant injustice must rouse the spirit in all +honest hearts! Ormond's name must be restored! Ormond's banner must +be replaced! Yes, we are driven to the course we are pursuing: we +must proceed. Let us think no more; but blindly follow where honour, +loyalty, friendship, consistency lead us, without anticipating +what may be the event! To-morrow we shall receive the answer from +Edinburgh--to-morrow I am a denounced rebel; I must join the other +lords who are already seeking the Earl of Mar. But oh! Winifred! +would any other general were appointed to the undertaking! That man +has not the head, the heart, nor the character fitting for such a +situation. He has zeal, but that is all. The honour--the undoubted, the +unquestionable honour is wanting. Was he not one of the first to make +protestations of loyalty to the Elector? and now----But there is no use +in retrospection; we must on--on--on! To-morrow, my love, I leave you: +how, when, where to meet, is in the hands of Providence." + +Lady Nithsdale's eyes were cast to Heaven, and her hands involuntarily +clasped themselves in prayer. "And now, dearest wife," he continued, +"we must to business. You are safe here at present. I shall take +but four men with me. The inmates of the castle, and the dependants +immediately around, are more than sufficient to defend you from any +ministers of the law who might seek to make you answerable for the +actions of your husband. But, before I go, I must commit to your care +the title-deeds to the estates, and the other papers, which may secure +to us and to our children some property in case of the worst." + +Lord Nithsdale then entered into all necessary details concerning his +wishes and intentions, with a firm, methodical coolness, which proved +how little he expected ever to return to the happy home of his youth +and manhood. + + +CHAPTER X. + + Let us think how our ancestors rose. + Let us think how our ancestors fell; + The rights they defended, and those + They bought with their blood, we'll ne'er sell. + Let the love of our king's sacred cause + To the love of our country succeed, + Let friendship and honour unite, + And flourish on both sides the Tweed. + + _Jacobite Relics._ + +The messenger returned from Edinburgh, and brought with him such a +reply as the Earl of Nithsdale had anticipated. Towards evening, +therefore, he made ready for his departure. + +The Lords Athol, Huntley, Traquhair, Seaforth, and others, were already +gathered round the Earl of Mar, under pretence of joining in a hunting +expedition; but, after his refusal to attend the commissioners at +Edinburgh, Lord Nithsdale's making one of the famous "Hunt of Braemar" +would have betrayed the nature of the meeting. He therefore resolved to +seek the Earl of Derwentwater at his castle in Northumberland. + +Lord Derwentwater was perhaps of all the Jacobite lords the one +with whom his feelings and sentiments were most in unison: even his +enemies have never ventured to cast any imputation on the motives and +the character of a nobleman of such known integrity: with him Lord +Nithsdale felt he could ever conscientiously act in unison. + +Lady Nithsdale assisted her lord in all his arrangements, listened to +all his instructions: it was indeed fitting she should do so. The time +was past when the wife needed only to be the gentle housewife, the +graceful hostess, the dignified countess. Her husband knew well the +enduring courage, the calm resolution, which were latent in the soul +of his wife; and in her he reposed entire confidence, on her he placed +implicit reliance. But she herself was not aware of the qualities which +slumbered within her; qualities which, had her life been passed in the +common routine of polished existence, would never have been awakened +and called into action. She trembled as she heard her lord give the +directions which he deemed necessary for the security of the castle; +and she shrank instinctively when she saw him gird on his sword, and +prepare the pistols which he carried in his holster. + +Such precautions, although not unusual in these times, struck her as +the real actual commencement of war,--of civil war; and an icy chill +ran through her veins when she heard the balls rattle down the iron +barrels of the pistols. + +The shades of evening had now gathered around: the four domestics who +were to attend their lord were ready mounted in the court-yard; his own +stout horse was there, bridled and saddled. Lord Nithsdale, with a firm +and stately step, traversed the dimly lighted apartments. The time for +doubt or hesitation was past. There was sadness, but no wavering in his +eye. His wife was on his arm, but she pressed it lightly; she dared not +cling to him as her heart would have prompted her to do, neither durst +he unman himself by giving way to the tenderness he felt. + +When he reached the door, he paused for a moment; and turning back, +he looked slowly round the hall, where hung the portraits of his +forefathers, the battle-axe of Eugene Maxwell, the helmet of Lord +Eustace, the banner of good Earl Robert. + +His eye rested for a moment on the family motto, "Reviresco." "Not +here, my love, not in these ancient halls, will the Earls of Nithsdale +flourish again!" and gently pressing both the cold trembling hands of +his wife between his own, he descended the steps, and, mounting his +horse, he rode resolutely from out the castle gate. + +It was a glorious summer night. Lord Nithsdale felt, painfully felt to +his heart's core, the beauty of the scene, as he traversed the valley +from which he took his title, and the lands endeared to him by early +recollections, as well as by that consciousness of possession, which +assuredly has for the mind of man a charm almost magic in its influence. + +The moonbeams slept calmly on the towers of Terreagles,--of his home! +and they sparkled on the waters of the Nith as it bounded through the +smiling vale with its green sheep-walks and its wild copses. + +Avoiding the town of Dumfries, he followed the banks of the stream, +till he found himself under the very walls of his own far-famed Castle +of Caerlaverock. It was with a pardonable feeling of pride that the +fifth Earl of Nithsdale surveyed, for the last time, the noble edifice +which had been the seat of his ancestors for nearly seven hundred +years, and which they had rendered famous by many an act of prowess. + +The two circular towers which flanked the northern entrance stood out, +bold and dark, against the deep blue of the moonlight sky; the rippling +waves were tipped with silver as they broke against the walls of the +castle, which, built in a triangular form on the point of land where +the Nith throws itself into the Irish Sea, rose on two sides abruptly +from the waters. + +But though he might cast towards the ruined walls a glance of regret, +and might bid them in his heart a long and sad adieu, he reminded +himself that the Lord Eustace had in his zeal for King Robert Bruce +demolished the ancient fortifications of this same castle, lest the +English might garrison it themselves; and he thought of Robert, the +eighth Lord Maxwell, and first Earl of Nithsdale, who had so gallantly +defended it for his unfortunate master Charles the First: and in the +glorious recollections of former deeds of loyalty, and in resolutions +to emulate such deeds, he attempted to drown the sad anticipations +which crowded on his soul. + +But he was alone! No eye was upon him! No enthusiastic Jacobite was +by his side, before whom he might blush to own a thought which had +reference to self. Each step, as he advanced, was full of the memorials +of his ancestors. He passed the Tower of Repentance,--a monument of +the ostentatious remorse of John Lord Herries. In the distance he saw +the Castle of Hadham, which came into his family by the marriage of +Sir John Maxwell to Agnes, heiress of the Lord Herries of Terreagles. +"And the time will come," he thought, "when the Maxwells will be +forgotten in a country where they have been known and where they have +been honoured, where they have been feared and where they have been +loved, for so many centuries! But if remembered, their name shall never +be coupled with dishonour, with treachery, or with disloyalty:" and +he spurred his gallant horse, hastening from scenes which, while they +confirmed him in his devotion to the cause he had espoused, made him +feel the extent of the sacrifice he was making. + +Intelligence little calculated to raise the spirits of the Jacobites +awaited him upon his arrival at Dilstone Castle, the seat of the Earl +of Derwentwater. He there found the earl and all his adherents in the +utmost consternation at the death of Louis the Fourteenth, and the +refusal of the Regent to assist the Chevalier with arms, men, or money, +or to do anything which might be considered an infraction of the treaty +of Utrecht. + +The Earl of Mar, although not yet provided with a legal commission as +general, had set up the standard of King James, and had gathered around +it at Braemar three hundred of his own followers. They had all advanced +too far to retreat; but the most sanguine were dismayed and dispirited +at the unfavourable aspect of affairs. + +Lord Nithsdale alone did not appear affected by the intelligence. +Most of the other insurgent nobles were actuated by motives either of +ambition, or of revenge, by discontent with their present condition, +and by the hope, in the changes consequent upon war, to improve the +estates which they found inadequate to the support of their rank +and station. But in Lord Nithsdale's mind no personal consideration +mixed itself with his conscientious belief that honour demanded his +adherence to the Stuart race, whether it might be for weal or for woe. +His hopes were not blasted, for he had never entertained any; and on +the present occasion it was he who sustained the resolution of those +around, and reminded them that the change in the policy of France did +not loosen the bonds of allegiance to their sovereign; that in union +and in perseverance consisted their only chance of success; that to +themselves alone they must look. "If," said he "the feeling of the +people is really in favour of their lawful monarch, when once the +standard is raised, when once the Earl of Mar can show his sovereign's +commission, they will declare themselves: if, on the contrary, the +mass of the people is satisfied with the present order of things; if +Englishmen are indifferent whether a Stuart or a Guelph wear the crown +of England, provided they may enjoy the comforts of life in security; +if loyalty no longer survives in the hearts of those who are occupied +only with selfish considerations, French gold, French arms, will never +impose upon the British nation the sovereign that nation rejects. In +that case we are traitors, and we must abide the consequences!" + +It was not long, however, before the success which at first attended +the Earl of Mar's strenuous exertions, elevated the drooping spirits +of the English Jacobites to as high a pitch of exultation as they had +before sunk low in despondency. + +He had actually raised an army of ten thousand men; he had at length +received, and read aloud at the head of each regiment, his commission +as general-in-chief of the Scottish forces; and he had despatched to +the Chevalier a numerously-signed address, urging the necessity of his +immediate arrival in Scotland. Mr. Forster and Lord Derwentwater, with +Lord Nithsdale, had proclaimed King James at Warkworth, Morpeth, and +Alnwick. They advanced into Scotland as far as Kelso, where they were +joined by Viscount Kenmure with two hundred horse, and the Earls of +Carnwarth and Wintoun, who had already set up the Chevalier's standard +at Moffat. + +But these temporary successes could not blind Lord Nithsdale to the +elements of discord which were found in the very union which gave the +assembled forces a somewhat imposing aspect; and which, had they with +one accord proceeded towards Dumfries, made themselves masters of that +town, thus forcing a communication with the main army under the Earl +of Mar, might have enabled them to furnish themselves with arms and +ammunition at Glasgow, and finally to dislodge Argyle from Stirling. + +But he saw and deplored, on one side, the obstinate infatuation of the +English Jacobites, who seemed confident that an immediate and universal +rising in the northern counties would be the consequence of their +marching into England; and, on the other, the resolute wilfulness of +the undisciplined Highlanders, who declared that they would not cross +the border. + +The town of Dumfries continued in the hands of government. The Countess +of Nithsdale therefore kept herself in strict retirement, nor could +she often receive direct communication from her husband. A thousand +vague and unauthenticated rumours daily, nay, hourly, reached her; +rumours, which, coming through the medium of the royalists, brought +even exaggerated accounts of the disunion and the want of discipline +which prevailed among the insurgent forces. Her heart sank within her +when, through Amy, she heard how the Whigs had exulted at the confusion +produced among the Jacobites by an incident in itself trifling. + +Captain Wogan having mistaken some of their own troops for an advancing +party of General Carpenter's, inadvertently discharged a pistol, the +preconcerted signal to warn those behind of an approaching enemy; and, +until the mistake was discovered, there ensued considerable tumult +and disorder among the soldiers in the rear. On another occasion, +the cavalry of the insurgents, which had just entered Jedburgh, +were hastily marched out again to assist the foot in repelling--a +party of their own friends who had joined them by another route! +These, and other occurrences of a similar nature, were subjects of +mockery and exultation to the Whigs in Dumfries, and failed not to be +good-naturedly transmitted to the inhabitants of Terreagles. Nor did +the letters which she occasionally received from her husband tend to +cheer her. Although, partly from prudential motives, partly to spare +her the feeling of blank and hopeless self-immolation which pervaded +his own soul, he refrained from expressing his full conviction of the +inadequacy of their means, the mismanagement of those means which they +did possess, the futility of all their endeavours, still she could +plainly perceive that his fears, rather than his hopes, had gathered +strength since last they parted. + +She was one day seated in the tapestried withdrawing-room, from whose +large and deep-set windows the Earl had taken his last sad look over +his vast possessions; her eye was also mechanically following the mazes +of the Nith as it wound through the valley below; when Amy Evans +hastily entered, with a joyful countenance, and a thick packet for her +lady. + +"News from my lord!" she exclaimed, all breathless; "and Walter Elliot, +who is even now from the army, says they are coming to lay siege to +Dumfries immediately, my lady; and we shall have my lord at home again +in his own castle. And oh! how glad I shall be to see my lord's own +noble bearing as he mounts the entrance-steps, and to hear his firm +tread as he paces his own hall, and to see my own dear lady smile once +more!" + +Lady Nithsdale meanwhile had with trembling hands and a flushed cheek +opened the packet which Amy hoped would have proved so welcome; but the +words of gratulation died away on her lips while watching the fallen +countenance, the blanched cheek of her mistress, as she perused the +letter. + +"Alas! my good Amy, you are a flattering, but most false, prophet. +The English counsels have prevailed; they are even now withdrawing +the troops towards the borders, and have sent to recall the horse +which had advanced as far as Ecclefechan. I never knew my lord write +so despondingly. How strange it is, Amy, that when he is there to +tell them what had best be done, to point out to them the advantages +of occupying all the west of Scotland, of gaining easy possession of +Dumfries, of Glasgow, and of Stirling, they should persist in their +infatuation. Oh! if the king were but in Scotland, he would surely know +who were his true friends! Then my lord's counsels would be attended +to, as it is fitting they should be." + +"Indeed, my lady! And are they not coming to Dumfries after all? Why, +Walter Elliot said it was the talk of all the army; and that the +Highlanders said they would fight the enemy to the last in their own +country, but that they never would be marched across the borders, to +be kidnapped and made slaves of, as their forefathers had been in +Cromwell's time! And can it be, my lady, that they will really turn +back, when my lord says it is more advisable that they should advance?" + +"Alas! it is only too true! My dear lord also says that all will be +leaders, and that none will be led. But he adds at the same time, +that, whether they follow his counsels or not, he will never desert +the true cause from any personal pique. Oh! my own true noble lord!" +she exclaimed, looking up with tearful yet beaming eyes; "there spoke +your own high soul! The king in all his army has not another spirit, +disinterested, uncompromising as yours!" Then resuming her letter, she +continued, "My lord says that, notwithstanding all the Earl of Mar's +confident hopes and assertions, he cannot find that the Duke of Ormond +has landed yet. 'Tis strange! it seems as if all aid from foreign +shores were spell-bound. He loves his cousin of Ormond! methinks if +he were with them, my lord would have more heart and hope in what he +undertakes!" Then, as she proceeded in the perusal of the letter: +"Nay, did I say that there was not another noble spirit in all the +king's army? Shame on my lips for uttering such treason! for here my +lord writes that he and the Earl of Derwentwater think and feel alike +on all things; and that were it not for his friendship, his support, +he should indeed find himself alone. May Heaven bless the good Earl +of Derwentwater, if it is only that my lord finds comfort in him! and +moreover, I know full well that he is as brave and as kind a gentleman +as ever trod this earth." + +"And what is to become of us, madam, if my lord and all the army are +gone into England?" + +"We must e'en wait, as we have done, my good Amy; and abide the result, +as we have done." + +"And must I still see you pine, and pine, and grow thinner and thinner? +Alas! alas! these are weary times! I almost think it would be best to +let King George alone upon his throne, and see if we cannot be as happy +under him as we were under Queen Anne." + +"Amy! you would not be a turncoat, would you? You, Rachael Evans's +daughter!" answered Lady Nithsdale, in a tone of half-playful, +half-serious reproof. + +"Indeed, my lady, I would fain be loyal, for you, and my master are so, +and my poor mother was loyal also to the last; but I can never love any +king, whether a Stuart or no, as I love my own dear lady, who has been +to me as mother, sister, friend, and mistress!" and the warm-hearted +Amy kissed the countess's hand with devoted affection. + +"You are a good girl, dear Amy; and I do not know how I should bear +my present anxiety, and the sorrows that may await me, did I not feel +assured I should ever have one true friend to lean upon in every +exigency. Let what will come to us, Amy, I think I may count on your +affection as long as I live." + +"While there is breath in this body, while the pulses beat in this +heart, my lady, Amy Evans shall be true to you and yours, through woe +and through weal, for life and for death!" + +Lady Nithsdale wept soft tears of gratitude; they rolled down her +cheeks, they dropped on Amy's hands as she pressed them in her own, and +the true-hearted girl wished not for farther assurances of her lady's +affection. + + +CHAPTER XI. + + There's some say that we wan, + Some say that they wan, + Some say that none wan + At a', man! + + But one thing I'm sure, + That at Sherriff Muir, + A battle there was + Which I saw, man. + + And we ran, and they ran, + And they ran, and we ran, + And we ran, and they ran, + Awa' man. + + _Battle of Sherriff Muir._ + +The Duke of Argyle had not yet been reinforced by the Irish or the +Dutch troops. This would indeed have been the moment for the insurgents +to have made themselves masters of all the west of Scotland; but, as +Lord Nithsdale informed his wife, the English counsels prevailed. + +Letters were confidently asserted to have been received from +Lancashire, declaring that twenty thousand men would immediately join +the army upon its appearance in the county; and the various advantages +attending a speedy march into England were urged with such vehemence, +that the troops most in advance were suddenly recalled, and appointed +to meet the main body at Langtown in Cumberland. + +But the Highlanders, under the influence of the young Earl of Wintoun, +who was intimately convinced of the difficulties into which they were +heedlessly plunging themselves, and the favourable occasion which they +were now throwing away, halted a second time. Many then deserted, and +chose rather to surrender themselves prisoners, than to go forward to +what they looked upon as certain destruction. + +The Earl of Wintoun himself, finding that all his efforts to alter the +destination of the army were fruitless, returned to the main body, +but from that time he was never called to assist in a council of +war; indeed, a reckless levity was henceforward visible in his whole +demeanour, and he seized upon every opportunity of idle amusement which +chance threw in his way, in a manner scarce befitting one engaged in an +important and perilous enterprise. + +Not so Lord Nithsdale; for having little hope that the most prudent +course could have brought the undertaking to a successful termination, +he felt less keen disappointment at the rejection of any of his +counsels. In sad, but conscientious devotedness, without anger, or +personal mortification, he patiently strove to smooth ruffled feelings, +to accommodate jarring interests. It was principally through his +influence that the ardent and intemperate young Earl of Wintoun had +been induced to rejoin his companions in arms; and it was he who +prevailed on some of the Highland troops to accompany them, upon the +condition of receiving sixpence per day from the time they crossed the +border. + +The task of tracing the progress of the insurgents through Carlisle, +Penrith, Appleby, Lancaster, &c. is relinquished to those who are +more capable of describing the military movements and the political +intrigues of such stirring times. It is enough for us that the next +advices which the Countess of Nithsdale received from her husband were +somewhat less gloomy in their tenour. Although the expected risings +in England had not proved so numerous, or so general as the Scottish +leaders had been taught to expect, still they had met with no serious +opposition. They had proclaimed King James at Lancaster; they had +levied the public revenue in his name, and they were rapidly advancing +towards Preston. + +Mar, meanwhile, had established his head quarters at Perth, and he made +some attempts to fortify that city, as a place of defence in which the +Chevalier might be received upon his expected landing. + +The decisive morning of the 13th of November approached, the day on +which the battle of Sherriff Muir was fought in Scotland, and that on +which the Jacobites surrendered at Preston in Lancashire. + +In the battle of Sherriff Muir the Earl of Mar displayed that energy, +and that decision, which are requisite qualifications for the head of +an insurrection. His eloquent and animated address to the chieftains +in the council awakened a corresponding ardour in the bosoms of all, +except, perhaps, of Huntley and Sinclair; and when he wound up his +appeal by briefly stating the question in the words, "Fight, or not?" +the whole assembly answered at once with an universal shout of "Fight!" + +This resolution, reaching the lines as they were drawn up in order +of battle, was welcomed by loud and continued huzzas, and a general +tossing up of hats and bonnets. + +Such demonstrations of eagerness for the onset promised well for the +result, and for a time the insurgents bore down all before them. But, +though the left wing of the Duke of Argyle's army was routed, his right +wing, in its turn, put to flight the left wing of the Earl of Mar's; +and to the English remained the solid fruits of victory, inasmuch +as they retained the position by which they defended the Lowlands. +Both generals, however, claimed the advantage; and to a party which +had struggled with so many adverse circumstances, the fact of having +withstood the royal forces in a pitched battle, gave some confidence +for the future. + +To Lady Nithsdale's hopeful heart the battle of Sherriff Muir appeared +a glorious victory, which was to change the aspect of affairs. With the +buoyancy of youth and loyalty, she exulted in the idea that her husband +and the Scottish army were marching triumphantly through England, +while the English army was sustaining a defeat in Scotland. She dwelt +with pride and delight on the individual acts of prowess which came +to her knowledge; and Amy hastened to her lady with every fresh piece +of intelligence she could collect from chance-comers to the castle +gates, thus endeavouring to beguile the tedious hours of sickening +expectation, and hope deferred, in which her mistress wore away her +days. + +"Did you hear, my lady, how the M'Leans with one accord joined their +old chief the moment he set foot among them? for all the isle of Mull +belongs now to the Duke of Argyle himself." + +"Indeed, Amy! And so the tie of clanship was stronger than interest, +or than duty to their new landlord. And, moreover, Sir John M'Lean has +been living for many years in France, and on an allowance too granted +him by Queen Anne." + +"However that may be, he soon raised a regiment of eight hundred men, +and when they were prepared for battle, all the speech he made them +was, "Gentlemen, yonder stands Mac Cullummore for King George, and here +stands M'Lean for King James. God bless M'Lean and King James!--Charge, +gentlemen!" and on they rushed like wild creatures. It was in that very +charge the gallant young Clanronald was killed by the heavy fire of the +regulars. But Glengarry would not give them time to be disheartened, +but cried out, 'Revenge! revenge!--to-day for revenge, and to-morrow +for mourning!'" + +"Yes, yes! there is some of the true spirit left!" exclaimed Lady +Nithsdale, exultingly: then, with a changed voice, she added, "But, +alas! for young Clanronald: he was a brave youth, and, I have heard my +lord say, a complete soldier; he had been trained in the French guards. +When he received the Earl of Mar's summons, he replied, 'That his +family had ever been the first on the field and the last to leave it!' +and he has proved but too well that he was a worthy scion of that noble +house!" + +"Yes, my lady; and they say that as he fell out of the ranks, after he +had got his death wound, the Earl of Mar met him, and asked him why he +was not in front. 'I have had my share,' said the poor young man, and +dropped dead at the earl's feet. Oh, my lady! a battle is a shocking +thing! and though one is so glad to hear of a victory, and one thinks +nothing of hundreds of the enemy being killed, yet when one pictures to +one's self one fair and gallant youth lying pale and stiff, and cold +and bloody, on the bare ground, oh! one's heart sickens within one, and +one wonders how one could ever wish the king should come back among us +to cause bloodshed and slaughter!" + +Lady Nithsdale answered not. The words "pale, and stiff, and cold, +and bloody, on the bare ground," had conjured up an image to her mind +which seemed to curdle the very life-blood in her veins. She clasped +her hands closely, and pressing them tightly on her knee, she sat +with fixed eyes and lips compressed, striving to exclude from her mind +thoughts which would rush into it. + +"Oh, say no more, dear Amy; I cannot, must not think. Each day, each +hour, may bring us news of a battle in England. How do we know what +may be the result? Alas! if it were not for the blood which runs in my +veins,--if I were not a Herbert,--if I were not married to a Maxwell, I +too might wish that----But no, I will not utter what would be, in me, +a dereliction of duty,--treason to the cause my lord upholds. I will +remember that my lord has done that which he deemed it his duty to do; +and for the event, we must leave it to Providence. We must submit, and +only pray for strength to perform the part that may be allotted us, +whatever that part may be. It is but two days since I received such a +letter from my dear sister the abbess as should teach me to trust and +to submit. Oh! if I could but look as she does, on all earthly and +temporal concerns! but, alas! how can one wean one's self so entirely +from this world, when it contains one's soul's treasures? Lucy has +no husband! Lucy has no children! Alas! these ties hold me down so +tight to earth, that not all her holy counsel, not all Father Albert's +ghostly advice, are enough to detach my heart from it: I cannot fix my +thoughts, as they bid me, on Heaven, and Heaven alone." + +"Nay, my lady, nor is it fitting you should. It is for priests and nuns +to be so much better than other people: it would never do for those who +have to wrestle with the world as it is, not to have their thoughts +somewhat in it." + +"Yes; but Amy, the more our affections are set upon things which are +not of this world, the more thoroughly we shall be enabled to do our +duty here." + +"I am sure my lady, there is no need for anybody to do their duty +better than you do; and whichever way your heart is set, it must be the +right way;" replied Amy, whose devoted attachment was such that she did +not like to hear it implied, even from her lady's own lips, that she +was capable of improvement. + +"I must not value myself according to your estimate, Amy," replied +Lady Nithsdale, smiling, "or I shall be sadly lacking in that first of +Christian virtues--humility." + +It was not many days after the battle, or, as the Jacobites termed it, +the victory, of Sherriff Muir, that vague rumours reached Terreagles of +disaster and defeat at Preston. + +Lady Nithsdale was struck with the pale countenance of Amy when she had +summoned her, ostensibly to assist in arranging some household matters, +but more, in fact, that she might hear a friendly voice, and look on an +affectionate countenance. She was still more struck with the haste in +which Amy wished to depart, instead of gladly lingering, pleased and +honoured at being admitted to share the counsels and the feelings of +her mistress. + +"Think you not, Amy, that these damask hangings will make my lord's +apartment look exceedingly handsome? and to my mind the old pictures +which adorn his study will show well upon the deep crimson. He will be +pleased, when Heaven vouchsafes him a safe return, to find we have been +mindful of his comfort. I would gladly turn these hangings to so good +account. What think you, Amy?" and Lady Nithsdale gazed inquiringly in +her face. + +"Yes, madam, in sooth they are as good as new," replied Amy with a +hurried voice; and her eye avoided that of her lady: her fingers +trembled as she smoothed the fringe, and she kept her head bent low, as +though examining the texture of the damask. + +"Amy, you have heard ill news that you fear to communicate," said Lady +Nithsdale, laying her hand firmly on Amy's trembling arm, and looking +at her fixedly. "Speak! I charge you, speak! I can bear anything +but suspense. Let me know the worst!" and she grasped her almost +convulsively. + +"Oh, my lady, do not look thus at me: truly you fright me. In very +truth I know nothing, nothing for certain." + +"Amy, Amy, this is not like yourself; you are trifling with me!" + +"We must not heed every silly report that comes from so far off, my +lady." + +"Then it is of the army in England!" and Lady Nithsdale dropped into a +seat "Speak! speak! tell me all!" + +"Indeed I have but little to tell. They said there had been an +engagement: but we have often heard that before, my lady; and people +make so much of a little thing; and the news comes through Dumfries, +and the people there tell everything their own way." + +"And they say, then, that we have been defeated!" continued Lady +Nithsdale, striving to appear perfectly tranquil. "Tell me, Amy; you +see I am quite calm." + +"Why, yes; I suppose it is as your ladyship says, for they seem +marvellously well pleased." + +"And are King James's forces retreating?" + +"Not that I know of, my lady." + +"What, do they still hold Preston, then?" + +"Why no, my lady. I believe what they call the Royalists have +possession of it now." + +"Then where is our army?" + +"Alas! dearest madam, I cannot justly say. Indeed, indeed, my lady, +those who told me do not seem to know themselves, and I dare swear it +is not half true." + +"Amy, you have heard more; I am sure you have! Is my lord----? Have +they told you anything? I cannot, cannot ask. Oh, Amy! answer me, and +answer the truth, or I think I shall die!" + +"Nothing, my lady! They never mentioned my lord's name one way nor +another; indeed, indeed they did not." + +"Thank Heaven so far!" and Lady Nithsdale closed her eyes for a moment, +as if to regain composure and resolution. + +"And you know, my lady, ill news travels fast enough, and everybody +hereabouts would be curious enough about my lord: so pray set your mind +at rest." + +Lady Nithsdale looked at Amy with a sad withering smile. "At rest, Amy! +at rest!" and pressing her hand upon her bosom, "it is long since this +heart has been at rest, and I am much mistaken if it will be so for +many a long day yet. If there is any truth in what the people of this +country call second-sight, I have much to suffer yet; but I will not +despair. I place my reliance above; I will confide in Him who will not +abandon the humble, even when all human succours fail." + + +CHAPTER XII. + + When the day is gane, an' night is come, + An' a' folk bound to sleep, + I think on him that's far awa, + The lee-lang night, an' weep, my dear, + The lee-lang night, an' weep. + + _Jacobite Song._ + +It is singular how the first vague rumour of a great event travels +faster than can almost be accounted for by human means, and how +much time sometimes elapses before the real and authentic account +is received! Two nights and a day of dread and uncertainty did Lady +Nithsdale endure before any farther details reached Terreagles. + +The honest Amy's face soon betrayed that fresh intelligence had +arrived, and that intelligence unfavourable. Almost before her lady +could question her she said, + +"My lord is well, madam! my lord is safe!" + +"Oh, dearest Amy, thanks!" and her eyes flashed with joy. "But why this +sad countenance then? Look cheerful, girl, for your face belies your +words. You are not deceiving me?" + +"No, no indeed, madam. He is unhurt: not a wound, nor a scratch, as I +believe." + +"Then why can you not smile? Oh, Amy! at this moment I feel how weak a +sentiment is loyalty to one's king, when put in the balance with love +for one's husband! Still no smile! Why, we have changed characters, +Amy, and you are going to school me into my due allegiance." + +"Oh, my sweet lady! I joy to see a smile upon your lips; and I dare not +finish my tale, for I shall banish it more quickly than I have called +it up." + +"You said he was unhurt; not a scratch, you said?" + +"I did, my lady! but oh! can you not guess what other misfortune may +have befallen him, and all of us?--oh, my lady!" + +"I am dull of comprehension; but I cannot picture any great evil now my +lord is safe!" + +"He is safe, now, madam, unhurt, unwounded; but----" + +"But what, Amy? Speak; you distract me!" + +"But, madam--dear madam--he and all the other lords--are--prisoners, +madam,--prisoners to King George!" + +"Prisoners!" and she seemed to awake as from a trance. "Prisoners to +King George! then rebels! traitors! Fool that I have been! and my +thought never glanced towards this! Oh! to whom can I apply for advice +or for assistance? Alas, alas! what can a poor weak helpless woman do? +If I had wings to fly to my lord, then he would tell me how I might +assist him;--then at least I should be near to soothe and to support +him! But here, alone, and helpless," she added, wringing her hands, +"what can I hope? what can I effect?--But you know more, Amy; you can +tell me more?" + +"No more, madam, than that the Scots were the last to come to terms and +to surrender." + +"And they surrendered! yielded themselves up to the Whigs! Oh, my dear, +dear lord, what must thy noble spirit have endured ere it was bowed to +this! How must thy counsels have been scorned, thy hopes blasted, thy +heart crushed! I know thy lofty nature well, and truly my woman's soul +almost refuses itself to picture what thine must have undergone!" + +Amy stood for some momenta bewildered, and unable to offer consolations +which she felt must be unavailing. Then, resuming her self-possession, +she urged: "Think, madam, how much worse it might have been! you forget +that my lord is safe in person." + +"But, Amy, what he must have suffered in mind! And what are bodily +sufferings to the tortures such a mind is capable of enduring!" + +"There is one thing, my lady, for which we cannot be too grateful. He +is now safe from the dangers of battle: think how you felt when we were +talking of young Clanronald, so fresh, so blooming on the bloody sod!" + +"True, true!" and she looked up for a moment. "But--" and she lowered +her voice--"there are other and more inevitable perils than those which +are met with in battle. If, indeed, the usurper keep the throne,--if +the new dynasty prevail--then loyalty is treason, and treason, treason, +Amy!--Even King James spared not his own nephew; can we expect more +mercy in the soul of a stranger than in one of our own royal blood?--Oh +Heaven, be pitiful!" + +"Nay, madam, but the Duke of Monmouth was the usurper himself. This +case is quite different! And then there are so many of them. Mr. +Forster, and the Earl of Derwentwater and his brother, and the Lords +Wintoun, Carnwarth, Kenmure, Nairne, and many, many more of noble +and gentle blood. King George, if indeed he is to be our king, must +show mercy. He could not have the heart----" Amy dared not finish the +sentence: she could not have uttered, her lady could not have listened +to, the termination their imaginations but too well supplied. + +Lady Nithsdale bowed her head in silence, and Amy feared to break in +upon the sad solemnity of her thoughts. After a pause, the countess +slowly rose: "I will to my closet, Amy, and there tell my beads, till +I have regained composure enough to think. But fail not to let me know +should farther intelligence reach the castle." + +Amy opened the door for her lady, and as she passed, she kissed her +hand in token of obedience to her injunctions. Lady Nithsdale pressed +her's, and slowly, steadily withdrew. Amy watched the closing door; and +then giving a full vent to her own repressed feelings, she wept and +sobbed in freedom. + +Every hour now brought fresh reports, each more distressing than the +last. One told how fourteen hundred men were inclosed in one of the +churches, where they suffered both hardships and indignities from the +soldiery; how they were stripped, not only of every article of value +which they might have about them, but almost of necessary clothing. + +These were principally Scotch, who, having been the last to surrender, +were treated with the greatest rigour; and Lady Nithsdale shrunk with +almost equal horror from the idea of her noble husband being exposed to +the insults of the low-born and the mean, as from the more tremendous +vengeance of the law. + +Another report reached Scotland, that the rebels were to be tried by +martial law, and shot upon the spot. But the alarm which such a notion +was calculated to excite, was in some measure allayed, by learning that +this summary punishment was only to be inflicted upon those who had +actually held commissions under the government, against which they had +borne arms. Lady Nithsdale was farther re-assured, when the name of +Lord Charles Murray was the first mentioned as likely to suffer, for +she knew well that her husband's could never have been omitted had he +been in danger of such a fate. + +But still she heard not from himself, and these varying and often +contradictory rumours almost wore away her soul in feverish anxiety. + +The town of Dumfries was in the hands of the Royalists, and it was a +matter of difficulty for the prisoners to transmit any communication +to their friends, which was not subject to the revision of those who +were in power. There was time for each hope, in which she had formerly +indulged, to be successively crushed. That which she had fondly +imagined to be a victory at Sherriff Muir proved in its consequences to +be no better than a defeat. Dutch reinforcements joined the royal army; +while scarcely a day elapsed in which some of the Lowland chieftains +did not desert the standard of the Earl of Mar. + +Still no succours arrived from France. It became known that the regent +Duke of Orleans had proscribed the Chevalier, and still the Chevalier's +arrival was delayed. + +Lady Nithsdale roamed about the vast and deserted halls; the un-read +book dropped from her hands; the once loved spinet remained unopened; +the needle, which she used to ply so rapidly and so dexterously, was +still resorted to for occupation; but the flowers no longer grew +under her fairy fingers, and the falling tears would often tarnish +the colours of the silks before the leaf had yet assumed its form. +She started at every noise: the changing cheek, the fluttering heart, +the trembling finger, the faltering voice, all spoke the heart ill at +ease. The long, long days wore wearily away; it seemed to her that each +dismal winter evening closed in more slowly than the last. + +Her children were far away; she could not visit their couches, listen +to their tranquil breathing, and beguile the hours in watching their +unconscious slumbers. Her existence would have been less irksome had +there been any duty for her to perform, any exertion to be made; but +in this forced inactivity of body, while the mind was distracted with +doubts and fears, she endured, not so much the pangs of hope deferred, +as those of protracted disappointment. + +Watching the blazing logs on the hearth, and listening to the incessant +whistling of the December blast, only varied by the rattling of a dry +and withered stray leaf against the casement, she had sat through the +early and lengthened twilight of a Scottish winter's evening. Glad of +the excuse of fading light to indulge in the idleness of vague, dreamy, +but most sad meditation, she had allowed the night to steal upon her +unawares, till all without was darkness that might be felt, and the +stone mullions of the oriel windows alone shone white in the fitful +blaze of the wood fire. + +She was startled from her reverie by the sound of men's voices, and the +tread of a strange and heavy foot. The attendants entering, explained +that a peasant was without, who insisted upon seeing the countess. + +"It is the countess herself that my business is with," said the stout +and rosy boor, who forced his way past the serving-men; "I was to come +to the speech of the lady herself; and if you can certify to me that +yonder she is, why I am ready enough to give up my packet; but I shan't +let it go to any of you. How do I know what sort of jackanapeses you +may be?" and the peasant grinned good-humouredly, with a twinkling eye, +which led to the conclusion that he had not journeyed so rapidly, but +that he had taken time to refresh himself by the way. He held a packet +in his hand: "If it is true that you are that rebel lord's lawful +wife, why, here's the letter I was to deliver safe into her own fair +hands--that was, when she gave me the reward I have earned by a journey +of some hundred and fifty miles." + +"Oh, give it me! in mercy give it me!" exclaimed Lady Nithsdale; and +starting from her seat, she would have snatched it at once. + +"Softly, fair lady," cried the peasant, withholding it; "where is the +reward the gentleman promised me?" + +"Oh! you shall have anything you will, only give it--for pity, give it +me! Amy!" she cried to Amy Evans, who, never far from her lady's side, +had by this time made her appearance; "fetch my casket: nay, here, +take the key, and bring hither my purse; it is in the embossed casket, +and give the fellow what he will. And now, my friend, the letter--the +letter." + +"I think the lady's one that loves him; but nobody has yet assured me +that she is his lordship's wife," continued the undaunted boor, with +a knowing glance round the room: "all wives are not in such a taking +about their husbands," he added, wishing, with a sort of low craft, +which he deemed prudence, to delay delivering the letter till he had +made sure of the money. + +"Oh, trifle not with me! Give it me, as you hope to meet with mercy +yourself!" + +"Well, here it is, then; the poor soul shall have the letter any how." +She snatched it quickly from his hand, and throwing herself upon her +knees before the fire, she hastened to devour its contents. Her eyes, +blinded by tears, could not decipher the lines as fast as her wishes +prompted. + +"Bring lights!" she exclaimed; "why are there no lights?" + +The servants hastened to fetch the tapers; and the peasant remained +near the door, watching the lady with an expression half compassionate, +half comic. + +"Sure enough, the poor soul loves that darkbrowed fellow," he muttered; +"she tucks back her hair, as if she could tear off the curl that falls +between the fire light and the paper; and she thinks no more of me! But +I shall not depart without the pay I have been promised, I can tell +her." + +Amy re-entered with the purse at the same moment that the serving-men +returned with lights; and Amy, showering into the hands of the +messenger several gold pieces, led the way into the hall, that her lady +might be left to peruse her packet in privacy. + +The peasant clinked the money in his hard palm; then looking cunningly +at Amy, "Your lady said I should have what I would." + +"Well, and have I not rewarded you handsomely?" + +"Why, pretty fairly, pretty fairly; but I should not mind another gold +piece or so. You must bear in mind that my journey has been somewhat +perilous, all through the royal armies and the loyal inhabitants, with +a letter in my pouch from a rebel lord to a rebel lady." + +"Nay, you are unreasonable, you should not be covetous: but here are a +couple more, for my dear mistress will not think anything can be too +much for one who brings her news from her husband." + +"Thanks, fair mistress! I am one who always keep the eleventh +commandment, even if I keep no other." + +"The eleventh, fellow! Why, Protestant and Catholic agree there are no +more than ten!" + +"Ah, but I know the eleventh, and I know it best of all, and so do most +people; and if they all kept the ten others as strictly as they do that +one, why the world would be a better world than it is, that's all!" + +"You speak in riddles, friend; explain yourself." + +"'Get all you can, and keep all you get.' Did you never hear that +before, mistress? if you have not heard it, you have practised it, I +warrant me. But where's your buttery-hatch? I am spent with hunger, and +'specially with thirst." + +While Dickon, the Lancashire ploughman, was restoring the strength, +which did not seem to be much impaired, the countess was absorbed in +the long-wished for epistle. + +The letter was sad, almost hopeless; but it was from himself, and +she gazed with delight on every line traced by that loved hand. The +first impulse was that of joy; it was not till upon consideration +and reflection, that she found in it matter for deep sorrow and +despondency. It ran thus. + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + Nor can any men's malice be gratified further by my letters, than to + see my constancy to my wife, the laws, and religion. Bees will gather + honey where spiders suck poison.--_Eikon Basiliké._ + + "Dearest Wife, + + "You will have heard from other hands the ill success of our + expedition. My Winifred, who knows what have been my fears from the + beginning of this undertaking, also knows that my mind has been + prepared for the result, and will therefore be aware that among all + his sorrows her husband has not had to endure those of disappointed + hope. Let her then be assured that his heart, though grieved, is + unsubdued; and that his soul is fully made up to meet with constancy + whatever may occur to himself. + + "As my dear wife may well believe, I have suffered much. I have + seen counsels which appeared to me the most imprudent, and which + the event has proved to be such, invariably prevail. I have seen + every opportunity of success neglected. I have seen, without the + power of preventing it, rashness, where prudence should have ruled; + deliberation, where boldness and decision would have been true + discretion. + + "But, as my Winifred knows, it was not with the expectation of + ultimate success that I devoted myself to the cause of my king. I + obeyed what I believed to be the call of duty, but I may have been + mistaken. When I have seen the blood of my countrymen stain their + native soil, then indeed I have felt doubts, agonizing doubts, as + to the correctness of my judgment. I have looked on death before; I + have served in Germany; I have been an eye-witness of assassinations + in Italy; I have seen criminals pay the forfeit of their lives; but, + in the solitude of a prison, it is the image of the first victim of + civil strife that haunts my imagination,--that moment, when I saw one + of our own Scots fell with his battle-axe a fellow Scot; when I heard + one foeman utter a threat, the other a cry for mercy, in the selfsame + tongue! I still see the dying glance of that blue-eyed youth, the + life-blood staining his fair crisped curls: in the heat of battle the + impression was momentary; but now, in darkness and in silence, that + image rises up between me and sleep! + + "It is only to my beloved wife, who has so long read every feeling + of this wayward heart, that I dare confess such weakness. To my + companions in arms and in misfortune such sentiments would appear the + sickly phantasies of a distempered mind: even to her, I will dwell on + them no longer. + + "My Winifred will have learned with pride for the land of her husband, + that the Scots were the last to yield at the fatal affair of Preston: + indeed, all our party fought with unequalled bravery; each several + street was obstinately defended. General Willis's troops set fire to + the houses betwixt themselves and the barricades; but we still fought + all night by the light of the conflagration, and we had the advantage + in every several attack. Yet what could be done by a small body of + men, cut off from all assistance, and cooped up in a burning town! + + "The English were for submission, while our brave men were for rushing + on death, or regaining liberty by one desperate sally. The English + accomplished a capitulation; but Forster's life was near becoming the + sacrifice! Many of our Scots still loudly accuse him of treachery; + and Murray levelled a pistol at his head when he heard what was the + mission on which Oxburgh had been sent to the English general. Had + not a friendly hand struck the weapon upwards, Forster must then + have fallen! But I sincerely believe that he has acted with loyalty + and sincerity throughout. When the cause is hopeless, is a commander + justified in wasting the blood of those under his command? Each of + us, individually, may prefer death to submission; but has a general a + right to sport with the lives of others? + + "Should my Winifred have an opportunity of seeing our king,--who, + though his coming is now too late, must, I imagine, be by this time + in Scotland,--it would be but justice towards a man, who, though + unfortunate and perhaps ill-judged, is, I believe, a faithful servant + of King James's, to let his majesty know that such is my impression. + + "We have not yet been told our ultimate destination; but we conclude + we shall be conveyed to London, there,--let not my dear wife be + startled, for she must be aware it is the inevitable consequence of + defeat--there to take our trial. Let her rather rejoice that it is + in an honourable, though perhaps a mistaken cause, that her husband + will appear before the tribunal of his country; and that among his + fellow-prisoners he may count the noble Earl of Derwentwater, the good + Viscount Kenmure, and many more of unsullied honour. + + "When I make use of the word 'prisoners,' let her not picture to + herself handcuffs and irons, a dark and damp dungeon: we are poorly + lodged, it is true, but we are not deprived of necessary comforts. If + I could see my Winifred----! But that is now impossible. + + "She may rely upon my summoning her when there is a hope of her being + allowed to cheer me with her presence. I should think myself unworthy + of her true and devoted affection, if I did not place on it the + implicit reliance which it deserves. Adieu, my beloved! I know that, + next to Heaven, I am ever in your thoughts; neither do you need to be + assured that you are loved with equal truth and fervour. Professions + are needless between those whose souls are united as ours have ever + been! And yet there is a satisfaction in tracing with my own hand the + words which I trust will reach my Winifred's eyes,--that whenever, + however, death may meet me, my last prayer shall be for her, my last + thought on her, and that I firmly believe the affection which fills my + soul must survive death itself; that I am, and ever have been, her + true and faithful husband, + + "Nithsdale. + + "P.S. I hope I have engaged a countryman of these parts to convey this + safely to your hands, under the promise of a handsome reward upon the + safe delivery of the letter." + +Full many a time did Lady Nithsdale read over the assurance of that +affection which she never doubted. She laid the precious document next +her heart; and then she summoned once more the English peasant, who she +thought had probably beheld her lord with his own eyes. + +He was ushered into her presence; and never did two human beings form, +in their outward appearance, a more striking contrast, than the pale, +slender, high-born countess, whose anxious countenance bore the traces +of deep feeling, whose transparent complexion varied with every word +she uttered, whose shrinking form seemed as if every breath of wind +might blow it away, while the light which shone from her eye spoke a +soul capable of withstanding the storms of adverse fortune; and Dickon, +who with stout and sturdy limbs, and a ruddy countenance, beaming with +health and good cheer, mixed with a sort of rustic, merry cunning, +stood unawed before her. + +"You saw my lord your own self, did you not, my good friend?" inquired +Lady Nithsdale, with a degree of timidity and anxiety in her tone. + +"An' it please your ladyship," answered Dickon, with a scrape of the +foot and a pull of the hair, "I saw a many of the rebels, great and +small, one day, when they were changing their quarters." + +"But it was my lord himself, the Earl of Nithsdale, who entrusted you +with the packet you brought even now?" + +"Yes, I take it, it was; for the packet was directed to the Countess +of Nithsdale, and the gentleman told me to take it to his wife, and to +be sure and give it into her own hands, without fail, myself; and he +said, if I did, I should be sure to get a handsome reward; that nothing +would be too good for me, and such like, he said. He was a civil-spoken +gentleman, and very free of his promises." + +"You have been rewarded for your pains, I hope. I gave orders to my +waiting-woman to see to your wishes in every respect." + +"Oh! she is a smart lass, that, and she behaved very civil to me, and +I'm no ways dissatisfied. Only perhaps a trifle from your ladyship's +own fair hand; she is but a waiting-woman after all," added Dickon, not +forgetting the eleventh commandment, and making another scrape, which +he meant should savour of gallantry. + +Lady Nithsdale slipped some additional gold into his hand. "And did my +lord look well?" she inquired. + +"Yes, very well, my lady, as far as I know. Just as well as the other +lords he was along with; only a trifle paler. He did not look, my lady, +as if he had visited his own buttery-hatch quite so lately as I have." + +"Alas! was he very pale? Tell me, in pity tell me all the truth." + +"Nay, madam! don't put yourself in such a fluster. He looked pale, just +like all the rest of them." + +Lady Nithsdale turned away for a moment. She could scarcely endure to +commune with one who saw in her noble husband but a man, like other +men: and yet this peasant had seen him, he had heard his voice; from +him alone could she hope to learn any particulars. Dickon, who was not +wanting in natural shrewdness, perceived that his answers did not give +entire satisfaction; and when Lady Nithsdale again turning towards him +inquired whether her lord moved with a firm step, or whether his health +did not appear to have suffered from long confinement, he answered, + +"Oh, bless your heart, my lady, he walked as strong, and looked lusty +and hearty; quite different from the other lords! Oh! he's a fine +gentleman sure enough, and looked more like a prince than anything +else." + +"He has a noble carriage, in good sooth," rejoined Lady Nithsdale; "and +sorrow has not yet subdued his lofty bearing?" + +"Lord save you, my lady! he was quite of a different sort from the rest +of them. They seemed like rabble by the side of him: anybody might have +known him among a thousand!" + +"They might, indeed. And when he spoke did his voice sound full and +mellow as ever?" + +"Why, he spoke somewhat low, for he did not wish everybody to hear; +but methought it was a marvellous good voice, quite different from the +other rebels." + +Lady Nithsdale hung upon his words with delight, and forgot that +at first she had thought him incapable of estimating her lord's +superiority over his fellows. + +"And can you tell me how my lord was lodged, and how he is attended?" + +"Why, as I have heard say, very well lodged; not so handsomely as he +would be here in such a castle as this, but right well lodged as times +go; and they say that the rebels they live like fighting-cocks, and +there is revelry of all kinds going on among them. But that's among the +young lords," added Dickon, who saw he had not now touched the right +string; "not my Lord Derwentwater and my Lord Nithsdale, they are quite +of another sort; but some of the young gallants, and young Bottair +of Athol--Oh! he's a comely young fellow that!--and they do say that +pretty Kate Musgrave----" + +The countess began to think she had conversed long enough with the +trusty messenger, especially after his supper at the buttery-hatch; +and repeating her thanks in the manner most satisfactory to the worthy +Dickon, she dismissed him to seek the repose he must need after his +journey. + +The Chevalier's arrival, which Lord Nithsdale in his letter had +considered almost certain, had not yet taken place: and although the +Earl of Mar was resolved, by keeping possession of Perth, to retain at +least one town where his master might be sure of an honourable and safe +reception, the defection of the whole clan of Fraser, the advance of +the Earl of Sutherland, the reinforcements which strengthened the Duke +of Argyle's army from the regular troops, whose presence was no longer +required in England, rendered each day the situation of the Jacobite +general more desperate. + +Still, having formally invited the Chevalier to put himself at the head +of the insurrectionary army, Mar felt himself under the necessity of +keeping his remaining troops together, to protect the person of the +prince when he should effect his landing. In this dilemma, he proposed +a military oath in the name of King James the Eighth; but the attempt +to bind together those who were only waiting for an excuse to disperse +proved as unavailing as his previous proposal of an association. All +the principal chiefs and leaders complained that they had been deluded +by promises which had never been fulfilled. They insisted--and there +was much reason in their arguments--that they had no more grounds for +now believing the king was on the point of arriving, than that the long +promised arms, ammunition, and treasure, should be sent from France; +and from this period a party was established in the very army of the +Earl of Mar which declared for opening a negotiation with the Duke of +Argyle. + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + ----Since I parted hence, + I have beheld misfortune face to face; + Have mark'd the ills of desolating war + In all the sad details kings never see. + The sun that rises on the peasant's toil + In happy lands not visited by war, + And gilds their waving harvests with his beams, + With barren splendour glares on desert fields + Depopulated by the sword.--The gale + Sweeps sullen o'er them, loaded with the cries + Of frantic widows and of orphan babes, + That else had borne upon its gladsome wing + The careless carol of the husbandman, + Tilling in peace and liberty his field. + + _Gonzalvo of Cordova._ + +Reports of the indignities to which the noble prisoners had been +exposed on their journey to London failed not to reach Scotland; +indignities which, galling enough in themselves, were not likely to be +softened in the recounting. + +Upon their arrival at Barnet, they were all, without distinction +of persons, pinioned with cords. By some of the younger and more +hot-headed of the noble rebels this humiliating ceremony was not +submitted to without remonstrance and resistance. Lord Nithsdale simply +remarked to the Earl of Wintoun, "Degrade not yourself, my friend, by +bandying words with those who are appointed to execute the behests of +their superiors: the disgrace is on them who exult in this unworthy +triumph; not on us, who are thus triumphed over. Surely, Seaton, you +would rather endure, than inflict, such insults." Presently, however, +he added, while he held his hands to have the cords attached, "I grant +you I should be sorry my wife should witness this. My gentle Winifred! +thy shrinking, sensitive pride would never brook seeing thy husband +thus manacled. For the first time I rejoice that thou art far, far +away." + +At Highgate the prisoners were met by a large detachment of horse +grenadiers and foot-guards, and here a halter was placed around the +neck of each horse, which was held by a common soldier, walking by its +side. + +In this mode did they make their entrance into the metropolis, +accompanied by a concourse of people shouting at them and reviling +them; some loading them with abuse, others singing scurrilous songs, +and many beating upon warming-pans, in allusion to the popular notion +concerning the birth of the Chevalier. + +With these increased indignities the spirit of Lord Nithsdale was +excited. As he rode on, his carriage became each moment more lofty; +his dark brow assumed a more awful gloom; his eye, from beneath its +shade, flashed defiance on the mob; his nostrils dilated; the curl of +his contemptuous lip plainly expressed how utterly he despised the +mean taunts of the senseless rabble! Thus erect, undaunted, he passed +on through the crowded suburbs; but before they entered the streets, a +separation took place between those whose destination was different. + +General Forster and Brigadier Mackintosh were taken to Newgate, some to +the Marshalsea, some to the Fleet; while Lords Nithsdale, Derwentwater, +Kenmure, Widdrington, Nairne, &c. were conveyed to the Tower. + +The moment of parting from their companions in misfortune, those with +whom they had shared hopes and fears, with whom they had enjoyed +triumph and endured defeat, was one of bitterness; a parting, +too, which to all might be, and to many proved, an eternal one; +one which took place under the gaze of an insulting populace, and +under circumstances which admitted of no word of kindness, no last +injunction, not even the pressure of the friendly hand! + +At that moment all former differences of opinion were forgotten; the +prudent counsel neglected, the headstrong perseverance in contrary +measures, the impatient rejection of advice, the contempt of timely +warnings, all faded from the mind. As the different bands receded from +each other's view, they saw but the trusted companion in arms, the +fellow-sufferer, endeared by similar misfortunes. + +The Earl of Nithsdale and the other noblemen proceeded towards +Westminster Bridge, where, according to custom, they were placed in a +government barge, and were rowed down the river to the Tower. The boat +shot London Bridge; it was admitted through the Traitor's Gate; and, +as it darted from the open day-light under the three low and gloomy +arches, each prisoner cast a lingering look behind him, and as he +withdrew his eyes, met those of his companions. + +There was no need of words to express the feelings of that moment; each +read his neighbour's but too plainly in his own; each was aware the +other felt he had taken his last look at the free bright world without +the prison walls. And, alas! to more than one was it indeed but too +truly his last glimpse of freedom; more than one was doomed never to +pass those barriers, but to take his trial at Westminster Hall, and +then to mount the scaffold upon Tower Hill. + +Not a word was spoken. The plash of the waves against the stone stairs, +as the sudden entrance of the barge into the narrow landing-place +caused the muddy sullen water to overflow the bottom steps and as +quickly to recede, the hollow echo of the oars as they were shifted, +were the only sounds heard. + +The barred gates were unlocked, and the prisoners, one by one, mounted +the dank steps, and emerged into day-light, opposite the Bloody Tower. +They heard the portals closed and barred behind them; they heard the +splash of the portcullis as it was let down into the water, and each +was then delivered over to the warder in whose apartments lodgings were +assigned to him. + +As long as he remained exposed to the observations of others, the +most acute physiognomist could not have perceived any alteration in +the countenance of the Earl of Nithsdale. He had, as it were, set his +features to an expression of calm contempt and stoical endurance, which +he would allow no circumstances to alter. With a firm step, a lofty +unembarrassed air, he followed his guide into the small and narrow +apartment which was destined to his use. He showed no emotion when the +cords were removed from his wrists, and he replied with punctilious +politeness to the civilities of the warder. + +At length the door was closed upon him, he was left in solitude; +no eye was upon him, and he was able to relax for a moment from the +imperturbable composure which he had forced himself to maintain. He hid +his face in his hands, and allowed the thought of his beloved wife, the +memory of his innocent children, whom he perhaps was never, never more +to behold, to rush over his soul! + +With what tenderness did the recollection of home over-power him!--the +thousand every-day enjoyments, which are not prized till they are lost! + +The current of these enervating thoughts was checked by the sounds +of steps upon the stairs, and he had only time to resume the unmoved +countenance he had before preserved, when the entrance of some menials +and attendants again forced him to repress the emotions, which, though +repressed, could not be extinguished. + +The bringing in of his few necessary packages, the arrangements for his +personal accommodation, the preparations for some refreshment, were all +inexpressibly irksome to him; and he impatiently awaited the welcome +solitude of night, when he might revel in the luxury of thinking of the +happy past, the wretched present, the fearful future, without a witness. + +It was at this moment of general dismay, when, as we have already +mentioned, each day saw the gradual diminution of the Earl of Mar's +army; when the greater proportion of the most zealous Jacobites +were already in the hands of government; in the midst of increasing +disaffection among his remaining partisans; that the unfortunate +descendant of the house of Stuart landed in his native country, at +Peterhead, on the 22d of December, in the year 1715. + +He arrived almost as a fugitive. He had been obliged to traverse +Normandy in disguise; his retinue consisted but of six gentlemen; and +when the Earl of Mar, the Earl Marischal, and some others, to the +number of thirty, went from Perth to kiss the hand of the prince for +whose cause they were in arms, they found him at Fetteresso, suffering +with a severe attack of ague. + +Neither in body nor mind was he capable of inspiring his adherents with +the ardour which could alone turn or even arrest the untoward course +of events. Mutual discouragement was the feeling consequent upon this +melancholy meeting. The unwelcome news which awaited the Chevalier, +that, for a month previous to his landing, the resolution had been +taken to evacuate Perth, did not tend to dispel the despondency natural +to him; while in the speech which he made to the privy council, whom he +had immediately proceeded to name, the despairing view which he took of +his own situation pierced every moment through the words of hope which +he thought himself bound to utter. He closed his address by saying, +"That for him it would be no new thing to be unfortunate; his whole +life, even from his cradle, had shown a constant series of misfortunes; +and he was prepared, if it so pleased God, to suffer the extent of the +threats which his enemies threw out against him." + +With a spirit thus crushed by repeated disappointments, and a +constitution impaired by illness, did this ill-fated prince proceed to +enact the sovereign to a diminished and dispirited party of disunited +followers. + +The intelligence of his arrival was speedily communicated to Seaforth, +Huntley, and all the other chiefs who had formerly flocked to his +standard, and who had withdrawn, wearied out by his protracted delay; +but they were summoned in vain, none of them heeded the notice. + +Preparations were made for King James's coronation at Scone; a day of +thanksgiving was appointed for his safe arrival; prayers were offered +up for his majesty in all the churches; the currency of foreign coins +was enjoined; and the convention of the Scottish estates was called +together. + +The Countess of Nithsdale experienced a momentary sensation of hope and +exultation when she heard that the monarch to whom all belonging to her +had been so constantly devoted had actually set foot in the realm of +his ancestors; and her generous heart throbbed with indignation when +she heard of the nobles who neglected to obey his summons. She thought +how different would have been the conduct of her own brave lord; and +she resolved to do as, if he had been at liberty, he would himself have +done, and as he seemed, by what he said concerning General Forster, +to expect her to do. She therefore prepared herself for journeying to +Scone, there to pay the homage she conceived to be due to her lawful +sovereign. + +She travelled privately, not to attract the notice of the royalists; +but as she passed through the country which lies between Stirling and +Perth, all was one scene of desolation. By an edict of James's, the +villages of Auchterarder, Blackford, and Dunning, and other hamlets, +had been destroyed by fire; houses, corn, and forage had all been laid +waste, lest they should afford quarters to his enemies. + +Helpless women and desolate children had been deprived of their homes; +the blackened walls of the buildings which had been burnt contrasted +cheerlessly with the snow which covered the ground. + +Lady Nithsdale's journey was one of sorrow and dismay. She thought upon +the days of her youthful enthusiasm, and she looked into her heart in +vain to find it there. She remembered how in her Flemish convent her +girlish heart had beat when she imagined her king actually on British +land, and herself a witness of the joyous restoration; and her childish +dream was fulfilled, the king was + + Hame, hame, hame-- + Hame to his ain countree: + +but misfortune, disappointment, time, had worked their effect; and with +her husband a prisoner, her children banished, her country laid waste, +she could not work up her feelings to the pitch of loyalty which she +deemed it her duty to have experienced. + +At length the fair town of Perth rose to her view, and the broad Tay +swept gracefully around it. She saw the ancient palace of Scone, the +spot where all the Scottish kings had been crowned, and she tried to +feel assured that "the king would enjoy his own again." + +That night she took up her lodgings in Perth; and the following day she +repaired to the royal palace of Scone, there to kiss the hand of her +monarch. + +She felt an universal trepidation; not so much from the awe which +majesty inspires, as from the fear of seeing her king in a condition +so unbecoming his dignity. A noble mind shrinks from seeing nobility +degraded; and she felt more abashed at the poor attendance around the +king, and at the want of state in his appointments, than others do at +all the pomp and ceremony of the most gorgeous and splendid court. + +The Chevalier received the Countess of Nithsdale with what he meant to +be marked attention; but his manner was subdued, his bearing dejected; +partly through his late illness, and partly from that consciousness of +being marked out for misfortune, which pervaded his every look, his +every action. There was a melancholy majesty in his thin person, and +his handsome but pale features, which (although united with a certain +stiffness and reserve, little calculated to find favour in the sight +of the adventurous and the desperate who alone adhered to his cause,) +interested Lady Nithsdale, while it saddened her. + +The Earl of Mar presented her to the Chevalier, whom, upon her +entrance, she found engaged in conversation with the Earl Marischal in +one of the windows that overlooked the flat country between the palace +and the Tay. She dropped upon both her knees, overcome with emotion +at finding herself in the actual presence of her king, and with grief +at the desolate appearance of all around him, of all without and all +within his residence. + +He quickly raised her, and imprinting on her marble forehead a royal +kiss, he professed his satisfaction at becoming personally acquainted +with one, whose family had ever been faithful servants to his own. + +The measured expressions chilled her; she had never before looked upon +the sacrifices made either by the Herberts or the Maxwells but as the +performance of a bounden duty, in which they had not failed; but when +these sacrifices seemed to be considered in the same light by him for +whom they had been made, their magnitude and their extent increased in +her eyes. The Chevalier then inquired whether she had received news +lately from the earl her husband. + +Her eyes filled with tears; the inquiry was made in so cold, so formal +a tone: "But once, sire, since he has been a prisoner;" and had she at +that moment attempted a longer sentence, her voice would have failed +her altogether. + +"We hope that the worthy lord's health continued unimpaired by +confinement?" + +She struggled with her feelings, and replied, "My lord complained not +of any personal privation or hardship. His thoughts were all, as they +have ever been, for his king, his country, and his faith!" + +"It is now many years since we once had an interview with the Earl of +Nithsdale in Flanders; and if our memory does not fail, we were then +suffering from this same agueish complaint which discomposes us at +present. Methinks our health is always least fitted for exertion and +fatigue when circumstances call most imperiously for both! But so it +has ever been with us!" He sighed, and his eyes instinctively sought +the ground. Then turning again to the countess, "Is your ladyship's +seat situated far from hence?" he inquired, for, a stranger to +Scotland, he knew not the topographical details of the country. + +"Please your majesty, I journeyed from my husband's castle of +Terreagles near Dumfries." + +"We hope your journey was prosperous and agreeable, although we fear in +this weather it must have been somewhat tedious. Dumfries is some days' +journey hence, I fancy." + +Lady Nithsdale thought upon the villages in ashes, the desolated +fields, and could not find words for her reply, but contented herself +with bowing assent. When, turning to the Earl of Mar, the Chevalier +remarked, that if the present severe weather continued, the Tay would +soon be completely frozen over. "In that case," he continued, "the +river will no longer be serviceable as a protection and defence." + +"Neither will it be any impediment to the design I have been explaining +to your majesty," replied the earl in a low voice. + +Lady Nithsdale soon after retired from the royal interview, discouraged +and dissatisfied. She had never found the desired opportunity of +speaking her husband's sentiments concerning General Forster; and she +now felt intimately convinced how wild and hopeless an enterprise it +must ever have been, to replace on the throne one who was so little +calculated to conquer or to win it. + + +CHAPTER XV. + + Nay, heed them not, fair Margaret; true, they are + Untutor'd, and in 'haviour surly, rough; + But they have hearts, nor unacquainted are + With sturdy charities and strong affections-- + As oft within the prickly husk lies lapt + The sweetest kernel. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + +The Countess of Nithsdale had intended to return for the present +to Terreagles, till she could ascertain what course would be most +pleasing to her husband, when, upon her return from Scone, she received +a letter from the Duchess of Montrose, which decided at once what was +the line of conduct it now became her duty, as well as her inclination, +to pursue. The duchess's epistle was conceived in the following terms:-- + + "Though the late unfortunate events have separated Christian Montrose + from her dear Lady Nithsdale, her friend and cousin must not imagine + that she has forgotten the happy days she spent at Terreagles, or that + the affection she then professed has aught abated. Trust me, dearest + cousin, I have felt for you, as I am sure you would have felt for me, + had the cause you have espoused proved successful, and had my husband + been the sufferer in that which he esteems the just one. + + "At my earnest request, my lord duke has constantly made inquiries + concerning the prisoners in the Tower, and your good lord arrived + there in health and safety on the 10th. I understand he is not + inconveniently lodged, and I do not learn that he is in want of any + necessary comforts; indeed, many of your party who have been slack in + openly joining the insurrection, make peace with their consciences by + supplying the Jacobite prisoners with money and luxuries of all kinds. + I have heard say, that when in the streets it has been difficult to + procure silver for a guinea, in the various prisons change for large + sums might be procured in silver and in gold. They say also, that + among the more wild and thoughtless of the prisoners, much mirth and + revelry prevail; and, as I hear, they so confidently rely upon the + merit of their unconditional surrender at Preston, that they trouble + themselves but slightly concerning their approaching trials. It is + reported, that the Earl of Derwentwater observed to your good lord, + that many of his followers were fitter inhabitants for Bridewell than + a state prison. + + "Let not my dear cousin be needlessly alarmed, when I tell her that + the lords will be impeached on the 10th of January, and that I have + reason to believe my Lord Nithsdale would not now deem it unadvisable + that she should repair to London. Indeed, I am informed that his most + earnest wish is to see her; and I have no doubt that, supposing the + result should not be so favourable as many of the more sanguine are + inclined to believe, her presence may prove of service as well as of + comfort to her lord. + + "I should advise her to lodge herself privately, as, to my poor way + of thinking, any appearance of rank or splendour may not be agreeable + to those in power; and I think I am not mistaken when I say that the + riotous mode of living of many of those in confinement does not serve + to forward their cause. + + "I would myself have visited the good Earl of Nithsdale, that I might + have informed you how it fared with him, had it been fitting that I + should do so openly; but my lord duke deemed such a measure would not + be advisable; and as to visiting him privately, I feared that you + and others might have suspected your noble husband of having learned + from young Bottair of Athol, that a prisoner may be a very dangerous + gallant, that-- + + 'Stone walls do not a prison make.' + + "'Mad-cap Christian,' as you called me once at Terreagles, is not so + void of discretion as to run the risk of being taken for one of the + 'divine Altheas' who come 'to whisper at the grate.' + + "Indeed, I am sobered since those days; and these are times which may + make the most unthinking reflect. Sad or merry, thoughtful or giddy, + my heart is still with my dear cousin, and she may count on my willing + services should the time arrive when they may be useful. She will not + fail to let me know when she reaches London; and meanwhile she will + believe me her faithful and affectionate friend + + and cousin, + Christian Montrose." + +This letter had followed Lady Nithsdale from Terreagles, which had +occasioned some delay in its coming to hand. It had been brought by +Walter Elliot, an old and trusty servant, who had been ever in the +confidence of his master, and on whom Lady Nithsdale had relied for +advice and protection since the absence of her husband. + +Her resolution was instantly taken; with Amy Evans and Walter Elliot +she determined at all hazards to set forth upon her journey: but in +the condition of the country at that period, means of conveyance were +not easily procured; and it was highly expedient she should escape all +observation: she therefore gladly availed herself of such steeds as +Walter Elliot could procure in the exigency of the moment, and although +totally unaccustomed to horse exercise, proceeded in this manner as far +as Newcastle. + +She there parted with the horses, and took the stage, thinking she +should thus travel more expeditiously; and trusting that, when quite +beyond the boundaries of Scotland, she was not so likely to be +recognised. Such had been the tumult of her feelings, she had scarcely +had time to be conscious of fatigue or cold, or to be aware of the +strange and unusual companions with whom she was occasionally brought +in contact. When, however, she found herself enveloped in her cloak, +her hood brought low over her face, and ensconced in a corner of the +heavy and lumbering vehicle, she found leisure to think, to feel, and +to suffer. + +The capacious coach contained several other passengers, but Lady +Nithsdale heeded them not: their discourse turned chiefly on the +comparative merits of different breeds of cattle and sheep, on Scottish +Kyloes and Cheviot mutton, and she knew not what words they uttered, +till her attention was suddenly arrested by one of them remarking, "The +last time I journeyed along this road was some six months back; I had +been as far as Hawick to buy some of those famous north-country sheep, +and, to be sure, all those parts were in a fine disturbed state. I was +obliged to come back without the sheep. Some thought their property +was safer in sheep than in money, for whichsoever side got the upper +hand, butchers' meat would still be wanted; others thought they should +be sure of a good price when there were two armies, as it were, in the +neighbourhood, and they asked twice their worth for the sheep. As for +me, I would not give much hard money for the creatures, which might +be taken from me, and killed, and then what should I do? There's no +telling in troublous times what's justly the value of any thing, so +I had my journey for my pains! and as I came back, those rebel lords +were going about proclaiming their mock king, and a pretty penalty they +are likely to pay for their folly. Why could not they be quiet, and +enjoy themselves at their own great houses, where they say the Earl of +Derwentwater lived like a prince, and was beloved by great and small: +and why could not they let us enjoy ourselves too? Farming went well +while good Queen Anne lived; crops were pretty fair, and prices held +steady, and I don't know what folks would have more, not I!" + +"Well, it all bids fair to be quiet enough now," replied a +rough-looking farmer who sat opposite; "they'll settle old scores with +them all. They have made away with a pretty many of them at once at +Preston; and I know for certain that the king means to have off the +heads of every one of those he has got up at London now, so they will +make no more disturbance!" + +Amy turned an uneasy glance upon her lady, whose bosom she could +perceive heaved rapidly beneath the folds of her cloak; but her face +was towards the window, and the black hood concealed it from all within +the coach. She feared to draw attention upon her, and she remained +tranquil. + +"Nay, I can't think the king will have all their heads off either," +rejoined the first spokesman. "Why, there are as many as twenty lords, +to say nothing of knights, and gentlemen, and members of parliament, +and such." + +"I have been informed that such are his most gracious majesty's +intentions," answered the yeoman, with the importance of a +privy-councillor. + +"For God's sake, what is your authority?" exclaimed the Countess of +Nithsdale, unable any longer to control her feelings. + +"Young mistress, I do not consider myself called upon to give up those +who tell me a bit of news." + +"Well, neighbour, you need not be so touchy about your news; who knows +but the young woman may have a friend among some of the rebels, and +she need not be the more of a rebel herself! Brothers and sisters, +fathers and sons, have taken different sides, but they are not the less +relations for that. Ah! that's one of the misfortunes of these civil +wars! They're not like a good war with the French, or the Dutch, or +the Spanish; when you know for certain that every _parlez-vous_, and +every mynheer, and every Don, is your enemy. But when people of one +country take to fighting, why, if you chance to be in a battle, you +don't know who you may be killing; and if you chance to tell a bit of +news promiscuously, you don't know whose feelings you may be hurting. +Folks should not be over free of their speech in these times; and, I +ask your pardon, neighbour, but you should not be so positive about +what such as you and I can't know. Don't you look so sad, mistress. How +should we, any of us, know what the king's thoughts are?" + +"But we may know those who do know what the king's thoughts are: +not that I wish to hurt the gentlewoman's feelings." And the farmer +relapsed into silence, somewhat offended at the doubt with which his +annunciation of the sovereign's private sentiments had been received. + +"Are you from Scotland, madam?" resumed the good-natured yeoman, whose +curiosity was somewhat awakened by Lady Nithsdale's evident emotion. + +"Yes, sir," answered Amy quickly. "My friend and I come from Scotland +last, but we are natives of Wales;" which, although strictly true, +would, she imagined, lead their new acquaintances from suspecting who +they really were. + +"And are ye for London now, my pretty lass?" + +"Yes, sir; our friends live in London now." + +"If this snow goes on falling at such a rate, why, I think we shall +never get to York; and as for you, you will never get to London. I'll +be bound the stage will be stopped to-morrow. I declare there's no +making out the hedge from the ditch, the snow has drifted so in some +places. I don't know that I ever remember such a hard winter as this +has been. My poor ewes!" he continued, shaking his head, "I fear I +shall have bad luck with them! However, 'tis as the Lord pleases! I +dare say 'tis all for the best. If we have quiet times, and we have +nothing to fight against but the seasons, as God sends them to us, we +shall do well enough. As long as we are in the Lord's hands, and have +only the troubles He sees fit to try us with, and none of those man +makes for himself, it will all be right! Is not that true, young woman?" + +"Indeed, sir, I am no judge of public matters," replied Lady Nithsdale +in a faltering voice, for she felt that it had been the Jacobites who +had disturbed the public tranquillity; and true and reasonable as was +the sentiment expressed by the yeoman, she could not echo it without +throwing blame on those she most loved and honoured, or without belying +the opinions and the feelings of her whole life. + +"Humph!" replied the yeoman: "I do not call those public matters. I +think I have said nothing but what every good Christian should say +amen to. I don't see how anybody can help saying 'tis better to be in +the hands of the Lord than of men, not I." + +"Nor I, indeed!" exclaimed Lady Nithsdale with fervour. "O Lord, take +us into thy hands, and deal with us according to thy mercy!" + +"Well, that's much what I said, only not in such a way. Verily, if I +don't believe she is one of the new Dissenters that have sprung up of +late!" + +Amy Evans, anxious to withdraw observation from her lady, asked him +some question concerning his flock; and, affecting great interest in +such matters, she was enabled, from her youthful Welsh education, to +converse with sufficient knowledge of the subject to lead the honest +unsuspicious farmer into a detail of his own plans and systems, in +which he readily forgot what had at first excited his surprise in the +bearing of the silent and serious young gentlewoman. + +By the time they reached York, his prediction concerning the weather +was fully verified: the wheels of the heavy vehicle could scarcely cut +through the deep snow; and so slow was their progress, that it had long +been dark before the stage arrived at its destination in one of the +most dismal streets of the ancient city of York. + +The snow continued to fall during the whole of the night, and the next +morning the roads were found to be so totally impassable, that not only +were all stage-coaches and carriages of every description arrested in +their progress, but the post itself was stopped. + +Lady Nithsdale's disappointment amounted almost to despair. Every hour +was precious. The letter which announced her husband's wish to see her +had already been somewhat delayed on the road, and the duchess said +that on her exertions might depend the mode in which his case might be +looked upon. She thought, too, on his desolate, his forlorn condition; +she judged from her own feelings how intensely he must desire her +presence; and she deemed any hardship, any suffering, preferable to +the mental anxiety of being shut up in York, unable to hear of him, to +communicate with him, to exert herself for him. + +The long period of suspense and of forced inactivity which she had +passed at Terreagles had been almost insupportably irksome; and now, +when her lord had expressed a wish for her company, when possibly she +might be of real service to him, to be imprisoned in a dismal room in +an inn at York:--it was an infliction not to be endured. + +She again employed Walter Elliot to procure three saddle-horses; and, +in spite of his dutiful remonstrances, and all unused as she had +ever been to brave the inclemencies of the weather, or to encounter +any bodily fatigue, she set off on horseback, through roads in which +the snow often came up to the girths of the saddle. To Amy, who had +been a mountain-bred lass--who had often wandered about her native +hills on the rough Welsh ponies--the undertaking was not one of such +difficulty; though she feared the strength of her delicately nurtured +lady would never stand such hardships; but the soul which animated that +apparently fragile form was such as to communicate to the frame some +of its own power and elasticity. As they rode out of the town, the sun +shone forth in dazzling splendour upon the brilliant whiteness of the +scene. The roof of each house was clothed with a thick soft covering of +newly-fallen snow, which the smoke of the town had not yet tarnished, +though the power of the sun had already melted it in some degree, so +that each gable was ornamented with a fringe of long pendent icicles. +As they quitted the town and waded through the obstructed road, still +the same dazzling whiteness presented itself to their view: the load +which bent down the branches of the trees was not yet dissolved; and +when the small birds, twittering in the welcome sunshine, lighted on a +feathered spray, they shook from it a shower of bright snow-flakes. + +To a mind at ease the scene was beautiful and cheerful; and Lady +Nithsdale in the midst of her sorrows felt grateful for the cheering +light and for the clear pure atmosphere. + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + The drowsy night grows on the world, and now + The busy craftsman and o'erlabour'd hind + Forget the travail of the day in sleep: + Care only wakes, and moping pensiveness.--Rowe. + +The sun was now midway through its course, and their progress had been +but slow. "Is not my dear lady in need of rest?" inquired Amy Evans, +as they approached a small village, at the entrance of which there was +a newly-painted gaudy sign of the King's Head. + +"No, Amy, no; I need no rest. The consciousness of drawing nearer to my +lord is rest enough for me." + +"But, honoured madam," interposed Walter Elliot, "it were not ower +wise in us to push our steeds too hard. They dumb creatures are but +flesh and bluid like our ainselves; and should they chance to knock up, +what shall we do, I'm thinking. 'Tis weary wark for them lifting their +hoofs eighteen or twenty inches through the snaw every step they take. +An' it please your leddyship, we had better gie them a rest at yon +bra'-looking inn." + +"Not there, good Walter, not there. Look at that flaring sign! A little +farther on there is another place of refreshment; 'tis but an humble +one I grant, but at this moment any one will be more welcome to me than +this." And she averted her eyes from the "King George's Head," in large +and golden letters, which adorned the front of the building. The place +she had selected was indeed but a wretched ale-house, and they only +stayed there long enough to allow the animals necessary food. She was +impatient to be gone; and as they seldom could proceed beyond a foot's +pace, they were still some miles from their destined resting-place for +the night when the short day had closed in; the sun had already set +crimson beyond the cold snowy fields, and the clear deep blue of the +heavens was spangled with innumerable stars. + +The cold was piercing; and her attendants shivered, and wrapped their +cloaks closer around them. At length they passed a blacksmith's +forge; and the bright sparks which darted upwards through the chinks +in the roof, the ruddy light which flared through the open door, the +clear blaze of the fire itself, looked invitingly warm. Amy could not +help remarking to Walter Elliot how comfortable and tempting was the +interior of the forge. + +"Art thou cold, my poor girl?" inquired the countess. + +"Why, madam, of a surety the wind is very sharp; I should have thought +your ladyship would have felt it more keenly than myself, who have +not been so softly reared. I have been regretting all the day that +we forgot to bring your mantle lined with sable, which her grace of +Montrose sent you last winter." + +"Nay, heed me not, good Amy: I thought not of the cold--But now you +speak of it, the night is frosty." + +"I have been fain to ask you, honoured madam, where your ladyship means +to abide when you reach London?" + +"In truth, Amy, I cannot tell; I thought but of seeing my lord: when +once in London, I felt I should be near to him; but it is more than +probable they will not allow me to share his prison, and I suppose +I must seek lodgings. Her grace of Montrose bade me live privately, +and advised me not to affect any state in my accommodations: but I am +little used to the bustle of a crowded city, and scarcely know how I +must proceed." + +"If your ladyship will excuse my boldness, I have been thinking that +I know of some one who might stand our friend. Does not your ladyship +recollect, when you were in Wales, just at the entrance of the village, +about a mile from Poole Castle, a low white house, with a high tiled +roof composed of many gables and strange angles? Two goodly cypress +trees grew before the windows on each side of the gravel walk which led +to the porch, and the trim garden was fenced from the road by a low +stone wall, and a laurustinus hedge within. Your ladyship must remember +they were the finest laurustinus' in all the country, and they were +always the first in bloom in that sheltered spot." + +"Yes. I think I remember the white house, Amy; the sun seemed ever to +shine upon it, and make it gleam white against the green hill which +rose behind." + +"Sure enough, madam, that was it. The mid-day sun shone full upon it, +just about the hour your ladyship and your honoured mother were used to +take your customary airing. And do you not remember, madam, a tall pale +gentleman, who wore his hair parted up the middle of his forehead, and +hanging long over his ears: it was silver-white, for he was very old?" + +"Oh, yes! I recollect him well, for he used to lean over the gate that +opened upon the road, and watch our carriage as it drove by. He always +bowed with a respectful yet a stately air to my mother as we passed: +and I well remember her saying he had been a cavalier in King Charles +the First's time, and she regretted that his increasing infirmities did +not allow him to visit her, for she would have been proud to receive +under her roof one who had been a faithful servant to his master in +times of trouble. If I mistake not, my mother said that when quite a +youth he had been one of the gallant cavaliers who rode post, along +this very road, to carry to the king at York the news of each day's +proceedings in the parliament. Would we had their steeds, and their +strength! by this time we might have reached London." + +"Well, madam, this old gentleman had a young daughter, who was little +older than myself. Her mother had died early; and the old gentleman +had no companion but the merry maiden, and the merry maiden had none +but her reverend but melancholy father. She made acquaintance with me +one May morning, when we were gathering cowslips and primroses for our +garlands. I was to be queen, and she gave me all her posies to help +adorn my crown; and when we all came round, a troop of laughing girls +with our garlands, Colonel Hilton gave me a gold piece. After that we +often met; and as the colonel found that my mother was looked upon more +as a friend than as a servant by the honoured duchess, and as I was +somewhat better taught than other maidens of my degree, he would often +let us pass an afternoon together, and young Mrs. Mellicent Hilton +would teach me some of her songs, and read to me from her beautiful +books, and in return I instructed her in many curious stitches and +rare sorts of embroidery; and thus we whiled away the hours; and she +promised that we always should be friends, though she was a lady, and +I but the daughter of a menial. She married a Mr. Morgan a few months +before your ladyship came into Wales: they said the old cavalier did +not over well like the match, for Mr. Morgan's family had turned +against King James the Second; but he was a well-favoured young man, +and Mrs. Mellicent, poor soul, saw no one else, so it was but natural +she should incline towards him. + +"The poor old colonel died soon after; but before he died he grew quite +fond of his son-in-law, and he left all he had been able to save of his +property to him and to Mrs. Mellicent, provided they added his name +of Hilton to that of Morgan. I have since heard that Mr. Morgan is +in favour with the new people, and that he has a place about the new +court, so I think she must have it in her power to serve us; and if +Amy Evans's old playmate, Mrs. Mellicent, has not quite forgotten the +pleasures and the pastimes of her youth, I am sure she will have the +inclination to do so." + +"My good and thoughtful Amy! and do you know where Mrs. Morgan now +resides?" + +"Yes, dearest madam. 'Twas only in the last letter I received from +Wales, that I learned many of these particulars about my old friend, +and that she was just settled in her new house in Bloomsbury." + +"But if her husband is so staunch a Whig, 'tis more than probable she +will look coldly on me, who am the wife of one whom she thinks a rebel." + +"Nay, madam, but she loved her good old father dearly, though she would +have been loth to give up her sweetheart for what then seemed a by-gone +matter. She would affect you none the less for being of the same way +of thinking as the parent to whom she was ever a dutiful child; and, +moreover, the world may work great changes in the hearts of those who +live in it, but Mrs. Mellicent Hilton's must be sorely changed indeed +if she is not one whose eyes will overflow at any tale of woe, and if +she will stop to calculate the chances of success before she troubles +herself to assist a fellow-creature in distress. Her old father used +often to bid her have more discretion in her kindness, and to tell her +she gave her alms to those who least deserved them: but she never could +say "no" to any one that asked charity in a piteous tone of voice, and +the very dogs about the white manor-house were kept so fat by Mrs. +Mellicent that you might tell them from any others by their good case. +And then, madam, it seems to my poor judgment, that one who knows +something of the court, and yet is not so very great as the Duke of +Montrose, or his lordship's cousin her grace of Buccleugh, or the Earl +of Pembroke, or any of those nobles, may prove of service in a quiet +way, when such great people might fear to attract notice." + +"There is much truth in what you say. You have a pertinent judgment, +Amy, and it may be of good avail; we will think more of this. But we +are drawing near our place of destination. See! by the lights gleaming +from so many windows, this must be a considerable town. Walter, is it +not here we are to pass the night?" + +"Yes, madam. Your leddyship maun set up here for the night, an' it so +please you. I weel know, for one, that my puir nag could na' carry me a +mile farther." + +The snow became less deep as they approached the metropolis, the roads +more beaten, and they were enabled each day to compass longer journeys. +On the evening of the 23rd of January they entered London. + +Lady Nithsdale's first impulse would have led her to the Tower, but +it was too late to hope for admittance, and she thought that from the +Duchess of Montrose she was most likely to learn how it fared with her +husband, and what steps it might be most advisable for her to take. + +Leaving Amy, therefore, to make what arrangements were necessary for +their accommodation, she instantly took coach and proceeded to the +residence of the Duke of Montrose. She sent word by a servant to the +duchess, that a person desired to see her grace upon business of +importance, and with the message she gave a written billet entreating +to see her in private. She did not sign the paper, not feeling assured +how far any communication with the wife of a state prisoner might +compromise the duchess herself. She was certain that the sight of her +hand writing would procure her instant admission; and yet the few +moments she passed waiting in the street were spent in a state of +mental agitation which surprised herself. + +It was a painfully new situation for the daughter of the Duke of Powis, +who was thoroughly imbued with the indelible nobility of aristocratic +birth, to find herself alone, in a hired coach, as a suitor at the +door of one with whom she had ever lived on terms of equality and +intimacy. It was not that she doubted the kindness, the sincerity, the +generosity, of her good friend and cousin; but she now felt more lost, +more unprotected, in the busy, noisy, thronged streets of London, than +she had done in all the difficulties of her perilous journey. + +Only a few moments, however, elapsed before the portals were thrown +open, and she found herself ushered through the rank of powdered +liveried domestics, who in those days were deemed indispensable +appendages to the great, into a small ante-room on the ground-floor. + +Lady Nithsdale sank on a seat, bewildered, overcome. It all seemed to +her like a strange dream. What news might await her! Three weeks had +elapsed since the date of the duchess's letter--what fearful events +might not have occurred! + +The door opened; the duchess appeared, beautiful, brilliant, blooming, +glittering in diamonds and jewels, and rustling in satins and +point-lace. "My sweet cousin! my dear Winifred!" exclaimed the duchess. + +"Oh, Christian! dearest friend!" and Lady Nithsdale rushed into her +open arms, and wept upon her neck. + +For twelve days body and mind had been upon the stretch, and the words, +the tones of kindness at this moment of exhaustion, completely unnerved +her. "How is he?" she inquired, as she sobbed upon the duchess's bosom. + +"Well, dear cousin, well. Compose yourself; why is this, my gentle, +staid, tranquil cousin of Nithsdale? These tears, this trembling, do +not promise well for the work you have in hand." + +"True, true!" exclaimed Lady Nithsdale, "it is over! 'twas but a +momentary weakness. I have ridden a weary distance to-day," she +continued, attempting to smile, and hastily pushing her hair off her +brow; "and with a heart not well at ease," she added, pressing her hand +upon her bosom, as if to still its throbbings: "but tell me all; I am +ready now to hear and to endure. On the 10th they were impeached," she +said firmly and resolutely; "of course, my lord pleaded guilty." + +"He did. Last Thursday, the 19th, when the lords sent in their reply to +the impeachment, your noble husband, with Lord Derwentwater and Lord +Kenmure, pleaded guilty to the articles exhibited against them. Lord +Wintoun alone on various pretences petitioned for longer delay." + +"I knew my lord would never deny the share he took in this sad +business," exclaimed Lady Nithsdale, with a confidence and pride in his +integrity which for a moment over-came her fears for his safety. Then +she added, in a tone which seemed to ask for reassurement, "Surely this +plain-dealing, this honesty, cannot indispose the king! His surrender +at Preston----" + +"Yes, yes, we will hope for the best," interrupted the duchess, anxious +to evade the question, for she was too well aware that the Earl of +Nithsdale was looked upon with fear and suspicion; and though she +could not bring herself to crush Lady Nithsdale's hopes, she dared not +encourage them,--"only be calm and prudent." + +"Trust me, I am now firm and resolved: I am ready, even impatient, +to be stirring in my husband's service. It was the sight of you, dear +cousin, and the kind tones of your sweet voice----!" + +"Well, no more of this: I will see you to-morrow, when we will confer +more at large: I must not now delay. I am to court to-night, as you +may perceive by all this gay apparel; my lord duke is there already +in attendance, and I must not be late. But, before I leave you, let +me enforce one thing; I fear they will refuse you admittance to your +husband, unless you consent to share his imprisonment: this must not +be! You must remain at liberty, or we cannot concert our measures; +you must yourself see and speak with some I will name to you. I have +assurances that the king will show mercy to several of the prisoners; +but still we all know the good Earl of Nithsdale has many enemies, and +there is the more need you should be in freedom to use your influence +with them. Remember, that for his sake, you must not preclude yourself +from serving him far more effectually than you could by sharing his +prison." + +"Trust me, my dear friend, I will obey your injunctions. Whatever it +may cost me, I will turn back from his prison-door, if it is for his +good that I should do so. May Heaven bless and reward you, dearest +cousin!" and she seized the duchess's hand and pressed it to her heart. + +"'Pshaw! silly Winifred, you need not thank me yet," replied the +duchess, half turning away, and brushing off a tear; "you must not +make me weep before I go to court, or my eyes will make no conquests +to-night, and my lord duke, who loves to hear me praised, will be angry +with you, fair cousin. I must stay with you no longer, or I shall play +the very fool, and not be fit to show myself at St. James's. One kiss, +dear cousin, and adieu! It would not be wise that I should absent +myself from the king's presence just now. For your sake I must not +linger;" and the fair creature moved away in grace and beauty. + +She glided through the hall; the splendid coach drove off; the +running-footmen, bearing torches, preceded and accompanied her. + +"How unjust," thought Lady Nithsdale, "is the common accusation that +pomp and splendour harden the heart! Where could I find more true +kindness and sympathy than in my dear cousin Christian, whose life has +been one sunny dream of unclouded brilliancy?" But as she slowly and +thoughtfully returned in solitude to the temporary lodging which Amy +had procured for her, she pondered on the duchess's words--"My lord +has many enemies, she said: how can he have enemies? Surely, if favour +is to be shown to any, to whom could it be more properly extended than +to him? Does not the kind duchess alarm herself needlessly? And yet +she knows the counsels of those in power. She would not wish to excite +unreasonable fears in my mind. Alas! what can she mean? My lord was not +one of the first to join the insurgents: Lord Derwentwater was already +in arms; Forster was at the head of a considerable body of troops; the +Earl of Mar had set up King James's standard. Neither had he, like the +Earl of Mar, ever made professions of loyalty to the House of Hanover. +General Forster is even now a member of King George's parliament. But +my dear lord is not obnoxious from either of these causes. He has +never been guilty of treachery, neither has he ever been forward in +causing disturbances in his native land; but when civil broils became +inevitable, then--then he was not found wanting to the family for which +his ancestors have bled and suffered. Oh! would that the morrow were +arrived! This long tedious night, which must intervene before I can +see, learn, hear, know, do anything further, how wearisome, how irksome +is it!" + +Upon her return to her lodgings, she found that Amy Evans, on her part, +had not been idle. She had already sought and obtained an interview +with her former companion Mrs. Morgan. + +Nearly ten years had elapsed since Mellicent Hilton had left the Welsh +valley of her childhood as the bride of Mr. Morgan, and from that time +the playfellows had never met; for before Mrs. Morgan returned to +visit her father in his solitude, Amy had accompanied the Countess of +Nithsdale into Scotland. + +Mrs. Morgan was fortunately alone on the evening in question, when Amy, +half-alarmed at her own presumption, presented herself at her door. + +She did not at first recollect, in the Mrs. Evans who was announced, +the merry Amy of her childhood; neither would Amy have recognised, in +the tall, slender, modish lady before her, the buxom, rosy girl who +had climbed the mountain paths, and pulled the wild flowers with her. +She hesitated for a moment, while she assured herself that, although +the complexion was less brilliant, and the full form had fined into a +marvellous taper waist, still the laughing blue eye was the same, the +expression of the free hearty smile the same, although the dimples were +not so visible in the less rounded cheek. + +Mrs. Morgan, with an air of courtly breeding, bent herself gracefully +towards the stranger, waiting till she opened her business; when Amy, +half abashed at the changes which had taken place in the exterior +of her former friend, half re-assured by the kindly countenance +which spoke that the heart remained unchanged, after making a low +and respectful courtesy, began with some hesitation, "that she could +scarcely hope Mrs. Morgan would still bear in mind the childish +playmate of Mrs. Mellicent Hilton,--Amy, the daughter of old Rachael +Evans, of Poole Castle." + +"What, Amy, the Queen of the May! is it you, my old friend?" exclaimed +Mrs. Morgan, holding out her hand with the frankness she brought from +the Montgomeryshire valley, unimpaired by the intercourse she had since +had with the world. "Oh! I have often wished to see you again, and +often thought what happy hours we have passed together, when we have +laughed even to tears without knowing wherefore, and sung for very want +of thought and care. But, my good Amy, your looks speak that, since +those days, you have been made acquainted with thought and care. Your +countenance is sorrowful. Is your mother, the good Rachael, well? And +David?--How comes it you are still Amy Evans? Have you been cruel after +all?" + +"Alas, madam! my poor mother has been dead these two years; she scarce +survived her mistress more than a few weeks: but they were both in +years; and the good Duke of Powis allowed her to be buried in his own +family vault, and she lies near her honoured mistress, the duchess. +And as to David, my dear Mrs. Mellicent, I have not thought of him +for many and many a year; I should esteem it beneath me to pine for +him! He showed the truth of the old saying, 'out of sight, out of +mind;' and I shall never be the one to prove an old proverb false!" +answered Amy, with a flash of her former spirit. "But, madam, I have +other cares, and heavier ones, upon my mind. My dear mistress the good +Countess of Nithsdale's lord is in prison, with the other lords whom +they call rebels, and my lady and I have rode to London to attend +him, and, as I hope, to be of some service to him. But we are nearly +strangers in London; and I thought, madam, that for old acquaintance +sake, perhaps, you would stand our friend. I knew Mr. Morgan was much +about the palace; and they say, madam," she continued, smiling, "there +is nothing like a friend at court; and so I made bold to come to you at +once. I thought, also, you could perhaps inform us where we might lodge +respectably, and yet privately; for her grace the Duchess of Montrose +warned my lady not to live in state, but to keep private." + +"Alas! good Amy, I fear you are come on a sad errand," answered Mrs. +Morgan, with a serious countenance. "I fear that the Earl of Nithsdale +is one whose fate is sealed. I hear no talk of mercy being extended +towards him. So staunch a Catholic!--so influential a man on the +borders of Scotland and England!--so forward as his family have ever +been in support of the exiled race! Alas, for your poor mistress! Is +she much attached to him?" + +"Oh, madam!" exclaimed Amy, with a face of consternation, "it will kill +my mistress if anything happens to my lord! I am sure, quite sure, she +could not outlive him," she continued, wringing her hands; "you never, +madam, saw such love as hers; it is not like anything else that ever I +heard of. I am sure, when I see how she hangs upon my lord's words--how +she honours and reveres him--how she watches his looks, and lives but +for him--I cannot think I ever cared anything at all about David. And +you, madam, you were very partial to Mr. Morgan; and I well remember +you were resolved to have him" (Mrs. Morgan smiled); "but still your +love was not like my poor mistress's!" + +"Poor soul!" said Mrs. Morgan; "what can I do for her? I would serve +her, or any one in such distress, if I knew how I could do so. More +especially, I would gladly serve any one whom you seem to love so +dearly." + +"I do indeed love my dear lady with my whole heart, and no one who +knows her excellence could do otherwise." + +"Well, dear Amy, you may count on my exerting what little influence I +may possess; and Mr. Morgan is so kind, I am sure he will assist us, +if he can. In the mean time, I can tell you of a worthy family with +whom your mistress might be comfortably and respectably lodged. I will +see Mrs. Mills to-morrow; her house is not far removed from the Tower, +which would, I think, be a recommendation to the Countess of Nithsdale; +and she is a gentle, kind soul, who will be ready to weep with your +lady, and will never wound her by a thoughtless or indiscreet word." + +Amy Evans's countenance brightened. "I was right," she exclaimed, +"when I told the countess the world might work great changes, but it +would be indeed a great one if Mrs. Mellicent Hilton had not still +the kindest heart that ever beat. I feared I was making very bold, +and was presuming too much upon the freedom permitted in childhood, +when I ventured to come to you; but I thought time could never have +hardened such feelings as yours, so as to make you resent the liberty +I was taking. In my honoured lady's name, and my own, receive our most +grateful thanks, madam;" and Amy kissed the hand which Mrs. Morgan +cordially extended towards her. + +"I will see Mrs. Mills to-morrow morning; and then, with the Countess +of Nithsdale's permission, I will wait on her, and inform her what +arrangements I have been able to make." + +"Our blessings on you, dear madam!" repeated Amy, as she took her +leave, and hastened back to meet her lady upon her return from the +Duchess of Montrose. + +Lady Nithsdale listened with gratitude to all that Amy told her; and +the kindness they had both met with on their several missions proved +the best cordial which could be administered to feelings so tried as +hers had been. Exhausted nature, however, claimed its rights, and she +slept. The bodily fatigue which caused sleep,-- + + "Tir'd nature's sweet restorer, balmy sleep," + +to give a respite to the workings of her mind, may have assisted in +enabling her to bear all that awaited her. + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + The less I may be blest with her company, the more I will retire to + God, and my owne heart, whence no malice can banish her. My enemies + may envy, but they can never deprive me of the enjoyment of her + virtues, while I enjoy myself.--_Eikon Basiliké._ + +As the day began to dawn, and the grey winter light gradually illumed +the narrow dirty streets, which the remains of snow rendered more than +usually dreary, the Countess of Nithsdale wound her way to the Tower. + +It was still too early to gain admittance, or even to be allowed to +speak with the porter. The gates were not yet opened: she stood and +gazed till her feelings were almost intolerably excited, and then +she paced up and down with a quick and hurried step, till, abruptly +stopping, she pressed the arm of her faithful companion, Amy, and +pointing to the antique building, she cried, in an accent of despair, +"He is there, Amy, he is there, and I cannot be with him!" + +Amy looked with awe and vague fear at the spot, which, from our cradle, +is united in our minds with the ideas of murder, the scaffold, open +executions, and secret assassination. She trembled at the certainty +that her dear master actually lay within its fearful precincts; and she +turned an eye of commiseration on her lady, to think that she was, in +sober truth, an actress in one of those tragedies of which we are apt +to hear and read as of fictitious horrors. + +They gazed upon the thick and muddy water of the moat, upon the lofty +wall which rose on the other side, and in which the inhabitants, of +whose dwellings it formed a part, had here and there opened windows, +added gabled roofs, and pieced the ancient rough stone-work with brick +additions of their own. This patch-work took off from its antiquity and +solemnity, without imparting to such a building any air of comfort. On +the contrary, it spoke of long residence within the narrow limits of a +prison. + +At length the clock struck the appointed hour, and she hastened to the +gates to solicit an interview with the Lieutenant of the Tower. + +After some delay, the request was granted, when she received the +answer the Duchess of Montrose had led her to anticipate. The orders +were most strict that none should be allowed to visit the prisoners +before the day appointed for pronouncing sentence upon them; but hopes +were held out to her that she might obtain permission to share Lord +Nithsdale's confinement. + +Had it not been for the duchess's caution, it is more than probable she +would gladly have accepted the conditions: for to feel herself so near +him, and yet to be withheld from seeing him;--to know that he was in +solitude and sadness, looking only for her company to cheer him, and +to refuse to share his prison;--to turn away when she had it in her +power to look upon his face, to hear again that soft, deep, melodious +voice,--alas! it was a sore trial! But she was firm in adhering to her +resolution. Such, however, was her agitation, that as she tottered +from the lieutenant's apartments, some of the soldiers, moved with +compassion, offered her a seat for a few moments in the guard-room. +One kindly brought her a cup of water, for which she did not fail to +show her gratitude by deeds as well as words. He accompanied her to +the outer gate; and she succeeded so well in working on his feelings +of kindness and of self-interest, that she obtained from him a promise +to exert himself in her behalf, and an assurance that when he was on +guard, he would not watch too narrowly which way she passed. + +With many a lingering look towards the dismal edifice, she tore herself +away, but it was not without a hope of compassing by stealth the +interview which she had been refused. + +She hastened to her appointment with the duchess, when she did not +fail to tell her how faithfully she had obeyed her injunctions, how +resolutely she had even turned from his prison gates, when her heart +burned to rush to her husband; but at the same time she imparted to +her the hopes she entertained of seeing him through the means of the +kind-hearted guard. + +"If all that is said be true," answered the duchess archly, "it is not +so difficult to gain access to the prisoners; a golden key is often +more potent than an iron bar! Meantime, I would advise your exerting +all the influence you may possess with my Lord Townshend and the Duke +of Richmond. My husband tells me they are both likely to advocate +measures of severity; and yet I should hope the Duke of Richmond would +remember that the Earl of Derwentwater is his kinsman. The Earls of +Danby and of Nottingham I spoke with last night, and I trust with good +effect. They both promised they would second any petition from the +prisoners. Some will certainly be pardoned; but, dearest cousin, we +must exert ourselves to the utmost, and yet our zeal must be tempered +with discretion. The earl your husband has, as I told you, many +enemies; and I should be a false friend did I not confess to you that +he is not one of those who are likely to be most leniently dealt with." +Lady Nithsdale clasped her hands with such an expression of anguish +that the duchess hastened to add, "But I know not, neither can any +one know, in truth, what will be the sentence of the court. 'Tis all +conjecture." + +"But why, O why, should conjecture be unfavourable to my lord?" + +"Nay, I cannot say. It may be--a Catholic,--his property on the very +borders of the two countries,--his family so long attached to the +Stuarts;--but all may yet be well. Circumstances may arise in his +favour. Should the sentence be--be such as to blast our hopes,--they +speak of a petition to be signed by the prisoners." + +"My lord will never put his name to anything that may savour of +dishonour. I know not what this petition may prove; but if it is +such as should change any sentence that may have passed, I marvel if +it can be such as it would become my lord to sign,--or such"--she +added emphatically,--"or such as I could wish him to sign:" her voice +broke, and she burst into tears at thus, as it were, with her own lips +pronouncing his doom. "His life," she continued, as if to justify +herself for what she had uttered, "must not be preserved at the price +of honour!" and her delicate form reared itself, and her eye glanced +upwards, as if to seek from Heaven the strength she so much needed. + +The duchess sighed. "What a noble spirit," she thought, "is probably +destined to be crushed! what a generous heart, in all probability, will +be condemned to drink the bitter cup of sorrow to the very dregs!" She +cast her dark bright eyes on the ground to conceal her emotion. + +Lady Nithsdale saw the tears glistening in her eye-lashes: "You weep, +cousin! you are weeping for me! Alas! alas! you know his doom. You +know the counsels of those in power; and you know that they are his +inveterate foes. You fear to tell me that you know it!" + +"On my honour, I know nothing," repeated the duchess with solemnity; +"but surely we all suspect and fear enough to draw tears from drier +eyes and harder hearts than mine. My dear cousin knows of old, that +a little thing will move me to smile, or to weep; so you must not +augur ill from my childish weakness, but set it down to the account of +Christian Montrose's variable temperament:" and she strove to smile +through the tears which now flowed every moment faster down her cheeks. + +After some farther consultation between the friends they parted, and +at dusk Lady Nithsdale again repaired to the Tower. The accommodating +guard was in attendance. He quickly and silently admitted her through +the wicket. As she passed under the first archway, she fancied she +perceived another muffled female figure who glided quietly on, as +if accustomed to the way. The sight re-assured her, as it seemed to +confirm what the duchess had told her of the potency of a golden key. +In silence she crossed the bridge over the moat: she looked fearfully +on all sides, dreading lest each form she saw might be that of some +guard more strict in the performance of his duty; and doubting whether +in a few moments she might be blessed with the sight of her husband, or +whether she might be driven forth despairing to her desolate lodging. + +When on the bridge, the masts of the vessels lying in the Thames were +visible over the parapet. She could just distinguish them dark against +the sky. She cast towards them a lingering look, and thought, "O that +we were together on board the meanest of those vessels; together, on +our way to life and liberty!" + +They emerged from the gloom of the second archway, and keeping under +the shadow of the southern wall, they passed, what seemed to her, a +considerable distance between the lofty buildings. "Those are the +warders' apartments," whispered the guard, pointing to the high wall +to the north: "'Tis there that most of the rebels have their lodgings; +go straight on, till you get to the Traitor's gate,--there, to the +right,"--she shuddered as the word was uttered, and looked fearfully as +he directed to the portals which are only opened to admit a prisoner, +but never to send him forth to freedom;--"when you get there, turn to +your left through the Bloody Tower,"--a more icy chill ran through her +veins;--"then to your left again, up the steps, and you will see a girl +who will lead you where you wish to go. I must not be seen any farther +than this spot. I shall be on guard just an hour longer. Be sure you +do not linger beyond that time, or you will never make your way out +of this dismal place; and as for me! I shall pay a heavy price for my +good-nature." + +"Would I could adequately reward you for your charity!" answered the +countess, pouring gold into his hand;--"but Heaven will not forget this +deed of mercy!" + +She found the girl upon the steps, as she had been led to expect, and +she immediately followed her to a door about the centre of the building +to the south of the court, when, bidding her wait for a moment, the +girl disappeared. Lady Nithsdale trembled from head to foot: her heart +seemed almost to stop its pulsations, so agonising was the fear that +now, on the very threshold, something might occur to disappoint her +hopes. + +Intense as was her anxiety to see her husband, as the moment actually +approached, a dread came over her at the notion of seeing him under +such circumstances. Her thoughts were painfully broken in upon by +the sounds of merriment and revelry which burst from one of the +neighbouring windows--loud songs and shouts of laughter! They jarred +upon her ear as something out of tune, unfitting for the place or +season, and she wondered how gaolers could be so devoid of feeling as +to indulge in noisy jollity, within hearing of their prisoners. + +The young girl quickly returned. + +"This is the moment, madam. The guards are all engaged; they are going +to convey those prisoner lords, whom you may hear carousing within, +back to their several apartments; and now you can slip up unperceived." + +"The axe suspended over their heads," thought Lady Nithsdale, "and this +unseemly recklessness! and shall such as they find mercy, while my +lord----" + +In a few seconds she had mounted the narrow stairs; passed the outer +room, which was at that moment vacant; and the young maiden having +gently unbolted the farther door, she found herself in her husband's +presence! + +He was reading by a dimly burning candle, and started at the sound +of footsteps; but before he could ascertain the cause of this +interruption, his wife was on his bosom, her arms were around his neck. + +"I am here! I am with you at last! It is your own Winifred!" she +exclaimed. + +"Then Heaven has mercy still in store for me!" he replied. + +For a few moments neither could speak. Words seemed all inadequate to +express the strong emotions of joy, and of grief, which struggled in +their hearts. The Earl of Nithsdale, whose mind was chastened, whose +feelings were tempered by long confinement, was the first to recover +his self-possession. "Now I see you, my love, I am indeed no longer +comfortless! Oh, Winifred! I have passionately longed for this blessed +moment! It is five long months since we parted, love;--I have counted +the days, the hours;--there has not been one in which I have not +required your gentle strength, your trusting patience, to support me +or to soothe me. Thanks be to Heaven that has vouchsafed to me once +more the joy of beholding you!"--and he lifted her gently from his +shoulder, on which her head had sunk.--"And now let me look upon that +dear face, and from those pure and holy eyes draw faith, submission, +and resignation." He gazed upon her for some moments with a tenderness, +which, as he gazed, increased in intensity. "Alas!" he suddenly +exclaimed, and flinging his arms upon the table, he hid his face in +his hands--"Alas! it is not thus I shall learn to submit cheerfully +to my fate! To see you once again!--to hear that voice--to press that +beloved form once more to my heart--to feel that if my life were +spared, it would be to pass that life with you, for you! oh! this does +not reconcile one to what must be----" Then checking himself, he added, +in a calmer tone, "But are you well, my love? you have not suffered on +your journey? And the children?--you hear of them? I know not how it +has fared with them for many, many weeks. Poor innocents!"--And the +thought that he should never see them more, made his voice quiver as he +spoke. + +"Oh, they are well, and safe, and happy, in health and freedom, in a +more favoured land than this!" + +He looked up, and a smile illumined his features; but by the dim light +of the solitary taper his countenance looked wan, and the last few +months had left deep traces of care upon his brow. + +"You are ill!" she exclaimed in affright; "you must be ill." + +"Nay," he replied, with gentleness, "my health is unimpaired; and now +my Winifred is come, my spirits will soon be cheered." + +"Alas! I have seen you pale before, and I have seen you sad; but never, +never did I see you look thus!" + +"Time will do its own work, dearest! and I am older by some months than +when you saw me last. My Winifred must not quarrel with her husband," +he added, smiling, "because age steals upon him with no gentle hand. +Oh! is it not our wish, our most earnest wish, my love," he continued, +with solemnity and tenderness, "to see each other grow old? And do you +not think that if we should be spared to each other, years would only +rivet still closer the bonds which unite us; that for every charm which +may depart with youth, there would arise a thousand recollections of +mutual kindnesses, mutual sufferings, ay, and mutual joys, (for we have +known many days of happiness,) which would still render us more dear, +one to the other? Methinks that when that delicate form shall have +lost its roundness," and he passed his arm around her slender waist; +"and when those eyes shall have lost their brilliancy, and that clear +forehead its smoothness; when these soft curls," and he pressed to his +lips one of the two or three long curls which, according to the fashion +of the time, were suffered to fall on her neck,--"when these soft brown +curls shall be mixed with grey--that my Winifred would be, if possible, +more precious to my heart than she is even now; for I should remember +that those eyes have been dimmed with tears for me, that smooth brow +care-worn on my account." Lady Nithsdale wept softly, unresistingly; +she struggled not against her tears, for she was almost unconscious +that they flowed. "Should those blessed days ever come to us, Winifred, +the recollection of this hour will be sweet; and should there be no +future for me----" + +"There will be none for me," she quickly interposed; "I feel assured," +and she pressed her hand against her heart--"I feel assured, there +would be none for me!" + +"Hush, hush, dearest!--remember the children; they must not be +orphans:--but we will not unnerve ourselves. I have still much to hear: +as yet I have thought but of myself,--I blush that private feeling +should so wholly have engrossed me. Did you see the king? for thus I +must still call him, though I well see that he is fated never to rule +over this land. And I begin to think that it might not be for the +general weal that he should do so. The sight, the actual sight of civil +war, makes one view matters in a different light." + +"Yes, my dearest lord, I waited on his majesty at Scone; for I imagined +you would have wished me so to do." + +"Assuredly, assuredly!" + +"Though many whom we believed to be his most faithful adherents heeded +not the summons to attend him, I thought that my dear lord would be the +more anxious I should not be backward in my service." + +"My Winifred judged of my feelings as she is ever wont. And did the +king receive you graciously?" + +"Yes, graciously; they told me most graciously: but I know not how it +was; he seemed ill at case, suffering in body and in mind. He said as +much, I suppose, as is usual and fitting; and yet, methought, under the +circumstances, there lacked something of that warmth which might have +relighted the expiring flame of loyalty in one's bosom." + +"The expiring flame of loyalty in your bosom, my Winifred? If I had +spoken so, having seen all I have seen!" + +"Oh! but I have seen enough! I passed through the blackened ruins of +the burned villages,--burned by his own orders. I saw the houseless +inhabitants of what once were flourishing and happy homes; I saw the +helpless children perishing in the snow, the old and the infirm without +a shelter; I saw the desolated fields; and I had heard--oh! I had +heard how the noblest of the land had been treated on their approach +to this city, and I felt that it was for his sake that my husband had +been pinioned, that his hands hail been tied with cords; for his sake +that he had been exposed to the gibes of the multitude! And there he +stood, cold and unmoved, and 'hoped my good lord's health continued +unimpaired!' Oh! at that moment my loyalty died within me! and I +felt--oh! how agonisingly did I feel--that we had sacrificed all for +one who was little worthy of the sacrifice!" + +"Alas! I have, as you know, long feared that such was the case. His +spirit has been early crushed, and it does not possess the elasticity +to spring up again. They still retain Perth. Do they expect to hold it?" + +"The proclamation orders that a public thanksgiving for King James's +safe arrival should take place on the 26th; but there were vague +rumours that the Earl of Mar had resolved to evacuate the town; still +these were only rumours." + +"A thanksgiving for his safe arrival!" Lord Nithsdale repeated with +a faint sad smile; "one for his safe departure would be more to the +purpose, I fear. Did you see the king but once?" + +"It was on my return from Scone I received the good duchess's letter, +and you may well imagine I did not linger on the way." + +"Some one told me the roads were impassable from the snow; that all +carriages were stopped, and that even the post was delayed; so I did +not look for you to cheer me yet." + +"I rode from York," she replied, "with Walter Elliot and our faithful +Amy Evans." + +"You, Winifred, who never could be persuaded to mount the gentlest and +best-paced palfrey!" + +"Oh! I forgot those foolish fears, those fears which were bred of too +much happiness, and of being too tenderly cared for; I never thought of +any fear but one--that of being delayed on my journey." + +"My own love! that soul of thine will ever have the mastery over that +fragile form." + +"Hark! The clock strikes. I have but a few moments more. The hour is +wearing away. I have seen the duchess, and she has told me to whom I +must most strenuously apply; and she has warned me that I must not +do what, as you may well believe, my heart would prompt,--share your +prison. I must be at liberty to act in your service: but I have bribed +a kindly guard, and he will admit me when it is possible. I understand +others, without the holy claim I have, gain access to some within +the walls: so trust me, I shall soon be here again; and, as I hope, +with news to cheer us both." Lord Nithsdale shook his head slightly, +but then, with an assumed cheerfulness, listened to what she had to +communicate. "Lord Danby and Lord Nottingham are friendly; the Duke of +Richmond, though not friendly, cannot be forward in the prosecution, +related as he is to Lord Derwentwater; and I feel persuaded the next +news from Scotland will be such as to quiet the fears of government." + +"And is the time come when one calculates upon the failure of the cause +to which oneself and all one's house have ever been devoted?" + +"Nay! can I now think of any cause but my own dear lord's? such days +are past, and gone forever! To accomplish all that may he compassed +with honour is now my first, my only object!" and she tore herself from +the husband who, whatever might be her devotion to him, repaid her with +the love and reverence he might feel for a guardian angel. + +She was gone! He remained in his solitude, gazing upon the door through +which she had disappeared, and almost doubting whether he had been +blessed with her actual presence, or whether it had not been a cheering +vision vouchsafed to him in mercy. + +How often had he thought that were she near to console and to support +him, he could meet his fate without a murmur. He fancied that the +bitterest part of his present condition was the entire separation +from her who was the partner of all his feelings, the depositary of +his sorrows, the sharer of his anxieties. But alas! while life was so +dreary, so joyless, so irksome, it was far less precious to him than +when the sight of her had brought before him all he was to lose. He was +sad, hopeless, resigned before. He felt that, if wrong, he had not been +wilfully so in the course he had pursued; he consoled himself with the +reflection that no stain could rest on his fair fame; that, though his +name might be attainted, he left behind him to his children a character +of unblemished honour. He had deliberately, and with little hope of any +better result than the present, upheld the pretensions of the prince +for whom he was now suffering; and he felt it would not become him to +repine at an event to which he had always looked forward as probable. + +An honourable death in battle, a more awful one on the scaffold, or at +best an eternal banishment, were the alternatives which he had ever +contemplated; and he thought he had schooled his mind to acquiesce +calmly in the fulfilment of that which awaited him, although it might +be the least welcome of the three. + +Once more to see his beloved wife, to pour forth all his thoughts +and feelings into her bosom, to deliver to her his last injunctions +concerning his children, to arrange with her some plan for her future +life, to give and to receive the last adieux, and then placidly and +composedly to lay his head upon the block,--such had been the course in +which he had guided his feelings and his reflections. + +He had seen her! He had felt how dearly he was loved! He had felt what +charms life still possessed for him! He had also felt how utterly +impossible it was that she could ever acquiesce as he did in his fate, +how completely her happiness was bound up in his! And where were +now the resignation,--the cheerful submission,--the philosophical +indifference with which he had brought himself to anticipate his +probable sentence? + +Never since the first night he had become an inmate of the Tower, had +he experienced such a struggle of conflicting feelings! The picture +which he had himself drawn of the gradual approach of age, of the +happiness of descending hand in hand into the vale of years, had +awakened a desire of life which he had hoped no longer lurked within +his bosom, and it required the aid of prayer to subdue, and all the +pride of man to conceal, the agitation of his mind. + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + It is God's indulgence which gives me the space, but man's cruelty + that gives me the sad occasion for these thoughts.--_Eikon Basiliké._ + +The greater part of the night which succeeded the Earl of Nithsdale's +interview with his wife, was spent by him in restlessly measuring with +hasty strides the mean apartment to which he was confined. + +In the morning he obtained permission to refresh himself by walking +on the leads over the warders' lodgings, an indulgence occasionally +granted to the prisoners. + +The fresher air, all chilly as it was, and loaded with London smoke, +revived him; and as he paced the narrow limits, his eye turned +involuntarily towards the vessels which crowded the river up to +London Bridge. As he watched, he saw one who sesails were beginning +to be unfurled, while all was bustle, hurry, and confusion on board: +she was getting under weigh, and he sighed to think how impossible to +be surmounted were the obstacles which interposed between him and the +vessel which seemed so near. + +His eye dropped, and rested on the Traitor's Gate, and he almost +thought he once more heard the jarring sound of the iron bolts and bars +which had closed behind him. + +As his eye passed on, it was arrested by the Bloody Tower, which, as +some say, was the spot in which the tragic murder of the young princes +was enacted. "They knew not the pains of life," he thought, "neither +knew they its joys! They knew not that mutual affection which so +painfully yet so sweetly attaches one to existence! But there," and he +looked upon the stone which marks the place where Lord Guildford Dudley +and Lady Jane Grey were executed,--"there did two pure creatures, bound +to each other by every holy tie of faith and love, yield up their +innocent spirits. They who had scarcely tasted of happiness,--the cup +was snatched from their lips ere they could fully know its sweetness! +They would have esteemed themselves most blessed, could they have been +assured of as many years of mutual affection, of wedded bliss, as I +have already enjoyed. Alas for ye, innocent victims of the ambition of +others! when I remember you, I must not repine! And there, again!" as +his thoughts followed the objects on which his eye dwelt,--"that was +the prison of the unfortunate Anne Boleyn,--wounded in her affections, +in her honour,--pampered with flattery, surrounded with pomp, enervated +by splendour, only to be the more cruelly and suddenly plunged into +the depths of misery and disgrace. No! no! I must not repine!"--and he +again schooled his mind to resignation and submission. "I have neither +met with falsehood nor with ingratitude! my honour is not impeached! I +must not, will not, repine!" + +Lady Nithsdale meanwhile was not inactive. She visited the Countesses +of Derwentwater and Wintoun; and they agreed that, should the sentence +not prove favourable, they would together present a petition to +parliament, and in the intervening space of time that each should exert +her private influence with those in power, to win as many as possible +to their interest. + +She visited her husband's cousin, the Duchess of Buccleugh, and +obtained the duke's promise to present a petition should the necessity +occur; and having taken every measure that prudence could dictate, she +had but to await in tremulous anxiety the sentence which was to be +pronounced on the 9th of February. + +She frequently contrived to see her lord, though she was always obliged +to do so by stealth. These visits, although so ardently desired by +both, were to both hours of bitter anguish. + +The Earl of Nithsdale, fully aware of the feeling which prevailed +against him, anticipated but too justly the sentence which would be +pronounced, and could not bring himself to echo the hopeful sentiments +with which his wife buoyed up her spirits; neither had he the heart +fully to express to her his own more gloomy apprehensions. + +He listened to the details of all she had done, and all she projected, +with a gentle, hopeless gratitude, which saddened and dispirited her; +although she could not, she would not, adopt his view of the subject. + +This produced a certain reserve. She felt he restrained his own +feelings for her sake, that he smothered the anticipations of which +she could not endure to hear the utterance; and the open communion +of thought was at an end! She dared not allude to the future, his +countenance so plainly expressed there was no future for him; and they +both shrunk from a recurrence to the joys of that dear home which +neither hoped again to inhabit. + +To a third person it would often have appeared strange that, under such +circumstances, a wedded pair, so devotedly attached, should be able to +dwell at such length upon the public affairs of the day, and to discuss +with so much interest the movements in Scotland. + +But the earl could not be indifferent as to what befel the prince to +whom he had sacrificed himself; while Lady Nithsdale, on the contrary, +since her interview with the Chevalier, in which her feelings had +been so little gratified, had looked on him as the unworthy object +for which her happiness had been wrecked. As her sorrows pressed more +heavily upon her, she felt more and more that he had seemed careless +of the sufferings of others. As her fears increased, and as her hopes +diminished, she more and more resented the cold inquiry after "the +health of the earl her husband;" and the behaviour, which at the time +had only seemed measured and unsatisfactory, assumed, as she dwelt upon +it, the character of selfish hardness. + +Alas! the keen edge of sensibility must have been blunted long ere +this in the heart of the unfortunate Chevalier de St. George! Inured +to misfortune, he appears to have been stupified by it. With the +resolution already taken to evacuate Perth, three days after that +appointed for the general thanksgiving, did the infatuated prince carry +on the pageant of royalty. + +The address then offered up--"O Lord, who hast preserved and brought +back our dread sovereign King James safely into his own dominions, to +the comfort of all those who, in obedience to thy holy word, 'fear +God and honour the king'"--could to none present have appeared a more +sickening mockery than to the dispirited, despairing descendant of a +hundred kings. + +Surrounded by a scanty train of heart-broken attendants, in the midst +of those very counsellors who had declared the absolute necessity of +abandoning the only town of importance which they yet held,--the very +spot where they were assembled in prayer and thanksgiving,--did he +listen to the words, "Bow the hearts of all his subjects as one man, so +that they may only contend who shall be the first to bring the king to +his own house." + +When, upon the approach of the Duke of Argyle, a vague rumour arose, +that it was purposed to retire before the enemy without striking a +blow, the indignation of the Highlanders knew no bounds. The love of +fighting, inherent in that hardy race, had caused them to look forward +with joy and alacrity to the desperate conflict which they imagined to +be approaching. + +But when they found that the unwelcome report was only too true grief +and disappointment turned all to rage, and they assailed their officers +as they passed in the streets with every species of reproach. + +"What can we do?" was the answer of one who was supposed to be +intimately acquainted with the counsels of the Earl of Mar. + +"Do!" replied the Highlander. "Let us do that for which we were called +in arms, which certainly was not to run away." + +Nor was the retreat carried into effect without meeting with strenuous +and vehement opposition, even in the council of the Chevalier; +although, after much violence of discussion, at length it was agreed by +the majority, that to attempt the defence of Perth would be an act of +desperate chivalry. + +To appease the feelings of those who appeared most irritated, it was +given out that a halt was to take place at Aberdeen, where supplies of +foreign troops were expected. + +It was on the 30th of January, the anniversary of his grandfather's +martyrdom, that the Chevalier's Highland army filed off upon the ice, +which, as the Earl of Mar had anticipated, rendered the Tay, if of no +avail as a protection, no impediment to the movement which he even then +projected. + +The town was immediately occupied by a body of the Duke of Argyle's +dragoons. The Chevalier arrived at the sea-port town of Montrose, from +whence it was his intention to make his escape by sea. To mask his +design of thus relinquishing his ill-concerted attempt, and abandoning +the faithful few who still adhered to him, his equipage and horses +were brought out before the gate of his lodgings, and his guards were +mounted as if to proceed on the journey to Aberdeen. + +But before the hour appointed for the march, James had secretly gained +the shore, and, accompanied by the Earl of Mar, had safely reached a +small vessel which had been prepared for their reception. Thus did +he for the second time abandon the shores of that land over which so +many of his ancestors had reigned, and in which so many of them had +given proofs of personal prowess and manly courage. As some of his +cotemporaries have observed, the only purpose accomplished by this +expedition seems to have been that of bringing off in safety his +general, the Earl of Mar. + +On General Gordon devolved the unwelcome and difficult task of leading +to Aberdeen the remains of the Highland army, who were only restrained +from acts of insubordination by knowing that the Duke of Argyle's +forces hung upon their rear. At Aberdeen a sealed letter, which +had been entrusted to General Gordon, was opened according to the +Chevalier's instructions. In this, after expressing his thanks for the +faithful services of his adherents, he gave them full permission to +treat with the enemy, or to disperse to their several homes, as might +best suit the exigency of the moment. + +Thus ended the rebellion, which proved so fatal to many of the noblest +houses both of England and Scotland! And the Countess of Nithsdale felt +almost relieved when each day brought intelligence of the hopeless +condition of the insurgents; for she judged, not unwisely, that the +less cause there remained to fear them, the less need would there exist +of intimidating them by measures of severity. + +The 9th of February, on which day the lords were to receive their +sentence in Westminster Hall, was fast approaching. On the 8th, Lady +Nithsdale passed some hours with her husband. The hopes to which she +had so long and so pertinaciously clung had gradually given way before +the cold and constrained demeanour with which all her inquiries and +intercessions had been met. Evasive answers, professions of inability +to be of service to her under the present circumstances, declarations +that they must not flatter her, were all the satisfaction she could +procure from those who might be supposed to know the probable decision +of the court. + +The earl, always hopeless, looked upon the worn and anxious countenance +of his wife, till every feeling for himself was lost in commiseration +for her wretchedness: "It will be better for you, my love, when it is +all over." + +"What mean you?" she replied quickly, wilfully misapprehending his +meaning, which it would have been too painful to comprehend, and +vaguely trusting that he would not dare to explain his thoughts more +clearly. + +"I only mean, this state of suspense, dearest Winifred, has almost worn +you out. I shall be glad when the morrow is past, for any certainty is +preferable to suspense; though," he added in a lower tone, "I cannot +say it is suspense that I feel." + +"Spare me, spare me!" she said; "to-morrow is soon enough! But there is +hope!--There must be hope! Man is not a wild beast that he should find +pleasure in destruction! When self-preservation no longer impels to +cruelty, human sympathies will again influence the heart. James's hasty +retreat must set their fears at rest. I must--I will hope!" + +"Against all reason, dearest!" he added, with a smile, taking her +cold passive hand in his. "My Winifred's firm and well-ordered mind +has always hitherto been the stay and the support of mine: it has +been from her gentle lips that I have learned true piety and real +submission; from her that I have learned, or tried to learn, to bend +my will to the decrees of Providence! Her support will not now, in my +utmost need, be withdrawn from me! she will not make my task more hard! +neither will she say or do aught that shall unsettle my mind, or render +me unfit for what is to be done to-morrow. She would not have her +husband appear in Westminster Hall before his assembled peers, before +the court, and before the people of England, with excited feelings and +nerves unstrung! And trust me, when I gaze on you, it is no easy task +to face death with composure, and to brace my mind to hear unmoved the +sentence which awaits me to-morrow. The love of life, of life with +you, is only too strong within this bosom. Speak not to me of hope! I +must not admit the notion; but speak to me of that heaven where we may +be re-united! Tell me that by unrepining submission I may best make +myself worthy of once more meeting you, my love; tell me that life is +short, and that we have already enjoyed many years of happiness; that +we have already mounted the hill, that we must soon descend it; that +probably we have known the best years of our existence; that before us +may be a future of sickness, sorrow, suffering,--the death of friends! +the loss of children!" He paused; then overcome with pity, he added, +in a broken voice, "Alas, alas! and shall your gentleness be left to +meet these sorrows alone? to buffet with fortune alone? Oh, my poor, +poor Winifred! pardon me for having indulged in such sad anticipations; +pardon me for having pictured sorrows which can only be alleviated +by being shared! for sickness would not to me be suffering if tended +by you! grief would lose half its sting if you were near to whisper +consolation; and who but the beloved of one's heart can administer +comfort under the other deprivations to which I so cruelly alluded? +Alas for you, my poor, poor Winifred!" + +And the composure which he had so striven to preserve completely gave +way when he thus painted to himself the desolation of her whom he +should leave behind. He pressed the hand he still held to his lips; and +the tears which he could no longer restrain, fell fast upon it. + +"Hush, hush! not another word," she said; "I will speak neither words +of hope nor fear! my own noble lord shall bear himself in the sight +of his fellows as it is fitting he should. No weakness of mine shall +enervate that manly mind; though my heart-strings crack, I will be +composed and firm. And now we will part for the night; we will each +to our prisons: prayer and solitude will best strengthen us for the +morrow. Should your anticipations prove only too correct, there is yet +much to be done, and I will seek confidence and calmness from that +Heaven who will, I trust, take thee this night, and ever, into its holy +keeping!" + +"Amen to thy good wishes, love!" + + +END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. + + + + +VOLUME THE SECOND. + +WINIFRED, COUNTESS OF NITHSDALE. + +(CONTINUED.) + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + The heroine assumed the woman's place, + Confirm'd her mind, and fortified her face. + + _Dryden._ + +When Lady Nithsdale arrived at her lodgings, she there found Mrs. +Morgan, who from the moment she first, through Amy Evans's means, +became acquainted with her, had proved herself a kind friend, and a +strenuous and efficient agent. + +As the countess entered the apartment, the haggard expression of her +countenance struck the little party of friends who had been awaiting +her return. Amy hastened to support her lady, whose steps appeared +to totter as she advanced. "Thanks, dear Amy; but I need not your +assistance," she replied, with a forced composure: "I am not ill, my +good girl; I do not need these attentions; I am well and strong. You do +not know how strong I am!" + +"Would not your ladyship be better near the fire?" inquired Mrs. Mills, +rising from her chair; "the evening is chilly." + +"Disturb not yourself, my good friend; I am well here;" replied Lady +Nithsdale, sinking into a seat. + +"How fares it with my lord, madam?--Is he of good cheer?" + +"Well, Amy, right well; he is well in health, and will bear himself +gallantly to-morrow, as the grandson of the brave defender of +Caerlaverock castle should bear himself," answered the countess, +with a forced air of resolution; for she had employed Mrs. Morgan to +procure for her a seat in some obscure part of Westminster Hall, from +whence she might be a witness of the trial; and she feared, if she now +betrayed any weakness or emotion, even the yielding Mrs. Morgan might +not comply with her wishes. + +"And now I must ask my dear Mrs. Morgan, whether her friend the Earl of +Dorset has been as good as his word;--may we hope for seats in the Hall +to-morrow?" she inquired, in a tone which she meant should be steady. + +"Yes, dearest Lady Nithsdale; he says that if you really are resolved +upon being present, he can accommodate us; for you must allow me to +accompany you, and also our faithful Mrs. Evans; I could not allow you +to stir without her." + +"My dear Amy! no; I am too well assured of her affection not to be +always the better if she is near." Lady Nithsdale's eyes were for a +moment suffused, for it often happens that a slight emotion draws tears +which are frozen in their cells by stronger and deeper ones. "The spot +is a retired one, I trust; not within sight of the prisoners: I would +not that my lord should guess or suspect that I was present!"--she +clasped her hands,--"it might unman him; his voice might falter; his +lips might quiver; and the world might fancy it could be through fear! +Oh! he must not, must not see me!" she repeated with earnestness. + +"I thought of that," replied the considerate Mrs. Morgan, "and the +seats provided are near the door--a back entrance--through which you +may easily withdraw whenever you may see fit. But still I doubt whether +I am a true friend in assisting you in this business. I fear it is +rather yielding weakness, than true kindness, as my poor father used to +say.--The scene will be too much for you." + +"Did not Lady Russell act as her lord's secretary during his trial? +Woman's affection in her over-came woman's weakness. She wavered not, +she trembled not, at the time;--though afterwards she wept herself +blind!--And was her husband more worthy of a wife's devotion than is +mine? Did she, could she, love him with more passionate fervour than +I do my own dear, dear, noble lord?--Oh no! for she had loved before; +he was not the first and only object of the concentrated affection of +a whole life! She had been bound by previous ties! She had known joys +and sorrows unconnected with him; but I--my existence was a blank till +it was wound up in his! Depend upon it, dear Mrs. Morgan, what woman's +love has done, what woman's love can do, the love that warms this bosom +can accomplish! You need not doubt me. I will not expose myself, nor +you, to observation or remark." + +The colour had returned into her pale cheeks, her eye gleamed with a +holy brilliancy, her brow assumed an air of lofty resolution, and all +present felt assured that, however strong might be her feelings of +tenderness, she possessed the courage which could subdue them to her +will. + +The next day she found herself, as had been previously arranged, in +the seats prepared by the Earl of Dorset, who himself conducted them +through the crowd. The Earl of Pembroke also, who was nearly related to +the Powis family, was not wanting in every kindness and attention. + +The Countess of Nithsdale's deportment was perfectly collected. The +dress of the day, which allowed much of the form to be concealed by a +black silk mantle, and the face to be buried in the hood, enabled her +to escape all observation. + +A considerable time elapsed before those of whom the court was composed +were seated in their due order, and that the prisoners were summoned. +She had time to look round with awe upon the innumerable heads with +which the floor of the Hall seemed, as it were, to be paved. + +At one o'clock, the gates at the end of the vast and antique building +were thrown open, and the lords entered walking two and two. Then +followed the Garter King at arms, and other officers of the crown, in +their robes of state. Then the masters in chancery. The Lord Chancellor +Cowper, Lord High Steward on the occasion, walked alone, his train +being borne by his attendants to the wool-pack, on which he seated +himself. + +The peers then uncovered themselves; and they, as well as all others +present, stood uncovered during the time occupied by the reading of the +commission. + +All listened in breathless silence. The moment was awful in itself; but +the accompaniments of solemnity and state rendered it, if possible, +more so. + +When the commission was gone through, the serjeant-at-arms cried with a +loud voice, "God save the king!" + +These words excited an undefinable sensation in the bosom of Lady +Nithsdale. She felt in good sooth that he, in whom resided the power to +call together and to control the imposing assemblage before her, was +monarch of the realm. She felt that he, for whose sake they were placed +in their present desperate situation, had proved himself little worthy +of their devotion;--yet the words grated harshly on her ear,--her heart +still refused to acknowledge them. + +The herald, and gentleman usher of the black rod, after making three +reverences, kneeling, presented the white staff to his grace, who, +attended by the herald, black rod, and the seal-bearer, made his +proper reverences to the throne, and removed from the wool-pack to an +arm-chair which was placed on the uppermost step but one of the throne, +when, seating himself, he delivered the staff to the gentleman usher of +the black rod, who stood on his right hand, while the seal-bearer held +the purse, standing on the left. + +After a proclamation enjoining silence under pain of imprisonment, the +serjeant-at-arms proceeded: "Oyez! Oyez! Oyez! Lieutenant of the Tower +of London, bring forth your prisoners to the bar, according to the +order of the House of Lords to you directed." + +Each of these words fell, as it were, actually, palpably, knocking upon +Lady Nithsdale's heart. For a moment she wondered how she could have +willingly placed herself in her present situation; but she remembered +the strong motives she had to try her powers of self-command, and she +also remembered her promise to Mrs. Morgan, and she subdued the rising +tumult of her soul. + +Her companions, also breathless with anxiety, stole a fearful glance +towards her as the prisoners were brought to the bar by the deputy +governor of the Tower. When the axe, which was brought before them +by the gentleman jailer, first made its appearance, they saw Lady +Nithsdale for a moment close her eyes, as if unable to endure the +sight; but she recovered herself, and when her lord himself made his +appearance, her looks were so intently fixed upon him, that it may be +questioned whether her powers of vision took in any other object. + +The prisoners, when they approached the bar (after kneeling), bowed +to his grace the Lord High Steward, and to the House of Peers, which +compliment was returned to them both by his grace and by the House of +Peers. + +The Lord High Steward then ordered the articles of impeachment to be +read; after which, he asked them severally what they had to say for +themselves why judgment should not pass upon them according to law? + +Lord Derwentwater spoke at some length; and after him the Earl of +Nithsdale, and the Viscount Kenmure. They all pleaded guilty; but +expressed their hope that the assurances of clemency held out to them +at Preston would not prove fallacious. + +Lord Nithsdale concluded with professing, what his wife well knew he +spoke in sincerity and truth, that if mercy were extended towards him, +"he should, during the remainder of his life, pay the utmost duty and +gratitude to his most gracious majesty, and the highest veneration and +respect to their lordships and the honourable House of Commons." + +The Lord High Steward, who did not hear distinctly, inquired whether +the Earl of Nithsdale had pleaded anything in arrest of judgment; to +which the earl replied in a clear sonorous voice, whose mellow tones +seemed to thrill through the whole assembly, "No, my lords, I have not!" + +The Lord High Steward then stood up. Every breathing was hushed! +Such stillness reigned throughout the dense mass of living creatures +congregated within the spacious hall, that each rain-drop might be +heard as it pattered against the windows. But there came a singing, +rushing sound in Lady Nithsdale's ears: at first she could scarcely +distinguish the awful words which were slowly, clearly, solemnly +pronounced. + +"The sentence of the law must be the same as is usually given +against the meanest offenders in the like kind. The most ignominious +and painful parts are usually omitted by the grace of the crown +to persons of your quality; but the law in this case, being deaf +to all distinctions of persons, requires I should pronounce, and +accordingly it is adjudged by this court, that you James Earl +of Derwentwater,"--the Lord High Steward paused between each +name,--"William Lord Widdrington,"--her husband's had not yet been +pronounced; the countess leaned breathlessly forward,--"William Earl of +Nithsdale,"--she covered her face with her hands, but she spoke not; +she did not sob, she did not faint; her companions would have led her +out, but she motioned them to be still. The Lord High Steward meanwhile +continued in the same clear and unmoved voice,--"Richard Earl of +Carnwarth, William Viscount Kenmure, and William Lord Nairne, and every +of you, return to the prison of the Tower, from whence you came; from +thence you must be drawn to the place of execution: when you come there +you must be hanged by the neck, but not till you be dead, for you must +be cut down alive; then your bowels must be taken out, and burnt before +your faces." They looked again upon the unfortunate countess; but she +had fainted with her back supported against the wall, and she had not, +it is hoped, heard the last few words. They feared to excite attention, +and they sustained her in the position in which she sat, till in the +general movement of the court breaking up, they might be able to remove +her quietly from the dreadful scene. Still the same stern and brazen +voice proceeded:-- + +"Then your heads must be severed from your bodies, divided each into +four quarters, and these must be at the king's disposal. And God +Almighty be merciful to your souls!" + +The sergeant-at-arms then repeated: "Oyez! Our sovereign lord the king +strictly charges and commands all manner of persons to keep silence +upon pain of imprisonment." After which the Lord High Steward stood up +uncovered, and declaring there was nothing more to be done by virtue of +the present commission, broke the staff, and pronounced it dissolved. + +For some moments after the whole was concluded, the silence which had +been so strictly but so needlessly enjoined continued unbroken. The +prisoners, the peers, and all the court, then retired in order as they +entered, and an universal buzz of voices and general movement took +place. + +There were sounds of sorrow; feelings long repressed found vent; and in +the confusion, Mrs. Morgan and Amy Evans removed Lady Nithsdale into +the freer air. She gradually revived, but at first she looked wildly +around. + +"Alas!" said Mrs. Morgan, "I have been to blame in yielding to your +wishes. How could I permit you to expose yourself to such a scene? and +all the while I felt assured that you miscalculated your own strength. +Oh! it was too dreadful!" + +"Hush!" answered the countess; "I know all--you need not tell me; I +heard enough; I knew it, I expected it. And now I must remember all I +had previously resolved upon." + +At this moment the Lords Pembroke and Dorset approached, with +countenances expressive of deep commiseration. She pressed both their +hands in silence. They conducted her down the steps to the coach which +awaited her. Before she entered it, she turned to them:-- + +"You have each promised me your good offices in case of need. That hour +of need is fast approaching; you will not forget your promises!" + +They bowed assent upon her hand; and having respectfully, nay almost +reverently, placed her in the carriage, they turned hastily away to +conceal the emotion which overpowered them. + + +CHAPTER XX. + + Certainly virtue is like precious odours, most fragrant when they are + incensed, or crushed; for prosperity doth best discover vice, but + adversity doth best discover virtue.--_Lord Bacon's Essays._ + +Mrs. Morgan and Amy Evans expected that the control which the +unfortunate Countess of Nithsdale had as yet exercised over her +feelings would have completely given way when no longer exposed to the +gaze of indifferent persons: they prepared themselves for tears and +fainting; and were surprised when Lady Nithsdale, although silent, +remained firm and collected. + +Reared in a foreign convent, from which she had only been removed to a +retired Welsh castle, and from thence to a life of domestic privacy in +Scotland, or, if she occasionally mingled in the busy world, accustomed +to look up to her lord for advice, to hang upon him for support, to +rely on his judgment for the guidance of her own, it seems wonderful +that under such trying circumstances as those in which she was placed, +she should have possessed the worldly wisdom, the courage, the +discretion, and the decision, to act for herself and for her husband, +and to proceed, without wavering or irresolution, to take every measure +that prudence could dictate. + +When they reached Lady Nithsdale's lodgings, the kind-hearted Mrs. +Morgan took her leave, after having given Amy and Mrs. Mills a +thousand directions and injunctions as to the tenderness with which the +countess should be treated, the possets which she hoped might compose +her to sleep, and the julap which should be placed by her bed-side. + +Lady Nithsdale listened to all her good-natured counsels with a +placidity which astonished and almost alarmed Amy Evans, although to +Mrs. Morgan it appeared but the effect of exhaustion, and, as she +trusted, only augured that she might be restored by some calm and +refreshing sleep. + +Amy, who better knew her mistress, and knew that with increased danger +and distress her strength and courage proportionably rose, was not +surprised when, upon Mrs. Morgan's departure, and Mrs. Mills's leaving +them to prepare the posset so earnestly recommended, Lady Nithsdale +laid her hand upon her arm. + +"Now, Amy, your true affection, in which I have the utmost +confidence,--I rely on it almost as on my own to my lord,--now it is +going to be put to the test. He must not die! and we must save him! +you and I, Amy, must save him! You start, and look as though you +feared that all I have heard and seen this day" (she pressed her hand +over her eyes) "had turned my brain, but it is not so; for many weeks +I have considered the plan, which is now almost matured within my +head. Prisoners have made their escape from places as strong and as +well guarded, before now! If others have succeeded in rescuing those +most dear to them, why should not we succeed? Promise me, my good and +faithful Amy, that you will assist me to the utmost of your power; and, +above all, promise that you will offer no argument to dissuade me from +my purpose. I tell you before-hand it will be of no avail: should you +refuse to serve me, it will only drive me to confide in others who will +not deserve my confidence so well." + +"Oh, madam! do you doubt me? and do you think Amy Evans would leave +undone what others could be found to do? I started, for I remembered +those high walls, that broad deep moat, those guards who pace about +each avenue to the Tower, and I thought what could we hope to effect? +But, madam, command me, and I will diligently execute your behests, and +scrupulously keep your counsel." + +"Thanks, dear Amy; I was fully assured you would prove true, and I +know not why I spoke for a moment as if I could doubt your devotion. +Forgive me! but the necessity is so absolute that all who meddle in +this undertaking should be able to answer for themselves under all +circumstances, that I would not have you enter into it thoughtlessly, +or unadvisedly. Even myself, to-day, I thought I could have heard +unmoved, or at least without betraying emotion, the horrible, horrible +words that were uttered; but I misjudged my own strength, my woman's +nerves failed! And yet I bore a great deal, Amy, and wavered not. I +saw the axe, the glittering axe; and I saw my lord, and I heard his +voice; and I heard part of that sentence! I bore much without betraying +myself; and, at last, I was only stunned, confused, for a time. Yes, +I think I may rely on my own fortitude; and you, Amy, you never for a +moment lost your self-command,--and you have always had a ready wit; +oh, we shall succeed, I am sure we shall!" + +"Heaven grant we may, my honoured lady! If zeal and perseverance can +effect my lord's preservation, we shall succeed." + +"Then listen:--You must purchase at various shops, and on various +occasions, not to excite suspicion, all that is necessary for female +dress, and we must make it up, complete, the size to fit my lord. I +have one in my thoughts whom he may personate: she is very tall; and +though slender, her present condition makes her appear more stout than +usual, when wrapt in a loose cloak. She suspects not my design,--nor +must she;--for she is timid, and might betray all by her fears. She +must not know till too far engaged to retreat.--And now, Amy, send +Walter Elliot to the Tower to inquire of the lieutenant at what hour +to-morrow the Countess of Nithsdale may be admitted to visit her lord. +I am informed that, after the sentence, we are to be allowed to see the +prisoners freely; and it will be best we should do this openly. Alas! +the hardest task of all will be to work on my lord to consent." + +"And, madam, think you I also shall be admitted to see my lord?" + +"Assuredly, I hope so; I trust we shall procure admission for many of +his friends: it is upon that understanding I build my hopes. I have +been informed that when sentence is once passed, such has usually +been the custom. And now away; let us be stirring. I would there were +something to be done every hour in the day. It is in solitude and +inaction that my sorrows press upon me most heavily. But to-night there +is no more I can effect; I must even wait for the morrow!" + +Soon after the Earl of Nithsdale had been reconducted to his lodgings +in the Tower, he heard the striking of the chapel-clock: "It is now +more than an hour," he thought, "since the court broke up. By this time +the news has reached her. By this time my dear wife knows my sentence, +and those hopes which she was resolved to cherish, and which she never +would allow me gradually to undermine, have been destroyed at one rude +blow. Would I could know how it fares with her, how she supports the +shock! To-morrow I shall see her; and strange is it, but I dread to +see her--I dread the sight of her despair. Oh! were it not better to +pass unloved into the grave, than to feel that one's fate inflicts such +exquisite anguish on her, to spare whom a pang such as she now suffers, +one would willingly endure any lengthened torture. Yet could I wish to +lose one particle of that affection which alone suffices to make life +so precious? It may be cruel,--it may be selfish;--but no! I cannot +wish her love to be less! After all, we part but for a time! I do not +doubt that we shall meet where the weary are at rest. And now that +all hope is over, my Winifred will assist me to prepare my soul for +the great change; and she will bear to speak placidly and composedly +of those happy regions where the fear of parting will never embitter +the enjoyment of each other's presence! and I shall be able calmly and +cheerfully to fulfil my destiny, if I can see her resigned!" + +But when the morrow came, and Lady Nithsdale was admitted, he found +her far indeed from placidly acquiescing in the fate which he esteemed +unavoidable; but neither was she bewildered with despair, nor +dissolved in tears: she was altogether different from anything he had +anticipated. Her cheeks were flushed, her eye was brilliant, her manner +resolved. He was surprised; but he rejoiced that his own fortitude was +not put to the trial he had dreaded. + +"My Winifred will assist her husband to bear himself as becomes a man +and a good Catholic: I see she will avoid unnerving me by her grief; +and among my many causes of gratitude to her, I may still add this, +that she will smooth my passage to a better world. Thanks, my own love, +thanks!" + +"And does my lord imagine I could speak, stand, look, move, as I now +do, if I believed it would be carried into effect--that sentence, that +horrible sentence! For I was there--I was in Westminster Hall--I heard +it; I saw the axe! and I saw you, my own dear husband,--I saw you, and +I heard your voice,--that voice which thrilled through all the court, +which must have penetrated to the inmost recesses of every heart!" + +"Oh, Winifred! I could almost chide my best beloved for having +wantonly, without any adequate motive, exposed her feelings to so +needless a trial!" + +"It was not needlessly; it was not without a motive that I did so: I +had the strongest earthly motive. It was with a view of ascertaining +my own strength, my fortitude, that I courted what I should otherwise +have shrunk from. It was with a view to the accomplishment of that +plan which I have long been forming, and which not all the arguments +you can adduce shall prevent me from pursuing. It was with a view to +self-preservation,--for is not my life wound up in yours? Think you, in +honest truth, think you, I can exist without you? Do you not believe +that if you perish, I shall not survive?" + +"Nay, nay, my love," he replied, almost smiling at her vehemence, "I +do believe your affection for me is as strong as ever warmed the pure +soul of devoted woman; still I cannot but think and hope that you will +live many, many years, to be a guide and a protectress to our children. +Remember, you but share the fate of many other fond and loving wives! +Have not the other condemned lords wives, fond and loving wives; and +must not they endure----?" + +"No, no, no! Speak not of them! they do not, cannot love their husbands +as I love you; for have they husbands so worthy of their love? What is +the wild Lord Wintoun, the Lord Kenmure, or the good old Lord Nairne? +The Lord Derwentwater, I grant you, is a worthy gentleman;--but what +are they, any of them, when compared with you?" + +"But, my sweet Winifred, to die is the doom of all created beings. +Many have loved before; and of all who have ever loved, one must +survive. It is a sad, it is a painful truth; but it is a most plain +and undeniable one. Then why should not this be borne as patiently as +the same bereavement by any other means? A long illness would reconcile +you to the event! and yet would you wish me to endure lengthened +bodily ills? Should you not rather rejoice that I shall thus be spared +all the protracted sufferings of sickness, and that, comparatively +speaking, I shall thus be exempted from the pains of death; that I +shall pass from earth with all my intellects unimpaired, in the full +enjoyment of my faculties! Could there be any satisfaction in marking +the decaying mind, the enfeebled spirit, the soul waxing weak, as the +body sinks under the effects of some wasting malady? Yet how often has +the most devoted affection watched all these humiliating and painful +harbingers of death, till the mourner has been brought to look upon the +dreaded bereavement almost in the light of a blessing? But is there any +consolation in this? Would one not rather choose that the memory of the +departed should be undimmed, unpolluted by the recollection of mortal +decay?" + +"Your words are beautiful! I love to hear your voice! it thrills like +music through my heart! The thoughts are noble, lofty, pure, and holy; +but they persuade me not! As I gaze on you, as I listen to you, I only +feel the more, that life without you is not life: it is a blank!--a +dark and dreary chasm into which I dare not look: that I must, must +save you; and that if you love me, you will give heed to me, and that +you will agree to what I shall propose." + +"Oh, Winifred! this is cruel kindness. It is cruel to wean me from the +thoughts of death, which I have almost taught myself to love, to lure +me back to those of life, which, alas! possesses only too many charms +for me!" + +There was a tenderness in the tone and the manner which gave her hope +that she had worked upon him. She felt that love for her, and pity for +her sorrows, might at this moment induce him to listen; and she opened +to him the plan she had formed for his escape. + +But she had scarcely detailed her proposed measures, when he vehemently +refused to engage in what he thought could not be carried into +execution without compromising others. Desperate at the ill-success +which attended her efforts, she abandoned herself to grief: she strove +not to control her feelings; she wrung her hands, she wept in hopeless +agony. + +Meanwhile he paced the apartment in anguish not less acute. He accused +himself of cruelty towards her when he witnessed her desperation; and +yet he could not bring himself to agree to measures which he deemed +degrading, and in the success of which he placed little reliance. + +Such moments comprise a greater sum of suffering than is spread over +many a common life. At length he stopped before her. + +"Winifred, my wife, my honoured wife! Urge me not to anything unworthy. +Call up that noble spirit, which has ever deserved my respect, my +admiration, as much as your beauty and your tenderness have won my +love! Now listen to me in return!" + +In a moment her attention was riveted. She scarcely breathed; she +listened as though she would devour each word that fell from his lips, +in ardent hope that he might himself have struck out some plan which +she might execute. + +"I have ever been unwilling to present petitions to the king, or to the +government. All that I could in honour urge in self-defence, all that +I could in honesty profess for the future, has been already stated in +my answer to the impeachment, and in my address to my peers yesterday. +I have been, and still am, unwilling to crave mercy at the hands of +one who owes me nothing; from whom I have no right to expect it;--but +that you should not reproach me with wilfully neglecting any means of +safety, I will consent to a petition being presented to King George +by you yourself. If anything can move him, it must be the sight of +distress such as yours,--and in such a form as that!" he added, looking +upon her, as, like a marble statue, she sat with lips apart, her +slender throat bent forward, and her eyes fixed upon him. "He cannot +behold thee unmoved! It may avail thee something in future, if it serve +not me!" he murmured in a low voice. + +"Oh! do not trust to the pity of those who have already proved +themselves so ruthless: trust rather to the zeal of your own wife, and +our faithful Amy Evans!" + +"I will trust to your zeal, my love, but let it be employed in such a +manner as befits us both; and doubly precious will life be to me if +'tis to you I owe it!" + +"And if, as I expect, the king is obdurate? for he fears you; he fears +the unconquerable fidelity of your family to the Stuarts, and he fears +the influence of your high character: he fears,--therefore, will not +pardon you!" + +"There is the general petition to parliament, to which I have agreed to +put my name." + +"And if that should fail?" + +"Then, my love, you must prove that you are a Christian, and a +Catholic, and that you have not forgotten the exhortations to faith, +submission and patience, which good Father Albert gave you in your +youth, and which you tell me he has so often repeated by letter." + +"Nay, nay. If all these fail, then promise me that you will not reject +the means I will offer you; that you will not be more merciless than +the king himself; that you will not obstinately refuse to save from +despair one who has ever loved you with most true faith!" + +"Oh, Winifred!" + +"Promise that you will listen to my plans; that you will maturely +consider them; that, if practicable, you will not reject them; and I +will present the petition, I will cling to the knees of the king, I +will wring mercy from him if it be possible; and if he pardons you, I +will honour him, I will love him, and I will ever esteem him worthy to +be the monarch of these fair realms by the qualities of the heart, as +I already believe him to be so by those of the head! Only promise me +that, if all this should fail, you will not condemn me always to plead +in vain, that you, at least, will not turn away from my prayer, that +you will listen." + +"If all other means should fail, then--then, my love, I will listen +attentively, calmly, to all you may urge." + +"Thanks, I am satisfied," replied Lady Nithsdale, resolved to interpret +his measured expressions into an implied assent to all her wishes: "and +now prepare the petition, my dearest lord, and I will lose no time in +taking measures that it should reach the king himself. These hands +shall give it him. I know how I may gain access to his presence. I will +see him with my own eyes; and he shall refuse me with his own lips, if +he cannot be worked upon to mercy. When will it be ready?" + +"Patience, my love. I must consult with those who can assist me in so +wording it that I may not risk giving offence. In some days it shall be +drawn up." + +"Why such delay? Time is precious. Talk not of days. To-morrow, or, at +farthest, the day after,--the twelfth. Tell me when, that I may seek +the kind Mrs. Morgan, and with her arrange all for my admission to St. +James's." + +"Gently, gently, dearest Winifred. We must do nothing rashly. By +the thirteenth the petition shall be ready, and we will hope it may +find such grace as shall spare you all further fears on my account. +Meantime, compose yourself." + +"Nay, am I not composed? Surely I think I must be a stock, a stone, +thus to preserve my senses, and move, act, speak, like other people. I +sometimes fancy I must lack natural feeling; for it is not grief that +possesses my soul, but hope and fear so strangely blended that there is +no space left for grief!" + +"My Winifred need not tax herself with coldness!" replied the earl +tenderly, but sadly, smiling as he looked upon her. Then, resuming a +calm and business-like tone, he added, "The Lord Nairne's lady, as I +understand, is also to present an address to the king, and there seems +good hope that hers may be graciously received. If you could accompany +her it might be well; for she is a staid and discreet person, and has +been much used to courts. She was for some years in great favour with +Queen Anne. She may support and guide you; and, indeed, Winifred, you +must not overtask yourself!" + +He was half alarmed at the reliance she seemed to place on her own +strength, and feared it might proceed from a feverish state of +excitement. + +"I will wait upon the Lady Nairne to-day," resumed Lady Nithsdale. "I +will do anything, everything, you suggest, now you have promised in +return to listen to my arguments." + +She instinctively worded his promise as vaguely as he had done himself, +fearing to alarm him into a declaration that he had only promised +to listen to, not to comply with, her wishes. Without being exactly +conscious that she was endeavouring to cheat him into attending to his +own safety, she hoped to accustom him to the idea, that if she adopted +every plan he proposed, he was thereby pledged to follow hers upon the +failure of his own. + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + Thy bosom hath been sear'd by pride of state, + Hard, cold, and dead to nature's sympathies; + Nor know'st thou virtue's awe--nor gentleness, + How sovereign 'tis! Nor hast thou felt + The nameless fear and humbleness of mind + 'Gender'd by sight of others' misery. + + _MS. Play._ + +When the Countess of Nithsdale quitted the Tower, she lost no time in +despatching to her lord the lawyer in whose discretion he had most +confidence, and who had previously assisted him in drawing up his +written answer to the impeachment. + +She then waited on the Lady Nairne, whom she found surrounded by her +family; a quiet and sober matron, upon whose composed countenance, +and in whose well-ordered deportment, it would have been difficult to +detect the passions that might, or might not, affect the soul within. + +The countess was introduced with all the form of those more ceremonious +times, and the Lady Nairne received her with due attention. It was not +till Lady Nithsdale had made many apologies for so sudden a visit to +one with whose acquaintance she had not previously been honoured, and +had begun to explain the cause of her intrusion, that the vehemence +of her emotion made her break through the trammels imposed by custom; +and she adjured her, by her own hope of saving her husband's life, by +her own hope of preserving a father to her children, to give her the +support of her company and countenance to the king's presence. + +The Lady Nairne at first hesitated, for she was not, like the Duchess +of Montrose, the ardent, devoted friend, nor, like Mrs. Morgan, the +creature of impulse; but a sober and prudent lady, past the age of +enthusiasm, occupied with her own interests, and discreetly intent on +availing herself of every means calculated to preserve a father to her +numerous family. + +After some moments spent in consideration, she came to the conclusion +that in all probability the king would be loth, in the very outset of +his reign, to reject at once the prayers of two disconsolate wives; and +that, of the two, there was every reason to believe that her lord was +likely to be more favourably looked upon than the Earl of Nithsdale; +and that, consequently, his countess's presence might rather advance, +than mar, her own chance of success. + +Having thus reflected, she politely acquiesced in the Lady Nithsdale's +wishes; nor need we imagine she felt no sympathy for a fellow-creature +in distress so similar to her own. On the contrary, she was happy +to afford her any assistance that did not tend to injure her own +cause; but bred in courts, and accustomed to repress all outward +demonstrations of unusual feeling, she replied in so measured, though +not unkind a tone, that the glowing expressions of gratitude, which +were ready to overflow from the countess's heart, were frozen on her +lips, and her thanks were couched in terms scarcely less measured than +the Lady Nairne's consent. + +Having, however, arranged that when the petitions of their lords were +ready they would again meet, and that meanwhile Lady Nithsdale should +procure the assistance of a friend who was well acquainted with the +king's person, (for his outward appearance was equally unknown to both +the Jacobite ladies,) the Lady Nairne accompanied the countess to the +head of the stairs, and, with all the courtly forms of good breeding, +dismissed her guest. + +Lady Nithsdale then hastened to the warm-hearted Mrs. Morgan, and, +explaining to her the nature of the service she required, obtained her +cordial assurance that she would be in readiness to accompany Lady +Nairne and herself to St. James's on the evening of the 13th, when +she had no doubt she should be able so to place them as that they +might personally present their petitions to his majesty. The expansion +of heart, the melting sympathy of Mrs. Morgan, were a balm to Lady +Nithsdale's feelings, after the coldness and prudence of the Lady +Nairne. But deep grief is in its nature selfish. + +It may be true, that unclouded prosperity sometimes hardens the +heart, or, at least, renders the impressions made by sorrows which +have never been felt, and are consequently ill understood, but slight +and transient; and it is also true, that the having once known grief +opens the heart to the full comprehension of the feelings of one's +fellows,--but then it must be a grief that is past. While writhing +under present anxiety, while smarting under present agony, the warmest, +the most capacious heart is unable to take in the sufferings of others. +Human nature, in all things limited, can feel but to a certain extent; +and when every faculty of the soul is absorbed by present, actual +evil, there is no power left to feel that which is not personal. Mrs. +Morgan, happy and prosperous herself, had leisure to give herself to +the sufferings of Lady Nithsdale; she adopted them as her own--she +entered into them heart and soul! While Lady Nairne, with all most dear +to herself at stake, could not but consider the concerns of another as +of very secondary interest, and would not have felt herself justified +in allowing compassion for a person, in no way connected with her, +to interfere in the slightest degree with her duties as a wife and a +mother. Lady Nithsdale would have been the first to admit such views +to be most just and fitting; but still the expressions of gratitude, +which had before been chilled, poured forth in eloquent profusion when +addressing Mrs. Morgan. + +Upon her return to her own lodgings, she perceived that Amy Evans +learned with satisfaction, that a petition was to be presented to +the king, before the attempt was made to effect her lord's evasion. +Although resolved to assist to the utmost in carrying her lady's +plan into execution, she felt that escape from the Tower must be +impracticable; while, on the contrary, it seemed to her impossible that +any being with human affections could resist the voice, the words, the +pleading looks of her dear mistress! + +The 13th arrived. Lady Nithsdale attired herself in deep mourning, +considering such a habit most suitable to a person under her +circumstances; but Amy gave an involuntary shudder as she looked upon +her lady in this ominous garb. The expression of her countenance did +not escape Lady Nithsdale's observation: "Start not, dear Amy, at this +sad-coloured dress. If it betokens anything, 'tis but the failure of +my this day's business. But it is not on the result of this day that I +rest my hopes. I wait on the king, for my lord wishes me to do so, and +I cannot choose but execute his behests; but I have slender hope of +moving him by my entreaties. It is to ourselves that we must look; to +our own efforts, Amy, aided by that Divine Providence, who deserts not +the humble in their need. I feel hope, strong hope, within my bosom; +but it is not of finding favour at the court. No! it is to a higher +power I look for salvation,--on Heaven that I place my reliance!" + +"Assuredly, most honoured madam. But it is right to try every means +that Providence places within our reach." + +"Yes, Amy, and I will leave none untried." + +Mrs. Morgan and the Lady Nairne were now announced, and the Countess of +Nithsdale entered the coach to proceed with them to St. James's. + +Mrs. Morgan found no difficulty in procuring their admission to the +antechamber through which the king must necessarily pass in his +way from his own apartments to the drawing-room. The ladies placed +themselves in the recess of the middle window of the three, which +occupied one side of the apartment; and, somewhat concealed by the +curtains, they there awaited the coming of the king. + +Upon the most trifling occasions expectation makes the heart beat: +the watching the opening of a door, the entrance of any particular +individual, excites a certain emotion. What must then have been +the feelings of the countess as, with her eyes riveted upon the +folding-doors through which his majesty was to enter, she fancied every +moment she saw them move! And when they unfolded, and some of the lords +of the bed-chamber passed forth, she each time turned an anxious, +inquiring glance on Mrs. Morgan, to know if this might be the king. + +While she was thus in breathless expectation, the Duke of Montrose +approached to cheer her, by a few words of kindly encouragement; but +she made him a sign not to claim her acquaintance; for the Earl of +Pembroke having, at the time he promised to interest himself in her +favour, desired her not to address him in public, she deemed that any +exertion the duke might subsequently make for her, would come with the +more effect from one who did not appear in the light of a personal +friend. + +Every moment seemed to Lady Nithsdale an age. Even the composed Lady +Nairne changed colour: and Mrs. Morgan looked from one to the other, +and frequently pressed Lady Nithsdale's hand, and bade her be of good +cheer and not lose courage. She assured her the king would not long +tarry; that he was usually most punctual in his habits; and, in an +agitated tone, uttered all the consoling nothings, which are poured +into the ear of those, whose highly-wrought nerves are expected to give +way at the moment it is most needful they should be collected. + +At length the door again opened: there was a general stillness. Every +one who could command a view of the persons approaching, arranged his +countenance, composed his demeanour; the court gossip, which had been +buzzed around, was suddenly hushed, the lounging attitude relinquished, +the droll anecdote suspended, and the laugh silenced. + +A pale man, with a good, rather than a dignified aspect, entered the +apartment. He wore a tie-wig. His dress was plain, and all of one sober +colour, with stockings of the same hue. + +Lady Nithsdale read in Mrs. Morgan's glance that it was the king, and +she hastened from the recess of the window. She threw herself on her +knees before him, as he reached the middle of the room, telling him +she was the unfortunate Countess of Nithsdale, who implored mercy for +her husband. She spoke in French, as the king's knowledge of English +was very imperfect. She held up the petition with both her hands, +entreating him to read it; but the king waved her off, and attempted to +proceed. + +The Lady Nairne also was not backward in pressing her petition, and the +king impatiently thrust them both from him, and passed on towards the +opposite door; but the Lady Nithsdale clung to the skirts of his coat. + +As she pleaded, and pleaded in vain, she grew desperate,--almost +maddened. Still in vain! The king listened not to her prayers. She +would not let go her hold, and was actually dragged in her agony from +the middle of the antechamber to the door of the drawing-room, when one +of the lords in attendance forcibly wrested the king's dress from her +hands, while another took her round the waist and raised her from the +ground. + +No sooner did she feel the touch of a stranger than all her dignity and +self-possession returned. Quickly disengaging herself from his grasp, +she stood for a moment looking on the door by which the monarch had +retired. Her bosom swelled with indignation--the blood of all her noble +ancestors mantled in her face. That she, the daughter of the Duke of +Powis, should thus be treated! rejected!--cast off like the scum of +the earth! when it was well-known the king received the petitions of +the meanest of his subjects!--that she should be dragged on the very +ground--that she should be spurned from his feet--that she should be +forcibly seized by rude hands! + +All around seemed to swim before her eyes; and had it not been for Mrs. +Morgan's kindly help, she must have fallen on the floor. Her friend +gently assisted her to a seat, and then a flood of tears came to her +relief. + +Meanwhile, the petition which she had attempted to thrust into the +king's pocket had fallen to the ground, and one of the gentlemen in +waiting brought it to her. The Lady Nairne had already succeeded in +delivering her's to one who promised it should reach the king; and the +Lady Nithsdale, when somewhat recovered from the agitation of this +strange scene, hastily wrote a few lines in pencil, addressed to the +Earl of Dorset, who was the lord of the bed-chamber then in waiting, +and entrusted it, with the petition, to Mrs. Morgan. + +Her friend left the countess for a while, and entered the drawing-room; +but to one so zealous, so devoted, so warm-hearted, the brilliant +circle seemed for a moment a confused and bewildering scene. She had +just parted from a fellow-creature, whose soul was harrowed by the most +agonising emotions, her face pale and haggard, her dress disordered; +she had just been witnessing grief,--desperation in its most touching +form; and in one moment she found herself among gay and thoughtless +creatures, all intent on their own objects of vanity and amusement! The +studied attire, the conscious simper, the pretty blush, the down-cast +lid, the bewitching smile, the graceful turn of the swan-like throat, +the brilliant flash of the sparkling eye, the affected flutter of the +fan, the thousand varied attractions, were all put in requisition +to charm, to dazzle, or to subdue. She heard around her the playful +banter, the witty repartee, the implied compliment, the softened +whisper, the politely turned attack, the sharp retort; and she wondered +for the moment how such frivolities could possess so absorbing an +interest! + +She was threading her way through the gay and dazzling throng, when her +progress was arrested by the circle around the king himself. She was +compelled to wait with outward composure, although she was secretly all +impatience to execute the commission entrusted to her, and to return +quickly to Lady Nithsdale. As she stood watching for an opportunity +of slipping past unperceived, she found herself within sight, though +scarcely within hearing, of the Duchess of Montrose. + +Two young men were evidently paying her the sort of homage permitted +by the gallantry of the day. She was answering each with animation and +spirit. There was the passing frown, the lightening smile, the assumed +air of absence if anything was said which she wished not to hear. + +The attention of one of the gentlemen being presently withdrawn by +some of his acquaintance, it appeared to Mrs. Morgan that the other +continued the conversation in a more earnest tone than before. She +fancied she saw a blush mantle on the cheek of the duchess,--for a +moment she appeared distressed. The duke, who was near, and was engaged +in deep and serious discourse with the Earl of Pembroke, had taken no +part in the playful conversation which was passing behind him. But +the duchess, making some light evasive answer, suddenly tapped her +husband's arm with her fan, and caused him to turn round. She then +seemed to be detailing to him the point in dispute, and applying to +him as umpire. Mrs. Morgan watched all these little manœuvres; for +she could not help wondering how one who professed friendship for the +Countess of Nithsdale could thus give herself up to worldly vanities +and interests. When first she caught a view of the Duke of Montrose's +countenance, it bore the traces of sadness; but as he listened to his +graceful and lively wife, it brightened into a bland expression of +amusement. Upon the duke's being thus called to join in the discourse, +the young gallant seemed discomposed but for an instant, and apparently +recovering himself, at once entered into the spirit of the duchess's +bantering; and Mrs. Morgan again thought of the countess's despair, and +mentally exclaimed, "If she could see how gaily her friend, the lively +duchess, can smile even now!" But she did not long feel thus. In a few +moments the duke, in a low voice, made some communication to his wife, +which had the effect of chasing the roses from her cheeks, and dimming +the brilliancy of her smile. The dark and laughing eyes no longer +sparkled with the gay consciousness of charming, but were fixed on her +husband's face with an expression of dismay and woe. + +She looked round as if wishing to make her escape; then, perceiving +Mrs. Morgan, she rushed to her:-- + +"Oh, Mrs. Morgan!" she exclaimed, "is this all true? You were with her, +were you not?" + +"Yes, your grace; I was with the Countess of Nithsdale, even now, in +the antechamber." + +"Is she still there? I must go to her; I must go instantly to my poor +cousin Winifred!" + +"Stay, dearest Christian!" interposed the duke; "Lady Nithsdale +herself, this very evening, motioned me not to speak to her; and the +Earl of Pembroke says, the less we put ourselves forward unnecessarily, +the more effectually we may be able to serve her. Be not so rash and +thoughtless. That warm heart of yours carries you beyond the bounds of +prudence, dear Christian!"--but the duke looked at her with pleasure +and kindness while he checked her. + +"Alas! and is it true that the king dragged her all across the room, +and would not give heed to her petition?" + +"Most true, your grace!" + +"Oh, my lord duke! but indeed this was not kind and right in his +majesty," said the duchess, turning once more towards her husband an +appealing glance. + +"We must not speak treason, dearest Christian, here, in the royal +presence!" + +"Nay! I cannot but think this was cruel:--and may I not go to her? Is +she still in the antechamber, Mrs. Morgan?" + +"Yes, but she will be gone in a few moments; and your grace may rest +assured that the countess shall meet with every kindness and attention." + +"You are a good, kind soul," said the duchess; "and my poor cousin has +many times told me how much she owes to your friendly sympathy." + +The king had changed his position, and the passage was now free. Mrs. +Morgan, after briefly explaining her errand to the duchess, passed on +to where the Earl of Dorset was engaged at cards with the Prince. She +contrived, however, to give him the packet; and received his assurance, +that when the game was over, he would peruse and attend to its contents. + +As she wound her way back, she found that the king's rejection of the +Ladies Nithsdale's and Nairne's petitions had been rapidly communicated +from mouth to mouth; and that, except in the immediate hearing of the +king, no other subject was discussed. She could scarcely make her way +through the crowd, so anxious was every one to learn from her each +detail of what had really passed. All were eager, some indignant; but +some urged, that if his majesty once received a wife's petition, it +would be most difficult then to refuse, and that unless he had made up +his mind to pardon treason--proved and acknowledged treason--he had +no other course to pursue than to avoid witnessing grief he could not +alleviate; that his sudden, though somewhat undignified flight, did +not by any means bear the character of hardness, but, on the contrary, +might lead a candid mind to believe he durst not trust himself to +witness the desperation of two disconsolate wives. + +It was with difficulty that Mrs. Morgan regained the door, and hastened +back to the friend who stood so much in need of her consoling sympathy. +Slowly and drearily did they retrace their steps. + +The Lady Nairne, who had secret information that her application +was likely to be successful, was comparatively composed, and bore +what should have seemed an equal disappointment with equanimity and +resignation. + +The Countess of Nithsdale, exhausted, humbled, indignant, mortified, +grieved, was for the time more thoroughly subdued than she had ever +been before. + +And yet she had not been sanguine as to the result of this petition; +those means on which she most relied were still available; but to her +lofty spirit, the contempt with which she had been treated, in sight of +all the court, gave her a painful sensation of degradation. It was some +slight consolation to her to learn from Mrs. Morgan, what the Duchess +of Montrose the next day confirmed still more strongly, that when the +circumstances which had occurred without became generally whispered +through the drawing-room, the harshness of the king had been the topic +of conversation the whole evening. + +With her gentleness there was blended a certain degree of pride, a +consciousness of being the scion of an ancient stock, which would +have rendered it impossible for a mean thought even to pass through +her mind, and which ever enabled her to entrench herself in dignified +reserve, should others neglect to pay that respect due to noble birth, +which, unless forgotten by them, would never be remembered by herself. + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + Distress is virtue's opportunity.--_Southern._ + +The Earl of Nithsdale felt even more keenly than did the countess the +indignity with which she had been treated in her interview with the +king. + +His dark eye flashed, he bit his compressed lip till the blood almost +started; he paced the apartment with hasty strides, as he pictured to +himself his graceful, his delicate, his shrinking Winifred, on whose +fair form he would scarcely allow the winds to blow too roughly, +dragged along the floor, the rude hands of strangers round that slender +waist; and it was then he felt indeed that he was a prisoner, powerless +to defend her whom he had sworn to cherish! The bars, the bolts, the +high walls, the moat, the guards! oh, how his soul rebelled against +them all! How agonising was the impotent indignation which possessed +his every faculty. + +Lady Nithsdale grieved to see his agitation, and yet from his very +agitation she gathered hope that she might eventually work him to her +wishes. + +Meanwhile, with the assistance of Amy, she had procured most of the +articles necessary for the disguise of her husband; and although +resolved that every other means of safety should be tried, she still +kept her mind fixed upon this last resource. The consciousness of +having still a point to look to, something still to rest upon when all +else failed, sustained her courage; but at the same time it prevented +her attempting to submit to an event, which, in the judgment of others, +was now inevitable. She could not even think of resignation; on the +contrary, with this secret hope in her heart, and this plan in her +mind, she would have been alarmed at her own want of reliance in that +plan, had she tried to school her feelings to acquiesce in the fatal +doom. + +A few days after the countess's unsuccessful application to the king, +the resolution was taken in council that the sentence passed upon the +rebel lords should be carried into execution without delay, and on the +18th the necessary warrants and orders were despatched, both to the +Lieutenant of the Tower, and to the Sheriffs of the city of London and +Middlesex. + +There was a startling reality in these measures that for the moment +shook her inmost soul; yet she would not allow herself to dwell upon +the intelligence; she scarcely gave herself time to reflect, but all +the more strenuously busied herself in seeing that her preparations +were complete; and she strove to interest herself in the attempt made +the following day by the Countess of Derwentwater to move the king to +mercy. Accompanied by the Duchesses of Cleveland and of Bolton, and +by many other ladies of rank, she was introduced by the Dukes of St. +Albans and of Richmond, to the king's presence, and humbly implored his +clemency; but her application met with no better success than the Lady +Nithsdale's more passionate appeal. + +It was therefore arranged by the wives of all the condemned lords, +that two days afterwards, on February the 21st, they should repair to +the lobby of the House of Peers, and there implore the intercession of +their lordships with the king. + +More than twenty other ladies of the very first distinction accompanied +them. It might have moved the most unfeeling to behold so many of +the fairest and the noblest of the realm in such deep and unfeigned +distress. But though among the mourning group there were many +countenances which bore the traces of intense anxiety, many whose +expression of grief amounted almost to despair, some perhaps who might +boast of greater positive beauty of feature, on none did sorrow sit +with so touching a grace as on the Countess of Nithsdale. The wan +transparency of her naturally pale complexion, the refined cast of +her features, which seemed moulded only to express the highest and +purest affections of the soul, assorted well with the situation of deep +interest in which she was placed. + +But on this occasion the hearts of all seemed steeled against them. +Their application met with little attention: no measures were taken, no +motion made, in consequence of their petition. In blank disappointment +each sought again her disconsolate, her widowed home. + +Dispirited, but not utterly hopeless, they on the following day, the +22d, repaired again to Westminster Hall, and with them a still greater +attendance of the first, and the noblest, of the ladies who adorned +the British court; and with still more passionate earnestness they +appealed to both houses of parliament. + +In the Commons their petitions met with no success. Notwithstanding an +eloquent address on the part of Sir Richard Steele, the court party +moved that the discussion should be adjourned to the 1st of March, and +carried it by a majority of seven voices. + +With the Lords they found more favour. Although the Duke of Richmond, +even when presenting the Earl of Derwentwater's petition, declared +that he would himself vote against it, yet others spoke warmly and +eloquently in behalf of men, who, though mistaken, had still acted from +conscientious motives. + +The Earl of Danby, moved with pity for the Lord Nairne's numerous +family, urged strongly that the petitions of the several lords should +be received and read. The Lord Townshend and several others, who +upon all occasions had given undoubted proofs of their attachment to +the present government, supported the contrary opinion; when, to the +surprise of many, the Earl of Nottingham declared in favour of the +petitions being read. As president of the council he drew with him many +peers, and the motion was carried by nine or ten voices. + +Then came the question whether in the case of an impeachment the king +possessed the power to reprieve. It was now that the Earl of Pembroke +redeemed his pledge of exerting himself in Lady Nithsdale's favour. His +animated and eloquent address carried with him the sense of the house; +and, with the assistance of the Duke of Montrose, the king's power to +pardon was carried in the affirmative. + +This was followed by a motion for an address to the king that, as he +had the power to do so, he would be pleased to grant a reprieve to the +lords who lay under sentence of death, which, although opposed by the +firmest friends of government, was also carried. + +Lady Nithsdale's heart bounded within her; hope for a moment danced +in her bosom, and lighted up her cheek with a passing bloom. Her joy +was however doomed to be evanescent, for another lord represented that +"though clemency was one of the brightest virtues which adorn and +support a crown, yet in his opinion the same should be exercised only +on proper objects;" and he therefore moved, "that they should address +the king to reprieve such of the condemned lords as deserved his mercy, +and approved themselves worthy of this intercession, and not all +indiscriminately." + +The amendment was carried by two voices only, but it was carried;--and +her heart once more sank within her. This salvo blasted all her hopes. +She was assured it was aimed at the exclusion of those who would +not subscribe such a petition as some of the peers had themselves +prepared,--a thing she knew her husband would never submit to; nor, as +she herself declared, would she have wished to preserve his life on +such terms. + +Still, however, the address to the king had passed generally, and she +thought she might turn this circumstance to account in lulling the +vigilance of the guards. She lost no time in quitting the House of +Lords, and hastening to the Tower; where, affecting an air of joy and +security, she told the soldiers as she passed, that she brought joyful +tidings to the prisoners, for that the petition had passed in their +favour. She then gave them some money to drink to the lords and his +majesty; but she prudently made it but a trifling sum, hoping thereby +to secure their good-will, without awakening in them any suspicion of +design on her part. + +And now there remained but the one last resource. She trembled as +she thought that, though all was in her own mind prepared, the most +difficult point remained yet to be accomplished,--her husband had +not yet consented to the disguise she proposed; and although he had +not retracted his promise of giving her proposal a fair and patient +hearing, she had in fact extracted from him nothing more. If he should +now pertinaciously refuse to accede to it! Oh, no, it was impossible. +He could not doom her to such hopeless, unutterable misery! + +Trembling, agitated, yet worked up to the utmost pitch of courage and +resolution, she reached his apartment. She staggered into the room; and +flinging herself into his arms, she sobbed convulsively on his bosom. +She could not speak: but after a few moments he said, with hopeless +composure and tenderness,-- + +"So, my poor Winifred, both houses have then rejected our prayers! +Alas for you, my love! would I were able to give you consolation! would +I could alleviate your sorrows!" + +"You can! you can! You, and you alone, can now save me from despair!" +she exclaimed with passion. Her eyes were dry, her cheek was flushed, +her whole countenance seemed suddenly inspired: "My life, my existence, +are in your hands! You have but to will it, to make me the happiest +of wives, of mothers! If I am doomed to the early death of the +heart-broken," she continued almost in a threatening tone, "or if I am +doomed to drag on a weary, joyless existence, a lingering death-like +life, in which the welfare of my soul--yes, the salvation of a precious +soul, is in peril, for I shall murmur, I shall repine--there is no +resignation here--I feel I shall not submit as it would be my duty to +do:--if such is the fate before me, it will be _you_ who doom me to it! +I can save you--I am sure I can! If you refuse to lend yourself to the +measures I propose, it will be _you_ who destroy my happiness in this +world, _you_ who peril my salvation in the next!" + +There was a restless fire in her eye, an energy in her manner, a +fearful inspiration about her, that awed, while it touched him. He +could not but think what must be the strength of those feelings which +could so transport her out of herself; which could change the mild, +timid, shrinking wife, into the inspired threatening Sibyl! + +"Hush, hush, my love! you know not what you say!" + +She looked wildly and doubtingly around her; then bursting into +tears,--"Alas! alas! what have I uttered?"--and falling on her knees, +with clasped hands raised to heaven,--"Pardon, O most merciful Being; +pardon for my wild and wicked words! O Thou on whom my reliance is +placed, Thou in whose providence I trust,--cast me not off for these +hasty words, wrung from me by insufferable anguish! And thou, my lord, +my love, my husband, urge me not to despair! This brain may become +unsettled, reason may give way, I may again be hurried into impious +ravings!--Oh, take pity upon me, dearest, dearest husband!" She clung +to his knees; she stretched her beseeching arms towards him. + +"Do with me what thou wilt, Winifred. If this is weakness, I am weak! +If this is cowardice, I am no longer brave! Command me! guide me!--I +am but the instrument in thy hands, my wife! I would sacrifice my life +to honour; but if there is dishonour in my attempt to escape, I will +sacrifice honour itself to you, my love!" + +"It is not the sacrifice of your honour I demand; yourself cannot value +it more highly than does your wife. They carried the address to the +king, but it was coupled with an amendment that it should only apply +to those who would sign a petition of their own framing. I knew you +would not--I do not ask you to do so. Your honour is precious to me as +your life--more precious than your life!--but there is no dishonour in +escaping from a cruel and an ignominious death!" + +"Not ignominious, Winifred; an honourable death!" + +"From a cruel and an unjust death!--a treacherous death! Was it not +upon the understanding that your lives were to be spared that you all +surrendered at Preston? Was it not to avoid useless effusion of blood +that you yielded? and that you advised others to yield? Would it not +have been easier and sweeter to have perished in battle, than to die on +the scaffold, as your fellow prisoners must? No! there is no dishonour +in escaping from tyranny!" She spoke with energy, for the first time +uttering the words of "death" and "scaffold," which had never before +found their way to her lips. + +"Have I not said it, my love? I am ready to follow your injunctions. Do +with me what you will." + +"You have promised it, you have sworn it!"--and her face was radiant +with joy. "My own love! you are mine once more! We shall not be +parted;--we shall live and die together,--we shall grow old together! +Oh, thanks! thanks!" and her imagination had overleaped all the bars +and bolts, the dreary boundaries of the prison. She felt they were +at large to roam over the wide world together. He gave her one sad +and grateful kiss, and walked to the window to conceal his emotion; +but she saw the expression of his countenance as he slowly surveyed +the court-yard, and his eye rested on each sentry as he paced in his +appointed spot. + +She perceived the almost mocking smile which passed transiently over +his lips; and she plainly read how vain he thought her hopes, how +unavailing would prove the consent she had extorted from him. + +"You think my schemes all visionary!--you think me scarcely in my right +senses!--you deem me already crazed with grief!" + +"Nay, my love, I think your wishes run beyond your judgment, and I fear +you are only preparing for yourself a more bitter disappointment. The +blow will fall the heavier for coming upon you in your present state +of excitement. It would tend more to your future peace of mind if, +discarding all worldly thoughts, you would fix your hopes, and would +assist me in fixing mine, on heaven, and heaven alone." + +"And think you it could tend to my future peace of mind, the reflection +that one hour of bold prudence, one hour of steady perseverance in the +execution of the scheme already formed, might have led to a reunion for +life?--perhaps a long and happy life! You would not surely retract the +vow so solemnly made, even now?" she added in a reproachful tone. + +"No! I have promised; and I will keep my promise!" + +She pressed his hand in token of gratitude. "Then I must away. There +are still some with whom I have need to communicate. Do not look for +me early to-morrow: I shall not be with you till towards dusk,--and +then----" + +"Not till evening? The last day must I be deprived of your presence +till evening?" + +"The first day of your deliverance, my love!--the first of many days of +liberty and happiness!" + +He dropped his eyes. He would not sadden her by his own forebodings. +And yet he felt he should be permitted to look on her for so short a +space, that it was with difficulty he could bring himself to lose sight +of her for a moment. + +It was already night; but he watched her from his prison window, and +fancied he could detect her beloved form as she glided down the steps +leading to the archway. He stood gazing at the spot till tears suffused +his eyes; and he flung himself upon a seat, determined to wrestle with +his emotions. + +When alone,--when not exposed to the influence of her tenderness,--he +looked on death with perfect composure, and almost wished his course +was run, and that the inevitable moment was arrived. The hopes with +which she strove to inspire him unsettled and distracted him; and then +he reproached himself for such weakness. Yet how collect his thoughts? +how temper them down to a tranquil, firm, unmoved acquiescence in his +doom, when all his energies would be required for the enterprise which +was to restore him to life, to love, and to liberty? He strove to +forget the plan in agitation. He tried to abstract himself in prayer; +but when most he hoped to have spiritualised his meditations, visions +of the future would flash across his mind, painful anticipations of +what would be his Winifred's desperation upon the failure of her +attempt, agonising shame at the idea of being discovered and caught +in the act of evasion, dread of appearing in the undignified position +of a reclaimed fugitive, dragged unwillingly to the block, instead of +the loyal martyr, boldly, firmly, with an unconstrained step, mounting +the scaffold, to consummate the sacrifice he had of his own free will +chosen to make. + +He almost repented the promise he had given; he longed for the repose +of hopelessness. + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + Methinks my soul is rous'd to her last work, + Has much to do, and little time to spare. + + Dryden. + +The Countess of Nithsdale had quitted her husband. She wound her +solitary way through the dreary purlieus which had become only too +familiar to her. She had gained the long-wished-for consent; she had +extracted a vow, a solemn vow, from her lord, and she feared not that +he would break it: but never did the difficulties of her undertaking +appear to her so appalling as at the present moment; the sentries so +innumerable, the guards so alert, the way so long, the walls so lofty, +the moat so broad! + +While his consent was to be gained, all else seemed easy, but now the +dangers rose up in fearful array before her! + +But this was not the time to waver. Where could she look for support +but to her own unshrinking soul? Amy, she knew, considered her plan +impracticable. To no one else had she imparted it. + +During the short time which intervened before she reached her home, she +had recovered her confident reliance on the protection of Providence, +and on the strength which that Providence would vouchsafe to her; and +with a firm countenance she informed Amy that her lord's consent was +obtained, that every difficulty was smoothing itself before her, and +that they had but to go on and prosper. + +"Thank Heaven that my lord has consented," answered Amy; "but, dearest +madam, is this, in truth, the only hope now left? Here is a packet +which arrived even now from the Duchess of Montrose. Who knows but it +may contain good news?" + +With trembling hands the countess tore it open; but Amy saw with a +glance that there was no hope administered by its contents. "No worse +news, I trust, madam?" + +"No worse than I expected; but read yourself, good Amy. I have nor +voice nor eye-sight," as she brushed off a tear, "nor strength. All the +strength I possess must be reserved for to-morrow." + +The duchess's letter told her that the petition from the Lords had +received no more favourable answer from the king than "that on this, +and all other occasions, he would do what he thought most consistent +with the dignity of his crown and the safety of his people." The +duchess added, that this answer would next morning be formally +announced to the public, but that meanwhile she had hastened to +communicate it to her friend, thinking she might deem it advisable to +adopt some farther measures, although she scarcely knew what measures +to recommend. + +In consequence of this information, Lady Nithsdale resolved, as a last +resource, in the event of her scheme proving unsuccessful, to prepare +for still presenting one more private petition to the king. To this end +she appointed Mr. M'Kenzie, an old friend of her lord's, and, through +her sister Lady Seaforth, a connexion of her own, to await her on the +following evening, at her lodgings. She felt secure of his friendly +support in any emergency. She also applied to the Duchess of Buccleugh; +who promised, if Lady Nithsdale called upon her to do so, she would be +in readiness to accompany her to court. + +She passed what remained of that evening, and the early part of the +following morning, in completing every arrangement in case of either +contingency. Even had not these manifold cares occupied her time, +she could scarcely have trusted herself with her husband. Constant, +incessant business was absolutely necessary to her. If she had sat down +to think, to calculate the chances, it would have been impossible to +her to have preserved the self-command so indispensable to the success +of her undertaking. + +It was not till towards the afternoon of this trying day, the 23rd, +that she desired Amy to request Mrs. Mills would favour her with her +company for a few moments. + +The compassionate Mrs. Mills instantly obeyed her summons, though +almost dreading to find herself in the presence of one whose grief she +feared to witness. But Lady Nithsdale was perfectly calm and collected. +After thanking her for her constant kindness and hospitality, she at +once entered upon the subject; and telling her that having had such +experience of the goodness of her heart, she did not doubt but she +would continue to prove herself the kind friend she had ever found her; +and that she would not refuse to accompany her that day to the Tower, +in order that, as she was not personally known to the guards and those +in attendance, her lord might the more easily pass for her. She then +detailed to her the whole plan for his escape, and urged that as this +was the very evening preceding the execution, there was no time for +doubt and hesitation. She told her all other hope was now at an end. +Reprieves had been despatched for the Lords Wintoun, Widdrington, and +Nairne; but at the same time orders had been given for the execution, +the next morning, of Lord Derwentwater, Lord Kenmure, and of her +husband! She spoke with a firm voice; and such was her excited state of +hope and resolution, that the words which struck through Amy's heart, +which made Mrs. Mills shrink and tremble, seemed as if they were to her +but a matter of business. + +Mrs. Mills, all agitated and confused, promised to assist to the best +of her ability, and Lady Nithsdale instantly overwhelmed her with +thanks; and having despatched Walter Elliot to Mrs. Morgan, to request +she also would instantly visit her, she then occupied herself in +ascertaining from Amy Evans the exact situation of the house where they +were to meet, when she should have succeeded in placing her husband +beyond the precincts of the Tower. + +Mrs. Morgan delayed not to wait on the countess, who found little +difficulty in gaining her consent to any plan which might serve one +whom she had quickly learned to love with all the warmth of her +enthusiastic heart. Indeed, both she and Mrs. Mills were so taken by +surprise, the case was so pressing, the plan to be so instantly carried +into execution, that there was no time for indecision or reflection. +They must either doom the Earl of Nithsdale to certain death on the +morrow, and his wife to utter despair; or they must lend themselves to +the scheme so warily, so judiciously, so discreetly contrived. + +Lady Nithsdale begged Mrs. Morgan, who was of a peculiarly slender +make, to put under her own riding-hood that which she had prepared for +Mrs. Mills, who was to leave hers in the prison for the earl. + +She then hurried them both into the coach; and repeating her +directions, enforcing her counsels, she allowed no pause in the +conversation, during which they might have leisure to reflect and to +repent. + +In their hurry and their astonishment, they thought not of the possible +consequences, but submitted to obey Lady Nithsdale in all things, who +guided them with the overawing mastery which, at the moment of trial, +the stronger mind invariably exercises over those of a more feeble and +yielding temperament. + +The coach stopped at the Tower. Lady Nithsdale had permission to +introduce but one person at a time; and leaving Mrs. Mills in the +carriage, she took Mrs. Morgan with her. + +She had not seen her husband since the preceding night, and this was +the eve of execution! If she failed, the morrow would see her a widow! +But she drove such thoughts from her mind;--she hurried Mrs. Morgan +along,--she almost pushed her into the apartment. + +Lord Nithsdale rushed to his wife, and pressed her to his bosom. "Oh, +Winifred!" he exclaimed, half reproachfully; "this long, long, weary +day, and I have not seen you!" + +She disengaged herself from him. + +"I must not look on you," she said; "I must not listen to you--I must +not think--we must now act, and not a word must be uttered that is not +to the purpose! Here is my good, kind, dear Mrs. Morgan! She is, and +has been from the first, a true and faithful friend; and now, dear Mrs. +Morgan, we must lose no time in speech or compliment." + +Mrs. Morgan took off the hood, and soon disencumbered herself of the +dress, which had been put on over her own. + +Lord Nithsdale meanwhile stood by, passive, but miserable. The long +morning had appeared to him interminable. The early February twilight +had seemed as if it never would arrive. He still looked upon this day +as his last on earth; and his feelings, though not his reason, were +almost disposed to murmur at his wife for not being with him during +the few remaining hours which they might have passed together. He had +to remind himself that she was toiling in his service, not to feel +abandoned by her. It was with a strange and mixed sensation that he had +watched the waning light. He was impatient for the shades of evening, +which he trusted would bring to him the beloved of his soul; and yet, +as he dwelt upon the last rays of sunshine, he felt loth to part with +them for ever,--to think that he should never again see that glorious +luminary fulfil its course in splendour, and shed its brilliancy on +all around; hateful to him as was the dreary prospect from his prison +windows, he now thought with regret that he should never again see its +western beams gild the square turrets of the White Tower. At moments he +felt life was worth one desperate effort; but more frequently he hoped, +when his Winifred did come, it would be to tell him that her scheme was +impracticable, to release him from his vow, and to allow him to meet +his fate with dignity and resignation. + +She came, and all was turmoil and confusion within his bosom. He +was pledged to obey her. Indeed there was no time for argument or +remonstrance. She would have listened to none. + +Those who stand upon the threshold of the grave--those to whom in a few +hours the mysteries of a future existence may all be unfolded--seem as +it were a link between the living and the dead, and are ever regarded +with a certain awe, as Mrs. Morgan experienced when looking on him of +whom she had heard so much--on him for whom, though unknown, she had +felt so keenly--on the stranger for whom she was now incurring, what +might prove to herself, no inconsiderable peril. + +That pensive countenance, that noble brow, those lofty features, all +spoke a soul within, which might well justify his wife's devotion, and +she felt that such a creature must not perish. She repented not of her +consent; but gladly, willingly, incurred the present risk. + +When the change in her dress was effected, Lady Nithsdale conducted +her back to the staircase; begging her, in the hearing of the guards, +to lose no time in sending her maid to dress her, and expressing the +greatest fear lest, if she did not come immediately, she should be too +late to present the last petition that night. + +She presently afterwards descended the stairs to meet Mrs. Mills, who, +according to their previous arrangement, concealed her face with her +handkerchief, as if in tears. When the door was closed she made her +take off her own hood, and put on that which Mrs. Morgan had left for +her; and then bidding her assume a more cheerful countenance (in order +that when her lord appeared in her dress, he might the more easily +personate the lady who had entered weeping and afflicted), she took her +by the hand, and led her out of the earl's chamber. In passing through +the next room, she said with all the concern imaginable, + +"My dear Mrs. Catherine, go in all haste, and send me my waiting-maid. +She certainly cannot reflect how late it is. I am to present my +petition to-night; and if I let slip this opportunity, I am undone, for +to-morrow will be too late; hasten her as much as possible, for I shall +be on thorns till she comes." + +The guards, to whom the countess's liberality the preceding day had +endeared her, disturbed her not, but allowed her to pass and repass +with her company: the more freely also, as, having been told by her +that the imprisoned lords were likely to obtain their liberty, they +were not so strictly on the watch as they had hitherto been. All in the +outer room, who were chiefly the guards' wives and daughters, seemed to +compassionate her exceedingly; and the sentinel himself opened the door +for them. There was nothing in the appearance of the fair and florid +Mrs. Mills which could excite the slightest suspicion. + +Having seen her safe out, Lady Nithsdale returned to finish dressing +her lord. She had prepared false hair of a fair colour; the more to +resemble Mrs. Mills, whose hair was inclined to be flaxen. She coloured +his dark eye-brows with light paint; and she also painted his face +with red and white, for there was no time to shave his dark beard. She +dressed him in some of her own petticoats, and in the hood Mrs. Mills +had worn. As the evening had by this time closed in, and she feared +that the light of candles might betray them, she hastened him from the +apartment. She led him by the hand, whilst he held his handkerchief +to his eyes; and being dressed in the same dress, and his hair and +complexion being made somewhat to resemble those of Mrs. Mills, he +easily passed for the weeping young lady whose affliction at having +parted for the last time from a dear friend might very naturally be +even more over-whelming than when she entered a short time before. + +Lady Nithsdale spoke to him in the most piteous tone of voice, bitterly +bewailing the negligence of her maid Evans, who had ruined her by her +delay. Yet, while she spoke, it almost went against her to accuse of +negligence the devoted Amy! Still, addressing the earl, she continued:-- + +"My dear Mrs. Betty, for the love of God run quickly, and bring +her with you. You know my lodging, and if ever you made despatch +in your life, do it at present. I am almost distracted with this +disappointment." + +The guards opened the door. She was permitted to pass with one friend +at a time: they had not kept exact account of the number who had +entered, satisfied that all was right while she was accompanied by only +one female, and one also whom they believed to have seen so lately +enter the chamber within. She went down with him, still conjuring him +to make all possible haste. + +As soon as he had cleared the door, she made him walk before, lest the +sentinel should take notice of his walk; and she still continued to +press him to make despatch. At the bottom of the last outer step, she +met the faithful Amy Evans, and into her hands she committed him. + +She had before engaged Mr. Mills to be in readiness before the Tower, +to conduct him to a place of safety, which at that period might be +the more easily effected, as, instead of a clear and open space +without the walls, the purlieus were choked with mean habitations, +with close and narrow alleys. The gates were no sooner passed, than +they found themselves in the throng of the most dense and busy part of +the London population; but Mr. Mills had looked upon the affair as so +very unlikely to succeed, and his astonishment threw him into such a +consternation when he actually beheld them, that he was bewildered and +quite out of himself. + +Amy Evans perceived his confusion, and with that presence of mind which +had so justly entitled her to her lady's confidence, instantly decided +on her own line of conduct. She took no notice of his agitation, lest +she might attract the attention of the passers-by; and she feared that +possibly the earl might mistrust them, if he should perceive wavering +and uncertainty in those to whom he was confided. She therefore at once +took him to some friends of her own, on whom she felt certain she might +rely; and leaving him with them, immediately returned in search of Mr. +Mills. + +Meanwhile the Lady Nithsdale had in safety regained her lord's +apartment. As she passed, all sympathised in her distress, and pitied +her for the disappointment she had met with. + +She closed the door, and then kept up a conversation as if her lord +had been really present. She answered her own questions in his voice, +as nearly as she could imitate it. She walked up and down the room, as +though they had been conversing together, till at length she imagined +the earl and Amy must have thoroughly cleared themselves of the guards. + +During all this time she had not allowed herself once to pause or +to reflect. She had contemplated nothing but success--she had not +permitted herself to anticipate failure--she had not suffered her mind +to glance towards the fatal morrow. Still calm and collected, she now +calculated that she might with safety depart herself. She neglected +no possible precaution: she opened the door, and standing half within +it, so that those without might not have an opportunity of commanding +a view of the interior, she bade her lord a formal farewell for the +night, saying, "That something more than usual must have occurred to +make Evans negligent on this important occasion, who had always been so +punctual in the smallest trifles;"--she added, "there was no remedy; +but that she should go in person; that if the Tower was still open when +she had finished her business, she would return that night; but bade +him be assured she would be with him as early in the morning as she +could gain admittance, and, as she flattered herself, should bring him +favourable news." + +Then, before she shut the door, she pulled through the string of the +latch, so that it could only be opened from within; she closed it with +some force, to make sure that it was well fastened; and as she passed +she told the servant he need not carry candles to his master till his +lord sent for them, as he desired to finish some prayers. + +She descended the stairs. She found herself in the open air; for a +moment all seemed to reel around her; she scarcely dared trust her +senses that he was really free. She trembled as she passed on. She +thought each sight, each sound, might be that he had been discovered, +overtaken, and that they were now leading him back to captivity and +certain death. + +She feared to excite suspicion by looking too eagerly and curiously +about her, and yet she fancied every moment she heard hurrying +footsteps in pursuit of her. She reached the outer gates at last--she +passed them! There were several coaches on the stand: she called one, +she threw herself into it, and drove to her own lodgings. + +It was all true! He was free! She had saved him! The joy seemed too +great for endurance--her heart felt bursting! But there was still much +to be done, she must not yet relax. + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + And all extremes how link'd! Do we not weep + For joy?--and laugh, ay, laugh, for anguish? + A hideous laugh, that tells of sorrow, more + Than tears and sighs! + + _MS. Play._ + +When Lady Nithsdale arrived at her lodgings, she found poor Mr. +M'Kenzie in waiting to accompany her to present her last hopeless +petition, had the attempt, in the success of which she had so +confidently, and, as it proved, so justly relied, proved ineffectual. + +She told him, with exultation, there was no need now of any petition, +as her husband was safe out of the Tower, and out of the hands of his +enemies, as she supposed; although, she added with truth, she knew not +where he was. + +It was also necessary to inform the Duchess of Buccleugh that she +should not require her good offices that evening, but at the same +time she was unwilling to spread the news of her lord's escape. She +had discharged the coach which had conveyed her from the Tower; but, +sending for a sedan-chair, she resolved to go immediately to the +Duchess of Buccleugh's. She inquired if she was at home; and being +answered in the affirmative, and that she was in expectation of the +countess's arrival, but was at that moment engaged with another +duchess.[A] Lady Nithsdale declined going up stairs, but desired to be +shown into a chamber below, begging at the same time that the duchess's +maid might be sent to her. + +She was glad to escape being questioned by the duchess herself, and +bade the maid acquaint her grace that her only reason for not waiting +upon her was her having been informed she was engaged with company. +She charged the maid with her most sincere thanks for her grace's kind +offer of accompanying her to court, but desired her to say, she might +spare herself any further trouble, as it was judged more advisable to +present one general petition in the name of all: still, she should +never be unmindful of her particular obligation to her grace, which she +hoped soon to acknowledge in person. + +She had dismissed the chair which brought her to the Duchess of +Buccleugh's, lest she should be pursued and watched; and she therefore +now desired one of the servants to call another, in which she proceeded +to the Duchess of Montrose's. + +Upon hearing of Lady Nithsdale's arrival, the duchess was seized +with such a panic,--she so dreaded the notion of witnessing her +despair,--that she suddenly quitted the apartment, and hastened to +deny herself. Her husband, seeing her abruptly break from her company, +anxiously followed to inquire the cause of her evident agitation. + +"I cannot see her," she exclaimed: "I could not bear to behold my poor +cousin of Nithsdale's anguish. I have no power to save her, and I have +not courage to contemplate the agony I cannot alleviate. Oh! make some +excuse for me! I am weak and helpless; I cannot preach resignation. +Alas! alas!" she continued, wringing her hands, "I know too well +what must be her feelings; I am too well aware of what a nature is +her devotion to her lord; it would be mockery in me to bid her be +patient,--to tell her time will temper her despair. I know it will not: +I could but feed her grief! It must be some stronger, firmer mind than +mine that dare face such agony as hers!" + +Even while she spoke, the servants, who had not understood the order to +deny their mistress, and who were accustomed at all hours to admit Lady +Nithsdale, entered the apartment to inform her grace that the countess +was below. + +"What shall I do?" exclaimed the duchess, in dismay. + +"Go to her, dear Christian," answered the duke; "though you may not +be able to inspire her with firmness to bear such affliction, your +sympathy must soothe." + +"Oh, that is true! Yes, I will go to her, poor soul! Assuredly I would +rather die than be unkind; and have I not promised she should always +find a friend in Christian Montrose. But if you knew how fearful her +grief is when she is so resolutely calm, you would not wonder that I +shrink from seeing her under her present circumstances." + +The duchess slowly, hesitatingly, descended, and fearfully entered the +apartment where Lady Nithsdale awaited her. + +Instead of the harrowing image of despair, which the duchess had +pictured to herself, she saw the countess with glowing cheeks and a +countenance brilliant with joy, who rushed into her arms in her ecstasy +of delight. The duchess stood appalled. She apprehended that her +cousin's troubles had, indeed, unsettled her reason, and that it was +the light of madness which flashed from her eye. She shrank in fear and +amazement. + +"He is safe!" exclaimed the countess. "My husband is in freedom!--he is +restored to me!" + +"My gentle cousin, my sweet Winifred!--Alas! you are not well; be +seated, and let me entreat you to compose yourself!" + +"You do not rejoice with me!" she cried, seizing both the duchess's +hands. "Why do you not congratulate me? I am the happiest creature in +the whole world!" she exclaimed, bursting into a flood of tears. The +duchess's alarm increased every moment. "I tell you, Christian, he is +out of prison!--he has escaped them all!--he is, I trust, safe from all +discovery. Oh! Heaven has been very merciful to me!" she continued, +bowing her head with a meek fervour, which somewhat re-assured her +friend, and made her hope the countess's words were not all the +hallucinations of a maniac. + +By degrees she became more composed, and gave some account of how her +lord's escape had been effected: then, indeed, did the duchess mingle +tears of joy with hers, and smile to think how she had misconstrued her +friend's expression of happiness. + +When they had sufficiently recovered themselves to converse with some +composure, the duchess informed Lady Nithsdale that the king was so +much incensed against her for attempting to force her petition upon +him, that she advised her to keep herself as closely concealed as +possible. She told her she would herself go to court that evening, +that she might the better judge how the intelligence of the Earl of +Nithsdale's evasion was there received: and the friends once more +parted. + +The countess, as before, had discharged her chair, and now procured +another, in which she proceeded to the house at which she had appointed +to meet Amy Evans. + +The duchess repaired to St. James's, where she found the king much +irritated, and declaring that such a thing could not have been effected +without a conspiracy: he that night despatched two persons to the +Tower, to ascertain that the other prisoners were well secured: and on +all sides the duchess heard different surmises as to the mode in which +the earl's evasion could have been accomplished. Some threw the blame +in one, some in another quarter,--none glanced at the true mode. + +The duchess alone was acquainted with the countess's part in it; and +if she had not still felt too deep an anxiety for the ultimate fate +of such dear friends, she could almost have smiled at the confident +assertions, the contradictory reports, the consequential hints, which +were either loudly spoken or mysteriously whispered in all directions. + +Indeed it has been a singular circumstance that an event of +considerable importance, and one of such recent occurrence, should for +many years have been enveloped in such mystery! + +Meanwhile Lady Nithsdale had been the first to reach the appointed +spot; but Amy Evans soon joined her. She told her how, after having +placed the earl in temporary security, she had returned in search +of Mr. Mills; how she had traced him to his own home, which he had +regained when he recovered from his astonishment; and how they had +then removed her lord to the house of a poor woman, directly opposite +the guard-house. They imagined that, having changed the disguise in +which he had made his escape, all means of tracing him would become +difficult; and that the last place which would be searched would be one +so near the Tower itself. + +The poor woman had but a single small room to spare, up one pair of +stairs, and which was almost destitute of furniture. Guided by Amy, +the countess hastened to this humble abode, and there she had the +inexpressible happiness of finding herself re-united to her husband. + +There are moments of agony too intense to bear description; there are +also moments of bliss which baffle the power of language to paint. +And if it is sometimes a relief to think the woes that excite our +sympathies too acutely are fictitious woes, there ought to be pleasure +in reflecting that the happiness which these two devoted spirits then +enjoyed was real;--that this is no fiction, but a plain and simple +narrative of what has actually occurred. + +[Footnote A: These details are from Lady Nithsdale's letter.] + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + But I, that knew what harbour'd in that head, + What virtues rare were temper'd in that breast, + Honour the place that such a jewel bred, + And kiss the ground whereas the corpse doth rest! + + _Lord Surrey on the Death of Sir Thomas Wyatt._ + +When Lady Nithsdale, after all the varied sufferings of many weeks, the +painful excitement of the few preceding days, the agonising violence +she had done to her feelings for the last twelve hours, at length found +herself pressed to her husband's bosom, when she knew that she was +supported by his arms, over-wrought nature gave way, and she fainted. + +With the assistance of Amy, however, she soon revived, and in a state +of blissful exhaustion she wept freely on his shoulder. Few words were +spoken. + +When her lady seemed more composed, Amy stole away, for she feared to +excite the notice of the other lodgers. + +"Let us pray, my love!" said Lady Nithsdale when the door was closed: +"let us together pour forth our souls to that Providence who has this +day extended over us so special a mercy. It will relieve my bursting +soul to give utterance to the gratitude which almost oppresses it;" and +they both sunk on their knees in humble adoration. + +For a time, nor doubt nor fear disturbed the full security of their +gratitude and their joy! It was not till the first grey light began to +dawn, and that the twitter of the sparrows on the house-tops, and the +discordant sounds of London streets, again broke the stillness which +had reigned, that the difficulties and dangers that still surrounded +them recurred to their minds. + +The earl sighed when first he saw the rays of the sun shine on the +taller chimneys of the adjacent buildings, and that the tiled roofs of +the surrounding houses became visible from their narrow window, for +he remembered his own feelings as he had mentally bidden adieu the +preceding evening to the sunbeams; and, mixed with gratulation and +thankfulness for the different circumstances under which he now hailed +the cheering light, came the recollection of his fellow-prisoners. He +thought on the good Earl of Derwentwater, and on his old friend Lord +Kenmure. + +His wife watched the expression of his countenance. She read what +passed within. "Alas!" she said, "I have been a very egotist in my joy. +I have not been able to think of those who are now marking in agony and +desperation the dawning of this fatal day, who turn from its glorious +light in sickening, loathing despair. Alas for them! The extremes of +grief, and of happiness, both make us selfish creatures. And yet can I +really think of aught but you? How can I grieve, when I can gaze as now +upon you, rescued from that dismal place, restored to me and to your +children? Oh! we shall together hear their clear young voices; we shall +together, with delighted eyes, follow them in their graceful sports; +we shall both feel their twining arms around our necks; we shall +together guide and direct their young minds; we shall watch the opening +intellect develope itself, and ripen into all that is noble in man, all +that is lovely in woman! Oh, my love! my husband! what happiness is +there in store for us!" + +Lord Nithsdale listened in deep-felt rapture: he hung upon her words; +he let his soul go to the delightful picture she drew; he drank in the +musical sounds of her soft voice; he looked with love and tenderness +upon the sweet though wan countenance, which, in its delicate paleness, +bore the traces of past suffering. + +"What happiness indeed!" he echoed. "What unutterable happiness!" + +"And how tall our noble boy will be! We shall scarcely know him, except +by those clustering fair curls which contrast so prettily with the dark +brows, which are all your own, my love! Oh, those blue eyes! how they +used to dance from beneath the shady brow! And Anne, my darling Annie! +she will not have forgotten us, I trust; she will not have forgotten +to climb your knee, and nestle into your bosom, as she was used to do, +while you still remained absorbed in meditation." + +A smile, a pleased, a tranquil, tender smile, played over his lips as +he said, "My own sweet children, I dare think of you now! Yesterday +it was with such painful regret that the image of your innocent +endearments rose before my mind, that I strove to banish you from +my thoughts. My gallant, stout boy! my pretty Annie!" and a silent +but sweet tear stole down his manly cheek. "And yet, my love, are we +not almost presumptuous in looking forward thus confidently? Though +no longer within a prison's walls, we must not deem ourselves too +secure----" + +As he spoke, one loud, deep, sonorous toll of a bell was heard. Lady +Nithsdale started. The colour, which the joyous picture she had drawn +had summoned to her cheeks, gave way to a ghastly paleness. Lord +Nithsdale did not finish the broken sentence: both sat in mute horror. +Several moments elapsed; they heard no more. They began to fancy some +accidental sound had startled them, when again the clear, deep sound +struck on their ears--their hearts! She looked upon him with a fearful +inquiring glance. + +"It must be so," he said; "this is the very hour!" He clasped his hands +firmly together; and, dropping his head, he pressed them against his +bosom. "My friends, my noble, my true-hearted friends!" he ejaculated +in a low and smothered voice. + +"O God! and is it over?" she exclaimed, and she wound her arms around +him; she clung to him with desperate energy; she pressed him closely to +her, while she gazed wildly at the closed door, as if she every moment +expected to see it burst open, and the ministers of the law rush in to +bereave her of the loved being she had rescued. + +"They shall not tear thee from me! No, no! I feel this woman's arm +could hold thee with so firm a grasp, that no earthly power could +sever us. They shall not, they cannot wrest thee from these arms!" + +Again the awful toll of the minute-bell rung upon their ears! "Does it +mean all is over?" she again slowly whispered in trembling horror. + +"No, no! not so! they are even now on their way to the scaffold," he +said. "He breathes yet! my friend, my noble Derwentwater yet breathes +this vital air! The healthful blood still flows through his veins! That +gallant heart still throbs in its mortal clothing! He is yet alive; and +on this vast globe there does not beat a heart more gallant,--a spirit +more undaunted dwells not on this earth!" + +Again that toll struck on their hearts,--that toll for which they +listened, till they almost fancied each must have been the last; when, +no! the next awful sound struck their very frame, jarred on their every +nerve, even more painfully than that which preceded it. They were half +tempted to stop their ears to exclude the torturing clang, but a power +which they could not resist compelled them to listen with redoubled +intensity. + +"By this time they must have reached Tower Hill!" he murmured. If +he had seen the fearful expression of her countenance while he thus +pictured what would have been, what still might be, his fate, he would +in pity have been silent; but his thoughts were at that moment all upon +his friends, his companions, his fellow-prisoners. Though he pressed +her to his heart, he looked not upon her, and was still absorbed by the +scene which he knew was enacting. + +"Hush! all is silent! the bell has ceased!" No: it came again! its +brazen clang again sounded. They still listened in breathless silence! +At length it really ceased. + +"What means this stillness?" she faintly asked. + +"It is even now," he replied, in a smothered tone, "they must have +reached the spot!" He pressed his hand upon his eyes: "My friends! my +friends!--my dear, my noble friends!--I should not have abandoned ye; +I should be there to share your fate; I ought to be with ye now!" he +exclaimed in passion. + +"My husband! my life! my love?" she softly whispered, in an appealing, +a deprecating tone. + +"Oh! no, no! I did not mean to say so! This is my home! here is my +resting-place!" and his head dropped upon her shoulder. + +Minutes elapsed: neither could keep count of time; it might be moments, +it might be hours! + +Again the awful, the horrible bell resounded; it seemed to crack his +heart-strings. He started up; he shook her from him: he paced the room +with hasty strides. + +"It is all over!" he exclaimed,--"it is consummated! They are now +bloody corpses! head-less trunks!" + +She seized him by the arm: "Hush, hush; in mercy hush! speak not with +such ungoverned earnestness. Did not Amy forbid us to stir for our +lives?--did she not bid us converse in subdued tones?--did she not +bid us avoid every movement that might betray that this apartment was +occupied? Are there not other lodgers in the house? If you do not value +life yourself, take pity on me. Spare me! oh, spare me the horrors +you have just brought so vividly before me! Be still, I implore, I +command,--by all I have done, all I have ventured, all I have endured!" +and she dragged him to the wretched bed on which they had been seated, +and which was the only article of furniture the chamber contained. He +unresistingly yielded to her gentle force, and re-seated himself. + +The dreadful certainty that the fate of his companions in misfortune +was sealed completely dispelled the gleam of secure happiness which had +shone through the hearts of both. + +Lady Nithsdale thought on the Countess of Derwentwater; on the Lady +Kenmure; and while she closely clung to her husband's arm, to assure +herself in very truth that he was safe, and to prevent his making any +movement which might betray him, she pictured to herself the unavailing +agonies of the other ladies, till her very brain went round! + +It now seemed to her she had as yet accomplished but little. She felt +there was no security in their freedom; the fact that they were still +within so short a distance of the fatal spot, which had this moment +been brought only too forcibly home to the feelings of both, made her +impatiently await further intelligence from her faithful friends--made +her feel that nought was done till the seas rolled between him and his +enemies! + +She listened breathlessly, hoping each step might be Amy's, or Mrs. +Mills's; and yet she dreaded each sound that reached her, lest it might +prove the approach of guards, who, having traced his steps, might have +succeeded in discovering his retreat. + +Lord Nithsdale, on the other hand, thought not of himself; his feelings +were all for the departed. His imagination rapidly ran over his former +intercourse with his friend. + +"I never saw him from that day," he murmured thoughtfully; "we parted +at the second gateway when we returned from Westminster Hall, on the +9th. As we were in the coach, on our way home, he regretted having +pleaded guilty; 'for,' he said, 'it is not treason that we have +committed! it would have been treason in us to have acted otherwise +than we have done. Yes,' he continued; 'all, save the prisoners, all +the multitudes who crowded the vast Hall--all, all were traitors, +except ourselves!' And when I urged that the expression thus used was +but the form in which we conveyed that we denied not our share in the +business, 'But I am not a traitor to my lawful king, and I should not +have allowed the word,' he replied with earnestness. We were then led +from the coach to our separate lodgings," continued the earl, following +the current of his own melancholy thoughts, "and as we parted,--for +the last time parted,--he pressed my hand, and said, 'Nithsdale, we +have been friends through life, should we be parted in death? (which I +do not think we shall be, we shall probably share the same doom!) but +should one survive, let me live in your remembrance, as, I promise, you +shall in mine!' And so he shall! never, never will I forget you, my +noble Ratcliffe; here shall your memory dwell," he added, striking his +bosom,--"here, while the life-blood throbs through this heart!" + +He paused, and Lady Nithsdale for a while feared to disturb the sad +recollections in which he so naturally indulged; but at length she +gently ventured to whisper:-- + +"And if you thus feel for him who was your friend, think what would +have been my condition had the husband of my love shared his fate! +Control your voice! Speak but in whispers. Think should you now be +dragged from me!" she continued in a meek and supplicating tone. + +"True, true, my gentle love!" he softly answered. "I will be +prudent,--calm and prudent; I owe it in gratitude to my deliverer." + +She had scarcely thus tempered down his emotions, when they were both +startled by the sound of footsteps; but they were soft and stealthy. +There was no heavy tramp, no sound of arms, no rough voices. + +There came three gentle taps upon the door; Lady Nithsdale hastened to +it; Amy gave the preconcerted sign, and she admitted her. + +Her face was pale, almost livid; her eyes seemed starting from her +head; she staggered into the room, but she failed not carefully to +close and double-lock the door behind her. + +"I came to tell you all that we have arranged," she said, in a broken +voice; "and----I will speak in a moment...." + +"Oh, merciful Heaven! Do they suspect? Have they traced him?" cried +Lady Nithsdale, in tremulous agony. + +"Oh, no! it is not that: my dear lord is safe,--I trust,--I hope; safe +from that dreadful doom!" and Amy closed her eyes for a moment. + +"For pity's sake explain yourself,--dear, dear Amy!" + +"'Tis nothing,--it will pass. 'Tis nothing more than we all know. +We knew this was the fatal morning; and I waited till all was over, +for I dared not willingly risk seeing anything dreadful. I thought I +might now venture here, for Mr. Mills, who was there, told me all was +accomplished. I came to tell you we have hopes for my lord's speedy +departure. But oh! I did not wait long enough! The scaffold is still +up," she continued, shuddering at the recollection, "all hung with +black cloth; and the block, the huge--bloody--wooden block,--and the +saw-dust! Oh! my soul sickens!" + +Deep as was her anxiety for her lord's escape, the countess herself +could not command words to inquire what were the hopes of accomplishing +it, to which Amy alluded. All remained for some moments speechless, +with eyes fixed on the ground, fearful to meet those of the other. + +At length Lady Nithsdale stole a glance towards her husband to see how +he bore what Amy had just uttered. His face was concealed by both his +hands. + +Amy was the first to recover herself: "The Venetian ambassador sends +his coach next week to meet his brother at Dover; and we hope to +persuade his excellency's servant, M. Michel, to take charge of my +lord. He is one on whom we may depend. He is under great obligations +to Mr. and Mrs. Mills, and would do anything to repay them; and when +once he is safe away, he is not responsible to those in power here. +Yes, dearest madam, I have good hope that all will turn out right," +continued Amy, striving to shake off the horror which had overpowered +her when first she entered. + +"Thanks, my faithful, true friend!" and Lady Nithsdale tenderly +embraced her. + +Lord Nithsdale appeared not to heed what they had said; but, in a low, +hollow voice, inquired, with his face averted,--for he shrunk from +showing to any eye but his own Winifred's, the traces of deep emotion +which he could not master,--"Did Mr. Mills mention any particulars?" + +"Nothing very particular," answered Amy, shuddering at the question. + +"Did the lords address the people?" he again asked, his face still +averted, and with a forced calmness in his tone. + +"I believe they did, my lord." + +"Was Mr. Mills within hearing?" + +"Yes, my dear master; but why harrow your feelings by listening to +these details? Surely it were better to think of the future, and bend +your mind to all that there remains to do?" + +"Nay, I must hear; I must learn all I can of my lost, lost friends!" he +exclaimed, turning upon them a face so awful in its noble grief that +none dared for a moment to resist his wishes. "Tell me all; let me hear +everything!" + +Unable to oppose, or to resist, his firm and solemn command, Amy began +her tale: "They were taken, my lord, in a hackney-coach from the Tower +to the Transport Office. It was a little before ten o'clock." + +"I know it," he answered. "We heard the bell!" he added in a sepulchral +inward voice. + +"The Earl of Derwentwater was the first; and though he seemed somewhat +pale, his bearing was resolute and sedate, Mr. Mills said." + +"Assuredly it was!" said the earl, almost angry that it should be +deemed possible his friend could have borne himself otherwise. + +"After some time spent in prayer he obtained the sheriff's leave to +read a paper. He came forward to the rails, and he asked pardon of +those whom he might have scandalized by pleading guilty at his trial." + +"I knew that weighed upon his mind," murmured the earl. + +"He said he was sensible he had by this made bold with his loyalty to +King James; but that he had been told it was merely a form, and that +there was nothing of moment in so doing." + +"They told us all so;--that, having been undeniably in arms, pleading +guilty was but the consequence of submitting to mercy." + +"He said he died a Roman Catholic, and was in perfect charity with +all the world; and he added, that if the prince, who now governs, had +spared his life, he should have thought himself obliged never more to +take up arms against him." Amy was silent Lord Nithsdale, after a pause +of some moments, said, in a voice scarcely audible, + +"Did he suffer? Was it quickly over?" + +"At one blow, my lord," answered Amy, shuddering as she spoke. + +"Pardon me, good Amy,--I pain you; but I must know. And Lord Kenmure?" + +"He did not speak to the people; but in his devotions he prayed for +King James. He apologised for his dress; saying, he had so little +thought of dying so soon, he had not provided a black suit. Mr. Mills +says he showed great resolution and firmness in his carriage, though, +to his mind, he was not so calm within as the Earl of Derwentwater." + +"I can endure no more!" at length exclaimed Lady Nithsdale, as all +these details so horribly pictured the scene: "I cannot, cannot bear +it! Amy, in mercy cease!" + +"I crave your pardon, dearest wife; but they were my friends--my best +friends,--and they are gone! But we will hear no more!" And he again +buried his face in his hands. + +Amy told her lady that Mrs. Mills would soon be with them, and bring +the answer of M. Michel. She was even now at the Venetian ambassador's, +and hoped to have arranged everything according to their wishes. + +The countess pressed Amy's hand, and they silently awaited Mrs. Mills's +coming. + +It was late before she arrived; but she told them that on the following +day, the Saturday, Lord Nithsdale might remove to the ambassador's, +where M. Michel undertook to conceal him in his own chamber; that on +the Wednesday in the following week, his excellency's coach-and-six +was to go to Dover to meet his brother, when M. Michel could easily +take Lord Nithsdale in his master's livery as one of his retinue. + +All seemed to promise well, and the countess breathed more freely. + +Mrs. Mills had considerately brought with her some bread, which, with a +loaf and a bottle of wine which had been provided the evening before, +was all they had to subsist upon for the two days and nights they spent +in their present lurking-place. + +On the Saturday they parted, according to this arrangement. To both, +such a parting was a severe trial! + +The countess feared every possible and every impossible danger must +beset his path when she could no longer see him with her own eyes. +He found the task a hard one to tear himself again from her, when +so lately re-united; but he also felt how incumbent it was on him +to accept with gratitude so favourable an opportunity of escaping. +They were both aware that to linger in England was risking all their +hardly-earned happiness. In trembling hope, they parted. + +"It would be sinful in us to mistrust Providence," he said; "we have +been so mercifully dealt with, we ought to feel confidence that we +shall be preserved to a safe and joyful meeting!" + +"True, true, my love. I would not detain you one moment in this fatal +land! I wish you gone! And yet--and yet--it is so painful, so very +painful, to part! But you shall go--even now,--this moment! It is not +for me to doubt the mercy of Heaven." + +She gently disengaged herself from him: he pressed her once more to +his bosom, and then followed Mrs. Mills to the door. He there paused +to take one more look at her as she stood half supported by Amy. She +watched him through the doorway,--she listened to his step as he +descended the stairs,--she heard the street-door shut:--"He is gone!" +she said; "but I must not repine. Oh, what a parting it might have +been! When I think of Lady Derwentwater and of Lady Kenmure, I feel +how blessed I am! I will not weep--I will not grieve: I must allow no +feeling but that of gratitude to find a place within this bosom!" + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + La nef qui déjoint mes amours + N'a cy de moi que la moitié. + Une parte te reste, elle est tienne. + + _Mary Queen of Scots._ + +The Countess of Nithsdale lost no time in quitting her present retreat, +and she took up her abode at the house of a quiet honest man in Drury +Lane, where, in the utmost privacy, she awaited the news of her +husband's safe arrival on the Continent. + +After the intense agitation of the foregoing week, she experienced a +kind of listless stupefaction; she was totally incapable of employing +herself. Although her mind was comparatively at ease, yet a thousand +vague horrors shot across it. The inaction was oppressive and irksome +to her. She wished every hour, every moment, to know how it fared with +her lord; and yet she was fully aware that the only prudent course +to pursue, both for his sake and her own, was to keep herself quite +retired, and to avoid being seen by any. + +On the Wednesday the Earl of Nithsdale, as had been previously +concerted, accompanied the Venetian ambassador's coach to Dover, where +he arrived without detection or danger. + +When there, M. Michel hired a small vessel, and immediately set sail +for Calais. + +Was it a moment of unmixed joy to Lord Nithsdale when he set foot upon +the vessel which was to bear him from the land in which his life was +forfeited to the laws,--from the land in which he was proscribed, to +seek one which held out to him all the charms of life and liberty? + +It was not so:--for that land was the land of his birth,--that land +contained her to whom he was bound by stronger ties than ever attached +man to woman! + +As the swift bark bounded over the deep, he gazed upon the receding +shores with tenderness and regret. The breeze was favourable, the ship +skimmed the waters, the passage was performed in so short a time that +the captain remarked, "the wind could not have served better if his +passengers had been flying for their lives." + +Until the countess received assured intelligence of his safe arrival +at Calais, she had been able to turn her thoughts to no other subject. +She felt he might at any moment be discovered; it was still possible +that all the horrors and the sufferings with which she was only too +well acquainted might still be in store for her. At moments she accused +herself of wanting that reliance she ought to feel in Heaven; at +others, she thought she was presumptuous in fancying herself too secure. + +But when once she knew he was safe from all pursuit, other cares beset +her mind. + +The feelings of the mother rose strong within her. Every paper, every +document, which might secure to themselves, or to their children after +them, any means of existence, had been left at Terreagles. While +fearing for his life, all other considerations had been forgotten; but +now that all-absorbing interest was at rest, anxiety for the fate of +her children took possession of her soul. + +She resolved, if possible, to revisit Terreagles. If she had exposed +her life for the father, she thought she could do no less than hazard +it once more to save her son from beggary. + +After the great events of the last month, her mind seemed to stand in +need of some strong excitement; she was almost glad to feel called upon +by duty for a fresh exertion. + +She hoped, through the means of the Duchess of Buccleugh, she might +obtain leave openly to visit Terreagles; and she wrote to her, telling +her that she understood some suspected her of having contrived her +lord's escape, but that she imagined a bare suspicion, destitute of +proof, would never be held sufficient ground for her being punished +for a supposed offence, although it had been motive enough for her to +remain in concealment. She entreated her grace to procure permission +for her to depart freely upon her business. + +But her application, far from being granted, rather roused in +the government the desire to secure her; and she owed to the +Solicitor-General (who, though an utter stranger to her, had the +humanity to plead her cause,) the decision, that as long as she evinced +such respect to government as not to appear in public, no search should +be made for her; but that, if she showed herself in England or in +Scotland, she should be forthwith secured. + +This was but poor satisfaction. Having been so suddenly summoned from +Scotland, she had not been able to arrange any thing at Terreagles; +but before she repaired to Scone to wait upon the Chevalier, not +knowing in such uncertain times what might occur during her absence, +she had taken the precaution of burying in the ground the family +papers, which her husband had committed to her charge, and other +articles of most value. + +It was fortunate she had done so, for the house had been searched after +her departure; and, as the countess herself expresses it, "God only +knows what might have transpired from those papers!" + +If these documents were to be preserved, it seemed absolutely necessary +she should repair to Terreagles, and that she should do so without +delay, and as privately as possible. + +For this purpose she again provided herself, Amy and Walter Elliot, +with saddle-horses, and retraced her way to Scotland. + +It was no longer the inclemency of the season which constituted the +danger of the journey, but the fear of being discovered. On this +occasion, however, it was but for herself she feared: after her long +seclusion in the most confined parts of London, as she rode forward, +inhaling the clear country air, with the delightful certainty that her +husband was in safety and in freedom, instead of being a prisoner, +in danger, distress, and loneliness, within the Tower walls, she +contrasted the buoyant spirit with which she looked upon this merely +personal risk, with the horrible oppressive weight which lay at her +bosom as, two months before, she had traversed the same road. + +Her spirits almost rose with the danger; and she gladly yielded herself +up to the enjoyment of the early spring. + +The hedges were already beginning to be partially clothed in their +green livery; the meadows in the neighbourhood of London were fresh +and bright; the birds twittered, and sprang from twig to twig; the +primroses and wild violets already peeped forth on the more sunny +banks. The unusually hard winter had been followed by the rapid +bursting forth, the flush, of an early spring. As she advanced, the +new-cut copses were spangled with wood anemones and the blue harebell; +cowslips, and daffodils painted the fields. All nature seemed to smile +before her. Her journey was one of positive enjoyment, notwithstanding +the degree of fear which induced her prudently to avoid the large +towns, and the considerable inns, at which she was likely to be known, +and to put up only at the smallest and humblest resting-places. + +To Amy, the naturally light-hearted Amy, the joyous laugh was no +longer a stranger. Her eye danced once more with gaiety, and she even +occasionally trilled a snatch of one of her old Welsh ditties. + +Her lady smiled kindly upon her: "I scarcely thought ever to have heard +that sound again, Amy. It does me good to hear it; and yet," she said, +"there is much pain mingled with the pleasure it affords. It brings +back with over-whelming tenderness past days of happiness;--past, never +to return!" and her eyes filled with tears. + +"My dearest madam, I could chide myself for my silly song if it makes +you weep." + +"No, dear Amy, sing on. I love to hear the melody, although it draws +tears: they are not bitter ones." + +"Nay, madam, I can sing no more; my voice is gone:" and they rode on in +silence. + +After several more days of continued journeying, Lady Nithsdale +ventured to repose herself for two nights at Traquhair; where, with her +sister-in-law, and Lord Traquhair, she enjoyed the happiness of a free +outpouring of the soul, and where, to willing ears and open hearts, she +gave every detail of their brother's escape. + +The lieutenant of the county being an old and tried friend of her +lord's, she felt assured that he would allow no search to be made for +her without forwarding to her due warning to abscond. + +She did not send any notice of her return to Terreagles, that the +magistrates of Dumfries might not be prepared to make inquiries about +her; but she suddenly made her appearance there, feigning that she had +the leave of government to do so. The better to persuade them that +it was with permission she was there, she sent to her neighbours and +invited them to visit her; while in the interim she busied herself in +securing the papers. + +The gardener alone knew where they had been buried, and with the +assistance of the faithful old Hugh she recovered them. They were as +yet unhurt; but, although in the highest state of preservation after +one very severe winter, they could not have remained much longer in the +ground without prejudice. + +It was, as Lady Nithsdale herself says, a particular stroke of +Providence that she made the despatch she did, for the magistrates of +Dumfries soon suspected her. + +The indefatigable Amy, whose ears were always open, whose discretion +was never slumbering, learned by a fortunate accident that one of them +was heard to say, he should, the next day, insist upon seeing the +Countess of Nithsdale's leave from government. + +There was not a moment to be lost: Lady Nithsdale resolved to depart +before daybreak. She forwarded the rescued documents by a safe hand to +Traquhair, and on the following morning set forth again for London. + +It was now that she bade a fond, lingering, last adieu to her home: she +knew that it was for ever she quitted it! When all were at rest, she +gently visited each well-known apartment. She repaired to that which +her children had usually inhabited: she looked with sadness upon the +vacant room. She thought how often she had there heard their prattling +voices--there bent over their quiet slumbers. She paused at the door, +and the tears gushed from her eyes. A thousand trifling incidents +crowded on her mind: there was not a spot that was not alive with +recollections. + +"Truly," she thought, "did my dear lord say, as he parted hence, 'Our +castles will be desolate, our name extinct!'" She looked upon the +motto, 'Reviresco:' "Truly did he say, 'Not here will any Earl of +Nithsdale flourish again!'--but he is safe; our children are safe; and +we shall be happy, in all the charities of domestic life. 'Twere sinful +to allow such regrets to stifle for a moment the gratitude which ought +to over-power all other emotions." + +But when, ere the early dawn appeared, they prepared to mount their +horses, and she saw the faithful old gardener, with his blue bonnet +in his hand, respectfully hold the bridle rein, enacting the part of +'squire, the tears would flow unbidden: "Thanks, my good Hugh! I am +glad to see you once more; for, alas! Hugh, I shall never, never, +return to this dear home again! Heaven bless you, and all, all, who +dwell around!" she continued, looking around her at the scattered +cottages on the hill-sides; "may you and yours be well and happy!" + +"I feared how it was, my leddy; I fancied, if I was not here betimes, +I should never look on your leddyship's fair face again. Eh! madam,'tis +an awful thing when the head of an ancient house flits for ever from +the home of his ancestors. 'Tis an awsome thing for a' the puir folks +about! and as for me and my gude wife, why, I think it will go nigh +to break our hearts! But that's neither here nor there: what maun be, +maun be; and I dinna' mean to make your leddyship down-hearted! I only +thought I would see the last o' ye;" and the old man brushed away a +tear. "I just made bold, my leddy, to bring wi' me a little o' the seed +of our famous kale, which my lord used always to praise. I thought, in +the outlandish countries my lord is like to abide in now, he might not +meet with any such; and I guessed 'twas next to impossible that, with +so much upon your mind, your leddyship should give it a thought." + +"Give it me, good Hugh; and depend upon it your kind recollection of my +lord shall not be forgotten. I will tell him that his old friends here +have not put him from their minds yet!" + +"Nor ever will, my leddy; that's not the way with a true Scot. We shall +keep the Maxwells in mind as long as you and yours remember Scotland, +and, may be, longer too. But yonder's the grey light in the east; I +must not be keeping your leddyship." + +Lady Nithsdale could not speak; but she pressed the old man's hard +weather-beaten hand in her own soft delicate fingers, and she hurried +from the castle. It was in vain to struggle longer with her tears; she +yielded to the natural impulse, and suffered them to flow. + +As on their former journey, they only stopped at the poorest inns; and +at one of these they were compelled to take their evening meal in the +room where the other travellers were also accommodated. They remarked +a sturdy farmer who looked hard at them, and by the blaze of the fire +they recognised the yeoman with whom they had conversed on their way to +York. He soon renewed acquaintance. + +"Why, is it you, my demure puritan? What brings you this road again so +soon? Did you not find a hearty welcome, that you are so soon for the +north country again? How fared it with your friends in London?" + +"It fares well with some of our dearest friends, I thank you; far +better than when last we met," answered the countess. + +"There have been great doings going on in London since you went this +road; and what my companion said, though it was roughly said, has come +out pretty true: they have made away with a good many of the rebel +lords." + +Lady Nithsdale shuddered. + +"But the king did spare some of them, and they say would have spared +more if his ministers would have let him; but a good many took French +leave. There was half a dozen broke out of Newgate at once, they say; +and though some were taken again, there was one Hepburn found out where +his wife and children were abiding, by spying his own family tankard, +the Keith tankard, as they call it, which they had stuck in the window +just for that very purpose: he was a lucky fellow! And Forster, he is +safe in France, they say. And pray, young woman, you can't tell me how +'twas the Earl of Nithsdale got away?" + +Lady Nithsdale started. "Nay, sir! how should I know?" + +"Why, you have been in London, and I thought folks must have talked +enough about it there; for, to my mind, 'twas a strange thing, and +that's the truth. Do you think the guards were in the secret?" + +"Oh, no, no! they knew nothing!" exclaimed the countess, anxious to +exculpate them from such a charge. + +"Why, I thought you knew nothing!" answered the yeoman, with a cunning +glance; "but if you do, you need not stand in fear of me; I should +never wish to say anything of anybody to their prejudice." + +"I never heard any suspicion of infidelity thrown out against the +guards," answered Lady Nithsdale, in a more composed manner; "but +I have left London some time, and other circumstances may have +transpired." + +"Then you don't know that 'twas the earl's mother that brought him the +clothes in which he disguised himself?" + +"No! indeed I did not," answered the countess, with a glance at Amy, +which she could not control. + +"They say that's a positive fact!" proceeded the farmer: "and perhaps, +then, you have not heard, what they tell me is equally true, that on +the 24th,--yes, it was the 24th, was it not, that the rebels had their +heads off?" + +Lady Nithsdale bowed assent. + +"On the 24th of last month, the very day the Earl of Derwentwater was +beheaded, the water in the moat round Dillstone Castle turned as red as +blood! That was very singular, was it not?" + +"Strange indeed!" ejaculated Amy, with a countenance in which awe and +wonder were honestly visible; "on the very day he suffered!"--and +the thought of the scaffold, and the blood, of which she had caught, +or fancied she caught, a sight, flashed across her mind. She turned +so pale, that the countess, now the most self-possessed of the two, +hastened to withdraw attention from Amy, lest her emotion should become +too apparent. + +The feminine horror of blood, and the superstitious terror with which +she listened to so unnatural a portent, had thrown her more off her +guard than circumstances of real peril would have done. + +Lady Nithsdale inquired whether the Earl of Wintoun's trial had yet +come on, and the yeoman, proud of his superior information, told her +that it had, and that he had received sentence of death; but he added, +"he seemed so wild and strange that half the world thought he was not +in his right senses." + +Meanwhile Amy Evans had recovered herself, and the countess was glad to +seize the first opportunity of retiring, and of avoiding any further +observation. + +Upon her arrival in London, she found from her friends, the Duchess +of Montrose and Mrs. Morgan, that the king was even more than ever +incensed against her, for having, against his prohibition, made her +appearance in Scotland; and that if he should succeed in securing her, +there was every reason to fear that she would be proceeded against +according to the utmost rigour of the law. And this, she heard from +some of the best law authorities, would be no other than, in a case of +high treason, to make the head of the wife answerable for that of the +husband. + +It therefore became necessary that she should take measures for her own +speedy departure. But, before she left her native land for ever, she +ventured to have one more interview with her good cousin, Christian of +Montrose. It was, however, by stealth that the duchess visited her, and +in sorrow that she bade her farewell. + +"I fear to injure you by my visit, dear cousin," she said; "and yet I +longed to bid Heaven prosper you on your journey. You will let me know +when you are really restored to your husband and your children. Though +we may never meet again, it will be sweet to me to fancy you enjoying +perfect happiness with those who are so dear to you." + +"I shall indeed be happy; but, alas! dear Christian, this heart will +ever yearn towards its island home. I love the very soil of England; +and, as I pass along, I look with fond regret at every house, at every +tree, and think with sorrow that I am henceforth to be an exile; that I +can never, never, look on them again. As for my friends--such friends +as you, dear Christian!----But think you in very truth there is no hope +of our being ever allowed to revisit our dear England?" + +"Alas! the king is still so angry with you individually. He has granted +the Viscountess Kenmure 150_l._ per annum for the education of her +children; the Lady Nairne too has met with favour; but, dear cousin," +she added, smiling, "he says you have given him more trouble than +any other woman in Europe; and although I verily believe many of the +other prisoners who have made their escape have not been over-strictly +guarded, yet both the warders who had charge of the earl your husband, +and only they, are likely to be punished for neglect of their duty." + +"They deserve no punishment on that score," replied the countess. +"Neither do I owe them gratitude, nor need the government visit upon +them the good deed in which they did not participate." + +"But from all I tell you, dearest Winifred, it is plain you should not +linger here!" + +"I shall be gone to-morrow, Heaven favouring me," replied the countess. +"This evening I bid farewell to two dear friends, and to-morrow I +am gone!" And with many tears, and last farewells, and promises of +communicating by letter, the cousins parted. + +The friends to whom Lady Nithsdale alluded were Mrs. Morgan and Mrs. +Mills, whose names she did not care to mention even to the duchess, +lest it might ever transpire that they had assisted in her lord's +escape. + +To them she scarcely knew in what terms sufficiently to express her +gratitude; and it cast a gloom over the prospect of speedy reunion to +the objects of her dearest affections, to think that she should never +more see the persons to whom, under Providence, she was indebted for +that happy prospect. + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + But I wad rather see him roam + An outcast on a foreign strand, + And wi' his master beg his bread, + Nae mair to see his native land, + Than bow a hair o' his brave head + To base usurper's tyrannye, + Than cringe for mercy to a knave + That ne'er was owned by him or me. + + _Jacobite Song._ + +Lady Nithsdale's voyage was performed in safety; and at Paris she +joined her husband and her children, whom he had conveyed thither from +Bruges to await her coming. + +The happiness which they had almost feared to picture was at length +realised. They together gazed upon their noble boy;--she saw the little +Lady Anne nestled in her father's bosom,--she gave herself up to the +joy of gazing on them, with no fear that this joy should be snatched +from her by any power except the immediate will of Heaven. + +On the 4th of May they reached Avignon, where all his adherents flocked +around the Pretender,--the Earl, or, as he was there styled, the Duke +of Mar, the Duke of Ormond, and many others, to the number of thirty +lords. + +But the petty broils, the dissensions, and the jealousies of this mock +court assorted but ill with the feelings and habits of Lord and Lady +Nithsdale. They soon left Avignon, and proceeded to Italy, where they +lived in privacy, with no wish beyond each other's society and the +company of their children. + +After all which they had endured, it was enough to be together; and for +weeks, nay, months, the delightful certainty of being restored to each +other, stood in lieu of all things else. + +But human nature is so constituted that the continued possession of +that which we have long enjoyed, and that which we no longer fear to +lose, will not alone be productive of lively, positive happiness; other +thoughts, other desires, find room within the heart. + +As their children advanced in years, they could not but feel that they +were doomed to vegetate in a foreign soil,--they could not but feel +that their position in life was very different from that to which they +had been born. + +The remembrance of home, the images of absent friends, the memory of +departed ones, were treasured up in their minds: and Lady Nithsdale +would, unperceived, dwell on the pale sad brow of her lord as, hanging +on his arm, she paced with him the shores of the Mediterranean; and she +could easily read that his thoughts had leaped over intervening time +and space, over years gone by, and over the mountains, plains, and seas +that interposed between them and their home, and were sadly fixed upon +the past, and the distant. He caught her eye, as tearfully, fondly, it +was turned on him. + +"Yes," he said, "my thoughts were far from hence. The clear pure heaven +above us is unbroken by a cloud, but dearer to my eyes the misty sky +of Scotland; the deep blue of the unruffled sea is beautiful, but to +my feelings the dusky waves that dash against the ruined walls of our +own Caerlaverock are more sublime in their wild grandeur. The distinct, +defined outline of yon purple mountains may be more brilliant, but my +heart yearns for the softened hazy outline of our own Scotch hills, +melting into the pearly hues of our watery sky!" + +As he spoke, a light bark glided rapidly by, and the boatmen kept time +with their oars as they chanted, in their musical tongue, Italian +poetry to Italian melody. + +"And dearer to my ears," said Lady Nithsdale, "the simple ballad of a +Scottish maiden, than even these sweet sounds as they are wafted to us +over the waters!" + +They stopped to listen to the song as it died away; and, as they +listened, another and more awful sound struck upon their ears. + +The bell of one of the small chapels, often constructed on the shores +of Catholic countries, was tolled for the soul of a departed mariner. +As it happened, the tone was not unlike one of which they both retained +only too vivid and painful a recollection. + +The countess felt her husband's frame quiver beneath the stroke. There +was no need of words. With a mutual pressure of the arm, they returned +upon their steps and sought their home. + +Unconsciously their pace quickened. They seemed to fly before the +stroke of that bell! Such suffering as they had both experienced leaves +traces in the soul which time itself can never wholly efface. + + * * * * * + +To those who may have been interested in the fate of the two persons +who form the subject of the foregoing memoir, it may be satisfactory +to know, that the Lady Nithsdale was not parted by death from her +beloved husband till many years afterwards, when, in the year 1744, +he died, in his exile, at Rome. She survived him five years: but she +had the comfort of knowing that, by her exertions in her last visit to +Terreagles, she had succeeded in securing a competency to her son, who +married his cousin the Lady Catherine Stewart, daughter to the Earl and +Countess of Traquhair. Her daughter, the Lady Anne Maxwell, became the +wife of Lord Bellew. + + + + +THE HAMPSHIRE COTTAGE. + + +CHAPTER I. + + And still it was her nightly prayer + To live to close his sightless eyes; + For this her torturing pains to bear, + Then sink in death ere morning rise. + Who, were she gone, the staff would guide + With which he feels, amiss, his way? + Who, careful, lay the stone aside, + That might his tottering footstep stay? + Who lead him to the shelter'd stile + That fronts the sun at noontide hour, + And watch the western clouds the while + To warn him of the gathering shower? + + _Unpublished Ballad from Nature._ + + +In one of the last cottages of the village of Overhurst, dwelt Nicholas +and Sarah Foster. There, in their accustomed seats, did the neighbours +for many years find old Nicholas, still bending over the embers of his +humble hearth, and Sarah still gazing through the casement window, in +patient endurance of the evils with which each was visited. + +They rest now in their quiet graves; but those who have known that +ancient couple will not easily forget their appearance, or that of all +around them: they will remember the well-polished wooden chair in which +the old woman sat, both her hands pressed tightly against her right +side, as if to quell the tortures of an agonizing and mortal complaint +which had long preyed upon her: they will remember the very dress she +wore,--such as is rarely seen of late years. But Sarah was an English +peasant of the olden time, and she changed not with the fashion of the +day. Her cap had a narrow, close, stiff border; the crown was high +and well-starched; and round it was tightly pinned a broad piece of +dark-purple ribbon. Her grey hair was turned back over a roll,--one of +the last remaining specimens of that mode of dressing the hair. Her +waist reached to her hips; her sleeves were tight, and ended at the +elbow. The gown was open in front; and the apron, which was of spotless +white, always seemed to be just out of the folds. + +Her usual seat, by the long casement of their clean and decent kitchen, +commanded a view down the village street; before her was a clean deal +table, which ran the whole length of the window, and upon it lay her +spectacles and a book of prayer. + +Her countenance bore the traces of extreme suffering, and her brows +were always contracted; but on her lips dwelt a patient smile. She +swayed her body incessantly backwards and forwards, as if to allay her +pain; but her voice was invariably cheerful, and even lively,--for +Nicholas was blind;--and to cheer his days of darkness was her constant +task of love. + +Nicholas in his youth had been a hedger, and he still wore the +brown leather coat peculiar to his calling. His place was in the +chimney-corner; his back towards the light, his two hands resting on +his staff, his chin upon his hands, and his sightless eyes fixed on +vacancy. + +Tempted by the beauty of the sunset, the 'squire's family one evening +extended their walk to the village, and, as they frequently did, paid +a visit to Master Foster and his dame. Sarah's face lighted up with +a momentary expression of joy as they trooped in, filling the humble +dwelling; and the old man smiled upon them the patient placid smile of +blindness. + +There was the 'squire's lady, the gentle and kind Mrs. Mowbray; and +her blooming daughter, the young Alice, in the full flush of maiden +loveliness; and the tall, slender, merry Fanny, just verging on +womanhood; and two stout schoolboys; and the rosy little Emma, who had +quickly gained possession of the tortoiseshell cat, and was trying high +its powers of endurance by her childish mode of fondling it. Besides +this, the usual party, there was also a dark and handsome youth, who +appeared to be all attention to Mrs. Mowbray; while the young Alice's +cheeks were more brilliant even than usual, her smile more animated, +and her eyes more down-cast. + +Old Sarah Foster soon perceived that the village report, which said the +'squire's eldest daughter was likely to be early settled, was better +founded than is usually the case with such reports. + +"Where is Susan this evening?" inquired Mrs. Mowbray. + +"'Tis Freshfield fair to-day, madam," answered the dame, "and all the +young people hereabouts are gone to see the humours of it: and so +her father and I thought poor Susan should take a little amusement +for once. She has but a dull life with us, so poorly as I am, and so +helpless as my good man is!" + +"I think you look rather better this evening, Dame Foster," said Alice, +who was in that happy frame of mind when it is painful to be obliged +to believe others less fortunate than one's-self, and when one had far +rather be called upon to sympathise in their joys than in their sorrows. + +"Thank you, Miss Alice," replied the old woman, while a sudden pain +caused the smile, with which she tried to receive Alice's kind words, +to die away on her lips, and her brows involuntarily to become more +contracted.--"Thank you, my dear young lady, I am much as usual; but I +do not mind my pains as long as I am able to do for my poor Nicholas. I +know his ways so well. Susan, herself, could not guess all his thoughts +as I can. Blindness is a heavy affliction, ladies. He wants some one +who can speak comfort to him at times, when he gets thinking his sad +thoughts; some one who can talk of by-gone days, when we had every +thing to make us happy; and one who can remind him of that better place +where we shall be happier than even the happiest are in this world. +Morning and night I pray to be spared as long as my poor Nicholas +lives, however hard my pains may be to bear; and morning and night I +pray that, when he is gone, I may never see another sun rise." + +A silence of some moments ensued. All were touched by the pure and +devoted affection so unconsciously expressed by the old woman. Alice's +eyes had filled with tears; for one instant they were raised to those +of the youth to whom she was betrothed, but they as quickly fell again. + +"I am sure, dame, you are a pattern for all wives," at length added +Mrs. Mowbray. + +At this moment, the sound of distant merriment was heard; and parties +of young folks, the slant western sun shining on their holiday apparel, +were seen trooping down the head-land of the opposite hill, under the +shelter of the hazel copse. + +"My Susan will soon be at home," said the dame, "for I told her to be +sure and not stay late at these merry-makings. I always hold that no +good comes of too much pleasure, madam; and, in my young days, girls +had not half the liberty they take now. I can't say, however, but that +Susan is a good girl, and minds what we old folks say to her: but she +is light-hearted, poor thing, and has not known trouble yet--God grant +it may be long before she does! There she comes, poor girl! Ah! time +was when I could move as nimbly as she does, and laugh as heartily. You +must excuse her, ladies: she little thinks what visitors we have in our +cottage, or she would know better than to be so free of her jokes," +added the dame, as Susan and her lover reached the garden gate, and she +laughingly shut it against him, and ran into the cottage. + +Upon finding herself in the presence of the 'squire's family, she +stopped suddenly, while the blood rushed over her face; and she dropped +a court'sy, graceful in its awkwardness, and took refuge close to her +mother's chair. George Wells meanwhile had followed; and, threatening +that he would steal a kiss in revenge for the trick she had played him, +burst into the cottage after her. His shame-faced look of dismay when +he perceived the company assembled was irresistibly comic: Mrs. Mowbray +smiled, Fanny tried to be serious, the two boys laughed outright, +while Alice and Captain Harcourt each maintained a countenance of +imperturbable unconsciousness. + +The visit was now speedily brought to a conclusion; and Susan and her +lover were left to settle their little quarrel, relieved from the awe +inspired by "the gentlefolks." + +They had already kept company, as it is termed, two years. George had +saved enough to furnish a cottage decently; and Susan had already +provided the linen, blankets, and counterpane, which, among the better +sort of poor people, and those who think it necessary to make any +provision before they enter into the marriage state, is reckoned the +proper dowry of the bride. They only waited to hear of a cottage which +they might rent, before they were asked in church. + +George Wells was invited to stay supper, and the quick and lively Susan +had soon arranged the humble meal. The rashers of bacon were fried, +the smoking potatoes were on the table: she had placed her father's +chair, and she gently led him from his chimney-nook, and settled him +comfortably to his supper; then, gaily kissing him on the forehead, she +began to tell him of the wonders they had seen at the fair. The old +man turned his sightless eyes towards her, and, leaning forward as he +listened, smiled placidly to hear of all the brilliant things which he +might never gaze on again; and the dame forgot her pains for a while, +rejoicing in the happiness of her child. "But, mother, you do not know +why I am so overjoyed to-day! I have such a piece of news for you! +I think you will be as pleased as I am; and father too! Won't they, +George?" + +"Maybe they will, if it comes true." + +"Well, mother, guess." + +"I never was a good guesser, Susan, not in my best days; and I shall +never begin now." + +"Well, father, do you guess, then." + +"Lord save you, child! how should I know? Maybe 'tis that the 'squire +will give away coals gratis to the poor this Christmas?" + +"No, 't an't that; 'tis something that will make us happy at Christmas +and at Lady-day, at Midsummer and at Michaelmas, and all the year +round, as long as we all live." + +"If so be that it comes true; but we are not sure yet, Susan," +interposed the more steady George, who did not run away with a notion +so quickly as the light-hearted Susan. + +"Oh, George! I know they will give up the cottage; you will see if +they don't. They say, father, that Master Mumford is going to set up +carpenter, and that he is to move to Mr. Peters's shop, and Mr. Peters +is to be a great cabinet-maker at Turnholme; and then what should +hinder us taking Master Mumford's cottage, and living next door to you? +I should not mind marrying if I was to go no farther than that from +you and mother; for then I could do for you as well as I can now, and +mother need only just trouble herself with little odd jobs that will be +rather a pleasure than a trouble to her." + +"But, Susan, we don't know, even if Master Mumford should set up at Mr. +Peters's, whether the 'squire will let the cottage to us. If you run +off so at score, maybe you'll only meet with a disappointment. However, +I am willing to go to the 'squire's to-morrow morning, and see what I +can do." + +"That's right, George!" exclaimed the eager Susan; "that's what I have +been wanting all along!" + +"Well, I never said I was against trying; only I a'nt for making too +sure of a thing before we have got it. You have heard, maybe, Susan, of +counting your chickens before they are hatched!" + +"Don't you make game of me, George! I'll answer for it, the 'squire +is not the man to say no to us; he has always been a kind friend to +father:" while the suspicion that he seldom missed an opportunity of +asking her how she did, and taking a look at her sparkling black eyes, +may have increased her reliance on his kindness to her blind father. + +"I shall be glad enough if we are so lucky as to get the refusal of +it," replied George; "for I see little chance of our finding any other +place hereabouts; and I would never be the man to take you into another +parish, with your parents such poor afflicted creatures as they are! +I'm not one of your high-flown, flighty folks; and I've never read any +of such fine books as you and your school-fellows sometimes get hold +of, Susan; but I can read my Bible pretty middling, and I know what +is the duty we owe to our parents, who took care of us when we could +do nothing for ourselves, and I would never wish my wife not to be a +dutiful child." + +Old Sarah Foster looked approvingly at her future son-in-law; and +Nicholas said, "You are a young man with good principles, and it will +be a pleasure to give our Susan to such a one as you. When I die, I +shall rest quiet in my grave if I know she is married to you." + +"They did not always speak so of you, George!" answered the merry girl. +"You used to say I was a wilful girl, did not you, father, when I said +I would have George, or nobody? So, after all, I have got an old head +on young shoulders, though nobody has given me credit for it yet!" + +It was not many weeks after Freshfield fair, when the village of +Overhurst was all alive with another and a greater jubilee. The church +bells rang a merry peal from the very sunrise; the village maidens, +in their most trim apparel, were in waiting to strew flowers on the +path of Alice Mowbray and Captain Harcourt; an ox was roasted whole +in Overhurst Park, and the beer flowed as beer should flow on such +occasions. + +The 'squire had promised Master Mumford's house to George Wells, and +he had obtained Susan's consent that they should soon be asked in +church. Susan was all blushes and smiles, as among the other maidens +she scattered flowers on the path; and she court'sied with a pretty +confusion when the bride gave her a nod of recognition, as she hurried +past into the travelling carriage at the gate. + +Hitherto, all had seemed to smile on Susan; for, having been +accustomed to them from her youth, her father's blindness and her +mother's ill-health did not dwell upon her mind as misfortunes; while +the wish to enliven her parents, and the pleasure they took in her +sprightliness, had rather tended to increase the natural gaiety of her +disposition. But on this, the happiest day of her life, a change came +over the destiny of Susan Foster. + +The festivities of Overhurst Park concluded with a dance on the green; +and Susan, gay, blooming, and thoughtless, seemed to be the reigning +village belle. + +The scene was one which could not be looked upon without interest. +There the good-natured Mrs. Mowbray might be seen, moving about among +her humble guests, with a kind word for each. She was flushed and +agitated, breathless and tearful; but she had given her daughter to +a son-in-law whom she thought perfection, and she was as happy as +a mother can be who has for the first time parted from her child. +The simple congratulations of the poor people over-came, while they +pleased, her. The tears started into her eyes when she heard the +hearty "God bless Miss Alice!"--"May the captain make her a good +husband!"--"May Miss Alice be as happy as she deserves to be!" which +greeted her on all sides. + +Half ashamed of her own emotion, she turned away to a demure and staid +matron, who sat somewhat apart, watching the young ones as they footed +it merrily on the grass to the music of the village band: "Well, +Dame Dixon, I hope you have enjoyed yourself, and that you have had +everything you wished for?" + +"Everything was beautiful, I am sure, madam," replied Mrs. Dixon, +rising respectfully from her seat: "his honour has treated us with the +best of everything." + +"Is your daughter among the dancers?" inquired Mrs. Mowbray, as she saw +Mrs. Dixon's eye glance frequently towards the country-dance. + +"Yes, madam; Jane is very partial to dancing--almost too partial," she +continued, as a bouncing couple came flying by beyond the double hedge +of dancers. "Jane," said the mother, as she clutched the maiden's red +elbow, "don't you see that madam is here? Where's your manners, girl?" + +Jane stopped short, dropped a sort of court'sy, and composed her +laughing countenance, while the partner disappeared among the crowd, +with the sheepish bashfulness which characterises an English clown, +especially in his youth. + +"I am afraid we have stopped their dancing," said Mrs. Mowbray. "Pray +do not mind me, Jane. I hope I have not frightened away your partner;" +and the kind hostess glided on. + +"What is become of Will Smith?" asked Dame Dixon. + +"I don't know," replied Jane; "and what's more, I don't care. I'm +very tired," she continued, as she let herself drop on the bench by +her mother's side; while her countenance relaxed into as decided an +expression of sadness, as it had previously worn that of uncontrolled +merriment. + +"Then I am sure, Jane, I wish you would not make so free with him, nor +with half-a-dozen other young men. You have too much to say to them by +half." + +"It won't do to sit and mope," cried Jane, starting up, as George Wells +and Susan Foster were slowly advancing to join the dancers, with a +lingering step, as though they were loth to have their conversation +broken in upon. Jane was off like a startled deer; and in a few moments +Dame Dixon saw her dancing away with more spirit than ever, having +already provided herself with another partner. + +Mr. Mowbray meantime had stopped Susan Foster to speak to her, and she +was blushing and court'sying under the compliments he was paying her on +her bright skin and her black eyes, and George was shifting from leg to +leg under the compliments he was paying him upon his good taste and his +good fortune. + +Mr. Mowbray had an eye for beauty, and certainly felt the glow +of charity more strongly in his bosom towards the young and the +good-looking of his parishioners, than towards the old and the +ill-favoured: at least he was apt to think Mrs. Mowbray understood the +wants and the sorrows of the latter better than he did. + +"And who is that buxom lass?" said he to his wife, who was looking on +upon the scene; "she is a light-hearted one. How indefatigable she is!" + +"That is old Dixon's daughter, Jane, to whom you always used to give a +shilling for opening the gate, because her eyes were so blue." + +"So she is! Faith, she has turned out a fine creature! But, bless me, +who is this pretty woman? Quite an _élégante_, I declare! Where can she +come from?" + +"Why, from our own farm of Holmy-bank, to be sure. Do you not see +Farmer Otley close behind her? and do you not know he has been married +this year, though they are only lately come to the farm?" + +"Why you know, my dear, I have a taste for the beautiful, and not for +the sublime; and I quite overlook everything else when there is such a +pretty woman as this to be seen." + +"I am sure, if you are thinking of beauty, Mr. Otley is almost the +handsomest man I ever saw in my life; and if she looks like a lady with +her smart dress, he looks ten times more really distinguished, with +those fine features, and his head like an antique gem, though he is +dressed as befits his station in life." + +"Well, my dear, you may admire Mr. Otley if you like it: it is only +fair to allow me to admire his wife. I have just recollected, I have a +great deal to say to Farmer Otley," continued Mr. Mowbray, laughing; +and he was soon in deep conversation with his tenant about his course +of cropping and his stock: while Mrs. Mowbray secretly reflected, "Mr. +Mowbray is growing too old to talk so much about beauty. I feel quite +uncomfortable when he goes on so before the children." + +"Well, mamma!" interposed Fanny; "don't you think Susan Foster is much +prettier than Mrs. Otley? Her eyes are much larger, in the first place; +and then she is so quiet, and does not look up and down so; and then, +as for her nose----" + +"My dear, Susan Foster is a very respectable, worthy young woman, and +very good-looking; and now do not let us hear any more about beauty. I +am really sick of the subject." + +It was not that Mrs. Mowbray was jealous, for Mr. Mowbray was a kind +husband, and she knew it was only "his way." She knew that his foible +was not to "affect a virtue though he had it not;" but rather to talk, +as if he were far less scrupulous than he really was. It was only +before the children, or in the hearing of strangers, who did not know +"his way," that Mrs. Mowbray felt seriously annoyed. + +Mr. Otley was of course gratified when his landlord wished to be +introduced to his wife; and Mr. Mowbray, with twinkling eyes and gay +smile, was soon inquiring into the condition of her pigs, her poultry, +and her dairy. + +"Oh, sir!" she replied, with a tender look at her husband; "you must +not ask me about the pigs: Mr. O. says I am a sad fine lady;" (and she +looked up for applause;) "but I never could bear the smell of those +creatures," (and she looked down with a refined cast of countenance:) +"but I am very fond of my dairy; am I not, Mr. O.? and I slip on my +clogs every morning, and step into my dairy; don't I, Mr. O.?" + +"Why, yes, Lizzy, you do that, to be sure; but my mother used to see to +the scouring of the milk-pans herself, and would never let father have +any peace if there was not always plenty of wood-ashes to clean them +with, every morning." + +"Oh dear, Mr. Otley! don't you go off now about that dear good old +soul, your poor dear mother. I am sure Mr. Mowbray will not care to +hear what she did twenty years ago." + +"I had always rather hear about a pretty young woman of the present +day, than about an old one, be she ever so good, of the past day," +replied Mr. Mowbray, with a bow; and Mrs. Otley simpered, and blushed, +and looked down, and removed a curl which fell a little too much over +her eyes, and then added, turning to her husband,-- + +"You know, Mr. Otley, I have promised to be very good about the +poultry, and to look after the eggs every morning, as soon as you have +made a raised path across the farm-yard to the hen-house. But really, +sir, the farm-yard is in such a pickle, that nobody but the labouring +men could think of crossing it." + +"Impossible that Mr. Otley can have so little gallantry as to wish +those pretty little feet should step into the farm-yard! He would not +be such a Goth!" + +"That's just what I am always telling Mr. O.," added Mrs. Otley, +turning round exultingly; "I am always telling him he is a Goth and a +Vandal; and then he says he does not know who the Goths and the Vandals +are; and then I laugh, and tell him he is more of a Goth and a Vandal +than ever." + +"Ah, Lizzy! you must not mind everything his honour says; he is +pleased to joke sometimes. But he knows well enough that a farmer has +need of his head, and both his hands too, and that a farmer's wife +should be a stirring body: he knows well enough they are the sort who +pay their rent to the day, and keep their land in good condition." + +"You, and your father before you, have been very good tenants, Master +Otley; no landlord need wish for better: but here comes Mrs. Mowbray. +My dear, you must allow me to have the pleasure of presenting you to +our new neighbour, our friend Mr. Otley's pretty wife." + +Mrs. Otley simpered, "Mrs. Mowbray had already done her the honour----" + +"You need not introduce us, Mr. Mowbray," answered Mrs. Mowbray, with +a shade of asperity in her tone, which amused her husband; "I have +already had the pleasure of seeing Mrs. Otley's pretty farm, and her +sweet little boy: Emma and I walked to Holmy-bank a few days ago, and +Mr. Otley showed us all about the place." + +"How are the dear little calves, Mr. Otley," exclaimed Emma, "that +Fanny and I were feeding?" + +"They are growing nicely, thank you, young ladies," replied the farmer; +"and I shall be proud to show them to you again, if you would favour us +with a call." + +"Oh! Mrs. Otley, what a pleasure the calves must be to you! I dare say +you pass half the day feeding them: I am sure I should!" + +"They are pretty innocent creatures, indeed, miss; and if our old +Daniel would keep the pens a little cleaner, I should have no objection +to looking at them oftener than I do. But, if Mrs. Mowbray should +honour us with another visit, I think I could show you something that +would please young ladies more than such common, every-day creatures +as calves. I have got two beautiful green parrots, that can chatter, +and will repeat anything. And I am sure it would please you to see the +curious Gothic castle, all made of shells, and the lady at the window +playing on the guitar!" + +"Oh! I should like another walk to Holmy-bank of all things; but it +would be to see the dear calves: I like them much better than parrots." + +"My girls are very homely in their tastes, Mrs. Otley; they are quite +country lasses;" and Mrs. Mowbray glided on, a little provoked that +her husband should find so much to say to such a would-be fine lady as +the farmer's pretty wife: "and he has never remembered to speak once to +good old Mrs. Williams, our own steward's mother," she thought, as she +proceeded towards Mrs. Williams, in order to make up for his omission. + +The evening was now beginning to close: the cockchafers were humming +under the beech-trees, and were flying into the faces and among the +hair of those who had taken refuge under their shade. Much was the +merriment they gave rise to, and many a rustic coquette affected a +little more fear than she really felt of their harmless, though sticky, +claws; while Jane Dixon laughed rather longer and louder than the +occasion seemed to require. + +The sun had quite sunk below the horizon; and the vapours, which had +been rising during the heat of the sultry day, were suddenly condensed, +and hung on the lower grounds, looking silvery-white under the light of +the summer moon. + +Susan and some other village girls, tired with dancing and the +excitement of the day, mounted an empty waggon which was returning +homewards, and the merry group of thoughtless young creatures thus +made their entry into the quiet village street. Susan had, in the +exuberance of her spirits, danced the longest and the latest; the day +had been oppressively hot, but with the evening came a heavy dew, and +the air was chilly. When Susan arrived at home, her mother thought she +looked pale; and scolded George for having allowed her to return in the +waggon, after having heated herself with dancing. + +"Time enough for me to mind him, mother, when once we are married," +answered the joyous girl; "I have but a little while longer to be my +own mistress, and I must use my liberty now, or never!" and the gay +creature laughed, conscious of her power over father, mother, and lover. + +"Oh, mother, we have been so happy! I never was so happy before, and, +maybe, never shall again! never, at least, if you teach George that I +am not to have my own way!" and she turned her beaming eyes from her +mother to her lover, while old Sarah hoped she had many days in store +for her of more true happiness, if not of such flighty gaiety. Alas! it +was well for them they could not look into futurity. + +The next morning Susan woke with a heavy cold, and an unusual pain in +her eyes; they were bloodshot and inflamed. The dame reproached her +with her imprudence: and doctored her with that degree of discretion +which is usual among the poor people. Her eyes became hourly more +painful. + +As he returned from work, George paid her his accustomed visit. He +wished she would see the doctor; but she laughingly replied she should +be well to-morrow, for old Dame Jones had given her an infallible +remedy for all complaints of the eyes. + + +CHAPTER II. + + O dolce Amor che di riso t' ammanti + Quanto parevi ardente in que' favilli + Ch' aveano spirto sol di pensier santi. + + Dante, _Paradiso, cant._ 20mo. + +Dame Jones's infallible remedy rather increased than diminished the +evil; and Susan's spirits began to fail her at the continued suffering, +the enforced idleness, and also in some degree at the disfigurement +occasioned by the dimming of her brilliant eyes; for she was not +without a share of female vanity,--vanity which is indulged as almost +a laudable feeling when it is for the sake of another that personal +attractions are valued. + +The Sunday on which Susan and her lover were to be asked in church was +fast approaching, when she half sadly, half sportively, thus addressed +him: "You had better go to Mr. Sandford, George, and tell him not to +say any thing about us in church. It would never do to be a bride +with such eyes as these;" and she tried to smile, though she was more +inclined to weep. + +"There will be plenty of time for your eyes to get quite well, Susan, +before we are out-asked." + +"They must begin to mend, George, before we need talk of their getting +well," replied Susan with a sigh; and then she playfully added, "Do you +remember your telling me when Miss Alice, that was, walked down the +church-yard, looking so blushing and beautiful, that you would show +them a prettier bride before long; and that, though she would not have +such a smart lace-veil to hang over her face, she would have a pair of +brighter eyes to shine out of her bonnet. You must wait a bit, George, +before your words can come true." + +"Not long, Susan, not long; I am sure you will be well before three +weeks are over; that's a long time." + +"So it is, George,--a long, long time to be as I am! But the folks +shan't laugh at you for having such a homely half-blind bride. I should +not like you to be ashamed of your wife, upon the wedding-day at all +events;" and she tried to carry off her sadness and her mortification +by an assumed air of sprightliness. + +Still poor Susan's eyes did not mend; her mother's applications, and +Dame Jones's wonderful remedy, proved equally unavailing. Susan's +spirits quite gave way: she often sat and wept when her mother's back +was towards her, and her sightless father could not perceive how sad +his once light-hearted girl was now become. After Alice's marriage, the +family of the Mowbrays had left home for some time, and Mr. Sandford +was old and had been ill, or Susan's sufferings would never have been +allowed to continue so long, without her having been provided with +better medical attendance. The old couple themselves had derived so +little benefit from the advice of doctors, that they, as is frequently +the case among the poor, reposed more confidence in the doctoring +of Mr. Sandford, or of any other gentleman or lady, than in that of +the first physician in the land. They all felt anxious that the good +minister should recover his health, and visit them; and they flattered +themselves he would soon afford Susan some relief. When he did call, +he was shocked at the alteration in the poor girl's appearance, and he +instantly sent for the best medical practitioner in the neighbourhood, +deeming the case much too important a one for his own unassisted advice. + +Mr. Sandford's countenance first excited alarm, serious alarm, in +Susan's mind: for the first time she trembled for her eye-sight; and an +icy chill ran through her when she thought of her future fate. + +George called as he returned home from work; and, on hearing that Mr. +Sandford had visited the cottage, his countenance brightened: "Then now +we shall see you begin to mend! What has our good minister told you +to do, Susan? Am I to go to his house to-night to fetch any stuff for +you?" + +"No, George, no. He says I must see the real doctor. He says he can't +do any thing for me himself." George looked amazed and confounded. "He +says he does not understand such things himself;" and she added, in a +tone which she tried to make perfectly calm and composed, "he says he +is afraid I shall not be well for a long time." + +George was in despair. He thought, if Mr. Sandford could not cure a +complaint, it must indeed be a bad one! He turned his eyes towards the +old dame: she sat, as usual, rocking herself backwards and forwards, +with her hands pressed to her side, in mental as well as bodily +suffering, for she too had been struck by the manner of their pastor. +"We shall hear what the doctor says to-morrow, George! I am sorry now +that we kept waiting and waiting for Mr. Sandford to get well; but I +have had enough of doctors in my time, and I was loth to begin again +with them. We must hope for the best, and not be down-hearted." + +"She is young, poor thing!" added old Nicholas; "and 'tis to be hoped +she won't be afflicted at her age as I am. I was near three-score when +I lost my eye-sight, and I thought it a heavy affliction. It would be a +deal worse for a young thing just turned her one-and-twenty," continued +the father, at once uttering in plain English the utmost extent of +their fears, in the simple straightforward manner common among the poor +people, but which would sound harsh and unfeeling to the sensibilities +of the more refined. + +"I only hope I may be able to bear my trials as well as you do, father, +if I am to be so afflicted," exclaimed Susan, as she burst into an +agony of tears, rendered the more violent by her having previously +attempted to control herself. + +"Susan, Susan, you must not take on so," said George, anxious to soothe +her. + +"You'll do your poor eyes more harm if you cry, Susan," said her +mother, "than the doctor can cure in a week. You must try not to give +way, Susan dear!" + +"Cheer up, my child," added Nicholas. "We do not know yet what the +doctor will say; perhaps it may not be so bad after all." + +Susan dried her tears, and tried to be composed; but the inmates of +Nicholas Foster's humble cottage retired to rest that night with +sadness in their hearts, which was not destined to be much alleviated +by the doctor's visit the next day. He talked of time and patience, +of a cooling diet and soothing applications, a tranquil mind and the +necessity of not fretting,--of all injunctions the most difficult to +obey! He gave them hope certainly, which, though not enough to relieve +Susan's mind, was eagerly caught at by George, and he was beginning to +urge that it could do no harm if they were asked in church. + +"Not yet, George, not yet. Wait till I begin to mend. I should be but a +useless wife to you at present. I have given up the thought of making +a pretty bride," she continued in a tone almost of bitterness; "but I +must be able to do for you, and to keep your house tidy: so there's no +use in talking about being asked in church, George." + +George desisted, for her manner was so resolved he felt it impossible +to oppose her. + + +CHAPTER III. + + E l'aspettar del male è mal peggiore + Forse, che non parrebbe il mal presente. + + Tasso. + +Susan was a good-hearted girl, but she had a high spirit. She had a +generous temper, but it was not always under control. Of all qualities +a sweet temper is perhaps the one least cultivated in the lower ranks +of life. The peculiar disposition is not watched; care is not taken to +distinguish between the passionate child, the sulky, the obstinate, and +the timid. The children of the poor are allowed a latitude of speech +unknown among the higher orders, and they are free from the salutary +restraint imposed by what is termed "company." + +When in the enjoyment of full health and strength, the ungoverned +temper of the poor is one of their most striking faults, while their +resignation under affliction, whether mental or bodily, is the point of +all others in which the rich might with advantage study to imitate them. + +Susan's spirit was not yet tamed by affliction. There were moments when +she could not bear, without impatience, the pain her eyes occasioned +her, and the weight of care which oppressed her mind. + +It was towards George that she most frequently evinced any signs of +captiousness; and yet it was on his account that she most poignantly +felt her present affliction, and her future prospects. She was more +unhappy than she quite ventured to own to herself, or to him; more +apprehensive of what might be the result. She feared he would not +always continue to be as kind as he now was. She could not expect it; +and she sometimes received his simple attentions as if she was more +surprised, than touched by them. + +One evening he brought her some flowers from his father's garden. + +"Well! I shall be able to smell," she said, "even when I shall not +be able to see; but perhaps, George, you will not go on bringing me +flowers then! What beautiful double-stocks these are! we can't get any +to grow like these in our little bit of garden." + +"I raised them for father myself, Susan; so I don't see why we should +not have some, just as fine, and finer, when we have a garden of our +own!" And poor George looked pleased at her praise of his pet flower. + +"I dare say you will never get any to come so thick and so double +another time,--even if you should try," answered Susan despondingly; +for she thought, "when could she hope to have a home of her own?" + +"And do you think I shall not try, Susan, to make my wife's home as +nice as father's?" + +"Maybe you will,--and I may not be there to see it." + +"Why, Susan, I do not know what is come over you; there is no pleasing +you. I thought you would like my flowers!" + +"And so I do, George; and I am very much obliged to you for them," she +continued in a tone of gratitude almost beyond what the occasion called +for. Presently she added, in a sad, low voice, "You are very good to +me, very good indeed." + +Just at this moment Nicholas and his dame were seen approaching the +garden-gate. She was leading him from the stile over which he loved +to lean, and to feel the warm sun on his eyes, and turn his face in +the direction of the setting orb. Sarah was hobbling back, guiding the +blind old man, whose firmer step assisted in supporting her suffering +frame. George opened the cottage-door to admit them, and the slant +beams of the sun glanced through the opening upon poor Susan's eyes. + +The sudden light pained her; and although she had one moment before +reproached herself with not being sufficiently grateful for the +kindness shown her, she exclaimed somewhat pettishly, "Don't you know, +George, how it hurts my eyes to have the light glare upon them all +at once?" at the same time pushing back her chair with an impatient +movement, which was accounted for, but not justified, by the pain which +she suffered. + +The sight of her poor blind father, and of his meek expression of +countenance, recalled her to herself. She hastened to him and helped +him to his chimney-nook, and then assisted her mother to her usual +chair. They each thanked her in a kind and gentle voice, and she felt +inwardly rebuked by their patience and their submission. + +George had stood aloof, awkward and mortified. She drew near him. "I +beg your pardon, George," she murmured: "George, I do not know what is +come to me;" and she burst into tears. + +"Never fret, Susan; I don't mind. 'Tis very natural, I dare say, that +you should be a little testy or so: don't cry, your mother says 'tis so +bad for you. I don't mind, though, to be sure, you do sometimes hurt my +feelings a little." Dame Forster thought she saw him brush off a tear +with the back of his hand. + +"Why, what's the matter, Susan? Sure you and George have not been +falling out, have you?" + +"Oh, no! not a bit of it, dame!" + +"George is very good to me, mother; but I don't know how it is, I +believe sometimes I am hard to please;" and she strove to smile. + +"Ah, my poor girl," said Nicholas, "trouble is hard to bear when first +it comes; but the back gets used to the burden. If you are a good girl, +and say your prayers as should be, God will give you strength to bear +what it is his pleasure to lay upon you. Won't He, dame? I am sure we +have found it so. He is very merciful; and if He gives us trouble, He +sends us comfort to make up for it. If it has pleased Him to afflict me +with blindness, He has given me a good wife--ay, the best of wives; +and if she is afflicted with her side, poor soul! why He has given +her, and me too, dutiful children, and children who, some of them, are +likely to do very well. There are our two boys, though they are settled +in distant counties, they are very good to us, and have never let us +want for anything, but have kept us off the parish as yet; and that's +what few people can say for their sons. If we do but look the right way +for them, we shall all find we have our comforts; though we may not be +so sharp to find them out, as we are to find our troubles." + +Among Susan's causes of uneasiness there was one which she did not like +to dwell upon to her parents. She had been used to assist towards the +maintenance of the family, by taking in needle-work. She had now for +many weeks been obliged to give up her occupation; and she felt that, +though her brothers provided for the comfort of their parents, it was +hard upon them to have a helpless sister also to support. + +She was allowed to be much in the air if she wore a shade over her +eyes; and she frequently made use of this liberty to visit an old +neighbour, who had long been bedridden, and who earned herself a decent +livelihood by knitting stockings for the poor, and muffettees and +handkerchiefs for the gentry, who admired the intricate and curious +stitches with which she adorned her work. + +Susan, who already contemplated the probability of being eventually +condemned to blindness, thought it would prove useful if, while she +still retained some eye-sight, she was to make herself acquainted with +old Nelly's art; and accordingly she applied herself diligently to +acquire the requisite proficiency. She would sometimes close her eyes +and try whether she could thus accomplish the difficult stitch; and +then, when she opened them for the purpose of ascertaining where lay +her mistake, she would sigh to think the time might soon arrive when +the darkness would be eternal. + +Susan's visits to Nelly Warner had a considerable and not unfavourable +influence upon her future character. + +The old woman was naturally of a querulous disposition, and was more +inclined to dwell on the many privations to which her complaint +condemned her, than on the superior comforts which fell to her lot +beyond others who were equally afflicted. She had an attentive +grand-daughter, who was devoted to her; and she was not in want of +what might in her line of life be deemed comforts, for the neighbouring +gentry showed her much kindness. + +Susan could not but compare the patient endurance of her mother, +the placid submission of her father, with the fretfulness of Nelly +Warner; and when she answered her complaints with such arguments for +resignation as naturally occurred to her mind, she could not but apply +the words she uttered to her own case. + +"So you are come at last, Susan," said old Nelly, in a reproachful +tone; "I have been expecting you this half-hour. The church clock +has gone three, I do not know how long. Young people should not keep +old folks waiting, more especially when they want them to do them a +kindness." + +"It is only ten minutes past three, Nelly; I looked as I came by; but +I am sorry I was not quite to my time. The bright sun dazzled my eyes, +and I went back to get mother to alter my green shade." + +"Ah! young folks always have some excuse or another which they +think mighty good themselves. It fidgets a poor body like me to lie +wondering, and expecting, and listening to hear the door open! When one +is helpless and ailing, as I am, folks should take care not to worry +one. It is bad enough to bear one's own miseries. Here I lie, and what +pleasure have I from one week's end to another?" + +"Little enough of pleasure, indeed, dear Nelly, except the pleasure +of doing a kindness by me," said Susan, as she took out her knitting +needles. "Then you have little Patty to help you, and to bring you all +you want, and she is a good child. Some people, Nelly, have not the +comfort of such a good little girl to attend to them: sure you have +much to be grateful for." + +"I can't tell what I have to be grateful for. There's Master Thompson, +he is two years older than I am, and he is hearty and well, and goes to +his work regularly, and earns as much as a young man. And there's my +own sister Pratt, why she's ten years older than I am, and she can walk +to market." + +"Oh, but, Nelly, the way to be contented is to compare our condition +with those who are worse off than ourselves. You want for nothing; you +are able to earn a good deal yourself. Now, I can't earn anything yet:" +she added in a very low voice; "and people are very good to you." + +"They like my warm muffettees well enough; but I need not thank them, +but myself, for that." + +Susan felt shocked at Nelly's ill-temper and ingratitude, and she +thought what a hard task it must be for Patty to study the humours of +such a discontented old woman. + +She remembered how kind her mother had always been to her, she +remembered how patiently George had borne with her, and she resolved +she would not put him to such trials any more. + +The uncertainty in which she remained concerning her future fate, +sometimes appeared to her harder to bear than the knowledge of the +truth would be, and she made up her mind she would some day ask the +doctor what was his real opinion of her case. But many a visit passed +over without her summoning the requisite courage. If he should destroy +all the hopes she still indulged, what should she do? How ought she to +conduct herself towards George? Could she wish him to be 'cumbered with +a blind wife? + +While all these contending feelings were working in her mind, she found +it difficult to be always gentle and placid, and yet she was ashamed +before her good resigned parents to give way to impatience. They never +tutored her, they never gave her advice; but + + 'Example more than precept weighs,' + +and their whole lives were one continued moral lesson. + +Susan was one day sitting at home, with her back towards the light, +diligently plying her long needles, when she suddenly addressed her +mother: "Mother, do you think I shall ever get well?" + +"There's no saying, my dear Susan; such things are in the hands of +Providence!" + +"Mother, has the doctor ever told you anything?" she asked, with a +great effort. + +"No, my child, he has never said anything for certain: but how do you +feel your eyes yourself?" + +"No better, mother, no better; I don't think they will last long, and +that's the truth of it," she said, relieved by giving utterance to what +had been so long preying on her mind. + +"My poor Susan! The Lord have mercy upon you, and bear you up under +this affliction!--and He will, my child,--depend upon it, He will. But +it goes harder with me, Susan, to see you so, than it has to bear all +the other troubles I have ever been visited with." + +"Well, mother, don't fret; we will hope," said Susan, alarmed +herself at the alarm she had excited in her mother's bosom, and half +disappointed at not meeting with more reassurement; but Sarah had +long perceived with grief that her daughter made no progress towards +amendment, and the melancholy truth had gradually forced itself upon +her mind. + +The doctor called one day, when the dame was leading her good man to +his usual stile, and Susan was therefore alone. She determined to put +the question to him, and to be assured whether she ought, or ought not, +to relinquish all hope. Having thus armed herself with resolution to +hear the worst, she framed her question with such apparent composure, +and as if she entertained so little expectation of recovery, that +the doctor thought there was no occasion to deceive her, and did not +attempt to deny that her fears were only too well grounded. She dropped +him a respectful court'sy, and only said, "Thank you, sir." He praised +her for her strength of mind, advised her to seek fortitude whence +alone it was to be found, and recommended her being as much as possible +in the open air, that her general health might not suffer. + +When he had taken his leave,--when poor Susan found herself quite +alone,--then all her strength of mind forsook her. She relieved her +bursting heart by floods of tears; and had scarcely recovered any +composure, when her father and mother returned from their evening +stroll to the neighbouring stile. That night Susan could not sleep, but +she pondered deeply on the future. + + +CHAPTER IV. + + But not to understand a treasure's worth + Till time has stolen away the slighted good, + Is cause of half the poverty we feel, + And makes the world the wilderness it is. + + Cowper. + +After her conversation with the doctor, Susan applied herself more +diligently than ever to her knitting, and succeeded in acquiring +such dexterity, that she nearly equalled her mistress. She took every +opportunity of walking in the fields, for she thought she should +like to see the beautiful face of nature as long as it was permitted +her to do so. George found that all peevishness had disappeared; his +kindnesses were received with gratitude, and any little omission on +his part did not seem to be perceived. The days had become so much +shorter that she could no longer take a walk with him each evening when +he returned from work, but on Sundays they still wandered through the +fields together. He one day remarked how long the oaks had kept their +leaves this year. + +"I can see that the woods look thick," she replied; "but I cannot well +distinguish their colour. However, I am glad the leaves last late this +autumn, for I shall never see them again; before spring I shall be +quite dark, George. I shall be very sorry not to see the young lambs: +I used to like to watch them skip about upon the head-lands, when the +sun shone out on a spring morning; and I shall be sorry not to see +the primroses in the dell by Fairmead Shaw. O dear! I shall tie up no +more bunches of violets in Oldash Lane, where the banks are always +so blue with them! I did not know at the time how much I enjoyed all +those sights. And the pretty young shoots of the sallow, that we used +to gather for Palm Sunday! Oh! we are all giddy thoughtless creatures, +George, and do not half value the common blessings of life while we +have them. I think sometimes of such things till my heart seems ready +to burst; and then I remember poor father, how patient and contented +he is; and I know how mother bears all her pains, and I remember that +I have not much pain to bear; for I do not suffer now, except, to be +sure, in my poor mind. I feel a great deal sometimes, George,--more +than I like to talk about; and I think a great deal; and the time must +come when you must think too. I know this is not the way for a young +man to wear away his life; I know it all, and I do not mean to hold you +to your word; only, as long as I can walk about and see the old places +at all, I should like to walk with you, and see them with you." + +"Oh, Susan! you go near to break my heart when you talk so beautifully. +But you know I wanted long ago that we should be married, and you know +I am ready to work night and day to keep you; and there will be Master +Mumford's house at liberty by the spring. I am ready and willing to do +my best for you." + +"No, George, it won't do; such a poor helpless creature as I shall be +by the spring must not think of taking care of a family. Hark how that +robin is singing! There is one comfort: I shall be able to hear the +birds sing, and I shall know when the spring comes by hearing them; +and listening to their songs will put me in mind of all the pretty +sights there are in spring time. I will tell you what is worst of all, +George,--that I shall never be able to see the faces of those I love +again. I cannot justly discern the favour of any one now; that is what +I miss most. I cannot be sure now when you look at me, except by a kind +of guess. Oh, George! sometimes I think how vain and foolish I used to +be, and how much I prided myself upon looking pretty of a Sunday, when +I thought I should meet you, and it all seems to me now to have been +such vanity; and I am sorry now I did not read my Bible more when I +could read. It would be a comfort to me to have more texts by heart, to +repeat to myself when I feel as sad as I often do." + +They walked on in silence till they passed under a large holly which +grew on the steep bank of the road. "Is not that the old holly from +which we used to gather the branches to stick in our windows at +Christmas? I think it looks black against the sky." + +"Yes, dear Susan, that is the very holly." + +"Are there many red berries upon it this autumn?" + +"Yes, there's quite a sight of berries." + +"I wish I could see them!--but that can't be. As I was saying George, +about the Bible,--be sure you read a chapter every Sunday: it will do +you good: as poor Mr. Sandford used to say, the Bible is the poor man's +best friend. Poor Mr. Sandford! I am sorry he is so bad. It would have +been a good thing for me if he had been able to go about as usual, and +to talk to me, and give me good advice. Perhaps I should never have +been so pettish as I was for a little while; but I have got over that +now. He will be very much missed in the parish when he is gone; but +he is a great age, and we all must go when our time comes. The place +won't seem like itself when he is in his grave, and 'Squire Mowbray +in foreign parts; for they say he is not coming back, but is going +somewhere for Miss Fanny's health, and to finish the young ladies' +education, now Miss Alice is married. Poor Miss Alice! To be sure, how +well I remember her wedding! and truly enough did I say I should never +spend so happy a day again; but I did not think so when I said it. +I thought I should spend many and many much happier days when I was +married to you, George, for all I was so flighty that evening." And +Susan smiled, and then sighed to think how light-hearted she had been. + +"Ah, that was a happy day!" said George; and he shook his head +sorrowfully, as he led poor Susan home to her father's cottage. + +Each succeeding week saw Susan's blindness gradually increase; and as +her sight became more and more dim, she became more than ever gentle +and uncomplaining. Of all the visitations with which human nature is +afflicted, none assuredly has such a tendency to calm, to purify, and +to refine the heart, as blindness. The absence of all external objects +to distract the attention, forces the soul to look back into itself, +to subdue its passions, to control its emotions, to chasten all its +feelings. It is seldom that the countenance of a blind person does not +bear the stamp of a meek and resigned spirit within. + +Old Mr. Sandford died, and was replaced by a worthy common-place +clergyman, who did the duty in a respectable common-place manner; who +attended the schools, and visited the poor people, and was sorry for +the blind young woman; but, not having known her previously, took no +particular interest in her case. Susan and her father lamented the +death of Mr. Sandford. To them the loss of the voice to which they had +been accustomed was a deprivation far greater than to others, for to +them a voice was everything. + +Susan was one day seated at her usual hour with her knitting by Nelly's +side, when Mr. and Mrs. Otley paid the old woman a visit. + +"Ah!" said Nelly, "I warrant me, they are coming for some job of their +own. It's seldom any one opens my door to keep me company, or to cheer +my lonesome days: that's the way of the world,--every one for himself." +Then addressing Mrs. Otley as she entered: "Well, ma'am, and what queer +new-fangled piece of work do you want to set me about now?" + +"I have brought you a new pattern, Nelly," replied the good-humoured +Mrs. Otley; "these knit boas are quite the fashion at Turnholme; and I +thought if you got some done before they grow common, it would be such +a good thing for you!" + +"And can you tell me how I am to set about making such an +out-of-the-way thing as this?" said Nelly, as she held up the boa with +a disdainful air. + +"No, I cannot tell you how to do it; but you are so clever at such +matters, I thought you would know directly." + +"Perhaps I may find out, as there are few stitches I do not know," +replied Nelly, her temper a little soothed through the medium of her +vanity; "but when I have made them, I do not see who there is to buy +them, now Mrs. Mowbray and her family are gone." + +"Oh! in the first place, I will take one; and then Miss Mincing will be +glad to take any number, if you let her have them a trifle under the +usual price." + +Nelly nodded, with a half-pleased, half-cunning air, as if she had +proved right, and Mrs. Otley had her own ends to answer in her apparent +good-nature. "And, perhaps," continued Mrs. Otley, "the Mowbrays may be +at home before next winter." + +"No," said Nelly, "not a bit of it. That's all a pretence about the +young ladies' education. They have had some losses out, there away, in +them sugar-mines, and they won't be at home these two years," replied +Nelly, with the dogmatical air of one whose superior information could +not be doubted. + +"That's sad news, Mrs. Nelly," interposed Mr. Otley; "'tis a wonder Mr. +Williams did not say a word about it yesterday, when I called, about +stocking up that hedge." + +"The news only came this morning; but I believe you will find it's true +enough; though people think an old woman can know nothing." + +"I'm loth to credit such bad news about such good people," answered Mr. +Otley. + +"They may be good, for aught I know to the contrary; but I am sure it +is little enough I have profited by their goodness." + +"Oh, Nelly!" exclaimed Susan, "did not they keep you always in +employment; and if you had nothing else to do, did they not bid you +always be knitting stockings for them, which they afterwards gave to +the poor?" + +"And much good that did me! I was none the warmer. They paid me for my +work, sure enough; and what thanks do I owe them for that? It would be +a pretty thing indeed, if gentlefolks ordered goods of poor people, and +then cheated them out of their money." + +"Oh, Nelly!" cried Susan, and she longed to add, "how ungrateful!" but +she remembered she was old and sick, and she restrained herself. + +"I always thought it would come to this. I always thought the 'squire +would run himself into debt with the warm house he kept, and his dances +on the green to giddy boys and girls;"--(Susan sighed)--"and then the +grand company that visited at the Park! I am sure it has kept me awake +many a night to hear the carriages rolling by after a dinner-party. It +won't do to burn the candle at both ends. I have always said so; but +nobody minds me." + +"I am sure, Nelly," interposed Mrs. Otley, "Mr. Mowbray saw no more +company than was proper and becoming for a gentleman of his birth and +connexions: and it would have been a sin and a shame if he had let his +daughters mope at home without allowing them to see a little of the +world; and as for his losses in his West India property, he could not +foresee that his crop of sugar-canes would fail, or that a hurricane +would ruin his plantations." + +"I know nothing about sugar-canes, nor hurricanes, not I; but I know +that if they are things that pay one year, and don't pay the next, you +should reckon accordingly, and not live as if sugar-mines paid every +year as regular as sheep or corn." + +"Not sugar-mines, Nelly. Sugar grows in plantations." + +"Sugar-mines, or salt-mines, it is all one to me; that's no business of +mine," replied Nelly doggedly, "and it makes little difference to me. +If them losses out, there away, hinder the 'squire's family from coming +home, and I have no regular sale for my stockings, it matters little +what keeps them in foreign parts." + +"Well, Mrs. Nelly," said Mr. Otley, "you are not the only person who +will miss Mr. and Mrs. Mowbray. All who are willing to work will wish +for the 'squire back again, and all who are sick or sorry, will miss +Mrs. Mowbray's kind words, and kind deeds; and I am sure I shall miss +those sweet young ladies, with their smiling faces, and their affable +manners, running about my yard, and playing with the dogs, and the +cats, and the calves, and all the dumb animals." + +"And I am sure I shall miss Mr. Mowbray's elegant manners and agreeable +conversation, though I own it struck me there was something rather high +about Mrs. Mowbray's ways, though she was such a dowdy in her dress. +Well, Nelly, you do not seem to like the idea of knitting boas, so I +will take away the pattern." + +"And if I don't get employment from Miss Mincing, who am I to look to +now?--but if you are against leaving it with me for a day or two, why I +don't wish to be beholden to anybody." + +"I borrowed it on purpose from Mrs. Knotaway, and if you succeed in +making them, I shall be very glad to buy one," added Mrs. Otley, as she +took her leave. + +Almost before the door was closed, "There," said Nelly, "I told you +how it was. She thinks she can get her flaunting boa a trifle cheaper +than if she bought it at Miss Mincing's. I know her well enough. People +think I can't see through them, because I am old and helpless; but I +have not lost my senses." + +"Indeed, Nelly," said Susan, "Mrs. Otley ordered one, out of +good-nature." + +"And do you think, if my work was dearer than the shop-price, she would +think so much of being good-natured?" + +"Oh, Nelly! we should not be looking out for bad motives to kind +actions. It will be a great advantage to you to find a market for your +goods at Miss Mincing's, and I am sure Mrs. Otley meant to do you a +service; and if it had not been for your good, Mr. Otley would never +have let her propose it." + +"Mr. Otley, indeed!--He just lets his flighty wife take her own way." + +"He is very kind; but my cousin, Sophy Foster, who lived with them +half-a-year, says he can be firm enough when there is need for it, +and that he rules in all great things, though he does not like to be +jarring about trifles." + +"I don't know how it is, Susan, you are always contradicting one. You +always have something to say in defence of everybody. It is a very +disagreeable trick in a young woman to be contradicting her elders." + +The spring had now stolen on; Master Mumford's house was free; and +Susan thought it her duty to tell George that she released him from +his engagement. She was quite blind. No hope was held out to her of +recovery. Her becoming the wife of a poor man, the mother of a poor +man's children, was absolutely out of the question. She took the +opportunity one day, when her father and mother were both present, +to say to him, "The time is come, George, when I must give you up. +You have been very good to me, and I shall feel your goodness as long +as I live; but I cannot make you such a wife as a poor man ought to +have: and now, George, here, before my father and mother, I give you +back your word. The house next door is free, and you must give the +'squire's steward your answer; and so you had better go to Mr. Williams +and give it up at once. I can never live there with you; and if--if +you should--if you should marry another girl, George," she continued +resolutely, though with a choking voice, "I could not bear to have +her live there--no more could you, I am sure you could not; so you +had better go to the 'squire's steward and tell him how it is!" She +stopped, exhausted with the effort she had made. + +George stood by, grieved, distressed, uncertain how to act, or what to +say. He loved Susan dearly, as dearly as ever; but it was true, she +could not take care of a poor man's house. He was but a labourer; it +was impossible he should earn enough to support her, and a person to +do for her and the family they might have. It would be bringing her +into a state of hopeless poverty and distress. He had no arguments to +adduce, and yet he could not bear to break off his engagement. "What is +to be done, dame?" at length he said, with the tears in his eyes. "I +love your Susan, there, as dearly as ever I did, and I can't bear the +thoughts of giving her up; and yet I have nothing to say against the +reasons she has been bringing up against me. I am fairly puzzled what +to do," he continued, rubbing his forehead. "I would not mind, if I +thought I could keep her creditably; but if she and her children were +to be brought to want, and I not able to earn a decent maintenance for +them, why, I do think that would be worst of all." + +"There is nothing to be done, dear George, but what I tell you. We +must break off with one another, and you must try to forget by-gone +days: that will soon be easy enough for you. As for me, I do not see +there is any need for me to try to forget, for I may as well think over +everything that is pleasant; and it will always be a pleasure to me to +think how kind you have been to me, and how true you have been to me!" +and she held out her hand in the direction where he stood, moving it +slowly towards him as blind people do. He took her hand, he grasped it +firmly; he pressed it between his own hard palms, occasionally patting +it, in silence for some minutes, till at length he let it fall, and +dropping his head upon the deal dresser, he burst into an agony of +uncontrollable sobs. + + +CHAPTER V. + + These orbs, that Heaven's gay light no longer know, + Nor meet with kindred beam affection's eye, + (Long, long denied each grateful ministry!) + Still own the tear that flows for others' woe! + + _Unpublished Poems._ + +Susan sat dissolved in silent tears. The dame had clasped her hands +in prayer. Old Nicholas's head rested on his staff, while tears also +rolled from his sightless eyes. It is not a new remark, but it is +always a touching reflection, that eyes which have long forgotten to +minister to pleasurable objects should still retain the faculty of +weeping. + +Few more words were spoken that evening by the party assembled in +Master Foster's house. It was necessary that George Wells should +decide whether he meant to take the neighbouring cottage. There was no +alternative, and he was obliged to give it up. But he still continued +to visit Susan. + +The summer came on, and he often led her carefully forth to walk in +their accustomed paths. He thought in his heart that he should never +marry, and he was sure he could never like any girl as well as Susan. +He sometimes told her so, and she gladly believed him; and she +found herself, when thus convinced of his continued affection, less +unhappy than she had imagined it possible to be under her melancholy +deprivation. Her skill in knitting almost exceeded that of her old +mistress; and although she could not earn as much as she formerly had +by needle-work, still the farmers' wives patronized her; some of the +gentry in the nearest country town bought her muffettees as fast as she +could make them; and she was able to assist her parents in some degree. +The household cares fell heavier on old Sarah, but she had a willing +spirit, and grudged no labour for those she loved. + +One of Susan's most constant customers for her worsted manufactures +was Mrs. Otley, who thought, in the absence of the Mowbrays, it was +incumbent upon her to patronise their favourites. Though her husband +rented but a small farm not exceeding a hundred acres, she was not, in +her own estimation, a personage of small importance. She was possessed +with that desire of aping her betters, which is the misfortune of many +in her condition. + +Because a man with a capital of ten or twelve thousand pounds chooses +to invest that capital in a large farm, and consequently lives himself, +and brings up his family, as he would be entitled to do if the same +fortune was invested in any other speculation or profession; why should +the small farmer, who can barely stock his forty or fifty acres, and +by the utmost industry ought not to expect a profit much beyond the +earnings of a good labourer, think himself called upon to emulate his +richer neighbour? Like him he keeps his greyhounds to go coursing, or +his nag to ride hunting; while his wife and daughters appear at church +attired in the extreme of the fashion, and at home display in their +best parlour the elegancies of a drawing-room; such as diminutive +cupids bearing gigantic candlesticks, _petits objets_ on a small table, +a flower-glass containing an artificial bouquet, and not unfrequently +a piano-forte. Farmer Otley himself was not one to whom these remarks +were applicable, but he had married a woman who was the very type of a +fashionable farmeress. She had received a boarding-school education, +could play on the piano-forte, spoke French, wrote a delicate hand +with a steel pen, embroidered muslin, was really a pretty and not a +vulgar-looking woman, and having brought him a decent fortune, felt +herself entitled to be as refined as books and backboards could make +her. + +She had been struck by Mr. Otley's personal beauty, and had fallen +in love with him as being more fitted by his appearance to enact the +hero than any one else with whom she associated. He was certainly a +singularly handsome man; and although (after marriage) she sometimes +reproved him for allowing his voice to go beyond what she thought the +true pitch of romance, and his laugh to become too hearty, she consoled +herself by finding many examples in novels and poems, where strength, +manliness, and courage are the requisite attributes of the lover, and +the delicacy and refinement are only indispensable in the lady-love. + +When she married him she imagined all farmers must move in the same +sphere of gentility; and as Mr. Glover, who rented and cultivated +highly a thousand acres in her native parish, drove his wife and +daughters to church in a phaeton with two pretty ponies; as the +Miss Glovers were dressed as well, or nearly as well, as the Lady +Larkingtons; as Mrs. Glover frequently dined with the clergyman's wife, +and Mr. Glover occasionally at Larkington Hall, she concluded that when +she also was united to a farmer, Mrs. Otley would be as great and as +genteel a personage as Mrs. Glover. + +Much has been said, and much has been written, both against the farmers +of the present day, and in their defence. Surely the condemnation and +the approbation have both been too general. It is often urged that +all the distress among that class of people is owing to their altered +notions, their finery, and their ambition. It has also been urged with +truth, that there is no reason why a large capitalist who invests his +money in agricultural speculations should be condemned to eat bread and +cheese, and to wear a smock-frock; and his wife to churn, bake, and +feed her chickens. + +The fault appears to be that sufficient regard is not paid to the +difference of capital requisite for a large and a small farm. The +small shop-keeper in a narrow alley does not feel himself called upon +to make the same appearance, or to indulge in the same luxuries, as +the proprietor of one of the brilliant magazines in Regent Street, or +Bond Street; but the small farmer strives to vie with the large one, +and would be ashamed to see his family appear at church less well +dressed, than that of a man whom he considers in the same rank of life +as himself. + +Dame Foster was, as usual, one afternoon sitting at her cottage window, +whence she commanded a view down the village street, which enabled her +to beguile the tedious hours by reporting to her blind companions each +little village incident. She saw Mrs. Otley draw near, accompanied by +her children, and a girl who attended upon them. Old Sarah could not +help remarking that Mrs. Otley was more dressed out than ever Mrs. +Mowbray used to be. "It is a pity folks do not know their own places. I +remember the time when Mr. Otley's mother--old Mrs. Otley that's dead +and gone--used to wear her black satin bonnet and her red cloak just as +I did; only her cloak was handsomer, and the satin was a richer satin, +and she was never forced to wear them till they were shabby. She looked +respectable at all times; and she kept as warm a house as anybody in +the parish--plenty for her own family and for anybody who was in want. +When you were courting me, Nicholas, you used to work with old Farmer +Otley, and I dare say, if you had gone on with him, you would not have +married for some years longer. I don't justly mind how it was, but you +and he came to words, and you went off to Farmer Lightfoot, and he did +not board nor lodge his men; and I remember well you said 'twas all so +different from old Mrs. Otley's comfortable hot suppers, and her good +clean bed, and her warm fire-side to sit by of an evening, that you +resolved you would have a home of your own, and you said it would not +cost you much more to have a cottage to yourself than to hire a single +room. Ah! it was all very well, and we got on pretty middling; but it +was a good while before we gathered things comfortable about us. We +often used to say that if we had waited another two or three years we +should have begun quite before-hand with the world. Do you remember, +Nicholas, how pleased we were when we got our nice clock at last? It +was a hard matter to save up enough for the clock, with a growing +family coming on!" + +When old Sarah had advanced thus far in her reminiscences, she +perceived that Mrs. Otley crossed the road and directed her steps to +their cottage. She entered the humble apartment with a graceful slide, +and her silk gown rustled, as Nicholas said, till he almost thought she +must be the minister's lady. Her little boy was dressed in a Polish +coat, with a cap from which dangled a smart tassel. The little girl, +who was just able to toddle, had a boa round her neck; and the brawny +country-girl who enacted nursery-maid, seemed to have been tutored into +taking as mincing steps as her mistress. Mrs. Otley came to bespeak +some handkerchiefs and muffettees like those which Mrs. Parkins, the +oracle of fashion in the town of Turnholme, had ordered; and she begged +Mrs. Foster's permission to wait at her house till Mr. Otley passed by +from market, and would drive her home in "his chaise,"--a term which +serves some people to designate every gradation of one-horsed vehicle, +from a stanhope to a tax-cart. + +It was not long before Mr. Otley was seen approaching in the +market-cart, which Mrs. Otley denominated his chaise; and she sent +the girl to the garden-gate to stop him on his way. The good-natured +husband quickly dismounted from his cart, and entered the cottage, +fearing something might be the matter. "Why, what's this, Lizzy? You're +not ill, to be sure?" + +"No, my love," answered the lady; "only fatigued with my walk: but do +not speak so loud, if you please, my love; you forget my nerves." + +"Lord bless you, Lizzy, I can't remember those things I know nothing +about: but I am sorry you are so troubled with them. I am sure if they +are a trouble to you, they are a trouble to me too; for they won't let +you do any of the jobs that want doing about a farmhouse. Why, what's +this queer bit of a rat's tail you've twisted round little Lizzy's +neck?" he continued, laughing, as he held up the child's Lilliputian +boa. + +"Take care, dear Mr. Otley; the poor child will take cold if she is +without her boa. Mrs. Foster will think you quite a savage," she +continued, in a mincing half-tender tone, to carry off his rough +manners. + +"No, no, she won't," he replied! "Dame Foster knows me of old; and +Nicholas, he was the first that taught me how to take a wasp's nest. Do +you remember, Nicholas? You had left working for father then; but you +were always partial to me, and I remember well you used sometimes to +come at after-hours, and help me wasp-nesting, or bat-fowling, or such +like." + +"Ah, Master Otley! you were a smart sprig of a lad, and I always had +a liking for you. You always were sharp and active; and when you were +quite a child, you would be helping your poor mother when she was busy +at her dairy, or her poultry-yard, or when she was particular busy on +baking-days." + +"There, Lizzy; you see I always told you how mother used to set her +hand to everything, and never thought any useful work was beneath her. +That's the way to make farming answer. 'Tis the small profits and the +small savings we must look to, if we mean to get on in these hard +times." + +"Dear Mr. Otley, I do not like to hear you talk so. Anybody would think +you quite mean and niggardly to hear you. I am often telling you you do +not do yourself justice." + +"Ah, wife! that's all very well; but it is just because I want to do +myself justice that I talk so. But come along. Up with you into the +cart, and we'll be jogging home. The more the merrier," he added, as he +took the little girl in his arms. + +"Oh, Mr. Otley! when will you get me a little pony-chaise, or something +decent, to go about in? I have never been used to such a shabby +conveyance." + +"I am sorry for it, my dear! When I have the money, you shall have +just such a chay as you may fancy; but mean time you must put up with +this. Good night to you, Master Foster!" he continued, as he left the +cottage. "Good night, dame! good night, Susan! I saw some rare fine +worsted in a shop-window at Turnholme to-day. You shall have some, next +time I go to market. I did think about bringing some to-day. It would +be just the thing for your work." + +"Thank you kindly, sir. You are very good," answered Susan. + +"Well to be sure, she looks too much of a lady to be getting up +into that common cart," remarked Sarah, as she watched Farmer Otley +carefully assisting his wife into the "chaise," and dutifully saving +the silk gown from coming into contact with the wheel. "There's no +particular harm in the woman if she was married to some one who only +wanted a wife to look at; but how she is to keep everything going +about a farm, is more than I can tell! She needs somebody to look +after her, instead of her being able to look after others. There's +her veil flying, and her bit of fur that she calls a boa slipping off +among the spokes of the wheel, and her smart shawl almost shaken off +her shoulders as the cart rattles down the street. Now the wind takes +her bonnet, and it is blown quite back! Old Mrs. Otley used to look so +decent and respectable as she came home from market by her husband's +side, with her warm red cloak held tight round her, and her close black +bonnet fitting to her face, it was a pleasure to see her. Well! after +all, this young woman's a good-natured soul, and gives you a good price +for your work, Susan; and for all she is so fine herself, she is not +proud nor haughty to others," added the kind-hearted Sarah; for though +the habit of sitting at her window, watching all that took place in +the village, and making her remarks and her calculations thereon, had +unavoidably caused her to be something of a gossip, her heart was so +good, that she always qualified any fault she might find with her +neighbours, by discovering some counterbalancing merit. + +It is almost impossible that those whose lives are passed in +ministering to the mental cravings and the amusement of the infirm and +the unoccupied, should avoid talking too freely of others. However +amiable their intentions and their feelings may be, so many words +cannot be uttered without sometimes doing mischief, if it were only by +magnifying trifles into matters of importance. + + +CHAPTER VI. + + When Love's afraid, do not that fear despise; + Flames tremble most, when they the highest rise. + + _D'Avenant._ + +George Wells still took his Sunday walk with Susan; and Susan, having +once told him distinctly that she should never marry, and that she +gave him back his troth, having even alluded to the probability of his +marrying another woman, felt she had done her duty, and that they might +still be, and ever might remain, friends. But friendship between man +and woman seldom exists without an admixture of love, past, present, +or to come. The feeling that begins in friendship often leads on to +love; often, too often, love is indulged under the garb of friendship; +and sometimes, but more rarely, love leaves behind it a regard which +subsides into friendship. Such, as Susan flattered herself, was the +case with George; and she therefore hoped that she should always +experience from him the same kindness and the same attention. But it +was not friendship, it was still love, that George felt for Susan: and +it was a touching sight to mark the young man leading his once plighted +wife, the blind Susan, on her way from church; tenderly watching that +the merry urchins who were playing in the path did not run against her +in their sport, or carefully pushing aside with his foot any loose +stone which might cause her to stumble. He would often bring her a +nosegay too; and Susan might generally be seen with a bowpot placed +near her, containing the common flowers of the season, backed up with +southern-wood and marjoram enough to drown the scent of all the roses +and pinks of which the foreground was composed. George loved to see +the smile with which his present was greeted; and still looked with +admiration at the silken eye-lashes which shaded the eyes that could no +longer beam upon him. + +The summer thus glided by; the autumn was equally tranquil; and Susan +learned to listen for the accustomed step; to know, without attending +to the village chimes, the very hour at which he usually dropped in, +and to recognise his hand upon the latch. But as the winter advanced, +and the days became short and the weather severe, when they could no +longer walk together in the fields, and that his visits were as much +to the old people as to Susan, he did not call so regularly; and Susan +listened in vain for the sound of his step on the gravel, or the turn +of his hand on the latch. In vain did she now count the hours and the +quarters most accurately. The usual time had long elapsed when he did +call, and sometimes he omitted to do so altogether. She could not +wonder; she told herself she ought to be grateful for all the kindness +she had met with; she was aware she had no right to reproach him, but +yet she felt her sorrows more acutely than before. + +Old Nicholas was the first to remark upon George's frequent absence. +Some rumours had reached Susan's ears that George was not so steady as +he had formerly been; but she hastened to defend him and to account for +the manner in which his time was occupied. Though she might feel hurt +herself, it was painful to hear him blamed, and she dreaded hearing +herself pitied. + +"Why, is not that seven o'clock?--five, six, seven,--yes, sure enough +it is seven o'clock," said old Nicholas, one Sunday evening just after +Christmas,--"and no George! He was not here last Sunday neither. I am +got so used to the young man, it seems quite dull when so many days go +by without his giving us a call." + +"Young men must take a little pleasure sometimes, father! 'Tis always +the same thing here, and I dare say he likes a little change." + +"That's quite true, Susan. I've been young in my day, and have had my +pleasure; and Sarah, she has known what it is to be light-hearted; and +we must not grudge young people what's natural at their age;"--then, +after a little while, he added, "but you, my poor girl, trouble is come +upon you before its time. It is all as it should be for us to bear our +trials and wait patiently till it pleases God to take us; but you, not +yet turned your two-and-twenty"---- + +"Don't pity me, father! that's just what I can't bear. I do very well +when I'm not pitied," exclaimed Susan, with a little touch of her +former petulance: "Thank you all the same, father, for thinking so +much about me," she added, in a few moments, with a subdued manner. +"But, hark! I hear his step! I know the sound of his nailed shoes on +the gravel;" and her head was raised, and her face turned to the door, +while a smile almost angelic in its sweetness played around her mouth. +"I am glad you are come, George," she said, "for father missed you so +much. Come in, and sit down by him, and tell him all the news." + +This was just what suited George; for he felt conscious that he had +been somewhat neglectful of late, and he found it easier to entertain +old Nicholas with the village news, than to sit by Susan and explain to +her how his evenings had been occupied. + +"I heard plenty of news, and bad news too, at the Cart and Horses +t'other night." + +"Oh, George! you have not taken to going to the public-house, sure? You +never used to do such a thing!" + +"Bless you, Susan, a man can't work all day, and take no amusement +when his work is over. What can a man do that has not got a home +to go to?" This went to Susan's heart, but she said nothing. "As I +was telling you, they said at the Cart and Horses--no, 'twas at the +Chequers--Tuesday evening."---- + +"So he frequents both public-houses!" thought Susan. + +George continued: "Master Smith said there was a talk of breaking up +the benefit club." + +"The benefit club!" exclaimed Sarah; "why, what will my good man do if +the benefit club should go! His half-pay is almost all we have had to +live upon for many a long year!" + +"That will fall heavy upon us, indeed," said Nicholas. "Why, what's the +meaning of this? I never heard any talk of the club being so low." + +"Why, they say the members are all growing old, and so many of them +keep coming upon it that it can't hold out, unless they consent to take +less pay." + +"Ah!" cried Nicholas; "I always was afraid how 'twould be, and I was +very sorry to be such a burthen to it myself. That was why I agreed +that, as my affliction was not like a common illness, of which one +might hope to be cured, but as I must look for no other than being on +the club as long as I lived, I would take only half-pay, walking-pay, +as they call it. My two sons are very good, they always make up the +money to me out of their earnings. I am sure I would not wish to be too +covetous, and to break my club." + +"I hope 'tis only talk: it will do well enough, I dare say, if we can +get some new young members into it that are not likely to be any drain +upon it yet. Well! I have put in for four years, and never drawn a +farthing yet." + +"I am sure, George, you should be very grateful to think what a +blessing God has granted you, in giving you such good health all these +years." + +"True enough, Susan: in that sense I should be glad never to have any +of my money back again. And I am sure, Master Foster, I am glad enough +to be in the club, and help to keep it going, if it is only for your +sake." + +"Thank you, George; that's kindly said," answered Susan, while a tear +trembled in her eye-lashes. + +"Well, Master Foster," said George, "I must be going; for I promised to +meet Will Dixon at the Chequers this evening." + +"Oh, George! you are not going to pass your Sunday evening at the +public-house!" + +"Come, don't scold, Susan; I promised to meet Will Dixon; and though +we want to have a bit of talk together, we need not make too free +with the beer, you know;" and George was gone. Susan remained +with an indefinite sensation of uneasiness for which she could not +satisfactorily have accounted to herself. + +The following week they saw no more of George, neither did they on +the Sunday; but in the succeeding week he again called. The alarm +concerning the benefit club seemed to have subsided: Nicholas's mind +was set at ease upon the subject; and Susan timidly asked George +whether he and Will Dixon had had a merry bout of it at the Chequers. + +"Come, come, Susan, you want to get me to tell tales out of school! +we drank no more beer than was good for us, and then I went home with +Will Dixon to supper." Did these few words re-assure Susan that George +was not likely to fall into the habit of frequenting the ale-house, +and did they consequently restore her mind to its usual tranquillity? +On the contrary, a sensation shot through her which she had hitherto +been spared. She remembered that Will Dixon's sister Jane was a pretty +girl with bright blue eyes, and one who had for a short time divided +George's attentions with herself, before she had finally fixed them. +She remembered thinking that Jane Dixon was very partial to George, +and she remembered that the neighbours had joked Jane Dixon about +wearing the willow. Jealousy for the first time darted through her +heart, and she was alarmed and roused by the keenness of the pang. With +the rapidity of lightning she pictured to herself George in love with +Jane,--George, Jane's accepted lover,--George her bridegroom,--George +her kind and affectionate husband! It was with difficulty she +could bear her part in the conversation, and her smile was sad and +constrained. + +"I do not think you seem right well, Susan. Are you ill, Susan?" +inquired George kindly and affectionately. + +"No, thank you, dear George; I am quite well--only I feel a little +dull--I think 'tis the weather. Mother said she felt heavy this +morning." + +"Maybe it is. Jane Dixon was saying, Sunday, that this mild weather +was not seasonable, and that she liked a good sharp frost, and a good +long walk." Susan quivered as the name came from George's lips. But +George was not yet in love with Jane, and no consciousness prevented +his uttering the name freely. Susan had almost said, "So, you were +walking with Jane Dixon, Sunday!" but she checked the remark, mentally +saying, "and why should he not walk with Jane? and why should he not +marry Jane? Why should I fret? I ought to hope Jane may draw him away +from idle companions and bad company. I fretted when I thought he was +taking to such courses; surely I ought to be glad if anybody else gets +the power I have lost to lure him from evil ways. Poor fellow! he would +never have thought of such things if I had not been afflicted as I am. +If he had married, and had a comfortable home, he would have gone on +being steady. Yes, I ought to hope he may marry Jane Dixon, and make +her a good husband." But, school herself as she would, she did fret; +and all the placidity of mind which she had laboured to acquire was +gone. Night and day did she think of George and Jane, and constantly +did she fancy them walking through the same lanes, strolling up the +same field-paths, loitering along the same head-lands, where she had +so often wandered with George. Long before such things did occur, had +she imagined them. But in the course of a few months, that which her +reason wished, but her feelings dreaded, came to pass. George's visits +became more and more rare; and when he did look in, Jane Dixon's name +was never breathed. + +There was an awkwardness in his manner, and he almost exclusively +addressed himself to Nicholas. Susan was all gentleness, and +invariably, when he took leave, thanked him for calling, in a subdued +manner, which showed how entirely she felt it was from motives of +charity, and not from preference, that he now visited them. George, +without decyphering what caused the change in her tone, was aware that +she read his mind, and he became ill at ease in her presence. + +Jane Dixon had originally liked George; and now that he was free again, +and that Susan Foster had, as it was well known, refused to marry +him, she saw no reason why she should not put forth all her store of +rustic allurements to win back her first love. George was by nature +steady and domestic: he had for two years been engaged to Susan, and +had therefore been in the habit of considering a wife, a family, a +home, as the enjoyments to which a poor man should look forward; and +although he had latterly been led to mix more with companions of loose +character, though he had loitered away many an evening at bowls or in +the ale-house, he was not happy while leading such a life. At first, +it was for the loss of Susan herself that he grieved; but in time +his regrets became less sentimental. He pined for a fire-side of his +own, his own chimney-nook, his hot rasher of bacon for supper, and +the kind attentions of a wife, even though that wife were not Susan +Foster. He was in a state of mind which laid him peculiarly open to +such attractions as Jane Dixon possessed; a tolerable share of beauty, +extreme good-humour, and, above all, a very decided predilection for +him, which she was at no pains to conceal. No wonder, then, if after +two years of hopeless attendance upon poor Susan, he should now find +himself engaged to Jane Dixon, and that the only difficulty which +remained, was to break the event to Susan. + +Every time George entered their cottage, to bid them a hurrying good +morning, or to wish them a hasty good-night, Susan thought the moment +was arrived when he was going to announce to them the step he had +taken;--for she felt that he would not allow them to learn it only from +common report; and she judged rightly. Once, or twice, after having +wished them good night, he had lingered with his hand upon the latch +of the door, or had returned to ask some trifling question, and then +had hurried suddenly away. Each time she felt that the decisive moment +was come, and she worked herself up to receive the intelligence as she +ought. She thought she wished it over, and her mind at rest; and yet +she felt relieved when the door was closed, and she heard his step +receding along the little gravel path, and she might still think of him +as her George, and not as the promised husband of another. + + +CHAPTER VII. + + Behold the herbage rich, in pride of June, + Pranked with gay flowrets dancing merrily + Beneath the sunbeams of the sultry noon, + While slumbering in their cells their perfumes lie. + But when the scythe sweeps on right sturdily, + Laying their sweet heads low, their spirits fling + Pure incense on the breeze ere yet they die; + So doth the chastening hand of sorrow bring + Virtues and graces forth, by joy left slumbering. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + + +It was rather more than two years from Alice Mowbray's wedding-day, +when George Wells lifted the latch of Master Foster's door, and, +closing it after him, walked into the house, seated himself on the +polished wooden chair opposite old Sarah's, and said in a hurried +voice, "I am come, neighbours,--I am come to tell you a piece of news +which I should be loth you should hear from anybody but myself." + +Susan's heart died away within her--her head drooped more than ever +over her knitting; Dame Foster took off her spectacles, and, wiping +them, laid them within the sacred book from which she had been reading +some texts to her husband and her child; old Nicholas half turned +himself upon his settle: but none spoke. Susan felt that the silence +must be distressing to George; and exerting herself the first, she +replied, "If it is any news, George, that concerns yourself, you may be +sure there are no friends who will be more rejoiced to hear of any good +likely to befall you, or more grieved to hear of any misfortune. You +have scarce any older friends than father, and mother, and myself; so +you need not be afraid to speak." + +"Thank you, Susan, thank you; that's just like you. I was sure you +would take it so. And yet, after all that has passed between us, I +felt--I don't know how I felt. But it seems strange I should marry +anybody else." + +"I gave you back your word, George, and this is what I have long +expected; and long tried to make up my mind to," she added, with some +effort. "I could not expect you to go on always tending upon a poor +blind girl like me. 'Tis better, much better, than getting any ways +unsteady. God knows, I have not a word to say against your marrying +Jane Dixon." + +"Thank you, Susan, thank you," he repeated; "I feel easier now! Susan, +this has been a great trouble to me; for I could not bear deceiving you +like, and yet I did not know how to tell you there was any courting +going on between me and Jane." + +"You know, George, I gave you back your word from the first." + +"Yes, yes, so you did; but for a long time I did not believe I should +ever think of any girl but you: but I do not know how it is, a man +wants a home--does he not, Master Foster?--and he wants a wife to see +to him. And then, Jane Dixon, she's a tight lass; and I don't know how +it was, I never came home from work without meeting her going of an +errand somewhere; and then she is a bustling girl, and one who will +keep things nice and tidy in a poor man's house." + +"Her mother was a thrifty, bustling body, and I hope she will make +you a good wife, George," said Dame Foster, in a tone which she meant +should be very kind; but her thoughts were so much occupied with Susan, +that she had no feeling to spare for any one else. + +"I wish you happiness, George," said Nicholas; "you have behaved very +well by my poor girl; and, if it had not been for her affliction, you +would have married her, and made her a good husband, I warrant. It is +the will of God it should all be as it is." + +"Thank you kindly, Master Foster." + +Meanwhile Susan had been feeling upon the little shelf on the wall +close to where she sat, for a small book, which at length she found. +"George," she said, "I have a book here which I ought to give you back. +'Tis those Watts's Hymns which you gave to me a few days before Miss +Alice's wedding;" she could not repress a sigh. "If you remember, you +wrote both our Christian names upon it,--and then said you would add +the surname when one name would do for both. I don't think it is right +I should keep that book, and you the husband of another; and yet I +could never find it in my heart to destroy it. Besides, I can't read +all the beautiful hymns that are in it; but you can, and sometimes it +may do you good perhaps to read them." + +George indeed remembered giving Susan the little book: he had that day +obtained the promise of Master Mumford's house, and he had that day +gained her consent to their being speedily asked in church. They had +then written their names in the manner described by Susan, and had +talked over their future prospects, with the assurance of soon being +indissolubly united. + +As George took the book from Susan's hands, he felt them tremble. +He was scarcely more composed himself. The appearance of the little +volume, the sight of the writing, annihilated for a moment the +intervening two years; and he saw Susan as she then stood beside him, +radiant with health, joy, and tenderness. + +Jane Dixon would not have been pleased had she known with what pain he +received this present, with what regret he looked back upon the image +thus conjured up to his mind. The tears were in his eyes as he held it. +"If it is not right for you to keep the book, Susan, I do not think it +is right I should; for I am sure I shall never look upon it without +wishing,--without remembering----Oh! Susan, how happy we were when I +gave you that book!" His voice broke, and he passed the back of his +hand several times over his eyes. + +Strong emotion in a stout and sturdy peasant, whose feelings we are +sure are thoroughly genuine, and in which we are satisfied there is no +touch of sickly, morbid sensibility, is always an affecting subject +of contemplation. It was almost too much for old Sarah, who now wept +like a child; while Susan experienced among the poignant regrets which +overpowered her, a mixture of satisfaction to find she was so tenderly +recollected. "I did not think you would have minded it, George; but if +it makes you think too much of by-gone days, why, perhaps, 'twill be +best you should give the book to mother to keep. I would not wish you +to think any more about me now; it would be no ways right." But it was +a comfort to Susan, though she was not aware of it, that she had to +tell him not to think about her. + +George still held the book, awkwardly shifting it from hand to hand: +at length he held it out; "Take it, dame," he said, "take it; for +I'm going to be married to Jane Dixon, and I must not think any more +about Susan, nor about the days that are passed and gone; it won't +do," and he pushed the book towards Dame Foster, and abruptly opened +the door. "God bless you, George," and Susan held out her hand. He had +closed the latch, and was gone. Her hand dropped to her side, but she +was not mortified. She scarcely knew how it was that she felt so much +less miserable than she expected she would have done, when George was +about to be married to another,--when an eternal barrier was about to +be placed between them,--when she had broken the last link that bound +them to each other. Alas! it must be confessed that if the causes of +her more resigned frame of mind were accurately analyzed, there might +be discovered, among better feelings, a slight admixture of vanity, +which had been soothed by finding George still remembered her with +affection, and by feeling that he did not love Jane Dixon so well as he +had once loved her. + +Susan was a good and a generous girl; but in her nature there was a +portion of that quality which, although subdued and chastened by heavy +affliction, is seldom entirely rooted out of the human heart. She did +not wish George to be unhappy on her account; she heartily hoped Jane +would prove a good wife to him; and yet, after having experienced +considerable mortification in the course of his unavoidable neglect of +her, it was a balm to poor frail human nature to feel that she was not +relinquished without a pang. + +"My poor girl," said Sarah, after she had watched George's hurried +steps along the road, over the stile, and into the fields beyond the +village,--"my poor girl! I must no longer pray, as I have done, never +to see another sun rise when once my poor Nicholas is in his grave, for +what will you do without me? As long as George was single, I felt you +would never want a friend; but now I must hope to be spared still for +your sake! I once thought, when you were George's wife, and my good man +was at rest, that old Sarah Foster's task would be finished, and that +she might pray the Almighty to release her from these pains. But God's +will be done!" and she bowed her head in meek submission. + +George Wells had instinctively avoided the village; he dreaded to meet +his betrothed. Susan had risen up to his mind as she had been in her +best days: those days once more became so present to him, that all his +former love seemed to return with fresh force, and he wondered how he +had become entangled with Jane Dixon. But a few weeks more, and she +would be his wife; and among the lower orders that name is more sacred +than among the higher, where the gradations between virtue and vice +are softened down, and the line of demarcation not so absolute. He +remembered that he had promised to walk with Jane that very evening, +and he somewhat slowly and unwillingly returned towards the village +by a path which led nearer the dwelling of his new love. He had not +advanced far when he met her gaily approaching in search of him. He was +scarcely yet in a frame of mind to meet her gladly, and he wished she +had not been quite so affectionate in her disposition towards him. She +certainly was not coy. He had never been called upon to sue; he had +but to receive the advances she was disposed to make. "Poor girl!" he +thought, "it is not her fault, if I once liked Susan so much. She has +always been partial to me: I must make her a good husband. It would +never do to be anywise unkind to her now; besides, the parish begins +to talk, and the best thing we can do is to be married out of hand." +And the result was that they agreed he should wait on the minister, and +inform him they wished to be asked in church. + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + Let fowk bode weel, and strive to do their best, + Nae mair's required; let Heav'n make out the rest. + + Allan Ramsay's _Gentle Shepherd_. + + +Susan was somewhat agitated and perplexed the next Sunday morning, +debating in her own mind whether George and Jane were likely to be +asked that very day, and whether she could hear their names called over +with the composure which befitted so holy a place. She did not like +to absent herself from church on that account; for to those who have +acquired the habit of never failing in their attendance, the omission +appears a dereliction of duty. She therefore summoned up her courage; +her mother, as usual, arranged her bonnet, and pinned her shawl with +due attention to neatness. The dame, as usual, turned the key of the +door, and placed it in her pocket; then, taking Nicholas's arm with +one hand, she guided him safely on his way, while with the other +she supported her own feebler steps with her polished staff. Susan +followed, led by a neighbour's little girl, who always came to attend +her to church. + +This afflicted family, so decent in their apparel, so respectable in +their behaviour, were never seen drawing near the house of worship +without exciting a feeling of pity and veneration in all whose souls +were not callous to every good emotion. They had arranged themselves as +usual in their pew. The service had begun; and when the close of the +second lesson drew near, poor Susan's heart beat almost audibly. Her +head was held low, and her face was partly concealed by her bonnet: but +she strove to maintain as unmoved a countenance as possible; for she +knew that the opposite seat was occupied by gay young girls who would +feel a curiosity about her, and she was unable to tell when, or when +not, her countenance might be the subject of remark to others. + +The last words of the lesson were read; the large Bible was closed with +a heavy noise; there was a moment's pause, but the clergyman proceeded +with the service, and Susan was spared for that Sunday. A sort of hope +shot through her mind; and yet what did she hope? She had herself +relinquished George, she had herself anticipated his marriage, she knew +he was engaged, she knew he could not with honour break off with Jane +Dixon; if he did, was not she as unfit for a poor labourer's wife as +when she first gave him back his troth? It was all so, and yet she felt +relieved. + +The following Sunday she was again seated in her accustomed place, and +she again listened as the clergyman read the service. This time the +names were read,--"George Wells, bachelor, and Jane Dixon, spinster, +both of this parish." The girls opposite might have seen her lips +quiver; and the hands which were habitually meekly clasped upon her +knee, were slightly raised, and fell again immediately. + +That day Sarah herself led Susan from church, and gave up the guidance +of Nicholas to the little girl. They reached their home; and before old +Sarah busied herself in the preparation for their humble repast, she +sat down to rest herself. Susan heard her mother sigh. + +"Mother!" she said, "you are fretting about me!" + +"Not to say fretting, Susan, for we heard no more than what we expected +to hear; but I thought it was a great trial to you to hear their +names in church. I was afraid whether it might not be almost too much +for you. And then I sighed to think, when we were gone, what a poor +desolate creature you would be; and I was wishing we could any way +provide for you. I should not like you to come on the parish, and yet I +don't see how we can save any thing,--we, that can't earn a shilling. +Next time Farmer Otley calls, I will ask him about the Friendly Society +he was mentioning; and I have heard talk of insuring one life against +another, and perhaps we might get your brothers to help," continued the +old woman, her thoughts gradually led from the wound Susan's affections +had received, to the blasting of her worldly prospects. + +When, as among the lower orders, the provision necessary for existence +is at stake, the most tender regrets must often be mixed up with other +considerations; but Susan could not yet comprehend any sorrow but that +of losing the lover of her youth. "Never trouble your head about me in +that way, mother; I don't care nor think anything about such matters." + +"That's all very well for young folks who have always had their +fathers' roof over their heads," interposed Nicholas, "and a bit to eat +as long as their parents had it; but it is the duty of parents to look +forward for their children. You will find it very different when we +are in our graves, and you have to find yourself board and lodging and +everything. It frets me so, sometimes, I can't go to sleep! I and my +old woman used often to say we should be at rest when we were beneath +the sod, and we did not care how soon our time came; but now I quite +dread to think we may be taken any day." + +"And so may I, father, be taken any day. It often happens that the +youngest goes first; and as 'tis all in the hands of Providence, there +is no need for you to make yourself unhappy about me in that way. +Besides, who knows but God may raise me up friends if my time of need +should ever come?--It is not my board nor my lodging that troubles me," +she could not help adding with an irrepressible expression of grief. + +"Ah! I know what 'tis that troubles you. 'Tis just what I am often +thinking of. In my affliction I have a kind helpmate to cheer me, and +keep up my spirits, and save me from ever feeling lonesome; and I have +you, Susan, and I love to listen to your voice, though it has not its +cheerful tone, and though I never hear the laugh that used to make +my heart glad within me. You, my poor girl, you can never have these +comforts, and that weighs upon my mind, though I do not like to say +much about it." + +"It can't be helped, father, and I hope I submit as I should. It has +pleased God to visit me as He has done, and I am sure I have done no +more than my duty in not letting George burthen himself with me for a +wife." + +"Yes, yes, it is all right; you have done your duty, that's certain." + +"And when we have done that, we must leave the rest to Providence." + +Mr. Otley called soon afterwards with some of the worsted which he was +now in the constant habit of procuring for Susan. Dame Foster took +the opportunity of getting her mind enlightened concerning annuities, +and friendly societies, and all the other modes of provision for the +poor which were established at Turnholme. But all required a larger +monthly sum, or a more considerable deposit, than they could possibly +contrive to pay. "I wish, Mr. Otley," said Susan, "you could persuade +father and mother not to think so much about me; if 'tis anything about +themselves, they always say we should rely on Providence: tell them +they should do so for me, as well as for themselves." + +"It is quite right, Susan, you should speak as you do, and feel as you +do; but it is quite right too that your parents should be willing to do +the best they can for you. I am sure I wish I could put them in the way +of making some provision for you; but when people get to be in years, +all the insurances are so high: that is a thing people should think of +when they are young and in health." + +"That is quite just, Master Otley, and so I did when I was young; for +I put into my club as soon as I was turned nineteen,--as soon as I got +anything like man's wages; and a good job it has been for me that I did +so: but, you see, one could not reckon upon such an affliction as poor +Susan's." + +"And that's quite just too, Master Foster; and I'll be bound that if +ever she should be in want, the gentry, ay, and the farmers too, would +not grudge her some help,--such a good girl, and such a patient girl +as she is! and so young too, and so well-favoured as she is! I often +tell my mistress I don't care how many warm handkerchiefs she buys of +Susan, 'tis all money well spent; though I will say I wish she would +not always be making me drive her over to Turnholme, that she may learn +the new fashions. What do the fashions signify? say I; where is your +red cloak? say I; and where is your checked apron? say I: and then she +is so mad with me! But she is a good-natured soul, and always comes +round after I've laughed a bit. And then then she is not so hearty and +strong as I am, and she can't bustle about. Well, good night, Nicholas! +I must be off. I must not forget this package though: Miss Mincing, at +the shop, told me I must be sure and carry it very carefully, for the +least touch would spoil it." And away went the good-natured farmer, +carrying the parcel very carefully to the cart, but then putting it at +the bottom of the vehicle among many other articles of great size and +weight, where it was jumbled in a manner which would have agonised Miss +Mincing had she witnessed it, and which did agonise Mrs. Otley when she +extracted it from among its travelling companions, and upon examination +found the beautiful cap, with its wires, and its bows, more fit to +adorn a May-day chimney-sweeper, than the head of so refined a lady as +she was. + +"Oh, Mr. Otley, how could you!" she exclaimed, in an accusing voice to +her husband. + +"How could I do what, Lizzy, dear?" + +"Look at my cap!" she said; "I am sure Miss Mincing must have told you +to take care of it." + +"So I did, Lizzy; I held it up between my finger and thumb, as tenderly +as if it was a plum with the bloom on it, till I laid it quite light at +the top of everything else in the cart." + +"And then you went rattling away as hard as you could drive, without +once looking behind you to see how all the articles rode in the chaise! +I do think you must have been a little too gay at market, Mr. Otley," +she said, in a small voice; "you must have made a little too free with +some of your coarse drinking companions:" and she drew herself up. + +"Not a bit of it, Lizzy; none of your insinuations! I just wetted my +bargain, as everybody should, and that was all. I'm sorry your cap is +tumbled." + +"Crushed, spoiled, _abeemy_," (query _abîmé_?) "as Miss Mincing says." + +"But I'll tell you what: it is a sort of a flashy thing I can't abide, +and I had rather by half see you in such a cap as old Dame Foster +wears." + +"My love, you are quite uncivil: you have quite lost your manners. I am +sure you are saying what you do not think, and I am sure that all the +while you like to see your wife look neat and genteel." + +"Neat, I do, and neatness is gentility enough for me. Come, I'll buy +you a new cap after my own fashion; and then if you take half the bows, +and all the flowers, off this queer thing," and he held the cap up +aloft, dangling by one of its strings, "you will have two decent caps, +instead of one out-of-the-way concern." + +"You have no taste, dear Mr. Otley!" said poor Mrs. Otley, as she +pinched, and pulled, and tried to squeeze the unfortunate cap into its +pristine shape. Mr. Otley watched her as she put her head first on this +side, then on that, looking distressfully on the cap, and every now and +then giving it a masterly twitch. + +"Now, what puzzles me, Lizzy, is, when you look to wearing this cap: +you can't go to church in it, and you can't drive out in the cart in +it; and hang me if I know when you mean to put it on." + +"Surely, Mr. Otley, every woman should have something decent to wear if +visitors should come." + +"I'm sure Farmer Dobson will never know what sort of a cap you have on +your head, and Mr. Higgins is quite a plain sort of a man; and 'tis but +seldom they call in, except just in the way of business." + +"But Mr. Dobson has a wife, and daughters too," answered Mrs. Otley +triumphantly; "and Mrs. Higgins's lace-veil, last Sunday, was quite the +talk of the whole church. I am sure I heard of it three times before +I could get down the church-yard and into our chaise; and I saw all +the bonnets moving in all the pews as she came up the aisle with her +beautiful veil hanging down almost to her knees." + +Mr. Otley had nothing to reply, and Mrs. Otley remained in possession +of the field. + + +CHAPTER IX. + + Cancel all our vows; + And, when we meet at any time again, + Be it not seen in either of our brows + That we one jot of former love retain. + + Michael Drayton. + + +George Wells and Jane Dixon had been asked for the last time, and the +wedding was fixed for the Wednesday following. George Wells had not +again visited the family of the Fosters. His mind was more at ease +since he had spoken to Susan; but he found that the sight of her meek +countenance, the sound of her gentle voice, and the recollection of +former days, unsettled him. Neither did Susan desire that he should +call any more. She was never again to consider him but as the husband +of another, and she wished for time to accustom herself to this idea +before she again heard his voice: she wished to school and calm her +feelings, so as to be sure her heart would not beat when she heard his +step and recognised his hand upon the latch. + +The sun rose in the full effulgence of a September morning, and all +seemed gay in the village of Overhurst: the children were all sporting +in and out of every cottage-door: the bells began to ring a merry peal +while the Fosters were yet at breakfast; and Betsey Smith, who was +Jane's particular friend, was seen by old Sarah, in her white gown and +her new shawl and ribands, carefully picking her way across the road, +as she came from her home, in the outskirts of the parish, to join the +rest of the party at the Dixons. Susan and her father did not see the +bridesmaid in her gala dress; but they heard the merry chimes of the +bells, and Susan with difficulty swallowed the cup of tea her mother +had prepared for her. The chime of church bells is of all sounds that +which conveys the most melancholy, or the most joyous impressions to +the heart, according to the circumstances under which it is heard, and +the associations with which it is connected. If the feelings are not +in accordance with their peal, there is no sound so unutterably, so +unaccountably sad as that of a merry chime. It may well be imagined +that to Susan, that morning, it was more sad than a funereal toll, and +it was a relief when the ringers relaxed from their exertions. Dame +Foster's eyes were frequently turned upon her daughter with increased +tenderness. + +The countenances of the mother and of the daughter formed a singular +contrast. The old woman, who bore her bodily sufferings without +uttering a complaint,--who never allowed her voice to fall into a +cadence, which could express pain, or peevishness, or vexation, +lest she should grieve the two objects of her love,--had, from the +knowledge that they could not read her looks, allowed her features to +set themselves into a form expressive of intense agony, and constant +anxiety. Those of the daughter, on the contrary, who was aware that +her feelings might be the subject of observation to others if suffered +to show themselves on her face, seldom, if ever, varied in their +placidity. She knew not when her mother might be gazing upon her; and, +from the fear of grieving her, she had learned to wear a gentle smile, +whatever might be her mental sufferings. + +The village noises gradually subsided. Susan felt that the wedding +had drawn off the idle children and the village loungers in another +direction. Neither Nicholas nor Sarah spoke. There was no sound except +the incessant and buzzing hum of the autumn flies in the sunny window. + +"It is a beautiful day, is not it, mother?" at length inquired Susan. + +"Yes, my dear; a beautiful sunshiny day," answered the dame, with a +deep-drawn sigh. + +"I thought it was, for the flies buzz so. I am glad of it. It is a pity +when a wedding comes on a bad day. I hope 'tis a good omen for poor +George!" + +"I have heard say, that the duller the day, the brighter the marriage; +not but what I wish well to George and his wife." + +"It would be very wrong in us not to pray for his happiness, mother; +for I have not a word to say against his behaviour to me from first to +last." + +"Jane Dixon is a lucky girl. He's sure to make a good husband, for he +has good principles." + +"And he her first lover and all, too!" replied Susan. "She _is_ a lucky +girl! I used to feel sorry for her, when first George slighted her for +me; for I saw she did not laugh and joke with him as she did with the +other men. Now 'tis her turn to be sorry for me, and perhaps she is, +though she has given up calling to see me almost ever since I have been +afflicted. But it was not to be wondered at, when she began to think of +George again. That was one thing made me almost sure what would come to +pass at last." + +"Why 'twas to be expected that things should fall out much as they +have done. But I do not know how it was, when I found George seem so +attentive and so constant for such a long time, I thought, mayhap, +he would always go on as he did then. I believe it is the way with +parents, they can't help fancying their own children something beyond +other people's; and so I began to count George would never be looking +out for any body else. However, 'tis my belief he will never love Jane +Dixon, as he has loved my Susan." + +"If he does not yet, mother, he will soon. George will be sure to love +his wife, and he will grow to love her better and better every day, +and then he will quite forget me; but that is all as it should be. Do +you think, mother, I shall ever forget him? I mean to try hard to do +so; and I don't mean to talk over what has gone before, even with you, +mother; and then do you think at last, mother, I shall quite forget to +think of him, except as a friend?" + +"I hope you may, my child; but it is always harder for a woman to +forget than it is for a man: and 'tis harder still for you, who have +nothing to draw off your mind. I have often heard old folks say, that +scarce anybody marries their first love; and, if that is true, many and +many must have got over such things. But I can't justly say myself, for +I never kept company with anybody but your father, and we have been +married so long that I can't frame to myself a notion of anything but +being his wife." + +Susan sighed. "And that's just what I used to feel about George; and I +always thought he and I should be just such another couple as you and +father." + +Susan had indulged herself in thinking and speaking of George as +her lover till the images of the past had usurped the place of the +realities of the present. The growing hum of voices struck her quick +ear. The village was all alive again. The shouts of children and the +steps of passers-by recalled her to herself, and painfully dispelled +the recollections which had taken possession of her mind. It was over, +and he was now the husband of another; and she felt wicked in having +given way to such thoughts. + +"Mother, we must not say any more: the time is come when it is not +enough for me to put a guard upon my words and my actions; I must +now set a watch over my thoughts. I do not often talk as I have done +to-day; and I felt as if it would do me good to speak of him once +more:--but there's an end now." + +Towards the afternoon the bridal party paraded the humble street, +as is the custom among the peasantry. The bride and bridegroom, and +the bride's-maids and bride's-men, dressed in their holiday apparel, +and paired for the day, perambulated the most frequented parts of +Overhurst; the laughing blushing bride received the hearty, if not +refined, congratulations of her neighbours; and, probably, among some +of the wedding guests the foundations were laid for another festival of +the same kind. + +George had as much as possible curtailed the usual march of the little +procession, and had contrived that only once did they pass before +Master Foster's cottage. He was ashamed on his wedding-day to say he +wished to avoid that part of the village, and yet his heart sunk within +him as he approached it. He almost rejoiced for a moment that Susan +could not _see_ the merry troop; and, as he passed, he dared not raise +his eyes in that direction. + +Many remarked that day, that Jane was all joy and smiles as would have +befitted the bridegroom, while George's down-cast looks would better +have suited the bride. + +Dame Foster was at her window, and saw the party advancing. Susan +heard them almost before her mother perceived them, and inquired if +the wedding procession was not passing. Her mother answered in the +affirmative; and could not help adding, that she had not believed +George would have been so unfeeling. + +"Do you see him, mother?" + +"Yes, there he is, Susan, sure enough!" + +"Oh, mother, how does he look? I gave him a handkerchief two years ago +last summer, and he said he should keep it for his wedding-day. He has +not got that on, sure?" + +"'Tis a checked brown and yellow he wears round his neck." + +"No! 'twas a spotted blue I gave him." + +"Poor fellow!" exclaimed the dame, in a more kindly tone; "he holds +down his head, and now he looks the other way,--quite away from his +bride, up the hill. Poor fellow! he can't bear to turn this way after +all. I'll be bound he does feel it!" + +"Jane must know all that has been between him and me," said Susan with +some bitterness; "and I do think she need not have led him this way +neither! But I am glad you have seen him, mother. I like to know how he +looks; for I may still wish him well." Susan's fingers resumed their +knitting, and the dame proceeded with her darning. + +George would have silenced their merriment had he had the presence of +mind to do so; but a peasant bridegroom is of all creatures the most +awkward, the most shame-faced: far from bearing himself as the man who +has won the prize he sought, he has the air of one who has been fairly +caught in the snare, and has no longer a chance of escape. + +George, however, felt it impossible to again march, as it were in +triumph, by Susan's door; he led Jane the back way into the village: it +was nearly the same path he had taken the day he had told Susan of his +marriage: and it is to be feared that Jane did not find her George the +more gay or the more tender for being removed from the observation of +others. Presently the sounds of gay voices once more grew upon the ear +as the party returned on their steps. + +Dame Foster again put down her spectacles, and gazed through the +window: "God bless him!" she exclaimed; "he could not stand it again, +and he is not with the rest." + +"Not gone away and left Jane?" inquired Susan in a tone of +alarm,--"that would not be right." + +"No, no, she's gone too. I warrant me, they've taken the back way round +to Master Dixon's, and I like him all the better." The dame felt more +in charity with him than she had done a few minutes before; and Susan +was gratified, and yet grieved, that George should not be thoroughly +happy. "He will be so soon!" she thought, however;--and so he was. + +He enjoyed the comforts of a tidy home, a blazing fire, a warm supper, +and a smiling wife to greet him on his return from work. His days were +occupied in his accustomed labour; his after-hours were filled up by +cultivating his garden; and the helpmate who received him kindly, and +provided him with comforts, became daily more endeared to him. The +birth of a child gave him a fresh object of interest, and George was a +happy man. + +Susan also was calm, if not happy. He was another woman's husband--he +was a married man--and all was over for her. The barrier was so +entirely insuperable that her feelings did change, that she did learn +to think of him, merely as of a kind friend, and that the past did at +length appear to her only as a dream. + + +CHAPTER X. + + ----And now, their wanderings o'er, + They, 'mid embowering trees, descry their home once more. + Home, thrilling sound! To the time-sobered breast, + Thronged with remembrances, not sweet alone + But sacred, and with sadder thoughts imprest + Of cherished sorrows, and dear hopes o'erthrown; + While to young hearts, that yet have only known + The hey-day joys, and buoyancy of spring, + It speaks of happiness again their own: + Of throbbing bosoms, bright eyes glistening, + And laughter's merry peal, that through the hall shall ring. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + + +Three years had elapsed since the Mowbrays had left Overhurst, and all +the parish was now joyfully expecting their return. Again the village +bells rang a joyful peal, again the village children shouted, and all +was animation in Overhurst and at the Park. + +Susan was the first to hear the carriage-wheels. "Yes, sure enough, +here they are!" said her mother; "three carriages full: and such a +load, and the horses so jaded, poor things! And there's Mrs. Mowbray +nodding as she goes along; and there's Miss Fanny--no--why, I declare +if it is not Miss Emma, with her head quite out of the window. Well, +I'm glad enough to see them all come home again. And there's the +'squire on the box; he turns round to speak to Mrs. Mowbray; he looks +hearty still. And there is such a queer foreigner behind, with such +black whiskers. And sure that can never be Jenny Simpson? Her very face +seems Frenchified! I'll be bound her own mother will hardly know Jenny +when she sees her." Not long afterwards the dame's eyes were again +attracted to the window. "Why, sure, there can't be another carriage +full of them! Why, if it is not Captain and Mrs. Harcourt! And there +is the baby! May the Lord bless them all! It will be a happy evening +at Overhurst Park!" And Dame Foster sighed while she rejoiced in their +happiness. + +And heart-felt joy and social gaiety did reign in Overhurst Park. The +delight of finding themselves again in Old England, the joy of meeting +after a long separation, the raptures of Mrs. Mowbray over her first +grandchild, the pleasure of visiting their old haunts, occupied the +ladies for the first day or two; but Mr. Mowbray had been looking +about him, and had made himself acquainted with all the village gossip. + +On the third day after their return, he bustled into the drawing-room, +where his wife and daughters were eagerly displaying to Alice and +Captain Harcourt their relics from the various places they had visited +in their travels, and were explaining the exact point of view from +which such a drawing had been made, or directing their attention to +an invisible dot in a pencil sketch, which stood for 'imperial Rome' +in the distance, or helping out by descriptions _vivâ voce_ the tints +which did not express the roseate hues of evening upon the glaciers. + +"I do not know what all the pretty women in the parish have been +thinking of while we have been away," interrupted Mr. Mowbray. "There's +poor Susan Foster! Have you heard, my dear, about poor Susan Foster?" + +"No, indeed. I have been so occupied with Alice and her baby, and so +full of our own travels, I have not had time to go into the village. +What has happened? You quite alarm me." + +"Why, I really am put out about it myself. She is gone blind! Pretty +Susan, with the bright eyes! I am quite vexed. If it had been any +other girl in the village, I should not have felt it so much. Those +soft brilliant eyes, that could sparkle so merrily too. And then, that +pretty Mrs. Otley! she is going into a consumption." + +"Susan--Susan Foster blind!" exclaimed the ladies all together. + +"Impossible!" cried Mrs. Harcourt; the hopeful, happy, Mrs. Harcourt. + +"It is quite true, my dear Alice: she is blind! and what's more, George +Wells has jilted her, and has married Jane Dixon. The fellow has some +taste, I will say that for him. She was as fine a girl as ever I saw, +though hers is not such a high style of beauty as Susan Foster's. Susan +Foster, if she had been a lady, would have looked well anywhere; now, +Jane Dixon would never have told in a ball-room: and then, she is so +altered; she is grown coarse; and blue eyes soon lose their blueness +and turn grey, while black eyes retain their brilliancy----" + +Mr. Mowbray might have proceeded at greater length in discussing the +comparative merits of black eyes and blue, but neither filial piety, +nor conjugal devotion, could enable the listeners to keep silence any +longer. "Oh, papa!" exclaimed Alice, "George Wells married to another +girl! and Susan Foster blind, and jilted! and I had fancied her so +happy in that cottage close to her parents! I remember begging you so +to let them have it, because I thought how I should have liked to live +close to you and mamma!" + +"Yes, my dear Alice! I have seen Susan myself; and there she sits +knitting, by the side of her blind father. I declare it was almost too +much for me. I got away as quickly as I could, for I hate seeing sad +sights when one can do no good; I always make it a rule to get out of +the way." + +"But do you think it impossible we should be able to do her any good? +Let us go and see them, mamma; perhaps we may think of something. I +always was so fond of Susan, and we were to have been married the same +month! Poor dear Susan!" + +"Oh, yes!" cried Emma; "at all events it will please them. Old Nicholas +used to be so fond of me. How well I remember he used to put his hand +upon my head to feel how much I was grown! Do let us go directly, and +pay them a visit, dear mamma." + +Mrs. Mowbray was shocked and grieved at Mr. Mowbray's intelligence, and +the whole party was soon in motion along the well-known paths. + +"I wonder how Susan looks!" said Emma, in a low voice, while a +sensation of awe stole over her youthful mind at the prospect of an +interview with a person who had undergone a great misfortune since she +had seen her last. + +Dame Foster soon recognised the visitors she had been watching for. +"Here they are!" she exclaimed; "I was sure Mrs. Mowbray would come +and ask after us before long. And there's Miss Alice--Mrs. Harcourt I +should say--looks prettier than ever;--and Miss Fanny! I'm sure she +does not seem as if anything had ever been the matter with her;--and +Miss Emma, why she is almost a woman now." Susan sighed, and thought +what sad changes had taken place in her fate since last they had +received a visit from the 'squire's family. + +As they approached the little garden-gate, the bearing of all the party +became subdued and saddened; and they gently opened the door, and +followed each other quietly into the cottage. The dame and Susan both +rose, and Susan court'sied, but not exactly in the direction in which +Mrs. Mowbray stood. She soon made them resume their seats, and then +inquired after old Sarah's health. + +"Thank you kindly, madam, I am still able to get about, though +sometimes I think my pains make me grow weaker; but I must try to the +last to do for these poor afflicted creatures, madam. You have heard, I +dare say, madam, of all our misfortunes. And there's my poor girl now, +no better off than her old father. But 'tis as pleases God, and it is +not for us to murmur." + +The old dame had at once entered upon the subject in the plain, direct +manner usual to the poor, and the restraint which might have rendered +such a meeting distressing among the higher orders was soon dispelled. + +"My poor Susan!" said Mrs. Mowbray, going up to Susan, and taking her +by the hand, "I have only this moment heard of your afflictions, or I +should have been here sooner. I wonder such sad news should not have +reached me abroad, but the death of poor Mr. Sandford has been a loss +to us all. He knew my village friends, and he would have told me about +you. And you, Nicholas, how are you? How do you bear up against these +trials?" + +"Pretty middling, madam; pretty middling: I am quite used to my own, +and I don't think anything at all about them; but I can't say I have +rightly got over hearing my poor girl ask her mother whether 'tis a +fine day or not, or who it is going by the door, and whether her shawl +is pinned straight, or her cap as it should be. Them things go hard +with me. But, as my good woman says, 'tis as it pleases the Lord! Are +all the young ladies with you, madam?" he added, after a short pause. +"I warrant me they are grown very tall," and he stretched out his hand: +"I should like to put my hand on Miss Emma's head once more, bless her +heart!" + +"You must put it a good deal higher," said Emma, as the old man was +feeling at the same height he had been used to feel, three years +before; and she took his brown withered hand and lifted it to the crown +of her head. + +"Sure!" he exclaimed in almost childish wonderment. + +Alice meanwhile had been talking to Susan, and had extracted from her +some account of the mode in which her eyes had been attacked, although +it was with pain she was brought to allude to anything connected with +Alice's wedding-day and the happiness which at that time was hers. +She could not help an inward shudder when she heard Captain Harcourt +address his wife: "Alice, my love, I think you should return home to +the baby; I would not have you out too late." The picture of home +happiness, wedded love, maternal affection, all the visions in which +she had indulged as almost realities on that day, rushed over her mind; +but she remembered that George was the husband of another, that another +was the mother of his child! + +When they returned home, Alice eagerly recounted to Mr. Mowbray an +instance of a person, whose blindness had been described as somewhat +resembling Susan's, having been restored to sight by an oculist with +whom Captain Harcourt was acquainted. With the sanguine disposition of +youth, she felt convinced that something might be done; that Susan need +not be condemned to perpetual blindness. + +The more sober part of the company did not enter quite so warmly into +Alice's hopes, but all were equally ardent in their wishes that Susan +might recover her sight. Captain Harcourt's friend had the care of an +eye-hospital; so that Alice declared it would be the easiest thing in +the world to secure Susan's admission, and the most certain thing in +the world that she would be immediately cured. The only difficulty that +remained was to get over the prejudice entertained by many of the poor +against hospitals in general, and the horror they had of parting from +their friends. + +"But Dame Foster is so reasonable!" exclaimed Alice; "and Nicholas is +so quiet, he will never oppose it; and as for Susan, what would one not +do to recover one's sight? To be sure, her lover is married now, and +even the restoration of her sight cannot restore her to happiness, poor +thing! But still! think of the joy of seeing the blue heavens and the +green fields again!" + +"Oh, yes, dear Alice," answered Mrs. Mowbray, "if we could indeed +restore to Susan her eye-sight, she might look forward to many happy +years. She is still young, and she is so pretty, that I dare say she +may yet marry comfortably." + +"Oh, mamma!" exclaimed Alice reproachfully. + +"I am sorry to have shocked you, my love! and if you wish it so much, +we will suppose that Susan shall never marry." + +"Mamma, you speak as if marrying was marrying, and as if it did not +signify whom one married." + +"Not exactly, my dear! but I do imagine it just possible that after +a certain number of years have elapsed, a woman may be happy with a +man who was not her first love. But now we will not disturb ourselves +concerning the use Susan may make of her eyes when they are restored +to her. We will first adopt all possible means to accomplish this most +desirable, but, I fear, improbable event." + +"She has had no advice yet but that ignorant man's at Turnholme. +Captain Harcourt shall write to-day, and the moment we get the answer, +I will undertake to persuade Susan and her parents to consent to our +proposal." + +All prospered according to Alice's wishes. Her _protégée_ was to be +admitted into the hospital, where she was to meet with every kindness +and attention. Susan gladly agreed to any plan which might possibly +enable her to assist her parents more effectually than she could at +present; old Nicholas thought it so "against nature" that the young +should be afflicted like the old, that he was pleased and hopeful, +while Sarah assented, but assented despondingly. + +"If it is God's will our poor child should be blind, why there is no +use in man's fighting against Providence. Howsoever, there's no saying +these may not be the means by which God has ordained she is to be +cured; so it is not for us poor mortals to say any thing against it: we +will try, and hope for the best; but it is an awful thing to have our +blind child go quite away from us to that great town." + +"But we will send somebody with her, dame, who shall see her safe into +the hospital." + +"Thank you, madam, you are very good; and let it turn out which way it +will, we shall always be grateful." + +The evening before Susan's departure, Farmer Otley called: "I thought +I would just look in and wish you good luck, Susan; we shall all be +heartily glad to hear of your doing well, though my good woman will +miss your nice worsted-work. She would have come down to see you too, +but that she is not quite as she should be. She has got a nasty cough +that keeps plaguing her. I tell her 'tis because she will wear such +smart thin shawls, instead of a good warm cloak; but young women they +will have their own way: I dare say you have a way of your own too, +Susan, though I don't know what it is." + +Susan smiled. "I believe I was as headstrong as other young folks once; +but a poor helpless creature like me, who is quite dependent upon +mother's goodness, has no business with any fancies now." + +"Well, Susan, I hope you will come back with a will of your own, that's +all: and I dare say, dame, you won't mind." + +"My poor Susan! I should be glad enough, indeed, to see her her +own sprightly self again; and 'tis our duty not to throw away any +opportunity that God puts in our way." + +Susan was safely conveyed to the hospital, and from thence the +reports, which were received by Mrs. Harcourt, and duly transmitted to +Nicholas and Sarah Foster, were satisfactory. The hopeful Alice was +not disappointed in her eager desire to serve Susan; and before six +weeks had elapsed, she was able to run breathless to the cottage of +the Fosters, with the surgeon's letter in her hand, announcing that +Susan's sight was safe, and that in another month she might return to +her friends, in health and happiness. + +Old Sarah clasped her hands in speechless joy; the tears rolled in +torrents unheeded down her face: her soul was absorbed in prayer. Old +Nicholas groped about till he found Mrs. Harcourt's hand; and seizing +it, the old man suddenly fell on his trembling knees before her. + +"God bless you, my dear young lady, and God reward you! I know it +is to God we first owe our gratitude; but you have been the blessed +instrument in his hands. God bless you!" and the old man sobbed aloud. +Alice, inexpressibly distressed and affected, assisted him to rise, +replaced him in his seat, extricated her hand from his grasp, and +hastened away from a scene which, although delightful, was almost too +overcoming. + +At length Susan herself wrote to them: it was the first act of her +restored sight: and the dame placed the letter before her on the deal +table, with her prayer-book and her spectacles, and every day did +she look at it, and every day did she read it over, word by word, to +Nicholas, and every day did Nicholas say "God bless Miss Alice that +was!" + + +CHAPTER XI. + + Wise Nature is less partial in her love + Than ye do judge withal. When lavishly + She pours her gifts profuse, satiety + Doth blunt the sense: when sparingly dispensed, + A keener relish doth supply the measure; + And but to live and see the blessed skies + (A good unmarked, unheeded, till 'tis lost,) + Is rapture all too big for utterance + To one long shut from heaven's light. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + + +It was a joyful day in Overhurst when Susan Foster returned to her +home. The old man and his wife had toddled up to the village inn, +where the coach stopped; and there they stood, Sarah to catch the +first glimpse of her, Nicholas to hear the first sound of her voice. +Many a head was popped out of a casement window, and many a doorway +was thronged with its inhabitants, at the hour when the coach usually +arrived. George Wells was lingering in a field hard by, occasionally +looking over the stile. He had twice called upon the Fosters during +Susan's absence, and had inquired, in an awkward, hurried manner, how +she was. The inquiry was meant kindly, and it was taken kindly. + +The coach drove up to the little inn, and out sprang Susan, blooming +and lovely as ever. The old woman nearly fainted; and the neighbours +assisted her and the trembling Nicholas into the little parlour of the +inn. + +In about half an hour, Susan was seen supporting the feeble steps of +her mother on one side, and on the other those of her father, down the +village street, to her own dear home. George Wells had disappeared; and +the other neighbours did not intrude upon the sacred joy of that family +party. + +"Oh, mother, did we ever expect to be so happy!" exclaimed Susan, +as they entered the little garden: "And there is my own moss-rose +blowing!"--a slight pang shot through her, for George had given her the +tree: but she was too happy, too grateful, to allow any but feelings of +thankfulness to find a place in her heart. + +With what eagerness did Susan hasten to busy herself about the +household duties! with what pleasure did she resume her former +privilege of settling her father in his seat, of preparing the supper, +of assisting her father up stairs! She had thought the first sight of +the heavens glorious, she had gazed with rapture on the face of Nature, +she had recognised with tenderness each well-known spot of her youthful +home; but all these had been but lesser joys in comparison with that +of once more ministering to the comfort of her parents, after having +so long been a burthen to them. Never were prayers of more heart-felt +gratitude offered up to the throne of Grace than those of the Foster +family that night. + +Early the next morning, Susan repaired to Overhurst Park, to make her +acknowledgments to her benefactors; and as she walked alone through +those paths where she had so often wandered with George, which she +had never beheld since she had seen them with him, did not the memory +of former days come over her with almost over-whelming power? She +thought of him certainly, but she thought of him as the contented +husband of another; and after having drunk so deeply of the bitter cup +of affliction, her present comparative happiness seemed as great as +mortals might dare to hope for in this world. She looked with kindly +feelings on all around her. There was no touch of bitterness in her +emotions. + +Farmer Otley was one of the first to welcome Susan home again. He +told her his wife was still very poorly, "and that she would take it +very kind" if Susan would step up and pay her a visit some evening at +Holmy-bank. + +"Well, Susan," he said, "I need not be fetching you any more worsted +from Turnholme now. You won't send me to market any more. Those eyes of +yours can see to take up your old trade again. I dare say my mistress +will have some needle-work for you, for she is a rare bad hand at +plain-work herself." + +A few days after Susan's return, she was employed in tying up some +straggling flowers, and in winding the honeysuckle round the porch, +enjoying the long untasted pleasure of attending to her little garden, +when, on looking round, she saw George Wells loitering under the hedge +of the field which we have often described as being opposite Master +Foster's house. + +Upon finding himself observed, George made a sudden effort, and leaping +the stile, he crossed the road, came straight up to Susan, and, before +she had time to collect herself, he had taken her hand, shaken it, and +had hastily uttered,-- + +"I just came to tell you I was heartily glad you had got your eye-sight +back again, Susan; and to wish you health and happiness, Susan: that's +all:" and he was gone. + +Susan trembled all over; she tottered back into the cottage, and sat +down. + +"I have just seen him, mother, for the first time these three years! +But it was not so much the seeing him, as the hearing his voice again. +It has put me quite in a tremble; but I shan't mind it another time. I +_must_ not mind it, you know, mother; and I am so happy, oh! so very +happy, to be able to do for you and father, that I do not feel as if I +had any thing left to wish for!" + +In a few days Susan paid her promised visit to Mrs. Otley, and she +found her indeed sadly altered. She passed through the kitchen, where +all bore the marks of the mistress's eye being wanted: a servant-girl, +in greasy _papillotes_, the children in smart frocks, but with unwashed +faces; the copper vessels, instead of being the pride of the housewife +and of her assistants, all out of their places; the floor, as if it had +not been swept and sanded for a week. The slip-shod maid, with a dirty +apron, ushered Susan into the parlour within, where Mrs. Otley sat in +a shabby-genteel arm-chair, cowering over the fire, although it was in +June. + +Her cheeks were sunk, and there was a hectic flush upon them which +alarmed Susan; her voice sounded hollow. The smart cap, of which we +have already made mention, had now fallen from being a "dress cap" +into being an "every-day cap," a purpose for which it was peculiarly +unfitted. Its weak wires, and its heavy ribands, shook in a most +unseemly manner as the sick woman restlessly moved her head. She laid +down the well-thumbed novel she was reading:--"I am glad to see you, +Susan," she said. "Why you look surprisingly well, as blooming as a +rose. Mr. Otley told me how well you were, and he said your eyes were +as black as sloes: I was quite curious to see you. Sit down, Susan, +and tell me all about it." But before Susan could begin to speak, Mrs. +Otley continued;--"I am such a poor creature--this cough fidgets me so; +but I am a great deal better, only the weather is so unseasonable, and +the cold winds always affect my nerves. Do you think I look ill?" + +"You are something thinner than you were, ma'am," answered Susan; "but +it is three years since I saw you last, and three years is a long time." + +"So it is a long time, Susan; but now tell me, what did they do to you +in London? I am so curious! Did you stay in the hospital all the time?" + +"Yes, ma'am, I never left it, except to come home." + +"What! did you not see any of the sights? Not the King's palace, nor +the theatres, nor anything?" + +"No, ma'am, 'tis against the rules for people to go out visiting; and +sure, as soon as I was well, I wanted to see nothing so much as father, +and mother, and home. As soon as I was able, they set me to work, +cleaning the place, and helping to wait on other poor creatures who +were worse than myself." + +"Poor girl, that was very hard!" + +"Oh no, ma'am; I was very glad to be useful, and I was a deal happier +than being idle. I missed my worsted-work sadly at first; the time +seems so very long when one has nothing to do--nothing but to think, +think, think!" + +Just then Farmer Otley entered. + +"I say, Lizzy, where are the keys of the cellar? I want to get +something to drink for Mr. Hawkins, who is waiting at the door." + +"Dear Mr. Otley, don't speak so quick; you hurry one. The keys are in +my reticule; it is up stairs. Tell Hetty to fetch it." + +Mr. Otley went after Hetty, and Mrs. Otley remarked, "Poor dear Mr. +Otley! his manner is so abrupt! He is not used to an invalid!" + +"Lizzy, I can't find your bag anywhere. The keys should be in your +pocket: feel for them there." + +"Dear Mr. Otley, you know I do not wear pockets; a reticule is so much +more convenient." + +"Well! but where are the keys? Mr. Hawkins will think I grudge him a +glass of ale." + +"Oh! my love, be patient; you quite make me shake!" and she began in a +really nervous trepidation to hunt for the reticule, which was found in +her chair. + +Mrs. Otley and Susan resumed their conversation, when presently the +farmer returned. + +"Lizzy, you have not got a needle and thread handy, have you? I told +you I thought this button would soon be off, and so it is." + +"Oh, dear Mr. Otley, I thought you had told Hetty to sew it on +yesterday. Do call her, and tell her to bring my work-box here." The +good-natured husband called Hetty, and after some time the needle and +thread were found. + +"Come, look sharp; I must be at the Vestry at three o'clock; and I +don't like to be seen with my waistcoat all any how." + +Mrs. Otley's fingers really trembled as she was sewing on the button. +"Why, Lizzy, I have hurried you! I am sorry for that. There, never +mind; don't fluster yourself." + +"You never think of one's nerves, Mr. Otley." + +"I'll tell you what, Lizzy, if you did not talk about them, or if you +did not call them nerves, I should think about them. I see you are +not well, and you have got a bad cough, and I must take care of you; +so don't fret yourself, but keep quiet. I'll try to see to the things +myself, though in-door matters are not in my way: but we must make a +shift." + +"I am sure Mrs. Glover never did all the drudgery poor dear Mr. Otley +expects me to do," said Mrs. Otley, when her husband had left them: "I +do not think a wife is to be a servant," she continued, with a toss of +her head. + +Susan thought that a wife ought to see that all was well regulated in +her household; but poor Mrs. Otley was evidently ill and suffering, +and she pitied her. As Susan went away, she saw the little girl crying +because the maid had slapped her, and the little boy slapping the +maid because she would not let him put his fingers into the pie she +was preparing. She retraced her steps to her humble home, in the full +persuasion that she was happier than any of the inmates of Holmy-bank +farm. + +Poor Mrs. Otley became rapidly worse; and before many months had +elapsed, her troubles and her finery were alike brought to a final +close, and she was laid in the quiet grave. + +Mr. Otley remained a widower with two young children. He was a +sincere mourner. The natural kindness of his heart had caused him to +become truly attached to the woman whose preference for him had at +first been her principal attraction; and her sufferings latterly had +still farther endeared her. But when the freshness of his grief had +subsided; when he found that a bustling old body, whom he took as +housekeeper, kept all things around him far more neat and trim than +they had formerly been; when he found his kitchen clean, his buttons +sewed on, his shirts mended; and, above all, when everything he asked +for was always forthcoming from that compendious receptacle, the old +woman's pockets,--his spirits gradually revived. His children were +less fretful, their faces were cleaner; and he only lamented that the +old woman could not read, and that he had not much leisure himself to +attend to their morals, or their education. By degrees he began to +think that a younger woman might perhaps attend to the dairy and to the +chickens as effectually as old Goody Thompson; that a younger woman +might make the new servant-girl (for Mrs. Thompson had dismissed the +slip-shod maiden) scour the pots and pans as perseveringly; and he also +began to think it would be more agreeable to have a younger face and a +brighter smile welcome him home, after his labours of the day. And whom +could he find who would be more active and useful than Susan Foster? +Who was calculated to train his children's minds to duty, submission, +and religious resignation, more practically than Susan Foster? And +where could he find a brighter smile, or more sparkling eyes, than +Susan Foster's. + + +CHAPTER XII. + + Bairns, and their bairns, make sure a firmer tie + Than aught in love the like of us can spy. + See yon twa elms that grow up side by side: + Suppose them, some years syne, bridegroom and bride; + Nearer and nearer ilka year they've pressed, + Till wide their spreading branches have increased. + This shields the other frae the eastlin blast, + That in return defends it frae the west. + + Allan Ramsay. + + +Although Mr. Otley had no longer any commissions to perform at +Turnholme for Susan, her worsted-work having given place to her former +occupation of needle-work, still he found many an excuse for calling. +Sometimes he would send the old man a rabbit for his supper; sometimes +a cheese, the handy-work of Dame Thompson. At another time, he gave +Susan a hive of young bees which had just swarmed, as the dame had +said she was fond of honey. By degrees he greatly won upon the esteem +of Susan by his attentions to her parents. He was in a situation +comparatively so much superior to theirs, that he had the opportunity +of appearing to them almost in the light of a benefactor. Some time, +however, elapsed before he ventured to express his feelings in any +mode but by kindness to her parents. The sorrows she had known, the +trials she had gone through, and the composed resignation to which +she had trained her mind during her affliction, had left a sedate +self-possession in her cheerfulness. He was aware of her previous +attachment, and he did not feel sure whether an offer of marriage would +be received, in the manner probable, from the relative situation of the +parties. + +At length his little presents became more pointedly addressed to her. +His basket of ripest gooseberries was given to her. He would invite +her to take a walk to look at his garden and gather herself a nosegay. +He sometimes lamented to her that his children were not sufficiently +attended to. "He did not wish to bring them up to over-gentility, but +he wished them to have a good plain education. He should like his girl +to be as good a scholar as Susan was; that would do for him: plain +useful learning, plain useful good sense, and plain useful work. He +wished Susan would step up and see how little Lizzy went on." But this +Susan did not like to do. + +The neighbours already began to talk, and the old dame already began +to hope her girl was likely to be well settled in life; "and then," +as she said to Nicholas one evening, when Susan was gone out to carry +home some work,--"and then, Nicholas, it does not signify how soon it +pleases the Lord to take us: then I may pray, as I used to do, that I +may never see another sun rise when once it has pleased God to call you +to himself." + +Susan herself had no pride of romance about her. She esteemed Mr. +Otley, and she was aware that he became every day more particular in +his manner to her; she knew that the home he could offer her would be +comfortable beyond what she had any right to expect; his plain manners +appeared to her neither rough, nor homely, and she felt sorry for the +little children, who were deprived of a mother's tenderness. Such being +the state of mind of the parties in question, the sequel may easily +be guessed. Mr. Otley stopped one evening on his way from market, as +it was now grown his custom to do, and good-naturedly reproached Susan +for not having been to see his garden or his children. She was ashamed +to give the true reason, and said she had been very busy with a job of +needle-work. + +"I don't like you to work so hard, Susan: it is not good for her, is +it, dame? Young folks should take a little pleasure sometimes. I know I +should like to see Susan in a home of her own, with a servant-girl to +do her work for her. She is too good by half to be always drudging." + +"Thank you kindly for your good wishes, Master Otley," answered old +Nicholas. "I should like to know my poor girl had a good home over her +head when I am dead and gone." + +"Ah! that's what a good father is sure to think of. You would +rest easier, Master Nicholas, if you knew Susan was mistress of a +comfortable place of her own, and was never likely to come to want as +long as she lived." + +"Ah, sure! should I," replied the simple old man, who was in great +hopes Mr. Otley was coming straight to the point. And he wished no +better than to come to the point: but it is not easy to propose in +company; and, straightforward as Mr. Otley was, he began to feel as shy +as others do in this predicament. + +"I should like to see Susan in a home of her own very much," repeated +Mr. Otley, slowly and awkwardly, and looking out of the window when he +had spoken. + +The dame, who plainly perceived what was in the farmer's mind, thought +that if Susan was out of the way he might speak openly to them, or +if Susan was alone, he might find courage to declare himself to her. +She therefore, with feminine resource, told Susan to go to the shop +and buy her a pennyworth of ginger to put in her tea. Susan had left +the cottage in a moment, for she found herself becoming confused and +uncomfortable. Mr. Otley lingered a short time, and said nothing; but +when he left the cottage he watched for Susan's return, and their +conversation was prolonged till the dame began to doubt whether she +should ever have any ginger at all. + +When Susan re-appeared, Mr. Otley was with her. She looked blushing, +but happy; the farmer confused, but glorious, as he told Nicholas +he "hoped he would rest soundly that night; that is, if he thought +Holmy-bank farm was a place where Susan might make herself comfortable, +and if he could trust to him to see she never wanted for anything as +long as he lived." + +The old people did not attempt to conceal their satisfaction, and never +was son-in-law more cordially received. + +We have already celebrated two weddings in this short tale, and it was +not long before a third took place in the village of Overhurst. Mr. +and Mrs. Otley ate their wedding-dinner in the Fosters' cottage; for +Mr. Otley had had enough of finery and fine folks, and he enjoyed the +heart-felt happiness of those whom he felt he rendered happy. When he +took his bride home in the evening, he left the old couple in a state +of blissful composure of mind which they had once thought could never +again be theirs on this side the grave; and when they retired to rest, +they returned their fervent thanks to Heaven for having been allowed to +see this day: and now they felt their task was ended, their duties were +fulfilled. + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + Then be it still my nightly prayer + To live to close his sightless eyes, + For this my torturing pains to bear, + Then sink in death ere morning rise! + + With steadfast hope, and faith serene, + The humble prayer of duteous love, + Pour'd ardent forth in anguish keen, + Was heard where mercy rules above! + + _Unpublished Ballad from Nature._ + + +Susan Foster's unexpected prosperity was not regarded without envy by +some of her neighbours; and old Nelly, her former mistress in the art +of knitting, whose temper had not grown more gentle with increasing +years and infirmities, failed not to remark to her grand-daughter that +"she could not see, for her part, what there was about Susan Foster +that people should always make such a fuss with her. Other poor souls +had their afflictions, but the gentlefolks did not send them to all the +great London doctors to be cured; other girls had had bad eyes before +now, but they did not get a good husband a bit the more. And if Susan +Foster was so lucky as to marry so much above her station, she thought +she ought to do something for her poor old father and mother, who had +taken care of her when she was blind. Folks might talk of Susan being +such a dutiful daughter, and all that; but for her part she did not see +what the old people were the better for having a farmer's wife for a +daughter." + +"I am sure," answered Patty, "I cannot see anything particular about +Susan, grandmother; I think there are many girls in Overhurst who are +quite fit to be her match. And many a time since I have grown big, +I have wondered why I used to be so pleased when Susan Foster spoke +kindly to me, and told me I was a good girl. I think she took upon her +very much; for though she may be quite a great lady, and may ride in +her one-horse chay now, she was no better than myself then!" + +"Ah, my dear Patty! 'tis the way of those people who seem to have +such a respect for themselves, to make themselves somehow respected +by others. However, Susan is but a labourer's daughter after all, and +I don't see why you should demean yourself to her: I have no patience +with your upstarts. A poor girl that could not have earned a farthing, +and must have gone into the workhouse, if I had not taught her how to +knit! and now she goes driving by with her husband, and has called +upon me but once, though she has been married a fortnight; and has +never sent me anything but a basket of apples out of her orchard, which +don't cost her a farthing." Just at this moment a boy knocked at the +door, and Patty lifted the latch to admit him. "Mrs. Otley's respects, +ma'am, and she sends you a goose, and a bottle of Farmer Otley's elder +wine, that you may drink her health on old Michaelmas day." Nelly was +a little at a loss what to reply; but after contemplating the present +with a satisfaction which she could not quite controul, she consoled +herself by saying to Patty as soon as the boy was gone: "Mrs. Otley's +respects, indeed! I think it would have been more respectful if Madam +Otley had called herself with her present, instead of sending it by a +scrubby boy." + +It may well be imagined that if Susan did not forget old Nelly, she +took care that her parents should never want any comfort which her +affection could provide for them, and her kind-hearted husband seconded +her wishes to the uttermost. He would willingly have had them remove +to Holmy-bank; but the old man had learned to grope his way about his +own cottage, and he would have missed his accustomed walk to his own +stile, and they found it was kinder not to break in upon his habits. + +Mrs. Thompson had resigned her charge to Susan; and Mr. Otley found +that not only were the dairy and poultry-yard as efficiently attended +to, but that his children became orderly and submissive, and that his +house soon acquired that air of home comfort, of tasteful neatness, +that a wife only can give it. In her dress Susan took old Mrs. Otley, +the mother, as her model, although she somewhat accommodated herself +to the fashion. She was a goodly sight to look upon as she sat by her +husband's side in the market-cart, once denominated a chaise, her black +hair parted on her white forehead, her smooth, rounded, blooming cheek +enclosed in her snowy cap, and black velvet bonnet, with her brilliant +eyes glancing gaily as she stopped at her father's door on her way to +market. More than a year had thus glided by in sober and respectable +happiness, when old Nicholas began to droop: he could no longer reach +his favourite stile. He was obliged to content himself with leaning in +his accustomed attitude over the wicket of his own little garden. After +a while he could do no more than take his seat at the cottage-door, +there to feel the rays of the setting sun. Susan now devoted herself +to her parents, and all other considerations sank before the paramount +duty she owed to them. One evening she had brought him his tea to the +door, where Mr. Otley had settled him on his own chair, and she asked +him if he felt the warmth of the sun. "I don't seem to have any warmth +in my bones," he said; "but I like to know the sun is shining upon me." + +"Ah, the sun is a glorious thing," said Sarah, "as it sets there in +its golden bed; but when my poor Nicholas is at rest, I never wish to +see its bright face again. You have got a good husband, Susan, and a +comfortable home, and you will not want me now; my pains have almost +worn me out: there's no taking pleasure even in the works of God, when +one is so racked by pain." + +"How well you do bear your sufferings, mother, 'tis very seldom you +make any complaints." + +"There's no good murmuring, my dear Susan; and it is my duty to bear +what 'tis God's pleasure to send." + +They looked round, and the old man's head had dropped back upon the +chair; they thought he was asleep; but he did not breathe: life was +extinct. His wife was the first to understand the truth. "My husband's +spirit has passed," she said. "My poor Nicholas is at rest,--he is in +heaven! He is happy! Look at that smile,--yes, he is happy. God's will +be done!" and she bowed her head. + +In tears and trepidation Farmer Otley and Susan moved him within +doors. He carried the lifeless body, and laid it on the bed upstairs; +while Susan held her mother's hands, kissed them, and wept over them. +"He is gone, Susan! my poor husband is gone! He has left me--my poor +Nicholas!" and she rocked herself backwards and forwards, her hands +clasped upon her knee. + +The neighbours soon assembled; the last sad duties were performed; and +the aged woman, whose melancholy province it was to lay out the dead, +and to keep her dreary vigil by the corpse, attended as usual. But +old Sarah would not allow her to remain. She said, "she had done for +Nicholas to the last while he was living, and she did not see what need +there was of any one else to tend him now. She thanked the neighbours +kindly, but she could watch by her husband now, as then; and she would +not trouble any of them." She settled herself in her chair at the head +of the bed, and sat there silent, meek, and patient. + +Susan, who was a nurse, had her baby brought from the farm, and +established it in what had formerly been her own little bed-room. She +and her husband then took their station in the chamber of death, and +together looked upon the decent corpse of the old man. + +The brilliant sunset had been followed by a stormy night. The wind +howled, and the rain beat against the casement. The rush-candle burned +fitfully, and shone with an uncertain light upon the sunk but placid +features of the old man. Susan could scarcely defend herself from +the vague and superstitious terrors which assail the uneducated on +such occasions. The furniture creaked; noises, which in the day are +unnoticed, sound startlingly acute in the stillness and darkness of the +night. Susan frequently crept into the adjoining apartment to see how +it fared with her baby; she bent over it as it slumbered, she listened +to its respiration till she fancied it drew its breath painfully. When +suffering under one calamity, the human heart is tremblingly alive to +the apprehension of others. She imagined the infant was pale; she stole +back to beckon her husband to look upon it with her. He attempted to +re-assure her; but Susan's heart was oppressed with the foreboding +of some fresh ill, and it required all Mr. Otley's patience and +good-nature to soothe fears which appeared so unreasonable. + +It was an inexpressible relief when the grey dawn began to appear. The +rain all cleared away, and the sun shone forth in all its splendour; +every leaf was glittering in the sunshine, the rain-drops hung on every +spray, the birds sang as if to strain their little throats, the flowers +were beginning to expand to the welcome rays. Susan placed her baby in +her husband's arms while she returned to share her mother's melancholy +watch. + +When she entered the low room, the sun almost dazzled her: its beams +streamed in upon the slanting, white-washed ceiling: they shone full +upon her mother's face, as she sat in the same attitude in which she +had left her,--her head supported by the high back of the upright +chair, her hands slightly clasped as they had fallen on her knee, and +her eyes closed. + +Susan drew near; her mother spoke not, moved not: she knelt by her--she +listened in breathless agony--no sound, no sign of recognition. The +sunbeams glared upon her eyelids, but she heeded them not. + +A nameless chill ran through poor Susan's frame. She dared not touch +her mother's hand. She rose from her knees, and tottered back to her +husband. "I wish you would come to mother," she said; "she is very +still. Mother is very still and very pale," she added, in a voice +scarcely audible. Susan's looks were ghastly. Mr. Otley hastily placed +the sleeping infant on the bed, and followed Susan. The truth was at +once evident! "Your mother's prayers have been heard, dear Susan; she +has not seen another sun rise, she has not seen the sun which now +shines upon her. Her troubles are over, and we should thank God for his +mercy to her!" + +And the time did come when Susan was able thus to feel; when she was +able to rejoice that her mother's humble prayer had thus been granted; +when she learned to look upon its accomplishment as an earnest that +the spirits of her parents were enjoying the reward of their piety, +and their submission. But, at first, nature had its course, and she +could but weep for that dear mother who had supported her under her +heavy affliction, consoled her in her sorrows, tended her in her +helplessness. Nor did her husband oppose the grief which was so +natural: he wept with her; and she felt the holy tie which bound them +together for weal and for woe, in joy and in sorrow, in sickness and in +health, become more closely riveted as she clung to him for support, as +she turned to him as her only earthly comforter. + +The neighbours again assembled. The two corpses were decently laid out +in the same chamber which for so many years they had inhabited; and all +who had known them in life, came to have one last sight of Nicholas and +Sarah Foster. + +Susan was soothed by this mark of respect to those whom she had loved +so well; and she was gratified when, among the rest, George Wells +mounted the narrow stairs to look once more upon the well-known faces +of the departed. She wept when she heard him sob, as he came down +again, and when he wrung her hand as he hurried by through the little +kitchen where she sat in deep but gentle grief. She wished not that +he should cherish the recollection of herself; but any slight to the +memory of her parents would have been bitter, coming from him whom they +had once treated as a son. + +One funeral service was performed over the venerable couple; one grave +received their mortal remains; one stone still marks the spot where +they repose; and together, we may well believe their spirits mounted to +those regions where suffering and sorrow are unknown. + + +END OF THE SECOND VOLUME. + + + + +VOLUME THE THIRD. + +BLANCHE. + + +CHAPTER I. + + The hidden traynes I know, and secret snares of love; + How soon a look will prynte a thoughte, that never may remove. + + Lord Surrey. + + +At the period when our story commences, Lord and Lady Westhope had +been married sixteen years. Theirs had been a love-match. The love had +lasted on the part of the lady at least seven years and three months; +but on that of her lord not quite seven months and three weeks, from +the wedding-day. + +Lord Westhope had then been thrown with the handsome but designing Lady +Bassingham, who made an easy conquest of his heart; which conquest +she retained till the rustic bloom of Lucy Meadows, his wife's new +maid, eclipsed the somewhat faded charms of the lady of fashion. When +weary of Lucy Meadows, he became deeply smitten with the Honourable +Miss Asterby, the young beauty of the day, who indulged her vanity +in listening to the compliments of a married man, and allowed him to +monopolise more of her conversation than was either judicious, or +prudent. + +To these succeeded another and another object, selected from every rank +and condition of life. + +During the six years, seven months, and one week, which Lady Westhope's +love survived that of her husband, she had undergone tortures of +jealousy, anger, indignation, and mortification. At the end of this +time she made up her mind to her fate, and bore his infidelities +with tolerable composure. Henceforward their domestic life was very +peaceable. The wife no longer reproached and wept; and the husband was +exceedingly gay and good-humoured. + +But now began trials of another sort to Lady Westhope. She was +extremely handsome: her beauty was of a sort to be more striking +at twenty-five, than at eighteen. Her husband was known to be +faithless--she was soon found to be indifferent. All vain and idle +young men consequently aspired to her favour. It need not be added, +that the number was prodigious! + +But though she had been disappointed in her hopes of being loved, she +resolved to pass through life admired and respected. She would set +the world the example of a beautiful and neglected wife, defying the +breath of slander, repressing every sign of admiration, and pursuing +her course uncontaminated by the profligacy around her. A word, a look +of encouragement, would have brought any of these aspiring youths to +sigh at her feet; but on none did she deign to bestow a glance--firmly +and calmly did she check the first symptom of preference which might be +evinced towards her. + +She was not blessed with children, but she had many female friends; +and to her cousin, Lady Blanche De Vaux, she was warmly attached. Lady +Blanche was fifteen years younger than herself, and her affection for +her young cousin combined something of a maternal character, with the +ease and companionship of two women who were both in the perfection of +womanhood; for Lady Westhope at thirty-four had scarcely lost any of +her beauty, and Lady Blanche at nineteen was in the fulness of hers. + +The Westhopes were going to Paris; and Lady Westhope proposed to +Lord and Lady Falkingham, that their daughter, Lady Blanche, should +accompany them. Lady Falkingham had gone through the toilsome duties of +chaperonage for a series of years, during which she had successfully +disposed of her elder daughters in marriage. She was not sorry, +therefore, to repose from her labours, and to entrust the youngest to +the care of so unexceptionable a person as her niece, Lady Westhope. + +To Paris went Lady Blanche, in all the buoyancy of youth; escaped +for the first time from the trammels of an education in which no +possible accomplishment had been neglected, and the vigilance of +the most correct of mothers. She was enchanted with the Louvre, full +of admiration at the beauties and grandeur of Paris; amused with the +theatres, the Champs Elysées, with Tivoli--with everything; and entered +with spirit and gaiety into the agreeable society which is nowhere to +be found in greater perfection than at Paris. + +Lady Westhope was also amused and interested; and, for the sake of +Blanche, mixed more generally with the world than it was her custom to +do. + +Lord Westhope also amused himself very much; but how, we do not exactly +know. + +Independently of their rank and their situation, the beauty of our two +cousins would have rendered them no inconsiderable personages among +the English at Paris. Lady Westhope's skin was whiter than snow,--her +hair blacker than the raven's wing,--her form full and graceful,--her +manner calm and self-possessed: had she been unmarried, it might have +been thought cold, perhaps haughty;--as a matron, it was dignified. +Lady Blanche's clustering curls, and hazel eyes of the same rich dark +brown as her hair, the mantling glow of her blooming cheek, her slender +form and elastic step, possessed all the graces of youth, while her +countenance beamed with animation, joy, tenderness, and each emotion +that rapidly succeeded the other in her bosom. + +Among the many slight preferences, incipient flirtations, and positive +love-makings, which took place in the set to which Lady Westhope +belonged, none was more decided than that between the beautiful Lady +Blanche and Captain De Molton. She was a romantic, enthusiastic girl, +peculiarly calculated to feel the attractions of a man who was formed +to figure as a _héros de roman_. He was very tall,--he was pale,--his +features were marked, but they bore an expression of melancholy and +of feeling. The qualities of his mind corresponded with his exterior. +Lofty, uncompromising rectitude, was combined with acute feelings, +which, as his appearance indicated, were more calculated to work him +woe than weal. A look of sentiment, though to the old and wary it may +portend no happiness either to the possessor or to those connected with +him, is often to the young and gay more attractive than the most joyous +liveliness. + +Captain De Molton was in love--desperately in love with Lady Blanche. +But he knew he was poor: he knew that if he was to offer her all he +had--_i.e._ his whole undivided affections, Lord and Lady Falkingham +could not in conscience allow their daughter to accept him. He +therefore confined himself to watching her while she was talking to +others; he did not allow himself to occupy the seat by her side. If +by chance he was betrayed into any expression of his feelings, he +studiously avoided her for the next twenty-four hours; and, by so +doing, he flattered himself he was playing the part of a martyr. He +fancied he was only endangering his own peace of mind; he believed he +so completely concealed what was passing within, that hers could run no +risk. He had not the self-sufficiency to imagine he could win a heart +he did not attempt to gain. But these very starts of passion, these +inconsistencies, these uncertainties, the air of intense melancholy +which at times overspread his countenance, were more dangerous to a +person of Lady Blanche's disposition than the most open and decided +attentions. + +She could not think he was indifferent towards her; yet she was piqued +by his occasional avoidance, touched by his air of intense melancholy, +delighted with the fire which gleamed from his eye when she addressed +him, and with the smile which, when it did light up his countenance, +was bright and dazzling as the sunbeam after a summer-storm. + +In short, while intending to preserve her heart from the sentiment +which possessed his own, he unconsciously acted with the most +consummate coquetry-- + + "Piqued her and soothed by turns." + +Things were in this state, when Captain De Molton's particular friend, +Lord Glenrith, arrived at Paris. He was immediately struck with Lady +Blanche's beauty, and fascinated by her manners. He was an eldest +son, and heir to a fine property. He was extremely good-looking--his +character was excellent--as a _parti_ he was unexceptionable. + +De Molton, with a lover's quickness of perception, read Lord Glenrith's +feelings almost before he was aware of them himself; and he thought +it would be a crime to stand in the way of an union which would be +advantageous to Lady Blanche, and which must indeed make the happiness +of his best and earliest friend. Although it was almost agony to see +Glenrith constantly occupy at dinner the place he resolutely did not +take, and to see him whisper soft nothings into her ear, which it would +have been rapture to him to utter; though it was maddening to see +Glenrith act as her escort on all morning excursions, when he seldom +dared approach; still a sort of fascination bound him to the spot. It +was with trembling anxiety that he watched Lady Blanche's reception +of his friend's attentions, with pain which he could not control that +he marked anything which might be construed into encouragement on her +part; but it was with most unreasonable joy that he perceived her +listen to him with cold indifference, and sometimes that he caught her +eye glance towards himself while Lord Glenrith was by her side. + +Any doubt he might entertain as to his friend's real intentions was +soon set at rest by his one day confiding to him that he was very much +attached to Lady Blanche, that his parents wished him to marry, and +that he had made up his mind to propose, as soon as he felt sure of the +lady. + +This annunciation fell as a final death-blow on De Molton's hopes--if +hopes they might ever have been called. "Yet Glenrith spoke +doubtfully of her reception of his offer--and Glenrith is not usually +over-diffident of himself," thought De Molton in the midst of his +despair. Still he felt it would be folly, madness, to linger in the +society of Lady Blanche. In all probability she would soon be the +affianced wife of his friend. It would be base and treacherous in him +to attempt to circumvent that friend--cruel to sport with her feelings; +and now that Glenrith had spoken thus confidentially, there was nothing +left but to withdraw himself from witnessing the prosecution of a suit, +in the probable success of which he felt he ought to rejoice, while his +spirit recoiled from the bare anticipation of such a result. + +Accordingly he told Lord Glenrith that he was suddenly recalled to +England on particular business. He seated himself in the cabriolet of +the Calais diligence, and took his weary way to his native land with +the most profound adoration of wealth--with the most ardent aspirations +for honour, rank, riches, and all the good things of this world--that +he might, without folly, or presumption, be entitled to throw himself +at the feet of Lady Blanche. + +Lady Westhope's duty, as a wise chaperon, would have been to +discourage in every way the attentions of Captain De Molton, and to +foster those of Lord Glenrith. She meant to do so,--she thought she +did so. She constantly repeated to Blanche how impossible it was that +Captain De Molton should ever propose, how impossible that he should +be accepted, how totally impossible that they could ever marry--or +that, if married, they could have bread to eat; and she thought she +had done her duty. But the spectacle of a man, sincerely, ardently, +respectfully, and hopelessly in love, was to her feelings, naturally +warm, though she had encased them in an armour of coldness and reserve, +so interesting a sight, that she could not help treating him and +speaking of him as a person formed to win the heart of woman. All those +who had formerly seemed inclined to pay her attention, she had from +the very beginning treated with such repelling coldness, that she had +never been exposed to the trial of witnessing real and sincere emotions +strongly excited. In the desolation of her own secret soul, the sight +was tantalising and painful. She could not help envying Blanche the +power of calling them forth, nor could she help looking back with a +sigh upon the blank of her own loveless career. She would have given +anything for Aladdin's lamp, that she might have endowed young De +Molton with the worldly wealth which could have secured to them the +fate from which she was herself cut out. + +The few months they passed at Paris had a sensible effect upon the +minds of both the cousins. Lady Blanche for the first time felt +love. She also felt keen mortification--for to nothing does love +more completely blind its victim than to the sensations experienced +by the object beloved. While Lady Westhope saw in Captain De Molton +an interesting and high-minded young man struggling with a hopeless +passion,--in short, while she accurately read, and was able to +appreciate, his feelings,--Lady Blanche thought him cold, indifferent, +capricious, and frequently doubted whether indeed he entertained any +preference at all for her. + +In Lady Westhope's mind a great change also had taken place. Perhaps +the example of all around her (for, whatever the propriety of French +women under the new _régime_ may be, the conduct of English women, when +once they have crossed the Channel, is not such as to impress foreign +nations with a high idea of the morality for which we would fain be +thought remarkable), perhaps the more easy footing of society abroad, +combined to produce in her vague aspirations after an interchange +of sincere affection: visions of mutual love, devotion, attachment, +&c.--notions against which, for nine years, she had been shutting her +ears and barring her heart--again found entrance to her bosom. + + +CHAPTER II. + + Whom call we gay? That honour has been long + The boast of mere pretenders to the name. + The innocent are gay. The lark is gay, + That dries his feathers saturate with dew + Beneath the rosy cloud, while yet the beams + Of dayspring overshoot the humble nest. + + Cowper. + + +The morning after De Molton's departure, our two cousins were prepared +for an excursion to Versailles, and were expecting the gentlemen who +were to accompany them, when Lord Glenrith entered. Lady Westhope +inquired what was become of Captain De Molton. + +"Gone," he replied: "he set off for England yesterday;--called home on +some tiresome regimental business. But did you not see him? did you not +hear from him? Very uncivil, faith! not at all like De Molton." + +"I wonder he did not call," said Lady Westhope: and she stole a look +towards Blanche, who was so busily employed in tying her bonnet +and putting on her shawl, with her back towards them, and her veil +half covering her face, that she could not detect how she took this +unexpected intelligence. + +The carriages of the rest of the party drew up in the street. Lord +Glenrith ran down stairs to deliver a message to one of the Miss +Elwicks, offering her Captain De Molton's seat in the barouche; when +Lady Westhope remarked, + +"How strange in Captain De Molton!" + +"How mortifying!" replied Lady Blanche: "the idea of marrying may be +foolish and imprudent, as you say, but he might leave me to find it +out. I hate cold, calculating men, who do exactly what is right, and +discreet, and proper; whose conduct nobody can find the least fault +with. Such men may be esteemed, but they cannot expect to be loved. I +almost think I should prefer a warm-hearted, impetuous person, who was +generously wrong, to a wary, prudent one, who was coldly right. But +what am I saying? The simple fact is, that the poor man did not happen +to like me. I do not know why I should find fault with him because he +did not fall in love with me!" And she tried to smile, and to treat the +whole thing lightly. + +Lady Westhope could not help adding, "that she had thought, and +indeed she did still think, that he was in love, notwithstanding his +prudence." Lady Blanche had just time to reply, half bitterly, half +jestingly, "that there could not be much love, if prudence could so +completely master it;" when Lord Glenrith returned to hand them from +their splendid apartments, down the dirty brick-stairs of a French +hotel. + +The day was beautiful--the drive not long enough to be fatiguing--the +palace magnificent--the gardens noble--the whole replete with the most +interesting recollections. Lady Blanche had always been an enthusiast +about Madame de la Vallière, Louis XVI., Marie Antoinette. She had +anticipated the greatest delight in visiting the scenes of so many +events with which, from childhood, she had been familiar; but she +found herself listening with the most absent mind to the details given +by the guide, even though he pointed out the very balcony from which +he himself remembered having seen Marie Antoinette, with the dauphin +in her arms, addressing the people on that dreadful day when the +royal family were carried off by the mob to the Tuileries. She looked +round with vacant eyes at the white and gold apartments where Marie +Antoinette held her evening soirées; nor could she warm herself into a +proper emotion over the oratoire of the unfortunate king, nor even over +the narrow back passage by which he attempted to escape. + +In the gardens, the statues which were pointed out as those of Madame +de Maintenon, Mademoiselle de Fontanges, and Madame de la Vallière +herself, failed to excite any interest. In her present state of mind +she thought it was all nonsense, and did not the least believe that +Diana was Madame de Maintenon, or Fidelity, with a dog at her feet, was +intended for Madame de la Vallière. + +She became somewhat more interested at the Petit Trianon. The Swiss +cottage, the vacherie of poor Marie Antoinette touched her, and she +remarked to Lord Glenrith, on whose arm she leaned, how, in the midst +of all her splendours, the queen seemed to have preserved her taste +for nature, the country, freedom, and simplicity. "It shows, after +all, how insufficient are pomp and grandeur to happiness!" And she +thought of Captain De Molton, and that just such a cottage as the Swiss +farm, with him (supposing he had liked her, which he did not), would +be vastly preferable to Versailles itself with any one else. Lord +Glenrith thought, what a noble, high-minded girl! she will love me for +myself--she will not be influenced by my being a good match; and he +redoubled his attentions. + +The party had obtained permission to have their collation laid out in +the marble gallery; and they sat down, a large and brilliant party--as +young, as beautiful, as had ever been the inmates of that palace, +consecrated to pleasure, and pleasure alone. + +Lady Westhope was the eldest lady present. The two Miss Elwicks were +beauties--decided beauties, and in the first bloom of youth, with gay +and lively manners, high spirits, light hearts, and vanity enough to +thoroughly enjoy the admiration they were in the habit of exciting. +Mrs. Courtney Astwell was very pretty, and, being married, and a +coquette, of course commanded the attentions of the gentlemen still +more supereminently than any of the other ladies, whatever their +claims might be. Lady Westhope was, for the first time, quite in the +background--nearly on the shelf. Lord Glenrith was devoted to Lady +Blanche; Sir Charles Weyburn was decidedly struck with Miss Elwick; +Lord James Everdon and Miss Eliza Elwick were so merry, that another +joke succeeded, long before the laugh produced by the first had +subsided. Mr. Stapleford, the sharp, sarcastic, clever _diplomate_, +did Mrs. Courtney Astwell the honour of giving her his arm; while Lord +Faversham walked on the other side and joined in the conversation, and +the stripling Lord Elmington hovered on the flank or in the rear, as +opportunity might serve. + +Mr. Wroxholme alone remained for Lady Westhope. He was a new addition +to the society whose claims to notice had not yet been ascertained. He +was in the law, and he looked clever. He might be nearly thirty, and he +was presentable in appearance and gentlemanlike in manners. + +Notwithstanding the dignity and reserve of Lady Westhope's deportment, +she had never before found herself overlooked. Her rank, her +respectability, her beauty, in the usual routine of dinners, parties, +and balls, secured for her the attentions of some one of the first +persons in the company. She never before had found herself the most +_passée_ of a party--and on an occasion, too, when the usual forms of +precedence are not attended to. Though she had never sought or valued +attention, she did not half like the absence of it. She never wished +for it while she had to repel it,--it was not till it was withheld, +that she found she attached to it any value whatever. + +Mr. Wroxholme, however, was well informed and agreeable. By degrees she +found he was acquainted with several acquaintances of hers, and the +scenes which they were viewing together afforded matter of conversation. + +At the breakfast, or luncheon, or by whatever name the repast might be +designated, the pictures which adorned the walls of the gallery were +discussed. Among others, that of Madame de Maintenon, with Madame de la +Vallière's daughter at her knee. Lady Blanche exclaimed with energy, +"The only redeeming point about that hypocritical old woman is her +having been so good-natured to poor dear Madame de la Vallière's child!" + +"And may I ask Lady Blanche why she so much prefers Madame de la +Vallière to Madame de Maintenon?" in the softest voice imaginable, +inquired Mr. Stapleford, who was rather fond of putting people out of +countenance. In this case he perfectly succeeded; for though it is true +that every one loves the erring Madame de la Vallière, and few have +any tenderness for the discreet Madame de Maintenon, it would not have +been so easy for a young lady to defend her feelings and opinions on +the subject, without entering into a discussion which might be rather +awkward. + +This Lady Blanche felt, and replied scarcely knowing what she said. +"Everybody pities Madame de la Vallière, because she was so unhappy!" + +"Then every one who suffers may hope to have someplace in your +affections," whispered Lord Glenrith. + +Mr. Stapleford replied,--"As an approving conscience is universally +allowed to produce cheerfulness, I conclude the strictly virtuous have +no chance of finding favour in Lady Blanche's sight." + +"Oh! Mr. Stapleford, how you misconstrue everything one says!" Blanche +blushed, half in confusion, half in anger. Mr. Stapleford enjoyed it; +he liked to make women blush;--many men do. + +"I am sure every one present ought to be very much obliged to me for +what I have said, if it is only for having brought so beautiful a bloom +into Lady Blanche's cheeks." + +All eyes turned towards Lady Blanche, who did indeed blush over +forehead, throat, and arms, till the tears were ready to start from her +eyes. Lord Glenrith uttered in a more severe tone than was usual to a +person renowned for his good-nature-- + +"One would think Stapleford had neither mother nor sisters of his own, +that he should find pleasure in causing a woman to blush." And at the +moment Lord Glenrith worshipped Lady Blanche as devoutly as he hated +Mr. Stapleford. Lady Blanche felt grateful to him for having defended +her, and for having given Mr. Stapleford a reproof. + +"Is Mr. Stapleford a friend of yours?" said Mr. Wroxholme to Lady +Westhope. + +"Not at all," she answered: "is he of yours?" + +"I am happy to say he is a perfect stranger to me: that is a kind of +man I detest." + +Lady Westhope liked her new acquaintance, for his warmth and his +openness. + +The repast was over. The personages already mentioned sauntered +for a short time before their departure among the close walks and +the orange-trees. Lord James Everdon and Miss Eliza Elwick were +inseparable; not that they had the slightest preference for each +other--their whole bond of union consisted in the magnificent set of +teeth with which nature had favoured them both. They were not the least +aware of the reason they were pleased with each other; but it may be +remarked, that those who have bad teeth do not find themselves so +comfortable with a companion who makes them laugh, as with one whose +conversation is more serious; while a person with fine teeth discovers +a point in many a jest, which to one who is conscious of anything +defective in that respect would appear stale, flat, and unprofitable. +Many flirtations might be traced home to similarity of teeth, which +have passed for congeniality of disposition. + +When they arrived at home, the two friends talked over the day. "Who +in the world is your Mr. Wroxholme?" said Lady Blanche. + +"I assure you he is a very agreeable man," replied Lady Westhope, +anxious he should appear to have been her companion by choice, rather +than from necessity. + +"What is he by birth and parentage?" + +"I do not know, but he is acquainted with several people who are mutual +friends; I shall invite him to my parties next spring. I think he will +be a great acquisition." + +"What an odious man Mr. Stapleford is! I always disliked his quiet +sarcastic manner of dropping out just the thing that is most +disagreeable; and I was so much obliged to the dear, good, honest Lord +Glenrith, for giving him a lecture, which ought to have made him look +foolish." + +"How handsome Lord Glenrith is!" said Lady Westhope, curious to know +how Blanche felt towards him. + +"Yes! he certainly is handsome; but he has too much colour, and he +looks so very healthy and robust! I do not think his countenance could +express unhappiness. I like a man to look serious and thoughtful, as if +he was full of feeling, and as if his gaiety was just a bright gleam of +sunshine, the more brilliant for the gloom which precedes and follows +it. Nothing is so beautiful as the smile of a countenance habitually +melancholy." + +Lady Westhope perceived that, notwithstanding her pique, Blanche had +not forgotten De Molton. + +They returned to England. The London season was nearly over; +Parliament did not sit late; there was no business which required Lord +Falkingham's presence, and Blanche joined her parents in the country, +where they had already established themselves; but, as she passed +through London, she went to the play with the Westhopes. They were +leaving the theatre, when they met Captain De Molton on the stairs. +He rushed to them with a face in which the much-admired smile usurped +the place of the melancholy which Lady Blanche also admired. He asked +her if she was staying in London: she replied she was going to Temple +Loseley the next day. + +"Then I must esteem myself fortunate to have caught even this glimpse +of you." + +"Oh, but I hope we shall see you in the country." + +They were both thrown off their guard by the suddenness of the meeting, +and their looks and their manner proclaimed the state of their feelings +as much as it was possible for them to do so, in descending the last +ten steps of the private box entrance. But he had handed her into the +carriage--the door was closed--she was gone--before he had time to +answer the sort of half invitation contained in Lady Blanche's last +words. + +Blanche had much to tell her mother; all she had heard--all she had +seen, but not all she had felt. Lady Falkingham was reserved with her +children; she was above all weaknesses herself, and never seemed to +contemplate the possibility that younger minds might not be so well +regulated, younger feelings might not be so sober and temperate, as her +own. + +The summer passed quietly; Blanche rode with her father, gardened with +her mother, and tried to think no more of a person who felt nothing for +her. Had she not most unguardedly, most imprudently, almost invited +him to Temple Loseley? She forgot that, not being acquainted with her +parents, it was absolutely impossible he could act upon such a hint. +She only remembered that she had advanced a step which had not been +met by him, and she recalled what she had heard and read a thousand +times, that a lover can generally create an opportunity for seeing his +beloved; how much easier, then, to improve one that presents itself! +The only conclusion, therefore, to be drawn was, that she was an object +of perfect indifference to him. + +In September a party was collected for shooting; and, among others, +Lord Glenrith accepted with joy and eagerness an invitation to Temple +Loseley. + +Lord and Lady Falkingham rejoiced to see so fair a prospect opening +before Blanche. Lord Glenrith was particularly good-tempered; he was +heir to a fine property; there was not an objection to him. Lady +Falkingham, whose health was very delicate, was much relieved by the +idea that she need never again pass from twelve till four in the +morning, seated on the blue sofas at Almack's, her head nodding with +sleep under the plumes which she thought it her duty to place upon it. + +Blanche could not fail to perceive that Lord Glenrith was serious in +his attentions: it was impossible to dislike him; he was an honest, +genuine creature; he loved her sincerely, admired her, and respected +her;--he was not wanting in sense or information. Had not her mind been +prepossessed, she would most likely have been in love with him; at +least, ninety-nine girls in a hundred would have been so, and ought to +have been so. He proposed: her parents were delighted; she was sorry, +although she preferred him to any one else, except Captain De Molton. +Yet, what nonsense to allow her imagination to dwell upon a person who +cared not for her! Should she refuse an excellent man who was sincerely +attached to her--a connection with whom would delight her own parents, +and his parents, and all their mutual connections, for the sake of a +penniless captain who cut her--positively cut her? It would be the +height of folly; there would be a want of pride in continuing to pine +for an indifferent swain. So, as she had no good reason to adduce +either to herself, or to others, for saying "No," she said "Yes," and +she was engaged. + +This great event took place a few days before the Falkingham family +paid a long-promised visit to the Westhopes. Lord Glenrith was to have +joined the party at the end of the week; but, as the accepted lover, he +obtained leave to accompany them to Cransley. + +His sterling worth gained upon Blanche every day; there was something +so English, so true, so generous about him. Her parents were quite +delighted with his sentiments upon all subjects connected with +settlements. She heard him praised from morning till night, and she was +beginning to persuade herself that she ought to be, and that she was, +exceedingly happy, when they arrived at Cransley. + +The sight of Lady Westhope reminded her of Paris, and of all she had +felt when there; and she was shocked to find she still retained such +vivid recollections of incidents the most trivial in themselves. Mr. +Wroxholme had arrived the day before, and at dinner Lord Westhope +remarked, "We shall be quite the old Paris party on Friday, when De +Molton comes." + +Lady Blanche was listening to Lord Glenrith's description of his +father's place, Wentnor Castle; but she was not so absorbed in the +subject, but that these words caught her ear. She gave an involuntary +start; she felt Lady Westhope look at her; she felt herself colour. +But her start and her blush were unobserved: Lord Glenrith was +completely occupied in explaining how the seclusion of the south and +west fronts of the castle, and of the broad terrace overlooking the +rapid stream of the Dwent, was preserved by the alteration in the road, +which now approached the gateway from the north-east, instead of the +north-west. + +If Lord Glenrith had a fault, or rather a foible, it was his passion +for his native place, and an inclination to think everything belonging +to himself superior to that which belonged to another. He seldom sold +a horse; for when once he had possessed it, he became so alive to its +merits, that he always asked more for it than others, who were not so +clear-sighted, thought it was worth. This is a happy disposition for +the possessor, and for those connected with him. It is seldom that such +a person makes an unkind husband, or a tyrannical father, or a hard +master; but it is not a quality that interests a romantic girl. Lady +Blanche, however, thought "Captain De Molton shall see I am not pining; +he shall see that his friend can appreciate me, if he cannot." + +Mr. Wroxholme proved, upon farther acquaintance, to be a very +agreeable addition to the society. He had read much, and was full of +information. Lord Falkingham pronounced him to be one of the most +rising young men of the day. Mr. Wroxholme, on his part, was delighted +with Lord Falkingham's political sentiments, with Lady Falkingham's +high-breeding, with Lady Westhope's gentleness, with Lord Westhope's +good-humour and ease in his own house, with Lord Glenrith's downright +happiness, with Lady Blanche's beauty, with the good shooting, and the +beautiful place, and he felt gratitude towards Lady Westhope for having +given him the opportunity of enjoying society so much to his taste. + +He was a man of good birth; but though born and bred a gentleman, +he had not before mixed in the very first circles, and he was +flattered at being deemed worthy of admission into one of them. He +had discrimination enough to be pleased with the shade of superior +refinement which pervaded it, and tact enough instantly to acquire its +tone. + +When Lady Westhope found herself alone with Lady Blanche, she never +alluded to Captain De Molton; she felt that the less that was said upon +the subject the better. + +Blanche had treated his departure from Paris as wilful neglect of her, +and she had laughed at his indifference. Although in her heart Lady +Westhope believed she had felt it acutely, it was wiser to treat the +whole affair as a trifling flirtation which had left no trace behind. +She was sorry Lord Westhope had invited Captain De Molton at this +moment, but it was one of those things for which there was no remedy. +He and Lady Blanche must meet some time or another, and the sooner it +was over the better. + +Lady Blanche, meantime, continued to receive Lord Glenrith's +attentions, and to find her imagination more and more inclined to +wander, and her mind less and less able to take in the relative +positions of the stables, the kitchen-garden, and the coach-houses of +Wentnor Castle. + + +CHAPTER III. + + Dicen que amor ha vencido, + A los deydades mayores, + Y que de sus pasadores + Cielo y tierra està ofendido. + + _Spanish Romance._ + + +During the four months which intervened between Captain De Molton's +leaving Paris and his joining the party at Cransley, how had he passed +his time? He was a person of much determination of character, and +when once he had made up his mind what was right, he could, generally +speaking, carry his resolutions into effect; at least it was only when +his feelings, naturally strong, were immediately under excitement, that +he was betrayed into actions of which his judgment did not approve. + +To Lord Glenrith he owed an early debt of gratitude: their friendship +dated from boyhood. At Eton they had been bathing together, when De +Molton was seized with the cramp, and must have perished, had it not +been for the exertions of his young schoolfellow. This and many other +acts of kindness which the rich heir of Wentnor Castle was naturally +enabled to show to the penniless seventh son, and thirteenth child +of the distressed Lord Cumberworth, made De Molton's friendship for +Glenrith partake in some measure of the nature of gratitude. He felt it +would be doubly base in him to attempt to gain the affections of the +girl to whom Lord Glenrith owned himself attached, even if, with regard +to Lady Blanche herself, it would not have been ungenerous to drag her +from her exalted sphere into poverty and destitution with him. + +He went straight to his regiment, and devoted himself with particular +energy to teaching his men the new manœuvres recommended by the Horse +Guards. Never were men so well appointed, never was troop in such +order. But his fellow-officers at the mess found him somewhat moody +and silent; he was not a jolly companion; and although all respected +him,--yes, and loved him too, and would have applied to him for advice +and comfort in any distress,--he was not, in the common acceptation of +the word, a popular man. It was not De Molton who was asked to ride +this fellow's horse at the hack stakes got up in the regiment; or +De Molton, to whom another fellow proposed to gallop forty miles to +London to see the new actress, and down again at night,--or to jump +into a hack-chaise after dinner and drive off to the tradesmen's ball +at the county town: but if any dutiful son wished to prolong his visit +to his parents, or any pining lover had an opportunity of flying to +his mistress, he felt pretty sure that De Molton would take his duty +for him. His manners were a little stately, and a youngster was not +likely to choose De Molton as the confident of any foolish scrape; yet +no one was more ready to sympathize with, and to relieve, any case of +unmerited distress. + +He chanced to be in London one of the days that Lady Blanche passed +there in her way from Paris; and he had been attending his mother, and +three of his six sisters, to the play on the night when he saw Lady +Blanche. + +It was with an uncontrollable burst of joy that he rushed to hand her +down the steps; and this brief interview sufficed to unsettle in his +heart all the reasonable acquiescence in the disposition of their fates +which he had been striving to attain. + +When he received Lord Westhope's invitation, he certainly did not +think it quite impossible he might meet Lady Blanche; but he persuaded +himself that he had in four months allowed his friend all proper time +for making himself acceptable, and that there was no necessity for his +refusing the accustomed invitation to a house to which he was in the +habit of paying an annual visit. At all events, he should learn from +Lady Westhope what was the state of the case: anything was better than +the uncertainty in which he lived. + +Lady Blanche's manner, when he met her on the dimly lighted stairs +of the theatre, had made him vaguely hope--he knew not what; for, +supposing they did love each other, what then was to happen? He +repeatedly asked himself this question; but did any one ever wish that +the person beloved should not return his love? De Molton was a very +reasonable man--he kept his feelings under great controul, but they +were strong and ardent, and he could not reach that pitch of stoicism! + +To Cransley he went, with a mind distracted by doubt, wonder, hope, +and fear. As he drove to the door, he saw Lord Falkingham dismounting +from his cob; so he knew that Lady Blanche was in the house. "How will +she meet me?" he thought; "how shall I find her? how shall I regulate +my own behaviour?" and he almost repented having wilfully run into +such danger; although, in truth, it was the hope of being placed in +that very danger which had made him so gladly accept Lord Westhope's +invitation. + +He was giving his orders to his servant at the door, when he saw +Lord Glenrith approach the house in shooting costume, followed by +keepers and dogs. He could not mistake the bright, happy face of his +friend. His teeth gleamed as the setting sun shone on them; his cheek +was sun-burned, and ruddy with exercise; his kind eyes beamed with +honest joy to see De Molton. De Molton's heart sank within him as he +recognized his dear friend; and it was with an effort, which would have +been visible to any other eyes, that he returned his cordial greeting. + +As they both entered the drawing-room, the pale countenance and +melancholy brow of De Molton would, in the opinion of many, have set +off to advantage the gay good-humour of Lord Glenrith. + +The ladies were all there. Lady Blanche shook hands with Captain De +Molton as soon as he had paid his devoirs to Lady Westhope, and, +without having raised her eyes higher than to his chin, re-seated +herself to her embroidery frame. + +Lord Glenrith approached her. De Molton's heart beat quick; he felt +almost giddy. Lord Glenrith's manner was gay and unembarrassed: he +held a parcel in his hand. Lady Falkingham drew near--there was a +great colloquy: De Molton heard the expressions "beautiful!"--"the +prettiest I ever saw!"--"they tell me it is the first that has been +made;"--"well, how lovely!" Lady Blanche seemed to be expressing her +thanks, but in so low a tone of voice he could not catch the words. +She looked blushingly beautiful! Lady Falkingham moved a little on one +side, and he saw Lord Glenrith in the act of fastening a bracelet on +her arm. Perhaps another lover might not have selected such a moment +for presenting his first love-token, but the parcel was only just +arrived. Lord Glenrith was pleased with his purchase; all around were +friends, and why should there be any mystery? + +To De Molton's eyes all mystery was indeed dispelled. He felt +choking. He could not master his feelings sufficiently to preserve an +indifferent countenance, and he left the room under the pretence of +seeing after his postboy, or his portmanteau. + +The rest of the company gathered round the bride elect, and admired +the beautiful ornament and discussed its peculiar fabric; while poor +Blanche sat frightened at the agitation which pervaded her whole frame +in consequence of having been for five minutes in the society of De +Molton. + +However, when she retired to her own room before dinner, she satisfied +herself that what she had felt was merely a very natural awkwardness +at first meeting a person with whom she certainly had flirted a +little, and shyness at being seen by a young man acquaintance, in +the act of receiving her lover's first present. She could not help +secretly wishing Lord Glenrith had not given the bracelet before so +many witnesses, and she felt there was a want of delicacy in the +proceeding, even while she told herself it was in unison with his open, +unsuspicious character, which measured the kindliness of others by his +own good-natured heart. + +At dinner De Molton placed himself at the farther end of the table, and +the épergne prevented his being able to perceive Lady Blanche's face. +However, he saw Lord Glenrith's; and never did an honest countenance +express more secure and undisturbed happiness. Poor De Molton! He had +quitted Paris on purpose not to stand in the way of that happiness +which his friend had obtained; and now, how painful was it to see the +object accomplished! + +During the evening, Lady Westhope contrived, in as quiet a manner as +she could, to convey to De Molton the confirmation of a fact which was +already too evident to his eyes, and she appeared not to remark the +varying hues of his complexion, and the agitation of his manner, during +her communication. + +Lady Blanche strove to be easy and unembarrassed; and she succeeded so +far as to make him believe her happy, and perfectly satisfied with the +prospect before her. + +He resolved to plead particular and sudden business--a summons from +his father--a relation at the point of death--any excuse to depart the +following day. This torture was not to be endured. Yet he wished to +have an opportunity of speaking to her once, and of telling her how +ardently he prayed for her welfare. + +He left his room very early the next morning, and he perambulated the +library, the saloon, the breakfast-room, the hall. He knew Lady Blanche +was an early riser; Cransley was renowned for the lateness of its +breakfast-hour; perhaps she would make her appearance before the other +guests. He was not wrong in his calculations. Lady Blanche came into +the drawing-room to look for her mother's work-basket, and was hastily +retiring with it, when De Molton arrested her steps by saying, "that as +he was obliged to depart in an hour, he was anxious to express to one, +for whom he felt such esteem and admiration, his earnest wishes--his +prayers for her happiness." + +"You are not going to-day, surely, Captain De Molton?" answered Blanche +in a tremulous tone. + +"I must," he said: "I could not, would not stay here another day, for +anything this world can now offer me." + +"Lady Westhope will be quite disappointed. She hoped you were come for +ten days, or a fortnight." + +"Such was my intention; but circumstances--imperative circumstances, +over which I have no controul, render my stay here----impossible." + +"I hope no misfortune has occurred in your family?" inquired Lady +Blanche, thoroughly impressed with the idea of his indifference towards +herself, and, consequently, by no means attributing his visible +agitation to its true cause. + +"No misfortune has occurred in my family," he resumed in a voice of +deep emotion--"but one to myself. No--no! it is not a misfortune: on +the contrary, it is the thing in the world I ought most to wish; it +is the union of the two beings I most value, most respect, most love +on earth! I ought to rejoice--I do rejoice. Believe me, Lady Blanche, +though my voice falters, and I am at this moment weak, I rejoice that +the friend to whom I am bound by every tie of gratitude and affection +has gained the heart of the most perfect of womankind; and that the +woman who alone in my eyes is perfect, is likely to be happy with a +man who is all honour, truth, and uprightness. May Heaven in its mercy +bless you both!" + +The tears stood in De Molton's glistening eyes. They almost overflowed. +"I am a fool," he added; "I thought I had more command over myself; +I did not mean to torment you, to insult you, with an avowal of my +hopeless, my presumptuous love!" + +Lady Blanche had stood transfixed in fear, amazement, joy;--yes, joy! +there are no circumstances under which it is not joy to find affection +is requited. "And do you indeed love me?" she said, scarcely conscious +of what she uttered. + +"Do I love you! Lady Blanche, can you ask that question? In folly, +hopelessness, misery, I cannot--cannot quell my love!" + +"Oh, why--why did not you tell me sooner?" she said, earnestly clasping +her hands. + +"Tell you so? How could I venture, penniless as I am, without a home to +offer you,--how could I have the insane presumption to ask you to share +poverty--penury with me, when splendour, rank, wealth were courting +your acceptance?" + +"Oh, I despise these things! I always did! I never could care for money +in all my life, and now!"--She stopped; her engagement rushed across +her mind. She felt guilty of perjury and infidelity. + +De Molton, in his turn, stood confounded; he had done everything he +had especially resolved not to do, and, mingled with the delight he +could not help experiencing at the avowal which had almost escaped +Lady Blanche's lips, he felt humiliated by the base part he had acted +towards the friend to whom he had meant to devote himself. He struck +his forehead, and exclaimed, "Oh, Lady Blanche, I am a wretch not +worthy of a moment's regard! Do not waste a thought on me; forget me, +or at least only remember me to bestow a sigh of pity on one who has +been betrayed, by his love for you, into an act of ingratitude for +which he abhors himself. Glenrith is my best friend,--he is the soul of +honour, he--he is worthy of you!" + +Lady Blanche was frightened at what she had said--frightened at +what she had listened to. Voices were heard approaching,--the door +opened,--Captain De Molton rushed into the adjoining library. Lady +Blanche seized her mother's basket, and left the room before she had +time to perceive who the intruders were. As she ran up stairs, she met +Lady Westhope. "What is the matter, Blanche?" exclaimed Lady Westhope, +as her friend darted past her. + +"Mamma wants me," she hastily answered, as she took refuge in her +mother's room. + +"Mamma! mamma!" she exclaimed, throwing herself breathless into a +chair; "I am wretched, guilty, and miserable! I am the most unfortunate +creature in the world!" + +"What possesses you, child? what is the matter?" replied Lady +Falkingham, as she put down the untasted piece of toast she held in her +hand. + +"Mamma! he loves me after all!" + +"Who, my dear?--what! Lord Glenrith? To be sure he does. I never saw a +man more attached in my life!" + +"Poor dear Lord Glenrith, so he is! Oh, how little I deserve that he +should be so! when I--oh, mamma, what will you think of me? I have +almost owned that my affections are--at least I implied--Oh, mamma! +what shall I do?" And poor Blanche wept bitterly. + +"Certainly, my dear Blanche, I do not consider it modest and becoming +in any young woman to allow a man to perceive that he has acquired too +much power over her heart; yet, as you are on the point of marriage, +I think you need not blame yourself so very much. There should always +be a certain reserve of manner and expression; but anxious as I am +that women should preserve their dignity, and that no daughter of mine +should condescend----" + +"Oh, mamma! you do not understand me: I never told Lord Glenrith I +loved him." + +"What on earth do you mean then?--what are you talking about?" Lady +Falkingham's countenance assumed an expression of alarm, wonder, and +displeasure. + +"Oh, how can I tell you?--you, mamma, who never did anything weak, or +foolish, in your life! Do not look at me, mamma, with those stern and +reproachful eyes, or I can never confess it." + +"Blanche, you alarm me more than I can describe. Do you mean that +you love any one better than the man whom you have accepted as your +husband,--the excellent, amiable, high-minded Lord Glenrith, who is so +sincerely devoted to you?" + +"Oh, mamma! I do value him, and I render him justice, indeed; and I +love him in a kind of way----" + +Lady Blanche was each moment becoming more alive to the ingratitude, +the duplicity, with which she had acted towards Lord Glenrith, and +began to wish she had not opened the subject at all to her mother. + +"Explain yourself, Blanche," repeated her mother: "whom are you talking +of? Is it Mr. Wroxholme, whom you met at Paris?" + +"Oh dear, no, mamma. It is Captain De Molton!" And she no longer found +any difficulty in speaking his name. Mr. Wroxholme might be a very +good man, but, in her eyes, was immeasurably inferior to the object of +her preference. Those who are in love, always resent as an injury the +suspicion that they could find charms in any other than the one person +to whose merits they are alive. + +"Captain De Molton!" exclaimed Lady Falkingham; "why, I scarcely ever +heard you mention him! You ought to have told me this before." + +"I never knew till to-day what were his feelings towards me, mamma!" + +"I must say your lover has chosen a good moment for avowing his +passion! It proves an honourable mind! And he wishes to induce you to +break off your marriage with a man in every way calculated to make you +happy? For what? He has scarcely bread to eat himself, and his father +has none to give him." + +"He knows all that, mamma, and he is going away this moment. He does +not ask me to marry him. He says he is not worthy of me." + +"Oh, Blanche! Blanche! and you allow this man, who tells you he +cannot marry, to make love to you, while you are the affianced wife +of his friend! I should never have thought a daughter of mine would +have acted in so improper, so unprincipled a manner. Heaven knows, I +cannot accuse myself of having neglected my children. You have all +had every attention paid to your minds and your morals. Each hour had +its avocation; you were never permitted to read a book which Miss +Strickland or myself had not previously perused; you were never allowed +to walk beyond the shrubberies and the park! If, like some mothers, I +had neglected the essentials for the sake of accomplishments----but the +religion-master always came three times a week! How on earth can such +low notions of moral rectitude ever have found entrance into your head, +or your heart?" + +Lady Blanche was in despair at her mother's grief. She now viewed her +own conduct with horror; but how to meet Lord Glenrith, with this +weight of guilt upon her mind? + +"Look here," continued Lady Falkingham; "read this letter; all kindness +and generosity--receiving you into the family with joy, treating you +already as if you were their daughter!" Lady Falkingham gave Blanche +the joint epistle she had just received from Lord and Lady Wentnor, +expressing every thing most gratifying concerning the choice their son +had made. + +Each word she read was a dagger to Lady Blanche's heart. "I cannot +overthrow all the happiness of these worthy people," she mentally +revolved, "and that of my parents, and of poor Lord Glenrith. I must +quell this foolish inclination,--I must fight a good fight, and I shall +conquer, I dare say. But it is hard, when now, for the first time, I +know myself beloved." + +After a pause, she told her mother she would try to compose herself: +she implored her not to mention the subject to her father; she strove +to persuade her mother, and herself, that it was only a passing +feeling, a momentary agitation which would soon subside; that it had +been pique, that it was now gratified vanity--any thing, in short, +except love. Her mother was only too glad to be deceived, and assisted +her in her self-deception. + +Lady Falkingham would have been very sorry to lose so estimable and so +unexceptionable a husband for her daughter; but the disgraceful _éclat_ +of breaking off an engagement openly entered into and acknowledged, was +still more appalling to a person who had a salutary horror of being +"talked of." She had herself passed through life with the highest +character as a wife and as a mother. Her elder daughters had married +at a proper age, and in a proper manner. She looked upon a young +lady's first love as a silly affair, which has more to do with the +imagination than the heart; and if any of her other daughters had ever +felt a preference which had not received their mother's sanction, they +would never have ventured to confess it with that frankness which, in +spite of the education just described by Lady Falkingham, was one of +Blanche's characteristics. + + +CHAPTER IV. + + Now have I shewed you bothe, these whyche ye lyst, + Stately fortune, or humble povertee: + That is to say, now lyeth it in your fyst + To take here bondage, or free libertee. + + Sir Thomas More. + +Captain De Molton had sent his servant to the neighbouring town to +procure him a chaise, that with the least possible delay he might carry +his project of departure into execution. + +When he had in some measure recovered his self-possession, he made +his appearance at the breakfast-table, and informed Lady Westhope +that he was unexpectedly obliged to return to London, to arrange with +his father some matters connected with his exchange from his present +regiment, which, as Lady Westhope knew, was under orders for India. + +This was strictly true, for he had resolved to insist upon his +father's suspending the application he was on the point of making for +this exchange. He determined to proceed to India with his regiment. +The unhealthiness of the climate, which gave his relations so much +uneasiness, appeared to him, in his present frame of mind, a positive +recommendation. + +The company expressed all due disappointment at his sudden +departure--all but Lady Blanche; she was not present. Lady Westhope +suspected something must have occurred, and when she bade De Molton +adieu, she pressed his hand with a mysterious kindliness, which she +meant should imply, "You are acting like a man of honour; I see you +suffer, and I pity you." + +She was confirmed in this opinion, by Mr. Wroxholme telling her he +had found Captain De Molton in the library before breakfast, with his +head leaning against the marble chimney-piece, and his countenance so +pale and haggard, that he feared for a moment something dreadful must +have happened. Lady Westhope recollected Blanche's hurrying manner of +passing her on the stairs, and she pitied all parties. + +Lady Falkingham's indisposition accounted for Lady Blanche's absence +till the hour of luncheon, when she came down stairs with a feeling of +kindness towards Lord Glenrith, awakened by the consciousness of having +injured him. She scarcely ventured to raise her eyes from the ground, +but her blushing manner passed for the modesty of a young girl on the +eve of marriage. Lord Glenrith pathetically lamented the absence of his +friend, and Lady Blanche quivered at the sound of his name, and then +reproached herself for doing so. + +Lord Glenrith showed her the letters he had received from the different +members of his family. Blanche could not but feel flattered by the +manner in which she was spoken of; could not but think the better of +the son, and the brother, who was loved with such tender affection; +could not but own she ought to be happy with the prospect of possessing +such a father, mother, brothers, and sisters-in-law. Lord Glenrith in +his own happiness perceived nothing wanting in her manner, and laughed, +and talked, the gayest of the gay. His inward satisfaction did not +render him sentimental, but his buoyant spirits made him inclined to +be pleased with everybody and everything. He even forgot the dislike +he had imbibed for Mr. Stapleford; and when his arrival that day was +announced, he declared him to be a "devilish good fellow, though he was +a sarcastic dog." + +His flow of spirits was almost oppressive to Lady Blanche, yet she +rejoiced he did not possess the sensitive tact which might have +rendered him alive to every look of hers. + +At dinner, Lord Glenrith was telling Lord Falkingham he had a famous +brood-mare at Wentnor Castle, whose colt was likely to win the St. +Leger. + +"Is your colt as clever as your old horse Perseus, Glenrith?" asked Mr. +Stapleford. + +"Ah! Perseus! by Jove, that is a horse! Never was a thorough-bred one +so good for weight--and as active as a cat--such action! and such +pasterns! None of your short pasterns the grooms are so fond of--but +long enough to be elastic! He is a true Whalebone!" + +"I am not sure, after all, I do not like Quirk still better," +Stapleford dropped out quietly, while a sly smile lurked in the corner +of his lip. + +"Quirk is a singularly good horse! He has such bone, and such a +constitution!" + +"And that grey pony, Glenrith--you will never part with that pony?" + +"Part with Yung-frau? not for three hundred guineas!" + +"You are a fortunate man in your stud, Glenrith!" remarked Stapleford, +with a quiet, composed, and serious air, which to the unsuspicious +Lord Glenrith was perfectly satisfactory, while the rest of the party, +especially poor Blanche, were painfully aware he was playing on the one +weak point of the amiable young Benedick. + +Nothing lowers a man in the eyes of a woman so much as being made a +butt, no matter whether the quizzer be a person for whose opinion she +entertains any respect or not. It was unlucky that, at the moment +the _héros de roman_ lover had departed in magnanimous despair, the +successful one should lay himself open to the quizzing of a dandy. +Lady Blanche felt miserable--more miserable than when she parted +from De Molton--more miserable than when she heard the jingle of his +hack-chaise as it drove from the door--more miserable than when her +mother's statement of the case made her awake to the enormity of her +misconduct--more miserable than when she resolved to drive her lover's +image for ever from her mind. Those distresses were at least elevated +ones--this bordered on the ridiculous. + +In the course of the evening Mr. Stapleford found himself near Lady +Blanche. "I must offer you my congratulations, Lady Blanche, and +especially upon the good looks and the good spirits of the fortunate +Lord Glenrith. His beaming and ruddy appearance shows that you have not +been unnecessarily cruel, tormenting before you consented to make him +the happiest of men. It must give a person of your kindly feelings +great pleasure to behold a face so redolent with joyousness!" + +Every word of this speech was disagreeable. Poor Blanche did not admire +a "ruddy" man--did not like an unsentimental lover; and, above all, she +did not like the implication that she had been + + "Won unwooed, or slightly wooed at best." + +Mr. Stapleford bore not the slightest ill-will either to Lady Blanche, +or to Lord Glenrith. He enjoyed saying the disagreeable thing in the +civilest manner possible; partly because it is almost the only exercise +of power which a person without house, or lands, or fortune, can +indulge in; partly because he liked to see what people really felt--and +he thus frequently discovered the true state of their minds; partly +because he happened to possess the species of tact which enabled him to +do it--and everybody derives pleasure from success of any kind. + +The next day Blanche received a packet from Wentnor Castle. It +contained some beautiful ornaments--offerings from different members of +her future family, each accompanied by the prettiest note imaginable. +Congratulations showered in from every quarter. All the numerous +friends and relations of both sides wrote letters in which each party +was described as perfection, and each as having met with perfection. +It is astonishing that matrimony should ever fail to secure lasting +happiness, when (if we may believe the written testimony of those who +best know the contracting parties) none but paragons ever enter into +the holy state. But among all the happy unions that have been joyfully +anticipated, none ever gave more general satisfaction than the present. +The age, situation, rank--everything was suitable. Poor Lady Blanche +felt herself every moment more thoroughly hampered, entangled, and +pledged; and every moment her disinclination to the marriage increased. + +It was an odd thing! but Mr. Stapleford's quiet manner of quizzing +Lord Glenrith, and his imperturbable good-humour under it,--or rather, +his perfect unconsciousness of what was happening,--hurt his cause +even more than her preference of De Molton. She would rather have +seen him angry and resentful; to persons with _la tête exaltée_, the +smallest shadow of ridicule irrecoverably destroys the halo of romance +they would fain throw around the object of their devotion. Blanche +might have turned from her hopeless and youthful dream of love, to +admiration, respect, obedience, and submission; but when her head, her +heart, and her imagination were possessed with the dignified brow, the +melancholy eyes, the mellow voice, the lofty air, the noble grief of +De Molton, to see the joyous, the "ruddy" Glenrith perfectly contented +under the quizzing of a Stapleford, prevented her being able to work +herself up to the feelings it was her duty to entertain towards him. + +Mr. Wroxholme one day remarked to Lady Westhope, that Lady Blanche +appeared to be extremely out of spirits, and that he almost feared her +disposition and that of her future husband were not exactly suited. + +"She seems to take no pleasure in his country pursuits--she listens +with an abstracted air while he continues to pour into her ear details +which he might perceive are not interesting to her; though I own I +sometimes wonder she should not be more curious about Wentnor Castle, +which, from the engravings, must be a magnificent and interesting +place." + +Lady Westhope agreed with Mr. Wroxholme, and could not help half +confiding to him, that she feared Lady Blanche had some other +prepossession. + +"Poor girl!" resumed Mr. Wroxholme; "but then it is a thousand pities +she should marry, if she cannot love, Lord Glenrith." + +"He is such a good man!" answered Lady Westhope; "he has such excellent +principles--he is so sure to make a true and faithful husband, that in +the long-run I should hope no woman, who had herself good principles, +could fail to be happy with him." + +Lady Westhope sighed, and Mr. Wroxholme, who had by this time heard +and seen somewhat more of his host, felt that poor Lady Westhope spoke +as one who had suffered from the absence of these qualities in her +husband. + + +CHAPTER V. + + Ever still must I adore thee: + Though wide seas between us roll, + Each fond thought shall hover o'er thee, + And thine image fill my soul. + + Morning breaking o'er the ocean + Will thine opening graces wear, + And with evening's last devotion + I will breathe thy name in prayer. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + +Upon leaving Cransley, Captain De Molton had hastened to town. He there +found his father, who having left the rest of the family at Brighton, +had also repaired to London for the purpose of effecting the proposed +exchange. + +Lord Cumberworth was preparing to enter a hackney-coach, which waited +to carry him to Brookes's, where he meant to dine and to solace himself +with a quiet game at tolerably high whist, when he was startled at the +unexpected appearance of his son. + +"Why, Francis!" he exclaimed, "I thought you were gone to Cransley for +a fortnight! What brings you here?" + +"I wished to see you, father, and to talk to you seriously concerning +my prospects in life. You are come up about my exchange, are you not?" + +"Yes--and I hope I shall be able to settle it all comfortably. Your +mother has been in one of her nervous ways at the bare thoughts of your +going to India." + +"I think I ought to go, father." + +"Why! which way does the wind blow now? Why the d--l did you not tell +me so sooner? They have all been pestering me to come to town, and +to leave no stone unturned to save you from this banishment, as you +all called it; and now I have taken the trouble of coming, you change +your mind! Upon my word, this is very inconsiderate. But, after all, +I myself do not like your going into such an unhealthy climate, and I +would rather keep you at home if I could. If you are to go into danger, +let it be where some honour and renown are to be obtained. There is no +glory in dying of a liver complaint, as yellow as a guinea." + +"I am very sorry, my dear father, to have given you so much +unnecessary trouble, but I have fully made up my mind to sail with my +regiment." + +"And pray, Master Francis, what has worked this wondrous revolution in +your mind?" + +"Why, father, to tell you the truth, happiness is out of the question +for me; and therefore I had rather do whatever will make me least +burthensome to my family, and also take me out of the way for a time." + +"And why do you want to lie perdue? You have not been running in debt, +have you?" + +"No, father; I am too well aware what are your circumstances." + +"Not a scrape? eh, my boy!"--and Lord Cumberworth, whose morals were +not puritanical, smiled. "It can't be Lady Westhope, she is such a +prude. You have not been playing the fool, I hope?" continued Lord +Cumberworth, putting more of parental gravity into his countenance. + +"I have been guilty of nothing wrong in deed or thought," replied De +Molton with seriousness. + +"Egad! but there's a woman in question though," replied Lord +Cumberworth. "You are not in any danger of marrying?" and his face +really assumed an expression of sincere alarm. + +"Not exactly, father; but I am unfortunately attached to a person who +is on the eve of marriage with another." + +"Thank heaven that is all!" exclaimed Lord Cumberworth. "Remember one +thing, Frank--a man is never thoroughly undone till he is married." + +De Molton remained silent. His father's tone of feeling was so little +in unison with his own, that he wished to say no more upon the subject +than was absolutely necessary. + +"Does the girl like you, my boy?" added Lord Cumberworth. + +De Molton was somewhat perplexed how to answer, but he said, "I told +you, father, she was going to be married to another man." + +"Ah! but women have married a rich man, when they have been in love +with a poor man, before now. And you are a d----sh handsome fellow, and +more like me than any of my children. Well, don't look so sheepish, +like a bashful maiden yourself. Is the girl in love with you?" + +"I conclude not," resolutely answered De Molton. + +"Have you told her you are in love with her?" + +"Why, yes, I have." + +"And she was not angry, eh? Come, I suppose your nice sense of honour +will allow you to say whether she is very much in love with her future +husband or not?" + +"I should say she esteemed him highly, but was not precisely in love +with him," was De Molton's guarded reply. + +"Wheugh--gh--gh!" with an elevation of the eye-brows, and a sound that +ended in something like a whistle, was the response produced by this +last communication of his son's. "You had better go, my boy. I see +how it is: if you stay, we shall have the marriage broken off and the +d--l to pay. Ah! well I am sorry to part with you, but you had better +go--we will do no more about the exchange. But I am as hungry as a +hound--I have eat nothing since I left Brighton. There is no dinner +in the house--nothing in it but the old housemaid: we can't roast +her--she would be tougher than Pedrillo. Let's be off to Brookes's. By +the by, you don't belong to Brookes's: I remember you said it was too +expensive, when George wanted to get you put up. Well, you can eat your +dinner at your Junior United Service Club; and we will meet here, at +home, at ten o'clock, and talk matters over quietly." + +Lord Cumberworth got into his hackney-coach, and De Molton walked off +to his club, to snatch a hasty morsel, and return to South Audley +Street, there to ruminate sadly upon his future fate until his father +should join him. There was much of bitterness in his reflections. He +could not help repining at the unequal distribution of fortune, and +thinking it hard that the happiness of two beings should be wrecked +for lack of that contemptible thing, money. He almost doubted whether +he was acting rightly by Lady Blanche in abandoning her when she had +all but acknowledged her love for him. And yet, what could he do? His +worldly pelf consisted but of his pay, and the very moderate allowance +his father was able to make him. He had nothing to look to. His +father's property was entailed upon the eldest son--his circumstances +were embarrassed--he had been obliged to let Cumberworth Hall, and +lived principally in London, making an occasional excursion to some +watering-place: there was no chance of his saving money, and there +were twelve of them to divide the fifty thousand pounds settled on +younger children. Lady Blanche certainly had no dislike to Glenrith, +or she would never have accepted him: and who could know Glenrith, +and not learn to value and to love his kind feelings and singleness +of heart? The more he reflected, the more strengthened he was in his +purpose. When he was far away, she would assuredly forget the slight +prepossession she had entertained for him, and she would soon give her +whole heart to Glenrith. When he had brought his reasonings to this +most desirable point, he found it infinitely more painful than any +other view of the subject. + +His father returned about ten o'clock, and after arranging to write +immediately to the person with whom they had been in treaty for the +exchange, and to lose no time in procuring the proper stock of articles +necessary for the voyage, as there was a possibility of the regiment +sailing within a fortnight, they agreed to leave London the following +afternoon, and to join the rest of the family at Brighton. + +"Well, cheer up, my boy!" said Lord Cumberworth, as he bade his son +good night. "There is no use in fretting--there are more pretty girls +than one in the world, and you are not the first sentimental young man +who has been crossed in love. _Il en faut passer par là._ We have all +been crossed in love in our time. I, myself, was very much smitten with +another woman when I married your mother; but I saw that my marrying +Helen was out of the question, and so I did what they all wished +me to do, and it answered just as well. Your mother is a very good +woman, Frank, and I am very fond of her. So cheer up, my boy--never +be down-hearted! You will forget your Dulcinea long before you cross +the line." He was closing the door, when he turned back again to +say,--"Frank, you look for all the world as if you were younger brother +to the knight of La Mancha--_el cavaliere de la triste figura_,--with +your pale cheeks and your high forehead. I would not be a skill of wine +or a windmill in your way for something!" + +The good-humoured but unsentimental father chuckled at his own joke, +and went off to bed so relieved that his son would be secured from the +impending danger, that it quite reconciled him to his departure. + +When they arrived at Brighton late the following evening, poor Lady +Cumberworth was in despair at the prospect of her pet, her darling, the +most affectionate, the most considerate, the most dutiful of all her +children, running all the risks consequent upon a banishment to India; +"not only," as she said, "braving perils by sea and perils by land, but +those of climate and disease." + +"There are worse perils in England, Mary," replied her husband with a +knowing wink. "Perils by eyes are the most dangerous for handsome young +fellows! Depend upon it, he is far safer in the other hemisphere; for +peril by marriage is the worst of all--that is to say, when a man has +nothing, and never can have anything as long as lives." + +De Molton shrunk at hearing his attachment alluded to among all the +family circle; though to his dear gentle mother he could have opened +his whole heart, and to most of his sisters individually also. The +eldest was grown a little starch, and the youngest was rather too young +and giddy; but the four middle ones had plenty of romance in them, and +would have listened to his tale with tears in their eyes. To any one of +them in a tête-à-tête he might have spoken his feelings; but to have +twelve curious, wondering, though kind eyes, turn upon him at once, was +peculiarly unpleasant to a sensitive and reserved man. + +Lady Cumberworth saw his distress, and hastened to say, "We were just +going to bed when you arrived. I shall carry Frank off to have a quiet +gossip with him; so good night, girls!" + +De Molton followed his mother, and in her found a sympathizing +listener--one who entered into all his difficulties, and who was +ready to love poor Blanche for appreciating her own dear Frank as he +deserved. But she saw that, deeply as his affections were engaged, +their union was impracticable; and she was obliged, though most +reluctantly, to confess that a temporary absence, and entire change of +scene, were likely to spare his feelings and principles many a trial. + +Lady Cumberworth entreated her husband not to annoy poor Frank by any +allusion to his unfortunate attachment. + +"Lord bless the fellow!" exclaimed Lord Cumberworth, "I never meant to +annoy him! I know he is d--shly in love, and that is all I said! And I +only said, he could not marry, and that he knows well enough!" + +"He is unhappy, and we must refrain from remarks that wound his +delicacy just now." + +"Delicacy--fiddlestick! You always did spoil that boy--and you will +make him as full of feelings, and nerves, and refinement, as the most +fanciful woman of you all!" + +The young ladies also met in a nocturnal synod. "What is this love of +Frank's?" exclaimed Mary. + +"How papa made him blush!" said Laura. + +"And is he really going to India?" asked Charlotte. + +"Who is the girl?" inquired Emily. + +"And why could not mamma talk to him before us, I wonder?" added +Katherine, the youngest, who was rather pert. + +"When you are a little older, you will know that people do not like +to discuss _les affaires du cœur en pleine salle_," answered Jane the +eldest; and with a dignified air she retired to bed. + +"I suppose Jane wishes to persuade us she has some love affairs of her +own, though we know nothing about them," continued the merry Katherine: +"she has preserved a most dignified mystery upon the subject, ever +since I have been grown up." + +After a few more questions which could elicit no answers, seeing that +all parties were equally in the dark, the sisters separated for the +night, and all found the repose they sought except Lady Cumberworth, +who acutely felt the approaching separation from her son, and still +more the pain that darling son was doomed to endure. + +Lady Cumberworth was not one who considered the sufferings of lovers as +matter for sport;--she had been fervently attached in her early youth, +and the object of that attachment had been snatched from her by death. +On her side, as well as on her husband's, their marriage had been one +of reason and of expediency. But she had made him an excellent wife, +had borne him a large family, and they had always been a happy and +affectionate couple--happier, perhaps, than if one of the parties, and +only one, had felt more warmly. + +In a fortnight from the time De Molton joined his family at Brighton, +he tore himself from the arms of his sisters, and, lastly, from the +long, speechless, close embrace of his mother, to whose more sad and +sacred affection all instinctively yielded the parting caress. + +He sailed with his regiment, and we will leave him for a while, losing +the sense of all his romantic and high-wrought sensibilities in the +absorbing sufferings often endured in the Bay of Biscay. + + +CHAPTER VI. + + No te falterà otra Dama + Hermosa y de galan talle, + Que te quiera, y tu la quieras + Porque lo mereces Zayde. + + _Spanish Romance._ + +The visit of the Falkinghams at Cransley had now lasted more than ten +days. Blanche ardently wished to be at home again. She felt wretched, +hypocritical, and guilty. She found herself so uncomfortable where she +was, that she imagined any change must be for the better. When they +left Cransley, Lord Glenrith was to pay his parents a visit of a few +days, and then to join them at Temple Loseley; after which they were +all to proceed to London for the purpose of procuring the wedding +paraphernalia. + +Lady Blanche's depression became so evident, that even Lord Glenrith, +although not an acute observer, could not avoid perceiving it. He +was exceedingly flattered, and attributed it all to his approaching +absence. He kindly consoled her. "I shall soon be with you again, +Blanche. I love my father and mother dearly; but just now I do not +think even they can succeed in keeping me above three days away from +you. I hate the thought of leaving you, but it will be such a pleasure +to meet again!--will it not, dearest Blanche? I think it will almost +make up for the pain of parting; and then I suppose, I need not leave +you any more. So we have nothing but joy before us." And he wondered +his betrothed did not appear to be more consoled by this prospect. + +He has handed them all into their travelling barouche, and he +has thrown himself into his britska, and they have left Cransley +in opposite directions. All the rest of the party had previously +dispersed--all but Mr. Wroxholme, and he was going to town the next +day. As he and Lady Westhope stood upon the steps watching the receding +vehicles, they could not help communicating to each other their fears +concerning the approaching marriage. Lady Westhope was exceedingly out +of spirits at poor Blanche's prospects, and Mr. Wroxholme entered into +her feelings, with all the delicacy of a person with good heart and +good taste. + +As their barouche rolled smoothly along, Lord and Lady Falkingham fell +into deep and earnest conversation: Blanche sat in the back seat, +absorbed in her own meditations. The road lay through an open, hilly, +and heathy country, watered by small rivulets, on the immediate banks +of which were sometimes seen a solitary cottage, and, close around, a +small patch of cultivated ground. It was a mild watery day, with little +positive rain, but one in which the shifting lights and gleams of +pale sunshine give a purple hue to the heathy hill-side, and a bright +yellow to the green meadow, or the mossy swamp. Her eyes mechanically +watched the varying hues, and at length fixed themselves upon a lonely +turf-roofed hut in the valley below. "How peaceful must be existence in +such a hut!" she thought within herself; "no worldly considerations, +no aspirations after rank and situation, can there interfere with +the affections. A strong arm and a willing mind are all that are +required to authorize the peasant lover to seek the hand of his peasant +mistress. Personal, individual qualities alone are considered,--not +the adventitious recommendations of fortune. How much happier must be +that rank of life, where love, and love alone, leads to an union which +is to endure as long as life itself! Oh! if I could, in honour and +in respectability, become the wife of De Molton, how willingly would +I resign every luxury to which I have been born, and live in that +very cottage, unnoticed and unknown! I think I could gladly perform +even the household drudgery: I could feed the chickens and sweep the +brick floor, and pile up the blazing faggots, and prepare my husband's +evening meal--if that husband were De Molton!" + +She gazed upon the cottage as long as it remained in sight, and almost +felt as if she left a place that was endeared to her by habit, when a +turn in the road concealed it from her view. + +It may be much questioned whether Lady Blanche's view of the various +conditions of life were a correct one, and whether there may not exist +as much, or more, disinterested love in the higher orders than in the +lower. + +But her thoughts continued, "And feeling thus, shall I promise entire, +undivided, eternal love to another man? Has not my life been an enacted +lie for the last fortnight? Can I make up my mind to continue for +years and years this unceasing duplicity? I thought De Molton's image +would have faded from my mind--I thought I should each day have become +more attached to Lord Glenrith. I hear of so many happy wives who did +not marry for love! But is this the case? No! his image rises to my +mind's eye more frequently than ever, and I find my soul recoil more, +every day, from poor dear Lord Glenrith's tenderness. I shall behave +ill to him in breaking off the marriage, and I shall be called a jilt; +but shall I not behave more ill to him by marrying him, when I feel +as I now do? I will tell him the whole truth myself! It is a horrid +alternative, but I cannot--I cannot marry him!" + +The day after their arrival at home Lady Blanche communicated to +her mother the resolution she had formed. Lady Falkingham was +thunderstruck. Blanche had continued for the last week to admit +of Lord Glenrith's attentions, and had never again alluded to her +attachment, so that Lady Falkingham had convinced herself the childish +affair had passed from her mind. She was inexpressibly grieved at the +information; but she was a woman of principle, and could not insist +upon her daughter's marrying, while a passion, which would become +criminal, retained full possession of her breast. Lord Falkingham, +as might be expected, was very indignant--perhaps more so at first +than his wife had been; but when the first ebullition of anger was +past, he was sooner able to resume his usual bearing towards his +daughter. The days are passed, when any measures, beyond argument and +persuasion, can be put into practice to force an unwilling bride to +the altar; and argument and persuasion were of no avail with one who +unequivocally declared that she had tried in vain to subdue her love +for De Molton--that her efforts to return Lord Glenrith's affection +were totally unavailing, and that, if she found herself his wife, she +should be utterly miserable. + +Two days had elapsed from Lord Glenrith's departure for his father's. +On the third he was expected at Temple Loseley. There was no cross +post; there was no time to write; and, indeed, Blanche thought she had +rather tell him the whole truth herself, as she could better exonerate +his friend from any blame, by word of mouth, than by letter. + +Never did three persons await the coming of a gay and gallant +bridegroom with more uncomfortable feelings. At the appointed moment +on the third day he arrived, beaming with honest joy. After the first +greeting, he slipped upon the finger of his love, with an attempt at +sentimental mystery, a ring containing his own hair. He also brought +from his mother the family diamonds, which, she said, would infinitely +better grace the blooming young bride than the sober matron. Lord +Glenrith exhibited them with some pride and great delight;--pride at +the family glories--delight at offering them to Blanche. + +Never were diamonds received so awkwardly, and with so little apparent +gratitude. + +"Why, Blanche! you do not seem to care about the diamonds," he said, in +rather a mortified tone. + +"Indeed I am very, very grateful to Lady Wentnor for her constant, her +unmerited kindness to me--so much more than I deserve!" + +"You are very modest, my dear Blanche! Well! I hope it is that you +are so glad to see me, you cannot think about the diamonds; and if +that is the case I will forgive you, and so will my mother too, I dare +say. I have been told many women love their diamonds better than their +husbands: that will not be your case, I trust, or you will care very +little for me." He hurried off to dress for dinner, a little put out by +the reception he had met with. + +The dinner was most distressing. Lord Glenrith began, in the innocence +of his heart, to tell them everything he had done, every arrangement +that had been made, and how Lord and Lady Wentnor meant to visit +Leamington for a few weeks, and to relinquish Wentnor Castle to them +for their honeymoon; but he found his audience so cold, that he in his +turn became chilled and daunted. + +As they left the dining-room, Lady Blanche summoned all her courage, +and said, "I wish to speak to you presently in the breakfast-room." + +The die was cast! She must now tell him all. She seized her mother's +arm as they crossed the hall. "O, mamma! what a task I have to perform! +How could I ever accept poor dear Lord Glenrith, and plunge myself into +this dreadful difficulty?" + +"My dear, say rather, 'How could I let myself fall in love with a man +whom it is utterly impossible I should marry?'--that would be more to +the purpose. But it is too late now: there is no use in retrospection!" + +It was not many minutes before they heard the dining-room doors open. +Lady Blanche rushed into the breakfast-room adjoining, and in two +seconds Lord Glenrith followed her. He saw something unusual had +occurred, and he felt uneasy, but his mind never glanced towards what +awaited him. "Well, Blanche, what in the world have you to say to +me?" and he seated himself on the sofa by her side. "How glad I am we +are once more quietly here, and no longer surrounded by simpering, +quizzing acquaintances!" And there seemed a considerable danger of his +attempting to put his arm round her waist. If he did meditate such a +thing, his intentions were by no means carried into effect, for she +started up to take her reticule off the table, and re-seated herself at +the opposite side of the fireplace in an arm-chair. + +"Lord Glenrith," she said, "I have something upon my mind which has +made me very miserable of late." + +"Miserable!--you miserable, and I not know it! What can I do, dearest +Blanche? You know I would go through fire and water to serve you." + +"Do not speak so kindly to me,--you make what I have to say more +painful, more difficult. I deserve nothing from you but hatred and +contempt." + +"What are you talking about? Are you in your right senses?" + +"Scarcely, I believe; for any other woman would think herself the +happiest and most fortunate of creatures in marrying you; and if I was +to do so, I should be both wicked and wretched!" + +"Not marry me, Blanche!--you are dreaming. What can all this mean? It +is very unpleasant, though you cannot mean what you are now saying." + +"Indeed I do mean what I say; and you cannot know how much I have +suffered in coming to this conclusion." + +"This is strange--this is unaccountable!" and he passed his hands over +his eyes, as if to make sure he was awake. "Have I done anything to +change your opinion of me? I am not aware of having been wanting in any +way--and I am sure, Blanche, I have loved you truly and sincerely." +A tear glistened in his eye. "Tell me what I have done, and I will +correct my fault. You are only saying this to try me; and if so, let +me tell you that it is a very foolish jest, and one entirely unworthy +of you." The colour mounted into his face, and he looked for a moment +extremely angry. + +"No! Lord Glenrith, this is no jest! I am in sober, serious, most +sad earnest. Your conduct towards me has been from the beginning ten +thousand times better than I deserved; but I should be treating you +shamefully if I were to marry you when my heart--is another's." + +"Your heart another's! Did you say so? Your heart another's! Then why, +on earth, did you accept me?" + +"Well may you ask that question, and well may I blush to answer it! I +thought my affection was unrequited, and I esteemed you. My parents +thought more highly of you than of any one. I believed I should soon +prefer you to the one person I had loved, as much as I already did to +all common acquaintances; and it was not till I found my affection was +not unrequited, that I became aware of the depth and strength of my own +attachment. I have been miserable ever since, and all I can now do is +to tell you the honest truth." + +Lord Glenrith sat with his eyes fixed on the ground. "This is a +cruel blow!" he said at last; "I have not deserved this from you, +Lady Blanche. And who is the favoured object? By heaven, it must be +De Molton! I remember his countenance at dinner the day he was at +Cransley--how pale he looked, and how continually he strove to catch +a view of you by the épergne; and every time he met my eye, he looked +in another direction! I am born to be made a fool of--to be deceived +by the friend I have loved from childhood, and by the woman to whom I +would fain have devoted all the rest of my existence!" He hid his face +in his hands. + +"Blame me, Lord Glenrith, for I deserve your reproaches; but your +friend has never deceived you: Captain De Molton has always considered +you more than himself." + +"Then it is De Molton! These are the actions dictated by his high-flown +notions of honour! A plain, matter-of-fact man would never have proved +such a shabby fellow!" + +"Captain De Molton shabby!" The word "shabby" sounded strangely on her +ear when coupled with the name of De Molton. She would have answered +Lord Glenrith angrily, if the consciousness of how deeply she had +wronged him had not checked her speech; but she could rather have +forgiven his calling her lover a black-hearted villain, than a "shabby +fellow."--"Lord Glenrith," she repeated, "you wrong your friend. He +carefully concealed from me his feelings till--till----" + +"Till you had promised to marry me!" + +"Till he fancied the avowal of them could not endanger your happiness, +or, as he imagined, mine. When he took leave of me at Cransley, he +showed some emotion, which caused him to reproach himself for betraying +feelings he had long concealed. Then first I learned he did experience +any feelings which he wished to conceal, and this discovery produced a +revolution in my mind which appalled me. I strove to blind myself as to +the nature of my sentiments, I strove to conquer them,--in vain; and +now, what can I do, but throw myself on your mercy, and implore you +to forgive me for having ever accepted the devotion of an honest man, +whose affection I could not requite as it deserved!" She held out her +hand to him. + +"Oh, Blanche! you break my heart!" and he kissed the hand which she did +not withdraw: she felt a tear fall upon it. Her very soul seemed to +melt towards the kind being to whom she was giving so much pain. + +"Believe me, Lord Glenrith, when I tell you, that every sentiment of +esteem, respect, and gratitude--every sentiment which my reason can +command, is yours; and that I esteem and respect you too highly to +wish you married to a wife who cannot give you her whole heart. In a +short time you will forget a person who has caused you nothing but +disappointment and annoyance; and you will find many, many girls who +will esteem themselves fortunate in being allowed to devote to you +their first affections. You will soon rejoice in the liberty I now +restore to you. While I have nothing in store for me but contempt +and ridicule, you will find, with some one far superior to me in all +respects, happiness, which I must not hope for." + +"Never, Blanche, never!--I shall never marry!" And Lord Glenrith +conscientiously believed what he uttered. + +"Before we part, tell me that you forgive Captain De Molton, and that +you believe me when I assure you, that he never intended to interfere +with your interests." + +"Yes," he said, "I do believe you, and I will try to forgive De Molton." + +Everything was said. Blanche felt that their return to the drawing-room +was very awkward, but there was no other course to pursue. She led the +way to the door--there was nothing left for Lord Glenrith but to follow +after. He felt that something of ridicule always attached itself to his +position; but at the same time he felt injured, and he tried to put a +certain resolute and dignified air into his walk. He looked flushed and +heated, his eye glanced suspiciously and uneasily from side to side, +but he attempted to assume an unembarrassed deportment. + + +CHAPTER VII. + + The smile that on thy lips erewhile + So kindly wont to play-- + That could each idle care beguile + Of Love's first golden day,-- + Now, when lone Fancy rules the hour, + At evening's lingering close, + Comes o'er my soul with mightier power, + To soothe my real woes. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + +Lord and Lady Falkingham were seated, one on each side of the +fireplace, awaiting the result of the conference which was taking place +in the apartment within. They had been pathetically lamenting the +folly with which Blanche was resolved to throw away the most desirable +establishment in the world; and they had been indulging in unpleasant +anticipations of what the world would say when it was known that a +daughter of theirs was an avowed jilt. The door of the breakfast-room +opened, and Blanche entered: Lord Glenrith followed close behind. Lady +Falkingham perceived, at a glance, that the unacknowledged hope, which +she had still cherished, of Lord Glenrith's eloquence prevailing at the +last, was doomed to annihilation! + +During their absence the tea had been brought in, and the urn was +smoking and boiling upon the table. Lady Blanche sat down before it, +and rejoiced in her mother's old-fashioned fancy for having the tea +made in the drawing-room. + +Lady Falkingham and her daughter took the earliest opportunity of +retiring for the night. Lord Glenrith lighted their candles, and opened +the door for them. As they passed, Lady Falkingham pressed his hand +with an expressive look of sorrow and of regret. Lady Blanche held out +hers, and uttered in a low voice,--"We part friends!" He took her hand, +and turned away. + +When the door was closed, Lord Falkingham addressed him:-- + +"I am afraid, Glenrith, you have had a very unpleasant conversation +with my daughter. I need not tell you how much my wife and myself +regret the foolish fancy the girl has taken into her head. But what can +we do? We cannot, in justice to you, urge her to fulfil her engagement." + +"I should be the last man to wish Lady Blanche's affections to be +controlled; and I hope I know sufficiently what is due to myself, not +to wish any woman to be forced into a marriage with me." + +After a few more words of regret and kindness on the part of Lord +Falkingham, they also parted for the night. + +The next morning all the jewels and trinkets which he had presented +to Blanche were restored to him, and before the family were assembled +round the breakfast-table he was several miles on his road to Wentnor +Castle. + +Lord Glenrith felt his disappointment keenly, for he loved Blanche. +He felt his mortification keenly; for although not vain (if by vanity +we understand a desire to show off in the eyes of others), still he +entertained no mean opinion of himself. He had never in his life +before met with anything but success. He had been accustomed to the +admiring affection of his parents, the devotion of his dependants, the +good-fellowship of his equals, the attention of his inferiors; and +he had been early warned by his mother to be guarded in his manner +towards young ladies, lest he should excite hopes which he could not +realise--hopes which he found them, generally speaking, only too ready +to entertain. Astonishment, therefore, almost equalled the other +emotions to which we have alluded. He turned and turned in his head how +he should break to his parents the result of the preceding evening's +conversation, and he felt that he equally dreaded their pity, and their +indignation. + +By degrees, as he got farther from Temple Loseley and nearer to Wentnor +Castle, he found his love and his grief diminish, and his mortification +and disappointment increase, till, by the time he reached the lodge, he +thought he could have endured the latter, provided the publicity of his +engagement had not exposed him, while writhing under the former, to the +pity, the stare, and the jest, of great and small, rich and poor, old +and young. + +Blanche's first sensation, upon retiring to her room, was that of +relief and freedom. She felt as though a weight of guilt and deceit +was removed from her bosom, and she resolved she would now indulge +herself in thinking of De Molton as much as she pleased. But the +mortified expression of Lord Glenrith's countenance would rise up to +her mind's eye; and she found herself more occupied with him, and less +with the image of De Molton, than at any other moment since their +meeting at Cransley. She scarcely knew, whether satisfaction at having +now done that which was decidedly honest, sincere, and unworldly, or +self-reproach for having so wronged Lord Glenrith by ever entering into +an engagement with him, ought to preponderate,--and, upon the whole, +she found herself less happy than she expected. + +The ensuing weeks passed drearily enough. Lady Falkingham was under +the necessity of announcing to her friends and relations that her +daughter's marriage was broken off; an occupation which did not raise +her spirits, or smooth her temper. Of course the true reason could not +be openly divulged, or all hope must be relinquished of Blanche's ever +forming any other alliance. It is strange, but it is an undoubted fact, +that a girl loses half her attraction if her maiden affections are +supposed to have been in any degree touched; while there is a peculiar +charm attached to the idea of a widow, although it may be presumed she +has known what it is to inspire, and to experience, all the emotions +attendant upon love. + +Blanche herself wrote to her sisters; and as she felt that her +rejection of Lord Glenrith bound her fate in some measure to that of +Captain De Molton, she made no mystery of the prepossession which +had rendered her incapable of doing justice to Lord Glenrith's good +qualities. + +She had scarcely despatched these letters, when she read in the +newspapers the departure of De Molton with his regiment for the +East Indies. He had sailed the very day of her final interview with +Lord Glenrith. She experienced a blank sensation nearly allied to +mortification; forgetting what were the motives which induced him to +seek safety and repose in another hemisphere. + +Still, when she rejected Lord Glenrith, she did not quite anticipate +that there was to be an end of everything. She had not precisely looked +forward to sitting down quietly in deep retirement with her father +and mother, till the arrival of another spring should summon them to +London, there to be dragged the weary round of insipid entertainments, +without the hope or the possibility of seeing the only face she wished +to see. Her home was no longer what it had been. Lord Falkingham's +vanity was mortified in the daughter of whom he had hitherto been +exceedingly proud. Lady Falkingham, although not absolutely unkind, +was cold and reserved, and never encouraged her to speak of feelings, +which she always treated as a silly, unreasonable, youthful whim. +On all occasions, the attachments of young people were spoken of in +a slighting and contemptuous manner, which confirmed Blanche in her +resolution to prove, that hers was not a passing fancy--but a real, +sincere, and respectable attachment. + +Captain De Molton, after a prosperous voyage, had arrived at Calcutta +just about the time when the meeting of parliament called Lord +Falkingham to London; and Blanche with pain and disgust saw the +bracelets, the trinkets, the jewels, which her various friends had +given her upon her expected nuptials, packed up to adorn her person +during the ensuing season. She felt she never could bring herself to +wear these tokens; for although it had been impossible to return any, +except those which had been presented by Lord Glenrith's family, it +seemed to her as if they had all been obtained under false pretences. + +De Molton had struggled hard to bring his mind to a state of calm +acquiescence in his fate. He had tried to accustom himself to the idea +of Lady Blanche as the wife of Lord Glenrith; he had used all possible +means to divert his thoughts from his unfortunate passion; he had +occupied himself during his voyage with studying some of the Eastern +languages, with learning everything connected with Eastern warfare; +and although the renown to be gained in India at the expense of health, +if not of life, falls far short of that gained in an European campaign, +still he resolved that Fame should now become his mistress. + +He had not been more than three weeks at Calcutta, when a letter +reached him from his mother, which overturned all the good resolutions +he had formed, and rendered him almost incapable of profiting by the +opportunities which now offered themselves of perfecting his knowledge +of Hindostanee or Sanscrit, or of putting in practice the tactics he +had studied. + +His mother informed him that the marriage between Lord Glenrith and +Lady Blanche de Vaux was suddenly broken off, and that no cause was +assigned for the event except that the lady "had changed her mind." +She tried to persuade him that the case was as hopeless as ever +for himself, and she resisted the temptation of telling him it was +whispered that a preference for himself was the true cause of the +rupture. Although she longed to communicate what she knew must give +him pleasure, even she was aware that it would be weakness and folly +to keep alive a passion to which no prosperous termination could be +anticipated. + +Her intelligence, however, was sufficient to inspire De Molton with an +ardent desire to return to England. Lady Blanche was free: honour no +longer called upon him to avoid her; on the contrary, honour seemed to +demand that he should now profess his anxiety to devote himself to her +for life; and he bitterly lamented having so rashly banished himself +from his native land. Yet, upon his first arrival in India, he could +not in decency apply for leave of absence. He suffered tortures of +perplexity, doubt, and anxiety. At one time, he thought he would write +to Lady Blanche, and regularly make her an offer of himself and of his +fortunes. Then he shrank from doing so; for what were the fortunes +he was able to offer her? and, moreover, such a proceeding would be +assuming that it was for his sake she had broken off her marriage with +Lord Glenrith,--a conclusion he had in fact no right to draw. + +The news contained in his mother's letter was already six months old. +Before his answer could reach England, another six months must have +elapsed. What events might not have taken place in that time! Lady +Blanche would have passed through another season in London: with her +beauty, she must have been surrounded by admirers. It was possible, +nay probable, that his letter might find her married, or on the eve of +marriage with some one else. How ridiculous then would his conceited +assumption appear in her eyes! No--he would wait, at all events, for +further information; at the same time fully resolved to let slip +no opportunity of returning home, when he might easily judge for +himself whether an offer on his part would or would not be esteemed +presumption.--Then again he thought, if for his sake Glenrith had +indeed been rejected, how cold and how ungrateful must he appear, not +instantly to avail himself of the chance afforded him.--Fortunately +for him, his thoughts were necessarily in some measure withdrawn from +his own annoyances, by his regiment being marched up the country, and +by being engaged in some slight but animating skirmishes with the +Pindarries. + +The prospect of active service rendered his applying for leave of +absence absolutely out of the question. All doubt upon that subject +was thereby set at rest. It also seemed to set at rest the question +whether he should or should not address Lady Blanche herself:--it was +impossible to hint at her plighting her troth to him in a foreign land, +from which he might never return, or of her keeping herself disengaged +in the hope, at some future indefinite period, of following the drum +with him from country quarter to country quarter. + +He relieved his mind by writing to his mother a full statement of +his perplexed feelings, and by imploring her, if possible, to convey +them to Lady Blanche; and having done so, he resolutely bent all his +energies to the discharge of his professional duties; while his heart +beat high with the cheering hope of returning to her feet, his name +coupled with deeds of valour, and illustrated by feats of military +prowess. + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + The soote season that bud and bloom forth brings + With greene hath cladde the hyll, and eke the dale; + The nightingall with feathers new she sings, + The turtle to her mate hath told the tale. + + Lord Surrey. + +The "soote season" had arrived, and the Falkingham family were in +London. Lady Blanche's heart sank within her at the prospect of the +wearisome pleasures in which she would be forced to join. She shrank +also from the idea of being looked upon in the light of a jilt. + +Though Lady Falkingham, by her system of education, had not been +able to subdue the natural warmth of Lady Blanche's feelings, or her +somewhat head-long indulgence of them, she had succeeded in inspiring +her with her own horror of being subject to the animadversions or the +ridicule of the world, and Lady Blanche felt, more keenly than most +girls, what is considered as a disgrace by all who have been well +brought up. + +She thought that the only mode of redeeming herself in the estimation +of others was to adopt manners the most reserved; and to justify, +by her scrupulous fidelity to the object for whom it was now pretty +generally understood she had rejected Lord Glenrith, the inconsistency +from which she could not clear herself. + +Lady Falkingham, whose most ardent wish was to see her daughter +settled, was in a continual state of vexation at the distant and +chilling manner with which Blanche received the most common attentions. +There was truth in the charge her mother brought against her, of being +on the defensive, even before she was attacked: and though there is +nothing more attractive than the reserve which springs from innate +modesty, Lady Falkingham knew full well, that few things more offend +the self-love of men, and render them proof against the charms a woman +may really possess, than the reserve which seems to proceed from +contempt, or from a pre-determination to check their advances. + +Blanche would gladly have passed her days in retirement, but her +parents believed that the only mode of effacing the impression made +by Captain De Molton was to place her in the society of others. +Moreover, to seclude herself entirely from the world, would be a tacit +acknowledgment of deserving blame. At all the usual places of amusement +they were consequently seen. But the calm brow of Lady Falkingham had +acquired a careful and discontented expression; and the bright glances +and glowing smile of Lady Blanche had given place to a cold and stately +pensiveness. She danced occasionally, but partners no longer disputed +the honour of her hand. She sometimes received compliments; nor did she +dislike them, for as she felt an internal dissatisfaction, she would +have enjoyed anything which tended to reconcile her to herself; but she +was so afraid of appearing to enjoy them, that she assumed a disdainful +manner which effectually prevented any recurrence of what appeared to +give offence. + +With Lady Westhope alone did she find any comfort. To her she opened +her whole heart--with her she talked over each trifling incident which +had occurred during their visit to Paris--to her she repeated every +word De Molton had said--to her she dwelt on his looks, his manner, his +expression, in their last interview at Cransley. Lady Falkingham little +guessed that the cold, the discreet, the immaculate Lady Westhope, +could be a companion so little calculated to lead her daughter to a +reasonable and worldly view of her own prospects;--Lady Westhope, who, +unknown to herself, was every day acquiring a more thorough conviction, +that in mutual affection alone can a married woman expect to find +happiness. Blanche's conversations with Lady Westhope tended not only +to keep alive the impression produced at Paris; they also made her feel +still more pledged to adhere to the attachment which she professed. + +It was about the middle of the season when Lord Glenrith arrived in +London. He and Lady Blanche occasionally met at public places, in large +and mixed society. Their first meeting was inexpressibly awkward. By +some untoward accident, they found themselves _vis-à-vis_ of each other +in a quadrille. Although good breeding might prompt the fourteen or +eighteen other people in the quadrille to withdraw their eyes from +the pair who had once been lovers, their attention could not fail to +be riveted upon them. They were to meet as friends; consequently, +they bowed when first they caught each other's eye; and both blushed +equally crimson. The rest of the time, they advanced and retreated, +performed their _queues de chat_ and their _dos-à-dos_, without raising +their eyes from the floor; but when poor Lord Glenrith was obliged in +the _pastorelle_ to figure before Lady Blanche as _cavalier seul_, +she felt ready to sink into the earth with distress on his account +as well as on her own. The effect which this position had upon Lord +Glenrith, and the degree to which his pride and his self-love suffered +under the gaze of others, may be deduced from the circumstance of his +having that night resolved he would not long be seen in the light of a +discarded lover, and of his having the very next day begun a series of +devoted attentions to the lovely daughter of the Duke of L----. Before +the London season drew to a close, the magnificent _trousseau_ of the +future Lady Glenrith was the general subject of conversation among +young ladies; and the beautiful horses and equipages of Lord Glenrith +that among young gentlemen. + +Then came the morning when the narrow entrance to St. George's Church +was crammed with lovely bride's-maids, and weeping, smiling relations; +and the afternoon, when half the coachmen and footmen in the Park +appeared with gorgeous favours in their hats; and the evening, when +little morsels of tinsel ensconced in white satin ribbon were seen +pinned to the side, or stuck in the button-hole, of all the most +distinguished personages of both sexes. + +Blanche and her affairs were utterly forgotten, and she heard on all +sides descriptions of the loveliness of the bride and the happiness of +the bridegroom. + +In sober earnest, Blanche rejoiced that her anticipations with regard +to Lord Glenrith had been so soon realised; and if she could have +seen De Molton--if she could have heard him speak,--if she could have +received any communication from him,--if she could have indulged any +hope of ever herself knowing the happiness of reciprocal affection, she +would have utterly despised the frivolous grandeurs which excited such +a sensation in the London world. + +But with her all seemed a blank. She had wished her story should be +forgotten,--and it was forgotten. No one seemed to remember that she +might have been in Lady Mary L.'s situation. She wished people to be +aware that, though she had jilted Lord Glenrith, she was no flirt;--and +she had succeeded! No one attempted to make love to her. + +She was sitting with Lady Westhope, when Mr. Wroxholme, who had also +been paying a morning visit, took his leave. "I have just heard what +is to me a very melancholy piece of intelligence," said Lady Blanche. +"Mr. Wroxholme tells me Parliament will sit three weeks longer. I feel +so weary and so jaded with the joyless entertainments to which mamma +thinks it her duty to take me! She fancies I may thus forget; but she +is mistaken. My thoughts only recur the oftener to him from whom she +hopes to wean them. I think, when among a number of indifferent people, +one feels the want of the person with whom one would fain interchange +thoughts and feelings, even more acutely than in the retirement of +one's own home." + +"That is only too true," answered Lady Westhope, with a sigh. + + "This is to be alone--this, this is solitude." + +"I like Mr. Wroxholme," rejoined Lady Blanche. "He looks as if he could +understand one. I always feel at my ease with him." + +"I told you you would like him! For my part I think he is quite an +acquisition. I know no one who is _d'un plus doux commerce_. He has +so much tact, and he is particularly obliging! One has but to express +before him a wish for anything, and one is sure to find one's wish +gratified." + +"And then he has another great merit in my eyes: he cannot endure Mr. +Stapleford." + +"And I know of one more merit still," added Lady Westhope with a +smile--"he likes Captain De Molton. They were school-fellows, you know." + +Mr. Wroxholme had been always interested for Lady Blanche and her +lover, and, with the tact for which he was supposed to be remarkable, +had from the first read her feelings. When her marriage had been broken +off, Lady Westhope had not scrupled to speak confidentially to a person +who had shown so much sympathy and kindness concerning her friend. Mr. +Wroxholme had warmly approved of Lady Blanche's disinterestedness, and, +naturally enough, had spoken his sentiments on the subject of worldly +marriages. + +He seemed to consider congeniality of tempers, tastes, and opinions, +as the only objects to be sought in such a connexion; and there was +something to Lady Westhope's feelings singularly soothing and agreeable +in hearing such sentiments so warmly expressed, especially as her +strict notions of propriety could not take the alarm at a disprejudiced +observer merely giving an opinion upon the affairs of a third person. + +All he said breathed a tone of high respect for the sex in general--a +generous horror of seeing a woman thrown away upon a man who was not +worthy of her, or who did not sufficiently value her, which could not +fail to be gratifying to a person who felt such to be her own case. + +The indignation he felt at Lord Westhope's neglect of his wife, and +the pleasure she took in finding herself appreciated, might gradually +and unconsciously have led them both to entertain sentiments for which +both would have reproached themselves, had nothing occurred to arouse +them to a sense of their danger. An incident did however occur, which, +though trifling in itself, served to open the eyes of one who had no +wish to keep them wilfully closed. + + +CHAPTER IX. + + Gentil parlar, in cui chiaro refulse + Con somma cortesia, somma onestate; + Fior di virtù; fontana di beltate; + Ch' ogni basso pensier del cor m'avulse. + + Petrarca. + +Lady Westhope's praises of Mr. Wroxholme, and her intimation of his +early intimacy with Captain De Molton, led Lady Blanche to talk to him +with more satisfaction than to any one else. When in conversation with +him, her countenance resumed some of its former animation; and they +frequently met, and always met with pleasure. + +One evening Mr. Wroxholme had been recounting to Lady Blanche some +boyish prank at school, in which he had contrived to let her know that +De Molton had been engaged; she had been listening with an expression +of amusement, which had been succeeded by a look, half confusion, half +tenderness, on the incidental mention of De Molton's name, when Mr. +Stapleford remarked to Lady Westhope, "I think the conversation in +that recess seems to justify the report I heard yesterday." + +"What report?" inquired Lady Westhope. + +"Why, that Wroxholme might succeed in consoling Lady Blanche for the +loss of her penniless, as well as of her wealthy, lover." + +"Oh, what an idea!" exclaimed Lady Westhope. + +"I assure you the report is very general, and I think there can be no +doubt but that Wroxholme is very much in love." + +"There never was so unfounded a notion! What could put it into +anybody's head?" + +"Though no blue-stocking, I presume Lady Westhope knows enough of +optics to be aware that the rays of light reflected from objects +actually before us, passing through the different lenses of the eye, +are impressed upon the retina, and are, by some process beyond the +comprehension of us poor mortals, thence communicated to the brain: in +plain English, Lady Westhope has heard the old adage, that seeing is +believing." + +His eyes, when he began to speak, were fixed upon Lady Blanche, who was +diligently picking to pieces the bouquet she held in her hand; (Mr. +Wroxholme was telling her what a good-hearted fellow Frank De Molton +was at school, and how kind he had been to a poor boy who had been run +over by a cart;) but as he finished his sentence, he withdrew his most +penetrating and disagreeable eyes from the couple, whose feelings he, +for once, misinterpreted, and let them fall gently and fixedly on Lady +Westhope. + +"I can assure you, you are perfectly mistaken in this instance," Lady +Westhope replied with some quickness. "Lady Blanche is only likely to +be perseveringly, foolishly, constant; and as to Mr. Wroxholme's being +in love with her, it is quite out of the question." + +"Why out of the question?" asked Mr. Stapleford, with the most +provoking matter-of-fact coolness. + +Lady Westhope did not very well know why it was so; but she answered-- + +"Oh, he is not the sort of man to fall in love with Blanche." + +"He is an odd sort of man, then, if it is out of the question for him +to fall in love with one of the handsomest girls in London, who plucks +off every leaf of a beautiful camellia while he is talking to her! A +prepossession in another quarter might steel a man's heart even against +such attractions as those I have alluded to; and I have no doubt Lady +Westhope is better versed in the mysterious workings of the human +heart than I can pretend to be. I must bow therefore to her superior +knowledge of the state of Mr. Wroxholme's affections;"--and, with a +supercilious bow, he joined a knot of politicians. + +Lady Westhope felt prodigiously annoyed. She could not tell why she +disliked so much to hear that Mr. Wroxholme was in love with Lady +Blanche. There was no harm in it if he was. She looked upon him as a +man with whom a woman might be very happy; and, although not rich, he +had a competency. Why was she so certain he entertained no particular +preference for her friend? and why did she feel aggrieved at the +suspicion? It could not be that, at her age, after having passed +unscathed through all the trials of her youth, her own heart was in any +danger? What a humiliating, what a degrading surmise! She felt almost +ashamed of suspecting herself of such a weakness; one that she would +always have thought criminal, but that now would be ridiculous as well +as criminal. It was evident, however, that Mr. Stapleford did suspect +her of harbouring so ridiculous a prepossession, and she scrutinized +her own feelings with resolute accuracy. + +The truth was, that she had been accustomed for some months to feel +herself the first object with Mr. Wroxholme; and although no words ever +passed which expressed, or implied, that such might be the case, it +was that consciousness which made her find his society so agreeable. +She had felt so secure that she was past the age when she need guard +her heart from tender impressions, that she had relaxed in her former +watchfulness; she had felt so strong in her virtue, that she had +not taken heed lest she might fall; and it was with a sense of deep +humiliation and self-abasement that she awoke to a conviction of her +weakness. She thenceforth resolved to keep strict watch and ward over +her inward feelings, as well as over her outward actions. + +These resolutions were more easily taken than carried into effect: she +had no right to assume coldness towards a person who had never given +her the slightest cause of offence, who had never presumed upon the +intimate footing to which he had been admitted in the house. + +How difficult is it, with the very best intentions, for a woman +who lives in the world to steer entirely clear of suspicion, or +misinterpretation, unless there exists between her and her husband a +frank and cordial understanding! If, with all her knowledge of the +world, Lady Westhope did not find it easy to shape her conduct so as +to be discreet without prudery, and cool without unkindness, it is not +surprising that the inexperienced should, without really deserving it, +occasionally lay themselves open to blame. + +The subject of love is one which young ladies are not allowed to +discuss; at least, not with their elders. But how much have parents +to answer for, who, by their avoidance of the subject, leave the +responsibility of forming their daughters' minds on a point of such +vital importance, to the man whom they may chance to marry! How much +has the husband to answer for, who, by his neglect, his sternness, or +his profligate notions, fails to become the guardian of the virtue he +is bound to protect! Yet, by light conversation, by reporting gossiping +anecdotes, and witty though immoral jokes, how frequently does he treat +with levity, and make the subject of mirth and ridicule, errors, nay +crimes, which hitherto the girlish matron has scarcely ventured to +contemplate! Is it wonderful that the young mind should sometimes, when +it fancies it only throws off the shackles of old-fashioned prejudice, +discard at the same time the restraint of rigid principle? And the +husband who has thus contaminated the fountain whence the actions flow, +is surprised and indignant that the purity he once admired should have +given place to notions more resembling his own! Is it surprising that a +young creature, whose mind is thus deprived of ballast and of rudder, +should in the voyage of life fail to steer clear of shoals and hidden +reefs? + +Fortunately, Lady Westhope had withstood the first trial,--that of +being early united to an unprincipled man; and she had now acquired +knowledge of the world, which enabled her to meet her present +difficulty. + +She debated within herself whether talking to him freely concerning +marriage, and advising one, who appeared to entertain such exalted +notions of the happiness to be found in the wedded state, to enter +into it himself, might not be a good mode of proving how completely she +considered herself in the light of a friend, though of a kind friend +deeply interested in his welfare; but, upon the whole, she decided that +it was entering upon a dangerous topic. It might be construed into +the common artifice of coquettes to pique, or to lead to sentimental +conversation; and if, unknown to himself, he did entertain for her the +feelings she more than suspected, it might open his eyes to the true +nature of them, as Mr. Stapleford's insinuations had opened hers. + +In her early youth she had made to herself a rule never to admit male +visitors in the morning: but, since she had approached the middle age, +she had gradually relaxed in the strictness of her prohibition; and +gentlemen now lounged on her sofas, and whipped their boots before +her fire, as freely as in any other house in London; and no one more +frequently than Mr. Wroxholme. These visits, in the first place, she +resolved to check; but she knew that an explanation was always a thing +to be most scrupulously avoided. By remaining late in her boudoir, +and denying herself to all persons equally, on the plea of not being +dressed; by seizing every opportunity of taking an early drive into the +country; she for some time succeeded in her object, without wounding +one whose only fault consisted in regarding her with respectful +partiality. When he did find her at home, she received him cordially, +and he was for the moment re-assured that she had not intentionally +avoided his society. When they met in public, though she spoke to +him but little, she carefully preserved the tone of friendliness and +intimacy. + +Still, in the long run, gently and gradually as the change was made, +Mr. Wroxholme perceived that there was a change. He could not but +become aware that he was less frequently invited to dinner; and when +invited, that it was to large set parties, and not to the hasty repast +before the play, the friendly gathering of a few intimates; and he +could not but be struck with the numerous avocations and engagements +which so often prevented his finding Lady Westhope at home of a morning. + +In the course of time, he became hurt and half angry. He had always +heard that fine ladies were apt to be capricious, and his pride was +wounded: he was a gentleman in mind, in manners, and in birth; and his +spirit rose at the bare suspicion of having been so sported with. He, +in his turn, avoided Lady Westhope, and this was the severest trial she +had yet met with. + +They still, however, occasionally met; for both parties wished to +preserve the same demeanour towards the other. Mr. Wroxholme took an +opportunity of expatiating upon the meanness of those men who could +condescend to be toad-eaters and hangers-on of the great: "He had no +notion how any one with the feelings of a gentleman could endure being +take up, and set down, at pleasure;" and asserted, "that a man who +could submit to such treatment, amply deserved to meet with it!" There +was a tone of asperity in his mode of speaking which proved that his +was not a general observation on men and manners, but that he spoke +from personal feeling. She was inexpressibly hurt, and she determined +she would, by some means, let him know she was not one of the heartless +fine ladies to whom he alluded. + +The evening before their departure for the country, she invited a few +friends to meet at her house; and, among others, Mr. Wroxholme. She had +formed no distinct plan; and yet she vaguely hoped she should be able +to undeceive him, and to correct the impression he had so erroneously +received of her late conduct. + +Notwithstanding his wounded pride, he could not resist the temptation +to pass one more evening in her society. + +The party was small, the conversation general: subjects of literature +were discussed; the novels of the day were naturally mentioned. From +them she easily led the discourse to the French novels of the day that +is passed, and she took the opportunity of remarking how just were +the little observations and reflections with which they were often +interspersed. Mr. Wroxholme added, that in knowledge of the smaller +workings of the human heart, he thought Madame de Genlis was scarcely +inferior to Madame de Staël. + +"But none of Madame de Genlis's are equal in power to Delphine," +replied Lady Westhope. + +"Are you a great admirer of Delphine?" inquired some one. + +"A great admirer of the eloquence and fire with which it is written; +and if the motto at the beginning is borne in mind, the truth of which +is forcibly exemplified by the fate of both the hero and heroine, I +think a great moral truth may be extracted from it; though I grant that +the charm thrown around immoral feelings might render it a dangerous +book for the young." + +"And what is the motto?" + +"'Que l'homme doit braver l'opinion, la femme s'y soumettre.' All +the miseries of Leonce and Delphine arise from their neither of them +following the maxim contained in the motto. How fortunate it is for +us women, that the opinion of the world, and virtue, always prescribe +the same line of conduct! There are many occasions in which it is +praise-worthy, nay, admirable, in a man to risk the censure of his +fellows; many in which he may act ill without risking it. But with us +it is quite different: it is seldom that we incur the condemnation of +our own consciences, or the disapprobation of others, if we avoid not +only what is really wrong, but that which may bear the semblance of +wrong." + +"Well," interrupted a young man present, "I think it is enough for man, +or woman, to do what is right, and to leave appearances to take care of +themselves." + +"I am glad it is a man, not a woman, who says so," resumed Lady +Westhope, smiling. "I am always grieved and alarmed when I hear a woman +speak with contempt of the opinion of the world: it argues in her +neither good feeling, cleverness, nor true courage. True courage (in +woman) consists in at once giving up what may be agreeable and innocent +in itself, rather than risk having one's good name called in question." + +Mr. Wroxholme had listened with interest, for his attention had been +arrested by the earnestness with which Lady Westhope spoke. He suddenly +understood all that had previously puzzled him in her conduct. He +admired and respected her; and his wounded pride, his offended vanity, +were soothed. + +When she bade him adieu, she expressed a hope that he would join +their Christmas party at Cransley; she did not invite him for +partridge-shooting in September, as she had done the previous year. He +felt that she meant to be kind, yet firm; and although the intervening +six months appeared to him immeasurably long in perspective, he had too +much principle himself to blame her, or to repine. + +There was a cordiality in the respectful devotion with which Mr. +Wroxholme took his leave, which convinced Lady Westhope that he no +longer looked upon her as a capricious fine lady, but as a woman of +rigid, uncompromising virtue. + +She felt, however, lowered in her own estimation when she could not +disguise from herself how great an effort it cost her to exercise this +same virtue; and she was indignant, almost disgusted, with herself +when she found her home cheerless, and her time unoccupied, upon her +arrival in the country. This very feeling roused her to shake off the +disgraceful weakness; and she resumed her wonted employments, and +strove to make to herself new ones. + + +CHAPTER X. + + And words of small import, but tinged with gall, + Jar on the sense by their unkindly tone. + The morning greeting may sound harsh withal, + The evening benison a curse may own; + While oft a smile--a kindly look alone-- + Born of compunction, falls right soothingly + On the sick heart, the past offence t' atone, + Ere word be spoke at all. As violets shy, + By their sweet breath betray where they are lurking nigh. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + +The events of the last few weeks in London had also awakened Mr. +Wroxholme to the state of his own affections; and he no sooner admitted +to himself that he had been in danger of liking Lady Westhope too +well, than he rejoiced in the prudence and discretion with which she +had checked his growing preference, and felt grateful that he had been +preserved from the danger which beset him. + +During the period when London is nearly deserted, and that the few who +are still detained in its dreary and dirty streets are naturally drawn +into habits of closer intimacy, he was much thrown with the daughter of +an eminent lawyer, with whom he often had professional intercourse. + +He fancied a considerable resemblance to Lady Westhope's in the profile +of her nose: her complexion was of the same tone; and he perceived a +decided likeness in the setting on of the head. + +When Christmas arrived Mr. Wroxholme wrote an excuse to the Westhopes, +informing them that he was on the eve of marriage with the daughter of +Sir H. B----, and that the arrangements attending this happy event must +detain him in London. He told Lady Westhope that his future bride bore +a strong resemblance to herself in outward appearance, and that he only +hoped she might take her as a pattern in more essential qualifications. + +How did Lady Westhope feel upon the reception of this letter? She felt +exceedingly surprised, for experience only can teach woman how short a +time love can survive hope in the heart of man; but she felt satisfied, +nay relieved. She had for six months devoted herself to the performance +of her duties,--she had repelled every weak emotion. She rejoiced that +Mr. Wroxholme should be happy, she rejoiced that she would no longer be +called upon to keep strict watch and ward over her own heart, and she +was gratified by the manner in which he spoke of herself. The likeness +which he professed to discover in Miss B. was a balm to her vanity, and +prevented its obscuring her reason. She was therefore able to rejoice, +as her principles pointed out she ought to do, that they had escaped +all further trial. + +While Lady Westhope was thus regaining tranquillity and self-esteem, +Blanche toiled through a long summer of very fine weather and the usual +country occupations,--through a long autumn and its shooting-parties. +She had to listen to the number of head of game killed at battues, +or to the merits of the young hounds or of the new huntsman; and she +conscientiously danced through the winter balls at the county town. + +In some respects she gave great satisfaction to the neighbours. No +one could accuse her of showing the slightest preference for the most +distinguished young heir apparent over the most Tony Lumpkin-like +son of the most humble country 'squire, or the most penniless young +curate, who might summon courage to ask Lady Blanche De Vaux to dance. +Indeed, the more out-of-the-question the partner, the more gracious was +Blanche; so that the popularity of the house of Falkingham was greatly +on the increase. Unfortunately there was no son, or his chance of +being returned for the county would have been considerably augmented: +Lord Falkingham's family consisted only of daughters, among whom his +personal property would be divided; while his whole landed estate would +descend, with the title, to a nephew. + +A second spring arrived. To London they went again. The brilliancy of +Lady Blanche's complexion was gone; her step had lost its elasticity, +her figure something of its roundness. The last month or two had been +to her a period of much uneasiness, much mortification. + +She had calculated that the intelligence of her marriage having been +broken off, must have reached De Molton, and by this time she might +have received from him a passionate expression of his joy and his +devotion. Day after day elapsed and no letter arrived. It is impossible +to say whether, suffering the pangs of (as she imagined) unrequited +affection, she might not have found a remedy, as it were, in the very +excess of the disease, had not a circumstance occurred which again +excited hope. + +Even in woman, love can seldom exist if completely deprived of aliment, +though it thrives upon the very smallest portion of sustenance +imaginable. + +Blanche frequently met Lady Cumberworth and her daughters in society: +the very sight of De Molton's mother caused a tremor and an agitation +which roused her from the state of apathy into which she had fallen. +Moreover, she often perceived Lady Cumberworth's eyes fixed upon her +with a kind and motherly expression; and she even fancied she looked as +if she longed to speak to her, although they had never been regularly +introduced. Lady Falkingham watched with a jealous eye every symptom of +intercourse with Lady Cumberworth; and if they found themselves within +speaking distance of De Molton's mother, never failed to move to the +other side of the room. + +One morning Lady Falkingham complained of a cold, and promulgated +at breakfast that she should not go to Mrs. Baltimore's party that +evening. Now Mrs. Baltimore was a relation and a particular friend of +Lady Cumberworth's. Blanche quickly replied, "Oh, do not run any risk +on my account, dear mamma! You know Lady Westhope can chaperon me." + +"Bless me, Blanche!" exclaimed her father; "you, wishing to go out, and +your mother to stay at home! I am delighted to find young and old are +resuming their natural characteristics." + +"Really, Blanche," said Lady Falkingham, "I think you are the most +perverse girl I ever knew. Every evening I am obliged to urge you to go +and dress, to drive you by force to the best parties in London; and the +one only night I would rather stay at home, you are seized with such a +fury of dissipation, that you wish to send all over the town to find +a chaperon! Nothing I dislike so much as that a girl should be hawked +about, one night with one person, and the next night with another!" + +"But surely, mamma, sending to Lady Westhope is not sending all over +the town; and I was so long with her at Paris, that it is not like +going out with a stranger." + +"Don't talk to me of Paris, Blanche, if you wish me to be able to eat +any breakfast; the sample she gave of her chaperonage there, is not +calculated to make me anxious to entrust you to her again!" + +"Really, my dear, I think it is you who are rather perverse: you often +find fault with Blanche for wishing to shut herself up, and for not +exerting herself to recover her spirits, and now you check her when she +attempts to do what you so often urge. I have some business with Lord +Westhope this morning, and if I find Lady Westhope at home, I cannot +see any objection to my asking her to take Blanche to-night." + +Lady Falkingham could say no more: she could not, before Blanche, +explain her objections to Mrs. Baltimore's party. She resolved, +however, to risk a fit of rheumatism, rather than allow her daughter to +elude her vigilant eye. + +Lord Falkingham quickly settled the evening arrangements with Lady +Westhope, and as quickly took his leave, to avoid the formality of a +wedding visit from Mr. and Mrs. Wroxholme, who had just returned from +passing their honeymoon in the country. + +Lady Westhope was exceedingly surprised to find Mrs. Wroxholme small +and slender, whereas she herself was tall, and was altogether a fine +woman rather than a pretty one. She was also surprised to find that +her mouth was wide, (though her teeth were so bright, and her smile +so sunny, that no one who spoke to her would be disposed to criticise +it too severely,) whereas Lady Westhope's was peculiarly small, and +classical in its form. The setting on of the head was concealed by the +winter apparel; and Lady Westhope was not sufficiently well acquainted +with her own profile, to be struck with any resemblance in Mrs. +Wroxholme's. She scarcely knew whether or not to be flattered at Mr. +Wroxholme's having fancied a likeness where so little existed; and yet +it proved that she had been present to his thoughts, and that he could +not admire any one without trying to discover in her a resemblance to +the person he had fixed upon as the type of female perfection. + +Mr. Wroxholme looked the happiest of the happy. Mrs. Wroxholme was +modest without being awkward, and did not seem to be indisposed towards +her husband's friend, as is so frequently the case when the husband +has injudiciously praised, or the woman has a narrow mind or a jealous +disposition. On the contrary, she seemed disposed to take it upon +trust, that the person of whom her husband approved must be deserving +of esteem. + +Lady Westhope was much pleased with all she saw of the bride in this +morning visit; and she was gratified by her evident inclination to +like, and her desire to be liked. When they were taking leave, she +took an opportunity of expressing to Mr. Wroxholme, how much she was +flattered at his having found any resemblance between so charming a +person as his young wife, and herself. Mr. Wroxholme looked surprised, +and wholly unconscious to what she could allude; then suddenly +recollecting himself--"Oh yes, so I did! I thought Emma very like you +when first I knew her; but I have not been so much struck with the +likeness of late." + +The truth was, that since he had become so exceedingly in love with +his wife, as he now was, he had utterly forgotten what had at first +been to him her greatest attraction. With the generality of men, love, +when once over, leaves not a trace behind. With women, on the contrary, +a person whom they have once loved, or even one by whom they once +believed themselves to be sincerely loved, remains to them an object of +interest, though the sentiment itself may long have ceased to exist. + +Lady Westhope felt almost abashed when she replied in an explanatory +tone--"I should not have had the vanity to make such a remark, if, +in announcing your marriage, you had not yourself mentioned the +resemblance." + +Mrs. Wroxholme, who caught what was passing, said with such an air of +honesty, that she was "really distressed at hearing the comparison +made," and looked as if she sincerely thought Lady Westhope so much +handsomer than herself, that Lady Westhope felt gratitude towards the +wife, mixed with a momentary (it was but a momentary) emotion of pique +towards the husband. + +To Lady Falkingham's infinite annoyance, her cold increased towards +the evening--she was threatened with the tooth-ache--the night was +extremely cold; she could not, without openly saying she would not +trust her daughter out of her sight, insist upon accompanying her to +Mrs. Baltimore's; neither was her illness such that she could make it a +pretext for keeping Blanche at home. + +Meanwhile Blanche looked unusually animated at dinner, and her father +rejoiced exultingly to see her dark hazel eyes sparkle once more with +the rich lustre which was natural to them. Lady Falkingham, on the +contrary, was suffering, and uncomfortable, both in body and mind. +Her tone was querulous; and she found it impossible to agree either +with her husband or daughter upon any subject, whether of literature, +society, or politics. She felt provoked and oppressed by the +unaccountable spirits of both father and daughter. + +Lord Falkingham had been trying to talk his wife into good-humour, +and, nothing daunted by the ill success which had as yet attended his +efforts, he proceeded: "I find Mapleton is quite sure of the county if +he stands next election." + +"That is very odd!" said Lady Falkingham: "Mr. Evans told me that Mr. +Talpoys had eight hundred votes to spare." + +"Well! Mapleton himself told me he had more than fifteen hundred to +spare." + +"I do not believe Mr. Mapleton knows anything at all about the matter. +He believes what his agents tell him; and they wish him to persist +in his opposition to Mr. Talpoys, that they may make their own +perquisites." + +"Mapleton must be a great fool if he is so taken in." + +"I never heard he was clever," answered Lady Falkingham, with a +sarcastic smile. + +"How pretty the new lamps look!" remarked Lady Blanche, who knew that +her father had a regard for Mr. Mapleton, and did not like to hear +him spoken of slightingly. "I think they give a most agreeable, soft +light,--do not you, mamma?" + +"I cannot say I agree with you, my dear. To my mind, they are not near +so pretty as the old ones." + +Lord Falkingham, who always felt a vague uneasiness whenever he saw his +wife look out of spirits, as he amiably termed and thought what others +might have deemed being out of humour, made another attempt to say +something agreeable. + +"Is that pretty cap the handiwork of your new maid, my dear? If it is, +I think she is likely to suit you." + +"My dear Lord Falkingham, you mean to be very complimentary, I +dare say; but it would be infinitely more complimentary if you had +recognised the old friend you have seen me wear half the winter at +Temple Loseley." + +This was another failure; but he laughed at his own mistake, said he +evidently was not born to be a milliner, and remarked what a good +_vol-au-vent_ he was eating. + +"I am glad you like it. I thought it very bad, I must confess, and had +meant to speak to the cook about it; but I will tell him you approve." + +Lord Falkingham was provoked at last. He piqued himself upon his taste +in gastronomy, and did not at all like any one presuming to have a more +refined palate than his own. Little more was said. + +Blanche counted the moments till Lady Westhope called for her, with +something of the same eagerness she would have done had it been De +Molton, instead of De Molton's mother, whom she expected to meet. + +To her great joy, the first person she saw on entering the room was +Lady Cumberworth; and she felt, she knew not wherefore, that this +evening was big with events of the utmost importance. + + +CHAPTER XI. + + So, bounding o'er the billows, ride our fleets, + To reach the land that owns the sacred name + Of _home_; and high among the shrouds brave hearts + Beat towards that home with strong tumultuous joy. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + +Lady Blanche and Lady Cumberworth were at opposite ends of the room. +They were not acquainted with each other. Rubber after rubber +was played by the elder people; some of the younger won and lost +considerable sums at _écarté_. The evening wore away; Blanche's +high-wrought expectations seemed likely to end in nothing. "After all," +she thought, "what did I expect? What was to happen? How foolish I +have been! Lady Cumberworth does not even turn her head my way." She +might have seen that a very charming young man was in deep conversation +with the fourth Miss De Molton; and Lady Cumberworth would not have +moved an inch, or even looked as if she could ever wish to move, as +long as this conversation lasted. When the charming young man had, +however, taken his leave to grace some more splendid assembly with his +presence, Lady Cumberworth changed her position, and crossed to the +side of the room where Lady Blanche stood. She was slightly acquainted +with Lady Westhope, and seated herself by her. Blanche's heart beat +quick--something would surely occur now. + +Presently Lady Cumberworth begged Lady Westhope to introduce her to her +cousin, Lady Blanche; which common-place ceremony was performed in the +most common-place manner: but Lady Blanche's eyes were full of tears, +and she blushed to her very temples. Lady Cumberworth saw that her +darling son was as truly loved as ever, and, though she knew it would +be reckoned imprudent, she could not help ardently wishing to let her +know that De Molton was neither faithless nor indifferent. "After all," +thought she, in the good-natured weakness of her heart, "it is evident +they are both so deeply attached, that they never can be happy if they +are separated. Lord Falkingham is rich--he has no son; if he chose to +provide for Lady Blanche, he could make them tolerably comfortable. I +must give the poor girl pleasure by letting her know what are Frank's +feelings; and then he will be so very happy if I tell him I have seen +his Blanche, and that she is constant!" She took the opportunity of +Lady Westhope's changing her position to draw nearer to Lady Blanche. +"Now," thought Blanche, "something is coming; Lady Cumberworth looks as +if she did not wish my cousin to hear." + +Lady Cumberworth asked her "if she had been at the last ball at M. +House." Lady Blanche answered "Yes," and felt disappointed at so +unmeaning a question. + +Lady Cumberworth did not know how to open the subject. "Were you much +amused?" she inquired. + +"No! I did not think it was very gay," was Blanche's reply. + +"I had a letter from my son in India the other day," continued Lady +Cumberworth, while Lady Blanche's heart seemed almost to stop its +pulsations from excess of emotion, "and he tells me the society of +Calcutta is very dull. He is gone up the country now, on an expedition +against some native chiefs." + +Lady Blanche changed colour, and her eyes turned fearfully and +inquiringly on Lady Cumberworth, who proceeded:--"He soothes my +maternal fears by telling me that it is not a service of much danger; +but he adds, that while there is any active service to be expected, he +cannot, in honour, follow his own inclination, which would be to return +to England instantly. He seems very much to regret having gone to India +at all." + +This was enough. Hope again danced in the heart of Lady Blanche; but +she dared not raise her eyes from the ground; she did not utter--she +could not think of anything which would not too openly commit her to a +person who was, in fact, a stranger. But Lady Cumberworth saw enough +to convince her that Frank's devotion was amply requited, and she +absolutely loved Lady Blanche. She was a kind, nay, a tender-hearted +woman. She never could resist doing the thing which she saw wished +by others, and many a lecture had she received from more sage and +worldly matrons for allowing her daughters to flirt uselessly, and for +permitting herself to be completely managed by them upon most subjects. +Several very imprudent marriages had been in question for the girls, +and had from her met with little discouragement. Fortunately Lord +Cumberworth's heart was not so soft, while his head was somewhat harder. + +From this time, whenever Lady Blanche and Lady Cumberworth met, a few +words of cordial recognition passed between them. Lady Falkingham, to +avoid the necessity of being introduced, was either affectedly engaged +in earnest conversation with some one else, or statelily reared herself +to her full height, her eyes looking over, or beyond, Lady Cumberworth. +The greetings, consequently, became each evening shorter and more +constrained; but still they were sufficient to keep Blanche's mind +engaged with the idea of De Molton. + +The letter which his mother wrote to him immediately after her +conversation with Lady Blanche, found him one sultry day lying in his +bungalow, exhausted both in body and mind. The expedition against the +Pindarries was over. He had distinguished himself by his eager and +ardent courage, and his previous study of the history and nature of the +country had enabled him to be of essential service to his commanding +officer. The novelty and excitement of this desultory warfare had +assisted to divert his thoughts from dwelling exclusively on the +subject of his unfortunate attachment; but that excitement was over. +The regiment was at present established in bungalows, near the borders +of the British possessions, and removed to a great distance from any +European society. + +The weather was so oppressively hot, that, except for some hours about +sunrise, and for a few more in the evening, it was impossible that even +any military duty could take place. + +The intervening space of time was generally passed by the officers +languidly stretched on mats, and gasping for breath. They were cut +off from all communication with any of their countrymen, and the +unhealthiness of the climate had wofully thinned the number of those +who had originally formed their small society. The few books possessed +by the party had been read and re-read a hundred times. An occasional +tiger-hunt before daybreak,--the exhilarating intelligence of a +crocodile having been seen on the bank of a neighbouring tank,--the +punishment of some native discovered in one of the thefts, which were +so often perpetrated and so seldom detected, or the death of another +comrade,--were the only events which occurred to vary the monotony of +De Molton's existence. + +In the vacuity of such a life, the image of Blanche would rise before +his mind, more beautiful, more fascinating than ever; and he would pass +whole hours with his eyes fixed upon the blinds which the natives were +constantly watering to preserve some freshness in the atmosphere, while +his thoughts wandered far away from the melancholy and uninteresting +sights around him, to the festive and brilliant saloons of Paris, or to +the dimly-lighted stairs of the private-box entrance of Covent-Garden, +or to the long dinner-table at Cransley, with the épergne and its +projecting flowers,--or, dearer than all, to the library where he last +beheld her,--where he caught the expression of her countenance when +she said, "And do you then love me?"--to the library where she had +uttered the few words which had changed the whole tenour of both their +fates--"Why did you not tell me this sooner?" + +He was feasting his memory on these precious recollections; he was +wondering whether she still remembered him, whether he should ever +return to England, whether he should find her free from any other +engagement--whether there was a possibility that she might ever +become his, or whether he was not flattering and deceiving himself in +attaching so much importance to these few words;--when he was roused +from his reveries by the arrival of despatches from Calcutta with +English letters, and his eyes were greeted by the sight of many a +well-known handwriting. + +It is only those who have been in distant lands, far from all most dear +to them, who can judge of the mingled emotions of joy and fear with +which letters from home are received by the exile. The magic contained +in that word Home!--the thousand tender, delightful, and painful +feelings that crowd upon the soul! The anxiety with which the letters +are hastily examined to see that they are not sealed with black,--the +eagerness with which the one from the person nearest and dearest to +the heart is selected from all the rest,--the sickening agitation with +which it is torn open, and the nervous haste with which the eye glances +to the top of the page to look for the accustomed "All well," and the +glow of delight with which the comfortable words are hailed! + +De Molton seized his mother's letter,--perused the assurances of the +welfare of his father, his brothers, his sisters, his uncles, his +aunts, his first cousins, and his second cousins! Nothing could be more +satisfactory than the report his mother gave of every branch of the +family, and yet he was not satisfied. + +At length came the postscript; and there he found the name he had +been longing to see. There he found that Blanche was still free and +unfettered, that Blanche did not enjoy society, that Blanche still +blushed when she heard his name. + +His impatience to return home now exceeded all bounds. Two years had +elapsed since he left England; there seemed little chance of any war in +which his services would be useful to his country, or in which he could +himself acquire fame. + +He lost no time in negotiating his exchange into a regiment which was +shortly to sail for his native land; and towards the end of the third +spring from the time of his departure, he once more set foot on English +ground, and hastened to his father's house, with all the trepidation +and anxiety experienced by any one who arrives at a home from which the +last intelligence is nearly a year old. + + +CHAPTER XII. + + Love mocks all sorrows but his own, + And damps each joy he does not yield. + + _Unpublished Poems._ + +De Molton had the happiness of finding no chasm in the dear and +well-known family circle. He could look round and meet the beaming, +tearful, tender glance of his doting mother, the gay but kindly smile +of his father, the affectionate countenances of his sisters; and +he felt that the joy of reunion almost compensates for the pain of +separation, when the return is not embittered by the absence of any +familiar face. + +Three years, however, had worked some changes in those around him. +His mother was thinner, her eyes were dimmer, her nose appeared +sharper, and she was altogether a smaller person than he had left +her. His father was fatter, and his head more bald. His elder sister +had acquired an air which bespoke the spinster of a certain age. His +youngest sister was wonderfully improved: but it was Charlotte, the +fourth, in whom he perceived the greatest alteration. + +The very charming young man whose conversation Lady Cumberworth had +been so unwilling to interrupt, had at length made his proposals; and +Charlotte, whom her brother Frank remembered pale, and thin, and shy, +and dull, was grown rosy and blooming, with a peculiarly expressive +countenance, and singularly speaking eyes. + +The moment De Molton could draw his mother aside, he questioned her +concerning Lady Blanche; and from her he learned that the Falkinghams +were still in London, that Lady Blanche was still unmarried, and that +she was supposed to have lately refused a most excellent and worthy +man. + +De Molton's heart throbbed with joy which he did not attempt to conceal +from his mother; but the very hope, to which, in her tenderness, she +had not been able to resist ministering, alarmed her, now she witnessed +its excess, and she began to remind her son how impossible it was that +he should ever marry Lady Blanche, how improbable that the Falkinghams +should ever consent to such an union, and, even should they not oppose +it as strenuously as she anticipated, how impossible it was that he +should by any means muster an income sufficient to provide against +real, actual poverty. + +But Lady Cumberworth's prudential reasonings came too late. Her son had +made up his mind that honour and gratitude now demanded the same line +of conduct as that prompted by inclination, and he resolved if, upon +the first interview which he could obtain with Lady Blanche, he had +reason to believe he still held the same place in her affections, that +he would brave all the frowns of fortune, and gladly, gaily, gallantly +encounter any degree of poverty, provided she were willing to share it +with him: if she were not willing to do so, she could but refuse him. + +In vain did Lady Cumberworth use every argument she might have +recollected before she imprudently revived the hopes he had been +attempting to crush. De Molton, when once he had taken a resolution, +was immovable; and his mother, although frightened at what she had +assisted to bring about, could not help loving him the better for his +ardour, and her heart went with him, while she dreaded the reproaches +of others for having fomented what she ought to have repressed. + +De Molton left a card at Lord Falkingham's the day after his arrival. +On returning from the morning drive, Blanche found it upon the table, +and she could not entirely check a faint exclamation. Her mother looked +at her with a stern and reproachful, but melancholy glance, which +suddenly drove back the colour already mounting to her cheeks. She felt +ready to faint; but she was ashamed to show such emotion before one +whose feelings were so little in unison with her own, and by a strong +effort she mastered herself. She would have given the world had Lady +Falkingham spoken, even to reproach her. This chilling silence was more +awful, more subduing, than any words which could be uttered. + +She gladly seized the first excuse to retire to her own room, and +there to enjoy the delight of finding that her lover was in England, +safe, and faithful;--for she felt convinced he was faithful. She had +seen Lady Cumberworth only two days before. He was not then arrived. +His calling the very day after his return, before he had any printed +cards (for his name was only written, and, as she thought, written with +an unsteady hand), spoke volumes to her hopeful heart. + +They dined out on that day; and, after their dinner, were to proceed +to a party at which Blanche thought it possible she might meet the +Cumberworths, and, consequently, De Molton. + +If Lady Blanche's reputation for good manners had depended upon her +conduct on that memorable day, she would certainly have been reckoned +the least well-bred young lady who ever sat at "good men's feasts." +Three times did the master of the house ask her to drink wine before +she took any notice whatever of his request, and then she answered, +"Mutton, if you please." The servants were repeatedly obliged to touch +her sleeve with the silver dishes containing the _entrées_, before they +could induce her to turn round; and her next neighbour gave up the +point of leading her into anything like connected conversation; not, +however, till he had made many fruitless attempts to do so; for there +was an animation in her countenance, there was a fire in her eye, and a +blushing consciousness pervading her whole demeanour, which convinced +him it was not because she was either dull, or shy, or stupid, that it +was impossible to excite or to interest her. + +It was with infinite vexation that Lady Falkingham remarked all these +symptoms. Not a word was spoken during their drive from the dinner +to the party. She knew Blanche's frank nature, and she knew, if once +the ice was broken, she would speak boldly and strongly all that Lady +Falkingham least wished to hear. + +When they entered the assembly, the room was not full, and Blanche at +once saw that none of the Cumberworth family were there. Though she +ardently desired to see De Molton, yet she almost dreaded it. So many +eyes would be upon her, that she would willingly have postponed the +long-wished-for moment of meeting. + +The rooms began to fill. She fancied a likeness in the hair of this +man, in the forehead of another: but no; when the crowd allowed her to +see the rest of the face, it was not De Molton. + +At length the door opened wide, and she heard announced in a loud +voice, "Lady Cumberworth, the Miss De Moltons, and Captain De Molton." + +Every thing swam before her eyes: she could scarcely distinguish Lady +Cumberworth's delicate and fragile, though faded beauty, as she entered +the apartment followed by three fine handsome girls, all taller and +larger than their mother. Behind them all, she at length perceived +the stately figure of De Molton; his face bronzed,--yes, and oldened +too,--but there was the same look of feeling and of dignity, although +he seemed to wish to glide unperceived into the room till his eager and +inquiring glance had ascertained whether his long-loved Lady Blanche +was present. + +Their eyes met, and as instantly fell; but that one glance revealed +to each that, although so long separated, time had worked no change +in their feelings. In one second he was by her side--the crowd had +again closed in--Lady Blanche was seated while most of those around +were standing, and their meeting was more private than in many a less +crowded apartment. + +But Lady Falkingham was by her daughter's side; both felt her cold +and searching eyes upon them, and both were unable to utter. Lady +Falkingham, after a somewhat lofty recognition of De Molton, made nor +sign nor movement which could encourage him to seat himself; and he +stood before them, growing every moment more and more shy, and feeling +himself more inconveniently tall than ever he did before. + +Blanche, in a trembling voice, had asked him when he landed, and +inquired whether his voyage had been prosperous, to which questions +he had made some indistinct answers; when Lady Falkingham's attention +being for a moment withdrawn by some one on the other side, he asked +in a low voice whether he should find Lady Blanche at home the next +morning? She answered "she hoped so." + +"I must see you," he added; "but not here--not thus!" Lady Falkingham +turned round, and he hurried away, leaving Blanche in a confused state +of perfect happiness. + +He mingled among the crowd, and was soon overpowered with greetings +from numerous old acquaintances, and friendly congratulations upon his +safe return; but Lady Blanche was aware that his eye still turned +towards her, and that she was still in his thoughts. + +She was romantic; her heart was formed for love; while, for nearly +three years, her taste for the romantic, and the warmth of her +attachment, had been nearly deprived of aliment. Since her last +definitive conversation with Lord Glenrith, she had had no delicate +distresses, no interesting persecutions, no occurrences of any kind. +This very blank had, to a person of her disposition, been a greater +trial than any more active trial would have been. Perhaps it was one +which her constancy might not have stood, if her rejection of Lord +Glenrith had not caused her pride, as well as her feelings, to be +engaged in preserving an undeviating fidelity to her absent lover. Be +that as it may, the pleasure of again knowing herself beloved, of again +meeting eyes which beamed softly upon hers, of being once more engaged +in all the pleasing agitations of a love-affair, was inexpressibly +delightful. + +De Molton, on his part, returned home intoxicated with the rapturous +conviction that the beautiful, the admired Lady Blanche had for his +sake rejected many of the best matches in England; that among all the +temptations of the London world, and in spite of all the opposition +of her parents, she had enshrined his image in her heart of hearts. +The result was, that they were both desperately in love; and they both +wondered how they had endured existence during their long and hopeless +separation. + +The next morning, De Molton called at an unusually early hour; but +Lady Falkingham, as a measure of precaution, had ordered the servants +to say--'not at home,' and he was refused admittance. He bit his lips, +and retired from the door with a flushed brow, but a more lofty bearing +even than usual. He returned home to indite a long and passionate +epistle to Lady Blanche, as passionate as might be expected from a +man who had loved long, fervently and hopelessly; who felt himself +presumptuous in offering himself, yet was conscious that his effusions +would not meet a cold and disdainful eye, but that they were addressed +to one who fully returned his affection. + +At the same time he wrote to Lord Falkingham, giving a true and +undisguised account of his present situation and of his future +prospects; both of which were, it must be confessed, as unpromising +as can well be imagined. Yet, while he honestly detailed his own +unworthiness to match with such a person as Lady Blanche, there was +a proud humility pervading every line he wrote, which proved that, +although on the score of fortune he owned himself her inferior, he felt +conscious of being an honourable and high-minded man, her equal in +birth and situation, and one who would not brook being treated with any +want of consideration or respect. + +Blanche received his letter with unalloyed delight. She read over +and over again the glowing expressions of devotion it contained, and +resolved that nothing short of the positive commands of both parents +should prevent her returning such an answer as might reward De Molton +for all he had suffered on her account. + +With his letter in her hand, she hastened to her father's study, +in order to open the subject to him before her mother had had an +opportunity of influencing him against her wishes. + +"Papa," she said, "I have had a letter!" + +"So have I, my dear!" answered Lord Falkingham, who was sitting in his +leathern arm-chair, one foot on the fender, the other on a bar of the +grate, with one hand holding the open letter, with the other stroking +his eye-brows, as he often did when thinking deeply and unpleasantly. + +"Papa, mine is from Captain De Molton," and she coloured a little,--but +it was only a little; for she was resolved, and not trembling. She knew +her father was aware of her attachment; and she did not experience the +confusion attendant on the first confession of a budding preference. + +"So is mine," rejoined Lord Falkingham, "and very distressing it +is. Take it and read it, my dear Blanche, and you will perceive +that, knowing as I do how completely you return Captain De Molton's +affection, it is a communication which must exceedingly distress a +father's feelings!" + +Blanche's countenance fell: she seized the letter; she fancied there +must be some difficulty, some objection on his part, to which he had +not alluded in his letter to her, and she devoured each line with +her eyes, dwelling with delight upon the expressions of devotion to +herself, on the impossibility he had experienced to drive her from his +mind; she admired the noble pride which pervaded the whole; she fully +appreciated the candour with which he entered upon the subject of his +poverty; and quickly glancing over the sums specified as his younger +brother's fortune, the amount of his pay, &c., as topics in which she +had no interest, and which were "papa's affair," she returned the +letter to her father with a pleased and animated countenance. "What +a beautiful letter, papa! There is nobody the least like him; nobody +so noble, so true, so constant!" and she clasped her hands earnestly; +"and I know, papa, you value such qualities a thousand times more than +riches!" + +"Yes, my child, more than riches; but they will not do instead of a +competency. You have been brought up in luxury, and you are very little +calculated to make a poor man's wife." + +"Oh, papa! you know that Lord Glenrith's splendour did not gratify +me the least. You know how indifferent I was to the diamonds; that I +never felt the least wish for his wife's beautiful _trousseau_, which +all the world was admiring; nor for the long-tailed roan horses; nor +for anything of the sort. I could be happy without those things; but, +papa, I could not--no, I could not live with a husband I did not +love:" she spoke with strong emotion: "and I never shall love any one +except Captain De Molton. So, if you forbid me to think of him, you +may rest assured I shall never marry as long as I live. I have proved +this is not a girlish fancy. It may be a first love; but it is not the +contemptible first love of every young lady which you and mamma despise +so much." + +"Would to Heaven it were!" exclaimed Lord Falkingham. "Blanche, you +make me very unhappy, for I see nothing before you but a choice of +evils; no happiness, or much unhappiness." + +"No, papa! not unhappiness. People cannot be unhappy when they are +truly attached, and when they are together. And indeed ours is a true +attachment. It has stood the test of time and of absence. It has +conquered all difficulties. If it was the passing fancy people can +be laughed out of, I should have been cured long ago. If I could not +forget Captain De Molton when I was uncertain whether he remembered +me or not, shall I forget him now, when I find that, among strangers, +in foreign lands, in another hemisphere, he has thought of me, and +me only; when, added to my admiration of his character, I must feel +gratitude for his constancy?" + +"This is very perplexing," rejoined Lord Falkingham; "I wish the fellow +was not so very poor. He is an honest, straightforward gentleman, +though: he has no humbug about him: he does not try to make the best of +himself." + +Blanche smiled through her tears, and looked up at her father with such +a proud exulting tenderness at hearing him speak in these terms of De +Molton, that his heart was touched, and, kissing her forehead, he said, +"Well, my child, I will do my best. If he can get his father to assist +him, and if we can make up anything like an income----" + +"Remember, I despise riches, dear papa; I hate the very name of money." + +"Yes, my love, yes; and so do a great many other people, who want the +things which cannot be got without money, as much as their neighbours +do. Well! I will see De Molton; I will talk to him." + +At this moment Lady Falkingham entered. Blanche felt a little alarmed +at having first flown to her father in the tumult of her joy; but +still she was glad her father was not to receive his first impressions +upon the subject from her mother. Lady Falkingham looked surprised at +finding father and daughter together, with evident traces of agitation +visible on both their countenances. Lord Falkingham began:-- + +"My dear, I have just received this letter, and I have been talking to +Blanche very seriously upon the subject." + +Lady Blanche was grateful to her father for so wording his sentence +that it might almost seem as if he had sent for her; for she now felt +that Lady Falkingham might be hurt, and perhaps with some reason, at +her first impulse having brought her to her father, rather than to her +mother, upon such an occasion. Lord Falkingham dwelt upon the serious +manner in which he had spoken to his daughter; for he knew his wife +would disapprove of his having allowed her to hope there was any chance +of his ultimate approbation. + +Lady Falkingham took the letter, and after having perused its contents +with an unmoved countenance, she returned it, merely saying,-- + +"I think Captain De Molton is as presumptuous a young man as I ever +heard of. He cannot surely expect that Lady Blanche De Vaux is to +follow him in the baggage-waggon." + +The colour forsook Blanche's cheek, but the next moment it rushed +again to her face, and her eyes flashed at hearing De Molton thus +spoken of. The few words her father had said in approbation of his +conduct had justified and sanctioned to her own mind her resolution +to abide by him through all opposition. Her father thought him noble +in soul, and worthy in character; he found no objection to him but +the want of contemptible worldly advantages; and she felt it was both +generous and consistent to persevere in her devotion. + +Lord Falkingham, having once said he admired the manly candour of +De Molton's letter, was not disposed to agree with his wife; and +the severity of her remark made him adopt the side of the lovers +more decidedly than he might otherwise have done. "Nay, my dear," he +answered, "there is nothing presumptuous in the manner in which he +offers himself. He speaks most humbly of his own situation." + +"It is the pride that apes humility. The very fact of proposing, is +presumption in itself." + +"It might be, if he did not know that Blanche was in love with him; +but as he cannot doubt that fact, I must say I think the young man has +acted very properly in offering himself. We should think him cold and +calculating if he did otherwise." + +"Certainly, if a girl throws herself at a man's head, proclaiming her +attachment to the sound of the trumpet, and making her _belle passion_ +the talk of the town, it alters the case. I once thought it impossible +a daughter of mine should ever so degrade herself. But Blanche has long +been beyond my control." + +Blanche was so indignant for De Molton, that, although deeply hurt +at what her mother said, she was not softened, and did not weep, as +she would otherwise have done. She had always fancied that if Lady +Falkingham had known more of De Molton, she would have perceived his +superiority to the rest of mankind; that, like Lady Westhope, she would +have admitted that he was formed to captivate the heart of woman, even +while she condemned the marriage as imprudent: but now that her mother +had read this touching and manly effusion, this epistle breathing the +very soul of honour and of loyalty to the lady of his love, she was +indeed astonished, disappointed, and mortified, at finding her still +unmoved; and for a time her heart shut itself up from one parent, while +it opened to the other. + +"I think the best thing I can do," resumed Lord Falkingham, "is to have +some conversation with Lord Cumberworth, and see whether it is possible +to arrange anything." + +"It is utterly impossible Lord Cumberworth can ever make Captain De +Molton a fit match for Blanche." + +"But the girl says she can never marry anybody she does not love, and +that she can never love anybody except Captain De Molton." + +"She has never tried," rejoined Lady Falkingham: "from the moment she +so foolishly rejected Lord Glenrith she has wilfully fostered her silly +predilection for this interesting penniless captain, though she has +seen how miserable her infatuation has made me. If she had not nurtured +it by every means in her power, it would have died away like other +young ladies' first loves." + +There was a contemptuous expression thrown into these last words, which +roused all the heroine in Blanche. + +"Mamma," she said, "I am very sorry I have made you unhappy; I am very +sorry to have given my father any uneasiness; but it is not in my power +to command my feelings. I can tell Captain De Molton that I will never +marry him without your consent; but I can never cease to love him, nor +can I ever love another. How can you say I have not tried to please +you, and to obey you! Did I not accept Lord Glenrith, and have I ever +ceased to repent having done so? If you command it, I will now refuse +Captain De Molton; but when I do so, I cannot attempt to conceal from +him that my affections are wholly his, that they have been his during +three years of absence, and that they will be his as long as I live." + +"You see, my dear, that you will not manage Blanche in this way. The +truth is, the girl is desperately in love, and we must try to make the +best of it." + +Blanche was glad that her father at length treated her attachment +with some respect, but she would greatly have preferred the phrase +'irrevocably attached,' to 'desperately in love.' + +"Indeed, Lord Falkingham, if you encourage your daughter in these +high-flown notions, there is no use in my interfering, and I must make +up my mind to seeing her a beggar, and an unhappy beggar; for Blanche +is not formed to struggle with poverty; she has been accustomed to +every indulgence; every wish, every fancy has hitherto been gratified. +No young lady thinks it more indispensable to be perfectly well +dressed, no one is more alive to any want of refinement in those with +whom she lives. I know my own child; she will never be happy in the +style, and among the associates to whom she wilfully dooms herself." + +Lady Falkingham wept, but her tears were not all tenderness; some +anger, some mortification were mixed with the feeling which prompted +them to flow. + +Blanche felt all this, without knowing that she felt it, and was +somewhat shocked at her own want of filial piety in not being more +touched by the tears her mother shed over her. + +This most unpleasant family colloquy ended by Lord Falkingham's writing +to Lord Cumberworth to request an interview, and by the mother and +daughter returning to the drawing-room, with less cordiality between +them than is usual in modern days, when mothers are oftener over +indulgent, than over severe. + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + Je demeurai étourdie, muette, et confuse; ce qui étiat signe que + j'étais charmée. + + Marivaux. + +Blanche's life had not of late been a happy one, and in addition to the +natural wish of being united to the object of her love, she experienced +considerable anxiety to change her present mode of existence; and +having candidly avowed to her parents that she would not attempt to +conceal the state of her affections from De Molton, and having received +from them no prohibition to answer his letter, she retired to her own +room to indite a suitable reply. + +She longed to be alone, and at length to communicate freely with the +person who had so long been master of her affections. She spread the +paper before her, she dipped the pen in the ink; and when she had +thus prepared herself, she found herself totally at a loss what to +say. She was going to write a love-letter:--how ought she to begin? +She had written, "Dear Captain De Molton:" she thought it looked very +common-place and cold; and she did not know how to proceed. It was +true they had been long and faithfully attached, but they had seen very +little of each other. Not more than half a dozen words of love had ever +passed between them, and those had passed three years before, so that +there were no habits of intimacy; and now it came to the point, she +felt inexpressibly shy at the thoughts of confessing her love in words +addressed to the object of it. + +If a man is doubtful of the success of his suit, he should never +propose by letter. It is very easy to write the kindest, the +civilest, the prettiest, refusal in the world; whereas a gentle and +good-natured, or a timid person, finds it always difficult to utter, +in plain distinct words, to a man's face, "I do not like you; you +are disagreeable to me." The hesitation produced by the difficulty +of couching such sentiments in pretty language may be construed into +encouragement: silence is proverbially consent; and a woman may easily +become entangled, in cases where the feeling on her part does not +amount to positive dislike. + +Blanche's epistle would, to the eyes of the indifferent, have appeared +a very stupid, ill-written letter. It was formal at first: as it +proceeded it almost too plainly expressed the warmth of her attachment; +she then professed her determination to abide by the decision of her +parents. In short it was not consistent,--it was not in keeping; but +De Molton thought it perfect. He perceived ardent feelings struggling +with maiden modesty and filial obedience, and he thought the eloquence +displayed in it might render it worthy a place among the effusions of a +Sappho or an Heloise. + +The next morning Lord Cumberworth waited upon Lord Falkingham. He did +not like the idea of the marriage, for he feared he should be expected +to make some sacrifices for his son's happiness, and he was not a man +who was fond of making sacrifices. He had, however, an unfailing and +excellent excuse for never doing anything he disliked, in the number of +other sons and daughters who had an equal claim upon his parental care +and tenderness,--a tenderness which consisted in imperturbable good +humour, and in allowing them all the run of the house. + +The two fathers were slightly acquainted; and Lord Cumberworth, seating +himself with an easy air by the fire, rubbed his hands several times +up and down his shins, and at length said with a half smile and a shake +of the head, "My dear Lord, this is a sad business of my son's and your +daughter's; I am very sorry for it, upon my soul!" + +Lord Falkingham felt that he had more reason to regret it than Lord +Cumberworth, inasmuch as Blanche would have twelve thousand pounds +at his death, and De Molton would only come in for the eleventh part +of fifty thousand pounds at his father's death; inasmuch as Lord +Falkingham was an earl, and Lord Cumberworth only a baron. He looked a +little awful, and replied, + +"Your Lordship cannot regret the circumstance more than I do." + +"I have done my utmost to prevent it; I have told him from his boyhood +that a man is never undone till he is married. Just before he sailed, +I said, 'Frank, my boy, remember peril by marriage is the worst peril +a man can fall into.' But, as they say, every one must buy his own +experience; and when young people have taken a fancy into their heads, +we cannot preach them out of it. We cannot put old heads on young +shoulders, as you have found with your daughter, my Lord." + +Lord Falkingham did not half like hearing Lord Cumberworth speak as if +Blanche was as resolute in her predilection as her lover was in his, +though it might be perfectly true that she was so. + +"My daughter places herself in my hands, and has no idea of disobeying +my commands." Lord Cumberworth slightly elevated his eye-brows, and the +expression of his countenance did not betoken that he participated in +Lord Falkingham's reliance on his daughter's submission. "But as I know +her happiness is deeply concerned in this affair, I am anxious to do +every thing in my power to forward hers and Captain De Molton's wishes." + +Lord Cumberworth's countenance brightened: he did not exactly know how +strictly Lord Falkingham's property was entailed upon his nephew, and +he drew his chair nearer to Lord Falkingham, hoping that his son was +going to make a better match than he had been aware of. + +"That is exactly what I say; as their happiness is concerned, poor +young things, parents should strain a point, rather than see their +children pine, and pine, as poor Lady Blanche has done." + +This was unpleasant to Lord Falkingham's pride and his delicacy: he +instinctively pushed his chair back as many inches as Lord Cumberworth +had advanced his. The good-humoured, but unrefined father of De Molton +was totally unsuspicious that he had at all offended, but on the +contrary flattered himself he was cleverly pushing his son's interests. +"After all, what do any of us wish but to see our children happy? I am +sure there is nothing I would not do that was compatible with my means." + +"You are aware," resumed Lord Falkingham, "that my estates are all +entailed upon my nephew; but my personal property will be equally +divided among my four daughters, so that I shall be able to leave +to each twelve thousand pounds at my death. This sum I will give to +Blanche upon her marriage; and if you will make up Captain De Molton's +income equal to the interest of her fortune, I will consent to their +union, although by so doing I believe I am acting the part of a weakly +indulgent, rather than of a truly kind father." + +Lord Cumberworth's countenance fell. He had imagined--he scarcely knew +what; and although nothing could be more fair than Lord Falkingham's +proposal, it fell infinitely short of what he had expected, and he +found himself not only unwilling, but unable, to do what was required +of him. + +De Molton had hitherto lived upon his pay and an additional 100_l._ per +annum from his father. Lord Cumberworth was very little prepared to +make such an addition to the 100_l._ per annum, and replied evasively, +"that he would do all in his power,--but that he had duties towards +his other children,--that he could not exactly say,--that he would +communicate with his man of business,--that his daughter Charlotte's +marriage, and the expenses attendant upon it, did not render him +just then very flush of money, &c. &c." In short, he took his leave, +somewhat disappointed with Lord Falkingham, while the impression he +left upon Lord Falkingham's mind was by no means a favourable one. + +Meanwhile, Lady Cumberworth, who could not endure to witness the +state of nervous excitement and agitation in which her darling Frank +paced the floor of her boudoir, resolved she would herself seek Lady +Falkingham. She felt sure she could so work upon her womanly and +maternal feelings as to win her over to the side of the lovers. She +accordingly ordered her carriage, and soon after Lord Cumberworth's +return from his momentous interview with Lord Falkingham, she found +herself at the same door. + +She did not inquire if Lady Falkingham was at home, but sending in her +card, she desired the servant to take it at once to his lady, and to +ask if she could see her for a few minutes. + +By this means she effected her entrance; but Lady Falkingham was +exceedingly annoyed at what she deemed an unwarrantable intrusion, and +was disposed to think Lady Cumberworth, who was the most humble and the +meekest of her sex, a pushing, obtrusive person. + +Lady Cumberworth was somewhat abashed when she entered; for although +she had worked up her courage to take this step by reminding herself +that Lady Falkingham was universally allowed to be a most exemplary +mother, and that therefore she must surely understand, and sympathize +with the maternal feelings of another, she could not quite shake off +the impression produced by Lady Falkingham's constant avoidance of +herself. + +Lady Falkingham was alone, and received her with the most awful +perfection of good-breeding. The gentle, the kind, the unsuspicious +Lady Cumberworth felt chilled; but she thought of her son's care-worn +face, and she found resolution to open the subject. "She was sure +that Lady Falkingham's own tenderness for her daughter would plead +her excuse for intruding upon her: that her son's peace of mind was +so completely involved in the event which was then pending, that she +could not withstand the temptation of seeking Lady Falkingham, and +of pleading his cause. She was fully aware that her Frank was by no +means worthy in point of fortune and situation to match with Lady +Blanche; but that still, in point of character and disposition, he was +so perfect, so kind--so dutiful a son! so affectionate a brother! so +excellent in all the relationships of life!--that if personal qualities +could make up for the absence of worldly advantages, he was not +unworthy of any good fortune." + +Lady Falkingham listened with stately politeness, and when Lady +Cumberworth paused, she answered: "that she had no doubt his mother's +account of his moral perfections was perfectly just, but she feared +these qualities would not provide the conveniences of life. She +regretted, as much as Lady Cumberworth herself could do, the necessity +of attending to such paltry considerations; yet, as the world was now +constituted, it was impossible to disregard them." + +"But, dear Lady Falkingham, surely anything is better than that two +young creatures should die of broken hearts!" + +"If young people regulated their feelings, we should not hear of such +unreasonable proceedings." + +"But in youth the feelings are strong, and the reason is not matured. +We have all been young; we all know----" + +"Certainly--I also have been young; and therefore I know that in youth, +as well as in maturity, it is possible to take reason, rather than +impulse, for our guide." + +Lady Falkingham had never deviated for a moment, in principle, +inclination, or practice, from the strictest line of prudence and +propriety. Lady Cumberworth thought of her own early love, and of its +tragic ending, and ardently wished to preserve her child, and the +object of his love, from the blight which had passed over her own young +days. In the warmth of her feelings she could not help saying: "You +have been a fortunate woman, Lady Falkingham! If you had known what +it is to give the whole treasure of your young affections to one only +object, and to be deprived of that object for ever, you would pause +before you doomed anything you loved to such a fate! It is hard to bear +when the deprivation comes from the hand of Heaven; how much more hard +if from the hand of man!" + +Lady Falkingham did not reply. The deep tone of emotion with which +Lady Cumberworth spoke, made her unwilling to maintain her own side of +the argument; neither could she be brought to allow the expediency of +Blanche's marrying Captain De Molton. + +At this moment, Blanche accidentally entered the room. She started +at seeing Lady Cumberworth, but approached her with a glowing, +blushing countenance. Lady Cumberworth, whose feelings were excited +by her previous conversation, received her with open arms, embraced +her tenderly, and burst into tears. Blanche, surprised, delighted, +overpowered, returned her caresses with corresponding emotion. Lady +Falkingham sat by, provoked to see how everything conspired to bring +about the dreaded union, and somewhat jealous of her daughter's sudden +tenderness for a stranger. + +The following day a second interview took place between the fathers, in +which Lord Falkingham ascertained, through a profusion of fine words, +that Lord Cumberworth either could not, or would not, do anything more +to assist his son in making up an income; and Lord Falkingham thought +it his duty to inform his daughter, that she must in good earnest exert +herself to conquer her attachment,--that the marriage was impossible. + +Lady Falkingham looked triumphant. Lady Blanche gave way to utter +despair. She wept, she was in hysterics; she would not leave her +room; she fretted herself really ill; physicians were sent for, +draughts prescribed. Even Lady Falkingham began to be alarmed, and was +unremitting in her attentions. But these attentions did not relieve +or soothe Blanche's perturbed spirit. Her mother had never attempted +by kindness to win her from her imprudent attachment, and she had +completely failed in ridiculing her out of it. The consequence was, +that she had lost all influence over her mind, and much of that which +she had possessed over her affections. + +De Molton of course heard of Blanche's illness. He wandered about the +neighbouring streets; he inquired twenty times a day at the door; and +at length, upon hearing that Lady Blanche was considered worse, and +that a new physician had been called in to a consultation, he sent a +message to Lord Falkingham, to implore one moment's conversation. + +Lord Falkingham was uneasy and confounded at the serious aspect of +his daughter's illness, and was beginning to think anything was +preferable to the present state of affairs. De Molton was admitted, and +a passionate appeal on his part did not meet with an absolute refusal. +The matter was again renewed; Blanche was allowed to hope--her health +rallied surprisingly, and in the course of three or four days she was +able to descend to the drawing-room, and there to receive De Molton as +her plighted lover, her affianced husband. + +And now did they at length enjoy many delightful tête-à-têtes; and so +fully were they engaged in detailing to each other all the sorrows and +fears, doubts, anxieties and sufferings of their years of separation, +that they had little time to talk over, or to arrange their plans for +the future. They had both been duly warned what were their prospects. +Even the tender Lady Cumberworth had told them that they must not +expect to possess all the blessings of this world; that as they would +be rich in that which seemed to her the greatest of all earthly ones, +mutual affection, they must make up their minds to be happy without +others. Lord Cumberworth repeated, "Remember, Frank, there are twelve +of you: I cannot rob my other children:"--which meant, "I do not mean +to give up any of my own comforts for you." Lord Falkingham said +everything that was reasonable and kind, and at the same time provided +them with a plain travelling-carriage, with all that is useful and +necessary in the way of plate, and with as much household linen as +would be advisable for people who must change their abode as often as +their regiment changed its quarters. Lady Falkingham, who had been too +much terrified by Blanche's despair and her illness actively to oppose +the marriage, contented herself with shaking her head mournfully, and +with secretly detesting her future son-in-law: but she spared Blanche +many of the home truths and useful severities, which might have been +of much service had they been duly attended to, but which, under the +present circumstances, might have been productive of no good effect. + +Blanche and De Molton, however, acquiesced in the truth of all that +was urged by their other relations and friends, and declared, with +the utmost sincerity, their contempt for filthy lucre; a contempt +unconditionally expressed by Blanche, but by De Molton in more measured +terms, as considering it unworthy to be put into a competition with the +affections of the heart. + +Immediately after their marriage, they were to repair to a very pretty +villa belonging to a friend of Lord Cumberworth's; after which they +were to pay several visits; and towards the autumn they were to join De +Molton's regiment, which was quartered in one of the most lovely parts +of Devonshire. + +As they had no house of their own, there was no need to procure +furniture. Lord Falkingham had already provided plate and linen; Lady +Falkingham of course selected the _trousseau_; presents of all kinds +flocked in from the numerous connexions of both families,--presents +which, as they were known to be poor, were all intended to be useful: +china ink-stands--Sèvres ornaments for chimneypieces--buhl clocks, and +beautiful dressing boxes, with cut-glass bottles, mounted in silver +gilt! + +Nothing could exceed the happiness of the lovers,--nothing could exceed +their gratitude to their friends for their considerate kindness; and +Blanche felt how preferable were these tokens of affection, to the +Glenrith diamonds, which she had received so coldly. + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + Lordly gallants, tell me this: + Though my safe content you weigh not, + In your greatness what one bliss + Have you gain'd, that I enjoy not? + + You have honours, you have wealth,-- + I have peace, and I have health; + All the day I merry make, + And at night no care I take. + + George Wither. + +The honeymoon was spent at Sir Frederick Vyneton's villa; whose +man-cook and whole establishment were devoted to the new-married +couple, while the good-natured proprietor was making a tour in the Low +Countries. + +When Captain and Lady Blanche De Molton entered the dark-green +travelling chariot which Lord Falkingham had given them, and drove from +the portico of Sir Frederick Vyneton's villa, on their way to Cransley +to pass a fortnight with the Westhopes, Lady Blanche exclaimed, "How +strange it is that there should exist people who can sell themselves +for money, or for an establishment! Should we be happier, Frank, if +we possessed the mines of Golconda, than we are now?" She threw her +beaming eyes upon him with an expression of joyous tenderness which +made him indeed feel himself the happiest of men; yet he trembled to +think how little she knew the details of that poverty with which he was +already acquainted, although only in the limited degree experienced +by a single man, whose wants, and consequently whose privations, are +merely personal. + +"Dearest Blanche," he replied, "you know nothing of poverty yet. Repeat +what you have just said, two years hence, and I shall indeed esteem +myself the most blessed of human beings. I hold it a matter of duty +and of conscience to live within one's means whatever they may be; and +if, when you really have learned what is the life of a soldier's wife, +you still say you despise worldly wealth, I shall be happier--yes, +still happier--than I am at this moment; for I now feel as if you had +engaged yourself in a fate you are not prepared for. But I have warned +you, dearest Blanche--I have not won you under false pretences!" + +"We shall see," replied Blanche, smilingly. "I think I am made for +a poor man's wife; for nobody can more heartily detest everything +appertaining to pomp and splendour, and that odious thing called money." + +Blanche expected a rapturous glance of gratitude from De Molton, and +was surprised at hearing him sigh. The truth was, they knew little +of each other's dispositions when they became irrevocably engaged. +Blanche was warm, enthusiastic, inconsiderate; she followed her +impulses, without looking forward beyond the present moment. De +Molton was not without enthusiasm, but his was of a more thoughtful +and serious cast. A high notion of honour was in him paramount to all +other considerations. It enabled him to leave Paris when he found his +friend was in love with Blanche,--it enabled him to quit England when +he discovered that she was in love with himself,--it enabled him to +stay in India while there was any military duty to be performed,--it +prompted him to throw himself at her feet when he found her still free, +although by so doing he scarcely hoped for anything but a contemptuous +refusal on the part of her parents. It now made him resolve that his +love for his beautiful wife should not lead him into any expenses which +his limited income could not meet; and that, however painful he might +find it to see her deprived of the luxuries to which she had been +accustomed, he would never be tempted to run into debt, or to be a +burthen upon his father, who was neither able nor willing to assist him. + +But when he made this resolution, he did not look forward with unmixed +pleasure to installing her in the temporary home which he should +be able to procure for her, near M * * *. She watched the serious +expression of his countenance; and she admired that expression, though +she wished at this moment to dispel it;--nor was it long before she +succeeded in driving away all traces of care from his countenance. + +Several agreeable visits succeeded that to Cransley; and at last, when +they approached the neighbourhood of M * * *, he left her for a few +days at the house of a cousin, while he preceded her to his quarters, +for the purpose of preparing some comfortable habitation for her +reception. + +He was fortunate enough to find a very pretty cottage, with a veranda +and a garden, to be let, within a mile of the town. He arranged the +furniture so as to make it look as little like a lodging-house as +possible; he unpacked all the presents which had, at a considerable +expense, been forwarded to M * * *; and before Blanche joined him, he +had so disposed the buhl clock, the ink-stands, the paper-cutters, the +letter-pressers, the Persian table-covers, and the low, luxurious, +well-cushioned arm-chair which Lady Cumberworth insisted should form +part of the camp equipage, as to give the room a look of home. + +De Molton hastened to receive Blanche at the door, and ushered her, +with more complacency and satisfaction than he had anticipated, through +the narrow entrance, into the treillaged drawing-room. + +It was a lovely evening! The flowers had not yet all faded,--the little +garden was bright in the western sun. The view was enchanting!--rich +varieties of luxuriant trees clothed the undulating slope to the +sea-shore, and the clear blue sea, at a little distance, which from +their elevated situation reflected to their eye the azure of the +heavens, formed as it were a background to the wooded bank. + +Blanche was enchanted. "How lovely, how beautiful! Oh, what are +castles, halls, abbeys, parks, or palaces, to such a home as this, with +the person one loves?" + +De Molton was indeed happy--too happy for utterance. A tear gathered +in his eye, which he was almost ashamed should be seen even by his +wife,--and yet he could not avert his eyes from hers when she looked +up so tenderly in his face. He gently drew her arm within his own, and +they walked forth to enjoy in the fulness of their hearts the beauties +of nature, and the delight of enjoying them together. + +Thanks to the snow-white table-cloth, the handsome plate, the +presents of Lord Falkingham; the pretty dinner service, that of Lord +Cumberworth; the lovely dessert service, that of Lady Cumberworth; the +cut-glass bottles, that of the eldest Miss De Molton; the tea-things, +that of Miss M. De Molton; the breakfast-things, that of Miss J. De +Molton; the silver urn, that of one of Blanche's married sisters; and +the silver coffee-pot, that of another; the first four-and-twenty +hours of Blanche's life as the mistress of her own house, passed in a +state of rapture and of constant exclamations at the uselessness and +contemptibility of money. + +She forgot that she was all this time enjoying money's worth, and +that indifference to worldly advantages is not put to the test while +a person possesses every luxury, every elegance, though on a small +scale,--at the moment of all others, too, when married lovers wish only +for the enjoyment of each other's society. + +One of the soldiers, who had been trained by De Molton to act as his +valet, served as footman. His horses were, of course, taken care of in +the barracks; and as he had a gig, they were able to drive every day +in different directions, exploring new parts of the delightful country +around. Blanche's life was a day-dream of delight--her rich hazel +eyes sparkled with feeling and gaiety--her rosy lips smiled joyously +whenever De Molton entered the room: to her + + "This earth was all one beautiful dream." + +Still, De Molton felt that Blanche had not steadily and dispassionately +weighed the advantages and disadvantages of their present situation, +and that it was not with a thorough knowledge of what she was +undertaking that she had made choice of poverty with him. + +Too much reliance must not be placed on those who, having never had a +wish ungratified in the way of worldly conveniences, profess to despise +them. If those who have already experienced privation deliberately +form a poor marriage, we may conclude that they will know how to abide +by the selection they have made, and we need not anticipate for them +mortification and disappointment. + +De Molton, from his early youth, had had many opportunities of seeing +the real details of a married officer's life; and though, for the sake +of the woman he loved, he gladly encountered the difficulties which +he knew awaited him, he was thoroughly aware what they were, and he +regretted that she should be exposed to them. He almost trembled at her +exuberant happiness, knowing that he might not always procure for her +a pretty cottage orné in the neighbourhood of his barracks, and that +they should not always be quartered in so cheap a country as Devonshire. + +He would rather have seen her more soberly contented; and when she, +proud as it were of being so happy, looked towards him for applause, +she was half-mortified at the flatness with which her unworldly +sentiments were received. + +These sentiments were not so frequently expressed as the season +advanced. The flowers were all gone; the little garden was very damp; +the veranda kept out the sun, and the windows did not keep out the +wind; the roof did not always exclude the rain; and black beetles +abounded on the ground floor, and sometimes a stray one mounted to the +bed-rooms. The walks were muddy, the drives were windy, the trees had +lost their foliage, and the chimneys smoked. + +One evening, as they left the little dining-room, and entered the small +drawing-room, they were half-stifled with smoke.--"Oh, dearest Frank! +make haste and open the window, or we shall be smothered." But the +window was a French window, and the wind set that way. There was no +fastening it open so as not to run the risk of breaking it, or letting +in a perfect hurricane. They agreed to open door, and window, and to +return to the dining-room till the atmosphere was once more fit for +respiration. + +This desirable result was soon accomplished, as small rooms are +soon filled with smoke, soon cleared, soon warmed, and soon cooled. +Accordingly, when they re-entered their snug apartment, they might as +well have established themselves under the veranda, for any benefit +they derived from the fire, which was only now beginning to burn. "This +is the only objection to small rooms!" exclaimed Lady Blanche. "If one +keeps the doors shut, they become oppressively hot; and if one opens a +door or a window, they are as cold as if they had never been inhabited." + +"It is very true indeed," rejoined De Molton: "shall I fetch you a +shawl, dearest Blanche?" + +"Thank you, dearest Frank, I think it would be comfortable:" and she +drew her chair close to the fire, and placed her feet upon the fender, +when a great puff of black smoke turned back from the chimney, as if to +fly in her face. She quickly pushed back her chair. "How stupid that +Devonshire girl is--she always will heap the grate with small coals. +Surely a housemaid's business is to know how to light a fire!" + +"It is, indeed; but I am afraid a raw Devonshire girl is not likely to +be an accomplished housemaid." And De Molton hastened out of the room +to seek his dear Blanche's shawl. + +"Now, Frank, you must read to me while I work: that will be so +comfortable! and I have a great deal of work to do. I shall show you +what a good poor man's wife I am!" She took out of her delicate ivory +work-box a small cap of tiny dimensions, which she was beginning to +embroider with the most intricate patterns. + +De Molton looked really pleased, and smiled upon her with the gentle +sentimental smile which had always appeared so bewitching. + +The room became warmer, the fire clearer; the shawl was very tenderly +arranged by De Molton himself; and they sat down to pass a comfortable, +domestic, and rational evening. + +"What book shall I read to you?" inquired De Molton. "Some of your own +youthful library, which your mother so kindly sent after us?" + +"Oh no! I know all those books by heart; but you have some of your own +upon that shelf. I dare say they will be quite new to me." + +"I dare say they will, dearest, for they are all upon military tactics, +engineering, and fortification,--Vauban, Coehorn, and Jomini, &c." + +"Oh, that will never do," rejoined Blanche. "But there are some novels +from the circulating library at M * * *, which I have not yet looked +at. I dare say that you will find something to amuse, though it may not +instruct us." + +He turned over the volumes--the usual trash of a country town +library--Lady Evelinas and Altendorfs, and Cecilias and Mortimers, +Albertinas and Ildelheims, Eleanoras and Miraldinis, by the dozen. They +attempted one or two, but could not proceed beyond the first three +pages. + +"Dearest Frank, why would you not subscribe to a London library, as I +begged you to do? You see these books are not readable." + +"The expense of the carriage, dear Blanche, as well as that of the +original subscription, made me very unwilling to do so. Moreover, even +the London libraries do not supply one with very good books, when one +is at such a distance in the country." + +"Well! we will return these horrors, and you shall see what you can +procure to-morrow. By the by, do send for the mason, or the bricklayer, +or whoever the man may be, who does chimneys, and let him try to +prevent the smoke. Look, again! now we have had fresh coals." + +"I will send about it to-morrow; but I am afraid we shall not be able +to effect much good in a lodging-house." + +The next day "the man who did chimneys" came, and he proposed new +setting the grate, contracting the sides, and altering the flue. +Blanche said, by all means, if these measures would secure the absence +of smoke. De Molton inquired what would be the cost of the alteration, +and found that it would be nearly a third of the house-rent for the +year. He paused, dismissed the man, and explained to Blanche, that as +they were to pay her father and mother a visit in the spring, and as +a great part of the winter was over, and as they would probably be +quartered in some different part of the world the following winter, it +would not be wise to spend much money upon this chimney; and he advised +their sitting in the dining-room when the wind happened to blow from +the smoky quarter. + +To this she assented, but it was with an effort; and she evidently +did so, to prove that she was indeed the good poor man's wife she had +professed to be. + +Colonel Jones, the colonel of the regiment, and his wife, on their +return from a short absence among their friends, waited upon Lady +Blanche. As she could not, in this remote corner of the world, enjoy +the best society, Blanche would much have preferred living in complete +seclusion. But De Molton, who thought any slackness on their part would +be a want of attention from an inferior to a superior officer, did not +allow her to put off the visit of propriety. + +The weather was fine, though cold; and they walked to call on Colonel +and Mrs. Jones, who lived in the town, close to the barracks. + +As they entered the door, their noses were assailed by the smell of +roast mutton and rice pudding; and they were ushered into a dark +two-windowed country-town drawing-room, with a dirty green paper, and +a high dado, which had once been painted white; while remarkably smart +bell-ropes rendered the dinginess of the rest more conspicuous from the +contrast. + +Nine rosy children and the governess were seated at dinner; Mrs. Jones +officiating as carver, and the head nurse assisting the youngest to +guide its food safely to its mouth. A smell of pudding and of small +beer pervaded the apartment, and greatly annoyed Lady Blanche. + +De Molton introduced her to the Colonel's lady, who, relinquishing the +carving knife to the governess, retired from the scene of action to the +sofa with Lady Blanche, and apologised for her children being so late +at dinner, saying, "The colonel had taken the boys out with him to see +the itinerant menagerie in the market-place, and had kept them beyond +their usual dinner-hour; or else," she continued, "I always make it a +point to be fit to be seen at visiting hours, for when one lives in the +world, one can never tell who may drop in." + +The little Joneses, who, having always lived "in the world," were +not shy, and were not more awed by the De Moltons than by Mr. and +Mrs. M'Vining, or Mr. and Mrs. Green, or any of the other misters and +mistresses who "dropped in," proceeded with their repast somewhat +noisily: they were healthy, and there were nine of them! + +Blanche could hardly hear herself speak, but she was too well-bred to +be fine; and she contrived to look as if she heard all Mrs. Jones said, +and as if she was quite accustomed to noisy children and clattering +plates. + +Dinner was over; grace was said in French by the eldest girl; they rose +simultaneously; and, after being kissed by their mamma, were dismissed +to have their faces washed, and their brown holland pinafores taken +off, preparatory to the afternoon walk. + +Mrs. Jones was an excellent woman, who was devoted to her domestic +duties, and she considered the whole proceeding as so completely in the +common course of things, that she made no apologies; and was so far +from being distressed or annoyed by the bustle, the ferment, and the +clatter, that she was scarcely aware a noise had existed, or that when +the door closed upon the last child a calm succeeded to the storm. + +When the De Moltons took their leave, Mrs. Jones good-humouredly +ran to the top of the stairs and called aloud for John, at the same +time complaining how troublesome it was that neither of the bells in +the drawing-room would ring. John was not forthcoming; and a dirty +housemaid appeared in his stead, hastily tying a clean apron over +the very dirty one beneath: she opened the street-door, and Blanche +squeezed past her into the welcome open air. + +"Oh, Frank!" she exclaimed, "how can people submit to live in so +wretched and vulgar a manner! Mrs. Jones is not so dreadful herself, +but her _entourage_!" + +"My dear Blanche, Colonel Jones is very poor: and he has nine children." + +"But there is no occasion to have things about one so dirty, so untidy, +so uncomfortable. We are poor, but how different!" + +"Our cottage would not contain one ninth of Colonel Jones's children." + +"But why have no bell? And why such bell-ropes?" + +"Poor people cannot afford to furnish every temporary lodging-house +with elegancies." + +"But why have all the Master and Miss Joneses dine in one's +drawing-room?" + +"I dare say all the other rooms are pre-occupied as sleeping apartments +for said Master and Miss Joneses." + +"Now you are resolved to be provoking, and I could beat you for not +agreeing with me." + +"I am afraid, Blanche, that poverty is not a pretty thing in reality, +though it sounds pretty in a book." + +De Molton looked serious; he could not joke upon the subject. Blanche +also looked serious, for she thought he was rather over solemn, and she +firmly resolved she would not be poor after Mrs. Jones's fashion. + +Blanche worked very diligently at the little cap; and when she had +finished the cap, she embroidered the body of a little frock, and +showed them exultingly to her husband. Still these preparations did not +go far towards providing the expected scion of the house of De Molton +with the necessary wardrobe, and Blanche feared she should be obliged +to procure many articles ready-made in the town. + +"Why should not your maid work at them, my dear?" suggested De Molton, +as he found her considering, and wondering, and calculating what plan +she had best pursue. + +"Why, perhaps she would undertake the caps for me; but she has never +been used to anything but dress-making. Mamma never expected her to do +anything else." + +"You have been working so much yourself, surely you must have done a +great deal." + +"Oh yes!--this cap and this body. Look, how beautiful they are!" + +Blanche's distresses on this score were however soon relieved by +learning from Lady Cumberworth that her good-natured sisters-in-law +had amused themselves by making and providing everything she could +want, and that a lovely set of baby-linen would meet her at Lord +Falkingham's, where she was to pass some time previous to her +confinement, in order that she might be under her mother's eye. + +She was not sorry when the time came for leaving the pretty smoky +cottage. The March winds did not agree with the chimney, and she was +not well enough to be able to roam among the dells and dingles, the +shaws and the banks, in search of violets and primroses; and she +thought it would certainly be more desirable to enact the invalid, with +all appliances and means to boot, in her father's luxurious mansion, +than in the windy, smoky, creaking lath and plaster cottage, which +looked so pretty in the beginning of September. + +In London, Blanche would have been perfectly happy with her kind +father,--her mother who loved her, though not with the usual melting +tenderness of a mother,--with her husband, who was as handsome and +interesting in appearance, and if possible more affectionate in his +attentions than ever,--and with her husband's family doting upon +her,--if it had not been that Lady Falkingham treated De Molton with a +shade of superciliousness. She always spoke of her daughter as "poor +Blanche," wondered to see her look so well after the terrible winter +she had passed in a house scarcely weather-tight, alluded constantly +to the great change that had taken place in her situation, and almost +ridiculed the notion of the Miss Be Moltons having presented her with +such pretty worked caps and embroidered frocks for the "poor little +creature" that was expected! + +These speeches, although they contained some undeniable truths, were +extremely galling to De Molton, and very unpleasant to Blanche, for his +sake, as well as for her own. + +Blanche found herself infinitely happier with her husband's family, +where, instead of being treated as a person who was now to be looked +down upon by those who were once her compeers, she was considered the +most charming of her sex; adored by Lady Cumberworth for having loved +her son so disinterestedly; made a fuss with by the Miss De Moltons +because they were good-humoured girls, by nature inclined to like +rather than dislike any fine, natural, affectionate creature of their +own age; and very much admired by Lord Cumberworth, who thought she +was an exceedingly fine woman, and that Frank was a very lucky fellow, +for the present at least, however the marriage might turn out in the +long-run. + + +CHAPTER XV. + + There little love or canty cheer can come + Frae duddy doublets and a pantry toom. + + Allan Ramsay. + +As De Molton expected, the quarters of his regiment were changed; +and soon after Blanche's confinement, he left her to superintend the +removal of their goods and chattels, and the arrangement of them in +some other temporary domicile. + +Unfortunately, the regiment was sent to a small town, built principally +of red brick, situated in one of the midland counties,--ugly, bare, +and bleak. There were no pretty cottages with nice gardens in the +neighbourhood; not even a retired farm house, with a few rooms to be +let; for the rustic inconveniences and rural inelegancies of a rambling +farm house are infinitely preferable to the pert vulgarity of a red +house in a street. + +To this last alternative De Molton was most unwillingly reduced, and +all he could accomplish was the acquisition of one of the few tenements +to which was affixed a bright light-green balcony, which formed a +brilliant contrast to the vermilion of the walls; at least, the +untarnished freshness of the colouring gave promise of new furniture +and cleanliness within. + +He returned to London for his wife and child, and his delight at seeing +them was somewhat alloyed by finding that, during his absence, Blanche +and her father had ascertained that Turton was very little out of the +way to Temple Loseley, and that, consequently, he and her mother would +pass a night or two with Blanche on their way into the country. + +If his heart had sunk within him at the thoughts of introducing his +wife to the vulgar abode which he had been obliged to provide for her, +how much more did it sink at the thoughts of exhibiting to her parents +their graceful, their beautiful, their high-born daughter, as mistress +of this same abode. Moreover, the house was not calculated to receive +an influx of company. + +Still every one ought to be proud and happy to receive their father +and mother-in-law under their roof; and he was determined to be so. +He reminded himself that, though he was poor, he had never pretended +to be otherwise, he never would pretend to be otherwise: there was no +disgrace in poverty; he had presented himself under no false colours; +he knew his own situation, and he would not throw a ridicule over it by +seeming ashamed of it. + +Blanche had pictured to herself another cottage, of the same stamp as +that in Devonshire: and as the country was now in full beauty, and as +there was no occasion to put the chimneys to the test, she anticipated +with pleasure showing her mother how happy and how pretty an humble +home might be; how dignified De Molton could look, though employed in +working in his garden; and how little she deserved the pity that had +been lavished upon her. + +She was extremely vexed when her dear Frank broke to her the nature of +the country, the situation of the town, the sort of house he had been +compelled to hire. + +"Is there nothing else to be procured for love or money?" + +"For money, yes; for love, not!" he replied. + +"But if something else is to be got, for Heaven's sake make any +sacrifice!" + +"There is one house much larger than we require, which has been fitted +up with every luxury by a retired brewer, who now wishes to travel, and +would gladly let it." + +"Oh, that will be just the thing!" + +"My dear! the rent is far, far beyond our means." + +"Oh! but for one year, dearest Frank!" + +"With a limited income, one year's extravagance unavoidably entails +many, many years of real distress. I will not run the risk of being +unable to answer the just demands of my tradesmen. I never sent a +creditor away without his money, and I never will." + +De Molton spoke with seriousness, and something approaching harshness; +for he suffered under the mortification of his wife, and the tone was +meant to confirm his own determination, not to be unkind to her. She +thought him stern. + +"We had much better put off papa and mamma, and say at once we cannot +receive them." + +Her tone was a little pettish. De Molton's task was no longer so +difficult; he dreaded seeing her unhappy, but the moment he perceived +there was temper mixed with her sorrow, his fortitude returned, and +he replied, "By no means: such as it is, our home is ever open to our +parents; and we have only to regret that it is not in our power to make +them more comfortable." + +"I had a thousand times rather mamma did not come at all, than that she +should see me in such a hole as you describe." + +Her voice was half choked with rising emotion: she had led her mother +to expect something so very different! The Devonshire cottage had grown +under her glowing descriptions into a miniature terrestrial paradise. + +"Blanche, this is not kind by your parents; you should wish to see them +for their own sakes." Certainly De Molton did not wish to see them, but +he would not have pleaded guilty to such a weakness for the world. + +"I do not know how I can wish to be exposed to mamma's taunting +expressions and contemptuous looks;" and partly from vexation, and +partly from bodily weakness, she burst into tears. + +"Blanche, this is childish! You chose to marry a poor man, and you must +abide by it." + +"You should not be the person to speak so coldly and unkindly. You know +the thing I mind most of all is, that mamma always seems to despise +you; and I had hoped to show her that, though we were poor, we did not +deserve pity." Her sobs here interrupted her words. In addition to her +other mortifications, she felt injured by the husband whose dignity she +was so anxious to uphold. + +De Molton was quite overcome by finding it was for him her feelings +were so strongly excited. "Blanche, dearest Blanche!" he exclaimed, +"you do not think me ungrateful for all you have given up for my sake! +Oh no! you cannot think that!" And he soothed her by every attention +and kindness in his power. + +The effervescence of her mortification and vexation had exhausted +itself, and she was sorry to have wounded him; he was also annoyed at +having allowed an unkind word to escape his lips; and they were still +sufficiently lovers for their little quarrel to be almost a renewal +of love: almost,--but not quite. Blanche could not forget that he had +said, "You have married a poor man, and you must abide by it;" and De +Molton remembered that she had said, "She should be ashamed to be seen +in such a hole" as the only home he could take her to. + +These words recurred to his mind more and more frequently as they +drew near the small town of Turton. He felt quite angry with the +Horse-guards for having built any barracks in so frightful a country +as that which they were approaching. It was all arable: but there +were no enclosures, no hedges, no hill, no dale, no woods, no copses; +merely a succession of fields; in the highest state of cultivation it +is true, but that circumstance did not add to their beauty in Blanche's +eyes. She would gladly have seen the wheat enlivened by some brilliant +scarlet poppies, some beautiful old-fashioned blue corn-flowers, now +almost exploded by the improvements in agriculture; she would gladly +have been greeted with the fragrance of a distant field of charlock. + +They had a good view of Turton long before they reached it; for it was +placed in the midst of a large basin of land, divided into squares +by the various crops, though by no other visible mark. From the last +hill, as they looked down into the broad vale below, De Molton felt +responsible for its ugliness, and tried to carry off a sensation +something resembling shame, by remarking that, though such scenery +was not to our English eyes picturesque, it was very like "la belle +France." The day was grey and colourless: there were no gleams of +sunshine, no passing shadows, which will invest any extensive view with +a certain degree of beauty. The wheat was all green, the barley was +green, the oats were green, the tares were green, the clover was green; +there was no variety of hue, except where, here and there, a field lay +fallow, or had been newly ploughed up. + +De Molton looked cheerlessly upon Blanche's spiritless face, and fairly +wished the first evening in their new domicile come and gone. Blanche +wished, upon her arrival, to be able to say she found it better than +she expected, but the words died away upon her lips. She walked to +the window, and looked up and down the straight street. There was the +lawyer's house opposite, with a brass knocker well polished; then came +the Sun Inn, all new, and red, and staring; then a paltry shop; and +then the apothecary's door, surmounted by a gilt pestle and mortar. The +road was dusty, and the cut lime-trees before the houses on the other +side of the lawyer's were rather whitish-brown, than green. The street +ran north, and south; a gust of wind drove down it from the north, +which gave the poor leaves a fresh coating before her eyes. + +It was as cold as days sometimes are in June: she turned from the +window, and proposed a fire; they both dreaded the attempt, but it +succeeded, and there was no smoke. + +Blanche wished the days had not been so long, that they might sooner +have let down the green Venetian blinds (there were no shutters), drawn +the short and scanty white curtains, and shut out the dismal prospect. +She tried to place the furniture in such positions as to give the room +an inhabited appearance, but she only succeeded in making it look +untidy. The little dimity covered _chaise-longue_ was wheeled out from +the wall, and placed between the fire and the window, till they found +that so sharp a draught cut across from the ill-closed sashes, that it +was quickly wheeled back to its original situation. A card-table was +set open, and made to enact the part of a stand for _petits objets_. +Blanche collected all her baskets and boxes, in hopes of making the +apartment look comfortable, but her efforts were not as yet crowned +with success. + +The next day she bought a square of dark red cloth, and she bound it +with gold-coloured binding, and with it concealed a great portion of +the card-table, and set off to better advantage the _chef-d'œuvres_ +of art and the _souvenirs_ of sentiment. The arm-chair, the dear +arm-chair, was unpacked; and the buhl clock, it was hoped by both of +them, would be a redeeming object. + +Alas! there was no part of the room in which the buhl clock could +be safely and advantageously placed! The little chimney-piece was +infinitely too narrow; the card-table was already filled; and the +one other table which was not in constant requisition was by far too +rickety to be entrusted with so precious an article. + +At length the small _souvenirs_ were removed to the rickety table, and +the clock was established upon the card-table; and De Molton, when he +looked upon his wife with her child upon her knee, saw no fault in the +arrangement of the room. + +There was, however, one misfortune to which even De Molton could not +close his eyes or bar his senses,--a misfortune, too, which was utterly +irremediable. + +A kind of fixture,--half cupboard, half bookcase,--the lower part of +which opened like a cupboard while the top finished in shelves, adorned +each side of the fire place. Now, in the lower part of one of these +nondescript things there was every reason to believe the predecessors +of the De Moltons had been in the habit of keeping apples. When the +room was closed, this dire smell of apples assailed their noses, and at +length it was traced home to the guilty spot. + +Chloruret of lime, eau de Cologne, every sort of fumigation was tried, +but the indomitable smell was only quelled for the time: it returned +with fresh vigour! Blanche was in utter despair, for Lady Falkingham +was expected in a day or two, and she was renowned for the extreme +acuteness of her olfactory nerves! Blanche had repressed any expression +of her feelings, till this last blow quite over-came her fortitude. + +"Can nothing be done about this smell, Frank? It will distract mamma!" + +"Upon my word I do not know what more to recommend. Let us wash it +again with chloruret of lime just before your mother comes." + +"I would not mind all the rest if we could but get rid of this smell of +apples!" + +That expression--"all the rest," spoke volumes. De Molton was fully +aware how much it implied of discomfort. + +Love in a cottage is a thing very frequently met with in books, and +not unfrequently in actual life; but love in a red-brick house in the +street of a country town can never exist in poetry, and seldom in +reality. + +"There is one other thing I would fain alter, Frank, and I think it +might be accomplished without much expense." + +Blanche spoke timidly, for she had learned to be afraid of proposing +anything which he might deem extravagant. "Could we not get rid of the +knocker on the door? It looks dreadful; but the horrid vulgar sound is +worse than the appearance. It is impossible to forget where one is, +when one hears that rap-a-tap!" + +De Molton sighed to think she should so wish to forget that she was +in her home, with her husband and her child; and Blanche, two years +before, would not have believed she could ever have been otherwise than +contented, when certain of De Moltan's constancy, of his undivided +affection, and when united to him by the holiest ties. + +The day arrived on which the almost dreaded parental visit was to +be paid. De Molton proposed driving to a nursery-garden at no great +distance, and buying some flowers, which would make the room look +rather more gay and countryfied. To this Blanche gladly assented; +and she took great pains to fill all the little ugly vases upon the +chimney-piece, and all the finger-glasses which were not wanted after +dinner, with such flowers as could be procured. They had arranged +everything for the accommodation of Lord and Lady Falkingham as well +as the capabilities of the house permitted. Blanche's maid was turned +out of her room, and into the nursery, for Lady Falkingham's maid; an +arrangement which by no means met with her approbation, and which had +not been accomplished without considerable difficulty. + +De Molton relinquished his dressing-room to his father-in-law, and, +unknown to any one, as he hoped, performed his toilet very early in +the morning in the dining-room; the little back-parlour having been +consecrated to the ladies'-maids, and anything being more practicable +than to interfere with their morning repast. + +Both Blanche and De Molton had looked repeatedly into each room, and +had ascertained that everything was as comfortable as they could make +it, and they sat waiting in some agitation for the arrival of their +guests. + +Generally speaking, if there is a moment of unmixed happiness, it is +that in which parents pay their first visit to a married child, and in +which children receive the first visit from their parents. + +The pretty, half-childish, half-matronly pride with which the young +wife does the honours of her domestic arrangements; the tearful joy +of the mother as she inspects and admires; the honest happiness of +the father; and the modest exultation of the bridegroom who has +installed the creature he loves in all the comforts with which she is +surrounded,--render the moment one of pleasing interest to the most +careless bystander. + +But such were not the feelings which animated any of the present party. + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + Some difference of this dangerous kind, + By which, though light, the links that bind, + The fondest hearts may soon be riven; + Some shadow in Love's summer heav'n. + Which, though a fleecy cloud at first, + May yet in awful thunders burst. + + _Lalla Rookh._ + +The Falkinghams did not arrive till very late. Blanche knew that every +moment's delay was injurious to the repast she was so anxious should +be tolerably well dressed. She several times ran down into the kitchen +herself, to enforce upon the cook that she must contrive to keep back +the dinner without letting the meat be over-roasted. + +At length they heard a great rumbling of wheels and hallooing of little +boys, and the well-known carriage with four horses drove rapidly by, +and drew up at the Sun Inn opposite. The postillions were soon directed +to the right house; the whole equipage was turned round, and at length +drew up before the little door. + +All this caused a sensation; and well _crêpé_'d heads were seen popping +up above the white blinds of the lawyer's opposite, and frilled caps +appeared at the windows of the house with the cut lime-trees, and +waiters, chamber-maids, and boots thronged to the door of the inn, +hoping the coroneted carriage was going to put up at the Sun. + +The first greetings were over, and Blanche was eager to show her mother +to her room, for, "on hospitable thoughts intent," she was reflecting +on the over-boiled chickens and the over-roasted beef. But their +progress was arrested by the imperial! It was stuck in the turning of +the stairs; and Lady Falkingham's tall footman, who measured six feet +two inches and a half, and De Molton's omnipresent John Benton, were +struggling, and lifting, and pushing, and shoving in vain! + +This was an unlooked for misfortune; one which might have been laughed +at, among people so nearly and intimately connected, and one which +might have been an excuse for dining very merrily in travelling +costume; but with Blanche's feelings, with Lady Falkingham's, with De +Molton's feelings, the misadventure had a contrary effect. Blanche was +extremely annoyed, and led her mother back to the drawing-room; while +De Molton hastened to lend his assistance, and, with the help of his +more judicious mode of turning the imperial, it was extricated from its +inconvenient position, and was safely deposited in Lady Falkingham's +room. + +All this produced some delay; then came their respective toilets; and +they were not seated in the dining-room till an hour and three quarters +after the cook had expected to "dish up." + +It requires the coolness, the presence of mind, the decision of the +bolder sex, to be able to accelerate or to retard the dinner-hour. The +humble cook of the De Moltons was thoroughly feminine in her timidity, +and the consequence was, that the chickens fell to pieces in the dish, +that the beef crackled under the teeth, that the potatoes were watery +and sodden, that the greengages of the pudding had burst through their +surrounding paste, and presented a shapeless, confused, and uninviting +mass to the eye, while the maccaroni was stringy, strong, and burned. + +De Molton had wished the dinner to be plain and without pretension, +and he had flattered himself that, by attempting nothing, they must be +secure from a failure. Alas! they had the mortification of seeing both +their guests scarcely able to finish what they had upon their plates, +and of perceiving that Lord Falkingham helped himself three times to +cheese, and that Lady Falkingham demolished full half the sponge-cake +at dessert! De Molton, who was habitually reserved and possessed much +self-command, maintained a calm exterior; but Blanche, who, whatever +might be her wish to do so, was never able to conceal her feelings for +any length of time, was in a fussy state of agitation, and was the +first to complain of the badness of the dinner. + +Her remarks disturbed the equanimity of John Benton, who was most +anxious that all should go off well. In his eagerness, he made more +noise, jarred the plates, knocked the glasses together, clattered the +knives and forks, and placed the dishes on the table in a more fearful +undecided manner than he was ever known to do before; constantly +brushing by Lady Falkingham's cap to give a finishing touch to the +arrangement of the table. Blanche's martyrdom increased every moment! + +It is very easy to be tranquil, composed, and agreeable at the head of +one's table, if one has the comfortable assurance that all will proceed +properly and decorously; but when one has no reliance that such will +be the case, it is not so easy to preserve the careless air of perfect +good-breeding; still less so, should one actually see one's guests +hungry and incommoded: such tranquillity amounts to a lofty pitch of +stoicism scarcely attainable by common mortals. + +If the Falkinghams had smiled good-humouredly, it might have +been better; but the mother preserved a civil semblance of not +perceiving what was amiss, evidently treating the present, as the +best entertainment it was in the power of the De Moltons to give, +and considerately sparing their feelings. When the ladies retired +after dinner, Lady Falkingham made no allusion to the house, the +establishment, the cookery, or any part of the _ménage_, except the +baby, on whose growth she expatiated, and whom she wished to see in its +crib. + +Blanche accordingly took her mother upstairs to the garret, where Lady +Falkingham was shocked at finding two beds in the small room. "My dear +Blanche, do you allow two people to sleep in such an apartment as this? +It is very bad for the baby to be so confined as to air and space." + +"My maid sleeps here just now," Blanche replied; "it cannot hurt the +baby for a little while." + +"The weather is so hot, I own I should dislike it very much; I always +was very particular about giving you all an airy nursery;--but I +suppose it cannot be helped," added Lady Falkingham, checking herself. + +"Oh this house is horrid!" exclaimed Blanche; "if you had but come to +see us in our Devonshire cottage, mamma--!" + +"I wish I had, my dear." + +"But you know we have this only for a time, mamma; and next year we may +be quartered in a prettier country, and a nicer neighbourhood, and +where we can get something out of a town." + +"I hope you will, my love," replied Lady Falkingham, who was resolved +to dwell as little as possible upon her daughter's present discomfort, +and who thought herself very kind and very meritorious in not saying +what she thought, felt, and looked,--viz. "I told you how it would be." + +The breakfast was not more prosperous. The bread was baker's bread: +the French rolls, well rasped and very tough, were exceedingly unlike +the rolls and cakes of every variety which graced the breakfast-table +of Temple Loseley. The butter was bought at the shop; and Turton was +situated in an arable, not a grazing country: they churned every +morning at Temple Loseley. The cream was thin, colourless, and +tasteless: the Alderneys at Temple Loseley were renowned for their +perfection in beauty and breeding. + +Most assuredly, urban and rural poverty are very different things. +With a pretty garden; with flowers, poultry, cream, butter, eggs, +and vegetables in profusion; vulgarity and discomfort may always be +avoided, though splendour may not be attained. + +The Falkinghams went away, sincerely commiserating their daughter, +although Lady Falkingham's sincere sorrow was somewhat alleviated by +being able to remark to her husband how precisely everything had turned +out as she had foreseen and predicted. + +When they had driven from the door, Blanche sat down to work at her +needle, with a sensation of depression more over-whelming than she +had ever felt before. "I am glad mamma is gone!" she exclaimed, after +having hemmed nearly a yard of muslin without uttering: "when people +are no longer young, they miss the comforts to which they have been +accustomed!" + +De Molton said nothing. He also had been deeply hurt, mortified in +every way; hurt to see his wife exposed to mortification, and mortified +to see her feel it so keenly. + +"Not but what mamma behaved beautifully," continued Blanche, for she +was half angry with her husband for his very silence:--she wished him +to declare how annoyed and unhappy he also was; but he was a proud man, +and when such a man does feel mortification, it does not find vent in +words. Being somewhat displeased at his silence, she did not spare +him. The feelings of the daughter got the better of those of the wife, +and she proceeded: "Mamma never complained of anything. It was only +through her maid that I heard she could not sleep a wink on account of +the baby crying over head; and the partition being so thin, she heard +her as plainly as if she had been in the same room. Mamma was very +kind, she took care to say nothing to vex me." + +De Molton thought mamma would have been infinitely more kind if she +had appeared a little less miserable, and had not looked at Blanche +as if she thought her a victim. He did not feel in charity with Lady +Falkingham; he found no pleasure in hearing her praised. + +"I am going to call on Colonel Jones," said De Molton; "I shall be at +home again in time to walk with you." He took his cap and his stick, +and sallied forth; but he had walked far beyond Colonel Jones's, before +he recollected his intention of calling upon him, and he had to retrace +his steps for some quarter of a mile. He found him just returning from +a long walk with some of his children, who were joyously sporting +around him; and they all together mounted the narrow staircase which +led to a drawing-room much in the same style as Blanche's, though +somewhat larger in its dimensions. + +Mrs. Jones and her eldest girl were busily engaged in needle-work, +while the second daughter was reading history aloud. She cordially +greeted De Molton, and said they had been taking advantage of the +Colonel's having cleared the house of the boys to get on with the +education of the girls; "for in a small house, and with such a family, +it is difficult to find a quiet moment," added Mrs. Jones, with a +cheerfulness and good-humour which seemed to prove she found nothing +unpleasant or disgraceful in poverty. + +She was the daughter of a country curate, and although well educated, +and tolerably well born, she did not feel the want of luxuries and +elegancies to which she had never been accustomed, and which none of +those with whom she associated missed any more than herself. + +De Molton wished he could teach his wife to accommodate herself to +her circumstances, as Mrs. Jones did. But how many habits had she to +unlearn and to forget before she could be happy as Mrs. Jones was +happy! + +He resolved to cultivate the Joneses, and he asked them to dinner that +very day, frankly bidding them come and feast upon the remains of the +provisions they had laid in for his father and mother in law. The +happy and good-humoured Joneses accepted the invitation in the same +unceremonious spirit in which it was made, and De Molton returned home +to inform his wife of the company she might expect. She detested the +thoughts of encountering another dinner in her own house; but De Molton +was not a person who would ever condescend to ask his wife's permission +before he invited a friend to dinner, and of that she was fully aware. + +The Joneses arrived just five minutes before the appointed hour; and +Mrs. Jones asked Blanche's leave to take off her bonnet, and arrange +her hair at her looking-glass, as she had walked from her own house. +She shortly re-appeared with her bows and her ringlets in the most +perfect order, for she had never been in the habit of depending upon +the services of a maid. She also appeared in a smart silk gown; her +fair, fat, handsome arms uncovered, a necklace on her neck, and +ear-rings in her ears. + +Blanche, on the contrary, was in a more seemly costume for a country +dinner by day-light; and Mrs. Jones wondered her hostess should wear in +the evening what seemed to her a morning dress. + +The cook's nerves had not been agitated, and the dinner was very good. +Colonel Jones was gay and conversible: he had served in the Peninsula; +he, and his wife also, had been at Paris when the allied armies entered +it; they had seen many different countries, had been mixed up in many +of the events of that period, when every day brought changes which +affected empires; they had been thrown with many of the personages who +already figure as historical characters. They were delighted with De +Molton, who was an excellent listener; delighted with Lady Blanche, who +possessed the charm to which all people in all ranks are sensible,--the +real good-breeding of real high fashion; and Blanche was astonished to +find herself in better spirits than she had been in for some days. + +No fund of natural spirits, however inexhaustible it may be, can stand +the trial of seeing the guests under your roof, cold, abstracted, and +comfortless; whereas the phrenologists could certainly point out +some organ in the human head which takes pleasure in being developed +when you feel that those towards whom you are exercising the rites of +hospitality are really and thoroughly enjoying themselves. + +There was a good deal of broad humour about Colonel Jones, and no +shyness; he was animated in his descriptions. De Molton's wine was good +of its sort; and the dinner was gay,--noisily gay. Blanche thought them +a little vulgar, but still she liked them both; and after the cheerless +restraint which had prevailed during the two preceding days between the +nearest and dearest relations, there was something which expanded the +heart in the warmth and cordiality of the Joneses. + +The dinner which they gave the De Moltons in return proved less +agreeable. The astonishing clatter made by the servants, the badness +of the cookery, the multitude of children, and the friends who were +invited to make up the party, did not conduce to reconcile Blanche +to the real work-day details of poverty, as De Molton had at first +intended it should, by showing her how happy people could be in its +despite. + +The summer wore away, but without any summer enjoyments; the autumn +succeeded, and winter followed in due succession. They had many +invitations from different friends, but travelling was expensive; and +having been in London for some months during the spring, they could +not obtain leave of absence for any length of time which might make it +answer to leave home. + +The following year saw them removed to a fresh habitation, and saw +another olive-branch added to the parent stock. + +The nurse now professed her inability to attend to two children, "both +babies as it were; she could not do justice to the dear little loves. +Miss Emma, she was just old enough to get into mischief; and she was +more work, a body might say, than the infant himself." There was no +denying the reason and truth of the nurse's statement. It was also +true, as the nurse added, "that my lady was very particular, and liked +to see the children always nice; that it was not as if she did not mind +their being just dressed in brown holland pinafores, and such like, +as the little Master Joneses were; that, for her part, she could not +a-bear to see children look so,--just like anybody's children." + +De Molton, as well as Blanche, was proud of little Emma's exquisite +beauty, and they could neither of them endure the thoughts of their +children not being thoroughly well taken care of. "Could you not ask +Mrs. Green to help nurse?" suggested De Molton; "she might walk out +with Emma, and might make her clothes. Our life is such a quiet one, +surely she must have a great deal of time upon her hands." + +Blanche stood rather in awe of Mrs. Green, who was a regular fine +lady, and who felt the change in her situation to the full as acutely +as Blanche herself could do, and who had not the same strong motive +for bearing it with uncomplaining fortitude, inasmuch as she was +not married to the man of her choice, neither had she any character +for consistency to maintain. In many of the minor distresses and +difficulties which had occurred, Mrs. Green had not failed to make +her mistress feel how great was her merit in submitting to them; and +Blanche knew it was utterly impossible to accomplish what De Molton +(who was not so well versed in the nice limits and boundaries of the +honourable office of lady's maid) thought could be so easily arranged. + +"It is quite impossible, my dear Frank! Green has already put up with +a great deal to oblige me, and I could not ask her to wait upon the +nursery." + +"I do not want her to wait upon the nursery, but she might assist the +nurse." + +"I can part with her, Frank; but I cannot propose to her to attend upon +the children." + +De Molton, who saw no reason why one woman should sit idle, while +another had more to do than she could well perform, was half annoyed +with Blanche, and he answered rather quickly, "All I can say is, I +cannot afford to keep another servant." + +"I will tell Green what you say," replied Blanche, with the tone of a +heroine and a martyr; and accordingly she lost no time in informing +Green that she must look out for another situation unless she would +wait on Miss Emma, as Captain De Molton wished; and as, of course, Mrs. +Green declined to do. + +So much separated from all former connexions, friends, and relations, +as Blanche had been of late, she naturally felt a good deal annoyed +at parting with a person whom habit had rendered agreeable to her, +who was an excellent lady's maid, and was pleasing in her manners. De +Molton could not sympathise in her annoyance at getting rid of a fine +lady, and infinitely preferred the stout good-humoured girl who came in +her stead, and who was too happy to fetch and carry, and was too much +honoured by being allowed to wait on my lady. + +Unfortunately, the last remnant of Blanche's trousseau was growing very +shabby, and her wardrobe needed recruiting. Green was gone; the girl +Phœbe was no milliner; Blanche could embroider beautifully, and she +could now accomplish children's frocks with considerable success, but +she could not make her own clothes. How should she? She was obliged +therefore to have her wants supplied by the country milliners, and both +she and De Molton were appalled at the bills which were the inevitable +consequence. + +Blanche wished exceedingly not to be expensive, but she knew not how to +avoid being so. She had never had any allowance when a girl: she had +been so amply supplied with every article of dress upon her marriage, +and had since led so retired a life, that little occasion to spend +money had occurred until now; and she was ignorant how miraculously, +when once the purse-strings are opened, the contents vanish as it were +of themselves. + +It is a great fault in the education of girls, to omit teaching them, +in some measure, the value of money. They suddenly find themselves +at the head of an establishment, in which, if large, considerable +sums pass through their hands; if small, on them depends the comfort, +or discomfort of the _ménage_; and they are not aware, (except from +theory, which has little to say to practice) that twenty shillings make +a pound. + +The loss of Green was an annoyance of daily recurrence. Blanche +could not dress her own hair; and the awkward attempts of the shy +and frightened red-fisted maid to brush and to curl, to braid and to +_crêper_, made her every morning come down to breakfast in a ruffled +and uncomfortable state. She found it necessary now and then to buy +herself a cap, and unluckily the bill for these caps came in at a +time when De Molton's finances were at a very low ebb. Blanche had no +pin-money, and she applied to him for the requisite sum. + +"What nonsense, Blanche, to buy tawdry caps, when you have all that +beautiful brown hair, which is so much prettier and more becoming than +any cap that can be made." + +"I never learned to dress hair; and since Green is gone, I find it +impossible to do without a cap. I have not quite made up my mind to +go about a perfect figure, yet; but I dare say I soon shall. It is +impossible to be well-dressed without a maid." + +"But surely you could soon learn to arrange your hair. You told me Mrs. +Jones always dressed her own, and I am sure it is very smart--in bows, +and all kinds of things." + +This was too much for Blanche to endure. To have been forced to part +with her maid! To be refused a cap! To be twitted with Mrs. Jones! To +have Mrs. Jones set up as a pattern! "Indeed I should be very sorry +to look like Mrs. Jones!" she exclaimed, with a heightened colour, +and an eye which was very beautiful in its increased brilliancy: "if +you wished to have a wife who should look and dress like Mrs. Jones, +you should not have selected me! I hope I may never arrive at such a +pitch of vulgarity as that! I had rather look like anybody in the whole +world than Mrs. Jones!" and in her anger and petulance, she spoke, as +she would not have done in a cooler moment, of a person whom she both +respected and liked. + +"Mrs. Jones is a most excellent and exemplary woman," replied De +Molton, with some solemnity of manner; "one who performs the duties of +her situation in life cheerfully and admirably. I have a very great +regard for Mrs. Jones. Where is this bill?" he added, with an awful +calmness: "I am sorry to say you must buy no more caps. I have not the +means of paying for them!" He gave her the money, which she took with +pain and indignation. + +It is very disagreeable to ask for money,--very disagreeable to receive +it when it is given grudgingly. Women should have, settled upon them +when they marry, the sum which, in proportion to the income of their +husband, they may in fairness spend upon their dress; otherwise, if +extravagant, there are no regular limits to their extravagance: while, +on the other hand, however economical they may be, and however liberal +the husband may wish to be, they may chance to ask for money at a +moment when it may prove inconvenient to produce a sum which the man +had not calculated would be called for at that particular moment. + +An expression of annoyance will wound and distress a high-minded woman, +will anger a high-spirited one, or will induce a timid one to conceal +her bills, and to acquire the habit of contracting debts unknown to her +husband. + +Blanche received the money with a swelling indignant heart, and her +feelings were not soothed when a tradesman entered with a long bill, +for which De Molton drew a draft without a remark or a murmur, and most +politely dismissed the man, pleased with his exactness and punctuality. + +Blanche thought, "After all, he is not really so poor as he pretends to +be. He only talks thus to prevent my spending anything. He has money +enough for every one else." + +De Molton had appointed that very morning to pay that very bill. +He had purposely reserved the requisite sum, and he remained with +scarcely enough for the weekly unavoidable expenses. But he did not +explain all this to his wife. He was resolved never to run into debt, +and he was unapproachably serious and correct upon the subject. If he +had candidly explained the state of the case to her, shown it her in +black and white, perhaps she would have joined with him in cheerfully +accommodating herself to existing circumstances; but he dealt in +general expressions of poverty and distress, and yet, at the very +moment he complained most bitterly, the money was forthcoming for those +things which must be paid for. It was exactly _because_ he would have +wherewithal to meet necessary expenses, that he so strenuously opposed +any which he deemed unnecessary. + +Having once come to the conclusion that he had acquired a habit of +complaining, and that he could find money if he chose to do so, she +only felt injured when he enforced economy, and mentally accused him of +making needless difficulties. + +Two more years elapsed, and their family consisted of four promising +children, when De Molton's regiment was ordered to Brighton: they were +again thrown among people of their own class, and friends of former +days. + +They had been married nearly five years, and during those years words +had been spoken which could not be forgotten. Poverty had come in +at the door, and if Love had not quite flown out at the window, he +fluttered on the window-sill. + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + And ruder words will soon rush in + To spread the breach that words begin, + And eyes forget the gentle ray + They wore in courtship's smiling day, + And voices lose the tone that shed + A tenderness round all they said; + Till, fast declining one by one, + The sweetnesses of love are gone. + + _Lalla Rookh._ + + +Among other old acquaintances, the Westhopes were established at +Brighton; and it was with mixed feelings that Blanche prepared +herself to meet the friend of her youth, the person who had most +unintentionally assisted to foster her love, by always appearing so +impressed with De Molton's attractions. Upon that subject both men and +women are more influenced by the estimation in which the object is held +by others, than they would willingly allow: they are ashamed to be so +easily pleased as to prefer a person whom no one else thinks pleasing, +and they are decidedly proud of being preferred by one whom every one +else admires. + +Mingled with her desire to see her early friend, Blanche experienced +a certain dread of the scrutinizing eye of intimacy. She felt she +should never be able to echo, with the accent of truth, the romantic +sentiments in which they used once to indulge; and she did not wish +her friend to discover that the love which she had spoken of as equal +to endure any trials, had nearly sunk under the petty and undignified +vexations of pecuniary difficulty. + +Time, however, had worked some changes in Lady Westhope. She had long +conquered her incipient inclination towards Mr. Wroxholme; she had +learnt that a well-regulated mind can make itself contented, if not +happy, under almost all circumstances; she had quite given up the point +of being the youngest and most admired person in her circle; and she +had convinced herself that she ought to be grateful for the worldly +comforts with which she was surrounded, for the ample means of doing +good which were within her reach, and for the circumstance of having a +very good-humoured husband, who, whatever might be his faults, was no +tyrant. + +Lord Westhope, also, was somewhat altered. He was now eight years +older than when we began our story, and twenty-two years older than +when he began his infidelities. It was, indeed, time he should have +sown his wild oats, and accordingly he was become infinitely more +domestic. Although love was a feeling which could never again exist +between them, there subsisted a considerable regard, and their society +was far from disagreeable to each other. + +On the morning after the arrival of the De Moltons, when Lady Westhope +called upon Blanche, one of the disputes, which were now of too +frequent occurrence, had just taken place between her and her husband. +Blanche had made a desperate effort to persuade De Molton to take a +house which was to be let at a rent, low in proportion to its size, but +still higher than he thought he could afford. Blanche shrank from being +seen by her former associates in the mean and paltry lodging which, in +so expensive a place as Brighton, was the only one he found within his +means. He persisted in his usual resolution, never to do anything which +might eventually lead to a shabby action, for the sake of avoiding a +shabby appearance. He had not long left the room, after a peremptory +refusal to accede to his wife's request, when Lady Westhope entered. + +After the first greetings were over, and Lady Westhope had admired +Blanche's beautiful children, they drew their chairs to the fire, +and Lady Westhope exclaimed, "How I envy you those lovely children, +Blanche! I think, if I had four such enchanting creatures, I should +be quite happy! I should so like to have a large flourishing family +growing up around me!" + +"Heavens! dear Lady Westhope! and I consider each addition to mine as +a visitation which gives me the blue devils for months! When once they +are there, and they have made themselves beloved, one would not part +with them for worlds; but if you knew what unceasing trouble they give, +and how difficult it is to do one's duty by them, you would not wish +for a large family." + +"Well! perhaps there are advantages, as well as disadvantages, in +everything. I have schooled my mind, and brought myself to think +everything is for the best. I am a much more contented person, Blanche, +than when we used to talk over your love affairs in former days. Now, +tell me a little about Captain De Molton. Is he as handsome as ever? +and are you as much in love as ever? I certainly never did see such a +regular love-match as yours! The longer you were separated, and the +more you were thwarted, the more desperately constant you both were!" + +"Opposition has always been supposed to have that effect: I believe it +has often turned many a passing fancy into a _grande passion_." + +"Why, you are not implying such treason against yourself as to say that +opposition assisted to foster your _grande passion_?" + +"Oh dear, no! I only spoke generally. But do you tell me a little +about Lord Westhope," she added, to turn the conversation from her own +affairs. + +"Oh! he is grown so kind and attentive! I assure you we are settling +down into a most domestic comfortable old couple." + +The entrance of Mr. Stapleford interrupted the mutual investigation of +conjugal felicity which the friends had set on foot. Mr. Stapleford +said he had just met De Molton in the street, who had told him where +he should find Lady Blanche, and he had lost no time in paying his +respects to her. "But, dear Lady Blanche, you are going to remove from +this horrid place? In such a situation too! A mile and a half from the +sea. I could scarcely believe De Molton, when he pointed out this as +your abode; and should have imagined he was playing off a practical +joke upon me, if I had not known he was not given to being facetious. +But I suppose you are only here till you can procure something in the +land of the living." + +Blanche did not wish Mr. Stapleford to perceive she was not perfectly +contented with her fate, and she replied that she did not like being +within hearing of the sea,--the constant monotonous breaking of the +waves upon the shore made her melancholy. + +"There is no accounting for tastes," he replied, with a polite bow, and +a glance which quickly ran over the shabby furniture, the once smart +trellised paper, (a sort of paper peculiarly in vogue at sea-bathing +places, where real flowers and real green leaves are rare,) the +little round convex mirror surmounted by an eagle with a chain in its +bill, and the other lodging-house elegancies which adorned the room, +especially the bell-ropes, which were as fine, and much more dirty, +than those at Mrs. Jones's, which, four years before, had excited such +strong feelings of horror in Blanche's mind. She saw the excursive +glance of his eye, and she saw the affectation of politeness with which +he then let it fall on the ground, while a slight smile just played +about the corners of his mouth. She always disliked him; and she now +most devoutly wished he had not fancied the sea-air bracing, and the +society of Brighton agreeable. + +"You will be at Mrs. L.'s this evening, shall you not?" inquired +Stapleford. + +"No!" replied Lady Blanche; "I am not acquainted with her." + +"Ah! by the bye, she has come into fashion since your time. How long is +it since we lost sight of you?" + +"I have been married five years." + +"Married! Ah! marriage is a holy rite, synonymous with honourable +sepulture. You have, from that day, been dead to all your friends! By +the bye, I was with the Wentnors a month ago. You know your old friend +Glenrith is become Lord Wentnor now. He, however, seems determined not +to be buried alive. He is giving balls and fêtes of all descriptions; +or rather _she_ is, for he is such a doting husband, that every fancy +of hers is a law to him. It is quite pretty to see such love-making +after eight years of marriage, especially as the result of this +Arcadian conjugality generally is a splendid entertainment by which +half England profits." + +Stapleford's instinct for saying the disagreeable thing had not +deserted him; and he left Blanche to ponder on the fate she had +rejected, and to compare it with that she had persisted in choosing. +Lady Westhope, too, was happy! She rejoiced that such should be the +case; but certainly the reflections she made during the rest of that +day were not unworldly ones. + +De Molton had again met Stapleford in his morning walk, who, after +complimenting him upon the unimpaired beauty of his wife, attacked him +most unmercifully for having kept her so long in seclusion, and for +now burying her in such an out-of-the-way place, and implied (what +he had no right to know, but what he had guessed from the expressive +countenance of Blanche, in which her feelings might always be read as +in a mirror,) that she was an unwilling denizen in that remote suburb. + +De Molton returned home somewhat displeased at having been, as he +imagined, spoken of as a tyrant and a miser. The tête-à-tête in the +evening did not promise to be agreeable. + +"Mr. Stapleford called this morning," Blanche began. + +"So he told me," replied De Molton. + +"And Lady Westhope has been here." + +"Did they tell you any news? + +"Mr. Stapleford told me he had been staying at Wentnor Castle; and he +gives such a description of their happiness! They seem to be giving +splendid fêtes and beautiful entertainments, all to please her; for, he +says, that every wish of Lady Wentnor's is a law to her husband." + +De Molton felt this last sentence as an implied cut at him. "It is very +fortunate for Glenrith that he has money to throw away in gratifying +every foolish whim of a fantastical woman." + +Blanche felt that this was a hit at her; and forgetting that by +applying to herself what her husband said, she gave him a right to +conclude she meant to be personal in her account of Lord Wentnor as a +husband, she followed her impulse, and replied:-- + +"I cannot see that there is anything fantastical in wishing not to be +laughed at by all one's acquaintance, and in disliking a house one's +friends can hardly bring themselves to enter." + +"Blanche, when you married me, you knew you married a poor man: if you +wished for riches and splendour, why did you not marry Glenrith?" + +"I am sure, if I wished for kindness and for good-humour I had better +have married Lord Glenrith. I do not know what foolish, girlish +infatuation came over me." + +"It is, indeed, unfortunate, that in consequence of this _foolish, +girlish infatuation_, which are the terms by which you designate your +attachment to your husband, you should have thrown away a situation in +which you would have been so much happier. I have but to regret that +I should have marred your fortunes--so unwittingly marred them,--for +neither Glenrith nor yourself can accuse me of having, by any arts or +underhand practices, attempted to win your affections from him." + +This implied, according to Blanche's interpretation of his words, +that she had allowed them to be gained before he had made any attempt +to do so; and, as angry people usually do, answering to the sense she +chose to attribute to his speech, rather than to its plain and obvious +meaning, she replied,-- + +"If it was only pity for the unfortunate passion which you supposed me +to entertain for you, which induced you to profess love at Cransley, +it is indeed unfortunate that you allowed your pity so far to overcome +your prudence. If I had imagined such to have been the case, I should +most assuredly never have broken off my engagement with Lord Wentnor." + +"I can only again lament that I should have been the cause of your +doing what you so much regret." + +"If this is my reward for having rejected, for your sake, the best +_parti_ in England, a good man, too, and one who loved me; for +having disappointed and angered my parents; for having preserved an +undeviating constancy for three years to a person who now laments that +I did not marry his rival, and confesses he only married me out of +pity, I am indeed the most unfortunate woman in the world!" She burst +into a flood of tears of anger and vexation. + +"Blanche, you wilfully pervert the meaning of all I say. When did I +imply that I married you for anything but love? But these reproaches, +this petulance, are not the right method to preserve a husband's +affection." + +"If nothing but a slave,--a patient, meek Griselda,--a Mrs. Jones,--can +preserve your affection, I am afraid I have no chance of preserving +it! I do not know what I can do more than I already do. I work for my +children; I go without all the comforts I have been used to; I have +no maid; and I must refuse going to Lady Westhope's to-morrow night, +because the nursery-maid cannot dress my hair, and because I have no +gown fit to appear in." + +"I am very, very sorry I have not the means of providing you with +the luxuries you regret, and I am very sorry you refuse yourself the +pleasures and amusements that so naturally fall in your way. I had +hoped that at Brighton, where people may join in society without +much expense, and where it is not necessary to keep a carriage, you +might have mixed with your friends. I should have thought the art +of hair-dressing was not so very difficult to acquire, when one +sees every attorney's daughter, every milliner's apprentice, every +shop-girl, with hair which puts to shame all the exertions of M. +Hippolite." + +"I am not a shop-girl or a milliner's apprentice," answered Lady +Blanche, while all the blood of the Falkinghams mounted to her cheek, +and all the spirit of an ancient race flashed from her eye. + +"But you are the wife of a poor man, although of one as nobly born as +yourself!" and all the pride of the De Moltons rendered the brow of her +husband absolutely awful. + +"I know full well that I am the wife of a poor man; there is no need +to remind me so often of that truth," replied Lady Blanche, with some +bitterness in her tone; "and therefore I shall stay at home, and not +expose my poverty to the eyes of the pitying world, or to the sneers of +a Mr. Stapleford." + +"You will do as is most agreeable to yourself. I shall certainly go +to Lady Westhope's, as I shall feel sincere pleasure in seeing my old +friends again." + +To Lady Westhope's went De Molton; and Blanche stayed at home. She +had originally intended, for the sake of enjoying agreeable society, +to brave the slight mortification of not finding herself, as was once +the case, the best dressed woman in the room; but the conversation of +the preceding evening had left her so unhappy, so discontented, and +so indignant, that she found a certain pleasure in martyrdom. It was, +however, only in the eyes of her husband that she wished to enact the +martyr; from the world she would fain conceal that she had so misjudged +the strength of her own attachment: she meant to persuade others that +it was from choice, from bad health, or from any motive rather than the +true one, that she persisted in leading a retired life. + +But with her candid disposition, and her speaking eyes, it did not +require the malicious tact of a Stapleford to read the true state of +her feelings. With Lady Westhope, especially, she could not always be +on her guard; and to her it was soon only too evident that the love +for which she had given up everything else did not repay her for the +sacrifices she had made. Lady Westhope began indeed to doubt whether +this much-vaunted love had not, when tried in the balance against +privations of every sort, been found utterly wanting. + +It may be asked, should then Blanche have married Lord Glenrith? +No, certainly; for she was not in love with him. More especially no, +for she was at the time in love with another. But we would urge that +if affluence without love is insufficient to wedded happiness, so +is the most romantic love without those habitual luxuries, and that +dispensation from sordid details, which, to persons in a certain +situation, may almost be termed the necessaries of life. + +Let not those who, valuing the good things of this world, are dazzled +into forming an interested marriage, anticipate the delights of +sentimental affection, nor be disappointed if one whose situation +was the attraction prove destitute of those qualities which were not +sought; and let those who are "all for love and the world well lost," +keep in mind the latter half of the sentence, and not expect to find +both that which they prize, and that which they profess to contemn. +Above all, let not those who have an opportunity of uniting in their +choice true affection with the enjoyments of those comforts to which +they have been accustomed, be induced, by any temptation of rank, +wealth, or power, to give up virtuous happiness for heartless splendour. + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + The path of sorrow, and that path alone, + Leads to the land where sorrow is unknown; + No traveller ever reach'd that blest abode, + Who found not thorns and briers in his road. + + Cowper. + + +In her intercourse with the De Moltons, Lady Westhope observed that +they seldom addressed each other; and that, in speaking of her husband, +Blanche invariably called him Captain De Molton, instead of Frank, as +she had formerly done; and that De Molton also, when speaking of his +wife, added the title to her name, and even occasionally addressed her +as "Lady" Blanche. + +These were trifles, but yet they indicated much. Though grieved for her +cousin's sake, Lady Westhope's reflections served to reconcile her to +her own fate, and to confirm her in her opinion that + + Every black must have its white, + And every sweet its sour, + +and that true wisdom consists in dwelling on the "sweets" of one's +own peculiar lot, and striving to forget the "sours;" and though for +herself she would still have chosen Blanche's trials rather than her +own, it might be that she knew her own, and was not so well versed +in Lady Blanche's. Yet her character was better fitted for Blanche's +situation: she had more decision, more strength of mind, more +pride,--not worldly pride, but pride of soul to persevere in the path +which she had once chalked out for herself. + +De Molton had keenly and painfully felt the coolness which had for +months, nay almost years, been gradually increasing between them; and +he was still more deeply wounded when she nearly confessed, or at least +did not deny, her regret at having rejected Lord Glenrith for him. +He could have found excuses for anything else. The pride of man, the +tenderness of the husband, the sensitiveness of the individual, were +all touched in the tenderest point. + +"Could this," he thought, "be the same creature who was such a +contemner of worldly wealth, so ardent a votary of love in a cottage, +such an enthusiast for the pleasures of nature?" Alas! for poor +Blanche! it was love in a lodging-house, not love in a cottage, that +she had tried; and as to the pleasures of nature, the dusty suburbs of +a country town are scarcely "the country" to a person brought up in the +midst of an extensive park, in a wild and woody country. + +De Molton recollected how, out of consideration for her, he had +concealed his own feelings at Paris; how scrupulously he had avoided +interfering with the more brilliant prospects which were opening before +her; how, far from taking advantage of her unguarded confession of +preference, he had banished himself from his native land; how, though +hopeless, he had remained constant to her image for three long years; +how, when he found her free, he had hastened to throw himself at her +feet; how, without murmuring or repining, he gladly endured privations, +the same that she did, and thought himself only too well rewarded if +she would cheer their humble home with a smile. He thought over all +these things, and he felt himself the most injured of men. Did he not +deny himself every indulgence? Did he not even refuse himself the +satisfaction of asking a friend to share his morsel?--the most galling +self-denial enjoined by absolute poverty! Did not the responsibility +of providing for their children weigh upon his mind? Was it not his +duty to look forward to the time when education must commence; when +boys must be sent to school, when girls must have masters? What parent +will set down contented under the notion that his children will not be +fitted by manners and education to move in the sphere in which they +were born?--None, who are not without that commonest and strongest +feeling in all created beings, parental affection--or who are not +without the power of reflection! And how were these expenses to be met? +How, but by increased economy on their part? + +Such were the cares which pressed on De Molton's mind. How much better +would it have been had he fairly communicated them all to his wife; had +he frankly counselled with her upon the best plan to be pursued; had he +openly laid before her his actual income, his actual expenses! But the +constitutional reserve to which we have alluded prevented his pursuing +this course. + +It was most painful to him to refuse any of her wishes, and the very +pain it gave him imparted to his manner of doing so a certain harshness +which prevented Blanche from entering into his views. Her resistance to +his views, or her martyr-like acquiescence in them, rendered him still +less communicative, when, perhaps, had he pursued a more open line of +conduct, a person who married with such good intentions as she did +(though with little knowledge of things as they are) might have been +led to suggest the very sacrifices at which she repined when they were +demanded as a right. + +Each succeeding day seemed to widen the breach between them. This +result of a love-match afforded the materials for many a bad jest among +some who called themselves their friends, while others saw nothing +entertaining in the wreck of happiness to two people possessing many +amiable qualities, though neither of them might be faultless. Some +pitied Lady Blanche for having such a harsh and ungrateful tyrant for a +husband; and some felt for the noble, uncompromising De Molton, whose +home was evidently rendered miserable by a wilful, discontented wife. +Some predicted a separation: some predicted that, beautiful as was Lady +Blanche, and tired as she was of her home, the time would arrive when +she would be induced to leave it, for one more brilliant, though less +respectable;--although her manners were now so reserved, so decorous, +a few years, and people would see the difference; a woman who had once +loved so passionately, would not remain contented to pass her life from +the age of twenty-eight in a state of cold indifference, if not of +absolute dislike. + +But those who thus prognosticated, proved uninspired prophets. +Affection was still deep-rooted in both their hearts. The noxious +weeds of petty grievances had choked, but not destroyed, the goodly +plant. It still retained sufficient life, when moistened by the waters +of affliction, to spring up with renewed vigour, and overcome in its +growth the weeds which had almost stifled it. + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + And dearer seems each dawning smile + For having lost its light awhile. + + _Lalla Rookh._ + +The illness of their children first awakened Blanche and De Molton to a +knowledge of their real feelings towards each other. + +The children caught the measles, a complaint which had at that period +proved peculiarly fatal. The eldest girl, who was at that most engaging +of all ages, when, without losing the graces of infancy, the mind opens +into companionship, became alarmingly ill. In their tender assiduity by +the little bed of the sufferer, all feelings of asperity, all feelings +of coldness, were quickly forgotten. + +Together they watched with intense anxiety, together they listened to +the short and frequent cough; one held the cup of cooling beverage +with which the other moistened the parched lips of their child. No! +it is not possible that parents can bend over the sick bed of their +first born,--the creature equally dear to both,--the creature whose +first accents of tenderness have been framed to utter their names,--the +creature whose first emotions of love have been for them, whose first +notions of right and wrong they have together laboured to form!--no! +they cannot bend over the sick bed of this loved creature, and harbour +any recollection of former unkindness. The impression may fade away; +new causes of irritation may subsequently arise; but, for the time +being, surely it is impossible that any but feelings of affection can +find a place in their hearts. + +With Blanche and De Molton all that had ever passed was utterly wiped +away, as, with the sickening dread of hearing their worst fears +confirmed, they followed the physician from the sick chamber. They +scarcely knew in what terms to couch the dreadful question to which +they feared to receive a still more dreadful answer,--that question +which is asked in a broken and quivering voice, but sometimes with a +faint smile assumed to re-assure the questioner,--that question which +is oftener put in the form of an assertion, "You do not think there is +any danger." + +"Why, certainly, our little patient is in a very uncomfortable state," +replied the physician, who considered it his duty to prepare the +parents for the event which he thought only too probable. + +The false hollow smile faded from the countenance of the agonised +father: he knit his brows, and bit his compressed lip, till the blood +almost started; but Blanche, worn out with fatigue and agitation, his +poor Blanche, unable to meet this death-blow to her hopes, staggered +towards him for support, and the husband mastered the feelings of the +father, to sustain her fainting form, to soothe her more over-whelming +agonies. + +There are sufferings on which it is painful to dwell,--sufferings too +real, too true, too common,--sufferings which have been often endured, +and which, alas! many have in store for them,--sufferings which equal +in intensity any of which human nature is capable. + +For two days and two nights did they watch each varying symptom, count +with trembling accuracy the minutes, the seconds, which were passed in +undisturbed repose, and listen with painful rapture to the sweet voice, +the plaintive and endearing "papa," "mamma," which the poor child often +uttered, when, in the restlessness of illness, she wanted, she knew not +what. + +How sad and painful an effort was it to veil under a semblance of +playfulness the anxiety which consumed them, while they attempted to +amuse the infant sufferer! to tell her childish tales, in a gay tone +of voice, while the heart was bursting! to smooth the brow, to affect +a smile! How often during these two long days, these two interminable +nights, did Blanche reflect upon her folly and her ingratitude!--her +folly in not enjoying to the uttermost the happiness which, a few short +days before, was within her reach,--her ingratitude to Providence for +the blessings till then vouchsafed to her! + +A horrible chill ran through her!--perhaps it was this very ingratitude +which had deserved so severe a chastisement. How did she now wonder +that petty annoyances should have so ruffled her! What to her were +now the sneers of Stapleford, the pity of the world, the absence of +elegancies, of comforts! Dry bread to eat, a shelter from the weather, +and her children once more healthy, now appeared to her the summit of +earthly happiness. + +De Molton, too, when he beheld his still-loved Blanche bowed down with +grief, when he found her once more overflowing with tenderness to +himself, wondered how he could ever have imagined her to be estranged +from him, and he watched over her as tenderly as over his child. + +On the third day the physician perceived a slight improvement. He +allowed them to hope; and the revulsion of feeling, the unbounded +joy with which this permission was hailed by Blanche, alarmed him by +its vehemence. He attempted to qualify his opinion, but it was in +vain!--she was allowed to hope; and, stronger than reason, her ardent +nature made her jump to the delightful conclusion that her child was +safe. + +De Molton, fearful of a relapse, tried to subdue her raptures; but no +sooner had the physician left the room, than, throwing herself into his +arms, she exclaimed, "Our child will live, Frank! I know she will! She +will live, and we shall be happy--entirely, perfectly happy! Nothing +can ever make me unhappy again!" + +Short-sighted mortals! We little know what the next week, the next day, +the next hour, the next moment, may have in store for us! + +The hopes of Blanche, however, were not doomed on this occasion to be +disappointed: the little girl rapidly recovered; the other children had +the complaint mildly; and Blanche, indeed, thought herself beyond the +reach of misfortune. She felt gratitude, fervent gratitude, to Heaven +for its mercies; but affliction had not yet taught her to "rejoice in +trembling." She did not remember how, always, at all times, and in all +places, our happiness is in the hands of an all-wise, all-powerful, but +merciful Being, whose chastisements are dealt in pity. + +This truth was forced upon her mind when, just as the children were +convalescent, she saw her husband become listless and oppressed: she +heard him frequently cough, and she felt some alarm on his account. + +It had always been a matter of doubt whether a slight rash he had +in his boyhood was or was not the measles. He had never remembered +this doubt while attending his child, and it was not till he felt +unaccountably languid and suffering that he recollected he might +possibly have caught the infection. + +The suspicion which he then hinted to Blanche shot through her frame +with the conviction of impending woe; and when the physician confirmed +the fact, the agonizing, but not uncommon dread which often overtakes +those in affliction recurred to her mind with increased intensity. +Were their sorrows the visitations of an offended Providence, called +down upon their devoted heads by their own want of submission to its +decrees?--was she unworthy of a happiness which she had failed to +value?--was the moment come when her repinings and her discontent were +to be requited with a terrible retribution? + +Nothing that Doctor A. could utter was capable of reassuring her. She +shook her head mournfully, and redoubled her attentions to her husband. +When told that "she ought to place more reliance in that Power which +had raised her child from a much more desperate state of sickness," she +answered mournfully, "I do not deserve it." + +"We none of us deserve the mercies we meet with," replied the +kind-hearted physician: "if we were dealt with according to our merits, +well might we all despair." For a few moments such arguments would +cheer her, but again she would relapse into despondency; and when, +after some days, Dr. A. confessed that the pulse was very high--when +his tone of encouragement changed to one of consolation and condolence, +her spirit completely sunk--hope died away within her bosom. + +In what fearful array did her own faults towards him rise up against +her! How completely did she forget the little tone of harshness which +had once appeared to her to excuse and to justify her in disputing his +wishes and opposing his plans! She felt she could never do enough +to expiate her faults, that a whole life of devotion could scarcely +suffice to atone for them; and, extreme in everything, she now looked +upon herself as having been the most sinful of creatures. + +De Molton, whose affection had only been suspended, not destroyed, by +the coldness he had met with, now, when he found her tender, gentle, +and indefatigable, felt for her all, and more than he had ever felt +before. One day she had been tending him with even more than her usual +solicitude, when he said, "Thank you, Blanche; you are a kind and +excellent nurse; and it grieves me when I think to what a dreary home +of sickness, penury, and drudgery, I have been the means of bringing +you. Without me, you would have been now enjoying the splendour, the +brilliancy of your father's house, even supposing you had never deigned +to adorn any of the other happy homes which courted your acceptance. I +know that you have suffered much from the privations unavoidable in our +situation; you have at times thought me harsh; but indeed, my dearest +Blanche--my dear, dear wife, you do not know how much it has cost me to +refuse you anything on earth." + +"Oh, Frank! do not speak in that manner! I now know how unreasonable, +how ungrateful, I have been. Do not talk of what is past. Believe me, +you should not agitate yourself." + +"It will do me good to say what is upon my mind: it is possible I may +not recover." + +"Oh, Frank!" She looked at him reproachfully, as if he was unkind in +saying what it was so painful to hear. + +"Nay, do not cast at me so frightened and so accusing a glance. I am +not so very ill yet; and anticipating what is possible, will not make +it more probable. Dr. A. says there are still hopes." + +"Oh, Frank! I cannot bear it; indeed I cannot!" + +"Dearest love, if it should please God to take me from you, you must +bear it; and, what is more, you must exert yourself. You will be left +with four young children, and, I am sorry to say, with less than ever +to support them and yourself. I have ensured my life; but that could be +but to a small amount, though to the utmost I could succeed in saving. +It was this, as I thought, indispensable duty which contributed to +render us so very poor." + +"Oh! you were doing everything that was right; and, indeed, if I had +known all, I think--I believe--I should have behaved better. I think, +if you had told me----" + +"I ought to have done so, perhaps. It was a kind of mistaken pride. +The whole thing was so distressing to me! I desired so ardently to +have been able to gratify every wish of your heart, that my spirit +rebelled at being able to gratify none. Still, my sense of duty and of +strong necessity made me resolve not to transgress one inch the line +of prudence I had marked out for myself. The more your notions seemed +unfitted for the fate we had embraced, the more I thought it my bounden +duty to resist them, and to impress upon you the plain naked truth of +our condition in life. I was wrong; I feel now that I was wrong. I +should have made you the partner of my thoughts and plans, as well as +of my affections." + +"No, no! it was not you who were to blame: you were all that was +admirable; yours was strict, uncompromising rectitude, firmness of +mind, everything that was manly and noble; while I!--oh, that I can +have so misjudged you!--oh, that I can have so wasted these past +years, which I now feel ought to have been years of such unmixed, such +unalloyed happiness!" + +"Now, when perhaps it is too late!" he added in a low faint voice; then +perceiving the expression of her countenance, he added, "but better +late than never, my love;" and he held out his hand to her, with a +smile half playful, half sad, attempting, as sick people often do, to +familiarize their own and the minds of their friends with the idea +of a final separation. He drew her hand towards him, and placing the +other upon it, he continued with earnestness and solemnity: "We have +been both to blame--both of us. When I am gone, do not torment yourself +with useless regrets, but remember what I now say--that I am conscious +of having been to blame on my part. If I had treated you with entire +confidence and openness, I might have won on your generous nature to +submit cheerfully to any privations. But I am reserved, I am proud. I +am at length aware of these constitutional faults; and I trust, if I +should be raised from this bed of sickness--if I should be spared to +you, dear Blanche--that I shall in future know my duty better, and that +I shall pursue it resolutely, and never again allow pride and reserve +to chill our intercourse." + +"Oh, Frank, if we are but spared to each other, in spite of all outward +circumstances, we will be so very, very happy! But we will rejoice in +trembling. We are now too well aware how precarious is our happiness, +and we shall prize it the more from that very consciousness. We shall +learn to be grateful for the sterling blessings we possess." + +"And we shall know, my love, as I do now, that, when we meet death face +to face, those points only on which we have done our duty can afford +reflections in which there is any comfort,--those alone on which we +have failed to perform it can give unmitigated pain!" + +"Alas, alas! how much have I to repent of! Instead of making your +happiness, have I not caused you vexation and disappointment? Have I +always honoured, always obeyed you?--have I been really a helpmate to +you? Oh, Frank! forgive me! Indeed, indeed, I need your forgiveness; +and even that can never reconcile me to myself!" + +"Have you already forgotten my injunctions, my love? Remember what I so +earnestly wish to impress upon your mind,--that we have been both to +blame,--both." + +"Thank you, my good, kind, beloved husband,--thank you; and may God in +his mercy preserve you to guide my mind, and direct me in the path I +should go!--then I shall never err again." + +"A weak and erring mortal, like yourself, is a poor guide to lean upon, +dear Blanche; we must look within ourselves for the ardent and sincere +wish to do what is right, but we must seek from above the strength to +perform it. It is easy to know our duty; the difficulty is to persevere +in its performance." + +"I shall be able to persevere, with you to support me!" + +He looked upon her with an expression of unutterable tenderness and +pity, and pressed her hand in silence. + +The more the fear that they might be for ever parted grew upon her, the +less could she admit any allusion to it, the more did she cling to the +idea that their union was indissoluble. + + +CHAPTER XX. + + Some manne hath good, but chyldren hath he none; + Some manne hath both, but he can get none healthe. + Some hath all three, but up to honour's throne + Can he not crepe by no manner of stelth. + To some she sendeth chyldren, riches, welthe, + Honour, worship, and reverence all his lyfe, + But yet she pyncheth him with a shrewde wyfe-- + Be content + With such reward as Fortune hath you sent. + + Sir Thomas More. + +De Molton's health remained for some weeks in a most precarious state, +during which period they had time and opportunity for opening their +whole hearts to each other. + +The religious sentiments which, although never before much called +forth, were latent in both their bosoms, were more fully developed; +and in sorrow, in fear, and in distress, the communion of feeling and +interchange of thought became more complete than in the earlier years +of their marriage. + +When he recovered--for he did recover,--they found themselves +thoroughly, entirely, and reasonably happy. The first time that he +came into the drawing-room, when she had arranged his arm-chair by the +fire, and drawn the narrow curtains, placed the table close to him, +and settled little Emma on a stool at his feet, she looked round with +delight, and could not help expressing that she thought the room an +exceedingly nice one, and that really a horse-hair sofa was not so very +uncomfortable. + +"Take care, Blanche," replied De Molton, playfully; "we must be happy +without deceiving ourselves: we must see things as they really are. +Do not, because you are glad to see me here, fancy this little room a +splendid apartment, or a horse-hair sofa a luxurious seat, lest the +moment of disenchantment should come. No, no! we will be happy in +spite of a bad room and wretched furniture; but we will indulge in no +visions." + +"How right you always are! All will go well, now you are recovering. +Yes, you will at last make me reasonable too: and you will teach me to +keep all my feelings, good as well as bad, under proper control! And +yet, I do not know how it is, the room does really look different in my +eyes; and I almost think I do not slip off the sofa as much as I used +to do!" He smiled at her again; and she laughed gaily at herself. + +As he gradually recovered, some friends were admitted to see him. Lady +Westhope rejoiced, not only at the restoration of his health, but at +the restoration of confidence between them. Mr. Stapleford pathetically +lamented that De Molton should have been taken ill in this horrid +nutshell, and asked when they should move to a more habitable part of +the town. + +"Not at all," answered Blanche. + +"You are not in earnest? What can you find to admire in this apartment, +dear Lady Blanche?" + +"Its cheapness," replied Blanche resolutely: "do you not know, Mr. +Stapleford, that we are very poor?" + +The courage to utter these few words would spare many persons many +moments of doubt, and hesitation, and awkwardness, and many unavailing +efforts to make an effect. + +Mr. Stapleford bowed with much respect, and a glance, which seemed +to say, "You have made a bad bargain! with your beauty, thus to have +thrown yourself away!" + +But his glance met that of Lady Blanche, which seemed to answer, "I am +very poor, but I do not repent my bargain." + +Blanche's object was no longer to make a decent appearance in the eyes +of others, but to render her husband's home happy. De Molton no longer +felt humbled at their poverty, when she no longer seemed affected +by it. He candidly detailed his expenditure and his plans: she took +great pains to dress her own hair, and soon acquired the proficiency +of a Mrs. Jones, or of a milliner's apprentice; she gaily sprung into +a Brighton fly with a bounding step, and willingly went into any +agreeable society that presented itself: and she found that, though no +longer the leader of fashion in point of dress, she was handsome and +agreeable enough to be equally sought and liked. + +In one of her tête-à-têtes with Lady Westhope, they were both +exclaiming at the worldliness of some mutual acquaintance, who courted +a woman whom no one esteemed or loved; whom no one thought either +agreeable or handsome, solely on account of her position in the world. + +"At least Frank and I have one comfort," exclaimed Blanche, in the +corner of whose heart there still lurked a remnant of vanity: "if +we are sought, it must be for our intrinsic merits. There can be no +interested motive in any attention or kindness that is shown to us; and +that is a reflection which puts one in better humour with one's self." + +"Yes," answered Lady Westhope; "and if we were so inclined, we might +moralize on this subject as well as on more serious ones. 'This is a +world of compensations,' as Lady Montreville says she has learned from +her old nurse. You remember Milly Roberts, who was always toddling +after her lovely children in St. James's Square? It is quite refreshing +when one is in London to converse with Milly Roberts, and hear good +sense, good feeling, and philosophy uttered so unconsciously. Lady +Montreville says she has taught her almost all she knows of right and +wrong; and, among other things, that we must not look for perfect +happiness in this world,--that the most fortunate are not without their +troubles, as she expresses it, nor the most unfortunate without their +own peculiar blessings. I have reasoned myself into a very respectable +degree of contentment, and I only hope that the sight of you and your +husband, as you now are, may not disturb my philosophical, and, I hope +I may add, religious view of my own fate, as much as the sight of you +three months ago tended to confirm and strengthen it." + +Blanche had time to prove that her cheerfulness under privation was +not the effort of a moment, but a resolution founded upon principle, +and persevered in from the same motive; and De Molton also had time +to prove that the tenderness of his wife had softened the sternness +which was the only flaw in his character; and to become as gentle as he +was firm in the performance of his duty; when an event occurred which +prevented their late-acquired virtues from being any longer put to so +severe a trial. + +By the death of a very rich godfather, De Molton became possessed of +a small independence. It was very small; but it enabled him to retire +on half-pay, till he might be wanted for the active service of his +country, and to take a small cottage in the immediate vicinity of +Cransley, where Blanche was able to realise her preconceived notions +of refined poverty and elegant indigence. They kept a cow, and their +butter equalled that at Temple Loseley; their cream was no longer blue +milk; they baked at home; and instead of a knocker on the door, they +had a bell with a respectable countrified sound. They had a garden, +a small one certainly; but its flowers were as bright as those at +Cransley, and the primroses decidedly blew a week earlier! They had a +veranda, and it did not darken the room much. In short, they had all +appliances and means to boot requisite for real happiness. + +They were enabled, while their children were so young, to lay by +something to assist in their education as they grew older; and they +began to think that Milly Roberts was wrong, and that some fortunate +people were without "their troubles," when Mr. Stapleford paid them a +morning visit from Cransley, and enlightened their minds as to the one +only point on which their fate might admit of amelioration. + +After expressing his astonishment at their not knowing all the +innumerable pieces of scandal which he retailed to them; at their +not having read all the new novels of the last spring; at their not +having seen the new actress, heard the last singer, visited the last +exhibition, and become intimate with the last brides of the season; he +exclaimed, "Why, dear Lady Blanche, you will let the grass grow over +your intellect, as you are letting it grow over the gravel before your +door! One can see by your road and your conversation that Cransley has +been uninhabited, and that Lady Westhope has been in London, while you +have been in the country, for the last six months!" + +"Oh, come and help us, Mr. Stapleford! we will soon get rid of the +weeds out of doors. Emma, fetch the gardening basket; Henry, bring your +old knife; Arthur, where is my rake? and Frank, if you will get the +roller, we will make our little bit of gravel quite nice before Lady +Westhope calls." + +"Of course I am _à vos ordres_, Lady Blanche; but, I assure you, I +shall be vastly more useful in polishing your mind than your garden. +People who ruralize all the year round, and cannot therefore be _au +courant_ of what is going on in the world, should never let slip an +opportunity of instruction." + +"There is some truth in what you say," replied Blanche, as she looked +up from her labours, with sparkling eyes, and a complexion dazzling +in its brightness from the warmth of the day and the nature of her +employment: then shaking back her curls, she bade him seat himself on +the bench beneath the young acacia, and tell her "everything, about +everybody." + +"Well then, Lord D. did not propose, after all, to Miss C.; but set +off for Paris, just as the family was on the tip-toe of expectation, +thinking every double knock was the peer come to propose in person, and +every single knock was a special messenger bearing a written offer of +his hand and heart." + +"I did not know Miss C. was grown up: does she turn out pretty?" + +"Heavens! Lady Blanche, she has been out these two years! and everybody +thinks her quite gone off. She was pretty when the duke made such a +fuss with her at her first ball; but Mrs. L. thought it an insult to +her charms." + +"Mrs. L's charms! I thought she was so very plain!" + +"Plain! why, she has been a beauty these three years. Lady G. betted +Captain S. an amber-headed cane, to an ivory fan, that within a month +she would talk her into being a beauty: and she did so, in three +weeks and two days,--five days within the prescribed period. When +once Lady G. had given her a start, she had the ingenuity to keep it. +Her portrait now adorns the Annuals, and the Duke has worn her chains +for two years and a half.--But I must not linger here any longer, +or I shall be late at dinner. Good morning, dear Lady Blanche; your +simplicity is quite piquant, and absolutely refreshes me. You dine at +Cransley to-morrow, when I will finish rubbing the rust off your mind." + +That evening Lady Blanche remarked to De Molton: "The only little +drawback to our perfect happiness is, that certainly one does grow very +dull, and very stupid, knowing nothing that goes on in the world! Yet, +after all, how much better to be like you, than like Mr. Stapleford! +Yes, notwithstanding the grass that has grown over our minds, I do +believe ours is the happiest position in life,--that we have the fewest +troubles and the greatest number of blessings. I think I may now say +with truth, and without enthusiastic nonsense, that we are happier than +if we possessed the mines of Golconda. I told you so when we left Sir +Frederick Vyneton's villa after our honeymoon; and you then declared +how happy you should be if I said the same at the end of two years. +I could not have said so then; but I can now, after eight years of +marriage." We need not add that De Molton was indeed perfectly happy, +nor that he told his wife he was so. + + +THE END. + + + + + LONDON: + Spottiswoodes and Shaw, + New-street Square. + +Transcribers note: "Text enclosed by underscores is in italics (_italics_)." + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75709 *** diff --git a/75709-h/75709-h.htm b/75709-h/75709-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..935c4a6 --- /dev/null +++ b/75709-h/75709-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,17852 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <title> + Tales of the Peerage and the Peasantry | Project Gutenberg + </title> + <link rel="icon" href="images/cover.jpg" type="image/x-cover"> + <style> + +body { + margin-left: 10%; + margin-right: 10%; +} + + h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6 { + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + clear: both; +} + +.ph1, .ph2, .ph3, .ph4 { text-align: center; text-indent: 0em; /*font-weight: bold;*/ } +.ph1 { font-size: xx-large; margin: .67em auto; } +.ph2 { font-size: x-large; margin: .75em auto; } +.ph3 { font-size: large; margin: .83em auto; } +.ph4 { font-size: medium; margin: 1.12em auto; } +.ph5 { font-size: small; margin: 1.12em auto; text-align: center;} +.ph6 { font-size: x-small; margin: 1.12em auto; text-align: center; } + +p { + margin-top: .51em; + text-align: justify; + margin-bottom: .49em; +} + +.p2 {margin-top: 2em;} +.p4 {margin-top: 4em;} +.p6 {margin-top: 6em;} + +hang { + text-indent: -2em; + padding-left: 2em} + +p.drop:first-letter { + font-family: "Times New Roman", Times, serif; + font-size: xx-large; + line-height: 70%} + +.uppercase { + font-size: small; + text-transform: uppercase} + + + + +hr { + width: 33%; + margin-top: 2em; + margin-bottom: 2em; + margin-left: 33.5%; + margin-right: 33.5%; + clear: both; +} + +hr.tb {width: 45%; margin-left: 27.5%; margin-right: 27.5%;} +hr.chap {width: 65%; margin-left: 17.5%; margin-right: 17.5%;} +@media print { hr.chap {display: none; visibility: hidden;} } +hr.full {width: 95%; margin-left: 2.5%; margin-right: 2.5%;} + +hr.r5 {width: 5%; margin-top: 1em; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 47.5%; margin-right: 47.5%;} +hr.r65 {width: 65%; margin-top: 3em; margin-bottom: 3em; margin-left: 17.5%; margin-right: 17.5%;} + +div.chapter {page-break-before: always;} +h2.nobreak {page-break-before: avoid;} + + + + + + + + +table { + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; +} +table.autotable { border-collapse: collapse; } +table.autotable td, +table.autotable th { padding: 0.25em; } + +.tdl {text-align: left;} +.tdr {text-align: right;} +.tdc {text-align: center;} + +.pagenum { /* uncomment the next line for invisible page numbers */ + /* visibility: hidden; */ + position: absolute; + left: 92%; + font-size: small; + text-align: right; + font-style: normal; + font-weight: normal; + font-variant: normal; + text-indent: 0; +} /* page numbers */ + + + +.blockquot { + margin-left: 5%; + margin-right: 10%; +} + + + +.bb {border-bottom: 2px solid;} + +.bl {border-left: 2px solid;} + +.bt {border-top: 2px solid;} + +.br {border-right: 2px solid;} + +.bbox {border: 2px solid;} + +.center {text-align: center;} + +.right {text-align: right;} + +.smcap {font-variant: small-caps;} + +.allsmcap {font-variant: small-caps; text-transform: lowercase;} + +.u {text-decoration: underline;} + + + + + +.caption {font-weight: bold;} + +/* Images */ + +img { + max-width: 100%; + height: auto; +} +img.w100 {width: 100%;} + + + + + + + + + + +/* Footnotes */ +.footnotes {border: 1px dashed;} + +.footnote {margin-left: 10%; margin-right: 10%; font-size: 0.9em;} + +.footnote .label {position: absolute; right: 84%; text-align: right;} + +.fnanchor { + vertical-align: super; + font-size: .8em; + text-decoration: + none; +} + + + +/* Transcriber's notes */ +.transnote {background-color: #E6E6FA; + color: black; + font-size:small; + padding:0.5em; + margin-bottom:5em; + font-family:sans-serif, serif; +} + + </style> +</head> +<body> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75709 ***</div> + + + + + + + + +<p class="ph3">STANDARD</p> + +<p class="ph3">NOVELS.</p> + +<p class="ph4">N<sup>o</sup> CXVII.</p> + +<p class="center">"No kind of literature is so generally attractive as Fiction. Pictures of +life and manners, and Stories of adventure, are more eagerly received by +the many than graver productions, however important these latter may be. +<span class="smcap">Apuleius</span> is better remembered by his fable of Cupid and Psyche than by +his abstruser Platonic writings; and the Decameron of <span class="smcap">Boccaccio</span> has outlived +the Latin Treatises and other learned works of that author."</p> + +<p class="ph1" style="margin-top: 5em;">TALES</p> + +<p class="ph5">OF</p> + +<p class="ph2">THE PEERAGE AND THE PEASANTRY.</p> + +<p class="ph6">COMPLETE IN ONE VOLUME.</p> + +<p class="ph4" style="margin-top: 5em;">LONDON:</p> +<p class="ph5">RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET;</p> +<p class="ph6">AND BELL & BRADFUTE, EDINBURGH.</p> + +<p class="ph6">1849.</p> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + + +<div class="chapter"> + +<p class="ph6" style="margin-top: 10em;"><span class="smcap">London</span>:<br> +<span class="smcap">Spottiswoodes</span> and <span class="smcap">Shaw</span>,<br> +New-street-Square.</p> + +</div> + +<p class="center" style="margin-top:5em;"> +<img src="images/image01.jpg" alt="painting"> +</p> + +<p class="center"> +<i>Clara Cause, del.</i> <i>C. Cook, sc.</i> +</p> + +<p class="center">TALES OF THE PEERAGE AND THE PEASANTRY.</p> + +<p class="center">"<i>The Chevalier received the Countess of Nithsdale with what he +meant to be marked attention, but his manner was subdued, his bearing +dejected</i>" Winifred</p> + +<p class="center"><i>London. Published by Richard Bentley. 1849.</i></p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + + +<div class="chapter"> + +<p class="ph2">TALES</p> + +<p class="ph6">OF THE</p> + +<p class="ph3">PEERAGE AND THE PEASANTRY.</p> + +<p class="ph4" style="margin-top: 5em;">EDITED BY LADY DACRE.</p> + +<p class="ph5" style="margin-top: 10em;">LONDON:</p> +<p class="ph6">RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET;</p> +<p class="ph6">AND BELL & BRADFUTE, EDINBURGH.</p> + +<p class="ph6">1849.</p> + +</div> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<h2 class="nobreak">NOTICE.</h2> +</div> + + +<p>The Proprietors of <span class="smcap">Circulating Libraries</span> in all parts of +the country are compelled by the new Copyright Act to discontinue +purchasing and lending out a single copy of a foreign edition of an +English work. <i>The mere having it in their possession ticketed and +marked as a library book</i> exposes them to</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>A PENALTY OF TEN POUNDS.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>By the new Copyright Act and the new Customs Act, even single copies of +pirated editions of English Works are prohibited both in Great Britain +and the Colonies. Copies so attempted to be passed are seized.</p> + +<p>These measures will be rigidly enforced.</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<h2 class="nobreak">PREFACE.</h2> +</div> + + +<p>The authoress feels much diffidence in sending forth to the world a +tale which by its title gives promise of treating not only of history, +but of Scottish history; an act of presumption from which she is +anxious to clear herself;—and at the same time she wishes to re-assure +those readers who may not like historical novels from a woman's pen, +that she has entered no farther into public affairs, than as they may +have influenced the fortunes and feelings of the one admirable woman +who forms the subject of the following memoir.</p> + +<p>Since in the human heart the same passions and the same emotions are +found in all ages, she hopes she has not trespassed beyond the limits +assigned to one who is conscious that all she writes bears the stamp +of feminine authorship, in attempting the development of a female +character, the firmness and tenderness of which may be gathered from +Lady Nithsdale's own beautiful letter to her sister.</p> + +<p>The foundation of the story of the Hampshire Cottage is strictly true. +The appearance, the characters, the sentiments, and the death of the +old couple, are entirely from nature. Their very Christian names have +been preserved; and the circumstance of the blind old man feeling too +low for the head of the little girl, who had outgrown his recollection, +actually occurred to the authoress, when visiting the cottage after a +long absence.</p> + +<p>For reasons which perhaps may be understood by her friends, she adds, +that the tale of Blanche was written in the year 1832.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">London.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">June 26, 1835.</span> +</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<h2 class="nobreak">CONTENTS.</h2> +</div> + + +<table> +<tr><td> </td><td class="tdr">Page</td></tr> + +<tr><td><span class="smcap">Winifred, Countess of Nithsdale</span></td> <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_1">1</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><span class="smcap">The Hampshire Cottage</span></td> <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_194">194</a></td></tr> + +<tr><td><span class="smcap">Blanche</span></td> <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_273">273</a></td></tr> +</table> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</span></p> + +<h2 class="nobreak" >TALES</h2> + + +<p class="ph6">OF</p> + +<p class="ph3">THE PEERAGE AND THE PEASANTRY.</p> +</div> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<h2 class="nobreak">WINIFRED, COUNTESS OF NITHSDALE.</h2> +</div> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER I.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">My father stood for his true king,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Till standing it could do nae mair;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The day is lost, and so are we,—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Nae wonder mony a heart is sair.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Jacobite Song.</i></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> sound of the organ pealed through the chapel of the English +Augustine convent at Bruges: a bright gleam of sunshine, streaming +through the painted window to the south of the altar, shone upon the +clouds of incense which arose in silvery folds from the censers; it +shone upon the white-robed assistants, upon the priests, and upon the +calm brow of the young nun who had that moment taken the irrevocable +vows which separated her from the world—a world of which she knew +but little; but which, from the circumstances in which her family was +placed, offered not to her the temptations it usually holds out to +youth, beauty, and rank such as hers.</p> + +<p>The Lady Lucy Herbert was the fourth daughter of William Marquis of +Powis, who, having devoted himself to the cause of James the Second, +and accompanied his queen in her flight to France, received from the +exiled monarch, as a reward for his uncompromising loyalty, the empty +titles of Marquis of Montgomery and Duke of Powis.</p> + +<p>James afterwards appointed him steward and chamberlain to his +household—offices which, although of small advantage, may have been +gratifying to his feelings, as proofs of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</span> estimation in which he +was held by the master to whom he had sacrificed everything.</p> + +<p>Upon the Duke of Powis's death, which took place in 1696, his widow +placed her two youngest daughters in the English Augustine convent +at Bruges; while the three elder remained with her at the melancholy +shadow of a court still kept up at St. Germain's.</p> + +<p>It was no grief to the widowed mother when she found that the bent +of the young Lucy's mind was sincerely and enthusiastically directed +towards a religious life. Although the attainder had been reversed, +and her son had been restored to the Marquisate of Powis, it was not +till some years afterwards that she had ventured to return to England; +even then she lived in retirement and privacy. The widow of so zealous +an adherent to King James could not be regarded without suspicion; +her means were scanty; her elder daughters had not then made the +advantageous alliances which they afterwards formed; and joyfully did +she hail the vocation which she hoped would secure, to one of her +children at least, a peaceful and tranquil existence, secure from any +farther vicissitudes of fortune.</p> + +<p>But to one person the decision of the Lady Lucy Herbert was a matter of +deep and unmixed sorrow. Her younger sister, the Lady Winifred, loved +her with all the devotion of a fresh and unpractised heart. They had +been early separated from the rest of their family. At the period of +their father's death, when their childish hearts had for the first time +been made acquainted with grief, they had been thrown entirely on each +other for support and consolation.</p> + +<p>Though many years had now elapsed, the moment was still fresh in their +memories, when their mother, in her mourning habit, with pale cheek +and streaming eyes, delivered them over to the care of the friend who +was to convey them to Bruges. The sad countenances and black garments +of their sisters, and of the few domestics who still remained of their +former establishment, coupled with the vague, ill-defined feeling, +half resembling fear, half shame, which children experience when they +witness grief more intense than their young minds can comprehend, had +left a deep impression upon both the youthful pensioners. When first +they found themselves in the convent, with none but strangers around +them, the timid Winifred clung instinctively to her sister; while Lady +Lucy, forced, as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</span> it were, to become the prop and stay of one younger +and weaker than herself, acquired at an early age the habit of seeking +strength and support from above.</p> + +<p>Loving and admiring her sister as did the Lady Winifred, it may excite +wonder that she did not imbibe her strict religious notions; that she +also should not have looked forward with joy to the idea of devoting +herself to pious seclusion, and thus, at the same time, preserving the +society of the being she most loved on earth. But it was not so. On the +contrary, she felt her sister's vows as a barrier of separation between +them.</p> + +<p>Although she had no wish to wander beyond the walls of the little +convent garden, though she seldom even went to the parlour grate, and +never wished to avail herself of the occasional opportunities which +occurred to the pensioners of mixing in society, still she felt an +instinctive horror of irrevocable vows, to renounce—they knew not +what. It was with a feeling amounting to despair that she witnessed +the funeral rites, that she heard the service for the dead, that she +saw the black veil dropped between her sister and the world, of whose +pains and pleasures they could form no idea. Moreover, these vows for +ever precluded the possibility of her seeing their native country in +company with that beloved sister; and in the heart of the Lady Winifred +there existed the strong instinctive affection for the land of her +forefathers, which the coldest and the most hardened are not wholly +without, but which in minds of a more ardent temperament amounts almost +to a ruling passion. She had never beheld the British shores, she had +never breathed British air, and yet she felt as if England was her +home—her natural resting-place.</p> + +<p>When first the young girls had been sent to Bruges, an old and faithful +servant of the name of Evans had accompanied them. She was a native of +Wales, and had been born in the neighbourhood of the ancient seat of +the Herbert family, Poole Castle, in Montgomeryshire.</p> + +<p>Loyalty to the family of Herbert had grown with her growth and +strengthened with her strength, and was only balanced by the attachment +to her country, which is generally more enthusiastic in the inhabitants +of mountainous districts than of any other.</p> + +<p>The young girl had listened for hours together to old<span class="pagenum" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</span> Evans's glowing +descriptions of the cloud-capped Snowdon, the green mountains, the +smiling valleys, the rapid streams, the wreaths of mist,—all the +varied beauties of her own Wales. From the windows of their convent +they could descry nothing but the flat and uninteresting country +which surrounds Bruges: but when the clouds formed themselves into a +thousand fantastic shapes, old Evans would point out to them how one +mass resembled such a mountain near their ancestral castle—how another +was the very picture of Snowdon when he wore his white cap of clouds, +as she familiarly expressed herself. She would describe to them the +peculiar customs of Wales—the snowy caps, the small black hats, of +the women,—would expatiate on the light form and airy step with which +they trod the mountain paths—would picture to them how beautiful were +the white sheep dotting the soft green of the steep and swelling hills, +till the youthful Lady Winifred's heart would burn within her to flee +to the home of her ancestors.</p> + +<p>Nor, though Evans afterwards returned to her mistress, the duchess, +when she established herself in England, did these impressions fade +away.</p> + +<p>The nunnery was all composed of English, most of whom had been driven +into exile by the adherence of their families to that of Stuart; thence +it naturally arose that all their ideas of prosperity, happiness, +splendour and gaiety, were blended with the memory of England. These +recollections also partook of the colouring thrown around them by the +joyousness of youth; so that perhaps in no spot of earth had patriotism +a firmer hold on the human heart than in the English Augustine convent +at Bruges. There also did King James the Third, as he was ever styled, +reign without a rival. To every inhabitant of the convent was his +cause endeared by the sacrifice of friends, of property, of rank, or +of situation; and all those whose age or disposition inclined them +to hope, rather than to despond, looked forward with superstitious +confidence to the time when "the king should enjoy his own again."</p> + +<p>It was an additional grief to the Lady Winifred that her sister's vows +would prevent her ever witnessing the glorious restoration which was +to take place at some future and unknown period; and it was with a +feeling of desolation keener than any emotion she had experienced since +the grief of childhood at her father's death, that she retired for the +first time<span class="pagenum" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</span> to her solitary apartment as one of the pensioners; while +her sister—her friend, her companion by day and by night—was now a +professed nun, immured within her narrow cell, and henceforward subject +to all the rules and regulations of the order.</p> + +<p>The Lady Lucy's vocation had been so decided, and her only surviving +parent's consent so unhesitating, that her noviciate had been +shortened; and it seemed to Lady Winifred a sudden and violent +separation.</p> + +<p>During the next year, her thoughts, which could no longer be +communicated as they arose in the hourly companionship of sisterhood, +turned more frequently than ever towards her native land; her studies +were all of the glorious deeds of England; she read none but English +poets; she carolled none but English ballads; and she hailed with joy +the intelligence that her eldest sister, the Lady Mary, was united to +the eldest son of Carril Viscount Molineux, and that an alliance was in +treaty between the Lady Frances and the Earl of Seaforth, for she hoped +her mother might wish for her society when her sisters were honourably +disposed of in marriage.</p> + +<p>Since she had taken the vows, the Lady Lucy had unavoidably been +not only less her companion, but moreover the constant practice of +religious forms and exercises occupied her mind as well as her time. +She was unable to sympathise with Lady Winifred: her lot was cast +within her convent walls; and she would have considered it a vain +and sinful indulgence to let her thoughts wander towards scenes or +pleasures, which she had renounced. At the age of fifteen, therefore, +the Lady Winifred's mind had been thrown back upon itself; and it +gradually acquired a gentle reserve, a mild thoughtfulness, which +suited well the cast of her features. The placid brow, and the full +white eyelids,—the rounded cheek, which, except when some sudden +emotion called up an evanescent bloom, was pale as the white rose +consecrated to the Jacobite party,—were not calculated to strike at +first sight; but any one who had once looked upon her, could not choose +but look again. The dove-like eyes, the lips so full of expression, the +whole form so aristocratic in its mould, so feminine in its movements, +so delicate, so fragile,—all were rather like a poet's dream, than +a being formed to encounter the chances and changes of this rough +work-day world. Her slender throat<span class="pagenum" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</span> gleamed white from the close, +narrow mantilla of black silk edged with lace, which, according to the +fashion of the time and country, was closely fastened down the front; +her soft brown hair was smoothly parted off her brow, and tucked under +the little white cap, enclosing the back of the head, which is still +worn in the Low Countries, and which formed part of the dress of the +young pensioners.</p> + +<p>The character, the countenance, the features, and the habit, all seemed +in unison with each other.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER II.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Hail, Childhood! lovely age, in thy short race</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Too oft we know our only happy hours.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">With what fond yearnings later we retrace</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Each several step in thy sweet path of flowers.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The spirit bounding wild, unknowing why,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And still expectant of new ecstacy—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The little sorrows that to memory seem</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">As 'twere joys undefin'd in some fair dream.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">One</span> evening the Lady Winifred was alone in the small and simple +apartment of which she was now the sole inhabitant; the fading light +had obliged her to relinquish her employment, and she gazed through the +narrow grated window as the sun sank behind the bank of purple clouds +which, in low flat countries, so frequently accompany the decline of +day. She thought on old Rachael Evans's descriptions of her home, and +she remained lost in fanciful imaginings, conjuring the masses of +vapour into the forms of mountains which she had never beheld, when +she was roused from her meditations by the entrance of the sister +porteress, who came to announce to her that a messenger from England +had arrived, and to summon her to the parlour grate.</p> + +<p>What were her joy and surprise at recognising old Evans herself, who, +with a trusty servant, was sent to convey her in safety to London, +where she would meet her mother, the Duchess of Powis, as she was +called by all her immediate dependants, although the title conferred +upon her husband by James the Second was not allowed to her son at the +court of Queen Anne.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</span></p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred listened with even fresh delight to all which Rachael +Evans could impart respecting her family and her country, though she +could not but express her surprise that her mother should so suddenly +command her to her presence.</p> + +<p>"Your lady mother may have her reasons," replied the old woman, with a +mysterious and important air; "and it is likely his gracious majesty +himself, (Heaven bless and restore him to his own!) may also have his +reasons for wishing you should not follow your sister's example."</p> + +<p>"The king! He cannot surely take any thought of what my fate may be!"</p> + +<p>"It is not for me to make so bold as to dive into a king's counsels; +but it would not be fitting for all the heads of noble Catholic +families and true Jacobites to be intermarrying with the daughters of +crop-eared Whigamoors, as many of the young lords have done of late. +If all the beautiful young ladies of loyal families were to take the +veil, as the Lady Lucy has done, it would not be the better for the +true cause. Your fair sister, the Lady Anne, is about to be married to +the Viscount Carrington; and there may be other nobles as great, or +greater, whom King James may also wish to see attached to his cause, +rather than withdrawn from it, by the lady whom they may chance to +marry."</p> + +<p>Lady Winifred was half alarmed at Rachael Evans's insinuations. Love +and marriage were topics of conversation interdicted by the elder nuns, +and subjects on which she had never wittingly allowed her thoughts to +dwell. Yet she could not but collect from various expressions which +Evans let drop, that some alliance, by which the Jacobite cause might +be strengthened, was in contemplation for her.</p> + +<p>Her thoughts were all duty, submission, and obedience, both towards +her mother and her king; but her pure and ardent soul recoiled from +the idea of being condemned to love and honour one of whom she knew +nothing. She questioned Evans more closely, and extracted from her that +Colonel Hook had been despatched with credentials from the court of St. +Germain's, for the purpose of ascertaining the situation, numbers and +ability of King James's adherents in Scotland; that he had reported the +Earl of Nithsdale to be<span class="pagenum" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</span> a nobleman of much weight and consideration in +the southern counties, and the head of a Jacobite family; and that he +was considered by the Chevalier de St. George as a person whom it was +of great importance to attach firmly to his cause, by uniting him to a +lady of undoubted loyalty.</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred received this intelligence with tears and sorrow. +The notion of resistance to the wishes of her superiors never crossed +her mind as within the scope of possible events; but the prospect +which unfolded itself before her seemed to her simple, yet ardent +imagination, awful in the extreme.</p> + +<p>"Have you ever seen the Earl of Nithsdale?" she timidly inquired, after +the long silence which succeeded Rachael Evans's developement of the +views entertained with regard to her.</p> + +<p>"No, my sweet young lady," replied Evans; "but you need not harbour a +fear that he is other than a good and a noble gentleman. There never +was a Whig nor a traitor among any of the Maxwells of Caerlaverock. Was +it not his ancestor, the noble Sir Eustace, who was as true to King +Robert Bruce, as your own blessed father was to his king? and rather +than that the enemy should have a chance of turning it into a garrison +for themselves, did he not, with his own hands, assist in demolishing +his fair castle of Caerlaverock? The king gave him twenty-two pounds in +money for this piece of service; and though that sounds little enough +in these days, they say it was then thought a great sum of money. It +was his ancestor, Lord Robert, who was killed at the battle of Flodden, +fighting by King James's side. They always were a noble family, and +true to their lawful sovereign. It was the first earl who spent all his +princely fortune in the wars of King Charles the Martyr;—nor would +he surrender his castles of Caerlaverock and Thrieve, till he had +received his majesty's own letters commanding him to do so. It may be a +bold speech for me who am but a servant—though, I am proud to say, a +trusted one—but I think a young lady should esteem herself honoured to +ally herself with one descended from such worthy parentage."</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred sighed: she also set a high value upon an honourable +and noble lineage; that a woman should match herself beneath her +station appeared to her a shameful degradation.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</span> The idea of a Jacobite +intermarrying with a Whigamoor was as revolting to her imagination as +to Rachael Evans's; yet she would fain have learned something more of +her future husband's character, his age, and his appearance.</p> + +<p>"But, Evans," she replied, "it sometimes happens that persons of noble +birth are mean and sordid in their minds, and such that it would be +difficult to love and honour them, as a wife should love and honour her +husband, and as I have heard you say my mother loved and honoured my +father. Oh! I could tell you a sad tale which one of our nuns has often +told to me, how a friend of hers was married to a great duke, who was +of the oldest and noblest family in France."</p> + +<p>"And was he not noble in mind, as such a great person should ever be?"</p> + +<p>"I will repeat it all to you, as sister Margaret has so often told +it to me, and you will not wonder at my fears:—She was brought up +in the same convent as Eugénie de St. Mesnil: they were friends from +childhood; and when Eugénie was removed to her father's house, previous +to her betrothment, she begged that her friend might be permitted +to accompany her. One morning they were all dressed in their most +brilliant apparel,—sister Margaret says that poor Eugénie looked +more like an angel than a woman,—the relations were assembled, and +in the adjoining apartment waited the notaries and the family of the +bridegroom. The folding doors opened:—sister Margaret kept close +to Eugénie, who stole a fearful glance towards the gentlemen at the +farther end of the room. She whispered softly to sister Margaret +'she only hoped it was not he who wore the blue and silver!' The +future bride and bridegroom were now summoned to sign their names to +the parchments. Eugénie advanced, and from among the gentlemen she +indeed saw him who wore the blue and silver step forward, and it was +he who signed his name with hers. Sister Margaret says, that to her +dying day she shall never forget the expression of despair in poor +Eugénie's countenance. At that moment she resolved she would profess +herself a nun; and the very day which saw Eugénie become a miserable +wife, sister Margaret returned to her convent. She was soon afterwards +removed hither, that she might take the veil among others of her own +country.—Alas! alas! how often have I wished to see my native land; +and now how much rather<span class="pagenum" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</span> would I embrace the fate of sister Margaret, +than that of Eugénie de St. Mesnil, if I could do so without failing in +duty to my mother!"</p> + +<p>"My dear young lady, you should not listen to these love tales; they +are almost as bad for young people as reading idle romances and songs."</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred could not suppress a smile. "Nay, dear Evans, I do +not think my tale has been a tale of love," she replied.</p> + +<p>"I dare say sister Margaret's French friend was very happy after a +while, when she became accustomed to the strange duke."</p> + +<p>"Alas! I believe not"—and the young Winifred shook her head. "Sister +Margaret never would tell me any more of what befel her. She says poor +Eugénie is at rest, and bids me ask no farther of her history. It was a +very sad one, she always adds; so sad, that she rejoiced when she heard +of her friend's death!"</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER III.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">You call this weakness!—It is strength,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I say; the parent of all honest feeling!</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Who loves not his country, can love nothing.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>The Two Foscari.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Dear</span> as her sister had ever been to the Lady Winifred, never had she +seemed so dear as at the moment of parting from her for ever: never had +she so loved the convent garden, which had hitherto been her only place +of recreation; the cloisters, through which she had so often wandered +in the twilight; the chapel, where she had so regularly joined her +companions in devotion. It was with a sensation resembling awe, that +she bade adieu to the tranquil retreat where she had passed a youth +unruffled by any grief, if not enlivened by many pleasures, to enter +upon a career which was destined to call forth feelings as pure and as +ardent as ever informed mortal clay; feelings which, whatever might +prove their intensity in after years, now lay dormant under an exterior +almost child-like in its placidity.</p> + +<p>To her unpractised eyes every object was new, every sight<span class="pagenum" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</span> interesting. +The very streets of Bruges were not familiar to her, for she had +seldom passed the portals of the convent. The town appeared to her +interminable. So many houses, with their high roofs and their pointed +gables; the innumerable people, who hurried past each other in every +direction, intent on business or on pleasure; the various vehicles +which crowded the streets;—all confused her, and she forgot for the +moment the grief of parting from her sister, the joyful prospect of +seeing her mother, her curiosity concerning her native land, and even +her dread of the husband to whom she was destined.</p> + +<p>Uninteresting as was the country between Bruges and Ostend, she looked +with pleasure at the fields so brightly green, at the hedgerows of +willow, at the luxuriant crops; at the industrious peasant who still +toiled at his daily labour, or at the noisy boors who were enjoying the +relaxation of their favourite game of bowls; at the stout and active +boys, who almost excited her mirth by their antics as they ran with +incredible speed by the side of the carriage.</p> + +<p>The extreme flatness of the country prevents the traveller from +becoming aware how near he is to the ocean, till he finds himself +almost upon the shore. Though overpowered, her first emotion was mixed +with disappointment. When standing on a level with the sea, the eye +embraces so much smaller a range than when placed on higher ground, +that she did not receive that impression of its boundless expanse +which she had anticipated. Yet the sight of the ocean awakened other +emotions. She almost felt as if it were part of her native country. She +had imbued and fed her mind with the history of England's glories—of +England's triumphs. She felt as if the waters were all tributary to the +Island Queen; she knew that the navies of England maintained the empire +of the sea, and she hailed with a feeling of love and reverence the +waves which washed the white cliffs of Albion—the waves which bore the +British fleets to conquest and to glory.</p> + +<p>It was not till on board the vessel which was to convey her to her +long-loved though stranger home, and that the first surprise had in +some degree subsided, that her thoughts were again able to dwell on her +own future fate.</p> + +<p>After a long and thoughtful silence, she thus addressed Evans:—</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</span></p> + +<p>"It would be impossible that a person who was good should fail to love +her husband, would it not?"</p> + +<p>"A woman's first duty, madam, is towards her husband."</p> + +<p>"Then I trust I shall assuredly love the Earl of Nithsdale," she +replied with a brightened countenance; "for when my confessor parted +from me, he bestowed on me this little crucifix, which was brought from +Our Lady's holy convent at Einsiedlin, and giving me his benediction, +he told me I had been ever a good girl, and that he felt confident +I should prove myself a virtuous woman. I have felt happier from +that moment; for since Father Albert says so, I suppose I must prove +virtuous, and fulfil my duties, whatever they may be."</p> + +<p>"I wish her grace, your honoured mother, were present," answered Evans, +"to hear you speak so beautifully and so properly!"</p> + +<p>"But if I should not love Lord Nithsdale, I shall be sinful!" exclaimed +Lady Winifred with a look of terror.</p> + +<p>"Young ladies' minds should not be turned upon such subjects as love: +it is a word which does not befit a maiden's lips," replied Rachael +Evans, with an expression of severity in her countenance.</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred was silent and abashed. She feared to have been +unmaidenly in her questions, and she buried within her own bosom the +emotions which she could not subdue.</p> + +<p>It was long before she again ventured to address her companion. She +found that years had not softened the old woman's character. She was +faithfully devoted to the objects of her loyalty—the Herbert family, +the exiled Stuarts, and after them the mountains of Wales; she did not +imagine that any doubts or scruples could lawfully interfere where duty +towards either of the first-mentioned objects was in question.</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred sat watching the waves as they dashed one after +another against the side of the vessel; she wondered within herself +to find that the accomplishment of her constant and early wish—the +prospect of so soon setting her foot on British land—should not give +her more pleasure. She wished she had remained in ignorance of her +mother's intentions respecting her, and she felt a certain awe of that +mother stealing upon her, from finding old Evans so much more stern +and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</span> serious than when she had parted from her. Since that period, +Evans, who was a privileged person, had been entrusted with many of the +secrets of the Jacobite party, and had occasionally been of service in +conveying intelligence between the Duchess of Powis and her friends. +She had consequently become more and more devoted to the cause, and +would have resented any difficulty thrown in the way of a Jacobite +plan as an injury offered to herself. She feared Lady Winifred might +not blindly submit to the decrees of her mother, and she felt almost +displeased with her for even wishing to know to whom she was destined. +But the Lady Winifred was so thoroughly imbued with the principles of +submission and duty, that resistance to parental authority seemed to +her impossible: yet her submission would have been that of a mind in +which the sense of duty was stronger even than the warm and ardent +feelings of which she in after life gave such signal proofs, not the +submission of weakness or of indifference.</p> + +<p>At length the white cliffs of Albion actually greeted her eyes, and +she once more forgot herself and all that might await her. What a +strange and strong tie is that which binds the soul to the land of +one's forefathers! Her heart went forth towards the very earth: strange +as it was to her, it seemed familiar: and as the vessel glided up the +stately river, and passed the ships which bore the riches and the arms +of England to every region of the habitable globe, she exulted in the +power and the wealth of her country.</p> + +<p>They passed the Tower of London; and little did the fair young +creature, who gazed with youthful curiosity upon the antique edifice, +anticipate what she would one day endure within those walls! Little did +she think, when the Traitor's Gate was pointed out to her awe-struck +and wondering eyes, that he in whom her own existence was wound up +would one day mount those dreary steps, and pass that ominous portal.</p> + +<p>The duchess's coach was in waiting to convey the Lady Winifred to her +mother's presence—the Duchess of Powis having undertaken a journey +to London purposely to receive her daughter: she usually resided in +retirement at her son's castle in Wales. She did not wish to excite +suspicion by openly refusing to attend the court of Queen Anne; yet she +could not bring herself to pay the accustomed homage expected of one of +her exalted rank, when, in truth, she was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</span> devoted to the cause of the +Chevalier de St. George—when she looked upon Queen Anne as an usurper, +though, as many others at that time did, she looked upon her in the +light of an unwilling usurper.</p> + +<p>Queen Anne was known to speak with kindness and pity of her exiled +brother; and she was not regarded by the Jacobites with the same horror +they had entertained towards Mary, whose want of filial piety afforded +her enemies a never-failing topic for eloquent invective.</p> + +<p>As the heavy coach, with its ponderous horses, conveyed Lady Winifred +to that part of the town where the Duchess of Powis had for the time +established herself, her feelings were too much excited to remark upon +the long, muddy, and unpaved streets, which contrasted so strangely +with the extreme brilliancy of the shops, and which usually called +forth the astonishment of those who visited London for the first time.</p> + +<p>At length she was ushered into the presence of her who was at once a +parent and a stranger. She knelt at her feet;—it was her mother's +hand which was placed upon her head—it was her mother's voice which +pronounced a blessing over her. The venerable lady embraced her, while +a tear shone beneath her eyelid. She looked with tenderness upon +her child—her youngest child, but it was a tenderness mixed with +reserve and with habitual stateliness. Her mind had been of late years +turned to matters of secrecy and importance, and her countenance had +acquired an expression which, while it did not amount to sternness, +was nearly enough allied to it to awe her young daughter rather than +to attract her. Her silver hair was parted smoothly from her forehead, +while a black silk hood, from beneath which appeared a close cap of +the finest lace, formed her head-dress. Her stature was tall, and +remarkably erect. She moved and looked the daughter of a long line of +ancestors—the widow of the true and loyal Duke of Powis—the mother of +a race of nobles!</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred was presented to many of her relations; and to her +sisters, the Ladies Seaforth and Carrington, and the Lady Mary Molineux.</p> + +<p>All were delighted with the timid and graceful girl, whose heart was +so ready to receive them, as if she had ever been nurtured among them; +while the freshness of her mind, her wonder at all she saw, and her +determination to love and to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</span> admire every thing English, rendered her +as interesting as she was attaching.</p> + +<p>The Duchess of Powis did not devote many days to making her daughter +acquainted with her kinsfolk, but shortly set forth upon her journey to +Wales; and at length the Lady Winifred's ardent desire to gaze on real +mountains was likely to be gratified. In the agitations of the last +few days, and the anticipated delight of visiting Wales, the destined +husband had been forgotten. Her mother had not alluded to the subject; +and with the natural buoyancy of early youth, she gave herself up to +the enjoyment of the moment, and would not look beyond the present +happiness.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER IV.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Peace, brother, peace! Speak not irreverently</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of maiden bashfulness; it were to slander</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The breath of morn—the dew-drop on the bud—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The thousand, thousand evanescent sweets</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That mix in Nature's earliest incense.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">For</span> the first few miles of her journey every step of the way called +forth from the Lady Winifred fresh expressions of delight; at every +inequality of the ground, she inquired whether these were yet the +mountains of Wales, although at the same time she would have been +disappointed had she received an answer in the affirmative, for her +imagination had pictured something far more wild and sublime.</p> + +<p>By degrees her questions became fewer, her exclamations less frequent. +It was not that her wonder, or her delight, decreased; it was not that +her mother was unkind; but there was no sympathy between the artless +child, (for she was scarcely more than a child in experience,) and the +aged and serious women, who had arrived nearly at the end of a career, +in which they had witnessed the overthrow of the monarch to whom they +were attached, the destruction of the religion they professed, and the +blasting of the hopes of youth. All that remained of warmth of feeling +in the Duchess of Powis was concentrated in the desire of once more +seeing a Catholic king upon the throne; all the energies of a lofty and +commanding spirit were devoted to that one object.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</span></p> + +<p>The innocent wonder, the simple delight of her young daughter, would +have afforded to many a subject of pleasing interest: but her thoughts +were upon weightier matters; and to a person engaged in secret +negotiations for the restoration of a dynasty, such artless graces +possessed no charm. The Lady Winifred's personal attractions were +such that there was no reason to fear the Earl of Nithsdale would not +gladly fulfil the engagement which was desired by his king; from the +gentleness and duty of her child, no resistance to her wishes could be +anticipated, and she was satisfied.</p> + +<p>The duchess journeyed with her own horses, and from the state of the +roads in those days there was leisure during their progress for much +reflection. By the time the dark blue outlines of the mountains became +visible, the Lady Winifred had learned to subdue her raptures, and to +resume the staid and sober demeanour which had been usual to her in the +convent, but which had in some measure given way under the excitement +of her first arrival in England.</p> + +<p>When once established in the castle, of which Lord Powis considered +his mother as the mistress, and where he himself only occasionally +resided, the Lady Winifred found her life nearly as monotonous as it +had been at Bruges. She had the pleasure of looking upon the beauties +of nature, it is true; but it was only from a distance. The duchess +would have considered it improper and undignified for her daughter +to have strayed beyond the terrace which surrounded two sides of the +castle, or the pleasaunce, which, having been neglected during the +years that the Herbert family passed in exile, now rather resembled a +straggling orchard, and, although superior in extent, was very inferior +in neatness and cultivation to the trim garden of the Augustine convent +at Bruges.</p> + +<p>There were moments when the Lady Winifred looked back with regret to +her convent life—when she thought with painful tenderness of her +beloved sister—when she keenly felt the want of congenial companions.</p> + +<p>Her mother, serious and abstracted, would sometimes pass whole hours +in unbroken silence. Seated in her carved arm-chair of black oak, with +its high back and its velvet cushions, she industriously plied her +needle at the elaborate piece of carpet-work which had occupied her +fingers, though not her thoughts, for the last twelve years; while the +Lady Winifred<span class="pagenum" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</span> as patiently toiled at the delicate embroidery, in the +execution of which persons brought up in foreign convents are usually +so skilful.</p> + +<p>An airing in the ponderous coach, through roads which would now be +deemed impassable, constituted the only break in the routine of their +life.</p> + +<p>But even then, there was no one to whom she might exclaim upon the +beauties of the Dovey, the rich interchange of meadow and mountain, +wood and fields of waving grain, or admire the more majestic glories of +Cader Idris; which, although inferior in height to Snowdon, strikes the +eye as being more lofty, from its more abrupt and bolder outline.</p> + +<p>The daughter of Rachael Evans had been appointed as the personal +attendant of the Lady Winifred, and notwithstanding the difference in +their birth, their condition, and their education, it was not long +before the high-born Lady Winifred Herbert discovered in the humble Amy +Evans a spirit as simple, as ardent, as unsophisticated, as her own.</p> + +<p>Their young hearts warmed to each other. The want of sympathy in the +other persons who surrounded her naturally led the Lady Winifred to an +unconstrained communication with her waiting-woman; which, had Amy's +mind been stamped in a common mould, might have produced disrespect +or familiarity, but which, with a soul so true, so frank, as that of +the Welsh girl, inspired the enthusiastic devotion which subsequently +proved invaluable to her lady.</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred was one evening summoned from her walk upon the +terrace, where she was calmly listening to the tinkling of the distant +sheep-bells, and watching the sun as it gradually sank behind the blue +mountains.</p> + +<p>It was Rachael Evans, whose tall and stately form approached through +the twilight. From the circumstances before alluded to, she had been +associated with those in a class above her, till she had acquired +manners, as well as sentiments, beyond her station. She now wished to +prepare the Lady Winifred's mind for the unresisting compliance to her +mother's wishes, which she knew would be expected from her; but she +was too really well-bred ever to lose, in the freedom of the trusted +companion, the respect due from a menial to her superiors—while at +the same time the affection she felt for one whom she had nursed in +infancy, though it<span class="pagenum" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</span> tempered the sternness of her character, was but +secondary to her devotion to her lady, and the cause her lady had +espoused.</p> + +<p>There was respect, affection, and decision in Rachael Evans's tone as +she thus accosted Lady Winifred:—"Her grace requests your presence +in the oak-chamber, madam: she has matters of high importance to +communicate to your ladyship. You remember, my dear young lady, what I +once told you, that your honoured mother had chosen for you a gentleman +of noble lineage and undoubted honour; and I trust that my dear young +mistress will show herself, as I know she is, a dutiful and grateful +child."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Evans! you do not mean—that my mother is really about to speak to +me of the gentleman you mentioned—now!—this evening?"</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred clasped her hands and trembled.</p> + +<p>"Yes, madam, assuredly is she. And from whom can a young lady more +properly receive the first intimation of her approaching marriage, +than from her parent—her only remaining parent? But I thought I would +prepare you for what you were about to hear, lest you should at first +look strange upon her grace; and you know full well that the lady +duchess is not one of those who could brook an undutiful word, or a +look of disobedience. Ever since his grace's death—Heaven rest his +soul!—my mistress has been used to rule everything; and nobly has she +contended with adverse fortune, and well is she entitled to observance +and respect from all around her!"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, Evans. Full well do I know that it is the first duty of a +child to honour and obey her parents: still I cannot but feel uneasy +and alarmed."</p> + +<p>"Compose yourself, my sweet child. I know you are dutiful, although +somewhat timid. Do not linger on the way, but hasten to her grace; she +is in the oak-room,—and see! the tapers are already lighted. Hasten, +lest the supper may be served, and her grace may not be pleased if you +are absent."</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred followed old Rachael's injunctions, neither did she +venture to question her any farther. Though kinder and less stern than +when she had formerly opened the subject, still Rachael's manner was +firm and uncommunicative, and she feared to show a curiosity which +might be deemed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</span> forward or unbecoming. In ages and in countries where +marriages are arranged and contracted by parental authority, love, +whether lawful or unlawful, is equally treated as a feeling improper to +be indulged.</p> + +<p>With trembling hands the Lady Winifred turned the lock of the high and +massive door. The apartment was brilliant from the wax tapers in heavy +silver sconces which illuminated it. The venerable lady was content to +live in retirement; but though she inhabited only a few rooms of the +rambling old castle, in those she would not dispense with any of the +state to which her youth had been accustomed.</p> + +<p>She was, as usual, employed upon her carpet-work. How many serious and +lofty thoughts—how many ambitious, proud, and melancholy feelings—how +many sad and tender recollections—how many aspiring and loyal +hopes—had passed through the mind of the noble embroideress, while +her fingers had been employed in tracing the unconscious leaves and +fruits!—if unrolled, it would have been to her as a journal of past +thoughts and feelings!</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred gently closed the door behind her, and timidly +approached her mother.</p> + +<p>"I sent Rachael Evans to bid you hither, my child," said the duchess, +as Lady Winifred stood before her: "be seated, Winifred; I have much to +say to you. I have just received a letter from your brother, informing +me that he will be here to-morrow by mid-day, and with him the Earl +of Nithsdale, who accompanies him from Scotland. He is a nobleman of +undoubted loyalty and gallant bearing, and one to whom I shall feel +proud and happy in committing the welfare of my child. He is to become +your husband, my dear Winifred; your king, your surviving parent, and +your brother, have chosen him for you: so prepare yourself to receive +him with such maidenly attention as may be fitting in one of your noble +birth."</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred answered not; but the tears stood in her eyes, and at +length flowed down her cheeks.</p> + +<p>"What mean these tears?" resumed the duchess, when she observed them.</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing, madam; only the news is sudden, and I scarcely know——"</p> + +<p>"You scarcely know what, my child?"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</span></p> + +<p>"I scarcely know how I should comport myself on such an occasion. Is +he—is the Earl of Nithsdale—a person—such a person—is he a good +man?" the Lady Winifred faltered forth.</p> + +<p>"Assuredly is he. Does my daughter think I would wed her to a person +who was mean in character—a heretic, a coward, or a profligate? No; +not even to fulfil the commands of my king would I peril the immortal +soul of my child!" answered the lady, with a proud reliance on her own +integrity of purpose.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! my honoured mother, I never imagined such a thing: only——" +but she durst frame no other question. If in her secret bosom she +wished to know whether he was in outward appearance, and in manners, +such as might win a youthful heart, she scarcely ventured to +acknowledge to herself any anxiety upon subjects concerning which both +her mother and Rachael Evans had appeared to consider it unbecoming in +her to inquire.</p> + +<p>The Duchess of Powis presently resumed. "The young earl" (the word +young was not lost upon Lady Winifred) "was at Bruges when your sister +Lucy took the veil; indeed, he has not been many months returned from +Flanders. When there, he was fortunate enough to obtain a secret +interview with our gracious king."</p> + +<p>"Did he indeed?" asked Lady Winifred with eagerness; for the loyalty in +which she had been nurtured invested every thing that appertained to +the exiled monarch with interest in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes; it was when King James was serving in the King of France's army. +His retinue, alas! was scarcely equal to that of a private gentleman; +and his gracious majesty was suffering so severely from ill-health, +that he was shortly obliged to return to St. Germain's; but he received +the earl most graciously, and accepted his homage and devotion. Colonel +Hook, who has since been sent from St. Germain's to Scotland, has +been for some time in communication with the earl, and it is through +him that the king has expressed a wish that the loyal family of the +Maxwells should form an alliance with that of the Herberts."</p> + +<p>The servant now entered to announce that supper was served, and the +Lady Winifred offered her supporting arm to conduct<span class="pagenum" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</span> her mother into +the adjoining apartment, although perhaps at that moment the daughter +more needed a stay to her footsteps than the parent, who was pleased +and satisfied at the successful termination which she anticipated to +the plans she had long been forming.</p> + +<p>The repast was silent. The Lady Winifred felt as if the gray-headed +butler and the two serving-men must all be aware that she was a +destined bride, and she blushed for the agitation which prevented her +being able to touch any of the viands placed before her.</p> + +<p>It was the custom of the ladies to retire to rest soon after supper; +and when the young girl had carefully folded and arranged all belonging +to her mother's work, and had dutifully lighted her to her apartment, +the duchess gave her a more tender and fondling embrace than was usual, +according to the formal manners of the time, and the cold bearing of +the person we have described.</p> + +<p>This temporary unbending on the part of the parent roused all the +smothered feelings in the bosom of the daughter.</p> + +<p>"Give me your blessing, dearest mother," she exclaimed, with an emotion +her mother had never yet witnessed: "Bless me before I leave you, and +pray that I may make a good wife to the stranger I am to marry."</p> + +<p>"I do indeed bless you, my good child; nor can I doubt that you will +prove the virtuous wife that is a crown of glory to her husband. None +of your race and lineage have failed, nor will you, my gentle daughter. +Heaven bless you, and preserve you, my Winifred, to be an honour to +your family and to your sex!"</p> + +<p>Amy Evans was surprised, when her young lady had closed the door of her +sleeping-apartment, to see her suddenly throw herself into a chair and +burst into convulsive sobs. She was greatly alarmed, and prescribed +such simple nostrums for hysterics as occurred to her. She knelt by +her side; she patted her lady's hands; she bathed her temples with +distilled waters.</p> + +<p>"I am not ill, dear Amy! I shall be better in a moment; but—but, I am +going to be married, Amy!"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, my lady! You do not say so? I hope it is to a worthy +gentleman."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</span></p> + +<p>"Oh, yes: my mother says he is in every respect most worthy, and was +almost angry with me that I could doubt it."</p> + +<p>"And is he young?"</p> + +<p>"I think the word young escaped my mother's lips."</p> + +<p>"And handsome, I hope?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, of that I know nothing."</p> + +<p>"How! my lady, not know?"</p> + +<p>"I have never seen him, and these are questions it would not have been +fitting for me to ask."</p> + +<p>"Oh! I thank my kind stars I am not a lady," exclaimed Amy, "to be +married to some ugly old man one knows nothing of."</p> + +<p>"Alas! is he indeed old and ugly? Oh, Amy! would I were an humble +country-girl! But," she added, after a moment's pause, with a gentle +dignity and firmness of resolve—"but, being what I am, I must do that +which my station requires. I must obey my mother, even though he may be +as old and as disagreeable as you say."</p> + +<p>"Nay, my dear, dear lady, do not look so sad! I know not that he is old +and ugly; I was only thinking it would be a sore trial to be married +to some old stranger, when—when——" It was now Amy's turn to blush, +and to look confused, for she was betrothed to the son of a tenant of +the Duke of Powis's. "But with you, my lady, it is quite different. Who +knows but your future husband may prove as dear to you, as—as—David +is to me?" she added, half-blushing, but half-smiling also, for her +engagement was an acknowledged thing.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you may have seen him, Amy? He is a friend of my +brother's,—the Earl of Nithsdale."</p> + +<p>"No, my sweet lady, I have never seen him; but the name is a marvellous +well-sounding name; so do not look sorrowful, but hope for the best. +If your lady mother has chosen him, and if your brother loves him, why +should not you love him also?"</p> + +<p>"And the king, Amy—the king approves of him, and confides in him; and +the king wishes for this union!"</p> + +<p>"His majesty!" exclaimed Amy with awe; "then it must be right! And +yet," she added, "I know not how it would fare with me, if the king was +to send his commands from beyond the seas, that David was not to be my +husband, but that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</span> I was to marry some one he chose for me! Ah, well! +it is all as it should be! You are a lady, and I am a country maiden; +and it is all for the best!"</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER V.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">His soul is tost sweet hopes and doubts between,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And you might almost 'mid these flutterings trace</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A dear assurance to be lov'd by her;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">For silence is Love's best interpreter.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">He might, besides, as she drew near, observe</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">O'er all her face a deep vermilion dye;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And short and broken, check'd by cold reserve,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Her accents of condoling courtesy.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Translation from the Italian of Pulci.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> morrow came. The Lady Winifred was pale, more pale than usual. Her +hands trembled as she toiled at her many-coloured silks; more time was +spent in disentangling them than in embroidering. Her heart beat at +every sound: she started every moment. But the duchess was in the habit +of veiling all emotions under an exterior of imperturbable composure, +and proceeded with the eternal carpet-work without making one false +stitch, although she might feel some inward agitation at the prospect +of presenting her daughter to her future husband, and some joy at that +of seeing her son, who had been many months absent.</p> + +<p>Once or twice she turned her eyes upon her daughter, and secretly +regretted that she seemed pale and languid, and she even fancied she +could perceive traces of tears upon her cheek; but she knew that the +marriage was arranged, and she was certain that a shade more or less of +beauty in his betrothed would not affect the ultimate success of the +negotiations with the Earl of Nithsdale. She was confident that the +Herbert family was too noble to be slighted; and she doubted not that +the gentleness and virtues of Winifred must attach her husband, even +should her personal attractions fail to strike him at first.</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred, meantime, thought not of her own appearance. She +imagined that Lord Nithsdale was as inevitably bound to her as she was +to him; and her agitation at the notion of first beholding him, and her +longing desire to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</span> see the brother, who was equally a stranger to her, +swallowed up all personal feelings.</p> + +<p>The apartment already described as that usually inhabited by the +Duchess of Powis was a corner room, and was lighted by windows on two +sides. Lady Winifred habitually established herself in one of those +which looked towards the east; it commanded the most extensive view; +and, moreover, when gazing in that direction, her thoughts o'erleaped +the space between, and wandered towards the friends and playmates +of her childhood. From the other, to the south, could be seen the +approach of travellers from some distance. If her brother only had been +expected, probably she would have placed herself so as to command a +view of the road, but now she scarcely ventured to turn her eyes that +way: she sat with her face bent low over her frame, almost breathlessly +listening to every sound.</p> + +<p>The castle clock struck three. The Duchess of Powis wondered her +visitors had not yet arrived. She desired her daughter to look out +towards the southern entrance, and tell her whether she saw any one +approaching.</p> + +<p>"Yes, madam!" answered Lady Winifred, in a voice scarcely audible.</p> + +<p>"Well, my child, whom and what do you see?"</p> + +<p>"There are four horsemen, madam, riding quickly up the hill."</p> + +<p>"Then I imagine we may order dinner to be served," answered the mother, +who was accustomed to the strictest punctuality. "How near are they?"</p> + +<p>"They are even now entering the castle gate;" and Lady Winifred sunk +on the window-seat, while her eyes became so dizzy she could scarcely +distinguish anything farther. A vague indistinct recollection of sister +Margaret's French friend, Eugénie de St. Mesnil, and of the betrothed +in blue and silver—a confused thought of Amy's expression, "old and +ugly," ran through her brain—when her mother bade her ring the bell: +she obeyed; and rallying herself, she returned to the embroidery, which +she hoped would assist her in recovering from her confusion.</p> + +<p>In a few moments footsteps were heard in the adjoining apartment; the +clank of boots—the sound of voices. The door opened; and the Marquis, +or, as he was more usually<span class="pagenum" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</span> called, the Duke of Powis, advanced to his +mother, and having kissed her hand, was folded in her maternal embrace; +while Lady Winifred, having risen mechanically from her seat, stood +pale and immovable behind her.</p> + +<p>"My sister?" inquired the duke.</p> + +<p>"Our dear Winifred," replied the duchess; and, to her utter surprise +and confusion, the Lady Winifred suddenly found herself embraced by a +bluff, gay, honest-looking man, who was indeed her brother.</p> + +<p>"And now, my lady mother, you must allow me to present to you my friend +and companion, the Earl of Nithsdale, who has been my host for the last +three weeks, which I have passed with him at Terreagles."</p> + +<p>The Earl of Nithsdale, who had hitherto kept in the background, now +advanced with a graceful and respectful bow to make his obeisances to +the duchess, who then presented him to her daughter.</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred, startled by her brother's greeting, blushed +rosy-red. Lord Nithsdale bowed still lower than to the duchess, and for +a moment gazed upon the fair young thing before him, but as quickly +withdrew his glance; for, with the nice feeling of a refined mind, he +perceived, although her eyes were not for one moment raised from the +ground, that she quivered beneath his gaze.</p> + +<p>The parent might have been satisfied with the personal attractions +of her daughter at this moment. The surprise and the excitement had +summoned a bloom that gave her all the brilliancy which at times she +might require. The extreme purity of her expression, and bashfulness of +her demeanour, suited well with the embarrassing situation in which she +was placed.</p> + +<p>The mid-day repast was announced. The duchess was handed by Lord +Nithsdale; while the Duke of Powis gave his arm to his shrinking +sister, who, shy and trembling, scarcely ventured to slightly touch it, +alarmed to find herself on so familiar a footing with any man, even +though a brother—she who had scarcely spoken to one of the other sex, +except good Father Albert.</p> + +<p>Had the soft innocent eyes of young Winifred never yet been raised? Had +she not yet beheld the face of her future lord? When first the door had +opened, she had stolen a furtive<span class="pagenum" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</span> glance—had seen enough to convince +her that the person who accompanied her brother, if indeed he were +the Earl of Nithsdale, was neither old nor ugly. But from that moment +forward they had been riveted to the ground.</p> + +<p>The dinner was dull and constrained—how should it have been otherwise? +Though the Duke of Powis exerted himself to the utmost, and told many +lively anecdotes concerning his exploits when deer-stalking in the +Highlands, or salmon-fishing in the Lowlands, his unassisted efforts +could not succeed in sustaining the conversation. The venerable duchess +was always stately in her manners: she had lived almost entirely out of +the world, and had none of the small talk of the day. Lady Winifred, +of course, could not be expected to speak. Lord Nithsdale, although +he had read much, travelled far, and although he had seen much of the +world in general, felt that in his situation, also, light and flippant +conversation would be out of season; and upon subjects of nearer +interest, of deeper anxiety, whether personal or political, they could +none of them touch while surrounded by attendants.</p> + +<p>When, however, they adjourned to the pleasaunce, they were able to +communicate more freely.</p> + +<p>The Duke of Powis imparted to the duchess all that Colonel Hook had +told them of the Chevalier's hopes and fears; of all the promises of +assistance which were held out to him by Louis the Fourteenth; of all +the pledges of devoted attachment to the cause which he had received +from the various nobles and lairds of Scotland.</p> + +<p>The Earl of Nithsdale qualified his friend's hopeful view of the case, +by mentioning the divisions which, in consequence of Colonel Hook's +mismanagement, had arisen between the more zealous partizans, including +the Dukes of Athol and of Perth, who were for at once receiving the +king without any conditions, and the Duke of Hamilton, the Earl +Marishal, and others, who adopted more moderate principles.</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred cowered close to her mother; but once or twice, +attracted by the deep, low, earnest tones of his voice, as he feelingly +deplored these disunions, which he feared might prove the destruction +of all their hopes, she found her eyes involuntarily turn towards the +speaker; and once—once only—he surprised them fixed upon him.</p> + +<p>Confused and shocked at herself, she hastily withdrew<span class="pagenum" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</span> them, and from +that instant found herself, all loyal Jacobite as she was, totally +incapable of listening to the chances of success which attended the +plans in agitation, but wholly occupied in wondering what must have +been the Earl of Nithsdale's impression of her boldness, in having +ventured thus to gaze upon him, and fearing he must necessarily have +formed a very unfavourable opinion of her.</p> + +<p>This was a great change! She was little aware herself that the +subject of her anxiety had so completely shifted its ground, from the +impression he might make on her, to that which she might make on him.</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred found the young Amy awaiting her with impatience in +her chamber. "I have seen him, my dear lady—I have seen him!" she +exclaimed with eagerness; "and if he is but as good as he is comely, +why there is no harm in leaving it to one's king and one's parents to +choose for one. I am so overjoyed to think my dear mistress may be as +happy as she deserves to be! for you never could have been happy, my +lady, if they had married you to such a husband as I had fancied in my +own mind.—But you do not look half pleased, madam! Think you he is not +so worthy a gentleman?" inquired Amy with a tone of alarm.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, Amy; I do not think any one with such a voice could be other +than most excellent and most gentle!"</p> + +<p>"And it seemed to me, madam, as he was walking in the pleasaunce, that +he had the goodliest eye-brows!—so black, and so straight! And yet he +did not look as though he were stern."</p> + +<p>"I believe not;—but indeed I scarcely ventured,—I was +fearful—lest——"</p> + +<p>"And then every time you turned at the end of the broad walk, he bowed +with such grace and respect to your honoured mother, it did one's heart +good to see; for it seemed as though he would make a dutiful son to +her, as well as a good husband to you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Amy! I cannot think it possible he should ever be my husband."</p> + +<p>"Why, I thought, madam, he was come here on purpose."</p> + +<p>"He never can think of me, I am sure! so wise, so noble as he is! And +I who know nothing, and have seen nothing—I never can make him a wife +such as would be worthy of him!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</span></p> + +<p>"And if you are not worthy to match with any earl, or duke, or prince +in the wide world, my lady, I do not know who is—good, sweet, +gentle, beautiful, and noble as you are!" exclaimed Amy, with a burst +of enthusiasm which almost resembled indignation at her lady for +undervaluing herself.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! Amy, not beautiful! I never thought before how much more +beautiful my dear sister Lucy is than I am!"</p> + +<p>"Nay, my dear, dear lady, I have often heard my mother say the Lady +Lucy may be taller, and may have more colour in her cheeks, but that +for real beauty her features are not near equal to yours; and as for +the Lady Carrington, or the Lady Mary, or——"</p> + +<p>"Stop, stop, Amy! I must not listen to such flatteries! What would +Father Albert say, if he knew I was listening to such sinful vanities +as praises of personal beauty, and that I was listening to hear myself +preferred before my sisters? Oh, no! It is not thus I may make myself +worthy of him who is to be my lord, if indeed he can condescend to such +as I am."</p> + +<p>"Oh, my sweet mistress! you are only too good. Bear with me, my lady, +and I hope in time I may learn to be something like you. But indeed it +hurts me to hear you speak so humbly and so sadly: I am sure that every +time you dropped behind, I saw the earl slacken his pace, and steal a +look to see if you were there."</p> + +<p>"Did he, indeed?" said the young Winifred; but, checking herself, +she added, "but now I will to my prayers. Alas! I wish Father Albert +were here! I feel as if I had much need of confession, and of ghostly +counsel; and yet I do not know what sin I have committed which seems +to weigh so heavily upon me. My mind is bewildered. It is so very long +since I have confessed! I wonder what Father Albert would say!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER VI.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>His affection was of a very extraordinary alloy,—a composition of +conscience, and love, and generosity, and gratitude, and all those +noble affections that raise the passion to its greatest height.</p> + +<p> +<i>Clarendon's Life.</i><br> +</p> +</div> + +<p><span class="smcap">On</span> the following morning, after some private conversation between the +duchess, her son, and the Earl of Nithsdale, the Lady Winifred was +summoned to the oak-chamber, where her mother formally taking her hand, +placed it in that of the earl. They both knelt before her to receive +her blessing; and though as yet they had never addressed one word to +each other, they rose from their knees, their faiths mutually plighted.</p> + +<p>Such marriages have often been contracted, and sometimes they may have +proved as well assorted as those in which the choice of the individuals +has been more consulted; but it has seldom occurred that hearts have so +sincerely acquiesced in the vows dictated by others as on this occasion.</p> + +<p>The Earl of Nithsdale was approaching the age of thirty. He had visited +Paris, he had travelled in Italy, he had passed some time in Germany. +There was a singularity in the eye-brows, whose darkness had already +attracted Amy's notice, and the clear but melancholy blue eyes which +they shaded, in the pale complexion, and the expression of sadness +about the mouth, which had proved irresistible to many a foreign fair +one. He had often won unwooed the hearts of those Parisian belles, +who were not devoted to the dreary court decorum prevalent during the +reign of Madame de Maintenon; while many of the more glowing beauties +of Italy had absolutely courted the favour of the young Englishman, +and many a sentimental German seemed ready to yield her heart, almost +before he could lay siege to it.</p> + +<p>In his early youth he had not failed to profit by the advances which +were thus made to him; but his was not a character which could long +find pleasure in such conquests. He had an innate preference for +virtue and purity; his disposition was naturally enthusiastic and +contemplative. The gay, the thoughtless, passing attachments to which +we have alluded, were not in unison with his mind. The sprightly +Parisian was too volatile to make any lasting impression on<span class="pagenum" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</span> such a +heart, the Italian too little refined, the German too easily won; +so that, though he had passed the first flush of youth, his real +affections were still unhackneyed.</p> + +<p>He had accidentally found himself at Bruges when the Lady Lucy +pronounced her vows, and was one of the assembly who crowded the church +to witness the ceremony. Lady Winifred had been pointed out to him +among the convent pensioners, as being sister to the young nun; and he +had then remarked upon the innocence and purity of her countenance, +and had thought within himself how much more attractive was such an +expression than all the graces and fascinations which are meant to +allure.</p> + +<p>If there is any foundation of virtue in the heart of a man, the more he +has been thrown with the less respectable part of the sex, the more he +has been exposed to their allurements, the more highly does he prize +entire innocence when he meets with it, and the more strict is his line +of demarcation between the modest, and those in whose conduct there may +be any touch of levity. It might almost be taken as a touchstone of +the original disposition, whether or not, through all the errors into +which man, when tempted, is liable to fall, he yet preserves a quick +perception of genuine purity, and also retains a taste and a veneration +for it. Whatever may have been his aberrations, there is always hope +that such a one will return to the path of virtue.</p> + +<p>The Earl of Nithsdale, however, was not one who had ever been +completely carried away in the vortex of dissipation. He had still +cherished within his mind an ideal model of perfection, which had +preserved him from yielding up his affections to any of the fair +creatures who fluttered around him. He had always resolved that the +woman to whom he should unite himself should be pure as the unsunned +snow, with mind, soul, and affections fresh and unpolluted.</p> + +<p>It was, therefore, willingly that he entered into the alliance urged +by the agent of his master—a master towards whom he inherited loyalty +with the blood which flowed in his veins, and to whom, since his +interview with him in Flanders, he felt additionally bound by every tie +of romantic honour.</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale had sought that interview with all the feelings of +enthusiasm naturally inspired by the circumstance of the young prince +so gallantly entering the King of France's<span class="pagenum" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</span> army. He was then saddened +at the appearance of ill-health visible in the Chevalier, and he was +disheartened by perceiving how poorly he was attended. These facts, +unpromising as they were, affected his hopes of success, but they did +not lessen the interest he felt for the royal exile. The divisions +among the Chevalier's adherents, consequent upon Colonel Hook's +imprudent neglect of the more moderate Jacobites, who were not prepared +rashly and unconditionally to yield the hard-earned liberties of their +country into the hands of a restored monarch, portended, to a person +who was not of a sanguine temperament, the ill-success which attended +the attempt of 1707, but it did not for a moment affect his allegiance.</p> + +<p>This despondent, yet devoted loyalty threw over his whole demeanour +a tinge of melancholy, which was calculated to render him only more +interesting in the eyes of a young girl; and she soon learned to watch +with anxiety the varying expression of his brow, and to hail with joy +the smile which her presence invariably called forth.</p> + +<p>His affection for her was a mingled feeling of almost parental care and +protection, with a punctilious respect, excited by her innocence and +her noble birth.</p> + +<p>She had been brought up to honour and to obey; and the love to which +she gladly and dutifully yielded every faculty of her soul, evinced +itself in a thousand actions of almost filial reverence. She was +unaccustomed to the common attentions mechanically granted by the other +sex, and unconsciously received by those who have lived in the world; +and he sometimes smilingly checked her when she stooped for her own +roll of silk, or performed for herself and others a thousand little +services, which, in former days especially, were exacted not only from +a lover, but from all gentlemen towards all ladies.</p> + +<p>When, however, they occasionally found themselves alone, a circumstance +of rare occurrence, then her instinctive inborn nobleness and modesty +made her for the time assume, unknown to herself, the dignity of +demeanour befitting one of her rank and station. She was no longer the +timid and affectionate girl, only watching to forestall the wishes of +him to whom she owed duty and allegiance; but the high-born damsel, +whose gentle purity was more awful in its simplicity than the frown of +another.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</span></p> + +<p>The novelty of such a character—the contrast it afforded to those +which he had previously met with—the unusual mixture of perfect +confidence in her entire affection for himself, and of perfect +certainty that a few weeks would make her his wedded wife, with the +fear of alarming the shrinking bashfulness of one nurtured in such +utter seclusion,—the desire of winning the unreserved confidence of a +creature accustomed to reveal the secret workings of her innocent soul +to her confessor alone, and the pleasure of gently insinuating himself +into her heart of hearts,—gave a new and singular character to this +courtship. His own soul seemed to grow fresh, young, and pure by the +study of hers. He enjoyed once more all the simple tastes and pleasures +of childhood, which had long ceased to charm him; and he hailed with +as much delight, as in some cases a lover would the confession of +reciprocal affection, any detail of the youthful amusements of her +convent life which he could succeed in luring her to describe.</p> + +<p>It was seldom, however, that she spoke herself. She loved to sit +in her own accustomed and retired seat, apparently occupied with +her embroidery, while she gave up her whole soul to the rapture of +listening to his voice, and of drinking long draughts of the new +and absorbing passion which it was become her duty to feel. If, as +not unfrequently happened, he addressed himself to her, and asked +her opinion, her feelings, upon the subject which might be under +discussion, she started as from a reverie; and unless it was one which +touched upon some matter of morality, of religion, or of loyalty, she +could give no opinion, for in truth she had none. She listened for +the pleasure of hearing his full, sweet, mellow voice; of learning +his sentiments; and of sometimes stealing an occasion of dwelling +unobserved upon the countenance, which, in her eyes, beamed with all +that was noble and intellectual.</p> + +<p>On the day preceding that on which the marriage ceremony was to be +performed by a Catholic priest in the chapel of Poole Castle, the +Duchess of Powis gave her daughter some of the sage maternal counsel +which was to fit her to become a virtuous wife, and the head of a noble +household, at a period when the duties of housewifery really devolved +upon the mistress.</p> + +<p>"Be seated, my dear Winifred, and listen to me attentively.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</span> You are +now about to enter upon a mode of life entirely new to you; you will +have no one to guide and direct you."</p> + +<p>"Oh! madam! think you my lord is likely to be called away from me so +soon?"</p> + +<p>"No, my child; it is not on that account I speak, unless indeed our +gracious master should carry his proposed landing into effect; in such +a case you would not be a degenerate daughter of the house of Herbert, +but you would wish your husband to be among the first who flock to the +standard of our rightful sovereign. But though no such paramount duty, +to which all others must yield, should call him from your side, there +are many points connected with your household arrangements in which you +must act and judge for yourself. Of course, should any circumstance +occur on which there should be a diversity of opinion between yourself +and your husband," (the Lady Winifred looked up in her mother's face +with an expression of unfeigned astonishment,) "remember, Winifred, +that on such occasions it will be your duty to submit, whether your +reason is convinced or not."</p> + +<p>"Is it possible?"</p> + +<p>"Is what possible, my child?"</p> + +<p>"Is it possible, madam, that I should ever hold an opinion contrary to +my lord's?"</p> + +<p>"Such things have occurred," resumed the duchess, while a transient, +almost imperceptible smile passed over her lips. "When you have lived +more in the world, you may perhaps acquire wishes and sentiments of +your own. Should subjects of dispute arise——"</p> + +<p>"Oh! madam!"</p> + +<p>"Remember, it is the wife's duty to yield; and remember, that a soft +word turneth away wrath."</p> + +<p>The duchess had proceeded so far with her advice, because she had ever +deemed it right thus to admonish each of her daughters before they +entered into the marriage state, when the Lady Winifred exclaimed with +tears in her eyes—</p> + +<p>"Oh! my dearest mother! surely you have not seen in me any signs of +wilfulness! Heaven knows my heart is all submission towards him to whom +it has pleased you and my sovereign to unite my destiny. Heaven is my +witness," she added, clasping her hands, "that I honour him—that I +revere him, (saving yourself, madam, and Father Albert,) second<span class="pagenum" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</span> to +nothing under Heaven! And to-morrow, mother—to-morrow, I suppose, +I may honour him first of all created beings!" She turned her soft +and tearful eyes to Heaven with an expression of such enthusiastic, +such sublime devotion—though the devotion was not at the moment +all religious, that the duchess looked upon her for a space in mute +astonishment.</p> + +<p>"You are a strange girl," at length she said; "so silent, so reserved, +and yet so ardent:" and the mother, who had been too much occupied with +other thoughts to study the real character concealed under the gentle, +unobtrusive deportment of her child, was surprised and perplexed at +this unexpected burst of feeling.</p> + +<p>After a pause she resumed. "And there is another thing which I have +never failed to impress upon your sisters, which is, that however +exalted may be a woman's rank, however ample her husband's fortune, +she should not disdain to be the diligent housewife as well as the +high-born lady. I have in this small clasped book a collection of +family receipts, which I wish you to study carefully, and which +you will find of infinite service. They descended to me from my +grandmother, her grace of Somerset; and our family have always been +renowned for our almond comfits and our spiced cakes. Amy Evans can +assist you, for she has learned to compose these condiments under our +faithful Rachel."</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred with gratitude and humility received from her +mother's hand the small green book with silver clasps which contained +these valuable documents. The duchess continued: "In uniting you to +one of the Maxwell blood, I need scarcely fear for your principles of +loyalty. There can be no doubt that, born of the Herberts, and married +to a Maxwell, you will live and die true to the king of your ancestors. +And now, my dear child, may a merciful Providence grant that, firm in +the faith in which you have been brought up, you may live a virtuous, +if not a happy life, and that you may die the death of the righteous!"</p> + +<p>The Lady Winifred knelt; and her mother having thus advised her upon +conjugal, economical, political, and religious subjects, kissed her +fair child's forehead, and they retired to rest.</p> + +<p>The next day witnessed the vows of the betrothed pair; and they shortly +afterwards took up their abode at the Earl of Nithsdale's castle of +Terreagles, in Dumfriesshire.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER VII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The realm from danger to secure,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To foreign aid we cry;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">With papists and non-jurors join</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To keep out popery.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Whig Song.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">In</span> the mutual affection which subsisted between herself and her lord, +the Countess of Nithsdale would now have enjoyed happiness, as perfect +and as unalloyed as mortals may look for here below, had not the public +affairs of the time been to both a subject of deep interest and anxiety.</p> + +<p>The party of the Chevalier de St. George was strong in Scotland. The +people in general were disaffected to the government in consequence +of the Union: a measure against which many signed a protest, which +was presented by the Duke of Athol; and a measure which, in the +eyes of many Scotchmen, appeared contrary to the honour, interest, +and constitution of their country, the birthright of the peers, the +privileges of the barons and boroughs, and to the claim of right, +property, and liberty of the subject.</p> + +<p>While such feelings tended to produce discontent among all orders, the +regular troops, under the Earl of Leven, did not exceed 2500 men, many +of whom upon the landing of the Chevalier would most probably have +joined him. The castle of Edinburgh was destitute of ammunition; and if +it had surrendered, the Jacobites would have found themselves masters +of a considerable sum of money.</p> + +<p>The King of France, with the view of making a diversion from the +Netherlands, and of occupying Queen Anne with disturbances at home, +had granted considerable assistance to the Pretender. A squadron was +assembled at Dunkirk under the Chevalier de Fourbin, and a body of land +forces was embarked under M. de Gace: James was furnished with services +of gold and silver plate, sumptuous tents, splendid liveries, and all +sorts of necessaries, even to profusion. Louis had presented him with +a sword studded with diamonds, and had repeated to him the same words +with which he had dismissed his father,—that the kindest wish he could +express towards him was, "that he might never see him again."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</span></p> + +<p>The Scottish nobles but awaited the moment of the Chevalier's landing +to rise simultaneously in his favour: though outwardly all was quiet, +they were on the tip-toe of expectation, when the active measures taken +by Queen Anne, the vigilance of Sir George Byng, who intercepted the +squadron before it could reach Edinburgh, and the wind, which prevented +its ever arriving at Inverness, rendered vain all their hopes and fears.</p> + +<p>The Chevalier, after having been tost upon the seas during a month of +tempestuous weather, returned to Dunkirk; and Sir George Byng sailed up +the Leith road to Edinburgh, for the purpose of receiving the freedom +of the city which he had delivered from impending danger.</p> + +<p>Thus ended the Chevalier de St. George's first, and almost ridiculous, +attempt to recover the throne of his ancestors.</p> + +<p>To the Earl of Nithsdale this period had been one of no common +anxiety: he was too well aware of the dissensions which Colonel Hook's +imprudence had produced among the Chevalier's most faithful partisans, +to feel confident of the result under any circumstances; and he knew +that till the king was actually in Scotland, and was himself a rallying +point for all his adherents, nothing but mischief could accrue from +any movement among his friends. He had therefore so conducted himself +as to escape the notice of government: his disappointment was great +when he found that a moment, in many respects so favourable for the +Jacobite cause, had been allowed to escape; but far greater was his +mortification at finding the monarch to whom he had devoted himself +could be so easily persuaded to return to dependence on the court of +France; and his fears for the future affected him still more deeply +than his vexation at the failure of the present attempt.</p> + +<p>His young wife also grieved at the dispersion of their cherished hopes; +but to her, the object of real and deep anxiety was her husband. +Sometimes, when, with folded arms, he would gaze vacantly upon the +blazing fire, his dark brows knit, his lips compressed, his mind +absorbed in sad retrospections and melancholy forebodings, the un-read +book would fall upon her knee, or the needle drop from her hand, as she +watched the expression of his face. On one occasion, when he caught +her eyes thus fixed upon him, a kind but passing smile illumined his +countenance; and addressing her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</span> with the low and mellow voice which +first made her maiden heart his own,—"My gentle Winifred," he said, +"you have exchanged a calm and peaceful home, beloved and cheerful +friends, the sister of your affections, and all the joyous carelessness +of youth, for an unsettled country, a troubled land, and a gloomy +husband—who hates himself, dearest, when he thinks his thoughtfulness +and his abstraction can cast a shade of care over that smooth and +tranquil brow——"</p> + +<p>"Oh my dear lord!" she exclaimed, as she looked up at him, her eyes +half filled with tears.</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale continued,—"Or that his moody silence can bring tears +into those dear eyes!" and seating himself beside her, he pressed her +slender hand in his.</p> + +<p>"It is not his silence, but my beloved lord's kind words, that have +brought tears into these foolish eyes. I can scarce believe that one so +far above me in wisdom and in knowledge—one whose mind is engrossed by +subjects of such moment, can take so much thought for such an ignorant +child as I am. I often regret my convent education; for I feel, my +lord, that I can be no companion to you; and in these times especially, +when——"</p> + +<p>"Wish not yourself other than you are, my love! It is that purity, that +heavenly innocence, that confiding simplicity, which render you in my +eyes so immeasurably superior to all the far-famed beauties of this, or +any other land. What are their charms, their wit, their talents, their +learning, their acquired attractions, to that pure blush which even now +mantles my own sweet Winifred's cheek, to hear her praises, though from +a husband's lips?"</p> + +<p>And Winifred was happy; for she found that in truth her unobtrusive +affection, her gentle cares, could alone dispel the gloom which hung +over that beloved husband.</p> + +<p>Time, however, changed the nature of his regrets. Lord Nithsdale's +clear understanding could not fail to perceive that his country was +quiet, prosperous, and glorious under the rule of its present monarch; +and the doubt would cross him whether it were the act of a true patriot +to favour the pretensions of one who must necessarily overturn much of +what tended to promote that prosperity.</p> + +<p>Still, was he not by birth a Jacobite? a Catholic? and therefore bound +from motives of religion to support a Catholic<span class="pagenum" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</span> claimant to the throne? +Moreover, had he not, in his romantic interview with the Pretender, +pledged himself personally to his service? It was too late to retract! +If any attempt were renewed in his favour, he could not but join in +it. Yet the consciousness of being bound in honour to a cause of which +his reason could not thoroughly approve, oppressed him with a sense of +care—almost of guilt.</p> + +<p>He was a man who wished strictly to act as honour and as duty might +dictate, and he was not carried away by eager hopefulness, or by +ambition, or by passion. He saw and balanced so nicely the reasons +and arguments on both sides, that he was apt to be dissatisfied with +himself; sometimes to think he was guilty of a dereliction of duty +towards his lawful sovereign, when his clear judgment forced upon him +the thriving condition of his country; at others, to feel that he +was perhaps ready to sacrifice the real good of thousands to his own +private notions of personal honour.</p> + +<p>The Lady Nithsdale, with never-failing gentleness, soothed these +wayward feelings, if wayward they may be called, which were so natural +to a conscientious man in times such as those we treat of. She would +chase away his gloom by light and playful converse; she would gather +around him their friends and neighbours, and lure him to forget his +careful thoughts in the pleasing duties of hospitality; or she would +draw his attention to the gambols of their children, the young Lord +Maxwell and the little Lady Anne, and lead him to join in their sports, +and thus lose the sense of the conflicting duties which pressed so +heavily upon his mind. He was always, and at all times, the object +of her thoughts; and the earl in return hung on her as his stay, his +support, his consolation.</p> + +<p>The bond of their mutual affection thus became more firmly knit than +if their lives had passed in an uninterrupted flow of happiness. The +affection which is wearied by sadness, or falls off in sorrow, is one +which has taken but shallow root in the heart.</p> + +<p>It is perhaps to the credit of human nature, that misfortune is not +the trial under which mutual attachment so frequently gives way as +under that of unbroken prosperity. When there is any groundwork of +tenderness, the sight of the object of that tenderness in sorrow, in +sickness, or in suffering, endears it more and more. The attention is +fixed; the thoughts are<span class="pagenum" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</span> occupied: affection is called into action; +it is not allowed to drop into a slumber, which sometimes ends in +lethargy. The enduring love of wives to wayward husbands, the exceeding +fondness of some husbands for capricious wives, may thus be accounted +for. How natural was it, then, that an anxious and thoughtful temper, +produced by conscientious scruples, devoted loyalty, romantic honour, +and disinterested patriotism, should concentrate upon her husband every +feeling of a soul which, like the Countess of Nithsdale's, was made up +of duty and of tenderness!</p> + +<p>The imprudent boldness with which many Jacobites professed their +principles and their attachment to the Pretender was to Lord Nithsdale +a source of much vexation. The Duchess of Gordon sent the faculty of +advocates a silver medal, representing on one side the Chevalier de +St. George, and on the reverse the British islands, with the motto +"Reddite." The duchess was thanked for having presented them with a +medal of "their sovereign lord the king;" and a confident hope was +expressed that her grace would soon have an opportunity of offering +them a second medal, struck upon the "restoration of the king and royal +family, and the destruction of usurping tyranny and whiggery."</p> + +<p>This whole proceeding was afterwards disowned by the faculty, and +by a solemn act they declared their attachment to the queen and the +Protestant succession. But such uncalled-for boldness, such weak +retracting of daring imprudence, in the opinion of Lord Nithsdale, +augured ill for the cause to which he was bound. Such conduct could in +no wise forward the hopes of his master, and it only served to keep the +country in an unquiet and disturbed state.</p> + +<p>He disapproved of the measures of his party; and consequently he kept +himself somewhat retired at Terreagles, associating more with his +immediate neighbours than courting political connexions. With the +Earl of Derwentwater alone he kept up a constant and confidential +intercourse. They together deplored the infatuation of some of their +friends: in loyalty and patriotism each found in the other a spirit +congenial to his own.</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale's visits to London, or to Edinburgh, were rare; and +no change occurred to mark the lapse of years, unless we may note +that which took place in the bearing of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</span> Amy Evans. She was still, +as before, high in her lady's favour, who regarded her more in the +light of a confidential, though humble friend, than merely as a +waiting-woman. Indeed, Amy in her childhood had been admitted as +play-fellow and associate to the daughter of an old cavalier who +resided in the neighbourhood of Poole Castle, and from her youthful +intercourse with Mrs. Mellicent Hilton, she had acquired a tone of +feeling somewhat superior to those in her station of life.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale could not but remark that the laughing eyes which once +sparkled with merriment were now dull and spiritless, and that the +ruddy cheek had lost its bloom. When she sought the chamber where her +maidens were employed at their needle, she no longer heard the clear +voice of Amy, who used to enliven the light labours of her companions +with the ditties she had learned in her childhood. Her gay laugh no +longer pealed cheerily on the ear. Lady Nithsdale attributed the change +which had gradually stolen over the demeanour of her dear Amy Evans to +her separation from her lover.</p> + +<p>"You are sad, dear Amy," she one day remarked to her; "but I think +I have news that will call up the bloom on those pale cheeks, and I +shall hear your old Welsh songs carolled with fresh glee. The farm +of Hetherstone is vacant now, and my lord proposes that David should +become his tenant;—and then I suppose I must make Jeannie Scott my +'tirewoman!"</p> + +<p>"Alas! my gracious mistress, not unless your ladyship is weary of the +services of poor Amy Evans. I trust that I can still diligently ply my +needle, and that I can arrange your ladyship's head-gear with as neat a +hand as Jean Scott at the least."</p> + +<p>"Nay, you have been a diligent and careful servant to me, Amy, and I +shall love to see you as careful and diligent a wife; and when I visit +you in your home, I shall once more see your merry eyes sparkle as they +used to do."</p> + +<p>"No, madam, those days are gone by for me. You shall ever find me a +true and faithful servant, but I shall never be a wife."</p> + +<p>"And what will David do without a housewife to see to his dairy, to +bake his bread and his bannocks, and to trim his hearth, and keep all +neat and seemly around him?"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</span></p> + +<p>"He needs not me for a housewife, madam: he has found one, more to his +taste, these six months back. He was married, madam, last Lammas-tide;" +and, though her hands trembled, she still proceeded in the composition +of the spiced comfits which her lady had come to overlook.</p> + +<p>"Oh! my poor Amy! And is this true? Can men really be so false?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed can they, madam. And I am not the first girl who has been +slighted: they all tell me so! But I always held myself high; and it is +no comfort to hear how, when his wedding morning came, Donald M'Rae was +nowhere to be found; or how Jockie Smith deserted Kate Armstrong, after +he had broken a gold piece with her; or how Mary Morrison pined herself +to death for the loss of Jamie Elliot. But I am not one to pine myself +to death! David's wife shall never hear that Amy Evans had so mean a +spirit; no, she shall hear of me cheerful, and contented, madam. And +why should I not be so, when I have such a good, kind lady, whom I love +better—ay, better than I once did David himself!" And now the tears +rained fast from her eyes, which Nature seemed to have intended should +only express sprightliness and warm affection. "But, I beseech you, +madam, speak not to Jean Scott or to Annie Bell of my griefs. They have +never yet seen me weep, and I would not have them know that David's +falsehood had wrung tears from me. I shall not feel it so much after a +while, my lady! And when all is said and done, where could I ever be +so happy as with my kind, my honoured mistress? So you will never say +anything more, my lady, of making Jean Scott your 'tirewoman?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no! dear Amy; I should never, never like any one about me so well +as you!"</p> + +<p>"I thought so, my lady; and I told Jean Scott I was sure you would +never turn me off, though she prides herself so upon her taste, and the +nimbleness of her fingers, and is always throwing out that the time +will come when she will have my place!" And Amy was half consoled for +the loss of David, when she had ascertained that she retained the same +hold on her mistress's affections. Since the blight which had fallen on +her first and early love, she valued the favour of her lady above all +other earthly goods, and watched over it with the jealous tenderness of +a lover.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</span></p> + +<p>Her secluded education, and her own early marriage to so honourable a +man, had prevented the Countess of Nithsdale's having ever witnessed, +much more having ever experienced, the caprice and infidelities of the +other sex. She had heard and read of them, as of matters undoubtedly +true, but as never likely to come under her own immediate cognizance; +and she was astonished at Amy's treating a lover's desertion of his +mistress as an event of common occurrence. She wondered still more that +pride should, in a low-born country maiden's heart, almost overbalance +the more instinctive feeling of love. That a noble damsel should resent +any slight was indispensable to her birth and breeding; and the proud +blood of the Herberts mantled in her cheeks at the mere imagining such +a case. But she thought, had she been lowly born, pride could never +have sustained her under so cruel a blow. She forgot that, in all ranks +alike, each feels the eyes of his equals upon him,—that the lowest, +as well as the highest, have their world, before whom to blush is +degradation.</p> + +<p>It was not that the gentle Lady Nithsdale was haughty in her nature; +the affection which subsisted between herself and Amy sufficiently +proved the contrary; but as she was imbued with the divine indefeasible +right of kings, so was she with the innate inherent nobility of an +ancient family.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER VIII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The virtue of her lively looks</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Excels the precious stone,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I wish to have none other books</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To read or look upon.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The modest mirth that she doth use</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Is mixed with shamefacedness.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Attributed to Lord Rockford,</i></span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;"><i>Anne Boleyn's brother.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Although</span> they differed widely in politics, the Duke of Montrose was one +of the persons whom Lord Nithsdale looked upon as a true patriot, and a +young man of great promise. He was the grandson of the great marquis, +and had been by Queen Anne lately raised to the dignity of Duke of +Montrose.</p> + +<p>The family of the Earl of Nithsdale was, through Douglas, Earl of +Moreton, nearly connected with that of the duke; and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</span> also, through +the marriage of Lord Nithsdale's sister, the Lady Mary Maxwell, to the +Earl of Traquhair, with that of his young duchess, the Lady Christian +Carnegie, daughter to the Earl of Northesk.</p> + +<p>This double connexion had assisted to foster a friendship, which the +opposite tendency of their political opinions might otherwise have +prevented from attaining maturity; and consequently, when the young +Duke of Montrose first brought his fair bride and cousin into Scotland, +he failed not to present her to a family with which they were mutually +connected.</p> + +<p>The duke was a zealous supporter of the Protestant succession, and was +at that period high in favour with Queen Anne. His youthful wife had +shone as one of the most brilliant stars at her court; and gay, lovely, +and volatile, she had not failed to adopt the style and manners then +in vogue; she was esteemed the most modish lady about the court; the +furbelow of her petticoat was no sooner seen than it was copied; her +commode attracted all eyes, the jaunty air of her hoop was envied by +all the sex, and she no sooner appeared in one of the small muffs which +we sometimes see represented in pictures of the time, than all the +muffs about town were cut in half.</p> + +<p>She enjoyed the admiration she excited, as was natural to one who +was aware, though not vain, of her powers of fascination; and there +was a grace in her harmless coquetries, and a joyous good-humour, a +frankness, piercing through the court airs, which had become as it were +second nature to her, that took captive the hearts of all.</p> + +<p>The young duchess would sometimes rally Lady Nithsdale on her +antiquated notions, her housewife-like avocations, her retired habits; +she would try to persuade her to follow the fashion of the day, and +would urge her to taste with her the exciting pleasure of being swiftly +borne by a spirited steed over hill and vale, dell and dingle: but Lady +Nithsdale, unaccustomed to such exertions, would shrink from the very +idea, and trembled when she saw her fair friend mounted on her palfrey, +and, dressed according to the mode which has excited the indignation +of cotemporary writers, dash from the hall-door like an arrow from +the bow; then, turning gaily back, laugh at her timid cousin's fears. +Her hair, which was suffered to hang at some length on her shoulders, +was loosely<span class="pagenum" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</span> tied by a scarlet riband, which played like a streamer +behind her; her small hat was edged with silver; her dress was of green +camlet embroidered with the same material; and a cravat of the finest +lace completed the toilet of the <i>élégante</i> of the year 1711. The +horse, as though it were proud of so fair a rider, seemed to share in +her vanity: he was adorned after the same airy manner; and tossed and +shook his pretty head, as if he despised the silken rein which hung +loosely upon his neck.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale watched the party of equestrians as long as they +continued in sight; and Amy, whose blighted hopes enabled her to give +her undivided affection to her lady, and her undivided thoughts to +her dress, had not allowed this opportunity to escape of enlarging +her notions upon the subject of the prevailing mode. Presuming upon +her favour with her mistress, she had stolen away from Annie Bell and +Jeannie Scott, and glided to the oriel window of the hall, that she +might see the great London bride in her new-fangled garb.</p> + +<p>"By my troth, madam, but her grace is very fair, and wears a goodly +dress, and mounts a jennet such as might befit a lady in one of my old +ballads!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Amy," replied Lady Nithsdale, "the dress is strange, but +graceful, and well does it suit my gay and sprightly cousin: yet she +must have a marvellous good courage; I think I never could mount any +horse, much less a pawing prancing steed such as delights her grace. It +is strange thus to peril one's life for pleasure!"</p> + +<p>"And yet, my lady, such a close-fitting jaunty coat as that would +right well set off your ladyship's slender waist. Trust me, madam, +but I should like to have the curling of your soft brown hair, and +the shaking in a thought of powder, (her grace's maid showed me the +powder-puffs they use now,) and the making it just hang in such +ringlets as my lady duchess's."</p> + +<p>"Nay, Amy, such flighty doings are not for me!"</p> + +<p>In the evening, when the company were sipping their chocolate, and the +servants were preparing the ombre-tables, the lively duchess again +rallied the Lady Nithsdale upon her taste for staying at home.</p> + +<p>"Now we will put you upon your trial," she said, playfully tapping +her with her fan; "and you, my lord duke, and the Earl of Nithsdale +himself, and Sir Hector M'Gregor, and Mr.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</span> M'Kenzie, and my fair cousin +Crawford of Kilbirny, and young Mistress Rose Scott of Murdiston, +shall sit in judgment, and pronounce whether I have not passed a more +profitable morning than our demure hostess there! Now stand forth, +Countess of Nithsdale, and answer the truth, the whole truth, and +nothing but the truth!"</p> + +<p>The Lady Nithsdale smiled, while the slight colour mounted to her +cheek, at being called into notice; but she professed her willingness +to submit to the verdict of so goodly a tribunal.</p> + +<p>"After our morning meal," resumed the duchess, "which I grant you was +somewhat to the credit of the housewife—there was no fault to be found +with the bannocks, nor with the saffron-cakes, nor the honey, nor the +marmalade, nor the Finnan haddocks, nor any of the other delicacies for +which our good land of Scotland is renowned,—after this meal, what +were my lady countess's avocations!"</p> + +<p>"Even such household duties as your grace must needs attend to when +you reach your own castle of Kincarn. I visited the 'still-room, and +gave the housekeeper directions for making of some mint-water, and some +julap, and other simple medicines, which the neighbouring poor are used +to procure at the castle. And, moreover, this is the season when the +distilled waters for the year must be made; the elder-flowers and the +roses are all in bloom."</p> + +<p>"Oh, stop, my dear countess! This last employment was most vain and +useless! for who could endure such homely scents? It is impossible +now to use anything but orange-flower water; so you have indeed +mis-spent your time most shamefully! Now you, by your own confession, +did only one thing at a time, while I cultivated my mind and improved +my beauty at one and the same moment. I studied Locke on the Human +Understanding, while my woman curled my hair; after which I read two +chapters on the properties of the loadstone, and—I would fain have +studied the mathematics, only my wicked lord"—and she shook her fan at +the duke—"would not give me the lesson he promised." She put on the +prettiest pout of her ruby lips, while her gay eyes laughed through +their fringe of eye-lashes, as she looked down her cheeks with a mock +air of pettish anger; then raising them suddenly on the duke, she +continued in a reproachful tone, "You know, my lord, you would not wish +your wife to be quite out of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</span> fashion; and every lady now talks of +the mathematics, and speaks but in words with a Latin derivation; and I +will learn these things too, in spite of you!"</p> + +<p>The duke looked upon her with delight and love, while he replied, +"Learn of our fair hostess how to make a sack-posset, Christian!"</p> + +<p>"Not unless your grace will teach me the mathematics! Now promise, and +it shall be a bargain, and I will let you kiss my hand upon it."</p> + +<p>The duke most gladly availed himself of her permission to imprint on +the fair hand she extended more than one kiss.</p> + +<p>"Nay, you are too bold!" she added, withdrawing her hand suddenly, +and frowning for a moment, while she expressed a pretty anger in the +eloquent language of the fan, by quickly opening and shutting the +sticks so as to produce a somewhat sharp noise. "But, my lord duke, +you interrupt the trial. Silence in the court! The Lady Nithsdale had +not made an end, when I, to my shame be it spoken, somewhat rudely +interrupted her. Proceed, fair countess."</p> + +<p>"I visited my children for a while, and then I practised to my new +spinet some of the songs your grace showed me last night; for my lord +loves sweet sounds so well, that he will sometimes listen to such poor +music as I can make."</p> + +<p>"That is well. But now, fair countess, how did you pass your time while +I, having duly attended both to my understanding and my person, now +took heed to my health, by galloping in the clear fresh air, many and +many a mile, over sweet heath and thymy downs?"</p> + +<p>"Why, after seeing my maidens at their embroidery, I wrote and +despatched a letter to my dear sister Lucy at Bruges."</p> + +<p>"Useless! still vain and useless! If your letter had been addressed to +some court lady, who might have informed you in return of what colour +was Mrs. Masham's new hood, and whether the queen had yet adopted the +fashion of my last commode, and whether her grace of Marlborough had +yet left off the philomot-coloured petticoat of which we are all so +weary,—well! But what news can your devout sister send you from her +dull convent?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, your grace is jesting now! Every word that comes from Bruges, and +tells me of the dear, dear friends of my childhood, is precious to me."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</span></p> + +<p>"I can well believe it," replied the duchess with a winning frankness; +"for dearly do I love a letter from old Eupheme Stuart, the sister of +our minister at Ethy; and I would often rather sit and con over her +prosy epistle, than dress myself for a court-ball. But you know, Lady +Nithsdale, that all other considerations must give way before our +loyalty to our monarch."</p> + +<p>"Most true, your grace," answered the Lady Nithsdale, in a tone of +voice which showed she thought of the "king over the water," while the +volatile duchess watched her with a laughing and malicious countenance.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my dearest countess!" she exclaimed, "do you know you have patched +yourself in the most factious manner! For Heaven's sake, remove that +shocking patch on the wrong side of your face! it might lead to much +mischief. It is an old saying, that extremes meet; and they say that +some of the discomfited Whigs are even now plotting with the Jacobites. +This is a season when it behoves every one to be most discreet in such +tokens of their sentiments, and your imprudent patching might bring +suspicion on your good lord."</p> + +<p>"Does your grace speak of the mole on my right temple?"</p> + +<p>"Is it indeed a mole? I pray your pardon, dearest cousin. But this is +very sad! quite a misfortune! Do you not know we all of late express +our political opinions after this fashion? You may perceive I always +wear a patch on the left side of my chin, to evince my loyalty."</p> + +<p>"If such be the case, my loyalty is born with me, and cannot cease but +with my life!" replied the Countess of Nithsdale, whose feelings were +so strong and so devoted she could not jest or banter on the subject.</p> + +<p>"Treason! treason!" exclaimed the duchess: "we shall have to put you on +your trial for still higher crimes and misdemeanours."</p> + +<p>"A prisoner cannot be tried for two offences at once, and your grace +has not brought the first accusation to an end," interposed the Earl of +Nithsdale, somewhat anxious to give the conversation another turn.</p> + +<p>"To tell the honest truth, my lord, I thought the evidence seemed +likely to go against myself, and I was not sorry to drop the +prosecution. We will let judgment go by default! Is that good law, +my Lord Privy Seal, for you should understand<span class="pagenum" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</span> these matters?" she +continued, turning to her husband with an air of mock solemnity.</p> + +<p>"You are a mad-cap, Christian!" replied the duke, who, while he half +attempted to repress her lively sallies, listened to them with pleased +amusement, and, like the mother of a spoiled child, looked round upon +the company to see if they also did not applaud her wit and grace.</p> + +<p>In truth, though she was somewhat the spoiled child of fortune, no one +could wish her other than she was. What in another would have been +frivolous or impertinent, in her was graceful and most fitting. She +was in the vein for playful malice, and with an air of mock penitence +replied, "Well, then, my lord, I will be most staid and serious. I will +not play one single game at ombre to-night, but I will sit by my gentle +cousin's side, and learn of her to ply my needle as good housewives and +virtuous matrons should;" and seating herself on a low stool in the +window, she fell to sorting and choosing shades of silks, till she had +confused and mixed them all.</p> + +<p>"I must look at you, fair cousin," she added suddenly, "to learn how I +should begin;—but methinks you have not chosen your colours with that +taste which all admire in whatever else you do. Surely a white rose +on that pale blue ground lacks contrast: a red rose, or a tulip, or a +peony, would better please the eye; a white rose is, to my mind, but +a mean and insipid flower," she added, with a sidelong glance at Lady +Nithsdale.</p> + +<p>"In my eyes it is the fairest flower that blows," replied the countess. +"This stool is for my mother; and well may the white rose be dear to +the widow, and the daughter, of the Duke of Powis!"</p> + +<p>"Well, may it be dear, for it has cost you dear, or rather it might +have cost you dear, had it not been for our gracious sovereign's +clemency in restoring to your brother his estates. Now own, sweet +coz, that never was Old England so great or so glorious as she is +at present; our navies triumphant, our armies crowned with laurels, +our commerce flourishing, our colonies prospering, our negotiations +successful——Anything else, my lord duke? for I often hear a +recapitulation of our glories, and I ought to know them by heart."</p> + +<p>"Nay, dearest cousin, I do not understand such things; but I know full +well that adverse fortune cannot loose us from our allegiance."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</span></p> + +<p>"Nay, nay, constancy to a falling cause is treason, not allegiance; for +you know</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">'Treason doth never prosper. What's the reason?</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That when it prospers, none dare call it treason.'"</span><br> +</p> + +<p>"Methinks, if any are guilty of treason, it is not those who through +weal and through woe, through danger and distress, at the risk of their +fortunes and their persons, preserve their fidelity to the king of +their ancestors!"</p> + +<p>The Earl of Nithsdale turned a warning glance upon his wife, whose +feelings had for a moment outrun her prudence. The blood rushed into +her face; her eyes filled with tears.</p> + +<p>"Nay, dearest cousin, you are moved. Forgive my giddy bantering, and +trust me, that whether Whig or Tory, Protestant or Catholic, Jacobite +or not, I love you dearly; and if ever there should arise occasion to +prove it, you shall not find your cousin Christian Montrose wanting:" +and she threw her arms around her neck, and embraced Lady Nithsdale +with a warm-hearted frankness which caused their playful dispute to +draw still closer the bonds of affection between them.</p> + +<p>Although the earl would not have denied his attachment to the exiled +family, he wished not to be unnecessarily forward in expressing +his sentiments. He respected the sincere patriotism of the Duke of +Montrose—he did him the justice to believe that it was from firm +conviction that he was so strenuous a supporter of the Protestant +succession; and it was no matter of surprise to him when, two years +afterwards, the duke retired from the ministry, rather than support the +Earl of Oxford in measures of which his conscience did not approve.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER IX.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wigton's coming, Nithsdale's coming,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Carnwarth's coming, Kenmure's coming,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Derwentwater and Foster's coming,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Withrington and Nairne's coming:</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">Little wot ye who's coming,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">Blythe Cowhill, and a's coming.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>The Chevalier's Muster-roll.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> queen's health was now declining; and Lord Nithsdale, in common +with many others of his party, looked forward to the chance of a +peaceable restoration of the Stuarts.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</span></p> + +<p>His impartial judgment acknowledged that, under the rule of Anne, +England enjoyed a more than common measure of prosperity; and though +she was not the rightful heir, still it was Stuart blood which ran in +her veins. He augured, from her silence upon the address of both houses +of parliament, urging her to press the Duke of Lorraine and her other +allies to exclude the Pretender from their dominions, and from her open +disapprobation of the Elector's sitting in the house of peers, as Duke +of Cambridge, or even taking up his abode in England, that her secret +inclinations were in favour of her brother.</p> + +<p>All these considerations combined to render Lord Nithsdale unwilling +to disturb the tranquillity of his native land; and it was with +satisfaction that he found month after month elapse without his being +called upon to sacrifice either the peace of his country, or the +principles of loyalty in which he had been brought up.</p> + +<p>The moment, however, came at length, in which conflicting duties made +it difficult for the most conscientious to preserve a fame untarnished, +or so to conduct themselves as that their motives should not be liable +to misconstruction. If in times comparatively settled, when loyalty and +patriotism may and ought to go hand in hand, it is difficult for public +men to steer clear of suspicion, we should not be too severe on those +who were exposed to trials, and placed in difficulties, from which all +are now happily exempt.</p> + +<p>Queen Anne died: and it might have afforded a lesson to both the +claimants to her throne, that she, under whom this country had ranked +higher in the scale of nations than at any previous period of its +history—under whom the British arms had been crowned with unexampled +success—under whom no British subject's blood had been shed for +treason—that "good Queen Anne," the mild and merciful, sank a victim +to mental anxiety, a martyr to the harassing dissensions of her +ministers and of her confidential friends and favourites. But when was +such a lesson of any avail? The prize was sought by both parties with +unabated ardour; and Lord Nithsdale's hopes that the title of King +James the Third might be acknowledged were quickly blasted.</p> + +<p>The Duke of Montrose, true to the Protestant cause, hastened to +Edinburgh, there to assist in the proclamation of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</span> Elector; and the +Jacobites lost no time in communicating with the Pretender.</p> + +<p>Both pity and indignation had been roused in the Earl of Nithsdale's +bosom, when, upon the queen's death, the King of France intimated +to the Chevalier that it was expected he would immediately quit his +territories and return to Lorraine; and when, on the other hand, the +King of England refused an audience to the minister of Lorraine till +the unfortunate exile was removed from his master's dominions.</p> + +<p>That the descendant of a long line of monarchs should thus be hunted +from country to country—that the lawful sovereign of one of the +fairest realms of Europe should not have where to lay his head, +over-came all other considerations; and it was with zealous passion +that he joined himself with the Earls of Mar, Carnwarth, Kenmure, +and the other most ardent Jacobites. It was the generous impulse of +compassion for the injured,—indignation, reckless of the consequences, +which prompted his conduct, rather than hope of seeing their efforts +crowned with success.</p> + +<p>While others were elated at the unpopularity of the king, whose foreign +language, manners, and habits were not calculated to please the +multitude, and who, by the favour shown exclusively to the Whigs, had +indisposed the Tories, with whom lay the great mass of landed property; +Lord Nithsdale perceived that the new monarch was determined, spirited, +and active. While others relied on the secret assistance which Louis +the Fourteenth, notwithstanding his engagements with England, afforded +to the Chevalier; Lord Nithsdale was convinced, from the effectual +measures taken to defeat them, that the Chevalier's designs must be +by some means communicated to the government: and, in truth, the Earl +of Stair, the English ambassador at Paris, found means to discover, +and transmitted to his own court, all the plans and intentions of the +Pretender while yet in embryo.</p> + +<p>Not many months after the king's accession, some tumults and riots +took place, which tended greatly to raise the spirits of the more +sanguine; and even to Lord Nithsdale himself seemed to augur well for +the ultimate result.</p> + +<p>Those who celebrated the king's birth-day were insulted; while on the +following day, which was the anniversary of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</span> Restoration, the whole +city was illuminated, and its streets re-echoed with the sounds of +mirth and rejoicing.</p> + +<p>The government, aware that the spirit of disaffection was making +considerable progress, adopted measures of some severity towards the +Scottish Jacobites; they resolved that all who were in any degree +liable to suspicion should be summoned to appear at Edinburgh, and +there required to give bail for their peaceable behaviour.</p> + +<p>The Earl and Countess of Nithsdale were one evening on the +bowling-green of their castle of Terreagles, watching the gambols +of their children; the little Lord Maxwell, a stout bold boy, was +exerting all his might to drag one of the garden-seats up the steep +grass bank. He had turned it upside down; had stuck in it a tall staff, +with a handkerchief for its streamer; and having christened it "his +gallant vessel the Royal James," had laden it with all the bowls and +bowling-pins he could find scattered upon the grass.</p> + +<p>The parents for the moment forgot the disputed succession to the +throne, the claims of James the Third, the dangers which beset their +country, the perils which awaited themselves—lost in the pride and +delight of watching the eager spirited boy, whose sun-burned cheek was +flushed with the exertion, every muscle called into action, every sinew +strained, as by turns he pushed and dragged, and shoved his unwieldy +plaything.</p> + +<p>"He is a brave boy, is he not, my lord?" exclaimed Lady Nithsdale, +looking into her husband's face, her eyes teaming with maternal pride; +"he will not bring disgrace upon the Maxwells! Methinks he may one day +fight as gallantly for his king and country as his ancestors have done +before him!"</p> + +<p>"God bless him!" ejaculated the earl; and he turned half away, ashamed +of the emotion which suddenly surprised him.</p> + +<p>At that moment a servant approached, and delivered to him the summons +issued by government, requiring his attendance at Edinburgh, there to +offer bail for his good behaviour, under pain of being denounced a +rebel.</p> + +<p>"Winifred, my love, the decisive moment has arrived," said Lord +Nithsdale, turning to his lady with a sad, a serious, but a determined +air. "I am here ordered to Edinburgh—a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</span> summons I cannot and will not +obey. I am henceforward a rebel to the existing government. The die is +cast. Alas! alas! for this poor land! Let the event be what it may, +ruin and desolation must fall on many. Blood must flow!—the blood of +our countrymen! Winifred, it is an awful thing to take the first step +which must inevitably lead to civil war!"</p> + +<p>"Nay, nay, my lord, if our gracious prince but sets foot upon his +native land, all loyal hearts will at once acknowledge him. Was not +his uncle's restoration bloodless? and was not the public mind less +prepared for such an event than at the present moment? Oh, think more +hopefully, my dear, dear lord! The 'rose of snow' will be triumphant +yet!"</p> + +<p>The earl shook his head sorrowfully. "I cannot join in the sanguine +hopes of those who think this matter can be brought to a speedy +termination. I tremble, Winifred,—nay, do not look at me as though +you scarcely believed, and yet blamed me," he continued, with a smile, +in which there was little mirth,—"I tremble for my native land: God +knows I honestly and sincerely wish for its welfare. During the just +and mild reign of the late queen, it would have gone hard with me to +have assisted in any disturbance, for her people were happy; but now, +when a stranger and a foreigner persecutes my rightful sovereign—when +he is driven, like a hunted beast, from one land to another—when +all the persons of note in the country are prosecuted, banished, or +disgraced—when my honoured friend and cousin, the Duke of Ormond's +name and armorial bearings are razed from out the list of peers, his +achievement as Knight of the Garter taken down from St. George's +Chapel,—no, it is not in mortal man to sit down calmly under this +tyranny! I should disgrace my name, my ancestors! Let the success be +what it may, it shall never be said that William Maxwell, Earl of +Nithsdale, proved false to the cause of his king, through coward fear +of the event!"</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale watched his kindling countenance with love and awe: the +colour flushed into his pale cheek; his eyes, so full of care, gleamed +from beneath the coal-black eye-brows.</p> + +<p>"King James must succeed," she cried; "a few such spirits as my noble +lord's must carry victory with them. Let the king but set foot in +Scotland——"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Winifred," he resumed, and an expression of care again stole over +his countenance; "let the king come in person,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</span> and come quickly!—but, +alas! he is in the hands of those who use him for their own purposes. +I fear—but I scarcely dare own the fear to myself—that he lacks that +decision, that boldness, that promptitude of action, which in such +an undertaking are so indispensably requisite! Why is he not here +even now? Why does not the Earl of Mar receive his commission? Yes, +Winifred, I tremble. Should we plunge our native land in strife, should +the 'rose of sna'' be indeed 'steeped deep in ruddie heart's bluid,' +and should we fail in our object, shall we not have much to answer for?"</p> + +<p>At that moment the little Lord Maxwell came running to his parents, +breathless and exulting: "I have towed the Royal James safe to land, +father; there she is in port!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, take this for a good omen, my lord!" said Lady Nithsdale, kissing +the boy. Lord Nithsdale shook his head; but bending over the boy, he +kissed him likewise.</p> + +<p>"Winifred, do you not think your sister Lucy, the abbess, would let +them be pensioners in your old convent? I should engage in this +business with better heart, if I knew that my boy and poor little +Annie were safe in any other land. I would urge your accompanying +them,"—Lady Nithsdale started,—"but I know that it would be in vain."</p> + +<p>"Vain indeed!" replied Lady Nithsdale. "In all things else I have been, +and I will be, a submissive wife; but do not ask me to leave you, my +lord,—I scarcely think I could obey."</p> + +<p>"But the children?"</p> + +<p>"Gain but a little time, and we will despatch them to Bruges."</p> + +<p>"I will excuse myself from attending the summons to Edinburgh, will beg +the commissioners to take my bail here, at my own castle. This they +will refuse; but some days will thus be gained, and we will hope—" he +added with a sigh—"and we will hope his majesty will either arrive in +person, or we may be authorised from himself to set up his standard +openly."</p> + +<p>In consequence of this resolution, the Earl of Nithsdale returned an +evasive answer, in which, under the plea of ill-health, (and indeed the +mental anxiety which he had of late undergone had somewhat affected his +health), he applied to those entrusted with the government in Scotland +for indulgence<span class="pagenum" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</span> to have his bail received at Terreagles; and, in the +mean time, the children were despatched, under the care of trusty +and confidential attendants, to Bruges, and there placed under the +protection of their aunt, the Lady Lucy.</p> + +<p>It may well be imagined that such a separation could not take place +without a bitter pang to both parents. With Lady Nithsdale it was the +instinctive tenderness of the mother which suffered at parting from the +objects of her love; but she looked forward with hope and reliance that +the long-desired moment had arrived, that they were at last on the eve +of seeing realised the expectation, which in her mind amounted to a +kind of religious trust. With her husband the feeling was different.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale wept as she bade her children adieu. Lord Nithsdale's +eyes were dry. The last sound of their voices, the last embrace, melted +away the heart of the mother. The father, silent and almost stern, +scarcely heard their parting words; but as he watched the carriage +which bore them from their paternal halls, pass under the archway and +emerge into the brighter light beyond, he felt that the heir of the +house of Maxwell had for ever quitted the tower of his ancestors; and +that he, by his own act and deed, was about to deprive his child of +his home, his heritage, his titles, and his country. Bitter were the +thoughts which struggled in his soul. He turned abruptly from the +portal, and strode with a hasty but firm step into the withdrawing-room +beyond the hall.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale followed with streaming eyes; and winding her arm within +her lord's, she spoke of the winning words of their boy, of the pretty +grief of the Lady Anne. For the first time Lord Nithsdale forgot to +soothe her sorrows, forgot to press the arm that clung to him for +support; but throwing himself into a chair, he hid his face with both +his hands, and remained for some seconds absorbed by emotions far more +painful in their intensity than the tender regret which drew tears from +the mother's eyes.</p> + +<p>Those tears were, however, soon dried, for in the fearful grief of her +husband she found cause for alarm, which changed the current of her +thoughts. "My lord, my dear lord!" she said, "be not thus moved, the +children will do well. See! I have dried my woman's tears. They will +be well cared for by my good sister; and we shall see them soon again +bounding<span class="pagenum" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</span> through the hall, we shall hear their gay voices prattling on +the stairs."</p> + +<p>"Never, Winifred, never!" he replied, withdrawing his hands, and +looking at her with a sad and fixed countenance; "never! I have +banished my children; I have deprived my son of his lawful patrimony; +I have now driven him forth to beggary, exile, and dependence. No Earl +of Nithsdale will ever inhabit these halls again: I know it, I feel +it! The lands I inherited from my forefathers must pass to others. +Our castles will be desolate, our name extinct! But this is weakness +all. I knew I hazarded all earthly goods when I devoted myself to the +interests of my king. Alas! If I could but feel assured that I was +truly devoting myself to the interests of my king, <i>and</i> also of +my country, I would not pause to think of my fair castle, my goodly +lands!" And his eye glanced quickly round the noble apartment, and +dwelt for a moment on the smiling prospect from the windows, where the +Nith danced along the valley through banks diversified with fields +of waving corn, and luxuriant copses, whose deep green contrasted +beautifully with the yellow harvest.</p> + +<p>During this momentary silence the distant sound of the bagpipe came +fitfully on the ear, as its wild music cheered the reapers to their +toil. "Though," he added, "the descendant of a long line of ancestors +loves the halls where those ancestors have dwelt,—though the man +loves the spot where he has wandered a child,—though," he continued, +"a patriot loves the soil which gave him birth; yet," and his voice +strengthened, his eye flashed upwards,—"gladly, willingly, gallantly, +would I resign them all, were I certain that I indeed strove to secure +my country's good, when I seek the restoration of my king."</p> + +<p>Neither the countess nor her lord had ever contemplated the possibility +of their deserting the Jacobite party; but they viewed the probable +result of the enterprise, in which both deemed it equally indispensable +to join, with very different eyes.</p> + +<p>Even the success of his schemes did not to him hold out a prospect of +certain good. Though a strict Catholic, he was no bigot; and he could +not blind himself to the inexpediency of giving a Catholic king to a +Protestant people.</p> + +<p>To Lady Nithsdale, on the contrary, the peaceful restoration of the +Stuarts appeared to be the universal panacea; and she<span class="pagenum" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</span> devoutly +believed that if that object could be accomplished without effusion of +blood, all orders of British subjects must be good and happy. Little +used, however, to join in political discussions, little accustomed +indeed to hear them, she did not venture to urge any arguments of her +own; yet she could not remain silent when she saw her lord thus moved, +and timidly suggested—</p> + +<p>"You are a true patriot, my lord; and that you yourself could not be +content under the rule of a stranger and a heretic, is surely proof +enough that neither could others, who have noble souls, be happy under +his dominion. Does England boast any man whose name is fairer, whose +character is more unblemished, than the kind, good, generous Earl of +Derwentwater? he whose purse is open to the poor, whose hand is ever +ready to assist the unfortunate? Must not he seek his country's good? +Is not the Viscount Kenmure's name a noble and an honourable one? would +he sacrifice his country? But why should I seek other names than my own +dear lord's? The Earl of Nithsdale's is in itself a justification, and +a sanction, of any cause he espouses!" she continued with warmth. Lord +Nithsdale shook his head. "Our noble friend, the Duke of Ormond too! he +has joined his majesty at Havre."</p> + +<p>"Ah, Winifred! now you have touched the chord to which my soul +vibrates. Such flagrant injustice must rouse the spirit in all +honest hearts! Ormond's name must be restored! Ormond's banner must +be replaced! Yes, we are driven to the course we are pursuing: we +must proceed. Let us think no more; but blindly follow where honour, +loyalty, friendship, consistency lead us, without anticipating +what may be the event! To-morrow we shall receive the answer from +Edinburgh—to-morrow I am a denounced rebel; I must join the other +lords who are already seeking the Earl of Mar. But oh! Winifred! +would any other general were appointed to the undertaking! That man +has not the head, the heart, nor the character fitting for such a +situation. He has zeal, but that is all. The honour—the undoubted, the +unquestionable honour is wanting. Was he not one of the first to make +protestations of loyalty to the Elector? and now——But there is no use +in retrospection; we must on—on—on! To-morrow, my love, I leave you: +how, when, where to meet, is in the hands of Providence."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</span></p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale's eyes were cast to Heaven, and her hands involuntarily +clasped themselves in prayer. "And now, dearest wife," he continued, +"we must to business. You are safe here at present. I shall take +but four men with me. The inmates of the castle, and the dependants +immediately around, are more than sufficient to defend you from any +ministers of the law who might seek to make you answerable for the +actions of your husband. But, before I go, I must commit to your care +the title-deeds to the estates, and the other papers, which may secure +to us and to our children some property in case of the worst."</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale then entered into all necessary details concerning his +wishes and intentions, with a firm, methodical coolness, which proved +how little he expected ever to return to the happy home of his youth +and manhood.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER X.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Let us think how our ancestors rose.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Let us think how our ancestors fell;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The rights they defended, and those</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">They bought with their blood, we'll ne'er sell.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">Let the love of our king's sacred cause</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 4em;">To the love of our country succeed,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">Let friendship and honour unite,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 4em;">And flourish on both sides the Tweed.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Jacobite Relics.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> messenger returned from Edinburgh, and brought with him such a +reply as the Earl of Nithsdale had anticipated. Towards evening, +therefore, he made ready for his departure.</p> + +<p>The Lords Athol, Huntley, Traquhair, Seaforth, and others, were already +gathered round the Earl of Mar, under pretence of joining in a hunting +expedition; but, after his refusal to attend the commissioners at +Edinburgh, Lord Nithsdale's making one of the famous "Hunt of Braemar" +would have betrayed the nature of the meeting. He therefore resolved to +seek the Earl of Derwentwater at his castle in Northumberland.</p> + +<p>Lord Derwentwater was perhaps of all the Jacobite lords the one +with whom his feelings and sentiments were most in unison: even his +enemies have never ventured to cast any imputation on the motives and +the character of a nobleman of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</span> such known integrity: with him Lord +Nithsdale felt he could ever conscientiously act in unison.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale assisted her lord in all his arrangements, listened to +all his instructions: it was indeed fitting she should do so. The time +was past when the wife needed only to be the gentle housewife, the +graceful hostess, the dignified countess. Her husband knew well the +enduring courage, the calm resolution, which were latent in the soul +of his wife; and in her he reposed entire confidence, on her he placed +implicit reliance. But she herself was not aware of the qualities which +slumbered within her; qualities which, had her life been passed in the +common routine of polished existence, would never have been awakened +and called into action. She trembled as she heard her lord give the +directions which he deemed necessary for the security of the castle; +and she shrank instinctively when she saw him gird on his sword, and +prepare the pistols which he carried in his holster.</p> + +<p>Such precautions, although not unusual in these times, struck her as +the real actual commencement of war,—of civil war; and an icy chill +ran through her veins when she heard the balls rattle down the iron +barrels of the pistols.</p> + +<p>The shades of evening had now gathered around: the four domestics who +were to attend their lord were ready mounted in the court-yard; his own +stout horse was there, bridled and saddled. Lord Nithsdale, with a firm +and stately step, traversed the dimly lighted apartments. The time for +doubt or hesitation was past. There was sadness, but no wavering in his +eye. His wife was on his arm, but she pressed it lightly; she dared not +cling to him as her heart would have prompted her to do, neither durst +he unman himself by giving way to the tenderness he felt.</p> + +<p>When he reached the door, he paused for a moment; and turning back, +he looked slowly round the hall, where hung the portraits of his +forefathers, the battle-axe of Eugene Maxwell, the helmet of Lord +Eustace, the banner of good Earl Robert.</p> + +<p>His eye rested for a moment on the family motto, "Reviresco." "Not +here, my love, not in these ancient halls, will the Earls of Nithsdale +flourish again!" and gently pressing both the cold trembling hands of +his wife between his own, he descended the steps, and, mounting his +horse, he rode resolutely from out the castle gate.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</span></p> + +<p>It was a glorious summer night. Lord Nithsdale felt, painfully felt to +his heart's core, the beauty of the scene, as he traversed the valley +from which he took his title, and the lands endeared to him by early +recollections, as well as by that consciousness of possession, which +assuredly has for the mind of man a charm almost magic in its influence.</p> + +<p>The moonbeams slept calmly on the towers of Terreagles,—of his home! +and they sparkled on the waters of the Nith as it bounded through the +smiling vale with its green sheep-walks and its wild copses.</p> + +<p>Avoiding the town of Dumfries, he followed the banks of the stream, +till he found himself under the very walls of his own far-famed Castle +of Caerlaverock. It was with a pardonable feeling of pride that the +fifth Earl of Nithsdale surveyed, for the last time, the noble edifice +which had been the seat of his ancestors for nearly seven hundred +years, and which they had rendered famous by many an act of prowess.</p> + +<p>The two circular towers which flanked the northern entrance stood out, +bold and dark, against the deep blue of the moonlight sky; the rippling +waves were tipped with silver as they broke against the walls of the +castle, which, built in a triangular form on the point of land where +the Nith throws itself into the Irish Sea, rose on two sides abruptly +from the waters.</p> + +<p>But though he might cast towards the ruined walls a glance of regret, +and might bid them in his heart a long and sad adieu, he reminded +himself that the Lord Eustace had in his zeal for King Robert Bruce +demolished the ancient fortifications of this same castle, lest the +English might garrison it themselves; and he thought of Robert, the +eighth Lord Maxwell, and first Earl of Nithsdale, who had so gallantly +defended it for his unfortunate master Charles the First: and in the +glorious recollections of former deeds of loyalty, and in resolutions +to emulate such deeds, he attempted to drown the sad anticipations +which crowded on his soul.</p> + +<p>But he was alone! No eye was upon him! No enthusiastic Jacobite was +by his side, before whom he might blush to own a thought which had +reference to self. Each step, as he advanced, was full of the memorials +of his ancestors. He passed the Tower of Repentance,—a monument of +the ostentatious remorse of John Lord Herries. In the distance he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</span> saw +the Castle of Hadham, which came into his family by the marriage of +Sir John Maxwell to Agnes, heiress of the Lord Herries of Terreagles. +"And the time will come," he thought, "when the Maxwells will be +forgotten in a country where they have been known and where they have +been honoured, where they have been feared and where they have been +loved, for so many centuries! But if remembered, their name shall never +be coupled with dishonour, with treachery, or with disloyalty:" and +he spurred his gallant horse, hastening from scenes which, while they +confirmed him in his devotion to the cause he had espoused, made him +feel the extent of the sacrifice he was making.</p> + +<p>Intelligence little calculated to raise the spirits of the Jacobites +awaited him upon his arrival at Dilstone Castle, the seat of the Earl +of Derwentwater. He there found the earl and all his adherents in the +utmost consternation at the death of Louis the Fourteenth, and the +refusal of the Regent to assist the Chevalier with arms, men, or money, +or to do anything which might be considered an infraction of the treaty +of Utrecht.</p> + +<p>The Earl of Mar, although not yet provided with a legal commission as +general, had set up the standard of King James, and had gathered around +it at Braemar three hundred of his own followers. They had all advanced +too far to retreat; but the most sanguine were dismayed and dispirited +at the unfavourable aspect of affairs.</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale alone did not appear affected by the intelligence. +Most of the other insurgent nobles were actuated by motives either of +ambition, or of revenge, by discontent with their present condition, +and by the hope, in the changes consequent upon war, to improve the +estates which they found inadequate to the support of their rank +and station. But in Lord Nithsdale's mind no personal consideration +mixed itself with his conscientious belief that honour demanded his +adherence to the Stuart race, whether it might be for weal or for woe. +His hopes were not blasted, for he had never entertained any; and on +the present occasion it was he who sustained the resolution of those +around, and reminded them that the change in the policy of France did +not loosen the bonds of allegiance to their sovereign; that in union +and in perseverance consisted their only chance of success; that to +themselves<span class="pagenum" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</span> alone they must look. "If," said he "the feeling of the +people is really in favour of their lawful monarch, when once the +standard is raised, when once the Earl of Mar can show his sovereign's +commission, they will declare themselves: if, on the contrary, the +mass of the people is satisfied with the present order of things; if +Englishmen are indifferent whether a Stuart or a Guelph wear the crown +of England, provided they may enjoy the comforts of life in security; +if loyalty no longer survives in the hearts of those who are occupied +only with selfish considerations, French gold, French arms, will never +impose upon the British nation the sovereign that nation rejects. In +that case we are traitors, and we must abide the consequences!"</p> + +<p>It was not long, however, before the success which at first attended +the Earl of Mar's strenuous exertions, elevated the drooping spirits +of the English Jacobites to as high a pitch of exultation as they had +before sunk low in despondency.</p> + +<p>He had actually raised an army of ten thousand men; he had at length +received, and read aloud at the head of each regiment, his commission +as general-in-chief of the Scottish forces; and he had despatched to +the Chevalier a numerously-signed address, urging the necessity of his +immediate arrival in Scotland. Mr. Forster and Lord Derwentwater, with +Lord Nithsdale, had proclaimed King James at Warkworth, Morpeth, and +Alnwick. They advanced into Scotland as far as Kelso, where they were +joined by Viscount Kenmure with two hundred horse, and the Earls of +Carnwarth and Wintoun, who had already set up the Chevalier's standard +at Moffat.</p> + +<p>But these temporary successes could not blind Lord Nithsdale to the +elements of discord which were found in the very union which gave the +assembled forces a somewhat imposing aspect; and which, had they with +one accord proceeded towards Dumfries, made themselves masters of that +town, thus forcing a communication with the main army under the Earl +of Mar, might have enabled them to furnish themselves with arms and +ammunition at Glasgow, and finally to dislodge Argyle from Stirling.</p> + +<p>But he saw and deplored, on one side, the obstinate infatuation of the +English Jacobites, who seemed confident that an immediate and universal +rising in the northern counties<span class="pagenum" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</span> would be the consequence of their +marching into England; and, on the other, the resolute wilfulness of +the undisciplined Highlanders, who declared that they would not cross +the border.</p> + +<p>The town of Dumfries continued in the hands of government. The Countess +of Nithsdale therefore kept herself in strict retirement, nor could +she often receive direct communication from her husband. A thousand +vague and unauthenticated rumours daily, nay, hourly, reached her; +rumours, which, coming through the medium of the royalists, brought +even exaggerated accounts of the disunion and the want of discipline +which prevailed among the insurgent forces. Her heart sank within her +when, through Amy, she heard how the Whigs had exulted at the confusion +produced among the Jacobites by an incident in itself trifling.</p> + +<p>Captain Wogan having mistaken some of their own troops for an advancing +party of General Carpenter's, inadvertently discharged a pistol, the +preconcerted signal to warn those behind of an approaching enemy; and, +until the mistake was discovered, there ensued considerable tumult +and disorder among the soldiers in the rear. On another occasion, +the cavalry of the insurgents, which had just entered Jedburgh, +were hastily marched out again to assist the foot in repelling—a +party of their own friends who had joined them by another route! +These, and other occurrences of a similar nature, were subjects of +mockery and exultation to the Whigs in Dumfries, and failed not to be +good-naturedly transmitted to the inhabitants of Terreagles. Nor did +the letters which she occasionally received from her husband tend to +cheer her. Although, partly from prudential motives, partly to spare +her the feeling of blank and hopeless self-immolation which pervaded +his own soul, he refrained from expressing his full conviction of the +inadequacy of their means, the mismanagement of those means which they +did possess, the futility of all their endeavours, still she could +plainly perceive that his fears, rather than his hopes, had gathered +strength since last they parted.</p> + +<p>She was one day seated in the tapestried withdrawing-room, from whose +large and deep-set windows the Earl had taken his last sad look over +his vast possessions; her eye was also mechanically following the mazes +of the Nith as it wound through<span class="pagenum" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</span> the valley below; when Amy Evans +hastily entered, with a joyful countenance, and a thick packet for her +lady.</p> + +<p>"News from my lord!" she exclaimed, all breathless; "and Walter Elliot, +who is even now from the army, says they are coming to lay siege to +Dumfries immediately, my lady; and we shall have my lord at home again +in his own castle. And oh! how glad I shall be to see my lord's own +noble bearing as he mounts the entrance-steps, and to hear his firm +tread as he paces his own hall, and to see my own dear lady smile once +more!"</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale meanwhile had with trembling hands and a flushed cheek +opened the packet which Amy hoped would have proved so welcome; but the +words of gratulation died away on her lips while watching the fallen +countenance, the blanched cheek of her mistress, as she perused the +letter.</p> + +<p>"Alas! my good Amy, you are a flattering, but most false, prophet. +The English counsels have prevailed; they are even now withdrawing +the troops towards the borders, and have sent to recall the horse +which had advanced as far as Ecclefechan. I never knew my lord write +so despondingly. How strange it is, Amy, that when he is there to +tell them what had best be done, to point out to them the advantages +of occupying all the west of Scotland, of gaining easy possession of +Dumfries, of Glasgow, and of Stirling, they should persist in their +infatuation. Oh! if the king were but in Scotland, he would surely know +who were his true friends! Then my lord's counsels would be attended +to, as it is fitting they should be."</p> + +<p>"Indeed, my lady! And are they not coming to Dumfries after all? Why, +Walter Elliot said it was the talk of all the army; and that the +Highlanders said they would fight the enemy to the last in their own +country, but that they never would be marched across the borders, to +be kidnapped and made slaves of, as their forefathers had been in +Cromwell's time! And can it be, my lady, that they will really turn +back, when my lord says it is more advisable that they should advance?"</p> + +<p>"Alas! it is only too true! My dear lord also says that all will be +leaders, and that none will be led. But he adds at the same time, +that, whether they follow his counsels or not, he will never desert +the true cause from any personal pique.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</span> Oh! my own true noble lord!" +she exclaimed, looking up with tearful yet beaming eyes; "there spoke +your own high soul! The king in all his army has not another spirit, +disinterested, uncompromising as yours!" Then resuming her letter, she +continued, "My lord says that, notwithstanding all the Earl of Mar's +confident hopes and assertions, he cannot find that the Duke of Ormond +has landed yet. 'Tis strange! it seems as if all aid from foreign +shores were spell-bound. He loves his cousin of Ormond! methinks if +he were with them, my lord would have more heart and hope in what he +undertakes!" Then, as she proceeded in the perusal of the letter: +"Nay, did I say that there was not another noble spirit in all the +king's army? Shame on my lips for uttering such treason! for here my +lord writes that he and the Earl of Derwentwater think and feel alike +on all things; and that were it not for his friendship, his support, +he should indeed find himself alone. May Heaven bless the good Earl +of Derwentwater, if it is only that my lord finds comfort in him! and +moreover, I know full well that he is as brave and as kind a gentleman +as ever trod this earth."</p> + +<p>"And what is to become of us, madam, if my lord and all the army are +gone into England?"</p> + +<p>"We must e'en wait, as we have done, my good Amy; and abide the result, +as we have done."</p> + +<p>"And must I still see you pine, and pine, and grow thinner and thinner? +Alas! alas! these are weary times! I almost think it would be best to +let King George alone upon his throne, and see if we cannot be as happy +under him as we were under Queen Anne."</p> + +<p>"Amy! you would not be a turncoat, would you? You, Rachael Evans's +daughter!" answered Lady Nithsdale, in a tone of half-playful, +half-serious reproof.</p> + +<p>"Indeed, my lady, I would fain be loyal, for you, and my master are so, +and my poor mother was loyal also to the last; but I can never love any +king, whether a Stuart or no, as I love my own dear lady, who has been +to me as mother, sister, friend, and mistress!" and the warm-hearted +Amy kissed the countess's hand with devoted affection.</p> + +<p>"You are a good girl, dear Amy; and I do not know how I should bear +my present anxiety, and the sorrows that may await me, did I not feel +assured I should ever have one true<span class="pagenum" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</span> friend to lean upon in every +exigency. Let what will come to us, Amy, I think I may count on your +affection as long as I live."</p> + +<p>"While there is breath in this body, while the pulses beat in this +heart, my lady, Amy Evans shall be true to you and yours, through woe +and through weal, for life and for death!"</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale wept soft tears of gratitude; they rolled down her +cheeks, they dropped on Amy's hands as she pressed them in her own, and +the true-hearted girl wished not for farther assurances of her lady's +affection.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XI.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">There's some say that we wan,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Some say that they wan,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Some say that none wan</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">At a', man!</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But one thing I'm sure,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That at Sherriff Muir,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A battle there was</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">Which I saw, man.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And we ran, and they ran,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And they ran, and we ran,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And we ran, and they ran,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">Awa' man.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Battle of Sherriff Muir.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> Duke of Argyle had not yet been reinforced by the Irish or the +Dutch troops. This would indeed have been the moment for the insurgents +to have made themselves masters of all the west of Scotland; but, as +Lord Nithsdale informed his wife, the English counsels prevailed.</p> + +<p>Letters were confidently asserted to have been received from +Lancashire, declaring that twenty thousand men would immediately join +the army upon its appearance in the county; and the various advantages +attending a speedy march into England were urged with such vehemence, +that the troops most in advance were suddenly recalled, and appointed +to meet the main body at Langtown in Cumberland.</p> + +<p>But the Highlanders, under the influence of the young Earl of Wintoun, +who was intimately convinced of the difficulties into which they were +heedlessly plunging themselves,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</span> and the favourable occasion which they +were now throwing away, halted a second time. Many then deserted, and +chose rather to surrender themselves prisoners, than to go forward to +what they looked upon as certain destruction.</p> + +<p>The Earl of Wintoun himself, finding that all his efforts to alter the +destination of the army were fruitless, returned to the main body, +but from that time he was never called to assist in a council of +war; indeed, a reckless levity was henceforward visible in his whole +demeanour, and he seized upon every opportunity of idle amusement which +chance threw in his way, in a manner scarce befitting one engaged in an +important and perilous enterprise.</p> + +<p>Not so Lord Nithsdale; for having little hope that the most prudent +course could have brought the undertaking to a successful termination, +he felt less keen disappointment at the rejection of any of his +counsels. In sad, but conscientious devotedness, without anger, or +personal mortification, he patiently strove to smooth ruffled feelings, +to accommodate jarring interests. It was principally through his +influence that the ardent and intemperate young Earl of Wintoun had +been induced to rejoin his companions in arms; and it was he who +prevailed on some of the Highland troops to accompany them, upon the +condition of receiving sixpence per day from the time they crossed the +border.</p> + +<p>The task of tracing the progress of the insurgents through Carlisle, +Penrith, Appleby, Lancaster, &c. is relinquished to those who are +more capable of describing the military movements and the political +intrigues of such stirring times. It is enough for us that the next +advices which the Countess of Nithsdale received from her husband were +somewhat less gloomy in their tenour. Although the expected risings +in England had not proved so numerous, or so general as the Scottish +leaders had been taught to expect, still they had met with no serious +opposition. They had proclaimed King James at Lancaster; they had +levied the public revenue in his name, and they were rapidly advancing +towards Preston.</p> + +<p>Mar, meanwhile, had established his head quarters at Perth, and he made +some attempts to fortify that city, as a place of defence in which the +Chevalier might be received upon his expected landing.</p> + +<p>The decisive morning of the 13th of November approached,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</span> the day on +which the battle of Sherriff Muir was fought in Scotland, and that on +which the Jacobites surrendered at Preston in Lancashire.</p> + +<p>In the battle of Sherriff Muir the Earl of Mar displayed that energy, +and that decision, which are requisite qualifications for the head of +an insurrection. His eloquent and animated address to the chieftains +in the council awakened a corresponding ardour in the bosoms of all, +except, perhaps, of Huntley and Sinclair; and when he wound up his +appeal by briefly stating the question in the words, "Fight, or not?" +the whole assembly answered at once with an universal shout of "Fight!"</p> + +<p>This resolution, reaching the lines as they were drawn up in order +of battle, was welcomed by loud and continued huzzas, and a general +tossing up of hats and bonnets.</p> + +<p>Such demonstrations of eagerness for the onset promised well for the +result, and for a time the insurgents bore down all before them. But, +though the left wing of the Duke of Argyle's army was routed, his right +wing, in its turn, put to flight the left wing of the Earl of Mar's; +and to the English remained the solid fruits of victory, inasmuch +as they retained the position by which they defended the Lowlands. +Both generals, however, claimed the advantage; and to a party which +had struggled with so many adverse circumstances, the fact of having +withstood the royal forces in a pitched battle, gave some confidence +for the future.</p> + +<p>To Lady Nithsdale's hopeful heart the battle of Sherriff Muir appeared +a glorious victory, which was to change the aspect of affairs. With the +buoyancy of youth and loyalty, she exulted in the idea that her husband +and the Scottish army were marching triumphantly through England, +while the English army was sustaining a defeat in Scotland. She dwelt +with pride and delight on the individual acts of prowess which came +to her knowledge; and Amy hastened to her lady with every fresh piece +of intelligence she could collect from chance-comers to the castle +gates, thus endeavouring to beguile the tedious hours of sickening +expectation, and hope deferred, in which her mistress wore away her +days.</p> + +<p>"Did you hear, my lady, how the M'Leans with one accord joined their +old chief the moment he set foot among them? for all the isle of Mull +belongs now to the Duke of Argyle himself."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</span></p> + +<p>"Indeed, Amy! And so the tie of clanship was stronger than interest, +or than duty to their new landlord. And, moreover, Sir John M'Lean has +been living for many years in France, and on an allowance too granted +him by Queen Anne."</p> + +<p>"However that may be, he soon raised a regiment of eight hundred men, +and when they were prepared for battle, all the speech he made them +was, "Gentlemen, yonder stands Mac Cullummore for King George, and here +stands M'Lean for King James. God bless M'Lean and King James!—Charge, +gentlemen!" and on they rushed like wild creatures. It was in that very +charge the gallant young Clanronald was killed by the heavy fire of the +regulars. But Glengarry would not give them time to be disheartened, +but cried out, 'Revenge! revenge!—to-day for revenge, and to-morrow +for mourning!'"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes! there is some of the true spirit left!" exclaimed Lady +Nithsdale, exultingly: then, with a changed voice, she added, "But, +alas! for young Clanronald: he was a brave youth, and, I have heard my +lord say, a complete soldier; he had been trained in the French guards. +When he received the Earl of Mar's summons, he replied, 'That his +family had ever been the first on the field and the last to leave it!' +and he has proved but too well that he was a worthy scion of that noble +house!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my lady; and they say that as he fell out of the ranks, after he +had got his death wound, the Earl of Mar met him, and asked him why he +was not in front. 'I have had my share,' said the poor young man, and +dropped dead at the earl's feet. Oh, my lady! a battle is a shocking +thing! and though one is so glad to hear of a victory, and one thinks +nothing of hundreds of the enemy being killed, yet when one pictures to +one's self one fair and gallant youth lying pale and stiff, and cold +and bloody, on the bare ground, oh! one's heart sickens within one, and +one wonders how one could ever wish the king should come back among us +to cause bloodshed and slaughter!"</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale answered not. The words "pale, and stiff, and cold, +and bloody, on the bare ground," had conjured up an image to her mind +which seemed to curdle the very life-blood in her veins. She clasped +her hands closely, and pressing<span class="pagenum" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</span> them tightly on her knee, she sat +with fixed eyes and lips compressed, striving to exclude from her mind +thoughts which would rush into it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, say no more, dear Amy; I cannot, must not think. Each day, each +hour, may bring us news of a battle in England. How do we know what +may be the result? Alas! if it were not for the blood which runs in my +veins,—if I were not a Herbert,—if I were not married to a Maxwell, I +too might wish that——But no, I will not utter what would be, in me, +a dereliction of duty,—treason to the cause my lord upholds. I will +remember that my lord has done that which he deemed it his duty to do; +and for the event, we must leave it to Providence. We must submit, and +only pray for strength to perform the part that may be allotted us, +whatever that part may be. It is but two days since I received such a +letter from my dear sister the abbess as should teach me to trust and +to submit. Oh! if I could but look as she does, on all earthly and +temporal concerns! but, alas! how can one wean one's self so entirely +from this world, when it contains one's soul's treasures? Lucy has +no husband! Lucy has no children! Alas! these ties hold me down so +tight to earth, that not all her holy counsel, not all Father Albert's +ghostly advice, are enough to detach my heart from it: I cannot fix my +thoughts, as they bid me, on Heaven, and Heaven alone."</p> + +<p>"Nay, my lady, nor is it fitting you should. It is for priests and nuns +to be so much better than other people: it would never do for those who +have to wrestle with the world as it is, not to have their thoughts +somewhat in it."</p> + +<p>"Yes; but Amy, the more our affections are set upon things which are +not of this world, the more thoroughly we shall be enabled to do our +duty here."</p> + +<p>"I am sure my lady, there is no need for anybody to do their duty +better than you do; and whichever way your heart is set, it must be the +right way;" replied Amy, whose devoted attachment was such that she did +not like to hear it implied, even from her lady's own lips, that she +was capable of improvement.</p> + +<p>"I must not value myself according to your estimate, Amy," replied +Lady Nithsdale, smiling, "or I shall be sadly lacking in that first of +Christian virtues—humility."</p> + +<p>It was not many days after the battle, or, as the Jacobites<span class="pagenum" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</span> termed it, +the victory, of Sherriff Muir, that vague rumours reached Terreagles of +disaster and defeat at Preston.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale was struck with the pale countenance of Amy when she had +summoned her, ostensibly to assist in arranging some household matters, +but more, in fact, that she might hear a friendly voice, and look on an +affectionate countenance. She was still more struck with the haste in +which Amy wished to depart, instead of gladly lingering, pleased and +honoured at being admitted to share the counsels and the feelings of +her mistress.</p> + +<p>"Think you not, Amy, that these damask hangings will make my lord's +apartment look exceedingly handsome? and to my mind the old pictures +which adorn his study will show well upon the deep crimson. He will be +pleased, when Heaven vouchsafes him a safe return, to find we have been +mindful of his comfort. I would gladly turn these hangings to so good +account. What think you, Amy?" and Lady Nithsdale gazed inquiringly in +her face.</p> + +<p>"Yes, madam, in sooth they are as good as new," replied Amy with a +hurried voice; and her eye avoided that of her lady: her fingers +trembled as she smoothed the fringe, and she kept her head bent low, as +though examining the texture of the damask.</p> + +<p>"Amy, you have heard ill news that you fear to communicate," said Lady +Nithsdale, laying her hand firmly on Amy's trembling arm, and looking +at her fixedly. "Speak! I charge you, speak! I can bear anything +but suspense. Let me know the worst!" and she grasped her almost +convulsively.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my lady, do not look thus at me: truly you fright me. In very +truth I know nothing, nothing for certain."</p> + +<p>"Amy, Amy, this is not like yourself; you are trifling with me!"</p> + +<p>"We must not heed every silly report that comes from so far off, my +lady."</p> + +<p>"Then it is of the army in England!" and Lady Nithsdale dropped into a +seat "Speak! speak! tell me all!"</p> + +<p>"Indeed I have but little to tell. They said there had been an +engagement: but we have often heard that before, my lady; and people +make so much of a little thing; and the news comes through Dumfries, +and the people there tell everything their own way."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</span></p> + +<p>"And they say, then, that we have been defeated!" continued Lady +Nithsdale, striving to appear perfectly tranquil. "Tell me, Amy; you +see I am quite calm."</p> + +<p>"Why, yes; I suppose it is as your ladyship says, for they seem +marvellously well pleased."</p> + +<p>"And are King James's forces retreating?"</p> + +<p>"Not that I know of, my lady."</p> + +<p>"What, do they still hold Preston, then?"</p> + +<p>"Why no, my lady. I believe what they call the Royalists have +possession of it now."</p> + +<p>"Then where is our army?"</p> + +<p>"Alas! dearest madam, I cannot justly say. Indeed, indeed, my lady, +those who told me do not seem to know themselves, and I dare swear it +is not half true."</p> + +<p>"Amy, you have heard more; I am sure you have! Is my lord——? Have +they told you anything? I cannot, cannot ask. Oh, Amy! answer me, and +answer the truth, or I think I shall die!"</p> + +<p>"Nothing, my lady! They never mentioned my lord's name one way nor +another; indeed, indeed they did not."</p> + +<p>"Thank Heaven so far!" and Lady Nithsdale closed her eyes for a moment, +as if to regain composure and resolution.</p> + +<p>"And you know, my lady, ill news travels fast enough, and everybody +hereabouts would be curious enough about my lord: so pray set your mind +at rest."</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale looked at Amy with a sad withering smile. "At rest, Amy! +at rest!" and pressing her hand upon her bosom, "it is long since this +heart has been at rest, and I am much mistaken if it will be so for +many a long day yet. If there is any truth in what the people of this +country call second-sight, I have much to suffer yet; but I will not +despair. I place my reliance above; I will confide in Him who will not +abandon the humble, even when all human succours fail."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">When the day is gane, an' night is come,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">An' a' folk bound to sleep,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I think on him that's far awa,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The lee-lang night, an' weep, my dear,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The lee-lang night, an' weep.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Jacobite Song.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">It</span> is singular how the first vague rumour of a great event travels +faster than can almost be accounted for by human means, and how +much time sometimes elapses before the real and authentic account +is received! Two nights and a day of dread and uncertainty did Lady +Nithsdale endure before any farther details reached Terreagles.</p> + +<p>The honest Amy's face soon betrayed that fresh intelligence had +arrived, and that intelligence unfavourable. Almost before her lady +could question her she said,</p> + +<p>"My lord is well, madam! my lord is safe!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, dearest Amy, thanks!" and her eyes flashed with joy. "But why this +sad countenance then? Look cheerful, girl, for your face belies your +words. You are not deceiving me?"</p> + +<p>"No, no indeed, madam. He is unhurt: not a wound, nor a scratch, as I +believe."</p> + +<p>"Then why can you not smile? Oh, Amy! at this moment I feel how weak a +sentiment is loyalty to one's king, when put in the balance with love +for one's husband! Still no smile! Why, we have changed characters, +Amy, and you are going to school me into my due allegiance."</p> + +<p>"Oh, my sweet lady! I joy to see a smile upon your lips; and I dare not +finish my tale, for I shall banish it more quickly than I have called +it up."</p> + +<p>"You said he was unhurt; not a scratch, you said?"</p> + +<p>"I did, my lady! but oh! can you not guess what other misfortune may +have befallen him, and all of us?—oh, my lady!"</p> + +<p>"I am dull of comprehension; but I cannot picture any great evil now my +lord is safe!"</p> + +<p>"He is safe, now, madam, unhurt, unwounded; but——"</p> + +<p>"But what, Amy? Speak; you distract me!"</p> + +<p>"But, madam—dear madam—he and all the other lords—are—prisoners, +madam,—prisoners to King George!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</span></p> + +<p>"Prisoners!" and she seemed to awake as from a trance. "Prisoners to +King George! then rebels! traitors! Fool that I have been! and my +thought never glanced towards this! Oh! to whom can I apply for advice +or for assistance? Alas, alas! what can a poor weak helpless woman do? +If I had wings to fly to my lord, then he would tell me how I might +assist him;—then at least I should be near to soothe and to support +him! But here, alone, and helpless," she added, wringing her hands, +"what can I hope? what can I effect?—But you know more, Amy; you can +tell me more?"</p> + +<p>"No more, madam, than that the Scots were the last to come to terms and +to surrender."</p> + +<p>"And they surrendered! yielded themselves up to the Whigs! Oh, my dear, +dear lord, what must thy noble spirit have endured ere it was bowed to +this! How must thy counsels have been scorned, thy hopes blasted, thy +heart crushed! I know thy lofty nature well, and truly my woman's soul +almost refuses itself to picture what thine must have undergone!"</p> + +<p>Amy stood for some momenta bewildered, and unable to offer consolations +which she felt must be unavailing. Then, resuming her self-possession, +she urged: "Think, madam, how much worse it might have been! you forget +that my lord is safe in person."</p> + +<p>"But, Amy, what he must have suffered in mind! And what are bodily +sufferings to the tortures such a mind is capable of enduring!"</p> + +<p>"There is one thing, my lady, for which we cannot be too grateful. He +is now safe from the dangers of battle: think how you felt when we were +talking of young Clanronald, so fresh, so blooming on the bloody sod!"</p> + +<p>"True, true!" and she looked up for a moment. "But—" and she lowered +her voice—"there are other and more inevitable perils than those which +are met with in battle. If, indeed, the usurper keep the throne,—if +the new dynasty prevail—then loyalty is treason, and treason, treason, +Amy!—Even King James spared not his own nephew; can we expect more +mercy in the soul of a stranger than in one of our own royal blood?—Oh +Heaven, be pitiful!"</p> + +<p>"Nay, madam, but the Duke of Monmouth was the usurper himself. This +case is quite different! And then<span class="pagenum" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</span> there are so many of them. Mr. +Forster, and the Earl of Derwentwater and his brother, and the Lords +Wintoun, Carnwarth, Kenmure, Nairne, and many, many more of noble +and gentle blood. King George, if indeed he is to be our king, must +show mercy. He could not have the heart——" Amy dared not finish the +sentence: she could not have uttered, her lady could not have listened +to, the termination their imaginations but too well supplied.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale bowed her head in silence, and Amy feared to break in +upon the sad solemnity of her thoughts. After a pause, the countess +slowly rose: "I will to my closet, Amy, and there tell my beads, till +I have regained composure enough to think. But fail not to let me know +should farther intelligence reach the castle."</p> + +<p>Amy opened the door for her lady, and as she passed, she kissed her +hand in token of obedience to her injunctions. Lady Nithsdale pressed +her's, and slowly, steadily withdrew. Amy watched the closing door; and +then giving a full vent to her own repressed feelings, she wept and +sobbed in freedom.</p> + +<p>Every hour now brought fresh reports, each more distressing than the +last. One told how fourteen hundred men were inclosed in one of the +churches, where they suffered both hardships and indignities from the +soldiery; how they were stripped, not only of every article of value +which they might have about them, but almost of necessary clothing.</p> + +<p>These were principally Scotch, who, having been the last to surrender, +were treated with the greatest rigour; and Lady Nithsdale shrunk with +almost equal horror from the idea of her noble husband being exposed to +the insults of the low-born and the mean, as from the more tremendous +vengeance of the law.</p> + +<p>Another report reached Scotland, that the rebels were to be tried by +martial law, and shot upon the spot. But the alarm which such a notion +was calculated to excite, was in some measure allayed, by learning that +this summary punishment was only to be inflicted upon those who had +actually held commissions under the government, against which they had +borne arms. Lady Nithsdale was farther re-assured, when the name of +Lord Charles Murray was the first mentioned as likely to suffer, for +she knew well that her husband's could never have been omitted had he +been in danger of such a fate.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</span></p> + +<p>But still she heard not from himself, and these varying and often +contradictory rumours almost wore away her soul in feverish anxiety.</p> + +<p>The town of Dumfries was in the hands of the Royalists, and it was a +matter of difficulty for the prisoners to transmit any communication +to their friends, which was not subject to the revision of those who +were in power. There was time for each hope, in which she had formerly +indulged, to be successively crushed. That which she had fondly +imagined to be a victory at Sherriff Muir proved in its consequences to +be no better than a defeat. Dutch reinforcements joined the royal army; +while scarcely a day elapsed in which some of the Lowland chieftains +did not desert the standard of the Earl of Mar.</p> + +<p>Still no succours arrived from France. It became known that the regent +Duke of Orleans had proscribed the Chevalier, and still the Chevalier's +arrival was delayed.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale roamed about the vast and deserted halls; the un-read +book dropped from her hands; the once loved spinet remained unopened; +the needle, which she used to ply so rapidly and so dexterously, was +still resorted to for occupation; but the flowers no longer grew +under her fairy fingers, and the falling tears would often tarnish +the colours of the silks before the leaf had yet assumed its form. +She started at every noise: the changing cheek, the fluttering heart, +the trembling finger, the faltering voice, all spoke the heart ill at +ease. The long, long days wore wearily away; it seemed to her that each +dismal winter evening closed in more slowly than the last.</p> + +<p>Her children were far away; she could not visit their couches, listen +to their tranquil breathing, and beguile the hours in watching their +unconscious slumbers. Her existence would have been less irksome had +there been any duty for her to perform, any exertion to be made; but +in this forced inactivity of body, while the mind was distracted with +doubts and fears, she endured, not so much the pangs of hope deferred, +as those of protracted disappointment.</p> + +<p>Watching the blazing logs on the hearth, and listening to the incessant +whistling of the December blast, only varied by the rattling of a dry +and withered stray leaf against the casement, she had sat through the +early and lengthened twilight<span class="pagenum" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</span> of a Scottish winter's evening. Glad of +the excuse of fading light to indulge in the idleness of vague, dreamy, +but most sad meditation, she had allowed the night to steal upon her +unawares, till all without was darkness that might be felt, and the +stone mullions of the oriel windows alone shone white in the fitful +blaze of the wood fire.</p> + +<p>She was startled from her reverie by the sound of men's voices, and the +tread of a strange and heavy foot. The attendants entering, explained +that a peasant was without, who insisted upon seeing the countess.</p> + +<p>"It is the countess herself that my business is with," said the stout +and rosy boor, who forced his way past the serving-men; "I was to come +to the speech of the lady herself; and if you can certify to me that +yonder she is, why I am ready enough to give up my packet; but I shan't +let it go to any of you. How do I know what sort of jackanapeses you +may be?" and the peasant grinned good-humouredly, with a twinkling eye, +which led to the conclusion that he had not journeyed so rapidly, but +that he had taken time to refresh himself by the way. He held a packet +in his hand: "If it is true that you are that rebel lord's lawful +wife, why, here's the letter I was to deliver safe into her own fair +hands—that was, when she gave me the reward I have earned by a journey +of some hundred and fifty miles."</p> + +<p>"Oh, give it me! in mercy give it me!" exclaimed Lady Nithsdale; and +starting from her seat, she would have snatched it at once.</p> + +<p>"Softly, fair lady," cried the peasant, withholding it; "where is the +reward the gentleman promised me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! you shall have anything you will, only give it—for pity, give it +me! Amy!" she cried to Amy Evans, who, never far from her lady's side, +had by this time made her appearance; "fetch my casket: nay, here, +take the key, and bring hither my purse; it is in the embossed casket, +and give the fellow what he will. And now, my friend, the letter—the +letter."</p> + +<p>"I think the lady's one that loves him; but nobody has yet assured me +that she is his lordship's wife," continued the undaunted boor, with +a knowing glance round the room: "all wives are not in such a taking +about their husbands," he added, wishing, with a sort of low craft, +which he deemed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</span> prudence, to delay delivering the letter till he had +made sure of the money.</p> + +<p>"Oh, trifle not with me! Give it me, as you hope to meet with mercy +yourself!"</p> + +<p>"Well, here it is, then; the poor soul shall have the letter any how." +She snatched it quickly from his hand, and throwing herself upon her +knees before the fire, she hastened to devour its contents. Her eyes, +blinded by tears, could not decipher the lines as fast as her wishes +prompted.</p> + +<p>"Bring lights!" she exclaimed; "why are there no lights?"</p> + +<p>The servants hastened to fetch the tapers; and the peasant remained +near the door, watching the lady with an expression half compassionate, +half comic.</p> + +<p>"Sure enough, the poor soul loves that darkbrowed fellow," he muttered; +"she tucks back her hair, as if she could tear off the curl that falls +between the fire light and the paper; and she thinks no more of me! But +I shall not depart without the pay I have been promised, I can tell +her."</p> + +<p>Amy re-entered with the purse at the same moment that the serving-men +returned with lights; and Amy, showering into the hands of the +messenger several gold pieces, led the way into the hall, that her lady +might be left to peruse her packet in privacy.</p> + +<p>The peasant clinked the money in his hard palm; then looking cunningly +at Amy, "Your lady said I should have what I would."</p> + +<p>"Well, and have I not rewarded you handsomely?"</p> + +<p>"Why, pretty fairly, pretty fairly; but I should not mind another gold +piece or so. You must bear in mind that my journey has been somewhat +perilous, all through the royal armies and the loyal inhabitants, with +a letter in my pouch from a rebel lord to a rebel lady."</p> + +<p>"Nay, you are unreasonable, you should not be covetous: but here are a +couple more, for my dear mistress will not think anything can be too +much for one who brings her news from her husband."</p> + +<p>"Thanks, fair mistress! I am one who always keep the eleventh +commandment, even if I keep no other."</p> + +<p>"The eleventh, fellow! Why, Protestant and Catholic agree there are no +more than ten!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</span></p> + +<p>"Ah, but I know the eleventh, and I know it best of all, and so do most +people; and if they all kept the ten others as strictly as they do that +one, why the world would be a better world than it is, that's all!"</p> + +<p>"You speak in riddles, friend; explain yourself."</p> + +<p>"'Get all you can, and keep all you get.' Did you never hear that +before, mistress? if you have not heard it, you have practised it, I +warrant me. But where's your buttery-hatch? I am spent with hunger, and +'specially with thirst."</p> + +<p>While Dickon, the Lancashire ploughman, was restoring the strength, +which did not seem to be much impaired, the countess was absorbed in +the long-wished for epistle.</p> + +<p>The letter was sad, almost hopeless; but it was from himself, and +she gazed with delight on every line traced by that loved hand. The +first impulse was that of joy; it was not till upon consideration +and reflection, that she found in it matter for deep sorrow and +despondency. It ran thus.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XIII.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>Nor can any men's malice be gratified further by my letters, than to +see my constancy to my wife, the laws, and religion. Bees will gather +honey where spiders suck poison.—<i>Eikon Basiliké.</i></p> +</div> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p> +"<span class="smcap">Dearest Wife</span>,<br> +</p> + +<p class="center">"<span class="smcap">You</span> will have heard from other hands the ill success of our +expedition. My Winifred, who knows what have been my fears from the +beginning of this undertaking, also knows that my mind has been +prepared for the result, and will therefore be aware that among all +his sorrows her husband has not had to endure those of disappointed +hope. Let her then be assured that his heart, though grieved, is +unsubdued; and that his soul is fully made up to meet with constancy +whatever may occur to himself.</p> + +<p>"As my dear wife may well believe, I have suffered much. I have +seen counsels which appeared to me the most imprudent, and which +the event has proved to be such, invariably prevail. I have seen +every opportunity of success neglected. I have seen, without the +power of preventing it, rashness,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</span> where prudence should have ruled; +deliberation, where boldness and decision would have been true +discretion.</p> + +<p>"But, as my Winifred knows, it was not with the expectation of +ultimate success that I devoted myself to the cause of my king. I +obeyed what I believed to be the call of duty, but I may have been +mistaken. When I have seen the blood of my countrymen stain their +native soil, then indeed I have felt doubts, agonizing doubts, as +to the correctness of my judgment. I have looked on death before; I +have served in Germany; I have been an eye-witness of assassinations +in Italy; I have seen criminals pay the forfeit of their lives; but, +in the solitude of a prison, it is the image of the first victim of +civil strife that haunts my imagination,—that moment, when I saw one +of our own Scots fell with his battle-axe a fellow Scot; when I heard +one foeman utter a threat, the other a cry for mercy, in the selfsame +tongue! I still see the dying glance of that blue-eyed youth, the +life-blood staining his fair crisped curls: in the heat of battle the +impression was momentary; but now, in darkness and in silence, that +image rises up between me and sleep!</p> + +<p>"It is only to my beloved wife, who has so long read every feeling +of this wayward heart, that I dare confess such weakness. To my +companions in arms and in misfortune such sentiments would appear the +sickly phantasies of a distempered mind: even to her, I will dwell on +them no longer.</p> + +<p>"My Winifred will have learned with pride for the land of her husband, +that the Scots were the last to yield at the fatal affair of Preston: +indeed, all our party fought with unequalled bravery; each several +street was obstinately defended. General Willis's troops set fire to +the houses betwixt themselves and the barricades; but we still fought +all night by the light of the conflagration, and we had the advantage +in every several attack. Yet what could be done by a small body of +men, cut off from all assistance, and cooped up in a burning town!</p> + +<p>"The English were for submission, while our brave men were for rushing +on death, or regaining liberty by one desperate sally. The English +accomplished a capitulation; but Forster's life was near becoming the +sacrifice! Many of our Scots still loudly accuse him of treachery; +and Murray levelled a pistol at his head when he heard what was the +mission on which Oxburgh had been sent to the English general. Had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</span> +not a friendly hand struck the weapon upwards, Forster must then +have fallen! But I sincerely believe that he has acted with loyalty +and sincerity throughout. When the cause is hopeless, is a commander +justified in wasting the blood of those under his command? Each of +us, individually, may prefer death to submission; but has a general a +right to sport with the lives of others?</p> + +<p>"Should my Winifred have an opportunity of seeing our king,—who, +though his coming is now too late, must, I imagine, be by this time +in Scotland,—it would be but justice towards a man, who, though +unfortunate and perhaps ill-judged, is, I believe, a faithful servant +of King James's, to let his majesty know that such is my impression.</p> + +<p>"We have not yet been told our ultimate destination; but we conclude +we shall be conveyed to London, there,—let not my dear wife be +startled, for she must be aware it is the inevitable consequence of +defeat—there to take our trial. Let her rather rejoice that it is +in an honourable, though perhaps a mistaken cause, that her husband +will appear before the tribunal of his country; and that among his +fellow-prisoners he may count the noble Earl of Derwentwater, the good +Viscount Kenmure, and many more of unsullied honour.</p> + +<p>"When I make use of the word 'prisoners,' let her not picture to +herself handcuffs and irons, a dark and damp dungeon: we are poorly +lodged, it is true, but we are not deprived of necessary comforts. If +I could see my Winifred——! But that is now impossible.</p> + +<p>"She may rely upon my summoning her when there is a hope of her being +allowed to cheer me with her presence. I should think myself unworthy +of her true and devoted affection, if I did not place on it the +implicit reliance which it deserves. Adieu, my beloved! I know that, +next to Heaven, I am ever in your thoughts; neither do you need to be +assured that you are loved with equal truth and fervour. Professions +are needless between those whose souls are united as ours have ever +been! And yet there is a satisfaction in tracing with my own hand the +words which I trust will reach my Winifred's eyes,—that whenever, +however, death may meet me, my last prayer shall be for her, my last +thought on her, and that I firmly believe the affection which fills my +soul must survive death<span class="pagenum" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</span> itself; that I am, and ever have been, her +true and faithful husband,</p> + +<p> +"<span class="smcap">Nithsdale</span>.<br> +</p> + +<p>"P.S. I hope I have engaged a countryman of these parts to convey this +safely to your hands, under the promise of a handsome reward upon the +safe delivery of the letter."</p> +</div> + +<p>Full many a time did Lady Nithsdale read over the assurance of that +affection which she never doubted. She laid the precious document next +her heart; and then she summoned once more the English peasant, who she +thought had probably beheld her lord with his own eyes.</p> + +<p>He was ushered into her presence; and never did two human beings form, +in their outward appearance, a more striking contrast, than the pale, +slender, high-born countess, whose anxious countenance bore the traces +of deep feeling, whose transparent complexion varied with every word +she uttered, whose shrinking form seemed as if every breath of wind +might blow it away, while the light which shone from her eye spoke a +soul capable of withstanding the storms of adverse fortune; and Dickon, +who with stout and sturdy limbs, and a ruddy countenance, beaming with +health and good cheer, mixed with a sort of rustic, merry cunning, +stood unawed before her.</p> + +<p>"You saw my lord your own self, did you not, my good friend?" inquired +Lady Nithsdale, with a degree of timidity and anxiety in her tone.</p> + +<p>"An' it please your ladyship," answered Dickon, with a scrape of the +foot and a pull of the hair, "I saw a many of the rebels, great and +small, one day, when they were changing their quarters."</p> + +<p>"But it was my lord himself, the Earl of Nithsdale, who entrusted you +with the packet you brought even now?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I take it, it was; for the packet was directed to the Countess +of Nithsdale, and the gentleman told me to take it to his wife, and to +be sure and give it into her own hands, without fail, myself; and he +said, if I did, I should be sure to get a handsome reward; that nothing +would be too good for me, and such like, he said. He was a civil-spoken +gentleman, and very free of his promises."</p> + +<p>"You have been rewarded for your pains, I hope. I gave<span class="pagenum" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</span> orders to my +waiting-woman to see to your wishes in every respect."</p> + +<p>"Oh! she is a smart lass, that, and she behaved very civil to me, and +I'm no ways dissatisfied. Only perhaps a trifle from your ladyship's +own fair hand; she is but a waiting-woman after all," added Dickon, not +forgetting the eleventh commandment, and making another scrape, which +he meant should savour of gallantry.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale slipped some additional gold into his hand. "And did my +lord look well?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>"Yes, very well, my lady, as far as I know. Just as well as the other +lords he was along with; only a trifle paler. He did not look, my lady, +as if he had visited his own buttery-hatch quite so lately as I have."</p> + +<p>"Alas! was he very pale? Tell me, in pity tell me all the truth."</p> + +<p>"Nay, madam! don't put yourself in such a fluster. He looked pale, just +like all the rest of them."</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale turned away for a moment. She could scarcely endure to +commune with one who saw in her noble husband but a man, like other +men: and yet this peasant had seen him, he had heard his voice; from +him alone could she hope to learn any particulars. Dickon, who was not +wanting in natural shrewdness, perceived that his answers did not give +entire satisfaction; and when Lady Nithsdale again turning towards him +inquired whether her lord moved with a firm step, or whether his health +did not appear to have suffered from long confinement, he answered,</p> + +<p>"Oh, bless your heart, my lady, he walked as strong, and looked lusty +and hearty; quite different from the other lords! Oh! he's a fine +gentleman sure enough, and looked more like a prince than anything +else."</p> + +<p>"He has a noble carriage, in good sooth," rejoined Lady Nithsdale; "and +sorrow has not yet subdued his lofty bearing?"</p> + +<p>"Lord save you, my lady! he was quite of a different sort from the rest +of them. They seemed like rabble by the side of him: anybody might have +known him among a thousand!"</p> + +<p>"They might, indeed. And when he spoke did his voice sound full and +mellow as ever?"</p> + +<p>"Why, he spoke somewhat low, for he did not wish everybody<span class="pagenum" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</span> to hear; +but methought it was a marvellous good voice, quite different from the +other rebels."</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale hung upon his words with delight, and forgot that +at first she had thought him incapable of estimating her lord's +superiority over his fellows.</p> + +<p>"And can you tell me how my lord was lodged, and how he is attended?"</p> + +<p>"Why, as I have heard say, very well lodged; not so handsomely as he +would be here in such a castle as this, but right well lodged as times +go; and they say that the rebels they live like fighting-cocks, and +there is revelry of all kinds going on among them. But that's among the +young lords," added Dickon, who saw he had not now touched the right +string; "not my Lord Derwentwater and my Lord Nithsdale, they are quite +of another sort; but some of the young gallants, and young Bottair +of Athol—Oh! he's a comely young fellow that!—and they do say that +pretty Kate Musgrave——"</p> + +<p>The countess began to think she had conversed long enough with the +trusty messenger, especially after his supper at the buttery-hatch; +and repeating her thanks in the manner most satisfactory to the worthy +Dickon, she dismissed him to seek the repose he must need after his +journey.</p> + +<p>The Chevalier's arrival, which Lord Nithsdale in his letter had +considered almost certain, had not yet taken place: and although the +Earl of Mar was resolved, by keeping possession of Perth, to retain at +least one town where his master might be sure of an honourable and safe +reception, the defection of the whole clan of Fraser, the advance of +the Earl of Sutherland, the reinforcements which strengthened the Duke +of Argyle's army from the regular troops, whose presence was no longer +required in England, rendered each day the situation of the Jacobite +general more desperate.</p> + +<p>Still, having formally invited the Chevalier to put himself at the head +of the insurrectionary army, Mar felt himself under the necessity of +keeping his remaining troops together, to protect the person of the +prince when he should effect his landing. In this dilemma, he proposed +a military oath in the name of King James the Eighth; but the attempt +to bind together those who were only waiting for an excuse to disperse +proved as unavailing as his previous proposal of an<span class="pagenum" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</span> association. All +the principal chiefs and leaders complained that they had been deluded +by promises which had never been fulfilled. They insisted—and there +was much reason in their arguments—that they had no more grounds for +now believing the king was on the point of arriving, than that the long +promised arms, ammunition, and treasure, should be sent from France; +and from this period a party was established in the very army of the +Earl of Mar which declared for opening a negotiation with the Duke of +Argyle.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XIV.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">——Since I parted hence,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I have beheld misfortune face to face;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Have mark'd the ills of desolating war</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In all the sad details kings never see.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The sun that rises on the peasant's toil</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In happy lands not visited by war,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And gilds their waving harvests with his beams,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">With barren splendour glares on desert fields</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Depopulated by the sword.—The gale</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sweeps sullen o'er them, loaded with the cries</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of frantic widows and of orphan babes,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That else had borne upon its gladsome wing</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The careless carol of the husbandman,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Tilling in peace and liberty his field.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Gonzalvo of Cordova.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Reports</span> of the indignities to which the noble prisoners had been +exposed on their journey to London failed not to reach Scotland; +indignities which, galling enough in themselves, were not likely to be +softened in the recounting.</p> + +<p>Upon their arrival at Barnet, they were all, without distinction +of persons, pinioned with cords. By some of the younger and more +hot-headed of the noble rebels this humiliating ceremony was not +submitted to without remonstrance and resistance. Lord Nithsdale simply +remarked to the Earl of Wintoun, "Degrade not yourself, my friend, by +bandying words with those who are appointed to execute the behests of +their superiors: the disgrace is on them who exult in this unworthy +triumph; not on us, who are thus triumphed over. Surely, Seaton, you +would rather endure, than inflict, such insults." Presently, however, +he added, while he held his hands to have the cords attached, "I grant +you I should be sorry my wife should witness this. My gentle Winifred! +thy shrinking, sensitive pride would never brook seeing thy<span class="pagenum" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</span> husband +thus manacled. For the first time I rejoice that thou art far, far +away."</p> + +<p>At Highgate the prisoners were met by a large detachment of horse +grenadiers and foot-guards, and here a halter was placed around the +neck of each horse, which was held by a common soldier, walking by its +side.</p> + +<p>In this mode did they make their entrance into the metropolis, +accompanied by a concourse of people shouting at them and reviling +them; some loading them with abuse, others singing scurrilous songs, +and many beating upon warming-pans, in allusion to the popular notion +concerning the birth of the Chevalier.</p> + +<p>With these increased indignities the spirit of Lord Nithsdale was +excited. As he rode on, his carriage became each moment more lofty; +his dark brow assumed a more awful gloom; his eye, from beneath its +shade, flashed defiance on the mob; his nostrils dilated; the curl of +his contemptuous lip plainly expressed how utterly he despised the +mean taunts of the senseless rabble! Thus erect, undaunted, he passed +on through the crowded suburbs; but before they entered the streets, a +separation took place between those whose destination was different.</p> + +<p>General Forster and Brigadier Mackintosh were taken to Newgate, some to +the Marshalsea, some to the Fleet; while Lords Nithsdale, Derwentwater, +Kenmure, Widdrington, Nairne, &c. were conveyed to the Tower.</p> + +<p>The moment of parting from their companions in misfortune, those with +whom they had shared hopes and fears, with whom they had enjoyed +triumph and endured defeat, was one of bitterness; a parting, +too, which to all might be, and to many proved, an eternal one; +one which took place under the gaze of an insulting populace, and +under circumstances which admitted of no word of kindness, no last +injunction, not even the pressure of the friendly hand!</p> + +<p>At that moment all former differences of opinion were forgotten; the +prudent counsel neglected, the headstrong perseverance in contrary +measures, the impatient rejection of advice, the contempt of timely +warnings, all faded from the mind. As the different bands receded from +each other's view, they saw but the trusted companion in arms, the +fellow-sufferer, endeared by similar misfortunes.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</span></p> + +<p>The Earl of Nithsdale and the other noblemen proceeded towards +Westminster Bridge, where, according to custom, they were placed in a +government barge, and were rowed down the river to the Tower. The boat +shot London Bridge; it was admitted through the Traitor's Gate; and, +as it darted from the open day-light under the three low and gloomy +arches, each prisoner cast a lingering look behind him, and as he +withdrew his eyes, met those of his companions.</p> + +<p>There was no need of words to express the feelings of that moment; each +read his neighbour's but too plainly in his own; each was aware the +other felt he had taken his last look at the free bright world without +the prison walls. And, alas! to more than one was it indeed but too +truly his last glimpse of freedom; more than one was doomed never to +pass those barriers, but to take his trial at Westminster Hall, and +then to mount the scaffold upon Tower Hill.</p> + +<p>Not a word was spoken. The plash of the waves against the stone stairs, +as the sudden entrance of the barge into the narrow landing-place +caused the muddy sullen water to overflow the bottom steps and as +quickly to recede, the hollow echo of the oars as they were shifted, +were the only sounds heard.</p> + +<p>The barred gates were unlocked, and the prisoners, one by one, mounted +the dank steps, and emerged into day-light, opposite the Bloody Tower. +They heard the portals closed and barred behind them; they heard the +splash of the portcullis as it was let down into the water, and each +was then delivered over to the warder in whose apartments lodgings were +assigned to him.</p> + +<p>As long as he remained exposed to the observations of others, the +most acute physiognomist could not have perceived any alteration in +the countenance of the Earl of Nithsdale. He had, as it were, set his +features to an expression of calm contempt and stoical endurance, which +he would allow no circumstances to alter. With a firm step, a lofty +unembarrassed air, he followed his guide into the small and narrow +apartment which was destined to his use. He showed no emotion when the +cords were removed from his wrists, and he replied with punctilious +politeness to the civilities of the warder.</p> + +<p>At length the door was closed upon him, he was left in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</span> solitude; +no eye was upon him, and he was able to relax for a moment from the +imperturbable composure which he had forced himself to maintain. He hid +his face in his hands, and allowed the thought of his beloved wife, the +memory of his innocent children, whom he perhaps was never, never more +to behold, to rush over his soul!</p> + +<p>With what tenderness did the recollection of home over-power him!—the +thousand every-day enjoyments, which are not prized till they are lost!</p> + +<p>The current of these enervating thoughts was checked by the sounds +of steps upon the stairs, and he had only time to resume the unmoved +countenance he had before preserved, when the entrance of some menials +and attendants again forced him to repress the emotions, which, though +repressed, could not be extinguished.</p> + +<p>The bringing in of his few necessary packages, the arrangements for his +personal accommodation, the preparations for some refreshment, were all +inexpressibly irksome to him; and he impatiently awaited the welcome +solitude of night, when he might revel in the luxury of thinking of the +happy past, the wretched present, the fearful future, without a witness.</p> + +<p>It was at this moment of general dismay, when, as we have already +mentioned, each day saw the gradual diminution of the Earl of Mar's +army; when the greater proportion of the most zealous Jacobites +were already in the hands of government; in the midst of increasing +disaffection among his remaining partisans; that the unfortunate +descendant of the house of Stuart landed in his native country, at +Peterhead, on the 22d of December, in the year 1715.</p> + +<p>He arrived almost as a fugitive. He had been obliged to traverse +Normandy in disguise; his retinue consisted but of six gentlemen; and +when the Earl of Mar, the Earl Marischal, and some others, to the +number of thirty, went from Perth to kiss the hand of the prince for +whose cause they were in arms, they found him at Fetteresso, suffering +with a severe attack of ague.</p> + +<p>Neither in body nor mind was he capable of inspiring his adherents with +the ardour which could alone turn or even arrest the untoward course +of events. Mutual discouragement was the feeling consequent upon this +melancholy meeting. The unwelcome news which awaited the Chevalier,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</span> +that, for a month previous to his landing, the resolution had been +taken to evacuate Perth, did not tend to dispel the despondency natural +to him; while in the speech which he made to the privy council, whom he +had immediately proceeded to name, the despairing view which he took of +his own situation pierced every moment through the words of hope which +he thought himself bound to utter. He closed his address by saying, +"That for him it would be no new thing to be unfortunate; his whole +life, even from his cradle, had shown a constant series of misfortunes; +and he was prepared, if it so pleased God, to suffer the extent of the +threats which his enemies threw out against him."</p> + +<p>With a spirit thus crushed by repeated disappointments, and a +constitution impaired by illness, did this ill-fated prince proceed to +enact the sovereign to a diminished and dispirited party of disunited +followers.</p> + +<p>The intelligence of his arrival was speedily communicated to Seaforth, +Huntley, and all the other chiefs who had formerly flocked to his +standard, and who had withdrawn, wearied out by his protracted delay; +but they were summoned in vain, none of them heeded the notice.</p> + +<p>Preparations were made for King James's coronation at Scone; a day of +thanksgiving was appointed for his safe arrival; prayers were offered +up for his majesty in all the churches; the currency of foreign coins +was enjoined; and the convention of the Scottish estates was called +together.</p> + +<p>The Countess of Nithsdale experienced a momentary sensation of hope and +exultation when she heard that the monarch to whom all belonging to her +had been so constantly devoted had actually set foot in the realm of +his ancestors; and her generous heart throbbed with indignation when +she heard of the nobles who neglected to obey his summons. She thought +how different would have been the conduct of her own brave lord; and +she resolved to do as, if he had been at liberty, he would himself have +done, and as he seemed, by what he said concerning General Forster, +to expect her to do. She therefore prepared herself for journeying to +Scone, there to pay the homage she conceived to be due to her lawful +sovereign.</p> + +<p>She travelled privately, not to attract the notice of the royalists; +but as she passed through the country which lies between Stirling and +Perth, all was one scene of desolation.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</span> By an edict of James's, the +villages of Auchterarder, Blackford, and Dunning, and other hamlets, +had been destroyed by fire; houses, corn, and forage had all been laid +waste, lest they should afford quarters to his enemies.</p> + +<p>Helpless women and desolate children had been deprived of their homes; +the blackened walls of the buildings which had been burnt contrasted +cheerlessly with the snow which covered the ground.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale's journey was one of sorrow and dismay. She thought upon +the days of her youthful enthusiasm, and she looked into her heart in +vain to find it there. She remembered how in her Flemish convent her +girlish heart had beat when she imagined her king actually on British +land, and herself a witness of the joyous restoration; and her childish +dream was fulfilled, the king was</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Hame, hame, hame—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Hame to his ain countree:</span><br> +</p> + +<p>but misfortune, disappointment, time, had worked their effect; and with +her husband a prisoner, her children banished, her country laid waste, +she could not work up her feelings to the pitch of loyalty which she +deemed it her duty to have experienced.</p> + +<p>At length the fair town of Perth rose to her view, and the broad Tay +swept gracefully around it. She saw the ancient palace of Scone, the +spot where all the Scottish kings had been crowned, and she tried to +feel assured that "the king would enjoy his own again."</p> + +<p>That night she took up her lodgings in Perth; and the following day she +repaired to the royal palace of Scone, there to kiss the hand of her +monarch.</p> + +<p>She felt an universal trepidation; not so much from the awe which +majesty inspires, as from the fear of seeing her king in a condition +so unbecoming his dignity. A noble mind shrinks from seeing nobility +degraded; and she felt more abashed at the poor attendance around the +king, and at the want of state in his appointments, than others do at +all the pomp and ceremony of the most gorgeous and splendid court.</p> + +<p>The Chevalier received the Countess of Nithsdale with what he meant to +be marked attention; but his manner was subdued, his bearing dejected; +partly through his late illness, and partly from that consciousness of +being marked out for<span class="pagenum" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</span> misfortune, which pervaded his every look, his +every action. There was a melancholy majesty in his thin person, and +his handsome but pale features, which (although united with a certain +stiffness and reserve, little calculated to find favour in the sight +of the adventurous and the desperate who alone adhered to his cause,) +interested Lady Nithsdale, while it saddened her.</p> + +<p>The Earl of Mar presented her to the Chevalier, whom, upon her +entrance, she found engaged in conversation with the Earl Marischal in +one of the windows that overlooked the flat country between the palace +and the Tay. She dropped upon both her knees, overcome with emotion +at finding herself in the actual presence of her king, and with grief +at the desolate appearance of all around him, of all without and all +within his residence.</p> + +<p>He quickly raised her, and imprinting on her marble forehead a royal +kiss, he professed his satisfaction at becoming personally acquainted +with one, whose family had ever been faithful servants to his own.</p> + +<p>The measured expressions chilled her; she had never before looked upon +the sacrifices made either by the Herberts or the Maxwells but as the +performance of a bounden duty, in which they had not failed; but when +these sacrifices seemed to be considered in the same light by him for +whom they had been made, their magnitude and their extent increased in +her eyes. The Chevalier then inquired whether she had received news +lately from the earl her husband.</p> + +<p>Her eyes filled with tears; the inquiry was made in so cold, so formal +a tone: "But once, sire, since he has been a prisoner;" and had she at +that moment attempted a longer sentence, her voice would have failed +her altogether.</p> + +<p>"We hope that the worthy lord's health continued unimpaired by +confinement?"</p> + +<p>She struggled with her feelings, and replied, "My lord complained not +of any personal privation or hardship. His thoughts were all, as they +have ever been, for his king, his country, and his faith!"</p> + +<p>"It is now many years since we once had an interview with the Earl of +Nithsdale in Flanders; and if our memory does not fail, we were then +suffering from this same agueish complaint which discomposes us at +present. Methinks our health<span class="pagenum" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</span> is always least fitted for exertion and +fatigue when circumstances call most imperiously for both! But so it +has ever been with us!" He sighed, and his eyes instinctively sought +the ground. Then turning again to the countess, "Is your ladyship's +seat situated far from hence?" he inquired, for, a stranger to +Scotland, he knew not the topographical details of the country.</p> + +<p>"Please your majesty, I journeyed from my husband's castle of +Terreagles near Dumfries."</p> + +<p>"We hope your journey was prosperous and agreeable, although we fear in +this weather it must have been somewhat tedious. Dumfries is some days' +journey hence, I fancy."</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale thought upon the villages in ashes, the desolated +fields, and could not find words for her reply, but contented herself +with bowing assent. When, turning to the Earl of Mar, the Chevalier +remarked, that if the present severe weather continued, the Tay would +soon be completely frozen over. "In that case," he continued, "the +river will no longer be serviceable as a protection and defence."</p> + +<p>"Neither will it be any impediment to the design I have been explaining +to your majesty," replied the earl in a low voice.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale soon after retired from the royal interview, discouraged +and dissatisfied. She had never found the desired opportunity of +speaking her husband's sentiments concerning General Forster; and she +now felt intimately convinced how wild and hopeless an enterprise it +must ever have been, to replace on the throne one who was so little +calculated to conquer or to win it.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XV.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nay, heed them not, fair Margaret; true, they are</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Untutor'd, and in 'haviour surly, rough;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But they have hearts, nor unacquainted are</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">With sturdy charities and strong affections—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">As oft within the prickly husk lies lapt</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The sweetest kernel.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> Countess of Nithsdale had intended to return for the present +to Terreagles, till she could ascertain what course<span class="pagenum" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</span> would be most +pleasing to her husband, when, upon her return from Scone, she received +a letter from the Duchess of Montrose, which decided at once what was +the line of conduct it now became her duty, as well as her inclination, +to pursue. The duchess's epistle was conceived in the following terms:—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>"Though the late unfortunate events have separated Christian Montrose +from her dear Lady Nithsdale, her friend and cousin must not imagine +that she has forgotten the happy days she spent at Terreagles, or that +the affection she then professed has aught abated. Trust me, dearest +cousin, I have felt for you, as I am sure you would have felt for me, +had the cause you have espoused proved successful, and had my husband +been the sufferer in that which he esteems the just one.</p> + +<p>"At my earnest request, my lord duke has constantly made inquiries +concerning the prisoners in the Tower, and your good lord arrived +there in health and safety on the 10th. I understand he is not +inconveniently lodged, and I do not learn that he is in want of any +necessary comforts; indeed, many of your party who have been slack in +openly joining the insurrection, make peace with their consciences by +supplying the Jacobite prisoners with money and luxuries of all kinds. +I have heard say, that when in the streets it has been difficult to +procure silver for a guinea, in the various prisons change for large +sums might be procured in silver and in gold. They say also, that +among the more wild and thoughtless of the prisoners, much mirth and +revelry prevail; and, as I hear, they so confidently rely upon the +merit of their unconditional surrender at Preston, that they trouble +themselves but slightly concerning their approaching trials. It is +reported, that the Earl of Derwentwater observed to your good lord, +that many of his followers were fitter inhabitants for Bridewell than +a state prison.</p> + +<p>"Let not my dear cousin be needlessly alarmed, when I tell her that +the lords will be impeached on the 10th of January, and that I have +reason to believe my Lord Nithsdale would not now deem it unadvisable +that she should repair to London. Indeed, I am informed that his most +earnest wish is to see her; and I have no doubt that, supposing the +result should not be so favourable as many of the more sanguine are +inclined to believe, her presence may prove of service as well as of +comfort to her lord.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</span></p> + +<p>"I should advise her to lodge herself privately, as, to my poor way +of thinking, any appearance of rank or splendour may not be agreeable +to those in power; and I think I am not mistaken when I say that the +riotous mode of living of many of those in confinement does not serve +to forward their cause.</p> + +<p>"I would myself have visited the good Earl of Nithsdale, that I might +have informed you how it fared with him, had it been fitting that I +should do so openly; but my lord duke deemed such a measure would not +be advisable; and as to visiting him privately, I feared that you +and others might have suspected your noble husband of having learned +from young Bottair of Athol, that a prisoner may be a very dangerous +gallant, that—</p> + +<p> +'Stone walls do not a prison make.'<br> +</p> + +<p>"'Mad-cap Christian,' as you called me once at Terreagles, is not so +void of discretion as to run the risk of being taken for one of the +'divine Altheas' who come 'to whisper at the grate.'</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I am sobered since those days; and these are times which may +make the most unthinking reflect. Sad or merry, thoughtful or giddy, +my heart is still with my dear cousin, and she may count on my willing +services should the time arrive when they may be useful. She will not +fail to let me know when she reaches London; and meanwhile she will +believe me her faithful and affectionate friend</p> + +<p> +and cousin,<br> +<span class="smcap">Christian Montrose</span>."<br> +</p> +</div> + +<p>This letter had followed Lady Nithsdale from Terreagles, which had +occasioned some delay in its coming to hand. It had been brought by +Walter Elliot, an old and trusty servant, who had been ever in the +confidence of his master, and on whom Lady Nithsdale had relied for +advice and protection since the absence of her husband.</p> + +<p>Her resolution was instantly taken; with Amy Evans and Walter Elliot +she determined at all hazards to set forth upon her journey: but in +the condition of the country at that period, means of conveyance were +not easily procured; and it was highly expedient she should escape all +observation: she<span class="pagenum" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</span> therefore gladly availed herself of such steeds as +Walter Elliot could procure in the exigency of the moment, and although +totally unaccustomed to horse exercise, proceeded in this manner as far +as Newcastle.</p> + +<p>She there parted with the horses, and took the stage, thinking she +should thus travel more expeditiously; and trusting that, when quite +beyond the boundaries of Scotland, she was not so likely to be +recognised. Such had been the tumult of her feelings, she had scarcely +had time to be conscious of fatigue or cold, or to be aware of the +strange and unusual companions with whom she was occasionally brought +in contact. When, however, she found herself enveloped in her cloak, +her hood brought low over her face, and ensconced in a corner of the +heavy and lumbering vehicle, she found leisure to think, to feel, and +to suffer.</p> + +<p>The capacious coach contained several other passengers, but Lady +Nithsdale heeded them not: their discourse turned chiefly on the +comparative merits of different breeds of cattle and sheep, on Scottish +Kyloes and Cheviot mutton, and she knew not what words they uttered, +till her attention was suddenly arrested by one of them remarking, "The +last time I journeyed along this road was some six months back; I had +been as far as Hawick to buy some of those famous north-country sheep, +and, to be sure, all those parts were in a fine disturbed state. I was +obliged to come back without the sheep. Some thought their property +was safer in sheep than in money, for whichsoever side got the upper +hand, butchers' meat would still be wanted; others thought they should +be sure of a good price when there were two armies, as it were, in the +neighbourhood, and they asked twice their worth for the sheep. As for +me, I would not give much hard money for the creatures, which might +be taken from me, and killed, and then what should I do? There's no +telling in troublous times what's justly the value of any thing, so +I had my journey for my pains! and as I came back, those rebel lords +were going about proclaiming their mock king, and a pretty penalty they +are likely to pay for their folly. Why could not they be quiet, and +enjoy themselves at their own great houses, where they say the Earl of +Derwentwater lived like a prince, and was beloved by great and small: +and why could not they let us enjoy ourselves too? Farming went well +while<span class="pagenum" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</span> good Queen Anne lived; crops were pretty fair, and prices held +steady, and I don't know what folks would have more, not I!"</p> + +<p>"Well, it all bids fair to be quiet enough now," replied a +rough-looking farmer who sat opposite; "they'll settle old scores with +them all. They have made away with a pretty many of them at once at +Preston; and I know for certain that the king means to have off the +heads of every one of those he has got up at London now, so they will +make no more disturbance!"</p> + +<p>Amy turned an uneasy glance upon her lady, whose bosom she could +perceive heaved rapidly beneath the folds of her cloak; but her face +was towards the window, and the black hood concealed it from all within +the coach. She feared to draw attention upon her, and she remained +tranquil.</p> + +<p>"Nay, I can't think the king will have all their heads off either," +rejoined the first spokesman. "Why, there are as many as twenty lords, +to say nothing of knights, and gentlemen, and members of parliament, +and such."</p> + +<p>"I have been informed that such are his most gracious majesty's +intentions," answered the yeoman, with the importance of a +privy-councillor.</p> + +<p>"For God's sake, what is your authority?" exclaimed the Countess of +Nithsdale, unable any longer to control her feelings.</p> + +<p>"Young mistress, I do not consider myself called upon to give up those +who tell me a bit of news."</p> + +<p>"Well, neighbour, you need not be so touchy about your news; who knows +but the young woman may have a friend among some of the rebels, and +she need not be the more of a rebel herself! Brothers and sisters, +fathers and sons, have taken different sides, but they are not the less +relations for that. Ah! that's one of the misfortunes of these civil +wars! They're not like a good war with the French, or the Dutch, or the +Spanish; when you know for certain that every <i>parlez-vous</i>, and +every mynheer, and every Don, is your enemy. But when people of one +country take to fighting, why, if you chance to be in a battle, you +don't know who you may be killing; and if you chance to tell a bit of +news promiscuously, you don't know whose feelings you may be hurting. +Folks should not be over free of their speech in these times; and, I<span class="pagenum" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</span> +ask your pardon, neighbour, but you should not be so positive about +what such as you and I can't know. Don't you look so sad, mistress. How +should we, any of us, know what the king's thoughts are?"</p> + +<p>"But we may know those who do know what the king's thoughts are: +not that I wish to hurt the gentlewoman's feelings." And the farmer +relapsed into silence, somewhat offended at the doubt with which his +annunciation of the sovereign's private sentiments had been received.</p> + +<p>"Are you from Scotland, madam?" resumed the good-natured yeoman, whose +curiosity was somewhat awakened by Lady Nithsdale's evident emotion.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," answered Amy quickly. "My friend and I come from Scotland +last, but we are natives of Wales;" which, although strictly true, +would, she imagined, lead their new acquaintances from suspecting who +they really were.</p> + +<p>"And are ye for London now, my pretty lass?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir; our friends live in London now."</p> + +<p>"If this snow goes on falling at such a rate, why, I think we shall +never get to York; and as for you, you will never get to London. I'll +be bound the stage will be stopped to-morrow. I declare there's no +making out the hedge from the ditch, the snow has drifted so in some +places. I don't know that I ever remember such a hard winter as this +has been. My poor ewes!" he continued, shaking his head, "I fear I +shall have bad luck with them! However, 'tis as the Lord pleases! I +dare say 'tis all for the best. If we have quiet times, and we have +nothing to fight against but the seasons, as God sends them to us, we +shall do well enough. As long as we are in the Lord's hands, and have +only the troubles He sees fit to try us with, and none of those man +makes for himself, it will all be right! Is not that true, young woman?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, sir, I am no judge of public matters," replied Lady Nithsdale +in a faltering voice, for she felt that it had been the Jacobites who +had disturbed the public tranquillity; and true and reasonable as was +the sentiment expressed by the yeoman, she could not echo it without +throwing blame on those she most loved and honoured, or without belying +the opinions and the feelings of her whole life.</p> + +<p>"Humph!" replied the yeoman: "I do not call those public matters. I +think I have said nothing but what every<span class="pagenum" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</span> good Christian should say +amen to. I don't see how anybody can help saying 'tis better to be in +the hands of the Lord than of men, not I."</p> + +<p>"Nor I, indeed!" exclaimed Lady Nithsdale with fervour. "O Lord, take +us into thy hands, and deal with us according to thy mercy!"</p> + +<p>"Well, that's much what I said, only not in such a way. Verily, if I +don't believe she is one of the new Dissenters that have sprung up of +late!"</p> + +<p>Amy Evans, anxious to withdraw observation from her lady, asked him +some question concerning his flock; and, affecting great interest in +such matters, she was enabled, from her youthful Welsh education, to +converse with sufficient knowledge of the subject to lead the honest +unsuspicious farmer into a detail of his own plans and systems, in +which he readily forgot what had at first excited his surprise in the +bearing of the silent and serious young gentlewoman.</p> + +<p>By the time they reached York, his prediction concerning the weather +was fully verified: the wheels of the heavy vehicle could scarcely cut +through the deep snow; and so slow was their progress, that it had long +been dark before the stage arrived at its destination in one of the +most dismal streets of the ancient city of York.</p> + +<p>The snow continued to fall during the whole of the night, and the next +morning the roads were found to be so totally impassable, that not only +were all stage-coaches and carriages of every description arrested in +their progress, but the post itself was stopped.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale's disappointment amounted almost to despair. Every hour +was precious. The letter which announced her husband's wish to see her +had already been somewhat delayed on the road, and the duchess said +that on her exertions might depend the mode in which his case might be +looked upon. She thought, too, on his desolate, his forlorn condition; +she judged from her own feelings how intensely he must desire her +presence; and she deemed any hardship, any suffering, preferable to +the mental anxiety of being shut up in York, unable to hear of him, to +communicate with him, to exert herself for him.</p> + +<p>The long period of suspense and of forced inactivity which she had +passed at Terreagles had been almost insupportably<span class="pagenum" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</span> irksome; and now, +when her lord had expressed a wish for her company, when possibly she +might be of real service to him, to be imprisoned in a dismal room in +an inn at York:—it was an infliction not to be endured.</p> + +<p>She again employed Walter Elliot to procure three saddle-horses; and, +in spite of his dutiful remonstrances, and all unused as she had +ever been to brave the inclemencies of the weather, or to encounter +any bodily fatigue, she set off on horseback, through roads in which +the snow often came up to the girths of the saddle. To Amy, who had +been a mountain-bred lass—who had often wandered about her native +hills on the rough Welsh ponies—the undertaking was not one of such +difficulty; though she feared the strength of her delicately nurtured +lady would never stand such hardships; but the soul which animated that +apparently fragile form was such as to communicate to the frame some +of its own power and elasticity. As they rode out of the town, the sun +shone forth in dazzling splendour upon the brilliant whiteness of the +scene. The roof of each house was clothed with a thick soft covering of +newly-fallen snow, which the smoke of the town had not yet tarnished, +though the power of the sun had already melted it in some degree, so +that each gable was ornamented with a fringe of long pendent icicles. +As they quitted the town and waded through the obstructed road, still +the same dazzling whiteness presented itself to their view: the load +which bent down the branches of the trees was not yet dissolved; and +when the small birds, twittering in the welcome sunshine, lighted on a +feathered spray, they shook from it a shower of bright snow-flakes.</p> + +<p>To a mind at ease the scene was beautiful and cheerful; and Lady +Nithsdale in the midst of her sorrows felt grateful for the cheering +light and for the clear pure atmosphere.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XVI.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The drowsy night grows on the world, and now</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The busy craftsman and o'erlabour'd hind</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Forget the travail of the day in sleep:</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Care only wakes, and moping pensiveness.—<span class="smcap">Rowe.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> sun was now midway through its course, and their progress had been +but slow. "Is not my dear lady in need of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</span> rest?" inquired Amy Evans, +as they approached a small village, at the entrance of which there was +a newly-painted gaudy sign of the King's Head.</p> + +<p>"No, Amy, no; I need no rest. The consciousness of drawing nearer to my +lord is rest enough for me."</p> + +<p>"But, honoured madam," interposed Walter Elliot, "it were not ower +wise in us to push our steeds too hard. They dumb creatures are but +flesh and bluid like our ainselves; and should they chance to knock up, +what shall we do, I'm thinking. 'Tis weary wark for them lifting their +hoofs eighteen or twenty inches through the snaw every step they take. +An' it please your leddyship, we had better gie them a rest at yon +bra'-looking inn."</p> + +<p>"Not there, good Walter, not there. Look at that flaring sign! A little +farther on there is another place of refreshment; 'tis but an humble +one I grant, but at this moment any one will be more welcome to me than +this." And she averted her eyes from the "King George's Head," in large +and golden letters, which adorned the front of the building. The place +she had selected was indeed but a wretched ale-house, and they only +stayed there long enough to allow the animals necessary food. She was +impatient to be gone; and as they seldom could proceed beyond a foot's +pace, they were still some miles from their destined resting-place for +the night when the short day had closed in; the sun had already set +crimson beyond the cold snowy fields, and the clear deep blue of the +heavens was spangled with innumerable stars.</p> + +<p>The cold was piercing; and her attendants shivered, and wrapped their +cloaks closer around them. At length they passed a blacksmith's +forge; and the bright sparks which darted upwards through the chinks +in the roof, the ruddy light which flared through the open door, the +clear blaze of the fire itself, looked invitingly warm. Amy could not +help remarking to Walter Elliot how comfortable and tempting was the +interior of the forge.</p> + +<p>"Art thou cold, my poor girl?" inquired the countess.</p> + +<p>"Why, madam, of a surety the wind is very sharp; I should have thought +your ladyship would have felt it more keenly than myself, who have +not been so softly reared. I have been regretting all the day that +we forgot to bring your mantle lined with sable, which her grace of +Montrose sent you last winter."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</span></p> + +<p>"Nay, heed me not, good Amy: I thought not of the cold—But now you +speak of it, the night is frosty."</p> + +<p>"I have been fain to ask you, honoured madam, where your ladyship means +to abide when you reach London?"</p> + +<p>"In truth, Amy, I cannot tell; I thought but of seeing my lord: when +once in London, I felt I should be near to him; but it is more than +probable they will not allow me to share his prison, and I suppose +I must seek lodgings. Her grace of Montrose bade me live privately, +and advised me not to affect any state in my accommodations: but I am +little used to the bustle of a crowded city, and scarcely know how I +must proceed."</p> + +<p>"If your ladyship will excuse my boldness, I have been thinking that +I know of some one who might stand our friend. Does not your ladyship +recollect, when you were in Wales, just at the entrance of the village, +about a mile from Poole Castle, a low white house, with a high tiled +roof composed of many gables and strange angles? Two goodly cypress +trees grew before the windows on each side of the gravel walk which led +to the porch, and the trim garden was fenced from the road by a low +stone wall, and a laurustinus hedge within. Your ladyship must remember +they were the finest laurustinus' in all the country, and they were +always the first in bloom in that sheltered spot."</p> + +<p>"Yes. I think I remember the white house, Amy; the sun seemed ever to +shine upon it, and make it gleam white against the green hill which +rose behind."</p> + +<p>"Sure enough, madam, that was it. The mid-day sun shone full upon it, +just about the hour your ladyship and your honoured mother were used to +take your customary airing. And do you not remember, madam, a tall pale +gentleman, who wore his hair parted up the middle of his forehead, and +hanging long over his ears: it was silver-white, for he was very old?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! I recollect him well, for he used to lean over the gate that +opened upon the road, and watch our carriage as it drove by. He always +bowed with a respectful yet a stately air to my mother as we passed: +and I well remember her saying he had been a cavalier in King Charles +the First's time, and she regretted that his increasing infirmities did +not allow him to visit her, for she would have been proud to receive<span class="pagenum" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</span> +under her roof one who had been a faithful servant to his master in +times of trouble. If I mistake not, my mother said that when quite a +youth he had been one of the gallant cavaliers who rode post, along +this very road, to carry to the king at York the news of each day's +proceedings in the parliament. Would we had their steeds, and their +strength! by this time we might have reached London."</p> + +<p>"Well, madam, this old gentleman had a young daughter, who was little +older than myself. Her mother had died early; and the old gentleman +had no companion but the merry maiden, and the merry maiden had none +but her reverend but melancholy father. She made acquaintance with me +one May morning, when we were gathering cowslips and primroses for our +garlands. I was to be queen, and she gave me all her posies to help +adorn my crown; and when we all came round, a troop of laughing girls +with our garlands, Colonel Hilton gave me a gold piece. After that we +often met; and as the colonel found that my mother was looked upon more +as a friend than as a servant by the honoured duchess, and as I was +somewhat better taught than other maidens of my degree, he would often +let us pass an afternoon together, and young Mrs. Mellicent Hilton +would teach me some of her songs, and read to me from her beautiful +books, and in return I instructed her in many curious stitches and +rare sorts of embroidery; and thus we whiled away the hours; and she +promised that we always should be friends, though she was a lady, and +I but the daughter of a menial. She married a Mr. Morgan a few months +before your ladyship came into Wales: they said the old cavalier did +not over well like the match, for Mr. Morgan's family had turned +against King James the Second; but he was a well-favoured young man, +and Mrs. Mellicent, poor soul, saw no one else, so it was but natural +she should incline towards him.</p> + +<p>"The poor old colonel died soon after; but before he died he grew quite +fond of his son-in-law, and he left all he had been able to save of his +property to him and to Mrs. Mellicent, provided they added his name +of Hilton to that of Morgan. I have since heard that Mr. Morgan is +in favour with the new people, and that he has a place about the new +court, so I think she must have it in her power to serve us; and if +Amy Evans's old playmate, Mrs. Mellicent, has not quite forgotten<span class="pagenum" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</span> the +pleasures and the pastimes of her youth, I am sure she will have the +inclination to do so."</p> + +<p>"My good and thoughtful Amy! and do you know where Mrs. Morgan now +resides?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dearest madam. 'Twas only in the last letter I received from +Wales, that I learned many of these particulars about my old friend, +and that she was just settled in her new house in Bloomsbury."</p> + +<p>"But if her husband is so staunch a Whig, 'tis more than probable she +will look coldly on me, who am the wife of one whom she thinks a rebel."</p> + +<p>"Nay, madam, but she loved her good old father dearly, though she would +have been loth to give up her sweetheart for what then seemed a by-gone +matter. She would affect you none the less for being of the same way +of thinking as the parent to whom she was ever a dutiful child; and, +moreover, the world may work great changes in the hearts of those who +live in it, but Mrs. Mellicent Hilton's must be sorely changed indeed +if she is not one whose eyes will overflow at any tale of woe, and if +she will stop to calculate the chances of success before she troubles +herself to assist a fellow-creature in distress. Her old father used +often to bid her have more discretion in her kindness, and to tell her +she gave her alms to those who least deserved them: but she never could +say "no" to any one that asked charity in a piteous tone of voice, and +the very dogs about the white manor-house were kept so fat by Mrs. +Mellicent that you might tell them from any others by their good case. +And then, madam, it seems to my poor judgment, that one who knows +something of the court, and yet is not so very great as the Duke of +Montrose, or his lordship's cousin her grace of Buccleugh, or the Earl +of Pembroke, or any of those nobles, may prove of service in a quiet +way, when such great people might fear to attract notice."</p> + +<p>"There is much truth in what you say. You have a pertinent judgment, +Amy, and it may be of good avail; we will think more of this. But we +are drawing near our place of destination. See! by the lights gleaming +from so many windows, this must be a considerable town. Walter, is it +not here we are to pass the night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, madam. Your leddyship maun set up here for the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</span> night, an' it so +please you. I weel know, for one, that my puir nag could na' carry me a +mile farther."</p> + +<p>The snow became less deep as they approached the metropolis, the roads +more beaten, and they were enabled each day to compass longer journeys. +On the evening of the 23rd of January they entered London.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale's first impulse would have led her to the Tower, but +it was too late to hope for admittance, and she thought that from the +Duchess of Montrose she was most likely to learn how it fared with her +husband, and what steps it might be most advisable for her to take.</p> + +<p>Leaving Amy, therefore, to make what arrangements were necessary for +their accommodation, she instantly took coach and proceeded to the +residence of the Duke of Montrose. She sent word by a servant to the +duchess, that a person desired to see her grace upon business of +importance, and with the message she gave a written billet entreating +to see her in private. She did not sign the paper, not feeling assured +how far any communication with the wife of a state prisoner might +compromise the duchess herself. She was certain that the sight of her +hand writing would procure her instant admission; and yet the few +moments she passed waiting in the street were spent in a state of +mental agitation which surprised herself.</p> + +<p>It was a painfully new situation for the daughter of the Duke of Powis, +who was thoroughly imbued with the indelible nobility of aristocratic +birth, to find herself alone, in a hired coach, as a suitor at the +door of one with whom she had ever lived on terms of equality and +intimacy. It was not that she doubted the kindness, the sincerity, the +generosity, of her good friend and cousin; but she now felt more lost, +more unprotected, in the busy, noisy, thronged streets of London, than +she had done in all the difficulties of her perilous journey.</p> + +<p>Only a few moments, however, elapsed before the portals were thrown +open, and she found herself ushered through the rank of powdered +liveried domestics, who in those days were deemed indispensable +appendages to the great, into a small ante-room on the ground-floor.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale sank on a seat, bewildered, overcome. It all seemed to +her like a strange dream. What news might await her! Three weeks had +elapsed since the date of the duchess's letter—what fearful events +might not have occurred!</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</span></p> + +<p>The door opened; the duchess appeared, beautiful, brilliant, blooming, +glittering in diamonds and jewels, and rustling in satins and +point-lace. "My sweet cousin! my dear Winifred!" exclaimed the duchess.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Christian! dearest friend!" and Lady Nithsdale rushed into her +open arms, and wept upon her neck.</p> + +<p>For twelve days body and mind had been upon the stretch, and the words, +the tones of kindness at this moment of exhaustion, completely unnerved +her. "How is he?" she inquired, as she sobbed upon the duchess's bosom.</p> + +<p>"Well, dear cousin, well. Compose yourself; why is this, my gentle, +staid, tranquil cousin of Nithsdale? These tears, this trembling, do +not promise well for the work you have in hand."</p> + +<p>"True, true!" exclaimed Lady Nithsdale, "it is over! 'twas but a +momentary weakness. I have ridden a weary distance to-day," she +continued, attempting to smile, and hastily pushing her hair off her +brow; "and with a heart not well at ease," she added, pressing her hand +upon her bosom, as if to still its throbbings: "but tell me all; I am +ready now to hear and to endure. On the 10th they were impeached," she +said firmly and resolutely; "of course, my lord pleaded guilty."</p> + +<p>"He did. Last Thursday, the 19th, when the lords sent in their reply to +the impeachment, your noble husband, with Lord Derwentwater and Lord +Kenmure, pleaded guilty to the articles exhibited against them. Lord +Wintoun alone on various pretences petitioned for longer delay."</p> + +<p>"I knew my lord would never deny the share he took in this sad +business," exclaimed Lady Nithsdale, with a confidence and pride in his +integrity which for a moment over-came her fears for his safety. Then +she added, in a tone which seemed to ask for reassurement, "Surely this +plain-dealing, this honesty, cannot indispose the king! His surrender +at Preston——"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, we will hope for the best," interrupted the duchess, anxious +to evade the question, for she was too well aware that the Earl of +Nithsdale was looked upon with fear and suspicion; and though she +could not bring herself to crush Lady Nithsdale's hopes, she dared not +encourage them,—"only be calm and prudent."</p> + +<p>"Trust me, I am now firm and resolved: I am ready,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</span> even impatient, +to be stirring in my husband's service. It was the sight of you, dear +cousin, and the kind tones of your sweet voice——!"</p> + +<p>"Well, no more of this: I will see you to-morrow, when we will confer +more at large: I must not now delay. I am to court to-night, as you +may perceive by all this gay apparel; my lord duke is there already +in attendance, and I must not be late. But, before I leave you, let +me enforce one thing; I fear they will refuse you admittance to your +husband, unless you consent to share his imprisonment: this must not +be! You must remain at liberty, or we cannot concert our measures; +you must yourself see and speak with some I will name to you. I have +assurances that the king will show mercy to several of the prisoners; +but still we all know the good Earl of Nithsdale has many enemies, and +there is the more need you should be in freedom to use your influence +with them. Remember, that for his sake, you must not preclude yourself +from serving him far more effectually than you could by sharing his +prison."</p> + +<p>"Trust me, my dear friend, I will obey your injunctions. Whatever it +may cost me, I will turn back from his prison-door, if it is for his +good that I should do so. May Heaven bless and reward you, dearest +cousin!" and she seized the duchess's hand and pressed it to her heart.</p> + +<p>"'Pshaw! silly Winifred, you need not thank me yet," replied the +duchess, half turning away, and brushing off a tear; "you must not +make me weep before I go to court, or my eyes will make no conquests +to-night, and my lord duke, who loves to hear me praised, will be angry +with you, fair cousin. I must stay with you no longer, or I shall play +the very fool, and not be fit to show myself at St. James's. One kiss, +dear cousin, and adieu! It would not be wise that I should absent +myself from the king's presence just now. For your sake I must not +linger;" and the fair creature moved away in grace and beauty.</p> + +<p>She glided through the hall; the splendid coach drove off; the +running-footmen, bearing torches, preceded and accompanied her.</p> + +<p>"How unjust," thought Lady Nithsdale, "is the common accusation that +pomp and splendour harden the heart! Where could I find more true +kindness and sympathy than in my<span class="pagenum" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</span> dear cousin Christian, whose life has +been one sunny dream of unclouded brilliancy?" But as she slowly and +thoughtfully returned in solitude to the temporary lodging which Amy +had procured for her, she pondered on the duchess's words—"My lord +has many enemies, she said: how can he have enemies? Surely, if favour +is to be shown to any, to whom could it be more properly extended than +to him? Does not the kind duchess alarm herself needlessly? And yet +she knows the counsels of those in power. She would not wish to excite +unreasonable fears in my mind. Alas! what can she mean? My lord was not +one of the first to join the insurgents: Lord Derwentwater was already +in arms; Forster was at the head of a considerable body of troops; the +Earl of Mar had set up King James's standard. Neither had he, like the +Earl of Mar, ever made professions of loyalty to the House of Hanover. +General Forster is even now a member of King George's parliament. But +my dear lord is not obnoxious from either of these causes. He has +never been guilty of treachery, neither has he ever been forward in +causing disturbances in his native land; but when civil broils became +inevitable, then—then he was not found wanting to the family for which +his ancestors have bled and suffered. Oh! would that the morrow were +arrived! This long tedious night, which must intervene before I can +see, learn, hear, know, do anything further, how wearisome, how irksome +is it!"</p> + +<p>Upon her return to her lodgings, she found that Amy Evans, on her part, +had not been idle. She had already sought and obtained an interview +with her former companion Mrs. Morgan.</p> + +<p>Nearly ten years had elapsed since Mellicent Hilton had left the Welsh +valley of her childhood as the bride of Mr. Morgan, and from that time +the playfellows had never met; for before Mrs. Morgan returned to +visit her father in his solitude, Amy had accompanied the Countess of +Nithsdale into Scotland.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Morgan was fortunately alone on the evening in question, when Amy, +half-alarmed at her own presumption, presented herself at her door.</p> + +<p>She did not at first recollect, in the Mrs. Evans who was announced, +the merry Amy of her childhood; neither would Amy have recognised, in +the tall, slender, modish lady before her, the buxom, rosy girl who +had climbed the mountain paths, and pulled the wild flowers with her. +She hesitated for a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</span> moment, while she assured herself that, although +the complexion was less brilliant, and the full form had fined into a +marvellous taper waist, still the laughing blue eye was the same, the +expression of the free hearty smile the same, although the dimples were +not so visible in the less rounded cheek.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Morgan, with an air of courtly breeding, bent herself gracefully +towards the stranger, waiting till she opened her business; when Amy, +half abashed at the changes which had taken place in the exterior +of her former friend, half re-assured by the kindly countenance +which spoke that the heart remained unchanged, after making a low +and respectful courtesy, began with some hesitation, "that she could +scarcely hope Mrs. Morgan would still bear in mind the childish +playmate of Mrs. Mellicent Hilton,—Amy, the daughter of old Rachael +Evans, of Poole Castle."</p> + +<p>"What, Amy, the Queen of the May! is it you, my old friend?" exclaimed +Mrs. Morgan, holding out her hand with the frankness she brought from +the Montgomeryshire valley, unimpaired by the intercourse she had since +had with the world. "Oh! I have often wished to see you again, and +often thought what happy hours we have passed together, when we have +laughed even to tears without knowing wherefore, and sung for very want +of thought and care. But, my good Amy, your looks speak that, since +those days, you have been made acquainted with thought and care. Your +countenance is sorrowful. Is your mother, the good Rachael, well? And +David?—How comes it you are still Amy Evans? Have you been cruel after +all?"</p> + +<p>"Alas, madam! my poor mother has been dead these two years; she scarce +survived her mistress more than a few weeks: but they were both in +years; and the good Duke of Powis allowed her to be buried in his own +family vault, and she lies near her honoured mistress, the duchess. +And as to David, my dear Mrs. Mellicent, I have not thought of him +for many and many a year; I should esteem it beneath me to pine for +him! He showed the truth of the old saying, 'out of sight, out of +mind;' and I shall never be the one to prove an old proverb false!" +answered Amy, with a flash of her former spirit. "But, madam, I have +other cares, and heavier ones, upon my mind. My dear mistress the good +Countess of Nithsdale's lord is in prison, with the other lords whom<span class="pagenum" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</span> +they call rebels, and my lady and I have rode to London to attend +him, and, as I hope, to be of some service to him. But we are nearly +strangers in London; and I thought, madam, that for old acquaintance +sake, perhaps, you would stand our friend. I knew Mr. Morgan was much +about the palace; and they say, madam," she continued, smiling, "there +is nothing like a friend at court; and so I made bold to come to you at +once. I thought, also, you could perhaps inform us where we might lodge +respectably, and yet privately; for her grace the Duchess of Montrose +warned my lady not to live in state, but to keep private."</p> + +<p>"Alas! good Amy, I fear you are come on a sad errand," answered Mrs. +Morgan, with a serious countenance. "I fear that the Earl of Nithsdale +is one whose fate is sealed. I hear no talk of mercy being extended +towards him. So staunch a Catholic!—so influential a man on the +borders of Scotland and England!—so forward as his family have ever +been in support of the exiled race! Alas, for your poor mistress! Is +she much attached to him?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, madam!" exclaimed Amy, with a face of consternation, "it will kill +my mistress if anything happens to my lord! I am sure, quite sure, she +could not outlive him," she continued, wringing her hands; "you never, +madam, saw such love as hers; it is not like anything else that ever I +heard of. I am sure, when I see how she hangs upon my lord's words—how +she honours and reveres him—how she watches his looks, and lives but +for him—I cannot think I ever cared anything at all about David. And +you, madam, you were very partial to Mr. Morgan; and I well remember +you were resolved to have him" (Mrs. Morgan smiled); "but still your +love was not like my poor mistress's!"</p> + +<p>"Poor soul!" said Mrs. Morgan; "what can I do for her? I would serve +her, or any one in such distress, if I knew how I could do so. More +especially, I would gladly serve any one whom you seem to love so +dearly."</p> + +<p>"I do indeed love my dear lady with my whole heart, and no one who +knows her excellence could do otherwise."</p> + +<p>"Well, dear Amy, you may count on my exerting what little influence I +may possess; and Mr. Morgan is so kind, I am sure he will assist us, +if he can. In the mean time, I can tell you of a worthy family with +whom your mistress<span class="pagenum" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</span> might be comfortably and respectably lodged. I will +see Mrs. Mills to-morrow; her house is not far removed from the Tower, +which would, I think, be a recommendation to the Countess of Nithsdale; +and she is a gentle, kind soul, who will be ready to weep with your +lady, and will never wound her by a thoughtless or indiscreet word."</p> + +<p>Amy Evans's countenance brightened. "I was right," she exclaimed, +"when I told the countess the world might work great changes, but it +would be indeed a great one if Mrs. Mellicent Hilton had not still +the kindest heart that ever beat. I feared I was making very bold, +and was presuming too much upon the freedom permitted in childhood, +when I ventured to come to you; but I thought time could never have +hardened such feelings as yours, so as to make you resent the liberty +I was taking. In my honoured lady's name, and my own, receive our most +grateful thanks, madam;" and Amy kissed the hand which Mrs. Morgan +cordially extended towards her.</p> + +<p>"I will see Mrs. Mills to-morrow morning; and then, with the Countess +of Nithsdale's permission, I will wait on her, and inform her what +arrangements I have been able to make."</p> + +<p>"Our blessings on you, dear madam!" repeated Amy, as she took her +leave, and hastened back to meet her lady upon her return from the +Duchess of Montrose.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale listened with gratitude to all that Amy told her; and +the kindness they had both met with on their several missions proved +the best cordial which could be administered to feelings so tried as +hers had been. Exhausted nature, however, claimed its rights, and she +slept. The bodily fatigue which caused sleep,—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"Tir'd nature's sweet restorer, balmy sleep,"</span><br> +</p> + +<p>to give a respite to the workings of her mind, may have assisted in +enabling her to bear all that awaited her.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XVII.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> less I may be blest with her company, the more I will retire to +God, and my owne heart, whence no malice can banish her. My enemies +may envy, but they can never deprive me of the enjoyment of her +virtues, while I enjoy myself.—<i>Eikon Basiliké.</i></p> +</div> + +<p>As the day began to dawn, and the grey winter light gradually illumed +the narrow dirty streets, which the remains of snow rendered more than +usually dreary, the Countess of Nithsdale wound her way to the Tower.</p> + +<p>It was still too early to gain admittance, or even to be allowed to +speak with the porter. The gates were not yet opened: she stood and +gazed till her feelings were almost intolerably excited, and then +she paced up and down with a quick and hurried step, till, abruptly +stopping, she pressed the arm of her faithful companion, Amy, and +pointing to the antique building, she cried, in an accent of despair, +"He is there, Amy, he is there, and I cannot be with him!"</p> + +<p>Amy looked with awe and vague fear at the spot, which, from our cradle, +is united in our minds with the ideas of murder, the scaffold, open +executions, and secret assassination. She trembled at the certainty +that her dear master actually lay within its fearful precincts; and she +turned an eye of commiseration on her lady, to think that she was, in +sober truth, an actress in one of those tragedies of which we are apt +to hear and read as of fictitious horrors.</p> + +<p>They gazed upon the thick and muddy water of the moat, upon the lofty +wall which rose on the other side, and in which the inhabitants, of +whose dwellings it formed a part, had here and there opened windows, +added gabled roofs, and pieced the ancient rough stone-work with brick +additions of their own. This patch-work took off from its antiquity and +solemnity, without imparting to such a building any air of comfort. On +the contrary, it spoke of long residence within the narrow limits of a +prison.</p> + +<p>At length the clock struck the appointed hour, and she hastened to the +gates to solicit an interview with the Lieutenant of the Tower.</p> + +<p>After some delay, the request was granted, when she received the +answer the Duchess of Montrose had led her to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</span> anticipate. The orders +were most strict that none should be allowed to visit the prisoners +before the day appointed for pronouncing sentence upon them; but hopes +were held out to her that she might obtain permission to share Lord +Nithsdale's confinement.</p> + +<p>Had it not been for the duchess's caution, it is more than probable she +would gladly have accepted the conditions: for to feel herself so near +him, and yet to be withheld from seeing him;—to know that he was in +solitude and sadness, looking only for her company to cheer him, and +to refuse to share his prison;—to turn away when she had it in her +power to look upon his face, to hear again that soft, deep, melodious +voice,—alas! it was a sore trial! But she was firm in adhering to her +resolution. Such, however, was her agitation, that as she tottered +from the lieutenant's apartments, some of the soldiers, moved with +compassion, offered her a seat for a few moments in the guard-room. +One kindly brought her a cup of water, for which she did not fail to +show her gratitude by deeds as well as words. He accompanied her to +the outer gate; and she succeeded so well in working on his feelings +of kindness and of self-interest, that she obtained from him a promise +to exert himself in her behalf, and an assurance that when he was on +guard, he would not watch too narrowly which way she passed.</p> + +<p>With many a lingering look towards the dismal edifice, she tore herself +away, but it was not without a hope of compassing by stealth the +interview which she had been refused.</p> + +<p>She hastened to her appointment with the duchess, when she did not +fail to tell her how faithfully she had obeyed her injunctions, how +resolutely she had even turned from his prison gates, when her heart +burned to rush to her husband; but at the same time she imparted to +her the hopes she entertained of seeing him through the means of the +kind-hearted guard.</p> + +<p>"If all that is said be true," answered the duchess archly, "it is not +so difficult to gain access to the prisoners; a golden key is often +more potent than an iron bar! Meantime, I would advise your exerting +all the influence you may possess with my Lord Townshend and the Duke +of Richmond. My husband tells me they are both likely to advocate +measures of severity; and yet I should hope the Duke of Richmond would +remember<span class="pagenum" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</span> that the Earl of Derwentwater is his kinsman. The Earls of +Danby and of Nottingham I spoke with last night, and I trust with good +effect. They both promised they would second any petition from the +prisoners. Some will certainly be pardoned; but, dearest cousin, we +must exert ourselves to the utmost, and yet our zeal must be tempered +with discretion. The earl your husband has, as I told you, many +enemies; and I should be a false friend did I not confess to you that +he is not one of those who are likely to be most leniently dealt with." +Lady Nithsdale clasped her hands with such an expression of anguish +that the duchess hastened to add, "But I know not, neither can any +one know, in truth, what will be the sentence of the court. 'Tis all +conjecture."</p> + +<p>"But why, O why, should conjecture be unfavourable to my lord?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, I cannot say. It may be—a Catholic,—his property on the very +borders of the two countries,—his family so long attached to the +Stuarts;—but all may yet be well. Circumstances may arise in his +favour. Should the sentence be—be such as to blast our hopes,—they +speak of a petition to be signed by the prisoners."</p> + +<p>"My lord will never put his name to anything that may savour of +dishonour. I know not what this petition may prove; but if it is +such as should change any sentence that may have passed, I marvel if +it can be such as it would become my lord to sign,—or such"—she +added emphatically,—"or such as I could wish him to sign:" her voice +broke, and she burst into tears at thus, as it were, with her own lips +pronouncing his doom. "His life," she continued, as if to justify +herself for what she had uttered, "must not be preserved at the price +of honour!" and her delicate form reared itself, and her eye glanced +upwards, as if to seek from Heaven the strength she so much needed.</p> + +<p>The duchess sighed. "What a noble spirit," she thought, "is probably +destined to be crushed! what a generous heart, in all probability, will +be condemned to drink the bitter cup of sorrow to the very dregs!" She +cast her dark bright eyes on the ground to conceal her emotion.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale saw the tears glistening in her eye-lashes: "You weep, +cousin! you are weeping for me! Alas! alas! you know his doom. You +know the counsels of those in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</span> power; and you know that they are his +inveterate foes. You fear to tell me that you know it!"</p> + +<p>"On my honour, I know nothing," repeated the duchess with solemnity; +"but surely we all suspect and fear enough to draw tears from drier +eyes and harder hearts than mine. My dear cousin knows of old, that +a little thing will move me to smile, or to weep; so you must not +augur ill from my childish weakness, but set it down to the account of +Christian Montrose's variable temperament:" and she strove to smile +through the tears which now flowed every moment faster down her cheeks.</p> + +<p>After some farther consultation between the friends they parted, and +at dusk Lady Nithsdale again repaired to the Tower. The accommodating +guard was in attendance. He quickly and silently admitted her through +the wicket. As she passed under the first archway, she fancied she +perceived another muffled female figure who glided quietly on, as +if accustomed to the way. The sight re-assured her, as it seemed to +confirm what the duchess had told her of the potency of a golden key. +In silence she crossed the bridge over the moat: she looked fearfully +on all sides, dreading lest each form she saw might be that of some +guard more strict in the performance of his duty; and doubting whether +in a few moments she might be blessed with the sight of her husband, or +whether she might be driven forth despairing to her desolate lodging.</p> + +<p>When on the bridge, the masts of the vessels lying in the Thames were +visible over the parapet. She could just distinguish them dark against +the sky. She cast towards them a lingering look, and thought, "O that +we were together on board the meanest of those vessels; together, on +our way to life and liberty!"</p> + +<p>They emerged from the gloom of the second archway, and keeping under +the shadow of the southern wall, they passed, what seemed to her, a +considerable distance between the lofty buildings. "Those are the +warders' apartments," whispered the guard, pointing to the high wall +to the north: "'Tis there that most of the rebels have their lodgings; +go straight on, till you get to the Traitor's gate,—there, to the +right,"—she shuddered as the word was uttered, and looked fearfully as +he directed to the portals which are only opened to admit a prisoner, +but never to send him forth to freedom;—"when<span class="pagenum" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</span> you get there, turn to +your left through the Bloody Tower,"—a more icy chill ran through her +veins;—"then to your left again, up the steps, and you will see a girl +who will lead you where you wish to go. I must not be seen any farther +than this spot. I shall be on guard just an hour longer. Be sure you +do not linger beyond that time, or you will never make your way out +of this dismal place; and as for me! I shall pay a heavy price for my +good-nature."</p> + +<p>"Would I could adequately reward you for your charity!" answered the +countess, pouring gold into his hand;—"but Heaven will not forget this +deed of mercy!"</p> + +<p>She found the girl upon the steps, as she had been led to expect, and +she immediately followed her to a door about the centre of the building +to the south of the court, when, bidding her wait for a moment, the +girl disappeared. Lady Nithsdale trembled from head to foot: her heart +seemed almost to stop its pulsations, so agonising was the fear that +now, on the very threshold, something might occur to disappoint her +hopes.</p> + +<p>Intense as was her anxiety to see her husband, as the moment actually +approached, a dread came over her at the notion of seeing him under +such circumstances. Her thoughts were painfully broken in upon by +the sounds of merriment and revelry which burst from one of the +neighbouring windows—loud songs and shouts of laughter! They jarred +upon her ear as something out of tune, unfitting for the place or +season, and she wondered how gaolers could be so devoid of feeling as +to indulge in noisy jollity, within hearing of their prisoners.</p> + +<p>The young girl quickly returned.</p> + +<p>"This is the moment, madam. The guards are all engaged; they are going +to convey those prisoner lords, whom you may hear carousing within, +back to their several apartments; and now you can slip up unperceived."</p> + +<p>"The axe suspended over their heads," thought Lady Nithsdale, "and this +unseemly recklessness! and shall such as they find mercy, while my +lord——"</p> + +<p>In a few seconds she had mounted the narrow stairs; passed the outer +room, which was at that moment vacant; and the young maiden having +gently unbolted the farther door, she found herself in her husband's +presence!</p> + +<p>He was reading by a dimly burning candle, and started at<span class="pagenum" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</span> the sound +of footsteps; but before he could ascertain the cause of this +interruption, his wife was on his bosom, her arms were around his neck.</p> + +<p>"I am here! I am with you at last! It is your own Winifred!" she +exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Then Heaven has mercy still in store for me!" he replied.</p> + +<p>For a few moments neither could speak. Words seemed all inadequate to +express the strong emotions of joy, and of grief, which struggled in +their hearts. The Earl of Nithsdale, whose mind was chastened, whose +feelings were tempered by long confinement, was the first to recover +his self-possession. "Now I see you, my love, I am indeed no longer +comfortless! Oh, Winifred! I have passionately longed for this blessed +moment! It is five long months since we parted, love;—I have counted +the days, the hours;—there has not been one in which I have not +required your gentle strength, your trusting patience, to support me +or to soothe me. Thanks be to Heaven that has vouchsafed to me once +more the joy of beholding you!"—and he lifted her gently from his +shoulder, on which her head had sunk.—"And now let me look upon that +dear face, and from those pure and holy eyes draw faith, submission, +and resignation." He gazed upon her for some moments with a tenderness, +which, as he gazed, increased in intensity. "Alas!" he suddenly +exclaimed, and flinging his arms upon the table, he hid his face in +his hands—"Alas! it is not thus I shall learn to submit cheerfully +to my fate! To see you once again!—to hear that voice—to press that +beloved form once more to my heart—to feel that if my life were +spared, it would be to pass that life with you, for you! oh! this does +not reconcile one to what must be——" Then checking himself, he added, +in a calmer tone, "But are you well, my love? you have not suffered on +your journey? And the children?—you hear of them? I know not how it +has fared with them for many, many weeks. Poor innocents!"—And the +thought that he should never see them more, made his voice quiver as he +spoke.</p> + +<p>"Oh, they are well, and safe, and happy, in health and freedom, in a +more favoured land than this!"</p> + +<p>He looked up, and a smile illumined his features; but by the dim light +of the solitary taper his countenance looked wan,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</span> and the last few +months had left deep traces of care upon his brow.</p> + +<p>"You are ill!" she exclaimed in affright; "you must be ill."</p> + +<p>"Nay," he replied, with gentleness, "my health is unimpaired; and now +my Winifred is come, my spirits will soon be cheered."</p> + +<p>"Alas! I have seen you pale before, and I have seen you sad; but never, +never did I see you look thus!"</p> + +<p>"Time will do its own work, dearest! and I am older by some months than +when you saw me last. My Winifred must not quarrel with her husband," +he added, smiling, "because age steals upon him with no gentle hand. +Oh! is it not our wish, our most earnest wish, my love," he continued, +with solemnity and tenderness, "to see each other grow old? And do you +not think that if we should be spared to each other, years would only +rivet still closer the bonds which unite us; that for every charm which +may depart with youth, there would arise a thousand recollections of +mutual kindnesses, mutual sufferings, ay, and mutual joys, (for we have +known many days of happiness,) which would still render us more dear, +one to the other? Methinks that when that delicate form shall have +lost its roundness," and he passed his arm around her slender waist; +"and when those eyes shall have lost their brilliancy, and that clear +forehead its smoothness; when these soft curls," and he pressed to his +lips one of the two or three long curls which, according to the fashion +of the time, were suffered to fall on her neck,—"when these soft brown +curls shall be mixed with grey—that my Winifred would be, if possible, +more precious to my heart than she is even now; for I should remember +that those eyes have been dimmed with tears for me, that smooth brow +care-worn on my account." Lady Nithsdale wept softly, unresistingly; +she struggled not against her tears, for she was almost unconscious +that they flowed. "Should those blessed days ever come to us, Winifred, +the recollection of this hour will be sweet; and should there be no +future for me——"</p> + +<p>"There will be none for me," she quickly interposed; "I feel assured," +and she pressed her hand against her heart—"I feel assured, there +would be none for me!"</p> + +<p>"Hush, hush, dearest!—remember the children; they<span class="pagenum" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</span> must not be +orphans:—but we will not unnerve ourselves. I have still much to hear: +as yet I have thought but of myself,—I blush that private feeling +should so wholly have engrossed me. Did you see the king? for thus I +must still call him, though I well see that he is fated never to rule +over this land. And I begin to think that it might not be for the +general weal that he should do so. The sight, the actual sight of civil +war, makes one view matters in a different light."</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dearest lord, I waited on his majesty at Scone; for I imagined +you would have wished me so to do."</p> + +<p>"Assuredly, assuredly!"</p> + +<p>"Though many whom we believed to be his most faithful adherents heeded +not the summons to attend him, I thought that my dear lord would be the +more anxious I should not be backward in my service."</p> + +<p>"My Winifred judged of my feelings as she is ever wont. And did the +king receive you graciously?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, graciously; they told me most graciously: but I know not how it +was; he seemed ill at case, suffering in body and in mind. He said as +much, I suppose, as is usual and fitting; and yet, methought, under the +circumstances, there lacked something of that warmth which might have +relighted the expiring flame of loyalty in one's bosom."</p> + +<p>"The expiring flame of loyalty in your bosom, my Winifred? If I had +spoken so, having seen all I have seen!"</p> + +<p>"Oh! but I have seen enough! I passed through the blackened ruins of +the burned villages,—burned by his own orders. I saw the houseless +inhabitants of what once were flourishing and happy homes; I saw the +helpless children perishing in the snow, the old and the infirm without +a shelter; I saw the desolated fields; and I had heard—oh! I had +heard how the noblest of the land had been treated on their approach +to this city, and I felt that it was for his sake that my husband had +been pinioned, that his hands hail been tied with cords; for his sake +that he had been exposed to the gibes of the multitude! And there he +stood, cold and unmoved, and 'hoped my good lord's health continued +unimpaired!' Oh! at that moment my loyalty died within me! and I +felt—oh! how agonisingly did I feel—that we had sacrificed all for +one who was little worthy of the sacrifice!"</p> + +<p>"Alas! I have, as you know, long feared that such was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</span> the case. His +spirit has been early crushed, and it does not possess the elasticity +to spring up again. They still retain Perth. Do they expect to hold it?"</p> + +<p>"The proclamation orders that a public thanksgiving for King James's +safe arrival should take place on the 26th; but there were vague +rumours that the Earl of Mar had resolved to evacuate the town; still +these were only rumours."</p> + +<p>"A thanksgiving for his safe arrival!" Lord Nithsdale repeated with +a faint sad smile; "one for his safe departure would be more to the +purpose, I fear. Did you see the king but once?"</p> + +<p>"It was on my return from Scone I received the good duchess's letter, +and you may well imagine I did not linger on the way."</p> + +<p>"Some one told me the roads were impassable from the snow; that all +carriages were stopped, and that even the post was delayed; so I did +not look for you to cheer me yet."</p> + +<p>"I rode from York," she replied, "with Walter Elliot and our faithful +Amy Evans."</p> + +<p>"You, Winifred, who never could be persuaded to mount the gentlest and +best-paced palfrey!"</p> + +<p>"Oh! I forgot those foolish fears, those fears which were bred of too +much happiness, and of being too tenderly cared for; I never thought of +any fear but one—that of being delayed on my journey."</p> + +<p>"My own love! that soul of thine will ever have the mastery over that +fragile form."</p> + +<p>"Hark! The clock strikes. I have but a few moments more. The hour is +wearing away. I have seen the duchess, and she has told me to whom I +must most strenuously apply; and she has warned me that I must not +do what, as you may well believe, my heart would prompt,—share your +prison. I must be at liberty to act in your service: but I have bribed +a kindly guard, and he will admit me when it is possible. I understand +others, without the holy claim I have, gain access to some within +the walls: so trust me, I shall soon be here again; and, as I hope, +with news to cheer us both." Lord Nithsdale shook his head slightly, +but then, with an assumed cheerfulness, listened to what she had to +communicate. "Lord Danby and Lord Nottingham are friendly; the Duke of +Richmond, though not friendly, cannot be forward in the prosecution,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</span> +related as he is to Lord Derwentwater; and I feel persuaded the next +news from Scotland will be such as to quiet the fears of government."</p> + +<p>"And is the time come when one calculates upon the failure of the cause +to which oneself and all one's house have ever been devoted?"</p> + +<p>"Nay! can I now think of any cause but my own dear lord's? such days +are past, and gone forever! To accomplish all that may he compassed +with honour is now my first, my only object!" and she tore herself from +the husband who, whatever might be her devotion to him, repaid her with +the love and reverence he might feel for a guardian angel.</p> + +<p>She was gone! He remained in his solitude, gazing upon the door through +which she had disappeared, and almost doubting whether he had been +blessed with her actual presence, or whether it had not been a cheering +vision vouchsafed to him in mercy.</p> + +<p>How often had he thought that were she near to console and to support +him, he could meet his fate without a murmur. He fancied that the +bitterest part of his present condition was the entire separation +from her who was the partner of all his feelings, the depositary of +his sorrows, the sharer of his anxieties. But alas! while life was so +dreary, so joyless, so irksome, it was far less precious to him than +when the sight of her had brought before him all he was to lose. He was +sad, hopeless, resigned before. He felt that, if wrong, he had not been +wilfully so in the course he had pursued; he consoled himself with the +reflection that no stain could rest on his fair fame; that, though his +name might be attainted, he left behind him to his children a character +of unblemished honour. He had deliberately, and with little hope of any +better result than the present, upheld the pretensions of the prince +for whom he was now suffering; and he felt it would not become him to +repine at an event to which he had always looked forward as probable.</p> + +<p>An honourable death in battle, a more awful one on the scaffold, or at +best an eternal banishment, were the alternatives which he had ever +contemplated; and he thought he had schooled his mind to acquiesce +calmly in the fulfilment of that which awaited him, although it might +be the least welcome of the three.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</span></p> + +<p>Once more to see his beloved wife, to pour forth all his thoughts +and feelings into her bosom, to deliver to her his last injunctions +concerning his children, to arrange with her some plan for her future +life, to give and to receive the last adieux, and then placidly and +composedly to lay his head upon the block,—such had been the course in +which he had guided his feelings and his reflections.</p> + +<p>He had seen her! He had felt how dearly he was loved! He had felt what +charms life still possessed for him! He had also felt how utterly +impossible it was that she could ever acquiesce as he did in his fate, +how completely her happiness was bound up in his! And where were +now the resignation,—the cheerful submission,—the philosophical +indifference with which he had brought himself to anticipate his +probable sentence?</p> + +<p>Never since the first night he had become an inmate of the Tower, had +he experienced such a struggle of conflicting feelings! The picture +which he had himself drawn of the gradual approach of age, of the +happiness of descending hand in hand into the vale of years, had +awakened a desire of life which he had hoped no longer lurked within +his bosom, and it required the aid of prayer to subdue, and all the +pride of man to conceal, the agitation of his mind.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XVIII.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>It is God's indulgence which gives me the space, but man's cruelty +that gives me the sad occasion for these thoughts.—<i>Eikon +Basiliké.</i></p> +</div> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> greater part of the night which succeeded the Earl of Nithsdale's +interview with his wife, was spent by him in restlessly measuring with +hasty strides the mean apartment to which he was confined.</p> + +<p>In the morning he obtained permission to refresh himself by walking +on the leads over the warders' lodgings, an indulgence occasionally +granted to the prisoners.</p> + +<p>The fresher air, all chilly as it was, and loaded with London smoke, +revived him; and as he paced the narrow limits, his eye turned +involuntarily towards the vessels which crowded<span class="pagenum" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</span> the river up to +London Bridge. As he watched, he saw one who sesails were beginning +to be unfurled, while all was bustle, hurry, and confusion on board: +she was getting under weigh, and he sighed to think how impossible to +be surmounted were the obstacles which interposed between him and the +vessel which seemed so near.</p> + +<p>His eye dropped, and rested on the Traitor's Gate, and he almost +thought he once more heard the jarring sound of the iron bolts and bars +which had closed behind him.</p> + +<p>As his eye passed on, it was arrested by the Bloody Tower, which, as +some say, was the spot in which the tragic murder of the young princes +was enacted. "They knew not the pains of life," he thought, "neither +knew they its joys! They knew not that mutual affection which so +painfully yet so sweetly attaches one to existence! But there," and he +looked upon the stone which marks the place where Lord Guildford Dudley +and Lady Jane Grey were executed,—"there did two pure creatures, bound +to each other by every holy tie of faith and love, yield up their +innocent spirits. They who had scarcely tasted of happiness,—the cup +was snatched from their lips ere they could fully know its sweetness! +They would have esteemed themselves most blessed, could they have been +assured of as many years of mutual affection, of wedded bliss, as I +have already enjoyed. Alas for ye, innocent victims of the ambition of +others! when I remember you, I must not repine! And there, again!" as +his thoughts followed the objects on which his eye dwelt,—"that was +the prison of the unfortunate Anne Boleyn,—wounded in her affections, +in her honour,—pampered with flattery, surrounded with pomp, enervated +by splendour, only to be the more cruelly and suddenly plunged into +the depths of misery and disgrace. No! no! I must not repine!"—and he +again schooled his mind to resignation and submission. "I have neither +met with falsehood nor with ingratitude! my honour is not impeached! I +must not, will not, repine!"</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale meanwhile was not inactive. She visited the Countesses +of Derwentwater and Wintoun; and they agreed that, should the sentence +not prove favourable, they would together present a petition to +parliament, and in the intervening space of time that each should exert +her private influence with those in power, to win as many as possible +to their interest.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</span></p> + +<p>She visited her husband's cousin, the Duchess of Buccleugh, and +obtained the duke's promise to present a petition should the necessity +occur; and having taken every measure that prudence could dictate, she +had but to await in tremulous anxiety the sentence which was to be +pronounced on the 9th of February.</p> + +<p>She frequently contrived to see her lord, though she was always obliged +to do so by stealth. These visits, although so ardently desired by +both, were to both hours of bitter anguish.</p> + +<p>The Earl of Nithsdale, fully aware of the feeling which prevailed +against him, anticipated but too justly the sentence which would be +pronounced, and could not bring himself to echo the hopeful sentiments +with which his wife buoyed up her spirits; neither had he the heart +fully to express to her his own more gloomy apprehensions.</p> + +<p>He listened to the details of all she had done, and all she projected, +with a gentle, hopeless gratitude, which saddened and dispirited her; +although she could not, she would not, adopt his view of the subject.</p> + +<p>This produced a certain reserve. She felt he restrained his own +feelings for her sake, that he smothered the anticipations of which +she could not endure to hear the utterance; and the open communion +of thought was at an end! She dared not allude to the future, his +countenance so plainly expressed there was no future for him; and they +both shrunk from a recurrence to the joys of that dear home which +neither hoped again to inhabit.</p> + +<p>To a third person it would often have appeared strange that, under such +circumstances, a wedded pair, so devotedly attached, should be able to +dwell at such length upon the public affairs of the day, and to discuss +with so much interest the movements in Scotland.</p> + +<p>But the earl could not be indifferent as to what befel the prince to +whom he had sacrificed himself; while Lady Nithsdale, on the contrary, +since her interview with the Chevalier, in which her feelings had +been so little gratified, had looked on him as the unworthy object +for which her happiness had been wrecked. As her sorrows pressed more +heavily upon her, she felt more and more that he had seemed careless +of the sufferings of others. As her fears increased, and as her hopes +diminished, she more and more resented the cold inquiry<span class="pagenum" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</span> after "the +health of the earl her husband;" and the behaviour, which at the time +had only seemed measured and unsatisfactory, assumed, as she dwelt upon +it, the character of selfish hardness.</p> + +<p>Alas! the keen edge of sensibility must have been blunted long ere +this in the heart of the unfortunate Chevalier de St. George! Inured +to misfortune, he appears to have been stupified by it. With the +resolution already taken to evacuate Perth, three days after that +appointed for the general thanksgiving, did the infatuated prince carry +on the pageant of royalty.</p> + +<p>The address then offered up—"O Lord, who hast preserved and brought +back our dread sovereign King James safely into his own dominions, to +the comfort of all those who, in obedience to thy holy word, 'fear +God and honour the king'"—could to none present have appeared a more +sickening mockery than to the dispirited, despairing descendant of a +hundred kings.</p> + +<p>Surrounded by a scanty train of heart-broken attendants, in the midst +of those very counsellors who had declared the absolute necessity of +abandoning the only town of importance which they yet held,—the very +spot where they were assembled in prayer and thanksgiving,—did he +listen to the words, "Bow the hearts of all his subjects as one man, so +that they may only contend who shall be the first to bring the king to +his own house."</p> + +<p>When, upon the approach of the Duke of Argyle, a vague rumour arose, +that it was purposed to retire before the enemy without striking a +blow, the indignation of the Highlanders knew no bounds. The love of +fighting, inherent in that hardy race, had caused them to look forward +with joy and alacrity to the desperate conflict which they imagined to +be approaching.</p> + +<p>But when they found that the unwelcome report was only too true grief +and disappointment turned all to rage, and they assailed their officers +as they passed in the streets with every species of reproach.</p> + +<p>"What can we do?" was the answer of one who was supposed to be +intimately acquainted with the counsels of the Earl of Mar.</p> + +<p>"Do!" replied the Highlander. "Let us do that for<span class="pagenum" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</span> which we were called +in arms, which certainly was not to run away."</p> + +<p>Nor was the retreat carried into effect without meeting with strenuous +and vehement opposition, even in the council of the Chevalier; +although, after much violence of discussion, at length it was agreed by +the majority, that to attempt the defence of Perth would be an act of +desperate chivalry.</p> + +<p>To appease the feelings of those who appeared most irritated, it was +given out that a halt was to take place at Aberdeen, where supplies of +foreign troops were expected.</p> + +<p>It was on the 30th of January, the anniversary of his grandfather's +martyrdom, that the Chevalier's Highland army filed off upon the ice, +which, as the Earl of Mar had anticipated, rendered the Tay, if of no +avail as a protection, no impediment to the movement which he even then +projected.</p> + +<p>The town was immediately occupied by a body of the Duke of Argyle's +dragoons. The Chevalier arrived at the sea-port town of Montrose, from +whence it was his intention to make his escape by sea. To mask his +design of thus relinquishing his ill-concerted attempt, and abandoning +the faithful few who still adhered to him, his equipage and horses +were brought out before the gate of his lodgings, and his guards were +mounted as if to proceed on the journey to Aberdeen.</p> + +<p>But before the hour appointed for the march, James had secretly gained +the shore, and, accompanied by the Earl of Mar, had safely reached a +small vessel which had been prepared for their reception. Thus did +he for the second time abandon the shores of that land over which so +many of his ancestors had reigned, and in which so many of them had +given proofs of personal prowess and manly courage. As some of his +cotemporaries have observed, the only purpose accomplished by this +expedition seems to have been that of bringing off in safety his +general, the Earl of Mar.</p> + +<p>On General Gordon devolved the unwelcome and difficult task of leading +to Aberdeen the remains of the Highland army, who were only restrained +from acts of insubordination by knowing that the Duke of Argyle's +forces hung upon their rear. At Aberdeen a sealed letter, which +had been entrusted to General Gordon, was opened according to the +Chevalier's instructions. In this, after expressing his thanks for the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</span> +faithful services of his adherents, he gave them full permission to +treat with the enemy, or to disperse to their several homes, as might +best suit the exigency of the moment.</p> + +<p>Thus ended the rebellion, which proved so fatal to many of the noblest +houses both of England and Scotland! And the Countess of Nithsdale felt +almost relieved when each day brought intelligence of the hopeless +condition of the insurgents; for she judged, not unwisely, that the +less cause there remained to fear them, the less need would there exist +of intimidating them by measures of severity.</p> + +<p>The 9th of February, on which day the lords were to receive their +sentence in Westminster Hall, was fast approaching. On the 8th, Lady +Nithsdale passed some hours with her husband. The hopes to which she +had so long and so pertinaciously clung had gradually given way before +the cold and constrained demeanour with which all her inquiries and +intercessions had been met. Evasive answers, professions of inability +to be of service to her under the present circumstances, declarations +that they must not flatter her, were all the satisfaction she could +procure from those who might be supposed to know the probable decision +of the court.</p> + +<p>The earl, always hopeless, looked upon the worn and anxious countenance +of his wife, till every feeling for himself was lost in commiseration +for her wretchedness: "It will be better for you, my love, when it is +all over."</p> + +<p>"What mean you?" she replied quickly, wilfully misapprehending his +meaning, which it would have been too painful to comprehend, and +vaguely trusting that he would not dare to explain his thoughts more +clearly.</p> + +<p>"I only mean, this state of suspense, dearest Winifred, has almost worn +you out. I shall be glad when the morrow is past, for any certainty is +preferable to suspense; though," he added in a lower tone, "I cannot +say it is suspense that I feel."</p> + +<p>"Spare me, spare me!" she said; "to-morrow is soon enough! But there is +hope!—There must be hope! Man is not a wild beast that he should find +pleasure in destruction! When self-preservation no longer impels to +cruelty, human sympathies will again influence the heart. James's hasty +retreat must set their fears at rest. I must—I will hope!"</p> + +<p>"Against all reason, dearest!" he added, with a smile,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</span> taking her +cold passive hand in his. "My Winifred's firm and well-ordered mind +has always hitherto been the stay and the support of mine: it has +been from her gentle lips that I have learned true piety and real +submission; from her that I have learned, or tried to learn, to bend +my will to the decrees of Providence! Her support will not now, in my +utmost need, be withdrawn from me! she will not make my task more hard! +neither will she say or do aught that shall unsettle my mind, or render +me unfit for what is to be done to-morrow. She would not have her +husband appear in Westminster Hall before his assembled peers, before +the court, and before the people of England, with excited feelings and +nerves unstrung! And trust me, when I gaze on you, it is no easy task +to face death with composure, and to brace my mind to hear unmoved the +sentence which awaits me to-morrow. The love of life, of life with +you, is only too strong within this bosom. Speak not to me of hope! I +must not admit the notion; but speak to me of that heaven where we may +be re-united! Tell me that by unrepining submission I may best make +myself worthy of once more meeting you, my love; tell me that life is +short, and that we have already enjoyed many years of happiness; that +we have already mounted the hill, that we must soon descend it; that +probably we have known the best years of our existence; that before us +may be a future of sickness, sorrow, suffering,—the death of friends! +the loss of children!" He paused; then overcome with pity, he added, +in a broken voice, "Alas, alas! and shall your gentleness be left to +meet these sorrows alone? to buffet with fortune alone? Oh, my poor, +poor Winifred! pardon me for having indulged in such sad anticipations; +pardon me for having pictured sorrows which can only be alleviated +by being shared! for sickness would not to me be suffering if tended +by you! grief would lose half its sting if you were near to whisper +consolation; and who but the beloved of one's heart can administer +comfort under the other deprivations to which I so cruelly alluded? +Alas for you, my poor, poor Winifred!"</p> + +<p>And the composure which he had so striven to preserve completely gave +way when he thus painted to himself the desolation of her whom he +should leave behind. He pressed the hand he still held to his lips; and +the tears which he could no longer restrain, fell fast upon it.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</span></p> + +<p>"Hush, hush! not another word," she said; "I will speak neither words +of hope nor fear! my own noble lord shall bear himself in the sight +of his fellows as it is fitting he should. No weakness of mine shall +enervate that manly mind; though my heart-strings crack, I will be +composed and firm. And now we will part for the night; we will each +to our prisons: prayer and solitude will best strengthen us for the +morrow. Should your anticipations prove only too correct, there is yet +much to be done, and I will seek confidence and calmness from that +Heaven who will, I trust, take thee this night, and ever, into its holy +keeping!"</p> + +<p>"Amen to thy good wishes, love!"</p> + + +<p>END OF THE FIRST VOLUME.</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</span></p> + +<h2 class="nobreak">VOLUME THE SECOND.</h2> +</div> + +<p class="ph2">WINIFRED, COUNTESS OF NITHSDALE.</p> + +<p class="ph6">(CONTINUED.)</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XIX.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The heroine assumed the woman's place,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Confirm'd her mind, and fortified her face.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Dryden.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">When</span> Lady Nithsdale arrived at her lodgings, she there found Mrs. +Morgan, who from the moment she first, through Amy Evans's means, +became acquainted with her, had proved herself a kind friend, and a +strenuous and efficient agent.</p> + +<p>As the countess entered the apartment, the haggard expression of her +countenance struck the little party of friends who had been awaiting +her return. Amy hastened to support her lady, whose steps appeared +to totter as she advanced. "Thanks, dear Amy; but I need not your +assistance," she replied, with a forced composure: "I am not ill, my +good girl; I do not need these attentions; I am well and strong. You do +not know how strong I am!"</p> + +<p>"Would not your ladyship be better near the fire?" inquired Mrs. Mills, +rising from her chair; "the evening is chilly."</p> + +<p>"Disturb not yourself, my good friend; I am well here;" replied Lady +Nithsdale, sinking into a seat.</p> + +<p>"How fares it with my lord, madam?—Is he of good cheer?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Amy, right well; he is well in health, and will bear himself +gallantly to-morrow, as the grandson of the brave defender of +Caerlaverock castle should bear himself," answered<span class="pagenum" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</span> the countess, +with a forced air of resolution; for she had employed Mrs. Morgan to +procure for her a seat in some obscure part of Westminster Hall, from +whence she might be a witness of the trial; and she feared, if she now +betrayed any weakness or emotion, even the yielding Mrs. Morgan might +not comply with her wishes.</p> + +<p>"And now I must ask my dear Mrs. Morgan, whether her friend the Earl of +Dorset has been as good as his word;—may we hope for seats in the Hall +to-morrow?" she inquired, in a tone which she meant should be steady.</p> + +<p>"Yes, dearest Lady Nithsdale; he says that if you really are resolved +upon being present, he can accommodate us; for you must allow me to +accompany you, and also our faithful Mrs. Evans; I could not allow you +to stir without her."</p> + +<p>"My dear Amy! no; I am too well assured of her affection not to be +always the better if she is near." Lady Nithsdale's eyes were for a +moment suffused, for it often happens that a slight emotion draws tears +which are frozen in their cells by stronger and deeper ones. "The spot +is a retired one, I trust; not within sight of the prisoners: I would +not that my lord should guess or suspect that I was present!"—she +clasped her hands,—"it might unman him; his voice might falter; his +lips might quiver; and the world might fancy it could be through fear! +Oh! he must not, must not see me!" she repeated with earnestness.</p> + +<p>"I thought of that," replied the considerate Mrs. Morgan, "and the +seats provided are near the door—a back entrance—through which you +may easily withdraw whenever you may see fit. But still I doubt whether +I am a true friend in assisting you in this business. I fear it is +rather yielding weakness, than true kindness, as my poor father used to +say.—The scene will be too much for you."</p> + +<p>"Did not Lady Russell act as her lord's secretary during his trial? +Woman's affection in her over-came woman's weakness. She wavered not, +she trembled not, at the time;—though afterwards she wept herself +blind!—And was her husband more worthy of a wife's devotion than is +mine? Did she, could she, love him with more passionate fervour than +I do my own dear, dear, noble lord?—Oh no! for she had loved before; +he was not the first and only object of the concentrated affection of +a whole life! She had been bound by<span class="pagenum" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</span> previous ties! She had known joys +and sorrows unconnected with him; but I—my existence was a blank till +it was wound up in his! Depend upon it, dear Mrs. Morgan, what woman's +love has done, what woman's love can do, the love that warms this bosom +can accomplish! You need not doubt me. I will not expose myself, nor +you, to observation or remark."</p> + +<p>The colour had returned into her pale cheeks, her eye gleamed with a +holy brilliancy, her brow assumed an air of lofty resolution, and all +present felt assured that, however strong might be her feelings of +tenderness, she possessed the courage which could subdue them to her +will.</p> + +<p>The next day she found herself, as had been previously arranged, in +the seats prepared by the Earl of Dorset, who himself conducted them +through the crowd. The Earl of Pembroke also, who was nearly related to +the Powis family, was not wanting in every kindness and attention.</p> + +<p>The Countess of Nithsdale's deportment was perfectly collected. The +dress of the day, which allowed much of the form to be concealed by a +black silk mantle, and the face to be buried in the hood, enabled her +to escape all observation.</p> + +<p>A considerable time elapsed before those of whom the court was composed +were seated in their due order, and that the prisoners were summoned. +She had time to look round with awe upon the innumerable heads with +which the floor of the Hall seemed, as it were, to be paved.</p> + +<p>At one o'clock, the gates at the end of the vast and antique building +were thrown open, and the lords entered walking two and two. Then +followed the Garter King at arms, and other officers of the crown, in +their robes of state. Then the masters in chancery. The Lord Chancellor +Cowper, Lord High Steward on the occasion, walked alone, his train +being borne by his attendants to the wool-pack, on which he seated +himself.</p> + +<p>The peers then uncovered themselves; and they, as well as all others +present, stood uncovered during the time occupied by the reading of the +commission.</p> + +<p>All listened in breathless silence. The moment was awful in itself; but +the accompaniments of solemnity and state rendered it, if possible, +more so.</p> + +<p>When the commission was gone through, the serjeant-at-arms cried with a +loud voice, "God save the king!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</span></p> + +<p>These words excited an undefinable sensation in the bosom of Lady +Nithsdale. She felt in good sooth that he, in whom resided the power to +call together and to control the imposing assemblage before her, was +monarch of the realm. She felt that he, for whose sake they were placed +in their present desperate situation, had proved himself little worthy +of their devotion;—yet the words grated harshly on her ear,—her heart +still refused to acknowledge them.</p> + +<p>The herald, and gentleman usher of the black rod, after making three +reverences, kneeling, presented the white staff to his grace, who, +attended by the herald, black rod, and the seal-bearer, made his +proper reverences to the throne, and removed from the wool-pack to an +arm-chair which was placed on the uppermost step but one of the throne, +when, seating himself, he delivered the staff to the gentleman usher of +the black rod, who stood on his right hand, while the seal-bearer held +the purse, standing on the left.</p> + +<p>After a proclamation enjoining silence under pain of imprisonment, the +serjeant-at-arms proceeded: "Oyez! Oyez! Oyez! Lieutenant of the Tower +of London, bring forth your prisoners to the bar, according to the +order of the House of Lords to you directed."</p> + +<p>Each of these words fell, as it were, actually, palpably, knocking upon +Lady Nithsdale's heart. For a moment she wondered how she could have +willingly placed herself in her present situation; but she remembered +the strong motives she had to try her powers of self-command, and she +also remembered her promise to Mrs. Morgan, and she subdued the rising +tumult of her soul.</p> + +<p>Her companions, also breathless with anxiety, stole a fearful glance +towards her as the prisoners were brought to the bar by the deputy +governor of the Tower. When the axe, which was brought before them +by the gentleman jailer, first made its appearance, they saw Lady +Nithsdale for a moment close her eyes, as if unable to endure the +sight; but she recovered herself, and when her lord himself made his +appearance, her looks were so intently fixed upon him, that it may be +questioned whether her powers of vision took in any other object.</p> + +<p>The prisoners, when they approached the bar (after kneeling), bowed +to his grace the Lord High Steward, and to the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</span> House of Peers, which +compliment was returned to them both by his grace and by the House of +Peers.</p> + +<p>The Lord High Steward then ordered the articles of impeachment to be +read; after which, he asked them severally what they had to say for +themselves why judgment should not pass upon them according to law?</p> + +<p>Lord Derwentwater spoke at some length; and after him the Earl of +Nithsdale, and the Viscount Kenmure. They all pleaded guilty; but +expressed their hope that the assurances of clemency held out to them +at Preston would not prove fallacious.</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale concluded with professing, what his wife well knew he +spoke in sincerity and truth, that if mercy were extended towards him, +"he should, during the remainder of his life, pay the utmost duty and +gratitude to his most gracious majesty, and the highest veneration and +respect to their lordships and the honourable House of Commons."</p> + +<p>The Lord High Steward, who did not hear distinctly, inquired whether +the Earl of Nithsdale had pleaded anything in arrest of judgment; to +which the earl replied in a clear sonorous voice, whose mellow tones +seemed to thrill through the whole assembly, "No, my lords, I have not!"</p> + +<p>The Lord High Steward then stood up. Every breathing was hushed! +Such stillness reigned throughout the dense mass of living creatures +congregated within the spacious hall, that each rain-drop might be +heard as it pattered against the windows. But there came a singing, +rushing sound in Lady Nithsdale's ears: at first she could scarcely +distinguish the awful words which were slowly, clearly, solemnly +pronounced.</p> + +<p>"The sentence of the law must be the same as is usually given +against the meanest offenders in the like kind. The most ignominious +and painful parts are usually omitted by the grace of the crown +to persons of your quality; but the law in this case, being deaf +to all distinctions of persons, requires I should pronounce, and +accordingly it is adjudged by this court, that you James Earl +of Derwentwater,"—the Lord High Steward paused between each +name,—"William Lord Widdrington,"—her husband's had not yet been +pronounced; the countess leaned breathlessly forward,—"William Earl of +Nithsdale,"—she covered her face with her hands, but she spoke not; +she did not sob, she did not faint; her companions<span class="pagenum" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</span> would have led her +out, but she motioned them to be still. The Lord High Steward meanwhile +continued in the same clear and unmoved voice,—"Richard Earl of +Carnwarth, William Viscount Kenmure, and William Lord Nairne, and every +of you, return to the prison of the Tower, from whence you came; from +thence you must be drawn to the place of execution: when you come there +you must be hanged by the neck, but not till you be dead, for you must +be cut down alive; then your bowels must be taken out, and burnt before +your faces." They looked again upon the unfortunate countess; but she +had fainted with her back supported against the wall, and she had not, +it is hoped, heard the last few words. They feared to excite attention, +and they sustained her in the position in which she sat, till in the +general movement of the court breaking up, they might be able to remove +her quietly from the dreadful scene. Still the same stern and brazen +voice proceeded:—</p> + +<p>"Then your heads must be severed from your bodies, divided each into +four quarters, and these must be at the king's disposal. And God +Almighty be merciful to your souls!"</p> + +<p>The sergeant-at-arms then repeated: "Oyez! Our sovereign lord the king +strictly charges and commands all manner of persons to keep silence +upon pain of imprisonment." After which the Lord High Steward stood up +uncovered, and declaring there was nothing more to be done by virtue of +the present commission, broke the staff, and pronounced it dissolved.</p> + +<p>For some moments after the whole was concluded, the silence which had +been so strictly but so needlessly enjoined continued unbroken. The +prisoners, the peers, and all the court, then retired in order as they +entered, and an universal buzz of voices and general movement took +place.</p> + +<p>There were sounds of sorrow; feelings long repressed found vent; and in +the confusion, Mrs. Morgan and Amy Evans removed Lady Nithsdale into +the freer air. She gradually revived, but at first she looked wildly +around.</p> + +<p>"Alas!" said Mrs. Morgan, "I have been to blame in yielding to your +wishes. How could I permit you to expose yourself to such a scene? and +all the while I felt assured that you miscalculated your own strength. +Oh! it was too dreadful!"</p> + +<p>"Hush!" answered the countess; "I know all—you need<span class="pagenum" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</span> not tell me; I +heard enough; I knew it, I expected it. And now I must remember all I +had previously resolved upon."</p> + +<p>At this moment the Lords Pembroke and Dorset approached, with +countenances expressive of deep commiseration. She pressed both their +hands in silence. They conducted her down the steps to the coach which +awaited her. Before she entered it, she turned to them:—</p> + +<p>"You have each promised me your good offices in case of need. That hour +of need is fast approaching; you will not forget your promises!"</p> + +<p>They bowed assent upon her hand; and having respectfully, nay almost +reverently, placed her in the carriage, they turned hastily away to +conceal the emotion which overpowered them.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XX.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p><span class="smcap">Certainly</span> virtue is like precious odours, most fragrant when they are +incensed, or crushed; for prosperity doth best discover vice, but +adversity doth best discover virtue.—<i>Lord Bacon's Essays.</i></p> +</div> + +<p>Mrs. Morgan and Amy Evans expected that the control which the +unfortunate Countess of Nithsdale had as yet exercised over her +feelings would have completely given way when no longer exposed to the +gaze of indifferent persons: they prepared themselves for tears and +fainting; and were surprised when Lady Nithsdale, although silent, +remained firm and collected.</p> + +<p>Reared in a foreign convent, from which she had only been removed to a +retired Welsh castle, and from thence to a life of domestic privacy in +Scotland, or, if she occasionally mingled in the busy world, accustomed +to look up to her lord for advice, to hang upon him for support, to +rely on his judgment for the guidance of her own, it seems wonderful +that under such trying circumstances as those in which she was placed, +she should have possessed the worldly wisdom, the courage, the +discretion, and the decision, to act for herself and for her husband, +and to proceed, without wavering or irresolution, to take every measure +that prudence could dictate.</p> + +<p>When they reached Lady Nithsdale's lodgings, the kind-hearted Mrs. +Morgan took her leave, after having given Amy<span class="pagenum" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</span> and Mrs. Mills a +thousand directions and injunctions as to the tenderness with which the +countess should be treated, the possets which she hoped might compose +her to sleep, and the julap which should be placed by her bed-side.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale listened to all her good-natured counsels with a +placidity which astonished and almost alarmed Amy Evans, although to +Mrs. Morgan it appeared but the effect of exhaustion, and, as she +trusted, only augured that she might be restored by some calm and +refreshing sleep.</p> + +<p>Amy, who better knew her mistress, and knew that with increased danger +and distress her strength and courage proportionably rose, was not +surprised when, upon Mrs. Morgan's departure, and Mrs. Mills's leaving +them to prepare the posset so earnestly recommended, Lady Nithsdale +laid her hand upon her arm.</p> + +<p>"Now, Amy, your true affection, in which I have the utmost +confidence,—I rely on it almost as on my own to my lord,—now it is +going to be put to the test. He must not die! and we must save him! +you and I, Amy, must save him! You start, and look as though you +feared that all I have heard and seen this day" (she pressed her hand +over her eyes) "had turned my brain, but it is not so; for many weeks +I have considered the plan, which is now almost matured within my +head. Prisoners have made their escape from places as strong and as +well guarded, before now! If others have succeeded in rescuing those +most dear to them, why should not we succeed? Promise me, my good and +faithful Amy, that you will assist me to the utmost of your power; and, +above all, promise that you will offer no argument to dissuade me from +my purpose. I tell you before-hand it will be of no avail: should you +refuse to serve me, it will only drive me to confide in others who will +not deserve my confidence so well."</p> + +<p>"Oh, madam! do you doubt me? and do you think Amy Evans would leave +undone what others could be found to do? I started, for I remembered +those high walls, that broad deep moat, those guards who pace about +each avenue to the Tower, and I thought what could we hope to effect? +But, madam, command me, and I will diligently execute your behests, and +scrupulously keep your counsel."</p> + +<p>"Thanks, dear Amy; I was fully assured you would prove<span class="pagenum" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</span> true, and I +know not why I spoke for a moment as if I could doubt your devotion. +Forgive me! but the necessity is so absolute that all who meddle in +this undertaking should be able to answer for themselves under all +circumstances, that I would not have you enter into it thoughtlessly, +or unadvisedly. Even myself, to-day, I thought I could have heard +unmoved, or at least without betraying emotion, the horrible, horrible +words that were uttered; but I misjudged my own strength, my woman's +nerves failed! And yet I bore a great deal, Amy, and wavered not. I +saw the axe, the glittering axe; and I saw my lord, and I heard his +voice; and I heard part of that sentence! I bore much without betraying +myself; and, at last, I was only stunned, confused, for a time. Yes, +I think I may rely on my own fortitude; and you, Amy, you never for a +moment lost your self-command,—and you have always had a ready wit; +oh, we shall succeed, I am sure we shall!"</p> + +<p>"Heaven grant we may, my honoured lady! If zeal and perseverance can +effect my lord's preservation, we shall succeed."</p> + +<p>"Then listen:—You must purchase at various shops, and on various +occasions, not to excite suspicion, all that is necessary for female +dress, and we must make it up, complete, the size to fit my lord. I +have one in my thoughts whom he may personate: she is very tall; and +though slender, her present condition makes her appear more stout than +usual, when wrapt in a loose cloak. She suspects not my design,—nor +must she;—for she is timid, and might betray all by her fears. She +must not know till too far engaged to retreat.—And now, Amy, send +Walter Elliot to the Tower to inquire of the lieutenant at what hour +to-morrow the Countess of Nithsdale may be admitted to visit her lord. +I am informed that, after the sentence, we are to be allowed to see the +prisoners freely; and it will be best we should do this openly. Alas! +the hardest task of all will be to work on my lord to consent."</p> + +<p>"And, madam, think you I also shall be admitted to see my lord?"</p> + +<p>"Assuredly, I hope so; I trust we shall procure admission for many of +his friends: it is upon that understanding I build my hopes. I have +been informed that when sentence is once<span class="pagenum" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</span> passed, such has usually +been the custom. And now away; let us be stirring. I would there were +something to be done every hour in the day. It is in solitude and +inaction that my sorrows press upon me most heavily. But to-night there +is no more I can effect; I must even wait for the morrow!"</p> + +<p>Soon after the Earl of Nithsdale had been reconducted to his lodgings +in the Tower, he heard the striking of the chapel-clock: "It is now +more than an hour," he thought, "since the court broke up. By this time +the news has reached her. By this time my dear wife knows my sentence, +and those hopes which she was resolved to cherish, and which she never +would allow me gradually to undermine, have been destroyed at one rude +blow. Would I could know how it fares with her, how she supports the +shock! To-morrow I shall see her; and strange is it, but I dread to +see her—I dread the sight of her despair. Oh! were it not better to +pass unloved into the grave, than to feel that one's fate inflicts such +exquisite anguish on her, to spare whom a pang such as she now suffers, +one would willingly endure any lengthened torture. Yet could I wish to +lose one particle of that affection which alone suffices to make life +so precious? It may be cruel,—it may be selfish;—but no! I cannot +wish her love to be less! After all, we part but for a time! I do not +doubt that we shall meet where the weary are at rest. And now that +all hope is over, my Winifred will assist me to prepare my soul for +the great change; and she will bear to speak placidly and composedly +of those happy regions where the fear of parting will never embitter +the enjoyment of each other's presence! and I shall be able calmly and +cheerfully to fulfil my destiny, if I can see her resigned!"</p> + +<p>But when the morrow came, and Lady Nithsdale was admitted, he found +her far indeed from placidly acquiescing in the fate which he esteemed +unavoidable; but neither was she bewildered with despair, nor +dissolved in tears: she was altogether different from anything he had +anticipated. Her cheeks were flushed, her eye was brilliant, her manner +resolved. He was surprised; but he rejoiced that his own fortitude was +not put to the trial he had dreaded.</p> + +<p>"My Winifred will assist her husband to bear himself as becomes a man +and a good Catholic: I see she will avoid unnerving me by her grief; +and among my many causes of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</span> gratitude to her, I may still add this, +that she will smooth my passage to a better world. Thanks, my own love, +thanks!"</p> + +<p>"And does my lord imagine I could speak, stand, look, move, as I now +do, if I believed it would be carried into effect—that sentence, that +horrible sentence! For I was there—I was in Westminster Hall—I heard +it; I saw the axe! and I saw you, my own dear husband,—I saw you, and +I heard your voice,—that voice which thrilled through all the court, +which must have penetrated to the inmost recesses of every heart!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Winifred! I could almost chide my best beloved for having +wantonly, without any adequate motive, exposed her feelings to so +needless a trial!"</p> + +<p>"It was not needlessly; it was not without a motive that I did so: I +had the strongest earthly motive. It was with a view of ascertaining +my own strength, my fortitude, that I courted what I should otherwise +have shrunk from. It was with a view to the accomplishment of that +plan which I have long been forming, and which not all the arguments +you can adduce shall prevent me from pursuing. It was with a view to +self-preservation,—for is not my life wound up in yours? Think you, in +honest truth, think you, I can exist without you? Do you not believe +that if you perish, I shall not survive?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, nay, my love," he replied, almost smiling at her vehemence, "I +do believe your affection for me is as strong as ever warmed the pure +soul of devoted woman; still I cannot but think and hope that you will +live many, many years, to be a guide and a protectress to our children. +Remember, you but share the fate of many other fond and loving wives! +Have not the other condemned lords wives, fond and loving wives; and +must not they endure——?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, no! Speak not of them! they do not, cannot love their husbands +as I love you; for have they husbands so worthy of their love? What is +the wild Lord Wintoun, the Lord Kenmure, or the good old Lord Nairne? +The Lord Derwentwater, I grant you, is a worthy gentleman;—but what +are they, any of them, when compared with you?"</p> + +<p>"But, my sweet Winifred, to die is the doom of all created beings. +Many have loved before; and of all who have ever loved, one must +survive. It is a sad, it is a painful truth;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</span> but it is a most plain +and undeniable one. Then why should not this be borne as patiently as +the same bereavement by any other means? A long illness would reconcile +you to the event! and yet would you wish me to endure lengthened +bodily ills? Should you not rather rejoice that I shall thus be spared +all the protracted sufferings of sickness, and that, comparatively +speaking, I shall thus be exempted from the pains of death; that I +shall pass from earth with all my intellects unimpaired, in the full +enjoyment of my faculties! Could there be any satisfaction in marking +the decaying mind, the enfeebled spirit, the soul waxing weak, as the +body sinks under the effects of some wasting malady? Yet how often has +the most devoted affection watched all these humiliating and painful +harbingers of death, till the mourner has been brought to look upon the +dreaded bereavement almost in the light of a blessing? But is there any +consolation in this? Would one not rather choose that the memory of the +departed should be undimmed, unpolluted by the recollection of mortal +decay?"</p> + +<p>"Your words are beautiful! I love to hear your voice! it thrills like +music through my heart! The thoughts are noble, lofty, pure, and holy; +but they persuade me not! As I gaze on you, as I listen to you, I only +feel the more, that life without you is not life: it is a blank!—a +dark and dreary chasm into which I dare not look: that I must, must +save you; and that if you love me, you will give heed to me, and that +you will agree to what I shall propose."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Winifred! this is cruel kindness. It is cruel to wean me from the +thoughts of death, which I have almost taught myself to love, to lure +me back to those of life, which, alas! possesses only too many charms +for me!"</p> + +<p>There was a tenderness in the tone and the manner which gave her hope +that she had worked upon him. She felt that love for her, and pity for +her sorrows, might at this moment induce him to listen; and she opened +to him the plan she had formed for his escape.</p> + +<p>But she had scarcely detailed her proposed measures, when he vehemently +refused to engage in what he thought could not be carried into +execution without compromising others. Desperate at the ill-success +which attended her efforts, she<span class="pagenum" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</span> abandoned herself to grief: she strove +not to control her feelings; she wrung her hands, she wept in hopeless +agony.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile he paced the apartment in anguish not less acute. He accused +himself of cruelty towards her when he witnessed her desperation; and +yet he could not bring himself to agree to measures which he deemed +degrading, and in the success of which he placed little reliance.</p> + +<p>Such moments comprise a greater sum of suffering than is spread over +many a common life. At length he stopped before her.</p> + +<p>"Winifred, my wife, my honoured wife! Urge me not to anything unworthy. +Call up that noble spirit, which has ever deserved my respect, my +admiration, as much as your beauty and your tenderness have won my +love! Now listen to me in return!"</p> + +<p>In a moment her attention was riveted. She scarcely breathed; she +listened as though she would devour each word that fell from his lips, +in ardent hope that he might himself have struck out some plan which +she might execute.</p> + +<p>"I have ever been unwilling to present petitions to the king, or to the +government. All that I could in honour urge in self-defence, all that +I could in honesty profess for the future, has been already stated in +my answer to the impeachment, and in my address to my peers yesterday. +I have been, and still am, unwilling to crave mercy at the hands of +one who owes me nothing; from whom I have no right to expect it;—but +that you should not reproach me with wilfully neglecting any means of +safety, I will consent to a petition being presented to King George +by you yourself. If anything can move him, it must be the sight of +distress such as yours,—and in such a form as that!" he added, looking +upon her, as, like a marble statue, she sat with lips apart, her +slender throat bent forward, and her eyes fixed upon him. "He cannot +behold thee unmoved! It may avail thee something in future, if it serve +not me!" he murmured in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"Oh! do not trust to the pity of those who have already proved +themselves so ruthless: trust rather to the zeal of your own wife, and +our faithful Amy Evans!"</p> + +<p>"I will trust to your zeal, my love, but let it be employed in such a +manner as befits us both; and doubly precious will life be to me if +'tis to you I owe it!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</span></p> + +<p>"And if, as I expect, the king is obdurate? for he fears you; he fears +the unconquerable fidelity of your family to the Stuarts, and he fears +the influence of your high character: he fears,—therefore, will not +pardon you!"</p> + +<p>"There is the general petition to parliament, to which I have agreed to +put my name."</p> + +<p>"And if that should fail?"</p> + +<p>"Then, my love, you must prove that you are a Christian, and a +Catholic, and that you have not forgotten the exhortations to faith, +submission and patience, which good Father Albert gave you in your +youth, and which you tell me he has so often repeated by letter."</p> + +<p>"Nay, nay. If all these fail, then promise me that you will not reject +the means I will offer you; that you will not be more merciless than +the king himself; that you will not obstinately refuse to save from +despair one who has ever loved you with most true faith!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Winifred!"</p> + +<p>"Promise that you will listen to my plans; that you will maturely +consider them; that, if practicable, you will not reject them; and I +will present the petition, I will cling to the knees of the king, I +will wring mercy from him if it be possible; and if he pardons you, I +will honour him, I will love him, and I will ever esteem him worthy to +be the monarch of these fair realms by the qualities of the heart, as +I already believe him to be so by those of the head! Only promise me +that, if all this should fail, you will not condemn me always to plead +in vain, that you, at least, will not turn away from my prayer, that +you will listen."</p> + +<p>"If all other means should fail, then—then, my love, I will listen +attentively, calmly, to all you may urge."</p> + +<p>"Thanks, I am satisfied," replied Lady Nithsdale, resolved to interpret +his measured expressions into an implied assent to all her wishes: "and +now prepare the petition, my dearest lord, and I will lose no time in +taking measures that it should reach the king himself. These hands +shall give it him. I know how I may gain access to his presence. I will +see him with my own eyes; and he shall refuse me with his own lips, if +he cannot be worked upon to mercy. When will it be ready?"</p> + +<p>"Patience, my love. I must consult with those who can<span class="pagenum" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</span> assist me in so +wording it that I may not risk giving offence. In some days it shall be +drawn up."</p> + +<p>"Why such delay? Time is precious. Talk not of days. To-morrow, or, at +farthest, the day after,—the twelfth. Tell me when, that I may seek +the kind Mrs. Morgan, and with her arrange all for my admission to St. +James's."</p> + +<p>"Gently, gently, dearest Winifred. We must do nothing rashly. By +the thirteenth the petition shall be ready, and we will hope it may +find such grace as shall spare you all further fears on my account. +Meantime, compose yourself."</p> + +<p>"Nay, am I not composed? Surely I think I must be a stock, a stone, +thus to preserve my senses, and move, act, speak, like other people. I +sometimes fancy I must lack natural feeling; for it is not grief that +possesses my soul, but hope and fear so strangely blended that there is +no space left for grief!"</p> + +<p>"My Winifred need not tax herself with coldness!" replied the earl +tenderly, but sadly, smiling as he looked upon her. Then, resuming a +calm and business-like tone, he added, "The Lord Nairne's lady, as I +understand, is also to present an address to the king, and there seems +good hope that hers may be graciously received. If you could accompany +her it might be well; for she is a staid and discreet person, and has +been much used to courts. She was for some years in great favour with +Queen Anne. She may support and guide you; and, indeed, Winifred, you +must not overtask yourself!"</p> + +<p>He was half alarmed at the reliance she seemed to place on her own +strength, and feared it might proceed from a feverish state of +excitement.</p> + +<p>"I will wait upon the Lady Nairne to-day," resumed Lady Nithsdale. "I +will do anything, everything, you suggest, now you have promised in +return to listen to my arguments."</p> + +<p>She instinctively worded his promise as vaguely as he had done himself, +fearing to alarm him into a declaration that he had only promised +to listen to, not to comply with, her wishes. Without being exactly +conscious that she was endeavouring to cheat him into attending to his +own safety, she hoped to accustom him to the idea, that if she adopted +every plan he proposed, he was thereby pledged to follow hers upon the +failure of his own.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XXI.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Thy bosom hath been sear'd by pride of state,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Hard, cold, and dead to nature's sympathies;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nor know'st thou virtue's awe—nor gentleness,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">How sovereign 'tis! Nor hast thou felt</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The nameless fear and humbleness of mind</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">'Gender'd by sight of others' misery.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>MS. Play.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">When</span> the Countess of Nithsdale quitted the Tower, she lost no time in +despatching to her lord the lawyer in whose discretion he had most +confidence, and who had previously assisted him in drawing up his +written answer to the impeachment.</p> + +<p>She then waited on the Lady Nairne, whom she found surrounded by her +family; a quiet and sober matron, upon whose composed countenance, +and in whose well-ordered deportment, it would have been difficult to +detect the passions that might, or might not, affect the soul within.</p> + +<p>The countess was introduced with all the form of those more ceremonious +times, and the Lady Nairne received her with due attention. It was not +till Lady Nithsdale had made many apologies for so sudden a visit to +one with whose acquaintance she had not previously been honoured, and +had begun to explain the cause of her intrusion, that the vehemence +of her emotion made her break through the trammels imposed by custom; +and she adjured her, by her own hope of saving her husband's life, by +her own hope of preserving a father to her children, to give her the +support of her company and countenance to the king's presence.</p> + +<p>The Lady Nairne at first hesitated, for she was not, like the Duchess +of Montrose, the ardent, devoted friend, nor, like Mrs. Morgan, the +creature of impulse; but a sober and prudent lady, past the age of +enthusiasm, occupied with her own interests, and discreetly intent on +availing herself of every means calculated to preserve a father to her +numerous family.</p> + +<p>After some moments spent in consideration, she came to the conclusion +that in all probability the king would be loth, in the very outset of +his reign, to reject at once the prayers of two disconsolate wives; and +that, of the two, there was every reason to believe that her lord was +likely to be more favourably looked upon than the Earl of Nithsdale; +and that, consequently,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</span> his countess's presence might rather advance, +than mar, her own chance of success.</p> + +<p>Having thus reflected, she politely acquiesced in the Lady Nithsdale's +wishes; nor need we imagine she felt no sympathy for a fellow-creature +in distress so similar to her own. On the contrary, she was happy +to afford her any assistance that did not tend to injure her own +cause; but bred in courts, and accustomed to repress all outward +demonstrations of unusual feeling, she replied in so measured, though +not unkind a tone, that the glowing expressions of gratitude, which +were ready to overflow from the countess's heart, were frozen on her +lips, and her thanks were couched in terms scarcely less measured than +the Lady Nairne's consent.</p> + +<p>Having, however, arranged that when the petitions of their lords were +ready they would again meet, and that meanwhile Lady Nithsdale should +procure the assistance of a friend who was well acquainted with the +king's person, (for his outward appearance was equally unknown to both +the Jacobite ladies,) the Lady Nairne accompanied the countess to the +head of the stairs, and, with all the courtly forms of good breeding, +dismissed her guest.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale then hastened to the warm-hearted Mrs. Morgan, and, +explaining to her the nature of the service she required, obtained her +cordial assurance that she would be in readiness to accompany Lady +Nairne and herself to St. James's on the evening of the 13th, when +she had no doubt she should be able so to place them as that they +might personally present their petitions to his majesty. The expansion +of heart, the melting sympathy of Mrs. Morgan, were a balm to Lady +Nithsdale's feelings, after the coldness and prudence of the Lady +Nairne. But deep grief is in its nature selfish.</p> + +<p>It may be true, that unclouded prosperity sometimes hardens the +heart, or, at least, renders the impressions made by sorrows which +have never been felt, and are consequently ill understood, but slight +and transient; and it is also true, that the having once known grief +opens the heart to the full comprehension of the feelings of one's +fellows,—but then it must be a grief that is past. While writhing +under present anxiety, while smarting under present agony, the warmest, +the most capacious heart is unable to take in the sufferings of others. +Human nature, in all things limited, can feel but to a certain<span class="pagenum" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</span> extent; +and when every faculty of the soul is absorbed by present, actual +evil, there is no power left to feel that which is not personal. Mrs. +Morgan, happy and prosperous herself, had leisure to give herself to +the sufferings of Lady Nithsdale; she adopted them as her own—she +entered into them heart and soul! While Lady Nairne, with all most dear +to herself at stake, could not but consider the concerns of another as +of very secondary interest, and would not have felt herself justified +in allowing compassion for a person, in no way connected with her, +to interfere in the slightest degree with her duties as a wife and a +mother. Lady Nithsdale would have been the first to admit such views +to be most just and fitting; but still the expressions of gratitude, +which had before been chilled, poured forth in eloquent profusion when +addressing Mrs. Morgan.</p> + +<p>Upon her return to her own lodgings, she perceived that Amy Evans +learned with satisfaction, that a petition was to be presented to +the king, before the attempt was made to effect her lord's evasion. +Although resolved to assist to the utmost in carrying her lady's +plan into execution, she felt that escape from the Tower must be +impracticable; while, on the contrary, it seemed to her impossible that +any being with human affections could resist the voice, the words, the +pleading looks of her dear mistress!</p> + +<p>The 13th arrived. Lady Nithsdale attired herself in deep mourning, +considering such a habit most suitable to a person under her +circumstances; but Amy gave an involuntary shudder as she looked upon +her lady in this ominous garb. The expression of her countenance did +not escape Lady Nithsdale's observation: "Start not, dear Amy, at this +sad-coloured dress. If it betokens anything, 'tis but the failure of +my this day's business. But it is not on the result of this day that I +rest my hopes. I wait on the king, for my lord wishes me to do so, and +I cannot choose but execute his behests; but I have slender hope of +moving him by my entreaties. It is to ourselves that we must look; to +our own efforts, Amy, aided by that Divine Providence, who deserts not +the humble in their need. I feel hope, strong hope, within my bosom; +but it is not of finding favour at the court. No! it is to a higher +power I look for salvation,—on Heaven that I place my reliance!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</span></p> + +<p>"Assuredly, most honoured madam. But it is right to try every means +that Providence places within our reach."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Amy, and I will leave none untried."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Morgan and the Lady Nairne were now announced, and the Countess of +Nithsdale entered the coach to proceed with them to St. James's.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Morgan found no difficulty in procuring their admission to the +antechamber through which the king must necessarily pass in his +way from his own apartments to the drawing-room. The ladies placed +themselves in the recess of the middle window of the three, which +occupied one side of the apartment; and, somewhat concealed by the +curtains, they there awaited the coming of the king.</p> + +<p>Upon the most trifling occasions expectation makes the heart beat: +the watching the opening of a door, the entrance of any particular +individual, excites a certain emotion. What must then have been +the feelings of the countess as, with her eyes riveted upon the +folding-doors through which his majesty was to enter, she fancied every +moment she saw them move! And when they unfolded, and some of the lords +of the bed-chamber passed forth, she each time turned an anxious, +inquiring glance on Mrs. Morgan, to know if this might be the king.</p> + +<p>While she was thus in breathless expectation, the Duke of Montrose +approached to cheer her, by a few words of kindly encouragement; but +she made him a sign not to claim her acquaintance; for the Earl of +Pembroke having, at the time he promised to interest himself in her +favour, desired her not to address him in public, she deemed that any +exertion the duke might subsequently make for her, would come with the +more effect from one who did not appear in the light of a personal +friend.</p> + +<p>Every moment seemed to Lady Nithsdale an age. Even the composed Lady +Nairne changed colour: and Mrs. Morgan looked from one to the other, +and frequently pressed Lady Nithsdale's hand, and bade her be of good +cheer and not lose courage. She assured her the king would not long +tarry; that he was usually most punctual in his habits; and, in an +agitated tone, uttered all the consoling nothings, which are poured +into the ear of those, whose highly-wrought nerves are expected to give +way at the moment it is most needful they should be collected.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</span></p> + +<p>At length the door again opened: there was a general stillness. Every +one who could command a view of the persons approaching, arranged his +countenance, composed his demeanour; the court gossip, which had been +buzzed around, was suddenly hushed, the lounging attitude relinquished, +the droll anecdote suspended, and the laugh silenced.</p> + +<p>A pale man, with a good, rather than a dignified aspect, entered the +apartment. He wore a tie-wig. His dress was plain, and all of one sober +colour, with stockings of the same hue.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale read in Mrs. Morgan's glance that it was the king, and +she hastened from the recess of the window. She threw herself on her +knees before him, as he reached the middle of the room, telling him +she was the unfortunate Countess of Nithsdale, who implored mercy for +her husband. She spoke in French, as the king's knowledge of English +was very imperfect. She held up the petition with both her hands, +entreating him to read it; but the king waved her off, and attempted to +proceed.</p> + +<p>The Lady Nairne also was not backward in pressing her petition, and the +king impatiently thrust them both from him, and passed on towards the +opposite door; but the Lady Nithsdale clung to the skirts of his coat.</p> + +<p>As she pleaded, and pleaded in vain, she grew desperate,—almost +maddened. Still in vain! The king listened not to her prayers. She +would not let go her hold, and was actually dragged in her agony from +the middle of the antechamber to the door of the drawing-room, when one +of the lords in attendance forcibly wrested the king's dress from her +hands, while another took her round the waist and raised her from the +ground.</p> + +<p>No sooner did she feel the touch of a stranger than all her dignity and +self-possession returned. Quickly disengaging herself from his grasp, +she stood for a moment looking on the door by which the monarch had +retired. Her bosom swelled with indignation—the blood of all her noble +ancestors mantled in her face. That she, the daughter of the Duke of +Powis, should thus be treated! rejected!—cast off like the scum of +the earth! when it was well-known the king received the petitions of +the meanest of his subjects!—that she should be dragged on the very +ground—that she should be spurned<span class="pagenum" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</span> from his feet—that she should be +forcibly seized by rude hands!</p> + +<p>All around seemed to swim before her eyes; and had it not been for Mrs. +Morgan's kindly help, she must have fallen on the floor. Her friend +gently assisted her to a seat, and then a flood of tears came to her +relief.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, the petition which she had attempted to thrust into the +king's pocket had fallen to the ground, and one of the gentlemen in +waiting brought it to her. The Lady Nairne had already succeeded in +delivering her's to one who promised it should reach the king; and the +Lady Nithsdale, when somewhat recovered from the agitation of this +strange scene, hastily wrote a few lines in pencil, addressed to the +Earl of Dorset, who was the lord of the bed-chamber then in waiting, +and entrusted it, with the petition, to Mrs. Morgan.</p> + +<p>Her friend left the countess for a while, and entered the drawing-room; +but to one so zealous, so devoted, so warm-hearted, the brilliant +circle seemed for a moment a confused and bewildering scene. She had +just parted from a fellow-creature, whose soul was harrowed by the most +agonising emotions, her face pale and haggard, her dress disordered; +she had just been witnessing grief,—desperation in its most touching +form; and in one moment she found herself among gay and thoughtless +creatures, all intent on their own objects of vanity and amusement! The +studied attire, the conscious simper, the pretty blush, the down-cast +lid, the bewitching smile, the graceful turn of the swan-like throat, +the brilliant flash of the sparkling eye, the affected flutter of the +fan, the thousand varied attractions, were all put in requisition +to charm, to dazzle, or to subdue. She heard around her the playful +banter, the witty repartee, the implied compliment, the softened +whisper, the politely turned attack, the sharp retort; and she wondered +for the moment how such frivolities could possess so absorbing an +interest!</p> + +<p>She was threading her way through the gay and dazzling throng, when her +progress was arrested by the circle around the king himself. She was +compelled to wait with outward composure, although she was secretly all +impatience to execute the commission entrusted to her, and to return +quickly to Lady Nithsdale. As she stood watching for an opportunity +of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</span> slipping past unperceived, she found herself within sight, though +scarcely within hearing, of the Duchess of Montrose.</p> + +<p>Two young men were evidently paying her the sort of homage permitted +by the gallantry of the day. She was answering each with animation and +spirit. There was the passing frown, the lightening smile, the assumed +air of absence if anything was said which she wished not to hear.</p> + +<p>The attention of one of the gentlemen being presently withdrawn by +some of his acquaintance, it appeared to Mrs. Morgan that the other +continued the conversation in a more earnest tone than before. She +fancied she saw a blush mantle on the cheek of the duchess,—for a +moment she appeared distressed. The duke, who was near, and was engaged +in deep and serious discourse with the Earl of Pembroke, had taken no +part in the playful conversation which was passing behind him. But +the duchess, making some light evasive answer, suddenly tapped her +husband's arm with her fan, and caused him to turn round. She then +seemed to be detailing to him the point in dispute, and applying to +him as umpire. Mrs. Morgan watched all these little manœuvres; for +she could not help wondering how one who professed friendship for the +Countess of Nithsdale could thus give herself up to worldly vanities +and interests. When first she caught a view of the Duke of Montrose's +countenance, it bore the traces of sadness; but as he listened to his +graceful and lively wife, it brightened into a bland expression of +amusement. Upon the duke's being thus called to join in the discourse, +the young gallant seemed discomposed but for an instant, and apparently +recovering himself, at once entered into the spirit of the duchess's +bantering; and Mrs. Morgan again thought of the countess's despair, and +mentally exclaimed, "If she could see how gaily her friend, the lively +duchess, can smile even now!" But she did not long feel thus. In a few +moments the duke, in a low voice, made some communication to his wife, +which had the effect of chasing the roses from her cheeks, and dimming +the brilliancy of her smile. The dark and laughing eyes no longer +sparkled with the gay consciousness of charming, but were fixed on her +husband's face with an expression of dismay and woe.</p> + +<p>She looked round as if wishing to make her escape; then, perceiving +Mrs. Morgan, she rushed to her:—</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</span></p> + +<p>"Oh, Mrs. Morgan!" she exclaimed, "is this all true? You were with her, +were you not?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, your grace; I was with the Countess of Nithsdale, even now, in +the antechamber."</p> + +<p>"Is she still there? I must go to her; I must go instantly to my poor +cousin Winifred!"</p> + +<p>"Stay, dearest Christian!" interposed the duke; "Lady Nithsdale +herself, this very evening, motioned me not to speak to her; and the +Earl of Pembroke says, the less we put ourselves forward unnecessarily, +the more effectually we may be able to serve her. Be not so rash and +thoughtless. That warm heart of yours carries you beyond the bounds of +prudence, dear Christian!"—but the duke looked at her with pleasure +and kindness while he checked her.</p> + +<p>"Alas! and is it true that the king dragged her all across the room, +and would not give heed to her petition?"</p> + +<p>"Most true, your grace!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, my lord duke! but indeed this was not kind and right in his +majesty," said the duchess, turning once more towards her husband an +appealing glance.</p> + +<p>"We must not speak treason, dearest Christian, here, in the royal +presence!"</p> + +<p>"Nay! I cannot but think this was cruel:—and may I not go to her? Is +she still in the antechamber, Mrs. Morgan?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, but she will be gone in a few moments; and your grace may rest +assured that the countess shall meet with every kindness and attention."</p> + +<p>"You are a good, kind soul," said the duchess; "and my poor cousin has +many times told me how much she owes to your friendly sympathy."</p> + +<p>The king had changed his position, and the passage was now free. Mrs. +Morgan, after briefly explaining her errand to the duchess, passed on +to where the Earl of Dorset was engaged at cards with the Prince. She +contrived, however, to give him the packet; and received his assurance, +that when the game was over, he would peruse and attend to its contents.</p> + +<p>As she wound her way back, she found that the king's rejection of the +Ladies Nithsdale's and Nairne's petitions had been rapidly communicated +from mouth to mouth; and that, except in the immediate hearing of the +king, no other subject was discussed. She could scarcely make her way +through the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</span> crowd, so anxious was every one to learn from her each +detail of what had really passed. All were eager, some indignant; but +some urged, that if his majesty once received a wife's petition, it +would be most difficult then to refuse, and that unless he had made up +his mind to pardon treason—proved and acknowledged treason—he had +no other course to pursue than to avoid witnessing grief he could not +alleviate; that his sudden, though somewhat undignified flight, did +not by any means bear the character of hardness, but, on the contrary, +might lead a candid mind to believe he durst not trust himself to +witness the desperation of two disconsolate wives.</p> + +<p>It was with difficulty that Mrs. Morgan regained the door, and hastened +back to the friend who stood so much in need of her consoling sympathy. +Slowly and drearily did they retrace their steps.</p> + +<p>The Lady Nairne, who had secret information that her application +was likely to be successful, was comparatively composed, and bore +what should have seemed an equal disappointment with equanimity and +resignation.</p> + +<p>The Countess of Nithsdale, exhausted, humbled, indignant, mortified, +grieved, was for the time more thoroughly subdued than she had ever +been before.</p> + +<p>And yet she had not been sanguine as to the result of this petition; +those means on which she most relied were still available; but to her +lofty spirit, the contempt with which she had been treated, in sight of +all the court, gave her a painful sensation of degradation. It was some +slight consolation to her to learn from Mrs. Morgan, what the Duchess +of Montrose the next day confirmed still more strongly, that when the +circumstances which had occurred without became generally whispered +through the drawing-room, the harshness of the king had been the topic +of conversation the whole evening.</p> + +<p>With her gentleness there was blended a certain degree of pride, a +consciousness of being the scion of an ancient stock, which would +have rendered it impossible for a mean thought even to pass through +her mind, and which ever enabled her to entrench herself in dignified +reserve, should others neglect to pay that respect due to noble birth, +which, unless forgotten by them, would never be remembered by herself.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XXII.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>Distress is virtue's opportunity.—<i>Southern.</i></p> +</div> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> Earl of Nithsdale felt even more keenly than did the countess the +indignity with which she had been treated in her interview with the +king.</p> + +<p>His dark eye flashed, he bit his compressed lip till the blood almost +started; he paced the apartment with hasty strides, as he pictured to +himself his graceful, his delicate, his shrinking Winifred, on whose +fair form he would scarcely allow the winds to blow too roughly, +dragged along the floor, the rude hands of strangers round that slender +waist; and it was then he felt indeed that he was a prisoner, powerless +to defend her whom he had sworn to cherish! The bars, the bolts, the +high walls, the moat, the guards! oh, how his soul rebelled against +them all! How agonising was the impotent indignation which possessed +his every faculty.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale grieved to see his agitation, and yet from his very +agitation she gathered hope that she might eventually work him to her +wishes.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, with the assistance of Amy, she had procured most of the +articles necessary for the disguise of her husband; and although +resolved that every other means of safety should be tried, she still +kept her mind fixed upon this last resource. The consciousness of +having still a point to look to, something still to rest upon when all +else failed, sustained her courage; but at the same time it prevented +her attempting to submit to an event, which, in the judgment of others, +was now inevitable. She could not even think of resignation; on the +contrary, with this secret hope in her heart, and this plan in her +mind, she would have been alarmed at her own want of reliance in that +plan, had she tried to school her feelings to acquiesce in the fatal +doom.</p> + +<p>A few days after the countess's unsuccessful application to the king, +the resolution was taken in council that the sentence passed upon the +rebel lords should be carried into execution without delay, and on the +18th the necessary warrants and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</span> orders were despatched, both to the +Lieutenant of the Tower, and to the Sheriffs of the city of London and +Middlesex.</p> + +<p>There was a startling reality in these measures that for the moment +shook her inmost soul; yet she would not allow herself to dwell upon +the intelligence; she scarcely gave herself time to reflect, but all +the more strenuously busied herself in seeing that her preparations +were complete; and she strove to interest herself in the attempt made +the following day by the Countess of Derwentwater to move the king to +mercy. Accompanied by the Duchesses of Cleveland and of Bolton, and +by many other ladies of rank, she was introduced by the Dukes of St. +Albans and of Richmond, to the king's presence, and humbly implored his +clemency; but her application met with no better success than the Lady +Nithsdale's more passionate appeal.</p> + +<p>It was therefore arranged by the wives of all the condemned lords, +that two days afterwards, on February the 21st, they should repair to +the lobby of the House of Peers, and there implore the intercession of +their lordships with the king.</p> + +<p>More than twenty other ladies of the very first distinction accompanied +them. It might have moved the most unfeeling to behold so many of +the fairest and the noblest of the realm in such deep and unfeigned +distress. But though among the mourning group there were many +countenances which bore the traces of intense anxiety, many whose +expression of grief amounted almost to despair, some perhaps who might +boast of greater positive beauty of feature, on none did sorrow sit +with so touching a grace as on the Countess of Nithsdale. The wan +transparency of her naturally pale complexion, the refined cast of +her features, which seemed moulded only to express the highest and +purest affections of the soul, assorted well with the situation of deep +interest in which she was placed.</p> + +<p>But on this occasion the hearts of all seemed steeled against them. +Their application met with little attention: no measures were taken, no +motion made, in consequence of their petition. In blank disappointment +each sought again her disconsolate, her widowed home.</p> + +<p>Dispirited, but not utterly hopeless, they on the following day, the +22d, repaired again to Westminster Hall, and with them a still greater +attendance of the first, and the noblest, of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</span> the ladies who adorned +the British court; and with still more passionate earnestness they +appealed to both houses of parliament.</p> + +<p>In the Commons their petitions met with no success. Notwithstanding an +eloquent address on the part of Sir Richard Steele, the court party +moved that the discussion should be adjourned to the 1st of March, and +carried it by a majority of seven voices.</p> + +<p>With the Lords they found more favour. Although the Duke of Richmond, +even when presenting the Earl of Derwentwater's petition, declared +that he would himself vote against it, yet others spoke warmly and +eloquently in behalf of men, who, though mistaken, had still acted from +conscientious motives.</p> + +<p>The Earl of Danby, moved with pity for the Lord Nairne's numerous +family, urged strongly that the petitions of the several lords should +be received and read. The Lord Townshend and several others, who +upon all occasions had given undoubted proofs of their attachment to +the present government, supported the contrary opinion; when, to the +surprise of many, the Earl of Nottingham declared in favour of the +petitions being read. As president of the council he drew with him many +peers, and the motion was carried by nine or ten voices.</p> + +<p>Then came the question whether in the case of an impeachment the king +possessed the power to reprieve. It was now that the Earl of Pembroke +redeemed his pledge of exerting himself in Lady Nithsdale's favour. His +animated and eloquent address carried with him the sense of the house; +and, with the assistance of the Duke of Montrose, the king's power to +pardon was carried in the affirmative.</p> + +<p>This was followed by a motion for an address to the king that, as he +had the power to do so, he would be pleased to grant a reprieve to the +lords who lay under sentence of death, which, although opposed by the +firmest friends of government, was also carried.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale's heart bounded within her; hope for a moment danced +in her bosom, and lighted up her cheek with a passing bloom. Her joy +was however doomed to be evanescent, for another lord represented that +"though clemency was one of the brightest virtues which adorn and +support<span class="pagenum" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</span> a crown, yet in his opinion the same should be exercised only +on proper objects;" and he therefore moved, "that they should address +the king to reprieve such of the condemned lords as deserved his mercy, +and approved themselves worthy of this intercession, and not all +indiscriminately."</p> + +<p>The amendment was carried by two voices only, but it was carried;—and +her heart once more sank within her. This salvo blasted all her hopes. +She was assured it was aimed at the exclusion of those who would +not subscribe such a petition as some of the peers had themselves +prepared,—a thing she knew her husband would never submit to; nor, as +she herself declared, would she have wished to preserve his life on +such terms.</p> + +<p>Still, however, the address to the king had passed generally, and she +thought she might turn this circumstance to account in lulling the +vigilance of the guards. She lost no time in quitting the House of +Lords, and hastening to the Tower; where, affecting an air of joy and +security, she told the soldiers as she passed, that she brought joyful +tidings to the prisoners, for that the petition had passed in their +favour. She then gave them some money to drink to the lords and his +majesty; but she prudently made it but a trifling sum, hoping thereby +to secure their good-will, without awakening in them any suspicion of +design on her part.</p> + +<p>And now there remained but the one last resource. She trembled as +she thought that, though all was in her own mind prepared, the most +difficult point remained yet to be accomplished,—her husband had +not yet consented to the disguise she proposed; and although he had +not retracted his promise of giving her proposal a fair and patient +hearing, she had in fact extracted from him nothing more. If he should +now pertinaciously refuse to accede to it! Oh, no, it was impossible. +He could not doom her to such hopeless, unutterable misery!</p> + +<p>Trembling, agitated, yet worked up to the utmost pitch of courage and +resolution, she reached his apartment. She staggered into the room; and +flinging herself into his arms, she sobbed convulsively on his bosom. +She could not speak: but after a few moments he said, with hopeless +composure and tenderness,—</p> + +<p>"So, my poor Winifred, both houses have then rejected<span class="pagenum" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</span> our prayers! +Alas for you, my love! would I were able to give you consolation! would +I could alleviate your sorrows!"</p> + +<p>"You can! you can! You, and you alone, can now save me from despair!" +she exclaimed with passion. Her eyes were dry, her cheek was flushed, +her whole countenance seemed suddenly inspired: "My life, my existence, +are in your hands! You have but to will it, to make me the happiest +of wives, of mothers! If I am doomed to the early death of the +heart-broken," she continued almost in a threatening tone, "or if I am +doomed to drag on a weary, joyless existence, a lingering death-like +life, in which the welfare of my soul—yes, the salvation of a precious +soul, is in peril, for I shall murmur, I shall repine—there is no +resignation here—I feel I shall not submit as it would be my duty to +do:—if such is the fate before me, it will be <i>you</i> who doom me +to it! I can save you—I am sure I can! If you refuse to lend yourself +to the measures I propose, it will be <i>you</i> who destroy my +happiness in this world, <i>you</i> who peril my salvation in the next!"</p> + +<p>There was a restless fire in her eye, an energy in her manner, a +fearful inspiration about her, that awed, while it touched him. He +could not but think what must be the strength of those feelings which +could so transport her out of herself; which could change the mild, +timid, shrinking wife, into the inspired threatening Sibyl!</p> + +<p>"Hush, hush, my love! you know not what you say!"</p> + +<p>She looked wildly and doubtingly around her; then bursting into +tears,—"Alas! alas! what have I uttered?"—and falling on her knees, +with clasped hands raised to heaven,—"Pardon, O most merciful Being; +pardon for my wild and wicked words! O Thou on whom my reliance is +placed, Thou in whose providence I trust,—cast me not off for these +hasty words, wrung from me by insufferable anguish! And thou, my lord, +my love, my husband, urge me not to despair! This brain may become +unsettled, reason may give way, I may again be hurried into impious +ravings!—Oh, take pity upon me, dearest, dearest husband!" She clung +to his knees; she stretched her beseeching arms towards him.</p> + +<p>"Do with me what thou wilt, Winifred. If this is weakness, I am weak! +If this is cowardice, I am no longer brave! Command me! guide me!—I +am but the instrument in thy hands, my wife! I would sacrifice my life +to honour; but<span class="pagenum" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</span> if there is dishonour in my attempt to escape, I will +sacrifice honour itself to you, my love!"</p> + +<p>"It is not the sacrifice of your honour I demand; yourself cannot value +it more highly than does your wife. They carried the address to the +king, but it was coupled with an amendment that it should only apply +to those who would sign a petition of their own framing. I knew you +would not—I do not ask you to do so. Your honour is precious to me as +your life—more precious than your life!—but there is no dishonour in +escaping from a cruel and an ignominious death!"</p> + +<p>"Not ignominious, Winifred; an honourable death!"</p> + +<p>"From a cruel and an unjust death!—a treacherous death! Was it not +upon the understanding that your lives were to be spared that you all +surrendered at Preston? Was it not to avoid useless effusion of blood +that you yielded? and that you advised others to yield? Would it not +have been easier and sweeter to have perished in battle, than to die on +the scaffold, as your fellow prisoners must? No! there is no dishonour +in escaping from tyranny!" She spoke with energy, for the first time +uttering the words of "death" and "scaffold," which had never before +found their way to her lips.</p> + +<p>"Have I not said it, my love? I am ready to follow your injunctions. Do +with me what you will."</p> + +<p>"You have promised it, you have sworn it!"—and her face was radiant +with joy. "My own love! you are mine once more! We shall not be +parted;—we shall live and die together,—we shall grow old together! +Oh, thanks! thanks!" and her imagination had overleaped all the bars +and bolts, the dreary boundaries of the prison. She felt they were +at large to roam over the wide world together. He gave her one sad +and grateful kiss, and walked to the window to conceal his emotion; +but she saw the expression of his countenance as he slowly surveyed +the court-yard, and his eye rested on each sentry as he paced in his +appointed spot.</p> + +<p>She perceived the almost mocking smile which passed transiently over +his lips; and she plainly read how vain he thought her hopes, how +unavailing would prove the consent she had extorted from him.</p> + +<p>"You think my schemes all visionary!—you think me scarcely in my right +senses!—you deem me already crazed with grief!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</span></p> + +<p>"Nay, my love, I think your wishes run beyond your judgment, and I fear +you are only preparing for yourself a more bitter disappointment. The +blow will fall the heavier for coming upon you in your present state +of excitement. It would tend more to your future peace of mind if, +discarding all worldly thoughts, you would fix your hopes, and would +assist me in fixing mine, on heaven, and heaven alone."</p> + +<p>"And think you it could tend to my future peace of mind, the reflection +that one hour of bold prudence, one hour of steady perseverance in the +execution of the scheme already formed, might have led to a reunion for +life?—perhaps a long and happy life! You would not surely retract the +vow so solemnly made, even now?" she added in a reproachful tone.</p> + +<p>"No! I have promised; and I will keep my promise!"</p> + +<p>She pressed his hand in token of gratitude. "Then I must away. There +are still some with whom I have need to communicate. Do not look for +me early to-morrow: I shall not be with you till towards dusk,—and +then——"</p> + +<p>"Not till evening? The last day must I be deprived of your presence +till evening?"</p> + +<p>"The first day of your deliverance, my love!—the first of many days of +liberty and happiness!"</p> + +<p>He dropped his eyes. He would not sadden her by his own forebodings. +And yet he felt he should be permitted to look on her for so short a +space, that it was with difficulty he could bring himself to lose sight +of her for a moment.</p> + +<p>It was already night; but he watched her from his prison window, and +fancied he could detect her beloved form as she glided down the steps +leading to the archway. He stood gazing at the spot till tears suffused +his eyes; and he flung himself upon a seat, determined to wrestle with +his emotions.</p> + +<p>When alone,—when not exposed to the influence of her tenderness,—he +looked on death with perfect composure, and almost wished his course +was run, and that the inevitable moment was arrived. The hopes with +which she strove to inspire him unsettled and distracted him; and then +he reproached himself for such weakness. Yet how collect his thoughts? +how temper them down to a tranquil, firm, unmoved acquiescence in his +doom, when all his energies would be required for the enterprise which +was to restore him to life,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</span> to love, and to liberty? He strove to +forget the plan in agitation. He tried to abstract himself in prayer; +but when most he hoped to have spiritualised his meditations, visions +of the future would flash across his mind, painful anticipations of +what would be his Winifred's desperation upon the failure of her +attempt, agonising shame at the idea of being discovered and caught +in the act of evasion, dread of appearing in the undignified position +of a reclaimed fugitive, dragged unwillingly to the block, instead of +the loyal martyr, boldly, firmly, with an unconstrained step, mounting +the scaffold, to consummate the sacrifice he had of his own free will +chosen to make.</p> + +<p>He almost repented the promise he had given; he longed for the repose +of hopelessness.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XXIII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Methinks my soul is rous'd to her last work,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Has much to do, and little time to spare.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Dryden.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> Countess of Nithsdale had quitted her husband. She wound her +solitary way through the dreary purlieus which had become only too +familiar to her. She had gained the long-wished-for consent; she had +extracted a vow, a solemn vow, from her lord, and she feared not that +he would break it: but never did the difficulties of her undertaking +appear to her so appalling as at the present moment; the sentries so +innumerable, the guards so alert, the way so long, the walls so lofty, +the moat so broad!</p> + +<p>While his consent was to be gained, all else seemed easy, but now the +dangers rose up in fearful array before her!</p> + +<p>But this was not the time to waver. Where could she look for support +but to her own unshrinking soul? Amy, she knew, considered her plan +impracticable. To no one else had she imparted it.</p> + +<p>During the short time which intervened before she reached her home, she +had recovered her confident reliance on the protection of Providence, +and on the strength which that Providence would vouchsafe to her; and +with a firm countenance<span class="pagenum" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</span> she informed Amy that her lord's consent was +obtained, that every difficulty was smoothing itself before her, and +that they had but to go on and prosper.</p> + +<p>"Thank Heaven that my lord has consented," answered Amy; "but, dearest +madam, is this, in truth, the only hope now left? Here is a packet +which arrived even now from the Duchess of Montrose. Who knows but it +may contain good news?"</p> + +<p>With trembling hands the countess tore it open; but Amy saw with a +glance that there was no hope administered by its contents. "No worse +news, I trust, madam?"</p> + +<p>"No worse than I expected; but read yourself, good Amy. I have nor +voice nor eye-sight," as she brushed off a tear, "nor strength. All the +strength I possess must be reserved for to-morrow."</p> + +<p>The duchess's letter told her that the petition from the Lords had +received no more favourable answer from the king than "that on this, +and all other occasions, he would do what he thought most consistent +with the dignity of his crown and the safety of his people." The +duchess added, that this answer would next morning be formally +announced to the public, but that meanwhile she had hastened to +communicate it to her friend, thinking she might deem it advisable to +adopt some farther measures, although she scarcely knew what measures +to recommend.</p> + +<p>In consequence of this information, Lady Nithsdale resolved, as a last +resource, in the event of her scheme proving unsuccessful, to prepare +for still presenting one more private petition to the king. To this end +she appointed Mr. M'Kenzie, an old friend of her lord's, and, through +her sister Lady Seaforth, a connexion of her own, to await her on the +following evening, at her lodgings. She felt secure of his friendly +support in any emergency. She also applied to the Duchess of Buccleugh; +who promised, if Lady Nithsdale called upon her to do so, she would be +in readiness to accompany her to court.</p> + +<p>She passed what remained of that evening, and the early part of the +following morning, in completing every arrangement in case of either +contingency. Even had not these manifold cares occupied her time, +she could scarcely have trusted herself with her husband. Constant, +incessant business was absolutely necessary to her. If she had sat down +to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</span> think, to calculate the chances, it would have been impossible to +her to have preserved the self-command so indispensable to the success +of her undertaking.</p> + +<p>It was not till towards the afternoon of this trying day, the 23rd, +that she desired Amy to request Mrs. Mills would favour her with her +company for a few moments.</p> + +<p>The compassionate Mrs. Mills instantly obeyed her summons, though +almost dreading to find herself in the presence of one whose grief she +feared to witness. But Lady Nithsdale was perfectly calm and collected. +After thanking her for her constant kindness and hospitality, she at +once entered upon the subject; and telling her that having had such +experience of the goodness of her heart, she did not doubt but she +would continue to prove herself the kind friend she had ever found her; +and that she would not refuse to accompany her that day to the Tower, +in order that, as she was not personally known to the guards and those +in attendance, her lord might the more easily pass for her. She then +detailed to her the whole plan for his escape, and urged that as this +was the very evening preceding the execution, there was no time for +doubt and hesitation. She told her all other hope was now at an end. +Reprieves had been despatched for the Lords Wintoun, Widdrington, and +Nairne; but at the same time orders had been given for the execution, +the next morning, of Lord Derwentwater, Lord Kenmure, and of her +husband! She spoke with a firm voice; and such was her excited state of +hope and resolution, that the words which struck through Amy's heart, +which made Mrs. Mills shrink and tremble, seemed as if they were to her +but a matter of business.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mills, all agitated and confused, promised to assist to the best +of her ability, and Lady Nithsdale instantly overwhelmed her with +thanks; and having despatched Walter Elliot to Mrs. Morgan, to request +she also would instantly visit her, she then occupied herself in +ascertaining from Amy Evans the exact situation of the house where they +were to meet, when she should have succeeded in placing her husband +beyond the precincts of the Tower.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Morgan delayed not to wait on the countess, who found little +difficulty in gaining her consent to any plan which might serve one +whom she had quickly learned to love with all the warmth of her +enthusiastic heart. Indeed, both she<span class="pagenum" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</span> and Mrs. Mills were so taken by +surprise, the case was so pressing, the plan to be so instantly carried +into execution, that there was no time for indecision or reflection. +They must either doom the Earl of Nithsdale to certain death on the +morrow, and his wife to utter despair; or they must lend themselves to +the scheme so warily, so judiciously, so discreetly contrived.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale begged Mrs. Morgan, who was of a peculiarly slender +make, to put under her own riding-hood that which she had prepared for +Mrs. Mills, who was to leave hers in the prison for the earl.</p> + +<p>She then hurried them both into the coach; and repeating her +directions, enforcing her counsels, she allowed no pause in the +conversation, during which they might have leisure to reflect and to +repent.</p> + +<p>In their hurry and their astonishment, they thought not of the possible +consequences, but submitted to obey Lady Nithsdale in all things, who +guided them with the overawing mastery which, at the moment of trial, +the stronger mind invariably exercises over those of a more feeble and +yielding temperament.</p> + +<p>The coach stopped at the Tower. Lady Nithsdale had permission to +introduce but one person at a time; and leaving Mrs. Mills in the +carriage, she took Mrs. Morgan with her.</p> + +<p>She had not seen her husband since the preceding night, and this was +the eve of execution! If she failed, the morrow would see her a widow! +But she drove such thoughts from her mind;—she hurried Mrs. Morgan +along,—she almost pushed her into the apartment.</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale rushed to his wife, and pressed her to his bosom. "Oh, +Winifred!" he exclaimed, half reproachfully; "this long, long, weary +day, and I have not seen you!"</p> + +<p>She disengaged herself from him.</p> + +<p>"I must not look on you," she said; "I must not listen to you—I must +not think—we must now act, and not a word must be uttered that is not +to the purpose! Here is my good, kind, dear Mrs. Morgan! She is, and +has been from the first, a true and faithful friend; and now, dear Mrs. +Morgan, we must lose no time in speech or compliment."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Morgan took off the hood, and soon disencumbered herself of the +dress, which had been put on over her own.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</span></p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale meanwhile stood by, passive, but miserable. The long +morning had appeared to him interminable. The early February twilight +had seemed as if it never would arrive. He still looked upon this day +as his last on earth; and his feelings, though not his reason, were +almost disposed to murmur at his wife for not being with him during +the few remaining hours which they might have passed together. He had +to remind himself that she was toiling in his service, not to feel +abandoned by her. It was with a strange and mixed sensation that he had +watched the waning light. He was impatient for the shades of evening, +which he trusted would bring to him the beloved of his soul; and yet, +as he dwelt upon the last rays of sunshine, he felt loth to part with +them for ever,—to think that he should never again see that glorious +luminary fulfil its course in splendour, and shed its brilliancy on +all around; hateful to him as was the dreary prospect from his prison +windows, he now thought with regret that he should never again see its +western beams gild the square turrets of the White Tower. At moments he +felt life was worth one desperate effort; but more frequently he hoped, +when his Winifred did come, it would be to tell him that her scheme was +impracticable, to release him from his vow, and to allow him to meet +his fate with dignity and resignation.</p> + +<p>She came, and all was turmoil and confusion within his bosom. He +was pledged to obey her. Indeed there was no time for argument or +remonstrance. She would have listened to none.</p> + +<p>Those who stand upon the threshold of the grave—those to whom in a few +hours the mysteries of a future existence may all be unfolded—seem as +it were a link between the living and the dead, and are ever regarded +with a certain awe, as Mrs. Morgan experienced when looking on him of +whom she had heard so much—on him for whom, though unknown, she had +felt so keenly—on the stranger for whom she was now incurring, what +might prove to herself, no inconsiderable peril.</p> + +<p>That pensive countenance, that noble brow, those lofty features, all +spoke a soul within, which might well justify his wife's devotion, and +she felt that such a creature must not perish. She repented not of her +consent; but gladly, willingly, incurred the present risk.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</span></p> + +<p>When the change in her dress was effected, Lady Nithsdale conducted +her back to the staircase; begging her, in the hearing of the guards, +to lose no time in sending her maid to dress her, and expressing the +greatest fear lest, if she did not come immediately, she should be too +late to present the last petition that night.</p> + +<p>She presently afterwards descended the stairs to meet Mrs. Mills, who, +according to their previous arrangement, concealed her face with her +handkerchief, as if in tears. When the door was closed she made her +take off her own hood, and put on that which Mrs. Morgan had left for +her; and then bidding her assume a more cheerful countenance (in order +that when her lord appeared in her dress, he might the more easily +personate the lady who had entered weeping and afflicted), she took her +by the hand, and led her out of the earl's chamber. In passing through +the next room, she said with all the concern imaginable,</p> + +<p>"My dear Mrs. Catherine, go in all haste, and send me my waiting-maid. +She certainly cannot reflect how late it is. I am to present my +petition to-night; and if I let slip this opportunity, I am undone, for +to-morrow will be too late; hasten her as much as possible, for I shall +be on thorns till she comes."</p> + +<p>The guards, to whom the countess's liberality the preceding day had +endeared her, disturbed her not, but allowed her to pass and repass +with her company: the more freely also, as, having been told by her +that the imprisoned lords were likely to obtain their liberty, they +were not so strictly on the watch as they had hitherto been. All in the +outer room, who were chiefly the guards' wives and daughters, seemed to +compassionate her exceedingly; and the sentinel himself opened the door +for them. There was nothing in the appearance of the fair and florid +Mrs. Mills which could excite the slightest suspicion.</p> + +<p>Having seen her safe out, Lady Nithsdale returned to finish dressing +her lord. She had prepared false hair of a fair colour; the more to +resemble Mrs. Mills, whose hair was inclined to be flaxen. She coloured +his dark eye-brows with light paint; and she also painted his face +with red and white, for there was no time to shave his dark beard. She +dressed him in some of her own petticoats, and in the hood Mrs.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</span> Mills +had worn. As the evening had by this time closed in, and she feared +that the light of candles might betray them, she hastened him from the +apartment. She led him by the hand, whilst he held his handkerchief +to his eyes; and being dressed in the same dress, and his hair and +complexion being made somewhat to resemble those of Mrs. Mills, he +easily passed for the weeping young lady whose affliction at having +parted for the last time from a dear friend might very naturally be +even more over-whelming than when she entered a short time before.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale spoke to him in the most piteous tone of voice, bitterly +bewailing the negligence of her maid Evans, who had ruined her by her +delay. Yet, while she spoke, it almost went against her to accuse of +negligence the devoted Amy! Still, addressing the earl, she continued:—</p> + +<p>"My dear Mrs. Betty, for the love of God run quickly, and bring +her with you. You know my lodging, and if ever you made despatch +in your life, do it at present. I am almost distracted with this +disappointment."</p> + +<p>The guards opened the door. She was permitted to pass with one friend +at a time: they had not kept exact account of the number who had +entered, satisfied that all was right while she was accompanied by only +one female, and one also whom they believed to have seen so lately +enter the chamber within. She went down with him, still conjuring him +to make all possible haste.</p> + +<p>As soon as he had cleared the door, she made him walk before, lest the +sentinel should take notice of his walk; and she still continued to +press him to make despatch. At the bottom of the last outer step, she +met the faithful Amy Evans, and into her hands she committed him.</p> + +<p>She had before engaged Mr. Mills to be in readiness before the Tower, +to conduct him to a place of safety, which at that period might be +the more easily effected, as, instead of a clear and open space +without the walls, the purlieus were choked with mean habitations, +with close and narrow alleys. The gates were no sooner passed, than +they found themselves in the throng of the most dense and busy part of +the London population; but Mr. Mills had looked upon the affair as so +very unlikely to succeed, and his astonishment threw him into such a +consternation when he actually beheld them, that he was bewildered and +quite out of himself.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</span></p> + +<p>Amy Evans perceived his confusion, and with that presence of mind which +had so justly entitled her to her lady's confidence, instantly decided +on her own line of conduct. She took no notice of his agitation, lest +she might attract the attention of the passers-by; and she feared that +possibly the earl might mistrust them, if he should perceive wavering +and uncertainty in those to whom he was confided. She therefore at once +took him to some friends of her own, on whom she felt certain she might +rely; and leaving him with them, immediately returned in search of Mr. +Mills.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the Lady Nithsdale had in safety regained her lord's +apartment. As she passed, all sympathised in her distress, and pitied +her for the disappointment she had met with.</p> + +<p>She closed the door, and then kept up a conversation as if her lord +had been really present. She answered her own questions in his voice, +as nearly as she could imitate it. She walked up and down the room, as +though they had been conversing together, till at length she imagined +the earl and Amy must have thoroughly cleared themselves of the guards.</p> + +<p>During all this time she had not allowed herself once to pause or +to reflect. She had contemplated nothing but success—she had not +permitted herself to anticipate failure—she had not suffered her mind +to glance towards the fatal morrow. Still calm and collected, she now +calculated that she might with safety depart herself. She neglected +no possible precaution: she opened the door, and standing half within +it, so that those without might not have an opportunity of commanding +a view of the interior, she bade her lord a formal farewell for the +night, saying, "That something more than usual must have occurred to +make Evans negligent on this important occasion, who had always been so +punctual in the smallest trifles;"—she added, "there was no remedy; +but that she should go in person; that if the Tower was still open when +she had finished her business, she would return that night; but bade +him be assured she would be with him as early in the morning as she +could gain admittance, and, as she flattered herself, should bring him +favourable news."</p> + +<p>Then, before she shut the door, she pulled through the string of the +latch, so that it could only be opened from within; she closed it with +some force, to make sure that it was well fastened; and as she passed +she told the servant he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</span> need not carry candles to his master till his +lord sent for them, as he desired to finish some prayers.</p> + +<p>She descended the stairs. She found herself in the open air; for a +moment all seemed to reel around her; she scarcely dared trust her +senses that he was really free. She trembled as she passed on. She +thought each sight, each sound, might be that he had been discovered, +overtaken, and that they were now leading him back to captivity and +certain death.</p> + +<p>She feared to excite suspicion by looking too eagerly and curiously +about her, and yet she fancied every moment she heard hurrying +footsteps in pursuit of her. She reached the outer gates at last—she +passed them! There were several coaches on the stand: she called one, +she threw herself into it, and drove to her own lodgings.</p> + +<p>It was all true! He was free! She had saved him! The joy seemed too +great for endurance—her heart felt bursting! But there was still much +to be done, she must not yet relax.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XXIV.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And all extremes how link'd! Do we not weep</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For joy?—and laugh, ay, laugh, for anguish?</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A hideous laugh, that tells of sorrow, more</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Than tears and sighs!</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>MS. Play.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">When</span> Lady Nithsdale arrived at her lodgings, she found poor Mr. +M'Kenzie in waiting to accompany her to present her last hopeless +petition, had the attempt, in the success of which she had so +confidently, and, as it proved, so justly relied, proved ineffectual.</p> + +<p>She told him, with exultation, there was no need now of any petition, +as her husband was safe out of the Tower, and out of the hands of his +enemies, as she supposed; although, she added with truth, she knew not +where he was.</p> + +<p>It was also necessary to inform the Duchess of Buccleugh that she +should not require her good offices that evening, but at the same +time she was unwilling to spread the news of her lord's escape. She +had discharged the coach which had conveyed her from the Tower; but, +sending for a sedan-chair,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</span> she resolved to go immediately to the +Duchess of Buccleugh's. She inquired if she was at home; and being +answered in the affirmative, and that she was in expectation of the +countess's arrival, but was at that moment engaged with another +duchess.<a id="FNanchor_1" href="#Footnote_1" class="fnanchor">[A]</a> Lady Nithsdale declined going up stairs, but desired to be +shown into a chamber below, begging at the same time that the duchess's +maid might be sent to her.</p> + +<p>She was glad to escape being questioned by the duchess herself, and +bade the maid acquaint her grace that her only reason for not waiting +upon her was her having been informed she was engaged with company. +She charged the maid with her most sincere thanks for her grace's kind +offer of accompanying her to court, but desired her to say, she might +spare herself any further trouble, as it was judged more advisable to +present one general petition in the name of all: still, she should +never be unmindful of her particular obligation to her grace, which she +hoped soon to acknowledge in person.</p> + +<p>She had dismissed the chair which brought her to the Duchess of +Buccleugh's, lest she should be pursued and watched; and she therefore +now desired one of the servants to call another, in which she proceeded +to the Duchess of Montrose's.</p> + +<p>Upon hearing of Lady Nithsdale's arrival, the duchess was seized +with such a panic,—she so dreaded the notion of witnessing her +despair,—that she suddenly quitted the apartment, and hastened to +deny herself. Her husband, seeing her abruptly break from her company, +anxiously followed to inquire the cause of her evident agitation.</p> + +<p>"I cannot see her," she exclaimed: "I could not bear to behold my poor +cousin of Nithsdale's anguish. I have no power to save her, and I have +not courage to contemplate the agony I cannot alleviate. Oh! make some +excuse for me! I am weak and helpless; I cannot preach resignation. +Alas! alas!" she continued, wringing her hands, "I know too well +what must be her feelings; I am too well aware of what a nature is +her devotion to her lord; it would be mockery in me to bid her be +patient,—to tell her time will temper her despair. I know it will not: +I could but feed her grief! It must be some stronger, firmer mind than +mine that dare face such agony as hers!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</span></p> + +<p>Even while she spoke, the servants, who had not understood the order to +deny their mistress, and who were accustomed at all hours to admit Lady +Nithsdale, entered the apartment to inform her grace that the countess +was below.</p> + +<p>"What shall I do?" exclaimed the duchess, in dismay.</p> + +<p>"Go to her, dear Christian," answered the duke; "though you may not +be able to inspire her with firmness to bear such affliction, your +sympathy must soothe."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that is true! Yes, I will go to her, poor soul! Assuredly I would +rather die than be unkind; and have I not promised she should always +find a friend in Christian Montrose. But if you knew how fearful her +grief is when she is so resolutely calm, you would not wonder that I +shrink from seeing her under her present circumstances."</p> + +<p>The duchess slowly, hesitatingly, descended, and fearfully entered the +apartment where Lady Nithsdale awaited her.</p> + +<p>Instead of the harrowing image of despair, which the duchess had +pictured to herself, she saw the countess with glowing cheeks and a +countenance brilliant with joy, who rushed into her arms in her ecstasy +of delight. The duchess stood appalled. She apprehended that her +cousin's troubles had, indeed, unsettled her reason, and that it was +the light of madness which flashed from her eye. She shrank in fear and +amazement.</p> + +<p>"He is safe!" exclaimed the countess. "My husband is in freedom!—he is +restored to me!"</p> + +<p>"My gentle cousin, my sweet Winifred!—Alas! you are not well; be +seated, and let me entreat you to compose yourself!"</p> + +<p>"You do not rejoice with me!" she cried, seizing both the duchess's +hands. "Why do you not congratulate me? I am the happiest creature in +the whole world!" she exclaimed, bursting into a flood of tears. The +duchess's alarm increased every moment. "I tell you, Christian, he is +out of prison!—he has escaped them all!—he is, I trust, safe from all +discovery. Oh! Heaven has been very merciful to me!" she continued, +bowing her head with a meek fervour, which somewhat re-assured her +friend, and made her hope the countess's words were not all the +hallucinations of a maniac.</p> + +<p>By degrees she became more composed, and gave some account of how her +lord's escape had been effected: then, indeed,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</span> did the duchess mingle +tears of joy with hers, and smile to think how she had misconstrued her +friend's expression of happiness.</p> + +<p>When they had sufficiently recovered themselves to converse with some +composure, the duchess informed Lady Nithsdale that the king was so +much incensed against her for attempting to force her petition upon +him, that she advised her to keep herself as closely concealed as +possible. She told her she would herself go to court that evening, +that she might the better judge how the intelligence of the Earl of +Nithsdale's evasion was there received: and the friends once more +parted.</p> + +<p>The countess, as before, had discharged her chair, and now procured +another, in which she proceeded to the house at which she had appointed +to meet Amy Evans.</p> + +<p>The duchess repaired to St. James's, where she found the king much +irritated, and declaring that such a thing could not have been effected +without a conspiracy: he that night despatched two persons to the +Tower, to ascertain that the other prisoners were well secured: and on +all sides the duchess heard different surmises as to the mode in which +the earl's evasion could have been accomplished. Some threw the blame +in one, some in another quarter,—none glanced at the true mode.</p> + +<p>The duchess alone was acquainted with the countess's part in it; and +if she had not still felt too deep an anxiety for the ultimate fate +of such dear friends, she could almost have smiled at the confident +assertions, the contradictory reports, the consequential hints, which +were either loudly spoken or mysteriously whispered in all directions.</p> + +<p>Indeed it has been a singular circumstance that an event of +considerable importance, and one of such recent occurrence, should for +many years have been enveloped in such mystery!</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Lady Nithsdale had been the first to reach the appointed +spot; but Amy Evans soon joined her. She told her how, after having +placed the earl in temporary security, she had returned in search +of Mr. Mills; how she had traced him to his own home, which he had +regained when he recovered from his astonishment; and how they had +then removed her lord to the house of a poor woman, directly opposite +the guard-house. They imagined that, having changed the disguise<span class="pagenum" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</span> in +which he had made his escape, all means of tracing him would become +difficult; and that the last place which would be searched would be one +so near the Tower itself.</p> + +<p>The poor woman had but a single small room to spare, up one pair of +stairs, and which was almost destitute of furniture. Guided by Amy, +the countess hastened to this humble abode, and there she had the +inexpressible happiness of finding herself re-united to her husband.</p> + +<p>There are moments of agony too intense to bear description; there are +also moments of bliss which baffle the power of language to paint. +And if it is sometimes a relief to think the woes that excite our +sympathies too acutely are fictitious woes, there ought to be pleasure +in reflecting that the happiness which these two devoted spirits then +enjoyed was real;—that this is no fiction, but a plain and simple +narrative of what has actually occurred.</p> + +<div class="footnote"> + +<p><a id="Footnote_1" href="#FNanchor_1" class="label">[A]</a> These details are from Lady Nithsdale's letter.</p> + +</div> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XXV.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But I, that knew what harbour'd in that head,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">What virtues rare were temper'd in that breast,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Honour the place that such a jewel bred,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And kiss the ground whereas the corpse doth rest!</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Lord Surrey on the Death of Sir Thomas Wyatt.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">When</span> Lady Nithsdale, after all the varied sufferings of many weeks, the +painful excitement of the few preceding days, the agonising violence +she had done to her feelings for the last twelve hours, at length found +herself pressed to her husband's bosom, when she knew that she was +supported by his arms, over-wrought nature gave way, and she fainted.</p> + +<p>With the assistance of Amy, however, she soon revived, and in a state +of blissful exhaustion she wept freely on his shoulder. Few words were +spoken.</p> + +<p>When her lady seemed more composed, Amy stole away, for she feared to +excite the notice of the other lodgers.</p> + +<p>"Let us pray, my love!" said Lady Nithsdale when the door was closed: +"let us together pour forth our souls to that Providence who has this +day extended over us so special a mercy. It will relieve my bursting +soul to give utterance to the gratitude which almost oppresses it;" and +they both sunk on their knees in humble adoration.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</span></p> + +<p>For a time, nor doubt nor fear disturbed the full security of their +gratitude and their joy! It was not till the first grey light began to +dawn, and that the twitter of the sparrows on the house-tops, and the +discordant sounds of London streets, again broke the stillness which +had reigned, that the difficulties and dangers that still surrounded +them recurred to their minds.</p> + +<p>The earl sighed when first he saw the rays of the sun shine on the +taller chimneys of the adjacent buildings, and that the tiled roofs of +the surrounding houses became visible from their narrow window, for +he remembered his own feelings as he had mentally bidden adieu the +preceding evening to the sunbeams; and, mixed with gratulation and +thankfulness for the different circumstances under which he now hailed +the cheering light, came the recollection of his fellow-prisoners. He +thought on the good Earl of Derwentwater, and on his old friend Lord +Kenmure.</p> + +<p>His wife watched the expression of his countenance. She read what +passed within. "Alas!" she said, "I have been a very egotist in my joy. +I have not been able to think of those who are now marking in agony and +desperation the dawning of this fatal day, who turn from its glorious +light in sickening, loathing despair. Alas for them! The extremes of +grief, and of happiness, both make us selfish creatures. And yet can I +really think of aught but you? How can I grieve, when I can gaze as now +upon you, rescued from that dismal place, restored to me and to your +children? Oh! we shall together hear their clear young voices; we shall +together, with delighted eyes, follow them in their graceful sports; +we shall both feel their twining arms around our necks; we shall +together guide and direct their young minds; we shall watch the opening +intellect develope itself, and ripen into all that is noble in man, all +that is lovely in woman! Oh, my love! my husband! what happiness is +there in store for us!"</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale listened in deep-felt rapture: he hung upon her words; +he let his soul go to the delightful picture she drew; he drank in the +musical sounds of her soft voice; he looked with love and tenderness +upon the sweet though wan countenance, which, in its delicate paleness, +bore the traces of past suffering.</p> + +<p>"What happiness indeed!" he echoed. "What unutterable happiness!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</span></p> + +<p>"And how tall our noble boy will be! We shall scarcely know him, except +by those clustering fair curls which contrast so prettily with the dark +brows, which are all your own, my love! Oh, those blue eyes! how they +used to dance from beneath the shady brow! And Anne, my darling Annie! +she will not have forgotten us, I trust; she will not have forgotten +to climb your knee, and nestle into your bosom, as she was used to do, +while you still remained absorbed in meditation."</p> + +<p>A smile, a pleased, a tranquil, tender smile, played over his lips as +he said, "My own sweet children, I dare think of you now! Yesterday +it was with such painful regret that the image of your innocent +endearments rose before my mind, that I strove to banish you from +my thoughts. My gallant, stout boy! my pretty Annie!" and a silent +but sweet tear stole down his manly cheek. "And yet, my love, are we +not almost presumptuous in looking forward thus confidently? Though +no longer within a prison's walls, we must not deem ourselves too +secure——"</p> + +<p>As he spoke, one loud, deep, sonorous toll of a bell was heard. Lady +Nithsdale started. The colour, which the joyous picture she had drawn +had summoned to her cheeks, gave way to a ghastly paleness. Lord +Nithsdale did not finish the broken sentence: both sat in mute horror. +Several moments elapsed; they heard no more. They began to fancy some +accidental sound had startled them, when again the clear, deep sound +struck on their ears—their hearts! She looked upon him with a fearful +inquiring glance.</p> + +<p>"It must be so," he said; "this is the very hour!" He clasped his hands +firmly together; and, dropping his head, he pressed them against his +bosom. "My friends, my noble, my true-hearted friends!" he ejaculated +in a low and smothered voice.</p> + +<p>"O God! and is it over?" she exclaimed, and she wound her arms around +him; she clung to him with desperate energy; she pressed him closely to +her, while she gazed wildly at the closed door, as if she every moment +expected to see it burst open, and the ministers of the law rush in to +bereave her of the loved being she had rescued.</p> + +<p>"They shall not tear thee from me! No, no! I feel this woman's arm +could hold thee with so firm a grasp, that no<span class="pagenum" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</span> earthly power could +sever us. They shall not, they cannot wrest thee from these arms!"</p> + +<p>Again the awful toll of the minute-bell rung upon their ears! "Does it +mean all is over?" she again slowly whispered in trembling horror.</p> + +<p>"No, no! not so! they are even now on their way to the scaffold," he +said. "He breathes yet! my friend, my noble Derwentwater yet breathes +this vital air! The healthful blood still flows through his veins! That +gallant heart still throbs in its mortal clothing! He is yet alive; and +on this vast globe there does not beat a heart more gallant,—a spirit +more undaunted dwells not on this earth!"</p> + +<p>Again that toll struck on their hearts,—that toll for which they +listened, till they almost fancied each must have been the last; when, +no! the next awful sound struck their very frame, jarred on their every +nerve, even more painfully than that which preceded it. They were half +tempted to stop their ears to exclude the torturing clang, but a power +which they could not resist compelled them to listen with redoubled +intensity.</p> + +<p>"By this time they must have reached Tower Hill!" he murmured. If +he had seen the fearful expression of her countenance while he thus +pictured what would have been, what still might be, his fate, he would +in pity have been silent; but his thoughts were at that moment all upon +his friends, his companions, his fellow-prisoners. Though he pressed +her to his heart, he looked not upon her, and was still absorbed by the +scene which he knew was enacting.</p> + +<p>"Hush! all is silent! the bell has ceased!" No: it came again! its +brazen clang again sounded. They still listened in breathless silence! +At length it really ceased.</p> + +<p>"What means this stillness?" she faintly asked.</p> + +<p>"It is even now," he replied, in a smothered tone, "they must have +reached the spot!" He pressed his hand upon his eyes: "My friends! my +friends!—my dear, my noble friends!—I should not have abandoned ye; +I should be there to share your fate; I ought to be with ye now!" he +exclaimed in passion.</p> + +<p>"My husband! my life! my love?" she softly whispered, in an appealing, +a deprecating tone.</p> + +<p>"Oh! no, no! I did not mean to say so! This is my<span class="pagenum" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</span> home! here is my +resting-place!" and his head dropped upon her shoulder.</p> + +<p>Minutes elapsed: neither could keep count of time; it might be moments, +it might be hours!</p> + +<p>Again the awful, the horrible bell resounded; it seemed to crack his +heart-strings. He started up; he shook her from him: he paced the room +with hasty strides.</p> + +<p>"It is all over!" he exclaimed,—"it is consummated! They are now +bloody corpses! head-less trunks!"</p> + +<p>She seized him by the arm: "Hush, hush; in mercy hush! speak not with +such ungoverned earnestness. Did not Amy forbid us to stir for our +lives?—did she not bid us converse in subdued tones?—did she not +bid us avoid every movement that might betray that this apartment was +occupied? Are there not other lodgers in the house? If you do not value +life yourself, take pity on me. Spare me! oh, spare me the horrors +you have just brought so vividly before me! Be still, I implore, I +command,—by all I have done, all I have ventured, all I have endured!" +and she dragged him to the wretched bed on which they had been seated, +and which was the only article of furniture the chamber contained. He +unresistingly yielded to her gentle force, and re-seated himself.</p> + +<p>The dreadful certainty that the fate of his companions in misfortune +was sealed completely dispelled the gleam of secure happiness which had +shone through the hearts of both.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale thought on the Countess of Derwentwater; on the Lady +Kenmure; and while she closely clung to her husband's arm, to assure +herself in very truth that he was safe, and to prevent his making any +movement which might betray him, she pictured to herself the unavailing +agonies of the other ladies, till her very brain went round!</p> + +<p>It now seemed to her she had as yet accomplished but little. She felt +there was no security in their freedom; the fact that they were still +within so short a distance of the fatal spot, which had this moment +been brought only too forcibly home to the feelings of both, made her +impatiently await further intelligence from her faithful friends—made +her feel that nought was done till the seas rolled between him and his +enemies!</p> + +<p>She listened breathlessly, hoping each step might be Amy's, or Mrs. +Mills's; and yet she dreaded each sound that reached her, lest it might +prove the approach of guards, who, having<span class="pagenum" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</span> traced his steps, might have +succeeded in discovering his retreat.</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale, on the other hand, thought not of himself; his feelings +were all for the departed. His imagination rapidly ran over his former +intercourse with his friend.</p> + +<p>"I never saw him from that day," he murmured thoughtfully; "we parted +at the second gateway when we returned from Westminster Hall, on the +9th. As we were in the coach, on our way home, he regretted having +pleaded guilty; 'for,' he said, 'it is not treason that we have +committed! it would have been treason in us to have acted otherwise +than we have done. Yes,' he continued; 'all, save the prisoners, all +the multitudes who crowded the vast Hall—all, all were traitors, +except ourselves!' And when I urged that the expression thus used was +but the form in which we conveyed that we denied not our share in the +business, 'But I am not a traitor to my lawful king, and I should not +have allowed the word,' he replied with earnestness. We were then led +from the coach to our separate lodgings," continued the earl, following +the current of his own melancholy thoughts, "and as we parted,—for +the last time parted,—he pressed my hand, and said, 'Nithsdale, we +have been friends through life, should we be parted in death? (which I +do not think we shall be, we shall probably share the same doom!) but +should one survive, let me live in your remembrance, as, I promise, you +shall in mine!' And so he shall! never, never will I forget you, my +noble Ratcliffe; here shall your memory dwell," he added, striking his +bosom,—"here, while the life-blood throbs through this heart!"</p> + +<p>He paused, and Lady Nithsdale for a while feared to disturb the sad +recollections in which he so naturally indulged; but at length she +gently ventured to whisper:—</p> + +<p>"And if you thus feel for him who was your friend, think what would +have been my condition had the husband of my love shared his fate! +Control your voice! Speak but in whispers. Think should you now be +dragged from me!" she continued in a meek and supplicating tone.</p> + +<p>"True, true, my gentle love!" he softly answered. "I will be +prudent,—calm and prudent; I owe it in gratitude to my deliverer."</p> + +<p>She had scarcely thus tempered down his emotions, when<span class="pagenum" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</span> they were both +startled by the sound of footsteps; but they were soft and stealthy. +There was no heavy tramp, no sound of arms, no rough voices.</p> + +<p>There came three gentle taps upon the door; Lady Nithsdale hastened to +it; Amy gave the preconcerted sign, and she admitted her.</p> + +<p>Her face was pale, almost livid; her eyes seemed starting from her +head; she staggered into the room, but she failed not carefully to +close and double-lock the door behind her.</p> + +<p>"I came to tell you all that we have arranged," she said, in a broken +voice; "and——I will speak in a moment...."</p> + +<p>"Oh, merciful Heaven! Do they suspect? Have they traced him?" cried +Lady Nithsdale, in tremulous agony.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! it is not that: my dear lord is safe,—I trust,—I hope; safe +from that dreadful doom!" and Amy closed her eyes for a moment.</p> + +<p>"For pity's sake explain yourself,—dear, dear Amy!"</p> + +<p>"'Tis nothing,—it will pass. 'Tis nothing more than we all know. +We knew this was the fatal morning; and I waited till all was over, +for I dared not willingly risk seeing anything dreadful. I thought I +might now venture here, for Mr. Mills, who was there, told me all was +accomplished. I came to tell you we have hopes for my lord's speedy +departure. But oh! I did not wait long enough! The scaffold is still +up," she continued, shuddering at the recollection, "all hung with +black cloth; and the block, the huge—bloody—wooden block,—and the +saw-dust! Oh! my soul sickens!"</p> + +<p>Deep as was her anxiety for her lord's escape, the countess herself +could not command words to inquire what were the hopes of accomplishing +it, to which Amy alluded. All remained for some moments speechless, +with eyes fixed on the ground, fearful to meet those of the other.</p> + +<p>At length Lady Nithsdale stole a glance towards her husband to see how +he bore what Amy had just uttered. His face was concealed by both his +hands.</p> + +<p>Amy was the first to recover herself: "The Venetian ambassador sends +his coach next week to meet his brother at Dover; and we hope to +persuade his excellency's servant, M. Michel, to take charge of my +lord. He is one on whom we may depend. He is under great obligations +to Mr. and Mrs. Mills, and would do anything to repay them; and when +once<span class="pagenum" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</span> he is safe away, he is not responsible to those in power here. +Yes, dearest madam, I have good hope that all will turn out right," +continued Amy, striving to shake off the horror which had overpowered +her when first she entered.</p> + +<p>"Thanks, my faithful, true friend!" and Lady Nithsdale tenderly +embraced her.</p> + +<p>Lord Nithsdale appeared not to heed what they had said; but, in a low, +hollow voice, inquired, with his face averted,—for he shrunk from +showing to any eye but his own Winifred's, the traces of deep emotion +which he could not master,—"Did Mr. Mills mention any particulars?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing very particular," answered Amy, shuddering at the question.</p> + +<p>"Did the lords address the people?" he again asked, his face still +averted, and with a forced calmness in his tone.</p> + +<p>"I believe they did, my lord."</p> + +<p>"Was Mr. Mills within hearing?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear master; but why harrow your feelings by listening to +these details? Surely it were better to think of the future, and bend +your mind to all that there remains to do?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, I must hear; I must learn all I can of my lost, lost friends!" he +exclaimed, turning upon them a face so awful in its noble grief that +none dared for a moment to resist his wishes. "Tell me all; let me hear +everything!"</p> + +<p>Unable to oppose, or to resist, his firm and solemn command, Amy began +her tale: "They were taken, my lord, in a hackney-coach from the Tower +to the Transport Office. It was a little before ten o'clock."</p> + +<p>"I know it," he answered. "We heard the bell!" he added in a sepulchral +inward voice.</p> + +<p>"The Earl of Derwentwater was the first; and though he seemed somewhat +pale, his bearing was resolute and sedate, Mr. Mills said."</p> + +<p>"Assuredly it was!" said the earl, almost angry that it should be +deemed possible his friend could have borne himself otherwise.</p> + +<p>"After some time spent in prayer he obtained the sheriff's leave to +read a paper. He came forward to the rails, and he asked pardon of +those whom he might have scandalized by pleading guilty at his trial."</p> + +<p>"I knew that weighed upon his mind," murmured the earl.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</span></p> + +<p>"He said he was sensible he had by this made bold with his loyalty to +King James; but that he had been told it was merely a form, and that +there was nothing of moment in so doing."</p> + +<p>"They told us all so;—that, having been undeniably in arms, pleading +guilty was but the consequence of submitting to mercy."</p> + +<p>"He said he died a Roman Catholic, and was in perfect charity with +all the world; and he added, that if the prince, who now governs, had +spared his life, he should have thought himself obliged never more to +take up arms against him." Amy was silent Lord Nithsdale, after a pause +of some moments, said, in a voice scarcely audible,</p> + +<p>"Did he suffer? Was it quickly over?"</p> + +<p>"At one blow, my lord," answered Amy, shuddering as she spoke.</p> + +<p>"Pardon me, good Amy,—I pain you; but I must know. And Lord Kenmure?"</p> + +<p>"He did not speak to the people; but in his devotions he prayed for +King James. He apologised for his dress; saying, he had so little +thought of dying so soon, he had not provided a black suit. Mr. Mills +says he showed great resolution and firmness in his carriage, though, +to his mind, he was not so calm within as the Earl of Derwentwater."</p> + +<p>"I can endure no more!" at length exclaimed Lady Nithsdale, as all +these details so horribly pictured the scene: "I cannot, cannot bear +it! Amy, in mercy cease!"</p> + +<p>"I crave your pardon, dearest wife; but they were my friends—my best +friends,—and they are gone! But we will hear no more!" And he again +buried his face in his hands.</p> + +<p>Amy told her lady that Mrs. Mills would soon be with them, and bring +the answer of M. Michel. She was even now at the Venetian ambassador's, +and hoped to have arranged everything according to their wishes.</p> + +<p>The countess pressed Amy's hand, and they silently awaited Mrs. Mills's +coming.</p> + +<p>It was late before she arrived; but she told them that on the following +day, the Saturday, Lord Nithsdale might remove to the ambassador's, +where M. Michel undertook to conceal him in his own chamber; that on +the Wednesday in the following<span class="pagenum" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</span> week, his excellency's coach-and-six +was to go to Dover to meet his brother, when M. Michel could easily +take Lord Nithsdale in his master's livery as one of his retinue.</p> + +<p>All seemed to promise well, and the countess breathed more freely.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mills had considerately brought with her some bread, which, with a +loaf and a bottle of wine which had been provided the evening before, +was all they had to subsist upon for the two days and nights they spent +in their present lurking-place.</p> + +<p>On the Saturday they parted, according to this arrangement. To both, +such a parting was a severe trial!</p> + +<p>The countess feared every possible and every impossible danger must +beset his path when she could no longer see him with her own eyes. +He found the task a hard one to tear himself again from her, when +so lately re-united; but he also felt how incumbent it was on him +to accept with gratitude so favourable an opportunity of escaping. +They were both aware that to linger in England was risking all their +hardly-earned happiness. In trembling hope, they parted.</p> + +<p>"It would be sinful in us to mistrust Providence," he said; "we have +been so mercifully dealt with, we ought to feel confidence that we +shall be preserved to a safe and joyful meeting!"</p> + +<p>"True, true, my love. I would not detain you one moment in this fatal +land! I wish you gone! And yet—and yet—it is so painful, so very +painful, to part! But you shall go—even now,—this moment! It is not +for me to doubt the mercy of Heaven."</p> + +<p>She gently disengaged herself from him: he pressed her once more to +his bosom, and then followed Mrs. Mills to the door. He there paused +to take one more look at her as she stood half supported by Amy. She +watched him through the doorway,—she listened to his step as he +descended the stairs,—she heard the street-door shut:—"He is gone!" +she said; "but I must not repine. Oh, what a parting it might have +been! When I think of Lady Derwentwater and of Lady Kenmure, I feel +how blessed I am! I will not weep—I will not grieve: I must allow no +feeling but that of gratitude to find a place within this bosom!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XXVI.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">La nef qui déjoint mes amours</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">N'a cy de moi que la moitié.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Une parte te reste, elle est tienne.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Mary Queen of Scots.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> Countess of Nithsdale lost no time in quitting her present retreat, +and she took up her abode at the house of a quiet honest man in Drury +Lane, where, in the utmost privacy, she awaited the news of her +husband's safe arrival on the Continent.</p> + +<p>After the intense agitation of the foregoing week, she experienced a +kind of listless stupefaction; she was totally incapable of employing +herself. Although her mind was comparatively at ease, yet a thousand +vague horrors shot across it. The inaction was oppressive and irksome +to her. She wished every hour, every moment, to know how it fared with +her lord; and yet she was fully aware that the only prudent course +to pursue, both for his sake and her own, was to keep herself quite +retired, and to avoid being seen by any.</p> + +<p>On the Wednesday the Earl of Nithsdale, as had been previously +concerted, accompanied the Venetian ambassador's coach to Dover, where +he arrived without detection or danger.</p> + +<p>When there, M. Michel hired a small vessel, and immediately set sail +for Calais.</p> + +<p>Was it a moment of unmixed joy to Lord Nithsdale when he set foot upon +the vessel which was to bear him from the land in which his life was +forfeited to the laws,—from the land in which he was proscribed, to +seek one which held out to him all the charms of life and liberty?</p> + +<p>It was not so:—for that land was the land of his birth,—that land +contained her to whom he was bound by stronger ties than ever attached +man to woman!</p> + +<p>As the swift bark bounded over the deep, he gazed upon the receding +shores with tenderness and regret. The breeze was favourable, the ship +skimmed the waters, the passage was performed in so short a time that +the captain remarked, "the wind could not have served better if his +passengers had been flying for their lives."</p> + +<p>Until the countess received assured intelligence of his safe<span class="pagenum" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</span> arrival +at Calais, she had been able to turn her thoughts to no other subject. +She felt he might at any moment be discovered; it was still possible +that all the horrors and the sufferings with which she was only too +well acquainted might still be in store for her. At moments she accused +herself of wanting that reliance she ought to feel in Heaven; at +others, she thought she was presumptuous in fancying herself too secure.</p> + +<p>But when once she knew he was safe from all pursuit, other cares beset +her mind.</p> + +<p>The feelings of the mother rose strong within her. Every paper, every +document, which might secure to themselves, or to their children after +them, any means of existence, had been left at Terreagles. While +fearing for his life, all other considerations had been forgotten; but +now that all-absorbing interest was at rest, anxiety for the fate of +her children took possession of her soul.</p> + +<p>She resolved, if possible, to revisit Terreagles. If she had exposed +her life for the father, she thought she could do no less than hazard +it once more to save her son from beggary.</p> + +<p>After the great events of the last month, her mind seemed to stand in +need of some strong excitement; she was almost glad to feel called upon +by duty for a fresh exertion.</p> + +<p>She hoped, through the means of the Duchess of Buccleugh, she might +obtain leave openly to visit Terreagles; and she wrote to her, telling +her that she understood some suspected her of having contrived her +lord's escape, but that she imagined a bare suspicion, destitute of +proof, would never be held sufficient ground for her being punished +for a supposed offence, although it had been motive enough for her to +remain in concealment. She entreated her grace to procure permission +for her to depart freely upon her business.</p> + +<p>But her application, far from being granted, rather roused in +the government the desire to secure her; and she owed to the +Solicitor-General (who, though an utter stranger to her, had the +humanity to plead her cause,) the decision, that as long as she evinced +such respect to government as not to appear in public, no search should +be made for her; but that, if she showed herself in England or in +Scotland, she should be forthwith secured.</p> + +<p>This was but poor satisfaction. Having been so suddenly summoned from +Scotland, she had not been able to arrange<span class="pagenum" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</span> any thing at Terreagles; +but before she repaired to Scone to wait upon the Chevalier, not +knowing in such uncertain times what might occur during her absence, +she had taken the precaution of burying in the ground the family +papers, which her husband had committed to her charge, and other +articles of most value.</p> + +<p>It was fortunate she had done so, for the house had been searched after +her departure; and, as the countess herself expresses it, "God only +knows what might have transpired from those papers!"</p> + +<p>If these documents were to be preserved, it seemed absolutely necessary +she should repair to Terreagles, and that she should do so without +delay, and as privately as possible.</p> + +<p>For this purpose she again provided herself, Amy and Walter Elliot, +with saddle-horses, and retraced her way to Scotland.</p> + +<p>It was no longer the inclemency of the season which constituted the +danger of the journey, but the fear of being discovered. On this +occasion, however, it was but for herself she feared: after her long +seclusion in the most confined parts of London, as she rode forward, +inhaling the clear country air, with the delightful certainty that her +husband was in safety and in freedom, instead of being a prisoner, +in danger, distress, and loneliness, within the Tower walls, she +contrasted the buoyant spirit with which she looked upon this merely +personal risk, with the horrible oppressive weight which lay at her +bosom as, two months before, she had traversed the same road.</p> + +<p>Her spirits almost rose with the danger; and she gladly yielded herself +up to the enjoyment of the early spring.</p> + +<p>The hedges were already beginning to be partially clothed in their +green livery; the meadows in the neighbourhood of London were fresh +and bright; the birds twittered, and sprang from twig to twig; the +primroses and wild violets already peeped forth on the more sunny +banks. The unusually hard winter had been followed by the rapid +bursting forth, the flush, of an early spring. As she advanced, the +new-cut copses were spangled with wood anemones and the blue harebell; +cowslips, and daffodils painted the fields. All nature seemed to smile +before her. Her journey was one of positive enjoyment, notwithstanding +the degree of fear which induced her prudently to avoid the large +towns, and the considerable<span class="pagenum" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</span> inns, at which she was likely to be known, +and to put up only at the smallest and humblest resting-places.</p> + +<p>To Amy, the naturally light-hearted Amy, the joyous laugh was no +longer a stranger. Her eye danced once more with gaiety, and she even +occasionally trilled a snatch of one of her old Welsh ditties.</p> + +<p>Her lady smiled kindly upon her: "I scarcely thought ever to have heard +that sound again, Amy. It does me good to hear it; and yet," she said, +"there is much pain mingled with the pleasure it affords. It brings +back with over-whelming tenderness past days of happiness;—past, never +to return!" and her eyes filled with tears.</p> + +<p>"My dearest madam, I could chide myself for my silly song if it makes +you weep."</p> + +<p>"No, dear Amy, sing on. I love to hear the melody, although it draws +tears: they are not bitter ones."</p> + +<p>"Nay, madam, I can sing no more; my voice is gone:" and they rode on in +silence.</p> + +<p>After several more days of continued journeying, Lady Nithsdale +ventured to repose herself for two nights at Traquhair; where, with her +sister-in-law, and Lord Traquhair, she enjoyed the happiness of a free +outpouring of the soul, and where, to willing ears and open hearts, she +gave every detail of their brother's escape.</p> + +<p>The lieutenant of the county being an old and tried friend of her +lord's, she felt assured that he would allow no search to be made for +her without forwarding to her due warning to abscond.</p> + +<p>She did not send any notice of her return to Terreagles, that the +magistrates of Dumfries might not be prepared to make inquiries about +her; but she suddenly made her appearance there, feigning that she had +the leave of government to do so. The better to persuade them that +it was with permission she was there, she sent to her neighbours and +invited them to visit her; while in the interim she busied herself in +securing the papers.</p> + +<p>The gardener alone knew where they had been buried, and with the +assistance of the faithful old Hugh she recovered them. They were as +yet unhurt; but, although in the highest state of preservation after +one very severe winter, they could not have remained much longer in the +ground without prejudice.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</span></p> + +<p>It was, as Lady Nithsdale herself says, a particular stroke of +Providence that she made the despatch she did, for the magistrates of +Dumfries soon suspected her.</p> + +<p>The indefatigable Amy, whose ears were always open, whose discretion +was never slumbering, learned by a fortunate accident that one of them +was heard to say, he should, the next day, insist upon seeing the +Countess of Nithsdale's leave from government.</p> + +<p>There was not a moment to be lost: Lady Nithsdale resolved to depart +before daybreak. She forwarded the rescued documents by a safe hand to +Traquhair, and on the following morning set forth again for London.</p> + +<p>It was now that she bade a fond, lingering, last adieu to her home: she +knew that it was for ever she quitted it! When all were at rest, she +gently visited each well-known apartment. She repaired to that which +her children had usually inhabited: she looked with sadness upon the +vacant room. She thought how often she had there heard their prattling +voices—there bent over their quiet slumbers. She paused at the door, +and the tears gushed from her eyes. A thousand trifling incidents +crowded on her mind: there was not a spot that was not alive with +recollections.</p> + +<p>"Truly," she thought, "did my dear lord say, as he parted hence, 'Our +castles will be desolate, our name extinct!'" She looked upon the +motto, 'Reviresco:' "Truly did he say, 'Not here will any Earl of +Nithsdale flourish again!'—but he is safe; our children are safe; and +we shall be happy, in all the charities of domestic life. 'Twere sinful +to allow such regrets to stifle for a moment the gratitude which ought +to over-power all other emotions."</p> + +<p>But when, ere the early dawn appeared, they prepared to mount their +horses, and she saw the faithful old gardener, with his blue bonnet +in his hand, respectfully hold the bridle rein, enacting the part of +'squire, the tears would flow unbidden: "Thanks, my good Hugh! I am +glad to see you once more; for, alas! Hugh, I shall never, never, +return to this dear home again! Heaven bless you, and all, all, who +dwell around!" she continued, looking around her at the scattered +cottages on the hill-sides; "may you and yours be well and happy!"</p> + +<p>"I feared how it was, my leddy; I fancied, if I was not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</span> here betimes, +I should never look on your leddyship's fair face again. Eh! madam,'tis +an awful thing when the head of an ancient house flits for ever from +the home of his ancestors. 'Tis an awsome thing for a' the puir folks +about! and as for me and my gude wife, why, I think it will go nigh +to break our hearts! But that's neither here nor there: what maun be, +maun be; and I dinna' mean to make your leddyship down-hearted! I only +thought I would see the last o' ye;" and the old man brushed away a +tear. "I just made bold, my leddy, to bring wi' me a little o' the seed +of our famous kale, which my lord used always to praise. I thought, in +the outlandish countries my lord is like to abide in now, he might not +meet with any such; and I guessed 'twas next to impossible that, with +so much upon your mind, your leddyship should give it a thought."</p> + +<p>"Give it me, good Hugh; and depend upon it your kind recollection of my +lord shall not be forgotten. I will tell him that his old friends here +have not put him from their minds yet!"</p> + +<p>"Nor ever will, my leddy; that's not the way with a true Scot. We shall +keep the Maxwells in mind as long as you and yours remember Scotland, +and, may be, longer too. But yonder's the grey light in the east; I +must not be keeping your leddyship."</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale could not speak; but she pressed the old man's hard +weather-beaten hand in her own soft delicate fingers, and she hurried +from the castle. It was in vain to struggle longer with her tears; she +yielded to the natural impulse, and suffered them to flow.</p> + +<p>As on their former journey, they only stopped at the poorest inns; and +at one of these they were compelled to take their evening meal in the +room where the other travellers were also accommodated. They remarked +a sturdy farmer who looked hard at them, and by the blaze of the fire +they recognised the yeoman with whom they had conversed on their way to +York. He soon renewed acquaintance.</p> + +<p>"Why, is it you, my demure puritan? What brings you this road again so +soon? Did you not find a hearty welcome, that you are so soon for the +north country again? How fared it with your friends in London?"</p> + +<p>"It fares well with some of our dearest friends, I thank<span class="pagenum" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</span> you; far +better than when last we met," answered the countess.</p> + +<p>"There have been great doings going on in London since you went this +road; and what my companion said, though it was roughly said, has come +out pretty true: they have made away with a good many of the rebel +lords."</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale shuddered.</p> + +<p>"But the king did spare some of them, and they say would have spared +more if his ministers would have let him; but a good many took French +leave. There was half a dozen broke out of Newgate at once, they say; +and though some were taken again, there was one Hepburn found out where +his wife and children were abiding, by spying his own family tankard, +the Keith tankard, as they call it, which they had stuck in the window +just for that very purpose: he was a lucky fellow! And Forster, he is +safe in France, they say. And pray, young woman, you can't tell me how +'twas the Earl of Nithsdale got away?"</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale started. "Nay, sir! how should I know?"</p> + +<p>"Why, you have been in London, and I thought folks must have talked +enough about it there; for, to my mind, 'twas a strange thing, and +that's the truth. Do you think the guards were in the secret?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, no! they knew nothing!" exclaimed the countess, anxious to +exculpate them from such a charge.</p> + +<p>"Why, I thought you knew nothing!" answered the yeoman, with a cunning +glance; "but if you do, you need not stand in fear of me; I should +never wish to say anything of anybody to their prejudice."</p> + +<p>"I never heard any suspicion of infidelity thrown out against the +guards," answered Lady Nithsdale, in a more composed manner; "but +I have left London some time, and other circumstances may have +transpired."</p> + +<p>"Then you don't know that 'twas the earl's mother that brought him the +clothes in which he disguised himself?"</p> + +<p>"No! indeed I did not," answered the countess, with a glance at Amy, +which she could not control.</p> + +<p>"They say that's a positive fact!" proceeded the farmer: "and perhaps, +then, you have not heard, what they tell me is equally true, that on +the 24th,—yes, it was the 24th, was it not, that the rebels had their +heads off?"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</span></p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale bowed assent.</p> + +<p>"On the 24th of last month, the very day the Earl of Derwentwater was +beheaded, the water in the moat round Dillstone Castle turned as red as +blood! That was very singular, was it not?"</p> + +<p>"Strange indeed!" ejaculated Amy, with a countenance in which awe and +wonder were honestly visible; "on the very day he suffered!"—and +the thought of the scaffold, and the blood, of which she had caught, +or fancied she caught, a sight, flashed across her mind. She turned +so pale, that the countess, now the most self-possessed of the two, +hastened to withdraw attention from Amy, lest her emotion should become +too apparent.</p> + +<p>The feminine horror of blood, and the superstitious terror with which +she listened to so unnatural a portent, had thrown her more off her +guard than circumstances of real peril would have done.</p> + +<p>Lady Nithsdale inquired whether the Earl of Wintoun's trial had yet +come on, and the yeoman, proud of his superior information, told her +that it had, and that he had received sentence of death; but he added, +"he seemed so wild and strange that half the world thought he was not +in his right senses."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Amy Evans had recovered herself, and the countess was glad to +seize the first opportunity of retiring, and of avoiding any further +observation.</p> + +<p>Upon her arrival in London, she found from her friends, the Duchess +of Montrose and Mrs. Morgan, that the king was even more than ever +incensed against her, for having, against his prohibition, made her +appearance in Scotland; and that if he should succeed in securing her, +there was every reason to fear that she would be proceeded against +according to the utmost rigour of the law. And this, she heard from +some of the best law authorities, would be no other than, in a case of +high treason, to make the head of the wife answerable for that of the +husband.</p> + +<p>It therefore became necessary that she should take measures for her own +speedy departure. But, before she left her native land for ever, she +ventured to have one more interview with her good cousin, Christian of +Montrose. It was, however, by stealth that the duchess visited her, and +in sorrow that she bade her farewell.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</span></p> + +<p>"I fear to injure you by my visit, dear cousin," she said; "and yet I +longed to bid Heaven prosper you on your journey. You will let me know +when you are really restored to your husband and your children. Though +we may never meet again, it will be sweet to me to fancy you enjoying +perfect happiness with those who are so dear to you."</p> + +<p>"I shall indeed be happy; but, alas! dear Christian, this heart will +ever yearn towards its island home. I love the very soil of England; +and, as I pass along, I look with fond regret at every house, at every +tree, and think with sorrow that I am henceforth to be an exile; that I +can never, never, look on them again. As for my friends—such friends +as you, dear Christian!——But think you in very truth there is no hope +of our being ever allowed to revisit our dear England?"</p> + +<p>"Alas! the king is still so angry with you individually. He has granted +the Viscountess Kenmure 150<i>l.</i> per annum for the education of her +children; the Lady Nairne too has met with favour; but, dear cousin," +she added, smiling, "he says you have given him more trouble than +any other woman in Europe; and although I verily believe many of the +other prisoners who have made their escape have not been over-strictly +guarded, yet both the warders who had charge of the earl your husband, +and only they, are likely to be punished for neglect of their duty."</p> + +<p>"They deserve no punishment on that score," replied the countess. +"Neither do I owe them gratitude, nor need the government visit upon +them the good deed in which they did not participate."</p> + +<p>"But from all I tell you, dearest Winifred, it is plain you should not +linger here!"</p> + +<p>"I shall be gone to-morrow, Heaven favouring me," replied the countess. +"This evening I bid farewell to two dear friends, and to-morrow I +am gone!" And with many tears, and last farewells, and promises of +communicating by letter, the cousins parted.</p> + +<p>The friends to whom Lady Nithsdale alluded were Mrs. Morgan and Mrs. +Mills, whose names she did not care to mention even to the duchess, +lest it might ever transpire that they had assisted in her lord's +escape.</p> + +<p>To them she scarcely knew in what terms sufficiently to express her +gratitude; and it cast a gloom over the prospect<span class="pagenum" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</span> of speedy reunion to +the objects of her dearest affections, to think that she should never +more see the persons to whom, under Providence, she was indebted for +that happy prospect.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XXVII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But I wad rather see him roam</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">An outcast on a foreign strand,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And wi' his master beg his bread,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Nae mair to see his native land,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Than bow a hair o' his brave head</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To base usurper's tyrannye,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Than cringe for mercy to a knave</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">That ne'er was owned by him or me.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Jacobite Song.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Lady Nithsdale's</span> voyage was performed in safety; and at Paris she +joined her husband and her children, whom he had conveyed thither from +Bruges to await her coming.</p> + +<p>The happiness which they had almost feared to picture was at length +realised. They together gazed upon their noble boy;—she saw the little +Lady Anne nestled in her father's bosom,—she gave herself up to the +joy of gazing on them, with no fear that this joy should be snatched +from her by any power except the immediate will of Heaven.</p> + +<p>On the 4th of May they reached Avignon, where all his adherents flocked +around the Pretender,—the Earl, or, as he was there styled, the Duke +of Mar, the Duke of Ormond, and many others, to the number of thirty +lords.</p> + +<p>But the petty broils, the dissensions, and the jealousies of this mock +court assorted but ill with the feelings and habits of Lord and Lady +Nithsdale. They soon left Avignon, and proceeded to Italy, where they +lived in privacy, with no wish beyond each other's society and the +company of their children.</p> + +<p>After all which they had endured, it was enough to be together; and for +weeks, nay, months, the delightful certainty of being restored to each +other, stood in lieu of all things else.</p> + +<p>But human nature is so constituted that the continued possession of +that which we have long enjoyed, and that which we no longer fear to +lose, will not alone be productive of lively, positive happiness; other +thoughts, other desires, find room within the heart.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</span></p> + +<p>As their children advanced in years, they could not but feel that they +were doomed to vegetate in a foreign soil,—they could not but feel +that their position in life was very different from that to which they +had been born.</p> + +<p>The remembrance of home, the images of absent friends, the memory of +departed ones, were treasured up in their minds: and Lady Nithsdale +would, unperceived, dwell on the pale sad brow of her lord as, hanging +on his arm, she paced with him the shores of the Mediterranean; and she +could easily read that his thoughts had leaped over intervening time +and space, over years gone by, and over the mountains, plains, and seas +that interposed between them and their home, and were sadly fixed upon +the past, and the distant. He caught her eye, as tearfully, fondly, it +was turned on him.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said, "my thoughts were far from hence. The clear pure heaven +above us is unbroken by a cloud, but dearer to my eyes the misty sky +of Scotland; the deep blue of the unruffled sea is beautiful, but to +my feelings the dusky waves that dash against the ruined walls of our +own Caerlaverock are more sublime in their wild grandeur. The distinct, +defined outline of yon purple mountains may be more brilliant, but my +heart yearns for the softened hazy outline of our own Scotch hills, +melting into the pearly hues of our watery sky!"</p> + +<p>As he spoke, a light bark glided rapidly by, and the boatmen kept time +with their oars as they chanted, in their musical tongue, Italian +poetry to Italian melody.</p> + +<p>"And dearer to my ears," said Lady Nithsdale, "the simple ballad of a +Scottish maiden, than even these sweet sounds as they are wafted to us +over the waters!"</p> + +<p>They stopped to listen to the song as it died away; and, as they +listened, another and more awful sound struck upon their ears.</p> + +<p>The bell of one of the small chapels, often constructed on the shores +of Catholic countries, was tolled for the soul of a departed mariner. +As it happened, the tone was not unlike one of which they both retained +only too vivid and painful a recollection.</p> + +<p>The countess felt her husband's frame quiver beneath the stroke. There +was no need of words. With a mutual pressure of the arm, they returned +upon their steps and sought their home.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</span></p> + +<p>Unconsciously their pace quickened. They seemed to fly before the +stroke of that bell! Such suffering as they had both experienced leaves +traces in the soul which time itself can never wholly efface.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>To those who may have been interested in the fate of the two persons +who form the subject of the foregoing memoir, it may be satisfactory +to know, that the Lady Nithsdale was not parted by death from her +beloved husband till many years afterwards, when, in the year 1744, +he died, in his exile, at Rome. She survived him five years: but she +had the comfort of knowing that, by her exertions in her last visit to +Terreagles, she had succeeded in securing a competency to her son, who +married his cousin the Lady Catherine Stewart, daughter to the Earl and +Countess of Traquhair. Her daughter, the Lady Anne Maxwell, became the +wife of Lord Bellew.</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</span></p> + +<h2 class="nobreak">THE HAMPSHIRE COTTAGE.</h2> +</div> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER I.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And still it was her nightly prayer</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To live to close his sightless eyes;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For this her torturing pains to bear,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Then sink in death ere morning rise.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Who, were she gone, the staff would guide</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">With which he feels, amiss, his way?</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Who, careful, lay the stone aside,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">That might his tottering footstep stay?</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Who lead him to the shelter'd stile</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">That fronts the sun at noontide hour,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And watch the western clouds the while</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To warn him of the gathering shower?</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Ballad from Nature.</i></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">In</span> one of the last cottages of the village of Overhurst, dwelt Nicholas +and Sarah Foster. There, in their accustomed seats, did the neighbours +for many years find old Nicholas, still bending over the embers of his +humble hearth, and Sarah still gazing through the casement window, in +patient endurance of the evils with which each was visited.</p> + +<p>They rest now in their quiet graves; but those who have known that +ancient couple will not easily forget their appearance, or that of all +around them: they will remember the well-polished wooden chair in which +the old woman sat, both her hands pressed tightly against her right +side, as if to quell the tortures of an agonizing and mortal complaint +which had long preyed upon her: they will remember the very dress she +wore,—such as is rarely seen of late years. But Sarah was an English +peasant of the olden time, and she changed not with the fashion of the +day. Her cap had a narrow, close, stiff border; the crown was high +and well-starched; and round it was tightly pinned a broad piece of +dark-purple ribbon. Her grey hair was turned back over a roll,—one of +the last remaining specimens of that mode of dressing the hair. Her +waist reached to her hips; her sleeves were tight, and ended at the +elbow. The gown was open in front; and the apron, which was of spotless +white, always seemed to be just out of the folds.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</span></p> + +<p>Her usual seat, by the long casement of their clean and decent kitchen, +commanded a view down the village street; before her was a clean deal +table, which ran the whole length of the window, and upon it lay her +spectacles and a book of prayer.</p> + +<p>Her countenance bore the traces of extreme suffering, and her brows +were always contracted; but on her lips dwelt a patient smile. She +swayed her body incessantly backwards and forwards, as if to allay her +pain; but her voice was invariably cheerful, and even lively,—for +Nicholas was blind;—and to cheer his days of darkness was her constant +task of love.</p> + +<p>Nicholas in his youth had been a hedger, and he still wore the +brown leather coat peculiar to his calling. His place was in the +chimney-corner; his back towards the light, his two hands resting on +his staff, his chin upon his hands, and his sightless eyes fixed on +vacancy.</p> + +<p>Tempted by the beauty of the sunset, the 'squire's family one evening +extended their walk to the village, and, as they frequently did, paid +a visit to Master Foster and his dame. Sarah's face lighted up with +a momentary expression of joy as they trooped in, filling the humble +dwelling; and the old man smiled upon them the patient placid smile of +blindness.</p> + +<p>There was the 'squire's lady, the gentle and kind Mrs. Mowbray; and +her blooming daughter, the young Alice, in the full flush of maiden +loveliness; and the tall, slender, merry Fanny, just verging on +womanhood; and two stout schoolboys; and the rosy little Emma, who had +quickly gained possession of the tortoiseshell cat, and was trying high +its powers of endurance by her childish mode of fondling it. Besides +this, the usual party, there was also a dark and handsome youth, who +appeared to be all attention to Mrs. Mowbray; while the young Alice's +cheeks were more brilliant even than usual, her smile more animated, +and her eyes more down-cast.</p> + +<p>Old Sarah Foster soon perceived that the village report, which said the +'squire's eldest daughter was likely to be early settled, was better +founded than is usually the case with such reports.</p> + +<p>"Where is Susan this evening?" inquired Mrs. Mowbray.</p> + +<p>"'Tis Freshfield fair to-day, madam," answered the dame, "and all the +young people hereabouts are gone to see the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</span> humours of it: and so +her father and I thought poor Susan should take a little amusement +for once. She has but a dull life with us, so poorly as I am, and so +helpless as my good man is!"</p> + +<p>"I think you look rather better this evening, Dame Foster," said Alice, +who was in that happy frame of mind when it is painful to be obliged +to believe others less fortunate than one's-self, and when one had far +rather be called upon to sympathise in their joys than in their sorrows.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Miss Alice," replied the old woman, while a sudden pain +caused the smile, with which she tried to receive Alice's kind words, +to die away on her lips, and her brows involuntarily to become more +contracted.—"Thank you, my dear young lady, I am much as usual; but I +do not mind my pains as long as I am able to do for my poor Nicholas. I +know his ways so well. Susan, herself, could not guess all his thoughts +as I can. Blindness is a heavy affliction, ladies. He wants some one +who can speak comfort to him at times, when he gets thinking his sad +thoughts; some one who can talk of by-gone days, when we had every +thing to make us happy; and one who can remind him of that better place +where we shall be happier than even the happiest are in this world. +Morning and night I pray to be spared as long as my poor Nicholas +lives, however hard my pains may be to bear; and morning and night I +pray that, when he is gone, I may never see another sun rise."</p> + +<p>A silence of some moments ensued. All were touched by the pure and +devoted affection so unconsciously expressed by the old woman. Alice's +eyes had filled with tears; for one instant they were raised to those +of the youth to whom she was betrothed, but they as quickly fell again.</p> + +<p>"I am sure, dame, you are a pattern for all wives," at length added +Mrs. Mowbray.</p> + +<p>At this moment, the sound of distant merriment was heard; and parties +of young folks, the slant western sun shining on their holiday apparel, +were seen trooping down the head-land of the opposite hill, under the +shelter of the hazel copse.</p> + +<p>"My Susan will soon be at home," said the dame, "for I told her to be +sure and not stay late at these merry-makings. I always hold that no +good comes of too much pleasure, madam; and, in my young days, girls +had not half the liberty<span class="pagenum" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</span> they take now. I can't say, however, but that +Susan is a good girl, and minds what we old folks say to her: but she +is light-hearted, poor thing, and has not known trouble yet—God grant +it may be long before she does! There she comes, poor girl! Ah! time +was when I could move as nimbly as she does, and laugh as heartily. You +must excuse her, ladies: she little thinks what visitors we have in our +cottage, or she would know better than to be so free of her jokes," +added the dame, as Susan and her lover reached the garden gate, and she +laughingly shut it against him, and ran into the cottage.</p> + +<p>Upon finding herself in the presence of the 'squire's family, she +stopped suddenly, while the blood rushed over her face; and she dropped +a court'sy, graceful in its awkwardness, and took refuge close to her +mother's chair. George Wells meanwhile had followed; and, threatening +that he would steal a kiss in revenge for the trick she had played him, +burst into the cottage after her. His shame-faced look of dismay when +he perceived the company assembled was irresistibly comic: Mrs. Mowbray +smiled, Fanny tried to be serious, the two boys laughed outright, +while Alice and Captain Harcourt each maintained a countenance of +imperturbable unconsciousness.</p> + +<p>The visit was now speedily brought to a conclusion; and Susan and her +lover were left to settle their little quarrel, relieved from the awe +inspired by "the gentlefolks."</p> + +<p>They had already kept company, as it is termed, two years. George had +saved enough to furnish a cottage decently; and Susan had already +provided the linen, blankets, and counterpane, which, among the better +sort of poor people, and those who think it necessary to make any +provision before they enter into the marriage state, is reckoned the +proper dowry of the bride. They only waited to hear of a cottage which +they might rent, before they were asked in church.</p> + +<p>George Wells was invited to stay supper, and the quick and lively Susan +had soon arranged the humble meal. The rashers of bacon were fried, +the smoking potatoes were on the table: she had placed her father's +chair, and she gently led him from his chimney-nook, and settled him +comfortably to his supper; then, gaily kissing him on the forehead, she +began to tell him of the wonders they had seen at the fair. The old +man turned his sightless eyes towards her, and, leaning forward as he +listened, smiled placidly to hear of all the brilliant things which<span class="pagenum" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</span> he +might never gaze on again; and the dame forgot her pains for a while, +rejoicing in the happiness of her child. "But, mother, you do not know +why I am so overjoyed to-day! I have such a piece of news for you! +I think you will be as pleased as I am; and father too! Won't they, +George?"</p> + +<p>"Maybe they will, if it comes true."</p> + +<p>"Well, mother, guess."</p> + +<p>"I never was a good guesser, Susan, not in my best days; and I shall +never begin now."</p> + +<p>"Well, father, do you guess, then."</p> + +<p>"Lord save you, child! how should I know? Maybe 'tis that the 'squire +will give away coals gratis to the poor this Christmas?"</p> + +<p>"No, 't an't that; 'tis something that will make us happy at Christmas +and at Lady-day, at Midsummer and at Michaelmas, and all the year +round, as long as we all live."</p> + +<p>"If so be that it comes true; but we are not sure yet, Susan," +interposed the more steady George, who did not run away with a notion +so quickly as the light-hearted Susan.</p> + +<p>"Oh, George! I know they will give up the cottage; you will see if +they don't. They say, father, that Master Mumford is going to set up +carpenter, and that he is to move to Mr. Peters's shop, and Mr. Peters +is to be a great cabinet-maker at Turnholme; and then what should +hinder us taking Master Mumford's cottage, and living next door to you? +I should not mind marrying if I was to go no farther than that from +you and mother; for then I could do for you as well as I can now, and +mother need only just trouble herself with little odd jobs that will be +rather a pleasure than a trouble to her."</p> + +<p>"But, Susan, we don't know, even if Master Mumford should set up at Mr. +Peters's, whether the 'squire will let the cottage to us. If you run +off so at score, maybe you'll only meet with a disappointment. However, +I am willing to go to the 'squire's to-morrow morning, and see what I +can do."</p> + +<p>"That's right, George!" exclaimed the eager Susan; "that's what I have +been wanting all along!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I never said I was against trying; only I a'nt for making too +sure of a thing before we have got it. You have heard, maybe, Susan, of +counting your chickens before they are hatched!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</span></p> + +<p>"Don't you make game of me, George! I'll answer for it, the 'squire +is not the man to say no to us; he has always been a kind friend to +father:" while the suspicion that he seldom missed an opportunity of +asking her how she did, and taking a look at her sparkling black eyes, +may have increased her reliance on his kindness to her blind father.</p> + +<p>"I shall be glad enough if we are so lucky as to get the refusal of +it," replied George; "for I see little chance of our finding any other +place hereabouts; and I would never be the man to take you into another +parish, with your parents such poor afflicted creatures as they are! +I'm not one of your high-flown, flighty folks; and I've never read any +of such fine books as you and your school-fellows sometimes get hold +of, Susan; but I can read my Bible pretty middling, and I know what +is the duty we owe to our parents, who took care of us when we could +do nothing for ourselves, and I would never wish my wife not to be a +dutiful child."</p> + +<p>Old Sarah Foster looked approvingly at her future son-in-law; and +Nicholas said, "You are a young man with good principles, and it will +be a pleasure to give our Susan to such a one as you. When I die, I +shall rest quiet in my grave if I know she is married to you."</p> + +<p>"They did not always speak so of you, George!" answered the merry girl. +"You used to say I was a wilful girl, did not you, father, when I said +I would have George, or nobody? So, after all, I have got an old head +on young shoulders, though nobody has given me credit for it yet!"</p> + +<p>It was not many weeks after Freshfield fair, when the village of +Overhurst was all alive with another and a greater jubilee. The church +bells rang a merry peal from the very sunrise; the village maidens, +in their most trim apparel, were in waiting to strew flowers on the +path of Alice Mowbray and Captain Harcourt; an ox was roasted whole +in Overhurst Park, and the beer flowed as beer should flow on such +occasions.</p> + +<p>The 'squire had promised Master Mumford's house to George Wells, and +he had obtained Susan's consent that they should soon be asked in +church. Susan was all blushes and smiles, as among the other maidens +she scattered flowers on the path; and she court'sied with a pretty +confusion when the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</span> bride gave her a nod of recognition, as she hurried +past into the travelling carriage at the gate.</p> + +<p>Hitherto, all had seemed to smile on Susan; for, having been +accustomed to them from her youth, her father's blindness and her +mother's ill-health did not dwell upon her mind as misfortunes; while +the wish to enliven her parents, and the pleasure they took in her +sprightliness, had rather tended to increase the natural gaiety of her +disposition. But on this, the happiest day of her life, a change came +over the destiny of Susan Foster.</p> + +<p>The festivities of Overhurst Park concluded with a dance on the green; +and Susan, gay, blooming, and thoughtless, seemed to be the reigning +village belle.</p> + +<p>The scene was one which could not be looked upon without interest. +There the good-natured Mrs. Mowbray might be seen, moving about among +her humble guests, with a kind word for each. She was flushed and +agitated, breathless and tearful; but she had given her daughter to +a son-in-law whom she thought perfection, and she was as happy as +a mother can be who has for the first time parted from her child. +The simple congratulations of the poor people over-came, while they +pleased, her. The tears started into her eyes when she heard the +hearty "God bless Miss Alice!"—"May the captain make her a good +husband!"—"May Miss Alice be as happy as she deserves to be!" which +greeted her on all sides.</p> + +<p>Half ashamed of her own emotion, she turned away to a demure and staid +matron, who sat somewhat apart, watching the young ones as they footed +it merrily on the grass to the music of the village band: "Well, +Dame Dixon, I hope you have enjoyed yourself, and that you have had +everything you wished for?"</p> + +<p>"Everything was beautiful, I am sure, madam," replied Mrs. Dixon, +rising respectfully from her seat: "his honour has treated us with the +best of everything."</p> + +<p>"Is your daughter among the dancers?" inquired Mrs. Mowbray, as she saw +Mrs. Dixon's eye glance frequently towards the country-dance.</p> + +<p>"Yes, madam; Jane is very partial to dancing—almost too partial," she +continued, as a bouncing couple came flying by beyond the double hedge +of dancers. "Jane," said the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</span> mother, as she clutched the maiden's red +elbow, "don't you see that madam is here? Where's your manners, girl?"</p> + +<p>Jane stopped short, dropped a sort of court'sy, and composed her +laughing countenance, while the partner disappeared among the crowd, +with the sheepish bashfulness which characterises an English clown, +especially in his youth.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid we have stopped their dancing," said Mrs. Mowbray. "Pray +do not mind me, Jane. I hope I have not frightened away your partner;" +and the kind hostess glided on.</p> + +<p>"What is become of Will Smith?" asked Dame Dixon.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," replied Jane; "and what's more, I don't care. I'm +very tired," she continued, as she let herself drop on the bench by +her mother's side; while her countenance relaxed into as decided an +expression of sadness, as it had previously worn that of uncontrolled +merriment.</p> + +<p>"Then I am sure, Jane, I wish you would not make so free with him, nor +with half-a-dozen other young men. You have too much to say to them by +half."</p> + +<p>"It won't do to sit and mope," cried Jane, starting up, as George Wells +and Susan Foster were slowly advancing to join the dancers, with a +lingering step, as though they were loth to have their conversation +broken in upon. Jane was off like a startled deer; and in a few moments +Dame Dixon saw her dancing away with more spirit than ever, having +already provided herself with another partner.</p> + +<p>Mr. Mowbray meantime had stopped Susan Foster to speak to her, and she +was blushing and court'sying under the compliments he was paying her on +her bright skin and her black eyes, and George was shifting from leg to +leg under the compliments he was paying him upon his good taste and his +good fortune.</p> + +<p>Mr. Mowbray had an eye for beauty, and certainly felt the glow +of charity more strongly in his bosom towards the young and the +good-looking of his parishioners, than towards the old and the +ill-favoured: at least he was apt to think Mrs. Mowbray understood the +wants and the sorrows of the latter better than he did.</p> + +<p>"And who is that buxom lass?" said he to his wife, who was looking on +upon the scene; "she is a light-hearted one. How indefatigable she is!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</span></p> + +<p>"That is old Dixon's daughter, Jane, to whom you always used to give a +shilling for opening the gate, because her eyes were so blue."</p> + +<p>"So she is! Faith, she has turned out a fine creature! But, bless me, +who is this pretty woman? Quite an <i>élégante</i>, I declare! Where +can she come from?"</p> + +<p>"Why, from our own farm of Holmy-bank, to be sure. Do you not see +Farmer Otley close behind her? and do you not know he has been married +this year, though they are only lately come to the farm?"</p> + +<p>"Why you know, my dear, I have a taste for the beautiful, and not for +the sublime; and I quite overlook everything else when there is such a +pretty woman as this to be seen."</p> + +<p>"I am sure, if you are thinking of beauty, Mr. Otley is almost the +handsomest man I ever saw in my life; and if she looks like a lady with +her smart dress, he looks ten times more really distinguished, with +those fine features, and his head like an antique gem, though he is +dressed as befits his station in life."</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear, you may admire Mr. Otley if you like it: it is only +fair to allow me to admire his wife. I have just recollected, I have a +great deal to say to Farmer Otley," continued Mr. Mowbray, laughing; +and he was soon in deep conversation with his tenant about his course +of cropping and his stock: while Mrs. Mowbray secretly reflected, "Mr. +Mowbray is growing too old to talk so much about beauty. I feel quite +uncomfortable when he goes on so before the children."</p> + +<p>"Well, mamma!" interposed Fanny; "don't you think Susan Foster is much +prettier than Mrs. Otley? Her eyes are much larger, in the first place; +and then she is so quiet, and does not look up and down so; and then, +as for her nose——"</p> + +<p>"My dear, Susan Foster is a very respectable, worthy young woman, and +very good-looking; and now do not let us hear any more about beauty. I +am really sick of the subject."</p> + +<p>It was not that Mrs. Mowbray was jealous, for Mr. Mowbray was a kind +husband, and she knew it was only "his way." She knew that his foible +was not to "affect a virtue though he had it not;" but rather to talk, +as if he were far less scrupulous than he really was. It was only +before the children, or in the hearing of strangers, who did not know +"his way," that Mrs. Mowbray felt seriously annoyed.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</span></p> + +<p>Mr. Otley was of course gratified when his landlord wished to be +introduced to his wife; and Mr. Mowbray, with twinkling eyes and gay +smile, was soon inquiring into the condition of her pigs, her poultry, +and her dairy.</p> + +<p>"Oh, sir!" she replied, with a tender look at her husband; "you must +not ask me about the pigs: Mr. O. says I am a sad fine lady;" (and she +looked up for applause;) "but I never could bear the smell of those +creatures," (and she looked down with a refined cast of countenance:) +"but I am very fond of my dairy; am I not, Mr. O.? and I slip on my +clogs every morning, and step into my dairy; don't I, Mr. O.?"</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, Lizzy, you do that, to be sure; but my mother used to see to +the scouring of the milk-pans herself, and would never let father have +any peace if there was not always plenty of wood-ashes to clean them +with, every morning."</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, Mr. Otley! don't you go off now about that dear good old +soul, your poor dear mother. I am sure Mr. Mowbray will not care to +hear what she did twenty years ago."</p> + +<p>"I had always rather hear about a pretty young woman of the present +day, than about an old one, be she ever so good, of the past day," +replied Mr. Mowbray, with a bow; and Mrs. Otley simpered, and blushed, +and looked down, and removed a curl which fell a little too much over +her eyes, and then added, turning to her husband,—</p> + +<p>"You know, Mr. Otley, I have promised to be very good about the +poultry, and to look after the eggs every morning, as soon as you have +made a raised path across the farm-yard to the hen-house. But really, +sir, the farm-yard is in such a pickle, that nobody but the labouring +men could think of crossing it."</p> + +<p>"Impossible that Mr. Otley can have so little gallantry as to wish +those pretty little feet should step into the farm-yard! He would not +be such a Goth!"</p> + +<p>"That's just what I am always telling Mr. O.," added Mrs. Otley, +turning round exultingly; "I am always telling him he is a Goth and a +Vandal; and then he says he does not know who the Goths and the Vandals +are; and then I laugh, and tell him he is more of a Goth and a Vandal +than ever."</p> + +<p>"Ah, Lizzy! you must not mind everything his honour<span class="pagenum" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</span> says; he is +pleased to joke sometimes. But he knows well enough that a farmer has +need of his head, and both his hands too, and that a farmer's wife +should be a stirring body: he knows well enough they are the sort who +pay their rent to the day, and keep their land in good condition."</p> + +<p>"You, and your father before you, have been very good tenants, Master +Otley; no landlord need wish for better: but here comes Mrs. Mowbray. +My dear, you must allow me to have the pleasure of presenting you to +our new neighbour, our friend Mr. Otley's pretty wife."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Otley simpered, "Mrs. Mowbray had already done her the honour——"</p> + +<p>"You need not introduce us, Mr. Mowbray," answered Mrs. Mowbray, with +a shade of asperity in her tone, which amused her husband; "I have +already had the pleasure of seeing Mrs. Otley's pretty farm, and her +sweet little boy: Emma and I walked to Holmy-bank a few days ago, and +Mr. Otley showed us all about the place."</p> + +<p>"How are the dear little calves, Mr. Otley," exclaimed Emma, "that +Fanny and I were feeding?"</p> + +<p>"They are growing nicely, thank you, young ladies," replied the farmer; +"and I shall be proud to show them to you again, if you would favour us +with a call."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Mrs. Otley, what a pleasure the calves must be to you! I dare say +you pass half the day feeding them: I am sure I should!"</p> + +<p>"They are pretty innocent creatures, indeed, miss; and if our old +Daniel would keep the pens a little cleaner, I should have no objection +to looking at them oftener than I do. But, if Mrs. Mowbray should +honour us with another visit, I think I could show you something that +would please young ladies more than such common, every-day creatures +as calves. I have got two beautiful green parrots, that can chatter, +and will repeat anything. And I am sure it would please you to see the +curious Gothic castle, all made of shells, and the lady at the window +playing on the guitar!"</p> + +<p>"Oh! I should like another walk to Holmy-bank of all things; but it +would be to see the dear calves: I like them much better than parrots."</p> + +<p>"My girls are very homely in their tastes, Mrs. Otley; they are quite +country lasses;" and Mrs. Mowbray glided on,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</span> a little provoked that +her husband should find so much to say to such a would-be fine lady as +the farmer's pretty wife: "and he has never remembered to speak once to +good old Mrs. Williams, our own steward's mother," she thought, as she +proceeded towards Mrs. Williams, in order to make up for his omission.</p> + +<p>The evening was now beginning to close: the cockchafers were humming +under the beech-trees, and were flying into the faces and among the +hair of those who had taken refuge under their shade. Much was the +merriment they gave rise to, and many a rustic coquette affected a +little more fear than she really felt of their harmless, though sticky, +claws; while Jane Dixon laughed rather longer and louder than the +occasion seemed to require.</p> + +<p>The sun had quite sunk below the horizon; and the vapours, which had +been rising during the heat of the sultry day, were suddenly condensed, +and hung on the lower grounds, looking silvery-white under the light of +the summer moon.</p> + +<p>Susan and some other village girls, tired with dancing and the +excitement of the day, mounted an empty waggon which was returning +homewards, and the merry group of thoughtless young creatures thus +made their entry into the quiet village street. Susan had, in the +exuberance of her spirits, danced the longest and the latest; the day +had been oppressively hot, but with the evening came a heavy dew, and +the air was chilly. When Susan arrived at home, her mother thought she +looked pale; and scolded George for having allowed her to return in the +waggon, after having heated herself with dancing.</p> + +<p>"Time enough for me to mind him, mother, when once we are married," +answered the joyous girl; "I have but a little while longer to be my +own mistress, and I must use my liberty now, or never!" and the gay +creature laughed, conscious of her power over father, mother, and lover.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother, we have been so happy! I never was so happy before, and, +maybe, never shall again! never, at least, if you teach George that I +am not to have my own way!" and she turned her beaming eyes from her +mother to her lover, while old Sarah hoped she had many days in store +for her of more true happiness, if not of such flighty gaiety. Alas! it +was well for them they could not look into futurity.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</span></p> + +<p>The next morning Susan woke with a heavy cold, and an unusual pain in +her eyes; they were bloodshot and inflamed. The dame reproached her +with her imprudence: and doctored her with that degree of discretion +which is usual among the poor people. Her eyes became hourly more +painful.</p> + +<p>As he returned from work, George paid her his accustomed visit. He +wished she would see the doctor; but she laughingly replied she should +be well to-morrow, for old Dame Jones had given her an infallible +remedy for all complaints of the eyes.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER II.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">O dolce Amor che di riso t' ammanti</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Quanto parevi ardente in que' favilli</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ch' aveano spirto sol di pensier santi.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Dante</span>, <i>Paradiso, cant.</i> 20mo.</span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Dame Jones's</span> infallible remedy rather increased than diminished the +evil; and Susan's spirits began to fail her at the continued suffering, +the enforced idleness, and also in some degree at the disfigurement +occasioned by the dimming of her brilliant eyes; for she was not +without a share of female vanity,—vanity which is indulged as almost +a laudable feeling when it is for the sake of another that personal +attractions are valued.</p> + +<p>The Sunday on which Susan and her lover were to be asked in church was +fast approaching, when she half sadly, half sportively, thus addressed +him: "You had better go to Mr. Sandford, George, and tell him not to +say any thing about us in church. It would never do to be a bride +with such eyes as these;" and she tried to smile, though she was more +inclined to weep.</p> + +<p>"There will be plenty of time for your eyes to get quite well, Susan, +before we are out-asked."</p> + +<p>"They must begin to mend, George, before we need talk of their getting +well," replied Susan with a sigh; and then she playfully added, "Do you +remember your telling me when Miss Alice, that was, walked down the +church-yard, looking so blushing and beautiful, that you would show +them a prettier bride before long; and that, though she would not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</span> have +such a smart lace-veil to hang over her face, she would have a pair of +brighter eyes to shine out of her bonnet. You must wait a bit, George, +before your words can come true."</p> + +<p>"Not long, Susan, not long; I am sure you will be well before three +weeks are over; that's a long time."</p> + +<p>"So it is, George,—a long, long time to be as I am! But the folks +shan't laugh at you for having such a homely half-blind bride. I should +not like you to be ashamed of your wife, upon the wedding-day at all +events;" and she tried to carry off her sadness and her mortification +by an assumed air of sprightliness.</p> + +<p>Still poor Susan's eyes did not mend; her mother's applications, and +Dame Jones's wonderful remedy, proved equally unavailing. Susan's +spirits quite gave way: she often sat and wept when her mother's back +was towards her, and her sightless father could not perceive how sad +his once light-hearted girl was now become. After Alice's marriage, the +family of the Mowbrays had left home for some time, and Mr. Sandford +was old and had been ill, or Susan's sufferings would never have been +allowed to continue so long, without her having been provided with +better medical attendance. The old couple themselves had derived so +little benefit from the advice of doctors, that they, as is frequently +the case among the poor, reposed more confidence in the doctoring +of Mr. Sandford, or of any other gentleman or lady, than in that of +the first physician in the land. They all felt anxious that the good +minister should recover his health, and visit them; and they flattered +themselves he would soon afford Susan some relief. When he did call, +he was shocked at the alteration in the poor girl's appearance, and he +instantly sent for the best medical practitioner in the neighbourhood, +deeming the case much too important a one for his own unassisted advice.</p> + +<p>Mr. Sandford's countenance first excited alarm, serious alarm, in +Susan's mind: for the first time she trembled for her eye-sight; and an +icy chill ran through her when she thought of her future fate.</p> + +<p>George called as he returned home from work; and, on hearing that Mr. +Sandford had visited the cottage, his countenance brightened: "Then now +we shall see you begin to mend! What has our good minister told you +to do, Susan? Am I to go to his house to-night to fetch any stuff for +you?"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</span></p> + +<p>"No, George, no. He says I must see the real doctor. He says he can't +do any thing for me himself." George looked amazed and confounded. "He +says he does not understand such things himself;" and she added, in a +tone which she tried to make perfectly calm and composed, "he says he +is afraid I shall not be well for a long time."</p> + +<p>George was in despair. He thought, if Mr. Sandford could not cure a +complaint, it must indeed be a bad one! He turned his eyes towards the +old dame: she sat, as usual, rocking herself backwards and forwards, +with her hands pressed to her side, in mental as well as bodily +suffering, for she too had been struck by the manner of their pastor. +"We shall hear what the doctor says to-morrow, George! I am sorry now +that we kept waiting and waiting for Mr. Sandford to get well; but I +have had enough of doctors in my time, and I was loth to begin again +with them. We must hope for the best, and not be down-hearted."</p> + +<p>"She is young, poor thing!" added old Nicholas; "and 'tis to be hoped +she won't be afflicted at her age as I am. I was near three-score when +I lost my eye-sight, and I thought it a heavy affliction. It would be a +deal worse for a young thing just turned her one-and-twenty," continued +the father, at once uttering in plain English the utmost extent of +their fears, in the simple straightforward manner common among the poor +people, but which would sound harsh and unfeeling to the sensibilities +of the more refined.</p> + +<p>"I only hope I may be able to bear my trials as well as you do, father, +if I am to be so afflicted," exclaimed Susan, as she burst into an +agony of tears, rendered the more violent by her having previously +attempted to control herself.</p> + +<p>"Susan, Susan, you must not take on so," said George, anxious to soothe +her.</p> + +<p>"You'll do your poor eyes more harm if you cry, Susan," said her +mother, "than the doctor can cure in a week. You must try not to give +way, Susan dear!"</p> + +<p>"Cheer up, my child," added Nicholas. "We do not know yet what the +doctor will say; perhaps it may not be so bad after all."</p> + +<p>Susan dried her tears, and tried to be composed; but the inmates of +Nicholas Foster's humble cottage retired to rest that night with +sadness in their hearts, which was not destined to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</span> be much alleviated +by the doctor's visit the next day. He talked of time and patience, +of a cooling diet and soothing applications, a tranquil mind and the +necessity of not fretting,—of all injunctions the most difficult to +obey! He gave them hope certainly, which, though not enough to relieve +Susan's mind, was eagerly caught at by George, and he was beginning to +urge that it could do no harm if they were asked in church.</p> + +<p>"Not yet, George, not yet. Wait till I begin to mend. I should be but a +useless wife to you at present. I have given up the thought of making +a pretty bride," she continued in a tone almost of bitterness; "but I +must be able to do for you, and to keep your house tidy: so there's no +use in talking about being asked in church, George."</p> + +<p>George desisted, for her manner was so resolved he felt it impossible +to oppose her.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER III.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">E l'aspettar del male è mal peggiore</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Forse, che non parrebbe il mal presente.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Tasso.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Susan</span> was a good-hearted girl, but she had a high spirit. She had a +generous temper, but it was not always under control. Of all qualities +a sweet temper is perhaps the one least cultivated in the lower ranks +of life. The peculiar disposition is not watched; care is not taken to +distinguish between the passionate child, the sulky, the obstinate, and +the timid. The children of the poor are allowed a latitude of speech +unknown among the higher orders, and they are free from the salutary +restraint imposed by what is termed "company."</p> + +<p>When in the enjoyment of full health and strength, the ungoverned +temper of the poor is one of their most striking faults, while their +resignation under affliction, whether mental or bodily, is the point of +all others in which the rich might with advantage study to imitate them.</p> + +<p>Susan's spirit was not yet tamed by affliction. There were moments when +she could not bear, without impatience, the pain her eyes occasioned +her, and the weight of care which oppressed her mind.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</span></p> + +<p>It was towards George that she most frequently evinced any signs of +captiousness; and yet it was on his account that she most poignantly +felt her present affliction, and her future prospects. She was more +unhappy than she quite ventured to own to herself, or to him; more +apprehensive of what might be the result. She feared he would not +always continue to be as kind as he now was. She could not expect it; +and she sometimes received his simple attentions as if she was more +surprised, than touched by them.</p> + +<p>One evening he brought her some flowers from his father's garden.</p> + +<p>"Well! I shall be able to smell," she said, "even when I shall not +be able to see; but perhaps, George, you will not go on bringing me +flowers then! What beautiful double-stocks these are! we can't get any +to grow like these in our little bit of garden."</p> + +<p>"I raised them for father myself, Susan; so I don't see why we should +not have some, just as fine, and finer, when we have a garden of our +own!" And poor George looked pleased at her praise of his pet flower.</p> + +<p>"I dare say you will never get any to come so thick and so double +another time,—even if you should try," answered Susan despondingly; +for she thought, "when could she hope to have a home of her own?"</p> + +<p>"And do you think I shall not try, Susan, to make my wife's home as +nice as father's?"</p> + +<p>"Maybe you will,—and I may not be there to see it."</p> + +<p>"Why, Susan, I do not know what is come over you; there is no pleasing +you. I thought you would like my flowers!"</p> + +<p>"And so I do, George; and I am very much obliged to you for them," she +continued in a tone of gratitude almost beyond what the occasion called +for. Presently she added, in a sad, low voice, "You are very good to +me, very good indeed."</p> + +<p>Just at this moment Nicholas and his dame were seen approaching the +garden-gate. She was leading him from the stile over which he loved +to lean, and to feel the warm sun on his eyes, and turn his face in +the direction of the setting orb. Sarah was hobbling back, guiding the +blind old man, whose firmer step assisted in supporting her suffering +frame. George<span class="pagenum" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</span> opened the cottage-door to admit them, and the slant +beams of the sun glanced through the opening upon poor Susan's eyes.</p> + +<p>The sudden light pained her; and although she had one moment before +reproached herself with not being sufficiently grateful for the +kindness shown her, she exclaimed somewhat pettishly, "Don't you know, +George, how it hurts my eyes to have the light glare upon them all +at once?" at the same time pushing back her chair with an impatient +movement, which was accounted for, but not justified, by the pain which +she suffered.</p> + +<p>The sight of her poor blind father, and of his meek expression of +countenance, recalled her to herself. She hastened to him and helped +him to his chimney-nook, and then assisted her mother to her usual +chair. They each thanked her in a kind and gentle voice, and she felt +inwardly rebuked by their patience and their submission.</p> + +<p>George had stood aloof, awkward and mortified. She drew near him. "I +beg your pardon, George," she murmured: "George, I do not know what is +come to me;" and she burst into tears.</p> + +<p>"Never fret, Susan; I don't mind. 'Tis very natural, I dare say, that +you should be a little testy or so: don't cry, your mother says 'tis so +bad for you. I don't mind, though, to be sure, you do sometimes hurt my +feelings a little." Dame Forster thought she saw him brush off a tear +with the back of his hand.</p> + +<p>"Why, what's the matter, Susan? Sure you and George have not been +falling out, have you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! not a bit of it, dame!"</p> + +<p>"George is very good to me, mother; but I don't know how it is, I +believe sometimes I am hard to please;" and she strove to smile.</p> + +<p>"Ah, my poor girl," said Nicholas, "trouble is hard to bear when first +it comes; but the back gets used to the burden. If you are a good girl, +and say your prayers as should be, God will give you strength to bear +what it is his pleasure to lay upon you. Won't He, dame? I am sure we +have found it so. He is very merciful; and if He gives us trouble, He +sends us comfort to make up for it. If it has pleased Him to afflict me +with blindness, He has given me a good wife—ay,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</span> the best of wives; +and if she is afflicted with her side, poor soul! why He has given +her, and me too, dutiful children, and children who, some of them, are +likely to do very well. There are our two boys, though they are settled +in distant counties, they are very good to us, and have never let us +want for anything, but have kept us off the parish as yet; and that's +what few people can say for their sons. If we do but look the right way +for them, we shall all find we have our comforts; though we may not be +so sharp to find them out, as we are to find our troubles."</p> + +<p>Among Susan's causes of uneasiness there was one which she did not like +to dwell upon to her parents. She had been used to assist towards the +maintenance of the family, by taking in needle-work. She had now for +many weeks been obliged to give up her occupation; and she felt that, +though her brothers provided for the comfort of their parents, it was +hard upon them to have a helpless sister also to support.</p> + +<p>She was allowed to be much in the air if she wore a shade over her +eyes; and she frequently made use of this liberty to visit an old +neighbour, who had long been bedridden, and who earned herself a decent +livelihood by knitting stockings for the poor, and muffettees and +handkerchiefs for the gentry, who admired the intricate and curious +stitches with which she adorned her work.</p> + +<p>Susan, who already contemplated the probability of being eventually +condemned to blindness, thought it would prove useful if, while she +still retained some eye-sight, she was to make herself acquainted with +old Nelly's art; and accordingly she applied herself diligently to +acquire the requisite proficiency. She would sometimes close her eyes +and try whether she could thus accomplish the difficult stitch; and +then, when she opened them for the purpose of ascertaining where lay +her mistake, she would sigh to think the time might soon arrive when +the darkness would be eternal.</p> + +<p>Susan's visits to Nelly Warner had a considerable and not unfavourable +influence upon her future character.</p> + +<p>The old woman was naturally of a querulous disposition, and was more +inclined to dwell on the many privations to which her complaint +condemned her, than on the superior comforts which fell to her lot +beyond others who were equally afflicted. She had an attentive +grand-daughter, who was devoted<span class="pagenum" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</span> to her; and she was not in want of +what might in her line of life be deemed comforts, for the neighbouring +gentry showed her much kindness.</p> + +<p>Susan could not but compare the patient endurance of her mother, +the placid submission of her father, with the fretfulness of Nelly +Warner; and when she answered her complaints with such arguments for +resignation as naturally occurred to her mind, she could not but apply +the words she uttered to her own case.</p> + +<p>"So you are come at last, Susan," said old Nelly, in a reproachful +tone; "I have been expecting you this half-hour. The church clock +has gone three, I do not know how long. Young people should not keep +old folks waiting, more especially when they want them to do them a +kindness."</p> + +<p>"It is only ten minutes past three, Nelly; I looked as I came by; but +I am sorry I was not quite to my time. The bright sun dazzled my eyes, +and I went back to get mother to alter my green shade."</p> + +<p>"Ah! young folks always have some excuse or another which they +think mighty good themselves. It fidgets a poor body like me to lie +wondering, and expecting, and listening to hear the door open! When one +is helpless and ailing, as I am, folks should take care not to worry +one. It is bad enough to bear one's own miseries. Here I lie, and what +pleasure have I from one week's end to another?"</p> + +<p>"Little enough of pleasure, indeed, dear Nelly, except the pleasure +of doing a kindness by me," said Susan, as she took out her knitting +needles. "Then you have little Patty to help you, and to bring you all +you want, and she is a good child. Some people, Nelly, have not the +comfort of such a good little girl to attend to them: sure you have +much to be grateful for."</p> + +<p>"I can't tell what I have to be grateful for. There's Master Thompson, +he is two years older than I am, and he is hearty and well, and goes to +his work regularly, and earns as much as a young man. And there's my +own sister Pratt, why she's ten years older than I am, and she can walk +to market."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but, Nelly, the way to be contented is to compare our condition +with those who are worse off than ourselves. You want for nothing; you +are able to earn a good deal yourself. Now, I can't earn anything yet:" +she added in a very low voice; "and people are very good to you."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</span></p> + +<p>"They like my warm muffettees well enough; but I need not thank them, +but myself, for that."</p> + +<p>Susan felt shocked at Nelly's ill-temper and ingratitude, and she +thought what a hard task it must be for Patty to study the humours of +such a discontented old woman.</p> + +<p>She remembered how kind her mother had always been to her, she +remembered how patiently George had borne with her, and she resolved +she would not put him to such trials any more.</p> + +<p>The uncertainty in which she remained concerning her future fate, +sometimes appeared to her harder to bear than the knowledge of the +truth would be, and she made up her mind she would some day ask the +doctor what was his real opinion of her case. But many a visit passed +over without her summoning the requisite courage. If he should destroy +all the hopes she still indulged, what should she do? How ought she to +conduct herself towards George? Could she wish him to be 'cumbered with +a blind wife?</p> + +<p>While all these contending feelings were working in her mind, she found +it difficult to be always gentle and placid, and yet she was ashamed +before her good resigned parents to give way to impatience. They never +tutored her, they never gave her advice; but</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>'Example more than precept weighs,'</p> +</div> + +<p>and their whole lives were one continued moral lesson.</p> + +<p>Susan was one day sitting at home, with her back towards the light, +diligently plying her long needles, when she suddenly addressed her +mother: "Mother, do you think I shall ever get well?"</p> + +<p>"There's no saying, my dear Susan; such things are in the hands of +Providence!"</p> + +<p>"Mother, has the doctor ever told you anything?" she asked, with a +great effort.</p> + +<p>"No, my child, he has never said anything for certain: but how do you +feel your eyes yourself?"</p> + +<p>"No better, mother, no better; I don't think they will last long, and +that's the truth of it," she said, relieved by giving utterance to what +had been so long preying on her mind.</p> + +<p>"My poor Susan! The Lord have mercy upon you, and bear you up under +this affliction!—and He will, my child,—depend<span class="pagenum" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</span> upon it, He will. But +it goes harder with me, Susan, to see you so, than it has to bear all +the other troubles I have ever been visited with."</p> + +<p>"Well, mother, don't fret; we will hope," said Susan, alarmed +herself at the alarm she had excited in her mother's bosom, and half +disappointed at not meeting with more reassurement; but Sarah had +long perceived with grief that her daughter made no progress towards +amendment, and the melancholy truth had gradually forced itself upon +her mind.</p> + +<p>The doctor called one day, when the dame was leading her good man to +his usual stile, and Susan was therefore alone. She determined to put +the question to him, and to be assured whether she ought, or ought not, +to relinquish all hope. Having thus armed herself with resolution to +hear the worst, she framed her question with such apparent composure, +and as if she entertained so little expectation of recovery, that +the doctor thought there was no occasion to deceive her, and did not +attempt to deny that her fears were only too well grounded. She dropped +him a respectful court'sy, and only said, "Thank you, sir." He praised +her for her strength of mind, advised her to seek fortitude whence +alone it was to be found, and recommended her being as much as possible +in the open air, that her general health might not suffer.</p> + +<p>When he had taken his leave,—when poor Susan found herself quite +alone,—then all her strength of mind forsook her. She relieved her +bursting heart by floods of tears; and had scarcely recovered any +composure, when her father and mother returned from their evening +stroll to the neighbouring stile. That night Susan could not sleep, but +she pondered deeply on the future.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER IV.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But not to understand a treasure's worth</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Till time has stolen away the slighted good,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Is cause of half the poverty we feel,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And makes the world the wilderness it is.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Cowper.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">After</span> her conversation with the doctor, Susan applied herself more +diligently than ever to her knitting, and succeeded in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</span> acquiring +such dexterity, that she nearly equalled her mistress. She took every +opportunity of walking in the fields, for she thought she should +like to see the beautiful face of nature as long as it was permitted +her to do so. George found that all peevishness had disappeared; his +kindnesses were received with gratitude, and any little omission on +his part did not seem to be perceived. The days had become so much +shorter that she could no longer take a walk with him each evening when +he returned from work, but on Sundays they still wandered through the +fields together. He one day remarked how long the oaks had kept their +leaves this year.</p> + +<p>"I can see that the woods look thick," she replied; "but I cannot well +distinguish their colour. However, I am glad the leaves last late this +autumn, for I shall never see them again; before spring I shall be +quite dark, George. I shall be very sorry not to see the young lambs: +I used to like to watch them skip about upon the head-lands, when the +sun shone out on a spring morning; and I shall be sorry not to see +the primroses in the dell by Fairmead Shaw. O dear! I shall tie up no +more bunches of violets in Oldash Lane, where the banks are always +so blue with them! I did not know at the time how much I enjoyed all +those sights. And the pretty young shoots of the sallow, that we used +to gather for Palm Sunday! Oh! we are all giddy thoughtless creatures, +George, and do not half value the common blessings of life while we +have them. I think sometimes of such things till my heart seems ready +to burst; and then I remember poor father, how patient and contented +he is; and I know how mother bears all her pains, and I remember that +I have not much pain to bear; for I do not suffer now, except, to be +sure, in my poor mind. I feel a great deal sometimes, George,—more +than I like to talk about; and I think a great deal; and the time must +come when you must think too. I know this is not the way for a young +man to wear away his life; I know it all, and I do not mean to hold you +to your word; only, as long as I can walk about and see the old places +at all, I should like to walk with you, and see them with you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Susan! you go near to break my heart when you talk so beautifully. +But you know I wanted long ago that we should be married, and you know +I am ready to work night and day to keep you; and there will be Master +Mumford's house at<span class="pagenum" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</span> liberty by the spring. I am ready and willing to do +my best for you."</p> + +<p>"No, George, it won't do; such a poor helpless creature as I shall be +by the spring must not think of taking care of a family. Hark how that +robin is singing! There is one comfort: I shall be able to hear the +birds sing, and I shall know when the spring comes by hearing them; +and listening to their songs will put me in mind of all the pretty +sights there are in spring time. I will tell you what is worst of all, +George,—that I shall never be able to see the faces of those I love +again. I cannot justly discern the favour of any one now; that is what +I miss most. I cannot be sure now when you look at me, except by a kind +of guess. Oh, George! sometimes I think how vain and foolish I used to +be, and how much I prided myself upon looking pretty of a Sunday, when +I thought I should meet you, and it all seems to me now to have been +such vanity; and I am sorry now I did not read my Bible more when I +could read. It would be a comfort to me to have more texts by heart, to +repeat to myself when I feel as sad as I often do."</p> + +<p>They walked on in silence till they passed under a large holly which +grew on the steep bank of the road. "Is not that the old holly from +which we used to gather the branches to stick in our windows at +Christmas? I think it looks black against the sky."</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear Susan, that is the very holly."</p> + +<p>"Are there many red berries upon it this autumn?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, there's quite a sight of berries."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could see them!—but that can't be. As I was saying George, +about the Bible,—be sure you read a chapter every Sunday: it will do +you good: as poor Mr. Sandford used to say, the Bible is the poor man's +best friend. Poor Mr. Sandford! I am sorry he is so bad. It would have +been a good thing for me if he had been able to go about as usual, and +to talk to me, and give me good advice. Perhaps I should never have +been so pettish as I was for a little while; but I have got over that +now. He will be very much missed in the parish when he is gone; but +he is a great age, and we all must go when our time comes. The place +won't seem like itself when he is in his grave, and 'Squire Mowbray +in foreign parts; for they say he is not coming back, but is going +somewhere for<span class="pagenum" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</span> Miss Fanny's health, and to finish the young ladies' +education, now Miss Alice is married. Poor Miss Alice! To be sure, how +well I remember her wedding! and truly enough did I say I should never +spend so happy a day again; but I did not think so when I said it. +I thought I should spend many and many much happier days when I was +married to you, George, for all I was so flighty that evening." And +Susan smiled, and then sighed to think how light-hearted she had been.</p> + +<p>"Ah, that was a happy day!" said George; and he shook his head +sorrowfully, as he led poor Susan home to her father's cottage.</p> + +<p>Each succeeding week saw Susan's blindness gradually increase; and as +her sight became more and more dim, she became more than ever gentle +and uncomplaining. Of all the visitations with which human nature is +afflicted, none assuredly has such a tendency to calm, to purify, and +to refine the heart, as blindness. The absence of all external objects +to distract the attention, forces the soul to look back into itself, +to subdue its passions, to control its emotions, to chasten all its +feelings. It is seldom that the countenance of a blind person does not +bear the stamp of a meek and resigned spirit within.</p> + +<p>Old Mr. Sandford died, and was replaced by a worthy common-place +clergyman, who did the duty in a respectable common-place manner; who +attended the schools, and visited the poor people, and was sorry for +the blind young woman; but, not having known her previously, took no +particular interest in her case. Susan and her father lamented the +death of Mr. Sandford. To them the loss of the voice to which they had +been accustomed was a deprivation far greater than to others, for to +them a voice was everything.</p> + +<p>Susan was one day seated at her usual hour with her knitting by Nelly's +side, when Mr. and Mrs. Otley paid the old woman a visit.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Nelly, "I warrant me, they are coming for some job of their +own. It's seldom any one opens my door to keep me company, or to cheer +my lonesome days: that's the way of the world,—every one for himself." +Then addressing Mrs. Otley as she entered: "Well, ma'am, and what queer +new-fangled piece of work do you want to set me about now?"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</span></p> + +<p>"I have brought you a new pattern, Nelly," replied the good-humoured +Mrs. Otley; "these knit boas are quite the fashion at Turnholme; and I +thought if you got some done before they grow common, it would be such +a good thing for you!"</p> + +<p>"And can you tell me how I am to set about making such an +out-of-the-way thing as this?" said Nelly, as she held up the boa with +a disdainful air.</p> + +<p>"No, I cannot tell you how to do it; but you are so clever at such +matters, I thought you would know directly."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I may find out, as there are few stitches I do not know," +replied Nelly, her temper a little soothed through the medium of her +vanity; "but when I have made them, I do not see who there is to buy +them, now Mrs. Mowbray and her family are gone."</p> + +<p>"Oh! in the first place, I will take one; and then Miss Mincing will be +glad to take any number, if you let her have them a trifle under the +usual price."</p> + +<p>Nelly nodded, with a half-pleased, half-cunning air, as if she had +proved right, and Mrs. Otley had her own ends to answer in her apparent +good-nature. "And, perhaps," continued Mrs. Otley, "the Mowbrays may be +at home before next winter."</p> + +<p>"No," said Nelly, "not a bit of it. That's all a pretence about the +young ladies' education. They have had some losses out, there away, in +them sugar-mines, and they won't be at home these two years," replied +Nelly, with the dogmatical air of one whose superior information could +not be doubted.</p> + +<p>"That's sad news, Mrs. Nelly," interposed Mr. Otley; "'tis a wonder Mr. +Williams did not say a word about it yesterday, when I called, about +stocking up that hedge."</p> + +<p>"The news only came this morning; but I believe you will find it's true +enough; though people think an old woman can know nothing."</p> + +<p>"I'm loth to credit such bad news about such good people," answered Mr. +Otley.</p> + +<p>"They may be good, for aught I know to the contrary; but I am sure it +is little enough I have profited by their goodness."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Nelly!" exclaimed Susan, "did not they keep you<span class="pagenum" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</span> always in +employment; and if you had nothing else to do, did they not bid you +always be knitting stockings for them, which they afterwards gave to +the poor?"</p> + +<p>"And much good that did me! I was none the warmer. They paid me for my +work, sure enough; and what thanks do I owe them for that? It would be +a pretty thing indeed, if gentlefolks ordered goods of poor people, and +then cheated them out of their money."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Nelly!" cried Susan, and she longed to add, "how ungrateful!" but +she remembered she was old and sick, and she restrained herself.</p> + +<p>"I always thought it would come to this. I always thought the 'squire +would run himself into debt with the warm house he kept, and his dances +on the green to giddy boys and girls;"—(Susan sighed)—"and then the +grand company that visited at the Park! I am sure it has kept me awake +many a night to hear the carriages rolling by after a dinner-party. It +won't do to burn the candle at both ends. I have always said so; but +nobody minds me."</p> + +<p>"I am sure, Nelly," interposed Mrs. Otley, "Mr. Mowbray saw no more +company than was proper and becoming for a gentleman of his birth and +connexions: and it would have been a sin and a shame if he had let his +daughters mope at home without allowing them to see a little of the +world; and as for his losses in his West India property, he could not +foresee that his crop of sugar-canes would fail, or that a hurricane +would ruin his plantations."</p> + +<p>"I know nothing about sugar-canes, nor hurricanes, not I; but I know +that if they are things that pay one year, and don't pay the next, you +should reckon accordingly, and not live as if sugar-mines paid every +year as regular as sheep or corn."</p> + +<p>"Not sugar-mines, Nelly. Sugar grows in plantations."</p> + +<p>"Sugar-mines, or salt-mines, it is all one to me; that's no business of +mine," replied Nelly doggedly, "and it makes little difference to me. +If them losses out, there away, hinder the 'squire's family from coming +home, and I have no regular sale for my stockings, it matters little +what keeps them in foreign parts."</p> + +<p>"Well, Mrs. Nelly," said Mr. Otley, "you are not the only person who +will miss Mr. and Mrs. Mowbray. All who<span class="pagenum" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</span> are willing to work will wish +for the 'squire back again, and all who are sick or sorry, will miss +Mrs. Mowbray's kind words, and kind deeds; and I am sure I shall miss +those sweet young ladies, with their smiling faces, and their affable +manners, running about my yard, and playing with the dogs, and the +cats, and the calves, and all the dumb animals."</p> + +<p>"And I am sure I shall miss Mr. Mowbray's elegant manners and agreeable +conversation, though I own it struck me there was something rather high +about Mrs. Mowbray's ways, though she was such a dowdy in her dress. +Well, Nelly, you do not seem to like the idea of knitting boas, so I +will take away the pattern."</p> + +<p>"And if I don't get employment from Miss Mincing, who am I to look to +now?—but if you are against leaving it with me for a day or two, why I +don't wish to be beholden to anybody."</p> + +<p>"I borrowed it on purpose from Mrs. Knotaway, and if you succeed in +making them, I shall be very glad to buy one," added Mrs. Otley, as she +took her leave.</p> + +<p>Almost before the door was closed, "There," said Nelly, "I told you +how it was. She thinks she can get her flaunting boa a trifle cheaper +than if she bought it at Miss Mincing's. I know her well enough. People +think I can't see through them, because I am old and helpless; but I +have not lost my senses."</p> + +<p>"Indeed, Nelly," said Susan, "Mrs. Otley ordered one, out of +good-nature."</p> + +<p>"And do you think, if my work was dearer than the shop-price, she would +think so much of being good-natured?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Nelly! we should not be looking out for bad motives to kind +actions. It will be a great advantage to you to find a market for your +goods at Miss Mincing's, and I am sure Mrs. Otley meant to do you a +service; and if it had not been for your good, Mr. Otley would never +have let her propose it."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Otley, indeed!—He just lets his flighty wife take her own way."</p> + +<p>"He is very kind; but my cousin, Sophy Foster, who lived with them +half-a-year, says he can be firm enough when there is need for it, +and that he rules in all great things, though he does not like to be +jarring about trifles."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</span></p> + +<p>"I don't know how it is, Susan, you are always contradicting one. You +always have something to say in defence of everybody. It is a very +disagreeable trick in a young woman to be contradicting her elders."</p> + +<p>The spring had now stolen on; Master Mumford's house was free; and +Susan thought it her duty to tell George that she released him from +his engagement. She was quite blind. No hope was held out to her of +recovery. Her becoming the wife of a poor man, the mother of a poor +man's children, was absolutely out of the question. She took the +opportunity one day, when her father and mother were both present, +to say to him, "The time is come, George, when I must give you up. +You have been very good to me, and I shall feel your goodness as long +as I live; but I cannot make you such a wife as a poor man ought to +have: and now, George, here, before my father and mother, I give you +back your word. The house next door is free, and you must give the +'squire's steward your answer; and so you had better go to Mr. Williams +and give it up at once. I can never live there with you; and if—if +you should—if you should marry another girl, George," she continued +resolutely, though with a choking voice, "I could not bear to have +her live there—no more could you, I am sure you could not; so you +had better go to the 'squire's steward and tell him how it is!" She +stopped, exhausted with the effort she had made.</p> + +<p>George stood by, grieved, distressed, uncertain how to act, or what to +say. He loved Susan dearly, as dearly as ever; but it was true, she +could not take care of a poor man's house. He was but a labourer; it +was impossible he should earn enough to support her, and a person to +do for her and the family they might have. It would be bringing her +into a state of hopeless poverty and distress. He had no arguments to +adduce, and yet he could not bear to break off his engagement. "What is +to be done, dame?" at length he said, with the tears in his eyes. "I +love your Susan, there, as dearly as ever I did, and I can't bear the +thoughts of giving her up; and yet I have nothing to say against the +reasons she has been bringing up against me. I am fairly puzzled what +to do," he continued, rubbing his forehead. "I would not mind, if I +thought I could keep her creditably; but if she and her children were +to be brought to want, and I not able<span class="pagenum" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</span> to earn a decent maintenance for +them, why, I do think that would be worst of all."</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to be done, dear George, but what I tell you. We +must break off with one another, and you must try to forget by-gone +days: that will soon be easy enough for you. As for me, I do not see +there is any need for me to try to forget, for I may as well think over +everything that is pleasant; and it will always be a pleasure to me to +think how kind you have been to me, and how true you have been to me!" +and she held out her hand in the direction where he stood, moving it +slowly towards him as blind people do. He took her hand, he grasped it +firmly; he pressed it between his own hard palms, occasionally patting +it, in silence for some minutes, till at length he let it fall, and +dropping his head upon the deal dresser, he burst into an agony of +uncontrollable sobs.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER V.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">These orbs, that Heaven's gay light no longer know,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Nor meet with kindred beam affection's eye,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">(Long, long denied each grateful ministry!)</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Still own the tear that flows for others' woe!</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Susan</span> sat dissolved in silent tears. The dame had clasped her hands +in prayer. Old Nicholas's head rested on his staff, while tears also +rolled from his sightless eyes. It is not a new remark, but it is +always a touching reflection, that eyes which have long forgotten to +minister to pleasurable objects should still retain the faculty of +weeping.</p> + +<p>Few more words were spoken that evening by the party assembled in +Master Foster's house. It was necessary that George Wells should +decide whether he meant to take the neighbouring cottage. There was no +alternative, and he was obliged to give it up. But he still continued +to visit Susan.</p> + +<p>The summer came on, and he often led her carefully forth to walk in +their accustomed paths. He thought in his heart that he should never +marry, and he was sure he could never like any girl as well as Susan. +He sometimes told her so, and she<span class="pagenum" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</span> gladly believed him; and she +found herself, when thus convinced of his continued affection, less +unhappy than she had imagined it possible to be under her melancholy +deprivation. Her skill in knitting almost exceeded that of her old +mistress; and although she could not earn as much as she formerly had +by needle-work, still the farmers' wives patronized her; some of the +gentry in the nearest country town bought her muffettees as fast as she +could make them; and she was able to assist her parents in some degree. +The household cares fell heavier on old Sarah, but she had a willing +spirit, and grudged no labour for those she loved.</p> + +<p>One of Susan's most constant customers for her worsted manufactures +was Mrs. Otley, who thought, in the absence of the Mowbrays, it was +incumbent upon her to patronise their favourites. Though her husband +rented but a small farm not exceeding a hundred acres, she was not, in +her own estimation, a personage of small importance. She was possessed +with that desire of aping her betters, which is the misfortune of many +in her condition.</p> + +<p>Because a man with a capital of ten or twelve thousand pounds chooses +to invest that capital in a large farm, and consequently lives +himself, and brings up his family, as he would be entitled to do if +the same fortune was invested in any other speculation or profession; +why should the small farmer, who can barely stock his forty or fifty +acres, and by the utmost industry ought not to expect a profit much +beyond the earnings of a good labourer, think himself called upon to +emulate his richer neighbour? Like him he keeps his greyhounds to go +coursing, or his nag to ride hunting; while his wife and daughters +appear at church attired in the extreme of the fashion, and at home +display in their best parlour the elegancies of a drawing-room; such as +diminutive cupids bearing gigantic candlesticks, <i>petits objets</i> +on a small table, a flower-glass containing an artificial bouquet, +and not unfrequently a piano-forte. Farmer Otley himself was not one +to whom these remarks were applicable, but he had married a woman +who was the very type of a fashionable farmeress. She had received a +boarding-school education, could play on the piano-forte, spoke French, +wrote a delicate hand with a steel pen, embroidered muslin, was really +a pretty and not a vulgar-looking woman, and having<span class="pagenum" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</span> brought him a +decent fortune, felt herself entitled to be as refined as books and +backboards could make her.</p> + +<p>She had been struck by Mr. Otley's personal beauty, and had fallen +in love with him as being more fitted by his appearance to enact the +hero than any one else with whom she associated. He was certainly a +singularly handsome man; and although (after marriage) she sometimes +reproved him for allowing his voice to go beyond what she thought the +true pitch of romance, and his laugh to become too hearty, she consoled +herself by finding many examples in novels and poems, where strength, +manliness, and courage are the requisite attributes of the lover, and +the delicacy and refinement are only indispensable in the lady-love.</p> + +<p>When she married him she imagined all farmers must move in the same +sphere of gentility; and as Mr. Glover, who rented and cultivated +highly a thousand acres in her native parish, drove his wife and +daughters to church in a phaeton with two pretty ponies; as the +Miss Glovers were dressed as well, or nearly as well, as the Lady +Larkingtons; as Mrs. Glover frequently dined with the clergyman's wife, +and Mr. Glover occasionally at Larkington Hall, she concluded that when +she also was united to a farmer, Mrs. Otley would be as great and as +genteel a personage as Mrs. Glover.</p> + +<p>Much has been said, and much has been written, both against the farmers +of the present day, and in their defence. Surely the condemnation and +the approbation have both been too general. It is often urged that +all the distress among that class of people is owing to their altered +notions, their finery, and their ambition. It has also been urged with +truth, that there is no reason why a large capitalist who invests his +money in agricultural speculations should be condemned to eat bread and +cheese, and to wear a smock-frock; and his wife to churn, bake, and +feed her chickens.</p> + +<p>The fault appears to be that sufficient regard is not paid to the +difference of capital requisite for a large and a small farm. The +small shop-keeper in a narrow alley does not feel himself called upon +to make the same appearance, or to indulge in the same luxuries, as +the proprietor of one of the brilliant magazines in Regent Street, or +Bond Street; but the small farmer strives to vie with the large one, +and would be ashamed to see<span class="pagenum" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</span> his family appear at church less well +dressed, than that of a man whom he considers in the same rank of life +as himself.</p> + +<p>Dame Foster was, as usual, one afternoon sitting at her cottage window, +whence she commanded a view down the village street, which enabled her +to beguile the tedious hours by reporting to her blind companions each +little village incident. She saw Mrs. Otley draw near, accompanied by +her children, and a girl who attended upon them. Old Sarah could not +help remarking that Mrs. Otley was more dressed out than ever Mrs. +Mowbray used to be. "It is a pity folks do not know their own places. I +remember the time when Mr. Otley's mother—old Mrs. Otley that's dead +and gone—used to wear her black satin bonnet and her red cloak just as +I did; only her cloak was handsomer, and the satin was a richer satin, +and she was never forced to wear them till they were shabby. She looked +respectable at all times; and she kept as warm a house as anybody in +the parish—plenty for her own family and for anybody who was in want. +When you were courting me, Nicholas, you used to work with old Farmer +Otley, and I dare say, if you had gone on with him, you would not have +married for some years longer. I don't justly mind how it was, but you +and he came to words, and you went off to Farmer Lightfoot, and he did +not board nor lodge his men; and I remember well you said 'twas all so +different from old Mrs. Otley's comfortable hot suppers, and her good +clean bed, and her warm fire-side to sit by of an evening, that you +resolved you would have a home of your own, and you said it would not +cost you much more to have a cottage to yourself than to hire a single +room. Ah! it was all very well, and we got on pretty middling; but it +was a good while before we gathered things comfortable about us. We +often used to say that if we had waited another two or three years we +should have begun quite before-hand with the world. Do you remember, +Nicholas, how pleased we were when we got our nice clock at last? It +was a hard matter to save up enough for the clock, with a growing +family coming on!"</p> + +<p>When old Sarah had advanced thus far in her reminiscences, she +perceived that Mrs. Otley crossed the road and directed her steps to +their cottage. She entered the humble apartment with a graceful slide, +and her silk gown rustled, as Nicholas said, till he almost thought she +must be the minister's lady. Her little boy<span class="pagenum" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</span> was dressed in a Polish +coat, with a cap from which dangled a smart tassel. The little girl, +who was just able to toddle, had a boa round her neck; and the brawny +country-girl who enacted nursery-maid, seemed to have been tutored into +taking as mincing steps as her mistress. Mrs. Otley came to bespeak +some handkerchiefs and muffettees like those which Mrs. Parkins, the +oracle of fashion in the town of Turnholme, had ordered; and she begged +Mrs. Foster's permission to wait at her house till Mr. Otley passed by +from market, and would drive her home in "his chaise,"—a term which +serves some people to designate every gradation of one-horsed vehicle, +from a stanhope to a tax-cart.</p> + +<p>It was not long before Mr. Otley was seen approaching in the +market-cart, which Mrs. Otley denominated his chaise; and she sent +the girl to the garden-gate to stop him on his way. The good-natured +husband quickly dismounted from his cart, and entered the cottage, +fearing something might be the matter. "Why, what's this, Lizzy? You're +not ill, to be sure?"</p> + +<p>"No, my love," answered the lady; "only fatigued with my walk: but do +not speak so loud, if you please, my love; you forget my nerves."</p> + +<p>"Lord bless you, Lizzy, I can't remember those things I know nothing +about: but I am sorry you are so troubled with them. I am sure if they +are a trouble to you, they are a trouble to me too; for they won't let +you do any of the jobs that want doing about a farmhouse. Why, what's +this queer bit of a rat's tail you've twisted round little Lizzy's +neck?" he continued, laughing, as he held up the child's Lilliputian +boa.</p> + +<p>"Take care, dear Mr. Otley; the poor child will take cold if she is +without her boa. Mrs. Foster will think you quite a savage," she +continued, in a mincing half-tender tone, to carry off his rough +manners.</p> + +<p>"No, no, she won't," he replied! "Dame Foster knows me of old; and +Nicholas, he was the first that taught me how to take a wasp's nest. Do +you remember, Nicholas? You had left working for father then; but you +were always partial to me, and I remember well you used sometimes to +come at after-hours, and help me wasp-nesting, or bat-fowling, or such +like."</p> + +<p>"Ah, Master Otley! you were a smart sprig of a lad, and I always had +a liking for you. You always were sharp and active; and when you were +quite a child, you would be helping your<span class="pagenum" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</span> poor mother when she was busy +at her dairy, or her poultry-yard, or when she was particular busy on +baking-days."</p> + +<p>"There, Lizzy; you see I always told you how mother used to set her +hand to everything, and never thought any useful work was beneath her. +That's the way to make farming answer. 'Tis the small profits and the +small savings we must look to, if we mean to get on in these hard +times."</p> + +<p>"Dear Mr. Otley, I do not like to hear you talk so. Anybody would think +you quite mean and niggardly to hear you. I am often telling you you do +not do yourself justice."</p> + +<p>"Ah, wife! that's all very well; but it is just because I want to do +myself justice that I talk so. But come along. Up with you into the +cart, and we'll be jogging home. The more the merrier," he added, as he +took the little girl in his arms.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Otley! when will you get me a little pony-chaise, or something +decent, to go about in? I have never been used to such a shabby +conveyance."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry for it, my dear! When I have the money, you shall have +just such a chay as you may fancy; but mean time you must put up with +this. Good night to you, Master Foster!" he continued, as he left the +cottage. "Good night, dame! good night, Susan! I saw some rare fine +worsted in a shop-window at Turnholme to-day. You shall have some, next +time I go to market. I did think about bringing some to-day. It would +be just the thing for your work."</p> + +<p>"Thank you kindly, sir. You are very good," answered Susan.</p> + +<p>"Well to be sure, she looks too much of a lady to be getting up +into that common cart," remarked Sarah, as she watched Farmer Otley +carefully assisting his wife into the "chaise," and dutifully saving +the silk gown from coming into contact with the wheel. "There's no +particular harm in the woman if she was married to some one who only +wanted a wife to look at; but how she is to keep everything going +about a farm, is more than I can tell! She needs somebody to look +after her, instead of her being able to look after others. There's +her veil flying, and her bit of fur that she calls a boa slipping off +among the spokes of the wheel, and her smart shawl almost shaken off +her shoulders as the cart rattles down the street. Now the wind takes +her bonnet, and it is blown quite back! Old Mrs. Otley used to look so +decent and respectable as she<span class="pagenum" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</span> came home from market by her husband's +side, with her warm red cloak held tight round her, and her close black +bonnet fitting to her face, it was a pleasure to see her. Well! after +all, this young woman's a good-natured soul, and gives you a good price +for your work, Susan; and for all she is so fine herself, she is not +proud nor haughty to others," added the kind-hearted Sarah; for though +the habit of sitting at her window, watching all that took place in +the village, and making her remarks and her calculations thereon, had +unavoidably caused her to be something of a gossip, her heart was so +good, that she always qualified any fault she might find with her +neighbours, by discovering some counterbalancing merit.</p> + +<p>It is almost impossible that those whose lives are passed in +ministering to the mental cravings and the amusement of the infirm and +the unoccupied, should avoid talking too freely of others. However +amiable their intentions and their feelings may be, so many words +cannot be uttered without sometimes doing mischief, if it were only by +magnifying trifles into matters of importance.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER VI.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">When Love's afraid, do not that fear despise;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Flames tremble most, when they the highest rise.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>D'Avenant.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">George Wells</span> still took his Sunday walk with Susan; and Susan, having +once told him distinctly that she should never marry, and that she +gave him back his troth, having even alluded to the probability of his +marrying another woman, felt she had done her duty, and that they might +still be, and ever might remain, friends. But friendship between man +and woman seldom exists without an admixture of love, past, present, +or to come. The feeling that begins in friendship often leads on to +love; often, too often, love is indulged under the garb of friendship; +and sometimes, but more rarely, love leaves behind it a regard which +subsides into friendship. Such, as Susan flattered herself, was the +case with George; and she therefore hoped that she should always +experience from<span class="pagenum" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</span> him the same kindness and the same attention. But it +was not friendship, it was still love, that George felt for Susan: and +it was a touching sight to mark the young man leading his once plighted +wife, the blind Susan, on her way from church; tenderly watching that +the merry urchins who were playing in the path did not run against her +in their sport, or carefully pushing aside with his foot any loose +stone which might cause her to stumble. He would often bring her a +nosegay too; and Susan might generally be seen with a bowpot placed +near her, containing the common flowers of the season, backed up with +southern-wood and marjoram enough to drown the scent of all the roses +and pinks of which the foreground was composed. George loved to see +the smile with which his present was greeted; and still looked with +admiration at the silken eye-lashes which shaded the eyes that could no +longer beam upon him.</p> + +<p>The summer thus glided by; the autumn was equally tranquil; and Susan +learned to listen for the accustomed step; to know, without attending +to the village chimes, the very hour at which he usually dropped in, +and to recognise his hand upon the latch. But as the winter advanced, +and the days became short and the weather severe, when they could no +longer walk together in the fields, and that his visits were as much +to the old people as to Susan, he did not call so regularly; and Susan +listened in vain for the sound of his step on the gravel, or the turn +of his hand on the latch. In vain did she now count the hours and the +quarters most accurately. The usual time had long elapsed when he did +call, and sometimes he omitted to do so altogether. She could not +wonder; she told herself she ought to be grateful for all the kindness +she had met with; she was aware she had no right to reproach him, but +yet she felt her sorrows more acutely than before.</p> + +<p>Old Nicholas was the first to remark upon George's frequent absence. +Some rumours had reached Susan's ears that George was not so steady as +he had formerly been; but she hastened to defend him and to account for +the manner in which his time was occupied. Though she might feel hurt +herself, it was painful to hear him blamed, and she dreaded hearing +herself pitied.</p> + +<p>"Why, is not that seven o'clock?—five, six, seven,—yes, sure enough +it is seven o'clock," said old Nicholas, one Sunday evening just after +Christmas,—"and no George!<span class="pagenum" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</span> He was not here last Sunday neither. I am +got so used to the young man, it seems quite dull when so many days go +by without his giving us a call."</p> + +<p>"Young men must take a little pleasure sometimes, father! 'Tis always +the same thing here, and I dare say he likes a little change."</p> + +<p>"That's quite true, Susan. I've been young in my day, and have had my +pleasure; and Sarah, she has known what it is to be light-hearted; and +we must not grudge young people what's natural at their age;"—then, +after a little while, he added, "but you, my poor girl, trouble is come +upon you before its time. It is all as it should be for us to bear our +trials and wait patiently till it pleases God to take us; but you, not +yet turned your two-and-twenty"——</p> + +<p>"Don't pity me, father! that's just what I can't bear. I do very well +when I'm not pitied," exclaimed Susan, with a little touch of her +former petulance: "Thank you all the same, father, for thinking so +much about me," she added, in a few moments, with a subdued manner. +"But, hark! I hear his step! I know the sound of his nailed shoes on +the gravel;" and her head was raised, and her face turned to the door, +while a smile almost angelic in its sweetness played around her mouth. +"I am glad you are come, George," she said, "for father missed you so +much. Come in, and sit down by him, and tell him all the news."</p> + +<p>This was just what suited George; for he felt conscious that he had +been somewhat neglectful of late, and he found it easier to entertain +old Nicholas with the village news, than to sit by Susan and explain to +her how his evenings had been occupied.</p> + +<p>"I heard plenty of news, and bad news too, at the Cart and Horses +t'other night."</p> + +<p>"Oh, George! you have not taken to going to the public-house, sure? You +never used to do such a thing!"</p> + +<p>"Bless you, Susan, a man can't work all day, and take no amusement +when his work is over. What can a man do that has not got a home +to go to?" This went to Susan's heart, but she said nothing. "As I +was telling you, they said at the Cart and Horses—no, 'twas at the +Chequers—Tuesday evening."——</p> + +<p>"So he frequents both public-houses!" thought Susan.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</span></p> + +<p>George continued: "Master Smith said there was a talk of breaking up +the benefit club."</p> + +<p>"The benefit club!" exclaimed Sarah; "why, what will my good man do if +the benefit club should go! His half-pay is almost all we have had to +live upon for many a long year!"</p> + +<p>"That will fall heavy upon us, indeed," said Nicholas. "Why, what's the +meaning of this? I never heard any talk of the club being so low."</p> + +<p>"Why, they say the members are all growing old, and so many of them +keep coming upon it that it can't hold out, unless they consent to take +less pay."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" cried Nicholas; "I always was afraid how 'twould be, and I was +very sorry to be such a burthen to it myself. That was why I agreed +that, as my affliction was not like a common illness, of which one +might hope to be cured, but as I must look for no other than being on +the club as long as I lived, I would take only half-pay, walking-pay, +as they call it. My two sons are very good, they always make up the +money to me out of their earnings. I am sure I would not wish to be too +covetous, and to break my club."</p> + +<p>"I hope 'tis only talk: it will do well enough, I dare say, if we can +get some new young members into it that are not likely to be any drain +upon it yet. Well! I have put in for four years, and never drawn a +farthing yet."</p> + +<p>"I am sure, George, you should be very grateful to think what a +blessing God has granted you, in giving you such good health all these +years."</p> + +<p>"True enough, Susan: in that sense I should be glad never to have any +of my money back again. And I am sure, Master Foster, I am glad enough +to be in the club, and help to keep it going, if it is only for your +sake."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, George; that's kindly said," answered Susan, while a tear +trembled in her eye-lashes.</p> + +<p>"Well, Master Foster," said George, "I must be going; for I promised to +meet Will Dixon at the Chequers this evening."</p> + +<p>"Oh, George! you are not going to pass your Sunday evening at the +public-house!"</p> + +<p>"Come, don't scold, Susan; I promised to meet Will Dixon; and though +we want to have a bit of talk together, we need not make too free +with the beer, you know;" and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</span> George was gone. Susan remained +with an indefinite sensation of uneasiness for which she could not +satisfactorily have accounted to herself.</p> + +<p>The following week they saw no more of George, neither did they on +the Sunday; but in the succeeding week he again called. The alarm +concerning the benefit club seemed to have subsided: Nicholas's mind +was set at ease upon the subject; and Susan timidly asked George +whether he and Will Dixon had had a merry bout of it at the Chequers.</p> + +<p>"Come, come, Susan, you want to get me to tell tales out of school! +we drank no more beer than was good for us, and then I went home with +Will Dixon to supper." Did these few words re-assure Susan that George +was not likely to fall into the habit of frequenting the ale-house, +and did they consequently restore her mind to its usual tranquillity? +On the contrary, a sensation shot through her which she had hitherto +been spared. She remembered that Will Dixon's sister Jane was a pretty +girl with bright blue eyes, and one who had for a short time divided +George's attentions with herself, before she had finally fixed them. +She remembered thinking that Jane Dixon was very partial to George, +and she remembered that the neighbours had joked Jane Dixon about +wearing the willow. Jealousy for the first time darted through her +heart, and she was alarmed and roused by the keenness of the pang. With +the rapidity of lightning she pictured to herself George in love with +Jane,—George, Jane's accepted lover,—George her bridegroom,—George +her kind and affectionate husband! It was with difficulty she +could bear her part in the conversation, and her smile was sad and +constrained.</p> + +<p>"I do not think you seem right well, Susan. Are you ill, Susan?" +inquired George kindly and affectionately.</p> + +<p>"No, thank you, dear George; I am quite well—only I feel a little +dull—I think 'tis the weather. Mother said she felt heavy this +morning."</p> + +<p>"Maybe it is. Jane Dixon was saying, Sunday, that this mild weather +was not seasonable, and that she liked a good sharp frost, and a good +long walk." Susan quivered as the name came from George's lips. But +George was not yet in love with Jane, and no consciousness prevented +his uttering the name freely. Susan had almost said, "So, you were +walking with Jane Dixon, Sunday!" but she checked the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</span> remark, mentally +saying, "and why should he not walk with Jane? and why should he not +marry Jane? Why should I fret? I ought to hope Jane may draw him away +from idle companions and bad company. I fretted when I thought he was +taking to such courses; surely I ought to be glad if anybody else gets +the power I have lost to lure him from evil ways. Poor fellow! he would +never have thought of such things if I had not been afflicted as I am. +If he had married, and had a comfortable home, he would have gone on +being steady. Yes, I ought to hope he may marry Jane Dixon, and make +her a good husband." But, school herself as she would, she did fret; +and all the placidity of mind which she had laboured to acquire was +gone. Night and day did she think of George and Jane, and constantly +did she fancy them walking through the same lanes, strolling up the +same field-paths, loitering along the same head-lands, where she had +so often wandered with George. Long before such things did occur, had +she imagined them. But in the course of a few months, that which her +reason wished, but her feelings dreaded, came to pass. George's visits +became more and more rare; and when he did look in, Jane Dixon's name +was never breathed.</p> + +<p>There was an awkwardness in his manner, and he almost exclusively +addressed himself to Nicholas. Susan was all gentleness, and +invariably, when he took leave, thanked him for calling, in a subdued +manner, which showed how entirely she felt it was from motives of +charity, and not from preference, that he now visited them. George, +without decyphering what caused the change in her tone, was aware that +she read his mind, and he became ill at ease in her presence.</p> + +<p>Jane Dixon had originally liked George; and now that he was free again, +and that Susan Foster had, as it was well known, refused to marry +him, she saw no reason why she should not put forth all her store of +rustic allurements to win back her first love. George was by nature +steady and domestic: he had for two years been engaged to Susan, and +had therefore been in the habit of considering a wife, a family, a +home, as the enjoyments to which a poor man should look forward; and +although he had latterly been led to mix more with companions of loose +character, though he had loitered away many an evening at bowls or in +the ale-house, he was not happy while leading such a life. At first, +it was for the loss of Susan<span class="pagenum" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</span> herself that he grieved; but in time +his regrets became less sentimental. He pined for a fire-side of his +own, his own chimney-nook, his hot rasher of bacon for supper, and +the kind attentions of a wife, even though that wife were not Susan +Foster. He was in a state of mind which laid him peculiarly open to +such attractions as Jane Dixon possessed; a tolerable share of beauty, +extreme good-humour, and, above all, a very decided predilection for +him, which she was at no pains to conceal. No wonder, then, if after +two years of hopeless attendance upon poor Susan, he should now find +himself engaged to Jane Dixon, and that the only difficulty which +remained, was to break the event to Susan.</p> + +<p>Every time George entered their cottage, to bid them a hurrying good +morning, or to wish them a hasty good-night, Susan thought the moment +was arrived when he was going to announce to them the step he had +taken;—for she felt that he would not allow them to learn it only from +common report; and she judged rightly. Once, or twice, after having +wished them good night, he had lingered with his hand upon the latch +of the door, or had returned to ask some trifling question, and then +had hurried suddenly away. Each time she felt that the decisive moment +was come, and she worked herself up to receive the intelligence as she +ought. She thought she wished it over, and her mind at rest; and yet +she felt relieved when the door was closed, and she heard his step +receding along the little gravel path, and she might still think of him +as her George, and not as the promised husband of another.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER VII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Behold the herbage rich, in pride of June,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Pranked with gay flowrets dancing merrily</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Beneath the sunbeams of the sultry noon,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">While slumbering in their cells their perfumes lie.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But when the scythe sweeps on right sturdily,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Laying their sweet heads low, their spirits fling</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Pure incense on the breeze ere yet they die;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">So doth the chastening hand of sorrow bring</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Virtues and graces forth, by joy left slumbering.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was rather more than two years from Alice Mowbray's wedding-day, +when George Wells lifted the latch of Master<span class="pagenum" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</span> Foster's door, and, +closing it after him, walked into the house, seated himself on the +polished wooden chair opposite old Sarah's, and said in a hurried +voice, "I am come, neighbours,—I am come to tell you a piece of news +which I should be loth you should hear from anybody but myself."</p> + +<p>Susan's heart died away within her—her head drooped more than ever +over her knitting; Dame Foster took off her spectacles, and, wiping +them, laid them within the sacred book from which she had been reading +some texts to her husband and her child; old Nicholas half turned +himself upon his settle: but none spoke. Susan felt that the silence +must be distressing to George; and exerting herself the first, she +replied, "If it is any news, George, that concerns yourself, you may be +sure there are no friends who will be more rejoiced to hear of any good +likely to befall you, or more grieved to hear of any misfortune. You +have scarce any older friends than father, and mother, and myself; so +you need not be afraid to speak."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Susan, thank you; that's just like you. I was sure you +would take it so. And yet, after all that has passed between us, I +felt—I don't know how I felt. But it seems strange I should marry +anybody else."</p> + +<p>"I gave you back your word, George, and this is what I have long +expected; and long tried to make up my mind to," she added, with some +effort. "I could not expect you to go on always tending upon a poor +blind girl like me. 'Tis better, much better, than getting any ways +unsteady. God knows, I have not a word to say against your marrying +Jane Dixon."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Susan, thank you," he repeated; "I feel easier now! Susan, +this has been a great trouble to me; for I could not bear deceiving you +like, and yet I did not know how to tell you there was any courting +going on between me and Jane."</p> + +<p>"You know, George, I gave you back your word from the first."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, so you did; but for a long time I did not believe I should +ever think of any girl but you: but I do not know how it is, a man +wants a home—does he not, Master Foster?—and he wants a wife to see +to him. And then, Jane Dixon, she's a tight lass; and I don't know how +it was,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</span> I never came home from work without meeting her going of an +errand somewhere; and then she is a bustling girl, and one who will +keep things nice and tidy in a poor man's house."</p> + +<p>"Her mother was a thrifty, bustling body, and I hope she will make +you a good wife, George," said Dame Foster, in a tone which she meant +should be very kind; but her thoughts were so much occupied with Susan, +that she had no feeling to spare for any one else.</p> + +<p>"I wish you happiness, George," said Nicholas; "you have behaved very +well by my poor girl; and, if it had not been for her affliction, you +would have married her, and made her a good husband, I warrant. It is +the will of God it should all be as it is."</p> + +<p>"Thank you kindly, Master Foster."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Susan had been feeling upon the little shelf on the wall +close to where she sat, for a small book, which at length she found. +"George," she said, "I have a book here which I ought to give you back. +'Tis those Watts's Hymns which you gave to me a few days before Miss +Alice's wedding;" she could not repress a sigh. "If you remember, you +wrote both our Christian names upon it,—and then said you would add +the surname when one name would do for both. I don't think it is right +I should keep that book, and you the husband of another; and yet I +could never find it in my heart to destroy it. Besides, I can't read +all the beautiful hymns that are in it; but you can, and sometimes it +may do you good perhaps to read them."</p> + +<p>George indeed remembered giving Susan the little book: he had that day +obtained the promise of Master Mumford's house, and he had that day +gained her consent to their being speedily asked in church. They had +then written their names in the manner described by Susan, and had +talked over their future prospects, with the assurance of soon being +indissolubly united.</p> + +<p>As George took the book from Susan's hands, he felt them tremble. +He was scarcely more composed himself. The appearance of the little +volume, the sight of the writing, annihilated for a moment the +intervening two years; and he saw Susan as she then stood beside him, +radiant with health, joy, and tenderness.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</span></p> + +<p>Jane Dixon would not have been pleased had she known with what pain he +received this present, with what regret he looked back upon the image +thus conjured up to his mind. The tears were in his eyes as he held it. +"If it is not right for you to keep the book, Susan, I do not think it +is right I should; for I am sure I shall never look upon it without +wishing,—without remembering——Oh! Susan, how happy we were when I +gave you that book!" His voice broke, and he passed the back of his +hand several times over his eyes.</p> + +<p>Strong emotion in a stout and sturdy peasant, whose feelings we are +sure are thoroughly genuine, and in which we are satisfied there is no +touch of sickly, morbid sensibility, is always an affecting subject +of contemplation. It was almost too much for old Sarah, who now wept +like a child; while Susan experienced among the poignant regrets which +overpowered her, a mixture of satisfaction to find she was so tenderly +recollected. "I did not think you would have minded it, George; but if +it makes you think too much of by-gone days, why, perhaps, 'twill be +best you should give the book to mother to keep. I would not wish you +to think any more about me now; it would be no ways right." But it was +a comfort to Susan, though she was not aware of it, that she had to +tell him not to think about her.</p> + +<p>George still held the book, awkwardly shifting it from hand to hand: +at length he held it out; "Take it, dame," he said, "take it; for +I'm going to be married to Jane Dixon, and I must not think any more +about Susan, nor about the days that are passed and gone; it won't +do," and he pushed the book towards Dame Foster, and abruptly opened +the door. "God bless you, George," and Susan held out her hand. He had +closed the latch, and was gone. Her hand dropped to her side, but she +was not mortified. She scarcely knew how it was that she felt so much +less miserable than she expected she would have done, when George was +about to be married to another,—when an eternal barrier was about to +be placed between them,—when she had broken the last link that bound +them to each other. Alas! it must be confessed that if the causes of +her more resigned frame of mind were accurately analyzed, there might +be discovered, among better feelings, a slight admixture of vanity, +which had been soothed by finding George<span class="pagenum" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</span> still remembered her with +affection, and by feeling that he did not love Jane Dixon so well as he +had once loved her.</p> + +<p>Susan was a good and a generous girl; but in her nature there was a +portion of that quality which, although subdued and chastened by heavy +affliction, is seldom entirely rooted out of the human heart. She did +not wish George to be unhappy on her account; she heartily hoped Jane +would prove a good wife to him; and yet, after having experienced +considerable mortification in the course of his unavoidable neglect of +her, it was a balm to poor frail human nature to feel that she was not +relinquished without a pang.</p> + +<p>"My poor girl," said Sarah, after she had watched George's hurried +steps along the road, over the stile, and into the fields beyond the +village,—"my poor girl! I must no longer pray, as I have done, never +to see another sun rise when once my poor Nicholas is in his grave, for +what will you do without me? As long as George was single, I felt you +would never want a friend; but now I must hope to be spared still for +your sake! I once thought, when you were George's wife, and my good man +was at rest, that old Sarah Foster's task would be finished, and that +she might pray the Almighty to release her from these pains. But God's +will be done!" and she bowed her head in meek submission.</p> + +<p>George Wells had instinctively avoided the village; he dreaded to meet +his betrothed. Susan had risen up to his mind as she had been in her +best days: those days once more became so present to him, that all his +former love seemed to return with fresh force, and he wondered how he +had become entangled with Jane Dixon. But a few weeks more, and she +would be his wife; and among the lower orders that name is more sacred +than among the higher, where the gradations between virtue and vice +are softened down, and the line of demarcation not so absolute. He +remembered that he had promised to walk with Jane that very evening, +and he somewhat slowly and unwillingly returned towards the village +by a path which led nearer the dwelling of his new love. He had not +advanced far when he met her gaily approaching in search of him. He was +scarcely yet in a frame of mind to meet her gladly, and he wished she +had not been quite so affectionate in her disposition towards him. She +certainly was not coy. He had never been called upon to sue; he had +but to receive the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</span> advances she was disposed to make. "Poor girl!" he +thought, "it is not her fault, if I once liked Susan so much. She has +always been partial to me: I must make her a good husband. It would +never do to be anywise unkind to her now; besides, the parish begins +to talk, and the best thing we can do is to be married out of hand." +And the result was that they agreed he should wait on the minister, and +inform him they wished to be asked in church.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER VIII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Let fowk bode weel, and strive to do their best,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nae mair's required; let Heav'n make out the rest.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Allan Ramsay's</span> <i>Gentle Shepherd</i>.</span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">Susan</span> was somewhat agitated and perplexed the next Sunday morning, +debating in her own mind whether George and Jane were likely to be +asked that very day, and whether she could hear their names called over +with the composure which befitted so holy a place. She did not like +to absent herself from church on that account; for to those who have +acquired the habit of never failing in their attendance, the omission +appears a dereliction of duty. She therefore summoned up her courage; +her mother, as usual, arranged her bonnet, and pinned her shawl with +due attention to neatness. The dame, as usual, turned the key of the +door, and placed it in her pocket; then, taking Nicholas's arm with +one hand, she guided him safely on his way, while with the other +she supported her own feebler steps with her polished staff. Susan +followed, led by a neighbour's little girl, who always came to attend +her to church.</p> + +<p>This afflicted family, so decent in their apparel, so respectable in +their behaviour, were never seen drawing near the house of worship +without exciting a feeling of pity and veneration in all whose souls +were not callous to every good emotion. They had arranged themselves as +usual in their pew. The service had begun; and when the close of the +second lesson drew near, poor Susan's heart beat almost audibly. Her +head was held low, and her face was partly concealed by her bonnet: but +she strove to maintain as unmoved a countenance<span class="pagenum" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</span> as possible; for she +knew that the opposite seat was occupied by gay young girls who would +feel a curiosity about her, and she was unable to tell when, or when +not, her countenance might be the subject of remark to others.</p> + +<p>The last words of the lesson were read; the large Bible was closed with +a heavy noise; there was a moment's pause, but the clergyman proceeded +with the service, and Susan was spared for that Sunday. A sort of hope +shot through her mind; and yet what did she hope? She had herself +relinquished George, she had herself anticipated his marriage, she knew +he was engaged, she knew he could not with honour break off with Jane +Dixon; if he did, was not she as unfit for a poor labourer's wife as +when she first gave him back his troth? It was all so, and yet she felt +relieved.</p> + +<p>The following Sunday she was again seated in her accustomed place, and +she again listened as the clergyman read the service. This time the +names were read,—"George Wells, bachelor, and Jane Dixon, spinster, +both of this parish." The girls opposite might have seen her lips +quiver; and the hands which were habitually meekly clasped upon her +knee, were slightly raised, and fell again immediately.</p> + +<p>That day Sarah herself led Susan from church, and gave up the guidance +of Nicholas to the little girl. They reached their home; and before old +Sarah busied herself in the preparation for their humble repast, she +sat down to rest herself. Susan heard her mother sigh.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" she said, "you are fretting about me!"</p> + +<p>"Not to say fretting, Susan, for we heard no more than what we expected +to hear; but I thought it was a great trial to you to hear their +names in church. I was afraid whether it might not be almost too much +for you. And then I sighed to think, when we were gone, what a poor +desolate creature you would be; and I was wishing we could any way +provide for you. I should not like you to come on the parish, and yet I +don't see how we can save any thing,—we, that can't earn a shilling. +Next time Farmer Otley calls, I will ask him about the Friendly Society +he was mentioning; and I have heard talk of insuring one life against +another, and perhaps we might get your brothers to help," continued the +old woman, her thoughts gradually led from the wound Susan's affections +had received, to the blasting of her worldly prospects.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</span></p> + +<p>When, as among the lower orders, the provision necessary for existence +is at stake, the most tender regrets must often be mixed up with other +considerations; but Susan could not yet comprehend any sorrow but that +of losing the lover of her youth. "Never trouble your head about me in +that way, mother; I don't care nor think anything about such matters."</p> + +<p>"That's all very well for young folks who have always had their +fathers' roof over their heads," interposed Nicholas, "and a bit to eat +as long as their parents had it; but it is the duty of parents to look +forward for their children. You will find it very different when we +are in our graves, and you have to find yourself board and lodging and +everything. It frets me so, sometimes, I can't go to sleep! I and my +old woman used often to say we should be at rest when we were beneath +the sod, and we did not care how soon our time came; but now I quite +dread to think we may be taken any day."</p> + +<p>"And so may I, father, be taken any day. It often happens that the +youngest goes first; and as 'tis all in the hands of Providence, there +is no need for you to make yourself unhappy about me in that way. +Besides, who knows but God may raise me up friends if my time of need +should ever come?—It is not my board nor my lodging that troubles me," +she could not help adding with an irrepressible expression of grief.</p> + +<p>"Ah! I know what 'tis that troubles you. 'Tis just what I am often +thinking of. In my affliction I have a kind helpmate to cheer me, and +keep up my spirits, and save me from ever feeling lonesome; and I have +you, Susan, and I love to listen to your voice, though it has not its +cheerful tone, and though I never hear the laugh that used to make +my heart glad within me. You, my poor girl, you can never have these +comforts, and that weighs upon my mind, though I do not like to say +much about it."</p> + +<p>"It can't be helped, father, and I hope I submit as I should. It has +pleased God to visit me as He has done, and I am sure I have done no +more than my duty in not letting George burthen himself with me for a +wife."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, it is all right; you have done your duty, that's certain."</p> + +<p>"And when we have done that, we must leave the rest to Providence."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</span></p> + +<p>Mr. Otley called soon afterwards with some of the worsted which he was +now in the constant habit of procuring for Susan. Dame Foster took +the opportunity of getting her mind enlightened concerning annuities, +and friendly societies, and all the other modes of provision for the +poor which were established at Turnholme. But all required a larger +monthly sum, or a more considerable deposit, than they could possibly +contrive to pay. "I wish, Mr. Otley," said Susan, "you could persuade +father and mother not to think so much about me; if 'tis anything about +themselves, they always say we should rely on Providence: tell them +they should do so for me, as well as for themselves."</p> + +<p>"It is quite right, Susan, you should speak as you do, and feel as you +do; but it is quite right too that your parents should be willing to do +the best they can for you. I am sure I wish I could put them in the way +of making some provision for you; but when people get to be in years, +all the insurances are so high: that is a thing people should think of +when they are young and in health."</p> + +<p>"That is quite just, Master Otley, and so I did when I was young; for +I put into my club as soon as I was turned nineteen,—as soon as I got +anything like man's wages; and a good job it has been for me that I did +so: but, you see, one could not reckon upon such an affliction as poor +Susan's."</p> + +<p>"And that's quite just too, Master Foster; and I'll be bound that if +ever she should be in want, the gentry, ay, and the farmers too, would +not grudge her some help,—such a good girl, and such a patient girl +as she is! and so young too, and so well-favoured as she is! I often +tell my mistress I don't care how many warm handkerchiefs she buys of +Susan, 'tis all money well spent; though I will say I wish she would +not always be making me drive her over to Turnholme, that she may learn +the new fashions. What do the fashions signify? say I; where is your +red cloak? say I; and where is your checked apron? say I: and then she +is so mad with me! But she is a good-natured soul, and always comes +round after I've laughed a bit. And then then she is not so hearty and +strong as I am, and she can't bustle about. Well, good night, Nicholas! +I must be off. I must not forget this package though: Miss Mincing, at +the shop, told me I must be sure and carry it very carefully, for the +least touch would spoil it." And<span class="pagenum" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</span> away went the good-natured farmer, +carrying the parcel very carefully to the cart, but then putting it at +the bottom of the vehicle among many other articles of great size and +weight, where it was jumbled in a manner which would have agonised Miss +Mincing had she witnessed it, and which did agonise Mrs. Otley when she +extracted it from among its travelling companions, and upon examination +found the beautiful cap, with its wires, and its bows, more fit to +adorn a May-day chimney-sweeper, than the head of so refined a lady as +she was.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Otley, how could you!" she exclaimed, in an accusing voice to +her husband.</p> + +<p>"How could I do what, Lizzy, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Look at my cap!" she said; "I am sure Miss Mincing must have told you +to take care of it."</p> + +<p>"So I did, Lizzy; I held it up between my finger and thumb, as tenderly +as if it was a plum with the bloom on it, till I laid it quite light at +the top of everything else in the cart."</p> + +<p>"And then you went rattling away as hard as you could drive, without +once looking behind you to see how all the articles rode in the chaise! +I do think you must have been a little too gay at market, Mr. Otley," +she said, in a small voice; "you must have made a little too free with +some of your coarse drinking companions:" and she drew herself up.</p> + +<p>"Not a bit of it, Lizzy; none of your insinuations! I just wetted my +bargain, as everybody should, and that was all. I'm sorry your cap is +tumbled."</p> + +<p>"Crushed, spoiled, <i>abeemy</i>," (query <i>abîmé</i>?) "as Miss +Mincing says."</p> + +<p>"But I'll tell you what: it is a sort of a flashy thing I can't abide, +and I had rather by half see you in such a cap as old Dame Foster +wears."</p> + +<p>"My love, you are quite uncivil: you have quite lost your manners. I am +sure you are saying what you do not think, and I am sure that all the +while you like to see your wife look neat and genteel."</p> + +<p>"Neat, I do, and neatness is gentility enough for me. Come, I'll buy +you a new cap after my own fashion; and then if you take half the bows, +and all the flowers, off this queer thing," and he held the cap up +aloft, dangling by one of its strings, "you will have two decent caps, +instead of one out-of-the-way concern."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</span></p> + +<p>"You have no taste, dear Mr. Otley!" said poor Mrs. Otley, as she +pinched, and pulled, and tried to squeeze the unfortunate cap into its +pristine shape. Mr. Otley watched her as she put her head first on this +side, then on that, looking distressfully on the cap, and every now and +then giving it a masterly twitch.</p> + +<p>"Now, what puzzles me, Lizzy, is, when you look to wearing this cap: +you can't go to church in it, and you can't drive out in the cart in +it; and hang me if I know when you mean to put it on."</p> + +<p>"Surely, Mr. Otley, every woman should have something decent to wear if +visitors should come."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure Farmer Dobson will never know what sort of a cap you have on +your head, and Mr. Higgins is quite a plain sort of a man; and 'tis but +seldom they call in, except just in the way of business."</p> + +<p>"But Mr. Dobson has a wife, and daughters too," answered Mrs. Otley +triumphantly; "and Mrs. Higgins's lace-veil, last Sunday, was quite the +talk of the whole church. I am sure I heard of it three times before +I could get down the church-yard and into our chaise; and I saw all +the bonnets moving in all the pews as she came up the aisle with her +beautiful veil hanging down almost to her knees."</p> + +<p>Mr. Otley had nothing to reply, and Mrs. Otley remained in possession +of the field.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER IX.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 5em;">Cancel all our vows;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And, when we meet at any time again,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Be it not seen in either of our brows</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That we one jot of former love retain.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Michael Drayton.</span></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">George Wells</span> and Jane Dixon had been asked for the last time, and the +wedding was fixed for the Wednesday following. George Wells had not +again visited the family of the Fosters. His mind was more at ease +since he had spoken to Susan; but he found that the sight of her meek +countenance, the sound of her gentle voice, and the recollection of +former days, unsettled him. Neither did Susan desire that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</span> he should +call any more. She was never again to consider him but as the husband +of another, and she wished for time to accustom herself to this idea +before she again heard his voice: she wished to school and calm her +feelings, so as to be sure her heart would not beat when she heard his +step and recognised his hand upon the latch.</p> + +<p>The sun rose in the full effulgence of a September morning, and all +seemed gay in the village of Overhurst: the children were all sporting +in and out of every cottage-door: the bells began to ring a merry peal +while the Fosters were yet at breakfast; and Betsey Smith, who was +Jane's particular friend, was seen by old Sarah, in her white gown and +her new shawl and ribands, carefully picking her way across the road, +as she came from her home, in the outskirts of the parish, to join the +rest of the party at the Dixons. Susan and her father did not see the +bridesmaid in her gala dress; but they heard the merry chimes of the +bells, and Susan with difficulty swallowed the cup of tea her mother +had prepared for her. The chime of church bells is of all sounds that +which conveys the most melancholy, or the most joyous impressions to +the heart, according to the circumstances under which it is heard, and +the associations with which it is connected. If the feelings are not +in accordance with their peal, there is no sound so unutterably, so +unaccountably sad as that of a merry chime. It may well be imagined +that to Susan, that morning, it was more sad than a funereal toll, and +it was a relief when the ringers relaxed from their exertions. Dame +Foster's eyes were frequently turned upon her daughter with increased +tenderness.</p> + +<p>The countenances of the mother and of the daughter formed a singular +contrast. The old woman, who bore her bodily sufferings without +uttering a complaint,—who never allowed her voice to fall into a +cadence, which could express pain, or peevishness, or vexation, +lest she should grieve the two objects of her love,—had, from the +knowledge that they could not read her looks, allowed her features to +set themselves into a form expressive of intense agony, and constant +anxiety. Those of the daughter, on the contrary, who was aware that +her feelings might be the subject of observation to others if suffered +to show themselves on her face, seldom, if ever, varied in their +placidity. She knew not when her mother might be<span class="pagenum" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</span> gazing upon her; and, +from the fear of grieving her, she had learned to wear a gentle smile, +whatever might be her mental sufferings.</p> + +<p>The village noises gradually subsided. Susan felt that the wedding +had drawn off the idle children and the village loungers in another +direction. Neither Nicholas nor Sarah spoke. There was no sound except +the incessant and buzzing hum of the autumn flies in the sunny window.</p> + +<p>"It is a beautiful day, is not it, mother?" at length inquired Susan.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear; a beautiful sunshiny day," answered the dame, with a +deep-drawn sigh.</p> + +<p>"I thought it was, for the flies buzz so. I am glad of it. It is a pity +when a wedding comes on a bad day. I hope 'tis a good omen for poor +George!"</p> + +<p>"I have heard say, that the duller the day, the brighter the marriage; +not but what I wish well to George and his wife."</p> + +<p>"It would be very wrong in us not to pray for his happiness, mother; +for I have not a word to say against his behaviour to me from first to +last."</p> + +<p>"Jane Dixon is a lucky girl. He's sure to make a good husband, for he +has good principles."</p> + +<p>"And he her first lover and all, too!" replied Susan. "She <i>is</i> a +lucky girl! I used to feel sorry for her, when first George slighted +her for me; for I saw she did not laugh and joke with him as she did +with the other men. Now 'tis her turn to be sorry for me, and perhaps +she is, though she has given up calling to see me almost ever since I +have been afflicted. But it was not to be wondered at, when she began +to think of George again. That was one thing made me almost sure what +would come to pass at last."</p> + +<p>"Why 'twas to be expected that things should fall out much as they +have done. But I do not know how it was, when I found George seem so +attentive and so constant for such a long time, I thought, mayhap, +he would always go on as he did then. I believe it is the way with +parents, they can't help fancying their own children something beyond +other people's; and so I began to count George would never be looking +out for any body else. However, 'tis my belief he will never love Jane +Dixon, as he has loved my Susan."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</span></p> + +<p>"If he does not yet, mother, he will soon. George will be sure to love +his wife, and he will grow to love her better and better every day, +and then he will quite forget me; but that is all as it should be. Do +you think, mother, I shall ever forget him? I mean to try hard to do +so; and I don't mean to talk over what has gone before, even with you, +mother; and then do you think at last, mother, I shall quite forget to +think of him, except as a friend?"</p> + +<p>"I hope you may, my child; but it is always harder for a woman to +forget than it is for a man: and 'tis harder still for you, who have +nothing to draw off your mind. I have often heard old folks say, that +scarce anybody marries their first love; and, if that is true, many and +many must have got over such things. But I can't justly say myself, for +I never kept company with anybody but your father, and we have been +married so long that I can't frame to myself a notion of anything but +being his wife."</p> + +<p>Susan sighed. "And that's just what I used to feel about George; and I +always thought he and I should be just such another couple as you and +father."</p> + +<p>Susan had indulged herself in thinking and speaking of George as +her lover till the images of the past had usurped the place of the +realities of the present. The growing hum of voices struck her quick +ear. The village was all alive again. The shouts of children and the +steps of passers-by recalled her to herself, and painfully dispelled +the recollections which had taken possession of her mind. It was over, +and he was now the husband of another; and she felt wicked in having +given way to such thoughts.</p> + +<p>"Mother, we must not say any more: the time is come when it is not +enough for me to put a guard upon my words and my actions; I must +now set a watch over my thoughts. I do not often talk as I have done +to-day; and I felt as if it would do me good to speak of him once +more:—but there's an end now."</p> + +<p>Towards the afternoon the bridal party paraded the humble street, +as is the custom among the peasantry. The bride and bridegroom, and +the bride's-maids and bride's-men, dressed in their holiday apparel, +and paired for the day, perambulated the most frequented parts of +Overhurst; the laughing blushing bride received the hearty, if not +refined, congratulations of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</span> her neighbours; and, probably, among some +of the wedding guests the foundations were laid for another festival of +the same kind.</p> + +<p>George had as much as possible curtailed the usual march of the little +procession, and had contrived that only once did they pass before +Master Foster's cottage. He was ashamed on his wedding-day to say he +wished to avoid that part of the village, and yet his heart sunk within +him as he approached it. He almost rejoiced for a moment that Susan +could not <i>see</i> the merry troop; and, as he passed, he dared not +raise his eyes in that direction.</p> + +<p>Many remarked that day, that Jane was all joy and smiles as would have +befitted the bridegroom, while George's down-cast looks would better +have suited the bride.</p> + +<p>Dame Foster was at her window, and saw the party advancing. Susan +heard them almost before her mother perceived them, and inquired if +the wedding procession was not passing. Her mother answered in the +affirmative; and could not help adding, that she had not believed +George would have been so unfeeling.</p> + +<p>"Do you see him, mother?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, there he is, Susan, sure enough!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother, how does he look? I gave him a handkerchief two years ago +last summer, and he said he should keep it for his wedding-day. He has +not got that on, sure?"</p> + +<p>"'Tis a checked brown and yellow he wears round his neck."</p> + +<p>"No! 'twas a spotted blue I gave him."</p> + +<p>"Poor fellow!" exclaimed the dame, in a more kindly tone; "he holds +down his head, and now he looks the other way,—quite away from his +bride, up the hill. Poor fellow! he can't bear to turn this way after +all. I'll be bound he does feel it!"</p> + +<p>"Jane must know all that has been between him and me," said Susan with +some bitterness; "and I do think she need not have led him this way +neither! But I am glad you have seen him, mother. I like to know how he +looks; for I may still wish him well." Susan's fingers resumed their +knitting, and the dame proceeded with her darning.</p> + +<p>George would have silenced their merriment had he had the presence of +mind to do so; but a peasant bridegroom is of all<span class="pagenum" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</span> creatures the most +awkward, the most shame-faced: far from bearing himself as the man who +has won the prize he sought, he has the air of one who has been fairly +caught in the snare, and has no longer a chance of escape.</p> + +<p>George, however, felt it impossible to again march, as it were in +triumph, by Susan's door; he led Jane the back way into the village: it +was nearly the same path he had taken the day he had told Susan of his +marriage: and it is to be feared that Jane did not find her George the +more gay or the more tender for being removed from the observation of +others. Presently the sounds of gay voices once more grew upon the ear +as the party returned on their steps.</p> + +<p>Dame Foster again put down her spectacles, and gazed through the +window: "God bless him!" she exclaimed; "he could not stand it again, +and he is not with the rest."</p> + +<p>"Not gone away and left Jane?" inquired Susan in a tone of +alarm,—"that would not be right."</p> + +<p>"No, no, she's gone too. I warrant me, they've taken the back way round +to Master Dixon's, and I like him all the better." The dame felt more +in charity with him than she had done a few minutes before; and Susan +was gratified, and yet grieved, that George should not be thoroughly +happy. "He will be so soon!" she thought, however;—and so he was.</p> + +<p>He enjoyed the comforts of a tidy home, a blazing fire, a warm supper, +and a smiling wife to greet him on his return from work. His days were +occupied in his accustomed labour; his after-hours were filled up by +cultivating his garden; and the helpmate who received him kindly, and +provided him with comforts, became daily more endeared to him. The +birth of a child gave him a fresh object of interest, and George was a +happy man.</p> + +<p>Susan also was calm, if not happy. He was another woman's husband—he +was a married man—and all was over for her. The barrier was so +entirely insuperable that her feelings did change, that she did learn +to think of him, merely as of a kind friend, and that the past did at +length appear to her only as a dream.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER X.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 4em;">——And now, their wanderings o'er,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">They, 'mid embowering trees, descry their home once more.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Home, thrilling sound! To the time-sobered breast,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Thronged with remembrances, not sweet alone</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But sacred, and with sadder thoughts imprest</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Of cherished sorrows, and dear hopes o'erthrown;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">While to young hearts, that yet have only known</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The hey-day joys, and buoyancy of spring,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">It speaks of happiness again their own:</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Of throbbing bosoms, bright eyes glistening,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And laughter's merry peal, that through the hall shall ring.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">Three</span> years had elapsed since the Mowbrays had left Overhurst, and all +the parish was now joyfully expecting their return. Again the village +bells rang a joyful peal, again the village children shouted, and all +was animation in Overhurst and at the Park.</p> + +<p>Susan was the first to hear the carriage-wheels. "Yes, sure enough, +here they are!" said her mother; "three carriages full: and such a +load, and the horses so jaded, poor things! And there's Mrs. Mowbray +nodding as she goes along; and there's Miss Fanny—no—why, I declare +if it is not Miss Emma, with her head quite out of the window. Well, +I'm glad enough to see them all come home again. And there's the +'squire on the box; he turns round to speak to Mrs. Mowbray; he looks +hearty still. And there is such a queer foreigner behind, with such +black whiskers. And sure that can never be Jenny Simpson? Her very face +seems Frenchified! I'll be bound her own mother will hardly know Jenny +when she sees her." Not long afterwards the dame's eyes were again +attracted to the window. "Why, sure, there can't be another carriage +full of them! Why, if it is not Captain and Mrs. Harcourt! And there +is the baby! May the Lord bless them all! It will be a happy evening +at Overhurst Park!" And Dame Foster sighed while she rejoiced in their +happiness.</p> + +<p>And heart-felt joy and social gaiety did reign in Overhurst Park. The +delight of finding themselves again in Old England, the joy of meeting +after a long separation, the raptures of Mrs. Mowbray over her first +grandchild, the pleasure of visiting their old haunts, occupied the +ladies for the first day<span class="pagenum" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</span> or two; but Mr. Mowbray had been looking +about him, and had made himself acquainted with all the village gossip.</p> + +<p>On the third day after their return, he bustled into the drawing-room, +where his wife and daughters were eagerly displaying to Alice and +Captain Harcourt their relics from the various places they had visited +in their travels, and were explaining the exact point of view from +which such a drawing had been made, or directing their attention to an +invisible dot in a pencil sketch, which stood for 'imperial Rome' in +the distance, or helping out by descriptions <i>vivâ voce</i> the tints +which did not express the roseate hues of evening upon the glaciers.</p> + +<p>"I do not know what all the pretty women in the parish have been +thinking of while we have been away," interrupted Mr. Mowbray. "There's +poor Susan Foster! Have you heard, my dear, about poor Susan Foster?"</p> + +<p>"No, indeed. I have been so occupied with Alice and her baby, and so +full of our own travels, I have not had time to go into the village. +What has happened? You quite alarm me."</p> + +<p>"Why, I really am put out about it myself. She is gone blind! Pretty +Susan, with the bright eyes! I am quite vexed. If it had been any +other girl in the village, I should not have felt it so much. Those +soft brilliant eyes, that could sparkle so merrily too. And then, that +pretty Mrs. Otley! she is going into a consumption."</p> + +<p>"Susan—Susan Foster blind!" exclaimed the ladies all together.</p> + +<p>"Impossible!" cried Mrs. Harcourt; the hopeful, happy, Mrs. Harcourt.</p> + +<p>"It is quite true, my dear Alice: she is blind! and what's more, George +Wells has jilted her, and has married Jane Dixon. The fellow has some +taste, I will say that for him. She was as fine a girl as ever I saw, +though hers is not such a high style of beauty as Susan Foster's. Susan +Foster, if she had been a lady, would have looked well anywhere; now, +Jane Dixon would never have told in a ball-room: and then, she is so +altered; she is grown coarse; and blue eyes soon lose their blueness +and turn grey, while black eyes retain their brilliancy——"</p> + +<p>Mr. Mowbray might have proceeded at greater length in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</span> discussing the +comparative merits of black eyes and blue, but neither filial piety, +nor conjugal devotion, could enable the listeners to keep silence any +longer. "Oh, papa!" exclaimed Alice, "George Wells married to another +girl! and Susan Foster blind, and jilted! and I had fancied her so +happy in that cottage close to her parents! I remember begging you so +to let them have it, because I thought how I should have liked to live +close to you and mamma!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear Alice! I have seen Susan myself; and there she sits +knitting, by the side of her blind father. I declare it was almost too +much for me. I got away as quickly as I could, for I hate seeing sad +sights when one can do no good; I always make it a rule to get out of +the way."</p> + +<p>"But do you think it impossible we should be able to do her any good? +Let us go and see them, mamma; perhaps we may think of something. I +always was so fond of Susan, and we were to have been married the same +month! Poor dear Susan!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes!" cried Emma; "at all events it will please them. Old Nicholas +used to be so fond of me. How well I remember he used to put his hand +upon my head to feel how much I was grown! Do let us go directly, and +pay them a visit, dear mamma."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mowbray was shocked and grieved at Mr. Mowbray's intelligence, and +the whole party was soon in motion along the well-known paths.</p> + +<p>"I wonder how Susan looks!" said Emma, in a low voice, while a +sensation of awe stole over her youthful mind at the prospect of an +interview with a person who had undergone a great misfortune since she +had seen her last.</p> + +<p>Dame Foster soon recognised the visitors she had been watching for. +"Here they are!" she exclaimed; "I was sure Mrs. Mowbray would come +and ask after us before long. And there's Miss Alice—Mrs. Harcourt I +should say—looks prettier than ever;—and Miss Fanny! I'm sure she +does not seem as if anything had ever been the matter with her;—and +Miss Emma, why she is almost a woman now." Susan sighed, and thought +what sad changes had taken place in her fate since last they had +received a visit from the 'squire's family.</p> + +<p>As they approached the little garden-gate, the bearing of all the party +became subdued and saddened; and they gently<span class="pagenum" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</span> opened the door, and +followed each other quietly into the cottage. The dame and Susan both +rose, and Susan court'sied, but not exactly in the direction in which +Mrs. Mowbray stood. She soon made them resume their seats, and then +inquired after old Sarah's health.</p> + +<p>"Thank you kindly, madam, I am still able to get about, though +sometimes I think my pains make me grow weaker; but I must try to the +last to do for these poor afflicted creatures, madam. You have heard, I +dare say, madam, of all our misfortunes. And there's my poor girl now, +no better off than her old father. But 'tis as pleases God, and it is +not for us to murmur."</p> + +<p>The old dame had at once entered upon the subject in the plain, direct +manner usual to the poor, and the restraint which might have rendered +such a meeting distressing among the higher orders was soon dispelled.</p> + +<p>"My poor Susan!" said Mrs. Mowbray, going up to Susan, and taking her +by the hand, "I have only this moment heard of your afflictions, or I +should have been here sooner. I wonder such sad news should not have +reached me abroad, but the death of poor Mr. Sandford has been a loss +to us all. He knew my village friends, and he would have told me about +you. And you, Nicholas, how are you? How do you bear up against these +trials?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty middling, madam; pretty middling: I am quite used to my own, +and I don't think anything at all about them; but I can't say I have +rightly got over hearing my poor girl ask her mother whether 'tis a +fine day or not, or who it is going by the door, and whether her shawl +is pinned straight, or her cap as it should be. Them things go hard +with me. But, as my good woman says, 'tis as it pleases the Lord! Are +all the young ladies with you, madam?" he added, after a short pause. +"I warrant me they are grown very tall," and he stretched out his hand: +"I should like to put my hand on Miss Emma's head once more, bless her +heart!"</p> + +<p>"You must put it a good deal higher," said Emma, as the old man was +feeling at the same height he had been used to feel, three years +before; and she took his brown withered hand and lifted it to the crown +of her head.</p> + +<p>"Sure!" he exclaimed in almost childish wonderment.</p> + +<p>Alice meanwhile had been talking to Susan, and had extracted<span class="pagenum" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</span> from her +some account of the mode in which her eyes had been attacked, although +it was with pain she was brought to allude to anything connected with +Alice's wedding-day and the happiness which at that time was hers. +She could not help an inward shudder when she heard Captain Harcourt +address his wife: "Alice, my love, I think you should return home to +the baby; I would not have you out too late." The picture of home +happiness, wedded love, maternal affection, all the visions in which +she had indulged as almost realities on that day, rushed over her mind; +but she remembered that George was the husband of another, that another +was the mother of his child!</p> + +<p>When they returned home, Alice eagerly recounted to Mr. Mowbray an +instance of a person, whose blindness had been described as somewhat +resembling Susan's, having been restored to sight by an oculist with +whom Captain Harcourt was acquainted. With the sanguine disposition of +youth, she felt convinced that something might be done; that Susan need +not be condemned to perpetual blindness.</p> + +<p>The more sober part of the company did not enter quite so warmly into +Alice's hopes, but all were equally ardent in their wishes that Susan +might recover her sight. Captain Harcourt's friend had the care of an +eye-hospital; so that Alice declared it would be the easiest thing in +the world to secure Susan's admission, and the most certain thing in +the world that she would be immediately cured. The only difficulty that +remained was to get over the prejudice entertained by many of the poor +against hospitals in general, and the horror they had of parting from +their friends.</p> + +<p>"But Dame Foster is so reasonable!" exclaimed Alice; "and Nicholas is +so quiet, he will never oppose it; and as for Susan, what would one not +do to recover one's sight? To be sure, her lover is married now, and +even the restoration of her sight cannot restore her to happiness, poor +thing! But still! think of the joy of seeing the blue heavens and the +green fields again!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, dear Alice," answered Mrs. Mowbray, "if we could indeed +restore to Susan her eye-sight, she might look forward to many happy +years. She is still young, and she is so pretty, that I dare say she +may yet marry comfortably."</p> + +<p>"Oh, mamma!" exclaimed Alice reproachfully.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</span></p> + +<p>"I am sorry to have shocked you, my love! and if you wish it so much, +we will suppose that Susan shall never marry."</p> + +<p>"Mamma, you speak as if marrying was marrying, and as if it did not +signify whom one married."</p> + +<p>"Not exactly, my dear! but I do imagine it just possible that after +a certain number of years have elapsed, a woman may be happy with a +man who was not her first love. But now we will not disturb ourselves +concerning the use Susan may make of her eyes when they are restored +to her. We will first adopt all possible means to accomplish this most +desirable, but, I fear, improbable event."</p> + +<p>"She has had no advice yet but that ignorant man's at Turnholme. +Captain Harcourt shall write to-day, and the moment we get the answer, +I will undertake to persuade Susan and her parents to consent to our +proposal."</p> + +<p>All prospered according to Alice's wishes. Her <i>protégée</i> was +to be admitted into the hospital, where she was to meet with every +kindness and attention. Susan gladly agreed to any plan which might +possibly enable her to assist her parents more effectually than she +could at present; old Nicholas thought it so "against nature" that +the young should be afflicted like the old, that he was pleased and +hopeful, while Sarah assented, but assented despondingly.</p> + +<p>"If it is God's will our poor child should be blind, why there is no +use in man's fighting against Providence. Howsoever, there's no saying +these may not be the means by which God has ordained she is to be +cured; so it is not for us poor mortals to say any thing against it: we +will try, and hope for the best; but it is an awful thing to have our +blind child go quite away from us to that great town."</p> + +<p>"But we will send somebody with her, dame, who shall see her safe into +the hospital."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, madam, you are very good; and let it turn out which way it +will, we shall always be grateful."</p> + +<p>The evening before Susan's departure, Farmer Otley called: "I thought +I would just look in and wish you good luck, Susan; we shall all be +heartily glad to hear of your doing well, though my good woman will +miss your nice worsted-work. She would have come down to see you too, +but that she is not quite as she should be. She has got a nasty cough +that keeps plaguing her. I tell her 'tis because<span class="pagenum" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</span> she will wear such +smart thin shawls, instead of a good warm cloak; but young women they +will have their own way: I dare say you have a way of your own too, +Susan, though I don't know what it is."</p> + +<p>Susan smiled. "I believe I was as headstrong as other young folks once; +but a poor helpless creature like me, who is quite dependent upon +mother's goodness, has no business with any fancies now."</p> + +<p>"Well, Susan, I hope you will come back with a will of your own, that's +all: and I dare say, dame, you won't mind."</p> + +<p>"My poor Susan! I should be glad enough, indeed, to see her her +own sprightly self again; and 'tis our duty not to throw away any +opportunity that God puts in our way."</p> + +<p>Susan was safely conveyed to the hospital, and from thence the +reports, which were received by Mrs. Harcourt, and duly transmitted to +Nicholas and Sarah Foster, were satisfactory. The hopeful Alice was +not disappointed in her eager desire to serve Susan; and before six +weeks had elapsed, she was able to run breathless to the cottage of +the Fosters, with the surgeon's letter in her hand, announcing that +Susan's sight was safe, and that in another month she might return to +her friends, in health and happiness.</p> + +<p>Old Sarah clasped her hands in speechless joy; the tears rolled in +torrents unheeded down her face: her soul was absorbed in prayer. Old +Nicholas groped about till he found Mrs. Harcourt's hand; and seizing +it, the old man suddenly fell on his trembling knees before her.</p> + +<p>"God bless you, my dear young lady, and God reward you! I know it +is to God we first owe our gratitude; but you have been the blessed +instrument in his hands. God bless you!" and the old man sobbed aloud. +Alice, inexpressibly distressed and affected, assisted him to rise, +replaced him in his seat, extricated her hand from his grasp, and +hastened away from a scene which, although delightful, was almost too +overcoming.</p> + +<p>At length Susan herself wrote to them: it was the first act of her +restored sight: and the dame placed the letter before her on the deal +table, with her prayer-book and her spectacles, and every day did +she look at it, and every day did she read it over, word by word, to +Nicholas, and every day did Nicholas say "God bless Miss Alice that +was!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XI.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wise Nature is less partial in her love</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Than ye do judge withal. When lavishly</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">She pours her gifts profuse, satiety</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Doth blunt the sense: when sparingly dispensed,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A keener relish doth supply the measure;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And but to live and see the blessed skies</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">(A good unmarked, unheeded, till 'tis lost,)</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Is rapture all too big for utterance</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To one long shut from heaven's light.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was a joyful day in Overhurst when Susan Foster returned to her +home. The old man and his wife had toddled up to the village inn, +where the coach stopped; and there they stood, Sarah to catch the +first glimpse of her, Nicholas to hear the first sound of her voice. +Many a head was popped out of a casement window, and many a doorway +was thronged with its inhabitants, at the hour when the coach usually +arrived. George Wells was lingering in a field hard by, occasionally +looking over the stile. He had twice called upon the Fosters during +Susan's absence, and had inquired, in an awkward, hurried manner, how +she was. The inquiry was meant kindly, and it was taken kindly.</p> + +<p>The coach drove up to the little inn, and out sprang Susan, blooming +and lovely as ever. The old woman nearly fainted; and the neighbours +assisted her and the trembling Nicholas into the little parlour of the +inn.</p> + +<p>In about half an hour, Susan was seen supporting the feeble steps of +her mother on one side, and on the other those of her father, down the +village street, to her own dear home. George Wells had disappeared; and +the other neighbours did not intrude upon the sacred joy of that family +party.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother, did we ever expect to be so happy!" exclaimed Susan, +as they entered the little garden: "And there is my own moss-rose +blowing!"—a slight pang shot through her, for George had given her the +tree: but she was too happy, too grateful, to allow any but feelings of +thankfulness to find a place in her heart.</p> + +<p>With what eagerness did Susan hasten to busy herself about the +household duties! with what pleasure did she resume her former +privilege of settling her father in his seat,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</span> of preparing the supper, +of assisting her father up stairs! She had thought the first sight of +the heavens glorious, she had gazed with rapture on the face of Nature, +she had recognised with tenderness each well-known spot of her youthful +home; but all these had been but lesser joys in comparison with that +of once more ministering to the comfort of her parents, after having +so long been a burthen to them. Never were prayers of more heart-felt +gratitude offered up to the throne of Grace than those of the Foster +family that night.</p> + +<p>Early the next morning, Susan repaired to Overhurst Park, to make her +acknowledgments to her benefactors; and as she walked alone through +those paths where she had so often wandered with George, which she +had never beheld since she had seen them with him, did not the memory +of former days come over her with almost over-whelming power? She +thought of him certainly, but she thought of him as the contented +husband of another; and after having drunk so deeply of the bitter cup +of affliction, her present comparative happiness seemed as great as +mortals might dare to hope for in this world. She looked with kindly +feelings on all around her. There was no touch of bitterness in her +emotions.</p> + +<p>Farmer Otley was one of the first to welcome Susan home again. He +told her his wife was still very poorly, "and that she would take it +very kind" if Susan would step up and pay her a visit some evening at +Holmy-bank.</p> + +<p>"Well, Susan," he said, "I need not be fetching you any more worsted +from Turnholme now. You won't send me to market any more. Those eyes of +yours can see to take up your old trade again. I dare say my mistress +will have some needle-work for you, for she is a rare bad hand at +plain-work herself."</p> + +<p>A few days after Susan's return, she was employed in tying up some +straggling flowers, and in winding the honeysuckle round the porch, +enjoying the long untasted pleasure of attending to her little garden, +when, on looking round, she saw George Wells loitering under the hedge +of the field which we have often described as being opposite Master +Foster's house.</p> + +<p>Upon finding himself observed, George made a sudden effort, and leaping +the stile, he crossed the road, came straight up to Susan, and, before +she had time to collect herself, he had taken her hand, shaken it, and +had hastily uttered,—</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</span></p> + +<p>"I just came to tell you I was heartily glad you had got your eye-sight +back again, Susan; and to wish you health and happiness, Susan: that's +all:" and he was gone.</p> + +<p>Susan trembled all over; she tottered back into the cottage, and sat +down.</p> + +<p>"I have just seen him, mother, for the first time these three years! +But it was not so much the seeing him, as the hearing his voice again. +It has put me quite in a tremble; but I shan't mind it another time. I +<i>must</i> not mind it, you know, mother; and I am so happy, oh! so +very happy, to be able to do for you and father, that I do not feel as +if I had any thing left to wish for!"</p> + +<p>In a few days Susan paid her promised visit to Mrs. Otley, and she +found her indeed sadly altered. She passed through the kitchen, where +all bore the marks of the mistress's eye being wanted: a servant-girl, +in greasy <i>papillotes</i>, the children in smart frocks, but with +unwashed faces; the copper vessels, instead of being the pride of the +housewife and of her assistants, all out of their places; the floor, +as if it had not been swept and sanded for a week. The slip-shod maid, +with a dirty apron, ushered Susan into the parlour within, where Mrs. +Otley sat in a shabby-genteel arm-chair, cowering over the fire, +although it was in June.</p> + +<p>Her cheeks were sunk, and there was a hectic flush upon them which +alarmed Susan; her voice sounded hollow. The smart cap, of which we +have already made mention, had now fallen from being a "dress cap" +into being an "every-day cap," a purpose for which it was peculiarly +unfitted. Its weak wires, and its heavy ribands, shook in a most +unseemly manner as the sick woman restlessly moved her head. She laid +down the well-thumbed novel she was reading:—"I am glad to see you, +Susan," she said. "Why you look surprisingly well, as blooming as a +rose. Mr. Otley told me how well you were, and he said your eyes were +as black as sloes: I was quite curious to see you. Sit down, Susan, +and tell me all about it." But before Susan could begin to speak, Mrs. +Otley continued;—"I am such a poor creature—this cough fidgets me so; +but I am a great deal better, only the weather is so unseasonable, and +the cold winds always affect my nerves. Do you think I look ill?"</p> + +<p>"You are something thinner than you were, ma'am," answered<span class="pagenum" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</span> Susan; "but +it is three years since I saw you last, and three years is a long time."</p> + +<p>"So it is a long time, Susan; but now tell me, what did they do to you +in London? I am so curious! Did you stay in the hospital all the time?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am, I never left it, except to come home."</p> + +<p>"What! did you not see any of the sights? Not the King's palace, nor +the theatres, nor anything?"</p> + +<p>"No, ma'am, 'tis against the rules for people to go out visiting; and +sure, as soon as I was well, I wanted to see nothing so much as father, +and mother, and home. As soon as I was able, they set me to work, +cleaning the place, and helping to wait on other poor creatures who +were worse than myself."</p> + +<p>"Poor girl, that was very hard!"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, ma'am; I was very glad to be useful, and I was a deal happier +than being idle. I missed my worsted-work sadly at first; the time +seems so very long when one has nothing to do—nothing but to think, +think, think!"</p> + +<p>Just then Farmer Otley entered.</p> + +<p>"I say, Lizzy, where are the keys of the cellar? I want to get +something to drink for Mr. Hawkins, who is waiting at the door."</p> + +<p>"Dear Mr. Otley, don't speak so quick; you hurry one. The keys are in +my reticule; it is up stairs. Tell Hetty to fetch it."</p> + +<p>Mr. Otley went after Hetty, and Mrs. Otley remarked, "Poor dear Mr. +Otley! his manner is so abrupt! He is not used to an invalid!"</p> + +<p>"Lizzy, I can't find your bag anywhere. The keys should be in your +pocket: feel for them there."</p> + +<p>"Dear Mr. Otley, you know I do not wear pockets; a reticule is so much +more convenient."</p> + +<p>"Well! but where are the keys? Mr. Hawkins will think I grudge him a +glass of ale."</p> + +<p>"Oh! my love, be patient; you quite make me shake!" and she began in a +really nervous trepidation to hunt for the reticule, which was found in +her chair.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Otley and Susan resumed their conversation, when presently the +farmer returned.</p> + +<p>"Lizzy, you have not got a needle and thread handy, have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</span> you? I told +you I thought this button would soon be off, and so it is."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear Mr. Otley, I thought you had told Hetty to sew it on +yesterday. Do call her, and tell her to bring my work-box here." The +good-natured husband called Hetty, and after some time the needle and +thread were found.</p> + +<p>"Come, look sharp; I must be at the Vestry at three o'clock; and I +don't like to be seen with my waistcoat all any how."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Otley's fingers really trembled as she was sewing on the button. +"Why, Lizzy, I have hurried you! I am sorry for that. There, never +mind; don't fluster yourself."</p> + +<p>"You never think of one's nerves, Mr. Otley."</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you what, Lizzy, if you did not talk about them, or if you +did not call them nerves, I should think about them. I see you are +not well, and you have got a bad cough, and I must take care of you; +so don't fret yourself, but keep quiet. I'll try to see to the things +myself, though in-door matters are not in my way: but we must make a +shift."</p> + +<p>"I am sure Mrs. Glover never did all the drudgery poor dear Mr. Otley +expects me to do," said Mrs. Otley, when her husband had left them: "I +do not think a wife is to be a servant," she continued, with a toss of +her head.</p> + +<p>Susan thought that a wife ought to see that all was well regulated in +her household; but poor Mrs. Otley was evidently ill and suffering, +and she pitied her. As Susan went away, she saw the little girl crying +because the maid had slapped her, and the little boy slapping the +maid because she would not let him put his fingers into the pie she +was preparing. She retraced her steps to her humble home, in the full +persuasion that she was happier than any of the inmates of Holmy-bank +farm.</p> + +<p>Poor Mrs. Otley became rapidly worse; and before many months had +elapsed, her troubles and her finery were alike brought to a final +close, and she was laid in the quiet grave.</p> + +<p>Mr. Otley remained a widower with two young children. He was a +sincere mourner. The natural kindness of his heart had caused him to +become truly attached to the woman whose preference for him had at +first been her principal attraction; and her sufferings latterly had +still farther endeared her. But when the freshness of his grief had +subsided;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</span> when he found that a bustling old body, whom he took as +housekeeper, kept all things around him far more neat and trim than +they had formerly been; when he found his kitchen clean, his buttons +sewed on, his shirts mended; and, above all, when everything he asked +for was always forthcoming from that compendious receptacle, the old +woman's pockets,—his spirits gradually revived. His children were +less fretful, their faces were cleaner; and he only lamented that the +old woman could not read, and that he had not much leisure himself to +attend to their morals, or their education. By degrees he began to +think that a younger woman might perhaps attend to the dairy and to the +chickens as effectually as old Goody Thompson; that a younger woman +might make the new servant-girl (for Mrs. Thompson had dismissed the +slip-shod maiden) scour the pots and pans as perseveringly; and he also +began to think it would be more agreeable to have a younger face and a +brighter smile welcome him home, after his labours of the day. And whom +could he find who would be more active and useful than Susan Foster? +Who was calculated to train his children's minds to duty, submission, +and religious resignation, more practically than Susan Foster? And +where could he find a brighter smile, or more sparkling eyes, than +Susan Foster's.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Bairns, and their bairns, make sure a firmer tie</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Than aught in love the like of us can spy.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">See yon twa elms that grow up side by side:</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Suppose them, some years syne, bridegroom and bride;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nearer and nearer ilka year they've pressed,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Till wide their spreading branches have increased.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">This shields the other frae the eastlin blast,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That in return defends it frae the west.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Allan Ramsay.</span></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">Although</span> Mr. Otley had no longer any commissions to perform at +Turnholme for Susan, her worsted-work having given place to her former +occupation of needle-work, still he found many an excuse for calling. +Sometimes he would send the old man a rabbit for his supper; sometimes +a cheese, the handy-work of Dame Thompson. At another time, he gave<span class="pagenum" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</span> +Susan a hive of young bees which had just swarmed, as the dame had +said she was fond of honey. By degrees he greatly won upon the esteem +of Susan by his attentions to her parents. He was in a situation +comparatively so much superior to theirs, that he had the opportunity +of appearing to them almost in the light of a benefactor. Some time, +however, elapsed before he ventured to express his feelings in any +mode but by kindness to her parents. The sorrows she had known, the +trials she had gone through, and the composed resignation to which +she had trained her mind during her affliction, had left a sedate +self-possession in her cheerfulness. He was aware of her previous +attachment, and he did not feel sure whether an offer of marriage would +be received, in the manner probable, from the relative situation of the +parties.</p> + +<p>At length his little presents became more pointedly addressed to her. +His basket of ripest gooseberries was given to her. He would invite +her to take a walk to look at his garden and gather herself a nosegay. +He sometimes lamented to her that his children were not sufficiently +attended to. "He did not wish to bring them up to over-gentility, but +he wished them to have a good plain education. He should like his girl +to be as good a scholar as Susan was; that would do for him: plain +useful learning, plain useful good sense, and plain useful work. He +wished Susan would step up and see how little Lizzy went on." But this +Susan did not like to do.</p> + +<p>The neighbours already began to talk, and the old dame already began +to hope her girl was likely to be well settled in life; "and then," +as she said to Nicholas one evening, when Susan was gone out to carry +home some work,—"and then, Nicholas, it does not signify how soon it +pleases the Lord to take us: then I may pray, as I used to do, that I +may never see another sun rise when once it has pleased God to call you +to himself."</p> + +<p>Susan herself had no pride of romance about her. She esteemed Mr. +Otley, and she was aware that he became every day more particular in +his manner to her; she knew that the home he could offer her would be +comfortable beyond what she had any right to expect; his plain manners +appeared to her neither rough, nor homely, and she felt sorry for the +little children, who were deprived of a mother's tenderness. Such being +the state of mind of the parties in question, the sequel<span class="pagenum" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</span> may easily +be guessed. Mr. Otley stopped one evening on his way from market, as +it was now grown his custom to do, and good-naturedly reproached Susan +for not having been to see his garden or his children. She was ashamed +to give the true reason, and said she had been very busy with a job of +needle-work.</p> + +<p>"I don't like you to work so hard, Susan: it is not good for her, is +it, dame? Young folks should take a little pleasure sometimes. I know I +should like to see Susan in a home of her own, with a servant-girl to +do her work for her. She is too good by half to be always drudging."</p> + +<p>"Thank you kindly for your good wishes, Master Otley," answered old +Nicholas. "I should like to know my poor girl had a good home over her +head when I am dead and gone."</p> + +<p>"Ah! that's what a good father is sure to think of. You would +rest easier, Master Nicholas, if you knew Susan was mistress of a +comfortable place of her own, and was never likely to come to want as +long as she lived."</p> + +<p>"Ah, sure! should I," replied the simple old man, who was in great +hopes Mr. Otley was coming straight to the point. And he wished no +better than to come to the point: but it is not easy to propose in +company; and, straightforward as Mr. Otley was, he began to feel as shy +as others do in this predicament.</p> + +<p>"I should like to see Susan in a home of her own very much," repeated +Mr. Otley, slowly and awkwardly, and looking out of the window when he +had spoken.</p> + +<p>The dame, who plainly perceived what was in the farmer's mind, thought +that if Susan was out of the way he might speak openly to them, or +if Susan was alone, he might find courage to declare himself to her. +She therefore, with feminine resource, told Susan to go to the shop +and buy her a pennyworth of ginger to put in her tea. Susan had left +the cottage in a moment, for she found herself becoming confused and +uncomfortable. Mr. Otley lingered a short time, and said nothing; but +when he left the cottage he watched for Susan's return, and their +conversation was prolonged till the dame began to doubt whether she +should ever have any ginger at all.</p> + +<p>When Susan re-appeared, Mr. Otley was with her. She looked blushing, +but happy; the farmer confused, but glorious, as he told Nicholas +he "hoped he would rest soundly that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</span> night; that is, if he thought +Holmy-bank farm was a place where Susan might make herself comfortable, +and if he could trust to him to see she never wanted for anything as +long as he lived."</p> + +<p>The old people did not attempt to conceal their satisfaction, and never +was son-in-law more cordially received.</p> + +<p>We have already celebrated two weddings in this short tale, and it was +not long before a third took place in the village of Overhurst. Mr. +and Mrs. Otley ate their wedding-dinner in the Fosters' cottage; for +Mr. Otley had had enough of finery and fine folks, and he enjoyed the +heart-felt happiness of those whom he felt he rendered happy. When he +took his bride home in the evening, he left the old couple in a state +of blissful composure of mind which they had once thought could never +again be theirs on this side the grave; and when they retired to rest, +they returned their fervent thanks to Heaven for having been allowed to +see this day: and now they felt their task was ended, their duties were +fulfilled.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XIII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Then be it still my nightly prayer</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To live to close his sightless eyes,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For this my torturing pains to bear,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Then sink in death ere morning rise!</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">With steadfast hope, and faith serene,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The humble prayer of duteous love,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Pour'd ardent forth in anguish keen,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Was heard where mercy rules above!</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Ballad from Nature.</i></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">Susan Foster's</span> unexpected prosperity was not regarded without envy by +some of her neighbours; and old Nelly, her former mistress in the art +of knitting, whose temper had not grown more gentle with increasing +years and infirmities, failed not to remark to her grand-daughter that +"she could not see, for her part, what there was about Susan Foster +that people should always make such a fuss with her. Other poor souls +had their afflictions, but the gentlefolks did not send them to all the +great London doctors to be cured; other girls had had bad eyes before +now, but they did not get a good husband a bit the more. And if Susan +Foster was so lucky as to marry<span class="pagenum" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</span> so much above her station, she thought +she ought to do something for her poor old father and mother, who had +taken care of her when she was blind. Folks might talk of Susan being +such a dutiful daughter, and all that; but for her part she did not see +what the old people were the better for having a farmer's wife for a +daughter."</p> + +<p>"I am sure," answered Patty, "I cannot see anything particular about +Susan, grandmother; I think there are many girls in Overhurst who are +quite fit to be her match. And many a time since I have grown big, +I have wondered why I used to be so pleased when Susan Foster spoke +kindly to me, and told me I was a good girl. I think she took upon her +very much; for though she may be quite a great lady, and may ride in +her one-horse chay now, she was no better than myself then!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, my dear Patty! 'tis the way of those people who seem to have +such a respect for themselves, to make themselves somehow respected +by others. However, Susan is but a labourer's daughter after all, and +I don't see why you should demean yourself to her: I have no patience +with your upstarts. A poor girl that could not have earned a farthing, +and must have gone into the workhouse, if I had not taught her how to +knit! and now she goes driving by with her husband, and has called +upon me but once, though she has been married a fortnight; and has +never sent me anything but a basket of apples out of her orchard, which +don't cost her a farthing." Just at this moment a boy knocked at the +door, and Patty lifted the latch to admit him. "Mrs. Otley's respects, +ma'am, and she sends you a goose, and a bottle of Farmer Otley's elder +wine, that you may drink her health on old Michaelmas day." Nelly was +a little at a loss what to reply; but after contemplating the present +with a satisfaction which she could not quite controul, she consoled +herself by saying to Patty as soon as the boy was gone: "Mrs. Otley's +respects, indeed! I think it would have been more respectful if Madam +Otley had called herself with her present, instead of sending it by a +scrubby boy."</p> + +<p>It may well be imagined that if Susan did not forget old Nelly, she +took care that her parents should never want any comfort which her +affection could provide for them, and her kind-hearted husband seconded +her wishes to the uttermost.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</span> He would willingly have had them remove +to Holmy-bank; but the old man had learned to grope his way about his +own cottage, and he would have missed his accustomed walk to his own +stile, and they found it was kinder not to break in upon his habits.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Thompson had resigned her charge to Susan; and Mr. Otley found +that not only were the dairy and poultry-yard as efficiently attended +to, but that his children became orderly and submissive, and that his +house soon acquired that air of home comfort, of tasteful neatness, +that a wife only can give it. In her dress Susan took old Mrs. Otley, +the mother, as her model, although she somewhat accommodated herself +to the fashion. She was a goodly sight to look upon as she sat by her +husband's side in the market-cart, once denominated a chaise, her black +hair parted on her white forehead, her smooth, rounded, blooming cheek +enclosed in her snowy cap, and black velvet bonnet, with her brilliant +eyes glancing gaily as she stopped at her father's door on her way to +market. More than a year had thus glided by in sober and respectable +happiness, when old Nicholas began to droop: he could no longer reach +his favourite stile. He was obliged to content himself with leaning in +his accustomed attitude over the wicket of his own little garden. After +a while he could do no more than take his seat at the cottage-door, +there to feel the rays of the setting sun. Susan now devoted herself +to her parents, and all other considerations sank before the paramount +duty she owed to them. One evening she had brought him his tea to the +door, where Mr. Otley had settled him on his own chair, and she asked +him if he felt the warmth of the sun. "I don't seem to have any warmth +in my bones," he said; "but I like to know the sun is shining upon me."</p> + +<p>"Ah, the sun is a glorious thing," said Sarah, "as it sets there in +its golden bed; but when my poor Nicholas is at rest, I never wish to +see its bright face again. You have got a good husband, Susan, and a +comfortable home, and you will not want me now; my pains have almost +worn me out: there's no taking pleasure even in the works of God, when +one is so racked by pain."</p> + +<p>"How well you do bear your sufferings, mother, 'tis very seldom you +make any complaints."</p> + +<p>"There's no good murmuring, my dear Susan; and it is my duty to bear +what 'tis God's pleasure to send."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</span></p> + +<p>They looked round, and the old man's head had dropped back upon the +chair; they thought he was asleep; but he did not breathe: life was +extinct. His wife was the first to understand the truth. "My husband's +spirit has passed," she said. "My poor Nicholas is at rest,—he is in +heaven! He is happy! Look at that smile,—yes, he is happy. God's will +be done!" and she bowed her head.</p> + +<p>In tears and trepidation Farmer Otley and Susan moved him within +doors. He carried the lifeless body, and laid it on the bed upstairs; +while Susan held her mother's hands, kissed them, and wept over them. +"He is gone, Susan! my poor husband is gone! He has left me—my poor +Nicholas!" and she rocked herself backwards and forwards, her hands +clasped upon her knee.</p> + +<p>The neighbours soon assembled; the last sad duties were performed; and +the aged woman, whose melancholy province it was to lay out the dead, +and to keep her dreary vigil by the corpse, attended as usual. But +old Sarah would not allow her to remain. She said, "she had done for +Nicholas to the last while he was living, and she did not see what need +there was of any one else to tend him now. She thanked the neighbours +kindly, but she could watch by her husband now, as then; and she would +not trouble any of them." She settled herself in her chair at the head +of the bed, and sat there silent, meek, and patient.</p> + +<p>Susan, who was a nurse, had her baby brought from the farm, and +established it in what had formerly been her own little bed-room. She +and her husband then took their station in the chamber of death, and +together looked upon the decent corpse of the old man.</p> + +<p>The brilliant sunset had been followed by a stormy night. The wind +howled, and the rain beat against the casement. The rush-candle burned +fitfully, and shone with an uncertain light upon the sunk but placid +features of the old man. Susan could scarcely defend herself from +the vague and superstitious terrors which assail the uneducated on +such occasions. The furniture creaked; noises, which in the day are +unnoticed, sound startlingly acute in the stillness and darkness of the +night. Susan frequently crept into the adjoining apartment to see how +it fared with her baby; she bent over it as it slumbered, she listened +to its respiration till she fancied it<span class="pagenum" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</span> drew its breath painfully. When +suffering under one calamity, the human heart is tremblingly alive to +the apprehension of others. She imagined the infant was pale; she stole +back to beckon her husband to look upon it with her. He attempted to +re-assure her; but Susan's heart was oppressed with the foreboding +of some fresh ill, and it required all Mr. Otley's patience and +good-nature to soothe fears which appeared so unreasonable.</p> + +<p>It was an inexpressible relief when the grey dawn began to appear. The +rain all cleared away, and the sun shone forth in all its splendour; +every leaf was glittering in the sunshine, the rain-drops hung on every +spray, the birds sang as if to strain their little throats, the flowers +were beginning to expand to the welcome rays. Susan placed her baby in +her husband's arms while she returned to share her mother's melancholy +watch.</p> + +<p>When she entered the low room, the sun almost dazzled her: its beams +streamed in upon the slanting, white-washed ceiling: they shone full +upon her mother's face, as she sat in the same attitude in which she +had left her,—her head supported by the high back of the upright +chair, her hands slightly clasped as they had fallen on her knee, and +her eyes closed.</p> + +<p>Susan drew near; her mother spoke not, moved not: she knelt by her—she +listened in breathless agony—no sound, no sign of recognition. The +sunbeams glared upon her eyelids, but she heeded them not.</p> + +<p>A nameless chill ran through poor Susan's frame. She dared not touch +her mother's hand. She rose from her knees, and tottered back to her +husband. "I wish you would come to mother," she said; "she is very +still. Mother is very still and very pale," she added, in a voice +scarcely audible. Susan's looks were ghastly. Mr. Otley hastily placed +the sleeping infant on the bed, and followed Susan. The truth was at +once evident! "Your mother's prayers have been heard, dear Susan; she +has not seen another sun rise, she has not seen the sun which now +shines upon her. Her troubles are over, and we should thank God for his +mercy to her!"</p> + +<p>And the time did come when Susan was able thus to feel; when she was +able to rejoice that her mother's humble prayer had thus been granted; +when she learned to look upon its accomplishment<span class="pagenum" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</span> as an earnest that +the spirits of her parents were enjoying the reward of their piety, +and their submission. But, at first, nature had its course, and she +could but weep for that dear mother who had supported her under her +heavy affliction, consoled her in her sorrows, tended her in her +helplessness. Nor did her husband oppose the grief which was so +natural: he wept with her; and she felt the holy tie which bound them +together for weal and for woe, in joy and in sorrow, in sickness and in +health, become more closely riveted as she clung to him for support, as +she turned to him as her only earthly comforter.</p> + +<p>The neighbours again assembled. The two corpses were decently laid out +in the same chamber which for so many years they had inhabited; and all +who had known them in life, came to have one last sight of Nicholas and +Sarah Foster.</p> + +<p>Susan was soothed by this mark of respect to those whom she had loved +so well; and she was gratified when, among the rest, George Wells +mounted the narrow stairs to look once more upon the well-known faces +of the departed. She wept when she heard him sob, as he came down +again, and when he wrung her hand as he hurried by through the little +kitchen where she sat in deep but gentle grief. She wished not that +he should cherish the recollection of herself; but any slight to the +memory of her parents would have been bitter, coming from him whom they +had once treated as a son.</p> + +<p>One funeral service was performed over the venerable couple; one grave +received their mortal remains; one stone still marks the spot where +they repose; and together, we may well believe their spirits mounted to +those regions where suffering and sorrow are unknown.</p> + + +<p>END OF THE SECOND VOLUME.</p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</span></p> + +<h3 class="nobreak">VOLUME THE THIRD.</h3> +</div> + +<p class="ph2">BLANCHE.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER I.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The hidden traynes I know, and secret snares of love;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">How soon a look will prynte a thoughte, that never may remove.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Lord Surrey.</span></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">At</span> the period when our story commences, Lord and Lady Westhope had +been married sixteen years. Theirs had been a love-match. The love had +lasted on the part of the lady at least seven years and three months; +but on that of her lord not quite seven months and three weeks, from +the wedding-day.</p> + +<p>Lord Westhope had then been thrown with the handsome but designing Lady +Bassingham, who made an easy conquest of his heart; which conquest +she retained till the rustic bloom of Lucy Meadows, his wife's new +maid, eclipsed the somewhat faded charms of the lady of fashion. When +weary of Lucy Meadows, he became deeply smitten with the Honourable +Miss Asterby, the young beauty of the day, who indulged her vanity +in listening to the compliments of a married man, and allowed him to +monopolise more of her conversation than was either judicious, or +prudent.</p> + +<p>To these succeeded another and another object, selected from every rank +and condition of life.</p> + +<p>During the six years, seven months, and one week, which Lady Westhope's +love survived that of her husband, she had undergone tortures of +jealousy, anger, indignation, and mortification. At the end of this +time she made up her mind to her fate, and bore his infidelities +with tolerable composure.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</span> Henceforward their domestic life was very +peaceable. The wife no longer reproached and wept; and the husband was +exceedingly gay and good-humoured.</p> + +<p>But now began trials of another sort to Lady Westhope. She was +extremely handsome: her beauty was of a sort to be more striking +at twenty-five, than at eighteen. Her husband was known to be +faithless—she was soon found to be indifferent. All vain and idle +young men consequently aspired to her favour. It need not be added, +that the number was prodigious!</p> + +<p>But though she had been disappointed in her hopes of being loved, she +resolved to pass through life admired and respected. She would set +the world the example of a beautiful and neglected wife, defying the +breath of slander, repressing every sign of admiration, and pursuing +her course uncontaminated by the profligacy around her. A word, a look +of encouragement, would have brought any of these aspiring youths to +sigh at her feet; but on none did she deign to bestow a glance—firmly +and calmly did she check the first symptom of preference which might be +evinced towards her.</p> + +<p>She was not blessed with children, but she had many female friends; +and to her cousin, Lady Blanche De Vaux, she was warmly attached. Lady +Blanche was fifteen years younger than herself, and her affection for +her young cousin combined something of a maternal character, with the +ease and companionship of two women who were both in the perfection of +womanhood; for Lady Westhope at thirty-four had scarcely lost any of +her beauty, and Lady Blanche at nineteen was in the fulness of hers.</p> + +<p>The Westhopes were going to Paris; and Lady Westhope proposed to +Lord and Lady Falkingham, that their daughter, Lady Blanche, should +accompany them. Lady Falkingham had gone through the toilsome duties of +chaperonage for a series of years, during which she had successfully +disposed of her elder daughters in marriage. She was not sorry, +therefore, to repose from her labours, and to entrust the youngest to +the care of so unexceptionable a person as her niece, Lady Westhope.</p> + +<p>To Paris went Lady Blanche, in all the buoyancy of youth; escaped +for the first time from the trammels of an education in which no +possible accomplishment had been neglected, and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</span> the vigilance of +the most correct of mothers. She was enchanted with the Louvre, full +of admiration at the beauties and grandeur of Paris; amused with the +theatres, the Champs Elysées, with Tivoli—with everything; and entered +with spirit and gaiety into the agreeable society which is nowhere to +be found in greater perfection than at Paris.</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope was also amused and interested; and, for the sake of +Blanche, mixed more generally with the world than it was her custom to +do.</p> + +<p>Lord Westhope also amused himself very much; but how, we do not exactly +know.</p> + +<p>Independently of their rank and their situation, the beauty of our two +cousins would have rendered them no inconsiderable personages among +the English at Paris. Lady Westhope's skin was whiter than snow,—her +hair blacker than the raven's wing,—her form full and graceful,—her +manner calm and self-possessed: had she been unmarried, it might have +been thought cold, perhaps haughty;—as a matron, it was dignified. +Lady Blanche's clustering curls, and hazel eyes of the same rich dark +brown as her hair, the mantling glow of her blooming cheek, her slender +form and elastic step, possessed all the graces of youth, while her +countenance beamed with animation, joy, tenderness, and each emotion +that rapidly succeeded the other in her bosom.</p> + +<p>Among the many slight preferences, incipient flirtations, and positive +love-makings, which took place in the set to which Lady Westhope +belonged, none was more decided than that between the beautiful Lady +Blanche and Captain De Molton. She was a romantic, enthusiastic +girl, peculiarly calculated to feel the attractions of a man who was +formed to figure as a <i>héros de roman</i>. He was very tall,—he +was pale,—his features were marked, but they bore an expression of +melancholy and of feeling. The qualities of his mind corresponded with +his exterior. Lofty, uncompromising rectitude, was combined with acute +feelings, which, as his appearance indicated, were more calculated to +work him woe than weal. A look of sentiment, though to the old and +wary it may portend no happiness either to the possessor or to those +connected with him, is often to the young and gay more attractive than +the most joyous liveliness.</p> + +<p>Captain De Molton was in love—desperately in love with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</span> Lady Blanche. +But he knew he was poor: he knew that if he was to offer her all +he had—<i>i.e.</i> his whole undivided affections, Lord and Lady +Falkingham could not in conscience allow their daughter to accept him. +He therefore confined himself to watching her while she was talking +to others; he did not allow himself to occupy the seat by her side. +If by chance he was betrayed into any expression of his feelings, he +studiously avoided her for the next twenty-four hours; and, by so +doing, he flattered himself he was playing the part of a martyr. He +fancied he was only endangering his own peace of mind; he believed he +so completely concealed what was passing within, that hers could run no +risk. He had not the self-sufficiency to imagine he could win a heart +he did not attempt to gain. But these very starts of passion, these +inconsistencies, these uncertainties, the air of intense melancholy +which at times overspread his countenance, were more dangerous to a +person of Lady Blanche's disposition than the most open and decided +attentions.</p> + +<p>She could not think he was indifferent towards her; yet she was piqued +by his occasional avoidance, touched by his air of intense melancholy, +delighted with the fire which gleamed from his eye when she addressed +him, and with the smile which, when it did light up his countenance, +was bright and dazzling as the sunbeam after a summer-storm.</p> + +<p>In short, while intending to preserve her heart from the sentiment +which possessed his own, he unconsciously acted with the most +consummate coquetry—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>"Piqued her and soothed by turns."</p> +</div> + +<p>Things were in this state, when Captain De Molton's particular friend, +Lord Glenrith, arrived at Paris. He was immediately struck with Lady +Blanche's beauty, and fascinated by her manners. He was an eldest +son, and heir to a fine property. He was extremely good-looking—his +character was excellent—as a <i>parti</i> he was unexceptionable.</p> + +<p>De Molton, with a lover's quickness of perception, read Lord Glenrith's +feelings almost before he was aware of them himself; and he thought +it would be a crime to stand in the way of an union which would be +advantageous to Lady Blanche, and which must indeed make the happiness +of his best and earliest friend. Although it was almost agony to see +Glenrith<span class="pagenum" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</span> constantly occupy at dinner the place he resolutely did not +take, and to see him whisper soft nothings into her ear, which it would +have been rapture to him to utter; though it was maddening to see +Glenrith act as her escort on all morning excursions, when he seldom +dared approach; still a sort of fascination bound him to the spot. It +was with trembling anxiety that he watched Lady Blanche's reception +of his friend's attentions, with pain which he could not control that +he marked anything which might be construed into encouragement on her +part; but it was with most unreasonable joy that he perceived her +listen to him with cold indifference, and sometimes that he caught her +eye glance towards himself while Lord Glenrith was by her side.</p> + +<p>Any doubt he might entertain as to his friend's real intentions was +soon set at rest by his one day confiding to him that he was very much +attached to Lady Blanche, that his parents wished him to marry, and +that he had made up his mind to propose, as soon as he felt sure of the +lady.</p> + +<p>This annunciation fell as a final death-blow on De Molton's hopes—if +hopes they might ever have been called. "Yet Glenrith spoke +doubtfully of her reception of his offer—and Glenrith is not usually +over-diffident of himself," thought De Molton in the midst of his +despair. Still he felt it would be folly, madness, to linger in the +society of Lady Blanche. In all probability she would soon be the +affianced wife of his friend. It would be base and treacherous in him +to attempt to circumvent that friend—cruel to sport with her feelings; +and now that Glenrith had spoken thus confidentially, there was nothing +left but to withdraw himself from witnessing the prosecution of a suit, +in the probable success of which he felt he ought to rejoice, while his +spirit recoiled from the bare anticipation of such a result.</p> + +<p>Accordingly he told Lord Glenrith that he was suddenly recalled to +England on particular business. He seated himself in the cabriolet of +the Calais diligence, and took his weary way to his native land with +the most profound adoration of wealth—with the most ardent aspirations +for honour, rank, riches, and all the good things of this world—that +he might, without folly, or presumption, be entitled to throw himself +at the feet of Lady Blanche.</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope's duty, as a wise chaperon, would have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</span> been to +discourage in every way the attentions of Captain De Molton, and to +foster those of Lord Glenrith. She meant to do so,—she thought she +did so. She constantly repeated to Blanche how impossible it was that +Captain De Molton should ever propose, how impossible that he should +be accepted, how totally impossible that they could ever marry—or +that, if married, they could have bread to eat; and she thought she +had done her duty. But the spectacle of a man, sincerely, ardently, +respectfully, and hopelessly in love, was to her feelings, naturally +warm, though she had encased them in an armour of coldness and reserve, +so interesting a sight, that she could not help treating him and +speaking of him as a person formed to win the heart of woman. All those +who had formerly seemed inclined to pay her attention, she had from +the very beginning treated with such repelling coldness, that she had +never been exposed to the trial of witnessing real and sincere emotions +strongly excited. In the desolation of her own secret soul, the sight +was tantalising and painful. She could not help envying Blanche the +power of calling them forth, nor could she help looking back with a +sigh upon the blank of her own loveless career. She would have given +anything for Aladdin's lamp, that she might have endowed young De +Molton with the worldly wealth which could have secured to them the +fate from which she was herself cut out.</p> + +<p>The few months they passed at Paris had a sensible effect upon the +minds of both the cousins. Lady Blanche for the first time felt +love. She also felt keen mortification—for to nothing does love +more completely blind its victim than to the sensations experienced +by the object beloved. While Lady Westhope saw in Captain De Molton +an interesting and high-minded young man struggling with a hopeless +passion,—in short, while she accurately read, and was able to +appreciate, his feelings,—Lady Blanche thought him cold, indifferent, +capricious, and frequently doubted whether indeed he entertained any +preference at all for her.</p> + +<p>In Lady Westhope's mind a great change also had taken place. Perhaps +the example of all around her (for, whatever the propriety of French +women under the new <i>régime</i> may be, the conduct of English +women, when once they have crossed the Channel, is not such as to +impress foreign nations with a high idea of the morality for which we +would fain be thought<span class="pagenum" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</span> remarkable), perhaps the more easy footing of +society abroad, combined to produce in her vague aspirations after an +interchange of sincere affection: visions of mutual love, devotion, +attachment, &c.—notions against which, for nine years, she had been +shutting her ears and barring her heart—again found entrance to her +bosom.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER II.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Whom call we gay? That honour has been long</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The boast of mere pretenders to the name.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The innocent are gay. The lark is gay,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That dries his feathers saturate with dew</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Beneath the rosy cloud, while yet the beams</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of dayspring overshoot the humble nest.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Cowper.</span></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> morning after De Molton's departure, our two cousins were prepared +for an excursion to Versailles, and were expecting the gentlemen who +were to accompany them, when Lord Glenrith entered. Lady Westhope +inquired what was become of Captain De Molton.</p> + +<p>"Gone," he replied: "he set off for England yesterday;—called home on +some tiresome regimental business. But did you not see him? did you not +hear from him? Very uncivil, faith! not at all like De Molton."</p> + +<p>"I wonder he did not call," said Lady Westhope: and she stole a look +towards Blanche, who was so busily employed in tying her bonnet +and putting on her shawl, with her back towards them, and her veil +half covering her face, that she could not detect how she took this +unexpected intelligence.</p> + +<p>The carriages of the rest of the party drew up in the street. Lord +Glenrith ran down stairs to deliver a message to one of the Miss +Elwicks, offering her Captain De Molton's seat in the barouche; when +Lady Westhope remarked,</p> + +<p>"How strange in Captain De Molton!"</p> + +<p>"How mortifying!" replied Lady Blanche: "the idea of marrying may be +foolish and imprudent, as you say, but he might leave me to find it +out. I hate cold, calculating men, who do exactly what is right, and +discreet, and proper; whose conduct nobody can find the least fault +with. Such men may be esteemed, but they cannot expect to be loved. I +almost<span class="pagenum" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</span> think I should prefer a warm-hearted, impetuous person, who was +generously wrong, to a wary, prudent one, who was coldly right. But +what am I saying? The simple fact is, that the poor man did not happen +to like me. I do not know why I should find fault with him because he +did not fall in love with me!" And she tried to smile, and to treat the +whole thing lightly.</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope could not help adding, "that she had thought, and +indeed she did still think, that he was in love, notwithstanding his +prudence." Lady Blanche had just time to reply, half bitterly, half +jestingly, "that there could not be much love, if prudence could so +completely master it;" when Lord Glenrith returned to hand them from +their splendid apartments, down the dirty brick-stairs of a French +hotel.</p> + +<p>The day was beautiful—the drive not long enough to be fatiguing—the +palace magnificent—the gardens noble—the whole replete with the most +interesting recollections. Lady Blanche had always been an enthusiast +about Madame de la Vallière, Louis XVI., Marie Antoinette. She had +anticipated the greatest delight in visiting the scenes of so many +events with which, from childhood, she had been familiar; but she +found herself listening with the most absent mind to the details given +by the guide, even though he pointed out the very balcony from which +he himself remembered having seen Marie Antoinette, with the dauphin +in her arms, addressing the people on that dreadful day when the +royal family were carried off by the mob to the Tuileries. She looked +round with vacant eyes at the white and gold apartments where Marie +Antoinette held her evening soirées; nor could she warm herself into a +proper emotion over the oratoire of the unfortunate king, nor even over +the narrow back passage by which he attempted to escape.</p> + +<p>In the gardens, the statues which were pointed out as those of Madame +de Maintenon, Mademoiselle de Fontanges, and Madame de la Vallière +herself, failed to excite any interest. In her present state of mind +she thought it was all nonsense, and did not the least believe that +Diana was Madame de Maintenon, or Fidelity, with a dog at her feet, was +intended for Madame de la Vallière.</p> + +<p>She became somewhat more interested at the Petit Trianon. The Swiss +cottage, the vacherie of poor Marie Antoinette touched her, and she +remarked to Lord Glenrith, on whose<span class="pagenum" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</span> arm she leaned, how, in the midst +of all her splendours, the queen seemed to have preserved her taste +for nature, the country, freedom, and simplicity. "It shows, after +all, how insufficient are pomp and grandeur to happiness!" And she +thought of Captain De Molton, and that just such a cottage as the Swiss +farm, with him (supposing he had liked her, which he did not), would +be vastly preferable to Versailles itself with any one else. Lord +Glenrith thought, what a noble, high-minded girl! she will love me for +myself—she will not be influenced by my being a good match; and he +redoubled his attentions.</p> + +<p>The party had obtained permission to have their collation laid out in +the marble gallery; and they sat down, a large and brilliant party—as +young, as beautiful, as had ever been the inmates of that palace, +consecrated to pleasure, and pleasure alone.</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope was the eldest lady present. The two Miss Elwicks +were beauties—decided beauties, and in the first bloom of youth, +with gay and lively manners, high spirits, light hearts, and vanity +enough to thoroughly enjoy the admiration they were in the habit of +exciting. Mrs. Courtney Astwell was very pretty, and, being married, +and a coquette, of course commanded the attentions of the gentlemen +still more supereminently than any of the other ladies, whatever +their claims might be. Lady Westhope was, for the first time, quite +in the background—nearly on the shelf. Lord Glenrith was devoted +to Lady Blanche; Sir Charles Weyburn was decidedly struck with Miss +Elwick; Lord James Everdon and Miss Eliza Elwick were so merry, +that another joke succeeded, long before the laugh produced by the +first had subsided. Mr. Stapleford, the sharp, sarcastic, clever +<i>diplomate</i>, did Mrs. Courtney Astwell the honour of giving her +his arm; while Lord Faversham walked on the other side and joined in +the conversation, and the stripling Lord Elmington hovered on the flank +or in the rear, as opportunity might serve.</p> + +<p>Mr. Wroxholme alone remained for Lady Westhope. He was a new addition +to the society whose claims to notice had not yet been ascertained. He +was in the law, and he looked clever. He might be nearly thirty, and he +was presentable in appearance and gentlemanlike in manners.</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding the dignity and reserve of Lady Westhope's<span class="pagenum" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</span> deportment, +she had never before found herself overlooked. Her rank, her +respectability, her beauty, in the usual routine of dinners, parties, +and balls, secured for her the attentions of some one of the first +persons in the company. She never before had found herself the most +<i>passée</i> of a party—and on an occasion, too, when the usual +forms of precedence are not attended to. Though she had never sought +or valued attention, she did not half like the absence of it. She +never wished for it while she had to repel it,—it was not till it was +withheld, that she found she attached to it any value whatever.</p> + +<p>Mr. Wroxholme, however, was well informed and agreeable. By degrees she +found he was acquainted with several acquaintances of hers, and the +scenes which they were viewing together afforded matter of conversation.</p> + +<p>At the breakfast, or luncheon, or by whatever name the repast might be +designated, the pictures which adorned the walls of the gallery were +discussed. Among others, that of Madame de Maintenon, with Madame de la +Vallière's daughter at her knee. Lady Blanche exclaimed with energy, +"The only redeeming point about that hypocritical old woman is her +having been so good-natured to poor dear Madame de la Vallière's child!"</p> + +<p>"And may I ask Lady Blanche why she so much prefers Madame de la +Vallière to Madame de Maintenon?" in the softest voice imaginable, +inquired Mr. Stapleford, who was rather fond of putting people out of +countenance. In this case he perfectly succeeded; for though it is true +that every one loves the erring Madame de la Vallière, and few have +any tenderness for the discreet Madame de Maintenon, it would not have +been so easy for a young lady to defend her feelings and opinions on +the subject, without entering into a discussion which might be rather +awkward.</p> + +<p>This Lady Blanche felt, and replied scarcely knowing what she said. +"Everybody pities Madame de la Vallière, because she was so unhappy!"</p> + +<p>"Then every one who suffers may hope to have someplace in your +affections," whispered Lord Glenrith.</p> + +<p>Mr. Stapleford replied,—"As an approving conscience is universally +allowed to produce cheerfulness, I conclude the strictly virtuous have +no chance of finding favour in Lady Blanche's sight."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</span></p> + +<p>"Oh! Mr. Stapleford, how you misconstrue everything one says!" Blanche +blushed, half in confusion, half in anger. Mr. Stapleford enjoyed it; +he liked to make women blush;—many men do.</p> + +<p>"I am sure every one present ought to be very much obliged to me for +what I have said, if it is only for having brought so beautiful a bloom +into Lady Blanche's cheeks."</p> + +<p>All eyes turned towards Lady Blanche, who did indeed blush over +forehead, throat, and arms, till the tears were ready to start from her +eyes. Lord Glenrith uttered in a more severe tone than was usual to a +person renowned for his good-nature—</p> + +<p>"One would think Stapleford had neither mother nor sisters of his own, +that he should find pleasure in causing a woman to blush." And at the +moment Lord Glenrith worshipped Lady Blanche as devoutly as he hated +Mr. Stapleford. Lady Blanche felt grateful to him for having defended +her, and for having given Mr. Stapleford a reproof.</p> + +<p>"Is Mr. Stapleford a friend of yours?" said Mr. Wroxholme to Lady +Westhope.</p> + +<p>"Not at all," she answered: "is he of yours?"</p> + +<p>"I am happy to say he is a perfect stranger to me: that is a kind of +man I detest."</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope liked her new acquaintance, for his warmth and his +openness.</p> + +<p>The repast was over. The personages already mentioned sauntered +for a short time before their departure among the close walks and +the orange-trees. Lord James Everdon and Miss Eliza Elwick were +inseparable; not that they had the slightest preference for each +other—their whole bond of union consisted in the magnificent set of +teeth with which nature had favoured them both. They were not the least +aware of the reason they were pleased with each other; but it may be +remarked, that those who have bad teeth do not find themselves so +comfortable with a companion who makes them laugh, as with one whose +conversation is more serious; while a person with fine teeth discovers +a point in many a jest, which to one who is conscious of anything +defective in that respect would appear stale, flat, and unprofitable. +Many flirtations might be traced home to similarity of teeth, which +have passed for congeniality of disposition.</p> + +<p>When they arrived at home, the two friends talked over<span class="pagenum" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</span> the day. "Who +in the world is your Mr. Wroxholme?" said Lady Blanche.</p> + +<p>"I assure you he is a very agreeable man," replied Lady Westhope, +anxious he should appear to have been her companion by choice, rather +than from necessity.</p> + +<p>"What is he by birth and parentage?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know, but he is acquainted with several people who are mutual +friends; I shall invite him to my parties next spring. I think he will +be a great acquisition."</p> + +<p>"What an odious man Mr. Stapleford is! I always disliked his quiet +sarcastic manner of dropping out just the thing that is most +disagreeable; and I was so much obliged to the dear, good, honest Lord +Glenrith, for giving him a lecture, which ought to have made him look +foolish."</p> + +<p>"How handsome Lord Glenrith is!" said Lady Westhope, curious to know +how Blanche felt towards him.</p> + +<p>"Yes! he certainly is handsome; but he has too much colour, and he +looks so very healthy and robust! I do not think his countenance could +express unhappiness. I like a man to look serious and thoughtful, as if +he was full of feeling, and as if his gaiety was just a bright gleam of +sunshine, the more brilliant for the gloom which precedes and follows +it. Nothing is so beautiful as the smile of a countenance habitually +melancholy."</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope perceived that, notwithstanding her pique, Blanche had +not forgotten De Molton.</p> + +<p>They returned to England. The London season was nearly over; +Parliament did not sit late; there was no business which required Lord +Falkingham's presence, and Blanche joined her parents in the country, +where they had already established themselves; but, as she passed +through London, she went to the play with the Westhopes. They were +leaving the theatre, when they met Captain De Molton on the stairs. +He rushed to them with a face in which the much-admired smile usurped +the place of the melancholy which Lady Blanche also admired. He asked +her if she was staying in London: she replied she was going to Temple +Loseley the next day.</p> + +<p>"Then I must esteem myself fortunate to have caught even this glimpse +of you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but I hope we shall see you in the country."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</span></p> + +<p>They were both thrown off their guard by the suddenness of the meeting, +and their looks and their manner proclaimed the state of their feelings +as much as it was possible for them to do so, in descending the last +ten steps of the private box entrance. But he had handed her into the +carriage—the door was closed—she was gone—before he had time to +answer the sort of half invitation contained in Lady Blanche's last +words.</p> + +<p>Blanche had much to tell her mother; all she had heard—all she had +seen, but not all she had felt. Lady Falkingham was reserved with her +children; she was above all weaknesses herself, and never seemed to +contemplate the possibility that younger minds might not be so well +regulated, younger feelings might not be so sober and temperate, as her +own.</p> + +<p>The summer passed quietly; Blanche rode with her father, gardened with +her mother, and tried to think no more of a person who felt nothing for +her. Had she not most unguardedly, most imprudently, almost invited +him to Temple Loseley? She forgot that, not being acquainted with her +parents, it was absolutely impossible he could act upon such a hint. +She only remembered that she had advanced a step which had not been +met by him, and she recalled what she had heard and read a thousand +times, that a lover can generally create an opportunity for seeing his +beloved; how much easier, then, to improve one that presents itself! +The only conclusion, therefore, to be drawn was, that she was an object +of perfect indifference to him.</p> + +<p>In September a party was collected for shooting; and, among others, +Lord Glenrith accepted with joy and eagerness an invitation to Temple +Loseley.</p> + +<p>Lord and Lady Falkingham rejoiced to see so fair a prospect opening +before Blanche. Lord Glenrith was particularly good-tempered; he was +heir to a fine property; there was not an objection to him. Lady +Falkingham, whose health was very delicate, was much relieved by the +idea that she need never again pass from twelve till four in the +morning, seated on the blue sofas at Almack's, her head nodding with +sleep under the plumes which she thought it her duty to place upon it.</p> + +<p>Blanche could not fail to perceive that Lord Glenrith was serious in +his attentions: it was impossible to dislike him;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</span> he was an honest, +genuine creature; he loved her sincerely, admired her, and respected +her;—he was not wanting in sense or information. Had not her mind been +prepossessed, she would most likely have been in love with him; at +least, ninety-nine girls in a hundred would have been so, and ought to +have been so. He proposed: her parents were delighted; she was sorry, +although she preferred him to any one else, except Captain De Molton. +Yet, what nonsense to allow her imagination to dwell upon a person who +cared not for her! Should she refuse an excellent man who was sincerely +attached to her—a connection with whom would delight her own parents, +and his parents, and all their mutual connections, for the sake of a +penniless captain who cut her—positively cut her? It would be the +height of folly; there would be a want of pride in continuing to pine +for an indifferent swain. So, as she had no good reason to adduce +either to herself, or to others, for saying "No," she said "Yes," and +she was engaged.</p> + +<p>This great event took place a few days before the Falkingham family +paid a long-promised visit to the Westhopes. Lord Glenrith was to have +joined the party at the end of the week; but, as the accepted lover, he +obtained leave to accompany them to Cransley.</p> + +<p>His sterling worth gained upon Blanche every day; there was something +so English, so true, so generous about him. Her parents were quite +delighted with his sentiments upon all subjects connected with +settlements. She heard him praised from morning till night, and she was +beginning to persuade herself that she ought to be, and that she was, +exceedingly happy, when they arrived at Cransley.</p> + +<p>The sight of Lady Westhope reminded her of Paris, and of all she had +felt when there; and she was shocked to find she still retained such +vivid recollections of incidents the most trivial in themselves. Mr. +Wroxholme had arrived the day before, and at dinner Lord Westhope +remarked, "We shall be quite the old Paris party on Friday, when De +Molton comes."</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche was listening to Lord Glenrith's description of his +father's place, Wentnor Castle; but she was not so absorbed in the +subject, but that these words caught her ear. She gave an involuntary +start; she felt Lady Westhope look<span class="pagenum" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</span> at her; she felt herself colour. +But her start and her blush were unobserved: Lord Glenrith was +completely occupied in explaining how the seclusion of the south and +west fronts of the castle, and of the broad terrace overlooking the +rapid stream of the Dwent, was preserved by the alteration in the road, +which now approached the gateway from the north-east, instead of the +north-west.</p> + +<p>If Lord Glenrith had a fault, or rather a foible, it was his passion +for his native place, and an inclination to think everything belonging +to himself superior to that which belonged to another. He seldom sold +a horse; for when once he had possessed it, he became so alive to its +merits, that he always asked more for it than others, who were not so +clear-sighted, thought it was worth. This is a happy disposition for +the possessor, and for those connected with him. It is seldom that such +a person makes an unkind husband, or a tyrannical father, or a hard +master; but it is not a quality that interests a romantic girl. Lady +Blanche, however, thought "Captain De Molton shall see I am not pining; +he shall see that his friend can appreciate me, if he cannot."</p> + +<p>Mr. Wroxholme proved, upon farther acquaintance, to be a very +agreeable addition to the society. He had read much, and was full of +information. Lord Falkingham pronounced him to be one of the most +rising young men of the day. Mr. Wroxholme, on his part, was delighted +with Lord Falkingham's political sentiments, with Lady Falkingham's +high-breeding, with Lady Westhope's gentleness, with Lord Westhope's +good-humour and ease in his own house, with Lord Glenrith's downright +happiness, with Lady Blanche's beauty, with the good shooting, and the +beautiful place, and he felt gratitude towards Lady Westhope for having +given him the opportunity of enjoying society so much to his taste.</p> + +<p>He was a man of good birth; but though born and bred a gentleman, +he had not before mixed in the very first circles, and he was +flattered at being deemed worthy of admission into one of them. He +had discrimination enough to be pleased with the shade of superior +refinement which pervaded it, and tact enough instantly to acquire its +tone.</p> + +<p>When Lady Westhope found herself alone with Lady Blanche, she never +alluded to Captain De Molton; she felt that the less that was said upon +the subject the better.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</span></p> + +<p>Blanche had treated his departure from Paris as wilful neglect of her, +and she had laughed at his indifference. Although in her heart Lady +Westhope believed she had felt it acutely, it was wiser to treat the +whole affair as a trifling flirtation which had left no trace behind. +She was sorry Lord Westhope had invited Captain De Molton at this +moment, but it was one of those things for which there was no remedy. +He and Lady Blanche must meet some time or another, and the sooner it +was over the better.</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche, meantime, continued to receive Lord Glenrith's +attentions, and to find her imagination more and more inclined to +wander, and her mind less and less able to take in the relative +positions of the stables, the kitchen-garden, and the coach-houses of +Wentnor Castle.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER III.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Dicen que amor ha vencido,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A los deydades mayores,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Y que de sus pasadores</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Cielo y tierra està ofendido.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Spanish Romance.</i></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">During</span> the four months which intervened between Captain De Molton's +leaving Paris and his joining the party at Cransley, how had he passed +his time? He was a person of much determination of character, and +when once he had made up his mind what was right, he could, generally +speaking, carry his resolutions into effect; at least it was only when +his feelings, naturally strong, were immediately under excitement, that +he was betrayed into actions of which his judgment did not approve.</p> + +<p>To Lord Glenrith he owed an early debt of gratitude: their friendship +dated from boyhood. At Eton they had been bathing together, when De +Molton was seized with the cramp, and must have perished, had it not +been for the exertions of his young schoolfellow. This and many other +acts of kindness which the rich heir of Wentnor Castle was naturally +enabled to show to the penniless seventh son, and thirteenth child +of the distressed Lord Cumberworth, made De Molton's<span class="pagenum" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</span> friendship for +Glenrith partake in some measure of the nature of gratitude. He felt it +would be doubly base in him to attempt to gain the affections of the +girl to whom Lord Glenrith owned himself attached, even if, with regard +to Lady Blanche herself, it would not have been ungenerous to drag her +from her exalted sphere into poverty and destitution with him.</p> + +<p>He went straight to his regiment, and devoted himself with particular +energy to teaching his men the new manœuvres recommended by the Horse +Guards. Never were men so well appointed, never was troop in such +order. But his fellow-officers at the mess found him somewhat moody +and silent; he was not a jolly companion; and although all respected +him,—yes, and loved him too, and would have applied to him for advice +and comfort in any distress,—he was not, in the common acceptation of +the word, a popular man. It was not De Molton who was asked to ride +this fellow's horse at the hack stakes got up in the regiment; or +De Molton, to whom another fellow proposed to gallop forty miles to +London to see the new actress, and down again at night,—or to jump +into a hack-chaise after dinner and drive off to the tradesmen's ball +at the county town: but if any dutiful son wished to prolong his visit +to his parents, or any pining lover had an opportunity of flying to +his mistress, he felt pretty sure that De Molton would take his duty +for him. His manners were a little stately, and a youngster was not +likely to choose De Molton as the confident of any foolish scrape; yet +no one was more ready to sympathize with, and to relieve, any case of +unmerited distress.</p> + +<p>He chanced to be in London one of the days that Lady Blanche passed +there in her way from Paris; and he had been attending his mother, and +three of his six sisters, to the play on the night when he saw Lady +Blanche.</p> + +<p>It was with an uncontrollable burst of joy that he rushed to hand her +down the steps; and this brief interview sufficed to unsettle in his +heart all the reasonable acquiescence in the disposition of their fates +which he had been striving to attain.</p> + +<p>When he received Lord Westhope's invitation, he certainly did not +think it quite impossible he might meet Lady Blanche; but he persuaded +himself that he had in four months allowed his friend all proper time +for making himself acceptable, and that there was no necessity for his +refusing the accustomed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</span> invitation to a house to which he was in the +habit of paying an annual visit. At all events, he should learn from +Lady Westhope what was the state of the case: anything was better than +the uncertainty in which he lived.</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche's manner, when he met her on the dimly lighted stairs +of the theatre, had made him vaguely hope—he knew not what; for, +supposing they did love each other, what then was to happen? He +repeatedly asked himself this question; but did any one ever wish that +the person beloved should not return his love? De Molton was a very +reasonable man—he kept his feelings under great controul, but they +were strong and ardent, and he could not reach that pitch of stoicism!</p> + +<p>To Cransley he went, with a mind distracted by doubt, wonder, hope, +and fear. As he drove to the door, he saw Lord Falkingham dismounting +from his cob; so he knew that Lady Blanche was in the house. "How will +she meet me?" he thought; "how shall I find her? how shall I regulate +my own behaviour?" and he almost repented having wilfully run into +such danger; although, in truth, it was the hope of being placed in +that very danger which had made him so gladly accept Lord Westhope's +invitation.</p> + +<p>He was giving his orders to his servant at the door, when he saw +Lord Glenrith approach the house in shooting costume, followed by +keepers and dogs. He could not mistake the bright, happy face of his +friend. His teeth gleamed as the setting sun shone on them; his cheek +was sun-burned, and ruddy with exercise; his kind eyes beamed with +honest joy to see De Molton. De Molton's heart sank within him as he +recognized his dear friend; and it was with an effort, which would have +been visible to any other eyes, that he returned his cordial greeting.</p> + +<p>As they both entered the drawing-room, the pale countenance and +melancholy brow of De Molton would, in the opinion of many, have set +off to advantage the gay good-humour of Lord Glenrith.</p> + +<p>The ladies were all there. Lady Blanche shook hands with Captain De +Molton as soon as he had paid his devoirs to Lady Westhope, and, +without having raised her eyes higher than to his chin, re-seated +herself to her embroidery frame.</p> + +<p>Lord Glenrith approached her. De Molton's heart beat<span class="pagenum" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</span> quick; he felt +almost giddy. Lord Glenrith's manner was gay and unembarrassed: he +held a parcel in his hand. Lady Falkingham drew near—there was a +great colloquy: De Molton heard the expressions "beautiful!"—"the +prettiest I ever saw!"—"they tell me it is the first that has been +made;"—"well, how lovely!" Lady Blanche seemed to be expressing her +thanks, but in so low a tone of voice he could not catch the words. +She looked blushingly beautiful! Lady Falkingham moved a little on one +side, and he saw Lord Glenrith in the act of fastening a bracelet on +her arm. Perhaps another lover might not have selected such a moment +for presenting his first love-token, but the parcel was only just +arrived. Lord Glenrith was pleased with his purchase; all around were +friends, and why should there be any mystery?</p> + +<p>To De Molton's eyes all mystery was indeed dispelled. He felt +choking. He could not master his feelings sufficiently to preserve an +indifferent countenance, and he left the room under the pretence of +seeing after his postboy, or his portmanteau.</p> + +<p>The rest of the company gathered round the bride elect, and admired +the beautiful ornament and discussed its peculiar fabric; while poor +Blanche sat frightened at the agitation which pervaded her whole frame +in consequence of having been for five minutes in the society of De +Molton.</p> + +<p>However, when she retired to her own room before dinner, she satisfied +herself that what she had felt was merely a very natural awkwardness +at first meeting a person with whom she certainly had flirted a +little, and shyness at being seen by a young man acquaintance, in +the act of receiving her lover's first present. She could not help +secretly wishing Lord Glenrith had not given the bracelet before so +many witnesses, and she felt there was a want of delicacy in the +proceeding, even while she told herself it was in unison with his open, +unsuspicious character, which measured the kindliness of others by his +own good-natured heart.</p> + +<p>At dinner De Molton placed himself at the farther end of the table, and +the épergne prevented his being able to perceive Lady Blanche's face. +However, he saw Lord Glenrith's; and never did an honest countenance +express more secure and undisturbed happiness. Poor De Molton! He had +quitted Paris on purpose not to stand in the way of that happiness<span class="pagenum" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</span> +which his friend had obtained; and now, how painful was it to see the +object accomplished!</p> + +<p>During the evening, Lady Westhope contrived, in as quiet a manner as +she could, to convey to De Molton the confirmation of a fact which was +already too evident to his eyes, and she appeared not to remark the +varying hues of his complexion, and the agitation of his manner, during +her communication.</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche strove to be easy and unembarrassed; and she succeeded so +far as to make him believe her happy, and perfectly satisfied with the +prospect before her.</p> + +<p>He resolved to plead particular and sudden business—a summons from +his father—a relation at the point of death—any excuse to depart the +following day. This torture was not to be endured. Yet he wished to +have an opportunity of speaking to her once, and of telling her how +ardently he prayed for her welfare.</p> + +<p>He left his room very early the next morning, and he perambulated the +library, the saloon, the breakfast-room, the hall. He knew Lady Blanche +was an early riser; Cransley was renowned for the lateness of its +breakfast-hour; perhaps she would make her appearance before the other +guests. He was not wrong in his calculations. Lady Blanche came into +the drawing-room to look for her mother's work-basket, and was hastily +retiring with it, when De Molton arrested her steps by saying, "that as +he was obliged to depart in an hour, he was anxious to express to one, +for whom he felt such esteem and admiration, his earnest wishes—his +prayers for her happiness."</p> + +<p>"You are not going to-day, surely, Captain De Molton?" answered Blanche +in a tremulous tone.</p> + +<p>"I must," he said: "I could not, would not stay here another day, for +anything this world can now offer me."</p> + +<p>"Lady Westhope will be quite disappointed. She hoped you were come for +ten days, or a fortnight."</p> + +<p>"Such was my intention; but circumstances—imperative circumstances, +over which I have no controul, render my stay here——impossible."</p> + +<p>"I hope no misfortune has occurred in your family?" inquired Lady +Blanche, thoroughly impressed with the idea of his indifference towards +herself, and, consequently, by no means attributing his visible +agitation to its true cause.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</span></p> + +<p>"No misfortune has occurred in my family," he resumed in a voice of +deep emotion—"but one to myself. No—no! it is not a misfortune: on +the contrary, it is the thing in the world I ought most to wish; it +is the union of the two beings I most value, most respect, most love +on earth! I ought to rejoice—I do rejoice. Believe me, Lady Blanche, +though my voice falters, and I am at this moment weak, I rejoice that +the friend to whom I am bound by every tie of gratitude and affection +has gained the heart of the most perfect of womankind; and that the +woman who alone in my eyes is perfect, is likely to be happy with a +man who is all honour, truth, and uprightness. May Heaven in its mercy +bless you both!"</p> + +<p>The tears stood in De Molton's glistening eyes. They almost overflowed. +"I am a fool," he added; "I thought I had more command over myself; +I did not mean to torment you, to insult you, with an avowal of my +hopeless, my presumptuous love!"</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche had stood transfixed in fear, amazement, joy;—yes, joy! +there are no circumstances under which it is not joy to find affection +is requited. "And do you indeed love me?" she said, scarcely conscious +of what she uttered.</p> + +<p>"Do I love you! Lady Blanche, can you ask that question? In folly, +hopelessness, misery, I cannot—cannot quell my love!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, why—why did not you tell me sooner?" she said, earnestly clasping +her hands.</p> + +<p>"Tell you so? How could I venture, penniless as I am, without a home to +offer you,—how could I have the insane presumption to ask you to share +poverty—penury with me, when splendour, rank, wealth were courting +your acceptance?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I despise these things! I always did! I never could care for money +in all my life, and now!"—She stopped; her engagement rushed across +her mind. She felt guilty of perjury and infidelity.</p> + +<p>De Molton, in his turn, stood confounded; he had done everything he +had especially resolved not to do, and, mingled with the delight he +could not help experiencing at the avowal which had almost escaped +Lady Blanche's lips, he felt humiliated by the base part he had acted +towards the friend to whom he had meant to devote himself. He struck +his forehead, and exclaimed, "Oh, Lady Blanche, I am a wretch<span class="pagenum" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</span> not +worthy of a moment's regard! Do not waste a thought on me; forget me, +or at least only remember me to bestow a sigh of pity on one who has +been betrayed, by his love for you, into an act of ingratitude for +which he abhors himself. Glenrith is my best friend,—he is the soul of +honour, he—he is worthy of you!"</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche was frightened at what she had said—frightened at +what she had listened to. Voices were heard approaching,—the door +opened,—Captain De Molton rushed into the adjoining library. Lady +Blanche seized her mother's basket, and left the room before she had +time to perceive who the intruders were. As she ran up stairs, she met +Lady Westhope. "What is the matter, Blanche?" exclaimed Lady Westhope, +as her friend darted past her.</p> + +<p>"Mamma wants me," she hastily answered, as she took refuge in her +mother's room.</p> + +<p>"Mamma! mamma!" she exclaimed, throwing herself breathless into a +chair; "I am wretched, guilty, and miserable! I am the most unfortunate +creature in the world!"</p> + +<p>"What possesses you, child? what is the matter?" replied Lady +Falkingham, as she put down the untasted piece of toast she held in her +hand.</p> + +<p>"Mamma! he loves me after all!"</p> + +<p>"Who, my dear?—what! Lord Glenrith? To be sure he does. I never saw a +man more attached in my life!"</p> + +<p>"Poor dear Lord Glenrith, so he is! Oh, how little I deserve that he +should be so! when I—oh, mamma, what will you think of me? I have +almost owned that my affections are—at least I implied—Oh, mamma! +what shall I do?" And poor Blanche wept bitterly.</p> + +<p>"Certainly, my dear Blanche, I do not consider it modest and becoming +in any young woman to allow a man to perceive that he has acquired too +much power over her heart; yet, as you are on the point of marriage, +I think you need not blame yourself so very much. There should always +be a certain reserve of manner and expression; but anxious as I am +that women should preserve their dignity, and that no daughter of mine +should condescend——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, mamma! you do not understand me: I never told Lord Glenrith I +loved him."</p> + +<p>"What on earth do you mean then?—what are you<span class="pagenum" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</span> talking about?" Lady +Falkingham's countenance assumed an expression of alarm, wonder, and +displeasure.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how can I tell you?—you, mamma, who never did anything weak, or +foolish, in your life! Do not look at me, mamma, with those stern and +reproachful eyes, or I can never confess it."</p> + +<p>"Blanche, you alarm me more than I can describe. Do you mean that +you love any one better than the man whom you have accepted as your +husband,—the excellent, amiable, high-minded Lord Glenrith, who is so +sincerely devoted to you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, mamma! I do value him, and I render him justice, indeed; and I +love him in a kind of way——"</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche was each moment becoming more alive to the ingratitude, +the duplicity, with which she had acted towards Lord Glenrith, and +began to wish she had not opened the subject at all to her mother.</p> + +<p>"Explain yourself, Blanche," repeated her mother: "whom are you talking +of? Is it Mr. Wroxholme, whom you met at Paris?"</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, no, mamma. It is Captain De Molton!" And she no longer found +any difficulty in speaking his name. Mr. Wroxholme might be a very +good man, but, in her eyes, was immeasurably inferior to the object of +her preference. Those who are in love, always resent as an injury the +suspicion that they could find charms in any other than the one person +to whose merits they are alive.</p> + +<p>"Captain De Molton!" exclaimed Lady Falkingham; "why, I scarcely ever +heard you mention him! You ought to have told me this before."</p> + +<p>"I never knew till to-day what were his feelings towards me, mamma!"</p> + +<p>"I must say your lover has chosen a good moment for avowing his +passion! It proves an honourable mind! And he wishes to induce you to +break off your marriage with a man in every way calculated to make you +happy? For what? He has scarcely bread to eat himself, and his father +has none to give him."</p> + +<p>"He knows all that, mamma, and he is going away this moment. He does +not ask me to marry him. He says he is not worthy of me."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</span></p> + +<p>"Oh, Blanche! Blanche! and you allow this man, who tells you he +cannot marry, to make love to you, while you are the affianced wife +of his friend! I should never have thought a daughter of mine would +have acted in so improper, so unprincipled a manner. Heaven knows, I +cannot accuse myself of having neglected my children. You have all +had every attention paid to your minds and your morals. Each hour had +its avocation; you were never permitted to read a book which Miss +Strickland or myself had not previously perused; you were never allowed +to walk beyond the shrubberies and the park! If, like some mothers, I +had neglected the essentials for the sake of accomplishments——but the +religion-master always came three times a week! How on earth can such +low notions of moral rectitude ever have found entrance into your head, +or your heart?"</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche was in despair at her mother's grief. She now viewed her +own conduct with horror; but how to meet Lord Glenrith, with this +weight of guilt upon her mind?</p> + +<p>"Look here," continued Lady Falkingham; "read this letter; all kindness +and generosity—receiving you into the family with joy, treating you +already as if you were their daughter!" Lady Falkingham gave Blanche +the joint epistle she had just received from Lord and Lady Wentnor, +expressing every thing most gratifying concerning the choice their son +had made.</p> + +<p>Each word she read was a dagger to Lady Blanche's heart. "I cannot +overthrow all the happiness of these worthy people," she mentally +revolved, "and that of my parents, and of poor Lord Glenrith. I must +quell this foolish inclination,—I must fight a good fight, and I shall +conquer, I dare say. But it is hard, when now, for the first time, I +know myself beloved."</p> + +<p>After a pause, she told her mother she would try to compose herself: +she implored her not to mention the subject to her father; she strove +to persuade her mother, and herself, that it was only a passing +feeling, a momentary agitation which would soon subside; that it had +been pique, that it was now gratified vanity—any thing, in short, +except love. Her mother was only too glad to be deceived, and assisted +her in her self-deception.</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham would have been very sorry to lose so<span class="pagenum" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</span> estimable and +so unexceptionable a husband for her daughter; but the disgraceful +<i>éclat</i> of breaking off an engagement openly entered into and +acknowledged, was still more appalling to a person who had a salutary +horror of being "talked of." She had herself passed through life with +the highest character as a wife and as a mother. Her elder daughters +had married at a proper age, and in a proper manner. She looked upon a +young lady's first love as a silly affair, which has more to do with +the imagination than the heart; and if any of her other daughters had +ever felt a preference which had not received their mother's sanction, +they would never have ventured to confess it with that frankness which, +in spite of the education just described by Lady Falkingham, was one of +Blanche's characteristics.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER IV.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Now have I shewed you bothe, these whyche ye lyst,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Stately fortune, or humble povertee:</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That is to say, now lyeth it in your fyst</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To take here bondage, or free libertee.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Sir Thomas More.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Captain De Molton</span> had sent his servant to the neighbouring town to +procure him a chaise, that with the least possible delay he might carry +his project of departure into execution.</p> + +<p>When he had in some measure recovered his self-possession, he made +his appearance at the breakfast-table, and informed Lady Westhope +that he was unexpectedly obliged to return to London, to arrange with +his father some matters connected with his exchange from his present +regiment, which, as Lady Westhope knew, was under orders for India.</p> + +<p>This was strictly true, for he had resolved to insist upon his +father's suspending the application he was on the point of making for +this exchange. He determined to proceed to India with his regiment. +The unhealthiness of the climate, which gave his relations so much +uneasiness, appeared to him, in his present frame of mind, a positive +recommendation.</p> + +<p>The company expressed all due disappointment at his sudden +departure—all but Lady Blanche; she was not present. Lady Westhope +suspected something must have occurred, and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</span> when she bade De Molton +adieu, she pressed his hand with a mysterious kindliness, which she +meant should imply, "You are acting like a man of honour; I see you +suffer, and I pity you."</p> + +<p>She was confirmed in this opinion, by Mr. Wroxholme telling her he +had found Captain De Molton in the library before breakfast, with his +head leaning against the marble chimney-piece, and his countenance so +pale and haggard, that he feared for a moment something dreadful must +have happened. Lady Westhope recollected Blanche's hurrying manner of +passing her on the stairs, and she pitied all parties.</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham's indisposition accounted for Lady Blanche's absence +till the hour of luncheon, when she came down stairs with a feeling of +kindness towards Lord Glenrith, awakened by the consciousness of having +injured him. She scarcely ventured to raise her eyes from the ground, +but her blushing manner passed for the modesty of a young girl on the +eve of marriage. Lord Glenrith pathetically lamented the absence of his +friend, and Lady Blanche quivered at the sound of his name, and then +reproached herself for doing so.</p> + +<p>Lord Glenrith showed her the letters he had received from the different +members of his family. Blanche could not but feel flattered by the +manner in which she was spoken of; could not but think the better of +the son, and the brother, who was loved with such tender affection; +could not but own she ought to be happy with the prospect of possessing +such a father, mother, brothers, and sisters-in-law. Lord Glenrith in +his own happiness perceived nothing wanting in her manner, and laughed, +and talked, the gayest of the gay. His inward satisfaction did not +render him sentimental, but his buoyant spirits made him inclined to +be pleased with everybody and everything. He even forgot the dislike +he had imbibed for Mr. Stapleford; and when his arrival that day was +announced, he declared him to be a "devilish good fellow, though he was +a sarcastic dog."</p> + +<p>His flow of spirits was almost oppressive to Lady Blanche, yet she +rejoiced he did not possess the sensitive tact which might have +rendered him alive to every look of hers.</p> + +<p>At dinner, Lord Glenrith was telling Lord Falkingham he had a famous +brood-mare at Wentnor Castle, whose colt was likely to win the St. +Leger.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</span></p> + +<p>"Is your colt as clever as your old horse Perseus, Glenrith?" asked Mr. +Stapleford.</p> + +<p>"Ah! Perseus! by Jove, that is a horse! Never was a thorough-bred one +so good for weight—and as active as a cat—such action! and such +pasterns! None of your short pasterns the grooms are so fond of—but +long enough to be elastic! He is a true Whalebone!"</p> + +<p>"I am not sure, after all, I do not like Quirk still better," +Stapleford dropped out quietly, while a sly smile lurked in the corner +of his lip.</p> + +<p>"Quirk is a singularly good horse! He has such bone, and such a +constitution!"</p> + +<p>"And that grey pony, Glenrith—you will never part with that pony?"</p> + +<p>"Part with Yung-frau? not for three hundred guineas!"</p> + +<p>"You are a fortunate man in your stud, Glenrith!" remarked Stapleford, +with a quiet, composed, and serious air, which to the unsuspicious +Lord Glenrith was perfectly satisfactory, while the rest of the party, +especially poor Blanche, were painfully aware he was playing on the one +weak point of the amiable young Benedick.</p> + +<p>Nothing lowers a man in the eyes of a woman so much as being made a +butt, no matter whether the quizzer be a person for whose opinion she +entertains any respect or not. It was unlucky that, at the moment the +<i>héros de roman</i> lover had departed in magnanimous despair, the +successful one should lay himself open to the quizzing of a dandy. +Lady Blanche felt miserable—more miserable than when she parted +from De Molton—more miserable than when she heard the jingle of his +hack-chaise as it drove from the door—more miserable than when her +mother's statement of the case made her awake to the enormity of her +misconduct—more miserable than when she resolved to drive her lover's +image for ever from her mind. Those distresses were at least elevated +ones—this bordered on the ridiculous.</p> + +<p>In the course of the evening Mr. Stapleford found himself near Lady +Blanche. "I must offer you my congratulations, Lady Blanche, and +especially upon the good looks and the good spirits of the fortunate +Lord Glenrith. His beaming and ruddy appearance shows that you have not +been unnecessarily cruel, tormenting before you consented to make him +the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</span> happiest of men. It must give a person of your kindly feelings +great pleasure to behold a face so redolent with joyousness!"</p> + +<p>Every word of this speech was disagreeable. Poor Blanche did not admire +a "ruddy" man—did not like an unsentimental lover; and, above all, she +did not like the implication that she had been</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>"Won unwooed, or slightly wooed at best."</p> +</div> + +<p>Mr. Stapleford bore not the slightest ill-will either to Lady Blanche, +or to Lord Glenrith. He enjoyed saying the disagreeable thing in the +civilest manner possible; partly because it is almost the only exercise +of power which a person without house, or lands, or fortune, can +indulge in; partly because he liked to see what people really felt—and +he thus frequently discovered the true state of their minds; partly +because he happened to possess the species of tact which enabled him to +do it—and everybody derives pleasure from success of any kind.</p> + +<p>The next day Blanche received a packet from Wentnor Castle. It +contained some beautiful ornaments—offerings from different members of +her future family, each accompanied by the prettiest note imaginable. +Congratulations showered in from every quarter. All the numerous +friends and relations of both sides wrote letters in which each party +was described as perfection, and each as having met with perfection. +It is astonishing that matrimony should ever fail to secure lasting +happiness, when (if we may believe the written testimony of those who +best know the contracting parties) none but paragons ever enter into +the holy state. But among all the happy unions that have been joyfully +anticipated, none ever gave more general satisfaction than the present. +The age, situation, rank—everything was suitable. Poor Lady Blanche +felt herself every moment more thoroughly hampered, entangled, and +pledged; and every moment her disinclination to the marriage increased.</p> + +<p>It was an odd thing! but Mr. Stapleford's quiet manner of quizzing +Lord Glenrith, and his imperturbable good-humour under it,—or rather, +his perfect unconsciousness of what was happening,—hurt his cause +even more than her preference of De Molton. She would rather have seen +him angry and resentful; to persons with <i>la tête exaltée</i>, the +smallest shadow of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</span> ridicule irrecoverably destroys the halo of romance +they would fain throw around the object of their devotion. Blanche +might have turned from her hopeless and youthful dream of love, to +admiration, respect, obedience, and submission; but when her head, her +heart, and her imagination were possessed with the dignified brow, the +melancholy eyes, the mellow voice, the lofty air, the noble grief of +De Molton, to see the joyous, the "ruddy" Glenrith perfectly contented +under the quizzing of a Stapleford, prevented her being able to work +herself up to the feelings it was her duty to entertain towards him.</p> + +<p>Mr. Wroxholme one day remarked to Lady Westhope, that Lady Blanche +appeared to be extremely out of spirits, and that he almost feared her +disposition and that of her future husband were not exactly suited.</p> + +<p>"She seems to take no pleasure in his country pursuits—she listens +with an abstracted air while he continues to pour into her ear details +which he might perceive are not interesting to her; though I own I +sometimes wonder she should not be more curious about Wentnor Castle, +which, from the engravings, must be a magnificent and interesting +place."</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope agreed with Mr. Wroxholme, and could not help half +confiding to him, that she feared Lady Blanche had some other +prepossession.</p> + +<p>"Poor girl!" resumed Mr. Wroxholme; "but then it is a thousand pities +she should marry, if she cannot love, Lord Glenrith."</p> + +<p>"He is such a good man!" answered Lady Westhope; "he has such excellent +principles—he is so sure to make a true and faithful husband, that in +the long-run I should hope no woman, who had herself good principles, +could fail to be happy with him."</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope sighed, and Mr. Wroxholme, who had by this time heard +and seen somewhat more of his host, felt that poor Lady Westhope spoke +as one who had suffered from the absence of these qualities in her +husband.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER V.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ever still must I adore thee:</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Though wide seas between us roll,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Each fond thought shall hover o'er thee,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And thine image fill my soul.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Morning breaking o'er the ocean</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Will thine opening graces wear,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And with evening's last devotion</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">I will breathe thy name in prayer.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Upon</span> leaving Cransley, Captain De Molton had hastened to town. He there +found his father, who having left the rest of the family at Brighton, +had also repaired to London for the purpose of effecting the proposed +exchange.</p> + +<p>Lord Cumberworth was preparing to enter a hackney-coach, which waited +to carry him to Brookes's, where he meant to dine and to solace himself +with a quiet game at tolerably high whist, when he was startled at the +unexpected appearance of his son.</p> + +<p>"Why, Francis!" he exclaimed, "I thought you were gone to Cransley for +a fortnight! What brings you here?"</p> + +<p>"I wished to see you, father, and to talk to you seriously concerning +my prospects in life. You are come up about my exchange, are you not?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—and I hope I shall be able to settle it all comfortably. Your +mother has been in one of her nervous ways at the bare thoughts of your +going to India."</p> + +<p>"I think I ought to go, father."</p> + +<p>"Why! which way does the wind blow now? Why the d—l did you not tell +me so sooner? They have all been pestering me to come to town, and +to leave no stone unturned to save you from this banishment, as you +all called it; and now I have taken the trouble of coming, you change +your mind! Upon my word, this is very inconsiderate. But, after all, +I myself do not like your going into such an unhealthy climate, and I +would rather keep you at home if I could. If you are to go into danger, +let it be where some honour and renown are to be obtained. There is no +glory in dying of a liver complaint, as yellow as a guinea."</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry, my dear father, to have given you so<span class="pagenum" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</span> much +unnecessary trouble, but I have fully made up my mind to sail with my +regiment."</p> + +<p>"And pray, Master Francis, what has worked this wondrous revolution in +your mind?"</p> + +<p>"Why, father, to tell you the truth, happiness is out of the question +for me; and therefore I had rather do whatever will make me least +burthensome to my family, and also take me out of the way for a time."</p> + +<p>"And why do you want to lie perdue? You have not been running in debt, +have you?"</p> + +<p>"No, father; I am too well aware what are your circumstances."</p> + +<p>"Not a scrape? eh, my boy!"—and Lord Cumberworth, whose morals were +not puritanical, smiled. "It can't be Lady Westhope, she is such a +prude. You have not been playing the fool, I hope?" continued Lord +Cumberworth, putting more of parental gravity into his countenance.</p> + +<p>"I have been guilty of nothing wrong in deed or thought," replied De +Molton with seriousness.</p> + +<p>"Egad! but there's a woman in question though," replied Lord +Cumberworth. "You are not in any danger of marrying?" and his face +really assumed an expression of sincere alarm.</p> + +<p>"Not exactly, father; but I am unfortunately attached to a person who +is on the eve of marriage with another."</p> + +<p>"Thank heaven that is all!" exclaimed Lord Cumberworth. "Remember one +thing, Frank—a man is never thoroughly undone till he is married."</p> + +<p>De Molton remained silent. His father's tone of feeling was so little +in unison with his own, that he wished to say no more upon the subject +than was absolutely necessary.</p> + +<p>"Does the girl like you, my boy?" added Lord Cumberworth.</p> + +<p>De Molton was somewhat perplexed how to answer, but he said, "I told +you, father, she was going to be married to another man."</p> + +<p>"Ah! but women have married a rich man, when they have been in love +with a poor man, before now. And you are a d——sh handsome fellow, and +more like me than any of my children. Well, don't look so sheepish, +like a bashful maiden yourself. Is the girl in love with you?"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</span></p> + +<p>"I conclude not," resolutely answered De Molton.</p> + +<p>"Have you told her you are in love with her?"</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, I have."</p> + +<p>"And she was not angry, eh? Come, I suppose your nice sense of honour +will allow you to say whether she is very much in love with her future +husband or not?"</p> + +<p>"I should say she esteemed him highly, but was not precisely in love +with him," was De Molton's guarded reply.</p> + +<p>"Wheugh—gh—gh!" with an elevation of the eye-brows, and a sound that +ended in something like a whistle, was the response produced by this +last communication of his son's. "You had better go, my boy. I see +how it is: if you stay, we shall have the marriage broken off and the +d—l to pay. Ah! well I am sorry to part with you, but you had better +go—we will do no more about the exchange. But I am as hungry as a +hound—I have eat nothing since I left Brighton. There is no dinner +in the house—nothing in it but the old housemaid: we can't roast +her—she would be tougher than Pedrillo. Let's be off to Brookes's. By +the by, you don't belong to Brookes's: I remember you said it was too +expensive, when George wanted to get you put up. Well, you can eat your +dinner at your Junior United Service Club; and we will meet here, at +home, at ten o'clock, and talk matters over quietly."</p> + +<p>Lord Cumberworth got into his hackney-coach, and De Molton walked off +to his club, to snatch a hasty morsel, and return to South Audley +Street, there to ruminate sadly upon his future fate until his father +should join him. There was much of bitterness in his reflections. He +could not help repining at the unequal distribution of fortune, and +thinking it hard that the happiness of two beings should be wrecked +for lack of that contemptible thing, money. He almost doubted whether +he was acting rightly by Lady Blanche in abandoning her when she had +all but acknowledged her love for him. And yet, what could he do? His +worldly pelf consisted but of his pay, and the very moderate allowance +his father was able to make him. He had nothing to look to. His +father's property was entailed upon the eldest son—his circumstances +were embarrassed—he had been obliged to let Cumberworth Hall, and +lived principally in London, making an occasional excursion to some +watering-place: there was no chance of his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</span> saving money, and there +were twelve of them to divide the fifty thousand pounds settled on +younger children. Lady Blanche certainly had no dislike to Glenrith, +or she would never have accepted him: and who could know Glenrith, +and not learn to value and to love his kind feelings and singleness +of heart? The more he reflected, the more strengthened he was in his +purpose. When he was far away, she would assuredly forget the slight +prepossession she had entertained for him, and she would soon give her +whole heart to Glenrith. When he had brought his reasonings to this +most desirable point, he found it infinitely more painful than any +other view of the subject.</p> + +<p>His father returned about ten o'clock, and after arranging to write +immediately to the person with whom they had been in treaty for the +exchange, and to lose no time in procuring the proper stock of articles +necessary for the voyage, as there was a possibility of the regiment +sailing within a fortnight, they agreed to leave London the following +afternoon, and to join the rest of the family at Brighton.</p> + +<p>"Well, cheer up, my boy!" said Lord Cumberworth, as he bade his son +good night. "There is no use in fretting—there are more pretty girls +than one in the world, and you are not the first sentimental young +man who has been crossed in love. <i>Il en faut passer par là.</i> We +have all been crossed in love in our time. I, myself, was very much +smitten with another woman when I married your mother; but I saw that +my marrying Helen was out of the question, and so I did what they +all wished me to do, and it answered just as well. Your mother is a +very good woman, Frank, and I am very fond of her. So cheer up, my +boy—never be down-hearted! You will forget your Dulcinea long before +you cross the line." He was closing the door, when he turned back again +to say,—"Frank, you look for all the world as if you were younger +brother to the knight of La Mancha—<i>el cavaliere de la triste +figura</i>,—with your pale cheeks and your high forehead. I would not +be a skill of wine or a windmill in your way for something!"</p> + +<p>The good-humoured but unsentimental father chuckled at his own joke, +and went off to bed so relieved that his son would be secured from the +impending danger, that it quite reconciled him to his departure.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</span></p> + +<p>When they arrived at Brighton late the following evening, poor Lady +Cumberworth was in despair at the prospect of her pet, her darling, the +most affectionate, the most considerate, the most dutiful of all her +children, running all the risks consequent upon a banishment to India; +"not only," as she said, "braving perils by sea and perils by land, but +those of climate and disease."</p> + +<p>"There are worse perils in England, Mary," replied her husband with a +knowing wink. "Perils by eyes are the most dangerous for handsome young +fellows! Depend upon it, he is far safer in the other hemisphere; for +peril by marriage is the worst of all—that is to say, when a man has +nothing, and never can have anything as long as lives."</p> + +<p>De Molton shrunk at hearing his attachment alluded to among all the +family circle; though to his dear gentle mother he could have opened +his whole heart, and to most of his sisters individually also. The +eldest was grown a little starch, and the youngest was rather too young +and giddy; but the four middle ones had plenty of romance in them, and +would have listened to his tale with tears in their eyes. To any one of +them in a tête-à-tête he might have spoken his feelings; but to have +twelve curious, wondering, though kind eyes, turn upon him at once, was +peculiarly unpleasant to a sensitive and reserved man.</p> + +<p>Lady Cumberworth saw his distress, and hastened to say, "We were just +going to bed when you arrived. I shall carry Frank off to have a quiet +gossip with him; so good night, girls!"</p> + +<p>De Molton followed his mother, and in her found a sympathizing +listener—one who entered into all his difficulties, and who was +ready to love poor Blanche for appreciating her own dear Frank as he +deserved. But she saw that, deeply as his affections were engaged, +their union was impracticable; and she was obliged, though most +reluctantly, to confess that a temporary absence, and entire change of +scene, were likely to spare his feelings and principles many a trial.</p> + +<p>Lady Cumberworth entreated her husband not to annoy poor Frank by any +allusion to his unfortunate attachment.</p> + +<p>"Lord bless the fellow!" exclaimed Lord Cumberworth, "I never meant to +annoy him! I know he is d—shly in love, and that is all I said! And I +only said, he could not marry, and that he knows well enough!"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</span></p> + +<p>"He is unhappy, and we must refrain from remarks that wound his +delicacy just now."</p> + +<p>"Delicacy—fiddlestick! You always did spoil that boy—and you will +make him as full of feelings, and nerves, and refinement, as the most +fanciful woman of you all!"</p> + +<p>The young ladies also met in a nocturnal synod. "What is this love of +Frank's?" exclaimed Mary.</p> + +<p>"How papa made him blush!" said Laura.</p> + +<p>"And is he really going to India?" asked Charlotte.</p> + +<p>"Who is the girl?" inquired Emily.</p> + +<p>"And why could not mamma talk to him before us, I wonder?" added +Katherine, the youngest, who was rather pert.</p> + +<p>"When you are a little older, you will know that people do not like to +discuss <i>les affaires du cœur en pleine salle</i>," answered Jane the +eldest; and with a dignified air she retired to bed.</p> + +<p>"I suppose Jane wishes to persuade us she has some love affairs of her +own, though we know nothing about them," continued the merry Katherine: +"she has preserved a most dignified mystery upon the subject, ever +since I have been grown up."</p> + +<p>After a few more questions which could elicit no answers, seeing that +all parties were equally in the dark, the sisters separated for the +night, and all found the repose they sought except Lady Cumberworth, +who acutely felt the approaching separation from her son, and still +more the pain that darling son was doomed to endure.</p> + +<p>Lady Cumberworth was not one who considered the sufferings of lovers as +matter for sport;—she had been fervently attached in her early youth, +and the object of that attachment had been snatched from her by death. +On her side, as well as on her husband's, their marriage had been one +of reason and of expediency. But she had made him an excellent wife, +had borne him a large family, and they had always been a happy and +affectionate couple—happier, perhaps, than if one of the parties, and +only one, had felt more warmly.</p> + +<p>In a fortnight from the time De Molton joined his family at Brighton, +he tore himself from the arms of his sisters, and, lastly, from the +long, speechless, close embrace of his mother, to whose more sad and +sacred affection all instinctively yielded the parting caress.</p> + +<p>He sailed with his regiment, and we will leave him for a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</span> while, losing +the sense of all his romantic and high-wrought sensibilities in the +absorbing sufferings often endured in the Bay of Biscay.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER VI.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">No te falterà otra Dama</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Hermosa y de galan talle,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Que te quiera, y tu la quieras</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Porque lo mereces Zayde.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Spanish Romance.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> visit of the Falkinghams at Cransley had now lasted more than ten +days. Blanche ardently wished to be at home again. She felt wretched, +hypocritical, and guilty. She found herself so uncomfortable where she +was, that she imagined any change must be for the better. When they +left Cransley, Lord Glenrith was to pay his parents a visit of a few +days, and then to join them at Temple Loseley; after which they were +all to proceed to London for the purpose of procuring the wedding +paraphernalia.</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche's depression became so evident, that even Lord Glenrith, +although not an acute observer, could not avoid perceiving it. He +was exceedingly flattered, and attributed it all to his approaching +absence. He kindly consoled her. "I shall soon be with you again, +Blanche. I love my father and mother dearly; but just now I do not +think even they can succeed in keeping me above three days away from +you. I hate the thought of leaving you, but it will be such a pleasure +to meet again!—will it not, dearest Blanche? I think it will almost +make up for the pain of parting; and then I suppose, I need not leave +you any more. So we have nothing but joy before us." And he wondered +his betrothed did not appear to be more consoled by this prospect.</p> + +<p>He has handed them all into their travelling barouche, and he +has thrown himself into his britska, and they have left Cransley +in opposite directions. All the rest of the party had previously +dispersed—all but Mr. Wroxholme, and he was going to town the next +day. As he and Lady Westhope stood upon the steps watching the receding +vehicles, they could not help communicating to each other their fears +concerning the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</span> approaching marriage. Lady Westhope was exceedingly out +of spirits at poor Blanche's prospects, and Mr. Wroxholme entered into +her feelings, with all the delicacy of a person with good heart and +good taste.</p> + +<p>As their barouche rolled smoothly along, Lord and Lady Falkingham fell +into deep and earnest conversation: Blanche sat in the back seat, +absorbed in her own meditations. The road lay through an open, hilly, +and heathy country, watered by small rivulets, on the immediate banks +of which were sometimes seen a solitary cottage, and, close around, a +small patch of cultivated ground. It was a mild watery day, with little +positive rain, but one in which the shifting lights and gleams of +pale sunshine give a purple hue to the heathy hill-side, and a bright +yellow to the green meadow, or the mossy swamp. Her eyes mechanically +watched the varying hues, and at length fixed themselves upon a lonely +turf-roofed hut in the valley below. "How peaceful must be existence in +such a hut!" she thought within herself; "no worldly considerations, +no aspirations after rank and situation, can there interfere with +the affections. A strong arm and a willing mind are all that are +required to authorize the peasant lover to seek the hand of his peasant +mistress. Personal, individual qualities alone are considered,—not +the adventitious recommendations of fortune. How much happier must be +that rank of life, where love, and love alone, leads to an union which +is to endure as long as life itself! Oh! if I could, in honour and +in respectability, become the wife of De Molton, how willingly would +I resign every luxury to which I have been born, and live in that +very cottage, unnoticed and unknown! I think I could gladly perform +even the household drudgery: I could feed the chickens and sweep the +brick floor, and pile up the blazing faggots, and prepare my husband's +evening meal—if that husband were De Molton!"</p> + +<p>She gazed upon the cottage as long as it remained in sight, and almost +felt as if she left a place that was endeared to her by habit, when a +turn in the road concealed it from her view.</p> + +<p>It may be much questioned whether Lady Blanche's view of the various +conditions of life were a correct one, and whether there may not exist +as much, or more, disinterested love in the higher orders than in the +lower.</p> + +<p>But her thoughts continued, "And feeling thus, shall I<span class="pagenum" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</span> promise entire, +undivided, eternal love to another man? Has not my life been an enacted +lie for the last fortnight? Can I make up my mind to continue for +years and years this unceasing duplicity? I thought De Molton's image +would have faded from my mind—I thought I should each day have become +more attached to Lord Glenrith. I hear of so many happy wives who did +not marry for love! But is this the case? No! his image rises to my +mind's eye more frequently than ever, and I find my soul recoil more, +every day, from poor dear Lord Glenrith's tenderness. I shall behave +ill to him in breaking off the marriage, and I shall be called a jilt; +but shall I not behave more ill to him by marrying him, when I feel +as I now do? I will tell him the whole truth myself! It is a horrid +alternative, but I cannot—I cannot marry him!"</p> + +<p>The day after their arrival at home Lady Blanche communicated to +her mother the resolution she had formed. Lady Falkingham was +thunderstruck. Blanche had continued for the last week to admit +of Lord Glenrith's attentions, and had never again alluded to her +attachment, so that Lady Falkingham had convinced herself the childish +affair had passed from her mind. She was inexpressibly grieved at the +information; but she was a woman of principle, and could not insist +upon her daughter's marrying, while a passion, which would become +criminal, retained full possession of her breast. Lord Falkingham, +as might be expected, was very indignant—perhaps more so at first +than his wife had been; but when the first ebullition of anger was +past, he was sooner able to resume his usual bearing towards his +daughter. The days are passed, when any measures, beyond argument and +persuasion, can be put into practice to force an unwilling bride to +the altar; and argument and persuasion were of no avail with one who +unequivocally declared that she had tried in vain to subdue her love +for De Molton—that her efforts to return Lord Glenrith's affection +were totally unavailing, and that, if she found herself his wife, she +should be utterly miserable.</p> + +<p>Two days had elapsed from Lord Glenrith's departure for his father's. +On the third he was expected at Temple Loseley. There was no cross +post; there was no time to write; and, indeed, Blanche thought she had +rather tell him the whole truth herself, as she could better exonerate +his friend from any blame, by word of mouth, than by letter.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</span></p> + +<p>Never did three persons await the coming of a gay and gallant +bridegroom with more uncomfortable feelings. At the appointed moment +on the third day he arrived, beaming with honest joy. After the first +greeting, he slipped upon the finger of his love, with an attempt at +sentimental mystery, a ring containing his own hair. He also brought +from his mother the family diamonds, which, she said, would infinitely +better grace the blooming young bride than the sober matron. Lord +Glenrith exhibited them with some pride and great delight;—pride at +the family glories—delight at offering them to Blanche.</p> + +<p>Never were diamonds received so awkwardly, and with so little apparent +gratitude.</p> + +<p>"Why, Blanche! you do not seem to care about the diamonds," he said, in +rather a mortified tone.</p> + +<p>"Indeed I am very, very grateful to Lady Wentnor for her constant, her +unmerited kindness to me—so much more than I deserve!"</p> + +<p>"You are very modest, my dear Blanche! Well! I hope it is that you +are so glad to see me, you cannot think about the diamonds; and if +that is the case I will forgive you, and so will my mother too, I dare +say. I have been told many women love their diamonds better than their +husbands: that will not be your case, I trust, or you will care very +little for me." He hurried off to dress for dinner, a little put out by +the reception he had met with.</p> + +<p>The dinner was most distressing. Lord Glenrith began, in the innocence +of his heart, to tell them everything he had done, every arrangement +that had been made, and how Lord and Lady Wentnor meant to visit +Leamington for a few weeks, and to relinquish Wentnor Castle to them +for their honeymoon; but he found his audience so cold, that he in his +turn became chilled and daunted.</p> + +<p>As they left the dining-room, Lady Blanche summoned all her courage, +and said, "I wish to speak to you presently in the breakfast-room."</p> + +<p>The die was cast! She must now tell him all. She seized her mother's +arm as they crossed the hall. "O, mamma! what a task I have to perform! +How could I ever accept poor dear Lord Glenrith, and plunge myself into +this dreadful difficulty?"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</span></p> + +<p>"My dear, say rather, 'How could I let myself fall in love with a man +whom it is utterly impossible I should marry?'—that would be more to +the purpose. But it is too late now: there is no use in retrospection!"</p> + +<p>It was not many minutes before they heard the dining-room doors open. +Lady Blanche rushed into the breakfast-room adjoining, and in two +seconds Lord Glenrith followed her. He saw something unusual had +occurred, and he felt uneasy, but his mind never glanced towards what +awaited him. "Well, Blanche, what in the world have you to say to +me?" and he seated himself on the sofa by her side. "How glad I am we +are once more quietly here, and no longer surrounded by simpering, +quizzing acquaintances!" And there seemed a considerable danger of his +attempting to put his arm round her waist. If he did meditate such a +thing, his intentions were by no means carried into effect, for she +started up to take her reticule off the table, and re-seated herself at +the opposite side of the fireplace in an arm-chair.</p> + +<p>"Lord Glenrith," she said, "I have something upon my mind which has +made me very miserable of late."</p> + +<p>"Miserable!—you miserable, and I not know it! What can I do, dearest +Blanche? You know I would go through fire and water to serve you."</p> + +<p>"Do not speak so kindly to me,—you make what I have to say more +painful, more difficult. I deserve nothing from you but hatred and +contempt."</p> + +<p>"What are you talking about? Are you in your right senses?"</p> + +<p>"Scarcely, I believe; for any other woman would think herself the +happiest and most fortunate of creatures in marrying you; and if I was +to do so, I should be both wicked and wretched!"</p> + +<p>"Not marry me, Blanche!—you are dreaming. What can all this mean? It +is very unpleasant, though you cannot mean what you are now saying."</p> + +<p>"Indeed I do mean what I say; and you cannot know how much I have +suffered in coming to this conclusion."</p> + +<p>"This is strange—this is unaccountable!" and he passed his hands over +his eyes, as if to make sure he was awake. "Have I done anything to +change your opinion of me? I am not aware of having been wanting in any +way—and I am<span class="pagenum" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</span> sure, Blanche, I have loved you truly and sincerely." +A tear glistened in his eye. "Tell me what I have done, and I will +correct my fault. You are only saying this to try me; and if so, let +me tell you that it is a very foolish jest, and one entirely unworthy +of you." The colour mounted into his face, and he looked for a moment +extremely angry.</p> + +<p>"No! Lord Glenrith, this is no jest! I am in sober, serious, most +sad earnest. Your conduct towards me has been from the beginning ten +thousand times better than I deserved; but I should be treating you +shamefully if I were to marry you when my heart—is another's."</p> + +<p>"Your heart another's! Did you say so? Your heart another's! Then why, +on earth, did you accept me?"</p> + +<p>"Well may you ask that question, and well may I blush to answer it! I +thought my affection was unrequited, and I esteemed you. My parents +thought more highly of you than of any one. I believed I should soon +prefer you to the one person I had loved, as much as I already did to +all common acquaintances; and it was not till I found my affection was +not unrequited, that I became aware of the depth and strength of my own +attachment. I have been miserable ever since, and all I can now do is +to tell you the honest truth."</p> + +<p>Lord Glenrith sat with his eyes fixed on the ground. "This is a +cruel blow!" he said at last; "I have not deserved this from you, +Lady Blanche. And who is the favoured object? By heaven, it must be +De Molton! I remember his countenance at dinner the day he was at +Cransley—how pale he looked, and how continually he strove to catch +a view of you by the épergne; and every time he met my eye, he looked +in another direction! I am born to be made a fool of—to be deceived +by the friend I have loved from childhood, and by the woman to whom I +would fain have devoted all the rest of my existence!" He hid his face +in his hands.</p> + +<p>"Blame me, Lord Glenrith, for I deserve your reproaches; but your +friend has never deceived you: Captain De Molton has always considered +you more than himself."</p> + +<p>"Then it is De Molton! These are the actions dictated by his high-flown +notions of honour! A plain, matter-of-fact man would never have proved +such a shabby fellow!"</p> + +<p>"Captain De Molton shabby!" The word "shabby" sounded strangely on her +ear when coupled with the name of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</span> De Molton. She would have answered +Lord Glenrith angrily, if the consciousness of how deeply she had +wronged him had not checked her speech; but she could rather have +forgiven his calling her lover a black-hearted villain, than a "shabby +fellow."—"Lord Glenrith," she repeated, "you wrong your friend. He +carefully concealed from me his feelings till—till——"</p> + +<p>"Till you had promised to marry me!"</p> + +<p>"Till he fancied the avowal of them could not endanger your happiness, +or, as he imagined, mine. When he took leave of me at Cransley, he +showed some emotion, which caused him to reproach himself for betraying +feelings he had long concealed. Then first I learned he did experience +any feelings which he wished to conceal, and this discovery produced a +revolution in my mind which appalled me. I strove to blind myself as to +the nature of my sentiments, I strove to conquer them,—in vain; and +now, what can I do, but throw myself on your mercy, and implore you +to forgive me for having ever accepted the devotion of an honest man, +whose affection I could not requite as it deserved!" She held out her +hand to him.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Blanche! you break my heart!" and he kissed the hand which she did +not withdraw: she felt a tear fall upon it. Her very soul seemed to +melt towards the kind being to whom she was giving so much pain.</p> + +<p>"Believe me, Lord Glenrith, when I tell you, that every sentiment of +esteem, respect, and gratitude—every sentiment which my reason can +command, is yours; and that I esteem and respect you too highly to +wish you married to a wife who cannot give you her whole heart. In a +short time you will forget a person who has caused you nothing but +disappointment and annoyance; and you will find many, many girls who +will esteem themselves fortunate in being allowed to devote to you +their first affections. You will soon rejoice in the liberty I now +restore to you. While I have nothing in store for me but contempt +and ridicule, you will find, with some one far superior to me in all +respects, happiness, which I must not hope for."</p> + +<p>"Never, Blanche, never!—I shall never marry!" And Lord Glenrith +conscientiously believed what he uttered.</p> + +<p>"Before we part, tell me that you forgive Captain De<span class="pagenum" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</span> Molton, and that +you believe me when I assure you, that he never intended to interfere +with your interests."</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said, "I do believe you, and I will try to forgive De Molton."</p> + +<p>Everything was said. Blanche felt that their return to the drawing-room +was very awkward, but there was no other course to pursue. She led the +way to the door—there was nothing left for Lord Glenrith but to follow +after. He felt that something of ridicule always attached itself to his +position; but at the same time he felt injured, and he tried to put a +certain resolute and dignified air into his walk. He looked flushed and +heated, his eye glanced suspiciously and uneasily from side to side, +but he attempted to assume an unembarrassed deportment.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER VII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The smile that on thy lips erewhile</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">So kindly wont to play—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That could each idle care beguile</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Of Love's first golden day,—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Now, when lone Fancy rules the hour,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">At evening's lingering close,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Comes o'er my soul with mightier power,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To soothe my real woes.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Lord</span> and Lady Falkingham were seated, one on each side of the +fireplace, awaiting the result of the conference which was taking place +in the apartment within. They had been pathetically lamenting the +folly with which Blanche was resolved to throw away the most desirable +establishment in the world; and they had been indulging in unpleasant +anticipations of what the world would say when it was known that a +daughter of theirs was an avowed jilt. The door of the breakfast-room +opened, and Blanche entered: Lord Glenrith followed close behind. Lady +Falkingham perceived, at a glance, that the unacknowledged hope, which +she had still cherished, of Lord Glenrith's eloquence prevailing at the +last, was doomed to annihilation!</p> + +<p>During their absence the tea had been brought in, and the urn was +smoking and boiling upon the table. Lady Blanche<span class="pagenum" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</span> sat down before it, +and rejoiced in her mother's old-fashioned fancy for having the tea +made in the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham and her daughter took the earliest opportunity of +retiring for the night. Lord Glenrith lighted their candles, and opened +the door for them. As they passed, Lady Falkingham pressed his hand +with an expressive look of sorrow and of regret. Lady Blanche held out +hers, and uttered in a low voice,—"We part friends!" He took her hand, +and turned away.</p> + +<p>When the door was closed, Lord Falkingham addressed him:—</p> + +<p>"I am afraid, Glenrith, you have had a very unpleasant conversation +with my daughter. I need not tell you how much my wife and myself +regret the foolish fancy the girl has taken into her head. But what can +we do? We cannot, in justice to you, urge her to fulfil her engagement."</p> + +<p>"I should be the last man to wish Lady Blanche's affections to be +controlled; and I hope I know sufficiently what is due to myself, not +to wish any woman to be forced into a marriage with me."</p> + +<p>After a few more words of regret and kindness on the part of Lord +Falkingham, they also parted for the night.</p> + +<p>The next morning all the jewels and trinkets which he had presented +to Blanche were restored to him, and before the family were assembled +round the breakfast-table he was several miles on his road to Wentnor +Castle.</p> + +<p>Lord Glenrith felt his disappointment keenly, for he loved Blanche. +He felt his mortification keenly; for although not vain (if by vanity +we understand a desire to show off in the eyes of others), still he +entertained no mean opinion of himself. He had never in his life +before met with anything but success. He had been accustomed to the +admiring affection of his parents, the devotion of his dependants, the +good-fellowship of his equals, the attention of his inferiors; and +he had been early warned by his mother to be guarded in his manner +towards young ladies, lest he should excite hopes which he could not +realise—hopes which he found them, generally speaking, only too ready +to entertain. Astonishment, therefore, almost equalled the other +emotions to which we have alluded. He turned and turned in his head how +he should break to his parents the result of the preceding evening's<span class="pagenum" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</span> +conversation, and he felt that he equally dreaded their pity, and their +indignation.</p> + +<p>By degrees, as he got farther from Temple Loseley and nearer to Wentnor +Castle, he found his love and his grief diminish, and his mortification +and disappointment increase, till, by the time he reached the lodge, he +thought he could have endured the latter, provided the publicity of his +engagement had not exposed him, while writhing under the former, to the +pity, the stare, and the jest, of great and small, rich and poor, old +and young.</p> + +<p>Blanche's first sensation, upon retiring to her room, was that of +relief and freedom. She felt as though a weight of guilt and deceit +was removed from her bosom, and she resolved she would now indulge +herself in thinking of De Molton as much as she pleased. But the +mortified expression of Lord Glenrith's countenance would rise up to +her mind's eye; and she found herself more occupied with him, and less +with the image of De Molton, than at any other moment since their +meeting at Cransley. She scarcely knew, whether satisfaction at having +now done that which was decidedly honest, sincere, and unworldly, or +self-reproach for having so wronged Lord Glenrith by ever entering into +an engagement with him, ought to preponderate,—and, upon the whole, +she found herself less happy than she expected.</p> + +<p>The ensuing weeks passed drearily enough. Lady Falkingham was under +the necessity of announcing to her friends and relations that her +daughter's marriage was broken off; an occupation which did not raise +her spirits, or smooth her temper. Of course the true reason could not +be openly divulged, or all hope must be relinquished of Blanche's ever +forming any other alliance. It is strange, but it is an undoubted fact, +that a girl loses half her attraction if her maiden affections are +supposed to have been in any degree touched; while there is a peculiar +charm attached to the idea of a widow, although it may be presumed she +has known what it is to inspire, and to experience, all the emotions +attendant upon love.</p> + +<p>Blanche herself wrote to her sisters; and as she felt that her +rejection of Lord Glenrith bound her fate in some measure to that of +Captain De Molton, she made no mystery of the prepossession which +had rendered her incapable of doing justice to Lord Glenrith's good +qualities.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</span></p> + +<p>She had scarcely despatched these letters, when she read in the +newspapers the departure of De Molton with his regiment for the +East Indies. He had sailed the very day of her final interview with +Lord Glenrith. She experienced a blank sensation nearly allied to +mortification; forgetting what were the motives which induced him to +seek safety and repose in another hemisphere.</p> + +<p>Still, when she rejected Lord Glenrith, she did not quite anticipate +that there was to be an end of everything. She had not precisely looked +forward to sitting down quietly in deep retirement with her father +and mother, till the arrival of another spring should summon them to +London, there to be dragged the weary round of insipid entertainments, +without the hope or the possibility of seeing the only face she wished +to see. Her home was no longer what it had been. Lord Falkingham's +vanity was mortified in the daughter of whom he had hitherto been +exceedingly proud. Lady Falkingham, although not absolutely unkind, +was cold and reserved, and never encouraged her to speak of feelings, +which she always treated as a silly, unreasonable, youthful whim. +On all occasions, the attachments of young people were spoken of in +a slighting and contemptuous manner, which confirmed Blanche in her +resolution to prove, that hers was not a passing fancy—but a real, +sincere, and respectable attachment.</p> + +<p>Captain De Molton, after a prosperous voyage, had arrived at Calcutta +just about the time when the meeting of parliament called Lord +Falkingham to London; and Blanche with pain and disgust saw the +bracelets, the trinkets, the jewels, which her various friends had +given her upon her expected nuptials, packed up to adorn her person +during the ensuing season. She felt she never could bring herself to +wear these tokens; for although it had been impossible to return any, +except those which had been presented by Lord Glenrith's family, it +seemed to her as if they had all been obtained under false pretences.</p> + +<p>De Molton had struggled hard to bring his mind to a state of calm +acquiescence in his fate. He had tried to accustom himself to the idea +of Lady Blanche as the wife of Lord Glenrith; he had used all possible +means to divert his thoughts from his unfortunate passion; he had +occupied himself during his voyage with studying some of the Eastern +languages, with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</span> learning everything connected with Eastern warfare; +and although the renown to be gained in India at the expense of health, +if not of life, falls far short of that gained in an European campaign, +still he resolved that Fame should now become his mistress.</p> + +<p>He had not been more than three weeks at Calcutta, when a letter +reached him from his mother, which overturned all the good resolutions +he had formed, and rendered him almost incapable of profiting by the +opportunities which now offered themselves of perfecting his knowledge +of Hindostanee or Sanscrit, or of putting in practice the tactics he +had studied.</p> + +<p>His mother informed him that the marriage between Lord Glenrith and +Lady Blanche de Vaux was suddenly broken off, and that no cause was +assigned for the event except that the lady "had changed her mind." +She tried to persuade him that the case was as hopeless as ever +for himself, and she resisted the temptation of telling him it was +whispered that a preference for himself was the true cause of the +rupture. Although she longed to communicate what she knew must give +him pleasure, even she was aware that it would be weakness and folly +to keep alive a passion to which no prosperous termination could be +anticipated.</p> + +<p>Her intelligence, however, was sufficient to inspire De Molton with an +ardent desire to return to England. Lady Blanche was free: honour no +longer called upon him to avoid her; on the contrary, honour seemed to +demand that he should now profess his anxiety to devote himself to her +for life; and he bitterly lamented having so rashly banished himself +from his native land. Yet, upon his first arrival in India, he could +not in decency apply for leave of absence. He suffered tortures of +perplexity, doubt, and anxiety. At one time, he thought he would write +to Lady Blanche, and regularly make her an offer of himself and of his +fortunes. Then he shrank from doing so; for what were the fortunes +he was able to offer her? and, moreover, such a proceeding would be +assuming that it was for his sake she had broken off her marriage with +Lord Glenrith,—a conclusion he had in fact no right to draw.</p> + +<p>The news contained in his mother's letter was already six months old. +Before his answer could reach England, another six months must have +elapsed. What events might not have taken place in that time! Lady +Blanche would have passed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</span> through another season in London: with her +beauty, she must have been surrounded by admirers. It was possible, +nay probable, that his letter might find her married, or on the eve of +marriage with some one else. How ridiculous then would his conceited +assumption appear in her eyes! No—he would wait, at all events, for +further information; at the same time fully resolved to let slip +no opportunity of returning home, when he might easily judge for +himself whether an offer on his part would or would not be esteemed +presumption.—Then again he thought, if for his sake Glenrith had +indeed been rejected, how cold and how ungrateful must he appear, not +instantly to avail himself of the chance afforded him.—Fortunately +for him, his thoughts were necessarily in some measure withdrawn from +his own annoyances, by his regiment being marched up the country, and +by being engaged in some slight but animating skirmishes with the +Pindarries.</p> + +<p>The prospect of active service rendered his applying for leave of +absence absolutely out of the question. All doubt upon that subject +was thereby set at rest. It also seemed to set at rest the question +whether he should or should not address Lady Blanche herself:—it was +impossible to hint at her plighting her troth to him in a foreign land, +from which he might never return, or of her keeping herself disengaged +in the hope, at some future indefinite period, of following the drum +with him from country quarter to country quarter.</p> + +<p>He relieved his mind by writing to his mother a full statement of +his perplexed feelings, and by imploring her, if possible, to convey +them to Lady Blanche; and having done so, he resolutely bent all his +energies to the discharge of his professional duties; while his heart +beat high with the cheering hope of returning to her feet, his name +coupled with deeds of valour, and illustrated by feats of military +prowess.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER VIII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The soote season that bud and bloom forth brings</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">With greene hath cladde the hyll, and eke the dale;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The nightingall with feathers new she sings,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The turtle to her mate hath told the tale.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Lord Surrey.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> "soote season" had arrived, and the Falkingham family were in +London. Lady Blanche's heart sank within her at the prospect of the +wearisome pleasures in which she would be forced to join. She shrank +also from the idea of being looked upon in the light of a jilt.</p> + +<p>Though Lady Falkingham, by her system of education, had not been +able to subdue the natural warmth of Lady Blanche's feelings, or her +somewhat head-long indulgence of them, she had succeeded in inspiring +her with her own horror of being subject to the animadversions or the +ridicule of the world, and Lady Blanche felt, more keenly than most +girls, what is considered as a disgrace by all who have been well +brought up.</p> + +<p>She thought that the only mode of redeeming herself in the estimation +of others was to adopt manners the most reserved; and to justify, +by her scrupulous fidelity to the object for whom it was now pretty +generally understood she had rejected Lord Glenrith, the inconsistency +from which she could not clear herself.</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham, whose most ardent wish was to see her daughter +settled, was in a continual state of vexation at the distant and +chilling manner with which Blanche received the most common attentions. +There was truth in the charge her mother brought against her, of being +on the defensive, even before she was attacked: and though there is +nothing more attractive than the reserve which springs from innate +modesty, Lady Falkingham knew full well, that few things more offend +the self-love of men, and render them proof against the charms a woman +may really possess, than the reserve which seems to proceed from +contempt, or from a pre-determination to check their advances.</p> + +<p>Blanche would gladly have passed her days in retirement, but her +parents believed that the only mode of effacing the impression made +by Captain De Molton was to place her in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</span> the society of others. +Moreover, to seclude herself entirely from the world, would be a tacit +acknowledgment of deserving blame. At all the usual places of amusement +they were consequently seen. But the calm brow of Lady Falkingham had +acquired a careful and discontented expression; and the bright glances +and glowing smile of Lady Blanche had given place to a cold and stately +pensiveness. She danced occasionally, but partners no longer disputed +the honour of her hand. She sometimes received compliments; nor did she +dislike them, for as she felt an internal dissatisfaction, she would +have enjoyed anything which tended to reconcile her to herself; but she +was so afraid of appearing to enjoy them, that she assumed a disdainful +manner which effectually prevented any recurrence of what appeared to +give offence.</p> + +<p>With Lady Westhope alone did she find any comfort. To her she opened +her whole heart—with her she talked over each trifling incident which +had occurred during their visit to Paris—to her she repeated every +word De Molton had said—to her she dwelt on his looks, his manner, his +expression, in their last interview at Cransley. Lady Falkingham little +guessed that the cold, the discreet, the immaculate Lady Westhope, +could be a companion so little calculated to lead her daughter to a +reasonable and worldly view of her own prospects;—Lady Westhope, who, +unknown to herself, was every day acquiring a more thorough conviction, +that in mutual affection alone can a married woman expect to find +happiness. Blanche's conversations with Lady Westhope tended not only +to keep alive the impression produced at Paris; they also made her feel +still more pledged to adhere to the attachment which she professed.</p> + +<p>It was about the middle of the season when Lord Glenrith arrived in +London. He and Lady Blanche occasionally met at public places, in large +and mixed society. Their first meeting was inexpressibly awkward. By +some untoward accident, they found themselves <i>vis-à-vis</i> of each +other in a quadrille. Although good breeding might prompt the fourteen +or eighteen other people in the quadrille to withdraw their eyes from +the pair who had once been lovers, their attention could not fail to +be riveted upon them. They were to meet as friends; consequently, they +bowed when first they caught each other's eye; and both blushed equally +crimson. The rest of the time,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</span> they advanced and retreated, performed +their <i>queues de chat</i> and their <i>dos-à-dos</i>, without raising +their eyes from the floor; but when poor Lord Glenrith was obliged in +the <i>pastorelle</i> to figure before Lady Blanche as <i>cavalier +seul</i>, she felt ready to sink into the earth with distress on his +account as well as on her own. The effect which this position had upon +Lord Glenrith, and the degree to which his pride and his self-love +suffered under the gaze of others, may be deduced from the circumstance +of his having that night resolved he would not long be seen in the +light of a discarded lover, and of his having the very next day begun +a series of devoted attentions to the lovely daughter of the Duke +of L——. Before the London season drew to a close, the magnificent +<i>trousseau</i> of the future Lady Glenrith was the general subject of +conversation among young ladies; and the beautiful horses and equipages +of Lord Glenrith that among young gentlemen.</p> + +<p>Then came the morning when the narrow entrance to St. George's Church +was crammed with lovely bride's-maids, and weeping, smiling relations; +and the afternoon, when half the coachmen and footmen in the Park +appeared with gorgeous favours in their hats; and the evening, when +little morsels of tinsel ensconced in white satin ribbon were seen +pinned to the side, or stuck in the button-hole, of all the most +distinguished personages of both sexes.</p> + +<p>Blanche and her affairs were utterly forgotten, and she heard on all +sides descriptions of the loveliness of the bride and the happiness of +the bridegroom.</p> + +<p>In sober earnest, Blanche rejoiced that her anticipations with regard +to Lord Glenrith had been so soon realised; and if she could have +seen De Molton—if she could have heard him speak,—if she could have +received any communication from him,—if she could have indulged any +hope of ever herself knowing the happiness of reciprocal affection, she +would have utterly despised the frivolous grandeurs which excited such +a sensation in the London world.</p> + +<p>But with her all seemed a blank. She had wished her story should be +forgotten,—and it was forgotten. No one seemed to remember that she +might have been in Lady Mary L.'s situation. She wished people to be +aware that, though she had jilted Lord Glenrith, she was no flirt;—and +she had succeeded! No one attempted to make love to her.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</span></p> + +<p>She was sitting with Lady Westhope, when Mr. Wroxholme, who had also +been paying a morning visit, took his leave. "I have just heard what +is to me a very melancholy piece of intelligence," said Lady Blanche. +"Mr. Wroxholme tells me Parliament will sit three weeks longer. I feel +so weary and so jaded with the joyless entertainments to which mamma +thinks it her duty to take me! She fancies I may thus forget; but she +is mistaken. My thoughts only recur the oftener to him from whom she +hopes to wean them. I think, when among a number of indifferent people, +one feels the want of the person with whom one would fain interchange +thoughts and feelings, even more acutely than in the retirement of +one's own home."</p> + +<p>"That is only too true," answered Lady Westhope, with a sigh.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p>"This is to be alone—this, this is solitude."</p> +</div> + +<p>"I like Mr. Wroxholme," rejoined Lady Blanche. "He looks as if he could +understand one. I always feel at my ease with him."</p> + +<p>"I told you you would like him! For my part I think he is quite an +acquisition. I know no one who is <i>d'un plus doux commerce</i>. He +has so much tact, and he is particularly obliging! One has but to +express before him a wish for anything, and one is sure to find one's +wish gratified."</p> + +<p>"And then he has another great merit in my eyes: he cannot endure Mr. +Stapleford."</p> + +<p>"And I know of one more merit still," added Lady Westhope with a +smile—"he likes Captain De Molton. They were school-fellows, you know."</p> + +<p>Mr. Wroxholme had been always interested for Lady Blanche and her +lover, and, with the tact for which he was supposed to be remarkable, +had from the first read her feelings. When her marriage had been broken +off, Lady Westhope had not scrupled to speak confidentially to a person +who had shown so much sympathy and kindness concerning her friend. Mr. +Wroxholme had warmly approved of Lady Blanche's disinterestedness, and, +naturally enough, had spoken his sentiments on the subject of worldly +marriages.</p> + +<p>He seemed to consider congeniality of tempers, tastes, and opinions, +as the only objects to be sought in such a connexion;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</span> and there was +something to Lady Westhope's feelings singularly soothing and agreeable +in hearing such sentiments so warmly expressed, especially as her +strict notions of propriety could not take the alarm at a disprejudiced +observer merely giving an opinion upon the affairs of a third person.</p> + +<p>All he said breathed a tone of high respect for the sex in general—a +generous horror of seeing a woman thrown away upon a man who was not +worthy of her, or who did not sufficiently value her, which could not +fail to be gratifying to a person who felt such to be her own case.</p> + +<p>The indignation he felt at Lord Westhope's neglect of his wife, and +the pleasure she took in finding herself appreciated, might gradually +and unconsciously have led them both to entertain sentiments for which +both would have reproached themselves, had nothing occurred to arouse +them to a sense of their danger. An incident did however occur, which, +though trifling in itself, served to open the eyes of one who had no +wish to keep them wilfully closed.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER IX.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gentil parlar, in cui chiaro refulse</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Con somma cortesia, somma onestate;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Fior di virtù; fontana di beltate;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ch' ogni basso pensier del cor m'avulse.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Petrarca.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Lady Westhope's</span> praises of Mr. Wroxholme, and her intimation of his +early intimacy with Captain De Molton, led Lady Blanche to talk to him +with more satisfaction than to any one else. When in conversation with +him, her countenance resumed some of its former animation; and they +frequently met, and always met with pleasure.</p> + +<p>One evening Mr. Wroxholme had been recounting to Lady Blanche some +boyish prank at school, in which he had contrived to let her know that +De Molton had been engaged; she had been listening with an expression +of amusement, which had been succeeded by a look, half confusion, half +tenderness, on the incidental mention of De Molton's name, when Mr. +Stapleford remarked to Lady Westhope, "I think the conversation<span class="pagenum" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</span> in +that recess seems to justify the report I heard yesterday."</p> + +<p>"What report?" inquired Lady Westhope.</p> + +<p>"Why, that Wroxholme might succeed in consoling Lady Blanche for the +loss of her penniless, as well as of her wealthy, lover."</p> + +<p>"Oh, what an idea!" exclaimed Lady Westhope.</p> + +<p>"I assure you the report is very general, and I think there can be no +doubt but that Wroxholme is very much in love."</p> + +<p>"There never was so unfounded a notion! What could put it into +anybody's head?"</p> + +<p>"Though no blue-stocking, I presume Lady Westhope knows enough of +optics to be aware that the rays of light reflected from objects +actually before us, passing through the different lenses of the eye, +are impressed upon the retina, and are, by some process beyond the +comprehension of us poor mortals, thence communicated to the brain: in +plain English, Lady Westhope has heard the old adage, that seeing is +believing."</p> + +<p>His eyes, when he began to speak, were fixed upon Lady Blanche, who was +diligently picking to pieces the bouquet she held in her hand; (Mr. +Wroxholme was telling her what a good-hearted fellow Frank De Molton +was at school, and how kind he had been to a poor boy who had been run +over by a cart;) but as he finished his sentence, he withdrew his most +penetrating and disagreeable eyes from the couple, whose feelings he, +for once, misinterpreted, and let them fall gently and fixedly on Lady +Westhope.</p> + +<p>"I can assure you, you are perfectly mistaken in this instance," Lady +Westhope replied with some quickness. "Lady Blanche is only likely to +be perseveringly, foolishly, constant; and as to Mr. Wroxholme's being +in love with her, it is quite out of the question."</p> + +<p>"Why out of the question?" asked Mr. Stapleford, with the most +provoking matter-of-fact coolness.</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope did not very well know why it was so; but she answered—</p> + +<p>"Oh, he is not the sort of man to fall in love with Blanche."</p> + +<p>"He is an odd sort of man, then, if it is out of the question for him +to fall in love with one of the handsomest girls in London, who plucks +off every leaf of a beautiful camellia<span class="pagenum" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</span> while he is talking to her! A +prepossession in another quarter might steel a man's heart even against +such attractions as those I have alluded to; and I have no doubt Lady +Westhope is better versed in the mysterious workings of the human +heart than I can pretend to be. I must bow therefore to her superior +knowledge of the state of Mr. Wroxholme's affections;"—and, with a +supercilious bow, he joined a knot of politicians.</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope felt prodigiously annoyed. She could not tell why she +disliked so much to hear that Mr. Wroxholme was in love with Lady +Blanche. There was no harm in it if he was. She looked upon him as a +man with whom a woman might be very happy; and, although not rich, he +had a competency. Why was she so certain he entertained no particular +preference for her friend? and why did she feel aggrieved at the +suspicion? It could not be that, at her age, after having passed +unscathed through all the trials of her youth, her own heart was in any +danger? What a humiliating, what a degrading surmise! She felt almost +ashamed of suspecting herself of such a weakness; one that she would +always have thought criminal, but that now would be ridiculous as well +as criminal. It was evident, however, that Mr. Stapleford did suspect +her of harbouring so ridiculous a prepossession, and she scrutinized +her own feelings with resolute accuracy.</p> + +<p>The truth was, that she had been accustomed for some months to feel +herself the first object with Mr. Wroxholme; and although no words ever +passed which expressed, or implied, that such might be the case, it +was that consciousness which made her find his society so agreeable. +She had felt so secure that she was past the age when she need guard +her heart from tender impressions, that she had relaxed in her former +watchfulness; she had felt so strong in her virtue, that she had +not taken heed lest she might fall; and it was with a sense of deep +humiliation and self-abasement that she awoke to a conviction of her +weakness. She thenceforth resolved to keep strict watch and ward over +her inward feelings, as well as over her outward actions.</p> + +<p>These resolutions were more easily taken than carried into effect: she +had no right to assume coldness towards a person who had never given +her the slightest cause of offence, who<span class="pagenum" id="Page_328">[Pg 328]</span> had never presumed upon the +intimate footing to which he had been admitted in the house.</p> + +<p>How difficult is it, with the very best intentions, for a woman +who lives in the world to steer entirely clear of suspicion, or +misinterpretation, unless there exists between her and her husband a +frank and cordial understanding! If, with all her knowledge of the +world, Lady Westhope did not find it easy to shape her conduct so as +to be discreet without prudery, and cool without unkindness, it is not +surprising that the inexperienced should, without really deserving it, +occasionally lay themselves open to blame.</p> + +<p>The subject of love is one which young ladies are not allowed to +discuss; at least, not with their elders. But how much have parents +to answer for, who, by their avoidance of the subject, leave the +responsibility of forming their daughters' minds on a point of such +vital importance, to the man whom they may chance to marry! How much +has the husband to answer for, who, by his neglect, his sternness, or +his profligate notions, fails to become the guardian of the virtue he +is bound to protect! Yet, by light conversation, by reporting gossiping +anecdotes, and witty though immoral jokes, how frequently does he treat +with levity, and make the subject of mirth and ridicule, errors, nay +crimes, which hitherto the girlish matron has scarcely ventured to +contemplate! Is it wonderful that the young mind should sometimes, when +it fancies it only throws off the shackles of old-fashioned prejudice, +discard at the same time the restraint of rigid principle? And the +husband who has thus contaminated the fountain whence the actions flow, +is surprised and indignant that the purity he once admired should have +given place to notions more resembling his own! Is it surprising that a +young creature, whose mind is thus deprived of ballast and of rudder, +should in the voyage of life fail to steer clear of shoals and hidden +reefs?</p> + +<p>Fortunately, Lady Westhope had withstood the first trial,—that of +being early united to an unprincipled man; and she had now acquired +knowledge of the world, which enabled her to meet her present +difficulty.</p> + +<p>She debated within herself whether talking to him freely concerning +marriage, and advising one, who appeared to entertain such exalted +notions of the happiness to be found in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_329">[Pg 329]</span> the wedded state, to enter +into it himself, might not be a good mode of proving how completely she +considered herself in the light of a friend, though of a kind friend +deeply interested in his welfare; but, upon the whole, she decided that +it was entering upon a dangerous topic. It might be construed into +the common artifice of coquettes to pique, or to lead to sentimental +conversation; and if, unknown to himself, he did entertain for her the +feelings she more than suspected, it might open his eyes to the true +nature of them, as Mr. Stapleford's insinuations had opened hers.</p> + +<p>In her early youth she had made to herself a rule never to admit male +visitors in the morning: but, since she had approached the middle age, +she had gradually relaxed in the strictness of her prohibition; and +gentlemen now lounged on her sofas, and whipped their boots before +her fire, as freely as in any other house in London; and no one more +frequently than Mr. Wroxholme. These visits, in the first place, she +resolved to check; but she knew that an explanation was always a thing +to be most scrupulously avoided. By remaining late in her boudoir, +and denying herself to all persons equally, on the plea of not being +dressed; by seizing every opportunity of taking an early drive into the +country; she for some time succeeded in her object, without wounding +one whose only fault consisted in regarding her with respectful +partiality. When he did find her at home, she received him cordially, +and he was for the moment re-assured that she had not intentionally +avoided his society. When they met in public, though she spoke to +him but little, she carefully preserved the tone of friendliness and +intimacy.</p> + +<p>Still, in the long run, gently and gradually as the change was made, +Mr. Wroxholme perceived that there was a change. He could not but +become aware that he was less frequently invited to dinner; and when +invited, that it was to large set parties, and not to the hasty repast +before the play, the friendly gathering of a few intimates; and he +could not but be struck with the numerous avocations and engagements +which so often prevented his finding Lady Westhope at home of a morning.</p> + +<p>In the course of time, he became hurt and half angry. He had always +heard that fine ladies were apt to be capricious, and his pride was +wounded: he was a gentleman in mind, in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_330">[Pg 330]</span> manners, and in birth; and his +spirit rose at the bare suspicion of having been so sported with. He, +in his turn, avoided Lady Westhope, and this was the severest trial she +had yet met with.</p> + +<p>They still, however, occasionally met; for both parties wished to +preserve the same demeanour towards the other. Mr. Wroxholme took an +opportunity of expatiating upon the meanness of those men who could +condescend to be toad-eaters and hangers-on of the great: "He had no +notion how any one with the feelings of a gentleman could endure being +take up, and set down, at pleasure;" and asserted, "that a man who +could submit to such treatment, amply deserved to meet with it!" There +was a tone of asperity in his mode of speaking which proved that his +was not a general observation on men and manners, but that he spoke +from personal feeling. She was inexpressibly hurt, and she determined +she would, by some means, let him know she was not one of the heartless +fine ladies to whom he alluded.</p> + +<p>The evening before their departure for the country, she invited a few +friends to meet at her house; and, among others, Mr. Wroxholme. She had +formed no distinct plan; and yet she vaguely hoped she should be able +to undeceive him, and to correct the impression he had so erroneously +received of her late conduct.</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding his wounded pride, he could not resist the temptation +to pass one more evening in her society.</p> + +<p>The party was small, the conversation general: subjects of literature +were discussed; the novels of the day were naturally mentioned. From +them she easily led the discourse to the French novels of the day that +is passed, and she took the opportunity of remarking how just were +the little observations and reflections with which they were often +interspersed. Mr. Wroxholme added, that in knowledge of the smaller +workings of the human heart, he thought Madame de Genlis was scarcely +inferior to Madame de Staël.</p> + +<p>"But none of Madame de Genlis's are equal in power to Delphine," +replied Lady Westhope.</p> + +<p>"Are you a great admirer of Delphine?" inquired some one.</p> + +<p>"A great admirer of the eloquence and fire with which it is written; +and if the motto at the beginning is borne in mind, the truth of which +is forcibly exemplified by the fate of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_331">[Pg 331]</span> both the hero and heroine, I +think a great moral truth may be extracted from it; though I grant that +the charm thrown around immoral feelings might render it a dangerous +book for the young."</p> + +<p>"And what is the motto?"</p> + +<p>"'Que l'homme doit braver l'opinion, la femme s'y soumettre.' All +the miseries of Leonce and Delphine arise from their neither of them +following the maxim contained in the motto. How fortunate it is for +us women, that the opinion of the world, and virtue, always prescribe +the same line of conduct! There are many occasions in which it is +praise-worthy, nay, admirable, in a man to risk the censure of his +fellows; many in which he may act ill without risking it. But with us +it is quite different: it is seldom that we incur the condemnation of +our own consciences, or the disapprobation of others, if we avoid not +only what is really wrong, but that which may bear the semblance of +wrong."</p> + +<p>"Well," interrupted a young man present, "I think it is enough for man, +or woman, to do what is right, and to leave appearances to take care of +themselves."</p> + +<p>"I am glad it is a man, not a woman, who says so," resumed Lady +Westhope, smiling. "I am always grieved and alarmed when I hear a woman +speak with contempt of the opinion of the world: it argues in her +neither good feeling, cleverness, nor true courage. True courage (in +woman) consists in at once giving up what may be agreeable and innocent +in itself, rather than risk having one's good name called in question."</p> + +<p>Mr. Wroxholme had listened with interest, for his attention had been +arrested by the earnestness with which Lady Westhope spoke. He suddenly +understood all that had previously puzzled him in her conduct. He +admired and respected her; and his wounded pride, his offended vanity, +were soothed.</p> + +<p>When she bade him adieu, she expressed a hope that he would join +their Christmas party at Cransley; she did not invite him for +partridge-shooting in September, as she had done the previous year. He +felt that she meant to be kind, yet firm; and although the intervening +six months appeared to him immeasurably long in perspective, he had too +much principle himself to blame her, or to repine.</p> + +<p>There was a cordiality in the respectful devotion with which<span class="pagenum" id="Page_332">[Pg 332]</span> Mr. +Wroxholme took his leave, which convinced Lady Westhope that he no +longer looked upon her as a capricious fine lady, but as a woman of +rigid, uncompromising virtue.</p> + +<p>She felt, however, lowered in her own estimation when she could not +disguise from herself how great an effort it cost her to exercise this +same virtue; and she was indignant, almost disgusted, with herself +when she found her home cheerless, and her time unoccupied, upon her +arrival in the country. This very feeling roused her to shake off the +disgraceful weakness; and she resumed her wonted employments, and +strove to make to herself new ones.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER X.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And words of small import, but tinged with gall,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Jar on the sense by their unkindly tone.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The morning greeting may sound harsh withal,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The evening benison a curse may own;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">While oft a smile—a kindly look alone—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Born of compunction, falls right soothingly</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">On the sick heart, the past offence t' atone,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Ere word be spoke at all. As violets shy,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">By their sweet breath betray where they are lurking nigh.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> events of the last few weeks in London had also awakened Mr. +Wroxholme to the state of his own affections; and he no sooner admitted +to himself that he had been in danger of liking Lady Westhope too +well, than he rejoiced in the prudence and discretion with which she +had checked his growing preference, and felt grateful that he had been +preserved from the danger which beset him.</p> + +<p>During the period when London is nearly deserted, and that the few who +are still detained in its dreary and dirty streets are naturally drawn +into habits of closer intimacy, he was much thrown with the daughter of +an eminent lawyer, with whom he often had professional intercourse.</p> + +<p>He fancied a considerable resemblance to Lady Westhope's in the profile +of her nose: her complexion was of the same tone; and he perceived a +decided likeness in the setting on of the head.</p> + +<p>When Christmas arrived Mr. Wroxholme wrote an excuse to the Westhopes, +informing them that he was on the eve of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_333">[Pg 333]</span> marriage with the daughter of +Sir H. B——, and that the arrangements attending this happy event must +detain him in London. He told Lady Westhope that his future bride bore +a strong resemblance to herself in outward appearance, and that he only +hoped she might take her as a pattern in more essential qualifications.</p> + +<p>How did Lady Westhope feel upon the reception of this letter? She felt +exceedingly surprised, for experience only can teach woman how short a +time love can survive hope in the heart of man; but she felt satisfied, +nay relieved. She had for six months devoted herself to the performance +of her duties,—she had repelled every weak emotion. She rejoiced that +Mr. Wroxholme should be happy, she rejoiced that she would no longer be +called upon to keep strict watch and ward over her own heart, and she +was gratified by the manner in which he spoke of herself. The likeness +which he professed to discover in Miss B. was a balm to her vanity, and +prevented its obscuring her reason. She was therefore able to rejoice, +as her principles pointed out she ought to do, that they had escaped +all further trial.</p> + +<p>While Lady Westhope was thus regaining tranquillity and self-esteem, +Blanche toiled through a long summer of very fine weather and the usual +country occupations,—through a long autumn and its shooting-parties. +She had to listen to the number of head of game killed at battues, +or to the merits of the young hounds or of the new huntsman; and she +conscientiously danced through the winter balls at the county town.</p> + +<p>In some respects she gave great satisfaction to the neighbours. No +one could accuse her of showing the slightest preference for the most +distinguished young heir apparent over the most Tony Lumpkin-like +son of the most humble country 'squire, or the most penniless young +curate, who might summon courage to ask Lady Blanche De Vaux to dance. +Indeed, the more out-of-the-question the partner, the more gracious was +Blanche; so that the popularity of the house of Falkingham was greatly +on the increase. Unfortunately there was no son, or his chance of +being returned for the county would have been considerably augmented: +Lord Falkingham's family consisted only of daughters, among whom his +personal property would be divided; while his whole landed estate would +descend, with the title, to a nephew.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_334">[Pg 334]</span></p> + +<p>A second spring arrived. To London they went again. The brilliancy of +Lady Blanche's complexion was gone; her step had lost its elasticity, +her figure something of its roundness. The last month or two had been +to her a period of much uneasiness, much mortification.</p> + +<p>She had calculated that the intelligence of her marriage having been +broken off, must have reached De Molton, and by this time she might +have received from him a passionate expression of his joy and his +devotion. Day after day elapsed and no letter arrived. It is impossible +to say whether, suffering the pangs of (as she imagined) unrequited +affection, she might not have found a remedy, as it were, in the very +excess of the disease, had not a circumstance occurred which again +excited hope.</p> + +<p>Even in woman, love can seldom exist if completely deprived of aliment, +though it thrives upon the very smallest portion of sustenance +imaginable.</p> + +<p>Blanche frequently met Lady Cumberworth and her daughters in society: +the very sight of De Molton's mother caused a tremor and an agitation +which roused her from the state of apathy into which she had fallen. +Moreover, she often perceived Lady Cumberworth's eyes fixed upon her +with a kind and motherly expression; and she even fancied she looked as +if she longed to speak to her, although they had never been regularly +introduced. Lady Falkingham watched with a jealous eye every symptom of +intercourse with Lady Cumberworth; and if they found themselves within +speaking distance of De Molton's mother, never failed to move to the +other side of the room.</p> + +<p>One morning Lady Falkingham complained of a cold, and promulgated +at breakfast that she should not go to Mrs. Baltimore's party that +evening. Now Mrs. Baltimore was a relation and a particular friend of +Lady Cumberworth's. Blanche quickly replied, "Oh, do not run any risk +on my account, dear mamma! You know Lady Westhope can chaperon me."</p> + +<p>"Bless me, Blanche!" exclaimed her father; "you, wishing to go out, and +your mother to stay at home! I am delighted to find young and old are +resuming their natural characteristics."</p> + +<p>"Really, Blanche," said Lady Falkingham, "I think you are<span class="pagenum" id="Page_335">[Pg 335]</span> the most +perverse girl I ever knew. Every evening I am obliged to urge you to go +and dress, to drive you by force to the best parties in London; and the +one only night I would rather stay at home, you are seized with such a +fury of dissipation, that you wish to send all over the town to find +a chaperon! Nothing I dislike so much as that a girl should be hawked +about, one night with one person, and the next night with another!"</p> + +<p>"But surely, mamma, sending to Lady Westhope is not sending all over +the town; and I was so long with her at Paris, that it is not like +going out with a stranger."</p> + +<p>"Don't talk to me of Paris, Blanche, if you wish me to be able to eat +any breakfast; the sample she gave of her chaperonage there, is not +calculated to make me anxious to entrust you to her again!"</p> + +<p>"Really, my dear, I think it is you who are rather perverse: you often +find fault with Blanche for wishing to shut herself up, and for not +exerting herself to recover her spirits, and now you check her when she +attempts to do what you so often urge. I have some business with Lord +Westhope this morning, and if I find Lady Westhope at home, I cannot +see any objection to my asking her to take Blanche to-night."</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham could say no more: she could not, before Blanche, +explain her objections to Mrs. Baltimore's party. She resolved, +however, to risk a fit of rheumatism, rather than allow her daughter to +elude her vigilant eye.</p> + +<p>Lord Falkingham quickly settled the evening arrangements with Lady +Westhope, and as quickly took his leave, to avoid the formality of a +wedding visit from Mr. and Mrs. Wroxholme, who had just returned from +passing their honeymoon in the country.</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope was exceedingly surprised to find Mrs. Wroxholme small +and slender, whereas she herself was tall, and was altogether a fine +woman rather than a pretty one. She was also surprised to find that +her mouth was wide, (though her teeth were so bright, and her smile +so sunny, that no one who spoke to her would be disposed to criticise +it too severely,) whereas Lady Westhope's was peculiarly small, and +classical in its form. The setting on of the head was concealed by the +winter apparel; and Lady Westhope was not sufficiently well acquainted +with her own profile, to be struck with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_336">[Pg 336]</span> any resemblance in Mrs. +Wroxholme's. She scarcely knew whether or not to be flattered at Mr. +Wroxholme's having fancied a likeness where so little existed; and yet +it proved that she had been present to his thoughts, and that he could +not admire any one without trying to discover in her a resemblance to +the person he had fixed upon as the type of female perfection.</p> + +<p>Mr. Wroxholme looked the happiest of the happy. Mrs. Wroxholme was +modest without being awkward, and did not seem to be indisposed towards +her husband's friend, as is so frequently the case when the husband +has injudiciously praised, or the woman has a narrow mind or a jealous +disposition. On the contrary, she seemed disposed to take it upon +trust, that the person of whom her husband approved must be deserving +of esteem.</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope was much pleased with all she saw of the bride in this +morning visit; and she was gratified by her evident inclination to +like, and her desire to be liked. When they were taking leave, she +took an opportunity of expressing to Mr. Wroxholme, how much she was +flattered at his having found any resemblance between so charming a +person as his young wife, and herself. Mr. Wroxholme looked surprised, +and wholly unconscious to what she could allude; then suddenly +recollecting himself—"Oh yes, so I did! I thought Emma very like you +when first I knew her; but I have not been so much struck with the +likeness of late."</p> + +<p>The truth was, that since he had become so exceedingly in love with +his wife, as he now was, he had utterly forgotten what had at first +been to him her greatest attraction. With the generality of men, love, +when once over, leaves not a trace behind. With women, on the contrary, +a person whom they have once loved, or even one by whom they once +believed themselves to be sincerely loved, remains to them an object of +interest, though the sentiment itself may long have ceased to exist.</p> + +<p>Lady Westhope felt almost abashed when she replied in an explanatory +tone—"I should not have had the vanity to make such a remark, if, +in announcing your marriage, you had not yourself mentioned the +resemblance."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wroxholme, who caught what was passing, said with such an air of +honesty, that she was "really distressed at<span class="pagenum" id="Page_337">[Pg 337]</span> hearing the comparison +made," and looked as if she sincerely thought Lady Westhope so much +handsomer than herself, that Lady Westhope felt gratitude towards the +wife, mixed with a momentary (it was but a momentary) emotion of pique +towards the husband.</p> + +<p>To Lady Falkingham's infinite annoyance, her cold increased towards +the evening—she was threatened with the tooth-ache—the night was +extremely cold; she could not, without openly saying she would not +trust her daughter out of her sight, insist upon accompanying her to +Mrs. Baltimore's; neither was her illness such that she could make it a +pretext for keeping Blanche at home.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Blanche looked unusually animated at dinner, and her father +rejoiced exultingly to see her dark hazel eyes sparkle once more with +the rich lustre which was natural to them. Lady Falkingham, on the +contrary, was suffering, and uncomfortable, both in body and mind. +Her tone was querulous; and she found it impossible to agree either +with her husband or daughter upon any subject, whether of literature, +society, or politics. She felt provoked and oppressed by the +unaccountable spirits of both father and daughter.</p> + +<p>Lord Falkingham had been trying to talk his wife into good-humour, +and, nothing daunted by the ill success which had as yet attended his +efforts, he proceeded: "I find Mapleton is quite sure of the county if +he stands next election."</p> + +<p>"That is very odd!" said Lady Falkingham: "Mr. Evans told me that Mr. +Talpoys had eight hundred votes to spare."</p> + +<p>"Well! Mapleton himself told me he had more than fifteen hundred to +spare."</p> + +<p>"I do not believe Mr. Mapleton knows anything at all about the matter. +He believes what his agents tell him; and they wish him to persist +in his opposition to Mr. Talpoys, that they may make their own +perquisites."</p> + +<p>"Mapleton must be a great fool if he is so taken in."</p> + +<p>"I never heard he was clever," answered Lady Falkingham, with a +sarcastic smile.</p> + +<p>"How pretty the new lamps look!" remarked Lady Blanche, who knew that +her father had a regard for Mr. Mapleton, and did not like to hear +him spoken of slightingly. "I think they give a most agreeable, soft +light,—do not you, mamma?"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_338">[Pg 338]</span></p> + +<p>"I cannot say I agree with you, my dear. To my mind, they are not near +so pretty as the old ones."</p> + +<p>Lord Falkingham, who always felt a vague uneasiness whenever he saw his +wife look out of spirits, as he amiably termed and thought what others +might have deemed being out of humour, made another attempt to say +something agreeable.</p> + +<p>"Is that pretty cap the handiwork of your new maid, my dear? If it is, +I think she is likely to suit you."</p> + +<p>"My dear Lord Falkingham, you mean to be very complimentary, I +dare say; but it would be infinitely more complimentary if you had +recognised the old friend you have seen me wear half the winter at +Temple Loseley."</p> + +<p>This was another failure; but he laughed at his own mistake, said he +evidently was not born to be a milliner, and remarked what a good +<i>vol-au-vent</i> he was eating.</p> + +<p>"I am glad you like it. I thought it very bad, I must confess, and had +meant to speak to the cook about it; but I will tell him you approve."</p> + +<p>Lord Falkingham was provoked at last. He piqued himself upon his taste +in gastronomy, and did not at all like any one presuming to have a more +refined palate than his own. Little more was said.</p> + +<p>Blanche counted the moments till Lady Westhope called for her, with +something of the same eagerness she would have done had it been De +Molton, instead of De Molton's mother, whom she expected to meet.</p> + +<p>To her great joy, the first person she saw on entering the room was +Lady Cumberworth; and she felt, she knew not wherefore, that this +evening was big with events of the utmost importance.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XI.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">So, bounding o'er the billows, ride our fleets,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To reach the land that owns the sacred name</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of <i>home</i>; and high among the shrouds brave hearts</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Beat towards that home with strong tumultuous joy.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Lady Blanche</span> and Lady Cumberworth were at opposite ends of the room. +They were not acquainted with each other.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_339">[Pg 339]</span> Rubber after rubber +was played by the elder people; some of the younger won and lost +considerable sums at <i>écarté</i>. The evening wore away; Blanche's +high-wrought expectations seemed likely to end in nothing. "After all," +she thought, "what did I expect? What was to happen? How foolish I +have been! Lady Cumberworth does not even turn her head my way." She +might have seen that a very charming young man was in deep conversation +with the fourth Miss De Molton; and Lady Cumberworth would not have +moved an inch, or even looked as if she could ever wish to move, as +long as this conversation lasted. When the charming young man had, +however, taken his leave to grace some more splendid assembly with his +presence, Lady Cumberworth changed her position, and crossed to the +side of the room where Lady Blanche stood. She was slightly acquainted +with Lady Westhope, and seated herself by her. Blanche's heart beat +quick—something would surely occur now.</p> + +<p>Presently Lady Cumberworth begged Lady Westhope to introduce her to her +cousin, Lady Blanche; which common-place ceremony was performed in the +most common-place manner: but Lady Blanche's eyes were full of tears, +and she blushed to her very temples. Lady Cumberworth saw that her +darling son was as truly loved as ever, and, though she knew it would +be reckoned imprudent, she could not help ardently wishing to let her +know that De Molton was neither faithless nor indifferent. "After all," +thought she, in the good-natured weakness of her heart, "it is evident +they are both so deeply attached, that they never can be happy if they +are separated. Lord Falkingham is rich—he has no son; if he chose to +provide for Lady Blanche, he could make them tolerably comfortable. I +must give the poor girl pleasure by letting her know what are Frank's +feelings; and then he will be so very happy if I tell him I have seen +his Blanche, and that she is constant!" She took the opportunity of +Lady Westhope's changing her position to draw nearer to Lady Blanche. +"Now," thought Blanche, "something is coming; Lady Cumberworth looks as +if she did not wish my cousin to hear."</p> + +<p>Lady Cumberworth asked her "if she had been at the last ball at M. +House." Lady Blanche answered "Yes," and felt disappointed at so +unmeaning a question.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_340">[Pg 340]</span></p> + +<p>Lady Cumberworth did not know how to open the subject. "Were you much +amused?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>"No! I did not think it was very gay," was Blanche's reply.</p> + +<p>"I had a letter from my son in India the other day," continued Lady +Cumberworth, while Lady Blanche's heart seemed almost to stop its +pulsations from excess of emotion, "and he tells me the society of +Calcutta is very dull. He is gone up the country now, on an expedition +against some native chiefs."</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche changed colour, and her eyes turned fearfully and +inquiringly on Lady Cumberworth, who proceeded:—"He soothes my +maternal fears by telling me that it is not a service of much danger; +but he adds, that while there is any active service to be expected, he +cannot, in honour, follow his own inclination, which would be to return +to England instantly. He seems very much to regret having gone to India +at all."</p> + +<p>This was enough. Hope again danced in the heart of Lady Blanche; but +she dared not raise her eyes from the ground; she did not utter—she +could not think of anything which would not too openly commit her to a +person who was, in fact, a stranger. But Lady Cumberworth saw enough +to convince her that Frank's devotion was amply requited, and she +absolutely loved Lady Blanche. She was a kind, nay, a tender-hearted +woman. She never could resist doing the thing which she saw wished +by others, and many a lecture had she received from more sage and +worldly matrons for allowing her daughters to flirt uselessly, and for +permitting herself to be completely managed by them upon most subjects. +Several very imprudent marriages had been in question for the girls, +and had from her met with little discouragement. Fortunately Lord +Cumberworth's heart was not so soft, while his head was somewhat harder.</p> + +<p>From this time, whenever Lady Blanche and Lady Cumberworth met, a few +words of cordial recognition passed between them. Lady Falkingham, to +avoid the necessity of being introduced, was either affectedly engaged +in earnest conversation with some one else, or statelily reared herself +to her full height, her eyes looking over, or beyond, Lady Cumberworth. +The greetings, consequently, became each evening shorter and more +constrained; but still they were sufficient to keep Blanche's mind +engaged with the idea of De Molton.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_341">[Pg 341]</span></p> + +<p>The letter which his mother wrote to him immediately after her +conversation with Lady Blanche, found him one sultry day lying in his +bungalow, exhausted both in body and mind. The expedition against the +Pindarries was over. He had distinguished himself by his eager and +ardent courage, and his previous study of the history and nature of the +country had enabled him to be of essential service to his commanding +officer. The novelty and excitement of this desultory warfare had +assisted to divert his thoughts from dwelling exclusively on the +subject of his unfortunate attachment; but that excitement was over. +The regiment was at present established in bungalows, near the borders +of the British possessions, and removed to a great distance from any +European society.</p> + +<p>The weather was so oppressively hot, that, except for some hours about +sunrise, and for a few more in the evening, it was impossible that even +any military duty could take place.</p> + +<p>The intervening space of time was generally passed by the officers +languidly stretched on mats, and gasping for breath. They were cut +off from all communication with any of their countrymen, and the +unhealthiness of the climate had wofully thinned the number of those +who had originally formed their small society. The few books possessed +by the party had been read and re-read a hundred times. An occasional +tiger-hunt before daybreak,—the exhilarating intelligence of a +crocodile having been seen on the bank of a neighbouring tank,—the +punishment of some native discovered in one of the thefts, which were +so often perpetrated and so seldom detected, or the death of another +comrade,—were the only events which occurred to vary the monotony of +De Molton's existence.</p> + +<p>In the vacuity of such a life, the image of Blanche would rise before +his mind, more beautiful, more fascinating than ever; and he would pass +whole hours with his eyes fixed upon the blinds which the natives were +constantly watering to preserve some freshness in the atmosphere, while +his thoughts wandered far away from the melancholy and uninteresting +sights around him, to the festive and brilliant saloons of Paris, or to +the dimly-lighted stairs of the private-box entrance of Covent-Garden, +or to the long dinner-table at Cransley, with the épergne and its +projecting flowers,—or, dearer than all, to the library where he last +beheld her,—where he caught the expression of her countenance when +she said, "And do you<span class="pagenum" id="Page_342">[Pg 342]</span> then love me?"—to the library where she had +uttered the few words which had changed the whole tenour of both their +fates—"Why did you not tell me this sooner?"</p> + +<p>He was feasting his memory on these precious recollections; he was +wondering whether she still remembered him, whether he should ever +return to England, whether he should find her free from any other +engagement—whether there was a possibility that she might ever +become his, or whether he was not flattering and deceiving himself in +attaching so much importance to these few words;—when he was roused +from his reveries by the arrival of despatches from Calcutta with +English letters, and his eyes were greeted by the sight of many a +well-known handwriting.</p> + +<p>It is only those who have been in distant lands, far from all most dear +to them, who can judge of the mingled emotions of joy and fear with +which letters from home are received by the exile. The magic contained +in that word Home!—the thousand tender, delightful, and painful +feelings that crowd upon the soul! The anxiety with which the letters +are hastily examined to see that they are not sealed with black,—the +eagerness with which the one from the person nearest and dearest to +the heart is selected from all the rest,—the sickening agitation with +which it is torn open, and the nervous haste with which the eye glances +to the top of the page to look for the accustomed "All well," and the +glow of delight with which the comfortable words are hailed!</p> + +<p>De Molton seized his mother's letter,—perused the assurances of the +welfare of his father, his brothers, his sisters, his uncles, his +aunts, his first cousins, and his second cousins! Nothing could be more +satisfactory than the report his mother gave of every branch of the +family, and yet he was not satisfied.</p> + +<p>At length came the postscript; and there he found the name he had +been longing to see. There he found that Blanche was still free and +unfettered, that Blanche did not enjoy society, that Blanche still +blushed when she heard his name.</p> + +<p>His impatience to return home now exceeded all bounds. Two years had +elapsed since he left England; there seemed little chance of any war in +which his services would be useful to his country, or in which he could +himself acquire fame.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_343">[Pg 343]</span></p> + +<p>He lost no time in negotiating his exchange into a regiment which was +shortly to sail for his native land; and towards the end of the third +spring from the time of his departure, he once more set foot on English +ground, and hastened to his father's house, with all the trepidation +and anxiety experienced by any one who arrives at a home from which the +last intelligence is nearly a year old.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Love mocks all sorrows but his own,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And damps each joy he does not yield.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Unpublished Poems.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">De Molton</span> had the happiness of finding no chasm in the dear and +well-known family circle. He could look round and meet the beaming, +tearful, tender glance of his doting mother, the gay but kindly smile +of his father, the affectionate countenances of his sisters; and +he felt that the joy of reunion almost compensates for the pain of +separation, when the return is not embittered by the absence of any +familiar face.</p> + +<p>Three years, however, had worked some changes in those around him. +His mother was thinner, her eyes were dimmer, her nose appeared +sharper, and she was altogether a smaller person than he had left +her. His father was fatter, and his head more bald. His elder sister +had acquired an air which bespoke the spinster of a certain age. His +youngest sister was wonderfully improved: but it was Charlotte, the +fourth, in whom he perceived the greatest alteration.</p> + +<p>The very charming young man whose conversation Lady Cumberworth had +been so unwilling to interrupt, had at length made his proposals; and +Charlotte, whom her brother Frank remembered pale, and thin, and shy, +and dull, was grown rosy and blooming, with a peculiarly expressive +countenance, and singularly speaking eyes.</p> + +<p>The moment De Molton could draw his mother aside, he questioned her +concerning Lady Blanche; and from her he learned that the Falkinghams +were still in London, that Lady Blanche was still unmarried, and that +she was supposed to have lately refused a most excellent and worthy +man.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_344">[Pg 344]</span></p> + +<p>De Molton's heart throbbed with joy which he did not attempt to conceal +from his mother; but the very hope, to which, in her tenderness, she +had not been able to resist ministering, alarmed her, now she witnessed +its excess, and she began to remind her son how impossible it was that +he should ever marry Lady Blanche, how improbable that the Falkinghams +should ever consent to such an union, and, even should they not oppose +it as strenuously as she anticipated, how impossible it was that he +should by any means muster an income sufficient to provide against +real, actual poverty.</p> + +<p>But Lady Cumberworth's prudential reasonings came too late. Her son had +made up his mind that honour and gratitude now demanded the same line +of conduct as that prompted by inclination, and he resolved if, upon +the first interview which he could obtain with Lady Blanche, he had +reason to believe he still held the same place in her affections, that +he would brave all the frowns of fortune, and gladly, gaily, gallantly +encounter any degree of poverty, provided she were willing to share it +with him: if she were not willing to do so, she could but refuse him.</p> + +<p>In vain did Lady Cumberworth use every argument she might have +recollected before she imprudently revived the hopes he had been +attempting to crush. De Molton, when once he had taken a resolution, +was immovable; and his mother, although frightened at what she had +assisted to bring about, could not help loving him the better for his +ardour, and her heart went with him, while she dreaded the reproaches +of others for having fomented what she ought to have repressed.</p> + +<p>De Molton left a card at Lord Falkingham's the day after his arrival. +On returning from the morning drive, Blanche found it upon the table, +and she could not entirely check a faint exclamation. Her mother looked +at her with a stern and reproachful, but melancholy glance, which +suddenly drove back the colour already mounting to her cheeks. She felt +ready to faint; but she was ashamed to show such emotion before one +whose feelings were so little in unison with her own, and by a strong +effort she mastered herself. She would have given the world had Lady +Falkingham spoken, even to reproach her. This chilling silence was more +awful, more subduing, than any words which could be uttered.</p> + +<p>She gladly seized the first excuse to retire to her own room,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_345">[Pg 345]</span> and +there to enjoy the delight of finding that her lover was in England, +safe, and faithful;—for she felt convinced he was faithful. She had +seen Lady Cumberworth only two days before. He was not then arrived. +His calling the very day after his return, before he had any printed +cards (for his name was only written, and, as she thought, written with +an unsteady hand), spoke volumes to her hopeful heart.</p> + +<p>They dined out on that day; and, after their dinner, were to proceed +to a party at which Blanche thought it possible she might meet the +Cumberworths, and, consequently, De Molton.</p> + +<p>If Lady Blanche's reputation for good manners had depended upon her +conduct on that memorable day, she would certainly have been reckoned +the least well-bred young lady who ever sat at "good men's feasts." +Three times did the master of the house ask her to drink wine before +she took any notice whatever of his request, and then she answered, +"Mutton, if you please." The servants were repeatedly obliged to touch +her sleeve with the silver dishes containing the <i>entrées</i>, before +they could induce her to turn round; and her next neighbour gave up the +point of leading her into anything like connected conversation; not, +however, till he had made many fruitless attempts to do so; for there +was an animation in her countenance, there was a fire in her eye, and a +blushing consciousness pervading her whole demeanour, which convinced +him it was not because she was either dull, or shy, or stupid, that it +was impossible to excite or to interest her.</p> + +<p>It was with infinite vexation that Lady Falkingham remarked all these +symptoms. Not a word was spoken during their drive from the dinner +to the party. She knew Blanche's frank nature, and she knew, if once +the ice was broken, she would speak boldly and strongly all that Lady +Falkingham least wished to hear.</p> + +<p>When they entered the assembly, the room was not full, and Blanche at +once saw that none of the Cumberworth family were there. Though she +ardently desired to see De Molton, yet she almost dreaded it. So many +eyes would be upon her, that she would willingly have postponed the +long-wished-for moment of meeting.</p> + +<p>The rooms began to fill. She fancied a likeness in the hair of this +man, in the forehead of another: but no; when the crowd allowed her to +see the rest of the face, it was not De Molton.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_346">[Pg 346]</span></p> + +<p>At length the door opened wide, and she heard announced in a loud +voice, "Lady Cumberworth, the Miss De Moltons, and Captain De Molton."</p> + +<p>Every thing swam before her eyes: she could scarcely distinguish Lady +Cumberworth's delicate and fragile, though faded beauty, as she entered +the apartment followed by three fine handsome girls, all taller and +larger than their mother. Behind them all, she at length perceived +the stately figure of De Molton; his face bronzed,—yes, and oldened +too,—but there was the same look of feeling and of dignity, although +he seemed to wish to glide unperceived into the room till his eager and +inquiring glance had ascertained whether his long-loved Lady Blanche +was present.</p> + +<p>Their eyes met, and as instantly fell; but that one glance revealed +to each that, although so long separated, time had worked no change +in their feelings. In one second he was by her side—the crowd had +again closed in—Lady Blanche was seated while most of those around +were standing, and their meeting was more private than in many a less +crowded apartment.</p> + +<p>But Lady Falkingham was by her daughter's side; both felt her cold +and searching eyes upon them, and both were unable to utter. Lady +Falkingham, after a somewhat lofty recognition of De Molton, made nor +sign nor movement which could encourage him to seat himself; and he +stood before them, growing every moment more and more shy, and feeling +himself more inconveniently tall than ever he did before.</p> + +<p>Blanche, in a trembling voice, had asked him when he landed, and +inquired whether his voyage had been prosperous, to which questions +he had made some indistinct answers; when Lady Falkingham's attention +being for a moment withdrawn by some one on the other side, he asked +in a low voice whether he should find Lady Blanche at home the next +morning? She answered "she hoped so."</p> + +<p>"I must see you," he added; "but not here—not thus!" Lady Falkingham +turned round, and he hurried away, leaving Blanche in a confused state +of perfect happiness.</p> + +<p>He mingled among the crowd, and was soon overpowered with greetings +from numerous old acquaintances, and friendly congratulations upon his +safe return; but Lady Blanche was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_347">[Pg 347]</span> aware that his eye still turned +towards her, and that she was still in his thoughts.</p> + +<p>She was romantic; her heart was formed for love; while, for nearly +three years, her taste for the romantic, and the warmth of her +attachment, had been nearly deprived of aliment. Since her last +definitive conversation with Lord Glenrith, she had had no delicate +distresses, no interesting persecutions, no occurrences of any kind. +This very blank had, to a person of her disposition, been a greater +trial than any more active trial would have been. Perhaps it was one +which her constancy might not have stood, if her rejection of Lord +Glenrith had not caused her pride, as well as her feelings, to be +engaged in preserving an undeviating fidelity to her absent lover. Be +that as it may, the pleasure of again knowing herself beloved, of again +meeting eyes which beamed softly upon hers, of being once more engaged +in all the pleasing agitations of a love-affair, was inexpressibly +delightful.</p> + +<p>De Molton, on his part, returned home intoxicated with the rapturous +conviction that the beautiful, the admired Lady Blanche had for his +sake rejected many of the best matches in England; that among all the +temptations of the London world, and in spite of all the opposition +of her parents, she had enshrined his image in her heart of hearts. +The result was, that they were both desperately in love; and they both +wondered how they had endured existence during their long and hopeless +separation.</p> + +<p>The next morning, De Molton called at an unusually early hour; but +Lady Falkingham, as a measure of precaution, had ordered the servants +to say—'not at home,' and he was refused admittance. He bit his lips, +and retired from the door with a flushed brow, but a more lofty bearing +even than usual. He returned home to indite a long and passionate +epistle to Lady Blanche, as passionate as might be expected from a +man who had loved long, fervently and hopelessly; who felt himself +presumptuous in offering himself, yet was conscious that his effusions +would not meet a cold and disdainful eye, but that they were addressed +to one who fully returned his affection.</p> + +<p>At the same time he wrote to Lord Falkingham, giving a true and +undisguised account of his present situation and of his future +prospects; both of which were, it must be confessed,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_348">[Pg 348]</span> as unpromising +as can well be imagined. Yet, while he honestly detailed his own +unworthiness to match with such a person as Lady Blanche, there was +a proud humility pervading every line he wrote, which proved that, +although on the score of fortune he owned himself her inferior, he felt +conscious of being an honourable and high-minded man, her equal in +birth and situation, and one who would not brook being treated with any +want of consideration or respect.</p> + +<p>Blanche received his letter with unalloyed delight. She read over +and over again the glowing expressions of devotion it contained, and +resolved that nothing short of the positive commands of both parents +should prevent her returning such an answer as might reward De Molton +for all he had suffered on her account.</p> + +<p>With his letter in her hand, she hastened to her father's study, +in order to open the subject to him before her mother had had an +opportunity of influencing him against her wishes.</p> + +<p>"Papa," she said, "I have had a letter!"</p> + +<p>"So have I, my dear!" answered Lord Falkingham, who was sitting in his +leathern arm-chair, one foot on the fender, the other on a bar of the +grate, with one hand holding the open letter, with the other stroking +his eye-brows, as he often did when thinking deeply and unpleasantly.</p> + +<p>"Papa, mine is from Captain De Molton," and she coloured a little,—but +it was only a little; for she was resolved, and not trembling. She knew +her father was aware of her attachment; and she did not experience the +confusion attendant on the first confession of a budding preference.</p> + +<p>"So is mine," rejoined Lord Falkingham, "and very distressing it +is. Take it and read it, my dear Blanche, and you will perceive +that, knowing as I do how completely you return Captain De Molton's +affection, it is a communication which must exceedingly distress a +father's feelings!"</p> + +<p>Blanche's countenance fell: she seized the letter; she fancied there +must be some difficulty, some objection on his part, to which he had +not alluded in his letter to her, and she devoured each line with +her eyes, dwelling with delight upon the expressions of devotion to +herself, on the impossibility he had experienced to drive her from his +mind; she admired the noble pride which pervaded the whole; she fully +appreciated the candour with which he entered upon the subject of his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_349">[Pg 349]</span> +poverty; and quickly glancing over the sums specified as his younger +brother's fortune, the amount of his pay, &c., as topics in which she +had no interest, and which were "papa's affair," she returned the +letter to her father with a pleased and animated countenance. "What +a beautiful letter, papa! There is nobody the least like him; nobody +so noble, so true, so constant!" and she clasped her hands earnestly; +"and I know, papa, you value such qualities a thousand times more than +riches!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my child, more than riches; but they will not do instead of a +competency. You have been brought up in luxury, and you are very little +calculated to make a poor man's wife."</p> + +<p>"Oh, papa! you know that Lord Glenrith's splendour did not gratify +me the least. You know how indifferent I was to the diamonds; that I +never felt the least wish for his wife's beautiful <i>trousseau</i>, +which all the world was admiring; nor for the long-tailed roan horses; +nor for anything of the sort. I could be happy without those things; +but, papa, I could not—no, I could not live with a husband I did not +love:" she spoke with strong emotion: "and I never shall love any one +except Captain De Molton. So, if you forbid me to think of him, you +may rest assured I shall never marry as long as I live. I have proved +this is not a girlish fancy. It may be a first love; but it is not the +contemptible first love of every young lady which you and mamma despise +so much."</p> + +<p>"Would to Heaven it were!" exclaimed Lord Falkingham. "Blanche, you +make me very unhappy, for I see nothing before you but a choice of +evils; no happiness, or much unhappiness."</p> + +<p>"No, papa! not unhappiness. People cannot be unhappy when they are +truly attached, and when they are together. And indeed ours is a true +attachment. It has stood the test of time and of absence. It has +conquered all difficulties. If it was the passing fancy people can +be laughed out of, I should have been cured long ago. If I could not +forget Captain De Molton when I was uncertain whether he remembered +me or not, shall I forget him now, when I find that, among strangers, +in foreign lands, in another hemisphere, he has thought of me, and +me only; when, added to my admiration of his character, I must feel +gratitude for his constancy?"</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_350">[Pg 350]</span></p> + +<p>"This is very perplexing," rejoined Lord Falkingham; "I wish the fellow +was not so very poor. He is an honest, straightforward gentleman, +though: he has no humbug about him: he does not try to make the best of +himself."</p> + +<p>Blanche smiled through her tears, and looked up at her father with such +a proud exulting tenderness at hearing him speak in these terms of De +Molton, that his heart was touched, and, kissing her forehead, he said, +"Well, my child, I will do my best. If he can get his father to assist +him, and if we can make up anything like an income——"</p> + +<p>"Remember, I despise riches, dear papa; I hate the very name of money."</p> + +<p>"Yes, my love, yes; and so do a great many other people, who want the +things which cannot be got without money, as much as their neighbours +do. Well! I will see De Molton; I will talk to him."</p> + +<p>At this moment Lady Falkingham entered. Blanche felt a little alarmed +at having first flown to her father in the tumult of her joy; but +still she was glad her father was not to receive his first impressions +upon the subject from her mother. Lady Falkingham looked surprised at +finding father and daughter together, with evident traces of agitation +visible on both their countenances. Lord Falkingham began:—</p> + +<p>"My dear, I have just received this letter, and I have been talking to +Blanche very seriously upon the subject."</p> + +<p>Lady Blanche was grateful to her father for so wording his sentence +that it might almost seem as if he had sent for her; for she now felt +that Lady Falkingham might be hurt, and perhaps with some reason, at +her first impulse having brought her to her father, rather than to her +mother, upon such an occasion. Lord Falkingham dwelt upon the serious +manner in which he had spoken to his daughter; for he knew his wife +would disapprove of his having allowed her to hope there was any chance +of his ultimate approbation.</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham took the letter, and after having perused its contents +with an unmoved countenance, she returned it, merely saying,—</p> + +<p>"I think Captain De Molton is as presumptuous a young man as I ever +heard of. He cannot surely expect that Lady Blanche De Vaux is to +follow him in the baggage-waggon."</p> + +<p>The colour forsook Blanche's cheek, but the next moment<span class="pagenum" id="Page_351">[Pg 351]</span> it rushed +again to her face, and her eyes flashed at hearing De Molton thus +spoken of. The few words her father had said in approbation of his +conduct had justified and sanctioned to her own mind her resolution +to abide by him through all opposition. Her father thought him noble +in soul, and worthy in character; he found no objection to him but +the want of contemptible worldly advantages; and she felt it was both +generous and consistent to persevere in her devotion.</p> + +<p>Lord Falkingham, having once said he admired the manly candour of +De Molton's letter, was not disposed to agree with his wife; and +the severity of her remark made him adopt the side of the lovers +more decidedly than he might otherwise have done. "Nay, my dear," he +answered, "there is nothing presumptuous in the manner in which he +offers himself. He speaks most humbly of his own situation."</p> + +<p>"It is the pride that apes humility. The very fact of proposing, is +presumption in itself."</p> + +<p>"It might be, if he did not know that Blanche was in love with him; +but as he cannot doubt that fact, I must say I think the young man has +acted very properly in offering himself. We should think him cold and +calculating if he did otherwise."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, if a girl throws herself at a man's head, proclaiming +her attachment to the sound of the trumpet, and making her <i>belle +passion</i> the talk of the town, it alters the case. I once thought +it impossible a daughter of mine should ever so degrade herself. But +Blanche has long been beyond my control."</p> + +<p>Blanche was so indignant for De Molton, that, although deeply hurt +at what her mother said, she was not softened, and did not weep, as +she would otherwise have done. She had always fancied that if Lady +Falkingham had known more of De Molton, she would have perceived his +superiority to the rest of mankind; that, like Lady Westhope, she would +have admitted that he was formed to captivate the heart of woman, even +while she condemned the marriage as imprudent: but now that her mother +had read this touching and manly effusion, this epistle breathing the +very soul of honour and of loyalty to the lady of his love, she was +indeed astonished, disappointed, and mortified, at finding her still +unmoved; and for a time her heart shut itself up from one parent, while +it opened to the other.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_352">[Pg 352]</span></p> + +<p>"I think the best thing I can do," resumed Lord Falkingham, "is to have +some conversation with Lord Cumberworth, and see whether it is possible +to arrange anything."</p> + +<p>"It is utterly impossible Lord Cumberworth can ever make Captain De +Molton a fit match for Blanche."</p> + +<p>"But the girl says she can never marry anybody she does not love, and +that she can never love anybody except Captain De Molton."</p> + +<p>"She has never tried," rejoined Lady Falkingham: "from the moment she +so foolishly rejected Lord Glenrith she has wilfully fostered her silly +predilection for this interesting penniless captain, though she has +seen how miserable her infatuation has made me. If she had not nurtured +it by every means in her power, it would have died away like other +young ladies' first loves."</p> + +<p>There was a contemptuous expression thrown into these last words, which +roused all the heroine in Blanche.</p> + +<p>"Mamma," she said, "I am very sorry I have made you unhappy; I am very +sorry to have given my father any uneasiness; but it is not in my power +to command my feelings. I can tell Captain De Molton that I will never +marry him without your consent; but I can never cease to love him, nor +can I ever love another. How can you say I have not tried to please +you, and to obey you! Did I not accept Lord Glenrith, and have I ever +ceased to repent having done so? If you command it, I will now refuse +Captain De Molton; but when I do so, I cannot attempt to conceal from +him that my affections are wholly his, that they have been his during +three years of absence, and that they will be his as long as I live."</p> + +<p>"You see, my dear, that you will not manage Blanche in this way. The +truth is, the girl is desperately in love, and we must try to make the +best of it."</p> + +<p>Blanche was glad that her father at length treated her attachment +with some respect, but she would greatly have preferred the phrase +'irrevocably attached,' to 'desperately in love.'</p> + +<p>"Indeed, Lord Falkingham, if you encourage your daughter in these +high-flown notions, there is no use in my interfering, and I must make +up my mind to seeing her a beggar, and an unhappy beggar; for Blanche +is not formed to struggle with poverty; she has been accustomed to +every indulgence;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_353">[Pg 353]</span> every wish, every fancy has hitherto been gratified. +No young lady thinks it more indispensable to be perfectly well +dressed, no one is more alive to any want of refinement in those with +whom she lives. I know my own child; she will never be happy in the +style, and among the associates to whom she wilfully dooms herself."</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham wept, but her tears were not all tenderness; some +anger, some mortification were mixed with the feeling which prompted +them to flow.</p> + +<p>Blanche felt all this, without knowing that she felt it, and was +somewhat shocked at her own want of filial piety in not being more +touched by the tears her mother shed over her.</p> + +<p>This most unpleasant family colloquy ended by Lord Falkingham's writing +to Lord Cumberworth to request an interview, and by the mother and +daughter returning to the drawing-room, with less cordiality between +them than is usual in modern days, when mothers are oftener over +indulgent, than over severe.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XIII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Je demeurai étourdie, muette, et confuse; ce qui étiat signe que</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">j'étais charmée.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Marivaux.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Blanche's</span> life had not of late been a happy one, and in addition to the +natural wish of being united to the object of her love, she experienced +considerable anxiety to change her present mode of existence; and +having candidly avowed to her parents that she would not attempt to +conceal the state of her affections from De Molton, and having received +from them no prohibition to answer his letter, she retired to her own +room to indite a suitable reply.</p> + +<p>She longed to be alone, and at length to communicate freely with the +person who had so long been master of her affections. She spread the +paper before her, she dipped the pen in the ink; and when she had +thus prepared herself, she found herself totally at a loss what to +say. She was going to write a love-letter:—how ought she to begin? +She had written, "Dear Captain De Molton:" she thought it looked very +common-place<span class="pagenum" id="Page_354">[Pg 354]</span> and cold; and she did not know how to proceed. It was +true they had been long and faithfully attached, but they had seen very +little of each other. Not more than half a dozen words of love had ever +passed between them, and those had passed three years before, so that +there were no habits of intimacy; and now it came to the point, she +felt inexpressibly shy at the thoughts of confessing her love in words +addressed to the object of it.</p> + +<p>If a man is doubtful of the success of his suit, he should never +propose by letter. It is very easy to write the kindest, the +civilest, the prettiest, refusal in the world; whereas a gentle and +good-natured, or a timid person, finds it always difficult to utter, +in plain distinct words, to a man's face, "I do not like you; you +are disagreeable to me." The hesitation produced by the difficulty +of couching such sentiments in pretty language may be construed into +encouragement: silence is proverbially consent; and a woman may easily +become entangled, in cases where the feeling on her part does not +amount to positive dislike.</p> + +<p>Blanche's epistle would, to the eyes of the indifferent, have appeared +a very stupid, ill-written letter. It was formal at first: as it +proceeded it almost too plainly expressed the warmth of her attachment; +she then professed her determination to abide by the decision of her +parents. In short it was not consistent,—it was not in keeping; but +De Molton thought it perfect. He perceived ardent feelings struggling +with maiden modesty and filial obedience, and he thought the eloquence +displayed in it might render it worthy a place among the effusions of a +Sappho or an Heloise.</p> + +<p>The next morning Lord Cumberworth waited upon Lord Falkingham. He did +not like the idea of the marriage, for he feared he should be expected +to make some sacrifices for his son's happiness, and he was not a man +who was fond of making sacrifices. He had, however, an unfailing and +excellent excuse for never doing anything he disliked, in the number of +other sons and daughters who had an equal claim upon his parental care +and tenderness,—a tenderness which consisted in imperturbable good +humour, and in allowing them all the run of the house.</p> + +<p>The two fathers were slightly acquainted; and Lord Cumberworth, seating +himself with an easy air by the fire, rubbed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_355">[Pg 355]</span> his hands several times +up and down his shins, and at length said with a half smile and a shake +of the head, "My dear Lord, this is a sad business of my son's and your +daughter's; I am very sorry for it, upon my soul!"</p> + +<p>Lord Falkingham felt that he had more reason to regret it than Lord +Cumberworth, inasmuch as Blanche would have twelve thousand pounds +at his death, and De Molton would only come in for the eleventh part +of fifty thousand pounds at his father's death; inasmuch as Lord +Falkingham was an earl, and Lord Cumberworth only a baron. He looked a +little awful, and replied,</p> + +<p>"Your Lordship cannot regret the circumstance more than I do."</p> + +<p>"I have done my utmost to prevent it; I have told him from his boyhood +that a man is never undone till he is married. Just before he sailed, +I said, 'Frank, my boy, remember peril by marriage is the worst peril +a man can fall into.' But, as they say, every one must buy his own +experience; and when young people have taken a fancy into their heads, +we cannot preach them out of it. We cannot put old heads on young +shoulders, as you have found with your daughter, my Lord."</p> + +<p>Lord Falkingham did not half like hearing Lord Cumberworth speak as if +Blanche was as resolute in her predilection as her lover was in his, +though it might be perfectly true that she was so.</p> + +<p>"My daughter places herself in my hands, and has no idea of disobeying +my commands." Lord Cumberworth slightly elevated his eye-brows, and the +expression of his countenance did not betoken that he participated in +Lord Falkingham's reliance on his daughter's submission. "But as I know +her happiness is deeply concerned in this affair, I am anxious to do +every thing in my power to forward hers and Captain De Molton's wishes."</p> + +<p>Lord Cumberworth's countenance brightened: he did not exactly know how +strictly Lord Falkingham's property was entailed upon his nephew, and +he drew his chair nearer to Lord Falkingham, hoping that his son was +going to make a better match than he had been aware of.</p> + +<p>"That is exactly what I say; as their happiness is concerned, poor +young things, parents should strain a point,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_356">[Pg 356]</span> rather than see their +children pine, and pine, as poor Lady Blanche has done."</p> + +<p>This was unpleasant to Lord Falkingham's pride and his delicacy: he +instinctively pushed his chair back as many inches as Lord Cumberworth +had advanced his. The good-humoured, but unrefined father of De Molton +was totally unsuspicious that he had at all offended, but on the +contrary flattered himself he was cleverly pushing his son's interests. +"After all, what do any of us wish but to see our children happy? I am +sure there is nothing I would not do that was compatible with my means."</p> + +<p>"You are aware," resumed Lord Falkingham, "that my estates are all +entailed upon my nephew; but my personal property will be equally +divided among my four daughters, so that I shall be able to leave +to each twelve thousand pounds at my death. This sum I will give to +Blanche upon her marriage; and if you will make up Captain De Molton's +income equal to the interest of her fortune, I will consent to their +union, although by so doing I believe I am acting the part of a weakly +indulgent, rather than of a truly kind father."</p> + +<p>Lord Cumberworth's countenance fell. He had imagined—he scarcely knew +what; and although nothing could be more fair than Lord Falkingham's +proposal, it fell infinitely short of what he had expected, and he +found himself not only unwilling, but unable, to do what was required +of him.</p> + +<p>De Molton had hitherto lived upon his pay and an additional +100<i>l.</i> per annum from his father. Lord Cumberworth was very +little prepared to make such an addition to the 100<i>l.</i> per annum, +and replied evasively, "that he would do all in his power,—but that +he had duties towards his other children,—that he could not exactly +say,—that he would communicate with his man of business,—that his +daughter Charlotte's marriage, and the expenses attendant upon it, +did not render him just then very flush of money, &c. &c." In short, +he took his leave, somewhat disappointed with Lord Falkingham, while +the impression he left upon Lord Falkingham's mind was by no means a +favourable one.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Lady Cumberworth, who could not endure to witness the +state of nervous excitement and agitation in which her darling Frank +paced the floor of her boudoir, resolved she would herself seek Lady +Falkingham. She felt sure she could<span class="pagenum" id="Page_357">[Pg 357]</span> so work upon her womanly and +maternal feelings as to win her over to the side of the lovers. She +accordingly ordered her carriage, and soon after Lord Cumberworth's +return from his momentous interview with Lord Falkingham, she found +herself at the same door.</p> + +<p>She did not inquire if Lady Falkingham was at home, but sending in her +card, she desired the servant to take it at once to his lady, and to +ask if she could see her for a few minutes.</p> + +<p>By this means she effected her entrance; but Lady Falkingham was +exceedingly annoyed at what she deemed an unwarrantable intrusion, and +was disposed to think Lady Cumberworth, who was the most humble and the +meekest of her sex, a pushing, obtrusive person.</p> + +<p>Lady Cumberworth was somewhat abashed when she entered; for although +she had worked up her courage to take this step by reminding herself +that Lady Falkingham was universally allowed to be a most exemplary +mother, and that therefore she must surely understand, and sympathize +with the maternal feelings of another, she could not quite shake off +the impression produced by Lady Falkingham's constant avoidance of +herself.</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham was alone, and received her with the most awful +perfection of good-breeding. The gentle, the kind, the unsuspicious +Lady Cumberworth felt chilled; but she thought of her son's care-worn +face, and she found resolution to open the subject. "She was sure +that Lady Falkingham's own tenderness for her daughter would plead +her excuse for intruding upon her: that her son's peace of mind was +so completely involved in the event which was then pending, that she +could not withstand the temptation of seeking Lady Falkingham, and +of pleading his cause. She was fully aware that her Frank was by no +means worthy in point of fortune and situation to match with Lady +Blanche; but that still, in point of character and disposition, he was +so perfect, so kind—so dutiful a son! so affectionate a brother! so +excellent in all the relationships of life!—that if personal qualities +could make up for the absence of worldly advantages, he was not +unworthy of any good fortune."</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham listened with stately politeness, and when Lady +Cumberworth paused, she answered: "that she had no doubt his mother's +account of his moral perfections was perfectly<span class="pagenum" id="Page_358">[Pg 358]</span> just, but she feared +these qualities would not provide the conveniences of life. She +regretted, as much as Lady Cumberworth herself could do, the necessity +of attending to such paltry considerations; yet, as the world was now +constituted, it was impossible to disregard them."</p> + +<p>"But, dear Lady Falkingham, surely anything is better than that two +young creatures should die of broken hearts!"</p> + +<p>"If young people regulated their feelings, we should not hear of such +unreasonable proceedings."</p> + +<p>"But in youth the feelings are strong, and the reason is not matured. +We have all been young; we all know——"</p> + +<p>"Certainly—I also have been young; and therefore I know that in youth, +as well as in maturity, it is possible to take reason, rather than +impulse, for our guide."</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham had never deviated for a moment, in principle, +inclination, or practice, from the strictest line of prudence and +propriety. Lady Cumberworth thought of her own early love, and of its +tragic ending, and ardently wished to preserve her child, and the +object of his love, from the blight which had passed over her own young +days. In the warmth of her feelings she could not help saying: "You +have been a fortunate woman, Lady Falkingham! If you had known what +it is to give the whole treasure of your young affections to one only +object, and to be deprived of that object for ever, you would pause +before you doomed anything you loved to such a fate! It is hard to bear +when the deprivation comes from the hand of Heaven; how much more hard +if from the hand of man!"</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham did not reply. The deep tone of emotion with which +Lady Cumberworth spoke, made her unwilling to maintain her own side of +the argument; neither could she be brought to allow the expediency of +Blanche's marrying Captain De Molton.</p> + +<p>At this moment, Blanche accidentally entered the room. She started +at seeing Lady Cumberworth, but approached her with a glowing, +blushing countenance. Lady Cumberworth, whose feelings were excited +by her previous conversation, received her with open arms, embraced +her tenderly, and burst into tears. Blanche, surprised, delighted, +overpowered, returned her caresses with corresponding emotion. Lady +Falkingham sat by, provoked to see how everything conspired to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_359">[Pg 359]</span> bring +about the dreaded union, and somewhat jealous of her daughter's sudden +tenderness for a stranger.</p> + +<p>The following day a second interview took place between the fathers, in +which Lord Falkingham ascertained, through a profusion of fine words, +that Lord Cumberworth either could not, or would not, do anything more +to assist his son in making up an income; and Lord Falkingham thought +it his duty to inform his daughter, that she must in good earnest exert +herself to conquer her attachment,—that the marriage was impossible.</p> + +<p>Lady Falkingham looked triumphant. Lady Blanche gave way to utter +despair. She wept, she was in hysterics; she would not leave her +room; she fretted herself really ill; physicians were sent for, +draughts prescribed. Even Lady Falkingham began to be alarmed, and was +unremitting in her attentions. But these attentions did not relieve +or soothe Blanche's perturbed spirit. Her mother had never attempted +by kindness to win her from her imprudent attachment, and she had +completely failed in ridiculing her out of it. The consequence was, +that she had lost all influence over her mind, and much of that which +she had possessed over her affections.</p> + +<p>De Molton of course heard of Blanche's illness. He wandered about the +neighbouring streets; he inquired twenty times a day at the door; and +at length, upon hearing that Lady Blanche was considered worse, and +that a new physician had been called in to a consultation, he sent a +message to Lord Falkingham, to implore one moment's conversation.</p> + +<p>Lord Falkingham was uneasy and confounded at the serious aspect of +his daughter's illness, and was beginning to think anything was +preferable to the present state of affairs. De Molton was admitted, and +a passionate appeal on his part did not meet with an absolute refusal. +The matter was again renewed; Blanche was allowed to hope—her health +rallied surprisingly, and in the course of three or four days she was +able to descend to the drawing-room, and there to receive De Molton as +her plighted lover, her affianced husband.</p> + +<p>And now did they at length enjoy many delightful tête-à-têtes; and so +fully were they engaged in detailing to each other all the sorrows and +fears, doubts, anxieties and sufferings of their years of separation, +that they had little time to talk over, or to arrange their plans for +the future. They had both been<span class="pagenum" id="Page_360">[Pg 360]</span> duly warned what were their prospects. +Even the tender Lady Cumberworth had told them that they must not +expect to possess all the blessings of this world; that as they would +be rich in that which seemed to her the greatest of all earthly ones, +mutual affection, they must make up their minds to be happy without +others. Lord Cumberworth repeated, "Remember, Frank, there are twelve +of you: I cannot rob my other children:"—which meant, "I do not mean +to give up any of my own comforts for you." Lord Falkingham said +everything that was reasonable and kind, and at the same time provided +them with a plain travelling-carriage, with all that is useful and +necessary in the way of plate, and with as much household linen as +would be advisable for people who must change their abode as often as +their regiment changed its quarters. Lady Falkingham, who had been too +much terrified by Blanche's despair and her illness actively to oppose +the marriage, contented herself with shaking her head mournfully, and +with secretly detesting her future son-in-law: but she spared Blanche +many of the home truths and useful severities, which might have been +of much service had they been duly attended to, but which, under the +present circumstances, might have been productive of no good effect.</p> + +<p>Blanche and De Molton, however, acquiesced in the truth of all that +was urged by their other relations and friends, and declared, with +the utmost sincerity, their contempt for filthy lucre; a contempt +unconditionally expressed by Blanche, but by De Molton in more measured +terms, as considering it unworthy to be put into a competition with the +affections of the heart.</p> + +<p>Immediately after their marriage, they were to repair to a very pretty +villa belonging to a friend of Lord Cumberworth's; after which they +were to pay several visits; and towards the autumn they were to join De +Molton's regiment, which was quartered in one of the most lovely parts +of Devonshire.</p> + +<p>As they had no house of their own, there was no need to procure +furniture. Lord Falkingham had already provided plate and linen; +Lady Falkingham of course selected the <i>trousseau</i>; presents +of all kinds flocked in from the numerous connexions of both +families,—presents which, as they were known to be poor, were +all intended to be useful: china ink-stands—Sèvres ornaments for +chimneypieces—buhl clocks,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_361">[Pg 361]</span> and beautiful dressing boxes, with +cut-glass bottles, mounted in silver gilt!</p> + +<p>Nothing could exceed the happiness of the lovers,—nothing could exceed +their gratitude to their friends for their considerate kindness; and +Blanche felt how preferable were these tokens of affection, to the +Glenrith diamonds, which she had received so coldly.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XIV.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lordly gallants, tell me this:</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Though my safe content you weigh not,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In your greatness what one bliss</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Have you gain'd, that I enjoy not?</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">You have honours, you have wealth,—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">I have peace, and I have health;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">All the day I merry make,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And at night no care I take.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">George Wither.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> honeymoon was spent at Sir Frederick Vyneton's villa; whose +man-cook and whole establishment were devoted to the new-married +couple, while the good-natured proprietor was making a tour in the Low +Countries.</p> + +<p>When Captain and Lady Blanche De Molton entered the dark-green +travelling chariot which Lord Falkingham had given them, and drove from +the portico of Sir Frederick Vyneton's villa, on their way to Cransley +to pass a fortnight with the Westhopes, Lady Blanche exclaimed, "How +strange it is that there should exist people who can sell themselves +for money, or for an establishment! Should we be happier, Frank, if +we possessed the mines of Golconda, than we are now?" She threw her +beaming eyes upon him with an expression of joyous tenderness which +made him indeed feel himself the happiest of men; yet he trembled to +think how little she knew the details of that poverty with which he was +already acquainted, although only in the limited degree experienced +by a single man, whose wants, and consequently whose privations, are +merely personal.</p> + +<p>"Dearest Blanche," he replied, "you know nothing of poverty yet. Repeat +what you have just said, two years hence, and I shall indeed esteem +myself the most blessed of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_362">[Pg 362]</span> human beings. I hold it a matter of duty +and of conscience to live within one's means whatever they may be; and +if, when you really have learned what is the life of a soldier's wife, +you still say you despise worldly wealth, I shall be happier—yes, +still happier—than I am at this moment; for I now feel as if you had +engaged yourself in a fate you are not prepared for. But I have warned +you, dearest Blanche—I have not won you under false pretences!"</p> + +<p>"We shall see," replied Blanche, smilingly. "I think I am made for +a poor man's wife; for nobody can more heartily detest everything +appertaining to pomp and splendour, and that odious thing called money."</p> + +<p>Blanche expected a rapturous glance of gratitude from De Molton, and +was surprised at hearing him sigh. The truth was, they knew little +of each other's dispositions when they became irrevocably engaged. +Blanche was warm, enthusiastic, inconsiderate; she followed her +impulses, without looking forward beyond the present moment. De +Molton was not without enthusiasm, but his was of a more thoughtful +and serious cast. A high notion of honour was in him paramount to all +other considerations. It enabled him to leave Paris when he found his +friend was in love with Blanche,—it enabled him to quit England when +he discovered that she was in love with himself,—it enabled him to +stay in India while there was any military duty to be performed,—it +prompted him to throw himself at her feet when he found her still free, +although by so doing he scarcely hoped for anything but a contemptuous +refusal on the part of her parents. It now made him resolve that his +love for his beautiful wife should not lead him into any expenses which +his limited income could not meet; and that, however painful he might +find it to see her deprived of the luxuries to which she had been +accustomed, he would never be tempted to run into debt, or to be a +burthen upon his father, who was neither able nor willing to assist him.</p> + +<p>But when he made this resolution, he did not look forward with unmixed +pleasure to installing her in the temporary home which he should +be able to procure for her, near M * * *. She watched the serious +expression of his countenance; and she admired that expression, though +she wished at this moment to dispel it;—nor was it long before she +succeeded in driving away all traces of care from his countenance.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_363">[Pg 363]</span></p> + +<p>Several agreeable visits succeeded that to Cransley; and at last, when +they approached the neighbourhood of M * * *, he left her for a few +days at the house of a cousin, while he preceded her to his quarters, +for the purpose of preparing some comfortable habitation for her +reception.</p> + +<p>He was fortunate enough to find a very pretty cottage, with a veranda +and a garden, to be let, within a mile of the town. He arranged the +furniture so as to make it look as little like a lodging-house as +possible; he unpacked all the presents which had, at a considerable +expense, been forwarded to M * * *; and before Blanche joined him, he +had so disposed the buhl clock, the ink-stands, the paper-cutters, the +letter-pressers, the Persian table-covers, and the low, luxurious, +well-cushioned arm-chair which Lady Cumberworth insisted should form +part of the camp equipage, as to give the room a look of home.</p> + +<p>De Molton hastened to receive Blanche at the door, and ushered her, +with more complacency and satisfaction than he had anticipated, through +the narrow entrance, into the treillaged drawing-room.</p> + +<p>It was a lovely evening! The flowers had not yet all faded,—the little +garden was bright in the western sun. The view was enchanting!—rich +varieties of luxuriant trees clothed the undulating slope to the +sea-shore, and the clear blue sea, at a little distance, which from +their elevated situation reflected to their eye the azure of the +heavens, formed as it were a background to the wooded bank.</p> + +<p>Blanche was enchanted. "How lovely, how beautiful! Oh, what are +castles, halls, abbeys, parks, or palaces, to such a home as this, with +the person one loves?"</p> + +<p>De Molton was indeed happy—too happy for utterance. A tear gathered +in his eye, which he was almost ashamed should be seen even by his +wife,—and yet he could not avert his eyes from hers when she looked +up so tenderly in his face. He gently drew her arm within his own, and +they walked forth to enjoy in the fulness of their hearts the beauties +of nature, and the delight of enjoying them together.</p> + +<p>Thanks to the snow-white table-cloth, the handsome plate, the +presents of Lord Falkingham; the pretty dinner service, that of Lord +Cumberworth; the lovely dessert service, that of Lady Cumberworth; the +cut-glass bottles, that of the eldest<span class="pagenum" id="Page_364">[Pg 364]</span> Miss De Molton; the tea-things, +that of Miss M. De Molton; the breakfast-things, that of Miss J. De +Molton; the silver urn, that of one of Blanche's married sisters; and +the silver coffee-pot, that of another; the first four-and-twenty +hours of Blanche's life as the mistress of her own house, passed in a +state of rapture and of constant exclamations at the uselessness and +contemptibility of money.</p> + +<p>She forgot that she was all this time enjoying money's worth, and +that indifference to worldly advantages is not put to the test while +a person possesses every luxury, every elegance, though on a small +scale,—at the moment of all others, too, when married lovers wish only +for the enjoyment of each other's society.</p> + +<p>One of the soldiers, who had been trained by De Molton to act as his +valet, served as footman. His horses were, of course, taken care of in +the barracks; and as he had a gig, they were able to drive every day +in different directions, exploring new parts of the delightful country +around. Blanche's life was a day-dream of delight—her rich hazel +eyes sparkled with feeling and gaiety—her rosy lips smiled joyously +whenever De Molton entered the room: to her</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"This earth was all one beautiful dream."</span><br> +</p> + +<p>Still, De Molton felt that Blanche had not steadily and dispassionately +weighed the advantages and disadvantages of their present situation, +and that it was not with a thorough knowledge of what she was +undertaking that she had made choice of poverty with him.</p> + +<p>Too much reliance must not be placed on those who, having never had a +wish ungratified in the way of worldly conveniences, profess to despise +them. If those who have already experienced privation deliberately +form a poor marriage, we may conclude that they will know how to abide +by the selection they have made, and we need not anticipate for them +mortification and disappointment.</p> + +<p>De Molton, from his early youth, had had many opportunities of seeing +the real details of a married officer's life; and though, for the sake +of the woman he loved, he gladly encountered the difficulties which +he knew awaited him, he was thoroughly aware what they were, and he +regretted that she should be exposed to them. He almost trembled at her +exuberant<span class="pagenum" id="Page_365">[Pg 365]</span> happiness, knowing that he might not always procure for her +a pretty cottage orné in the neighbourhood of his barracks, and that +they should not always be quartered in so cheap a country as Devonshire.</p> + +<p>He would rather have seen her more soberly contented; and when she, +proud as it were of being so happy, looked towards him for applause, +she was half-mortified at the flatness with which her unworldly +sentiments were received.</p> + +<p>These sentiments were not so frequently expressed as the season +advanced. The flowers were all gone; the little garden was very damp; +the veranda kept out the sun, and the windows did not keep out the +wind; the roof did not always exclude the rain; and black beetles +abounded on the ground floor, and sometimes a stray one mounted to the +bed-rooms. The walks were muddy, the drives were windy, the trees had +lost their foliage, and the chimneys smoked.</p> + +<p>One evening, as they left the little dining-room, and entered the small +drawing-room, they were half-stifled with smoke.—"Oh, dearest Frank! +make haste and open the window, or we shall be smothered." But the +window was a French window, and the wind set that way. There was no +fastening it open so as not to run the risk of breaking it, or letting +in a perfect hurricane. They agreed to open door, and window, and to +return to the dining-room till the atmosphere was once more fit for +respiration.</p> + +<p>This desirable result was soon accomplished, as small rooms are +soon filled with smoke, soon cleared, soon warmed, and soon cooled. +Accordingly, when they re-entered their snug apartment, they might as +well have established themselves under the veranda, for any benefit +they derived from the fire, which was only now beginning to burn. "This +is the only objection to small rooms!" exclaimed Lady Blanche. "If one +keeps the doors shut, they become oppressively hot; and if one opens a +door or a window, they are as cold as if they had never been inhabited."</p> + +<p>"It is very true indeed," rejoined De Molton: "shall I fetch you a +shawl, dearest Blanche?"</p> + +<p>"Thank you, dearest Frank, I think it would be comfortable:" and she +drew her chair close to the fire, and placed her feet upon the fender, +when a great puff of black smoke turned back from the chimney, as if to +fly in her face. She quickly<span class="pagenum" id="Page_366">[Pg 366]</span> pushed back her chair. "How stupid that +Devonshire girl is—she always will heap the grate with small coals. +Surely a housemaid's business is to know how to light a fire!"</p> + +<p>"It is, indeed; but I am afraid a raw Devonshire girl is not likely to +be an accomplished housemaid." And De Molton hastened out of the room +to seek his dear Blanche's shawl.</p> + +<p>"Now, Frank, you must read to me while I work: that will be so +comfortable! and I have a great deal of work to do. I shall show you +what a good poor man's wife I am!" She took out of her delicate ivory +work-box a small cap of tiny dimensions, which she was beginning to +embroider with the most intricate patterns.</p> + +<p>De Molton looked really pleased, and smiled upon her with the gentle +sentimental smile which had always appeared so bewitching.</p> + +<p>The room became warmer, the fire clearer; the shawl was very tenderly +arranged by De Molton himself; and they sat down to pass a comfortable, +domestic, and rational evening.</p> + +<p>"What book shall I read to you?" inquired De Molton. "Some of your own +youthful library, which your mother so kindly sent after us?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no! I know all those books by heart; but you have some of your own +upon that shelf. I dare say they will be quite new to me."</p> + +<p>"I dare say they will, dearest, for they are all upon military tactics, +engineering, and fortification,—Vauban, Coehorn, and Jomini, &c."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that will never do," rejoined Blanche. "But there are some novels +from the circulating library at M * * *, which I have not yet looked +at. I dare say that you will find something to amuse, though it may not +instruct us."</p> + +<p>He turned over the volumes—the usual trash of a country town +library—Lady Evelinas and Altendorfs, and Cecilias and Mortimers, +Albertinas and Ildelheims, Eleanoras and Miraldinis, by the dozen. They +attempted one or two, but could not proceed beyond the first three +pages.</p> + +<p>"Dearest Frank, why would you not subscribe to a London library, as I +begged you to do? You see these books are not readable."</p> + +<p>"The expense of the carriage, dear Blanche, as well as that of the +original subscription, made me very unwilling to do so.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_367">[Pg 367]</span> Moreover, even +the London libraries do not supply one with very good books, when one +is at such a distance in the country."</p> + +<p>"Well! we will return these horrors, and you shall see what you can +procure to-morrow. By the by, do send for the mason, or the bricklayer, +or whoever the man may be, who does chimneys, and let him try to +prevent the smoke. Look, again! now we have had fresh coals."</p> + +<p>"I will send about it to-morrow; but I am afraid we shall not be able +to effect much good in a lodging-house."</p> + +<p>The next day "the man who did chimneys" came, and he proposed new +setting the grate, contracting the sides, and altering the flue. +Blanche said, by all means, if these measures would secure the absence +of smoke. De Molton inquired what would be the cost of the alteration, +and found that it would be nearly a third of the house-rent for the +year. He paused, dismissed the man, and explained to Blanche, that as +they were to pay her father and mother a visit in the spring, and as +a great part of the winter was over, and as they would probably be +quartered in some different part of the world the following winter, it +would not be wise to spend much money upon this chimney; and he advised +their sitting in the dining-room when the wind happened to blow from +the smoky quarter.</p> + +<p>To this she assented, but it was with an effort; and she evidently +did so, to prove that she was indeed the good poor man's wife she had +professed to be.</p> + +<p>Colonel Jones, the colonel of the regiment, and his wife, on their +return from a short absence among their friends, waited upon Lady +Blanche. As she could not, in this remote corner of the world, enjoy +the best society, Blanche would much have preferred living in complete +seclusion. But De Molton, who thought any slackness on their part would +be a want of attention from an inferior to a superior officer, did not +allow her to put off the visit of propriety.</p> + +<p>The weather was fine, though cold; and they walked to call on Colonel +and Mrs. Jones, who lived in the town, close to the barracks.</p> + +<p>As they entered the door, their noses were assailed by the smell of +roast mutton and rice pudding; and they were ushered into a dark +two-windowed country-town drawing-room, with a dirty green paper, and +a high dado, which had once been painted white; while remarkably smart +bell-ropes rendered the dinginess of the rest more conspicuous from the +contrast.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_368">[Pg 368]</span></p> + +<p>Nine rosy children and the governess were seated at dinner; Mrs. Jones +officiating as carver, and the head nurse assisting the youngest to +guide its food safely to its mouth. A smell of pudding and of small +beer pervaded the apartment, and greatly annoyed Lady Blanche.</p> + +<p>De Molton introduced her to the Colonel's lady, who, relinquishing the +carving knife to the governess, retired from the scene of action to the +sofa with Lady Blanche, and apologised for her children being so late +at dinner, saying, "The colonel had taken the boys out with him to see +the itinerant menagerie in the market-place, and had kept them beyond +their usual dinner-hour; or else," she continued, "I always make it a +point to be fit to be seen at visiting hours, for when one lives in the +world, one can never tell who may drop in."</p> + +<p>The little Joneses, who, having always lived "in the world," were +not shy, and were not more awed by the De Moltons than by Mr. and +Mrs. M'Vining, or Mr. and Mrs. Green, or any of the other misters and +mistresses who "dropped in," proceeded with their repast somewhat +noisily: they were healthy, and there were nine of them!</p> + +<p>Blanche could hardly hear herself speak, but she was too well-bred to +be fine; and she contrived to look as if she heard all Mrs. Jones said, +and as if she was quite accustomed to noisy children and clattering +plates.</p> + +<p>Dinner was over; grace was said in French by the eldest girl; they rose +simultaneously; and, after being kissed by their mamma, were dismissed +to have their faces washed, and their brown holland pinafores taken +off, preparatory to the afternoon walk.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Jones was an excellent woman, who was devoted to her domestic +duties, and she considered the whole proceeding as so completely in the +common course of things, that she made no apologies; and was so far +from being distressed or annoyed by the bustle, the ferment, and the +clatter, that she was scarcely aware a noise had existed, or that when +the door closed upon the last child a calm succeeded to the storm.</p> + +<p>When the De Moltons took their leave, Mrs. Jones good-humouredly +ran to the top of the stairs and called aloud for John, at the same +time complaining how troublesome it was that neither of the bells in +the drawing-room would ring. John was not forthcoming; and a dirty +housemaid appeared in his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_369">[Pg 369]</span> stead, hastily tying a clean apron over +the very dirty one beneath: she opened the street-door, and Blanche +squeezed past her into the welcome open air.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Frank!" she exclaimed, "how can people submit to live in so +wretched and vulgar a manner! Mrs. Jones is not so dreadful herself, +but her <i>entourage</i>!"</p> + +<p>"My dear Blanche, Colonel Jones is very poor: and he has nine children."</p> + +<p>"But there is no occasion to have things about one so dirty, so untidy, +so uncomfortable. We are poor, but how different!"</p> + +<p>"Our cottage would not contain one ninth of Colonel Jones's children."</p> + +<p>"But why have no bell? And why such bell-ropes?"</p> + +<p>"Poor people cannot afford to furnish every temporary lodging-house +with elegancies."</p> + +<p>"But why have all the Master and Miss Joneses dine in one's +drawing-room?"</p> + +<p>"I dare say all the other rooms are pre-occupied as sleeping apartments +for said Master and Miss Joneses."</p> + +<p>"Now you are resolved to be provoking, and I could beat you for not +agreeing with me."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid, Blanche, that poverty is not a pretty thing in reality, +though it sounds pretty in a book."</p> + +<p>De Molton looked serious; he could not joke upon the subject. Blanche +also looked serious, for she thought he was rather over solemn, and she +firmly resolved she would not be poor after Mrs. Jones's fashion.</p> + +<p>Blanche worked very diligently at the little cap; and when she had +finished the cap, she embroidered the body of a little frock, and +showed them exultingly to her husband. Still these preparations did not +go far towards providing the expected scion of the house of De Molton +with the necessary wardrobe, and Blanche feared she should be obliged +to procure many articles ready-made in the town.</p> + +<p>"Why should not your maid work at them, my dear?" suggested De Molton, +as he found her considering, and wondering, and calculating what plan +she had best pursue.</p> + +<p>"Why, perhaps she would undertake the caps for me; but she has never +been used to anything but dress-making. Mamma never expected her to do +anything else."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_370">[Pg 370]</span></p> + +<p>"You have been working so much yourself, surely you must have done a +great deal."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes!—this cap and this body. Look, how beautiful they are!"</p> + +<p>Blanche's distresses on this score were however soon relieved by +learning from Lady Cumberworth that her good-natured sisters-in-law +had amused themselves by making and providing everything she could +want, and that a lovely set of baby-linen would meet her at Lord +Falkingham's, where she was to pass some time previous to her +confinement, in order that she might be under her mother's eye.</p> + +<p>She was not sorry when the time came for leaving the pretty smoky +cottage. The March winds did not agree with the chimney, and she was +not well enough to be able to roam among the dells and dingles, the +shaws and the banks, in search of violets and primroses; and she +thought it would certainly be more desirable to enact the invalid, with +all appliances and means to boot, in her father's luxurious mansion, +than in the windy, smoky, creaking lath and plaster cottage, which +looked so pretty in the beginning of September.</p> + +<p>In London, Blanche would have been perfectly happy with her kind +father,—her mother who loved her, though not with the usual melting +tenderness of a mother,—with her husband, who was as handsome and +interesting in appearance, and if possible more affectionate in his +attentions than ever,—and with her husband's family doting upon +her,—if it had not been that Lady Falkingham treated De Molton with a +shade of superciliousness. She always spoke of her daughter as "poor +Blanche," wondered to see her look so well after the terrible winter +she had passed in a house scarcely weather-tight, alluded constantly +to the great change that had taken place in her situation, and almost +ridiculed the notion of the Miss Be Moltons having presented her with +such pretty worked caps and embroidered frocks for the "poor little +creature" that was expected!</p> + +<p>These speeches, although they contained some undeniable truths, were +extremely galling to De Molton, and very unpleasant to Blanche, for his +sake, as well as for her own.</p> + +<p>Blanche found herself infinitely happier with her husband's family, +where, instead of being treated as a person who was now to be looked +down upon by those who were once her<span class="pagenum" id="Page_371">[Pg 371]</span> compeers, she was considered the +most charming of her sex; adored by Lady Cumberworth for having loved +her son so disinterestedly; made a fuss with by the Miss De Moltons +because they were good-humoured girls, by nature inclined to like +rather than dislike any fine, natural, affectionate creature of their +own age; and very much admired by Lord Cumberworth, who thought she +was an exceedingly fine woman, and that Frank was a very lucky fellow, +for the present at least, however the marriage might turn out in the +long-run.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XV.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">There little love or canty cheer can come</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Frae duddy doublets and a pantry toom.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Allan Ramsay.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">As</span> De Molton expected, the quarters of his regiment were changed; +and soon after Blanche's confinement, he left her to superintend the +removal of their goods and chattels, and the arrangement of them in +some other temporary domicile.</p> + +<p>Unfortunately, the regiment was sent to a small town, built principally +of red brick, situated in one of the midland counties,—ugly, bare, +and bleak. There were no pretty cottages with nice gardens in the +neighbourhood; not even a retired farm house, with a few rooms to be +let; for the rustic inconveniences and rural inelegancies of a rambling +farm house are infinitely preferable to the pert vulgarity of a red +house in a street.</p> + +<p>To this last alternative De Molton was most unwillingly reduced, and +all he could accomplish was the acquisition of one of the few tenements +to which was affixed a bright light-green balcony, which formed a +brilliant contrast to the vermilion of the walls; at least, the +untarnished freshness of the colouring gave promise of new furniture +and cleanliness within.</p> + +<p>He returned to London for his wife and child, and his delight at seeing +them was somewhat alloyed by finding that, during his absence, Blanche +and her father had ascertained that Turton was very little out of the +way to Temple Loseley, and that, consequently, he and her mother would +pass a night or two with Blanche on their way into the country.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_372">[Pg 372]</span></p> + +<p>If his heart had sunk within him at the thoughts of introducing his +wife to the vulgar abode which he had been obliged to provide for her, +how much more did it sink at the thoughts of exhibiting to her parents +their graceful, their beautiful, their high-born daughter, as mistress +of this same abode. Moreover, the house was not calculated to receive +an influx of company.</p> + +<p>Still every one ought to be proud and happy to receive their father +and mother-in-law under their roof; and he was determined to be so. +He reminded himself that, though he was poor, he had never pretended +to be otherwise, he never would pretend to be otherwise: there was no +disgrace in poverty; he had presented himself under no false colours; +he knew his own situation, and he would not throw a ridicule over it by +seeming ashamed of it.</p> + +<p>Blanche had pictured to herself another cottage, of the same stamp as +that in Devonshire: and as the country was now in full beauty, and as +there was no occasion to put the chimneys to the test, she anticipated +with pleasure showing her mother how happy and how pretty an humble +home might be; how dignified De Molton could look, though employed in +working in his garden; and how little she deserved the pity that had +been lavished upon her.</p> + +<p>She was extremely vexed when her dear Frank broke to her the nature of +the country, the situation of the town, the sort of house he had been +compelled to hire.</p> + +<p>"Is there nothing else to be procured for love or money?"</p> + +<p>"For money, yes; for love, not!" he replied.</p> + +<p>"But if something else is to be got, for Heaven's sake make any +sacrifice!"</p> + +<p>"There is one house much larger than we require, which has been fitted +up with every luxury by a retired brewer, who now wishes to travel, and +would gladly let it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that will be just the thing!"</p> + +<p>"My dear! the rent is far, far beyond our means."</p> + +<p>"Oh! but for one year, dearest Frank!"</p> + +<p>"With a limited income, one year's extravagance unavoidably entails +many, many years of real distress. I will not run the risk of being +unable to answer the just demands of my tradesmen. I never sent a +creditor away without his money, and I never will."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_373">[Pg 373]</span></p> + +<p>De Molton spoke with seriousness, and something approaching harshness; +for he suffered under the mortification of his wife, and the tone was +meant to confirm his own determination, not to be unkind to her. She +thought him stern.</p> + +<p>"We had much better put off papa and mamma, and say at once we cannot +receive them."</p> + +<p>Her tone was a little pettish. De Molton's task was no longer so +difficult; he dreaded seeing her unhappy, but the moment he perceived +there was temper mixed with her sorrow, his fortitude returned, and +he replied, "By no means: such as it is, our home is ever open to our +parents; and we have only to regret that it is not in our power to make +them more comfortable."</p> + +<p>"I had a thousand times rather mamma did not come at all, than that she +should see me in such a hole as you describe."</p> + +<p>Her voice was half choked with rising emotion: she had led her mother +to expect something so very different! The Devonshire cottage had grown +under her glowing descriptions into a miniature terrestrial paradise.</p> + +<p>"Blanche, this is not kind by your parents; you should wish to see them +for their own sakes." Certainly De Molton did not wish to see them, but +he would not have pleaded guilty to such a weakness for the world.</p> + +<p>"I do not know how I can wish to be exposed to mamma's taunting +expressions and contemptuous looks;" and partly from vexation, and +partly from bodily weakness, she burst into tears.</p> + +<p>"Blanche, this is childish! You chose to marry a poor man, and you must +abide by it."</p> + +<p>"You should not be the person to speak so coldly and unkindly. You know +the thing I mind most of all is, that mamma always seems to despise +you; and I had hoped to show her that, though we were poor, we did not +deserve pity." Her sobs here interrupted her words. In addition to her +other mortifications, she felt injured by the husband whose dignity she +was so anxious to uphold.</p> + +<p>De Molton was quite overcome by finding it was for him her feelings +were so strongly excited. "Blanche, dearest Blanche!" he exclaimed, +"you do not think me ungrateful for all you have given up for my sake! +Oh no! you cannot think that!" And he soothed her by every attention +and kindness in his power.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_374">[Pg 374]</span></p> + +<p>The effervescence of her mortification and vexation had exhausted +itself, and she was sorry to have wounded him; he was also annoyed at +having allowed an unkind word to escape his lips; and they were still +sufficiently lovers for their little quarrel to be almost a renewal +of love: almost,—but not quite. Blanche could not forget that he had +said, "You have married a poor man, and you must abide by it;" and De +Molton remembered that she had said, "She should be ashamed to be seen +in such a hole" as the only home he could take her to.</p> + +<p>These words recurred to his mind more and more frequently as they +drew near the small town of Turton. He felt quite angry with the +Horse-guards for having built any barracks in so frightful a country +as that which they were approaching. It was all arable: but there +were no enclosures, no hedges, no hill, no dale, no woods, no copses; +merely a succession of fields; in the highest state of cultivation it +is true, but that circumstance did not add to their beauty in Blanche's +eyes. She would gladly have seen the wheat enlivened by some brilliant +scarlet poppies, some beautiful old-fashioned blue corn-flowers, now +almost exploded by the improvements in agriculture; she would gladly +have been greeted with the fragrance of a distant field of charlock.</p> + +<p>They had a good view of Turton long before they reached it; for it was +placed in the midst of a large basin of land, divided into squares +by the various crops, though by no other visible mark. From the last +hill, as they looked down into the broad vale below, De Molton felt +responsible for its ugliness, and tried to carry off a sensation +something resembling shame, by remarking that, though such scenery +was not to our English eyes picturesque, it was very like "la belle +France." The day was grey and colourless: there were no gleams of +sunshine, no passing shadows, which will invest any extensive view with +a certain degree of beauty. The wheat was all green, the barley was +green, the oats were green, the tares were green, the clover was green; +there was no variety of hue, except where, here and there, a field lay +fallow, or had been newly ploughed up.</p> + +<p>De Molton looked cheerlessly upon Blanche's spiritless face, and fairly +wished the first evening in their new domicile come and gone. Blanche +wished, upon her arrival, to be able to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_375">[Pg 375]</span> say she found it better than +she expected, but the words died away upon her lips. She walked to +the window, and looked up and down the straight street. There was the +lawyer's house opposite, with a brass knocker well polished; then came +the Sun Inn, all new, and red, and staring; then a paltry shop; and +then the apothecary's door, surmounted by a gilt pestle and mortar. The +road was dusty, and the cut lime-trees before the houses on the other +side of the lawyer's were rather whitish-brown, than green. The street +ran north, and south; a gust of wind drove down it from the north, +which gave the poor leaves a fresh coating before her eyes.</p> + +<p>It was as cold as days sometimes are in June: she turned from the +window, and proposed a fire; they both dreaded the attempt, but it +succeeded, and there was no smoke.</p> + +<p>Blanche wished the days had not been so long, that they might sooner +have let down the green Venetian blinds (there were no shutters), +drawn the short and scanty white curtains, and shut out the dismal +prospect. She tried to place the furniture in such positions as to give +the room an inhabited appearance, but she only succeeded in making +it look untidy. The little dimity covered <i>chaise-longue</i> was +wheeled out from the wall, and placed between the fire and the window, +till they found that so sharp a draught cut across from the ill-closed +sashes, that it was quickly wheeled back to its original situation. +A card-table was set open, and made to enact the part of a stand for +<i>petits objets</i>. Blanche collected all her baskets and boxes, in +hopes of making the apartment look comfortable, but her efforts were +not as yet crowned with success.</p> + +<p>The next day she bought a square of dark red cloth, and she bound +it with gold-coloured binding, and with it concealed a great +portion of the card-table, and set off to better advantage the +<i>chef-d'œuvres</i> of art and the <i>souvenirs</i> of sentiment. The +arm-chair, the dear arm-chair, was unpacked; and the buhl clock, it was +hoped by both of them, would be a redeeming object.</p> + +<p>Alas! there was no part of the room in which the buhl clock could +be safely and advantageously placed! The little chimney-piece was +infinitely too narrow; the card-table was already filled; and the +one other table which was not in constant requisition was by far too +rickety to be entrusted with so precious an article.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_376">[Pg 376]</span></p> + +<p>At length the small <i>souvenirs</i> were removed to the rickety table, +and the clock was established upon the card-table; and De Molton, when +he looked upon his wife with her child upon her knee, saw no fault in +the arrangement of the room.</p> + +<p>There was, however, one misfortune to which even De Molton could not +close his eyes or bar his senses,—a misfortune, too, which was utterly +irremediable.</p> + +<p>A kind of fixture,—half cupboard, half bookcase,—the lower part of +which opened like a cupboard while the top finished in shelves, adorned +each side of the fire place. Now, in the lower part of one of these +nondescript things there was every reason to believe the predecessors +of the De Moltons had been in the habit of keeping apples. When the +room was closed, this dire smell of apples assailed their noses, and at +length it was traced home to the guilty spot.</p> + +<p>Chloruret of lime, eau de Cologne, every sort of fumigation was tried, +but the indomitable smell was only quelled for the time: it returned +with fresh vigour! Blanche was in utter despair, for Lady Falkingham +was expected in a day or two, and she was renowned for the extreme +acuteness of her olfactory nerves! Blanche had repressed any expression +of her feelings, till this last blow quite over-came her fortitude.</p> + +<p>"Can nothing be done about this smell, Frank? It will distract mamma!"</p> + +<p>"Upon my word I do not know what more to recommend. Let us wash it +again with chloruret of lime just before your mother comes."</p> + +<p>"I would not mind all the rest if we could but get rid of this smell of +apples!"</p> + +<p>That expression—"all the rest," spoke volumes. De Molton was fully +aware how much it implied of discomfort.</p> + +<p>Love in a cottage is a thing very frequently met with in books, and +not unfrequently in actual life; but love in a red-brick house in the +street of a country town can never exist in poetry, and seldom in +reality.</p> + +<p>"There is one other thing I would fain alter, Frank, and I think it +might be accomplished without much expense."</p> + +<p>Blanche spoke timidly, for she had learned to be afraid of proposing +anything which he might deem extravagant. "Could we not get rid of the +knocker on the door? It looks dreadful; but the horrid vulgar sound is +worse than the appearance. It<span class="pagenum" id="Page_377">[Pg 377]</span> is impossible to forget where one is, +when one hears that rap-a-tap!"</p> + +<p>De Molton sighed to think she should so wish to forget that she was +in her home, with her husband and her child; and Blanche, two years +before, would not have believed she could ever have been otherwise than +contented, when certain of De Moltan's constancy, of his undivided +affection, and when united to him by the holiest ties.</p> + +<p>The day arrived on which the almost dreaded parental visit was to +be paid. De Molton proposed driving to a nursery-garden at no great +distance, and buying some flowers, which would make the room look +rather more gay and countryfied. To this Blanche gladly assented; +and she took great pains to fill all the little ugly vases upon the +chimney-piece, and all the finger-glasses which were not wanted after +dinner, with such flowers as could be procured. They had arranged +everything for the accommodation of Lord and Lady Falkingham as well +as the capabilities of the house permitted. Blanche's maid was turned +out of her room, and into the nursery, for Lady Falkingham's maid; an +arrangement which by no means met with her approbation, and which had +not been accomplished without considerable difficulty.</p> + +<p>De Molton relinquished his dressing-room to his father-in-law, and, +unknown to any one, as he hoped, performed his toilet very early in +the morning in the dining-room; the little back-parlour having been +consecrated to the ladies'-maids, and anything being more practicable +than to interfere with their morning repast.</p> + +<p>Both Blanche and De Molton had looked repeatedly into each room, and +had ascertained that everything was as comfortable as they could make +it, and they sat waiting in some agitation for the arrival of their +guests.</p> + +<p>Generally speaking, if there is a moment of unmixed happiness, it is +that in which parents pay their first visit to a married child, and in +which children receive the first visit from their parents.</p> + +<p>The pretty, half-childish, half-matronly pride with which the young +wife does the honours of her domestic arrangements; the tearful joy +of the mother as she inspects and admires; the honest happiness of +the father; and the modest exultation of the bridegroom who has +installed the creature he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_378">[Pg 378]</span> loves in all the comforts with which she is +surrounded,—render the moment one of pleasing interest to the most +careless bystander.</p> + +<p>But such were not the feelings which animated any of the present party.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XVI.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Some difference of this dangerous kind,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">By which, though light, the links that bind,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The fondest hearts may soon be riven;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Some shadow in Love's summer heav'n.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Which, though a fleecy cloud at first,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">May yet in awful thunders burst.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Lalla Rookh.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> Falkinghams did not arrive till very late. Blanche knew that every +moment's delay was injurious to the repast she was so anxious should +be tolerably well dressed. She several times ran down into the kitchen +herself, to enforce upon the cook that she must contrive to keep back +the dinner without letting the meat be over-roasted.</p> + +<p>At length they heard a great rumbling of wheels and hallooing of little +boys, and the well-known carriage with four horses drove rapidly by, +and drew up at the Sun Inn opposite. The postillions were soon directed +to the right house; the whole equipage was turned round, and at length +drew up before the little door.</p> + +<p>All this caused a sensation; and well <i>crêpé</i>'d heads were seen +popping up above the white blinds of the lawyer's opposite, and frilled +caps appeared at the windows of the house with the cut lime-trees, and +waiters, chamber-maids, and boots thronged to the door of the inn, +hoping the coroneted carriage was going to put up at the Sun.</p> + +<p>The first greetings were over, and Blanche was eager to show her mother +to her room, for, "on hospitable thoughts intent," she was reflecting +on the over-boiled chickens and the over-roasted beef. But their +progress was arrested by the imperial! It was stuck in the turning of +the stairs; and Lady Falkingham's tall footman, who measured six feet +two inches and a half, and De Molton's omnipresent John Benton,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_379">[Pg 379]</span> were +struggling, and lifting, and pushing, and shoving in vain!</p> + +<p>This was an unlooked for misfortune; one which might have been laughed +at, among people so nearly and intimately connected, and one which +might have been an excuse for dining very merrily in travelling +costume; but with Blanche's feelings, with Lady Falkingham's, with De +Molton's feelings, the misadventure had a contrary effect. Blanche was +extremely annoyed, and led her mother back to the drawing-room; while +De Molton hastened to lend his assistance, and, with the help of his +more judicious mode of turning the imperial, it was extricated from its +inconvenient position, and was safely deposited in Lady Falkingham's +room.</p> + +<p>All this produced some delay; then came their respective toilets; and +they were not seated in the dining-room till an hour and three quarters +after the cook had expected to "dish up."</p> + +<p>It requires the coolness, the presence of mind, the decision of the +bolder sex, to be able to accelerate or to retard the dinner-hour. The +humble cook of the De Moltons was thoroughly feminine in her timidity, +and the consequence was, that the chickens fell to pieces in the dish, +that the beef crackled under the teeth, that the potatoes were watery +and sodden, that the greengages of the pudding had burst through their +surrounding paste, and presented a shapeless, confused, and uninviting +mass to the eye, while the maccaroni was stringy, strong, and burned.</p> + +<p>De Molton had wished the dinner to be plain and without pretension, +and he had flattered himself that, by attempting nothing, they must be +secure from a failure. Alas! they had the mortification of seeing both +their guests scarcely able to finish what they had upon their plates, +and of perceiving that Lord Falkingham helped himself three times to +cheese, and that Lady Falkingham demolished full half the sponge-cake +at dessert! De Molton, who was habitually reserved and possessed much +self-command, maintained a calm exterior; but Blanche, who, whatever +might be her wish to do so, was never able to conceal her feelings for +any length of time, was in a fussy state of agitation, and was the +first to complain of the badness of the dinner.</p> + +<p>Her remarks disturbed the equanimity of John Benton,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_380">[Pg 380]</span> who was most +anxious that all should go off well. In his eagerness, he made more +noise, jarred the plates, knocked the glasses together, clattered the +knives and forks, and placed the dishes on the table in a more fearful +undecided manner than he was ever known to do before; constantly +brushing by Lady Falkingham's cap to give a finishing touch to the +arrangement of the table. Blanche's martyrdom increased every moment!</p> + +<p>It is very easy to be tranquil, composed, and agreeable at the head of +one's table, if one has the comfortable assurance that all will proceed +properly and decorously; but when one has no reliance that such will +be the case, it is not so easy to preserve the careless air of perfect +good-breeding; still less so, should one actually see one's guests +hungry and incommoded: such tranquillity amounts to a lofty pitch of +stoicism scarcely attainable by common mortals.</p> + +<p>If the Falkinghams had smiled good-humouredly, it might have +been better; but the mother preserved a civil semblance of not +perceiving what was amiss, evidently treating the present, as the +best entertainment it was in the power of the De Moltons to give, +and considerately sparing their feelings. When the ladies retired +after dinner, Lady Falkingham made no allusion to the house, the +establishment, the cookery, or any part of the <i>ménage</i>, except +the baby, on whose growth she expatiated, and whom she wished to see in +its crib.</p> + +<p>Blanche accordingly took her mother upstairs to the garret, where Lady +Falkingham was shocked at finding two beds in the small room. "My dear +Blanche, do you allow two people to sleep in such an apartment as this? +It is very bad for the baby to be so confined as to air and space."</p> + +<p>"My maid sleeps here just now," Blanche replied; "it cannot hurt the +baby for a little while."</p> + +<p>"The weather is so hot, I own I should dislike it very much; I always +was very particular about giving you all an airy nursery;—but I +suppose it cannot be helped," added Lady Falkingham, checking herself.</p> + +<p>"Oh this house is horrid!" exclaimed Blanche; "if you had but come to +see us in our Devonshire cottage, mamma—!"</p> + +<p>"I wish I had, my dear."</p> + +<p>"But you know we have this only for a time, mamma; and next year we may +be quartered in a prettier country, and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_381">[Pg 381]</span> a nicer neighbourhood, and +where we can get something out of a town."</p> + +<p>"I hope you will, my love," replied Lady Falkingham, who was resolved +to dwell as little as possible upon her daughter's present discomfort, +and who thought herself very kind and very meritorious in not saying +what she thought, felt, and looked,—viz. "I told you how it would be."</p> + +<p>The breakfast was not more prosperous. The bread was baker's bread: +the French rolls, well rasped and very tough, were exceedingly unlike +the rolls and cakes of every variety which graced the breakfast-table +of Temple Loseley. The butter was bought at the shop; and Turton was +situated in an arable, not a grazing country: they churned every +morning at Temple Loseley. The cream was thin, colourless, and +tasteless: the Alderneys at Temple Loseley were renowned for their +perfection in beauty and breeding.</p> + +<p>Most assuredly, urban and rural poverty are very different things. +With a pretty garden; with flowers, poultry, cream, butter, eggs, +and vegetables in profusion; vulgarity and discomfort may always be +avoided, though splendour may not be attained.</p> + +<p>The Falkinghams went away, sincerely commiserating their daughter, +although Lady Falkingham's sincere sorrow was somewhat alleviated by +being able to remark to her husband how precisely everything had turned +out as she had foreseen and predicted.</p> + +<p>When they had driven from the door, Blanche sat down to work at her +needle, with a sensation of depression more over-whelming than she +had ever felt before. "I am glad mamma is gone!" she exclaimed, after +having hemmed nearly a yard of muslin without uttering: "when people +are no longer young, they miss the comforts to which they have been +accustomed!"</p> + +<p>De Molton said nothing. He also had been deeply hurt, mortified in +every way; hurt to see his wife exposed to mortification, and mortified +to see her feel it so keenly.</p> + +<p>"Not but what mamma behaved beautifully," continued Blanche, for she +was half angry with her husband for his very silence:—she wished him +to declare how annoyed and unhappy he also was; but he was a proud man, +and when such a man does feel mortification, it does not find vent in +words. Being somewhat displeased at his silence, she did<span class="pagenum" id="Page_382">[Pg 382]</span> not spare +him. The feelings of the daughter got the better of those of the wife, +and she proceeded: "Mamma never complained of anything. It was only +through her maid that I heard she could not sleep a wink on account of +the baby crying over head; and the partition being so thin, she heard +her as plainly as if she had been in the same room. Mamma was very +kind, she took care to say nothing to vex me."</p> + +<p>De Molton thought mamma would have been infinitely more kind if she +had appeared a little less miserable, and had not looked at Blanche +as if she thought her a victim. He did not feel in charity with Lady +Falkingham; he found no pleasure in hearing her praised.</p> + +<p>"I am going to call on Colonel Jones," said De Molton; "I shall be at +home again in time to walk with you." He took his cap and his stick, +and sallied forth; but he had walked far beyond Colonel Jones's, before +he recollected his intention of calling upon him, and he had to retrace +his steps for some quarter of a mile. He found him just returning from +a long walk with some of his children, who were joyously sporting +around him; and they all together mounted the narrow staircase which +led to a drawing-room much in the same style as Blanche's, though +somewhat larger in its dimensions.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Jones and her eldest girl were busily engaged in needle-work, +while the second daughter was reading history aloud. She cordially +greeted De Molton, and said they had been taking advantage of the +Colonel's having cleared the house of the boys to get on with the +education of the girls; "for in a small house, and with such a family, +it is difficult to find a quiet moment," added Mrs. Jones, with a +cheerfulness and good-humour which seemed to prove she found nothing +unpleasant or disgraceful in poverty.</p> + +<p>She was the daughter of a country curate, and although well educated, +and tolerably well born, she did not feel the want of luxuries and +elegancies to which she had never been accustomed, and which none of +those with whom she associated missed any more than herself.</p> + +<p>De Molton wished he could teach his wife to accommodate herself to +her circumstances, as Mrs. Jones did. But how many habits had she to +unlearn and to forget before she could be happy as Mrs. Jones was +happy!</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_383">[Pg 383]</span></p> + +<p>He resolved to cultivate the Joneses, and he asked them to dinner that +very day, frankly bidding them come and feast upon the remains of the +provisions they had laid in for his father and mother in law. The +happy and good-humoured Joneses accepted the invitation in the same +unceremonious spirit in which it was made, and De Molton returned home +to inform his wife of the company she might expect. She detested the +thoughts of encountering another dinner in her own house; but De Molton +was not a person who would ever condescend to ask his wife's permission +before he invited a friend to dinner, and of that she was fully aware.</p> + +<p>The Joneses arrived just five minutes before the appointed hour; and +Mrs. Jones asked Blanche's leave to take off her bonnet, and arrange +her hair at her looking-glass, as she had walked from her own house. +She shortly re-appeared with her bows and her ringlets in the most +perfect order, for she had never been in the habit of depending upon +the services of a maid. She also appeared in a smart silk gown; her +fair, fat, handsome arms uncovered, a necklace on her neck, and +ear-rings in her ears.</p> + +<p>Blanche, on the contrary, was in a more seemly costume for a country +dinner by day-light; and Mrs. Jones wondered her hostess should wear in +the evening what seemed to her a morning dress.</p> + +<p>The cook's nerves had not been agitated, and the dinner was very good. +Colonel Jones was gay and conversible: he had served in the Peninsula; +he, and his wife also, had been at Paris when the allied armies entered +it; they had seen many different countries, had been mixed up in many +of the events of that period, when every day brought changes which +affected empires; they had been thrown with many of the personages who +already figure as historical characters. They were delighted with De +Molton, who was an excellent listener; delighted with Lady Blanche, who +possessed the charm to which all people in all ranks are sensible,—the +real good-breeding of real high fashion; and Blanche was astonished to +find herself in better spirits than she had been in for some days.</p> + +<p>No fund of natural spirits, however inexhaustible it may be, can stand +the trial of seeing the guests under your roof, cold, abstracted, and +comfortless; whereas the phrenologists<span class="pagenum" id="Page_384">[Pg 384]</span> could certainly point out +some organ in the human head which takes pleasure in being developed +when you feel that those towards whom you are exercising the rites of +hospitality are really and thoroughly enjoying themselves.</p> + +<p>There was a good deal of broad humour about Colonel Jones, and no +shyness; he was animated in his descriptions. De Molton's wine was good +of its sort; and the dinner was gay,—noisily gay. Blanche thought them +a little vulgar, but still she liked them both; and after the cheerless +restraint which had prevailed during the two preceding days between the +nearest and dearest relations, there was something which expanded the +heart in the warmth and cordiality of the Joneses.</p> + +<p>The dinner which they gave the De Moltons in return proved less +agreeable. The astonishing clatter made by the servants, the badness +of the cookery, the multitude of children, and the friends who were +invited to make up the party, did not conduce to reconcile Blanche +to the real work-day details of poverty, as De Molton had at first +intended it should, by showing her how happy people could be in its +despite.</p> + +<p>The summer wore away, but without any summer enjoyments; the autumn +succeeded, and winter followed in due succession. They had many +invitations from different friends, but travelling was expensive; and +having been in London for some months during the spring, they could +not obtain leave of absence for any length of time which might make it +answer to leave home.</p> + +<p>The following year saw them removed to a fresh habitation, and saw +another olive-branch added to the parent stock.</p> + +<p>The nurse now professed her inability to attend to two children, "both +babies as it were; she could not do justice to the dear little loves. +Miss Emma, she was just old enough to get into mischief; and she was +more work, a body might say, than the infant himself." There was no +denying the reason and truth of the nurse's statement. It was also +true, as the nurse added, "that my lady was very particular, and liked +to see the children always nice; that it was not as if she did not mind +their being just dressed in brown holland pinafores, and such like, +as the little Master Joneses were; that, for her part, she could not +a-bear to see children look so,—just like anybody's children."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_385">[Pg 385]</span></p> + +<p>De Molton, as well as Blanche, was proud of little Emma's exquisite +beauty, and they could neither of them endure the thoughts of their +children not being thoroughly well taken care of. "Could you not ask +Mrs. Green to help nurse?" suggested De Molton; "she might walk out +with Emma, and might make her clothes. Our life is such a quiet one, +surely she must have a great deal of time upon her hands."</p> + +<p>Blanche stood rather in awe of Mrs. Green, who was a regular fine +lady, and who felt the change in her situation to the full as acutely +as Blanche herself could do, and who had not the same strong motive +for bearing it with uncomplaining fortitude, inasmuch as she was +not married to the man of her choice, neither had she any character +for consistency to maintain. In many of the minor distresses and +difficulties which had occurred, Mrs. Green had not failed to make +her mistress feel how great was her merit in submitting to them; and +Blanche knew it was utterly impossible to accomplish what De Molton +(who was not so well versed in the nice limits and boundaries of the +honourable office of lady's maid) thought could be so easily arranged.</p> + +<p>"It is quite impossible, my dear Frank! Green has already put up with +a great deal to oblige me, and I could not ask her to wait upon the +nursery."</p> + +<p>"I do not want her to wait upon the nursery, but she might assist the +nurse."</p> + +<p>"I can part with her, Frank; but I cannot propose to her to attend upon +the children."</p> + +<p>De Molton, who saw no reason why one woman should sit idle, while +another had more to do than she could well perform, was half annoyed +with Blanche, and he answered rather quickly, "All I can say is, I +cannot afford to keep another servant."</p> + +<p>"I will tell Green what you say," replied Blanche, with the tone of a +heroine and a martyr; and accordingly she lost no time in informing +Green that she must look out for another situation unless she would +wait on Miss Emma, as Captain De Molton wished; and as, of course, Mrs. +Green declined to do.</p> + +<p>So much separated from all former connexions, friends, and relations, +as Blanche had been of late, she naturally felt a good deal annoyed +at parting with a person whom habit<span class="pagenum" id="Page_386">[Pg 386]</span> had rendered agreeable to her, +who was an excellent lady's maid, and was pleasing in her manners. De +Molton could not sympathise in her annoyance at getting rid of a fine +lady, and infinitely preferred the stout good-humoured girl who came in +her stead, and who was too happy to fetch and carry, and was too much +honoured by being allowed to wait on my lady.</p> + +<p>Unfortunately, the last remnant of Blanche's trousseau was growing very +shabby, and her wardrobe needed recruiting. Green was gone; the girl +Phœbe was no milliner; Blanche could embroider beautifully, and she +could now accomplish children's frocks with considerable success, but +she could not make her own clothes. How should she? She was obliged +therefore to have her wants supplied by the country milliners, and both +she and De Molton were appalled at the bills which were the inevitable +consequence.</p> + +<p>Blanche wished exceedingly not to be expensive, but she knew not how to +avoid being so. She had never had any allowance when a girl: she had +been so amply supplied with every article of dress upon her marriage, +and had since led so retired a life, that little occasion to spend +money had occurred until now; and she was ignorant how miraculously, +when once the purse-strings are opened, the contents vanish as it were +of themselves.</p> + +<p>It is a great fault in the education of girls, to omit teaching them, +in some measure, the value of money. They suddenly find themselves at +the head of an establishment, in which, if large, considerable sums +pass through their hands; if small, on them depends the comfort, or +discomfort of the <i>ménage</i>; and they are not aware, (except from +theory, which has little to say to practice) that twenty shillings make +a pound.</p> + +<p>The loss of Green was an annoyance of daily recurrence. Blanche +could not dress her own hair; and the awkward attempts of the shy +and frightened red-fisted maid to brush and to curl, to braid and to +<i>crêper</i>, made her every morning come down to breakfast in a +ruffled and uncomfortable state. She found it necessary now and then to +buy herself a cap, and unluckily the bill for these caps came in at a +time when De Molton's finances were at a very low ebb. Blanche had no +pin-money, and she applied to him for the requisite sum.</p> + +<p>"What nonsense, Blanche, to buy tawdry caps, when you<span class="pagenum" id="Page_387">[Pg 387]</span> have all that +beautiful brown hair, which is so much prettier and more becoming than +any cap that can be made."</p> + +<p>"I never learned to dress hair; and since Green is gone, I find it +impossible to do without a cap. I have not quite made up my mind to +go about a perfect figure, yet; but I dare say I soon shall. It is +impossible to be well-dressed without a maid."</p> + +<p>"But surely you could soon learn to arrange your hair. You told me Mrs. +Jones always dressed her own, and I am sure it is very smart—in bows, +and all kinds of things."</p> + +<p>This was too much for Blanche to endure. To have been forced to part +with her maid! To be refused a cap! To be twitted with Mrs. Jones! To +have Mrs. Jones set up as a pattern! "Indeed I should be very sorry +to look like Mrs. Jones!" she exclaimed, with a heightened colour, +and an eye which was very beautiful in its increased brilliancy: "if +you wished to have a wife who should look and dress like Mrs. Jones, +you should not have selected me! I hope I may never arrive at such a +pitch of vulgarity as that! I had rather look like anybody in the whole +world than Mrs. Jones!" and in her anger and petulance, she spoke, as +she would not have done in a cooler moment, of a person whom she both +respected and liked.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Jones is a most excellent and exemplary woman," replied De +Molton, with some solemnity of manner; "one who performs the duties of +her situation in life cheerfully and admirably. I have a very great +regard for Mrs. Jones. Where is this bill?" he added, with an awful +calmness: "I am sorry to say you must buy no more caps. I have not the +means of paying for them!" He gave her the money, which she took with +pain and indignation.</p> + +<p>It is very disagreeable to ask for money,—very disagreeable to receive +it when it is given grudgingly. Women should have, settled upon them +when they marry, the sum which, in proportion to the income of their +husband, they may in fairness spend upon their dress; otherwise, if +extravagant, there are no regular limits to their extravagance: while, +on the other hand, however economical they may be, and however liberal +the husband may wish to be, they may chance to ask for money at a +moment when it may prove inconvenient to produce<span class="pagenum" id="Page_388">[Pg 388]</span> a sum which the man +had not calculated would be called for at that particular moment.</p> + +<p>An expression of annoyance will wound and distress a high-minded woman, +will anger a high-spirited one, or will induce a timid one to conceal +her bills, and to acquire the habit of contracting debts unknown to her +husband.</p> + +<p>Blanche received the money with a swelling indignant heart, and her +feelings were not soothed when a tradesman entered with a long bill, +for which De Molton drew a draft without a remark or a murmur, and most +politely dismissed the man, pleased with his exactness and punctuality.</p> + +<p>Blanche thought, "After all, he is not really so poor as he pretends to +be. He only talks thus to prevent my spending anything. He has money +enough for every one else."</p> + +<p>De Molton had appointed that very morning to pay that very bill. +He had purposely reserved the requisite sum, and he remained with +scarcely enough for the weekly unavoidable expenses. But he did not +explain all this to his wife. He was resolved never to run into debt, +and he was unapproachably serious and correct upon the subject. If he +had candidly explained the state of the case to her, shown it her in +black and white, perhaps she would have joined with him in cheerfully +accommodating herself to existing circumstances; but he dealt in +general expressions of poverty and distress, and yet, at the very +moment he complained most bitterly, the money was forthcoming for those +things which must be paid for. It was exactly <i>because</i> he would +have wherewithal to meet necessary expenses, that he so strenuously +opposed any which he deemed unnecessary.</p> + +<p>Having once come to the conclusion that he had acquired a habit of +complaining, and that he could find money if he chose to do so, she +only felt injured when he enforced economy, and mentally accused him of +making needless difficulties.</p> + +<p>Two more years elapsed, and their family consisted of four promising +children, when De Molton's regiment was ordered to Brighton: they were +again thrown among people of their own class, and friends of former +days.</p> + +<p>They had been married nearly five years, and during those years words +had been spoken which could not be forgotten. Poverty had come in +at the door, and if Love had not quite flown out at the window, he +fluttered on the window-sill.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_389">[Pg 389]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XVII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And ruder words will soon rush in</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To spread the breach that words begin,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And eyes forget the gentle ray</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">They wore in courtship's smiling day,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And voices lose the tone that shed</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A tenderness round all they said;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Till, fast declining one by one,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The sweetnesses of love are gone.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Lalla Rookh.</i></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">Among</span> other old acquaintances, the Westhopes were established at +Brighton; and it was with mixed feelings that Blanche prepared +herself to meet the friend of her youth, the person who had most +unintentionally assisted to foster her love, by always appearing so +impressed with De Molton's attractions. Upon that subject both men and +women are more influenced by the estimation in which the object is held +by others, than they would willingly allow: they are ashamed to be so +easily pleased as to prefer a person whom no one else thinks pleasing, +and they are decidedly proud of being preferred by one whom every one +else admires.</p> + +<p>Mingled with her desire to see her early friend, Blanche experienced +a certain dread of the scrutinizing eye of intimacy. She felt she +should never be able to echo, with the accent of truth, the romantic +sentiments in which they used once to indulge; and she did not wish +her friend to discover that the love which she had spoken of as equal +to endure any trials, had nearly sunk under the petty and undignified +vexations of pecuniary difficulty.</p> + +<p>Time, however, had worked some changes in Lady Westhope. She had long +conquered her incipient inclination towards Mr. Wroxholme; she had +learnt that a well-regulated mind can make itself contented, if not +happy, under almost all circumstances; she had quite given up the point +of being the youngest and most admired person in her circle; and she +had convinced herself that she ought to be grateful for the worldly +comforts with which she was surrounded, for the ample means of doing +good which were within her reach, and for the circumstance of having a +very good-humoured husband, who, whatever might be his faults, was no +tyrant.</p> + +<p>Lord Westhope, also, was somewhat altered. He was now<span class="pagenum" id="Page_390">[Pg 390]</span> eight years +older than when we began our story, and twenty-two years older than +when he began his infidelities. It was, indeed, time he should have +sown his wild oats, and accordingly he was become infinitely more +domestic. Although love was a feeling which could never again exist +between them, there subsisted a considerable regard, and their society +was far from disagreeable to each other.</p> + +<p>On the morning after the arrival of the De Moltons, when Lady Westhope +called upon Blanche, one of the disputes, which were now of too +frequent occurrence, had just taken place between her and her husband. +Blanche had made a desperate effort to persuade De Molton to take a +house which was to be let at a rent, low in proportion to its size, but +still higher than he thought he could afford. Blanche shrank from being +seen by her former associates in the mean and paltry lodging which, in +so expensive a place as Brighton, was the only one he found within his +means. He persisted in his usual resolution, never to do anything which +might eventually lead to a shabby action, for the sake of avoiding a +shabby appearance. He had not long left the room, after a peremptory +refusal to accede to his wife's request, when Lady Westhope entered.</p> + +<p>After the first greetings were over, and Lady Westhope had admired +Blanche's beautiful children, they drew their chairs to the fire, +and Lady Westhope exclaimed, "How I envy you those lovely children, +Blanche! I think, if I had four such enchanting creatures, I should +be quite happy! I should so like to have a large flourishing family +growing up around me!"</p> + +<p>"Heavens! dear Lady Westhope! and I consider each addition to mine as +a visitation which gives me the blue devils for months! When once they +are there, and they have made themselves beloved, one would not part +with them for worlds; but if you knew what unceasing trouble they give, +and how difficult it is to do one's duty by them, you would not wish +for a large family."</p> + +<p>"Well! perhaps there are advantages, as well as disadvantages, in +everything. I have schooled my mind, and brought myself to think +everything is for the best. I am a much more contented person, Blanche, +than when we used to talk over your love affairs in former days. Now, +tell me a little about Captain De Molton. Is he as handsome as ever?<span class="pagenum" id="Page_391">[Pg 391]</span> +and are you as much in love as ever? I certainly never did see such a +regular love-match as yours! The longer you were separated, and the +more you were thwarted, the more desperately constant you both were!"</p> + +<p>"Opposition has always been supposed to have that effect: I believe it +has often turned many a passing fancy into a <i>grande passion</i>."</p> + +<p>"Why, you are not implying such treason against yourself as to say that +opposition assisted to foster your <i>grande passion</i>?"</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, no! I only spoke generally. But do you tell me a little +about Lord Westhope," she added, to turn the conversation from her own +affairs.</p> + +<p>"Oh! he is grown so kind and attentive! I assure you we are settling +down into a most domestic comfortable old couple."</p> + +<p>The entrance of Mr. Stapleford interrupted the mutual investigation of +conjugal felicity which the friends had set on foot. Mr. Stapleford +said he had just met De Molton in the street, who had told him where +he should find Lady Blanche, and he had lost no time in paying his +respects to her. "But, dear Lady Blanche, you are going to remove from +this horrid place? In such a situation too! A mile and a half from the +sea. I could scarcely believe De Molton, when he pointed out this as +your abode; and should have imagined he was playing off a practical +joke upon me, if I had not known he was not given to being facetious. +But I suppose you are only here till you can procure something in the +land of the living."</p> + +<p>Blanche did not wish Mr. Stapleford to perceive she was not perfectly +contented with her fate, and she replied that she did not like being +within hearing of the sea,—the constant monotonous breaking of the +waves upon the shore made her melancholy.</p> + +<p>"There is no accounting for tastes," he replied, with a polite bow, and +a glance which quickly ran over the shabby furniture, the once smart +trellised paper, (a sort of paper peculiarly in vogue at sea-bathing +places, where real flowers and real green leaves are rare,) the +little round convex mirror surmounted by an eagle with a chain in its +bill, and the other lodging-house elegancies which adorned the room, +especially<span class="pagenum" id="Page_392">[Pg 392]</span> the bell-ropes, which were as fine, and much more dirty, +than those at Mrs. Jones's, which, four years before, had excited such +strong feelings of horror in Blanche's mind. She saw the excursive +glance of his eye, and she saw the affectation of politeness with which +he then let it fall on the ground, while a slight smile just played +about the corners of his mouth. She always disliked him; and she now +most devoutly wished he had not fancied the sea-air bracing, and the +society of Brighton agreeable.</p> + +<p>"You will be at Mrs. L.'s this evening, shall you not?" inquired +Stapleford.</p> + +<p>"No!" replied Lady Blanche; "I am not acquainted with her."</p> + +<p>"Ah! by the bye, she has come into fashion since your time. How long is +it since we lost sight of you?"</p> + +<p>"I have been married five years."</p> + +<p>"Married! Ah! marriage is a holy rite, synonymous with honourable +sepulture. You have, from that day, been dead to all your friends! By +the bye, I was with the Wentnors a month ago. You know your old friend +Glenrith is become Lord Wentnor now. He, however, seems determined not +to be buried alive. He is giving balls and fêtes of all descriptions; +or rather <i>she</i> is, for he is such a doting husband, that +every fancy of hers is a law to him. It is quite pretty to see such +love-making after eight years of marriage, especially as the result +of this Arcadian conjugality generally is a splendid entertainment by +which half England profits."</p> + +<p>Stapleford's instinct for saying the disagreeable thing had not +deserted him; and he left Blanche to ponder on the fate she had +rejected, and to compare it with that she had persisted in choosing. +Lady Westhope, too, was happy! She rejoiced that such should be the +case; but certainly the reflections she made during the rest of that +day were not unworldly ones.</p> + +<p>De Molton had again met Stapleford in his morning walk, who, after +complimenting him upon the unimpaired beauty of his wife, attacked him +most unmercifully for having kept her so long in seclusion, and for +now burying her in such an out-of-the-way place, and implied (what +he had no right to know, but what he had guessed from the expressive +countenance of Blanche, in which her feelings might always be read as +in a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_393">[Pg 393]</span> mirror,) that she was an unwilling denizen in that remote suburb.</p> + +<p>De Molton returned home somewhat displeased at having been, as he +imagined, spoken of as a tyrant and a miser. The tête-à-tête in the +evening did not promise to be agreeable.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Stapleford called this morning," Blanche began.</p> + +<p>"So he told me," replied De Molton.</p> + +<p>"And Lady Westhope has been here."</p> + +<p>"Did they tell you any news?</p> + +<p>"Mr. Stapleford told me he had been staying at Wentnor Castle; and he +gives such a description of their happiness! They seem to be giving +splendid fêtes and beautiful entertainments, all to please her; for, he +says, that every wish of Lady Wentnor's is a law to her husband."</p> + +<p>De Molton felt this last sentence as an implied cut at him. "It is very +fortunate for Glenrith that he has money to throw away in gratifying +every foolish whim of a fantastical woman."</p> + +<p>Blanche felt that this was a hit at her; and forgetting that by +applying to herself what her husband said, she gave him a right to +conclude she meant to be personal in her account of Lord Wentnor as a +husband, she followed her impulse, and replied:—</p> + +<p>"I cannot see that there is anything fantastical in wishing not to be +laughed at by all one's acquaintance, and in disliking a house one's +friends can hardly bring themselves to enter."</p> + +<p>"Blanche, when you married me, you knew you married a poor man: if you +wished for riches and splendour, why did you not marry Glenrith?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure, if I wished for kindness and for good-humour I had better +have married Lord Glenrith. I do not know what foolish, girlish +infatuation came over me."</p> + +<p>"It is, indeed, unfortunate, that in consequence of this <i>foolish, +girlish infatuation</i>, which are the terms by which you designate +your attachment to your husband, you should have thrown away a +situation in which you would have been so much happier. I have but to +regret that I should have marred your fortunes—so unwittingly marred +them,—for neither Glenrith nor yourself can accuse me of having, by +any arts or underhand practices, attempted to win your affections from +him."</p> + +<p>This implied, according to Blanche's interpretation of his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_394">[Pg 394]</span> words, +that she had allowed them to be gained before he had made any attempt +to do so; and, as angry people usually do, answering to the sense she +chose to attribute to his speech, rather than to its plain and obvious +meaning, she replied,—</p> + +<p>"If it was only pity for the unfortunate passion which you supposed me +to entertain for you, which induced you to profess love at Cransley, +it is indeed unfortunate that you allowed your pity so far to overcome +your prudence. If I had imagined such to have been the case, I should +most assuredly never have broken off my engagement with Lord Wentnor."</p> + +<p>"I can only again lament that I should have been the cause of your +doing what you so much regret."</p> + +<p>"If this is my reward for having rejected, for your sake, the best +<i>parti</i> in England, a good man, too, and one who loved me; for +having disappointed and angered my parents; for having preserved an +undeviating constancy for three years to a person who now laments that +I did not marry his rival, and confesses he only married me out of +pity, I am indeed the most unfortunate woman in the world!" She burst +into a flood of tears of anger and vexation.</p> + +<p>"Blanche, you wilfully pervert the meaning of all I say. When did I +imply that I married you for anything but love? But these reproaches, +this petulance, are not the right method to preserve a husband's +affection."</p> + +<p>"If nothing but a slave,—a patient, meek Griselda,—a Mrs. Jones,—can +preserve your affection, I am afraid I have no chance of preserving +it! I do not know what I can do more than I already do. I work for my +children; I go without all the comforts I have been used to; I have +no maid; and I must refuse going to Lady Westhope's to-morrow night, +because the nursery-maid cannot dress my hair, and because I have no +gown fit to appear in."</p> + +<p>"I am very, very sorry I have not the means of providing you with +the luxuries you regret, and I am very sorry you refuse yourself the +pleasures and amusements that so naturally fall in your way. I had +hoped that at Brighton, where people may join in society without +much expense, and where it is not necessary to keep a carriage, you +might have mixed with your friends. I should have thought the art +of hair-dressing was not so very difficult to acquire, when one +sees<span class="pagenum" id="Page_395">[Pg 395]</span> every attorney's daughter, every milliner's apprentice, every +shop-girl, with hair which puts to shame all the exertions of M. +Hippolite."</p> + +<p>"I am not a shop-girl or a milliner's apprentice," answered Lady +Blanche, while all the blood of the Falkinghams mounted to her cheek, +and all the spirit of an ancient race flashed from her eye.</p> + +<p>"But you are the wife of a poor man, although of one as nobly born as +yourself!" and all the pride of the De Moltons rendered the brow of her +husband absolutely awful.</p> + +<p>"I know full well that I am the wife of a poor man; there is no need +to remind me so often of that truth," replied Lady Blanche, with some +bitterness in her tone; "and therefore I shall stay at home, and not +expose my poverty to the eyes of the pitying world, or to the sneers of +a Mr. Stapleford."</p> + +<p>"You will do as is most agreeable to yourself. I shall certainly go +to Lady Westhope's, as I shall feel sincere pleasure in seeing my old +friends again."</p> + +<p>To Lady Westhope's went De Molton; and Blanche stayed at home. She +had originally intended, for the sake of enjoying agreeable society, +to brave the slight mortification of not finding herself, as was once +the case, the best dressed woman in the room; but the conversation of +the preceding evening had left her so unhappy, so discontented, and +so indignant, that she found a certain pleasure in martyrdom. It was, +however, only in the eyes of her husband that she wished to enact the +martyr; from the world she would fain conceal that she had so misjudged +the strength of her own attachment: she meant to persuade others that +it was from choice, from bad health, or from any motive rather than the +true one, that she persisted in leading a retired life.</p> + +<p>But with her candid disposition, and her speaking eyes, it did not +require the malicious tact of a Stapleford to read the true state of +her feelings. With Lady Westhope, especially, she could not always be +on her guard; and to her it was soon only too evident that the love +for which she had given up everything else did not repay her for the +sacrifices she had made. Lady Westhope began indeed to doubt whether +this much-vaunted love had not, when tried in the balance against +privations of every sort, been found utterly wanting.</p> + +<p>It may be asked, should then Blanche have married Lord<span class="pagenum" id="Page_396">[Pg 396]</span> Glenrith? +No, certainly; for she was not in love with him. More especially no, +for she was at the time in love with another. But we would urge that +if affluence without love is insufficient to wedded happiness, so +is the most romantic love without those habitual luxuries, and that +dispensation from sordid details, which, to persons in a certain +situation, may almost be termed the necessaries of life.</p> + +<p>Let not those who, valuing the good things of this world, are dazzled +into forming an interested marriage, anticipate the delights of +sentimental affection, nor be disappointed if one whose situation +was the attraction prove destitute of those qualities which were not +sought; and let those who are "all for love and the world well lost," +keep in mind the latter half of the sentence, and not expect to find +both that which they prize, and that which they profess to contemn. +Above all, let not those who have an opportunity of uniting in their +choice true affection with the enjoyments of those comforts to which +they have been accustomed, be induced, by any temptation of rank, +wealth, or power, to give up virtuous happiness for heartless splendour.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XVIII.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The path of sorrow, and that path alone,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Leads to the land where sorrow is unknown;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">No traveller ever reach'd that blest abode,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Who found not thorns and briers in his road.</span><br> +</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Cowper.</span></span><br> +</p> + + +<p><span class="smcap">In</span> her intercourse with the De Moltons, Lady Westhope observed that +they seldom addressed each other; and that, in speaking of her husband, +Blanche invariably called him Captain De Molton, instead of Frank, as +she had formerly done; and that De Molton also, when speaking of his +wife, added the title to her name, and even occasionally addressed her +as "Lady" Blanche.</p> + +<p>These were trifles, but yet they indicated much. Though grieved for her +cousin's sake, Lady Westhope's reflections served to reconcile her to +her own fate, and to confirm her in her opinion that</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Every black must have its white,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And every sweet its sour,</span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_397">[Pg 397]</span></p> + +<p>and that true wisdom consists in dwelling on the "sweets" of one's +own peculiar lot, and striving to forget the "sours;" and though for +herself she would still have chosen Blanche's trials rather than her +own, it might be that she knew her own, and was not so well versed +in Lady Blanche's. Yet her character was better fitted for Blanche's +situation: she had more decision, more strength of mind, more +pride,—not worldly pride, but pride of soul to persevere in the path +which she had once chalked out for herself.</p> + +<p>De Molton had keenly and painfully felt the coolness which had for +months, nay almost years, been gradually increasing between them; and +he was still more deeply wounded when she nearly confessed, or at least +did not deny, her regret at having rejected Lord Glenrith for him. +He could have found excuses for anything else. The pride of man, the +tenderness of the husband, the sensitiveness of the individual, were +all touched in the tenderest point.</p> + +<p>"Could this," he thought, "be the same creature who was such a +contemner of worldly wealth, so ardent a votary of love in a cottage, +such an enthusiast for the pleasures of nature?" Alas! for poor +Blanche! it was love in a lodging-house, not love in a cottage, that +she had tried; and as to the pleasures of nature, the dusty suburbs of +a country town are scarcely "the country" to a person brought up in the +midst of an extensive park, in a wild and woody country.</p> + +<p>De Molton recollected how, out of consideration for her, he had +concealed his own feelings at Paris; how scrupulously he had avoided +interfering with the more brilliant prospects which were opening before +her; how, far from taking advantage of her unguarded confession of +preference, he had banished himself from his native land; how, though +hopeless, he had remained constant to her image for three long years; +how, when he found her free, he had hastened to throw himself at her +feet; how, without murmuring or repining, he gladly endured privations, +the same that she did, and thought himself only too well rewarded if +she would cheer their humble home with a smile. He thought over all +these things, and he felt himself the most injured of men. Did he not +deny himself every indulgence? Did he not even refuse himself the +satisfaction of asking a friend to share his morsel?—the most galling +self-denial enjoined by absolute poverty!<span class="pagenum" id="Page_398">[Pg 398]</span> Did not the responsibility +of providing for their children weigh upon his mind? Was it not his +duty to look forward to the time when education must commence; when +boys must be sent to school, when girls must have masters? What parent +will set down contented under the notion that his children will not be +fitted by manners and education to move in the sphere in which they +were born?—None, who are not without that commonest and strongest +feeling in all created beings, parental affection—or who are not +without the power of reflection! And how were these expenses to be met? +How, but by increased economy on their part?</p> + +<p>Such were the cares which pressed on De Molton's mind. How much better +would it have been had he fairly communicated them all to his wife; had +he frankly counselled with her upon the best plan to be pursued; had he +openly laid before her his actual income, his actual expenses! But the +constitutional reserve to which we have alluded prevented his pursuing +this course.</p> + +<p>It was most painful to him to refuse any of her wishes, and the very +pain it gave him imparted to his manner of doing so a certain harshness +which prevented Blanche from entering into his views. Her resistance to +his views, or her martyr-like acquiescence in them, rendered him still +less communicative, when, perhaps, had he pursued a more open line of +conduct, a person who married with such good intentions as she did +(though with little knowledge of things as they are) might have been +led to suggest the very sacrifices at which she repined when they were +demanded as a right.</p> + +<p>Each succeeding day seemed to widen the breach between them. This +result of a love-match afforded the materials for many a bad jest among +some who called themselves their friends, while others saw nothing +entertaining in the wreck of happiness to two people possessing many +amiable qualities, though neither of them might be faultless. Some +pitied Lady Blanche for having such a harsh and ungrateful tyrant for a +husband; and some felt for the noble, uncompromising De Molton, whose +home was evidently rendered miserable by a wilful, discontented wife. +Some predicted a separation: some predicted that, beautiful as was Lady +Blanche, and tired as she was of her home, the time would arrive when +she would be induced to leave it, for one more brilliant, though less +respectable;—although<span class="pagenum" id="Page_399">[Pg 399]</span> her manners were now so reserved, so decorous, +a few years, and people would see the difference; a woman who had once +loved so passionately, would not remain contented to pass her life from +the age of twenty-eight in a state of cold indifference, if not of +absolute dislike.</p> + +<p>But those who thus prognosticated, proved uninspired prophets. +Affection was still deep-rooted in both their hearts. The noxious +weeds of petty grievances had choked, but not destroyed, the goodly +plant. It still retained sufficient life, when moistened by the waters +of affliction, to spring up with renewed vigour, and overcome in its +growth the weeds which had almost stifled it.</p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XIX.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And dearer seems each dawning smile</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For having lost its light awhile.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><i>Lalla Rookh.</i></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> illness of their children first awakened Blanche and De Molton to a +knowledge of their real feelings towards each other.</p> + +<p>The children caught the measles, a complaint which had at that period +proved peculiarly fatal. The eldest girl, who was at that most engaging +of all ages, when, without losing the graces of infancy, the mind opens +into companionship, became alarmingly ill. In their tender assiduity by +the little bed of the sufferer, all feelings of asperity, all feelings +of coldness, were quickly forgotten.</p> + +<p>Together they watched with intense anxiety, together they listened to +the short and frequent cough; one held the cup of cooling beverage +with which the other moistened the parched lips of their child. No! +it is not possible that parents can bend over the sick bed of their +first born,—the creature equally dear to both,—the creature whose +first accents of tenderness have been framed to utter their names,—the +creature whose first emotions of love have been for them, whose first +notions of right and wrong they have together laboured to form!—no! +they cannot bend over the sick bed of this loved creature, and harbour +any recollection of former unkindness. The impression may fade away; +new causes of irritation may subsequently<span class="pagenum" id="Page_400">[Pg 400]</span> arise; but, for the time +being, surely it is impossible that any but feelings of affection can +find a place in their hearts.</p> + +<p>With Blanche and De Molton all that had ever passed was utterly wiped +away, as, with the sickening dread of hearing their worst fears +confirmed, they followed the physician from the sick chamber. They +scarcely knew in what terms to couch the dreadful question to which +they feared to receive a still more dreadful answer,—that question +which is asked in a broken and quivering voice, but sometimes with a +faint smile assumed to re-assure the questioner,—that question which +is oftener put in the form of an assertion, "You do not think there is +any danger."</p> + +<p>"Why, certainly, our little patient is in a very uncomfortable state," +replied the physician, who considered it his duty to prepare the +parents for the event which he thought only too probable.</p> + +<p>The false hollow smile faded from the countenance of the agonised +father: he knit his brows, and bit his compressed lip, till the blood +almost started; but Blanche, worn out with fatigue and agitation, his +poor Blanche, unable to meet this death-blow to her hopes, staggered +towards him for support, and the husband mastered the feelings of the +father, to sustain her fainting form, to soothe her more over-whelming +agonies.</p> + +<p>There are sufferings on which it is painful to dwell,—sufferings too +real, too true, too common,—sufferings which have been often endured, +and which, alas! many have in store for them,—sufferings which equal +in intensity any of which human nature is capable.</p> + +<p>For two days and two nights did they watch each varying symptom, count +with trembling accuracy the minutes, the seconds, which were passed in +undisturbed repose, and listen with painful rapture to the sweet voice, +the plaintive and endearing "papa," "mamma," which the poor child often +uttered, when, in the restlessness of illness, she wanted, she knew not +what.</p> + +<p>How sad and painful an effort was it to veil under a semblance of +playfulness the anxiety which consumed them, while they attempted to +amuse the infant sufferer! to tell her childish tales, in a gay tone +of voice, while the heart was bursting! to smooth the brow, to affect +a smile! How often during these<span class="pagenum" id="Page_401">[Pg 401]</span> two long days, these two interminable +nights, did Blanche reflect upon her folly and her ingratitude!—her +folly in not enjoying to the uttermost the happiness which, a few short +days before, was within her reach,—her ingratitude to Providence for +the blessings till then vouchsafed to her!</p> + +<p>A horrible chill ran through her!—perhaps it was this very ingratitude +which had deserved so severe a chastisement. How did she now wonder +that petty annoyances should have so ruffled her! What to her were +now the sneers of Stapleford, the pity of the world, the absence of +elegancies, of comforts! Dry bread to eat, a shelter from the weather, +and her children once more healthy, now appeared to her the summit of +earthly happiness.</p> + +<p>De Molton, too, when he beheld his still-loved Blanche bowed down with +grief, when he found her once more overflowing with tenderness to +himself, wondered how he could ever have imagined her to be estranged +from him, and he watched over her as tenderly as over his child.</p> + +<p>On the third day the physician perceived a slight improvement. He +allowed them to hope; and the revulsion of feeling, the unbounded +joy with which this permission was hailed by Blanche, alarmed him by +its vehemence. He attempted to qualify his opinion, but it was in +vain!—she was allowed to hope; and, stronger than reason, her ardent +nature made her jump to the delightful conclusion that her child was +safe.</p> + +<p>De Molton, fearful of a relapse, tried to subdue her raptures; but no +sooner had the physician left the room, than, throwing herself into his +arms, she exclaimed, "Our child will live, Frank! I know she will! She +will live, and we shall be happy—entirely, perfectly happy! Nothing +can ever make me unhappy again!"</p> + +<p>Short-sighted mortals! We little know what the next week, the next day, +the next hour, the next moment, may have in store for us!</p> + +<p>The hopes of Blanche, however, were not doomed on this occasion to be +disappointed: the little girl rapidly recovered; the other children had +the complaint mildly; and Blanche, indeed, thought herself beyond the +reach of misfortune. She felt gratitude, fervent gratitude, to Heaven +for its mercies; but affliction had not yet taught her to "rejoice in +trembling." She did not remember how, always, at all times, and in all<span class="pagenum" id="Page_402">[Pg 402]</span> +places, our happiness is in the hands of an all-wise, all-powerful, but +merciful Being, whose chastisements are dealt in pity.</p> + +<p>This truth was forced upon her mind when, just as the children were +convalescent, she saw her husband become listless and oppressed: she +heard him frequently cough, and she felt some alarm on his account.</p> + +<p>It had always been a matter of doubt whether a slight rash he had +in his boyhood was or was not the measles. He had never remembered +this doubt while attending his child, and it was not till he felt +unaccountably languid and suffering that he recollected he might +possibly have caught the infection.</p> + +<p>The suspicion which he then hinted to Blanche shot through her frame +with the conviction of impending woe; and when the physician confirmed +the fact, the agonizing, but not uncommon dread which often overtakes +those in affliction recurred to her mind with increased intensity. +Were their sorrows the visitations of an offended Providence, called +down upon their devoted heads by their own want of submission to its +decrees?—was she unworthy of a happiness which she had failed to +value?—was the moment come when her repinings and her discontent were +to be requited with a terrible retribution?</p> + +<p>Nothing that Doctor A. could utter was capable of reassuring her. She +shook her head mournfully, and redoubled her attentions to her husband. +When told that "she ought to place more reliance in that Power which +had raised her child from a much more desperate state of sickness," she +answered mournfully, "I do not deserve it."</p> + +<p>"We none of us deserve the mercies we meet with," replied the +kind-hearted physician: "if we were dealt with according to our merits, +well might we all despair." For a few moments such arguments would +cheer her, but again she would relapse into despondency; and when, +after some days, Dr. A. confessed that the pulse was very high—when +his tone of encouragement changed to one of consolation and condolence, +her spirit completely sunk—hope died away within her bosom.</p> + +<p>In what fearful array did her own faults towards him rise up against +her! How completely did she forget the little tone of harshness which +had once appeared to her to excuse and to justify her in disputing his +wishes and opposing his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_403">[Pg 403]</span> plans! She felt she could never do enough +to expiate her faults, that a whole life of devotion could scarcely +suffice to atone for them; and, extreme in everything, she now looked +upon herself as having been the most sinful of creatures.</p> + +<p>De Molton, whose affection had only been suspended, not destroyed, by +the coldness he had met with, now, when he found her tender, gentle, +and indefatigable, felt for her all, and more than he had ever felt +before. One day she had been tending him with even more than her usual +solicitude, when he said, "Thank you, Blanche; you are a kind and +excellent nurse; and it grieves me when I think to what a dreary home +of sickness, penury, and drudgery, I have been the means of bringing +you. Without me, you would have been now enjoying the splendour, the +brilliancy of your father's house, even supposing you had never deigned +to adorn any of the other happy homes which courted your acceptance. I +know that you have suffered much from the privations unavoidable in our +situation; you have at times thought me harsh; but indeed, my dearest +Blanche—my dear, dear wife, you do not know how much it has cost me to +refuse you anything on earth."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Frank! do not speak in that manner! I now know how unreasonable, +how ungrateful, I have been. Do not talk of what is past. Believe me, +you should not agitate yourself."</p> + +<p>"It will do me good to say what is upon my mind: it is possible I may +not recover."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Frank!" She looked at him reproachfully, as if he was unkind in +saying what it was so painful to hear.</p> + +<p>"Nay, do not cast at me so frightened and so accusing a glance. I am +not so very ill yet; and anticipating what is possible, will not make +it more probable. Dr. A. says there are still hopes."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Frank! I cannot bear it; indeed I cannot!"</p> + +<p>"Dearest love, if it should please God to take me from you, you must +bear it; and, what is more, you must exert yourself. You will be left +with four young children, and, I am sorry to say, with less than ever +to support them and yourself. I have ensured my life; but that could be +but to a small amount, though to the utmost I could succeed in saving. +It was this, as I thought, indispensable duty which contributed to +render us so very poor."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_404">[Pg 404]</span></p> + +<p>"Oh! you were doing everything that was right; and, indeed, if I had +known all, I think—I believe—I should have behaved better. I think, +if you had told me——"</p> + +<p>"I ought to have done so, perhaps. It was a kind of mistaken pride. +The whole thing was so distressing to me! I desired so ardently to +have been able to gratify every wish of your heart, that my spirit +rebelled at being able to gratify none. Still, my sense of duty and of +strong necessity made me resolve not to transgress one inch the line +of prudence I had marked out for myself. The more your notions seemed +unfitted for the fate we had embraced, the more I thought it my bounden +duty to resist them, and to impress upon you the plain naked truth of +our condition in life. I was wrong; I feel now that I was wrong. I +should have made you the partner of my thoughts and plans, as well as +of my affections."</p> + +<p>"No, no! it was not you who were to blame: you were all that was +admirable; yours was strict, uncompromising rectitude, firmness of +mind, everything that was manly and noble; while I!—oh, that I can +have so misjudged you!—oh, that I can have so wasted these past +years, which I now feel ought to have been years of such unmixed, such +unalloyed happiness!"</p> + +<p>"Now, when perhaps it is too late!" he added in a low faint voice; then +perceiving the expression of her countenance, he added, "but better +late than never, my love;" and he held out his hand to her, with a +smile half playful, half sad, attempting, as sick people often do, to +familiarize their own and the minds of their friends with the idea +of a final separation. He drew her hand towards him, and placing the +other upon it, he continued with earnestness and solemnity: "We have +been both to blame—both of us. When I am gone, do not torment yourself +with useless regrets, but remember what I now say—that I am conscious +of having been to blame on my part. If I had treated you with entire +confidence and openness, I might have won on your generous nature to +submit cheerfully to any privations. But I am reserved, I am proud. I +am at length aware of these constitutional faults; and I trust, if I +should be raised from this bed of sickness—if I should be spared to +you, dear Blanche—that I shall in future know my duty better, and that +I shall pursue it resolutely, and never again allow pride and reserve +to chill our intercourse."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_405">[Pg 405]</span></p> + +<p>"Oh, Frank, if we are but spared to each other, in spite of all outward +circumstances, we will be so very, very happy! But we will rejoice in +trembling. We are now too well aware how precarious is our happiness, +and we shall prize it the more from that very consciousness. We shall +learn to be grateful for the sterling blessings we possess."</p> + +<p>"And we shall know, my love, as I do now, that, when we meet death face +to face, those points only on which we have done our duty can afford +reflections in which there is any comfort,—those alone on which we +have failed to perform it can give unmitigated pain!"</p> + +<p>"Alas, alas! how much have I to repent of! Instead of making your +happiness, have I not caused you vexation and disappointment? Have I +always honoured, always obeyed you?—have I been really a helpmate to +you? Oh, Frank! forgive me! Indeed, indeed, I need your forgiveness; +and even that can never reconcile me to myself!"</p> + +<p>"Have you already forgotten my injunctions, my love? Remember what I so +earnestly wish to impress upon your mind,—that we have been both to +blame,—both."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, my good, kind, beloved husband,—thank you; and may God in +his mercy preserve you to guide my mind, and direct me in the path I +should go!—then I shall never err again."</p> + +<p>"A weak and erring mortal, like yourself, is a poor guide to lean upon, +dear Blanche; we must look within ourselves for the ardent and sincere +wish to do what is right, but we must seek from above the strength to +perform it. It is easy to know our duty; the difficulty is to persevere +in its performance."</p> + +<p>"I shall be able to persevere, with you to support me!"</p> + +<p>He looked upon her with an expression of unutterable tenderness and +pity, and pressed her hand in silence.</p> + +<p>The more the fear that they might be for ever parted grew upon her, the +less could she admit any allusion to it, the more did she cling to the +idea that their union was indissoluble.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_406">[Pg 406]</span></p> + + +<p class="center">CHAPTER XX.</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Some manne hath good, but chyldren hath he none;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Some manne hath both, but he can get none healthe.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Some hath all three, but up to honour's throne</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Can he not crepe by no manner of stelth.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To some she sendeth chyldren, riches, welthe,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Honour, worship, and reverence all his lyfe,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But yet she pyncheth him with a shrewde wyfe—</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 19em;">Be content</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">With such reward as Fortune hath you sent.</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Sir Thomas More.</span></span><br> +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">De Molton's</span> health remained for some weeks in a most precarious state, +during which period they had time and opportunity for opening their +whole hearts to each other.</p> + +<p>The religious sentiments which, although never before much called +forth, were latent in both their bosoms, were more fully developed; +and in sorrow, in fear, and in distress, the communion of feeling and +interchange of thought became more complete than in the earlier years +of their marriage.</p> + +<p>When he recovered—for he did recover,—they found themselves +thoroughly, entirely, and reasonably happy. The first time that he +came into the drawing-room, when she had arranged his arm-chair by the +fire, and drawn the narrow curtains, placed the table close to him, +and settled little Emma on a stool at his feet, she looked round with +delight, and could not help expressing that she thought the room an +exceedingly nice one, and that really a horse-hair sofa was not so very +uncomfortable.</p> + +<p>"Take care, Blanche," replied De Molton, playfully; "we must be happy +without deceiving ourselves: we must see things as they really are. +Do not, because you are glad to see me here, fancy this little room a +splendid apartment, or a horse-hair sofa a luxurious seat, lest the +moment of disenchantment should come. No, no! we will be happy in +spite of a bad room and wretched furniture; but we will indulge in no +visions."</p> + +<p>"How right you always are! All will go well, now you are recovering. +Yes, you will at last make me reasonable too: and you will teach me to +keep all my feelings, good as well as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_407">[Pg 407]</span> bad, under proper control! And +yet, I do not know how it is, the room does really look different in my +eyes; and I almost think I do not slip off the sofa as much as I used +to do!" He smiled at her again; and she laughed gaily at herself.</p> + +<p>As he gradually recovered, some friends were admitted to see him. Lady +Westhope rejoiced, not only at the restoration of his health, but at +the restoration of confidence between them. Mr. Stapleford pathetically +lamented that De Molton should have been taken ill in this horrid +nutshell, and asked when they should move to a more habitable part of +the town.</p> + +<p>"Not at all," answered Blanche.</p> + +<p>"You are not in earnest? What can you find to admire in this apartment, +dear Lady Blanche?"</p> + +<p>"Its cheapness," replied Blanche resolutely: "do you not know, Mr. +Stapleford, that we are very poor?"</p> + +<p>The courage to utter these few words would spare many persons many +moments of doubt, and hesitation, and awkwardness, and many unavailing +efforts to make an effect.</p> + +<p>Mr. Stapleford bowed with much respect, and a glance, which seemed +to say, "You have made a bad bargain! with your beauty, thus to have +thrown yourself away!"</p> + +<p>But his glance met that of Lady Blanche, which seemed to answer, "I am +very poor, but I do not repent my bargain."</p> + +<p>Blanche's object was no longer to make a decent appearance in the eyes +of others, but to render her husband's home happy. De Molton no longer +felt humbled at their poverty, when she no longer seemed affected +by it. He candidly detailed his expenditure and his plans: she took +great pains to dress her own hair, and soon acquired the proficiency +of a Mrs. Jones, or of a milliner's apprentice; she gaily sprung into +a Brighton fly with a bounding step, and willingly went into any +agreeable society that presented itself: and she found that, though no +longer the leader of fashion in point of dress, she was handsome and +agreeable enough to be equally sought and liked.</p> + +<p>In one of her tête-à-têtes with Lady Westhope, they were both +exclaiming at the worldliness of some mutual acquaintance, who courted +a woman whom no one esteemed or loved;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_408">[Pg 408]</span> whom no one thought either +agreeable or handsome, solely on account of her position in the world.</p> + +<p>"At least Frank and I have one comfort," exclaimed Blanche, in the +corner of whose heart there still lurked a remnant of vanity: "if +we are sought, it must be for our intrinsic merits. There can be no +interested motive in any attention or kindness that is shown to us; and +that is a reflection which puts one in better humour with one's self."</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered Lady Westhope; "and if we were so inclined, we might +moralize on this subject as well as on more serious ones. 'This is a +world of compensations,' as Lady Montreville says she has learned from +her old nurse. You remember Milly Roberts, who was always toddling +after her lovely children in St. James's Square? It is quite refreshing +when one is in London to converse with Milly Roberts, and hear good +sense, good feeling, and philosophy uttered so unconsciously. Lady +Montreville says she has taught her almost all she knows of right and +wrong; and, among other things, that we must not look for perfect +happiness in this world,—that the most fortunate are not without their +troubles, as she expresses it, nor the most unfortunate without their +own peculiar blessings. I have reasoned myself into a very respectable +degree of contentment, and I only hope that the sight of you and your +husband, as you now are, may not disturb my philosophical, and, I hope +I may add, religious view of my own fate, as much as the sight of you +three months ago tended to confirm and strengthen it."</p> + +<p>Blanche had time to prove that her cheerfulness under privation was +not the effort of a moment, but a resolution founded upon principle, +and persevered in from the same motive; and De Molton also had time +to prove that the tenderness of his wife had softened the sternness +which was the only flaw in his character; and to become as gentle as he +was firm in the performance of his duty; when an event occurred which +prevented their late-acquired virtues from being any longer put to so +severe a trial.</p> + +<p>By the death of a very rich godfather, De Molton became possessed of +a small independence. It was very small; but it enabled him to retire +on half-pay, till he might be wanted for the active service of his +country, and to take a small cottage<span class="pagenum" id="Page_409">[Pg 409]</span> in the immediate vicinity of +Cransley, where Blanche was able to realise her preconceived notions +of refined poverty and elegant indigence. They kept a cow, and their +butter equalled that at Temple Loseley; their cream was no longer blue +milk; they baked at home; and instead of a knocker on the door, they +had a bell with a respectable countrified sound. They had a garden, +a small one certainly; but its flowers were as bright as those at +Cransley, and the primroses decidedly blew a week earlier! They had a +veranda, and it did not darken the room much. In short, they had all +appliances and means to boot requisite for real happiness.</p> + +<p>They were enabled, while their children were so young, to lay by +something to assist in their education as they grew older; and they +began to think that Milly Roberts was wrong, and that some fortunate +people were without "their troubles," when Mr. Stapleford paid them a +morning visit from Cransley, and enlightened their minds as to the one +only point on which their fate might admit of amelioration.</p> + +<p>After expressing his astonishment at their not knowing all the +innumerable pieces of scandal which he retailed to them; at their +not having read all the new novels of the last spring; at their not +having seen the new actress, heard the last singer, visited the last +exhibition, and become intimate with the last brides of the season; he +exclaimed, "Why, dear Lady Blanche, you will let the grass grow over +your intellect, as you are letting it grow over the gravel before your +door! One can see by your road and your conversation that Cransley has +been uninhabited, and that Lady Westhope has been in London, while you +have been in the country, for the last six months!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, come and help us, Mr. Stapleford! we will soon get rid of the +weeds out of doors. Emma, fetch the gardening basket; Henry, bring your +old knife; Arthur, where is my rake? and Frank, if you will get the +roller, we will make our little bit of gravel quite nice before Lady +Westhope calls."</p> + +<p>"Of course I am <i>à vos ordres</i>, Lady Blanche; but, I assure you, +I shall be vastly more useful in polishing your mind than your garden. +People who ruralize all the year round, and cannot therefore be <i>au +courant</i> of what is going on in the world, should never let slip an +opportunity of instruction."</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_410">[Pg 410]</span></p> + +<p>"There is some truth in what you say," replied Blanche, as she looked +up from her labours, with sparkling eyes, and a complexion dazzling +in its brightness from the warmth of the day and the nature of her +employment: then shaking back her curls, she bade him seat himself on +the bench beneath the young acacia, and tell her "everything, about +everybody."</p> + +<p>"Well then, Lord D. did not propose, after all, to Miss C.; but set +off for Paris, just as the family was on the tip-toe of expectation, +thinking every double knock was the peer come to propose in person, and +every single knock was a special messenger bearing a written offer of +his hand and heart."</p> + +<p>"I did not know Miss C. was grown up: does she turn out pretty?"</p> + +<p>"Heavens! Lady Blanche, she has been out these two years! and everybody +thinks her quite gone off. She was pretty when the duke made such a +fuss with her at her first ball; but Mrs. L. thought it an insult to +her charms."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. L's charms! I thought she was so very plain!"</p> + +<p>"Plain! why, she has been a beauty these three years. Lady G. betted +Captain S. an amber-headed cane, to an ivory fan, that within a month +she would talk her into being a beauty: and she did so, in three +weeks and two days,—five days within the prescribed period. When +once Lady G. had given her a start, she had the ingenuity to keep it. +Her portrait now adorns the Annuals, and the Duke has worn her chains +for two years and a half.—But I must not linger here any longer, +or I shall be late at dinner. Good morning, dear Lady Blanche; your +simplicity is quite piquant, and absolutely refreshes me. You dine at +Cransley to-morrow, when I will finish rubbing the rust off your mind."</p> + +<p>That evening Lady Blanche remarked to De Molton: "The only little +drawback to our perfect happiness is, that certainly one does grow very +dull, and very stupid, knowing nothing that goes on in the world! Yet, +after all, how much better to be like you, than like Mr. Stapleford! +Yes, notwithstanding the grass that has grown over our minds, I do +believe ours is the happiest position in life,—that we have the fewest +troubles and the greatest number of blessings. I think I may now say +with truth, and without enthusiastic nonsense, that we are happier than +if we possessed the mines of Golconda. I told you so when we left Sir +Frederick Vyneton's villa after our<span class="pagenum" id="Page_411">[Pg 411]</span> honeymoon; and you then declared +how happy you should be if I said the same at the end of two years. +I could not have said so then; but I can now, after eight years of +marriage." We need not add that De Molton was indeed perfectly happy, +nor that he told his wife he was so.</p> + + +<p>THE END.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_412">[Pg 412]</span></p> +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + + +<div class="chapter"> +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">London</span>:</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;"><span class="smcap">Spottiswoodes</span> and <span class="smcap">Shaw</span>,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">New-street Square.</span><br> +</p> +</div> + +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75709 ***</div> +</body> +</html> + diff --git a/75709-h/images/cover.jpg b/75709-h/images/cover.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..7c2b520 --- /dev/null +++ b/75709-h/images/cover.jpg diff --git a/75709-h/images/image01.jpg b/75709-h/images/image01.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..207430d --- /dev/null +++ b/75709-h/images/image01.jpg diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b5dba15 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This book, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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