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That generation which has gone before thee in +the path of the passions,--the generation of thy parents (not so many +years, perchance, remote from thine own),--how immovably far off, in its +still repose, it seems from thy turbulent youth! It has in it a +stillness as of a classic age, antique as the statues of the Greeks. +That tranquil monotony of routine into which those lives that preceded +thee have merged; the occupations that they have found sufficing for +their happiness, by the fireside, in the arm-chair and corner +appropriated to each,--how strangely they contrast thine own feverish +excitement! And they make room for thee, and bid thee welcome, and then +resettle to their hushed pursuits as if nothing had happened! Nothing +had happened! while in thy heart, perhaps, the whole world seems to +have shot from its axis, all the elements to be at war! And you sit +down, crushed by that quiet happiness which you can share no more, and +smile mechanically, and look into the fire; and, ten to one, you say +nothing till the time comes for bed, and you take up your candle and +creep miserably to your lonely room. + +Now, it in a stage-coach in the depth of winter, when three passengers +are warm and snug, a fourth, all besnowed and frozen, descends from the +outside and takes place amongst them, straightway all the three +passengers shift their places, uneasily pull up their cloak collars, re- +arrange their "comforters," feel indignantly a sensible loss of caloric: +the intruder has at least made a sensation. But if you had all the +snows of the Grampians in your heart, you might enter unnoticed; take +care not to tread on the toes of your opposite neighbor, and not a soul +is disturbed, not a "comforter" stirs an inch. I had not slept a wink, +I had not even lain down all that night,--the night in which I had said +farewell to Fanny Trevanion; and the next morning, when the sun rose, I +wandered out,--where I know not: I have a dim recollection of long, +gray, solitary streets; of the river, that seemed flowing in dull, +sullen silence, away, far away, into some invisible eternity; trees and +turf, and the gay voices of children. I must have gone from one end of +the great Babel to the other; for my memory only became clear and +distinct when I knocked, somewhere before noon, at the door of my +father's house, and, passing heavily up the stairs, came into the +drawing-room, which was the rendezvous of the little family; for since +we had been in London, my father had ceased to have his study apart, and +contented himself with what he called "a corner,"--a corner wide enough +to contain two tables and a dumb-waiter, with chairs a discretion all +littered with books. On the opposite side of this capacious corner sat +my uncle, now nearly convalescent, and he was jotting down, in his +stiff, military hand, certain figures in a little red account-book; for +you know already that my Uncle Roland was, in his expenses, the most +methodical of men. + +My father's face was more benign than usual, for before him lay a +proof,--the first proof of his first work--his one work--the Great Book! +Yes! it had positively found a press. And the first proof of your first +work--ask any author what that is! My mother was out, with the faithful +Mrs. Primmins, shopping or marketing, no doubt; so, while the brothers +were thus engaged, it was natural that my entrance should not make as +much noise as if it had been a bomb, or a singer, or a clap of thunder, +or the last "great novel of the season," or anything else that made a +noise in those days. For what makes a noise now,--now, when the most +astonishing thing of all is our easy familiarity with things astounding; +when we say, listlessly, "Another revolution at Paris," or, "By the by, +there is the deuce to do at Vienna!" when De Joinville is catching fish +in the ponds at Claremont, and you hardly turn back to look at +Metternich on the pier at Brighton! + +My uncle nodded and growled indistinctly; my father put aside his +books,--"you have told us that already." + +Sir, you are very much mistaken; it was not then that he put aside his +books, for he was not then engaged in them,--he was reading his proof. +And he smiled, and pointed to it (the proof I mean) pathetically, and +with a kind of humor, as much as to say: "What can you expect, +Pisistratus? My new baby in short clothes--or long primer, which is all +the same thing!" + +I took a chair between the two, and looked first at one, then at the +other. Heaven forgive me!--I felt a rebellious, ungrateful spite +against both. The bitterness of my soul must have been deep indeed to +have overflowed in that direction, but it did. The grief of youth is an +abominable egotist, and that is the truth. I got up from my chair and +walked towards the window; it was open, and outside the window was Mrs. +Primmins's canary, in its cage. London air had agreed with it, and it +was singing lustily. Now, when the canary saw me standing opposite to +its cage, and regarding it seriously, and, I have no doubt, with a very +sombre aspect, the creature stopped short, and hung its head on one +side, looking at me obliquely and suspiciously. Finding that I did it +no harm, it began to hazard a few broken notes, timidly and +interrogatively, as it were, pausing between each; and at length, as I +made no reply, it evidently thought it had solved the doubt, and +ascertained that I was more to be pitied than feared,--for it stole +gradually into so soft and silvery a strain that, I verily believe, it +did it on purpose to comfort me!--me, its old friend, whom it had +unjustly suspected. Never did any music touch me so home as did that +long, plaintive cadence. And when the bird ceased, it perched itself +close to the bars of the cage, and looked at me steadily with its +bright, intelligent eyes. I felt mine water, and I turned back and +stood in the centre of the room, irresolute what to do, where to go. My +father had done with the proof, and was deep in his folios. Roland had +clasped his red account-book, restored it to his pocket, wiped his pen +carefully, and now watched me from under his great beetle-brows. +Suddenly he rose, and stamping on the hearth with his cork leg, +exclaimed, "Look up from those cursed books, brother Austin! What is +there in your son's face? Construe that, if you can!" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +And my father pushed aside his books and rose hastily. He took off his +spectacles and rubbed them mechanically, but he said nothing, and my +uncle, staring at him for a moment, in surprise at his silence, burst +out,-- + +"Oh! I see; he has been getting into some scrape, and you are angry. +Fie! young blood will have its way, Austin, it will. I don't blame +that; it is only when--Come here, Sisty. Zounds! man, come here." + +My father gently brushed off the Captain's hand, and advancing towards +me, opened his arms. The next moment I was sobbing on his breast. + +"But what is the matter?" cried Captain Roland. "Will nobody say what +is the matter? Money, I suppose, money, you confounded extravagant +young dog. Luckily you have got an uncle who has more than he knows +what to do with. How much? Fifty?--a hundred?--two hundred? How can I +write the check if you'll not speak?" + +"Hush, brother! it is no money you can give that will set this right. +My poor boy! Have I guessed truly? Did I guess truly the other evening +when--" + +"Yes, sir, yes! I have been so wretched. But I am better now,--I can +tell you all." + +My uncle moved slowly towards the door; his fine sense of delicacy made +him think that even he was out of place in the confidence between son +and father. + +"No, uncle," I said, holding out my hand to him, "stay. You too can +advise me,--strengthen me. I have kept my honor yet; help me to keep it +still." + +At the sound of the word "honor," Captain Roland stood mute, and raised +his head quickly. + +So I told all,--incoherently enough at first, but clearly and manfully +as I went on. Now I know that it is not the custom of lovers to confide +in fathers and uncles. Judging by those mirrors of life, plays and +novels, they choose better,--valets and chambermaids, and friends whom +they have picked up in the street, as I had picked up poor Francis +Vivian: to these they make clean breasts of their troubles. But fathers +and uncles,--to them they are close, impregnable, "buttoned to the +chin." The Caxtons were an eccentric family, and never did anything +like other people. When I had ended, I lifted up my eyes and said +pleadingly, "Now tell me, is there no hope--none?" + +"Why should there be none?" cried Captain Roland, hastily--"the De +Caxtons are as good a family as the Trevanions; and as for yourself, all +I will say is, that the young lady might choose worse for her own +happiness." + +I wrung my uncle's hand, and turned to my father in anxious fear, for I +knew that, in spite of his secluded habits, few men ever formed a +sounder judgment on worldly matters, when he was fairly drawn to look at +them. A thing wonderful is that plain wisdom which scholars and poets +often have for others, though they rarely deign to use it for +themselves. And how on earth do they get at it? I looked at my father, +and the vague hope Roland had excited fell as I looked. + +"Brother," said he, slowly, and shaking his head, "the world, which +gives codes and laws to those who live in it, does not care much for a +pedigree, unless it goes with a title-deed to estates." + +"Trevanion was not richer than Pisistratus when he married Lady +Ellinor," said my uncle. + +"True, but Lady Ellinor was not then an heiress; and her father viewed +these matters as no other peer in England perhaps would. As for +Trevanion himself, I dare say he has no prejudices about station, but he +is strong in common-sense. He values himself on being a practical man. +It would be folly to talk to him of love, and the affections of youth. +He would see in the son of Austin Caxton, living on the interest of some +fifteen or sixteen thousand pounds, such a match for his daughter as no +prudent man in his position could approve. And as for Lady Ellinor--" + +"She owes us much, Austin!" exclaimed Roland, his face darkening. + +"Lady Ellinor is now what, if we had known her better, she promised +always to be,--the ambitious, brilliant, scheming woman of the world. +Is it not so, Pisistratus?" + +I said nothing,--I felt too much. + +"And does the girl like you? But I think it is clear she does!" +exclaimed Roland. "Fate, fate; it has been a fatal family to us! +Zounds! Austin, it was your fault. Why did you let him go there?" + +"My son is now a man,--at least in heart, if not in years can man be +shut from danger and trial? They found me in the old parsonage, +brother!" said my father, mildly. + +My uncle walked, or rather stumped, three times up and down the room; +and he then stopped short, folded his arms, and came to a decision,-- + +"If the girl likes you, your duty is doubly clear: you can't take +advantage of it. You have done right to leave the house, for the +temptation might be too strong." + +"But what excuse shall I make to Mr. Trevanion?" said I, feebly; "what +story can I invent? So careless as he is while he trusts, so +penetrating if he once suspects, he will see through all my subterfuges, +and--and--" + +"It is as plain as a pikestaff," said my uncle, abruptly, "and there +need be no subterfuge in the matter. 'I must leave you, +Mr. Trevanion.' 'Why?' says he. 'Don't ask me.' He insists. 'Well +then, sir, if you must know, I love your daughter. I have nothing, she +is a great heiress. You will not approve of that love, and therefore I +leave you!' That is the course that becomes an English gentleman. Eh, +Austin?" + +"You are never wrong when your instincts speak, Roland," said my father. +"Can you say this, Pisistratus, or shall I say it for you?" + +"Let him say it himself," said Roland, "and let him judge himself of the +answer. He is young, he is clever, he may make a figure in the world. +Trevanion may answer, 'Win the lady after you have won the laurel, like +the knights of old.' At all events you will hear the worst." + +"I will go," said I, firmly; and I took my hat and left the room. As I +was passing the landing-place, a light step stole down the upper flight +of stairs, and a little hand seized my own. I turned quickly, and met +the full, dark, seriously sweet eyes of my cousin Blanche. + +"Don't go away yet, Sisty," said she, coaxingly. "I have been waiting +for you, for I heard your voice, and did not like to come in and disturb +you." + +"And why did you wait for me, my little Blanche?" + +"Why! only to see you. But your eyes are red. Oh, cousin!" and before +I was aware of her childish impulse, she had sprung to my neck and +kissed me. Now Blanche was not like most children, and was very sparing +of her caresses. So it was out of the deeps of a kind heart that that +kiss came. I returned it without a word; and putting her down gently, +descended the stairs, and was in the streets. But I had not got far +before I heard my father's voice; and he came up, and hooking his arm +into mine, said, "Are there not two of us that suffer? Let us be +together!" I pressed his arm, and we walked on in silence. But when we +were near Trevanion's house, I said hesitatingly, "Would it not be +better, sir, that I went in alone? If there is to be an explanation +between Mr. Trevanion and myself, would it not seem as if your presence +implied either a request to him that would lower us both, or a doubt of +me that--" + +"You will go in alone, of course; I will wait for you--" + +"Not in the streets--oh, no! father," cried I, touched inexpressibly. +For all this was so unlike my father's habits that I felt remorse to +have so communicated my young griefs to the calm dignity of his serene +life. + +"My son, you do not know how I love you; I have only known it myself +lately. Look you, I am living in you now, my first-born; not in my +other son,--the Great Book: I must have my way. Go in; that is the +door, is it riot?" + +I pressed my father's hand, and I felt then, that while that hand could +reply to mine, even the loss of Fanny Trevanion could not leave the +world a blank. How much we have before us in life, while we retain our +parents! How much to strive and to hope for! what a motive in the +conquest of our sorrow, that they may not sorrow with us! + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +I entered Trevanion's study. It was an hour in which he was rarely at +home, but I had not thought of that; and I saw without surprise that, +contrary to his custom, he was in his arm-chair, reading one of his +favorite classic authors, instead of being in some committee-room of the +House of Commons. + +"A pretty fellow you are," said he, looking up, "to leave me all the +morning, without rhyme or reason! And my committee is postponed,-- +chairman ill. People who get ill should not go into the House of +Commons. So here I am looking into Propertius: Parr is right; not so +elegant a writer as Tibullus. But what the deuce are you about?--why +don't you sit down? Humph! you look grave; you have something to say,-- +say it!" + +And, putting down Propertius, the acute, sharp face of Trevanion +instantly became earnest and attentive. + +"My dear Mr. Trevanion," said I, with as much steadiness as I could +assume, "you have been most kind to me; and out of my own family there +is no man I love and respect more." + +Trevanion.--"Humph! What's all this? [In an undertone]--Am I going to +be taken in?" + +Pisistratus.--"Do not think me ungrateful, then, when I say I come to +resign my office,--to leave the house where I have been so happy" + +Trevanion.--"Leave the house! Pooh! I have over-tasked you. I will be +more merciful in future. You must forgive a political economist; it is +the fault of my sect to look upon men as machines." + +Pisistratus (smiling faintly).--"No, indeed; that is not it! I have +nothing to complain of, nothing I could wish altered; could I stay." + +Trevanion (examining me thoughtfully).--"And does your father approve of +your leaving me thus?" + +Pisistratus.--"Yes, fully." + +Trevanion (musing a moment).--"I see, he would send you to the +University, make you a book-worm like himself. Pooh! that will not do; +you will never become wholly a man of books,--it is not in you. Young +man, though I may seem careless, I read characters, when I please it, +pretty quickly. You do wrong to leave me; you are made for the great +world,--I can open to you a high career. I wish to do so! Lady Ellinor +wishes it,--nay, insists on it,--for your father's sake as well as +yours. I never ask a favor from ministers, and I never will. But" +(here Trevanion rose suddenly, and with an erect mien and a quick +gesture of his arm he added)--"but a minister can dispose as he pleases +of his patronage. Look you, it is a secret yet, and I trust to your +honor. But before the year is out, I must be in the Cabinet. Stay with +me; I guarantee your fortunes,--three months ago I would not have said +that. By and by I will open Parliament for you,--you are not of age +yet; work till then. And now sit down and write my letters,--a sad +arrear!" + +"My dear, dear Mr. Trevanion!" said I, so affected that I could scarcely +speak, and seizing his hand, which I pressed between both mine, "I dare +not thank you,--I cannot! But you don't know my heart: it is not +ambition. No! if I could but stay here on the same terms forever-- +here," looking ruefully on that spot where Fanny had stood the night +before. "But it is impossible! If you knew all, you would be the first +to bid me go!" + +"You are in debt," said the man of the world, coldly. "Bad, very bad-- +still--" + +"No, sir; no! worse." + +"Hardly possible to be worse, young man--hardly! But, just as you-- +will; you leave me, and will not say why. Goodby. Why do you linger? +Shake hands, and go!" + +"I cannot leave you thus; I--I--sir, the truth shall out. I am rash and +mad enough not to see Miss Trevanion without forgetting that I am poor, +and--" + +"Ha!" interrupted Trevanion, softly, and growing pale, "this is a +misfortune, indeed! And I, who talked of reading characters! Truly, +truly, we would-be practical men are fools--fools! And you have made +love to my daughter!" + +"Sir? Mr. Trevanion!--no--never, never so base! In your house, trusted +by you,--how could you think it? I dared, it, may be, to love,--at all +events, to feel that I could not be insensible to a temptation too +strong for me. But to say it to your heiress,--to ask love in return: I +would as soon have broken open your desk! Frankly I tell you my folly: +it is a folly, not a disgrace." + +Trevanion came up to me abruptly as I leaned against the bookcase, and, +grasping my hand with a cordial kindness, said, "Pardon me! You have +behaved as your father's son should I envy him such a son! Now, listen +to me: I cannot give you my daughter--" + +"Believe me, sir; I never--" + +"Tut, listen! I cannot give you my daughter. I say nothing of +inequality,--all gentlemen are equal; and if not, any impertinent +affectation of superiority, in such a case, would come ill from one who +owes his own fortune to his wife! But, as it is, I have a stake in the +world, won not by fortune only, but the labor of a life, the suppression +of half my nature,--the drudging, squaring, taming down all that made +the glory and joy of my youth,--to be that hard, matter-of-fact thing +which the English world expect in a statesman! This station has +gradually opened into its natural result,--power! I tell you I shall +soon have high office in the administration; I hope to render great +services to England,--for we English politicians, whatever the mob and +the Press say of us, are not selfish place-hunters. I refused office, +as high as I look for now, ten years ago. We believe in our opinions, +and we hail the power that may carry them into effect. In this cabinet +I shall have enemies. Oh, don't think we leave jealousy behind us, at +the doors of Downing Street! I shall be one of a minority. I know well +what must happen: like all men in power, I must strengthen myself by +other heads and hands than my own. My daughter shall bring to me the +alliance of that house in England which is most necessary to me. My +life falls to the ground, like a child's pyramid of cards, if I waste--I +do not say on you, but on men of ten times your fortune (whatever that +be)--the means of strength which are at my disposal in the hand of Fanny +Trevanion. To this end I have looked, but to this end her mother has +schemed; for these household matters are within a man's hopes, but +belong to a woman's policy. So much for us. But to you, my dear and +frank and high-souled young friend; to you, if I were not Fanny's +father, if I were your nearest relation, and Fanny could be had for the +asking, with all her princely dower (for it is princely),--to you I +should say, fly from a load upon the heart, on the genius, the energy, +the pride, and the spirit, which not one man in ten thousand can bear; +fly from the curse of owing everything to a wife! It is a reversal of +all natural position, it is a blow to all the manhood within us. You +know not what it is; I do! My wife's fortune came not till after +marriage,--so far, so well; it saved my reputation from the charge of +fortune-hunting. But, I tell you fairly, that if it had never come at +all, I should be a prouder and a greater and a happier man than I have +ever been, or ever can be, with all its advantages: it has been a +millstone round my neck. And yet Ellinor has never breathed a word that +could wound my pride. Would her daughter be as forbearing? Much as I +love Fanny, I doubt if she has the great heart of her mother. You look +incredulous,--naturally. Oh, you think I shall sacrifice my child's +happiness to a politician's ambition. Folly of youth! Fanny would be +wretched with you. She might not think so now; she would five years +hence! Fanny will make an admirable duchess, countess, great lady; but +wife to a man who owes all to her! No, no; don't dream it! I shall not +sacrifice her happiness, depend on it. I speak plainly, as man to man, +--man of the world to a man just entering it,--but still man to man! +What say you?" + +"I will think over all you tell me. I know that you are speaking to me +most generously,--as a father would. Now let me go, and may God keep +you and yours!" + +"Go,--I return your blessing; go! I don't insult you now with offers of +service; but remember, you have a right to command them,--in all ways, +in all times. Stop! take this comfort away with you,--a sorry comfort +now, a great one hereafter. In a position that might have moved anger, +scorn, pity, you have made a barren-hearted man honor and admire you. +You, a boy, have made me, with my gray hairs, think better of the whole +world; tell your father that." + +I closed the door and stole out softly, softly. But when I got into the +hall, Fanny suddenly opened the door of the breakfast parlor, and +seemed, by her look, her gesture, to invite me in. Her face was very +pale, and there were traces of tears on the heavy lids. + +I stood still a moment, and my heart beat violently. I then muttered +something inarticulately, and, bowing low, hastened to the door. + +I thought, but my ears might deceive me, that I heard my name +pronounced; but fortunately the tall porter started from his newspaper +and his leathern chair, and the entrance stood open. I joined my +father. + +"It's all over," said I, with a resolute smile. "And now, my dear +father, I feel how grateful I should be for all that your lessons--your +life--have taught me; for, believe me, I am not unhappy." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +We came back to my father's house, and on the stairs we met my mother, +whom Roland's grave looks and her Austin's strange absence had alarmed. +My father quietly led the way to a little room which my mother had +appropriated to Blanche and herself, and then, placing my hand in that +which had helped his own steps from the stony path down the quiet vales +of life, he said to me: "Nature gives you here the soother;" and so +saying, he left the room. + +And it was true, O my mother! that in thy simple, loving breast nature +did place the deep wells of comfort! We come to men for philosophy,--to +women for consolation. And the thousand weaknesses and regrets, the +sharp sands of the minutiae that make up sorrow,--all these, which I +could have betrayed to no man (not even to him, the dearest and +tenderest of all men), I showed without shame to thee! And thy tears, +that fell on my cheek, had the balm of Araby; and my heart at length lay +lulled and soothed under thy moist, gentle eyes. + +I made an effort, and joined the little circle at dinner; and I felt +grateful that no violent attempt was made to raise my spirits,--nothing +but affection, more subdued and soft and tranquil. Even little Blanche, +as if by the intuition of sympathy, ceased her babble, and seemed to +hush her footstep as she crept to my side. But after dinner, when we +had reassembled in the drawing-room, and the lights shone bright, and +the curtains were let down, and only the quick roll of some passing +wheels reminded us that there was a world without, my father began to +talk. He had laid aside all his work, the younger but less perishable +child was forgotten, and my father began to talk. + +"It is," said he, musingly, "a well-known thing that particular drugs or +herbs suit the body according to its particular diseases. When we are +ill, we don't open our medicine-chest at random, and take out any powder +or phial that comes to hand. The skilful doctor is he who adjusts the +dose to the malady." + +"Of that there can be no doubt," quoth Captain Roland. "I remember a +notable instance of the justice of what you say. When I was in Spain, +both my horse and I fell ill at the same time: a dose was sent for each; +and by some infernal mistake, I swallowed the horse's physic, and the +horse, poor thing, swallowed mine!" + +"And what was the result?" asked my father. + +"The horse died!" answered Roland, mournfully, "a valuable beast, bright +bay, with a star!" + +"And you?" + +"Why, the doctor said it ought to have killed me; but it took a great +deal more than a paltry bottle of physic to kill a man in my regiment." + +"Nevertheless, we arrive at the same conclusion," pursued my father,--" +I with my theory, you with your experience,--that the physic we take +must not be chosen haphazard, and that a mistake in the bottle may kill +a horse. But when we come to the medicine for the mind, how little do +we think of the golden rule which common-sense applies to the body!" + +"Anan," said the Captain, "what medicine is there for the mind? +Shakspeare has said something on that subject, which, if I recollect +right, implies that there is no ministering to a mind diseased." + +"I think not, brother; he only said physic (meaning boluses and black +draughts) would not do it. And Shakspeare was the last man to find +fault with his own art; for, verily, he has been a great physician to +the mind." + +"Ah! I take you now, brother,--books again! So you think when a man +breaks his heart or loses his fortune or his daughter (Blanche, child, +come here), that you have only to clap a plaster of print on the sore +place, and all is well. I wish you would find me such a cure." + +"Will you try it?" + +"If it is not Greek," said my uncle. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +My Father's Crotchet On The Hygienic Chemistry Of Books. + +"If," said my father,--and here his hand was deep in his waistcoat,--"if +we accept the authority of Diodorus as to the inscription on the great +Egyptian library--and I don't see why Diodorus should not be as near the +mark as any one else?" added my father interrogatively, turning round. + +My mother thought herself the person addressed, and nodded her gracious +assent to the authority of Diodorus. His opinion thus fortified, my +father continued,--"If, I say, we accept the authority of Diodorus, the +inscription on the Egyptian library was: 'The Medicine of the Mind.' +Now, that phrase has become notoriously trite and hackneyed, and people +repeat vaguely that books are the medicine of the mind. Yes; but to +apply the medicine is the thing!" + +"So you have told us at least twice before, brother," quoth the Captain, +bluffly. "And what Diodorus has to do with it, I know no more than the +man of the moon." + +"I shall never get on at this rate," said my father, in a tone between +reproach and entreaty. + +"Be good children, Roland and Blanche both," said my mother, stopping +from her work and holding up her needle threateningly,--and indeed +inflicting a slight puncture upon the Captain's shoulder. + +"'Rem acu tetigisti,' my dear," said my father, borrowing Cicero's pun +on the occasion. (1) "And now we shall go upon velvet. I say, then, +that books, taken indiscriminately, are no cure to the diseases and +afflictions of the mind. There is a world of science necessary in the +taking them. I have known some people in great sorrow fly to a novel, +or the last light book in fashion. One might as well take a rose- +draught for the plague! Light reading does not do when the heart is +really heavy. I am told that Goethe, when he lost his son, took to +study a science that was new to him. Ah! Goethe was a physician who +knew what he was about. In a great grief like that you cannot tickle +and divert the mind, you must wrench it away, abstract, absorb,--bury it +in an abyss, hurry it into a labyrinth. Therefore, for the irremediable +sorrows of middle life and old age I recommend a strict chronic course +of science and hard reasoning,--counter-irritation. Bring the brain to +act upon the heart! If science is too much against the grain (for we +have not all got mathematical heads), something in the reach of the +humblest understanding, but sufficiently searching to the highest,--a +new language, Greek, Arabic, Scandinavian, Chinese, or Welsh! For the +loss of fortune, the dose should be applied less directly to the +understanding,--I would administer something elegant and cordial. For +as the heart is crushed and lacerated by a loss in the affections, so it +is rather the head that aches and suffers by the loss of money. Here we +find the higher class of poets a very valuable remedy. For observe that +poets of the grander and more comprehensive kind of genius have in them +two separate men, quite distinct from each other,--the imaginative man, +and the practical, circumstantial man; and it is the happy mixture of +these that suits diseases of the mind, half imaginative and half +practical. There is Homer, now lost with the gods, now at home with the +homeliest, the very 'poet of circumstance,' as Gray has finely called +him; and yet with imagination enough to seduce and coax the dullest into +forgetting, for a while, that little spot on his desk which his banker's +book can cover. There is Virgil, far below him, indeed,--`Virgil the +wise, Whose verse walks highest, but not flies,' as Cowley expresses it. +But Virgil still has genius enough to be two men,--to lead you into the +fields, not only to listen to the pastoral reed and to hear the bees +hum, but to note how you can make the most of the glebe and the +vineyard. There is Horace, charming man of the world, who will condole +with you feelingly on the loss of your fortune, and by no means +undervalue the good things of this life, but who will yet show you that +a man may be happy with a vile modicum or parva rura. There is +Shakspeare, who, above all poets, is the mysterious dual of hard sense +and empyreal fancy,--and a great many more, whom I need not name, but +who, if you take to them gently and quietly, will not, like your mere +philosopher, your unreasonable Stoic, tell you that you have lost +nothing, but who will insensibly steal you out of this world, with its +losses and crosses, and slip you into another world before you know +where you are!--a world where you are just as welcome, though you carry +no more earth of your lost acres with you than covers the sole of your +shoe. Then, for hypochondria and satiety, what is better than a brisk +alterative course of travels,--especially early, out-of-the-way, +marvellous, legendary travels! How they freshen up the spirits! How +they take you out of the humdrum yawning state you are in. See, with +Herodotus, young Greece spring up into life, or note with him how +already the wondrous old Orient world is crumbling into giant decay; or +go with Carpini and Rubruquis to Tartary, meet 'the carts of Zagathai +laden with houses, and think that a great city is travelling towards +you.' (2) 'Gaze on that vast wild empire of the Tartar, where the +descendants of Jenghis 'multiply and disperse over the immense waste +desert, which is as boundless as the ocean.' Sail with the early +Northern discoverers, and penetrate to the heart of winter, among sea- +serpents and bears and tusked morses with the faces of men. Then, what +think you of Columbus, and the stern soul of Cortes, and the kingdom of +Mexico, and the strange gold city of the Peruvians, with that audacious +brute Pizarro; and the Polynesians, just for all the world like the +Ancient Britons; and the American Indians and the South-sea Islanders? +How petulant and young and adventurous and frisky your hypochondriac +must get upon a regimen like that! Then, for that vice of the mind +which I call sectarianism,--not in the religious sense of the word, but +little, narrow prejudices, that make you hate your next-door neighbor +because he has his eggs roasted when you have yours boiled; and +gossipping and prying into people's affairs, and backbiting, and +thinking heaven and earth are coming together if some broom touch a +cobweb that you have let grow over the window-sill of your brains what +like a large and generous, mildly aperient (I beg your pardon, my dear) +course of history! How it clears away all the fumes of the head,-- +better than the hellebore with which the old leeches of the Middle Ages +purged the cerebellum! There, amidst all that great whirl and sturmbad +(storm-bath), as the Germans say, of kingdoms and empires, and races and +ages, how your mind enlarges beyond that little feverish animosity to +John Styles, or that unfortunate prepossession of yours that all the +world is interested in your grievances against Tom Stokes and his wife! + +"I can only touch, you see, on a few ingredients in this magnificent +pharmacy; its resources are boundless, but require the nicest +discretion. I remember to have cured a disconsolate widower, who +obstinately refused every other medicament, by a strict course of +geology. I dipped him deep into gneiss and mica schist. Amidst the +first strata I suffered the watery action to expend itself upon cooling, +crystallized masses; and by the time I had got him into the tertiary +period, amongst the transition chalks of Maestricht and the conchiferous +marls of Gosau, he was ready for a new wife. Kitty, my dear, it is no +laughing matter! I made no less notable a cure of a young scholar at +Cambridge who was meant for the church, when he suddenly caught a cold +fit of freethinking, with great shiverings, from wading out of his depth +in Spinoza. None of the divines, whom I first tried, did him the least +good in that state; so I turned over a new leaf, and doctored him gently +upon the chapters of faith in Abraham Tucker's book (you should read it, +Sisty); then I threw in strong doses of Fichte; after that I put him on +the Scotch inetaphy sicians, with plunge-baths into certain German +transcendentalists; and having convinced him that faith is not an +unphilosophical state of mind, and that he might believe without +compromising his understanding,--for he was mightily conceited on that +score,--I threw in my divines, which he was now fit to digest; and his +theological constitution, since then, has become so robust that he has +eaten up two livings and a deanery! In fact, I have a plan for a +library that, instead of heading its compartments, 'Philology, Natural +Science, Poetry,' etc., one shall head them according to the diseases +for which they are severally good, bodily and mental,--up from a dire +calamity or the pangs of the gout, down to a fit of the spleen or a +slight catarrh; for which last your light reading comes in with a whey- +posset and barley-water. But," continued my father, more gravely, "when +some one sorrow, that is yet reparable, gets hold of your mind like a +monomania; when you think because Heaven has denied you this or that on +which you had set your heart that all your life must be a blank,--oh! +then diet yourself well on biography, the biography of good and great +men. See how little a space one sorrow really makes in life. See +scarce a page, perhaps, given to some grief similar to your own; and how +triumphantly the life sails on beyond it! You thought the wing was +broken! Tut, tut, it was but a bruised feather! See what life leaves +behind it when all is done!--a summary of positive facts far out of the +region of sorrow and suffering, linking themselves with the being of the +world. Yes, biography is the medicine here! Roland, you said you would +try my prescription,--here it is;" and my father took up a book and +reached it to the Captain. + +My uncle looked over it,--"Life of the Reverend Robert Hall." + +"Brother, he was a Dissenter; and, thank Heaven! I am a Church-and- +State man to the backbone!" + +"Robert Hall was a brave man and a true soldier under the Great +Commander," said my father, artfully. + +The Captain mechanically carried his forefinger to his forehead in +military fashion, and saluted the book respectfully. + +"I have another copy for you, Pisistratus,--that is mine which I have +lent Roland. This, which I bought for you to-day, you will keep." + +"Thank you, sir," said I listlessly, not seeing what great good the +"Life of Robert Hall" could do me, or why the same medicine should suit +the old weather-beaten uncle and the nephew yet in his teens. + +"I have said nothing," resumed my father, slightly bowing his broad +temples, "of the Book of books, for that is the lignum vitm, the +cardinal medicine for all. These are but the subsidiaries; for as you +may remember, my dear Kitty, that I have said before,--we can never keep +the system quite right unless we place just in the centre of the great +ganglionic system, whence the nerves carry its influence gently and +smoothly through the whole frame, The Saffron Bag!" + +(1) Cicero's joke on a senator who was the son of a tailor: "Thou hast +touched the thing sharply" (or with a needle, acu). + +(2) Rubruquis, sect. xii. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +After breakfast the next morning I took my hat to go out. when my +father, looking at me, and seeing by my countenance that I had not +slept, said gently,-- + +"My dear Pisistratus, you have not tried my medicine yet." + +"What medicine, sir?" + +"Robert Hall." + +"No, indeed, not yet," said I, smiling. + +"Do so, my son, before you go out; depend on it you will enjoy your walk +more." + +I confess that it was with some reluctance I obeyed. I went back to my +own room and sat resolutely down to my task. Are there any of you, my +readers, who have not read the "Life of Robert Hall?" If so, in the +words of the great Captain Cuttle, "When found, make a note of it." +Never mind what your theological opinion is,--Episcopalian, +Presbyterian, Baptist, Paedobaptist, Independent, Quaker, Unitarian, +Philosopher, Freethinker,--send for Robert Hall! Yea, if there exists +yet on earth descendants of the arch-heretics which made such a noise in +their day,--men who believe, with Saturninus, that the world was made by +seven angels; or with Basilides, that there are as many heavens as there +are days in the year; or with the Nicolaitanes, that men ought to have +their wives in common (plenty of that sect still, especially in the Red +Republic); or with their successors, the Gnostics, who believed in +Jaldaboath; or with the Carpacratians, that the world was made by the +devil; or with the Cerinthians and Ebionites and Nazarites (which last +discovered that the name of Noah's wife was Ouria, and that she set the +ark on fire); or with the Valentinians, who taught that there were +thirty AEones, ages or worlds, born out of Profundity (Bathos), male, +and Silence, female; or with the Marcites, Colarbasii, and Heracleonites +(who still kept up that bother about AEones, Mr. Profundity and Mrs. +Silence); or with the Ophites, who are said to have worshipped the +serpent; or the Cainites, who ingeniously found out a reason for +honoring Judas, because he foresaw what good would come to men by +betraying our Saviour; or with the Sethites, who made Seth a part of the +divine substance; or with the Archonticks, Ascothyctae, Cerdonians, +Marcionites, the disciples of Apelles, and Severus (the last was a +teetotaller, and said wine was begot by Satan!), or of Tatian, who +thought all the descendants of Adam were irretrievably damned except +themselves (some of those Tatiani are certainly extant!), or the +Cataphrygians, who were also called Tascodragitae, because they thrust +their forefingers up their nostrils to show their devotion; or the +Pepuzians, Quintilians, and Artotyrites; or--But no matter. If I go +through all the follies of men in search of the truth, I shall never get +to the end of my chapter or back to Robert Hall; whatever, then, thou +art, orthodox or heterodox, send for the "Life of Robert Hall." It is +the life of a man that it does good to manhood itself to contemplate. + +I had finished the biography, which is not long, and was musing over it, +when I heard the Captain's cork-leg upon the stairs. I opened the door +for him, and he entered, book in hand, as I also, book in hand, stood +ready to receive him. + +"Well, sir," said Roland, seating himself, "has the prescription done +you any good?" + +"Yes, uncle,--great." + +And me too. By Jupiter, Sisty, that same Hall was a fine +fellow! I wonder if the medicine has gone through the same +channels in both? Tell me, first, how it has affected you." + +"Imprimis, then, my dear uncle, I fancy that a book like this must do +good to all who live in the world in the ordinary manner, by admitting +us into a circle of life of which I suspect we think but little. Here +is a man connecting himself directly with a heavenly purpose, and +cultivating considerable faculties to that one end; seeking to +accomplish his soul as far as he can, that he may do most good on earth, +and take a higher existence up to heaven; a man intent upon a sublime +and spiritual duty: in short, living as it were in it, and so filled +with the consciousness of immortality, and so strong in the link between +God and man, that, without any affected stoicism, without being +insensible to pain,--rather, perhaps, from a nervous temperament, +acutely feeling it,--he yet has a happiness wholly independent of it. +It is impossible not to be thrilled with an admiration that elevates +while it awes you, in reading that solemn 'Dedication of himself to +God.' This offering of 'soul and body, time, health, reputation, +talents,' to the divine and invisible Principle of Good, calls us +suddenly to contemplate the selfishness of our own views and hopes, and +awakens us from the egotism that exacts all and resigns nothing. + +"But this book has mostly struck upon the chord in my own heart in that +characteristic which my father indicated as belonging to all biography. +Here is a life of remarkable fulness, great study, great thought, and +great action; and yet," said I, coloring, "how small a place those +feelings which have tyrannized over me and made all else seem blank and +void, hold in that life! It is not as if the man were a cold and hard +ascetic it is easy to see in him, not only remarkable tenderness and +warm affections, but strong self-will, and the passion of all vigorous +natures. Yes; I understand better now what existence in a true man +should be." + +"All that is very well said," quoth the Captain, "but it did not strike +me. What I have seen in this book is courage. Here is a poor creature +rolling on the carpet with agony; from childhood to death tortured by a +mysterious incurable malady,--a malady that is described as 'an internal +apparatus of torture;' and who does, by his heroism, more than bear it, +--he puts it out of power to affect him; and though (here is the passage) +'his appointment by day and by night was incessant pain, yet high +enjoyment was, notwithstanding, the law of his existence.' Robert Hall +reads me a lesson,--me, an old soldier, who thought myself above taking +lessons,--in courage, at least. And as I came to that passage when, in +the sharp paroxysms before death, he says, 'I have not complained, have +I, sir? And I won't complain!'--when I came to that passage I started +up and cried, 'Roland de Caxton, thou hast been a coward! and an thou +hadst had thy deserts, thou hadst been cashiered, broken, and drummed +out of the regiment long ago!'" + +"After all, then, my father was not so wrong,--he placed his guns right, +and fired a good shot." + +"He must have been from six to nine degrees above the crest of the +parapet," said my uncle, thoughtfully,--"which, I take it, is the best +elevation, both for shot and shells in enfilading a work." + +"What say you then, Captain,--up with our knapsacks, and on with the +march?" + +"Right about--face!" cried my uncle, as erect as a column. + +"No looking back, if we can help it." + +"Full in the front of the enemy. 'Up, Guards, and at 'em!'" + +"'England expects every man to do his duty!'" + +"Cypress or laurel!" cried my uncle, waving the book over his head. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +I went out, and to see Francis Vivian; for on leaving Mr. Trevanion I +was not without anxiety for my new friend's future provision. But +Vivian was from home, and I strolled from his lodgings into the suburbs +on the other side of the river, and began to meditate seriously on the +best course now to pursue. In quitting my present occupations I +resigned prospects far more brilliant and fortunes far more rapid than I +could ever hope to realize in any other entrance into life. But I felt +the necessity, if I desired to keep steadfast to that more healthful +frame of mind I had obtained, of some manly and continuous labor, some +earnest employment. My thoughts flew back to the university; and the +quiet of its cloisters--which, until I had been blinded by the glare of +the London world, and grief had somewhat dulled the edge of my quick +desires and hopes, had seemed to me cheerless and unfaltering--took an +inviting aspect. It presented what I needed most,--a new scene, a new +arena, a partial return into boyhood; repose for passions prematurely +raised; activity for the reasoning powers in fresh directions. I had +not lost my time in London: I had kept up, if not studies purely +classical, at least the habits of application; I had sharpened my +general comprehension and augmented my resources. Accordingly, when I +returned home, I resolved to speak to my father. But I found he had +forestalled me; and on entering, my mother drew me upstairs into, her +room, with a smile kindled by my smile, and told me that she and her +Austin had been thinking that it was best that I should leave London as +soon as possible; that my father found he could now dispense with the +library of the Museum for some months; that the time for which they had +taken their lodgings would be up in a few days: that the summer was far +advanced, town odious, the country beautiful,--in a word, we were to go +home. There I could prepare myself for Cambridge till the long vacation +was over; and, my mother added hesitatingly, and with a prefatory +caution to spare my health, that my father, whose income could ill +afford the requisite allowance to me, counted on my soon lightening his +burden by getting a scholarship. I felt how much provident kindness +there was in all this,--even in that hint of a scholarship, which was +meant to rouse my faculties and spur me, by affectionate incentives, to +a new ambition. I was not less delighted than grateful. + +"But poor Roland," said I, "and little Blanche,--will they come with +us?" + +"I fear not," said my mother; "for Roland is anxious to get back to his +tower, and in a day or two he will be well enough to move." + +"Do you not think, my dear mother, that, somehow or other, this lost son +of his had something to do with Roland's illness,--that the illness was +as much mental as physical?" + +"I have no doubt of it, Sisty. What a sad, bad heart that young man +must have!" + +"My uncle seems to have abandoned all hope of finding him in London; +otherwise, ill as he has been, I am sure we could not have kept him at +home. So he goes back to the old tower. Poor man, he must be dull +enough there! We must contrive to pay him a visit. Does Blanche ever +speak of her brother?" + +"No; for it seems they were not brought up much together,--at all +events, she does not remember him. How lovely she is! Her mother must +surely have been very handsome." + +"She is a pretty child, certainly, though in a strange style of beauty, +--such immense eyes!--and affectionate, and loves Roland as she ought." + +And here the conversation dropped. + +Our plans being thus decided, it was necessary that I should lose no +time in seeing Vivian and making some arrangement for the future. His +manner had lost so much of its abruptness that I thought I could venture +to recommend him personally to Trevanion; and I knew, after what had +passed, that Trevanion would make a point to oblige me. I resolved to +consult my father about it. As yet I had either never found or never +made the opportunity to talk to my father on the subject, he had been so +occupied; and if he had proposed to see my new friend, what answer could +I have made, in the teeth of Vivian's cynic objections? However, as we +were now going away, that last consideration ceased to be of importance; +and, for the first, the student had not yet entirely settled back to his +books. I therefore watched the time when my father walked down to the +Museum, and, slipping my arm in his, I told him, briefly and rapidly, as +we went along, how I had formed this strange acquaintance, and how I was +now situated. The story did not interest my father quite so much as I +expected, and he did not understand all the complexities of Vivian's +character,--how could he?--for he answered briefly, "I should think +that, for a young man apparently without a sixpence, and whose education +seems so imperfect, any resource in Trevanion must be most temporary and +uncertain. Speak to your Uncle Jack: he can find him some place, I have +no doubt,--perhaps a readership in a printer's office, or a reporter's +place on some journal, if he is fit for it. But if you want to steady +him, let it be something regular." + +Therewith my father dismissed the matter and vanished through the gates +of the Museum. Readership to a printer, reportership on a journal, for +a young gentleman with the high notions and arrogant vanity of Francis +Vivian,--his ambition already soaring far beyond kid gloves and a +cabriolet! The idea was hopeless; and, perplexed and doubtful, I took +my way to Vivian's lodgings. I found him at home and unemployed, +standing by his window with folded arms, and in a state of such revery +that he was not aware of my entrance till I had touched him on the +shoulder. + +"Ha!" said he then, with one of his short, quick, impatient sighs, "I +thought you had given me up and forgotten me; but you look pale and +harassed. I could almost think you had grown thinner within the last +few days." + +"Oh! never mind me, Vivian; I have come to speak of yourself. I have +left Trevanion; it is settled that I should go to the University, and we +all quit town in a few days." + +"In a few days!--all! Who are 'all'?" + +"My family,--father, mother, uncle, cousin, and myself. But, my dear +fellow, now let us think seriously what is best to be done for you. I +can present you to Trevanion." + +"Ha!" + +"But Trevanion is a hard, though an excellent man, and, moreover, as he +is always changing the subjects that engross him, in a month or so he +may have nothing to give you. You said you would work,--will you +consent not to complain if the work cannot be done in kid gloves? Young +men who have--risen high in the world have begun, it is well known, as +reporters to the press. It is a situation of respectability, and in +request, and not easy to obtain, I fancy; but still--" + +Vivian interrupted me hastily. + +"Thank you a thousand times! But what you say confirms a resolution I +had taken before you came. I shall make it up with my family and return +home." + +"Oh, I am so really glad. How wise in you!" + +Vivian turned away his head abruptly. + +"Your pictures of family life and domestic peace, you see," he said, +"seduced me more than you thought. When do you leave town?" + +"Why, I believe, early next week." + +"So soon," said Vivian, thoughtfully. "Well, perhaps I may ask you yet +to introduce me to Mr. Trevanion; for who knows?--my family and I may +fall out again. But I will consider. I think I have heard you say that +this Trevanion is a very old friend of your father's or uncle's?" + +"He, or rather Lady Ellinor, is an old friend of both." + +"And therefore would listen to your recommendations of me. But perhaps +I may not need them. So you have left--left of your own accord--a +situation that seemed more enjoyable, I should think, than rooms in a +college. Left, why did you leave?" + +And Vivian fixed his bright eyes full and piercingly on mine. + +"It was only for a time, for a trial, that I was there," said I, +evasively; "out at nurse, as it were, till the Alma Mater opened her +arms,--alma indeed she ought to be to my father's son." + +Vivian looked unsatisfied with my explanation, but did not question me +further. He himself was the first to turn the conversation, and he did +this with more affectionate cordiality than was common to him. He +inquired into our general plans, into the probabilities of our return to +town, and drew from me a description of our rural Tusculum. He was +quiet and subdued; and once or twice I thought there was a moisture in +those luminous eyes. We parted with more of the unreserve and fondness +of youthful friendship--at least on my part, and seemingly on his--than +had yet endeared our singular intimacy; for the cement of cordial +attachment had been wanting to an intercourse in which one party refused +all confidence, and the other mingled distrust and fear with keen +interest and compassionate admiration. + +That evening, before lights were brought in, my father, turning to me, +abruptly asked if I had seen my friend, and what he was about to do. + +"He thinks of returning to his family," said I. + +Roland, who had seemed dozing, winced uneasily. + +"Who returns to his family?" asked the Captain. + +"Why, you must know," said my father, "that Sisty has fished up a friend +of whom he can give no account that would satisfy a policeman, and whose +fortunes he thinks himself under the necessity of protecting. You are +very lucky that he has not picked your pockets, Sisty; but I dare say he +has. What's his name?" + +"Vivian," said I,--"Francis Vivian." + +"A good name and a Cornish," said my father. "Some derive it from the +Romans,--Vivianus; others from a Celtic word which means--" + +"Vivian!" interrupted Roland. "Vivian!--I wonder if it be the son of +Colonel Vivian." + +"He is certainly a gentleman's son," said I; "but he never told me what +his family and connections were." + +"Vivian," repeated my uncle,--"poor Colonel Vivian! So the young man is +going to his father. I have no doubt it is the same. Ah!--" + +"What do you know of Colonel Vivian or his son?" said I. "Pray, tell +me; I am so interested in this young man." + +"I know nothing of either, except by gossip," said my uncle, moodily. +"I did hear that Colonel Vivian, an excellent officer and honorable man, +had been in--in--" (Roland's voice faltered) "in great grief about his +son, whom, a mere boy, he had prevented from some improper marriage, and +who had run away and left him,--it was supposed for America. The story +affected me at the time," added my uncle, trying to speak calmly. + +We were all silent, for we felt why Roland was so disturbed, and why +Colonel Vivian's grief should have touched him home. Similarity in +affliction makes us brothers even to the unknown. + +"You say he is going home to his family,--I am heartily glad of it!" +said the envying old soldier, gallantly. + +The lights came in then, and two minutes after, Uncle Roland and I were +nestled close to each other, side by side; and I was reading over his +shoulder, and his finger was silently resting on that passage that had +so struck him: "I have not complained, have I, sir? 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