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The Elf +approached, and stood facing us. The sight was so unexpected and the +apparition so strange that we remained for some moments in startled +silence. At length my father, as the bolder and wiser man of the two, +and the more fitted to deal with the eerie things of another world, had +the audacity to step close up to the little creature, and, bending down +to examine its face, said, "What do you want, my pretty child?" + +Pretty child! Was it only a pretty child after all? Alas! it would be +well if all we mistake for fairies at the first glance could resolve +themselves only into pretty children. + +"Come," answered the child, with a foreign accent, and taking my father +by the lappet of his coat, "come, poor papa is so ill! I am frightened! +come, and save him." + +"Certainly," exclaimed my father, quickly. "Where's my hat, Sisty? +Certainly, my child; we will go and save papa." + +"But who is papa?" asked Pisistratus,--a question that would never have +occurred to my father. He never asked who or what the sick papas of +poor children were when the children pulled him by the lappet of his +coat. "Who is papa?" + +The child looked hard at me, and the big tears rolled from those large, +luminous eyes, but quite silently. At this moment a full-grown figure +filled up the threshold, and emerging from the shadow, presented to us +the aspect of a stout, well-favored young woman. She dropped a +courtesy, and then said, mincingly,-- + +"Oh, miss, you ought to have waited for me, and not alarmed the +gentlefolks by running upstairs in that way! If you please, sir, I was +settling with the cabman, and he was so imperent,--them low fellows +always are, when they have only us poor women to deal with, sir, and--" + +"But what is the matter?" cried I, for my father had taken the child in +his arms soothingly, and she was now weeping on his breast. + +"Why, you see, sir [another courtesy], the gent only arrived last night +at our hotel, sir,--the Lamb, close by Lunnun Bridge,--and he was taken +ill, and he's not quite in his right mind like; so we sent for the +doctor, and the doctor looked at the brass plate on the gent's carpet- +bag, sir, and then he looked into the 'Court Guide,' and he said, 'There +is a Mr. Caxton in Great Russell Street,--is he any relation?' and this +young lady said, 'That's my papa's brother, and we were going there.' +And so, sir, as the Boots was out, I got into a cab, and miss would come +with me, and--" + +"Roland--Roland ill! Quick, quick, quick!" cried my father, and with +the child still in his arms he ran down the stairs. I followed with his +hat, which of course he had forgotten. A cab, by good luck, was passing +our very door; but the chambermaid would not let us enter it till she +had satisfied herself that it was not the same she had dismissed. This +preliminary investigation completed, we entered and drove to the Lamb. + +The chambermaid, who sat opposite, passed the time in ineffectual +overtures to relieve my father of the little girl,--who still clung +nestling to his breast,--in a long epic, much broken into episodes, of +the causes which had led to her dismissal of the late cabman, who, to +swell his fare, had thought proper to take a "circumbendibus!"--and with +occasional tugs at her cap, and smoothings down of her gown, and +apologies for being such a figure, especially when her eyes rested on my +satin cravat, or drooped on my shining boots. + +Arrived at the Lamb, the chambermaid, with conscious dignity, led us up +a large staircase, which seemed interminable. As she mounted the region +above the third story, she paused to take breath and inform us, +apologetically, that the house was full, but that if the "gent" stayed +over Friday, he would be moved into No. 54, "with a look-out and a +chimbly." My little cousin now slipped from my father's arms, and, +running up the stairs, beckoned to us to follow. We did so, and were +led to a door, at which the child stopped and listened; then, taking off +her shoes, she stole in on tiptoe. We entered after her. + +By the light of a single candle we saw my poor uncle's face; it was +flushed with fever, and the eyes had that bright, vacant stare which it +is so terrible to meet. Less terrible is it to find the body wasted, +the features sharp with the great life-struggle, than to look on the +face from which the mind is gone,--the eyes in which there is no +recognition. Such a sight is a startling shock to that unconscious +habitual materialism with which we are apt familiarly to regard those we +love; for in thus missing the mind, the heart, the affection that sprang +to ours, we are suddenly made aware that it was the something within the +form, and not the form itself, that was so dear to us. The form itself +is still, perhaps, little altered; but that lip which smiles no welcome, +that eye which wanders over us as strangers, that ear which +distinguishes no more our voices,--the friend we sought is not there! +Even our own love is chilled back; grows a kind of vague, superstitious +terror. Yes, it was not the matter, still present to us, which had +conciliated all those subtle, nameless sentiments which are classed and +fused in the word "affection;" it was the airy, intangible, electric +something, the absence of which now appals us. + +I stood speechless; my father crept on, and took the hand that returned +no pressure. The child only did not seem to share our emotions, but, +clambering on the bed, laid her cheek on the breast, and was still. + +"Pisistratus," whispered my father at last, and I stole near, hushing my +breath,--"Pisistratus, if your mother were here!" + +I nodded; the same thought had struck us both. His deep wisdom, my +active youth, both felt their nothingness then and there. In the sick +chamber both turned helplessly to miss the woman. + +So I stole out, descended the stairs, and stood in the open air in a +sort of stunned amaze. Then the tramp of feet, and the roll of wheels, +and the great London roar, revived me. That contagion of practical life +which lulls the heart and stimulates the brain,--what an intellectual +mystery there is in its common atmosphere! In another moment I had +singled out, like an inspiration, from a long file of those ministrants +of our Trivia, the cab of the lightest shape and with the strongest +horse, and was on my way, not to my mother's, but to Dr. M-- H--, +Manchester Square, whom I knew as the medical adviser to the Trevanions. +Fortunately, that kind and able physician was at home, and he promised +to be with the sufferer before I myself could join him. I then drove to +Russell Street, and broke to my mother, as cautiously as I could, the +intelligence with which I was charged. + +When we arrived at the Lamb, we found the doctor already writing his +prescription and injunctions: the activity of the treatment announced +the clanger. I flew for the surgeon who had been before called in. +Happy those who are strange to that indescribable silent bustle which +the sick-room at times presents,--that conflict which seems almost hand +to hand between life and death,--when all the poor, unresisting, +unconscious frame is given up to the war against its terrible enemy the +dark blood flowing, flowing; the hand on the pulse, the hushed suspense, +every look on the physician's bended brow; then the sinapisms to the +feet, and the ice to the head; and now and then, through the lull of the +low whispers, the incoherent voice of the sufferer,--babbling, perhaps, +of green fields and fairyland, while your hearts are breaking! Then, at +length, the sleep,--in that sleep, perhaps, the crisis,--the breathless +watch, the slow waking, the first sane words, the old smile again, only +fainter, your gushing tears, your low "Thank God thank God!" + +Picture all this! It is past; Roland has spoken, his sense has +returned; my mother is leaning over him; his child's small hands are +clasped round his neck; the surgeon, who has been there six hours, has +taken up his hat, and smiles gayly as he nods farewell; and my father is +leaning against the wall, his face covered with his hands. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +All this had been so sudden that, to use the trite phrase,--for no other +is so expressive,--it was like a dream. I felt an absolute, an +imperious want of solitude, of the open air. The swell of gratitude +almost stifled me; the room did not seem large enough for my big heart. +In early youth, if we find it difficult to control our feelings, so we +find it difficult to vent them in the presence of others. On the spring +side of twenty, if anything affects us, we rush to lock ourselves up in +our room, or get away into the streets or the fields; in our earlier +years we are still the savages of Nature, and we do as the poor brute +does: the wounded stag leaves the herd, and if there is anything on a +dog's faithful heart, he slinks away into a corner. + +Accordingly, I stole out of the hotel and wandered through the streets, +which were quite deserted. It was about the first hour of dawn,--the +most comfortless hour there is, especially in London! But I only felt +freshness in the raw air, and soothing in the desolate stillness. The +love my uncle inspired was very remarkable in its nature; it was not +like that quiet affection with which those advanced in life must usually +content themselves, but connected with the more vivid interest that +youth awakens. There was in him still so much of viva, city and fire, +in his errors and crotchets so much of the self-delusion of youth, that +one could scarce fancy him other than young. Those Quixotic, +exaggerated notions of honor, that romance of sentiment which no +hardship, care, grief, disappointment, could wear away (singular in a +period when, at two and twenty, young men declare themselves blases!), +seemed to leave him all the charm of boyhood. A season in London had +made me more a man of the world, older in heart than he was. Then, the +sorrow that gnawed him with such silent sternness. No, Captain Roland +was one of those men who seize hold of your thoughts, who mix themselves +up with your lives. The idea that Roland should die,--die with the load +at his heart unlightened,--was one that seemed to take a spring out of +the wheels of nature, all object out of the aims of life,--of my life at +least. For I had made it one of the ends of my existence to bring back +the son to the father, and restore the smile, that must have been gay +once, to the downward curve of that iron lip. But Roland was now out of +danger; and yet, like one who has escaped shipwreck, I trembled to look +back on the danger past: the voice of the devouring deep still boomed in +my ears. While rapt in my reveries, I stopped mechanically to hear a +clock strike--four; and, looking round, I perceived that I had wandered +from the heart of the City, and was in one of the streets that lead out +of the Strand. Immediately before me, on the doorsteps of a large shop +whose closed shutters were as obstinate a stillness as if they had +guarded the secrets of seventeen centuries in a street in Pompeii, +reclined a form fast asleep, the arm propped on the hard stone +supporting the head, and the limbs uneasily strewn over the stairs. The +dress of the slumberer was travel-stained, tattered, yet with the +remains of a certain pretence; an air of faded, shabby, penniless +gentility made poverty more painful, because it seemed to indicate +unfitness to grapple with it. The face of this person was hollow and +pale, but its expression, even in sleep, was fierce and hard. I drew +near and nearer; I recognized the countenance, the regular features, the +raven hair, even a peculiar gracefulness of posture: the young man whom +I had met at the inn by the way-side, and who had left me alone with the +Savoyard and his mice in the churchyard, was before me. I remained +behind the shadow of one of the columns of the porch, leaning against +the area rails, and irresolute whether or not so slight an acquaintance +justified me in waking the sleeper, when a policeman, suddenly emerging +from an angle in the street, terminated my deliberations with the +decision of his practical profession; for he laid hold of the young +man's arm and shook it roughly: "You must not lie here; get up and go +home!" The sleeper woke with a quick start, rubbed his eyes, looked +round, and fixed them upon the policeman so haughtily that that +discriminating functionary probably thought that it was not from sheer +necessity that so improper a couch had been selected, and with an air of +greater respect he said, "You have been drinking, young man,--can you +find your way home?" + +"Yes," said the youth, resettling himself, "you see I have found it!" + +"By the Lord Harry!" muttered the policeman, "if he ben't going to sleep +again. Come, come, walk on; or I must walk you off." + +My old acquaintance turned round. "Policeman," said he, with a strange +sort of smile, "what do you think this lodging is worth,--I don't say +for the night, for you see that is over, but for the next two hours? +The lodging is primitive, but it suits me; I should think a shilling +would be a fair price for it, eh?" + +"You love your joke, sir," said the policeman, with a brow much relaxed, +and opening his hand mechanically. + +"Say a shilling, then; it is a bargain! I hire it of you upon credit. +Good night, and call me at six o'clock." + +With that the young man settled himself so resolutely, and the +policeman's face exhibited such bewilderment, that I burst out laughing, +and came from my hiding-place. + +The policeman looked at me. "Do you know this--this--" + +"This gentleman?" said I, gravely. "Yes, you may leave him to me;" and +I slipped the price of the lodging into the policeman's hand. He looked +at the shilling, he looked at me, he looked up the street and down the +street, shook his head, and walked off. I then approached the youth, +touched him, and said: "Can you remember me, sir; and what have you done +with Mr. Peacock?" + +Stranger (after a pause).--"I remember you; your name is Caxton." + +Pisistratus.--"And yours?" + +Stranger.--"Poor devil, if you ask my pockets,--pockets, which are the +symbols of man; Dare-devil, if you ask my heart. [Surveying me from +head to foot.] The world seems to have smiled on you, Mr. Caxton! Are +you not ashamed to speak to a wretch lying on the stones? but, to be +sure, no one sees you." + +Pisistratus (sententiously).--"Had I lived in the last century, I might +have found Samuel Johnson lying on the stones." + +Stranger (rising).--"You have spoilt my sleep: you had a right, since +you paid for the lodging. Let me walk with you a few paces; you need +not fear, I do not pick pockets--yet!" + +Pisistratus.--"You say the world has smiled on me; I fear it has frowned +on you. I don't say 'courage,' for you seem to have enough of that; but +I say 'patience,' which is the rarer quality of the two." + +Stranger.--"Hem! [again looking at me keenly.] Why is it that you stop +to speak to me,--one of whom you know nothing, or worse than nothing?" + +Pisistratus.--"Because I have often thought of you; because you interest +me; because--pardon me--I would help you if I can,--that is, if you want +help." + +Stranger.--"Want? I am one want! I want sleep, I want food; I want the +patience you recommend,--patience to starve and rot. I have travelled +from Paris to Boulogne on foot, with twelve sous in my pocket. Out of +those twelve sous in my pocket I saved four; with the four I went to a +billiard-room at Boulogne: I won just enough to pay my passage and buy +three rolls. You see I only require capital in order to make a fortune. +If with four sous I can win ten francs in a night, what could I win with +a capital of four sovereigns, and in the course of a year? That is an +application of the Rule of Three which my head aches too much to +calculate just at present. Well, those three rolls have lasted me three +days; the last crumb went for supper last night. Therefore, take care +how you offer me money (for that is what men mean by help). You see I +have no option but to take it. But I warn you, don't expect gratitude; +I have none in me!" + +Pisistratus.--"You are not so bad as you paint yourself. I would do +something more for you, if I can, than lend you the little I have to +offer. Will you be frank with me?" + +Stranger.--"That depends; I have been frank enough hitherto, I think." + +Pisistratus.--"True; so I proceed without scruple. Don't tell me your +name or your condition, if you object to such confidence; but tell me if +you have relations to whom you can apply? You shake your head. Well, +then, are you willing to work for yourself, or is it only at the +billiard-table--pardon me--that you can try to make four sous produce +ten francs?" + +Stranger (musing).--"I understand you. I have never worked yet,--I +abhor work. But I have no objection to try if it is in me." + +Pisistratus.--"It is in you. A man who can walk from Paris to Boulogne +with twelve sous in his pocket and save four for a purpose; who can +stake those four on the cool confidence in his own skill, even at +billiards; who can subsist for three days on three rolls; and who, on +the fourth day, can wake from the stones of a capital with an eye and a +spirit as proud as yours,--has in him all the requisites to subdue +fortune." + +Stranger.--"Do you work--you?" + +Pisistratus.--"Yes--and hard." + +Stranger.--"I am ready to work, then." + +Pisistratus.--"Good. Now, what can you do?" + +Stranger (with his odd smile).--"Many things useful. I can split a +bullet on a penknife; I know the secret tierce of Coulon, the fencing- +master; I can speak two languages (besides English) like a native, even +to their slang; I know every game in the cards; I can act comedy, +tragedy, farce; I can drink down Bacchus himself; I can make any woman I +please in love with me,--that is, any woman good for nothing. Can I +earn a handsome livelihood out of all this,--wear kid gloves and set up +a cabriolet? You see my wishes are modest!" + +Pisistratus.--"You speak two languages, you say, like a native,--French, +I suppose, is one of them?" + +Stranger.--"Yes." + +Pisistratus.--"Will you teach it?" + +Stranger (haughtily). "No. Je suis gentilhomme, which means more or +less than a gentleman. Gentilhomme means well born, because free born; +teachers are slaves!" + +Pisistratus (unconsciously imitating Mr. Trevanion).--"Stuff!" + +Stranger (looks angry, and then laughs).--"Very true; stilts don't suit +shoes like these! But I cannot teach. Heaven help those I should +teach! Anything else?" + +Pisistratus.--"Anything else!--you leave me a wide margin. You know +French thoroughly,--to write as well as speak? That is much. Give me +some address where I can find you,--or will you call on me?" + +Stranger.--"No! Any evening at dusk I will meet you. I have no address +to give, and I cannot show these rags at another man's door." + +Pisistratus.--"At nine in the evening, then, and here in the Strand, on +Thursday next. I may then have found some thing that will suit you. +Meanwhile--" slides his purse into the Stranger's hand. N. B.--Purse +not very full. + +Stranger, with the air of one conferring a favor, pockets the purse; and +there is something so striking in the very absence of all emotion at so +accidental a rescue from starvation that Pisistratus exclaims,-- + +"I don't know why I should have taken this fancy to you, Mr. Dare-devil, +if that be the name that pleases you best. The wood you are made of +seems cross-grained, and full of knots; and yet, in the hands of a +skilful carver, I think it would be worth much." + +Stranger (startled).--"Do you? Do you? None, I believe, ever thought +that before. But the same wood, I suppose, that makes the gibbet could +make the mast of a man-of-war. I tell you, however, why you have taken +this fancy to me,--the strong sympathize with the strong. You, too, +could subdue fortune!" + +Pisistratus.--"Stop! If so, if there is congeniality between us, then +liking should be reciprocal. Come, say that; for half my chance of +helping you is in my power to touch your heart." + +Stranger (evidently softened).--"If I were as great a rogue as I ought +to be, my answer would be easy enough. As it is, I delay it. Adieu.-- +On Thursday." + +Stranger vanishes in the labyrinth of alleys round Leicester Square. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +On my return to the Lamb, I found that my uncle was in a soft sleep; and +after a morning visit from the surgeon, and his assurance that the fever +was fast subsiding, and all cause for alarm was gone, I thought it +necessary to go back to Trevanion's house and explain the reason for my +night's absence. But the family had not returned from the country. +Trevanion himself came up for a few hours in the afternoon, and seemed +to feel much for my poor uncle's illness. Though, as usual, very busy, +he accompanied me to the Lamb to see my father and cheer him up. Roland +still continued to mend, as the surgeon phrased it; and as we went back +to St. James's Square, Trevanion had the consideration to release me +from my oar in his galley for the next few days. My mind, relieved from +my anxiety for Roland, now turned to my new friend. It had not been +without an object that I had questioned the young man as to his +knowledge of French. Trevanion had a large correspondence in foreign +countries which was carried on in that language; and here I could be but +of little help to him. He himself, though he spoke and wrote French +with fluency and grammatical correctness, wanted that intimate knowledge +of the most delicate and diplomatic of all languages to satisfy his +classical purism. + +For Trevanion was a terrible word-weigher. His taste was the plague of +my life and his own. His prepared speeches (or rather perorations) were +the most finished pieces of cold diction that could be conceived under +the marble portico of the Stoics,--so filed and turned, trimmed and +tamed, that they never admitted a sentence that could warm the heart, or +one that could offend the ear. He had so great a horror of a vulgarism +that, like Canning, he would have made a periphrasis of a couple of +lines to avoid using the word "cat." It was only in extempore speaking +that a ray of his real genius could indiscreetly betray itself. One may +judge what labor such a super-refinement of taste would inflict upon a +man writing in a language not his own to some distinguished statesman or +some literary institution,--knowing that language just well enough to +recognize all the native elegances he failed to attain. Trevanion at +that very moment was employed upon a statistical document intended as a +communication to a Society at Copenhagen of which he was all honorary +member. It had been for three weeks the torment of the whole house, +especially of poor Fanny (whose French was the best at our joint +disposal). But Trevanion had found her phraseology too mincing, too +effeminate, too much that of the boudoir. Here, then, was an +opportunity to introduce my new friend and test the capacities that I +fancied he possessed. I therefore, though with some hesitation, led the +subject to "Remarks on the Mineral Treasures of Great Britain and +Ireland" (such was the title of the work intended to enlighten the +savants of Denmark); and by certain ingenious circumlocutions, known to +all able applicants, I introduced my acquaintance with a young gentleman +who possessed the most familiar and intimate knowledge of French, and +who might be of use in revising the manuscript. I knew enough of +Trevanion to feel that I could not reveal the circumstances under which +I had formed that acquaintance, for he was much too practical a man not +to have been frightened out of his wits at the idea of submitting so +classical a performance to so disreputable a scapegrace. As it was, +however, Trevanion, whose mind at that moment was full of a thousand +other things, caught at my suggestion, with very little cross- +questioning on the subject, and before he left London consigned the +manuscript to my charge. + +"My friend is poor," said I, timidly. + +"Oh! as to that," cried Trevanion, hastily, "if it be a matter of +charity, I put my purse in your hands; but don't put my manuscript in +his! If it be a matter of business, it is another affair; and I must +judge of his work before I can say how much it is worth,--perhaps +nothing!" + +So ungracious was this excellent man in his very virtues! + +"Nay," said I, "it is a matter of business, and so we will consider it." + +"In that case," said Trevanion, concluding the matter and buttoning his +pockets, "if I dislike his work,--nothing; if I like it,--twenty +guineas. Where are the evening papers?" and in another moment the +member of Parliament had forgotten the statist, and was pishing and +tutting over the "Globe" or the "Sun." + +On Thursday my uncle was well enough to be moved into our house; and on +the same evening I went forth to keep my appointment with the stranger. +The clock struck nine as we met. The palm of punctuality might be +divided between us. He had profited by the interval, since our last +meeting, to repair the more obvious deficiencies of his wardrobe; and +though there was something still wild, dissolute, outlandish, about his +whole appearance, yet in the elastic energy of his step and the resolute +assurance of his bearing there was that which Nature gives to her own +aristocracy: for, as far as my observation goes, what has been called +the "grand air" (and which is wholly distinct from the polish of manner +or the urbane grace of high breeding) is always accompanied, and perhaps +produced, by two qualities,--courage, and the desire of command. It is +more common to a half-savage nature than to one wholly civilized. +The Arab has it, so has the American Indian; and I suspect that it +was more frequent among the knights and barons of the Middle Ages +than it is among the polished gentlemen of the modern drawing-room. + +We shook hands, and walked on a few moments in silence; at length thus +commenced the Stranger,-- + +"You have found it more difficult, I fear, than you imagined, to make +the empty sack stand upright. Considering that at least one third of +those born to work cannot find it, why should I?" + +Pisistratus.--"I am hard-hearted enough to believe that work never fails +to those who seek it in good earnest. It was said of some man, famous +for keeping his word, that 'if he had promised you an acorn, and all the +oaks in England failed to produce one, he would have sent to Norway for +an acorn.' If I wanted work, and there was none to be had in the Old +World, I would find my way to the New. But to the point: I have found +something for you, which I do not think your taste will oppose, and +which may open to you the means of an honorable independence. But I +cannot well explain it in the streets: where shall we go?" + +Stranger (after some hesitation).--"I have a lodging near here which I +need not blush to take you to,--I mean, that it is not among rogues and +castaways." + +Pisistratus (much pleased, and taking the stranger's arm).--"Come, +then." + +Pisistratus and the stranger pass over Waterloo Bridge and pause before +a small house of respectable appearance. Stranger admits them both with +a latch-key, leads the way to the third story, strikes a light, and does +the honors to a small chamber, clean and orderly. Pisistratus explains +the task to be done, and opens the manuscript. The stranger draws his +chair deliberately towards the light and runs his eye rapidly over the +pages. Pisistratus trembles to see him pause before a long array of +figures and calculations. Certainly it does not look inviting; but, +pshaw! it is scarcely a part of the task, which limits itself to the +mere correction of words. + +Stranger (briefly).--"There must be a mistake here--stay!--I see--" (He +turns back a few pages and corrects with rapid precision an error in a +somewhat complicated and abstruse calculation.) + +Pisistratus (surprised).--"You seem a notable arithmetician." + +Stranger.--"Did I not tell you that I was skilful in all games of +mingled skill and chance? It requires an arithmetical head for that: a +first-rate card-player is a financier spoilt. I am certain that you +never could find a man fortunate on the turf or at the gaining-table who +had not an excellent head for figures. Well, this French is good +enough, apparently; there are but a few idioms, here and there, that, +strictly speaking, are more English than French. But the whole is a +work scarce worth paying for!" + +Pisistratus.--"The work of the head fetches a price not proportioned to +the quantity, but the quality. When shall I call for this?" + +Stranger.--"To-morrow." (And he puts the manuscript away in a drawer.) + +We then conversed on various matters for nearly an hour; and my +impression of this young man's natural ability was confirmed and +heightened. But it was an ability as wrong and perverse in its +directions or instincts as a French novelist's. He seemed to have, to a +high degree, the harder portion of the reasoning faculty, but to be +almost wholly without that arch beautifier of character, that sweet +purifier of mere intellect,--the imagination; for though we are too much +taught to be on our guard against imagination, I hold it, with Captain +Roland, to be the divinest kind of reason we possess, and the one that +leads us the least astray. In youth, indeed, it occasions errors, but +they are not of a sordid or debasing nature. Newton says that one final +effect of the comets is to recruit the seas and the planets by a +condensation of the vapors and exhalations therein; and so even the +erratic flashes of an imagination really healthful and vigorous deepen +our knowledge and brighten our lights; they recruit our seas and our +stars. Of such flashes my new friend was as innocent as the sternest +matter-of-fact person could desire. Fancies he had in profusion, and +very bad ones; but of imagination not a scintilla! His mind was one of +those which live in a prison of logic, and cannot, or will not, see +beyond the bars such a nature is at once positive and sceptical. This +boy had thought proper to decide at once on the numberless complexities +of the social world from his own harsh experience. + +With him the whole system was a war and a cheat. If the universe were +entirely composed of knaves, he would be sure to have made his way. Now +this bias of mind, alike shrewd and unamiable, might be safe enough if +accompanied by a lethargic temper; but it threatened to become terrible +and dangerous in one who, in default of imagination, possessed abundance +of passion: and this was the case with the young outcast. Passion, in +him, comprehended many of the worst emotions which militate against +human happiness. You could not contradict him but you raised quick +choler; you could not speak of wealth, but the cheek paled with gnawing +envy. The astonishing natural advantages of this poor boy his beauty, +his readiness, the daring spirit that breathed around him like a fiery +atmosphere--had raised his constitutional self-confidence into an +arrogance that turned his very claims to admiration into prejudices +against him. Irascible, envious, arrogant,--bad enough, but not the +worst, for these salient angles were all varnished over with a cold, +repellent cynicism,--his passions vented themselves in sneers. There +seemed in him no moral susceptibility, and, what was more remarkable in +a proud nature, little or nothing of the true point of honor. He had, +to a morbid excess, that desire to rise which is vulgarly called +"ambition," but no apparent wish for fame or esteem or the love of his +species; only the hard wish to succeed, not shine, not serve,--succeed, +that he might have the right to despise a world which galled his self- +conceit, and enjoy the pleasures which the redundant nervous life in him +seemed to crave. Such were the more patent attributes of a character +that, ominous as it was, yet interested me, and yet appeared to me to be +redeemable,--nay, to have in it the rude elements of a certain +greatness. Ought we not to make something great out of a youth, under +twenty, who has, in the highest degree, quickness to conceive and +courage to execute? On the other hand, all faculties that can make +greatness, contain those that can attain goodness. In the savage +Scandinavian or the ruthless Frank lay the germs of a Sidney or a +Bayard. What would the best of us be if he were suddenly placed at war +with the whole world? And this fierce spirit was at war with the whole +world,--a war self-sought, perhaps, but it was war not the less. You +must surround the savage with peace, if you want the virtues of peace. + +I cannot say that it was in a single interview and conference that I +came to these convictions; but I am rather summing up the impressions +which I received as I saw more of this person, whose destiny I presumed +to take under my charge. + +In going away, I said, "But at all events you have a name in your +lodgings: whom am I to ask for when I call tomorrow?" + +"Oh! you may know my name now," said he smiling, "it is Vivian,--Francis +Vivian." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +I remember one morning, when a boy, loitering by an old wall to watch +the operations of a garden spider whose web seemed to be in great +request. When I first stopped, she was engaged very quietly with a fly +of the domestic species, whom she managed with ease and dignity. But +just when she was most interested in that absorbing employment came a +couple of May-flies, and then a gnat, and then a blue-bottle,--all at +different angles of the web. Never was a poor spider so distracted by +her good fortune! She evidently did not know which godsend to take +first. The aboriginal victim being released, she slid half-way towards +the May-flies; then one of her eight eyes caught sight of the blue- +bottle, and she shot off in that direction,--when the hum of the gnat +again diverted her; and in the middle of this perplexity, pounce came a +young wasp in a violent passion! Then the spider evidently lost her +presence of mind; she became clean demented; and after standing, stupid +and stock-still, in the middle of her meshes for a minute or two, she +ran off to her hole as fast as she could run, and left her guests to +shift for themselves. I confess that I am somewhat in the dilemma of +the attractive and amiable insect I have just described. I got on well +enough while I had only my domestic fly to see after. But now that +there is something fluttering at every end of my net (and especially +since the advent of that passionate young wasp, who is fuming and +buzzing in the nearest corner), I am fairly at a loss which I should +first grapple with; and alas! unlike the spider, I have no hole where I +can hide myself, and let the web do the weaver's work. But I will +imitate the spider as far as I can; and while the rest hum and struggle +away their impatient, unnoticed hour, I will retreat into the inner +labyrinth of my own life. + +The illness of my uncle and my renewed acquaintance with Vivian had +naturally sufficed to draw my thoughts from the rash and unpropitious +love I had conceived for Fanny Trevanion. During the absence of the +family from London (and they stayed some time longer than had been +expected), I had leisure, however, to recall my father's touching +history, and the moral it had so obviously preached to me; and I formed +so many good resolutions that it was with an untrembling hand that I +welcomed Miss Trevanion at last to London, and with a firm heart that I +avoided, as much as possible, the fatal charm of her society. The slow +convalescence of my uncle gave me a just excuse to discontinue our +rides. What time Trevanion spared me, it was natural that I should +spend with my family. I went to no balls nor parties; I even absented +myself from Trevanion's periodical dinners. Miss Trevanion at first +rallied me on my seclusion, with her usual lively malice. But I +continued worthily to complete my martyrdom. I took care that no +reproachful look at the gayety that wrung my soul should betray my +secret. Then Fanny seemed either hurt or disdainful, and avoided +altogether entering her father's study; all at once, she changed her +tactics, and was seized with a strange desire for knowledge, which +brought her into the room to look for a book, or ask a question, ten +times a day. I was proof to all. But, to speak truth, I was profoundly +wretched. Looking back now, I am dismayed at the remembrance of my own +sufferings: my health became seriously affected; I dreaded alike the +trial of the day and the anguish of the night. My only distractions +were in my visits to Vivian and my escape to the dear circle of home. +And that home was my safeguard and preservative in that crisis of my +life; its atmosphere of unpretended honor and serene virtue strengthened +all my resolutions; it braced me for my struggles against the strongest +passion which youth admits, and counteracted the evil vapors of that air +in which Vivian's envenomed spirit breathed and moved. Without the +influence of such a home, if I had succeeded in the conduct that probity +enjoined towards those in whose house I was a trusted guest, I do not +think I could have resisted the contagion of that malign and morbid +bitterness against fate and the world which love, thwarted by fortune, +is too inclined of itself to conceive, and in the expression of which +Vivian was not without the eloquence that belongs to earnestness, +whether in truth or falsehood. But, somehow or other, I never left the +little room that contained the grand suffering in the face of the +veteran soldier, whose lip, often quivering with anguish, was never +heard to murmur, and the tranquil wisdom which had succeeded my father's +early trials (trials like my own), and the loving smile on my mother's +tender face, and the innocent childhood of Blanche (by which name the +Elf had familiarized herself to us), whom I already loved as a sister,-- +without feeling that those four walls contained enough to sweeten the +world, had it been filled to its capacious brim with gall and hyssop. + +Trevanion had been more than satisfied with Vivian's performance, he had +been struck with it; for though the corrections in the mere phraseology +had been very limited, they went beyond verbal amendments,--they +suggested such words as improved the thoughts; and besides that notable +correction of an arithmetical error which Trevanion's mind was formed to +over-appreciate, one or two brief annotations on the margin were boldly +hazarded, prompting some stronger link in a chain of reasoning, or +indicating the necessity for some further evidence in the assertion of a +statement. And all this from the mere natural and naked logic of an +acute mind, unaided by the smallest knowledge of the subject treated of! +Trevanion threw quite enough work into Vivian's hands, and at a +remuneration sufficiently liberal to realize my promise of an +independence. And more than once he asked me to introduce to him my +friend. But this I continued to elude,--Heaven knows, not from +jealousy, but simply because I feared that Vivian's manner and way of +talk would singularly displease one who detested presumption, and +understood no eccentricities but his own. + +Still, Vivian, whose industry was of a strong wing, but only for short +flights, had not enough to employ more than a few hours of the day, and +I dreaded lest he should, from very idleness, fall back into old habits +and re-seek old friendships. His cynical candor allowed that both were +sufficiently disreputable to justify grave apprehensions of such a +result; accordingly, I contrived to find leisure in my evenings to +lessen his ennui, by accompanying him in rambles through the gas-lit +streets, or occasionally, for an hour or so, to one of the theatres. + +Vivian's first care, on finding himself rich enough, had been bestowed +on his person; and those two faculties of observation and imitation +which minds so ready always eminently possess, had enabled him to +achieve that graceful neatness of costume peculiar to the English +gentleman. For the first few days of his metamorphosis traces indeed of +a constitutional love of show or vulgar companionship were noticeable; +but one by one they disappeared. First went a gaudy neckcloth, with +collars turned down; then a pair of spurs vanished; and lastly a +diabolical instrument that he called a cane--but which, by means of a +running bullet, could serve as a bludgeon at one end, and concealed a +dagger in the other--subsided into the ordinary walking-stick adapted to +our peaceable metropolis. A similar change, though in a less degree, +gradually took place in his manner and his conversation. He grew less +abrupt in the one, and more calm, perhaps more cheerful, in the other. +It was evident that he was not insensible to the elevated pleasure of +providing for himself by praiseworthy exertion, of feeling for the first +time that his intellect was of use to him creditably. + +A new world, though still dim--seen through mist and fog--began to dawn +upon him. + +Such is the vanity of us poor mortals that my interest in Vivian was +probably increased, and my aversion to much in him materially softened, +by observing that I had gained a sort of ascendancy over his savage +nature. When we had first suet by the roadside, and afterwards +conversed in the churchyard, the ascendancy was certainly not on my +side. But I now came from a larger sphere of society than that in which +he had yet moved. I had seen and listened to the first men in England. +What had then dazzled me only, now moved my pity. On the other hand, +his active mind could not but observe the change in me; and whether from +envy or a better feeling, he was willing to learn from me how to eclipse +me and resume his earlier superiority,--not to be superior chafed him. +Thus he listened to me with docility when I pointed out the books which +connected themselves with the various subjects incidental to the +miscellaneous matters on which he was employed. Though he had less of +the literary turn of mind than any one equally clever I had ever met, +and had read little, considering the quantity of thought he had acquired +and the show he made of the few works with which he had voluntarily made +himself familiar, he yet resolutely sat himself down to study; and +though it was clearly against the grain, I augured the more favorably +from tokens of a determination to do what was at the present irksome for +a purpose in the future. Yet whether I should have approved the purpose +had I thoroughly understood it, is another question. There were +abysses, both in his past life and in his character, which I could not +penetrate. There was in him both a reckless frankness and a vigilant +reserve: his frankness was apparent in his talk on all matters +immediately before us, in the utter absence of all effort to make +himself seem better than he was. His reserve was equally shown in the +ingenious evasion of every species of confidence that could admit me +into such secrets of his life as he chose to conceal where he had been +born, reared, and educated; how he came to be thrown on his own +resources; how he had contrived, how he had subsisted, were all matters +on which he had seemed to take an oath to Harpocrates, the god of +silence. And yet he was full of anecdotes of what he had seen, of +strange companions whom he never named, but with whom he had been +thrown. And, to do him justice, I remarked that though his precocious +experience seemed to have been gathered from the holes and corners, the +sewers and drains of life, and though he seemed wholly without dislike +to dishonesty, and to regard virtue or vice with as serene an +indifference as some grand poet who views them both merely as +ministrants to his art, yet he never betrayed any positive breach of +honesty in himself. He could laugh over the story of some ingenious +fraud that he had witnessed, and seem insensible to its turpitude; but +he spoke of it in the tone of an approving witness, not of an actual +accomplice. As we grew more intimate, he felt gradually, however, that +pudor, or instinctive shame, which the contact with minds habituated to +the distinctions between wrong and right unconsciously produces, and +such stories ceased. He never but once mentioned his family, and that +was in the following odd and abrupt manner:-- + +"Ah!" cried he one day, stopping suddenly before a print-shop, "how that +reminds me of my dear, dear mother." + +"Which?" said I, eagerly, puzzled between an engraving of Raffaelle's +"Madonna" and another of "The Brigand's Wife." + +Vivian did not satisfy my curiosity, but drew me on in spite of my +reluctance. + +"You loved your mother, then?" said I, after a pause. "Yes, as a whelp +may a tigress." + +"That's a strange comparison." + +"Or a bull-dog may the prize-fighter, his master! Do you like that +better?" + +"Not much; is it a comparison your mother would like?" + +"Like? She is dead!" said he, rather falteringly. + +I pressed his arm closer to mine. + +"I understand you," said he, with his cynic, repellent smile. "But you +do wrong to feel for my loss. I feel for it; but no one who cares for +me should sympathize with my grief." + +"Why?" + +"Because my mother was not what the world would call a good woman. I +did not love her the less for that. And now let us change the subject." + +"Nay; since you have said so much, Vivian, let me coax you to say on. +Is not your father living?" + +"Is not the Monument standing?" + +"I suppose so; what of that?" + +"Why, it matters very little to either of us; and my question answers +yours." + +I could not get on after this, and I never did get on a step further. I +must own that if Vivian did not impart his confidence liberally, neither +did he seek confidence inquisitively from me. He listened with interest +if I spoke of Trevanion (for I told him frankly of my connection with +that personage, though you may be sure that I said nothing of Fanny), +and of the brilliant world that my residence with one so distinguished +opened to me. But if ever, in the fulness of my heart, I began to speak +of my parents, of my home, he evinced either so impertinent an ennui or +assumed so chilling a sneer that I usually hurried away from him, as +well as the subject, in indignant disgust. Once especially, when I +asked him to let me introduce him to my father,--a point on which I was +really anxious, for I thought it impossible but that the devil within +him would be softened by that contact,--he said, with his low, scornful +laugh,-- + +"My dear Caxton, when I was a child I was so bored with 'Telemachus' +that, in order to endure it, I turned it into travesty." + +"Well?" + +"Are you not afraid that the same wicked disposition might make a +caricature of your Ulysses?" + +I did not see Mr. Vivian for three days after that speech; and I should +not have seen him then, only we met, by accident, under the Colonnade of +the Opera-House. Vivian was leaning against one of the columns, and +watching the long procession which swept to the only temple in vogue +that Art has retained in the English Babel. Coaches and chariots +blazoned with arms and coronets, cabriolets (the brougham had not then +replaced them) of sober hue but exquisite appointment, with gigantic +horses and pigmy "tigers," dashed on, and rolled off before him. Fair +women and gay dresses, stars and ribbons, the rank and the beauty of the +patrician world,--passed him by. And I could not resist the compassion +with which this lonely, friendless, eager, discontented spirit inspired +me, gazing on that gorgeous existence in which it fancied itself formed +to shine, with the ardor of desire and the despair of exclusion. +By one glimpse of that dark countenance, I read what was passing +within the yetdarker heart. The emotion might not be amiable, nor +the thoughts wise, yet were they unnatural? I had experienced something +of them,--not at the sight of gay-dressed people, of wealth and idleness, +pleasure and fashion, but when, at the doors of Parliament, men who have +won noble names, and whose word had weight on the destinies of glorious +England, brushed heedlessly by to their grand arena; or when, amidst the +holiday crowd of ignoble pomp, I had heard the murmur of fame buzz and +gather round some lordly laborer in art or letters: that contrast +between glory so near and yet so far, and one's own obscurity, of course +I had felt it,--who has not? Alas! many a youth not fated to be a +Themistocles will yet feel that the trophies of a Miltiades will not +suffer him to sleep! So I went up to Vivian and laid my hand on his +shoulder. + +"Ah!" said he, more gently than usual, "I am glad to see you, and to +apologize,--I offended you the other day. But you would not get very +gracious answers from souls in purgatory if you talked to them of the +happiness of heaven. Never speak to me about homes and fathers! +Enough! I see you forgive me. Why are you not going to the opera? You +can." + +"And you too, if you so please. A ticket is shamefully dear, to be +sure; still, if you are fond of music, it is a luxury you can afford." + +"Oh! you flatter me if you fancy the prudence of saving withholds me. I +did go the other night, but I shall not go again. Music!--when you go +to the opera, is it for the music?" + +"Only partially, I own; the lights, the scene, the pageant, attract me +quite as much. But I do not think the opera a very profitable pleasure +for either of us. For rich idle people, I dare say, it may be as +innocent an amusement as any other, but I find it a sad enervator." + +"And I just the reverse,--a horrible stimulant! Caxton, do you know +that, ungracious as it will sound to you, I am growing impatient of this +`honorable independence'? What does it lead to? Board, clothes, and +lodging,--can it ever bring me anything more?" + +"At first, Vivian, you limited your aspirations to kid gloves and a +cabriolet: it has brought the kid gloves already; by and by it will +bring the cabriolet!" + +"Our wishes grow by what they feed on. You live in the great world, you +can have excitement if you please it; I want excitement, I want the +world, I want room for my mind, man! Do you understand me?" + +"Perfectly, and sympathize with you, my poor Vivian; but it will all +come. Patience! as I preached to you while dawn rose so comfortless +over the streets of London. You are not losing time. Fill your mind; +read, study, fit yourself for ambition. Why wish to fly till you have +got your wings? Live in books now; after all, they are splendid +palaces, and open to us all, rich and poor." + +"Books, books! Ah! you are the son of a book-man. It is not by books +that men get on in the world, and enjoy life in the mean while." + +"I don't know that; but, my good fellow, you want to do both,--get on in +the world as fast as labor can, and enjoy life as pleasantly as +indolence may. You want to live like the butterfly, and yet have all +the honey of the bee; and, what is the very deuce of the whole, even as +the butterfly, you ask every flower to grow up in a moment; and, as a +bee, the whole hive must be stored in a quarter of an hour! Patience, +patience, patience!" + +Vivian sighed a fierce sigh. "I suppose," said he, after an unquiet +pause, "that the vagrant and the outlaw are strong in me, for I long to +run back to my old existence, which was all action, and therefore +allowed no thought." + +While he thus said, we had wandered round the Colonnade, and were in +that narrow passage in which is situated the more private entrance to +the opera: close by the doors of that entrance, two or three young men +were lounging. As Vivian ceased, the voice of one of these loungers +came laughingly to our ears. + +"Oh!" it said, apparently in answer to some question, "I have a much +quicker way to fortune than that: I mean to marry an heiress!" + +Vivian started, and looked at the speaker. He was a very good-looking +fellow. Vivian continued to look at him, and deliberately, from head to +foot; he then turned away with a satisfied and thoughtful smile. + +"Certainly," said I, gravely (construing the smile), "you are right +there: you are even better--looking than that heiress-hunter!" + +Vivian colored; but before he could answer, one of the loungers, as the +group recovered from the gay laugh which their companion's easy +coxcombry had excited, said,-- + +"Then, by the way, if you want an heiress, here comes one of the +greatest in England; but instead of being a younger son, with three good +lives between you and an Irish peerage, one ought to be an earl at least +to aspire to Fanny Trevanion!" + +The name thrilled through me, I felt myself tremble; and looking up, I +saw Lady Ellinor and Miss Trevanion, as they hurried from their carriage +towards the entrance of the opera. They both recognized me, and Fanny +cried,-- + +"You here! How fortunate! You must see us into the box, even if you +run away the moment after." + +"But I am not dressed for the opera," said I, embarrassed. + +"And why not?" asked Miss Trevanion; then, dropping her voice, she +added, "why do you desert us so wilfully?" and, leaning her hand on my +arm, I was drawn irresistibly into the lobby. The young loungers at the +door made way for us, and eyed me, no doubt, with envy. + +"Nay!" said I, affecting to laugh, as I saw Miss Trevanion waited for my +reply. "You forget how little time I have for such amusements now, and +my uncle--" + +"Oh, but mamma and I have been to see your uncle to-day, and he is +nearly well,--is he not, mamma? I cannot tell you how I like and admire +him. He is just what I fancy a Douglas of the old day. But mamma is +impatient. Well, you must dine with us to-morrow, promise! Not adieu, +but au revoir," and Fanny glided to her mother's arm. Lady Ellinor, +always kind and courteous to me, had good-naturedly lingered till this +dialogue, or rather monologue, was over. + +On returning to the passage, I found Vivian walking to and fro; he had +lighted his cigar, and was smoking energetically. "So this great +heiress," said he, smiling, "who, as far as I could see,--under her +hood,--seems no less fair than rich, is the daughter, I presume, of the +Mr. Trevanion, whose effusions you so kindly submit to me. He is very +rich, then! You never said so, yet I ought to have known it; but you +see I know nothing of your beau monde,--not even that Miss Trevanion is +one of the greatest heiresses in England." + +"Yes, Mr. Trevanion is rich," said I, repressing a sigh,--very rich." + +"And you are his secretary! My dear friend, you may well offer me +patience, for a large stock of yours will, I hope, be superfluous to +you." + +"I don't understand you." + +"Yet you heard that young gentleman, as well as myself and you are in +the same house as the heiress." + +"Vivian!" + +"Well, what have I said so monstrous?" + +"Pooh! since you refer to that young gentleman, you heard, too, what +his companion told him, 'one ought to be an earl, at least, to aspire to +Fanny Trevanion!'" + +"Tut! as well say that one ought to be a millionnaire to aspire to a +million! Yet I believe those who make millions generally begin with +pence." + +"That belief should be a comfort and encouragement to you, Vivian. And +now, good-night; I have much to do." + +"Good-night, then," said Vivian, and we parted. + +I made my way to Mr. Trevanion's house and to the study. There was a +formidable arrear of business waiting for me, and I sat down to it at +first resolutely; but by degrees I found my thoughts wandering from the +eternal blue-books, and the pen slipped from my hand in the midst of an +extract from a Report on Sierra Leone. My pulse beat loud and quick; I +was in that state of nervous fever which only emotion can occasion. The +sweet voice of Fanny rang in my ears; her eyes, as I had last met them, +unusually gentle, almost beseeching, gazed upon me wherever I turned; +and then, as in mockery, I heard again those words,--"One ought to be an +earl at least to aspire to-" Oh! did I aspire? Was I vain fool so +frantic, household traitor so consummate? No, no! Then what did I +under the same roof? Why stay to imbibe this sweet poison that was +corroding the very springs of my life? At that self-question, which, +had I been but a year or two older, I should have asked long before, a +mortal terror seized me; the blood rushed from my heart and left me +cold, icy cold. To leave the house, leave Fanny! Never again to see +those eyes, never to hear that voice! Better die of the sweet poison +than of the desolate exile! I rose, I opened the windows; I walked to +and fro the room; I could decide nothing, think of nothing; all my mind +was in an uproar. With a violent effort at self-mastery, I approached +the table again. I resolved to force myself to my task, if it were only +to re-collect my faculties and enable them to bear my own torture. I +turned over the books impatiently, when lo! buried amongst them, what +met my eye? Archly, yet reproachfully,--the face of Fanny herself! Her +miniature was there. It had been, I knew, taken a few days before by a +young artist whom Trevanion patronized. I suppose he had carried it +into his study to examine it, and so left it there carelessly. The +painter had seized her peculiar expression, her ineffable smile,--so +charming, so malicious; even her favorite posture,--the small head +turned over the rounded Hebe-like shoulder; the eye glancing up from +under the hair. I know not what change in my madness came over me; but +I sank on my knees, and, kissing the miniature again and again, burst +into tears. Such tears! I did not hear the door open, I did not see +the shadow steal ever the floor; a light hand rested on my shoulder, +trembling as it rested--I started. Fanny herself was bending over me! + +"What is the matter?" she asked tenderly. "What has happened? Your +uncle--your family--all well? Why are you weeping?" + +I could not answer; but I kept my hands clasped over the miniature, that +she might not see what they contained. + +"Will you not answer? Am I not your friend,--almost your sister? Come, +shall I call mamma?" + +"Yes--yes; go--go." + +"No, I will not go yet. What have you there? What are you hiding?" + +And innocently, and sister-like, those hands took mine; and so--and so-- +the picture became visible! There was a dead silence. I looked up +through my tears. Fanny had recoiled some steps, and her cheek was very +flushed, her eyes downcast. I felt as if I had committed a crime, as if +dishonor clung to me; and yet I repressed--yes, thank Heaven! I +repressed the cry that swelled from my heart and rushed to my lips: +"Pity me, for I love you!" I repressed it, and only a groan escaped +me,--the wail of my lost happiness! Then, rising, I laid the miniature +on the table, and said, in a voice that I believe was firm,-- + +"Miss Trevanion, you have been as kind as a sister to me, and therefore +I was bidding a brother's farewell to your likeness; it is so like you-- +this!" + +"Farewell!" echoed Fanny, still not looking up. + +"Farewell--sister! There, I have boldly said the word; for--for--" I +hurried to the door, and, there turning, added, with what I meant to be +a smile,--" for they say at home that I--I am not well; too much for me +this; you know, mothers will be foolish; and--and--I am to speak to your +father to-morrow; and-good-night! God bless you, Miss Trevanion!" + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CAXTONS, BY LYTTON, PART 8 *** + +********* This file should be named 7593.txt or 7593.zip ********** + +This eBook was produced by Pat Castevens +and David Widger + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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